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ETIDORHPA
OR
THE END OF EARTH.
THE STRANGE HISTORY OF A MYSTERIOUS BEING
AND
The Account of a Remarkable Journey
THE STRANGE HISTORY OF A MYSTERIOUS BEING
AND
The Story of an Incredible Journey
AS COMMUNICATED IN MANUSCRIPT TO
LLEWELLYN DRURY
WHO PROMISED TO PRINT THE SAME, BUT FINALLY EVADED THE RESPONSIBILITY
AS COMMUNICATED IN MANUSCRIPT TO
LLEWELLYN DRURY
WHO PROMISED TO PRINT IT, BUT ULTIMATELY AVOIDED THE RESPONSIBILITY
WHICH WAS ASSUMED BY
JOHN URI LLOYD
WHICH WAS ASSUMED BY
JOHN URI LLOYD
WITH MANY ILLUSTRATIONS BY
J. AUGUSTUS KNAPP
WITH MANY ILLUSTRATIONS BY
J. AUGUSTUS KNAPP
SIXTH EDITION
CINCINNATI
THE ROBERT CLARKE COMPANY
SIXTH EDITION
CINCINNATI
THE ROBERT CLARKE COMPANY
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1896
1896
ASCRIPTION.
To Prof. W. H. Venable, who reviewed the manuscript of this work, I am indebted for many valuable suggestions, and I can not speak too kindly of him as a critic.
To Prof. W. H. Venable, who reviewed the manuscript of this work, I owe many valuable suggestions, and I can't say enough good things about him as a critic.
The illustrations, excepting those mechanical and historical, making in themselves a beautiful narrative without words, are due to the admirable artistic conceptions and touch of Mr. J. Augustus Knapp.
The illustrations, excluding the mechanical and historical ones, create a beautiful narrative without words, thanks to the excellent artistic ideas and skill of Mr. J. Augustus Knapp.
Structural imperfections as well as word selections and phrases that break all rules in composition, and that the care even of Prof. Venable could not eradicate, I accept as wholly my own. For much, on the one hand, that it may seem should have been excluded, and on the other, for giving place to ideas nearer to empiricism than to science, I am also responsible. For vexing my friends with problems that seemingly do not concern in the least men in my position, and for venturing to think, superficially, it may be, outside the restricted lines of a science bound to the unresponsive crucible and retort, to which my life has been given, and amid the problems of which it has nearly worn itself away, I have no plausible excuse, and shall seek none.
I take full responsibility for the structural flaws and my choice of words and phrases that break all the rules of writing, flaws that even Prof. Venable couldn't fix. There are many aspects that might seem like they should have been removed, and I also take responsibility for including ideas that lean more towards empiricism than true science. I know I’ve annoyed my friends with issues that seem to have nothing to do with someone in my position, and I have dared to think, even if only superficially, outside the narrow confines of a science tied to the unyielding crucible and retort that I've dedicated my life to, and among which I've nearly exhausted myself. I have no good excuse for this, and I won’t make any.
JOHN URI LLOYD
JOHN URI LLOYD
Copyright, 1895, by John Uri Lloyd.
Copyright, 1896, by John Uri Lloyd.
Copyright, 1895, by John Uri Lloyd.
Copyright, 1896, by John Uri Lloyd.
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[All rights reserved.]
[All rights reserved.]

Books are as tombstones made by the living for the living, but destined soon only to remind us of the dead. The preface, like an epitaph, seems vainly to "implore the passing tribute" of a moment's interest. No man is allured by either a grave-inscription or a preface, unless it be accompanied by that ineffable charm which age casts over mortal productions. Libraries, in one sense, represent cemeteries, and the rows of silent volumes, with their dim titles, suggest burial tablets, many of which, alas! mark only cenotaphs—empty tombs. A modern book, no matter how talented the author, carries with it a [Pg iv]familiar personality which may often be treated with neglect or even contempt, but a volume a century old demands some reverence; a vellum-bound or hog-skin print, or antique yellow parchment, two, three, five hundred years old, regardless of its contents, impresses one with an indescribable feeling akin to awe and veneration,—as does the wheat from an Egyptian tomb, even though it be only wheat. We take such a work from the shelf carefully, and replace it gently. While the productions of modern writers are handled familiarly, as men living jostle men yet alive; those of authors long dead are touched as tho' clutched by a hand from the unseen world; the reader feels that a phantom form opposes his own, and that spectral eyes scan the pages as he turns them.
