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He could picture in the next box Cydonia's golden head at just the same angle and in between the narrow velvet curtains barely separating the pair.  <I>See page 93</I>.

He could picture in the next box Cydonia's golden head at just the same angle and in between the narrow velvet curtains barely separating the pair. See page 93.




THE MAN WITH
THE DOUBLE HEART



BY

MURIEL HINE

(MRS. SIDNEY COXON)




LONDON: JOHN LANE, THE BODLEY HEAD
NEW YORK: JOHN LANE COMPANY
TORONTO: BELL & COCKBURN : : MCMXIV




COPYRIGHT, 1914
BY JOHN LANE COMPANY


J. J. Little & Ives Company
New York, U. S. A.



TO
MY MOTHER




Some starlit garden grey with dew
Some chamber flushed with wine and fire
What matters where, so I and you
Are worthy our desire?
W. L. Henley.

Some garden under the stars, covered in dew
Some room warmed by wine and fire
What does it matter where, as long as you and I
Do they deserve our desire?
W. L. Henley.




THE MAN WITH
THE DOUBLE HEART




PART I

"Flower o' the broom
Take away love and our earth is a tomb!"
R. Browning.

"Flower of the broom
Without love, our world becomes a grave!"
R. Browning.



CHAPTER I

The hour was close on midday, but the lamps in Cavendish Square shone with a blurred light through the unnatural gloom.

The time was just before noon, yet the lamps in Cavendish Square glowed with a hazy light through the strange darkness.

The fog, pouring down from Regent's Park above, was wedged tight in Harley Street like a wad of dirty wool, but in the open space fronting Harcourt House it found room to expand and took on spectral shape; dim forms with floating locks that clung to the stunted trees and, shuddering, pressed against the high London buildings which faded away indistinctly into the blackened sky.

The fog, spilling down from Regent's Park above, was stuck tight in Harley Street like a clump of dirty wool, but in the open area in front of Harcourt House, it had space to spread out and took on ghostly shapes; vague figures with floating hair that clung to the short trees and, shivering, pressed against the tall London buildings which blurred into the darkened sky.

From thence ragged pennons went busily fluttering South to be caught in the draught of the traffic in noisy Oxford Street, where hoarse and confusing cries were blent with the rumble of wheels in all the pandemonium of man at war with the elements.

From there, tattered flags were busy fluttering down south to get caught in the rush of traffic on noisy Oxford Street, where loud and confusing shouts mixed with the rumble of wheels in all the chaos of humanity battling against the elements.

The air was raw and sooty, difficult to breathe, and McTaggart, already irritable with the nervous tension due to his approaching interview, his throat dry, his eyes smarting as he peered at the wide crossing, started violently as the horn of an unseen motor sounded unpleasantly near at hand.

The air was harsh and filled with soot, hard to breathe, and McTaggart, already on edge from the anxiety of his upcoming interview, with a dry throat and stinging eyes as he looked at the busy intersection, jumped suddenly as the horn of an unseen car blared unpleasantly close by.

"Confound the man!" he said, in apology to himself and stepped back quickly onto the narrow path as a shapeless monster with eyes of flame swung past, foiled of its prey.

"Curse that guy!" he said, apologizing to himself, and quickly stepped back onto the narrow path as a formless creature with fiery eyes swung by, thwarted of its target.

"A nice pace to go on a day like this!" And here something struck him sharply in the rear, knocking his hat forward onto the bridge of his nose.

"A nice pace to go on a day like this!" And then something hit him hard from behind, pushing his hat down onto the bridge of his nose.

"What the...!" he checked his wrath with a sudden shamefaced laugh as he found his unseen adversary to consist of the square railings.

"What the...!" he held back his anger with a sudden embarrassed laugh when he realized his unseen opponent was just the square railings.

Somewhere down Wigmore Street a clock boomed forth the hour. A quarter to twelve. McTaggart counted the strokes and gave a sigh of relief not unmixed with amusement: the secret congratulation of an unpunctual man redeemed by an accident from the error of his ways.

Somewhere on Wigmore Street, a clock chimed the hour. A quarter to twelve. McTaggart counted the chimes and let out a sigh of relief mixed with amusement: a secret congratulation from a late person saved by an accident from his mistakes.

Wedging his hat more firmly down on his head, he dared again the black space before him, struck the curb on the opposite side and, one hand against the wall, steered round the corner and up into Harley Street.

Wedging his hat more securely onto his head, he faced the dark space ahead of him once more, hit the curb on the other side, and with one hand against the wall, turned the corner and headed up into Harley Street.

Under the first lamp he paused and hunted for the number over the nearest door where four brass plates menaced the passer-by with that modern form of torture that few live to escape—the inquisitorial process known as dentistry.

Under the first lamp, he stopped and searched for the number above the nearest door where four brass plates threatened anyone passing by with that modern form of torture that few escape from—the inquisitorial process known as dentistry.

Making a rapid calculation, he came to the conclusion that the house he sought must lie at the further end of the street—London's "Bridge of Sighs"—where breathless hope and despair elbow each other ceaselessly in the wake of suffering humanity.

Making a quick calculation, he concluded that the house he was looking for had to be at the far end of the street—London's "Bridge of Sighs"—where exhausted hope and despair constantly jostle each other in the aftermath of suffering humanity.

The fog was changing colour from a dirty yellow to opal, and the damp pavement was becoming visible as McTaggart moved forward with a quick stride that held an elasticity which it did not owe to elation.

The fog was shifting from a murky yellow to opal, and the wet pavement was becoming visible as McTaggart moved ahead with a brisk stride that had a springiness not due to excitement.

He walked with an ease and lightness peculiar in an Englishman who, athletic as he may be, yet treads the earth with a certain conscious air of possessing it: a tall, well-built man, slender and very erect, but without that balanced stiffness, the hall-mark of "drill."

He walked with a natural ease and lightness that's unusual for an Englishman who, as athletic as he is, still steps on the ground with a certain awareness of owning it: a tall, fit man, lean and very upright, but without that rigid stiffness that marks military training.

A keen observer would guess at once an admixture of blood that betrayed its foreign strain in that supple grace of his; in the olive skin, the light feet, and the glossy black hair that was brushed close and thick to his shapely head.

A sharp observer would quickly notice a mix of heritage in his graceful movements; in his olive skin, light feet, and shiny black hair that was styled close and thick to his well-defined head.

Not French. For the Frenchman moves on a framework of wire, fretting toward action, deadly in attack. But the race that bred Napoleon, subtle and resistant, built upon tempered steel that bends but rarely breaks.

Not French. For the Frenchman operates on a framework of wire, anxiously pushing toward action, dangerous in attack. But the race that produced Napoleon, clever and resilient, is built on tempered steel that bends but seldom breaks.

Now, as he reached the last block and the house he sought, McTaggart paused for a second, irresolute, on the step.

Now, as he reached the last block and the house he was looking for, McTaggart paused for a moment, uncertain, on the step.

He seemed to gather courage with a quick indrawn breath, and his mouth was set in a hard line as his hand pressed the bell.

He seemed to take a deep breath to gather his courage, and his mouth was set in a firm line as he pressed the bell.

Then he raised his eyes to the knocker above, and with the slight action his whole face changed.

Then he looked up at the knocker above, and with that simple movement, his whole face changed.

For, instead of being black beneath their dark brows, the man's eyes were blue, an intense, fiery blue; with the clear depths and the temper touch that one sees nowhere else save in the strong type of the hardy mountain race. They were not the blue of Ireland, with her half-veiled, sorrowful mirth; nor the placid blue of England, that mild forget-me-not. They were utterly unmistakable; they brought with them a breath of heather-gloried solitude and the deep and silent lochs.

For instead of being dark under his bushy eyebrows, the man's eyes were blue—an intense, fiery blue. They had the clear depth and the passionate spark that you find only in the strong type of rugged mountain people. They weren't the blue of Ireland, with its half-hidden, melancholic joy, nor the gentle blue of England, that soft forget-me-not. They were completely unique; they carried a sense of lonely heather-covered landscapes and the deep, quiet lakes.

Here was a Scot—a hillsman from the North; no need of his name to cry aloud the fact.

Here was a Scot—a guy from the North; no need to shout his name to make that obvious.

And yet...

And yet...

The door was opened, and at once the imprisoned fog finding a new outlet drove into the narrow hall.

The door swung open, and instantly the trapped fog, discovering a new opening, rushed into the narrow hallway.

A tall, bony parlour maid was staring back at him as, mechanically, McTaggart repeated the great man's name.

A tall, skinny maid was staring back at him as McTaggart mechanically repeated the famous person's name.

"You have an appointment, sir?" Her manner seemed to imply that her dignity would suffer if this were not the case.

"You have an appointment, sir?" Her tone suggested that her dignity would be at stake if that weren’t true.

Satisfied by his answer, she ushered him into a room where a gas fire burned feebly with an apologetic air, as though painfully conscious of its meretricious logs. Half a dozen people, muffled in coats and furs, were scattered about a long dining table, occupied in reading listlessly the papers, to avoid the temptation of staring at each other. The place smelt of biscuits, of fog and of gas, like an unaired buffet in a railway station.

Satisfied with his answer, she led him into a room where a gas fire flickered weakly, almost embarrassed by its cheap logs. Half a dozen people, wrapped in coats and furs, lounged around a long dining table, aimlessly reading the papers to resist the urge to look at one another. The room smelled of biscuits, fog, and gas, like an unventilated snack area in a train station.

McTaggart, weighed down by a sense of impending doom, picked up a "Punch" and retired to the window, ostensibly to amuse himself, in reality to rehearse for the hundredth time his slender stock of "symptoms." The clock ticked on, and a bleak silence reigned, broken at intervals by the sniff of a small boy, who, accompanied by a parent and a heavy cold in the head, was feasting his soul on a volume of the "Graphic."

McTaggart, feeling overwhelmed by a sense of impending doom, picked up a "Punch" magazine and headed to the window, pretending to entertain himself but actually rehearsing for the hundredth time his limited set of "symptoms." The clock kept ticking, and a dismal silence filled the room, interrupted occasionally by the sniffles of a small boy, who was enjoying a "Graphic" magazine while being accompanied by a parent and dealing with a bad cold.

Something familiar in the cartoon under his eyes drew McTaggart away from his own dreary thoughts.

Something familiar in the cartoon in front of him pulled McTaggart away from his gloomy thoughts.

"I mustn't forget to tell him..." he was saying to himself, when he realized that the paper he held was dated five months back! He felt immediately quite unreasonably annoyed. A sudden desire to rise up and go invaded his mind. In his nervous state the excuse seemed amply sufficient. A "Punch" five months old! ... it was a covert insult.

"I can't forget to tell him..." he was saying to himself when he realized that the paper he was holding was dated five months ago! He felt immediately and quite unreasonably annoyed. A sudden urge to get up and leave took over his mind. In his anxious state, the excuse felt more than enough. A five-month-old "Punch"! ... it was a hidden insult.

A doctor who could trade on his patient's credulity—pocketing his three guineas, don't forget that!—and offer them literature but fit to light the fire...

A doctor who could take advantage of his patient's gullibility—pocketing his three guineas, don't forget that!—and provide them with literature only good enough to start a fire...

A "Punch" Five Months Old! ... he gathered up his gloves.

A "Punch" Five Months Old! ... he picked up his gloves.

But a noiseless step crossed the room, a voice whispered his name.

But a silent step moved across the room, and a voice whispered his name.

"Mr. McTaggart? This way, please."

"Mr. McTaggart? Over here, please."

He found himself following the bony parlour maid, past the aggressive eyes of the still-waiting crowd, out into the hall and down a glass-roofed passage.

He found himself trailing behind the thin maid, past the intense stares of the crowd still waiting, out into the hallway and down a passage with a glass ceiling.

"Now I'm in for it..." he said silently... "Oh! ... damn!" He put on his most truculent air.

"Now I'm in trouble..." he said to himself... "Oh! ... damn!" He put on his toughest expression.

The maid tapped at a door.

The maid knocked on a door.

"Come in," said a sharp voice.

"Come in," said a crisp voice.

McTaggart entered and stood still for a moment, blinking on the threshold, irresolute.

McTaggart walked in and paused for a moment, blinking at the doorway, uncertain.

For the scene was unexpected. Despite the heavy fog that filtered through the windows with its insidious breath, a hint of Spring was there in the fresh white walls, the rose-covered chintzes and the presence of flowers.

For the scene was unexpected. Despite the thick fog that seeped through the windows with its sneaky chill, a touch of Spring was present in the fresh white walls, the rose-patterned fabrics, and the presence of flowers.

The place seemed filled with them. An early bough of blossom, the exquisite tender pink of the almond in bloom, stood against a mirror that screened a recess; and the air was alive with the scent of daffodils, with subtle yellow faces, like curious Chinamen, peering over the edge of a blue Nankin bowl.

The place felt crowded with them. An early branch of blossom, the delicate soft pink of the almond in bloom, stood against a mirror that covered a nook; and the air was filled with the scent of daffodils, their subtle yellow faces resembling curious onlookers peering over the edge of a blue Nankin bowl.

In the centre of the room a man in a velvet coat was bending over a mass of fresh violets, adding water carefully to the surrounding moss out of a copper jug that he held in his hands.

In the middle of the room, a man in a velvet coat was leaning over a bunch of fresh violets, carefully pouring water from a copper jug he held in his hands into the surrounding moss.

McTaggart stared at him; at the lean, colourless face under its untidy thatch of coarse, gray hair; at the spare figure, the long, steady hands and the loose, unconventional clothes that he wore. He might have been an artist of Rossetti's day in that shabby brown coat and soft faded shirt. But the great specialist—whose name carried weight wherever science and medicine were wont to foregather. Had he made a mistake? It seemed incredible.

McTaggart stared at him; at the lean, pale face beneath its messy tuft of coarse, gray hair; at the slim figure, the long, steady hands, and the casual, unconventional clothes he wore. He could have been an artist from Rossetti's time in that worn brown coat and soft, faded shirt. But the renowned specialist—whose name held power wherever science and medicine tended to gather. Had he made a mistake? It seemed unbelievable.

The doctor gave a parting touch to an overhanging leaf and wheeled round to greet his patient with a smile.

The doctor brushed a dangling leaf aside and turned around to greet his patient with a smile.

"I can't bear to see flowers die from lack of care, and this foggy weather tries them very hard. Excuse me a moment." He passed into the recess, and washed his hands vigorously, talking all the while.

"I can’t stand seeing flowers wilt from neglect, and this gloomy weather is really tough on them. Just give me a moment." He stepped into the alcove and washed his hands vigorously, chatting the entire time.

"Some years ago," he switched off the tap, "I went to a public dinner of agriculturists. Found to my surprise I was sitting next Oscar Wilde—one doesn't somehow associate him with such a function! On my left was a farmer of the good old-fashioned type, silent, aggressive, absorbed in his food. I happened to remark that the flowers were all withered; the heat of the room had been too much for them.

"Some years ago," he turned off the tap, "I went to a public dinner for farmers. To my surprise, I found myself sitting next to Oscar Wilde—it's not exactly someone you'd expect at an event like that! To my left was a traditional farmer, quiet, tough, and focused on his meal. I casually mentioned that the flowers were all wilted; the heat in the room had been too much for them."

"'Not withered'—Wilde corrected me—'but merely weary...'

"'Not withered'—Wilde corrected me—'but just weary...'"

"The farmer turned his head, and gave him one glance.

"The farmer turned his head and gave him a quick look."

"'Silly Ass!' he said explosively and returned to his dinner. It was his single contribution to the evening's conversation. I've never forgotten it, nor the look on Wilde's face."

"'Silly Ass!' he said angrily and went back to his dinner. It was his only contribution to the evening's conversation. I've never forgotten it, nor the expression on Wilde's face."

McTaggart laughed. He felt oddly at ease.

McTaggart laughed. He felt strangely relaxed.

The doctor glanced at his nails and came back into the room.

The doctor looked at his nails and stepped back into the room.

He pushed an easy-chair toward his patient and leaning against the mantelpiece with his hands in his pocket:

He moved an easy chair closer to his patient and leaned against the mantelpiece with his hands in his pockets.

"Now, tell me all the trouble," he suggested quietly.

"Now, tell me all about the trouble," he suggested softly.

A slight flush crept up under the olive skin. McTaggart was suddenly immensely ashamed.

A slight blush spread under the olive skin. McTaggart suddenly felt incredibly ashamed.

"I don't believe really ... there's anything ... wrong..." He gave an apologetic, husky little laugh ... "but the fact is, a friend of mine—he's a medical student—ran over me the other day, and, well—he said—there was something odd—that he couldn't understand—something about the beat of my heart. I'd fainted, you know—awfully inconvenient—at a supper party, too ... I'd been feeling pretty cheap..." He broke off, confused, as for the first time the older man deliberately fixed his eyes upon him. Hazel eyes they were with curious flecks of yellow, bright and hard beneath his pince-nez.

"I don't really think there's anything wrong..." He let out an apologetic, husky little laugh. "But the truth is, a friend of mine—he's a medical student—ran into me the other day, and, well—he said there was something weird he couldn't figure out—something about my heartbeat. I'd fainted, you know—really inconvenient—at a dinner party, too... I'd been feeling pretty low..." He paused, confused, as the older man fixed his gaze on him for the first time. His hazel eyes had curious flecks of yellow, bright and sharp behind his pince-nez.

"You fainted? For how long were you unconscious?" He added a few more questions, nodded his shaggy head, and crossing the room sat down at his desk. He opened a book, massively bound, where on each page was printed, hideous and suggestive, an anatomical sketch of the human form divine.

"You fainted? How long were you out?" He added a few more questions, nodded his messy hair, and crossed the room to sit down at his desk. He opened a thick book, where each page displayed, in a shocking and suggestive way, an anatomical sketch of the divine human form.

"I'd like your name in full." He picked up the card which McTaggart had sent in by the parlour maid.

"I'd like your full name." He picked up the card that McTaggart had sent in with the maid.

"P. M. McTaggart—what does that stand for?"

"P. M. McTaggart—what does that mean?"

"It's rather a mouthful." The owner smiled. "Peter Maramonte."

"It's quite a mouthful." The owner smiled. "Peter Maramonte."

The specialist glanced up shrewdly.

The specialist looked up wisely.

"Italian?—I thought so."

"Italian?—I figured as much."

"On my mother's side. My father was Scotch, an Aberdonian."

"On my mom's side. My dad was Scottish, from Aberdeen."

"Your parents are living?"

"Are your parents alive?"

"No, both dead." He stood there, tall and sombre, watching the other write in a thin, crabbed hand the unusual name.

"No, both dead." He stood there, tall and serious, watching the other person write the unusual name in a small, awkward handwriting.

"Any hereditary tendency to heart trouble?"

"Is there any family history of heart issues?"

"Not that I know of. My father was drowned—out fishing, one day. The boat overturned, caught by a squall. He was, I believe, a strong healthy man."

"Not that I know of. My father drowned one day while fishing. The boat capsized in a sudden storm. I believe he was a strong, healthy man."

"And your mother?"

"And how's your mom?"

"She never seemed the same after his death. And then the climate tried her. She'd been brought up in the South. The end was pneumonia. I was only twelve at the time, but I don't think that either of them suffered from the heart."

"She never seemed the same after he died. And then the weather took a toll on her. She'd grown up in the South. In the end, it was pneumonia. I was only twelve at the time, but I don't think either of them had heart issues."

"I see. And now if you'll take off your things—strip to the waist, please—and lie on that sofa."

"I understand. Now please take off your clothes—just to the waist—and lie down on that sofa."

It seemed to McTaggart that at this juncture the devil himself entered into his clothes. Buttons multiplied and waxed evasive, his collar stud stuck, his vest clove to his head.

It felt to McTaggart that at this moment the devil himself slipped into his clothes. Buttons multiplied and became slippery, his collar stud got stuck, and his vest clung to his body.

He dragged it off at last, breathless and ruffled.

He finally pulled it off, out of breath and disheveled.

"That's capital." The great man adjusted his stethoscope and leaned over the white young body outstretched. McTaggart felt dexterous hands passing swiftly, surely; tapping here, pressing there, over his bare flesh.

"That's great." The man adjusted his stethoscope and leaned over the young white body lying down. McTaggart felt skilled hands moving quickly and confidently; tapping here, pressing there, over his bare skin.

"A deep breath—so. Thank you, that will do. Now gently in and out ... quite naturally. Ah...!" He paused, listened a second and gave a grunt. "I wonder?"

"A deep breath—good. Thank you, that’s enough. Now breathe in and out... just naturally. Ah...!" He paused, listened for a moment, and grunted. "I wonder?"

A wave of anger swept over the prostrate man.

A wave of anger washed over the man lying on the ground.

"He's found something, damn him!" he said to himself, resenting the eager light on that lean, absorbed face.

"He's discovered something, damn him!" he said to himself, annoyed by the eager shine in that thin, focused face.

"Curious!" The specialist drew himself upright, and reached round for a shorter, wooden instrument.

"Curious!" The specialist straightened up and grabbed a shorter wooden tool.

Another silence followed, pregnant of disaster. The pressure of the wooden disk upon McTaggart's chest seemed to become insupportable—a thing of infinite weight.

Another silence followed, heavy with impending disaster. The pressure of the wooden disk on McTaggart's chest felt unbearable—like it had infinite weight.

The doctor's coarse gray hair exhaled a faint scent where brilliantine, ineffectually, had played a minor part, and in some mysterious way it added to the other's annoyance. The suspense was unbearable.

The doctor's rough gray hair had a faint smell of brilliantine, which had barely made a difference, and somehow that just increased the other person's irritation. The tension was unbearable.

"Found anything wrong?" His voice, unnaturally cheerful, brought a frown to the doctor's face.

"Find anything wrong?" His voice, oddly upbeat, caused the doctor to frown.

"Don't move, please. Keep silent, now." The disk slid across his chest and settled above his ribs, on the right side this time, with its load of discomfort.

"Don't move, please. Stay quiet, now." The disk slid across his chest and settled above his ribs, on the right side this time, with its weight of discomfort.

"Marvellous ... extraordinary! One's read of it, of course, but never come across it ... my first experience." The great man stood erect, perplexity at end, a vast enthusiasm glowing in his eyes.

"Awesome ... incredible! You read about it, of course, but never actually come across it ... my first experience." The great man stood tall, confusion at the end, a huge excitement shining in his eyes.

Suddenly he divined the patient's anxiety. "Nothing to worry about," he added soothingly. "You can dress now. Your heart's perfectly sound." He walked away to his writing table, still engrossed in thought.

Suddenly, he understood the patient's anxiety. "Nothing to worry about," he said reassuringly. "You can get dressed now. Your heart is completely fine." He walked over to his writing table, still lost in thought.

McTaggart felt an immense relief that swamped curiosity. The ordeal was over, and life still smiled at him. He tumbled into his clothes and groped for his collar stud, which, with the guile of these wayward things, had crept away to hide.

McTaggart felt a huge wave of relief that washed away his curiosity. The ordeal was over, and life was still good to him. He quickly put on his clothes and searched for his collar stud, which, mischievously like these tricky little things, had hidden away.

Suddenly in a glass he caught his own reflection—his hair dishevelled, his collar bent, and felt an insane desire, despite these minor flaws, to shake himself by the hand, as though, by personal effort, he had prolonged his days!

Suddenly, he saw his own reflection in a glass—his hair messy, his collar crumpled—and felt a crazy urge, despite these minor flaws, to shake his own hand, as if he had somehow managed to extend his life!

The doctor still stood motionless, gazing into space. In the silence of the room a faint pattering told of the almond blossom falling on the polished floor.

The doctor stood still, staring into space. In the quiet of the room, a soft pattering indicated the almond blossoms falling on the polished floor.

McTaggart straightened his tie, and with his back turned, surreptitiously began to dive in his pocket for the fee.

McTaggart adjusted his tie and, with his back turned, discreetly started to reach into his pocket for the payment.

He found it at last, and took a step forward toward the absorbed figure at the desk.

He finally found it and stepped forward toward the focused figure at the desk.

"I'd like to know," he suggested, "what you really think is the cause...."

"I'd like to know," he suggested, "what you really think is the cause...."

"Of course!" The lean face lifted with a start. "You must forgive me. The fact is"—he smiled—"I'm too interested in your case to remember your natural anxiety. I think your present trouble is caused by an error in digestion. The palpitation comes from that and the other symptoms too. A little care with your diet—I'll write you a prescription—a bismuth mixture to be taken after meals. But if you've further worry, come to me again. As a friend—you understand? ... Oh, no!—it's pure selfishness. I don't want to lose sight of you. You see—to cut it short—you're by way of being a freak! You've got—for want of a better name—what I call a Double Heart. One heart's on your right side and one's in the proper place. It's the most amazing thing I've ever come across. You're perfectly healthy—sound as a bell. I shouldn't wonder, upon my soul, if you hadn't two lives!"

"Of course!" The thin face brightened abruptly. "You have to forgive me. The truth is"—he smiled—"I'm so invested in your case that I forgot about your natural concern. I believe your current issue is due to a digestion problem. The palpitations come from that, along with the other symptoms. A little attention to your diet—I'll write you a prescription—a bismuth mixture to take after meals. But if you keep worrying, come back to see me. As a friend—you get that? ... Oh, no!—it's just pure selfishness. I don’t want to lose sight of you. You see—to cut to the chase—you’re kind of a rarity! You have—just to put it simply—what I’d call a Double Heart. One heart is on your right side and the other is in the normal position. It's the most incredible thing I’ve ever seen. You're completely healthy—sound as a bell. Honestly, I wouldn’t be surprised if you had two lives!"

McTaggart stared at him, trying to take it in.

McTaggart stared at him, trying to understand.

"It sounds rather mad. But you say it doesn't matter?"

"It sounds pretty crazy. But you say it doesn't matter?"

"It doesn't seem to affect your circulation in the least. I'm certain what you complain about is due to indigestion—the aftermath perhaps of a touch of Influenza."

"It doesn't seem to impact your circulation at all. I'm sure what you're complaining about is due to indigestion—maybe as a result of a bit of the flu."

A twinkle crept into the blue eyes watching him. "I suppose one heart's Italian and the other purely Scotch?" He ventured the joke against himself in a spirit of relief.

A spark appeared in the blue eyes looking at him. "I guess one heart's Italian and the other one's purely Scotch?" He made the joke at his own expense, feeling a sense of relief.

"That's it!" His new friend laughed ... "a dual personality. Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, with a physical excuse." He gave loose reins for a moment to his vivid imagination, which swept him on with the current of his thoughts.

"That's it!" His new friend laughed... "a dual personality. Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, with a physical excuse." He let his vivid imagination run wild for a moment, carried along by the flow of his thoughts.

"You're not married, you say? Well—you'd better be careful. It might lead to bigamy! If so, refer to me."

"You're not married, you say? Well—you should be careful. It could lead to bigamy! If that's the case, just let me know."

A curious expression came into the young man's face as he echoed the other's laugh with a trace of confusion.

A curious look appeared on the young man's face as he mirrored the other person's laugh, but it carried a hint of confusion.

"A fair wife and a dark one? Porridge and ... Chianti!"

"A fair wife and a dark one? Oatmeal and ... Chianti!"

He paid his fee and went out into the London fog.

He paid his fee and stepped out into the London fog.




CHAPTER II

McTaggart walked down Harley Street, his blue eyes full of light, still hugging the consciousness of a new lease of life.

McTaggart walked down Harley Street, his blue eyes shining, still holding onto the feeling of a fresh start.

High above him an orange sun was swung in the misty heavens, putting to shame the wistful gleam of the pale lamps below, with their air of straggling revellers caught by the dawn. A carriage rolled down the street and was met by a passing taxi, and then, as he moved forward rejoicing to himself, into the foggy calm came a sudden stir of life: the sound of young voices, of laughter and light feet.

High above him, an orange sun hung in the misty sky, overshadowing the wistful glow of the pale lamps below, which seemed to represent straggling party-goers caught by the dawn. A carriage rolled down the street and was met by a passing taxi, and then, as he moved forward with joy, a sudden burst of life pierced the foggy calm: the sound of young voices, laughter, and light footsteps.

From under a gloomy portico a crowd of girls swept forth, gathered in groups of twos and threes and dissolved into the fog, chattering and linking arms, swinging bags of books, north and south they scattered with a sweet note of youth.

From under a dark entryway, a group of girls emerged, clustering in pairs and threes before disappearing into the fog, chatting and linking arms, swinging their bags of books. They scattered in all directions, filled with the lively spirit of youth.

And at the sight McTaggart came to a sudden halt, conscious that he had received the answer to his prayer; that steadily growing wish for the presence of a friend to share in the new-born exuberance of his mood.

And at the sight, McTaggart suddenly stopped, aware that he had received the answer to his prayer; that steadily growing desire for a friend to share in the fresh excitement of his mood.

He crossed the street quickly and joined in the crowd, receiving demure glances of studied unconcern and here and there a frown from elderly duennas whose acid displeasure added to his amusement. But cool, and imperturbable, he proceeded to run the gauntlet until on the steps of the College itself he saw a lonely figure busily engaged in tightening the strap that held together exercises and books.

He quickly crossed the street and merged into the crowd, catching some shy glances of feigned indifference and the occasional disapproving frown from older women whose sour expressions only added to his amusement. But calm and unbothered, he continued to navigate through the crowd until, on the steps of the College itself, he spotted a solitary figure focused on tightening the strap that held together some papers and books.

His hand was already midway to his hat when the girl raised a pair of dark-fringed gray eyes and favoured him with a cold glance of non-recognition. For a second McTaggart stared, clearly taken aback. Then, with an impatient gesture, he walked straight past, recrossed the road and turned up a side street. Here he slackened his pace, and, smiling to himself, was presently rewarded by the sound of hurrying steps; but, conscious of former warnings, refrained from looking back until a breathless voice sounded in his ear.

His hand was already halfway to his hat when the girl looked up with a pair of dark-fringed gray eyes and gave him a cold glance of non-recognition. For a moment, McTaggart stared, clearly surprised. Then, with an impatient gesture, he walked right past her, crossed the street again, and turned up a side street. Here, he slowed down, and, smiling to himself, was soon rewarded by the sound of hurried footsteps; but, aware of earlier warnings, he didn't look back until a breathless voice spoke in his ear.

"Peter!"

"Hey, Peter!"

He walked on with mischievous intention,

He strolled playfully,

"Peter—it's me!" He felt a touch on his arm.

"Peter—it's me!" He felt someone touch his arm.

"Hullo!" He wheeled round. "Why, it's Jill!—what a surprise!"

"Hellо!" He turned around. "Wow, it’s Jill! What a surprise!"

The gray-eyed girl looked up at him with a reproving frown, at his handsome, laughing face and unrepentant air.

The gray-eyed girl looked up at him with a disapproving frown, at his handsome, smiling face and carefree attitude.

"I wish you'd remember!" She stood there, slim and straight; as it seemed to him, a-quiver with the miracle of life. For not all the shabby clothes she wore, from the little squirrel cap which, with the tie about her throat, had seen better days, to the short tweed skirt revealing mended boots, could mar the spring-like radiance of her golden youth.

"I wish you’d remember!" She stood there, slim and straight; to him, she looked like she was filled with the miracle of life. For no matter how shabby her clothes were, from the little squirrel cap that had seen better days and the tie around her neck, to the short tweed skirt that showed her patched-up boots, it couldn't take away the vibrant energy of her youthful spirit.

"You're a prim little school miss," said McTaggart teasingly.

"You're such a proper little schoolgirl," McTaggart said playfully.

"I'm not." She drew back, her head very high, the thick plait of dark hair swinging with the movement.

"I'm not." She pulled back, her head held high, the thick braid of dark hair swinging with the motion.

"You don't understand, you really are dense! I've told you heaps of times, not in Harley Street."

"You don't get it, you really are dense! I've told you so many times, not in Harley Street."

He gave a happy chuckle, warming to the fray. "Now, don't stand there quarrelling, but give me your books. I'll walk home with you if you're a good girl."

He laughed happily, getting into the spirit of things. "Now, don’t just stand there arguing; hand over your books. I’ll walk home with you if you’re a good girl."

Unresisted he took the strap from her, with its tightly wedged pencil case above the school primers. For her thoughts were far away, her dark brows drawn together as she went on steadily in her own defence.

Unopposed, he took the strap from her, with its tightly packed pencil case above the school books. She was lost in thought, her dark brows furrowed as she continued to defend herself.

"I hate being cross with you—but it's not fair play! You wouldn't like it yourself if you were me, Peter. It didn't matter last year when I was in the Juniors, but now I'm a First Senior" ... pride lay in the words ... "it's quite a different thing. We think it jolly bad form in my set, you know."

"I hate being mad at you—but it's just not fair! You wouldn't like it either if you were in my shoes, Peter. It didn't matter last year when I was in the Juniors, but now I'm a First Senior" ... pride was in the words ... "it's a completely different situation. We think it's really bad form in my group, you know."

Instinctively in talking she had fallen into his step. McTaggart glanced sideways, as they turned up Portland Place, at the pretty, flushed face with its dark frame of hair under the little furry cap, pulled close about her ears.

Instinctively, as they talked, she had matched his pace. McTaggart glanced sideways as they turned onto Portland Place at the pretty, flushed face framed by dark hair under the snug little furry cap covering her ears.

"All right, Jill. I won't do it again. I'll admit I was tempted, being sorely in need of a pal. I'd just been through a bad half hour, you see, and was weakly yearning for a little sympathy."

"Okay, Jill. I won't do it again. I’ll admit I was tempted, really needing a friend. I had just gone through a rough half hour, you know, and was weakly longing for some sympathy."

She looked up quickly with affectionate concern; for he knew the royal road to her instant forgiveness.

She glanced up quickly with caring worry because he knew the sure way to her quick forgiveness.

"Bills?" He laughed aloud at the laconic suggestion. Then a shade of pity seized the man. Despite her youthful years she spoke from experience.

"Bills?" He laughed out loud at the blunt suggestion. Then a hint of pity hit him. Despite her young age, she spoke with experience.

"Not this time." On the verge of confidence, he checked himself, moved by a sudden reticence.

"Not this time." On the edge of confidence, he caught himself, feeling a sudden hesitation.

"Do you think your mother would give me some lunch? Or, better still, will you come and lunch with me?"

"Do you think your mom would make me some lunch? Or, even better, will you come have lunch with me?"

He halted as he spoke. "There's Pagani's now, it's not far from here,—in Great Portland Street."

He stopped as he spoke. "There’s Pagani’s now, it’s not far from here—in Great Portland Street."

She shook her head. "I'd love to"—her voice was regretful—"but I must get back. I've promised Roddy. He's home for his exeat and we're going to the Zoo. You'd better lunch with us if you don't mind pot luck. But we mustn't be late; we've got a new cook."

She shook her head. "I'd love to," her voice sounded regretful, "but I have to get back. I promised Roddy. He's home for his break, and we’re going to the zoo. You should join us for lunch if you don’t mind a mixed bag. But we can’t be late; we have a new cook."

"Another?" McTaggart laughed. It seemed a familiar joke.

"Another?" McTaggart laughed. It felt like an old joke.

"The fourth since the Summer," the girl answered dryly. "But Stephen found this one, so she ought to be perfect!"

"The fourth since the summer," the girl replied dryly. "But Stephen found this one, so she should be perfect!"

They turned up the Broad Walk where the fog still hung, white and shadowy over the sodden grass. Here and there a nurse moved with steady intention, children trotting beside her, homeward to lunch; and upon a damp bench, oblivious of the weather, a loving couple lingered, speechlessly hand in hand.

They walked up the Broad Walk where the fog still lingered, white and shadowy over the wet grass. Here and there, a nurse moved purposefully, children trotting beside her on their way home for lunch; and on a damp bench, unaware of the weather, a loving couple lingered, silently holding hands.

"And how is the great Stephen? I haven't seen him for years."

"And how is the great Stephen? I haven't seen him in years."

"Oh, he's just the same." The girl's voice was weary. She stared straight ahead as they swung along together, and a short silence followed that both understood. For they met here on the grounds of a common mistrust, and a hatred shared is a stronger link than even that of love. At the turnstile McTaggart paused, watching her thoughtful face.

"Oh, he's exactly the same." The girl's voice was tired. She looked straight ahead as they walked together, and a brief silence followed that they both understood. They met here on the basis of a shared distrust, and a mutual hatred is a stronger bond than even love. At the turnstile, McTaggart stopped, observing her pensive expression.

"Let's go by the Inner Circle, it's a much nicer way."

"Let's take the Inner Circle; it's a much better route."

"All right." The words were husky, and, as she passed through, the dark lashes hid from him her downcast eyes. But not before McTaggart had seen what she tried to disguise—the tears standing there in their clear gray depths.

"Okay." The words were heavy, and as she walked by, her dark lashes concealed her lowered gaze. But not before McTaggart noticed what she was trying to hide—the tears glistening in her clear gray eyes.

"Why, Jill!—why, my dear, whatever is the matter?"

"Why, Jill!—what's wrong, hon?"

"Nothing." She bit her under lip, furious with herself.

"Nothing." She bit her bottom lip, angry with herself.

The fog swallowed them up again in the narrow hedged-in road, and McTaggart tucked a hand through his companion's arm.

The fog engulfed them again on the narrow, enclosed road, and McTaggart hooked his arm through his companion's.

"Tell me all about it," he said persuasively, "a worry only grows by being bottled up."

"Tell me everything," he said encouragingly, "a worry only gets bigger when it's kept inside."

She gave him a swift look from under her wet lashes, tempted by the sympathy which rang in his voice.

She gave him a quick glance from beneath her wet lashes, attracted by the sympathy that was clear in his voice.

"It's Stephen. That's all."

"Just Stephen. That's it."

"I thought so," his face was dark; "what's he been doing now? What a rotter the fellow is!"

"I thought so," his face was serious; "what's he been up to now? What a jerk that guy is!"

"It's not so much what he does," she pulled herself together and with a defiant gesture passed a hand across her eyes. "It's the fact of his being there, all day long ... it's difficult to explain. But I can't bear to see him, sitting in Father's chair, as if it were his by right, as though he were the master..."

"It's not really about what he does," she collected herself and, with a determined motion, wiped her eyes. "It's the fact that he's there all day long... it's hard to explain. But I can't stand seeing him sit in Dad's chair like it’s his right, as if he were the boss..."

She broke off indignantly, her tears dried by anger, her smooth cheeks flushed, her hand unconsciously tightening on his arm.

She stopped abruptly, her tears dried by anger, her smooth cheeks flushed, her hand instinctively tightening on his arm.

"It makes Roddy furious! Of course he's only a boy, but he's such an old dear,"—her love for her brother was plain. "If only Stephen would let him alone instead of teasing him! He treats him like a kid, with a 'Run away and play!' And no boy will stand that—in his own home too! And of course there are rows, and Mother takes his side."

"It drives Roddy crazy! Sure, he’s just a kid, but he’s such a sweetheart,"—her affection for her brother was obvious. "If only Stephen would just leave him alone instead of picking on him! He acts like he’s just some little kid, saying 'Go run off and play!' And no boy is going to put up with that, especially not in his own house! Of course, there are fights, and Mom always sides with him."

"What—Stephen's?" McTaggart stared in surprise.

"What—Stephen's?" McTaggart stared in shock.

"Rather! He can't do wrong—'poor dear Stephen'! And it's no good chiming in, it only makes things worse. For if I do Mother says it's because ... I'm jealous."

"Of course! He can't do anything wrong—'poor dear Stephen'! And it doesn't help to join in; it just makes things worse. Because if I do, Mom says it's because ... I'm jealous."

The little break in her voice showed how deep the shaft had sped.

The small break in her voice revealed how quickly the shaft had plunged.

"Poor old girl"—McTaggart pressed her arm. "It's jolly rough on you—I'd like to kick the chap! He's a regular parasite; he can't support himself, and he's always hanging around sponging on his friends."

"Poor thing," McTaggart said as he squeezed her arm. "It’s really unfair to you—I'd love to give that guy a piece of my mind! He's such a leech; he can't take care of himself, and he's always mooching off his friends."

But Jill was following out her own line of thought.

But Jill was pursuing her own line of thought.

"And I'm not jealous, Peter—not in that mean way. But since Father died I've got to think of Roddy. It's not that Mother isn't really fond of him, but she doesn't understand or see he's growing up. She's always so busy with all this Suffrage work, and Stephen eggs her on. She's no time for home. We never seem to have her now for a second to ourselves without Stephen in the background like a sort of household spy!"

"And I'm not jealous, Peter—not in that petty way. But since Dad passed away, I've got to think about Roddy. It’s not that Mom doesn’t really care about him, but she just doesn’t get that he’s growing up. She’s always so caught up in all this Suffrage work, and Stephen keeps pushing her on. She has no time for home. We never seem to have her for even a moment to ourselves without Stephen lurking in the background like some kind of household spy!"

"What excuse does he give for haunting the place? He's no relation of yours, by any chance?"

"What excuse does he give for hanging around the place? He's not related to you, is he?"

"Thank Heaven, no!" She gave a shaky laugh. "Why, we only know him since Father died. He was Secretary to a branch of the Woman's Suffrage League. Mrs. Braid, you know, took Mother to a meeting, and then she got keen on the movement herself. I was pleased at the time because it seemed to rouse her. She simply collapsed after Father's death, and anything seemed better than to see her lying there, caring for nothing, utterly crushed.

"Thank goodness, no!" She let out a nervous laugh. "We’ve only known him since Dad passed away. He was Secretary for a part of the Women's Suffrage League. Mrs. Braid, you know, took Mom to a meeting, and then she became really interested in the movement herself. I was happy about it at the time because it seemed to energize her. She completely fell apart after Dad died, and anything felt better than seeing her lying there, not caring about anything, completely defeated."

"I never thought then she'd become a Suffragette. Militant too!—it's so unlike Mother. She's always been so gentle and hated publicity—the very thought of a crowd would keep her at home. But when she took it up she went quite mad about it. That's where Stephen came in—he was Secretary, you see. Mother's no earthly good at any sort of business—she always depended on Father for everything. And of course she missed him frightfully, and Roddy's only a boy. So Stephen used to come and explain things to her."

"I never imagined she’d become a Suffragette. Militant too!—it’s so unlike Mom. She’s always been so gentle and couldn’t stand being in the spotlight—the very idea of a crowd would keep her home. But once she got involved, she became totally passionate about it. That’s where Stephen came in—he was the Secretary, you know. Mom isn’t good at any kind of business—she always relied on Dad for everything. And of course, she missed him terribly, and Roddy’s just a kid. So Stephen would come over and explain things to her."

They turned into the open park where the wet asphalt path cut across the empty grass like a tight-drawn wire. "Where does Stephen live?" McTaggart's voice was hard. This child-friend of his was very dear to him.

They entered the open park where the wet asphalt path sliced through the empty grass like a taut wire. "Where does Stephen live?" McTaggart asked, his voice tense. This childhood friend was very important to him.

"Just round the corner, but, like the poor, you know, he's 'with us always'—it's practically his home. Mother found him new digs up by Primrose Hill. She thought West Kensington air too depressing!—that Stephen looked pale, was inclined to be anæmic."

"Right around the corner, but, like the poor, you know, he's 'with us always'—it's basically his home. Mom found him a new place up by Primrose Hill. She thought the air in West Kensington was too depressing!—that Stephen looked pale and was prone to being anemic."

McTaggart smiled at her rueful grimace.

McTaggart smiled at her regretful expression.

"So now he nurses his failing strength under your Mother's eye?"

"So now he's taking care of his dwindling strength while under your mother's watch?"

"She gives him rum and milk and warm Winter socks!—which by the way I was once asked to darn. I did strike at that! I don't mind mending Roddy's, but Stephen's?—No thanks!"

"She gives him rum and milk and warm winter socks!—which, by the way, I was once asked to repair. I really reacted to that! I don't mind fixing Roddy's, but Stephen's?—No way!"

Her clear young laugh rang out as she caught McTaggart's eye.

Her bright, youthful laugh echoed as she caught McTaggart's gaze.

"He's a somewhat spoilt young man, from all accounts. D'you think..." he paused a moment, then risked the question ... "d'you think your Mother's really ... a bit ... fond of him?"

"He's kind of a spoiled young guy, by all accounts. Do you think..." he paused for a moment, then took the chance to ask, "...do you think your mom actually... likes him a little?"

"No." Her tone was definite—"not ... like that." A faint colour stole up into her childish face, but loyally she went on, resenting the imputation. "Mother never flirts, you know. She hates that sort of thing. She's awfully down on other people too. That Mrs. Molineux, d'you remember the gossip? Mother cuts her now whenever they meet."

"No." Her tone was clear—"not ... like that." A slight blush crept into her youthful face, but she continued, defending herself. "Mom never flirts, you know. She can't stand that kind of behavior. She's really critical of other people too. That Mrs. Molineux, remember all the gossip? Mom ignores her now whenever they cross paths."

McTaggart looked amused.

McTaggart seemed entertained.

"Funny, isn't it? Because, I suppose people ... talk! It's not everyone who'd understand Stephen."

"Funny, right? Because, I guess people ... talk! It's not like everyone would get Stephen."

"Don't!" The girl's hand slipped from his arm. Then at his quick:

"Don’t!" The girl pulled her hand away from his arm. Then, at his quick:

"Oh—I don't mean that!—Of course I know your mother—she's one of the best—I didn't mean anything—don't be vexed, Jill. It's only that outsiders might be rather dense"—her face relaxed and she turned impulsively, gratitude shining in the gray eyes.

"Oh—I didn't mean that!—Of course I know your mom—she's one of the best—I didn't mean anything—please don't be upset, Jill. It's just that people outside of this might be a bit clueless"—her face softened and she turned around spontaneously, gratitude shining in her gray eyes.

"That's just what hurts most—to have her misjudged. When one knows ... it's Mother!—that she couldn't stoop..." The hot blood surged up into her face. "To think that people can say nasty, mean things—that she gives them the chance! It makes me wild. And Mother all the time doesn't see it a bit. She thinks because it's her" (vehemence ousted grammar) "that everyone must know it's bound to be all right. And she goes to all sorts of places, lecturing, you know, and takes Stephen with her and stays away for days. Only yesterday"—her words poured on—"Aunt Elizabeth came to tea and the first thing she said was: 'I hear you were at Folkestone, staying at the Grand?—and Mr. Somerville?' And Mother answered calmly: 'Yes—I took Stephen. He's such a help, you know. I couldn't do without him.' And Aunt Elizabeth gave such a nasty little laugh and said—'Really, Mary, I think I must get a Stephen!'

"That’s what hurts the most—seeing her misunderstood. When you know... it’s Mother!—that she couldn't stoop..." The heat rose to her face. "To think people can say such nasty, mean things—that she gives them the opportunity! It drives me crazy. And Mother, all the while, doesn’t see it at all. She thinks just because it’s her" (emotion overtook grammar) "everything must be fine. And she goes to all kinds of events, speaking engagements, you know, dragging Stephen along and being away for days. Just yesterday"—her words flowed out—"Aunt Elizabeth came over for tea and the first thing she said was: ‘I hear you were at Folkestone, staying at the Grand?—and with Mr. Somerville?’ And Mother replied calmly: ‘Yes—I took Stephen. He’s such a help, you know. I couldn’t do without him.’ And Aunt Elizabeth let out a nasty little laugh and said—‘Really, Mary, I think I need to get a Stephen!’"

"But Mother didn't see it." She gave an impatient sigh.

"But Mom didn't see it." She sighed impatiently.

"She's a law unto herself," McTaggart suggested. "I vote we drown Stephen. Some dark night—in the Regent's Park Canal. And here it is; let's choose the spot."

"She's her own authority," McTaggart suggested. "I say we drown Stephen. Some dark night—in the Regent's Park Canal. And here it is; let's pick the spot."

He paused as he spoke on the little iron bridge that spans the narrow stream, where the barges come and go; slowly drifting along the still line of water, a mute protest against the feverish haste of the age.

He paused as he talked on the small iron bridge that crosses the narrow stream, where the barges come and go; slowly drifting along the calm water, a silent protest against the frantic pace of the times.

"The worst of it is," said Jill, ignoring his suggestion to remove the enemy into a better world, "that Stephen eggs her on in all this militant work. And Mother isn't strong; she's not fit for it. Why, last year she was ill for weeks after that trouble when the windows were smashed in Regent Street. And her name was in the papers. Roddy got so ragged. All the boys at school were pulling his leg. And he's so proud of Mother!—it nearly broke his heart—to think of her being taken off to a common police station. Why! ..."

"The worst part is," said Jill, brushing off his suggestion to move the conflict to a better place, "that Stephen encourages her in all this activist stuff. And Mom isn't strong; she can't handle it. Just last year she was sick for weeks after that incident when the windows were smashed on Regent Street. Her name was in the news. Roddy got really embarrassed. All the kids at school made fun of him. And he's so proud of Mom!—it nearly shattered him to think of her being taken to a regular police station. Why! ..."

She stopped short, leaning over the bridge,—"There he is, on the foot path, with his fishing rod."

She stopped suddenly, leaning over the bridge, —"There he is, on the sidewalk, with his fishing rod."

She put her hands to her mouth and called in her clear voice, "Rod-dy!"

She cupped her hands around her mouth and called out in her clear voice, "Rod-dy!"

"Hullo!" came an answering hail. "You up there, Jill?"

"Hellooo!" came a responding shout. "You up there, Jill?"

There came a scrambling in the bushes that fringed the waterway, and, with a noise of snapping twigs at the summit of the bank, a leg and an arm shot out, then a laughing boy's face, with a great black smudge neatly bisecting it.

There was some rustling in the bushes by the waterway, and with a sound of breaking twigs at the top of the bank, a leg and an arm appeared, followed by the laughing face of a boy, his face marked by a big black smudge right down the middle.

"Hullo, Peter!" The pair shook hands.

"Hellо, Peter!" The two shook hands.

"Had any sport?" said McTaggart gravely.

"Did you have any fun?" McTaggart asked seriously.

"No such luck," replied that ardent fisherman. "I wonder what the time is?—it feels like lunch."

"No such luck," replied that enthusiastic fisherman. "I wonder what time it is?—it feels like lunchtime."

"You'd better cut home and wash"—his sister smiled at him—"You look as if you'd spent the morning sweeping chimneys."

"You should head home and clean up," his sister smiled at him, "You look like you spent the morning sweeping chimneys."

"I think I'll slip in with you," the schoolboy winked, "there's a new cook to-day and I'm warned off the area. Stephen's about." He tucked a hand through her arm, and the three moved on over the bridge.

"I think I'll join you," the schoolboy winked, "there's a new cook today, and I'm advised to stay away. Stephen's around." He linked his arm through hers, and the three of them continued across the bridge.

"Look here, old girl, you're coming to the Zoo? Half past two sharp. I've bought a bag of nuts."

"Hey there, are you heading to the Zoo? It’s at half past two on the dot. I’ve got a bag of nuts."

"Rather," said his sister. She turned to McTaggart. "You come too?"

"Actually," said his sister. She turned to McTaggart. "Are you coming too?"

"I will." Peter decided.

"I will," Peter decided.

"Good biz," said Roddy, "he can carry the bread." He sniffed up the air as they mounted the slope. "Jolly smell the fog has!" and, as the others laughed, proceeded to explain his singular predilection. "It smells of holidays, of good old town. You know what I mean—a sort of smell of its own. I can tell you I long for it sometimes at school. Talk about 'clear air' and 'Yorkshire moors.' Give me London any blessed day."

"Good business," said Roddy, "he can make the money." He breathed in the air as they climbed the hill. "What a nice smell the fog has!" and, as the others laughed, he went on to explain his unique preference. "It smells like vacations, like the good old town. You know what I mean—a kind of smell that's all its own. I can tell you I miss it sometimes at school. They talk about 'fresh air' and 'Yorkshire moors.' Give me London any day."

They left the Park behind, and skirting Primrose Hill came to a terrace facing the North. At the third porch Jill produced a key, and fitting it in the lock, noiselessly opened the door.

They left the Park behind and, avoiding Primrose Hill, arrived at a terrace facing north. At the third porch, Jill took out a key, quietly inserted it into the lock, and opened the door.

"In you go, Roddy, the coast's quite clear..."

"In you go, Roddy, the coast is clear..."

The boy slipped past and up the narrow stairs.

The boy slipped by and ascended the narrow stairs.

Then she turned to Peter with a sudden hesitation. "If you don't mind waiting here I'll go and find Mother."

Then she turned to Peter with a quick hesitation. "If you don't mind waiting here, I'll go find Mom."

McTaggart stood in the gloomy hall, watching the girl, as she walked down the passage with her long, boyish step, opened a door beyond and closed it behind her and a sound of voices drifted across to him.

McTaggart stood in the dim hall, watching the girl as she walked down the hallway with her long, boyish stride, opened a door further down, closed it behind her, and the sound of voices floated over to him.

He was just beginning to regret his sudden impulse when the door was reopened and a man appeared. Tall and very blond, dressed with studied care in a coat that curved in to his narrow waist, the light from above fell on his face, weakly good-looking, with a loose under lip and sentimental eyes of a pale greenish hue, thickly shadowed by long fair lashes.

He was starting to regret his sudden impulse when the door opened again and a man walked in. Tall and very blond, he was dressed meticulously in a coat that tapered to his narrow waist. The light from above illuminated his face, which was somewhat attractive but featured a loose lower lip and sentimental eyes of a pale greenish color, heavily shadowed by long fair eyelashes.

"H'are you, McTaggart." He drawled out the greeting in a thin, light voice that somehow matched his hair. He held out a limp hand with carefully tended nails. McTaggart shook it like a terrier with a rat.

"How are you, McTaggart." He slurred out the greeting in a thin, light voice that somehow matched his hair. He extended a limp hand with perfectly manicured nails. McTaggart shook it like a terrier shaking a rat.

"You'll find Mrs. Uniacke in he-are," he went on. McTaggart silently following in his wake experienced a sudden tingling in his toes.

"You'll find Mrs. Uniacke in here," he continued. McTaggart silently followed him and suddenly felt a tingling sensation in his toes.

Within the little study that faced on a strip of garden suggestive of cats a lady was seated before a littered desk, piled up with pamphlets which she was directing.

Within the small study that overlooked a patch of garden reminiscent of cats, a lady was seated at a cluttered desk, stacked with pamphlets that she was organizing.

She rose as he entered, and came forward quickly—passing her tall daughter—with outstretched hand.

She got up as he walked in and quickly moved forward—passing her tall daughter—with her hand stretched out.

Slight and fragile, with wide dark eyes, something bird-like in the eager poise of the head—reminded McTaggart instinctively of a linnet—the last type imaginable of the "Militant Suffragette."

Slight and delicate, with large dark eyes, something bird-like in the eager position of the head—reminded McTaggart instinctively of a linnet—the last type you would imagine as the "Militant Suffragette."

"I'm so glad to see you," her voice was sweet and low. "You're quite a stranger, Peter!—And only yesterday Stephen was saying he thought you had left town."

"I'm so happy to see you," her voice was soft and warm. "You’ve been quite the stranger, Peter!—And just yesterday, Stephen was saying he thought you had left town."

"I have been away," McTaggart replied—"down in Devonshire—and when I met Jill near Regent's Park, I was tempted to walk across and look you up. Especially," he added with his sunny smile, "when I heard my friend Roddy would be at home."

"I have been away," McTaggart replied—"down in Devon—and when I ran into Jill near Regent's Park, I was tempted to stop by and see you. Especially," he added with his bright smile, "when I found out my friend Roddy would be at home."

"Very much at home," Stephen interposed, conscious of Jill's swift glance of disgust—"the window, you observe, bears silent witness to it." He pointed a slender finger at the broken pane. Then went on smoothly: "You'll stay to lunch, of course." But Peter ignored him, his eyes on his hostess.

"Very much at home," Stephen interrupted, aware of Jill's quick look of disgust—"the window, as you can see, silently confirms that." He pointed a slim finger at the broken pane. Then he continued smoothly: "You'll stay for lunch, of course." But Peter ignored him, his gaze fixed on his hostess.

"Of course he will," Mrs. Uniacke echoed the words, "and there goes the gong." She pushed her papers together with a regretful glance at the unfinished work, as Roddy, his face shining with its hurried ablutions, slipped in noiselessly and joined the little group.

"Of course he will," Mrs. Uniacke repeated, "and there goes the gong." She gathered her papers with a regretful look at the unfinished work, as Roddy, his face gleaming from a quick wash, slipped in quietly and joined the small group.

"It's very kind of you," McTaggart replied, "and I'd simply love to lunch with you and the kids."

"It's really nice of you," McTaggart replied, "and I'd absolutely love to have lunch with you and the kids."

As they passed through the hall Jill heard her friend say politely to Somerville:

As they walked through the hall, Jill heard her friend politely say to Somerville:

"You lunching too?"

"You having lunch too?"




CHAPTER III

Cydonia sat in the window seat, her face full of dreams, her white hands folded above her needlework. The smooth and slender fingers with their faintly pink nails, the small head so proudly set on the long rounded neck, her air of self-possession, of calm dignity suggested an ancient lineage that in truth was not hers.

Cydonia sat in the window seat, her face filled with dreams, her pale hands resting above her needlework. The smooth, slender fingers with their lightly pink nails, the small head held high on her long, graceful neck, and her aura of confidence and quiet dignity suggested a noble ancestry that she did not actually possess.

For Cydonia was a miracle. In a freakish spring-tide mood Dame Nature had evolved a jest at the expense of caste. From the union of a withered, elderly governess with a rich cheesemonger past the prime of life she had sprung on an astounded world this exquisite young creature with all the outward signs of patrician birth.

For Cydonia was a miracle. In a strange spring tide moment, Mother Nature had played a joke on social class. From the unlikely pairing of an aging, worn-out governess and a wealthy cheesemonger who was well past his prime, she produced for an astonished world this beautiful young woman, who bore all the outward signs of noble birth.

Exquisite she was: exquisite and inert. From the slim, arched feet beneath her satin gown to the pale golden hair parted above her brow and gathered in a great knot behind her little ears, flawless she showed against the window's light, like a picture by a master's hand in delicate silver point.

Exquisite she was: exquisite and still. From her slim, arched feet under the satin gown to her pale golden hair parted at her forehead and gathered in a big knot behind her small ears, she looked flawless against the light from the window, like a picture by a master artist drawn in delicate silver point.

Now as she sat there pensive, the full-lidded eyes fixed unseeing upon a bowl of early lilies, one wondered what unutterable, deep, maiden thoughts held her thus absorbed, with slightly parted lips, motionless save for the rise and fall of the low girlish breast.

Now as she sat there lost in thought, her heavy-lidded eyes staring blankly at a bowl of early lilies, one wondered what unspoken, deep thoughts occupied her mind, her lips slightly parted, completely still except for the gentle rise and fall of her youthful chest.

And once she gave a little sigh and into her soft brown eyes under the long gold lashes stole a light of warm content.

And then she let out a small sigh, and a glow of warm happiness appeared in her soft brown eyes beneath her long gold lashes.

Her mother glanced up from the book upon her knee as the faint sound broke through the silence of the room; a tall, gaunt woman with an energetic face under the plaited coronet of iron-gray hair.

Her mother looked up from the book on her lap as a faint sound disturbed the silence of the room; a tall, thin woman with a lively face beneath the braided crown of iron-gray hair.

"What are you dreaming about, Cydonia?"

"What are you dreaming about, Cydonia?"

The girl in the window slowly turned her head.

The girl in the window slowly turned her head.

"I was thinking, Madre dear, if the Bishop is coming to lunch that Mrs. Nix will send us up a pine-apple cream. She always remembers that it's his favourite dish."

"I was thinking, dear Mom, if the Bishop is coming to lunch, then Mrs. Nix will send us a pineapple cream. She always remembers that it’s his favorite dish."

She gave a little laugh, musical and low.

She let out a soft laugh, melodic and quiet.

"I like pine-apple cream." The curved lips closed.

"I like pineapple cream." The curved lips closed.

A slight frown showed between Mrs. Cadell's eyes behind the pince-nez that nipped her high-arched nose.

A slight frown appeared between Mrs. Cadell's eyes behind the pince-nez that pinched her high-arched nose.

"You don't seem to be getting on very quickly with your work."

"You don't seem to be making much progress with your work."

Cydonia, obediently, re-threaded her needle and proceeded to make minute stitches in the narrow strip of lace.

Cydonia, obediently, re-threaded her needle and started making tiny stitches in the narrow strip of lace.

Mrs. Cadell still watched her with restless dark eyes.

Mrs. Cadell still watched her with restless dark eyes.

"Do you like doing that?"

"Do you enjoy doing that?"

Cydonia raised her head.

Cydonia lifted her head.

"Oh yes, Madre." Her voice was mildly surprised, "I'm copying that Byzantine piece we found at Verona. Don't you remember, dear?—the day it rained so hard."

"Oh yes, Mom." Her voice was a bit surprised, "I'm copying that Byzantine piece we found in Verona. Don’t you remember, dear? —the day it poured."

Her mother smiled. "Would you care to go back there again?—to Italy, I mean? I really think we must stay at Venice for Easter—you'd like that beautiful service at St. Mark's—and then"—her thoughts ran on—"we could go through the Dolomites and perhaps put in a week in Vienna. What do you think of the plan yourself?"

Her mother smiled. "Would you like to go back there again?—to Italy, I mean? I really think we should stay in Venice for Easter—you'd love that beautiful service at St. Mark's—and then"—her thoughts continued—"we could travel through the Dolomites and maybe spend a week in Vienna. What do you think of the plan?"

"It sounds very nice." Cydonia's even voice held no enthusiasm, and again Mrs. Cadell gave a little frown. She had the net impression that had she said Margate her daughter would have acquiesced with equal serenity.

"It sounds really nice." Cydonia's flat tone showed no excitement, and once more Mrs. Cadell frowned slightly. She got the impression that if she had mentioned Margate, her daughter would have responded just as calmly.

"Well, it's some way off yet." She was gathering up her book when the door was burst open and a short fat man, red-faced and impatient, bounced into the room as though propelled by an invisible force behind.

"Well, it's still a bit away." She was picking up her book when the door swung open and a short, chubby man, red-faced and impatient, bounced into the room as if pushed by an unseen force from behind.

"Just looked in, Helen, to say I'm going now. Back to dinner eight sharp and bringing Cleaver Jones. Why, Cydonia!"—he paused by his daughter's side, hands thrown up in jesting admiration. "How smart we are!— Is this for the Bishop?" With clumsy affection he caught her by the chin.

"Just checking in, Helen, to let you know I'm heading out now. I'll be back for dinner at eight sharp, and I'm bringing Cleaver Jones. Wow, Cydonia!"—he paused next to his daughter, hands raised in playful admiration. "Look at how sharp we are!—Is this for the Bishop?" With awkward affection, he grabbed her by the chin.

"Give your father a kiss ... there's my good girl!" Dutifully she pressed her lips to his rough cheek. Then, bustling round, in his harsh loud voice he added a final instruction to his wife.

"Give your dad a kiss ... there's my good girl!" She obediently pressed her lips to his rough cheek. Then, bustling around, he added a final instruction to his wife in his harsh loud voice.

"You won't forget, Helen, about Cleaver Jones? And tell Harris to get up some of the old port. I want to come to terms with him over that group." He laid his hand as he spoke on a beautiful bronze that stood on a column near the open door. "Shall never get another bargain like this"—a note of regret sounded through the speech. "Oh—by the way—can you come to-morrow to Christie's? There's a picture that Amos thinks..." He checked himself abruptly as a bell below pealed through the house.

"You won't forget, Helen, about Cleaver Jones? And tell Harris to pull out some of the old port. I want to settle things with him regarding that group." He placed his hand on a beautiful bronze sculpture standing on a column near the open door as he spoke. "You’ll never find another deal like this"—a hint of regret laced his words. "Oh—by the way—can you come to Christie's tomorrow? There's a painting that Amos believes..." He stopped suddenly as a bell rang throughout the house.

"That's the Bishop—I'm off!" and the door slammed behind him. They heard his heavy steps clattering downstairs.

"That's the Bishop—I'm leaving!" and the door slammed behind him. They heard his heavy footsteps thudding down the stairs.

Mrs. Cadell drew a breath of relief, Cydonia, imperturbable, added another stitch. Her father's volcanic methods rarely disturbed her nerves, though they left the older woman quivering.

Mrs. Cadell let out a sigh of relief, while Cydonia, unbothered, added another stitch. Her father’s explosive ways hardly ruffled her, even though they left the older woman shaking.

Mrs. Cadell rose to her feet and straightened her hair in the mirror beside her. Very tall and angular in her draped black dress, she had that indefinable air of authority which clings to those whose mission in life has been to instruct the young.

Mrs. Cadell stood up and fixed her hair in the mirror next to her. Very tall and slender in her flowing black dress, she had that unmistakable presence of authority that comes with those whose purpose in life has been to teach the young.

Past long since was the drudgery of those days: the cramped school hours, the dreary evenings alone. But the educational atmosphere still lingered about her, the outward stamp of hard-won culture.

Past were the long, tedious days: the cramped school hours and the lonely, dull evenings. But the sense of academic dedication still surrounded her, the clear mark of the culture she had fought to achieve.

Well—it had brought her much! This life of luxury, an outlet for her insatiable ambition; and, greater miracle, a fair young daughter, flesh of her own flesh—but no child of her mind.

Well—it had given her a lot! This life of luxury, a way to channel her endless ambition; and, even more amazing, a beautiful young daughter, part of her own being—but not a reflection of her thoughts.

This was the flaw in her crown of success. For if ever a woman worshipped brains, measured humanity by the standard of intellect, scorned the ignorant, and shrank from stupidity, that woman was Helen Cadell.

This was the flaw in her crown of success. For if ever a woman worshipped intelligence, judged humanity by how smart people were, looked down on the ignorant, and avoided stupidity, that woman was Helen Cadell.

It was the one link which bound her to her husband, the knowledge that with all his faults he was a clever man. He had too that driving force behind his shrewd wits which spells nowadays the secret of success. Hard-headed, tireless, smiling at rebuffs, steadily he had accomplished his task; building up a fortune by personal effort, with, under his vulgarity, something rather fine, a belief in his star which amounted to power.

It was the one connection that tied her to her husband: the awareness that, despite all his flaws, he was an intelligent man. He also had that relentless drive behind his sharp mind that represents the key to success today. He was tough, tireless, and smiled in the face of setbacks, steadily achieving his goals; he built a fortune through hard work, and beneath his rough exterior lay something quite admirable—a belief in his own potential that was almost powerful.

Perhaps his first moment of weakness and doubt was the one that witnessed the height of his achievement; when money bred money, regular and sustained, and a new life where leisure lurked opened out to him.

Perhaps his first moment of weakness and doubt was when he reached the peak of his success; when money started making more money consistently, and a new life filled with leisure started to unfold before him.

For in the long struggle Ebenezer Cadell had hardly given a thought to the end of the fight. He had no time to speculate, no tendency to dream what money should bring him once it was his.

For in the long struggle, Ebenezer Cadell had hardly thought about how the fight would end. He had no time to ponder, no inclination to dream about what money would bring him once it was his.

And he found, to his surprise, that to be a rich man involved on a larger scale the qualms of the poor; the risk of being cheated out of his wealth; to lose moreover pounds where once he risked pence.

And he discovered, to his surprise, that being a rich man meant dealing with more significant worries than those of the poor; the fear of being ripped off of his money; losing, moreover, pounds where he once risked just cents.

Ambition dies harder even than vanity, and ostentation took the place of his thrift. He craved the outward signs of opulence, a house filled with treasures that other men of mark could recognize and covet and openly discuss.

Ambition dies harder than vanity, and showiness replaced his frugality. He wanted the visible signs of wealth, a home filled with treasures that other notable men could see, envy, and talk about openly.

But here commercial instinct failed him at the start. No longer could he wholly depend on himself. He lacked the inherited knowledge, the slow experience and the everyday atmosphere of a cultured home.

But here his commercial instinct let him down from the beginning. He could no longer rely entirely on himself. He lacked the inherited knowledge, the gradual experience, and the everyday environment of a cultured home.

Advisers could be bought, but were they trustworthy? It maddened him, this closed door to a rich man's clue. Suddenly he became sensitive to a sneer. Above all he dreaded the smile of the connoisseur.

Advisers could be bought, but could they be trusted? It drove him crazy, this shut door to a wealthy man's insight. Suddenly, he became aware of a sneer. Above all, he feared the smile of the expert.

He realized that a partner was what he required, and for the first time began to think of a wife. Fate threw Helen Greaves at this juncture in his path. He found her in a small hôtel upon the East coast with her youngest pupil, whose health required care, and was interested immediately when he heard her discussing the merits of a certain picture with her charge.

He realized that he needed a partner, and for the first time, he started to think about having a wife. Fate brought Helen Greaves into his life at this moment. He found her at a small hotel on the East Coast with her youngest pupil, who needed care for her health, and he was immediately intrigued when he heard her talking about the qualities of a particular painting with her student.

Their tables, side by side, in the deserted dining room gave him the opportunity he sought. An acquaintance was formed and friendship ripened quickly between the curious, dissimilar pair.

Their tables, side by side, in the empty dining room gave him the chance he needed. A connection was made, and friendship blossomed quickly between the curious, different pair.

Past her first youth, withered, austere, Helen Greaves nevertheless possessed a certain charm: the impress of the class she had lived with and served, that knowledge of the cultured world which Ebenezer lacked.

Past her youth, aged and stern, Helen Greaves still had a certain charm: the impression of the class she had associated with and served, that understanding of the cultured world which Ebenezer lacked.

Moreover, for many years, she had taught the daughters of a certain peer; in a well-known house full of art treasures, inherited and added to by the present owner; and with her quick brain and love of the beautiful had become herself no mean connoisseur.

Moreover, for many years, she had taught the daughters of a certain nobleman in a famous home filled with art treasures, inherited and added to by the current owner; and with her sharp mind and love of beauty, she had become quite the connoisseur herself.

She had travelled largely with her pupils, had learned to criticize and discriminate. Here was a woman after Ebenezer's heart, grounded in that hobby he longed to make his own.

She had mostly traveled with her students and had learned to critique and distinguish. Here was a woman who matched Ebenezer's interests, deeply rooted in that hobby he wanted to claim as his own.

The object of his visit to the little sea-side town had been to attend a neighbouring sale where the death of the owner had thrown on the market a certain much-discussed old master.

The purpose of his visit to the small seaside town was to go to a nearby auction where the death of the owner had put a certain much-talked-about old master up for sale.

Impressed by Helen Greaves' obvious knowledge, he begged her to accompany him, and under her advice he had bought that bronze group now in his London house, somehow overlooked by the dealers at the sale.

Impressed by Helen Greaves' clear expertise, he asked her to join him, and following her advice, he purchased that bronze sculpture now in his London home, which had somehow been missed by the dealers at the auction.

Without her encouragement he would have passed it by, misled by the absurdly low price, and even at the time he made the purchase he wondered to himself if she were not at fault.

Without her encouragement, he would have overlooked it, misled by the ridiculously low price, and even when he made the purchase, he wondered if she was to blame.

On his return, however, he showed it to a dealer, and found to his amazement that Helen's acumen had secured him an undoubted treasure. For the first time he tasted the peculiar deep joy of the bargain hunter in his hour of triumph.

On his return, however, he showed it to a dealer and was amazed to find that Helen’s sharp judgment had landed him a genuine treasure. For the first time, he experienced the unique deep joy of a bargain hunter in his moment of victory.

Then and there he made up his mind. Here was the partner his new life entailed. And the realization of all he had to offer, with the fact of her present subordinate position, swung him back again on to his old pedestal, with a returned consciousness of mastery. For the man had to reign. It was no passing weakness. Abdication meant paralysis of his powers.

Then and there, he made his decision. Here was the partner that his new life required. And the awareness of everything he had to offer, along with her current subordinate status, pushed him back onto his old pedestal, bringing back a sense of control. The man needed to take charge. It wasn't just a temporary vulnerability. Giving up would mean losing his abilities.

In cold-blooded terms, void of sentiment, he had worded a letter to Helen Greaves. No deed of partnership was ever made more clear than this formal proposal of marriage! Six months later they were man and wife, launched on a honeymoon planned to include a thorough course of study at the foreign galleries.

In cold, hard terms, without any emotion, he had written a letter to Helen Greaves. No partnership agreement was ever stated more clearly than this official marriage proposal! Six months later, they were married, starting a honeymoon that was intended to include a complete study of the foreign galleries.

It speaks for the character of the ex-governess that this business alliance was sealed in a church. For Ebenezer was a staunch Nonconformist and lived and died loyal to his creed.

It reflects the character of the former governess that this business partnership was finalized in a church. For Ebenezer was a dedicated Nonconformist and remained true to his beliefs throughout his life.

Slowly but surely in his wife's clever hands he mastered the intricaces of his new cult. He came to the fore as an ardent collector, and, to crown his success, Cydonia appeared.

Slowly but surely, in his wife's skilled hands, he mastered the complexities of his new cult. He emerged as a passionate collector, and to top it all off, Cydonia made an appearance.

With the advent of her child, Helen's ambition found a new outlet. She became more social, seeking to force those doors where money, though a help, could not purchase right of admission.

With the arrival of her child, Helen's ambition discovered a new path. She became more social, trying to push through those doors where money, while helpful, couldn't buy entry.

Here she found a new factor in her Church. Always religiously inclined, she turned to Charity—whose cloak nowadays shelters many "climbers"—poured forth money in big bazaars, and fed the clergy, who flocked to her house. Ebenezer grumbled, but bent before her will. Little by little her name appeared as patroness of the pleasure schemes devised to "help the poor." She was sought for on committees, pestered for donations, patronized herself by that upper class, which used her and smiled at her and let her drift among them.

Here she discovered a new aspect of her Church. Always inclined towards religion, she turned to Charity—whose cloak today covers many "climbers"—donated money at large bazaars, and provided for the clergy, who came to her house in droves. Ebenezer complained but eventually submitted to her wishes. Gradually, her name showed up as a supporter of the entertainment initiatives created to "help the less fortunate." She was requested to join committees, bombarded for donations, and was treated like a person of status by the upper class, who used her, smiled at her, and allowed her to blend in with them.

But Helen Cadell had come to stay. Slowly and quietly she strengthened her position, inconspicuous, yet ever to the fore, looking to that day when her daughter should step as though by right on this hallowed ground.

But Helen Cadell had decided to stay. Slowly and quietly, she solidified her position—unnoticed, yet always present—waiting for the day when her daughter would confidently step onto this sacred ground as if it were her rightful place.

The only flaw in the long campaign was the sleeping soul of Cydonia.

The only flaw in the long campaign was the dormant spirit of Cydonia.

For as the years passed over her head, and her mother watched with anxious eyes, it seemed to her that her offspring lacked that latent force which in both her parents had spurred them on to fulfill themselves.

For as the years went by, and her mother observed with worried eyes, it appeared to her that her child didn't have the innate drive that had motivated both of her parents to achieve their potential.

She had no energy, no enthusiasm. Beautiful, passive, sweetly good, no one could truly call her clever. Beneath her lily-white, delicate grace, she was just a healthy young animal, content to exist, without ambition, to eat and walk and deeply sleep.

She had no energy, no enthusiasm. Beautiful, passive, sweetly good, no one could really call her smart. Beneath her pale, delicate grace, she was just a healthy young animal, happy to just exist, without any ambition, just to eat, walk, and sleep deeply.

And watching this, with her restless mind, the mother began to pin her hope on the element she herself had scorned, the stimulus of awakening love. It stung her pride at times to feel that a daughter of hers could lack brain power! Education had been her all—the motive force of her strenuous life.

And as she watched this, with her restless mind, the mother started to place her hope in something she had once dismissed: the spark of newly awakened love. It occasionally hurt her pride to think that one of her daughters could be lacking in intelligence! Education had been everything to her—the driving force of her challenging life.

And now Minerva, with wise cold eyes, must be set aside for the God of Love. With ever the risk of the sacrifice: that his altar might snatch from her her child.

And now Minerva, with her wise, cold eyes, must take a backseat for the God of Love. With the constant risk of sacrifice: that his altar might take her child away from her.

Something of this passed through her mind as Helen stood before the glass, mechanically smoothing her hair in its straight gray bands above her brow.

Something of this crossed her mind as Helen stood in front of the mirror, absentmindedly smoothing her hair back into its straight gray strands above her forehead.

She could see the reflection of the room; the long white walls where the pictures hung, each with its own reflecting light, each a great man's masterpiece. Here and there the wintry sun caressed a statue or carven pillar, gilding the backs of the great high chairs, where long-dead prelate and prince had sat. For the room was a very treasure house, breathing history at each turn, filled with beauty of colour and form, mellowed by the touch of age.

She could see the reflection of the room; the long white walls where the pictures hung, each with its own reflecting light, each a masterpiece by a great artist. Here and there, the winter sun gently lit up a statue or carved pillar, highlighting the backs of the grand high chairs where long-dead prelates and princes had sat. The room was a true treasure, filled with history at every turn, bursting with beautiful colors and shapes, softened by the passage of time.

And the thought pierced through her with sharp pain that all she had accomplished here, knowledge and forethought of long years, the daily care from the hour of birth when in agony she had borne her child: all could be swept aside, made nought by the first love-words breathed by a man.

And the thought hit her hard with sharp pain that everything she had achieved here, the knowledge and planning from so many years, the constant care since the moment she gave birth in pain: all of it could be wiped away, rendered worthless by the first loving words spoken by a man.

"Cydonia"—her voice was sharp, reflecting the tension of her mood, and the girl looked up with a mild surprise.

"Cydonia"—her voice was sharp, showing the tension of her mood, and the girl looked up with mild surprise.

"Put your work away, my dear," she smiled with an effort as her daughter complied. "I can hear the Bishop coming upstairs."

"Put your work away, sweetie," she smiled with some effort as her daughter followed her cue. "I can hear the Bishop coming up the stairs."

But as she spoke the door went wide.

But as she spoke, the door swung open.

"Mr. McTaggart," the man announced.

"Mr. McTaggart," the man said.




CHAPTER IV

Nothing could ruffle Cydonia's calm. The smile she had, unconsciously, prepared for the Bishop warmed McTaggart as he entered the room. Dazed him a little, truth to tell, she looked so lovely sitting there.

Nothing could disturb Cydonia's calm. The smile she had, unconsciously prepared for the Bishop, warmed McTaggart as he entered the room. To be honest, it dazed him a little; she looked so beautiful sitting there.

On her mother's face he read surprise and hastened to explain his mission.

On her mother's face, he saw surprise and quickly rushed to explain his mission.

"I'm the bearer of a message from Lady Leason. I must apologize for the hour, but she asked me to come on at once. She's dreadfully worried about the Tableaux. It seems Marie Dilke is off to Cannes. 'Doctor's orders'—so she says. Anyhow," he smiled mischievously, "one can understand the excuse this weather! So now the third picture is spoilt. We want another Sleeping Beauty. And I thought—we thought," he glanced at Cydonia—"that perhaps your daughter would help us out."

"I'm here with a message from Lady Leason. I’m sorry for the late hour, but she asked me to come immediately. She’s really worried about the Tableaux. It looks like Marie Dilke is heading to Cannes. 'Doctor's orders'—that’s what she claims. Anyway," he grinned playfully, "you can see why she’d want to use that excuse with this weather! So now the third picture is ruined. We need another Sleeping Beauty. And I thought—we thought," he looked at Cydonia—"that maybe your daughter could help us out."

"But she's acting already in the first." Mrs. Cadell, secretly pleased, did not wish the fact to appear.

"But she's already acting in the first." Mrs. Cadell, secretly pleased, didn't want this fact to show.

"I know. But there'll be loads of time." McTaggart swept the excuse aside. "The second tableau is in three parts; it will take at least a quarter of an hour. And it's really such a lovely scene—the stage will be a mass of flowers. Do say 'Yes.'" His blue eyes pleaded as he glanced from the mother back to the girl.

"I know. But there will be plenty of time." McTaggart dismissed the excuse. "The second scene is in three parts; it will take at least fifteen minutes. And it's really such a beautiful scene—the stage will be filled with flowers. Please say 'Yes.'" His blue eyes were pleading as he looked from the mother back to the girl.

"Would you like it, Cydonia?" Mrs. Cadell consulted her daughter, but before the latter could find time to reply the door was opened by the butler, announcing the long-expected guest.

"Do you want it, Cydonia?" Mrs. Cadell asked her daughter, but before she could answer, the butler opened the door, announcing the long-awaited guest.

The Bishop of Oxton hurried in: a slight, bent man past the prime of life with a domed head which seemed too large for the small and delicate features beneath. His short-sighted, prominent eyes held a look of chronic bewilderment, and about his thin lips hovered a smile, sweet and deprecating, as though he felt perpetual astonishment at the high position thrust upon him.

The Bishop of Oxton rushed in: a slight, hunched man no longer in his prime, with a rounded head that seemed too big for the small and delicate features below. His nearsighted, bulging eyes held a look of constant confusion, and a gentle, humble smile lingered around his thin lips, as if he was always surprised by the important position that had been given to him.

"I fear I'm a trifle late," he said, shaking hands with Mrs. Cadell—"the fact is I have been detained by a matter of business in the City." He beamed affectionately at Cydonia, with an absent-minded glance towards McTaggart.

"I’m afraid I’m a bit late," he said, shaking hands with Mrs. Cadell—"the truth is, I got held up by some business in the City." He smiled kindly at Cydonia, glancing absentmindedly at McTaggart.

The hostess introduced the men.

The host introduced the guys.

"Ah yes." The Bishop blinked. "I fancy we have met before—at my cousin's, Lady Leason."

"Ah yes." The Bishop blinked. "I think we've met before—at my cousin's, Lady Leason."

"That's curious." McTaggart laughed—"I've just this moment come from her, hot-foot on a begging errand."

"That's interesting." McTaggart laughed, "I just came from her, rushing over on a favor."

"Then I'm sure," the Bishop responded suavely, "that your mission will not be in vain! This is the house of Charity."

"Then I’m sure,” the Bishop replied smoothly, “that your mission won’t be in vain! This is the house of Charity."

The butler, to emphasize the fact, announced that the prelate's lunch was served.

The butler, to make a point, announced that the lunch for the prelate was ready.

McTaggart began to take his leave, but his hostess would not hear of it.

McTaggart started to say his goodbyes, but his hostess wouldn’t allow it.

"You must stay and lunch with us—we have to decide about the Tableaux."

"You have to stay and have lunch with us—we need to decide about the Tableaux."

"I've half promised a man at the Club..." He offered the well-worn excuse, but Mrs. Cadell moved to the door.

"I've kind of promised a guy at the Club..." He gave the old excuse, but Mrs. Cadell headed for the door.

"A half promise," she said lightly, "is surely one that can be broken."

"A half promise," she said casually, "is definitely one that can be broken."

As they passed out on to the stairs she referred the matter to the Bishop.

As they stepped onto the stairs, she brought up the matter with the Bishop.

"You mustn't ask for my opinion," he entered into the little joke. "I'm not a believer in half measures! But if you make it a point of conscience I should say it depended upon the host."

"You shouldn't ask for my opinion," he added playfully. "I'm not one for half measures! But if it's a matter of principle for you, I'd say it depends on the host."

"In that case"—McTaggart smiled—"I may consider myself absolved. It was what the Americans call 'Dutch Treat'—each to pay his own expenses."

"In that case," McTaggart smiled, "I can consider myself off the hook. It’s what the Americans call a 'Dutch Treat'—everyone pays for their own."

They settled themselves at the round table, curiously inlaid with brass, smooth and innocent of cloth, where oysters in old Wedgwood plates lay on mats of Italian lace. The fruit, piled high on a centre dish—grapes with peaches and pears beneath—and the gold-flecked Venetian glass gave it a wholly foreign look. And this was emphasized by the room; the faded tapestry of the walls forming a mellow-toned background for the high-backed chairs and painted chest—once a wedding-coffer of state—and the heavy curtains of brocade, where the gold thread, tarnished, caught the light.

They settled themselves at the round table, which had a curious brass inlay, smooth and bare, with oysters on old Wedgwood plates resting on Italian lace mats. The fruit, stacked high in a center dish—grapes with peaches and pears underneath—and the gold-flecked Venetian glass made it look completely exotic. This was further highlighted by the room; the faded tapestry on the walls created a warm backdrop for the high-backed chairs and the painted chest—once a decorative wedding coffer—and the heavy brocade curtains, where the tarnished gold thread caught the light.

A perfect setting, McTaggart thought, for the fair-haired girl in her satin gown, as he watched the small patrician head bend attentive to the Bishop.

A perfect setting, McTaggart thought, for the blonde girl in her satin gown, as he watched the small aristocratic head lean in, listening intently to the Bishop.

He wondered if she herself had chosen that misty, metallic blue, and the single ornament that hung from a fine gold chain around her neck. He looked at the latter with curious eyes, appreciating the design; seed pearls strung about a cross of pale and flawed emeralds, set with barbaric carelessness in the rough hand-wrought metal, and weighed down by loops of pearls, quivering with each breath she drew.

He wondered if she had picked that misty, metallic blue and the single ornament hanging from a delicate gold chain around her neck. He looked at it with curiosity, admiring the design; seed pearls strung around a cross of pale, imperfect emeralds, set with a bold, careless touch in the rough, handmade metal, and weighed down by loops of pearls that trembled with every breath she took.

Meanwhile, the hostess was explaining the reason for the young man's visit. The Bishop, happy over his oysters, beamed his approval of the scheme.

Meanwhile, the hostess was explaining why the young man was there. The Bishop, pleased with his oysters, smiled approvingly at the plan.

"But who, may I ask, is to be the Prince?" His voice was sly and a twinkle gleamed in the prominent short-sighted eyes, as McTaggart, somewhat hurriedly, admitted that the part was his.

"But who, may I ask, is going to be the Prince?" His voice was sly, and a glint sparkled in his prominent, short-sighted eyes, as McTaggart, a bit hurriedly, admitted that the role was his.

"In doublet and hose and pointed shoes. And a dreadful cap that won't stay on. You've no idea"—he turned to Cydonia—"the agony of mind it causes! Supposing—at the crucial moment"—he watched her still face as he spoke—"it tilted forward on to my nose? What a death-blow to Romance! And they won't allow me to wear an elastic, neatly fastened under my chin. And hat-pins are no earthly use. Can you suggest a remedy?"

"In a doublet and hose and pointed shoes. And a terrible hat that won’t stay on. You have no idea"—he turned to Cydonia—"the mental torture it causes! What if—at the critical moment"—he observed her still expression as he talked—"it tipped forward onto my nose? What a disaster for Romance! And they won’t let me wear an elastic band properly fastened under my chin. And hat pins are completely useless. Can you suggest a solution?"

"I should hold it in my hand," she said.

"I should hold it in my hand," she said.

"Wonderful!"—McTaggart laughed—"and it never even occurred to me."

"That's amazing!" McTaggart laughed. "I never even thought of that."

He was relieved—at the same time piqued—by her smiling air of unconcern.

He felt relieved, yet also intrigued, by her carefree smile.

"Under the circumstances, too, it might appear more chivalrous."

"Given the situation, it might seem more noble."

He added the speech in a lower tone, with a sudden mischievous desire to stir in her a slight revolt. And, as if conscious of his thought, the brown eyes were averted. A faint fugitive color stole under the fairness of her skin.

He spoke in a quieter tone, suddenly wanting to provoke a little rebellion in her. And, as if aware of his intention, her brown eyes turned away. A subtle blush crept beneath her fair skin.

The Bishop's glance sought his hostess. Between the pair of elderly folk a silent question and answer flashed.

The Bishop looked at his hostess. A silent question and answer passed between the two elderly people.

"That's what I shall do," said McTaggart, "kneel and press it to my heart. I'd far rather have it there than balanced on my luckless head. Unfortunately," his voice was light—"you'll miss all my exquisite acting—unless you peep beneath your lashes. Do tell me that you will? Of course you're supposed to be asleep."

"That's what I'm going to do," said McTaggart, "kneel and hold it to my heart. I’d much rather have it there than sitting on my unlucky head. Unfortunately," his tone was playful—"you'll miss all my amazing acting—unless you take a look under your lashes. Please tell me you will? Of course, you’re supposed to be asleep."

"You talk as if it were quite settled," Mrs. Cadell with a smile, interposed, "but I haven't yet decided whether Cydonia will take the part."

"You talk as if it's all settled," Mrs. Cadell said with a smile, "but I haven't decided yet if Cydonia will take the part."

"Oh! you couldn't be so cruel!" McTaggart showed his disappointment. "Think of poor Lady Leason. You've no idea how worried she is. And, if your daughter refuses to help us, we're threatened with Mrs. Bertie Eying. She's simply dying to take it on. Just picture her as a Sleeping Beauty!"

"Oh! You can't be that cruel!" McTaggart expressed his disappointment. "Think about poor Lady Leason. You have no idea how worried she is. And if your daughter refuses to help us, we're stuck with Mrs. Bertie Eying. She's just itching to take it on. Just imagine her as a Sleeping Beauty!"

He gave a sudden shiver and turned toward the amused Bishop.

He suddenly shivered and turned to the amused Bishop.

"One of those new ropy girls—all shoulders and feet, you know. No spine, and straight hair drawn down over her ears. Like a French fashion-plate with all the Frenchness left out."

"One of those new skinny girls—all shoulders and feet, you know. No spine, and straight hair pulled down over her ears. Like a French fashion model with all the Frenchness taken away."

"I observe there are no half-measures here," the Bishop gave a little chuckle. "I had no idea of the harassing details involved in an effort of charity. It's for some hospital, is it not?"

"I see there are no half-measures here," the Bishop chuckled slightly. "I had no idea about the overwhelming details involved in a charitable effort. It's for some hospital, right?"

Mrs. Cadell supplied the name.

Mrs. Cadell provided the name.

"We hope to clear off part of the debt. Since the Insurance Act was passed the subscriptions have decreased. So seriously in fact they talk of closing down a ward."

"We hope to pay off part of the debt. Since the Insurance Act was passed, the donations have gone down. It's gotten so bad that they're talking about shutting down a ward."

"Indeed?" The Bishop, nervously, evaded the lead into politics.

"Really?" The Bishop nervously avoided getting into politics.

"Talking of financial losses——" he went on somewhat hurriedly—"reminds me of my morning's work. I'm afraid the ways of the City are quite beyond my understanding."

"Speaking of financial losses——" he continued a bit quickly—"it reminds me of what I was working on this morning. I'm afraid the ways of the City are totally beyond my grasp."

He sighed as he helped himself to curry.

He sighed as he served himself some curry.

Mrs. Cadell, to fill the pause, remarked that McTaggart was on the Stock Exchange.

Mrs. Cadell, to break the silence, noted that McTaggart was on the Stock Exchange.

"Really?" The Bishop looked up quickly. "Then, perhaps, he can relieve my mind on the question that is puzzling me."

"Really?" The Bishop glanced up quickly. "Then maybe he can clear my mind on the issue that's been bothering me."

Into the younger man's blue eyes came a shrewd look of attention. Inwardly he was summing up the possibility of a client.

Into the younger man's blue eyes came a keen look of interest. Inside, he was evaluating the potential of a client.

"Delighted—if I can help at all."

"Happy to help in any way I can."

Cydonia stole a glance at him. Here was another side to the picture she already knew by heart.

Cydonia glanced at him. Here was another side to the picture she already knew inside and out.

She watched the serious olive face with its strong chin and tight-closed lips—a hint of obstinacy there which added a strongly British look to his slightly foreign grace, banishing all effeminacy, suggesting a hidden power.

She observed the serious olive complexion with its strong chin and tightly sealed lips—a hint of stubbornness that gave him an unmistakably British appearance mixed with a touch of foreign elegance, removing any sense of softness and suggesting an underlying strength.

It seemed to her he was snatched away into a world remote from her, and for the first time in her life she felt uneasy, half-afraid ...

It felt like he was taken away to a world far from hers, and for the first time in her life, she felt uneasy, half-afraid...

"Some years ago," the Bishop blinked, "six, to be strictly accurate, I was induced to invest some money in a new company. I am not quite sure as to the process, but it—the invention—claimed to produce a liquid fuel out of coal-slag at an absurdly low cost. The shares had run up quickly until they were eight pounds apiece—one pound shares, you understand. I gave eight." He paused ruefully.

"Some years ago," the Bishop blinked, "six, to be precise, I was persuaded to invest some money in a new company. I'm not entirely sure how it happened, but it—the invention—claimed to create a liquid fuel from coal-slag at an incredibly low cost. The shares quickly rose to eight pounds each—one pound shares, you see. I paid eight." He paused with a hint of regret.

"And now?" McTaggart prompted gently.

"And now?" McTaggart asked gently.

"I believe," the Bishop gave a sigh—"they are selling at ... about twelve shillings! The worst of it is——" his voice rose. "They have never paid a dividend."

"I believe," the Bishop sighed, "they're selling for ... about twelve shillings! The worst part is——" his voice rose. "They’ve never paid a dividend."

"How did you hear of it?" McTaggart felt a half-amused sense of pity.

"How did you find out about it?" McTaggart felt a slightly amused sense of pity.

"One night I was dining with Lord Warleigh. His place, you know, is near Oxton. And the principal director—the promoter of the affair—was staying with him for the week-end, in order to place a block of shares to provide for further working expenses. Warleigh was enthusiastic and as to the man himself, he seemed most reliable, heart and soul absorbed in the scheme. Of German origin, naturalized—Herman Schliff—— Do you know the name?"

"One night I was having dinner with Lord Warleigh. His home, you know, is near Oxton. The main director—the one behind the project—was staying with him for the weekend to secure a block of shares to cover additional expenses. Warleigh was excited, and as for the man himself, he seemed very trustworthy, completely dedicated to the plan. Of German descent, naturalized—Herman Schliff—Do you know the name?"

"Never heard of it—or the company." McTaggart shook his head.

"Never heard of it—or the company." McTaggart shook his head.

"No, really?" The Bishop frowned.

"No way?" The Bishop frowned.

"One of the most eloquent men I have ever come across. I remember, at the time——" he smiled apologetically—"I thought what a preacher was lost to the Church! And with it an enthusiasm, a grip of his subject and a faith in the prospects, which carried his listeners bodily away. To give you an example of this, Warleigh's poor old butler invested his savings—the hardly won nest-egg of forty years' service—then and there in the affair. He handed every penny of it over to Schliff before he left."

"One of the most articulate guys I've ever encountered. I remember, back then—” he smiled apologetically—“I thought what a preacher the Church was missing out on! And he had this enthusiasm, a solid grasp of his topic, and a belief in the future that really swept his audience away. For example, Warleigh's poor old butler put his savings—the hard-earned nest egg from forty years of work—into the deal right then and there. He handed every last penny over to Schliff before he left."

"What a shame!" Mrs. Cadell's sympathy was plainly aroused—"I suppose he will never get it back?"

"What a shame!" Mrs. Cadell's sympathy was clearly stirred—"I guess he will never get it back?"

"I fear not. And he's one of many." The Bishop frowned thoughtfully. "Looking through a list of shareholders only this morning I was surprised to find many names I knew personally of quite small people with narrow incomes. Good people too, I mean. Service men and petty squires living in the depths of the country."

"I’m not afraid. And he’s just one of many," the Bishop said, frowning in thought. "As I was going through the list of shareholders this morning, I was surprised to see so many familiar names of people with modest incomes. Good people, I mean. Service workers and small landowners living out in the countryside."

"Exactly." McTaggart's face was grim—"the usual victims, I'm afraid. But it seems to have dragged on rather longer than these forlorn hopes generally do. What reason do they give for the fall in shares? and the absence of a dividend? What do the reports say?"

"Exactly." McTaggart's expression was serious—"the usual victims, I'm afraid. But it seems to have gone on for much longer than these hopeless situations usually do. What reasons are they giving for the drop in shares? And the lack of a dividend? What do the reports say?"

"Oh—they're full of excuses." The Bishop's thin, delicate hand went out in a gesture of impatience. "For instance—new machinery—some hitch in the process—a technical difference of opinion between the experts they employ. With always the same golden future dangled before our weary eyes, in Schliff's magnetic and pompous speeches, bolstered up by his tame directors. And the money sunk in it—thousands squandered! With nothing practical to show—to warrant the huge expenditure."

"Oh—they have so many excuses." The Bishop's thin, delicate hand gestured impatiently. "For example—new machinery—some hiccup in the process—a technical disagreement among the experts they hire. With the same golden future continuously dangled in front of our tired eyes, through Schliff's flashy and grand speeches, supported by his compliant directors. And the money wasted on it—thousands thrown away! With nothing practical to show for it—to justify the massive spending."

"I suppose by now," McTaggart hazarded, "Schliff's a pretty prosperous man?"

"I guess by now," McTaggart ventured, "Schliff's doing pretty well?"

"I couldn't say. To give him his due I should hesitate to class the man in any way as unscrupulous. He has a firm belief in himself and in anything that he undertakes. It's temperamental and most misleading; but I think, according to his light, he's honest. I really think so! That's the perplexing part to me. But he's hypnotized by his own verbosity——" the Bishop paused, pleased with the phrase—"he sees himself a second Napoleon—alas! without his genius for management."

"I can't say. To be fair, I wouldn't classify the man as unscrupulous in any way. He has a strong belief in himself and in everything he takes on. It's emotional and often misleading; but I believe, in his own way, he's honest. I really think so! That's the confusing part for me. But he's caught up in his own talk——" the Bishop paused, pleased with the phrase—"he sees himself as a second Napoleon—unfortunately, without his talent for leadership."

McTaggart allowed himself the luxury of a long-repressed smile.

McTaggart let himself smile, a long-suppressed grin finally breaking free.

"The type is perhaps not uncommon. If you like I'll make a few inquiries—quite quietly, of course—and find out what sort of a record he bears in the city. I conclude this isn't his first venture? Herman Schliff ... and the Company?" He made a note upon his cuff. "Oh, it's really no trouble—I'm interested in the affair."

"The type isn’t that unusual. If you want, I can make some discreet inquiries and see what kind of reputation he has in the city. I assume this isn’t his first attempt? Herman Schliff... and the Company?" He jotted a note on his cuff. "Oh, it’s really no trouble—I’m interested in this situation."

"I wish I were not!" The victim smiled. "But I went on buying after the fall."

"I wish I wasn't!" The victim smiled. "But I kept on buying after the fall."

Mrs. Cadell's restless eyes met McTaggart's. They both smiled. Then she signalled to the butler to fill up the Bishop's glass.

Mrs. Cadell's restless eyes met McTaggart's. They both smiled. Then she signaled to the butler to refill the Bishop's glass.

"Yes, I insist——" as the prelate protested—"it won't hurt you, it's quite light. And here comes your favourite sweet—ordered expressly for you."

"Yes, I insist——" the prelate insisted—"it won't hurt you, it's really light. And here comes your favorite treat—ordered just for you."

The worn face cleared, and he smiled, touched by the other's kindly thought.

The weathered face brightened, and he smiled, moved by the other person's thoughtful gesture.

"I'm always spoilt in this house," he said, "and I'm afraid that the shocking result is that I take advantage of it, and come too often to loosen my pack of worries here. What can the Sleeping Beauty think of all this dreary business talk?"

"I'm always pampered in this house," he said, "and I'm afraid that the shocking result is that I take advantage of it and come too often to unload my worries here. What must the Sleeping Beauty think of all this boring business talk?"

He looked across wistfully at Cydonia's lovely face, with next to it the virile contrast of her dark-haired, handsome friend. Only too well he realized the heavy burden of the years and the narrowing road ahead where he must pass with lonely feet. Death he feared not. For the Faith he had long preached was indeed his own. Yet the human in him shrank, faced with the decay of power.

He gazed longingly at Cydonia’s beautiful face, alongside the striking contrast of her dark-haired, attractive friend. He understood too well the weight of the years and the lonely path that lay ahead of him. He didn’t fear death. The Faith he had preached for so long was truly his own. Still, the human side of him recoiled at the thought of losing his strength.

Cydonia's soft brown eyes met his with a child's affection. His question cut across her dreams.

Cydonia's gentle brown eyes connected with his in a way that felt innocent and warm. His question interrupted her thoughts.

"I?" she hesitated, smiling. "Oh! I like to hear of things."

"I?" she paused, smiling. "Oh! I love hearing about things."

McTaggart, watching her, caught into his memory an elusive dimple, near the fresh young mouth.

McTaggart, watching her, captured in his memory a fleeting dimple near her fresh young mouth.

Following up the train of thought provoked by this miracle, he heard the doctor's voice once more, with a note of mischief, in his ears.

Following the trail of thought sparked by this miracle, he heard the doctor's voice again, with a hint of mischief, in his ears.

"Not married, are you, Mr. McTaggart? Well—you'd better take care ... a fair wife and a dark one..." He was certain, then and there, that his "Scotch heart" lay in Cydonia's hands.

"Not married, are you, Mr. McTaggart? Well—you'd better watch out ... a fair wife and a dark one..." He was sure, right then and there, that his "Scotch heart" was in Cydonia's hands.

He watched them now, with a languid grace remove the velvety skin of a peach. The faint colour of the fruit was not more fair than her little pink nails.

He watched them now, with a relaxed elegance, peel the velvety skin off a peach. The soft color of the fruit was no more beautiful than her tiny pink nails.

But swift on the thought came a vision of Fantine—mischievous, provocative, tingling with life; of dark-fringed eyes and full red lips, and honey-coloured fingers that flashed in quick gesture matching each turn of her gay clipped speech.

But quickly, a vision of Fantine appeared—a playful, alluring presence, full of life; with dark-fringed eyes and full red lips, and honey-colored fingers that danced in quick gestures, matching each twist of her lively, upbeat speech.

He thrust aside the picture, half-angrily; conscious of the atmosphere that hung about the Cadells' house, vaguely ecclesiastic and super-refined. The intrusion of Fantine seemed almost profane, the contrast too crude between this sheltered home and the gilded, over-lighted flat. He could see the long rooms with the doors flung wide and the ever-changing brilliant crowd, elbowing each other round the green table with the piled-up stakes and fluttering cards. He could feel once more the strain that hung in the air, the excitement of the lust for gain, the grasping hands and greedy eyes...

He pushed the picture aside, feeling a mix of anger and frustration; aware of the atmosphere that surrounded the Cadells' house, which was vaguely church-like and overly refined. The arrival of Fantine felt almost disrespectful, highlighting the stark difference between this protected home and the flashy, overly bright apartment. He could picture the long rooms with the doors wide open and the constantly shifting, vibrant crowd, pushing past each other around the green table with stacked chips and fluttering cards. He could feel the tension in the air again, the thrill of the desire for wealth, the grabbing hands and hungry eyes...

"A penny for your thoughts?" He gave a guilty start. Cydonia was watching him with childish curiosity.

"A penny for your thoughts?" He jumped slightly, feeling guilty. Cydonia was looking at him with innocent curiosity.

"Impossible—the price is too high!"

"Not gonna happen—the price is too high!"

He answered her lightly but his face was grave.

He responded to her casually, but his expression was serious.

"I believe you've gone back to that velvet cap? You looked so solemn. It must be that!"

"I think you've gone back to wearing that velvet cap? You looked really serious. It has to be that!"

"More likely I was harassed with this cruel suspense." He leaned a little nearer and lowered his voice.

"More likely I was tormented by this cruel suspense." He leaned in a bit closer and lowered his voice.

"You are going to help us? Tell me, don't you want to?—You've no idea how anxious I am that you should take the part."

"You are going to help us? Tell me, don’t you want to?—You have no idea how eager I am for you to take the role."

Then, seeing her hesitate, he added with malice, "Mrs. Bying would jump at it."

Then, noticing her hesitation, he added with a smirk, "Mrs. Bying would grab it."

"But I'm not Mrs. Bying."

"But I'm not Mrs. Bying."

Up went Cydonia's head in pride.

Up went Cydonia's head in pride.

"Thank Heaven, no." He laughed at her voice. "I didn't mind Marie Dilke—she's such a good sort"—he went on meditatively, forgetful of his listener—"but as to kissing Mrs. Bying..."

"Thank goodness, no." He laughed at her tone. "I didn't mind Marie Dilke—she's really a decent person"—he continued thoughtfully, forgetting about his audience—"but as for kissing Mrs. Bying..."

The moment the word was out he felt, with horror, the folly of his mistake. "Pretend to,—I mean," he corrected hurriedly. "Of course in acting—it's always pretence—and in this instance—I only ... you know——"

The moment the word got out, he felt, with dread, how foolish his mistake was. "I mean, pretend to—" he quickly corrected. "Of course, in acting—it's always pretend—and in this case—I just ... you know——"

He broke off, at a loss for words. He dared not even look at her. The ominous pause prolonged itself. He felt an insane desire to laugh.

He stopped speaking, unsure of what to say. He didn’t even want to look at her. The heavy silence dragged on. He felt an uncontrollable urge to laugh.

"With any other girl"—he thought—"but this girl ... oh! hang it all!" He grabbed at a peach. Viciously he dug his fork into it, searching in his empty brain for some sensible remark. But....

"With any other girl"—he thought—"but this girl ... oh! dang it all!" He reached for a peach. Viciously, he stuck his fork into it, rummaging through his empty mind for some smart comment. But....

"I think it's going to snow——" was all that came to him after due thought. He said it with the air of a weather expert. "It's so awfully chilly..." And then a faint laugh startled him into a side-long glance.

"I think it's going to snow—" was all that came to him after some thought. He said it like a weather expert. "It's really chilly..." And then a faint laugh surprised him into a sideways glance.

Cydonia's face was pink and in her smooth cheek the dimple betrayed her battle with mirth.

Cydonia's face was flushed, and the dimple in her smooth cheek revealed her struggle to hold back laughter.

"Snow?" said the Bishop. "Indeed, I trust not. One hopes at this time of year the winter is getting past. Not that we have much snow at Oxton."

"Snow?" said the Bishop. "I really hope not. At this time of year, one expects winter to be fading away. Not that we get much snow in Oxton."

He turned again to Mrs. Cadell.

He looked back at Mrs. Cadell.

"A wonderful year for chrysanthemums."

"A great year for mums."

They started to discuss the Temple show.

They began talking about the Temple show.

"Say I'm forgiven?" McTaggart's voice was humble.

"Say I'm forgiven?" McTaggart's voice was sincere.

But Cydonia had recovered. She sat bolt upright, brown eyes discreetly lowered upon her plate.

But Cydonia had bounced back. She sat up straight, her brown eyes modestly focused on her plate.

"If you don't speak to me soon—" this in tragic tones—"I'll cut my throat with a silver knife. It will be a long business—painful too..." He checked his rising mischief, trying to probe her thought.

"If you don’t talk to me soon—" he said dramatically, "I’ll cut my throat with a silver knife. It will take a while—painful too..." He held back his growing mischief, trying to figure out what she was thinking.

But the fact was Cydonia was somewhat at a loss. For the first time she tasted the consciousness of power—sweet, indeed, to the schoolgirl in her opening year of life. She wanted to be dignified and she wanted to laugh. And behind it all lay a curious joy—a touch of excitement and of wonder that hurt ... She wrapped it up in silence, mistrustful of speech.

But the truth was Cydonia felt a bit lost. For the first time, she experienced the thrill of power—it was sweet, especially for a schoolgirl just starting out in life. She wanted to be composed, but she also wanted to laugh. Underneath it all was an unusual joy—a mix of excitement and wonder that felt overwhelming... She kept it to herself, wary of speaking out.

"I want you to understand," McTaggart was watching her. The little scene had gained a sudden significance. "However I might laugh—or joke, you know, I never could think of you without respect. And if you take this part I'd hate you to feel ... that you weren't quite safe with me. D'you see what I mean." He took a deep breath and plunged in again. "I might flirt with Mrs. Bying—she's fair game, you know—but you——you're different..."

"I want you to understand," McTaggart was watching her. The little scene had taken on a sudden importance. "No matter how much I laugh or joke, I could never think of you without respect. And if you take this role, I'd hate for you to feel... that you weren't completely safe with me. Do you get what I mean?" He took a deep breath and dove back in. "I might flirt with Mrs. Bying—she's fair game, you know—but you... you're different..."

He stammered on the word.

He stumbled over the word.

For Cydonia had looked up and in her shy eyes he read a childish gratitude and with it, sweet and deep, the dawn of a woman's comprehension of men.

For Cydonia had looked up, and in her shy eyes, he saw a childish gratitude and, along with it, sweet and profound, the beginning of a woman's understanding of men.

Something in the absorbed attitude of the pair caught the mother's restless glance.

Something in the focused demeanor of the couple caught the mother's restless gaze.

"Well, Cydonia," she rose as she spoke, for the Bishop had snatched a quick look at the clock—"Have you made up your mind about the Tableaux, dear?"

"Well, Cydonia," she stood up as she spoke, since the Bishop had taken a quick glance at the clock—"Have you decided on the Tableaux, dear?"

"I think so, Madre. I think it sounds ... nice."

"I think so, Mom. I think it sounds ... nice."

"You blessed child," said McTaggart in his heart.

"You blessed child," McTaggart said to himself.




CHAPTER V

McTaggart lay in bed, his eyes half-closed, watching the gray light spread from under the blind. His head ached and he felt unusually tired and heavy, bound down to his pillow by invisible chains.

McTaggart lay in bed, his eyes half shut, watching the gray light seep in from under the blind. His head throbbed, and he felt unusually exhausted and weighed down, stuck to his pillow by invisible chains.

From the sitting-room beyond came the clatter of plates, boards creaking in the wake of his housekeeper's step, and through the open window stole a muffled steady hum—the day-song of the London streets. A door banged loudly, and blessed silence followed. He drew the bed-clothes tighter under his chin. But now sleep had fled and into his brain thoughts rushed swiftly as though against his will; a baffling succession of events and surmises, throwing up pictures before his closed eyes.

From the living room beyond came the sound of plates clattering, the boards creaking as his housekeeper moved, and through the open window drifted a muted, steady buzz—the day-time soundtrack of the London streets. A door slammed shut, and blessed silence followed. He pulled the blankets tight under his chin. But now sleep had escaped him, and thoughts rushed into his mind as if against his will; a puzzling series of events and speculations formed images before his closed eyes.

He reached out a hand in search of his watch and found that the hour was close upon ten. A vast dissatisfaction settled down upon him. "Another day to be lived through?" it whispered in his ear. He felt a sick disgust for this business of life.

He reached out a hand to find his watch and saw that it was nearly ten o'clock. A deep sense of dissatisfaction washed over him. "Another day to get through?" it whispered in his ear. He felt a sickening disgust for this thing called life.

His eyes, from under their heavy lids, roaming about the room, marked on his dressing-table, without exultation, the little heap of silver and gold and crinkled bank-notes, thrown among his brushes from overnight.

His eyes, peering out from beneath heavy eyelids, scanned the room and landed on his dressing table, where a small pile of silver coins, gold pieces, and crumpled banknotes sat mixed in with his brushes from the night before, without any sense of triumph.

In his fastidious mood the sight brought no joy, merely a memory of the long hot hours, with their inevitable accompaniment of frequent drinks. For the gambler's instinct was not his. He played carelessly, more as a means to pass the time than from any feverish attraction for the game.

In his meticulous mood, the view brought no joy, just a reminder of the long, hot hours, which always came with the need for frequent drinks. He didn’t have the gambler’s instinct. He played carelessly, more as a way to kill time than out of any intense desire for the game.

And Fortune, that fickle jade, had stood by his side, tempting his indifference with a long run of luck.

And Fortune, that unpredictable tease, had been by his side, tempting his indifference with a streak of good luck.

He wondered as he lay there how Fantine could stand the life, night after night watch the same sordid scene, with that slightly aloof and mocking air of hers that warred with the welcome he read in her eyes.

He wondered as he lay there how Fantine could tolerate her life, night after night watching the same grim scene, with that slightly distant and mocking attitude of hers that clashed with the warmth he saw in her eyes.

He wondered, drearily, if the game could pay? He wondered what was to be the end of it all? It was not a woman's work, the strain was too great. For he knew the risks that underlay the affair.

He wondered, tiredly, if the game could pay off. He questioned what the end would be. It wasn't a woman's job; the pressure was too intense. For he was aware of the risks involved in the situation.

He knew that she lived in fear of the police. What a horrible atmosphere! He shivered in his bed. He wished now he had not won. That heap of money there seemed to prolong the struggle of her days.

He knew that she was afraid of the police. What a terrible atmosphere! He shivered in his bed. He wished he hadn’t won. That pile of money seemed to stretch out her struggles.

How pretty she was! He stirred restlessly, conjuring up her picture against the dark blind. With something beyond beauty, that inexpressible charm of the subtle Parisian, conscious of her power.

How beautiful she was! He shifted uncomfortably, imagining her image against the dark curtain. With something more than beauty, that indescribable charm of the sophisticated Parisian, aware of her allure.

Something hyper-feminine set her apart from the women of that other world in which he moved. Delicately rounded, with tiny hands and feet, witty, provocative, dangerously sweet, she showed a curious contrast to the modern English girl with her sporting instincts and brusque, boyish speech.

Something hyper-feminine set her apart from the women of that other world he was in. Softly rounded, with small hands and feet, witty, playful, and dangerously sweet, she presented a striking contrast to the modern English girl with her sporty instincts and straightforward, boyish way of talking.

Soft? That was the adjective—fragrant and warm, made for a strong man to love and protect. So few women nowadays held this appeal, meeting men on equal terms, half-ashamed of sex.

Soft? That was the word—fragrant and warm, made for a strong man to love and protect. So few women today had this charm, meeting men on equal footing, half-ashamed of sexuality.

And all McTaggart's vanity and young virile pride were stirred by her silent call to his knight-errantry.

And all of McTaggart's vanity and youthful pride were awakened by her unspoken invitation to his chivalry.

How he would like to snatch her away from her present feverish life! He braced himself between the sheets at the sudden stirring thought.

How he wished he could take her away from her hectic life! He tensed up in the sheets at the sudden thought.

And then, with perplexing speed, another vision rose. He saw the face of Cydonia, with her childish smile. That was the right setting for a young girl, he decided, that cultured, shrine-like home, locked from the world outside.

And then, with surprising speed, another vision appeared. He saw Cydonia's face, with her youthful smile. He thought that was the perfect backdrop for a young girl, that sophisticated, shrine-like home, closed off from the outside world.

For man still clings fondly to feudal memories. His reason may force him to approve the great stride of woman to the foreground of intellectual power, but his instinct still whispers that the woman he loves should be guarded from evil and from too curious eyes.

For man still holds onto feudal memories. His logic may compel him to accept the significant advancement of women to the forefront of intellectual strength, but his instincts still suggest that the woman he loves should be protected from harm and from overly inquisitive gazes.

Some day this may fade away, swept aside in the course of the growing cry for freedom, but with it will pass a hidden safeguard to the sex, a human note divine—that tenderness towards the weak, purifying passion.

Some day this might fade away, overlooked in the rising demand for freedom, but along with it will go a hidden protection for women, a divine human quality—that compassion for the vulnerable, a cleansing passion.

Well—it was all a mystery! McTaggart yawned and stretched. Almost as bewildering as his own curious case. He fell to thinking again about his double heart, Cydonia and Fantine at the back of his mind.

Well—it was all a mystery! McTaggart yawned and stretched. Almost as confusing as his own strange situation. He started thinking again about his double heart, Cydonia and Fantine lingering in the back of his mind.

"It might lead to bigamy." He recalled the doctor's words—not without a certain youthful complacency! He dallied with the notion of possible married life, attracted by the novelty but mistrustful of the tie.

"It could lead to bigamy." He remembered the doctor's words—not without a hint of youthful smugness! He played with the idea of a potential married life, drawn in by the excitement but wary of the commitment.

And here Romance was rudely assailed by an interruption from the world without and he became conscious of a knocking, loud and long, on the further door of his sitting-room.

And here, Romance was suddenly interrupted by a noise from outside, and he became aware of loud, persistent knocking on the door of his sitting room.

McTaggart cursed the invisible one. Struggling out of bed he threw on a dressing-gown and blinking at the light made his way through the folding-doors to where his breakfast lay and called an exasperated, husky "Come in."

McTaggart cursed the invisible one. Struggling out of bed, he threw on a robe and, squinting at the light, made his way through the folding doors to where his breakfast awaited and called an annoyed, raspy, "Come in."

"Hullo, Peter!" a cheery voice replied—"hope I didn't wake you from your beauty sleep?"

