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The Best
Psychic Stories

Edited with a Preface by

Joseph Lewis French

Editor "Great Ghost Stories," "Masterpieces of Mystery," etc.

Introduction by
Dorothy Scarborough, Ph.D.

Lecturer in English, Columbia University.
Author of "The Supernatural in English Literature," "From a Southern Porch," etc.

BONI & LIVERIGHT
NEW YORK

Copyright, 1920, by
Boni & Liveright, Inc.

Printed in the Unites States of America


PREFACE

The case for the "psychic" element in literature rests on a very old foundation; it reaches back to the ancient masters,—the men who wrote the Greek tragedies. Remorse will ever seem commonplace alongside the furies. Ever and always the shadow of the supernatural invites, pursues us. As the art of literature has progressed it has grown along with it. To-day there is a whole new school of writers of Ghost-Stories, and the domain of the invisible is being invaded by explorers in many paths. We do not believe so much more, perhaps, that is, we do not so openly express a belief, but art has finally and frankly claimed the supernatural for its own. One discerning authority even goes so far as to assert that the borders of its domain will be greatly enlarged in the wonderful new field of the screen.

The case for the "psychic" aspect in literature is built on a very old foundation; it goes all the way back to the ancient masters—the ones who wrote the Greek tragedies. Remorse will always seem ordinary compared to the furies. The shadow of the supernatural constantly invites and pursues us. As literature has evolved, it has developed alongside this aspect. Today, there’s a whole new generation of Ghost Story writers, and the realm of the invisible is being explored in various ways. We might not believe as openly anymore, but art has confidently claimed the supernatural as its own. One insightful expert even goes so far as to say that the boundaries of this realm will be significantly expanded in the exciting new area of film.

There is no motive in a story, no image in poetry, that can give us quite the thrill of a supernatural idea. If we were formally charged with this we might resent the imputation, but the evidence has persisted from the beginning, lives on every hand, and multiplies daily. What we have been in the habit of calling the "machinery" of the old Greek drama—its supernatural effects—has come finally to be an art cultivated with care at the present hour, and has given us some wonderful new writers. In fact, few of the best masters for a generation [Pg vi]now have been able to resist its persistent and abiding charm. Every writer of true imagination, almost without exception, including even certain realists, has given us at least one story, long or short, in which the central motive is purely psychical in the Greek sense of the word.

There’s no motive in a story, no image in poetry, that can give us quite the thrill of a supernatural idea. If we were officially accused of this, we might feel offended, but the evidence has been around from the start, is present everywhere, and keeps growing every day. What we’ve been calling the "machinery" of ancient Greek drama—its supernatural effects—has evolved into an art that is carefully developed today, and has produced some amazing new writers. In fact, very few of the best authors of the last generation [Pg vi] have been able to resist its persistent and enduring allure. Every imaginative writer, almost without exception, including some realists, has produced at least one story, whether long or short, where the main motive is purely psychological in the Greek sense of the word.

The whole subject opens up a virgin field which has after all only begun to be tilled. Within the coming generation we may look for great artists to devote their whole powers to it, as Algernon Blackwood is doing to-day. A simple underlying reason is enough to account for it all—the new field imposes simply no limit on the imagination. In addition to all that science has taught us, there is illimitable store of myth and legend to aid, to draw from, to work in, to work over, as Lord Dunsany has shown us. It is the most significant movement in literature at the present hour, and whether it is supported by a special background of interest—as at present in spiritism—or not, the assertion is logical that it is creating a new body of fictional literature of permanent importance for the first time in the history of literature. The human comedy seems to have been exploited to its final limits; as the art of the novel, the art of the stage, but too sadly prove to-day. We have turned outward for new thrills to the supernatural and we are getting them.

The entire topic opens up a completely new area that has just begun to be explored. In the next generation, we can expect great artists to fully dedicate their talents to it, as Algernon Blackwood is doing today. A simple reason explains it all—the new area puts no limits on imagination. Along with everything science has taught us, there’s an endless wealth of myth and legend to draw from, as Lord Dunsany has shown us. This is the most important movement in literature right now, and whether it has a specific background of interest, like spiritism does at the moment, it’s reasonable to say that it's creating a new body of fictional literature that’s significant and lasting for the first time in literary history. The human experience seems to have been fully explored; the art of the novel and the art of the stage sadly prove this today. We've looked outward for new excitement in the supernatural, and we’re finding it.

It only remains to be added that the present great interest in spiritualism and allied phenomena has made necessary the addition of certain material of a "literal" character which we believe will be found quite as interesting by the general reader as the purely literary portion of the book.

It’s worth noting that the current strong interest in spiritualism and related phenomena has made it necessary to include some "literal" content, which we believe will be just as engaging for the general reader as the purely literary sections of the book.

JOSEPH LEWIS FRENCH

Joseph Lewis French


CONTENTS

IntroductionJoseph Lewis Frenchv
IntroDorothy Scarboroughix
When the World Was YoungJack London1
The ComebackAlgernon Blackwood24
Gen TwoAlgernon Blackwood31
Joseph: A StoryKatherine Rickford41
The Harpsichord—BrugesGeorge Wharton Edwards54
LigeiaEdgar Allan Poe61
The Sylph and the DadElsa Barker83
A GhostLafcadio Hearn88
The Panther's EyesAmbrose Bierce95
Capturing Invisible BeingsWilliam T. Stead109
The Sin-EaterFiona Macleod126
Solid-Form GhostsGambier Bolton162
The Phantom Armies Observed in FranceHereward Carrington188
The Gateway to the UnknownAndrew Jackson Davis195
The Supernormal: ExperiencesSt. John D. Seymour202
Nature Spirits, or ElementalsNizida218
A Witch's LairHelena Blavatsky258
Remarkable Experiences of Famous PeopleDr. Walter F. Prince280

INTRODUCTION

THE PSYCHIC IN LITERATURE

War, that relentless disturber of boundaries and of traditions in a spiritual as well as a material sense, has brought a tremendous revival of interest in the life after death and the possibility of communication between the living and the dead. As France became nearer to millions over here because our soldiers lived there for a few months, as French soil will forever be holy ground because our dead rest there, so the far country of the soul likewise seems nearer because of those young adventurers. The conflict which changed the map of Europe has in the minds of many effaced the boundaries between this world and the world beyond. Winifred Kirkland, in her book, The New Death, discusses the new concept of death, and the change in our standards that it is making. "We are used to speaking of this or that friend's philosophy of life; the time has now come when every one of us who is to live at peace with his own brain must possess also a philosophy of death." This New Death, she says, is so far mainly an immense yearning receptivity, an unprecedented humility of brain and of heart toward all implications of survival. She believes that it is an influence which is entering the lives of the people as a whole, not a movement of the intellectuals, nor the[Pg x] result of psychical research propaganda, but arising from the simple, elemental emotions of the soul, from human love and longing for reassurance of continued life.

War, that constant disruptor of boundaries and traditions both spiritually and materially, has sparked a huge revival of interest in life after death and the possibility of communication between the living and the dead. As France became closer to millions here because our soldiers lived there for a few months, and as French soil will always be sacred because our dead rest there, so too does the distant land of the soul appear closer because of those young adventurers. The conflict that reshaped the map of Europe has, for many, erased the lines between this world and the next. Winifred Kirkland, in her book, The New Death, talks about the new concept of death and the changes it is bringing to our standards. "We are used to discussing this or that friend's philosophy of life; the time has now come when everyone who wants to live peacefully with their own mind must also have a philosophy of death." This New Death, she explains, is primarily characterized by a deep yearning receptivity, an unprecedented humility of both mind and heart regarding all notions of survival. She believes that it is an influence entering the lives of people as a whole, not just an intellectual movement or a result of psychical research propaganda, but something emerging from the simple, fundamental emotions of the soul—human love and the longing for reassurance of continued life.

"If a man die, shall he live again?" has been propounded ever since Job's agonized inquiry. Now numbers are asking in addition, "Can we have communication with the dead?" Science, long derisive, is sympathetic to the questioning, and while many believe and many doubt, the subject is one that interests more people than ever before. Professor James Hyslop, Secretary of the American Society for Psychical Research, believes that the war has had great influence in arousing new interest in psychical subjects and that tremendous spiritual discoveries may come from it.

"If a man dies, will he live again?" has been asked ever since Job's painful question. Now many are also wondering, "Can we communicate with the dead?" Science, which used to dismiss this, is now more open to the inquiry, and while some believe and others doubt, the topic captivates more people than ever. Professor James Hyslop, Secretary of the American Society for Psychical Research, believes that the war has sparked a significant new interest in psychical topics and that major spiritual discoveries may emerge from it.

Literature, always a little ahead of life, or at least in advance of general thinking, has in the more recent years been acutely conscious of this new influence. Poetry, the drama, the novel, the short story, have given affirmative answer to the question of the soul's survival after death. No other element has so largely entered into the tissue of recent literature as has the supernatural, which now we meet in all forms in the writings of all lands. And no aspect of the ghostly art is more impressive or more widely used than the introduction of the spirit of the dead seeking to manifest itself to the living. No thoughtful person can fail to be interested in a theme which has so affected literature as has the ghostly, even though he may disbelieve what the Psychical Researchers hold to be established.

Literature, always a step ahead of life or at least ahead of mainstream thought, has become increasingly aware of this new influence in recent years. Poetry, drama, novels, and short stories have all responded positively to the question of the soul's survival after death. No other element has woven itself into the fabric of contemporary literature as much as the supernatural, which we now encounter in all forms across various cultures. And no aspect of the ghostly genre is more striking or widely utilized than the concept of the spirit of the deceased trying to connect with the living. No thoughtful person can ignore a theme that has so impacted literature as the ghostly, even if they may not believe in what Psychical Researchers claim is proven.

Man's love for the supernatural, which is one of the most natural things about him, was never more marked than now. Man's imagination, ever vaster than his[Pg xi] environment, overleaps the barriers of time and space and claims all worlds as eminent domain, so that literature, which he has the power to create, as he cannot create his material surroundings, possesses a dramatic intensity and an epic sweep unknown in actuality. Literature shows what humanity really is and longs to be. Man, feeling belittled by his petty round of uninspiring days, longs for a larger life. He yearns for traffic with immortal beings that can augment his wisdom, that can bring comfort to his soul dismayed and bewildered by life. He reaches out for a power beyond his puny strength. Aware how relentlessly time ticks away his little hour, he craves companionship with the eternal spirits. Ignorant of what lies before him in the life to which he speeds so fast, he would take counsel of those who know, would ask about the customs of the country where presently he will be a citizen. He feels so terribly alone that he cries out like a child in the dark for supermortal companionship.

Man's love for the supernatural, which is one of the most natural things about him, is more pronounced than ever. His imagination, always larger than his surroundings, breaks through the limits of time and space and lays claim to all worlds as if they belong to him. As a result, literature—something he has the power to create, unlike his material surroundings—has a dramatic intensity and an epic scope that reality can't match. Literature reveals what humanity truly is and what it aspires to be. Feeling small and unfulfilled in his mundane daily life, he longs for something greater. He seeks to connect with immortal beings who can enhance his wisdom and provide comfort to his troubled soul, confused by life. He reaches out for a power beyond his limited strength. Aware of how time relentlessly ticks away his brief existence, he yearns for connection with eternal spirits. Not knowing what lies ahead in the life he is rapidly heading towards, he wishes to seek guidance from those who understand, asking about the traditions of the place where he will soon reside. Feeling profoundly alone, he calls out like a child in the dark, longing for companionship that transcends mortality.

Literature, which is both a cause and an effect of man's interest in the supernatural as in anything else, reflects his longings and records his cries. And when we read the imaginings of the different generations, we find that the spirit of the dead is represented almost everywhere. Before poetry and fiction were recorded, there were singers and story-tellers by the fire to give to their listeners the thrill that comes from art. And what thrill is comparable to that which comes from contact with the supermortal? The earliest literature relates the appearance of the spirits of those who have died as coming back to comfort or to take vengeance on the living, but always as sentient, intelligent, and with[Pg xii] an interest in the earth they have left. All through the centuries the wraith has survived in literature, has flitted pallidly across the pages of poetry, story and play, with a sad wistfulness, a forlorn dignity.

Literature, which is both a reason and a result of humanity's fascination with the supernatural as with anything else, reflects our desires and captures our cries. When we read the imaginings of various generations, we find that the spirits of the dead are depicted almost everywhere. Before poetry and fiction were recorded, there were singers and storytellers by the fire, providing their audience with the thrill that comes from art. And what thrill compares to that which comes from touching the supernatural? The earliest literature describes the appearances of spirits who have died as coming back to either comfort or seek revenge on the living, but always as sentient, intelligent beings, with[Pg xii] an interest in the world they have left behind. Throughout the centuries, the ghost has persisted in literature, moving faintly across the pages of poetry, stories, and plays, with a sad longing and a forlorn dignity.

A double relation exists between the literature and the records of the Psychical Research Society. Lacy Collison-Morley, in his Greek and Roman Ghost Stories, speaks of the similarity between ancient tales of spirits and records of recent instances. "There are in the Fourth Book of Gregory the Great's Dialogues a number of stories of the passing of souls which are curiously like some of those collected by the Psychical Research Society," he says. Possibly human personality is much the same in all lands and all times.

A strong connection exists between literature and the accounts from the Psychical Research Society. Lacy Collison-Morley, in his Greek and Roman Ghost Stories, talks about the similarities between ancient spirit tales and recent records. "In the Fourth Book of Gregory the Great's Dialogues, there are several stories about the passing of souls that are oddly similar to some of those gathered by the Psychical Research Society," he notes. It seems that human personality might be quite similar across different cultures and eras.

Conversely, some of the best examples of ghostly literature have had their inspiration in the records of the society, Henry James's The Turn of the Screw being a notable example. Algernon Blackwood, that extraordinary adapter of psychic material to fiction, makes frequent mention of the Psychical Research Society, and uses many aspects of the psychical in his fiction. Innumerable stories, novels, plays and poems have been written to show the nearness of the dead to the living, and the thinness of the veil that separates the two worlds. There is deep pathos in the concept of the longing felt by the dead and living alike to speak with each other, to rend the dividing veil, which adds a poignancy to literature, even for readers incredulous of the possibility of such communication. There are many who are unconvinced of the reality of the messages in Raymond, for instance,—yet who could fail to be touched by the delicate art with which Barrie suggests the dead[Pg xiii] son's return in his play, The Well-Remembered Voice? While one may be repelled by what he feels is fraud and trickery in some of the psychic records, it is impossible not to be moved by such an impressive piece of symbolism as Granville Barker's Souls on Fifth, where the lonely, futile spirits of the dead are represented as hovering near the place they knew the best, seeking piteously to win some recognition from the living. The repulsive aspects of spirit manifestations have been treated many times and with power, as in Joseph Hergesheimer's The Meeker Ritual, to give one very recent example. The subject has interested the minds of many writers who have dealt with it satirically or sympathetically, or with a curious mixture of scoffing and respect, as did Browning in Sludge, the Medium. Even such pronounced realists as William Dean Howells and Hamlin Garland have written novels dealing with attempts at spirit communication.

Conversely, some of the best examples of ghost stories have been inspired by records from society, with Henry James's The Turn of the Screw being a standout. Algernon Blackwood, a remarkable storyteller who blends supernatural themes into fiction, often references the Psychical Research Society and incorporates many psychical elements in his work. Countless stories, novels, plays, and poems have been created to illustrate the closeness of the dead to the living and the thin veil separating the two worlds. There is deep emotion in the idea of the longing shared by both the dead and the living to communicate, to break through the dividing veil, which adds a poignant layer to literature, even for those who doubt the possibility of such communication. Many remain skeptical about the messages in Raymond, for example, yet who wouldn't be moved by the delicate way Barrie hints at the return of the dead son in his play, The Well-Remembered Voice? While some may be put off by what they see as deception and trickery in certain psychic records, it’s hard not to be affected by something as striking as Granville Barker's Souls on Fifth, which portrays the lonely, restless spirits of the dead as lingering around the places they once cherished, desperately seeking recognition from the living. The more disturbing aspects of spirit manifestations have been powerfully explored many times, such as in Joseph Hergesheimer's The Meeker Ritual, a recent example. This topic has captured the attention of numerous writers who have approached it with satire or empathy, or with a mix of mockery and respect, like Browning in Sludge, the Medium. Even prominent realists like William Dean Howells and Hamlin Garland have written novels that explore attempts at communicating with spirits.

Any subject that has won so incontestable a place in our literature as this has, possesses a right to our thought, whatever be our attitude of acceptance or rejection of its claims to actuality. No person wishes to be ignorant of what the world is thinking with reference to a matter so important as the spirit. Hence this volume, The Best Psychic Stories, in presenting these studies in the occult, will have interest for a wide range of readers, and Mr. French, the editor, has shown critical discrimination and extensive knowledge of the subject. Many who are already interested in psychic phenomena will be glad to be informed concerning recent and startling manifestations recounted by special investigators. The sincerity of a man like W. T. Stead,[Pg xiv] well known and respected on both sides of the Atlantic, cannot be doubted, so that his article on Photographing Invisible Beings will have unusual weight. Hereward Carrington, author of various books on psychic subjects, and considered an authority in his field, gives in The Phantom Armies Seen in France a report of occult phenomena widely believed in during the war.

Any topic that has established such a significant place in our literature as this one has, deserves our attention, regardless of whether we accept or reject its claims to reality. No one wants to be unaware of what the world thinks about a matter as vital as the spirit. That's why this volume, The Best Psychic Stories, offering these studies in the occult, will capture the interest of a wide audience, and Mr. French, the editor, has demonstrated critical insight and broad knowledge of the subject. Many who are already curious about psychic phenomena will appreciate learning about recent and surprising events reported by specialized investigators. The honesty of someone like W. T. Stead,[Pg xiv] who is well-known and respected on both sides of the Atlantic, cannot be questioned, making his article on Photographing Invisible Beings particularly significant. Hereward Carrington, an author of several books on psychic topics and regarded as an expert in his field, presents in The Phantom Armies Seen in France a report on occult phenomena that many believed in during the war.

Helena Blavatsky, author of A Witch's Den, will be remembered as the sensational medium who mystified experimenters in various lands a few years ago. While most of us can be content not to touch a ghost, we may find subject for surprise and wonder in Gambier Bolton's Ghosts in Solid Form, describing spirits that can be weighed and put to material tests, while Dr. Walter H. Prince, well known as a psychic investigator, relates remarkable experiments of famous persons, that challenge explanation on purely physical bases. These accounts show that modern scientific investigation of spiritual manifestations can be made as enthralling as fiction or drama. Hamlin Garland remarks in a recent article, The Spirit-World on Trial, "When the medium consented to enter the laboratory of the physicist, a new era in the study of psychic phenomena began."

Helena Blavatsky, author of A Witch's Den, will be remembered as the sensational medium who amazed experimenters in various countries a few years back. While most of us are fine not coming into contact with a ghost, we might be surprised and intrigued by Gambier Bolton's Ghosts in Solid Form, which describes spirits that can be weighed and subjected to tangible tests. Meanwhile, Dr. Walter H. Prince, a well-known psychic investigator, shares remarkable experiments by famous individuals that defy purely physical explanations. These stories demonstrate that modern scientific exploration of spiritual manifestations can be just as captivating as fiction or drama. Hamlin Garland notes in a recent article, The Spirit-World on Trial, "When the medium agreed to enter the physicist's lab, a new era in the study of psychic phenomena began."

Even those who refuse credence to spirit manifestations in fact, but who appreciate the art with which they are shown in literature, should read with interest the stories given here. The genius of Edgar Allan Poe was never more impressive than in his studies of the supernatural, and Ligeia has a dramatic art unsurpassed even by Poe. The tense economy with which Ambrose Bierce could evoke a dreadful spirit is evident[Pg xv] in The Eyes of the Panther, and the haunting symbolism of Fiona Macleod's The Sin-Eater is unforgetable. Lafcadio Hearn, author of A Ghost, held the belief that there was no great artist in any land, and certainly no Anglo-Saxon writer, who had not distinguished himself in his use of the supernatural. The subject of the soul's survival after death and its attempts to reveal itself to those still in the folding flesh is of interest to every rational person, whether as a matter of scientific concern or merely as an aspect of literary art. And the possibilities for further use of the psychic in literature are as alluring as they are illimitable.

Even those who don't believe in spirit manifestations but appreciate the way they are portrayed in literature should find the stories here intriguing. Edgar Allan Poe’s genius shines brightest in his exploration of the supernatural, and Ligeia showcases a dramatic talent that rivals even Poe himself. The tight, impactful way Ambrose Bierce conjures a terrifying spirit is clear in The Eyes of the Panther, and the haunting symbolism in Fiona Macleod's The Sin-Eater is unforgettable. Lafcadio Hearn, author of A Ghost, believed that no great artist anywhere, especially no Anglo-Saxon writer, had truly distinguished themselves without delving into the supernatural. The topic of the soul’s survival after death and its efforts to communicate with those still living is fascinating to every rational person, whether from a scientific standpoint or simply as a part of literary art. The potential for further exploration of the psychic in literature is as enticing as it is limitless.

Dorothy Scarborough
New York City March 29, 1920

THE BEST PSYCHIC STORIES


WHEN THE WORLD WAS YOUNG[1]

By Jack London

I

He was a very quiet, self-possessed sort of man, sitting a moment on top of the wall to sound the damp darkness for warnings of the dangers it might conceal. But the plummet of his hearing brought nothing to him save the moaning of wind through invisible trees and the rustling of leaves on swaying branches. A heavy fog drifted and drove before the wind, and though he could not see this fog, the wet of it blew upon his face, and the wall on which he sat was wet.

He was a quiet, composed guy, sitting for a moment on top of the wall to listen to the damp darkness for any warnings of the dangers it might hide. But the limits of his hearing brought him nothing except the moaning of wind through unseen trees and the rustling of leaves on swaying branches. A thick fog drifted along with the wind, and although he couldn't see this fog, the dampness of it blew against his face, and the wall he was sitting on was wet.

Without noise he had climbed to the top of the wall from the outside, and without noise he dropped to the ground on the inside. From his pocket he drew an electric night-stick, but he did not use it. Dark as the way was, he was not anxious for light. Carrying the night-stick in his hand, his finger on the button, he[Pg 2] advanced through the darkness. The ground was velvety and springy to his feet, being carpeted with dead pine-needles and leaves and mold which evidently had been undisturbed for years. Leaves and branches brushed against his body, but so dark was it that he could not avoid them. Soon he walked with his hand stretched out gropingly before him, and more than once the hand fetched up against the solid trunks of massive trees. All about him he knew were these trees; he sensed the loom of them everywhere; and he experienced a strange feeling of microscopic smallness in the midst of great bulks leaning toward him to crush him. Beyond, he knew, was the house, and he expected to find some trail or winding path that would lead easily to it.

Without making a sound, he climbed to the top of the wall from the outside, and without making a sound, he dropped to the ground on the inside. He pulled an electric nightstick from his pocket, but he didn’t turn it on. Even though the way was dark, he didn’t want any light. Holding the nightstick in his hand, finger ready on the button, he[Pg 2] moved through the darkness. The ground felt soft and springy under his feet, covered in dead pine needles, leaves, and mold that had clearly been undisturbed for years. Leaves and branches brushed against him, but it was so dark he couldn’t avoid them. Soon, he was walking with his hand out in front of him, and more than once, his hand bumped against the solid trunks of large trees. He knew there were trees all around him; he sensed their presence everywhere and felt a strange sense of tiny insignificance in the midst of such enormous forms pressing toward him. He knew the house was beyond, and he expected to find a trail or path that would lead him to it easily.

Once, he found himself trapped. On every side he groped against trees and branches, or blundered into thickets of underbrush, until there seemed no way out. Then he turned on his light, circumspectly, directing its rays to the ground at his feet. Slowly and carefully he moved it about him, the white brightness showing in sharp detail all the obstacles to his progress. He saw an opening between huge-trunked trees, and advanced through it, putting out the light and treading on dry footing as yet protected from the drip of the fog by the dense foliage overhead. His sense of direction was good, and he knew he was going toward the house.

Once, he found himself stuck. On every side, he stumbled against trees and branches or crashed into thick underbrush, until it felt like there was no way out. Then he cautiously turned on his flashlight, shining its beam down at his feet. Slowly and carefully, he moved it around him, the bright light revealing all the obstacles in his way. He spotted a gap between two massive trees and made his way through it, turning off the light and stepping on dry ground that was still shielded from the fog by the dense leaves overhead. His sense of direction was strong, and he knew he was heading toward the house.

And then the thing happened—the thing unthinkable and unexpected. His descending foot came down upon something that was soft and alive, and that arose with a snort under the weight of his body. He sprang clear, and crouched for another spring, anywhere, tense and expectant, keyed for the onslaught of the unknown. He[Pg 3] waited a moment, wondering what manner of animal it was that had arisen from under his foot and that now made no sound nor movement and that must be crouching and waiting just as tensely and expectantly as he. The strain became unbearable. Holding the night-stick before him, he pressed the button, saw, and screamed aloud in terror. He was prepared for anything, from a frightened calf or fawn to a belligerent lion, but he was not prepared for what he saw. In that instant his tiny searchlight, sharp and white, had shown him what a thousand years would not enable him to forget—a man, huge and blond, yellow-haired and yellow-bearded, naked except for soft-tanned moccasins and what seemed a goat-skin about his middle. Arms and legs were bare, as were his shoulders and most of his chest. The skin was smooth and hairless, but browned by sun and wind, while under it heavy muscles were knotted like fat snakes.

And then it happened—the unthinkable and unexpected. His foot landed on something soft and alive, which snorted under the weight of his body. He jumped back, crouching to spring away, tense and alert for whatever was coming. He[Pg 3] waited a moment, wondering what kind of animal had come from under his foot, now silent and still, crouching and waiting just as tensely and expectantly as he was. The tension was unbearable. Holding the nightstick in front of him, he pressed the button, saw, and screamed in terror. He was ready for anything, from a scared calf or fawn to an aggressive lion, but he was not prepared for what he saw. In that instant, his tiny searchlight, sharp and white, revealed something he'd never be able to forget—a huge, blond man, yellow-haired and yellow-bearded, naked except for soft-tanned moccasins and what looked like a goat-skin wrapped around his middle. His arms and legs were bare, as were his shoulders and most of his chest. The skin was smooth and hairless, but tanned by sun and wind, while beneath it, heavy muscles bulged like thick snakes.

Still, this alone, unexpected as it well was, was not what had made the man scream out. What had caused his terror was the unspeakable ferocity of the face, the wild-animal glare of the blue eyes scarcely dazzled by the light, the pine-needles matted and clinging in the beard and hair, and the whole formidable body crouched and in the act of springing at him. Practically in the instant he saw all this, and while his scream still rang, the thing leaped, he flung his night-stick full at it, and threw himself to the ground. He felt its feet and shins strike against his ribs, and he bounded up and away while the thing itself hurled onward in a heavy crashing fall into the underbrush.

Still, this alone, surprising as it was, wasn’t what made the man scream. What terrified him was the unimaginable fierceness of the face, the wild-animal glare of the blue eyes that were barely dazzled by the light, the pine needles matted and stuck in the beard and hair, and the whole imposing body crouched and ready to spring at him. Almost instantly, as he took all this in and while his scream echoed, the creature lunged. He threw his nightstick at it and threw himself to the ground. He felt its feet and shins hit his ribs as he jumped up and away while the creature crashed forward into the underbrush.

As the noise of the fall ceased, the man stopped and[Pg 4] on hands and knees waited. He could hear the thing moving about, searching for him, and he was afraid to advertise his location by attempting further flight. He knew that inevitably he would crackle the underbrush and be pursued. Once he drew out his revolver, then changed his mind. He had recovered his composure and hoped to get away without noise. Several times he heard the thing beating up the thickets for him, and there were moments when it, too, remained still and listened. This gave an idea to the man. One of his hands was resting on a chunk of dead wood. Carefully, first feeling about him in the darkness to know that the full swing of his arm was clear, he raised the chunk of wood and threw it. It was not a large piece, and it went far, landing noisily in a bush. He heard the thing bound into the bush, and at the same time himself crawled steadily away. And on hands and knees, slowly and cautiously, he crawled on, till his knees were wet on the soggy mold. When he listened he heard naught but the moaning wind and the drip-drip of the fog from the branches. Never abating his caution, he stood erect and went on to the stone wall, over which he climbed and dropped down to the road outside.

As the noise of the fall stopped, the man paused and[Pg 4] got down on his hands and knees, waiting. He could hear the thing moving around, searching for him, and he was afraid to give away his position by trying to run again. He knew he would end up rustling the underbrush and getting chased. He pulled out his gun but then changed his mind. He managed to calm himself and hoped to get away quietly. Several times he heard the thing rustling through the bushes looking for him, and there were moments when it too went quiet and listened. This sparked an idea for him. One of his hands was resting on a piece of dead wood. Carefully, first making sure the full swing of his arm was clear in the darkness, he picked up the piece of wood and threw it. It wasn’t very large, but it flew far, landing loudly in a bush. He heard the thing leap into the bush, and at the same time, he crawled steadily away. On hands and knees, slowly and cautiously, he continued until his knees were wet from the soggy ground. When he listened, he heard nothing but the moaning wind and the drip-drip of fog from the branches. Keeping his caution, he stood up and made his way to the stone wall, climbed over it, and dropped down onto the road outside.

Feeling his way in a clump of bushes, he drew out a bicycle and prepared to mount. He was in the act of driving the gear around with his foot for the purpose of getting the opposite pedal in position, when he heard the thud of a heavy body that landed lightly and evidently on its feet. He did not wait for more, but ran, with hands on the handles of his bicycle, until he was able to vault astride the saddle, catch the pedals, and start a spurt. Behind he could hear the quick thud-thud[Pg 5] of feet on the dust of the road, but he drew away from it and lost it.

Feeling his way through a bunch of bushes, he pulled out a bicycle and got ready to ride. He was in the process of moving the gear around with his foot to get the opposite pedal into position when he heard a heavy thud as something landed softly, obviously on its feet. He didn’t wait to find out more; instead, he ran, gripping the handles of his bike, until he could leap onto the saddle, catch the pedals, and take off. Behind him, he could hear the quick thud-thud[Pg 5] of feet hitting the dusty road, but he pulled ahead and lost them.

Unfortunately, he had started away from the direction of town and was heading higher up into the hills. He knew that on this particular road there were no cross roads. The only way back was past that terror, and he could not steel himself to face it. At the end of half an hour, finding himself on an ever increasing grade, he dismounted. For still greater safety, leaving the wheel by the roadside, he climbed through a fence into what he decided was a hillside pasture, spread a newspaper on the ground, and sat down.

Unfortunately, he had strayed away from the direction of town and was heading further up into the hills. He knew that on this road, there were no side streets. The only way back was past that fear, and he couldn't gather the courage to confront it. After half an hour, feeling like the slope was getting steeper, he got off his bike. For extra safety, he left the bike by the side of the road, climbed over a fence into what he assumed was a hillside pasture, spread a newspaper on the ground, and sat down.

"Gosh!" he said aloud, mopping the sweat and fog from his face.

"Gosh!" he said, wiping the sweat and fog from his face.

And "Gosh!" he said once again, while rolling a cigarette and as he pondered the problem of getting back.

And "Wow!" he said again, while rolling a cigarette and thinking about how to get back.

But he made no attempt to go back. He was resolved not to face that road in the dark, and with head bowed on knees, he dozed, waiting for daylight.

But he didn't try to go back. He was determined not to confront that road in the dark, and with his head resting on his knees, he dozed off, waiting for daylight.

How long afterward he did not know, he was awakened by the yapping bark of a young coyote. As he looked about and located it on the brow of the hill behind him, he noted the change that had come over the face of the night. The fog was gone; the stars and moon were out; even the wind had died down. It had transformed into a balmy California summer night. He tried to doze again, but the yap of the coyote disturbed him. Half asleep, he heard a wild and eery chant. Looking about him, he noticed that the coyote had ceased its noise and was running away along the crest of the hill, and behind it, in full pursuit, no longer chanting, ran the naked creature he had encountered in the garden.[Pg 6] It was a young coyote, and it was being overtaken when the chase passed from view. The man trembled as with a chill as he started to his feet, clambered over the fence, and mounted his wheel. But it was his chance and he knew it. The terror was no longer between him and Mill Valley.

He didn’t know how much time had passed when he woke up to the yapping of a young coyote. As he looked around and spotted it on the hill behind him, he noticed how the night had changed. The fog was gone; the stars and moon were shining; even the wind had calmed down. It had turned into a warm California summer night. He tried to nod off again, but the coyote’s yapping kept waking him up. Half-asleep, he heard a wild and eerie chant. As he looked around, he saw that the coyote had stopped barking and was running away along the top of the hill, and behind it, in hot pursuit, was the naked creature he had seen in the garden.[Pg 6] It was a young coyote, and it was being chased when they both disappeared from view. The man felt a chill run through him as he got to his feet, climbed over the fence, and got on his bike. He realized it was his only chance, and he knew that the danger was no longer between him and Mill Valley.

He sped at a breakneck rate down the hill, but in the turn at the bottom, in the deep shadows, he encountered a chuck-hole and pitched headlong over the handle bar.

He raced down the hill at a crazy speed, but in the turn at the bottom, in the deep shadows, he hit a pothole and went flying over the handlebars.

"It's sure not my night," he muttered, as he examined the broken fork of the machine.

"It's definitely not my night," he muttered, as he looked over the broken fork of the machine.

Shouldering the useless wheel, he trudged on. In time he came to the stone wall, and, half disbelieving his experience, he sought in the road for tracks, and found them—moccasin tracks, large ones, deep-bitten into the dust at the toes. It was while bending over them, examining, that again he heard the eery chant. He had seen the thing pursue the coyote, and he knew he had no chance on a straight run. He did not attempt it, contenting himself with hiding in the shadows on the off side of the road.

Shouldering the useless wheel, he trudged on. Eventually, he reached the stone wall and, half doubting his experience, he looked for tracks on the road and found them—large moccasin tracks, deeply imprinted in the dust at the toes. While he was bending down to examine them, he heard the eerie chant again. He had seen it chase the coyote, and he knew he stood no chance in a straight run. He didn’t try it, choosing instead to hide in the shadows on the opposite side of the road.

And again he saw the thing that was like a naked man, running swiftly and lightly and singing as it ran. Opposite him it paused, and his heart stood still. But instead of coming toward his hiding-place, it leaped into the air, caught the branch of a roadside tree, and swung swiftly upward, from limb to limb, like an ape. It swung across the wall, and a dozen feet above the top, into the branches of another tree, and dropped out of sight to the ground. The man waited a few wondering minutes, then started on.[Pg 7]

And again he saw something that looked like a naked man, running quickly and lightheartedly while singing. It paused in front of him, and his heart stopped. But instead of coming towards his hiding spot, it jumped into the air, grabbed a branch of a tree by the roadside, and swung swiftly upward, moving from branch to branch like an ape. It swung over the wall, a dozen feet above the top, into the branches of another tree, and then disappeared to the ground. The man waited a few moments, wondering, and then moved on.[Pg 7]

II

Dave Slotter leaned belligerently against the desk that barred the way to the private office of James Ward, senior partner of the firm of Ward, Knowles & Co. Dave was angry. Every one in the outer office had looked him over suspiciously, and the man who faced him was excessively suspicious.

Dave Slotter leaned aggressively against the desk blocking the entrance to the private office of James Ward, the senior partner at Ward, Knowles & Co. Dave was furious. Everyone in the outer office had eyed him suspiciously, and the man in front of him was extremely wary.

"You just tell Mr. Ward it's important," he urged.

"You just tell Mr. Ward it's important," he insisted.

"I tell you he is dictating and cannot be disturbed," was the answer. "Come to-morrow."

"I’m telling you he’s busy and can’t be interrupted," was the reply. "Come back tomorrow."

"To-morrow will be too late. You just trot along and tell Mr. Ward it's a matter of life and death."

"Tomorrow will be too late. Just hurry up and tell Mr. Ward it's a matter of life and death."

The secretary hesitated and Dave seized the advantage.

The secretary paused, and Dave took the opportunity.

"You just tell him I was across the bay in Mill Valley last night, and that I want to put him wise to something."

"You just tell him I was across the bay in Mill Valley last night, and that I want to let him in on something."

"What name?" was the query.

"What name?" was the question.

"Never mind the name. He don't know me."

"Forget the name. He doesn’t know me."

When Dave was shown into the private office, he was still in the belligerent frame of mind, but when he saw a large fair man whirl in a revolving chair from dictating to a stenographer to face him, Dave's demeanor abruptly changed. He did not know why it changed, and he was secretly angry with himself.

When Dave was brought into the private office, he was still feeling confrontational, but when he saw a tall, fair man spin around in a swivel chair from dictating to a stenographer to face him, Dave's attitude changed instantly. He didn't understand why it changed, and he was secretly frustrated with himself.

"You are Mr. Ward?" Dave asked with a fatuousness that still further irritated him. He had never intended it at all.

"You are Mr. Ward?" Dave asked, sounding more foolish than he realized, which only annoyed him more. He had never meant for it to come across that way.

"Yes," came the answer. "And who are you?"

"Yeah," came the reply. "And who are you?"

"Harry Bancroft," Dave lied. "You don't know me, and my name don't matter."[Pg 8]

"Harry Bancroft," Dave lied. "You don't know me, and my name doesn't matter."[Pg 8]

"You sent in word that you were in Mill Valley last night?"

"You let us know you were in Mill Valley last night?"

"You live there, don't you?" Dave countered, looking suspiciously at the stenographer.

"You live there, right?" Dave replied, eyeing the stenographer warily.

"Yes. What do you mean to see me about? I am very busy."

"Yes. What do you want to talk to me about? I'm really busy."

"I'd like to see you alone, sir."

"I’d like to speak with you privately, sir."

Mr. Ward gave him a quick, penetrating look, hesitated, then made up his mind.

Mr. Ward gave him a quick, intense look, paused, then decided.

"That will do for a few minutes, Miss Potter."

"That should be enough for a few minutes, Miss Potter."

The girl arose, gathered her notes together, and passed out. Dave looked at Mr. James Ward wonderingly, until that gentleman broke his train of inchoate thought.

The girl got up, collected her notes, and left. Dave looked at Mr. James Ward with curiosity, until that man interrupted his tangled thoughts.

"Well?"

"What's up?"

"I was over in Mill Valley last night," Dave began confusedly.

"I was in Mill Valley last night," Dave started, looking puzzled.

"I've heard that before. What do you want?"

"I've heard that before. What do you want?"

And Dave proceeded in the face of a growing conviction that was unbelievable.

And Dave moved forward despite a growing belief that was hard to accept.

"I was at your house, or in the grounds, I mean."

"I was at your place, or on the property, I mean."

"What were you doing there?"

"What were you doing there?"

"I came to break in," Dave answered in all frankness. "I heard you lived all alone with a Chinaman for cook, and it looked good to me. Only I didn't break in. Something happened that prevented. That's why I'm here. I come to warn you. I found a wild man loose in your grounds—a regular devil. He could pull a guy like me to pieces. He gave me the run of my life. He don't wear any clothes to speak of, he climbs trees like a monkey, and he runs like a deer. I saw him chasing a coyote, and the last I saw of it, by God, he was gaining on it."[Pg 9]

"I came to break in," Dave replied honestly. "I heard you live alone with a Chinese cook, and that sounded good to me. But I didn’t break in. Something happened that stopped me. That’s why I’m here. I’m warning you. I found a wild man loose on your property—a real menace. He could tear someone like me apart. He gave me the scare of my life. He’s mostly naked, climbs trees like a monkey, and runs like a deer. I saw him chasing a coyote, and the last I saw, he was getting closer to it."[Pg 9]

Dave paused and looked for the effect that would follow his words. But no effect came. James Ward was quietly curious, and that was all.

Dave paused and watched for the reaction his words would bring. But nothing happened. James Ward was simply curious, and that was it.

"Very remarkable, very remarkable," he murmured. "A wild man, you say. Why have you come to tell me?"

"Very impressive, very impressive," he whispered. "A wild man, you say. Why did you come to tell me?"

"To warn you of your danger. I'm something of a hard proposition myself, but I don't believe in killing people ... that is, unnecessarily. I realized that you was in danger. I thought I'd warn you. Honest, that's the game. Of course, if you wanted to give me anything for my trouble, I'd take it. That was in my mind, too. But I don't care whether you give me anything or not. I've warned you anyway, and done my duty."

"To alert you about your danger. I can be a tough deal myself, but I don't believe in killing people... well, not unless it's absolutely necessary. I realized you were in danger, so I thought I’d give you a heads-up. Seriously, that’s the deal. Of course, if you wanted to offer me something for my trouble, I’d accept it. That crossed my mind too. But honestly, I don’t care if you give me anything or not. I’ve warned you regardless, and I’ve done my part."

Mr. Ward meditated and drummed on the surface of his desk. Dave noticed that his hands were large, powerful, withal well-cared for despite their dark sunburn. Also, he noted what had already caught his eye before—a tiny strip of flesh-colored courtplaster on the forehead over one eye. And still the thought that forced itself into his mind was unbelievable.

Mr. Ward thought deeply and tapped his fingers on the desk. Dave saw that his hands were big and strong, yet well-groomed despite being tanned from the sun. He also noticed something he had seen before—a small piece of flesh-colored bandage on his forehead above one eye. Yet, the idea that kept popping into his mind was hard to believe.

Mr. Ward took a wallet from his inside coat pocket, drew out a greenback, and passed it to Dave, who noted as he pocketed it that it was for twenty dollars.

Mr. Ward took a wallet from his inside coat pocket, pulled out a twenty-dollar bill, and handed it to Dave, who noticed as he put it in his pocket that it was for twenty dollars.

"Thank you," said Mr. Ward, indicating that the interview was at an end. "I shall have the matter investigated. A wild man running loose is dangerous."

"Thank you," Mr. Ward said, signaling that the interview was over. "I will look into this. A wild man on the loose is dangerous."

But so quiet a man was Mr. Ward, that Dave's courage returned. Besides, a new theory had suggested itself. The wild man was evidently Mr. Ward's brother, a lunatic privately confined. Dave had heard of such things. Perhaps Mr. Ward wanted it kept quiet. That was why he had given him the twenty dollars.[Pg 10]

But Mr. Ward was such a quiet guy that Dave's confidence came back. Plus, a new idea came to him. The wild man was clearly Mr. Ward's brother, someone locked away for being insane. Dave had heard about stuff like that. Maybe Mr. Ward wanted it to stay a secret. That’s probably why he had given him twenty bucks.[Pg 10]

"Say," Dave began, "now I come to think of it that wild man looked a lot like you—"

"Hey," Dave started, "now that I think about it, that wild guy looked a lot like you—"

That was as far as Dave got, for at that moment he witnessed a transformation and found himself gazing into the same unspeakably ferocious blue eyes of the night before, at the same clutching talon-like hands, and at the same formidable bulk in the act of springing upon him. But this time Dave had no night-stick to throw, and he was caught by the biceps of both arms in a grip so terrific that it made him groan with pain. He saw the large white teeth exposed, for all the world as a dog's about to bite. Mr. Ward's beard brushed his face as the teeth went in for the grip of his throat. But the bite was not given. Instead, Dave felt the other's body stiffen as with an iron restraint, and then he was flung aside, without effort but with such force that only the wall stopped his momentum and dropped him gasping to the floor.

That was as far as Dave got because just then he saw a transformation and found himself staring into the same incredibly fierce blue eyes as the night before, at the same clutching, claw-like hands, and at the same imposing figure lunging at him. But this time, Dave didn't have a nightstick to throw, and he was caught in a grip so strong that it made him groan in pain. He saw the large white teeth bared, just like a dog's about to bite. Mr. Ward's beard brushed against his face as the teeth aimed for his throat. But the bite never came. Instead, Dave felt the other person's body stiffen with iron control, and then he was thrown aside effortlessly but with such force that only the wall stopped his momentum and dropped him, gasping, to the floor.

"What do you mean by coming here and trying to blackmail me?" Mr. Ward was snarling at him. "Here, give me back that money."

"What do you mean by coming here and trying to blackmail me?" Mr. Ward was snapping at him. "Just give me back that money."

Dave passed the bill back without a word.

Dave handed the bill back without saying anything.

"I thought you came here with good intentions. I know you now. Let me see and hear no more of you, or I'll put you in prison where you belong. Do you understand?"

"I thought you came here with good intentions. I know you now. Let me see and hear no more from you, or I'll throw you in jail where you belong. Do you understand?"

"Yes, sir," Dave gasped.

"Sure thing," Dave gasped.

"Then go."

"Go ahead."

And Dave went, without further word, both his biceps aching intolerably from the bruise of that tremendous grip. As his hand rested on the door knob, he was stopped.[Pg 11]

And Dave left without saying anything else, his biceps sore from the pain of that strong grip. As he placed his hand on the doorknob, he was halted.[Pg 11]

"You were lucky," Mr. Ward was saying, and Dave noted that his face and eyes were cruel and gloating and proud. "You were lucky. Had I wanted, I could have torn your muscles out of your arms and thrown them in the waste basket there."

"You got lucky," Mr. Ward was saying, and Dave noticed that his face and eyes were cruel, smug, and proud. "You got lucky. If I had wanted to, I could have yanked your muscles out of your arms and tossed them in that waste bin over there."

"Yes, sir," said Dave; and absolute conviction vibrated in his voice.

"Yes, sir," Dave replied, and total conviction resonated in his voice.

He opened the door and passed out. The secretary looked at him interrogatively.

He opened the door and fainted. The secretary looked at him questioningly.

"Gosh!" was all Dave vouchsafed, and with this utterance passed out of the offices and the story.

"Gosh!" was all Dave said, and with that, he left the offices and the story.

III

James G. Ward was forty years of age, a successful business man, and very unhappy. For forty years he had vainly tried to solve a problem that was really himself and that with increasing years became more and more a woeful affliction. In himself he was two men, and, chronologically speaking, these men were several thousand years or so apart. He had studied the question of dual personality probably more profoundly than any half dozen of the leading specialists in that intricate and mysterious psychological field. In himself he was a different case from any that had been recorded. Even the most fanciful flights of the fiction-writers had not quite hit upon him. He was not a Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, nor was he like the unfortunate young man in Kipling's Greatest Story in the World. His two personalities were so mixed that they were practically aware of themselves and of each other all the time.[Pg 12]

James G. Ward was forty years old, a successful businessman, and very

His one self was that of a man whose rearing and education were modern and who had lived through the latter part of the nineteenth century and well into the first decade of the twentieth. His other self he had located as a savage and a barbarian living under the primitive conditions of several thousand years before. But which self was he, and which was the other, he could never tell. For he was both selves, and both selves all the time. Very rarely indeed did it happen that one self did not know what the other was doing. Another thing was that he had no visions nor memories of the past in which that early self had lived. That early self lived in the present; but while it lived in the present, it was under the compulsion to live the way of life that must have been in that distant past.

His one identity was that of a man raised and educated in modern times, who had experienced the latter part of the nineteenth century and well into the first decade of the twentieth. His other identity he had identified as a primitive person living under the basic conditions of several thousand years ago. But he could never figure out which identity was really him and which was the other. He was both identities, and both identities all the time. It was very rare for one identity not to know what the other was doing. Another thing was that he had no visions or memories of the past where that earlier identity had lived. That earlier identity existed in the present; but even while it lived in the present, it was compelled to follow the way of life that must have existed in that distant past.

In his childhood he had been a problem to his father and mother, and to the family doctors, though never had they come within a thousand miles of hitting upon the clue to his erratic conduct. Thus, they could not understand his excessive somnolence in the forenoon, nor his excessive activity at night. When they found him wandering along the hallways at night, or climbing over giddy roofs, or running in the hills, they decided he was a somnambulist. In reality he was wide-eyed awake and merely under the night-roaming compulsion of his early life. Questioned by an obtuse medico, he once told the truth and suffered the ignominy of having the revelation contemptuously labeled and dismissed as "dreams."

As a child, he had been a challenge for his parents and the family doctors, who were never able to figure out the reason behind his strange behavior. They didn't understand why he was extremely sleepy in the mornings and so energetic at night. When they caught him wandering the hallways at night, climbing on steep roofs, or running around in the hills, they assumed he was sleepwalking. In reality, he was fully awake and just driven by the urge to roam at night, a habit from his early years. When an uninformed doctor asked him about it, he told the truth and ended up embarrassed when his revelation was dismissed as just "dreams."

The point was, that as twilight and evening came on he became wakeful. The four walls of a room were an irk and a restraint. He heard a thousand voices[Pg 13] whispering to him through the darkness. The night called to him, for he was, for that period of the twenty-four hours, essentially a night-prowler. But nobody understood, and never again did he attempt to explain. They classified him as a sleep-walker and took precautions accordingly—precautions that very often were futile. As his childhood advanced, he grew more cunning, so that the major portion of all his nights were spent in the open at realizing his other self. As a result, he slept in the forenoons. Morning studies and schools were impossible, and it was discovered that only in the afternoons, under private teachers, could he be taught anything. Thus was his modern self educated and developed.

As twilight and evening set in, he couldn’t help but feel restless. The four walls of his room felt confining and stifling. He heard a thousand voices[Pg 13] whispering to him in the darkness. The night called to him because, during that time of day, he was essentially a night-owl. But no one understood him, and he never tried to explain again. They labeled him a sleepwalker and took preventive measures—measures that often proved ineffective. As he grew older, he became craftier, spending most of his nights outdoors embracing his other self. Consequently, he slept through the mornings. Attending morning classes and school was impossible for him, and it was found that he could only learn in the afternoons with private tutors. That’s how his modern self was educated and developed.

But a problem, as a child, he ever remained. He was known as a little demon of insensate cruelty and viciousness. The family medicos privately adjudged him a mental monstrosity and a degenerate. Such few boy companions as he had, hailed him as a wonder, though they were all afraid of him. He could outclimb, outswim, outrun, outdevil any of them; while none dared fight with him. He was too terribly strong, too madly furious.

But he always had a problem as a kid. He was known as a little demon of mindless cruelty and viciousness. The family doctors privately considered him a mental monstrosity and a degenerate. The few boy friends he had saw him as a wonder, but they were all scared of him. He could climb higher, swim better, run faster, and be more mischievous than any of them; no one dared to fight him. He was just too incredibly strong and too explosively furious.

When nine years of age he ran away to the hills, where he flourished, night-prowling, for seven weeks before he was discovered and brought home. The marvel was how he had managed to subsist and keep in condition during that time. They did not know, and he never told them, of the rabbits he had killed, of the quail, young and old, he had captured and devoured, of the farmers' chicken-roosts he had raided, nor of the cave-lair he had made and carpeted with dry leaves and[Pg 14] grasses and in which he had slept in warmth and comfort, through the forenoons of many days.

When he was nine years old, he ran away to the hills, where he thrived, roaming at night for seven weeks before he was found and taken home. What was astonishing was how he managed to survive and stay in good shape during that time. They never knew, and he never told them, about the rabbits he had hunted, the quail, both young and old, he had caught and eaten, the farmers' chicken coops he had raided, or the cave he had made into a cozy hideout, lined with dry leaves and[Pg 14] grasses, where he slept warm and comfortably during many morning hours.

At college he was notorious for his sleepiness and stupidity during the morning lectures and for his brilliance in the afternoon. By collateral reading and by borrowing the notebook of his fellow students he managed to scrape through the detestable morning courses, while his afternoon courses were triumphs. In football he proved a giant and a terror, and, in almost every form of track athletics, save for strange Berserker rages that were sometimes displayed, he could be depended upon to win. But his fellows were afraid to box with him, and he signalized his last wrestling bout by sinking his teeth into the shoulder of his opponent.

At college, he was known for being sleepy and clueless during morning lectures, but he shined in the afternoons. He got by in the boring morning classes by doing extra reading and borrowing notes from classmates, while he aced his afternoon courses. In football, he was a powerhouse and intimidating, and in almost every track event, except for some odd outbursts of aggression, he could be counted on to win. However, his peers were hesitant to box with him, and he made his last wrestling match memorable by biting his opponent’s shoulder.

After college, his father, in despair, sent him among the cow-punchers of a Wyoming ranch. Three months later the doughty cowmen confessed he was too much for them and telegraphed his father to come and take the wild man away. Also, when the father arrived to take him away, the cowmen allowed that they would vastly prefer chumming with howling cannibals, gibbering lunatics, cavorting gorillas, grizzly bears, and man-eating tigers than with this particular young college product with hair parted in the middle.

After college, his father, feeling hopeless, sent him to work with the cowboys on a Wyoming ranch. Three months later, the tough cowhands admitted he was too much for them and telegraphed his father to come and take the wild man home. When his father arrived to take him away, the cowboys said they would much rather hang out with howling cannibals, crazy lunatics, dancing gorillas, grizzly bears, and man-eating tigers than with this specific young college graduate with hair parted in the middle.

There was one exception to the lack of memory of the life of his early self, and that was language. By some quirk of atavism, a certain portion of that early self's language had come down to him as a racial memory. In moments of happiness, exaltation, or battle, he was prone to burst out in wild barbaric songs or chants. It was by this means that he located in time and space that strayed half of him who should have been dead and[Pg 15] dust for thousands of years. He sang, once, and deliberately, several of the ancient chants in the presence of Professor Wertz, who gave courses in old Saxon and who was a philologist of repute and passion. At the first one, the professor pricked up his ears and demanded to know what mongrel tongue or hog-German it was. When the second chant was rendered, the professor was highly excited. James Ward then concluded the performance by giving a song that always irresistibly rushed to his lips when he was engaged in fierce struggling or fighting. Then it was that Professor Wertz proclaimed it no hog-German, but early German, or early Teuton, of a date that must far precede anything that had ever been discovered and handed down by the scholars. So early was it that it was beyond him; yet it was filled with haunting reminiscences of word-forms he knew and which his trained intuition told him were true and real. He demanded the source of the songs, and asked to borrow the previous book that contained them. Also, he demanded to know why young Ward had always posed as being profoundly ignorant of the German language. And Ward could neither explain his ignorance nor lend the book. Whereupon, after pleadings and entreaties that extended through weeks, Professor Wertz took a dislike to the young man, believed him a liar, and classified him as a man of monstrous selfishness for not giving him a glimpse of this wonderful screed that was older than the oldest any philologist had ever known or dreamed.

There was one exception to the lack of memory of his early life, and that was language. For some reason, a part of the language from that earlier self had been passed down to him as a kind of racial memory. In moments of joy, excitement, or battle, he would often break into wild, primitive songs or chants. This was how he connected with that lost part of himself that should have been dead and gone for thousands of years. He once sang, on purpose, several of the ancient chants in front of Professor Wertz, who taught old Saxon and was a well-known and passionate philologist. At the first chant, the professor perked up and asked what mixed-up language or broken German it was. By the time the second chant was performed, the professor was quite excited. James Ward ended the session by singing a song that always came to him when he was in the heat of struggle or fighting. It was then that Professor Wertz declared it wasn't broken German, but early German, or early Teuton, dating back to a time that must far precede anything ever discovered and documented by scholars. It was so ancient that it was beyond his understanding, yet it was filled with familiar echoes of word forms he recognized, and his trained intuition told him they were genuine. He demanded to know the source of the songs and asked to borrow the earlier book that contained them. He also wanted to know why young Ward had always pretended to be profoundly ignorant of the German language. Ward couldn't explain his ignorance or lend the book. After weeks of pleading and requests, Professor Wertz grew to dislike the young man, thought he was a liar, and labeled him as extremely selfish for not giving him a look at this astounding text that was older than anything any philologist had ever known or imagined.

But little good did it do this much-mixed young man to know that half of him was late American and the other half early Teuton. Nevertheless, the late American[Pg 16] in him was no weakling, and he (if he were a he and had a shred of existence outside of these two) compelled an adjustment or compromise between his one self that was a night-prowling savage that kept his other self sleepy of mornings, and that other self that was cultured and refined and that wanted to be normal and love and prosecute business like other people. The afternoons and early evenings he gave to the one, the nights to the other; the forenoons and parts of the nights were devoted to sleep for the twain. But in the mornings he slept in bed like a civilized man. In the night time he slept like a wild animal, as he had slept the night Dave Slotter stepped on him in the woods.

But it didn’t really help this mixed-up young man to know that half of him was a modern American and the other half was an early German. Still, the modern American[Pg 16] inside him wasn’t weak, and he (if he could be called a he and had any real existence outside of these two sides) forced a balance or compromise between his one side, which was a night-stalking savage that made his other side groggy in the mornings, and the other side that was cultured and refined, wanting to be normal, love, and conduct business like everyone else. He spent the afternoons and early evenings on one side and the nights on the other; mornings and parts of the nights were reserved for sleep for both. But in the mornings, he slept in bed like a civilized person. At night, he slept like a wild animal, just as he had the night Dave Slotter stepped on him in the woods.

Persuading his father to advance the capital, he went into business, and keen and successful business he made of it, devoting his afternoons whole-souled to it, while his partner devoted the mornings. The early evenings he spent socially, but, as the hour grew to nine or ten, an irresistible restlessness overcame him and he disappeared from the haunts of men until the next afternoon. Friends and acquaintances thought that he spent much of his time in sport. And they were right, though they never would have dreamed of the nature of the sport, even if they had seen him running coyotes in night-chases over the hills of Mill Valley. Neither were the schooner captains believed when they reported seeing, on cold winter mornings, a man swimming in the tide-rips of Raccoon Straits or in the swift currents between Goat Island and Angel Island miles from shore.

persuading his father to loan him some money, he started a business, and he made it a sharp and successful one, throwing himself into it every afternoon while his partner took care of the mornings. He socialized in the early evenings, but as the clock approached nine or ten, he felt an overwhelming restlessness and vanished from social gatherings until the next afternoon. Friends and acquaintances thought he spent a lot of his time playing sports. They were right, although they never would have imagined what kind of sports, even if they had seen him chasing coyotes under the night sky over the hills of Mill Valley. The schooner captains weren't believed either when they said they spotted a man swimming in the cold winter currents of Raccoon Straits or in the fast waters between Goat Island and Angel Island, far from the shore.

In the bungalow at Mill Valley he lived alone, save for Lee Sing, the Chinese cook and factotum, who knew[Pg 17] much about the strangeness of his master, who was paid well for saying nothing, and who never did say anything. After the satisfaction of his nights, a morning's sleep, and a breakfast of Lee Sing's, James Ward crossed the bay to San Francisco on a midday ferryboat and went to the club and on to his office, as normal and conventional a man of business as could be found in the city. But as the evening lengthened, the night called to him. There came a quickening of all his perceptions and a restlessness. His hearing was suddenly acute; the myriad night-noises told him a luring and familiar story; and, if alone, he would begin to pace up and down the narrow room like any caged animal from the wild.

In the bungalow at Mill Valley, he lived alone, except for Lee Sing, the Chinese cook and handyman, who knew[Pg 17] a lot about the quirks of his boss. He was paid well for keeping quiet, and he never really said much at all. After enjoying his nights, he’d get some sleep in the morning and have breakfast prepared by Lee Sing. Then, James Ward would take the ferry across the bay to San Francisco around midday, heading to the club and then to his office, as normal and conventional a businessman as you could find in the city. But as evening fell, the night would call to him. He’d feel a rush of heightened awareness and restlessness. His hearing became suddenly sharp; the countless nighttime sounds told him a captivating and familiar story; and, if he was alone, he would start pacing back and forth in the narrow room like a caged wild animal.

Once, he ventured to fall in love. He never permitted himself that diversion again. He was afraid. And for many a day the young lady, scared at least out of a portion of her young ladyhood, bore on her arms and shoulders and wrists divers black-and-blue bruises—tokens of caresses which he had bestowed in all fond gentleness but too late at night. There was the mistake. Had he ventured love-making in the afternoon, all would have been well, for it would have been as the quiet gentleman that he would have made love—but at night it was the uncouth, wife-stealing savage of the dark German forests. Out of his wisdom, he decided that afternoon love-making could be prosecuted successfully; but out of the same wisdom he was convinced that marriage would prove a ghastly failure. He found it appalling to imagine being married and encountering his wife after dark.

Once, he took a chance on falling in love. He never allowed himself that distraction again. He was scared. For many days, the young lady, unsettled and shaken, showed off various black-and-blue bruises on her arms, shoulders, and wrists—marks of the gentle affection he had given, but too late at night. That was where he went wrong. If he had tried to make love in the afternoon, everything would have been fine, as he would have approached it as the quiet gentleman he was—but at night, he turned into the awkward, overbearing savage from the dark German forests. With his wisdom, he decided that afternoon romance could be pursued successfully; but from that same wisdom, he was convinced that marriage would end in disaster. The thought of being married and running into his wife after dark was terrifying to him.

So he had eschewed all love-making, regulated his dual[Pg 18] life, cleaned up a million in business, fought shy of match-making mamas and bright- and eager-eyed young ladies of various ages, met Lilian Gersdale and made it a rigid observance never to see her later than eight o'clock in the evening, ran of nights after his coyotes, and slept in forest lairs—and through it all had kept his secret save for Lee Sing ... and now, Dave Slotter. It was the latter's discovery of both his selves that frightened him. In spite of the counter fright he had given the burglar, the latter might talk. And even if he did not, sooner or later he would be found out by some one else.

So he had avoided all romantic pursuits, managed his double life, sorted out a million in business, steered clear of matchmaking mothers and eager young women of all ages, met Lilian Gersdale, and made it a strict rule never to see her later than eight in the evening. He spent his nights tracking coyotes and slept in forest hideouts—and through all of this, he had kept his secret safe except for Lee Sing... and now, Dave Slotter. It was Slotter’s discovery of both his identities that scared him. Despite the shock he had given the burglar, that guy might talk. And even if he didn’t, someone else would eventually figure it out.

Thus it was that James Ward made a fresh and heroic effort to control the Teutonic barbarian that was half of him. So well did he make it a point to see Lilian in the afternoons and early evenings, that the time came when she accepted him for better or worse, and when he prayed privily and fervently that it was not for worse. During this period no prize-fighter ever trained more harshly and faithfully for a contest than he trained to subdue the wild savage in him. Among other things, he strove to exhaust himself during the day, so that sleep would render him deaf to the call of the night. He took a vacation from the office and went on long hunting trips, following the deer through the most inaccessible and rugged country he could find—and always in the daytime. Night found him indoors and tired. At home he installed a score of exercise machines, and where other men might go through a particular movement ten times, he went hundreds. Also, as a compromise, he built a sleeping porch on the second story. Here he at least breathed the blessed night air.[Pg 19] Double screens prevented him from escaping into the woods, and each night Lee Sing locked him in and each morning let him out.

Thus, James Ward made a determined and brave effort to manage the Teutonic barbarian that was part of him. He made it a priority to see Lilian in the afternoons and early evenings, until the time came when she accepted him for better or worse, and he secretly prayed that it wasn’t for worse. During this period, no prizefighter ever trained as rigorously and faithfully for a match as he trained to conquer the wild savage within him. Among other things, he tried to wear himself out during the day so that sleep would make him immune to the temptations of the night. He took a break from work and went on long hunting trips, tracking deer through the most difficult and rugged terrain he could find—and always in the daytime. At night, he made sure to be indoors and exhausted. At home, he set up numerous exercise machines, and where other men might do a particular exercise ten times, he did hundreds. As a compromise, he built a sleeping porch on the second floor. Here, at least, he could breathe the refreshing night air.[Pg 19] Double screens kept him from sneaking out into the woods, and each night, Lee Sing would lock him in and let him out each morning.

The time came, in the month of August, when he engaged additional servants to assist Lee Sing and dared a house party in his Mill Valley bungalow. Lilian, her mother and brother, and half a dozen mutual friends, were the guests. For two days and nights all went well. And on the third night, playing bridge till eleven o'clock, he had reason to be proud of himself. His restlessness he successfully hid, but as luck would have it, Lilian Gersdale was his opponent on his right. She was a frail delicate flower of a woman, and in his night-mood her very frailty incensed him. Not that he loved her less, but that he felt almost irresistibly impelled to reach out and paw and maul her. Especially was this true when she was engaged in playing a winning hand against him.

The time came in August when he hired extra help to assist Lee Sing and threw a house party at his Mill Valley bungalow. Lilian, her mother and brother, and a group of mutual friends were the guests. For two days and nights, everything went smoothly. Then, on the third night, while playing bridge until eleven o'clock, he had reason to feel proud of himself. He successfully hid his restlessness, but as luck would have it, Lilian Gersdale was seated to his right. She was a frail, delicate woman, and in his state of mind, her very fragility drove him wild. Not that he loved her any less, but he felt an almost irresistible urge to reach out and touch her roughly. This was especially true when she was playing a winning hand against him.

He had one of the deer-hounds brought in, and, when it seemed he must fly to pieces with the tension, a caressing hand laid on the animal brought him relief. These contacts with the hairy coat gave him instant easement and enabled him to play out the evening. Nor did any one guess the terrible struggle their host was making, the while he laughed so carelessly and played so keenly and deliberately.

He had one of the deer-hounds brought in, and when it felt like he might fall apart from the stress, a gentle hand resting on the dog helped him relax. The feel of the soft fur gave him immediate relief, allowing him to enjoy the evening. No one realized the awful battle their host was fighting while he laughed so easily and played so intensely and purposefully.

When they separated for the night, he saw to it that he parted from Lilian in the presence of the others. Once on his sleeping porch, and safely locked in, he doubled and tripled and even quadrupled his exercises until, exhausted, he lay down on the couch to woo sleep and to ponder two problems that especially troubled[Pg 20] him. One was this matter of exercise. It was a paradox. The more he exercised in this excessive fashion, the stronger he became. While it was true that he thus quite tired out his night-running Teutonic self, it seemed that he was merely setting back the fatal day when his strength would be too much for him and overpower him, and then it would be a strength more terrible than he had yet known. The other problem was that of his marriage and of the stratagems he must employ in order to avoid his wife after dark. And thus fruitlessly pondering he fell asleep.

When they parted for the night, he made sure to say goodbye to Lilian in front of the others. Once he was back on his sleeping porch and safely locked in, he did his exercises over and over—doubling, tripling, and even quadrupling them—until he was so exhausted that he lay down on the couch, trying to fall asleep while thinking about two issues that really troubled him. One was the whole exercise situation. It was a contradiction. The more he worked out like this, the stronger he became. While it was true that he tired out his night-running, Teutonic self, it felt like he was just delaying the inevitable day when his strength would become too overwhelming for him, a strength more frightening than anything he had experienced before. The other issue was his marriage and the tricks he had to use to avoid his wife after dark. And so, lost in these thoughts, he fell asleep.

Now, where the huge grizzly bear came from that night was long a mystery, while the people of the Springs Brothers' Circus, showing at Sausalito, searched long and vainly for "Big Ben, the Biggest Grizzly in Captivity." But Big Ben escaped, and, out of the mazes of half a thousand bungalows and country estates, selected the grounds of James J. Ward for visitation. The first Mr. Ward knew was when he found himself on his feet, quivering and tense, a surge of battle in his breast and on his lips the old war-chant. From without came a wild baying and bellowing of the hounds. And sharp as a knife-thrust through the pandemonium came the agony of a stricken dog—his dog, he knew.

Now, where the huge grizzly bear came from that night had always been a mystery while the folks at the Springs Brothers' Circus, performing in Sausalito, searched endlessly and unsuccessfully for "Big Ben, the Biggest Grizzly in Captivity." But Big Ben had escaped and, from the maze of hundreds of bungalows and country estates, chose the grounds of James J. Ward for a visit. The first Mr. Ward knew was when he found himself on his feet, trembling and tense, a surge of fight in his chest and the old battle cry on his lips. Outside, there was a wild howling and bellowing from the hounds. And sharp as a knife through the chaos came the cry of a wounded dog—his dog, he realized.

Not stopping for slippers, pajama-clad, he burst through the door Lee Sing had so carefully locked, and sped down the stairs and out into the night. As his naked feet struck the graveled driveway, he stopped abruptly, reached under the steps to a hiding-place he knew well, and pulled forth a huge knotty club—his old companion on many a mad night adventure on the hills. The frantic hullabaloo of the dogs was coming[Pg 21] nearer, and, swinging the club, he sprang straight into the thickets to meet it.

Not stopping for slippers, dressed in pajamas, he burst through the door Lee Sing had carefully locked, and rushed down the stairs and out into the night. As his bare feet hit the gravel driveway, he suddenly stopped, reached under the steps to a hiding spot he knew well, and pulled out a huge gnarled club—his old companion from many wild adventures on the hills. The frantic noise of the dogs was getting nearer, and, swinging the club, he jumped straight into the bushes to confront it.

The aroused household assembled on the wide veranda. Somebody turned on the electric lights, but they could see nothing but one another's frightened faces. Beyond the brightly illuminated driveway the trees formed a wall of impenetrable blackness. Yet somewhere in that blackness a terrible struggle was going on. There was an infernal outcry of animals, a great snarling and growling, the sound of blows being struck, and a smashing and crashing of underbrush by heavy bodies.

The anxious family gathered on the spacious porch. Someone flipped on the electric lights, but all they could see were each other's terrified faces. Beyond the brightly lit driveway, the trees created a wall of darkness. Yet somewhere in that darkness, a horrifying fight was happening. There was a deafening noise of animals, a lot of growling and snarling, the sound of blows being exchanged, and the crashing of underbrush as heavy bodies moved through it.

The tide of battle swept out from among the trees and upon the driveway just beneath the onlookers. Then they saw. Mrs. Gersdale cried out and clung fainting to her son. Lilian, clutching the railing so spasmodically that a bruising hurt was left in her finger-ends for days, gazed horror-stricken at a yellow-haired, wild-eyed giant whom she recognized as the man who was to be her husband. He was swinging a great club, and fighting furiously and calmly with a shaggy monster that was bigger than any bear she had ever seen. One rip of the beast's claws had dragged away Ward's pajama-coat and streaked his flesh with blood.

The tide of battle surged out from the trees and onto the driveway right in front of the spectators. Then they saw it. Mrs. Gersdale screamed and fainted, clutching her son. Lilian, gripping the railing so tightly that her fingers hurt for days, stared in horror at a wild-eyed giant with yellow hair whom she recognized as her fiancé. He was swinging a huge club, fighting fiercely yet calmly against a shaggy beast that was larger than any bear she had ever encountered. One swipe of the creature's claws had ripped Ward's pajama coat and left blood streaked across his skin.

While most of Lilian Gersdale's fright was for the man beloved, there was a large portion of it due to the man himself. Never had she dreamed so formidable and magnificent a savage lurked under the starched shirt and conventional garb of her betrothed. And never had she had any conception of how a man battled. Such a battle was certainly not modern; nor was she there beholding a modern man, though she did not know it.[Pg 22] For this was not Mr. James J. Ward, the San Francisco business man, but one unnamed and unknown, a crude, rude savage creature who, by some freak of chance, lived again after thrice a thousand years.

While most of Lilian Gersdale's fear was for the man she loved, a big part of it came from him, too. She had never imagined such a fierce and impressive wildness existed beneath the starched shirt and conventional clothes of her fiancé. She had no idea how a man fought. That kind of battle was definitely not modern; nor was she witnessing a modern man, though she was unaware of it. This was not Mr. James J. Ward, the San Francisco businessman, but someone unnamed and unknown, a rough, uncivilized creature who, by some twist of fate, had come back to life after three thousand years.[Pg 22]

The hounds, ever maintaining their mad uproar, circled about the fight, or dashed in and out, distracting the bear. When the animal turned to meet such flanking assaults, the man leaped in and the club came down. Angered afresh by every such blow, the bear would rush, and the man, leaping and skipping, avoiding the dogs, went backwards or circled to one side or the other. Whereupon the dogs, taking advantage of the opening, would again spring in and draw the animal's wrath to them.

The hounds, constantly making a chaotic noise, circled around the fight or dashed in and out, distracting the bear. When the animal turned to respond to these side attacks, the man jumped in and brought the club down. Each hit just made the bear even angrier, causing it to charge, while the man, hopping and skipping, dodged the dogs, moving backward or circling to the side. Then, seizing the opportunity, the dogs would once again leap in and draw the bear's anger back to themselves.

The end came suddenly. Whirling, the grizzly caught a hound with a wide sweeping cuff that sent the brute, its ribs caved in and its back broken, hurtling twenty feet. Then the human brute went mad. A foaming rage flecked the lips that parted with a wild inarticulate cry, as it sprang in, swung the club mightily in both hands, and brought it down full on the head of the uprearing grizzly. Not even the skull of a grizzly could withstand the crushing force of such a blow, and the animal went down to meet the worrying of the hounds. And through their scurrying leaped the man, squarely upon the body, where, in the white electric light, resting on his club, he chanted a triumph in an unknown tongue—a song so ancient that Professor Wertz would have given ten years of his life for it.

The end came quickly. The grizzly spun around and hit a dog with a powerful swipe that sent the poor creature, its ribs crushed and back broken, flying twenty feet away. Then the human went into a frenzy. Foam dripped from his lips as he let out a wild, incoherent scream, charged in, swung the club with all his strength, and smashed it down onto the grizzly's head. Not even a grizzly's skull could survive such a powerful hit, and the beast collapsed, ready to be dealt with by the hounds. And amid their chaos, the man jumped squarely onto the grizzly's body, where, in the bright white light, leaning on his club, he sang a triumphant song in an unfamiliar language—a song so ancient that Professor Wertz would have traded ten years of his life for it.

His guests rushed to possess him and acclaim him, but James Ward, suddenly looking out of the eyes of the early Teuton, saw the fair frail Twentieth Century[Pg 23] girl he loved, and felt something snap in his brain. He staggered weakly toward her, dropped the club, and nearly fell. Something had gone wrong with him. Inside his brain was an intolerable agony. It seemed as if the soul of him were flying asunder. Following the excited gaze of the others, he glanced back and saw the carcass of the bear. The sight filled him with fear. He uttered a cry and would have fled, had they not restrained him and led him into the bungalow.

His guests rushed to greet him and praise him, but James Ward, suddenly seeing through the eyes of the early Germanic people, looked at the delicate Twentieth Century[Pg 23] girl he loved and felt something snap in his mind. He staggered weakly toward her, dropped the club, and almost fell. Something was definitely wrong with him. Inside his head was an unbearable pain. It felt as if his very soul was tearing apart. Following the excited looks of the others, he turned back and saw the bear's carcass. The sight filled him with terror. He let out a cry and would have run away if they hadn't held him back and taken him into the bungalow.


James J. Ward is still at the head of the firm of Ward, Knowles & Co. But he no longer lives in the country; nor does he run of nights after the coyotes under the moon. The early Teuton in him died the night of the Mill Valley fight with the bear. James J. Ward is now wholly James J. Ward, and he shares no part of his being with any vagabond anachronism from the younger world. And so wholly is James J. Ward modern, that he knows in all its bitter fullness the curse of civilized fear. He is now afraid of the dark, and night in the forest is to him a thing of abysmal terror. His city house is of the spick and span order, and he evinces a great interest in burglar-proof devices. His home is a tangle of electric wires, and after bed-time a guest can scarcely breathe without setting off an alarm. Also, he has invented a combination keyless door-lock that travelers may carry in their vest pockets and apply immediately and successfully under all circumstances. But his wife does not deem him a coward. She knows better. And, like any hero, he is content to rest on his laurels. His bravery is never questioned by those of his friends who are aware of the Mill Valley episode.[Pg 24]

James J. Ward is still in charge of the firm Ward, Knowles & Co. But he no longer lives in the countryside, nor does he chase coyotes at night under the moon. The early pioneer in him died during the Mill Valley fight with the bear. James J. Ward is now completely himself, and he doesn’t share any part of his identity with any wandering relic from a bygone era. So fully is James J. Ward modern that he understands all too well the harsh reality of civilized fear. He is now afraid of the dark, and the night in the forest terrifies him. His city home is pristine and immaculate, and he shows a keen interest in security systems. His house is a maze of electric wires, and after bedtime, a guest can barely move without triggering an alarm. He has also created a combination keyless door lock that travelers can carry in their pockets and use instantly and successfully in any situation. However, his wife doesn’t think he’s a coward. She knows better. And, like any hero, he is happy to enjoy his accomplishments. His bravery is never questioned by his friends who know about the Mill Valley incident.[Pg 24]


THE RETURN[2]

By Algernon Blackwood

It was curious—that sense of dull uneasiness that came over him so suddenly, so stealthily at first he scarcely noticed it, but with such marked increase after a time that he presently got up and left the theater. His seat was on the gangway of the dress circle, and he slipped out awkwardly in the middle of what seemed to be the best and jolliest song of the piece. The full house was shaking with laughter; so infectious was the gaiety that even strangers turned to one another as much as to say, "Now, isn't that funny?"

It was strange—this dull sense of unease that suddenly washed over him, creeping in so quietly at first that he barely noticed it. But it built up so much over time that he eventually got up and left the theater. He was sitting on the aisle of the dress circle and awkwardly slipped out in the middle of what felt like the best and most cheerful song of the show. The packed house was roaring with laughter; the joy was so contagious that even strangers glanced at each other as if to say, "Isn't that hilarious?"

It was curious, too, the way the feeling first got into him at all, and in the full swing of laughter, music, light-heartedness; for it came as a vague suggestion, "I've forgotten something—something I meant to do—something of importance. What in the world was it, now?" And he thought hard, searching vainly through his mind; then dismissed it as the dancing caught his attention. It came back a little later again, during a passage of long-winded talk that bored him and set his attention free once more, but came more strongly this time, insisting on an answer. What could it have been that he had overlooked, left undone, omitted to see to? It went on nibbling at the subconscious part of him.[Pg 25] Several times this happened, this dismissal and return, till at last the thing declared itself more plainly—and he felt bothered, troubled, distinctly uneasy.

It was strange how the feeling first came over him, right in the middle of laughter, music, and a good time; it started as a vague thought: "I've forgotten something—something I meant to do—something important. What could it be?" He thought hard, searching fruitlessly through his mind, then pushed it aside as the dancing caught his attention. A little later, it returned during a long, boring conversation that let his mind wander again, but this time it came back stronger, demanding an answer. What could it be that he had overlooked, left undone, or failed to notice? It kept nagging at the back of his mind.[Pg 25] This happened several times, this process of pushing it away and having it return, until finally, the feeling made itself clear—and he felt annoyed, troubled, and distinctly uneasy.

He was wanted somewhere. There was somewhere else he ought to be. That describes it best, perhaps. Some engagement of moment had entirely slipped his memory—an engagement that involved another person, too. But where, what, with whom? And, at length, this vague uneasiness amounted to positive discomfort, so that he felt unable to enjoy the piece, and left abruptly. Like a man to whom comes suddenly the horrible idea that the match he lit his cigarette with and flung into the waste-paper basket on leaving was not really out—a sort of panic distress—he jumped into a taxicab and hurried to his flat to find everything in order, of course; no smoke, no fire, no smell of burning.

He felt like he was supposed to be somewhere else. That sums it up well, maybe. He had completely forgotten about an important engagement—one that involved another person, too. But where was it, what was it, and with whom? Eventually, this vague feeling of unease turned into real discomfort, making it hard for him to enjoy the moment, so he left abruptly. Like someone who suddenly realizes that the match he used to light his cigarette and tossed into the trash might not have been fully extinguished—a kind of panic—he jumped into a taxi and rushed back to his apartment, where everything was, of course, in order; no smoke, no fire, no smell of burning.

But his evening was spoiled. He sat smoking in his armchair at home, this business man of forty, practical in mind, of character some called stolid, cursing himself for an imaginative fool. It was now too late to go back to the theater; the club bored him; he spent an hour with the evening papers, dipping into books, sipping a long cool drink, doing odds and ends about the flat. "I'll go to bed early for a change," he laughed, but really all the time fighting—yes, deliberately fighting—this strange attack of uneasiness that so insidiously grew upwards, outwards from the buried depths of him that sought so strenuously to deny it. It never occurred to him that he was ill. He was not ill. His health was thunderingly good. He was as robust as a coal-heaver.

But his evening was ruined. He sat smoking in his armchair at home, this businessman in his forties, practical-minded, though some called him dull, cursing himself for being such an imaginative fool. It was now too late to return to the theater; the club bored him; he spent an hour with the evening papers, flipping through books, sipping a long cool drink, doing various chores around the apartment. "I'll go to bed early for a change," he laughed, but really he was constantly battling—yes, deliberately battling—this strange wave of uneasiness that sneakily grew from the buried depths of him that fought so hard to deny it. It never crossed his mind that he was unwell. He wasn’t unwell. His health was fantastic. He was as sturdy as a coal miner.

The flat was roomy, high up on the top floor, yet in a busy part of town, so that the roar of traffic mounted[Pg 26] round it like a sea. Through the open windows came the fresh night air of June. He had never noticed before how sweet the London night air could be, and that not all the smoke and dust could smother a certain touch of wild fragrance that tinctured it with perfume—yes, almost perfume—as of the country. He swallowed a draught of it as he stood there, staring out across the tangled world of roofs and chimney-pots. He saw the procession of the clouds; he saw the stars; he saw the moonlight falling in a shower of silver spears upon the slates and wires and steeples. And something in him quickened—something that had never stirred before.

The apartment was spacious, located on the top floor, yet it was in a busy part of town, so the roar of traffic surrounded it like a sea. Through the open windows came the fresh June night air. He had never realized before how sweet the London night air could be, and that not all the smoke and dust could completely hide a touch of wild fragrance that gave it a hint of perfume—almost like perfume—from the countryside. He inhaled deeply as he stood there, gazing out over the chaotic world of rooftops and chimney pots. He saw the clouds drifting by; he saw the stars; he saw the moonlight cascading like a shower of silver on the slates, wires, and steeples. And something inside him awakened—something that had never stirred before.

He turned with a horrid start, for the uneasiness had of a sudden leaped within him like an animal. There was some one in the flat.

He jumped in shock, as a sudden wave of anxiety surged inside him like a wild creature. Someone was in the apartment.

Instantly, with action—even this slight action—the fancy vanished; but, all the same, he switched on the electric lights and made a search. For it seemed to him that some one had crept up close behind him while he stood there watching the night—some one, whose silent presence fingered with unerring touch both this new thing that had quickened in his heart and that sense of original deep uneasiness. He was amazed at himself—angry—indignant that he could be thus foolishly upset over nothing, yet at the same time profoundly distressed at this vehement growth of a new thing in his well-ordered personality. Growth? He dismissed the word the moment it occurred to him—but it had occurred to him. It stayed. While he searched the empty flat, the long passages, the gloomy bedroom at the end, the little hall where he kept his overcoats and golf sticks, it stayed. Growth! It was oddly disquieting.[Pg 27] Growth to him involved, though he neither acknowledged nor recognized the truth perhaps, some kind of undesirable changeableness, instability, unbalance.

Instantly, with even this small action, the excitement disappeared; but still, he turned on the electric lights and began to look around. It felt like someone had quietly approached him while he stood there watching the night—someone whose silent presence touched both the new feelings stirring in his heart and his lingering sense of unease. He was shocked at himself—angry—indignant that he could be so foolishly rattled over nothing, yet at the same time deeply troubled by this intense emergence of something new in his previously stable personality. Emergence? He brushed the word aside as soon as it crossed his mind—but it had crossed his mind. It lingered. As he searched through the empty apartment, the long hallways, the dark bedroom at the end, and the small closet where he kept his overcoats and golf clubs, it lingered. Emergence! It was oddly unsettling. To him, emergence suggested, whether he admitted it or not, some sort of undesirable changeability, instability, and imbalance.[Pg 27] Emergence

Yet singular as it all was, he realized that the uneasiness and the sudden appreciation of beauty that was so new to him had both entered by the same door into his being. When he came back to the front room he noticed that he was perspiring. There were little drops of moisture on his forehead. And down his spine ran chills, little, faint quivers of cold. He was shivering.

Yet as unique as it all was, he realized that the discomfort and the sudden recognition of beauty that felt so unfamiliar to him had both come into his life through the same doorway. When he returned to the front room, he noticed he was sweating. There were tiny beads of moisture on his forehead. Cold chills ran down his spine, little, faint shivers of coolness. He was trembling.

He lit his big meerschaum pipe, and left the lights all burning. The feeling that there was something he had overlooked, forgotten, left undone, had vanished. Whatever the original cause of this absurd uneasiness might be—he called it absurd on purpose because he now realized in the depths of him that it was really more vital than he cared about—it was much nearer to discovery than before. It dodged about just below the threshold of discovery. It was as close as that. Any moment he would know what it was; he would remember. Yes, he would remember. Meanwhile, he was in the right place. No desire to go elsewhere afflicted him, as in the theater. Here was the place, here in the flat.

He lit his large meerschaum pipe and left all the lights on. The feeling that there was something he had overlooked, forgotten, or left undone had disappeared. Whatever the original reason for this silly anxiety was—he called it silly on purpose because he now understood deep down that it was actually more important than he wanted to admit—it was much closer to being revealed than before. It was just below the surface of discovery. It was that close. Any moment, he would know what it was; he would remember. Yes, he would remember. In the meantime, he was in the right place. He didn’t feel any urge to be anywhere else, like he sometimes did in the theater. This was the place, right here in the apartment.

And then it was with a kind of sudden burst and rush—it seemed to him the only way to phrase it—memory gave up her dead.

And then, all of a sudden, it felt like a burst of energy—it was the only way he could describe it—memory revealed her lost moments.

At first he only caught her peeping round the corner at him, drawing aside a corner of an enormous curtain, as it were; striving for more complete entrance as though the mass of it were difficult to move. But he understood, he knew, he recognized. It was enough for that. As an entrance into his being—heart, mind, soul—was[Pg 28] being attempted and the entrance because of his stolid temperament was difficult of accomplishment, there was effort, strain. Something in him had first to be opened up, widened, made soft and ready as by an operation, before full entrance could be effected. This much he grasped though for the life of him he could not have put it into words. Also he knew who it was that sought an entrance. Deliberately from himself he withheld the name. But he knew as surely as though Straughan stood in the room and faced him with a knife saying, "Let me in, let me in. I wish you to know I'm here. I'm clearing a way! You recall our promise?"

At first, he only saw her peeking around the corner at him, pulling aside a section of a huge curtain, as if trying to get through but finding it hard to move. But he understood, he knew, he recognized. That was enough. It felt like she was trying to enter his heart, mind, and soul—[Pg 28] but with his reserved nature, that was not easy. There was effort, tension. Something within him needed to be opened up, expanded, softened, almost like a procedure, before she could fully connect with him. He understood this much even though he couldn't articulate it. He also recognized who was trying to get in. He intentionally refrained from acknowledging her name. But he knew, just as surely as if Straughan was standing in the room with a knife, saying, "Let me in, let me in. I want you to know I'm here. I'm making a path! Do you remember our promise?"

He rose from his chair and went to the open window again, the strange fear slowly passing. The cool air fanned his cheeks. Beauty till now had scarcely ever brushed the surface of his soul. He had never troubled his head about it. It passed him by indifferent; and he had ever loathed the mouthy prating of it on others' lips. He was practical; beauty was for dreamers, for women, for men who had means and leisure. He had not exactly scorned it; rather it had never touched his life, to sweeten, to cheer, to uplift. Artists for him were like monks—another sex almost—useless beings who never helped the world go round. He was for action always, work, activity, achievement as he saw them. He remembered Straughan vaguely—Straughan, the ever impecunious friend of his youth, always talking of color and sound—mysterious, ineffectual things. He even forgot what they had quarreled about, if they had quarreled at all even; or why they had gone apart all these years ago. And certainly he had forgotten any promise. Memory as yet only peeped at him round the[Pg 29] corner of that huge curtain tentatively, suggestively, yet—he was obliged to admit it—somewhat winningly. He was conscious of this gentle, sweet seductiveness that now replaced his fear.

He got up from his chair and went to the open window again, the strange fear gradually fading away. The cool air brushed against his cheeks. Until now, beauty had barely touched his soul. He had never really thought about it. It passed him by without making an impression; he had always despised how others talked endlessly about it. He was practical; beauty was for dreamers, for women, for guys who had money and time to spare. He didn't exactly scorn it; it just never influenced his life, to sweeten, cheer, or uplift. To him, artists were like monks—almost a different species—useless people who didn’t help the world keep moving. He was all about action, work, activity, accomplishment as he defined them. He vaguely remembered Straughan—Straughan, his perpetually broke friend from his youth, always going on about color and sound—mysterious, pointless things. He even forgot what they had fought about, if they had fought at all; or why they had drifted apart all those years ago. And of course, he had forgotten any promises made. Memory peeked at him tentatively around the corner of that huge curtain, suggestively, yet—he had to admit it—somewhat appealingly. He felt this gentle, sweet allure take the place of his fear.

And as he stood now at the open window peering over huge London, beauty came close and smote him between the eyes. She came blindingly, with her train of stars and clouds and perfumes. Night, mysterious, myriad-eyed, and flaming across her sea of haunted shadows invaded his heart and shook him with her immemorial wonder and delight. He found no words of course to clothe the new unwonted sensations. He only knew that all his former dread, uneasiness, distress, and with them this idea of growth that had seemed so repugnant to him were merged, swept up, and gathered magnificently home into a wave of beauty that enveloped him. "See it, and understand," ran a secret inner whisper across his mind. He saw. He understood....