Books are like tombstones made by the living for the living, but they're quickly just reminders of those who have passed. The preface, like an epitaph, seems to vainly beg for "the passing tribute" of a moment's interest. No one is drawn to a gravestone or a preface unless it's accompanied by that indescribable charm that age gives to human creations. In a way, libraries are like cemeteries, with rows of silent volumes and their faded titles resembling grave markers, many of which, unfortunately, are only cenotaphs—empty tombs. A modern book, no matter how skilled the author, carries a familiar personality that is often ignored or even disrespected, but a book that's a century old demands a bit of reverence; a leather-bound or parchment print, two, three, five hundred years old, no matter its content, impresses us with a feeling of awe and respect—as does wheat from an Egyptian tomb, even if it’s just wheat. We take such a work from the shelf carefully and replace it gently. While we handle modern writers' works casually, like living people bumping into each other, those from long-dead authors are touched as if held by a hand from the unseen world; the reader feels that a ghostly presence stands opposite them, and that spectral eyes are watching as they turn the pages.
The stern face, the penetrating eye of the personage whose likeness forms the frontispiece of the yellowed volume in my hand, speak across the gulf of two centuries, and bid me beware. The title page is read with reverence, and the great tome is replaced with care, for an almost superstitious sensation bids me be cautious and not offend. Let those who presume to criticise the intellectual productions of such men be careful; in a few days the dead will face their censors—dead.
The serious face and intense gaze of the figure whose image is on the cover of the old book in my hand seem to warn me from two centuries away. I read the title page with respect, and I handle the hefty book carefully, feeling a kind of superstitious urge to tread lightly and not disrespect it. Those who dare to criticize the works of such individuals should be cautious; in just a few days, the dead will confront their critics— dead.

Standing in a library of antiquated works, one senses the shadows of a cemetery. Each volume adds to the oppression, each old tome casts the influence of its spirit over the beholder, for have not these old books spirits? The earth-grave covers the mind as well as the body of its moldering occupant, and while[Pg v] only a strong imagination can assume that a spirit hovers over and lingers around inanimate clay, here each title is a voice that speaks as though the heart of its creator still throbbed, the mind essence of the dead writer envelops the living reader. Take down that vellum-bound volume,—it was written in one of the centuries long past. The pleasant face of its creator, as fresh as if but a print of yesterday, smiles upon you from the exquisitely engraved copper-plate frontispiece; the mind of the author rises from out the words before you. This man is not dead and his comrades live. Turn to the shelves about, before each book stands a guardian spirit,—together they form a phantom army that, invisible to mortals, encircles the beholder.
Standing in a library of old works, you can feel the shadows of a cemetery. Each book adds to the heaviness, each ancient text influences the onlooker, for don’t these old books have spirits? The earth-bound grave covers not just the body of its decaying occupant, but the mind as well, and while[Pg v] only a vivid imagination can think that a spirit hovers nearby and clings to lifeless clay, here every title is a voice that speaks as if the heart of its creator still beats, the essence of the deceased writer surrounds the living reader. Pick up that leather-bound book—it was written in a century long ago. The pleasant face of its creator, as fresh as if it were a print from yesterday, smiles at you from the beautifully engraved copper-plate frontispiece; the author’s mind rises from the words before you. This person is not dead, and their peers live on. Look around at the shelves; in front of each book stands a guardian spirit—together they form a ghostly army that, invisible to the living, surrounds the observer.

Ah! this antique library is not as is a church graveyard, only a cemetery for the dead; it is also a mansion for the living. These alcoves are trysting places for elemental shades. Essences of disenthralled minds meet here and revel. Thoughts of the past take shape and live in this atmosphere,—who can say that pulsations unperceived, beyond the reach of physics or of chemistry, are not as ethereal mind-seeds which, although unseen, yet, in living brain, exposed to such an atmosphere as this, formulate embryotic[Pg vi] thought-expressions destined to become energetic intellectual forces? I sit in such a weird library and meditate. The shades of grim authors whisper in my ear, skeleton forms oppose my own, and phantoms possess the gloomy alcoves of the library I am building.
Ah! This old library isn't just a church graveyard, a resting place for the dead; it's also a home for the living. These alcoves are meeting spots for elemental spirits. The essences of freed minds gather here and indulge. Thoughts from the past take form and exist in this atmosphere—who can say that unseen vibrations, beyond the reach of physics or chemistry, aren't like ethereal mind-seeds that, though invisible, in a living brain exposed to an atmosphere like this, develop into embryonic thought-expressions meant to become powerful intellectual forces? I sit in this strange library and reflect. The shades of serious authors whisper in my ear, skeletal forms confront me, and phantoms fill the gloomy alcoves of the library I'm creating.