"Hellо, Peter!" a cheerful voice replied—"hope I didn't wake you from your beauty sleep?"

In the open doorway stood a thick-set man, rendered still more bulky by a tweed overcoat, with merry dark eyes under shaggy brows, gleaming out of his pale, square face.

In the open doorway stood a stocky man, looking even bulkier in a tweed overcoat, with cheerful dark eyes beneath bushy eyebrows, shining from his pale, square face.

"Just off shooting," he explained hurriedly—"and run out of whiskey"—he held up a flask—"no time to get it in, so I thought as I passed your door I'd try and cadge some from you, old man."

"Just finished a shoot," he said quickly—"and ran out of whiskey"—he held up a flask—"no time to pick some up, so I thought I'd stop by and see if I could grab some from you, old man."

McTaggart seized the decanter from off the sideboard, his face relaxing into a smile.

McTaggart grabbed the decanter from the sideboard, his face breaking into a smile.

"Help yourself—confound yon! I was half asleep, after a somewhat late night."

"Help yourself—what the heck! I was half asleep after a pretty late night."

"Sorry." The visitor grinned as he spoke. "Better for you, sonnie, up with the dawn. How doth the busy little bee—or rather how did he sacrifice to the gods his heritage of sleep?"

"Sorry." The visitor grinned as he spoke. "Better for you, kid, to be up with the dawn. How does the busy little bee—or rather how did he sacrifice to the gods his heritage of sleep?"

"In a silly game that's called chemin-de-fer, varied by supper and fifth-rate fizz."

"In a silly game called chemin-de-fer, mixed with dinner and cheap sparkling wine."

"Any luck?" Bethune carefully filled the flask. "How's that for a steady hand?" He screwed in the stopper.

"Any luck?" Bethune carefully filled the flask. "How's that for a steady hand?" He put the stopper back in.

"More than mine is! Yes, I won—forty pounds odd—as far as I remember."

"More than mine is! Yes, I won—about forty pounds, if I remember correctly."

"The devil you did!" Bethune stared—"you wouldn't like to lend me a fiver, would you?"

"The devil you did!" Bethune exclaimed—"you wouldn't happen to lend me a five, would you?"

"D'you mean it?" McTaggart turned toward his room, but his visitor caught him by the arm.

"D'you really mean that?" McTaggart turned toward his room, but his visitor grabbed him by the arm.

"Don't be an ass! I was only rotting. Nice stuff that——" he fingered the dressing-gown—"lapped in luxury—and wins forty pounds!"

"Don't be a jerk! I was just wasting away. Nice stuff that——" he touched the dressing gown—"draped in luxury—and wins forty pounds!"

His brown eyes rested for a second affectionately on his friend's weary face.

His brown eyes lingered for a moment affectionately on his friend's tired face.

"Pity, all the same," he said abruptly. "Do you an almighty good to work. No—I mean it..." as McTaggart laughed—"a slack life's all wrong for a fellow like you. Now here I am, at it hard, every blessed day in the week. And what's the result? When I get a Saturday clear for a day's shoot or golf, you've no idea how I enjoy it. I'm like a school-boy at a bean-feast!"

"Pity, all the same," he said suddenly. "You really need to work hard. No—I mean it..." as McTaggart laughed—"a laid-back life is just not right for someone like you. Here I am, working hard every single day of the week. And what's the result? When I finally get a Saturday off for a day of shooting or golfing, you have no idea how much I enjoy it. I'm like a schoolboy at a fair!"

"Bless you, my child," McTaggart mocked. "I don't grudge you your virtuous pleasure—go and paddle and make mud-pies—it keeps you nice and young—and fat!"

"Bless you, kid," McTaggart sneered. "I don't begrudge you your virtuous fun—go ahead and splash around and make mud pies—it keeps you nice and young—and chubby!"

"Shut up!" Bethune made for the door—"Oh, by the way, would you like the car? If so ring up Central 609, and one of the men will bring it round. Any time before two o'clock, but you'll have to take it back yourself. It's half-day at the works, you know."

"Shut up!" Bethune headed for the door—"Oh, by the way, do you want the car? If you do, call Central 609, and one of the guys will bring it over. Anytime before two o'clock, but you’ll have to return it yourself. It’s half-day at the office, you know."

"Right-o! Hope you'll have good sport."

"Sure thing! Hope you have a great time."

He watched Bethune clamber down the narrow staircase out of sight, with his broad shoulders and thick brown coat, not unlike an enormous bumble-bee.

He watched Bethune awkwardly descend the narrow staircase until he was out of sight, his broad shoulders and thick brown coat making him look like a giant bumblebee.

Then, closing his door, he poured out a cup of tepid coffee and drank it thirstily. He lifted the cover off the dish that flanked the battered rack of toast. Spread-eagled, gray and cold, a mackerel met his disgusted gaze.

Then, closing his door, he poured himself a cup of lukewarm coffee and drank it eagerly. He lifted the lid off the dish next to the worn rack of toast. Spread out, gray and cold, a mackerel stared back at him with repulsive indifference.

"Looks dead," said McTaggart thoughtfully. He replaced the cover rather quickly, played with some toast upon his plate and gathered up his pile of letters.

"Looks dead," McTaggart said thoughtfully. He quickly put the cover back on, fiddled with some toast on his plate, and gathered up his stack of letters.

Three bills, a stockbroker's list and an invitation to a dance. Then, with a slight awakening of interest, he found a letter in Jill's round hand.

Three bills, a stockbroker's list, and an invitation to a dance. Then, with a slight spark of interest, he found a letter in Jill's neat handwriting.


"DEAR PETER,

"Dear Peter,"

Many happy returns of the day. I'm awfully sorry your present's not ready, but I've been so busy all this term. I'll explain better when we meet and I hope to send it you next week.

Many happy returns of the day. I'm really sorry your present isn't ready, but I've been super busy all this term. I'll explain more when we meet, and I hope to send it to you next week.

Wishing you no end of luck.

Wishing you lots of luck.

Yours affectionately,
    JILL."

Love,
    JILL."


McTaggart laid the letter down, a sudden glow in the "double heart." He was pleased that the child should remember the date.

McTaggart set the letter down, a sudden warmth in the "double heart." He was happy that the child remembered the date.

His birthday? Why—of course, it was!

His birthday? Well—of course, it was!

"And I'll take her out and give her a treat. By Jove, there's the car—it's Saturday too. I'll send her a wire to say I'm coming—she'll find it when she gets back from school."

"And I'll take her out and treat her. Wow, there's the car—it's Saturday too. I'll send her a message to let her know I'm on my way—she'll see it when she gets back from school."

Under the spur of awakened energy the old depression fell away. To his surprise he found himself singing, midway through his bath.

Under the boost of newfound energy, the old depression faded away. To his surprise, he found himself singing in the middle of his bath.




CHAPTER VI

Jill herself opened the door.

Jill opened the door herself.

"Come in and have some coffee," her eyes passed from McTaggart to the big gray car. "Doesn't it look jolly! I'm longing to go in it, but I'm rather bothered too—I'll tell you why..."

"Come in and have some coffee," her eyes shifted from McTaggart to the big gray car. "Doesn't it look cheerful! I'm really wanting to go in it, but I'm a bit worried too—I’ll explain why..."

She led the way through the hall into the dining-room, where the remains of a frugal lunch on a much-darned cloth were scattered around a dying fern in a tarnished brass pot, sole ornament of the long bare table.

She walked ahead through the hall into the dining room, where the leftovers of a simple lunch were spread across a patched-up cloth around a wilting fern in a tarnished brass pot, the only decoration on the long bare table.

The room had a forlorn look, with its dingy, crooked blinds, the mantel-piece littered with circulars above the feeble gas fire. It had the unhomelike air one associates with lodgings—a place to be used, not loved, and shunned when meals were over.

The room looked sad, with its dirty, crooked blinds and the mantelpiece cluttered with flyers above the weak gas fire. It had that uninviting feel one connects with rented places—a spot to use, not to love, and avoided after meals.

"Now don't say you can't come." McTaggart frowned severely—"because I mean to carry you off whether you like it or not. I've got the car for the day, and we'll go right into the country and have tea somewhere—at a little village pub!"

"Now don’t say you can’t come." McTaggart frowned seriously—"because I'm going to take you whether you like it or not. I’ve got the car for the day, and we’ll head straight into the countryside and have tea somewhere—at a little village pub!"

"Lovely!" Jill clapped her hands. She poured out a brimming cup of a thin and cloudy mixture from a chipped coffee-pot. "There you are!—Sugar? The only thing is I'd promised to go and see the baker's wife."

"Lovely!" Jill clapped her hands. She poured a full cup of a thin, cloudy mixture from a chipped coffee pot. "Here you go!—Sugar? The only thing is, I promised to go see the baker's wife."

McTaggart laughed at her serious face.

McTaggart laughed at her serious expression.

"Oh, bother the baker's wife! Surely for one day you might relax your ... social efforts. Think of poor me."

"Oh, come on, baker's wife! Surely for one day you could take a break from your social efforts. Think about poor me."

"Poor you!" Jill mocked—"I shall have to go there first if we can fit it in. She's been so ill—it's rather a sad story, but I'll tell you if you like."

"Poor you!" Jill teased. "I guess I’ll have to go there first if we can manage it. She’s been really sick—it’s quite a sad story, but I can tell you if you want."

"Nothing infectious, I hope?" McTaggart stirred his muddy coffee; then, manfully, took a great gulp.

"Hope it's not contagious?" McTaggart stirred his muddy coffee and then bravely took a big sip.

"Oh, dear, no." Jill's voice was calm. "She's had a baby, that's all." There came a little pause.

"Oh, no." Jill's voice was steady. "She just had a baby, that's all." There was a brief pause.

"It's dead too," the girl went on in clear, steady tones. "That's the cruel part. It needn't have been."

"It's dead too," the girl continued in a clear, steady voice. "That's the cruel part. It didn't have to be."

"No?" McTaggart felt somewhat at a loss. But Jill was plainly absorbed in the simple tragedy. She leaned towards him, elbows planted on the table, her chin propped on her hands, her eyes far away.

"No?" McTaggart felt a bit confused. But Jill was clearly invested in the straightforward tragedy. She leaned toward him, elbows on the table, her chin resting on her hands, her eyes distant.

"She was such a nice little thing!—I've known her for years. She used to come with her grandmother, who did upholstery work, on Saturday afternoons and give her a hand. She, herself, was employed at a laundry and engaged to the baker even then.

"She was such a sweet little thing!—I've known her for years. She used to come with her grandmother, who did upholstery work, on Saturday afternoons to help out. She worked at a laundry and was already engaged to the baker at that time."

"For five long years they saved all they could and at last they were married and took a tiny house next door to where our charwoman lives. It's not the baker himself, you know, but one of his employés who makes the bread—he's the head man. They were so happy, and then—all this trouble came!

"For five long years, they saved as much as they could, and finally, they got married and moved into a small house next door to where our housekeeper lives. It's not the baker himself, you know, but one of his employees who makes the bread—he's the main guy. They were so happy, and then—all this trouble started!

"The 'bakers' went out on strike—d'you remember it?—and, bit by bit, all their savings melted away. The husband was worried out of his life. He couldn't go back on his pals, you see, or find any other job to do; and so at last his wife returned to the laundry and begged for some employment again.

"The 'bakers' went on strike—do you remember that?—and slowly, all their savings disappeared. The husband was extremely worried. He couldn’t let down his friends, and he couldn’t find another job; so eventually, his wife went back to the laundry and asked for a job again."

"There happened to be a vacancy in the ironing room just then—far too heavy work for a delicate woman!—but the rate of pay is higher there, so, pluckily, she took it on. She kept this a secret from her husband and gave the latter to understand it was just a matter of light mending, without dangerous exertion. And in this way she earned enough to keep them afloat to the end of the strike. Then she collapsed—broke down utterly!—and her baby was born, before its time. The baker nearly went off his head when the true story leaked out. To think of her, with those heavy irons, on her feet all day in the heat and steam! ... I call her a real heroine." Jill's gray eyes flashed as she spoke, then softened as she added, sadly:

"There happened to be an opening in the ironing room at that moment—way too heavy work for a delicate woman!—but the pay is better there, so she bravely took it on. She kept this a secret from her husband and made him think it was just light mending, with no risky effort involved. And this way, she earned enough to keep them afloat until the end of the strike. Then she collapsed—completely broke down!—and her baby was born prematurely. The baker almost lost his mind when the real story came out. To think of her, with those heavy irons, on her feet all day in the heat and steam! ... I call her a real heroine." Jill's gray eyes flashed as she spoke, then softened as she added, sadly:

"But the baby died. It hadn't a chance, so the doctor said, and she was so ill. Now she's simply broken-hearted at losing it and can't pick up. I heard about it from our charwoman and promised to go and see her to-day. I must, Peter." Her voice was firm. "You won't mind if I call there first?"

"But the baby died. It didn't have a chance, according to the doctor, since she was so sick. Now she's completely heartbroken over losing it and can't seem to move on. I found out about it from our cleaner and promised to go see her today. I have to, Peter." Her voice was steady. "You don't mind if I stop there first?"

"Of course not——" said McTaggart gravely. He felt a trifle taken aback by this pitiful, sordid chapter of life from the lips of his little friend: a man's discomfort, too, at the thought of her youthful knowledge of matters he deemed better kept from her awhile. He realised with sudden force the outlook, purely practical, of the growing generation of girls. Healthy, but somewhat startling too, this determination to face the facts of life in defiance of old traditions.

"Of course not——" McTaggart said seriously. He felt a bit taken aback by this sad, grim chapter of life coming from his young friend: a man's unease at the thought of her knowing about things he thought were better kept from her for a while. He suddenly recognized the purely practical perspective of the younger generation of girls. Healthy, but also somewhat shocking, this resolve to confront the realities of life in defiance of old traditions.

Jill still sat there, chin on hands, absorbed in the problem offered to her by this contrast in the life of the poor with that of the well-to-do around him.

Jill still sat there, resting her chin on her hands, deep in thought about the difference between the lives of the poor and those of the wealthy around her.

Serenely devoid of self-consciousness she looked up suddenly at McTaggart, meeting the kindly blue eyes with a faint trouble in their depths.

Serenely free of self-consciousness, she suddenly looked up at McTaggart, making eye contact with his kind blue eyes that held a hint of concern within them.

"I wish these strikes could be avoided. They seem to bring such misery. I can't understand life at all!—the hopeless suffering involved..." Her voice held a note of rebellion.

"I wish these strikes could be avoided. They seem to bring so much misery. I can't understand life at all!—the hopeless suffering involved..." Her voice had a tone of defiance.

"Everyone seems to be fighting hard, not for the present but the future—for something they'll never live to see!—ruining their own lives meanwhile. Supposing these strikers get their way—higher wages and all that—" she waved her hand with a broad gesture—"D'you think the generations ahead will be contented in their turn? Or will they be fighting for more, too? I don't see any end to it!"

"Everyone seems to be fighting hard, not for today but for the future—for something they'll never see!—destroying their own lives in the process. Supposing these strikers get what they want—higher wages and all that—" she waved her hand dismissively—"Do you think future generations will be satisfied? Or will they be fighting for more as well? I don't see any end to it!"

"Well, I wouldn't worry if I were you," McTaggart nodded his head wisely. "I expect it's always been the same. It's what we're pleased to call 'Progress'.

"Well, I wouldn't stress if I were you," McTaggart nodded his head wisely. "I guess it's always been this way. It's what we like to call 'Progress'."

"I think your plan's the best, my dear. To help and comfort where you can; and leave the larger questions alone for those who have really studied the matter.

"I think your plan is the best, my dear. To help and comfort wherever you can; and leave the bigger questions to those who have truly studied the topic."

"We'll go and see the baker's wife, and—can't we take her something, Jill? Food—or money? what d'you think?"

"We'll go see the baker's wife, and—can’t we take her something, Jill? Food—or money? What do you think?"

"Not money!" Jill winced. "They aren't really paupers, you know. It's so easy to hurt the pride of the poor—the working poor. We might get her some flowers."

"Not money!" Jill winced. "They're not really broke, you know. It's so easy to damage the pride of the poor—the working poor. We could get her some flowers."

"Well, come along then. Thanks for my coffee." He rose to his feet. "You'll want a thick coat, old girl, the wind's in the North—but a good blow will do you good—scatter the cobwebs."

"Alright, let’s go then. Thanks for the coffee." He stood up. "You’ll want a warm coat, my dear, the wind’s coming from the North—but a good breeze will do you good—clear your head."

As they passed into the hall he asked after Mrs. Uniacke.

As they entered the hall, he inquired about Mrs. Uniacke.

"She's not very well." Jill still looked troubled. "She's gone to Reading for a suffrage meeting."

"She’s not doing too well." Jill still looked worried. "She’s gone to Reading for a suffrage meeting."

"I say—did you tell her about the baker's wife?" He tucked the rug closely around her as she settled herself in the car.

"I mean—did you tell her about the baker's wife?" He wrapped the blanket tightly around her as she got comfortable in the car.

"Oh, yes." She gave him a comical glance, half-annoyed, half-amused. "Can't you guess what she said?"

"Oh, yes." She shot him a funny look, part annoyed, part amused. "Can't you figure out what she said?"

But Peter was winding up the engine. He sprang back into his seat and the girl went on, raising her voice above the noisy throbbing note.

But Peter was starting the engine. He jumped back into his seat and the girl continued, raising her voice over the loud throbbing sound.

"She said—'You must try and win her at once to the Cause. Of course when we get the vote, all this will be put to rights.' They always think of the mass, you see, never of the individual. I suppose there's some truth in it." She paused doubtfully—"I wonder?"

"She said, 'You need to try and bring her into the Cause right away. Of course, when we get the vote, all of this will be fixed.' They always think about the group, you see, never about the individual. I guess there’s some truth to that." She paused uncertainly—"I wonder?"

"Well, I don't!" said McTaggart shortly. "I'm not very keen on present day politics, but I think when women are allowed to add a new party it will be a case of confusion worse confounded! So don't you go and get involved, Jill. You keep an open mind. I'd hate to see you in any way mixed up in this militant folly."

"Well, I don't!" McTaggart said bluntly. "I'm not really into today's politics, but I think if women are allowed to start a new party, it will just create more chaos! So don't get involved, Jill. Keep an open mind. I'd hate to see you caught up in this militant nonsense."

"Well—I wish Mother weren't. It's simply killing her. She hasn't the nerve for these perpetual scenes."

"Well—I wish Mom weren't. It's just destroying her. She doesn't have the strength for these never-ending dramas."

They slowed down at a corner where a flower-woman stood with a basket of yellow chrysanthemums.

They slowed down at a corner where a flower vendor stood with a basket of yellow chrysanthemums.

"Will these do for you?" McTaggart bought a bunch and laid them in Jill's lap; the heavy golden heads on their long pale stems preserving their subtle and Eastern charm, as though a secret lay beneath the curled petals in each still and exquisite flower heart.

"Will these work for you?" McTaggart bought a bunch and placed them in Jill's lap; the heavy golden blooms on their long pale stems maintained their subtle and exotic charm, as if a secret rested beneath the curled petals of each still and beautiful flower heart.

They twisted through mean streets until they came to a row of little houses behind the Circus Road.

They wound through rough streets until they reached a row of small houses behind Circus Road.

"It's number 36," directed Jill; but as the car stopped before the door it was opened from within and a woman emerged, old and bent, shrouded in a shawl.

"It's number 36," Jill pointed out; but as the car came to a stop in front of the door, it was opened from inside and an old, hunched woman stepped out, wrapped in a shawl.

Jill got down and spoke to her, and after a few words returned to McTaggart's side.

Jill knelt down and talked to her, and after a few minutes, she went back to McTaggart's side.

"She's fast asleep"—her voice was hushed—"so I won't go in and wake her up." The woman, with suspicious eyes, stared at the young man in the car, as Jill took the flowers and held them out.

"She's fast asleep," she said softly, "so I won't go in and wake her up." The woman, with wary eyes, stared at the young man in the car as Jill took the flowers and held them out.

"Give her these, please, and say I'll come again. I'm so glad she's getting on. Thank you—good-bye."

"Please give her these and let her know I’ll be back. I’m really happy to hear she’s doing well. Thank you—goodbye."

McTaggart was amused at the lack of gratitude. For the woman took the offering without another word. He guessed shrewdly that the sight of the car—the outward sign of luxury—had roused the deep slumbering resentment of the poor, their latent fear of being patronized.

McTaggart found it amusing how ungrateful she was. The woman accepted the gift without saying another word. He wisely figured that seeing the car—the obvious symbol of wealth—had stirred up the long-buried resentment of the poor, along with their hidden fear of being looked down upon.

"Charming old lady," he suggested. But Jill seemed unconscious of the slight.

"Charming old lady," he suggested. But Jill seemed unaware of the slight.

"That's her Aunt," she informed him with a sigh, spelling relief at a duty done. "She's come from Stratford to look after her. So now we can have a lovely drive."

"That's her aunt," she told him with a sigh, feeling relieved that a task was completed. "She came from Stratford to take care of her. So now we can have a nice drive."

She turned a smiling face toward him, cheeks rosy with the air, keen and crisp, of the winter day, and drew the shabby fur tighter round her throat as the car backed slowly out of the narrow road.

She turned a smiling face toward him, her cheeks flushed from the cold, sharp winter air, and pulled the worn fur tighter around her neck as the car slowly backed out of the narrow road.

"Where are we going?"

"Where are we heading?"

"That's for you to decide. But I think through Hampstead, now we've come this way. Sure you're warm enough? I put in my other coat—so burrow into that if the wind gets keen."

"That's for you to decide. But I think we should go through Hampstead since we're already headed this way. Are you warm enough? I brought my other coat, so you can wrap up in that if the wind picks up."

He turned the car up the long hilly road leading to Swiss Cottage and leaned back easily.

He drove the car up the long hilly road toward Swiss Cottage and relaxed in his seat.

"How's school going?" He smiled at her with pride. She looked so pretty with her childish, flushed cheeks.

"How's school going?" He smiled at her proudly. She looked so pretty with her childlike, flushed cheeks.

"College, d'you mean?" Jill corrected him. "Nothing exciting since the row over ancient history. I'm working rather hard for the Exams now."

"College, you mean?" Jill corrected him. "Nothing exciting since the fight over ancient history. I'm working pretty hard for my exams now."

"I don't think you told me that. Let's hear about it."

"I don't think you mentioned that. Let's hear about it."

"Well, it's rather a long story——" she settled herself back with her cold hands thrust beneath the fur rug. "So if you get bored, please say so at once."

"Well, it's quite a long story——" she leaned back, tucking her cold hands under the fur rug. "So if you start to get bored, just let me know right away."

"Fire away," McTaggart observed.

"Go ahead," McTaggart observed.

"You remember that unholy fuss last Boat Race day? When I and the other Cambridge girls held the Bun Shop against Oxford?"

"You remember that crazy drama last Boat Race day? When I and the other Cambridge girls defended the Bun Shop against Oxford?"

"No—not exactly. What Bun Shop?"

"No—not really. What Bun Shop?"

McTaggart saw fun ahead, for Jill's gray eyes were full of mischief beneath their dark lashes. He noticed, for the first time, how long and thick they were, curling back in a rippling line that cast a faint shadow when she lowered the lids.

McTaggart saw fun ahead, as Jill's gray eyes sparkled with mischief beneath her dark lashes. He noticed, for the first time, how long and thick they were, curling back in a smooth line that cast a faint shadow when she lowered her eyelids.

"Oh, the Bun Shop is a little room in the basement of the college where old Mother Griggs sells all sorts of cakes, sticks of chocolate and hot coffee—for 'Elevens' or lunch, you know. It's at the end of a long passage, quite by itself, with just a counter across it and a dim religious sort of light from a top-window into the area. There Mother Griggs sits and barters—rather like a grim old idol—and in between she grumbles and knits socks. She must have knitted hundreds by now! Well, on boat race day we all wear colors—I'm Cambridge, of course, because Uncle was at King's. And some Oxford girl had a wonderful cousin who was rowing in the boat. So she simply 'swanked,' you know, and swore Oxford was sure to win. The end of it was we got riled. So we formed up into the Bun Shop—all of us Cambridge girls—and we held the place against Oxford right through the mid-day hour—— We wouldn't let a single Dark Blue pass. It was fun!—a gorgeous scrimmage. Until some sneak went up and told, and down came the Principal. As luck would have it, she fell on me. So I got put in the Black Book."

"Oh, the Bun Shop is a small room in the college basement where old Mother Griggs sells all kinds of cakes, chocolate bars, and hot coffee—for 'Elevens' or lunch, you know. It's at the end of a long corridor, quite isolated, with just a counter across it and a dim, almost religious light coming from a top window into the area. There Mother Griggs sits and bargains—kind of like a grim old idol—and in between, she grumbles and knits socks. She must have knitted hundreds by now! Well, on boat race day we all wear our colors—I'm Cambridge, of course, because Uncle was at King's. And there was some Oxford girl with a fantastic cousin who was rowing in the boat. So she just flaunted it, you know, and insisted that Oxford was sure to win. The result was we got fired up. So we formed up in the Bun Shop—all of us Cambridge girls—and we defended the place against Oxford right through lunchtime. We wouldn't let a single Dark Blue pass. It was fun!—a brilliant scuffle. Until some sneak went and told, and down came the Principal. As luck would have it, she caught me. So I ended up in the Black Book."

She paused for breath as they crossed FitzJohn's Parade and started on the steep climb to Hampstead.

She took a breath as they crossed FitzJohn's Parade and began the steep climb to Hampstead.

McTaggart glanced at her and laughed.

McTaggart looked at her and laughed.

"What does that mean?" he inquired.

"What does that mean?" he asked.

"The very worst." Her voice was tragic. "It's the only punishment we get. You see, it's not like any school. It's run on University lines. Just lectures you're supposed to attend and if you don't it's your lookout—you get ploughed in the Exams. But for any serious, big offence your name is written in the Black Book. And after a third entry (which rarely happens) you're 'sent down'—that is, expelled."

"The absolute worst." Her tone was mournful. "It's the only punishment we have. You see, it's not like any regular school. It operates on a university model. It's just lectures you’re expected to attend, and if you don’t, it’s your responsibility—you’ll just fail the exams. But for any major offense, your name goes in the Black Book. And after a third entry (which hardly ever happens), you’re 'sent down'—that means you’re expelled."

"Phew...!" McTaggart whistled. "May I ask how many times you've managed to get yourself inscribed?"

"Phew...!" McTaggart whistled. "Can I ask how many times you've managed to get yourself signed up?"

"Twice." The girl's face was grave. "It's bad luck, isn't it? And the other day at ancient history I very nearly was nabbed again!"

"Twice." The girl's expression was serious. "That's bad luck, right? And the other day in ancient history, I almost got caught again!"

She paused for a moment to turn the collar of her coat up round her ears. Her eyes above the gray fur shone like stars in the frosty air.

She stopped for a moment to turn up the collar of her coat around her ears. Her eyes above the gray fur sparkled like stars in the cold air.

"We got a new Professor last term; rather young, just down from Oxford. I don't think..." she smiled mischievously—"he quite understands girls. It isn't like a school, you see. We're rather keen on that idea. We don't mind hard work or a man who insists on our attention. But the Professor thought it funny to—well, to patronize, you know. He used to be satirical and make allowance for female brains. Just as if we weren't as sharp—and sharper, too, than a pack of boys! He had bright ginger hair and a brand-new cap and gown—rather a 'nut'!"—McTaggart roared—"with a drawly sort of 'superior' voice. Well, Judy Seton——" Jill broke off—"she's a pal of mine—a splendid girl, always up to sport—arrived one day just before his lecture and handed round envelopes. Inside was a card and stitched to it was a little curl cut off a door-mat—one of those ginger ones, you know. It's woolly stuff, but exactly the shade of the Professor's Titian glory!

"We got a new professor last term; he's pretty young, just came from Oxford. I don’t think..." she smiled playfully—"he really understands girls. It’s not like a school, you see. We're really into that idea. We don’t mind hard work or a guy who demands our attention. But the professor thought it was amusing to—well, to patronize, you know. He used to be sarcastic and made allowances for female intelligence. As if we weren’t as sharp—and even sharper than a bunch of boys! He had bright ginger hair and a brand-new cap and gown—kind of a 'nut'!"—McTaggart laughed—"with a drawly sort of 'superior' voice. Well, Judy Seton——" Jill paused—"she's a friend of mine—a fantastic girl, always up for some fun—showed up one day just before his lecture and handed out envelopes. Inside was a card, and attached to it was a little curl cut from a doormat—one of those ginger ones, you know. It's made of wool, but it matched the professor's Titian glory perfectly!"

"Underneath it she had written—'In fond memory'—and below—'R.I.P. The Oxford man—ah!'

"Underneath it, she had written—'In fond memory'—and below—'R.I.P. The Oxford man—ah!'"

"We were all in the class-room ready for lecture and some girl had a box of pins. So it ended in our fastening the love-locks over our hearts!

"We were all in the classroom ready for the lecture, and some girl had a box of pins. So it ended with us fastening the love locks over our hearts!"

"Well, presently my Lord arrives, in his brand-new cap and gown with his sheaf of notes, and mounts the platform, very suave and very bored.

"Well, right now my Lord arrives, in his new cap and gown with his stack of notes, and steps up to the platform, looking very smooth and very bored."

"And the first thing that he did—you'd never believe it!—was to run his hand smoothly across his head.

"And the first thing he did— you'd never believe it!— was run his hand smoothly over his head."

"'He's missing them!' Judy whispered, and, of course, we all went off at that. We daren't laugh out aloud, but there we were, giggling hopelessly, while the Professor glared at us.

"'He's missing them!' Judy whispered, and, of course, we all burst out laughing. We couldn't laugh out loud, but there we were, giggling uncontrollably, while the Professor glared at us.

"He started in his most sarcastic voice:

"He started in his most sarcastic voice:

"'A little less amusement, ladies. I can understand that it is difficult for youth to stoop to serious subjects...' And then he stopped with a little gasp and we knew he had seen the red curls! Just at that moment the door opened and in came a lady visitor. You know they're sort of inquisitors, very often 'old girls'—who can walk into any class-room and sit there to hear a lecture. Judy calls them 'Propriety Pills,' and, although some are really nice, here and there you get a Tartar who carries stories to the Principal.

"'A little less giggling, ladies. I get that it's hard for young people to focus on serious topics...' And then he paused with a small gasp, and we knew he had noticed the red curls! Just then, the door opened, and a lady visitor walked in. You know how they can be—often 'old girls'—who can enter any classroom and sit in on a lecture. Judy calls them 'Propriety Pills,' and while some are genuinely nice, occasionally you get a Tartar who reports back to the Principal."

"This one was a Mrs. Bevis—we'd nicknamed her 'The Beaver.' She really was rather like that animal, with a snub-nosed, anxious face, and she always wore a black mantle and waddled as she walked. Well—you're sure you're not bored?"

"This one was Mrs. Bevis—we nicknamed her 'The Beaver.' She really did resemble that animal, with a round, worried face, and she always wore a black coat and waddled as she walked. Well—are you sure you're not bored?"

"Sure." McTaggart's voice was hearty. This sidelight on a school for girls was entertaining and unexpected.

"Sure." McTaggart's voice was warm. This insight into a girls' school was fun and surprising.

"Go on. What happened then?"

"Go on. What happened next?"

"The Professor gave the Beaver a chair by the fire, facing the room. We'd hurriedly removed the curls during their polite palaver. This is the idiotic part. I'd put mine into a book that lay with others on my desk. I didn't notice at the time that it was an 'Ancient History.' As it happened, that day I was sitting just beneath the platform. We were, all of us, solemn as owls under the Beaver's sharp black eyes. For she's about the worst of the pack for nosing out any trouble.

"The Professor offered the Beaver a chair by the fire, facing the room. We had quickly taken off the curls during their polite conversation. This is the silly part. I had placed mine into a book that was lying with others on my desk. I didn’t realize at the time that it was an 'Ancient History.' As it turned out, that day I was sitting right under the platform. We were all solemn as owls under the Beaver's sharp black eyes. Because she's definitely one of the worst at sniffing out any trouble."

"The Professor lent her his primer and started on the lecture, still looking a little flushed, while we were busy taking notes. As luck would have it, midway, some date tripped him up and before I could collect my wits he asked me for my 'Ancient History.'"

"The Professor lent her his textbook and began the lecture, still looking a bit flushed, while we were busy taking notes. Just as luck would have it, halfway through, some date threw him off, and before I could gather my thoughts, he asked me for my 'Ancient History.'"

"Where the curl was?" McTaggart suggested.

"Where was the curl?" McTaggart suggested.

"Exactly." Jill's voice was tragic. "He leaned down from the platform and picked it up off my desk. Of course, it opened at the page! There was the red lock—the card as well!

"Exactly." Jill's voice was filled with sorrow. "He leaned down from the platform and picked it up off my desk. Of course, it opened at the page! There was the red lock—the card too!"

"You can just imagine how I felt and I heard Judy Seton gasp. Luckily the Beaver missed it. The Professor never said a word, but his face was like a thunder-cloud. He hunted up the date he wanted, closed the book with a snap and put it down on his desk. At the end of the lecture he handed it back with a curt word of thanks and went off with the 'lady visitor,' talking fourteen to the dozen."

"You can just imagine how I felt when I heard Judy Seton gasp. Luckily, the Beaver missed it. The Professor didn’t say a word, but his face looked like a thundercloud. He found the date he wanted, snapped the book shut, and put it down on his desk. At the end of the lecture, he handed it back with a brief thank-you and left with the 'lady visitor,' chatting non-stop."

"That's not the end?" McTaggart saw by the girl's face there was more to follow.

"That's not the end?" McTaggart could tell from the girl's expression that there was more to come.

"No—of course not. All that morning I simply sat on thorns, expecting between every lecture to be sent for by the Principal. But nothing happened. At five o'clock I went down from my last lecture and passed by the Professors' room, where the door was wide open. Inside was Mr. Jackson—the Professor—you know—writing hard. So, then, I had an inspiration. I knocked and said: 'May I speak to you, sir?' And he wheeled round, looked surprised and said in a chilly voice:

"No—of course not. All that morning, I felt like I was sitting on pins, expecting to be called in by the Principal after every lecture. But nothing happened. At five o'clock, I finished my last lecture and walked past the Professors' room, where the door was wide open. Inside was Mr. Jackson—the Professor, you know—working hard. Then, I had an idea. I knocked and said, 'Can I talk to you, sir?' He turned around, looked surprised, and said in a cold voice:

"'Certainly. What do you want?'

"'Sure. What do you need?'"

"It was no good mincing matters, so I asked, outright:

"It was no use beating around the bush, so I asked directly:

"'Are you going to report me, sir?'

"'Are you going to report me, sir?'"

"He didn't answer for a moment. He seemed to be thinking hard. Then, in the same cold, absent manner——

"He didn't answer for a moment. He seemed to be thinking hard. Then, in the same cold, distant way——

"'No.' Just that and nothing more."

"'No.' Just that and nothing more."

Jill stopped, her attention caught by the first glimpse of the open heath as the car breasted the last rise, and the wind came blustering in their teeth.

Jill stopped, her attention grabbed by the first view of the open heath as the car crested the last hill, and the wind came rushing at them.

"Oh, isn't it lovely here!" She drew a deep breath of content.

"Oh, isn't it beautiful here!" She took a deep breath of satisfaction.

"Straight across?" McTaggart asked. She nodded her head, her eyes fixed on the far-away vista of trees, bare but shrouded in a violet haze.

"Straight across?" McTaggart asked. She nodded, her eyes locked on the distant view of trees, bare but wrapped in a violet haze.

Over Hendon a misty sun was veiled in banks of gray clouds, but high in the sky a wide streak showed of a pale and tender bird's egg blue.

Over Hendon, a hazy sun was hidden behind thick gray clouds, but up high in the sky, there was a broad streak of a soft, delicate blue like a bird's egg.

"Well—what happened next?" McTaggart brought her, with a sudden drop, back to earth.

"Well—what happened next?" McTaggart suddenly brought her back to reality.

"Oh ... I felt so relieved I just rushed ahead, you know. I told him he was a regular brick! And then, as he seemed a bit surprised, I explained about the Black Book—how a third entry now might end in my being sent down for good.'

"Oh ... I felt so relieved I just rushed ahead, you know. I told him he was a real gem! And then, since he seemed a bit surprised, I explained about the Black Book—how a third entry now might mean I'd be sent away for good."

"'Good Heavens!' he said, 'I'd no idea,' and, really, he looked sympathetic. So I said I was awfully sorry that we'd all of us played the goat. Well, what d'you think he said then? quite simply—without 'side.'

"'Good heavens!' he said, 'I had no idea,' and he actually looked sympathetic. So I admitted that I was really sorry we all acted foolishly. Well, what do you think he said then? Quite simply—without any pretense."

"'It's partly my own fault, too ... I'm not popular, I know—I can't get the atmosphere...'

"'It's partly my fault too ... I know I'm not popular—I just can't get the vibe...'"

"You might have knocked me down with a feather!"

"You could have knocked me over with a feather!"

"I'll bet anything you explained it!" McTaggart smiled to himself.

"I'll bet anything you explained it!" McTaggart smiled to himself.

"Why, of course I did." Jill stared at him. "I felt so awfully sorry. I said:

"Of course I did." Jill stared at him. "I felt really sorry. I said:

"'Look here, sir, we'd like you all right if only you'd treat us more like men. It's not a girl's school, it's a college. And lots of us are working hard to earn our own living when we leave. So, perhaps, we think a good deal of the ... usefulness of our work. We like to feel the Professors know it, and help and ... respect us—just like men. In the senior lectures most of us, too, are in our third year course, you know, and you treat us exactly like the juniors! It's all wrong, sir, don't you see?'"

"'Listen, sir, we’d really appreciate your support if you treated us more like adults. This isn’t a girls' school; it’s a college. Many of us are working hard to support ourselves once we graduate. So, we place a lot of value on the effectiveness of our studies. We want to feel that the professors recognize that and treat us with support and respect—just like they do with the guys. In the senior lectures, most of us are in our third year, you know, yet you treat us just like the freshmen! It’s not right, sir, don’t you understand?'"

"Bravo you! ..." McTaggart cried. "How did he take your ... candid help?"

"Good job! ..." McTaggart shouted. "How did he react to your ... honest help?"

"He said: 'Thank you—I see the point—you aren't Freshers any more. And, perhaps ... Yes—the manner's wrong.' Then, quite suddenly, he laughed. 'The Oxford man—ah! eh, Miss Uniacke?'

"He said: 'Thank you—I get it—you’re not Freshers anymore. And, maybe... Yeah—the attitude’s off.' Then, all of a sudden, he laughed. 'The Oxford guy—ah! right, Miss Uniacke?'"

"I felt rather a fool then, Peter."

"I felt pretty foolish then, Peter."

Irrelevantly, she added: "He's got nice eyes when he laughs."

Irrelevantly, she added: "He has nice eyes when he laughs."

"Oh ... Jill, Jill!" McTaggart's glance swerved from the steering wheel aside to find his little friend's face flushed beyond the excuse of the breeze.

"Oh ... Jill, Jill!" McTaggart's gaze shifted from the steering wheel to see his little friend's face bright red, far more than just from the breeze.

"Anyhow, we shook hands," Jill went on hurriedly, "and he said, 'Well I hope at the next lecture I shall find a more attentive class.'"

"Anyway, we shook hands," Jill continued quickly, "and he said, 'Well, I hope at the next lecture I'll have a more attentive class.'"

"So I told him I'd see to that! and I went downstairs and talked to the girls. And the next Friday we were good. You could hear a pin fall," Jill laughed.

"So I told him I'd take care of that! and I went downstairs and talked to the girls. And the next Friday we were all good. You could hear a pin drop," Jill laughed.

"I must say he looked nervous but, when the lecture was over and he stood on the platform ready to leave, Judy got up and gave the signal—'Three Cheers for Mr. Jackson.'

"I have to say he looked anxious, but when the lecture ended and he stood on the stage ready to leave, Judy stood up and signaled—'Three Cheers for Mr. Jackson.'"

"We let it rip—such a row! He looked rather taken aback but awfully pleased, said 'Thank you, ladies,' and then simply did a bolt."

"We went all out—what a commotion! He looked quite surprised but really happy, said 'Thank you, ladies,' and then just took off."

"Well, I'm blessed!" McTaggart roared—"but glad I'm not a Professor for girls."

"Well, I'm lucky!" McTaggart shouted—"but I'm glad I'm not a professor for girls."

"We thought him such a brick, you see, for not reporting the whole matter. And, after all," Jill smiled—"he can't help his red hair."

"We thought he was such a good guy, you know, for not reporting the whole thing. And, after all," Jill smiled—"he can't help having red hair."

"Nor his 'nice eyes'?" Peter added.

"Or his 'nice eyes'?" Peter added.

But Jill refused to be drawn.

But Jill wouldn't change her mind.




CHAPTER VII

Mrs. Merrod gazed into her mirror across the littered dressing-table.

Mrs. Merrod looked into her mirror over the messy dressing table.

It was a gilded triple affair, each side panel swinging on a pivot so that the woman sitting there could study herself from all angles. Under the crude electric light, from which she had removed the rose-coloured shade, her face looked sallow and almost plain, but was saved from insignificance by the intelligence of her eyes.

It was a fancy triple mirror, with each side panel swinging on a pivot so the woman sitting there could check herself out from every angle. Under the harsh electric light, which she had taken the pink shade off, her face looked pale and almost ordinary, but it was kept from being forgettable by the intelligence in her eyes.

Dark topaz colour they were under the fine arched brows, full of deep slumbering fire that accentuated the hint of passion in the full-lipped and mocking mouth.

Dark topaz color they were under the elegant arched brows, full of a deep, smoldering fire that highlighted the hint of passion in the full, mocking lips.

After a moment's steady gaze, drawing her lace peignoir about her, she rang the bell that lay on the table: a dainty little silver toy where a winged Eros stooped to kiss a smiling Psyche with arms uplifted. When the lips of the little creatures met the electric poles were united, and away in her maid's room she could hear the distant reverberation.

After a moment of steady staring, wrapping her lace robe around herself, she rang the bell on the table: a delicate little silver trinket where a winged Eros bent down to kiss a smiling Psyche with her arms raised. When the lips of the little figures touched, the electric connections were made, and from her maid's room, she could hear the distant ringing.

The door opened noiselessly.

The door opened silently.

"Mélanie, my velvet dress, and the boots with the gray suede tops."

"Mélanie, my velvet dress, and the boots with the gray suede tops."

"Bien, Madame." The maid passed into the dressing-room adjoining, where a looped-up curtain of rose-coloured silk revealed an elaborately fitted bath.

"Okay, Madame." The maid walked into the adjoining dressing room, where a looped-up curtain of pink silk revealed a beautifully designed bath.

"The ermine scarf—no! The gray fox." She still studied her pale face—"and I want those new combs from Lalique—and long gray gloves and my violet toque."

"The ermine scarf—no! The gray fox." She continued to scrutinize her pale face—"and I want those new combs from Lalique—and long gray gloves and my violet hat."

She glanced as she spoke at the little clock which pointed to half-past six, and, with a sigh of relief, leaned back comfortably in her chair.

She glanced at the little clock as she spoke, which showed half-past six, and, feeling relieved, leaned back comfortably in her chair.

To pass the time while the maid came and went between the cupboards of the two rooms, Mrs. Merrod opened her manicure case, and began to polish her pink nails.

To kill some time while the maid moved back and forth between the cupboards in the two rooms, Mrs. Merrod took out her manicure kit and started to polish her pink nails.

Then, as the door closed at last behind Mélanie's brisk step, she stirred herself and started upon the lengthy business of her toilette.

Then, as the door finally closed behind Mélanie's quick step, she got herself moving and began the long task of getting ready.

Into a saucer she poured from a bottle a thick creamy-looking liquid, and, with a broad camel's hair brush, spread it smoothly over her face. She waited for the skin to absorb it, then, with a piece of chamois leather, she polished the whitened surface lightly, added a faint dust of powder and peered again into the glass.

Into a saucer she poured a thick, creamy liquid from a bottle and, using a wide camel's hair brush, applied it evenly over her face. She waited for her skin to soak it in, then used a piece of chamois leather to gently polish the pale surface, added a light dusting of powder, and looked back into the mirror.

Satisfied with the result, she drew out the nearest drawer of the satin-wood dressing table, disclosing a number of pencils and lip-salves and little pots of cosmetic.

Satisfied with the result, she opened the nearest drawer of the satin-wood dressing table, revealing several pencils, lip balms, and small pots of makeup.

She hunted for a tiny brush, dipped it in a dark powder and, holding back each eyelid, proceeded to brush the lashes upward. Next a black pencil for her eyebrows, the merest line, traced with skill; then another, this time blue to accentuate the length of her eyes.

She searched for a small brush, dipped it in a dark powder, and, pulling back each eyelid, began to brush her lashes upward. Next, she took a black pencil for her eyebrows, drawing the slightest line with precision; then another pencil, this time blue, to enhance the length of her eyes.

Finally, with care, she selected a lip-salve case from among many and held it thoughtfully for a moment against the creamy-white face.

Finally, with care, she picked a lip balm case from among many and held it thoughtfully for a moment against the creamy-white face.

"Too red." Fantine sighed. Her weakness was for carmine lips, but she feared McTaggart's critical gaze, those keen and mischievous blue eyes.

"Too red," Fantine sighed. Her weakness was for bright red lips, but she was wary of McTaggart's critical gaze, those sharp and playful blue eyes.

Picking out a paler shade, she passed it slowly over her mouth. At once the face became alive, losing the suggestion of a mask. Beneath the dark curls, bunched low on her ears, she coloured carefully each lobe, and, with her head tilted back, added a touch inside her nostrils.

Picking out a lighter shade, she slowly brushed it over her lips. Instantly, her face came to life, shedding the look of a mask. Underneath the dark curls, gathered low at her ears, she carefully colored each earlobe, and with her head tilted back, added a little touch inside her nostrils.

This singular performance over, she rose briskly to her feet, shed the filmy lace peignoir and stood before the long mirror.

This unique performance finished, she quickly got to her feet, took off the delicate lace robe, and stood in front of the full-length mirror.

She nodded happily to her image, conscious of her perfect figure. In the shimmering long black silk tights with the frilled lace about her bosom, she looked like a dainty travesty of a Harlequin in a Transformation.

She smiled at her reflection, aware of her flawless figure. In the glimmering long black silk tights with the frilled lace around her chest, she resembled a delicate version of a Harlequin in a transformation.

Slipping quickly into her dress, she was sheathed now in black velvet; very severe but with a cut that whispered Paris in each line.

Slipping quickly into her dress, she was now wrapped in black velvet; very elegant but with a design that hinted at Paris in every line.

She fastened a single deep red rose into the folds above her waist, then swayed slowly from side to side, very supple, her hands to her hips, a slight smile on the reddened lips.

She pinned a single deep red rose into the fabric above her waist, then swayed gently from side to side, very gracefully, her hands on her hips, a slight smile on her rosy lips.

"Bon!" She reached back for her hat—a violet splash on the lace counterpane—settled it closely on her head, with a final touch to the glossy hair, doubly black now against the warmth of the crumpled purple velvet.

"Great!" She reached back for her hat—a violet splash on the lace counterpane—adjusted it snugly on her head, with a final touch to her glossy hair, which looked even blacker now against the warmth of the crumpled purple velvet.

At this moment the knocker sounded. Close at hand it seemed to clatter, for her bedroom door faced the entrance with only a narrow strip of hall.

At that moment, the knocker echoed. It sounded really loud since her bedroom door was right by the entrance, separated by just a narrow hallway.

She heard the maid's step pass and then the well-known voice of McTaggart.

She heard the maid walk by and then recognized McTaggart's familiar voice.

"Entrez donc!" She cried gaily, "I am almost ready, Pierrot." Through the half-open door, glancing sideways with bright eyes, her hands still lifted to her head, she caught a glimpse of his laughing face.

"Come in!" she said cheerfully, "I'm almost ready, Pierrot." Through the half-open door, glancing sideways with sparkling eyes and her hands still in her hair, she caught a glimpse of his smiling face.

He hesitated on the threshold, drinking in the pretty picture of the dainty pink room with its gleaming mirror and silver toys and the perfect silhouette of Fantine in her sombre velvet dress.

He paused at the entrance, taking in the lovely scene of the soft pink room with its shiny mirror and silver toys, and the perfect outline of Fantine in her dark velvet dress.

"Épatante! Comment ça va?" For he prided himself on a slender stock of French slang acquired mostly from a painstaking study of Willy's works.

"Awesome! How's it going?" For he took pride in a small collection of French slang that he had mostly picked up from carefully studying Willy's works.

"You do look nice!" He eased the strain of a conversation begun in French.

"You do look nice!" He lightened the tension of a conversation that started in French.

"Just one?" He stooped down and lightly kissed her smiling lips. Then he stood back, holding her hands, and, with a comprehensive glance, looked her over from head to foot, touched anew by her feminine charm.

"Just one?" He bent down and gently kissed her smiling lips. Then he stepped back, holding her hands, and, with an appreciative look, took her in from head to toe, once again captivated by her feminine allure.

"Only my boots now—and gloves, mon cher."

"Just my boots now—and gloves, my dear."

Her eyes with their half-veiled topaz lights returned his gaze hardily, with an answering pressure of tiny hands. "Go, now—there's a good boy. Mélanie!" she raised her voice—"vite! mes bottines." She sank down on a low chair, her feet outstretched.

Her eyes, glimmering with hints of topaz, met his gaze firmly, with an encouraging squeeze of her small hands. "Go on now—be a good boy. Mélanie!" she called out, "hurry! my boots." She sank into a low chair, stretching her feet out.

"Let me do it," McTaggart begged, "I'm sure I'd make a splendid maid."

"Let me do it," McTaggart pleaded, "I'm sure I'd be a great maid."

"No, no—Mélanie." The sly face of the femme de chambre drove him effectually from the room.

"No, no—Mélanie." The sly expression on the maid's face effectively pushed him out of the room.

He sauntered across into the salon, where a fire was burning cosily. The wide portière was drawn across the larger room beyond where, on the evenings when they played, the card table was set out.

He strolled into the living room, where a cozy fire was burning. The large curtain was drawn across the bigger room beyond, where the card table was set up on the nights they played.

He warmed his hands before the blaze, glancing at the crowded mantel-piece, covered with many photographs, most of them portraits of men.

He warmed his hands in front of the fire, looking at the crowded mantel, filled with many photos, mostly portraits of men.

He smiled as he recognized the face of a youthful college friend. It was signed in a sprawling hand—"Yours, Archie," and the thought flashed into his mind that no power of blandishment could win from himself a similar trophy.

He smiled when he recognized the face of a young college friend. It was signed in a big, flowing handwriting—"Yours, Archie," and it occurred to him that no amount of charm could get him to give up a similar keepsake.

Whatever his weakness for Fantine might cost, McTaggart knew, deep down in his heart, respect did not share in the feeling; his shrewdness would balance his desire. But he knew as well that she held a charm which set her apart from her type, not only physical but mental, appealing to his intellect.

Whatever his weakness for Fantine might cost, McTaggart knew, deep down in his heart, that respect didn’t share in the feeling; his shrewdness would balance his desire. But he also recognized that she had a charm that distinguished her from others of her kind, not just physically but mentally, appealing to his intellect.

There lay the danger. For after her the English women he admired seemed heavy; they lacked her spice; their calmer beauty was apt to cloy on close acquaintance.

There was the danger. Because after her, the English women he admired seemed dull; they didn’t have her excitement; their quieter beauty tended to become overwhelming upon getting to know them better.

He was idly scanning the photographs, his mind partially abstracted, when he caught a glimpse of a curious face, half-hidden from his sight.

He was casually looking through the photos, his mind drifting, when he caught a glimpse of an intriguing face, partially out of view.

The portrait, old and faded, had slipped into the crack between mirror and wall and he rescued it and held it a moment underneath the electric light.

The portrait, old and faded, had fallen into the gap between the mirror and the wall. He picked it up and held it for a moment under the electric light.

A man with a short square beard, his dark hair cut "en brosse," with evil eyes and an aquiline nose, rather crooked below the bridge. Something Eastern, McTaggart thought, lay in the lazy, sensuous smile, in the heavily lidded narrow eyes, slightly tilted toward the temples.

A man with a short square beard, dark hair styled in a crew cut, evil eyes, and a hooked nose that was a bit crooked below the bridge. There was something exotic about him, McTaggart thought, evident in the lazy, sensual smile, and the heavily lidded narrow eyes that were slightly slanted toward the temples.

A Frenchman? hardly. A Greek? perhaps. A "wrong un'"!—of that he was sure.

A French guy? Hardly. A Greek? Maybe. A "bad one!"—he was sure of that.

He had just time to replace the photo before Fantine entered the room.

He barely had time to put the photo back before Fantine walked into the room.

"Me voilà donc!—you admire my gallery?—all the men I have loved and lost..."

"Here I am!—Do you admire my gallery?—all the men I've loved and lost..."

"It makes me glad I am not among them." McTaggart turned with a short laugh. "I should like to flatter myself with the thought, that I am the one you will love ... and keep!"

"It makes me happy that I'm not one of them." McTaggart turned with a short laugh. "I'd like to think that I'm the one you will love ... and keep!"

"That depends." She came nearer and the faint perfume she affected floated up into his nostrils as he looked down from his height at her.

"That depends." She stepped closer, and the light perfume she wore wafted into his nose as he looked down at her from above.

"On what?" Despite his control the narrow face upturned to him, above the shimmering gray fur, with its red lips in a mocking line cutting the dead-white of her skin, made his pulses beat faster.

"On what?" Despite his composure, the narrow face turned up to him, above the shimmering gray fur, with its red lips in a mocking line breaking the dead-white of her skin, made his heart race.

"On yourself." She turned away with a quick, indifferent shrug. Fully aware of her power, she never strained a situation.

"On yourself." She turned away with a quick, indifferent shrug. Fully aware of her power, she never pushed a situation.

"My friend—I'm famished!" She fastened her glove. "Why talk about the little heart when the big rest of one is empty? I thought you were here to take me out to a new restaurant to-night?"

"My friend—I’m starving!" She put on her glove. "Why talk about the little things when the bigger parts are empty? I thought you were here to take me out to a new restaurant tonight?"

"But it's only seven o'clock." He smiled at the rueful note in her voice. "You can't eat anything yet, can you? Of course we'll start—at once, if you like."

"But it's only seven o'clock." He smiled at the hint of regret in her voice. "You can't eat anything yet, right? Of course we'll start—right away, if you want."

"Good." She clapped her hands like a child. "I'm ver' hungry, really, Pierrot. I slept late and missed lunch."

"Great." She clapped her hands like a kid. "I'm really hungry, Pierrot. I slept in and missed lunch."

McTaggart noticed, with amusement, that the question of his own appetite never occurred to the fair speaker. Manlike, a trait which would have aggrieved his sense of mastership in his home, appeared to him as involving no martyrdom in this piquante egoist's hands.

McTaggart found it amusing that the fair speaker never considered his own appetite. Like a typical man, a trait that would have challenged his sense of control at home, seemed to him as not requiring any sacrifice in this charming egoist's hands.

"Greedy child! As a matter of fact, I told my taxi to wait. It's such a nice one, almost new. I thought, perhaps, you'd like a drive?"

"Greedy child! Actually, I told my taxi to wait. It's really nice, almost new. I thought maybe you'd like a ride?"

"Merci, non." She drew her furs carefully about her shoulders, the gray head of the fox nestling under her little pink ear.

"Thanks, but no." She wrapped her furs around her shoulders carefully, the gray head of the fox resting against her little pink ear.

"Lucky beast!" said McTaggart, with a gesture pointing his remark. "Why wasn't I born a fox?"

"Lucky beast!" McTaggart said, gesturing as he spoke. "Why wasn't I born a fox?"

"Because the English are born sheep!" Her topaz eyes flashed wickedly. "They only ask for a stupid leader—and off they go, baa ... baa ... quite contented—straggling down the same dull path paved with precepts."

"Because the English are born followers!" Her topaz eyes sparkled mischievously. "They just want a foolish leader—and off they go, baa ... baa ... completely satisfied—wandering down the same boring path laid out with rules."

They passed out as she spoke and entered the narrow lift where a saddened-looking individual clung to the rope like a drowning man. Mrs. Merrod glanced at him, recognizing a new porter.

They fainted as she talked and stepped into the cramped elevator where a somber-looking guy held onto the rope like he was about to drown. Mrs. Merrod looked at him, realizing he was a new porter.

"Slowly, please,"—she commanded. "I hate..." she explained to McTaggart—"to feel my feet running up my spine. Once when I went into the City to see my lawyer the lift went down at such a terrible pace, mon Dieu!—I found a boot-button in my hair."

"Slow down, please," she ordered. "I hate..." she told McTaggart, "feeling my feet run up my spine. Once when I went into the City to see my lawyer, the elevator descended at such a terrifying speed, oh my God!—I found a boot button in my hair."

"You're sure it wasn't the top of a hat-pin?"

"Are you sure it wasn't the tip of a hat pin?"

McTaggart's voice was studiously grave.

McTaggart's voice was seriously somber.

"Mais non! A button. But I'm not quite certain whether it came off a boot..."

"Well, no! A button. But I'm not really sure if it came off a boot..."

The sad-looking porter, his back turned, relaxed into a sudden grin. He saw the pair into their taxi and stood for a moment watching them.

The gloomy-looking porter turned away and suddenly broke into a grin. He watched as the couple got into their taxi and stood there for a moment, observing them.

"There goes a little bit of all right!"—he confided to the world at large. Then he solemnly spat on McTaggart's shilling "for luck" and burrowed back into the lift.

"There goes something really great!"—he shared with everyone around. Then he seriously spat on McTaggart's shilling "for luck" and crawled back into the lift.




CHAPTER VIII

The Restaurant "Au Bon Bourgeois" faced on a dingy Soho street, the newly painted white door flanked by myrtle-trees in tubs. The entrance was through a narrow passage which led to a low room in the rear, divided from the one in front by a partition of plate glass.

The restaurant "Au Bon Bourgeois" was located on a run-down Soho street, with a freshly painted white door next to myrtle trees in planters. The entrance was through a narrow hallway that led to a small room at the back, separated from the front room by a glass partition.

The latter place was reserved for the Café, where marble tables were closely packed on a red-tiled and sanded floor; and it boasted its own separate entrance, carefully remote from the other. It gave a Bohemian atmosphere to the newly opened Restaurant. For the diners in the room beyond could watch the ever-changing scene—undisturbed by smoke or chatter—like a slice of French life cut bodily from the gay capital over seas.

The latter spot was set aside for the Café, where marble tables were tightly arranged on a red-tiled and sanded floor; and it featured its own separate entrance, deliberately distanced from the others. It added a Bohemian vibe to the newly opened Restaurant. The diners in the room beyond could observe the continuously shifting scene—unbothered by smoke or chatter—like a piece of French life lifted straight from the vibrant capital across the ocean.

The proprietor had been head-waiter in a fashionable London hôtel; a shrewd Swiss—known as "Monsieur Auguste"—he had learned the secret underlying the modern demand for catering.

The owner had been the head waiter at a trendy hotel in London; a savvy Swiss known as "Monsieur Auguste," he had figured out the key to meeting today's catering needs.

He realized that the Englishman will readily pay an exorbitant price for rich food badly cooked in a first-class Restaurant; impervious to a hurried service, to overcrowding and noise, provided that the place held a fixed reputation for "smartness."

He realized that the Englishman will easily pay an outrageous price for rich food poorly cooked in a high-end restaurant; indifferent to slow service, overcrowding, and noise, as long as the place has a solid reputation for being "stylish."

But he knew, besides, that success waited at the other end of the long scale: that it tickled the average British mind to strike a bargain over dinner: to justify the national shrewdness and play the pauper (without discomfort)—with a hint, too, of mild Bohemia to salt its sense of respectability. The fact that he gave them well-cooked whiting instead of a tepid "Sole Normande"; "pot-au-feu" which was mainly stock, in place of a glue-like "Consommé" his clients manfully ignored. Conscious of the economy of dining "Au Bon Bourgeois," their virtue was rewarded, doubtless, by the after ease of their digestion.

But he also knew that success was waiting at the far end of the long spectrum: that the average British person enjoyed making a bargain over dinner; to validate their national cleverness and play the role of a poor man (without any real discomfort)—while also enjoying a touch of mild Bohemia to add spice to their sense of respectability. The fact that he served them well-cooked whiting instead of a lukewarm "Sole Normande"; "pot-au-feu," which was mostly just stock, instead of a gluey "Consommé," his clients bravely overlooked. Aware of the cost-effectiveness of dining at "Au Bon Bourgeois," their virtue was probably rewarded by the comfort of their digestion afterward.

No noisy band rent the air. The service was clean and prompt under the all-pervading eye of the busy proprietor. And for those who found no special interest in the Café life the place offered as a perpetual mise-en-scène, two rooms on the first floor were provided, where the tables ranged along the walls were screened by match-wood partitions, offering a sanctuary for flirtation and isolation for the "Select."

No loud band filled the air. The service was efficient and quick under the watchful eye of the busy owner. And for those who weren’t particularly interested in café life, the place provided a constant backdrop: two rooms on the first floor, where the tables lined the walls, were separated by thin wooden partitions, creating a retreat for flirting and privacy for the "Select."

McTaggart had reserved a table in the coveted angle of the room where no waiter could jar his chair by darting feverishly behind it. It allowed his guest a full view through the screen of plate-glass and, as Fantine took her place, under the cool, admiring eye of "Monsieur Auguste," in attendance, she gave a quick exclamation of mingled pleasure and surprise.

McTaggart had booked a table in the desirable corner of the room where no waiter could bump into his chair by rushing past it. It gave his guest a complete view through the glass screen, and as Fantine settled in, under the cool, admiring gaze of "Monsieur Auguste," who was attending to them, she let out a quick exclamation of mixed pleasure and surprise.

"Charming—quite Continental..."

"Charming—totally European..."

A wistful note crept into her face. Absorbed by this travesty of the Boulevards, she peeled off her long suede gloves and smoothed her hair with an absent gesture.

A wistful expression appeared on her face. Lost in thought about the mess of the Boulevards, she took off her long suede gloves and absentmindedly ran her fingers through her hair.

Monsieur Auguste, in spotless white—linen coat and long apron—relieved by a huge black cravatte fastened with the famous pin (the present of a Grand Duke), glanced at McTaggart with the smile of a serene and confident host.

Monsieur Auguste, dressed in a crisp white linen coat and a long apron, accented by a large black cravat secured with the famous pin (a gift from a Grand Duke), looked at McTaggart with the calm and confident smile of a gracious host.

"Look at those men playing dominoes! and the long-haired creature with the cape—He's drinking absinthe ... oh! how nice...!" Fantine's eyes shone with golden lights.

"Look at those guys playing dominoes! And that long-haired person in the cape—he's drinking absinthe... oh! How lovely...!" Fantine's eyes sparkled with golden lights.

"Madame is pleased?" Monsieur Auguste handed the Wine Carte to McTaggart, the page carelessly opened where the list of champagnes began. With a long nail cut into a point he underlined a special brand. "Madame would like this," he said, "not too dry, a good vintage."

"Are you pleased, Madame?" Monsieur Auguste handed the wine menu to McTaggart, who casually opened it to the champagne list. With a long, pointed nail, he underlined a specific brand. "Madame would like this," he said, "not too dry, a good vintage."

But "Madame" was not of his opinion. With all her artistic little soul she revelled in the atmosphere, recognizing the bourgeois note—"Red wine, n'est ce pas, Pierrot?—something that sings aloud of France."

But "Madame" didn’t share his view. With all her artistic spirit, she soaked in the atmosphere, acknowledging the bourgeois vibe—"Red wine, right, Pierrot?—something that proudly proclaims France."

And, suddenly, before her eyes, the scene blurred and, in its place, memory tricked her. She was back in a smoke-wreathed cabaret at Montmartre. She could hear the merry chorus rise and see Bruant, with his shaggy mane, roaring out the "Song of the Grape"; while by her side, his arm about her, was the one man she had really loved.

And suddenly, right in front of her, the scene became hazy, and instead, memories played tricks on her. She found herself back in a smoke-filled cabaret in Montmartre. She could hear the lively chorus rising and see Bruant, with his messy hair, belting out the "Song of the Grape"; beside her, with his arm around her, was the one man she had truly loved.

Ah! those days ... She caught her breath and was conscious again of Auguste's stare.

Ah, those days... She took a deep breath and was aware again of Auguste's gaze.

He studied the white, piquante face and wondered if he had made a mistake. But he added a new shade of respect to his suave acknowledgment of her order. Not many ladies with such red lips, combined with a costume of faultless cut, carelessly dismissed champagne. He bowed himself away from her, and sent the pair his best waiter.

He looked at her striking, pale face and questioned whether he had made a mistake. However, he infused a new sense of respect into his smooth acknowledgment of her request. Not many women with such bold red lips, paired with a perfectly tailored outfit, would casually turn down champagne. He politely stepped back from her and sent over his best waiter to the couple.

"I'm glad you approve of the little place." McTaggart took on an explorer's pride. "I found it by the merest chance and since then have come often. The food's not bad—well, you'll see for yourself!—and it always comes in piping hot. Now, what shall we have?" He gathered up the big card with its printed list.

"I'm glad you like the little place." McTaggart took on an explorer's pride. "I found it by pure chance and have come here often since. The food's not bad—well, you'll see for yourself!—and it always comes out piping hot. Now, what should we order?" He picked up the large menu with its printed list.

"Petite Marmite,—d'you agree to that? and fish—you choose——" he handed it over.

"Little pot—do you agree to that? And fish—you choose—" he passed it over.

"Skate," she said decidedly—"with 'black butter'" (she translated). "It sounds vile in English, somehow—what a difference language makes to things. Listen, now—'Raie au beurre noir'—Isn't there a charm about it?—and ... 'Veal Schnitzel' ... and 'Petits Pois'—Yes, I know they're tinned——" she forestalled his objection—"but with plenty of butter and well cooked...." she flashed an expressive little gesture.

"Skate," she said firmly—"with 'black butter'" (she translated). "It sounds gross in English, somehow—what a difference language makes to things. Listen to this—'Raie au beurre noir'—Isn't there something charming about it?—and ... 'Veal Schnitzel' ... and 'Petits Pois'—Yes, I know they're from a can——" she cut off his objection—"but with lots of butter and properly cooked...." she made an expressive little gesture.

"What potatoes?" McTaggart asked.

"What potatoes?" McTaggart asked.

"Fi donc!" She smiled indulgently—"a boiled potato for you, mon cher—the hall-mark of the English 'home.' And cabbage, perhaps, to make you happy!"

"Well then!" She smiled warmly—"a boiled potato for you, my dear—the signature of the English 'home.' And maybe some cabbage to brighten your day!"

"No—I draw the line at that!—What do you say to a bird, to follow?"

"No—I won't go that far!—What do you say to a bird to make it follow?"

"Comme tu veux!—For me it's enough—with a little fruit and good coffee ... and a 'petit verre.' Say, now, Pierrot, shall we come one day and sit there?" She pointed gaily through the screen to the crowded noisy room beyond.

"Whatever you want!—For me, that's enough—with a little fruit and good coffee... and a 'small glass.' Hey, Pierrot, should we come by one day and sit there?" She pointed cheerfully through the screen to the crowded, noisy room beyond.

"I should love that! To sip absinthe—dressed like a little milliner! Look at that woman on the right with the shabby ulster and elegant boots. You rarely see that over here—It's a feathered hat in the latest fashion and no thought for the 'dessous.' And the hair all scrabbled up and dull—the gloves old or far too tight—everything squandered on the dress, with colors to make one's ... 'digestion' turn!"

"I would love that! To sip absinthe—dressed like a little hat maker! Look at that woman on the right with the worn coat and stylish boots. You hardly see that here—it's a feathered hat in the latest trend with no thought for what's underneath. And her hair all messed up and dull—the gloves either old or way too tight—everything wasted on the outfit, with colors that make one's ... 'stomach' turn!"

"Even the women in higher classes don't seem 'soignées'—only smart. And you call yourself a clean race! ... Because you walk through a cold bath."

"Even the women in higher classes don't seem well-groomed—just stylish. And you think you’re a clean race! ... Just because you go through a cold bath."

For that sudden mirage of the Past had aroused in her the mal du pays. She flogged the Present with a rod, pickled in salt experience.

For that sudden illusion of the past had stirred in her a longing for home. She punished the present with a whip, soaked in bitter experience.

McTaggart felt a trifle ruffled. He was English enough to hold the theory that nothing outside the little island—with a patronizing lesser degree of excellence for its colonies—could nearly approach the standard set by British prosperity—plus its morals.

McTaggart felt a bit annoyed. He was English enough to believe that nothing outside the small island—along with a condescending view of its colonies—could come close to the standard set by British prosperity and its morals.

"Oh, come, now"—he paused a moment as the waiter ladled out their soup. "I defy you to find anywhere a finer type than our English girls. Look at their skin—their teeth—their hair—the healthy, well-bred look of them. Oh, no—I grant, there's charm, and style and an inborn sense of dress in foreign women and they're generally witty and can talk fourteen to the dozen! But give me an English girl"—his thoughts flashed back to Cydonia—-"unless," he added somewhat quickly—"unless, of course, I can have Fantine."

"Oh, come on now," he paused for a moment as the waiter served their soup. "I dare you to find anywhere a better example than our English girls. Just look at their skin—their teeth—their hair—the healthy, well-bred look they have. Sure, I admit, foreign women have charm, style, and a natural sense of fashion, and they’re usually witty and can talk a mile a minute! But give me an English girl,"—his thoughts quickly shifted back to Cydonia—"unless," he added a bit abruptly—"unless, of course, I can have Fantine."

"Ah! merci——" she clapped her hands—"I'm the exception to prove the rule? But, seriously, I think you're biassed, though part of what you say is true. They've everything to make them perfect, these rose-leaf tinted, long-limbed girls—everything! That's what annoys me—save the wit to profit by Nature's gifts. It's such a prodigal waste of beauty ... Look at that girl at the end table——" she lowered her voice as she spoke—"with the colouring of Titian's 'Flora.' And she wears—bon Dieu!—an orange blouse. Because she's taking Tango lessons! And with it a cheap amethyst necklace. Someone has told her—without doubt!—they're Queen Alexandra's favorite stones. Her hat? Yes—it cost two guineas. So she compromised with shoes from a Sale and last year's skirt, taken in rather badly round the ankles. What a hotch-potch!—bound about that divine figure—ruined by cheap corsets—and yes! I was sure of it—a hole in a pair of openwork thread stockings!"

"Ah! Thanks—" she clapped her hands—"I'm the exception that proves the rule? But seriously, I think you're biased, even though part of what you say is true. These rose-colored, long-limbed girls have everything to make them perfect—everything! That's what frustrates me—wasting their natural gifts. It's such a terrible waste of beauty... Look at that girl at the end of the table—" she lowered her voice as she spoke—"with the coloring of Titian's 'Flora.' And she wears—oh my God!—an orange blouse. Because she's taking Tango lessons! And paired with it, a cheap amethyst necklace. Someone must have told her—no doubt!—that they're Queen Alexandra's favorite stones. Her hat? Yes—it cost two guineas. So she compromised with shoes from a sale and last year's skirt, which she took in rather poorly around the ankles. What a hodgepodge!—wrapped around that divine figure—ruined by cheap corsets—and yes! I knew it—a hole in a pair of openwork thread stockings!"

"I give in!——" McTaggart laughed—"or I know you won't enjoy your dinner. You see I'm half-Italian, too, so it's not real disloyalty."

"I give in!——" McTaggart laughed—"or I know you won't enjoy your dinner. You see, I'm half-Italian as well, so it's not really disloyal."

She looked up, interested.

She looked up, intrigued.

"Tiens! Perhaps it explains your ... un-English charm? On your mother's side, I suppose?"

"Wow! Maybe that explains your ... un-English charm? On your mom's side, I guess?"

"Yes. She was a Maramonte. They've lived for centuries at Siena. I believe they've got a palace there a good bit older than the Tower! But I've never met my relations. My uncle is the present marquis—with two sons and a second wife. So there's no chance for me as heir—beyond what was left me by my mother."

"Yes. She was a Maramonte. They've lived in Siena for centuries. I believe they have a palace there that's quite a bit older than the Tower! But I've never met my relatives. My uncle is the current marquis, with two sons and a second wife. So there's no chance for me to inherit anything beyond what my mother left me."

He laughed, happily unconcerned. "I can't picture myself, somehow, the lordly owner of feudal lands. You know Siena's quite mediæval in many of its customs now. 'Il Palio,'—those weird races are still run twice a year. Every quarter of the city sends a horse to compete, and the jockeys wear historic clothes and tear round the market-place. It's a little bigger than Hanover Square and sloped on the side of a hill, so at the most dangerous angle they lay out a row of mattresses! Fact, I assure you"—he smiled. "I mean to see it myself some day. And, after the race is run, the jockey leads the winning horse, in gorgeous trappings with the banner of the victorious Quarter, right into the Cathedral! There it receives a solemn blessing and after that a feast is held in the market-place by torch light and the horse, if you please, presides—with his bin of corn—at the head of the table! Isn't it quaint? In these days of 'wireless' and Zeppelins there's something rather refreshing about it—the glamour of a fairy-tale."

He laughed, carefree. "I can’t really imagine myself as the grand owner of feudal land. You know, Siena is still pretty medieval in a lot of its traditions. 'Il Palio'—those strange races happen twice a year. Each neighborhood of the city sends a horse to compete, and the jockeys wear historic outfits and race around the marketplace. It’s a bit larger than Hanover Square and built on a slope, so they set up a row of mattresses at the most dangerous curve! Seriously, I promise"—he smiled. "I plan to see it myself one day. And after the race, the jockey brings the winning horse, decked out in beautiful decorations with the banner of the winning neighborhood, right into the Cathedral! There, it gets a special blessing, and then there’s a feast in the marketplace by torchlight, with the horse, if you can believe it, sitting at the head of the table with its feed bin! Isn’t that charming? In these times of 'wireless' and Zeppelins, there's something quite refreshing about it—the magic of a fairy tale."

"Delightful. Take me with you, Pierrot." She sent him a mocking smile over the edge of her wine-glass.

"Delightful. Take me with you, Pierrot." She shot him a teasing smile over the rim of her wine glass.

"Will you come?" McTaggart's voice was low,

"Will you come?" McTaggart's voice was quiet,

The "intime" atmosphere of the place, with the magnetism of Fantine, her strange and nameless charm, were not without effect on him.

The intimate atmosphere of the place, along with Fantine's magnetism and her unique, indescribable charm, definitely had an impact on him.

"Per'aps..." She shrugged her shoulders lightly. "If you will promise to leave behind that rather alarming British half sacred to the 'English Miss.'"

"Maybe..." She shrugged her shoulders slightly. "If you promise to set aside that rather scary British idea of the 'English Miss.'"

His "Scotch heart!" Whimsically he studied the proposition. It seemed just now a small item beside the beat of his other organ.

His "Scotch heart!" He playfully considered the idea. It felt like a minor detail compared to the rhythm of his other organ.

A sudden moodiness beset him. Was he never to understand himself? To be swayed with every turn of the wind at the mercy of his temperament?

A sudden moodiness came over him. Was he never going to understand himself? To be influenced by every change in the wind at the mercy of his emotions?

For the foreign blood in his veins warred perpetually with the Scotch. It was in truth a heady mixture, typical South and typical North. With the passion of the former, its restless fiery love of beauty, were blent the caution and the strength and something vaguely religious—'dour'—tinged with a faint melancholy, the heritage with his blue eyes from a long-dead Covenanter.

For the foreign blood in his veins constantly clashed with the Scotch. It was truly a potent mix, typical of the South and typical of the North. With the passion of the former, its restless fiery love of beauty, were combined the caution and strength along with something vaguely religious—'dour'—tinged with a hint of melancholy, inherited from a long-dead Covenanter, reflected in his blue eyes.

Never, he said to himself, should he find a woman who suited both sides; gave him ardour and left him respect, satisfying body and soul...

Never, he told himself, should he find a woman who suited both sides; someone who ignited his passion and earned his respect, fulfilling him physically and emotionally...

Fantine, with her subtle instinct, divined the change in his mood. She swept aside personalities and started to talk of the Russian Ballet.

Fantine, with her keen intuition, sensed the shift in his mood. She brushed aside personal matters and began discussing the Russian Ballet.

"It's curious how it has left its mark. It seems to have bitten and to have scratched!"

"It's strange how it has made its mark. It looks like it has bitten and scratched!"

McTaggart, despite himself, smiled at the clever, brutal touch. This was Fantine at her best.

McTaggart, despite himself, smiled at the clever, brutal touch. This was Fantine at her best.

"To succeed now one must surprise!—the days of Mendelssohn are past. I suppose the world is getting old with emotions that Time has dulled."

"To succeed today, you have to surprise!—the days of Mendelssohn are gone. I guess the world is getting old with feelings that time has worn down."

"Or the Worldlings too degenerate." McTaggart still felt gloomy. "These Cubists now ... What do you think of their pictures? Do you call it really Art?"

"Or the people of the world too degenerate." McTaggart still felt gloomy. "What about these Cubists now ... What do you think of their artwork? Do you really consider it Art?"

"I can't somehow make up my mind. I like the idea at the back of it. I think they're groping in the dark for a sign not yet vouchsafed to us."

"I can't seem to make up my mind. I like the idea behind it. I think they're searching in the dark for a sign that hasn't been given to us yet."

McTaggart tried to follow her thought, failed and asked for a nearer clue.

McTaggart tried to understand her thought, couldn't, and asked for a clearer hint.

Fantine's eyes were far away, the fine brows drawn together in an effort of concentration. She pushed her plate away from her and, with hands clasped on the table, leaned unconsciously toward him.

Fantine's eyes were distant, her delicate brows furrowed in concentration. She pushed her plate away and, with her hands clasped on the table, leaned toward him without realizing it.

"Have you ever read Swedenborg? His 'Heaven and Hell!' No? What a pity! Well one of his favourite theories is on what he calls 'Correspondences.' He thinks that everything lovely here is the symbol, materialized, of a higher, more exquisite spiritual force—known to angels in Paradise. For instance, a rose—with its perfect shape, its colour, its scent, has a counterpart—a 'Correspondence' is his word—with a 'state'—it's difficult to explain—-a ... sense of happiness above. Well, it seems to me that artists now, in music and painting—in all the arts—are trying to get away from form to express the meaning in their work. It's a wireless message to the mind away beyond the animal senses; something above the mere glamour of appeal to the flesh—it's 'correspondence.'"

"Have you ever read Swedenborg? His 'Heaven and Hell'? No? What a shame! One of his favorite theories is what he calls 'Correspondences.' He believes that everything beautiful here is a symbol, made real, of a higher, more refined spiritual force—understood by angels in Paradise. For example, a rose—with its perfect shape, color, and scent—has a counterpart—a 'Correspondence' is his term—with a 'state'—it’s hard to explain—a... feeling of happiness up above. Well, it seems to me that artists today, in music and painting—in all the arts—are trying to move away from form to express the meaning in their work. It's a wireless message to the mind that goes beyond the animal senses; something greater than just the superficial appeal to the flesh—it's 'correspondence.'"

McTaggart nodded his head gravely.

McTaggart nodded seriously.

"It sounds bigger than I imagined." He felt a half-ashamed surprise at these depths in a woman he deemed light.

"It feels bigger than I thought." He felt a mix of shame and surprise at the depth he found in a woman he considered shallow.

And, as if in answer to his thought, the old mocking look returned to the painted lips that smiled at him. But scorn was in her half-veiled eyes. For Fantine knew the ways of men: the forfeit that her class must pay—to be used and loved and set aside as a thing of nought when custom staled.

And, as if to respond to his thoughts, the old mocking expression came back to the painted lips that smiled at him. But there was scorn in her half-hidden eyes. For Fantine understood how men were: the price her class had to pay—to be used, loved, and then discarded as if they were nothing when the novelty wore off.

She felt a keen stab of revolt, a fierce desire to extort to the full her share of the bargain, blow for blow, to prey on the weaknesses she served.

She felt a sharp surge of rebellion, a strong urge to take fully her part of the deal, giving as good as she got, to exploit the vulnerabilities she supported.

And McTaggart's next careless remark sealed his fate as far as it lay in the hands of the shrewd adventuress, turning the scales against the man.

And McTaggart's next careless comment sealed his fate as far as it was in the hands of the sharp adventuress, tipping the scales against the man.

"I didn't know you read so much. How on earth do you find the time?"

"I had no idea you read that much. How do you even find the time?"

The speech, innocently meant, stung the wound in her heart.

The speech, meant to be innocent, hurt the wound in her heart.

But she gave him a daring glance.

But she shot him a bold look.

"Mon cher—I am alone ... sometimes!"

"Darling—I am alone ... sometimes!"

"You wouldn't be if I had my way." He checked himself as the waiter poured the fragrant coffee into their cups.

"You wouldn't be if I had my choice." He caught himself as the waiter poured the aromatic coffee into their cups.

"Talking of the Cubists' work"—Fantine reverted to the subject. "I was over in Paris last year when they held their exhibition. Rather a funny thing happened." She dipped the long slab of sugar daintily into her cup and sucked it like a wilful child, conscious of stolen pleasure. "We used to call that a 'canard,' Pierrot——" laughingly, she interjected—"Well, revenons! There was a picture—I can't quite remember the name. But I think it was called 'A woman, falling downstairs.' There was always a little crowd before it—the artist was the 'dernier cri'—and I stood one day and amused myself by listening to their remarks. One man said: 'There—don't you see? It's her head—and that touch of white is an arm—and, well, of course! her foot is plain against the background of the wall.' The poor lady by his side tried in vain to see the outline. She screwed up both her eyes and looked like a child with a jig-saw puzzle. As to myself——" Fantine laughed—"I must confess I could make out nothing but a blur of colour and sharp lines without the slightest human form. Well, some months later I happened to meet this very artist and I told him of the enthusiasm in Paris and the remarks I had overheard. Ma foi!—I thought he would have slain me. He said:

"Speaking of the Cubists' work," Fantine switched back to the topic. "I was in Paris last year for their exhibition. A rather funny thing happened." She delicately dipped the long piece of sugar into her cup and sucked on it like a mischievous child, enjoying the guilty pleasure. "We used to call that a 'canard,' Pierrot—" she added with a laugh—"Anyway, back to the story! There was a painting—I can't quite recall the name. But I think it was called 'A Woman Falling Downstairs.' There was always a small crowd gathered around it—the artist was the latest trend—and one day I stood there, entertaining myself by listening to their comments. One guy said: 'Look—can't you see? That's her head—and that splash of white is an arm—and, of course! her foot clearly stands out against the wall.' The poor woman next to him struggled to see the shape. She squinted her eyes and looked like a kid trying to solve a jigsaw puzzle. As for me—" Fantine laughed—"I must admit I could only see a blur of colors and sharp lines without the slightest hint of a person. Well, a few months later I happened to meet that very artist and I told him about the excitement in Paris and the comments I had overheard. My word!—I thought he was going to kill me. He said:

"'Madame—They are fools, fools, fools! There is no woman—But—of course! It's the feeling ... the fear ... I have painted. The sense of falling down steep stairs.'"

"'Madame—They're idiots, idiots, idiots! There isn't a woman—But—of course! It's the emotion ... the fear ... that's what I’ve captured. The sense of tumbling down steep stairs.'"

McTaggart laughed heartily.

McTaggart laughed out loud.

"Well—it's a bit above my head! I'm afraid I've no artistic merit. I like a picture I understand."

"Well—it's a bit beyond me! I'm afraid I don't have any artistic talent. I prefer a picture I can relate to."

"I know." Fantine's voice was sweet, but malice lay underneath—"a picture that tells its own story—like that famous Scotch cow lost in the snow."

"I know." Fantine's voice was sweet, but there was a hint of malice beneath it—"a picture that tells its own story—like that famous Scottish cow lost in the snow."

But her host's attention was wandering. The Titian "Flora" had caught his eye. With flushed cheeks and an air of pride she was smoking her first cigarette. He pointed it out to his companion.

But her host's attention was drifting. The Titian "Flora" had grabbed his attention. With flushed cheeks and a sense of pride, she was smoking her first cigarette. He pointed it out to his companion.

"Let's hope it will agree with her. Hullo! she's choked—poor child! She's really quite a pretty girl—I don't know why you find fault with her."

"Let’s hope it suits her. Hey! She’s choking—poor thing! She’s actually a pretty girl—I don’t understand why you criticize her."

"Not with her face," Fantine corrected—"one sees that the Bon Dieu modelled that. It's the sinful clothes she makes for herself—without celestial inspiration! She reminds me of an English girl my husband used to adore in Algiers."

"Not with her face," Fantine corrected—"you can tell the Good Lord made that. It's the sinful clothes she puts on herself—no divine inspiration there! She reminds me of an English girl my husband used to love in Algiers."

McTaggart felt a sudden curiosity. This was the first time Mrs. Merrod had mentioned to him the late partner of her married joys and cares.

McTaggart felt a sudden curiosity. This was the first time Mrs. Merrod had brought up her late partner in her marriage's joys and challenges.

"Yes? And what did you say to that?"

"Yeah? And what did you say to that?"

"I? why nothing." She laughed lightly. "I'm not jealous—pas si bête! He was always very kind to me and I liked to watch his little affairs. But in this instance it proved tragic..."

"I? Why, nothing." She laughed lightly. "I'm not jealous—just not that foolish! He was always really kind to me, and I liked to watch his little flings. But in this case, it turned out to be tragic..."

She smiled the meaning out of the word.

She smiled to convey the meaning of the word.

"What happened?" McTaggart asked, his eyes still on the distant "Flora."

"What happened?" McTaggart asked, his eyes still on the distant "Flora."

"She was very pretty—the wild-rose type—and poor Gustave was quite captured. You see, she always wore gloves..." She paused with a pensive, teasing air.

"She was really pretty—the wild-rose kind—and poor Gustave was completely smitten. You see, she always wore gloves..." She paused with a thoughtful, teasing look.

"Too tight, perhaps? or shabby, eh?" He remembered her sweeping remarks.

"Maybe it's too tight? Or a bit shabby?" He remembered her cutting comments.

"Oh, dear, no—far worse than that! One evening she took them off and he found ... that she actually bit her nails!"

"Oh, no—way worse than that! One evening she took them off and he found ... that she actually bit her nails!"

"And that finished it?"

"And that was it?"

Fantine nodded as the waiter handed McTaggart's bill.

Fantine nodded as the waiter gave McTaggart his bill.

"But, of course! Gustave wept with chagrin. But I told him it was his own fault. He should have laid his volatile heart at the feet of a Parisienne."

"But, of course! Gustave cried out in frustration. But I told him it was his own fault. He should have offered his unpredictable heart to a Parisian woman."

"The love then was only skin-deep?"

"The love back then was just on the surface?"

Obedient to her little sign, he handed his guest her furs, watching her with amused blue eyes as she powdered her face in the glass.

Obeying her subtle cue, he handed his guest her furs, watching her with an amused expression in his blue eyes as she applied powder to her face in the mirror.

"Not ever, that, mon cher Pierrot"—she flashed him a mocking glance, hard and brilliant, holding a hint of the resentment in her heart. Then she rose to her feet with a supple movement, gathering her furs about her.

"Never, my dear Pierrot"—she shot him a mocking look, sharp and bright, with a hint of the resentment she felt inside. Then she stood up gracefully, wrapping her furs around her.

"He loved her," she volunteered—"as far as—jusqu'aux bouts des ongles!"

"He loved her," she said—"as far as—right to the tips of his fingers!"




CHAPTER IX

Ebenezer Cadell was one of those men—daily becoming more rare—who, after a life of strenuous work, can face, at breakfast, a mutton chop. In this nervous age the fact in itself stands for an attribute of success. For next to money a good digestion will thrust an ambitious man far.

Ebenezer Cadell was one of those men—becoming increasingly rare—who, after a life of hard work, can sit down to a mutton chop for breakfast. In this anxious time, that alone speaks to a level of success. Because after money, a good digestion can get an ambitious person really far.

He did not even take his chop in obedience to his doctor's wishes, but out of a healthy appetite for that peculiar delicacy. He liked it as a second course, after eggs or fish or bacon, rather underdone and large, remembering lean years of porridge.

He didn't eat his chop just because his doctor recommended it, but because he genuinely craved that unique dish. He enjoyed it as a second course, following eggs, fish, or bacon, preferring it a bit undercooked and large, reminiscing about lean years of just having porridge.

Breakfast over, he filled his pipe before the fire, where his boots were warming, and steeped his soul in the Liberal papers with the air of governing the Empire.

Breakfast done, he filled his pipe by the fire, where his boots were warming, and immersed himself in the Liberal papers with the attitude of someone running the Empire.

Mrs. Cadell, naturally, took in the Morning Post to keep in touch with that social world where names mean more than personal effort.

Mrs. Cadell, of course, subscribed to the Morning Post to stay connected with that social world where names carry more weight than personal effort.

Cydonia was given the Daily Mirror, generally left unread by her and devoured in the Servants' Hall. Once a week Punch arrived and an unwieldy Ladies' journal, while into the depths of the smoking-room was smuggled a certain apricot paper.

Cydonia received the Daily Mirror, which she usually ignored while it was eagerly read in the Servants' Hall. Every week, Punch showed up along with a bulky women's magazine, and a certain apricot-colored paper was secretly brought into the smoking room.

On this particular winter morning the master of the house had failed to find the notice of a sale in his beloved Chronicle. Slightly aggrieved, he made his way into the morning-room beyond, where Helen was occupied poring over household matters. He begged the loan of those crisp sheets, white and pleasant to the touch, that seem to hold a faint suggestion of the class they represent.

On this particular winter morning, the head of the house couldn’t find the sales notice in his beloved Chronicle. A bit annoyed, he walked into the morning room where Helen was busy looking over household matters. He asked to borrow those crisp sheets that were white and nice to the touch, which seemed to carry a hint of the social class they represented.

He was leaving the room when his wife turned and stopped him with an imperious gesture.

He was walking out of the room when his wife turned and stopped him with a commanding gesture.

"Can you spare me a moment, Ebenezer?" The request was in truth a command. "I want to talk about Cydonia?"

"Can you give me a minute, Ebenezer?" The request was really more of a command. "I want to discuss Cydonia."

Cadell, unwillingly, glanced at the clock.

Cadell checked the clock, reluctantly.

"Well—five minutes—if that will do. What's the trouble about, my dear? Hope there's nothing wrong with the child?"

"Well—five minutes—if that works. What's going on, my dear? I hope there's nothing wrong with the kid?"

"Oh, no. I'm thinking of giving a dance. Cydonia's birthday falls next month. It would be a 'coming-out' affair and I want it—naturally—well done."

"Oh, no. I'm planning to throw a dance. Cydonia's birthday is next month. It would be a 'coming-out' party and I want it—of course—done right."

"Quite right. Dear me!"—the man sighed. "It seems only the other day she was running about in pinafores! I can't think of her as grown-up."

"That's true. Oh my!"—the man sighed. "It feels like just yesterday she was running around in little dresses! I can't picture her as an adult."

The tender look came into his face that only his daughter could evoke. Mrs. Cadell saw it and smiled, as he added in his pompous manner:

The gentle expression appeared on his face that only his daughter could bring out. Mrs. Cadell noticed it and smiled as he added in his pretentious way:

"If it's a question of money, my dear, you needn't spare it. Order the best. I'll settle the bills."

"If it’s about money, my dear, don’t hold back. Get the best. I’ll take care of the bills."

"Thank you. There'll be a good deal to arrange ... But since you approve I'll take it in hand."

"Thank you. There's a lot to sort out ... But since you approve, I'll handle it."

The old man lingered at the door.

The old man hung around the door.

"Who are you going to invite?" he asked—"You're not counting on me for men?"

"Who are you planning to invite?" he asked. "You’re not relying on me for guys, are you?"

"Oh, no!"—She spoke hurriedly, with a faint note of satire he knew full well—"But I'm counting on you for good champagne."

"Oh, no!"—She said quickly, with a hint of sarcasm he knew all too well—"But I'm relying on you for good champagne."

"H'm ... I see. But I always thought it didn't matter much at a dance—more quantity than quality."

"H'm ... I get it. But I always thought it was more about the quantity than the quality at a dance."

"A popular mistake," said Helen, "or rather most unpopular! It's like this"—she explained—"we don't know many dancing-men—at least not of the kind I want! But it's quite easy nowadays. You ask people to make up parties. Only they're not your guests, you see, but friends of the people who dine and bring them; and they feel they can grumble openly at any flaw in the entertainment. So I want the arrangements and the wine—(it's more important than the food) to be quite—well, above suspicion. Then, you see," she smiled enigmatically, "the men will come again—by themselves."

"A common mistake," said Helen, "or actually more like an unpopular one! It's like this"—she elaborated—"we don’t know many dance partners—at least not the kind I'm looking for! But it’s pretty simple these days. You ask people to put together groups. The catch is, they're not your guests, you see, but friends of the people who are having dinner and they bring them along; and they feel free to complain openly about any flaws in the entertainment. So, I want the arrangements and the wine—(it's more important than the food) to be completely—well, above reproach. Then, you see," she smiled mysteriously, "the men will come back—on their own."

Ebenezer's face grew red.

Ebenezer's face turned red.

"I'd like to see them grumble here! Dash it all!—we make no charge—it's my hospitality."

"I’d like to see them complain here! Damn it all!—we don’t charge anything—it’s my hospitality."

He bristled visibly at the thought.

He visibly stiffened at the thought.

"That counts for nothing nowadays." Helen's voice was quite composed. "They come to enjoy themselves—for what they can get out of it! The only people who can give small parties and consider themselves the attraction are artists or Royalty. They can afford simplicity."

"That doesn't mean anything these days." Helen's voice was very calm. "They come to have a good time—for what they can get out of it! The only people who can host small parties and think of themselves as the main draw are artists or royalty. They can afford to keep it simple."

"H'm!—A pretty state of affairs. And what about Cydonia? You'd think any man would be proud to dance with my lovely girl."

"Hmm!—What a situation. And what about Cydonia? You'd think any guy would be proud to dance with my beautiful girl."

"Ah! you're her father." Helen laughed. "I don't say, mind, that I approve of the present-day attitude. But the fact remains that the modern youth considers that his presence at a party confers a favour ... and, in return, he demands a first-class entertainment."

"Ah! You're her dad." Helen laughed. "I’m not saying I agree with the way things are today. But the truth is that modern young people think that just showing up to a party is a favor... and in return, they expect top-notch entertainment."

She met his eyes, smiled again, and turned to her desk with an air of dismissal.

She met his gaze, smiled again, and turned to her desk with a sense of dismissal.

"What about presenting the child? I'd like that done, you know, Helen. It don't mean much to my mind to bob down before Royalty, but I gather it's a sort of hall-mark."

"What about presenting the child? I'd like that to happen, you know, Helen. It doesn't mean much to me to bow down before Royalty, but I understand it's a kind of hallmark."

He gave a gruff, contented laugh.

He let out a rough, satisfied laugh.

"That will come later," said Mrs. Cadell. "I was talking to Lady Leason about it, and she knows of a certain friend of hers who arranges these little matters. For a consideration, of course."

"That will happen later," Mrs. Cadell said. "I was speaking with Lady Leason about it, and she knows a friend of hers who organizes these little things. For a fee, of course."

"I didn't know you had to pay?" Ebenezer was interested. Secretly he admired his wife's steady assault on Society.

"I didn't know you had to pay?" Ebenezer was intrigued. Secretly, he admired his wife's constant challenge to Society.

"My dear, one pays for everything. Look at the people who get honours! It will mean, I should say, about three figures to get a well-known name to present her—a titled woman of good standing; and then there will be Lady Leason's present—and the commission..." She knit her brows. "Anyhow, Cydonia's worth it."

"My dear, everything comes at a price. Look at those who receive honors! I would say it costs around a thousand dollars to get a well-known name to present her—a titled woman of good standing; and then there’s Lady Leason's gift—and the commission..." She frowned. "Regardless, Cydonia is worth it."

"That she is—bless her pretty face! She's the crowning gem of my collection! And I mean her to make a fine marriage! If it costs me every penny I've got."

"That she is—bless her beautiful face! She's the highlight of my collection! And I intend for her to have an amazing marriage! Even if it takes every penny I have."

He turned his sharp, near-set eyes shrewdly on Helen's countenance.

He fixed his keen, closely set eyes shrewdly on Helen's face.

"What's this young man who's always around? McTaggart, I think, is his precious name. A tall fellow with blue eyes and a damned cool manner when I meet him!"

"Who’s this young guy who’s always hanging around? I think his name is McTaggart. He’s tall, has blue eyes, and is really laid back when I run into him!"

"He's all right," said the mother quickly, "and rather useful just now. He's a great friend of Lady Leason's and moves in a very good set."

"He's fine," the mother replied quickly, "and quite helpful at the moment. He's a close friend of Lady Leason's and hangs out with a really good crowd."

"Well—don't allow any nonsense there. He don't come here to see me! And he don't seem to do any work—I can't stand his 'haw, haw' style."

"Well—don't let any nonsense happen there. He doesn't come here to see me! And he doesn't seem to do any work—I can't stand his 'haw, haw' style."

The door banged behind him loudly.

The door slammed shut behind him.

Mrs. Cadell took up her pen, but held it a moment, absently, gazing out on the Mayfair street, empty at this early hour.

Mrs. Cadell picked up her pen but paused for a moment, lost in thought as she looked out at the empty Mayfair street, quiet at this early hour.

Did her daughter like McTaggart? That was the question she asked herself. Was his society the reason that Cydonia of late had seemed to quicken, to lose her slumbering childish calm?

Did her daughter like McTaggart? That was the question she asked herself. Was his company the reason that Cydonia had recently seemed to wake up, to lose her sleepy, childish calm?

And if so...? She frowned at the thought. Then she sighed. Ebenezer was right. But the mother-love warred within her with the ambition of her life. All the happiness she had missed!—she reached for it with nervous hands, longing to pile it, height on height, into the lap of her only child.

And if so...? She frowned at the thought. Then she sighed. Ebenezer was right. But her love as a mother fought against the ambition of her life. All the happiness she had missed!—she reached for it with anxious hands, wanting to stack it, layer by layer, into the lap of her only child.

And, as if her thoughts had drawn the girl, Cydonia, that moment, entered the room.

And, as if her thoughts had summoned her, Cydonia entered the room at that moment.

"Am I disturbing you, Madre, dear?"

"Am I bothering you, dear Mom?"

She stood there, radiant, in coat and hat; the fair face full of life, an eager look in the soft brown eyes. There seemed a little suppressed air of excitement in her bearing.

She stood there, glowing in her coat and hat; her bright face full of life, with an eager look in her soft brown eyes. There was a hint of excitement in the way she carried herself.

Helen stretched out her hand. Her daughter took it indifferently, pressed it lightly and let it fall.

Helen reached out her hand. Her daughter took it without much interest, gave it a light squeeze, and then let it drop.

"It's just to ask may I go out?—with Mason, of course—to do some shopping?"

"It's just to ask if I can go out?—with Mason, of course—to do some shopping?"

"Wouldn't you rather wait for me? I shall be ready about twelve."

"Wouldn't you prefer to wait for me? I'll be ready around noon."

"Well ... you see, Madre,"—a faint flush stole into the clear skin as she spoke. "Christmas is getting very near and I've no presents at all, as yet. And——" a sudden excuse seemed to strike her—"I rather thought ... I'd get yours."

"Well ... you see, Mom,"—a light blush appeared on her clear skin as she spoke. "Christmas is getting really close and I don't have any presents at all yet. And——" a sudden thought seemed to hit her—"I kind of thought ... I'd get yours."

"Oh, very well." Helen laughed, "I mustn't trespass on any 'secret.'"

"Oh, okay." Helen laughed, "I shouldn't invade any 'secret.'"

Cydonia averted her brown eyes, conscious of a twinge of conscience.

Cydonia looked away, aware of a pang of guilt.

"Thank you, Madre, dear." She stooped and kissed her mother gratefully, hesitated for a moment, and breathed an indistinct "Good-bye."

"Thank you, Mom, dear." She bent down and kissed her mother gratefully, paused for a moment, and whispered a vague "Goodbye."

But once outside the front door her spirits began to rise. She looked unusually animated, beautiful in her costly furs.

But as soon as she stepped outside the front door, her mood started to lift. She appeared unusually lively, stunning in her expensive furs.

The maid shuffled along beside her, a subdued black form of indeterminate shape, rather like an unwilling retriever, dragged by an invisible leash.

The maid shuffled along next to her, a muted black figure of uncertain shape, kind of like a reluctant retriever being pulled by an invisible leash.

They crossed Berkeley Square and swerved up to the right into Bond Street. Here Cydonia's step quickened as she glanced eagerly about her. She paused once or twice before a shop, gazing abstractedly into the window, and bought a bunch of Parma violets, which she pinned on to her white fox.

They crossed Berkeley Square and turned right onto Bond Street. Here, Cydonia picked up her pace as she looked around eagerly. She stopped a couple of times in front of a shop, staring thoughtfully into the window, and bought a bunch of Parma violets, which she pinned onto her white fox fur.

Then, with the gold head proudly carried, shining in the wintry sun like a halo under her black hat, she moved on, very sedate, avoiding all admiring glances.

Then, with the gold head held high, gleaming in the winter sun like a halo beneath her black hat, she continued on, very composed, avoiding all admiring looks.

"Hullo! Here's a stroke of luck."

"Hey! Here's a stroke of luck."

McTaggart barred her further progress.

McTaggart blocked her from going further.

"What are you doing out so early?" His blue eyes were mischievous.

"What are you doing up so early?" His blue eyes were playful.

"How do you do?" she said demurely. "I'm shopping." Conversation failed her.

"How's it going?" she said shyly. "I'm shopping." The conversation trailed off.

"Can I come, too?" McTaggart asked. He turned without waiting for permission.

"Can I come, too?" McTaggart asked. He turned without waiting for permission.

The maid, with dog-like fidelity, fell to heel behind the pair, and, lowering his voice, he added:

The maid, showing dog-like loyalty, trailed behind the couple, and, lowering his voice, he added:

"I began to think I must have missed you."

"I started to think I must have overlooked you."

"Am I late?" said Cydonia. "I shall really have to buy something. I told Mother it was Christmas presents... And I shouldn't like to tell a lie."

"Am I late?" Cydonia asked. "I really need to buy something. I told my mom it was for Christmas gifts... And I wouldn't want to lie."

"We'll buy the whole street," said McTaggart, ministering to the wounded conscience. "Let's cross over and look at Asprey's—their window's bursting with 'suitable gifts.'"

"We'll buy the whole street," said McTaggart, easing his guilty conscience. "Let's cross over and check out Asprey's—their window is overflowing with 'perfect gifts.'"

They dodged across between the taxis, heedless of the nervous maid.

They rushed between the taxis, ignoring the anxious maid.

"Can't we lose her?" he suggested. "I'm not used to a royal escort."

"Can't we ditch her?" he suggested. "I'm not used to having a royal escort."

Glancing round him, he observed a Gallery close at hand where an Exhibition was advertised, and jumped at the way of escape.

Glancing around, he noticed a nearby gallery where an exhibition was being advertised, and he eagerly seized the opportunity to escape.

"Come in and see the pictures." He raised his voice as he spoke.

"Come in and check out the pictures." He raised his voice as he spoke.

"You really ought to—they're fine!—done by that man..." he spelled out the name.

"You really should—they're great!—done by that guy..." he spelled out the name.

Cydonia giggled, recovered herself and turned to the reluctant maid.

Cydonia laughed, composed herself, and faced the unwilling maid.

"Mason—we're going in here. Do you think, meanwhile, that you'd have time to run up to Marshall's and match that satin for my frock?"

"Mason—we're going in here. Do you think you could run up to Marshall's and find a match for that satin for my dress?"

"Yes, miss." The girl's face brightened. She much preferred to shop alone and dawdle down the long counters. "I'd be back within half-an-hour."

"Sure, miss." The girl's face lit up. She really preferred to shop on her own and take her time wandering down the long counters. "I'll be back in half an hour."

"Excellent," said McTaggart. As Cydonia passed through the doors he slipped his hand into his pocket and noiselessly tipped the maid.

"Great," said McTaggart. As Cydonia walked through the doors, he casually reached into his pocket and quietly gave the maid a tip.

"Take your time," he said kindly. The pale, subdued Cockney thanked him.

"Take your time," he said kindly. The pale, quiet Cockney thanked him.

"Yes, sir. I understand."

"Yes, sir. I get it."

"I'll bet you do!" thought the man.

"I bet you do!" thought the man.

They passed down a narrow passage and into the long empty room with its crude top-light, so trying to many a fair-haired woman.

They went down a narrow hallway and into the long, empty room with its harsh overhead light, which was difficult for many light-haired women.

But Cydonia stood the test triumphantly, her skin shell-like above her furs.

But Cydonia passed the test with flying colors, her skin tough and leathery beneath her furs.

A single sad-faced man was standing in possession of the scene, gazing with ardent eyes at a violent blue seascape.

A lonely, sad-looking man was standing in the middle of the scene, staring intently at a fierce blue ocean view.

"I'll guarantee that's the artist." McTaggart whispered in her ear. "Don't let's break into his dreams—— That sofa looks comfortable."

"I'll bet that's the artist," McTaggart whispered in her ear. "Let's not interrupt his dreams— that sofa looks cozy."

They sat down on the green plush, side by side, and Cydonia played with the violets at her breast, conscious of McTaggart's eyes.

They sat down on the soft green couch, side by side, and Cydonia toyed with the violets at her chest, aware of McTaggart's gaze.

"Don't you want to see the pictures?" She made an effort at small talk. "I thought—you said—they were rather fine."

"Don't you want to see the pictures?" She tried to make conversation. "I thought—you said—they were pretty nice."

"Never heard of them in my life! Besides, I'm looking at a picture."

"Never heard of them before! Besides, I'm just looking at a picture."

Cydonia vainly pretended to miss the meaning of his speech. She pointed a slender finger at the portrait of a Spanish girl, facing the pair with a bold smile, a red rose behind her ear.

Cydonia pretended not to get what he was saying, but it was obvious. She pointed a slender finger at the portrait of a Spanish girl, who was facing them with a confident smile and a red rose tucked behind her ear.

"I like the colour of her hair—that glossy black which looks blue..."

"I like the color of her hair—that shiny black that looks blue..."

"So do I." McTaggart smiled, "but it's not black—it's ... spun sunshine! And the only blue that I can see is a tiny vein near the temple."

"So do I," McTaggart smiled, "but it's not black—it's... spun sunshine! And the only blue I see is a tiny vein near the temple."

"I wonder," said Cydonia desperately, "how much we've made by those Tableaux?"

"I wonder," Cydonia said desperately, "how much we've made from those Tableaux?"

"Fifteen pounds, four and tuppence."

"Fifteen pounds, four shillings."

"Really? ... Not more than that?" She turned a bewildered face toward him.

"Really? ... That's it?" She looked at him with a puzzled expression.

"Ah ... that's better," said McTaggart. "To tell you the truth," he admitted, "I haven't the faintest idea of the sum. But I was getting tired of your profile." He saw her frown and stopped short.

"Ah ... that's better," McTaggart said. "To be honest," he admitted, "I have no clue about the amount. But I was getting tired of looking at your profile." He noticed her frown and immediately paused.

"All right! I'll be good. But it's such fun, now, isn't it? When I think of the patient Mason matching yards of satin up at Marshall's."

"Okay! I'll behave. But it's so much fun, isn't it? When I think about the patient Mason matching yards of satin at Marshall's."

Cydonia laughed. The soft note echoed through the empty room, for the artist had quietly slipped away into a further one beyond.

Cydonia laughed. The light sound echoed through the empty room, since the artist had quietly gone into another room beyond.

One quick glance he had given them, and his sensitive mind had received the impression. The girl, with her apple-blossom face, Spring incarnate, wooed by Summer.

One quick glance had given them, and his sensitive mind absorbed the impression. The girl, with her apple-blossom face, was like Spring come to life, being courted by Summer.

"It isn't often I have the chance of your company without Mamma. Don't you ever go to dances?" He watched her lips move as she answered.

"It’s not often I get to spend time with you without Mom around. Don’t you ever go to dances?" He watched her lips move as she replied.

"Not yet—but, Peter, I forgot! I've such a lovely piece of news. I'm going to have a birthday party next month ... You'll come, won't you?"

"Not yet—but, Peter, I forgot! I have such great news. I'm having a birthday party next month... You'll come, right?"

"Rather. I say, that's ripping! A dance? Good," as she nodded her head. "I'll bet your people will do it well." Unconsciously he voiced the sentiments expressed that morning by Mrs. Cadell.

"Rather. I say, that's awesome! A dance? Good," she said, nodding her head. "I bet your people will do it well." He unknowingly echoed the feelings that Mrs. Cadell had shared that morning.

"How many dances may I have? I suppose you can't spare the lot?"

"How many dances can I have? I guess you can’t give me them all?"

The infection of his mood was catching.

The negativity of his mood was contagious.

"One and an extra..." Cydonia laughed.

"One and one more..." Cydonia laughed.

"Nonsense!" He hunted for a pencil and pulled out his cuff aggressively.

"Nonsense!" He searched for a pencil and yanked out his cuff angrily.

"Five at least. And supper too. Oh, Cydonia! you really might..."

"At least five. And dinner too. Oh, Cydonia! you really could..."

But over the girl's merry face a shadow fell. She turned her head with startled eyes and a quick "Hush!" as a voice outside, loud and harsh, echoed down the long passage.

But over the girl's cheerful face, a shadow crossed. She turned her head with surprised eyes and a quick "Hush!" as a loud and harsh voice outside echoed down the long hallway.

"It's Father!" She gave a gasp. "Oh, Peter, what shall we do?"

"It's Dad!" She gasped. "Oh, Peter, what are we going to do?"

McTaggart was on his feet.

McTaggart was standing up.

"The inner room"—he grasped her arm—"don't speak!" On tiptoe they fled.

"The inner room"—he grabbed her arm—"don't say a word!" On tiptoe, they escaped.

"Stand here—in this corner—it's hidden from either door." He whispered the words, his lips brushing the soft hair drawn over her ears.

"Stand here—in this corner—it's out of sight from both doors." He whispered the words, his lips gently touching the soft strands of hair by her ears.

"Worth it—even if we're caught!" He said to himself with inward joy, conscious of the girl's hand, tightly clasped in his own.

"Worth it—even if we get caught!" he thought to himself with inner joy, feeling the girl's hand tightly held in his.

They heard the heavy step pass and enter the room beyond; then a sound of men's voices broke across their strained attention.

They heard the heavy footsteps pass by and enter the next room; then the sound of men’s voices interrupted their focused attention.

McTaggart crept to the curtain that half veiled their hiding-place, then back to Cydonia, his smile showing his vast relief.

McTaggart quietly moved to the curtain that partially covered their hiding spot, then returned to Cydonia, a smile revealing his immense relief.

"He's talking to that artist chap. Now, softly into the passage, and then we'll make a bolt for it."

"He's talking to that artist guy. Now, quietly into the hallway, and then we'll make a run for it."

But he paused for a moment, very near her, his eyes on her frightened face.

But he stopped for a moment, very close to her, his eyes fixed on her scared face.

"You dear thing—don't worry! I hate to see you look like that."

"You sweetie—don't worry! I hate seeing you look like that."

For a second's space he fought hard against the temptation of her answering smile. Then, drawing back, he led the way noiselessly into the hall.

For a brief moment, he struggled against the urge to respond to her inviting smile. Then, pulling away, he quietly led the way into the hall.

The ruse succeeded, but outside a further problem awaited them. For Mason was "taking her time" conscientiously earning her tip.

The trick worked, but outside another issue was waiting for them. Mason was "taking her time" carefully working for her tip.

"I can't leave you here alone." McTaggart's glance swept the street. "What shall we do? Walk to Marshall's? or—isn't that your car there?" He pointed out a landaulette, drawn up against the curb.

"I can't leave you here alone." McTaggart looked around the street. "What should we do? Walk to Marshall's? Or— isn't that your car over there?" He pointed to a landaulette parked against the curb.

"Is Willcox safe, do you think?"

"Do you think Willcox is safe?"

Willcox was the Cadells' chauffeur. He despised the family whom he served, realizing with the flair of his kind their status as parvenu. But he made an exception of Cydonia. Her sweet voice and well-bred face induced in him the belief of blue blood—achieved by some worthy misdemeanor!

Willcox was the Cadells' driver. He looked down on the family he worked for, recognizing with the intuition typical of his kind their status as social climbers. But he made an exception for Cydonia. Her sweet voice and refined appearance led him to believe she came from nobility—perhaps due to some admirable mischief!

The girl, aware of his silent worship, welcomed the sight of him with relief.

The girl, knowing he admired her from afar, felt relieved to see him.

"He'll say nothing—how splendid! I'll just get into the car and wait."

"He won't say a word—how great! I'll just get in the car and wait."

McTaggart agreed. "You can explain you saw your Father go into the Gallery. And, as you felt tired, dispatched Mason to do your shopping, while you rested."

McTaggart agreed. "You can say you saw your dad go into the Gallery. And since you were feeling tired, you sent Mason to do your shopping while you rested."

"Yes. That's it." She nodded her head. "Please go now. He might come out. You know what a rush he's always in."

"Yes. That's it." She nodded. "Please go now. He might come out. You know how rushed he always is."

She reached the carriage breathlessly, with a glance at the chauffeur's impassive face.

She reached the carriage, out of breath, looking at the chauffeur's expressionless face.

"Willcox—I'll wait inside. Mr. Cadell won't be long."

"Willcox—I’ll wait inside. Mr. Cadell shouldn’t be too long."

McTaggart tucked the rug around her.

McTaggart wrapped the blanket around her.

"To-morrow," he whispered, "at Lady Leason's." Then, out loud, "Good-bye, Miss Cadell—I won't forget your Mother's dance."

"Tomorrow," he whispered, "at Lady Leason's." Then, out loud, "Goodbye, Miss Cadell—I won't forget your mother's dance."

"Good-bye, Mr. McTaggart." She smiled at the formal address.

"Goodbye, Mr. McTaggart." She smiled at the formal way of addressing him.

Stiff and discreet on the box Willcox was smiling too. He was conscious of the whole manoeuvre, and in his heart he approved. He watched McTaggart stride away, with his careless, well-bred walk, pause at the corner and glance back surreptitiously through the crowd.

Stiff and reserved, Willcox was smiling too. He was aware of the entire operation, and deep down he approved. He watched McTaggart walk away with his easy, sophisticated gait, pause at the corner, and sneak a look back through the crowd.

And then he heard his young mistress call in a low, quick voice, "Mason!"

And then he heard his young mistress call in a low, hurried voice, "Mason!"

And the maid's excuse, rather frightened.

And the maid's excuse, looking a bit scared.

"I hope I'm not late, miss—I've got the satin."

"I hope I'm not late, miss—I have the satin."

"A little," Cydonia calmly replied, "but you needn't wait. Give me the parcel. I'm driving home with Mr. Cadell when he's bought that picture we went to see."

"A little," Cydonia replied calmly, "but you don't need to wait. Just give me the package. I'm driving home with Mr. Cadell after he buys that picture we went to see."




CHAPTER X

"If you please, miss"—the untidy maid stood in the doorway, aggressively—"the chicken 'asn't come yet and Cook sez it would be no good sending round, as the shop's shut."

"If you don’t mind, miss," the disheveled maid said from the doorway, a bit forcefully, "the chicken hasn’t arrived yet, and Cook says it wouldn’t be worth sending someone out since the shop's closed."

Jill jumped up from the floor where she crouched drying her wet hair before the fire. She glanced up at the clock and frowned.

Jill jumped up from the floor where she had been drying her wet hair in front of the fire. She looked at the clock and frowned.

"Why, it's half past seven!—Of course. She ought to have told me long ago."

"Wow, it's 7:30!—Of course. She should have told me a long time ago."

"I'm sure, miss"—the other protested with a faint smile not unmixed with malice—"it isn't Cook's fault—she does 'er best. But I'm sure in this 'ouse it's 'ard to please. What with meals at any hour and never knowing if it's two or three ... I'm sure..." She stopped short at the sudden anger in Jill's expressive gray eyes.