And as he stood at the open window looking out over vast London, beauty approached and hit him squarely in the face. She came dazzlingly, with her trail of stars, clouds, and fragrances. Night, mysterious, filled with countless eyes, and glowing over her sea of haunted shadows invaded his heart and filled him with her age-old wonder and joy. He found no words to express the strange, new feelings. He only realized that all his previous fear, unease, distress, and the idea of growth that had once seemed so unpleasant were all merged, swept up, and beautifully gathered into a wave of beauty that surrounded him. "See it, and understand," a quiet inner voice whispered in his mind. He saw. He understood....

He went back and turned the lights out. Then he took his place again at that open window, drinking in the night. He saw a new world; a species of intoxication held him. He sighed, as his thoughts blundered for expression among words and sentences that knew him not. But the delight was there, the wonder, the mystery. He watched with heart alternately tightening and expanding the transfiguring play of moon and shadow over the sea of buildings. He saw the dance of the hurrying clouds, the open patches into outer space, the veiling and unveiling of that ancient silvery face; and he caught strange whispers of the hierophantic, sacerdotal power that has echoed down the world[Pg 30] since Time began and dropped strange magic phrases into every poet's heart, since first "God dawned on Chaos"—the Beauty of the Night.

He went back and turned off the lights. Then he took his place again by that open window, soaking in the night. He saw a new world; a kind of intoxication filled him. He sighed, as his thoughts struggled to find the right words and phrases that didn’t understand him. But the delight was there, the wonder, the mystery. He watched with a heart that alternated between tightening and expanding with the transformative play of moonlight and shadow over the sea of buildings. He saw the dance of the rushing clouds, the openings into outer space, the veiling and unveiling of that ancient silvery face; and he caught strange whispers of the sacred, priestly power that has echoed through the world[Pg 30] since Time began and dropped unusual magic phrases into every poet's heart, since first "God dawned on Chaos"—the Beauty of the Night.

A long time passed—it may have been one hour, it may have been three—when at length he turned away and went slowly to his bedroom. A deep peace lay over him. Something quite new and blessed had crept into his life and thought. He could not quite understand it all. He only knew that it uplifted. There was no longer the least sign of affliction or distress. Even the inevitable reaction that set in could not destroy that.

A long time went by—it could have been an hour, maybe three—when he finally turned away and slowly headed to his bedroom. A deep sense of peace washed over him. Something completely new and wonderful had entered his life and mind. He didn’t fully grasp it all. He just knew it felt uplifting. There was no trace of pain or worry left. Even the usual aftereffects couldn’t take that away.

And then as he lay in bed nearing the borderland of sleep, suddenly and without any obvious suggestion to bring it, he remembered another thing. He remembered the promise. Memory got past the big curtain for an instant and showed her face. She looked into his eyes. It must have been a dozen years ago when Straughan and he had made that foolish solemn promise, that whoever died first should show himself if possible to the other.

And then, as he lay in bed close to falling asleep, he suddenly remembered something else without any clear reason for it. He remembered the promise. For a brief moment, his memory pierced through the fog and revealed her face. She looked into his eyes. It had to be about twelve years ago when he and Straughan had made that silly, serious promise: whoever died first would try to come back and show themselves to the other.

He had utterly forgotten it—till now. But Straughan had not forgotten it. The letter came three weeks later from India. That very evening Straughan had died—at nine o'clock. And he had come back—in the Beauty that he loved.[Pg 31]

He had completely forgotten about it—until now. But Straughan hadn't forgotten. The letter arrived three weeks later from India. That same evening, Straughan died—at nine o'clock. And he had returned—in the Beauty he loved.[Pg 31]


THE SECOND GENERATION[3]

By Algernon Blackwood

Sometimes, in a moment of sharp experience, comes that vivid flash of insight that makes a platitude suddenly seem a revelation—its full content is abruptly realized. "Ten years is a long time, yes," he thought, as he walked up the drive to the great Kensington house where she still lived.

Sometimes, in a moment of intense experience, there’s that sudden flash of understanding that makes a cliché feel like a revelation—its complete meaning hits you all at once. "Ten years is a long time, yeah," he thought as he walked up the driveway to the grand Kensington house where she still lived.

Ten years—long enough, at any rate, for her to have married and for her husband to have died. More than that he had not heard, in the outlandish places where life had cast him in the interval. He wondered whether there had been any children. All manner of thoughts and questions, confused a little, passed across his mind. He was well-to-do now, though probably his entire capital did not amount to her income for a single year. He glanced at the huge, forbidding mansion. Yet that pride was false which had made of poverty an insuperable obstacle. He saw it now. He had learned values in his long exile.

Ten years—long enough for her to have married and for her husband to have died. He hadn’t heard anything more, given the strange places where life had taken him during that time. He wondered if there had been any children. All sorts of thoughts and questions, a little jumbled, crossed his mind. He was doing well financially now, though his entire fortune probably didn’t add up to what her income was for a single year. He looked at the huge, intimidating mansion. But that pride was false, as it had turned poverty into an unbeatable barrier. He could see that now. He had learned what really mattered during his long time away.

But he was still ridiculously timid. This confusion of thought, of mental images rather, was due to a kind of fear, since worship ever is akin to awe. He was as nervous as a boy going up for a viva voce; and with[Pg 32] the excitement was also that unconquerable sinking—that horrid shrinking sensation that excessive shyness brings. Why in the world had he come? Why had he telegraphed the very day after his arrival in England? Why had he not sent a tentative, tactful letter, feeling his way a little?

But he was still unbelievably shy. This jumble of thoughts, or rather mental images, came from a kind of fear, since worship is always connected to awe. He was as nervous as a student about to give a viva voce; and with[Pg 32] the excitement also came that overwhelming sinking feeling—that awful shrinking sensation that extreme shyness brings. Why had he even come? Why had he sent a telegram the very day after arriving in England? Why hadn’t he just sent a tentative, thoughtful letter to test the waters a bit?

Very slowly he walked up the drive, feeling that if a reasonable chance of escape presented itself he would almost take it. But all the windows stared so hard at him that retreat was really impossible now and though no faces were visible behind the curtains, all had seen him, possibly she herself—his heart beat absurdly at the extravagant suggestion. Yet it was odd—he felt so certain of being seen, and that someone watched him. He reached the wide stone steps that were clean as marble, and shrank from the mark his boots must make upon their spotlessness. In desperation, then, before he could change his mind, he touched the bell. But he did not hear it ring—mercifully; that irrevocable sound must have paralyzed him altogether. If no one came to answer, he might still leave a card in the letter-box and slip away. Oh, how utterly he despised himself for such a thought! A man of thirty with such a chicken heart was not fit to protect a child, much less a woman. And he recalled with a little stab of pain that the man she married had been noted for his courage, his determined action, his inflexible firmness in various public situations, head and shoulders above lesser men. What presumption on his own part ever to dream!... He remembered, too, with no apparent reason in particular, that this man had a grown-up son already, by a former marriage.[Pg 33]

Very slowly, he walked up the driveway, thinking that if a reasonable chance to escape appeared, he might actually go for it. But all the windows were staring at him so intensely that turning back felt impossible now, and even though no faces were visible behind the curtains, everyone had seen him—maybe even her. His heart raced absurdly at that wild thought. Still, it was strange—he felt completely certain he was being watched. He reached the wide stone steps, which were spotless like marble, and hesitated at the thought of leaving a mark with his boots. In desperation, before he could change his mind, he pressed the doorbell. But he didn’t hear it ring—thankfully; that final sound might have completely frozen him. If no one came to answer, he could still leave a card in the mailbox and sneak away. Oh, how much he despised himself for considering such an idea! A thirty-year-old man with such a cowardly heart wasn’t fit to protect a child, let alone a woman. He remembered with a painful jolt that the man she married was known for his bravery, decisive actions, and unyielding strength in various public situations; he stood head and shoulders above lesser men. What a ridiculous thought it was for him to even dream!... He also recalled, for no particular reason, that this man had an adult son from a previous marriage.[Pg 33]

And still no one came to open that huge, contemptuous door with its so menacing, so hostile air. His back was to it, as he carelessly twirled his umbrella, but he felt its sneering expression behind him while it looked him up and down. It seemed to push him away. The entire mansion focused its message through that stern portal: Little timid men are not welcomed here.

And still no one came to open that huge, disdainful door with its intimidating, unfriendly vibe. He had his back to it, casually twirling his umbrella, but he could sense its mocking gaze on him as it sized him up. It felt like it was pushing him away. The whole mansion conveyed its message through that harsh entrance: Shy, timid men are not welcome here.

How well he remembered the house! How often in years gone by had he not stood and waited just like this, trembling with delight and anticipation, yet terrified lest the bell should be answered and the great door actually swung wide! Then, as now, he would have run, had he dared. He was still afraid—his worship was so deep. But in all these years of exile in wild places, farming, mining, working for the position he had at last attained, her face and the memory of her gracious presence had been his comfort and support, his only consolation, though never his actual joy. There was so little foundation for it all, yet her smile and the words she had spoken to him from time to time in friendly conversation had clung, inspired, kept him going—for he knew them all by heart. And more than once in foolish optimistic moods, he had imagined, greatly daring, that she possibly had meant more....

How well he remembered the house! How many times in the past had he stood and waited just like this, shaking with excitement and anticipation, yet terrified that the doorbell would be answered and the huge door would actually swing open! Just like then, he would have run if he had dared. He was still scared—his admiration was so intense. But throughout all those years of being away in wild places, farming, mining, and working for the position he finally held, her face and the memory of her kind presence had been his comfort and support, his only solace, though never his true joy. There was so little solid ground for it all, yet her smile and the words she had said to him during their friendly talks had stuck with him, inspired him, kept him going—he knew them all by heart. More than once, in foolish moments of hope, he had imagined, with great daring, that she might have meant more....

He touched the bell a second time—with the point of his umbrella. He meant to go in, carelessly as it were, saying as lightly as might be, "Oh, I'm back in England again—if you haven't quite forgotten my existence—I could not forego the pleasure of saying 'How-do-you-do?' and hearing that you are well ...," and the rest; then presently bow himself easily out—into the old loneliness again. But he would at least have seen[Pg 34] her; he would have heard her voice, and looked into her gentle, amber eyes; he would have touched her hand. She might even ask him to come in another day and see her! He had rehearsed it all a hundred times, as certain feeble temperaments do rehearse such scenes. And he came rather well out of that rehearsal, though always with an aching heart, the old great yearnings unfulfilled. All the way across the Atlantic he had thought about it, though with lessening confidence as the time drew near. The very night of his arrival in London he wrote, then, tearing up the letter (after sleeping over it), he had telegraphed next morning, asking if she would be in. He signed his surname—such a very common name, alas! but surely she would know—and her reply, "Please call 4:30," struck him as rather oddly worded. Yet here he was.

He rang the bell again with the tip of his umbrella. He planned to walk in casually, saying as lightly as possible, "Oh, I’m back in England—if you haven’t quite forgotten me—I couldn’t miss the chance to say 'How-do-you-do?' and hear that you’re doing well...," and then bow out easily—back into the old loneliness. But at least he would have seen[Pg 34] her; he would have heard her voice and looked into her gentle, amber eyes; he would have touched her hand. She might even invite him to come back another day and see her! He had gone over it all a hundred times, as certain sensitive people do with these kinds of moments. And he felt he did quite well in that practice, even though his heart still ached with unfulfilled desires. All the way across the Atlantic, he thought about it, though his confidence waned as the time approached. On the very night he arrived in London, he wrote a letter, then tore it up (after sleeping on it), and the next morning he sent a telegram asking if she would be around. He signed his last name—such a common name, unfortunately!—but surely she would remember it. Her reply, "Please call at 4:30," struck him as kind of oddly phrased. Yet, here he was.

There was a rattle of the big door knob, that aggressive, hostile knob that thrust out at him insolently like a fist of bronze. He started, angry with himself for doing so. But the door did not open. He became suddenly conscious of the wilds he had lived in for so long; his clothes were hardly fashionable; his voice probably had a twang in it, and he used tricks of speech that must betray the rough life so recently left. What would she think of him, now? He looked much older, too. And how brusque it was to have telegraphed like that! He felt awkward, gauche, tongue-tied, hot and cold by turns. The sentences, so carefully rehearsed, fled beyond recovery.

There was a rattling of the large doorknob, that aggressive, hostile knob that stuck out at him defiantly like a bronze fist. He jumped, annoyed with himself for reacting. But the door didn’t open. He suddenly became aware of the wilderness he’d lived in for so long; his clothes were hardly stylish; his voice probably had a twang, and he used speech habits that would reveal the rough life he had just left. What would she think of him now? He looked much older, too. And how rude it was to have sent a telegram like that! He felt awkward, clumsy, tongue-tied, hot and cold all at once. The sentences he had practiced so carefully vanished beyond retrieval.

Good heavens—the door was open! It had been open for some minutes. It moved noiselessly on big hinges. He acted automatically; he heard himself asking if her[Pg 35] ladyship was at home, though his voice was nearly inaudible. The next moment he was standing in the great, dim hall, so poignantly familiar, and the remembered perfume almost made him sway. He did not hear the door close, but he knew. He was caught. The butler betrayed an instant's surprise—or was it over-wrought imagination again?—when he gave his name. It seemed to him—though only later did he grasp the significance of that curious intuition—that the man had expected another caller instead. The man took his card respectfully and disappeared. These flunkeys were so marvellously trained. He was too long accustomed to straight question and straight answer, but here, in the Old Country, privacy was jealously guarded with such careful ritual.

Good heavens—the door was open! It had been open for a few minutes. It moved silently on large hinges. He acted on instinct; he heard himself asking if her[Pg 35] ladyship was home, even though his voice was barely audible. In the next moment, he found himself standing in the big, dim hall, so heartbreakingly familiar, and the familiar scent nearly made him dizzy. He didn’t hear the door close, but he knew. He was trapped. The butler showed a moment of surprise—or was it just his overactive imagination?—when he stated his name. It seemed to him—though he only understood the significance of that strange feeling later—that the man had been expecting another visitor instead. The man took his card with respect and vanished. These servants were incredibly well-trained. He was too used to direct questions and direct answers, but here, in the Old Country, privacy was carefully maintained with such elaborate rituals.

And almost immediately the butler returned, still expressionless, and showed him into the large drawing-room on the ground floor that he knew so well. Tea was on the table—tea for one. He felt puzzled. "If you will have tea first, sir, her ladyship will see you afterwards," was what he heard. And though his breath came thickly, he asked the question that forced itself out. Before he knew what he was saying he asked it, "Is she ill?" "Oh, no, her ladyship is quite well, thank you, sir. If you will have tea first, sir, her ladyship will see you afterwards." The horrid formula was repeated, word for word. He sank into an armchair and mechanically poured out his own tea. What he felt he did not exactly know. It seemed so unusual, so utterly unexpected, so unnecessary, too. Was it a special attention, or was it merely casual? That it could mean anything else did not occur to him. How[Pg 36] was she busy, occupied—not here to give him tea? He could not understand it. It seemed such a farce having tea alone like this—it was like waiting for an audience, it was like a doctor's or a dentist's room. He felt bewildered, ill at ease, cheap.... But after ten years in primitive lands perhaps London usages had changed in some extraordinary manner. He recalled his first amazement at the motor-omnibuses, taxicabs, and electric tubes. All were new. London was otherwise than when he left it. Piccadilly and the Marble Arch themselves had altered. And, with his reflection, a shade more confidence stole in. She knew that he was there and presently she would come in and speak with him, explaining everything by the mere fact of her delicious presence. He was ready for the ordeal, he would see her—and drop out again. It was worth all manner of pain, even of mortification. He was in her house, drinking her tea, sitting in a chair she used herself perhaps. Only he would never dare to say a word or make a sign that might betray his changeless secret. He still felt the boyish worshipper, worshipping in dumbness from a distance, one of a group of many others like himself. Their dreams had faded, his had continued, that was the difference. Memories tore and raced and poured upon him. How sweet and gentle she had always been to him! He used to wonder sometimes.... Once, he remembered, he had rehearsed a declaration, but while rehearsing the big man had come in and captured her, though he had only read the definite news long after by chance in an Arizona paper.

And almost immediately, the butler returned, still expressionless, and showed him into the large drawing-room on the ground floor that he knew so well. Tea was on the table—tea for one. He felt confused. "If you’d like tea first, sir, her ladyship will see you afterwards," he heard. And even though his breath came heavily, he asked the question that forced itself out. Before he knew what he was saying, he asked, "Is she ill?" "Oh no, her ladyship is quite well, thank you, sir. If you’d like tea first, sir, her ladyship will see you afterwards." The dreadful formula was repeated, word for word. He sank into an armchair and automatically poured himself some tea. What he felt, he couldn’t exactly pinpoint. It seemed so unusual, so totally unexpected, so unnecessary, too. Was it a special gesture, or was it just casual? The thought that it could mean anything else didn’t even cross his mind. How[Pg 36] was she busy, occupied—not here to serve him tea? He couldn’t grasp it. It felt so ridiculous having tea alone like this—it was like waiting for an audience, like sitting in a doctor’s or dentist’s office. He felt disoriented, uncomfortable, cheap... But after ten years in primitive lands, perhaps things in London had changed in some strange way. He recalled his initial astonishment at the motor buses, taxicabs, and electric tubes. Everything was new. London was different than when he left. Piccadilly and the Marble Arch had changed. And, with this thought, a little more confidence crept in. She knew he was there, and soon she would come in and speak with him, explaining everything just by being there. He was ready for the experience; he would see her—and then leave again. It was worth all kinds of pain, even embarrassment. He was in her house, drinking her tea, sitting in a chair she might use herself. Yet he would never dare to say a word or make a sign that could reveal his unchanging secret. He still felt like a boyish admirer, admiring silently from afar, one of many others like him. Their dreams had faded; his had persisted—that was the difference. Memories surged and rushed over him. How sweet and kind she had always been to him! He used to wonder sometimes... Once, he remembered, he had practiced a confession, but while he was rehearsing, the big man came in and took her, though he had only read the definite news long after by chance in an Arizona newspaper.

He gulped his tea down. His heart alternately leaped and stood still. A sort of numbness held him most of[Pg 37] that dreadful interval, and no clear thought came at all. Every ten seconds his head turned towards the door that rattled, seemed to move, yet never opened. But any moment now it must open, and he would be in her very presence, breathing the same air with her. He would see her, charge himself with her beauty once more to the brim, and then go out again into the wilderness—the wilderness of life—without her, and not for a mere ten years but for always. She was so utterly beyond his reach. He felt like a backwoodsman, he was a backwoodsman.

He gulped down his tea. His heart raced and then froze. A kind of numbness gripped him for most of[Pg 37] that awful moment, and he couldn't think clearly at all. Every ten seconds, his head turned toward the door that rattled, seemed to move, yet never opened. But any moment now it had to open, and he would be in her presence, breathing the same air as her. He would see her, fill himself with her beauty once again until he was overflowing, and then go back out into the wilderness— the wilderness of life—without her, and not just for ten years but forever. She was so completely out of reach. He felt like a backwoodsman; he was a backwoodsman.

For one thing only was he duly prepared, though he thought about it little enough—she would, of course, have changed. The photograph he owned, cut from an illustrated paper, was not true now. It might even be a little shock perhaps. He must remember that. Ten years cannot pass over a woman without—

For one thing, he was only somewhat prepared, even though he didn’t think about it much—she would have changed, of course. The photo he had, taken from a magazine, was no longer accurate. It might even be a bit of a shock. He had to keep that in mind. Ten years can’t go by for a woman without—

Before he knew it the door was open, and she was advancing quietly towards him across the thick carpet that deadened sound. With both hands outstretched she came, and with the sweetest welcoming smile upon her parted lips he had seen in any human face. Her eyes were soft with joy. His whole heart leaped within him; for the instant he saw her it all flashed clear as sunlight—that she knew and understood. She had always known, had always understood. Speech came easily to him in a flood, had he needed it, but he did not need it. It was all so adorably easy, simple, natural, and true. He just took her hands—those welcoming, outstretched hands—in both of his own, and led her to the nearest sofa. He was not even surprised at himself. Inevitably, out of depths of truth, this meeting[Pg 38] came about. And he uttered a little foolish commonplace, because he feared the huge revulsion that his sudden glory brought, and loved to taste it slowly:

Before he realized it, the door was open, and she was quietly walking toward him across the thick carpet that muffled sound. With both hands outstretched, she approached, wearing the sweetest welcoming smile he had ever seen on anyone. Her eyes sparkled with joy. His heart soared; the moment he saw her, it all became crystal clear—she knew and understood. She had always known and always understood. Words would have come easily to him, had he needed them, but he didn’t. It was all so wonderfully easy, simple, natural, and genuine. He just took her hands—those welcoming, outstretched hands—into his own and led her to the nearest sofa. He wasn’t even surprised at himself. Inevitably, out of deep truth, this meeting[Pg 38] happened. He said something a bit silly and ordinary because he feared the overwhelming rush of emotion that his sudden happiness brought, and he wanted to savor it slowly:

"So you live here still?"

"Are you still living here?"

"Here, and here," she answered softly, touching his heart, and then her own. "I am attached to this house, too, because you used to come and see me here, and because it was here I waited so long for you, and still wait. I shall never leave it—unless you change. You see, we live together here."

"Here and here," she said gently, touching his heart and then her own. "I'm connected to this house too because you used to visit me here, and it’s where I waited so long for you, and I’m still waiting. I'll never leave it—unless you change. You see, we live together here."

He said nothing. He leaned forward to take and hold her. The abrupt knowledge of it all somehow did not seem abrupt—it was as though he had known it always; and the complete disclosure did not seem disclosure either—rather as though she told him something he had inexplicably left unrealized, yet not forgotten. He felt absolutely master of himself, yet, in a curious sense, outside of himself at the same time. His arms were already open—when she gently held her hands up to prevent. He heard a faint sound outside the door.

He didn’t say anything. He leaned forward to take her in his arms. Surprisingly, it didn’t feel sudden; it was as if he had always known it. The full revelation didn’t feel like a revelation either—more like she was reminding him of something he had somehow forgotten but never truly let go of. He felt completely in control, yet, in a strange way, outside of himself at the same time. His arms were already open when she gently raised her hands to stop him. He heard a faint sound coming from outside the door.

"But you are free," he cried, his great passion breaking out and flooding him, yet most oddly well controlled, "and I—"

"But you are free," he exclaimed, his intense emotions spilling over, yet strangely held in check, "and I—"

She interrupted him in the softest, quietest whisper he had ever heard:

She cut him off with the softest, quietest whisper he had ever heard:

"You are not free, as I am free—not yet."

"You aren't free like I am—not yet."

The sound outside came suddenly closer. It was a step. There was a faint click on the handle of the door. In a flash, then, came the dreadful shock that overwhelmed him—the abrupt realization of the truth that was somehow horrible—that Time, all these years, had[Pg 39] left no mark upon her and that she had not changed. Her face was as young as when he saw her last.

The sound outside got suddenly closer. It was a step. There was a faint click on the door handle. In an instant, he felt the awful jolt that hit him—the shocking truth that was somehow horrifying—that Time, all these years, had[Pg 39] left no mark on her and that she had not changed. Her face was as youthful as when he last saw her.

With it there came cold and darkness into the great room. He shivered with cold, but an alien, unaccountable cold. Some great shadow dropped upon the entire earth, and though but a second could have passed before the handle actually turned, and the other person entered, it seemed to him like several minutes. He heard her saying this amazing thing that was question, answer, and forgiveness all in one—this, at least, he divined before the ghastly interruption came—"But, George—if you had only spoken—!"

With it, cold and darkness swept into the big room. He shivered from the chill, but it was a strange, inexplicable cold. A heavy shadow fell over the entire earth, and although only a second could have passed before the handle actually turned and the other person walked in, it felt like several minutes to him. He heard her say this incredible thing that was a question, an answer, and forgiveness all at once—this, at least, he sensed before the horrible interruption came—“But, George—if you had only spoken—!”

With ice in his blood he heard the butler saying that her ladyship would be "pleased" to see him if he had finished his tea and would be "so good as to bring the papers and documents upstairs with him." He had just sufficient control of certain muscles to stand upright and murmur that he would come. He rose from a sofa that held no one but himself. All at once he staggered. He really did not know exactly what happened, or how he managed to stammer out the medley of excuses and semi-explanations that battered their way through his brain and issued somehow in definite words from his lips. Somehow or other he accomplished it. The sudden attack, the faintness, the collapse!... He vaguely remembered afterwards—with amazement too—the suavity of the butler as he suggested telephoning for a doctor, and that he just managed to forbid it, refusing the offered glass of brandy as well, remembered contriving to stumble into the taxicab and give his hotel address with a final explanation that he would call another day and "bring the papers." It[Pg 40] was quite clear that his telegram had been attributed to someone else, someone "with papers"—perhaps a solicitor or architect. His name was such an ordinary one, there were so many Smiths. It was also clear that she whom he had come to see and had seen, no longer lived here in the flesh....

With ice in his veins, he heard the butler say that her ladyship would be "pleased" to see him if he had finished his tea and would be "so kind as to bring the papers and documents upstairs with him." He had just enough control of some muscles to stand up and mumble that he would come. He rose from a sofa that held only himself. Suddenly, he staggered. He really didn’t know exactly what happened or how he managed to stammer out the mix of excuses and half-explanations that fought their way through his mind and somehow came out as definite words. Somehow, he got it done. The sudden attack, the dizziness, the collapse!... He vaguely remembered afterward—with amazement too—how polished the butler was when he suggested calling a doctor, and that he just barely managed to refuse it, turning down the offered glass of brandy as well. He remembered managing to stumble into the taxi and give his hotel address with a final explanation that he would come by another day and "bring the papers." It[Pg 40] was clear that his telegram had been misattributed to someone else, someone "with papers"—maybe a lawyer or an architect. His name was so ordinary; there were so many Smiths. It was also clear that the woman he had come to see and had seen no longer lived here in person....

And just as he left the hall he had the vision—mere fleeting glimpse it was—of a tall, slim, girlish figure on the stairs asking if anything was wrong, and realized vaguely through his atrocious pain that she was, of course, the wife of the son who had inherited....[Pg 41]

And just as he left the hall, he caught a quick glimpse of a tall, slender, youthful figure on the stairs asking if something was wrong. He realized, through his intense pain, that she was, of course, the wife of the son who had inherited....[Pg 41]


JOSEPH: A STORY

By Katherine Rickford

They were sitting round the fire after dinner—not an ordinary fire—one of those fires that has a little room all to itself with seats at each side of it to hold a couple of people or three.

They were sitting around the fire after dinner—not just any fire—one of those fires that has its own little space with seats on each side for a couple of people or three.

The big dining room was paneled with oak. At the far end was a handsome dresser that dated back for generations. One's imagination ran riot when one pictured the people who must have laid those pewter plates on the long, narrow, solid table. Massive medieval chests stood against the walls. Arms and parts of armor hung against the panelling; but one noticed few of these things, for there was no light in the room save what the fire gave.

The large dining room was lined with oak. At the far end, there was a beautiful dresser that had been in the family for generations. It was easy to imagine the people who must have set those pewter plates on the long, narrow, sturdy table. Huge medieval chests stood against the walls. Pieces of armor were hung on the paneling, but you barely noticed any of these details because the only light in the room came from the fire.

It was Christmas Eve. Games had been played. The old had vied with the young at snatching raisins from the burning snapdragon. The children had long since gone to bed; it was time their elders followed them, but they lingered round the fire, taking turns at telling stories. Nothing very weird had been told; no one had felt any wish to peep over his shoulder or try to penetrate the darkness of the far end of the room; the omission caused a sensation of something wanting. From each one there this thought went out, and so a sudden[Pg 42] silence fell upon the party. It was a girl who broke it—a mere child; she wore her hair up that night for the first time, and that seemed to give her the right to sit up so late.

It was Christmas Eve. Games had been played. The older folks had competed with the younger ones to grab raisins from the blazing snapdragon. The kids had long since gone to bed; it was time for the adults to follow, but they hung around the fire, taking turns telling stories. Nothing particularly creepy had been shared; no one felt the urge to look over their shoulder or try to see into the dark corner of the room; this lack created a feeling of something missing. Each person had this thought, and suddenly a[Pg 42] hush fell over the gathering. It was a girl who broke the silence—a mere child; she wore her hair up that night for the first time, and that seemed to give her the right to stay up so late.

"Mr. Grady is going to tell one," she said.

"Mr. Grady is going to tell one," she said.

All eyes were turned to a middle-aged man in a deep armchair placed straight in front of the fire. He was short, inclined to be fat, with a bald head and a pointed beard like the beards that sailors wear. It was plain that he was deeply conscious of the sudden turning of so much strained yet forceful thought upon himself. He was restless in his chair as people are in a room that is overheated. He blinked his eyes as he looked round the company. His lips twitched in a nervous manner. One side of him seemed to be endeavoring to restrain another side of him from a feverish desire to speak.

All eyes were on a middle-aged man sitting in a deep armchair directly in front of the fire. He was short, slightly overweight, with a bald head and a pointed beard like those worn by sailors. It was clear that he was acutely aware of the sudden focus of so much intense and powerful thought on him. He fidgeted in his chair like someone in an overheated room. He blinked as he surveyed the group. His lips twitched nervously. One part of him seemed to be trying to hold back another part that was eager to speak.

"It was this room that made me think of him," he said thoughtfully.

"It was this room that made me think of him," he said, lost in thought.

There was a long silence, but it occurred to no one to prompt him. Every one seemed to understand that he was going to speak, or rather that something inside him was going to speak, some force that craved expression and was using him as a medium.

There was a long silence, but no one thought to encourage him. Everyone seemed to get that he was about to speak, or rather that something within him was about to speak, some force that needed to be expressed and was using him as a channel.

The little old man's pink face grew strangely calm, the animation that usually lit it was gone. One would have said that the girl who had started him already regretted the impulse, and now wanted to stop him. She was breathing heavily, and once or twice made as though she would speak to him, but no words came. She must have abandoned the idea, for she fell to studying the company. She examined them carefully, one by one. "This one," she told herself, "is so-and-so,[Pg 43] and that one there just another so-and-so." She stared at them, knowing that she could not turn them to herself with her stare. They were just bodies kept working, so to speak, by some subtle sort of sentry left behind by the real selves that streamed out in pent-up thought to the little old man in the chair in front of the fire.

The little old man's pink face became strangely calm, the liveliness that usually filled it was gone. It seemed like the girl who had set him off already regretted her impulse and now wanted to stop him. She was breathing heavily and made a couple of attempts to speak to him, but no words came out. She must have given up on that idea because she turned her attention to the people around her. She studied them closely, one by one. "This one," she thought, "is so-and-so,[Pg 43] and that one over there is just another so-and-so." She looked at them, knowing she couldn't make them turn their attention to her with just her stare. They were merely bodies kept moving, so to speak, by some subtle sort of presence left behind by their real selves that flowed out in pent-up thought to the little old man in the chair by the fire.

"His name was Joseph; at least they called him Joseph. He dreamed, you understand—dreams. He was an extraordinary lad in many ways. His mother—I knew her very well—had three children in quick succession, soon after marriage; then ten years went by and Joseph was born. Quiet and reserved he always was, a self-contained child whose only friend was his mother. People said things about him, you know how people talk. Some said he was not Clara's child at all, but that she had adopted him; others, that her husband was not his father, and these put her change of manner down to a perpetual struggle to keep her husband comfortably in the dark. I always imagined that the boy was in some way aware of all this gossip, for I noticed that he took a dislike to the people who spread it most."

"His name was Joseph; at least that’s what everyone called him. He dreamed, you know—dreams. He was an extraordinary kid in many ways. His mother—I knew her really well—had three children quickly after getting married; then ten years went by before Joseph was born. He was always quiet and reserved, a self-sufficient child whose only friend was his mother. People talked about him, you know how people can be. Some claimed he wasn’t Clara’s biological child at all, but that she had adopted him; others said her husband wasn’t his father, and they chalked up her change in behavior to a constant effort to keep her husband blissfully unaware. I always thought that the boy somehow knew about all this gossip, because I noticed he seemed to dislike the people who spread it the most."

The little man rested his elbows on the arms of his chair and let the tips of his fingers meet in front of him. A smile played about his mouth. He seemed to be searching among his reminiscences for the one that would give the clearest portrait of Joseph.

The little man rested his elbows on the arms of his chair and let the tips of his fingers touch in front of him. A smile danced on his lips. He appeared to be digging through his memories for the one that would paint the clearest picture of Joseph.

"Well, anyway," he said at last, "the boy was odd, there is no gainsaying the fact. I suppose he was eleven when Clara came down here with her family for Christmas. The Coningtons owned the place then—Mrs. Conington was Clara's sister. It was Christmas Eve, as it[Pg 44] is now, many years ago. We had spent a normal Christmas Eve; a little happier, perhaps, than usual by reason of the family re-union and because of the presence of so many children. We had eaten and drank, laughed and played and gone to bed.

"Well, anyway," he finally said, "the boy was strange, that's for sure. I think he was eleven when Clara came down here with her family for Christmas. The Coningtons owned the place back then—Mrs. Conington was Clara's sister. It was Christmas Eve, just like it[Pg 44] is now, many years ago. We had a typical Christmas Eve; maybe a bit happier than usual because of the family reunion and all the kids around. We ate and drank, laughed and played, and then went to bed.

"I woke in the middle of the night from sheer restlessness. Clara, knowing my weakness, had given me a fire in my room. I lit a cigarette, played with a book, and then, purely from curiosity, opened the door and looked down the passage. From my door I could see the head of the staircase in the distance; the opposite wing of the house, or the passage rather beyond the stairs, was in darkness. The reason I saw the staircase at all was that the window you pass coming downstairs allowed the moon to throw an uncertain light upon it, a weird light because of the stained glass. I was arrested by the curious effect of this patch of light in so much darkness when suddenly someone came into it, turned, and went downstairs. It was just like a scene in a theater; something was about to happen that I was going to miss. I ran as I was, barefooted, to the head of the stairs and looked over the banister. I was excited, strung up, too strung up to feel the fright that I knew must be with me. I remember the sensation perfectly. I knew that I was afraid, yet I did not feel fright.

I woke up in the middle of the night feeling restless. Clara, aware of my weakness, had set up a fire in my room. I lit a cigarette, flipped through a book, and then, out of curiosity, opened the door and looked down the hallway. From my door, I could see the head of the staircase in the distance; the other side of the house, or the hallway beyond the stairs, was completely dark. The only reason I could see the staircase at all was that the window you pass on the way down let the moon cast an uncertain light on it, a strange light because of the stained glass. I was captivated by the odd effect of this patch of light amidst all that darkness when suddenly someone stepped into it, turned, and headed downstairs. It felt just like a moment on stage; something was about to happen that I was going to miss. I ran, barefoot, to the top of the stairs and looked over the banister. I was excited, tense, too tense to feel the fear that I knew was there. I remember the sensation perfectly. I knew I was scared, yet I didn’t actually feel the fear.

"On the stairs nothing moved. The little hall down here was lost in darkness. Looking over the banister I was facing the stained glass window. You know how the stairs run around three sides of the hall; well, it occurred to me that if I went halfway down and stood under the window I should be able to keep the top of[Pg 45] the stairs in sight and see anything that might happen in the hall. I crept down very cautiously and waited under the window. First of all, I saw the suit of empty armor just outside the door here. You know how a thing like that, if you stare at it in a poor light, appears to move; well, it moved sure enough, and the illusion was enhanced by clouds being blown across the moon. By the fire like this one can talk of these things rationally, but in the dead of night it is a different matter, so I went down a few steps to make sure of that armor, when suddenly something passed me on the stairs. I did not hear it, I did not see it, I sensed it in no way, I just knew that something had passed me on its way upstairs. I realized that my retreat was cut off, and with the knowledge fear came upon me.

"On the stairs, nothing moved. The small hall down here was shrouded in darkness. Looking over the banister, I faced the stained glass window. You know how the stairs wrap around three sides of the hall; it occurred to me that if I went halfway down and stood under the window, I should be able to keep the top of[Pg 45] the stairs in sight and see anything that might happen in the hall. I crept down very cautiously and waited under the window. First, I spotted the empty suit of armor just outside the door here. You know how something like that can seem to move if you stare at it in poor light; well, it actually moved, and the illusion was made stronger by clouds drifting across the moon. By the fire like this, you can talk about these things rationally, but in the dead of night, it's a different story, so I went down a few steps to confirm that armor when suddenly something passed me on the stairs. I didn't hear it, I didn't see it, I didn't sense it in any way, I just knew that something had brushed past me on its way upstairs. I realized my escape was blocked, and along with that realization, fear washed over me."

"I had seen someone come down the stairs; that, at any rate, was definite; now I wanted to see him again. Any ghost is bad enough, but a ghost that one can see is better than one that one can't. I managed to get past the suit of armor, but then I had to feel my way to these double doors here."

"I had seen someone come down the stairs; that much was certain; now I wanted to see him again. Any ghost is bad enough, but a ghost you can see is better than one you can't. I managed to get past the suit of armor, but then I had to feel my way to these double doors here."

He indicated the direction of the doors by a curious wave of his hand. He did not look toward them nor did any of the party. Both men and women were completely absorbed in his story; they seemed to be mesmerized by the earnestness of his manner. Only the girl was restless; she gave an impression of impatience with the slowness with which he came to his point. One would have said that she was apart from her fellows, an alien among strangers.

He pointed to the doors with a strange wave of his hand. He didn’t look at them, and neither did anyone else in the group. Both the men and women were completely caught up in his story; they seemed captivated by how sincere he was. Only the girl seemed restless; she seemed impatient with how slowly he was getting to the point. It was as if she was separate from the others, an outsider among strangers.

"So dense was the darkness that I made sure of finding the first door closed, but it was not, it was wide[Pg 46] open, and, standing between them, I could feel that the other was open, too. I was standing literally in the wall of the house, and as I peered into the room, trying to make out some familiar object, thoughts ran through my mind of people who had been bricked up in walls and left there to die. For a moment I caught the spirit of the inside of a thick wall. Then suddenly I felt the sensation I have often read about but never experienced before: I knew there was some one in the room. You are surprised, yes, but wait! I knew more: I knew that some one was conscious of my presence. It occurred to me that whoever it was might want to get out of the door. I made room for him to pass. I waited for him, made sure of him, began to feel giddy, and then a man's voice, deep and clear:

"So thick was the darkness that I ensured the first door was closed, but it wasn't; it was wide[Pg 46] open, and as I stood between them, I could sense that the other door was also open. I was literally standing in the wall of the house, and as I peered into the room, trying to identify something familiar, thoughts raced through my mind about people who had been entombed in walls and left to die. For a moment, I felt the essence of being inside a thick wall. Then suddenly, I experienced a sensation I had read about many times but had never actually felt before: I knew someone was in the room. You’re surprised, I know, but wait! I realized that whoever was there was aware of my presence. It dawned on me that this person might want to come through the door. I cleared a path for him to pass. I waited for him, confirmed his presence, started to feel lightheaded, and then a man's voice, deep and clear:

"'There is some one there; who is it?'

"'There's someone there; who is it?'"

"I answered mechanically, 'George Grady.'

"I replied robotic, 'George Grady.'"

"'I'm Joseph.'

"I'm Joseph."

"A match was drawn across a matchbox, and I saw the boy bending over a candle waiting for the wick to catch. For a moment I thought he must be walking in his sleep, but he turned to me quite naturally and said in his own boyish voice:

"A match was struck against the matchbox, and I saw the boy leaning over a candle, waiting for the wick to ignite. For a moment, I thought he must be sleepwalking, but he turned to me casually and said in his own boyish voice:"

"'Lost anything?'

"Did you lose something?"

"I was amazed at the lad's complete calm. I wanted to share my fright with some one, instead I had to hide it from this boy. I was conscious of a curious sense of shame. I had watched him grow, taught him, praised him, scolded him, and yet here he was waiting for an explanation of my presence in the dining room at that odd hour of the night.

"I was amazed by the kid's total calm. I wanted to share my fear with someone, but instead, I had to hide it from this boy. I felt a strange sense of shame. I had watched him grow, taught him, praised him, scolded him, and yet here he was, waiting for me to explain why I was in the dining room at that odd hour of the night."

"Soon he repeated the question, 'Lost anything?'[Pg 47]

"Soon he repeated the question, 'Lost anything?'[Pg 47]

"'No,' I said, and then I stammered, 'Have you?'

"'No,' I said, and then I hesitated, 'Have you?'"

"'No,' he said with a little laugh. 'It's that room, I can't sleep in it.'

"'No,' he said with a slight laugh. 'It's that room, I just can't sleep in it.'"

"'Oh,' I said. 'What's the matter with the room?'

"'Oh,' I said. 'What's wrong with the room?'"

"'It's the room I was killed in,' he said quite simply.

"'It's the room where I was killed,' he said straightforwardly."

"Of course I had heard about his dreams, but I had had no direct experience of them; when, therefore, he said that he had been killed in his room I took it for granted that he had been dreaming again. I was at a loss to know quite how to tackle him; whether to treat the whole thing as absurd and laugh it off as such, or whether to humor him and hear his story. I got him upstairs to my room, sat him in a big armchair, and poked the fire into a blaze.

"Of course, I had heard about his dreams, but I hadn’t experienced them myself; so when he said he had been killed in his room, I assumed he was dreaming again. I wasn't sure how to approach him; whether to dismiss the whole thing as ridiculous and laugh it off or to go along with him and hear his story. I got him upstairs to my room, sat him in a comfortable chair, and stoked the fire into a blaze."

"'You've been dreaming again,' I said bluntly.

"'You've been dreaming again,' I said directly."

"'Oh, no I haven't. Don't you run away with that idea.'

"'Oh, no, I haven't. Don't you get the wrong idea.'"

"His whole manner was so grown up that it was quite unthinkable to treat him as the child he really was. In fact, it was a little uncanny, this man in a child's frame.

"His whole demeanor was so mature that it felt completely unrealistic to treat him like the child he actually was. In fact, it was a bit eerie, this man in a child's body."

"'I was killed there,' he said again.

'I was killed there,' he said again.

"'How do you mean, killed?' I asked him.

"'What do you mean, killed?' I asked him."

"'Why, killed—murdered. Of course it was years and years ago, I can't say when; still I remember the room. I suppose it was the room that reminded me of the incident.'

"'Why, killed—murdered. Of course it was years and years ago, I can't say when; still I remember the room. I guess it was the room that reminded me of the incident.'"

"'Incident?' I exclaimed.

"'Incident?' I said."

"'What else? Being killed is only an incident in the existence of any one. One makes a fuss about it at the time, of course, but really when you come to think of it....'[Pg 48]

"'What else? Being killed is just a moment in anyone's life. People make a big deal about it at the time, sure, but honestly, when you stop to consider it....'[Pg 48]

"'Tell me about it,' I said, lighting a cigarette. He lit one too, that child, and began.

"'Tell me about it,' I said, lighting a cigarette. He lit one too, that kid, and started talking."

"'You know my room is the only modern one in this old house. Nobody knows why it is modern. The reason is obvious. Of course it was made modern after I was killed there. The funny thing is that I should have been put there. I suppose it was done for a purpose, because I—I——'

"'You know my room is the only modern one in this old house. Nobody knows why it's modern. The reason is clear. Of course, it was made modern after I was killed there. The funny thing is that I should have been put there. I guess it was done for a reason, because I—I——'

"He looked at me so fixedly I knew he would catch me if I lied.

"He stared at me so intensely I knew he would catch me if I lied."

"'What?' I asked.

"Wait, what?" I asked.

"'Dream.'

"Dream."

"'Yes,' I said, 'that is why you were put there.'

"'Yeah,' I said, 'that's why you were placed there.'"

"'I thought so, and yet of all the rooms—but then, of course, no one knew. Anyhow I did not recognize the room until after I was in bed. I had been asleep some time and then I woke suddenly. There is an old wheel-back chair there—the only old thing in the room. It is standing facing the fire as it must have stood the night I was killed. The fire was burning brightly, the pattern of the back of the chair was thrown in shadow across the ceiling. Now the night I was murdered the conditions were exactly the same, so directly I saw that pattern on the ceiling I remembered the whole thing. I was not dreaming, don't think it, I was not. What happened that night was this: I was lying in bed counting the parts of the back of that chair in shadow on the ceiling. I probably could not get to sleep, you know the sort of thing, count up to a thousand and remember in the morning where you got to. Well, I was counting those pieces when suddenly they were all obliterated, the whole back became a shadow, some one was sitting[Pg 49] in the chair. Now, surely, you understand that directly I saw the shadow of that chair on the ceiling to-night I realized that I had not a moment to lose. At any moment that same person might come back to that same chair and escape would be impossible. I slipped from my bed as quickly as I could and ran downstairs.'

"I thought that, yet out of all the rooms—but then again, no one knew. Anyway, I didn't recognize the room until after I got into bed. I had been asleep for a while when I suddenly woke up. There's an old wheel-back chair in there—the only old thing in the room. It's facing the fire, just like it would have been the night I was killed. The fire was burning brightly, and the pattern from the back of the chair cast a shadow across the ceiling. The night I was murdered, everything was exactly the same, so as soon as I saw that pattern on the ceiling, I remembered everything. I wasn't dreaming, trust me, I wasn't. What happened that night was this: I was lying in bed, counting the parts of the back of that chair that were in shadow on the ceiling. I probably couldn't fall asleep, you know how it goes, count up to a thousand and see where you left off in the morning. Well, I was counting those pieces when suddenly, they were all gone, the entire back turned into a shadow because someone was sitting[Pg 49] in the chair. Now, surely you get it, as soon as I saw the shadow of that chair on the ceiling tonight, I realized I had no time to waste. At any moment, that same person could come back to that same chair, and there would be no way to escape. I slipped out of bed as fast as I could and ran downstairs."

"'But were you not afraid,' I asked, 'downstairs?'

"'But weren't you scared,' I asked, 'downstairs?'"

"'That she might follow me? It was a woman, you know. No, I don't think I was. She does not belong downstairs. Anyhow she didn't.'

"'That she might follow me? It was a woman, you know. No, I don't think I was. She doesn't belong downstairs. Anyway, she didn't.'"

"'No,' I said. 'No.'

'No,' I said. 'No.'

"My voice must have been out of control, for he caught me up at once.

My voice must have been out of control because he interrupted me right away.

"'You don't mean to say you saw her?' he said vehemently.

"'You can't be saying you saw her?' he exclaimed passionately.

"'Oh, no.'

“Uh-oh.”

"'You felt her?'

"'Did you feel her?'"

"'She passed me as I came downstairs,' I said.

"'She walked by me as I came downstairs,' I said.

"'What can I have done to her that she follows me so?' He buried his face in his hands as though searching for an answer to his thought. Suddenly he looked up and stared at me.

"'What have I done to her that makes her follow me like this?' He buried his face in his hands, as if trying to find an answer to his thoughts. Suddenly, he looked up and stared at me."

"'Where had I got to? Oh yes, the murder. I can remember how startled I was to see that shadow in the chair—startled, you know, but not really frightened. I leaned up in bed and looked at the chair, and sure enough a woman was sitting in it—a young woman. I watched her with a profound interest until she began to turn in her chair, as I felt, to look at me; when she did that I shrank back in bed. I dared not meet her eyes. She might not have had eyes, she might not have had a face. You know the sort of pictures that one sees[Pg 50] when one glances back at all one's soul has ever thought.

"'Where had I gotten to? Oh right, the murder. I remember how shocked I was to see that shadow in the chair—shocked, you know, but not really scared. I sat up in bed and looked at the chair, and sure enough, a woman was sitting in it—a young woman. I watched her with deep interest until she started to turn in her chair, as if to look at me; when she did that, I shrank back into bed. I didn't dare meet her eyes. She might not have had eyes, she might not have had a face. You know the kind of images that flash through your mind when you reflect on everything your soul has ever considered.[Pg 50]

"'I got back in the bed as far as I could and peeped over the sheets at the shadow on the ceiling. I was tired; frightened to death; I grew weary of watching. I must have fallen asleep, for suddenly the fire was almost out, the pattern of the chair barely discernible, the shadow had gone. I raised myself with a sense of huge relief. Yes, the chair was empty, but, just think of it, the woman was on the floor, on her hands and knees, crawling toward the bed.

"I crawled back as far as I could in the bed and peeked over the sheets at the shadow on the ceiling. I was exhausted; terrified; I grew tired of watching. I must have dozed off, because suddenly the fire was almost out, the chair's pattern barely visible, and the shadow was gone. I sat up, feeling a huge sense of relief. Yes, the chair was empty, but just think about it—the woman was on the floor, on her hands and knees, crawling toward the bed."

"'I fell back stricken with terror.

"I fell back, overwhelmed with fear.

"'Very soon I felt a gentle pull at the counterpane. I thought I was in a nightmare but too lazy or too comfortable to try to wake myself from it. I waited in an agony of suspense, but nothing seemed to be happening, in fact I had just persuaded myself that the movement of the counterpane was fancy when a hand brushed softly over my knee. There was no mistaking it, I could feel the long, thin fingers. Now was the time to do something. I tried to rouse myself, but all my efforts were futile, I was stiff from head to foot.

"'Very soon I felt a gentle tug at the bedspread. I thought I was having a nightmare but was too lazy or too comfortable to try to wake myself up. I waited in a state of suspense, but nothing seemed to be happening. In fact, I had just convinced myself that the movement of the bedspread was just my imagination when a hand brushed softly over my knee. There was no mistaking it; I could feel the long, thin fingers. Now was the time to take action. I tried to wake myself up, but all my efforts were in vain; I was tense from head to toe.

"'Although the hand was lost to me, outwardly, it now came within my range of knowledge, if you know what I mean. I knew that it was groping its way along the bed feeling for some other part of me. At any moment I could have said exactly where it had got to. When it was hovering just over my chest another hand knocked lightly against my shoulder. I fancied it lost, and wandering in search of its fellow.

"'Even though I lost the hand, it was somehow back in my awareness, if you know what I mean. I could tell it was searching along the bed for another part of me. At any moment, I could have said exactly where it was located. When it was hovering right above my chest, another hand tapped gently on my shoulder. I imagined it was lost, wandering around looking for its counterpart.

"'I was lying on my back staring at the ceiling when the hands met; the weight of their presence brought a feeling of oppression to my chest. I seemed to be[Pg 51] completely cut off from my body; I had no sort of connection with any part of it, nothing about me would respond to my will to make it move.

"'I was lying on my back staring at the ceiling when the hands met; the weight of their presence felt heavy on my chest. It seemed like I was[Pg 51] completely disconnected from my body; I had no connection to any part of it, and nothing would respond to my will to make it move.

"'There was no sound at all anywhere.

"It was completely silent."

"'I fell into a state of indifference, a sort of patient indifference that can wait for an appointed time to come. How long I waited I cannot say, but when the time came it found me ready. I was not taken by surprise.

"I fell into a state of indifference, a kind of patient indifference that can wait for a set time to arrive. How long I waited, I can't say, but when the time came, it found me ready. I wasn't caught off guard."

"'There was a great upward rush of pent-up force released; it was like a mighty mass of men who have been lost in prayer rising to their feet. I can't remember clearly, but I think the woman must have got on to my bed. I could not follow her distinctly, my whole attention was concentrated on her hands. At the time I felt those fingers itching for my throat.

"There was a powerful surge of pent-up energy released; it felt like a huge crowd of men who had been deep in prayer standing up. I can't recall clearly, but I think the woman must have gotten onto my bed. I couldn't follow her clearly; my entire focus was on her hands. At that moment, I felt those fingers itching to grab my throat."

"'At last they moved; slowly at first, then quicker; and then a long-drawn swish like the sound of an over-bold wave that has broken too far up the beach and is sweeping back to join the sea.'

"'Finally, they began to move; slowly at first, then faster; and then a prolonged rush like the sound of an overly confident wave that has crashed too far up the shore and is rushing back to the ocean.'"

"The boy was silent for a moment, then he stretched out his hand for the cigarettes.

"The boy was quiet for a moment, then he reached out his hand for the cigarettes."

"'You remember nothing else?' I asked him.

"'You don't remember anything else?' I asked him."

"'No,' he said. 'The next thing I remember clearly is deliberately breaking the nursery window because it was raining and mother would not let me go out.'"

"'No,' he said. 'The next thing I remember clearly is intentionally breaking the nursery window because it was raining and Mom wouldn’t let me go outside.'"

There was a moment's tension, then the strain of listening passed and every one seemed to be speaking at once. The Rector was taking the story seriously.

There was a moment of tension, then the pressure of listening faded, and everyone seemed to be talking at once. The Rector was taking the story seriously.

"Tell me, Grady," he said. "How long do you suppose elapsed between the boy's murder and his breaking the nursery window?"

"Tell me, Grady," he said. "How long do you think it was between the boy's murder and him breaking the nursery window?"

But a young married woman in the first flush of her[Pg 52] happiness broke in between them. She ridiculed the whole idea. Of course the boy was dreaming. She was drawing the majority to her way of thinking when, from the corner where the girl sat, a hollow-sounding voice:

But a young married woman in the first excitement of her[Pg 52] happiness interrupted them. She mocked the whole idea. Of course the boy was just dreaming. She was getting most people to agree with her when, from the corner where the girl sat, a hollow-sounding voice:

"And the boy? Where is he?"

"And the boy? Where is he?"

The tone of the girl's voice inspired horror, that fear that does not know what it is it fears; one could see it on every face; on every face, that is, but the face of the bald-headed little man; there was no horror on his face; he was smiling serenely as he looked the girl straight in the eyes.

The girl's voice had a chilling effect, a fear that couldn't identify its source; it was evident on everyone's face, except for the bald little man's. He showed no fear at all; instead, he smiled calmly as he looked the girl directly in the eyes.

"He's a man now," he said.

"He's a man now," he said.

"Alive?" she cried.

"Are you alive?" she cried.

"Why not?" said the little old man, rubbing his hands together.

"Why not?" said the old man, rubbing his hands together.

She tried to rise, but her frock had got caught between the chairs and pulled her to her seat again. The man next her put out his hand to steady her, but she dashed it away roughly. She looked round the party for an instant for all the world like an animal at bay, then she sprang to her feet and charged blindly. They crowded round her to prevent her falling; at the touch of their hands she stopped. She was out of breath as though she had been running.

She tried to stand up, but her dress got stuck between the chairs and pulled her back down. The man next to her reached out to steady her, but she swatted his hand away angrily. She glanced around the party for a moment like a cornered animal, then jumped to her feet and charged forward recklessly. They clustered around her to keep her from falling; at their touch, she halted. She was out of breath as if she had been running.

"All right," she said, pushing their hands from her. "All right. I'll come quietly. I did it."

"Okay," she said, pushing their hands away from her. "Okay. I'll go quietly. I did it."

They caught her as she fell and laid her on the sofa watching the color fade from her face.

They caught her as she fell and laid her on the sofa, watching the color drain from her face.

The hostess, an old woman with white hair and a kind face, approached the little old man; for once in her life she was roused to anger.[Pg 53]

The hostess, an elderly woman with white hair and a friendly face, walked over to the little old man; for the first time in her life, she felt a surge of anger.[Pg 53]

"I can't think how you could be so stupid," she said. "See what you have done."

"I can't believe how you could be so clueless," she said. "Look at what you've done."

"I did it for a purpose," he said.

"I did it for a reason," he said.

"For a purpose?"

"What's the purpose?"

"I have always thought that girl was the culprit. I have to thank you for the opportunity you have given me of making sure."[Pg 54]

"I've always believed that girl was the one at fault. I appreciate the chance you've given me to confirm it."[Pg 54]


THE CLAVECIN, BRUGES[4]

By George Wharton Edwards

A silent, grass-grown market-place, upon the uneven stones of which the sabots of a passing peasant clatter loudly. A group of sleepy-looking soldiers in red trousers lolling about the wide portal of the Belfry, which rears aloft against the pearly sky

A quiet, grass-covered marketplace, where the uneven stones echo loudly with the clattering of a peasant's wooden shoes. A bunch of drowsy-looking soldiers in red pants lounging around the large entrance of the Belfry, which towers high against the soft sky.

All the height it has Made of ancient stone.

As the chime ceases there lingers for a space a faint musical hum in the air; the stones seem to carry and retain the melody; one is loath to move for fear of losing some part of the harmony.

As the chime ends, a subtle musical hum hangs in the air for a moment; the stones seem to hold onto and keep the melody; you hesitate to move, worried about losing some part of the harmony.

I feel an indescribable impulse to climb the four hundred odd steps; incomprehensible, for I detest steeple-climbing, and have no patience with steeple-climbers.

I have an unexplainable urge to climb the four hundred-some steps; it doesn’t make sense because I really dislike climbing steeples and have no patience for people who do.

Before I realize it, I am at the stairs. "Hold, sir!" from behind me. "It is forbidden." In wretched French a weazen-faced little soldier explains that repairs are about to be made in the tower, in consequence of which visitors are forbidden. A franc removes this military obstacle, and I press on.

Before I know it, I'm at the stairs. "Stop, sir!" comes a shout from behind me. "It's not allowed." In terrible French, a skinny little soldier explains that they're about to make repairs in the tower, so no visitors are allowed. A franc clears this military hurdle, and I move ahead.

At the top of the stairs is an old Flemish woman shelling peas, while over her shoulder peeps a tame magpie. A savory odor of stewing vegetables fills the air.[Pg 55]

At the top of the stairs, an elderly Flemish woman is shelling peas, while a friendly magpie looks over her shoulder. The delicious smell of cooking vegetables fills the air.[Pg 55]

"What do you wish, sir?" Many shrugs, gesticulations, and sighs of objurgation, which are covered by a shining new five-franc piece, and she produces a bunch of keys. As the door closes upon me the magpie gives a hoarse, gleeful squawk.

"What can I do for you, sir?" After many shrugs, gestures, and exasperated sighs, which are hidden by a shiny new five-franc coin, she pulls out a set of keys. As the door shuts behind me, the magpie lets out a hoarse, excited squawk.

... A huge, dim room with a vaulted ceiling. Against the wall lean ancient stone statues, noseless and disfigured, crowned and sceptered effigies of forgotten lords and ladies of Flanders. High up on the wall two slitted Gothic windows, through which the violet light of day is streaming. I hear the gentle coo of pigeons. To the right a low door, some vanishing steps of stone, and a hanging hand-rope. Before I have taken a dozen steps upward I am lost in the darkness; the steps are worn hollow and sloping, the rope is slippery—seems to have been waxed, so smooth has it become by handling. Four hundred steps and over; I have lost track of the number, and stumble giddily upward round and round the slender stone shaft. I am conscious of low openings from time to time—openings to what? I do not know. A damp smell exhales from them, and the air is cold upon my face as I pass them. At last a dim light above. With the next turn a blinding glare of light, a moment's blankness, then a vast panorama gradually dawns upon me. Through the frame of stonework is a vast reach of grayish green bounded by the horizon, an immense shield embossed with silvery lines of waterways, and studded with clustering red-tiled roofs. A rim of pale yellow appears—the sand-dunes that line the coast—and dimly beyond a grayish film, evanescent, flashing—the North Sea.

... A huge, dim room with a vaulted ceiling. Against the wall lean ancient stone statues, noseless and disfigured, crowned and sceptered figures of forgotten lords and ladies of Flanders. High up on the wall are two slitted Gothic windows, through which the violet light of day streams in. I hear the gentle cooing of pigeons. To the right is a low door, some disappearing stone steps, and a hanging rope. Before I’ve taken a dozen steps upward, I’m lost in the darkness; the steps are worn hollow and sloping, and the rope is slippery—seems to have been waxed, so smooth it has become from handling. Four hundred steps and more; I’ve lost track of the number and stumble giddily upward, around and around the slender stone shaft. I’m conscious of low openings from time to time—openings to what? I don’t know. A damp smell comes from them, and the air is cold on my face as I pass. At last, a dim light above. With the next turn, a blinding glare of light, a moment's blankness, then a vast panorama gradually unfolds before me. Through the stone frame, there’s a vast stretch of grayish green bounded by the horizon, an immense shield embossed with silvery lines of waterways, and dotted with clusters of red-tiled roofs. A rim of pale yellow appears—the sand dunes lining the coast—and dimly beyond, a grayish film, fleeting and flashing—the North Sea.

Something flies through the slit from which I am[Pg 56] gazing, and following its flight upward, I see a long beam crossing the gallery, whereon are perched an array of jackdaws gazing down upon me in wonder.

Something goes through the gap I’m looking through[Pg 56], and following its path upward, I see a long beam spanning the gallery, where a bunch of jackdaws sit, looking down at me in curiosity.

I am conscious of a rhythmic movement about me that stirs the air, a mysterious, beating, throbbing sound, the machinery of the clock, which some one has described as a "heart of iron beating in a breast of stone."

I can feel a rhythmic movement around me that stirs the air, a mysterious, pulsing sound, the machinery of the clock, which someone has called a "heart of iron beating in a breast of stone."

I lean idly in the narrow slit, gazing at the softened landscape, the exquisite harmony of the greens, grays, and browns, the lazily turning arms of far-off mills, reminders of Cuyp, Van der Velde, Teniers, shadowy, mysterious recollections. I am conscious of uttering aloud some commonplaces of delight. A slight and sudden movement behind me, a smothered cough. A little old man in a black velvet coat stands looking up at me, twisting and untwisting his hands. There are ruffles at his throat and wrists, and an amused smile spreads over his face, which is cleanly shaven, of the color of wax, with a tiny network of red lines over the cheek-bones, as if the blood had been forced there by some excess of passion and had remained. He has heard my sentimental ejaculation. I am conscious of the absurdity of the situation, and move aside for him to pass. He makes a courteous gesture with one ruffled hand.

I lean lazily in the narrow opening, looking at the softened landscape, the beautiful mix of greens, grays, and browns, the slowly turning arms of distant mills, reminders of Cuyp, Van der Velde, Teniers, shadowy, mysterious memories. I realize I'm saying some clichés of delight out loud. A quick movement behind me, a muffled cough. A little old man in a black velvet coat stands looking up at me, twisting and untwisting his hands. He has ruffles at his throat and wrists, and an amused smile spreads across his clean-shaven face, which is the color of wax, with a tiny web of red lines over his cheekbones, as if blood had rushed there from some heightened emotion and stayed. He has heard my sentimental remark. I sense the silliness of the situation and move aside to let him pass. He gestures politely with one ruffled hand.

There comes a prodigious rattling and grinding noise from above—then a jangle of bells, some half-dozen notes in all. At the first stroke the old man closes his eyes, throws back his head, and follows the rhythm with his long white hands, as though playing a piano. The sound dies away; the place becomes painfully silent; still the regular motion of the old man's hands continues. A creepy, shivery feeling runs up and down my[Pg 57] spine; a fear of which I am ashamed seizes upon me.

There’s a loud rattling and grinding noise coming from above—then a jangle of bells, about six notes in total. At the first sound, the old man shuts his eyes, tilts his head back, and moves his long white hands in rhythm, like he’s playing a piano. The sound fades away; everything goes painfully quiet; yet the old man’s hands keep moving in a steady rhythm. A creepy, shivery feeling crawls up and down my[Pg 57] spine; a fear that I feel embarrassed about takes hold of me.

"Fine pells, sare," says the little old man, suddenly dropping his hands, and fixing his eyes upon me. "You sall not hear such pells in your countree. But stay not here; come wis me, and I will show you the clavecin. You sall not see the clavecin yet? No?"

"Nice tunes, sir," says the little old man, suddenly dropping his hands and staring at me. "You won't hear such tunes in your country. But don't stay here; come with me, and I’ll show you the harpsichord. You haven't seen the harpsichord yet? No?"

I had not, of course, and thanked him.

I hadn't, of course, and thanked him.

"You sall see Melchior, Melchior t'e Groote, t'e magnif'."

"You will see Melchior, Melchior the Great, the magnificent."

As he spoke we entered a room quite filled with curious machinery, a medley of levers, wires, and rope above; below, two large cylinders studded with shining brass points.

As he spoke, we walked into a room packed with interesting machinery, a mix of levers, wires, and ropes above; below, two large cylinders covered in shiny brass studs.

He sprang among the wires with a spidery sort of agility, caught one, pulled and hung upon it with, all his weight. There came a r-r-r-r-r-r of fans and wheels, followed by a shower of dust; slowly one great cylinder began to revolve; wires and ropes reaching into the gloom above began to twitch convulsively; faintly came the jangle of far-off bells. Then came a pause, then a deafening boom, that well nigh stunned me. As the waves of sound came and went, the little old man twisted and untwisted his hands in delight, and ejaculated, "Melchior you haf heeard, Melchior t'e Groote—t'e bourdon."

He sprang among the wires with a spider-like agility, caught one, and hung onto it with all his weight. There was a loud r-r-r-r-r-r of fans and wheels, followed by a shower of dust; slowly, a large cylinder began to turn; wires and ropes reaching into the darkness above started to twitch wildly; faintly, the sound of distant bells rang out. Then there was a pause, followed by a deafening boom that nearly stunned me. As the waves of sound came and went, the little old man twisted and untwisted his hands in delight and exclaimed, "Melchior, you’ve heard, Melchior t'e Groote—the bourdon."

I wanted to examine the machinery, but he impatiently seized my arm and almost dragged me away saying, "I will skow you—I will skow you. Come wis me."

I wanted to check out the machinery, but he impatiently grabbed my arm and almost pulled me away, saying, "I'll show you—I'll show you. Come with me."

From a pocket he produced a long brass key and unlocked a door covered with red leather, disclosing an up-leading flight of steps to which he pushed me. It gave[Pg 58] upon an octagon-shaped room with a curious floor of sheet-lead. Around the wall ran a seat under the diamond-paned Gothic windows. From their shape I knew them to be the highest in the tower. I had seen them from the square below many times, with the framework above upon which hung row upon row of bells.

From his pocket, he pulled out a long brass key and unlocked a door covered in red leather, revealing a staircase going up that he nudged me toward. It opened[Pg 58] into an octagonal room with an unusual floor made of sheet lead. Around the walls was a bench beneath the diamond-paned Gothic windows. By their shape, I could tell they were the highest in the tower. I had seen them from the square below many times, with the framework above where rows of bells hung.

In the middle of the room was a rude sort of keyboard, with pedals below, like those of a large organ. Fronting this construction sat a long, high-backed bench. On the rack over the keyboard rested some sheets of music, which, upon examination, I found to be of parchment and written by hand. The notes were curious in shape, consisting of squares of black and diamonds of red upon the lines. Across the top of the page was written, in a straggling hand, "Van den Gheyn Nikolaas." I turned to the little old man with the ruffles. "Van den Gheyn!" I said in surprise, pointing to the parchment. "Why, that is the name of the most celebrated of carillonneurs, Van den Gheyn of Louvain." He untwisted his hands and bowed. "Eet ees ma name, mynheer—I am the carillonneur."

In the middle of the room was a rough-looking keyboard with pedals underneath, similar to those of a large organ. In front of this setup was a long, high-backed bench. On the rack above the keyboard rested some sheets of music, which I discovered were made of parchment and written by hand. The notes were interestingly shaped, featuring black squares and red diamonds on the lines. At the top of the page was a somewhat messy inscription, "Van den Gheyn Nikolaas." I turned to the little old man with the ruffles. "Van den Gheyn!" I said in surprise, pointing to the parchment. "That's the name of the most famous carillonneur, Van den Gheyn of Louvain." He uncrossed his hands and bowed. "Eet ees ma name, mynheer—I am the carillonneur."

I fancied that my face showed all too plainly the incredulity I felt, for his darkened, and he muttered, "You not belief, Engelsch? Ah, I show you; then you belief, parehap," and with astounding agility seated himself upon the bench before the clavecin, turned up the ruffles at his wrists, and literally threw himself upon the keys. A sound of thunder accompanied by a vivid flash of lightning filled the air, even as the first notes of the bells reached my ears. Involuntarily I glanced out of the diamond-leaded window—dark clouds were all about us, the housetops and surrounding country[Pg 59] were no longer to be seen. A blinding flash of lightning seemed to fill the room; the arms and legs of the little old man sought the keys and pedals with inconceivable rapidity; the music crashed about us with a deafening din, to the accompaniment of the thunder, which seemed to sound in unison with the boom of the bourdon. It was grandly terrible. The face of the little old man was turned upon me, but his eyes were closed. He seemed to find the pedals intuitively, and at every peal of thunder, which shook the tower to its foundations, he would open his mouth, a toothless cavern, and shout aloud. I could not hear the sounds for the crashing of the bells. Finally, with a last deafening crash of iron rods and thunderbolts, the noise of the bells gradually died away. Instinctively I had glanced above when the crash came, half expecting to see the roof torn off.

I felt like my face clearly showed my disbelief, because he frowned and muttered, "You don't believe, Englishman? Ah, I'll show you; then maybe you'll believe." With surprising speed, he sat down on the bench in front of the harpsichord, rolled up the cuffs of his sleeves, and literally launched himself at the keys. A booming sound accompanied by a bright flash of lightning filled the air just as the first notes of the bells reached my ears. Without meaning to, I looked out of the diamond-leaded window—dark clouds surrounded us, and the rooftops and countryside[Pg 59] had vanished from sight. A blinding flash of lightning seemed to illuminate the room; the little old man's arms and legs moved toward the keys and pedals with unbelievable speed. The music crashed around us with a deafening noise, matched by the thunder that seemed to harmonize with the booming of the belows. It was incredibly intense. The little old man's face was turned toward me, but his eyes were shut. He found the pedals instinctively, and with every rumble of thunder that shook the tower to its core, he would open his mouth, a toothless void, and shout out loud. I couldn't hear the sounds over the clanging of the bells. Finally, with one last deafening crash of metal rods and thunder, the noise of the bells slowly faded away. I instinctively looked up when the crash happened, half expecting the roof to be ripped off.

"I think we had better go down," I said. "This tower has been struck by lightning several times, and I imagine that discretion—"

"I think we should head down," I said. "This tower has been hit by lightning several times, and I reckon that caution—"

I don't know what more I said, for my eyes rested upon the empty bench, and the bare rack where the music had been. The clavecin was one mass of twisted iron rods, tangled wires, and decayed, worm-eaten woodwork; the little old man had disappeared. I rushed to the red leather-covered door; it was fast. I shook it in a veritable terror; it would not yield. With a bound I reached the ruined clavecin, seized one of the pedals, and tore it away from the machine. The end was armed with an iron point. This I inserted between the lock and the door. I twisted the lock from the worm-eaten wood with one turn of the wrist, the door opened, and I almost fell down the steep steps. The second door at[Pg 60] the bottom was also closed. I threw my weight against it once, twice; it gave, and I half slipped, half ran down the winding steps in the darkness.

I can't remember much of what I said because my eyes were fixed on the empty bench and the bare rack where the music had been. The harpsichord was just a mess of twisted iron rods, tangled wires, and rotting, worm-eaten wood; the little old man had vanished. I rushed to the red leather-covered door; it was locked. I shook it in pure panic; it wouldn’t budge. In a flash, I reached the ruined harpsichord, grabbed one of the pedals, and ripped it off the machine. The end had a sharp iron tip. I wedged it between the lock and the door. With a quick twist, I turned the lock out of the decayed wood, the door opened, and I nearly tumbled down the steep steps. The second door at[Pg 60] the bottom was also shut. I threw my weight against it once, twice; it creaked open, and I half slipped, half ran down the winding steps in the dark.

Out at last into the fresh air of the lower passage! At the noise I made in closing the ponderous door came forth the old custode.

Out at last into the fresh air of the lower passage! At the sound I made while closing the heavy door, the old custode came out.

In my excitement I seized her by the arm, saying, "Who was the little old man in the black velvet coat with the ruffles? Where is he?"

In my excitement, I grabbed her by the arm and said, "Who was that little old man in the black velvet coat with the ruffles? Where is he?"

She looked at me in a stupid manner. "Who is he," I repeated—"the little old man who played the clavecin?"

She looked at me in a dumb way. "Who is he?" I asked again—"the little old man who played the harpsichord?"

"Little old man, sir? I don't know," said the crone. "There has been no one in the tower to-day but yourself."[Pg 61]

"Little old man, sir? I don't know," said the old woman. "No one has been in the tower today except for you."[Pg 61]


LIGEIA

By Edgar Allan Poe

"And the will therein lieth, which dieth not. Who knoweth the mysteries of the will, with its vigor? For God is but a great will prevading all things by nature of its intentness. Man doth not yield himself to the angels, nor unto death utterly, save only through the weakness of his feeble will."—Joseph Glanvill.

"And the will within it does not fade away. Who truly understands the mysteries of willpower and its strength? For God is simply a vast will that fills everything due to its inherent purpose. A person doesn't fully submit to angels or death except through the weakness of their fragile will."—Joseph Glanvill.

I cannot, for my soul, remember how, when, or even precisely where, I first became acquainted with the lady Ligeia. Long years have since elapsed, and my memory is feeble through much suffering. Or, perhaps, I cannot now bring these points to mind, because, in truth, the character of my beloved, her rare learning, her singular yet placid caste of beauty, and the thrilling and enthralling eloquence of her low musical language, made their way into my heart by paces so steadily and stealthily progressive, that they have been unnoticed and unknown. Yet I believe that I met her first and most frequently in some large, old, decaying city near the Rhine. Of her family I have surely heard her speak. That it is of a remotely ancient date cannot be doubted. Ligeia! Ligeia! Buried in studies of a nature more than all else adapted to deaden impressions of the outward world, it is by that sweet word alone—by Ligeia—that I bring before mine eyes in fancy the image of her who is no more. And now, while[Pg 62] I write, a recollection flashes upon me that I have never known the paternal name of her who was my friend and my betrothed, and who became the partner of my studies, and finally the wife of my bosom. Was it a playful charge on the part of my Ligeia? Or was it a test of my strength of affection, that I should institute no inquiries upon this point? Or was it rather a caprice of my own—a wildly romantic offering on the shrine of the most passionate devotion? I but indistinctly recall the fact itself—what wonder that I have utterly forgotten the circumstances which originated or attended it? And, indeed, if ever that spirit which is entitled Romance—if ever she, the wan and the misty-winged Ashtophet of idolatrous Egypt—presided, as they tell, over marriages ill-omened, then most surely she presided over mine.

I honestly can't remember how, when, or exactly where I first met Ligeia. Many years have passed since then, and my memory is weak from so much suffering. Or maybe I can’t focus on those details now because, to be honest, the qualities of my beloved, her rare intelligence, her unique yet calm beauty, and the captivating charm of her soft musical voice slowly captured my heart in a way that went unnoticed. But I think I first saw her and often met her in some large, old, crumbling city near the Rhine. I’ve definitely heard her mention her family. It’s undoubtedly very ancient. Ligeia! Ligeia! Lost in studies that blurred my awareness of the outside world, I can only call back the image of her who is no longer here with that sweet name—Ligeia. And now, while[Pg 62] I write this, I suddenly realize I've never known the family name of my friend and fiancée, who became my study partner and eventually the love of my life. Was it a playful challenge from Ligeia? Or was it a test of my affection, to see if I would ask about it? Or was it more my own whim—a romantic gesture made in the name of deep devotion? I can barely remember the fact itself—so is it any wonder I've completely forgotten the details surrounding it? And indeed, if there ever was a spirit known as Romance—if she, the pale and misty-winged Ashtophet of idol-worshipping Egypt—oversaw ill-fated marriages, then she definitely presided over mine.

There is one dear topic, however, on which my memory fails me not. It is the person of Ligeia. In stature she was tall, somewhat slender, and, in her latter days, even emaciated. I would in vain attempt to portray the majesty, the quiet ease of her demeanor, or the incomprehensible lightness and elasticity of her footfall. She came and departed as a shadow. I was never made aware of her entrance into my closed study, save by the dear music of her low sweet voice, as she placed her marble hand upon my shoulder. In beauty of face no maiden ever equalled her. It was the radiance of an opium-dream—an airy and spirit-lifting vision more wildly divine than the fantasies which hovered about the slumbering souls of the daughters of Delos. Yet her features were not of that regular mould which we have been falsely taught to worship in the classical[Pg 63] labors of the heathen. "There is no exquisite beauty," says Bacon, Lord Verulam, speaking truly of all the forms and genera of beauty, "without some strangeness in the proportion." Yet, although I saw that the features of Ligeia were not of a classic regularity—although I perceived that her loveliness was indeed exquisite and felt that there was much of strangeness pervading it—yet I have tried in vain to detect the irregularity and to trace home my own perception of "the strange." I examined the contour of the lofty and pale forehead; it was faultless—how cold indeed that word when applied to a majesty so divine—the skin rivalling the purest ivory; the commanding extent and repose, the gentle prominence of the regions above the temples; and then the raven-black, the glossy, the luxuriant and naturally-curling tresses, setting forth the full force of the Homeric epithet, "hyacinthine"! I looked at the delicate outlines of the nose, and nowhere but in the graceful medallions of the Hebrews had I beheld a similar perfection. There were the same luxurious smoothness of surface, the same scarcely perceptible tendency to the aquiline, the same harmoniously curved nostrils speaking the free spirit. I regarded the sweet mouth. Here was indeed the triumph of all things heavenly—the magnificent turn of the short upper lip, the soft, voluptuous slumber of the under, the dimples which sported, and the color which spoke, the teeth glancing back, with a brilliancy almost startling, every ray of the holy light which fell upon them in her serene and placid, yet most exultingly radiant of all smiles. I scrutinized the formation of the chin, and here, too, I found the gentleness of breadth, the softness[Pg 64] and the majesty, the fulness and the spirituality of the Greek—the contour which the god Apollo revealed but in a dream, to Cleomenes, the son of the Athenian. And then I peered into the large eyes of Ligeia.

There is one important topic, though, that I can remember clearly. It is the person of Ligeia. She was tall, somewhat slender, and in her later years, even gaunt. I would struggle to capture the majesty, the calm ease of her presence, or the indescribable lightness and grace of her footsteps. She entered and left like a shadow. I only knew she was in my closed study by the sweet sound of her soft voice as she placed her cool hand on my shoulder. No girl has ever matched her beauty. It was like the glow of an opium dream—an ethereal and uplifting vision more incredibly divine than the fantasies that danced around the sleeping souls of the daughters of Delos. Yet her features didn’t fit the perfect mold we've been incorrectly taught to idolize in classical[Pg 63] works of the ancients. “There is no exquisite beauty,” says Bacon, Lord Verulam, accurately speaking of all forms and genera of beauty, “without some strangeness in the proportion.” However, while I noticed that Ligeia's features weren't classically perfect—while I realized that her beauty was indeed exquisite and sensed a lot of strangeness about it—I still struggled to identify the irregularity and to pinpoint my own notion of “the strange.” I examined the shape of her high, pale forehead; it was flawless—how cold that word feels when applied to such divine majesty—the skin rivaling the purest ivory; the commanding breadth and calmness, the gentle rise of the areas above the temples; and then her raven-black, shiny, thick, and naturally curling hair, embodying the full power of the Homeric term, "hyacinthine"! I looked at the delicate lines of her nose, and I had seen a similar perfection only in the graceful medallions of the Hebrews. There was the same luxurious smoothness of surface, the same barely noticeable inclination to be aquiline, the same harmoniously curved nostrils that spoke of a free spirit. I took in her sweet mouth. Here was indeed the victory of all heavenly things—the magnificent curve of her short upper lip, the soft, sensual fullness of the lower lip, the dimples that played, and the color that spoke, her teeth sparkling back, with an almost shocking brightness, at every ray of holy light that fell upon them in her calm and serene, yet incredibly radiant smile. I studied the shape of her chin, and here too, I found a gentle width, softness[Pg 64] and majesty, fullness and spirituality like that of the Greeks—the outline that the god Apollo revealed only in a dream to Cleomenes, the son of the Athenian. And then I gazed into Ligeia's large eyes.

For eyes we have no models in the remotely antique. It might have been, too, that in these eyes of my beloved lay the secret to which Lord Verulam alludes. They were, I must believe, far larger than the ordinary eyes of our own race. They were even fuller than the fullest of the gazelle eyes of the tribe of the valley of Nourjahad. Yet it was only at intervals—in moments of intense excitement—that this peculiarity became more than slightly noticeable in Ligeia. And at such moments was her beauty—in my heated fancy thus it appeared perhaps—the beauty of beings either above or apart from the earth—the beauty of the fabulous Houri of the Turk. The hue of the orbs was the most brilliant of black, and far over them hung jetty lashes of great length. The brows, slightly irregular in outline, had the same tint. The "strangeness," however, which I found in the eyes, was of a nature distinct from the formation, or the color, or the brilliancy of the features, and must, after all, be referred to the expression. Ah, word of no meaning, behind whose vast latitude of mere sound we intrench our ignorance of so much of the spiritual! The expression of the eyes of Ligeia! How for long hours have I pondered upon it! How have I, through the whole of a midsummer night, struggled to fathom it! What was it—that something more profound than the well of Democritus—which lay far within the pupils of my beloved? What was it? I was possessed with a passion to discover. Those eyes,[Pg 65] those large, those shining, those divine orbs—they became to me twin stars of Leda, and I to them devoutest of astrologers.

For eyes, we have no models in the distant past. It could also be that the secret Lord Verulam references lay within the eyes of my beloved. I must believe they were much larger than the average eyes of our kind. They were even fuller than the fullest gazelle eyes from the valley of Nourjahad. However, it was only at certain moments—in times of intense excitement—that this uniqueness became more than slightly noticeable in Ligeia. And in those moments, her beauty—in my heated imagination, it seemed—resembled the beauty of beings either above or separate from the earth—the beauty of the legendary Houri of the Turk. The color of her eyes was the most brilliant black, and long, dark lashes framed them. Her brows, slightly irregular in shape, matched that same color. The "strangeness" I found in her eyes came from a quality distinct from the shape, color, or brilliance of her features, and ultimately must refer to the expression. Ah, a word with no real meaning, behind which we hide our ignorance of so much spiritual depth! The expression in Ligeia's eyes! How I have pondered it for hours! How I spent an entire midsummer night trying to understand it! What was that something deeper than the well of Democritus that lay hidden in the pupils of my beloved? What was it? I was consumed with a desire to know. Those eyes, [Pg 65] those large, shining, divine orbs—they became to me twin stars of Leda, and I, their most devoted astrologer.

There is no point, among the many incomprehensible anomalies of the science of mind, more thrillingly exciting than the fact—never, I believe, noticed in the schools—that in our endeavors to recall to memory something long forgotten, we often find ourselves upon the very verge of remembrance, without being able, in the end, to remember. And thus how frequently, in my intense scrutiny of Ligeia's eyes, have I felt approaching the full knowledge of their expression—felt it approaching, yet not quite be mine—and so at length entirely depart! And (strange, oh strangest mystery of all!) I found in the commonest objects of the universe, a circle of analogies to that expression. I mean to say that, subsequently to the period when Ligeia's beauty passed into my spirit, there dwelling as in a shrine, I derived from many existences in the material world a sentiment such as I felt always around, within me, by her large and luminous orbs. Yet not the more could I define that sentiment, or analyze, or even steadily view it. I recognized it, let me repeat, sometimes in the survey of a rapidly-growing vine, in the contemplation of a moth, a butterfly, a chrysalis, a stream of running water. I have felt it in the ocean, in the falling of a meteor. I have felt it in the glances of unusually aged people. And there are one or two stars in heaven, (one especially, a star of the sixth magnitude, double and changeable, to be found near the large star in Lyra) in a telescopic scrutiny of which I have been made aware of the feeling. I have been filled with it by certain[Pg 66] sounds from stringed instruments, and not unfrequently by passages from books. Among innumerable other instances, I well remember something in a volume of Joseph Glanvill, which (perhaps merely from its quaintness—who shall say?) never failed to inspire me with the sentiment: "And the will therein lieth, which dieth not. Who knoweth the mysteries of the will, with its vigor? For God is but a great will pervading all things by nature of its intentness. Man doth not yield him to the angels, nor unto death utterly, save only through the weakness of his feeble will."

There’s no aspect, among the many baffling mysteries of the mind, more thrilling than the fact—never, I believe, mentioned in schools—that when we try to remember something we’ve long forgotten, we often feel like we're on the verge of recalling it, yet we ultimately can’t. And how often, in my deep exploration of Ligeia's eyes, have I felt I was close to fully understanding their expression—felt it getting closer, yet never quite grasped it—and then it would completely slip away! And (strange, the strangest mystery of all!) I found a range of analogies to that expression in the simplest objects of the universe. I mean, after Ligeia's beauty settled in my spirit, almost like a shrine, I took from many experiences in the material world a feeling that I always had around me, as if by her large and luminous eyes. Yet I still couldn’t define that feeling, analyze it, or even hold it in my focus. I recognized it, let me say again, sometimes when observing a rapidly growing vine, when watching a moth, a butterfly, a chrysalis, or a stream of flowing water. I have felt it in the ocean, in the fall of a meteor. I’ve sensed it in the gazes of unusually old people. And there are one or two stars in the sky, (one in particular, a sixth magnitude star, double and variable, located near the bright star in Lyra) that I have realized the feeling while scrutinizing them through a telescope. I’ve been overwhelmed by it through certain [Pg 66] sounds from string instruments, and often from passages in books. Among many other instances, I distinctly remember something in a book by Joseph Glanvill, which (perhaps just due to its oddness—who can say?) always inspired me with this feeling: "And the will therein lies, which dies not. Who knows the mysteries of the will, with its strength? For God is just a great will permeating all things by the nature of its intent. Man does not fully yield to angels, nor to death, except through the weakness of his frail will."

Length of years and subsequent reflection have enabled me to trace, indeed, some remote connection between this passage in the English moralist and a portion of the character of Ligeia. An intensity in thought, action, or speech was possibly, in her, a result or at least an index of that gigantic volition which, during our long intercourse, failed to give other and more immediate evidence of its existence. Of all the women whom I have ever known, she—the outwardly calm, the ever-placid Ligeia—was the most violently a prey to the tumultuous vultures of stern passion. And of such passion I could form no estimate, save by the miraculous expansion of those eyes which at once so delighted and appalled me, by the almost magical melody, modulation, distinctness, and placidity of her very low voice, and by the fierce energy (rendered doubly effective by contrast with her manner of utterance) of the wild words which she habitually uttered.

Length of years and subsequent reflection have allowed me to recognize some distant connection between this passage in the English moralist and part of Ligeia’s character. An intensity in thought, action, or speech was possibly, in her, a result or at least an indicator of that immense willpower which, during our long relationship, failed to show more immediate signs of its presence. Of all the women I’ve ever known, she—the outwardly calm, the always serene Ligeia—was the most intensely affected by the chaotic vultures of deep passion. And I could only gauge such passion by the extraordinary depth of those eyes that both captivated and terrified me, by the almost magical quality, modulation, clarity, and calmness of her very quiet voice, and by the fierce energy (made even more striking by the contrast with her manner of speaking) of the wild words she regularly used.

I have spoken of the learning of Ligeia; it was immense, such as I have never known in woman. In the classical tongues was she deeply proficient, and as far[Pg 67] as my own acquaintance extended in regard to the modern dialects of Europe, I have never known her at fault. Indeed upon any theme of the most admired, because simply the most abstruse of the boasted erudition of the academy, have I ever found Ligeia at fault? How singularly, how thrillingly, this one point in the nature of my wife has forced itself, at this late period only, upon my attention! I said her knowledge was such as I have never known in woman—but where breathes the man who has traversed, and successfully, all the wide areas of moral, physical, and mathematical science? I saw not then what I now clearly perceive, that the acquisitions of Ligeia were gigantic, were astounding; yet I was sufficiently aware of her infinite supremacy to resign myself, with a child-like confidence, to her guidance through the chaotic world of metaphysical investigation at which I was most busily occupied during the earlier years of our marriage. With how vast a triumph, with how vivid a delight, with how much of all that is ethereal in hope, did I feel, as she bent over me in studies but little sought—but less known—that delicious vista by slow degrees expanding before me, down whose long, gorgeous, and all untrodden path I might at length pass onward to the goal of a wisdom too divinely precious not to be forbidden!

I’ve talked about Ligeia’s learning; it was immense, unlike anything I’ve seen in a woman. She was deeply skilled in classical languages, and as far as my knowledge of modern European languages goes, I’ve never seen her make a mistake. In fact, was there ever a topic, especially those that are the most admired simply because they’re the most complex in academic knowledge, where I found Ligeia to be wrong? How strangely, how thrillingly, has this aspect of my wife’s nature only just now come to my attention! I said her knowledge was unlike anything I’ve known in a woman—but who is the man that has fully explored all the vast fields of moral, physical, and mathematical sciences successfully? I didn’t realize then what I now clearly see: Ligeia’s knowledge was immense and astonishing; yet I was aware enough of her extraordinary abilities to surrender myself, with a child-like trust, to her guidance through the chaotic world of metaphysical studies in which I was deeply engaged during the early years of our marriage. With what great triumph, with such vibrant delight, with all the ethereal hope, did I feel as she leaned over me in studies that few pursued—but even fewer understood—that delicious path slowly unfolding before me, down which I might eventually journey toward the goal of wisdom too divine to be anything but forbidden!