With the object of carrying to the future a section of thought current from the past, the antiquarian libraries of many nations have been culled, and purchases made in every book market of the world. These books surround me. Naturally many persons have become interested in the movement, and, considering it a worthy one, unite to further the project, for the purpose is not personal gain. Thus it is not unusual for boxes of old chemical or pharmacal volumes to arrive by freight or express, without a word as to the donor. The mail brings manuscripts unprinted, and pamphlets recondite, with no word of introduction. They come unheralded. The authors or the senders realize that in this unique library a place is vacant if any work on connected subjects is missing, and thinking men of the world are uniting their contributions to fill such vacancies.
To carry forward a piece of thought from the past into the future, antiquarian libraries from many nations have been curated, and purchases have been made in every book market around the world. These books surround me. Naturally, many people have become interested in this movement and, seeing it as a worthwhile cause, come together to support the project, since the aim is not personal profit. So it’s not unusual for boxes of old chemistry or pharmaceutical books to arrive by freight or express, without any indication of who donated them. The mail delivers unpublished manuscripts and obscure pamphlets, often without any introductory note. They come unannounced. The authors or senders understand that in this unique library, there’s a gap if any related work is missing, and thoughtful individuals from around the globe are combining their contributions to fill those gaps.

Enough has been said concerning the ancient library that has bred these reflections, and my own personality does not concern the reader. He can now formulate his conclusions as well perhaps as I, regarding the origin of the manuscript that is to follow, if he concerns himself at all over subjects mysterious or historical, and[Pg vii] my connection therewith is of minor importance. Whether Mr. Drury brought the strange paper in person, or sent it by express or mail,—whether it was slipped into a box of books from foreign lands, or whether my hand held the pen that made the record,—whether I stood face to face with Mr. Drury in the shadows of this room, or have but a fanciful conception of his figure,—whether the artist drew upon his imagination for the vivid likeness of the several personages figured in the book that follows, or from reliable data has given fac-similes authentic,—is immaterial. Sufficient be it to say that the manuscript of this book has been in my possession for a period of seven years, and my lips must now be sealed concerning all that transpired in connection therewith outside the subject-matter recorded therein. And yet I can not deny that for these seven years I have hesitated concerning my proper course, and more than once have decided to cover from sight the fascinating leaflets, hide them among surrounding volumes, and let them slumber until chance should bring them to the attention of the future student.
Enough has been said about the ancient library that inspired these thoughts, and my own identity isn’t important to the reader. They can draw their own conclusions, just like I can, about the origin of the manuscript that follows if they’re at all interested in mysterious or historical topics, and my connection to it isn’t significant. Whether Mr. Drury brought the strange paper in person, sent it by express or mail, slipped it into a box of books from abroad, or if I held the pen that wrote it—whether I actually faced Mr. Drury in the shadows of this room or only have a vague idea of his appearance—whether the artist created the vivid likenesses of the people depicted in the following book from imagination or based them on accurate information—is irrelevant. It’s enough to say that I have had this manuscript in my possession for seven years, and I must now keep silent about everything that happened in relation to it outside of what is recorded in its pages. Yet, I can’t deny that for these seven years, I have struggled over what to do, and more than once considered hiding the captivating leaflets among other books, allowing them to rest until chance brings them to the attention of a future student.
These thoughts rise before me this gloomy day of December, 1894, as, snatching a moment from the exactions of business, I sit among these old volumes devoted to science-lore, and again study over the unique manuscript, and meditate; I hesitate again: Shall I, or shall I not?—but a duty is a duty. Perhaps the mysterious part of the subject will be cleared to me only when my own thought-words come to rest among these venerable relics of the past—when books that I have written become companions of ancient works about me—for then I can claim relationship with the shadows that flit in and out, and can demand that they, the ghosts of the library, commune with the shade that guards the book that holds this preface.
These thoughts come to me on this gloomy day in December 1894, as I take a moment away from the demands of work to sit among these old books filled with scientific knowledge, rereading the unique manuscript and reflecting; I hesitate once more: Should I, or shouldn't I?—but a duty is a duty. Maybe the mysterious aspects of the topic will become clear to me only when my own words settle among these ancient relics of the past—when the books I have written join the ranks of the classic works around me—because then I can claim a connection to the shadows that pass by and can ask them, the spirits of the library, to speak with the spirit that watches over the book that contains this preface.
JOHN URI LLOYD.
JOHN URI LLOYD.
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PREFACE TO THIS EDITION.
The foot-note on page 160, with the connected matter, has awakened considerable interest in the life and fate of Professor Daniel Vaughn.
The footnote on page 160, along with the related content, has sparked significant interest in the life and fate of Professor Daniel Vaughn.