"I'm sure, miss," the other said with a slight smile that had a hint of malice. "It isn't Cook's fault—she does her best. But I'm sure in this house it's hard to please everyone. With meals at any hour and never knowing if it's two or three... I'm sure..." She cut off abruptly at the sudden anger in Jill's expressive gray eyes.

"That will do." She threw back her hair, which fell in a dark cloud over her shoulders, narrowing into damp points far below the line of her waist. "I'll come down and see Cook myself."

"That’ll do." She tossed her hair back, which cascaded like a dark cloud over her shoulders, tapering into damp tips well below her waist. "I’ll go down and talk to Cook myself."

Lizzie retreated, her face sullen, before the peremptory young voice. Then, changing her mind, she whisked round and barred Jill's passage insolently.

Lizzie stepped back, her expression gloomy, in response to the commanding young voice. Then, on a whim, she turned around and blocked Jill's way defiantly.

"I'd like to say I want to leave. This day month." She tossed her head. "I don't seem to suit—and it don't suit me!—such goings-on ... an' lawless talk. I ain't used to a mistress as ups and breaks windows—it ain't decent!—an' my young man, 'e sez..."

"I'd like to say I want to leave. This day next month." She tossed her head. "I don’t seem to fit in—and it doesn’t fit me!—with all this nonsense... and reckless talk. I’m not used to a mistress who throws temper tantrums and breaks windows—it’s not proper!—and my boyfriend, he says..."

"Be silent!"—Jill was white with suppressed rage—"If you want to give notice you must speak to Mrs. Uniacke."

"Be quiet!"—Jill was pale with barely contained anger—"If you want to resign, you need to talk to Mrs. Uniacke."

"Or Mr. Somerfield, I s'pose..."

"Or Mr. Somerfield, I guess..."

The barbed shaft stung the girl as she ran down the stairs, leaving Lizzie, quivering, in possession of the field.

The barbed shaft hurt the girl as she raced down the stairs, leaving Lizzie shaking, in control of the field.

Jill reached the basement, breathless and angry.

Jill got to the basement, out of breath and furious.

"Cook!" she called at the kitchen door. A stout and slovenly woman turned slowly round from before the range.

"Cook!" she called from the kitchen door. A heavyset and messy woman turned slowly from the stove.

"Yes, miss?" She wiped her greasy hands on a torn apron, and stood there, expectant.

"Yes, miss?" She wiped her greasy hands on a torn apron and stood there, waiting.

"What's all this about the chicken? Lizzie tells me it hasn't come?"

"What's going on with the chicken? Lizzie told me it hasn't arrived?"

"No, miss." She leaned against the table, massive, inert, with an over-red face. Her person exhaled a faint smell of brandy and the glazed eyes completed the story.

"No, miss." She leaned against the table, big and still, with an overly red face. She had a faint smell of brandy, and her glazed eyes told the rest of the story.

"Then what are we going to have for dinner?"

"Then what are we having for dinner?"

"I'm sure I don't know, miss."

"I'm not sure, ma'am."

Jill gave her one look and passed with a quick stride into the larder. Thrown anyhow on the dingy shelves were scraps of fish, butter and suet, jars of dripping, some shrivelled apples and the scraggy remains of a leg of mutton. The closed-in place smelled of cheese and mice. Jill explored with hopeless disgust. Too well she knew the domestic chaos that balanced her mother's political activity.

Jill shot her a look and quickly walked into the pantry. Scattered haphazardly on the grimy shelves were bits of fish, butter and suet, jars of dripping, some shriveled apples, and the leftover scraps of a leg of mutton. The cramped space smelled of cheese and mice. Jill looked around with a sense of hopeless disgust. She knew all too well the domestic mess that came with her mother’s political endeavors.

For Mrs. Uniacke had no time for "home." She scorned the narrow "sheltered life" and wore out her strength in that daily fight to prove that Woman was fitted to rule.

For Mrs. Uniacke had no time for "home." She dismissed the limited "sheltered life" and exhausted her energy in the daily struggle to show that women were meant to lead.

"This mutton now..." Jill tipped the bone onto a clean plate from its close companionship with a raw herring, and came back, still frowning, into the kitchen.

"This mutton now..." Jill placed the bone onto a clean plate, separating it from its close companion, a raw herring, and returned to the kitchen, still frowning.

"You could grill it, couldn't you?" she asked sharply.

"You could grill it, right?" she asked sharply.

The cook, stupidly, turned it over.

The cook, foolishly, flipped it over.

"I could..." she debated with tipsy solemnity. "But there's only, then, enough for two."

"I could..." she pondered with a slightly drunk seriousness. "But there’s only enough for two."

"Well, we are two!" Jill was impatient.

"Well, we are two!" Jill was impatient.

The cook sniffed. "More often three! ... I'm sure it's enough to drive one crazy, never knowing what's wanted. An' the tradesmen clamouring for their money ... There's the butcher to-day—'e told me straight: 'That's the last j'int you'll get from us!'—I've never lived in such a place...." Her voice rose. She stuck her hands on her hips and faced her young mistress.

The cook sniffed. "More like three times! ... I’m sure that’s enough to drive anyone crazy, never knowing what people want. And the tradesmen yelling for their money ... There’s the butcher today—he told me straight: 'That’s the last joint you’ll get from us!'—I've never lived in such a place...." Her voice got louder. She put her hands on her hips and faced her young mistress.

"And I won't stay—what's more! I've always been a respectable woman ... and 'ard-working ... an' treated as such..." (The quick anger induced by spirits brought the tears to her bleary eyes.) "I'm sure if my pore 'usband was 'ere, 'e'd say: 'Martha—you clear, my girl.' 'E'd be ashamed—that's wot 'e'd be ... a butler 'e were in good service. So you can tell yer mother, miss, I've made my mind up—an' I goes!"

"And I won't stay—what's more! I've always been a respectable woman... and hard-working... and treated like one..." (The quick anger from the alcohol brought tears to her blurry eyes.) "I'm sure if my poor husband were here, he’d say: 'Martha—you go on, my girl.' He'd be ashamed—that's what he'd be... he was a butler in good service. So you can tell your mother, miss, I've made up my mind—and I'm leaving!"

With a sob of injured pride she seized the bone in a shaky hand.

With a cry of hurt pride, she grabbed the bone with a trembling hand.

"Look at that!" She brandished it under Jill's disgusted nose.

"Check this out!" She waved it in front of Jill's disgusted face.

"That's been our dinner since Sunday—and Canterb'ry—that's what it is!"

"That's been our dinner since Sunday—and Canterb'ry—that's what it is!"

Poor Jill swallowed hard, struggling to keep her temper in check. Diplomacy she knew full well was the only weapon she dared use.

Poor Jill swallowed hard, trying to keep her temper under control. She knew that diplomacy was the only tool she could safely use.

"Now, look here, Cook. I'm awfully sorry. But I don't want to bother Mother. She's not well—and she's worried to death ... You know what it is to feel bad."

"Listen, Cook. I'm really sorry. But I don’t want to stress Mother out. She’s not feeling well—and she’s completely worried... You know how it feels to be unwell."

"That I do, Miss Jill!" The cook, mollified, wiped her eyes. "I'm sure with my 'eart as is always flutt'ring—an' the 'ot kitchen—an' pore food ... I didn't ought to do scrubbing—it's a crool shame at my age ... But there..." the facile sentiment born of alcohol was bubbling up and drowning anger. "I don't want to upset yer, miss. Yer don't 'ave too gay a life, you an' Master Roddy—bless 'im!—as always 'as a kind word for Cook..."

"Of course I do, Miss Jill!" The cook, feeling better, wiped her eyes. "With my heart always racing—and the hot kitchen—and bad food... I shouldn’t be scrubbing—it’s a cruel shame at my age... But there..." The easy sentiment fueled by alcohol was rising up and drowning her anger. "I don’t want to upset you, miss. You and Master Roddy—bless him!—who always has a kind word for Cook, don’t have such a joyful life..."

She maundered on as Jill retreated, aware that the crisis was postponed.

She rambled on as Jill backed away, knowing that the crisis was just delayed.

"That's right, Cookie—you'll see to it? You always make a ripping grill."

"Exactly, Cookie—you'll take care of it? You always throw together a great BBQ."

"And may Heaven forgive me for the fib," she added as she ran upstairs.

"And may Heaven forgive me for the little lie," she said as she ran upstairs.

"I wonder why it's such a muddle? Always changing servants like this?"

"I wonder why it's such a mess? Always switching servants like this?"

But in her heart she knew the fault lay in the lack of proper management. The justice of her clear young brain told her that never could they expect a good class of maid to stay in this disorganized "feckless" house! The discomfort of the servants' quarters, the wretched food and poor pay forced Mrs. Uniacke to take the riff-raff whose characters held obvious flaws—like the unsober creature below or Lizzie, lazy and insolent.

But deep down, she realized the problem was the lack of proper management. Her sharp mind told her that they could never expect a decent maid to stay in this chaotic, incompetent house! The miserable conditions of the servants' quarters, the terrible food, and low pay forced Mrs. Uniacke to take in low-quality people whose flaws were obvious—like the drunk person downstairs or Lizzie, who was lazy and rude.

And it struck the girl with sudden force that her Mother was giving up her life to secure the Vote with the main object of ameliorating the condition of women.

And it suddenly hit the girl that her mother was sacrificing her life to secure the vote, primarily to improve the situation for women.

Yet here in her own small kingdom were servants badly housed and fed, expected to work for a barren wage sixteen hours without complaint.

Yet here in her own small kingdom were servants poorly housed and fed, expected to work for a meager wage sixteen hours without complaining.

And there was Roddy—her own brother—with riddled socks and worn-out clothes at a cheap school, while his mother spent their meagre surplus in outside expenses involved by this omnivorous Cause!

And there was Roddy—her own brother—with torn socks and faded clothes at an inexpensive school, while their mother used their small extra money on the various costs of this all-consuming Cause!

A memory of old times when her father lived rose in her mind. For Colonel Uniacke had held a firm rule over the house. In common with many retired officers, he supervised the daily ménage, with the result that when he died his wife missed his wise authority.

A memory of the past when her father was alive came to her mind. Colonel Uniacke had maintained strict control over the household. Like many retired officers, he managed the daily routines, so when he passed away, his wife felt the absence of his wise guidance.

And if they couldn't govern their houses—Jill's active mind ran on—with the skill of the "old-fashioned woman," how were they going to govern the Empire?

And if they couldn't manage their households—Jill's active mind thought—like the "traditional woman," how could they possibly govern the Empire?

It came to her with a sudden flash of childish insight that, in the new, inexorable cry of her sex, the Usefulness of the Individual was being carelessly swept aside for the dangerous Power of the Mass.

It hit her like a sudden spark of youthful understanding that, in the new, relentless demand of her gender, the Value of the Individual was being carelessly overlooked in favor of the risky Might of the Group.

She had reached by now the second floor, immersed in her sombre thoughts, when she heard the front door open and paused to lean over the rail.

She had made it to the second floor, lost in her heavy thoughts, when she heard the front door open and stopped to lean over the railing.

"That you, darling?" she called down—"it's so late—I was getting anxious."

"Is that you, babe?" she called down—"it's really late—I was getting worried."

She checked the impulse to retrace her steps as she saw below the shadow of Stephen.

She held back the urge to go back as she saw Stephen's shadow below.

Slowly toiling up the stairs, Mrs. Uniacke appeared, with a worn face where dark circles heightened the brilliance of her eyes.

Slowly climbing up the stairs, Mrs. Uniacke appeared, her tired face marked by dark circles that made her eyes shine even more.

"Oh, Mother—how tired you look!—and wet through..." Jill's hands ran with anxious fondness over the coat that shrouded the fragile form.

"Oh, Mom—how tired you look!—and drenched..." Jill's hands moved with worried affection over the coat that covered the delicate figure.

The older woman smiled feebly.

The older woman smiled weakly.

"I've had a hard day, Jill." She kissed her daughter's fresh cheek and moved on shakily into the bedroom.

"I've had a tough day, Jill." She kissed her daughter's soft cheek and slowly made her way into the bedroom.

"What luxury!"—her thin hands went out to the cheerful blaze—"did you tell Lizzie to light it, dear?"

"What luxury!"—her slim hands reached for the cheerful fire—"did you ask Lizzie to light it, dear?"

"Yes. I washed my head, you see," Jill explained, "and I thought—it's so cold to-night—I could dry it here by your fire and then it would warm your room for you."

"Yeah. I washed my hair, you know," Jill explained, "and I thought—it's really cold tonight—I could dry it here by your fire and then it would warm up your room for you."

"It's very nice." Her mother sank down in the armchair as she spoke. Jill, with quick fingers, undid her veil and removed the soaking hat.

"It's really nice." Her mother sank down into the armchair as she spoke. Jill, with quick fingers, took off her veil and removed her soaking hat.

"Now, your boots..." She began to unlace them. "I put your slippers to toast—there, isn't that nice? Look here, darling, just to please me, won't you go straight to bed?"

"Now, your boots..." She started to unlace them. "I put your slippers by the fire—there, isn't that nice? Look, sweetheart, just to make me happy, will you go straight to bed?"

"I can't." Mrs. Uniacke sighed. "I've brought Stephen back to dinner. He's been so good ... and he's wet too. I do hope he won't get a chill."

"I can't," Mrs. Uniacke sighed. "I've brought Stephen back for dinner. He's been so good ... and he's wet too. I really hope he won't catch a chill."

A shadow fell on the girl's bright face.

A shadow cast over the girl's cheerful face.

"Well—he can dine with me—for once! I'll bring you up your dinner myself, so it won't make extra work for Lizzie."

"Alright—he can eat with me—for once! I'll bring your dinner up myself, so it won’t create extra work for Lizzie."

She tossed back her mane of hair and tried to speak in a cheerful tone. But Mrs. Uniacke's mouth hardened.

She tossed her hair back and tried to sound cheerful. But Mrs. Uniacke's expression stiffened.

"I promised to go through some papers to-night ... I can't, Jill—though it's very tempting..." She pressed her hand to her hot forehead. "This wet weather gives me neuralgia. Oh dear! I wish I were stronger."

"I promised to go through some papers tonight ... I can't, Jill—though it's really tempting..." She pressed her hand to her warm forehead. "This damp weather gives me a headache. Oh no! I wish I were stronger."

"Do go to bed"—Jill pleaded. "Look here—if you must work this evening, why can't Stephen come up here? I could put a table by your side and you've got that lovely pink jacket Aunt Elizabeth sent at Christmas."

"Please go to bed," Jill begged. "Listen, if you really have to work tonight, why can't Stephen come up here? I could set up a table next to you, and you have that nice pink jacket Aunt Elizabeth sent for Christmas."

"Here? In my bedroom?" Mrs. Uniacke stared. "I shouldn't think of such a thing! Really, Jill, you must be mad!"

"Here? In my bedroom?" Mrs. Uniacke stared. "I can't even imagine such a thing! Really, Jill, you must be crazy!"

The girl's face went suddenly scarlet at the horror in her mother's voice.

The girl's face turned bright red at the fear in her mother's voice.

"Well—he's almost one of the family. I don't see..." She bit her lip.

"Well—he's basically part of the family. I don't see..." She bit her lip.

"All right, Mother—you know best." She hesitated for a moment, then went slowly toward the door. "It's getting late. I must do my hair."

"Okay, Mom—you know best." She paused for a moment, then walked slowly toward the door. "It's getting late. I need to do my hair."

But on the landing outside she gave vent to her impatience.

But in the hallway outside, she expressed her impatience.

"Bother him!—I know she'll be ill." Then a voice called her back.

"Bother him!—I know she’ll get sick." Then a voice called her back.

"Jill—I think—after all—I'll go to bed—my head's so bad. Will you look after Stephen? He likes a glass of port, remember. And I'm wondering if Roddy's slippers..."

"Jill—I think—after all—I’m going to bed—my head really hurts. Will you look after Stephen? He likes a glass of port, remember. And I’m wondering if Roddy’s slippers..."

"Too small," said Jill promptly. "There goes the gong!—don't you worry—I'll see to everything all right."

"Too small," Jill said immediately. "There goes the gong!—don't worry—I’ll take care of everything."

"No meat for me," her Mother added—"just a little soup—with a rack of toast. I'm too tired for anything solid."

"No meat for me," her mom added, "just some soup—with a piece of toast. I'm too tired for anything solid."

"That's a mercy in disguise," said Jill as she fled up the further stairs. Her mind was much relieved as she thought of the debatable grilled bone. She brushed back her rebellious locks and tied them hurriedly with a ribbon. "I'm glad about the chicken now. Stephen will enjoy his dinner!"

"That's a blessing in disguise," said Jill as she rushed up the stairs. Her mind was much eased as she thought of the iffy grilled bone. She pushed her unruly hair back and quickly tied it with a ribbon. "I'm glad about the chicken now. Stephen will enjoy his dinner!"

That worthy greeted her with his supercilious smile. "H'are you—Where's your mother?" He held out a limp white hand.

That guy greeted her with his condescending smile. "How are you—Where's your mom?" He extended a flabby white hand.

"She's dead-tired and gone to bed. You'll have to put up with me to-night."

"She's exhausted and went to bed. You'll have to deal with me tonight."

"An unexpected pleasure." He drawled with a side-long glance at the girl, her face rosy from the fire in its mass of waving dark-brown hair. "'Pon me word, you're growing up!" He stuck his glass into his eye and moved leisurely to take the head of the long table.

"An unexpected pleasure." He said with a sideways look at the girl, her face flushed from the fire amid her flowing dark-brown hair. "I swear, you're growing up!" He held his glass up to his eye and casually made his way to the head of the long table.

"My place," said Jill politely. "Roddy's away. Will you sit here?"

"My place," Jill said politely. "Roddy's gone. Will you sit here?"

With an air of childish dignity she began to ladle out the soup.

With a sense of childish dignity, she started to serve the soup.

Stephen laughed—a trifle sourly.

Stephen laughed—slightly bitterly.

"Sorry to hear your mother's ill. What's the matter?"

"Sorry to hear your mom is sick. What's wrong?"

"Overwork."

"Burnout."

Their eyes met, and at last the man lowered his against his will.

Their eyes locked, and finally the man lowered his despite himself.

"I suppose you know you're killing her? She can't go on at this rate! I should have thought"—Jill paused a moment—"you would have seen it for yourself."

"I guess you realize you're hurting her? She can't keep going like this! I would have thought"—Jill paused for a moment—"that you would have noticed it yourself."

Stephen laid his spoon down. His irritation at her words was increased by his first taste of the soup, a muddy, thin brown mixture.

Stephen put down his spoon. His annoyance at her words grew stronger with his first taste of the soup, a murky, watery brown blend.

"Is this the cook I found for you?" Purposely he ignored her speech and spoke in a languid voice, with studied indifference.

"Is this the cook I found for you?" He deliberately ignored her words and spoke in a lazy tone, with feigned indifference.

"Yes. Aren't you pleased?" Jill laughed aloud. "You really are a comfort, Stephen! What should we do without your help?" She rose to her feet as she spoke. "Roddy was saying the other day"—she covered her mother's basin of soup and went on with mischievous glee—"'What I do like about Stephen is he always knows what's what! You've only to look at his socks and ties—they match to a T—he's such a K-nut!' D'you like being a Nut, Stephen?"

"Yeah. Aren't you happy?" Jill laughed loudly. "You really are a comfort, Stephen! What would we do without your help?" She stood up as she spoke. "Roddy was saying the other day"—she covered her mom's bowl of soup and continued with playful excitement—"'What I really like about Stephen is he always knows what's up! You just have to look at his socks and ties—they match perfectly—he's such a K-nut!' Do you like being a Nut, Stephen?"

Her voice was innocence itself.

Her voice was pure innocence.

She turned with the tray in her hand, and added, as he answered nothing:

She turned with the tray in her hand and added, as he didn’t respond:

"Drink your soup—it will do you good! And Mother's sure to ask for news of your appetite."

"Drink your soup—it’s good for you! And Mom will definitely want to hear about how hungry you are."

The door banged and she was gone.

The door slammed and she was gone.

Stephen turned with a frown to Lizzie, now recovered from her tantrums and inwardly enjoying the sport, for the servants all hated the man.

Stephen turned with a frown to Lizzie, who had now calmed down from her outbursts and was secretly enjoying the drama, since the servants all disliked the man.

He enjoyed in the kitchen circle the pseudonym of "The Cuckoo"—a flight of fancy on Cook's part, who likened the house to a Robin's nest!

He was known in the kitchen circle by the nickname "The Cuckoo"—a whimsical choice by Cook, who compared the house to a Robin's nest!

"Sherry, please," he ordered sharply.

"Sherry, please," he said sharply.

"There's none up, sir," the maid snapped. She would miss nothing by her manner, for Stephen rarely gave a tip.

"There's none available, sir," the maid snapped. She wouldn't lose anything with her attitude, as Stephen hardly ever tipped.

Down came Jill with a kind message.

Down came Jill with a thoughtful message.

"Mother hopes you've all you want? She's feeling a little more rested. I think I shall keep her in bed a week."

"Mom hopes you have everything you need. She's feeling a bit more rested now. I think I'll keep her in bed for a week."

"I'm afraid that's impossible." Stephen sneered. "She's going to speak at a meeting to-morrow, and on Friday we're off to Leeds—for the great Demonstration." ("One back," he said to himself, as he saw the girl's mouth tighten.)

"I'm afraid that's not gonna happen." Stephen sneered. "She's set to speak at a meeting tomorrow, and on Friday, we're heading to Leeds—for the big Demonstration." ("One point for me," he thought as he noticed the girl's lips press together.)

"It's an odd thing," said Jill shortly, "that rest's not included in Woman's Rights."

"It's strange," Jill said briefly, "that rest isn’t part of Women’s Rights."

"Not until we get the Vote." Somerfield eyed with suspicion a scraggy, blackened object borne by Lizzie toward his little hostess.

"Not until we get the Vote." Somerfield looked suspiciously at a scraggly, blackened object that Lizzie was bringing toward his little hostess.

"Silver Grill," she explained, "cooked 'à point' by your treasure-trove. Like a bit?" She dug the fork into the charred meat and smiled.

"Silver Grill," she explained, "cooked to perfection by your hidden gem. Want a bite?" She punctured the charred meat with the fork and smiled.

"It's best Canterbury," she added, with a reminiscence from below. "You know, we have to economize or there'd be nothing for the Cause."

"It's the best, Canterbury," she added, recalling from below. "You know, we have to save money or there won't be anything for the Cause."

Stephen's temper began to slide.

Stephen's mood started to decline.

"Look here, Jill. Don't talk of things you're too young yet to understand."

"Listen, Jill. Don’t talk about things you’re too young to understand."

He turned the unpalatable fragments over angrily on his plate.

He angrily flipped the unappealing bits on his plate.

"Potatoes?—Onions?" Her voice was sweet. "Oh, I'm so sorry, Stephen. I quite forgot you couldn't eat them! But then, you see, I didn't expect you. If you'd only given us a little warning. If you'd told me, for instance, yesterday—or was it Monday you lunched with us? No. Sunday supper. How stupid I am!—I never can remember dates."

"Potatoes?—Onions?" Her voice was sweet. "Oh, I’m so sorry, Stephen. I totally forgot you can’t eat those! But, you see, I wasn’t expecting you. If you’d just given us a heads-up. If you’d told me, for example, yesterday—or was it Monday when you had lunch with us? No. Sunday dinner. I’m so silly! I can never remember dates."

Upstairs Mrs. Uniacke was lying back against the pillows and enjoying the rare luxury of a quiet rest in bed.

Upstairs, Mrs. Uniacke was leaning back against the pillows and enjoying the rare luxury of a peaceful rest in bed.

"I hope they're getting on all right?" Her thoughts were with the pair below. "I don't know how it is that Jill seems always to upset Stephen."

"I hope they're doing okay?" Her mind was with the couple below. "I don't understand why Jill always seems to upset Stephen."

She knew her children resented his presence and the claim he made upon her time. But habit was too strong for her, and each day cemented the tie. She had always leaned. From nursery days she had never learnt to stand alone, and since her husband's death Stephen had slowly become a part of her life.

She knew her kids disliked him being around and the way he took up her time. But the routine was too powerful for her, and every day strengthened the bond. She had always relied on others. Since she was a child, she had never learned to be independent, and since her husband passed away, Stephen had gradually become a part of her life.

The friendship was that rare achievement, a purely platonic affair. Perhaps, as her children grew older, strong and capable, she missed the sense of tenderness about her, the touch of baby clinging hands. With all her utterly feminine nature, she longed to comfort and to guide. And in this parasite who had crept into the heart of her home she found the two attributes needed in her barren and widowed life.

The friendship was that rare accomplishment, a completely platonic relationship. As her children grew older, strong and independent, she might have missed the gentle warmth around her, the feel of tiny hands clinging to her. With all her deeply feminine qualities, she yearned to nurture and lead. In this person who had quietly entered her home, she discovered the two qualities she needed in her empty and widowed life.

She could "mother" him. He loved "fuss," with none of her children's independence. And at the same time she could lean on his young strength and masculine mind.

She could take care of him. He loved being pampered, unlike her kids who were independent. At the same time, she could rely on his youthful strength and masculine perspective.

But her thoughts of him were utterly pure. It was no sentimental affair cropping up in her middle age with a last desperate clutch at romance.

But her thoughts of him were completely innocent. It wasn’t some sentimental fling coming up in her middle age as a last-ditch attempt at romance.

And to strengthen the link between them stood the Cause—the cry of Woman's wrongs; the excitement of new-found power and the secret thrill of martyrdom.

And to strengthen the connection between them stood the Cause—the call for women's rights; the excitement of newfound power and the hidden thrill of martyrdom.

She had reached an impressionable age, and broken by her great sorrow—for her husband had been the love of her life—her arms went out to her suffering sisters.

She was at an age where she was easily influenced, and overwhelmed by her deep sadness—her husband had been the love of her life—she reached out to her suffering sisters.

If only she could ease the burden, throw her failing strength into the balance, she could die with the sense of something achieved.

If only she could lighten the load, put her dwindling strength into the mix, she could pass away feeling like she accomplished something.

Humbly she offered her "widow's mite."

Humbly, she offered her "widow's mite."

*****

*****

Meanwhile in the dingy dining-room Jill had checked her love of fun. Her natural courtesy forbade an open quarrel with her mother's guest. She felt she had gone quite far enough...!

Meanwhile, in the cramped dining room, Jill had held back her playful spirit. Her natural politeness prevented her from having an open argument with her mother's guest. She felt she had already gone quite far enough...!

Assuming a more serious air, she asked the man for information respecting the long day's work.

Assuming a more serious tone, she asked the man for information about the long day's work.

Stephen, a little mollified by a glass of the late Colonel's port, smoking an excellent cigarette (recommended by him to Mrs. Uniacke), launched forth into description of a visit to a factory; a lengthy investigation of wages and the hours allotted to the female "hands"; while Jill sat at the end of the table, listening thoughtfully.

Stephen, feeling a bit better after a glass of the late Colonel's port and enjoying a great cigarette (which he had suggested to Mrs. Uniacke), started talking about a visit to a factory. He went on about a long investigation into wages and the hours worked by the female employees, while Jill sat at the end of the table, listening thoughtfully.

She held as yet no settled opinions on the question of Woman's Suffrage. Undetermined, she kept herself, by McTaggart's advice, slightly aloof.

She didn't have any firm opinions yet on the issue of women's suffrage. Unsure, she kept herself a bit detached, following McTaggart's advice.

Nevertheless the atmosphere of the house stimulated thought. It made life a bigger affair to picture a broader field for her sex.

Nevertheless, the atmosphere of the house inspired thought. It made life feel more significant by imagining a wider landscape for women.

"You say"—she leaned her chin on her hands, her dark-fringed eyes full of light. "That the finer, more delicate work is undertaken by the women. That they do it better, are paid less ... No, it doesn't sound a bit fair!"

"You say"—she rested her chin on her hands, her dark-fringed eyes shining with intensity. "That the more intricate, delicate work is done by women. That they do it better but get paid less ... No, that doesn't sound fair at all!"

"Ah! you begin to see," said Somerfield. "They do it too in less time. Their fingers are smaller, their work neater—in fact it's economy to employ them."

"Ah! you’re starting to get it," said Somerfield. "They can do it in less time too. Their fingers are smaller, their work is tidier—actually, it's more efficient to hire them."

"Then what do you propose?" said Jill—"to get them paid the same as men?"

"Then what do you suggest?" said Jill—"to pay them the same as men?"

"Undoubtedly—or even more. It's their due—and we shall see it's done."

"Definitely—or even more. They deserve it—and we will see it's done."

"But—wait a minute. You can't make money. I mean—it's got to come from somewhere. And if the employers can't give more, I suppose ... they'll take it from the men?" She went on thoughtfully, thinking aloud. "They could level down and pay all alike. Is that the idea?"

"But—hold on a second. You can't just make money out of nothing. I mean—it has to come from somewhere. And if the employers can't pay more, I guess... they'll take it from the workers?" She continued thoughtfully, pondering out loud. "They could lower everyone's pay to the same level. Is that the plan?"

Somerfield nodded. "Well—one of them—but there are other methods."

Somerfield nodded. "Sure—one of them—but there are other ways."

"Let's stick to the first." Jill was logical, true to the broad college training.

"Let's go with the first one." Jill was rational, reflecting her extensive college education.

It saved her from the common pitfall of feminine minds in argument. She could weigh the various pros and cons free from personalities.

It saved her from the usual trap that many women fall into during arguments. She was able to consider the different pros and cons without being influenced by personal feelings.

"I suppose most of the men are married?"

"I guess most of the guys are married?"

"About two-thirds, roughly speaking."

"About two-thirds, approximately."

"Then what about their wives and children? If you cut down the wages the husbands earn won't it come pretty hard on them? It seems unfair that the factory women—who are most of them, I suppose, unmarried—should take the bread out of the mouths of their married sisters—and the children."

"Then what about their wives and kids? If you reduce the husbands' wages, won't it be tough on them? It seems unfair that the women working in the factory—most of whom are probably unmarried—should take food off the tables of their married counterparts—and their children."

Somerfield looked annoyed.

Somerfield seemed annoyed.

"Oh, I don't say that would happen exactly. There are other ways ... But what we want is to see women get decent wages, full value for their work. The employers will have to come forward. If we make a strong stand they're bound to give way..."

"Oh, I’m not saying that would happen exactly. There are other ways... But what we want is to see women getting fair wages, full value for their work. The employers will have to step up. If we take a strong stand, they’ll have to give in..."

"Strikes?" Jill raised her eyebrows. "I thought they ruined the nation's trade? And that women always suffered more—the wives and mothers in these times. Besides..." relentlessly she pursued her way with a child's honest search for knowledge. "I don't really understand ... But, supposing that wages all round are raised, well then the employers—to make a profit—will have to sell at a higher cost. And won't that make living dearer?—in case of food and necessities?"

"Strikes?" Jill raised her eyebrows. "I thought they hurt the country's trade? And that women always had to deal with more—the wives and mothers during these times. Besides..." she kept asking with a childlike curiosity for knowledge. "I don't really get it... But, if wages go up across the board, then the employers—to make a profit—will have to sell at a higher price. And won't that just make living expenses go up?—especially for food and basic needs?"

"Not in the end. You ought to study Political Economy. I doubt if it much affects the class we're working for at any rate. It may hit ours!" He smiled sadly with an air of secret martyrdom—"And the rich too, I sincerely hope!"

"Not in the end. You should study Political Economy. I’m not sure it really impacts the class we’re working for anyway. It might even affect ours!" He smiled sadly with a hint of secret martyrdom—"And the rich too, I truly hope!"

"But if you keep on 'hitting the rich'"—Jill adopted his expression—"and the large class of employers—won't they some day have to retrench? And doesn't that mean cutting down employment in every grade—for women too?"

"But if you keep on 'going after the wealthy'"—Jill took up his phrase—"and the big group of employers—won't they eventually have to cut back? And doesn't that mean reducing jobs at every level—for women too?"

"More likely smaller dividends!" Somerfield sneered. "These syndicates and capitalists are the curse of England"—his voice rose—"that's where the people's money goes—back to the pockets of the rich!"

"More likely smaller dividends!" Somerfield scoffed. "These syndicates and capitalists are the curse of England"—his voice got louder—"that's where the people's money goes—back to the pockets of the wealthy!"

"But aren't there a lot of decent people, middle-class and rather poor, investors too, dependent on dividends? Oh, I can't understand it all!—It seems to me whatever you do to alter the distribution of wealth you ruin some one—and always, always it pans out harder for those who work!"

"But aren't there a lot of good people, middle-class and pretty poor, investors too, who rely on dividends? Oh, I just can't wrap my head around it all! It seems to me that no matter what you do to change how wealth is distributed, you end up hurting someone—and it always, always ends up hitting those who work the hardest!"

"We're not talking of Socialism," Somerfield hastily interposed—"we're discussing the need for the Vote—for women to have a hand in the Government. To see that their own sex don't suffer—to put down all sorts of wrongs that have lingered on from feudal days when women were nothing more than slaves!"

"We're not talking about Socialism," Somerfield quickly interrupted—"we're discussing the need for the Vote—for women to have a say in the Government. To ensure that their own gender doesn't suffer—to put an end to all kinds of injustices that have lasted since feudal times when women were nothing more than slaves!"

"It sounds glorious." Jill was moved, but the doubt still haunted her.

"It sounds amazing." Jill felt touched, but the uncertainty still lingered in her mind.

"If only one could pick the women. They're such a lot of us, you see—and—really—some are awful fools!"

"If only one could choose the women. There are so many of us, you know—and—honestly—some are total fools!"

"And what about the present Government? And the next too, if it comes to that! D'you think their brains are above suspicion?" He gave her a mocking glance.

"And what about the current government? And the next one too, if it comes to that! Do you think their intelligence is above suspicion?" He shot her a teasing look.

"No." Jill nodded her head. "But allowing that they're rather stupid, do you want to add to the general confusion by pairing them with the other sex—an equal number of ignorant women?"

“No.” Jill nodded her head. “But considering they’re pretty clueless, do you really want to add to the chaos by pairing them with the other gender—an equal number of clueless women?”

"Oh! you're hopeless!" He got up and poured himself out another glass from the port decanter on the sideboard. "I thought you really wanted to learn?"

"Oh! you're hopeless!" He stood up and poured himself another glass from the port decanter on the sideboard. "I thought you actually wanted to learn?"

"So I do." Jill sat tight. "But I won't be swept off my feet by ... a sort of hypnotism of Sex! I want to keep an unprejudiced eye. Of course I'd like to see women take a leading place everywhere. But if they make a mess of it, we're worse off than we were before. We stand to lose as well as gain by rushing into public life." She threw back a lock of hair that had fallen forward, blinding her.

"So I do." Jill sat still. "But I won't be swept off my feet by... some sort of hypnotism of sex! I want to keep an open mind. Of course I’d like to see women take the lead everywhere. But if they mess it up, we’ll be worse off than we were before. We have just as much to lose as to gain by rushing into public life." She tossed back a strand of hair that had fallen forward, obstructing her view.

"Now, look here, Stephen, we've got a lot ... I'm not talking of influence and the right to expect chivalry—which by the way I think we're losing, through the tactics of the Militants! You've only to stand in a Suffrage crowd and listen to some of the remarks. Why, fifty ... a hundred years ago ... a decent man would have taken umbrage. Men were run through in those days for far less said of their sisters or wives! But—to go back—-we've got some pull. To begin with, men, when they marry, keep us! I dare say I'm old-fashioned. Yes—of course! I knew you'd laugh!—but it's big, really. It means a home—and protection—and a fair chance for ... bringing up a family."

"Now, listen, Stephen, we have a lot to discuss... I'm not just talking about influence and the expectation of chivalry—which, by the way, I think we're losing because of the tactics of the Militants! You just have to stand in a Suffrage crowd and hear some of the comments. Fifty... a hundred years ago... a decent man would have been offended. In those days, men would have been challenged for much less said about their sisters or wives! But—back to the point—we have some influence. For starters, when men get married, they support us! I guess I might be old-fashioned. Yes—of course! I knew you’d find that funny!—but it’s important, really. It means a home—and protection—and a fair chance for... raising a family."

She flushed slightly under his smile, but went on bravely with her argument.

She blushed a little under his smile, but continued confidently with her argument.

"It seems to me that by and by we'll have to work, share and share alike, ill or well, on equal terms. And what's to become of our home life—and—well ... the next generation?"

"It seems to me that sooner or later we'll need to work, share everything equally, whether things are good or bad, on equal footing. And what will happen to our family life—and—well ... the next generation?"

Stephen saw his chance at last.

Stephen finally saw his chance.

"Are you thinking of marriage yourself, Jill? You seem to arrange for all possibilities..."

"Are you thinking about marriage for yourself, Jill? You seem to plan for everything..."

His greenish eyes were insolent under their long fair lashes.

His greenish eyes were brazen behind their long, light lashes.

"Oh!" She sprang up. "Oh! you beast...!"

"Oh!" She jumped up. "Oh! you beast...!"

But she faced him still, breathless, white.

But she still faced him, breathless and pale.

"At any rate, if I did, I'd live in my own house!" she cried.

"Anyway, if I did, I’d live in my own house!" she shouted.




CHAPTER XI

McTaggart drew his chair forward from behind the curtain of the box and gazed out on the crowded Hippodrome.

McTaggart pulled his chair forward from behind the curtain of the box and looked out at the packed Hippodrome.

Not a seat was vacant. For to-night a famous composer was conducting his masterpiece with a picked company brought over for a fleeting visit to England.

Not a seat was empty. Tonight, a renowned composer was conducting his masterpiece with a select group brought over for a brief visit to England.

As he watched, the lights were lowered in the body of the hall and the beautiful overture began, stealing like a spirit of sun-lit shores across the artificially warm atmosphere. The curtain rolled up to disclose a narrowed stage and the cheap, garish scenery that seems a necessary adjunct to the opera in Italy.

As he watched, the lights dimmed in the hall, and the beautiful overture started, flowing like a spirit from sunlit shores through the artificially warm atmosphere. The curtain rose to reveal a narrow stage and the cheap, flashy set that seems to be a must-have for opera in Italy.

McTaggart's eyes took it in with a careless glance, and returned to the other occupant of the box.

McTaggart glanced over it casually and then turned back to the other person in the box.

To-night Fantine seemed to acquire a new personality. An air faintly tragic and dignified hung over the pale face, and even her dress enhanced the suggestion, with that subtle link that lies between a Parisian and her clothes.

To-night, Fantine appeared to take on a new personality. A subtly tragic and dignified aura enveloped her pale face, and even her dress contributed to this impression, reflecting the unique relationship between a Parisian and her clothing.

She wore a long cloak of velvet brocade: dull wine-coloured flowers on an oyster ground, relieved by a border of silver fox and the faint gleam of metallic threads running through the material.

She wore a long cloak made of velvet brocade: muted wine-colored flowers on a pale background, accented by a border of silver fox fur and the subtle shimmer of metallic threads woven through the fabric.

Beneath this, one caught a glimpse of a demi-toilette of black and white: that veiled décolletage dear to the foreigner, suggesting without revealing each line of the neck and arms which the Englishwoman seems more ready to expose. Her hair, waved, glossy and black, was perfectly dressed without ornament, and among the crowd of women there, each with nodding Paradise plumes or a jewelled fillet, the delusive simplicity struck a restful, distinctive note, throwing into strong relief the haunting charm of her pale face.

Beneath this, one caught a glimpse of a black and white outfit: that veiled neckline beloved by foreigners, hinting at the curves of her neck and arms that the Englishwoman seems more willing to show. Her hair, styled in waves, was glossy and black, perfectly arranged without any accessories, and among the crowd of women, each adorned with swaying feathers or jeweled headbands, her deceptive simplicity stood out, highlighting the captivating beauty of her pale face.

McTaggart's eyes rested on her, with a quiet sense of pleasure. Where other women of her class would have welcomed the occasion to outvie in "smartness" the "respectable rich," Fantine seemed to have drawn back with unconscious pride relying on some hidden power to set her apart.

McTaggart's eyes lingered on her, filled with a quiet sense of pleasure. While other women of her class would have jumped at the chance to compete in "style" with the "respectable wealthy," Fantine appeared to pull back with an unintentional pride, relying on some hidden strength that set her apart.

A faint buzz of applause broke through the young man's silent admiration. The fat tenor had achieved a wonderful feat of long-drawn breath. The air still trembled with the vibration of sound, and it seemed to add to the scented heat of the over-packed, excited house.

A soft buzz of applause interrupted the young man's silent admiration. The overweight tenor had accomplished an impressive feat of holding a long note. The air still vibrated with sound, and it felt like it increased the warm, fragrant atmosphere of the crowded, excited theater.

"Would you mind the door ajar?" McTaggart whispered in her ear. "I can close it directly you feel the draught."

"Could you leave the door slightly open?" McTaggart whispered in her ear. "I can close it as soon as you feel the draft."

Fantine, absently, nodded assent, her eyes riveted on the stage, heart and soul absorbed in the music.

Fantine, lost in thought, nodded in agreement, her eyes fixed on the stage, completely absorbed in the music.

He got up noiselessly, and effected the improvement, standing there for a few seconds—to breathe the cooler air without. Down the curved corridor some late arrivals were hastening, a short, stout, red-faced man and a young girl with golden hair.

He got up quietly and made the adjustment, standing there for a few seconds to enjoy the cooler air outside. Down the curved hallway, some latecomers were rushing in, a short, stocky man with a red face and a young girl with golden hair.

McTaggart started. He gave them a quick, searching glance and ducked back. To his annoyance the pair paused outside, and he heard the attendant's voice:

McTaggart jumped. He shot them a quick, probing glance and ducked back. To his frustration, the couple stopped outside, and he heard the attendant's voice:

"This way, please."

"This way, please."

The door of the next box grated on its hinges, and steps echoed beyond the partition.

The door of the next room creaked on its hinges, and footsteps echoed beyond the divider.

McTaggart listened, his face very grim. Then he heard Cydonia's voice, clear and gentle. "Yes, Papa. Please, Papa," and the scrabbling noise of chairs dragged forward over the floor.

McTaggart listened, his face very serious. Then he heard Cydonia's voice, clear and gentle. "Yes, Dad. Please, Dad," and the sound of chairs being pulled across the floor.

The unlooked-for contretemps clouded his pleasure. He had no desire the two women should meet. Above all he mistrusted Cadell's shrewd eyes and the use he might make of the innocent adventure.

The unexpected mishap overshadowed his enjoyment. He didn't want the two women to meet. More than anything, he was wary of Cadell's sharp gaze and how he might take advantage of the innocent situation.

He closed the door softly again. Fantine was plainly far away, lost to a world of heat or cold. She leaned forward, listening, her hands tightly clasped together on the broad velvet edge before her.

He gently closed the door again. Fantine seemed completely distant, lost in a world of warmth or chill. She leaned in, listening, her hands firmly clasped together on the wide velvet edge in front of her.

"I wish she'd keep back!" thought McTaggart. He could picture in the next box Cydonia's golden head at just the same angle and in between the narrow velvet curtains barely separating the pair.

"I wish she'd stay away!" thought McTaggart. He could picture Cydonia's golden hair in the next box at the same angle, barely separated by the narrow velvet curtains.

In the dim light he groped for and found his own chair, lifted it with bated breath and placed it down again behind that of his guest, who turned at his movement with a faint frown of displeasure over her broken dreams.

In the dim light, he reached for and found his chair, lifted it with held breath, and set it down behind his guest, who turned at his movement with a slight frown of disappointment over her shattered dreams.

"What are you doing there, Pierrot?" The whisper was sharp.

"What are you doing there, Pierrot?" The whisper was intense.

"I thought," McTaggart explained mendaciously, "this way I could hear without seeing too much. That fat soprano is murdering romance!"

"I thought," McTaggart said misleadingly, "this way I could listen without seeing too much. That heavy soprano is ruining romance!"

"Quel enfant!" Fantine smiled. For the singer in question with her capacious bosom, now clasped fervently in the fat tenor's arms, appealed suddenly to her dormant sense of humor.

"Such a child!" Fantine smiled. For the singer in question, with her ample bosom now tightly held in the fat tenor's arms, suddenly tapped into her dormant sense of humor.

"Rather a ... magnificent figure for a maiden..." McTaggart followed up his remark. Some one below them breathed an indignant "Sh! ..." and Fantine held up an admonitory finger.

"That’s quite a... magnificent figure for a young woman..." McTaggart added to his comment. Someone below them whispered an offended "Sh! ...", and Fantine raised a warning finger.

McTaggart leaned back, conscious again of the heat. "Stifling in here—wish I hadn't come!" His thoughts ran on, seeking a plan to get his guest away before the final rush.

McTaggart leaned back, aware once more of the heat. "It's so stuffy in here—I wish I hadn't come!" His mind was racing, looking for a way to get his guest out before the final rush.

He was determined the pair should not meet. Oddly enough sub-consciously he blamed Cydonia—with that hateful parent—exonerating himself in the matter.

He was determined that the two shouldn’t meet. Strangely enough, he subconsciously blamed Cydonia—for that terrible parent—clearing himself of any responsibility in the matter.

His flirtation with the girl had lapsed a little of late, owing to the serious illness of Mrs. Cadell. A chill followed up by a tiring sale of work in a draughty hall had resulted in pneumonia. The dance had been postponed and Cydonia herself, bereft of her chaperone, had rarely made an appearance among the few friends she shared with McTaggart.

His flirting with the girl had faded a bit lately because Mrs. Cadell was seriously ill. A cold, combined with a tiring sale of work in a chilly hall, had led to pneumonia. The dance had been postponed, and Cydonia, without her chaperone, had hardly shown up among the few friends she had with McTaggart.

Stolen meetings had been few and far between. The anxiety caused by her mother's condition had roused the slumbering conscience in the girl, and McTaggart's love for her had suffered from the test. It needed propinquity to keep the fires alight.

Stolen meetings had been rare. The anxiety from her mother's condition had awakened the girl's dormant conscience, and McTaggart's love for her had been put to the test. It needed closeness to keep the passion alive.

Fantine had profited by the disaffection. Daily her hold on him grew more strong. Her ever-changing moods, her daring speech, her open dependence on his attentions, had forged new links in the chain between them, riveted by the subtle ties of habit.

Fantine had taken advantage of the tension. Every day, her grip on him became stronger. Her shifting moods, bold talk, and open reliance on his attention created new connections between them, solidified by the subtle bonds of routine.

Without home interests or the urgent need to work, McTaggart found time hang heavy on his hands. He had long since wearied of London's appeal to the moneyed youth on his emancipation from school. The round of music hall and supper club, of cards and drink and doubtful ladies had held him a victim but a very short time. His brains had saved him the career of a "Nut."

Without any personal ties or the pressing need to work, McTaggart found himself with a lot of free time. He had quickly grown tired of London's allure to wealthy young people after leaving school. The cycle of music halls, supper clubs, gambling, drinking, and questionable women had claimed him for only a brief period. His intellect had rescued him from becoming a “Nut.”

He had no active distaste for work; it was more that work did not come his way. For his first three years on the Stock Exchange he had thrown himself unwearied into the task of absorbing the details of his profession in the interest of his few clients.

He didn't actually dislike working; it was more that work just didn't come his way. During his first three years on the Stock Exchange, he dedicated himself tirelessly to learning the ins and outs of his profession for the benefit of his few clients.

But, bit by bit, these had fallen away.

But gradually, these had faded away.

College friends for the greater part, they had drifted abroad, lost money or married, preferring few investments to many speculations.

College friends for the most part, they had moved overseas, lost money, or gotten married, choosing to make a few smart investments instead of taking many risks.

For a brief period McTaggart had tried to hunt up others through social means. But his soul shrank from the merest suggestion of touting without the strong spur of necessity.

For a short time, McTaggart attempted to connect with others through social avenues. But his spirit recoiled at even the slightest hint of promoting himself without a compelling need.

Bad times, heavy taxes and perpetual wars had broken the confidence of the public. He found himself at the end of the third year several hundreds out of pocket!

Bad times, high taxes, and constant wars had shattered the public's trust. By the end of the third year, he found himself several hundred in the hole!

The cost of entertaining well—not for pleasure but possible profit—and bad debts had more than swallowed the sum of his hard-won commissions.

The expense of hosting well—not for enjoyment but for potential profit—and unpaid debts had completely consumed the amount of his hard-earned commissions.

His father had left him a steady income quite sufficient for his needs, and from his mother he had inherited a fluctuating interest from property abroad.

His father had left him a stable income that was more than enough for his needs, and from his mother, he inherited a variable income from overseas property.

Had he been poor, it is probable that he would have made a career for himself. His idleness was undoubtedly due to the lack of necessity: that poor man's stimulus.

Had he been poor, it's likely he would have built a career for himself. His laziness was definitely a result of not having to work: that poor man's motivation.

Unfortunately for his comfort, his vitality resented inaction. With no outlook his restlessness fed on itself, and he waxed irritable, a prey to sudden moods.

Unfortunately for his comfort, his energy couldn't stand inactivity. With no direction, his restlessness turned inward, and he became irritable, subject to sudden mood swings.

He was not a man to live alone. Healthy, impulsive, and full of life, he had nothing of the celibate in his mixed composition.

He wasn’t the type to live alone. Healthy, spontaneous, and full of energy, he had none of the characteristics of a celibate in his complex nature.

But a certain fastidiousness held him back from the casual vice of many men, and his hot blood was generally balanced by the finer instincts of his brain.

But a certain fastidiousness kept him from the casual vices of many men, and his hot blood was usually balanced by the sharper instincts of his mind.

Nevertheless the man suffered. And, since his memorable visit to the specialist, his imagination had been disturbed, to a degree hardly healthy, by a physical self-consciousness.

Nevertheless, the man suffered. And since his memorable visit to the specialist, his imagination had been troubled, to a degree that was hardly healthy, by a physical self-awareness.

It bred in him a profound distrust. It set him apart from other men. It seemed to give him a moral excuse for an irresolute habit of thought.

It created a deep distrust in him. It made him different from other men. It seemed to provide a moral reason for his uncertain way of thinking.

He had kept the secret to himself, fearing ridicule from his kind and with a shrewd appreciation of its doubtful value in feminine circles.

He had kept the secret to himself, afraid of being made fun of by his peers and understanding that it might not be valued in women's circles.

Once he had nearly confided in Jill, realizing that with the girl sex still lay in abeyance, almost ignored by her clean young soul.

Once he almost opened up to Jill, realizing that for her, sex was still on hold, almost overlooked by her innocent young spirit.

But something had checked him; a feeling perhaps that it led into a further field, impossible to discuss with her, this child who claimed his loyal respect.

But something had stopped him; maybe it was a feeling that it would lead to a deeper area, something he couldn't talk about with her, this child who had earned his loyal respect.

And meanwhile Fantine lured him on with the skill of her vast experience.

And in the meantime, Fantine drew him in with the expertise she had gained over the years.

The drop scene fell amid loud applause, and lights flashed up about the house.

The curtain fell to loud applause, and lights flashed around the theater.

McTaggart felt a sudden thirst, but dare not leave the sheltering box unaware whether Mr. Cadell would take advantage of the entr'acte.

McTaggart felt a sudden thirst but didn't dare leave the sheltering box, unsure if Mr. Cadell would take advantage of the break.

Fantine turned and smiled at him, tears not far from the topaz eyes, a faint colour in her face, soft with the pleasure of the music.

Fantine turned and smiled at him, tears close to her topaz eyes, a hint of color on her face, softened by the joy of the music.

"Like it?" He knew as he said the words that the question was superfluous, and went on a little quickly, full of his own immediate cares.

"Do you like it?" He realized as he asked that the question was unnecessary and continued a bit hastily, focused on his own pressing concerns.

"We'll have supper at the Savoy—it's sure to be packed to-night." He drew out his watch as he spoke, and glanced at it with a slight frown. "Jove! it's getting pretty late..."

"We'll have dinner at the Savoy—it's definitely going to be busy tonight." He pulled out his watch as he spoke and looked at it with a slight frown. "Wow! It's getting pretty late..."

Fantine smiled, resigning herself. She knew exactly what he wanted, guessing him bored by the music.

Fantine smiled, accepting her fate. She knew exactly what he wanted, suspecting he was bored by the music.

"Would you like to go before the end? After all"—she checked a sigh—"one knows by heart the tragic story. We could slip out before the finale."

"Do you want to leave before it’s over? After all"—she took a breath—"everyone knows the sad story by heart. We could sneak out before the ending."

The man brightened visibly.

The man visibly brightened.

"Well, you see—it's like this—I haven't reserved a table to-night. We shall have to take our chance, so we'd better be there before the rush."

"Well, you see, it's like this—I haven't booked a table tonight. We'll have to take our chances, so we should get there before it gets busy."

He still avoided the front of the box, conscious of his neighbour's eyes, but, now that the danger seemed averted, he felt a mischievous delight. He could picture Cydonia, very correct, in her white frock and string of pearls, with her inevitable "Isn't it nice?" addressed to the somewhat bored parent.

He still stayed away from the front of the box, aware of his neighbor’s gaze, but now that the threat seemed to have passed, he felt a playful excitement. He could imagine Cydonia, looking very proper in her white dress and pearl necklace, with her usual “Isn’t it nice?” directed at the somewhat uninterested parent.

And at the thought a slight shame ran through him; the knowledge, too, of all the young girl represented in his somewhat aimless life.

And at that thought, a slight shame washed over him; he realized all that the young girl represented in his somewhat directionless life.

But Fantine was addressing him.

But Fantine was talking to him.

"Say now, Pierrot, would you mind—instead of going to the Savoy—a picnic supper at my flat?"

"Hey, Pierrot, would you mind skipping the Savoy and having a picnic dinner at my place instead?"

His face fell, and immediately she added quickly: "We'd leave early—but ... the fact is I can't bear to think of that aggressive band. It seems almost profane to me—after the feast of music here. But of course—if you're hungry?" Her voice pleaded. "I think I've got some foie gras—and a cold tongue—won't that do? And we'd have ... a cosy evening together."

His expression changed, and she quickly added, "We'd leave early—but... the truth is I can't stand the thought of that pushy group. It feels almost wrong to me—after the wonderful music we've had here. But of course—if you're hungry?" Her voice was desperate. "I think I have some foie gras—and some cold cuts—won't that work? And we could have... a cozy evening together."

"Do?" McTaggart laughed softly, relieved by the saving clause, "Why, I'd infinitely prefer it. One gets so tired of the Savoy."

"Do?" McTaggart laughed softly, feeling relieved by the alternative, "Honestly, I'd much rather do that. You get so tired of the Savoy."

"Good." She slipped her hand sideways and laid it a moment on his knee.

"Good." She moved her hand over slightly and rested it for a moment on his knee.

"Rather fun, eh, Pierrot?—to play at being Darby and Joan."

"Pretty fun, right, Pierrot?—to pretend to be Darby and Joan."

McTaggart nodded, without speaking. He felt a sudden tinge of excitement, the forerunner of adventure. "We're hardly old enough for that"—mischief was in his laughing eyes—"Why not 'Paul et Virginie?'—brought a little up-to-date."

McTaggart nodded silently. He felt a sudden jolt of excitement, the precursor to adventure. "We're barely old enough for that"—mischief danced in his laughing eyes—"How about 'Paul et Virginie?'—but updated a bit."

The lights went down. Behind the curtain a bell tolled as if for Mass, cutting through the buzz of chatter, a summons from another world. Then, like a clear call to love, came the sweet sound of Santuzza's voice.

The lights dimmed. Behind the curtain, a bell rang like it was for Mass, cutting through the chatter, a call from another world. Then, like a clear invitation to love, came the beautiful sound of Santuzza's voice.

Fantine caught a quick breath. The scene to come was significant. For she knew that this night spelled the last of many a happy one with McTaggart. And she wondered ... Would she miss the man?

Fantine took a quick breath. The upcoming scene was important. She knew that this night marked the end of many happy nights with McTaggart. And she wondered... Would she miss the guy?

For a second her whole soul recoiled from the task she had set herself: the crisis of the long-drawn-out and carefully prepared betrayal. She saw in a flash the years ahead on that stony downward path of intrigue, a tool herself in another man's hands, to be cast aside when Time should blunt it ...

For a moment, her entire being shrank back from the task she had set for herself: the crisis of the drawn-out and meticulously planned betrayal. She envisioned in an instant the years ahead on that harsh downward path of deceit, a pawn in another man's game, destined to be discarded when Time dulled its edge...

The mood lasted until they reached the flat. McTaggart believed her still to be under the spell of the music. He respected her silence and enjoyed his cigarette as they sat side by side in the speeding taxi.

The vibe lasted until they got to the apartment. McTaggart thought she was still enchanted by the music. He appreciated her quiet and enjoyed his cigarette as they sat next to each other in the speeding taxi.

She opened the door with her latch-key, and switched on the hall light, leading the way into the drawing-room, where before a bright fire a table was spread with a dainty supper laid for one.

She unlocked the door with her key and turned on the hallway light, guiding the way into the living room, where a table was set for one in front of a bright fire, complete with a lovely supper.

"I'm all alone to-night—it will be a real picnic." She took off her opera cloak and threw it on the sofa. "My cook sleeps out—she's a married woman—and Mélanie has gone home for a short holiday."

"I'm all alone tonight—it'll be a real treat." She took off her opera cloak and tossed it on the sofa. "My cook is staying out—she's married—and Mélanie has gone home for a short break."

She told the lie coolly, knowing that near at hand the maid, well coached, was waiting for her cue; an important witness if subsequent events should necessitate her reappearance.

She told the lie calmly, knowing that nearby the maid, well trained, was waiting for her signal; an important witness if later events required her to come back.

"You aren't nervous?" McTaggart looked surprised—"I mean, of staying here alone all night."

"You aren't nervous?" McTaggart looked surprised. "I mean, staying here alone all night?"

"Oh, dear no." She shrugged her shoulders. "I could ring up the porter in case of need."

"Oh, no way." She shrugged her shoulders. "I could call the porter if needed."

She studied her face a moment in the glass, fingering the tulle that covered her shoulders. "I think perhaps... Yes!—I'll get out of this and slip into a comfortable tea-gown. You don't mind waiting, do you, Pierrot? I shan't be long." She turned to the door, then came back again with a forced smile.

She looked at her reflection in the mirror for a moment, touching the tulle draped over her shoulders. "I think maybe... Yes!—I'll change out of this and put on a cozy tea gown. You don't mind waiting, do you, Pierrot? I won’t be long." She turned toward the door but then returned with a strained smile.

"I wonder—could you undo these hooks." She turned her back to him as she spoke. "I can manage all the rest ... but just those between the shoulders?"

"I wonder—can you unhook these?" She turned her back to him as she spoke. "I can handle everything else ... but just those between the shoulders?"

Gallantly McTaggart stooped to the task.

Gallantly, McTaggart bent down to do the job.

As the tulle fell away, leaving her neck bare, a sudden temptation seized the man. He lowered his head and kissed the warm flesh, honey-tinted, and soft to his lips.

As the tulle slipped off, exposing her neck, a sudden urge overtook the man. He bent down and kissed the warm skin, softly tinted like honey, against his lips.

But she swung round quickly with an incoherent cry. "Non, non, Pierrot—je ne veux pas!" Her face looked frightened. She thrust him back, a sudden remorse awake in her heart.

But she turned around quickly with a confused cry. "No, no, Pierrot—I don’t want to!" Her face looked scared. She pushed him away, a sudden feeling of regret stirring in her heart.

McTaggart laughed. She read in his eyes amusement at her show of resistance.

McTaggart laughed. She could see the amusement in his eyes at her attempt to resist.

And the knowledge of this and his lack of respect swept aside her lingering scruples. Her mood veered round. A feverish exultation spurred her now down the path of revenge.

And the realization of this, along with his disrespect, pushed her lingering doubts aside. Her mood changed completely. A feverish excitement drove her now down the path of revenge.

"Naughty boy!" She shook her head and was gone, with a laughing backward glance.

"Naughty boy!" She shook her head and walked away, glancing back with a laugh.

Left to himself, McTaggart strolled about, stretching his long legs, cramped in the box.

Left alone, McTaggart walked around, stretching his long legs, which were cramped in the box.

A memory brought him back to the mantelpiece, and he sought for and found the faded photograph.

A memory took him back to the mantel, and he looked for and found the faded photo.

Once more he gazed at the sinister face, with its black beard and evil eyes. It held a curious fascination for him, repulsive and mesmeric at the same time. He saw that a name was written beneath, indistinct in violet ink, and holding it nearer to the light he deciphered "Gustave," with a slight start. Below it was a blotted date and then "Alger" clear and bright, where a frame had once protected the edge.

Once again, he stared at the dark face, with its black beard and wicked eyes. It had a strange pull for him, both repulsive and captivating at the same time. He noticed a name written underneath, faintly in violet ink, and bringing it closer to the light, he read "Gustave," feeling a slight jolt. Below that was a smudged date and then "Alger" clear and bright, where a frame had once covered the edge.

He put it back behind the mirror, a frown on his face, his mouth tight.

He put it back behind the mirror, frowning, his mouth tense.

So that was the husband. What a brute! ...

So that was the husband. What a jerk! ...

His pity stirred beneath his disgust. He thought of Fantine, dainty and sweet, at the mercy of such a type. Thank God the man was dead!

His pity churned under his disgust. He thought of Fantine, delicate and kind, at the mercy of someone like that. Thank God the man was dead!

He recalled her remark in the restaurant, the night they had dined at the "Bon Bourgeois."

He remembered her comment at the restaurant, the night they had dinner at the "Bon Bourgeois."

"He was always very kind to me..."

"He was always really nice to me..."

"Kind?"—with those eyes!—He shuddered slightly, connecting the pair in his mind.

"Kind?"—with those eyes!—He shivered a little, linking the two in his thoughts.

Poor little woman ... what a life!

Poor little woman... what a life!

It sobered him, bringing the best to the surface, and he turned with a very real affection on his handsome face as she opened the door.

It made him serious, bringing out the best in him, and he turned with genuine affection on his handsome face as she opened the door.

But here was a new irresistible Fantine. With bright eyes, she danced toward him, mischief incarnate, her pale face laughing above a peignoir, diaphanous, intimate; showing gleams of silk-shod ankles through the daring draperies.

But here was a new, irresistible Fantine. With bright eyes, she danced toward him, mischief personified, her pale face laughing above a sheer, intimate peignoir; revealing glimpses of her silk-clad ankles through the daring fabric.

"You see! I make myself at home ... And now for supper." She laid down a silver tray with a plate and glass and arranged his knives and forks for him.

"You see! I'm making myself at home... And now it's time for dinner." She set down a silver tray with a plate and a glass and arranged his knives and forks for him.

"Monsieur est servi." She caught up a napkin and threw it gaily over her arm.

"Monsieur is served." She picked up a napkin and tossed it playfully over her arm.

"Monsieur will not forget the poor waiter—who—how absurd!—cannot open the wine!" She held out toward him a bottle of champagne.

"Monsieur won't forget the poor waiter—who—how ridiculous!—can’t open the wine!" She extended a bottle of champagne towards him.

"Vite, mon cher!—I die of thirst."

"Quick, my dear!—I'm dying of thirst."

McTaggart felt suddenly relieved. He entered heartily into the sport.

McTaggart felt a wave of relief wash over him. He jumped right into the fun.

"What would the poor waiter like for a tip? Furs perhaps, or a motor car?"

"What would the poor waiter like for a tip? Maybe furs or a car?"

"I'll tell you later," she flashed him a glance as he cut the wire and extracted the cork.

"I'll tell you later," she shot him a look as he cut the wire and pulled out the cork.

He poured it foaming in the glasses.

He poured it into the glasses, making it foam.

"Here's to ... to-night!" He drank it off.

"Here’s to ... tonight!" He finished his drink.

As supper proceeded the desire of adventure drowned all else in McTaggart's mind. A man can only be young once, he told himself, and refilled his glass.

As dinner went on, the urge for adventure overshadowed everything else in McTaggart's mind. A man can only be young once, he thought, and filled his glass again.

And Fantine seemed to lay aside all thought of to-morrow, to drift content through this golden hour the Gods vouchsafed, ignoring the loom where the Grey Fates spun.

And Fantine appeared to set aside all thoughts of tomorrow, allowing herself to float happily through this golden hour that the Gods granted, ignoring the loom where the Grey Fates wove.

When the last drop of wine was gone and satiety claimed them as willing victims, McTaggart dragged the table back and pulled the sofa near the fire.

When the last drop of wine was gone and they felt completely satisfied, McTaggart moved the table aside and pulled the sofa closer to the fire.

"Now—come and talk to me, mon amie—here's a stool for those little feet. You really are a dream to-night!—I never saw you look so ... tempting!"

"Now—come and talk to me, my friend—here's a stool for your little feet. You truly look amazing tonight! I’ve never seen you look so... tempting!"

She lay back against the cushions, watching him stir the coals in the grate.

She reclined against the cushions, watching him stir the coals in the fireplace.

"Let's sit in the fire light," he suggested, and switched off the electricity.

"Let's sit in the firelight," he suggested, and turned off the electricity.

Behind his back she stole a glance at the clock, and her face fell, then grew thoughtful.

Behind his back, she glanced at the clock, and her expression dropped before turning pensive.

"Another hour," she said to herself, with the odd sensation of a respite.

"One more hour," she told herself, feeling a strange sense of relief.

"A cigarette first—please, Pierrot."

"First, a cigarette—please, Pierrot."

"What nonsense! You've smoked enough." His voice was masterful and she pouted.

"What nonsense! You've smoked enough." His voice was authoritative, and she pouted.

"Méchant! give me one, at once."

"Méchant! give me one, now."

He lit it, somewhat grudgingly, watching the flame of the match spurt and illumine her piquante face in the semi-darkness of the room.

He lit it, a bit reluctantly, watching the match's flame flare up and light up her charming face in the dimness of the room.

She drew the smoke in lazily, through the pursed-up, vivid lips.

She lazily inhaled the smoke through her pouted, vibrant lips.

"Have one too?" She handed the box—"and tell me ... all about yourself."

"Got one too?" She handed the box—"and tell me ... all about yourself."

"That's clever..." McTaggart smiled. "You've hit upon my favorite subject. But I think to-night we'll talk of you. Tell me"—he paused—"of your life in Algiers." Strange, how that picture haunted him!

"That's clever..." McTaggart smiled. "You've touched on my favorite topic. But I think tonight we should focus on you. Tell me"—he paused—"about your life in Algiers." It's strange how that image haunted him!

"That's long ago," she shrank slightly, then rallied herself to the task. "I went there as a bride, you see. My husband was head of a kind of syndicate. It's a nice place in the Winter-time—there's a large French Colony there. And plenty of English people too—it's quite gay—with music—and cards."

"That was a long time ago," she hesitated a bit, then focused on her task. "I went there as a bride, you know. My husband was the leader of a sort of syndicate. It's a lovely place in the winter—there's a big French community there. And a lot of English people too—it's quite lively—with music—and cards."

McTaggart smiled to himself. At the words he made a shrewd guess at Gustave's business in Algiers. But Fantine skillfully led the talk through devious channels back to himself. Once launched on the stream he told her of his early years, his parents' death, his college career, and the growing boredom of his days.

McTaggart smiled to himself. From what he heard, he made a clever guess about Gustave's business in Algiers. But Fantine skillfully steered the conversation back to himself. Once he had the floor, he shared his early years, his parents' death, his time in college, and the increasing boredom of his days.

And between the lines Fantine gleaned all that she needed; his obvious means and that fastidiousness of his—an important factor in her game.

And between the lines, Fantine picked up everything she needed; his clear resources and that particular way he had—an important element in her strategy.

The clock ticked on and the fire died low. The little room seemed shut off from the world.

The clock kept ticking and the fire faded down. The small room felt isolated from everything outside.

"It sounds lonely..." she said at last—"You poor boy!—I understan'."

"It sounds lonely..." she said finally—"You poor thing!—I get it."

"Do you?" he leaned eagerly nearer. "No one cares—that's about it!" His arm stole round her. "Fantine ... dear, it's in your hands to cure, you know."

"Do you?" he leaned in closer, eager. "No one cares—that's the bottom line!" His arm wrapped around her. "Fantine ... dear, it's up to you to fix this, you know."

He stooped down and their lips met ...

He bent down and their lips touched...

The clock struck with a silver chime, ringing out the midnight hour; and Fantine, startled, drew away. Not yet—the warning rang in her ears.

The clock chimed with a silver tone, marking midnight; and Fantine, startled, pulled back. Not yet—the warning echoed in her ears.

But McTaggart, fired by that close embrace, stung too by her shrinking gesture, caught her roughly in his arms.

But McTaggart, fueled by that tight embrace and stung by her shrinking gesture, grabbed her roughly in his arms.

"Pierrot!"—she gasped—"wait ... wait! There's something—I must tell you—first..."

"Pierrot!"—she said, breathlessly—"hold on ... wait! There's something—I need to tell you—first..."

His strong young arms were like a vise, his eyes were brilliant, pleading for him.

His strong young arms were like a vice, and his eyes were bright, begging for attention.

"Fantine...?" he breathed.

"Fantine...?" he whispered.

"No! no!" She forced him back with all her strength, aware of his sudden loss of control, but perfect mistress of herself. Her hands, pressed against his chest, checked him for a fleeting moment. Within his coat that the struggle forced open, her eyes detected a note of white—the corner of an envelope, and in a flash her fingers sought and found the letter, purloining it.

"No! no!" She pushed him back with all her strength, aware of his sudden loss of control, but completely composed. Her hands, pressed against his chest, held him back for a brief moment. Through his coat that the struggle had forced open, her eyes spotted a glimpse of white—the corner of an envelope, and in an instant her fingers reached for it and took the letter.

She heard him give a little gasp, incredulous and vexed at once; his arms relaxed, the spell snapped, and twisting sidewards she slipped away out of his reach, breathless, triumphant.

She heard him gasp a little, both surprised and annoyed at the same time; his arms relaxed, the spell was broken, and turning sideways, she slipped away from his grasp, breathless and victorious.

Little she guessed what the trick cost her! For McTaggart in common with his kind was scrupulous toward correspondence. Nothing on earth would have induced him to trifle with another's letters.

Little did she know what the trick would cost her! For McTaggart, like his kind, was meticulous about correspondence. Nothing on earth would have made him mess with someone else's letters.

And now as Fantine stood before him with a mocking smile, and in her grasp an envelope with his name upon it, in Jill's childish scrawling hand, it added the last fatal spark to resentment caused by baffled desire.

And now as Fantine stood in front of him with a mocking smile, holding an envelope with his name written on it in Jill's childish scrawl, it fueled the final spark of resentment from unfulfilled desire.

"That's mine, I think." His husky voice, almost rude in his sudden anger, proved to the woman she had found the right excuse to delay her surrender.

"That's mine, I think." His deep voice, bordering on rude in his sudden anger, assured the woman she had discovered the perfect reason to put off her submission.

"Ah non, mon cher Pierrot!—I think I will keep your ... lettre d'amour. I'm very, ver-ry cross with you..." But her eyes belied the implied reproof. She stepped back, and the glow from the fire fell on her flushed and mischievous face, on the crumpled transparent peignoir that had fallen away from one bare shoulder.

"Ah no, my dear Pierrot!—I think I’ll hold onto your ... love letter. I’m really, really upset with you..." But her eyes gave away her true feelings. She took a step back, and the light from the fire illuminated her flushed and playful face, highlighting the crumpled sheer robe that had slipped off one bare shoulder.

And suddenly it came to McTaggart what she was ... and his own folly!

And suddenly it hit McTaggart what she was ... and how foolish he had been!

He saw that passion swayed him alone without the redeeming touch of love.

He realized that passion moved him by itself, without the redeeming influence of love.

"I'm sorry." He stood up, stiff and straight. "You're quite right—I lost my head!" For the shrewder side of his nature swung him back once more into safe balance. He switched on the electric light and glanced openly at the clock.

"I'm sorry." He stood up, rigid and upright. "You're absolutely right—I lost my cool!" The more reasonable part of his personality pulled him back into a steady state. He turned on the electric light and looked directly at the clock.

"I'm afraid, too, I'm keeping you up. I'd no idea it was so late."

"I'm sorry, I didn't realize I was keeping you up. I had no idea it was this late."

His voice was frigidly polite, a mask to hide his deep anger. For there she stood, with Jill's letter—Jill's of all people on earth!—that note of hers yet unread, caught up at the Club before he started.

His voice was chillingly polite, a facade to conceal his intense anger. For there she was, holding Jill's letter—Jill's of all people on earth!—that note of hers still unread, picked up at the Club before he began.

He held out his hand for it.

He reached out his hand for it.

Silently she gave it up. For once the woman in her quailed before the wrath in his blue eyes.

Silently, she let it go. For the first time, the woman inside her shrank back from the anger in his blue eyes.

"Thank you." He placed it in his pocket and smiled, his young face still hard.

"Thanks." He put it in his pocket and smiled, his youthful face still tough.

"Now we're quits ... eh! Fantine."

"Now we're even ... right? Fantine."

She began to realize her mistake.

She started to recognize her mistake.

"Quits?" she pouted. With one hand she smoothed the tumbled laces about her. "I think ... that you're unkind, Pierrot."

"Quits?" she said with a pout. With one hand, she smoothed the tangled laces around her. "I think ... you're being unkind, Pierrot."

To his dismay she began to cry.

To his disappointment, she started to cry.

For indeed her nerve had given out, and the tears, at first assumed, grew real. She sobbed on, her head in her hands.

For sure, she had lost her composure, and the tears, which had initially seemed fake, became genuine. She continued to cry, her head in her hands.

"You're not going?—oh—Pierrot! ... don't go ... Mon Dieu! ... Mon Dieu! ... I didn't mean ... I only ... tease ... oh! unkind..." she choked on the word.

"You're not going?—oh—Pierrot! ... don't go ... My God! ... My God! ... I didn't mean ... I just ... wanted to tease ... oh! that's so unkind..." she choked on the word.

McTaggart's heart began to soften.

McTaggart's heart started to soften.

"Why! Fantine ... why—my dear ...! I'm not cross ... honour bright! But it's getting deuced late, you know ... there ... there ... don't cry."

"Why! Fantine ... why—my dear ...! I'm not angry ... I swear! But it's getting really late, you know ... there ... there ... don't cry."

He soothed her like a fractious child.

He calmed her down like an upset child.

"You go to bed—-you're dog-tired. That's it—I'm a selfish ass! ..." He tried to thrust the thought aside of what was really troubling her.

"You go to bed—you're completely exhausted. That's it—I'm a selfish jerk! ..." He tried to push aside the thought of what was really bothering her.

And in his friendly voice she read the failure of her deep-laid plans, conscious too that their early return had thrown out the scheme of time. Well, it was over—no! postponed...

And in his friendly voice, she sensed the failure of her well-thought-out plans, also aware that their early return had disrupted the timeline. Well, it was over—no! postponed...

She lifted her tear-stained face, oddly swayed between relief and infinite discouragement.

She raised her tear-streaked face, strangely caught between relief and deep discouragement.

"Good night, Pierrot—I'm ... so tired! I'll go to bed—you're quite right. But come and see me very soon. Promise, Pierrot."

"Good night, Pierrot—I'm ... so tired! I'm going to bed—you're totally right. But come and see me really soon. Promise, Pierrot."

He smiled at her.

He smiled at her.

"Rather!—why! what d'you think?"

"Really!—why! What do you think?"

But once outside the front door he felt a sudden sense of blankness. He hated tears and shrank from scenes with the wholesome distrust of perfect nerves. And then—that letter! His face darkened ... What an end to the evening! The unexpected with a vengeance. He started to descend the stairs when a sound below made him pause.

But as soon as he stepped outside the front door, he felt a rush of emptiness. He hated crying and avoided emotional scenes with a healthy skepticism. And then—that letter! His expression soured... What a way to end the evening! Talk about a surprise. He began to head down the stairs when a noise from below caused him to stop.

Some one was coming slowly up. The steps passed the third floor and moved toward the last flight.

Someone was coming slowly up. The footsteps passed the third floor and moved toward the top flight.

McTaggart glanced quickly round. He felt a curious distaste to be found there at this hour, and his eyes fell on the lift, level with Fantine's door. He remembered he had brought her up, working the ropes himself, and there it stood in semi-darkness offering a hiding-place.

McTaggart glanced around quickly. He felt a strange discomfort being there at this hour, and his eyes landed on the lift, aligned with Fantine's door. He recalled that he had brought her up, operating the ropes himself, and there it stood in the dim light, providing a hiding place.

He stepped inside and sat down in the far corner, holding his breath, as a tall man came into sight muffled in an overcoat.

He walked in and sat down in the far corner, holding his breath, as a tall man appeared, wrapped in an overcoat.

"He's going to the opposite flat. Jolly lucky the lift being here." McTaggart's soliloquy stopped short. He gave a little gasp of wonder.

"He's heading to the other apartment. So lucky the elevator is here." McTaggart's thoughts abruptly came to a halt. He let out a small gasp of amazement.

For the man passed him, unaware of his presence, making straight for Fantine's door, with a light, noiseless step that seemed to the other oddly furtive.

For the man walked past him, unaware of him, heading directly for Fantine's door, with a light, silent step that felt oddly sneaky to the other.

Arrived there he paused a moment, then bent down and with his finger lifted up the narrow flap of the letter box and peered through.

Arriving there, he paused for a moment, then bent down and lifted the narrow flap of the mailbox with his finger, peering inside.

Instantly McTaggart was on the defensive. He thought of Mrs. Merrod alone, without a single soul to guard her, and the opportunity it offered.

Instantly, McTaggart went on the defensive. He thought of Mrs. Merrod by herself, with no one to protect her, and the chance that it presented.

But the next moment the pseudo-thief produced a latch-key from his pocket, fitted it softly in the lock, and the light shone out through the opened door. Here the first check greeted him. For the key stuck and, as he turned, McTaggart caught a glimpse of his face with a sudden and bewildering shock.

But the next moment the fake thief pulled a latch-key from his pocket, gently inserted it into the lock, and the light shone out through the opened door. Here, the first obstacle confronted him. The key became stuck, and as he turned it, McTaggart caught a glimpse of his face, which came as a sudden and shocking surprise.

The square-cut beard had been shaved away, but above it gleamed those evil eyes and the hooked nose slightly bent of the man in the faded photograph!

The square-cut beard was gone, but those wicked eyes and slightly bent hooked nose of the man in the old photo still gleamed!

"Gustave"—"Alger"—The two words flashed into remembrance. Here in the flesh was Fantine's husband—the dead returned! No doubt of it!

"Gustave" — "Alger" — Those two words came rushing back. Here in person stood Fantine's husband—the dead had come back! No doubt about it!

The man, with a shrug of his narrow shoulders, ceased to wrestle with the lock, and through the door left ajar McTaggart, his face glued to the glass of the lift, could see him cross the narrow hall, still on tiptoe, and bend to listen at the opposite key-hole.

The man, shrugging his narrow shoulders, stopped trying to wrestle with the lock, and through the slightly open door, McTaggart, with his face pressed against the glass of the lift, could see him walk across the narrow hall, still on tiptoe, and lean down to listen at the opposite keyhole.

What did it mean? A sudden suspicion shot through McTaggart's brain. He caught dimly the thread of the plot and a cold chill ran down his spine.

What did it mean? A sudden suspicion shot through McTaggart's mind. He vaguely grasped the thread of the plot, and a cold chill ran down his spine.

The next moment the bedroom door was flung wide, and Fantine stood, half dressed, her white face sharp and haggard, but undismayed.

The next moment, the bedroom door swung open, and Fantine stood there, half-dressed, her pale face looking sharp and worn, but still unflinching.

A quick volley of words passed, unintelligible, in French. The sudden draught caught the outer door, and it slammed to with a loud bang.

A quick exchange of words happened, unintelligible, in French. The sudden gust caught the outer door, and it slammed shut with a loud bang.

Alone, in the darkness of the lift, McTaggart crouched, his brain on fire. A single word from the woman's lips had reached him and vaguely repeated itself.

Alone, in the darkness of the elevator, McTaggart crouched, his mind racing. A single word from the woman’s lips had reached him and echoed in his thoughts.

"Raté...!" He found no meaning to it. With the consciousness of his equivocal position came the desire to escape. His hand groped for the cords and the lift slid down to the ground floor.

"Missed...!" He found no meaning in it. With the awareness of his uncertain position came the urge to get away. His hand reached for the cords, and the lift descended to the ground floor.

He fumbled with the heavy door, and was outside in the cold night air. Like a thief himself, he took to his heels, running down the deserted street, hailed a belated four-wheeler and arrived at length at his own chambers.

He struggled with the heavy door and stepped outside into the cold night air. Like a thief, he took off running down the empty street, caught a late taxi, and finally arrived at his own place.

Once inside his sitting-room, he seemed to awaken from his stupor. He caught a glimpse of himself in the glass, forced a laugh at his white face and helped himself to a stiff drink.

Once he entered his living room, he appeared to snap out of his daze. He caught sight of himself in the mirror, forced a laugh at his pale face, and poured himself a strong drink.

Blackmail. The ugly word supplied the link that was missing. Blackmail—that was it. And Fantine? He felt suddenly sick. But as the brandy sent a glow through his cold disgusted frame, another memory returned to set the seal on his doubts.

Blackmail. The harsh word provided the missing connection. Blackmail—that was it. And Fantine? He felt a wave of nausea. But as the brandy warmed his cold, disgusted body, another memory came back to confirm his suspicions.

He crossed to his bookcase and drew out from a pile of tattered French novels a shabby book bound in leather, thumbed and torn by days of school.

He walked over to his bookcase and took out a worn-out book bound in leather from a stack of beaten-up French novels, dog-eared and ripped from years of use in school.

With nervous haste he turned the pages. "P," "Q," "R"—here it was! His eyes strained down the narrow print.

With anxious urgency, he flipped through the pages. "P," "Q," "R"—there it was! His eyes focused intently on the small print.

"Rater—(verb) to miss fire."

"Rater—(verb) to misfire."




PART II

"Flower o' the quince
I let Lisa go and what good's in life since?"
R. BROWNING.

"Flower of the quince
I let Lisa go, and what good is there in life now?"
R. Browning.



CHAPTER XII

"I dreamed last night," said Jill, "that you and Stephen were having a fencing match. The worst of it was"—she sighed—-"I woke before the end!"

"I dreamed last night," Jill said, "that you and Stephen were having a fencing match. The worst part was"—she sighed—"I woke up before it finished!"

She settled herself back more firmly in her corner as the car swept them down a steep incline between high hedges bared of leaves, gathering impetus for the upward hill beyond. Roddy sat in front, his cap pulled down to his eyes, his back like a ramrod, every muscle braced. He was deeply engrossed in watching Bethune drive, pouring questions into his new friend's ear.

She settled back more comfortably in her corner as the car carried them down a steep slope flanked by bare-leaved hedges, gaining speed for the hill ahead. Roddy sat in front, his cap pulled down over his eyes, his back straight as a rod, every muscle tense. He was completely focused on watching Bethune drive, bombarding his new friend with questions.

McTaggart pulled the rug higher about the girl as the keen wind smote them with its frosty breath. "You don't feel cold, Jill?" His blue eyes rested affectionately on the glowing face beside him.

McTaggart pulled the blanket higher around the girl as the sharp wind hit them with its icy breath. "Aren't you cold, Jill?" His blue eyes looked at the warm face next to him with affection.

"Not a bit! I love it." She returned to her dream. "Wasn't it annoying to wake like that?"

"Not at all! I love it." She went back to her dream. "Wasn't it frustrating to wake up like that?"

"Which side were you backing?" McTaggart gave a chuckle at her indignant:

"Which side were you on?" McTaggart laughed at her indignation:

"Why—you—of course! Fancy backing Stephen! I forgot to tell you, Peter. We had a real row the other night. And the worst of it is he told Mother something. He's such a sneak!—and now she's cross with me."

"Why—you—of course! Can you believe backing Stephen! I forgot to tell you, Peter. We had a huge fight the other night. And the worst part is he told Mom something. He's such a sneak!—and now she's upset with me."

"Poor old girl!" McTaggart groped for her hand under the heavy rug; and the girl, contentedly, let it lie in his warm clasp with a child's confidence.

"Poor girl!" McTaggart reached for her hand beneath the heavy blanket, and she happily let it rest in his warm grasp, trusting him like a child.

"Dreams are funny things," she went on happily, conscious of his sympathy, her eyes fixed ahead on the long line of trees fringing the country road, gaunt against the sky, warmed by the sunset hour. "D'you ever dream the same one over and over again?"

"Dreams are weird things," she continued cheerfully, aware of his sympathy, her gaze locked on the long line of trees along the country road, stark against the sky, glowing in the sunset. "Do you ever have the same dream repeatedly?"

"I don't think so," said Peter. "I can't remember them—not distinctly, I mean, when I'm awake."

"I don't think so," Peter said. "I can't remember them—not clearly, I mean, when I'm awake."

"I do." Jill turned to him with a far-away expression, "and there's one dream returns and seems to haunt me. A cluster of white towers that rise up on a hill against a deep blue sky and glitter in the sunshine. It's all so vivid!—I can see it now. Just that—those high white towers with a darker one among them. It seems to have a little cap—like a chimney pot—snow white ... And, although I've never been there, it's like a memory. I know it sounds absurd, but it feels"—she paused for words—"like coming home ... And then, I wake up."

"I do." Jill turned to him with a distant look in her eyes, "and there’s one dream that keeps coming back and seems to haunt me. A group of white towers that rise on a hill against a deep blue sky and sparkle in the sunlight. It’s all so vivid!—I can see it clearly now. Just that—those tall white towers with a darker one among them. It looks like it has a little cap—like a chimney pot—pure white... And even though I've never been there, it feels like a memory. I know it sounds crazy, but it feels"—she paused to find the right words—"like coming home... And then, I wake up."

"How odd! Perhaps it's part of another life. You know"—his face was thoughtful—"I think we've lived before. I can't believe that this is the whole of my existence; that all those centuries back bold no trace of me. Any more than I can think, as lots of fellows do, that we're snuffed out when we die like a row of little candles!"

"How strange! Maybe it’s from another life. You know"—his expression grew serious—"I really believe we've lived before. I can't accept that this is all there is to my life; that all those centuries in the past leave no sign of me. Just like I can’t believe, as many people do, that we just disappear when we die like a row of little candles!"

"Of course not." Jill spoke with the certainty of youth—"though Heaven always sounds such a dreadfully dull place! That 'Heaven' I mean of the 'goody-goody' people, with no work to do but only eternal rest. I don't see the use of all we learn here if spiritual experience dies with the body. It's such a waste of power and so unlike Nature. Why—even the trees, you know, after centuries, turn into coal!" She drew a deep breath. "That's always so comforting! When I get the blues and feel afraid of death I like to look at the fire and believe that nothing's lost ... it all goes on, forward in the Scheme."

"Of course not." Jill spoke with the confidence of youth—"but Heaven always sounds like such a boring place! That 'Heaven' I mean, where the 'goody-goody' people are, with nothing to do but enjoy eternal rest. I don’t see the point of everything we learn here if spiritual experience just ends with the body. It's such a waste of energy and so unlike Nature. Why—even the trees, after centuries, turn into coal!" She took a deep breath. "That's always so reassuring! When I feel down and scared of death, I like to look at the fire and believe that nothing's lost ... it all continues, moving forward in the bigger picture."

"That's true." McTaggart's hand tightened on hers. "Bethune—over there"—he lowered his voice—"was talking the other day—we're great pals, you know—he's a chap you can talk to, awfully sane—and we'd got on to religion and how it's broken up into rival camps and endless confusion—and he said: 'I haven't any particular creed and I don't go to Church, but ... it's just like this. I've always felt the Almighty's been so awfully good to me—he's cast my lot in very pleasant places, and given me health and strength and a jolly good time. It seems a dirty trick to doubt what He's planned, when He sees fit to shift me from this old Earth.'"

"That's true." McTaggart tightened his grip on hers. "Bethune—over there"—he lowered his voice—"was talking the other day—we're great friends, you know—he's someone you can talk to, really level-headed—and we ended up discussing religion and how it's split into competing groups and endless confusion—and he said: 'I don't have any specific beliefs and I don't go to church, but ... it's like this. I've always felt that God has been really good to me—He's put me in very nice circumstances, and given me health and strength and a really good time. It seems like a low blow to doubt what He has planned when He decides to move me from this old Earth.'"

"I like that. How nice!" Jill nodded her head. "It does sound rather like ingratitude; and, now one comes to think of it, it is cheek to question the future after this lovely world. Look at that sky there and those little pink clouds!"

"I like that. How nice!" Jill nodded. "It does sound a bit ungrateful; and when you think about it, it's pretty bold to question the future after this beautiful world. Look at that sky and those little pink clouds!"

She spoke simply, with no lack of reverence, but rather that deeper one needing no outward show.

She spoke plainly, with genuine respect, but it was a deeper kind that didn’t need any outward display.

Silence fell between the pair as the car scudded on: that truest proof of minds in perfect sympathy.

Silence fell between the two as the car glided on: that was the clearest sign of minds in perfect harmony.

The distant hills were veiling themselves in a violet haze, and in the high hedgerows the birds were still. Away to the right a deep blue line showed the river flowing along to London and the sea.

The distant hills were shrouded in a purple haze, and the birds were quiet in the tall hedgerows. Off to the right, a deep blue line indicated the river making its way to London and the sea.

Jill broke the spell first, with a little sign to attract his attention.

Jill was the first to break the spell with a small gesture to get his attention.

"I'm sure I hear music—a long way off. There!" She bent her head, straining forward. "It's a band down in the valley. How funny at this hour!—and right away from everywhere!"

"I'm sure I hear music—it's quite far away. There!" She leaned in closer, trying to catch the sound. "It's a band playing down in the valley. How strange at this hour!—and coming from all directions!"

"Territorials, perhaps."

"Maybe Territorials."

McTaggart listened too.

McTaggart listened as well.

"We're about midway, I should say, between Henley and town."

"We're about halfway, I should say, between Henley and town."

For Jill's letter with the news of Roddy's return—the school having broken up through a sudden epidemic—had suggested this outing in Bethune's car on one of his rare Saturdays of holiday. They had gone to see the Cambridge crew practice for the boat race and lunched at Henley, a merry quartette.

For Jill's letter about Roddy's return—the school closed due to a sudden outbreak—led to this outing in Bethune's car on one of his few Saturday days off. They went to watch the Cambridge crew practice for the boat race and had lunch at Henley, a cheerful group of four.

Jill's letter!—McTaggart's mind swung off at a tangent. He felt a new-born gratitude to his schoolgirl friend. Had it not been for this and Fantine's want of tact—(he could see her now holding the letter to her breast)—he must have stumbled headlong into the trap.

Jill's letter!—McTaggart's thoughts drifted away. He felt a fresh sense of gratitude towards his schoolgirl friend. If it hadn't been for this and Fantine's lack of subtlety—(he could picture her now, holding the letter close to her chest)—he might have walked straight into the trap.

He felt again heart-sore at the betrayal.

He felt heartbroken again at the betrayal.

"We're getting nearer," said Jill. "I don't think it's a band."

"We're getting closer," Jill said. "I don't think it's a band."

The car swerved round a bend and lights flashed out, pale in the twilight like glow-worms on the green.

The car took a sharp turn, and the lights flashed on, faint in the dusk like glow-worms on the grass.

"Oh, Peter—look!" Jill clapped her hands. "It's a Village Fair—how lovely!—with merry-go-rounds!"

"Oh, Peter—look!" Jill clapped her hands. "It's a Village Fair—how awesome!—with merry-go-rounds!"

"So it is." Peter smiled as Roddy twisted round, his boy's face alight, with an eager request.

"So it is." Peter smiled as Roddy turned around, his young face bright with excitement and an eager request.

"Can't we stop, Peter?—and have one turn ... My hat! there's a cocoanut shy! Oh, do pull up..."

"Can’t we stop, Peter?—and have one turn ... My hat! There’s a coconut shy! Oh, please pull up..."

McTaggart leaned forward and consulted the driver. "Have you time, old man? These kids are awfully keen."

McTaggart leaned forward and asked the driver, "Do you have a moment, man? These kids are really eager."

"Rather," Bethune laughed good-naturedly. "We'll run the car first into the Inn yard. Can't leave it here—the road's too narrow."

"Actually," Bethune laughed comfortably. "We'll drive the car into the Inn's yard first. We can't leave it here—the road’s too narrow."

They skirted the crowd slowly at the end of the village street, the horn (worked by Roddy) vying with the strains of the cracked "Steam Band," and, handing over the rugs to the care of the ostler, proceeded on foot to the scene of the fun.

They walked around the crowd slowly at the end of the village street, the horn (played by Roddy) competing with the sounds of the broken "Steam Band," and, after giving the rugs to the ostler, continued on foot to the place of the fun.

It was hardly a fair, but one of those travelling shows that wander across the country with a handful of caravans.

It was hardly a fair, but more like one of those traveling shows that roam the country with a few caravans.

Dark gypsy faces, the hoarse cry of the showmen, the flaring petroleum jets and the noisy metallic music were blent in a scene garish and crude but strangely exciting after the lonely roads.

Dark gypsy faces, the rough shouts of the performers, the bright flames of the petroleum jets, and the loud metal music mixed together in a scene that was flashy and crude but oddly thrilling after the empty roads.

"The merry-go-rounds first," Jill declared. "I choose the piebald horse—you take the black!" McTaggart swarmed up, infected by her mood, Roddy in front of them, with a roar of delight as Bethune settled his bulky form on a wooden donkey.

"The merry-go-rounds first," Jill said. "I want the piebald horse—you take the black!" McTaggart climbed up, caught up in her excitement, with Roddy in front of them, letting out a roar of joy as Bethune settled his hefty body on a wooden donkey.

"Off we go!—Houp-là! ..." They whirled round and round.

"Here we go!—Whoo-hoo! ..." They spun around and around.

"Two to one on the rat-tailed mare!" McTaggart's voice rang out.

"Two to one on the rat-tailed mare!" McTaggart shouted.

Jill, clinging to the piebald's neck, with a fine show of ankles, her dark hair streaming back, looked like a Bacchante.

Jill, holding onto the piebald's neck, with a great display of her ankles and her dark hair flowing behind her, looked like a Bacchante.

"Isn't it ripping?" Her motor veil swung loose, her fur cap slid back, and about her glowing face the straying curls blew. Her gray eyes like stars met McTaggart's open smile. Joy was in her heart.

"Isn't it amazing?" Her scarf blew in the wind, her fur hat slipped back, and the loose curls around her radiant face danced. Her gray eyes sparkled like stars as they met McTaggart's warm smile. She felt a surge of joy in her heart.

The machine ran down. Panting, they descended.

The machine stopped. Out of breath, they went down.

"Now—the cocoanuts!" Roddy led the way to where a narrow screen of sacking protected the crowd of village folks from too violent an onslaught.

"Now—the coconuts!" Roddy took the lead to where a narrow screen of burlap shielded the crowd of villagers from a too intense rush.

A hoarse voice greeted them:

A raspy voice greeted them:

"This way—guv'nor! Six sticks a penny! All-the-fun-o'-the-fair! Now then—young sir—move on ... Hi!—Don't shove the lidy!—Six sticks a penny!" They found themselves in the centre of the firing line.

"This way—sir! Six sticks for a penny! All-the-fun-o'-the-fair! Now then—young man—keep moving ... Hey!—Don’t push the lady!—Six sticks for a penny!" They found themselves in the middle of the firing line.

"Got 'im!" Bethune shouted his approval. "Bravo, Miss Uniacke!" as Roddy with a yell captured the cocoanut his sister had dislodged.

"Got him!" Bethune shouted in approval. "Well done, Miss Uniacke!" as Roddy, with a yell, grabbed the coconut his sister had knocked loose.

The crowd pressed round them, and McTaggart found himself suddenly isolated from his own party.

The crowd gathered around them, and McTaggart suddenly found himself separated from his own group.

"Cross the gypsy's 'and, my fine gentleman..." A coaxing voice chanted in his ear.

"Cross the gypsy's hand, my good sir..." A teasing voice sang in his ear.

"There's fortune for you, dearie; I see it in your face—it's coming over the seas—with a golden crown..."

"There's luck for you, sweetheart; I can see it in your face—it's coming from across the ocean—with a golden crown..."

Peter turned quickly. In the dim half light he looked back into a pair of glowing dark eyes: a gypsy woman's face with glossy black hair and long coral earrings hanging on each side.

Peter turned quickly. In the dim light, he looked back into a pair of glowing dark eyes: a gypsy woman's face with shiny black hair and long coral earrings dangling on each side.

He was going to draw back when he felt his hand caught; held by dark fingers, supple and strong, the palm turned upward as the husky voice went on with its curious crooning lilt, its patter of words.

He was about to pull back when he felt his hand get caught; held by dark fingers, flexible and strong, the palm facing up as the deep voice continued with its intriguing melodic tone, its stream of words.

"It's under the cloud you stand, my fine gentleman; the cloud of a lie ... but it clears ... it clears.... There's a far-off journey and castle walls ... and love all the time—hidden—by your side...."

"It's under the cloud you stand, my good sir; the cloud of a lie ... but it clears ... it clears.... There's a distant journey and castle walls ... and love all the time—hidden—beside you...."

She bent her head lower, tracing the lines with a forefinger stiff with a broad gold ring. The light of the flares fell on her bare neck and the bright Paisley shawl, crossed on her full bosom.

She lowered her head, running her finger, which was stiff from a wide gold ring, along the lines. The light from the flares shone on her bare neck and the vibrant Paisley shawl, draped across her full chest.

"Beware of a dark woman!—she's playing you false. Between two fires you will burn and burn ... And then, when the light fades ... on the turn of the tide ... there's the Lucky Moon and the Dream of your life...!"

"Watch out for a dark woman!—she's deceiving you. You’ll be caught between two fires and keep burning... And then, when the light dims... at the turning point... there's the Lucky Moon and the Dream of your life...!"

Her voice sank away. She straightened herself, with a clink of silver bangles, and let his hand fall. Her lips were still muttering and her eyes, opened wide, were like pools of ink as McTaggart stared at her.

Her voice faded away. She straightened up with a jingle of silver bangles and let his hand drop. Her lips were still moving, and her wide-open eyes were like pools of ink as McTaggart stared at her.

"And what about the golden crown?" He felt in his pocket. With an effort he spoke lightly to break the uncanny charm.

"And what about the golden crown?" He checked his pocket. With some effort, he spoke casually to break the strange spell.

"It will come, my fine gentleman—before the year is dead."

"It will come, my good sir—before the year is over."

"Peter!" He heard Jill calling to him. "Peter! where are you?" The coin changed hands.

"Peter!" He heard Jill calling him. "Peter! Where are you?" The coin changed hands.

"A blessing on your head—the gypsy's blessing, sir. The eyes that see and the ears that hear ... And through the dark clouds the sun shining bright—with love coming swiftly ... love by your side..."

"A blessing on your head—the gypsy's blessing, sir. The eyes that see and the ears that hear... And through the dark clouds, the sun shining bright—with love coming swiftly... love by your side..."

"Peter!" Impatiently Jill caught his arm—"we thought we had lost you."

"Peter!" Jill said, grabbing his arm in frustration. "We thought we lost you."

He turned with a start.

He turned suddenly.

"Hullo, Jill!" He felt a trifle dazed. "I've been listening to a gypsy—having my fortune told."

"Hellо, Jill!" He felt a bit dazed. "I’ve been listening to a gypsy—getting my fortune told."

"No?—what fun! What did she tell you?"

"No?—what a blast! What did she say to you?"

He glanced behind him, but the woman had gone.

He looked back, but the woman was gone.

"All sorts of things. I'm to have a golden crown—and a castle somewhere. In Spain, I should think!"

"All kinds of things. I'm going to have a golden crown—and a castle somewhere. In Spain, I guess!"

"Well, come along now—they've gone to the swings."

"Alright, let’s go—they've gone to the swings."

He slipped a hand through his little friend's arm. "Let me carry that cocoanut. Did you win it, Jill?" But the girl refused, guarding her treasure.

He slipped a hand through his little friend's arm. "Let me carry that coconut. Did you win it, Jill?" But the girl refused, protecting her treasure.

They crossed the trodden grass, damp with the dew, to where a row of booths with poisonous-looking sweets, cheap ribands and laces and ginger-bread "snaps" had attracted the usual pairs of village lovers.

They walked across the wet grass, still damp with dew, to where a row of booths filled with creepy-looking candies, inexpensive ribbons and laces, and gingerbread "snaps" had drawn the usual couples from the village.

"Buy yer lidy a fairing!" A shrill voice hailed them—"a pretty brooch now—a bracelet?—a ring? Come now, young sir—yer 'and in yer pocket!—there's yer sweet'art waitin' ... the price of a kiss!"

"Buy your lady a trinket!" A high-pitched voice called out to them—"a nice brooch now—a bracelet?—a ring? Come on, young man—your hand is in your pocket!—there’s your sweetheart waiting... the price of a kiss!"

McTaggart laughed back with a side glance at Jill.

McTaggart laughed and shot a quick glance at Jill.

"Would you like a fairing?" His eyes ran over the stall.

"Would you like a fairing?" His eyes scanned the stall.

"Have a ring with 'Mizpah'?—Let's buy one for Stephen."

"Got a ring with 'Mizpah'?—Let's get one for Stephen."

But the girl shook her head, with a gesture of annoyance.

But the girl shook her head, annoyed.

"Come now, dearie"—the woman entreated—"choose a pretty keepsake—the gen'leman 'ull pay."

"Come on, sweetheart," the woman pleaded, "pick out a nice little memento—the gentleman will pay."

McTaggart bent forward, searching for a gift, suddenly obstinate.

McTaggart leaned in, looking for a gift, suddenly determined.

"You'll have to have something!"

"You've got to have something!"

"Hullo! what's this?" From the tray of tawdry jewellery, he picked up a locket with a smile to himself.

"Helloo! What's this?" From the tray of cheap jewelry, he picked up a locket, smiling to himself.

Two little hearts in bright red glass, with a true lover's knot joining them together.

Two small hearts in bright red glass, tied together with a genuine lover's knot.

Cheap and meretricious, the toy was saved from vulgarity by the colour which glowed like a pigeon-blood ruby.

Cheap and tacky, the toy was saved from being completely unappealing by the color that glowed like a pigeon-blood ruby.

It reminded McTaggart of his own curious case—the Double Heart—surely a symbol!

It reminded McTaggart of his own strange situation—the Double Heart—definitely a symbol!

"There, Jill! Never say I'm not a generous man."

"There, Jill! Never say I'm not a generous guy."

He tossed a shilling across to the woman—and with due solemnity made his offering.

He threw a shilling to the woman—and with appropriate seriousness made his offering.

"Thanks awfully." Jill's grey eyes were hidden by the dark fringe of lashes, sweeping down on to her cheeks. "I'll keep it for Court ... or wear it on my sleeve. Thank you, Peter."

"Thanks a lot." Jill's grey eyes were obscured by the dark fringe of her lashes, which swept down onto her cheeks. "I'll save it for Court ... or wear it openly. Thank you, Peter."

She slipped it in her pocket.

She put it in her pocket.

"Hi! McTaggart!" Bethune from afar was waving to them. "Time we were off!" He shouted the warning as they hastened toward him where he stood with Roddy, still breathless from the swings.

"Hey! McTaggart!" Bethune was waving to them from a distance. "It's time to go!" he shouted the warning as they rushed over to him, where he stood with Roddy, still out of breath from the swings.

"It's awfully late..." he added apologetically. "I'm sorry to rush you—but I think we'd better start."

"It's really late..." he added apologetically. "I'm sorry to hurry you—but I think we should get started."

They made for the Inn, Bethune by his friend, Roddy hanging onto his sister's arm.

They headed to the Inn, Bethune guided by his friend, with Roddy clutching his sister's arm.

"We'll have to go slow when we get to Hounslow—those beastly trams spoil the run. Here we are!" He babbled on—"now, bundle in..."

"We'll need to take it easy when we get to Hounslow—those annoying trams ruin the ride. Here we are!" He kept talking—"now, pile in..."

But Jill checked her brother, with one foot on the step. "I think I'd rather like to ride in front. D'you mind, Mr. Bethune?" She smiled up at him.

But Jill paused, her foot on the step. "I think I'd rather ride in front. Do you mind, Mr. Bethune?" She smiled up at him.

"Mind? I should think not." The man looked pleased, but McTaggart's face fell at the words.

"Mind? I don't think so." The man seemed pleased, but McTaggart's expression changed at the words.

"Going to desert me? You little turn-coat!—After that lovely fairing too."

"Are you really going to abandon me? You little traitor!—After that wonderful gift too."

But Jill was settling herself beside the driver.

But Jill was getting comfortable next to the driver.

"Rather rough on Roddy!" was all she said.

"That was pretty harsh on Roddy!" was all she said.

The schoolboy laughed. He produced a bag, brimming over with highly coloured sweets.

The schoolboy laughed. He pulled out a bag filled to the brim with brightly colored candies.

"Have a suck?" he said, and diving into it drew out a sugar stick, striped pink and yellow.

"Want a lick?" he said, and diving into it pulled out a sugar stick, striped pink and yellow.

"Thanks—no. Not just now." McTaggart's face was eloquent.

"Thanks—no. Not right now." McTaggart's expression said it all.

"All right," said Roddy with happy unconcern. "You just tell me when you feel like it."

"Okay," Roddy replied casually. "Just let me know when you're ready."

The car trundled out between the narrow posts, and, avoiding the crowd, turned to the right; then, as the road, devoid of life, stretched straight ahead, took on speed.

The car rolled out between the narrow posts and, steering clear of the crowd, turned right; then, with the lifeless road stretching straight ahead, it picked up speed.

The noisy music faded away into darkness and silence and the rustling breeze. McTaggart drowsily closed his eyes, as the stars began to peer out of the heavens. His head sank lower, his thoughts became involved ... Then with a flash he came back to life. Awoke to find the lamps glowing about him, the hum of the traffic, the busy London streets, and, against the light, Bethune's broad back and the girl's clear profile like a silhouette.

The loud music faded into darkness, silence, and the sound of a soft breeze. McTaggart sleepily closed his eyes as the stars started to appear in the sky. His head dropped lower, and his thoughts became tangled... Then, suddenly, he came back to life. He woke to see the lamps glowing around him, the noise of traffic, the busy streets of London, and, in the light, Bethune's broad back and the girl's clear profile like a silhouette.

Jill was chattering, plainly absorbed.

Jill was chatting, clearly engaged.

Every now and then, her companion would lean to catch a sentence broken by the wind, and a laugh would float back with the hearty ring that seemed a part of the man's honest nature.

Every now and then, her companion would lean in to catch a sentence interrupted by the wind, and a laugh would echo back with the genuine tone that felt like a part of the man’s true nature.

McTaggart watched them in a moody silence, still slightly piqued by Jill's desertion.

McTaggart watched them in a tense silence, still a bit annoyed by Jill's abandonment.

Roddy, surfeited, with a nearly empty bag, was rolled up in the corner like a happy dormouse.

Roddy, full and with a nearly empty bag, was curled up in the corner like a content dormouse.

They turned more slowly into dimly lighted roads, and the trees of Regent's Park came into sight.

They turned more slowly onto dimly lit roads, and the trees of Regent's Park came into view.

Jill was giving directions now to Bethune. "It's the turning before Primrose Hill," McTaggart heard her say.

Jill was now giving directions to Bethune. "It's the turn before Primrose Hill," McTaggart heard her say.

Then the car slackened, mounted the slight hill and they were in front of the terrace of gloomy little houses.

Then the car slowed down, went up the slight hill, and they were in front of the row of gloomy little houses.

Stiff and pleasantly tired, they stepped down on the pavement, Bethune's strong arm for a moment supporting Jill.

Stiff and pleasantly tired, they stepped onto the pavement, with Bethune’s strong arm briefly supporting Jill.

Hurried adieux and thanks and the pair were off again, McTaggart now in the corner, still warm, where the girl had sat beside the driver on the long ride home.

Hurried goodbyes and thanks, and the couple was off again, with McTaggart now in the corner, still warm, where the girl had sat next to the driver on the long trip home.

A sudden silence had fallen between them, each engrossed in his own train of thought.

A sudden silence settled between them, each lost in their own thoughts.

Bethune broke it first.

Bethune was the first to break it.

"Shall I drop you at the Club? I've got to take the car home—it's on our way."

"Do you want me to drop you off at the Club? I need to take the car home—it’s on our way."

"Thanks." McTaggart roused himself. "Can't you come back and dine with me?—or we'll have a grill somewhere—if you prefer it?"

"Thanks." McTaggart shook himself awake. "Can't you come back and have dinner with me?—or we can grab a bite somewhere—if you’d rather?"

"Sorry—I can't. I've promised to meet a man—it's a business matter. Otherwise I would."

"Sorry, I can't. I've promised to meet someone—it's a work thing. Otherwise, I would."

"Well—some other night." He felt a shade relieved. "It's very good of you to have given us this run. Those kids will talk of it till Kingdom Come—it's a great treat for them."

"Well—some other night." He felt a little relieved. "It's really nice of you to have given us this chance. Those kids will be talking about it forever—it's a fantastic treat for them."

Bethune grunted.

Bethune grunted.

"Oh—as to that—I enjoyed it myself. That's a nice boy..." there came a little pause—"and Miss Uniacke's ... perfectly ripping!—pretty too." He nodded his head.

"Oh, about that—I actually enjoyed it. That’s a great guy..." there was a brief pause—"and Miss Uniacke's ... absolutely fantastic!—she's pretty too." He nodded his head.

"Think so?" McTaggart's voice was coolly indifferent.

"Really?" McTaggart's voice was casually uninterested.

"Of course," he added, "she's only a child."

"Of course," he added, "she's just a kid."




CHAPTER XIII

It was the night of Cydonia's dance.

It was the night of Cydonia's dance.

Although the band had been playing since the stroke of ten, guests were still arriving at the Cadells' door; in parties "personally conducted" by the hostess with whom they had dined, their cards already filled and flirtations well started, wearing an air of frozen indifference toward the rest of the gay crowd; in knots of twos and threes hastening from the play; and in stray units, chiefly men, cheered by the thought of approaching supper.

Although the band had been playing since 10 o'clock, guests were still arriving at the Cadells' door; in groups "personally guided" by the hostess they had eaten with, their cards already filled out and flirting well underway, wearing an air of cool indifference towards the rest of the lively crowd; in pairs and trios rushing in from the games; and in solo instances, mostly men, excited by the thought of the upcoming supper.

The morning room had been arranged to hold the coats and hats, and for the moment the hall was free from guests. A young man with straight, red hair brushed back from his forehead, and a discontented expression about his tired eyes, emerged from the cloak-room buttoning his gloves and, with a faint start of pleased surprise, nodded to a friend who stood above him on the stairs.

The morning room was set up for coats and hats, and for the moment, the hall was empty of guests. A young man with straight, red hair swept back from his forehead and a tired, unhappy look in his eyes came out of the cloakroom, buttoning his gloves. He gave a slight nod of pleased surprise to a friend who was standing above him on the stairs.

"Hullo, Merivale!—fancy meeting you!"

"Hey, Merivale!—what a surprise!"

"Thesiger—by all that's strange!—Thought you barred dances?"

"Thesiger—how strange!—Didn’t you say you were against dances?"

"So I do—loathe 'em. But Susan dragged me here. Wait a second, will you?—This confounded glove..."

"So I do—hate them. But Susan dragged me here. Wait a second, will you?—This annoying glove..."

His friend nodded, leaning against the banisters: a short dark youth with a tiny moustache, that hovered like a butterfly about to take wing under his finely cut aquiline nose.

His friend nodded, leaning against the railing: a short dark-haired guy with a tiny mustache that floated like a butterfly about to take off under his well-defined nose.

"What's the name of the people here? I've clean forgotten."

"What's the name of the people here? I've completely forgotten."

"Cadell," answered Merivale as Thesiger joined him.

"Cadell," Merivale replied as Thesiger joined him.

"D'you know the hostess by sight?—I promised to meet Susan, but cut it rather fine. Point her out, will you? or give me a description."

"D'you know the hostess by sight?—I promised to meet Susan, but I’m cutting it really close. Can you point her out for me? Or just give me a description?"

"Tall bony woman—face like the Sphinx—and big black pearls, suggesting the prize product of a poultry farm."

"Tall, skinny woman—face like the Sphinx—and big black pearls, suggesting the best product of a poultry farm."

"Sounds opulent. What time's supper? I say—there's Kilmarny! Now, who could have brought him?"

"Sounds luxurious. What time is dinner? I mean—there's Kilmarny! Now, who could have brought him?"

"So it is." Merivale waved his hand. "Pity he's getting fat. I suppose Letty Urquhart. Have you heard of that smash?"

"So it is." Merivale waved his hand. "Too bad he's getting fat. I guess Letty Urquhart. Have you heard about that accident?"

"Yes." Thesiger nodded. "Bound to come to it—the pace he was goin'. Good old Urquhart! But I'm sorry for her—a nice little woman. What's she doing here, 'dans cette galère'?"

"Yeah." Thesiger nodded. "It was only a matter of time with the pace he was going. Good old Urquhart! But I feel sorry for her—a nice woman. What’s she doing here, 'in this mess'?"

"Well, I think..." he lowered his voice, "she's going to present the Cadell girl next season. Lady Leason's fixed it up—she's trying to help Letty. There's precious little left, you know, for her and the kids."

"Well, I think..." he lowered his voice, "she's going to introduce the Cadell girl next season. Lady Leason has arranged it—she's trying to help Letty. There's hardly anything left, you know, for her and the kids."

"I don't blame her. Look at Kilmarny trying to dance the Tango! Let's stand here and watch. Oh—by the way, I heard rather a funny yarn about one of these new steps—'Bunny Hug' or something. Man was watching a girl in a sort of knot with her partner, and some one else objected on the score of Mother Grundy. 'Oh,' said the man—'I'm sorry for the girl. More danced against than dancing'—eh?—what!'"

"I don't blame her. Look at Kilmarny trying to dance the Tango! Let's stand here and watch. Oh—by the way, I heard a pretty funny story about one of these new steps—'Bunny Hug' or something. A guy was watching a girl all tangled up with her partner, and someone else complained about it for the sake of Mother Grundy. 'Oh,' the guy said—'I feel sorry for the girl. More being danced against than dancing'—right? What do you think?"

Merivale laughed, as they stood on the landing outside the ballroom watching the scene within.

Merivale laughed as they stood on the landing outside the ballroom, watching the scene inside.

"Miss Cadell," said he, "is by way of being a beauty. Rather statuesque, with pale gold hair. Jinks knows her—you remember Jinks of Trinity—calls her 'The Heavy Angel!'—Rather a good name."

"Miss Cadell," he said, "is considered a beauty. Quite statuesque, with pale blonde hair. Jinks knows her—you remember Jinks from Trinity—he calls her 'The Heavy Angel!'—That's a pretty good name."

He leaned a little forward.

He leaned slightly forward.

"There she goes, now ... dancing with McTaggart—and not for the first time! He's in the running to-night. Pots of money, you know. Poppa was in biscuits—or beer—no! Cheese..."

"There she goes, now ... dancing with McTaggart—and not for the first time! He's really in the game tonight. Lots of cash, you know. Dad was in biscuits—or beer—no! Cheese..."

He broke off suddenly as a short red-faced man turned the corner abruptly and cannoned into them.

He suddenly stopped when a short, red-faced man turned the corner quickly and bumped into them.

He seemed all shirt front, a starched battering-ram, painfully hot and labouring for breath.

He looked like all shirt front, a stiff battering ram, painfully hot and struggling to catch his breath.

"Sorry, sorry!" He stopped to apologize, puffing out the words with a forced cordiality.

"Sorry, sorry!" He paused to apologize, forcing the words out with a fake friendliness.

"Why aren't you dancing, you young men?—Want some partners? Let's see your cards."

"Why aren't you dancing, guys? Want some partners? Show me your cards."

Thesiger stared at him with open disgust.

Thesiger looked at him with clear disgust.

"No—er—thanks." He turned to his friend as the thick-set man bustled away downstairs, mopping his brow with a large silk handkerchief.