How poignant, then, must have been the grief with which, after some years, I beheld my well-grounded expectations take wings to themselves and fly away! Without Ligeia I was but as a child groping benighted. Her presence, her readings alone, rendered vividly luminous the many mysteries of the transcendentalism in which we were immersed. Wanting the radiant luster of her[Pg 68] eyes, letters, lambent and golden, grew duller than Saturnian lead. And now those eyes shone less and less frequently upon the pages over which I pored. Ligeia grew ill. The wild eyes blazed with a too, too glorious effulgence; the pale fingers became of the transparent waxen hue of the grave; and the blue veins upon the lofty forehead swelled and sank impetuously with the tides of the most gentle emotion. I saw that she must die—and I struggled desperately in spirit with the grim Azrael. And the struggles of the passionate wife were, to my astonishment, even more energetic than my own. There had been much in her stern nature to impress me with the belief that, to her, death would have come without its terrors; but not so. Words are impotent to convey any just idea of the fierceness of resistance with which she wrestled with the Shadow. I groaned in anguish at the pitiable spectacle. I would have soothed, I would have reasoned, but, in the intensity of her wild desire for life—for life—but for life—solace and reason were alike the uttermost of folly. Yet not until the last instance, amid the most convulsive writhings of her fierce spirit, was shaken the external placidity of her demeanor. Her voice grew more gentle—grew more low—yet I would not wish to dwell upon the wild meaning of the quietly uttered words. My brain reeled as I hearkened, entranced, to a melody more than mortal, to assumptions and aspirations which mortality had never before known.

How heartbreaking it must have been for me to watch my solid hopes disappear and fly away after all those years! Without Ligeia, I felt like a lost child in the dark. Her presence and her readings lit up the many mysteries of the transcendentalism we were immersed in. Without the brilliant shine of her[Pg 68] eyes, letters, once vibrant and golden, became duller than lead. And now those eyes shone less and less frequently on the pages I was so absorbed in. Ligeia fell ill. Her wild eyes burned with an overwhelming brightness; her pale fingers turned the translucent waxy color of death; and the blue veins on her high forehead throbbed gently with the tides of her deep emotions. I realized she was about to die—and I fought desperately in my spirit against the grim figure of death. To my surprise, the struggles of my passionate wife were even more intense than mine. There was so much in her stern nature that led me to believe death would not frighten her; but I was wrong. Words cannot capture the fierce resistance with which she battled the Shadow. I groaned in sorrow at the pitiful sight. I wanted to comfort her, to reason with her, but in her desperate desire for life—for life—just for life—comfort and reason seemed utterly foolish. Yet not until the very end, amidst her most intense struggles, did her outward calm show any signs of shaking. Her voice grew gentler—lower—yet I don’t want to linger on the wild meaning behind her softly spoken words. My mind spun as I listened, entranced, to a melody beyond this world, to thoughts and dreams that humanity had never known before.

That she loved me I should not have doubted, and I might have been easily aware that, in a bosom such as hers, love would have reigned no ordinary passion. But in death only was I fully impressed with the strength[Pg 69] of her affection. For long hours, detaining my hand, would she pour out before me the overflowing of a heart whose more than passionate devotion amounted to idolatry. How had I deserved to be so blessed by such confessions? How had I deserved to be so cursed with the removal of my beloved in the hour of her making them? But upon this subject I cannot bear to dilate. Let me say only, that in Ligeia's more than womanly abandonment to a love, alas! all unmerited, all unworthily bestowed, I at length recognized the principle of her longing, with so wildly earnest a desire, for the life which was now fleeing so rapidly away. It is this wild longing—it is this eager vehemence of desire for life—but for life—that I have no power to portray, no utterance capable of expressing.

That she loved me, I should never have doubted, and I could have easily understood that in a heart like hers, love would have been no ordinary feeling. But it was only in her death that I truly felt the strength[Pg 69] of her love. For long hours, holding my hand, she would share with me the overflow of a heart whose devotion was more than passionate; it was almost idolizing. How did I deserve to be so blessed by such confessions? How did I deserve to be so cursed by the loss of my beloved at the moment she was sharing them? But I can’t dwell on that. Let me just say that in Ligeia’s overwhelming commitment to a love that was, alas, completely unearned and undeserved, I finally recognized the source of her intense longing for the life that was slipping away so quickly. It is this wild longing—this intense desire for life—but for life—that I cannot express, no matter how hard I try.

At high noon of the night in which she departed, beckoning me peremptorily to her side, she bade me repeat certain verses composed by herself not many days before. I obeyed her. They were these:

At midnight on the night she left, she called me over to her side with authority and asked me to repeat some lines she had written just days before. I did as she asked. They were these:

Look! It's a party night In the lonely later years! A crowd of winged angels In veils, and filled with tears,
Sit in a theater to watch A performance of hopes and fears,
While the orchestra breathes unevenly
The music of the spheres.
Mimes, as a representation of God up above,
Mutter and mumble quietly,
And here and there fly; They're just puppets, coming and going. At the request of enormous, shapeless entities
That moves the scenery back and forth,
Flapping their condor wings Invisible Struggle!
That wild drama!—oh, be sure It won't be forgotten!
With its Phantom chased forevermore,
By a crowd that doesn't take it, Through a circle that always comes back in To the same spot; And a lot of Madness, and even more of Sin And horror, the essence of the story!
But look, in the midst of the fake chaos A creeping figure is here!
A blood-red creature that writhes out of The beautiful isolation!
It writhes!—it writhes!—with mortal The mimes become its meals,
And the seraphs weep at the fangs of pests
In human blood infused.
Lights out—everyone's out!
And over each trembling figure,
The curtain, a funeral cover,
Comes down like a storm rushing in—
And the angels, all pale and weak, Uprising, revealing, affirm The play is the tragedy, "Man,"
And its hero, the Conqueror Worm.
[Pg 71]

"O God!" half-shrieked Ligeia, leaping to her feet and extending her arms aloft with a spasmodic movement, as I made an end of these lines, "O God! O Divine Father! Shall these things be undeviatingly so? Shall this conqueror be not once conquered? Are we not part and parcel in Thee? Who—who knoweth the mysteries of the will with its vigor? Man doth not yield him to the angels, nor unto death utterly, save only through the weakness of his feeble will."

"O God!" half-shrieked Ligeia, jumping to her feet and raising her arms in a jerky motion as I finished these lines, "O God! O Divine Father! Will things always be this way? Will this conqueror never be defeated? Are we not all part of You? Who—who knows the mysteries of will and its strength? Man does not submit to the angels, nor to death completely, except through the frailty of his weak will."

And now, as if exhausted with emotion, she suffered her white arms to fall, and returned solemnly to her bed of death. And as she breathed her last sighs, there came mingled with them a low murmur from her lips. I bent to them my ear, and distinguished again, the concluding words of the passage in Glanvill: "Man doth not yield him to the angels, nor unto death utterly, save only through the weakness of his feeble will."

And now, as if overwhelmed with emotion, she let her pale arms drop and solemnly returned to her deathbed. As she took her last breaths, a low murmur escaped her lips. I leaned in to listen and clearly heard the final words of the passage from Glanvill: "Man doth not yield him to the angels, nor unto death utterly, save only through the weakness of his feeble will."

She died, and I, crushed into the very dust with sorrow, could no longer endure the lonely desolation of my dwelling in the dim and decaying city by the Rhine. I had no lack of what the world calls wealth. Ligeia had brought me far more, very far more than ordinarily falls to the lot of mortals. After a few months, therefore, of weary and aimless wandering, I purchased and put in some repair an abbey which I shall not name in one of the wildest and least frequented portions of fair England. The gloomy and dreary grandeur of the building, the almost savage aspect of the domain, the many melancholy and time-honored memories connected with both, had much in unison with the feelings of utter abandonment which had driven me into that remote and unsocial region of the country. Yet, although the external abbey[Pg 72] with its verdant decay hanging about it suffered but little alteration, I gave way with a child-like perversity, and perchance with a faint hope of alleviating my sorrows, to a display of more than regal magnificence within. For such follies, even in childhood, I had imbibed a taste, and now they came back to me as if in the dotage of grief. Alas, I feel how much even of incipient madness might have been discovered in the gorgeous and fantastic draperies, in the solemn carvings of Egypt, in the wild cornices and furniture, in the Bedlam patterns of the carpets of tufted gold! I had become a bounden slave in the trammels of opium, and my labors and my orders had taken a coloring from my dreams. But these absurdities I must not pause to detail. Let me speak only of that one chamber, ever accursed, whither in a moment of mental alienation, I led from the altar as my bride—as the successor of the unforgotten Ligeia—the fair-haired and blue-eyed Lady Rowena Trevanion, of Tremaine.

She died, and I, crushed into the very dust with sorrow, could no longer endure the lonely desolation of my home in the dim and decaying city by the Rhine. I had no shortage of what the world calls wealth. Ligeia had given me far more, much more than what usually falls to the lot of mortals. After a few months of tired and aimless wandering, I bought and repaired an abbey that I won’t name in one of the wildest and least visited areas of beautiful England. The gloomy and dreary grandeur of the building, the almost savage look of the land, and the many sad, time-worn memories tied to both resonated with the feelings of complete abandonment that had driven me to that remote and unsocial part of the country. Yet, although the outside of the abbey[Pg 72] with its lush decay hanging around it changed little, I gave in with a child-like stubbornness, and perhaps with a faint hope of easing my grief, to a display of more than regal magnificence inside. I had developed a taste for such extravagances even as a child, and now they returned to me as if in the haze of mourning. Alas, I recognize how much of my budding madness might have been seen in the lavish and fantastical drapes, in the solemn carvings of Egypt, in the wild cornices and furnishings, in the chaotic patterns of the tufted gold carpets! I had become a bound slave to opium, and my work and my orders had been colored by my dreams. But I must not linger on these absurdities. Let me speak only of that one chamber, always cursed, where in a moment of mental lapse, I brought from the altar as my bride—as the successor of the unforgettable Ligeia—the fair-haired and blue-eyed Lady Rowena Trevanion, of Tremaine.

There is no individual portion of the architecture and decoration of that bridal chamber which is not now visibly before me. Where were the souls of the haughty family of the bride, when, through thirst of gold, they permitted to pass the threshold of an apartment so bedecked, a maiden and a daughter so beloved? I have said that I minutely remember the details of the chamber, yet I am sadly forgetful on topics of deep moment; and here there was no system, no keeping, in the fantastic display, to take hold upon the memory. The room lay in a high turret of the castellated abbey, was pentagonal in shape, and of capacious size. Occupying the whole southern face of the pentagon was the sole window—an immense[Pg 73] sheet of unbroken glass from Venice—a single pane, and tinted of a leaden hue, so that the rays of either the sun or moon passing through it fell with a ghastly luster on the objects within. Over the upper portion of this huge window extended the trellis-work of an aged vine which clambered up the massy walls of the turret. The ceiling, of gloomy-looking oak, was excessively lofty, vaulted, and elaborately fretted with the wildest and most grotesque specimens of a semi-Gothic, semi-Druidical device. From out the most central recess of this melancholy vaulting depended, by a single chain of gold with long links, a huge censer of the same metal, Saracenic in pattern, and with many perforations so contrived that there writhed in and out of them, as if endued with a serpent vitality, a continual succession of parti-colored fires.

I can clearly picture every detail of that bridal chamber. Where were the proud souls of the bride's family when they let someone so cherished—a maiden and daughter—step into a room so lavishly adorned, all for the sake of gold? I’ve mentioned that I remember the chamber's details well, yet I struggle to recall significant matters; there was no order or coherence in the extravagant decoration to anchor my memory. The room was located in a high turret of the castle-like abbey, shaped like a pentagon, and quite spacious. The entire southern side featured a massive window—an enormous sheet of unbroken glass from Venice—one single pane tinted a dull gray, casting a ghostly glow on everything inside as sunlight or moonlight streamed through. Above this large window was a trellis of an old vine that climbed up the thick walls of the turret. The ceiling, made of dark oak, was very high, arched, and intricately carved with wild and strange designs that were a mix of gothic and druidic styles. Hanging from the center of this gloomy vault was a large censer made of gold, patterned in a Saracenic style, suspended by a long chain with links. It had numerous openings that allowed colorful flames to flicker in and out as if they were alive like a serpent.

Some few ottomans and golden candelabra of Eastern figure were in various stations about; and there was the couch, too—the bridal couch—of an Indian model, and low, and sculptured of solid ebony, with a pall-like canopy above. In each of the angles of the chamber stood on end a gigantic sarcophagus of black granite, from the tombs of the kings over against Luxor, with their aged lids full of immemorial sculpture. But in the draping of the apartment lay, alas! the chief fantasy of all. The lofty walls, gigantic in height—even unproportionably so—were hung from summit to foot in vast folds with a heavy and massive-looking tapestry—tapestry of a material which was found alike as a carpet on the floor, as a covering for the ottomans and the ebony bed, as a canopy for the bed, and as the gorgeous volutes of the curtains which partially shaded the window. The[Pg 74] material was the richest cloth of gold. It was spotted all over, at irregular intervals, with arabesque figures, about a foot in diameter, and wrought upon the cloth in patterns of the most jetty black. But these figures partook of the true character of the arabesque only when regarded from a single point of view. By a contrivance now common, and indeed traceable to a very remote period of antiquity, they were made changeable in aspect. To one entering the room they bore the appearance of simple monstrosities, but upon a farther advance this appearance gradually departed; and, step by step as the visitor moved his station in the chamber he saw himself surrounded by an endless succession of the ghastly forms which belong to the superstition of the Norman, or arise in the guilty slumbers of the monk. The phantasmagoric effect was vastly heightened by the artificial introduction of a strong continual current of wind behind the draperies—giving a hideous and uneasy animation to the whole.

A few ottomans and golden Eastern-style candelabras were placed around the room, and there was the couch too—the bridal couch—made in an Indian style, low to the ground and intricately carved from solid ebony, with a canopy above that resembled a pall. In each corner of the room stood a massive black granite sarcophagus from the tombs of the kings near Luxor, their ancient lids adorned with timeless sculptures. But the main feature of the space lay in its draping, alas! The tall walls, towering even disproportionately, were draped from top to bottom in large, heavy folds of a tapestry—a fabric that also covered the floor, the ottomans, and the ebony bed, served as a canopy for the bed, and formed the beautiful swirls of the curtains that partially shaded the window. The[Pg 74] fabric was the richest cloth of gold, spotted irregularly with arabesque designs about a foot wide, created in patterns of the deepest black. However, these designs only truly resembled arabesques when viewed from a specific angle. Using a technique common since ancient times, the designs changed appearance. To anyone entering the room, they appeared as mere grotesque shapes, but as one moved further inside, that impression gradually faded; step by step, the visitor found themselves surrounded by a continuous array of ghastly forms tied to Norman superstition or emerging from the guilt-ridden dreams of monks. The phantasmagoric effect was intensified by a cleverly introduced constant current of wind behind the draperies, giving an unsettling and eerie animation to the entire scene.

In halls such as these—in a bridal chamber such as this—I passed, with the Lady of Tremaine, the unhallowed hours of the first month of our marriage—passed them with but little disquietude. That my wife dreaded the fierce moodiness of my temper, that she shunned me, and loved me but little, I could not help perceiving; but it gave me rather pleasure than otherwise. I loathed her with a hatred belonging more to demon than to man. My memory flew back—oh, with what intensity of regret!—to Ligeia, the beloved, the august, the beautiful, the entombed. I revelled in recollections of her purity, of her wisdom, of her lofty, her ethereal nature, of her passionate, her idolatrous love. Now, then, did my[Pg 75] spirit fully and freely burn with more than all the fires of her own. In the excitement of my opium dreams (for I was habitually fettered in the shackles of the drug) I would call aloud upon her name, during the silence of the night, or among the sheltered recesses of the glens by day, as if, through the wild eagerness, the solemn passion, the consuming ardor of my longing for the departed, I could restore her to the pathway she had abandoned—ah, could it be for ever?—upon the earth.

In places like these—in a bridal chamber like this—I spent the cursed hours of the first month of our marriage—with the Lady of Tremaine—without much worry. I couldn’t help but notice that my wife feared my fierce mood swings, that she avoided me, and that her love for me was minimal, but it actually pleased me more than it bothered me. I hated her with a loathing that felt more like a demon's than a man's. My thoughts drifted back—oh, with such intensity of regret!—to Ligeia, my beloved, my noble, my beautiful, my lost one. I indulged in memories of her purity, her wisdom, her lofty, ethereal spirit, and her passionate, idolizing love. In that moment, my[Pg 75]spirit burned brightly with more intensity than all of her flames combined. In the thrill of my opium dreams (since I was usually trapped in the grip of the drug), I would call out her name during the stillness of the night or in the hidden corners of the glens by day, as if, through my wild eagerness, my serious passion, the consuming fire of my longing for her, I could bring her back to the path she had left—oh, could it be forever?—in this world.

About the commencement of the second month of the marriage the Lady Rowena was attacked with sudden illness, from which her recovery was slow. The fever which consumed her rendered her nights uneasy; and in her perturbed state of half-slumber she spoke of sounds and of motions in and about the chamber of the turret which I concluded had no origin save in the distemper of her fancy, or perhaps in the phantasmagoric influences of the chamber itself. She became at length convalescent—finally, well. Yet but a brief period elapsed ere a second more violent disorder again threw her upon a bed of suffering, and from this attack her frame, at all times feeble, never altogether recovered. Her illnesses were, after this epoch, of alarming character and of more alarming recurrence, defying alike the knowledge and the great exertions of her physicians. With the increase of the chronic disease, which had thus, apparently, taken too sure hold upon her constitution to be eradicated by human means, I could not fail to observe a similar increase in the nervous irritation of her temperament, and in her excitability by trivial causes of fear. She spoke again, and now more frequently and pertinaciously, of the sounds—of the slight sounds—and of the unusual[Pg 76] motions among the tapestries, to which she had formerly alluded.

About the beginning of the second month of their marriage, Lady Rowena suddenly fell ill, and her recovery was slow. The fever that plagued her made her nights restless; in her disturbed half-sleep, she talked about sounds and movements in and around the turret chamber, which I thought had no source other than her fevered imagination or possibly the eerie atmosphere of the room itself. Eventually, she started to recover—finally, she was well. But it wasn't long before a second, more severe illness forced her back onto a bed of suffering, and from this episode, her body, which was always weak, never fully bounced back. After this point, her illnesses became increasingly severe and frequent, defying the knowledge and efforts of her doctors. As the chronic illness seemed to take a firmer grip on her system, it was impossible not to notice a similar rise in her nervousness and her sensitivity to minor triggers of fear. She began to talk again, and now more often and insistently, about the sounds—those faint sounds—and the strange[Pg 76] movements among the tapestries that she had mentioned before.

One night near the closing in of September she pressed this distressing subject with more than usual emphasis upon my attention. She had just awakened from an unquiet slumber, and I had been watching, with feelings half of anxiety, half of vague terror, the workings of her emaciated countenance. I sat by the side of her ebony bed, upon one of the ottomans of India. She partly arose, and spoke, in an earnest low whisper, of sounds which she then heard, but which I could not hear, of motions which she then saw, but which I could not perceive. The wind was rushing hurriedly behind the tapestries, and I wished to show her (what, let me confess it, I could not all believe) that those almost inarticulate breathings, and those very gentle variations of the figures upon the wall, were but the natural effects of that customary rushing of the wind. But a deadly pallor overspreading her face had proved to me that my exertions to reassure her would be fruitless. She appeared to be fainting, and no attendants were within call. I remembered where was deposited a decanter of light wine which had been ordered by her physicians, and hastened across the chamber to procure it. But as I stepped beneath the light of the censer, two circumstances of a startling nature attracted my attention. I had felt that some palpable although invisible object had passed lightly by my person; and I saw that there lay upon the golden carpet, in the very middle of the rich luster thrown from the censer, a shadow—a faint, indefinite shadow of angelic aspect, such as might be fancied for the shadow of a shade. But I was wild with the excitement of an immoderate dose of[Pg 77] opium, and heeded these things but little, nor spoke of them to Rowena. Having found the wine, I recrossed the chamber and poured out a gobletful which I held to the lips of the fainting lady. She had now partially recovered, however, and took the vessel herself, while I sank upon an ottoman near me, with my eyes fastened upon her person. It was then that I became distinctly aware of a gentle footfall upon the carpet and near the couch; and in a second after as Rowena was in the act of raising the wine to her lips I saw, or may have dreamed that I saw, fall within the goblet, as if from some invisible spring in the atmosphere of the room, three or four large drops of a brilliant and ruby-colored fluid. If this I saw—not so Rowena. She swallowed the wine unhesitatingly, and I forbore to speak to her of a circumstance which must, after all, I considered, have been but the suggestion of a vivid imagination, rendered morbidly active by the terror of the lady, by the opium, and by the hour.

One night at the end of September, she brought up this troubling subject with more intensity than usual. She had just woken from a restless sleep, and I had been watching, with a mix of anxiety and vague fear, the expressions on her thin face. I sat beside her dark bed, on one of the Indian ottomans. She partly sat up and spoke in a serious, low whisper about sounds she was hearing that I couldn’t hear and movements she was seeing that I couldn’t perceive. The wind was rushing swiftly behind the curtains, and I wanted to show her (what, I must admit, I couldn’t fully believe) that those nearly inaudible sounds and those slight changes in the patterns on the wall were just the natural effects of the wind. But the deadly pale look on her face made it clear to me that my efforts to comfort her would be useless. She seemed to be fainting, and there were no attendants nearby. I remembered that there was a decanter of light wine that her doctors had ordered, so I hurried across the room to get it. As I stepped under the light of the censer, two startling things caught my attention. I sensed that some tangible but invisible object had passed by me, and I saw a shadow—a faint, unclear shadow with an angelic quality—lying in the middle of the golden light from the censer. However, I was overwhelmed by the effects of a strong dose of [Pg 77] opium and paid little attention to these things, nor did I mention them to Rowena. After finding the wine, I crossed the room again and held out a goblet to the fainting lady. She had somewhat recovered and took the glass from me while I sank onto an ottoman nearby, my eyes fixed on her. It was then that I noticed a gentle footstep on the carpet near the couch; and just as Rowena was raising the wine to her lips, I thought I saw—or maybe dreamed I saw—three or four large drops of a bright ruby-colored liquid fall into the goblet, as if from some invisible source in the room. If I saw that, Rowena didn’t. She drank the wine without hesitation, and I chose not to mention the incident to her, considering it might just have been a trick of vivid imagination, heightened by her fear, the opium, and the time of night.

Yet I cannot conceal it from my own perception that, immediately subsequent to the fall of the ruby-drops, a rapid change for the worse took place in the disorder of my wife, so that, on the third subsequent night the hands of her menials prepared her for the tomb, and on the fourth I sat alone with her shrouded body in that fantastic chamber which had received her as my bride. Wild visions, opium-engendered, fluttered, shadow-like, before me. I gazed with unquiet eye upon the sarcophagi in the angles of the room, upon the varying figures of the drapery, and upon the writhing of the parti-colored fires in the censer overhead. My eyes then fell, as I called to mind the circumstances of a former night,[Pg 78] to the spot beneath the glare of the censer where I had seen the faint traces of the shadow. It was there, however, no longer; and breathing with greater freedom, I turned my glances to the pallid and rigid figure upon the bed. Then rushed upon me a thousand memories of Ligeia—and then came back upon my heart with the turbulent violence of a flood the whole of that unutterable woe with which I had regarded her thus enshrouded. The night waned; and still, with a bosom full of bitter thoughts of the one only and supremely beloved, I remained gazing upon the body of Rowena.

Yet I can't hide from my own awareness that, right after the ruby drops fell, a quick decline in my wife's condition occurred, so that on the third night after, her attendants prepared her for the grave, and on the fourth, I sat alone with her covered body in that strange room where she had come to me as my wife. Wild visions, fueled by opium, flickered like shadows before me. I looked restlessly at the sarcophagi in the corners of the room, at the various patterns of the drapery, and at the swaying of the multicolored flames in the censer above. My gaze then shifted, as I remembered a previous night,[Pg 78] to the spot under the bright light of the censer where I had seen the faint traces of the shadow. However, it was no longer there; and breathing a little easier, I turned my gaze to the pale and stiff figure on the bed. Then a flood of memories of Ligeia rushed over me—and the whole unbearable sorrow I felt seeing her wrapped like this came back to me with overwhelming force. The night wore on; and still, with a heart full of bitter thoughts for the one I loved above all, I continued to stare at Rowena's body.

It might have been midnight, or perhaps earlier, or later—for I had taken no note of time—when a sob, low, gentle, but very distinct, startled me from my revery. I felt that it came from the bed of ebony—the bed of death. I listened in an agony of superstitious terror—but there was no repetition of the sound. I strained my vision to detect any motion in the corpse—but there was not the slightest perceptible. Yet I could not have been deceived. I had heard the noise, however faint, and my soul was awakened within me. I resolutely and perseveringly kept my attention riveted upon the body. Many minutes elapsed before any circumstance occurred tending to throw light upon the mystery. At length it became evident that a slight, a very feeble and barely noticeable tinge of color had flushed up within the cheeks, and along the sunken small veins of the eyelids. Through a species of unutterable horror and awe, for which the language of mortality has no sufficiently energetic expression, I felt my heart cease to beat, my limbs grow rigid where I sat. Yet a sense of duty finally operated to restore my self-possession.[Pg 79] I could no longer doubt that we had been precipitate in our preparations—that Rowena still lived. It was necessary that some immediate exertion be made, yet the turret was altogether apart from the portion of the abbey tenanted by the servants—there were none within call, and I had no means of summoning them to my aid without leaving the room for many minutes—and this I could not venture to do. I therefore struggled alone in my endeavors to call back the spirit still hovering. In a short period it was certain, however, that a relapse had taken place, the color disappeared from both eyelid and cheek, leaving a wanness even more than that of marble; the lips became doubly shrivelled and pinched up in the ghastly expression of death; a repulsive clamminess and coldness overspread rapidly the surface of the body; and all the usual rigorous stiffness immediately supervened. I fell back with a shudder upon the couch from which I had been so startlingly aroused, and again gave myself up to passionate waking visions of Ligeia.

It might have been midnight, or maybe earlier or later—I hadn’t kept track of time—when a soft, gentle sob, very clear, jolted me from my thoughts. I sensed it was coming from the ebony bed—the bed of death. I listened, filled with superstitious dread, but the sound didn’t come again. I strained to see any movement in the corpse—but there was not the slightest sign. Yet I couldn’t have been mistaken. I had heard the noise, however faint, and my soul stirred within me. I focused intently on the body. Several minutes passed before anything happened that might explain the mystery. Eventually, it became clear that a slight, very faint blush had appeared on the cheeks and the sunken little veins of the eyelids. Through a kind of indescribable horror and awe, for which mortal language isn’t powerful enough, I felt my heart stop, my limbs stiffen where I sat. But a sense of duty finally helped me regain my composure.[Pg 79] I could no longer doubt that we had been too hasty in our preparations—that Rowena was still alive. I needed to act quickly, but the turret was completely separate from the part of the abbey where the servants were—there was no one within call, and I had no way to summon them without leaving the room for several minutes—and I couldn’t risk doing that. So I struggled alone to bring back the spirit that was still lingering. Soon, it was clear that a setback had occurred; the color drained from both eyelids and cheeks, leaving an even paler look than marble; the lips became even more shriveled and pinched in a ghastly expression of death; a repulsive clamminess and coldness quickly spread across the body; and all the usual stiffness set in immediately. I fell back with a shudder onto the couch from which I had been so startlingly awakened, and once again lost myself in passionate waking thoughts of Ligeia.

An hour thus elapsed, when—could it be possible?—I was a second time aware of some vague sound issuing from the region of the bed. I listened—in extremity of horror. The sound came again—it was a sigh. Rushing to the corpse, I saw—distinctly saw—a tremor upon the lips. In a minute afterward they relaxed, disclosing a bright line of the pearly teeth. Amazement now struggled in my bosom with the profound awe which had hitherto reigned there alone. I felt that my vision grew dim, that my reason wandered, and it was only by a violent effort that I at length succeeded in nerving myself to the task which duty thus once more had pointed[Pg 80] out. There was now a partial glow upon the forehead and upon the cheek and throat, a perceptible warmth pervaded the whole frame, there was even a slight pulsation at the heart. The lady lived; and with redoubled ardor I betook myself to the task of restoration. I chafed and bathed the temples and the hands and used every exertion which experience and no little medical reading could suggest. But in vain. Suddenly, the color fled, the pulsation ceased, the lips resumed the expression of the dead, and, in an instant afterward, the whole body took upon itself the icy chilliness, the livid hue, the intense rigidity, the sunken outline, and all the loathsome peculiarities of that which has been, for many days, a tenant of the tomb.

An hour passed, when—could it really be?—I suddenly heard some vague sound coming from the bed. I listened, filled with dread. The sound came again—it was a sigh. Rushing to the body, I distinctly saw a twitch on the lips. A minute later, they relaxed, revealing a bright line of pearly teeth. Amazement fought with the deep awe that had been there until now. I felt my vision blur, my mind drift, and it took a great effort to finally gather the strength to do what duty compelled me to do[Pg 80]. There was now a faint glow on her forehead, cheek, and throat, a noticeable warmth spread through the entire body, and there was even a slight pulse at the heart. The lady was alive; and with renewed determination, I threw myself into the task of bringing her back. I rubbed and bathed her temples and hands, using every technique I could remember from my experience and medical reading. But it was in vain. Suddenly, the color drained away, the pulse stopped, the lips returned to their dead expression, and in an instant, the entire body became icy cold, turned a pale hue, went rigid, lost its shape, and displayed all the gruesome features of something that had been in the grave for many days.

And again I sunk into visions of Ligeia—and again, (what marvel that I shudder while I write?) again there reached my ears a low sob from the region of the ebony bed. But why should I minutely detail the unspeakable horrors of that night? Why should I pause to relate how, time after time, until near the period of the gray dawn, this hideous drama of revivification was repeated; how each terrific relapse was only into a sterner and apparently more irredeemable death; how each agony wore the aspect of a struggle with some invisible foe; and how each struggle was succeeded by I know not what of wild change in the personal appearance of the corpse? Let me hurry to a conclusion.

And once again, I fell into thoughts of Ligeia—and once more, (is it any wonder that I shudder while I write?) again I heard a faint sob coming from the area of the dark bed. But why should I go into detail about the unspeakable horrors of that night? Why should I stop to explain how, time after time, until just before dawn, this terrifying cycle of revival repeated itself; how each terrifying return was only to a more severe and seemingly more irreversible death; how each torment had the appearance of a battle with some unseen enemy; and how each struggle was followed by I don't know what kind of wild change in the corpse's appearance? Let me rush to a conclusion.

The greater part of the fearful night had worn away, and she who had been dead, once again stirred—and now more vigorously than hitherto, although arousing from a dissolution more appalling in its utter hopelessness than any. I had long ceased to struggle or to move,[Pg 81] and remained sitting rigidly upon the ottoman, a helpless prey to a whirl of violent emotions, of which extreme awe was perhaps the least terrible, the least consuming. The corpse, I repeat, stirred, and now more vigorously than before. The hues of life flushed up with unwonted energy into the countenance, the limbs relaxed, and, save that the eyelids were yet pressed heavily together and that the bandages and draperies of the grave still imparted their charnel character to the figure, I might have dreamed that Rowena had indeed shaken off utterly the fetters of Death. But if this idea was not even then altogether adopted, I could at least doubt no longer, when arising from the bed, tottering, with feeble steps, with closed eyes, and with the manner of one bewildered in a dream, the thing that was enshrouded advanced boldly and palpably into the middle of the apartment.

The larger part of the terrifying night had passed, and she who had been dead stirred again—and now more vigorously than before, even though she was waking from a state more horrifying in its complete hopelessness than anything else. I had long stopped struggling or moving, and sat frozen on the ottoman, a helpless victim of a whirlwind of intense emotions, of which extreme awe might have been the least terrifying, the least consuming. The corpse, I repeat, stirred, and now more energetically than before. The colors of life flushed with unexpected energy into her face, her limbs relaxed, and aside from the fact that her eyelids were still tightly shut and that the shrouds and wrappings of death still gave her figure a macabre appearance, I could have believed that Rowena had truly shaken off the chains of Death. But even if I wasn’t completely convinced of this idea, I could no longer doubt when, rising from the bed, unsteady, with weak steps, eyes closed, and moving as if lost in a dream, the figure that was wrapped in layers advanced boldly and distinctly into the center of the room.

I trembled not—I stirred not—for a crowd of unutterable fancies connected with the air, the stature, the demeanor of the figure, rushing hurriedly through my brain, had paralyzed—had chilled me into stone. I stirred not—but gazed upon the apparition. There was a mad disorder in my thoughts—a tumult unappeasable. Could it, indeed, be the living Rowena who confronted me? Could it indeed be Rowena at all—the fair-haired, the blue-eyed Lady Rowena Trevanion of Tremaine? Why, why should I doubt it? The bandage lay heavily about the mouth—but then might it not be the mouth of the breathing Lady of Tremaine? And the cheeks—there were the roses as in her noon of life—yes, these might indeed be the fair cheeks of the living Lady of Tremaine. And the chin, with its[Pg 82] dimples, as in health, might it not be hers?—but had she then grown taller since her malady? What inexpressible madness seized me with that thought! One bound, and I had reached her feet. Shrinking from my touch she let fall from her head, unloosened, the ghastly cerements which had confined it, and there streamed forth into the rushing atmosphere of the chamber huge masses of long and dishevelled hair; it was blacker than the raven wings of midnight! And now slowly opened the eyes of the figure which stood before me. "Here then, at least," I shrieked aloud, "can I never—can I never be mistaken—these are the full and the black, and the wild eyes of my lost love—of the Lady—of the Lady Ligeia."[Pg 83]

I didn't move—I didn't stir—because a flood of overwhelming thoughts about the air, the height, and the presence of the figure rushed through my mind, paralyzing me—freezing me like stone. I remained still, simply gazing at the apparition. My thoughts were in chaotic disorder—a tumult that wouldn’t settle. Could it really be the living Rowena facing me? Could it actually be Rowena at all—the blonde, blue-eyed Lady Rowena Trevanion of Tremaine? Why, why should I doubt it? The bandage was tightly wrapped around her mouth—but couldn't it be the mouth of the living Lady of Tremaine? And her cheeks—there were the roses of her prime—yes, these could indeed be the lovely cheeks of the living Lady of Tremaine. And the chin, with its[Pg 82] dimples, as in good health, might it not be hers?—but had she grown taller since her illness? What inexpressible madness seized me with that thought! In one leap, I reached her feet. She recoiled from my touch and let fall the ghastly wrappings that had confined her head, causing massive strands of long, unkempt hair to spill out into the chaotic atmosphere of the room; it was blacker than the raven wings of midnight! And now, slowly, the eyes of the figure standing before me opened. “Here then, at least,” I shouted, “I can never—can I never be mistaken—these are the deep, dark, and wild eyes of my lost love—the Lady—the Lady Ligeia.”[Pg 83]


THE SYLPH AND THE FATHER[5]

By Elsa Barker

Passing yesterday along the line where the great French army stands before its powerful opponent, and marking the spirit of courage and aspiration which makes it seem like a long line of living light, I saw a familiar face in the regions outside the physical.

Passing by yesterday along the front where the powerful French army faces its formidable opponent, and noticing the spirit of bravery and ambition that makes it appear like a long line of vibrant light, I spotted a familiar face in the realms beyond the physical.

I paused, highly pleased at the encounter, and the sylph—for it was a sylph whom I met—paused also with a little smile of recognition.

I stopped, feeling really happy about the meeting, and the sylph—because it was a sylph I encountered—stopped too with a small smile of recognition.

Do you recall in my former book the story of a sylph, Meriline, who was the companion and familiar of a student of magic who lived in the rue de Vaugirard in Paris?

Do you remember in my previous book the story of a sylph, Meriline, who was the companion and close friend of a student of magic living on rue de Vaugirard in Paris?

It was Meriline that I met above the line of light which shows to wanderers in the astral regions where the soldiers of la belle France fight and die for the same ideal which inspired Jeanne d'Arc—to drive the foreigner out of France.

It was Meriline that I met above the line of light that guides travelers in the astral realms where the soldiers of la belle France fight and die for the same ideal that inspired Joan of Arc—to drive the foreigner out of France.

"Where is your friend and master?" I asked the sylph, and she pointed below to a trench which spoke loud its determination to conquer.[Pg 84]

"Where is your friend and master?" I asked the sylph, and she pointed below to a trench that clearly showed its intention to dominate.[Pg 84]

"I am here, to be still with him," she said.

"I’m here to just be with him," she said.

"And can you speak to him here?" I asked.

"And can you talk to him here?" I asked.

"I can always speak with him," she answered. "I have been very useful to him—and to France."

"I can always talk to him," she replied. "I've been really helpful to him—and to France."

"To France?" I enquired, with growing interest.

"To France?" I asked, more curious now.

"Oh, yes! When his commanding officer wants to know what is being plotted over there, he often asks my friend, and my friend asks me."

"Oh, absolutely! When his boss wants to know what's going on over there, he often asks my friend, and my friend asks me."

"Truly," I thought, "the French are an inspired people, when the officers of armies ask guidance from the realm of the invisible! But had not Jeanne her visions?"

"Honestly," I thought, "the French are a truly inspired people when army officers seek guidance from the unseen! But didn’t Jeanne have her visions?"

"And how do you gain the information desired?" I asked, drawing nearer to Meriline, who seemed more serious than when we met some years before in Paris.

"And how do you get the information you want?" I asked, stepping closer to Meriline, who seemed more serious than when we met a few years ago in Paris.

"Why," she answered, "I go over there and look around me. I have learned what to look for, he has taught me, and when I bring him news he rewards me with more love."

"Why," she replied, "I go over there and take a look around. I've learned what to look for, he has taught me, and when I bring him news, he rewards me with even more love."

"And do you love him still, as of old?"

"And do you still love him, like you used to?"

"As of old?"

"Like before?"

"Yes, as you did back there in Paris."

"Yeah, just like you did back there in Paris."

"Time must have passed slowly with you," said the sylph, "if you call a few years ago 'as of old'."

"Time must have passed slowly for you," said the sylph, "if you think a few years ago feels 'like it used to'."

"Are a few years, then, as nothing?"

"Are a few years, then, really nothing?"

"A few years are as nothing to me," she replied. "I have lived a long time."

"A few years mean nothing to me," she replied. "I've lived a long time."

"And do you know the future of your friend?" I asked.

"And do you know what your friend’s future looks like?" I asked.

A puzzled look came over the face of Meriline, and she said, slowly:

A confused expression crossed Meriline's face as she said, slowly:

"I used to know everything that would happen to[Pg 85] him, because I could read his will, and whatever he willed came to pass; but since we have been out here he seems to have lost his will."

"I used to know everything that would happen to[Pg 85] him because I could read his mind, and whatever he wanted would happen; but since we've been out here, he seems to have lost his drive."

"Lost his will!" I exclaimed, in surprise.

"Lost his will!" I said, surprised.

"Yes, lost his will; for he prays continually to a great Being whom he loves far more than me, and he always prays one prayer, 'Thy will be done!' It used to be his will which was always done; but now, as I say, he seems to have lost his will."

"Yes, he lost his will; because he constantly prays to a great Being whom he loves way more than me, and he always prays one prayer, 'Your will be done!' It used to be his will that was always done; but now, as I said, he seems to have lost his will."

"Perhaps," I said, "it is true of the will as was once said of the life, and he that loses his will shall find it."

"Maybe," I said, "it's true about the will, just like people once said about life, and whoever loses their will will find it again."

"I hope he will find it soon," she answered, "for in the old days he was always giving me interesting things to do, to help him achieve the purposes of his will, and now he only sends me over there. I don't like over there!"

"I hope he finds it soon," she replied, "because back in the day he always had interesting tasks for me to help him fulfill his goals, and now he just sends me to that place. I don't like that place!"

"Why not?"

"Why not?"

"Because my friend is menaced by something over there."

"Because my friend is being threatened by something over there."

"And what has his will to do with that?"

"And what does his will have to do with that?"

"Why, even about that, he says all day to the great Being that he loves so much more than me, 'Thy will be done.'"

"Why, even about that, he says all day to the great Being that he loves so much more than me, 'Your will be done.'"

"Do you think you could learn to say it, too?" I asked.

"Do you think you could learn to say it, too?" I asked.

"I say it after him sometimes; but I don't know what it means."

"I sometimes repeat it after him, but I have no idea what it means."

"Have you never heard of God?"

"Have you never heard of God?"

"I have heard of many gods, of Isis and Osiris and Set, and of Horus, the son of Osiris."

"I've heard of many gods, like Isis, Osiris, Set, and Horus, the son of Osiris."

"And is it to one of these that he says, 'Thy will be done'?"[Pg 86]

"And is it to one of these that he says, 'Your will be done'?"[Pg 86]

"Oh, no! It is not to any of the gods that he used to call upon in his magical working. This is some new god that he has found."

"Oh no! He’s not calling on any of the gods he used to rely on for his magic. This is some new god he has discovered."

"Or the oldest of all gods that he has returned to," I suggested. "What does he call Him?"

"Or the oldest of all gods that he has come back to," I suggested. "What does he call Him?"

"Our Father who art in heaven."

"Our Father who is in heaven."

"If you also should learn to say 'Thy will be done' to our Father who is in heaven," I said, "it might help you toward the attainment of that soul you were wanting and waiting for, when last we met in Paris."

"If you could also learn to say 'Your will be done' to our Father in heaven," I said, "it might help you get closer to the soul you were seeking and waiting for when we last met in Paris."

"How could our Father help me?"

"How can our Father help me?"

"It was He who gave souls to men," I said.

"It was He who gave souls to people," I said.

The eyes of the sylph were brilliant with something almost human.

The sylph's eyes were bright with something almost human.

"And could He give a soul to me?"

"And can He give me a soul?"

"It is said that He can do anything."

"It's said that He can do anything."

"Then I will ask Him for a soul."

"Then I will ask Him for a soul."

"But to ask Him for a soul," I said, "is not to pray the prayer your friend prays."

"But asking Him for a soul," I said, "is not the same as praying the prayer your friend prays."

"He only says——"

"He just says——"

"Yes, I know. Suppose you say it after him."

"Yeah, I know. Try saying it after him."

"I will, if you will tell me what it means. I like to do what my friend does."

"I will, if you tell me what it means. I like doing what my friend does."

"'Thy will be done,'" I said, "when addressed to the Father in heaven, means that we give up all our desires, whether for pleasure or love or happiness, or anything else, and lay all those desires at His feet, sacrificing all we have or hope for to Him, because we love Him more than ourselves."

"'Your will be done,'" I said, "when we talk to the Father in heaven, means that we let go of all our desires, whether for pleasure, love, happiness, or anything else, and place all those desires at His feet, giving up everything we have or hope for to Him, because we love Him more than ourselves."

"That is a strange way to get what one desires," she said.

"That's a weird way to get what you want," she said.

"It is not done to get what one desires," I answered.[Pg 87]

"It’s not right to get what you want," I replied.[Pg 87]

"But what is it done for?"

"But what’s it for?"

"For love of the Father in heaven."

"For the love of our Father in heaven."

"But I do not know the Father in heaven. What is He?"

"But I don't know the Father in heaven. Who is He?"

"He is the Source and the Goal of the being of your friend. He is the One that your friend will re-become some day, if he can forever say to Him, Thy will be done."

"He is the Source and the Goal of your friend's existence. He is the One your friend will eventually become again, if he can always say to Him, Your will be done."

"The One he will re-become?"

"Will he become The One again?"

"Yes, for when he blends his will with that of the Father in heaven, the Father in heaven dwells in his heart and the two become one."

"Yes, when he aligns his will with that of the Father in heaven, the Father in heaven lives in his heart, and the two become one."

"Then is the Father in heaven really the Self of my friend?"

"Is the Father in heaven really my friend's true self?"

"The greatest philosopher could not have expressed it more truly," I said.

"The best philosopher couldn't have said it more accurately," I said.

"Then indeed do I love the Father in heaven," breathed the sylph, "and I will say now every day and all day, 'Thy will be done' to Him."

"Then I truly love the Father in heaven," said the sylph, "and I will say every day and all day, 'Thy will be done' to Him."

"Even if it separates you from your friend?"

"Even if it means you lose your friend?"

"How can it separate me from my friend, if the Father is the Self of him?"

"How can it divide me from my friend if the Father is his true self?"

"I would that all angels were your equal in learning," I said.

"I wish all angels were as knowledgeable as you," I said.

But Meriline had turned from me in utter forgetfulness, and was saying over and over, with joy in her uplifted face, "Thy will be done! Thy will be done!"

But Meriline had turned away from me completely, joy shining on her face as she kept saying, "Your will be done! Your will be done!"

"Truly," I said to myself, as I passed along the line, "he who worships the Father as the Self of the beloved has already acquired a soul."[Pg 88]

"Honestly," I said to myself, as I walked by, "whoever worships the Father as the essence of the beloved has already gained a soul."[Pg 88]


A GHOST[6]

By Lafcadio Hearn

I

Perhaps the man who never wanders away from the place of his birth may pass all his life without knowing ghosts; but the nomad is more than likely to make their acquaintance. I refer to the civilized nomad, whose wanderings are not prompted by hope of gain, nor determined by pleasure, but simply compelled by certain necessities of his being—the man whose inner secret nature is totally at variance with the stable conditions of a society to which he belongs only by accident. However intellectually trained, he must always remain the slave of singular impulses which have no rational source, and which will often amaze him no less by their mastering power than by their continuous savage opposition to his every material interest. These may, perhaps, be traced back to some ancestral habit—be explained by self-evident hereditary tendencies. Or perhaps they may not,—in which event the victim can only surmise himself the Imago of some pre-existent larval aspiration—the full development of desires long dormant in a chain of more limited lives.

Maybe the person who never leaves their birthplace can go through life without encountering ghosts; but a nomad is probably more likely to meet them. I’m talking about the modern nomad, whose travels aren’t driven by the hope for profit or just for fun, but are instead forced by certain needs of their existence—the person whose true nature completely clashes with the stable conditions of a society they belong to only by chance. No matter how educated he is, he will always remain a slave to unique impulses that have no logical origin, which often astonish him just as much by their overwhelming power as by their ongoing, fierce resistance to his every material interest. These impulses might be linked to some ancestral practices—perhaps explained by obvious hereditary tendencies. Or maybe they aren’t—which would mean that the individual can only speculate that he is the Imago of some pre-existing, latent desire—the full expression of long-dormant yearnings in a line of more constrained lives.

Assuredly the nomadic impulses differ in every member of the class, take infinite variety from individual[Pg 89] sensitiveness to environment—the line of least resistance for one being that of greatest resistance for another; no two courses of true nomadism can ever be wholly the same. Diversified of necessity both impulse and direction, even as human nature is diversified! Never since consciousness of time began were two beings born who possessed exactly the same quality of voice, the same precise degree of nervous impressibility, or, in brief, the same combination of those viewless force-storing molecules which shape and poise themselves in sentient substance. Vain, therefore, all striving to particularize the curious psychology of such existences; at the very utmost it is possible only to describe such impulses and preceptions of nomadism as lie within the very small range of one's own observation. And whatever in these is strictly personal can have little interest or value except in so far as it holds something in common with the great general experience of restless lives. To such experience may belong, I think, one ultimate result of all those irrational partings, self-wrecking, sudden isolations, abrupt severances from all attachment, which form the history of the nomad—the knowledge that a strong silence is ever deepening and expanding about one's life, and that in that silence there are ghosts.

Surely, the wandering urges vary for each person in this group, shaped by their unique sensitivity to surroundings—what might be the easiest path for one could be the hardest for another; no two true nomadic journeys can ever be entirely alike. Both the impulses and directions are inherently diverse, just as human nature itself is varied! Since the awareness of time began, no two individuals have been born with exactly the same voice, the same level of emotional sensitivity, or, in short, the exact mix of those unseen energy-storing elements that form and balance themselves within living beings. Therefore, it's pointless to try to pinpoint the intriguing psychology of such lives; at best, we can only describe the impulses and perceptions of nomadism that fall within the very limited scope of our own experiences. Anything that is purely personal in these observations holds little interest or value unless it resonates with the broader shared experiences of restless lives. I believe one significant outcome of all those irrational departures, self-destructive behaviors, sudden isolations, and abrupt breaks from all attachments, which characterize the nomad’s story, is the realization that a profound silence continues to deepen and expand around one's life, and that within that silence, there are echoes of the past.

II

Oh! the first vague charm, the first sunny illusion of some fair city, when vistas of unknown streets all seem leading to the realization of a hope you dare not even whisper; when even the shadows look beautiful, and[Pg 90] strange façades appear to smile good omen through light of gold! And those first winning relations with men, while you are still a stranger, and only the better and the brighter side of their nature is turned to you! All is yet a delightful, luminous indefiniteness—sensation of streets and of men—like some beautifully tinted photograph slightly out of focus.

Oh! The first vague charm, the initial sunny illusion of a beautiful city, where paths of unknown streets all seem to lead to the fulfillment of a hope you wouldn't even dare to voice; when even the shadows look beautiful, and[Pg 90] strange faces seem to smile with good fortune in the golden light! And those first friendly interactions with people, while you're still a stranger, and only the best and brightest parts of their nature are shown to you! Everything feels like a delightful, bright uncertainty—the sensation of streets and people—like a beautifully colored photograph slightly out of focus.

Then the slow solid sharpening of details all about you, thrusting through illusion and dispelling it, growing keener and harder day by day through long dull seasons; while your feet learn to remember all asperities of pavements, and your eyes all physiognomy of buildings and of persons—failures of masonry, furrowed lines of pain. Thereafter only the aching of monotony intolerable, and the hatred of sameness grown dismal, and dread of the merciless, inevitable, daily and hourly repetition of things; while those impulses of unrest, which are Nature's urgings through that ancestral experience which lives in each one of us—outcries of sea and peak and sky to man—ever make wilder appeal. Strong friendships may have been formed; but there finally comes a day when even these can give no consolation for the pain of monotony, and you feel that in order to live you must decide, regardless of result, to shake forever from your feet the familiar dust of that place.

Then the slow, steady sharpening of details around you pushes through illusion, making everything clearer and more intense day by day through long, dull seasons; while your feet remember every roughness of the pavement, and your eyes recognize every face and the character of buildings—cracks in the walls, the lines of pain in people's expressions. Eventually, there’s just the unbearable ache of monotony and a deep-seated loathing of sameness that becomes bleak, along with the dread of the relentless, unavoidable daily and hourly repetition of life. Meanwhile, the restless urges of nature, representing the knowledge passed down through generations that lives within each of us—the cries of the sea, mountains, and sky—call to us with ever more urgency. Strong friendships may have been formed, but eventually, a day comes when even these can’t ease the pain of monotony, and you realize that to truly live, you must decide, no matter the consequences, to shake off the familiar dust of that place for good.

And, nevertheless, in the hour of departure you feel a pang. As train or steamer bears you away from the city and its myriad associations, the old illusive impression will quiver back about you for a moment—not as if to mock the expectation of the past, but softly, touchingly, as if pleading to you to stay; and such a[Pg 91] sadness, such a tenderness may come to you, as one knows after reconciliation with a friend misapprehended and unjustly judged. But you will never more see those streets—except in dreams.

And yet, at the moment of departure, you feel a twinge of emotion. As the train or boat takes you away from the city and its countless memories, the old, elusive feeling will wrap around you for a moment—not to mock your past expectations, but gently, touchingly, as if urging you to stay; and a[Pg 91] sadness, such a tenderness may wash over you, like how it feels after making up with a friend who was misunderstood and unfairly judged. But you'll never see those streets again—except in your dreams.

Through sleep only they will open again before you, steeped in the illusive vagueness of the first long-past day, peopled only by friends outstretching to you. Soundlessly you will tread those shadowy pavements many times, to knock in thought, perhaps, at doors which the dead will open to you. But with the passing of years all becomes dim—so dim that even asleep you know 'tis only a ghost-city, with streets going to nowhere. And finally whatever is left of it becomes confused and blended with cloudy memories of other cities—one endless bewilderment of filmy architecture in which nothing is distinctly recognizable, though the whole gives the sensation of having been seen before, ever so long ago.

Through sleep, they will reappear before you, wrapped in the hazy nostalgia of a long-ago day, filled only with friends reaching out to you. Silently, you will walk those shadowy streets many times, perhaps knocking in your mind on doors that the departed will open for you. But as the years go by, everything fades—so much that even in your dreams, you realize it’s just a ghost town, with roads leading nowhere. Eventually, whatever remains gets mixed up and blended with foggy memories of other places—a never-ending confusion of faint buildings where nothing is clearly recognizable, yet the whole scene feels familiar, as if it were seen ages ago.


Meantime, in the course of wanderings more or less aimless, there has slowly grown upon you a suspicion of being haunted—so frequently does a certain hazy presence intrude itself upon the visual memory. This, however, appears to gain rather than to lose in definiteness; with each return its visibility seems to increase. And the suspicion that you may be haunted gradually develops into a certainty.

Meantime, during your more or less aimless wanderings, you slowly start to sense that you might be haunted—because a certain vague presence keeps popping up in your memory. However, this presence seems to become clearer rather than fade away; with each encounter, it appears more visible. And the feeling that you could be haunted gradually turns into a certainty.

III

You are haunted—whether your way lie through the brown gloom of London winter, or the azure splendor[Pg 92] of an equatorial day—whether your steps be tracked in snows, or in the burning black sand of a tropic beach—whether you rest beneath the swart shade of Northern pines, or under spidery umbrages of palm—you are haunted ever and everywhere by a certain gentle presence. There is nothing fearsome in this haunting—the gentlest face, the kindliest voice—oddly familiar and distinct, though feeble as the hum of a bee.

You are haunted—whether you're navigating the dull gloom of a London winter or the bright beauty[Pg 92] of a day near the equator—whether your footsteps leave marks in the snow or the scorching black sand of a tropical beach—whether you rest underneath the dark shade of Northern pines or under the wispy shadows of palm trees—you are always and everywhere accompanied by a certain gentle presence. There's nothing scary about this haunting—it’s the gentlest face, the kindest voice—strangely familiar and clear, though as faint as a bee's buzz.

But it tantalizes—this haunting—like those sudden surprises of sensation within us, though seemingly not of us, which some dreamers have sought to interpret as inherited remembrances, recollections of preëxistence. Vainly you ask yourself, "Whose voice? Whose face?" It is neither young nor old, the Face; it has a vapory indefinableness that leaves it a riddle; its diaphaneity reveals no particular tint; perhaps you may not even be quite sure whether it has a beard. But its expression is always gracious, passionless, smiling—like the smiling of unknown friends in dreams, with infinite indulgence for any folly, even a dream-folly. Except in that you cannot permanently banish it, the presence offers no positive resistance to your will; it accepts each caprice with obedience; it meets your every whim with angelic patience. It is never critical, never makes plaint even by a look, never proves irksome; yet you cannot ignore it, because of a certain queer power it possesses to make something stir and quiver in your heart—like an old vague sweet regret—something buried alive which will not die. And so often does this happen that desire to solve the riddle becomes a pain; that you finally find yourself making supplication to the Presence; addressing to it questions which it will never answer[Pg 93] directly, but only by a smile or by words having no relation to the asking—words enigmatic, which make mysterious agitation in old forsaken fields of memory, even as a wind betimes, over wide wastes of marsh, sets all the grasses whispering about nothing. But you will question on, untiringly, through the nights and days of years:

But it captivates—this haunting—like those sudden sensations within us that seem to come from somewhere else, which some dreamers have tried to explain as inherited memories, echoes of a previous existence. You find yourself asking, "Whose voice? Whose face?" The Face is neither young nor old; it has an uncertain, misty quality that makes it a puzzle; its transparency reveals no particular color; you might not even be sure if it has a beard. Yet its expression is always kind, emotionless, smiling—like the smiles of unknown friends in dreams, offering endless understanding for any foolishness, even foolish dreams. The presence doesn’t resist your will; it simply goes along with whatever you feel like doing; it responds to your every whim with angelic patience. It never critiques, never complains with even a glance, never becomes annoying; yet you can't disregard it because of this strange power it has to make something stir and flutter in your heart—like an old, vague sweet regret—something that's alive but won’t let go. This happens so often that the urge to solve the mystery becomes painful; you eventually find yourself pleading with the Presence, asking it questions it will never answer[Pg 93] directly, only with a smile or with words that have no connection to your question—enigmatic words that stir up mysterious emotions in old, forgotten corners of memory, just like a breeze across vast stretches of marshland can make all the grasses whisper about nothing. But you will keep asking, tireless, through the nights and days of the years:

"Who are you? What are you? What is this weird relation that you bear to me? All you say to me I feel that I have heard before, but where? But when? By what name am I to call you, since you will answer to none that I remember? Surely you do not live; yet I know the sleeping-places of all my dead, and yours I do not know! Neither are you any dream—for dreams distort and change; and you, you are ever the same. Nor are you any hallucination; for all my senses are still vivid and strong. This only I know beyond doubt—that you are of the Past; you belong to memory—but to the memory of what dead suns?"

"Who are you? What are you? What is this strange connection we have? Everything you say feels familiar, but I can't place it. When did I hear it? What should I call you, since none of the names I remember seem to fit? You can't possibly be alive; yet I know the resting places of all my deceased, and I don't know yours! You're not just a dream—dreams change and shift; but you, you always stay the same. You're not a hallucination either; all my senses are still sharp and clear. The only thing I'm certain of is that you're from the Past; you belong to memory—but what memories of long-gone times do you belong to?"


Then, some day or night, unexpectedly, there comes to you at least, with a soft swift tingling shock as of fingers invisible, the knowledge that the Face is not the memory of any one face; but a multiple image formed of the traits of many dear faces, superimposed by remembrance, and interblended by affection into one ghostly personality—infinitely sympathetic, phantasmally beautiful—a Composite of recollections! And the Voice is the echo of no one voice, but the echoing of many voices, molten into a single utterance, a single impossible tone, thin through remoteness of time, but inexpressibly caressing.[Pg 94]

Then, one day or night, unexpectedly, you feel a soft, quick shock like invisible fingers, revealing to you that the Face isn't just the memory of one specific face; rather, it’s a blend of features from many beloved faces, layered through memory and intertwined with love into one ethereal personality—infinitely relatable, hauntingly beautiful—an amalgamation of memories! And the Voice isn’t just the echo of one voice, but a mix of many voices, fused into a single expression, a unique tone, faint because of the passage of time, yet indescribably soothing.[Pg 94]

IV

Thou most gentle Composite!—thou nameless and exquisite Unreality, thrilled into semblance of being from out the sum of all lost sympathies!—thou Ghost of all dear vanished things, with thy vain appeal of eyes that looked for my coming, and vague faint pleading of voices against oblivion, and thin electric touch of buried hands—must thou pass away forever with my passing, even as the Shadow that I cast, O thou Shadowing of Souls?

You most gentle Composite!—you nameless and exquisite Unreality, brought to life from the sum of all lost sympathies!—you Ghost of all beloved vanished things, with your vain gaze searching for my arrival, and the faint, vague pleading of voices against being forgotten, and the light electric touch of buried hands—must you disappear forever with my passing, just like the Shadow that I cast, O you Shadowing of Souls?

I am not sure. For there comes to me this dream—that if aught in human life hold power to pass, like a swerved sunray through interstellar spaces, into the infinite mystery, to send one sweet strong vibration through immemorial Time, might not some luminous future be peopled with such as thou? And in so far as that which makes for us the subtlest charm of being can lend one choral note to the Symphony of the Unknowable Purpose—in so much might there not endure also to greet thee, another Composite One—embodying, indeed, the comeliness of many lives, yet keeping likewise some visible memory of all that may have been gracious in this thy friend?[Pg 95]

I’m not sure. I keep dreaming that if there’s anything in human life that can transcend time, like a bent sunbeam traveling through space, and touch the infinite mystery, sending out one beautiful, strong vibration through ancient time, could a bright future be filled with people like you? And to the extent that what makes life so rich can add a note to the Symphony of the Unknown, might there also be another being to greet you—someone who embodies the beauty of many lives, while still holding onto some tangible memory of everything that was wonderful about this friend of yours?[Pg 95]


THE EYES OF THE PANTHER[7]

By Ambrose Bierce

I

ONE DOES NOT ALWAYS MARRY WHEN INSANE

A man and a woman—nature had done the grouping—sat on a rustic seat, in the late afternoon. The man was middle-aged, slender, swarthy, with the expression of a poet and the complexion of a pirate—a man at whom one would look again. The woman was young, blonde, graceful, with something in her figure and movements suggesting the word "lithe." She was habited in a gray gown with odd brown markings in the texture. She may have been beautiful; one could not readily say, for her eyes denied attention to all else. They were gray-green, long and narrow, with an expression defying analysis. One could only know that they were disquieting. Cleopatra may have had such eyes.

A man and a woman—nature had put them together—sat on a simple bench in the late afternoon. The man was middle-aged, slender, and dark-skinned, with the look of a poet and the complexion of a pirate—a man you would notice twice. The woman was young, blonde, and graceful, with something about her figure and movements that made you think of the word "lithe." She wore a gray dress with unusual brown patterns in the fabric. She might have been beautiful; it was hard to tell because her eyes drew attention away from everything else. They were gray-green, long and narrow, with an expression that was hard to analyze. All you could really know was that they were unsettling. Cleopatra might have had eyes like hers.

The man and the woman talked.

The man and the woman talked.

"Yes," said the woman, "I love you, God knows! But marry you, no. I cannot, will not."

"Yes," the woman said, "I love you, I swear! But marrying you? No. I can't and I won't."

"Irene, you have said that many times, yet always have denied me a reason. I've a right to know, to[Pg 96] understand, to feel and prove my fortitude if I have it. Give me a reason."

"Irene, you've said that so many times, but you've never given me a reason. I have the right to know, to understand, to feel, and to prove my strength if I have any. Just give me a reason."

"For loving you?"

"For loving you?"

The woman was smiling through her tears and her pallor. That did not stir any sense of humor in the man.

The woman was smiling despite her tears and her pale skin. That didn't bring out any humor in the man.

"No; there is no reason for that. A reason for not marrying me. I've a right to know. I must know. I will know!"

"No; there’s no reason for that. A reason for not marrying me. I have a right to know. I need to know. I will know!"

He had risen and was standing before her with clenched hands, on his face a frown—it might have been called a scowl. He looked as if he might attempt to learn by strangling her. She smiled no more—merely sat looking up into his face with a fixed, set regard that was utterly without emotion or sentiment. Yet it had something in it that tamed his resentment and made him shiver.

He had stood up and was facing her with his hands clenched, a frown on his face—it could have been described as a scowl. He looked like he might try to learn by choking her. She didn’t smile anymore—just sat there, looking up at him with a blank, emotionless gaze. Yet there was something in her expression that softened his anger and made him shiver.

"You are determined to have my reason?" she asked in a tone that was entirely mechanical—a tone that might have been her look made audible.

"You want my reasoning?" she asked in a voice that sounded completely robotic—a voice that seemed to express what her expression could not.

"If you please—if I'm not asking too much."

"If you don’t mind—if that’s not too much to ask."

Apparently this lord of creation was yielding some part of his dominion over his co-creature.

Apparently, this lord of creation was giving up some of his control over his fellow being.

"Very well, you shall know: I am insane."

"Alright, you should know this: I’m crazy."

The man started, then looked incredulous and was conscious that he ought to be amused. But, again, the sense of humor failed him in his need and despite his disbelief he was profoundly disturbed by that which he did not believe. Between our convictions and our feelings there is no good understanding.

The man started, then looked shocked and realized he should be amused. But, once again, his sense of humor deserted him when he needed it most, and despite his disbelief, he was deeply troubled by what he didn’t believe. There’s no real connection between our beliefs and our feelings.

"That is what the physicians would say," the woman continued, "if they knew. I might myself prefer to[Pg 97] call it a case of 'possession.' Sit down and hear what I have to say."

"That's what the doctors would say," the woman continued, "if they knew. I might actually prefer to[Pg 97] call it a case of 'possession.' Sit down and listen to what I have to say."

The man silently resumed his seat beside her on the rustic bench by the wayside. Over against them on the eastern side of the valley the hills were already sunset-flushed and the stillness all about was of that peculiar quality that foretells the twilight. Something of its mysterious and significant solemnity had imparted itself to the man's mood. In the spiritual, as in the material world, are signs and presages of night. Rarely meeting her look, and whenever he did so conscious of the indefinable dread with which, despite their feline beauty, her eyes always affected him, Jenner Brading listened in silence to the story told by Irene Marlowe. In deference to the reader's possible prejudice against the artless method of an unpracticed historian the author ventures to substitute his own version for hers.

The man quietly took his seat next to her on the rustic bench by the side of the road. Across from them on the eastern side of the valley, the hills were already glowing with the colors of sunset, and the stillness all around had that unique quality that signals twilight. Something of its mysterious and significant seriousness had influenced the man’s mood. In both the spiritual and physical world, there are signs and omens of night. He rarely met her gaze, and whenever he did, he felt the undefinable unease her beautiful eyes always gave him. Jenner Brading listened in silence to Irene Marlowe's story. To accommodate any potential bias from readers against the simple style of an inexperienced historian, the author will share his own version instead of hers.

II

A ROOM MAY BE TOO NARROW FOR THREE, THOUGH ONE IS OUTSIDE

In a little log house containing a single room sparely and rudely furnished, crouching on the floor against one of the walls, was a woman, clasping to her breast a child. Outside, a dense unbroken forest extended for many miles in every direction. This was at night and the room was black dark; no human eye could have discerned the woman and the child. Yet they were observed, narrowly, vigilantly, with never even a momentary[Pg 98] slackening of attention; and that is the pivotal fact upon which this narrative turns.

In a small log cabin with just one room that was sparsely and simply furnished, a woman was huddled on the floor against one of the walls, holding a child tightly to her chest. Outside, a dense, unbroken forest stretched for miles in every direction. It was nighttime, and the room was pitch dark; no human eye could make out the woman and the child. Yet they were being watched closely and attentively, with never a moment's lapse in attention; and that is the crucial detail that this story revolves around.

Charles Marlowe was of the class, now extinct in this country, of woodmen pioneers—men who found their most acceptable surroundings in sylvan solitudes that stretched along the eastern slope of the Mississippi Valley, from the Great Lakes to the Gulf of Mexico. For more than a hundred years these men pushed ever westward, generation after generation, with rifle and ax, reclaiming from Nature and her savage children here and there an isolated acreage for the plow, no sooner reclaimed than surrendered to their less venturesome but more thrifty successors. At last they burst through the edge of the forest into the open country and vanished as if they had fallen over a cliff. The woodman pioneer is no more; the pioneer of the plains—he whose easy task it was to subdue for occupancy two-thirds of the country in a single generation—is another and inferior creation. With Charles Marlowe in the wilderness, sharing the dangers, hardships and privations of that strange unprofitable life, were his wife and child, to whom, in the manner of his class in which the domestic virtues were a religion, he was passionately attached. The woman was still young enough to be comely, new enough to the awful isolation of her lot to be cheerful. By withholding the large capacity for happiness which the simple satisfactions of the forest life could not have filled, Heaven had dealt honorably with her. In her light household tasks, her child, her husband and her few foolish books, she found abundant provision for her needs.

Charles Marlowe belonged to a class that has disappeared in this country—the woodmen pioneers. These were the men who thrived in the remote natural spaces along the eastern side of the Mississippi Valley, from the Great Lakes to the Gulf of Mexico. For over a hundred years, they pushed steadily westward, generation after generation, with their rifles and axes, reclaiming bits of land from nature and her wild inhabitants for farming. But as soon as they reclaimed it, they would often hand it over to their less adventurous but more practical successors. Eventually, they burst out of the forest into open land and seemed to disappear as if they had fallen off a cliff. The woodman pioneer is no longer around; the plains pioneer—who found it easier to settle two-thirds of the country in a single generation—is a different and lesser kind. With Charles Marlowe in the wilderness, facing the dangers, struggles, and hardships of that difficult life, were his wife and child. He was deeply devoted to them, reflecting the values of his class where domestic virtues were held sacred. The woman was still young enough to be attractive and new enough to the harsh isolation of her life to remain positive. Heaven treated her kindly by not letting her experience the immense capacity for happiness that the simple joys of forest life could never fulfill. In her light household chores, her child, her husband, and her few trivial books, she found more than enough to meet her needs.

One morning in midsummer Marlowe took down his[Pg 99] rifle from the wooden hooks on the wall and signified his intention of getting game.

One morning in midsummer, Marlowe took his[Pg 99] rifle off the wooden hooks on the wall and indicated that he planned to go hunting.

"We've meat enough," said the wife; "please don't go out to-day. I dreamed last night, O, such a dreadful thing! I cannot recollect it, but I'm almost sure that it will come to pass if you go out."

"We have plenty of meat," said the wife; "please don't go out today. I had such a terrible dream last night! I can't remember all the details, but I'm pretty sure something bad will happen if you go out."

It is painful to confess that Marlowe received this solemn statement with less of gravity than was due to the mysterious nature of the calamity foreshadowed. In truth, he laughed.

It’s painful to admit that Marlowe took this serious statement with less seriousness than the mysterious nature of the disaster required. In fact, he laughed.

"Try to remember," he said. "Maybe you dreamed that Baby had lost the power of speech."

"Try to remember," he said. "Maybe you dreamed that Baby couldn't talk anymore."

The conjecture was obviously suggested by the fact that Baby, clinging to the fringe of his hunting-coat with all her ten pudgy thumbs, was at that moment uttering her sense of the situation in a series of exultant goo-goos inspired by sight of her father's raccoon-skin cap.

The guess was clearly prompted by the fact that Baby, grasping the edge of his hunting coat with all ten of her chubby thumbs, was at that moment expressing her feelings about the situation with a series of joyful goo-goos inspired by the sight of her dad's raccoon-skin cap.

The woman yielded: lacking the gift of humor she could not hold out against his kindly badinage. So, with a kiss for the mother and a kiss for the child, he left the house and closed the door upon his happiness forever.

The woman gave in: without the ability to find humor, she couldn't resist his warm teasing. So, with a kiss for the mother and a kiss for the child, he left the house and closed the door on his happiness forever.

At nightfall he had not returned. The woman prepared supper and waited. Then she put Baby to bed and sang softly to her until she slept. By this time the fire on the hearth, at which she had cooked supper, had burned out and the room was lighted by a single candle. This she afterward placed in the open window as a sign and welcome to the hunter if he should approach from that side. She had thoughtfully closed and barred the door against such wild animals as might prefer it to an open window—of the habits of beasts of prey in entering[Pg 100] a house uninvited she was not advised, though with true female prevision she may have considered the possibility of their entrance by way of the chimney. As the night wore on she became not less anxious, but more drowsy, and at last rested her arms upon the bed by the child and her head upon the arms. The candle in the window burned down to the socket, sputtered and flared a moment and went out unobserved; for the woman slept and dreamed.

At nightfall, he still hadn't come back. The woman made dinner and waited. Then she put the baby to bed and sang softly to her until she fell asleep. By this time, the fire in the hearth, where she had cooked dinner, had died out, and the room was lit by a single candle. She later placed this candle in the open window as a signal and welcoming sign for the hunter if he approached from that side. She had carefully closed and locked the door against any wild animals that might prefer it over an open window—she wasn't sure about the habits of predators entering a house uninvited, though with typical feminine foresight she might have considered the possibility of them coming down the chimney. As the night went on, she became not less anxious but more sleepy, and eventually rested her arms on the bed next to the child and her head on her arms. The candle in the window burned down to the base, flickered for a moment, and went out unnoticed, as the woman slept and dreamed.

In her dreams she sat beside the cradle of a second child. The first one was dead. The father was dead. The home in the forest was lost and the dwelling in which she lived was unfamiliar. There were heavy oaken doors, always closed, and outside the windows, fastened into the thick stone walls, were iron bars, obviously (so she thought) a provision against Indians. All this she noted with an infinite self-pity, but without surprise—an emotion unknown in dreams. The child in the cradle was invisible under its coverlet which something impelled her to remove. She did so, disclosing the face of a wild animal! In the shock of this dreadful revelation the dreamer awoke, trembling in the darkness of her cabin in the wood.

In her dreams, she sat beside the crib of a second child. The first one was gone. The father was gone. The home in the forest was lost, and the place where she lived felt unfamiliar. There were heavy oak doors, always closed, and outside the windows, secured into the thick stone walls, were iron bars, clearly (or so she thought) a measure against Native Americans. She observed all this with a deep sense of self-pity, but without any surprise—an emotion that doesn't really happen in dreams. The child in the crib was hidden beneath its blanket, and something compelled her to uncover it. She did, revealing the face of a wild animal! In the shock of this terrifying revelation, the dreamer awoke, trembling in the darkness of her cabin in the woods.

As a sense of her actual surroundings came slowly back to her she felt for the child that was not a dream, and assured herself by its breathing that all was well with it; nor could she forbear to pass a hand lightly across its face. Then, moved by some impulse for which she probably could not have accounted, she rose and took the sleeping babe in her arms, holding it close against her breast. The head of the child's cot was against the wall to which the woman now turned her[Pg 101] back as she stood. Lifting her eyes she saw two bright objects starring the darkness with a reddish-green glow. She took them to be two coals on the hearth, but with her returning sense of direction came the disquieting consciousness that they were not in that quarter of the room, moreover were too high, being nearly at the level of the eyes—of her own eyes. For these were the eyes of a panther.

As she slowly became aware of her surroundings, she felt for the child who was not just a dream and reassured herself by its breathing that everything was fine. She couldn’t help but gently brush her hand across its face. Then, driven by an impulse she likely couldn't explain, she stood up and picked up the sleeping baby, holding it tightly against her chest. The head of the child's crib was against the wall, which the woman now turned her back to as she stood. Lifting her eyes, she noticed two bright objects piercing the darkness with a reddish-green glow. At first, she thought they were two glowing coals on the hearth, but as her direction sense returned, she felt a growing unease realizing they weren’t located in that part of the room and were too high, almost at her own eye level. Because those were the eyes of a panther.

The beast was at the open window directly opposite and not five paces away. Nothing but those terrible eyes was visible, but in the dreadful tumult of her feelings as the situation disclosed itself to her understanding she somehow knew that the animal was standing on its hinder feet, supporting itself with its paws on the window-ledge. That signified a malign interest—not the mere gratification of an indolent curiosity. The consciousness of the attitude was an added horror, accentuating the menace of those awful eyes, in whose steadfast fire her strength and courage were alike consumed. Under their silent questioning she shuddered and turned sick. Her knees failed her, and by degrees, instinctively striving to avoid a sudden movement that might bring the beast upon her, she sank to the floor, crouched against the wall and tried to shield the babe with her trembling body without withdrawing her gaze from the luminous orbs that were killing her. No thought of her husband came to her in her agony—no hope nor suggestion of rescue or escape. Her capacity for thought and feeling had narrowed to the dimensions of a single emotion—fear of the animal's spring, of the impact of its body, the buffeting of its great arms, the feel of its teeth in her throat, the mangling of her babe.[Pg 102] Motionless now and in absolute silence, she awaited her doom, the moments growing to hours, to years, to ages; and still those devilish eyes maintained their watch.

The beast was at the open window directly across from her, not more than five steps away. Only those terrifying eyes were visible, but in the overwhelming chaos of her emotions as the reality of the situation sank in, she somehow knew the animal was standing on its hind legs, using its paws to support itself on the window ledge. That meant it had a sinister interest—not just a lazy curiosity. The awareness of its stance added to her horror, intensifying the threat of those awful eyes, in whose unyielding gaze her strength and courage were gradually drained. Under the silent scrutiny of those eyes, she shuddered and felt nauseous. Her knees buckled, and instinctively trying to avoid any sudden movements that might provoke the beast, she sank to the floor, crouched against the wall, and tried to shield the baby with her shaking body while keeping her gaze fixed on the glowing eyes that felt like they were killing her. In her anguish, she didn’t think of her husband—there was no hope or thought of rescue or escape. Her ability to think and feel had shrunk to one single emotion—fear of the animal's leap, the force of its body, the crashing of its powerful arms, the sensation of its teeth in her throat, the destruction of her baby.[Pg 102] Now motionless and completely silent, she awaited her fate, as moments stretched into hours, into years, into eternity; and still, those devilish eyes kept their watch.


Returning to his cabin late at night with a deer on his shoulders Charles Marlowe tried the door. It did not yield. He knocked; there was no answer. He laid down his deer and went around to the window. As he turned the angle of the building he fancied he heard a sound as of stealthy footfalls and a rustling in the undergrowth of the forest, but they were too slight for certainty, even to his practiced ear. Approaching the window, and to his surprise finding it open, he threw his leg over the sill and entered. All was darkness and silence. He groped his way to the fire-place, struck a match and lit a candle. Then he looked about. Cowering on the floor against a wall was his wife, clasping his child. As he sprang toward her she rose and broke into laughter, long, loud, and mechanical, devoid of gladness and devoid of sense—the laughter that is not out of keeping with the clanking of a chain. Hardly knowing what he did he extended his arms. She laid the babe in them. It was dead—pressed to death in its mother's embrace.

Returning to his cabin late at night with a deer on his shoulders, Charles Marlowe tried the door. It didn't budge. He knocked; there was no answer. He put down the deer and went around to the window. As he turned the corner of the building, he thought he heard what sounded like stealthy footsteps and rustling in the undergrowth of the forest, but it was too faint to be sure, even for his trained ear. Approaching the window, and to his surprise finding it open, he threw his leg over the sill and stepped inside. It was all darkness and silence. He felt his way to the fireplace, struck a match, and lit a candle. Then he looked around. Cowering on the floor against a wall was his wife, holding their child. As he rushed toward her, she got up and erupted into laughter—long, loud, and mechanical, lacking happiness and sense—the kind of laughter that fits with the clanking of a chain. Almost without knowing what he was doing, he reached out his arms. She placed the baby in them. It was dead—suffocated in its mother's embrace.

III

THE THEORY OF THE DEFENSE

That is what occurred during a night in a forest, but not all of it did Irene Marlowe relate to Jenner Brading; not all of it was known to her. When she had[Pg 103] concluded the sun was below the horizon and the long summer twilight had begun to deepen in the hollows of the land. For some moments Brading was silent, expecting the narrative to be carried forward to some definite connection with the conversation introducing it; but the narrator was as silent as he, her face averted, her hands clasping and unclasping themselves as they lay in her lap, with a singular suggestion of an activity independent of her will.

That’s what happened one night in the forest, but not everything was shared by Irene Marlowe with Jenner Brading; not all of it was known to her. By the time she had[Pg 103] finished, the sun had set, and the long summer twilight began to deepen in the valleys. For a while, Brading was quiet, waiting for the story to connect back to the conversation that had started it; but the narrator remained just as silent, her face turned away, her hands clasping and unclasping in her lap, suggesting a movement that was separate from her control.

"It is a sad, a terrible story," said Brading at last, "but I do not understand. You call Charles Marlowe father; that I know. That he is old before his time, broken by some great sorrow, I have seen, or thought I saw. But, pardon me, you said that you—that you—"

"It’s a sad, terrible story," Brading finally said, "but I don’t get it. You call Charles Marlowe your father; I know that. I can see he’s aged before his time, worn down by some great sorrow, or at least I thought I did. But excuse me, you said that you—that you—"

"That I am insane," said the girl, without a movement of head or body.

"That I'm crazy," said the girl, without moving her head or body.

"But, Irene, you say—please, dear, do not look away from me—you say that the child was dead, not demented."

"But, Irene, you say—please, dear, don’t look away from me—you say that the child was dead, not insane."

"Yes, that one—I am the second. I was born three months after that night, my mother being mercifully permitted to lay down her life in giving me mine."

"Yes, that one—I am the second. I was born three months after that night, my mother being thankfully allowed to give her life in bringing me into this world."

Brading was again silent; he was a trifle dazed and could not at once think of the right thing to say. Her face was still turned away. In his embarrassment he reached impulsively toward the hands that lay closing and unclosing in her lap, but something—he could not have said what—restrained him. He then remembered, vaguely, that he had never altogether cared to take her hand.

Brading fell silent again; he felt a bit dazed and couldn't immediately think of the right thing to say. Her face was still turned away. In his awkwardness, he impulsively reached for the hands that were opening and closing in her lap, but something—he couldn't quite put his finger on it—held him back. He then vaguely remembered that he had never really wanted to hold her hand.

"Is it likely," she resumed, "that a person born under[Pg 104] such circumstances is like others—is what you call sane?"

"Is it likely," she continued, "that a person born under[Pg 104] such circumstances is like others—is what you would consider sane?"

Brading did not reply; he was preoccupied with a new thought that was taking shape in his mind—what a scientist would have called an hypothesis; a detective, a theory. It might throw an added light, albeit a lurid one, upon such doubt of her sanity as her own assertion had not dispelled.

Brading didn't respond; he was focused on a new idea forming in his mind—something a scientist would call a hypothesis and a detective might refer to as a theory. It could shed some additional light, even if it was disturbing, on the doubts about her sanity that her own claim hadn't cleared up.

The country was still new and, outside the villages, sparsely populated. The professional hunter was still a familiar figure, and among his trophies were heads and pelts of the larger kinds of game. Tales variously credible of nocturnal meetings with savage animals in lonely roads were sometimes current, passed through the customary stages of growth and decay, and were forgotten. A recent addition to these popular apocrypha, originating, apparently, by spontaneous generation in several households, was of a panther which had frightened some of their members by looking in at windows by night. The yarn had caused its little ripple of excitement—had even attained to the distinction of a place in the local newspaper; but Brading had given it no attention. Its likeness to the story to which he had just listened now impressed him as perhaps more than accidental. Was it not possible that the one story had suggested the other—that finding congenial conditions in a morbid mind and a fertile fancy, it had grown to the tragic tale that he had heard?

The country was still new and, outside the villages, not very populated. The professional hunter was still a familiar sight, and among his trophies were the heads and skins of larger game. Stories of nighttime encounters with wild animals on lonely roads circulated, going through the usual phases of popularity before fading away. A recent addition to these local legends, seemingly emerging spontaneously in several homes, was about a panther that had frightened some residents by looking in at their windows at night. This tale created a small buzz of excitement and even made it into the local newspaper; however, Brading had paid it no mind. Now, its similarity to the story he had just heard struck him as more than coincidental. Could it be that one story inspired the other—that, finding a receptive audience in a troubled mind and an imaginative spirit, it had evolved into the tragic tale he had just listened to?

Brading recalled certain circumstances of the girl's history and disposition of which, with love's incuriosity, he had hitherto been heedless—such as her solitary life with her father, at whose house no one apparently was[Pg 105] an acceptable visitor, and her strange fear of the night by which those who knew her best accounted for her never being seen after dark. Surely in such a mind imagination once kindled might burn with a lawless flame, penetrating and enveloping the entire structure. That she was mad, though the conviction gave him the acutest pain, he could no longer doubt; she had only mistaken an effect of her mental disorder for its cause, bringing into imaginary relation with her own personality the vagaries of the local myth-makers. With some vague intention of testing his new "theory," and no very definite notion of how to set about it he said gravely, but with hesitation:

Brading remembered certain aspects of the girl's background and personality that, out of love's indifference, he had previously overlooked—like her isolated life with her father, where no one seemed to be a welcome guest, and her strange fear of the night, which those who knew her best explained as the reason she was never seen after dark. Surely in such a mind, once imagination sparked, it could burn with an uncontrollable fire, influencing and consuming everything around it. Though it pained him deeply, he could no longer doubt that she was mad; she had simply confused a symptom of her mental illness with its cause, linking her own experiences to the strange tales of local storytellers. With some unclear intention of testing his new "theory," and no clear idea of how to proceed, he said seriously, but with uncertainty:

"Irene, dear, tell me—I beg you will not take offense, but tell me—"

"Irene, sweetheart, please tell me—I really hope you won’t be offended, but just tell me—"

"I have told you," she interrupted, speaking with a passionate earnestness that he had not known her to show, "I have already told you that we cannot marry; is anything else worth saying?"

"I've already told you," she interrupted, speaking with a passionate intensity that he hadn't seen from her before, "I've already told you that we can't get married; is there anything else to discuss?"

Before he could stop her she had sprung from her seat and without another word or look was gliding away among the trees toward her father's house. Brading had risen to detain her; he stood watching her in silence until she had vanished in the gloom. Suddenly he started as if he had been shot, his face took on an expression of amazement and alarm: in one of the black shadows into which she had disappeared he had caught a quick, brief glimpse of shining eyes! For an instant he was dazed and irresolute; then he dashed into the wood after her, shouting, "Irene, Irene, look out! The panther! The panther!"

Before he could stop her, she jumped from her seat and without another word or glance was moving quickly among the trees toward her father’s house. Brading got up to stop her; he stood there in silence, watching her until she disappeared into the darkness. Suddenly, he flinched as if he’d been shot, his face showing a mix of shock and fear: in one of the dark shadows where she had vanished, he had caught a quick, fleeting glimpse of shining eyes! For a moment, he was stunned and unsure; then he ran into the woods after her, shouting, “Irene, Irene, watch out! The panther! The panther!”

In a moment he had passed through the fringe of forest[Pg 106] into open ground and saw the girl's gray skirt vanishing into her father's door. No panther was visible.

In an instant, he had crossed the edge of the forest[Pg 106] into the open field and caught a glimpse of the girl's gray skirt disappearing into her father's house. There was no sign of a panther.

IV

AN APPEAL TO THE CONSCIENCE OF GOD

Jenner Brading, attorney-at-law, lived in a cottage at the edge of the town. Directly behind the dwelling was the forest. Being a bachelor, and therefore by the Draconian moral code of the time and place denied the services of the only species of domestic servant known thereabout, the "hired girl," he boarded at the village hotel where also was his office. The woodside cottage was merely a lodging maintained—at no great cost, to be sure—as an evidence of prosperity and respectability. It would hardly do for one to whom the local newspaper had pointed with pride as "the foremost jurist of his time" to be "homeless," albeit he may sometimes have suspected that the words "home" and "house" were not strictly synonymous. Indeed, his consciousness of the disparity and his will to harmonize it were matters of logical inference, for it was generally reported that soon after the cottage was built its owner had made a futile venture in the direction of marriage—had, in truth, gone so far as to be rejected by the beautiful but eccentric daughter of Old Man Marlowe, the recluse. This was publicly believed because he had told it himself and she had not—a reversal of the usual order of things which could hardly fail to carry conviction.

Jenner Brading, attorney at law, lived in a cottage on the outskirts of town. Directly behind his home was a forest. Being a bachelor, and therefore denied the services of the only kind of domestic help available—a "hired girl"—due to the strict moral standards of the time, he rented a room at the village hotel, which also served as his office. The cottage by the woods was just a place to stay, kept at a low expense to show he was prosperous and respectable. It wouldn’t look good for someone the local newspaper called "the foremost jurist of his time" to be "homeless," even if he sometimes suspected that "home" and "house" didn’t really mean the same thing. In fact, he was aware of this difference and tried to reconcile it, as it was commonly said that shortly after the cottage was built, he had made an unsuccessful attempt to marry—he had even been rejected by the beautiful but quirky daughter of Old Man Marlowe, the recluse. This was widely accepted as truth because he had shared it himself, and she hadn’t—an unusual situation that was hard to doubt.

Brading's bedroom was at the rear of the house, with[Pg 107] a single window facing the forest. One night he was awakened by a noise at that window—he could hardly have said what it was like. With a little thrill of the nerves he sat up in bed and laid hold of the revolver which, with a forethought most commendable in one addicted to the habit of sleeping on the ground floor with an open window, he had put under his pillow. The room was in absolute darkness, but being unterrified he knew where to direct his eyes, and there he held them, awaiting in silence what further might occur. He could now dimly discern the aperture—a square of lighter black. Presently there appeared at its lower edge two gleaming eyes that burned with a malignant luster inexpressibly terrible! Brading's heart gave a great jump, then seemed to stand still. A chill passed along his spine and through his hair; he felt the blood forsake his cheeks. He could not have cried out—not to save his life; but being a man of courage he would not, to save his life, have done so if he had been able. Some trepidation his coward body might feel, but his spirit was of sterner stuff. Slowly the shining eyes rose with a steady motion that seemed an approach, and slowly rose Brading's right hand, holding the pistol. He fired!