The undersigned has received many letters imparting interesting information relating to Professor Vaughn's early history, and asking many questions concerning a man of whose memory the writer thinks so highly but whose name is generally unknown.
The undersigned has received numerous letters sharing interesting information about Professor Vaughn's early life and asking many questions about a man whose memory the writer holds in such high regard, yet whose name is largely unknown.
Indeed, as some have even argued that the author of Etidorhpa has no personal existence, the words John Uri Lloyd being a nom de plume, so others have accepted Professor Vaughn to have been a fanciful creation of the mystical author.
Indeed, while some have even claimed that the author of Etidorhpa doesn’t actually exist and that the name John Uri Lloyd is just a nom de plume, others believe that Professor Vaughn was just an imaginative invention of the mysterious author.
Professor Daniel Vaughn was one whose life lines ran nearly parallel with those of the late Professor C. S. Rafinesque, whose eventful history has been so graphically written by Professor R. Ellsworth Call. The cups of these two talented men were filled with privation's bitterness, and in no other place has this writer known the phrase "The Deadly Parallel" so aptly appropriate. Both came to America, scholars, scientists by education; both traveled through Kentucky, teachers; both gave freely to the world, and both suffered in their old age, dying in poverty—Rafinesque perishing in misery in Philadelphia and Vaughn in Cincinnati.
Professor Daniel Vaughn had a life that almost ran parallel to that of the late Professor C. S. Rafinesque, whose colorful history has been vividly detailed by Professor R. Ellsworth Call. The experiences of these two talented men were marked by hardship, and I've never encountered the term "The Deadly Parallel" used so fittingly. Both were educated scholars and scientists who came to America, traveled through Kentucky as teachers, generously contributed to the world, and ultimately faced suffering in their later years, ending their lives in poverty—Rafinesque dying in misery in Philadelphia and Vaughn in Cincinnati.
Daniel Vaughn was not a myth, and, in order that the reader may know something of the life and fate of this eccentric man, an appendix has been added to this edition of Etidorhpa, in which a picture of his face is shown as the writer knew it in life, and in which brief mention is made of his record.
Daniel Vaughn was not a myth, and to give the reader insight into the life and fate of this unique man, an appendix has been added to this edition of Etidorhpa, featuring a picture of his face as the writer remembered it and briefly mentioning his background.
The author here extends his thanks to Professor Richard Nelson and to Father Eugene Brady for their kindness to the readers of Etidorhpa and himself, for to these gentlemen is due the credit of the appended historical note.
The author here thanks Professor Richard Nelson and Father Eugene Brady for their kindness to the readers of Etidorhpa and to him, as the credit for the attached historical note goes to these gentlemen.
J. U. L.
JUL
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A VALUABLE AND UNIQUE LIBRARY.
From the Pharmaceutical Era, New York, October, 1894.
From the Pharmaceutical Era, New York, October 1894.
In Cincinnati is one of the most famous botanical and pharmacal libraries in the world, and by scientists it is regarded as an invaluable store of knowledge upon those branches of medical science. So famous is it that one of the most noted pharmacologists and chemists of Germany, on a recent trip to this country, availed himself of its rich collection as a necessary means of completing his study in the line of special drug history. When it is known that he has devoted a life of nearly eighty years to the study of pharmacology, and is an emeritus professor in the famous University of Strassburg, the importance of his action will be understood and appreciated. We refer to Prof. Frederick Flueckiger, who, in connection with Daniel Hanbury, wrote Pharmacographia and other standard works. Attached to the library is an herbarium, begun by Mr. Curtis Gates Lloyd when a schoolboy, in which are to be found over 30,000 specimens of the flora of almost every civilized country on the globe. The collections are the work of two brothers, begun when in early boyhood. In money they are priceless, yet it is the intention of the founders that they shall be placed, either before or at their death, in some college or university where all students may have access to them without cost or favor, and their wills are already made to this end, although the institution to receive the bequest is not yet selected. Eager requests have been made that they be sent to foreign universities, where only, some persons believe, they can receive the appreciation they deserve.