"No—uh—thanks." He turned to his friend as the stocky man hurried downstairs, wiping his forehead with a large silk handkerchief.

"Who's that bounder?"

"Who's that jerk?"

"Sh ... I—it's the host."

"Sh ... I—it's the host."

"Good Lord!—that?" he frowned impatiently—"I can't see Susan—I've a great mind to cut it!"

"Good Lord!—that?" he frowned impatiently—"I can't see Susan—I really feel like skipping it!"

"Better wait for supper," Merivale suggested. "Look here"—he added—"if you're not already booked we'll have it together."

"Better wait for dinner," Merivale suggested. "Look," he added, "if you're not already tied up, we can have it together."

"Righto!—and then you come on with me—for a game of 'Chemmy,' eh?—I feel in luck to-night."

"Alright!—so, you’re coming with me for a game of 'Chemmy,' right?—I feel lucky tonight."

"Well ... we'll see. How's Mrs. Merrod?" His dark eyes twinkled as he watched Thesiger's face.

"Well ... we'll see. How's Mrs. Merrod?" His dark eyes sparkled as he watched Thesiger's face.

"The fair Fantine?—oh—goin' pretty strong ... How are you, McTaggart——?" He broke off to greet a couple approaching.

"The beautiful Fantine?—oh—doing really well ... How's it going, McTaggart——?" He paused to greet a couple who was coming up.

The man nodded back.

The man nodded in response.

"Hullo, Archie?—d'you know Miss Cadell?"

"Hey, Archie? Do you know Miss Cadell?"

Cydonia was introduced, dazzling in white, her brown eyes glowing with suppressed excitement.

Cydonia was introduced, shining in white, her brown eyes lit up with overshadowed excitement.

"Can't you spare him a dance? He's an old pal of mine?" McTaggart asked the girl with a subtle air of possession.

"Can’t you give him a dance? He’s an old friend of mine?" McTaggart asked the girl, sounding slightly possessive.

Cydonia smiled mischievously.

Cydonia smirked playfully.

"I might give him that extra I half promised you..."

"I might give him that extra thing I sort of promised you..."

"I'll see that you don't!" said her partner aggressively.

"I'll make sure you don't!" said her partner aggressively.

"Rather!" said Thesiger, entering into the sport. "Which is it, Miss Cadell?—the first, I hope?"

"Of course!" said Thesiger, joining in on the fun. "Which one is it, Miss Cadell?—I hope it's the first?"

Cydonia glanced from one man's face to the other, unusually animated, conscious of her power.

Cydonia looked from one man's face to the other, unusually lively, aware of her influence.

"If Peter lets me off—it's the second supper dance."

"If Peter lets me go—it's the second supper dance."

"That's all right." McTaggart laughed—"You're supping with me—you seem to forget that!"

"That's okay." McTaggart laughed, "You're having dinner with me—you seem to forget that!"

"Greedy brute!" Thesiger wrote it down with ostentatious care. "I'll come and look for you. In the supper-room!"

"Greedy brute!" Thesiger noted it down with showy attention. "I’ll come and find you. In the dining room!"

The music ceased and a gay crowd passed through the narrow opening dividing the trio.

The music stopped, and a cheerful crowd moved through the narrow gap between the three.

"Upstairs, Cydonia." McTaggart lowered his voice—"and I'm not going to be cheated—even by Archie. Here—I'll lead the way——" he forged ahead, passing the couples preceding them. They reached the second landing, then up the third flight. Here seats were arranged in isolated pairs.

"Upstairs, Cydonia." McTaggart lowered his voice—"and I’m not going to let anyone cheat me—even Archie. Here—I’ll show you the way——" he moved ahead, passing the couples in front of them. They got to the second landing, then up the third flight. Here the seats were arranged in separate pairs.

"Where does that lead to?" McTaggart, as he spoke, pointed to a narrow passage blocked by palms.

"Where does that lead to?" McTaggart asked, pointing to a narrow passage blocked by palm trees.

"The servants' staircase." Cydonia paused, but her companion deliberately drew the plants aside, holding back the leaves for her to pass.

"The servants' staircase." Cydonia paused, but her companion intentionally pushed the plants aside, keeping the leaves back for her to go through.

"Come along, quick!" She gave him a glance, then obeyed with a sudden giggle.

"Come on, hurry!" She shot him a look, then followed with a quick laugh.

"I say—this is fine!" He continued to explore, mounting the twisted dingy stairs.

"I say—this is great!" He kept exploring, climbing the twisted, grimy stairs.

"Let's go up and sit on the top." A faint glimmering light showed him the way. "Now—here we are—all to ourselves!"

"Let's go up and sit at the top." A faint glimmering light showed him the way. "Now—here we are—all alone!"

Cydonia, a little scared by her own sense of daring, settled herself, her dress drawn about her, her little feet in their silver shoes shimmering beyond the dead-white brocade.

Cydonia, a bit anxious about her own boldness, got comfortable, her dress wrapped around her, her tiny feet in their silver shoes sparkling against the bright white brocade.

"It's rather narrow..." she suggested; then blushed as McTaggart, unabashed, took the step below.

"It's kind of narrow..." she suggested, then blushed as McTaggart, undeterred, took the step down.

He looked up into the beautiful face, still faintly flushed, transparent as a shell: into brown eyes like some clear woodland pool, where the sunshine through the trees cast golden gleams. His hand stole across and captured the girl's with the pretence of playing with her fan.

He looked up at the beautiful face, still slightly flushed, clear as a shell: into brown eyes like a serene woodland pond, where sunlight filtering through the trees created golden glimmers. His hand casually reached over and took the girl's hand, pretending to play with her fan.

"Cydonia...!" The word was music in his ears. "How the name suits you—you lovely child!"

"Cydonia...!" The name was like music to his ears. "It suits you perfectly—you beautiful child!"

She drew back a little against the further wall.

She stepped back a bit against the far wall.

"No—don't move—Cydonia—are you happy?" He slipped his right arm between her shoulders and the stairs. "There's a cushion for you—isn't that better?"

"No—don't move—Cydonia—are you happy?" He slipped his right arm between her shoulders and the stairs. "There's a cushion for you—doesn't that feel better?"

But Cydonia protested, sitting bolt upright. "No—Peter—don't. I'd really ... rather ... not."

But Cydonia protested, sitting up straight. "No—Peter—please don't. I'd really ... rather ... not."

"Why?—there's no one here. Can't you trust me, sweet?"

"Why?—there's no one around. Can't you trust me, darling?"

For McTaggart was drifting on the tide of his desire. He knew, too, it was part of his own fixed plan; no mere folly due to the place and hour.

For McTaggart was floating along with his desires. He also understood that it was part of his own set plan; not just a foolish impulse brought on by the time and location.

Fantine's treachery had served to accentuate, by contrast, the value of his other love. Her girlhood, her purity, her quiescent charm stood out like snow against that dark background.

Fantine's betrayal highlighted, by contrast, the worth of his other love. Her youth, her innocence, her calm beauty stood out like snow against that dark backdrop.

This night should decide it. No more would he stand, tossed by every impulse, with every change of mood. He would anchor in the haven of Cydonia's love, safe from the storms of life without.

This night should settle everything. He would no longer be swayed by every impulse or shift in mood. He would find stability in Cydonia's love, protected from the chaos of the outside world.

Marriage, he thought, with a young man's confidence, would be the "settling down" of body and mind. He held that curious faith in established institutions which is the mainspring of British orthodoxy.

Marriage, he thought, with a young man’s confidence, would be the "settling down" of both body and mind. He had that strange belief in established institutions that is the driving force of British conventionality.

A duet of words intoned in a Church was to conquer his temperament from that moment until death. Faithful, he swore, he would be to her, by these holy vows, publicly pledged; and, the miracle accomplished, his hot blood should turn into the quiet circulation of a saint.

A pair of words spoken in a church was to shape his character from that moment until death. Faithful, he vowed, he would be to her, through these holy promises, made publicly; and, with the miracle completed, his passionate nature would transform into the calm demeanor of a saint.

Love should work the charm and passion complete it. He thrust far from him its shadow, satiety; and that still greater pitfall for those who wed in haste, a dissimilarity in habit and thought.

Love should create the magic, and passion should enhance it. He pushed away its shadow, boredom; and that even bigger danger for those who marry too quickly—differences in habits and mindset.

So now as he lay, stretched on the stairs, so near to the fragrance of the girl's golden youth, drinking in the beauty of rounded arms and neck, and the shy, tender curve of her childish mouth, he felt that life held no deeper desire than to know her his until Death should part.

So now, as he lay stretched out on the stairs, so close to the sweet scent of the girl's youthful beauty, taking in the sight of her smooth arms and neck, and the shy, soft curve of her young lips, he realized that life held no greater wish than to have her as his until Death separated them.

"Peter ... I don't think we ought to be here." This wise remark came a trifle late. For the faint smile with which she mitigated her sentence revealed for a second her white even teeth, and the parted lips and famous dimple completed the strain on McTaggart's control.

"Peter ... I don't think we should be here." This thoughtful comment came a bit too late. For the faint smile that softened her words revealed her white, even teeth for a moment, and the slightly parted lips along with her famous dimple pushed McTaggart's self-control to its limits.

"Don't you, my darling?" His face was close to hers, his blue eyes, dilated, pleaded for him.

"Don't you, my love?" His face was close to hers, his blue eyes, wide open, begged for her.

"Peter ... no!" She stiffened in his arms—then, with a little sigh, her lips met his, and clung...

"Peter ... no!" She tensed in his arms—then, with a soft sigh, her lips touched his and lingered...

"Well!—I'll be damned!" A harsh angry voice tore them apart, startled and bewildered.

"Well!—I'll be damned!" A harsh, angry voice ripped them apart, startled and confused.

Ebenezer Cadell, with apoplectic face, was glaring from below at the absorbed pair. The next moment heavy feet shook the stairs; the old man was on them—a fiery retribution.

Ebenezer Cadell, with a flushed face, was glaring up at the focused pair. The next moment, heavy footsteps shook the stairs; the old man was on his way up—a furious reckoning.

He caught McTaggart roughly by the shoulder. "What the devil..." he stuttered—"is the meaning of this?"

He grabbed McTaggart hard by the shoulder. "What the hell..." he stammered—"is going on here?"

Cydonia scrambled up with more speed than grace, retreating to the landing with a shamed cry:

Cydonia quickly climbed up with more speed than elegance, rushing back to the landing with a shameful cry:

"Father!"

"Dad!"

McTaggart, honestly taken aback, sat there, dazed, finding no reply.

McTaggart, genuinely surprised, sat there, stunned, unable to respond.

For Cadell was almost beside himself.

For Cadell was nearly beside himself.

Cydonia to him was more than a daughter; she was the ideal of his work-a-day life: the crowning proof of his money's worth.

Cydonia was more than just his daughter; she represented the ideal of his everyday life: the ultimate proof of his success.

In the depths of his parental heart love was tinged with awe—the emotion he felt before a masterpiece.

In the depths of his parental heart, love was mixed with awe—the emotion he felt when faced with a masterpiece.

That a man should dare ... under his own roof ... to hold her in his arms—to kiss her untouched mouth! Here was sacrilege. He shook McTaggart, his social veneer cracking apart.

That a man should dare ... under his own roof ... to hold her in his arms—to kiss her untouched mouth! This was pure blasphemy. He shook McTaggart, his social facade breaking apart.

"Now, then, sir—haven't you a tongue? How dare you come here—into my house—and treat my girl like a...?"

"Well, sir—don't you have a voice? How dare you come here—into my house—and treat my daughter like a...?"

"Silence!"

"Shh!"

The young man was on his feet, his face very white, his blue eyes aflame.

The young man stood up, his face pale, his blue eyes shining.

"If you'd give me time to speak——" each word was measured—"you'd find there's no need to insult your daughter!"

"If you’d just give me a moment to talk——" each word was deliberate—"you’d see that there’s no reason to insult your daughter!"

"Shall I—you puppy—you!" for the shaft had sped. "You leave my house first—This minute—see?"

"Shall I—you little brat—you!" because the arrow had flown. "Get out of my house first—Right now—understand?"

He pointed down the stairs with a hand that shook.

He pointed down the stairs with a trembling hand.

"You git—now!—I'll have no truck with you!" He was back once more in his master grocer days.

"You idiot—now!—I won’t deal with you!" He was back to his days as a master grocer.

"With pleasure"—McTaggart stood his ground—"when you have listened to what I have to say. I shall call on you at twelve to-morrow, Mr. Cadell—to ask you for the honour of your daughter's hand."

"Absolutely"—McTaggart held his ground—"when you’ve heard what I have to say. I’ll see you at noon tomorrow, Mr. Cadell—to ask for the privilege of your daughter's hand."

Melodramatic?—with a touch of the South, but not without a certain youthful dignity.

Melodramatic?—with a hint of the South, but still holding onto a sense of youthful dignity.

The very fact of this, of the young man's breeding, served but to remind Cadell of his own.

The very fact of this, of the young man's upbringing, only reminded Cadell of his own.

"I tell you," he boiled, "I'll have no words about it. Marry Cydonia——? a pauper like you!" He fought for his breath as McTaggart smiled. "You can call if you choose and be damned to you!"

"I swear," he fumed, "I won’t hear a word about it. Marry Cydonia——? A loser like you!" He struggled to catch his breath as McTaggart grinned. "You can call if you want, and screw you!"

Peter bowed, outwardly calm. He turned his head once. Cydonia had vanished, safely sheltered in the house-maid's bedroom.

Peter bowed, appearing calm on the outside. He turned his head once. Cydonia had disappeared, safely hidden in the maid's bedroom.

Then, leisurely, he walked downstairs, conscious that the moral victory was his.

Then, he casually walked downstairs, aware that he had achieved a moral victory.

But the flights seemed endless. He passed the ball-room door and joined in the steady stream pouring down to supper.

But the flights felt never-ending. He walked past the ballroom door and joined the steady flow heading down to dinner.

The thought stung him suddenly as he drew on his coat and tipped the man who handed him his hat.

The thought hit him unexpectedly as he put on his coat and gave a tip to the man who handed him his hat.

"Hardly hospitable!"

"Not very welcoming!"

But his smile twisted. He refused, as he passed out, the appeal of loitering taxis, and with long angry strides he forged ahead down the empty pavements in a bee line for his club.

But his smile twisted. He refused the tempting taxis as he walked by, and with long, angry strides, he headed straight down the empty sidewalks toward his club.

The night was still young. The stars above shone down through the glow that London spreads upon the domed sky: orange-colored smoke, incense offered up from the fires of her pleasure and burnt sacrifice.

The night was still young. The stars above shone through the glow that London casts on the domed sky: orange smoke, incense rising from the fires of her enjoyment and burnt offerings.

In Piccadilly a woman accosted him, with painted lips that brought to mind Fantine.

In Piccadilly, a woman approached him, her painted lips reminding him of Fantine.

He hurried on, restless, with a feeling in his heart that all was crooked in this maddening world. Love bartered—love profaned ... His eyes still filled with Cydonia's light shrank from that ghastly pageant of lust which decorous London openly allows.

He rushed forward, anxious, feeling in his heart that everything was wrong in this frustrating world. Love traded—love disrespected ... His eyes, still filled with Cydonia's light, averted from that horrible display of desire that proper London openly accepts.

In the hall of his club a page ran after him, a pile of letters outstretched on a tray.

In the hallway of his club, a page chased after him, holding a tray full of letters.

He took them absently and turned into the smoking-room, with a breath of relief at finding it empty, save for a solitary form, half-buried in a chair, feet outstretched toward the fire.

He took them absentmindedly and walked into the smoking room, feeling relieved to find it empty, except for a lone figure, slouched in a chair, feet stretched out toward the fire.

"Hullo!—Bethune." The man reading turned. "Luck, finding you here."

"Helloo!—Bethune." The man reading turned. "What a coincidence to find you here."

For he felt a real pleasure at the sight of the burly figure of his friend and a sudden, uncontrollable longing for sympathy.

For he felt a genuine pleasure at the sight of his friend's sturdy figure and an overwhelming, uncontrollable desire for connection.

They drew their chairs together before the cheerful blaze and exchanged commonplaces as the waiter brought drinks.

They pulled their chairs closer to the cozy fire and chatted casually while the waiter served their drinks.

Then, as the door closed, Bethune's voice changed. "What's up, Peter?—got the flu?"

Then, as the door closed, Bethune's tone shifted. "What's going on, Peter?—you sick with the flu?"

"No—the sack!" He laughed as he spoke, amused at the other's perspicacity.

"No—the bag!" He laughed as he spoke, finding the other's insight amusing.

For Bethune was a man to whom his friends turned instinctively in trouble, with—perhaps?—no memory that, on other occasions more hilarious, they voted this "quiet chap" a trifle "slow."

For Bethune was a guy his friends instinctively turned to in times of trouble, with—perhaps?—no recollection that, on other more fun occasions, they labeled this "quiet guy" a bit "slow."

"Turned you down—eh? Not that Merrod woman?"

"Rejected you—really? Not that Merrod woman?"

"Good Lord, no! I've done with her. It's a girl ... a young girl. Or rather her father! I'm feeling a bit hipped over it all."

"Good Lord, no! I'm done with her. It's a girl... a young girl. Or rather her father! I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed by it all."

He told the story from beginning to end, Bethune listening with an occasional grunt.

He told the story from start to finish, with Bethune responding now and then with a grunt.

"Nice sort of man for a father-in-law! Seems to me you're well out of it."

"Great guy to have as a father-in-law! Honestly, you’re better off without him."

"But I don't want to be! Never mind Cadell! I'm not marrying the family." Bethune smiled. "I'm hard hit this time—and I'll see it through—if it comes to a good old Gretna Green bolt!"

"But I don’t want to be! Never mind Cadell! I’m not marrying the family." Bethune smiled. "I’m really determined this time—and I’ll see it through—if it comes to a good old Gretna Green elopement!"

"Better take my car," Bethune was amused—"You're a Scotchman, aren't you? Once across the border you've only got to say you're husband and wife and the thing's fair and square, I understand."

"Better take my car," Bethune joked. "You're a Scotsman, right? Once you cross the border, all you have to do is say you're husband and wife, and it's all good, I hear."

"Jove! I never thought of it." McTaggart looked up. "She's the prettiest thing you ever set eyes on."

"Wow! I never thought of that." McTaggart looked up. "She's the prettiest thing you've ever seen."

"Anything like Jill?"

"Anything similar to Jill?"

"Not a scrap!" The sudden contrast checked his flow of words on the crest of a lover-like flood of description. Then followed one of those swift afterthoughts peculiar to his analytical brain. The difference was not all to Cydonia's advantage; she lacked the mentality of the other girl.

"Not a bit!" The sudden change interrupted his stream of words right at the peak of a passionate description. Then came one of those quick realizations typical of his analytical mind. The difference wasn't entirely to Cydonia's favor; she didn't have the same mindset as the other girl.

Angrily he thrust aside the fleeting disloyalty as Bethune went on in his calm voice.

Angrily, he pushed aside the brief disloyalty as Bethune continued in his calm voice.

"I don't see why the old man was so riled? ... You're quite decent to look at——" his honest eyes twinkled—"and you've got a steady income, rare in these days. What does he want? A title, I suppose. Some young ass with debts who'll make her 'milady.'"

"I don't get why the old guy was so upset? … You're pretty easy on the eyes—" his genuine eyes sparkled—"and you've got a reliable income, which is hard to find these days. What does he want? A title, I guess. Some young fool with debts who'll call her 'milady.'"

"That's about it." McTaggart scowled.

"That's it." McTaggart scowled.

"D'you think she'll stand by you?"

"Do you think she will stand by you?"

"Of course," said the lover.

"Sure," said the lover.

"Then—that's all serene. I don't suppose you hanker for fatherly attention and the family circle?"

"Then—that's all good. I don't think you crave fatherly attention and the family setting?"

"Well, not much!" McTaggart shuddered. "He's utterly impossible. The mother's not so bad—too stiff, you know, and conscious of her 'dignity,' but quite presentable—pass in a crowd."

"Well, not much!" McTaggart shuddered. "He's completely impossible. The mom's not so bad—kind of uptight, you know, and aware of her 'dignity,' but decent enough—you could blend in with a crowd."

"Then go in and win, my son."

"Then go in and win, my son."

Silence fell between them and at last McTaggart rose to his feet.

Silence settled between them, and finally, McTaggart got to his feet.

"I'm going to have some nourishment—I missed supper, you know."

"I'm going to grab something to eat—I missed dinner, you know."

Bethune grinned. "That's a nasty jar! He might have stood you a parting drink."

Bethune grinned. "That's a rough drink! He could have gotten you a goodbye drink."

"I'll come back presently——" but still he lingered. His whiskey and soda had quenched his thirst and he found he had but little taste for food.

"I'll be back soon——" but he still stuck around. His whiskey and soda had satisfied his thirst, and he realized he wasn’t very hungry.

Mechanically he gathered up his letters; then sat down again in his chair.

Mechanically, he picked up his letters and then sat back down in his chair.

"I'll read these first—it isn't late."

"I'll read these first—it’s not too late."

"Lost your appetite?" Bethune rubbed it in.

"Lost your appetite?" Bethune joked.

His friend, ignoring this ignoble sally, began to tear open the envelopes.

His friend, brushing off this shameful remark, started to rip open the envelopes.

At the bottom of the pile was a large square letter which he recognized as bearing his lawyer's writing.

At the bottom of the pile was a large square envelope that he recognized as having his lawyer's handwriting on it.

He frowned a little at the sight, in no mood for business, then settled down grudgingly to study the contents. Inside was an envelope with a deep black edge sealed with an elaborate coat-of-arms.

He frowned slightly at the sight, not in the mood for business, then reluctantly settled down to examine the contents. Inside was an envelope with a dark black edge sealed with an elaborate coat-of-arms.

Bethune was staring into the fire, his mind still full of his friend's adventure. He felt that deep, rather wistful, admiration which a man of his type extends to those more brilliant.

Bethune was gazing into the fire, his mind still immersed in his friend's adventure. He felt that deep, somewhat nostalgic admiration that someone like him has for those who are more exceptional.

A quick exclamation made him turn his head. McTaggart was plainly startled by his news.

A quick shout made him turn his head. McTaggart was clearly shocked by what he heard.

"I say—Bethune—Good Lord—it's impossible!"

"I say—Bethune—OMG—it’s impossible!"

He re-read the document in his hand.

He read the document in his hand again.

"My Uncle's dead!—and both my cousins! A motor-smash outside Rome. What an awful thing!—the car overturned..." He skimmed on, breathless—"the old man was killed ... on the spot—the eldest son, too ... the other lingered ... died on Tuesday..."

"My uncle's dead!—and both my cousins! A car crash near Rome. What a terrible thing!—the car flipped over..." He continued rapidly, out of breath—"the old man was killed ... instantly—the oldest son, too ... the other took longer ... passed away on Tuesday..."

He turned the letter over. "Why, it's nearly a week old. Oh, I see!—it went to Scotland and then to my lawyers, who sent it here. They want me to go to Siena at once."

He flipped the letter over. "Wow, it’s almost a week old. Oh, I get it!—it went to Scotland and then to my lawyers, who sent it here. They want me to head to Siena right away."

Bethune began to voice condolences.

Bethune started expressing condolences.

"Oh! I never knew them. But, of course, I'm sorry. He was my mother's brother. (Just touch that bell.) They quarrelled when she married ... I shall have to go."

"Oh! I never knew them. But, of course, I'm sorry. He was my mother's brother. (Just ring that bell.) They argued when she got married ... I have to leave."

He turned to the waiter answering the summons.

He turned to the waiter who responded to the call.

"Bring me a Continental Bradshaw."

"Bring me a modern guide."

"Do you come in for anything?" asked the practical Bethune.

"Are you here for something?" asked the practical Bethune.

"Anything?"—the young man laughed with a touch of excitement. "I'm the only one left. There's a palace in Siena ... and a flat in Rome ... and a villa somewhere. And a lot of land, vines and olive groves and a nice fat income ... and—Bethune—don't roar!—I'm the present Marquis. They actually address me..." he choked with mirth—"as the Illustrious Marquis Maramonte!"

"Anything?" the young man laughed, a hint of excitement in his voice. "I'm the only one left. There's a palace in Siena… and a flat in Rome… and a villa somewhere. And a lot of land, vineyards, and olive groves, with a nice income... and—Bethune—don’t yell!—I'm the current Marquis. They actually call me…” he struggled to contain his laughter—“the Illustrious Marquis Maramonte!"

"Good for you." Bethune leaned across and the two shook hands. "I'm jolly glad. It'll make old Cadell sit up a bit—you've a dead cert there." He chuckled with glee.

"Good for you." Bethune leaned over and they shook hands. "I'm really glad. It'll definitely get old Cadell's attention—you've got a sure thing there." He chuckled with excitement.

"Splendid—I forgot that." His face sobered suddenly. "Although I've half a mind ... yes!—Look here, Bethune—keep this between ourselves—it's not likely to leak out—and I'd rather win Cydonia as plain Peter McTaggart."

"Great—I forgot about that." His face turned serious all of a sudden. "Even though I’m tempted... yes!—Listen, Bethune—let's keep this to ourselves—it probably won’t get out—and I’d rather win Cydonia as just plain Peter McTaggart."

His voice softened on the girl's name. What a setting for her—this palace in Siena!

His voice softened at the mention of the girl's name. What a perfect place for her—this palace in Siena!

"All right, old man. I quite understand. You can count on me to keep my mouth shut."

"Okay, old man. I totally get it. You can trust me to stay quiet."

The waiter returned and they fell to ways and means, wrestling with the Bradshaw, discussing the route.

The waiter came back, and they got to work figuring things out, going through the Bradshaw and talking about the route.

"I'll come back and give you a hand with your packing. You'll be wanting a car now, Monsieur le Marquis?"

"I'll come back and help you with your packing. You'll want a car now, Monsieur le Marquis?"

McTaggart chuckled.

McTaggart laughed.

"Good old Bethune! always an eye to business, what? You can take the order—and spare no cost. Line it with white. It'll do for the wedding."

"Good old Bethune! always keeping an eye on business, right? You can take the order—and don’t hold back on the expenses. Line it with white. It’ll work for the wedding."

Then a sudden memory clouded his mirth as his thoughts reverted to the tragedy at Rome.

Then a sudden memory darkened his happiness as his thoughts went back to the tragedy in Rome.

"I'm glad all the same I'm too late for the funeral..."

"I'm glad I’m late for the funeral anyway..."

Early next morning he started for Siena.

Early the next morning, he set out for Siena.




CHAPTER XIV

At Dover he remembered Mr. Cadell.

At Dover, he thought of Mr. Cadell.

With a sense of guilt he sent the following wire:

With a sense of guilt, he sent the following message:


"Cannot call to-day. Obliged to go abroad on important business. Will write.

"Can't call today. I have to go out of town for important business. I'll write."

"McTAGGART."

"McTAGGART."


Once on board the boat he began a letter to Cydonia; but the passage was rough and he abandoned the attempt, returning to the deck to enjoy the sight of the great rollers slapping up against the sides of the steamer and breaking into high columns of spray, glittering like mica in the wintry sunshine.

Once on the boat, he started writing a letter to Cydonia, but the ride was bumpy and he gave up, going back to the deck to take in the view of the massive waves crashing against the sides of the ship, spraying up high in glittering columns that sparkled like mica in the winter sun.

He consoled himself with the thought that Mr. Cadell would undoubtedly keep a stern eye on the post, and that his missive was unlikely to reach the lady of his heart.

He comforted himself with the idea that Mr. Cadell would definitely keep a close watch on the mail, and that his message was probably not going to reach the woman he loved.

His luggage was registered through to Siena, and, when he arrived at the Gare du Nord, he took an "auto," directing the man to drive him down the Boulevards. After the damp of London, the air, light and exciting, went to his head. He drew it in, in deep breaths, with its sharp familiar scent of roasting coffee-berries, of waxed floors and of wine, that the crowded cafés wafted toward him as he passed: that typical smell of Paris, pungent, unforgettable, which welcomes the votaries of the City of Light.

His luggage was checked all the way to Siena, and when he got to the Gare du Nord, he took a taxi, telling the driver to take him down the Boulevards. After the dampness of London, the air, light and electrifying, went straight to his head. He inhaled deeply, savoring the sharp, familiar scent of roasting coffee beans, polished floors, and wine that the bustling cafés sent his way as he walked by: that signature smell of Paris, strong and unforgettable, which greets the devotees of the City of Light.

He dined at Noël Peter's and felt absurdly pleased when the gérant recognized him as one of a quartette who more than a year since had frequented the restaurant on an Easter holiday visit.

He had dinner at Noël Peter's and felt surprisingly happy when the manager recognized him as one of a group of four who had visited the restaurant over a year ago during an Easter holiday.

Then, turning up the Passage des Princes, he strolled along happily, glad to stretch his legs before his long night journey.

Then, turning up the Passage des Princes, he walked along happily, glad to stretch his legs before his long night journey.

The flower shops were fairy-like; the jewellers' ablaze. Slim forms, muffled in furs, slipped past with that subtle air of conscious power, of sure and sensuous appeal which marks the Parisienne in every grade of life. Clubmen were strolling toward their 'aperitifs,' husbands with wives, sedately arm in arm, trim 'midinettes' and bare-headed 'bonnes'; all combined to give the crowded pavements the sense of a meeting place, an outdoor haunt of pleasure spiced with intrigue instead of a mere channel for the traffic.

The flower shops felt magical, and the jewelry stores were dazzling. Slim figures, wrapped in furs, glided by with an unmistakable confidence and a sensual allure that defines the Parisian woman at every level of society. Men were casually making their way to enjoy their 'aperitifs,' while husbands walked with their wives, leisurely linked arm in arm. Stylish young women and bare-headed maids all contributed to giving the busy sidewalks the vibe of a gathering spot, a lively outdoor venue filled with pleasure and a hint of intrigue, rather than just a thoroughfare for traffic.

McTaggart reached the Madeleine, glanced down the Rue Royale and, with a sigh of regret, hailed a passing auto. He was jarred and rattled over the stones of that aggressive road which ends at the Gare de Lyon.

McTaggart arrived at the Madeleine, looked down the Rue Royale and, with a sigh of regret, waved down a passing car. He was jolted and bumped along the rough stones of that busy road that leads to the Gare de Lyon.

Bethune had wired that morning for a wagon-lit, a wise precaution as the train was packed. The conductor, in reply to his stilted French, led McTaggart down the long corridor.

Bethune had messaged that morning for a sleeping car, a smart move since the train was crowded. The conductor, in response to his awkward French, directed McTaggart down the long hallway.

"A telegram without name? From London, Monsieur?" He produced it and McTaggart smiled. In the hurry of departure his careful friend had omitted this essential.

"A telegram without a name? From London, sir?" He handed it over, and McTaggart smiled. In the rush to leave, his thoughtful friend had missed this important detail.

"Voici, Monsieur."

"Here you go, sir."

The young man peeped past him into the narrow coupé. The beds were already arranged for the night and on the lower berth, impassive, there sat a very fat priest, absorbed in his breviary. The windows were shut, the heat turned on full.

The young man looked past him into the cramped compartment. The beds were already set up for the night, and on the lower bunk, motionless, sat a very overweight priest, focused on his prayer book. The windows were closed, and the heat was cranked up high.

McTaggart drew back with a gesture of disgust.

McTaggart recoiled with a look of disgust.

"This won't do." Unconsciously his voice took on that arrogant note which the travelling Englishman employs for the benefit of foreign servants.

"This won’t work." Unconsciously, his voice adopted that arrogant tone that the traveling Englishman uses to communicate with foreign servants.

"What name did you say, Monsieur?" The shrewd French face was studying him, gauging the value of his tip.

"What name did you say, sir?" The sharp French face was analyzing him, assessing the worth of his tip.

A sudden idea flashed into McTaggart's brain. He would test here and now the value of his title.

A sudden idea popped into McTaggart's mind. He would test the value of his title right here and now.

"I'm the Marquis Maramonte," he answered, steadily watching the black eyes fixed on his.

"I'm the Marquis Maramonte," he replied, steadily watching the dark eyes focused on his.

"Pardon, Monsieur?" The man looked puzzled. Then a ray of light illumined his face.

"Pardon, sir?" The man looked confused. Then a ray of light lit up his face.

"It is ... the English milord? who inherits ... Mon Dieu! what a sad affair! ..." he became voluble—"the papers were full of it ... and Monsieur le feu Marquis has often travelled by this train. He loved well Paris. If Monsieur le Marquis had but given his name..." He backed ceremoniously and threw open the door of an empty compartment. "I will see that Monsieur is not disturbed. He has only to ring. I am here all night. And at Modane I will warn the Customs. Monsieur would like an extra 'couverture'?"

"It is ... the English lord? Who inherits ... My God! What a sad situation! ..." he went on excitedly—"the papers were full of it ... and the late Marquis often traveled on this train. He loved Paris so much. If the Marquis had just signed his name..." He stepped back politely and opened the door to an empty compartment. "I will make sure you won't be disturbed. You just have to ring. I’m here all night. And at Modane, I’ll let Customs know. Would you like an extra blanket?"

McTaggart was smiling in his sleeve.

McTaggart was smiling secretly.

"C'est bien." He tipped the man generously, delighted at the result of his tactics.

"C'est bien." He tipped the man generously, thrilled with the outcome of his strategy.

"Monsieur, sans doute, travels to Siena?—a cold journey ... the passes are full of snow. But Monsieur will be quite undisturbed"—a gleam of mischief came into the dark shrewd face—"one understands Monsieur could not travel with the Church!"

"Monsieur, undoubtedly, is heading to Siena?—a chilly trip ... the mountain passes are packed with snow. But Monsieur will be completely unfazed"—a glint of mischief appeared in the dark, clever face—"one can see that Monsieur couldn’t travel with the Church!"

This puzzled Peter. He had yet to learn that his Uncle had been a member of the Anti-clerical party. Like most Protestants, he lived in the error that the nearer one approached to Rome the more fervent the Catholicism. He had heard of the two great factions in that city, the "Black" and the "White," without measuring their importance. Moreover, he did not realize the curious apathy of the lower classes in the land of the Saints and that deep-rooted hatred of the Socialist and "Patriot" for monastic institutions and temporal power.

This confused Peter. He still didn't know that his uncle had been part of the Anti-clerical party. Like most Protestants, he mistakenly thought that the closer one got to Rome, the stronger the Catholicism. He had heard about the two major factions in that city, the "Black" and the "White," without really understanding their significance. Additionally, he was unaware of the strange indifference of the lower classes in the land of the Saints and the deep-seated resentment of Socialists and "Patriots" towards monastic institutions and secular power.

But he smiled at the sally, conscious of hidden meaning, and the man, encouraged, lowered his voice.

But he smiled at the remark, aware of the deeper meaning, and the man, feeling encouraged, lowered his voice.

"This berth, milord, was reserved for a German—un banquier Juif—qui vient de Hambourg..." he reached up and removed the ticket from its slot—"we will place him to-night on the road to salvation!"

"This spot, my lord, was reserved for a German—a Jewish banker—who comes from Hamburg..." he reached up and took the ticket from its slot—"we will set him on the path to salvation tonight!"

"With the priest?"—McTaggart laughed until he cried as the door closed on his new friend's parting grin. He tried to picture the same scene in England with the typical conductor of a Pullman Car.

"With the priest?"—McTaggart laughed until he cried as the door closed on his new friend's parting grin. He tried to imagine the same scene in England with the usual conductor of a Pullman Car.

What a nation it was! Light and witty, with under the froth a curious depth. He thought of its paralyzing series of defeats in the Franco-Prussian war, its mad Revolutions and that marvellous recuperative force which had brought France back to her present era of prosperity. Then he began to dream of Italy; to picture Siena and, in the far distance, Cydonia beside him there ... Cydonia in his arms.

What a nation it was! Light and witty, with a curious depth beneath the surface. He thought about its paralyzing series of defeats in the Franco-Prussian War, its wild revolutions, and that incredible ability to bounce back that had brought France to its current era of prosperity. Then he began to dream of Italy; to picture Siena and, in the far distance, Cydonia beside him there... Cydonia in his arms.

With her name on his lips he fell asleep.

With her name on his lips, he drifted off to sleep.

He woke, refreshed, made a leisurely toilette and wandered forth in search of breakfast. In the Restaurant Car he announced his nationality by demanding eggs with his café au lait; then settled down to the long day's journey, thankful now for the full steam heat as they mounted steadily toward the Alps and plunged with a shrill whistle into the tunnel.

He woke up feeling refreshed, took his time getting ready, and headed out in search of breakfast. In the Restaurant Car, he declared his nationality by ordering eggs with his café au lait; then he settled in for the long day’s journey, grateful now for the heated train as they steadily climbed toward the Alps and, with a sharp whistle, entered the tunnel.

On and on, with tantalizing peeps of the Mont Cenis Pass. The hoar frost without traced fairy patterns on the window-pane. The wind roared past them but the sun shone bright on snow-clad peaks and valleys dazzling white. Through Turin, with its broad blue river twisting like a serpent round her ancient walls, on and on, now heading South, as the snow vanished swiftly and the plains spread about them.

On and on, with tempting glimpses of the Mont Cenis Pass. The frost outside created delicate, fairy-like patterns on the windowpane. The wind howled past them, but the sun shone brightly on the snow-covered peaks and valleys, sparkling white. Through Turin, with its broad blue river winding like a snake around her ancient walls, on and on, now heading south, as the snow quickly disappeared and the plains unfolded around them.

McTaggart grew restless. He paced up and down the narrow corridor, smoking innumerable cigarettes as the light slowly faded away from the sky.

McTaggart grew uneasy. He walked back and forth in the narrow hallway, smoking countless cigarettes as the light gradually disappeared from the sky.

Genoa! He drew a breath of relief and barricaded himself again in his coupé. A swarm of passengers besieged the train and he let the window down, amused at the sight. Boys were selling oranges and glasses of "sirops," Bologna sausages and lurid papers.

Genoa! He took a deep breath of relief and locked himself back in his compartment. A crowd of passengers crowded around the train, and he rolled down the window, finding it amusing to watch. Boys were selling oranges, glasses of "sirops," Bologna sausages, and flashy newspapers.

Then the train moved out and the salt smell of the sea tempted him to search in vain through the dark. The Mediterranean. He remembered, with a smile, it had stood for a test of spelling at school! Once he thought he saw a faint dark line; then it vanished into the night.

Then the train pulled out, and the salty scent of the sea urged him to look through the darkness in vain. The Mediterranean. He remembered, smiling, that it had been a spelling test back in school! For a moment, he thought he saw a faint dark line; then it disappeared into the night.

He began to feel drowsy after his dinner. This would never do! He marched up and down, conscious he had to change at Pisa—then at Empoli. He yawned, stiff and tired.

He started to feel sleepy after dinner. This was unacceptable! He paced back and forth, aware that he had to change trains at Pisa—then at Empoli. He yawned, feeling stiff and exhausted.

After what seemed an interminable spell, with a grisly noise of brakes, they slackened speed. "Pisa ... Pi-sa ...!" He gathered up his rug and descended the steep step on to the platform.

After what felt like an endless time, with a harsh screech of brakes, they slowed down. "Pisa ... Pi-sa ...!" He picked up his blanket and stepped down the steep step onto the platform.

His train puffed out. He felt, suddenly, as if he had parted with his only friend, as he stood there waiting for the Florence express, stamping his feet, in the bitter cold.

His train puffed out. He suddenly felt like he had said goodbye to his only friend as he stood there waiting for the Florence express, stamping his feet in the bitter cold.

"If this is the South..." he said to himself—"Give me London!" He turned up his collar, straining his eyes through the vaulted tunnel of the long station into the dark.

"If this is the South..." he said to himself—"Give me London!" He turned up his collar, squinting through the vaulted tunnel of the long station into the darkness.

Great lamps flaring like hungry eyes and in she roared with her high-built engine, spiteful, frost-rimmed, spitting steam ...

Great lamps flaring like hungry eyes, and in she charged with her powerful engine, fierce, frost-covered, spitting steam...

McTaggart found a seat in a crowded carriage.

McTaggart found a spot in a packed train car.

Then on again through this endless night and Empoli, a God-forsaken spot, quite unscreened from the icy blast, with twenty frozen minutes to wait.

Then onward through this never-ending night and Empoli, a desolate place, completely exposed to the biting cold, with twenty frozen minutes to wait.

At last a faint streak of golden smoke rewarded his patience. "Siena—Siena," a hoarse voice shouted. He made for the nearest door labelled First Class and clambered in, finding a single occupant.

At last, a faint streak of golden smoke rewarded his patience. "Siena—Siena," a raspy voice called out. He headed for the nearest door marked First Class and climbed in, finding just one person inside.

An old man with a white imperial, the soft black felt beloved of Italy, a thick coat with a wolf-skin collar and a lawyer's portfolio across his knees.

An old man wearing a white imperial, the soft black felt cherished in Italy, a thick coat with a wolf-skin collar, and a lawyer's briefcase resting on his knees.

He raised the aforementioned hat courteously.

He politely raised the mentioned hat.

"Fa freddo," he said in a musical voice.

"it's cold," he said in a melodious voice.

McTaggart lifted his cap, with pleased surprise, his loneliness fading before the stranger's smile.

McTaggart took off his cap, pleasantly surprised as his loneliness disappeared in the warmth of the stranger's smile.

"Do you speak French?" He asked in that language. "I'm afraid my Italian's somewhat scanty."

"Do you speak French?" he asked in that language. "I'm afraid my Italian is a bit limited."

"Si, si, Monsieur." Again he raised his hat.

"Yes, yes, sir." He raised his hat again.

Again McTaggart clutched at his cap.

Again, McTaggart grabbed his hat.

"I hope it isn't necessary with every word!" he thought with an Englishman's distaste for ceremony.

"I hope I don't have to do that with every word!" he thought, reflecting an Englishman's dislike for formality.

"A cold night for travelling," the stranger suggested. "Monsieur has come far?" His keen black eyes shone like bright coal in their wrinkled sockets.

"A cold night for traveling," the stranger suggested. "Have you come far, sir?" His sharp black eyes glowed like bright coal in their wrinkled sockets.

"From London," said McTaggart with the conscious pride of a tired man at the end of his journey. "I'm bound for Siena," he volunteered. "Is it generally as cold as this in Italy?"

"From London," McTaggart said, with the weary pride of someone who's just completed their journey. "I'm heading to Siena," he added. "Is it usually this cold in Italy?"

The old man smiled.

The elderly man smiled.

"It is Winter still, Monsieur. What would you have?"

"It’s still winter, sir. What do you want?"

He spread out his hands. "In Siena we are high ... altis ... simo! But healthy—one gets few fevers there. Monsieur is 'en touriste'?" His gentle curiosity was freed from all impertinence by his charming manner.

He spread out his hands. "In Siena, we're high ... altis ... simo! But it's healthy—few people get fevers there. Are you 'en touriste,' Monsieur?" His gentle curiosity was free of any impertinence due to his charming manner.

"No—not exactly. I'm going there on business."

"No—not really. I'm going there for work."

McTaggart paused a moment, then made up his mind.

McTaggart paused for a moment, then decided.

"I've inherited a property from my mother's brother. He was killed in an accident, near Rome, with his sons."

"I've inherited a property from my uncle. He died in an accident near Rome, along with his sons."

The effect on his audience was electrical.

The impact on his audience was electric.

"But, Monsieur!" ... he stuttered—"è impossibile!—Monsieur is not the English Milord?—the new Marchese Maramonte?"

"But, sir!" ... he stuttered—"it's impossible!—Aren't you the English lord?—the new Marchese Maramonte?"

For the third time off came his hat.

For the third time, he took off his hat.

"I'm afraid so." Peter laughed outright. For the old man, wiry and light, was on his feet, bowing before him with a deferential air.

"I'm afraid so." Peter laughed out loud. The old man, thin and light, was on his feet, bowing to him with a respectful attitude.

"My humble 'félicitations' to Monsieur le Marquis. His lawyer, Jacopo Vanni—at his service."

"My sincere congratulations to Mr. Marquis. His lawyer, Jacopo Vanni—at your service."

"No!—really?" McTaggart held out his hand and shook the other's heartily; and by that simple act, unknown to himself, he secured a life-long friend.

"No!—really?" McTaggart reached out his hand and shook the other's firmly; and by that simple act, without realizing it, he made a friend for life.

"You're just the very man I wanted to meet."

"You're exactly the person I wanted to meet."

"We were in despair," Vanni continued, "no news from England when I left yesterday! I have been in Florence on business for the Marchesa, and, I suppose, the message arrived later."

"We were really worried," Vanni continued, "there was no news from England when I left yesterday! I’ve been in Florence for work for the Marchesa, and I guess the message came in later."

"I only wired early this morning. The letter had miscarried and reached me last night. As you see, I have wasted no time in coming!" McTaggart smiled back at the eager old face.

"I just sent a wire early this morning. The letter got lost and finally reached me last night. As you can see, I didn’t waste any time getting here!" McTaggart smiled back at the eager old face.

"And now, can you tell me some of my new duties? I am anxious to learn the extent of my inheritance and I feel rather like a duck out of water! Not speaking Italian makes it worse. I should really be grateful for any advice."

"And now, can you tell me about my new responsibilities? I'm eager to understand the full scope of my inheritance, and I feel quite out of place! Not speaking Italian makes it even harder. I would really appreciate any guidance."

"Monsieur le Marquis does me honour." The bright eyes devoured him, approving his handsome face. "Every inch a Maramonte!" Unconsciously, he spoke aloud.

"Mister Marquis is honoring me." The bright eyes took him in, admiring his attractive face. "Every bit a Maramonte!" He said this out loud without realizing it.

"Really?" McTaggart was interested. "I was always told I resembled my mother."

"Really?" McTaggart asked, intrigued. "I was always told I looked like my mom."

"Sicuro!" Vanni's voice was stirred. "All save the eyes—of the English blue. And when Monsieur sees his gallery of portraits, he will feel at home! Monsieur le Marquis is like his famous ancestor—that Giordano Maramonte, the hero of Montaperti, who led in the capture of the Carroccio of Firenze ... And there is a look of the Marchese Cesare—who went down to fame for his attack on the Citadel. He drove the Spaniards out of Siena—that was before the last great siege..."

"Sure!" Vanni's voice was excited. "All except for the eyes—those English blue ones. And when the gentleman sees his collection of portraits, he will feel right at home! The Marquis is just like his famous ancestor—Giordano Maramonte, the hero of Montaperti, who played a key role in capturing the Carroccio of Florence... And you can see a resemblance to Marchese Cesare—who became famous for his assault on the Citadel. He drove the Spaniards out of Siena—that was before the last major siege..."

His words poured on. He was plainly lost in the history of the house he served, back in those war-like days of the past when great names testified to greater deeds.

His words flowed continuously. He was clearly immersed in the history of the house he served, recalling those war-torn days of the past when legendary names stood for even greater actions.

McTaggart realized he had touched on a hobby. "Tell me all about my family." He leaned back, happy, and lit a cigarette while the old man drew with lightning gestures on his absorbing hoard of knowledge.

McTaggart realized he'd stumbled upon a passion. "Tell me all about my family." He relaxed, pleased, and lit a cigarette while the old man animatedly shared his wealth of knowledge.

Of Guelph and Ghibeline intrigue, of wars with Spain and Florentine raids; of Popes and Emperors, Patriots, Tyrants; of the endless strife between the nobles and people; of the "Sacrifice of the Useless Mouths" and the Plague that ran like a burning flame.

Of Guelph and Ghibeline plots, of wars with Spain and raids by the Florentines; of Popes and Emperors, Patriots, and Tyrants; of the constant conflict between the nobles and the common people; of the "Sacrifice of the Useless Mouths" and the Plague that spread like a wildfire.

So enthralled was McTaggart that the time passed on flying wings until, at length, the train swept into the last noisy tunnel.

So captivated was McTaggart that time flew by until, finally, the train entered the last noisy tunnel.

Vanni started. He glanced at his watch.

Vanni jumped. He checked his watch.

"Ecco Siena!"—and, at the words, a curious thrill ran through his listener of excitement tinged with awakened pride.

"Ecco Siena!"—and, at those words, a curious thrill of excitement mixed with newfound pride ran through his listener.

For the vast part his house had played in the wars and government of the city, their reckless heroism and careless prodigality had thrown a new light of fiery romance on this inheritance of his.

For the most part, his house had a significant role in the wars and governance of the city; their reckless bravery and careless extravagance had cast a new, vibrant light of fiery romance on this legacy of his.

With it was blent an odd shrinking, the nervousness of the Englishman before the customs and conventions alien to his normal life.

With it came a strange sense of shrinking, the anxiety of the Englishman in the presence of customs and conventions that were foreign to his everyday life.

The train emerged, lights twinkled. The long journey was accomplished.

The train arrived, lights shining. The long journey was complete.




CHAPTER XV

Signor Vanni, full of importance and inwardly delighted at the accident which had placed the hero of the hour in his hands, gathered up his portfolio and descended nimbly on to the platform with a suave:

Signor Vanni, feeling important and secretly thrilled by the situation that had brought the hero of the hour into his life, picked up his portfolio and gracefully stepped down onto the platform with a smooth:

"If Monsieur le Marquis will deign to wait?"

"If Monsieur le Marquis would be so kind as to wait?"

He was off, crying lustily for the station-master.

He ran off, shouting loudly for the station master.

McTaggart drew out his watch. It was nearly four o'clock. He felt hungry but his weariness had passed, killed by his present sense of excitement. The air, crisp and sweet, blew in his face like frozen honey, the night was still; and through the dark he could just make out the sheltering walls rising black and sheer with a crenellated edge against the indigo of the sky, where a single luminous star was poised.

McTaggart pulled out his watch. It was almost four o'clock. He felt hungry, but his tiredness had faded, replaced by a rush of excitement. The air, crisp and sweet, brushed his face like frozen honey, the night was calm; and in the darkness, he could just see the protective walls rising steep and black with a jagged edge against the deep blue of the sky, where a single bright star was hanging.

The lawyer returned with a bowing superintendent, two bowing servants and a bowing porter.

The lawyer came back with a respectful superintendent, two respectful servants, and a respectful porter.

McTaggart's cap was busy again as the little group fussed about him.

McTaggart's cap was active again as the small group hovered around him.

He found himself at last in a vast landau, the lawyer facing him, two men on the box and a third individual mounted behind on a narrow platform between the wheels. "Like the Lord Mayor!" he said to himself and checked a wild desire to laugh.

He finally found himself in a large coach, with the lawyer sitting across from him, two men on the front and a third person riding behind on a narrow platform between the wheels. "Just like the Lord Mayor!" he thought to himself, trying hard to suppress a spontaneous urge to laugh.

They rumbled on through deserted streets, dark and narrow, mounted a hill, turned to the left, past a Hotel where lights were gleaming, and on again.

They drove through empty streets, dark and narrow, climbed a hill, turned left past a hotel with bright lights, and continued on.

"The Signora Marchesa," said the lawyer, "makes her compliments and is looking forward to receive Monsieur le Marquis in the morning. The hour being so late, he would wish to sleep and, doubtless, prefers this arrangement. She asked Giuseppe to deliver the message."

"The Signora Marchesa," said the lawyer, "sends her regards and is looking forward to seeing Monsieur le Marquis in the morning. Since it’s so late, he would likely prefer to get some sleep and, undoubtedly, likes this plan. She asked Giuseppe to pass on the message."

"Very thoughtful of my aunt." McTaggart felt relieved at the news.

"That was really considerate of my aunt." McTaggart felt relieved by the news.

They twisted down between high houses and then there came a sudden halt. Lanterns flashed out. Peering eagerly, he saw a massive doorway before him, flanked by windows narrow and deep with spiked bars, rusty from age. With a hollow echo they drove through the arch and emerged into an inner court, vast and full of shadows thrown by the high walls on every side.

They twisted down between tall buildings and then suddenly stopped. Lanterns lit up. Looking closely, he saw a huge doorway in front of him, flanked by narrow, deep windows with spiked bars that were rusty from age. They drove through the arch with a hollow echo and came out into a large inner courtyard, vast and filled with shadows cast by the tall walls all around.

In the centre a fountain towered up: dolphins massed with icicles and a deep basin covered with frost supported by crouching griffins.

In the center, a fountain rose high: dolphins grouped with icicles and a deep basin coated in frost, held up by crouching griffins.

The carriage encircled it and stopped. The door was opened. McTaggart descended.

The carriage went around and came to a stop. The door was opened. McTaggart got out.

He found himself gazing at a marble staircase, silvery-white, with shallow steps that curved round like a parchment scroll, fairy-like, against the night.

He found himself staring at a silvery-white marble staircase with shallow steps that curled around like a scroll, magical against the night.

He passed up like a man in a dream. It led to a long gallery on the first floor, dim and high, open on one side to the air and laced with slender twisted columns. Where these supported the domed roof arches formed and the carved points bit into the outer dark like sharp teeth nibbling the heart of the sky.

He walked through like a man in a dream. It led to a long, dim, high gallery on the first floor, open on one side to the air and adorned with slender twisted columns. Where they held up the domed roof, arches formed, and the carved points pierced the outer darkness like sharp teeth nibbling at the heart of the sky.

A bell tolled with a sweet, low note and the entrance doors were flung wide. With a sudden sense of warmth and light he passed through into the palace.

A bell rang with a soft, low tone as the entrance doors swung open. With a sudden feeling of warmth and brightness, he stepped into the palace.

Walls hung with tapestry, a painted ceiling, myriad candles glimmering in crystal lustres...

Walls adorned with tapestries, a painted ceiling, countless candles shining in crystal holders...

For a second McTaggart stood there, dazed. He felt an odd lump rise in his throat. Then Signor Vanni touched his arm with a whispered word of apology.

For a moment, McTaggart stood there, stunned. He felt a strange lump rise in his throat. Then Signor Vanni touched his arm and murmured an apology.

"If Monsieur le Marquis would speak to Beppo? Beppo was there in his mother's time."

"If the Marquis could talk to Beppo? Beppo was around during his mother's time."

"Mia madre..." The long-forgotten words rose from the mirage of the past. He looked down into a wrinkled face: an old, old man in shabby livery. The next moment his hand went out and was held in the shaky clasp of age.

"Mia madre..." The long-forgotten words emerged from the haze of the past. He looked down at a weathered face: an elderly man in ragged clothes. In the next moment, his hand reached out and was grasped in the unsteady hold of age.

"Mother of all the Saints! Her face!" Tears were in the dim old eyes. "Ahi!—she was a Saint herself. A thousand humble welcomes 'a Lei'! He must forgive this old man who worships his blesséd lady's memory ... God be praised that I see this day..."

"Mother of all Saints! Her face!" Tears filled the dim old eyes. "Oh no!—she was a Saint herself. A thousand humble welcomes 'to you'! He must forgive this old man who honors the memory of his blessed lady... Thank God I see this day..."

"Basta ... Basta!" Vanni checked him as the soft Italian speech flowed on, unintelligible to McTaggart, smiling down at the faithful servant. "The Signor Marchese is tired and would sleep."

"Basta ... Basta!" Vanni interrupted him as the soft Italian words continued, unclear to McTaggart, who smiled down at the devoted servant. "The Signor Marchese is tired and wants to sleep."

The "maestro di casa" effaced himself, leading the way, on tottering feet, through a long suite of rooms, into a corridor lined with statues and Etruscan pottery.

The "maestro di casa" stepped back, guiding the way, on shaky legs, through a long series of rooms, into a hallway filled with statues and Etruscan pottery.

They came at last to narrow stairs, built in the thickness of the wall, mounted these to another passage and paused before a double door.

They finally reached narrow stairs, built into the wall, climbed up to another hallway, and stopped in front of a double door.

Within was a bedroom with marble floor and deep-set windows draped with silk. A stove was burning and candles gleamed, but the place felt cheerless and rather damp: magnificent, but strangely bare, the high walls discolored with age.

Within was a bedroom with a marble floor and deep-set windows covered in silk. A stove was glowing and candles lit up the space, but it felt dreary and a bit damp: grand, yet oddly empty, the high walls tarnished by age.

Another servant appeared with a tray and a steaming tureen of thick red soup. McTaggart welcomed it where he sat at a round table before the stove with sandwiches and fruit arranged in heavy dishes of silver-gilt.

Another servant came in with a tray and a steaming pot of thick red soup. McTaggart welcomed it as he sat at a round table in front of the stove, with sandwiches and fruit arranged on heavy silver-gilt dishes.

The bread, he thought, tasted sour, but when the man filled his glass with a golden wine, clear and sparkling, he drank it down and his eyes shone.

The bread, he thought, tasted sour, but when the man filled his glass with a golden wine, clear and sparkling, he drank it down and his eyes lit up.

"What is it?" he asked Vanni—"not champagne?" The lawyer smiled.

"What is it?" he asked Vanni—"not champagne?" The lawyer smiled.

"Asti Spumante—The late Marquis was well known for his cellar. And the dried figs and oranges and the goat's milk cheese are from the estate."

"Asti Spumante—The late Marquis was famous for his wine cellar. And the dried figs, oranges, and goat cheese come from the estate."

"Excellent." McTaggart approved. "Won't you have a glass with me?"

"Great." McTaggart said approvingly. "Would you like to have a glass with me?"

The old man was visibly pleased. He propounded an elaborate toast.

The old man looked genuinely happy. He proposed an elaborate toast.

"And now, I think, with his permission, I will retire." He bowed low. "May pleasant dreams wait on slumber." The door closed gently behind him.

"And now, I think, with his permission, I will take my leave." He bowed respectfully. "May sweet dreams accompany your sleep." The door closed quietly behind him.

McTaggart drew a deep breath, glad at last to be alone. He finished the wine and began to smoke, his cold feet planted against the stove.

McTaggart took a deep breath, finally happy to be alone. He finished the wine and started to smoke, his cold feet resting against the stove.

He could not quite free himself from the spell of a fairy-tale; this strange arrival in the night into a mediæval land.

He couldn't completely escape the enchantment of a fairy tale; this strange arrival at night in a medieval land.

He glanced round him at the room, with its painted ceiling and comfortless floor and the huge bed of gilded wood shrouded with blue brocade.

He looked around the room, with its painted ceiling and hard floor and the large bed made of gilded wood covered in blue fabric.

He began sleepily to undress, but a low tap came at the door.

He started to take off his clothes sleepily, but a soft knock sounded at the door.

"Come in!—Entrez!—whatever's the word?"

"Come in!—Enter!—what's the word?"

Beppo appeared with a slim, dark youth.

Beppo showed up with a slender, dark-skinned young man.

"Ecco Mario." He explained. The newcomer bowed and stood, expectant, gazing respectfully at his bewildered new master.

"Ecco Mario," he explained. The newcomer bowed and stood there, expectant, gazing respectfully at his confused new master.

McTaggart hunted for a phrase.

McTaggart searched for a phrase.

"Non capisco." He looked triumphant and immediately old Beppo smiled and fell back on pantomime.

"Don't understand." He looked victorious, and old Beppo immediately smiled and resorted to pantomime.

He turned and took from Mario a long garment in thin batiste, embroidered at the neck and wrist, with a breast-pocket where a monogram was worked beneath a tiny coronet.

He turned and took from Mario a long shirt made of thin batiste, embroidered at the neck and wrists, with a breast pocket that had a monogram stitched beneath a tiny coronet.

McTaggart struggled with his mirth. It was evident that his own luggage had been delayed at the closed Customs. This was a relic of his Uncle, destined for his use that night.

McTaggart fought to hold back his laughter. It was clear that his own bags had been held up at the closed Customs. This was an old item from his uncle, meant for his use that night.

Mario bowed and disappeared to return with a small jug of hot water, ivory brushes and other articles destined for his master's toilette.

Mario bowed and left, then came back with a small jug of hot water, ivory brushes, and other items meant for his master’s grooming.

Solemnly he arranged the room while Beppo cleared the supper table. Then, to McTaggart's vast relief, both men wished him "good repose."

Solemnly he organized the room while Beppo cleaned up the dinner table. Then, to McTaggart's great relief, both men said "sleep well."

He locked the door and hastily slipped out of his remaining clothes, proceeding to encase himself in the ridiculous thin night-shirt.

He locked the door and quickly took off his last pieces of clothing, then wrapped himself in the silly, thin nightshirt.

"Can't say much for my Uncle's taste!—it's only fit for a ballet dancer!" He caught sight of himself in the glass and chuckled with a faint disgust. The batiste strained on his broad chest and beneath the folds his legs appeared, long and sinewy. He shivered.

"Can't say much for my uncle's taste!—it's only suitable for a ballet dancer!" He saw himself in the mirror and laughed with a hint of disgust. The batiste pulled tight across his broad chest, and beneath the folds, his legs looked long and toned. He shivered.

"Brr!—this is the limit!"

"Brr!—this is the limit!"

He drew it up above his knees and gingerly clambered on to his bed; snuggled down among the pillows, thankful for the eider down.

He pulled it up above his knees and carefully climbed onto his bed; snuggled down among the pillows, grateful for the down comforter.

The candle beside him was still alight and, before he leaned to blow it out, he glanced upward curiously at the dark draperies overhead.

The candle next to him was still lit, and before he leaned to blow it out, he looked up curiously at the dark curtains overhead.

And then he started.

And then he began.

For on the ceiling a shadow lay, huge, grotesque: the shadow of a mighty crown! A sudden memory assailed him.

For on the ceiling, a shadow was cast, huge and strange: the shadow of a powerful crown! A sudden memory hit him.

He looked closer. The curtains were drawn into a knot and held in place by a heavy ring of gilded wood, carved into a coronet.

He looked closer. The curtains were tied in a knot and secured by a heavy ring of gold-painted wood, carved into a crown.

What was it the gipsy had said?

What did the fortune teller say?

"There's fortune coming over-seas ... and a castle, my fine gentleman..."

"There's good luck coming from across the sea ... and a castle, my good sir..."

Again he heard the husky voice crooning above his outstretched hand.

Again he heard the deep voice singing softly above his outstretched hand.

And he stared at the ceiling, his eyes wide.

And he looked up at the ceiling, his eyes opened wide.

For there it hung ... his "golden crown!"

For there it hung ... his "golden crown!"




CHAPTER XVI

When he awoke it was ten o'clock.

When he woke up, it was ten o'clock.

A shaft of sunshine from under the blind fell across his vast bed and he rubbed his eyes, sleepy, bewildered, wondering where on earth he could be? Then he remembered, felt for his watch, throwing back the heavy clothes, and caught his knees in the frail night-shirt. The batiste ripped as he slid to the floor.

A beam of sunlight coming through the closed blind landed on his big bed, and he rubbed his eyes, feeling groggy and confused, wondering where he could possibly be. Then he remembered, felt for his watch, pulled back the heavy blankets, and got his knees caught in his thin nightshirt. The fabric ripped as he slid to the floor.

The icy cold of the marble roused him, effectually banishing further sleep. He pattered across toward the light for the first glimpse of the world outside.

The icy chill of the marble woke him up, effectively pushing away any chance of more sleep. He shuffled over to the light for his first look at the outside world.

Here he was foiled at the start. For the deep windows were set high, the opening far above his head, dating from those warlike times when the solid walls were a shelter from missiles.

Here he was blocked right from the beginning. The deep windows were placed high up, the openings well above his head, a remnant from those warlike times when the sturdy walls provided protection from projectiles.

He dragged a heavy gilded chair underneath and mounting upon it, drew the faded curtains aside and peered forth eagerly.

He pulled a heavy, gold-painted chair over and climbed onto it, pulled aside the faded curtains, and looked out eagerly.

But his room faced the court-yard. He could only see the opposite wing of the palace dark against the sky, rugged and gray, with a turreted roof, a picture of mediæval strength.

But his room faced the courtyard. He could only see the opposite wing of the palace, dark against the sky, rough and gray, with a turreted roof, a picture of medieval strength.

A cloud of pigeons swirled up, flashing their myriad silver wings, as a servant passed along the gallery, with its twisted columns of carved marble.

A flock of pigeons took off, flashing their countless silver wings, as a servant walked by in the corridor with its twisted columns of carved marble.

Beneath he caught a glimpse of the fountain and against the dazzling sapphire sky, like a lily on a slender stem, a single tower rose above the walls, in faded brick with a pointed belfry, white as snow, and an iron cross.

Beneath, he spotted the fountain, and against the bright blue sky, like a lily on a thin stem, a single tower rose above the walls, made of worn brick with a pointed belfry, pure white, and topped with an iron cross.

Dissatisfied, he returned to bed and, conscious of his appetite, rang the bell by his side, his teeth chattering with the cold.

Dissatisfied, he went back to bed, aware of his hunger, and rang the bell next to him, his teeth chattering from the cold.

Beppo answered to the summons, his old face wreathed in smiles, voluble and bearing a tray with hot chocolate and rolls. In vain McTaggart tried to gather the gist of the old man's talk. One word stood out plain, recurrent, with a questioning, anxious note.

Beppo responded to the call, his weathered face lit up with smiles, chatty and holding a tray with hot chocolate and rolls. McTaggart tried in vain to understand the main point of the old man's conversation. One word stood out clearly, repeated, with a questioning, worried tone.

"Toob"—he pondered upon it as at last the old servant withdrew and he leaned back against the pillows, glad of the somewhat scanty breakfast.

"Toob"—he thought about it as the old servant finally left and he leaned back against the pillows, happy with the rather small breakfast.

Presently he heard steps. A knock sounded on the door, and in came four men, staggering under a heavy burden. It proved to be an enormous bath, of the kind one associates with a fixed base and many fittings, utterly devoid of paint. McTaggart watched with wide eyes. It was bumped down before the stove, which Mario proceeded to light, and then under Beppo's guidance a sheet was spread over the vast sarcophagus and tucked in to form a lining.

Right now, he heard footsteps. A knock echoed on the door, and in walked four men, struggling with a heavy load. It turned out to be a huge bath, the kind that usually has a fixed base and lots of fixtures, completely unpainted. McTaggart watched with wide eyes. They placed it down in front of the stove, which Mario started to light, and then, with Beppo's help, a sheet was laid over the massive tub and tucked in to make a lining.

Then the men filed out. The bath was filled with cold water and beside it—like a tender offspring!—a small foot-tub was arranged. From the latter a cloud of steam arose—a welcome sight to McTaggart—and on a chair before the stove was laid a garment in bath-toweling.

Then the men walked out. The bath was filled with cold water and next to it—like a loving child!—a small foot tub was set up. From the foot tub, a cloud of steam rose—a comforting sight for McTaggart—and on a chair in front of the stove was a bath towel laid out.

Mario approached the bed.

Mario walked over to the bed.

"Good morning to Him. His 'toob' is ready." He smiled with a flash of strong white teeth that lit up the olive face and lingered in the sloe-like eyes.

"Good morning to Him. His 'toob' is ready." He smiled, showing a bright flash of strong white teeth that lit up his olive face and lingered in his dark, sloe-like eyes.

His tub! McTaggart solved the enigma. And what a tub! He checked a laugh as Beppo gravely took his tray with a glance in which triumph lurked.

His tub! McTaggart figured it out. And what a tub! He stifled a laugh as Beppo seriously took his tray, with a look that hinted at victory.

But still Mario stood, expectant. His coat was off, his sleeves rolled up and—Beppo, lingering in the rear—he began a long respectful inquiry.

But still, Mario stood there, waiting. His coat was off, his sleeves rolled up, and—Beppo, hanging back—he started a long, respectful question.

McTaggart, bewildered, shook his head. He caught the words "fregamento"—"massage" ... Good Heavens!—they were going to bathe him!

McTaggart, confused, shook his head. He heard the words "fregamento"—"massage" ... Good heavens!—they were planning to give him a bath!

"Non, non!"—he stammered—"solo!" He pointed to the door, confused, as the two men consulted together.

"No, no!" he stammered. "Alone!" He pointed to the door, confused, as the two men talked among themselves.

Beppo resumed his pantomime. He took Mario's strong hand and rubbed it sharply across his chest.

Beppo continued his acting. He grabbed Mario's strong hand and rubbed it quickly across his chest.

"Ecco! ... 'friction'?" His anxious eyes watched his master's amazed face.

"Ecco! ... 'friction'?" His worried eyes focused on his master's astonished face.

"Io," said McTaggart stoutly—"always ... sempre." He waved them away. "Grazia—ma ... addio!"

"Io," said McTaggart firmly—"always ... always." He waved them off. "Grazia—ma ... goodbye!"

At this very obvious hint the two servants slowly withdrew.

At this clear hint, the two servants slowly stepped back.

McTaggart shot from his bed and turned the key in the door. Then his stifled mirth exploded and he laughed until he cried.

McTaggart jumped out of bed and locked the door. Then, he couldn't hold it in anymore and burst out laughing until he was in tears.

"That was a narrow shave," he said, staring into the huge bath. "My uncle had some funny habits—muslin night-shirts and massage! Horrible, this wet sheet..." He dipped a finger in and shivered. "I'll swear there's ice in it——" he said. "Happy thought!" He took the foot-tub and poured in the boiling water.

"That was a close call," he said, gazing into the huge bath. "My uncle had some strange habits—muslin nightshirts and massages! This wet sheet is awful..." He dipped a finger in and shivered. "I swear there's ice in it——" he said. "Good idea!" He grabbed the foot tub and poured in the boiling water.

His bath over, he dressed quickly, then rang the bell for the man, after a vain hunt for razors among the many toilette articles.

His bath done, he got dressed quickly, then rang the bell for the guy, after searching in vain for razors among the numerous toiletries.

But Mario was prepared for this. He shaved McTaggart skilfully, produced powder, produced perfumes—which Peter hurriedly declined.

But Mario was ready for this. He expertly shaved McTaggart, brought out powder, and offered perfumes—which Peter quickly declined.

Then Beppo reappeared, with a message from the Marchesa. She would receive her new nephew as soon as it suited him.

Then Beppo showed up again, bringing a message from the Marchesa. She would welcome her new nephew whenever it worked for him.

He followed the "maestro di casa" to the further wing of the palace and was shown into a small boudoir hung with a striped primrose silk. The room was dainty, filled with flowers and photographs, scattered about on the modern French furniture above the delicate Aubusson carpet. On an easel under a palm, stood a large portrait in pastel of a dapper little gentleman, with a slim waist and padded shoulders. The face, old but still handsome, bore lines of dissipation around the keen dark eyes. He had grizzled hair, grey eyebrows, and a startlingly black moustache.

He followed the "house manager" to the far wing of the palace and was led into a small boudoir decorated with striped primrose silk. The room was charming, filled with flowers and photographs scattered over the modern French furniture on the delicate Aubusson carpet. On an easel under a palm stood a large pastel portrait of a stylish little man, with a slim waist and padded shoulders. The face, old but still attractive, had lines of excess around the sharp dark eyes. He had grizzled hair, gray eyebrows, and an unexpectedly black moustache.

"My uncle, I should imagine." McTaggart was bending down to examine the picture more closely when a door on his right was opened by a smiling maid.

"My uncle, I guess." McTaggart was leaning down to take a closer look at the picture when a door on his right was opened by a smiling maid.

"Par ici, Monsieur." She stood aside for him to pass and a musical voice from the room beyond welcomed him.

"Over here, sir." She stepped aside for him to walk by, and a melodic voice from the room beyond welcomed him.

"Entrez donc!—Bonjour, mon neveu..."

"Come in!—Hello, my nephew..."

He stood on the threshold, tall and eager, his blue eyes opening wide, as he looked into a dainty bedroom, dim and warm and heavily scented.

He stood at the door, tall and excited, his blue eyes wide open as he peered into a charming bedroom, softly lit, cozy, and filled with a strong fragrance.

Before him was a high bed, draped in black, and against the pillows, vivid, alive, in the sable setting, a young and very lovely woman.

Before him was a tall bed, covered in black, and resting against the pillows, vibrant and full of life, in the dark surroundings, was a young and very beautiful woman.

Her hair, of a glossy raven hue, was piled loosely on her head under a boudoir cap of lace and she wore a filmy negligee, from which her arms, white and rounded, escaped beneath knots of ribbon and lay on the black satin bedspread with the effect of chiselled marble.

Her glossy black hair was loosely piled on her head under a lace boudoir cap, and she wore a sheer negligee, from which her white, rounded arms slipped out beneath knots of ribbon and rested on the black satin bedspread, looking like carved marble.

Her face, oval and ivory-white, was faintly amused. Her great brown eyes, languorous and insolent, swept McTaggart from head to foot.

Her face, oval and ivory-white, had a hint of amusement. Her large brown eyes, lazy and cheeky, scanned McTaggart from head to toe.

But what absorbed his attention most was her mouth, like a curved scarlet flower blown on to her still face by a breath of Spring ... He gazed at her.

But what caught his attention the most was her mouth, like a curved red flower gently resting on her calm face, kissed by a breath of Spring... He stared at her.

Then his wits returned to him.

Then he got his mind back.

He walked forward and took the hand lazily extended, stooped, and, with a happy inspiration, raised it gravely to his lips.

He stepped forward and took the hand casually offered, bent down, and, feeling inspired, raised it seriously to his lips.

The Marchesa's dark eyes flashed. The red mouth smiled at him.

The Marchesa's dark eyes sparkled. The red lips smiled at him.

"Mais vous êtes tr ... es bien!" She rolled her r's with Italian emphasis.

"Wow, but you are very good!" She rolled her r's with an Italian flair.

"Delighted to make your acquaintance, my aunt." And, indeed, he only spoke the truth. In a flash he found a valid excuse for his late uncle's dandyism; that somewhat pathetic defiance of age beside his youthful second wife.

"Nice to meet you, Aunt." And, really, he was just being honest. In an instant, he discovered a good reason for his late uncle's flamboyance; that somewhat sad rebellion against aging next to his young second wife.

"You have well slept?—Had all you needed?" Her French, full of liquid vowel sounds, fell musically on his ears.

"You slept well? Did you get everything you needed?" Her French, rich with smooth vowel sounds, sounded musical to his ears.

"And the 'tub'? Ah! I know the English ways. I say to Beppo: See now!—a cold bath—cold ... cold ...! That is what the English love." She gave a clear, rippling laugh.

"And the 'tub'? Ah! I know the English ways. I say to Beppo: Look!—a cold bath—cold ... cold ...! That’s what the English love." She let out a bright, bubbly laugh.

"And then you appear—a true Italian! Ma si!" she nodded her head gaily. "A Maramonte—Mon Dieu, I am glad!—without the teeth. You understand?"

"And then you show up—a real Italian! Yes!" she nodded her head happily. "A Maramonte—Oh my God, I'm glad!—without the teeth. You get it?"

"Not quite," McTaggart smiled back, showing a white row as he spoke.

"Not quite," McTaggart smiled back, revealing a white row of teeth as he spoke.

"The English teeth—quel horreur!—that stick out like the wild boar."

"The English teeth—what a horror!—that stick out like a wild boar."

The young man laughed outright.

The young man laughed aloud.

"Oh—we aren't all as bad as that! But Italy is the land of beauty——" he gazed at her—"I am learning that."

"Oh—we're not all that bad! But Italy is the land of beauty——" he looked at her—"I'm discovering that."

Then, suddenly, it flashed across him that his attitude was hardly correct toward a newly made widow, and the mirth died out of his blue eyes.

Then, suddenly, it hit him that his attitude was not at all appropriate toward a newly made widow, and the laughter faded from his blue eyes.

"I wish," he said, "that my first visit had been at a less painful moment. Believe me..." He stammered, searching for words, trying to find the proper phrase.

"I wish," he said, "that my first visit had been at a less painful time. Believe me..." He stumbled over his words, trying to find the right phrase.

She watched him with a shade of malice, divining his perplexity.

She looked at him with a hint of malice, sensing his confusion.

"Death is sad," she said calmly. "But it has to be ... and he was old."

"Death is sad," she said calmly. "But it has to happen ... and he was old."

McTaggart started. This cold philosophy struck him as distinctly heartless, and with quick intuition she guessed his thought, a touch of sadness in her eyes.

McTaggart was taken aback. This cold philosophy felt completely heartless to him, and with a quick instinct, she sensed his thoughts, a hint of sadness in her eyes.

"You think it strange I speak like that?—My nephew, wait ... I am but nineteen. The marriage was arranged for me; I left the convent to come here. Ah! I was young—too young by far!"

"You find it odd that I talk like this?—My nephew, hold on ... I'm only nineteen. The marriage was set up for me; I left the convent to come here. Ah! I was young—way too young!"

Under the ivory of her cheek the colour rose and into her eyes came a shrinking look, like a hurt child, remembering past punishment.

Under the pale skin of her cheek, a blush appeared, and her eyes filled with a frightened expression, like a wounded child recalling past punishment.

"I come here, to this ... tomb," she shivered as she chose the word—"so gay, so fresh ... so innocent! He had seen me once among the Sisters—his cousin was the Mother Superior...

"I come here, to this ... tomb," she shivered as she picked the word—"so cheerful, so fresh ... so innocent! He had seen me once among the Sisters—his cousin was the Mother Superior...

"And then—to be alone so much. He loved Paris well, you see"—(McTaggart remembered the phrase before and the shrewd glance of the French guard)—"He did not take me even to Rome, but left me here with old Beppo. And jealous!—jealous all the time ... of his own sons—of my music master!——

"And then—to be alone so much. He really loved Paris, you know"—(McTaggart recalled the phrase from before and the clever look of the French guard)—"He didn’t even take me to Rome, but left me here with old Beppo. And jealous!—jealous all the time ... of his own sons—of my music teacher!——

"Ah—what a life!" Her hands went up. She gave a fierce little laugh. "I thank the good God from my heart. I make no pretence to you."

"Ah—what a life!" Her hands shot up. She let out a fierce little laugh. "I thank the good God from my heart. I'm being completely honest with you."

A deep pity stirred the man with a horror of foreign marriages. He thought for a second of Cydonia—and pictured her, here and alone, at the mercy of the late marquis. His soul rose in revolt.

A deep sense of pity overwhelmed the man with a fear of foreign marriages. He thought for a moment about Cydonia—and imagined her, here and alone, at the mercy of the late marquis. His soul rebelled.

"Poor little Aunt—I understand." His voice was grave, his eyes tender.

"Poor Aunt—I get it." His voice was serious, his eyes soft.

She raised herself against the pillows with a quick smile of gratitude.

She propped herself up on the pillows with a quick smile of thanks.

"My nephew—I like you very much. You have a heart—one feels that. And—see you—I will pray for his soul." She crossed herself with a touch of fervour. "I will have many masses sung ... But regret?—ah, no! that is beyond me."

"My nephew—I like you a lot. You have a good heart—it's obvious. And—just so you know—I will pray for his soul." She crossed herself with a bit of passion. "I will have many masses said ... But regret?—oh, no! that's not something I feel."

A silence fell between the pair. McTaggart averted his eyes and they fell on the sombre hangings of the huge funereal-looking bed.

A silence settled between the two. McTaggart looked away, and his gaze landed on the dark drapes of the large, funeral-like bed.

"This is the custom here?" he asked.

"This is the practice here?" he asked.

"The custom?" She frowned slightly. Then her tense look relaxed. The red lips quivered apart. "Dieu!—qu'il est drôle!" She laughed aloud. "This?—and this?" She touched the curtains, then the counterpane with her hand.

"The custom?" She frowned slightly. Then her tense expression relaxed. The red lips parted with a quiver. "Wow!—how funny!" She laughed out loud. "This?—and this?" She touched the curtains, then the bedspread with her hand.

"You think this is mourning, perhaps?—Au contraire..." She shook with mirth.

"You think this is sadness, maybe?—Not at all..." She shook with laughter.

"Your Uncle had these made for me ... il avait des idées ... assez bizarres!" She stretched out one perfect arm on the black satin and admired it.

"Your uncle had these made for me ... he had some pretty weird ideas!" She stretched out one perfect arm on the black satin and admired it.

McTaggart felt a swift horror of the old man with his tired eyes. Then he laughed. The Marchesa's face was like an impudent, healthy child's.

McTaggart was struck by a quick feeling of dread looking at the old man with his weary eyes. Then he laughed. The Marchesa's face was like that of a cheeky, healthy child.

"And now, my nephew—au revoir. We meet again at twelve for lunch."

"And now, my nephew—goodbye. We'll meet again at noon for lunch."

He stooped and kissed her outstretched hand. The dreaded interview was over.

He bent down and kissed her extended hand. The dreaded interview was finished.

He found his way into the hall and sat down at a writing-table, determined to get his letter off to Cydonia's father before lunch.

He made his way into the hall and sat at a writing desk, determined to send his letter to Cydonia's father before lunch.

"Dear Sir."

"Dear [Name]."

He wrote the words on a sheet edged with an inch of black. Then tore it up and started again.

He wrote the words on a sheet with an inch of black around the edges. Then he ripped it up and started over.

"Suppose I must call him Mr. Cadell!" This done, he stared into space, searching for an opening phrase; faced with the problem of explaining the urgency of his trip abroad.

"Looks like I have to call him Mr. Cadell!" With that settled, he stared into the distance, trying to find the right words; he needed to explain why his trip abroad was so urgent.

"If I start by saying my uncle is dead it opens the question of my inheritance—I shall have to explain about my family and it makes the letter long-winded. Besides, I don't want him to know anything about the title. I'd rather, as I said before, go in and win as Peter McTaggart."

"If I start by saying my uncle is dead, it raises the issue of my inheritance—I’ll need to explain my family background, and that makes the letter too lengthy. Plus, I don’t want him to know anything about the title. I’d prefer, as I mentioned before, to just go in and win as Peter McTaggart."

He thought for a moment, then covered a page; read it through and crumpled it up.

He paused for a moment, then flipped a page, read all the way through it, and crumpled it up.

"Too colloquial—oh, hang! What on earth am I to say?"

"Too informal—wait! What am I supposed to say?"

Like many men who talk easily, he could not put his thoughts on paper.

Like many guys who speak freely, he couldn't express his thoughts in writing.

For speech is merely to let loose words; writing to draw them close together.

For speech is just letting words flow freely; writing is about bringing them together.

At last he flung down his pen.

At last he dropped his pen.

"It's no good!" He rose to his feet. "After all, he's got my wire, and I shall be back within the week. But I wish I could write to Cydonia..." He stood for a moment by the stove. "I do hope they're not worrying her, and that the child understands? I know the letter would never reach her, and I'd rather have it fair and square ... It would make things worse to do anything now the Cadells could call underhand!"

"It's no use!" He got up. "After all, he has my message, and I’ll be back in a week. But I wish I could write to Cydonia..." He paused for a moment by the stove. "I really hope they're not stressing her out, and that the kid understands? I know the letter would never get to her, and I’d prefer to keep it straightforward... It would just complicate things if I did anything sneaky that the Cadells could use against me!"

He stretched his arms above his head with a yawn that ended in a sigh. Then started to explore his kingdom, casting dull care aside.

He stretched his arms above his head with a yawn that turned into a sigh. Then he began to explore his kingdom, putting aside dull worries.

He walked down the corridor, glancing at the statuary, and came, at last, to a pair of doors with a coat of arms carved above them.

He walked down the hallway, looking at the statues, and finally arrived at a pair of doors with a coat of arms carved above them.

Here he hesitated for a second, wondering what lay within, and as he did so he heard a step shuffling along in his wake.

Here he paused for a moment, wondering what was inside, and as he did, he heard a step shuffling behind him.

He turned to find an old woman, her head shrouded in a shawl, clasping between her withered hands a rounded jar of baked clay. It had a high handle bridging it resembling that of a market basket, and over this the wrinkled face peered at him with sharp black eyes.

He turned to see an old woman, her head wrapped in a shawl, holding a round jar made of baked clay in her thin hands. It had a tall handle that looked like a market basket's, and over this, her wrinkled face peered at him with keen black eyes.

"Buon' giorno," said McTaggart. He stared down at her burden. The old creature smiled back and held it out invitingly.

"Good morning," said McTaggart. He looked down at her load. The old woman smiled back and held it out invitingly.

He saw it was filled with hot ashes, the primitive brazier of the people. He warmed his hands for a moment against it, and then pointed to the door.

He saw that it was filled with hot ashes, the basic brazier of the people. He warmed his hands against it for a moment, then pointed to the door.

"Si, si. Venga, Signore." She slipped past him and turned the handle and he found himself in a picture gallery, dimly lighted, with drawn blinds. The door closed, he was alone. Curiously he stared about him.

"Yes, yes. Come on, sir." She slipped past him and turned the handle, and he found himself in a dimly lit art gallery with the blinds drawn. The door closed, and he was alone. Curiously, he looked around.

Above his head was a painted ceiling, a battle scene, mellow with age, with the slightly artificial splendour of the early Sienese School. But from the walls, on every side, out of their dull gilded frames, faces peered down at him, measuring him with liquid eyes.

Above his head was a painted ceiling, depicting a battle scene, aged gracefully, with the slightly artificial grandeur of the early Sienese School. But from the walls, on every side, from their dull gilded frames, faces peered down at him, assessing him with liquid eyes.

McTaggart felt a curious pride, swift and clean, run through him. These were his! The same blood stirred in his veins; here was his real inheritance!

McTaggart felt a strange pride, quick and clear, surge through him. These were his! The same blood ran in his veins; this was his true legacy!

He passed slowly along the room. Men in armour challenged him; Cardinals in scarlet robes; fair women smiled down; children paused in their play...

He walked slowly through the room. Men in armor confronted him; Cardinals in red robes; beautiful women smiled down; children paused in their play...

Then he came to the last picture, vivid, with its modern paint, in contrast to those earlier ones, softened by the touch of time.

Then he reached the last picture, vibrant with its fresh paint, standing out against the earlier ones that had been softened by the passage of time.

A young girl in a white dress, a blue riband at her waist and a leghorn hat that swung from her arm wreathed with tiny pink roses. One hand, with taper [Transcriber's note: tapering?] fingers, lay on the sleek head of a greyhound, the other held her flowing skirts from beneath which a slender foot in white stocking and buckled shoe pointed its way down marble steps against a background of cypresses.

A young girl in a white dress, a blue ribbon around her waist, and a straw hat with tiny pink roses swinging from her arm. One hand, with delicate fingers, rested on the smooth head of a greyhound, while the other lifted her flowing skirt, revealing a slender foot in a white stocking and buckled shoe as it stepped down the marble stairs, framed by cypress trees.

And the face? The smile so like his own, the dark hair piled high, the slim form and girlish grace...? Tears rose to the young man's eyes.

And the face? The smile so similar to his own, the dark hair styled high, the slim figure and feminine grace...? Tears welled up in the young man's eyes.

Here was his mother in her youth. Before that first season in Rome when she had met his father there, and, with the passion of her race, loved and married the hardy Scot, brought down the anger of her house and sailed away to that northern land never more to return home.

Here was his mother when she was young. Before that first season in Rome when she met his father there, and with the passion of her heritage, loved and married the tough Scot, provoking the anger of her family and sailing away to that northern land never to return home.

It seemed to her son that she smiled now with triumph in her glowing eyes; calling upon him to vindicate the choice she had made in the past.

It seemed to her son that she now smiled with victory in her bright eyes, urging him to justify the choice she had made in the past.

And, suddenly, the deeper side of his nature responded to the cry. He saw that it lay within his hands to restore her tarnished honour now.

And suddenly, the deeper part of him reacted to the cry. He realized that it was in his power to restore her damaged honor now.

He drew himself up, his mouth firm, aware of a new responsibility. The fairy atmosphere had fled—this was life ... no mere adventure.

He straightened himself, his mouth set, recognizing a new responsibility. The magical vibe had vanished—this was life ... not just an adventure.

He was the last Maramonte. His eyes swept down the long room, past Cesare—the patriot—to Giordano, hero of Montaperti.

He was the last Maramonte. His gaze scanned the long room, moving past Cesare—the patriot—to Giordano, the hero of Montaperti.

His face, under its olive skin, paled, then flushed; his eyes were grave.

His face, beneath its olive skin, went pale and then flushed; his eyes were serious.

For he must hand on the torch ... he caught his breath, seeing Cydonia.

For he has to pass on the torch ... he took a deep breath, spotting Cydonia.

And a new reverence tinged his love. Not only sweetheart and wife but mother. And at the word he pictured her with a little golden-headed son, clasped within her loving arms.

And a new respect added depth to his love. Not just sweetheart and wife but also mother. And at the thought, he imagined her with a little golden-haired son, cradled in her loving arms.

He had that passionate affection the Italian—of all nations on earth—feels for his offspring and, looking up into his mother's lovely face, he shared his secret hope with her.

He had that passionate love that Italians—more than anyone else—feel for their children, and looking up into his mother's beautiful face, he shared his secret wish with her.

Then he started with a frown. For, like some unworthy ghost into that throng, centuries old, came the heavy form of Cadell.

Then he started with a frown. For, like some unworthy ghost into that crowd, centuries old, came the heavy form of Cadell.

This was the blood he chose to mix with that proud Maramonte strain!

This was the blood he decided to combine with that proud Maramonte lineage!

It seemed to him, at his treachery, a silence fell upon the room; eyes turned with a cold stare, haughty faces sneered at him...

It felt to him, in his betrayal, that a silence fell over the room; eyes turned with a cold glare, proud faces looked down on him...

Cydonia's parent!—He saw him there with his bourgeois birth stamped upon him; heard again that grating voice, marked the coarse congested face.

Cydonia's parent!—He saw him there with his middle-class background written all over him; heard that annoying voice again, noticed the rough, swollen face.

For a moment he shrank from the tie.

For a moment, he hesitated at the tie.

Then the quick reaction came. What did he owe to this ancient stock? How had they treated his fair young mother?

Then the quick reaction came. What did he owe to this ancient lineage? How had they treated his beautiful young mother?

He was his father's son as well—an Englishman. Up went his head. Cydonia should be his wife—the wife of plain Peter McTaggart.

He was his father's son too—an Englishman. Up went his head. Cydonia should be his wife—the wife of regular Peter McTaggart.

He swung round and marched out, more in love with her than ever!

He turned around and walked out, more in love with her than ever!




CHAPTER XVII

A thaw had followed the long frost and from the South, on eager feet, came Primavera, hooded still but clasping pale buds to her breast.

A thaw had come after the long frost, and from the South, on eager feet, came Primavera, still hooded but holding pale buds to her chest.

Birds sang as she glided by, anemones peered through the grass and in the olive trees young leaves danced in the sun like silver coins, tossed up by gay Mother Earth as ransom to the pirate Winter.

Birds sang as she glided by, anemones peeked through the grass, and in the olive trees, young leaves danced in the sun like silver coins, tossed up by joyful Mother Earth as a ransom to the pirate Winter.

Light poured down from the sapphire sky, gilding the ivory city of towers as McTaggart drove through the winding roads, the Marchesa, still muffled in furs, beside him.

Light streamed down from the blue sky, coating the white city of towers as McTaggart drove along the winding roads, the Marchesa, still wrapped in furs, next to him.

They had been to the borders of his estate, by vineyards planted on the slopes in terraces like a giant staircase, screened from the north by dark lines of cypresses, warped with the cruel wind; past fields of oranges and lemons, covered with screens of plaited reeds, to the agent's house where they had lunched and tasted later the olive oil, smooth and sweet, stored in huge jars, suggesting those of the "Forty Thieves."

They had gone to the edge of his property, where vineyards were planted on sloped terraces like a giant staircase, protected from the north by dark lines of cypress trees, shaped by the harsh wind; past fields of oranges and lemons, covered with woven reed screens, to the agent's house where they had lunch and later tried the olive oil, smooth and sweet, stored in large jars that reminded them of the "Forty Thieves."

Now they were returning home, drowsy from the long day spent in the open air, happily tired, soothed by the motion of the carriage.

Now they were heading home, sleepy from the long day spent outside, pleasantly exhausted, calmed by the swaying of the carriage.

A mischievous breeze played with the veil the Marchesa wore, of heavy crape, and every now and then McTaggart could catch a glimpse of her rounded chin and that flower-like mouth beneath the folds, vivid, alive and tantalizing.

A playful breeze teased the heavy crape veil the Marchesa wore, and every now and then, McTaggart caught a glimpse of her rounded chin and that flower-like mouth peeking out from beneath the folds, vibrant, alive, and enticing.

He watched for it, lazily, leaning back against the high, padded cushions, and, conscious suddenly of his gaze, she turned her head and broke the silence.

He watched for it, relaxed, leaning back against the high, cushioned pillows, and, suddenly aware of his gaze, she turned her head and ended the silence.

"You are quite decided then, Pietro?" Her voice was sweetly disconsolate. "You will not come with me to Fiesole?"

"You’re really set on this, Pietro?" Her voice was gently sad. "You won’t come with me to Fiesole?"

"I can't, really. I'm very sorry. I must be getting back to England"—a faint smile curved his lips. "I've important business there just now. I assure you I'd stay if I could."

"I can't, really. I'm really sorry. I have to get back to England"—a slight smile curved his lips. "I have important business there right now. I promise I'd stay if I could."

His aunt laughed, a trifle sharply.

His aunt laughed, a bit sharply.

"That means a woman, I should say!—'Important business'—at your age. There never yet was a Maramonte who was happy unless he was playing with fire."

"That means a woman, I should say!—'Important business'—at your age. There has never been a Maramonte who was happy unless he was playing with fire."

Her dark eyes flashed through her veil an inquisitive glance, but he shook his head. He was not in a mood for confidences. Moreover, he knew that Cydonia's birth would hardly fulfil his aunt's requirements and dreaded a possible catechism.

Her dark eyes sparkled behind her veil with a curious look, but he shook his head. He wasn't in the mood for confessions. Besides, he knew that Cydonia's birth would hardly meet his aunt's expectations and feared a possible interrogation.

"It's your sister's villa, near Florence, where you are going, isn't it?"

"It's your sister's villa, near Florence, that you're going to, right?"

The Marchesa nodded lazily.

The Marchesa nodded casually.

"And beautiful..." she stirred herself—"it faces the Arno valley with a wide loggia due south. She's my eldest sister—I was the baby—and her daughter, Bianca, must be sixteen. There's no son—such a grief! My brother-in-law breaks his heart about it. He is a Florentine himself, with an old palazzo (now shut up) and some fine pictures near the Cascine."

"And beautiful..." she shook herself out of her thoughts—"it looks out over the Arno valley with a spacious loggia facing due south. She's my oldest sister—I was the youngest—and her daughter, Bianca, must be sixteen by now. There’s no son—such a sadness! My brother-in-law feels so heartbroken about it. He’s a Florentine himself, with an old palazzo (now closed off) and some great paintings near the Cascine."

"You will be happy there?" asked Peter.

"You'll be happy there?" Peter asked.

"But, yes!" She shrugged her shoulders lightly. "For a time, until my mourning's over. It's a quiet spot, Fiesole, and I am very attached to my sister. Then I shall go to live in Rome."

"But, yes!" She shrugged her shoulders lightly. "For a while, until my mourning is over. It's a quiet place, Fiesole, and I am very close to my sister. Then I will move to Rome."

"And your life begins?" He guessed her thought.

"And your life starts?" He read her mind.

"Chi lo sa?" But her eyes were bright. "At any rate, it's farewell to Siena! In Rome one can live as one likes."

"Who knows?" But her eyes were bright. "Anyway, it's goodbye to Siena! In Rome, you can live however you want."

"May I come and see you there?"

"Can I come and see you there?"

Impulsively she turned to him.

She turned to him impulsively.

"Mais je crois bien!—For as long as you can. I shall be proud of my handsome nephew. And then, caro mio, I will find you a wife." She nodded her head with an air of wisdom.

"Of course!—For as long as you can. I'll be proud of my handsome nephew. And then, my dear, I’ll find you a wife." She nodded her head knowingly.

"Some beautiful Roman. Let me think ... There is Princess Doria's only girl—the Principe was my mother's cousin—and Donna Maria Archiveschi...? Well—we shall choose, you and I."

"Some beautiful Roman. Let me think ... There’s Princess Doria's only daughter—the Principe was my mother's cousin—and Donna Maria Archiveschi...? Well—we’ll decide, you and I."

A sudden thought sprang into her brain. Why not Bianca?—her sister's child. What an excellent match it would be for her—as soon as she should leave the convent.

A sudden thought popped into her head. Why not Bianca?—her sister's daughter. What a perfect match it would be for her—as soon as she leaves the convent.

Moreover, it would suit the Marchesa. She would have a double right of entry in the Maramonte family circle and indulge to the full her love of intrigue.

Moreover, it would suit the Marchesa. She would have dual entry into the Maramonte family circle and fully enjoy her love of intrigue.

Following up this train of thought, she smiled sweetly at McTaggart.

Following this line of thought, she smiled kindly at McTaggart.

"You could not spare me one week now?—a little week before you return ...? At Fiesole—just think again. To abandon your poor aunt at once—one sees you do not care for her! ... Just seven days, Pietro mio, to leave me happily settled there?"

"You can't spare me just one week now?—a little week before you come back...? At Fiesole—please just think about it again. To leave your poor aunt all alone right now—it's clear you don't care about her! ... Just seven days, my dear Pietro, to leave me happily settled there?"

She drew back her veil and her velvet eyes, like darkest pansies, pleaded mutely. McTaggart summoned all his strength, conjuring up Cydonia.

She pulled back her veil, and her deep velvet eyes, resembling the darkest pansies, silently pleaded. McTaggart gathered all his strength, summoning Cydonia.

"Please don't make it any harder! I'd love to come, you know that. It's not every day in one's life one ... inherits such a perfect aunt!"

"Please don't make it any harder! I'd love to come, you know that. It's not every day in someone's life that they ... inherit such a perfect aunt!"

He smiled at her with real affection.

He smiled at her with genuine warmth.

"I'll come back when you're at Rome—(and not alone!" he said to himself). "But I'm bound to return to England first and settle up my business there."

"I'll come back when you're in Rome—(and not by yourself!" he said to himself). "But I need to head back to England first and take care of my business there."

"You talk as if you kept a shop!" She shrugged her shoulders pettishly. "What does the Marquis Maramonte want with commissions on the 'Bourse'?"

"You talk like you run a shop!" She shrugged her shoulders irritably. "What does the Marquis Maramonte need with commissions on the 'Bourse'?"

He laughed outright with the memory of her disgusted, lovely face when he had told her of his profession.

He laughed out loud at the memory of her disgusted, beautiful face when he told her about his job.

"Fi donc!" Mischievous, she shook a slender finger at him. "It would make poor Gino turn in his grave."

"Come on!" Mischievously, she shook a slim finger at him. "It would make poor Gino roll over in his grave."

"And serve him right!" was McTaggart's thought. He could not forgive the dead man for his heartless treatment of his sister. He had the Italian's centuries-deep love of justice and liberty and was not without a strain of revenge, the lingering trace of some far-off "Vendetta."

"And serve him right!" was McTaggart's thought. He couldn’t forgive the dead man for how heartlessly he treated his sister. He had the Italian's deep-rooted love of justice and freedom, and he wasn’t without a hint of revenge, a lingering trace of some distant “Vendetta.”

He sat there moody, his mouth hard; grimly glad that the scales of fate had weighed in favour of his rise into the power denied to her.

He sat there in a bad mood, his mouth set in a hard line; darkly pleased that fate had favored his ascent to the power that had been denied to her.

The sun, sinking toward the hills, plunged the city walls in shadow as they drove through the Porta Romana and past the great church of the Servites.

The sun, setting behind the hills, cast shadows over the city walls as they drove through the Porta Romana and past the large church of the Servites.

Then, winding round the ancient market, they emerged into the open "Campo"—that curious shell-shaped piazza where throbs the heart of old Siena.

Then, winding around the old market, they stepped into the open "Campo"—that unique shell-shaped square where the heart of old Siena beats.

"What is that tower?" McTaggart pointed. "I can see it from my bedroom window."

"What is that tower?" McTaggart pointed. "I can see it from my bedroom window."

"The Torre del Mangia," his aunt replied, "above the palace of the Commune. You must see the frescoes in the Chapel, by Bazzi—pure quattro cento. And there is the famous Fonte Gaia—after Giacomo della Quercia. The original fragments are in the museum. That is a copy—but still fine. This Square is where 'il Palio' is run, the two occasions in the year when Siena awakes to life——" she smiled scornfully as she spoke.

"The Torre del Mangia," his aunt said, "above the town hall. You have to check out the frescoes in the chapel by Bazzi—total quattro cento style. And there's the famous Fonte Gaia—after Giacomo della Quercia. The original pieces are in the museum. That's a copy—but it's still great. This square is where 'il Palio' takes place, the two times a year when Siena comes alive——" she smiled dismissively as she spoke.

"Dio!—I shall be glad to go—it is a city of the dead. And cold...!" She shivered and drew her furs closer, aware of the sunset hour.

"Dio!—I’ll be happy to leave—it’s a city of the dead. And so cold...!" She shivered and wrapped her furs tighter, feeling the chill of sunset.

They came at last into the palace. Beppo received them in the hall with letters for his young master. McTaggart eagerly gathered them up.

They finally arrived at the palace. Beppo welcomed them in the hall with letters for his young master. McTaggart eagerly picked them all up.

"Bring 'sweet wine' into the boudoir," said the Marchesa to the servant. She turned to her nephew. "It's warmer there. I will join you when I get rid of my furs."

"Bring some sweet wine into the bedroom," said the Marchesa to the servant. She turned to her nephew. "It's warmer in there. I'll join you as soon as I take off my furs."

But McTaggart went to his room first, anxious to find if the letters held any news of Cydonia, and, locking the door, sat down by his stove.

But McTaggart went to his room first, eager to see if the letters had any news about Cydonia, and, locking the door, sat down by his stove.

There were three of them, sent on from his club. A line from Bethune, a tailor's bill and an envelope in a clerkly hand. He tore it open carelessly.

There were three of them, sent on from his club. A note from Bethune, a tailor's bill, and an envelope written in a neat hand. He ripped it open without much thought.

Then, quickly, he turned it over, glanced at the signature, set his teeth; and his face flushed with growing anger as he went through the contents again.

Then, quickly, he flipped it over, looked at the signature, clenched his jaw; and his face grew red with rising anger as he read through the contents again.

It was signed "Ebenezer Cadell," and contained a narrow unfastened note.

It was signed "Ebenezer Cadell," and included a slim, unsealed note.

He read that too, then leaned back and swore aloud in his bitter chagrin.

He read that too, then leaned back and cursed out loud in his deep frustration.

Never in all his wildest dreams had he pictured himself a jilted man! Yet here it was—he smiled sourly—Cydonia had thrown him over!

Never in all his wildest dreams had he imagined himself as a rejected man! Yet here it was—he smiled bitterly—Cydonia had dumped him!

Cydonia—the woman he loved. The girl for whom, in his loyalty, he had sworn to sacrifice the pride of his ancient and historic name.

Cydonia—the woman he loved. The girl for whom, out of loyalty, he had promised to sacrifice the pride of his long-standing and historic name.

She had "made a mistake." He read it again, holding to the light of the stove the mauve paper with the monogram "C" engraved in a fantastic wreath.

She had "made a mistake." He read it again, holding the mauve paper with the monogram "C" engraved in an elaborate wreath up to the light of the stove.

She was "too young"—as her "parents said"—"to think of marriage for some years." She hoped "Peter would understand"—and "not feel very hurt!" She would "like to keep him as a friend."

She was "too young"—as her "parents said"—"to think about marriage for a few more years." She hoped "Peter would understand"—and "not feel too hurt!" She would "like to keep him as a friend."

("I'll be damned if she will!"—said the angry man.)

("I'll be damned if she will!"—said the angry man.)

Her Mother had been "quite ill" again, upset by their "secrecy."

Her mom had been "pretty sick" again, frustrated by their "secrecy."

("Dash it all!" In the midst of his pain McTaggart smiled. "She can't expect a proposal in public—whatever is she driving at?")

("Dash it all!" In the midst of his pain, McTaggart smiled. "She can't expect a proposal in public—what is she getting at?")

Cydonia hoped he would not write. "Father" thought it better not. She was "VERY sorry." For the first time the careful writing shook a little. A line crossed through revealed the fact that she would "miss him dreadfully."

Cydonia hoped he wouldn’t write. “Father” thought it was better not to. She was "VERY sorry." For the first time, her careful writing shook a bit. A line crossed through revealed that she would "miss him dreadfully."

But she thought her parents "knew best." They had been "very kind" to her—and "Father was writing to explain."

But she thought her parents "knew best." They had been "very kind" to her—and "Dad was writing to explain."

This statement was distinctly true. For Cadell rubbed salt into the sore!

This statement was definitely true. For Cadell added insult to injury!

McTaggart turned once more to his letter.

McTaggart turned back to his letter.

To begin with it was plain he mistrusted McTaggart's unforeseen departure; only too evident that he thought this foreign trip a way of escape from the outcome of an evening's folly!

To start with, it was clear that he didn’t trust McTaggart’s unexpected departure; it was obvious he saw this trip abroad as a way to escape the consequences of a foolish night!

But, in any case, whether or no his intentions toward Cydonia were honorable and uninvolved by any "pecuniary consideration," McTaggart stood no earthly chance of success as his son-in-law.

But, in any case, whether or not his intentions toward Cydonia were honorable and free from any "financial motives," McTaggart had no chance of success as her son-in-law.

Cydonia was destined to higher flights ... (McTaggart thought of Bethune's words: "Some young ass with a title and debts!")

Cydonia was meant for greater things ... (McTaggart remembered Bethune's words: "Some young fool with a title and debts!")

She would inherit a large fortune and her beauty and costly education "would fit her for any position."

She was going to inherit a huge fortune, and her looks and expensive education "would prepare her for any role."

"She's almost worthy," McTaggart sneered, "to become the Marchesa Maramonte."

"She's almost worthy," McTaggart mocked, "to become the Marchesa Maramonte."

For anger was still dominant. The lonely longing was to follow.

For anger was still prevalent. The lonely desire was to pursue.

The letter, pompous, devoid of tact, went on to a definite prohibition. Cadell closed the door of his house in the face of the undesirable suitor. A note of spite rang out sharp in the older man's reference to his daughter's note. "The enclosure will make the matter clear."

The letter, arrogant and lacking any sensitivity, included a clear prohibition. Cadell shut the door of his house on the unwelcome suitor. A tone of bitterness was evident in the older man's mention of his daughter's note. "The enclosed document will clarify everything."

It did. McTaggart leaned down and pushed both letters into the stove, watching the flames rise high, turning love into ashes.

It did. McTaggart leaned down and shoved both letters into the stove, watching the flames shoot up, turning love into ashes.


Long he sat there, his chin on his hands, his blue eyes staring into space. The clock ticked on noisily, marking the death of more than Time. Broken ideals, vanished dreams ... enthusiasm, loyalty; wasted at an unworthy shrine—his mind veered round at last to Fantine.

Long he sat there, his chin on his hands, his blue eyes staring into space. The clock ticked on noisily, marking the death of more than time. Broken ideals, vanished dreams... enthusiasm, loyalty; wasted at an unworthy shrine—his mind finally drifted to Fantine.

Women were all alike, it seemed. Creatures of impulse, without honour...

Women were all the same, it seemed. They acted on impulse, without honor...

There came a knock at his bedroom door—a message from the Marchesa.

There was a knock at his bedroom door—a message from the Marchesa.

He rose to his feet with a curious smile. The French maid was waiting outside.

He got up with a curious smile. The French maid was waiting outside.

McTaggart, pointing to Bethune's letter, explained that business of importance required an immediate answer. He would be with her mistress shortly—the time to write a hurried line...

McTaggart, indicating Bethune's letter, said that important business needed an immediate response. He would see her employer soon—the time to quickly write a note...

He paused as the girl raised her eyes and, in the darkness of the passage, slipping an arm round her waist, he stole a kiss from her fresh mouth, amused at the maid's swift surrender.

He paused as the girl looked up at him and, in the darkness of the corridor, wrapping an arm around her waist, he stole a kiss from her soft lips, amused by the maid's quick submission.

Then he passed her and went downstairs. "That's the only way to treat them!" he said to himself, with no sense of pleasure, but a perverse, cold disgust.

Then he walked past her and went downstairs. "That's the only way to deal with them!" he thought to himself, feeling no pleasure, just a twisted, cold disgust.

In the hall he sat down, drew out a sheet of black-edged paper with a coronet engraved upon it and wrote forthwith to Cadell.

In the hall, he sat down, pulled out a sheet of black-edged paper with a crown engraved on it, and immediately wrote to Cadell.

He abided by the parent's decision ... Cydonia was, indeed, young ... He wished, however, to make it clear that his departure for Italy had been, by its nature, unavoidable.

He followed the parent's decision ... Cydonia was, indeed, young ... He wanted to make it clear that his trip to Italy was, in fact, unavoidable.

His uncle and his cousins were dead. He gave them their full sonorous titles. And, as heir to their fortune and estates, his presence had been imperative.

His uncle and cousins were dead. He referred to them by their full impressive titles. And, as the heir to their fortune and estates, his presence was essential.

A faint flicker of malice passed over his mouth as he wrote the phrase and pictured the recipient's eyes starting out of his red face.

A slight grin of malice appeared on his lips as he wrote the phrase and imagined the recipient's eyes going wide from his flushed face.

Mr. Cadell could rest assured that never again would McTaggart trespass across the threshold of his house ... He thanked him for past hospitality.

Mr. Cadell could be sure that McTaggart would never again cross the threshold of his house... He thanked him for his past hospitality.

Then he signed it, read it through, folded it neatly and enclosed it.

Then he signed it, read it over, folded it neatly, and put it inside an envelope.

Before him lay a bunch of seals and a long stick of black wax. He lit the taper and, smiling slightly, gathered up the largest of these on which were the Maramonte arms surmounted by a coronet.

Before him lay a group of seals and a long stick of black wax. He lit the taper and, smiling a little, picked up the largest one, which bore the Maramonte coat of arms topped with a coronet.

He pressed it down heavily onto the liquid splash of wax.

He pressed it down firmly onto the splash of liquid wax.

"It's snobbish"—his lips curled—"but I know Cadell—it will make him squirm!"

"It's pretentious," he said with a smirk, "but I know Cadell—it'll make him uncomfortable!"

He rang and handed the letter to Beppo. "For the post—presto!"—and walked upstairs. "May I come in?" He opened the door of his Aunt's boudoir, his eyes bright with the pain his smiling mouth concealed.

He rang and handed the letter to Beppo. "For the mail—quick!"—and walked upstairs. "Can I come in?" He opened the door to his aunt's room, his eyes shining with the pain his smiling mouth hid.

"Ah, mon cher, how late you are!" It might have been Fantine—he said to himself. But there he misjudged his aunt.

"Ah, my dear, you’re so late!" It could have been Fantine—he thought to himself. But he was wrong about his aunt.

There were only, really, two sorts of women—his bitter reasoning went on—the innocent and stupid and weak: and the strong ones, clever and corrupt.

There were really only two types of women—his bitter reasoning continued—the innocent, naive, and weak; and the strong ones, smart and corrupt.

"Sit down and have some wine." From her seat in the low "bergère" she held out an inviting hand. "Dio! how cold you are!"

"Sit down and have some wine." From her seat in the low armchair, she extended an inviting hand. "Wow! You're so cold!"

For his fingers were icy, his brain hot.

For his fingers were cold, his mind was racing.

"Never with you, ma chère tante—Impossible." He bent his head to kiss her fragrant slender wrist—then changed his mind as he caught a glance from the dark eyes full of coquetry.

"Never with you, my dear aunt—No way." He leaned down to kiss her fragrant, delicate wrist—then thought better of it when he caught a look from her dark, flirtatious eyes.

For the first time he took advantage of the new relationship, but without pleasure, merely an outward symbol of the queer recklessness he felt.

For the first time, he took advantage of the new relationship, but without enjoyment, just a superficial sign of the strange recklessness he felt.

"My business is settled. Are you glad? I'm coming with you to Fiesole."

"My business is taken care of. Are you happy? I'm coming with you to Fiesole."

She offered him her other cheek with the frank gaiety of a child.

She turned to him and offered her other cheek with the open joy of a child.

"Tu vois!" She laughed merrily. "But, indeed, I am charmed. And my sister, too—she will be glad to welcome you." Her face sobered on the words. She poured him out a glass of wine, watching his smile fade away. He looked pale and strained now. Shrewdly she probed his change of mood.

"See!" she laughed cheerfully. "But actually, I'm delighted. And my sister, too—she will be happy to have you." Her expression turned serious as she spoke. She poured him a glass of wine, noticing his smile disappear. He now looked pale and tense. Carefully, she assessed his shift in mood.

"That 'business'——" she said to herself. "I was right—a woman!—I wonder where? The boy's wounded—one sees that—let's hope it's only a passing fancy. All the better for my plan ... at no time is a man so weak as after a lover's quarrel. But now—one must move cautiously. I shall wire to Fiesole to-night—Bianca must leave the Convent. It would be wise to find her there—a surprise to us both." She glanced at the clock. Then, in her soft, musical voice, she went on with her speech.

"That 'business'——" she said to herself. "I was right—a woman!—I wonder who? The boy's hurt—it's obvious—let's hope it's just a temporary thing. All the better for my plan... a man is never so vulnerable as after a breakup. But now—I've got to be careful. I’ll send a wire to Fiesole tonight—Bianca needs to leave the Convent. It would be smart to find her there—a surprise for both of us." She glanced at the clock. Then, in her soft, musical voice, she continued with her speech.

"You will not find it dull, I hope? With my mourning, you understand, we shall live very quietly. Just you and I and my sister there—and my brother-in-law, en famille."

"You won't find it boring, I hope? With my mourning, you know, we'll live very quietly. Just you, me, my sister over there—and my brother-in-law, just family."

"I shall like that," he spoke sincerely. "I'm rather tired of London life—a little rest will do me good. It's so nice of you to wish to have me."

"I'd really like that," he said sincerely. "I'm kind of tired of life in London—a little break will do me good. It's so nice of you to want me here."

He sipped the glass of sweet liqueur he held with a sudden secret craving for a good strong brandy and soda to steady his quivering nerves.

He took a sip of the sweet liqueur in his glass, suddenly craving a strong brandy and soda to calm his shaking nerves.

For the reaction was coming on. Beneath his armour of wounded pride a sense of loss was stabbing him.

For the reaction was building up. Beneath his armor of hurt pride, a feeling of loss was piercing him.

He did not close his eyes that night.

He didn't close his eyes that night.




CHAPTER XVIII

Meanwhile, under grey skies, in a gloomy room near Primrose Hill, another young man faced (with dismay) a definite tide in his affairs.

Meanwhile, under gray skies, in a gloomy room near Primrose Hill, another young man confronted (with dismay) a clear turning point in his life.

He sat in a shabby dressing-gown before a table covered with papers, sorted now in grim piles of unpaid bills, reading a writ.

He sat in a worn-out bathrobe at a table piled with papers, now sorted into grim stacks of unpaid bills, reading a legal document.

Stephen Somerfield stared at it, his weak good-looking face drawn into lines of hopeless disgust.

Stephen Somerfield stared at it, his handsome but weak face contorted in lines of utter disgust.

"It's a deuce of a mess!" So he summed it up. "What an unlucky beggar I am!—I thought it was pretty bad, but this"—he threw down the document—"is the limit!"

"It's a total disaster!" he said. "What an unfortunate guy I am!—I thought it was pretty bad, but this"—he tossed the document aside—"is just unacceptable!"

For months past he had postponed a thorough survey of his liabilities, with the shallowness of his character, preferring to ignore the worst. Even now, when he found himself hopelessly involved in debt, he could raise no better reason for it than his own "chronic ill-luck!"

For months, he had been putting off a thorough look at his debts, avoiding the reality because of his shallow character, choosing to ignore the worst of it. Even now, when he found himself deeply in debt, he could come up with no better excuse than his own "bad luck!"

With this phrase he stifled his conscience. Where another man would have realized the necessity for immediate action, he sat there numbed, half unbelieving, a martyr in his own opinion.

With this phrase, he silenced his conscience. Where someone else would have recognized the need for immediate action, he sat there frozen, half in disbelief, thinking of himself as a martyr.

He felt no spur toward work as a means to solve the enigma. He could only look back and vent his anger on those concerned in his career who had failed at length to come forward to the assistance of a wastrel.

He felt no motivation to work as a way to solve the mystery. He could only look back and take out his frustration on those involved in his career who had ultimately failed to help a slacker.

He cursed his father, his hand clenched, his green eyes full of spite.