Brading's bedroom was at the back of the house, with[Pg 107] a single window facing the forest. One night, he was jolted awake by a noise at that window—he couldn't quite describe what it sounded like. With a quick rush of adrenaline, he sat up in bed and grabbed the revolver, which he had wisely tucked under his pillow, knowing he had a habit of sleeping on the ground floor with an open window. The room was completely dark, but since he wasn't scared, he knew exactly where to look, and he fixed his gaze there, silently waiting to see what would happen next. He could now barely make out the opening—a square of lighter darkness. Soon, two gleaming eyes appeared at the bottom edge, glowing with an intensely terrifying malice! Brading's heart leaped, then seemed to stop. A chill ran down his spine and through his hair, and he felt his face go pale. He wouldn’t have been able to scream—not even to save his life; but being a brave man, he wouldn't have done so even if he could. His body might have felt some fear, but his spirit was made of tougher stuff. Slowly, the shining eyes rose in a steady motion that looked like it was coming closer, and Brading's right hand, holding the pistol, rose slowly as well. He fired!

Blinded by the flash and stunned by the report, Brading nevertheless heard, or fancied that he heard, the wild high scream of the panther, so human in sound, so devilish in suggestion. Leaping from the bed he hastily clothed himself and pistol in hand, sprang from the door, meeting two or three men who came running up from the road. A brief explanation was followed by a cautious search of the house. The grass was wet with[Pg 108] dew; beneath the window it had been trodden and partly leveled for a wide space, from which a devious trail, visible in the light of a lantern, led away into the bushes. One of the men stumbled and fell upon his hands, which as he rose and rubbed them together were slippery. On examination they were seen to be red with blood.

Blinded by the flash and dazed by the noise, Brading still thought he heard the wild, high scream of the panther, so human-like in sound and so sinister in implication. Jumping out of bed, he quickly got dressed and, gun in hand, rushed out the door, encountering a few men running up from the road. A quick explanation led to a careful search of the house. The grass was wet with[Pg 108] dew; beneath the window, it had been trampled and flattened in a large area, from which a winding trail, visible in the light of a lantern, wound into the bushes. One of the men tripped and fell on his hands, and when he got up and rubbed them together, they were slick. Upon closer inspection, they were covered in blood.

An encounter, unarmed, with a wounded panther was not agreeable to their taste; all but Brading turned back. He, with lantern and pistol, pushed courageously forward into the wood. Passing through a difficult undergrowth he came into a small opening, and there his courage had its reward, for there he found the body of his victim. But it was no panther. What it was is told, even to this day, upon a weather-worn headstone in the village churchyard, and for many years was attested daily at the graveside by the bent figure and sorrow-seamed face of Old Man Marlowe, to whose soul, and to the soul of his strange, unhappy child, peace—peace and reparation.[Pg 109]

An unarmed encounter with a wounded panther wasn’t appealing to them; everyone except Brading turned back. He, carrying a lantern and a pistol, bravely moved deeper into the woods. After struggling through some tough underbrush, he stumbled upon a small clearing, and there his bravery was rewarded when he discovered the body of his prey. But it wasn’t a panther. The truth of what it was is still told today on a weathered headstone in the village churchyard, and for many years, it was witnessed daily at the gravesite by the stooped figure and sorrowful face of Old Man Marlowe, who sought peace—for himself and for his strange, troubled child—peace and restoration.[Pg 109]


PHOTOGRAPHING INVISIBLE BEINGS

By Wm. T. Stead

"Millions of spiritual beings walk the earth
"Unseen, both when we’re awake and when we’re asleep."
—Milton

It was during the South African War that my father obtained one of his best authenticated spirit photographs, so I think that it is well to give here his own account of his experiments in that direction. He writes:

It was during the South African War that my father got one of his most well-documented spirit photographs, so I believe it's fitting to share his own account of his experiments in that area. He writes:

"While recording the results at which I have arrived, I wish to repudiate any desire to dogmatize as to their significance or their origin. I merely record the facts, and although I may indicate conclusions and inferences which I have drawn from them, I attach no importance to anything but the facts themselves.

"While noting the results I've reached, I want to reject any urge to be overly assertive about their meaning or where they come from. I’m just documenting the facts, and even though I might share the conclusions and inferences I’ve made from them, I place no significance on anything other than the facts themselves."

"There is living in London at the present moment an old man of seventy-one years of age, a man of no education; he can write, but he cannot spell, and he has for many years earned his living as a photographer. He was always in a small way of business, a quiet, inoffensive man who brought up his family respectably, and lived in peace with his neighbors, attracting no particular remark....

"There is currently an old man living in London who is seventy-one years old, and he has no formal education; he can write, but he can’t spell. For many years, he has made a living as a photographer. He always ran a small business, living a quiet, harmless life, raising his family well, and getting along with his neighbors without drawing much attention..."

"When he started in business as a photographer it[Pg 110] was in the days when the wet process was almost universal, and he was much annoyed by finding that when he exposed plates other forms than that of the sitter would appear in the background. So many plates were spoiled by these unwelcome intruders that his partner became very angry, and insisted that the plates had not been washed before they were used. He protested this was not so, and asked his partner to bring a packet of completely new plates with which he would take a photograph and see what was the result. His partner accepted the challenge, and produced a plate which had never previously been used; but when the portrait of the next sitter was taken, there appeared a shadow form in the background. Angry and frightened at this unwelcome appearance he flung the plate to the ground with an oath, and from that time for very many years he was never again troubled by an occurrence of similar phenomena.

"When he started his career as a photographer, it[Pg 110] was back in the days when the wet process was almost everywhere, and he was really frustrated to find that whenever he exposed plates, other shapes besides the sitter would show up in the background. So many plates were ruined by these unexpected intruders that his partner got very angry and insisted that the plates hadn’t been washed before use. He argued that wasn’t the case and challenged his partner to bring him a completely new pack of plates, promising to take a photograph and see what happened. His partner accepted the challenge and handed over a plate that had never been used before; but when the next sitter’s portrait was taken, a shadowy figure appeared in the background. Upset and scared by this unwanted sight, he threw the plate to the ground in anger, and from that moment on, for many years, he was never troubled by a reoccurrence of similar phenomena."

"About ten years ago he became interested in spiritualism, and to his surprise, and also to his regret, the shadow figures began to re-appear on the background of the photographs. He repeatedly had to destroy negatives and ask his customer to give him another sitting. It did his business harm, and in order to avoid this annoyance he left most of the photographing to his son.

"About ten years ago, he became interested in spiritualism, and to his surprise, and also regret, the shadow figures started to re-appear in the background of the photographs. He often had to destroy negatives and ask his clients to do another session. This hurt his business, so to avoid this hassle, he let his son handle most of the photography."

"I happened to hear of these curious experiences of his and sought him out. I found him very reluctant to speak about the matter. He said frankly he did not know how the figures came; it had been a great annoyance to him, and it gave his shop a bad name. He did not wish anything to be said about the matter. In deference, however, to repeated pressing on my part, he[Pg 111] consented to make experiments with me, and I had at various times a considerable number of sittings.

"I heard about these strange experiences of his and decided to track him down. When I found him, he was very hesitant to talk about it. He honestly admitted he didn’t know how the figures appeared; it had been a huge source of stress for him, and it damaged his shop's reputation. He didn’t want anyone to discuss it. However, out of respect for my persistent inquiries, he[Pg 111] agreed to conduct experiments with me, and I had quite a few sessions at different times."

"At first I brought my own plates (half plate size). He allowed me to place them in his slide in the dark room, to put them in the camera, which I was allowed to turn inside-out, and after they were exposed I was permitted to go into the dark room and develop them in his presence. Under these conditions I repeatedly obtained pictures of persons who were certainly not visible to me in the studio. I was allowed to do almost anything that I pleased, to alter the background, to change the position of the camera, to sit at any angle that I chose—in short to act as if the studio and all belonging to it was my own. And I repeatedly obtained what the old photographer called 'shadow pictures,' but none of them bore any resemblance to any person whom I had known.

"At first, I brought my own plates (about half the size of standard ones). He let me put them in his slide in the darkroom, then load them into the camera, which I was allowed to turn inside-out. After they were exposed, I could go into the darkroom and develop them with him there. With these permissions, I consistently captured images of people who definitely weren't visible to me in the studio. I was free to do nearly anything I wanted: change the background, adjust the camera's position, sit at any angle I chose—in short, to act as if the studio and everything in it were mine. I frequently produced what the old photographer referred to as 'shadow pictures,' but none of them looked like any person I had ever known."

"In all these earlier experiments the photographer, whom I will call Mr. B——, made no charge, and the only request that he made was that I should not publish his name, or do anything to let his neighbors know of the curious shadow pictures which were obtainable in his studio.

"In all these earlier experiments, the photographer, whom I will refer to as Mr. B——, didn't charge anything, and the only request he had was that I shouldn't publish his name or do anything that would let his neighbors know about the unusual shadow pictures available in his studio."

"After a time I was so thoroughly satisfied that the shadow photographs, or spirit forms, were not produced by any fraud on the part of the photographer, that I did not trouble to bring my own marked plates—I allowed him to use his own, and to do all the work of loading the slide and of developing the plate without my assistance or supervision. What I wanted was to see whether it would be possible for me to obtain a photograph of any person known to me in life who has[Pg 112] passed over to the other side. The production of one such picture, if the person was unknown to the photographer, and he had no means of obtaining the photograph of the original while on earth, seemed to me so much better a test of the genuineness of the phenomena than could be secured by any amount of personal supervision of the process of photography, that I left him to operate without interference. The results he obtained when left to himself were precisely the same as those when the slides passed only through my own hands. But, although I obtained a great variety of portraits of unknown persons, I got none whom I could recognize.

"After a while, I was so convinced that the shadow photographs, or spirit forms, weren't faked by the photographer, that I didn't bother to bring my own marked plates. I let him use his own and do all the loading of the slide and developing of the plate without my help or oversight. What I wanted to know was whether I could get a photograph of someone I knew in life who had[Pg 112] passed to the other side. Getting one such picture, if the person was unknown to the photographer and he had no way of obtaining the original's photo while they were alive, seemed to me to be a much better test of the authenticity of the phenomena than any amount of personal supervision could guarantee, so I let him work without interference. The results he got when left alone were exactly the same as those when the slides went only through my hands. However, although I received a variety of portraits of unknown people, I didn’t recognize any of them."

"In a conversation with Mr. B— as to how these shadow pictures, as he called them, came on the plate, I found him almost as much at sea as myself. He said that he did not know how they came, but that he had noticed that they came more frequently and with greater distinctness at some times than at others. He could never say beforehand whether they would come or not. He frequently informed me when my sitting began that he could guarantee nothing. And often the set of plates would bear no trace of any portrait save mine.

"In a chat with Mr. B— about how these shadow pictures, as he called them, appeared on the plate, I found him just as puzzled as I was. He mentioned that he didn't understand how they showed up, but he had noticed they appeared more often and were clearer at certain times compared to others. He could never predict in advance whether they would appear or not. He often told me at the start of my sitting that he couldn't promise anything. And frequently, the collection of plates would show no sign of any portrait except for mine."

"He was very reluctant to continue the experiments, and used to complain that after exposing four plates with a view to obtaining such pictures he felt quite exhausted. And sometimes he complained that his 'innards seemed to be turned upside-down,' to use his own phrase. I usually sat with him between two and three in the afternoon, and on the days which I came he always abstained from the usual glass of beer which he took with his midday meal. If I came unexpectedly, and he had had a single glass of beer, which formed[Pg 113] his usual beverage, he would always assure me that I need not expect any good results. I, however, never found any particular difference in the results.

He was really hesitant to keep doing the experiments and often complained that after setting up four plates to get those pictures, he felt completely worn out. Sometimes he said that his "insides felt all twisted around," as he put it. I usually sat with him between two and three in the afternoon, and on the days I visited, he always skipped his usual beer with lunch. If I showed up unexpectedly and he had already had a single beer, which was his typical drink, he would always tell me not to expect any good results. However, I never noticed any significant difference in the results.

"We often discussed the matter together. And he was evidently working out a theory of his own, as any one might under such circumstances. He knew that when he was excited or irritated he got bad results. Hence he often used to keep a music-box going, for the music, in his opinion, tended to set up good and tranquil conditions. He said he thought something must come out of him—what, he did not know, but something was taken out of him, and with this something he thought the entities, whoever they were, built themselves up and acquired sufficient substance to reflect the rays of light so as to impress the sensitive plate in his camera. He also thought that his old camera had become what he called magnetized, and although it was an old-fashioned piece of furniture, which I not only examined myself, but have had examined by expert photographers, nothing could be discovered within or without it which would account for the results obtained. He also was of the opinion that even although he did not touch the photographic plate, it was necessary for him to touch or to hold his hand over the photographic slide, and also to hold his hand over the plate when it was in the developing bath. His theory was that in some way or other this process magnetized the plate and brought out a shadow portrait.

"We often talked about it together. He was clearly working on a theory of his own, as anyone might in that situation. He realized that when he was excited or annoyed, he got poor results. So, he often kept a music box playing because he believed the music helped create a calm and positive environment. He mentioned that he thought something had to come out of him—he didn't know what, but he felt that something was extracted from him, and with this something, the entities, whoever they were, formed and gained enough substance to reflect light and impress the sensitive plate in his camera. He also believed that his old camera had become what he called magnetized, and although it was quite outdated, which I personally examined and also had checked by professional photographers, there was nothing found inside or outside of it that could explain the results it produced. He thought that even though he didn’t touch the photographic plate, it was necessary for him to either touch or hold his hand over the photographic slide and to keep his hand over the plate while it was in the developing bath. His theory was that somehow this process magnetized the plate and revealed a shadow portrait."

"One peculiarity of almost all the shadow pictures obtained in all these series of experiments is that they have around them the same kind of white drapery which is so familiar to those who have taken part in a materializing[Pg 114] séance. Sometimes this drapery is more voluminous than at others; often, when the conditions are good, the form which at first appears with its head encompassed with drapery will appear on the second plate without any drapery. On asking Mr. B— what explanation he could give for this, he said he did not know, but he believed that the bodily appearance assumed by the spirit was very sensitive and needed to be shielded from currents, which might harm it. But when harmony prevailed they could venture to remove the drapery, and be photographed without it. Whatever may be the value of Mr. B—'s theory, there is little doubt that something is given off from his body which can be photographed. The white mist that appears to emanate from him forms into cloudy folds out of which there protrudes a more or less clearly defined face with human features. Sometimes this white and misty cloud obscures the sitter, at other times it seems to be condensed as if it were in the process of being worked up into a definite form for the completion of which either time or some other conditions were lacking. It was also noticeable that the entity—whoever it may be—which builds up the form, who is giving off sufficient solidity to impress its image upon the plate in the camera, having once created a form, will use it repeatedly without any change of position or expression. This will no doubt seem a great stumbling-block to many. But the fact is as I have stated it, and our first business is to ascertain facts, whether they tell for or against any particular hypothesis. It may be that the disembodied spirit, in order to establish its identity, constructs, out of the 'aura' given off by the photographer or other[Pg 115] medium, a mask or cast bearing the unmistakable resemblance to the body which it wore in its sojourn on earth. Having once built it up for use in the studio, it may be easier to employ the same cast again and again instead of building up a new one at each fresh sitting. Upon this point, however, I shall have something to say further on.

"One unusual aspect of nearly all the shadow images captured in these experiments is that they have a similar type of white drapery around them, which is quite familiar to anyone who has attended a materialization[Pg 114] séance. Sometimes this drapery is more abundant than at other times; often, when conditions are optimal, the figure that initially appears with its head wrapped in drapery shows up on the second plate without it. When I asked Mr. B— for his explanation, he said he didn’t know but believed that the spirit's physical form was very delicate and needed protection from currents that could be harmful. However, when harmony was present, they could remove the drapery and be photographed without it. Regardless of the value of Mr. B—'s theory, it's clear that something is emitted from his body that can be captured in photos. The white mist that seems to come from him forms into cloudy folds, out of which a more or less clearly defined face with human features emerges. At times, this white, foggy cloud obscures the sitter, while at other times it appears to be gathering as if it's in the process of shaping into a solid form, for which either time or other conditions were lacking. It was also noticeable that the entity—whoever it may be—that creates the form, which has enough solidity to leave an impression on the camera's plate, once a form is established, will use it repeatedly without any change in position or expression. This may seem like a significant stumbling block to many, but the fact remains as I’ve stated it, and our primary task is to determine facts, regardless of whether they support or contradict any specific hypothesis. It may be that the disembodied spirit, in order to affirm its identity, constructs a mask or cast from the 'aura' emitted by the photographer or other[Pg 115] medium that unmistakably resembles the body it inhabited during its time on earth. Once this form is created for use in the studio, it may be easier to re-use the same cast instead of making a new one at each session. I will have more to say about this later."

"I was very much interested in the results I obtained, although as none of the photographs were identified I did not deem the experiment completely successful. I was very anxious to induce Mr. B— to devote some months to an uninterrupted series of experiments, and asked him on what terms I could secure his services. But he absolutely refused; he said he did not like it, it made him unwell, made people speak ill of him, and it did not matter what terms were offered, he would not consent. He was an old man, he said, and he could not find out how these things came; and, in short, neither scientific curiosity nor financial consideration would induce him to consent to more than an occasional sitting. I therefore dropped the matter, and for some years I discontinued my experiments.

"I was really interested in the results I got, but since none of the photographs were identified, I didn’t consider the experiment completely successful. I was eager to get Mr. B— to spend a few months doing a continuous series of experiments, so I asked him what it would take to secure his help. But he outright refused; he said he didn’t like it, it made him feel unwell, people talked badly about him because of it, and no matter what terms were offered, he wouldn’t agree. He mentioned that he was an old man and couldn’t figure out how these things worked; in short, neither scientific curiosity nor financial incentives would convince him to agree to more than an occasional session. So I dropped the subject, and for several years, I stopped my experiments."

"I had a friend who often accompanied me to Mr. B—'s studio, where she had been photographed both with and without shadow pictures appearing on the background. We often promised each other that if either of us passed over we would come back and be photographed by Mr. B— if possible, in order to prove the reality of spirit return. Shortly after this my friend died. But it was not until nearly four years after her death, at the request of a friend who was very anxious to know whether she could communicate with those on[Pg 116] the other side, that I went back to Mr. B—'s studio.

"I had a friend who often went with me to Mr. B—'s studio, where she had been photographed both with and without shadow pictures in the background. We frequently promised each other that if either of us passed away, we would come back and try to be photographed by Mr. B— to prove the reality of spirit return. Shortly after that, my friend died. But it wasn’t until nearly four years later, at the request of a friend who was really eager to know if she could communicate with those on[Pg 116] the other side, that I went back to Mr. B—'s studio."

"He had always been slightly clairvoyant and clairaudient. He told me that a few days before I had written asking for the appointment, my deceased friend had appeared in the studio and told him that I was coming. This reminded me of her promise, and I said at once that I hoped he would be able to photograph her. He said he didn't know; he was rather frightened of her, for reasons into which I need not enter, but if she came he would see what he could do. My friend and I sat together. The first plate was exposed, nothing appeared in the background. When the second plate was placed in the camera Mr. B— nodded with a quick look of recognition. We saw nothing. After he had exposed the second plate and before he developed it he asked us to change seats. We did this, and as he was exposing the third plate he said, 'I am told to ask you to do this,' and then when he closed the shutter he said, 'it is Mrs. M—.' On the fourth plate there appeared a picture of a woman whom I had never seen before, and whom my friend had never seen, neither had Mr. B—. When the plates came to be developed I found the second and third plates contained unmistakable likenesses of my friend Mrs. M—. These portraits were immediately recognized by my friend as unmistakable likenesses of the deceased Mrs. M—. It will be objected that she had frequently been photographed by the same photographer, and that he had simply faked a photograph from one of his old negatives. I don't believe that this is possible, for these portraits, although recognized immediately by every one who knew her, including her nearest relative, are quite different from any photograph she[Pg 117] ever had taken in life. She certainly never was photographed enveloped in white drapery, nor do I believe that Mr. B— had any negative of any of her portraits in his possession. But I fully admit that from the point of view of one who wishes to exclude every possibility of error, the fact that Mrs. M— had been frequently photographed in her lifetime by the same photographer renders it impossible to regard these photographs as conclusive testimony as to their authenticity as a photograph of a form assumed by a disembodied spirit. I have mentioned that on the fourth plate there appeared a portrait of an unknown female. On my return I was showing the print of this shadow picture to a friend when she startled me by declaring that the shrouded form which appeared behind me in the photograph was a portrait of her mother who had died some months before in Dublin. I had never seen her mother, my friend did not know of her existence, neither did the photographer, nor does he to this day. It was only many months afterwards that I was able to obtain a photograph of my friend's mother, but it was taken when she was a comparatively young woman and bore no manner of resemblance to the portrait of the lady who appeared behind me. Her daughter, however, had not the slightest hesitation in asserting that it was her mother, that she had recognized her instantly, and that it was a very good portrait of her as she appeared in the later years of her life. This startled me not a little, and convinced me that I had a good prospect of attaining some definite results as an outcome of my experiments.

"He had always been a bit clairvoyant and clairaudient. He told me that a few days before I had written to request the appointment, my deceased friend had appeared in the studio and told him I was coming. This reminded me of her promise, and I immediately said I hoped he would be able to photograph her. He said he didn't know; he was a bit scared of her for reasons I won't go into, but if she showed up, he would see what he could do. My friend and I sat together. The first plate was exposed, and nothing appeared in the background. When the second plate was placed in the camera, Mr. B— nodded with a quick look of recognition. We saw nothing. After he exposed the second plate and before he developed it, he asked us to change seats. We did this, and while exposing the third plate, he said, 'I’m told to ask you to do this,' and then when he closed the shutter, he said, 'It’s Mrs. M—.' On the fourth plate, there appeared a picture of a woman I had never seen before, and neither had my friend or Mr. B—. When the plates were developed, I found the second and third plates had unmistakable likenesses of my friend Mrs. M—. These portraits were immediately recognized by my friend as clear likenesses of the deceased Mrs. M—. Some may argue that she had often been photographed by the same photographer and that he simply faked a photo from one of his old negatives. I don't believe that's possible, because these portraits, while immediately recognized by everyone who knew her, including her closest relative, are quite different from any photo she[Pg 117] ever had taken in life. She certainly was never photographed wrapped in white drapery, nor do I believe Mr. B— had any negatives of her portraits in his possession. However, I fully acknowledge that from the perspective of someone wanting to eliminate every possibility of error, the fact that Mrs. M— had been photographed multiple times in her lifetime by the same photographer makes it hard to consider these photographs as definitive proof of their authenticity as a photo of a form taken on by a disembodied spirit. I mentioned that the fourth plate displayed a portrait of an unknown woman. When I returned, I was showing the print of this shadow picture to a friend when she surprised me by declaring that the cloaked figure behind me in the photograph was a portrait of her mother, who had passed away a few months earlier in Dublin. I had never seen her mother, my friend didn’t know of her existence, and neither did the photographer, nor does he to this day. It was only many months later that I was able to obtain a photo of my friend's mother, but it was taken when she was relatively young and bore no resemblance to the woman in the portrait that appeared behind me. Her daughter, however, had no hesitation in stating that it was her mother, that she recognized her instantly, and that it was a very good portrait of her as she appeared in her later years. This shocked me quite a bit and convinced me that I had a real chance of achieving some definite results from my experiments."

"Mr. B—, encouraged by this success, was willing[Pg 118] to continue his experiments, and this time I insisted upon paying him for his work.

"Mr. B—, motivated by this success, was open[Pg 118] to continuing his experiments, and this time I insisted on compensating him for his work."

"From this time onward the occurrence of photographs that were recognizable on the background of the photographs taken by Mr. B— became frequent. Sometimes the plates were marked; but not invariably. For my part I attach comparatively no importance to the marking of plates and the close supervision of the operator. The test of the genuineness of a photograph that is obtained when the unknown relative of an unknown sitter appears in the background of the photograph, is immeasurably superior to precautions any expert conjurer or trick photographer might evade. Again and again I sent friends to Mr. B—, giving him no information as to who they were, nor telling him anything as to the identity of the persons' deceased friend or relative whose portrait they wished to secure; and time and again when the negative was developed the portrait would appear in the background, or sometimes in front of the sitter. This occurred so frequently that I am quite convinced of the impossibility of any fraud. One time it was a French editor, who finding the portrait of his deceased wife appear on the negative when developed, was so transported with delight that he insisted on kissing the photographer, Mr. B—, much to the old man's embarrassment. On another occasion it was a Lancashire engineer, himself a photographer, who took marked plates and all possible precautions. He obtained portraits of two of his relatives and another of an eminent personage with whom he had been in close relations. Or again, it was a near neighbor, who, going as a total[Pg 119] stranger to the studio, obtained the portrait of her deceased daughter.

"From this point on, it became common to see photographs in the background of the pictures taken by Mr. B—. Sometimes the plates had markings, but not always. Personally, I don’t think the markings or the close monitoring of the photographer are that important. The proof of a photograph’s authenticity is far better when an unknown relative of an unknown subject shows up in the background, which is something no expert magician or trick photographer could fake. I repeatedly sent friends to Mr. B— without giving him any information about who they were or the identities of their deceased friends or relatives they wanted to capture in a portrait. Time after time, when the negative was developed, their loved ones would appear either in the background or sometimes even in front of the sitter. This happened so often that I’m completely convinced no fraud could be involved. One time, there was a French editor who, when he saw the portrait of his deceased wife showing up on the developed negative, was so overjoyed that he insisted on kissing Mr. B—, which was quite embarrassing for the old man. On another occasion, a photographer from Lancashire took marked plates with all the precautions he could. He ended up obtaining portraits of two relatives and another of a famous person he had closely known. Then there was a neighbor who visited the studio as a complete stranger and ended up getting a portrait of her deceased daughter."

"I attach no importance whatever to the appearance of portraits of well-known personages, which might easily be copied from existing pictures, but I attach immense importance to the production of the spirit photographs of unknown relatives of sitters who are unknown to the photographer, who receives them solely as a lady or gentleman who is one of my friends.

"I don't care at all about the look of portraits of famous people, which could easily be copied from existing images, but I place great importance on capturing spirit photographs of unknown relatives of sitters who the photographer doesn't know, who are just seen as a lady or gentleman who is one of my friends."

"Although, as I have said, I do not attach much importance to photographs appearing of well-known men, I confess that I was rather impressed by one of my most recent experiments. I received a message from a medium in Sheffield, who is unknown to me, saying that Cecil Rhodes, who had then been dead about nine months, had spoken to her clairaudiently, and had told her to ask me to go to the photographer's, and that he would come and be photographed. The medium was a stranger to me, and I confess that I received the message with considerable skepticism. However, when she came up to town I accompanied her to the studio. She declared that she saw Cecil Rhodes, and that he spoke to her, and that he was standing behind me when the plate was exposed. When the plate came to be developed, although there was one well-defined figure standing behind me and several other faces half visible in the background, there was no portrait of Cecil Rhodes. I was not surprised, and went away. A month afterwards I went to have another sitting with the photographer. I chatted with him for a short time, and then he left the room for a moment. When he came back he said to me: 'There is a round-faced well set-up man here[Pg 120] with a short moustache and a dimple in his chin. Do you know him?' 'No,' I said, 'I don't know any such man.' 'Well, he seems to be very busy about you.' 'Well,' I said, 'if he comes upstairs, we shall see what we can get.' 'I don't know,' said he. When I was sitting, he said, 'There he is, and I see the letter R. Is it Robert or Richard, do you think?' 'I don't know any Robert or Richard,' I said. He took the picture. He then proceeded with the second plate, and said, 'That man is still here, and I see behind him a country road. I wonder what that means.' He went into the dark room, and presently came out and said, 'I see "road or roads." Do you know any one of that name?' 'Of course,' I said, 'Cecil Rhodes.' 'Do you mean him as died in the Transvaal lately?' said he. I said 'Yes.' 'Well,' he said, 'was he a man like that?' 'Well, he had a moustache,' I said. And sure enough, when the plate was developed, there was Cecil Rhodes looking fifteen years younger than when he died.

"Even though I don't think much of photographs of famous people, I have to admit that one of my recent experiences really caught my attention. I got a message from a medium in Sheffield, whom I don’t know, saying that Cecil Rhodes, who had passed away about nine months prior, had communicated with her and asked her to tell me to visit the photographer, as he would come to be photographed. Since the medium was a stranger to me, I received the message with quite a bit of skepticism. However, when she came to town, I accompanied her to the studio. She claimed she saw Cecil Rhodes, said he spoke to her, and that he was standing behind me when the photo was taken. When the photo was developed, while there was one clear figure behind me and several other faces faintly visible in the background, there was no portrait of Cecil Rhodes. I wasn't surprised and left. A month later, I went back for another session with the photographer. I chatted with him for a bit, and then he stepped out of the room for a moment. When he returned, he said to me, 'There’s a round-faced, well-built man here[Pg 120] with a short mustache and a dimple in his chin. Do you know him?' 'No,' I replied, 'I don’t know anyone like that.' 'Well, he seems to be very interested in you.' 'If he comes upstairs, we’ll see what happens,' I said. 'I’m not sure,' he replied. While I was sitting for the photo, he said, 'There he is, and I see the letter R. Is it Robert or Richard, do you think?' 'I don’t know any Robert or Richard,' I replied. He took the picture and continued with the second plate, saying, 'That man is still here, and I see a country road behind him. I wonder what that means.' He went into the dark room and soon came out saying, 'I see "road or roads." Do you know anyone with that name?' 'Of course,' I said, 'Cecil Rhodes.' 'Are you talking about the one who died in the Transvaal recently?' he asked. I confirmed with, 'Yes.' 'Well,' he said, 'was he a man like that?' 'Well, he had a mustache,' I replied. And sure enough, when the plate was developed, there was Cecil Rhodes looking fifteen years younger than when he died."

"Some other plates were exposed. One was entirely blank, on two others the mist was formed into a kind of clot of light, but no figure was visible, the fifth had a portrait of an unknown man, and on the sixth, when it came to be developed, there was the same portrait of Cecil Rhodes that had appeared on the first, but without the white drapery round the head.

"Some other plates were revealed. One was completely blank, on two others the mist had formed into a sort of blob of light, but no image was visible. The fifth had a portrait of an unknown man, and on the sixth, when it was developed, there was the same portrait of Cecil Rhodes that had shown up on the first, but without the white drapery around the head."

"Of course it may be said that it was well known that I was connected with Cecil Rhodes and that the photographer therefore would have no difficulty in faking a portrait. I admit all that, and therefore I would not have introduced this if it had stood alone, as any evidence showing that it was a bona fide photograph of an[Pg 121] invisible being. But it does not stand alone, and I have almost every reason to believe in the almost stupid honesty, if I may use such a phrase, of the photographer. I am naturally much interested in these latest portraits of the African Colossus. They are, at any rate, entirely new, no such portraits, to the best of my knowledge—and I have made a collection of all I can lay my hands on—exactly resembling those portraits which I obtained at Mr. B—'s studio.

"Of course, it could be argued that it was well known that I was associated with Cecil Rhodes, so the photographer would have no trouble faking a portrait. I acknowledge that, and I wouldn’t bring this up if it were the only evidence showing it was a bona fide photograph of an[Pg 121] invisible being. But it isn't the only piece of evidence, and I have plenty of reasons to trust the almost painfully honest, if I may say so, nature of the photographer. I am naturally very interested in these latest portraits of the African Colossus. They are, in any case, completely new; to the best of my knowledge—and I’ve collected everything I could find—there are no other portraits exactly like those I got at Mr. B—'s studio."

"I will conclude the account of my experiments by telling how I secured a portrait under circumstances which preclude any possibility of fake or fraud. One day when I entered the studio, Mr. B— said to me, 'There is a man come with you who has been here before; he came here some days ago when I was by myself; he looked very wild, and he had a gun in his hand, and I did not like the look of him. I don't like guns, so I asked him to go away, for I was frightened of the gun, and he went. But now he has come with you, and he has not got his gun any more, so we will let him stop.' I was rather amused at the old man's story and said, 'Well, see if you can photograph him.' 'I don't know as I can,' he said, 'I never know what I can get,'—which is quite true, for often the photographs which he says he sees clairvoyantly do not come out on the plate. While he was photographing me, I said to him, 'If you can tell this man to go away, you can ask him his name.' 'Yes,' said he. 'Will you do so?' I said. 'Yes,' he said. After seeming to ask the question mentally, he said, 'He says his name is Piet Botha.' 'Piet Botha,' I said, 'I know no such name. There are Louis and Philip, and Chris Botha. I have never heard of Piet; still they are[Pg 122] a numerous family and there are plenty of Bothas in South Africa, and it will be interesting to ask General Botha, when he arrives, whether he knows of any Piet Botha.' When the negative was developed, sure enough there appeared behind me a photograph of a stalwart bearded person, who might have been a Boer or a Russian moujik, but who was certainly unknown to me. I had never seen a portrait of any one which bore any resemblance to the photograph.

"I'll wrap up my experiments by sharing how I got a portrait in a way that leaves no room for doubt about its authenticity. One day when I walked into the studio, Mr. B— told me, 'There's a man with you who's been here before; he came a few days ago when I was alone. He looked very wild, and he had a gun in his hand, which made me uneasy. I don’t like guns, so I asked him to leave because I was scared, and he did. But now he’s come with you, and he doesn’t have his gun, so we’ll let him stay.' I found the old man’s story quite amusing and said, 'Well, see if you can photograph him.' 'I’m not sure I can,' he replied, 'I never know what I can get,'—which is true, because often the photos he claims to see don’t show up on the plate. While he was taking my picture, I said to him, 'If you can tell this man to go away, can you ask him his name?' 'Yes,' he said. 'Will you do that?' I asked. 'Yes,' he replied. After seeming to mentally ask the question, he said, 'He says his name is Piet Botha.' 'Piet Botha,' I said, 'I don’t know anyone by that name. There are Louis and Philip, and Chris Botha, but I’ve never heard of Piet; still, they are a big family, and there are plenty of Bothas in South Africa. It’ll be interesting to ask General Botha, when he arrives, if he knows any Piet Botha.' When the negative was developed, sure enough, there was a photograph behind me of a strong, bearded man, who could have been either a Boer or a Russian peasant, but was definitely someone I didn’t recognize. I had never seen a portrait of anyone who resembled that photograph."

"When General Botha arrived I did not get an opportunity of asking him about the photograph, but some time afterwards I asked Mr. Fischer, one of the delegation from the South African Republics, to look at the photograph, and if he got an opportunity to ask General Botha if he knew of such a man as Piet Botha. Mr. Fischer said he thought he had seen the face before, but he could not be certain. He departed with the photograph. Some days afterwards Mr. Wessels, a member of the delegation with Mr. Fischer, came down to my office. He said, 'I want to know about that photograph that you gave Mr. Fischer.' 'Yes,' I said, 'what about it?' 'I want to know where you got it.' I told him. He replied disdainfully, 'I don't believe in such things; it is superstition; besides, that man didn't know Mr. B—; he has never been in London; how could he come there?' 'What,' I said, 'do you know him?' 'Know him!' said Mr. Wessels. 'He is my brother-in-law.' 'Really!' I said. 'What did they call him?' 'Pietrus Johannes Botha, but we always called him Piet for short.' 'Is he dead, then?' I said. 'Yes,' said Mr. Wessels, 'he was the first Boer officer who was killed in the siege of Kimberley; but there is a mystery about[Pg 123] this; you didn't know him?' 'No,' I said. 'And never heard of him?' 'No,' I said. 'But,' he said, 'I have the man's portrait in my house in South Africa, how could you get it?' 'But,' I said, 'I never have had it.' 'I don't understand,' he said, moodily, and so departed. I afterwards showed the photograph to another Free-State Boer who knew Piet Botha very well, and he had not the slightest hesitation in declaring that it was an unmistakable likeness of his dead friend.[8]

"When General Botha arrived, I didn’t get a chance to ask him about the photograph, but later, I asked Mr. Fischer, one of the delegates from the South African Republics, to take a look at it and, if he could, to ask General Botha if he recognized a man named Piet Botha. Mr. Fischer said he thought he recognized the face, but he couldn’t be sure. He took the photograph with him. A few days later, Mr. Wessels, another member of the delegation with Mr. Fischer, came to my office. He said, 'I want to know about that photograph you gave Mr. Fischer.' 'Yes,' I replied, 'what about it?' 'Where did you get it?' he asked. I told him. He scoffed, saying, 'I don’t believe in such things; it’s superstition; that man didn’t know Mr. B—; he’s never been to London; how could he have come there?' 'What,' I said, 'do you know him?' 'Know him!' exclaimed Mr. Wessels. 'He's my brother-in-law.' 'Really!' I responded. 'What did they call him?' 'Pietrus Johannes Botha, but we all called him Piet for short.' 'Is he dead, then?' I asked. 'Yes,' Mr. Wessels replied, 'he was the first Boer officer killed in the siege of Kimberley; but there’s a mystery about this; you didn’t know him?' 'No,' I said. 'And you’ve never heard of him?' 'No,' I said. 'But,' he said, 'I have the man's portrait in my house in South Africa, how could you get it?' 'But,' I replied, 'I never had it.' 'I don't understand,' he said, looking sullen, and then left. I later showed the photograph to another Free-State Boer who knew Piet Botha very well, and he had no hesitation in saying it was an unmistakable likeness of his deceased friend.[8]"

"This is a plain, straightforward narrative of my experiences; they are still going on. But if I continue them forever I don't see how I am going to obtain better results than those which I have already secured. At the same time I must admit that when I have taken my own kodak to the studio and taken a photograph immediately before Mr. B— had exposed his plate, I got no results. The same failure occurred with another photographer whom I took, who took his own camera and his own plates, and took a photograph immediately before and immediately after Mr. B— had exposed his plate, and secured no result. Mr. B—'s explanation of this is that he thinks he does in some way or other magnetize,[Pg 124] as he terms it, the plate, and that there is some effluence from his hand which is as necessary for the development of the psychic figure as the developing liquid is for the development of an ordinary photograph. This explanation would no doubt be derided as, I presume, wiseacres would have derided the first photographers when they insisted upon the necessity of darkness whilst developing their plates. What I hold to be established is that in the presence of this particular individual, Mr. B—, who at present is the only person known to me who is able to produce these photographs, it is possible to obtain under test conditions photographs that are unmistakably portraits of deceased persons; the said deceased persons being entirely unknown to him, and in some cases equally unknown to the sitter. Neither was any portrait of such person accessible either to the sitter or the photographer; neither was either the sitter or the photographer conscious of the very existence of these persons, whose identity was subsequently recognized by their friends.[9]

This is a simple, straightforward account of my experiences; they are still ongoing. But if I keep this up indefinitely, I don’t see how I’ll get better results than the ones I've already achieved. At the same time, I have to admit that when I brought my own camera to the studio and took a photo right before Mr. B— exposed his plate, I got nothing. The same thing happened with another photographer I brought along, who used his own camera and plates, and took a photo just before and just after Mr. B— exposed his plate, but got no results either. Mr. B— explains this by saying that he somehow magnetizes, as he puts it, the plate, and that some kind of energy from his hand is just as essential for developing the psychic image as the developing fluid is for a regular photograph. This explanation would likely be mocked, just as I imagine critics would have mocked the early photographers who insisted on the need for darkness when developing their plates. What I believe is established is that in the presence of this particular individual, Mr. B—, who is currently the only person I know capable of producing these photographs, it is possible to capture, under controlled conditions, photos that are unmistakably portraits of deceased individuals; these individuals being completely unknown to him and, in some cases, equally unknown to the person getting the reading. Neither the sitter nor the photographer had any access to a portrait of these individuals, nor were either of them aware of their existence, with their identities later recognized by friends.[Pg 124]

"I am willing to admit that no conceivable conditions in the way of marking plates and supervising the actions or the operations of the photographer are of the least use, in so much as an expert conjurer can easily deceive the eye of the unskilled observer. But what I do maintain is that it is impossible for the cleverest trick photographer and the ablest conjurer in the world to produce a photograph, at a moment's notice, of an unknown relative of an unknown sitter, this portrait to be[Pg 125] unmistakably recognizable by all survivors who knew the original in life. This Mr. B— has done again and again. And it seems to me that a great step has been made towards establishing the possibility of verifying by photography the reality of the existence of other intelligences than our own."

"I can admit that no method of using marking plates or monitoring a photographer's actions really helps, because a skilled magician can easily fool an untrained eye. However, what I argue is that it’s impossible for even the smartest trick photographer or the best magician in the world to take a photo, on the spot, of a relative of an unknown subject, and that portrait must be[Pg 125] clearly recognizable by anyone who knew the original person in life. Mr. B— has managed to do this repeatedly. It seems to me that we've made significant progress in confirming, through photography, the existence of other intelligences beyond our own."

The photographer alluded to in this article is Mr. Boursnell. He died shortly after it was written, and although father experimented with others, he never obtained such convincing and satisfactory results.[Pg 126]

The photographer mentioned in this article is Mr. Boursnell. He passed away shortly after it was written, and although my father tried others, he never achieved such convincing and satisfying results.[Pg 126]


THE SIN-EATER

By Fiona Macleod

Sin.
Try this bread, this substance: let me know
Is it bread or meat?
The Senses approach.
The Scent.
Its scent It smells like bread.
Sin.
Touch it, come. Why shake?
What's this you're touching?
The Touch.
Bread.
Sin.
See, tell me what you see
In this item.
The Vision.
Just bread.
—Calderon, The Charms of Guilt

A wet wind out of the south mazed and mooned through the sea-mist that hung over the Ross. In all the bays and creeks was a continuous weary lapping of water. There was no other sound anywhere.

A damp wind from the south twisted and wandered through the sea mist that hung over the Ross. In all the bays and creeks, there was a constant, tired lapping of water. There were no other sounds anywhere.

Thus was it at daybreak; it was thus at noon; thus was it now in the darkening of the day. A confused thrusting and falling of sounds through the silence betokened the hour of the setting. Curlews wailed in the mist; on the seething limpet-covered rocks the skuas and[Pg 127] terns screamed, or uttered hoarse, rasping cries. Ever and again the prolonged note of the oyster-catcher shrilled against the air, as an echo flying blindly along a blank wall of cliff. Out of weedy places, wherein the tide sobbed with long, gurgling moans, came at intervals the barking of a seal.

So it was at daybreak; it was the same at noon; and it was like this now as the day darkened. A mix of sounds broke through the silence, marking the time of sunset. Curlews cried in the mist; on the bubbling, limpet-covered rocks, the skuas and[Pg 127] terns screeched or let out rough, raspy calls. Every now and then, the long cry of the oyster-catcher pierced the air, echoing like a sound bouncing blindly off a sheer cliff face. From weedy areas, where the tide sighed with deep, gurgling moans, came the occasional barking of a seal.

Inland, by the hamlet of Contullich, there is a reedy tarn called the Loch-a-chaoruinn.[10] By the shores of this mournful water a man moved. It was a slow, weary walk that of the man Neil Ross. He had come from Duninch, thirty miles to the eastward, and had not rested foot, nor eaten, nor had word of man or woman, since his going west an hour after dawn.

Inland, near the small village of Contullich, there's a marshy lake called Loch-a-chaoruinn.[10] By the shores of this sorrowful water, a man walked. It was a slow, tired trek for Neil Ross. He had traveled from Duninch, thirty miles to the east, and hadn't stopped to rest, eat, or speak to anyone since he set out west an hour after dawn.

At the bend of the loch nearest the clachan he came upon an old woman carrying peat. To his reiterated question as to where he was, and if the tarn were Feur-Lochan above Fionnaphort that is on the strait of Iona on the west side of the Ross of Mull, she did not at first make any answer. The rain trickled down her withered brown face, over which the thin gray locks hung limply. It was only in the deep-set eyes that the flame of life still glimmered, though that dimly.

At the bend of the lake closest to the village, he came across an old woman carrying peat. When he repeatedly asked her where he was and if the small lake was Feur-Lochan above Fionnaphort, which is by the Iona strait on the west side of the Ross of Mull, she didn't respond at first. The rain streamed down her wrinkled brown face, with thin gray hair hanging limply. The only signs of life were in her deep-set eyes, which still flickered faintly.

The man had used the English when first he spoke, but as though mechanically. Supposing that he had not been understood, he repeated his question in the Gaelic.

The man had used English when he first spoke, but it felt almost robotic. Assuming he hadn't been understood, he repeated his question in Gaelic.

After a minute's silence the old woman answered him in the native tongue, but only to put a question in return.

After a minute of silence, the old woman replied to him in the native language, but only to ask a question in return.

"I am thinking it is a long time since you have been in Iona?"[Pg 128]

"I've been thinking it's been a while since you were in Iona?"[Pg 128]

The man stirred uneasily.

The man stirred uncomfortably.

"And why is that, mother?" he asked, in a weak voice hoarse with damp and fatigue; "how is it you will be knowing that I have been in Iona at all?"

"And why is that, mom?" he asked, in a weak voice rough from the damp and exhaustion; "how do you know that I've even been in Iona?"

"Because I knew your kith and kin there, Neil Ross."

"Because I knew your friends and family there, Neil Ross."

"I have not been hearing that name, mother, for many a long year. And as for the old face o' you, it is unbeknown to me."

"I haven’t heard that name, mom, for a very long time. And as for your old face, I don’t recognize it."

"I was at the naming of you, for all that. Well do I remember the day that Silis Macallum gave you birth; and I was at the house on the croft of Ballyrona when Murtagh Ross—that was your father—laughed. It was an ill laughing that."

"I was there when you were named, after all. I vividly remember the day Silis Macallum brought you into the world; and I was at the house on the croft of Ballyrona when Murtagh Ross—your father—laughed. It was not a good laugh."

"I am knowing it. The curse of God on him!"

"I know it. The curse of God on him!"

"'Tis not the first, nor the last, though the grass is on his head three years agone now."

"It's not the first, nor the last, even though the grass has been on his head for three years now."

"You that know who I am will be knowing that I have no kith or kin now on Iona?"

"You who know who I am will know that I have no family or relatives left here on Iona?"

"Ay; they are all under gray stone or running wave. Donald your brother, and Murtagh your next brother, and little Silis, and your mother Silis herself, and your two brothers of your father, Angus and Ian Macallum, and your father Murtagh Ross, and his lawful childless wife, Dionaid, and his sister Anna—one and all, they lie beneath the green wave or in the brown mould. It is said there is a curse upon all who live at Ballyrona. The owl builds now in the rafters, and it is the big sea-rat that runs across the fireless hearth."

"Ay; they are all beneath the gray stone or the flowing wave. Donald, your brother, Murtagh, your other brother, little Silis, and your mother Silis herself, along with your two paternal brothers, Angus and Ian Macallum, and your father Murtagh Ross, his lawful wife Dionaid who has no children, and his sister Anna—each one of them lies under the green wave or in the brown earth. It's said there's a curse on everyone who lives in Ballyrona. The owl now nests in the rafters, and the big sea rat scurries across the fireless hearth."

"It is there I am going."

"I'm on my way there."

"The foolishness is on you, Neil Ross."

"The foolishness is on you, Neil Ross."

"Now it is that I am knowing who you are. It is old Sheen Macarthur I am speaking to."[Pg 129]

"Now I know who you are. I'm speaking to old Sheen Macarthur."[Pg 129]

"Tha mise ... it is I."

"Here I am ... it is I."

"And you will be alone now, too, I am thinking, Sheen?"

"And you'll be alone now, too, I'm thinking, Sheen?"

"I am alone. God took my three boys at the one fishing ten years ago; and before there was moonrise in the blackness of my heart my man went. It was after the drowning of Anndra that my croft was taken from me. Then I crossed the Sound, and shared with my widow sister Elsie McVurie till she went; and then the two cows had to go; and I had no rent, and was old."

"I’m all alone. God took my three boys during that fishing trip ten years ago; and before I could even feel the moonrise in the darkness of my heart, my husband was gone. It was after Anndra drowned that I lost my small farm. Then I crossed the Sound and stayed with my widowed sister Elsie McVurie until she passed away; after that, I had to get rid of the two cows, and I couldn't pay the rent, and I was old."

In the silence that followed, the rain dribbled from the sodden bracken and dripping loneroid. Big tears rolled slowly down the deep lines on the face of Sheen. Once there was a sob in her throat, but she put her shaking hand to it, and it was still.

In the silence that followed, the rain dripped from the soaked ferns and the drooping branches. Large tears streamed slowly down the deep lines on Sheen's face. At one point, she felt a sob rise in her throat, but she pressed her shaking hand to it, and it fell quiet.

Neil Ross shifted from foot to foot. The ooze in that marshy place squelched with each restless movement he made. Beyond them a plover wheeled, a blurred splatch in the mist, crying its mournful cry over and over and over.

Neil Ross shifted from foot to foot. The mud in that marshy area squelched with each restless movement he made. In the distance, a plover flew in circles, a blurry shape in the mist, crying its sad call repeatedly.

It was a pitiful thing to hear—ah, bitter loneliness, bitter patience of poor old women. That he knew well. But he was too weary, and his heart was nigh full of its own burthen. The words could not come to his lips. But at last he spoke.

It was a sad thing to hear—oh, painful loneliness, painful patience of poor old women. He understood that well. But he was too tired, and his heart was almost full of its own weight. The words wouldn't come to his lips. But finally, he spoke.

"Tha mo chridhe goirt," he said, with tears in his voice, as he put his hand on her bent shoulder; "my heart is sore."

"My heart hurts," he said, with tears in his voice, as he placed his hand on her bent shoulder; "my heart is sore."

She put up her old face against his.

She pressed her worn face against his.

"'S tha e ruidhinn mo chridhe," she whispered; "it is touching my heart you are."[Pg 130]

"'It's touching my heart," she whispered; "you are touching my heart."[Pg 130]

After that they walked on slowly through the dripping mist, each dumb and brooding deep.

After that, they walked slowly through the dripping mist, each of them quiet and lost in thought.

"Where will you be staying this night?" asked Sheen suddenly, when they had traversed a wide boggy stretch of land; adding, as by an afterthought—"Ah, it is asking you were if the tarn there were Feur-Lochan. No; it is Loch-a-chaoruinn, and the clachan that is near is Contullich."

"Where are you staying tonight?" Sheen suddenly asked after they had crossed a wide, muddy area. Then, as an afterthought, he added, "Oh, I was wondering if that pond over there was Feur-Lochan. No, it's Loch-a-chaoruinn, and the nearby village is Contullich."

"Which way?"

"Which direction?"

"Yonder, to the right."

"Over there, to the right."

"And you are not going there?"

"And you're not going?"

"No. I am going to the steading of Andrew Blair. Maybe you are for knowing it? It is called the Baile-na-Chlais-nambuidheag."[11]

"No. I'm heading to Andrew Blair's farm. Maybe you know it? It's called the Baile-na-Chlais-nambuidheag."[11]

"I do not remember. But it is remembering a Blair I am. He was Adam, the son of Adam, the son of Robert. He and my father did many an ill deed together."

"I don't remember. But I’m remembering a Blair. He was Adam, the son of Adam, the son of Robert. He and my father did a lot of bad things together."

"Ay, to the stones be it said. Sure, now, there was, even till this weary day, no man or woman who had a good word for Adam Blair."

"Ay, to the stones be it said. Sure, now, there was, even until this tired day, no one who had a good word for Adam Blair."

"And why that ... why till this day?"

"And why is that ... why is it still the case today?"

"It is not yet the third hour since he went into the silence."

"It hasn't even been three hours since he went into the silence."

Neil Ross uttered a sound like a stifled curse. For a time he trudged wearily on.

Neil Ross let out a noise that sounded like a suppressed curse. For a while, he walked on tiredly.

"Then I am too late," he said at last, but as though speaking to himself. "I had hoped to see him face to face again, and curse him between the eyes. It was he who made Murtagh Ross break his troth to my[Pg 131] mother, and marry that other woman, barren at that, God be praised! And they say ill of him, do they?"

"Then I’m too late," he finally said, almost to himself. "I had hoped to see him in person again and confront him directly. He’s the one who made Murtagh Ross break his promise to my[Pg 131] mother and marry that other woman, who can’t even have kids, thank God! And they speak poorly of him, do they?"

"Ay, it is evil that is upon him. This crime and that, God knows; and the shadow of murder on his brow and in his eyes. Well, well, 'tis ill to be speaking of a man in corpse, and that near by. 'Tis Himself only that knows, Neil Ross."

"Aye, there’s evil around him. This crime and that, only God knows; and the weight of murder hangs over him in his expression and gaze. Well, it’s not good to talk about a man who’s dead, especially when he’s so close. It's only He who truly knows, Neil Ross."

"Maybe ay and maybe no. But where is it that I can be sleeping this night, Sheen Macarthur?"

"Maybe yes and maybe no. But where can I sleep tonight, Sheen Macarthur?"

"They will not be taking a stranger at the farm this night of the nights, I am thinking. There is no place else for seven miles yet, when there is the clachan, before you will be coming to Fionnaphort. There is the warm byre, Neil, my man; or, if you can bide by my peats, you may rest, and welcome, though there is no bed for you, and no food either save some of the porridge that is over."

"They won’t be taking in any strangers at the farm tonight, I assume. There’s nowhere else for seven miles, except for the little village, before you get to Fionnaphort. There’s the cozy byre, Neil, my friend; or if you’re okay staying by my peat fire, you’re welcome to rest here, though there’s no bed for you and no food either, just some leftover porridge."

"And that will do well enough for me, Sheen; and Himself bless you for it."

"And that’s good enough for me, Sheen; and may He bless you for it."

And so it was.

And that’s how it was.


After old Sheen Macarthur had given the wayfarer food—poor food at that, but welcome to one nigh starved, and for the heartsome way it was given, and because of the thanks to God that was upon it before even spoon was lifted—she told him a lie. It was the good lie of tender love.

After old Sheen Macarthur had given the traveler food—not the best food, but a welcome meal for someone nearly starved, and because of the warm way it was given, along with the gratitude to God that was present before anyone even took a bite—she told him a lie. It was the kind lie of tender love.

"Sure now, after all, Neil, my man," she said, "it is sleeping at the farm I ought to be, for Maisie Macdonald, the wise woman, will be sitting by the corpse, and there will be none to keep her company. It is there I must be going; and if I am weary, there is a[Pg 132] good bed for me just beyond the dead-board, which I am not minding at all. So, if it is tired you are sitting by the peats, lie down on my bed there, and have the sleep; and God be with you."

"Of course, Neil, my friend," she said, "I really should be at the farm because Maisie Macdonald, the wise woman, will be sitting with the body, and no one will be there to keep her company. That's where I need to go; and if I'm tired, there's a[Pg 132] nice bed for me right beyond the dead-board, which I'm not worried about at all. So, if you're feeling tired sitting by the peats, go ahead and lie down on my bed there and get some sleep; and God be with you."

With that she went, and soundlessly, for Neil Ross was already asleep, where he sat on an upturned claar, with his elbows on his knees, and his flame-lit face in his hands.

With that, she left quietly, because Neil Ross was already asleep, sitting on an overturned chair, with his elbows on his knees and his face lit by the flame in his hands.

The rain had ceased; but the mist still hung over the land, though in thin veils now, and these slowly drifting seaward. Sheen stepped wearily along the stony path that led from her bothy to the farm-house. She stood still once, the fear upon her, for she saw three or four blurred yellow gleams moving beyond her, eastward, along the dyke. She knew what they were—the corpse-lights that on the night of death go between the bier and the place of burial. More than once she had seen them before the last hour, and by that token had known the end to be near.

The rain had stopped, but the mist still lingered over the land, although now it was thinner and slowly drifting out to sea. Sheen walked wearily along the stony path that led from her cottage to the farmhouse. She paused for a moment, feeling a wave of fear wash over her, as she noticed three or four blurred yellow lights moving in the distance, eastward, along the wall. She knew what they were—the corpse lights that appear on the night of death, moving between the coffin and the burial site. She had seen them more than once before the final hour, and that was how she knew the end was near.

Good Catholic that she was, she crossed herself, and took heart. Then muttering

Good Catholic that she was, she crossed herself and gathered her courage. Then, muttering

"Believe in the nine angels with me" 'O my head Gu craican mo bhonn.
(The cross of the nine angels surround me,
Off the top of my head
To the bottoms of my feet),

she went on her way fearlessly.

she continued on her path without fear.

When she came to the White House, she entered by[Pg 133] the milk-shed that was between the byre and the kitchen. At the end of it was a paved place, with washing-tubs. At one of these stood a girl that served in the house—an ignorant lass called Jessie McFall, out of Oban. She was ignorant, indeed, not to know that to wash clothes with a newly dead body near by was an ill thing to do. Was it not a matter for the knowing that the corpse could hear, and might rise up in the night and clothe itself in a clean white shroud?

When she arrived at the White House, she walked in through the milk shed situated between the barn and the kitchen. At the far end, there was a paved area with washing tubs. One of the girls who worked in the house—an uneducated girl named Jessie McFall from Oban—was standing by one of these tubs. She was truly oblivious, not realizing that washing clothes with a recently deceased body nearby was a bad idea. Isn’t it common knowledge that the corpse could hear and might rise up at night to wrap itself in a fresh white shroud?

She was still speaking to the lassie when Maisie Macdonald, the deid-watcher, opened the door of the room behind the kitchen to see who it was that was come. The two old women nodded silently. It was not till Sheen was in the closed room, midway in which something covered with a sheet lay on a board, that any word was spoken.

She was still talking to the girl when Maisie Macdonald, the vigil keeper, opened the door to the room behind the kitchen to see who had arrived. The two older women nodded quietly. It wasn't until Sheen entered the closed room, in the middle of which something covered with a sheet rested on a board, that anyone said anything.

"Duit sìth mòr, Beann Macdonald."

"Great peace, Beann Macdonald."

"And deep peace to you, too, Sheen; and to him that is there."

"And deep peace to you, too, Sheen; and to the one who is there."

"Och, ochone, mise 'n diugh; 'tis a dark hour this."

"Och, oh no, it's me today; it's a dark hour."

"Ay; it is bad. Will you have been hearing or seeing anything?"

"Yeah, it's not good. Have you heard or seen anything?"

"Well, as for that, I am thinking I saw lights moving betwixt here and the green place over there."

"Well, about that, I'm thinking I saw lights moving between here and the green area over there."

"The corpse-lights?"

"The mysterious lights?"

"Well, it is calling them that they are."

"Well, it’s calling them what they are."

"I thought they would be out. And I have been hearing the noise of the planks—the cracking of the boards, you know, that will be used for the coffin to-morrow."

"I thought they would be gone. And I've been hearing the sound of the planks—the cracking of the boards, you know, that will be used for the coffin tomorrow."

A long silence followed. The old women had seated themselves by the corpse, their cloaks over their heads.[Pg 134] The room was fireless, and was lit only by a tall wax death-candle, kept against the hour of the going.

A long silence followed. The older women sat by the body, their cloaks pulled over their heads.[Pg 134] The room was cold and dark, lit only by a tall wax death candle, saved for the moment of departure.

At last Sheen began swaying slowly to and fro, crooning low the while. "I would not be for doing that, Sheen Macarthur," said the deid-watcher in a low voice, but meaningly; adding, after a moment's pause, "The mice have all left the house."

At last, Sheen started swaying gently back and forth, softly singing to himself. "I wouldn't do that, Sheen Macarthur," said the death-watcher in a low but significant voice; adding, after a brief pause, "The mice have all left the house."

Sheen sat upright, a look half of terror, half of awe in her eyes.

Sheen sat up straight, her eyes showing a mix of fear and wonder.

"God save the sinful soul that is hiding," she whispered.

"God save the sinful soul that's hiding," she whispered.

Well she knew what Maisie meant. If the soul of the dead be a lost soul it knows its doom. The house of death is the house of sanctuary; but before the dawn that follows the death-night the soul must go forth, whosoever or whatsoever wait for it in the homeless, shelterless plains of air around and beyond. If it be well with the soul, it need have no fear; if it be not ill with the soul, it may fare forth with surety; but if it be ill with the soul, ill will the going be. Thus is it that the spirit of an evil man cannot stay, and yet dare not go; and so it strives to hide itself in secret places anywhere, in dark channels and blind walls; and the wise creatures that live near man smell the terror, and flee. Maisie repeated the saying of Sheen, then, after a silence, added:

Well, she understood what Maisie meant. If the soul of the dead is a lost soul, it knows its fate. The place of death is the place of refuge; but before the dawn that comes after the night of death, the soul must venture out, no matter what or who waits for it in the empty, shelterless realms of the air around and beyond. If the soul is in a good place, it has nothing to fear; if it’s not in a bad place, it can move forward with certainty; but if the soul is in a bad place, the journey will be difficult. That’s why the spirit of an evil person can’t stay but also doesn’t dare to leave; it tries to hide in secret spots, in dark corners and blind walls; and the wise creatures that live near humans sense the fear and flee. Maisie repeated the saying of Sheen, then, after a pause, added:

"Adam Blair will not lie in his grave for a year and a day because of the sins that are upon him; and it is knowing that, they are here. He will be the Watcher of the Dead for a year and a day."

"Adam Blair won’t rest in his grave for a year and a day because of the sins weighing on him; and he knows they are here. He will be the Watcher of the Dead for a year and a day."

"Ay, sure, there will be dark prints in the dawn-dew over yonder."[Pg 135]

"Yeah, for sure, there will be dark marks in the morning dew over there."[Pg 135]

Once more the old women relapsed into silence. Through the night there was a sighing sound. It was not the sea, which was too far off to be heard save in a day of storm. The wind it was, that was dragging itself across the sodden moors like a wounded thing, moaning and sighing.

Once again, the old women fell silent. Throughout the night, there was a sighing sound. It wasn’t the sea, which was too far away to hear except on a stormy day. It was the wind, dragging itself across the wet moors like a wounded creature, moaning and sighing.

Out of sheer weariness, Sheen twice rocked forward from her stool, heavy with sleep. At last Maisie led her over to the niche-bed opposite, and laid her down there, and waited till the deep furrows in the face relaxed somewhat, and the thin breath labored slow across the fallen jaw.

Out of sheer exhaustion, Sheen leaned forward off her stool, weighed down by sleep. Finally, Maisie helped her over to the nook bed across from them and laid her down there, waiting until the deep lines in her face softened a bit and her shallow breathing became slower against her relaxed jaw.

"Poor old woman," she muttered, heedless of her own gray hairs and grayer years; "a bitter, bad thing it is to be old, old and weary. 'Tis the sorrow, that. God keep the pain of it!"

"Poor old woman," she muttered, ignoring her own gray hairs and years; "it's a harsh, tough thing to be old, old and tired. That's the sadness of it. God spare us from the pain of it!"

As for herself, she did not sleep at all that night, but sat between the living and the dead, with her plaid shrouding her. Once, when Sheen gave a low, terrified scream in her sleep, she rose, and in a loud voice cried, "Sheeach-ad! Away with you!" And with that she lifted the shroud from the dead man, and took the pennies off the eyelids, and lifted each lid; then, staring into these filmed wells, muttered an ancient incantation that would compel the soul of Adam Blair to leave the spirit of Sheen alone, and return to the cold corpse that was its coffin till the wood was ready.

As for her, she didn’t sleep at all that night but sat between the living and the dead, wrapped in her plaid. Once, when Sheen let out a low, terrified scream in her sleep, she stood up and shouted, "Sheeach-ad! Get away from her!" Then she lifted the shroud from the dead man, took the coins off his eyelids, and opened each eye; after staring into those vacant wells, she muttered an ancient spell that would force Adam Blair's soul to leave Sheen's spirit alone and return to the cold body that was its coffin until the wood was ready.

The dawn came at last. Sheen slept, and Adam Blair slept a deeper sleep, and Maisie stared out of her wan, weary eyes against the red and stormy flares of light that came into the sky.

The dawn finally arrived. Sheen was asleep, and Adam Blair was in a deeper sleep, while Maisie looked out of her pale, tired eyes at the red and stormy bursts of light in the sky.

When, an hour after sunrise, Sheen Macarthur[Pg 136] reached her bothy, she found Neil Ross, heavy with slumber, upon her bed. The fire was not out, though no flame or spark was visible; but she stooped and blew at the heart of the peats till the redness came, and once it came it grew. Having done this, she kneeled and said a rune of the morning, and after that a prayer, and then a prayer for the poor man Neil. She could pray no more because of the tears. She rose and put the meal and water into the pot for the porridge to be ready against his awaking. One of the hens that was there came and pecked at her ragged skirt. "Poor beastie," she said. "Sure, that will just be the way I am pulling at the white robe of the Mother o' God. 'Tis a bit meal for you, cluckie, and for me a healing hand upon my tears. O, och, ochone, the tears, the tears!"

When Sheen Macarthur[Pg 136] got to her cottage an hour after sunrise, she found Neil Ross, fast asleep, on her bed. The fire was still alive, though there were no flames or sparks visible; she bent down and blew at the peat until it glowed, and once it did, it grew stronger. After that, she knelt down and recited a morning rune, followed by a prayer, and then a prayer for the poor man Neil. She couldn’t continue praying because of her tears. She stood up and put the meal and water in the pot to prepare porridge for when he woke up. One of the hens came over and pecked at her tattered skirt. "Poor thing," she said. "That's just like me tugging at the white robe of the Mother of God. Here’s a bit of meal for you, cluckie, and for me, a healing hand for my tears. Oh, I can't stand the tears, the tears!"

It was not till the third hour after sunrise of that bleak day in that winter of the winters, that Neil Ross stirred and arose. He ate in silence. Once he said that he smelt the snow coming out of the north. Sheen said no word at all.

It wasn't until the third hour after sunrise on that dreary day in one of the coldest winters that Neil Ross finally stirred and got up. He ate in silence. At one point, he mentioned that he could smell the snow coming in from the north. Sheen didn't say a word.

After the porridge, he took his pipe, but there was no tobacco. All that Sheen had was the pipeful she kept against the gloom of the Sabbath. It was her one solace in the long weary week. She gave him this, and held a burning peat to his mouth, and hungered over the thin, rank smoke that curled upward.

After the porridge, he grabbed his pipe, but there was no tobacco. All Sheen had was the little bit she saved for the somberness of the Sabbath. It was her only comfort during the long, tiring week. She gave him this, held a burning piece of peat to his mouth, and longed for the thin, bitter smoke that drifted upward.

It was within half-an-hour of noon that, after an absence, she returned.

It was about half an hour before noon when she came back after being away.

"Not between you and me, Neil Ross," she began abruptly, "but just for the asking, and what is beyond. Is it any money you are having upon you?"

"Not between you and me, Neil Ross," she started suddenly, "but just for the asking, and what comes next. Do you have any money on you?"

"No."

"Nothing?"

"Really?"

"Nothing."

"Nothing."

"Then how will you be getting across to Iona? It is seven long miles to Fionnaphort, and bitter cold at that, and you will be needing food, and then the ferry, the ferry across the Sound, you know."

"Then how are you planning to get to Iona? It's seven long miles to Fionnaphort, and it's really cold, plus you'll need food, and then the ferry, the ferry across the Sound, you know."

"Ay, I know."

"Yeah, I know."

"What would you do for a silver piece, Neil, my man?"

"What would you do for a silver coin, Neil, my friend?"

"You have none to give me, Sheen Macarthur; and, if you had, it would not be taking it I would."

"You don’t have anything to give me, Sheen Macarthur; and even if you did, I wouldn’t take it."

"Would you kiss a dead man for a crown-piece—a crown-piece of five good shillings?"

"Would you kiss a dead guy for a five-shilling coin?"

Neil Ross stared. Then he sprang to his feet.

Neil Ross stared. Then he jumped to his feet.

"It is Adam Blair you are meaning, woman! God curse him in death now that he is no longer in life!"

"It’s Adam Blair you're talking about, woman! God curse him in death now that he’s no longer alive!"

Then, shaking and trembling, he sat down again, and brooded against the dull red glow of the peats.

Then, shaking and trembling, he sat down again and stared at the dull red glow of the coals.

But, when he rose, in the last quarter before noon, his face was white.

But when he got up in the last quarter before noon, his face was pale.

"The dead are dead, Sheen Macarthur. They can know or do nothing. I will do it. It is willed. Yes, I am going up to the house there. And now I am going from here. God Himself has my thanks to you, and my blessing too. They will come back to you. It is not forgetting you I will be. Good-bye."

"The dead are gone, Sheen Macarthur. They can’t know or do anything. I will take care of it. It’s meant to happen. Yes, I am going up to that house. And now I’m leaving here. God Himself conveys my thanks to you, and my blessings too. They will return to you. I won’t forget you. Goodbye."

"Good-bye, Neil, son of the woman that was my friend. A south wind to you! Go up by the farm. In the front of the house you will see what you will be seeing. Maisie Macdonald will be there. She will tell you what's for the telling. There is no harm in it,[Pg 138] sure; sure, the dead are dead. It is praying for you I will be, Neil Ross. Peace to you!"

"Goodbye, Neil, son of the woman who was my friend. A south wind to you! Head up to the farm. In front of the house, you'll see what you need to see. Maisie Macdonald will be there. She'll tell you what needs to be told. There's no harm in it,[Pg 138] that's for sure; the dead are dead. I will be praying for you, Neil Ross. Peace to you!"

"And to you, Sheen."

"And to you, Sheen."

And with that the man went.

And with that, the man left.


When Neil Ross reached the byres of the farm in the wide hollow, he saw two figures standing as though awaiting him, but separate, and unseen of the other. In front of the house was a man he knew to be Andrew Blair; behind the milk-shed was a woman he guessed to be Maisie Macdonald.

When Neil Ross arrived at the farm's barns in the broad valley, he noticed two figures standing as if they were waiting for him, but unaware of each other. In front of the house was a man he recognized as Andrew Blair; behind the milk shed was a woman he thought to be Maisie Macdonald.

It was the woman he came upon first.

It was the woman he encountered first.

"Are you the friend of Sheen Macarthur?" she asked in a whisper, as she beckoned him to the doorway.

"Are you Sheen Macarthur's friend?" she asked quietly, as she motioned for him to come to the doorway.

"I am."

"I'm."

"I am knowing no names or anything. And no one here will know you, I am thinking. So do the thing and begone."

"I don’t know any names or anything. And I don’t think anyone here will know you. So just do what you need to do and go."

"There is no harm to it?"

"Is there any harm in it?"

"None."

None.

"It will be a thing often done, is it not?"

"It will be something that happens often, won't it?"

"Ay, sure."

"Sure, yes."

"And the evil does not abide?"

"And the evil doesn't linger?"

"No. The ... the ... person ... the person takes them away, and...."

No. The ... the ... person ... the person takes them away, and....

"Them?"

"Those people?"

"For sure, man! Them ... the sins of the corpse. He takes them away; and are you for thinking God would let the innocent suffer for the guilty? No ... the person ... the Sin-Eater, you know ... takes them away on himself, and one by one the air of heaven[Pg 139] washes them away till he, the Sin-Eater, is clean and whole as before."

"For sure, man! The sins of the dead. He takes them away; do you really think God would let the innocent suffer for the guilty? No... the person, the Sin-Eater, you know... takes them upon himself, and one by one, the air of heaven[Pg 139] washes them away until he, the Sin-Eater, is clean and whole again."

"But if it is a man you hate ... if it is a corpse that is the corpse of one who has been a curse and a foe ... if...."

"But if it's a man you hate... if it's a corpse that belonged to someone who has been a curse and an enemy... if...."

"Sst! Be still now with your foolishness. It is only an idle saying, I am thinking. Do it, and take the money and go. It will be hell enough for Adam Blair, miser as he was, if he is for knowing that five good shillings of his money are to go to a passing tramp because of an old, ancient silly tale."

"Ssh! Stop with your nonsense now. It's just a silly saying, I think. Just do it, take the money, and leave. It will be bad enough for Adam Blair, as stingy as he was, if he finds out that five of his hard-earned shillings are going to a passing vagrant because of an old, ridiculous story."

Neil Ross laughed low at that. It was for pleasure to him.

Neil Ross chuckled softly at that. It brought him joy.

"Hush wi' ye! Andrew Blair is waiting round there. Say that I have sent you round, as I have neither bite nor bit to give."

"Hush! Andrew Blair is waiting over there. Tell him I sent you, because I don’t have anything to give."

Turning on his heel, Neil walked slowly round to the front of the house. A tall man was there, gaunt and brown, with hairless face and lank brown hair, but with eyes cold and gray as the sea.

Turning on his heel, Neil walked slowly to the front of the house. A tall man stood there, thin and brown, with a hairless face and long brown hair, but with eyes cold and gray like the sea.

"Good day to you, an' good faring. Will you be passing this way to anywhere?"

"Good day to you, and safe travels. Are you heading anywhere around here?"

"Health to you. I am a stranger here. It is on my way to Iona I am. But I have the hunger upon me. There is not a brown bit in my pocket. I asked at the door there, near the byres. The woman told me she could give me nothing—not a penny even, worse luck—nor, for that, a drink of warm milk. 'Tis a sore land this."

"Health to you. I'm just passing through. I'm on my way to Iona. But I'm so hungry right now. I don’t have a single cent in my pocket. I knocked on the door over there by the barns. The woman said she couldn't give me anything—not even a penny, sadly—nor, for that matter, a drink of warm milk. This is a tough place."

"You have the Gaelic of the Isles. Is it from Iona you are?"

"You have the Gaelic of the Isles. Are you from Iona?"

"It is from the Isles of the West I come."[Pg 140]

"It is from the Western Isles that I come."[Pg 140]

"From Tiree ... from Coll?"

"From Tiree... from Coll?"

"No."

"Nope."

"From the Long Island ... or from Uist ... or maybe from Benbecula?"

"From Long Island ... or from Uist ... or maybe from Benbecula?"

"No."

"No."

"Oh well, sure it is no matter to me. But may I be asking your name?"

"Oh well, it's no problem to me. But can I ask your name?"

"Macallum."

"Macallum."

"Do you know there is a death here, Macallum?"

"Do you know there's been a death here, Macallum?"

"If I didn't I would know it now, because of what lies yonder."

"If I didn't, I'd know it by now because of what’s over there."

Mechanically Andrew Blair looked round. As he knew, a rough bier was there, that was made of a dead-board laid upon three milking-stools. Beside it was a claar, a small tub to hold potatoes. On the bier was a corpse, covered with a canvas sheeting that looked like a sail.

Mechanically, Andrew Blair looked around. As he knew, a rough bier was there, made from a dead board laid on three milking stools. Next to it was a claar, a small tub for holding potatoes. On the bier was a corpse, covered with a canvas sheet that resembled a sail.

"He was a worthy man, my father," began the son of the dead man, slowly; "but he had his faults, like all of us. I might even be saying that he had his sins, to the Stones be it said. You will be knowing, Macallum, what is thought among the folk ... that a stranger, passing by, may take away the sins of the dead, and that, too, without any hurt whatever ... any hurt whatever."

"He was a good man, my father," the son of the deceased began slowly; "but he had his flaws, just like everyone. I might even say he had his sins, if I may be so bold. You know, Macallum, what people say ... that a stranger, passing by, can take away the sins of the dead, and do so without any harm at all ... without any harm at all."

"Ay, sure."

"Yeah, sure."

"And you will be knowing what is done?"

"And you will know what is happening?"

"Ay."

"Yeah."

"With the bread ... and the water...?"

"With the bread ... and the water...?"

"Ay."

"Yeah."

"It is a small thing to do. It is a Christian thing.[Pg 141] I would be doing it myself, and that gladly, but the ... the ... passer-by who...."

"It’s a small thing to do. It’s a Christian thing.[Pg 141] I’d do it myself, and I’d be happy to, but the ... the ... passerby who...."

"It is talking of the Sin-Eater you are?"

"Are you talking about the Sin-Eater?"

"Yes, yes, for sure. The Sin-Eater as he is called—and a good Christian act it is, for all that the ministers and the priests make a frowning at it—the Sin-Eater must be a stranger. He must be a stranger, and should know nothing of the dead man—above all, bear him no grudge."

"Yes, absolutely. The Sin-Eater, as he’s called—and it’s a good Christian act, despite what the ministers and priests might scowl at—it must be someone unknown. He has to be a stranger and should have no connection to the deceased—most importantly, he shouldn’t hold any grudges against him."

At that Neil Ross's eyes lightened for a moment.

At that, Neil Ross's eyes brightened for a moment.

"And why that?"

"And why is that?"

"Who knows? I have heard this, and I have heard that. If the Sin-Eater was hating the dead man he could take the sins and fling them into the sea, and they would be changed into demons of the air that would harry the flying soul till Judgment-Day."

"Who knows? I've heard this, and I've heard that. If the Sin-Eater hated the dead man, he could take the sins and throw them into the sea, turning them into air demons that would torment the soul until Judgment Day."

"And how would that thing be done?"

"And how would that be done?"

The man spoke with flashing eyes and parted lips, the breath coming swift. Andrew Blair looked at him suspiciously; and hesitated, before, in a cold voice, he spoke again.

The man spoke with bright eyes and parted lips, breathing quickly. Andrew Blair looked at him warily and waited, before finally speaking again in a cool tone.

"That is all folly, I am thinking, Macallum. Maybe it is all folly, the whole of it. But, see here, I have no time to be talking with you. If you will take the bread and the water you shall have a good meal if you want it, and ... and ... yes, look you, my man, I will be giving you a shilling too, for luck."

"That's all nonsense, I’m thinking, Macallum. Maybe it’s all nonsense, the whole thing. But listen, I don't have time to chat with you. If you take the bread and the water, you'll have a good meal if you want it, and ... and ... yeah, you know what, I’ll give you a shilling too, for good luck."

"I will have no meal in this house, Anndramhic-Adam; nor will I do this thing unless you will be giving me two silver half-crowns. That is the sum I must have, or no other."[Pg 142]

"I’m not having any meals in this house, Anndramhic-Adam; and I won’t do this unless you give me two silver half-crowns. That’s the amount I need, or nothing else." [Pg 142]

"Two half-crowns! Why, man, for one half-crown...."

"Two half-crowns! Seriously, for one half-crown...."

"Then be eating the sins o' your father yourself, Andrew Blair! It is going I am."

"Then you'll be dealing with your father's mistakes yourself, Andrew Blair! I'm heading out."

"Stop, man! Stop, Macallum. See here—I will be giving you what you ask."

"Stop, man! Stop, Macallum. Look here—I’ll give you what you want."

"So be it. Is the.... Are you ready?"

"So be it. Are you ready?"

"Ay, come this way."

"Hey, come this way."

With that the two men turned and moved slowly towards the bier.

With that, the two men turned and walked slowly toward the casket.

In the doorway of the house stood a man and two women; farther in, a woman; and at the window to the left, the serving-wench, Jessie McFall, and two men of the farm. Of those in the doorway, the man was Peter, the half-witted youngest brother of Andrew Blair; the taller and older woman was Catreen, the widow of Adam, the second brother; and the thin, slight woman, with staring eyes and drooping mouth, was Muireall, the wife of Andrew. The old woman behind these was Maisie Macdonald.

In the doorway of the house stood a man and two women; further inside, there was another woman; and at the window to the left was the servant, Jessie McFall, along with two farmhands. Among those in the doorway, the man was Peter, the slow-witted youngest brother of Andrew Blair; the taller, older woman was Catreen, the widow of Adam, the second brother; and the thin, slight woman with wide eyes and a drooping mouth was Muireall, Andrew's wife. The older woman standing behind them was Maisie Macdonald.

Andrew Blair stooped and took a saucer out of the claar. This he put upon the covered breast of the corpse. He stooped again, and brought forth a thick square piece of new-made bread. That also he placed upon the breast of the corpse. Then he stooped again, and with that he emptied a spoonful of salt alongside the bread.

Andrew Blair bent down and took a saucer out of the cupboard. He placed it on the covered chest of the corpse. He bent down again and took out a thick square piece of freshly made bread. He also set that on the chest of the corpse. Then he bent down once more and poured a spoonful of salt next to the bread.

"I must see the corpse," said Neil Ross simply.

"I have to see the body," Neil Ross said plainly.

"It is not needful, Macallum."

"It's not necessary, Macallum."

"I must be seeing the corpse, I tell you—and for that, too, the bread and the water should be on the naked breast."[Pg 143]

"I must be seeing the body, I tell you—and for that, the bread and the water should be on the bare chest."[Pg 143]

"No, no, man; it...."

"No way, dude; it...."

But here a voice, that of Maisie the wise woman, came upon them, saying that the man was right, and that the eating of the sins should be done in that way and no other.

But then a voice, that of Maisie the wise woman, came to them, saying that the man was right and that the sins should be consumed this way and not any other.

With an ill grace the son of the dead man drew back the sheeting. Beneath it, the corpse was in a clean white shirt, a death-gown long ago prepared, that covered him from his neck to his feet, and left only the dusky yellowish face exposed.

With awkwardness, the son of the deceased pulled back the sheet. Beneath it, the body was dressed in a clean white shirt, a death-gown that had been prepared long ago, covering him from neck to feet and leaving only the dark yellowish face exposed.

While Andrew Blair unfastened the shirt and placed the saucer and the bread and the salt on the breast, the man beside him stood staring fixedly on the frozen features of the corpse. The new laird had to speak to him twice before he heard.

While Andrew Blair unbuttoned the shirt and set the saucer, the bread, and the salt on the chest, the man next to him was staring intently at the lifeless face of the corpse. The new laird had to call out to him twice before he finally responded.

"I am ready. And you, now? What is it you are muttering over against the lips of the dead?"

"I’m ready. What about you? What are you mumbling about near the lips of the dead?"

"It is giving him a message I am. There is no harm in that, sure?"

"It’s sending him a message, right? That can’t be a bad thing, can it?"

"Keep to your own folk, Macallum. You are from the West you say, and we are from the North. There can be no messages between you and a Blair of Strathmore, no messages for you to be giving."

"Stick to your own people, Macallum. You say you’re from the West, and we’re from the North. There can't be any messages between you and a Blair of Strathmore, no messages for you to send."

"He that lies here knows well the man to whom I am sending a message"—and at this response Andrew Blair scowled darkly. He would fain have sent the man about his business, but he feared he might get no other.

"He who lies here knows the man I'm sending a message to"—and at this reply Andrew Blair frowned deeply. He would have liked to send the man away, but he was afraid he might not find another.

"It is thinking I am that you are not a Macallum at all. I know all of that name in Mull, Iona, Skye, and the near isles. What will the name of your naming be, and of your father, and of his place?"

"It’s my belief that you’re not a Macallum at all. I know all the Macallums from Mull, Iona, Skye, and the surrounding islands. What name do you go by, and what’s your father’s name, and where’s he from?"

Whether he really wanted an answer, or whether he[Pg 144] sought only to divert the man from his procrastination, his question had a satisfactory result.

Whether he actually wanted an answer, or if he[Pg 144] was just trying to distract the man from his delay, his question led to a satisfactory outcome.

"Well, now, it's ready I am, Anndra-mhic-Adam."

"Well, I'm ready now, Anndra-mhic-Adam."

With that, Andrew Blair stooped once more and from the claar brought a small jug of water. From this he filled the saucer.

With that, Andrew Blair bent down again and from the claar got a small jug of water. He filled the saucer from it.

"You know what to say and what to do, Macallum."

"You know what to say and what to do, Macallum."

There was not one there who did not have a shortened breath because of the mystery that was now before them, and the fearfulness of it. Neil Ross drew himself up, erect, stiff, with white, drawn face. All who waited, save Andrew Blair, thought that the moving of his lips was because of the prayer that was slipping upon them, like the last lapsing of the ebb-tide. But Blair was watching him closely, and knew that it was no prayer which stole out against the blank air that was around the dead.

There wasn't a single person there who wasn't holding their breath because of the mystery that lay before them, and the fear it brought. Neil Ross straightened up, rigid and tense, his face pale and strained. Everyone waiting, except for Andrew Blair, thought his lips were moving due to the prayer that was creeping upon them, like the last bit of an ebbing tide. But Blair was watching him closely and realized that it wasn't a prayer that was escaping into the empty air surrounding the dead.

Slowly Neil Ross extended his right arm. He took a pinch of the salt and put it in the saucer, then took another pinch and sprinkled it upon the bread. His hand shook for a moment as he touched the saucer. But there was no shaking as he raised it towards his lips, or when he held it before him when he spoke.

Slowly, Neil Ross stretched out his right arm. He pinched some salt and placed it in the saucer, then took another pinch and sprinkled it on the bread. His hand trembled for a moment as he touched the saucer. But it didn’t shake as he brought it to his lips or when he held it in front of him while he spoke.

"With this water that has salt in it, and has lain on thy corpse, O Adam mhic Anndra mhic Adam Mòr, I drink away all the evil that is upon thee...."

"With this saltwater that has been on your body, O Adam mhic Anndra mhic Adam Mòr, I wash away all the bad things that are affecting you...."

There was throbbing silence while he paused.

There was a heavy silence as he took a break.

"... And may it be upon me and not upon thee, if with this water it cannot flow away."

"... And let it be on me and not on you, if this water can't wash it away."

Thereupon, he raised the saucer and passed it thrice round the head of the corpse sunways; and, having done this, lifted it to his lips and drank as much as his[Pg 145] mouth would hold. Thereafter he poured the remnant over his left hand, and let it trickle to the ground. Then he took the piece of bread. Thrice, too, he passed it round the head of the corpse sunways.

Thereupon, he lifted the saucer and circled it three times around the head of the corpse clockwise; and after doing this, he raised it to his lips and drank as much as his[Pg 145] mouth could take. Then he poured the leftover liquid over his left hand and let it flow to the ground. After that, he took the piece of bread. He also circled it three times around the head of the corpse clockwise.

He turned and looked at the man by his side, then at the others, who watched him with beating hearts.

He turned and looked at the man beside him, then at the others, who watched him with pounding hearts.

With a loud clear voice he took the sins.

With a loud, clear voice, he accepted the sins.

"Thoir dhomh do ciontachd, O Adam mhic Anndra mhic Adam Mòr! Give me thy sins to take away from thee! Lo, now, as I stand here, I break this bread that has lain on thee in corpse, and I am eating it, I am, and in that eating I take upon me the sins of thee, O man that was alive and is now white with the stillness!"

"Show me your sins, O Adam son of Andrew son of Great Adam! Give me your sins so I can take them away from you! Look, now, as I stand here, I break this bread that has rested on you in death, and I am eating it, I really am, and in that eating, I take upon myself your sins, O man who once lived and is now still and silent!"

Thereupon Neil Ross broke the bread and ate of it, and took upon himself the sins of Adam Blair that was dead. It was a bitter swallowing, that. The remainder of the bread he crumbled in his hand, and threw it on the ground, and trod upon it. Andrew Blair gave a sigh of relief. His cold eyes lightened with malice.

Thereupon Neil Ross broke the bread and ate it, taking on the sins of Adam Blair, who was dead. It was a hard thing to swallow. He crumbled the rest of the bread in his hand, threw it on the ground, and stepped on it. Andrew Blair sighed in relief. His cold eyes brightened with malice.

"Be off with you, now, Macallum. We are wanting no tramps at the farm here, and perhaps you had better not be trying to get work this side Iona; for it is known as the Sin-Eater you will be, and that won't be for the helping, I am thinking! There—there are the two half-crowns for you ... and may they bring you no harm, you that are Scapegoat now!"

"Get out of here now, Macallum. We don’t want any vagrants at the farm, and you might want to avoid looking for work on this side of Iona; it’s known you’ll be the Sin-Eater, and that won’t do you any good, I think! Here—take these two half-crowns... and may they bring you no trouble, you who are Scapegoat now!"

The Sin-Eater turned at that, and stared like a hill-bull. Scapegoat! Ay, that's what he was. Sin-Eater, Scapegoat! Was he not, too, another Judas, to have sold for silver that which was not for the selling? No, no, for sure Maisie Macdonald could tell him the rune that[Pg 146] would serve for the easing of this burden. He would soon be quit of it.

The Sin-Eater turned at that and stared like a stunned bull. Scapegoat! Yeah, that's what he was. Sin-Eater, Scapegoat! Wasn't he just another Judas, selling something that shouldn't be sold for silver? No, no, for sure Maisie Macdonald could tell him the rune that[Pg 146] would help lift this burden. He would be free of it soon.

Slowly he took the money, turned it over, and put it in his pocket.

Slowly, he took the money, flipped it over, and slid it into his pocket.

"I am going, Andrew Blair," he said quietly, "I am going now. I will not say to him that is there in the silence, A chuid do Pharas da!—nor will I say to you, Gu'n gleidheadh Dia thu,—nor will I say to this dwelling that is the home of thee and thine, Gu'n beannaic-headh Dia an tigh!"[12]

"I’m leaving, Andrew Blair," he said softly, "I’m leaving now. I won’t tell him what’s in the silence, A chuid do Pharas da!—nor will I tell you, Gu'n gleidheadh Dia thu,—nor will I say to this home of yours, Gu'n beannaic-headh Dia an tigh!"[12]

Here there was a pause. All listened. Andrew Blair shifted uneasily, the furtive eyes of him going this way and that, like a ferret in the grass.

Here there was a pause. Everyone listened. Andrew Blair shifted nervously, his sly eyes darting back and forth like a ferret in the grass.