In Cincinnati, there's one of the most famous botanical and pharmaceutical libraries in the world, which scientists consider an invaluable source of knowledge in medical science. It's so well-known that a prominent pharmacologist and chemist from Germany, during a recent trip to the U.S., took advantage of its extensive collection to enhance his study of special drug history. Given that he has dedicated nearly eighty years to pharmacology and is an emeritus professor at the prestigious University of Strassburg, the significance of his visit is clear. We’re talking about Prof. Frederick Flueckiger, who, along with Daniel Hanbury, authored Pharmacographia and other standard texts. The library also houses an herbarium that was started by Mr. Curtis Gates Lloyd when he was a schoolboy, containing over 30,000 specimens of plants from nearly every civilized country around the globe. The collections were put together by two brothers, starting in their early childhood. They are invaluable financially, but the founders plan to donate them, either during their lifetimes or upon their deaths, to a college or university, allowing all students access without cost or favoritism. Their wills already specify this intention, though the receiving institution has not yet been chosen. There have been enthusiastic requests for them to be sent to foreign universities, where some believe they will be appreciated as they deserve.
The resting place of this collection is a neat three-story house at 204 West Court street, rebuilt to serve as a library building. On the door is a plate embossed with the name Lloyd, the patronymic of the brothers in question. They are John Uri and Curtis Gates Lloyd. Every hour that can be spent by these men from business or necessary recreation is spent here. Mr. C. G. Lloyd devotes himself entirely to the study of botany and connected subjects, while his brother is equally devoted to materia medica, pharmacy, and chemistry.
The collection is housed in a tidy three-story building at 204 West Court Street, redesigned to function as a library. On the door is a plaque engraved with the name Lloyd, which belongs to the brothers in question. They are John Uri and Curtis Gates Lloyd. Every spare minute these men have away from work or essential downtime is spent here. Mr. C. G. Lloyd is fully dedicated to studying botany and related topics, while his brother focuses entirely on materia medica, pharmacy, and chemistry.
In the botanical department are the best works obtainable in every country, and there the study of botany may be carried to any height. In point of age, some of them go back almost to the time when the art of printing was discovered. Two copies of Aristotle are notable. A Greek version bound in vellum was printed in 1584. Another, in parallel columns of Greek and Latin, by Pacius, was published in 1607. Both are in excellent preservation. A bibliographical rarity (two editions) is the "Historia Plantarum," by Pinaeus, which was issued, one in 1561, the other in 1567. It appears to have been a first attempt at the production of colored plates. Plants that were rare at that time are colored by hand, and then have a glossy fixative spread over them, causing the colors still to be as bright and fresh as the day that the three-hundred-years-dead workmen laid them on. Ranged in their sequence are fifty volumes of the famous author, Linnæus. Mr. Lloyd has a very complete list of the Linnæan works, and his commissioners in Europe and America are[Pg xii] looking out for the missing volumes. An extremely odd work is the book of Dr. Josselyn, entitled "New England Rarities," in which the Puritan author discusses wisely on "byrds, beastes and fishes" of the New World. Dr. Carolus Plumierus, a French savant, who flourished in 1762, contributes an exhaustive work on the "Flora of the Antilles." He is antedated many years, however, by Dr. John Clayton, who is termed Johannes Claytonus, and Dr. John Frederick Gronovius. These gentlemen collated a work entitled the "Flora of Virginia," which is among the first descriptions of botany in the United States. Two venerable works are those of Mattioli, an Italian writer, who gave his knowledge to the world in 1586, and Levinus Lemnius, who wrote "De Miraculis Occultis Naturæ" in 1628. The father of modern systematized botany is conceded to be Mons. J. P. Tournefort, whose comprehensive work was published in 1719. It is the fortune of Mr. Lloyd to possess an original edition in good condition. His "Histoire des Plantes," Paris (1698), is also on the shelves. In the modern department of the library are the leading French and German works. Spanish and Italian authors are also on the shelves, the Lloyd collection of Spanish flora being among the best extant. Twenty-two volumes of rice paper, bound in bright yellow and stitched in silk, contain the flora of Japan. All the leaves are delicately tinted by those unique flower-painters, the Japanese. This rare work was presented to the Lloyd library by Dr. Charles Rice, of New York, who informed the Lloyds that only one other set could be found in America.