He shouted at his father, his hand in a fist, his green eyes filled with anger.

He could see him now, still erect despite the heavy burden of years, at that final painful interview, when heart-sore at his son's extravagance he had flatly refused further help.

He could see him now, still standing tall despite the heavy burden of years, at that last painful conversation, when heartbroken over his son's extravagance, he had firmly refused any more help.

He allowed Stephen two hundred a year, in addition to the eighty pounds his mother had left him, annually, considering this a fair arrangement, and had told him crudely to "go and work!"

He gave Stephen two hundred a year, plus the eighty pounds his mother left him, believing it was a fair deal, and had bluntly told him to "go and work!"

But work was the last thing Stephen sought. He had had the misfortune when barely twenty to meet a rich widow, double his age, who had taken a fancy to the boy.

But work was the last thing Stephen wanted. He had the misfortune, when he was barely twenty, to meet a rich widow twice his age, who had taken a liking to him.

She had made him a home in her pleasant house, petted and fed him much in the fashion she would have treated a favourite spaniel, but secretly amused by his pretensions.

She had created a home for him in her nice house, pampering and feeding him like she would a beloved spaniel, all while secretly entertained by his pretentiousness.

With his sentimental, greenish eyes under their long, fair lashes, his clear complexion and pointed chin he had seemed not unlike a pretty girl.

With his emotional, greenish eyes beneath their long, light lashes, his clear skin, and pointed chin, he looked a lot like a pretty girl.

He suited her purpose very well, not important enough to cause scandal, and this rich and somewhat lonely woman had paid gladly for his companionship.

He was just right for her needs, not too important to cause any scandal, and this wealthy and somewhat lonely woman gladly paid for his company.

It suited Stephen Somerfield, too.

It worked for Stephen Somerfield, too.

He escorted her everywhere, enjoying the luxury of her car, executing her commissions, buying theatre tickets and planning facilities for her continual round of pleasure.

He took her everywhere, relishing the comfort of her car, running her errands, buying theater tickets, and arranging activities for her constant enjoyment.

But she never made the signal mistake of sharing her purse with the man. There were no "perquisites" to be gleaned, save an occasional lonely "fiver" handed over for Bridge at her house.

But she never made the obvious mistake of sharing her purse with the man. There were no "perks" to be gained, except for an occasional lonely five-dollar bill handed over for Bridge at her house.

She paid his expenses only when with him; and, when she died suddenly, after a bare two days' illness, every penny of her money went back to her husband's people.

She only covered his expenses when she was with him; and, when she died unexpectedly after just two days of being sick, every penny of her money went back to her husband's family.

Before this disaster fell, Stephen had been caught up in the movement, then new, of Woman's Suffrage, in his liege lady's train.

Before this disaster struck, Stephen had been involved in the then-new movement for Women's Suffrage, following his lady's lead.

He turned it to account in the lean days that followed, glad to augment his slender income by becoming the paid secretary to one of the most prominent branches.

He made the most of it in the tough times that followed, happy to boost his meager income by taking on the role of paid secretary for one of the leading branches.

Here fortune sent him Mrs. Uniacke, eager, hypnotized in turn by the shrill cry of woman's wrongs, but ignorant of business matters, glad to turn to him for advice. Little by little he strengthened the tie, slipping into her daily life; inwardly sore at the "chronic ill-luck" which forced him to accept her poor hospitality after a course of Ritz dinners, yet too shrewd to miss the economy, under the present heavy cloud.

Here, fate brought him Mrs. Uniacke, who was eager and captivated by the loud cry for women's rights, but clueless about business matters and happy to seek his advice. Gradually, he deepened their connection, becoming a part of her daily life; he felt a sting from the "chronic bad luck" that made him accept her humble hospitality after enjoying dinners at the Ritz, yet he was too smart to ignore the savings during this heavy downturn.

But nothing could check his love of show. He ran up tailor bills galore; hatters and bootmakers learned to know him, credit was failing everywhere. Now the day of reckoning had dawned, tradesmen's patience at an end.

But nothing could stop his love for show. He racked up huge tailor bills; hat makers and shoemakers got to know him, and credit was running out everywhere. Now the day of reckoning had arrived, and the tradespeople’s patience was gone.

Something must be done at once. He swore moodily at his bills.

Something needs to be done right away. He cursed under his breath at his bills.

He got up from his seat at the table, went to the cupboard, found a cork-screw and opened a bottle of brandy there with this typical reflection:

He stood up from his seat at the table, walked over to the cupboard, grabbed a corkscrew, and opened a bottle of brandy, thinking to himself:

"I'm jolly glad now I ordered a dozen! A stroke of luck meeting Charlie like that..." He referred to a school friend of narrow means who had lately entered a wine merchant's business and had run against Stephen in the street and parted from him with an order.

"I'm really glad I ordered a dozen! What a lucky break running into Charlie like that..." He was talking about a school friend who didn’t have much money and had just started working at a wine shop. They bumped into each other on the street, and he left with an order.

He filled his glass up with water—the grocer had flatly refused to deliver further syphons to his credit—and, on his way back to the table, he paused for a moment thoughtfully to study his pale face in the glass.

He filled his glass with water—the grocer had flat out refused to deliver more siphons on credit—and, on his way back to the table, he paused for a moment to thoughtfully study his pale face in the glass.

"I wonder?" He smiled at the reflection, smoothing back his sleek hair.

"I wonder?" He smiled at his reflection, smoothing back his sleek hair.

"You never know ... I've a mind to try it!—Women are queer kittle-cattle. It's just on the cards she'd rise to it. Anyhow, it can do no harm."

"You never know... I'm thinking of giving it a shot! Women are such unpredictable beings. It's definitely possible she might take to it. Anyway, it can't hurt."

He sat down, drank thirstily, then took up his pen and with knit brows.

He sat down, drank eagerly, then picked up his pen with furrowed brows.

"Dear Mrs. Uniacke," he began at the top of a plain sheet of paper. (No date and no address; he was not without a certain method!)

"Dear Mrs. Uniacke," he started at the top of a blank sheet of paper. (No date and no address; he definitely had a certain approach!)

"Will you excuse my dining with you? I'm so sorry and disappointed, but the fact is I am faced to-night with harassing business of my own and really quite unfit for company.

"Will you excuse me for dining with you? I'm really sorry and disappointed, but the truth is I'm dealing with some stressful business tonight and I'm just not in the mood for company."

"For some time past I've longed to tell you of all these painful worries of mine. You're so awfully kind and understanding..."

"For a while now, I've wanted to share all these painful worries with you. You're so incredibly kind and understanding..."

He broke off and drained his glass.

He stopped talking and emptied his glass.

"She'll like that—they always do!" then picked up his pen again.

"She'll like that—they always do!" then he picked up his pen again.

"I'm really in a dreadful hole. I think I explained to you once that my father has never been quite fair to me—a hard man, fond of his money—and my sister is his favourite child. I lost my mother years ago and have no one to turn to in my trouble except yourself—so I hope you'll forgive me—but I'm feeling so utterly wretched to-night.

"I'm really in a terrible situation. I think I mentioned to you before that my dad has never been exactly fair to me—a tough guy, obsessed with his money—and my sister is his favorite. I lost my mom years ago and have no one to lean on in my trouble except you—so I hope you'll understand—but I'm feeling so completely miserable tonight."

"The fact is I can't go on living in London on my means. It's impossible with my small salary and the result is pressing debts.

"The fact is I can't keep living in London on what I earn. It's impossible with my low salary, and now I'm facing mounting debts."

"I'm seriously thinking of cutting it all——" ("She won't like that!"—he smiled as he wrote) "and trying again in a new land—Australia—perhaps, or Canada. This country is played out—the competition too strong—and, unless I can see my way clear to raising——"

"I'm seriously thinking of cutting it all—" ("She won't like that!"—he smiled as he wrote) "and trying again in a new place—Australia—maybe, or Canada. This country is done—too much competition—and unless I can figure out a way to raise——"

he paused—"a hundred pounds ... (I daren't ask more at the start, and this would prove a useful sop...) I'm afraid I shall have to throw up my work and, what is more painful still—to say good-bye to my few real friends and start afresh overseas.

he paused—"a hundred pounds ... (I can’t ask for more right now, and this would be a helpful cushion...) I'm afraid I’ll have to give up my work and, what’s even harder—to say goodbye to my few true friends and begin again overseas.

"I've written and written to my father!—but he simply ignores my prayer for help. If only my mother were alive how different life would be for me!"

"I've kept writing to my father!—but he just ignores my pleas for help. If only my mom were alive, how much better life would be for me!"

He smiled sourly over the phrase. For Mrs. Somerfield's early death had been accelerated by drink—one of the many crushing blows his hard-working father had survived.

He smiled bitterly at the phrase. For Mrs. Somerfield's early death had been hastened by alcohol—one of the many devastating challenges his hard-working father had endured.

"I know," he started to write again, "you will treat this letter as strictly private. I am bound to come in for a good round sum when my father dies, and with help now I could guarantee to return the loan—with the usual interest, of course.

"I know," he began writing again, "you'll keep this letter strictly private. I'm set to receive a good amount of money when my father passes away, and with help right now, I could definitely pay back the loan—with the usual interest, of course."

"I feel I have not the slightest excuse for turning to you in my need—but I can't bear to think of parting with the one true friend life has brought me.

"I feel like I have no good reason to come to you in my time of need—but I can't stand the thought of losing the one true friend that life has given me."

"You have been more than ... a sister to me (I can't say 'Mother'—it's too absurd), and, if ever a man were grateful for it, that man is

"You have been more than ... a sister to me (I can't say 'Mother'—it's too ridiculous), and if anyone should be grateful for it, that person is

"Your ... broken,
    "STEPHEN."

"Your ... broken,
    "STEPHEN."

He read it through thoughtfully, smiling a little at the finale.

He read it thoughtfully, smiling slightly at the ending.

"'Broke' would be better!—but, on the whole, I think it's a pretty useful epistle."

"'Broke' would be better!—but overall, I think it's a pretty useful letter."

He fastened and sealed it carefully, then glanced at the clock and rang the bell.

He securely closed and sealed it, then looked at the clock and rang the bell.

"It ought to catch Mrs. Uniacke before Jill gets back from college."

"It should catch Mrs. Uniacke before Jill returns from college."

An untidy maid answered the summons, thrusting her head round the door, with a soiled collar, elaborate hair and a certain pretty anæmic fairness.

An untidy maid answered the call, sticking her head around the door, with a dirty collar, fancy hair, and a kind of delicate pale beauty.

"Well—what now, Mr. Stephen?"

"Well—what's next, Mr. Stephen?"

"Come here, Letty." He beckoned to her. "Would you like to do something for me?" He smiled, laying a hand on her arm. The girl coloured at his touch.

"Come here, Letty." He gestured for her to come closer. "Would you like to do something for me?" He smiled, placing a hand on her arm. The girl blushed at his touch.

"You're always wantin' somethin'," she said.

"You're always wanting something," she said.

"And get it sometimes—eh, Letty? There—don't be cross! Give us a kiss..."

"And sometimes get it—right, Letty? There—don't be upset! Give us a kiss..."

But she drew herself away from him with a toss of her averted head.

But she pulled away from him with a flick of her turned head.

"I'm not that sort—I've told you so." Her voice was sullen, her face strained.

"I'm not like that—I’ve already told you." Her voice was moody, her face tense.

"You've no call to talk like that—I'd lose my place if the Missus knew—it ain't fair..."

"You shouldn't talk like that—I’d be in trouble if the Missus knew—it’s not fair..."

She wavered suddenly under the sentimental eyes.

She hesitated suddenly under the emotional gaze.

"Well—I'll do it. A letter, I s'pose? To that 'ouse in the Terrace where you go night after night to meet yer ... 'Jill'!" She brought the name out with a snap.

"Well—I'll do it. A letter, I guess? To that house in the Terrace where you go night after night to meet your ... 'Jill'!" She said the name with a snap.

"Wrong this time——" he still smiled, looking up at the moody face, faintly coloured under its curls of puffed-out, ashen hair.

"Wrong this time—" he still smiled, looking up at the sullen face, faintly colored under its curls of puffy, ashy hair.

"Jill is no friend of mine, my dear. She hates me—and it's mutual! This is a letter to her mother—business for the Woman's Cause."

"Jill is no friend of mine, my dear. She hates me—and I feel the same way! This is a letter to her mother—business for the Women's Cause."

The girl brightened visibly.

The girl lit up.

"Well—I 'ope we gets the vote. It's time we did and better wages. I'm sick of being called 'Skivvy! Skivvy!' by every shop boy in Chalk Farm. We'll make them 'skivvies' by-and-bye! I'm tired o' men—they're all alike! They gets the fun while we slave—it's a dog's life to be a girl!"

"Well—I hope we get the vote. It's about time we do and for better wages. I'm tired of being called 'Skivvy! Skivvy!' by every shop boy in Chalk Farm. We'll turn the tables on them soon! I'm fed up with men— they're all the same! They have all the fun while we do the hard work—it's a tough life being a girl!"

"Not always." Stephen answered softly. "Not when you're pretty—eh, Letty?"

"Not always," Stephen replied quietly. "Not when you're pretty, right, Letty?"

He placed the letter in her hand, and, stooping quickly, stole a kiss.

He put the letter in her hand and, bending down quickly, stole a kiss.

She sprang back with a little cry. Then stood there, her lip quivering, tears not far from her hazel eyes.

She jumped back with a small gasp. Then she stood there, her lip trembling, tears close to spilling from her hazel eyes.

"I told you ... I wouldn't. Never again!"

"I told you ... I wouldn't. Not ever again!"

"Oh! a kiss!—what's a kiss?" He shrugged his shoulders contemptuously. "There—run away—can't you see I'm busy?" He sat down again at the table.

"Oh! a kiss!—what's a kiss?" He shrugged his shoulders dismissively. "There—go away—can't you see I'm busy?" He sat back down at the table.

For a moment the child hesitated—for child she was by the test of time—love and resentment struggling within her; then, with tight lips, she flung away.

For a moment, the child hesitated—after all, she was a child by the test of time—love and resentment battling inside her; then, with clenched lips, she turned away.

"Good Lord!" Stephen yawned. "Bother the girl. I've turned her head. I'd like to leave these beastly rooms—only there's that confounded bill. And Letty's useful, after a fashion."

"Good Lord!" Stephen yawned. "Forget about the girl. I've gotten into her head. I want to get out of these awful rooms—it's just that annoying bill. And Letty is kind of helpful, in a way."

His eyes fell on the fire. He knew she stole many a lump of coal when his meagre scuttle failed—pitying the improvident man she had made the hero of her dreams; under the spell of his green eyes and careless familiarity.

His eyes turned to the fire. He knew she had taken many pieces of coal when his small supply ran out—feeling sorry for the careless man she had made the hero of her dreams; captivated by his green eyes and easygoing attitude.

Meanwhile, as he sat and smoked one of Mrs. Uniacke's cigarettes, with which he had carefully filled his case after his last meal with her, the servant crossed Primrose Hill, through the damp evening air, and, gaining the terrace near the park, delivered her lord's begging letter.

Meanwhile, as he sat and smoked one of Mrs. Uniacke's cigarettes, which he had carefully packed in his case after his last meal with her, the servant crossed Primrose Hill through the chilly evening air and, reaching the terrace by the park, delivered her lord's request for help.

Jill had not yet returned home. Roddy was far away at school and a silence hung about the house with its dingy blinds and fogged windows.

Jill still hadn't come home. Roddy was far away at school, and a silence filled the house with its shabby blinds and foggy windows.

Mrs. Uniacke was upstairs, mending the edge of a shabby skirt that had suffered during a rainy day from a long tramp in a procession.

Mrs. Uniacke was upstairs, fixing the frayed edge of a worn-out skirt that had gotten damaged during a rainy day from a long walk in a procession.

Indeed, the wear and tear of 'the Cause' reflected itself in her very clothes; but the thin face, with its bird-like look of brightness and vivid emotion, its high cheek-bones, and quick flush, was filled with the inner fire of hope.

Indeed, the wear and tear of 'the Cause' showed in her very clothes; but her thin face, with its bird-like brightness and vivid emotion, high cheekbones, and quick blush, was filled with the inner fire of hope.

They were getting nearer to their goal. She said the words softly aloud as she bent her frail shoulders over the bed, pinning together the frayed edges.

They were getting closer to their goal. She said the words softly to herself as she bent her delicate shoulders over the bed, pinning together the frayed edges.

"Pioneers, O Pioneers..." She could hear the throb of marching steps, see at last the faint line of the distant hills where freedom lay. What mattered, then, if the road were long, and the sharp rock cut her weary feet, when on the horizon a new day dawned—an era of justice for her sex?

"Pioneers, O Pioneers..." She could hear the sound of marching footsteps, see at last the faint outline of the hills in the distance where freedom awaited. What did it matter if the road was long and the sharp rocks hurt her tired feet when a new day was rising on the horizon—an era of justice for women?

Something achieved, something done...

Something accomplished, something finished...

There came a knock at her bedroom door and Lizzie entered with a letter between a dirty finger and thumb.

There was a knock at her bedroom door, and Lizzie walked in with a letter clutched between her dirty fingers.

An odd premonition of disaster seized Mrs. Uniacke as she took it. She waited for the servant to go before she broke the careful seal. And, as she read, she gave a gasp. Stephen—leaving her? ... deserting the Cause...? Here was a shattering of her dreams, a swift blow out of the dark.

An unusual feeling of impending doom took hold of Mrs. Uniacke as she accepted it. She held off until the servant left before breaking the careful seal. And as she read, she gasped. Stephen—leaving her? ... abandoning the Cause...? This was a crushing blow to her dreams, a sudden strike from the shadows.

She left her sewing and sat down, the letter open on her knees.

She put down her sewing and sat down, the letter open on her lap.

One definite thought held her now—this must be stopped—at any cost!

One clear thought consumed her now—this had to be stopped—no matter what!

But where was she to find the money? She crossed to the table by the window, unlocked a drawer and drew out her pass-book, turning the pages feverishly.

But where was she supposed to find the money? She walked over to the table by the window, unlocked a drawer, and pulled out her passbook, flipping through the pages anxiously.

There was Roddy, clamouring for clothes, household bills in abeyance, Jill's music lessons to pay ... Then, like a flash, it came to her. Her diamond star! Yes—that must go.

There was Roddy, shouting for clothes, household bills on hold, Jill's music lessons to pay... Then, in a moment, it hit her. Her diamond star! Yes—that has to go.

Anything—to keep Stephen!

Anything—to save Stephen!

She felt like a man who for many months has moved on crutches and finds himself suddenly bereft of them, helpless, without support ...

She felt like a man who had been using crutches for months and suddenly found himself without them, helpless and unsupported...

But was it fair?—fair to Jill. The star had been her husband's gift—she had meant to leave it to her child.

But was it fair?—fair to Jill. The star had been her husband's gift—she had intended to leave it to her child.

The fight began. In reality, it resolved itself into a choice between the pair—Stephen, her friend, and Jill ... that "independent" daughter.

The fight started. In reality, it came down to a choice between the two of them—Stephen, her friend, and Jill ... that "independent" daughter.

The adjective betrayed her mood.

The word revealed her mood.

For, proud as she was in her mother's heart of the bright young girl with her clever brain, the rankling fact was hidden there—her offspring had outgrown the nest.

For, as proud as she was in her mother's heart of the bright young girl with her smart mind, the painful truth lingered there—her child had outgrown the nest.

She could not realize that the age was mainly responsible for the lack of what she called "proper respect"—that mid-Victorian subservience.

She couldn't see that the time period was largely to blame for the absence of what she referred to as "proper respect"—that mid-Victorian submissiveness.

She held that what she considered fit was the natural guidance for the girl; that the latter should shape her every thought in the mould of the past generation.

She believed that what she thought was right was the natural direction for the girl; that the girl should form her every thought in the framework of the previous generation.

Yet she, herself, had broken loose. It did not occur to her to weigh the question of militant suffrage in the same scales her own mother had used...

Yet she had broken free. It didn't even cross her mind to evaluate the issue of militant suffrage using the same criteria her mother had...

Marriage had given her the right to an independent judgment, she thought—the full authority of the woman.

Marriage had given her the right to make her own decisions, she believed—the complete autonomy of a woman.

She did not see that life had changed. That the youth of to-day asserted their claim to a freedom of thought unknown in her time, upheld by a sounder education.

She didn't realize that life had changed. The youth today claim a freedom of thought that was unknown in her time, supported by a better education.

She hated in secret the very word. It had been sufficient in her day for a girl to possess a smattering of surface knowledge from old-fashioned primers. A little French, history, grammar, needlework and "good manners": of music enough to produce "pieces" when required for home consumption. But no training for the brain—little logic or reasoning power—the arts neglected for fear they should bring an alarming hint of Bohemianism. And "what mother says is right." This was an axiom, weighty, approved; stifling all further argument, the Alpha and Omega of the question.

She secretly disliked the very word. In her time, it was enough for a girl to have a bit of superficial knowledge from old-fashioned textbooks. A little French, history, grammar, needlework, and "good manners"; just enough music to play "pieces" when needed for family entertainment. But there was no real training for the mind—little logic or reasoning skills—the arts were overlooked for fear they might hint at a troubling sense of Bohemianism. And "what mother says is right." This was a universally accepted truth, heavy and approved; it shut down any further discussion, the beginning and end of the matter.

Jill's intensely modern attitude, fostered by her college life, her alarming tendency to revoke old standards of convention—even her religious doubts, honestly faced, shocked her mother and threatened her authority. She mourned in secret over her child.

Jill's extremely modern attitude, shaped by her college experience, her alarming habit of rejecting traditional norms—even her candid religious doubts—shocked her mother and challenged her authority. She privately grieved over her daughter.

Stephen, now—her face relaxed—was always attentive, glad to learn ... With a charming courtesy he bent to her will, respecting her every opinion.

Stephen, now—her face relaxed—was always attentive, eager to learn ... With a charming kindness, he yielded to her wishes, valuing her every opinion.

With her delicate purity of intention it never occurred to her to see that the fact of sex was involved here, Nature at work in her hidden ways.

With her pure intentions, she never thought to recognize that sex was a factor in this situation, with nature operating in its subtle ways.

She would have shrunk from the suggestion that it flattered her woman's heart to find that a man, much younger than herself, could turn to her for inspiration.

She would have recoiled at the idea that it pleased her as a woman to realize that a man, much younger than her, could look to her for inspiration.

And then there was the link between them—'the Cause'—daily growing stronger, and Jill's open scepticism, that cut her mother to the quick. Roddy, of course, was only a boy! Mrs. Uniacke smiled faintly. You expected your son to break away early or later from "home" opinions.

And then there was the connection between them—'the Cause'—getting stronger every day, and Jill's open skepticism really hurt her mother. Roddy, of course, was just a boy! Mrs. Uniacke smiled weakly. You expected your son to eventually break away from "home" opinions.

Never once in this tangled maze did she see the weakness of her position: a champion of woman's rights—refusing the same to her only daughter.

Never once in this complicated situation did she recognize the flaw in her stance: a champion of women's rights—denying the same to her only daughter.

Again she read Stephen's letter. Then, with a determined hand, she drew her cheque book nearer to her. The parasite had gained the day. She told herself it was for the Cause. The faint suspicion of dishonesty she thrust rigidly from her mind, realizing subconsciously that to place her action on other grounds was to open up a dangerous question.

Again she read Stephen's letter. Then, with a determined hand, she pulled her checkbook closer. The opportunist had won this time. She told herself it was for the Cause. The faint feeling of dishonesty, she pushed firmly from her mind, realizing deep down that justifying her action in other ways would lead to risky questions.

But, for the first time in her life, sentiment stole into the friendship. The fault—if it were—was an error of love; she could not bear to part from Stephen.

But, for the first time in her life, feelings crept into the friendship. The mistake—if it was one—was a matter of love; she couldn't bear to say goodbye to Stephen.

Then she raised her head and listened, hearing the front door open and shut, and Jill's voice, happy, young:

Then she lifted her head and listened, hearing the front door open and close, and Jill's voice, cheerful and youthful:

"Mother!—Mother ... Where are you, Mother?"

"Mom!—Mom ... Where are you, Mom?"

She slipped the cheque book in the drawer with the open letter and turned the key, her cheeks flushed, her head high. She did not need Jill's advice!

She put the checkbook in the drawer with the open letter and locked it, her cheeks red and her head held high. She didn't need Jill's advice!

"Here I am——" she went to the stairs and the girl raced up, two steps at a time.

"Here I am——" she said as she headed to the stairs, and the girl dashed up, taking two steps at a time.

"Oh, Mother—I've got such a lot to tell you—it's been such a lovely day!"

"Oh, Mom—I have so much to tell you—it's been such a wonderful day!"

Impulsively her arms went out, seizing the slight, waiting figure in a childish hug, her fresh mouth pressed upon her mother's cheek.

Impulsively, she reached out her arms, grabbing the small, waiting figure in a playful hug, her youthful lips pressed against her mother's cheek.

"There!—I'm feeling so happy. I got 'Excellent' for Ancient History and I'm top at Algebra this week. And Judy Severn's giving a party—and she wants me to come and bring a man. Peter's away, but I thought, perhaps, I'd ask Mr. Bethune—what do you think? It's on the 9th. A real dance." Madly she waltzed her mother round.

"There! I’m so happy! I got an 'Excellent' in Ancient History and I’m at the top in Algebra this week. And Judy Severn is throwing a party—and she wants me to come and bring a guy. Peter’s away, but I thought maybe I’d ask Mr. Bethune—what do you think? It’s on the 9th. A real dance." Madly, she twirled her mother around.

"Stop, Jill!" Mrs. Uniacke laughed—the girl's gaiety was infectious. She dropped breathless into a chair, Jill on her knees by her side.

"Stop, Jill!" Mrs. Uniacke laughed—Jill's happiness was contagious. She collapsed breathlessly into a chair, with Jill kneeling beside her.

"Isn't it ripping?" She pulled off her cap and threw it neatly on the bed, her dark, ruffled hair like a cloud round her excited, pretty face.

"Isn't it amazing?" She took off her cap and tossed it neatly onto the bed, her dark, tousled hair billowing around her excited, pretty face.

"Jill—your hat!" Her mother frowned.

"Jill—your hat!" Her mom frowned.

"Well, it's so old—it can't hurt—and rabbit skin!"

"Well, it's so old—it can't do any harm—and rabbit fur!"

Her happy laugh took the sting out of the words.

Her cheerful laugh softened the impact of the words.

"But that reminds me—about my frock...? I've not a single thing to wear."

"But that reminds me—about my dress...? I don't have anything to wear."

"And what about your white muslin?" An anxious look crept into Jill's eyes at the note in Mrs. Uniacke's voice.

"And what about your white muslin?" An anxious look appeared in Jill's eyes at the tone in Mrs. Uniacke's voice.

"Oh—Mother—I can't ... not to Judy's party! And it's so short—up to my knees." She sighed. "I wish I'd stop growing. I let it down, with a false hem, you remember—when Aunt Elizabeth came here?"

"Oh—Mom—I can't ... not go to Judy's party! And it's so short—just up to my knees." She sighed. "I wish I could stop growing. I let it down with a fake hem, you remember—when Aunt Elizabeth visited?"

"It will have to do." Unconsciously, her mother glanced across the room to the locked drawer where the cheque lay, signed and payable to Stephen.

"It will have to do." Unconsciously, her mother looked across the room to the locked drawer where the check was, signed and made out to Stephen.

Jill drew away slightly. She clasped her hands round her knees, with a sombre face, staring down at her mended shoes and a darn in her stocking.

Jill pulled back a bit. She wrapped her arms around her knees, looking serious, staring down at her repaired shoes and a patch in her stocking.

"Then I can't go." Her voice was hard. "I won't wear that old frock. It's so tight over the chest I can hardly breathe." She bit her lips.

"Then I can't go." Her voice was firm. "I won't wear that old dress. It's so tight in the chest I can barely breathe." She bit her lips.

Mrs. Uniacke, watching her, wavered. "You could make a fichu, couldn't you? I could find you a piece of lace, perhaps—and add a frill?"

Mrs. Uniacke, observing her, hesitated. "You could make a shawl, right? I could help you find a piece of lace, maybe—and add a ruffle?"

Jill scowled.

Jill frowned.

"Sounds like an early Victorian picture." She rose to her feet. "With a crinoline and black mittens—thanks, awfully. I'll tell Judy the party's off."

"Sounds like an early Victorian scene." She stood up. "With a crinoline and black gloves—thanks a lot. I'll let Judy know the party's cancelled."

This was the mood her mother disliked—slangy and impertinent. So she summed it up to herself, resenting her daughter's manner.

This was the mood her mother couldn't stand—casual and disrespectful. So she concluded for herself, feeling frustrated by her daughter's attitude.

"It's entirely your own fault if you do. I am quite prepared to help you, Jill. We could easily alter the frock between us. It isn't as if you were really 'out.'"

"It's completely your own fault if you do. I'm totally ready to help you, Jill. We could easily fix the dress together. It's not like you were really 'out.'"

Jill gave her a quick glance.

Jill shot her a quick look.

"I could make one myself for thirty shillings—I know I could. And it isn't much. I haven't had a new dress this year..." Her grey eyes were wistful.

"I could make one myself for thirty shillings—I know I could. And it isn’t much. I haven’t had a new dress this year..." Her gray eyes were filled with longing.

"It can't be done." At this fresh attack Mrs. Uniacke's mouth tightened—"there's Roddy to think of beside yourself..."

"It can't be done." At this new challenge, Mrs. Uniacke's mouth tightened—"there's Roddy to think about besides yourself..."

"To say nothing of Stephen's expenses?"

"Also, what about Stephen's expenses?"

The words escaped Jill against her will. Little she guessed their significance, but Mrs. Uniacke flushed crimson. For a moment she could have boxed Jill's ears.

The words slipped out of Jill's mouth despite herself. She had no idea what they meant, but Mrs. Uniacke turned beet red. For a moment, she could have slapped Jill.

"That will do." She turned away and, with hands that shook, took up her work, leaning over the torn skirt, her back turned to her daughter.

"That’s enough." She turned away and, with trembling hands, picked up her work, bending over the ripped skirt, her back to her daughter.

Jill closed the door behind her. She stood for a moment on the stairs, her dark brows drawn together, her mouth a narrow scarlet line.

Jill shut the door behind her. She paused for a moment on the stairs, her dark eyebrows furrowed, her lips a thin red line.

"Oh!" she said—"I'd like ... I'd like——" she stamped her foot—"to murder Stephen!"

"Oh!" she said—"I'd like ... I'd like——" she stamped her foot—"to murder Stephen!"




PART III

"Flower o' the peach
Death for us all and his own life for each."

"Peach blossom
Death for us all and his own life for each."



CHAPTER XIX

McTaggart lay on the golden sands of Viareggio, warming himself, lazily, like a lizard, in the sun.

McTaggart lay on the golden sands of Viareggio, warming himself, lazily, like a lizard, in the sun.

Before him stretched the broad, unbroken curve of the bay, a dazzling sheet of sapphire blue, save where the white "Molo," like a slender finger pointed from the basin of the docks, where the shipping yards lay, and masts and spars went up in a cluster of spear points, dark against the sky.

Before him stretched the wide, smooth curve of the bay, a bright sheet of sapphire blue, except where the white "Molo," like a slender finger, jutted out from the dock basin, where the shipping yards were located, and masts and spars rose together in a cluster of spear points, dark against the sky.

His eyes followed the line of the pier to the lighthouse at the end and wandered off through the haze to the distant shore, where a group of cypresses clustered, sombre and grim, like sentinels stationed, guarding the land. The dark, tapering trees in the brilliance of the sunshine held a hint of sadness like the presence of a grave; appropriate to the scene where that spirit of fire and air, the poet Shelley, had been sacrificed to the waves.

His eyes tracked the pier to the lighthouse at the end and drifted off through the haze to the distant shore, where a cluster of cypress trees stood solemnly like sentinels watching over the land. The dark, slender trees against the bright sunshine carried a touch of sadness, reminiscent of a grave; fitting for the spot where that spirit of fire and air, the poet Shelley, had been claimed by the waves.

McTaggart rolled over, the sun too hot on his face, and, digging his elbows into the sand, his chin propped on his hands, felt the warm rays play on his bare, brown shoulders, above his scanty bathing dress.

McTaggart rolled over, the sun too hot on his face, and, digging his elbows into the sand, his chin resting on his hands, felt the warm rays play on his bare, brown shoulders, above his minimal bathing suit.

Now he could see the other point of the silver crescent of shore. Here were noble heights as well as the sense of space. For the Carrara mountains rose against the sky, white and peaked and holy, with soft, curded wings like Delia Robbia angels against a blue font.

Now he could see the other end of the silver crescent of shore. Here were majestic heights as well as a feeling of openness. The Carrara mountains rose against the sky, white and peaked and sacred, with soft, curvy wings like Delia Robbia angels against a blue background.

Below them came slopes in delicate silver point: olive trees quivering in the dazzling light, and, in the foreground, a low belt of pines, straggling out like a fringe round the sandy race course.

Below them were slopes in soft silver: olive trees shaking in the bright light, and, in the foreground, a low line of pines, spreading out like a fringe around the sandy racetrack.

McTaggart's own bathing shed was one of the last of the hundreds that had sprung up, like mushrooms, on the beach; for, in the summer months, Viareggio was packed with a gay and fashionable Italian crowd.

McTaggart's own bathing shed was one of the last of the hundreds that had popped up, like mushrooms, on the beach; because, in the summer months, Viareggio was filled with a lively and trendy Italian crowd.

Close to him, hand in hand, a circle of merry bathers, in brightly striped dresses of every shape and hue, were revelling in the water, with shrill bursts of laughter, splashing up and down, like children at play.

Close to him, hand in hand, a group of happy bathers, in colorful striped swimsuits of all shapes and shades, were having a blast in the water, bursting into loud laughter, splashing up and down, like kids having fun.

The men with their dark hair and wet olive skins, the women in bathing caps of gay knotted silk, with bare arms and necks and that flashing smile which seems the heritage of the white-toothed Southern race, suggested a frieze of laughing fauns and nymphs, gathered from the dusty walls of far Pompeii.

The men with their dark hair and wet olive skin, the women in brightly colored knotted silk bathing caps, with bare arms and necks and that dazzling smile that seems to belong to the white-toothed Southern race, looked like a frieze of laughing fauns and nymphs, brought to life from the dusty walls of distant Pompeii.

McTaggart himself was burnt the color of bronze. He looked the picture of health with his sinewy, well built frame and clean-cut face in which his blue eyes struck a curious Northern note, vivid and arresting.

McTaggart himself was brown like bronze. He looked perfectly healthy with his strong, athletic build and sharp features, where his blue eyes added a distinct Northern touch, vibrant and eye-catching.

He loved this out-door life, with the hot, dry days and the clear nights, pine scented, cooled by the breeze that blew across the mountains but lately cleared from snow.

He loved this outdoor life, with the hot, dry days and the clear nights, filled with the scent of pine, cooled by the breeze blowing across the mountains that had recently cleared of snow.

It was more than a year now since the memorable day when he had bidden his aunt farewell in the villa at Fiesole, mistrustful of the web of intrigue drawing round his feet and Bianca, that dark-eyed, demure convent maiden.

It had been over a year since that unforgettable day when he said goodbye to his aunt at the villa in Fiesole, wary of the web of intrigue closing in around him and Bianca, the dark-eyed, shy convent girl.

For the memory of Cydonia had stood him in good stead. Although little by little his bitterness had waned, it left him mistrustful both of himself and others, tinged with the easy cynicism of youth.

For the memory of Cydonia had served him well. Although his bitterness had gradually faded, it left him suspicious of both himself and others, colored by the casual cynicism of youth.

He had spent the whole winter at his apartment in Rome, finding a warm welcome in that gay city, as he quickly mastered his mother's tongue and took his place in the social world that opened wide its doors to him.

He spent the entire winter in his apartment in Rome, receiving a warm welcome in that vibrant city as he quickly learned his mother’s language and stepped into the social scene that opened its doors wide for him.

With the naïveté of his years he clung to the theory that his heart still lay broken at Cydonia's feet, but this did not prevent him, as the days passed on, from various flirtations in the gay Roman crowd.

With the innocence of his youth, he held onto the idea that his heart was still shattered at Cydonia's feet, but this didn’t stop him, as the days went by, from enjoying various flirtations in the lively Roman crowd.

He avoided, however, a serious liaison.

He, however, stayed away from a serious relationship.

The touch of Scottish puritanism in his nature guarded him from the advances of married women; certain high born ladies of easy morals, charmed by his manner and striking face.

The influence of Scottish puritanism in his character kept him safe from the advances of married women, including some high-born ladies of loose morals who were captivated by his demeanor and striking looks.

He learned quickly, too, the perils of such a tie: that in Rome an erring husband is frequently forgiven, but an unfaithful lover placed beyond the pale. There seemed to be a curious reverence shown to these love affairs, illegally cemented, whereas mere marriage was lightly shelved as an arrangement made by parents in the interests of property and to ensure a lawful heir.

He quickly learned the dangers of such a connection: that in Rome, a husband who makes a mistake is often forgiven, but an unfaithful lover is completely rejected. There seemed to be a strange respect for these illicit affairs, while regular marriage was casually dismissed as an arrangement made by parents for financial reasons and to secure a legitimate heir.

Altogether, Rome was amusing and instructive, especially in his own favoured case. With a fine old title and certain wealth, young, handsome and popular, the new Marquis threw himself into the social whirl with a cool head, a guarded heart and the flair of an ardent explorer.

Altogether, Rome was entertaining and educational, especially in his own preferred situation. With a prestigious title and some money, young, attractive, and well-liked, the new Marquis jumped into the social scene with a level head, a cautious heart, and the enthusiasm of a passionate adventurer.

England, that island in the North, foggy and grey, inhabited by "Cadells," seemed a dream of another world as he lay on the sunny Italian sands.

England, that northern island, misty and gray, home to "Cadells," felt like a fantasy from another world as he lay on the sunny Italian beach.

And yet...

And yet...

He stirred, drawing up his knees, his hands clasped round them, his eyes far away. For there stung through his complacency a sudden shaft of desire—that haunting love of home which grips a man unawares, with a sense of exile in a foreign land.

He shifted, pulling his knees up, his hands wrapped around them, his eyes distant. For there pierced through his contentment a sudden rush of longing—that deep love for home that unexpectedly captures a person, bringing a feeling of being an outsider in an unfamiliar place.

The mountains, where the marble lay in cool jagged quarries, vanished from his sight and in their place came a picture of London: her busy, grimy streets with the ceaseless throb of her beating heart, as the fight went on, obstinate, merciless, the struggle for success—for money and power...

The mountains, where the marble lay in cool jagged quarries, faded from his view and were replaced by an image of London: her bustling, grimy streets with the constant pulse of her beating heart, as the battle continued, stubborn, relentless, the struggle for success—for money and power...

And that other London: the crowded Park, Hurlingham, Ascot—he drew a deep breath!

And that other London: the busy Park, Hurlingham, Ascot—he took a deep breath!

And London by night with the cries of the newsboys—the block of taxis in the long line theatreward, the lights of that Circus where the Criterion leers at his gaily lit neighbour, the Pavilion.

And London at night with the shouts of the newsboys—the line of taxis heading toward the theater, the lights of that Circus where the Criterion grins at its brightly lit neighbor, the Pavilion.

A sudden nostalgia seized McTaggart. The shrill laughter of the merry bathing group, the cloudless glare of sea and sky grew wearisome. He rose quickly to his feet.

A sudden nostalgia hit McTaggart. The sharp laughter of the joyful group swimming, the bright brightness of the sea and sky became exhausting. He quickly stood up.

"Mario!" He called to his man who was seated in the shade thrown by the osier fence, studying tips for the coming races.

"Mario!" He called to his guy who was sitting in the shade of the willow fence, going over tips for the upcoming races.

"Mario—I shall dress now." The olive face flashed into a smile as the man sprang nimbly to his feet. For Mario adored his young master, a welcome change from the elderly Marquis with his fads and fancies and uncertain temper.

"Mario—I’m going to get dressed now." The olive-skinned man broke into a smile as he quickly got to his feet. Mario really liked his young master, a refreshing change from the older Marquis with his quirks and unpredictable mood.

"Sissignore—at once! signore." Still he lingered, deferential.

"Sissignore—right away! sir." Still, he hung back, respectful.

"A thousand excuses, but does he remember the Princess Doria lunches with us to-day? The Signore has but his grey suit in the shed. It would be better to dress at the villa."

"A thousand excuses, but does he remember the Princess Doria lunches with us today? The gentleman only has his grey suit in the shed. It would be better to get dressed at the villa."

"Va bene—I had forgotten her! And the new Poet——" he added, aside, "I can't stand that effeminate ass, but she never goes two steps without him!"

"Alright—I had forgotten her! And the new Poet——" he added, quietly, "I can't stand that annoying guy, but she never goes two steps without him!"

He slipped on a long bath towel garment, screening his scanty bathing gown, and drew the hood down over his head while Mario produced slippers with soles of twisted hemp, and tied them on to his master's feet.

He put on a long bath towel robe, covering his thin bathrobe, and pulled the hood down over his head while Mario brought slippers with twisted hemp soles and fastened them onto his master's feet.

Now, not unlike a Dominican friar, in this primitive costume, he crossed the beach and turned along the country road until he came to the first pines, Mario in the rear, carrying his clothes.

Now, just like a Dominican friar, in this simple outfit, he walked across the beach and along the country road until he reached the first pines, with Mario behind him, carrying his clothes.

Here they took a sandy foot path where scanty patches of coarse grass and clusters of wild pansy marked the borders of the straggling wood.

Here they followed a sandy footpath lined with sparse patches of coarse grass and clusters of wild pansies that marked the edges of the uneven woodland.

It led to a clearing in the trees and a villa, painted strawberry pink, with a tiled terrace and veranda, wreathed about with Bourgainvillia.

It opened up to a clearing in the trees and a villa, painted strawberry pink, with a tiled terrace and veranda, surrounded by Bougainvillea.

McTaggart paused on the threshold and rang a bell, answered quickly by a servant.

McTaggart stopped at the door and rang a bell, which was quickly answered by a servant.

"Bring me a vermouth—di Torino—and the time-table." He sat down in a wicker chair, his face thoughtful—"and—Stefano!—" he called him back—"Asti for the Principessa. Lunch at twelve-thirty to-day—we shall be five instead of three—you can add an 'omelette au surprise.' And see that the quails aren't overdone."

"Bring me a vermouth—di Torino—and the schedule." He settled into a wicker chair, looking thoughtful—"and—Stefano!—" he called him back—"Asti for the Principessa. Lunch at twelve-thirty today—we'll be five instead of three—you can add an 'omelette au surprise.' And make sure the quails aren't overcooked."

"Very good, sir. There are letters come since the Signore left."

"Very good, sir. There are letters that arrived since the gentleman left."

He returned with a silver tray on which lay his master's correspondence.

He came back with a silver tray that held his master's correspondence.

McTaggart took them, with a yawn, turning them over indifferently.

McTaggart picked them up with a yawn, flipping them over casually.

From somewhere through the drowsy heat came a distant sound of chopping wood and a man's voice raised musically, singing over his morning work. McTaggart drank his glass of vermouth, then choosing an envelope directed in a round hand, broke it open with a smile.

From somewhere in the sleepy heat, a faint sound of wood being chopped and a man's voice singing cheerfully over his morning tasks drifted through. McTaggart took a sip of his vermouth, then picked an envelope with a neat handwritten address, opened it with a smile.

It was long since he had heard from Jill. He glanced at the date. The letter had lain at his London rooms and was now sent on to Italy by the faithful Bethune.

It had been a while since he had heard from Jill. He looked at the date. The letter had been sitting at his London place and was now sent to Italy by the reliable Bethune.


"Dear Peter," it began.

"Hey Peter," it began.

"I wonder where you are now? and if you're ever coming home! It's ages since you last wrote, and I've been meaning to reply—only I've been so worried. You'll understand when I tell you my news—about Mother. She's gone to prison."

"I wonder where you are now and if you're ever coming home! It's been forever since you last wrote, and I’ve been meaning to reply— I just haven’t stopped worrying. You’ll understand when I tell you my news—about Mom. She’s gone to prison."

McTaggart jumped. The very word seemed sinister in the heart of that peaceful drowsy wood, lapped by the indolent Southern sea.

McTaggart jumped. The very word felt ominous in the heart of that calm, sleepy forest, washed by the lazy Southern sea.

"Poor old Jill!" He read on, his face growing steadily graver.

"Poor Jill!" He kept reading, his expression becoming more serious.

"I daresay you saw in the papers of the latest Suffragette attempt!—that bomb in Downing Street, I mean. Well, Mother was in it, with Stephen. And now she's gone to Holloway—isn't it dreadful? She's refused bail and declares she means to hunger strike!—I've been nearly off my head about it.

"I bet you saw in the news about the latest Suffragette attempt!—that bomb in Downing Street, I mean. Well, Mom was there, with Stephen. And now she's gone to Holloway—isn't it dreadful? She's refused bail and says she's going to go on a hunger strike!—I've been almost going crazy about it."

"For she'll never stand it—she hasn't the strength. It will simply kill her——" a smudged word suggested to the reader a tear, hastily blotted off the paper.

"For she won't be able to handle it—she doesn't have the strength. It will just kill her——" a smudged word hinted to the reader at a tear, quickly wiped off the paper.

Before McTaggart a vision rose of the grey eyes with their frank gaze, fringed by lashes, dark and curled, and the eager face of his school girl friend.

Before McTaggart, a vision appeared of the grey eyes with their direct gaze, surrounded by long, dark, curled lashes, and the eager face of his schoolgirl friend.

"Mr. Bethune's been awfully kind. He actually arranged for bail, but Mother wouldn't hear of it and there she is—in Holloway Prison.

"Mr. Bethune has been really kind. He actually arranged for bail, but Mom wouldn't allow it, and there she is—in Holloway Prison."

"Roddy's home. He went to the Head and asked leave to come back to me. He's simply furious about it all—wants to have it out with Stephen. Needless to say, he's free! You bet Stephen looks after himself. I suppose he thinks that one martyr (in the Bible, I mean) is good enough!"

"Roddy's home. He went to the Head and asked for permission to return to me. He's really angry about everything—wants to confront Stephen. Of course, he's free! You can bet Stephen looks out for himself. I guess he thinks that one martyr (in the Bible, I mean) is good enough!"

McTaggart laughed grimly aloud at the typical line as he thought of Jill. He could almost see her saying the words, the delicate nostrils curled with scorn.

McTaggart laughed grimly at the usual comment as he thought of Jill. He could almost picture her saying the words, her delicate nostrils curling in disdain.

"Well—that settles it!" He finished the letter and picked up the time-table with a frown.

"Well—that's that!" He finished the letter and picked up the schedule with a frown.

"I might be able to help the child——" He turned the pages thoughtfully.

"I might be able to help the kid——" He turned the pages thoughtfully.

"I can catch the express at Genoa and go straight through next Friday—I think. I shall get back in time for Henley. It ought to be jolly in London now."

"I can catch the express train in Genoa and go straight through next Friday—I think. I should be back in time for Henley. It should be fun in London now."

This settled, he dressed for lunch and informed Mario of his departure, somewhat to the latter's chagrin, who had various ties at Viareggio.

This taken care of, he got ready for lunch and told Mario about his departure, much to Mario's disappointment, as he had various connections in Viareggio.

"The Signore will not be here for the races?"

"The gentleman won't be here for the races?"

The man's voice was so doleful that McTaggart hesitated, remembering they were fixed for Sunday.

The man's voice was so sad that McTaggart hesitated, recalling they were set for Sunday.

"Well—we might stay over the week-end, and go on Monday—perhaps that's better."

"Well—we could stay over the weekend and leave on Monday—maybe that's a better idea."

The man blessed him audibly with the gentle familiarity that seems to exist in that old land between the nobility and their servants.

The man spoke to him kindly with the easy familiarity that seems to be present in that old country between the nobles and their staff.

"You can take a holiday on Sunday—so long as you get my packing done—and say good-bye to Lucia?" He laughed at the man's guilty face.

"You can take a break on Sunday—as long as you finish my packing—and say goodbye to Lucia?" He chuckled at the man's guilty expression.

"Ahi!—That for the women!" Mario, recovering himself, gave an expressive, scornful shrug—"But the races are a different matter!—and I hear 'La Luna' is sure to win."

"Aha!—That for the women!" Mario, getting himself together, shrugged dismissively—"But the races are a whole different story!—and I hear 'La Luna' is definitely going to win."

McTaggart smiled, cutting short the man's chatter, and went down to receive his guests, a little bored by the coming lunch.

McTaggart smiled, interrupting the man's rambling, and went downstairs to greet his guests, feeling a bit uninterested in the upcoming lunch.

His fears were amply justified.

His fears were completely justified.

The poet was in a sombre mood, the Principessa plainly anxious.

The poet was in a dark mood, and the Principessa looked clearly worried.

"It's his new Tragedy," she whispered as they settled themselves at the table—"he is so sensitive, my dear—the penalty of genius."

"It's his new tragedy," she whispered as they sat down at the table—"he's so sensitive, my dear—the price of genius."

McTaggart, with a solemn face, received these subtle confidences, somewhat relieved by the presence of his other neighbour, graceful and young.

McTaggart, with a serious expression, took in these subtle confessions, feeling somewhat relieved by the presence of his other neighbor, who was graceful and young.

But the Countess Marco Viviani was not in her usual high spirits. A slim brunette, with a wonderful figure, and much admired in the Roman set, she could not brook in any form opposition to her will.

But Countess Marco Viviani wasn't in her usual upbeat mood. A slim brunette with an amazing figure, she was greatly admired in Roman society and couldn't tolerate any form of opposition to her wishes.

She explained in an audible aside her quarrel—a new-born affair—with her husband, who faced McTaggart and watched the pair with insolent eyes.

She whispered about her argument—a recent issue—with her husband, who was facing McTaggart and watching the two of them with a contemptuous gaze.

It seemed that he had required of her an alteration in the days, arranged between them, when they should appear side by side at the Casino.

It seemed that he had asked her to change the days they had decided on to appear together at the Casino.

Wednesdays and Saturdays had been fixed in order to allow the Count Tuesdays and Fridays to himself to parade there his latest theatrical fancy.

Wednesdays and Saturdays were set aside so the Count could enjoy his Tuesdays and Fridays to showcase his latest theatrical ideas.

Now "La Carlotta" was making trouble. She wanted to interfere with the rule. But the Countess was adamant. She would not bend before the actress.

Now "La Carlotta" was causing issues. She wanted to challenge the authority. But the Countess was firm. She would not give in to the actress.

"It will make a scandal," she announced. "Everyone knows those are my days! I would prefer to leave the place and go to Bagni di Luca."

"It'll cause a scandal," she said. "Everyone knows those are my days! I'd rather leave and go to Bagni di Luca."

But the villa at Viareggio belonged to the Count and he clearly saw that economy forbade a rupture which would mean a second establishment. So he sulked, undecided still, hating his handsome, captious wife—who had known the existence of many "Carlottas" and was plainly unreasonable!

But the villa at Viareggio belonged to the Count, and he clearly understood that being frugal meant he couldn’t afford to break things off, which would require establishing a second household. So he pouted, still uncertain, resenting his beautiful, demanding wife—who had been aware of many "Carlottas" and was clearly being unreasonable!

McTaggart felt that the atmosphere was charged with electricity. The poet never opened his mouth, the Principessa was openly troubled. The only person who seemed unmoved by the depression in the air was Don Cesare, her youngest son, who made an unexpected sixth. A handsome youth of seventeen with a black moustache and charming manner—already that of a man of the world—he chattered gaily, enjoying his lunch.

McTaggart felt the atmosphere was electric. The poet never said a word, and the Principessa looked visibly upset. The only one who seemed unaffected by the heavy mood was Don Cesare, her youngest son, who popped in unexpectedly. A handsome seventeen-year-old with a black mustache and a charming demeanor—already sophisticated for his age—he chatted cheerfully, enjoying his lunch.

"I wish you would come with me this evening," he said to his host eagerly—"into the marshes and bring your gun—I'm going out after 'beccaccini.' I've had a special punt made for the narrow waterways to the lake. It's a beauty—I want to try it—I'm sure we should have some capital sport."

"I really wish you would join me tonight," he said to his host eagerly, "into the marshes and bring your gun—I'm going out to hunt 'beccaccini.' I’ve had a special boat made for the narrow channels to the lake. It's a great one—I want to give it a try—I’m sure we’ll have some fantastic fun."

"All right—what time?" McTaggart liked his youngest guest.

"Alright—what time?" McTaggart liked his youngest guest.

"About five. If we find it's hot we can lie up somewhere in the dykes."

"About five. If we find it's hot, we can chill out somewhere in the dykes."

He referred to the curious intricate scheme of irrigation in the plain that lies between the hills and sea—the famous draining of the marshes.

He talked about the interesting and complex irrigation system in the flat area between the hills and the sea—the well-known draining of the marshes.

For the low land looks like a chequer board, crossed and recrossed by narrow streams that widen into two big lakes—a favorite haunt for wild fowl.

For the flat land looks like a checkerboard, crossed and recrossed by narrow streams that expand into two large lakes—a popular spot for wild birds.

"I've always wanted to explore those long ditches in a boat. I tried once and was nearly poisoned—my keel kept sticking in the mud."

"I've always wanted to explore those long ditches in a boat. I tried once and almost got poisoned—my keel kept getting stuck in the mud."

"Exactly—that's the trouble—the smell!" Don Cesare nodded gaily. "That's why I've had this punt made flat bottomed and very narrow. In the deep parts you can use a paddle and where it's shallow a long pole—against the bank—not in the water!"

"Exactly—that's the problem—the smell!" Don Cesare nodded cheerfully. "That's why I had this flat-bottomed, narrow boat made. In the deep areas, you can use a paddle, and in the shallow parts, a long pole—against the bank—not in the water!"

He turned to the Countess with a smile.

He turned to the Countess with a smile.

"Do come and see us off—and we'll take you a little way to try it. Further on there are low boughs, not designed to suit ladies' hats."

"Come and see us off—we'll take you a little way to give it a try. Further along, there are low branches that aren't made for ladies' hats."

The pretty woman smiled back, looking at him with her wide, dark eyes.

The pretty woman smiled back, gazing at him with her big, dark eyes.

"I'm so sorry—but I can't—it's my evening with Marco for the Casino."

"I'm really sorry, but I can't—it's my night with Marco for the Casino."

She flung the challenge across the table. The Count wearily shrugged his shoulders while the Poet, with saturnine face, seemed to enjoy the situation.

She tossed the challenge across the table. The Count wearily shrugged his shoulders while the Poet, with a gloomy expression, appeared to relish the situation.

The Principessa, stirring herself, broke the pregnant silence that followed.

The Princess, waking up, broke the heavy silence that came after.

"Cara Emilia," she said, "have you heard of Bellanti's misfortune?"

"Cara Emilia," she said, "have you heard about Bellanti's bad luck?"

"No——" the Countess turned quickly—"what has happened?" Don Cesare watched her, a mischievous light in his black eyes, as she went on languidly. "His sister is my dearest friend and she hasn't written to me for weeks! I was really beginning to wonder if she were ill. What is the matter?"

"No——" the Countess turned quickly—"what's happened?" Don Cesare watched her, a playful glint in his dark eyes, as she continued languidly. "His sister is my closest friend and she hasn't written to me in weeks! I was really starting to worry that she might be sick. What’s wrong?"

"He's ruined." The Princess turned up her hands with an eloquent gesture of finality. "He was always gambling, as you know, and then he took to borrowing money—enormous sums, I am told—on the strength of his Aunt's fortune—Donna Teresa Bellanti."

"He's done for." The Princess raised her hands in a dramatic gesture of finality. "He was always gambling, as you know, and then he started borrowing money—huge amounts, I’ve heard—based on his Aunt's fortune—Donna Teresa Bellanti."

"Did you ever meet her?" She paused in her story to open her fan and, lazily, wafted it backward and forward before her pale middle-aged face.

"Have you ever met her?" She paused in her story to open her fan and, lazily, waved it back and forth in front of her pale, middle-aged face.

"I don't think so." The Countess smiled, feeling across the narrow table her husband's persistent glance and the silence of the rest of the party.

"I don't think so." The Countess smiled, sensing her husband's unyielding gaze across the narrow table and the quietness of the rest of the group.

"She did not care for society—she was always very religious, you know—and has never married—so everyone thought she would leave her money to her nephew."

"She didn’t care much for society—she was always very religious, you know—and has never married—so everyone assumed she would leave her money to her nephew."

"Well!" The Countess was impatient. McTaggart felt a shade of pity. He guessed the Princess was amusing herself by prolonging the other's anxiety.

"Well!" The Countess was impatient. McTaggart felt a hint of pity. He suspected the Princess was having fun by dragging out the other person's anxiety.

"She's taken the veil," said the older woman. "You know she's stayed for the last two years at her favourite convent—Our Lady of Loretto—and it seems she was finishing her novitiate. And all her wealth is to go to the Church."

"She's become a nun," said the older woman. "You know she's been at her favorite convent—Our Lady of Loretto—for the past two years, and it looks like she was completing her novitiate. And all her money is going to the Church."

She folded her fan carefully. "It's a fearful blow for Bellanti—I hear he's quite at his wits' end."

She carefully folded her fan. "It's a devastating situation for Bellanti—I hear he's really at a loss."

The pretty Countess bit her lip; under the table her hands were clenched.

The beautiful Countess bit her lip; under the table, her hands were clenched.

"I can't pity him," said the Poet. He spoke with an air of authority. "'A fool and his money' ... you know the proverb?" His eyes sparkled vindictively.

"I can't feel sorry for him," said the Poet. He spoke with an air of authority. "'A fool and his money' ... you know the saying?" His eyes sparkled with a vindictive glint.

"Oh—Gabriele!" The Princess was shocked. "And you so 'simpatico,' too!"

"Oh—Gabriele!" The Princess was shocked. "And you’re so 'nice' too!"

"He has no brains," the Poet declared—"and he lives a base, material life."

"He has no brains," the Poet declared, "and he lives a shallow, material life."

"I'm awfully sorry," McTaggart frowned. "He's the best rider to hounds I know. I'll never forget a run I had with him last winter in the Campagna. And a jolly nice fellow too."

"I'm really sorry," McTaggart frowned. "He's the best hound rider I know. I'll never forget a hunt I had with him last winter in the Campagna. And a really nice guy too."

He glanced across at Don Cesare, who was eyeing the Poet with disgust.

He looked over at Don Cesare, who was watching the Poet with disdain.

"We shall miss Bellanti," said the Countess. Her voice was calm. "I must write to his sister. Poor Bice! She was always so fond of him. I don't say he was intellectual"—she looked at the Poet thoughtfully—at his ugly, weak little face—"but so good looking—a thorough man."

"We're going to miss Bellanti," said the Countess. Her voice was steady. "I need to write to his sister. Poor Bice! She always cared so much for him. I'm not saying he was intellectual"—she glanced at the Poet thoughtfully—at his unattractive, frail little face—"but he was really handsome—a true man."

The Principessa followed her gaze.

The princess followed her gaze.

Don Cesare laughed aloud. "Well—give me good looks any day—and a good seat. I'm for Bellanti."

Don Cesare laughed heartily. "Well—give me good looks any day—and a nice seat. I'm all for Bellanti."

The Countess gave him a grateful nod.

The Countess nodded at him in appreciation.

"And so's Emilia——" he kissed the tips of his fingers to her across the table—"and so's Marco." Wickedly he turned his head toward the Count.

"And so is Emilia——" he kissed the tips of his fingers to her across the table—"and so is Marco." Wickedly, he turned his head toward the Count.

"Exactly—" that worthy watched his wife, moved by a subtle idea. "I was thinking, my dear," he addressed the latter—"We might ask the poor fellow here?"

"Exactly—" that good man watched his wife, struck by a subtle idea. "I was thinking, my dear," he said to her—"We could invite the poor guy over?"

"Pourquoi pas?" A shade of impertinence lay in the quick French response, and between the pair of dark eyes a silent, menacing challenge passed.

"Why not?" A hint of cheekiness was in the quick French reply, and between the pair of dark eyes, a silent, threatening challenge exchanged.

For the Count knew that his wife knew that he ... knew!

For the Count knew that his wife was aware that he ... knew!

It was a bribe to settle the strained situation vis-à-vis with "La Carlotta."

It was a payoff to resolve the tense situation concerning "La Carlotta."

And watching this matrimonial by-play McTaggart felt a growing scorn for the shallowness of the social life in which he found himself involved.

And watching this wedding drama, McTaggart felt an increasing disdain for the superficiality of the social life he was caught up in.

This Princess with her puny poet, who ruled her with a rod of iron, and Cesare, a mere school boy, eager for the latest scandal. The pretty woman by his side, playing her lover against her husband, and the Count, deliberately sacrificing his wife's morals to his own intrigues.

This princess with her weak poet, who controlled her with an iron fist, and Cesare, just a schoolboy, hungry for the latest gossip. The attractive woman next to him, using her lover against her husband, and the Count, purposely compromising his wife's morals for his own schemes.

England might be dull, he thought, but at least the men and women there held a sterner code of honour. A glow stole through him at the contrast. People might talk of the laxity of conduct in the upper classes, but the latter had the decency to veil their occasional lapses from virtue.

England might be boring, he thought, but at least the men and women there had a stronger sense of honor. A warmth filled him at the contrast. People might say that the behavior of the upper classes was relaxed, but they had the decency to hide their occasional lapses in virtue.

And, as a whole, the national standard took a lot of beating, he decided. Love was still reverenced and marriage more than a legal tie to cover innumerable intrigues!

And overall, the national standard took a lot of hits, he decided. Love was still respected and marriage was more than just a legal bond to disguise countless affairs!

He watched his noble guests depart without regret, then sat down to write a hurried line to Jill, full of heart-felt sympathy. He wondered—not without a smile—if Countess Marco Viviani would go to prison for Bellanti—like Mrs. Uniacke for the Cause!

He watched his distinguished guests leave without any sadness, then sat down to quickly write a note to Jill, filled with genuine sympathy. He thought—not without a chuckle—if Countess Marco Viviani would end up in jail for Bellanti—like Mrs. Uniacke did for the Cause!

He signed the page "Peter McTaggart," with an amused breath of relief. He liked it better than "Maramonte" for all its air of high romance.

He signed the page "Peter McTaggart" with a relieved chuckle. He preferred it to "Maramonte," despite its romantic flair.

And, as he drew a steady line under the purely British name, unconsciously he made his choice and ran up the Union Jack!

And as he drew a solid line under the distinctly British name, he unknowingly made his choice and raised the Union Jack!




CHAPTER XX

But as he neared the mist-wreathed cliffs of Dover McTaggart's patriotism was put to the test by the captious weather and the hopeless, sea-sick crowd around him. Rain and hail and distant thunder were his portion, a choppy sea and a boat packed with a draggled party from the Polytechnic, returning home.

But as he got closer to the mist-covered cliffs of Dover, McTaggart's patriotism was challenged by the unpredictable weather and the miserable, seasick crowd around him. He dealt with rain and hail and distant thunder, a rough sea, and a boat crammed with a disheveled group from the Polytechnic, heading back home.

He said to himself he had never seen his countrymen to worse advantage. Beside them, Mario, chilled to the bone but still cheerful, inured to the motion by many a past yachting trip, looked a perfect aristocrat from his well-poised head to his slender feet.

He thought to himself that he had never seen his fellow countrymen looking worse. Next to them, Mario, cold to the core but still in good spirits, accustomed to the motion from many previous yachting trips, looked like a perfect aristocrat from his well-balanced head to his slender feet.

A woman, their neighbour on the boat, lost her hat, then her rug, wailing aloud, and Mario, at his master's nod, retrieved them imperturbably from the skittish antics of the wind.

A woman, their neighbor on the boat, lost her hat and then her rug, crying out loudly, and Mario, at his master's signal, calmly collected them from the frenzied movements of the wind.

The sufferer never even thanked him, but clutched her belongings with a glance full of mistrust, recognizing a foreigner—or, in other words—a doubtful character!

The sufferer never even thanked him but held onto her belongings with a wary glance, recognizing a stranger—or, in other words—a suspicious person!

At last they bumped against the pier; ropes whirled out, gangways creaked; a mad herd of humans crushed after porters, charging with hoisted bags.

At last, they hit the pier; ropes flew out, gangways creaked; a frenzied crowd of people rushed after porters, charging ahead with raised bags.

The train looked absurdly small. McTaggart thought the station shrunk and his first English cup of tea was cold and strong, in a leaking pot.

The train looked ridiculously small. McTaggart felt like the station had shrunk, and his first English cup of tea was cold and strong, in a leaky pot.

Even the fields, as they left the Downs, seemed to have dwindled to half their size. The rain lashed against the glass. Between the streams trickling down he began to catch green vistas of hops with their quaint, peaked oast-houses like the caps worn by hob-goblins from the pages of a fairy book.

Even the fields, as they left the Downs, seemed to shrink to half their size. The rain pounded against the glass. Through the streams of water running down, he started to see green views of hops with their charming, pointed oast-houses like the hats worn by hob-goblins from a fairy tale.

Rochester!—under leaden skies, smoky, blurred. The train rocked on, the shorter gauge oddly aggressive in the low-built, narrow carriage.

Rochester!—under dull gray skies, smoky and hazy. The train swayed on, the shorter track feeling oddly jarring in the low, narrow carriage.

Then, at last, Charing Cross; the endless wait for the luggage and the final crowning disenchantment—no taxis!—due to "the strike."

Then, finally, Charing Cross; the long wait for the luggage and the ultimate disappointment—no taxis!—because of "the strike."

After a dismal half hour a "runner" returned with a four wheeler and they both got in, hampered by baggage, neither of them in the best of tempers.

After a miserable half hour, a "runner" came back with a four-wheeler, and they both got in, struggling with their luggage, neither of them in a good mood.

Mario was plainly aghast. "This—London?" he seemed to say.

Mario was clearly shocked. "This—London?" he seemed to say.

"Yes—confound it!" thought McTaggart. He began to wish he had stayed abroad.

"Yeah—damn it!" thought McTaggart. He started to regret not staying abroad.

They crawled along, past Trafalgar Square and its dripping lions, past Hampton's, then, before the block of carriages outside the Carlton, swerved to the right.

They crawled along, past Trafalgar Square and its dripping lions, past Hampton's, then, before the group of carriages outside the Carlton, veered to the right.

Half way up the Haymarket hill McTaggart thrust his head out and shouted.

Halfway up the Haymarket hill, McTaggart stuck his head out and yelled.

"Hi! Cabby—stop a minute." His face brightened as he spoke. He opened the door and splashed across the muddy pavement into a shop with a quaint old fashioned bow-window and asked for a box of cigarettes.

"Hey! Cabby—wait a second." His face lit up as he said this. He opened the door and splashed across the muddy sidewalk into a shop with a charming old-fashioned bow window and asked for a pack of cigarettes.

"Good evening, sir." The man smiled across the counter with an air of pleased recognition. "We haven't seen you lately, sir." Here was his first welcome home.

"Good evening, sir." The man smiled across the counter with a sense of friendly familiarity. "We haven't seen you around lately, sir." This was his first warm welcome back.

"I've been abroad for eighteen months. I'll take a cigarette now." He lighted it with an English match, free from sulphur, and picked up the box.

"I've been overseas for eighteen months. I'll have a cigarette now." He lit it with an English match, which was free from sulfur, and picked up the box.

"You can put it down to the old address." He drew in the fragrant smoke with joy. "Good-night—I'll take these matches." His hand closed on them lovingly. He retraced his steps and dived once more into the stuffy, waiting cab.

"You can blame it on the old address." He inhaled the fragrant smoke with pleasure. "Goodnight—I’ll keep these matches." His hand closed around them affectionately. He turned back and jumped into the stuffy, waiting cab again.

"Well—that's one thing you can't beat—our baccy," he said to himself as they jolted round against the curb into the full glare of the Circus.

"Well—that's one thing you can't beat—our tobacco," he said to himself as they jolted around against the curb into the bright light of the Circus.

The wet streets mirrored back the thousand lights from above ... McTaggart felt, suddenly, something grip him by the throat.

The wet streets reflected the thousands of lights from above... McTaggart suddenly felt something tighten around his throat.

London! The magic of the word rushed up like a warm tide, round his heart, into his head.

London! The magic of the word swelled like a warm wave, filling his heart and his mind.

"Good old London!"—he caught his breath.

"Good old London!"—he took a moment to catch his breath.

"Mario!"—he touched the man. "Look out, quick! it's Piccadilly."

"Mario!"—he touched the guy. "Watch out, quick! It's Piccadilly."

A burly policeman waved them on.

A sturdy police officer signaled for them to go ahead.

"Now, then—Hurry up!—four-wheeler."

"Alright—Hurry up!—car."

Dodging like a human eel between the buses, a ragged boy slipped past and paused at the window, his shrill voice raised in a cry:

Dodging like a human eel between the buses, a scruffy boy slipped past and stopped at the window, his high-pitched voice raised in a shout:

"Star!—'h Ev'ning News—Speshul! 'Ere you are, sir—h'all the winners..." jerked the paper into the cab, and was off, clutching McTaggart's penny.

"Star!—'h Evening News—Special! Here you are, sir—h'all the winners..." yanked the paper into the cab and took off, holding onto McTaggart's penny.

Like a silver ribbon streaked with light, Piccadilly stretched ahead, buses skidding, and near at hand rang the gay tootle of a horn.

Like a silver ribbon shining in the light, Piccadilly stretched out in front, buses sliding around, and nearby the cheerful sound of a horn honked.

Then, into the congested space, rattling harness, clanking bits, a private coach, with four bays, wet and shining, splashed with froth, picked its way like a dainty dame, disdainful of the lesser traffic.

Then, into the crowded area, rattling harness, clanking bits, a private coach, with four bays, wet and shining, splashed with froth, made its way like a delicate lady, looking down on the lesser traffic.

Mario's dark face brightened. He loved horses and knew their points. This was a picture after his heart, dissipating his sense of gloom.

Mario's dark face lit up. He loved horses and knew what to look for. This was a scene that lifted his spirits, chasing away his feelings of sadness.

For he could not see with McTaggart's eyes. At his master's quick, impulsive cry, he had peered out eagerly, pleased by the word "Piccadilly" with its familiar foreign ring.

For he couldn't see through McTaggart's eyes. At his master's quick, impulsive shout, he had eagerly looked out, pleased by the word "Piccadilly" with its familiar foreign sound.

He saw a small open space, between a square and a circle, with shops and lights and a feeble statue—like a lost infant—in the centre.

He spotted a small open area, between a square and a circle, filled with shops and lights and a weak statue—like a lost child—in the center.

He stared at it with inward contempt.

He looked at it with internal disdain.

"Not half as fine," he said to himself, "as the fountain in our Sienese palace! And as for the rest of the 'piazza' ... why, there isn't a single public building—not even a decent Church! And the rain ... Is this the English summer? No wonder it's a cold race!"

"Not even close," he thought to himself, "to the fountain in our palace in Siena! And as for the rest of the 'piazza' ... there isn't a single public building—not even a decent church! And the rain ... Is this what English summers are like? No wonder they're such a chilly bunch!"

He looked covertly at his master, amazed by his obvious touch of excitement.

He glanced secretly at his boss, surprised by his clear sense of excitement.

For McTaggart was taking a deep breath of the foggy air that reeked with petrol.

For McTaggart was taking a deep breath of the foggy air that smelled like gas.

"It's good to be back again," he thought; "I wonder if Bethune will be there? I sent him a wire, but he's such a beggar for work, one never knows. By Jove, I must see about a car—useful during the present strike..." He peered out at the Berkeley steps where a lady in evening dress, her light wrap drawn about her, filmy skirts wound close, crossed, dainty, over the pavement beside her attendant cavalier.

"It's nice to be back," he thought. "I wonder if Bethune will be here? I sent him a message, but he's always looking for work, so you never really know. Wow, I need to arrange for a car—really handy during the current strike..." He looked out at the Berkeley steps where a woman in an evening dress, her light wrap wrapped around her, graceful skirts closely draped, elegantly crossed the pavement beside her charming escort.

They turned into a side street, splashing and lumbering along, until, at last, they halted before the old familiar, narrow house.

They turned into a side street, splashing and trudging along, until finally, they stopped in front of the old, familiar narrow house.

The door was open. McTaggart ran up the steep stairs like a boy.

The door was open. McTaggart raced up the steep stairs like a kid.

"Hullo! Mrs. Frost—how are you? Yes, I'm back. Rather late. Hope you got my letter all right?"

"Hellо! Mrs. Frost—how are you? Yes, I'm back. A bit late. Hope you got my letter okay?"

"Yessir. Your rooms are ready." The sour faced woman was actually smiling.

"Yes, sir. Your rooms are ready." The woman with a sour expression was actually smiling.

"My man's below—but he can't speak English—Will you see to him and pay the cab? Hullo! there you are, old man."

"My guy's downstairs—but he can't speak English—Can you take care of him and pay for the cab? Hey! There you are, old man."

He was shaking hands wildly with Bethune.

He was shaking hands enthusiastically with Bethune.

"Steady on—what a grip! Confound you, you've broken my wrist..." Bethune's honest face was beaming. He dealt him a playful blow on the chest.

"Hold on—what a grip! Damn it, you've broken my wrist..." Bethune's genuine face was shining. He playfully punched him in the chest.

"Hard as a rock!—you do look fit. I prepared to receive a languid foreigner. Come inside, Monsieur le Marquis..."

"Hard as a rock! You really do look fit. I was expecting a tired foreigner. Come in, Monsieur le Marquis..."

"Oh—shut up! You ... dear old fool!"

"Oh—shut up! You ... sweet old fool!"

McTaggart glanced around at his rooms, the worn carpet and furniture that had seen service in College days—each scratch and dent a memory.

McTaggart looked around his rooms, the worn carpet and furniture that had been used back in College—every scratch and dent held a memory.

Above the glass, still littered with cards and photographs, there hung an oar and underneath, on either side, stood a pair of battered silver cups.

Above the glass, still cluttered with cards and photos, there was an oar hanging, and underneath, on either side, stood a pair of worn silver cups.

He drew a deep sigh of content.

He let out a deep sigh of satisfaction.

"Get me a drink—there's a dear chap! Hullo—that window's still smashed. What a rag it was! d'you remember that night?" For the topmost pane of glass was cracked from side to side beneath the blind.

"Get me a drink—there's a good fellow! Hey—that window's still broken. What a mess it was! Do you remember that night?" For the top pane of glass was cracked all the way across beneath the curtain.

"Let's look at you"—he took the glass that Bethune filled for him and drank. "That's good. Why!—the 'Round Man's' growing a figure..."

"Let's see you"—he took the glass that Bethune filled for him and drank. "That's good. Wow!—the 'Round Man' is getting a shape..."

Bethune scowled.

Bethune frowned.

"Shut up! I got in whiskey—thought you'd want it. Here's luck——" he tossed it off—"What are you going to do about dinner? It's getting pretty late, you know."

"Shut up! I brought some whiskey—I thought you’d want it. Here’s to luck——" he threw it back—"What are you going to do about dinner? It's getting pretty late, you know."

"Yes—we had a rotten crossing—the boat an hour over time. Have you dined yourself—no?—that's right. I thought we'd go down to Simpson's. I feel like a good cut off the joint..."

"Yeah—we had a terrible crossing—the boat was an hour late. Have you eaten yet—no?—that’s cool. I thought we’d go to Simpson’s. I’m in the mood for a nice slice of meat..."

Bethune laughed. "The illustrious Marquis is tired of his native macaroni?"

Bethune laughed. "Is the famous Marquis tired of his hometown macaroni?"

"A bottle of beer—and some Welsh rabbit"—the other ran on, ignoring the taunt. "I'm fed up with Chianti."

"A bottle of beer—and some Welsh rabbit," the other continued, ignoring the taunt. "I'm tired of Chianti."

He stopped on the word with a little start.

He paused at the word, a bit surprised.

For the first time for many weeks a memory returned to him of his visit to Harley Street and the problem of his "double" heart.

For the first time in many weeks, he remembered his visit to Harley Street and the issue with his "double" heart.

What was it he had laughingly said? (How long ago that day seemed ... The era of Fantine and Cydonia.)

What did he say with a laugh? (That day feels like it was ages ago... The time of Fantine and Cydonia.)

Yes—"porridge" it was, and "Chianti!"

Yes—"oatmeal" it was, and "Chianti!"

He glanced up at the mantelpiece as Bethune, hearing steps outside, trundled away to give instructions to the bewildered Mario.

He looked up at the mantelpiece as Bethune, hearing footsteps outside, went off to give instructions to the confused Mario.

"No change?" he heard him say. "All right—I'll see to it."

"No change?" he heard him say. "Okay—I'll take care of it."

A face smiled down at McTaggart out of a tarnished silver frame. Cydonia in a big black hat, white furs around her throat—with her childish mouth and wide eyes. He took it down and gazed at it.

A face smiled down at McTaggart from a tarnished silver frame. Cydonia in a big black hat, white furs around her neck—with her childish mouth and wide eyes. He took it down and looked at it.

Cydonia!—the girl he had loved.

Cydonia!—the girl he loved.

Deliberately he placed the verb in the past tense. For it was true. Nothing of his passion remained, but a mild, wondering affection! Absence and time had achieved the cure. One broken heart at least was mended! And Fantine...? At the name he felt a sudden stab of regret.

Deliberately, he put the verb in the past tense. Because it was true. Nothing of his passion was left, just a gentle, curious affection! Absence and time had done their job. One broken heart, at least, was healed! And Fantine...? At her name, he felt a sudden pang of regret.

How strange were life and life's emotions! Although her picture was destroyed—(he had done it in anger that fatal night) her image rose clear in his mind.

How strange were life and its emotions! Although her picture was destroyed—(he had done it in anger that fateful night)—her image appeared clear in his mind.

Of the two women he missed her most—in the flood-tide of his return. Her stronger personality, the power of wit and imagination that blent with her careless scorn of men, her nameless, utterly feminine charm, had survived that other disillusion.

Of the two women, he missed her the most as he was returning. Her stronger personality, the blend of wit and imagination, combined with her carefree disdain for men, and her unique, completely feminine charm had endured despite that previous disappointment.

He put Cydonia's portrait back quickly as Bethune re-entered the room. Then, conscious that his hasty action had not escaped his friend's eyes, in an indifferent voice, he asked:

He quickly put Cydonia's portrait back as Bethune walked back into the room. Then, realizing that his quick move hadn’t gone unnoticed by his friend, he asked in a casual tone:

"Ever hear anything of the Cadells?"

"Have you heard anything about the Cadells?"

"Yes—no!" Bethune turned to the sideboard, horribly at a loss. He coughed, then started with a plunge to get his unwelcome news over.

"Yes—no!" Bethune turned to the sideboard, completely confused. He coughed, then took a deep breath to share his unwanted news.

"Met 'Jinks' the other day—remember 'Jinks' of Trinity?—got his blue for Rugger—Well, he knows Miss Cadell—that was."

"Met 'Jinks' the other day—remember 'Jinks' from Trinity?—he got his blue for Rugby—Well, he knows Miss Cadell—that was."

"What?" McTaggart's voice was sharp.

"What?" McTaggart snapped.

Bethune, fidgeting with the syphon, his back turned to his friend, received a sudden baptism, stinging and cold, of soda water.

Bethune, fiddling with the siphon, his back to his friend, suddenly got a shocking splash of ice-cold soda water.

"Oh, damn!—now I've spilled it. Yes, that's it—She's married, you know. A chap called Euan Flemming—an M.P. for ... God knows where!"

"Oh no! I've spilled it. Yep, that’s right—she’s married, you know. A guy named Euan Flemming—an MP for ... God knows where!"

"Well—I'm blessed!" McTaggart laughed; a little sourly, truth to tell. Despite the conclusion arrived at earlier he felt somewhat taken aback.

"Well—I'm lucky!" McTaggart laughed, a bit bitterly, to be honest. Despite the earlier conclusion, he felt somewhat surprised.

"Cheer up," he addressed the broad shoulders of his still perturbed friend. "You mixed the news with soda water but I could have stood it neat."

"Cheer up," he said to his still upset friend. "You mixed the news with soda water, but I could have handled it straight."

Bethune wheeled round, his face red. "I'm jolly glad—I've been funking it." He met McTaggart's amused eyes and beamed all over his honest face.

Bethune spun around, his face flushed. "I'm really glad—I've been nervous about it." He caught McTaggart's amused gaze and grinned widely across his sincere face.

"That's over," said McTaggart—"long ago. What about dinner?—I'll just go and have a wash and be with you—if you're ready."

"That's done," said McTaggart—"a long time ago. What about dinner?—I’ll just go wash up and join you—if you're ready."

"I should think I am!—half famished—I've been down at Brooklands with a new car. Hurry up!"

"I think I am! I'm half starving—I've been at Brooklands with a new car. Hurry up!"

He dropped into a chair as McTaggart called through the folding doors.

He sank into a chair as McTaggart shouted through the folding doors.

"D'you ever see Jill now? It's a bad business about her mother."

"Do you ever see Jill now? It's a tough situation with her mom."

"I was there yesterday—to inquire. They let her out at the end of the week—but she's been awfully ill since. It was pretty nearly touch and go..."

"I was there yesterday—to ask. They released her at the end of the week—but she's been really sick since then. It was very close..."

There came a sound of splashing water; then McTaggart's voice again:

There was a sound of splashing water, followed by McTaggart's voice again:

"I'm glad she's home at any rate. What's become of the priceless Stephen?"

"I'm glad she's home, at least. What's happened to the priceless Stephen?"

"Dont's ask me. I bar the chap. D'you remember old Charlie Mason? Well, he managed at last to get a billet with Hensley and Benton, the big wine people. He dropped in to see me, last night, full of trouble. It seems that Somerfield had let him in for a big order for himself and several pals of his. And now they say they can't stump up—it sounds like a regular plant! Awfully hard lines on Charlie—the firm have given him the sack."

"Don't ask me. I blocked the guy. Do you remember old Charlie Mason? Well, he finally managed to get a job with Hensley and Benton, the big wine company. He stopped by to see me last night, loaded with problems. It seems that Somerfield got him involved in a big order for himself and several of his friends. And now they're saying they can't pay up—it sounds like a total setup! Really tough break for Charlie—the company has let him go."

"You don't say so. Bad luck! I always thought Stephen a wrong 'un. How's Jill herself?"

"You don’t say! That’s unfortunate! I always thought Stephen was trouble. How’s Jill doing?"

A pause.

A break.

"Oh—all right," but Bethune frowned. "Jolly plucky about it all. I fancy they're rather in low water. It's between ourselves, you understand. But she's left College for good now and it seems to me she's taken on most of the house work at home. They only keep one servant."

"Oh—fine," but Bethune frowned. "Pretty brave about the whole thing. I think they're having a tough time. Just between us, you know. But she's really left College for good now, and it seems like she's taken on most of the housework at home. They only have one maid."

"What a shame!" came from McTaggart, busily brushing back his hair. "It's a thousand pities her mother gives up all her time to Suffrage work. She might consider her family. I can't understand the attraction. Seems to me it's like drink—when a woman really takes to it there's no earthly stopping her!"

"What a shame!" McTaggart exclaimed as he hurriedly brushed back his hair. "It's such a pity her mother dedicates all her time to suffrage work. She should think about her family. I just don't get the appeal. It feels to me like drinking—once a woman really gets into it, there's no stopping her!"

"I quite agree," said Bethune, "I'm sorry for Jill. And the boy, too," he added somewhat hastily. His pale face was slightly flushed. "You ready?"

"I totally agree," said Bethune, "I feel bad for Jill. And the kid, too," he added a bit quickly. His pale face was slightly flushed. "You ready?"

He picked up his hat as his friend reappeared. "It's stopped raining——" he glanced at the window. "We've had an awfully wet season—nothing like it since the Flood. I nearly started a motor boat—cheap trips in Piccadilly!"

He grabbed his hat as his friend showed up again. "The rain has stopped—" he looked at the window. "We've had such a wet season—nothing like it since the Flood. I almost rented a motorboat—affordable rides in Piccadilly!"

They clattered downstairs together and out on to the shining pavement.

They hurried down the stairs together and stepped onto the bright pavement.

"We'd better take a bus, I suppose," said McTaggart—"how long has this strike been on?"

"We should probably take a bus," McTaggart said. "How long has this strike been going on?"

"About a fortnight——" Bethune laughed. "I expect you're glad to get back to England?"

"About two weeks—" Bethune laughed. "I bet you’re happy to be going back to England?"

But the other answered seriously. "Well—I am. It's an odd thing——" he sniffed up the air, damp and smoky, and smiled to himself, his eyes bright. "But there's something about London, you know..."

But the other replied earnestly. "Well—I am. It's a strange thing——" he inhaled the damp, smoky air and smiled to himself, his eyes shining. "But there's something about London, you know..."

He left the sentence incomplete

He left the sentence unfinished




CHAPTER XXI

Jill crept downstairs on tiptoe.

Jill tiptoed down the stairs.

Inside the dining-room Roddy was leaning over the table, a sketch-block and paints before him. He looked up as his sister appeared with an anxious, inquiring glance that seemed oddly out of place on his round, boyish face.

Inside the dining room, Roddy was leaning over the table with a sketchbook and paints in front of him. He looked up when his sister walked in, giving her an anxious, questioning look that seemed strangely out of character for his round, boyish face.

"Well?"

"What's up?"

"She's asleep. At last!" Jill sighed—"Lizzie's sitting in the room, so I stole away to you."

"She's finally asleep!" Jill sighed. "Lizzie's in the room, so I snuck away to talk to you."

She flung herself into the armchair and curled her feet up under her, arms clasped behind her head, dark shadows round her eyes.

She threw herself into the armchair and tucked her feet underneath her, arms wrapped behind her head, dark circles around her eyes.

"Tired, old girl?" Roddy's voice was tender. He saw that the long nights of vigil were leaving their mark on the fresh young face that began to look white and strained.

"Tired, old girl?" Roddy's voice was gentle. He noticed that the long nights of staying awake were starting to show on the fresh young face that was beginning to look pale and strained.

"Just a bit——" Jill smiled bravely. "But I think she's improving. She's more like herself. If only she'd stay in bed for a month and give it a chance—get really strong before she begins to think of work."

"Just a little bit——" Jill smiled confidently. "But I think she's getting better. She's starting to feel more like herself. If only she'd stay in bed for a month and really give it a chance—get strong before she starts thinking about work."

Roddy nodded and turned to his task. A silence fell in the bare room, broken by the buzz of a blue-bottle blundering round the chandelier and the sound of water stirred in the glass as the boy washed his paint brushes.

Roddy nodded and got back to his work. A silence settled in the empty room, interrupted by the buzz of a bluebottle flying around the chandelier and the sound of water splashing in the glass as the boy cleaned his paintbrushes.

"What are you doing, Roddy?" Jill asked lazily.

"What are you up to, Roddy?" Jill asked casually.

"Oh—a ship. It's rotten!" his voice was full of despair. "I can't get the sea—it looks thick and flat—like a blooming table-cloth! Think I shall tear it up..." he paused gloomily, sucking his brush.

"Oh—a ship. It's rotten!" his voice was filled with despair. "I can't get to the sea—it looks thick and flat—like a freaking tablecloth! I think I’m going to tear it up..." he paused gloomily, sucking on his brush.

"No—don't." With a quick movement Jill rose to her feet. She bent over her brother, an arm thrown round his shoulder.

"No—don't." With a swift motion, Jill stood up. She leaned over her brother, an arm draped around his shoulder.

"It's jolly good. Really, old boy—the ship, I mean. Though the sea's all wrong," she added honestly. "But there's something I like—most awfully—" her grey eyes narrowed, criticizing.

"It's really great. Honestly, old chap—the ship, I mean. Although the sea's completely off," she admitted candidly. "But there's something I like—most definitely—" her gray eyes narrowed in judgment.

"What?" Roddy lifted a wistful face, with that longing for praise peculiar to the artist, which has nothing to do with vanity but the deeper need for encouragement in the long up-hill fight of creative work.

"What?" Roddy lifted a longing face, with that desire for praise unique to artists, which isn't about vanity but the deeper need for encouragement in the long, challenging struggle of creative work.

"It's the way the ship's moving before the wind. It's alive, somehow, and one feels the struggle. It isn't just chased along—it's up against the strong tide—and the slap of the waves..."

"It's how the ship's moving with the wind. It's alive in a way, and you can feel the struggle. It's not just being pushed along—it's fighting against the strong tide—and the sound of the waves..."

"Of course it is." He smiled. "It's getting the full swell round the headland. The drawing's all right—it's the colour that's wrong. I do want some painting lessons!"

"Of course it is." He smiled. "It's getting the full swell around the headland. The drawing's fine—it's the color that's off. I really want some painting lessons!"

"Well, perhaps we'll manage it by-and-bye—next summer holidays. You'd like to go in for Art, wouldn't you, Roddy?"

"Well, maybe we'll get it done eventually—next summer vacation. You'd like to study Art, right, Roddy?"

"Yes." The boy's voice was gruff. He felt too deeply for easy speech.

"Yeah." The boy's voice was rough. He felt too intensely for casual conversation.

Jill looked anxious. Long since she had guessed the secret hope in the schoolboy's heart. But she knew it was not a paying profession and where was the money to come from for it?

Jill looked worried. She had long suspected the secret hope in the schoolboy's heart. But she knew it wasn't a lucrative profession, and where would the money for it come from?

Her mother—a typical soldier's wife—held a curious contempt for the artist class. She wanted Roddy to go to Sandhurst, if means permitted, with the idea of the Indian Army in the future.

Her mother—a typical soldier's wife—held a strange disdain for the artist community. She wanted Roddy to attend Sandhurst, if finances allowed, with the goal of joining the Indian Army in the future.

How would she take this new departure?

How would she handle this new change?

"D'you remember," said Roddy suddenly, "that old fellow up at Whitby we used to see painting near the harbour?"

"Do you remember," Roddy suddenly said, "that old guy up at Whitby we used to see painting by the harbor?"

"Who took you up with him on the moors, that moonlight night, to the Abbey?—Yes—why?" She sat down, leaning her elbows on the table.

"Who took you with him on the moors that moonlit night to the Abbey?—Yeah—why?" She sat down, resting her elbows on the table.

"Well—he taught me an awful lot. Not exactly painting, you know, but to use my eyes. I can't explain! Values of light and shade—such as the sea, with its colour merely a question of depth and reflection ... not dyed water! I showed him, at last, some of my sketches and—Jill——" the boy looked up wistfully, struggling with a sudden shyness—"he said ... he thought—well, I'd got it in me."

"Well, he taught me a ton. Not really about painting, you know, but about using my eyes. I can’t explain! The values of light and shadow—like the sea, which is just about depth and reflection ... not just colored water! I finally showed him some of my sketches and—Jill—" the boy looked up with longing, wrestling with a sudden shyness—"he said ... he thought—well, I had it in me."

"I know you have." Jill nodded. Into her thoughtful eyes there came a look of strong determination. "And I'll do all I can—you know that, Roddy."

"I know you have." Jill nodded. A strong look of determination appeared in her thoughtful eyes. "And I'll do everything I can—you know that, Roddy."

"You always were a brick," said the boy.

"You always were solid," said the boy.

He stared ahead through the open window.

He stared ahead through the open window.

"There's such an awful lot to learn—and I want to begin—you must start young. I remember he said to me one day—I've never forgotten it, somehow—'I've been painting now for fifty years—and I'm just beginning to master my art. I know that my hand is one with my brain and the long apprenticeship is past. And now'—he looked so awfully sad—'there are just a few years left and then I shall die—and it's all over'!"

"There's so much to learn—and I want to get started—you have to start young. I remember one day he told me—I've never forgotten it—'I've been painting for fifty years—and I’m just starting to master my art. I know my hand is connected to my brain, and the long learning period is behind me. And now'—he looked so incredibly sad—'there are only a few years left, and then I’ll be gone—and it will all be over'!"

"But he'd had the keen joy of the fight." Jill had a horror of morbidity. "And he'd won through—that must feel fine!" A warm colour flushed her cheek.

"But he had the thrill of the fight." Jill was afraid of anything dark. "And he came out on top—that must feel amazing!" A warm color flushed her cheek.

"Yes—but it seemed so awfully hard, that just as life was worth living, all that labour and knowledge must go, with everything else ... I call it rotten!"

"Yes—but it felt so incredibly difficult that just when life was worth living, all that work and knowledge had to be lost, along with everything else... I think it's terrible!"

"I don't believe it does," said Jill. "Peter doesn't, either," she added. "We were talking of that the day we drove to Henley and stopped at the Fair. I think all real effort survives—somehow—somewhere—that nothing's lost. Or else the struggle—to say nothing of failure!—would be too cruel—just sheer waste! Think of all the pioneers—Cecil Rhodes—Gordon—Scott? I can't believe that their energy and heroism doesn't go on... You remember Moses and his death? How he only looked on the promised land. It always seemed to me so unfair until one day when I was reading of the Transfiguration on the Mount—when Moses and Elijah appeared—(in their earthly forms, remember that!—) and there he was—in the promised land. Moses, I mean—centuries later. He'd got there, you see, after death."

"I don't think it does," Jill said. "Peter doesn't think so either," she added. "We were talking about that the day we drove to Henley and stopped at the Fair. I believe all genuine effort survives—somehow—somewhere—nothing is ever truly lost. Otherwise, the struggle—not to mention failure!—would be too harsh—just a total waste! Think of all the pioneers—Cecil Rhodes—Gordon—Scott? I can't believe their energy and heroism doesn't continue... You remember Moses and his death? How he only saw the promised land. It always seemed so unfair to me until one day when I was reading about the Transfiguration on the Mount—when Moses and Elijah showed up—(in their earthly forms, remember that!—) and there he was—in the promised land. Moses, I mean—centuries later. He made it there, you see, after death."

"That's jolly fine," said the schoolboy—"I never thought of it that way."

"That's really great," said the schoolboy—"I never thought of it like that."

The speech sank into his memory. Years ahead, in his hour of need—one of those moods of black despair which creative art brings to a man who strains up to a high ideal—he would see before him Jill's clear eyes, the oval face, slightly flushed, and illumined by an inner light which seemed to rise from her brave young soul.

The speech stuck with him. Years later, in his time of need—one of those deep, dark moods that creative art can bring to someone chasing a high ideal—he would see Jill's bright eyes, her oval face, slightly flushed, and lit up by an inner glow that seemed to come from her brave young spirit.

She glanced now up at the clock. "I must go, Roddy—there's Mother's soup—and in half an hour we'll have tea. Down in the kitchen, it's easier."

She looked up at the clock. "I have to go, Roddy—Mother's soup is on—and in half an hour we'll have tea. It's easier down in the kitchen."

"All right. I'll make some toast. I'll just finish this and come. Have you got any anchovy paste, old girl? If so, I'll do you some 'devilled biscuits.'"

"Okay. I'll make some toast. I'll just wrap this up and come over. Do you have any anchovy paste, my dear? If you do, I’ll make you some ‘deviled biscuits.’"

"I'm afraid not." Jill laughed. It sounded a hot entertainment for the sultry summer afternoon. "You might keep an eye on the front door. Lizzie's upstairs, sewing, by Mother."

"I'm afraid not," Jill laughed. It seemed like a fun distraction for the humid summer afternoon. "You should keep an eye on the front door. Lizzie's upstairs, sewing, by Mom."

"I'll answer it—don't you worry."

"I'll take care of it—don’t worry."

He flung an arm about the girl and gave her a sudden boisterous kiss. Jill responded eagerly. Roddy was not demonstrative and she knew the value of the caress, hungry herself for a little love. Then, with a bright face, she departed into the depths of the basement, picking her way with careful feet and a keen look-out for black beetles.

He threw an arm around the girl and gave her a sudden, cheerful kiss. Jill reacted with enthusiasm. Roddy wasn't very expressive, and she understood how precious the hug was, as she was also craving some affection. Then, with a bright smile, she headed into the depths of the basement, stepping carefully and keeping an eye out for black beetles.

Roddy sat where she had left him. Through the window he saw the scattered trees on Primrose Hill and the grass still green on account of the long wet season. A heavy bank of thunder clouds, lined with a pale coppery light, hung suspended against the blue and the boy was lost in a dream of colour.

Roddy sat where she had left him. Through the window, he saw the scattered trees on Primrose Hill and the grass still green from the long rainy season. A thick bank of thunderclouds, edged with a pale copper light, hung against the blue sky, and the boy was lost in a dream of color.

Suddenly he gave a start. An angry look came into his eyes. He got up hurriedly, left the room and on noiseless feet crossed the hall.

Suddenly, he jumped. An angry look appeared in his eyes. He quickly got up, left the room, and silently crossed the hall.

Carefully he opened the door.

He cautiously opened the door.

"Don't ring!" he checked the caller. "What do you want? Mother's asleep." He looked back with defiance at Stephen.

"Don't call!" he checked the caller. "What do you want? Mom's asleep." He glared back defiantly at Stephen.

"I've come round to inquire for her."

"I've come by to ask about her."

Somerfield coolly passed the boy, hung up his hat on the stand, straightening his tie in the glass, with a smile at his languid reflexion.

Somerfield casually walked past the boy, hung his hat on the stand, adjusted his tie in the mirror, and smiled at his relaxed reflection.

"Don't make a row then," Roddy whispered. "I suppose you'd better come into the dining-room——" He closed the door softly behind them.

"Don't cause a scene then," Roddy whispered. "I guess you'd better come into the dining room——" He closed the door quietly behind them.

"How is Mrs. Uniacke?"

"How's Mrs. Uniacke?"

Stephen sauntered to the sideboard, opened a box standing there and helped himself to a cigarette.

Stephen walked over to the sideboard, opened a box that was there, and took a cigarette for himself.

Roddy watched him with a scowl.

Roddy shot him a glare.

"Anything else you'd like?" he asked.

"Is there anything else you want?" he asked.

"Thanks—a small whiskey and soda." Stephen's smile was insolent.

"Thanks—a small whiskey and soda." Stephen's smile was arrogant.

"Help yourself." Roddy saw too late the loop-hole that he had offered. "Mother's just about the same. The doctor came again this morning."

"Go ahead and help yourself." Roddy realized too late the opportunity he had presented. "Mom's pretty much the same. The doctor came by again this morning."

"What did he say?" Stephen filled his glass and lolled back in the armchair.

"What did he say?" Stephen filled his glass and slouched back in the armchair.

"Nothing good—her heart's weak and she's all nerves—doesn't sleep. Of course, she can't touch solids yet—that forcible feeding nearly killed her." The boy winced as he spoke.

"Nothing good—her heart's weak and she's super anxious—doesn't sleep. Of course, she can't handle solid food yet—that force-feeding almost killed her." The boy flinched as he spoke.

"I'm awfully sorry," said Stephen. For once a ring of genuine feeling sounded in his high voice. "I'd like to see this government—wiped out!——" he clenched his hands.

"I'm really sorry," said Stephen. For once, a ring of genuine feeling came through in his high voice. "I'd love to see this government—wiped out!——" he clenched his hands.

"Not much good—there'd be another." Roddy was practical—"you see, if you go and break laws you've got to pay—whoever you are! It's the fault of the Suffrage leaders themselves—they're just 'agitators'——" he paused—"I'd have my knife into them! They don't care who suffers."

"Not much good—there'd be another." Roddy was practical—"you see, if you go and break laws, you’ve got to pay—no matter who you are! It’s the fault of the Suffrage leaders themselves—they’re just 'agitators'——" he paused—"I’d take my anger out on them! They don’t care who gets hurt."

"Well—you seem to take it pretty coolly considering your Mother is the victim?"

"Well—you seem to handle it pretty calmly considering your mom is the victim?"

The boy shot him an angry glance.

The boy shot him an annoyed look.

"She wouldn't be—except for you!"

"She wouldn't be—if not for you!"

A stormy silence followed the words.

A tense silence followed the words.

Stephen was preparing for battle when Roddy suddenly raised his head, malice in his hazel eyes.

Stephen was getting ready for battle when Roddy suddenly looked up, a wicked gleam in his hazel eyes.

"Oh, by the way, I quite forgot. There's been a young woman here to-day asking for you—awfully keen. There's no accounting for people's tastes!"

"Oh, by the way, I totally forgot. There’s been a young woman here today asking for you—really eager. You can’t explain people's tastes!"

Stephen sat up with a start.

Stephen jumped up suddenly.

"A young woman?—what name? And why on earth does she come here?"

"A young woman? What’s her name? And why in the world is she here?"

"Thought it was your house, perhaps—(One back"—he smiled to himself.) "She wouldn't give any name—Said you'd know——" the schoolboy grinned. "A short girl—rather fat—with a touzled mop of fair hair."

"Thought it was your house, maybe—(One back"—he smiled to himself.) "She wouldn't give any name—Said you'd know——" the schoolboy grinned. "A short girl—kind of chubby—with a messy mop of blonde hair."

Somerfield's face went a shade pale.

Somerfield's face turned a little pale.

("It's Letty——" he thought—"oh! confound it!") but out aloud——

("It's Letty——" he thought—"oh! damn it!") but out loud——

"I think I know. She works for our branch of the League."

"I think I get it. She works for our local branch of the League."

"That's all right, then——" Roddy was cheerful—"I gave her your new address, you see. I wrote it down to make sure and she went away quite jolly."

"That's all good, then——" Roddy was in a good mood—"I gave her your new address, you know. I wrote it down to make sure, and she left feeling pretty happy."

Stephen looked venomous.

Stephen looked angry.

"I wish you'd mind your own affairs and leave me to settle mine."

"I wish you'd take care of your own business and let me handle mine."

The schoolboy was hugging himself. Here was a rise out of his foe! He was not as simple as he looked, and although the full tragedy of Letty's desperate hunt for Stephen had quite escaped his young eyes, he was charmed to put a spoke in the wheel of the flirtation he suspicioned.

The schoolboy was hugging himself. Here was a chance to take down his enemy! He wasn't as naive as he appeared, and although he completely missed the full tragedy of Letty's frantic search for Stephen, he was thrilled to interfere with the flirtation he suspected.

"I'm sorry if I've done wrong——" his mischievous face belied the words—"but you say she's working for the Cause, so hasn't she a right to see you?"

"I'm sorry if I've messed up——" his playful grin contradicted his words—"but you say she's working for the Cause, so doesn’t she have a right to see you?"

Stephen silently rose to his feet. He thought of Letty at his lodgings and of his carefully covered tracks since he left the ones near Primrose Hill. And now this interfering schoolboy had undone the work of weeks. He could hardly restrain himself.

Stephen silently got to his feet. He thought about Letty at his place and all the tracks he had carefully covered since leaving those near Primrose Hill. And now this meddling schoolboy had ruined weeks of effort. He could hardly hold himself back.

"I'm off." He made for the door.

"I'm leaving." He headed for the door.

"Wait a second. I'll see you out—I don't want the Mater disturbed."

"Hold on a second. I'll walk you out—I don’t want to bother the Mater."

"Please tell her that I called."

"Please let her know that I called."

"I will—when she's well enough. And, look here, it's no good writing—the doctor won't allow her letters. Unless you'd like Jill to read them and give her an occasional message?"

"I will—when she's better. And you know what, it's pointless to write— the doctor won't let her have any letters. Unless you'd want Jill to read them and pass on a message every now and then?"

But this kindly thought was lost. Stephen vouchsafed no answer.

But this kind thought was overlooked. Stephen didn't respond.

Roddy stood there for a moment—the door held back with his foot—watching his visitor walk away, his coat clipped in to his figure, his boots new, and the latest hat.

Roddy stood there for a moment—the door held open with his foot—watching his visitor walk away, his coat fitted to his shape, his boots brand new, and wearing the latest hat.

"What a rotter the fellow is! I'm rather sorry for that young woman—but what does she see in him?" He turned it over in his mind.

"What a jerk that guy is! I'm kind of sorry for that young woman—but what does she see in him?" He thought about it.

"Silly fools, girls," he said. He spoke the verdict out aloud, with the conscious superiority of a man in the making.

"Silly fools, girls," he said. He spoke the judgment out loud, with the aware confidence of a man coming into his own.

"Why, Roddy—you've grown a cynic!"

"Wow, Roddy—you've become a cynic!"

He turned with a sudden cry of joy.

He turned around with a sudden shout of happiness.

"Peter!"

"Peter!"

McTaggart's smiling face, bronzed and handsome, met his eyes.

McTaggart's smiling face, tanned and good-looking, met his gaze.

"May I come in?—I just called round to ask how Mrs. Uniacke was."

"Can I come in?—I just stopped by to check on how Mrs. Uniacke is doing."

"Rather! My hat!—it's jolly fine to see you back," he danced on the steps. "I say—we'll have to go quiet——" (the boy remembered)—"Mother's asleep."

"Really! My hat!—it's great to see you back," he twirled on the steps. "I mean—we'll have to be quiet——" (the boy remembered)—"Mom's asleep."

They stole through the dingy hall and into the dining-room beyond. McTaggart glanced round with a smile at the bare, familiar place.

They quietly slipped through the shabby hallway and into the dining room ahead. McTaggart looked around with a smile at the empty, familiar space.

"You've grown, Roddy. Where's Jill? Hope she can spare me a minute. I suppose she's busy nursing your Mother?"

"You've really grown, Roddy. Where's Jill? I hope she can take a minute for me. I guess she's busy taking care of your mom?"

"Yes." Roddy's smile faded—"she's getting done up, I'm afraid. Sitting up all night, you know. The Mater can't be left alone."

"Yes." Roddy's smile faded—"she's getting ready, unfortunately. Staying up all night, you know. Mom can't be left alone."

"As bad as that? I'm awfully grieved. Poor old Jill!—and it's rough on you ... Never mind—we must cheer her up. Do tell her that I'm here."

"As bad as that? I'm really upset. Poor old Jill!—and this is tough on you ... Don't worry—we need to lift her spirits. Please let her know that I'm here."

"I'll go now." Roddy paused—"Look here, Peter, I shan't let on that it's you—what a lark! Won't it be a surprise for her." He was off, his eyes shining with fun.

"I'll head out now." Roddy paused—"Listen, Peter, I won't tell anyone it's you—what a blast! Won't it be a surprise for her." He was off, his eyes sparkling with excitement.

He found Jill in the kitchen, sleeves rolled up, her face flushed, leaning over the hot fire, patiently skimming mutton broth.

He found Jill in the kitchen, sleeves rolled up, her face flushed, leaning over the hot stove, patiently skimming the mutton broth.

"You'll have to leave that for a minute. There's someone called and wants to see you. On business, I think," he choked back a laugh.

"You'll need to put that on hold for a minute. Someone's here to see you. I think it's about business," he suppressed a laugh.

"Bother," said Jill, "I can't come now."

"Bother," said Jill, "I can't make it right now."

"Sorry—but I'm no earthly use. Hurry up, there's a good girl."

"Sorry—but I can't help you. Come on, there's a good girl."

Jill, with an impatient sigh, pushed the soup to the side of the stove.

Jill let out an impatient sigh and moved the soup to the side of the stove.

"It won't hurt to simmer there." She wiped her hands on a cloth and with her rounded arms bare, an apron over her drill skirt, followed Roddy up the stairs, a frown on her pretty face.

"It won't hurt to simmer there." She wiped her hands on a cloth and, with her bare arms rounded and an apron over her drill skirt, followed Roddy up the stairs, a frown on her pretty face.

After the gloom of the basement the light dazed her for a second as she walked into the dining-room and saw a tall man standing there.

After the darkness of the basement, the light momentarily blinded her as she entered the dining room and saw a tall man standing there.

"Well, Jill?"

"What's up, Jill?"

At Peter's voice she gave a sadden breathless cry. She caught at the back of a chair and swayed...

At Peter's voice, she let out a sad, breathless cry. She grabbed the back of a chair and swayed...

"Good Lord! I've startled you."

"Wow! I didn't mean to scare you."

His arm went out, supporting her. "I'm awfully sorry." He felt her stiffen. For Jill had recovered herself.

His arm reached out, steadying her. "I'm really sorry." He felt her tense up. Because Jill had pulled herself together.

"You made me jump—How are you, Peter?" She forced a shaky little laugh. "I'm all right—it's nothing ... really." She drew back, her face red—"it's the hot kitchen. I'm rather tired—but awfully glad to see you again."

"You scared me—How are you, Peter?" She let out a nervous little laugh. "I'm okay—it's nothing... really." She stepped back, her face flushed—"it's the hot kitchen. I'm a bit tired—but really happy to see you again."

"You do look a bit played out." His blue eyes ran over her, conscious of a subtle change. This was not his schoolgirl friend of the short skirts and swinging plait.

"You do look a bit worn out." His blue eyes scanned her, noticing a subtle change. This wasn’t the same schoolgirl friend he remembered with her short skirts and swinging braid.

Her hair was wound round her head in glossy coils, from beneath which little tendrils curled away, dark against her white forehead.

Her hair was wrapped around her head in shiny curls, with little strands curling out, dark against her pale forehead.

Her throat and arms, bare and dimpled, were softly curved and the low bosom that rose and fell with her quick breath had lost its narrow, boyish look.

Her throat and arms, exposed and slightly rounded, had gentle curves, and the low chest that rose and fell with her quick breaths had lost its slim, boyish appearance.

But the grey eyes were the same, pure and fearless, though shadowed now with faint circles of violet that added to their natural size; and the pretty face, flushed from the fire, had the clear skin of the child he loved, the rather large and humorous mouth.

But the gray eyes were still the same, pure and fearless, even though they were now surrounded by faint circles of violet that made them appear larger; and the pretty face, flushed from the fire, had the clear skin of the child he loved, with a rather large and playful mouth.

Her long skirt, tightly bound with the narrow apron, showed the curve of her slender hips and beneath he saw her high-arched, supple feet.

Her long skirt, tightly tied with the narrow apron, highlighted the curve of her slim hips, and beneath it, he saw her high-arched, flexible feet.

She looked a thoroughbred—he thought—with a sudden thrill of friendly pride—from the poise of her well-shaped head to the smooth, pointed finger tips.

She looked like a thoroughbred—he thought—with a sudden thrill of friendly pride—from the way her well-shaped head was held to the smooth, pointed tips of her fingers.

"It's so nice to see you again—I'm awfully glad." He beamed at her.

"It's so great to see you again—I'm really happy." He smiled at her.

"I, too——" she laughed back—"we thought you had really gone for good. And you never said in your letter you were coming home, not a word!"

"I, too—" she laughed—"we thought you had really left for good. And you didn’t mention in your letter that you were coming home, not a word!"

"I wanted it to be a surprise."

"I wanted it to be a surprise."

"It was!" She caught her brother's arm. "Roddy—you little wretch!"—for she guessed his share in the trick—"just run down and put on the kettle—and then we'll have tea together. D'you mind a picnic in the kitchen?"—she turned to the visitor, "Lizzie's upstairs with the invalid."

"It was!" She grabbed her brother's arm. "Roddy—you little brat!"—since she figured out his part in the prank—"Just dash down and put the kettle on—and then we can have tea together. Do you mind a picnic in the kitchen?"—she turned to the guest, "Lizzie's upstairs with the sick person."

"I'd love it," McTaggart declared. "I've got such lots of things to tell you. But first of all—how's your Mother?"

"I'd love it," McTaggart said. "I have so much to tell you. But first—how's your mom?"

"Better." Jill smiled bravely. "But it's been dreadful! Poor darling—she came home an utter wreck——" Her lips quivered as she spoke.

"Better." Jill smiled bravely. "But it's been dreadful! Poor darling—she came home completely shattered——" Her lips quivered as she spoke.

"Well—you'll soon get her right, my dear—good nursing and perfect rest." Peter's voice was soothing now; he was inwardly shocked at the strain he guessed. "And then we'll take her out for drives—I've ordered a car from Tommy Bethune."

"Well—you'll have her feeling better soon, my dear—good care and plenty of rest." Peter's voice was calming now; he was internally shocked by the pressure he suspected. "And then we’ll take her out for drives—I’ve booked a car from Tommy Bethune."

"Oh!—I'm so glad. He's such a dear! You don't know how good he's been. He arranged everything for Mother—even to the ambulance."

"Oh!—I'm so glad. He's such a sweetheart! You have no idea how great he's been. He took care of everything for Mom—even the ambulance."

Peter's face was very grave. It was all very well, he said to himself to read of these things in the papers, but the thought of Mrs. Uniacke—that delicate, frail little creature—in a prison, forcibly fed! This was bringing it home with a vengeance. And a new respect seized the man. Whatever his views on the Suffrage question might be, he marvelled in his heart at the courage displayed by those thousands of women banded together to fight or die.

Peter's expression was serious. It was one thing to read about these issues in the news, but thinking about Mrs. Uniacke—that delicate, fragile woman—in prison, being force-fed? That really hit home for him. He felt a newfound respect for the situation. Regardless of his opinions on the Suffrage issue, he admired the bravery of the thousands of women united to fight or die for their cause.

"She's asleep now," went on Jill—"that's been the most serious trouble—that and her heart, which is very weak. And, of course, her digestion's all to pieces—and she's suffered frightfully in her throat ... Well, we won't talk any more about it. Come down and have some tea."

"She’s asleep now," Jill continued, "that’s been the biggest issue—that and her heart, which is really weak. And, of course, her digestion is a mess—and she’s been in a lot of pain with her throat... Well, let’s not dwell on it anymore. Come down and have some tea."

They crossed the hall with bated breath, Jill's finger to her lips. As they went down the dark stairs Peter slipped a hand through her arm.

They walked across the hall, holding their breath, with Jill putting a finger to her lips. As they descended the dark stairs, Peter slipped his arm through hers.

"Steady, Jill. Don't take a header ... 'Steep is the descent to' ... Tea! Here we are. Any black beetles?"

"Easy there, Jill. Don't take a tumble... 'It's a steep drop to'... Tea! Here we are. Any black beetles?"

Jill shivered involuntarily.

Jill shivered without meaning to.

"It's cowardly—but I hate them, Peter! Sometimes when I come down at night the floor's simply black with them. I'd far sooner find burglars!"

"It's cowardly—but I hate them, Peter! Sometimes when I come downstairs at night, the floor is completely covered with them. I'd much rather find burglars!"

McTaggart's laugh steadied her nerves. He checked her in the narrow passage and lowered his voice, with a glance at Roddy beyond them, busy in the kitchen.

McTaggart's laugh calmed her nerves. He halted her in the tight hallway and lowered his voice, casting a glance at Roddy, who was busy in the kitchen beyond them.

"Look here, Jill—now I'm back—I hope you're going to make use of me? I don't want to cut out Bethune——" he smiled, watching her thoughtful face—-"but he's busy and I'm not—I'm game for any odd job. And I want to help—awfully. You see, I came home for that."

"Hey, Jill—now that I'm back—I hope you’re going to put me to work? I don’t want to step on Bethune's toes——" he smiled, observing her pensive expression—"but he’s tied up and I’m not—I'm up for any random task. And I really want to help—very much. You see, I came home for that."

"Did you?" The girl looked at him. Her eyes in the gloom shone like stars under their heavy curling lashes.

"Did you?" The girl looked at him. Her eyes in the dim light sparkled like stars beneath their long, curled lashes.

"Honour bright! Your letter did it. I couldn't bear to think of you in all this trouble without a man. Although I knew you'd the pluck to face it. So it's a bargain—settled between us—I'm to be a sort of handy ... brother?"

"Wow! Your letter did it. I couldn't stand the thought of you in all this trouble without a guy. Even though I knew you had the guts to handle it. So it's a deal—settled between us—I'm going to be a sort of handy ... brother?"

"That's it," said Jill steadily. "I won't forget. Thank you, Peter."

"That's it," Jill said firmly. "I won't forget. Thanks, Peter."




CHAPTER XXII

McTaggart walked to St. John's Wood station absorbed in thought, his face grave.

McTaggart walked to St. John's Wood station deep in thought, his expression serious.

For the memory of his little friend with the tired circles round her eyes haunted each step of the lonely road, shadowed by its belt of trees.

For the memory of his little friend, with the tired circles around her eyes, followed him with every step down the lonely road, which was shaded by its line of trees.