"But, Andrew Blair, I will say this: when you fare abroad, Droch caoidh ort! and when you go upon the water, Gaoth gun direadh ort! Ay, ay, Anndra-mhic-Adam, Dia ad aghaidh 's ad aodann ... agus bas dunach ort! Dhonas 's dholas ort, agus leat-sa!"[13]

"But, Andrew Blair, I will say this: when you go abroad, Droch caoidh ort! and when you set sail, Gaoth gun direadh ort! Yes, yes, Anndra-mhic-Adam, Dia ad aghaidh 's ad aodann ... and may a fatal end be upon you! I wish you misery and sadness, along with yourself!"[13]

The bitterness of these words was like snow in June upon all there. They stood amazed. None spoke. No one moved.

The harshness of these words felt like snow in June to everyone present. They were stunned. No one spoke. No one moved.

Neil Ross turned upon his heel, and, with a bright light in his eyes, walked away from the dead and the living. He went by the byres, whence he had come. Andrew Blair remained where he was, now glooming[Pg 147] at the corpse, now biting his nails and staring at the damp sods at his feet.

Neil Ross turned on his heel and, with a spark in his eyes, walked away from both the dead and the living. He passed by the barns from where he had come. Andrew Blair stayed where he was, now brooding[Pg 147] over the corpse, now biting his nails and staring at the wet grass at his feet.

When Neil reached the end of the milk-shed he saw Maisie Macdonald there, waiting.

When Neil got to the end of the milk shed, he saw Maisie Macdonald there, waiting.

"These were ill sayings of yours, Neil Ross," she said in a low voice, so that she might not be overheard from the house.

"Those were bad things you said, Neil Ross," she said quietly, so she wouldn't be overheard from the house.

"So, it is knowing me you are."

"So, you know me?"

"Sheen Macarthur told me."

"Sheen Macarthur told me."

"I have good cause."

"I have a good reason."

"That is a true word. I know it."

"That's the truth. I know it."

"Tell me this thing. What is the rune that is said for the throwing into the sea of the sins of the dead? See here, Maisie Macdonald. There is no money of that man that I would carry a mile with me. Here it is. It is yours, if you will tell me that rune."

"Tell me something. What’s the rune used for casting the sins of the dead into the sea? Listen, Maisie Macdonald. I wouldn’t carry a single cent of that man’s with me for a mile. Here it is. It’s yours if you tell me that rune."

Maisie took the money hesitatingly. Then, stooping, she said slowly the few lines of the old, old rune.

Maisie took the money hesitantly. Then, bending down, she slowly recited the few lines of the ancient rune.

"Will you be remembering that?"

"Will you remember that?"

"It is not forgetting it I will be, Maisie."

"It’s not like I’ll forget it, Maisie."

"Wait a moment. There is some warm milk here."

"Hold on a second. There's some warm milk here."

With that she went, and then, from within, beckoned to him to enter.

With that, she left and then called for him to come inside.

"There is no one here, Neil Ross. Drink the milk."

"There’s no one here, Neil Ross. Drink the milk."

He drank; and while he did so she drew a leather pouch from some hidden place in her dress.

He drank, and while he did, she pulled out a leather pouch from a hidden spot in her dress.

"And now I have this to give you."

"And now I have this to share with you."

She counted out ten pennies and two farthings.

She counted out ten pennies and two two-pence coins.

"It is all the coppers I have. You are welcome to them. Take them, friend of my friend. They will give you the food you need, and the ferry across the Sound."[Pg 148]

"It’s all the change I have. You can have it. Take it, friend of my friend. It will help you get the food you need and the ferry across the Sound."[Pg 148]

"I will do that, Maisie Macdonald, and thanks to you. It is not forgetting it I will be, nor you, good woman. And now, tell me, is it safe that I am? He called me a 'scapegoat', he, Andrew Blair! Can evil touch me between this and the sea?"

"I'll do that, Maisie Macdonald, and it's all thanks to you. I won’t forget it, and neither will you, good woman. Now, tell me, am I safe? He called me a 'scapegoat', Andrew Blair did! Can evil reach me from here to the sea?"

"You must go to the place where the evil was done to you and yours—and that, I know, is on the west side of Iona. Go, and God preserve you. But here, too, is a sian that will be for the safety."

"You need to go to the place where the harm was done to you and your loved ones—and I know that's on the west side of Iona. Go, and may God keep you safe. But here, too, is a sign that will be for your protection."

Thereupon, with swift mutterings she said this charm: an old, familiar Sian against Sudden Harm:

Thereupon, with quick murmurs, she recited this spell: an old, familiar Sian against Sudden Harm:

"Sian has put Moira on you,
Sian can kill, Sian can harm you,
Sian between the clutch and the leg,
Sian nan Tri all in one for you,
Oh, the top of your head to the bottom of your foot: Sian, you look great after one o'clock,
Sian, have a look at your two sides,
Sian seven between three on you,
Sian seven between four on you,
Sian seven between five on you,
Sian seven out of six on you,
Sian, seven pairs of shoes are ready for you today. "May it be protected from harm and misfortune!"

Scarcely had she finished before she heard heavy steps approaching.

Scarcely had she finished before she heard heavy footsteps approaching.

"Away with you," she whispered, repeating in a loud, angry tone, "Away with you! Seachad! Seachad!"

"Away with you," she whispered, then shouted in a loud, angry voice, "Away with you! Seachad! Seachad!"

And with that Neil Ross slipped from the milk-shed and crossed the yard, and was behind the byres before[Pg 149] Andrew Blair, with sullen mien and swift, wild eyes, strode from the house.

And with that, Neil Ross left the milk shed and walked across the yard, reaching the area behind the barns just as[Pg 149] Andrew Blair, looking grim and with fast, wild eyes, came out of the house.

It was with a grim smile on his face that Neil tramped down the wet heather till he reached the high road, and fared thence as through a marsh because of the rains there had been.

It was with a grim smile on his face that Neil trudged through the wet heather until he reached the main road, and from there made his way through what felt like a marsh due to the recent rains.

For the first mile he thought of the angry mind of the dead man, bitter at paying of the silver. For the second mile he thought of the evil that had been wrought for him and his. For the third mile he pondered over all that he had heard and done and taken upon him that day.

For the first mile, he thought about the dead man's anger about having to pay the silver. For the second mile, he reflected on the wrongs that had been done to him and his family. For the third mile, he considered everything he had heard, done, and taken on that day.

Then he sat down upon a broken granite heap by the way, and brooded deep till one hour went, and then another, and the third was upon him.

Then he sat down on a pile of broken granite by the path and thought deeply until an hour passed, then another, and he found himself in the third.

A man driving two calves came towards him out of the west. He did not hear or see. The man stopped; spoke again. Neil gave no answer. The drover shrugged his shoulders, hesitated, and walked slowly on, often looking back.

A man driving two calves approached him from the west. He didn’t hear or see him. The man stopped and spoke again. Neil didn’t respond. The drover shrugged, hesitated, and continued walking slowly, frequently glancing back.

An hour later a shepherd came by the way he himself had tramped. He was a tall, gaunt man with a squint. The small, pale-blue eyes glittered out of a mass of red hair that almost covered his face. He stood still, opposite Neil, and leaned on his cromak.

An hour later, a shepherd passed by the path he had taken. He was a tall, thin man with a squint. His small, pale-blue eyes sparkled from underneath a thick mass of red hair that nearly obscured his face. He stopped in front of Neil and leaned on his cromak.

"Latha math leat," he said at last; "I wish you good day."

"Latha math leat," he finally said; "I wish you a good day."

Neil glanced at him, but did not speak.

Neil looked at him but didn't say anything.

"What is your name, for I seem to know you?"

"What’s your name? I feel like I know you."

But Neil had already forgotten him. The shepherd took out his snuff-mull, helped himself, and handed the mull to the lonely wayfarer. Neil mechanically helped himself.[Pg 150]

But Neil had already forgotten him. The shepherd pulled out his snuffbox, took some for himself, and handed it to the lone traveler. Neil absentmindedly took some too.[Pg 150]

"Am bheil thu 'dol do Fhionphort?" tried the shepherd again: "Are you going to Fionnaphort?"

"Are you going to Fionnaphort?" the shepherd asked again.

"Tha mise 'dol a dh' I-challum-chille," Neil answered, in a low, weary voice, and as a man adream: "I am on my way to Iona."

"I'm on my way to Iona," Neil answered, in a low, tired voice, almost as if he were dreaming.

"I am thinking I know now who you are. You are the man Macallum."

"I think I know who you are now. You’re the guy, Macallum."

Neil looked, but did not speak. His eyes dreamed against what the other could not see or know. The shepherd called angrily to his dogs to keep the sheep from straying; then, with a resentful air, turned to his victim.

Neil looked but didn’t say anything. His eyes were lost in dreams about what the other person couldn’t see or understand. The shepherd angrily called to his dogs to keep the sheep from wandering; then, with a huffy demeanor, turned to his target.

"You are a silent man for sure, you are. I'm hoping it is not the curse upon you already."

"You definitely seem like a quiet guy. I hope it's not some kind of curse on you already."

"What curse?"

"What curse is this?"

"Ah, that has brought the wind against the mist! I was thinking so!"

"Ah, that has pushed the wind against the fog! I was just thinking that!"

"What curse?"

"What curse?"

"You are the man that was the Sin-Eater over there?"

"You’re the guy who was the Sin-Eater over there?"

"Ay."

"Yeah."

"The man Macallum?"

"Is that the man Macallum?"

"Ay."

"Hey."

"Strange it is, but three days ago I saw you in Tobermory, and heard you give your name as Neil Ross to an Iona man that was there."

"It's strange, but three days ago I saw you in Tobermory and heard you introduce yourself as Neil Ross to a guy from Iona who was there."

"Well?"

"What's up?"

"Oh, sure, it is nothing to me. But they say the Sin-Eater should not be a man with a hidden lump in his pack."[14]

"Oh, of course, it doesn’t bother me. But people say the Sin-Eater shouldn’t be someone with a hidden burden." [14]

"Why?"[Pg 151]

"Why?"[Pg 151]

"For the dead know, and are content. There is no shaking off any sins, then—for that man."

"For the dead understand and are at peace. There's no escaping sins, then—for that person."

"It is a lie."

"That's a lie."

"Maybe ay and maybe no."

"Maybe yes and maybe no."

"Well, have you more to be saying to me? I am obliged to you for your company, but it is not needing it I am, though no offense."

"Well, do you have more to say to me? I appreciate your company, but I don’t really need it, no offense."

"Och, man, there's no offense between you and me. Sure, there's Iona in me, too; for the father of my father married a woman that was the granddaughter of Tomais Macdonald, who was a fisherman there. No, no; it is rather warning you I would be."

"Och, man, there's no bad blood between us. Sure, I have Iona in me as well; my grandfather married a woman who was the granddaughter of Tomais Macdonald, a fisherman from there. No, no; I just want to warn you."

"And for what?"

"And for what reason?"

"Well, well, just because of that laugh I heard about."

"Well, well, it’s all because of that laugh I heard."

"What laugh?"

"What laugh?"

"The laugh of Adam Blair that is dead."

"The laugh of Adam Blair that has died."

Neil Ross stared, his eyes large and wild. He leaned a little forward. No word came from him. The look that was on his face was the question.

Neil Ross stared, his eyes wide and frantic. He leaned a bit forward. No words came from him. The expression on his face was the question.

"Yes, it was this way. Sure, the telling of it is just as I heard it. After you ate the sins of Adam Blair, the people there brought out the coffin. When they were putting him into it, he was as stiff as a sheep dead in the snow—and just like that, too, with his eyes wide open. Well, someone saw you trampling the heather down the slope that is in front of the house, and said, 'It is the Sin-Eater!' With that, Andrew Blair sneered, and said—'Ay, 'tis the scapegoat he is!' Then, after a while, he went on, 'The Sin-Eater they call him; ay, just so; and a bitter good bargain it is, too, if all's true that's thought true!' And with that he laughed, and[Pg 152] then his wife that was behind him laughed, and then...."

"Yeah, that's how it was. Sure, the story is just as I heard it. After you took on the sins of Adam Blair, the people there brought out the coffin. When they were putting him in it, he was as stiff as a sheep that died in the snow—and just like that too, with his eyes wide open. Well, someone saw you trampling the heather down the slope in front of the house and said, 'It's the Sin-Eater!' With that, Andrew Blair sneered and said, 'Yeah, he's just the scapegoat!' Then, after a bit, he continued, 'They call him the Sin-Eater; yeah, that's right; and it's a bitter good deal it is, too, if everything people think is true!' And with that, he laughed, and[Pg 152] then his wife behind him laughed, and then...."

"Well, what then?"

"Okay, now what?"

"Well, 'tis Himself that hears and knows if it is true! But this is the thing I was told: After that laughing there was a stillness and a dread. For all there saw that the corpse had turned its head and was looking after you as you went down the heather. Then, Neil Ross, if that be your true name, Adam Blair that was dead put up his white face against the sky, and laughed."

"Well, it's Him who hears and knows if it’s true! But this is what I was told: After that laughter, there was silence and fear. For everyone saw that the corpse had turned its head and was watching you as you walked down the heather. Then, Neil Ross, if that’s your real name, Adam Blair, who was dead, lifted his white face to the sky and laughed."

At this, Ross sprang to his feet with a gasping sob.

At this, Ross jumped to his feet with a choking sob.

"It is a lie, that thing!" he cried, shaking his fist at the shepherd. "It is a lie."

"It’s a lie, that thing!" he shouted, shaking his fist at the shepherd. "It’s a lie."

"It is no lie. And by the same token, Andrew Blair shrank back white and shaking, and his woman had the swoon upon her, and who knows but the corpse might have come to life again had it not been for Maisie Macdonald, the deid-watcher, who clapped a handful of salt on his eyes, and tilted the coffin so that the bottom of it slid forward, and so let the whole fall flat on the ground, with Adam Blair in it sideways, and as likely as not cursing and groaning, as his wont was, for the hurt both to his old bones and his old ancient dignity."

"It’s no lie. At the same time, Andrew Blair recoiled, pale and trembling, while his woman fainted, and who knows, maybe the corpse would have come back to life if it weren’t for Maisie Macdonald, the watcher of the dead, who sprinkled salt on his eyes, tipped the coffin so that the bottom slid forward, and let the whole thing crash to the ground, with Adam Blair inside it sideways, probably cursing and groaning, as he usually did, for the pain to both his old bones and his long-held dignity."

Ross glared at the man as though the madness was upon him. Fear and horror and fierce rage swung him now this way and now that.

Ross glared at the man as if he had lost his mind. Fear, horror, and intense rage pulled him in every direction.

"What will the name of you be, shepherd?" he stuttered huskily.

"What will your name be, shepherd?" he said hoarsely.

"It is Eachainn Gilleasbuig I am to ourselves; and the English of that for those who have no Gaelic is Hector Gillespie; and I am Eachainn mac Ian mac Alasdair[Pg 153] of Strathsheean that is where Sutherland lies against Ross."

"It’s Eachainn Gilleasbuig for us; and for those who don’t speak Gaelic, it's Hector Gillespie; and I am Eachainn, son of Ian, son of Alasdair[Pg 153] from Strathsheean, which is located where Sutherland borders Ross."

"Then take this thing—and that is, the curse of the Sin-Eater! And a bitter bad thing may it be upon you and yours."

"Then take this thing—and that is, the curse of the Sin-Eater! And may it be a truly terrible burden on you and your family."

And with that Neil the Sin-Eater flung his hand up into the air, and then leaped past the shepherd, and a minute later was running through the frightened sheep, with his head low, and a white foam on his lips, and his eyes red with blood as a seal's that has the death-wound on it.

And with that, Neil the Sin-Eater threw his hand up into the air, then jumped past the shepherd, and a minute later was running through the scared sheep, his head down, white foam on his lips, and his eyes bloodshot like a seal’s that has been fatally wounded.


On the third day of the seventh month from that day, Aulay Macneill, coming into Balliemore of Iona from the west side of the island, said to old Ronald MacCormick, that was the father of his wife, that he had seen Neil Ross again, and that he was "absent"—for though he had spoken to him, Neil would not answer, but only gloomed at him from the wet weedy rock where he sat.

On the third day of the seventh month from that day, Aulay Macneill, arriving in Balliemore of Iona from the west side of the island, told old Ronald MacCormick, who was his father-in-law, that he had seen Neil Ross again, and that Neil was "absent"—because even though he had spoken to him, Neil wouldn’t respond, but just glared at him from the damp, weedy rock where he sat.

The going back of the man had loosed every tongue that was in Iona. When, too, it was known that he was wrought in some terrible way, if not actually mad, the islanders whispered that it was because of the sins of Adam Blair. Seldom or never now did they speak of him by his name, but simply as "The Sin-Eater." The thing was not so rare as to cause this strangeness, nor did many (and perhaps none did) think that the sins of the dead ever might or could abide with the living who had merely done a good Christian charitable thing. But there was a reason.

The man's return had set everyone in Iona talking. When it became clear that he was deeply affected, if not outright insane, the islanders murmured that it was because of Adam Blair's sins. They rarely called him by his name anymore, referring to him simply as "The Sin-Eater." This wasn’t unusual enough to warrant such odd behavior, nor did many (if any) believe that the sins of the dead could actually linger with the living, who had just acted out of good Christian charity. But there was a reason.

Not long after Neil Ross had come again to Iona, and[Pg 154] had settled down in the ruined roofless house on the croft of Ballyrona, just like a fox or a wild-cat, as the saying was, he was given fishing-work to do by Aulay Macneill, who lived at Ard-an-teine, at the rocky north end of the machar or plain that is on the west Atlantic coast of the island.

Not long after Neil Ross had returned to Iona and[Pg 154] had made himself at home in the ruined, roofless house on the Ballyrona croft, just like a fox or a wildcat, as the saying goes, Aulay Macneill, who lived at Ard-an-teine, offered him some fishing work. Aulay lived at the rocky northern end of the machar, or plain, on the island's west Atlantic coast.

One moonlit night, either the seventh or the ninth after the earthing of Adam Blair at his own place in the Ross, Aulay Macneill saw Neil Ross steal out of the shadow of Ballyrona and make for the sea. Macneill was there by the rocks, mending a lobster-creel. He had gone there because of the sadness. Well, when he saw the Sin-Eater, he watched.

One moonlit night, either the seventh or the ninth after Adam Blair was buried in his own spot in Ross, Aulay Macneill saw Neil Ross slip out of the shadow of Ballyrona and head toward the sea. Macneill was by the rocks, fixing a lobster trap. He had gone there because he was feeling down. So when he saw the Sin-Eater, he observed.

Neil crept from rock to rock till he reached the last fang that churns the sea into yeast when the tide sucks the land just opposite.

Neil moved quietly from one rock to another until he reached the final peak that stirs the sea into bubbles when the tide pulls away from the shore just across.

Then he called out something that Aulay Macneill could not catch. With that he springs up, and throws his arms above him.

Then he shouted something that Aulay Macneill couldn’t hear. With that, he jumped up and raised his arms above him.

"Then," says Aulay when he tells the tale, "it was like a ghost he was. The moonshine was on his face like the curl o' a wave. White! there is no whiteness like that of the human face. It was whiter than the foam about the skerry it was; whiter than the moon shining; whiter than ... well, as white as the painted letters on the black boards of the fishing-cobles. There he stood, for all that the sea was about him, the slip-slop waves leapin' wild, and the tide making, too, at that. He was shaking like a sail two points off the wind. It was then that, all of a sudden, he called in a womany, screamin' voice—

"Then," says Aulay when he tells the story, "he looked like a ghost. The moonlight fell on his face like a wave’s curl. White! There’s no whiteness like that of a human face. It was whiter than the foam around the skerry; whiter than the moon shining; whiter than... well, as white as the painted letters on the blackboards of the fishing boats. There he stood, despite the sea all around him, with the waves crashing wildly and the tide coming in. He was shaking like a sail two points off the wind. That’s when, all of a sudden, he called out in a woman’s, screaming voice—

"'I am throwing the sins of Adam Blair into the[Pg 155] midst of ye, white dogs o' the sea! Drown them, tear them, drag them away out into the black deeps! Ay, ay, ay, ye dancin' wild waves, this is the third time I am doing it, and now there is none left; no, not a sin, not a sin!

"'I am casting the sins of Adam Blair into the[Pg 155] midst of you, white dogs of the sea! Drown them, tear them apart, drag them away into the dark depths! Yes, yes, yes, you wild dancing waves, this is the third time I’m doing this, and now there’s nothing left; no, not a single sin, not one!

"'O-hi O-ri, dark tide of the sea,
I am handing you the sins of a deceased person!
By the Stones, by the Wind, by the Fire, by the Tree,
Release me from the dead man's sins, set me free!
Adam son of Andrew son of Adam and me,
Free us! Free us!

"Ay, sure, the Sin-Eater sang that over and over; and after the third singing he swung his arms and screamed:

"Aye, sure, the Sin-Eater sang that repeatedly; and after the third time, he swung his arms and screamed:"

"'And listen to me, dark waters and flowing tide,
That rune is the good rune that Maisie the wise told me about,
I am Neil, the son of Silis Macallum
By the villainous Murtagh Ross,
That was Adam mac Anndra's friend, God help him!

"And with that he scrambled and fell into the sea. But, as I am Aulay mac Luais and no other, he was up in a moment, an' swimmin' like a seal, and then over the rocks again, an' away back to that lonely roofless place once more, laughing wild at times, an' muttering an' whispering."

"And with that, he scrambled and fell into the sea. But, since I'm Aulay mac Luais and nobody else, he was back up in no time, swimming like a seal, and then back over the rocks again, racing back to that lonely, roofless place once more, laughing wildly at times, and muttering and whispering."

It was this tale of Aulay Macneill's that stood between Neil Ross and the isle-folk. There was something behind all that, they whispered one to another.[Pg 156]

It was Aulay Macneill's story that created a barrier between Neil Ross and the islanders. They hinted at something more beneath it all, whispering to one another.[Pg 156]

So it was always the Sin-Eater he was called at last. None sought him. The few children who came upon him now and again fled at his approach, or at the very sight of him. Only Aulay Macneill saw him at times, and had word of him.

So he was finally known as the Sin-Eater. No one looked for him. The few children who stumbled upon him now and then ran away when he came near, or even at the sight of him. Only Aulay Macneill saw him occasionally and had news of him.

After a month had gone by, all knew that the Sin-Eater was wrought to madness because of this awful thing: the burden of Adam Blair's sins would not go from him! Night and day he could hear them laughing low, it was said.

After a month had passed, everyone knew that the Sin-Eater had been driven to madness because of this terrible thing: the weight of Adam Blair's sins wouldn’t leave him! Day and night, he could hear them laughing softly, or so it was said.

But it was the quiet madness. He went to and fro like a shadow in the grass, and almost as soundless as that, and as voiceless. More and more the name of him grew as a terror. There were few folk on that wild west coast of Iona, and these few avoided him when the word ran that he had knowledge of strange things, and converse, too, with the secrets of the sea.

But it was a silent madness. He moved back and forth like a shadow in the grass, nearly as quiet and voiceless. More and more, his name became a source of fear. There were only a few people on that wild west coast of Iona, and these few avoided him when word got out that he had knowledge of strange things and could talk to the secrets of the sea.

One day Aulay Macneill, in his boat, but dumb with amaze and terror for him, saw him at high tide swimming on a long rolling wave right into the hollow of the Spouting Cave. In the memory of man, no one had done this and escaped one of three things: a snatching away into oblivion, a strangled death, or madness. The islanders know that there swims into the cave, at full tide, a Mar-Tarbh, a dreadful creature of the sea that some call a kelpie; only it is not a kelpie, which is like a woman, but rather is a sea-bull, offspring of the cattle that are never seen. Ill indeed for any sheep or goat, ay, or even dog or child, if any happens to be leaning over the edge of the Spouting Cave when the Mar-tarv roars; for, of a surety, it will fall in and straightway be devoured.[Pg 157]

One day, Aulay Macneill was in his boat, stunned with amazement and fear, watching as someone swam on a long, rolling wave straight into the Spouting Cave at high tide. In all of human memory, no one had ever done this and come away without facing one of three fates: being dragged into oblivion, a strangled death, or insanity. The islanders know that at full tide, a Mar-Tarbh swims into the cave, a terrifying creature of the sea that some call a kelpie; but it isn’t a kelpie, which resembles a woman, but rather a sea-bull, the offspring of unseen cattle. It’s a grim fate for any sheep or goat, or even a dog or child, if they happen to be leaning over the edge of the Spouting Cave when the Mar-Tarbh roars; for, without a doubt, they will fall in and be immediately devoured.[Pg 157]

With awe and trembling Aulay listened for the screaming of the doomed man. It was full tide, and the sea-beast would be there.

With a mix of fear and fascination, Aulay listened for the screams of the man who was about to meet his end. The tide was high, and the sea creature would be there.

The minutes passed, and no sign. Only the hollow booming of the sea, as it moved like a baffled blind giant round the cavern-bases; only the rush and spray of the water flung up the narrow shaft high into the windy air above the cliff it penetrates.

The minutes went by, and there was no sign. Just the thundering sound of the sea, moving like a confused blind giant around the cavern walls; just the rush and spray of water shooting up the narrow shaft high into the windy air above the cliff it goes through.

At last he saw what looked like a mass of seaweed swirled out on the surge. It was the Sin-Eater. With a leap, Aulay was at his oars. The boat swung through the sea. Just before Neil Ross was about to sink for the second time, he caught him and dragged him into the boat.

At last, he spotted what appeared to be a mass of seaweed swirling in the waves. It was the Sin-Eater. With a quick move, Aulay grabbed his oars. The boat swung through the water. Just as Neil Ross was about to go under for the second time, Aulay caught him and pulled him into the boat.

But then, as ever after, nothing was to be got out of the Sin-Eater save a single saying: Tha e lamhan fuar! Tha e lamhan fuar!—"It has a cold, cold hand!"

But then, as always, there was nothing to be learned from the Sin-Eater except for one saying: Tha e lamhan fuar! Tha e lamhan fuar!—"It has a cold, cold hand!"

The telling of this and other tales left none free upon the island to look upon the "scapegoat" save as one accursed.

The telling of this and other stories left no one on the island to see the "scapegoat" as anything but cursed.

It was in the third month that a new phase of his madness came upon Neil Ross.

It was in the third month that a new phase of his madness struck Neil Ross.

The horror of the sea and the passion for the sea came over him at the same happening. Oftentimes he would race along the shore, screaming wild names to it, now hot with hate and loathing, now as the pleading of a man with the woman of his love. And strange chants to it, too, were upon his lips. Old, old lines of forgotten runes were overheard by Aulay Macneill, and not Aulay only; lines wherein the ancient sea-name of the island, Ioua, that was given to it long before it was[Pg 158] called Iona, or any other of the nine names that are said to belong to it, occurred again and again.

The thrill and fear of the sea hit him at the same moment. He often raced along the shore, shouting wild names at it, sometimes filled with anger and disgust, at other times like a man pleading with the woman he loves. He also found himself chanting strange phrases. Old, forgotten lines of ancient runes were heard by Aulay Macneill, and not just him; phrases that included the old sea name of the island, Ioua, which was given to it long before it was called Iona, or any of the nine other names said to belong to it, repeated over and over.

The flowing tide it was that wrought him thus. At the ebb he would wander across the weedy slabs or among the rocks, silent, and more like a lost duinshee than a man.

The flowing tide is what did this to him. When it receded, he would wander over the weedy stones or among the rocks, quiet, and more like a lost spirit than a man.

Then again after three months a change in his madness came. None knew what it was, though Aulay said that the man moaned and moaned because of the awful burden he bore. No drowning seas for the sins that could not be washed away, no grave for the live sins that would be quick till the day of the Judgment!

Then again, after three months, there was a shift in his madness. No one knew what it was, although Aulay said that the man just kept moaning because of the terrible burden he carried. No drowning seas could wash away the sins that couldn’t be cleansed, no grave for the living sins that would remain until Judgment Day!

For weeks thereafter he disappeared. As to where he was, it is not for the knowing.

For weeks after that, he vanished. It's not for us to know where he went.

Then at last came that third day of the seventh month when, as I have said, Aulay Macneill told old Ronald MacCormick that he had seen the Sin-Eater again.

Then at last came that third day of the seventh month when, as I mentioned, Aulay Macneill told old Ronald MacCormick that he had seen the Sin-Eater again.

It was only a half-truth that he told, though. For, after he had seen Neil Ross upon the rock, he had followed him when he rose, and wandered back to the roofless place which he haunted now as of yore. Less wretched a shelter now it was, because of the summer that was come, though a cold, wet summer at that.

It was only a half-truth he told, though. After he saw Neil Ross on the rock, he followed him when he stood up and drifted back to the roofless spot he used to frequent. It was less miserable as a shelter now, thanks to the summer that had arrived, even if it was a cold, wet summer.

"Is that you, Neil Ross?" he had asked, as he peered into the shadows among the ruins of the house.

"Is that you, Neil Ross?" he asked, looking into the shadows among the ruins of the house.

"That's not my name," said the Sin-Eater; and he seemed as strange then and there, as though he were a castaway from a foreign ship.

"That's not my name," said the Sin-Eater; he seemed just as out of place in that moment, as if he were a shipwrecked sailor from another world.

"And what will it be, then, you that are my friend, and sure knowing me as Aulay mac Luais—Aulay Macneill that never grudges you bit or sup?"[Pg 159]

"And what will it be, then, you who are my friend, and who surely knows me as Aulay mac Luais—Aulay Macneill who never holds back a meal or drink from you?"[Pg 159]

"I am Judas."

"I’m Judas."


"And at that word," says Aulay Macneill, when he tells the tale, "at that word the pulse in my heart was like a bat in a shut room. But after a bit I took up the talk.

"And at that word," says Aulay Macneill, when he tells the tale, "at that word the pulse in my heart was like a bat in a closed room. But after a while, I picked up the conversation.

"'Indeed,' I said; 'and I was not for knowing that. May I be so bold as to ask whose son, and of what place?'

"'Sure,' I said; 'and I didn't mean to pry into that. Can I be bold enough to ask whose son you are, and where you're from?'"

"But all he said to me was, 'I am Judas.'

"But all he said to me was, 'I am Judas'."

"Well, I said, to comfort him, 'Sure, it's not such a bad name in itself, though I am knowing some which have a more home-like sound.' But no, it was no good.

"Well, I said, trying to comfort him, 'Sure, it's not a bad name, but I know some that sound more familiar.' But no, that didn’t help."

"'I am Judas. And because I sold the Son of God for five pieces of silver....'

"I am Judas. And because I betrayed the Son of God for five silver coins...."

"But here I interrupted him and said, 'Sure, now, Neil—I mean, Judas—it was eight times five.' Yet the simpleness of his sorrow prevailed, and I listened with the wet in my eyes.

"But here I interrupted him and said, 'Sure, now, Neil—I mean, Judas—it was eight times five.' Yet the simplicity of his sadness took over, and I listened with tears in my eyes."

"'I am Judas. And because I sold the Son of God for five silver shillings, He laid upon me all the nameless black sins of the world. And that is why I am bearing them till the Day of Days.'"

"'I am Judas. And because I sold the Son of God for five silver coins, He placed on me all the unknown dark sins of the world. And that’s why I am carrying them until the Day of Days.'"


And this was the end of the Sin-Eater; for I will not tell the long story of Aulay Macneill, that gets longer and longer every winter; but only the unchanging close of it.

And this was the end of the Sin-Eater; I won't recount the lengthy tale of Aulay Macneill, which stretches longer with each passing winter; instead, I'll share just the constant conclusion of it.

I will tell it in the words of Aulay.

I will share it in Aulay's words.


"A bitter, wild day it was, that day I saw him to see him no more. It was late. The sea was red with the flamin' light that burned up the air betwixt Iona and[Pg 160] all that is west of West. I was on the shore, looking at the sea. The big green waves came in like the chariots in the Holy Book. Well, it was on the black shoulder of one of them, just short of the ton o' foam that swept above it, that I saw a spar surgin' by.

"A bitter, wild day it was, that day I saw him to see him no more. It was late. The sea was red with the flaming light that burned up the air between Iona and[Pg 160] all that is west of West. I was on the shore, looking at the sea. The big green waves came in like the chariots in the Holy Book. Well, it was on the black shoulder of one of them, just short of the ton of foam that swept above it, that I saw a spar surging by."

"'What is that?' I said to myself. And the reason of my wondering was this: I saw that a smaller spar was swung across it. And while I was watching that thing another great billow came in with a roar, and hurled the double spar back, and not so far from me but I might have gripped it. But who would have gripped that thing if he were for seeing what I saw?

"'What is that?' I said to myself. The reason I was puzzled was that I saw a smaller spar swinging across it. While I was watching that, another massive wave crashed in with a roar and flung the double spar back, not far from me at all, so I could have grabbed it. But who would dare grab that thing if they saw what I saw?

"It is Himself knows that what I say is a true thing.

"It is Himself who knows that what I say is true."

"On that spar was Neil Ross, the Sin-Eater. Naked he was as the day he was born. And he was lashed, too—ay, sure, he was lashed to it by ropes round and round his legs and his waist and his left arm. It was the Cross he was on. I saw that thing with the fear upon me. Ah, poor drifting wreck that he was! Judas on the Cross! It was his eric!

"On that spar was Neil Ross, the Sin-Eater. He was as naked as the day he was born. And he was tied up too—yeah, he was tied to it with ropes all around his legs, waist, and left arm. It was the Cross he was on. I saw that thing with fear in my heart. Ah, poor drifting wreck that he was! Judas on the Cross! It was his eric!

"But even as I watched, shaking in my limbs, I saw that there was life in him still. The lips were moving, and his right arm was ever for swinging this way and that. 'Twas like an oar, working him off a lee shore; ay, that was what I thought.

"But even as I watched, shaking in my limbs, I saw that there was still life in him. His lips were moving, and his right arm was swinging this way and that. It was like an oar, pulling him away from a dangerous shore; yeah, that’s what I thought."

"Then, all at once, he caught sight of me. Well he knew me, poor man, that has his share of heaven now, I am thinking!

"Then, all of a sudden, he saw me. He knew me well, that poor man, who's got his share of heaven now, I’m thinking!"

"He waved, and called, but the hearing could not be, because of a big surge o' water that came tumbling down upon him. In the stroke of an oar he was swept close by the rocks where I was standing. In that flounderin',[Pg 161] seethin' whirlpool I saw the white face of him for a moment, an' as he went out on the re-surge like a hauled net, I heard these words fallin' against my ears:

"He waved and shouted, but he couldn’t be heard because a huge rush of water came crashing down on him. In one stroke of an oar, he was swept close to the rocks where I was standing. In that struggling, swirling whirlpool, I saw his pale face for a moment, and as he was pulled back up like a net being hauled in, I heard these words ringing in my ears:

"'An eirig m'anama.... In ransom for my soul!'

"'An eirig m'anama.... In exchange for my soul!'"

"And with that I saw the double-spar turn over and slide down the back-sweep of a drowning big wave. Ay, sure, it went out to the deep sea swift enough then. It was in the big eddy that rushes between Skerry-Mòr and Skerry-Beag. I did not see it again—no, not for the quarter of an hour, I am thinking. Then I saw just the whirling top of it rising out of the flying yeast of a great, black-blustering wave, that was rushing northward before the current that is called the Black-Eddy.

"And with that, I saw the double-spar flip over and slide down the back of a huge wave. Yeah, it shot out to the deep sea quickly. It was in the big eddy that flows between Skerry-Mòr and Skerry-Beag. I didn't see it again—not for about fifteen minutes, I think. Then I saw just the spinning top of it rise out of the frothy foam of a massive, roaring wave that was rushing northward with the current known as the Black-Eddy."

"With that you have the end of Neil Ross; ay, sure, him that was called the Sin-Eater. And that is a true thing; and may God save us the sorrow of sorrows.

"With that, you have the end of Neil Ross; yes, indeed, the one who was called the Sin-Eater. And that is true; may God spare us the sorrow of sorrows."

"And that is all."[Pg 162]

"And that's it."[Pg 162]


GHOSTS IN SOLID FORM

By Gambier Bolton

Ex-Pres. The Psychological Society, London, F.R.G.S., F.Z.S., etc.


CHAPTER I

"A single grain of solid fact is worth ten tons of theory."

One solid fact is worth ten tons of theories.

"The more I think of it, the more I find this conclusion impressed upon me, that the greatest thing a human soul ever does in this world is to SEE something and tell what it saw in a plain way. Hundreds of people can talk for one who can think, but thousands can think for one who can see. To SEE clearly is poetry, prophecy, and religion all in one."—John Ruskin.

The more I think about this, the more I understand that the most important thing a person can do in this world is to SEE something and clearly share what they’ve observed. Lots of people can talk for every person who can think, but many more can think for every person who can truly see. To SEE clearly combines poetry, prophecy, and religion all in one.John Ruskin.

Working Hypothesis

That under certain known and reasonable conditions of temperature, light, etc., entities, existing in a sphere outside our own, have been demonstrated again and again to manifest themselves on earth in temporary bodies materialized from an, at present, undiscovered source, through the agency of certain persons of both sexes, termed "sensitives," and can be so demonstrated to any person who will provide the conditions proved to be necessary for such a demonstration.

That under certain known and reasonable conditions of temperature, light, and so on, entities that exist outside our realm have been shown time and time again to appear on Earth in temporary forms created from a currently undiscovered source, through the efforts of certain individuals of both genders, referred to as "sensitives," and this can be demonstrated to anyone who provides the necessary conditions for such a demonstration.

Conditions

Looking back to the seven years of my life which I devoted to a careful and critical investigation of the[Pg 163] claim made, not only by both Occidental and Oriental mystics but by well-known men of science like Sir William Crookes, Professor Alfred Russel Wallace, and others—that it was possible under certain clearly defined conditions to produce, apparently out of nothing, fully formed bodies, inhabited by (presumably) human entities from another sphere—the wonder of it still enthralls me; the apparent impossibility of so great an upheaval of such laws of Nature as we are at present acquainted with being proved clearly to be possible, will remain to the end as "the wonder of wonders" in a by no means uneventful life.

Looking back at the seven years I spent carefully and critically investigating the[Pg 163] claims made not only by both Western and Eastern mystics but also by well-known scientists like Sir William Crookes, Professor Alfred Russel Wallace, and others—that it was possible, under certain clearly defined conditions, to create fully formed bodies that seemed to come from nowhere, inhabited by (presumably) human entities from another realm—the amazement of it still captivates me; the apparent impossibility of such a significant disruption of the natural laws we're currently familiar with being proven possible will forever remain "the wonder of wonders" in a life that has been anything but uneventful.

For, as compared with this, that greatest of Nature's mysteries—the procreation of a human infant by either the normal or mechanical impregnation of an ovum, its months of foetal growth and development in the uterus, and its birth into the world in a helpless and enfeebled condition, amazing as they are to all physiological students—sinks into comparative insignificance when compared with the nearly instantaneous production of a fully developed human body, with all its organs functioning properly; a body inhabited temporarily by a thinking, reasoning entity, who can see, hear, taste, smell and touch: a body which can be handled, weighed, measured, and photographed.

Because, when you compare this to the greatest mysteries of Nature—the creation of a human baby through natural or artificial fertilization of an egg, its months of growth and development in the womb, and its birth into the world in a vulnerable and weak state, which is incredibly fascinating to all physiology students—it fades into relative insignificance when put next to the almost immediate appearance of a fully formed human body, with all its organs working correctly; a body temporarily occupied by a thinking, reasoning being that can see, hear, taste, smell, and touch: a body that can be touched, weighed, measured, and photographed.

When these claims were first brought to my notice I realized at once that I was face to face with a problem which would require the very closest investigation; and I then and there decided to give up work of all kinds and to devote years, if necessary, to a critical examination of these claims, to investigate the matter calmly and dispassionately, and, in Sir John Herschel's[Pg 164] memorable words, "to stand or fall by the result of a direct appeal to facts in the first instance, and of strict logical deduction from them afterwards."

When I first heard about these claims, I immediately realized I was facing a problem that would need a thorough investigation. I decided right then and there to stop all my work and dedicate years, if necessary, to critically examining these claims, looking into the matter calmly and without bias. In the memorable words of Sir John Herschel, "to stand or fall by the result of a direct appeal to facts in the first instance, and of strict logical deduction from them afterwards."

And, as I have said, the result has been that the apparently impossible has been proved to be possible—the facts have beaten me, and I accept them whole-heartedly, admitting that our working hypothesis has been proved beyond any possibility of doubt, and that these materialized entities can manifest themselves to-day to any person who will provide the conditions necessary for such a demonstration.

And, as I mentioned, the outcome has been that what seemed impossible has been shown to be possible—the facts have defeated me, and I fully accept them, acknowledging that our working hypothesis has been proven beyond any doubt, and that these materialized entities can appear today to anyone who meets the necessary conditions for such a demonstration.

Who they are, what they are, whence they come, and whither they go, each investigator must determine for himself, but of their actual existence in a sphere just outside our own there can no longer be any room for doubt. As a busy man, theories have little or no attraction for me. What I demand, and what other busy men and women demand in an investigation of this kind is that there should be a reasonable possibility of getting hold of facts, good solid facts which can be demonstrated as such to any open-minded inquirer, otherwise it would be useless to commence such an investigation. And we have now got these facts, and can prove them on purely scientific lines.

Who they are, what they are, where they come from, and where they go, each investigator has to figure out for themselves, but there’s no longer any doubt about their actual existence in a realm just outside our own. As a busy person, theories don't interest me much. What I want—and what other busy people want in this kind of investigation—is the reasonable possibility of uncovering facts, solid facts that can be demonstrated to any open-minded seeker; otherwise, starting such an investigation would be pointless. And now we have these facts, and we can prove them on purely scientific grounds.

The meaning of the word materialization, so far at least as it concerns our investigation, I understand to be this: the taking on by an entity from a sphere outside our own, an entity representing a man, woman, or child (or even a beast or bird), of a temporary body built up from material drawn partially from the inhabitants of earth, consolidated through the agency of certain persons of both sexes, termed sensitives, and[Pg 165] moulded by the entity into a semblance of the body which (it alleges) it inhabited during its existence on earth. In other words, a materialization is the appearance of an entity in bodily, tangible form, i.e., one which we can touch, thus differing from an astralization, etherealization, or apparition, which is, of course, one which cannot be touched, although it may be clearly visible to any one possessing only normal sight.

The meaning of the word materialization, at least in relation to our investigation, is this: it's when an entity from a realm beyond our own, representing a man, woman, child (or even an animal or bird), takes on a temporary body created from materials partially sourced from Earth's inhabitants. This is formed through the efforts of certain individuals of both genders, known as sensitives, and[Pg 165] shaped by the entity to resemble the body it claims to have inhabited during its time on Earth. In other words, a materialization is the appearance of an entity in a physical, tangible form, meaning it can be touched, which sets it apart from an astralization, etherealization, or apparition, the latter being something that cannot be touched, even though it may be clearly visible to anyone with normal eyesight.

Let me, then, endeavor to describe to the best of my ability, and in very simple language, how I believe these materializations to be produced, and the conditions which I have proved to be necessary in order that the finest results may be obtained.

Let me try to explain, in straightforward language, how I think these materializations are created and the conditions I've found to be essential to achieve the best results.

I will deal first with the question of the conditions, as without conditions of some kind no materialization can be produced, any more than a scientific experiment—such as mixing various chemicals together, in order to produce a certain result—can be carried out successfully without proper conditions being provided by the experimenter. What, then, do we mean by this word "conditions"?

I will first address the question of the conditions, because without some kind of conditions, no materialization can happen, just like a scientific experiment—like mixing different chemicals to achieve a specific outcome—cannot be successfully conducted without the right conditions set by the experimenter. So, what do we mean by the term "conditions"?

Take a homely example. The baker mixes exactly the right quantities of flour, salt, and yeast with water, and then places the dough which he has made in an oven heated to just the right temperature, and produces a loaf of bread. Why? Because the conditions were good ones. Had he omitted the flour, the yeast, or the water, or had he used an oven over or under-heated, he could not have produced an eatable loaf of bread, because the conditions made it impossible.

Take a simple example. The baker combines the perfect amounts of flour, salt, and yeast with water, then puts the dough he’s made into an oven heated to the right temperature, and creates a loaf of bread. Why? Because the conditions were optimal. If he had left out the flour, yeast, or water, or if he had used an oven that was too hot or too cold, he wouldn't have been able to make a bread that was fit to eat, because the conditions would have made it impossible.

This is what is meant by the terms "good conditions," "bad conditions," "breaking conditions."[Pg 166]

This is what is meant by the terms "good conditions," "bad conditions," "breaking conditions."[Pg 166]

The conditions, then, under which I have been able to prove to many hundreds of inquirers that it is possible for materialized entities to appear on earth, in solid tangible form, are these:

The conditions, then, under which I have been able to show many hundreds of inquirers that it's possible for materialized entities to appear on earth in solid, tangible form are these:

First, light, of suitable wave-length, i.e. suitable color, and let me say here, once and for all, that I have proved conclusively for myself that darkness is not necessary, provided that one is experimenting with a sensitive who has been trained to sit always in the light.

First, light of the right wavelength, meaning the right color, and let me clarify once and for all that I have proven to myself that darkness is not needed, as long as you are working with a sensitive person who has been trained to always be in the light.

On two occasions I have witnessed materializations in daylight; and neither of Sir William Crookes's sensitives—D. D. Home or Florrie Cook (Mrs. Corner)—would ever sit in darkness, the latter—with whom I carried out a long series of experiments—invariably stipulating that a good light should be used during the whole time that the experiment lasted, as she was terrified at the mere thought of darkness.

On two occasions, I've seen materializations in daylight; and neither of Sir William Crookes's sensitives—D. D. Home or Florrie Cook (Mrs. Corner)—would ever sit in the dark. Florrie, with whom I conducted a long series of experiments, always insisted that we use good lighting the entire time, as she was terrified just by the idea of darkness.

I find that sunlight, electric light, gas, colza oil, and paraffine are all apt to check the production of the phenomena unless filtered through canary-yellow, orange, red linen or paper—just as they are filtered for photographic purposes—owing to the violent action of the actinic (blue) rays which they contain (the rays from the violet end of the spectrum), which are said to work at about six hundred billions of vibrations per second. But if the light is filtered in the way that I have described, the production of the phenomena will commence at once, the vibrations of the interfering rays being reduced, it is said, to about four hundred billions per second or less.

I find that sunlight, electric light, gas, colza oil, and paraffin can all inhibit the production of phenomena unless they’re filtered through canary-yellow, orange, or red linen or paper—similar to how they’re filtered for photography—due to the intense action of the actinic (blue) rays they contain (the rays from the violet end of the spectrum), which are believed to operate at around six hundred billion vibrations per second. However, if the light is filtered the way I mentioned, the production of the phenomena will start immediately, with the vibrations of the interfering rays reduced to about four hundred billion per second or less.

In dealing with materializations we are apt to overlook the fact that we are investigating forces or modes[Pg 167] of energy far more delicate than electricity, for instance. Heat, electricity, and light, as Sir William Crookes tells us, are all closely related; we know the awful power of heat and electricity, but are only too apt to forget—especially if it suits our purpose to do so—that light too has enormous dynamic potency; its vibrations being said to travel in space at the incredible speed of twelve million miles a minute;[15] and it is therefore only reasonable to assume that the power of these vibrations may be sufficient to interfere seriously with the more subtle forces, such as those which we are now investigating.

When we look at materializations, we often forget that we’re examining forces or types of energy that are much more delicate than electricity. Heat, electricity, and light, as Sir William Crookes points out, are all closely connected. We understand the terrifying power of heat and electricity, but we tend to overlook—especially when it’s convenient for us—that light also has tremendous dynamic strength. Its vibrations are said to travel through space at an astonishing speed of twelve million miles a minute; and it makes sense to think that the power of these vibrations could seriously interfere with the more subtle forces we're currently studying.[Pg 167]

Secondly, we require suitable heat vibrations, and I find that those given off in a room either warmed or chilled to sixty-three degrees are the very best possible; anything either much above this, or more especially, much below this, tending to weaken the results and to cheek the phenomena.

Secondly, we need the right heat vibrations, and I’ve noticed that those coming from a room heated or cooled to sixty-three degrees are the absolute best. Anything significantly above or especially below this tends to diminish the results and affect the phenomena.

Thirdly, we require suitable musical vibrations, and, after carrying out a long series of experiments with musical instruments of all kinds, I find that the vibrations given off by the reed organ—termed "harmonium" or "American organ"—or by the concertina, are the most suitable, the peculiar quality of the vibrations given off by the reeds in these instruments proving to be the most suitable ones for use during the production of the phenomena; although on one or two occasions I have obtained good results without musical vibrations of any kind, but this is rare.

Third, we need the right musical vibrations. After conducting a long series of experiments with various musical instruments, I found that the vibrations produced by the reed organ—known as the "harmonium" or "American organ"—and the concertina are the best. The unique quality of the vibrations from the reeds in these instruments is particularly effective for producing the phenomena. However, there were one or two times when I achieved good results without any musical vibrations at all, though that’s uncommon.

Fourthly, we require the presence of a specially organized man or woman, termed the sensitive, one from[Pg 168] whom it is alleged a portion of the matter used by the entity in the building up of its temporary body can be drawn, with but little chance of injury to their health. This point is one of vital importance, we are told, for it has been proved by means of a self-registering weighing-machine on which he was seated, and to which he was securely fastened with an electrical apparatus secretly hidden beneath the seat, which would at once ring a bell in an anteroom if he endeavored to rise from his seat during the experiment, that the actual loss in weight to the sensitive, when a fully materialized entity was standing in our midst, was no less than sixty-five pounds!

Fourthly, we need the presence of a specially arranged man or woman, called the sensitive, from[Pg 168] whom it’s said a portion of the matter used by the entity to create its temporary body can be drawn, with minimal risk to their health. This aspect is crucial, we're told, because it has been demonstrated using a self-registering weighing machine on which the sensitive was seated, securely fastened with an electrical device hidden beneath the seat that would immediately ring a bell in an anteroom if they attempted to get up during the experiment. The actual weight loss experienced by the sensitive, when a fully materialized entity was present among us, was no less than sixty-five pounds!

Before employing any person, then, as a sensitive for these delicate, not to say dangerous, experiments, he or she should be medically examined, in the interests of both the investigator and the sensitive, and should their health prove to be in any way below par, they should not be permitted to take part in the experiment until their health is fully restored.

Before hiring anyone as a sensitive for these delicate, if not risky, experiments, they should undergo a medical examination for the sake of both the investigator and the sensitive. If their health shows any signs of being subpar, they should not be allowed to participate in the experiment until their health is fully restored.

I have been permitted to examine the sensitive at the moment when an entity, clad in a fully-formed temporary body, was walking amongst the experimenters; and the distorted features, the shrivelled-up limbs and contorted trunk of the sensitive at that moment proclaimed the danger connected with the production of this special form of phenomena far louder than any words of mine could do.

I was allowed to observe the sensitive at the moment when a being, dressed in a complete temporary body, was walking among the experimenters; and the twisted features, the shrunken limbs, and the bent torso of the sensitive at that time revealed the risks associated with creating this specific type of phenomenon more emphatically than I ever could with words.

Needless to say, sensitives for materializations are extremely rare, not more than two or three being found to-day amidst the teeming millions who inhabit the British Islands; although a few are to be found on the[Pg 169] European continent, and several in North America, where the climatic conditions are said to be more favorable for the development of such persons.

Needless to say, people who can materialize are extremely rare; there are probably only two or three among the millions who live in the British Isles today. However, a few can be found on the[Pg 169]European continent, and several more in North America, where the climate is believed to be better for developing such abilities.

Now, what constitutes a sensitive, and why are they necessary?

Now, what defines a sensitive person, and why are they important?

Sensitives through whom physical phenomena (including materializations) can be produced have been described, firstly, as persons in whom certain forces are stored up, either far in excess of the amount possessed by the normal man or woman, or else differing in quality from the forces stored up by the normal man or woman; and secondly, as persons who are able to attract from those in close proximity to them—provided that the conditions are favorable—still more of the force, which thus becomes centered in them for the time being. In other words, a sensitive for physical phenomena is said to be a storage battery for the force which is used in the production of physical phenomena—including materializations—although it is by no means improbable that such highly developed sensitives as those required for this special purpose may be found to possess extra nerve-centers as compared with those possessed by normal human beings. But whether this hypothesis be eventually proved or not, there seems to be but very little doubt that "whatever the force may be which constitutes the difference between a sensitive and a non-sensitive, it is certainly of a mental or magnetic character, i.e., a combination of the subtle elements of mind and magnetism, and therefore of a psychological, and not of a purely physical character."

Sensitives who can produce physical phenomena (including materializations) are described, first, as individuals who have certain forces stored up, either much more than what a typical person has or differing in quality from the forces found in a normal person; and second, as individuals who can attract even more of that force from those nearby—if the conditions are right—thus concentrating it in themselves for a time. In other words, a sensitive for physical phenomena is considered a storage battery for the force used to create physical phenomena, including materializations. It's quite likely that these highly developed sensitives needed for this purpose may have additional nerve centers compared to those of normal humans. But whether this idea is proven or not, it's clear that "whatever the force is that distinguishes a sensitive from a non-sensitive, it is undoubtedly of a mental or magnetic nature, that is, a blend of the subtle elements of mind and magnetism, and thus it is of a psychological, rather than a purely physical nature."

But why is a sensitive necessary? you ask. Think of a telephone for a moment. You wish to communicate[Pg 170] with a person who is holding only the end of the wire in his hand, the result being that he cannot hear a single word. Why is this? Because he has forgotten to fit a receiver at his end of the wire, a receiver in which the vibrations set up by your voice may be centralized, focussed, a receiver which he can place to his ear, and in doing so will at once hear your voice distinctly—but without this your message to him is lost.

But why is a sensitive necessary, you ask? Think of a telephone for a moment. You want to communicate[Pg 170] with someone who is only holding the end of the wire, and as a result, they can't hear a single word. Why is this? Because they've forgotten to connect a receiver at their end of the wire, a receiver that can capture and focus the vibrations created by your voice. They can hold it up to their ear, and instantly hear you clearly—but without this, your message to them is lost.

And it is said that this is exactly the use of the sensitives during our experiments, for they act as "receivers" in which the forces employed in the production of the phenomena may be centralized, focussed, their varying degrees of sensitiveness enabling them to be used by the entities in other spheres for the successful production of such phenomena, we are told.

And it's said that this is exactly how the sensitives are used during our experiments, as they act like "receivers" where the forces involved in creating the phenomena can be centralized and focused. Their different levels of sensitivity allow them to be utilized by entities in other realms to successfully produce these phenomena, we're told.

And lastly, we require about twelve to sixteen earnest and really sympathetic men and women—persons trained on scientific lines for choice—all in the best of health; men and women who, whilst strictly on their guard against anything in the shape of fraud, are still so much in sympathy with the person who is acting as the sensitive that they are all the time sending out kindly thoughts towards him; for if, as has been said, "thoughts are things," it is possible that hostile thoughts would be sufficient not only to enfeeble, but actually to check demonstrations of physical phenomena of all kinds in the presence of such specially organized, highly developed individuals as the sensitives through whom materializations can be produced.

And finally, we need about twelve to sixteen genuine and truly understanding men and women—people trained in scientific methods for this purpose—all in good health; men and women who, while being very cautious about any kind of fraud, are so sympathetic towards the person acting as the sensitive that they're constantly sending out positive thoughts toward them. Because if, as has been said, "thoughts are things," it's possible that negative thoughts could not only weaken but actually prevent demonstrations of physical phenomena in the presence of such specially organized, highly developed individuals like the sensitives through whom materializations can be produced.

I shall refer to these men and women as the sitters. We generally select an equal number so far as sex is concerned; and, in addition, we endeavor to obtain an[Pg 171] equal number of persons possessing either positive or negative temperaments. In this way we form the sitters into a powerful human battery, the combined force given off by them (if the battery is properly arranged, and the individual members of that battery are in good health) proving of enormous assistance during our experiments. If in ill-health, we find that a man or woman is useless to us, for we can no more expect to obtain the necessary power from such an individual than we can expect to produce an electric spark from a discharged accumulator, or pick up needles with a demagnetized piece of steel.

I will refer to these men and women as the sitters. We usually choose an equal number of each gender, and we also try to get an[Pg 171] equal number of people with either positive or negative temperaments. This way, we create a powerful human battery, and the combined energy they give off (if the battery is properly set up and the individuals are in good health) is incredibly helpful during our experiments. If someone is not healthy, we find that they are useless to us, since we can’t expect any necessary energy from them, just like we can’t expect to create an electric spark from a dead battery or pick up needles with a demagnetized piece of steel.

We are told to remember always that "all manifestations of natural laws are the results of natural conditions."

We are reminded to always remember that "all manifestations of natural laws are the results of natural conditions."


Minor details too, we find, must be thought out most carefully if we are to provide what we may term ideal conditions.

Minor details, we realize, need to be considered very carefully if we want to create what we could call ideal conditions.

The chairs should be made of wood throughout, those known as Austrian bentwood chairs, having perforated seats, being proved to be the best for the purpose.

The chairs should be made entirely of wood, specifically those called Austrian bentwood chairs, which have perforated seats and have been shown to be the best for this purpose.

The sitters should bathe and then change their clothing—the ladies into white dresses, and the men into dark suits—two hours before the time fixed for the experiment, and should then at once partake of a light meal—meat and alcohol being strictly forbidden—so that the strain upon their constitutions during the experiment may not interfere with their health.

The participants should wash up and change their outfits—ladies into white dresses and men into dark suits—two hours before the scheduled time for the experiment. They should then have a light meal—avoiding meat and alcohol—so that the stress on their bodies during the experiment doesn’t affect their health.

Trivial as such matters must appear to the man in the street, we are told they must all be carried out most carefully, in order that the finest conditions possible[Pg 172] may be obtained, the one great object of the sitters being to give off all the power—and the best kind of power—that they are capable of producing, in order that sufficient suitable material may be gathered together from the sensitive and themselves, with which a temporary body may be formed for the use of any entity wishing to materialize in their presence.

Although these matters may seem trivial to the average person, we are told that they need to be handled very carefully to achieve the best possible conditions[Pg 172]. The main goal of the participants is to release all the energy—and the best kind of energy—they can produce, so that enough suitable material can be collected from the sensitive and from themselves, allowing a temporary body to be formed for any entity wanting to materialize in their presence.

Fraud Prevention Measures

We are now ready to see what happens at a typical experimental meeting for these materializations, at hundreds of which I have assisted, having the services of no less than six sensitives placed at my disposal for this purpose. I will endeavor to describe what I should consider to be an ideal one, held under ideal (test) conditions.

We are now ready to see what happens at a typical experimental meeting for these materializations, at hundreds of which I have attended, having the services of no less than six mediums available for this purpose. I will try to describe what I would consider to be an ideal one, held under ideal (test) conditions.

Our imaginary test meeting is to be carried out—as it was on one occasion in London—in an entirely empty house, which none of us has ever entered before, a house which we will hire for this special event. By doing this we may feel sure that all possibility of fraud, so far as the use of secret trap-doors, large mirrors, and other undesirable things of that description are concerned, can be successfully thwarted.

Our imaginary test meeting will take place—just like it did once in London—in a completely empty house none of us has ever been to before, a house we’ll rent for this special event. By doing this, we can be confident that any chance of cheating, like using hidden trap doors, large mirrors, or other unwanted tricks, can be effectively prevented.

We are now ready to start our experiment; the general feeling of all those in the room being that every possible precaution against trickery has been taken, and that if any results of any kind whatever should follow they will undoubtedly be genuine.[Pg 173]

We’re now ready to begin our experiment; everyone in the room feels that every precaution against deceit has been taken, and if any results come from this, they will definitely be authentic.[Pg 173]

The sitters having been allotted their seats, so that a person of a positive and a person of a negative temperament are seated together, we now join hands, and form ourselves into what we are told is a powerful human battery; the two persons sitting at the two ends of the half-circle having of course each one hand free, and from the free hands of these two persons, it is said, the power developed and given off by this human battery passes into the sensitive at each of his sides.

The participants have been assigned their seats, ensuring that someone with a positive temperament sits next to someone with a negative one. We now join hands and create what we're told is a powerful human battery. The two people sitting at the ends of the half-circle each have one hand free, and it’s said that the energy generated and released by this human battery flows into the sensitive person on each side of them.

Sitting quietly in our chairs and talking gently amongst ourselves, we soon feel a cool breeze blowing across our hands. In another two minutes this will have so increased in volume that it may with truth be described as a strong wind.

Sitting quietly in our chairs and chatting softly among ourselves, we soon feel a cool breeze blowing across our hands. In another two minutes, this will have grown so strong that it can truly be called a strong wind.

On looking at the sensitive now, we see that he is rapidly passing into a state of trance—his head is drooping on one side, his arms and hands hang downwards loosely, his body being in a limp real trance condition, and just in the right state for use by any entity desiring to work through him, we are told.

On observing the sensitive now, we notice he's quickly entering a trance state—his head is tilting to one side, his arms and hands are hanging loosely down, his body is in a relaxed real trance condition, and he’s just in the right state for any entity wanting to work through him, we’re told.

I have only experimented with one sensitive who did not pass into trance, who, seated amongst the sitters, remained in a perfectly normal condition during the whole of the experiment; watching the materialized forms building up beside him, and talking to and with them during the process. I shall refer to him shortly.

I have only worked with one sensitive person who didn't go into a trance. While sitting among the others, they stayed completely normal throughout the entire experiment, observing the materialized forms forming next to them and chatting with them during the process. I will mention them shortly.


We now set our clairvoyants to work, and the statements made by one must be confirmed in every detail by the statements of the other as to what is occurring at the moment, or no notice is taken of their remarks.

We now put our psychics to work, and the claims made by one must be verified in every detail by the claims of the other regarding what is happening at that moment, or their comments are ignored.

Both now report that they see a thin white mist or[Pg 174] vapor[16] coming from the left side of the sensitive, if a man (or from the pelvis, if a woman), which passes into the sitter at the end of the half-circle nearest to the sensitive's left side. It then passes, they state, from Sitter No. 1 to Sitter No. 2, and so on, until it has gone through the whole of the sixteen sitters, passing finally from the last one—No. 16—at the end of the half-circle nearest to the sensitive's right side, and disappears into his right side.

Both now report that they see a thin white mist or[Pg 174] vapor[16] coming from the left side of the sensitive, if a man (or from the pelvis, if a woman). This mist passes into the sitter at the end of the half-circle closest to the sensitive's left side. They say it then moves from Sitter No. 1 to Sitter No. 2, and continues this way until it has gone through all sixteen sitters, finally passing out from the last one—No. 16—at the end of the half-circle nearest to the sensitive's right side, and disappears into his right side.

We assume from this that the nerve force, magnetic power—call it what you will—necessary for the formation of one of these temporary bodies starts from the sensitive, passes through each sitter, drawing from each as much more force or power as he or she is capable of giving off at the moment, returning to the sensitive greatly increased in its amount and ready for use in the next process. This, then, we will term the first of the three stages in the evolution of an entity clad in a temporary body.

We take from this that the nerve energy, magnetic power—whatever you want to call it—needed to create one of these temporary bodies originates from the sensitive individual, passes through each sitter, drawing as much energy or power as they can provide at that moment, and then returns to the sensitive person greatly increased and ready for the next step. This, then, we will call the first of the three stages in the development of an entity in a temporary body.

The Vapor Stage

In a few moments our clairvoyants both report that the force or power is issuing from the side of the sensitive, if a man (or from the pelvis, if a woman), in the form of a white, soft, dough-like substance, which on one occasion I was permitted to touch. I could perceive no smell given off by it; it felt cold and clammy, and appeared to have the consistency of heavy dough at the moment that I touched it.

In a few moments, both of our clairvoyants report that the energy is coming from the side of the sensitive person, from the man's side (or from the pelvis if it's a woman), in the form of a soft, white, dough-like substance, which I once got to touch. I didn't notice any smell; it felt cold and clammy, and it seemed to have the consistency of heavy dough when I touched it.

This mass of dough-like substance is said to be the material used by the entities—one by one as a rule—who[Pg 175] wish to build up a temporary body. It seems to rest on the floor, somewhere near the right side of the sensitive, until required for use: its bulk depending apparently upon the amount of power given off by the sitters from time to time during the experiment.

This lump of doughy material is believed to be what the entities—usually one at a time—who[Pg 175] want to create a temporary body use. It appears to lie on the floor, somewhere near the right side of the sensitive, until it’s needed: its size seems to depend on the amount of energy emitted by the sitters intermittently during the experiment.

This we will term the second of the three stages of the evolution of an entity clad in a temporary body.

This we will call the second of the three stages in the evolution of an entity wearing a temporary body.

The Firm but formless phase

We are told that the entity wishing to show himself to us passes into this shapeless mass of dough-like substance, which at once increases in bulk, and commences to pulsate and move up and down, swaying from side to side as it grows in height, the motive power being evidently underneath.

We’re told that the being trying to reveal itself to us merges into this formless mass of doughy material, which immediately expands and starts to pulse and move up and down, swaying side to side as it gets taller, with the source of movement clearly coming from underneath.

The entity then quickly sets to work to mould the mass into something resembling a human body, commencing with the head. The rest of the upper portion of the body soon follows, and the heart and pulse can now be felt to be beating quite regularly and normally, differing in this respect from those of the sensitive, who, if tested at this time, will be found with both heart and pulse-beats considerably above the normal. The legs and feet come last, and then the entity is able to leave the near neighborhood of the sensitive and to walk amongst the sitters, the third and last stage of its evolution being now complete.

The entity quickly starts shaping the mass into something that looks like a human body, beginning with the head. The rest of the upper body soon follows, and the heart and pulse can now be felt beating steadily and normally, which is different from those of the sensitive, who, if examined at this point, will have both heart and pulse rates significantly elevated. The legs and feet come last, and then the entity can move away from the vicinity of the sensitive and walk among the sitters, completing its third and final stage of evolution.

Although occasionally the entity will appear clad in an exact copy of the clothing which he states that he wore when on earth—especially if it should happen to be something a little out of the common, such as a[Pg 176] military or naval uniform—they are draped as a rule in flowing white garments of a wonderfully soft texture, and this, too, I have been permitted to handle.

Although sometimes the entity shows up wearing an exact copy of the clothes he claims he wore while alive—especially if it’s something a bit unusual, like a[Pg 176] military or naval uniform—most of the time they are draped in soft, flowing white garments, and I’ve even been allowed to touch them.

Our clairvoyants both affirm that at all times during the materialization a thin band of, presumably, the dough-like substance can be plainly seen issuing from the side of the sensitive, if a man, (or from the pelvis, if a woman), and joined onto the center of the body inhabited by the entity—just like the umbilical cord attached to a human infant at birth—and we are instructed that this band cannot be stretched beyond a certain radius, say ten to fifteen feet, without doing harm to the sensitive and to the entity; although cases are on record where materializations have been seen at a distance of nearly sixty feet from the sensitive, on occasions when the conditions were unusually favorable.

Our clairvoyants both confirm that during the materialization, a thin band of what seems to be a dough-like substance can clearly be seen extending from the side of the sensitive person—if male, or from the pelvis if female—and connecting to the center of the body occupied by the entity, similar to the umbilical cord attached to a newborn at birth. We are informed that this band cannot be stretched beyond a certain distance, usually ten to fifteen feet, without causing harm to both the sensitive and the entity. However, there are documented instances where materializations have been observed nearly sixty feet away from the sensitive when conditions were particularly favorable.

On handling different portions of the materialized body now, the flesh is found to be both warm and firm. The bodies are well proportioned, those of the females—for they take on sex conditions during the process—having beautiful figures; the hands, arms, legs, and feet are quite perfect in their modelling, but in my opinion the body, head, and limbs of every materialization of either sex or any age which I have scrutinized at close quarters carefully, or have been permitted to handle, have appeared to be at least one-third smaller in size (except as regards actual height) than those possessed by beings on earth of the same sex and age.

When examining different parts of the solidified body now, the flesh feels warm and firm. The bodies are well-proportioned, and the females—since they adopt gender characteristics during the process—have beautiful shapes; their hands, arms, legs, and feet are quite perfect in their form. However, in my opinion, the body, head, and limbs of every materialization of either gender or any age that I have closely examined or been allowed to touch seem to be at least one-third smaller in size (except for actual height) compared to those of beings on Earth of the same gender and age.

Not only have we witnessed materializations of aged entities of both sexes, showing all the characteristics of old age—for the purpose of identification by the sitters, as they tell us—but we have seen materialized infants[Pg 177] also; and on one occasion two still-born children appeared in our midst simultaneously, one of them showing distinct traces on its little face of a hideous deformity which it possessed at the time of its premature birth—a deformity known only to the mother, who happened to be present that evening as one of the sitters.

Not only have we seen materializations of elderly beings of both genders, showcasing all the signs of old age—for the purpose of identification by the participants, as they inform us—but we have also observed materialized infants[Pg 177]; and on one occasion, two stillborn children appeared among us at the same time, one of them displaying clear signs of a severe deformity on its little face that it had at the time of its premature birth—a deformity known only to the mother, who was present that evening as one of the participants.

We are told that, for the purpose of identification, the entity will return to earth in an exact counterpart of the body which he alleges that he occupied at the time of his death, in order that he may be recognized by his relatives and friends who happen to be present. Thus, the one who left the earth as an infant will appear in his materialized body as an infant, although he may have been dead for twenty or thirty years. The aged man or woman will appear with bent body, wrinkled face, and snow-white hair, walking amongst us with difficulty, and just as they allege they did before their death, although that may have occurred twenty years before. The one who had lost a limb during his earth-life will return minus that limb; the one who was disfigured by accident or disease will return bearing distinct traces of that disfigurement, for the purpose of identification only.

We’re told that, for identification purposes, the entity will come back to earth in an exact replica of the body he claims to have had at the time of his death, so that he can be recognized by relatives and friends who are around. So, someone who left earth as an infant will show up in his materialized body as an infant, even though he might have been dead for twenty or thirty years. The elderly man or woman will appear with a bent body, wrinkled face, and white hair, moving among us with difficulty, just as they supposedly did before their death, even if that was twenty years ago. Someone who lost a limb during their life will return without that limb; someone who was scarred by an accident or illness will show clear signs of that scarring, solely for identification purposes.

But as soon as the identification has been established successfully, all this changes instantly; the disfigurement disappears; the four limbs will be seen, and both the infant and the aged will from henceforth show themselves to us in the very prime of life—the young growing upwards and the aged downwards, as we say, and, as they one and all state emphatically, just as they really look and feel in the sphere in which they now exist.[Pg 178]

But as soon as the identification is successfully confirmed, everything changes immediately; the disfigurement vanishes; the four limbs become visible, and both the infant and the elderly will henceforth present themselves as if they are at the peak of life—the young growing upwards and the elderly downwards, as we say, and, as they all assert emphatically, just as they truly appear and feel in the environment they currently inhabit.[Pg 178]

While inhabiting these temporary bodies, they state that they take on, not only sex conditions, but earth conditions temporarily too; for they appear to feel pain if their bodies are injured in any way; complain of the cold if the temperature of the room is allowed to fall much below sixty degrees, or of the heat if the temperature is allowed to rise above seventy degrees; seem to be depressed during a thunderstorm, when our atmosphere is overcharged with electricity; and appear bright and happy in a warm room when the world outside is in the grip of a hard frost, and also on bright, starry nights.

While living in these temporary bodies, they say that they take on not just sexual characteristics but also earthly conditions temporarily; they seem to feel pain if their bodies are hurt in any way, complain about the cold if the room temperature drops much below sixty degrees, or about the heat if it rises above seventy degrees. They seem to feel down during a thunderstorm when our atmosphere is overloaded with electricity, and they appear cheerful and joyful in a warm room when the outside world is frozen hard, as well as on bright, starry nights.

And not only this, but they take on strongly marked characteristics of the numerous races on earth temporarily too; the materialized entities of the white races differing quite as markedly from those of the yellow or brown races, as do these from the black races; and in speaking to us each one will communicate in the particular language only which is characteristic of his race on earth.

And not only that, but they also show distinct traits of the many races on earth for a while; the materialized beings from the white races are quite different from those of the yellow or brown races, just as these are different from the black races; and when they talk to us, each one will communicate only in the specific language that is typical of their race on earth.

Five, six and even seven totally different languages have been employed during a single experimental meeting through a sensitive who had never in his life been out of England, and who was proved conclusively to know no other language than English; the latter number, we were told, being in honor of a ship's doctor who was present on one occasion, and who—although the fact was quite unknown to any of us at the time—proved to be an expert linguist, for he conversed that evening with different entities in English, French, German, Russian, Chinese, Japanese, and in the language of one of the hill-tribes of India.[Pg 179]

Five, six, and even seven completely different languages were used during a single experimental meeting, thanks to a sensitive who had never left England and who was clearly only fluent in English. We were told that the latter number was in honor of a ship's doctor who was present one time and, although none of us knew it at the time, turned out to be a skilled linguist. He managed to converse that evening in English, French, German, Russian, Chinese, Japanese, and also in the language of one of the hill tribes in India.[Pg 179]

On another occasion, when I was the only European present at an afternoon experimental meeting held in London by eight Parsees of both sexes from Bombay, during the whole of the time which the meeting lasted—two and a quarter hours—the entities and the Parsee sitters carried on their conversation in Hindustani; two entities and one of the Parsee men simultaneously engaging in a heated controversy, which lasted for nearly three minutes, over the disposal of the bodies of their dead, the entities insisting on cremation only, as opposed to allowing the bodies to be eaten by vultures—the noise which they made during this discussion being almost deafening. The sensitive, it was proved conclusively, knew no other language than English, and had only once been out of the British Islands, when he paid a short visit to France.

On another occasion, when I was the only European at an afternoon experimental meeting in London with eight Parsees from Bombay, the whole meeting lasted for two and a quarter hours, and the entities and the Parsee participants spoke in Hindustani the entire time. Two entities and one of the Parsee men were involved in a heated debate for nearly three minutes about how to handle the bodies of their dead. The entities argued for cremation only, while the others believed in letting vultures eat the bodies—the noise from their discussion was almost deafening. It was conclusively shown that the sensitive knew no language other than English and had only been outside the British Islands once for a short trip to France.


CHAPTER II

"Sit down before a fact as a little child: be prepared to give up every preconceived notion: follow humbly wherever and to whatever abysses Nature leads, or you shall learn nothing."—Thomas Huxley.

"Approach a fact like a child: be willing to let go of all your preconceived notions: follow humbly wherever and to whatever depths Nature leads you, or you won’t learn anything."—Thomas Huxley.

Exams

The tests given to me and to my fellow-investigators through the six sensitives who so ably assisted us during our seven years of experimental work in this little-known field of research—the tests have been so numerous, and were of such a varied character, that I find it somewhat difficult to know which to select out of the[Pg 180] hundreds which were recorded in our books officially and elsewhere, the ones which will prove of the greatest interest to inquirers; but I have made extracts from ten of these records, and these, with a few taken from Sir William Crookes's reports on the experiments conducted in his presence, will, in my opinion, be sufficient to prove that we who have witnessed these marvels are neither hallucinated, insane, nor liars when we solemnly affirm that we have both seen and handled the materialized bodies built up for temporary use by entities from another sphere; all the statements made here being true in every detail, to the best of my knowledge and belief.

The tests given to me and my fellow researchers by the six sensitives who helped us during our seven years of experimental work in this little-known area of research have been so numerous and varied that I'm finding it challenging to choose which ones to highlight out of the[Pg 180] hundreds recorded in our official books and elsewhere that will capture the most interest for those looking into this. However, I have made extracts from ten of these records, alongside a few from Sir William Crookes's reports on the experiments conducted in his presence. In my opinion, these will be enough to show that we who have experienced these marvels are not delusional, insane, or dishonest when we firmly state that we have both seen and handled the materialized bodies created for temporary use by entities from another realm; all statements made here are true in every detail, to the best of my knowledge and belief.

Experiment #1

Place—Lyndhurst, New Forest, Hampshire. Sensitive A, male, aged about 46.

Location—Lyndhurst, New Forest, Hampshire. Sensitive A, male, approximately 46 years old.

As an example of a simple but exceedingly severe test, I would first record one given to me and a fellow-investigator on the outskirts of the New Forest, one for which no special preparation of any kind whatever had been made.

As an example of a straightforward yet extremely tough test, I would first mention one that was given to me and a fellow researcher on the edge of the New Forest, for which no special preparation had been done at all.

The sensitive, a nearly blind man, was taken by us on a dark night to a spot totally unknown to him, as he had only just arrived from London by train, and was led into a large travelling caravan, one which he had never been near before, as it had only recently left the builder's hands.

The blind man, who was quite sensitive, was taken by us on a dark night to a place he didn't know at all, since he had just arrived from London by train. He was guided into a large traveling caravan that he had never seen before, as it had only recently been completed by the builder.

During the day I had made a critical examination of the interior of the caravan, and had satisfied myself that no one was or could possibly be concealed in it. I then[Pg 181] locked the door, and kept the key in my pocket until the moment when, on the arrival of the sensitive, I unlocked the door and we all passed into the caravan together. I then locked and bolted the door behind us.

During the day, I carefully checked the inside of the caravan and made sure that no one was hiding in it. I then[Pg 181] locked the door and kept the key in my pocket until the moment the sensitive arrived. At that point, I unlocked the door, and we all entered the caravan together. I then locked and bolted the door behind us.

As I have already said, no preparation of any kind had been made for the experiment. It was merely the result of a desire to see if anything could be produced through this sensitive, under extremely difficult conditions—conditions which we considered as so utterly bad as to make failure a certainty.

As I already mentioned, no preparations were made for the experiment. It was simply driven by a desire to see if anything could come out of this sensitive setup under extremely difficult conditions—conditions we thought were so completely unfavorable that failure was guaranteed.

We did not even possess a chair of any kind for the sensitive or ourselves to sit upon, so we placed for his use a board on top of the iron cooking-range which was fixed in the kitchen-portion of the caravan, whilst we sat upon the two couches which were used as beds in the living-portion of the caravan. There was no music, no powerful "human battery" in the shape of a number of picked sitters; in fact, the conditions were just about as bad as they could possibly be, and yet, within ten minutes of my locking the door behind us, the figure of a tall man stood before us, a man so tall that he was compelled to bow his head as he passed under the six-foot high partition which separated the two sections of the caravan.

We didn’t even have a chair for our guest or ourselves to sit on, so we set up a board on the iron cooking range in the kitchen area of the caravan for him to use, while we sat on the two couches that doubled as beds in the living area. There was no music, no vibrant atmosphere created by a group of chosen guests; honestly, the conditions were about as uncomfortable as they could be. Yet, within ten minutes of me locking the door behind us, a tall man appeared before us, so tall that he had to duck his head as he walked under the six-foot partition that separated the two sections of the caravan.

He said, "I am Colonel — who was 'killed,' as you say, at the battle of — in Egypt. For many years during my earth-life I was deeply interested in materializations, and spent the last night of my life in England experimenting with this very sensitive; and it is a great pleasure to me to be able to return to you—strangers though you both are to me—through him. To prove to you that I am not the sensitive masquerading[Pg 182] before you, will you please come here and stand close to me, and so settle the matter for yourself?"

He said, "I am Colonel —, who was 'killed,' as you say, in the battle of — in Egypt. For many years during my life on Earth, I was very interested in materializations, and I spent the last night of my life in England experimenting with this very sensitive person; it’s a great pleasure for me to be able to connect with you—strangers though you both are to me—through him. To prove to you that I am not the sensitive person pretending[Pg 182] in front of you, can you please come here and stand close to me so you can see for yourself?"

I at once rose and stood beside him, almost touching him. I then discovered that not only were his features and his coloring totally different from those of the sensitive, but that he towered above me, standing, as nearly as I could judge, six foot two or three inches, and was certainly four inches taller than either the sensitive or myself.

I immediately got up and stood next to him, almost touching him. I then realized that not only were his features and skin tone completely different from those of the sensitive person, but he also loomed over me, standing, as far as I could tell, six foot two or three inches tall, definitely four inches taller than either the sensitive person or me.

Whilst thus standing beside him, and at a distance of about eight feet from the sensitive, we could both hear the unfortunate man moving uneasily on his hard seat on the kitchen-range, sighing and moaning as if in pain.

While standing next to him, about eight feet away from the sensitive person, we could both hear the poor man shifting uncomfortably on his hard seat on the kitchen range, sighing and groaning as if he was in pain.

The entity remained with us for about three minutes, and his place was then taken by a slightly built young man, standing about five feet nine inches, one claiming to be a recently deceased member of the royal family. He talked with us in a soft and pleasing voice, finally whispering a private message to my companion, asking him to deliver it to his mother, Queen —.

The entity stayed with us for about three minutes, and then a slender young man, around five feet nine inches tall, appeared, claiming to be a recently deceased member of the royal family. He spoke with us in a soft and pleasant voice, ultimately whispering a private message to my friend, asking him to pass it on to his mother, Queen —.

Experiment #2

Place—Peckham Rye, London, S. E. Sensitive A, male, aged about 46.

Location—Peckham Rye, London, S. E. Sensitive A, male, approximately 46 years old.

An almost equally hopeless task was set this sensitive by the owner of the caravan and myself when we experimented with him at midday on a brilliant morning in July, with sunlight streaming into the room round the edges of the drawn down window-blinds, and round the top, sides, and bottom of the heavy window-curtains,[Pg 183] which we had pinned together in a vain attempt to keep out the sunlight during the experiment.

An almost equally hopeless task was set by the owner of the caravan and me when we experimented with him at noon on a brilliant July morning, with sunlight streaming into the room around the edges of the drawn window blinds, and around the top, sides, and bottom of the heavy window curtains,[Pg 183] which we had pinned together in a futile attempt to block out the sunlight during the experiment.

And yet once again, and in spite of the conditions which we regarded as utterly hopeless, the figure of a man appeared in less than ten minutes, materialized from head to foot, as he proved to us by showing us his lower limbs. He left the side of the sensitive, walked out into the room and stood between us, talking to us in a deep rich voice for nearly three minutes. As he stood beside us we could hear the sensitive, twelve feet away, moving uneasily on his chair and groaning slightly.

And once again, despite the conditions we thought were completely hopeless, a man appeared in under ten minutes, fully formed from head to toe, as he showed us his legs to prove it. He stepped away from the sensitive person, walked into the room, and stood between us, speaking in a deep, rich voice for almost three minutes. While he stood next to us, we could hear the sensitive, twelve feet away, shifting uneasily in his chair and groaning softly.

Five minutes after he disappeared the same (alleged) recently deceased member of the royal family walked out to us and held a short private conversation with my companion, and sent another message to his mother, Queen —.

Five minutes after he vanished, the same (supposedly) recently deceased member of the royal family walked up to us and had a brief private conversation with my friend, and sent another message to his mother, Queen —.

Experiment #3

Place—West Hampstead, London, N. W. Sensitive B, female, aged about 49.

Location—West Hampstead, London, N.W. Female, sensitive B, about 49 years old.

Persons of middle age or older who happened to be in England a few years ago at the time that two lawsuits were brought against a celebrated conjurer by the clever young man who had succeeded in exposing one of his most mystifying tricks, will well remember the sensation caused by the giving of both verdicts against the conjurer; and the young man—to whom I shall refer as Mr. X—at once became famous as the man who had beaten one of the cleverest conjurers of the day.

Persons of middle age or older who were in England a few years ago when two lawsuits were filed against a famous magician by the clever young man who managed to expose one of his most baffling tricks will remember the uproar caused by the verdicts against the magician; and the young man—who I will call Mr. X—quickly became known as the person who had outsmarted one of the smartest magicians of the time.

A friend of mine, who had been present on several occasions when Sir William Crookes's sensitive—Florrie[Pg 184] Cook (Mrs. Corner), referred to above as Sensitive B—had produced materializations in gaslight at my house in London, asked her to visit his house at West Hampstead one evening to meet several friends of his, and to see if it were possible for any entity to materialize in my friend's own drawing-room.

A friend of mine, who had been there on several occasions when Sir William Crookes's sensitive—Florrie[Pg 184] Cook (Mrs. Corner), mentioned earlier as Sensitive B—had created materializations in gaslight at my place in London, invited her to come to his house in West Hampstead one evening to meet some of his friends and to see if it was possible for any entity to materialize in my friend's own living room.

She at once accepted his invitation to sit there under strict test conditions; and, talking the matter over with some of his friends a day or two before the one chosen for the experiment, he told me that they had arranged to have the sensitive securely tied to her chair, to have strong iron rings fastened to the floor-boards, through which ropes would be passed, these ropes to be securely fastened to the sensitive's legs; all knots of every size and kind to be sealed, so as to prevent any attempt on her part to leave her chair and to masquerade as a materialized entity.

She immediately accepted his invitation to sit there under strict testing conditions. A day or two before the chosen date for the experiment, he discussed it with some of his friends and told me that they had arranged to securely tie the sensitive to her chair, attaching strong iron rings to the floorboards, through which ropes would be threaded. These ropes would be tightly secured to the sensitive's legs, and all knots of any size and type would be sealed to prevent her from leaving her chair and pretending to be a materialized entity.

One of his friends happened to know the celebrated Mr. X—, and, as he had so recently succeeded in beating so notable a conjurer, he was invited to be present and to take entire charge of the tying up, the binding and sealing arrangements, in order to render the escape of the sensitive from her chair an impossibility.

One of his friends happened to know the famous Mr. X—, and since he had just recently succeeded in defeating such a well-known magician, he was invited to attend and take full responsibility for the tying, binding, and sealing arrangements to make it impossible for the sensitive to escape from her chair.

When I joined the party in the drawing-room, Mr. X—, to whom I was introduced, was busily engaged in tying the sensitive up with his own ropes and tapes, sealing every knot with special sealing-wax and with a seal provided by our host. The room was a large one, and a portion at one end had been cleared of all furniture, and in the center of this space only the sensitive seated upon her chair, and Mr. X— busily at work, were to be seen; and the latter, after another fifteen[Pg 185] minutes of real hard labor, was asked by our host if he was thoroughly satisfied that the sensitive was fastened to her chair securely. He replied that so securely was she fastened, that if she could produce phenomena of any kind whatever under such conditions, he would at once admit their genuineness.

When I entered the party in the living room, Mr. X—, whom I was introduced to, was actively tying up the sensitive with his own ropes and tapes, sealing each knot with special sealing wax and a seal provided by our host. The room was spacious, and one end had been cleared of all furniture, leaving only the sensitive sitting in her chair and Mr. X— hard at work in the center of this area. After another fifteen[Pg 185] minutes of serious effort, our host asked Mr. X— if he was completely sure that the sensitive was securely fastened to her chair. He responded that she was so securely tied that if she managed to produce any kind of phenomena under those conditions, he would immediately acknowledge their authenticity.

The sensitive was all this time in a perfectly normal state, and not flurried in any way, her one anxiety being lest we should lower the lights, as she was so terrified at the thought of darkness.

The sensitive person was completely calm the whole time, not flustered at all, her only worry being that we would dim the lights since she was so scared of the dark.

Mr. X—, after stepping backwards to have a final look at the result of his labors, then walked close to the spot where the sensitive was sitting in gaslight, and put one hand up towards the top of the curtain, and was in the act of drawing this round her to keep the direct rays of the gaslight from falling upon her, when a large brown arm and hand suddenly appeared, the hand being clapped heavily upon Mr. X—'s shoulder, whilst a gruff masculine voice asked him in loud tones, "Are you really satisfied?"

Mr. X, after taking a step back to get a final look at the results of his work, walked over to where the sensitive was sitting in the gaslight. He raised one hand towards the top of the curtain, getting ready to draw it around her to block the direct rays of the gaslight from shining on her. Just then, a large brown arm and hand suddenly appeared, slapping down heavily on Mr. X's shoulder, while a deep male voice boomed, "Are you really satisfied?"

I have witnessed some strange happenings in connection with my investigation of occult matters, but to my dying day I shall never forget the look of blank astonishment on Mr. X—'s face at that moment.

I have seen some weird things during my investigation into the occult, but I'll never forget the look of absolute shock on Mr. X—'s face at that moment.

Quickly recovering himself, however, he at once examined the sensitive—a little woman, far below the average height, having small hands and feet, as we could all see quite clearly—and declared that every seal and every knot was unbroken, and just as he had left them not sixty seconds before.

Quickly gathering himself, he immediately examined the sensitive woman—she was a tiny figure, much shorter than average, with small hands and feet, as we could all clearly see—and stated that every seal and every knot was unbroken, exactly as he had left them not sixty seconds earlier.

Amongst other entities who materialized that evening was a young girl of about eighteen years of age who[Pg 186] stated that when she left her earth-body she had been a dancer at a café in Algiers.

Among other people who showed up that evening was a young girl of about eighteen who[Pg 186] said that when she left her physical body, she had been a dancer at a café in Algiers.

She came from the spot where the sensitive was seated, laughing heartily, stating that the hand and arm belonged to an old English sailor, whom she spoke of as "the Captain." She said, further, that he had been standing with her watching the tying-up process from their sphere, and laughing at Mr. X—'s vain attempt to prevent the production of the phenomena. The Captain had very much wished to materialize fully, so as to surprise Mr. X— as he stepped back from the sensitive; but, finding that he could only get sufficient "power" to produce a hand and arm, he was in a bad temper. And this was evidently the case, for during the ten minutes that the girl remained talking to us we could now and then hear the gruff voice of the Captain rolling out language which can only be described as "forcible and free."