In the botanical department are the best works available from every country, and there the study of botany can reach any level. Some of these texts date back almost to the discovery of printing. Two notable copies of Aristotle are a Greek version bound in vellum, printed in 1584, and another published in 1607 by Pacius, featuring parallel Greek and Latin columns. Both are in excellent condition. A bibliographical rarity is "Historia Plantarum," by Pinaeus, with two editions, one from 1561 and the other from 1567. This appears to have been an early attempt at producing colored plates, with rare plants hand-colored and then covered with a glossy fixative, making the colors remarkably bright and fresh even after three hundred years. There are fifty volumes by the famous author Linnæus on display. Mr. Lloyd has a very complete list of Linnæan works, and his commissioners in Europe and America are[Pg xii] searching for the missing volumes. An extremely unique work is Dr. Josselyn's book, "New England Rarities," where the Puritan author wisely discusses "birds, beasts, and fishes" of the New World. Dr. Carolus Plumierus, a French scholar active in 1762, contributed an extensive work on the "Flora of the Antilles." However, he predates Dr. John Clayton, known as Johannes Claytonus, and Dr. John Frederick Gronovius by many years. These gentlemen compiled a work titled "Flora of Virginia," which is among the first botanical descriptions in the United States. Two notable works are by Mattioli, an Italian writer who shared his knowledge in 1586, and Levinus Lemnius, who wrote "De Miraculis Occultis Naturæ" in 1628. The father of modern systematized botany is recognized as Mons. J. P. Tournefort, whose comprehensive work was published in 1719. Mr. Lloyd is fortunate to have an original edition in good condition. His "Histoire des Plantes," Paris (1698), is also part of the collection. The modern section of the library holds the leading French and German works, and there are also Spanish and Italian authors, with the Lloyd collection of Spanish flora being among the best available. Twenty-two volumes on rice paper, bound in bright yellow and stitched in silk, contain the flora of Japan. All the pages are delicately tinted by those unique flower painters, the Japanese. This rare work was donated to the Lloyd library by Dr. Charles Rice, of New York, who informed the Lloyds that only one other set could be found in America.
One of the most noted books in the collection of J. U. Lloyd is a Materia Medica written by Dr. David Schoepf, a learned German scholar, who traveled through this country in 1787. But a limited number of copies were printed, and but few are extant. One is in the Erlangen library in Germany. This Mr. Lloyd secured, and had it copied verbatim. In later years Dr. Charles Rice obtained an original print, and exchanged it for that copy. A like work is that of Dr. Jonathan Carver of the provincial troops in America, published in London in 1796. It treats largely of Canadian materia medica. Manasseh Cutler's work, 1785, also adorns this part of the library. In addition to almost every work on this subject, Mr. Lloyd possesses complete editions of the leading serials and pharmaceutical lists published in the last three quarters of a century. Another book, famous in its way, is Barton's "Collections Toward a Materia Medica of the United States," published in 1798, 1801, and 1804.
One of the most notable books in J. U. Lloyd's collection is a Materia Medica written by Dr. David Schoepf, a knowledgeable German scholar who traveled through this country in 1787. However, only a limited number of copies were printed, and very few still exist. One is in the Erlangen library in Germany. Mr. Lloyd acquired it and had it copied exactly. Later, Dr. Charles Rice managed to get an original print and traded it for that copy. A similar work is by Dr. Jonathan Carver of the provincial troops in America, published in London in 1796, which focuses a lot on Canadian materia medica. Manasseh Cutler's 1785 work also enhances this part of the library. In addition to nearly every work on this topic, Mr. Lloyd has complete editions of the key serials and pharmaceutical lists published over the past seventy-five years. Another notable book is Barton's "Collections Toward a Materia Medica of the United States," published in 1798, 1801, and 1804.
Several noted botanists and chemists have visited the library in recent years. Prof. Flueckiger formed the acquaintance of the Lloyds through their work, "Drugs and Medicines of North America," being struck by the exhaustive references and foot-notes. Students and lovers of the old art of copper-plate engraving especially find much in the ornate title pages and portraits to please their æsthetic sense. The founders are not miserly, and all students and delvers into the medical and botanical arts are always welcome. This library of rare books has been collected without ostentation and with the sole aim to benefit science and humanity. We must not neglect to state that the library is especially rich in books pertaining to the American Eclectics and Thomsonians. Since it has been learned that this library is at the disposal of students and is to pass intact to some worthy institution of learning, donations of old or rare books are becoming frequent.[Pg xiii]
Several prominent botanists and chemists have visited the library in recent years. Professor Flueckiger became acquainted with the Lloyds through their work, "Drugs and Medicines of North America," and was impressed by the thorough references and footnotes. Students and enthusiasts of traditional copper-plate engraving, in particular, find much to appreciate in the elaborate title pages and portraits for their aesthetic enjoyment. The founders are generous, and all students and researchers in the medical and botanical fields are always welcome. This collection of rare books has been gathered modestly, with the sole purpose of benefiting science and humanity. It's important to mention that the library has a rich collection of books related to the American Eclectics and Thomsonians. Now that it's known this library is available to students and will eventually be handed over to a deserving educational institution, donations of old or rare books are becoming more frequent.[Pg xiii]
CONTENTS.
PAGE.
Prologue—History of Llewellyn Drury, 1
CHAPTER.
PAGE.
Prologue—History of Llewellyn Drury, 1
CHAPTER.