He saw that Jill was worn out with nursing and anxiety, that the long nights of vigil were bought at the expense of her nerves. He guessed, moreover, the strained resources of the shabby house he had left. He would have given much for the right to ease the position with a cheque!

He saw that Jill was exhausted from caring and worrying, that the long nights of keeping watch were taking a toll on her nerves. He also sensed the stretched limits of the rundown house he had left. He would have done a lot for the ability to improve the situation with a check!

But this was plainly impossible. He smiled to himself at the bare idea, striding along oblivious of the heavy thunder drops that fell.

But this was clearly impossible. He smiled to himself at the mere thought, walking along unaware of the heavy raindrops that fell.

At last a scheme presented itself. When he reached the Underground, after a moment's hesitation, he took a ticket for Kensington and, in due course, with two changes, alighted at the High Street station. Here, with an anxious glance at the clock, he turned to the left and, winding about, arrived at last at a large block of flats in a quiet street.

At last, a plan came to mind. When he got to the Underground, after a brief pause, he bought a ticket to Kensington and, eventually, with two transfers, got off at the High Street station. Here, with a worried look at the clock, he turned left and, after winding through some streets, finally reached a large apartment building in a quiet area.

He studied the list of names in the hall, entered the lift and was carried up to the fourth floor and Flat G, where he rang the bell, feeling a shade nervous.

He looked over the list of names in the hallway, got in the elevator, and went up to the fourth floor and Flat G, where he rang the doorbell, feeling a bit anxious.

Miss Elizabeth Uniacke was "at home." He handed the maid his card—a neat elderly woman in an old-fashioned cap and apron—and followed her into a small drawing-room, crowded with little tables and chairs and occupied by a large black cat, asleep on a cushion, and a grey parrot.

Miss Elizabeth Uniacke was "at home." He gave the maid his card—a tidy older woman in a traditional cap and apron—and followed her into a small living room, filled with small tables and chairs, and home to a large black cat, sleeping on a cushion, and a gray parrot.

The door closed and he looked around him. Early Victorian furniture, bright chintzes, modern china, photo frames, frilled cushions and a quantity of Benares work.

The door shut, and he glanced around. Early Victorian furniture, vibrant chintz patterns, contemporary china, photo frames, frilly cushions, and a variety of Benares crafts.

Over the draped chimney-piece a rosewood overmantel obtruded with carved cubicles, enclosing each a simpering statuette. The walls, buff with knots of roses, were dotted with plates, plush brackets and amateurish water colours, but the room was airy and spotlessly clean, with a certain homelike sense of comfort.

Over the covered chimney, a rosewood overmantel stuck out with carved cubicles, each housing a grinning statuette. The walls, a light yellow with clusters of roses, were decorated with plates, plush brackets, and amateur watercolors, but the room felt open and impeccably clean, giving off a cozy, welcoming vibe.

The parrot eyed him wickedly, his grey head on one side, and the black cat yawned in his face, red tongue curled, with sleepy disdain.

The parrot looked at him mischievously, its gray head tilted to one side, while the black cat yawned in his face, its red tongue curled, showing sleepy disdain.

McTaggart's nervousness increased. Then he heard a brisk step, the door opened and in there came a trim, upright little figure in a blue "foulard" dress.

McTaggart's nerves grew stronger. Then he heard a quick step, the door opened, and in walked a neat, upright little figure in a blue "foulard" dress.

He gathered his wits and advanced to meet her. "I'm afraid you won't remember me—I must really apologize for coming..."

He collected his thoughts and stepped forward to meet her. "I'm sorry, but I don't think you'll remember me—I really have to apologize for showing up..."

"Oh, yes, I do——" she cut him short—"quite well"—and held out her hand.

"Oh, yes, I do——" she interrupted him—"totally well"—and extended her hand.

"I met you at my sister-in-law's—Won't you sit down?" He found himself on the chintz-covered sofa facing his hostess.

"I met you at my sister-in-law's—Would you like to sit down?" He found himself on the chintz-covered sofa facing his hostess.

Clear eyes, grey like Jill's, met his gaze, beneath a fringe, plainly false, of a brownish hue, safely secured by a band of black velvet. Beyond this line her natural hair, pepper and salt, seemed to proclaim, with emphasis, the honesty of the subterfuge and her intentions.

Clear eyes, gray like Jill's, met his gaze, hidden beneath a fringe, clearly fake, of a brownish color, securely held in place by a black velvet band. Beyond this line, her natural hair, a mix of gray and brown, seemed to emphasize the honesty of the disguise and her true intentions.

Her nose was sharp, her lips tight, her figure angular and spare, but he noticed she had beautiful hands on which gleamed some fine old rings.

Her nose was sharp, her lips were tight, her figure was angular and slim, but he noticed she had beautiful hands that sparkled with some elegant old rings.

"I was staying there when you lunched one day and took the children for a drive." She seemed to guess that he was nervous and set him at ease with well-bred tact.

"I was staying there when you had lunch one day and took the kids for a drive." She seemed to sense that he was nervous and put him at ease with her polite demeanor.

"It's really about your niece I've called—I hope you will forgive the intrusion." He hesitated, finding it harder even than he had guessed it would be.

"It's actually about your niece that I've called—I hope you can forgive the intrusion." He paused, realizing it was even harder than he had expected.

"Mrs. Uniacke's frightfully ill—but, of course, you know all about it?"

"Mrs. Uniacke is really sick—but, of course, you know all about it?"

Her smile faded instantly; she drew herself up, very erect. "I haven't the slightest pity for her." Her voice was cold and definite. "Her conduct is inexcusable!"

Her smile disappeared right away; she straightened up, standing very tall. "I don't feel the slightest bit of pity for her." Her voice was cold and firm. "Her behavior is unacceptable!"

McTaggart saw how the land lay and decided to be diplomatic.

McTaggart understood the situation and chose to be diplomatic.

"I rather agree with you," he said, "my sympathy is all for Jill."

"I completely agree with you," he said, "I feel really sorry for Jill."

"Disgraceful," the little lady continued, "my brother's name dragged in the dust. I think Mary must be mad!—And I hope this illness will be a lesson."

"Disgraceful," the little lady continued, "my brother's name being dragged through the mud. I think Mary must be crazy!—And I hope this illness will teach her a lesson."

"You haven't seen her, I suppose?"

"You haven't seen her, I guess?"

"And I don't intend to!" Her mouth snapped. "It's quite bad enough to think of Edward's wife in a common prison."

"And I don't plan to!" Her mouth snapped. "It's already bad enough to think about Edward's wife in a regular prison."

"I understand how you feel," McTaggart nodded his head gravely—"but the worst of it is it's killing Jill."

"I get how you feel," McTaggart nodded seriously—"but the really hard part is that it's hurting Jill."

The little old maid started at this.

The elderly single woman was taken aback by this.

"Jill? What's that child got to do with it?"

"Jill? What does that kid have to do with it?"

"Everything"—McTaggart frowned—"nurse her mother, help with the cooking, and sit up, besides, night after night. She can't go on—she's bound to break down—and nobody seems to care in the least." He saw a shade of anxiety settle on the thin face. ("It's all right"—he said to himself—"she's fond of her niece.") His courage rose. "That's why I've come to you, I feel so awfully sorry for Jill—and Mrs. Uniacke's no good—I really thought you ought to know."

"Everything"—McTaggart frowned—"taking care of her mother, helping with the cooking, and staying up late, night after night. She can't keep this up—she's bound to crack under the pressure—and nobody seems to care at all." He noticed a hint of worry on the thin face. ("It's okay"—he thought to himself—"she really cares about her niece.") His confidence grew. "That's why I'm here, I feel so bad for Jill—and Mrs. Uniacke isn't any help—I truly thought you should be informed."

"You did quite right. I'd no idea." Her grey eyes flashed as she spoke. "Mary's not fit to have children!"

"You did the right thing. I had no idea." Her gray eyes flickered as she spoke. "Mary isn't fit to have kids!"

The scorn of the unmarried sounded.

The mockery of the single people echoed.

"I'm so relieved." McTaggart smiled. "I felt it was no business of mine and wondered how you would receive me. But now—since you're so kind—I want to make a certain suggestion. It seems they won't hear of a nurse——" the young man went a trifle red—"Of course—they must have a lot of expenses—education and all that, and I want to be allowed to help.

"I'm so relieved." McTaggart smiled. "I felt it wasn't really my place to intrude and was unsure how you would react. But now—since you’re so gracious—I want to make a suggestion. It seems they’re refusing to hire a nurse——" the young man blushed slightly—"Of course, they must have a lot of expenses—education and everything—and I want to be able to help.

"As it happens I've been left ... rather a large fortune lately and I don't know what to do with the money—it's a fact, I assure you..." he hurried on—"and if you agree to it, I thought I'd see about a good trained nurse—for night work—to relieve Jill. We're such old friends——" his voice pleaded—"only you see she's awfully proud, so I thought if I might use your name Jill need never know about it. I suppose you'll think it awful cheek," boyishly he added the clause—"for a stranger to come and suggest this—but I've known Jill all my life."

"As it turns out, I've recently come into quite a bit of money, and I have no idea what to do with it—honestly, I promise you..." he quickly added—"and if you're okay with it, I was thinking about hiring a good trained nurse—for night shifts—to help Jill. We're such old friends——" his voice was pleading—"but you see, she's really proud, so I thought if I could use your name, Jill would never find out. I suppose you’ll think it’s pretty cheeky," he added boyishly—"for a stranger to come and suggest this—but I’ve known Jill my whole life."

There followed an embarrassing pause. He could feel the keen grey eyes upon him and looked away, his gaze fixed on a goblet of Bohemian glass with "Grüss!" inscribed in gilt upon it.

There was an awkward silence. He could feel the sharp grey eyes on him and looked away, his gaze focused on a Bohemian glass goblet with "Grüss!" written in gold on it.

Over Miss Uniacke's wrinkled face a grim smile began to steal.

Over Miss Uniacke's wrinkled face, a grim smile started to emerge.

"Hm ... I see. You want to indulge in philanthropy—at the expense of my conscience?"

"Hm ... I get it. You want to engage in philanthropy—at the cost of my conscience?"

McTaggart, glancing up, caught a twinkle in her eyes.

McTaggart looked up and saw a sparkle in her eyes.

"Exactly—we can both afford it!—I knew, somehow, you'd be kind."

"Exactly—we can both afford it!—I knew you would be kind."

"Did you?" She chuckled, inwardly pleased. "You seem to take a lot for granted. May I ask the reason why?"

"Did you?" she laughed, feeling satisfied inside. "You seem to take a lot for granted. Can I ask why?"

"Well—if you want to know..." he smiled. "No—I'd better not." He checked himself mischievously, studying her face.

"Well—if you want to know..." he smiled. "No—I'd better not." He caught himself playfully, looking at her face.

"Jill, I suppose, or, perhaps, Roddy?—I sent that young rascal a hamper lately—I expect he's been deceiving you! I only do it because, as it happens, Mrs. Belsey likes cooking. And I don't eat cakes myself—so it pleases her—and I hate waste!"

"Jill, I guess, or maybe Roddy?—I sent that young troublemaker a gift basket recently—I bet he's been fooling you! I only do it because, as it turns out, Mrs. Belsey enjoys cooking. And I don't eat cakes myself—so it makes her happy—and I can't stand waste!"

"No. Roddy's been most discreet!" He paused, then risked it, laughing.

"No. Roddy's been really careful!" He paused, then took a chance, laughing.

"I guessed it from your beautiful hands! There's such a lot of character to be learnt from hands——" he went on calmly, enjoying her indignant surprise. "I always judge people by them, and I'm never very far wrong!"

"I figured it out from your beautiful hands! There's so much character to learn from hands—" he continued calmly, savoring her shocked surprise. "I always judge people by their hands, and I'm usually right!"

"You're a very impertinent young man!"

"You're a really disrespectful young man!"

The smile she could no longer repress robbed the words of their sting—"Now before I answer your ... rigmarole—I want to think."

The smile she couldn't hold back took away the bite from her words—"Before I respond to your ... nonsense—I want to think."

McTaggart nodded. He was well pleased with his mission and he felt a personal interest in this singular new acquaintance, with her sharp tongue and kind eyes.

McTaggart nodded. He was happy with his mission and felt a personal connection to this unique new acquaintance, with her sharp tongue and kind eyes.

Absently, from a black silk bag, Miss Uniacke drew a bundle of wool and began to knit rapidly, thinking aloud, between the stitches.

Absently, from a black silk bag, Miss Uniacke took out a bundle of wool and started to knit quickly, speaking her thoughts between the stitches.

"Three, four, five, purl—the woman's an utter fool—always told Edward so!—seven, eight, drop one. But there's the girl to consider—twelve, thirteen, fourteen, fifteen—dirty house, no management—nineteen, twenty, knit one, turn..."

"Three, four, five, purl—the woman’s a complete fool—always told Edward that!—seven, eight, drop one. But there’s the girl to think about—twelve, thirteen, fourteen, fifteen—dirty house, no management—nineteen, twenty, knit one, turn..."

Silence fell in the darkening room.

Silence settled in the dimming room.

Then from behind the sofa came the startling sound of a noisy kiss.

Then from behind the sofa came the surprising sound of a loud kiss.

McTaggart wheeled round in wonder.

McTaggart turned around in awe.

"Pret-ty Polly—give-us-a-kiss!" followed by a grave "A-men." The grey parrot, upside down, clinging to his narrow perch, let out a mocking laugh. Miss Uniacke knitted on.

"Pret-ty Polly—give us a kiss!" followed by a serious "Amen." The gray parrot, upside down and hanging onto its small perch, let out a mocking laugh. Miss Uniacke kept knitting.

"Seven, eight—strong soup—nine, purl—some good old port—ridiculous! a child of that age—ten, eleven, wants air—drop one—and nine hours sleep. Pity they let her out of prison—fourteen, fifteen, sixteen, turn—If I had my way I'd shave their heads. Soon cure this Suffrage nonsense—Three, four——"

"Seven, eight—strong soup—nine, purl—some good old port—ridiculous! A child that age—ten, eleven, needs fresh air—drop one—and nine hours of sleep. What a shame they let her out of prison—fourteen, fifteen, sixteen, turn—If it were up to me, I’d shave their heads. That would quickly fix this Suffrage nonsense—Three, four——"

McTaggart felt a wild desire to laugh aloud, as from the window the parrot indulged in a hoarse and fervent "Damn!"

McTaggart felt a wild urge to burst out laughing as the parrot from the window exclaimed in a rough and fervent "Damn!"

"Oh!" Miss Uniacke rose to her feet. "You bad bird. You shall go to bed——" She seized a green baize cloth and threw it nimbly over the cage. "I can't think where he learns these words."

"Oh!" Miss Uniacke stood up. "You bad bird. You're going to bed——" She quickly grabbed a green cloth and threw it over the cage. "I can't think where he picks up these words."

At the shocked note in her voice McTaggart straightened his face.

At the surprise in her voice, McTaggart composed himself.

"I expect he lived with a Suffragette before he came to you," he suggested—"and once they get the fever, you know, it's all up with their morals. He'll be out breaking windows next!"

"I think he lived with a Suffragette before he came to you," he suggested. "And once they catch that fever, you know, their morals go right out the window. He'll be out breaking windows next!"

Miss Uniacke chuckled grimly.

Miss Uniacke chuckled darkly.

"Well——" she laid her knitting down and folded her slim white hands. "I've made up my mind, Mr. McTaggart. I can't allow Jill to suffer. I'm much obliged for your kind offer but there's a better way by far. I shall go and look after Mary myself."

"Well——" she set her knitting aside and folded her slim white hands. "I've decided, Mr. McTaggart. I can't let Jill suffer. I really appreciate your kind offer, but there's a much better way. I'm going to take care of Mary myself."

She said it with an air of triumph.

She said it with a sense of victory.

"It will be an excellent opportunity to break her of this Suffrage nonsense." She caught McTaggart's look of alarm. "Don't be afraid—I'm a capital nurse—I mean, of course, when she's convalescent. What she wants now is rest and sleep—and good food. Did you say they hadn't a cook?"

"It will be a great chance to free her from this suffrage nonsense." She noticed McTaggart's concerned expression. "Don't worry—I'm an excellent nurse—I mean, of course, when she's feeling better. What she needs right now is rest, sleep, and good food. Did you say they didn't have a cook?"

"I don't think so—I understand she left, furious, on the day Mrs. Uniacke went to prison."

"I don't think so—I get that she left, really angry, on the day Mrs. Uniacke went to jail."

"I don't blame her." The silk dress rustled. "Then there's only that slatternly housemaid left to help Jill?"

"I don't blame her." The silk dress rustled. "So, it looks like the only one left to help Jill is that messy housemaid?"

"So I gather—unless Stephen condescends to black the boots!"

"So I see—unless Stephen is willing to polish the boots!"

"Ha!" The little lady snorted—"So he's about still, is he?"

"Ha!" the little lady snorted. "So he's still around, is he?"

McTaggart was conscious of a slip. He wished he hadn't mentioned the man.

McTaggart realized he had made a mistake. He wished he hadn't brought up the man.

"I can't say. I know he's at large. I don't fancy prison fare appeals to him—he's rather dainty."

"I can't say. I know he's still out there. I don’t think he likes prison food—it’s not really his style."

"Not a friend of yours, I see."

"Looks like you're not friends with them."

Miss Uniacke's bright eyes surveyed him almost lovingly—"Well—he won't enter that house while I'm there," she decided tartly.

Miss Uniacke's bright eyes looked at him almost affectionately. "Well, he won't step foot in that house while I'm around," she decided sharply.

"Now, to business"—she went on, after a pause, "I'll shut up the flat as soon as I can. I always do for the Summer months and it's only a few weeks earlier—and take both my maids with me. Anyhow, until I can get the house in order and find a cook for Mary. Maria's a good nurse. She's been with me eighteen years and Mrs. Belsey understands invalid soups—she's an excellent woman and a strict teetotaller. So you can set your mind at rest—about Jill, I mean." She smiled as McTaggart rose to his feet. "Come and see us when you like. I'm very much obliged to you. It's not often nowadays you find young men with any sense. The world's all upside down, with feeble boys and manly women!"

"Now, let's get down to business," she continued after a pause. "I'll close up the apartment as soon as I can. I always do for the summer months and it's just a few weeks earlier this time—and I'll take both my maids with me. Anyway, until I can get the house sorted and find a cook for Mary. Maria's a good nurse. She's been with me for eighteen years and Mrs. Belsey knows how to make invalid soups—she's an excellent woman and strictly sober. So you can relax—about Jill, I mean." She smiled as McTaggart stood up. "Come visit us whenever you want. I really appreciate it. It’s not often these days that you come across young men with any sense. The world is all turned upside down, with weak boys and strong women!"

McTaggart held her pretty hand in his beyond the orthodox time.

McTaggart held her pretty hand in his for longer than usual.

"Perhaps," he asked, "you'd come for a spin now and then in my car?"

"Maybe," he asked, "you'd like to take a ride in my car every now and then?"

"And chaperone my niece—eh?"

"And watch over my niece—eh?"

The speech was not without malice. She saw his slightly guilty look and laughed outright.

The speech had some malice in it. She noticed his slightly guilty expression and laughed out loud.

"I understand—I was young once myself, you see."

"I get it—I was young once too, you know."

"Aunt Elizabeth—you're a brick!" He dared the familiarity with his charming smile.

"Aunt Elizabeth—you’re amazing!" He pushed the boundaries of familiarity with his charming smile.

"Well—of all the impertinence!" her thin cheeks flushed a little. "We'll see. I make no rash promises. I shall try and get to Mary on Friday."

"Well—what a nerve!" her thin cheeks flushed a little. "We'll see. I won’t make any hasty promises. I’ll try to catch up with Mary on Friday."

Her face suddenly clouded over.

Her expression suddenly darkened.

"I'm glad now poor Edward's gone. It's a bad business for the children."

"I'm relieved that poor Edward is gone now. This is tough for the kids."

McTaggart felt immensely sorry. He saw she took it keenly to heart.

McTaggart felt really sorry. He noticed that she took it very seriously.

"I suppose"—his voice was very gentle—"you wouldn't care..." he hesitated—"to come and dine with me to-night—if you're disengaged—have nothing better? I'm only just back from abroad and find so many friends away. Won't you take pity on my loneliness?"

"I guess"—his voice was really soft—"you wouldn’t mind..." he paused—"coming to dinner with me tonight—if you’re free—have nothing else going on? I just got back from overseas and noticed a lot of my friends are gone. Won't you feel sorry for my loneliness?"

The little lady was inwardly flattered, but she laughed aside the invitation.

The little lady felt pleased inside, but she brushed off the invitation with a laugh.

"Nonsense!—it's very kind, I'm sure ... but you don't want an old woman like me!"

"Nonsense!—that's really kind of you, but you don’t want someone as old as me!"

"I do"—he smiled back at her. "Say you will?" He saw her glance furtively at the clock beyond. "There's loads of time—I'll change and return to fetch you. What about a theatre?"

"I do," he smiled back at her. "Will you say yes?" He noticed her glance quickly at the clock above. "We have plenty of time—I'll change and come back to get you. How about a show?"

Aunt Elizabeth was tempted.

Aunt Elizabeth was tempted.

"Well ... then—some quiet place without a band. As it happens I have a good ear for music and I won't risk my digestion by swallowing to Tango time! And—Marie Tempest, for choice—there's no nonsense about her!"

"Well ... then—somewhere quiet without a band. As it turns out, I have a good ear for music and I won't risk my digestion by dancing to Tango music! And—Marie Tempest, if I had to choose—she's straightforward!"

Her voice was brisk. "I'm tired of having sermons preached at me from the stage, or so-called 'Comedies'—which are nothing but an excuse for extravagant dress. I want to be amused, you see, not stunned by mere colour and light, and rows of common, simpering girls advertising for a husband."

Her voice was sharp. "I'm tired of being lectured from the stage, or these so-called 'comedies'—which are just an excuse for over-the-top costumes. I want to be entertained, not overwhelmed by just color and light, and lines of ordinary, giggling girls looking for a husband."

With a characteristic gesture she straightened the wayward brown fringe.

With a familiar motion, she fixed her messy brown bangs.

"In my young days we went to the play to see people really act. But now everyone's attention is riveted on the production! A sort of marionette show in which the performers seem to count as auxiliaries to the epigrams parcelled out by the author. You don't hear people praise the art of the actor. Oh, dear, no. It's: 'Isn't it well put on?' or 'Aren't the dresses simply sweet?'"

"In my younger days, we went to the theater to see people really act. But now, everyone is focused on the production! It feels like a sort of puppet show, where the performers seem to be just supporting the clever lines written by the author. You rarely hear people praise the art of acting anymore. Oh no, it's more like, 'Isn't it well done?' or 'Aren't the costumes just lovely?'"

McTaggart laughed heartily.

McTaggart laughed loudly.

"There's a great deal in what you say. Well, I'll be back within the hour. I'm so glad you can come." He foresaw that the evening might prove a quaint experience in the company of his new friend with her sharp eyes and caustic tongue.

"There's a lot of truth in what you say. I'll be back in an hour. I'm really glad you can make it." He anticipated that the evening could turn out to be an interesting experience with his new friend, whose sharp eyes and biting remarks added to the excitement.

The little old maid smiled at him.

The elderly single woman smiled at him.

"You'll find me quite ready," she replied, "and looking forward to my treat."

"You'll find me all set," she replied, "and excited for my treat."

But in her heart she was saying: "I believe the boy's fond of Jill. And Mary's such an utter fool! I must see into this myself. Edward, I know, would thank me for it. He seems a nice, manly fellow..."

But in her heart, she was thinking: "I believe the boy likes Jill. And Mary is such a complete fool! I need to figure this out myself. Edward would definitely appreciate it. He seems like a good, honest guy..."

Little McTaggart guessed her thoughts, nor the impulse prompting her to accept.

Little McTaggart sensed her thoughts, and he understood the urge that led her to agree.

As he left the room he heard the parrot, shrouded and sulky, drawing corks!

As he left the room, he heard the parrot, covered and moody, popping corks!




CHAPTER XXIII

A month passed quickly away. Almost every day McTaggart's car drew up at the house near Primrose Hill, and Jill and Roddy joyfully mounted in it, with an occasional fourth in the shape of Aunt Elizabeth. Then off they went out of London into the cooler country air, a trio of gay explorers armed with maps and a pic-nic hamper.

A month flew by. Almost every day, McTaggart's car pulled up at the house near Primrose Hill, and Jill and Roddy happily got in, sometimes joined by Aunt Elizabeth. Then they drove out of London into the refreshing country air, a trio of cheerful explorers equipped with maps and a picnic basket.

Such cakes! For Mrs. Belsey had fallen a victim to Roddy's charms, his wheedling voice and jolly laugh and "Cookie—just one jam-puff?"

Such cakes! For Mrs. Belsey had become a target of Roddy's charms, his persuasive voice and cheerful laugh and "Cookie—just one jam-puff?"

Miss Uniacke, too, had thoroughly enjoyed what she was pleased to call her "bounden duty."

Miss Uniacke also really enjoyed what she liked to call her "obligatory duty."

From attic to cellar the musty old house had been turned literally inside out. For the invalid had improved at a surprisingly quick rate. No longer the household moved on tiptoe. Good food and the sense of all responsibility shelved on to the shoulders of the capable little old maid; her careful nursing and cheerful common sense had gone far to hasten the cure.

From attic to basement, the musty old house had been turned completely inside out. The invalid had improved at a surprisingly fast rate. No longer did the household move on tiptoe. Good food and the sense of responsibility rested on the capable little old maid; her attentive care and cheerful practicality had greatly helped with the recovery.

With her two devoted well-trained servants and a charwoman (forbidden "chatter!") Aunt Elizabeth had probed into every hole and corner.

With her two loyal, well-trained servants and a cleaner (no "chatter!" allowed), Aunt Elizabeth had searched every nook and cranny.

The episode of the dead mouse (in a disused cupboard under the stairs) had proved the culminating point in her campaign against disorder.

The episode with the dead mouse (in an unused cupboard under the stairs) had turned out to be the breaking point in her fight against chaos.

Jill had been summoned to find her Aunt, rigid, holding between finger and thumb the tail of the moral offender: not unlike a small rodent herself, with her sharp nose and pointed chin framed in a grey check duster.

Jill had been called to find her Aunt, stiff, pinching between her fingers the tail of the wrongdoer: somewhat like a small rodent herself, with her sharp nose and pointed chin framed in a grey check coat.

Her brown fringe was frankly awry, her grey eyes had steely points.

Her brown bangs were noticeably messy, and her gray eyes had a sharp intensity.

"Look at that!—I've a great mind to take it straight to your Mother. I wonder you haven't all had typhoid! That's what comes of a dirty house!"—she scoffed—"she really ought to know."

"Look at that!—I really want to take it straight to your mom. I can't believe you all haven't gotten typhoid! That’s what happens with a filthy house!"—she mocked—"she really should know."

"Oh, Aunt Elizabeth, don't!" cried Jill. "Mother's afraid of mice."

"Oh, Aunt Elizabeth, please don't!" cried Jill. "Mom is scared of mice."

"Hm..." Miss Uniacke snorted at this—"and calls herself a militant suffragette! I'm really ashamed for the servants to see it. Take it away and bury it—and I only hope it will be a lesson!"

"Hmm..." Miss Uniacke scoffed at this—"and calls herself a militant suffragette! I'm honestly embarrassed for the staff to see it. Get rid of it and bury it—and I just hope it serves as a lesson!"

Inwardly she was rejoicing. Jill, obediently, received the corpse and departed toward the garden. On the way she met Roddy—who promptly proposed to skin it!—but the gruesome project was abandoned and a small grave dug instead, with an ornamental tombstone.

Inwardly she was thrilled. Jill, following instructions, took the body and headed toward the garden. On the way, she ran into Roddy—who immediately suggested skinning it!—but that gruesome idea was dropped in favor of digging a small grave instead, complete with an ornamental tombstone.

As soon as the house was thoroughly cleaned the reformer turned her attention to the domestic education of her niece. For Mrs. Uniacke was up, on a long chair in her room, and required but little nursing now.

As soon as the house was completely cleaned, the reformer focused on teaching her niece. Mrs. Uniacke was up in her room on a long chair and needed very little care now.

Every morning after breakfast Aunt Elizabeth donned a hat of plaited straw, tied with a ribbon under her pointed chin, not unlike the kind worn by a careful horse during a heat wave—so Jill thought—and only needing two holes and a pair of ears!

Every morning after breakfast, Aunt Elizabeth put on a braided straw hat, secured with a ribbon under her pointed chin, similar to the kind worn by a cautious horse in a heatwave—at least that’s what Jill thought—and it only needed two holes and a pair of ears!

She and Jill would adjourn to the garden, where a pantry table and chairs were arranged on the swept path under a sycamore.

She and Jill would head to the garden, where a pantry table and chairs were set up on the cleared path under a sycamore tree.

Here they mended the long-neglected household linen and the older woman preached; taking for her text the decadence of the present age, as compared to that of her early youth.

Here they fixed the long-neglected household linens while the older woman lectured, using the decline of today's society as her topic, compared to the vibrancy of her youth.

"In my young days"—she would start with a sniff—"we took a pride in our homes. We hadn't time for discontent and to dabble in men's affairs. Look at this darn..." she held it out. "I'd like to see a man do that!"

"In my younger days," she would begin with a sniff, "we took pride in our homes. We didn't have time for discontent or to get involved in men's business. Look at this darn..." she held it out. "I'd like to see a man do that!"

Contempt was in her shrill voice. She went on, more gently:

Contempt was evident in her high-pitched voice. She continued, more softly:

"I remember we used once a week to meet at my Mother's house—your Grandmamma, Jill, my dear, but you don't remember her—my two cousins and my sister and a girl friend, and have a Sewing Bee. You think it sounds dull?—I assure you it wasn't! We took it in turns to read aloud—Wilkie Collins was coming out in a weekly journal—most exciting! We fixed the day on which it appeared, and no one was allowed to peep inside. Edward used to take it in. He was always so full of fun—and one afternoon he pretended it hadn't come. We were so vexed and then my cousin Jean found it pushed carefully into a stocking ready to darn! How we laughed!" She glanced up, smiling, at Jill—"You're very like your Father, my dear, his hair and eyes—and dark brows."

"I remember we used to meet at my mom's house once a week—your grandma, Jill, my dear, but you don't remember her—along with my two cousins, my sister, and a friend to have a Sewing Bee. You think it sounds boring? I promise you it wasn't! We took turns reading aloud—Wilkie Collins was being published in a weekly magazine—so exciting! We set the day it came out, and no one was allowed to peek. Edward would bring it in. He was always so much fun—and one afternoon he pretended it hadn't arrived. We were so annoyed, and then my cousin Jean found it carefully tucked into a stocking ready to be mended! We laughed so hard!" She looked up, smiling, at Jill—"You look a lot like your dad, my dear, with his hair and eyes—and those dark brows."

"Am I?—I'm so glad." The girl checked a sudden sigh. "You can't think how we missed him!"—her voice was low—"it seemed, somehow ... like the end of everything."

"Am I?—I’m so glad." The girl caught a sudden sigh. "You can’t imagine how much we missed him!"—her voice was soft—"it felt, somehow ... like the end of everything."

For a space silence fell between them, charged with memories, sweet and sad. Then Aunt Elizabeth stirred, took off her glasses, wiped them aggressively, and in a sharp, business-like voice:

For a moment, silence hung between them, filled with bittersweet memories. Then Aunt Elizabeth moved, removed her glasses, cleaned them vigorously, and spoke in a sharp, professional tone:

"Now—let me see." She held out her hand—"Algebra and Euclid and Greek and she can't hem a tablecloth! That's the modern education ... Look at that line—d'you call that straight? Girls brought up to think of nothing but dress and pleasure—pampered by maids!—And they proceed to fall in love!—(an eloquent sniff) with some young fool without a penny to his name—marry in haste—and can't even teach the cook to make a milk pudding!

"Now—let me see." She extended her hand—"Algebra, Euclid, Greek—and she can't hem a tablecloth! That's modern education for you... Look at that line—do you call that straight? Girls raised to think about nothing but fashion and fun—spoiled by maids!—And then they go and fall in love!—(a dramatic sniff) with some young fool who's broke—rush into marriage—and can't even show the cook how to make a milk pudding!

"Then you pick up the newspaper one day and find—'What to Do with Our Girls?'" she sneered, "and 'Is Marriage Really a Failure?'—'Should Mother Dance the Tango?' I've no patience with the women—empty dolls or else unsexed!"

"Then you pick up the newspaper one day and find—'What to Do with Our Girls?'" she scoffed, "and 'Is Marriage Really a Failure?'—'Should Mom Dance the Tango?' I have no patience for these women—just empty dolls or completely unfeminine!"

She bit her cotton with sharp teeth and went on with her homily.

She bit down on her cotton with sharp teeth and continued with her speech.

"In my young days"—Jill dared to smile—"we were not ashamed of women's work—we took a pride in it, my dear. Why, your Grandmother Uniacke lived in the depths of the country, fifteen miles from a town and no railway station either! No shops—no chemist. She had her own store-room of drugs and dispensed them as well as any doctor. Once a week the villagers came and explained their ailments and Mamma used to prescribe—in all but the most dangerous cases. She was the squire's wife, you see, and this was expected then. We made our own butter and cheese—bread, of course—and home-brewed ale and cured our own bacon too. Everywhere my mother presided. She was like a little queen; in a kingdom of her own! There was no time, I can tell you, to discuss Woman's Rights—we took that for granted in my young days. And if a girl couldn't sew it was considered a disgrace! She very soon had to learn—and dairy work and plain cooking."

"In my younger days," Jill dared to smile, "we weren't ashamed of women's work—we took pride in it, my dear. Your Grandmother Uniacke lived deep in the countryside, fifteen miles from the nearest town and without a railway station! No shops—no pharmacy. She had her own supply of medications and could dispense them as well as any doctor. Once a week, the villagers would come and share their ailments, and Mom would prescribe—except in the most dangerous cases. She was the squire's wife, you see, and that was expected back then. We made our own butter and cheese—bread, of course—and brewed our own ale and cured our own bacon, too. My mother was in charge everywhere. She was like a little queen in her own kingdom! We had no time, I can assure you, to discuss Woman's Rights—we just took that for granted in my younger days. And if a girl couldn't sew, it was considered a shame! She quickly had to learn—along with dairy work and basic cooking."

She broke off abruptly—with a sharp glance at Jill.

She suddenly stopped, giving Jill a sharp glance.

"Now—measure it with your card. Don't you get that hem too wide. I sometimes think sewing machines were the invention of the Devil! God knew when He made woman the soothing effect of needlework. And directly Eve ate the apple and filled her brain with education she had to set about an apron! Not only as a covering but to occupy her idle hands. There's nothing beats it, to my mind, as a sedative for the nerves. When you're worried with puzzling questions, take a bit of plain sewing and you'll find the 'stitch ... stitch' brings its own peace. With no noise and clatter like working a machine or that other abomination—a typewriter. I'd as soon be in a factory, and I verily believe we've never had the same health since the advent of machinery.

"Now—measure it with your card. Don’t make that hem too wide. I sometimes think sewing machines were invented by the Devil! God knew when He created woman the calming effect of needlework. And as soon as Eve ate the apple and filled her mind with knowledge, she had to start sewing an apron! Not just as a covering but to keep her hands busy. In my opinion, there’s nothing better than it for soothing the nerves. When you’re worried about confusing problems, do a bit of plain sewing and you’ll find that 'stitch ... stitch' brings its own peace. No noise and clatter like using a machine or that other monstrosity—a typewriter. I’d rather be in a factory, and I truly believe our health has never been the same since machines came along."

"It's changed even the social side. In my young days the people with means were the landed gentry and the nobility. But now all the fine old places are being sold up to the rich manufacturers"—she sighed with real chagrin. "Everywhere, instead of good work and durability, it's cheap clothes trimmed with imitation lace. And women with idle hands, discontented and neurotic.

"It's changed even the social scene. In my younger days, people with wealth were the landed gentry and the nobility. But now, all the beautiful old places are being sold off to wealthy manufacturers"—she sighed with genuine disappointment. "Everywhere you look, instead of quality craftsmanship and durability, it's cheap clothing edged with fake lace. And women with nothing to do, feeling dissatisfied and anxious."

"If every woman did the work she leaves to her lady's maid and saw to good old-fashioned food and unadulterated bread, we shouldn't hear of these cases of 'nervous breakdown' everywhere. It's the unnatural life we lead, turning night into day, eating unwholesome kickshaws and poisoning ourselves with doctored wines!"

"If every woman took on the tasks she assigns to her maid and focused on preparing wholesome meals and pure bread, we wouldn't be hearing about 'nervous breakdowns' all the time. It's the unnatural lifestyle we follow, flipping our days and nights, eating unhealthy snacks, and poisoning ourselves with altered wines!"

"But don't you think..." Jill got her chance at last as Aunt Elizabeth paused for breath—"that the present education is broadening women's minds? Think of the frightful superstition—the narrow moral point of view—the bigoted creeds of the centuries past. When girls talked of nothing but sentiment and fainted and screamed..."

"But don't you think..." Jill finally had her chance as Aunt Elizabeth took a breath—"that today's education is expanding women's minds? Think about the terrible superstitions—the limited moral perspectives—the bigoted beliefs of the past centuries. When girls only talked about feelings and fainted and screamed..."

"Hm...." Miss Uniacke interrupted. "I don't see very much improvement. They shriek now on public platforms—instead of in their own parlours. It's a less decent form of hysteria, to my mind!"

"Hm...." Miss Uniacke interrupted. "I don't see much improvement. They scream now on public platforms—instead of in their own living rooms. It's a less respectable form of hysteria, in my opinion!"

Jill laughed aloud.

Jill laughed out loud.

"All the same—I think they've more self-respect nowadays. They don't go running after men..."

"Still, I believe they have more self-respect these days. They don't chase after men..."

"Don't they?" snapped her Aunt. "Just read a few cases of breach of promise and divorce! That will show you how far the modern woman respects herself!

"Don't they?" her aunt snapped. "Just read a few cases of breach of promise and divorce! That will show you how far modern women respect themselves!"

"Nine times out of ten it's idleness breeds sin. If they tubbed their own babies they'd have less leisure for such mischief. But babies are out of fashion now..." the intrepid old maid stole a glance at Jill's calm face and proceeded—"Mind you, I don't say I consider it's right to bring a lot of children into the world if you haven't the means to support them. But you'll notice if you look around it's the people who could well afford it who generally shirk that duty! A baby's a handicap, you see, in a life of pleasure.—It means self-denial—and besides this, the young generation shrink from any form of pain!...

"Nine times out of ten, it's idleness that leads to sin. If they took care of their own babies, they'd have less time for mischief. But babies aren’t in vogue anymore..." the brave old maid glanced at Jill's calm face and continued—"Don't get me wrong, I don't think it's right to bring a bunch of kids into the world if you can't support them. But if you look around, you'll see that it's often those who can afford it who usually avoid that responsibility! A baby is a burden, you know, in a life of enjoyment. It means giving up some fun—and besides, the younger generation tends to shy away from any form of pain!...

"When you marry, Jill, my dear," her thoughts swerved to McTaggart—"make up your mind to be wife and mother—instead of a well-dressed, idle doll! You'll be far happier—mark my words—it's what the Almighty planned for women."

"When you get married, Jill, my dear," her thoughts drifted to McTaggart—"decide to be a wife and mother—rather than a well-dressed, useless pretty face! You'll be much happier—trust me on this—it's what God intended for women."

"I shan't marry." Jill's dark head was bent in shadow over her work.

"I won't marry." Jill's dark hair was cast in shadow as she focused on her work.

"All young girls say that." Aunt Elizabeth smiled to herself. "And some of us stick to it," she added with a touch of grim honesty.

"All young girls say that." Aunt Elizabeth smiled to herself. "And some of us actually stand by it," she added with a hint of harsh truth.

"There you are!" cried Jill. But the moment the words had passed her lips she regretted them. For the thin old face was a trifle wistful. She went on quickly.

"There you are!" shouted Jill. But as soon as she said it, she wished she hadn't. The old man's thin face looked a little sad. She quickly continued.

"I'd far rather be like you, with all your liberty, Aunt Elizabeth. For, after all, though one does hear of happy marriages"—she paused—"they're rather rare, aren't they? And if one marries for love ... it's that—or nothing!" Her face was grave. "How can one tell it's going to last?"

"I'd much rather be like you, with all your freedom, Aunt Elizabeth. Because, after all, even though people talk about happy marriages"—she paused—"they're pretty rare, right? And if someone marries for love... it's that—or nothing!" Her expression was serious. "How can anyone know it's going to last?"

For once her Aunt found no reply.

For once, her aunt had no response.

So the mornings would pass away in work and argument, strangely happy, followed by long afternoons in the open air with McTaggart.

So the mornings would go by filled with work and debate, oddly cheerful, followed by long afternoons outside with McTaggart.

Jill looked the picture of health, with sunburnt cheeks and healthy nerves.

Jill looked perfectly healthy, with sun-kissed cheeks and a calm demeanor.

For the summer had triumphed over the rain and a long spell of drought succeeded.

For summer had won over the rain, and a long period of drought followed.

London was clearing fast of its smart crowd, and the streets and parks seemed to draw a breath of relief, freed from the daily whirl. Few people lingered in town, save the workers, and, here and there, a scattered fragment of society detained by some passing need.

London was quickly emptying of its fashionable crowd, and the streets and parks seemed to take a breath of relief, free from the daily hustle. Few people stayed in the city, except for the workers, and a few scattered individuals held up by some immediate need.

Among the bright birds of passage was Lady Leason. McTaggart met her one July morning coming briskly forth from her tailor's.

Among the vibrant birds of passage was Lady Leason. McTaggart ran into her one July morning as she came out energetically from her tailor's.

"Well—this is nice!" He stopped and shook hands. "I thought you and Dick had gone to Cowes?"

"Well—this is nice!" He paused and shook hands. "I thought you and Dick had gone to Cowes?"

"No—I'm a lone widow"—she smiled. "I'm off next week to join him in Scotland. I've been trying on some shooting clothes"—she produced a pattern—"How d'you like it?"

"No—I'm a single widow," she smiled. "I'm heading to Scotland next week to join him. I've been trying on some shooting clothes"—she showed a pattern—"What do you think?"

"Heather mixture—nice stuff," he fingered it with approval. "It's simply ages since I've seen you—I've only been back a little time and meant to call, but heard you had gone. Shall you be at home next Sunday?"

"Heather mix—great stuff," he touched it with appreciation. "It’s been forever since I’ve seen you—I’ve just been back for a little while and meant to call, but I heard you were away. Will you be home next Sunday?"

"What are you doing this evening? Come and dine—that would be better. I've got Bertram staying with me—my cousin. He's up for the Church Congress."

"What are you doing this evening? Come and have dinner—that would be better. I've got my cousin Bertram staying with me. He's here for the Church Congress."

"I'd love to. Is that the Bishop?" and as she nodded—"at eight o'clock?"

"I'd love to. Is that the Bishop?" And as she nodded—"at eight o'clock?"

"Yes—as usual. We'll have a chat—just ourselves—that will be nice. You haven't missed much this season—everything spoilt by rain. Ascot was like the Flood and I didn't get a single winner!"

"Yeah—just like always. We'll have a talk—just the two of us—that'll be nice. You haven't missed much this season—everything's been ruined by rain. Ascot was a total washout and I didn't snag a single winner!"

"Hard luck!" said McTaggart. He saw her into a taxi and stood for a moment leaning on the door.

"Bad luck!" said McTaggart. He helped her into a taxi and stood there for a moment, leaning on the door.

"I don't know what you'll get to eat"—the pretty grey-haired woman smiled—"half the servants have gone to Scotland—Bertram and I lead the simple life!"

"I have no idea what you’ll be eating," the attractive gray-haired woman smiled, "half the staff has gone to Scotland—Bertram and I are living a simple life!"

"I'm not particular"—he laughed—"so long as you don't give me rabbit!"

"I'm not picky," he laughed, "as long as you don't serve me rabbit!"

This was an old joke between them. Once they had stayed in a country house where the hostess was noted for frugality and rabbit had figured on the menu to an alarming extent. Beginning with cold pie at breakfast, a curry (with suspicious bones) had proved the hot dish at lunch and a "chicken cream" figured at dinner in which McTaggart had found a shot!

This was an old joke between them. Once they had stayed in a country house where the hostess was known for being frugal, and rabbit had appeared on the menu way too much. Starting with cold pie for breakfast, a curry (with suspicious bones) was the hot dish for lunch, and at dinner, there was "chicken cream," in which McTaggart had found a shot!

So he declared. And ever after the hostess in private had been named "Bunny" in Lady Leason's set. McTaggart smiled at the recollection.

So he said. And from then on, the hostess was privately called "Bunny" in Lady Leason's circle. McTaggart smiled at the memory.

He was going that afternoon to take Miss Uniacke for a final drive, with Jill and Roddy; for on the morrow she was leaving her sister-in-law.

He was going that afternoon to take Miss Uniacke for one last drive, along with Jill and Roddy; because the next day she was leaving her sister-in-law.

With the quick recuperative power that many nervous women possess the invalid had cast off the yoke of her recent illness rapidly.

With the quick recovery abilities that many anxious women have, the patient had swiftly shaken off the burden of her recent illness.

Already keen to return to work, despite Aunt Elizabeth's many lectures, the very fact of her late ordeal had fired her vivid imagination.

Already eager to get back to work, despite Aunt Elizabeth's numerous lectures, the experience of her recent ordeal had ignited her vivid imagination.

She held that her public demonstration had given her at last the right to consider herself not only a martyr but a worthy Champion of the Cause.

She believed that her public demonstration had finally earned her the right to see herself not just as a martyr but also as a deserving Champion of the Cause.

But behind her desire for active work lay dormant the thought of Stephen's friendship. She had suffered from the enforced estrangement, yet was shrewdly aware of the reason.

But behind her desire to be active was the lingering thought of Stephen's friendship. She had felt the pain of the forced distance between them, but she was keenly aware of the reason for it.

She knew that Miss Uniacke did not approve of the intimacy, but imagined too that the little old maid was no lover of the opposite sex. She had been honestly amazed at her attitude toward McTaggart. It never occurred to her that Jill was the link between the curious pair. Nor could she realize in the girl a charm that would warrant the supposition.

She knew that Miss Uniacke didn't approve of their closeness, but she also thought that the little old maid wasn't a fan of men. She had genuinely been surprised by Miss Uniacke's stance on McTaggart. It never crossed her mind that Jill might be the connection between the two odd individuals. Nor could she see any charm in the girl that would justify such a thought.

Although she loved her only daughter and was secretly proud of her own offspring, she would have been greatly surprised had an outsider pointed out the fact of Jill's attraction to men.

Although she loved her only daughter and was secretly proud of her, she would have been really surprised if someone from outside pointed out that Jill was attracted to men.

The girl was so unlike herself!

The girl was so different from herself!

It is a curious human trait that a mother can rarely appreciate a different type in her daughter. And yet some hidden law of Nature presiding at the children's birth most frequently endows a girl with the characteristics of the father. Jill was the picture of Colonel Uniacke. Roddy, with his bright colour, high cheek bones, and bird-like glance, was far more like the mother, though a stronger edition, in miniature.

It’s an interesting human trait that a mother can hardly recognize a different type in her daughter. Yet some hidden law of Nature that governs the birth of children often gives a girl the traits of her father. Jill looked just like Colonel Uniacke. Roddy, with his vibrant color, high cheekbones, and bird-like gaze, resembled the mother much more, though he was a stronger version, just smaller.

But Jill, tall, gracefully formed, was rounded too; with wide grey eyes and her father's well-shaped hands and feet. Her mouth was a shade too large for beauty, but full of character, fresh and curved, with the deep corners that spell humour, and her chin held a note of obstinacy.

But Jill, tall and elegantly built, was also curvy; she had wide grey eyes and her father's nicely shaped hands and feet. Her mouth was a bit too big for conventional beauty, but it was full of character, fresh and curved, with deep corners that hinted at humor, and her chin had a hint of stubbornness.

She had her father's clear judgment, sense of proportion and of balance, his strong vitality, warm heart and an almost passionate love of justice. Her greatest stumbling block was pride.

She inherited her father's clear judgment, sense of proportion and balance, his strong vitality, warm heart, and a deep passion for justice. Her biggest challenge was her pride.

Many a time as a tiny child had she wept in secret over a fault, but refused to apologize. She was 'sent to Coventry' once for a week for some unwise rebellious speech, but at the end of the punishment the little girl was still stubborn.

Many times as a small child, she had cried quietly over a mistake but refused to say sorry. She was "sent to Coventry" once for a week for some foolish rebellious comment, but by the end of the punishment, the little girl was still stubborn.

"I'm sorry that I hurt you, Mother—I am sorry"—the tears rolled down—"but I meant every word I said—and I do still—I can't help it!"

"I'm sorry that I hurt you, Mom—I am sorry"—the tears rolled down—"but I meant every word I said—and I still mean it—I can't help it!"

Colonel Uniacke was called, prompted by his indignant wife.

Colonel Uniacke was summoned, urged by his upset wife.

He took Jill on his knee.

He sat Jill on his lap.

"Now, then, child—out with it!"

"Okay, kid—spill it!"

"I said"—her arms went round his neck—"I simply hated Miss Bellew" ... (she referred to the new governess). "She's a perfect sneak and she hit Roddy—I know I'm naughty"—she wailed aloud—"but I do hate her—she's a beast! and I won't 'kiss and make friends'—not to please anybody!..."

"I said"—her arms wrapped around his neck—"I absolutely hated Miss Bellew" ... (she was talking about the new governess). "She's such a sneak and she hit Roddy—I know I'm being bad"—she cried out—"but I really hate her—she's awful! And I'm not going to 'kiss and make up'—not to make anyone happy!..."

"All right, then, you needn't." The child stared with wide eyes. "But while she's in authority you'll treat her with a proper respect. If she's a foe you're still bound—more than ever bound in honour—to show her every courtesy. And now go and kiss your mother."

"Okay, you don't have to." The child stared with big eyes. "But as long as she's in charge, you need to treat her with the respect she deserves. Even if she's an enemy, you are still obligated—more than ever obligated in honor—to show her all the courtesy you can. Now go and kiss your mom."

Jill slid down, her sobs checked. This was a new point of view. Her father watched her thoughtfully.

Jill slid down, her sobs stifled. This was a fresh perspective. Her father observed her thoughtfully.

"Of course," he said, "it's rather hard on Miss Bellew, when you think of it. She's paid to teach you—it's her living—she doesn't do it out of pleasure. You are the daughter of the house. She's my guest..." He shrugged his shoulders.

"Of course," he said, "it's pretty tough on Miss Bellew, if you think about it. She's getting paid to teach you—it's her job—she's not doing it for fun. You’re the daughter of the house. She’s my guest..." He shrugged his shoulders.

Jill turned without a word, and went back into the schoolroom.

Jill turned without saying anything and went back into the classroom.

From the passage outside, her parents heard her explain the matter.

From outside, her parents heard her explain the situation.

"Miss Bellew"—she stood there in her crumpled pinafore, stiff and forlorn, tears still on her cheeks. "I'm sorry I was rude to you. I'm sorry I said you were a beast. But you hit Roddy—that finished it—and I don't like you—I never shall! But I won't call you names again. No—I don't want to be kissed ... but I'm going to be a good girl ... as long (sniff) ... as you're Father's guest."

"Miss Bellew"—she stood there in her wrinkled apron, stiff and sad, tears still on her cheeks. "I'm sorry I was rude to you. I'm sorry I called you a beast. But you hit Roddy—that was the last straw—and I don't like you—I never will! But I won't call you names again. No—I don't want to be kissed ... but I'm going to be a good girl ... as long (sniff) ... as you're Dad's guest."

She kept her word. Weeks later she explained the truce to Colonel Uniacke.

She stayed true to her promise. Weeks later, she explained the truce to Colonel Uniacke.

"We're 'honourable foes,' you see—like Coeur de Lion and Saladin."

"We're 'noble opponents,' you know—like Richard the Lionheart and Saladin."

The story had become a classic, and in the quiet garden one evening Aunt Elizabeth repeated it to the much-amused McTaggart.

The story had become a classic, and one evening in the quiet garden, Aunt Elizabeth shared it again with the very entertained McTaggart.

"It's just like Jill"—he commented—"she's got a man's code of honour. I've never met a girl like her ... it's a character in a thousand."

"It's just like Jill," he said. "She's got a man's code of honor. I've never met a girl like her ... she's one in a thousand."

Aunt Elizabeth looked up slyly—and caught the light in the blue eyes.

Aunt Elizabeth glanced up slyly—and caught the light in her blue eyes.

"I think we're both of us fond of Jill," she said, letting the words sink in. Then started briskly to talk of Mrs. Uniacke's improvement, drifting off into her pet aversion—Woman's Suffrage and Militant ways.

"I think we both really like Jill," she said, allowing the words to settle in. Then she quickly shifted the conversation to Mrs. Uniacke's recovery, drifting off into her pet peeve—Women's Suffrage and militant approaches.

But her stray shot had missed the mark. The purely brotherly terms on which McTaggart met his girl friend were still untouched by sentiment.

But her stray shot had missed the target. The completely brotherly way McTaggart interacted with his girlfriend was still free from any sentiment.

He hardly knew how much he cared; content with a sense of friendship so totally distinct from all his other dealings with her sex.

He barely realized how much he cared; satisfied with a sense of friendship that was completely different from all his other interactions with women.

He knew that Jill liked him. Not for a moment did he guess the presence of a deeper feeling. She supplied the want he had keenly felt in his own lack of home life. It was good to know that in one house he was always a welcome guest without the fear of intrigue or wearisome social convention.

He knew that Jill liked him. Not for a second did he realize there was a deeper feeling. She filled the gap he had keenly felt in his own lack of a home life. It was reassuring to know that in one house, he was always a welcome guest without the worry of drama or tired social rules.

For during the long months abroad many traps had been laid for him, and it bred a shrewd distrust of girls, based on more than vanity.

For during the long months abroad many traps had been set for him, and it created a keen mistrust of girls, rooted in more than just vanity.

Now as he strolled slowly along toward his club through the Mayfair streets his thoughts ran back to Cydonia.

Now as he walked slowly toward his club through the Mayfair streets, his thoughts drifted back to Cydonia.

He walked past the Cadells' door. The blinds were down, the shutters fixed. Obedient to the decree of fashion they had moved on with the social tide.

He walked past the Cadells' door. The blinds were closed, the shutters locked. Following the trend, they had gone along with the social wave.

But a feeling of thankfulness possessed him. He knew well that he had escaped a life with a woman who would have bored him, chained to the "obvious orthodox"!

But he felt a sense of gratitude. He knew very well that he had dodged a life with a woman who would have bored him, tied to the "obvious orthodox"!

And he wondered...

And he pondered...

Was there a way of love that could survive monotony? Could he ever rely on himself to recognize the "one woman"?

Was there a way of love that could last through boredom? Could he ever trust himself to find the "one woman"?

Had his "double heart" been the cause of the indecision that beset him?—these swift passions that burned out like straw. Would he ever know the sacred flame?

Had his "double heart" been the reason for the indecision that plagued him?—these quick passions that flared up and died out like straw. Would he ever understand the sacred flame?

And suddenly the gypsy's words rose up into his mind.

And suddenly, the gypsy's words came back to him.

"Between two fires you shall burn and burn." ... He felt a thrill of superstition.

"Between two fires you will burn and burn." ... He felt a rush of superstition.

She had foretold his "golden crown," the fortune "coming over-seas" ... What was it she had prophesied later? He knit his brows, searching his memory.

She had predicted his "golden crown," the fortune "coming from overseas" ... What had she prophesied later? He furrowed his brows, trying to remember.

Like a head on a coin, clear and raised, he saw again the swarthy face; he heard the strange pattering voice, felt her warm touch on his hand.

Like a raised head on a coin, he saw once more the dark face; he heard the unusual, quick voice and felt her warm touch on his hand.

"When the light fades ... on the turn of the tide ... there's the Lucky Moon and the Dream of your life...!"

"When the light fades ... as the tide changes ... there's the Lucky Moon and the Dream of your life...!"

The "Dream of his life"? He shook himself as though to break the uncanny spell.

The "Dream of his life"? He shook himself as if to snap out of the strange spell.

"What nonsense it is! I expect she tells the same tale to every man." But he knew in his heart he was not unmoved. There was magic in the chosen words.

"What nonsense this is! I bet she tells the same story to every guy." But he knew in his heart that he wasn't unaffected. There was something enchanting about the words she chose.

The Dream of his life...?

The dream of his life...?

With wistful eyes he tried in vain to pierce the veil, knowing behind a vision lay, sweet—unguessed—the face of Love.

With longing eyes, he tried in vain to see through the veil, knowing that behind the vision lay, sweet and unimagined, the face of Love.




CHAPTER XXIV

"Now—what do you think of my Roof Garden?"

"Now—what do you think of my rooftop garden?"

Lady Leason turned to McTaggart with a conscious air of triumph.

Lady Leason turned to McTaggart with a noticeable sense of victory.

"Isn't it nice?—and I planned it myself!" She was like a child with a new toy, her still young face eager and bright under her soft gray hair.

"Isn't it great?—and I planned it myself!" She was like a kid with a new toy, her youthful face eager and bright beneath her soft gray hair.

"I think it perfect," said McTaggart, warmly. He glanced around him as he spoke at the awning, striped with green, the basket chairs, gay red cushions, and the coarse rush matting beneath his feet.

"I think it's perfect," McTaggart said enthusiastically. He looked around as he spoke, taking in the green-striped awning, the wicker chairs, the bright red cushions, and the rough rush matting underfoot.

For the leaded roof of the smoking-room, that was built out into the garden, had been transformed, with the help of green lattice work and great tubs filled with geraniums and daisies, into a sort of lounge, protected by the striped tent cloth.

For the leaded roof of the smoking room, which extended into the garden, had been turned into a lounge with green latticework and large tubs filled with geraniums and daisies, all sheltered by the striped tent fabric.

"I'm growing golden hops in this box at the edge to twine up the supports and along the lattices, and in the Spring I'm going to have no end of bulbs and turn that horrid bank down there into a rockery."

"I'm growing golden hops in this box at the edge to climb up the supports and along the lattices, and in the spring I'm going to have tons of bulbs and turn that awful bank down there into a rock garden."

She pointed to the patch of discolored grass below them, where a dingy wall completed her small domain. Above it one caught a glimpse of the trees, in the distant Park, and the evening sky, where stars already were beginning to steal out, one by one.

She pointed to the patch of yellowed grass below them, where a dirty wall enclosed her small space. Above it, you could see the trees in the distant park and the evening sky, where the stars were beginning to come out, one by one.

"Sit down—both of you"—she turned to her guests. "And talk while I make you some Turkish coffee. Here are some cigarettes—those are cigars..."

"Sit down—both of you," she said to her guests. "And chat while I prepare some Turkish coffee. Here are some cigarettes—and those are cigars..."

They settled themselves in the basket chairs, watching their hostess turn up the flame, under the bright copper pan, and measure out the coffee, which filled the air with its fragrance, delicate and refreshing.

They settled into the basket chairs, watching their hostess increase the flame beneath the shiny copper pan and scoop out the coffee, which filled the air with its delicate and refreshing aroma.

"Have you seen Mrs. Fleming lately?" The Bishop addressed McTaggart. "I think the last time I met you was at the Cadells' house."

"Have you seen Mrs. Fleming lately?" The Bishop asked McTaggart. "I believe the last time I saw you was at the Cadells' house."

"Not for many months," the other replied—"I've been abroad, travelling about. What sort of man is Euan Fleming?"

"Not for many months," the other replied, "I've been overseas, traveling around. What kind of guy is Euan Fleming?"

Lady Leason looked up quickly.

Lady Leason glanced up quickly.

"Take care what you say, Bertram. Don't make Peter jealous! I thought"—she added mischievously—"that it was a case there..."

"Be careful with your words, Bertram. Don't make Peter jealous! I thought"—she added playfully—"that it was a case there..."

At her merry gesture toward him McTaggart laughed.

At her cheerful gesture towards him, McTaggart laughed.

"Only a mild calf-love affair! But I always imagined she'd marry a title."

"Just a little crush! But I always thought she'd end up marrying someone with a title."

"Well," said the Bishop, "I rather believe it will come to that in the end. I hear—but it's quite between ourselves—that he's down on the next list of Birthday honours."

"Well," said the Bishop, "I think it will come to that in the end. I hear—but it’s just between us—that he’s on the next list of Birthday honors."

"Indeed? A useful man to the party?"

"Really? A helpful person to the group?"

McTaggart saw a twinkle come into the prominent short-sighted eyes.

McTaggart noticed a sparkle appear in the prominent, short-sighted eyes.

"Hardly as a speaker perhaps. But he has a valuable gift—of silence! Very necessary on occasions."

"Maybe not much of a speaker. But he has a valuable gift—silence! That’s often needed in certain situations."

Lady Leason smiled subtly. "And, of course," proceeded the Bishop hurriedly—"the Cadells are very wealthy people. With his father-in-law to finance him, and a beautiful wife, he stands a chance of being Lord Fleming some day—of a mythical Castle like Laura's friends ... I forget the name."

Lady Leason smiled slightly. "And, of course," the Bishop continued quickly, "the Cadells are really rich. With his father-in-law backing him and a beautiful wife, he has a chance of becoming Lord Fleming someday—of a mythical castle like Laura's friends... I can't remember the name."

"D'you mean 'the Crumpets?'"

"Are you talking about 'the Crumpets?'"

The hostess laughed, mischief in her hazel eyes.

The hostess laughed, a playful glint in her hazel eyes.

"Peter—haven't you heard?——it's too quaint!—I must tell you." She stirred the coffee again, then started with her story.

"Peter—haven't you heard?—it's so charming!—I need to tell you." She stirred the coffee again and then began her story.

"I don't know if you ever met a dark, excitable little woman, the wife of a big engineer called Crumpe? She always came to my parties, frightfully overdressed and hung round with pearls like a Tecla advertisement. You surely must remember her? Well, this year he was made a peer. He'd given a park somewhere to the people and was a large subscriber to party funds.

"I don’t know if you ever met a lively, petite woman married to a big engineer named Crumpe? She always showed up at my parties, ridiculously overdressed and draped in pearls like a Tecla advertisement. You must remember her, right? Well, this year he was appointed a peer. He donated a park somewhere to the public and was a big contributor to party funds."

"Little Mrs. Crumpe was in her glory! She cut all her old friends, drawing a strict line round Belgravia and Mayfair. And what d'you imagine they took for a name? We'd always called them 'the Crumpets,' you know—it seemed to suit them. He had such a 'buttery' manner! And now they're Lord and Lady Quinningborough of Castle Normantayne"—she choked.

"Little Mrs. Crumpe was on cloud nine! She ditched all her old friends, setting a firm boundary around Belgravia and Mayfair. And what do you think they decided to call themselves? We always referred to them as 'the Crumpets,' you know—it just felt right. He had such a 'buttery' personality! And now they're Lord and Lady Quinningborough of Castle Normantayne"—she choked.

Tears of mirth stood in her eyes as she leaned, still laughing, toward McTaggart.

Tears of joy filled her eyes as she leaned in, still laughing, toward McTaggart.

"It sounds like feudal towers, and a moat, and a drawbridge. But it isn't—that's the pure joy! It's not a house at all, it seems, but the name of a tiny village where Crumpet's father owned a farm!"

"It sounds like feudal towers, a moat, and a drawbridge. But it isn't—that's the pure joy! It doesn't seem like a house at all; it's actually the name of a small village where Crumpet's father owned a farm!"

McTaggart roared, and the Bishop's charity was not proof against the infection of her mirth.

McTaggart roared, and the Bishop's kindness couldn't resist the influence of her laughter.

"Really, it is remarkable, the modern mania for a title." He took off his glasses and wiped them, still faintly shaken with laughter.

"Honestly, it's pretty amazing, this modern obsession with titles." He removed his glasses and cleaned them, still slightly shaken from laughing.

McTaggart inwardly congratulated himself (and not for the first time) on his determination to drop his foreign honours on landing in England.

McTaggart silently praised himself (and not for the first time) for his decision to leave behind his foreign honors upon arriving in England.

("A fine ass I should look now, posing as an Italian Marquis among friends who have known me since college days as Peter McTaggart"—he smiled at the thought.)

("I would look ridiculous posing as an Italian Marquis among friends who have known me since college as Peter McTaggart"—he smiled at the thought.)

His principal trouble had been with Mario, but the latter's ignorance of the English tongue and the knowledge that if he talked it would mean his dismissal had made him obedient, albeit sulkily.

His main issue had been with Mario, but Mario's lack of understanding of English and the awareness that speaking it would lead to his firing made him compliant, even if grudgingly.

The fear of a slip had dissuaded McTaggart himself from much talk with Jill on his Sienese inheritance. She knew he had some property there, but, beyond this, very little. Bethune was the only man wholly in the secret. Luckily for McTaggart, it had escaped the papers, filled at that period with a royal marriage. The Scotch side of his character, cautious and reserved, stood him in good stead, and besides this he had a horror of snobism, somewhat rare in these days.

The fear of a mistake had kept McTaggart from discussing his Sienese inheritance much with Jill. She knew he owned some property there, but not much else. Bethune was the only one who knew the whole story. Luckily for McTaggart, it hadn't made the news, which was focused on a royal wedding at that time. His Scottish nature, being cautious and reserved, served him well, and he also had an aversion to snobbery, which is quite rare these days.

"It seems a pity," he said now, "that honours are so frequent—or rather, I should say, so easily earned. So many splendid men in the past have won them by deeds of heroism, for fine administration and solid work done in the interests of the Empire. Men worthy I mean, without any question of £s.d.

"It seems unfortunate," he said now, "that awards are so common—or rather, I should say, so easily earned. Many extraordinary men in the past have earned them through acts of heroism, excellent leadership, and substantial work done for the Empire. Men worthy I mean, without any question of £s.d.

"Of course one knows lots of people—dear people too—who deserve them, every inch—like the Cheltenhams... But when a title's frankly bought, it seems to take away from the dignity of those others and the men to come. There should be a special kind of distinction to mean money—We talk of 'Law Lords'—for instance—why not Finance Lords? And Lords of Silence"—he smiled—"like Fleming. Not the 'Golden Fleece' but the 'Golden Tongue'!"

"Of course, you know a lot of people—great people too—who absolutely deserve them, every bit—like the Cheltenhams... But when a title is just bought, it seems to undermine the dignity of those who actually earn it and the ones to come. There should be a special kind of title that signifies wealth—we talk about 'Law Lords'—for example—why not Finance Lords? And Lords of Silence"—he smiled—"like Fleming. Not the 'Golden Fleece' but the 'Golden Tongue'!"

Lady Leason nodded her head approvingly, engrossed just then with the final process of the coffee.

Lady Leason nodded her head in approval, focused at that moment on the final steps of making the coffee.

McTaggart turned to the Bishop.

McTaggart faced the Bishop.

"By the way," he said, "talking of money, how's that company of yours? I looked up Schliff's record as far as I could, and—as I wrote you—it was hardly reassuring, though I didn't care to say too much in my letter."

"By the way," he said, "speaking of money, how's that company of yours? I checked out Schliff's record as best as I could, and—as I wrote you—it wasn't exactly reassuring, though I didn't want to say too much in my letter."

"I quite understood"—the Bishop sighed—"in these days it doesn't do. But I was most grateful. I'm afraid the matter is going from bad to worse. I hear privately they're contemplating a call on the shares—five shillings; despite an optimistic speech packed with promises made by Schliff at the General Meeting. And—would you believe it?—only yesterday I came across an old friend I hadn't seen for years—up for this Congress from the North of England—and he'd been buying shares at two pounds apiece! Why, it's simply infamous! Of course he'd taken them from Schliff himself on his advice and they're selling now on the Stock Exchange for nine and sixpence!"

"I totally get it," the Bishop sighed. "These days, that approach just doesn't work. But I was very grateful. I'm afraid things are getting worse. I hear privately that they're thinking about a call on the shares—five shillings; despite an optimistic speech full of promises from Schliff at the General Meeting. And—can you believe it?—just yesterday I ran into an old friend I hadn't seen in years—he's here for this Congress from the North of England—and he had been buying shares at two pounds each! It's absolutely outrageous! Of course, he got them directly from Schliff based on his advice, and now they're selling on the Stock Exchange for nine and sixpence!"

"I can quite believe it." McTaggart smiled. "After all, it's in the interests of the company. You've got to raise money somehow to save it—so the new shareholders are sacrificed for the old."

"I can totally believe it." McTaggart smiled. "After all, it’s in the company’s best interest. You’ve got to raise money somehow to save it—so the new shareholders are sacrificed for the old."

"Robbing Peter to pay Paul?" the Bishop suggested. "I heartily disapprove of it, and I warned my friend. He's going to see Schliff this afternoon, and I don't envy the latter. He'll meet his match."

"Stealing from Peter to pay Paul?" the Bishop suggested. "I completely disapprove of it, and I told my friend. He's going to meet Schliff this afternoon, and I don’t envy him. He'll meet his match."

"I doubt it—he's pretty thick-skinned! This isn't the first of his financial ventures."

"I doubt it—he's pretty tough! This isn't his first financial venture."

"What are you two talking about?" Lady Leason broke in. "Here's your coffee." She handed the dainty cups in their egg-shell china and filigree stands. "And now, Peter"—she leaned back with a sigh—"I want to hear all about your year in Italy."

"What are you guys talking about?" Lady Leason interrupted. "Here’s your coffee." She handed over the delicate cups in their eggshell china and ornate stands. "And now, Peter"—she leaned back with a sigh—"I want to hear all about your year in Italy."

"Rather a tall order!—Where shall I start?"

"That's quite a challenge! Where should I begin?"

"At the beginning." She looked at him curiously. "Tell us first why you deserted London?"

"At the beginning." She looked at him with curiosity. "First, tell us why you left London?"

"To nurse my broken heart, of course. You seem to forget Cydonia."

"To heal my broken heart, of course. You seem to forget Cydonia."

"My dear Peter!"—she laughed back. "I don't believe that. I knew you were only flirting. She's pretty of course, but oh! so dull—and think of Cadell! What a father-in-law."

"My dear Peter!"—she laughed in response. "I don't buy that. I knew you were just flirting. She's pretty, of course, but oh! so dull—and think about Cadell! What a father-in-law."

The Bishop frowned.

The Bishop scowled.

"I assure you they're excellent people, Laura. I've the greatest respect for Mrs. Cadell."

"I promise you they're great people, Laura. I have a lot of respect for Mrs. Cadell."

"She's got a good cook," said his cousin wickedly.

"She's a great cook," his cousin said mischievously.

McTaggart threw himself into the pause that followed.

McTaggart immersed himself in the silence that came afterward.

"Well—I went the usual round—Rome, Florence, Siena"—he laughed—"and Venice of course—and Naples." Here he paused, checked by some memory, evidently funny, smiling to himself.

"Well—I went the usual route—Rome, Florence, Siena"—he laughed—"and Venice, of course—and Naples." Here he paused, held back by a memory that was clearly amusing, smiling to himself.

"Out with it!" Lady Leason was watching his handsome face. "I feel a distinct 'pricking in my thumbs.' Oh, Bertram won't mind"—as she saw him glance at the Bishop—"I'll answer for him—he's never shocked!"

"Spit it out!" Lady Leason was eyeing his good-looking face. "I have a strong feeling something's about to happen. Oh, Bertram won't care," she said, noticing him look at the Bishop. "I'll vouch for him—he's never shocked!"

"Really, Laura!" her cousin protested.

"Seriously, Laura!" her cousin protested.

"Man of the world—and a darling too." She gave him a look of real affection.

" worldly man—and a favorite too." She gave him a look of genuine affection.

The Bishop blinked—"Well, Mr. McTaggart?"

The Bishop blinked—"So, Mr. McTaggart?"

"I was thinking of an adventure there"—Peter admitted—"nothing 'trés moutarde' ... but perhaps ... I'd better not."

"I was thinking of an adventure there," Peter admitted, "nothing 'really crazy'... but maybe... I'd better not."

"Do." Lady Leason drew the liqueurs nearer. "Some old brandy might give you courage?"

"Do." Lady Leason pulled the liqueurs closer. "A little old brandy might give you some courage?"

McTaggart was tempted. He saw in his mind a way of wrapping up the weak point in the story.

McTaggart was tempted. He envisioned a way to address the weak point in the story.

"Well—I'll risk it!" He emptied the glass, crossed his long legs and faced his audience.

"Alright—I'm going for it!" He downed the drink, crossed his long legs, and looked at his audience.

"It happened on my first visit to Naples—I was yachting with some Roman friends, the Vivianis. The party consisted of my host and hostess and a man called Bellanti, his sister and myself. We touched there one evening to get supplies on our way back from Sicily, about nine o'clock. I remember Scirocco had blown all day—it was frightfully hot—we were all pretty limp. Viviani wouldn't stir and the Countess wanted bridge. They were four with Bellanti, so I thought I'd go ashore.

"It happened during my first trip to Naples—I was yachting with some Roman friends, the Vivianis. The group included my hosts and a man named Bellanti, his sister, and me. We stopped there one evening to pick up supplies on our way back from Sicily, around nine o'clock. I remember the Scirocco had been blowing all day—it was incredibly hot—we were all pretty exhausted. Viviani wouldn't budge, and the Countess wanted to play bridge. Since there were four of them with Bellanti, I decided to go ashore."

"I must say they did their best to dissuade me, and, of course, I'd heard no end of yarns about Naples at night, but I thought they were just travellers' stories! We lay a good way out in the Bay. It's awfully smelly right in the harbour. But I rowed in with four of the crew, who were to wait and bring me back.

"I have to say they really tried to talk me out of it, and, of course, I’d heard countless stories about Naples at night, but I figured they were just tales from travelers! We were anchored quite a distance out in the Bay. It’s really smelly right in the harbor. But I rowed in with four of the crew, who were supposed to wait and bring me back."

"Well, I wandered about until I was tired. The town didn't much appeal to me, and then suddenly I remembered an address a naval friend had given me—of a sort of dancing-place—rather like the 'Bal Tabarin,' you know."

"Well, I wandered around until I got tired. The town didn’t really interest me, and then suddenly I remembered an address a navy friend had given me—of a kind of dance place—kind of like the 'Bal Tabarin,' you know."

"Bertram doesn't know," said Lady Leason gravely.

"Bertram doesn't know," Lady Leason said seriously.

"Yes, I do, my dear," said the Bishop unexpectedly. "Warleigh's youngest son mentioned it one day. He told me it was a Dancing Academy."

"Yes, I do, my dear," said the Bishop unexpectedly. "Warleigh's youngest son brought it up one day. He told me it was a Dance Academy."

"Well ... something like it"—McTaggart chuckled. "Anyway, I went there. But it wasn't up to much. Just a bare hall, with a crowd of men and women and the usual 'Tarantella,' which I'd grown heartily sick of! But there was one girl who danced beautifully—pretty as paint—very dark, you know. I never saw such eyes in my life..."

"Well ... something like that," McTaggart chuckled. "Anyway, I went there. But it wasn't impressive. Just a plain hall, filled with a crowd of men and women and the same old 'Tarantella,' which I was really tired of! But there was one girl who danced beautifully—she was stunning—very dark, you know. I've never seen such eyes in my life..."

"Oh, Peter!" Lady Leason laughed—"was this how you set about curing your broken heart?"

"Oh, Peter!" Lady Leason laughed. "Is this how you're trying to fix your broken heart?"

"Perhaps." His smile was enigmatic. "We danced together several times—the room was as hot as an oven and the wine the worst I ever have tasted. So when she suggested we should go outside and hunt up a cousin of hers who kept a bar—somewhere quite near—with decent drinks, like a fool, I forgot Viviani's warnings, she fetched a wrap and we started out.

"Maybe." His smile was mysterious. "We danced together a few times—the room was as hot as an oven and the wine was the worst I've ever tasted. So when she suggested we go outside and find a cousin of hers who owned a bar—somewhere close by—with decent drinks, I foolishly ignored Viviani's warnings, she grabbed a wrap and we headed out.

"Well—it seemed a bit further than she thought. We passed through a lot of narrow streets, up some steps and into an alley and came at last to a sort of tavern, where some sailors were drinking and playing cards.

"Well—it felt a bit farther than she expected. We went through a lot of narrow streets, up some steps, and into an alley, and finally arrived at a kind of tavern, where some sailors were drinking and playing cards."

"We crossed the room and went up some stairs, and I was beginning to feel doubtful when she opened a door into a dingy room, almost dark, with a flickering wick burning in a saucer of oil. 'I'll fetch the wine,' said my little friend—'and a lamp—sit down.' She disappeared—I heard the door close, then the click of a key being turned in the lock from outside.

"We crossed the room and went up some stairs, and I started to feel uncertain when she opened a door into a grimy room, nearly dark, with a flickering wick burning in a dish of oil. 'I'll get the wine,' my little friend said—'and a lamp—have a seat.' She vanished—I heard the door close, then the sound of a key turning in the lock from outside."

"I sprang toward it, caught the handle, and the next thing I knew the light was extinguished and a man's voice said in English:

"I jumped toward it, grabbed the handle, and the next thing I knew, the light went out and a man's voice said in English:

"'Hands up!'" ... He glanced at his audience.

"'Hands up!'" ... He looked at his audience.

"Good Heavens!" Lady Leason gasped. The Bishop's round, short-sighted eyes were still more prominent, his mouth open.

"Good heavens!" Lady Leason exclaimed. The Bishop's round, nearsighted eyes were even more pronounced, his mouth agape.

"How very unpleasant!" he observed.

"How unpleasant!" he observed.

"It was." McTaggart's voice was emphatic. "I saw at once it was a trap. Nobody knew where I was, and I hadn't the faintest idea myself. I stood there with my back to the door, trying to keep my wits about me.

"It was." McTaggart's voice was firm. "I immediately realized it was a trap. No one knew where I was, and I didn't have the slightest clue either. I stood there with my back to the door, trying to stay calm."

"Then from the other side of the room came a second voice, also a man's. He said slowly, in Italian:

"Then from the other side of the room came a second voice, also a man's. He said slowly, in Italian:"

"'If you move an inch—you're a dead man.' So there were two of them!—That settled it. I guessed that both of them were armed, and there I was, in evening dress without so much as a pocket knife!

"'If you move an inch—you're a dead man.' So there were two of them! That settled it. I figured that both of them were armed, and here I was, in evening wear without even a pocket knife!"

"'Take off your clothes, one by one,' said the first voice in broken English—'and lay them before you on the floor—together with your money and watch.'

"'Take off your clothes, one by one,' said the first voice in broken English—'and lay them out in front of you on the floor—along with your money and watch.'"

"Well—I did it!" McTaggart scowled—the memory still had power to rouse him. "No earthly good showing fight—it was pitch dark and they knew where I stood.

"Well—I did it!" McTaggart scowled; the memory still had the power to get him riled up. "There's no point in putting up a fight—it was pitch black and they knew exactly where I was."

"'You can keep your boots'—the speaker laughed—'and here's a paper'—he pitched it across—'it's a warm night—you won't catch cold!'

"'You can keep your boots'—the speaker laughed—'and here's a paper'—he tossed it over—'it's a warm night—you won't get cold!'"

"Hope returned to me at that. For I didn't expect to get out alive. Well—after a minute a match flared, and was promptly blown out. I caught a glimpse of dark figures to right and left and then I felt a hand grip my arm.

"Hope came back to me at that. I didn’t think I’d make it out alive. Well—after a minute a match lit up, but it was quickly blown out. I caught a glimpse of dark figures on both sides, and then I felt a hand grab my arm."

"'Straight ahead'—We crossed the room, and this was the hardest part of all! I was simply dying to go for the brute, but the odds were more than two to one. So I set my teeth and swore to myself—feeling—well—rather a fool! He opened a door—not the one we had come by—and said:

"'Straight ahead'—We crossed the room, and this was the toughest part of all! I was really itching to confront the guy, but the odds were more than two to one. So I clenched my teeth and promised myself—feeling—well—kind of like an idiot! He opened a door—not the one we had come by—and said:

"'Ten steps—count them—down—You'll find the handle on your left. Good night 'e buon' riposo!' and I heard their steps receding behind me. Well—I stumbled down those confounded stairs, fumbled about, found the door and was outside in the night—thanking my stars for such an escape. I didn't waste much time, you can guess—but crossed the court yard at the double, found an alley and bolted down it and out into an empty street. It led into a wider one, and there, by luck, was a passing cab. Mercifully, it was dark and not another soul about. You should have seen the driver's face! I was clad in a torn newspaper with, far below, my patent shoes and a pair of violet silk socks."

"Ten steps—count them—down—You'll find the handle on your left. Good night and sleep well! I heard their footsteps fading away behind me. Well—I stumbled down those frustrating stairs, fumbled around, found the door, and stepped outside into the night—thankful for such an escape. I didn’t waste any time, as you can imagine—but rushed across the courtyard, found an alley, and dashed down it into an empty street. It led to a wider street, and there, by chance, was a cab passing by. Thankfully, it was dark and there wasn’t another soul around. You should have seen the driver's expression! I was wrapped in a torn newspaper, with my patent shoes and a pair of violet silk socks peeking out below."

He glanced at the Bishop guiltily, and was relieved to see his broad smile and hear Lady Leason's laugh ring out merrily at the picture.

He quickly looked at the Bishop with guilt but felt relieved to see his big smile and hear Lady Leason's joyful laugh in response to the scene.

"I bolted into that cab like a hare, crouched down and found a rug—it was open, you see—the usual 'vettura'—and offered the driver untold wealth to gallop straight to the landing stage. Of course, once I reached the boat, the crew paid him and found me some clothes—a coat and a tarpaulin, and in this costume I reached the yacht. My one hope now was to get to my cabin before my friends were aware of my plight. Luckily they were playing bridge under an awning on the deck.

I jumped into that cab like a rabbit, crouched down, and spotted a rug—it was open, you know—the usual 'vettura'—and offered the driver a huge amount of money to hurry straight to the dock. Once I got to the boat, the crew paid him and helped me find some clothes—a coat and a tarpaulin—and in that outfit, I made it to the yacht. My only hope now was to get to my cabin before my friends realized what was happening. Fortunately, they were playing bridge under an awning on the deck.

"We were very quiet and all went well. I dressed quickly and rejoined them, having bought the silence of the crew, who happened to be decent fellows."

"We were really quiet, and everything went smoothly. I got dressed quickly and rejoined them, having bought the crew's silence, who were decent guys."

"But didn't you tell them?" The Bishop stared. "I'd have gone straight to the British Consul. A most disgraceful state of things!"

"But didn't you tell them?" The Bishop stared. "I would have gone directly to the British Consul. This is a very disgraceful situation!"

"Not I!" McTaggart laughed. "What was the use? To begin with, I'd no idea of the address. Naples is like a rabbit-warren—and besides they'd have chaffed me out of my life."

"Not me!" McTaggart laughed. "What's the point? For starters, I had no idea where to go. Naples is like a maze—and besides, they would've teased me to death."

"What an adventure!" His hostess shuddered. She thought for a moment.

"What an adventure!" His hostess shivered. She paused for a moment.

"What became of the girl? You never saw her again, I suppose. She must have been a paid decoy?"

"What happened to the girl? You probably never saw her again. She must have been a paid decoy?"

"Looks like it." McTaggart agreed. He lit up a cigarette. "That's how I mended my broken heart. But promise you won't tell Mrs. Fleming!"

"Looks like it." McTaggart agreed. He lit a cigarette. "That's how I healed my broken heart. But promise you won't tell Mrs. Fleming!"

"I shouldn't dream of it," said the Bishop in a shocked voice. The others laughed.

"I can't even think about it," said the Bishop in a shocked voice. The others laughed.

"The luckiest part to my mind was getting past the Vivianis'—I can see them now, very absorbed. Bellanti had doubled 'no trumps.' That saved it, I believe—and the story from getting all over Rome."

"The best part, in my opinion, was getting past the Vivianis—I can picture them now, completely focused. Bellanti had doubled 'no trumps.' That really saved it, I think—and kept the story from spreading all over Rome."

They talked for a little longer, then McTaggart rose to his feet.

They chatted for a bit longer, then McTaggart got up.

"It's getting late, I'm afraid." He shook hands with Lady Leason. "Thank you so much for a happy evening"—and turned to the Bishop, who detained him.

"It's getting late, I'm afraid." He shook hands with Lady Leason. "Thank you so much for a wonderful evening"—and turned to the Bishop, who held him back.

"I'm going back to Oxton to-morrow," he blinked for a moment, hesitating.

"I'm going back to Oxton tomorrow," he paused for a moment, hesitating.

"I wonder now—would you care to come and spend a quiet week-end with us? Do you know that part of the country at all? It's very pleasant in the summer."

"I’m wondering—would you like to come and spend a relaxing weekend with us? Do you know that area at all? It’s really nice in the summer."

"It's awfully kind of you," said McTaggart. He thought quickly through his engagements—"d'you mean this week-end?" he asked—"if so, I shall be delighted."

"It's really kind of you," said McTaggart. He quickly thought through his plans—"do you mean this weekend?" he asked—"if so, I would love to."

"Then that's settled"—the Bishop smiled—"we might travel down together to-morrow—I'm going by the three-fifteen. Would that suit you?"

"Then that's settled," the Bishop smiled. "We could travel down together tomorrow—I'm taking the three-fifteen. Would that work for you?"

"Splendidly."

"Awesome."

Lady Leason watched the pair, a twinkle in her hazel eyes.

Lady Leason watched the couple, a sparkle in her hazel eyes.

"Well—no Neapolitan adventures." Mischievously she shook a finger at the younger man standing there. For no reason, apparently, McTaggart went a trifle red.

"Well—no Neapolitan adventures." Mischievously, she wagged a finger at the younger man standing there. For no apparent reason, McTaggart blushed a little.

"Oh—I've turned over a new leaf."

"Oh—I’ve got a fresh start."

The Bishop beamed at his cousin.

The Bishop smiled brightly at his cousin.

"It wasn't his fault, Laura, my dear."

"It wasn't his fault, Laura, my dear."

"Of course not." She caught McTaggart's eye. "Though I don't quite understand ... Oh, never mind!" She laughed aloud. "But don't demoralize Bertram."

"Of course not." She caught McTaggart's eye. "Though I don't quite understand ... Oh, never mind!" She laughed out loud. "But don't discourage Bertram."

"I couldn't," said McTaggart, smiling.

"I couldn't," McTaggart said, smiling.




CHAPTER XXV

McTaggart's week-end visit prolonged itself. For on Monday the Bishop drove him over to lunch at Rustall, Lord Warleigh's fine old Tudor mansion near Oxton. Here he found again a friend of college days, Gilbert Crewkerne, a nephew of the house, and received an unexpected invitation to move on to Rustall and take part in a cricket match fixed for the following Saturday.

McTaggart's weekend visit stretched out. On Monday, the Bishop drove him to lunch at Rustall, Lord Warleigh's beautiful old Tudor mansion near Oxton. There, he reconnected with a college friend, Gilbert Crewkerne, who is a nephew of the house, and was surprised to get an invitation to stay on at Rustall and join a cricket match scheduled for the following Saturday.

The Territorials, camping in the neighborhood, were sending an eleven to play against the house party. Unfortunately one of Lord Warleigh's guests had sprained his ankle and Crewkerne saw in McTaggart's visit to Oxton the kindly finger of Providence.

The Territorials, camping nearby, were sending an eleven to play against the house party. Unfortunately, one of Lord Warleigh's guests had twisted his ankle, and Crewkerne saw McTaggart's visit to Oxton as a fortunate coincidence.

Mario was delighted with the change of plans, approving this beautiful country house, with its vast rooms and fine old park. He had been dismayed by his London quarters, so poor a setting for his young master's rank, and the only flaw in the present scheme was the fact of McTaggart's strict prohibition. He would have liked to proclaim aloud the secret of the former's inheritance, and was not a little pained to find how little McTaggart valued his title.

Mario was thrilled with the change of plans, approving of the beautiful country house, with its spacious rooms and lovely old park. He had been frustrated by his London accommodations, which were a poor fit for his young master's status, and the only downside of the current arrangement was McTaggart's strict ban. He would have loved to publicly announce the secret of the previous owner's inheritance, and he was quite hurt to see how little McTaggart appreciated his title.

It lowered too his own sense of importance in the servants' hall, where each man took rank according to his master. He resented the butler's distant patronage, but his loyalty was proof against the strong temptation that beset him.

It also diminished his own sense of importance in the servants' hall, where each person ranked according to their master. He disliked the butler's aloof superiority, but his loyalty stood firm against the strong temptation that surrounded him.

A chance remark of his disclosed the fact to McTaggart one evening as he dressed for dinner.

A casual comment of his revealed the fact to McTaggart one evening while he was getting ready for dinner.

"Never mind, Mario. We'll go back to Rome for the winter months." He saw the olive face brighten and felt a sudden touch of pity.

"Don't worry, Mario. We'll head back to Rome for the winter." He saw the olive face light up and felt a sudden wave of pity.

"You'd like that, wouldn't you? I expect you find it lonely in England—though you're picking up the language fast. Have you heard lately from Lucia?"

"You'd like that, wouldn't you? I bet you find it lonely in England—though you're picking up the language quickly. Have you heard from Lucia lately?"

He added the question with a smile. Lucia was the Principessa's maid and lived in a fine old Roman palace not far from his own flat.

He asked the question with a smile. Lucia was the Principessa's maid and lived in a beautiful old Roman palace not far from his apartment.

"Sissignore—a letter last week. They are still at Viareggio. The Poet was taken very ill and Don Cesare has fought a duel."

"Sissignore—a letter last week. They are still in Viareggio. The Poet got very sick and Don Cesare has dueled."

"Never!—who with?" McTaggart laughed—"And why?"

"Never!—who with?" McTaggart laughed—"And why?"

Mario spread out his hands. "Chi lo sa?—They talk of a lady ... it was with the young Count Guido Chigi."

Mario spread out his hands. "Who knows?—They're talking about a lady ... it was with the young Count Guido Chigi."

"He's starting young," McTaggart decided. "Lucia must have had her hands full. I shouldn't care to nurse the Poet. I should think he would keep her pretty busy!"

"He's starting young," McTaggart thought. "Lucia must have had her hands full. I wouldn't want to take care of the Poet. I bet he keeps her pretty busy!"

"And a good thing too," said Mario shrewdly. He did not approve of idleness for his betrothed during his absence.

"And that's a good thing," Mario said wisely. He didn't support his fiancée being idle while he was away.

McTaggart smiled at his valet's voice. He took an interest in his servants, and was not one of those modern masters who consider good wages their only duty toward the men they employ.

McTaggart smiled at his valet's voice. He cared about his servants and wasn't one of those modern bosses who think paying good wages is their only responsibility toward the people they hire.

Without reasoning out the matter his quick intuition showed him the cause of much of the present-day trouble in domestic service in this country. He realized that a good servant will rarely take a base advantage of his master's kindness if he respects him, and without being socialistic he broke through conventional barriers, appreciating the fact that money alone will not buy fidelity.

Without thinking too much about it, his sharp intuition revealed to him the cause of a lot of the current issues in domestic service in this country. He understood that a good servant will seldom exploit his employer's kindness if he respects him. While not being socialist, he transcended traditional barriers, recognizing that money alone won't ensure loyalty.

His utter lack of snobism showed him there could be no loss of dignity in quiet friendship with a man whose very dependence upon himself arose from an accident of birth, and whose inobtrusive, steady attention formed one of the luxuries of life.

His total lack of snobbery showed him that there was no loss of dignity in quietly being friends with a man whose reliance on himself came from a simple twist of fate, and whose unassuming, consistent support was one of life's luxuries.

Possibly his Italian blood had something to do with his convictions; for in that old land there is more freedom of intercourse between master and man. It is less swayed by the rule of wealth.

Possibly his Italian heritage played a role in his beliefs, because in that ancient land, there's more freedom in the relationship between the boss and the worker. It's not as influenced by the power of wealth.

In England, at present, a new type has quickly swung into power, without a material alteration in the status of those it employs. Hence confusion. For inherited prejudice points out the weakness of brand-new dignity to men and women accustomed for centuries to respect good breeding above money.

In England today, a new type has quickly gained power, without significantly changing the status of those it employs. This has led to confusion. Inherited biases highlight the fragility of this new dignity for people who have respected good breeding over wealth for centuries.

And there is no class on earth so shrewd as the servant class to appreciate Caste.

And there’s no group on earth as clever as the servant class at understanding Caste.

Although one hears endless complaints showered upon it nowadays, one meets constantly with cases of faithful and devoted service, where gentle folk of reduced means, living on their slender incomes and debarred from offering adequate wages, find loyal friends in their servants. Old traditions die hard, and although estates pass away, squires are ruined by taxation and money seems the only god, in the heart of the people lingers yet a deep-set love for the old stock.

Although people today constantly complain about it, there are still many examples of loyal and devoted service. Gentle folks with limited means, living on small incomes and unable to pay fair wages, often find loyal friends in their servants. Old traditions die hard, and even as estates disappear, landowners struggle under high taxes, and money seems to be the only priority, a deep-rooted love for the old ways still lingers in the hearts of the people.

Had McTaggart lost his wealth or been debarred by a sorry chance of his title and Italian property, Mario would have openly grumbled but stayed on through adverse fortune, using his nimble wits to find a means of serving his young master.

Had McTaggart lost his wealth or been denied his title and Italian property due to some unfortunate turn of events, Mario would have complained openly but would have stuck around through tough times, using his cleverness to find ways to serve his young master.

It was, however, with deep regret that he packed up the latter's clothes and left Rustall for the train that carried them back to the London rooms.

It was with deep regret that he packed up the latter's clothes and left Rustall for the train that took them back to the London apartment.

Long ago he had decided that marriage would solve the present difficulties. He could not picture a young Marchesa in anything but fitting surroundings.

Long ago, he had decided that marriage would fix the current challenges. He couldn't imagine a young Marchesa in anything other than suitable surroundings.

Unaware of the thoughts of his man, and that Mario himself had joined in the general conspiracy against him, McTaggart at last reached home.

Unaware of what his man was thinking and that Mario had joined the overall plot against him, McTaggart finally got home.

London was stuffy, white with dust, after the green countryside, and as they drove through deserted streets he was planning already his next departure. Lord Warleigh had asked him up to Scotland to shoot for the last week in August, and this would fit in well with his plans to spend a few days with the Leasons. The Uniackes, he knew, were off shortly for a month at Worthing, and McTaggart had a hazy idea of a motor trip in his new car on the south coast to fill the gap before he should start for the North.

London felt stifling and dusty compared to the lush green countryside, and as they drove through empty streets, he was already planning his next getaway. Lord Warleigh had invited him to Scotland for shooting during the last week of August, which would nicely fit into his plans to spend a few days with the Leasons. He knew the Uniackes were leaving soon for a month in Worthing, and McTaggart had a vague idea of taking a road trip in his new car along the south coast to bridge the time before heading north.

He wondered if Bethune would care to join him; conscious, with a touch of remorse, that of late he had neglected the latter, absorbed in his own friendship with Jill.

He wondered if Bethune would want to join him, feeling a bit guilty that lately he had been ignoring him while caught up in his friendship with Jill.

And as if in answer to the question he found Bethune awaiting him.

And as if to reply to the question, he found Bethune waiting for him.

But the first glance at his visitor's face drove away all minor thoughts.

But the moment he saw his visitor's face, all trivial thoughts vanished.

For trouble was plainly written there.

For trouble was clearly indicated there.

"That you, McTaggart?" His voice was curt, without its usual hearty ring.

"Is that you, McTaggart?" His voice was sharp, lacking its usual cheerful tone.

"I want to speak to you a moment." He closed the door carefully.

"I want to talk to you for a minute." He shut the door gently.

"Hullo—Bethune—you're quite a stranger! What's up?" said McTaggart lightly. He did not quite like his reception, feeling an odd premonition. "Nothing wrong, I hope?" he added.

"Helloo—Bethune—you've been hard to find! What's going on?" McTaggart said casually. He wasn't entirely comfortable with how he was welcomed, sensing something off. "Everything okay, I hope?" he added.

"Everything. I've bad news. Trouble again—at the Uniackes—I've been waiting for you over an hour."

"Everything. I have bad news. Trouble again—at the Uniackes—I’ve been waiting for you for over an hour."

"Not Jill?" said McTaggart quickly. He stared at his friend's changed face, the brown eyes deeply shadowed, strong jawbone prominent.

"Not Jill?" McTaggart asked quickly. He stared at his friend's altered face, his brown eyes deeply shadowed and his strong jawline prominent.

"Yes." Bethune dragged up a chair and sat down, facing the other across the narrow dining table, with a certain studied deliberation.

"Yes." Bethune pulled up a chair and sat down, facing the other person across the narrow dining table, with a deliberate and thoughtful air.

"It's like this. I'll tell you quickly. It's this damnable Suffrage business and Mrs. Uniacke again—just when we thought it all over! ... It seems there's to be a political meeting in Wales to-morrow—some big guns airing their views on Home Rule—and the Suffragettes mean mischief. The leaders are already there. They burned down a house last night—by way of endearing themselves to the natives!—and to-morrow they mean to gather in force and upset all the speech-making. Mrs. Uniacke planned to go—secretly," his face darkened—"without telling Jill a word—but Roddy got it out of Stephen. I think that woman's really mad!—She's hardly out of bed, you know, and Jill was nearly worried to death—begged and implored her to give it up."

"It's like this. I'll tell you quickly. It's this ridiculous Suffrage issue and Mrs. Uniacke again—just when we thought it was all over! ... It seems there's a political meeting in Wales tomorrow—some big names sharing their thoughts on Home Rule—and the Suffragettes are planning trouble. The leaders are already there. They burned down a house last night—trying to win over the locals!—and tomorrow they plan to gather in force and disrupt all the speeches. Mrs. Uniacke intended to go—secretly," his expression darkened—"without telling Jill anything—but Roddy got it out of Stephen. I really think that woman is nuts!—She’s hardly out of bed, you know, and Jill was nearly frantic—begging and pleading with her to give it up."

"I never heard such damned nonsense!" McTaggart broke out at this—"she ought to be put in an asylum. No wonder Jill never wrote..."

"I've never heard such ridiculous nonsense!" McTaggart exclaimed—"she should be put in a mental hospital. No wonder Jill never wrote..."

Bethune gave him an odd glance.

Bethune gave him a strange look.

"It was only found out yesterday. But that's not the worst of it. Jill's gone in her place."

"It was only discovered yesterday. But that's not the worst part. Jill's gone instead."

"What?" McTaggart sprang to his feet.

"What?" McTaggart jumped up to his feet.

"Sit down," said Bethune grimly. "You've got another couple of hours." He glanced up at the clock. "I went there this afternoon—to enquire for Mrs. Uniacke. Lucky I did!—I found Roddy and he poured out the whole story. It seems that Jill, to save her mother, offered at last to go instead. She's only to yell 'Votes for Women'—or some such infernal nonsense. But think of her in that mob—already savage about the fire. Welsh miners—you know what they are?"

"Sit down," Bethune said seriously. "You’ve got a couple more hours." He looked up at the clock. "I went there this afternoon to ask about Mrs. Uniacke. Good thing I did! I found Roddy, and he shared the whole story. It turns out that Jill, to protect her mother, finally offered to go in her place. All she has to do is shout 'Votes for Women' or some similar nonsense. But just think about her in that crowd—already furious about the fire. Welsh miners—you know what they're like?"

"Good Lord!" McTaggart looked stunned. "And you mean her mother let her go?—a child like that..."

"Good Lord!" McTaggart looked shocked. "And you really mean her mother allowed her to go?—a kid like that..."

"She's hardly a child." Bethune took him up sharply. "I suppose she thought it would force her to join—become a suffragette herself. Anyhow it's a dirty trick."

"She's barely a child." Bethune replied sharply. "I guess she thought it would make her join—become a suffragette herself. Anyway, it's a dirty trick."

He pushed the open time-table across. "There's a train at midnight. You get to D—— in time for breakfast—two hours to wait—and then by a branch line to L——. The meeting's a few miles out. It's fixed for twelve o'clock sharp. You can just do it—that's all. Will you go?" He stared across at McTaggart, his pale face twitching a little.

He slid the open timetable over. "There's a train at midnight. You'll arrive in D—— just in time for breakfast—two hours to wait—and then take a branch line to L——. The meeting is a few miles away. It's scheduled for twelve o'clock sharp. You can just make it—that's all. Will you go?" He looked at McTaggart, his pale face twitching slightly.

"Of course! Why? What d'you think?" He paused for a moment, digesting the news, then glanced up at Bethune with a puzzled look after a quick survey of the time-table. "I wonder you didn't go yourself—follow at once by the five train. You might have stopped her before the meeting. Why on earth did you wait for me?"

"Of course! Why? What do you think?" He took a moment to process the news, then looked up at Bethune with a confused expression after quickly checking the timetable. "I wonder why you didn't go yourself—take the 5 o'clock train right away. You could have stopped her before the meeting. Why in the world did you wait for me?"

There came a curious little silence. Then Bethune rose to his feet, with a restless movement, and walked across to the open window. He pulled up the blind and stared out, his back to McTaggart.

There was an awkward silence. Then Bethune got to his feet, fidgeting a bit, and walked over to the open window. He pulled up the blind and looked outside, turning his back to McTaggart.

"I couldn't." His voice was hoarse and strained. "She wouldn't have thanked me for coming."

"I couldn't." His voice was rough and strained. "She wouldn’t have appreciated me showing up."

"Nonsense!—Jill isn't like that. Besides—she likes you awfully—she's told me so, heaps of times, and the way you helped in that prison business."

"Nonsense! Jill isn't like that. Besides, she really likes you—she's told me so many times, and the way you helped out with that prison situation."

But Bethune made no reply.

But Bethune didn't respond.

Something about the man's attitude struck a note of discouragement, and McTaggart—full of impatience—let fall a vexed:

Something about the man's attitude felt discouraging, and McTaggart—growing impatient—let out an annoyed:

"Well?"

"What's up?"

"If you want to know," said Bethune at last, "I suppose you'd better ... anyhow! I asked Jill to marry me—some days ago. That's why."

"If you want to know," Bethune finally said, "I guess you'd better... ... anyway! I asked Jill to marry me a few days ago. That's why."

Sheer amazement seized McTaggart. Then, from no apparent cause, anger stirred: a faint disgust, tempered by a grim amusement.

Sheer amazement gripped McTaggart. Then, for no clear reason, anger bubbled up: a slight disgust mixed with a grim sense of amusement.

"You asked ... Jill ... to marry you?"

"You asked ... Jill ... to marry you?"

"Why not?" ... At the sound of his voice the other wheeled round suddenly—"What's it got to do with you?"

"Why not?" ... At the sound of his voice, the other suddenly turned around—"What's it got to do with you?"

And in a flash the friendship of years crumbled up—here were rivals! They faced each other, primitive men, ready to fight for the sake of a woman.

And in an instant, years of friendship fell apart—now they were rivals! They stood across from each other, primal men, prepared to fight over a woman.

"Look here—McTaggart"—Bethune came back to where the former still sat, elbows resting on the table, one hand gripping the "A.B.C."—"There's no need to speak like that! I've played fair. By God—I have!"

"Look here—McTaggart"—Bethune returned to where McTaggart was still sitting, elbows on the table, one hand holding the "A.B.C."—"There's no need to talk like that! I've played fair. I swear—I have!"

His square face was livid with passion. A steady accumulation of wrath—the slow and deadly anger that lurks under strong control in a man of his type—was surging up and breaking bounds. "You've got to listen. It's my turn now. By heavens, I've been patient enough..."

His square face was pale with anger. A steady buildup of rage—the slow and dangerous fury that simmers beneath the surface in a man like him—was rising and spilling over. "You need to listen. It's my turn now. By God, I've been patient long enough..."

"Go on." McTaggart was watching him, his mouth hard. It was a challenge.

"Go on." McTaggart was watching him, his expression stern. It was a challenge.

Bethune's stormy eyes flashed at the faint contempt in the words.

Bethune's stormy eyes lit up at the hint of contempt in the words.

"I will." He stood there, very erect, a curious dignity about him that added to the suggestion of power in the strong, heavily built figure.

"I will." He stood there, very straight, with an intriguing dignity that enhanced the sense of power in his strong, muscular build.

"You went away, out of England—an engaged man—so I understood—intending to marry Miss Cadell." His gaze never left McTaggart.

"You left England—engaged, as I gathered—planning to marry Miss Cadell." His eyes stayed fixed on McTaggart.

"Well—it's no earthly business of mine whether you meant it—you said you did. But you never gave a thought to Jill—or any of us left behind. For months and months—save a few cards to tell me where to forward your letters! And I got—somehow—into the way of seeing a lot of ... the Uniackes. They were—all of them—awfully kind. And when this last trouble came—this Suffrage business with the Mother—it was to me Jill turned—and I helped her ... well, all I could. I was up there most evenings while Mrs. Uniacke was in prison"—he paused for a second and went on huskily—"I thought ... Jill ... liked me a bit....

"Well, it’s really none of my business whether you meant it—you said you did. But you never thought about Jill—or any of us left behind. For months and months—all I got were a few cards telling me where to forward your letters! And somehow I ended up spending a lot of time with the Uniackes. They were all really kind. And when this last trouble came—this Suffrage issue with the Mother—it was to me that Jill turned—and I helped her... well, as much as I could. I was up there almost every evening while Mrs. Uniacke was in prison"—he paused for a moment and continued in a husky voice—"I thought... Jill... liked me a little....

"Then you turned up ... and took it over ... got Miss Uniacke to help. Yes—I know all about that—The old lady told me herself.

"Then you showed up ... and took control ... got Miss Uniacke to assist. Yes—I know all about that—The old lady told me herself."

"Jill was your friend before mine—and don't you think I ever forgot it!" his voice rose threateningly. "I stood aside and gave you your chance.

"Jill was your friend before she was mine—and don't think I ever forgot that!" his voice rose menacingly. "I stepped back and gave you your opportunity.

"You can't say that I've troubled you with much of my company these last weeks ... (McTaggart stirred impatiently). But I thought you meant the straight game."

"You can't say that I've bothered you with much of my company these last few weeks ... (McTaggart shifted around, feeling restless). But I thought you were playing it straight."

"What the devil d'you mean by that?" The other's blue eyes were ablaze—"you'd better look out what you're saying..." He caught himself in hand again.

"What the heck do you mean by that?" The other guy's blue eyes were on fire—"you'd better watch what you're saying..." He regained his composure.

"Go on ... It's ... interesting."

"Go on... It's fascinating."

Bethune needed no second bidding. Whipped by the sneer in McTaggart's voice, he turned on him savagely.

Bethune needed no further prompting. Stung by the mockery in McTaggart's voice, he snapped back at him fiercely.

"That's just it—the difference! I'm not a Society man, thank God! and I don't understand Society ways—nor the lies they act all day long. But I do know what's fair to a woman. Any fool could have understood what your return meant to Jill..."

"That's exactly it—the difference! I'm not a Society guy, thank God! I don’t get Society’s ways—or the lies they put on all day long. But I do know what’s fair to a woman. Anyone could have figured out what your return meant to Jill..."

To his surprise McTaggart started. "I saw at once I hadn't a chance—not the ghost of one!" he caught his breath—"but I wanted—to see—Jill happy. Where I was wrong was I didn't know you..." He struck his fist on the table. "I thought you really meant business. I might have learned from the past"—his voice was full of grim disgust—"I ought to know your way with women! And it's not fair on a girl like Jill—she's out and away too fine for you—to marry a man like you, I mean—let alone mere flirtation. Why—what d'you suppose that Aunt thought? with you hanging around all day long. She fairly played into your hands—any ass could have seen that!"

To his surprise, McTaggart flinched. "I realized right away I didn't stand a chance—not even a tiny one!" He caught his breath. "But I wanted to see Jill happy. Where I went wrong was not knowing you..." He slammed his fist on the table. "I thought you were serious. I should have learned from the past"—his voice was filled with grim disgust—"I should know how you are with women! And it’s not fair to a girl like Jill—she’s way too good for you—to marry a guy like you, I mean—not to mention just flirting. Why—what do you think Aunt thought? with you hanging around all day. She totally played right into your hands—any fool could have seen that!"

"Have you quite finished?" said McTaggart. "Because, if so, I've a question to ask."

"Are you done?" McTaggart asked. "Because if you are, I have a question."

He spoke slowly, for his anger, past a certain phase, touched the danger mark at freezing point. He had reached it now.

He spoke slowly because his anger had crossed a certain limit and was now at a dangerous freezing point. He had hit that point now.

"We will set aside your idea of my conduct," he smiled grimly—"or the reason you choose to set yourself up as a judge. What I can't quite gather from your talk is why—if you were so damned sure"—a slight flush rose to his face—"that Jill was ... well, fond of me—you promptly asked her to marry you? It's a little confused—your argument."

"We'll ignore your opinion about my behavior," he said with a grim smile, "and the reason you've decided to act as a judge. What I can't quite understand from what you're saying is why—if you were so absolutely sure"—a slight blush rose to his face—"that Jill was... well, into me—you immediately asked her to marry you? Your argument seems a bit fuzzy."

Bethune drew back sharply. Across his white, angry face a look of pain and perplexity shot. He saw that McTaggart's nimble mind had caught at the first obvious excuse, and yet with all his honest heart he knew the purity of his intentions.

Bethune pulled back abruptly. A look of pain and confusion flashed across his pale, angry face. He realized that McTaggart's quick mind had grasped the first obvious excuse, yet deep down, he genuinely knew that his intentions were pure.

"I didn't mean to," he blurted it out. "But I found her crying—and lost my head. The servant showed me in by mistake. She was sitting there in that back room, her head buried in her hands—and I couldn't stand it—damn it all!" At the memory, unconsciously, the tears rose in his brown eyes. "You'd gone away, without a word—and—loving her ... I understood.

"I didn't mean to," he said suddenly. "But I found her crying—and I lost control. The servant let me in by mistake. She was sitting in that back room, her head in her hands—and I couldn't take it—I swear!" Remembering that moment, tears started to form in his brown eyes. "You left without saying anything—and—loving her... I got it."

"I knew she thought she had lost you again—that you'd gone back to your London life. She's pretty plucky—but, after all, she's only a girl!" his voice softened. "It must be precious lonely there—boxed up with that Suffragette mother—and so"—the colour flooded his face, creeping up to the roots of his hair—"I thought perhaps—it might ... comfort a bit—to know what one man thought of her."

"I knew she thought she had lost you again—that you'd gone back to your life in London. She's pretty brave—but, after all, she's just a girl!" His voice softened. "It must be really lonely there—cooped up with that Suffragette mother—and so"—the color flooded his face, creeping up to the roots of his hair—"I thought maybe—it might ... help a little—to know what one man thought of her."

A short silence fell between them.

A brief silence settled between them.

"And she refused you?" McTaggart, white and tight-lipped, thrust aside a momentary twinge of shame that cut across his secret triumph.

"And she turned you down?" McTaggart, pale and tight-lipped, pushed aside a brief pang of shame that crossed over his hidden triumph.

Cruelly he went on:

He continued cruelly:

"Women generally know what they want. You can take that—from my experience!"

"Women usually know what they want. You can trust me on that—based on my experience!"

Bethune winced at the stab. But his anger had spent itself. Now he felt old and tired, oddly ashamed for his friend.

Bethune flinched at the pain. But his anger had faded away. Now he felt old and exhausted, strangely embarrassed for his friend.

"Yes," he answered quietly. "Jill's not a girl to love twice." And in this simple sentence he showed the depth of his respect for her.

"Yeah," he replied softly. "Jill's not someone you fall in love with twice." And in this straightforward statement, he revealed the depth of his respect for her.

But the words, unintentionally uttered, stung McTaggart to the quick.

But the words, spoken without thinking, hit McTaggart hard.

"Unlike myself!" he said with a sneer.

"Not like me!" he said with a sneer.

Bethune moved toward the door. On the threshold he turned and passed a hand wearily over his brow.

Bethune walked towards the door. At the threshold, he turned and rubbed his brow tiredly.

"You're going to her?" He jerked his head with a warning gesture to the clock.

"You're going to see her?" He nodded towards the clock with a warning gesture.

"Yes."

Yes.

McTaggart never turned, but Bethune still hesitated.

McTaggart never looked back, but Bethune still hesitated.

He was fighting hard against himself—a bitter battle of wounded pride; the picture of Jill in his mind, her grey eyes wet with tears.

He was struggling fiercely with himself—a harsh fight of hurt pride; the image of Jill in his mind, her grey eyes glistening with tears.

Suddenly he wheeled round.

Suddenly, he turned around.

"For God's sake, Peter," he cried—(the old familiar name slipped out, for habit is hard to break)—"if you care for her—tell her so!"

"For Pete’s sake, Peter," he shouted—(the old familiar name slipped out, since habits are hard to break)—"if you care about her—just tell her!"

The door slammed behind his back. McTaggart sat as if turned to stone, elbows propped upon the table, staring out into space.

The door shut hard behind him. McTaggart sat there, frozen like a statue, elbows resting on the table, staring off into nothing.

His blue eyes were hard and bright; bitter resentment was in his heart. He could not see through the veil of anger that clear flame of sacrifice. For Bethune had gained those lonely heights where human love meets the divine. He had offered Jill his greatest gift—voluntary renunciation.

His blue eyes were sharp and bright; bitter resentment filled his heart. He couldn’t see through the anger that blocked the bright flame of sacrifice. For Bethune had reached those lonely heights where human love connects with the divine. He had given Jill his greatest gift—voluntary renunciation.




CHAPTER XXVI

The sun was shining high in the heavens as McTaggart crossed the station yard to the Railway Inn of the little town that lay in the trough of the crumpled hills.

The sun was shining brightly in the sky as McTaggart walked across the station yard to the Railway Inn of the small town nestled between the rolling hills.

The straggling street, with its poor shops, curving away to the left, was void of life. Not a soul stirred; it might have been a deserted village.

The winding street, lined with shabby shops, twisted off to the left and felt lifeless. Not a single person was around; it could have been a ghost town.

He walked briskly into the bar, where a man in shirt sleeves dozed on a stool behind the counter and woke up with a sudden start at the sight of a stranger.

He walked quickly into the bar, where a man in rolled-up shirt sleeves dozed on a stool behind the counter and jolted awake at the sight of a stranger.

"Are you the landlord?" asked McTaggart.

"Are you the landlord?" McTaggart asked.

"No"—the man stared at him—"he's away, gone to the meeting."

"No," the man said, staring at him. "He's not here; he went to the meeting."

"Well—I want a conveyance at once. I see you keep a livery stable."

"Well—I need a ride right away. I see you have a stable for renting out horses."

"Can't be done," said the man slowly—"there's no carriages left, whatever."

"Can't be done," the man said slowly, "there are no carriages left, anyway."

McTaggart frowned. "Where can I get one?"

McTaggart frowned. "Where can I get one?"

"Nowheres"—the other smiled sourly. He seemed to enjoy the stranger's plight. "Everything's gone over to Cluar—even the carts—you'd best walk. It's only a mile or two, whatever."

"Nowheres"—the other smiled bitterly. He seemed to take pleasure in the stranger's situation. "Everything's gone over to Cluar—even the carts—you should just walk. It's only a mile or two, whatever."

He relapsed again, his arms on the counter, with an air of dismissing the visitor.

He slipped up again, leaning on the counter with an attitude that suggested he wanted to brush off the visitor.

McTaggart glanced up at the clock and saw there was no time to lose. He decided to take the barman's advice, but had yet to learn by experience the elastic properties of a mile in Wales by local measurement.

McTaggart looked up at the clock and realized he was out of time. He chose to follow the barman's suggestion but still needed to find out through experience how a mile is measured differently in Wales.

"Which is the nearest way?" he asked, drawing a shilling out of his pocket.

"What's the quickest way?" he asked, pulling a shilling out of his pocket.

The man sprang up as if worked by a spring. "I'll show you, sir"—his manner had changed. "Indeed to goodness I'm sorry, sir, we've got no carriage in just now, but you'll cut off a corner across the fields if you'll come through here..." he led McTaggart down a grimy passage that smelt of beer out on to greasy cobblestones where they were faced by a tumble-down building advertising "Excellent Garage."