She came from where the sensitive was sitting, laughing heartily and saying that the hand and arm belonged to an old English sailor, who she referred to as "the Captain." She added that he had been standing with her, watching the tying-up process and laughing at Mr. X’s futile effort to stop the phenomena. The Captain really wanted to fully materialize to surprise Mr. X as he stepped back from the sensitive, but finding he could only manage enough "power" to create a hand and arm, he was in a bad mood. This was clearly the case, as during the ten minutes the girl talked to us, we could occasionally hear the Captain’s gruff voice letting out language that could only be described as "forcible and free."

The experiment lasted for nearly an hour, and at its conclusion Mr. X— examined the sensitive, and once again reported that every seal and knot were just as he had left them at the commencement of the experiment.

The experiment lasted for almost an hour, and at the end, Mr. X—examined the sensitive areas and once again reported that every seal and knot was just as he had left them at the start of the experiment.

Experiment #4

Place—My House in London. Sensitive D, male, aged about 34.

Location—My House in London. Sensitive D, male, approximately 34 years old.

On numerous occasions this sensitive has been seen by all present, in gaslight shaded by red paper, seated on his chair in a state of deep trance, and was heard to be breathing heavily, whilst two materialized entities[Pg 187] stood beside him; or with one beside him, and the other standing five to eight feet away from him and close to the sitters.

On several occasions, this sensitive has been observed by everyone present, in gaslight dimmed by red paper, sitting in his chair in a deep trance, and he was heard breathing heavily, while two materialized entities[Pg 187] stood beside him; or with one beside him and the other standing five to eight feet away from him, close to the sitters.

Again, two female entities were seen simultaneously when this male sensitive was experimenting with us, one of them inside the half-circle formed by the sixteen sitters, and talking to them in a low sweet voice, at a distance of about eight feet from the sensitive; whilst the other female entity passed through or over the sitters, and, walking about the room outside the half-circle formed by the sitters, came up behind two of them, and not only spoke audibly to them, but also held a short conversation with the entity inside the ring, both speaking almost instantaneously.[Pg 188]

Again, two female figures were observed at the same time while this male medium was working with us. One was positioned within the half-circle formed by the sixteen sitters and was speaking to them in a soft, sweet voice, about eight feet away from the medium. Meanwhile, the other female figure moved through or over the sitters, walked around the room outside the half-circle, approached two of the sitters from behind, and not only spoke to them audibly but also engaged in a brief conversation with the entity inside the circle, both of them speaking almost simultaneously.[Pg 188]


THE PHANTOM ARMIES SEEN IN FRANCE[17]

By Hereward Carrington

History abounds in cases showing the apparent intrusion of spiritual help in time of trouble, and in the annals of military history these accounts are not lacking. On several occasions the Crusaders thought that they saw angelic hosts fighting for them—phantom horsemen charging the enemy, when their own utter destruction seemed imminent. In the wars between the English and the Scotch, several such cases were cited, and the Napoleonic wars also furnished examples. But the most striking evidence of this character—because the newest—and supported, apparently, by a good deal of first-hand and sincere testimony, is that afforded by the Phantom Armies seen in France during the retreat of the British army from Mons—the field of Agincourt. Cut off by overwhelming numbers, and all but annihilated, the British army fought desperately, but the 80,000 were opposed by 300,000 Germans, backed by a terrific fire of artillery, and were indeed in a critical position. They were only saved, as we know, by the heroism of a small force of men—a rear-guard—who were practically wiped out in consequence. At the most critical moment came what appeared to be angelic assistance. The tide of battle seemed to be stemmed by[Pg 189] supernatural means. In a letter written by a soldier who actually witnessed these startling events, quoted by the Hon. Mrs. St. John Mildmay (North American Review, August, 1915), the following graphic account is given. Our soldier writes:

History is filled with instances that show the seeming intervention of spiritual help in times of trouble, and military history is no exception. On several occasions, the Crusaders believed they saw angelic forces fighting alongside them—phantom horsemen charging the enemy when their own destruction appeared unavoidable. In the conflicts between the English and the Scots, several such occurrences were reported, and the Napoleonic wars also provided examples. However, the most compelling evidence of this—being the most recent—and backed by a significant amount of authentic and heartfelt testimony, comes from the Phantom Armies seen in France during the retreat of the British army from Mons—the battlefield of Agincourt. Cut off by overwhelming numbers and nearly destroyed, the British army fought fiercely, but the 80,000 were up against 300,000 Germans, supported by intense artillery fire, and were truly in a dire situation. They were only saved, as we know, by the bravery of a small group—a rear guard—who were mostly wiped out as a result. At the most critical moment, what looked like angelic assistance appeared. The tide of battle seemed to change through[Pg 189] supernatural means. In a letter written by a soldier who actually witnessed these astonishing events, quoted by the Hon. Mrs. St. John Mildmay (North American Review, August, 1915), the following vivid account is given. Our soldier writes:

"The men joked at the shells and found many funny names for them, and had bets about them, and greeted them with music-hall songs, as they screamed in this terrific cannonade. The climax seemed to have been reached, but 'a seven-times heated hell' of the enemy's onslaught fell upon them, rending brother from brother. At that very moment, they saw from their trenches a tremendous host moving against their lines. Five hundred of the thousand (who had been detailed to fight the rear-guard action) remained, and as far as they could see the German infantry was pressing on against them, column by column, a gray world of men—10,000 of them, as it appeared afterwards. There was no hope at all. Some of them shook hands. One man improvised a new version of the battle song Tipperary, ending 'and we shan't get there!' And all went on firing steadily. The enemy dropped line after line, while the few machine guns did their best. Every one knew it was of no use. The dead gray bodies lay in companies and battalions, but others came on and on, swarming and advancing from beyond and beyond.

The men joked about the shells and came up with a bunch of funny names for them. They made bets and greeted the sound with music-hall songs as they screamed through the intense cannon fire. It seemed like the worst had happened, but then a furious wave of the enemy's attack hit them, tearing them apart. At that moment, they saw a huge crowd moving toward their lines from the trenches. Out of the thousand men assigned to hold the rear guard, only five hundred were left, and as far as they could see, the German infantry was advancing toward them, column after column, a gray sea of men—10,000 of them, as it turned out later. There was no hope at all. Some of them shook hands. One guy made up a new version of the battle song "Tipperary," ending with, "and we won’t get there!" And they all kept firing steadily. The enemy kept falling in waves, while the few machine guns did their best. Everyone knew it was pointless. The dead gray bodies lay in groups and battalions, but more kept coming, swarming and advancing from all directions.

"'World without end. Amen!' said one of the British soldiers, with some irreverence, as he took aim and fired. Then he remembered a vegetarian restaurant in London, where he had once or twice eaten queer dishes of cutlets made of lentils and nuts that pretended to be steaks. On all the plates in this restaurant a figure of[Pg 190] St. George was painted in blue with the motto, Adsit Anglis Sanctus Georgius (May St. George be a present help to England). The soldier happened to know 'Latin and other useless things,' so now, as he fired at the gray advancing mass, 300 yards away, he uttered the pious vegetarian motto. He went on firing to the end, till at last Bill on his right had to clout him cheerfully on the head to make him stop, pointing out as he did so that the King's ammunition cost money and was not lightly to be wasted. For, as the Latin scholar uttered his invocation, he felt something between a shudder and an electric shock pass through his body. The roar of the battle died down in his ears to a gentle murmur, and instead of it, he says, he heard a great voice louder than a thunder peal, crying 'Array! Array!' His heart grew hot as a burning coal, then it grew cold as ice within him, for it seemed to him a tumult of voices answered to the summons. He heard or seemed to hear thousands shouting:

"'World without end. Amen!' said one of the British soldiers, somewhat irreverently, as he took aim and fired. Then he remembered a vegetarian restaurant in London, where he had once or twice eaten strange dishes of cutlets made from lentils and nuts that pretended to be steaks. On all the plates in this restaurant, a figure of[Pg 190] St. George was painted in blue with the motto, Adsit Anglis Sanctus Georgius (May St. George be a present help to England). The soldier happened to know 'Latin and other useless things,' so now, as he shot at the gray mass advancing 300 yards away, he recited the pious vegetarian motto. He kept firing until, finally, Bill on his right had to thump him playfully on the head to make him stop, pointing out that the King's ammunition cost money and shouldn't be wasted. As the Latin scholar said his invocation, he felt something between a shudder and an electric shock pass through his body. The roar of the battle faded in his ears to a gentle murmur, and instead, he claimed he heard a great voice louder than thunder, shouting 'Array! Array!' His heart grew hot like a burning coal, then it turned cold as ice within him, for it felt like a chorus of voices answered the summons. He heard or seemed to hear thousands shouting:

"'St. George! St. George!

"'St. George! St. George!

"'Ha! Messire, Ha! Sweet Saint, grant us good deliverance!

"'Ha! Sir, Ha! Sweet Saint, please grant us a safe rescue!

"'St. George for Merrie England!

"'St. George for Merry England!

"'Harow! Harow! Monseigneur St. George, succour us, Ha! St. George! A low bow, and a strong bow, Knight of Heaven, aid us!'

"'Help! Help! Lord St. George, save us, Ha! St. George! A deep bow, and a strong bow, Knight of Heaven, support us!'"

"As the soldier heard these voices, he saw before him, beyond the trench, a long line of shapes with a shining about them. They were like men who drew the bow, and with another shout their cloud of arrows flew singing[Pg 191] through the air toward the German host. The other men in the trenches were firing all the while. They had no hope, but they aimed just as if they had been shooting at Bisley.

"As the soldier heard these voices, he saw in front of him, beyond the trench, a long line of figures that glimmered. They looked like men pulling back bows, and with another shout, their swarm of arrows shot through the air, whistling[Pg 191] toward the German troops. The other men in the trenches were firing the entire time. They had no hope, but they aimed as if they were shooting at Bisley."

"Suddenly one of these lifted up his voice in plain English. 'Gawd help us!' he bellowed to the man next him, 'but we're bloomin' marvels! Look at those gray gentlemen! Look at them! They 're not going down in dozens or hundreds—it's thousands it is! Look, look! There's a regiment gone while I'm talking to ye!'

"Suddenly, one of them shouted in clear English. 'God help us!' he yelled to the man next to him, 'but we're blooming miracles! Look at those gray guys! Look at them! They're not going down in dozens or hundreds—it's thousands! Look, look! There's a whole regiment gone while I'm talking to you!'"

"'Shut it,' the other soldier bellowed, taking aim. 'What are ye talkin' about?' But he gulped with astonishment even as he spoke, for indeed the gray men were falling by the thousands. The English could hear the guttural scream of their revolvers as they shot, and line after line crashed to the earth. All the while the Latin-bred soldier heard the cry 'Harow, Harow! Monseigneur! Dear Saint! Quick to our aid! St. George help us!'

"'Shut up,' the other soldier shouted, aiming his weapon. 'What are you talking about?' But he swallowed hard in shock even as he spoke, because the gray men were indeed falling by the thousands. The English could hear the guttural sound of their guns as they fired, and line after line dropped to the ground. Meanwhile, the Latin-bred soldier heard the cries of 'Help, help! My Lord! Dear Saint! Hurry to our aid! St. George, help us!'"

"The singing arrows darkened the air, the hordes melted before them. 'More machine guns,' Bill yelled to Tom. 'Don't hear them,' Tom yelled back, 'but thank God, anyway, that they have got it in the neck!'

"The singing bullets filled the air, and the crowds scattered before them. 'More machine guns,' Bill shouted to Tom. 'I can’t hear them,' Tom shouted back, 'but thank God, at least they’re getting it right where it hurts!'"

"In fact, there were ten thousand dead German soldiers left before that salient of the English army, and consequently—no Sedan. In Germany the General Staff decided that the English must have employed turpenite shells, as no wounds were discernible on the bodies of the dead soldiers. But the man who knew what nuts tasted like when they called themselves steak, knew also that St. George had brought his Agincourt Bowmen to help the English."[Pg 192]

"In fact, there were ten thousand dead German soldiers left in front of that advance of the English army, which meant—no Sedan. In Germany, the General Staff concluded that the English must have used turpenite shells since there were no visible wounds on the bodies of the dead soldiers. But the man who recognized what nuts tasted like when they pretended to be steak also knew that St. George had brought his Agincourt Bowmen to support the English." [Pg 192]

Such accounts have been confirmed by others. Thus, Miss Phyllis Campbell, writing in The Occult Review (October, 1915), says:

Such accounts have been confirmed by others. So, Miss Phyllis Campbell, writing in The Occult Review (October, 1915), says:

"I tremble, now that it is safely past, to look back on the terrible week that brought the Allies to Vitry-le-François. We had not had our clothes off for the whole of that week, because no sooner had we reached home, too weary to undress, or to eat, and fallen on our beds, than the 'chug-chug' of the commandant's car would sound into the silence of the deserted street, and the horn would imperatively summon us back to duty—because, in addition to our duties as ambulancier auxiliare, we were interpreters to the post, now at this moment diminished to half a dozen.

"I shake as I look back on the awful week that brought the Allies to Vitry-le-François, now that it's safely over. We hadn’t taken our clothes off for the entire week because as soon as we got home, too exhausted to undress or eat, and fell onto our beds, we would hear the 'chug-chug' of the commandant's car breaking the silence of the empty street, and the horn would urgently summon us back to duty—since, in addition to our roles as ambulancier auxiliare, we were the interpreters for the post, which had now been reduced to just a handful of us."

"Returning at 4:30 in the morning, we stood on the end of the platform, watching the train crawl through the blue-green mist of the forest into the clearing, and draw up with the first wounded from Vitry-le-François. It was packed with dead and dying and badly wounded. For a time we forgot our weariness in a race against time—removing the dead and dying, and attending to those in need. I was bandaging a man's shattered arm with the majeur instructing me, while he stitched a horrible gap in his head, when Madame de A—, the heroic president of the post, came and replaced me. 'There is an English in the fifth wagon,' she said. 'He wants something—I think a holy picture!'

"Returning at 4:30 in the morning, we stood at the end of the platform, watching the train slowly make its way through the blue-green mist of the forest into the clearing, bringing the first wounded from Vitry-le-François. It was filled with the dead, dying, and severely injured. For a while, we forgot our exhaustion in a race against time—removing the dead and dying and taking care of those in need. I was bandaging a man's shattered arm with the majeur guiding me, while he stitched a terrible gap in his head, when Madame de A—, the brave president of the post, came and took over for me. 'There's an Englishman in the fifth wagon,' she said. 'He wants something—I think a holy picture!'"

"The idea of an English soldier wanting a holy picture struck me, even in that atmosphere of blood and misery, as something to smile at—but I hurried away. 'The English' was a Lancashire Fusilier. He was propped in a corner, his left arm tied-up in a peasant[Pg 193] woman's handkerchief, and his head newly bandaged. He should have been in a state of collapse from loss of blood, for his tattered uniform was soaked and caked in blood, and his face paper-white under the dirt of conflict. He looked at me with bright, courageous eyes and asked for a picture or a medal (he didn't care which) of St. George. I asked him if he was a Catholic. 'No,' he was Wesleyan Methodist, and he wanted a picture or a medal of St. George, because he had seen him on a white horse, leading the British at Vitry-le-François, when the Allies turned.

"The idea of an English soldier wanting a holy picture struck me, even in that atmosphere of blood and misery, as something to smile at—but I hurried away. 'The English' was a Lancashire Fusilier. He was propped in a corner, his left arm wrapped in a peasant woman's handkerchief, and his head newly bandaged. He should have been in a state of collapse from loss of blood, for his tattered uniform was soaked and caked in blood, and his face was paper-white under the dirt of conflict. He looked at me with bright, courageous eyes and asked for a picture or a medal (he didn’t care which) of St. George. I asked him if he was a Catholic. 'No,' he was Wesleyan Methodist, and he wanted a picture or a medal of St. George, because he had seen him on a white horse, leading the British at Vitry-le-François, when the Allies turned.

"There was an F. R. A. man, wounded in the leg, sitting beside him on the floor; he saw my look of amazement, and hastened in: 'It's true, sister,' he said. 'We all saw it. First there was a sort of yellow mist-like, sort of risin' before the Germans as they came on the top of the hill—come on like a solid wall, they did—springing out of the earth just solid—no end to 'em! I just give up. No use fighting the whole German race, thinks I; it's all up with us. The next minute comes this funny cloud of light, and when it clears off, there's a tall man with yellow hair in golden armor, on a white horse, holding his sword up, and his mouth open as if he was saying: "Come on, boys! I'll put the kybosh on the devils!" Sort of "This is my picnic" expression. Then, before you could say "knife," the Germans had turned, and we were after them, fighting like ninety ..."

"There was an F.R.A. guy, injured in the leg, sitting next to him on the floor; he noticed my shocked expression and quickly chimed in: 'It’s true, sister,' he said. 'We all saw it. First, there was this sort of yellow mist rising in front of the Germans as they came over the hill—charging at us like a solid wall—they just sprang up from the ground, there were endless numbers of them! I thought, why bother? No use fighting the whole German army; it’s all over for us. The next moment, this weird cloud of light appeared, and when it cleared, there was a tall guy with yellow hair in golden armor, on a white horse, holding his sword up, and his mouth was open like he was shouting: "Come on, boys! I’ll take care of these devils!" His face had this "This is my show" look. Then, before you could say "knife," the Germans turned, and we were after them, fighting like crazy ...'”

"Where was this?" I asked. But neither of them could tell. They had marched, fighting a rear-guard action, from Mons, till St. George had appeared through the haze of light, and turned the enemy. They both[Pg 194] knew it was St. George. Hadn't they seen him with a sword on every 'quid' they'd ever seen? The Frenchies had seen him too—ask them; but they said it was St. Michael...."

"Where was this?" I asked. But neither of them could tell. They had marched, fighting a defensive battle, from Mons, until St. George had appeared through the light haze and turned the tide against the enemy. They both[Pg 194] knew it was St. George. Hadn't they seen him with a sword on every coin they had ever seen? The French had seen him too—just ask them; but they said it was St. Michael...."

Much additional testimony of a like nature might be given—and has been collected by students of psychical research. If the spiritual world ever intervenes in matters mundane, it assuredly did so on this occasion. And it could hardly have chosen a more opportune time. Could the aspiring thoughts of the dead and dying, and those still living and fighting for their country, have drawn "St. George" to earth, to aid in again redeeming his country from a foreign foe? Could a simple "hallucination" have been so widespread and so prevalent? Or might there not have been some spiritual energy behind the visions thus seen—stimulating them, and inspiring and encouraging the stricken soldiers? We cannot say. We only know what the soldiers themselves say; and we also know the undoubted effects upon the enemy. For on both occasions were the Germans repulsed with terrible slaughter. Perhaps the vision of St. George led our soldiers into closer touch and rapport with the consciousness of some high intelligence—or the veil separating the two worlds was rent—as so often appears to be the case in apparitions and visions of this character.[Pg 195]

Much more evidence of a similar nature could be provided—and has been gathered by researchers in the field of psychical studies. If the spiritual realm ever interferes in worldly matters, it certainly did so on this occasion. And it couldn't have picked a more timely moment. Could the hopeful thoughts of the deceased and dying, along with those still alive and fighting for their country, have summoned "St. George" to help redeem his nation from a foreign enemy? Could a mere "hallucination" really be that widespread and common? Or might there have been some spiritual force behind the visions experienced—motivating, inspiring, and encouraging the distressed soldiers? We can't say for sure. We only know what the soldiers themselves report; and we also recognize the undeniable impact on the enemy. On both occasions, the Germans were driven back with devastating losses. Perhaps the vision of St. George connected our soldiers with the awareness of some higher intelligence—or the barrier between the two worlds was torn apart—as often seems to happen in apparitions and visions of this kind.[Pg 195]


THE PORTAL OF THE UNKNOWN

By Andrew Jackson Davis, "The Seer"

When the hour of her death arrived, I was fortunately in a proper state of mind and body to produce the superior (clairvoyant) condition; but, previous to throwing my spirit into that condition, I sought the most convenient and favorable position, that I might be allowed to make the observations entirely unnoticed and undisturbed. Thus situated and conditioned, I proceeded to observe and investigate the mysterious processes of dying, and to learn what it is for an individual human spirit to undergo the changes consequent upon physical death or external dissolution. They were these:

When the time of her death came, I was luckily in a good state of mind and body to enter a heightened (clairvoyant) state; however, before I shifted into that state, I looked for the most comfortable and favorable position so I could make my observations completely unnoticed and undisturbed. Once settled in that position and state, I began to observe and investigate the mysterious processes of dying, aiming to understand what it means for a human spirit to experience the changes that follow physical death or external dissolution. They were these:

I saw that the physical organization could no longer subserve the diversified purposes or requirements of the spiritual principle. But the various internal organs of the body appeared to resist the withdrawal of the animating soul. The body and the soul, like two friends, strongly resisted the various circumstances which rendered their eternal separation imperative and absolute. These internal conflicts gave rise to manifestations of what seemed to be, to the material senses, the most thrilling and painful sensations; but I was unspeakably thankful and delighted when I perceived and realized the fact that those physical manifestations were[Pg 196] indications, not of pain or unhappiness, but simply that the spirit was eternally dissolving its co-partnership with the material organism.

I realized that the way my body was organized could no longer meet the varied needs of my spirit. However, my body's internal organs seemed to resist the departure of my soul. The body and soul, like two close friends, fought against the circumstances that made their permanent separation necessary. These internal struggles led to what felt like the most intense and painful sensations to my physical senses; yet I was incredibly grateful and relieved when I understood that these physical signs were[Pg 196] not indications of pain or sadness, but simply evidence that my spirit was permanently separating from my physical body.

Now the head of the body became suddenly enveloped in a fine, soft, mellow, luminous atmosphere; and, as instantly, I saw the cerebrum and the cerebellum expand their most interior portions; I saw them discontinue their appropriate galvanic functions; and then I saw that they became highly charged with the vital electricity and vital magnetism which permeate subordinate systems and structures. That is to say, the brain, as a whole, suddenly declared itself to be tenfold more positive, over the lesser proportions of the body, than it ever was during the period of health. This phenomenon invariably precedes physical dissolution.

Now, the head of the body was suddenly surrounded by a fine, soft, glowing atmosphere; and in an instant, I saw the cerebrum and cerebellum expand their inner parts; I watched as they stopped their usual electrical functions; and then I noticed that they became highly charged with the vital electricity and magnetism that flow through the body’s smaller systems and structures. In other words, the brain, as a whole, suddenly became ten times more positive compared to the smaller parts of the body than it ever was during a healthy state. This phenomenon always happens before physical breakdown.

Now the process of dying, or the spirit's departure from the body, was fully commenced. The brain began to attract the elements of electricity, of magnetism, of motion, of life, and of sensation, into its various and numerous departments. The head became intensely brilliant; and I particularly remarked that just in the same proportion as the extremities of the organism grow dark and cold, the brain appears light and glowing.

Now the process of dying, or the spirit leaving the body, had fully started. The brain began to draw in elements of electricity, magnetism, motion, life, and sensation into its various parts. The head became incredibly bright; and I specifically noticed that as the extremities of the body grew dark and cold, the brain seemed light and radiant.

Now I saw, in the mellow, spiritual atmosphere which emanated from and encircled her head, the indistinct outlines of the formation of another head. This new head unfolded more and more distinctly, and so indescribably compact and intensely brilliant did it become, that I could neither see through it, nor gaze upon it as steadily as I desired. While this spiritual head was being eliminated and organized from out of[Pg 197] and above the material head, I saw that the surrounding aromal atmosphere which had emanated from the material head was in great commotion; but, as the new head became more distinct and perfect, this brilliant atmosphere gradually disappeared. This taught me that those aromal elements, which were, in the beginning of the metamorphosis, attracted from the system into the brain, and thence eliminated in the form of an atmosphere, were indissolubly united in accordance with the divine principle of affinity in the universe, which pervades and destinates every particle of matter, and developed the spiritual head which I beheld.

Now I saw, in the warm, spiritual vibe that radiated from and surrounded her head, the faint outlines of another head forming. This new head became clearer and more vivid, so dazzling that I couldn't see through it or focus on it as much as I wanted. As this spiritual head emerged and took shape above the physical head, I noticed that the surrounding aromatic energy from the physical head was in a state of turmoil. But as the new head became more defined and perfect, this brilliant energy gradually faded away. This showed me that those aromatic elements, which were initially drawn from the body into the brain and then released as an atmosphere, were tightly linked according to the divine principle of affinity in the universe, which connects and organizes every particle of matter and created the spiritual head I observed.

In the identical manner in which the spiritual head was eliminated and unchangeably organized, I saw, unfolding in their natural progressive order, the harmonious development of the neck, the shoulders, the breast and the entire spiritual organization. It appeared from this, even to an unequivocal demonstration, that the innumerable particles of what might be termed unparticled matter which constitute the man's spiritual principle, are constitutionally endowed with certain elective affinities, analogous to an immortal friendship. The innate tendencies which the elements and essences of her soul manifested by uniting and organizing themselves, were the efficient and imminent causes which unfolded and perfected her spiritual organization. The defects and deformities of her physical body were, in the spiritual body which I saw thus developed, almost completely removed. In other words, it seemed that those hereditary obstructions and influences were now removed, which originally arrested the full and proper[Pg 198] development of her physical constitution; and, therefore, that her spiritual constitution, being elevated above those obstructions, was enabled to unfold and perfect itself, in accordance with the universal tendencies of all created things.

In the same way the spiritual leader was removed and permanently organized, I saw the natural progression of the neck, shoulders, chest, and the entire spiritual structure developing harmoniously. It became clear, even to a definitive degree, that the countless particles of what could be called unparticled matter that make up a person’s spiritual essence are inherently equipped with certain selective affinities, similar to an everlasting bond. The inherent tendencies that the elements and essences of her soul displayed by coming together and organizing themselves were the driving forces that unfolded and refined her spiritual structure. The flaws and imperfections of her physical body were almost entirely absent in the spiritual body I observed developing. In other words, it seemed that those inherited blockages and influences had been removed, which initially hindered the complete and proper[Pg 198] growth of her physical being; therefore, her spiritual nature, elevated beyond those barriers, was able to unfold and perfect itself according to the universal tendencies of all created things.

While this spiritual formation was going on, which was perfectly visible to my spiritual perceptions, the material body manifested, to the outer vision of observing individuals in the room, many symptoms of uneasiness and pain; but the indications were totally deceptive; they were wholly caused by the departure of the vital or spiritual forces from the extremities and viscera into the brain, and thence into the ascending organism.

While this spiritual development was happening, which was clearly noticeable to my spiritual awareness, the physical body showed, to the outside view of those in the room, various signs of discomfort and pain; however, these signs were completely misleading; they were entirely caused by the movement of vital or spiritual energies from the limbs and internal organs into the brain, and then into the ascending body.

The spirit arose at right angles over the head or brain of the deserted body. But immediately previous to the final dissolution of the relationship which had for so many years subsisted between the two, the spiritual and material bodies, I saw—playing energetically between the feet of the elevated spiritual body and the head of the prostrate physical body—a bright stream or current of vital electricity. And here I perceived what I had never before obtained a knowledge of, that a small portion of this vital electrical element returned to the deserted body immediately subsequent to the separation of the umbilical thread; and that that portion of this element which passed back into the earthly organism instantly diffused itself through the entire structure, and thus prevented immediate decomposition.

The spirit rose directly above the head or brain of the lifeless body. But just before the connection that had existed between the two, the spiritual and physical bodies, was completely severed after so many years, I noticed—playing vigorously between the feet of the elevated spiritual body and the head of the fallen physical body—a bright stream or current of vital electricity. In that moment, I realized something I had never understood before: a small part of this vital electrical element returned to the lifeless body right after the umbilical thread was cut; and that portion of this element that flowed back into the earthly form quickly spread throughout the entire structure, thereby preventing immediate decay.

As soon as the spirit, whose departing hour I thus watched, was wholly disengaged from the tenacious physical body, I directed my attention to the movements[Pg 199] and emotions of the former; and I saw her begin to breathe the most interior or spiritual portions of the surrounding terrestrial atmosphere. At first it seemed with difficulty that she could breathe the new medium; but in a few seconds she inhaled and exhaled the spiritual elements of nature with the greatest possible ease and delight. And now I saw that she was in possession of exterior and physical proportions, which were identical, in every possible particular—improved and beautified—with those proportions which characterized her earthly organization. Indeed, so much like her former self was she that, had her friends beheld her as I did, they certainly would have exclaimed—as we often do upon the sudden return of a long-absent friend, who leaves us and returns in health—'Why, how well you look! How improved you are!' Such was the nature—most beautifying in their extent—of the improvements that were wrought upon her.

As soon as the spirit, whose departing moment I was watching, was completely freed from the stubborn physical body, I focused on the movements[Pg 199] and feelings of the former; I saw her start to breathe in the deeper, spiritual parts of the surrounding earthly atmosphere. At first, it seemed she struggled to breathe in this new environment; but in just a few seconds, she inhaled and exhaled the spiritual elements of nature with total ease and joy. Now I noticed that she had external and physical features that were identical, in every detail—improved and beautified—to those that defined her earthly form. In fact, she resembled her former self so closely that, had her friends seen her as I did, they would definitely have exclaimed—just like we do when a long-absent friend returns, healthy and well—'Wow, you look great! You’ve improved a lot!' Such was the nature—so beautifying in their extent—of the changes that had occurred in her.

I saw her continue to conform and accustom herself to the new elements and elevating sensations which belong to the inner life. I did not particularly notice the workings and emotions of her newly-awakening and fast-unfolding spirit, except that I was careful to remark her philosophical tranquillity throughout the entire process, and her non-participation with the different members of her family in their unrestrained bewailing of her departure from the earth, to unfold in Love and Wisdom throughout eternal spheres. She understood at a glance that they could only gaze upon the cold and lifeless form, which she had but just deserted; and she readily comprehended the fact that it was owing to a want of true knowledge upon their parts that[Pg 200] they thus vehemently regretted her merely physical death.

I watched her continue to adapt and get used to the new experiences and heightened feelings that come with inner life. I didn't pay much attention to the feelings and thoughts of her newly awakening spirit as it unfolded quickly, except I made sure to note her calmness throughout the whole process and her lack of involvement in her family's loud mourning over her leaving this world to grow in Love and Wisdom in eternal realms. She quickly understood that they could only see the cold, lifeless body she had just left behind; and she easily grasped that their intense sorrow over her physical death was due to their lack of true understanding.

The period required to accomplish the entire change which I saw was not far from two hours and a half; but this furnished no rule as to the time required for every spirit to elevate and reorganize itself above the head of the outer form. Without changing my position or spiritual perceptions I continued to observe the movements of her new-born spirit. As soon as she became accustomed to her new elements which surrounded her, she descended from her elevated position, which was immediately over the body, by an effort of the will-power, and directly passed out of the door of the bedroom in which she had lain, in the material form, prostrated with disease for several weeks. It being in a summer month, the doors were all open, and her egress from the house was attended with no obstruction. I saw her pass through the adjoining room, out of the door, and step from the house into the atmosphere! I was overwhelmed with delight and astonishment when, for the first time, I realized the universal truth that the spiritual organization can tread the atmosphere, which is impossible while in the coarser earthly form—so much more refined is man's spiritual constitution. She walked in the atmosphere as easily, and in the same manner, as we tread the earth and ascend an eminence. Immediately upon her emergement from the house, she was joined by two friendly spirits from the spiritual country, and after tenderly recognizing and communing with each other, the three, in the most graceful manner, began ascending obliquely through the ethereal envelopment of her globe. They walked so naturally and[Pg 201] fraternally together that I could scarcely realize the fact that they trod the air—they seemed to be walking upon the side of a glorious but familiar mountain. I continued to gaze upon them until the distance shut them from my view,—whereupon I returned to my external and ordinary condition.

The time it took for the complete transformation I witnessed was just under two and a half hours; however, that didn’t indicate how long it would take for each spirit to lift and reorganize itself above the physical body. Without changing my position or spiritual perspective, I kept watching the movements of her newly freed spirit. Once she got used to her new surroundings, she descended from her elevated position right above her body through sheer willpower and walked out the door of the bedroom where she had been lying, incapacitated by illness for several weeks. Since it was summer, all the doors were open, allowing her to exit the house without any difficulty. I saw her move through the adjacent room, out the door, and step into the atmosphere! I was filled with joy and amazement when I realized for the first time the universal truth that the spiritual form can navigate the atmosphere, which isn't possible in the heavier physical body—humanity's spiritual makeup is so much more refined. She moved through the air as easily and naturally as we walk on the ground and climb a hill. As soon as she emerged from the house, two friendly spirits from the spiritual realm joined her, and after warmly acknowledging one another, the three of them gracefully began to ascend diagonally through the ethereal layer surrounding our planet. They walked together so naturally and sisterly that I could hardly believe they were traversing the air—they appeared to be walking on the slope of a beautiful yet familiar mountain. I continued to watch them until they were out of sight, at which point I returned to my normal, everyday state.


This account of the facts—of what actually happened at death—is confirmed by numerous other witnesses, who agree as to the main details.[Pg 202]

This account of the facts—of what really happened at death—is backed up by many other witnesses, who all agree on the key details.[Pg 202]


THE SUPERNORMAL: EXPERIENCES

By St. John B. Seymour

When Mrs. Seymour was a little girl she resided in Dublin; amongst the members of the family was her paternal grandmother. This old lady was not as kind as she might have been to her granddaughter, and consequently the latter was somewhat afraid of her. In process of time the grandmother died. Mrs. Seymour, who was then about eight years of age, had to pass the door of the room where the death occurred in order to reach her own bedroom, which was a flight higher up. Past this door the child used to fly in terror with all possible speed. On one occasion, however, as she was preparing to make the usual rush past, she distinctly felt a hand placed on her shoulder, and became conscious of a voice saying, "Don't be afraid, Mary!" From that day on the child never had the least feeling of fear, and always walked quietly past the door.

When Mrs. Seymour was a little girl, she lived in Dublin, and her paternal grandmother was part of the family. This old lady wasn't as kind as she could have been to her granddaughter, so Mrs. Seymour was a bit afraid of her. Eventually, the grandmother passed away. At that time, Mrs. Seymour was about eight years old and had to walk past the door of the room where the death happened to get to her bedroom, which was a flight upstairs. The child would rush past that door in terror as fast as she could. However, one time, just as she was about to make her usual sprint, she clearly felt a hand on her shoulder and heard a voice say, "Don't be afraid, Mary!" From that day on, the child never felt afraid again and always walked calmly past the door.

The Rev. D. B. Knox sends a curious personal experience, which was shared by him with three other people. He writes as follows: "Not very long ago my wife and I were preparing to retire for the night. A niece, who was in the house, was in her bedroom and the door was open. The maid had just gone to her room. All four[Pg 203] of us distinctly heard the heavy step of a man walking along the corridor, apparently in the direction of the bathroom. We searched the whole house immediately, but no one was discovered. Nothing untoward happened except the death of the maid's mother about a fortnight later. It was a detached house, so that the noise could not have been made by the neighbors."

The Rev. D. B. Knox shares an interesting personal experience that he told to three others. He writes: "Not long ago, my wife and I were getting ready for bed. A niece who was staying with us was in her room, and the door was open. The maid had just gone to her room. All four[Pg 203] of us clearly heard the heavy footsteps of a man walking down the hallway, seemingly headed toward the bathroom. We searched the whole house right away, but didn’t find anyone. Nothing unusual happened except for the maid's mother passing away about two weeks later. It was a standalone house, so the noise couldn’t have come from the neighbors."

In the following tale the "double" or "wraith" of a living man was seen by three different people, one of whom, our correspondent, saw it through a telescope. She writes: "In May, 1883, the parish of A— was vacant, so Mr. D—, the Diocesan Curate, used to come out to take service on Sundays. One day there were two funerals to be taken, the one at a graveyard some distance off, the other at A— churchyard. My brother was at both, the far-off one being taken the first. The house we then lived in looked down towards A—churchyard, which was about a quarter of a mile away. From an upper window my sister and I saw two surpliced figures going out to meet the coffin, and said, 'Why, there are two clergy!' having supposed that there would be only Mr. D—. I, being short-sighted, used a telescope, and saw the two surplices showing between the people. But when my brother returned he said: 'A strange thing has happened. Mr. D— and Mr. W— (curate of a neighboring parish) took the far-off funeral. I saw them both again at A—, but when I went into the vestry I only saw Mr. W—. I asked where Mr. D— was, and he replied that he had left immediately after the first funeral, as he had to go to Kilkenny, and that he (Mr. W—) had come on alone to take the funeral at A—.'"[Pg 204]

In this story, the "double" or "wraith" of a living man was seen by three different people, one of whom, our correspondent, observed it through a telescope. She writes: "In May 1883, the parish of A— was vacant, so Mr. D—, the Diocesan Curate, would come out to lead services on Sundays. One day, there were two funerals to attend, one at a cemetery some distance away and the other at A— churchyard. My brother was at both, with the distant one being first. The house we lived in looked down towards A— churchyard, which was about a quarter of a mile away. From an upper window, my sister and I saw two robed figures going out to meet the coffin and said, 'Look, there are two clergy!' thinking there would only be Mr. D—. Since I am short-sighted, I used a telescope and saw the two robed figures among the crowd. But when my brother came back, he said: 'Something strange happened. Mr. D— and Mr. W— (the curate from a nearby parish) took the distant funeral. I saw both of them again at A—, but when I went into the vestry, I only saw Mr. W—. I asked where Mr. D— was, and he replied that he had left right after the first funeral because he had to go to Kilkenny, and that he (Mr. W—) had come on alone to handle the funeral at A—.'" [Pg 204]

Here is a curious tale from the city of Limerick of a lady's "double" being seen, with no consequent results. It is sent by Mr. Richard Hogan as the personal experience of his sister, Mrs. Mary Murnane. On Saturday, October 25, 1913, at half-past four o'clock in the afternoon, Mr. Hogan left the house in order to purchase some cigarettes. A quarter of an hour afterwards Mrs. Murnane went down the town to do some business. As she was walking down George Street she saw a group of four persons standing on the pavement engaged in conversation. They were her brother, a Mr. O'S—, and two ladies, a Miss P. O'D—, and her sister, Miss M. O'D—. She recognized the latter, as her face was partly turned towards her, and noted that she was dressed in a knitted coat, and light blue hat, while in her left hand she held a bag or purse; the other lady's back was turned towards her. As Mrs. Murnane was in a hurry to get her business done she determined to pass them by without being noticed, but a number of people coming in the opposite direction blocked the way, and compelled her to walk quite close to the group of four, but they were so intent on listening to what one lady was saying that they took no notice of her. The speaker appeared to be Miss M. O'D—, and though Mrs. Murnane did not actually hear her speak as she passed her, yet from their attitudes the other three seemed to be listening to what she was saying, and she heard her laugh when right behind her—not the laugh of her sister P—and the laugh was repeated after she had left the group a little behind.

Here’s an interesting story from Limerick about a lady’s "double" being spotted, with no follow-up consequences. It’s shared by Mr. Richard Hogan as his sister, Mrs. Mary Murnane's personal experience. On Saturday, October 25, 1913, at 4:30 PM, Mr. Hogan left the house to buy some cigarettes. Fifteen minutes later, Mrs. Murnane went downtown to take care of some errands. While walking down George Street, she noticed a group of four people chatting on the sidewalk. They were her brother, a Mr. O'S—, and two women, Miss P. O'D— and her sister, Miss M. O'D—. She recognized the latter since her face was partly turned toward her and noted she was wearing a knitted coat and a light blue hat, while in her left hand she held a bag or purse; the other woman had her back to Mrs. Murnane. Since Mrs. Murnane was in a hurry to finish her business, she decided to walk past them without being noticed, but a crowd coming from the other direction blocked her path, forcing her to walk very close to the group of four. They were so focused on what one lady was saying that they didn’t notice her. The speaker seemed to be Miss M. O'D—, and even though Mrs. Murnane didn’t actually hear her speak as she went by, the other three appeared to be listening to her, and she heard her laugh right behind her—not the laugh of her sister P—and the laugh was repeated after she had moved a little ahead of the group.

So far there is nothing out of the common. When Mrs. Murnane returned to her house about an hour later[Pg 205] she found her brother Richard there before her. She casually mentioned to him how she had passed him and his three companions on the pavement. To which he replied that she was quite correct except in one point, namely that there were only three in the group, as M. O'D— was not present, as she had not come to Limerick at all that day. She then described to him the exact position each one of the four occupied, and the clothes worn by them, to all of which facts he assented, except as to the presence of Miss M. O'D—. Mrs. Murnane adds, "That is all I can say in the matter, but most certainly the fourth person was in the group, as I both saw and heard her. She wore the same clothes I had seen on her previously, with the exception of the hat; but the following Saturday she had on the same colored hat I had seen on her the previous Saturday. When I told her about it she was as much mystified as I was and am. My brother stated that there was no laugh from any of the three present."

So far, nothing unusual has happened. When Mrs. Murnane got back to her house about an hour later[Pg 205], she found her brother Richard already there. She casually mentioned that she had passed him and his three friends on the sidewalk. He replied that she was right except for one thing: there were only three in the group, since M. O'D— wasn’t there because she hadn’t come to Limerick at all that day. She then described exactly where each of the four was standing and what they were wearing, to which he agreed, except for the presence of Miss M. O'D—. Mrs. Murnane added, "That’s all I can say about it, but I can definitely say the fourth person was in the group because I both saw and heard her. She was wearing the same clothes I had seen her in before, except for the hat; but the following Saturday, she wore the same colored hat I had seen her in the previous Saturday. When I told her about it, she was just as confused as I was. My brother said that there was no laughter from any of the three who were there."

Mrs. G. Kelly sends an experience of a "wraith" which seems in some mysterious way to have been conjured up in her mind by the description she had heard, and then externalized. She writes: "About four years ago a musical friend of ours was staying in the house. He and my husband were playing and singing Dvorak's 'Spectre's Bride,' a work which he had studied with the composer himself. This music appealed very much to both, and they were excited and enthusiastic over it. Our friend was giving many personal reminiscences of Dvorak, and his method of explaining the way he wanted his work done. I was sitting by, an interested listener, for some time. On getting up at last, and going[Pg 206] into the drawing-room, I was startled and somewhat frightened to find a man standing there in a shadowy part of the room. I saw him distinctly, and could describe his appearance accurately. I called out, and the two men ran in, but as the apparition only lasted for a second, they were too late. I described the man whom I had seen, whereupon our friend exclaimed, 'Why, that was Dvorak himself!' At that time I had never seen a picture of Dvorak, but when our friend returned to London he sent me one which I recognized as the likeness of the man whom I had seen in our drawing-room."

Mrs. G. Kelly shares an experience of a "wraith" that seems to have been somehow conjured up in her mind by a description she had heard, and then manifested outside of her. She writes: "About four years ago, a musical friend of ours was staying at our house. He and my husband were playing and singing Dvorak's 'Spectre's Bride,' a piece he had studied with the composer himself. They were both really excited and enthusiastic about the music. Our friend shared many personal memories of Dvorak and his way of explaining how he wanted his work done. I was sitting nearby, listening with interest for a while. Finally, when I got up and went[Pg 206] into the drawing room, I was shocked and a bit scared to find a man standing in a shadowy part of the room. I saw him clearly and could describe what he looked like. I shouted out, and the two men rushed in, but the apparition only lasted a second, so they were too late. I described the man I had seen, and our friend exclaimed, 'That was Dvorak himself!' At that time, I had never seen a picture of Dvorak, but when our friend went back to London, he sent me one, and I recognized it as the likeness of the man I had seen in our drawing room."

A curious vision, a case of second sight, in which a quite unimportant event, previously unknown, was revealed, is sent by the percipient, who is a lady well known to both the compilers, and a life-long friend of one of them. She says: "Last summer I sent a cow to the fair of Limerick, a distance of about thirteen miles, and the men who took her there the day before the fair left her in a paddock for the night close to Limerick city. I awoke up very early next morning, and was fully awake when I saw (not with my ordinary eyesight, but apparently inside my head) a light, an intensely brilliant light, and in it I saw the back gate being opened by a red-haired woman and the cow I had supposed in the fair walking through the gate. I then knew that the cow must be home, and going to the yard later on I was met by the wife of the man who was in charge in a great state of excitement. 'Oh law! Miss,' she exclaimed, 'you'll be mad! Didn't Julia [a red-haired woman] find the cow outside the lodge gate as she was going out at 4 o'clock to the milking!' That's[Pg 207] my tale—perfectly true, and I would give a good deal to be able to control that light, and see more if I could."

A curious vision, a case of precognition, where a seemingly insignificant event, previously unknown, was revealed, was sent by the sender, who is a lady well-known to both compilers and a lifelong friend of one. She states: "Last summer, I sent a cow to the Limerick fair, about thirteen miles away, and the men who took her there the day before the fair left her in a paddock for the night near Limerick city. I woke up very early the next morning, fully alert when I saw (not with my normal eyesight, but apparently inside my head) an intensely bright light, and in it, I saw a red-haired woman opening the back gate, and the cow I thought was at the fair walking through the gate. I then realized that the cow must be home, and when I went to the yard later, I was met by the wife of the man in charge, extremely excited. 'Oh my gosh! Miss,' she exclaimed, 'you'll be crazy! Didn’t Julia [the red-haired woman] find the cow outside the lodge gate as she was going out at 4 o’clock to milk!' That’s[Pg 207] my story—completely true, and I would give a lot to be able to control that light and see more if I could."

Another curious vision was seen by a lady who is also a friend of both the compilers. One night she was kneeling at her bedside saying her prayers (hers was the only bed in the room), when suddenly she felt a distinct touch on her shoulder. She turned round in the direction of the touch and saw at the end of the room a bed, with a pale, indistinguishable figure laid therein, and what appeared to be a clergyman standing over it. About a week later she fell into a long and dangerous illness.

Another intriguing vision was experienced by a woman who is also a friend of both compilers. One night, she was kneeling by her bedside saying her prayers (she was the only one in the room), when suddenly she felt a clear touch on her shoulder. She turned towards the touch and saw, at the end of the room, a bed with a faint, unclear figure lying on it, and what looked like a clergyman standing over it. About a week later, she fell into a long and serious illness.

An account of a dream which implied an extraordinary coincidence, if coincidence it be and nothing more, was sent as follows by a correspondent, who requested that no names be published. "That which I am about to relate has a peculiar interest for me, inasmuch as the central figure in it was my own grand-aunt, and moreover the principal witness (if I may use such a term) was my father. At the period during which this strange incident occurred my father was living with his aunt and some other relatives.

An account of a dream suggesting an amazing coincidence, if it is indeed just a coincidence, was sent in by a correspondent who asked for their name to remain private. "What I'm about to share is particularly interesting to me because the main character in this story was my grand-aunt, and the key witness (if I can call him that) was my father. At the time this strange event happened, my father was living with his aunt and some other relatives.

"One morning at the breakfast-table, my grand-aunt announced that she had had a most peculiar dream during the previous night. My father, who was always very interested in that kind of thing, took down in his notebook all the particulars concerning it. They were as follows:

"One morning at the breakfast table, my grand-aunt shared that she had a really strange dream the night before. My dad, who was always really interested in that stuff, jotted down all the details in his notebook. They were as follows:"

"My grand-aunt dreamt that she was in a cemetery, which she recognized as Glasnevin, and as she gazed at the memorials of the dead which lay so thick around, one stood out most conspicuously, and caught her eye,[Pg 208] for she saw clearly cut on the cold white stone an inscription bearing her own name:

"My grand-aunt dreamed that she was in a cemetery, which she recognized as Glasnevin, and as she looked at the memorials of the dead that surrounded her, one stood out distinctly and caught her eye,[Pg 208] because she saw her own name clearly engraved on the cold white stone:

CLARE·S·D—
Died 14th of March, 1873
Dearly loved and ever mourned
R.I.P.

CLARE·S·D—
Died March 14, 1873
Dearly loved and always remembered
R.I.P.

while, to add to the peculiarity of it, the date on the stone as given above was, from the day of her dream, exactly a year in advance.

while, to make it even stranger, the date on the stone mentioned above was exactly a year ahead from the day of her dream.

"My grand-aunt was not very nervous, and soon the dream faded from her mind. Months rolled by, and one morning at breakfast it was noticed that my grand-aunt had not appeared, but as she was a very religious woman it was thought that she had gone out to church. However, as she did not appear my father sent someone to her room to see if she were there, and as no answer was given to repeated knocking the door was opened, and my grand-aunt was found kneeling at her bedside, dead. The day of her death was March 14, 1873, corresponding exactly with the date seen in her dream a twelvemonth before. My grand-aunt was buried in Glasnevin, and on her tombstone (a white marble slab) was placed the inscription which she had read in her dream." Our correspondent sent us a photograph of the stone and its inscription.

"My grand-aunt wasn’t very anxious, and soon the dream slipped from her mind. Months went by, and one morning at breakfast, we noticed that my grand-aunt hadn’t shown up. Since she was a very religious woman, we thought she might have gone to church. However, when she still didn’t appear, my father asked someone to check her room. After getting no response to repeated knocking, they opened the door and found my grand-aunt kneeling at her bedside, dead. The day she passed away was March 14, 1873, which was exactly the date she had seen in her dream a year earlier. My grand-aunt was buried in Glasnevin, and on her tombstone (a white marble slab) was the inscription she had read in her dream." Our correspondent sent us a photograph of the stone and its inscription.

The present Archdeacon of Limerick, Ven. J. A. Haydn, LL.D., sends the following experience: "In the year 1870 I was rector of the little rural parish of Chapel Russell. One autumn day the rain fell with a quiet, steady, and hopeless persistence from morning to night. Wearied at length from the gloom, and tired[Pg 209] of reading and writing, I determined to walk to the church about half a mile away, and pass a half-hour playing the harmonium, returning for the lamp-light and tea.

The current Archdeacon of Limerick, Ven. J. A. Haydn, LL.D., shares the following experience: "In 1870, I was the rector of the small rural parish of Chapel Russell. One autumn day, the rain fell steadily and hopelessly from morning to night. After getting tired of the gloom and worn out from reading and writing, I decided to walk to the church about half a mile away and spend half an hour playing the harmonium before heading back for lamp-light and tea."

"I wrapped up, put the key of the church in my pocket, and started. Arriving at the church, I walked up the straight avenue, bordered with graves and tombs on either side, while the soft, steady rain quietly pattered on the trees. When I reached the church door, before putting the key in the lock, moved by some indefinable impulse I stood on the doorstep, turned round, and looked back upon the path I had just trodden. My amazement may be imagined when I saw, seated on a low, tabular tombstone close to the avenue, a lady with her back towards me. She was wearing a black velvet jacket or short cape, with a narrow border of vivid white; her head and luxuriant jet-black hair were surmounted by a hat of the shape and make that I think used to be called at that time a 'turban'; it was also of black velvet, with a snow-white wing or feather at the right-hand side of it. It may be seen how deliberately and minutely I observed the appearance, when I can thus recall it after more than forty years.

"I finished up, put the church key in my pocket, and headed out. When I got to the church, I walked up the straight path lined with graves and tombs on either side, while the soft, steady rain gently fell on the trees. When I reached the church door, before inserting the key into the lock, something I couldn’t quite explain made me stop on the doorstep, turn around, and look back at the path I had just walked. My surprise can only be imagined when I saw a woman sitting on a low tombstone near the avenue, her back to me. She was wearing a black velvet jacket or short cape with a narrow border of bright white; her head and thick, jet-black hair were topped with a hat that I believe was once referred to as a 'turban'; it was also made of black velvet, with a snow-white wing or feather on the right side. It’s clear how carefully and in detail I observed her appearance since I can still recall it after more than forty years."

"Actuated by a desire to attract the attention of the lady, and induce her to look towards me, I noisily inserted the key in the door, and suddenly opened it with a rusty crack. Turning around to see the effect of my policy—the lady was gone!—vanished. Not yet daunted, I hurried to the place, which was not ten paces away, and closely searched the stone and the space all around it, but utterly in vain; there were absolutely no traces of the late presence of a human being! I may add that[Pg 210] nothing particular or remarkable followed the singular apparition, and that I never heard anything calculated to throw any light on the mystery."

"Driven by a desire to grab the lady's attention and get her to look my way, I loudly stuck the key in the door and quickly opened it with a rusty creak. Turning around to see the impact of my move—the lady was gone!—disappeared. Undeterred, I rushed to the spot, which was only ten steps away, and thoroughly searched the stone and the area around it, but to no avail; there were absolutely no signs of anyone having been there! I should also mention that[Pg 210] nothing particularly significant followed that strange sighting, and I never heard anything that could shed light on the mystery."

Here is a story of a ghost who knew what it wanted—and got it! "In the part of County Wicklow from which my people come," writes a Miss D—, "there was a family who were not exactly related, but of course of the clan. Many years ago a young daughter, aged about twenty, died. Before her death she had directed her parents to bury her in a certain graveyard. But for some reason they did not do so, and from that hour she gave them no peace. She appeared to them at all hours, especially when they went to the well for water. So distracted were they, that at length they got permission to exhume the remains and have them reinterred in the desired graveyard. This they did by torchlight—a weird scene truly! I can vouch for the truth of this latter portion, at all events, as some of my own relatives were present."

Here’s a story about a ghost who knew what it wanted—and got it! "In the part of County Wicklow where my family is from," writes a Miss D—, "there was a family who weren’t exactly relatives, but of course part of the same clan. Many years ago, a young daughter, around twenty years old, died. Before she passed away, she told her parents to bury her in a specific graveyard. But for some reason, they didn’t do it, and from that moment on, she didn’t let them rest. She showed up at all hours, especially when they went to the well for water. They were so disturbed that eventually, they got permission to dig up her remains and re bury them in her chosen graveyard. They did this by torchlight—a truly eerie scene! I can confirm the truth of this latter part, at least, since some of my own relatives were there."

Mr. T. J. Westropp contributes a tale of a ghost of an unusual type, i.e. one which actually did communicate matters of importance to his family. "A lady who related many ghost stories to me, also told me how, after her father's death, the family could not find some papers or receipts of value. One night she awoke, and heard a sound which she at once recognized as the footsteps of her father, who was lame. The door creaked, and she prayed that she might be able to see him. Her prayer was granted: she saw him distinctly holding a yellow parchment book tied with tape. 'F—, child,' said he, 'this is the book your mother is looking for. It is in the third drawer of the cabinet near the cross-door;[Pg 211] tell your mother to be more careful in future about business papers.' Incontinently he vanished, and she at once awoke her mother, in whose room she was sleeping, who was very angry and ridiculed the story, but the girl's earnestness at length impressed her. She got up, went to the old cabinet, and at once found the missing book in the third drawer."

Mr. T. J. Westropp shares a story about a ghost that was pretty unique because it actually communicated important information to his family. "A woman who told me many ghost stories also shared how, after her father passed away, the family couldn't find some valuable papers or receipts. One night, she woke up and heard a sound she immediately recognized as the footsteps of her father, who had a limp. The door creaked, and she prayed for the chance to see him. Her prayer was answered: she saw him clearly, holding a yellow parchment book tied with tape. 'F—, child,' he said, 'this is the book your mother is looking for. It’s in the third drawer of the cabinet near the cross-door;[Pg 211] tell your mother to be more careful about business papers in the future.' Just like that, he disappeared, and she immediately woke her mother, who was angry and mocked the story, but the girl's sincerity eventually made an impression. She got up, went to the old cabinet, and quickly found the missing book in the third drawer."

Here is another tale of an equally useful and obliging ghost. "A gentleman, a relative of my own," writes a lady, "often received warnings from his dead father of things that were about to happen. Besides the farm on which he lived, he had another some miles away which adjoined a large demesne. Once in a great storm a fir-tree was blown down in the demesne, and fell into his field. The woodranger came to him and told him he might as well cut up the tree, and take it away. Accordingly one day he set out for this purpose, taking with him two men and a cart. He got into the fields by a stile, while his men went on to a gate. As he approached a gap between two fields he saw his father standing in it, as plainly as he ever saw him in life, and beckoning him back warningly. Unable to understand this, he still advanced, whereupon his father looked very angry, and his gestures became imperious. This induced him to turn away, so he sent his men home, and left the tree uncut. He subsequently discovered that a plot had been laid by the woodranger, who coveted his farm, and who hoped to have him dispossessed by accusing him of stealing the tree."

Here is another story about a helpful and friendly ghost. “A gentleman, a relative of mine,” a lady writes, “often got warnings from his deceased father about things that were going to happen. In addition to the farm where he lived, he owned another one a few miles away that was next to a large estate. One day, during a fierce storm, a fir tree was knocked down in the estate and fell into his field. The woodranger came to him and said he might as well cut up the tree and take it away. So, one day he set out to do this, bringing along two men and a cart. He entered the fields by a stile while his men went through a gate. As he got closer to a gap between two fields, he saw his father standing there, just as he had seen him in life, and signaling him to come back as a warning. Not understanding this, he continued on, and then his father looked really angry, and his gestures grew more commanding. This made him turn back, so he sent his men home and left the tree uncut. Later, he found out that the woodranger had plotted against him because he wanted his farm and planned to have him accused of stealing the tree.”

A clergyman in the diocese of Clogher gave a personal experience of table-turning to the present Dean of St. Patrick's, who kindly sent the same to the writer. He[Pg 212] said: "When I was a young man, I met some friends one evening, and we decided to amuse ourselves with table-turning. The local dispensary was vacant at the time, so we said that if the table would work we should ask who would be appointed as medical officer. As we sat round it touching it with our hands it began to knock. We said:

A clergyman in the diocese of Clogher shared a personal story about table-turning with the current Dean of St. Patrick's, who kindly passed it along to the writer. He[Pg 212] said: "When I was young, I met up with some friends one evening, and we decided to have some fun with table-turning. The local dispensary was empty at the time, so we thought that if the table responded, we would ask who would be named as the medical officer. As we gathered around and placed our hands on it, the table started to knock. We said:

"'Who are you?'

"Who are you?"

"The table spelt out the name of a bishop of the Church of Ireland. We asked, thinking that the answer was absurd, as we knew him to be alive and well:

"The table spelled out the name of a bishop of the Church of Ireland. We asked, thinking that the answer was ridiculous, since we knew he was alive and well:

"'Are you dead?'

"Are you alive?"

"The table answered 'Yes.'

"The table said 'Yes.'"

"We laughed at this and asked:

"We laughed at this and asked:

"'Who will be appointed to the dispensary!'

"'Who will be assigned to the dispensary!'"

"The table spelt out the name of a stranger, who was not one of the candidates, whereupon we left off, thinking that the whole thing was nonsense.

"The table showed the name of a stranger, who wasn't one of the candidates, so we stopped, thinking that the whole thing was ridiculous."

"The next morning I saw in the papers that the bishop in question had died that afternoon about two hours before our meeting, and a few days afterwards I saw the name of the stranger as the new dispensary doctor. I got such a shock that I determined never to have anything to do with table-turning again."

"The next morning, I read in the papers that the bishop had died the previous afternoon, about two hours before our meeting. A few days later, I saw the stranger's name listed as the new dispensary doctor. I was so shocked that I decided never to get involved with table-turning again."

The following extraordinary personal experience is sent by a lady, well-known to the present writer, but who requests that all names be omitted. Whatever explanation we may give of it, the good faith of the tale is beyond doubt.

The following amazing personal experience comes from a woman, well-known to the writer, but she asks that all names be removed. No matter how we explain it, the honesty of the story is unquestionable.

"Two or three months after my father-in-law's death, my husband, myself, and three small sons lived in the west of Ireland. As my husband was a young[Pg 213] barrister, he had to be absent from home a good deal. My three boys slept in my bedroom, the eldest being about four, the youngest some months. A fire was kept up every night, and with a young child to look after, I was naturally awake more than once during the night. For many nights I believed I distinctly saw my father-in-law sitting by the fireside. This happened, not once or twice, but many times. He was passionately fond of his eldest grandson, who lay sleeping calmly in his cot. Being so much alone probably made me restless and uneasy, though I never felt afraid. I mentioned this strange thing to a friend who had known and liked my father-in-law, and she advised me to 'have his soul laid,' as she termed it. Though I was a Protestant and she was a Roman Catholic (as had also been my father-in-law), yet I fell in with her suggestion. She told me to give a coin to the next beggar that came to the house, telling him (or her) to pray for the rest of Mr. So-and-so's soul. A few days later a beggar-woman and her children came to the door, to whom I gave a coin and stated my desire. To my great surprise I learned from her manner that such requests were not unusual. Well, she went down on her knees on the steps, and prayed with apparent earnestness and devotion that his soul might find repose. Once again he appeared, and seemed to say to me, 'Why did you do that, E——? To come and sit here was the only comfort I had.' Never again did he appear, and strange to say, after a lapse of more than thirty years I have felt regret at my selfishness in interfering.

"Two or three months after my father-in-law's death, my husband, our three young sons, and I were living in the west of Ireland. Since my husband was a young barrister, he had to be away from home quite a bit. My three boys slept in my bedroom, with the oldest being about four and the youngest just a few months old. We kept a fire going every night, and with a young child to care for, I naturally woke up multiple times during the night. For many nights, I was convinced I saw my father-in-law sitting by the fireside. This happened not just once or twice, but many times. He was very fond of his oldest grandson, who was sleeping peacefully in his crib. Being so alone probably made me restless and uneasy, though I never felt scared. I mentioned this strange experience to a friend who had known and liked my father-in-law, and she suggested I 'have his soul laid to rest,' as she put it. Even though I was a Protestant and she was Roman Catholic (just like my father-in-law), I decided to go along with her suggestion. She advised me to give a coin to the next beggar that came to the door, asking them to pray for the rest of Mr. So-and-so's soul. A few days later, a beggar woman and her children came to the door, and I gave her a coin along with my request. To my surprise, I could tell from her reaction that such requests weren't unusual. She then knelt on the steps and prayed with great sincerity and devotion for his soul to find peace. Once again, he appeared and seemed to ask me, 'Why did you do that, E——? Coming here was the only comfort I had.' After that, he never showed up again, and strangely enough, even after more than thirty years, I have felt regret for my selfishness in intervening."

"After his death, as he lay in the house awaiting burial, and I was in a house some ten miles away, I[Pg 214] thought that he came and told me that I would have a hard life, which turned out only too truly. I was then young, and full of life, with every hope of a prosperous future."

"After he died, as he lay in the house waiting for burial, and I was in a house about ten miles away, I[Pg 214] thought he came and told me that I would have a difficult life, which turned out to be very true. I was young and full of life, with every hope for a bright future."

Of all the strange beliefs to be found in Ireland that in the Black Dog is the most widespread. There is hardly a parish in the country but could contribute some tale relative to this specter, though the majority of these are short, and devoid of interest. There is said to be such a dog just outside the avenue gate of Donohill Rectory, but neither of the compilers have had the good luck to see it. It may be, as some hold, that this animal was originally a cloud or nature-myth; at all events, it has now descended to the level of an ordinary haunting. The most circumstantial story that we have met with relative to the Black Dog is that related as follows by a clergyman of the Church of Ireland, who requests us to refrain from publishing his name.

Of all the strange beliefs found in Ireland, the one about the Black Dog is the most common. There’s hardly a parish in the country that doesn’t have some story connected to this specter, though most of these tales are brief and not particularly interesting. It’s said that there's such a dog just outside the avenue gate of Donohill Rectory, but neither of the writers has been lucky enough to see it. Some believe that this creature was originally a cloud or a nature myth; in any case, it has now become a typical ghost story. The most detailed account we've come across about the Black Dog is shared as follows by a Church of Ireland clergyman, who asks us not to disclose his name.

"In my childhood I lived in the country. My father, in addition to his professional duties, sometimes did a little farming in an amateurish sort of way. He did not keep a regular staff of laborers, and consequently when anything extra had to be done, such as hay-cutting or harvesting, he used to employ day-laborers to help with the work. At such times I used to enjoy being in the fields with the men, listening to their conversation. On one occasion I heard a laborer remark that he had once seen the devil! Of course I was interested and asked him to give me his experience. He said he was walking along a certain road, and when he came to a point where there was an entrance to a private place (the spot was well known to me), he saw a black[Pg 215] dog sitting on the roadside. At the time he paid no attention to it, thinking it was an ordinary retriever, but after he had passed on about two or three hundred yards he found the dog was beside him, and then he noticed that its eyes were blood-red. He stooped down, and picked up some stones in order to frighten it away, but though he threw the stones at it they did not injure it, nor indeed did they seem to have any effect. Suddenly, after a few moments, the dog vanished from his sight.

"In my childhood, I lived in the countryside. My father, along with his regular job, sometimes dabbled in farming. He didn’t have a full-time crew, so whenever extra work like cutting hay or harvesting came up, he would hire day laborers to help out. I enjoyed being in the fields with the guys, listening to their conversations. One time, I heard a laborer say he had seen the devil! Naturally, I was curious and asked him to share his story. He mentioned that he was walking down a particular road, and when he reached a spot with an entrance to a private area (which I knew well), he saw a black[Pg 215] dog sitting on the side of the road. At first, he didn’t think much of it, assuming it was just an ordinary retriever, but after walking about two or three hundred yards, he found the dog walking next to him. That’s when he noticed its eyes were blood-red. He bent down to pick up some stones to scare it away, but even though he threw the stones at it, they didn’t hurt it or seem to do anything at all. Suddenly, after a few moments, the dog disappeared from view."

"Such was the laborer's tale. After some years, during which time I had forgotten altogether about the man's story, some friends of my own bought the place at the entrance to which the apparition had been seen. When my friends went to reside there I was a constant visitor at their house. Soon after their arrival they began to be troubled by the appearance of a black dog. Though I never saw it myself, it appeared to many members of the family. The avenue leading to the house was a long one, and it was customary for the dog to appear and accompany people for the greater portion of the way. Such an effect had this on my friends that they soon gave up the house, and went to live elsewhere. This was a curious corroboration of the laborer's tale."

"That was the laborer's story. After a few years, during which I completely forgot about the man's tale, some friends of mine bought the place where the ghost had been seen. When they moved in, I visited them often. Shortly after they arrived, they started to be disturbed by the sight of a black dog. Although I never saw it myself, many family members did. The path leading to the house was long, and the dog would usually show up and follow people for most of the way. This had such an effect on my friends that they eventually abandoned the house and moved somewhere else. This was an interesting confirmation of the laborer's story."

A distinction must be drawn between the so-called Headless Coach, which portends death, and the Phantom Coach, which appears to be a harmless sort of vehicle. With regard to the latter we give two tales below, the first of which was sent by a lady whose father was a clergyman, and a gold medalist of Trinity College, Dublin.[Pg 216]

A distinction must be drawn between the so-called Headless Coach, which signals death, and the Phantom Coach, which seems to be a harmless type of vehicle. Regarding the latter, we present two stories below, the first of which was shared by a woman whose father was a clergyman and a gold medalist from Trinity College, Dublin.[Pg 216]

"Some years ago my family lived in County Down. Our house was some way out of a fair-sized manufacturing town, and had a short avenue which ended in a gravel sweep in front of the hall door. One winter's evening, when my father was returning from a sick call, a carriage going at a sharp pace passed him on the avenue. He hurried on, thinking it was some particular friends, but when he reached the door no carriage was to be seen, so he concluded it must have gone round to the stables. The servant who answered his ring said that no visitors had been there, and he, feeling certain that the girl had made some mistake, or that some one else had answered the door, came into the drawing-room to make further inquiries. No visitors had come, however, though those sitting in the drawing-room had also heard the carriage drive up.

"Some years ago, my family lived in County Down. Our house was a bit outside a fairly large manufacturing town and had a short driveway that ended in a gravel area in front of the front door. One winter evening, when my father was coming back from a sick call, a carriage zoomed past him on the driveway. He hurried along, thinking it was some friends, but when he got to the door, there was no carriage in sight, so he figured it must have gone to the stables. The servant who answered the door said that no visitors had been there, and he, convinced that the girl had made a mistake or that someone else had answered the door, went into the living room to ask more questions. However, no visitors had arrived, even though those in the living room had also heard the carriage drive up."

"My father was most positive as to what he had seen, viz. a closed carriage with lamps lit; and let me say at once that he was a clergyman who was known throughout the whole of the north of Ireland as a most level-headed man, and yet to the day of his death he would insist that he met that carriage on our avenue.

"My father was completely sure about what he had seen: a closed carriage with its lights on. I should mention that he was a clergyman known across all of northern Ireland as a very reasonable man, yet until the day he died, he insisted that he encountered that carriage on our avenue."

"One day in July one of our servants was given leave to go home for the day, but was told she must return by a certain train. For some reason she did not come by it, but by a much later one, and rushed into the kitchen in a most penitent frame of mind. 'I am so sorry to be late,' she told the cook, 'especially as there were visitors. I suppose they stayed to supper, as they were so late going away, for I met the carriage on the avenue.' The cook thereupon told her that no one had been at the house, and hinted that she must have seen the[Pg 217] ghost-carriage, a statement that alarmed her very much, as the story was well known in the town, and car-drivers used to whip up their horses as they passed our gate, while pedestrians refused to go at all except in numbers. We have often heard the carriage, but these are the only two occasions on which I can positively assert that it was seen."

"One day in July, one of our staff was allowed to go home for the day but was told she had to return by a specific train. For some reason, she missed it and took a much later one, rushing into the kitchen feeling very guilty. 'I'm so sorry I'm late,' she told the cook, 'especially since there were guests. I guess they must have stayed for dinner since they left so late; I saw the carriage on the avenue.' The cook then informed her that no one had been at the house and suggested that she might have seen the[Pg 217] ghost carriage, which made her very anxious because the story was well known in town. Carriage drivers would hurry their horses as they passed our gate, and pedestrians wouldn’t go by unless they were in groups. We’ve often heard the carriage, but these are the only two times I can definitely say it was seen."

The following personal experience of the phantom coach was given to the present writer by Mr. Matthias Fitzgerald, coachman to Miss Cooke, of Cappagh House, County Limerick. He stated that one moonlight night he was driving along the road from Askeaton to Limerick when he heard coming up behind him the roll of wheels, the clatter of horses' hoofs, and the jingling of the bits. He drew over to his own side to let this carriage pass, but nothing passed. He then looked back, but could see nothing, the road was perfectly bare and empty, though the sounds were perfectly audible. This continued for about a quarter of an hour or so, until he came to a cross-road, down one arm of which he had to turn. As he turned off he heard the phantom carriage dash by rapidly along the straight road. He stated that other persons had had similar experiences on the same road.[Pg 218]

The following personal account of the phantom coach was shared with me by Mr. Matthias Fitzgerald, the coachman for Miss Cooke, who lives at Cappagh House in County Limerick. He said that one moonlit night he was driving from Askeaton to Limerick when he heard the sound of wheels rolling, horses' hooves clattering, and the jingling of bits coming up behind him. He pulled over to his side to let the carriage pass, but nothing came by. He looked back but saw nothing; the road was completely clear and empty, even though the sounds were very clear. This went on for about fifteen minutes until he reached a crossroads where he had to turn. As he made the turn, he heard the phantom carriage rush by quickly along the straight road. He mentioned that other people had experienced similar occurrences on the same road.[Pg 218]


NATURE-SPIRITS OR ELEMENTALS[18]

BY NIZIDA

"Life is one all-pervading principle, and even the thing that seems to die and putrefy but engenders new life and changes to new forms of matter. Reasoning, then, by analogy—if not a leaf, if not a drop of water, but is, no less than yonder star, a habitable and breathing world, common sense would suffice to teach that the circumfluent Infinite, which you call space—the boundless Impalpable which divides the earth from the moon and stars—is filled also with its correspondent and appropriate life."—Zanoni.

"Life is a universal principle, and even things that seem to die and decay actually lead to new life and change into new forms of matter. Thinking by analogy—if not a leaf, if not a drop of water, but similar to that distant star—creates a vibrant, living world. Common sense tells us that the surrounding Infinite, which you call space—the immense, intangible expanse that separates the earth from the moon and stars—also contains its own unique and fitting forms of life."—Zanoni.

Within the last fifty years the human mind has been awakening slowly to the fact that there is a world, invisible to ordinary powers of vision, existing in close juxtaposition to the world cognized by our material senses. This world, or condition of existence for more ethereal beings, has been variously called Spirit-world, Summer-land, Astral-world, Hades, Kama-loca, or Desire-world, etc. Slowly and with difficulty do ideas upon the nature and characteristics of this world dawn upon the modern mind. The imagination, swayed by pictures of sensuous life, revels in the fantastic imagery it attributes to this unknown and dimly conceived state of existence, more often picturing what is false than what is true. Generally speaking, the most crude conceptions are entertained; these embrace but two conditions of life, the embodied and disembodied,[Pg 219] for which there are only the earth and heaven, or hell, with that intermediate state accepted by Roman Catholics, called purgatory. There is, therefore, for such minds, only two orders of beings, i.e., mankind, and angels or devils, categorically termed spirits; but what would be the mode of life of those spirits, is a subject upon which ordinary intellects can throw no light at all. Their ideas are walled in by an impenetrable darkness, and not a ray of light glimmers across the unfathomable gulf lying beyond the grave; that portal of death which, for them, opens upon unknown darkness, and closes upon the light, vivacity, and gaiety of the earth.

In the last fifty years, people have slowly begun to realize that there's a world, unseen by our ordinary vision, existing right alongside the world we perceive with our physical senses. This world, or state of existence for more ethereal beings, has been called various names like Spirit-world, Summer-land, Astral-world, Hades, Kama-loca, or Desire-world, among others. Gradually and with some struggle, people are starting to understand the nature and characteristics of this world. Their imagination, influenced by visions of a sensory life, often indulges in fantastical images of this unknown and vaguely understood state of existence, usually depicting more falsehoods than truths. Typically, people hold onto simplistic ideas, believing there are just two states of existence: those in bodies and those without, with only earth and heaven, or hell, existing as options, plus an intermediate state recognized by Roman Catholics known as purgatory. For those minds, there are only two kinds of beings, namely humans and angels or devils, collectively referred to as spirits; however, what life is like for these spirits is something that ordinary minds cannot comprehend at all. Their understanding is confined by impenetrable darkness, and not a single ray of light breaks through the unfathomable gap that lies beyond death, that gateway that opens into unknown darkness and shuts out the light, liveliness, and joy of life on earth.

The idea that the beings we would term disembodied do actually inhabit bodies of an aerial substance, invisible to our grosser senses, in a world exactly suited to their needs, surpasses the comprehension of an ordinary understanding, which can conceive only of gross matter, visible and tangible. Yet science begins to talk of mind-stuff, or soul-substance, in reality that ethereal substance which ranks next to dense matter, and which it wears as an external, more hardened shell. For there is space within space. Once realizing the existence of an inner world, we shall find that all our ideas concerning space, time, and every particular of our existence, and the world we live in must become entirely revolutionized.

The idea that what we call disembodied beings actually inhabit bodies made of a subtle, invisible substance in a world perfectly suited to their needs is beyond the grasp of ordinary understanding, which can only imagine physical matter that is visible and touchable. However, science is starting to discuss mind-stuff or soul-substance, which is essentially that ethereal substance that exists just above dense matter and acts as an external, more solid shell. There is space within space. Once we recognize the existence of an inner world, we will discover that all our concepts of space, time, and every detail of our existence and the world we inhabit must be completely transformed.

The principal source of knowledge which has been opened in modern times concerning the next state of existence has revealed itself in a manner homogeneous to itself. It has come by an interior method—a revelation from within acting upon the without. The inner world, although always acting upon and through its[Pg 220] external covering, in a hidden or veiled way, as from an inscrutable cause, has manifested itself in a manner more overt and cognizable by the bodily senses of man. At least that which has usually been termed, with more or less awe, the supernatural, the ghostly, has impinged upon the mental incrassation of sensual man as a thing to be reckoned with in daily life; no longer to be relegated to the region of vague darkness d'outre tombe. Hence the human mind is being awakened to study and dive into the depths of that life within life, wherein dwell the disembodied, the so-called dead, the angels, and, per contra, the devils. Those hidden aerial and ethereal regions, wherein the souls of things, and beings, draw life from the bosom of nature; wherein they find their active habitat; wherein nature keeps a store of objects more wonderful, and infinitely more varied, than serve for her regions of dense matter; wherein man can discern the occult causes and beginnings of all things, even of his own thoughts; and whereupon he learns, at length, that he possesses the power of projecting by thought-creation forms more or less endued with life and intelligence, which compose his mental world, and with which he, as it were, "peoples space." He finds the sphere of his responsibilities immensely enlarged by this new knowledge, of which he is taking the first honeyed sips, delighted with the self-importance which the heretofore unsuspected power of diving into the unseen seems to bestow. If hitherto he has had to hold himself responsible for the consequences of his external actions, that they should not militate against the order of society as regards the laws of morality and virtue, he has at least acted upon the impression that[Pg 221] his secret thoughts were his own, and remained with him, affecting no one but himself; were incognizable in their veiled chambers, and of which it was not necessary to take any notice; the transitory, evanescent, spontaneous workings of mind, unknown and inscrutable, which begin and end like the flight of a bird, whence coming and where going it is impossible to know.

The main source of knowledge that's become available in modern times about the next stage of existence has revealed itself consistently. It has come through an internal process—an insight from within affecting the outside world. The inner world, though it always interacts with its[Pg 220] external layer in a hidden way, has shown itself in a way that is more apparent and understandable to human senses. At least what has often been referred to, with varying levels of reverence, as the supernatural or ghostly, has made an impact on the sensory experiences of humans, becoming something to acknowledge in everyday life instead of being pushed into the vague shadows of d'outre tombe. Because of this, human minds are waking up to explore and delve into the deeper realities of that life within life, where the disembodied, the so-called dead, the angels, and, on the other hand, the devils reside. Those hidden aerial and ethereal spaces, where the souls of things and beings draw life from nature’s core; where they find their active habitat; where nature stores objects that are far more amazing and infinitely more varied than what exists in the realm of dense matter; where humans can perceive the hidden causes and origins of all things, even their own thoughts; and where they ultimately realize they have the ability to project thought-created forms that are more or less endowed with life and intelligence, filling their mental world and effectively "populating space." He discovers that his responsibilities greatly expand with this new knowledge, of which he is just beginning to take the first sweet tastes, pleased with the importance bestowed by the previously unseen power to explore the hidden realms. If until now he has felt accountable for the outcomes of his external actions, ensuring they align with moral and virtuous societal laws, he at least believed that[Pg 221] his secret thoughts were private and only affected himself; they were hidden in their veiled spaces and did not require any attention; the fleeting, momentary, spontaneous functions of the mind, unknown and inscrutable, starting and ending like the flight of a bird, from where it comes and where it goes is impossible to tell.

By the first faint gleams of the light of hidden wisdom, which are beginning to dawn upon his mind, he now perceives that responsibility does not end upon the plane of earth, but extends into the aerial regions of that inner world where his thoughts are no longer secret, and where they affect the astral currents, acting for the good or detriment of others to almost infinite extent; that he may act upon the ambient atmospheres, not only of the outer but inner planes of life, like a plant of poisonous exhalations, if his thoughts be not pure and good; peopling unseen space with the outcome of a debased mind, in the shape of hideous and maleficent creatures. He becomes responsible, therefore, for the consequences of his mental actions and thought-life, as well as those actions carefully prepared to pass unchallenged before this world's gaze.

By the first faint hints of hidden wisdom starting to light up his mind, he now realizes that responsibility doesn’t just stop at the earthly level but extends into the unseen areas of that inner world where his thoughts are no longer private, and where they influence the astral currents, affecting others for better or worse in ways that can be almost limitless; that he can impact the surrounding atmospheres, not just in the outer world but in the inner planes of existence, like a plant releasing toxic fumes if his thoughts aren't pure and good; filling unseen space with the results of a corrupted mind, in the form of ugly and harmful beings. He becomes responsible, therefore, for the outcomes of his mental actions and thought processes, as well as for those actions that are carefully prepared to go unnoticed before this world's eyes.

Diving into the unseen by the light of the new spiritual knowledge now radiating into all minds, we learn that there are three degrees of life in man, the material, the aerial, and the ethereal, corresponding to body, soul, and spirit; and that there are three corresponding planes of existence inhabited by beings suited to them.

Diving into the unknown with the new spiritual insights now shining into all minds, we discover that there are three levels of life in humans: the material, the aerial, and the ethereal, which correspond to the body, soul, and spirit; and that there are three matching dimensions of existence filled with beings suited for them.

The subject of our paper will limit us at present to the aerial, or soul-plane—the next contiguous, or astral world. The beings that more especially live in this[Pg 222] realm of the soul, have by common consent been termed elementals. Nature in illimitable space teems with life in forms ethereal, evanescent as thought itself, or more objectively condensed and solidified, according to the inherent attraction which holds them together; enduring according to the force, energy, or power which gave them birth; intelligent, or non-intelligent, from the same source, which is mental. These spirits of the soul-world are possessed of aerial bodies, and their world has its own firmament, its own atmosphere and conditions of existence, its own objects, scenes, habitations. Yet their world and the world of man intermingle, interpenetrate, and "throw their shadows upon each other," says Paracelsus. Again, he says: "As there are in our world water and fire, harmonies and contrasts, visible bodies and invisible essences, likewise these beings are varied in their constitution, and have their own peculiarities, for which human beings have no comprehension."

The topic of our paper will currently limit us to the aerial or soul-plane—the next closest astral world. The beings that particularly inhabit this[Pg 222] realm of the soul are commonly referred to as elementals. Nature is filled with life in forms that are ethereal, as fleeting as thought itself, or more physically solidified, depending on the natural forces that bind them. They endure based on the energy or power that created them, and can be intelligent or non-intelligent, all stemming from a mental source. These spirits of the soul-world possess aerial bodies, and their world has its own sky, atmosphere, and conditions for existence, along with its own objects, scenes, and dwellings. Yet, their world and the human world intertwine, overlap, and "cast shadows upon each other," as Paracelsus says. He also notes: "Just as our world has water and fire, harmonies and contrasts, visible forms and invisible essences, these beings vary in their make-up and have their own distinct features that humans cannot fully understand."

Matter, as known to men in bodies, is seen and felt by means of the physical senses; but to beings not provided with such senses, the things of our world are as invisible and intangible as things of more ethereal substance are to our grosser senses. Elementals which find their habitat in the interior of the earth's shell, usually called gnomes, are not conscious of the density of the element of earth as we perceive it; but breathe in a free atmosphere, and behold objects of which we cannot form the remotest conception. In like manner exist the undines in water, sylphs in air, and salamanders in fire. The elementals of the air, sylphs, are said to be friendly towards man; those of the water, undines, are malicious. The salamanders can, but rarely do, associate with man,[Pg 223] "on account of the fiery nature of the element they inhabit." The pigmies (gnomes) are friendly; but as they are the guardians of treasure they usually oppose the approach of man, baffling by many mysterious arts the selfish greed of seekers for buried wealth. We, however, read of their alluring miners either by stroke of pick, or hammer, or by floating lights to the best mineral "leads." Paracelsus says of these subterranean elementals that they build houses, vaults, and strange-looking edifices of certain immaterial substances unknown to us. "They have some kind of alabaster, marble, cement, etc., but these substances are as different from ours as the web of a spider is different from our linen."

Matter, as we understand it in physical bodies, is experienced through our senses; however, for beings that lack these senses, our world’s objects are just as invisible and intangible as more ethereal substances are to our coarser senses. Elementals that live in the inner shell of the earth, commonly referred to as gnomes, do not perceive the density of the earth as we do; instead, they exist in a free atmosphere and see things that we can't even imagine. Similarly, undines exist in water, sylphs in air, and salamanders in fire. Sylphs, the air elementals, are said to be friendly toward humans, while the water elementals, undines, are known to be malicious. Salamanders can associate with humans, but rarely do, [Pg 223] due to the fiery nature of their element. The gnomes are friendly, but since they guard treasures, they typically resist human intrusion, using various mysterious means to thwart the greedy seekers of hidden wealth. We hear of their enticing miners either through the sound of picks or hammers, or by glowing lights guiding the way to rich mineral deposits. Paracelsus mentioned these underground elementals build houses, vaults, and strange structures from certain immaterial materials that are unknown to us. "They have something like alabaster, marble, cement, etc., but these materials are as different from ours as a spider's web is from our linen."

These inhabitants of the elements, or "nature-spirits," may, or may not be, conscious of the existence of man; oftentimes feeling him merely as a force which propels, or arrests them; for by his will and by his thought, he acts upon the astral currents of the aerial world in which they live; and by the use of his hands he sways the material elements of earth, fire, and water wherein they are established. They perceive the soul-essence of man with its "currents and forms," and they also are capable of reading such thoughts as do not spiritually transcend their powers of discernment. They perceive the states of feeling and emotions of men by the "colors and impressions produced in their auras," and may thus irresistibly be drawn into overt action upon man's plane of life. They are the invisible stone-throwers we hear of so frequently, supposed to be human spirits; the perpetrators of mischief, such as destruction of property in the habitations of men, noises, and mysterious nocturnal annoyances.[Pg 224]

These beings of nature, or "nature-spirits," might or might not be aware of humans; often they feel us merely as a force that pushes or stops them. Through our will and thoughts, we influence the astral currents of the aerial world where they live, and by using our hands, we manipulate the elements of earth, fire, and water that they inhabit. They can sense the soul-essence of humans with its "currents and forms," and they can also pick up on thoughts that don’t exceed their ability to understand. They recognize human feelings and emotions through the "colors and impressions produced in their auras," which can draw them into taking action in our world. They are the invisible stone-throwers we often hear about, thought to be human spirits; the ones causing trouble like property damage, noises, and mysterious disturbances at night.[Pg 224]

Of all writers upon occult subjects to whose works we have as yet gained access, Paracelsus throws the greatest light upon these tricky sprites celebrated in the realm of poesy, and inhabiting that disputed land popularly termed fairydom. From open vision, and that wonderful insight of the master or adept into the secrets of nature, Paracelsus is able to give us the most positive information concerning their bodily formation, the nature of their existence, and other extraordinary particulars, which proves that he has actually seen and observed them, and doubtless also employed them as the obedient servants of his purified will; a power into which the spiritual man ascends by a species of right, when he has thrown off, or conquered, the thraldom of matter in his own body, and stands open-eyed at "the portals of his deep within."

Of all the writers on occult topics whose works we’ve been able to access, Paracelsus sheds the most light on those tricky spirits made famous in poetry, living in that debated realm commonly known as fairydom. Through clear vision and that amazing insight of the master or expert into nature’s secrets, Paracelsus can provide us with solid information about their physical forms, the nature of their existence, and other remarkable details, which shows that he has actually seen and observed them, and likely also used them as willing servants of his refined will; a power that the spiritual person achieves as a form of right, once they have shed or overcome the bondage of matter in their own body, standing wide-eyed at "the portals of his deep within."

We will quote certain extracts from the pages of this wonderful interpreter of nature. "There are two kinds of flesh. One that comes from Adam, and another that does not come from Adam. The former is gross material, visible and tangible for us; the other one is not tangible and not made from earth. If a man who is a descendant from Adam wants to pass through a wall, he will have first to make a hole through it; but a being who is not descended from Adam needs no hole nor door, but may pass through matter that appears solid to us without causing any damage to it. The beings not descended from Adam, as well as those descended from him, are organized and have substantial bodies; but there is as much difference between the substance composing their bodies as there is between matter and spirit. Yet the elementals are not spirits, because they have[Pg 225] flesh, blood, and bones; they live and propagate offspring; they eat and talk, act and sleep, etc., and consequently they cannot be properly called spirits. They are beings occupying a place between man and spirits, resembling men and women in their organization and form, and resembling spirits in the rapidity of their locomotion. They are intermediary beings or composita, formed out of two parts joined into one; just as two colors mixed together will appear as one color, resembling neither one nor the other of the two original ones. The elementals have no higher principles; they are therefore not immortal, and when they die they perish like animals. Neither water nor fire can injure them, and they cannot be locked up in our material prisons. They are, however, subject to diseases. Their costumes, actions, forms, ways of speaking, etc., are not very unlike those of human beings; but there are a great many varieties. They have only animal intellects, and are incapable of spiritual development."

We will quote some passages from the pages of this amazing interpreter of nature. "There are two types of flesh. One that comes from Adam, and another that doesn’t come from Adam. The first is coarse material, visible and tangible to us; the other is intangible and not made from earth. If a man descended from Adam wants to pass through a wall, he first has to make a hole in it; but a being not descended from Adam doesn’t need a hole or a door; they can pass through matter that appears solid to us without causing any harm to it. Beings not descended from Adam, as well as those who are, are organized and have substantial bodies; but there’s as much difference between the substance of their bodies as there is between matter and spirit. However, the elementals are not spirits because they have[Pg 225] flesh, blood, and bones; they live and reproduce; they eat, talk, act, and sleep, etc., and therefore can’t be properly called spirits. They are beings that occupy a space between humans and spirits, resembling men and women in their structure and form, and resembling spirits in the speed of their movement. They are intermediary beings or composites, formed from two parts joined together; just like two colors mixed will appear as one color, resembling neither of the two original colors. The elementals don’t have higher principles; they are not immortal, and when they die, they cease to exist like animals. Neither water nor fire can harm them, and they cannot be confined in our physical prisons. However, they are subject to diseases. Their clothing, actions, forms, ways of speaking, etc., are quite similar to those of humans; but there are many varieties. They possess only animal-like intellects and are incapable of spiritual development."