- I. Home of Llewellyn Drury—"Never Less Alone than When Alone," 3
- II. A Friendly Conference with Prof. Chickering, 16
- III. A Second Interview with the Mysterious Visitor, 23
- IV. A Search for Knowledge—The Alchemistic Letter, 35
- V. The Writing of "My Confession," 44
- VI. Kidnapped, 46
- VII. A Wild Night—I am Prematurely Aged, 55
- VIII. A Lesson in Mind Study, 63
- IX. I Can Not Establish My Identity, 67
- X. My Journey Towards the End of Earth Begins—The Adepts
Brotherhood, 74
- XI. My Journey Continues—Instinct, 80
- XII. A Cavern Discovered—Biswell's Hill, 84
- XIII. The Punch Bowls and Caverns of Kentucky—"Into the Unknown
Country," 89
- XIV. Farewell to God's Sunshine—"The Echo of the Cry," 99
- XV. A Zone of Light, Deep Within the Earth, 105
- XVI. Vitalized Darkness—The Narrows in Science, 109
- XVII. The Fungus Forest—Enchantment, 119
- XVIII. The Food of Man, 123
- XIX. The Cry from a Distance—I Rebel Against Continuing the
Journey, 128
FIRST INTERLUDE.—THE NARRATIVE INTERRUPTED.
FIRST INTERLUDE.—THE STORY INTERRUPTED.
- XX. My Unbidden Guest Proves His Statements, and Refutes My Philosophy, 134
MY UNBIDDEN GUEST CONTINUES HIS MANUSCRIPT.
MY UNINVITED GUEST CONTINUES HIS MANUSCRIPT.
- XXI. My Weight Disappearing, 142
SECOND INTERLUDE.
SECOND INTERLUDE.
- XXII. The Story Again Interrupted—My Guest Departs, 149
- XXIII. Scientific Men Questioned—Aristotle's Ether, 151
- XXIV. The Soliloquy of Prof. Daniel Vaughn—"Gravitation is the Beginning
and Gravitation is the End: All Earthly Bodies
Kneel to Gravitation," 156
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THE UNBIDDEN GUEST RETURNS TO READ HIS MANUSCRIPT,
CONTINUING THE NARRATIVE.THE UNINVITED GUEST RETURNS TO READ HIS MANUSCRIPT,
CONTINUING THE STORY. - XXV. The Mother of a Volcano—"You Can Not Disprove, and You
Dare Not Admit," 162
- XXVI. Motion from Inherent Energy—"Lead Me Deeper Into this
Expanding Study," 169
- XXVII. Sleep, Dreams, Nightmare—"Strangle the Life from My Body," 175
THIRD INTERLUDE.—THE NARRATIVE AGAIN INTERRUPTED.
Third Interlude—The Narrative Interrupted.
- XXVIII. A Challenge—My Unbidden Guest Accepts It, 179
- XXIX. Beware of Biology—The Science of the Life of Man—The Old
Man relates a Story as an Object Lesson, 186
- XXX. Looking Backward—The Living Brain, 193
THE MANUSCRIPT CONTINUED.
THE MANUSCRIPT WENT ON.
- XXXI. A Lesson on Volcanoes—Primary Colors are Capable of Farther
Subdivision, 204
- XXXII. Matter is Retarded Motion—"A Wail of Sadness Inexpressible," 218
- XXXIII. "A Study of True Science is a Study of God"—Communing
with Angels, 224
- XXXIV. I Cease to Breathe, and Yet Live, 226
- XXXV. "A Certain Point Within a Circle"—Men are as Parasites on
the Roof of Earth, 230
- XXXVI. The Drinks of Man, 235
- XXXVII. The Drunkard's Voice, 238
- XXXVIII. The Drunkard's Den, 240
- XXXIX. Among the Drunkards, 247
- XL. Further Temptation—Etidorhpa Appears, 252
- XLI. Misery, 262
- XLII. Eternity Without Time, 272
FOURTH INTERLUDE.
FOURTH INTERLUDE.
- XLIII. The Last Contest, 277
THE NARRATIVE CONTINUED.
THE STORY CONTINUED.
- XLIV. The Fathomless Abyss—The Edge of the Earth's Shell, 306
- XLV. My Heart-throb is Stilled, and Yet I Live, 310
- XLVI. The Inner Circle, or the End of Gravitation—In the Bottomless
Gulf, 317
- XLVII. Hearing Without Ears—"What Will Be the End?" 322
- XLVIII. Why and How—The Straggling Ray of Light from those
Farthermost Outreaches, 327
- XLIX. Oscillating Through Space—The Earth Shell Above Us, 333
- L. My Weight Annihilated—"Tell me," I cried in alarm, "is this
a Living Tomb?" 340
- LI. Is That a Mortal?—"The End of Earth," 345
FIFTH INTERLUDE.