The man jumped up as if he was propelled by a spring. "I'll show you, sir"—his tone had shifted. "Honestly, I'm really sorry, sir, but we don’t have a carriage available right now, but you can take a shortcut across the fields if you come this way..." He guided McTaggart down a dirty alley that smelled like beer, leading them out onto grimy cobblestones where they encountered a rundown building with a sign saying "Excellent Garage."

But as they crossed the stable yard McTaggart heard the note of a horn, and turned to see a motor car, covered with dust, pass through the arch and draw up throbbing in their rear.

But as they walked through the stable yard, McTaggart heard the sound of a horn and turned to see a dusty motor car drive through the arch and come to a stop, vibrating behind them.

"Morning, David"—the chauffeur called out. He sprang down. "I've come for the petrol."

"Morning, David," the chauffeur called out. He hopped down. "I've come for the gas."

"Whose car?" asked McTaggart quickly.

"Whose car is this?" asked McTaggart quickly.

"Mister Llewellyn's," the barman replied, "from Cluarside. That's your way sir"—he opened the gate—"keep straight on, down that path, until you come to the cross roads. Then to the right and up the hill. Thank you, sir." He clutched the coin. "Coming, Charlie..." and was off to the visibly impatient chauffeur.

"Mister Llewellyn's," the bartender said, "from Cluarside. That's your way, sir"—he opened the gate—"just keep going straight down that path until you reach the crossroads. Then turn right and head up the hill. Thank you, sir." He grabbed the coin. "Coming, Charlie..." and rushed off to the clearly impatient driver.

A sudden thought struck McTaggart. As the barman vanished into the house, he turned back into the yard, with a quick glance at the powerful car.

A sudden thought hit McTaggart. As the bartender disappeared into the house, he turned back into the yard, shooting a quick glance at the sleek car.

"Look here..." he addressed the driver. "Could you give me a lift to the meeting?" He felt in his pocket and drew out a sovereign—"I'd make it well worth your while."

"Hey..." he said to the driver. "Can you give me a ride to the meeting?" He reached into his pocket and pulled out a pound—"I’d make it worth your while."

The man stared at him, surprised.

The man looked at him in surprise.

"D'you know Mr. Llewellyn, sir?"

"Do you know Mr. Llewellyn, sir?"

McTaggart smiled.

McTaggart grinned.

"I'm afraid not. But I've got to get at once to Cluar—and I can't find any other conveyance." He saw the chauffeur's greedy eyes fixed on his hand, and lowering his voice:

"I'm afraid not. But I really need to get to Cluar right away—and I can't find any other way to get there." He noticed the chauffeur's eager gaze locked on his hand, and lowered his voice:

"If you can take me there, now," he added, "wait a few minutes and get me back to the station, it's ... five pounds in your pocket."

"If you can take me there, now," he added, "wait a few minutes and get me back to the station, it's ... five pounds in your pocket."

The man gave a little gasp. McTaggart went on steadily. "I've got to deliver a certain message"—(it seemed the best excuse on the moment)—"then catch the London train (with Jill"—he said to himself—"but that can come later.")

The man let out a small gasp. McTaggart continued calmly. "I have to deliver an important message"—(it felt like the best excuse at the time)—"then catch the London train (with Jill"—he thought to himself—"but that can wait for now.")

"Mr. Llewellyn's gone to town"—the chauffeur was thinking aloud—"I must get this petrol first..." he glanced back over his shoulder nervously at the barman, who reappeared dragging two tins from under the low stone archway.

"Mr. Llewellyn's gone to town," the chauffeur muttered to himself. "I need to get this gas first..." He nervously glanced back over his shoulder at the barman, who reemerged dragging two cans from under the low stone archway.

"I daren't take you in here, sir," he stooped down as he spoke, pretending to examine a tyre, "but if you'd go across the fields, I'd pick you up at the cross roads."

"I can't bring you in here, sir," he leaned down as he said this, pretending to check a tire, "but if you head across the fields, I'll pick you up at the crossroads."

"All right—that's settled." McTaggart again raised his voice. "A nice car—I wasn't sure who the maker was. Thanks. Good day."

"Okay—that's settled." McTaggart raised his voice again. "Nice car—I wasn't sure who made it. Thanks. Have a good day."

Off he went with a careless nod. The sun poured down on his head, which ached from his long night journey. The stony path felt hot to his feet, adding to his sense of fatigue.

Off he went with a casual nod. The sun beat down on his head, which throbbed from his long night journey. The rocky path felt hot under his feet, adding to his feeling of exhaustion.

For sleep had been impossible. With every throb of the rocking train he had seemed to hear Bethune's voice and recall scattered, angry phrases.

For sleep had been impossible. With every thud of the rocking train, he felt like he could hear Bethune's voice and remember bits of angry phrases.

"I thought ... you meant ... the straight ... game!" This was one of the refrains. The wheels had pounded out the words with the scanded beat of a Greek chorus. Well?—so he did—Bethune was mad! He tried to thrust the thought aside that blame could be attached to him: that, through any carelessness of his, Jill might have suffered. But still it rankled.

"I thought ... you meant ... the straightforward ... game!" This was one of the repeated lines. The wheels had echoed the words with the rhythmic beat of a Greek chorus. Well?—so he did—Bethune was furious! He tried to push away the thought that he could be blamed: that, because of any negligence on his part, Jill might have been hurt. But it still bothered him.

"She's only a child..." he said to himself. "She understands. Bethune's an ass! ... And as to 'Aunt Elizabeth'..."

"She's just a kid..." he muttered to himself. "She gets it. Bethune's a jerk! ... And about 'Aunt Elizabeth'..."

Back it came with hammering force:

Back it came with a pounding intensity:

"I thought ... you meant ... the straight ... game! ... I thought ... you meant..." He swore aloud.

"I thought ... you meant ... the straightforward ... game! ... I thought ... you meant..." He swore loudly.

As the dawn stole in through the windows, wan over the misty hills, the words suddenly changed to these:

As dawn broke through the windows, pale over the foggy hills, the words suddenly changed to this:

"Jill's—not the girl—to love—twice."

"Jill's—not the girl—to love—twice."

They brought a new throb of pain and the man stirred restlessly.

They brought a new wave of pain and the man shifted uneasily.

If, after all, Bethune were right? What then...?

If Bethune were right after all? What then...?

He shrank from the thought. Jill to suffer because of him!—Little Jill ... the child he loved....

He recoiled at the idea. Jill suffering because of him!—Sweet Jill ... the child he cared for....

"Hardly a child!" Bethune had said. On went the wheels, merciless.

"Not a child at all!" Bethune had said. The wheels kept turning, unforgiving.

"Jill's—not the girl—to love—twice..."

"Jill's—not the girl—to love—twice..."

McTaggart remembered suddenly how she had looked on his return when Roddy had played his innocent trick. He could see her sway and clutch the chair.

McTaggart suddenly remembered how she had looked when he came back after Roddy had pulled his innocent trick. He could see her swaying and gripping the chair.

"Peter!" He heard again the note, strange and emotional in her voice.

"Peter!" He heard the tone again, strange and full of feeling in her voice.

And then at the Fair, two years ago, her face when he offered his tawdry gift—the double heart—and the way she had left him, driving home in front with Bethune.

And then at the fair two years ago, her expression when he gave her his cheap gift—the double heart—and the way she had left him, driving home in front with Bethune.

Had he been blind? Did she care?

Had he been blind? Did she even care?

If so—his face was white and grave—the only decent thing to do was to go away out of her life.

If that's the case—his face was pale and serious—the only right thing to do was to leave her life.

And at the thought he stopped aghast, his whole world upside down.

And at the thought, he stopped in shock, his whole world turned upside down.

"I can't do it!"—the words broke from him with a ring of genuine consternation, echoing in the empty carriage that penned him in like a prison cell. For a space he sat, his head bowed down between his hands, blotting out the light, rosy now on a dewy land, heralding in the newborn day.

"I can't do it!"—the words escaped him with a tone of real panic, echoing in the empty carriage that surrounded him like a prison cell. For a moment, he sat there, his head bent between his hands, blocking out the light, which was now rosy over a dewy landscape, signaling the arrival of the new day.

Then, slowly he looked up, a great wonder on his face.

Then, slowly he looked up, a look of amazement on his face.

The rays of the sun were dim beside the white truth that poured in on him.

The sun's rays were weak compared to the bright truth that flooded in on him.

"Jill ... little Jill..." he whispered her name, conjuring up the grey eyes under their dark curling lashes, and the frank gaze that met his own.

"Jill ... little Jill..." he whispered her name, picturing the grey eyes beneath their dark, curly lashes, and the honest look that met his own.

Jill, with her courage and endurance, clever brain and heart of a child. For a moment he held her in his arms—his to teach the meaning of love...

Jill, with her bravery and resilience, sharp mind and innocent heart. For a moment, he held her in his arms—his to show her the meaning of love...

Then—with a sigh—he put her away. For the first time for long years he placed another's happiness before his own. Was it fair to her?

Then—with a sigh—he let her go. For the first time in many years, he prioritized someone else's happiness over his own. Was that fair to her?

Was he fit to marry Jill? A new-born sense of unworthiness swept aside his desire.

Was he good enough to marry Jill? A sudden feeling of unworthiness pushed aside his desire.

His past life rose up, his old mistrust of himself, the mystery of his "double heart" ... his light and pleasure-loving nature.

His past came back to him, his old self-doubt, the mystery of his "double heart" ... his carefree and fun-loving spirit.

He thought of Fantine and Cydonia, of many a pretty woman's face; of this last year in Italy with its careless sequence of adventures.

He thought about Fantine and Cydonia, about many beautiful women he had seen; about this past year in Italy with its carefree series of adventures.

Could he be faithful to the end?

Could he stay faithful until the end?

"Yes!" cried his heart. "Wait," said his brain.

"Yes!" shouted his heart. "Hold on," said his brain.

Reason warred with emotion; he stood at the crossroads of his life.

Reason clashed with emotion; he stood at a turning point in his life.

And the stronger, cleaner side of the man rose up in his soul's defence.

And the stronger, better side of the man emerged in defense of his soul.

He must prove himself, know himself before Jill could become his wife.

He needs to prove himself, know himself before Jill can become his wife.

He took a vow then and there to pass through a period of probation. But Jill was worth waiting for.

He made a promise right then and there to go through a trial period. But Jill was worth the wait.

If she cared? ... A doubt stabbed him and he set his teeth, his face dogged.

If she cared? ... A doubt pierced him, and he gritted his teeth, his expression determined.

He would win her—come what may! His thoughts forged fast ahead, he felt the keen thrill of pursuit.

He would win her—no matter what! His thoughts raced ahead, and he felt the exciting thrill of the chase.

And then the figure of his friend, square set, with honest eyes—that other lover of Jill's—flashed up into the foreground of the picture.

And then the image of his friend, solid and strong, with sincere eyes—that other guy who loved Jill—came into focus in the scene.

He felt ashamed. He thought of Bethune with a sudden new understanding; the deep sincerity of the man, the meaning of his last words...

He felt ashamed. He thought of Bethune with a sudden new understanding; the man's deep sincerity, the meaning of his last words...

Here was love at its highest, purged from all mere passion—a love based on unselfishness, its one object Jill's happiness.

Here was love at its peak, stripped of all fleeting desire—a love rooted in selflessness, with its sole focus being Jill's happiness.

He saw a hard fight ahead, not only with his own desire, but to keep his vow in the knowledge that the girl might suffer through his silence.

He realized he faced a tough battle ahead, not just with his own desires, but to uphold his promise knowing that the girl could suffer because of his silence.

Nevertheless, a few hours later, as he crossed the fields, impatience stirred, a longing he had never known for the sight of a loved woman's face. And as he climbed the last stile and found at the meeting of the roads the powerful car awaiting him he hailed the chauffeur with delight.

Nevertheless, a few hours later, as he walked across the fields, he felt a surge of impatience, a yearning he had never experienced for the sight of a beloved woman's face. And as he climbed over the last fence and saw the sleek car waiting for him at the crossroads, he greeted the driver with joy.

"There you are!"—he clambered up, seating himself by the driver—"let her go." They were off, the dust in a whirling cloud behind them.

"There you are!"—he climbed up, sitting next to the driver—"let's go." They took off, with dust swirling in a cloud behind them.

They wound between high rocks, jutting out over the road, through a barren land—it seemed to McTaggart—of lonely hills and sombre valleys; crossed a bridge of crumbling stone over a river shallow and brown, turned a corner, sharp as a knife, and heard the roar of rushing water.

They wound between tall rocks that jutted out over the road, through a barren landscape—it seemed to McTaggart—of lonely hills and dark valleys; crossed a bridge of crumbling stone over a shallow, brown river, turned a sharp corner, and heard the roar of rushing water.

"Falls of Ghyll," said the chauffeur.

"Falls of Ghyll," said the driver.

Far above them, out of the crags that seemed to pierce the sapphire sky, poured a stream dazzling white, wreathed in spray, mad to escape; leaping down like a storm spirit to kiss the river, that laughed below, with a rippling note of sheer delight, under the golden shafts of sunshine.

Far above them, from the cliffs that looked like they were stabbing the bright blue sky, flowed a stream of brilliant white, surrounded by spray, eager to break free; jumping down like a wild spirit to touch the river, which chuckled below, with a joyful sound of pure happiness, under the golden rays of sunlight.

McTaggart's blue eyes drank it in. The picture blent with his own mood. So, he would carry Jill away, borne on the flood tide of his love.

McTaggart's blue eyes took it all in. The image matched his own feelings. So, he would take Jill away, carried along by the wave of his love.

"Over that hill, sir," said the chauffeur—"is where the fire was—Miss Morgan's house—the Suffragettes, at it again—I expect you saw it in the papers?"

"Over that hill, sir," said the driver—"is where the fire happened—Miss Morgan's house—the Suffragettes, causing trouble again—I guess you saw it in the papers?"

"Yes—confound them!" said McTaggart.

"Yes—damn them!" said McTaggart.

The man nodded, approving the sentiment.

The man nodded, agreeing with the sentiment.

"They say, sir, they're up to mischief to-day—going to upset the speech-making. I don't envy them if they does!"

"They say, sir, that they're causing trouble today—planning to disrupt the speeches. I don’t envy them if they do!"

The note in his voice spurred McTaggart's fears.

The tone in his voice triggered McTaggart's fears.

"A rough lot about here?"

"Is it a rough area?"

"There'll be murder done," said the man grimly. "They don't stop at much when they're roused."

"There will be murder," the man said grimly. "They don't hold back when they're provoked."

"Are we nearly there?"

"Are we almost there?"

The chauffeur nodded. "In five minutes. Just over the rise and down to the valley. The meeting's held on the football ground in Cluar itself. I passed it as I came along. When we get there, sir, I'd best drop you, a bit before, and then run by, turn and come back and wait for you at the foot of the hill, if that will do?"

The driver nodded. "In five minutes. Just over the hill and down to the valley. The meeting is at the football field in Cluar itself. I saw it on the way here. When we get there, sir, I should drop you off a little ahead, then go around, turn back, and wait for you at the bottom of the hill, if that works for you?"

"Sounds all right—keep the engine going. I shan't be long if I can help it." He swallowed down his anxiety as they started to mount the incline.

"Sounds good—keep the engine running. I won't be long if I can help it." He pushed down his anxiety as they began to go up the slope.

Up and up ... Then, with a sense of open space 'neath the roof of heaven, a panorama spread before them like a vast sea of green and gray.

Up and up ... Then, feeling the open space beneath the sky, a view stretched out before them like a huge sea of green and gray.

The swelling curves of the mighty Earth, patched with woods and blackened crags, rolled up in giant waves that broke on the sky line, blurred with heat.

The rising shapes of the powerful Earth, dotted with forests and dark cliffs, rolled up in massive waves that crashed against the horizon, hazy with heat.

Purple mountains, silvery vales; and above, like a scroll of parchment drawn to an endless length across the world and worked on by some long-dead monk in azure and gold illumination, the veil of the sky was stretched, superb, shutting out the face of God.

Purple mountains, silver valleys; and above, like a scroll of parchment stretched endlessly across the world and crafted by some long-gone monk in blue and gold, the sky was beautifully arched, blocking out the face of God.

"What a view!" McTaggart sighed.

"Awesome view!" McTaggart sighed.

Below in the valley he saw grey roofs, like stones carelessly pitched downhill, tiny fields and a gleam of blue where the river glided in and out.

Below in the valley, he saw gray roofs, like stones tossed carelessly down the hill, small fields, and a glimmer of blue where the river flowed in and out.

Now they were hovering like a bird over the village; then, as the road, steep and winding, swept them down, the cottages rose all about them. They passed a church, a school, a bridge, and slackened speed.

Now they were hovering like a bird over the village; then, as the road, steep and winding, took them down, the cottages appeared all around them. They passed a church, a school, a bridge, and slowed down.

"Here we are. It's through that gate on the right, sir," the chauffeur pointed down the road.

"Here we are. It's through that gate on the right, sir," the chauffeur said, pointing down the road.

They could see a field packed with people about an erection of wooden planks, and as the engine ceased to throb McTaggart caught another sound—once heard, never forgotten—the snarling note of an angry crowd.

They could see a field filled with people around a structure made of wooden planks, and as the engine stopped rumbling, McTaggart picked up another sound—once heard, never forgotten—the snarling tone of an angry crowd.

"Up to mischief," said the chauffeur.

"Getting into trouble," said the driver.

But McTaggart was out, cutting along as hard as his long legs would go, a sick fear in his heart. Where was Jill in this turmoil?

But McTaggart was out, running as fast as his long legs could take him, a sick feeling of fear in his heart. Where was Jill in all this chaos?

He sprang through a torn gap in the hedge and pushed his way determinedly through the loose fringe of the crowd that surged round the high platform. All around him people were shouting; the mob moved in little rushes, swaying forward, beaten back from the moving centre of disturbance.

He jumped through a ripped opening in the hedge and forced his way through the loose edge of the crowd that swarmed around the high platform. All around him, people were shouting; the crowd surged in little bursts, leaning forward, pushed back from the shifting center of chaos.

Then above the angry hum a shriek rose, shrill with fear. McTaggart saw, for a moment, a figure raised above the heads. A young girl with a bleeding face, hair streaming on the breeze, one shoulder bare and white where the tattered dress had fallen away.

Then, above the angry buzz, a scream pierced through, sharp with fear. McTaggart saw, for a moment, a figure raised above the crowd. A young girl with a bleeding face, hair blowing in the wind, one shoulder bare and pale where her tattered dress had slipped down.

"Down her!" "Duck her!" "To the river..." Wild cries in uncouth Welsh.

"Get her down!" "Duck her!" "To the river..." Wild shouts in rough Welsh.

McTaggart swore out aloud. He was fighting his way, using his fists, forcing a path mercilessly.

McTaggart swore out loud. He was pushing his way through, using his fists, carving a path without mercy.

Again he caught a glimpse of the girl. Thank God! it was not Jill.

Again he caught a glimpse of the girl. Thank God! it was not Jill.

As he paused to get his breath, an old hag with an evil face sprang up toward the victim and clutched at a streaming lock of hair. With a coarse laugh she tore at it, the claw-like fingers with their trophy waved aloft, as again a scream rent the air and the crowd cheered.

As he stopped to catch his breath, an old hag with a sinister face lunged at the victim and grabbed a flowing strand of hair. With a harsh laugh, she yanked at it, her claw-like fingers holding the trophy high, as another scream pierced the air and the crowd cheered.

McTaggart's blood went cold at the sight. It was horrible enough for men to lay their rough hands on a girl, but a fellow-woman, a mother, perhaps? He felt physically sick.

McTaggart's blood ran cold at the sight. It was bad enough for men to put their rough hands on a girl, but a fellow woman, a mother, maybe? He felt physically ill.

For a moment, wedged in and powerless, his brain flashed up another picture, that of the French Revolution and the foul women of the Halles, pressing round the guillotine to dip their hands in the blood of the victims. Was this what Woman's Rights involved?—this civil war among themselves?

For a moment, stuck and powerless, his mind flashed another image: that of the French Revolution and the terrible women of the Halles, gathering around the guillotine to dip their hands in the victims' blood. Was this what Women's Rights meant?—this civil war among themselves?

And then above the angry hum a clear and brave young voice rang out:

And then, above the furious buzz, a strong and confident young voice called out:

"Votes for Women!"

"Women's Voting Rights!"

McTaggart groaned, pride and agony in his heart.

McTaggart groaned, feeling both pride and pain in his heart.

"Jill!"—he shouted with all his strength—"Jill! where are you?"

"Jill!" he shouted with all his might. "Jill! Where are you?"

He felt the serried ranks slacken as the crowd swung back to this new offender.

He felt the tightly packed lines loosen as the crowd shifted to focus on this new offender.

"Votes for Women!"

"Women's Votes Matter!"

Again it rang.

It rang again.

"Votes for..." the voice choked on the word.

"Votes for..." the voice faltered on the word.

McTaggart went fighting mad. He was in the thick of it, charging through, giving and taking blow for blow. Men and women scattered before him.

McTaggart went absolutely furious. He was right in the middle of it, charging through, giving and taking hits. People scattered in front of him.

"Jill! ... Jill!" It was a war cry.

"Jill! ... Jill!" It was a battle shout.

High above them on the platform a puppet of Government waved his arms like an excited marionette, in a shrill voice, urging more "moderation"!

High above them on the platform, a puppet of the Government waved his arms like an eager marionette, in a high-pitched voice, calling for more "moderation"!

Just as McTaggart reached Jill's side a burly miner caught the girl by the frail collar of her blouse. The thin stuff ripped down to her waist.

Just as McTaggart reached Jill's side, a hefty miner grabbed the girl by the delicate collar of her blouse. The flimsy material tore down to her waist.

"Out you go, you —— ——!" But the last foul word went down his throat under McTaggart's clenched fist, and the man fell back, stunned and bleeding.

"Out you go, you —— ——!" But the last nasty word got stuck in his throat under McTaggart's clenched fist, and the man stumbled back, dazed and bleeding.

"Now—Jill—get behind—quick! Hold onto my coat."

"Now—Jill—get behind me—quick! Hold onto my coat."

He heard her breathless "Peter!—You!" as they started the perilous retreat.

He heard her breathless "Peter!—You!" as they began the dangerous escape.

Once again she cried his name, and, wheeling round, he rescued her from the clutches of two angry women and on again, fighting his way.

Once again, she shouted his name, and as he turned around, he saved her from the grip of two furious women and kept moving forward, battling his way through.

Once too he laughed aloud and stepped across a fallen body.

Once again, he laughed out loud and walked over a fallen body.

"Look out, Jill!" he shouted back and felt her stumble, dragging his coat.

"Watch out, Jill!" he yelled back and felt her trip, pulling on his coat.

So at last they cleared the crowd. As he swung her through the hedge something sharp struck his brow. He felt no pain, but a warm, wet stream that ran down, and he brushed it aside impatiently out of his eyes.

So at last they got through the crowd. As he swung her through the hedge, something sharp hit his forehead. He felt no pain, but a warm, wet stream ran down, and he impatiently wiped it out of his eyes.

More stones whizzed about them. With one arm through Jill's, he started to run, but she gasped:

More stones flew around them. With one arm wrapped around Jill's, he began to run, but she gasped:

"I can't ... You go!"

"I can't ... You leave!"

He laughed, happy.

He laughed, feeling happy.

"Now, then..." stooping down, he picked her up in his arms. Her loosened hair fell about him, her bruised hands clasped his neck.

"Okay, then..." bending down, he picked her up in his arms. Her loose hair fell around him, her bruised hands wrapped around his neck.

He felt then he could have started and fought the battle through again. He sheltered her, as best he could, striding along toward the car.

He felt like he could have started and fought the battle all over again. He protected her as best as he could, walking confidently toward the car.

The chauffeur, with a white face, helped her in and sprang to his place.

The driver, with a pale face, helped her in and jumped into his seat.

"Now drive like Hell!" said McTaggart.

"Now drive like crazy!" said McTaggart.

The man needed no second bidding.

The man needed no second invitation.

Off they swept, past the church, up and up towards the sky.

Off they went, sweeping past the church, higher and higher towards the sky.

McTaggart leaned back with a sigh as the shouts died away behind them. Jill was there—safe—beside him. He thanked God for the fact. Also for a good fight, as he looked down at his bleeding knuckles.

McTaggart leaned back with a sigh as the shouting faded away behind them. Jill was there—safe—next to him. He thanked God for that. Also for a good fight, as he looked down at his bleeding knuckles.

"Well—Jill?" he turned to her. "You all right?"

"Hey—Jill?" he said, turning to her. "Are you okay?"

But she started up, with a shrill cry:

But she jumped up with a loud scream:

"Peter—your face!..."

"Peter—your face!..."

Her grey eyes were wide with fear. She gave a little gasp, relaxed, and fell back in a dead faint. For her brave spirit had failed her at last. The sight of the blood still trickling down from the open cut on his smeared cheek had finished the strain on her overwrought nerves. Nature, outraged, had claimed her due, sending oblivion to the spirit in the interest of the taxed flesh.

Her gray eyes were wide with fear. She let out a small gasp, relaxed, and collapsed in a faint. Her brave spirit had finally given out. The sight of blood still trickling down from the open cut on his smeared cheek had pushed her already strained nerves over the edge. Nature, unable to be denied, had taken what it was owed, sending her unconsciousness to protect her worn-out body.

"Jill—what is it?" McTaggart, frightened, bent over her white face. Mechanically he wiped his own, conscious at last of his injury.

"Jill—what's wrong?" McTaggart, scared, leaned over her pale face. Automatically, he wiped his own, finally aware of his injury.

The chauffeur turned his head at the cry.

The driver turned his head at the shout.

"The lady ill? I don't wonder! I expect she's only fainted, sir. A nasty business for any man, let alone a woman, sir."

"The lady's sick? I’m not surprised! I bet she’s just fainted, sir. It’s a tough situation for anyone, especially a woman, sir."

He felt somewhat a hero himself for the part he had played, true to promise.

He felt a bit like a hero himself for the role he had played, staying true to his promise.

"Another chap would 'ave driven off"—he soliloquized—"but there ... I couldn't!

"Another guy would have just driven away," he thought to himself, "but I... I couldn't!"

"A deep one?—that 'e is!—never a word about 'is girl. But Lor'—'e can use 'is fists. 'E gave Ap Jones a fair knock-out—Serve 'im right too for mauling a lady—not that I hold with this Suffrage business, still"—he switched on the brake—"a lady's a lady, when all's said."

"A tough one, he is! Never a word about his girl. But wow—he knows how to throw a punch. He gave Ap Jones a solid knockout—Serves him right for bothering a lady—not that I'm on board with this Suffrage thing, still"—he hit the brakes—"a lady's a lady, when all's said and done."

Then out aloud, as the car shot down into sight of the rock-bound valley:

Then out loud, as the car sped into view of the rocky valley:

"We'll be coming soon to the Falls of Ghyll. Some water may revive 'er, sir."

"We'll be arriving soon at the Falls of Ghyll. Some water might refresh her, sir."

Meanwhile McTaggart propped her up, an arm around the limp shoulders. Never had she seemed so dear ... He felt a lump rise in his throat.

Meanwhile, McTaggart supported her, an arm around her relaxed shoulders. She had never seemed so precious... He felt a lump rise in his throat.

"Jill?" He whispered the appeal, but the girl was out of the reach of his voice, far away in those dark lands, whereof no man knows the boundary.

"Jill?" He whispered the call, but the girl was beyond the reach of his voice, far away in those dark lands, where no one knows the boundary.

Tenderly he drew together the torn folds of her blouse which showed beneath it a white slip threaded with a narrow ribbon.

Tenderly, he brought together the ripped parts of her blouse, revealing a white slip with a thin ribbon threaded through it.

He felt a chivalrous pity to see the disorder of her simple dress, and, drawing the pin out of his tie, he tried clumsily, to repair it.

He felt a noble pity when he saw the mess of her simple dress, and, pulling the pin out of his tie, he awkwardly tried to fix it.

But as he did so he gave a start, a new fear gripping him.

But as he did this, he jumped, a new fear gripping him.

For something red gleamed beneath the thin and tattered material. It looked like a great drop of blood against the fairness of her skin!

For something red glimmered beneath the thin and worn fabric. It looked like a large drop of blood against the softness of her skin!

He set his teeth. Deliberately, but with unconscious reverence, he drew down the frill of lace where the ribbon held the folds together.

He clenched his teeth. Purposefully, yet with an instinctive respect, he pulled down the lace trim where the ribbon held the fabric together.

Then he gave a gasp of relief. Into his blue eyes came the light of love victorious; infinite wonder flooded his soul with tenderness.

Then he let out a gasp of relief. A light of victorious love filled his blue eyes; infinite wonder poured into his soul, bringing with it a wave of tenderness.

For there it lay, in the soft hollow between the delicate curves of her breast, in ruby glass with its lover's knot, his "fairing"—the little "double heart"!

For there it rested, in the gentle dip between the soft curves of her breast, in ruby glass with its lover's knot, his "fairing"—the little "double heart"!




CHAPTER XXVII

The night was close and sultry. A sudden longing for air drove McTaggart into the deserted Park. His luggage was packed, and early next day he would start for the North and his round of visits there.

The night was warm and muggy. A sudden craving for fresh air pushed McTaggart into the empty Park. His bags were packed, and early the next day he would head North for his round of visits there.

The Uniackes were at Worthing, and McTaggart's thoughts instinctively turned to Jill as he left the path and took a chair in an empty row beyond the Achilles Statue.

The Uniackes were at Worthing, and McTaggart's thoughts naturally went to Jill as he stepped off the path and sat down in an empty row beyond the Achilles Statue.

The girl's initial venture as a Militant Suffragette had left no lasting trace physically. But mentally it had marked a definite turning point in her views on the subject that engrossed her home.

The girl’s first experience as a Militant Suffragette didn’t leave any physical marks. But mentally, it had definitely changed her perspective on the issue that consumed her household.

She had gone to Cluar expecting resistance from the law and possible rough treatment at the hands of men; but the sight of fellow-women, losing all control, violently turning against their own sex, and the utter absence of that esprit de corps—so strong a feature of her college life—had astounded and revolted her to the depths of her soul.

She had gone to Cluar expecting pushback from the law and possibly rough treatment from men; but the sight of other women completely losing control, violently turning against their own gender, and the total lack of that sense of sisterhood—so prominent in her college life—had shocked and disgusted her to her core.

She argued thus: If a movement that held as its primary cause the advancement of women produced not only a breach with the opposite sex but civil war among themselves, what would be the state of a government where the rival factions each held the vote and in which the fighting element despised the prevailing laws of the land?

She argued this: If a movement focused on advancing women created not only a divide with men but also conflict among women themselves, what would happen in a government where the opposing groups each had the right to vote and where the aggressive faction disregarded the existing laws?

Was Arson a slight weapon of offence? Or Assassination, risked by bombs?

Was arson a minor tool for offense? Or assassination, jeopardized by bombs?

It was Anarchy none the less, the offenders being mere women.

It was chaos nonetheless, the offenders being just women.

The present scheme of government might be open to various abuses, but at least it was a rule of order, upholding the laws it sought to enforce and the safety of the citizen.

The current system of government might be prone to different forms of abuse, but at least it provided a sense of order, supporting the laws it aimed to uphold and ensuring the safety of the citizens.

In the long journey home, Jill had threshed out in this fashion the pros and cons of Woman's Suffrage with McTaggart; and needless to say the man had approved the conclusion she reached at last. She turned her back on the "Cause."

In the long journey home, Jill had weighed the pros and cons of Woman's Suffrage with McTaggart; and of course, the man agreed with the conclusion she ultimately came to. She turned her back on the "Cause."

Now as he sat in the shadows thrown by the high trees over the grass, hearing the leaves, already falling, rustle faintly overhead, he smiled as he conjured up her face with its indignant wide gray eyes.

Now as he sat in the shadows cast by the tall trees over the grass, hearing the leaves, already falling, rustle softly above him, he smiled as he imagined her face with its wide, indignant gray eyes.

They had reached her home late that night, and, for the first time, McTaggart had realized that Mrs. Uniacke cared deeply for her child. The instincts of motherhood had risen supreme over her ardour for the Cause. She had cried aloud at the sight of Jill with her bruised arms and tattered clothes.

They got to her home late that night, and for the first time, McTaggart saw that Mrs. Uniacke really cared for her child. Her maternal instincts had taken over her passion for the Cause. She had cried out when she saw Jill's bruised arms and torn clothes.

Bitterly, too, she had blamed Stephen for deserting the girl in the hour of danger.

Bitterly, she had also blamed Stephen for abandoning the girl in her time of need.

She had placed her daughter in his care and the story, tersely told by McTaggart, of their meeting with that prudent person in the coffee-room of the Commercial Hotel, placidly eating an excellent lunch, had roused her genuine indignation.

She had entrusted her daughter to him, and the brief account from McTaggart about their encounter with that sensible person in the coffee room of the Commercial Hotel, calmly enjoying a delicious lunch, had genuinely upset her.

For Stephen had been "caught out"! The sight of McTaggart, dusty, blood-stained, the cut on his forehead hastily plastered by the local chemist, escorting Jill, herself still white, bruised and shaken, her dress in ribbons, without a hat, standing in the narrow doorway, had shattered that young man's calm assurance.

For Stephen had been "caught out"! The sight of McTaggart, dusty and blood-stained, the cut on his forehead hastily patched by the local pharmacist, escorting Jill, who was still pale, bruised, and shaken, her dress in tatters, without a hat, standing in the narrow doorway, had broken that young man's calm confidence.

Utterly ignoring him and his hasty, incoherent excuses, McTaggart had induced Jill to take some food, collected her luggage and hurried her out and up to the station, without a word to the inwardly scared object of his deep contempt.

Utterly ignoring him and his hurried, jumbled excuses, McTaggart had convinced Jill to eat something, grabbed her bags, and rushed her out to the station, without saying a word to the inwardly frightened person he deeply despised.

One good thing had resulted from Jill's painful adventure in Wales; a distinct rupture between her mother and the weak and unscrupulous young man.

One positive outcome came from Jill's difficult experience in Wales: a clear break between her mother and the weak and unprincipled young man.

In a long letter to McTaggart, Jill had conveyed the glad news.

In a long letter to McTaggart, Jill shared the good news.

"Isn't it splendid?"—she wrote gayly. "Roddy's off his head with joy! He's painted a picture of Saint Stephen being stoned by the Suffragettes; with mauve socks and a mauve tie—it really is exactly like him!—and a big bottle of champagne with 'Mumm's the word!' on a banner.

"Isn't it amazing?"—she wrote cheerfully. "Roddy's over the moon with happiness! He's painted a picture of Saint Stephen being stoned by the Suffragettes; with mauve socks and a mauve tie—it really is just like him!—and a big bottle of champagne with 'Mumm's the word!' on a banner."

"I do hope your head's all right?—that cut, I mean? I'm very fit and I can't think why I caved in. You were a brick to fly to the rescue! We're off on Thursday for a month at Worthing. Can't you come and say good-bye? I want to thank you properly—and Roddy too—so do turn up.

"I really hope your head is okay?—the cut, I mean? I'm in great shape and I can't figure out why I lost it. You were amazing to come to the rescue! We're leaving on Thursday for a month in Worthing. Can't you come by and say goodbye? I want to thank you properly—and Roddy too—so please show up."

"It's lovely to feel free of Stephen and have Mother to ourselves. She's coming to the Zoo to-day and she's promised Roddy some painting lessons—think of that! He's so happy. Stephen used to laugh at him and call him the 'Infant Raphael' ... I'd like to see Stephen do some of Roddy's clever sketches!..."

"It's great to be free of Stephen and have Mom all to ourselves. She's coming to the Zoo today and promised Roddy some painting lessons—can you believe that? He's so happy. Stephen used to laugh at him and call him the 'Infant Raphael'... I'd love to see Stephen try to do some of Roddy's amazing sketches!..."

So the simple letter ran. Full of slang, but, to the lover, a priceless pearl of composition. He read her nature between the lines: that strong loving heart of hers, scorning all hypocrisy, protective toward the weak, breathing a sweet unselfishness.

So the straightforward letter went. Full of slang, but to the lover, a priceless gem of writing. He read her character between the lines: that strong, loving heart of hers, rejecting all pretense, protective toward the vulnerable, radiating a sweet selflessness.

Nevertheless he stayed away, faithful to his secret vow. He sent the girl a book she craved and a big box of sweets for Roddy. Then, as an afterthought, he added a neat little painter's outfit. He smiled at his own craftiness, knowing the road to Jill's heart. And a plan rose in his mind—if all went as he hoped—to arrange that this much beloved brother should study abroad at his expense and enter the Art schools at Rome.

Nevertheless, he kept his distance, staying true to his secret promise. He sent the girl a book she wanted and a big box of treats for Roddy. Then, as an afterthought, he included a neat little painter's outfit. He smiled at his own cleverness, knowing the way to Jill's heart. An idea formed in his mind—if everything went as he hoped—to arrange for his much-loved brother to study abroad at his expense and enroll in the art schools in Rome.

Now, in the dim light of the Park, he was lost in a day-dream of the future. His cigarette, smouldering unheeded, scorched his fingers and, with a start, he came back to his surroundings.

Now, in the dim light of the park, he was lost in a daydream about the future. His cigarette, burning away unnoticed, scorched his fingers, and, with a jolt, he returned to the present.

A young couple passed, arm in arm, and somewhere behind him, out of the dark, rose a whispering, and a girl's laugh that told its own simple story.

A young couple walked by, holding hands, and from somewhere behind him, out of the darkness, came a whisper and a girl’s laugh that told its own straightforward story.

For even in the deserted town the Summer night was filled with love; like a brimming cup held to the lips of youth by the wise old hand of Nature.

For even in the empty town, the summer night was full of love; like a full cup brought to the lips of youth by the gentle hand of Nature.

The lonely figure of a woman emerged from under the long white arch at Hyde Park Corner and moved across the dusty road toward the trees.

The solitary silhouette of a woman appeared from beneath the long white arch at Hyde Park Corner and walked across the dusty road towards the trees.

McTaggart watched her absently. Something about her graceful walk, the assured carriage of her head, stirred his latent speculation.

McTaggart watched her without paying much attention. Something about the way she walked so gracefully and the confident way she held her head made him think.

"I wouldn't mind betting that she's French." He lit another cigarette and pondered upon the distinctive touch that sets the Gallic race apart.

"I'd bet that she's French." He lit another cigarette and thought about the unique qualities that make the French stand out.

The object of his scrutiny reached at last the slight incline beneath the Achilles statue and paused, shaken by a fit of coughing.

The thing he was watching finally reached the small slope under the Achilles statue and stopped, shaken by a coughing fit.

McTaggart's face went suddenly grave as he watched the slender, graceful figure struggling with the sudden spasm.

McTaggart's face suddenly became serious as he watched the slender, graceful figure struggling with the sudden spasm.

"Poor soul!" he said to himself. For he guessed that the scourge of civilization, Consumption, had marked her for a victim. And suddenly the thought of Death, in a world renewed for him by love, sent a shiver down his spine. Some day he and Jill must part....

"Poor thing!" he said to himself. For he suspected that the plague of civilization, tuberculosis, had chosen her as its next victim. And suddenly, the thought of Death, in a world that had been refreshed for him by love, sent a chill down his spine. Someday he and Jill would have to say goodbye....

The woman passed her handkerchief across her lips, lowered her veil and breasted the slope wearily. Arrived at the edge of the grass, with a neat movement of her skirt, she stepped over the low rail, avoiding the dusty gravel path.

The woman wiped her lips with her handkerchief, pulled down her veil, and wearily walked up the slope. When she reached the edge of the grass, she gracefully moved her skirt and stepped over the low railing, steering clear of the dusty gravel path.

When she came to the chair where he sat, she glanced sideways at McTaggart, who stiffened a little at her approach, and the odour of scent wafted from her.

When she reached the chair where he was sitting, she looked over at McTaggart, who tensed slightly at her approach, and the scent of her fragrance filled the air.

To his further annoyance she hesitated, peering down into his face through the lace veil that obscured her features.

To his greater irritation, she paused, looking down at his face through the lace veil that hid her features.

"Pierrot!—Is it really you?" He was on his feet with a sudden start. The memory of dead days rose up, bewildering him.

"Pierrot!—Is that really you?" He jumped to his feet in shock. The memories of lost days flooded back, leaving him confused.

"Fantine!" He stared at her, amazed.

"Fantine!" He looked at her in disbelief.

"Mais oui!" She held out her hand—"You do not remember me?—And I——? Ma foi!—I thought you must be dead!" ...

"Of course!" She extended her hand—"You don't remember me?—And I——? Wow!—I thought you were dead!" ...

"Au contraire!" he tried to collect his thoughts. "Very much in the flesh, as you see."

"On the contrary!" he tried to gather his thoughts. "Very much in the flesh, as you can see."

He remembered quickly there had been no scene, no definite break in their friendship; only his silence since that night when he had probed her treachery. He felt at a loss to find, now, an excuse for avoiding her company.

He quickly remembered that there hadn't been a confrontation, no clear end to their friendship; just his silence since that night when he confronted her betrayal. He felt unsure about how to come up with an excuse to avoid being around her now.

"I've been abroad," he explained lamely, "for two years. I'm off to-morrow to shoot in Scotland. London's beastly. Even my Club's shut against me!"

"I've been overseas," he said awkwardly, "for two years. I'm heading out tomorrow to go hunting in Scotland. London’s awful. Even my Club's closed to me!"

Fantine smiled, then she sighed.

Fantine smiled, then sighed.

"Lucky Pierrot!" She sank down on the nearest chair and with a gesture invited him to the one beside it. "You will like that—to shoot, hein?" Again a fit of coughing seized her.

"Lucky Pierrot!" She sank down into the nearest chair and gestured for him to take the one next to her. "You'll like that—to shoot, right?" Again, a coughing fit took over her.

She looked thin, McTaggart thought. He could not harden his heart against her, with that shadow of death that seemed to hang like a cloud over her old brilliancy.

She looked frail, McTaggart thought. He couldn't harden his heart against her, with that shadow of death that seemed to loom like a cloud over her former brilliance.

"How's the world been treating you?" He spoke gently. It seemed to him a page torn from a past life, this unexpected meeting with her; the whole hateful episode a story skimmed through and forgotten.

"How's the world been treating you?" He said softly. It felt to him like a page ripped from a past life, this unexpected encounter with her; the whole frustrating episode a story he had quickly read and then forgotten.

"The world, mon cher?"—she shrugged her shoulders, "Why, mon Dieu—as it always treats those whose luck has turned against them!" She gave a light and mocking laugh.

"The world, my dear?"—she shrugged her shoulders, "Well, my God—as it always treats those whose luck has run out!" She gave a light, mocking laugh.

"I'm sorry." He paused. "Would you care to tell me?"

"I'm sorry." He paused. "Would you mind sharing?"

She gave him a quick grateful glance. Then with a gesture, unconsciously tinged with a touch of drama, threw back her veil.

She shot him a quick thankful glance. Then, with a gesture that was unintentionally a bit dramatic, she flicked back her veil.

McTaggart stared, taken aback.

McTaggart stared, surprised.

"Ah! ... you see?" she nodded her head. "I am getting old"—her voice shook—"and so tired..." the painted lips twisted themselves into a smile more pitiful than any tears in the thin but still piquante face.

"Ah! ... do you see?" she nodded her head. "I'm getting old"—her voice trembled—"and I'm so tired..." the painted lips twisted into a smile more heartbreaking than any tears in the thin but still sharp face.

"It's the life, mon cher—this ... gay life! I have burnt the candle in the middle. No!—you say 'at both wicks'"—her words ended in a cough.

"It's the life, my dear—this ... fabulous life! I have burnt the candle in the middle. No!—you say 'at both ends'"—her words ended in a cough.

"You've got a frightful cold, Fantine. Do you think it's prudent sitting here?"

"You've got a terrible cold, Fantine. Do you think it's smart to be sitting here?"

"Yes—the fresh air does me good—and it can't hurt me ... now, Pierrot. It's not a cold—it's my chest. I had pneumonia in the Spring and the wet season completed the trouble. The doctor says I ought to live in a dry climate—but," she laughed—"I have to earn the money first—and London is the easiest place."

"Yeah—the fresh air is good for me—and it can't hurt me ... now, Pierrot. It's not a cold—it's my chest. I had pneumonia in the spring, and the rainy season made it worse. The doctor says I should live in a dry climate—but," she laughed—"I have to make the money first—and London is the easiest place to do that."

A silence fell between the pair. McTaggart saw that her neat dress was shabby, that the hat she wore owed its smartness to the veil and the way it was posed at the right angle. But, faithful to her ancient creed, her boots and gloves were immaculate, her dark hair glossy and waved, and her face delicately painted.

A silence settled between the two. McTaggart noticed that her tidy dress looked worn, and the stylishness of her hat came from the veil and how it was positioned at just the right angle. But true to her long-held beliefs, her boots and gloves were spotless, her dark hair shiny and styled, and her face beautifully made up.

Yet something was gone: the note of youth, the joyous, half-defiant charm. This was a woman, middle-aged, broken in health but still proud.

Yet something was missing: the spirit of youth, the joyful, slightly rebellious charm. This was a woman, middle-aged, struggling with her health but still proud.

"Per'aps you did not learn my trouble? No?"—she glanced up at him—"The flat was raided by the police. I had to pay a heavy fine. It was not mine to keep or let; it belonged to a certain ... Monsieur. But in my name, you understan'? I to take all the risk. And when it failed he vanished—pouf!" she threw out her hands mockingly—"into thin air, as you say. And I was left ... dans le potage!

"Maybe you didn’t hear about my trouble? No?"—she looked up at him—"The police raided the apartment. I had to pay a hefty fine. It wasn’t mine to keep or rent; it belonged to a certain ... Monsieur. But in my name, you know? I took all the risk. And when it fell apart, he disappeared—poof!" she said with a dismissive gesture—"into thin air, as you say. And I was left ... in deep trouble!"

"It was not soup you could drink, Pierrot, like Monsieur Auguste's 'pot-au-feu'—and ... one eats to live—or at least those do who can't afford to live to eat! An' so I had to start again, with a very slim capital—the furniture ... a few jewels..."

"It wasn't soup you could drink, Pierrot, like Monsieur Auguste's 'pot-au-feu'—and ... you eat to live—or at least those who can't afford to live to eat do! So I had to start over, with very little money—the furniture ... a few jewels..."

She stared moodily before her.

She stared sullenly ahead.

"That's where the devil comes in, Pierrot,—and mocks at all the saints in Heaven! ... Not that I wish to become a saint"—she shot him an amused glance with one of her old mocking smiles—"Dieu merci! I love life—an' pretty frocks and a good cuisine. You remember our last evening together? The—music? ... ah!" she clasped her hands and a curious look came into her eyes. "I am glad," she added beneath her breath—"that nothing spoilt that memory."

"That's where the devil shows up, Pierrot,—and mocks all the saints in Heaven! ... Not that I want to be a saint"—she gave him a playful look with one of her familiar teasing smiles—"Thank goodness! I love life—pretty dresses and good food. Remember our last evening together? The—music? ... ah!" she clasped her hands and a wistful look came into her eyes. "I'm glad," she added quietly—"that nothing spoiled that memory."

Little she guessed that the man beside her caught the full meaning of the words: that his last rancour vanished with it as he guessed the truth underlying the speech.

Little did she know that the man next to her understood the full meaning of her words: that his last bit of bitterness disappeared as he grasped the truth behind what she said.

The face in the photograph rose up, with its evil eyes and its ruthless mouth; that "certain ... Monsieur" called "Gustave"—the treacherous master-mind.

The face in the photo emerged, with its sinister eyes and its cruel mouth; that "certain ... Monsieur" called "Gustave"—the deceitful mastermind.

Poor little woman!—In such bad hands—deserted too in her hour of need...

Poor woman!—In such terrible hands—abandoned too in her time of need...

"What did you do?" he asked gently. "I'd no idea of all this worry. I'm really awfully sorry, Fantine," he laid a hand over hers.

"What did you do?" he asked softly. "I had no idea about all this worry. I'm really so sorry, Fantine," he placed his hand over hers.

She gave him a sudden brilliant smile.

She suddenly flashed him a bright smile.

"The same Pierrot..." her voice was tender. Then she drew herself together, her fingers lightly clasped in his, a faint colour in her thin cheeks.

"The same Pierrot..." her voice was soft. Then she composed herself, her fingers gently intertwined with his, a subtle flush on her thin cheeks.

"You remember Archie Thesiger?"

"Do you remember Archie Thesiger?"

"Yes." He knew what was coming.

"Yes." He knew what was about to happen.

"He offered me his ... protection." Fantine's eyes were enigmatic. "It seemed ... the best thing to do. I was very happy—for a time. He took a little flat in Brighton and—you will laugh!"—she smiled herself—"I am domestic in my tastes—But yes!—and excellent manager. I made Archie quite content. You think because I love my clothes I should be helpless in a kitchen? There you are wrong. One day I will come and make you," she paused—"such an omelette! ... But of course I knew it couldn't last. That is the drawback to ... ce métier. He fell in love—with a young girl. Il faut se ranger—I understood. And there it was!—to begin again. The next time I was not so lucky. Rich, yes. But a 'mauvais sujet.' And then I find that he is married! Madame arrives ... Dieu, quelle scène! She seem to think I love her Reuben! Yes—a Jew ... that too! But I tell her, smiling, to her face, that it was purely business with me. My faith, she did not care for it. I agreed it was not suitable—ce ménage—lowering for a woman such as I am, with brains and looks—that money is not everything! He drank too—and she knew that!"

"He offered me his ... protection." Fantine's eyes were mysterious. "It seemed ... like the best thing to do. I was really happy—for a while. He rented a small apartment in Brighton and—you’ll laugh!"—she smiled at herself—"I have domestic tastes—But yes!—and I'm a great manager. I made Archie quite happy. You think just because I love my clothes I’d be useless in the kitchen? That’s where you’re wrong. One day I’ll come and make you," she paused—"such an omelette! ... But of course, I knew it couldn’t last. That's the downside to ... this job. He fell in love—with a young girl. Il faut se ranger—I understood. And there it was!—to start over. The next time I wasn’t so lucky. Rich, yes. But a 'bad subject.' And then I found out he was married! Madame arrives ... Dieu, quelle scène! She seemed to think I love her Reuben! Yes—a Jew ... that too! But I told her, smiling, right to her face, that it was purely business for me. My faith, she didn’t want to hear it. I agreed it wasn’t suitable—this arrangement—degrading for a woman like me, with brains and looks—that money isn’t everything! He drank too—and she knew that!"

At her mischievous sidelong glance McTaggart gave a grim laugh, conjuring up the unequal duel between this strange, dissimilar pair.

At her playful sideways glance, McTaggart let out a harsh laugh, imagining the uneven battle between this odd, contrasting duo.

"I give her then some good advice,"—Fantine was enjoying her story, the topaz eyes keen and bright, lips curved in a mocking smile. "I say: 'You are a good woman, with babies, per'aps, and a linen press. But that is not all a man wants. Learn to talk ... and walk ... an' dress! Marriage—what is it? A legal tie. But a clever wife must charm to hold ... You catch my point?—I am ver' glad. I could teach you ... yes, many things. But my cab waits—Adieu, Madame!'" ...

"I give her some good advice,"—Fantine was enjoying her story, her topaz eyes sharp and bright, lips curved in a teasing smile. "I say: 'You're a good woman, maybe with kids and a linen press. But that's not all a man wants. Learn to talk... and walk... and dress! Marriage—what is it? A legal bond. But a smart wife must charm to keep... You get my point? I'm very glad. I could teach you... yes, many things. But my cab is waiting—Goodbye, Madame!'" ...

"Good Lord!—So you went. And then?"

"Good Lord! So you went. And then?"

Fantine made a wry grimace.

Fantine made a sarcastic face.

"I became companion to a lady. (Of men, you see, I had had enough!) Also rich, mais une femme du peuple! Archie gave me a written reference. His uncle is a baronet and that was quite sufficient to her. I learned there how to wash a dog and make petticoats for the poor. Not flannel—you understan'?—but flannelette—most dangerous—but good enough for Charity! (McTaggart chuckled, watching her.) And what a 'real lady' could do and what a 'real lady' could not!

"I became a companion to a lady. (I’d had enough of men, you know!) Also wealthy, but a woman of the people! Archie gave me a written reference. His uncle is a baronet, and that was good enough for her. I learned how to wash a dog and make petticoats for the poor. Not flannel—you understand?—but flannelette—very risky—but good enough for Charity! (McTaggart chuckled, watching her.) And what a 'real lady' could do and what a 'real lady' couldn't!

"It's a ... sale métier!—to my mind—hardly as moral as the other—so uncharitable"—she frowned.

"It's a... sale profession!—in my opinion—barely as moral as the others—so unkind"—she frowned.

"Have you ever lived in the suburbs?—No?—Then don't, my dear Pierrot. It's to ... exist in hourly fear of gossip, one eye on each neighbour. To call and flatter, peer and pry and pick their characters to ribbons. What a life!" she shrugged her shoulders. "One of my duties was to teach my new employer a little French. That amused me enormously! She was as stupid as a goose—so I stuffed her"—Fantine laughed—"with some good spicy words. When she travels to Paris, mon Dieu!—she will surprise the chambermaid! Unluckily"—she ran on—"there was a nephew." Her cough stopped her. She battled with it for a moment, caught her breath and smiled bravely. "Un horreur de petit bonhomme!—dressed like a little groom. 'Très sporting.' That is chic in the suburbs—always gaiters, piqué necktie and no horse! You know the type, hein, Pierrot?

"Have you ever lived in the suburbs?—No?—Then don't, my dear Pierrot. It's all about living in constant fear of gossip, keeping an eye on each neighbor. To call and flatter, spy and pry, and tear their characters apart. What a life!" she shrugged her shoulders. "One of my jobs was to teach my new employer a bit of French. That amused me a lot! She was as clueless as they come—so I filled her up"—Fantine laughed—"with some good spicy words. When she goes to Paris, oh my God!—she's going to surprise the maid! Unfortunately"—she continued—"there was a nephew." Her cough interrupted her. She struggled with it for a moment, caught her breath, and smiled bravely. "A little horror!—dressed like a little groom. 'Very sporting.' That's chic in the suburbs—always wearing gaiters, a piqué necktie, and no horse! You know the type, right, Pierrot?

"'Bertie'—that was the youth's name—took a fancy to poor me!—Condescended to express it—even helped to wash the dog. That was fun—he did get wet!" She laughed at the recollection. "Then, one day, Madame guessed. Actually she accused me of a wish to marry him!" Up went Fantine's hands in horror. "Moi, Fantine!"

"'Bertie'—that was the kid's name—took a liking to poor me!—Actually said it out loud—even helped wash the dog. That was fun—he really got soaked!" She laughed remembering it. "Then, one day, Madame figured it out. She actually accused me of wanting to marry him!" Fantine’s hands shot up in shock. "Me, Fantine!"

McTaggart roared.

McTaggart yelled.

"I said I had no use for 'Bertie.' It was not my fault if he cared for me!—That it nearly gave me 'mal au coeur' to sit facing him at dinner! That I boxed his ears at many times—and that was true!—but she would not believe. She said: 'One can see you are no lady.' So I replied that she could not tell. Impossible! I knew, mon cher, she had started life as a kitchen maid and married her master through a trick and I added: 'I am quite ready to learn any hint regarding cooking, but of my birth you are no judge—I go to my equals to decide.' The servants were all in the hall and Bertie as red as a turkey-cock—and they laughed! I heard them. Then I packed and got away as soon as I could, with all the neighbours' noses glued to the windows.

"I said I didn't care about 'Bertie.' It wasn't my fault he liked me! It almost made me sick to sit across from him at dinner! I had slapped his ears several times—and that was true!—but she wouldn't believe it. She said, 'It's clear you're not a lady.' So I responded that she couldn't know. Impossible! I knew, dear, she had started out as a kitchen maid and tricked her way into marrying her master, and I added, 'I'm totally open to learning any tips about cooking, but you can't judge my background—I go to my equals for that.' The servants were all in the hall, and Bertie was as red as a turkey—and they laughed! I heard them. Then I packed up and got out of there as fast as I could, with all the neighbors peering through the windows."

"Virtue did not seem a success—it hides, you see, so much meanness. I tried in vain to find Gustave"—(the name slipped out unconsciously)—"but all my letters were returned—'not known' at the old address.

"Virtue didn't seem to be succeeding—it hides, you know, so much pettiness. I tried unsuccessfully to find Gustave"—(I let the name slip out without thinking)—"but all my letters came back—'not known' at the old address."

"Then I thought of the Stage. Chorus per'aps?—I sing a little. That began and ended too with a heavy fee to an agent. I got a cold one snowy day and fell ill. Then doctor's bills and the little money I had saved melted away—and so, you see ... here I am!" She finished gaily—"Open—how do you make the phrase?—to any pleasant salaried post!"

"Then I thought about acting. Maybe a chorus role? I can sing a bit. But that starts and ends with paying a big fee to an agent. I caught a cold on a snowy day and got sick. Then the doctor's bills and the little money I had saved disappeared—and now, you see ... here I am!" She finished cheerfully—"Available—what's the phrase again?—for any nice paying job!"

She glanced sideways at the man, noting the pity on his face.

She looked over at the guy, noticing the sympathy on his face.

"You wouldn't like...?" Her meaning was plain.

"You wouldn't like...?" Her intention was clear.

"No," said McTaggart, very gently.

"No," McTaggart said gently.

"Tant pis! You cared once..." She sighed, then coughed. "I can live," she whispered, "on ve-ry little ... also cook..."

"Tough luck! You cared once..." She sighed, then coughed. "I can live," she whispered, "on very little... and I can cook..."

"Don't!" he quivered on the word. "It's horrible!—to think that you..." He swallowed hard, remembering the pretty flat, with the Fantine of old, proud and brilliant—and now ... this!

"Don't!" he trembled as he said it. "It's awful!—to think that you..." He gulped, recalling the beautiful apartment, with the old Fantine, proud and vibrant—and now ... this!

"I'm going to be married," he said quickly—"At least I hope so. But that's no reason why I shouldn't help an old friend."

"I'm getting married," he said quickly—"At least I hope so. But that doesn't mean I can't help an old friend."

Fantine drew herself up erect.

Fantine straightened up.

"If I choose to take——" her voice was sharp—"I give too! That is honest, I think. I have never asked for charity. But ... oh, mon Dieu!" she broke down under McTaggart's pitiful glance. "Life is hard. C'est un sale métier! And I can't sink—I can't ... I can't ..." a sob broke from the painted lips—"not to ... that!"

"If I choose to take——" her voice was sharp—"I give too! That feels honest, don’t you think? I've never asked for charity. But ... oh, my God!" she broke down under McTaggart's pitiful glance. "Life is tough. It's a dirty job! And I can't sink—I can't ... I can't ..." a sob escaped from her painted lips—"not to ... that!"

She pointed straight to the lights beyond the silvery arch, to Piccadilly, broad and smooth.

She pointed directly at the lights beyond the shiny arch, at Piccadilly, wide and smooth.

McTaggart felt suddenly humbled. He thought for a moment painfully of the lives of those other women, placed for ever outside the pale, sacrificed to man's desire...

McTaggart suddenly felt a wave of humility. He painfully thought for a moment about the lives of those other women, forever cast aside, sacrificed to men's desires...

Then he spoke.

Then he said.

"Look here, Fantine. I think you're a splendid little woman! I'd feel proud to be your friend. The pluck of you!"—(he meant it, too). "I wouldn't dream of insulting you by—well—by offering financial help without any equivalent. But there's something you can do for me—if you will?—and it's not too dull?"

"Listen, Fantine. I think you're an amazing woman! I'd be proud to be your friend. You really have guts!"—(he genuinely meant it). "I wouldn't dare insult you by—well—offering you financial help without expecting something in return. But there's something you could do for me—if you're willing?—and it’s not too boring?"

She stared at him wonderingly. A faint glimmer of hope shone in the tragic depths of her topaz eyes. The reddened lips parted a little. "Eh bien?"

She looked at him in amazement. A faint glimmer of hope sparkled in the tragic depths of her topaz eyes. Her reddened lips parted slightly. "Well?"

He felt the strain in her voice and hurried on, full of compassion.

He could hear the tension in her voice and rushed to continue, filled with empathy.

"It's like this. I've been left a villa—a wee place abroad near the sea. I stayed there for a few weeks before my return—and was bored to death! I don't want to shut it up and I have a dislike to letting it. It occurred to me to find some one, as a sort of caretaker," he paused, his eyes fixed on the grass at his feet. "It's in Italy, not far from Spezzia—a pretty place with lovely air and fairly gay in the Summer time—but in the Winter months——" he laughed—"about as lonely as the Pole. So that's what I am up against—to find someone I can trust to live there and keep it aired. There's an old woman who does odd jobs—I daresay she could cook a bit—and her son who gardens, cleans windows and all that—but it's not enough. I want some one—a different class—to keep an eye on the pair. But I warn you—it's awfully dull—but healthy—the air comes over the snows. Now as you're feeling a bit run down, would you like to try it?" He broke off sharply.

"It's like this. I've inherited a villa—a small place abroad by the sea. I spent a few weeks there before coming back—and I was bored out of my mind! I don’t want to lock it up, and I really don't like the idea of renting it out. It struck me that I should find someone, kind of like a caretaker," he paused, staring at the grass beneath his feet. "It's in Italy, not far from Spezzia—a nice spot with great air and pretty lively in the summer—but in the winter months——" he laughed—"it's about as lonely as the North Pole. So that's my challenge—to find someone I can trust to live there and keep it aired out. There's an old woman who does odd jobs—I imagine she can cook a little—and her son who gardens and cleans windows and all that—but it’s not enough. I want someone—from a different background—to keep an eye on those two. But I should warn you—it’s really dull—but healthy—the air comes down from the snowy mountains. Now, since you're feeling a bit run down, would you like to give it a try?" He stopped abruptly.

"Fantine, my dear! Oh, you poor little soul!..."

"Fantine, my dear! Oh, you poor thing!..."

She was sobbing sharply, her head in her hands. The breeze rustled through the trees and far away, in wave on wave, came the noise of the traffic, London's voice, not unlike the swell of the sea.

She was crying hard, her head in her hands. The breeze rustled through the trees and in the distance, the sound of traffic came in waves, London's voice, similar to the sound of the sea.

Beside him, cast up on the tide, this wreck and flotsam of life's storms, battered and broken, but still lit by the flickering lamp of the human soul.

Beside him, washed up on the tide, this wreck and debris of life's storms, battered and broken, but still illuminated by the flickering light of the human spirit.

"Fantine—don't feel hurt, my dear. I mean what I say—it's give and take—fair play, I give you my word."

"Fantine—don't be upset, my dear. I mean what I say—it's a give and take—fair play, I promise."

She raised a streaming, haggard face.

She lifted her tired, worn-out face.

"You don't know ... oh, mon Dieu! Listen——"

"You don't know ... oh my God! Listen——"

she caught him by the arm. "I tried to ruin you," she cried—"that last evening—at the flat!"

she caught him by the arm. "I tried to ruin you," she exclaimed—"that last night—at the apartment!"

"Nonsense!—it's all ... part of the game——" his voice was rough through sheer discomfort. "If you had, I deserved it, Fantine—a young ass—that's all right. I'd have ruined you without a thought—in another way, but it's just as bad. There isn't a penny to choose between us. Besides, I knew—when I left you that night. I saw your husband come up the stairs—and—afterwards—I guessed the truth. You were driven to it—it wasn't your fault."

"Nonsense!—it's all part of the game——" his voice was rough from the discomfort. "If you had, I deserved it, Fantine—a young fool—that's fine. I'd have ruined you without a second thought—in a different way, but it's just as bad. There isn't a dime to be split between us. Plus, I knew—when I left you that night. I saw your husband come up the stairs—and—afterwards—I figured it out. You were pushed into it—it wasn’t your fault."

He paused a moment, his face grim.

He paused for a moment, his expression serious.

"A jolly good lesson," he said slowly, "it taught me to be ... less of a fool. So don't let that worry you, but help me now—with this damned villa!"

"A really good lesson," he said slowly, "it taught me to be ... less of a fool. So don't let that worry you, but help me now—with this damned villa!"

The very depth of his pity for her made him brusque and he ran on jerkily.

The depth of his pity for her made him abrupt, and he moved forward in a choppy way.

"So that's settled. I want your answer. D'you think you could stand it? It's jolly dull—but with no pet dogs or flannel petticoats! Could a 'real lady' become a caretaker?"

"So that's decided. I want your answer. Do you think you could handle it? It's pretty boring—but without any pet dogs or flannel petticoats! Could a 'real lady' be a caretaker?"

She nodded her head, unable to speak, shaken by a fit of coughing. A chilliness was in the air. McTaggart rose to his feet.

She nodded, unable to speak, shaken by a coughing fit. A chill was in the air. McTaggart stood up.

"Come along—it's getting damp. We'll go back to my rooms—I'd like to fix this up to-night as I'm off to Scotland early to-morrow."

"Come on—it's getting wet. Let's head back to my place—I want to sort this out tonight since I'm heading to Scotland early tomorrow."

He held out his hand with a boyish laugh. "Like old times, eh, Fantine?" and helped her up on to her feet, his own eyes suspiciously bright.

He extended his hand with a youthful laugh. "Just like the good old days, right, Fantine?" and helped her back to her feet, his own eyes oddly bright.

With trembling fingers she lowered her veil and shook out the folds of her shabby dress as McTaggart still rattled on, giving her time to recover.

With shaky hands, she pulled down her veil and smoothed out the wrinkles of her worn dress while McTaggart kept talking, allowing her a moment to regain her composure.

"I want you to travel to Viareggio as soon as you can. It's a long journey—d'you mind that?"

"I want you to go to Viareggio as soon as you can. It's a long trip—does that bother you?"

"No"—she laughed shakily—"one goes through France?" Her voice was wistful.

"No," she laughed nervously, "do you really go through France?" Her voice was filled with longing.

"Yes—I'll write to-night to Cook's—get you a berth. Would you like to stay for a night in Paris on your way? that would be wiser——" he guessed her thought.

"Yes—I'll write tonight to Cook's—get you a room. Would you like to stay a night in Paris on your way? That would be smarter——" he anticipated her thought.

"I'm awfully glad you like the idea—it's really luck my meeting you. I've got a place in Siena, you know, and a flat in Rome, so I daresay I shall look in sometimes—break my journey to see that you're behaving yourself."

"I'm really happy you like the idea—it's such a stroke of luck that I met you. I have a place in Siena, and a flat in Rome, so I guess I'll drop by sometimes—stop by to check that you're doing okay."

They walked along the narrow strip of grass that fringed the row of chairs. But when they came out on to the path Fantine glanced to the right and paused, looking up at the huge statue, its shield aloft against the sky.

They walked along the narrow strip of grass next to the row of chairs. But when they reached the path, Fantine glanced to the right and stopped, looking up at the enormous statue, its shield raised high against the sky.

"Well—are you making a fresh conquest?"

"Well—are you going for a new victory?"

"Yes—and no!" she laughed softly. "I say good-bye to my friend, Achille—it's just a politeness of mine, Pierrot."

"Yes—and no!" she chuckled softly. "I’m saying good-bye to my friend, Achille—it's just my way of being polite, Pierrot."

For a moment she stood there, eyes raised.

For a moment, she stood there, looking up.

McTaggart, pitiful, guessed her thought. He saw that the post, invented for her, was not for long as he watched her face.

McTaggart, feeling sorry for himself, guessed what she was thinking. He realized that the position created for her wouldn’t last long as he looked at her expression.

And something of the old glamour, the memory of the days that were, brought a sharp pain to his heart. He tried in vain to conceal his fear.

And a bit of the old charm, the memory of better days, brought a sharp pain to his heart. He tried unsuccessfully to hide his fear.

But Fantine knew. She nodded her head.

But Fantine knew. She nodded her head.

"In case," she murmured, "I don't return."

"In case," she whispered, "I don't come back."

Then, gaily, to the statue.

Then, happily, to the statue.

"Au revoir, cher Monsieur!"

"Goodbye, dear Sir!"




CHAPTER XXVIII

A month had flown by on the swift wings of Summer. Already a crispness in the air heralded in Dame Autumn; with her rainbow-hued cloak trailing golds and reds, glittering with the diamonds strewn by the first hoar frost, as she passed.

A month had flown by on the quick wings of summer. Already, a coolness in the air signaled the arrival of autumn; with her rainbow-colored cloak trailing golds and reds, sparkling with the diamonds scattered by the first frost as she went by.

At Worthing the beach marked the change of seasons. The bathing tents were folded up, the deck chairs had departed. Loving couples no longer lay stretched out on the warm pebbles, their faces hidden by handkerchiefs or the folds of a comic paper, in the fond belief—like the proverbial ostrich—that the rest of them (hands locked together or arms clinging around waists) was invisible to the critical public. The motor char-à-bancs ceased running, all save one that still plied on that straight white road that leads to Brighton, over the long bridge guarded by lions and past the little settlements of clustering bungalows.

At Worthing, the beach signaled the change of seasons. The bathing tents were packed away, and the deck chairs were gone. Loving couples no longer sprawled on the warm pebbles, their faces hidden by handkerchiefs or the folds of a comic book, believing—like the proverbial ostrich—that the rest of them (hands intertwined or arms wrapped around waists) was out of sight from the judgmental public. The motor char-à-bancs stopped running, except for one that still traveled along the straight white road to Brighton, over the long bridge watched over by lions and past the small clusters of bungalows.

In the back of that conveyance, on this particular sunny day, a single occupant was exposed to the keen breeze, protected by a motor veil of dark blue chiffon that obscured the outline of her face. The wide inviting stretch of sea with its curling waves, ivory tipped, was lost to her, and the silvery gleam of gulls dipping to the water. In the blue arch of the sky above, clouds of dazzling white were driven by the east wind, massed together to salute the great golden sun.

In the back of that vehicle, on this sunny day, a single person sat exposed to the cool breeze, sheltered by a dark blue chiffon motor veil that hid the shape of her face. The broad, inviting expanse of the sea with its curling, ivory-tipped waves was hidden from her view, along with the silvery shine of gulls diving into the water. In the blue sky above, brilliant white clouds were pushed by the east wind, clustered together to greet the bright golden sun.

It was not only the heavy veil that shut the vision from her sight. For Mrs. Uniacke was not, in any sense, an observant woman. Beauty as beauty left her untouched or filled her with a faint distress. There was so much "to be done in life"—this was her strenuous daily creed—that to pause by the way and enjoy God's gifts became a sinful waste of the fleeting moments, destined to work.

It wasn't just the heavy veil that blocked her view. Mrs. Uniacke was not, in any way, an observant woman. Beauty, in its own right, either went unnoticed by her or left her with a slight sense of unease. There was so much "to be done in life"—this was her daily motto—that stopping to appreciate God's gifts felt like a sinful squandering of precious time meant for work.

Her restlessness of body and mind forbade that pleasant state in which the spirit frees itself from more material cares to absorb Nature's picture, utterly soothed by a sense of colour or light or of exquisite proportion.

Her restlessness of body and mind prevented her from experiencing that enjoyable state where the spirit can let go of earthly worries and fully appreciate the beauty of nature, completely calmed by a sense of color, light, or perfect proportion.

Yet, for all her unconsciousness of the birth of a new season on Earth, a similar awakening stirred in the depths of her woman's heart. For the object of her journey was a meeting with Stephen Somerfield; her thoughts were full of that young man to the exclusion of all else.

Yet, for all her unawareness of the start of a new season on Earth, a similar awakening stirred deep within her heart as a woman. The purpose of her journey was to meet Stephen Somerfield; her thoughts were completely consumed by that young man.

The delicate flush on her bird-like face and the soft excitement in her eyes betrayed the emotions that warred within, self-accusing, yet triumphant. At the end of a long spell of silence Stephen had written a clever letter explaining away his neglect of Jill and throwing himself on the mother's mercy.

The slight blush on her delicate, bird-like face and the soft excitement in her eyes revealed the conflicting emotions inside her, both self-critical and triumphant. After a lengthy silence, Stephen had penned a clever letter justifying his neglect of Jill and pleading for the mother's understanding.

He had placed the blame on the girl's shoulders with a brief account of her attitude vis-à-vis to himself, her rebellious disregard of his wishes, her flat refusal to take his advice.

He had put the blame on the girl for her attitude towards him, her defiant disregard for his wishes, and her outright refusal to listen to his advice.

"I can quite understand how you feel"—he wrote with apparent candour—"I can find no excuse for my conduct. But you must see how difficult it was for me to force myself on such a plainly unwilling companion—one, moreover, who had not scrupled to openly show her dislike to me.

"I totally get how you feel," he wrote sincerely. "I can’t find any excuse for my behavior. But you have to understand how hard it was for me to push myself on someone who obviously didn’t want me around—especially someone who didn’t hold back in showing her dislike for me."

"I was there in a semi-official position. I had my own work to do—not militant, it is true, but important in its lesser way. On my arrival the night before I found a mass of correspondence—the trouble incident to the fire, police reports, etc., etc.—and had I not known your keen desire that Jill should be left in my charge, I should not have gone to the meeting at all, but acted as I eventually did.

"I was there in a somewhat official capacity. I had my own tasks to handle—not aggressive, it's true, but important in their own way. When I arrived the night before, I found a pile of correspondence—the issues related to the fire, police reports, and so on—and if I hadn't known how much you wanted Jill to be under my care, I wouldn't have gone to the meeting at all, but I did what I eventually did."

"I see now that I was wrong to stay away, but—to speak plainly—Jill had been so rude to me that my pride at last rose in arms.

"I realize now that I was wrong to keep my distance, but—let's be honest—Jill had been so rude to me that my pride finally fought back."

"I knew she was with some excellent women, two of whom were your personal friends, and, of course, I hadn't the faintest idea there was likely to be serious trouble.

"I knew she was with some great women, two of whom were your close friends, and of course, I had no idea there might be serious trouble."

"Believe me, dear Mrs. Uniacke, I am more grieved than I can express..." the letter became personal, dealing with the break in their friendship, begged humbly for forgiveness and craved a "final interview" at Brighton, where he awaited her answer.

"Believe me, dear Mrs. Uniacke, I am more upset than I can express..." the letter became personal, addressing the rift in their friendship, humbly asking for forgiveness and longing for a "final meeting" in Brighton, where he awaited her response.

Luckily for the young man's object, his apology had been well timed, arriving at Worthing late one evening at the close of a stormy family scene.

Luckily for the young man's interest, his apology came at just the right moment, arriving in Worthing late one evening after a tumultuous family argument.

Mrs. Uniacke's displeasure had fallen heavily on Jill. For Roddy, at last, had summoned courage to approach his mother on the subject of the profession to which he aspired; to be met with immediate opposition, rendered more galling by contempt. "Become an Artist!" The soldier's widow stared at the boy's excited face. "Whoever heard of such nonsense? You'll go to Sandhurst if I can afford it—that was what your father planned."

Mrs. Uniacke's anger had weighed down on Jill. For Roddy had finally mustered the courage to talk to his mom about the career he wanted; he was immediately met with strong opposition, made worse by disdain. "Become an artist!" The soldier's widow looked at the boy's excited face in disbelief. "Whoever heard of such nonsense? You'll go to Sandhurst if I can afford it—that's what your father intended."

Jill had plunged into the fray, backing up the youthful rebel, had lost her temper and spoken strongly, stirred by her own College traditions, on the liberty due to the new generation.

Jill had jumped into the action, supporting the young rebel, had lost her cool and spoken passionately, inspired by her own college traditions, about the freedom that the new generation deserves.

Mrs. Uniacke, whose strength did not lie in argument, claimed that until he came of age Roddy owed her unswerving obedience.

Mrs. Uniacke, whose strength wasn't in debating, insisted that until he turned eighteen, Roddy owed her complete obedience.

Jill had actually laughed at this.

Jill actually laughed at that.

"You can't expect it—not on a subject as serious as his whole future. He's a human being—just like you!—Why can't he have a voice in the matter? He's not fitted for a soldier—he's an artist to his finger tips. Well!—you can try and send him to Sandhurst but you can't make him pass his Exams!"

"You can't expect that—not on something as important as his entire future. He's a person—just like you! Why can't he have a say in this? He's not cut out to be a soldier—he's an artist through and through. Well! You can try to send him to Sandhurst, but you can't force him to pass his exams!"

Roddy, white lipped and deeply hurt, had caught his sister's eye and chuckled.

Roddy, with pale lips and visibly upset, had caught his sister's gaze and laughed.

"That's a sound idea," he said. "Thank you, Jill—I won't forget."

"That's a great idea," he said. "Thanks, Jill—I won't forget."

At this point Mrs. Uniacke had fallen back on her last resource—tears; and, her handkerchief to her eyes, had ordered her children up to bed.

At this point, Mrs. Uniacke had resorted to her last resource—tears; and with her handkerchief at her eyes, she had sent her children to bed.

"Just as if we still wore socks!" Jill, rebellious, had whispered as they climbed up the dingy stairs of the tiny furnished house by the sea. "Never mind, old boy—you shan't be a soldier. I'll see to that. In a few years' time I'll have my money that Father left me. She can't touch that! I believe Aunt Elizabeth would help if it came to a pinch..." she broke off as "Rat-tat"—down below came the postman's knock.

"Just like we still wear socks!" Jill, feeling defiant, had whispered as they climbed the shabby stairs of the small furnished house by the sea. "Don't worry, old boy—you won't be a soldier. I'll make sure of that. In a few years, I'll have the money that Father left me. She can't touch that! I think Aunt Elizabeth would help if it came down to it..." she stopped suddenly as "Rat-tat"—the postman knocked downstairs.

She leaned over the banisters and called to the servant in the hall.

She leaned over the railings and called to the servant in the hallway.

"Anything for me, Ada?"

"Anything for me, Ada?"

"No, miss—one for your mother."

"No, ma'am—one for your mom."

A shadow fell across Jill's face. She longed for a letter from McTaggart, now staying with the Leasons. Then she smiled back at her brother.

A shadow crossed Jill's face. She wished for a letter from McTaggart, who was now with the Leasons. Then she smiled at her brother.

"Let's hope it's not from Stephen!"

"Let's hope it's not from Stephen!"

"Pity she doesn't make him a soldier. He'd get the V.C.——" said the boy. At this they both laughed aloud.

"Pity she doesn't make him a soldier. He'd get the V.C.—" said the boy. At this, they both laughed out loud.

Mrs. Uniacke, in the drawing-room, heard the sound and hardened her heart. With trembling fingers she tore the envelope open and hastily read the contents.

Mrs. Uniacke, in the living room, heard the sound and steeled herself. With shaking fingers, she ripped open the envelope and quickly read what was inside.

She had quarrelled with Stephen on Jill's behalf ... The simple fact in her present mood was magnified into sacrifice of her own happiness for her daughter.

She had argued with Stephen for Jill's sake... In her current mood, the straightforward fact was blown out of proportion into her sacrificing her own happiness for her daughter.

A lonely woman—so she judged herself, plaintively—she had severed the link that bound her to her truest friend ... Her thoughts ran on tumultuously.

A lonely woman—at least that’s how she saw herself, sadly—she had cut the tie that connected her to her closest friend ... Her thoughts swirled chaotically.

Obeying a sudden powerful impulse, she sat down, then and there, and wrote an answer to the man, agreeing to an interview.

Obeying a sudden strong urge, she sat down right then and there and wrote a response to the man, agreeing to meet for an interview.

The next morning she had a wire begging her to come to lunch at the little hotel where he stayed. Defiance of her children's opinion had spurred her into a prompt acceptance and here she was, embarked on adventure, without their faintest suspicion of it.

The next morning, she received a message asking her to join him for lunch at the little hotel where he was staying. Ignoring her children's opinions had pushed her to quickly agree, and now she was off on an adventure, completely unbeknownst to them.

She had advanced, as her excuse for the journey, a day's shopping at Brighton, salving her conscience with the thought of several commissions she might do. Jill, still in heavy disgrace, had breathed an inward sigh of relief, little guessing the real cause for the outing was the hated Stephen.

She had justified the trip by saying she needed to shop for a day in Brighton, easing her guilt by thinking about a few errands she could run. Jill, still in big trouble, let out a quiet sigh of relief, unaware that the true reason for the outing was the annoying Stephen.

Now, as the heavy char-à-banc churned along the dusty road, Mrs. Uniacke's mind was bent on the approaching interview. She would not acknowledge to herself how much the man meant in her life. With resolutely blind-fold eyes she called herself his "Second Mother."

Now, as the large bus bumped along the dusty road, Mrs. Uniacke's thoughts were focused on the upcoming meeting. She wouldn't admit to herself how important the man was in her life. With determined blindness, she referred to herself as his "Second Mother."

But, in truth, a new feeling had crept into their intercourse of late, a hint of sentiment veiled in respect, that held no trace of maternal love. He ruled her under the smiling mask of a fellow worker—a willing slave! And for this delicate, middle-aged lady an Indian Summer tide of love had dawned unrealized: a love that was none the less perilous for its comfortable cloak of friendship.

But lately, a new feeling had come into their interactions, a subtle hint of sentiment wrapped in respect, without any trace of maternal love. He controlled her under the friendly facade of a coworker—a willing servant! And for this gentle, middle-aged woman, an unexpected wave of love had begun to rise: a love that was still dangerous despite its cozy disguise of friendship.

For little Mrs. Uniacke, that ardent champion of Woman's Rights, was a slave herself—to convention. She knew to an inch what was "proper" and appropriate to "her dignity." He was young enough to be her son. That placed the intimacy to her simple mind on a decorous footing. She could exert a motherly "influence" over his life.

For Mrs. Uniacke, a passionate advocate for women's rights, was herself bound by societal norms. She knew exactly what was considered "proper" and suitable for her "dignity." He was young enough to be her son, which gave their closeness a respectful tone in her straightforward mind. She could have a motherly "influence" over his life.

The char-à-banc put her down opposite the Aquarium. She had but a few steps to walk up the Old Steine to find the Hotel facing the narrow side street and advertising "superb sea view."

The coach dropped her off across from the Aquarium. She only had to walk a few steps up the Old Steine to reach the hotel that faced the narrow side street and boasted a "superb sea view."

A German waiter greeted her, struggling into his tail-coat.

A German waiter greeted her, awkwardly putting on his tailcoat.

"Ach yes! By hier, Madame. Mizter Zomerfield, 'e waits..."

"Ah yes! Right here, Ma'am. Mr. Zomerfield is waiting..."

He threw open a dingy door marked "Private." For the first time Mrs. Uniacke felt a slight sense of embarrassment—the shrinking that a stranger knows on landing in an unknown country.

He swung open a shabby door labeled "Private." For the first time, Mrs. Uniacke felt a brief sense of embarrassment—the shrinking discomfort a newcomer feels when arriving in a strange country.

But the next moment she stood inside a small sitting-room, neatly furnished, with a luncheon table, gay with flowers, laid for two. She was alone.

But the next moment, she found herself in a small living room, neatly decorated, with a lunch table cheerfully adorned with flowers, set for two. She was alone.

As the door closed she turned to the glass and threw back her veil with a sigh of relief.

As the door closed, she faced the glass and pulled back her veil with a sigh of relief.

In the gray light filtering through the somewhat heavily curtained window her face looked surprisingly youthful. The delicate colour in her cheeks, the bright eyes and soft hair were framed by the floating folds of chiffon; her figure, still slender, was almost girlish in the coat and skirt of navy serge that opened over a white silk blouse, with its narrow tie of mauve ribbon.

In the dull light coming through the thick curtains, her face looked unexpectedly young. The subtle blush in her cheeks, her bright eyes, and soft hair were highlighted by the flowing layers of chiffon; her figure, still slim, had a youthful appearance in the navy serge coat and skirt that draped over a white silk blouse, topped with a narrow mauve ribbon tie.

And, for a moment, she felt startled. What was she doing in this place? She thrust away the faint scruple, conscious of its absurdity. Many a time had she and Stephen stayed together in hotels, engaged on their suffrage work, without the slightest self-consciousness.

And for a moment, she felt shocked. What was she doing here? She brushed aside the faint doubt, aware of how silly it was. Many times, she and Stephen had stayed together in hotels, working on their suffrage efforts, without a hint of self-consciousness.

Yet this was different...

Yet this was different...

Her colour heightened as she asked herself the reason why? Then she heard his step in the hall and turned quickly away from the glass.

Her face flushed as she wondered why. Then she heard his footsteps in the hall and quickly turned away from the mirror.

Stephen, slim and elegant, in his grey flannels, stood before her, hand outstretched, a welcoming light in the long lashed green eyes.

Stephen, slim and elegant in his gray pants, stood in front of her with his hand outstretched, a welcoming light shining in his long-lashed green eyes.

"H'are you?" He held in his clasp her fingers that, despite her will, trembled slightly, and gazed down at the pretty flushed face.

"How are you?" He held her fingers in his grip, which, despite her trying to stay calm, trembled slightly, and looked down at her pretty, flushed face.

"This is good of you, dear lady,"—his voice was low and sentimental. "More than I deserve, you know."

"This is really kind of you, dear lady,"—his voice was soft and emotional. "More than I deserve, you know."

Carefully he closed the door as she murmured something in reply and came back to her side.

Carefully, he shut the door while she whispered something in response and returned to her side.

"I never saw you look so well! It's just too ... nice to have you here—and I'm goin' to ask a further favour——" he gave her a beseeching glance—"Just to postpone our ... business talk—and lunch first—without a word of all that painful Cluar affair. Do be kind and say you will? I promise to listen afterwards——" boyishly he added the words—"to all that you have to say to me. I know you feel awfully vexed—but just—for a little—let's forget it."

"I've never seen you look so good! It’s just so nice to have you here—and I’m going to ask you for one more favor—" he gave her an eager look—"Could we just put off our business talk—and have lunch first—without mentioning that painful Cluar situation? Please be nice and say you will? I promise to listen afterwards—" he added playfully—"to everything you want to tell me. I know you’re really upset—but just—for a little while—let’s forget about it."

Inwardly Mrs. Uniacke felt relieved at the postponement of the lecture she had prepared.

Inwardly, Mrs. Uniacke felt relieved about the delay of the lecture she had prepared.

Still—there was her "dignity." She must uphold that at any cost.

Still—there was her "dignity." She had to uphold that at any cost.

"I should prefer to discuss it first. That was my object in coming here, as I wrote in my letter, Stephen."

"I'd prefer to talk about it first. That was my goal in coming here, as I mentioned in my letter, Stephen."

"Ah—don't be hard on me," he broke in quickly, seeing her waver. "I've been through such a bad time." He gave a sigh that was genuine, aware of a new financial crisis. To quarrel with the woman before him was the last thing he desired. He owed her now a considerable sum of money, far more than he could repay. As friends this state of indebtedness could drift on indefinitely, but if it came to a real rupture? He shrank from the thought of a settlement.

"Ah—please don’t be tough on me," he interrupted quickly, noticing her hesitate. "I've had such a rough time." He let out a sincere sigh, recognizing a new financial crisis looming. Arguing with the woman in front of him was the last thing he wanted. He owed her a significant amount of money, much more than he could pay back. As friends, this situation of owing her could continue indefinitely, but if it turned into a real break? He recoiled at the idea of a confrontation.

Far better, he said to himself, to plunge deeper and make her his wife. And why not? It would mean a home and a certain settled future for him. He could lead his own life as before, with a little care for "appearances." The very fact of the years between them should make her indulgent to the faults of youth.

Far better, he told himself, to dive in deeper and make her his wife. And why not? It would mean a home and a stable future for him. He could live his life as he did before, with a bit less concern for "appearances." The age difference should make her more forgiving of the flaws of youth.

This was at the back of his mind, as he went on in a pleading voice: "And I'm not altogether to blame ... so do grant me this last favour." He glanced sideways at the table and his face brightened. In its pail of ice stood a large bottle, the neck wreathed in gold foil. This would help!

This was at the back of his mind as he continued in a pleading voice: "And I'm not completely to blame ... so please grant me this last favor." He glanced sideways at the table, and his face lit up. In its bucket of ice stood a large bottle, the neck wrapped in gold foil. This would help!

"Well—it's a bargain?"—he smiled at her—"no real business till after lunch—it will be like old times!—And then—you shall scold me as much as you wish!"

"Well—it's a deal?"—he smiled at her—"no real work until after lunch—it’ll be just like old times!—And then—you can scold me as much as you want!"

Mrs. Uniacke gave way, conscious of the familiar charm. Stephen, inwardly amused, rang the bell and they sat down.

Mrs. Uniacke gave in, aware of the usual charm. Stephen, secretly amused, rang the bell and they took a seat.

The meal had been ordered with special care. Few women, accustomed daily to study the tastes of their men at home before their own choice of dishes, can resist the subtle appeal of a menu, ordered by one of the opposite sex, in which each item shows an unselfish effort to please the invited guest.

The meal had been ordered with special care. Few women, used to paying attention to their men's preferences at home before choosing their own dishes, can resist the subtle charm of a menu, arranged by a man, where each item reflects a genuine effort to make the guest happy.

Mrs. Uniacke ate lobster and crisp salad (which she loved)—grouse (sternly forbidden at home on the score of extravagance) and confessed gaily to greediness when a chocolate soufflé was laid before her followed up by hothouse peaches and a fragrant cup of coffee. Even her favourite "marrons glacés" graced the narrow luncheon table and the air was sweet with the scent of roses in their last glory of second bloom.

Mrs. Uniacke had lobster and a fresh salad (which she loved)—grouse (strictly forbidden at home because it was seen as extravagant) and she cheerfully admitted to being greedy when a chocolate soufflé was set in front of her, followed by hothouse peaches and a fragrant cup of coffee. Even her favorite "marrons glacés" adorned the small lunch table, and the air was sweet with the smell of roses in their final glory of second bloom.

"What a banquet! My dear boy—I'm afraid you've ruined yourself for me. But I really have enjoyed it so!" (The champagne had done its work. Like all women who suffer from nerves alcohol took immediate effect, to be followed, however, by a reaction almost as quick, and lachrymose.)

"What a feast! My dear boy—I'm afraid you've spoiled yourself for me. But I truly enjoyed it so much!" (The champagne had taken effect. Like all women who struggle with nerves, alcohol had an immediate impact, but it was soon followed by a reaction just as quick, and tearful.)

Stephen knew this and decided to burn his boats without delay.

Stephen knew this and decided to burn his bridges without delay.

"Nothing's good enough for you!" He left his seat and handed her a cigarette with a smile.

"Nothing's good enough for you!" He got up from his seat and offered her a cigarette with a smile.

But she laughed it away, her eyes bright.

But she laughed it off, her eyes shining.

"I never smoke—you know that, Stephen."

"I don’t smoke—you know that, Stephen."

"Try one. I think you'd look prettier still..." he checked himself. "Sorry—it slipped out!—I forgot you always hated compliments."

"Try one. I think you'd look even prettier..." he stopped himself. "Sorry—it just came out!—I forgot you always hated compliments."

"You forget I'm an old woman!" She caught at the phrase in self-defence. "Old enough to be your mother."

"You forget I'm an older woman!" She clung to the phrase in self-defense. "Old enough to be your mom."

"You...?"—he stooped over her—"I ... sometimes ... almost wish you were!"

"You...?"—he leaned closer to her—"I ... sometimes ... almost wish you were!"

"Stephen!"—she drew away, startled. "You mustn't talk like that!" But she felt a curious exultation, a sudden throb of fear and pride. For oh! Youth is sweet to hold and sad to lose; and a woman clings to the delusion for long years after grey hairs appear.

"Stephen!"—she pulled away, surprised. "You can't say things like that!" Yet she felt a strange joy, a sudden mix of fear and pride. Because oh! Youth is so delightful to have and heartbreaking to lose; and a woman holds on to that illusion for many years after her hair turns grey.

"Well—I do. You're too ... sweet! Don't you know what it means to me? Have you never even guessed?" He broke off, his eyes dilated.

"Well—I do. You're too ... sweet! Don't you know what that means to me? Have you never even guessed?" He paused, his eyes wide.

Mrs. Uniacke shrank back.

Mrs. Uniacke recoiled.

"Don't—you mustn't. Stephen!—you're mad!" ... For the man was on his knees by her side; her hands were caught, she could feel his lips, smooth and young, pressed upon them.

"Don't—you can't. Stephen!—you're crazy!" ... For the man was on his knees beside her; her hands were held, and she could feel his smooth, young lips pressed against them.

"I can't help it!—You know now. Of course you'll send me out of your life. But, this once, I've got to tell you—I love you so!"—the words were out.

"I can't help it!—You know now. Of course you'll kick me out of your life. But, just this once, I have to say it—I love you so!"—the words were out.

And, indeed, a spark of truth lay in the declaration. This lover's scene, carefully rehearsed by him, found him amazed at the strength of his own desire. He stood upon the brink of passion. For habit plays queer tricks, and the daily intercourse of years had flowered unseen. This was the fruit.

And, really, there was a hint of truth in that statement. This romantic moment, carefully planned by him, left him astonished by the intensity of his own desire. He was on the edge of passion. Habit works in strange ways, and the everyday interactions of years had blossomed unnoticed. This was the outcome.

All that was good in Somerfield went out toward the loving woman who had played the part of mother to him, a lonely man through his own folly. And all that was base prompted him to take this chance that life still offered: a home, the tender care of a wife in the midst of financial ruin.

All that was good in Somerfield went out toward the loving woman who had acted like a mother to him, a lonely man due to his own mistakes. And all that was low pushed him to seize this chance that life still offered: a home, the gentle care of a wife amidst financial ruin.

He had staked on the last deal of the cards. The costly lunch, the private room, the wine, the flowers ... his own youth ... thrown down with a gambler's hand.

He had bet everything on the last hand of cards. The expensive lunch, the private room, the wine, the flowers ... his own youth ... all laid down like a gambler's wager.

But to the woman sitting there no such sordid picture rose. She was lost in a glory that dazzled her—this wonderful new gift of love!

But to the woman sitting there, no such dirty image came to mind. She was caught up in a brilliance that amazed her—this incredible new gift of love!

Tears stole into her eyes over the bent head pressed to her hands—the thick, fair hair with its youthful gloss, the supple shoulders that breathed of strength. Could she—dare she live out the dream? For she knew, at last, that she loved Stephen; that this Indian Summer of life could be hers, a swift thrusting away of age.

Tears filled her eyes as she looked down at the bent head resting in her hands—the thick, fair hair shining with youth, the strong shoulders that exuded vitality. Could she—should she pursue this dream? For she finally realized that she loved Stephen; that this late bloom of life could be hers, a quick escape from aging.

No more need she face the lonely years.

No longer does she have to face the lonely years.

Jill would marry. Roddy go forth to fight his battle with the world—to disappoint her cherished hopes. What was left her? The tears ran down.

Jill would get married. Roddy would go out to face his battle with the world—letting her down and crushing her dreams. What was left for her? The tears fell down her cheeks.

"Stephen..."

"Stephen..."

He raised his eyes to hers, bewildered himself by his own emotion.

He looked into her eyes, confused by his own feelings.

"I know——" a sudden despair gripped him. "Your children?" He watched her moodily, trying to define her thoughts. Then, as across some silent pool, a mischievous breeze sends an answering ripple, he saw a wave of resentment pass over her tense and delicate face.

"I know——" a sudden despair hit him. "Your kids?" He looked at her with a brooding expression, trying to figure out what she was thinking. Then, just like a playful breeze sends a ripple across a still pond, he noticed a wave of resentment wash over her tight and delicate face.

"Jill!" The name slipped from her lips. The old rancour against the child who had outgrown her, forming views on life apart from the mother's standard and held to them, strong, rebellious, rose up, flooding her with a painful sense of helplessness.

"Jill!" The name slipped from her lips. The old resentment toward the child who had moved on, developing her own views on life separate from her mother’s ideals and sticking to them, strong and defiant, surged up, overwhelming her with a painful sense of helplessness.

She did not see that her Suffrage work had interfered with that of her home, that her own involuntary neglect of her children had sapped her influence.

She didn't realize that her work for Suffrage had affected her responsibilities at home, and that her unintentional neglect of her children had weakened her influence.

"I should not ask for Jill's advice!—What does she ever care for mine? She will go her own way—to the end!—And so shall I."—Her voice rang with a new imperious note. Stephen saw he had gained the day.

"I shouldn't bother asking Jill for advice! What does she ever care about mine? She's going to do what she wants—no matter what!—And so will I." Her voice had a new commanding tone. Stephen realized he had won this time.

"Mary!"—his arms were around her. "You will...? You do ... care a little?"

"Mary!"—his arms were around her. "You will...? You do ... care a little?"

Triumph flamed in his face but the fond woman saw only love.

Triumph lit up his face, but the caring woman saw only love.

"Wait——" she drew back, timid again. "I must think first. It's too serious. I can't answer you like this..." But the man held her still closer.

"Wait—" she pulled back, feeling shy again. "I need to think first. It’s too serious. I can’t respond to you like this..." But the man held her even closer.

"You can—you shall!" He knew his power—"I want you. You shan't go from here—except as my promised wife! It's either that—or good-bye." He felt her quiver at the word. "I can't stand it any more—this playing at friendship—it's not fair! Say you love me—say it, Mary?" There came a desperate little pause.

"You can—you will!" He was aware of his power—"I want you. You can't leave here—except as my promised wife! It's either that—or goodbye." He felt her shiver at the word. "I can't take this anymore—this pretending to be friends—it's not right! Say you love me—say it, Mary?" There was a tense little pause.

Mrs. Uniacke felt the room spinning round before her eyes. In a mist she saw her lover's face, heard the ardent, pleading voice...

Mrs. Uniacke felt the room spinning around her. In a haze, she caught a glimpse of her lover's face and heard the passionate, pleading voice...

And the sense of a dream returned to her—a dream too sweet to relinquish. She must not—could not wake again!

And the feeling of a dream came back to her—a dream too sweet to let go. She must not—could not wake up again!

With a stifled cry she kissed Stephen.

With a muffled cry, she kissed Stephen.




CHAPTER XXIX

McTaggart, when he left the Leasons, broke his long journey home by a week's stay at North Berwick with a college friend, addicted to golf.

McTaggart, when he left the Leasons, interrupted his long journey home with a week's stay at North Berwick with a college friend who was really into golf.

From thence he drifted down to Rugby, visiting his old school with the somewhat wistful pleasure that lies in conjuring up boyhood's days.

From there, he moved down to Rugby, visiting his old school with a kind of bittersweet joy that comes from recalling the days of childhood.

But all the time he was keenly aware of the magnet that drew him to the South. Each careless, friendly letter of Jill's increased his desire to see her. In Scotland he had met Cydonia, through a mischievous trick of Lady Leason's. But his old infatuation was dead. He could find no lingering charm about her.

But all the time he was acutely aware of the pull that drew him to the South. Each casual, friendly letter from Jill intensified his desire to see her. In Scotland, he had met Cydonia, thanks to a playful scheme by Lady Leason. But his old crush was gone. He couldn't find any lingering appeal in her.

Marriage had changed her whole outlook. For, with it, ambition seemed to have flowered, a late but very vigorous plant, to the absorption of her nature. More serious, more composed, she had that solid wedded look which marks a certain type of blonde, even in girlhood statuesque.

Marriage had completely transformed her perspective. With it, ambition appeared to have blossomed, a late but very strong growth that consumed her very being. More serious and more composed, she possessed that sturdy married look that characterizes a certain type of blonde, even in girlhood, statuesque.

She ordered her little husband about with a regal calm, and entertained loftily her numerous guests, among whom the clergy were freely sprinkled. McTaggart found her heavy and dull and refused her pressing invitation to a week-end party, with a smile, realizing that he owed it alone to the change in his fortunes.

She directed her little husband around with a royal calm and entertainingly hosted her many guests, including a good number of clergy. McTaggart found her tiresome and dull and politely declined her insistent invitation to a weekend party, smiling to himself, aware that his reluctance was solely due to his changed circumstances.

In the background of the historic Castle that the Flemmings had taken for the Summer Mrs. Cadell hovered, restless; superintending domestic details with a stern eye on her husband, when he turned up from time to time, a social trial to the guests.

In the background of the historic castle that the Flemmings had rented for the summer, Mrs. Cadell hovered, uneasy; managing household details with a strict gaze on her husband whenever he showed up, which became a social challenge for the guests.

Euan Flemming reminded McTaggart of the White Rabbit in Alice in Wonderland.

Euan Flemming reminded McTaggart of the White Rabbit from Alice in Wonderland.

With his nervous manner and neat dress he seemed to exist in perpetual fear of offending those useful political props whom Cydonia collected on his behalf.

With his anxious demeanor and tidy outfit, he seemed to live in constant worry of upsetting those valuable political allies that Cydonia gathered for him.

"Euan," she told her mother one day, "always talks to the wrong people. So now I have invented a sign which he understands and when I use it he moves on to another guest. It's really very tiresome of him! At the party I gave for the Premier he was lost to view for over an hour and I found him in the library showing his books to a struggling author and discussing a new method of binding!"

"Euan," she told her mother one day, "always talks to the wrong people. So I’ve come up with a sign he understands, and when I use it, he moves on to another guest. It’s really quite exhausting! At the party I hosted for the Premier, he was out of sight for over an hour, and I found him in the library showing his books to a struggling author and discussing a new way to bind them!"

When he compared Cydonia with Jill at the luncheon party to which Lady Leason had invited the Flemmings during his visit, McTaggart wondered not a little at this love affair of his youth.

When he compared Cydonia to Jill at the luncheon party that Lady Leason had invited the Flemmings to during his visit, McTaggart couldn't help but wonder about this love affair from his youth.

Even during the dinner that followed at the Castle, in all the magnificence of her surroundings, Cydonia left him shrewdly amused and indifferent.

Even during the dinner that followed at the Castle, surrounded by all its grandeur, Cydonia left him both amused and indifferent.

He told himself that here again was a proof of the depths of his love for Jill.

He reminded himself that this was yet another proof of how deep his love for Jill was.

Neither Fantine nor Mrs. Flemming could add a beat to his steady pulse.

Neither Fantine nor Mrs. Flemming could quicken his steady pulse.

At North Berwick a new temptation awaited him in his host's sister, one of the most beautiful girls he had seen for many a long year.

At North Berwick, a new temptation awaited him in his host's sister, one of the most beautiful girls he had seen in many years.

But, although daily opportunities for flirtation offered themselves to the pair, McTaggart reaped no advantage from them. They parted in firm but simple friendship.

But, even though they had daily chances to flirt, McTaggart didn’t benefit from them. They separated with a solid but straightforward friendship.

Surely he knew his heart at last?—that vagrant double heart of his! No other woman could reign in it, side by side with his little Jill.

Surely he finally understood his heart?—that wandering, split heart of his! No other woman could occupy it, alongside his little Jill.

He loved her. And he felt afraid—a new experience for McTaggart! He began to fear that the sunny weeks by the sea might hold some dangerous rival; procrastination prove his undoing.

He loved her. And he felt scared — a new experience for McTaggart! He started to worry that the sunny weeks by the sea might bring some dangerous competitor; putting things off could be his downfall.

Jill herself, young, impulsive, might weary of such a tardy wooing; and he searched her letters anxiously, striving in vain to find some sign that the girl's heart was indeed his.

Jill, young and impulsive, might grow tired of such a slow courtship; and he anxiously combed through her letters, trying in vain to find any sign that her heart truly belonged to him.

For they corresponded regularly. But the simple, almost boyish epistles rang with no note but friendliness, showed no desire for his return.

For they communicated regularly. But the straightforward, almost childlike letters were filled only with friendliness and showed no wish for his return.

When he learned in a hurried line that Bethune had reappeared on the scene with his motor, taking the girl for a drive, it scattered his last remaining scruple. He left for London one bright day in late September, resolute to put an end to his "probation," seek out Jill and learn his fate.

When he found out quickly that Bethune was back on the scene with his car, taking the girl for a drive, it wiped out his last concerns. He set off for London on a sunny day in late September, determined to end his "probation," find Jill, and figure out what was going to happen.

On his way from St. Pancras he called at the Club on the chance of a letter, and a sudden memory assailed him of that other message found there, summoning him to Italy. It had changed the whole course of his life.

On his way from St. Pancras, he stopped by the Club hoping to find a letter, and a sudden memory hit him of that other message he found there, calling him to Italy. It had changed the entire direction of his life.

He recalled to mind his arrival at Siena; his interview with his new Aunt and his first faint doubts regarding a marriage with Cydonia.

He remembered his arrival in Siena, his meeting with his new aunt, and his first small doubts about marrying Cydonia.

Once more, in imagination, he stood in the long gallery lined with pictures—those faces of his ancestors which seemed to frown at the thought of Cadell!

Once again, in his mind, he stood in the long hallway filled with portraits—those faces of his ancestors that seemed to glare at the thought of Cadell!

A sudden wave of exultation went to his heart as he thought of Jill taking her place in that noble throng. Surely they would welcome her? Jill, with her frank simplicity—that truest mark of good descent—with her clean-cut, proud young face, her clever brain and fine courage.

A sudden rush of joy filled his heart as he imagined Jill joining that impressive crowd. They would definitely welcome her, right? Jill, with her genuine simplicity—the clearest sign of good upbringing—with her strong, proud young face, her sharp mind, and remarkable bravery.

As he turned over the pile of letters handed him by the Club porter, his thoughts were anxious. Yes—here it was! Bless the child! He hastened back to his waiting taxi with a feeling that no profane eyes must watch his face as he read her letter.

As he flipped through the stack of letters given to him by the Club porter, he felt anxious. Yes—there it was! Thank goodness for that! He hurried back to his waiting taxi, feeling like no one should see his face as he read her letter.

But at the first opening lines he frowned with an exclamation of disgust, aware that here was grave trouble, that the girl he loved faced despair.

But as soon as he read the opening lines, he frowned, letting out an exclamation of disgust, knowing that serious trouble was ahead and that the girl he loved was dealing with despair.

"Damn the chap!"

"Forget that guy!"

He could hardly believe the astounding news. He bit his lip. Mrs. Uniacke had married Stephen! Why—it was incredible!

He could hardly believe the amazing news. He bit his lip. Mrs. Uniacke had married Stephen! Why—it was unbelievable!

Secretly—at a Registry—in Brighton—the day before. No wonder Jill had always held such deep distrust of the "parasite!"

Secretly—at a registry—in Brighton—the day before. No wonder Jill had always felt such deep distrust of the "parasite!"

Mrs. Uniacke—and Stephen...

Mrs. Uniacke—and Stephen...

This was the end of the long "platonic" friendship between the curious pair, the "motherly interest" of the woman!—McTaggart sneered, his face hard.

This was the end of the long "platonic" friendship between the curious pair, the "motherly interest" of the woman!—McTaggart scoffed, his expression tense.

"I don't know what to do with Roddy." Jill wrote from the depths of her heart. "I never saw him so cut up. Oh, Peter—isn't it dreadful? They've gone off on their honeymoon—for a fortnight, so Mother writes—and then Stephen's coming back—to live with us ... in Father's place!"

"I don't know what to do about Roddy," Jill wrote from the bottom of her heart. "I've never seen him so upset. Oh, Peter—isn't it dreadful? They've gone off on their honeymoon—for two weeks, according to Mom—and then Stephen's coming back—to live with us ... in Dad's place!"

McTaggart could hardly restrain his wrath.

McTaggart could barely contain his anger.

"What a fool the woman must be! A dirty trick too—this secrecy—with her own children. Oh—damn the man. He's feathered his nest—you bet he has! Well——" he read the letter through—"that settles it—my affair! Jill shan't live for a day with Stephen as a stepfather. I'll see to that!—Hurry up!" he called to the driver and went on, forming his plans. "I'll go down to Worthing to-night. Those poor children—all alone! ... I call it a most cruel trick—suddenly springing her marriage upon them."

"What a fool that woman must be! What a dirty trick this secrecy is—especially with her own kids. Oh—damn that guy. He's really set himself up nicely—you can bet on that! Well——" he read the letter again—"that settles it—my situation! Jill isn't going to live even a day with Stephen as a stepdad. I'll make sure of that!—Hurry up!" he yelled to the driver and continued making his plans. "I'll head down to Worthing tonight. Those poor kids—all by themselves! ... I think it's a really cruel move—springing her marriage on them out of nowhere."

Mario was already there when he reached his rooms, busy unpacking.

Mario was already there when he got to his room, busy unpacking.

McTaggart checked him.

McTaggart checked him out.

"Look here—leave all that and throw some things into a bag. Enough for the night—I'm off in another hour to Worthing."

"Listen—put all that aside and pack a few things into a bag. Just enough for the night—I’m leaving for Worthing in an hour."

"Sissignore." The man's quick eyes fell on the letter McTaggart still held and he smiled to himself. He knew the writing well by now and the eager look it brought to his young master's face.

"Sissignore." The man's sharp eyes landed on the letter McTaggart was still holding, and he smiled to himself. He was familiar with the handwriting by now and the excited look it brought to his young master's face.

Here was "l'amore..."—(postmark Worthing!) The sooner the marriage came off the better. This was the valet's private thought. He hated these dingy, narrow rooms and longed for a better establishment. But out aloud he merely asked if McTaggart would need his services.

Here was "l'amore..."—(postmark Worthing!) The sooner the marriage happened, the better. This was the valet's private thought. He hated these dreary, cramped rooms and longed for a nicer place. But out loud, he just asked if McTaggart would need his help.

"No—I'll wire if I want you, Mario. Hurry, now—And put in that suit the tailor sent before we left. The blue serge—and some decent shirts. I haven't time to change now."

"No—I'll contact you when I want, Mario. Hurry up now—and put on that suit the tailor sent before we left. The blue serge—and grab some decent shirts. I don’t have time to change now."

He picked up the A.B.C.—studied it and his face cleared.

He picked up the A.B.C.—studied it, and his face lit up.

"You'll have to meet me at Victoria—the Brighton line—seven-forty. Get me a first-class return—here's some money. I'm off to dine. You understand? And don't be late."

"You need to meet me at Victoria—the Brighton line—at seven-forty. Get me a first-class return ticket—here's some cash. I'm heading out for dinner. You got that? And don’t be late."

"The Signore can count on me." Mario's black eyes flashed. He revelled in this love affair.

"The boss can count on me." Mario's dark eyes sparkled. He enjoyed this romance.

"And good fortune go with you—long life—and many children!" he added softly to himself as the door closed with a bang. Then, with his quick, careful hands, he folded a pale grey tie that appealed to him—it looked bridal!—and thought tenderly of Lucia...

"And may good luck be with you—long life—and lots of kids!" he added quietly to himself as the door slammed shut. Then, with his quick, careful hands, he folded a pale grey tie that caught his eye—it looked like a wedding tie!—and thought fondly of Lucia...

McTaggart bolted a hurried meal at Victoria, one eye on the clock. He caught up a Globe as he passed the book stall and found his man in the front part of the long train, cool and collected, keeping the seat with his suit-case.

McTaggart quickly ate a meal at Victoria, glancing at the clock. He grabbed a Globe as he walked by the book stall and found his guy in the front section of the long train, calm and composed, holding the seat with his suitcase.

"Change at Brighton," said the guard. "You'll have twenty minutes to wait. Thank you, sir—there's no stop." He waved his arms—they were off.

"Change at Brighton," said the guard. "You'll have twenty minutes to wait. Thank you, sir—there's no stop." He waved his arms—they were off.

The carriage held another man. McTaggart gave him a careless glance as they puffed out of the dark station and leaned back in his corner.

The carriage had another guy in it. McTaggart took a quick look at him as they pulled away from the dark station and leaned back in his seat.

The stranger opened a narrow bag beside him and hunted for a cap. Unconsciously watching him, McTaggart saw that a stethoscope lay on the top of the littered contents.

The stranger opened a small bag next to him and searched for a cap. Unintentionally observing him, McTaggart noticed that a stethoscope was lying on top of the messy items inside.

"A doctor," he decided as his companion rose to his feet, and carefully placed his top-hat on the rack, then turned to McTaggart.

"A doctor," he decided as his companion stood up, carefully put his top hat on the rack, and then turned to McTaggart.

"D'you mind this window down?" he asked.

"Do you mind rolling this window down?" he asked.

"Not at all—I should prefer it. It's close to-night."

"Not at all—I’d actually prefer it. It's pretty close to night."

The stranger nodded.

The stranger nodded.

"I generally find it so in town—after Brighton, where I live."

"I usually find it like that in town—after Brighton, where I live."

McTaggart drew a breath of relief as the air circulated freely. His face was flushed from his hurried meal, his blue eyes bright with excitement.

McTaggart took a deep breath as the air flowed easily around him. His face was red from eating quickly, and his blue eyes sparkled with excitement.

"I expect you do." He opened his paper, not in the mood for conversation, carelessly skimming down the news, his mind partially abstracted.

"I expect you do." He opened his newspaper, not wanting to talk, casually skimming through the news while his mind wandered.

But suddenly an exclamation broke, unconsciously, from his lips. He bent forward so that the light fell full on the sheet before him.

But suddenly an exclamation escaped his lips without him realizing it. He leaned forward so that the light hit the sheet in front of him directly.

For a paragraph had caught his attention.

For a paragraph had caught his attention.

"Tragic Fate of a Harley Street Doctor." The headline was in leaded type. He read it through with amazement.

"Tragic Fate of a Harley Street Doctor." The headline was in bold type. He read it in disbelief.

It could not be...? Yes—it was! The specialist he had consulted about his heart four years ago. The great man was insane! The paper danced before his eyes...

It couldn't be...? Yes—it was! The specialist he had seen about his heart four years ago. The great man was crazy! The paper was moving in front of his eyes...

He steadied it and read on. The tragic scene was given in full where his confrères, hastily called in, had borne him off to an Asylum, their suspicions roused for some time past.

He steadied it and read on. The tragic scene was described in detail where his colleagues, hurriedly summoned, had taken him to a mental hospital, their suspicions having been raised for some time.

A series of grave mistakes, of "strange and eccentric diagnoses," had led up to the final lapse of self-control.

A series of serious mistakes, of "odd and unconventional diagnoses," had led to the final loss of self-control.

They had found him surrounded by his flowers, the room littered with fresh plants, playing like a little child—planning a garden on the floor.

They found him surrounded by his flowers, the room scattered with fresh plants, playing like a little kid—designing a garden on the floor.

Beyond, in the dingy dining-room, were patients waiting and wondering. The horrible pathos of the affair shocked McTaggart as he read.

Beyond, in the dim dining room, patients were waiting and wondering. The terrible sadness of the situation shocked McTaggart as he read.

But the memory of the doctor's words and his own curious case rose up, blotting out all other thoughts, as a strange conviction grew upon him.

But the memory of the doctor's words and his own unusual situation came back to him, pushing aside all other thoughts, as a strange certainty began to settle in.

His "double heart"...? Was it possible that this was one of the "grave mistakes?"—a fantastic theory born of that diseased, already failing brain.

His "double heart"...? Could it be that this was one of the "serious mistakes?"—an unbelievable theory stemming from that unhealthy, already failing mind.

He felt suddenly overcome. Tired from his earlier journey, with the bad news concerning Jill, and the hurry of the last hour, this fresh excitement was the climax. The colour faded from his cheeks. He leaned back and closed his eyes, unaware that the stranger opposite was watching him with grave attention.

He suddenly felt overwhelmed. Tired from his earlier journey, dealing with the bad news about Jill, and the rush of the last hour, this new excitement was the breaking point. The color drained from his cheeks. He leaned back and closed his eyes, unaware that the stranger across from him was watching him closely and seriously.

Roused by his sharp exclamation, the doctor's professional interest was stirred by the sudden pallor following the feverish flush on the young man's face. He had marked the brilliance of the eyes and the strained air of excitement about him, the attentive care of his valet, and now this sudden look of prostration.

Roused by his sharp shout, the doctor's professional interest was piqued by the sudden pale complexion that followed the feverish flush on the young man's face. He had noticed the brightness in his eyes and the tense air of excitement around him, the attentive care from his valet, and now this sudden appearance of exhaustion.

A wave of telepathy must have warned McTaggart of his scrutiny. He roused himself and glanced up, fired with an instantaneous resolve.

A sudden sense of telepathy must have alerted McTaggart to the fact that he was being watched. He shook off his distractions and looked up, filled with a quick determination.