In saying the elementals have "no higher principles," and "When they die they perish like animals," Paracelsus does not stop to explain that the higher principles in them are absolutely latent, as in plants; and that animals in "perishing" are not destroyed, but the psychical or soul-part of the animal passes, by the processes of evolution, into higher forms.

In saying the elementals have "no higher principles" and "when they die they perish like animals," Paracelsus doesn’t explain that their higher principles are completely dormant, just like in plants; and that when animals "perish," they aren’t actually destroyed, but the psychological or soul aspect of the animal evolves into higher forms.

"Each species moves only in the element to which it belongs, and neither of them can go out of its appropriate element, which is to them as the air is to us, or the water to fishes; and none of them can live in the element belonging to another class. To each elemental being the element in which it lives is transparent, invisible,[Pg 226] and respirable, as the atmosphere is to ourselves."

"Each species only exists in the environment it’s suited for, and none can leave their natural habitat, just like the air is for us or water for fish; and none can survive in the habitat of another class. For every elemental being, the environment they live in is clear, invisible,[Pg 226] and breathable, just like the atmosphere is for us."

"As far as the personalities of the elementals are concerned, it may be said that those belonging to the element of water resemble human beings of either sex; those of the air are greater and stronger; the salamanders are long, lean, and dry; the pigmies (gnomes) are the length of about two spans, but they may extend or elongate their forms until they appear like giants.

"As for the personalities of the elementals, it's said that those associated with water are similar to humans of either gender; those of the air are larger and more powerful; the salamanders are long, lean, and dry; the pigmies (gnomes) are about two spans tall, but they can stretch or elongate their bodies until they look like giants."

"Nymphs (undines, or naiads) have their residences and palaces in the element of water; sylphs and salamanders have no fixed dwellings. Salamanders have been seen in the shape of fiery balls, or tongues of fire running over the fields or appearing in houses;" or at psychical séances as starry lights, darting and dancing about.

"Nymphs (undines or naiads) live in the water; sylphs and salamanders don’t have permanent homes. Salamanders have been spotted as glowing balls of fire or flames running across fields or showing up in homes, or at psychic séances as twinkling lights, darting and dancing around."

"There are certain localities where large numbers of elementals live together, and it has occurred that a man has been admitted into their communities and lived with them for a while, and that they have become visible and tangible to him."

"There are certain places where many elementals coexist, and it has happened that a person has been welcomed into their communities and lived among them for a time, during which they became visible and tangible to him."

Poets, in their moments of exaltation, have an unconscious soul-vision before which nature's invisible worlds lie like an open volume, and they translate her secrets into language of mystic meanings whose harmonies are re-interpreted by sympathetic minds. The poet Hogg, in his Rapture of Kilmeny, would seem to have had a vision of some such visit as that described above, into the fairyland of pure, peaceful elementals.

Poets, in their moments of ecstasy, have an instinctive vision that reveals nature's hidden worlds like an open book, and they express her secrets in a language filled with mystical meanings, which are interpreted by empathetic minds. The poet Hogg, in his Rapture of Kilmeny, seems to have experienced a vision similar to the one described above, entering the fairyland of pure, peaceful elementals.

"Bonny Kilmeny gaed up the glen"—and is represented as having fallen asleep. During this sleep she is transported to "a far countrye," whose gentle, lovely inhabitants receive her with delight. The following[Pg 227] lines reveal the poet's power of inner vision, as will be seen by the words italicized. They are in wonderful accord with the descriptions given by Paracelsus from the actual observation of a conscious seer:

"Bonny Kilmeny went up the glen"—and is described as having fallen asleep. During this sleep, she is taken to "a far country," where the kind, beautiful inhabitants welcome her with joy. The following[Pg 227] lines show the poet's amazing ability to see within, evident in the italicized words. They align beautifully with the descriptions provided by Paracelsus based on the actual observations of a conscious seer:

"They carried Kilmeny and took her away,
And she walked in the light of a sunless day; The sky was a dome of crystal bright,
The fountain of vision and fountain of light; The emerald fields shone brightly,
And the everlasting flowers."

It needs but a brushing away of the films of flesh, which occurs in moments of rapt inspiration, for the soul, escaping from its prison-house, to revel in the innocent, peaceful scenes of its own inner world, and give a true description of what it beholds. The inner meanings of things, the symbolical correspondences are revealed in a flash of light, and the poet-soul becomes revelator and prophet all in one. He sets it down to imagination and fancy, when he returns into his normal state, and it is what we call "a flight of genius"—the power of the soul to enter its own appropriate world. Certainly les ames de boue have no such power. It is, however, a proof that world exists, if we will but understand it aright.

It just takes a moment of inspiration to brush away the layers of reality, allowing the soul to break free from its constraints and enjoy the innocent, peaceful scenes of its inner world, providing an accurate description of what it sees. The deeper meanings of things and their symbolic connections are revealed in an instant, and the poet's soul becomes both a revealer and a prophet. When he returns to his usual state, he attributes it to imagination and creativity, and it's what we refer to as "a flight of genius"—the ability of the soul to enter its true realm. Certainly, the "muddy souls" lack such power. However, it's a "proof that the world exists" if we can just understand it correctly.

There has never existed a poet with a truer conception of "elemental" life than Shakespeare. What more exquisite creation of the poet's fancy, which might be every word of it true, for in no particular does it surpass the truth, than that of Ariel, whom the "foul witch Sycorax," "by help of her more potent ministers, and[Pg 228] in her most unmitigable rage," did confine "into a cloven pine;" for Ariel, the good elemental, was "a spirit too delicate to act her earthly and abhorred commands." When Prospero, the Adept and White Magician, arrived upon the scene, by his superior art he liberated the delicate Ariel, who afterwards becomes his ministering servant for good, not for evil.

There has never been a poet with a truer understanding of "elemental" life than Shakespeare. What more beautiful creation of the poet's imagination, which might be every word of it true, for it surpasses no truth, than that of Ariel, whom the "foul witch Sycorax," "with the help of her more powerful agents, and[Pg 228] in her most unrelenting rage," trapped "into a split pine;" for Ariel, the good elemental, was "a spirit too fragile to carry out her earthly and detested orders." When Prospero, the Expert and White Magician, came into the picture, he used his superior skills to free the delicate Ariel, who later becomes his obedient servant for good, not for evil.

In the Midsummer Night's Dream, Titania transports a human child into her elemental world, where she keeps him with so jealous a love as to refuse to yield him even to her "fairy lord," as Puck calls him. Puck himself is almost as exquisite a realization of elemental life as Ariel. As Shakespeare unfolds the lovely, innocent tale of the occupations, sports and pranks of this aerial people, he introduces us to the elementals of his own beautiful thought world; and, although indulging in the "sports of fancy," there is so broad a foundation of truth, that, being enlightened by the revelations of Paracelsus, we no longer think we are merely entertained by the poetical inventions of a master of his art, but may well believe we have been witnesses of a charming reality beheld through the "rift in the veil" of the poet's unconscious inner sight. Indeed, one of the tenets of occult science is that there is nothing on earth, nor that the mind of man can conceive, which is not already existent in the unseen world.

In A Midsummer Night's Dream, Titania brings a human child into her magical realm, where she keeps him with such intense love that she refuses to give him up even to her "fairy lord," as Puck calls him. Puck himself is almost as perfect a representation of elemental life as Ariel. As Shakespeare tells the beautiful, innocent story of the activities, games, and pranks of this fairy world, he introduces us to the elementals of his own imaginative universe. Although he plays with "fancy," there’s such a strong foundation of truth that, enlightened by the insights of Paracelsus, we no longer feel we are just entertained by the poetic creations of a master, but rather believe we have witnessed a delightful reality seen through the "rift in the veil" of the poet's deeper understanding. In fact, one of the principles of occult science is that nothing on earth, nor anything the human mind can imagine, exists that isn't already present in the unseen world.

We reflect in the translucence, or diaphane of our mental world those concrete images of things which we attract by the irresistible magnetism of desire working through the thought. It is a spontaneous, unconscious mental process with us; but there is no reason why it should not become a perfectly conscious process[Pg 229] regulated by a divine wisdom to functions of harmony with nature's laws, and to productions of beauty and beneficence for the good of the whole world. As the world is the concreted emanation of divine thought, so it is by thought that man, the microcosm, creates upon his petty, finite plane. Given the desire—even if it be only as the lightest breath of a summer zephyr upon the sleeping bosom of the ocean, scarcely ruffling its surface—it becomes a center of attraction for suitable molecules of thought-substance floating in space, which immediately "agglomerate round the idea proceeding to reveal itself," by means of clothing itself in substance. By these silent processes in the invisible world wherein our souls draw the breath of life, we form our mental world, our personal character, even our very physical bodies. The perisprit, or astral body, the vehicle for formless spirit, is essentially builded up from the mental life, and grows by the accretion of those atoms or molecules of thought-substance which are assimilable by the mind. Hence a good man, a man of lofty aspirations, forms, as the nearest external clothing of his inner spirit, a beautiful soul-body, which irradiates through and beautifies the physical body. The man of low and groveling mind will, on the contrary, attract the depraved and poisoned substances of the lower astral world; the malarial emanations thrown off by other equally depraved beings, by which his mind becomes embruted, his soul diseased, whilst his physical form presents in a concrete image the ugliness of his inner nature. Such a man never ascends above the dense, mephitic vapors of the sin-laden world, nor takes into his soul the slightest breath of pure, vitalizing air. He is diseased by[Pg 230] invisible astral microbes, being most effectually self-inoculated with them by the operation of desires which never transcend the earth. Did we lift the veil which shrouds from mortal sight the elemental world of such a moral pervert, we should behold a world teeming with hideous forms, and as actively working as the bacteria of fermentation revealed by a powerful microscope, elementals of destruction, death, and decay, which must pass out into other forms for the purification of the spiritual atmosphere; creatures produced by the man's own thoughts, living upon and in him, and reflecting, like mirrors, his hideousness back again to himself. It is from the presence of innumerable foci of evil of this kind that the world is befouled, and the moral atmosphere of our planet tainted. They emit poisoned astral currents, from which none are safe but those who are in the positive condition of perfect moral health.

We see reflected in the clarity, or diaphane, of our mental world those concrete images of things that we attract through the irresistible pull of desire working through thought. This is a spontaneous, unconscious mental process for us; however, there's no reason it couldn't become a fully conscious process[Pg 229] guided by a divine wisdom that aligns with nature's laws, producing beauty and goodness for the benefit of the whole world. Just as the world is the concrete manifestation of divine thought, man, the microcosm, creates on his small, finite plane through thought. With desire—even if it feels just like the lightest breath of a summer breeze on the calm surface of the ocean—it becomes a center of attraction for suitable particles of thought substance floating in space, which quickly "gather around the idea about to reveal itself," by means of enveloping it in substance. Through these quiet processes in the invisible world where our souls draw the breath of life, we shape our mental world, our personal character, and even our physical bodies. The perisprit, or astral body, the vehicle for formless spirit, is fundamentally built from mental life and grows by gathering those atoms or particles of thought substance that the mind can assimilate. Therefore, a good person, someone with high aspirations, forms, as the closest external covering of their inner spirit, a beautiful soul-body that shines through and enhances the physical body. In contrast, a person with a low and base mindset will attract the corrupt and toxic substances of the lower astral world; the harmful energies produced by other equally degraded beings that lead to a corrupted mind, a sick soul, and a physical form that grotesquely mirrors their inner nature. Such a person never rises above the thick, toxic fumes of a sinful world, nor does their soul take in even a whiff of pure, revitalizing air. They are afflicted by[Pg 230] invisible astral microbes, effectively self-inflicted with them due to desires that are forever tied to the earth. If we could lift the veil masking the elemental world of such a moral deviant, we would see a realm full of hideous forms, actively working like the bacteria of fermentation revealed by a powerful microscope, elementals of destruction, death, and decay that must transition into other forms to cleanse the spiritual atmosphere; beings created by the man's own thoughts, living within him and reflecting, like mirrors, his ugliness back to him. This presence of countless sources of such evil is what muddies the world and taints the moral atmosphere of our planet. They emit toxic astral currents, leaving only those in a positive state of perfect moral health safe from their effects.

From the fountain of life we draw in the materials of life, and become, upon our lower plane, other living fountains, which from liberty of choice, and freedom of will, have the power of so muddying the pure stream, that in its turbidness and foulness it becomes death instead of life, and produces hell instead of heaven. When we, by self-purification, and that constant mental discipline which trains us upwards, clinging to our highest ideal by the tendrils of faith, and love, and continual aspiration, as the vine would cling to a rock—have eliminated all that is impure in our thought world, we become fountains of life, and make our own heavens, wherein are reflected only images of divine beauty. The whole elemental world on our immediate astral plane becomes gradually transformed during the progress[Pg 231] of our evolution into the higher spiritual grades of being. And as humanity en masse advances, throwing off the moral and spiritual deformity of the selfish, ignorant ego, the astral atmospheres belonging to our planet world become filled with elementals of a peaceful, loving character, of beautiful forms, and of beneficent influences. The currents of evil force which now act with a continually jarring effect upon those striving to maintain the equilibrium of harmony with nature upon the side of good, would cease. That depression, agitation, and distress which now, from inscrutable causes, assail minds otherwise rejoicing in an innocent happiness, forewarning them of some impending calamity, or of some evil presence it seems impossible to shake off, would become unknown. The horrible demons of war, with which humanity, in its sinful state of separateness, is continually threatening itself—as if the members of one body were self-opposed, and revolting from that state of agreement that can alone ensure the well-being of the whole—would no longer be held, like ravenous bloodhounds chafing against their leashes, ready to spring, at a word, upon their hellish work; but they will have passed away, like other hideous deformities of evil; and the serene astral atmospheres would no longer reflect ideas of cruel wrongs to fellow-beings, revenge, lust of power, injustice, and ruthless hatred. We are taught that around an "idea" agglomerate the suitable molecules of soul-substance—"Monads," as Leibnitz terms them, until a concrete form stands created, the production of a mind, or minds. All the hideous man-created beings, powers or forces, which now act like ravaging pestilences and storms in[Pg 232] the astral atmospheres of our planet will have disappeared like the monstrous phantoms of a frightful dream, when the whole of humanity has progressed into a state of higher spiritual evolution. It is well to reflect that each individual, however humble and apparently insignificant his position in the great human family, can aid by his life, by the silent emanation of his pure and wise thoughts, as well as by his active labors for humanity, in bringing nearer this halcyon period of peace, harmony, and purity—that millennium, in short, we are all looking forward to, as a dream we can never hope to see realized.

From the fountain of life, we draw the essentials of our existence and become, on our lower level, other living fountains. With the freedom of choice and will, we have the ability to muddy the pure stream so much that it turns into death instead of life, creating hell instead of heaven. When we engage in self-purification and keep up constant mental training that elevates us, holding on to our highest ideal with faith, love, and ongoing aspiration—like a vine clinging to a rock—we can eliminate all impurities from our thoughts. This transformation allows us to become fountains of life and create our own heavens, where only images of divine beauty are reflected. The entire elemental world on our immediate astral plane gradually changes during our evolution into higher spiritual states. As humanity as a whole moves forward,

In Man: Fragments of Forgotten History, we read: "Violence was the most baneful manifestation of man's spiritual decadence, and it rebounded upon him from the elemental beings, whom it was his duty to develop"—those sub-mundanes, towards whom man is now learning that he incurs responsibilities of which he is at present utterly unconscious, but of which he will indubitably become more and more aware as he ascends the ladder of spiritual evolution.

In Man: Fragments of Forgotten History, we read: "Violence was the most harmful sign of man's spiritual decline, and it came back to him from the elemental beings, which it was his responsibility to nurture"—those sub-mundanes, towards whom man is now realizing that he has responsibilities of which he is currently completely unaware, but he will undoubtedly become more and more aware of as he rises in spiritual evolution.

To continue our extract from Fragments. "When this duty was ignored, and the separation of interests was accentuated, the natural man forcibly realized an antagonism with the elemental spirits. As violence increased in man, these spirits waxed strong in their way, and, true to their natures, which had been outraged by the neglect of those who were in a sense their guardians, they automatically responded with resentment. No longer could man rely upon the power of love or harmony to guide others, because he himself had ceased to be impelled solely by its influence; distrust[Pg 233] had marred the symmetry of his inner self, and beings who could not perceive but only receive impressions projected towards them, quickly adapted themselves to the altered conditions." (Elementals as forces, respond to forces, or are swayed by them; man, as a superior force, acts upon them, therefore, injuriously, or beneficially, and they in their turn, poisoned by his baleful influence, when he is depraved, become injurious forces to him by the laws of reaction.) "At once nature itself took on the changed expression; and where all before was gladness and freshness there were now indications of sorrow and decay. Atmospheric influences hitherto unrecognized began to be noted; there was felt a chill in the morning, a dearth of magnetic heat at noon-tide, and a universal deadness at the approach of night, which began to be looked upon with alarm. For a change in the object must accompany every change in the subject. Until this point was reached there was nothing to make man afraid of himself and his surroundings.

To continue our extract from Fragments. "When this responsibility was ignored, and the divide in interests became more pronounced, humanity began to feel a conflict with the elemental spirits. As human violence increased, these spirits grew stronger in their own way, and true to their nature, which had been disrespected by those who were meant to protect them, they instinctively reacted with anger. Man could no longer depend on love or harmony to guide others, because he himself had stopped being influenced solely by it; distrust[Pg 233] had disrupted the balance of his inner self, and beings who could not perceive but only receive impressions projected towards them, quickly adapted to the changed circumstances." (Elementals as forces respond to forces, or are influenced by them; man, as a stronger force, acts upon them, thus, detrimentally or positively, and they in turn, affected by his negative influence, when he is corrupt, become harmful forces to him according to the laws of reaction.) "Immediately, nature itself reflected this change; where there was once joy and vitality, there were now signs of sadness and decay. Atmospheric influences that had previously gone unnoticed began to be acknowledged; a chill was felt in the morning, a lack of magnetic warmth at noon, and a pervasive stillness at night, which started to cause concern. For a change in the external world must accompany every change within. Until this point, there was nothing to make humans fear themselves or their environment."

"And as he plunged deeper and deeper into matter, he lost his consciousness of the subtler forms of existence, and attributed all the antagonism he experienced to unknown causes. The conflict continued to wax stronger, and, in consequence of his ignorance, man fell a readier victim. There were exceptions among the race then, as there are now, whose finer perceptive faculties outgrew, or kept ahead, of the advancing materialization; and they alone, in course of events, could feel and recognize the influences of these earliest progeny of the earth.[Pg 234]

"And as he dove deeper and deeper into the physical world, he lost awareness of the more subtle forms of existence and blamed all the conflict he faced on unknown causes. The struggle continued to intensify, and due to his ignorance, humanity became an easier target. There were exceptions within the human race then, as there are now, whose more refined perceptive abilities either grew or stayed ahead of the increasing material focus; and they alone, over time, could feel and recognize the influences of these earliest ancestors of the earth.[Pg 234]

"Time came when an occasional appearance was viewed with alarm, and was thought to be an omen of evil. Recognizing this fear on the part of man, the elementals ultimately came to realize for him the dangers he apprehended, and they banded together to terrify him." (They reflected back to him his own fears in a concrete form, sufficiently intelligent, perhaps, to take some malicious pleasure in it, for man in propelling into space a force of any kind is met by a reactionary force, which seems to give exactly what his mind foreshadowed. In the negative coldness of fear, he lays himself open to infesting molecules or atoms which paralyze life, and he falls a victim to his own lack of faith, cheerful courage and hope.) "They found strong allies in an order of existence which was generated when physical death made its appearance" (i.e., elementaries, or shells); "and their combined forces began to manifest themselves at night, for which man had a dread as being the enemy of his protector, the sun.[19]

"Eventually, when an occasional sighting was treated with fear and believed to be a sign of bad things to come. Acknowledging this fear in people, the elementals came to understand the dangers he sensed and banded together to frighten him." (They reflected his own fears back at him in a tangible way, possibly taking some malicious pleasure in it, because when a person sends out a force into the universe, it meets with an equal and opposite reaction that seems to manifest exactly what his mind predicts. In the chilly grip of fear, he opens himself to invading molecules or atoms that can paralyze life, and he becomes a victim of his own lack of faith, joyful courage, and hope.) "They found strong allies in a realm of existence created when physical death occurred" (i.e., elementaries, or shells); "and their combined forces began to show themselves at night, which people feared as it was seen as the enemy of their protector, the sun.[19]

"The elementaries galvanized into activity by the elemental beings began to appear to man under as many varieties of shape as his hopes and fears allowed. And as his ignorance of things spiritual became denser, these agencies brought in an influx of error, which accelerated his spiritual degeneration. Thus, it will be seen that man's neglect of his duty to the nature-spirits is the cause which has launched him into a sea of troubles, that has shipwrecked so many generations of his descendants. Famines, plagues, wars, and other catastrophes are not so disconnected with the agency of[Pg 235] nature-spirits as it might appear to the sceptical mind."[20]

"The elementary forces activated by the spiritual beings started to show themselves to people in as many forms as their hopes and fears allowed. As their understanding of spiritual matters grew weaker, these beings introduced a wave of confusion that sped up their spiritual decline. So, it's clear that humanity's disregard for their responsibility toward nature spirits is what has thrown them into a sea of troubles, causing the downfall of many generations. Famines, pandemics, wars, and other disasters are more connected to the influence of[Pg 235] nature spirits than the skeptical might think."[20]

It is therefore evident that the world of man exercises a controlling power over this invisible world of elementals. Even in the most remote and inaccessible haunts of nature, where we may imagine halcyon days of an innocent bliss elapsing in poetic peace and beauty for the more harmless of these irresponsible, evanescent offspring of nature's teeming bosom, they must inevitably, sooner or later, yield up their peaceful sovereignty to the greater monarch, man, who usually comes with a harsh and discordant influence, like the burning sirocco of the desert, like the overwhelming avalanche from the silent peaks of snow, or the earthquake, convulsing and tearing to atoms the beauty of gardens, palaces, cities. It is said that elementals die; it is presumable that at such times they die by myriads, when the whole surface of the earth becomes changed from the unavoidable passing away of nature's wildernesses, the peaceful homes of bird and beast, as the improving, commercial, money-grasping man—that contradiction of God, that industrious destroyer, who lives at war with beauty, peace, and goodness—appears upon the scene. These may be called poetical rhapsodies; yet poetry is, in a mysterious way, closely allied to that hidden truth which has its birth on the soul-plane, and the imagination of man is, according to Eliphas Lévi, a clairvoyant and magical faculty—"the wand of the magician."

It’s clear that humanity holds a dominating influence over the unseen world of elementals. Even in the most remote and unreachable places of nature, where we might picture serene days filled with innocent joy and beauty for the more harmless of these fleeting creations of nature’s abundant spirit, they must eventually, sooner or later, surrender their peaceful rule to the greater ruler, man, who often arrives with a harsh and jarring presence, like the scorching desert winds, like the powerful avalanches from the silent snow-capped mountains, or the earthquakes that violently tear apart the beauty of gardens, palaces, and cities. It’s said that elementals die; it’s likely that they die by the thousands when the entire surface of the earth is altered by the inevitable disappearance of nature’s wild places, the peaceful homes of birds and animals, as the ever-improving, money-driven human—that contradiction of God, that industrious destroyer, who exists in opposition to beauty, peace, and goodness—makes his entrance. These thoughts may seem poetic; yet poetry is, in a mysterious way, deeply connected to that hidden truth originating from the soul, and according to Eliphas Lévi, the human imagination is a clairvoyant and magical ability—“the wand of the magician.”

To speak of elementals dying, is to use a word which expresses for us change of condition; the passing from one sphere of life to another, or from one plane of[Pg 236] consciousness to another. This to the sensual man is "death." But there is no death—it is merely a passing from one phase of existence to another. Hence the elementals lose the forms they once held, changing their plane of consciousness, and appearing in other forms.

To talk about elementals dying means using a word that for us expresses change of condition; moving from one level of life to another, or from one level of [Pg 236] consciousness to another. To the physical person, this is "death." But there is no death—it’s just a transition from one phase of existence to another. So, the elementals shed the forms they used to have, shift their level of consciousness, and take on new forms.

We have shown somewhat of the mysterious way in which man acts upon these invisible denizens of his soul-world, and by which he incurs a certain responsibility. By the dynamic power of thought and will it is done—as everything is done. The elementals pushed by man, as by a superior force, off that equilibrium of harmony with pure, innocent nature, which they originally maintained when our planet was young, have been transformed into powers of evil, which man brings upon himself as retribution—the reaction of that force he ignorantly sets in motion when he breaks the beneficent laws of nature. Originally dependent upon him, and capable of aiding him in a thousand ways when he is wise and good, they have become his enemies, who thwart him at every turn, and guard the secrets of their abodes with none the less implacable sternness because they are probably only semi-conscious of the functions they perform. It is nature acting through them—the great cosmic consciousness, which forbids that desecrating footsteps shall invade the holy precincts of her stupendous life-secrets. But to the spiritual man—the god—these secrets open of themselves, like a hand laden with gifts, readily unclosing to a favorite and deserving child.

We have shown how mysteriously humans interact with the invisible aspects of their inner selves, and how this leads to a certain responsibility. It happens through the dynamic power of thought and will, just like everything else. The elementals, pushed by humans as if by a superior force, have deviated from the equilibrium of harmony with pure, innocent nature that they maintained when our planet was young. They have been transformed into forces of evil, which humans bring upon themselves as a consequence—the reaction to the force they unknowingly set in motion when they break nature’s beneficial laws. Initially dependent on humans and capable of helping them in countless ways when they act wisely and kindly, these elementals have turned into adversaries who obstruct them at every turn and fiercely protect the secrets of their domains, even if they are likely only semi-aware of their roles. It is nature working through them—the vast cosmic consciousness—which prohibits any disrespectful intrusion into the sacred areas of her immense life-secrets. But for the spiritual individual—the divine—these secrets effortlessly reveal themselves, like a hand full of gifts, opening up favorably to a beloved and deserving child.

Giving forth a current of evil, and sinking therefrom into a state of bestial ignorance, man has enveloped himself in clouds of darkness which assume monstrous[Pg 237] shapes threatening to overwhelm him. A wicked man is generally a coward because he lives in a state of perpetual dread of the reactionary effect of the evil forces he has set in motion. These are volumes of elemental forms banded together, and swaying like the thunder-clouds of a gathering storm.

Giving off a wave of evil and sinking into a state of animalistic ignorance, humans have wrapped themselves in clouds of darkness that take on monstrous[Pg 237] shapes, threatening to consume them. A wicked person is usually a coward because they are constantly afraid of the backlash from the evil forces they have unleashed. These are volumes of primal forms banded together, swaying like the storm clouds of an approaching storm.

To disperse these, his own spiritual mind must ray forth the light reflected from the source of light—omniscience. In the astral atmospheres of the spiritual man, there are no clouds, and fear is unknown. In the mental world of the innocent and pure, those are only forms of gracious beauty, as lovely as the shapes of nature's innocent embryons, which reveal themselves in the forests, the running streams, the floating breeze, and in company with the birds and flowers, to the clairvoyant sight of those nature-lovers before whom she withdraws her veils, communing with their souls by an intuitional speech which fills them with rapturous admiration. It is not only the learned scientist who may read nature's marvelous revelations; for she whispers them with maternal tenderness into the open ears of babes, where they remain ever safe from desecration, and are cherished as the soul's innocent delights in hours of isolation from the busy, jarring world.

To spread these, his spiritual mind must shine with the light reflected from the source of all knowledge—omniscience. In the spiritual person's astral atmosphere, there are no clouds, and fear doesn’t exist. In the pure and innocent mental world, there are only forms of graceful beauty, as lovely as the shapes of nature's innocent beginnings, which reveal themselves in the forests, flowing streams, gentle breezes, and alongside birds and flowers, to the clairvoyant eyes of nature lovers, before whom she lifts her veils, connecting with their souls through an intuitive language that fills them with overwhelming admiration. It’s not only the educated scientist who can interpret nature's incredible revelations; she shares them with maternal tenderness into the open ears of children, where they remain safe from harm and are treasured as the soul's innocent joys during moments of solitude from the busy, discordant world.

The spiritual soul is ever looking beneath nature's material veils for correspondences. Every natural object means something else to such penetrating vision—a vision which begins to be spontaneously exercised by the soul when it has fairly reached that stage of spiritual evolution; and to this silent exploration many a secret meaning reveals itself by object-pictures, which awaken reflection and inquiry as to the why and wherefore.[Pg 238] Thus the spiritual man drinks, as it were, from nature's own hand the pure waters of an inexhaustible spring—that occult knowledge which feeds his soul, and aids in forming for him a beautiful and powerful astral body. And nature becomes invested to his penetrating sight with a beauty she never wore before, and which the clay-blinded eyes of animal man can never behold. Such a man would enter the isolated haunts of the purer nature-spirits with gentle footsteps, and loving thoughts. To him the breeze is wafted wooingly, the streams whisper music, and everything wears an aspect of loving joyousness, and inviting confidence. Beside the rigid material forms, he sees their aromal counter-parts; everything is life; the very stones live, and have a consciousness suited to their state; and he feels as if every atom of his own body vibrated in unison with the living things about him—as if all were one flesh. To injure a single thing would be impossible to him. Such is the soul-condition of the perfect man, to whom evil has become impossible.

The spiritual soul is always looking beyond nature’s physical appearances for connections. Every natural object represents something deeper to this insightful vision—an insight that the soul begins to express naturally once it reaches a certain level of spiritual growth. Through this quiet exploration, many hidden meanings emerge through images that inspire reflection and questions about the reasons behind existence.[Pg 238] Thus, the spiritual person drinks, so to speak, from nature’s own hand the pure waters of an endless spring—that hidden knowledge which nourishes his soul and helps him develop a beautiful and powerful astral body. To him, nature reveals a beauty she has never shown before, one that the materially blinded eyes of ordinary humans cannot perceive. Such a person would enter the secluded realms of the more refined nature spirits with gentle steps and loving thoughts. To him, the breeze comes tenderly, the streams sing softly, and everything exudes an essence of joyful love and welcoming trust. Alongside the solid material forms, he perceives their aromatic counterparts; everything is alive; even the stones have life and a consciousness aligned with their state; and he feels as if every atom in his body is vibrating in harmony with the living beings around him—as if all were one flesh. Hurting even a single thing would be unthinkable to him. Such is the state of the perfect individual, for whom evil has become impossible.

An adept has written—"Every thought of man upon being evolved passes into another world and becomes an active entity by associating itself—coalescing, we might term it—with an elemental; that is to say, with one of the semi-intelligent forces of the kingdoms. It survives as an active intelligence—a creature of the mind's begetting—for a longer or shorter period, proportionate with the original intensity of the cerebral action which generated it. Thus, a good thought is perpetuated as an active, beneficent power, an evil one as a maleficent demon. And so man is continually peopling his current in space with the offspring of his[Pg 239] fancies, desires, impulses, and passions; a current which re-acts upon any sensitive or nervous organization which comes in contact with it, in proportion to its dynamic intensity. The adept evolves these shapes consciously, other men throw them off unconsciously."

An expert has written—"Every thought a person has, when formed, moves into another realm and becomes an active entity by linking up—let's say merging—with an elemental; meaning, with one of the semi-intelligent forces of nature. It exists as an active intelligence—a creation of the mind—for a varying length of time, depending on the strength of the original mental activity that produced it. Therefore, a positive thought endures as an active, beneficial force, while a negative one becomes a harmful spirit. Thus, people are constantly populating their current in space with the products of their[Pg 239] imaginations, desires, impulses, and emotions; a current which impacts any sensitive or nervous system it encounters, according to its intensity. The expert creates these forms intentionally, while others release them unconsciously."

Therefore, man must be held responsible not only for his outward actions, but his secret thoughts, by which he puts into existence irresponsible entities of more or less maleficent power, if his thoughts be of an evil nature. These are revelations of a deep and abstruse character; but would they have come at all if man had not reached that stage of evolution when it is necessary he should step up into his spiritual kingdom, and rule as a master over his lower self, and as a beneficent god over every department of unintelligent nature?

Therefore, people must be held accountable not just for what they do openly, but also for their hidden thoughts, which can create irresponsible forces of varying degrees of harmfulness if those thoughts are negative. These are insights of a profound and complex nature; but would they even be evident if humanity hadn't progressed to a point where it's essential to elevate into a spiritual realm, governing as a master over their lower self and as a positive influence over every aspect of unthinking nature?

We note the closing words of the adept's letter: "The adept evolves these shapes consciously, other men throw them off unconsciously." In the adept's soul-world then—the man who has ascended, by self-conquest primarily, into his spiritual kingdom, and who has graduated through years of probation and study in spiritual or occult science—i.e., the White Magician, the Son of God, the inheritor by spiritual evolution, of divinity—there would reign peace, happiness, beauty, order, absolute harmony with nature on the side of good. No discordant note, no deformed astral production to embarrass or obstruct the current of divine magnetism he emanates into space—the delicious, soul-purifying, healing, and uplifting aura which radiates from him as from a center of beneficence to the lower world of struggling humanity. The semi-intelligent forces of nature, the innocent nature spirits would in such a[Pg 240] soul-world, find an appropriate and harmonious habitat, clustering in waiting obedience upon the behests of a master whose every thought-breath would be as an uplifting life.

We note the closing words of the adept's letter: "The adept consciously shapes these forms, while others unconsciously let them go." In the adept's spiritual realm—the individual who has risen, primarily through self-discipline, into their spiritual domain, and who has graduated after years of testing and studying spiritual or occult knowledge—i.e., the White Magician, the Son of God, the one who has attained divinity through spiritual growth—there would exist peace, happiness, beauty, order, and total harmony with nature on the side of good. No discordant note, no distorted astral creation would interfere with or obstruct the flow of divine energy he projects into the universe—the beautiful, soul-cleansing, healing, and uplifting aura that radiates from him like a center of kindness to the struggling humanity below. The semi-intelligent forces of nature and the innocent spirits of nature would, in such a[Pg 240] spiritual realm, find a fitting and harmonious home, gathered in obedient anticipation of a master whose every thought would inspire life and upliftment.

To such a state and condition of complete harmony with God and nature must the truly perfect spiritual man ascend by evolution.

To reach a state of complete harmony with God and nature, the truly perfect spiritual person must evolve.

The Difference Between Elementals and Elementaries

From the similarity of the terms used to designate two classes of astral beings who are able to communicate with man, a certain confusion has arisen in the public mind, which it would be as well, perhaps, to aid in removing.

From the similarity of the terms used to refer to two types of astral beings that can communicate with humans, some confusion has developed in the public's understanding, which it might be helpful to clarify.

Elementals is a term applied to the nature spirits, the living existences which belong peculiarly to the elements they inhabit; "beings of the mysteria specialia," according to Paracelsus, "soul-forms, which will return into their chaos, and who are not capable of manifesting any higher spiritual activity because they do not possess the necessary kind of constitution in which an activity of a spiritual character can manifest itself.... Matter is connected with spirit by an intermediate principle which it receives from this spirit. This intermediate link between matter and spirit belongs to all the three kingdoms of nature. In the mineral kingdom it is called Stannar, or Trughat; in the vegetable kingdom,[Pg 241] Jaffas; and it forms in connection with the vital force of the vegetable kingdom, the Primum Ens, which possesses the highest medicinal properties.... In the animal kingdom, this semi-material body is called Evestrum, and in human beings it is called the Sidereal Man. Each living being is connected with the Macrocosmos and Microcosmos by means of this intermediate element of soul, belonging to the Mysterium Magnum from whence it has been received, and whose form and qualities are determined by the quality and quantity of the spiritual and material elements." From this we may infer that the Elementals, properly speaking, are the Soul-forms of the elements they inhabit—the activities and energies of the world-soul differentiated into forms, endowed with more or less consciousness and capacities for feeling, and hours of enjoyment, or pain. But these, never or rarely, entering any more deeply into dense matter than enabled so to do by their aerial invisible bodies, do not appear upon our gross physical plane otherwise than as forces, energies, or influences. Their soul-forms are the intermediate link between matter and spirit, resembling the soul-forms of animals and men, which also form this intermediate link, the difference being that the souls of animals and men have enveloped themselves in a casing of dense matter for the purposes of existence upon the more external planes of life. Consequently, after the death of the external bodies of men and animals, there remain astral remnants which undergo gradual disintegration in the astral atmospheres. These have been termed elementaries; i.e., "the astral corpses of the dead; the ethereal counterpart of the once living person, which will sooner or[Pg 242] later be decomposed into its astral elements, as the physical body is dissolved into the elements to which it belongs. The elementaries of good people have little cohesion and evaporate soon; those of wicked people may exist a long time; those of suicides, etc., have a life and consciousness of their own as long as a division of principles has not taken place. These are the most dangerous."

Elementals refers to the nature spirits, the living beings that are uniquely tied to the elements they inhabit; "beings of the mysteria specialia," as Paracelsus described them, "soul-forms that will return to their chaos and cannot manifest any higher spiritual activity because they lack the right constitution for such spiritual activity to occur.... Matter connects with spirit through an intermediate principle provided by this spirit. This intermediary link between matter and spirit is present in all three realms of nature. In the mineral realm, it’s called Stannar or Trughat; in the plant realm, [Pg 241] Jaffas; and in connection with the vital force of the plant kingdom, it forms the Primum Ens, which has the highest medicinal properties.... In the animal kingdom, this semi-material body is called Evestrum, and in humans, it is referred to as the Sidereal Man. Each living entity connects to the Macrocosmos and Microcosmos through this intermediate element of soul, which belongs to the Mysterium Magnum from which it derives, with its form and qualities defined by the quality and quantity of spiritual and material elements." From this, we can conclude that the Elementals, in a proper sense, are the Soul-forms of the elements they inhabit—activities and energies of the world-soul differentiated into forms, endowed with varying levels of consciousness and ability to feel, experience enjoyment, or suffer pain. However, these beings seldom or rarely penetrate deeply into dense matter, limited to their aerial invisible bodies, which means they appear in our physical world primarily as forces, energies, or influences. Their soul-forms serve as the intermediary link between matter and spirit, similar to the soul-forms of animals and humans, which also form this intermediary link, the key difference being that the souls of animals and humans are enclosed in dense matter for existing on the more external levels of life. Therefore, after the physical bodies of humans and animals die, astral remnants remain that gradually break down in the astral atmospheres. These are known as elementaries; i.e., "the astral remnants of the deceased; the ethereal counterparts of once living persons, which will eventually decompose into their astral elements, just as the physical body is dissolved into the elements from which it originated. The elementaries of good people have little cohesion and dissipate quickly; those of wicked individuals may persist longer; those of suicides, etc., possess a life and consciousness of their own until a division of principles occurs. These are the most dangerous."

In the introduction to Isis Unveiled, we find the following definition of elemental spirits:

In the introduction to Isis Unveiled, we find the following definition of elemental spirits:

"The creatures evolved in the four kingdoms of earth, air, fire, and water, and called by the Kabalists gnomes, sylphs, salamanders, and undines. They may be termed the forces of nature, and will either operate effects as the servile agents of general law, or may be employed by the disembodied spirits—whether pure or impure—and by living adepts of magic and sorcery, to produce desired phenomenal results. Such beings never become men." (But there are classes of elemental spirits who do become men, as we shall see further on.)

"The creatures developed in the four kingdoms of earth, air, fire, and water, and are referred to by Kabalists as gnomes, sylphs, salamanders, and undines. They can be seen as the forces of nature, and will either act as the obedient agents of universal laws or be used by disembodied spirits—whether they are good or evil—and by living practitioners of magic and sorcery to create desired outcomes. Such beings never become human." (However, there are categories of elemental spirits that do become human, as we'll explore later.)

"Under the general designation of fairies and fays, these spirits of the elements appear in the myth, fable, tradition, and poetry of all nations, ancient and modern. Their names are legion—peris, devs, djins, sylvans, satyrs, fawns, elves, dwarfs, trolls, kobolds, brownies, stromkarls, undines, nixies, salamanders, goblins, banshees, kelpies, prixies, moss people, good people, good neighbors, wild women, men of peace, white ladies, and many more. They have been seen, feared, blessed, banned, and invoked in every quarter of the globe and in every age. These elementals are the principal agents of disembodied but never visible spirits at séances, and[Pg 243] the producers of all the phenomena except the 'subjective.'"—(Preface xxix, vol. I.)

"Known broadly as fairies and fays, these elemental spirits appear in the myths, fables, traditions, and poetry of all cultures, both ancient and modern. They have countless names—peris, devs, djins, sylvans, satyrs, fawns, elves, dwarfs, trolls, kobolds, brownies, stromkarls, undines, nixies, salamanders, goblins, banshees, kelpies, pixies, moss people, good people, good neighbors, wild women, men of peace, white ladies, and many others. They have been seen, feared, blessed, banned, and called upon all over the world and throughout history. These elementals are the main agents of disembodied but never visible spirits at séances, and[Pg 243] the cause of all phenomena except the 'subjective.'"—(Preface xxix, vol. I.)

"In the Jewish Kabala the nature spirits were known under the general name of Shedim, and divided into four classes. The Persians called them devs; the Greeks indistinctly designated them as demons; the Egyptians knew them as afrites. The ancient Mexicans, says Kaiser, believed in numerous spirit-abodes, into one of which the shades of innocent children were placed until final disposal; into another, situated in the sun, ascended the valiant souls of heroes; while the hideous specters of incorrigible sinners were sentenced to wander and despair in subterranean caves, held in the bonds of the earth-atmosphere, unwilling and unable to liberate themselves. They passed their time in communicating with mortals, and frightening those who could see them. Some of the African tribes know them as Yowahoos."—(P. 313, vol. I.)

"In Jewish Kabbalah, nature spirits were collectively referred to as Shedim, and divided into four categories. The Persians called them devs; the Greeks vaguely identified them as demons; and the Egyptians recognized them as afrites. According to Kaiser, the ancient Mexicans believed in various spirit realms, where the souls of innocent children were placed until their final fate; in another realm, located in the sun, the courageous souls of heroes would ascend; while the grotesque spirits of unredeemable sinners were doomed to wander and suffer in underground caves, trapped by the earth's atmosphere, unwilling and unable to escape. They spent their time communicating with humans and scaring those who could see them. Some African tribes refer to them as Yowahoos."—(P. 313, vol. I.)

Of the ideas of Proclus on this subject it is said in Isis Unveiled:

Of Proclus's ideas on this subject, it is mentioned in Isis Unveiled:

"He held that the four elements are all filled with demons, maintaining with Aristotle that the universe is full, and that there is no void in nature. The demons of earth, air, fire, and water, are of an elastic, ethereal, semi-corporeal essence. It is these classes which officiate as intermediate agents between the gods and men. Although lower in intelligence than the sixth order of the higher demons, these beings preside directly over the elements and organic life. They direct the growth, the inflorescence, the properties, and various changes of plants. They are the personified ideas or virtues shed from the heavenly ule into the inorganic[Pg 244] matter; and, as the vegetable kingdom is one remove higher than the mineral, these emanations from the celestial gods take form in the plant, and become its soul. It is that which Aristotle's doctrine terms the form in the three principles of natural bodies, classified by him as privation, matter, and form. His philosophy teaches that besides the original matter, another principle is necessary to complete the triune nature of every particle, and this is form; an invisible, but still, in an ontological sense of the word, a substantial being, really distinct from matter proper. Thus, in an animal or a plant, besides the bones, the flesh, the nerves, the brains, and the blood in the former; and besides the pulpy matter, tissues, fibers, and juice in the latter, which blood and juice by circulating through the veins and fibers nourish all parts of both animal and plant; and besides the animal spirits which are the principles of motion, and the chemical energy which is transformed into vital force in the green leaf, there must be a substantial form, which Aristotle called in the horse, the horse's soul; and Proclus, the demon of every mineral, plant, or animal, and the medieval philosophers, the elementary spirits of the four kingdoms."—(P. 312, vol. I.)

"He believed that the four elements are all inhabited by demons, agreeing with Aristotle that the universe is complete, and that there is no empty space in nature. The demons of earth, air, fire, and water have a flexible, ethereal, semi-corporal nature. These beings act as intermediaries between the gods and humans. Even though they are less intelligent than the higher-order demons, they directly oversee the elements and living things. They manage the growth, flowering, properties, and various changes of plants. They represent the personified ideas or virtues that descend from the divine realm into the inorganic matter; and since the plant kingdom is one step above the mineral kingdom, these divine emanations take shape in the plant, becoming its soul. This corresponds to what Aristotle refers to as the form in the three principles of natural bodies, which he classifies as privation, matter, and form. His philosophy explains that, in addition to the original matter, another principle is needed to complete the threefold nature of every particle, and this is form; an invisible, yet ontologically significant being that is truly distinct from matter itself. Thus, in an animal or plant, aside from the bones, flesh, nerves, brain, and blood in animals, and the pulpy matter, tissues, fibers, and juices in plants—which circulate through the veins and fibers to nourish all parts of both animals and plants; and aside from the animal spirits that drive motion, and the chemical energy that transforms into vital force in the green leaf, there must be a substantial form, which Aristotle referred to in horses as the horse's soul; and Proclus called the demon of every mineral, plant, or animal, while medieval philosophers referred to them as the elementary spirits of the four kingdoms."—(P. 312, vol. I.)

"According to the ancient doctrines, the soulless elemental spirits were evolved by the ceaseless motion inherent in the astral light. Light is force, and the latter is produced by will. As this will proceeds from an intelligence which cannot err, for it has nothing of the material organs of human thought in it, being the super-fine pure emanation of the highest divinity itself—(Plato's Father)—it proceeds from the beginning of[Pg 245] time, according to immutable laws, to evolve the elementary fabric requisite for subsequent generations of what we term human races. All of the latter, whether belonging to this planet or to some other of the myriads in space, have their earthly bodies evolved in the matrix out of the bodies of a certain class of these elemental beings which have passed away in the invisible worlds." (P. 285, vol. I.)

"According to ancient teachings, the soulless elemental spirits were created by the continuous movement found in astral light. Light is energy, and energy is generated by will. This will comes from an intelligence that cannot make mistakes, as it has none of the physical organs of human thought, being a pure and refined emanation of the highest divinity itself—(Plato's Father). It arises from the very beginning of[Pg 245] time, following unchanging laws, to create the elemental fabric needed for the future generations of what we call human races. All of them, whether from this planet or any of the countless others in space, have their physical bodies formed in the matrix from the bodies of a specific type of these elemental beings that have transitioned to the invisible realms." (P. 285, vol. I.)

Speaking of Pythagoras, Iamblichus, and other Greek philosophers, Isis says:

Speaking of Pythagoras, Iamblichus, and other Greek philosophers, Isis says:

"The universal ether was not, in their eyes, simply a something stretching, tenantless, throughout the expanse of heaven; it was a boundless ocean peopled, like our familiar seas, with monstrous and minor creatures, and having in its every molecule the germs of life. Like the finny tribes which swarm in our oceans and smaller bodies of water, each kind having its 'habitat' in some spot to which it is curiously adapted; some friendly and some inimical to man; some pleasant and some frightful to behold; some seeking the refuge of quiet nooks and land-locked harbors, and some traversing great areas of water, the various races of the elemental spirits were believed by them to inhabit the different portions of the great ethereal ocean, and to be exactly adapted to their respective conditions." (P. 284, vol. I.)

"The universal ether wasn’t just an empty space extending through the sky in their eyes; it was a vast ocean filled, like our known seas, with both huge and small creatures, with life in every molecule. Just like the fish that fill our oceans and smaller bodies of water, each type having its own 'habitat' perfectly suited to it—some friendly and some hostile to humans; some beautiful and some terrifying to see; some seeking safe spots and sheltered harbors, and some roaming across large stretches of water—the different races of elemental spirits were thought to live in various parts of the vast ethereal ocean, each perfectly adapted to their unique environments." (P. 284, vol. I.)

"Lowest in the scale of being are those invisible creatures called by the Kabalists the elementary. There are three distinct classes of these. The highest, in intelligence and cunning, are the so-called terrestrial spirits, the larvæ, or shadows of those who have lived on earth, have refused all spiritual light, remained and died deeply immersed in the mire of matter, and from whose[Pg 246] sinful souls the immortal spirit has gradually separated. The second class is composed of invisible antitypes of men to be born. No form can come into objective existence, from the highest to the lowest, before the abstract idea of this form, or as Aristotle would call it, the privation of this form is called forth.... These models, as yet devoid of immortal spirits, are elementals properly speaking, psychic embryos—which when their time arrives, die out of the invisible world, and are borne into this visible one as human infants, receiving in transitu that divine breath called spirit which completes the perfect man. This class cannot communicate objectively with man.

The lowest beings in the scale of existence are the invisible creatures called by the Kabalists the elementary. There are three distinct types of these. The highest in intelligence and cunning are the so-called terrestrial spirits, the larvæ, or shadows of those who have lived on earth, rejected all spiritual light, and remained deep in the mud of matter until their death. From these[Pg 246] sinful souls, the immortal spirit has gradually separated. The second type consists of invisible prototypes of humans who are yet to be born. No form can come into existence, from the highest to the lowest, until the abstract idea of that form, or what Aristotle would call the privation of that form, is summoned. These models, which lack immortal spirits, are properly speaking elementals, psychic embryos—which, when their time comes, fade away from the invisible world and are brought into the visible one as human infants, receiving in transitu that divine breath called spirit which completes the perfect human. This type cannot communicate directly with people.

"The third class of elementals proper never evolve into human beings, but occupy, as it were, a specific step of the ladder of being, and, by comparison with the others, may properly be called nature-spirits, or cosmic agents of nature, each being confined to its own element, and never transgressing the bounds of others. These are what Tertullian called 'the princes of the powers of the air.'

"The third class of true elementals never evolves into human beings, but instead occupies a specific step on the ladder of existence. Compared to the others, they can accurately be called nature spirits or cosmic agents of nature, each contained within its own element and never crossing into others. These are what Tertullian referred to as 'the princes of the powers of the air.'

"This class is believed to possess but one of the three attributes of man. They have neither immortal souls nor tangible bodies; only astral forms, which partake, in a distinguishing degree, of the element to which they belong, and also of the ether. They are a combination of sublimated matter and a rudimental mind. Some are changeless, but still have no separate individuality, acting collectively so to say. Others, of certain elements and species, change form under a fixed law which Kabalists explain. The most solid of their bodies is ordinarily just immaterial enough to escape perception by[Pg 247] our physical eyesight, but not so unsubstantial but that they can be perfectly recognized by the inner or clairvoyant vision. They not only exist, and can all live in ether, but can handle and direct it for the production of physical effects, as readily as we can compress air or water for the same purpose by pneumatic or hydraulic apparatus; in which occupation they are readily helped by the 'human elementary.' More than this; they can so condense it as to make to themselves tangible bodies, which by their protean powers they can cause to assume such likenesses as they choose, by taking as their models the portraits they find stamped in the memory of the persons present. It is not necessary that the sitter should be thinking at the moment of the one represented. His image may have faded away years before. The mind receives indelible impression even from chance acquaintance, or persons encountered but once." (Pp. 310, 311, vol. I.)

"This class is believed to have only one of the three attributes of humans. They have neither immortal souls nor physical bodies; only astral forms, which significantly reflect the element to which they belong, and also the ether. They are a mix of refined matter and a basic mind. Some are unchanging, yet still lack separate individuality, acting collectively, so to speak. Others, made of certain elements and species, change form according to a fixed law that Kabalists explain. The most solid of their bodies is usually just immaterial enough to go unnoticed by[Pg 247] our physical sight, but not so insubstantial that they can’t be easily recognized by the inner or clairvoyant vision. They not only exist and can all live in ether, but can manipulate and direct it to create physical effects, as easily as we can compress air or water using pneumatic or hydraulic tools; in this work, they are effectively assisted by the 'human elementary.' Additionally, they can condense it enough to create tangible bodies for themselves, which, with their shapeshifting abilities, they can change to resemble whatever they choose, using the images stored in the memories of those present as models. It’s not necessary for the sitter to be thinking of the person being represented at the moment. Their image may have faded from memory years ago. The mind retains lasting impressions even from brief encounters or individuals met only once." (Pp. 310, 311, vol. I.)

"If spiritualists are anxious to keep strictly dogmatic in their notions of the spirit-world, they must not set scientists to investigate their phenomena in the true experimental spirit. The attempt would most surely result in a partial re-discovery of the magic of old—that of Moses and Paracelsus. Under the deceptive beauty of some of their apparitions, they might find some day the sylphs and fair undines of the Rosicrucians playing in the currents of psychic and odic force.

"If spiritualists want to stay strictly dogmatic about their beliefs regarding the spirit world, they shouldn't ask scientists to investigate their phenomena in a genuine experimental way. Such an attempt would likely lead to a partial rediscovery of the old magic—that of Moses and Paracelsus. Behind the deceptive beauty of some of their apparitions, they might one day find the sylphs and fair undines of the Rosicrucians playing in the currents of psychic and odic force."

"Already Mr. Crookes, who fully credits the being, feels that under the fair skin of Katie, covering a simulacrum of heart borrowed partially from the medium and the circle, there is no soul! And the learned authors of the Unseen Universe, abandoning their[Pg 248] "electro-biological" theory, begin to perceive in the universal ether the possibility that it is a photographic album of En-Soph the Boundless.—(P. 67, vol. I.)

"Mr. Crookes, who fully believes in the being, feels that beneath Katie's fair skin, which covers a copy of a heart partially borrowed from the medium and the circle, there is no soul! And the knowledgeable authors of the Unseen Universe, setting aside their[Pg 248] "electro-biological" theory, start to see in the universal ether the possibility that it is a photographic album of En-Soph, the Boundless.—(P. 67, vol. I.)

"We are far from believing that all the spirits that communicate at circles are of the classes called 'elemental' and 'elementary.'" Many, especially among those who control the medium subjectively to speak, write, and otherwise act in various ways, are human, disembodied spirits. Whether the majority of such spirits are good or bad, largely depends on the private morality of the medium, much on the circle present, and a great deal on the intensity and object of their purpose.... But in any case, human spirits can never materialize themselves in propriâ personâ.[21]—(P. 67, vol. I.)

"We don’t think that all the spirits communicating in circles are just 'elemental' and 'elementary' beings." Many, especially those who influence the medium directly to speak, write, and act in various ways, are human spirits without bodies. Whether most of these spirits are good or bad mainly depends on the medium's personal morality, the group present, and a lot on the strength and aim of their purpose.... But in any case, human spirits can never manifest themselves in propriâ personâ.[21]—(P. 67, vol. I.)

In Art Magic we find the following pertinent remarks, p. 322. "There are some features of mediumship, especially amongst those persons known as physical force mediums, which long since should have awakened the attention of philosophical spiritualists to the fact that there were influences kindred only with animal natures at work somewhere, and unless the agency of certain classes of elemental spirits was admitted into the category of occasional control, humanity has at times assumed darker shades than we should be willing to assign to it. Unfortunately in discussing these[Pg 249] subjects, there are many barriers to the attainment of truth on this subject. Courtesy and compassion alike protest against pointing to illustrations in our own time, whilst prejudice and ignorance intervene to stifle inquiry respecting phenomena, which a long lapse of time has left us free to investigate.

In Art Magic, we find these relevant comments on p. 322: "Some characteristics of mediumship, especially among those known as physical force mediums, should have alerted philosophical spiritualists long ago to the fact that there are influences related only to animal instincts at play somewhere. If we don't recognize the involvement of certain types of elemental spirits as part of occasional control, humanity may sometimes reflect darker aspects than we would like to acknowledge. Unfortunately, when discussing these[Pg 249] issues, there are many obstacles to uncovering the truth. Courtesy and compassion prevent us from citing examples from our own time, while prejudice and ignorance hinder open inquiry into phenomena that a long passage of time has allowed us to explore."

"The judges whose ignorance and superstition disgraced the witchcraft trials of the sixteenth and seventeenth centuries, found a solvent for all occult, or even suspicious circumstances, in the control of 'Satan and his imps.' The modern spiritualists, with few exceptions, are equally stubborn in attributing everything that transpires in spiritualistic circles, even to the wilful cunningly contrived preparations for deception on the part of pretended media, to the influence of disembodied human spirits—good, bad, or indifferent; but the author's own experience, confirmed by the assurances of wise-teaching spirits, impels him to assert that the tendencies to exhibit animal proclivities, whether mental, passional, or phenomenal, are most generally produced by elementals.

The judges, whose ignorance and superstition tainted the witchcraft trials of the sixteenth and seventeenth centuries, found an explanation for all mysterious or even questionable circumstances in the influence of 'Satan and his minions.' Modern spiritualists, with few exceptions, stubbornly attribute everything that happens in spiritualistic circles—even the deliberate cleverly planned tricks for deception by fake mediums—to the influence of disembodied human spirits—whether they are good, evil, or neutral. However, based on the author's own experience and the guidance of wise spirits, he feels compelled to assert that the tendencies to display animal-like behaviors, whether mental, emotional, or physical, are generally caused by elementals.

"The rapport with this realm of beings is generally due to certain proclivities in the individual; or, when whole communities are affected, the cause proceeds from revolutionary movements in the realms of astral fluid; these continually affect the elementals, who, in combination with low undeveloped spirits of humanity (elementaries), avail themselves of magnetic epidemics to obsess susceptible individuals, and sympathetically affect communities."

The connection with this realm of beings usually comes from specific tendencies in the individual; or, when whole communities are influenced, the cause originates from revolutionary changes in the realms of astral energy; these constantly impact the elementals, who, along with less developed spirits of humanity (elementaries), take advantage of magnetic outbreaks to obsess vulnerable individuals and sympathetically influence communities.

In the introduction to Isis Unveiled, we find the following definition of elementary spirits:[Pg 250]

In the introduction to Isis Unveiled, we find this definition of basic spirits:[Pg 250]

"Properly, the disembodied souls of the depraved; these souls, having at some time prior to death, separated from themselves their divine spirits, and so lost their chance of immortality. Eliphas Lévi and some other Kabalists make little distinction between elementary spirits, who have been men, and those beings which people the elements and are the blind forces of nature. Once divorced from their bodies, these souls (also called astral bodies) of purely materialistic persons, are irresistibly attracted to the earth, where they live a temporary and finite life amid elements congenial to their gross natures. From having never, during their natural lives, cultivated this spirituality, but subordinated it to the material and gross, they are now unfitted for the lofty career of the pure, disembodied being, for whom the atmosphere of earth is stifling and mephitic, and whose attractions are all away from it. After a more or less prolonged period of time these material souls will begin to disintegrate, and finally, like a column of mist, be dissolved, atom by atom, in the surrounding elements.—(Preface xxx., vol. I.)

"Essentially, the disembodied souls of the wicked; these souls, having at some point before death, detached themselves from their divine spirits, lost their opportunity for immortality. Eliphas Lévi and some other Kabalists see little difference between elemental spirits, who were once human, and those beings that inhabit the elements and represent the blind forces of nature. Once separated from their bodies, these souls (also known as astral bodies) of purely materialistic individuals are inevitably drawn to the earth, where they experience a temporary and limited existence among elements that suit their crude natures. Because they never embraced spirituality during their lives, instead prioritizing the material and base, they are now unprepared for the elevated existence of a pure, disembodied being, for whom the earthly atmosphere is suffocating and toxic, and whose true attractions lie far beyond it. After a varying amount of time, these material souls will start to break down and eventually, like a wisp of fog, dissolve atom by atom into the surrounding elements.—(Preface xxx., vol. I.)"

"After the death of the depraved and the wicked, arrives the critical moment. If during life the ultimate and desperate effort of the inner-self to reunite itself with the faintly-glimmering ray of its divine parent is neglected; if this ray is allowed to be more and more shut out by the thickening crust of matter, the soul, once freed from the body, follows its earthly attractions, and is magnetically drawn into and held within the dense fogs of the material atmosphere. Then it begins to sink lower and lower, until it finds itself, when returned to consciousness, in what the ancients termed[Pg 251] Hades. The annihilation of such a soul is never instantaneous; it may last centuries perhaps; for nature never proceeds by jumps and starts, and the astral soul, being formed of elements, the law of evolution must bide its time. Then begins the fearful law of compensation, the Yin-Youan of the Buddhists. This class of spirits is called the terrestrial, or earthly elementary, in contradistinction to the other classes." (They frequent séance rooms, &c.)—(P. 319, vol. I.)

"After the death of the corrupt and wicked, a crucial moment arrives. If, during life, the ultimate and desperate effort of

Of the danger of meddling in occult matters before understanding the elementals and elementaries, Isis says, in the case of a rash intruder:

Of the danger of interfering in occult matters before understanding the elementals and elementaries, Isis warns about a careless intruder:

"The spirit of harmony and union will depart from the elements, disturbed by the imprudent hand; and the currents of blind forces will become immediately infested by numberless creatures of matter and instinct—the bad demons of the theurgists, the devils of theology; the gnomes, salamanders, sylphs, and undines will assail the rash performer under multifarious aerial forms. Unable to invent anything, they will search your memory to its very depths; hence the nervous exhaustion and mental oppression of certain sensitive natures at spiritual circles. The elementals will bring to light long-forgotten remembrances of the past; forms, images, sweet mementos, and familiar sentences, long since faded from our own remembrance, but vividly preserved in the inscrutable depths of our memory and on the astral tablets of the imperishable 'Book of Life.'"—(P. 343, vol. I.)

"The spirit of harmony and unity will leave the elements, disturbed by careless actions; and the forces of destruction will quickly be filled with countless beings of matter and instinct—the negative spirits of the theurgists, the demons of theology; gnomes, salamanders, sylphs, and undines will attack the reckless performer in various aerial forms. Unable to create anything new, they will delve deep into your memory; this is why certain sensitive individuals feel nervous exhaustion and mental pressure at spiritual gatherings. The elementals will unearth long-forgotten memories from the past; forms, images, sweet reminders, and familiar phrases that have faded from our minds, but are vividly stored in the deep recesses of our memory and on the astral pages of the everlasting 'Book of Life.'"—(P. 343, vol. I.)

Paracelsus speaks of Xeni Nephidei: "Elemental spirits that give men occult powers over visible matter,[Pg 252] and then feed on their brains, often causing thereby insanity.

Paracelsus talks about Xeni Nephidei: "Elemental spirits that grant people hidden powers over visible matter,[Pg 252] and then feed on their minds, often leading to insanity.

"Man rules potentially over all lower existences than himself," says the author of Art Magic (p. 333), "but woe to him, who by seeking aid, counsel, or assistance, from lower grades of being, binds himself to them; henceforth he may rest assured they will become his parasites and associates, and as their instincts—like those of the animal kingdom—are strong in the particular direction of their nature, they are powerful to disturb, annoy, prompt to evil, and avail themselves of the contact induced by man's invitation to drag him down to their own level. The legendary idea of evil compacts between man and the 'Adversary' is not wholly mythical. Every wrong-doer signs that compact with spirits who have sympathy with his evil actions.

"Man can potentially dominate all living beings beneath him," says the author of Art Magic (p. 333), "but woe to anyone who seeks help, advice, or support from lower forms of existence, as they will bind themselves to them; from that point on, they can be sure these beings will become their parasites and partners. Since their instincts—much like those in the animal kingdom—are strong in their own nature, they have the power to disrupt, annoy, and lead one to wrongdoing, taking advantage of the connection formed by man's invitation to bring him down to their level. The idea of evil pacts between man and the 'Adversary' isn’t entirely fictional. Every wrongdoer enters into that pact with spirits who resonate with their evil deeds."

"Except for the purposes of scientific investigation, or with a view to strengthening ourselves against the silent and mysterious promptings to evil that beset us on every side, we warn mere curiosity-seekers, or persons ambitious to attach the legions of an unknown world to their service, against any attempts to seek communion with elemental spirits, or beings of any grade lower than man. Beings below mortality can grant nothing that mortality ought to ask. They can only serve man in some embryonic department of nature, and man must stoop to their state before they can thus reach him.... Knowledge is only good for us when we can apply it judiciously. Those who investigate for the sake of science, or with a view to enlarging the narrow boundaries of man's egotistical opinions,[Pg 253] may venture much further into the realms of the unknown than curiosity-seekers, or persons who desire to apply the secrets of being to selfish purposes. It may be as well also for man to remember that he and his planet are not the all of being, and that, besides the revelations included in the stupendous outpouring called 'Modern Spiritualism,' there are many problems yet to be solved in human life and planetary existences, which spiritualism does not cover, nor ignorance and prejudice dream of.... Besides these considerations, we would warn man of the many subtle, though invisible, enemies which surround him, and, rather by the instinct of their embryonic natures than through malice prepense, seek to lay siege to the garrison of the human heart. We would advise him, moreover, that into that sacred entrenchment no power can enter, save by invitation of the soul itself. Angels may solicit, or demons may tempt, but none can compel the spirit within to action, unless it first surrenders the will to the investing power."—(Art Magic, p. 335.)

"Unless it's for scientific research or to strengthen ourselves against the silent and mysterious urges to do wrong that surround us, we caution those driven by mere curiosity or those wanting to enlist the forces of an unknown world to stay away from trying to connect with elemental spirits or any beings lower than humans. Beings below humanity can offer nothing that humanity should seek. They can only assist humans in a basic aspect of nature, and humans must lower themselves to their level before they can reach out to them.... Knowledge is only beneficial when we can use it wisely. Those who explore for science or to broaden the limited views of human self-importance,[Pg 253] may delve much deeper into the unknown than mere curiosity seekers or those looking to use the secrets of existence for selfish ends. It’s also important for humans to remember that they and their planet are not the all of existence, and that besides the insights offered by the vast phenomenon known as 'Modern Spiritualism,' there are many issues in human life and planetary existence that spiritualism doesn’t address, nor do ignorance and prejudice comprehend.... In addition to these considerations, we would warn humans about the many subtle, though invisible, enemies that surround them, which, more through the nature of their embryonic states than through deliberate malice, attempt to attack the fortress of the human heart. We advise that into that sacred stronghold no power can enter without an invitation from the soul itself. Angels may ask, or demons may tempt, but none can force the spirit within to act unless it first relinquishes the will to the external power."—(Art Magic, p. 335.)

From the Theosophist of July 1886, we make the following extract, bearing upon the subject of the loss of immortality by soul-death, and the dangers of Black Magic:

From the Theosophist of July 1886, we make the following extract, addressing the issue of losing immortality through soul-death and the risks of Black Magic:

"It is necessary to say a few words as regards the real nature of soul-death, and the ultimate fate of a black magician. The soul, as we have explained above, is an isolated drop in the ocean of cosmic life. This current of cosmic life is but the light and the aura of the Logos. Besides the Logos, there are innumerable other existences, both spiritual and astral, partaking of this life and living in it. These beings have special[Pg 254] affinities with particular emotions of the human soul, and particular characteristics of the human mind. They have, of course, a definite individual existence of their own, which lasts up to the end of the Manwantara. There are three ways in which a soul may cease to retain its special individuality. Separated from its Logos, which is, as it were, its source, it may not acquire a strong and abiding individuality of its own, and may in course of time be reabsorbed into the current of universal life. This is real soul-death. It may also place itself en rapport with a spiritual or elemental existence by evoking it, and concentrating its attention and regard upon it for purposes of black magic and Tantric worship. In such a case it transfers its individuality to such existence and is sucked up into it, as it were. In such a case the black magician lives in such a being, and as such a being he continues until the end of Manwantara."

"It’s important to discuss the true nature of soul-death and what ultimately happens to a black magician. The soul, as we've mentioned earlier, is like a single drop in the vast ocean of cosmic life. This ocean of cosmic life is simply the light and aura of the Logos. In addition to the Logos, there are countless other beings, both spiritual and astral, that share in this life and exist within it. These beings have special[Pg 254] connections to specific emotions of the human soul and certain traits of the human mind. They also have their own distinct existence, which lasts until the end of the Manwantara. There are three ways a soul can lose its unique individuality. If it becomes separated from its Logos—its source—it might not develop a strong, lasting individuality on its own, and over time, could be reabsorbed into the flow of universal life. This is what true soul-death looks like. Additionally, it can connect itself en rapport with a spiritual or elemental being by summoning it and focusing its attention on it for the purpose of black magic or Tantric worship. In this situation, the soul transfers its individuality to that existence and gets absorbed into it, in a sense. Consequently, the black magician exists within that being and continues as such until the end of the Manwantara."

A good deal of highly interesting information on the subject of elementals and elementaries is to be found in numbers of The Path. A few of the points contained in these articles may be mentioned here, but the reader is strongly recommended to study these articles, entitled Conversations on Occultism, for himself. According to the writer:

A lot of fascinating information about elementals and elementaries can be found in several issues of The Path. We can mention a few points from these articles here, but readers are strongly encouraged to read the articles titled Conversations on Occultism for themselves. According to the writer:

An elemental is a center of force, without intelligence, as we understand the word, without moral character or tendencies similar to ours, but capable of being directed in its movements by human thoughts, which may, consciously or not, give it any form, and endow it to a certain extent with what we call intelligence. We give[Pg 255] them form by a species of thought which the mind does not register—involuntary and unconscious thought—"as, one person might shape an elemental so as to seem like an insect, and not be able to tell whether he had thought of such a thing or not." The elemental world interpenetrates this one, and elementals are constantly being attracted to, or repelled from, human beings, taking the prevailing color of their thoughts. Time and space, as we understand them, do not exist for elementals. They can be seen clairvoyantly in the shapes they assume under different influences, and they do many of the phenomena of the séance room. Light and the concentrated attention of any one make a disturbance in the magnetism of a room, interfering with their work in that respect. At séances elementaries also are present; these are shells, or half-dead human beings. The elementaries are not all bad, however, but the worst are the strongest, because the most attracted to material life. They are all helped and galvanized into action by elementals.

An elemental is a force center, lacking intelligence in the way we typically think of it, and without moral traits or tendencies similar to ours. However, it can be directed by human thoughts, which may unintentionally give it a shape and, to some extent, what we call intelligence. We shape[Pg 255] them through a type of thought that the mind doesn’t register—unintentional and unconscious thought—"as one person might shape an elemental to look like an insect, without realizing whether they actually thought of that or not." The elemental world merges with ours, and elementals are constantly drawn to or pushed away from humans, reflecting the dominant color of their thoughts. Time and space, as we define them, don’t exist for elementals. They can be seen clairvoyantly in the forms they take under different influences, and they create many of the phenomena observed in séance rooms. Light and focused attention can disrupt the magnetism of a room, affecting their work. At séances, elementaries are also present; these are shells or semi-conscious human beings. Not all elementaries are negative, but the worst ones are the strongest because they’re most attracted to material life. All of them are supported and energized by elementals.

Contact with these beings has a deteriorating effect in all cases. Clairvoyants see in the astral light surrounding a person the images of people or events that have made an impression on that person's mind, and they frequently mistake these echoes and reflections for astral realities; only the trained seer can distinguish. The whole astral world is full of illusions.

Contact with these beings has a negative impact in every case. Clairvoyants observe in the astral light around a person the images of people or events that have left a mark on that person's mind, and they often misinterpret these echoes and reflections as actual astral realities; only a trained seer can tell the difference. The entire astral world is filled with illusions.

Elementals have not got being such as mortals have. There are different classes for the different planes of nature. Each class is confined to its own plane, and many can never be recognized by men. The elemental world is a strong factor in Karma. Formerly, when men[Pg 256] were less selfish and more spiritual, the elementals were friendly. They have become unfriendly by reason of man's indifference to, and want of sympathy with the rest of creation. Man has also colored the astral world with his own selfish and brutal thoughts, and produced an atmosphere of evil which he himself breathes. When men shall cultivate feelings of brotherly affection for each other, and of sympathy with nature, the elementals will change their present hostile attitude for one of helpfulness.

Elementals don't have a sense of being like humans do. There are different categories for each plane of nature. Each category is limited to its own plane, and many can never be recognized by people. The elemental world plays an important role in Karma. In the past, when people[Pg 256] were less selfish and more spiritual, the elementals were friendly. They have become unfriendly because of humanity's indifference to, and lack of compassion for, the rest of creation. Humans have also tainted the astral world with their selfish and cruel thoughts, creating an atmosphere of negativity that they themselves experience. When people start to nurture feelings of brotherly love for each other and empathy for nature, the elementals will shift from their current hostile stance to one of support.

Elementals aid in the performance of phenomena produced by adepts. They also enter the sphere of unprotected persons, and especially of those who study occultism, thus precipitating the results of past Karma.

Elementals help facilitate the phenomena created by skilled practitioners. They also interact with unprotected individuals, particularly those who explore occultism, thereby triggering the effects of past Karma.

The adepts are reluctant to speak of elementals for two reasons. Because it is useless, as people could not understand the subject in their present state of intellectual and spiritual development; and because, if any knowledge of them were given, some persons might be able to come into contact with them to their own detriment and that of the world. In the present state of universal selfishness and self-seeking, the elementals would be employed to work evil, as they are in themselves colorless, taking their character from those who employ them. The adepts, therefore, keep back or hide the knowledge of these beings from men of science, and from the world in general. By-and-by, however, material science will rediscover black magic, and then will come a war between the good and evil powers, and the evil powers will be overcome, as always happens in such cases. Eventually all about the elementals will be known to men—when they have developed intellectually,[Pg 257] morally, and spiritually sufficiently to have that knowledge without danger.

The experts are hesitant to talk about elementals for two reasons. First, it's pointless because people wouldn’t grasp the topic given their current level of intellectual and spiritual growth. Second, if any information about them were shared, some individuals might be able to interact with them, potentially causing harm to themselves and the world. With the current trend of universal selfishness and self-interest, elementals would be misused to create harm, as they are inherently neutral and take on the traits of those who use them. As a result, the experts choose to withhold or conceal this knowledge from scientists and the general public. Eventually, though, scientific exploration will uncover dark magic, leading to a conflict between good and evil forces; the evil forces will be defeated, as is often the case. In time, everything about elementals will be revealed to humanity—once they have developed intellectually,[Pg 257] morally, and spiritually enough to handle that knowledge safely.

Elementals guard hidden treasures; they obey the adepts, however, who could command the use of untold wealth if they cared to draw upon these hidden deposits.

Elementals protect hidden treasures; they follow the adepts, though, who could unleash unimaginable wealth if they chose to tap into these secret resources.

N. B.—Nizida has quoted from Man: Fragments of Forgotten History. The S. P. S. desires to say that while some of the statements contained in that work are correct, there is also in it a large admixture of error. Therefore, the S. P. S. does not recommend this work to the attention of students who have not yet learned enough to be able to separate the grain from the husk. The same may be said of Art-Magic.

Note: Nizida has referenced Man: Fragments of Forgotten History. The S. P. S. wants to highlight that while some statements in that book are correct, it also has many errors. As a result, the S. P. S. does not recommend this book to students who haven't learned enough to separate the useful information from the irrelevant. The same goes for Art-Magic.


A WITCH'S DEN

By Madame Helena Blavatsky

Our kind host Sham Rao was very gay during the remaining hours of our visit. He did his best to entertain us, and would not hear of our leaving the neighborhood without having seen its greatest celebrity, its most interesting sight. A jadu wâlâ—sorceress—well known in the district, was just at this time under the influence of seven sister-goddesses, who took possession of her by turns, and spoke their oracles through her lips. Sham Rao said we must not fail to see her, be it only in the interests of science.

Our cheerful host Sham Rao was really lively during the rest of our visit. He did everything he could to entertain us and insisted that we couldn't leave the area without meeting its biggest celebrity and most fascinating attraction. A jadu wâlâ—a sorceress—was currently influenced by seven sister-goddesses, who would take turns possessing her and speaking their prophecies through her voice. Sham Rao said we couldn't miss seeing her, even if it was just for the sake of science.

The evening closes in, and we once more get ready for an excursion. It is only five miles to the cavern of the Pythia of Hindostan; the road runs through a jungle, but it is level and smooth. Besides, the jungle and its ferocious inhabitants have ceased to frighten us. The timid elephants we had in the "dead city" are sent home, and we are to mount new behemoths belonging to a neighboring Râjâ. The pair that stand before the verandah like two dark hillocks are steady and trustworthy. Many a time these two have hunted the royal tiger, and no wild shrieking or thunderous roaring can frighten them. And so, let us start! The ruddy flames of the torches dazzle our eyes and increase the forest[Pg 259] gloom. Our surroundings seem so dark, so mysterious. There is something indescribably fascinating, almost solemn, in these night-journeys in the out-of-the-way corners of India. Everything is silent and deserted around you, everything is dozing on the earth and overhead. Only the heavy, regular tread of the elephants breaks the stillness of the night, like the sound of falling hammers in the underground smithy of Vulcan. From time to time uncanny voices and murmurs are heard in the black forest.

The evening closes in, and we get ready for another adventure. It's only five miles to the cave of the Pythia of Hindostan; the road is flat and smooth through the jungle. Besides, the jungle and its fierce creatures no longer scare us. The timid elephants we had in the "dead city" have been sent home, and we’re about to ride sturdy beasts owned by a nearby Râjâ. The pair waiting in front of the verandah, looking like two dark hills, are reliable and strong. They’ve hunted royal tigers many times, and no wild screams or loud roars can frighten them. So, let’s get going! The bright flames of the torches dazzle our eyes and heighten the forest's gloom. Our surroundings feel so dark and mysterious. There’s something indescribably captivating, almost solemn, about these nighttime journeys in the hidden corners of India. Everything around you is silent and deserted, everything is slumbering on the ground and above. Only the heavy, steady footsteps of the elephants break the nighttime stillness, like the sound of hammers falling in Vulcan’s underground forge. Occasionally, strange voices and whispers echo through the dark forest.

"The wind sings its strange song amongst the ruins," says one of us, "what a wonderful acoustic phenomenon!"

"The wind hums its weird tune among the ruins," says one of us, "what an amazing sound effect!"

"Bhûta, bhûta!" whisper the awestruck torch-bearers. They brandish their torches and swiftly spin on one leg, and snap their fingers to chase away the aggressive spirits.

"Spirits, spirits!" whisper the amazed torch-bearers. They wave their torches and quickly spin on one leg, snapping their fingers to drive away the hostile spirits.

The plaintive murmur is lost in the distance. The forest is once more filled with the cadences of its invisible nocturnal life—the metallic whirr of the crickets, the feeble, monotonous croak of the tree-frog, the rustle of the leaves. From time to time all this suddenly stops short and then begins again, gradually increasing and increasing.

The sad whisper fades into the distance. The forest is once again alive with the sounds of its unseen nighttime creatures—the metallic buzz of the crickets, the weak, repetitive croak of the tree frog, the rustling of the leaves. Every now and then, everything suddenly falls silent, only to start up again, gradually building in intensity.

Heavens! What teeming life, what stores of vital energy are hidden under the smallest leaf, the most imperceptible blades of grass, in this tropical forest! Myriads of stars shine in the dark blue of the sky, and myriads of fireflies twinkle at us from every bush, moving sparks, like a pale reflection of the far-away stars.

Wow! There’s so much life and energy hidden beneath the tiniest leaf and the most inconspicuous blades of grass in this tropical forest! Countless stars sparkle in the deep blue sky, and countless fireflies blink at us from every bush, like little sparks, mirroring the distant stars.


We left the thick forest behind us, and reached a deep glen, on three sides bordered with the thick forest, where even by day the shadows are as dark as by night. We were about two thousand feet above the foot of the Vindhya ridge, judging by the ruined wall of Mandu, straight above our heads.

We left the dense forest behind us and arrived at a deep valley, surrounded on three sides by the thick woods, where even during the day the shadows are as dark as at night. We were about two thousand feet above the base of the Vindhya ridge, based on the ruined wall of Mandu, directly above us.

Suddenly a very chilly wind rose that nearly blew our torches out. Caught in the labyrinth of bushes and rocks, the wind angrily shook the branches of the blossoming syringas, then, shaking itself free, it turned back along the glen and flew down the valley, howling, whistling and shrieking, as if all the fiends of the forest together were joining in a funeral song.

Suddenly, a very cold wind picked up that almost extinguished our torches. Trapped in the maze of bushes and rocks, the wind violently rattled the branches of the blooming syringas. Then, breaking free, it raced back down the glen and rushed down the valley, howling, whistling, and screaming, as if all the spirits of the forest were joining in a mournful song.

"Here we are," said Sham Rao, dismounting. "Here is the village; the elephants cannot go any further."

"Here we are," said Sham Rao, getting off the horse. "This is the village; the elephants can't go any further."

"The village? Surely you are mistaken. I don't see anything but trees."

"The village? You must be mistaken. All I see are trees."

"It is too dark to see the village. Besides, the huts are so small, and so hidden by the bushes, that even by daytime you could hardly find them. And there is no light in the houses, for fear of the spirits."

"It’s too dark to see the village. Also, the huts are really small and so covered by the bushes that you could barely spot them even during the day. Plus, there’s no light in the houses because they’re afraid of the spirits."

"And where is your witch? Do you mean we are to watch her performance in complete darkness?"

"And where's your witch? Are you saying we have to watch her performance in total darkness?"

Sham Rao cast a furtive, timid look round him; and his voice, when he answered our questions, was somewhat tremulous.

Sham Rao glanced around nervously, and his voice was a bit shaky when he answered our questions.

"I implore you not to call her a witch! She may hear you.... It is not far off, it is not more than half a mile. Do not allow this short distance to shake your decision. No elephant, and not even a horse, could make its way there. We must walk.... But we shall find plenty of light there...."[Pg 261]

"I urge you not to call her a witch! She might hear you... It's not far away, just about half a mile. Don't let this short distance change your mind. No elephant, and not even a horse, could get through there. We have to walk... But we'll find plenty of light there..."[Pg 261]

This was unexpected, and far from agreeable. To walk in this gloomy Indian night; to scramble through thickets of cactuses; to venture in a dark forest, full of wild animals—this was too much for Miss X—. She declared that she would go no further. She would wait for us in the howdah on the elephant's back, and perhaps would go to sleep.

This was surprising and definitely not pleasant. Walking through this dark Indian night, pushing through clumps of cacti, and daring to enter a dense forest filled with wild animals—it was all too much for Miss X. She announced that she wouldn't go any further. She would wait for us in the howdah on the elephant's back and might even fall asleep.

Narayan was against this parti de plaisir from the very beginning, and now, without explaining his reasons, he said she was the only sensible one among us.

Narayan was against this parti de plaisir from the very beginning, and now, without explaining his reasons, he said she was the only sensible one among us.

"You won't lose anything," he remarked, "by staying where you are. And I only wish every one would follow your example."

"You won't lose anything," he said, "by staying where you are. And I just wish everyone would follow your lead."

"What ground have you for saying so, I wonder?" remonstrated Sham Rao, and a slight note of disappointment rang in his voice, when he saw that the excursion, proposed and organized by himself, threatened to come to nothing. "What harm could be done by it? I won't insist any more that the 'incarnation of gods' is a rare sight, and that the Europeans hardly ever have an opportunity of witnessing it; but, besides, the Kangalim in question is no ordinary woman. She leads a holy life; she is a prophetess, and her blessing could not prove harmful to any one. I insisted on this excursion out of pure patriotism."

"What reason do you have for saying that, I wonder?" Sham Rao objected, a hint of disappointment in his voice when he realized that the trip he had proposed and organized was about to fall apart. "What harm could it possibly cause? I won't push the point that the 'incarnation of gods' is a rare sight and that Europeans hardly ever get to see it; but also, the Kangalim we're talking about is no ordinary woman. She lives a holy life; she is a prophetess, and her blessing wouldn’t harm anyone. I pushed for this trip out of pure patriotism."

"Sahib, if your patriotism consists in displaying before foreigners the worst of our plagues, then why did you not order all the lepers of your district to assemble and parade before the eyes of our guests? You are a patèl, you have the power to do it."

"Sahib, if your sense of patriotism is about showing foreigners the worst of our problems, then why didn’t you just gather all the lepers from your district and have them march in front of our guests? You’re a patèl, you have the authority to make it happen."

How bitterly Narayan's voice sounded to our unaccustomed ears. Usually he was so even-tempered, so[Pg 262] indifferent to everything belonging to the exterior world.

How harshly Narayan's voice rang in our not-yet-accustomed ears. Usually, he was so calm, so[Pg 262] indifferent to everything related to the outside world.

Fearing a quarrel between the Hindus, the colonel remarked, in a conciliatory tone, that it was too late for us to reconsider our expedition. Besides, without being a believer in the "incarnation of gods," he was personally firmly convinced that demoniacs existed even in the West. He was eager to study every psychological phenomenon, wherever he met with it, and whatever shape it might assume.

Fearing a conflict among the Hindus, the colonel said, in a calming tone, that it was too late for us to rethink our expedition. Besides, even though he didn’t believe in the "incarnation of gods," he was personally convinced that demonic forces existed even in the West. He was eager to explore every psychological phenomenon, no matter where he encountered it or what form it took.

It would have been a striking sight for our European and American friends if they had beheld our procession on that dark night. Our way lay along a narrow winding path up the mountain. Not more than two people could walk together—and we were thirty, including the torch-bearers. Surely some reminiscence of night sallies against the Confederate Southerners had revived in the colonel's breast, judging by the readiness with which he took upon himself the leadership of our small expedition. He ordered all the rifles and revolvers to be loaded, despatched three torch-bearers to march ahead of us, and arranged us in pairs. Under such a skilled chieftain we had nothing to fear from tigers; and so our procession started, and slowly crawled up the winding path.

It would have been an impressive sight for our friends from Europe and America if they had seen our procession on that dark night. Our route followed a narrow, winding path up the mountain. Only two people could walk together, and there were thirty of us, including the torch-bearers. It seemed that some memory of night raids against the Confederate Southerners had stirred in the colonel, given how eager he was to take charge of our small group. He ordered all the rifles and revolvers to be loaded, sent three torch-bearers ahead of us, and paired us up. With such a capable leader, we had nothing to worry about from tigers, and so our procession began, slowly making its way up the winding path.

It cannot be said that the inquisitive travelers, who appeared later on, in the den of the prophetess of Mandu, shone through the freshness and elegance of their costumes. My gown, as well as the traveling suits of the colonel and of Mr. Y— were nearly torn to pieces. The cactuses gathered from us whatever tribute they could, and the Babu's disheveled hair swarmed with a whole colony of grasshoppers and fireflies, which[Pg 263] probably, were attracted thither by the smell of cocoanut oil. The stout Sham Rao panted like a steam engine. Narayan alone was like his usual self—that is to say, like a bronze Hercules, armed with a club. At the last abrupt turn of the path, after having surmounted the difficulty of climbing over huge, scattered stones, we suddenly found ourselves on a perfectly smooth place; our eyes, in spite of our many torches, were dazzled with light, and our ears were struck by a medley of unusual sounds.

It can't be said that the curious travelers who arrived later at the lair of the Mandu prophetess stood out due to the freshness and style of their outfits. My dress, along with the traveling suits of the colonel and Mr. Y— were almost in tatters. The cacti stripped us of whatever tribute they could, and the Babu's messy hair was infested with a whole bunch of grasshoppers and fireflies, probably drawn there by the scent of coconut oil. The hefty Sham Rao gasped for breath like a steam engine. Only Narayan remained his usual self—that is, like a bronze Hercules, wielding a club. At the last sudden bend in the path, after navigating the challenge of climbing over giant, scattered rocks, we suddenly found ourselves in a completely smooth area; our eyes, despite our many torches, were overwhelmed by the brightness, and our ears were filled with a cacophony of strange sounds.

A new glen opened before us, the entrance of which, from the valley, was well masked by thick trees. We understood how easily we might have wandered round it, without ever suspecting its existence. At the bottom of the glen we discovered the abode of the celebrated Kangalim.

A new glen appeared in front of us, its entrance from the valley well-hidden by dense trees. We realized how easily we could have walked past it without even knowing it was there. At the bottom of the glen, we found the home of the famous Kangalim.

The den, as it turned out, was situated in the ruin of an old Hindu temple in tolerably good preservation. In all probability it was built long before the "Dead City," because during the epoch of the latter, the heathen were not allowed to have their own places of worship; and the temple stood quite close to the wall of the town, in fact, right under it. The cupolas of the two smaller lateral pagodas had fallen long ago, and huge bushes grew out of their altars. This evening their branches were hidden under a mass of bright-colored rags, bits of ribbon, little pots, and various other talismans, because, even in them, popular superstition sees something sacred.

The den was located in the remains of an old Hindu temple that was still in fairly good shape. It was probably built long before the "Dead City," as during that time, the heathens weren’t allowed to have their own places of worship. The temple was right next to the town wall, practically underneath it. The domes of the two smaller side pagodas had collapsed a long time ago, and large bushes were growing out of their altars. That evening, their branches were covered with a jumble of brightly colored rags, bits of ribbon, small pots, and various other charms, because even there, popular superstition sees something sacred.

"And are not these poor people right? Did not these bushes grow on sacred ground? Is not their sap impregnated with the incense of offerings, and the exhalations[Pg 264] of holy anchorites, who once lived and breathed here?"

"And aren’t these poor people right? Didn’t these bushes grow on sacred ground? Isn’t their sap filled with the scent of offerings and the breath[Pg 264] of holy hermits, who once lived and breathed here?"

The learned but superstitious Sham Rao would only answer our questions by new questions.

The educated yet superstitious Sham Rao would only respond to our questions with more questions.

But the central temple, built of red granite, stood unharmed by time, and, as we learned afterwards, a deep tunnel opened just behind its closely-shut door. What was beyond it no one knew. Sham Rao assured us that no man of the last three generations had ever stepped over the threshold of this thick iron door; no one had seen the subterranean passage for many years. Kangalim lived there in perfect isolation, and, according to the oldest people in the neighborhood, she had always lived there. Some people said she was three hundred years old; others alleged that a certain old man on his death-bed had revealed to his son that this old woman was no one else than his own uncle. This fabulous uncle had settled in the cave in the times when the "Dead City" still counted several hundreds of inhabitants. The hermit, busy paving his road to Moksha, had no intercourse with the rest of the world, and nobody knew how he lived and what he ate. But a good while ago, in the days when the Bellati (foreigners) had not yet taken possession of this mountain, the old hermit suddenly was transformed into a hermitess. She continues his pursuits and speaks with his voice, and often in his name; but she receives worshippers, which was not the practice of her predecessor.

But the main temple, made of red granite, remained untouched by time, and, as we later discovered, a deep tunnel opened right behind its tightly shut door. No one knew what was beyond it. Sham Rao told us that no one from the last three generations had ever crossed the threshold of this thick iron door; no one had seen the underground passage in many years. Kangalim lived there in complete isolation, and according to the oldest locals, she had always lived there. Some said she was three hundred years old; others claimed that an old man on his deathbed had revealed to his son that this old woman was actually his own uncle. This legendary uncle had settled in the cave when the "Dead City" still had several hundred residents. The hermit, focused on paving his way to Moksha, had no contact with the outside world, and no one knew how he lived or what he ate. But long ago, when the Bellati (foreigners) hadn’t yet taken control of this mountain, the old hermit suddenly turned into a hermitess. She continues his pursuits and speaks in his voice, often in his name; but she welcomes worshippers, which was not something her predecessor did.

We had come too early, and the Pythia did not at first appear. But the square before the temple was full of people, and a wild though picturesque scene it was. An enormous bonfire blazed in the center, and round it[Pg 265] crowded the naked savages like so many black gnomes, adding whole branches of trees sacred to the seven sister-goddesses. Slowly and evenly they all jumped from one leg to another to a tune of a single monotonous musical phrase, which they repeated in chorus, accompanied by several local drums and tambourines. The hushed trill of the latter mingled with the forest echoes and the hysterical moans of two little girls, who lay under a heap of leaves by the fire. The poor children were brought here by their mothers, in the hope that the goddesses would take pity upon them and banish the two evil spirits under whose obsession they were. Both mothers were quite young, and sat on their heels blankly and sadly staring at the flames. No one paid us the slightest attention when we appeared, and afterwards during all our stay these people acted as if we were invisible. Had we worn a cap of darkness they could not have behaved more strangely.

We had arrived too early, and the Pythia didn't show up right away. But the square in front of the temple was packed with people, and it was a wild yet picturesque scene. An enormous bonfire blazed in the center, and around it[Pg 265] crowded the naked savages like a bunch of black gnomes, adding whole branches of trees that were sacred to the seven sister-goddesses. They all jumped from one leg to another in unison to the rhythm of a single monotonous musical phrase, which they repeated in chorus, accompanied by several local drums and tambourines. The soft trill of the tambourines mixed with the echoes from the forest and the frantic moans of two little girls lying underneath a pile of leaves by the fire. The poor kids had been brought here by their mothers, hoping that the goddesses would take pity on them and drive away the two evil spirits that tormented them. Both mothers were quite young and sat on their heels, staring blankly and sadly at the flames. No one paid us the slightest attention when we showed up, and throughout our entire stay, these people acted as if we were invisible. They couldn't have behaved more strangely if we had been wearing caps of darkness.

"They feel the approach of the gods! The atmosphere is full of their sacred emanations!" mysteriously explained Sham Rao, contemplating with reverence the natives, whom his beloved Haeckel might have easily mistaken for his "missing link," the brood of his Bathybius Haeckelii.

"They sense the arrival of the gods! The air is filled with their holy energy!" Sham Rao mysteriously explained, gazing at the natives with awe, whom his beloved Haeckel might have easily identified as his "missing link," the offspring of his Bathybius Haeckelii.

"They are simply under the influence of toddy and opium!" retorted the irreverent Babu.

"They're just high on toddy and opium!" shot back the irreverent Babu.

The lookers-on moved as in a dream, as if they all were only half-awakened somnambulists, but the actors were simply victims of St. Vitus's dance. One of them, a tall old man, a mere skeleton with a long white beard, left the ring and begun whirling vertiginously, with his arms spread like wings, and loudly grinding his long,[Pg 266] wolf-like teeth. He was painful and disgusting to look at. He soon fell down, and was carelessly, almost mechanically pushed aside by the feet of the others still engaged in their demoniac performance.

The spectators moved as if they were in a dream, like they were only half-awake sleepwalkers, but the performers were just victims of St. Vitus's dance. One of them, a tall old man, nothing but a skeleton with a long white beard, left the circle and started spinning wildly, with his arms spread out like wings, loudly grinding his long, [Pg 266] wolf-like teeth. He was painful and disgusting to watch. He soon fell down and was carelessly, almost mechanically shoved aside by the feet of the others still caught up in their frenzied performance.

All this was frightful enough, but many more horrors were in store for us.

All of this was pretty terrifying, but many more nightmares were ahead for us.

Waiting for the appearance of the prima donna of this forest opera company, we sat down on the trunk of a fallen tree, ready to ask innumerable questions of our condescending host. But I was hardly seated when a feeling of indescribable astonishment and horror made me shrink back.

Waiting for the arrival of the prima donna of this forest opera company, we took a seat on the trunk of a fallen tree, prepared to ask countless questions of our pretentious host. But I had barely settled in when a wave of indescribable shock and dread caused me to pull back.

I beheld the skull of a monstrous animal, the like of which I could not find in my zoölogical reminiscences.

I saw the skull of a huge creature, unlike anything I could recall from my knowledge of animals.

This head was much larger than the head of an elephant skeleton. And still it could not be anything but an elephant, judging by the skilfully restored trunk, which wound down to my feet like a gigantic black leech. But an elephant has no horns, whereas this one had four of them! The front pair stuck from the flat forehead slightly bending forward and then spreading out; and the others had a wide base, like the root of a deer's horn, that gradually decreased almost up to the middle, and bore long branches enough to decorate a dozen ordinary elks. Pieces of the transparent amber-yellow rhinoceros skin were strained over the empty eye-holes of the skull, and small lamps burning behind them only added to the horror, the devilish appearance of this head.

This head was much larger than that of an elephant skeleton. Yet, it could only be an elephant, judging by the skillfully restored trunk that extended down to my feet like a giant black leech. But an elephant doesn't have horns, while this one had four! The front pair jutted out from the flat forehead, slightly bending forward and then spreading outward, while the others had a broad base like the root of a deer’s antler, tapering down almost to the middle, with long branches enough to adorn a dozen regular elk. Pieces of transparent amber-yellow rhinoceros skin were stretched over the empty eye sockets of the skull, and small lamps glowing behind them only intensified the horror and the sinister look of this head.

"What can this be?" was our unanimous question. None of us had ever met anything like it, and even the colonel looked aghast.

"What can this be?" was our collective question. None of us had ever encountered anything like it, and even the colonel looked shocked.

"It is a Sivatherium," said Narayan. "Is it possible[Pg 267] you never came across these fossils in European museums? Their remains are common enough in the Himalayas, though, of course, in fragments. They were called after Shiva."

"It’s a Sivatherium," Narayan said. "Is it possible[Pg 267] you've never seen these fossils in European museums? Their remains are pretty common in the Himalayas, although, of course, they’re mostly in pieces. They were named after Shiva."

"If the collector of this district ever hears that this antediluvian relic adorns the den of your—ahem!—witch," remarked the Babu, "it won't adorn it many days longer."

"If the collector in this district ever hears that this ancient relic is displayed in your—ahem!—witch's den," the Babu said, "it won't be there for much longer."

All around the skull and on the floor of the portico there were heaps of white flowers, which, though not quite antediluvian, were totally unknown to us. They were as large as a big rose, and their white petals were covered with a red powder, the inevitable concomitant of every Indian religious ceremony. Further on there were groups of cocoanuts, and large brass dishes filled with rice, each adorned with a red or green taper. In the center of the portico there stood a queer-shaped censer, surrounded with chandeliers. A little boy, dressed from head to foot in white, threw into it handfuls of aromatic powders.

All around the skull and on the floor of the portico, there were piles of white flowers that, while not ancient, were completely unfamiliar to us. They were as big as a large rose, and their white petals were dusted with a red powder, the typical addition to every Indian religious ceremony. Further along, there were clusters of coconuts and large brass dishes filled with rice, each topped with a red or green candle. In the center of the portico, there was a strangely shaped censer surrounded by chandeliers. A young boy, dressed in white from head to toe, was tossing handfuls of fragrant powders into it.

"These people, who assemble here to worship Kangalim," said Sham Rao, "do not actually belong either to her sect or to any other. They are devil-worshippers. They do not believe in Hindu gods; they live in small communities; they belong to one of the many Indian races which usually are called the hill-tribes. Unlike the Shanars of Southern Travancore, they do not use the blood of sacrificial animals; they do not build separate temples to their bhutas. But they are possessed by the strange fancy that the goddess Kâli, the wife of Shiva, from time immemorial has had a grudge against them, and sends her favorite evil spirits to torture[Pg 268] them. Save this little difference, they have the same beliefs as the Shanars. God does not exist for them; and even Shiva is considered by them as an ordinary spirit. Their chief worship is offered to the souls of the dead. These souls, however righteous and kind they may be in their lifetime, become after death as wicked as can be; they are happy only when they are torturing living men and cattle. As the opportunities of doing so are the only reward for the virtues they possessed when incarnated, a very wicked man is punished by becoming after his death a very soft-hearted ghost; he loathes his loss of daring, and is altogether miserable. The results of this strange logic are not bad, nevertheless. These savages and devil-worshippers are the kindest and the most truth-loving of all the hill-tribes. They do whatever they can to be worthy of their ultimate reward; because, don't you see, they all long to become the wickedest of devils!"

"These people who gather here to worship Kangalim," Sham Rao said, "don’t actually belong to her sect or any other. They’re devil-worshippers. They don’t believe in Hindu gods; they live in small communities and are part of one of the many Indian races usually referred to as hill-tribes. Unlike the Shanars of Southern Travancore, they don’t use the blood of sacrificial animals or build separate temples for their bhutas. However, they have this strange belief that the goddess Kâli, the wife of Shiva, has had a grudge against them for a long time and sends her favorite evil spirits to torment them. Except for this small difference, their beliefs are the same as those of the Shanars. God doesn’t exist for them, and even Shiva is seen as just an ordinary spirit. Their main form of worship is directed toward the souls of the dead. These souls, no matter how righteous and kind they were during their lives, become as wicked as can be after death; they are happy only when they’re torturing living people and animals. Since these opportunities to cause pain are the only reward for the virtues they had while alive, a very wicked person is punished by becoming a soft-hearted ghost after death; he dislikes his loss of courage and is completely miserable. Despite this strange logic, the outcome isn’t bad. These savages and devil-worshippers are the kindest and most truthful of all the hill-tribes. They do everything they can to deserve their ultimate reward because, don’t you see, they all want to become the wickedest of devils!"

And put in good humor by his own wittiness, Sham Rao laughed till his hilarity became offensive, considering the sacredness of the place.

And in a good mood from his own cleverness, Sham Rao laughed so hard that it became inappropriate, given the holiness of the place.

"A year ago some business matters sent me to Tinevelli," continued he. "Staying with a friend of mine, who is a Shanar, I was allowed to be present at one of the ceremonies in the honor of devils. No European has as yet witnessed this worship, whatever the missionaries may say; but there are many converts amongst the Shanars, who willingly describe them to the padres. My friend is a wealthy man, which is probably the reason why the devils are especially vicious to him. They poison his cattle, spoil his crops and his coffee plants, and persecute his numerous relations, sending[Pg 269] them sunstrokes, madness and epilepsy, over which illnesses they especially preside. These wicked demons have settled in every corner of his spacious landed property—in the woods, the ruins, and even in his stables. To avert all this, my friend covered his land with stucco pyramids, and prayed humbly, asking the demons to draw their portraits on each of them, so that he may recognize them and worship each of them separately, as the rightful owner of this, or that, particular pyramid. And what do you think?... Next morning all the pyramids were found covered with drawings. Each of them bore an incredibly good likeness of the dead of the neighborhood. My friend had known personally almost all of them. He found also a portrait of his own late father amongst the lot."

"A year ago, some business issues took me to Tinevelli," he continued. "Staying with a friend of mine who's a Shanar, I got to attend one of the ceremonies honoring the devils. No European has seen this worship yet, despite what the missionaries might say; but there are many converts among the Shanars who happily describe it to the padres. My friend is wealthy, which is probably why the devils are particularly cruel to him. They poison his livestock, ruin his crops and coffee plants, and torment his many relatives, sending[Pg 269] them sunstrokes, madness, and epilepsy, illnesses they seem to control. These evil spirits have set up shop in every corner of his vast property—in the woods, the ruins, and even in his stables. To ward off all this, my friend covered his land with stucco pyramids and prayed humbly, asking the demons to draw their portraits on each of them, so he could recognize them and worship each one individually, as the rightful owner of this or that specific pyramid. And guess what?... The next morning, all the pyramids were found covered with drawings. Each one had an incredibly accurate likeness of the deceased people from the area. My friend had personally known almost all of them. He also found a portrait of his own late father among them."

"Well? And was he satisfied?"

"Well? Was he happy?"

"Oh, he was very glad, very satisfied. It enabled him to choose the right thing to gratify the personal tastes of each demon, don't you see? He was not vexed at finding his father's portrait. His father was somewhat irascible; once he nearly broke both his son's legs, administering to him fatherly punishment with an iron bar, so that he could not possibly be very dangerous after his death. But another portrait, found on the best and the prettiest of the pyramids, amazed my friend a good deal, and put him in a blue funk. The whole district recognized an English officer, a certain Captain Pole, who in his lifetime was as kind a gentleman as ever lived."

"Oh, he was really happy and very satisfied. It allowed him to pick the right things to please the personal tastes of each demon, you know? He wasn’t upset about finding his father's portrait. His father could be pretty irritable; once, he almost broke both his son's legs, giving him a fatherly punishment with an iron bar, so he definitely wasn't a threat after he died. But another portrait, found on the best and prettiest of the pyramids, really surprised my friend and got him pretty anxious. Everyone in the area recognized an English officer, a Captain Pole, who was one of the kindest gentlemen ever when he was alive."

"Indeed? But do you mean to say that this strange people worshipped Captain Pole also?"

"Really? Are you saying that these strange people also worshipped Captain Pole?"

"Of course they did! Captain Pole was such a worthy[Pg 270] man, such an honest officer, that, after his death, he could not help being promoted to the highest rank of Shanar devils. The Pe-Kovil, demon's-house, sacred to his memory, stands side by side with the Pe-Kovil Bhadrakâlî, which was recently conferred on the wife of a certain German missionary, who also was a most charitable lady and so is very dangerous now."

"Of course they did! Captain Pole was such a respectable[Pg 270] man, such an honest officer, that after his death, he couldn’t help but be promoted to the highest rank of Shanar devils. The Pe-Kovil, the demon's house, sacred to his memory, stands next to the Pe-Kovil Bhadrakâlî, which was recently given to the wife of a certain German missionary, who was also a very charitable lady and is therefore quite dangerous now."

"But what are their ceremonies? Tell us something about their rites."

"But what are their ceremonies? Share something about their rituals."

"Their rites consist chiefly of dancing, singing, and killing sacrificial animals. The Shanars have no castes, and eat all kinds of meat. The crowd assembles about the Pe-Kovil, previously designated by the priest; there is a general beating of drums, and slaughtering of fowls, sheep and goats. When Captain Pole's turn came an ox was killed, as a thoughtful attention to the peculiar tastes of his nation. The priest appeared, covered with bangles, and holding a wand on which tinkled numberless little bells, and wearing garlands of red and white flowers round his neck, and a black mantle, on which were embroidered the ugliest fiends you can imagine. Horns were blown and drums rolled incessantly. And oh, I forgot to tell you there was also a kind of fiddle, the secret of which is known only to the Shanar priesthood. Its bow is ordinary enough, made of bamboo; but it is whispered that the strings are human veins.... When Captain Pole took possession of the priest's body, the priest leaped high in the air, and then rushed on the ox and killed him. He drank off the hot blood, and then began his dance. But what a fright he was when dancing! You know, I am not superstitious.... Am I?..."[Pg 271]

"Their ceremonies mainly involve dancing, singing, and sacrificing animals. The Shanars don't have castes and they eat all types of meat. The crowd gathers around the Pe-Kovil, chosen beforehand by the priest; there’s a collective drumming and the slaughtering of chickens, sheep, and goats. When it was Captain Pole's turn, an ox was sacrificed, as a considerate nod to his cultural preferences. The priest showed up, adorned with bangles, holding a wand covered in numerous tiny bells, wearing garlands of red and white flowers around his neck, and a black cloak decorated with the ugliest demons you can imagine. Horns were blown and drums kept thundering. Oh, I forgot to mention, there was also a sort of fiddle, the secret of which is known only to the Shanar priesthood. Its bow is made of bamboo, but it’s rumored that the strings are made from human veins... When Captain Pole took control of the priest's body, the priest jumped high into the air and then charged at the ox, killing it. He drank the hot blood and then started to dance. But he looked terrifying while dancing! You know, I’m not superstitious... Am I?..."[Pg 271]

Sham Rao looked at us inquiringly, and I, for one, was glad at this moment that Miss X— was half a mile off, asleep in the howdah.

Sham Rao looked at us curiously, and I, for one, was relieved at that moment that Miss X— was half a mile away, sleeping in the howdah.

"He turned, and turned, as if possessed by all the demons of Nâraka. The enraged crowd hooted and howled when the priest begun to inflict deep wounds all over his body with the bloody sacrificial knife. To see him, with his hair waving in the wind and his mouth covered with foam; to see him bathing in the blood of the sacrificed animal, mixing it with his own, was more than I could bear. I felt as if hallucinated, I fancied I also was spinning round...."

"He kept turning and turning, as if he were possessed by all the demons of Nâraka. The angry crowd shouted and screamed as the priest started to carve deep wounds all over his body with the bloody sacrificial knife. Watching him, with his hair flowing in the wind and his mouth frothy; watching him soak in the blood of the sacrificed animal, blending it with his own, was more than I could handle. I felt like I was hallucinating; I imagined I was spinning too...."

Sham Rao stopped abruptly, struck dumb. Kangalim stood before us!

Sham Rao suddenly stopped, speechless. Kangalim was standing right in front of us!

Her appearance was so unexpected that we all felt embarrassed. Carried away by Sham Rao's description, we had noticed neither how nor whence she came. Had she appeared from beneath the earth we could not have been more astonished. Narayan stared at her, opening wide his big jet-black eyes; the Babu clicked his tongue in utter confusion.

Her appearance was so surprising that we all felt awkward. Caught up in Sham Rao's description, we hadn’t paid attention to how or where she had come from. If she had risen from the ground, we couldn't have been more shocked. Narayan stared at her, his big black eyes wide open; the Babu clicked his tongue in complete bewilderment.

Imagine a skeleton seven feet high, covered with brown leather, with a dead child's tiny head stuck on its bony shoulders; the eyes set so deep and at the same time flashing such fiendish flames all through your body that you begin to feel your brain stop working, your thoughts become entangled and your blood freeze in your veins.

Imagine a seven-foot skeleton dressed in brown leather, with a dead child's tiny head perched on its bony shoulders; the eyes are so deeply set yet burn with such evil intensity throughout your body that you start to feel your brain shutting down, your thoughts getting tangled, and your blood freezing in your veins.

I describe my personal impressions, and no words of mine can do them justice. My description is too weak. Mr. Y— and the colonel both grew pale under her[Pg 272] stare and Mr. Y— made a movement as if about to rise.

I share my personal feelings, and no words can truly capture them. My description falls short. Mr. Y— and the colonel both turned pale under her[Pg 272] gaze, and Mr. Y— seemed ready to get up.

Needless to say that such an impression could not last. As soon as the witch had turned her gleaming eyes to the kneeling crowd, it vanished as swiftly as it had come. But still all our attention was fixed on this remarkable creature.

Needless to say, that impression couldn’t last. As soon as the witch focused her shining eyes on the kneeling crowd, it disappeared just as quickly as it had appeared. Yet, all our attention remained on this incredible being.

Three hundred years old! Who can tell? Judging by her appearance, we might as well conjecture her to be a thousand. We beheld a genuine living mummy, or rather a mummy endowed with motion. She seemed to have been withering since the creation. Neither time, nor the ills of life, nor the elements could ever affect this living statue of death. The all-destroying hand of time had touched her and stopped short. Time could do no more, and so had left her. And with all this, not a single gray hair. Her long black locks shone with a greenish sheen, and fell in heavy masses down to her knees.

Three hundred years old! Who knows? Just by looking at her, we could easily guess she was a thousand. We saw a real living mummy, or rather a mummy that could move. It looked like she had been withering since the beginning of time. Neither time, nor life's troubles, nor the elements could ever impact this living statue of death. The all-consuming hand of time had touched her and then stopped. Time couldn’t do anything more, so it left her as she was. And through all of this, not a single gray hair. Her long black hair gleamed with a greenish tint and hung in heavy layers down to her knees.

To my great shame, I must confess that a disgusting reminiscence flashed into my memory. I thought about the hair and the nails of corpses growing in the graves, and tried to examine the nails of the old woman.

To my great shame, I have to admit that a disgusting memory came to mind. I thought about how hair and nails of corpses keep growing in their graves, and I tried to look at the nails of the old woman.

Meanwhile, she stood motionless as if suddenly transformed into an ugly idol. In one hand she held a dish with a piece of burning camphor, in the other a handful of rice, and she never removed her burning eyes from the crowd. The pale yellow flame of the camphor flickered in the wind, and lit up her death-like head, almost touching her chin; but she paid no heed to it. Her neck, as wrinkled as a mushroom, as thin as a stick, was surrounded by three rows of golden medallions.[Pg 273] Her head was adorned with a golden snake. Her grotesque, hardly human body was covered by a piece of saffron-yellow muslin.

Meanwhile, she stood still as if suddenly turned into an ugly statue. In one hand, she held a dish with a piece of burning camphor, and in the other, a handful of rice, never taking her fiery gaze off the crowd. The pale yellow flame of the camphor flickered in the wind, illuminating her deathly face, nearly touching her chin; but she didn’t pay any attention to it. Her neck, wrinkled like a mushroom and as thin as a stick, was surrounded by three rows of golden medallions.[Pg 273] Her head was decorated with a golden snake. Her grotesque, barely human body was draped in a piece of saffron-yellow muslin.

The demoniac little girls raised their heads from beneath the leaves, and set up a prolonged animal-like howl. Their example was followed by the old man, who lay exhausted by his frantic dance.

The possessed little girls lifted their heads from under the leaves and let out a long, animal-like howl. The old man, who was worn out from his wild dancing, joined in after them.

The witch tossed her head convulsively, and began her invocations, rising on tiptoe, as if moved by some external force.

The witch jerked her head and started her chants, rising up on her toes, as if controlled by some outside power.

"The goddess, one of the seven sisters, begins to take possession of her," whispered Sham Rao, not even thinking of wiping away the big drops of sweat that streamed from his brow. "Look, look at her!"

"The goddess, one of the seven sisters, starts to take control of her," whispered Sham Rao, not even considering wiping away the big drops of sweat that dripped from his forehead. "Look, look at her!"

This advice was quite superfluous. We were looking at her, and at nothing else.

This advice was completely unnecessary. We were focused on her and nothing else.

At first, the movements of the witch were slow, unequal, somewhat convulsive; then, gradually, they became less angular; at last, as if catching the cadence of the drums, leaning all her long body forward, and writhing like an eel, she rushed round and round the blazing bonfire. A dry leaf caught in a hurricane could not fly swifter. Her bare bony feet trod noiselessly on the rocky ground. The long locks of her hair flew round her like snakes, lashing the spectators, who knelt, stretching their trembling arms towards her, and writhing as if they were alive. Whoever was touched by one of this Fury's black curls, fell down on the ground, overcome with happiness, shouting thanks to the goddess, and considering himself blessed forever. It was not human hair that touched the happy elect, it was the goddess herself, one of the seven.[Pg 274]

At first, the witch's movements were slow, clumsy, and a bit jerky; then, little by little, they became smoother. Finally, as if syncing with the beat of the drums, she leaned her whole long body forward and twisted like an eel, spinning around and around the roaring bonfire. A dry leaf caught in a hurricane couldn't move any faster. Her bare, bony feet padded silently on the rocky ground. The long strands of her hair whipped around her like snakes, striking the spectators who knelt, reaching out their trembling arms toward her, writhing as if they were alive. Anyone touched by one of this Fury's black curls collapsed on the ground, overwhelmed with joy, shouting thanks to the goddess, feeling blessed for eternity. It wasn't human hair that touched the fortunate ones; it was the goddess herself, one of the seven.[Pg 274]

Swifter and swifter fly her decrepit legs; the young, vigorous hands of the drummer can hardly follow her. But she does not think of catching the measure of his music; she rushes, she flies forward. Staring with her expressionless, motionless orbs at something before her, at something that is not visible to our mortal eyes, she hardly glances at her worshippers; then her look becomes full of fire, and whoever she looks at feels burned through to the marrow of his bones. At every glance she throws a few grains of rice. The small handful seems inexhaustible, as if the wrinkled palm contained the bottomless bag of Prince Fortunatus.

Swifter and swifter her worn-out legs fly; the young, energetic hands of the drummer can barely keep up with her. But she isn't paying attention to matching his rhythm; she rushes, she soars ahead. With her blank, unblinking eyes fixed on something ahead of her, on something invisible to our human sight, she hardly notices her admirers; then her gaze ignites with intensity, and whoever she looks at feels scorched to the core. With each glance, she scatters a few grains of rice. That small handful seems endless, as if her wrinkled palm held a bottomless bag like Prince Fortunatus.

Suddenly she stops as if thunderstruck.

Suddenly she stops as if she’s been hit by lightning.

The mad race round the bonfire had lasted twelve minutes, but we looked in vain for a trace of fatigue on the death-like face of the witch. She stopped only for a moment, just the necessary time for the goddess to release her. As soon as she felt free, by a single effort she jumped over the fire and plunged into the deep tank by the portico. This time she plunged only once, and whilst she stayed under the water the second sister-goddess entered her body. The little boy in white produced another dish, with a new piece of burning camphor, just in time for the witch to take it up, and to rush again on her headlong way.

The wild race around the bonfire had gone on for twelve minutes, but we searched in vain for any sign of exhaustion on the lifeless face of the witch. She paused only briefly, just long enough for the goddess to free her. As soon as she felt the release, she leaped over the fire and dove into the deep tank by the porch. This time, she only submerged once, and while she was underwater, the second sister-goddess entered her body. The little boy in white brought out another dish, with a new piece of burning camphor, just in time for the witch to grab it and charge forward again.

The colonel sat with his watch in his hand. During the second obsession the witch ran, leaped, and raced for exactly fourteen minutes. After this, she plunged twice in the tank, in honor of the second sister; and with every new obsession the number of her plunges increased, till it became six.

The colonel sat with his watch in hand. During the second obsession, the witch ran, jumped, and sprinted for exactly fourteen minutes. After that, she dove into the tank twice, in honor of the second sister; and with each new obsession, the number of her dives increased, until it reached six.

It was already an hour and a half since the race[Pg 275] began. All this time the witch never rested, stopping only for a few seconds, to disappear under the water.

It had already been an hour and a half since the race[Pg 275] started. Throughout this time, the witch never took a break, only pausing for a few seconds to dive underwater.

"She is a fiend, she cannot be a woman!" exclaimed the colonel, seeing the head of the witch immersed for the sixth time in the water.

"She's a monster, she can't possibly be a woman!" exclaimed the colonel, watching the witch's head dipped in the water for the sixth time.

"Hang me if I know!" grumbled Mr. Y—, nervously pulling his beard. "The only thing I know is that a grain of her cursed rice entered my throat, and I can't get it out!"

"Hang me if I know!" grumbled Mr. Y—, nervously tugging at his beard. "The only thing I know is that a grain of her cursed rice got stuck in my throat, and I can't get it out!"

"Hush, hush! Please, do be quiet!" implored Sham Rao. "By talking you will spoil the whole business!"

"Hush, hush! Please, be quiet!" Sham Rao pleaded. "If you keep talking, you'll ruin the whole thing!"

I glanced at Narayan and lost myself in conjectures.

I looked at Narayan and got lost in my thoughts.

His features, which usually were so calm and serene, were quite altered at this moment by a deep shadow of suffering. His lips trembled, and the pupils of his eyes were dilated, as if by a dose of belladonna. His eyes were lifted over the heads of the crowd, as if in his disgust he tried not to see what was before him, and at the same time could not see it, engaged in a deep reverie which carried him away from us and from the whole performance.

His features, which were usually so calm and peaceful, were noticeably changed at that moment by a deep shadow of pain. His lips trembled, and the pupils of his eyes were wide, as if he had taken a dose of belladonna. He looked over the heads of the crowd, as if in his disgust he tried not to see what was in front of him, and at the same time couldn't see it, lost in a deep thought that took him away from us and the entire performance.

"What is the matter with him?" was my thought, but I had no time to ask him, because the witch was again in full swing, chasing her own shadow.

"What’s wrong with him?" was my thought, but I didn’t have time to ask him because the witch was back at it, chasing her own shadow.

But with the seventh goddess the program was slightly changed. The running of the old woman changed to leaping. Sometimes bending down to the ground, like a black panther, she leaped up to some worshipper, and halting before him touched his forehead with her finger, while her long, thin body shook with inaudible laughter. Then, again, as if shrinking back playfully from her shadow, and chased by it, in[Pg 276] some uncanny game, the witch appeared to us like a horrid caricature of Dinorah, dancing her mad dance. Suddenly she straightened herself to her full height, darted to the portico and crouched before the smoking censer, beating her forehead against the granite steps. Another jump, and she was quite close to us, before the head of the monstrous Sivatherium. She knelt down again and bowed her head to the ground several times, with the sound of an empty barrel knocked against something hard.

But with the seventh goddess, the program changed a bit. The old woman's running turned into leaping. Sometimes she bent down to the ground like a black panther, then leaped up to some worshipper, pausing before him to touch his forehead with her finger while her long, thin body shook with silent laughter. Then, again, as if playfully shrinking back from her own shadow and being chased by it, in[Pg 276] a strange game, the witch looked like a grotesque version of Dinorah, performing her wild dance. Suddenly, she stood up tall, dashed to the portico, and crouched before the smoking censer, banging her forehead against the granite steps. With another jump, she was right in front of us, before the head of the monstrous Sivatherium. She knelt down again and bowed her head to the ground several times, sounding like an empty barrel hitting something hard.

We had hardly the time to spring to our feet and shrink back when she appeared on the top of the Sivatherium's head, standing there amongst the horns.

We barely had time to get up and back away when she showed up on top of the Sivatherium's head, standing there among the horns.

Narayan alone did not stir, and fearlessly looked straight in the eyes of the frightful sorceress.

Narayan stood still, fearlessly locking eyes with the terrifying sorceress.

But what was this? Who spoke in those deep manly tones? Her lips were moving, from her breast were issuing those quick, abrupt phrases, but the voice sounded hollow as if coming from beneath the ground.

But what was this? Who was speaking in those deep, manly tones? Her lips were moving, and quick, abrupt phrases were coming from her chest, but the voice sounded hollow, as if it were coming from underground.

"Hush, hush!" whispered Sham Rao, his whole body trembling. "She is going to prophesy!..."

"Hush, hush!" whispered Sham Rao, his entire body shaking. "She’s about to make a prophecy!..."

"She?" incredulously inquired Mr. Y—. "This a woman's voice? I don't believe it for a moment. Someone's uncle must be stowed away somewhere about the place. Not the fabulous uncle she inherited from, but a real live one!..."

"She?" Mr. Y asked incredulously. "Is this a woman's voice? I can't believe it for a second. Someone's uncle must be hiding around here somewhere. Not the legendary uncle she got her inheritance from, but a real, live one!..."

Sham Rao winced under the irony of this supposition, and cast an imploring look at the speaker.

Sham Rao winced at the irony of this assumption and gave an pleading look to the speaker.

"Woe to you! woe to you!" echoed the voice. "Woe to you, children of the impure Jaya and Vijaya! of the mocking, unbelieving lingerers round great Shiva's door! Ye, who are cursed by eighty thousand sages![Pg 277] Woe to you who believe not in the goddess Kâli, and you who deny us, her seven divine sisters! Flesh-eating, yellow-legged vultures! friends of the oppressors of our land! dogs who are not ashamed to eat from the same trough with the Bellati!" (foreigners).

"Woe to you! Woe to you!" echoed the voice. "Woe to you, children of the unclean Jaya and Vijaya! You mocking, disbelieving bystanders at great Shiva's door! You who are cursed by eighty thousand sages! [Pg 277] Woe to you who do not believe in the goddess Kâli, and you who reject us, her seven divine sisters! Flesh-eating, yellow-legged vultures! Friends of the oppressors of our land! Dogs who aren't ashamed to eat from the same trough as the Bellati!" (foreigners).

"It seems to me that your prophetess only foretells the past," said Mr. Y—, philosophically putting his hands in his pockets. "I should say that she is hinting at you, my dear Sham Rao."

"It looks like your prophetess only predicts what's already happened," said Mr. Y—, thoughtfully putting his hands in his pockets. "I would say she’s suggesting something about you, my dear Sham Rao."

"Yes! and at us also," murmured the colonel, who was evidently beginning to feel uneasy.

"Yes! and us too," murmured the colonel, who was clearly starting to feel uncomfortable.

As to the unlucky Sham Rao, he broke out in a cold sweat, and tried to assure us that we were mistaken, that we did not fully understand her language.

As for the unfortunate Sham Rao, he started sweating nervously and attempted to convince us that we were wrong, that we didn't completely grasp her language.

"It is not about you, it is not about you! It is of me she speaks, because I am in Government service. Oh, she is inexorable!"

"It’s not about you, it’s not about you! She’s talking about me because I work in government. Oh, she’s relentless!"

"Râkshasas! Asuras!" thundered the voice. "How dare you appear before us? how dare you to stand on this holy ground in boots made of a cow's sacred skin? Be cursed for etern——"

"Râkshasas! Asuras!" boomed the voice. "How dare you show up here? How dare you stand on this holy ground in boots made from a cow's sacred skin? Be cursed for eternity!"

But her curse was not destined to be finished. In an instant the Hercules-like Narayan had fallen on the Sivatherium, and upset the whole pile, the skull, the horns and the demoniac Pythia included. A second more, and we thought we saw the witch flying in the air towards the portico. A confused vision of a stout, shaven Brahman, suddenly emerging from under the Sivatherium and instantly disappearing in the hollow beneath it, flashed before my dilated eyes.

But her curse wasn’t meant to end. In a split second, the strong Narayan had taken down the Sivatherium, causing everything to fall—the skull, the horns, and the creepy Pythia included. In another moment, we thought we saw the witch flying through the air towards the entrance. A quick glimpse of a heavyset, bald Brahman suddenly appearing from under the Sivatherium and then vanishing into the space below it flashed before my wide-open eyes.

But, alas! after the third second had passed, we all came to the embarrassing conclusion that, judging from[Pg 278] the loud clang of the door of the cave, the representative of the Seven Sisters had ignominiously fled. The moment she had disappeared from our inquisitive eyes to her subterranean domain, we all realized that the unearthly hollow voice we had heard had nothing supernatural about it and belonged to the Brahman hidden under the Sivatherium—to some one's live uncle, as Mr. Y— had rightly supposed.

But, unfortunately, after the third second went by, we all came to the awkward conclusion that, judging from[Pg 278] the loud bang of the cave door, the representative of the Seven Sisters had shamefully run away. The moment she vanished from our curious sight into her underground realm, we all understood that the eerie hollow voice we had heard wasn’t anything supernatural and actually belonged to the Brahman hidden under the Sivatherium—to someone’s living uncle, as Mr. Y— had correctly assumed.


Oh, Narayan! how carelessly, how disorderly the worlds rotate around us. I begin to seriously doubt their reality. From this moment I shall earnestly believe that all things in the universe are nothing but illusion, a mere Mâyâ. I am becoming a Vedantin.... I doubt that in the whole universe there may be found anything more objective than a Hindu witch flying up the spout.

Oh, Narayan! How carelessly and chaotically the worlds revolve around us. I'm starting to seriously question their reality. From now on, I'll truly believe that everything in the universe is just an illusion, a simple Mâyâ. I'm becoming a Vedantin... I doubt there's anything more objective in the entire universe than a Hindu witch flying up a chimney.


Miss X— woke up, and asked what was the meaning of all this noise. The noise of many voices and the sounds of the many retreating footsteps, the general rush of the crowd, had frightened her. She listened to us with a condescending smile, and a few yawns, and went to sleep again.

Miss X woke up and asked what all the noise was about. The chatter of many voices and the sound of countless footsteps leaving, along with the overall commotion of the crowd, had startled her. She listened to us with a dismissive smile and a few yawns before falling back asleep.

Next morning, at daybreak, we very reluctantly, it must be owned, bade good-by to the kind-hearted, good-natured Sham Rao. The confoundingly easy victory of Narayan hung heavily on his mind. His faith in the holy hermitess and the seven goddesses was a good deal shaken by the shameful capitulation of the sisters, who had surrendered at the first blow from a mere mortal. But during the dark hours of the night he had had time[Pg 279] to think it over, and to shake off the uneasy feeling of having unwillingly misled and disappointed his European friends.

Next morning, at daybreak, we very reluctantly said goodbye to the kind-hearted, good-natured Sham Rao. The frustratingly easy victory of Narayan weighed heavily on his mind. His faith in the holy hermitess and the seven goddesses was quite shaken by the shameful surrender of the sisters, who had given in at the first challenge from a mere mortal. But during the dark hours of the night, he had time to think it over and shake off the uneasy feeling of having unwillingly misled and disappointed his European friends.

Sham Rao still looked confused when he shook hands with us at parting, and expressed to us the best wishes of his family and himself.

Sham Rao still looked puzzled when he shook hands with us goodbye and shared his and his family's best wishes.

As to the heroes of this truthful narrative, they mounted their elephants once more, and directed their heavy steps towards the high road and Jubbulpore.[Pg 280]

As for the heroes of this true story, they climbed back onto their elephants and made their way toward the main road and Jubbulpore.[Pg 280]


REMARKABLE PSYCHIC EXPERIENCES OF FAMOUS PERSONS

By Walter F. Prince, Ph.D.,

Official Investigator American Society for Psychical Research

It does not necessarily give an occult incident more weight that it was experienced or related and credited by a person whose name is prominent for one reason or another. The great are nearly as likely to suffer illusions, pathological hallucinations, and aberrations as the humble remainder of mankind, or, according to Lombroso a good deal more so. Nor have famous persons a monopoly of veracity. Besides, a rare psychological incident is not more or less a problem, nor has it more or less significance in the experience of honest John Jones than in that of William Shakespeare.

It doesn't necessarily make an unusual event more significant just because it was experienced or reported by someone well-known for one reason or another. People in high positions are just as likely to experience illusions, pathological hallucinations, and anomalies as everyday people, or according to Lombroso, even more so. Moreover, famous individuals don't have a monopoly on the truth. Additionally, a rare psychological event is no more or less a dilemma, nor does it hold more or less significance for an average person like John Jones than it does for someone like William Shakespeare.

And yet it is natural and quite proper to look with somewhat enhanced interest upon the experiences or the testimonies of those whose names are in the cyclopedias and biographical dictionaries. It is legitimate to set these forth and to call attention to them. These persons at least we know something about. William Moggs of Waushegan, Wisconsin, may be a very excellent and trustworthy man but we don't know him, and it is tedious to be told that somebody else whom we may[Pg 281] know as little knows and esteems him. How do we know that the avouching unknown could not have been sold a gold brick? But Henry M. Stanley, and General Frémont, and W. P. Frith, and Henry Clews are characters whom we do know something about, or at least whom we can easily look up for ourselves in biographical dictionaries and Who's Whos. They are names which have at the very outset a reputation which has impressed the world, which stand for assured ability, genius, achievement, forcefulness of one kind or another. Even though we have no particular data at hand regarding the veracity of a particular member of the shining circle, it is not easy to see why he, having an assured reputation, should dim it by telling spooky lies. It is easier to conceive of William Moggs, a quite obscure man, calling attention to himself by the device, though as a rule the William Moggs's do nothing of the kind. We spontaneously argue within ourselves, in some inchoate fashion, "That fellow made his mark in the world; he gained a big reputation by his superiority to the rank and file in some particular at least; it will be worth while to hear what he has to say."

And yet it’s completely normal and quite acceptable to have a heightened interest in the experiences or testimonies of those whose names appear in encyclopedias and biographical dictionaries. It’s valid to highlight these individuals and draw attention to them. At least we know something about these people. William Moggs from Waushegan, Wisconsin, may be a really good and trustworthy guy, but we don’t know him, and it’s tedious to hear that someone else, whom we may also know very little about, knows and respects him. How can we be sure that the person vouching for him hasn’t been duped? But Henry M. Stanley, General Frémont, W. P. Frith, and Henry Clews are individuals we know something about, or at least we can easily look up in biographical dictionaries and Who’s Who. They have names that already carry a reputation that has made an impact, symbolizing proven ability, talent, achievement, and strength in one way or another. Even if we don’t have specific information on the truthfulness of a particular member of this noteworthy group, it’s hard to understand why someone with an established reputation would tarnish it by telling tall tales. It’s easier to imagine someone like William Moggs, a relatively unknown person, trying to draw attention to himself in such a way, though usually people like William Moggs don’t do that. We tend to think to ourselves, somewhat instinctively, “That person made a mark in the world; they earned a big reputation by standing out from the crowd in at least one way; it’s worth hearing what they have to say.”

We present herewith a group of such testimonies either given out to the world by prominent persons as their own experiences or as the experiences of persons whom they knew and believed, or else as told by friends of the prominent persons whose experiences they were.

We present a collection of testimonials shared by well-known individuals, either as their personal experiences or as the experiences of people they knew and trusted, or recounted by friends of those prominent figures whose experiences they were.

It is not owing to any selective process that the material is mostly of the sort which favors supernormal hypotheses. We take what we can get. Whenever an experience is accompanied by a normal explanation, such will be included only a little more willingly than[Pg 282] an experience which does not readily suggest a normal explanation. But, let it be noted, the groups which we propose will be composed of human experiences, and not opinions, except as the opinions accompany the experiences. And it cannot be expected that, after certain types of experiences as related by certain men have been given, we shall then proceed to name other men who haven't had any such experiences. True, against Paul du Chaillu's assertion that he had seen gorillas was once urged the fact that nobody else had ever seen gorillas. Nevertheless the sole assertion of the one man who had seen them proved to outweigh in value the lack of experience on the part of all other travelers up to that time.

It’s not because of any selective process that the material mostly supports extraordinary ideas. We take what we can find. When an experience comes with a typical explanation, we include it only slightly more willingly than an experience that doesn’t easily suggest a normal explanation. However, it should be noted that the groups we propose will consist of human experiences, not opinions, unless those opinions come along with the experiences. And we can’t expect that after discussing specific types of experiences shared by certain individuals, we’ll then list other people who haven’t had any such experiences. For instance, against Paul du Chaillu's claim that he saw gorillas, it was pointed out that nobody else had ever seen gorillas. Still, the claim of the one person who had seen them ended up being more significant than the lack of experience from all other travelers at that time.

A Forewarning from Sir H. M. Stanley

This incident is related by the famous explorer, Sir Henry M. Stanley, in his autobiography edited by Dorothy Stanley (Houghton Mifflin Co., 1909), on pages 207-208.

This incident is shared by the well-known explorer, Sir Henry M. Stanley, in his autobiography edited by Dorothy Stanley (Houghton Mifflin Co., 1909), on pages 207-208.

Stanley, then a private in the Confederate Army, was captured in the battle of Shiloh and sent to Camp Douglas near Chicago. It was while here that the incident in question occurred.

Stanley, then a private in the Confederate Army, was captured in the battle of Shiloh and sent to Camp Douglas near Chicago. It was while he was there that the incident in question occurred.

"On the next day (April 16), after the morning duties had been performed, the rations divided, the cooks had departed contented, and the quarters swept, I proceeded to my nest and reclined alongside of my friend Wilkes in a posture that gave me a command of one half of the building. I made some remarks to him upon the card-playing groups opposite, when[Pg 283] suddenly, I felt a gentle stroke on the back of my neck, and in an instant I was unconscious. The next moment I had a vivid view of the village of Tremeirchion and the grassy slopes of the hills of Hirradog, and I seemed to be hovering over the rook woods of Brynbella. I glided to the bed-chamber of my Aunt Mary. My aunt was in bed, and seemed sick unto death. I took a position by the side of the bed, and saw myself, with head bent down, listening to her parting words which sounded regretful, as though conscience smote her for not having been as kind as she might have been, or had wished to be. I heard the boy say, 'I believe you, Aunt. It is neither your fault, nor mine. You were good and kind to me, and I knew you wished to be kinder; but things were so ordered that you had to be what you were. I also dearly wished to love you, but I was afraid to speak of it lest you would check me, or say something that would offend me. I feel our parting was in this spirit. There is no need of regrets. You have done your duty to me, and you had children of your own who required all your care. What has happened to me since, it was decreed should happen. Farewell.'

"On the next day (April 16), after we finished the morning chores, divided the rations, and the cooks left happy, I went to my place and lay down next to my friend Wilkes in a way that let me see half of the building. I started chatting with him about the card-playing groups across from us when[Pg 283] suddenly, I felt a gentle touch on the back of my neck, and in an instant, I was out cold. The next thing I knew, I was seeing the village of Tremeirchion and the grassy hills of Hirradog, and it felt like I was hovering over the rook woods of Brynbella. I floated into Aunt Mary's bedroom. My aunt was in bed and looked as if she were on the verge of death. I stood beside her bed and watched myself, head bent down, listening to her parting words that carried a tone of regret, as if she felt bad for not being as kind as she could have been or wanted to be. I heard the boy say, 'I believe you, Aunt. It’s neither your fault nor mine. You were good and kind to me, and I knew you wanted to be even kinder, but circumstances made it so you had to be who you were. I also wished to love you deeply, but I was afraid to say it in case you would hold me back or say something that would hurt me. I feel like our parting was in this spirit. There’s no need for regrets. You did your duty to me, and you had your own children who needed your full attention. What has happened to me since was meant to happen. Goodbye.'"

"I put forth my hand and felt the clasp of the long thin hands of the sore-sick woman. I heard a murmur of farewell, and immediately I awoke.

I reached out my hand and felt the grip of the long, thin hands of the sick woman. I heard a faint farewell, and then I woke up.

"It appeared to me that I had but closed my eyes. I was still in the same reclining attitude, the groups opposite me were still engaged in their card games, Wilkes was in the same position. Nothing had changed.

"It seemed to me that I had just closed my eyes. I was still in the same reclined position, the people across from me were still focused on their card games, and Wilkes was in the same spot. Nothing had changed."

"I asked, 'What has happened?'

"I asked, 'What happened?'"

"'What could happen?' said he. 'What makes you[Pg 284] ask? It is but a moment ago you were speaking to me.'

"'What could happen?' he asked. 'Why do you[Pg 284] ask? Just a moment ago, you were talking to me.'"

"'Oh, I thought I had been asleep a long time.'

'Oh, I thought I had been asleep for a long time.'

"On the next day the 17th of April, 1862, my Aunt Mary died at Fynnon Beuno, in Wales!

"On the next day, April 17th, 1862, my Aunt Mary passed away at Fynnon Beuno, in Wales!"

"I believe that the soul of every human being has its attendant spirit—a nimble, delicate essence, whose method of action is by a subtle suggestion which it contrives to insinuate into the mind, whether asleep or awake. We are too gross to be capable of understanding the signification of the dream, the vision, or the sudden presage, or of divining the source of the premonition or its import. We admit that we are liable to receive a fleeting picture of an act, or a figure at any moment, but, except being struck by certain strange coincidences which happen to most of us, we seldom make an effort to unravel the mystery. The swift, darting messenger stamps an image on the mind, and displays a vision to the sleeper; and if, as sometimes follows, among tricks and twists of the errant mind, by reflex acts of memory, it happens to be a true representation of what is to happen, we are left to grope hopelessly as to the manner and meaning of it, for there is nothing tangible to lay hold of.

"I believe that the soul of every person has its own spirit—a quick, delicate essence that influences us through subtle suggestions, whether we're asleep or awake. We're often too dense to truly understand the meaning of dreams, visions, or sudden intuitions, or to figure out where these premonitions come from and what they mean. We acknowledge that we might receive a fleeting image of an action or a figure at any time, but aside from being surprised by certain unusual coincidences that many of us experience, we rarely try to solve the mystery. The swift, darting messenger leaves an image in our mind and shows a vision to the sleeper; and if, as sometimes happens, amidst the twists and turns of a wandering mind, it mirrors what's actually going to happen, we're left to fumble around without any clear idea of its significance, since there's nothing concrete to grasp onto."

"There are many things relating to my existence which are inexplicable to me, and probably it is best so; this death-bed scene, projected on my mind's screen, across four thousand five hundred miles of space, is one of these mysteries."

"There are many aspects of my life that I can't explain, and maybe that's for the best; this deathbed scene, playing out in my mind from four thousand five hundred miles away, is one of these mysteries."

The precise meaning of the passage wherein Sir Henry speculates on the nature and meaning of such facts, is not entirely clear. Does he by the word spirit mean what is usually meant by that term, or does he[Pg 285] mean some part of the mind functioning upon the rest as its object, like Freud's psychic censor though with a different purpose? And the affirmative employment of the terms "presage" and "premonition" do not seem to be consistent with the expression "it happens to be a true representation of what is to happen." It seems plain that the distinguished explorer did believe that the death-bed scene was "projected on" his "mind's screen, across four thousand five hundred miles of space." However, what Stanley thought about the facts is of much less importance than the facts themselves, as reported by one whose life was one long drill in observing, appraising and recording facts.

The exact meaning of the passage where Sir Henry speculates on the nature and significance of these facts isn't completely clear. When he uses the term spirit, does he mean what is usually understood by that word, or is he[Pg 285] referring to some part of the mind acting on the rest, like Freud's psychic censor, but with a different purpose? Additionally, the use of the terms "presage" and "premonition" doesn't seem to align with the phrase "it happens to be a true representation of what is to happen." It's evident that the notable explorer believed that the death-bed scene was "projected on" his "mind's screen, across four thousand five hundred miles of space." However, what Stanley thought about the facts is far less important than the facts themselves, as reported by someone whose life was a continuous practice of observing, evaluating, and recording facts.

Coinciding Experiences of General Frémont and Family Members

These are related on pages 69-72 of Recollections of Elizabeth Benton Frémont, Daughter of the Pathfinder General John C. Frémont and Jessie Benton Frémont His Wife.

These are discussed on pages 69-72 of Recollections of Elizabeth Benton Frémont, Daughter of the Pathfinder General John C. Frémont and Jessie Benton Frémont His Wife.

After describing a terrible experience of her father and his men in 1853, while crossing the Wahsatch Mountains, and their rescue from starvation by reaching Parowan, Utah, Miss Benton goes on:

After recounting a terrible experience her father and his men had in 1853 while crossing the Wahsatch Mountains, and how they were saved from starving by reaching Parowan, Utah, Miss Benton continues:

"That night my father sat by his campfire until late in the night, dreaming of home and thinking of the great happiness of my mother. Could she but know that he was safe! Finally he returned to his quarters in the town only a few hundred yards away from the camp. The warm bright room, the white bed with all suggestion of shelter and relief from danger made the[Pg 286] picture of home rise up like a real thing before him, and at half-past eleven at night he made an entry in his journal, putting there the thought that had possession of him and that my mother in far away Washington might know that all danger was past and that he was safe and comfortable.

"That night, my dad sat by the campfire until late, thinking about home and how happy my mom would be. If only she knew he was safe! Eventually, he headed back to his room in the town, just a few hundred yards from the camp. The warm, bright space, the white bed, and the feeling of safety made the[Pg 286] image of home come alive in his mind. At 11:30 PM, he jotted down a note in his journal, capturing the thought that consumed him, hoping my mom in distant Washington would know that all danger was over and that he was safe and comfortable."

"All this is a prelude to a most uncommon experience which befell my mother in our Washington home on the night in question. We could not possibly hear from father at the earliest until midsummer. Though my mother went into society but little that year, there was no reason for gloomy forebodings. The younger members of the family kept her in close touch with the social side of life, while her father, whose confidant she always was, kept her informed as to the political events of the moment. Her life was busy and filled with her full share of its responsibilities. In midwinter, however, my mother became possessed with the conviction that my father was starving, and no amount of reasoning could calm her fears. The idea haunted her for two weeks or more, and finally began to leave its physical effects upon her. She could neither eat nor sleep; open-air exercise, plenty of company, the management of a household, all combined, could not wean her from the belief that father and his men were starving in the desert.

"All this sets the stage for a very unusual experience that happened to my mother in our Washington home on the night in question. We couldn’t possibly hear from Dad until at least midsummer. Although my mother didn’t socialize much that year, she had no reason to feel anxious. The younger family members kept her connected to the social scene, while her father, her trusted confidant, updated her on the political happenings of the day. Her life was busy and filled with her fair share of responsibilities. However, in midwinter, my mother became convinced that my father was starving, and no amount of reasoning could ease her worries. This idea lingered in her mind for two weeks or more, ultimately affecting her physically. She couldn’t eat or sleep; outdoor exercise, being around people, and managing the household all combined couldn’t shake her belief that Dad and his men were starving in the desert."

"The weight of fear was lifted from her as suddenly as it came. Her young sister Susie and a party of relatives returned from a wedding at General Jessup's on the night of February 6, 1854, and came to mother to spend the night, in order not to awaken the older members of my grandmother's family. The girls doffed[Pg 287] their party dresses, replaced them with comfortable woolen gowns, and, gathered before the open fire in mother's room, were gaily relating the experiences of the evening. The fire needed replenishing and mother went to an adjoining dressing-room to get more wood. The old-fashioned fire-place required long logs which were too large for her to handle, and as she half knelt, balancing the long sticks of wood on her left arm, she felt a hand rest lightly on her left shoulder, and she heard my father's laughing voice whisper her name, 'Jessie.'

The weight of fear was lifted from her just as suddenly as it had appeared. Her young sister Susie and a group of relatives returned from a wedding at General Jessup's on the night of February 6, 1854, and came to stay with their mother for the night, so they wouldn't wake the older members of my grandmother's family. The girls took off[Pg 287] their party dresses, switched into comfy woolen gowns, and, gathered in front of the open fire in their mother’s room, happily shared stories about the evening. The fire needed more wood, so their mother went to an adjoining dressing room to get some. The old-fashioned fireplace needed long logs that were too heavy for her to carry, and as she knelt, balancing the long pieces of wood on her left arm, she felt a light hand on her left shoulder and heard my father's laughing voice whisper her name, 'Jessie.'

"There was no sound beyond the quick-whispered name, no presence, only the touch, but my mother knew as people know in dreams that my father was there, gay and happy, and intending to startle Susie, who when my mother was married was only a child of eight, and was always a pet playmate of my father's. Her shrill, prolonged scream was his delight, and he never lost an opportunity to startle her.

"There was no sound except for the softly whispered name, no presence, just the feeling of a touch, but my mother knew, like people do in dreams, that my father was there, cheerful and joyful, planning to surprise Susie, who was just eight years old when my mother got married and was always my father's favorite playmate. Her high-pitched, long scream was his joy, and he never missed a chance to startle her."

"Mother came back to the girl's room, but before she could speak, Susie gave a great cry, fell in a heap upon the rug, and screamed again and again, until mother crushed her balldress over her head to keep the sound from the neighbors. Her cousin asked mother what she had seen, and she explained that she had seen nothing, but had heard my father tell her to keep still until he could scare Susie.

"Mom returned to the girl's room, but before she could say anything, Susie let out a loud scream, collapsed on the rug, and kept screaming until Mom shoved her party dress over her head to muffle the noise from the neighbors. Her cousin asked Mom what she had seen, and she explained that she hadn't seen anything but had heard Dad tell her to keep quiet until he could startle Susie."

"Peace came to my mother instantly, and on retiring she fell into a refreshing sleep from which she did not waken until ten the next morning; all fear for the safety of father had vanished from her mind; with[Pg 288] sleep came strength, and she soon was her happy self again.

"Peace came to my mother right away, and when she went to bed, she fell into a deep sleep from which she didn't wake until ten the next morning; all her worries about my father's safety had disappeared from her mind; with[Pg 288] sleep came renewed strength, and she was soon her cheerful self again."

"When my father returned home, we learned that it was at the time the party was starving that my mother had the premonition of evil having befallen them, and the entry in his journal showed that exactly the moment he had written it in Parowan, my mother had felt his presence, and in the wireless message from heart to heart knew that my father was safe and free from harm. The hour exactly tallied with the entry in his book, allowing for the difference in longitude."

"When my dad got home, we found out that while the party was in desperate need, my mom had a bad feeling that something terrible had happened to them. His journal entry showed that the exact moment he wrote it in Parowan, my mom sensed he was there, and through a kind of heart-to-heart connection, she knew my dad was safe and unharmed. The timing matched perfectly with his book entry, accounting for the difference in longitude."

Further details would have been desirable, particularly just what was the immediate occasion of Susie's fright, for she screamed before Mrs. Frémont related what had befallen herself. The only escape from the conclusion that Susie had some separate peculiar experience is to suppose—which we may not unreasonably do—that the elder lady betrayed her own agitation before she spoke, perhaps by dropping the sticks, hurrying back, and looking strangely at Susie. We would have liked a sight of the General's journal, also, and to have been permitted to copy the entry exactly as it stands.

Further details would have been helpful, especially what specifically caused Susie's fright, since she screamed before Mrs. Frémont explained what had happened to her. The only way to avoid concluding that Susie had her own unusual experience is to assume—which we can reasonably do—that the older lady showed her own anxiety before she spoke, maybe by dropping the sticks, rushing back, and looking oddly at Susie. We would have liked to see the General's journal too and to have been allowed to copy the entry exactly as it is.

Nevertheless, though we leave Susie and her screams quite out of account, we have a very pretty case remaining, however we explain it. Mrs. Frémont's depression might be explained by the very natural fears of a woman whose husband was engaged in a possibly dangerous expedition, though she picked out for her fears exactly the period of the expedition when there was an actual state of privation and danger. But why did the fear so afflicting to her health and spirits so[Pg 289] suddenly leave her, while it was still winter in the mountains? And why did the hour and moment of the cessation of these fears coincide with the hour and moment when the explorer was occupied with thoughts of home and writing his wish that his wife might know that he was safe?

Nevertheless, even if we ignore Susie and her screams entirely, we still have a very interesting case left, no matter how we explain it. Mrs. Frémont's sadness could be understood as the natural worries of a woman whose husband was on a potentially dangerous journey, even though she chose to focus her worries on the specific time of the expedition when there was real hardship and risk. But why did the fear that was so damaging to her health and well-being suddenly leave her, when it was still winter in the mountains? And why did the moment her fears stop line up perfectly with the moment the explorer was thinking about home and writing down his hope that his wife would know he was safe?

Many a reader will be disposed to answer the question "why?" with the facile answer "telepathy," but that word is a key which does not turn in this lock with perfect ease. There are cases where one person thinks a particular thing under extraordinary circumstances, and precisely that thought, or a hallucination of precisely that nature, occurs to another person at a distance. But in this case General Frémont thinks a wish that his wife knew he was safe, and his wife seems to feel a hand upon her shoulder, seems to hear his voice pronounce her name, and somehow gets the impression that he proposes to play a trick on her sister Susie. If exact coincidence between the thought of the supposed "sender" and that of the supposed "recipient" is a support to the theory of telepathy as applied to one case, then wide discrepancy between the coincident thoughts of two persons in another case should be an argument against the theory of telepathy as applied to that. There should be some limit to the handicap which, by way of courtesy, the spiritistic hypothesis allows to the telepathic.

Many readers might be quick to answer the question "why?" with the simple response "telepathy," but that word is a key that doesn't easily fit this lock. There are situations where one person thinks something specific under unusual circumstances, and exactly that thought, or a hallucination of that nature, occurs to another person far away. In this instance, General Frémont thinks about wishing his wife knew he was safe, and his wife seems to feel a hand on her shoulder, hears his voice saying her name, and somehow gets the sense that he plans to play a prank on her sister Susie. If the exact match between the thought of the supposed "sender" and that of the supposed "recipient" supports the theory of telepathy in one case, then the significant difference between the coinciding thoughts of two people in another case should argue against the theory of telepathy in that scenario. There should be some limit to the allowance that the spiritual theory gives to the telepathic.

If there are spirits, and if they have a certain access to human thoughts, and if the limitations of space are little felt by them, then the spiritistic theory would have an easier time than telepathy with the facts in this case. A friendly intermediary might convey the assurance[Pg 290] that the Pathfinder wanted conveyed to his wife, and in doing so employ such devices as an intelligent personal agent could think up, and were within its grasp. The touch, the hallucination of a voice resembling that of the absent husband, the sense of gayety, and even the very characteristic trait of liking to startle Susie, might all be the result of the friendly messenger's attempts to implant in Mrs. Frémont's mind a fixed assurance that somebody was safe and happy, and that this somebody was in very truth her husband.

If there are spirits and they can access human thoughts easily while not being restricted by space, then the idea of spirit communication would have an easier time addressing the facts here than telepathy would. A helpful intermediary might pass on the reassurance[Pg 290] that the Pathfinder wanted to communicate to his wife. They could use whatever methods an intelligent personal agent could think of and that were within their capability. The feeling of a touch, the illusion of a voice similar to that of the missing husband, feelings of joy, and even the familiar tendency to surprise Susie could all be the results of the friendly messenger's efforts to instill in Mrs. Frémont a strong belief that someone was safe and happy, and that this someone was indeed her husband.

Stories by Dean Hole

The Very Rev. Samuel Reynolds Hole, Dean of Rochester, England, was not only an effective preacher and popular lecturer, but likewise the author of fascinating books, composed of reminiscences and shrewd and witty comments upon men and affairs. He made two lecturing tours in America.

The Very Rev. Samuel Reynolds Hole, Dean of Rochester, England, was not only a powerful preacher and popular speaker but also the author of captivating books filled with memories and sharp, funny insights about people and events. He went on two lecture tours in America.

His The Memories of Dean Hole contains a remarkable dream of his own, and one of similar character told him by a trusted friend. They may be found on pages 200-201. After rehearsing the account of a dream and its tragic sequel told him many years before, he goes on:

His The Memories of Dean Hole includes an amazing dream he had, along with a similar one shared with him by a close friend. You can find them on pages 200-201. After recounting the story of a dream and its tragic aftermath that was shared with him many years earlier, he continues:

"Are these dreams coincidences only, imaginations, sudden recollections of events which had been long forgotten? They are marvelous, be this as it may. In a crisis of very severe anxiety, I required information which only one man could give me, and he was in his grave. I saw him distinctly in a vision of the night, and his answer to my question told me all I wanted[Pg 291] to know; and when, having obtained the clearest proof that what I had heard was true, I communicated the incident and its results to my solicitor, he told me that he himself had experienced a similar manifestation. A claim was repeated after his father's death which had been resisted in his lifetime and retracted by the claimant, but the son was unable to find the letter in which the retraction was made. He dreamed that his father appeared and told him it was in the left hand drawer of a certain desk. Having business in London, he went up to the offices of his father, an eminent lawyer, but could not discover the desk, until one of the clerks suggested that it might be among some old lumber placed in a room upstairs. There he found the desk and the letter.

"Are these dreams just coincidences, imagination, or sudden memories of things long forgotten? They're amazing, regardless. During a time of extreme anxiety, I needed information that only one person could provide, and he was dead. I clearly saw him in a nighttime vision, and his response to my question revealed everything I needed to know[Pg 291]. Once I had solid proof that what I heard was true, I shared the experience and its outcomes with my lawyer, who told me he had a similar experience. A claim was brought up again after his father's death that had been denied while his father was alive and retracted by the claimant, but the son couldn’t find the letter where the retraction was noted. He dreamed that his father appeared and told him the letter was in the left-hand drawer of a specific desk. While in London, he visited his father's office, a well-known law firm, but couldn't locate the desk until one of the clerks mentioned it might be in some old junk stored in a room upstairs. There, he found the desk and the letter."

"Then, as regards coincidence, are there not events in our lives which come to us with a strange mysterious significance, a prophetic intimation, sometimes of sorrow and sometimes of success? For example, I lived a hundred and fifty miles from Rochester. I went there for the first time to preach at the invitation of one who was then unknown to me, but is now a dear friend. After the sermon I was his guest in the Precincts. Dean Scott died in the night, almost at the time when he who was to succeed him arrived at the house which adjoins the Deanery. There was no expectation of his immediate decease, and no conjecture as to a future appointment, and yet when I heard the tolling of the cathedral bell, I had a presentiment that Dr. Scott was dead, and that I should be Dean of Rochester."

"Then, regarding coincidence, aren’t there moments in our lives that come with a strange, mysterious significance, almost like a prophetic hint, sometimes indicating sorrow and other times success? For instance, I lived a hundred and fifty miles from Rochester. I went there for the first time to give a sermon at the invitation of someone who was a stranger to me then, but is now a close friend. After the sermon, I was his guest in the Precincts. Dean Scott passed away during the night, almost right when the person set to replace him arrived at the house next to the Deanery. There was no anticipation of his immediate death, nor any speculation about future appointments, yet when I heard the cathedral bell ringing, I had a feeling that Dr. Scott was dead and that I would be the Dean of Rochester."

Again, Dean Hole in his Then and Now, pp. 9-11, together with some opinions of his, sets down a seeming[Pg 292] premonition and what he considers answers to prayer.

Again, Dean Hole in his Then and Now, pp. 9-11, along with some of his views, describes a seeming [Pg 292] premonition and what he believes are answers to prayer.

"There is an immeasurable difference between ghosts and other apparitions—between that which witnesses declare they saw with their own eyes when they were wide awake—as Hamlet saw the ghost of his father, and Macbeth saw Banquo—and that which presents itself to us when we are asleep, or in that condition between waking and sleeping which makes the vision so like reality. I do not believe in the former, and I am fully persuaded in my own mind that the wonderful stories which we hear are to be accounted for either as exaggerations or as the result of natural causes which have been misstated or suppressed; but many of us have had experience of the latter—of those visions of the night which have seemed so real, and which in some instances have brought us information as to occurrences before unknown to us, but subsequently proved to be true.

There is a huge difference between ghosts and other kinds of apparitions—between what witnesses claim they saw with their own eyes while fully awake, like how Hamlet saw his father’s ghost and Macbeth saw Banquo—and what appears to us when we’re asleep or in that state between waking and sleeping that makes the vision feel so real. I don’t believe in the former, and I’m convinced that the amazing stories we hear can be explained as either exaggerations or as the result of natural causes that have been misrepresented or hidden; however, many of us have experienced the latter—those nighttime visions that have seemed so real, and in some cases have given us information about events previously unknown to us, which later turned out to be true.

"George Benfield, a driver on the Midland Railway living at Derby, was standing on the footplate oiling his engine, the train being stationary, when he slipped and fell on the space between the lines. He heard the express coming on, and had only just time to lie full length on the 'six-foot' when it rushed by, and he escaped unhurt. He returned to his home in the middle of the night, and as he was going up the stairs he heard one of his children, a girl about eight years old, crying and sobbing. 'Oh, Father!' she said, 'I thought somebody came and told me that you were going to be killed, and I got out of bed and prayed that God would not let you die.' Was it only a dream, a coincidence?"[Pg 293]

"George Benfield, a driver for the Midland Railway living in Derby, was on the footplate oiling his engine while the train was stopped, when he slipped and fell between the tracks. He heard the express coming and barely had time to lie flat on the 'six-foot' as it rushed past, and he escaped unharmed. He returned home in the middle of the night, and as he was going up the stairs, he heard one of his children, a girl around eight years old, crying and sobbing. 'Oh, Father!' she said, 'I thought someone came and told me that you were going to be killed, and I got out of bed and prayed that God wouldn't let you die.' Was it just a dream, or a coincidence?"[Pg 293]

Dean Hole is the first person whom we remember to have held that a man's testimony respecting a given species of experience is more credible if he was asleep at the time that he claims to have had it, than if he was awake. He states that dreams "in some instances have brought us information as to occurrences before unknown to us, but subsequently proved to be true," but the same is asserted in respect to waking apparitional experiences on exactly as satisfactory evidence, in many cases. He accounts for the wonderful stories we hear in respect to waking apparitions, and discredits them on exactly the same grounds that others account for and discredit his dreams. The fact is that, with Dean Hole as with many others, the personal equation is operative. He believes in coincidental dreams because he himself has experienced them and knows that he is not guilty of exaggerations in recounting them, nor can he see how natural causes can explain them; he never has had a waking apparition, and therefore is inclined to conjure up guesses as to the inaccuracy and inveracity of those who have—guesses which he would resent if they were applied to himself.

Dean Hole is the first person we remember who claimed that a man's testimony about a specific type of experience is more believable if he was asleep when he says it happened than if he was awake. He says that dreams "in some cases have given us information about events we didn't know about at the time, but later turned out to be true," but the same thing is said about waking experiences of apparitions based on equally convincing evidence in many cases. He explains the amazing stories we hear about waking apparitions and dismisses them using the same reasoning that others use to explain and dismiss his dreams. The truth is that, just like with Dean Hole and many others, personal bias plays a role. He believes in coincidental dreams because he's experienced them himself and feels he hasn't exaggerated when telling those stories, nor does he see how natural causes could explain them; he has never had a waking apparition, so he tends to come up with excuses for the inaccuracies and untruths of those who have—excuses he would be offended by if applied to him.

But the Dean's testimony is one matter, his opinions or prejudices another.

But the Dean's testimony is one thing, his opinions or biases are another.

Incidents Reported by Sergeant Ballantine

Serjeant William Ballantine (1812-1887) was one of the foremost lawyers in England, noted for his skill in cross-examination. He was counsel in the Tichborne claimant case, one of the most celebrated in the history of the English courts, and in the equally famed trial[Pg 294] of the Gaekwar of Baroda. The incidents which impressed him are to be found in Ballantine's Some Experiences of a Barrister's Life, pp. 256-267.

Serjeant William Ballantine (1812-1887) was one of the top lawyers in England, known for his expertise in cross-examination. He was a lawyer in the Tichborne claimant case, one of the most famous cases in the history of the English courts, and in the equally well-known trial[Pg 294] of the Gaekwar of Baroda. The events that left a mark on him are detailed in Ballantine's Some Experiences of a Barrister's Life, pp. 256-267.

"I do not think it will be out of place whilst upon this subject to relate a story told of Sir Astley Cooper.[22] I am not certain that it has not been already in print, but I know that I have had frequent conversations about it with his nephew.

"I don't think it will be inappropriate to share a story about Sir Astley Cooper while we're on this topic.[22] I'm not sure if it's already been published, but I know I've had many discussions about it with his nephew."

"There had been a murder, and Sir Astley was upon the scene when a man suspected of it was apprehended. Sir Astley, being greatly interested, accompanied the officers with their prisoner to the gaol, and he and they and the accused were all in a cell, locked in together, when they noticed a little dog which kept biting at the skirt of the prisoner's coat. This led them to examine the garment, and they found upon it traces of blood which ultimately led to conviction of the man. When they looked around the dog had disappeared, although the door had never been opened. How it had got there or how it got away, of course nobody could tell. When Bransby Cooper spoke of this he always said that of course his uncle had made a mistake, and was convinced of this himself; Bransby used to add that no doubt if the matter had been investigated it would have been shown that there was a mode of accounting for it from natural causes. But I believe that neither Sir Astley nor his nephew in their hearts discarded entirely the supernatural."

"There had been a murder, and Sir Astley was on the scene when a man suspected of the crime was arrested. Sir Astley, being very interested, went with the officers and their prisoner to the jail. They were all locked in a cell together when they noticed a little dog that kept biting at the hem of the prisoner's coat. This led them to examine the garment, and they found traces of blood on it that ultimately resulted in the man's conviction. When they looked around, the dog had vanished, even though the door had never been opened. Nobody could explain how it got there or how it left. When Bransby Cooper talked about this, he always said that his uncle had made a mistake and was convinced of it himself. Bransby would add that if the matter had been investigated, it would have shown there was a natural explanation for it. But I believe that neither Sir Astley nor his nephew completely dismissed the possibility of the supernatural."

Mr. Ballantine added an incident which some may[Pg 295] think is accounted for by a telepathic impression followed by auto-suggestion which lowered the mental alertness of the player.

Mr. Ballantine mentioned an incident that some may[Pg 295] attribute to a telepathic impression followed by auto-suggestion that reduced the player’s mental alertness.

"There was a member of the club, a very harmless, inoffensive man of the name of Townend, for whom Lord Lytton [the novelist] entertained a mortal antipathy, and would never play whilst that gentleman was in the room. He firmly believed that he brought him bad luck. I was witness to what must be termed an odd coincidence. One afternoon, when Lord Lytton was playing and had enjoyed an uninterrupted run of luck, it suddenly turned, upon which he exclaimed, 'I am sure that Mr. Townend has come into the club.' Some three minutes after, just time enough to ascend the stairs, in walked that unlucky personage. Lord Lytton as soon as the rubber was over, left the table and did not renew the play."

"There was a club member named Townend, a totally harmless and inoffensive guy, whom Lord Lytton [the novelist] couldn’t stand. He wouldn’t play as long as Townend was in the room. He genuinely believed that Townend brought him bad luck. I witnessed what can only be described as a strange coincidence. One afternoon, while Lord Lytton was playing and was on a lucky streak, things suddenly changed. He exclaimed, 'I’m sure Mr. Townend has entered the club.' Just about three minutes later, enough time to go up the stairs, in walked that unlucky guy. As soon as the game was over, Lord Lytton left the table and didn’t play again."

Ben Jonson's Warning by Ghost

This eminent dramatist, contemporary of Shakespeare (1573?-1637), visited the Scottish poet, William Drummond, who took notes of his conversations which he afterwards published in the form of a book. One incident which Jonson related and Drummond recorded may be found in The Library of the World's Best Literature under the title, Ben Jonson.

This famous playwright, a contemporary of Shakespeare (1573?-1637), visited the Scottish poet William Drummond, who took notes of their conversations and later published them as a book. One story Jonson shared, which Drummond recorded, can be found in The Library of the World's Best Literature under the title, Ben Jonson.

"At that tyme the pest was in London; he being in the country—with old Cambden, he saw in a vision his eldest sone, then a child and at London, appear unto him with the mark of a bloodie crosse in his forehead, as if it had been cutted with a shord, at which amazed[Pg 296] he prayed unto God, and in the morning he came to Mr. Cambden's chamber to tell him; who persuaded him it was but ane apprehension of his fantasie, at which he sould not be disjected; in the mean tyme comes then letters from his wife of the death of that boy in plague. He appeared to him (he said) of a manly shape, and of that grouth that he thinks he shall be at the resurrection."

"At that time, the plague was in London; he was in the countryside—with old Camden—and he had a vision of his eldest son, who was then a child and in London, appearing to him with the mark of a bloody cross on his forehead, as if it had been cut with a sword. Amazed, he prayed to God, and in the morning, he went to Mr. Camden's room to tell him. Camden convinced him that it was just a figment of his imagination and he should not be disturbed by it. In the meantime, letters arrived from his wife about the death of that boy in the plague. He said the boy appeared to him in a manly form and of the stature he believes he will have at the resurrection."

Rubinstein's Death Agreement

A pupil of Anton Rubinstein, the great pianist and composer (1829-1894), tells this story. It may be found in Harper's Magazine for December, 1912, under the title A Girl's Recollections of Rubinstein, by Lillian Nichia.

A student of Anton Rubinstein, the renowned pianist and composer (1829-1894), shares this story. It can be found in Harper's Magazine for December, 1912, titled A Girl's Recollections of Rubinstein, by Lillian Nichia.

"One wild, blustery night I found myself at dinner with Rubinstein, the weather being terrific even for St. Petersburg. The winds were howling round the house and Rubinstein, who liked to ask questions, inquired of me what they represented to my mind. I replied, 'The moaning of lost souls.' From this a theological discussion followed.

"One wild, stormy night, I found myself having dinner with Rubinstein, and the weather was intense even for St. Petersburg. The winds were howling around the house, and Rubinstein, who enjoyed asking questions, asked me what they meant to me. I replied, 'The moaning of lost souls.' This led to a theological discussion."

"'There may be a future,' he said.

"'There might be a future,' he said."

"'There is a future,' I cried, 'a great and beautiful future. If I die first I shall come to you and prove this.'

"'There is a future,' I shouted, 'a wonderful and beautiful future. If I die first, I will come to you and show this.'"

"He turned to me with great solemnity.

"He turned to me with a serious expression."

"'Good, Liloscha, that is a bargain; and I will come to you.'

"'Great, Liloscha, that's a deal; and I'll come to you.'"

"Six years later in Paris I woke one night with a cry of agony and despair ringing in my ears, such as I[Pg 297] hope may never be duplicated in my lifetime. Rubinstein's face was close to mine, a countenance distorted by every phase of fear, despair, agony, remorse and anger. I started up, turned on all the lights, and stood for a moment shaking in every limb, till I put fear from me and decided it was merely a dream. I had for the moment completely forgotten our compact. News is always late in Paris, and it was in Le Petit Journal, published in the afternoon, that had the first account of his sudden death.

"Six years later in Paris, I woke up one night with a scream of agony and despair ringing in my ears, a feeling I hope will never happen to me again. Rubinstein's face was right next to mine, twisted by every emotion of fear, despair, agony, remorse, and anger. I jumped up, turned on all the lights, and stood there for a moment shaking all over, until I shook off the fear and decided it was just a dream. I had completely forgotten about our agreement for a moment. News always arrives late in Paris, and it was in Le Petit Journal, published in the afternoon, that I saw the first report of his sudden death.[Pg 297]"

"Four years later, Teresa Carreno, who had just come from Russia and was touring America—I had met her in St. Petersburg frequently at Rubinstein's dinner-table—told me that Rubinstein died with a cry of agony impossible of description. I knew then that even in death Rubinstein had kept, as he always did, his word."

"Four years later, Teresa Carreno, who had just come from Russia and was touring America—I had often met her at Rubinstein's dinner table in St. Petersburg—told me that Rubinstein died with a cry of agony that was beyond description. I realized then that even in death, Rubinstein had kept his word, as he always did."

Here again, we are at liberty to accept the testimony regarding the remarkable and complex coincidence, and to disregard what is really an expression of opinion in the last sentence. Whether Rubinstein remembered his compact in his dying hour, or the impression produced upon his far-away pupil was automatically produced by some obscure telepathic process, the dying man having in his mind no conscious thought of his promise, or some intervening tertium quid produced the impression, could never be determined by this incident alone.

Here again, we can choose to accept the testimony about the remarkable and complex coincidence, while ignoring what is really just an opinion in the last sentence. Whether Rubinstein remembered his promise in his final moments, or if the impression on his distant pupil was caused by some unclear telepathic process—where the dying man had no conscious thought of his promise—or if some intervening tertium quid created the impression, can never be determined by this incident alone.

Previsionary Dream by Charles Dickens

This incident in the experience of Charles Dickens (1812-1870) is to be found in the standard biography[Pg 298] by Forster, III, pp. 484-5 (London, 1874). On May 30, 1863, Dickens wrote:

This incident in the life of Charles Dickens (1812-1870) is detailed in the standard biography[Pg 298] by Forster, III, pp. 484-5 (London, 1874). On May 30, 1863, Dickens wrote:

"Here is a curious case at first-hand. On Thursday night in last week, being at my office here, I dreamed that I saw a lady in a red shawl with her back toward me (whom I supposed to be E—). On her turning round I found that I didn't know her, and she said, 'I am Miss Napier.' All the time I was dressing next morning I thought 'What a preposterous thing to have so very distinct a dream about nothing!' and why Miss Napier?—for I never heard of any Miss Napier. That same Friday night I read. After the reading, came into my retiring-room, Mary Boyle and her brother, and the lady in the red shawl, whom they present as 'Miss Napier.' These are all the circumstances exactly told."

"Here’s an interesting story from my own experience. Last Thursday night, while I was at my office, I had a dream where I saw a lady in a red shawl facing away from me (whom I thought was E—). When she turned around, I realized I didn’t know her, and she said, ‘I’m Miss Napier.’ The next morning, as I was getting dressed, I kept thinking, ‘What a ridiculous thing to dream so clearly about nothing!’ And why Miss Napier?—I had never heard of anyone named Miss Napier. That same Friday night, I was reading. After I finished, Mary Boyle and her brother came into my room, along with the lady in the red shawl, who they introduced as ‘Miss Napier.’ And that’s exactly how it all happened."

I can imagine the late Professor Royce saying thirty years ago—for I much doubt if he would have said it twenty years later—"In certain people, under certain exciting circumstances, there occur what I shall henceforth call Pseudo-presentiments, i.e., more or less instantaneous hallucinations of memory, which make it seem to one that something which now excites or astonishes him has been prefigured in a recent dream, or in the form of some other warning, although this seeming is wholly unfounded, and although the supposed prophecy really succeeds its own fulfillment."

I can imagine the late Professor Royce saying thirty years ago—because I doubt he would have said it twenty years later—“In certain people, during certain exciting situations, there are what I’ll now call Pseudo-presentiments, i.e., more or less instantaneous memory hallucinations that make someone feel like something currently thrilling or surprising has been predicted in a recent dream or through some other warning, even though this feeling is completely unfounded, and the supposed prophecy actually follows its own realization.”

Apply this curious theory (which has probably not been urged for many years) to the incident just cited, and see how loosely it fits. What was there about three persons, one a stranger coming to Dickens after he had finished a reading from his own works, to "excite" or[Pg 299] "astonish" him, make his brain whirl and bring about a hallucination of memory, an illusion of having dreamed it all before? It was the most commonplace event to him. Besides, as in most such cases, he had the distinct recollection of his thoughts about the dream after waking, thoughts inextricably interwoven with the acts performed while dressing! Besides, a pseudo-presentiment should tally with the event as a reflection does with the object, but in the dream Miss Napier introduced herself, while in reality she was introduced by another.

Apply this interesting theory (which probably hasn’t been brought up in many years) to the incident just mentioned, and see how poorly it fits. What was it about three people, one of whom was a stranger approaching Dickens after he had finished reading from his own works, that could “excite” or "astonish" him, make his mind spin, and lead to a memory hallucination, an illusion of having dreamed it all before? It was the most ordinary event to him. Additionally, as in most such cases, he clearly remembered his thoughts about the dream after waking, thoughts that were closely tied to what he was doing while getting dressed! Furthermore, a false premonition should match the event like a reflection mirrors an object, but in the dream, Miss Napier introduced herself, while in reality, she was introduced by someone else.


[1] By permission of The Century Co.

[1] Used with permission from The Century Co.

[2] From Pan's Garden, by Algernon Blackwood—Permission of the Macmillan Company.

[2] From Pan's Garden, by Algernon Blackwood—Used with permission from the Macmillan Company.

[3] From Ten-Minute Stories, published by E. P. Dutton & Co.

[3] From Ten-Minute Stories, published by E. P. Dutton & Co.

[4] By permission of The Century Co.

[4] Used with permission from The Century Co.

[5] By permission of the author of War Letters of the Living Dead Man and Mitchell Kennerley.

[5] By permission of the author of War Letters of the Living Dead Man and Mitchell Kennerley.

[6] From Karma (Boni & Liveright).

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[7] From "In the Midst of Life" (Boni & Liveright).

[7] From "In the Midst of Life" (Boni & Liveright).

[8] Referring to this photo elsewhere, he wrote:—"This at least is not a case which telepathy can explain. Nor can the hypothesis of fraud hold water. It was by the merest accident that I asked the photographer to see if the spirit would give his name. No one in England, so far as I have been able to ascertain, knew that any Piet Botha ever existed.

[8] Referring to this photo elsewhere, he wrote:—"This is definitely not something that can be explained by telepathy. The idea of fraud also doesn't hold up. It was purely by chance that I asked the photographer to check if the spirit would reveal his name. As far as I can tell, no one in England knew that any Piet Botha ever existed.

"As if to render all explanation of fraud or contrivance still more incredible, it may be mentioned that the Daily Graphic of October, 1889, which announced that a Commandant Botha had been killed in the siege of Kimberley, published a portrait alleged to be that of the dead commandant, which not only does not bear the remotest resemblance to the Piet Botha of my photograph, but which was described as Commandant Hans Botha!"

"As if to make any explanation of deceit or manipulation even more unbelievable, it's worth noting that the Daily Graphic of October 1889, which reported that a Commandant Botha had been killed during the siege of Kimberley, published a portrait that was supposedly of the deceased commandant. This portrait not only looks nothing like the Piet Botha in my photograph but was also labeled as Commandant Hans Botha!"

[9] Miss Katharine Bates was present when the Piet Botha photograph was taken under the exact conditions specified by my father.

[9] Miss Katharine Bates was there when the Piet Botha photo was taken under the same conditions as my father specified.

[10] Contullich: i.e. Ceann-nan-tulaich, "the end of the hillocks." Loch a chaoruinn means the loch of the rowan-trees.

[10] Contullich: i.e. Ceann-nan-tulaich, "the end of the hillocks." Loch a chaoruinn means the lake of the rowan trees.

[11] "The farm in the hollow of the yellow flowers."

[11] "The farm in the valley of the yellow flowers."

[12] A chuid do Pharas da! "His share of heaven be his." Gu'n gleidheadh Dia thu, "May God preserve you." Gu'n beannaic-headh Dia an tigh! "God's blessing on this house."

[12] His share of heaven be his. May God keep you. God's blessing on this house.

[13] Droch caoidh ort! "May a fatal accident happen to you" (lit. "bad moan on you"). Gaoth gun direadh ort! "May you drift to your drowning" (lit. "wind without direction on you"). Dia ad aghaidh, etc., "God against thee and in thy face ... and may a death of woe be yours.... Evil and sorrow to thee and thine!"

[13] Curse you! "May a fatal accident happen to you" (lit. "bad moan on you"). May you drift to your drowning! (lit. "wind without direction on you"). God against you, etc., "God against you and in your face ... and may a death of sorrow be yours.... Evil and sorrow to you and yours!"

[14] i.e. With a criminal secret, or an undiscovered crime.

[14] i.e. With a hidden crime or an undiscovered wrongdoing.

[15] 186,900 miles a second (J. Wallace Stewart, B.Sc.).

[15] 186,900 miles per second (J. Wallace Stewart, B.Sc.).

[16] Termed teleplasma.

Teleplasma.

[17] By permission of the author.

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[18] From Journal of Proceedings of Theosophical Society.

[18] From Journal of Proceedings of Theosophical Society.

[19] Fragments of Forgotten History.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ Fragments of Lost History.

[20] Fragments of Forgotten History.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ Fragments of Lost History.

[21] By which it is doubtless meant that the full individuality is not present; the higher principles, the true spirit, having ascended to its appropriate house, from which there is no attraction to earth. That which materializes would be an elemental, or elementals molding their fluidic forms in the likeness of the departed human being; or, on the other hand, considering and revivifying the atomic remnants of the sidereal encasement, or astral body, still left undissipated in the soul-world.

[21] It likely means that the full individuality is not present; the higher principles and the true spirit have moved on to their rightful place, from which there is no pull towards the earth. What materializes would be an elemental, or elementals shaping their fluid forms to resemble the deceased person; or, alternatively, considering and revitalizing the atomic remnants of the celestial casing, or astral body, that still remains undissolved in the soul-world.

[22] Sir Astley Paston Cooper was perhaps the most famous and influential surgeon of his time in England.

[22] Sir Astley Paston Cooper was probably the most famous and influential surgeon of his time in England.




        
        
    
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