"Are you a doctor?" he asked abruptly.

"Are you a doctor?" he asked suddenly.

So carried away was he by his thoughts that the strangeness of the sudden question did not occur to him at the moment.

So lost in his thoughts was he that the oddity of the sudden question didn't register with him at that moment.

The other showed no sign of surprise. "Yes." He moved quickly nearer.

The other showed no sign of surprise. "Yes." He moved closer quickly.

"D'you feel seedy?" His voice was soothing.

"Do you feel sick?" His voice was calming.

"Good Lord, no!" McTaggart laughed, slightly ashamed, collecting his wits. "You must forgive me—the fact is I've just read some astounding news that bowled me over—in this paper—perhaps you've seen it?"——

"Good Lord, no!" McTaggart laughed, a bit embarrassed, regaining his composure. "You have to forgive me—the truth is I've just read some shocking news that really took me by surprise—in this paper—maybe you've seen it?"——

He handed the Globe across, a finger that trembled slightly marking the famous paragraph.

He handed over the Globe, his finger trembling slightly as it pointed to the famous paragraph.

"About the specialist? Yes—that's it," as the doctor gave it his attention. "It's an odd thing—I consulted the man a few years since about my heart. I'm wondering now if his verdict was wrong?"

"About the specialist? Yeah—that’s it," the doctor said as he focused on it. "It's strange—I saw that guy a few years ago about my heart. Now I'm thinking, was his diagnosis wrong?"

The doctor's face went graver still. He guessed that the young man before him had suffered the dread of all heart patients and now this further anxiety had been added, with a sense of shock.

The doctor's expression grew even more serious. He realized that the young man in front of him had already faced the fear that all heart patients experience, and now this new anxiety had been added, leaving him in shock.

"They say there," went on McTaggart, "that his brain has been failing for some years—that he made mistakes—you see the line—'strange and eccentric diagnoses'—I wonder ... do you mind if I tell you?"

"They say there," continued McTaggart, "that his mind has been declining for a few years—that he’s been making mistakes—you see the line—'strange and eccentric diagnoses'—I wonder ... do you mind if I share this with you?"

He hesitated, but the other answered: "Please do"—realizing that the strain might be lessened by a confidence.

He hesitated, but the other replied, "Please do"—understanding that the tension might ease with some trust.

"He said I had a double heart." McTaggart laughed nervously, as he saw the doctor's incredulous face, that went quickly blank again. "He said my circulation was good—that it didn't affect my health in the least. But there it was—a double heart—a separate organ on either side! It sounds mad—I'll admit that. But I never dreamed he could be mistaken—a man with a reputation like his!"

"He said I had a double heart." McTaggart laughed nervously when he saw the doctor's shocked face, which quickly went blank again. "He said my circulation was good—that it didn't affect my health at all. But there it was—a double heart—a separate organ on either side! It sounds crazy—I’ll admit that. But I never thought he could be wrong—especially a man with a reputation like his!"

"Of course." The doctor nodded his head. "I believe there have been cases on record. But I've never met anyone who had come across it—professionally or otherwise. It's quite unique."

"Of course." The doctor nodded. "I believe there have been cases documented. But I've never met anyone who has encountered it—professionally or otherwise. It's really one of a kind."

"No?" McTaggart smiled back, relieved anew by the words. "I didn't bother much about it. There was no danger, so he said. But it's been ... I can't exactly explain—a sort of perpetual discomfort to me."

"No?" McTaggart smiled back, feeling reassured by the words. "I didn't really worry about it. There was no danger, or so he said. But it's been... I can't quite explain it—a kind of ongoing unease for me."

"I can quite understand that," said the other and his voice was full of sympathy. He had seen, at ambulance lectures, strong men faint at the sight of diagrams explaining the dangers that menaced the heart.

"I totally get that," said the other, his voice full of sympathy. He had seen strong men faint during ambulance lectures at the sight of diagrams explaining the dangers that threaten the heart.

He knew the fear that underlay any weakness of that organ and he felt, too, a curious interest in the living case before his eyes.

He understood the fear that came with any weakness of that organ, and he also felt a strange curiosity about the living being in front of him.

McTaggart liked his new friend's face and the quiet courtesy of the man. He was urged anew by the first impulse that had moved him to confide in a stranger.

McTaggart liked his new friend's face and the calm kindness of the guy. He felt driven again by the initial urge that had made him open up to a stranger.

"Look here——" his voice was abrupt out of sheer nervousness. "I'm going to make an odd suggestion—I hope you won't be offended by it? The fact is—just now—it's rather important that I should know where I stand—and get to the bottom of this! I want to marry——" his colour rose under the bronze of his skin, but he went on doggedly, "I'd like to be quite sure—first. That I'm sound, you know—and all that ... I'm going down—to see her—to-night..."

"Look, um—" his voice came out a bit rough from nerves. "I have a strange suggestion—I hope you won't take it the wrong way? The truth is—right now—it's pretty important for me to understand where I stand—and figure this out! I want to get married—" his face reddened under the bronzed skin, but he continued determinedly, "I just want to be sure—first. That I'm alright, you know—and all that... I'm heading down to see her tonight..."

The doctor's eyes began to twinkle as McTaggart laughed boyishly; then, gravely, he answered him.

The doctor's eyes started to sparkle as McTaggart laughed in a boyish way; then, seriously, he responded to him.

"You're quite right—I wish more men would take that view of marriage! It's the sane one, the only one that's going to do any good to the race."

"You're absolutely right—I wish more guys saw marriage that way! It's the sensible approach, the only one that will actually benefit humanity."

Quite unconsciously McTaggart had started him on his hobby, Eugenics. He felt drawn to the young fellow, with his frank speech and handsome face.

Quite unconsciously, McTaggart had gotten him into his hobby, Eugenics. He felt attracted to the young guy, with his straightforward talk and good looks.

"I want you now, if you'll be so kind," McTaggart persisted—"to examine my heart. We're alone—it's a non-stop train—as private as any consulting room. But, of course, I know it's an odd request..." he stammered a little, hunting for words—"unprofessional, perhaps..." he broke off, finding it impossible to suggest a fee in the way he wished.

"I want you to do me a favor right now," McTaggart pushed—"to take a look at my heart. We’re alone—it’s a nonstop train—just as private as any doctor's office. But I know it's a strange request..." he stumbled over his words—"unprofessional, maybe..." he paused, struggling to suggest a fee in the way he wanted.

"Certainly," said his new friend, "if you really wish it. The only thing against it is the noise of the train. I should have preferred to wait until we reached Brighton. We shall get there very shortly and then if you would come back home with me I could make a thorough examination."

"Sure," said his new friend, "if you really want to. The only downside is the noise from the train. I would have preferred to wait until we got to Brighton. We'll be there very soon, and then if you want to come back home with me, I can do a complete examination."

"I'm afraid that's impossible," said McTaggart. "I'm going straight on to Worthing. There wouldn't be time..." his face had dropped and the doctor, seeing it, made up his mind.

"I'm sorry, but that's not possible," McTaggart said. "I'm headed straight to Worthing. There won't be enough time..." His expression fell, and the doctor, noticing it, made up his mind.

"Very well—we'll do it now. Luckily I've my stethoscope with me——" he opened his bag as he spoke. "I've been up to town to see a patient."

"Alright—we'll do it now. Luckily, I have my stethoscope with me—" he opened his bag as he spoke. "I went to the city to see a patient."

McTaggart stood up and took off his coat, then his waistcoat.

McTaggart stood up and took off his coat, then his vest.

"It's awfully good of you—I'm really tremendously obliged..." he went on with his undressing.

"It's really kind of you—I'm truly grateful..." he continued while taking off his clothes.

But the doctor was almost as keen as himself to investigate this curious case. He said so—tactfully—to set his new patient at ease.

But the doctor was almost as eager as he was to look into this strange case. He mentioned it—politely—to help his new patient feel more comfortable.

In a few minutes it was over.

In just a few minutes, it was done.

"I can't find anything wrong with you. Your heart seems perfectly sound to me. The beat is a little fast just now, probably through excitement—but steady and strong. It ought to take you comfortably into your nineties!"

"I can't find anything wrong with you. Your heart seems completely healthy to me. The beat is a bit fast right now, probably due to excitement—but it's steady and strong. It should carry you comfortably into your nineties!"

He smiled as he spoke, holding out his hand.

He smiled as he talked, extending his hand.

"I congratulate you—sound as a rock!"

"I congratulate you—solid as a rock!"

McTaggart wrung it in speechless gratitude. Then he struggled into his clothes.

McTaggart squeezed it in silent gratitude. Then he wrestled into his clothes.

"Well—I'm glad that nightmare's over! My double heart—Good Lord!" His laugh hid more than the doctor guessed—those long years of indecision, of weakness in the hands of women...

"Well—I'm glad that nightmare's over! My double heart—Good Lord!" His laugh concealed more than the doctor realized—those long years of uncertainty, of being weak around women...

What a fool he had been! He saw now how often he had excused himself in the past on the score of his physical peculiarity for what was merely lack of control.

What a fool he'd been! He realized now how often he had made excuses in the past, blaming his physical peculiarity for what was really just a lack of self-control.

They chatted for a little time. Then McTaggart, rather red, drew out his sovereign purse, but the doctor checked him with a gesture.

They talked for a bit. Then McTaggart, looking pretty flushed, pulled out his gold coin purse, but the doctor stopped him with a wave.

"No—I won't hear of it! It's been a pleasure—honestly. If you feel at all indebted to me—you might ask me to your wedding."

"No—I won't accept that! It's been a pleasure—truly. If you feel any kind of debt to me, you could invite me to your wedding."

"I will. But I wish ... Look here, sir—there must be some Hospital you're interested in at Brighton. Perhaps you would give it ... this—from me?"

"I will. But I wish ... Look, sir—there must be some hospital you're interested in at Brighton. Maybe you could give it ... this—from me?"

His new friend laughed.

His new friend giggled.

"Well ... all right——" the coins changed hands. "You're a loser any way, you know. You've just got rid of an extra heart."

"Well ... okay——" the coins exchanged hands. "You're a loser anyway, you know. You've just gotten rid of an extra heart."

"Thank goodness!" McTaggart laughed—"I find one quite sufficient." His mind swerved aside to Jill, his face softening as he spoke.

"Thank goodness!" McTaggart laughed—"I think one is more than enough." His thoughts shifted to Jill, his expression softening as he spoke.

The doctor guessed the trend of his thoughts and picked up the fallen paper.

The doctor figured out what he was thinking and picked up the paper that had dropped.

"Will you lend me this for a few minutes?" He settled himself behind the folds, a smile on his rather stern face as the lover gazed out of the window.

"Can you lend me this for a few minutes?" He positioned himself behind the folds, a smile on his somewhat serious face as the lover looked out of the window.

They had come to that picturesque bridge of stone spanning the valley below the Downs and already the air was sharp and sweet with the first breath of the sea beyond.

They had arrived at that beautiful stone bridge stretching over the valley below the Downs, and already the air was crisp and fragrant with the first hint of the sea beyond.

Over the smooth curve of the hills a crescent moon was shining clear. The hushed Earth lay beneath, bathed in the silvery light ...

Over the smooth curve of the hills, a crescent moon shone brightly. The quiet Earth lay below, bathed in the silvery light...

And, suddenly, a memory stirred in the young man's heart, filled with tender dreams of the girl he loved—the echo of long forgotten words.

And suddenly, a memory awakened in the young man's heart, filled with sweet dreams of the girl he loved—the echo of long-forgotten words.

"It's under the heavy cloud you stand ... the cloud of a lie ... but it clears ... it clears..."

"It's under the heavy cloud you stand ... the cloud of a lie ... but it clears ... it clears..."

McTaggart started at the thought. Why—by Heaven! she had been right. His "double heart?"

McTaggart started with the thought. Why—my goodness! she had been right. His "double heart?"

It was a lie. He tried to recall the gypsy's speech, the end of the curious prophecy. What was it she had said of the Moon? and the Tide...? He stared out into the night and slowly it returned to him, with the jingle of bangles, the noise of the Fair.

It was a lie. He tried to remember what the gypsy had said, the end of that strange prophecy. What did she say about the Moon? And the Tide...? He looked out into the night and gradually it came back to him, along with the sound of jangling bangles and the buzz of the Fair.

"Between two fires you will burn and burn—And then ... the light fades ... on the turn of the Tide ... there's the Lucky Moon and the Dream of your life...!"

"Between two fires, you will burn and burn—And then ... the light fades ... at the turn of the Tide ... there's the Lucky Moon and the Dream of your life...!"

The dream of his life?—Why, that meant Jill!

The dream of his life?—That was Jill!

*****

*****

At Worthing he found a single cab, with a driver, elderly, garrulous. He sat sideways on the box in order to point out local features of interest; the reins loose in his hands, throwing remarks back to McTaggart.

At Worthing, he found a single cab with an elderly, chatty driver. He sat sideways on the box to point out local points of interest, the reins loose in his hands, throwing comments back to McTaggart.

"Town 'All!" he waved his whip, a worn-out stump without a lash, toward that imposing structure. "The Picture Palace!—'Old up, me lass!" The ancient mare between the shafts responded coquettishly to the call, aware of the subtle compliment, tossing her venerable head.

"Town Hall!" he waved his whip, a tattered stump without a lash, toward that impressive building. "The Picture Palace!—Hold on, girl!" The old mare between the shafts responded playfully to the call, recognizing the compliment, tossing her aged head.

"The Pier, sir—as was washed in 'alf in the big gale—a crool business. Cost the Corporation no end—This 'ere's the Promenade..."

"The Pier, sir—as was half destroyed in the big storm—a cruel situation. Cost the Corporation a fortune—This is the Promenade..."

McTaggart woke from his dream of Jill to gaze at the wide stretch of water.

McTaggart woke up from his dream of Jill to look out at the vast expanse of water.

The beach, white under the moon, shelved down to the smooth sand, dove-grey and broken by rocks low and black, where silver pools lay fringed with sea weed and emerald samphire.

The beach, glowing white under the moon, sloped down to the smooth sand, dove-grey and interrupted by low, black rocks, where silver pools rested lined with seaweed and green samphire.

It crept out, like an endless scroll, till it touched the dark line of sea and was met by a single crested wave that broke upon it, noiselessly.

It crept out, like an endless scroll, until it reached the dark line of the sea and was met by a single cresting wave that broke upon it, silently.

"The tide is very low to-night?" McTaggart spoke at last to the driver.

"The tide is really low tonight?" McTaggart finally said to the driver.

"Yessir——" the man followed his gaze. "It 'ud be now just on the turn. Woodford Road, I think you said?"

"Yeah—" the man followed his gaze. "It should be about that time. Woodford Road, I think you mentioned?"

"Yes. There's no number—it's called 'Rose Mount'!"

"Yes. There's no number—it's called 'Rose Mount'!"

"Right, sir—I know the 'ouse." They turned abruptly from the sea, up a narrow road in the old town, passed a Terrace and came to a gate, open, that showed a curving alley between hedges, neatly clipped, of Euonymus, thick with dust.

"Sure thing, sir—I know the house." They suddenly turned away from the sea, up a narrow road in the old town, passed a Terrace, and arrived at an open gate that revealed a winding alley between neatly trimmed hedges of Euonymus, thick with dust.

The cab drew up and the man descended.

The cab pulled up and the man got out.

"An orkard place," he said, "with luggage. There's two cottages up there—'Sea-view' and 'Rose Mount.' The one you want is the last, on the right. Shall I carry yer bag, sir? The 'orse won't move."

"An awkward spot," he said, "with luggage. There are two cottages up there—'Sea-view' and 'Rose Mount.' The one you want is the last one, on the right. Do you want me to carry your bag, sir? The horse won't budge."

"No—I'm not staying here," McTaggart hastily explained—"just going in to see some friends. I shall want you to wait—perhaps some time..." He glanced up the road as he spoke and saw that a little public house stood at the end of the empty street.

"No—I'm not staying here," McTaggart quickly explained—"just going in to see some friends. I’ll need you to wait—maybe for a while..." He looked up the road as he spoke and noticed that a small pub was at the end of the deserted street.

"You'd better go and have a drink. But keep an eye on my suit-case." He handed the smiling driver a shilling.

"You should go have a drink. But watch my suitcase, please." He gave the smiling driver a shilling.

"Right, sir—thank ye. I'll be 'ere."

"Okay, sir—thank you. I'll be here."

He took the coin, pocketed it, gazing up at the sky.

He picked up the coin, put it in his pocket, and looked up at the sky.

"Turning my money," he explained. "A new moon, sir—it brings luck."

"Investing my money," he explained. "A new moon, sir—it brings good fortune."

"I hope so," said McTaggart. He felt oddly nervous now as he passed down the dusty path with its clipped hedge on either side.

"I hope so," McTaggart said. He felt strangely nervous as he walked down the dusty path with trimmed hedges on either side.

A green door ended it, with a gaping crack, through which he peered and he saw a sun dried little garden where a few nasturtiums still straggled in a bed bordered with cockle shells.

A green door finished it, with a big crack, through which he looked and saw a sun-dried little garden where a few nasturtiums were still growing in a bed bordered with cockle shells.

He lifted the latch and walked in.

He lifted the latch and walked inside.

A cottage with a French window, wide open on the scrap of lawn, was before him, rendered picturesque by the magic light of the moon. Over the porch the last white rose of September hung, already withered but triumphant witness to the fact that the little dwelling had earned its name.

A cottage with a French window, wide open to the small patch of lawn, stood before him, looking picturesque in the magical moonlight. Over the porch, the last white rose of September hung, already wilted but a proud testament that the little home had lived up to its name.

Someone was singing. The clear young voice reached McTaggart where he stood and a sudden rush of blood to his heart testified to its being Jill.

Someone was singing. The clear, youthful voice reached McTaggart where he stood, and a sudden rush of blood to his heart confirmed that it was Jill.

How he loved her! The very sound of her voice brought his secret home to him and he stole nearer to the house, tip-toe across the grass.

How he loved her! The sound of her voice brought his secret to life, and he crept closer to the house, tiptoeing across the grass.

"My brown boy is hiding away,
For he stole a horse, so they say.
The county's men after him ride.
My boy mocks them, safe by my side..."

"My brown boy is hiding out,
Because he took a horse, or so they shout.
The county's men are riding fast,
But my boy laughs, safe here at last..."


The lawless words of the old Folk Song brought a smile to his lips. The beautiful chords of the Hungarian composer rippled smoothly under Jill's touch and again her voice rang out, filled with the youthful pride of the verse:

The carefree lyrics of the old folk song made him smile. The beautiful chords from the Hungarian composer flowed effortlessly under Jill's fingers, and once again her voice filled the air, brimming with the youthful pride of the lyrics:

"My brown boy is mighty and strong.
Nine armed sheriffs can't hold him long!
But when my voice, so soft he hears
His proud head droops, bowed down with tears..."

"My brown boy is powerful and tough.
Nine armed sheriffs can't keep him down for long!
But when he hears my gentle voice,
His proud head lowers, filled with tears..."


Now he stood under the shadow of the wall. Through the open window he could see the girl, her clear profile, and the slim moving hands. He dared not yet break in upon her—he leaned back, holding his breath.

Now he stood in the shadow of the wall. Through the open window, he could see the girl, her distinct profile, and her slender, moving hands. He didn’t dare interrupt her yet—he leaned back, holding his breath.

"Then I whisper, softly and low
'Give me thy love, 'ere thou dost go....
Pretty am I, faithful am I
Only wayward, wayward am I...!'"

"Then I whisper, softly and quietly
'Give me your love before you leave....
I’m pretty, I’m faithful
Just a bit unpredictable, unpredictable I am...!'"


A note of defiance rang through the words, typical of her independent nature.

A note of defiance echoed in her words, typical of her independent spirit.

It stirred in McTaggart an answering throb of youth. Here was no easy conquest before him. Sweet would be the mastery to hold her in his arms—this young rebel, tamed at last...

It stirred in McTaggart a response of youth. Here was no easy victory ahead of him. It would be sweet to have the power to hold her in his arms—this young rebel, finally tamed...

"Jill!" he stepped forward out of the shadows, tall and eager, in the clear white light.

"Jill!" he stepped forward from the shadows, tall and excited, in the bright white light.

He saw wonder and swift joy pass across her face as she wheeled round; then a curious look of repression.

He saw wonder and quick joy flash across her face as she turned around; then a strange look of restraint.

"Hullo, Peter!" she answered him coolly. "What a surprise!—Have you dropped from the moon?"

"Hey, Peter!" she replied coolly. "What a surprise! Did you just fall from the moon?"




CHAPTER XXX

"I found your letter at my Club," McTaggart explained, "on my way home. So I thought I'd just run down and see how you and Roddy were getting on."

"I found your letter at my Club," McTaggart explained, "on my way home. So I thought I'd just pop by and see how you and Roddy were doing."

He avoided a more direct allusion to Mrs. Uniacke's crowning folly, though he longed to express his sympathy. He knew, of old, Jill's pride.

He steered clear of directly bringing up Mrs. Uniacke's biggest mistake, even though he really wanted to share his sympathy. He was well aware of Jill's pride from the past.

"Roddy's out," said the girl, "he's gone to the theatre with a school friend. He didn't want to, but I told him he must! He's awfully cut up about it all. But it's no good crying over spilt milk"—she smiled bravely—"is it, Peter? It's done now. That's the worst of marriage—it's for always." She checked a sigh.

"Roddy's out," the girl said, "he went to the theater with a school friend. He didn't want to, but I told him he had to! He's really upset about the whole thing. But there's no use crying over spilled milk"—she smiled bravely—"right, Peter? It's done now. That's the worst part of marriage—it's forever." She held back a sigh.

As his eyes drank in the pretty face McTaggart decided to himself it might be also "the best of it!" But out aloud he responded quickly, glad she had broken the ice herself.

As he took in her beautiful face, McTaggart thought to himself it might be "the best part!" But he quickly replied out loud, glad that she had initiated the conversation herself.

"I'm awfully sorry. I can't tell you how I feel about the whole affair. It's ... the limit!" his face was wrathful. "I'd like to have Stephen to myself for a little ... active argument. Gloves off—you understand?"

"I'm really sorry. I can't express how I feel about the whole thing. It's ... unbelievable!" His face was angry. "I'd like to have Stephen to myself for a little ... serious debate. Gloves off—you get it?"

"Rather!" her face warmed at the thought. "It's odd you should say that, though. I once dreamed I saw you both fighting a duel. I believe I told you—that day in the car—how I woke up before the end, not knowing which side had won."

"Definitely!" her face flushed at the idea. "It's strange you should mention that, though. I once dreamed I saw you both in a duel. I think I told you—that day in the car—how I woke up before it was over, not knowing which side had won."

McTaggart smiled somewhat grimly.

McTaggart smiled a bit grimly.

"It's going to happen. In real life," he watched the girl. "But I can't win, Jill, without your help—that's certain!"

"It's going to happen. In real life," he watched the girl. "But I can't win, Jill, without your help—that's for sure!"

She looked up, surprised at his words.

She looked up, surprised by what he said.

"Of course I'll help—if I possibly can. But what do you mean? Have you really something against Stephen?" A shadow fell on her eager face as she went on, in a burst of confidence.

"Of course I'll help—if I can. But what do you mean? Do you really have something against Stephen?" A shadow crossed her eager face as she continued, sharing her thoughts openly.

"It's so awful, Peter, to think that he is, legally, you know, our stepfather. It's all right for me because I'm grown up and can hold my own—but there's poor old Roddy! He's only a boy—that's where Stephen gets the pull. And just now——" she broke off—"I don't think I told you—in my letters, I mean—but there's been a thundering row at home.

"It's so terrible, Peter, to think that he is, legally, you know, our stepfather. It's fine for me because I'm an adult and can handle it, but poor Roddy! He's just a kid—that's where Stephen has the advantage. And just now——" she paused—"I don't think I mentioned it to you—in my letters, I mean—but there’s been a huge argument at home.

"Roddy's told Mother he wants to be an artist and she's simply furious! She's set her heart on his going into the Army. She doesn't see that, without private means, it's frightfully hard on any man. It would be, of course, the Indian Service, and I can't bear to think of Roddy going abroad for the rest of his life. For it comes to that, practically. Besides, he hates the whole idea. He's not fitted for a soldier. I'm sure if Father were alive he'd agree with me. I know he would!"

"Roddy told Mom he wants to be an artist, and she's really mad! She's dead set on him joining the Army. She doesn’t realize that, without some money of his own, it’s incredibly tough for any guy. It would definitely be the Indian Service, and I can't stand the thought of Roddy going overseas for the rest of his life. Because that's what it comes down to, really. Plus, he absolutely hates the idea. He's not cut out to be a soldier. I'm sure if Dad were alive, he'd agree with me. I know he would!"

She leaned back on the music stool, her hands clasped around her knees. The moonlight fell full on her face, showing the shadows under her eyes and the traces of recent suffering.

She leaned back on the music stool, her hands wrapped around her knees. The moonlight shone brightly on her face, highlighting the shadows under her eyes and the signs of recent pain.

McTaggart longed to gather her up in his arms and comfort her like a child.

McTaggart wanted to pull her into his arms and comfort her like a little kid.

Never, he thought, had she looked so sweet! To him her faded gown of blue—bound about the slender waist with a narrow ribbon of black velvet, and cut open at her throat, showing, too, the rounded arms bare to the elbow—so plainly shabby, was the prettiest dress in all the world.

Never, he thought, had she looked so sweet! To him, her worn blue dress—tied around her slim waist with a narrow black velvet ribbon and cut open at the throat, revealing her rounded arms bare to the elbows—looked so plainly shabby, was the prettiest dress in the world.

In her dark hair, forgotten, there lay a single pale nasturtium, gathered earlier in the garden, and it shone among the ruffled curls like a star in the shadow of a cloud.

In her dark hair, forgotten, there lay a single pale nasturtium, gathered earlier in the garden, and it shone among the ruffled curls like a star in the shadow of a cloud.

"Roddy is an artist—now." Jill went on defiantly, unconscious of the admiration in McTaggart's blue eyes. "And I don't see why his whole life should be ruined—just to please Mother! I told her so. And I tried, too, to show her that boys nowadays are allowed to choose their own professions. That it's prehistoric to say that until he's twenty-one she 'knows best'—He's a human being, like herself—and he's only got one life to live!

"Roddy is an artist—now." Jill said defiantly, unaware of the admiration in McTaggart's blue eyes. "I don't see why his whole life should be ruined—just to please Mother! I told her so. I also tried to show her that boys today can choose their own careers. It's outdated to think that until he's twenty-one she 'knows best'—He's a human being, just like her—and he only has one life to live!"

"Supposing Granny had said to Mother: 'My dear child, you must be an active Anti-Suffragette—that's my wish. I know best—I'm older than you,' d'you think she'd have stood it? Rather not! But, of course, Stephen will take her part—unless——" she laughed, a sudden mischief breaking through the gravity of her young face—"he thinks Sandhurst too expensive! That might save it—happy thought! I'll find out exactly what it costs and talk to Stephen—you do, too, whenever you see him, won't you, Peter?"

"Imagine if Granny had told Mother: 'My dear child, you must be an active Anti-Suffragette—that’s what I want. I know best—I’m older than you.' Do you think she would have accepted that? Not a chance! But, of course, Stephen will back her up—unless——” she laughed, a sudden spark of mischief breaking through the seriousness of her young face—“he thinks Sandhurst is too pricey! That could change everything—great idea! I’ll find out exactly what it costs and talk to Stephen—you do, too, whenever you see him, okay, Peter?"

"I'll do any mortal thing you ask!"

"I'll do anything you ask!"

Something in his earnest voice startled Jill. She glanced sharply in his direction through the shadows that were filling the corners of the room.

Something in his serious tone surprised Jill. She quickly looked over at him through the shadows creeping into the corners of the room.

"Then that's settled," she said coolly. "I think, perhaps, I'll light the lamp. It's getting almost dark in here."

"Then that's settled," she said calmly. "I think I’ll go ahead and light the lamp. It's getting pretty dark in here."

But he checked her.

But he interrupted her.

"Don't!—The moon's so lovely. It would be a shame to shut it out."

"Don't!—The moon is so beautiful. It would be a pity to block it out."

In the low chair where he sat, half hidden, his back to the light, he felt he had a certain advantage over the girl facing the window. He could watch her to his heart's content, gaze up into those fearless eyes, with their long and curving sweep of lashes.

In the low chair where he sat, partly concealed, his back to the light, he felt he had an edge over the girl facing the window. He could watch her as much as he wanted, looking up into those bold eyes with their lengthy, curved lashes.

"I've got a plan of my own, Jill. I came down to talk it over." He drew his chair a shade nearer, at her feet now—lightly crossed, the slender ankles visible under the shrunk washing frock.

"I have a plan of my own, Jill. I came down to discuss it." He pulled his chair a little closer, now sitting at her feet—lightly crossed, her slender ankles visible beneath the faded washing dress.

"I think we can get a rise out of Stephen—if we work together, you and I."

"I believe we can provoke Stephen—if we team up, you and I."

"How?" She was watching him doubtfully. Again he felt that hint of repression, as though she stood upon her guard.

"How?" She watched him with skepticism. Again, he sensed that hint of restraint, as if she were on high alert.

"I'll tell you about Roddy first—a scheme I have for his future. To take him right away from Stephen—kidnap him!" he laughed at her—"and give him a thorough training abroad. I thought of the Art schools at Rome. Let him have the best masters from the beginning. If he likes it he's in the right atmosphere. It's a wonderful place, to my mind, Rome ... It's not like a Public School, of course. At one time I used to think that ... everything! But now that I've knocked about a bit I believe that there's nothing half so good as travel for an Englishman—we're too insular by far!

"I'll fill you in on Roddy first—I've got a plan for his future. To take him away from Stephen—kidnap him!" he laughed at her—"and give him a solid education abroad. I was thinking about the art schools in Rome. Let him learn from the best right from the start. If he enjoys it, he'll be in the perfect environment. I think Rome is an amazing place... It's definitely not like a public school. I used to think that... everything! But now that I've experienced some things, I believe there's nothing quite like traveling for an Englishman—we're way too insular!"

"He's jolly clever—those sketches of his show he has talent—if not genius. I honestly think—with a proper chance—he'll make a name for himself one day."

"He's really smart—his sketches clearly show he has talent—if not genius. I truly believe—with the right opportunity—he'll become well-known one day."

"Do you?" She beamed whole-heartedly on the speaker, self-forgetful again. "I think it sounds too lovely!—If only——" she sighed—"it could be done. But Mother would never hear of it. Besides, if she did, we're not rich. Think of what it means, Peter. Why, the journeys alone, from here to Italy and back again for the holidays, would cost a perfect little fortune—let alone his other expenses."

"Do you?" She smiled brightly at the speaker, lost in the moment again. "I think it sounds too wonderful!—If only——" she sighed—"it could actually happen. But Mom would never agree to it. Plus, even if she did, we're not wealthy. Just think about it, Peter. The trips alone, going to Italy and back for the holidays, would cost a small fortune—never mind his other expenses."

"He needn't return to England at all—once he's there," said McTaggart quickly—"that is, not if you agree to the whole plan." His voice changed. A pleading note crept into it, his eyes watched her anxiously.

"He doesn’t have to go back to England at all—once he's there," McTaggart said quickly—"that is, not if you agree to the whole plan." His tone shifted. A note of pleading entered his voice, and his eyes watched her anxiously.

"He could come—for the holidays ... to us!"

"He could come—for the holidays ... to us!"

There came a pause, silent, but full.

There was a pause, quiet, but full.

"Jill—little Jill—don't you understand? Don't you know what I want—what I'm trying to say?"

"Jill—little Jill—don’t you get it? Don’t you know what I want—what I’m trying to say?"

From the low chair where he sat he reached up and tried to capture the hands clasped round her knees. But, with a swift movement, she drew them away, her head high, her face proud.

From the low chair where he was sitting, he reached up and tried to grab the hands wrapped around her knees. But with a quick movement, she pulled them away, holding her head high and her face full of pride.

"To us!..." she repeated his words slowly. "Are you asking me to ... marry you, Peter?"

"To us!..." she repeated his words slowly. "Are you asking me to ... marry you, Peter?"

The words were jerky. Her gray eyes were fixed still on the garden ahead as though she dared not look at him.

The words were awkward. Her gray eyes remained focused on the garden ahead, as if she was afraid to look at him.

"Yes," he said simply—"I love you, Jill."

"Yeah," he said plainly—"I love you, Jill."

But she sat like a maiden turned to stone, untouched, unresponsive.

But she sat like a girl turned to stone, untouched, unresponsive.

The cold hand of fear crept round his heart as he watched her face.

The cold grip of fear wrapped around his heart as he looked at her face.

Was she going to refuse him? Could it be—after all—Bethune!

Was she really going to turn him down? Could it really be—after all—Bethune!

"Jill—" his voice was very low—"Aren't you going to answer me?" He bent closer—"Don't you ... care?"

"Jill—" his voice was really quiet—"Aren't you going to answer me?" He leaned in closer—"Don't you ... care?"

She stirred restlessly under his eyes, her own averted. Then she spoke.

She shifted uneasily under his gaze, her own eyes turned away. Then she spoke.

"Why should you think ... I cared for you?" Unconsciously her hand stole to her throat, feeling for the chain that hung concealed by the lace of her collar; and, noting the gesture, McTaggart divined her secret thought.

"Why would you think ... I cared about you?" Unconsciously, her hand moved to her throat, searching for the chain hidden under the lace of her collar; and seeing the gesture, McTaggart figured out her secret thought.

Light poured in, dispelling his fears. That scene at Cluar ... the "double heart!" that lay upon her girlish breast.

Light flooded in, driving away his fears. That moment at Cluar ... the "double heart!" that rested on her youthful chest.

"I don't!" he caught her up quickly. "I only wish to Heaven I did. You've never given the slightest sign—I know myself ... but not you."

"I don't!" he interrupted her quickly. "I only wish to God I did. You've never shown the slightest sign—I know it myself... but not you."

He saw her face clear at his words. She threw him a furtive, sidelong glance and the long lashes trembled and fell, casting a shadow on her cheek.

He saw her face clearly at his words. She gave him a quick, sidelong glance, and her long lashes fluttered and dropped, casting a shadow on her cheek.

Then she raised her head again with a faintly malicious smile.

Then she lifted her head again with a slightly wicked smile.

"I don't understand yet, Peter. I always thought we were just friends! Don't you remember when you returned home from abroad, only this Summer—you said you wanted me to feel that you were ... well—an 'elder brother.'" (McTaggart winced at the memory. It was true: those were his words.) "And now—you're going back on that. Isn't it a pity, rather—to spoil it all by this new idea?"

"I still don't get it, Peter. I always thought we were just friends! Don't you remember when you came back home from abroad, just this summer—you said you wanted me to see you as... well—an 'older brother.'" (McTaggart winced at the memory. It was true: those were his words.) "And now—you're going back on that. Isn't it a shame to ruin everything with this new idea?"

"It's not a new idea to me!" his voice was hot, faintly indignant. "I've loved you for ages past..." She turned on him with a sudden gesture that checked the rest of his ardent speech.

"It's not a new idea to me!" he said, his voice heated and slightly offended. "I've loved you for a long time..." She interrupted him with a sudden gesture that cut off the rest of his passionate words.

"Then why do you tell me this to-night—for the first time? Why not before?" She was on her feet facing him, her face defiant, her eyes ablaze.

"Then why are you telling me this tonight—for the first time? Why not before?" She stood up facing him, her expression challenging, her eyes filled with intensity.

"I know. You needn't answer me. It's because of Stephen and Mother—there! You think that I shall have a rotten life at home—and you're sorry—that's all! If you had cared all this time there was nothing to stop your telling me. And I don't choose," she stamped her foot, carried away by a gust of pride, "to be married from a sense of pity! I can make my own life for myself. I've got Roddy ... and heaps of friends. I daresay you think it's very kind..."

"I know. You don’t need to answer me. It’s because of Stephen and Mom—there! You think I’m going to have a terrible life at home—and you feel sorry—that’s all! If you really cared all this time, you could have told me. And I refuse,” she stamped her foot, caught up in a surge of pride, “to get married out of pity! I can create my own life. I have Roddy ... and tons of friends. I’m sure you think it’s very nice..."

But McTaggart was at the end of his patience. "How dare you say that to me?" He caught her firmly by the shoulders, his blue eyes full of anger. "Look at me!" he compelled her gaze. "Now—don't you know that I'm in earnest?"

But McTaggart had run out of patience. "How dare you say that to me?" He grabbed her firmly by the shoulders, his blue eyes filled with anger. "Look at me!" he demanded. "Now—don't you realize that I'm serious?"

He could feel her, rigid, under his touch, but the very warmth of her young body, through the thin summer dress she wore, fired his blood and he went on, with an ominous break in his voice.

He could feel her, tense, under his touch, but the warmth of her youthful body, through the thin summer dress she wore, ignited his passion and he continued, with a foreboding tremor in his voice.

"I see what it is!—I've left it too late. I ought to have spoken weeks ago! But I did it, Jill—for your sake..."

"I get it! I waited too long. I should have said something weeks ago! But I did it, Jill—for your sake..."

"Did what?" She bit her lip, fighting against the magnetism of his youth and her own answering passion.

"Did what?" She bit her lip, struggling against the pull of his youth and her own responding desire.

"Held my tongue," said Peter grimly.

"Held my tongue," Peter said grimly.

His hands fell away from her. He turned and stared out of the window.

His hands dropped from her. He turned and gazed out the window.

"Some other fellow, I suppose?" He addressed the moon-lit patch of garden.

"Just another guy, I guess?" He spoke to the moonlit area of the garden.

"No." Rather quickly, Jill sat down. She felt her limbs trembling beneath her.

"No." Jill quickly sat down. She felt her limbs shaking beneath her.

Deeply annoyed at this sudden weakness, she went on, in a careful voice.

Deeply frustrated by this unexpected weakness, she continued in a measured tone.

"Don't let's quarrel over it, Peter. It's ... just a mistake. Let's forget it."

"Let’s not argue about it, Peter. It’s ... just a mistake. Let’s move on."

To this he deigned no reply, still silent by the window.

To this, he didn’t respond, remaining silent by the window.

She could see his profile against the sky—the well remembered set of his head on his broad shoulders; his hands were clasped in a hard grip behind his back.

She could see his profile against the sky—the familiar shape of his head on his broad shoulders; his hands were tightly clasped behind his back.

"Peter?" a faint appeal sounded, against her will.

"Peter?" a soft voice called out, despite her reluctance.

McTaggart turned, hesitated, then threw himself into his old seat facing her.

McTaggart turned, paused for a moment, then settled back into his old seat facing her.

"I'm going to tell you ... everything. It's not a very pretty story—in parts, you know. It's just life—a man's life." His voice was hard.

"I'm going to tell you everything. It's not a very pretty story in some parts, you know. It's just life—a man's life." His voice was tough.

Jill stirred restlessly. She nodded her head, reclasping her hands in her old attitude round her knees as though it, somehow, nerved her to listen.

Jill shifted uncomfortably. She nodded, clasping her hands around her knees again as if it somehow gave her the courage to pay attention.

So he began. At the very beginning; with his interview in Harley Street and the mystery of his "double heart."

So he started. At the very beginning; with his interview on Harley Street and the mystery of his "double heart."

Jill's grey eyes went wide with wonder.

Jill's gray eyes opened wide with amazement.

But he went on without a break. He told her of Fantine and Cydonia; of his brief engagement with the latter, and his subsequent disillusion.

But he kept going without stopping. He talked to her about Fantine and Cydonia; about his short engagement with the latter and his later disappointment.

For a certain reason of his own he cut out both the time and place, avoiding mention of his inheritance, merely stating that he had been jilted.

For his own reasons, he left out both the time and place, avoiding any mention of his inheritance, just saying that he had been rejected.

Had he been watching Jill's face and seen her indignation rise, flooding the clear skin with colour, his story might have been abridged.

Had he been watching Jill's face and seen her anger rise, flooding her clear skin with color, his story might have been shortened.

But he still stared out of the window, far from the girl's secret thought. ("How dared this creature throw him over! a silly, brainless..." Jill choked.)

But he kept staring out the window, far from the girl’s hidden thoughts. (“How could this person dump him! A silly, brainless...” Jill choked.)

For now he came to a harder part: that year of light adventures abroad. But he forged through it ruthlessly, hurting himself and her. This threatened Jill's ideals, dragging him out of his secret shrine. Peter, no longer her childish idol, but a man, made of baser metal.

For now, he faced a tougher challenge: that year filled with light adventures overseas. But he pushed through it without mercy, causing pain to both himself and her. This put Jill's ideals at risk, pulling him out of his hidden sanctuary. Peter, no longer her naive idol, but a man, made of lesser stuff.

Still, she sat without movement, rather white, her lips compressed. She did him the justice in her heart to respect him for his honesty. But it made a difference even then; though later it strengthened the reason why, loving her, he had bound himself to silence for a term of probation.

Still, she sat motionless, quite pale, her lips pressed together. In her heart, she gave him credit for his honesty. But it made a difference even then; although later it reinforced the reason why, out of love for her, he had committed himself to silence for a trial period.

It accounted, too, for his withdrawal from her society since the day he had rescued her and brought her from Cluar. And her secret fear was slain for good. The fear that had haunted her proud spirit that, during her brief unconsciousness, the disarray of her torn dress had betrayed the little "double heart!" That gift of his, carelessly offered, lightly accepted, which had lain, day after day, and night after night, on the faithful living heart beneath...

It also explained why he had distanced himself from her since the day he saved her and brought her from Cluar. And her secret fear was finally put to rest. The fear that had tormented her proud spirit, that during her brief unconsciousness, the mess of her torn dress had revealed her little "double heart!" That gift of his, carelessly offered and lightly accepted, which had remained there, day after day and night after night, on the faithful living heart underneath...

So at last he came to the end; his strange experience in the train and the doctor's verdict; the second one, that had overthrown its shadowy rival. That bogey was dead for good. Jill breathed a sigh of relief. It was like a page from a Fairy book, the curse some malignant witch had laid.

So finally, he reached the end; his weird experience on the train and the doctor’s verdict; the second one that had defeated its shadowy counterpart. That monster was gone for good. Jill let out a sigh of relief. It felt like a scene from a Fairy tale, the curse that some evil witch had cast.

"So I haven't a double heart at all..." McTaggart smiled wearily, "not even one I can call my own. It's yours, now—what's left of it!"

"So I don’t have a double heart at all..." McTaggart smiled tiredly, "not even one I can call my own. It’s yours now—what's left of it!"

He stole a glance at the girl before him. Her face was pale; her hands, still clasped, suggested that she held herself, by a strong effort, cool and apart.

He took a quick look at the girl in front of him. Her face was pale; her hands, still together, indicated that she was trying hard to stay calm and distant.

"That's what seems so hard," said Jill. "We give ... all to the man we love—and he gives us ... 'what's left.'"

"That's what seems so hard," said Jill. "We give ... everything to the man we love—and he gives us ... 'what's leftover.'"

McTaggart was stung by the truth of the words. "Don't!" there was real pain in his voice. "It hurts awfully," he paused. "If only you understood men," he went on miserably—"if you knew...! We're rotters I'll own. Young and old—but until a fellow's really in love it doesn't seem to matter much. It's just ... well, ordinary life. And, Jill——" his eyes were beseeching now—"I think, all the time, it's been really you—though I didn't guess it at the first!

McTaggart was hit hard by the truth of what was said. "Don't!" There was real pain in his voice. "It hurts a lot," he paused. "If only you understood guys," he continued miserably—"if you knew...! We’re jerks, I’ll admit it. Young and old—but until a guy is truly in love, it doesn’t seem to matter much. It’s just ... well, everyday life. And, Jill——" his eyes were pleading now—"I think, all along, it’s really been you—even though I didn’t realize it at first!

"I've always come back to you—to that dear child's face of yours—those grey eyes..." he stopped, stung by the fear of the years ahead without her.

"I've always returned to you—to that sweet child's face of yours—those gray eyes..." he paused, overwhelmed by the fear of the years to come without her.

Jill's dark lashes were lowered now. He tried in vain to probe her thought, to catch some faint sign of hope.

Jill's dark lashes were lowered now. He tried in vain to read her thoughts, to catch some hint of hope.

"I've always come back," he said again, "I always shall. It's love this time. It's the woman a man returns to, you know, who holds his heart in her hands. Those other ... affairs were mere passion. I see it now—now it's too late! What a fool I've been...!" his head sank down for a moment on his clenched fists.

"I've always come back," he said again, "I always will. It's love this time. It's the woman a man returns to, you know, who holds his heart in her hands. Those other... relationships were just passion. I see it now—now it's too late! What a fool I've been...!" His head dropped for a moment onto his clenched fists.

Then he raised it and faced Jill, a new light in the blue eyes.

Then he lifted it and looked at Jill, a new spark in his blue eyes.

"I love you so," his voice rang, "that, if I thought it were better for you to go away right out of your life, I believe now I could do it, Jill. But I don't. I know I'd make you happy!"

"I love you so much," his voice echoed, "that if I really thought it would be better for you to leave your life completely, I believe now I could do it, Jill. But I don't. I know I would make you happy!"

He saw a quiver cross her face, and breathlessly he leaned toward her.

He saw a flicker of emotion cross her face, and breathlessly he leaned in closer to her.

"Don't you care? Tell me, Jill. Couldn't you learn to care ... a little?"

"Don't you care? Tell me, Jill. Couldn't you learn to care ... just a little?"

Slowly the girl raised her eyes. He saw that they were wet with tears.

Slowly, the girl lifted her eyes. He noticed they were filled with tears.

"I've loved you all my life," she said.

"I've loved you my whole life," she said.

A cry broke from him. He slipped down on his knees before her, arms outstretched.

A cry escaped him. He sank to his knees in front of her, arms stretched out.

"Jill! ... My darling! What do you mean?"

"Jill! ... My love! What do you mean?"

Into the beautiful childish face came a tenderness he had never known—the dream come true ... the "dream of his life."

Into the beautiful childlike face came a tenderness he had never experienced before—the dream come true ... the "dream of his life."

"I suppose—I must marry you," said Jill.

"I guess—I have to marry you," said Jill.




CHAPTER XXXI

Miss Elizabeth Uniacke wore an aggressive air.

Miss Elizabeth Uniacke had a fierce demeanor.

She stood in front of the mirror, her gray eyes critical, studying the effect of her newly made gown.

She stood in front of the mirror, her gray eyes assessing, examining how her newly made gown looked.

On her knees beside her a stout dressmaker waited, in mute suspense, her mouth full of pins. Her attitude was that of profound admiration, but in her heart she quailed, foreseeing the verdict.

On her knees beside her, a plump dressmaker waited in silent suspense, her mouth full of pins. She looked on with deep admiration, but inside, she felt a wave of fear, anticipating the verdict.

"Too tight round the ankles," said Aunt Elizabeth.

"Too tight around the ankles," said Aunt Elizabeth.

Mrs. Crouch, between the pins, bleated her dismay. She assured "Meddam" it was the latest fashion: that to alter it by a "hair-breadth" was to "ruin the cut!"

Mrs. Crouch, caught between the pins, expressed her frustration. She insisted to "Meddam" that it was the latest trend: that changing it by a "hair's breadth" would "ruin the fit!"

"I can't help that——" Miss Uniacke scowled—"I've told you before—I won't be trussed like a fowl. I don't care what frights other women make of themselves! I've my own style, and I shall keep to it."

"I can't help that—" Miss Uniacke frowned—"I've told you before—I won't be tied up like a chicken. I don't care what other women do to themselves! I have my own style, and I intend to stick to it."

She placed her pretty hands to either side of her waist, tightly confined by a broad Petersham belt, and with a little wriggle of her angular body seemed to shoot up like a crocus on its stem.

She positioned her lovely hands on either side of her waist, snugly held by a wide Petersham belt, and with a slight wiggle of her angular body appeared to spring up like a crocus on its stem.

Mrs. Crouch swallowed a heavy sigh—a somewhat difficult and precarious performance!

Mrs. Crouch let out a deep sigh—it was quite a challenging and risky task!

Pins still sprouted from between her lips and she gathered up the scissors with a tragic gesture. Slowly she unpicked the two side seams.

Pins still stuck out from between her lips as she picked up the scissors with a dramatic motion. Slowly, she started to rip apart the two side seams.

"That's better!" Miss Uniacke gave an unexpected movement, followed by an ominous rending sound.

"That's better!" Miss Uniacke made an unexpected movement, followed by a foreboding tearing noise.

"Ha!" she cried triumphantly. "You see for yourself!—I can't walk a step. It's ridiculous!"

"Ha!" she exclaimed triumphantly. "You see for yourself! I can't walk a single step. It's ridiculous!"

Mrs. Crouch sighed.

Mrs. Crouch let out a sigh.

"We might..." she suggested, "leave one side open. With—perhaps—a button?"

"We could..." she suggested, "leave one side open. With—maybe—a button?"

"And show my legs!" At the wrath in her client's voice the dressmaker breathed a hurried:

"And show my legs!" At the anger in her client's voice, the dressmaker quickly replied:

"Oh, Meddam!—Indeed, Meddam, I had no intention—I was going to suggest a fold ... underneath..."

"Oh, ma'am!—Really, ma'am, I didn’t mean to—I was about to suggest a fold ... underneath..."

"Not at all!" The irate lady snapped. "You've plenty of turnings. Let it out. That's better ... Now, pin it ... There!——" Again she took a step forward. "I can move at last. I'm sure I don't know what we're coming to! You'll be asking me next to dye my hair blue! In my young days..."

"Not at all!" the angry woman snapped. "You have plenty of twists and turns. Let it out. That's better ... Now, pin it ... There!——" She stepped forward again. "I can finally move. I have no idea what we're coming to! Next, you’ll be asking me to dye my hair blue! Back in my day..."

There came a low tap at the door, breaking through the current of her memories.

There was a soft knock at the door, interrupting her thoughts.

"Come in!—What is it?" She wheeled round, displeased.

"Come in!—What is it?" She turned around, annoyed.

"If you please, Mum." The parlour maid stood there, gaunt and prim.

"If you don't mind, Mom." The parlor maid stood there, thin and proper.

"It's Mr. McTaggart asking to see you."

"Mr. McTaggart is here to see you."

"Shut that door!—Now, what do you mean, Maria? You know I'm engaged. Tell him I'm out."

"Shut the door!—What do you mean, Maria? You know I’m engaged. Tell him I’m not here."

But the elderly servant stood her ground. "He's in the drawing-room, if you please, Mum. I told him you was h'occupied—but he said he could wait." She cast an openly inquisitive glance at her mistress' dress. The new Autumn gown was an "event" in that quiet household.

But the elderly servant held her ground. "He's in the living room, if you don’t mind, ma'am. I told him you were busy—but he said he could wait." She gave a curious look at her mistress's dress. The new autumn gown was a big deal in that quiet household.

"Indeed." Aunt Elizabeth's voice was acid. "Well, he can wait, then! You'd no business, Maria, to let him in at all. You take too much on yourself."

"Definitely." Aunt Elizabeth's tone was sharp. "Well, he can wait, then! You had no right, Maria, to let him in at all. You take on too much."

"I'm sorry, Mum. But the card in the hall said 'h'In,' not 'h'Out,' so 'ow was I to tell?" She tossed her head with an air of injured innocence.

"I'm sorry, Mom. But the card in the hall said 'h'In,' not 'h'Out,' so how was I supposed to know?" She tossed her head with an air of injured innocence.

"That will do." Miss Uniacke's eyes had wandered back to the mirror, irresistibly attracted.

"That’s enough." Miss Uniacke's eyes had drifted back to the mirror, drawn in irresistibly.

It certainly was smart ... The colour suited her.

It definitely was smart ... The color looked great on her.

"Perhaps I'd better go and get it over," she said. "If these pins will hold?" She addressed the kneeling figure.

"Maybe I should just go and get it done," she said. "Are these pins going to hold?" She directed her question to the figure kneeling nearby.

"I'll make sure, Meddam." Mrs. Crouch smiled. She came to work "by the day" and was not at all averse to a spell of idleness reaped from the occasion.

"I'll take care of it, ma'am." Mrs. Crouch smiled. She worked "by the day" and was more than happy to enjoy some downtime from the situation.

But Aunt Elizabeth guessed her secret thought. "You can have your tea now, instead of later on. That will save time." Mrs. Crouch sighed.

But Aunt Elizabeth figured out what she was thinking. "You can have your tea now instead of later. That will save time." Mrs. Crouch sighed.

"Yes, Meddam." She drove a pin upward with the amiable desire that Miss Uniacke should risk, when she sat down, a reminder of the fact!

"Yes, Madam." She pushed a pin upward with the friendly hope that Miss Uniacke would remember that fact when she sat down!

The unconscious victim rustled through the hall. That, she decided, was the best of taffetas. It had a distinctive and aristocratic note. Her temper was soothed by the gentle frou-frou.

The unconscious victim rustled through the hallway. That, she decided, was the finest taffeta. It had a unique and elegant feel to it. The soft rustling calmed her mood.

McTaggart was standing talking to the parrot who, after the manner of those wayward birds, received his advances with a stony silence, and sharpened, at intervals, his beak on the perch.

McTaggart was standing there talking to the parrot, who, like those unpredictable birds, responded to his attempts at conversation with a cold silence and occasionally sharpened his beak on the perch.

"How do you do?" Her guest wheeled round quickly at Miss Uniacke's voice, his face eager. "This is good of you! I heard you were engaged and was prepared to wait for hours! Polly refused to take pity upon me," he added as they shook hands.

"How's it going?" Her guest turned quickly at Miss Uniacke's voice, his face excited. "This is really nice of you! I heard you were busy and was ready to wait for hours! Polly wouldn't show me any mercy," he added as they shook hands.

"Silly fool!" said the parrot explosively, the moment McTaggart turned his back.

"Silly fool!" the parrot squawked loudly as soon as McTaggart turned his back.

Aunt Elizabeth, fearing that worse might follow, picked up the baize cover and blotted the bird out effectually.

Aunt Elizabeth, worried that things could get worse, lifted the green cloth and covered the bird completely.

"He gets so tiresome," she explained. "Won't you sit here?" and was settling herself on the sofa facing her visitor when she rose with a startled look of pain.

"He gets really annoying," she said. "Will you sit here?" She was getting comfortable on the sofa facing her guest when she suddenly stood up with a shocked look of pain.

"Silly fool!" came from the cage in muffled accents. "Ha ... ha ... ha!"

"Silly fool!" came from the cage in muffled voices. "Ha ... ha ... ha!"

"A pin!" said Aunt Elizabeth, gingerly sinking down again. "The fact is I was being fitted on with a new dress when you arrived. I didn't like to keep you waiting, so I came as I was—pins and all!"

"A pin!" said Aunt Elizabeth, carefully sitting back down. "The truth is I was trying on a new dress when you got here. I didn’t want to keep you waiting, so I came just as I was—pins and all!"

"It's a very pretty one," said McTaggart—"suits you, too. Such a jolly colour."

"It's a really nice one," said McTaggart—"looks great on you, too. Such a cheerful color."

"You think so?" The little old lady was pleased and a slight flush warmed her face.

"You think so?" The little old lady was happy, and a light blush warmed her face.

"I suppose," said McTaggart as the pause prolonged itself and he felt she was waiting to gather the object of his visit; "I suppose you've heard about ... Mrs. Uniacke?"

"I guess," McTaggart said, as the pause dragged on and he sensed she was waiting to understand the purpose of his visit; "I guess you’ve heard about ... Mrs. Uniacke?"

The moment the words had passed his lips he knew he had made a tactless start.

The moment the words left his mouth, he realized he had made a clumsy start.

For his hostess bristled visibly.

For his hostess visibly tensed.

"If you've called to plead for Mary," she said and her voice was short—"I had better tell you that I wash my hands of that affair! I've finished with them—the whole family!"

"If you’ve called to ask about Mary," she said sharply, "I should let you know that I’m done with that situation! I’ve cut ties with them—the entire family!"

"Jill?" ...

"Jill?" ...

"Yes——" she caught him up. "Jill, and Roddy—They might have guessed. They ought to have warned me long ago! It's their own fault—and I've done with them."

"Yes——" she interrupted him. "Jill, and Roddy—They probably knew. They should have warned me a long time ago! It's their own fault—and I'm done with them."

"Oh, no!" McTaggart's blue eyes were eloquent. "You don't mean it? You couldn't just now when they want you so." He saw a slight quiver cross her face. "And I want you—all your help! We can't get on without it, you know—Jill and I..."

"Oh, no!" McTaggart's blue eyes were expressive. "You don't really mean it? You couldn't just say that now when they need you so much." He noticed a slight tremor on her face. "And I need you—everything you can offer! We can't manage without it, you know—Jill and I..."

She gave a start at the coupling together of the names.

She was startled by the connection of the names.

"I don't understand," she said drily.

"I don’t get it," she said dryly.

"No?—I'm afraid I'm explaining myself rather badly. I thought you'd guess ... The fact is, Aunt Elizabeth," he smiled at her affectionately, "I'm hoping you'll let me become, you know, a real nephew of yours, one day."

"No?—I think I'm not explaining myself very well. I thought you’d pick up on it... The truth is, Aunt Elizabeth," he smiled at her warmly, "I’m hoping you’ll let me be, you know, a real nephew of yours someday."

The little old lady gave a gasp. "I knew it!" she cried triumphantly. "You and Jill?—Ha!" she laughed. "You can't deceive an old woman like me!"

The little old lady gasped. "I knew it!" she exclaimed triumphantly. "You and Jill?—Ha!" she laughed. "You can't fool an old woman like me!"

"I don't want to!" McTaggart sprang up, his hand outstretched to meet her own, his face so radiant with happiness that her old heart softened at the sight.

"I don't want to!" McTaggart jumped up, his hand reaching out to hers, his face so bright with joy that her old heart melted at the sight.

"But I must have your permission first. I don't care a hang what her mother says!—She's placed herself outside the affair. Gone off and left those two children..." he checked himself, his voice indignant. "But you're her father's sister, you see—his favourite one. And we both think you've as good a right as any one ... to give her away."

"But I need your permission first. I don’t care what her mother says!—She’s stepped away from the situation. Left those two kids behind..." he paused, his voice filled with anger. "But you’re her father’s sister, you know—his favorite one. And we both believe you have just as much of a right as anyone ... to give her away."

He stopped abruptly.

He stopped suddenly.

"Give her away? Jill, you mean?" she stared at him, obviously amazed. "What are you talking about, young man? You're not going to marry her to-morrow?"

"Give her away? Jill, you mean?" She stared at him, clearly shocked. "What are you talking about, young man? You're not planning to marry her tomorrow?"

"No," he amended, "to-morrow week."

"No," he corrected, "next week."

He laughed at her startled exclamation, and went on, still holding her hand—unconsciously abandoned to him—with subtle persuasion in his voice.

He chuckled at her surprised outburst and continued, still holding her hand—unconsciously surrendered to him—with a hint of persuasion in his tone.

"I don't want you—exactly—to 'give her away.' In any sense!——" he laughed again—"but you simply must come to the wedding. We've both of us set our hearts on that."

"I don't want you—exactly—to 'give her away.' In any sense!——" he laughed again—"but you absolutely have to come to the wedding. We've both set our hearts on that."

"I never heard such utter nonsense in all my life!" she protested stoutly—"and don't imagine I shall allow it!" But, as she looked at his resolute face, inwardly she commended his spirit.

"I've never heard such complete nonsense in my life!" she protested firmly—"and don't think I'm going to accept it!" But, as she looked at his determined face, she secretly admired his spirit.

"Of all the ridiculous notions..." she fumed; but McTaggart guessed she was wavering.

"Of all the ridiculous ideas..." she fumed; but McTaggart sensed she was starting to hesitate.

"Tell me, first, you're pleased about it? Do say you think I'll make Jill happy?"

"Tell me, first, are you happy about it? Do you really think I'll make Jill happy?"

"Well——" she paused—"I'll admit you'll try! She's a bit of a handful—that young woman."

"Well——" she paused—"I’ll admit you’ll try! She’s a bit of a handful—that young woman."

Her grey eyes began to twinkle. Jill, she thought, had found her master.

Her gray eyes started to sparkle. Jill, she realized, had found her master.

"Yes—I'm glad. Though I shan't hear..."

"Yeah—I'm glad. Though I won't hear..."

He checked the protest audaciously. Before she could gather his intention he had stooped and kissed her faded cheek.

He boldly interrupted the protest. Before she could realize what he was doing, he leaned down and kissed her cheek, which had lost its color.

"Thank you, Aunt Elizabeth. On Tuesday week I'll take another—In the vestry!"

"Thanks, Aunt Elizabeth. Next Tuesday, I'll take another one—in the vestry!"

He chuckled gaily.

He laughed happily.

"Well—I never...!" Miss Uniacke gasped. For once her sharp tongue was silenced. Her face was flushed and, helplessly, she straightened the crooked brown fringe.

"Well—I can’t believe it...!" Miss Uniacke exclaimed. For once, her sharp tongue was quiet. Her face was flushed, and, feeling helpless, she straightened the crooked brown fringe.

"Now——" McTaggart sat down, uninvited, by her side ... "I think we ought to talk business and fix up a few plans. I've got the license—that's all right. And to-night I'm going down to Oxton. The Bishop is my friend, you know, and I want him to come and marry us. Mrs. Uniacke's honeymoon—I mean Mrs. Somerfield——" her sister-in-law winced slightly and he went on hurriedly—"Well, she doesn't get back to Worthing till Wednesday. So, if you could manage to run down and stay with Jill until we're married ... You see my idea?" his face went red—"It would stop any silly talk, you know. But, perhaps, you could come to the lawyers first and fix up the settlements? I want to make that all square; for Jill's sake, you understand?"

"Now——" McTaggart sat down, uninvited, next to her. "I think we should discuss business and make a few plans. I’ve got the license—that's sorted. Tonight, I'm heading down to Oxton. The Bishop is a friend of mine, and I want him to marry us. Mrs. Uniacke’s honeymoon—I mean Mrs. Somerfield——" her sister-in-law winced a bit, and he quickly continued—"Well, she won’t be back in Worthing until Wednesday. So, if you could manage to head down and stay with Jill until we’re married... You see what I’m getting at?" His face turned red—"It would prevent any silly gossip, you know. But maybe you could come to the lawyers first and arrange the settlements? I want to make everything right; for Jill’s sake, you understand?"

Miss Uniacke caught him up sharply. "I hope you're not under the delusion that my niece has anything of her own?" Purposely she withheld from him the knowledge of the modest sum left the girl by her Father.

Miss Uniacke interrupted him sharply. "I hope you're not thinking that my niece has anything that belongs to her?" She intentionally kept from him the knowledge of the small amount left to the girl by her father.

"My dear Aunt Elizabeth!" McTaggart looked taken aback. "I meant my money, of course. I'd better tell you all about it."

"My dear Aunt Elizabeth!" McTaggart looked surprised. "I meant my money, of course. I should probably explain everything to you."

He proceeded forthwith to enlighten her on the subject of his inheritance.

He immediately started to explain to her about his inheritance.

Miss Uniacke's gray eyes slowly widened with amazement.

Miss Uniacke's gray eyes gradually widened in astonishment.

"You mean to say," she said at last, "that Jill will be a marchioness?"

"You’re saying," she finally said, "that Jill will be a marchioness?"

"Well, that's thrown in!" McTaggart laughed—"Won't she make a pretty one! I think she'll just love Siena—and Rome too—it's a ripping place! You'll have to come and stay with us. Oh, I forgot—about Roddy." He went on with his plans for the latter, his handsome face alight with pleasure. Miss Uniacke guessed in every word the depths of his love for the boy's sister.

"Well, that's settled!" McTaggart laughed. "She's going to look amazing! I think she'll really enjoy Siena—and Rome too—it's an incredible place! You have to come visit us. Oh, I almost forgot—about Roddy." He continued with his plans for him, his attractive face glowing with happiness. Miss Uniacke could sense in every word how deep his feelings were for the boy's sister.

"It's like a fairy tale!" she said.

"It's like a fairy tale!" she said.

"It is a fairy tale——" his voice was lowered now with a touch of awe.

"It’s a fairy tale——" his voice was now softer, filled with a sense of wonder.

"All true love is that, I think. It's outside this work-a-day world. Something too fine to be measured—like a beautiful vision seen in a dream..."

"All true love is like that, I believe. It's beyond this everyday world. Something too precious to be quantified—like a beautiful vision experienced in a dream..."

He glanced up shyly at his listener and in her worn and serious face caught a look of longing, oddly pathetic, but full of genuine sympathy. For a moment their thoughtful eyes met—the old, saddened ones, knowing life, and those of youth, bright with hope: met and wondered, across the gulf.

He shyly looked up at his listener and saw a look of longing in her worn, serious face—strangely sad, but filled with real sympathy. For a moment, their thoughtful eyes met—the old, sorrowful ones, knowing about life, and the bright, hopeful ones of youth: they met and wondered, across the divide.

Then McTaggart broke the silence.

Then McTaggart ended the silence.

"I don't want Jill to know yet. About my inheritance, I mean. I want it to come as a huge surprise!—on our arrival in Siena. She knows I've got some property there—I fancy she thinks it's just a farm!—but I've always kept it rather dark from everybody. It's like this——" he fidgeted, under the gaze of her shrewd grey eyes, hunting for words.

"I don't want Jill to know yet. About my inheritance, I mean. I want it to be a big surprise!—when we arrive in Siena. She knows I have some property there—I think she believes it's just a farm!—but I've always kept it pretty private from everyone. It's like this——" he fidgeted, under the watchful gaze of her sharp grey eyes, searching for the right words.

"Although my mother was Italian I've always felt an Englishman. Really, deep down in myself, I'd sooner be English, any day. But, on the other hand, you see, I admit a certain responsibility. My mother was treated abominably"—a hard look came into his face—"just because she married my father! They practically cut her adrift.

"Even though my mom was Italian, I've always felt like an Englishman. Honestly, deep down, I'd rather be English any day. But, at the same time, I recognize a certain responsibility. My mom was treated horribly"—a hard look came to his face—"just because she married my dad! They basically abandoned her.

"Now, by an odd stroke of luck, I have come into all that my mother lost. And I feel it's up to me to show that she was right, after all. She married for love, and so shall I. An English wife ... my little Jill! But we'll have to live in Italy half the year—be Maramonte as well as McTaggart—not for ourselves but because I believe that she would have wished it."

"Now, by a strange twist of fate, I’ve inherited everything my mother lost. And I feel it's my responsibility to prove that she was right all along. She married for love, and that's what I plan to do too. An English wife... my little Jill! But we’ll need to live in Italy half the year—be both Maramonte and McTaggart—not for our own sake, but because I truly believe that she would have wanted it."

His eyes had a curious far away look. Then he seemed to come back to the present.

His eyes had a curious, distant look. Then he seemed to return to the moment.

"All the same I've felt, somehow, that a foreign title, over here, wouldn't do—rather snobbish..." He laughed with a shade of nervousness.

"Still, I've felt, in a way, that a foreign title, here, wouldn't be right—kind of snobbish..." He laughed with a hint of nervousness.

"Quite right." Miss Uniacke nodded. She liked the man more and more. But, despite her careless attitude toward the secret he shared with her, her old heart warmed at the thought of this splendid match for the girl she loved.

"Exactly." Miss Uniacke nodded. She liked him more and more. But, even with her relaxed attitude toward the secret he confided, her heart warmed at the idea of this great match for the girl she cared for.

"You won't tell her? You'll keep it dark!"

"You won't tell her? You'll keep it a secret!"

"Of course—it's your affair, not mine."

"Of course—it's your business, not mine."

She smiled the harshness out of the words.

She smiled the harshness away from the words.

"All the same," she went on, "I think you ought to tell her mother. I don't approve of Mary myself—I think her conduct to her children simply shocking——" she frowned again—"the secrecy—and this sudden marriage! Still, she brought Jill into the world—it's her daughter, not mine. It's paying her back in her own coin ... but I know I ought to stop this folly!"

"Anyway," she continued, "I really think you should tell her mom. I don't like Mary much—her behavior toward her kids is just terrible——" she frowned again—"the secrecy—and this surprise marriage! But she did give birth to Jill—it's her daughter, not mine. It's like giving her a taste of her own medicine... but I know I should put an end to this nonsense!"

"But you won't?" His voice was very earnest. "Look here, Miss Uniacke. She's never given a thought to Jill—or Roddy either, latterly. She's bringing a penniless, idle chap into her home to live with her children. She'll have to support him—you know that? At their expense! For, after all, it's Colonel Uniacke's money, you know, that she holds in trust for the next generation. It means a cruel time for them under the thumb of that rotter, Stephen. On a slender income, deprived of their rights and shadowed by this Suffrage nonsense.

"But you won't?" His voice was very sincere. "Listen, Miss Uniacke. She's never thought about Jill—or Roddy either, lately. She's bringing a broke, lazy guy into her home to live with her kids. She'll have to support him—you realize that, right? At their expense! Because, after all, it's Colonel Uniacke's money that she manages for the next generation. This is going to mean a tough time for them under the control of that jerk, Stephen. Living on a tight budget, stripped of their rights and overshadowed by this suffrage nonsense."

"Think of Jill, living with Stephen?—and Roddy—a schoolboy, in his hands...!

"Think of Jill, living with Stephen?—and Roddy—a schoolboy, in his hands...!

"Instead of which, here am I—luckily a rich man; able to give the boy a chance, and Jill ... pretty well all she wants!

"Instead of that, here I am—thankfully a wealthy man; able to give the boy a chance, and Jill ... pretty much everything she wants!"

"I'd just like you to see some pearls I've got for her in the Roman bank"—he threw his head back and laughed boyishly, with a note of triumph—"They'd make Stephen's mouth water—damn the chap!—I beg your pardon!"

"I just want you to check out some pearls I have for her in the Roman bank"—he threw his head back and laughed like a kid, with a hint of victory—"They'd make Stephen drool—damn that guy!—I’m sorry!"

But Miss Uniacke smiled grimly; forgetful of the listening parrot.

But Miss Uniacke smiled grimly, unaware of the listening parrot.

McTaggart, encouraged, started again.

McTaggart, motivated, started again.

"I can't bear to think of Jill for a day in the house with that man. That's why I'm doing this, entirely, to get her away before he returns. Can't you guess what it will save her? The bitterness of seeing him there, ruling in her father's place, in the old home, where he lived..."

"I can't stand the thought of Jill spending even a day in the house with that guy. That's why I'm doing this, completely, to get her out of there before he comes back. Can't you see how much it will help her? The resentment of seeing him there, taking over her father's role, in the old home, where he lived..."

"Stop!" Miss Uniacke grasped his arm—"I can't stand it!—It's not fair. Edward..." She choked on the name.

"Stop!" Miss Uniacke grabbed his arm—"I can't take it!—It's not fair. Edward..." She struggled to say the name.

McTaggart took her hands in his.

McTaggart took her hands in his.

"Tell me now, honestly"—his blue eyes were keen and anxious as he gazed into her moved face. "D'you think, if your brother were alive, he'd give me Jill?"

"Tell me now, honestly"—his blue eyes were sharp and worried as he looked into her emotional face. "Do you think, if your brother were alive, he'd give me Jill?"

There came a pause. It seemed to them both that, somewhere near, a shadow hovered, watching them, with a love that had survived the grave.

There was a moment of silence. It felt to both of them that, somewhere close by, a shadow lingered, watching them with a love that had outlasted death.

Then, at last, Miss Uniacke spoke.

Then, finally, Miss Uniacke spoke up.

"Yes," she answered solemnly—"I think he would. And so will I."

"Yes," she replied seriously—"I think he would. And I will too."




CHAPTER XXXII

"Wave, Peter—oh, do wave! Poor little Roddy!..."

"Wave, Peter—oh, please wave! Poor little Roddy!..."

Jill leaned over the steamer rail, watching the pier slowly recede, and, far away, a tiny figure against the sky, arm aloft. Then, as it grew to a black speck and blurred into the distant view, she turned sharply, tears in her eyes.

Jill leaned over the railing of the ship, watching the dock slowly fade away, and, far off, a small figure against the sky, arm raised. Then, as it became a dark dot and blended into the distant scenery, she turned abruptly, tears in her eyes.

"I can't bear leaving him!" she cried.

"I can't stand leaving him!" she cried.

"It's not for long," said McTaggart gently. He ran a hand through the girl's arm. "Won't it be jolly after a bit to have him in Rome, living with us?"

"It's not for long," McTaggart said softly. He ran a hand down the girl's arm. "Won't it be great to have him in Rome, living with us?"

"Yes." Jill swallowed hard. "You think we shall work it?—I'm rather doubtful."

"Yes." Jill swallowed hard. "Do you think we can pull it off?—I'm a bit skeptical."

"I'm not," said McTaggart stoutly. "I know Stephen. He's 'no proud!' The economy's sure to appeal to him. And Aunt Elizabeth's sworn to help. She's a brick, that old lady! Oh, by the bye, I'm to give you this."

"I'm not," McTaggart said firmly. "I know Stephen. He's 'not proud!' The economy's definitely going to interest him. And Aunt Elizabeth's promised to help. She's a gem, that old lady! Oh, by the way, I'm supposed to give you this."

He handed his wife an envelope, directed to her and carefully sealed.

He gave his wife an envelope, addressed to her and securely sealed.

"She said you were not to lose it, Jill." Then he laughed suddenly.

"She said you shouldn't lose it, Jill." Then he burst out laughing.

"Guess what her last words to me were?"

"Do you know what her last words to me were?"

"Can't." Jill was beginning to smile, a rather wan little attempt, half her mind still with Roddy.

"Can't." Jill was starting to smile, a pretty weak attempt, with half her mind still on Roddy.

"I thought she was going to reveal to me some awful secret in your past. She led me aside on the pier with an air of mystery and whispered—

"I thought she was going to share some terrible secret from your past. She pulled me aside on the pier with an air of mystery and whispered—

"'I've put some galoshes in the Hold-all—a new pair. I know Jill. She'll be marching about in those thin shoes from sheer vanity—catching cold—and I'm sure you're not fit to nurse her. A pair of babies!' Here she snorted. 'You look after her, young man.' This was her parting benediction!"

"'I've put some rain boots in the bag—a new pair. I know Jill. She'll be strutting around in those flimsy shoes out of pure vanity—getting sick—and I'm sure you're not capable of taking care of her. A couple of kids!' Here she scoffed. 'You take care of her, young man.' This was her final blessing!"

Jill laughed. "Just like her! I wonder what she's written here."

Jill laughed. "Just like her! I wonder what she's written here."

"Come along into the cabin and read it in peace. Oh, by the way—my servant's there—Mario. You must say something nice to him. He's off his head with excitement. He's been with me the last three years—an awfully decent chap, you know. He understands English all right—speaks it a little. Here we are..."

"Come into the cabin and read it in peace. Oh, by the way—my servant’s in there—Mario. You should say something nice to him. He’s really excited. He’s been with me for the last three years—he’s a really decent guy, you know. He understands English pretty well—speaks it a bit. Here we are..."

He led her into the deck cabin where Mario was unstrapping some rugs. He stood up, tall and eager, as the young couple crossed the threshold.

He took her into the deck cabin where Mario was unrolling some rugs. He stood up, tall and excited, as the young couple walked in.

"This is my wife, Mario."

"This is my partner, Mario."

No mistaking the proud note in his master's voice! The dark eyes glowed, the white teeth flashed into a smile as Jill greeted him rather shyly.

No doubt about the proud tone in his master's voice! The dark eyes sparkled, and his white teeth broke into a smile as Jill greeted him somewhat shyly.

Mario had prepared his speech.

Mario had written his speech.

"My felicitations to her. And to him. Blessed be the day! Long life and happiness—And many children," he concluded.

"My congratulations to her. And to him. Happy day! Wishing them a long life and happiness—and many kids," he concluded.

The colour flamed in her cheeks.

The color flushed in her cheeks.

"Grazie tante," she responded...

"Thanks a lot," she responded...

Up went Mario's hands, surprised, full of joy and admiration. But McTaggart broke in on the flow of Italian that followed the gesture.

Up went Mario's hands, surprised, filled with joy and admiration. But McTaggart interrupted the stream of Italian that came after the gesture.

"Basta! Basta!"—he drove him out. "You can come back when we get near land."

"Basta! Basta!"—he pushed him away. "You can come back when we're close to land."

Mario carefully closed the door. He smiled to himself rapturously.

Mario gently closed the door. He smiled to himself with delight.

"Ahi!—l'amore..." He kissed the tips of his fingers to the sky above. Then he glanced down at the waves.

"Ahi!—love..." He kissed the tips of his fingers to the sky above. Then he looked down at the waves.

"You stay quiet!" he said to them.

"You be quiet!" he said to them.

Meanwhile, Jill, in the cabin, was looking round, with curious eyes.

Meanwhile, Jill, in the cabin, was looking around with curious eyes.

"Isn't it snug? I'm so excited! You know, I've never travelled before. Oh!—Peter...."

"Isn't it cozy? I'm so excited! You know, I've never traveled before. Oh!—Peter...."

For McTaggart had caught her eagerly in his arms. "Take off that veil—for goodness' sake! ... Ah! ... I've been simply dying for that!"

For McTaggart had eagerly caught her in his arms. "Take off that veil—please! ... Ah! ... I've been really wanting that!"

Jill, breathless, escaped from him, cheeks flushed, her eyes brilliant.

Jill, out of breath, ran away from him, her cheeks red and her eyes sparkling.

"Peter—you brute!" she straightened her hat.

"Peter—you jerk!" she adjusted her hat.

"That's a nice thing to say"—he laughed back—"to your lord and master."

"That's a nice thing to say," he laughed in response, "to your lord and master."

"You're not!" she mocked, teasing him, "I never said 'obey,' you know."

"You're not!" she teased, playfully mocking him. "I never said 'obey,' you know."

"No wonder the Bishop looked so grave. We'll have to be married over again..." He broke off, his hand to his collar, wriggling his neck. "Confound that boy! I've got rice all down my back."

"No wonder the Bishop looked so serious. We'll have to get married all over again..." He stopped, his hand on his collar, shifting his neck. "Damn that kid! I've got rice all down my back."

"Good old Roddy—I saw him do it! In the car, coming over the Downs. No ... no!" she stamped her foot.... "Be quiet now, I want to read."

"Good old Roddy—I saw him do it! In the car, driving over the Downs. No ... no!" she stomped her foot. "Be quiet now, I want to read."

She tore open the envelope directed by Aunt Elizabeth. It held another, tightly sealed, and a letter in the pointed hand.

She ripped open the envelope from Aunt Elizabeth. Inside, there was another tightly sealed envelope and a letter written in a sharp handwriting.

"My dear Jill," so it ran, "I've asked Peter to give you this, and I only hope you won't lose it, with your usual carelessness. I'd better tell you at once, there's money enclosed—in five-pound notes. I understand that even in Italy English notes are respected.

"My dear Jill," it said, "I've asked Peter to give you this, and I just hope you won't lose it, like you usually do. I should tell you right away, there's money inside—in five-pound notes. I understand that even in Italy, English notes are still respected."

"You needn't trouble to thank me for it. You'd have had it some day anyhow. Also the cheque I've placed with Cook's—in Rome—to your account there.

"You don't need to thank me for it. You would have gotten it eventually anyway. Also, I've put the check with Cook's—in Rome—into your account there."

"Your husband may be all you think. Time alone will prove this—('Oh, Peter—isn't she lovely?'—Jill chuckled with delight.) But I don't like to think of you in a foreign land, without credit. It's lowering for a woman, too, to go to her husband for every penny. Besides, though I've done all I could, your trousseau is an utter farce. You ought to have twelve of everything. And marked, don't forget that! ..."

"Your husband might be all you can think about. Time will show this—('Oh, Peter—isn't she lovely?'—Jill laughed happily.) But I don’t like the idea of you being in a foreign country, without any money. It’s not great for a woman to rely on her husband for every little thing. Plus, even though I tried my best, your wedding outfit is a total joke. You should have twelve of everything. And remember to have them labeled!"

"Not twelve husbands, let us hope!" McTaggart leaned over her shoulder, as they sat on the narrow berth, side by side, in the dim-lit cabin, reading the letter.

"Let’s hope it’s not twelve husbands!" McTaggart leaned over her shoulder as they sat side by side on the narrow bunk in the dimly lit cabin, reading the letter.

"How shall I be 'marked,' Jill? I hope it doesn't mean hot irons?"

"How will I be 'marked,' Jill? I hope it doesn't mean with hot iron brands?"

"Like this!" Jill pinched him. "Be quiet now—Listen, Peter. Isn't she an old dear?

"Like this!" Jill pinched him. "Be quiet now—Listen, Peter. Isn't she a sweet dear?

"You'll find notes for fifty pounds. Don't go and spend it all at once in a present for your worthless husband! ... And don't spoil him. From the start, hold your own. I know men!"

"You'll find notes for fifty pounds. Don't go and spend it all at once on a gift for your useless husband! ... And don’t spoil him. From the start, stand your ground. I know men!"

"Oh! Aunt Elizabeth!" McTaggart rocked with mirth. "It's hardly respectable, is it, Jill? I'm afraid she's had a shocking 'Past.'"

"Oh! Aunt Elizabeth!" McTaggart laughed heartily. "It's not exactly respectable, is it, Jill? I'm afraid she's had a pretty scandalous 'Past.'"

"Anyhow, her Present's all right!" said Jill neatly, folding the letter. "She is good"—her face went grave. "D'you think I really ought to take it?"

"Anyway, her gift is great!" Jill said, neatly folding the letter. "She’s really nice"—her expression turned serious. "Do you think I should actually accept it?"

"You must. She'd be most awfully hurt."

"You have to. She'd be really hurt."

He nodded his head wisely at Jill. "We'll make it up to her one day—give her a topping good time and ... oh, I say?" He shifted a little in order to see his wife's face.

He nodded wisely at Jill. "We'll make it up to her someday—give her an amazing time and ... oh, I mean?" He shifted slightly to see his wife's face.

"I've got to confess something, Jill. Something I did before I left. Promise you won't be cross with me?"

"I need to confess something, Jill. Something I did before I left. Promise you won't be mad at me?"

"So have I," said Jill quickly. "I quite forgot ... Let's get it over. You first." Absently, she handed across the wad of notes.

"So have I," Jill said quickly. "I totally forgot ... Let's just get this done. You go first." Absently, she handed over the stack of cash.

McTaggart smiled.

McTaggart grinned.

"No—they're yours. You must guard them from the 'worthless husband.'"

"No—they're yours. You need to protect them from the 'useless husband.'"

"I daren't. I shall lose them," she declared. "Do take them, Peter dear."

"I can't. I'll lose them," she said. "Please take them, Peter dear."

"All right." He placed them away in his pocketbook, with secret amusement.

"Okay." He tucked them away in his wallet, feeling secretly amused.

"It's about your mother," he went on. Jill gave a little start. "I felt so bothered last night—I suppose you'll think me a thorough turn-coat—but I couldn't sleep, thinking of it. She's been so awfully kind to me. And at last I got up and wrote a letter—a nice one"—he glanced at Jill nervously, but she simply nodded. "I tried to show her why we'd done this. And then ... I added"—he broke off—"I hope you won't be angry, Jill, I ought to have told you—discussed it first. But I went out and posted it—on the impulse. To Worthing, you know. She'll find it when she returns to-morrow..."

"It's about your mom," he continued. Jill flinched a bit. "I was really uneasy last night—I guess you’ll think I’m a total traitor—but I couldn't sleep, worrying about it. She’s been incredibly kind to me. Eventually, I got up and wrote her a letter—a nice one." He glanced at Jill nervously, but she just nodded. "I tried to explain why we did this. And then... I added"—he hesitated—"I hope you won’t be mad, Jill; I should have told you—talked it over first. But I went out and sent it—on a whim. To Worthing, you know. She’ll see it when she gets back tomorrow..."

"What did you add?" Jill was impatient. "Do go on." She shook his arm.

"What did you add?" Jill was impatient. "Come on, keep going." She shook his arm.

"Well. I said..." he began to stammer a little. "I s-said I hoped she'd stay with us—our first vi-visitor, you know. Don't be cross..."

"Well. I said..." he started to stumble over his words a bit. "I-I said I hoped she'd stick around with us—our first visitor, you know. Don't be mad..."

But Jill's answer swiftly dispelled the man's doubts. For she flung her arms round his neck and kissed him, her face radiant.

But Jill's response quickly put the man's doubts to rest. She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him, her face glowing.

"So have I! I mean I wrote to Mother myself yesterday. Isn't it funny? I gave it to Roddy to hand to her the moment she gets home to-morrow! That's my secret"—she drew back, her eyes thoughtful—"You see, I felt ... it was rather mean—I was so happy—to leave her out. D'you understand?"

"So have I! I mean I wrote to Mom myself yesterday. Isn't it funny? I gave it to Roddy to hand to her the moment she gets home tomorrow! That's my secret"—she pulled back, her eyes thoughtful—"You see, I felt... it was kind of unfair—I was so happy—to leave her out. Do you understand?"

"Same here." McTaggart nodded. "I'm glad you have. It will pave the way to better relations bye and bye. She must come to us whenever she can."

"Same here." McTaggart nodded. "I'm glad you do. It will pave the way for better relations down the line. She should come to us whenever she can."

There fell a little pause between them. Jill's thoughts had turned back to her old life and her brother. Her grey eyes grew wistful.

There was a brief pause between them. Jill's thoughts drifted back to her old life and her brother. Her gray eyes filled with longing.

McTaggart saw this. He rose to his feet.

McTaggart noticed this. He got up.

"Look here, Jill—come outside. We'll have a turn up and down the deck. It will do you good before the train."

"Hey, Jill—come outside. We'll take a stroll up and down the deck. It'll be good for you before the train."

"All right. Where's my ulster?"

"Okay. Where's my coat?"

"Here." McTaggart reached up, unhooked a pale grey coat beside his own and handed it with a mischievous smile to his wife.

"Here." McTaggart reached up, unhooked a light grey coat next to his own, and handed it to his wife with a playful smile.

"That's not mine." Jill stared.

"That's not mine." Jill stared.

"Yes, it is. Try it on."

"Yes, it is. Give it a try."

"Peter!" Jill passed a hand lovingly over the rich fur, the beautiful collar of chinchilla and sumptuous lining—warm and soft.

"Peter!" Jill gently ran her hand over the luxurious fur, the gorgeous chinchilla collar and the lavish lining—warm and soft.

"It's a little present. I had it made. Aunt Elizabeth got the measures. D'you like it?"

"It's a little gift. I had it made. Aunt Elizabeth took the measurements. Do you like it?"

Jill's face answered him. She could not speak, for very wonder.

Jill's face responded to him. She couldn't speak, out of sheer astonishment.

"Really mine?" she said at last. "I never saw such lovely fur! Oh, Peter! how extravagant. You mustn't spoil me like this..."

"Really mine?" she finally said. "I've never seen such beautiful fur! Oh, Peter! This is so extravagant. You can't spoil me like this..."

"I expect payment—of a kind!" He took it—(with interest.) "Now, slip it on. There—that's fine! You look like a little Teddy bear." He opened the door and the bright light swept in, dazzling them. Blue sky and blue sea and a fresh wind, salt and keen.

"I expect payment—of a kind!" He took it—(with interest.) "Now, slip it on. There—that's great! You look like a little teddy bear." He opened the door and the bright light flooded in, dazzling them. Blue sky and blue sea and a fresh, salty breeze.

Far behind them lay the coast, the broad waves rolling along to the French shore and that new life they faced with the confidence of youth.

Far behind them was the coast, the wide waves crashing toward the French shore and that new life they approached with youthful confidence.

"The first time," said McTaggart—"that I really knew how pretty you were, you had on a little grey fur cap. That's why I chose chinchilla for you."

"The first time," McTaggart said, "when I actually realized how beautiful you were, you were wearing a small grey fur cap. That’s why I picked chinchilla for you."

"But that was Rabbit!" Jill laughed. "I've never had any good clothes. Until my trousseau," she said proudly and glanced down at her simple dress.

"But that was Rabbit!" Jill laughed. "I've never had any nice clothes. Until my trousseau," she said proudly and looked down at her simple dress.

McTaggart smiled in his heart, as, following up the train of thought, Jill proceeded, somewhat gravely, to hold forth on economy.

McTaggart smiled inside as Jill, following her train of thought, began to talk seriously about economics.

"I shan't cost you very much. I can make lots of things myself. And I expect, in a place like Siena, it doesn't matter what one wears. Oh, do tell me about your house?—or is it a flat?"

"I won’t cost you much at all. I can make a lot of things myself. And I bet, in a place like Siena, it doesn’t really matter what you wear. Oh, can you tell me about your house? — or is it an apartment?"

"Not exactly. I hope you won't be disappointed. It's rather a cheerless sort of place."

"Not exactly. I hope you won't be let down. It's a pretty gloomy kind of place."

"I don't care if it's a barn!" The breeze had brought a bright colour into her cheeks, as they paced along, arm in arm, and she laughed aloud. "I don't care about anything! I'm just too glad to be alive. I'm awfully strong—I can learn to cook..." McTaggart hugged himself for joy.

"I don’t care if it’s a barn!" The breeze had brought a healthy glow to her cheeks as they walked together, arm in arm, and she laughed out loud. "I don’t care about anything! I’m just too happy to be alive. I’m really strong—I can learn to cook..." McTaggart hugged himself with joy.

"Oh, I hope it won't come to that. Mario might object."

"Oh, I really hope it doesn’t come to that. Mario might have a problem with it."

Jill stopped suddenly, overwhelmed by a new thought.

Jill stopped abruptly, struck by a new idea.

"I say, Peter—what is he? Exactly, I mean. Is he ... your valet?"

"I say, Peter—what is he? I mean, what exactly is he? Is he ... your butler?"

"Yes—you know—over there—-wages are a mere trifle. And he's handy, in all sorts of ways."

"Yes—you know—over there—wages are just a small thing. And he's useful in many ways."

"I see. Would he clean the windows?"

"I get it. Would he wash the windows?"

"Knives and boots?..." McTaggart choked. "I dare say—if you asked him."

"Knives and boots?..." McTaggart choked. "I bet—if you asked him."

"Hm...." Jill looked a little doubtful. The fur coat had made her think. She mustn't let Peter ruin himself—even on their honeymoon.

"Hm...." Jill looked a bit unsure. The fur coat had given her something to think about. She couldn't let Peter mess up his life—even on their honeymoon.

In her practical mind she decided to say nothing more till they reached Siena and then take up the reins of the house, with a careful eye on the exchequer.

In her practical mindset, she decided to stay silent until they reached Siena, and then take charge of the household, keeping a close watch on the finances.

But all these thoughts were swept aside by the novelty of her arrival on the French coast, the foreign tongue, the stir and bustle of the Customs.

But all these thoughts were pushed aside by the excitement of her arrival on the French coast, the unfamiliar language, and the hustle and bustle of Customs.

Then came dinner in the train, with strange wine, strange dishes, and their "doll's house" quarters for the night. She revelled in the unexpected.

Then came dinner on the train, with unusual wine, unusual dishes, and their "doll's house" sleeping quarters for the night. She delighted in the unexpected.

Slowly the dark swept down, blotting out the sleeping earth, as they rocked along, happily tired, in the warm coup, side by side.

Slowly, the darkness fell, covering the sleeping earth, as they relaxed together, pleasantly exhausted, in the cozy carriage, side by side.

"Time for bed..." said McTaggart at last. "I'm not going to let you chatter all through the night, old lady. It's close upon eleven o'clock!"

"Time for bed..." McTaggart finally said. "I'm not going to let you talk all night, old lady. It's almost eleven o'clock!"

"I'm not sleepy a bit," said Jill.

"I'm not sleepy at all," Jill said.

Something in her quick glance roused McTaggart's chivalry—a childish touch of helplessness.

Something in her quick glance stirred McTaggart's chivalry—a naive hint of vulnerability.

"Look here..." he leaned closer and whispered softly in her ear. For a moment Jill clung to him, her face hidden from his eyes.

"Look here..." he leaned in closer and whispered gently in her ear. For a moment, Jill held on to him, her face hidden from his view.

"You've got a long journey before you," he went on in a careless voice. "So just turn in and get to sleep. I'm going outside for a last smoke. Pull that shade over the lamp when you're ready. I shan't want the light. I'll be as quiet as a mouse. We'll say good night—here—now."

"You have a long journey ahead of you," he continued in a laid-back tone. "So just settle in and get some sleep. I'm going outside for one last smoke. Pull that shade over the lamp when you're ready. I don't want the light. I'll be as quiet as a mouse. We'll say goodnight—right here—now."

"Peter ... you are a darling!" The whisper barely reached his ears. He held her closely for a moment—kissed her quickly and stood up.

"Peter ... you are a sweetheart!" The whisper barely reached his ears. He held her tightly for a moment—kissed her quickly and stood up.

"Happy dreams! And take your time. I shan't turn in for another hour." He opened the door and went out, his face rather white and set. "Another test..." he said to himself. "Hang it all! She's such a child! It's the straight game." And at the words he thought instinctively of Bethune. "I'm glad I've had it out with him."

"Sweet dreams! And take your time. I won’t be going to bed for another hour." He opened the door and stepped out, his face looking pale and tense. "Another test..." he muttered to himself. "Damn it! She's such a kid! It's the right thing to do." As he thought that, he instinctively remembered Bethune. "I'm glad I sorted things out with him."

For the two men had parted friends. Perhaps, in the long years ahead, Jill would no longer stand between them.

For the two men had parted as friends. Maybe, in the many years to come, Jill would no longer be the reason for their distance.

McTaggart hoped so fervently. He paced up and down the corridor; steady action that soothed his nerves, smoking, with an absent mind, cigarette after cigarette.

McTaggart hoped so intensely. He walked back and forth in the hallway; a steady movement that calmed his nerves, smoking one cigarette after another with a distracted mind.

The stars came out in the heavens, and he thought once more of that other night, when he stood and watched them, three years back, and pondered on his "double heart."

The stars appeared in the sky, and he thought again of that other night, when he stood and watched them, three years ago, and reflected on his "double heart."

What a blind fool he had been! He realized how well the excuse had served to screen the follies due to the hot impulses of youth. His "double heart"...! He smiled grimly, as the truth slowly dawned on him: the dual nature of all men: the daily battle waged between human weakness and spiritual strength.

What a blind fool he had been! He realized how well the excuse had worked to hide the mistakes caused by the intense urges of youth. His "double heart"...! He smiled grimly as the truth gradually became clear to him: the dual nature of all men—the constant struggle between human weakness and spiritual strength.

The night air blew in, sharp with an early Autumn frost, cooling his brow and bringing peace, the hushed silence that Nature loves.

The night air came in, crisp with an early autumn chill, cooling his forehead and bringing a sense of calm, the quiet stillness that Nature cherishes.

And at last he paused before his door, opened it, inch by inch, and stole through, with a quick glance at the lower berth. Jill was asleep!

And finally, he paused in front of his door, opened it slowly, and slipped inside, taking a quick look at the lower bunk. Jill was asleep!

In the dim light of the shaded lamp he could see the dark cloud of her hair, her childish profile, pure and sweet, and the long lashes on her cheek.

In the soft glow of the shaded lamp, he could see the dark cloud of her hair, her innocent profile, pure and sweet, and the long lashes resting on her cheek.

For a moment he stood and gazed at her, a great longing in his heart.

For a moment, he stood and looked at her, a strong desire in his heart.

"Only ... to kiss her!" he said to himself, then, sternly, turned away.

"Only ... to kiss her!" he said to himself, then, firmly, turned away.

And with the action, all unknown, he broke the insidious habit of years; the indecision of boyhood days changed to the firm control of the man.

And with that move, all unknown, he shattered the sneaky habit of years; the uncertainty of his boyhood turned into the solid control of adulthood.

The train rocked on....

The train swayed back and forth....

In his berth above, McTaggart, restless, watched till the dawn filtered in between the blinds, pale shafts of primrose light.

In his bunk above, McTaggart, feeling restless, watched as the dawn crept in between the blinds, casting soft beams of pale yellow light.

He had only to lean and call her name to see those grey eyes open wide, filled with love—the love of a wife! But he fought it out, hour by hour. And as the sun stole over the edge of the long plains, white with frost, he turned on his pillow with a smile and was gathered in the arms of sleep.

He just had to lean over and call her name to see those gray eyes open wide, full of love—the love of a wife! But he struggled with it, hour after hour. And as the sun rose over the frost-covered plains, he turned on his pillow with a smile and slipped into sleep.




CHAPTER XXXIII

McTaggart glanced at his watch.

McTaggart checked his watch.

"Ten minutes more. Are you very tired?"

"Ten more minutes. Are you really tired?"

"Not a bit." Jill turned with a bright face from the window in the corridor where she stood, gazing out. "It's all so lovely. Look at that hill rising up like a fir cone, against the sky. And isn't it blue! I never saw such colouring. Those silvery trees!—Olives, did you say they were? Fancy seeing olives grow!—and oranges and lemons too. It sounds like the game we used to play in our nursery days."

"Not at all." Jill turned with a cheerful expression from the window in the hallway where she stood, looking outside. "It's all so beautiful. Look at that hill rising up like a pine cone against the sky. And isn’t it blue! I’ve never seen colors like this. Those silvery trees!—Were they olives, you said? Can you believe we’re seeing olives grow?—and oranges and lemons too. It’s like the game we used to play when we were kids."

In a low voice, sweet as a thrush:

In a quiet voice, as sweet as a songbird:

"Oranges and lemons
Said the bells of St. Clement's,
I owe you four farthings
Said the bells of St. Martin's..."

"Oranges and lemons
Said the bells of St. Clement's,
I owe you four pennies
Said the bells of St. Martin's..."

Jill sang happily.

Jill sang with joy.

"Can't say much for the rhymes." McTaggart smiled.

"Can't say much for the rhymes." McTaggart smiled.

But the girl had turned to the window again. "It's beautiful." She slipped a hand through his arm. "As long as I live I'll never forget those vines with their early Autumn tints—blood red; and the little towns perched on the hills like Robber Castles ... Peter!—what's that?" She broke off excitedly, pointing out.

But the girl had turned to the window again. "It's beautiful." She slipped a hand through his arm. "As long as I live, I'll never forget those vines with their early Autumn colors—blood red; and the little towns perched on the hills like robber castles ... Peter!—what's that?" She broke off excitedly, pointing outside.

McTaggart followed the line of her hand.

McTaggart traced the path of her hand.

"Siena, I think—I can't be sure. You know, it was dark when I got here before. Why, Jill!—Whatever's the matter?"

"Siena, I think—I can't be sure. You know, it was dark when I arrived earlier. Why, Jill!—What’s wrong?"

For the girl's face had suddenly changed. Fear and amazement were written there. She could not take her eyes away, as, on the steep hill to the south, a cluster of slender towers rose up, ivory-white, against the sky.

For the girl's face had suddenly changed. Fear and amazement were written there. She couldn't take her eyes away as, on the steep hill to the south, a cluster of slender towers rose up, ivory-white, against the sky.

"My dream!" she gasped. The hand on his arm clutched him. "It can't be! ... Yes, it is. The 'dream city' I told you about. Peter! It's all coming true. There—don't you see? Do look, darling! With one tower taller than the rest ... and a little cap..."

"My dream!" she exclaimed, gripping his arm tightly. "It can't be! ... Yes, it is. The 'dream city' I told you about. Peter! It's all coming true. Look—can’t you see? Do look, darling! There's one tower taller than the rest ... and a little cap..."

Speech failed her. She leaned out, breathlessly.

Speech failed her. She leaned out, breathless.

A memory returned to McTaggart. "By Jove!—the 'Torre del Mangia.' Is that really your old dream, Jill? And you said it felt like 'coming home!'" He was almost as moved as herself.

A memory came back to McTaggart. "Wow!—the 'Torre del Mangia.' Is that really your old dream, Jill? And you said it felt like 'coming home!'" He was nearly as touched as she was.

Jill drew back with dazzled eyes. Her hair, disordered by the wind, framed her excited, awe-struck face.

Jill stepped back with wide eyes. Her hair, tousled by the wind, framed her excited, amazed face.

"Isn't it wonderful!" she cried—"my dream city ... my very own! D'you think we've lived there before, Peter? You and I—in another life?"

"Isn't it amazing!" she exclaimed—"my dream city ... my very own! Do you think we've lived there before, Peter? You and I—in another life?"

"I hope so. But, anyhow, it can't be half as good as this!"

"I hope so. But either way, it can't be nearly as good as this!"

He drew her gently through the door of their coupé. "There's a tunnel coming. We're nearly there. Sit down a minute. I'll roll up the rugs. You'd better get into your coat, ready."

He gently led her through the door of their coupe. "A tunnel is coming up. We're almost there. Sit down for a minute. I'll roll up the rugs. You should put on your coat and get ready."

"I shan't want it. It's so hot." Mechanically, she straightened her hat, her gray eyes still wide with wonder. She caught sight of herself in the glass. "I am untidy! Won't it be nice to have a bath and feel clean again."

"I don't want it. It's so hot." Mechanically, she adjusted her hat, her gray eyes still wide with wonder. She caught a glimpse of herself in the glass. "I'm a mess! It'll be nice to have a bath and feel clean again."

A "toob"—Peter smiled to himself as the train bolted into the dark. He reached up for his hat on the peg.

A "toob"—Peter smiled to himself as the train rushed into the darkness. He reached up for his hat on the hook.

"Now then!—we're coming out. Give me a kiss, quick!—There's a dear."

"Alright!—we're heading out. Give me a kiss, fast!—You're so sweet."

Sudden dazzling light again; the grind of brakes; the toot of a horn. Then a deep voice, shouting clearly:

Sudden bright light again; the screech of brakes; the honk of a horn. Then a deep voice, shouting loudly:

"Siena ... Si-e-na!" The train had stopped.

"Siena ... Si-e-na!" The train had come to a stop.

Mario came running up. McTaggart hurried Jill out and into a cab. Purposely, he had "forgotten" to order the carriage.

Mario came running up. McTaggart quickly ushered Jill out and into a cab. Intentionally, he had "forgotten" to call for the carriage.

They wound up the dusty road, glaring white in the morning sun, and through the great frowning wall that clips the city like a girdle.

They climbed the dusty road, shining bright in the morning sun, and passed through the imposing wall that envelopes the city like a belt.

Jill was too excited to talk, her eyes darting right and left as the high houses closed about them with the menace of their ancient strength.

Jill was too excited to speak, her eyes flicking back and forth as the tall buildings closed in around them with the threat of their ancient power.

McTaggart pointed out to her the Grey Wolf on its column, suckling the fabulous Twins.

McTaggart pointed out to her the Grey Wolf on its column, nursing the incredible Twins.

"Romulus and Remus!" she gasped, with a clutch at Ancient History.

"Romulus and Remus!" she gasped, grabbing onto Ancient History.

"That's it! The Son of Remus founded the place—so the legend runs—'Senius.' He gave his name to the city—hence 'Siena.'"

"That's it! The Son of Remus founded the place—so the story goes—'Senius.' He gave his name to the city—hence 'Siena.'"

Down the one-time "Strada Romana," past the Palezzo Tolomei, they clattered, to the crack of the whip.

Down the former "Strada Romana," past the Palezzo Tolomei, they clattered, to the sound of the whip cracking.

"See those lions?" he touched her arm. "Thirteenth Century." She stared—"That's the 'Balzana,' the shield of the Commune, black and white. I'll tell you why. When Senius offered sacrifice to his gods, on his arrival here, from the altar of Diana rose a pure white smoke, and from that of Apollo a dense black one—and ever since it's been on the shields of the city. Makes one think, doesn't it? All those centuries ago."

"See those lions?" he said, touching her arm. "Thirteenth Century." She stared. "That's the 'Balzana,' the shield of the Commune, black and white. Let me explain. When Senius offered a sacrifice to his gods upon arriving here, pure white smoke rose from the altar of Diana, and dense black smoke came from the altar of Apollo—and ever since, it's been on the city's shields. Makes you think, doesn't it? All those centuries ago."

"It's wonderful!"

"It's amazing!"

On they went, through shadowy streets, the deep blue sky overhead cut by castellated walls and pierced by towers, dark with age.

On they went, through dimly lit streets, the deep blue sky above broken by castle-like walls and punctuated by towers, worn with age.

Then, with a final "Ee ... ah!" from the driver, a last flourish of whip, they swerved aside through the frowning arch of the palace into the vast courtyard.

Then, with one last "Ee ... ah!" from the driver and a final flourish of the whip, they swerved through the dark arch of the palace into the expansive courtyard.

Here the sun had found its way, bathing one side in golden light. The fountain leaped in a dazzling cloud; the delicate marble stairs curved up, fairy-like, to the gallery; and about them was the beat of wings...

Here the sun had found its way, bathing one side in golden light. The fountain jumped in a dazzling spray; the delicate marble stairs curved up, almost like something out of a fairy tale, to the gallery; and around them was the sound of wings...

"Look at the pigeons!"—Jill cried. "Where are we?"

"Look at the pigeons!" Jill exclaimed. "Where are we?"

The carriage stopped. He helped her down and hurried her on, up the shining silvery steps.

The carriage came to a stop. He assisted her in getting down and hurried her up the bright, shiny steps.

"Peter! What is this?" Jill asked. But McTaggart only smiled to himself.

"Peter! What is this?" Jill asked. But McTaggart just smiled to himself.

"Come along"—he grasped her arm—"this way..." Narrow shafts of light through the twisted columns made a path, like striped satin under their feet.

"Come on," he grabbed her arm, "this way..." Narrow beams of light through the twisted columns created a path, like striped satin beneath their feet.

Dark doors were swung wide, and they stood in the dim tapestried hall, the inquisitive sunshine following them and playing among the crystal lustres.

Dark doors were thrown open, and they stood in the dimly lit hall decorated with tapestries, the curious sunlight trailing behind them and dancing among the crystal chandeliers.

Jill, dazed, saw servants stand, bowing before her, heard a hum of respectful greetings rise and fall as McTaggart swept her, ever on, down a corridor lined with statues, and into a room, endlessly long, with a painted ceiling and polished floor.

Jill, feeling dazed, saw servants standing and bowing before her, heard a hum of respectful greetings rise and fall as McTaggart ushered her along a corridor lined with statues and into a long, endless room with a painted ceiling and polished floor.

"Now!" said Peter. He laughed aloud, throwing a challenge to the walls, where on every side faces peered, measuring them with liquid eyes.

"Now!" Peter said. He laughed out loud, throwing a challenge to the walls, where faces peered from every side, measuring him with watery eyes.

"Here we are, Jill—at home." He closed the doors as he spoke.

"Here we are, Jill—home sweet home." He closed the doors as he said this.

"Home?" Jill stared at him. "Peter—I don't understand."

"Home?" Jill stared at him. "Peter—I don't get it."

A shade of temper was in her voice as she looked up in his laughing eyes.

A hint of irritation was in her voice as she looked up into his laughing eyes.

"It's the Maramonte palace"—he cried—"Mine!—and yours now, my darling. Where my mother lived ... And all these"—he waved his hand—"are my people."

"It's the Maramonte palace," he exclaimed, "It's mine!—and now it's yours, my darling. Where my mother lived... And all these," he waved his hand, "are my people."

Jill suddenly caught her breath.

Jill suddenly gasped.

"D'you mean to say"—her voice was tense—"You live here?—that it's ... the house?"

"Are you saying"—her voice was tense—"You live here?—that it's ... the house?"

"Yes..." he caught her in his arms. "Aren't you pleased?—It's my 'surprise!'"

"Yeah..." he caught her in his arms. "Aren't you happy?—It's my 'surprise!'"

But she pushed him away nervously. Wide-eyed she gazed around her. Then, still silent, she crossed the floor, and gazed out of the nearest window.

But she nervously pushed him away. With wide eyes, she looked around her. Then, still silent, she crossed the floor and stared out of the nearest window.

He followed her, a shade anxious. Surely, she could not be upset?

He followed her, feeling a bit uneasy. Surely, she couldn't be upset?

"Forgive me, Jill ... I ought to have thought..."

"Sorry, Jill ... I should have considered..."

But suddenly her face changed.

But suddenly her expression changed.

"The tower"—she whispered—"the tower of my dream ... Peter, tell me—it is true? It won't go ... fade away..." She clung to him like a frightened child.

"The tower"—she whispered—"the tower of my dream ... Peter, tell me—it is true? It won't go ... fade away..." She held onto him like a scared child.

"No—I swear it." A swift remorse moved him as he saw the tears well up in the eyes he loved. "Jill!—don't cry—for Heaven's sake. I meant it to be such a lovely surprise!—Why, my darling..."

"No—I promise." A quick wave of regret hit him as he noticed tears forming in the eyes he adored. "Jill!—please don’t cry—for Heaven's sake. I intended it to be such a wonderful surprise!—Why, my darling..."

She buried her face in his coat, struggling for control.

She buried her face in his coat, trying to regain control.

"It is!"—she sobbed—"it's too lovely! What a baby I am...!" she broke away—"It's ... the beauty—can't you understand?" She wiped her eyes defiantly.

"It is!"—she cried—"it's too beautiful! What a baby I am...!" she pulled away—"It's ... the beauty—don't you get it?" She wiped her eyes defiantly.

"But—who are you?" she added slowly—"I don't see yet why it's yours."

"But—who are you?" she added slowly—"I still don't see why this is yours."

"I'm the Marquis Maramonte," he said, "and you are my very dear liege lady."

"I'm the Marquis Maramonte," he said, "and you are my very dear lady."

For a moment she stared at him, amazed. Then, like a sunlit April shower, laughter stole into her eyes, still shining with her tears.

For a moment, she stared at him, stunned. Then, like a bright April rain, laughter sparkled in her eyes, still glistening with her tears.

She clapped her hands. She danced for joy.

She clapped her hands and danced with joy.

"Oh! what a gorgeous sell for Stephen!"

"Oh! what a stunning deal for Stephen!"

McTaggart caught her outstretched hands, laughing aloud.

McTaggart grabbed her outstretched hands, laughing out loud.

"Isn't it?" Relief at her change of mood, delight at the way she took her new honours: her simple child-like fearlessness, made him exult in his bride.

"Isn't it?" Relief at her change of mood, joy at the way she embraced her new achievements: her innocent, childlike fearlessness made him feel proud of his bride.

"He'll have to 'kow-tow' to you now, old lady. He won't like that—Master Stephen!—I expect he will, though"—he veered round—"he'll be trying to borrow no end of money!"

"He'll have to 'kow-tow' to you now, old lady. He won't like that—Master Stephen!—but I expect he will, though"—he turned around—"he'll be trying to borrow a ton of money!"

"He won't get it," Jill cried gayly. "He can come and smash my windows first." She hardly knew what she was saying, for the reaction had set in, the excitement of this great adventure.

"He won't understand," Jill exclaimed cheerfully. "He can come and break my windows first." She hardly realized what she was saying, as the adrenaline from this big adventure had taken over.

"He'd find it hard..." said McTaggart grimly. "This place has stood many a siege. They had a playful way, you know, of slinging donkeys in by catapults!"

"He'd find it hard..." said McTaggart grimly. "This place has withstood many attacks. They had a playful way, you know, of launching donkeys in by catapults!"

"Well"—Jill giggled—"why not Stephen?" Then her face grew thoughtful again. "It's wonderful!..." She glanced down the long walls hung with pictures. Men in armour, half concealed by sumptuous cloaks; red-robed prelates; court beauties, smiling proudly; stern old age, reckless youth!

"Well," Jill chuckled, "why not Stephen?" Then her expression turned serious again. "It's amazing!..." She looked at the long walls covered with pictures. Men in armor, partially hidden by luxurious cloaks; red-robed church officials; beautiful women from the court, smiling confidently; stern old age, daring youth!

"These made history," said Jill and paused, sobered by the thought...

"These made history," Jill said, pausing as the thought sank in...

"Your people." She looked at her husband, full of honest pride for him.

"Your people." She gazed at her husband, filled with genuine pride for him.

"Yes." McTaggart smiled back. "Splendid chaps, some of them. That's the hero of Montaperti, Giordano Maramonte. And that frivolous-looking boy charged through and broke the Standard—the great white lilies of Florence—off from the famous 'Carroccio.'

"Yeah." McTaggart smiled back. "Great guys, some of them. That's the hero of Montaperti, Giordano Maramonte. And that seemingly carefree kid charged in and broke the Standard—the great white lilies of Florence—off from the famous 'Carroccio.'"

"I don't fancy any of these won their honours our way—the modern way in old England—a fat subscription to 'Secret Funds'! They were rather a bad lot, all the same..."

"I don't think any of them earned their honors the right way— the modern way in old England—a big donation to 'Secret Funds'! They were still a pretty bad crowd, though..."

"I don't doubt it," Jill laughed, mischief in her mocking glance. "Perhaps they all had 'double hearts'—it seems to lead to a lot of trouble! Look at those lovely pearls there—on the lady in the satin gown—and the single drop on her forehead! You could pick it up—it looks so real."

"I believe it," Jill laughed, a playful spark in her teasing eyes. "Maybe they all have 'double hearts'—it seems to cause quite a bit of trouble! Look at those beautiful pearls over there—on the woman in the satin dress—and the single drop on her forehead! You could actually pick it up—it looks so real."

"So you shall. We've got it still. Safe in my Roman bank—for you!—And all sorts of other jewels—an emerald ring that belonged to a Pope. You're going to be a little queen!—have every mortal thing you want. And you're worth it, you dearest child. You're the loveliest woman in the world!"

"So you will. We still have it. Safe in my Roman bank—for you!—And all kinds of other jewels—an emerald ring that belonged to a Pope. You're going to be a little queen!—have everything you want. And you deserve it, my dearest child. You're the most beautiful woman in the world!"

"Hush!" she smiled—"I want to think..."

"Hush!" she smiled, "I want to think..."

But a new idea had struck McTaggart.

But a new idea had hit McTaggart.

Absently she let him lead her to where two great gilded chairs stood on a daïs, under a canopy.

Absently, she allowed him to guide her to where two large gilded chairs sat on a raised platform, beneath a canopy.

"Sit there," he commanded.

"Stay there," he commanded.

She settled herself easily, her slim shape swallowed up between the great carved arms, beneath the shield of the Maramonte. He stood back to look at her, as she went on, thoughtfully:

She comfortably settled in, her slender form enveloped by the large carved arms, under the protection of the Maramonte. He took a step back to observe her as she continued, lost in thought:

"We're rich, then, Peter?—ever so rich."

"We're rich now, Peter?—super rich."

"Yes," he nodded his head gravely. "What are you puzzling out now?"

"Yeah," he nodded seriously. "What are you trying to figure out now?"

"I was thinking of Roddy," she confessed—"Of all that this may mean—to him."

"I was thinking about Roddy," she admitted, "About everything this might mean for him."

"He's to be your Court Painter, my queen"—McTaggart's eyes never left her—"Won't he love Italy? And Aunt Elizabeth?—She knows!—I told her the whole story, Jill. She's been a brick to keep the secret."

"He's going to be your Court Painter, my queen"—McTaggart's eyes were glued to her—"Isn't he going to love Italy? And Aunt Elizabeth?—She knows!—I told her everything, Jill. She's been amazing at keeping the secret."

Then he mounted the daïs—impatiently—as she still dreamed on.

Then he climbed onto the platform—impatiently—while she continued to dream.

"I say, Jill. You've never thanked me! This is my wedding present, you see."

"I just want to say, Jill. You’ve never thanked me! This is my wedding gift, you know."

Jill gave a little start. Impulsively she opened her arms.

Jill jumped a bit. Without thinking, she opened her arms.

"Oh, Peter!—do forgive me." But he slipped down at her feet.

"Oh, Peter! Please forgive me." But he fell down at her feet.

For a moment he knelt there, arms about her, his face pressed against her knees.

For a moment, he knelt there with his arms around her, his face pressed against her knees.

She could feel, through her dress, his burning cheeks, the wave of longing that swept across him ... Then, slowly, he lifted his head. His eyes, blue as the heavens beyond, drank their fill. He whispered her name.

She could feel, through her dress, his warm cheeks, the rush of longing that washed over him... Then, slowly, he lifted his head. His eyes, as blue as the sky above, took her in completely. He whispered her name.

"Jill ... my darling little wife!"

"Jill ... my dear little wife!"




THE END

THE END








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