Fifth Interlude.
- LII. The Last Farewell, 352
- Epilogue—Letter Accompanying the Mysterious Manuscript, 360
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ILLUSTRATIONS.
FULL-PAGE.
FULL-PAGE.
Likeness of The—Man—Who—Did—It.Frontispiece
Image of The—Man—Who—Did—It.Frontispiece
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HALF-PAGE AND TEXT CUTS.
HALF-PAGE AND TEXT TRIM.
"The Stern Face." Fac-simile, reduced from copper plate title page of the botanical work (1708), 917 pages, of Simonis Paulli, D., a Danish physician. Original plate 7 × 5-1/2 inches.iv.
"The Stern Face." Facsimile, reduced from the copper plate title page of the botanical work (1708), 917 pages, by Simonis Paulli, D., a Danish physician. Original plate size 7 × 5-1/2 inches.iv.
"The Pleasant Face." Fac-simile of the original copper plate frontispiece to the finely illustrated botanical work of Joannes Burmannus, M.D., descriptive of the plants collected by Carolus Plumierus. Antique. Original plate 9 × 13 inches.v.
"The Pleasant Face." Facsimile of the original copper plate frontispiece to the beautifully illustrated botanical work of Joannes Burmannus, M.D., describing the plants collected by Carolus Plumierus. Antique. Original plate 9 × 13 inches.v.
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[Pg xvi]
PROLOGUE.
My name was Johannes Llewellyn Llongollyn Drury. I was named Llewellyn at my mother's desire, out of respect to her father, Dr. Evan Llewellyn, the scientist and speculative philosopher, well known to curious students as the author of various rare works on occult subjects. The other given names were ancestral also, but when I reached the age of appreciation, they naturally became distasteful; so it is that in early youth I dropped the first and third of these cumbersome words, and retained only the second Christian name. While perhaps the reader of these lines may regard this cognomen with less favor than either of the others, still I liked it, as it was the favorite of my mother, who always used the name in full; the world, however, contracted Llewellyn to Lew, much to the distress of my dear mother, who felt aggrieved at the liberty. After her death I decided to move to a western city, and also determined, out of respect to her memory, to select from and rearrange the letters of my several names, and construct therefrom three short, terse words, which would convey to myself only, the resemblance of my former name. Hence it is that the Cincinnati Directory does not record my self-selected name, which I have no reason to bring before the public. To the reader my name is Llewellyn Drury. I might add that my ancestors were among the early settlers of what is now New York City, and were direct descendants of the early Welsh kings; but these matters do not concern the reader, and it is not of them that I now choose to write. My object in putting down these preliminary paragraphs is simply to assure the reader of such facts, and such only, as may give him confidence in my personal sincerity and responsibility, in order that he may with a right understanding read the remarkable statements that occur in the succeeding chapters.
My name was Johannes Llewellyn Llongollyn Drury. I was given the name Llewellyn because my mother wanted to honor her father, Dr. Evan Llewellyn, a scientist and speculative philosopher who was well known among curious students for his rare works on occult topics. The other names I have are also rooted in my ancestry, but as I grew older, I found them cumbersome; so, in my early years, I dropped the first and third names and kept just the second, Llewellyn. While the reader might prefer one of the other names, I liked Llewellyn because it was my mother’s favorite, and she always used the full name; however, the world shortened it to Lew, which upset my mother greatly. After she passed away, I decided to move to a western city and, in her memory, I chose to rearrange the letters of my names into three short, concise words that would only remind me of my former name. That’s why my self-selected name isn’t listed in the Cincinnati Directory, as I see no reason to share it publicly. To the reader, my name is Llewellyn Drury. I should mention that my ancestors were among the early settlers of what is now New York City and descended from the early Welsh kings; but that’s not the focus of my writing. The purpose of these introductory paragraphs is simply to establish facts that assure the reader of my personal sincerity and responsibility, so that they can read the remarkable statements in the following chapters with the right understanding.
The story I am about to relate is very direct, and some parts of it are very strange, not to say marvelous; but not on account[Pg 2] of its strangeness alone do I ask for the narrative a reading;—that were mere trifling. What is here set down happened as recorded, but I shall not attempt to explain things which even to myself are enigmatical. Let the candid reader read the story as I have told it, and make out of it what he can, or let him pass the page by unread—I shall not insist on claiming his further attention. Only, if he does read, I beg him to read with an open mind, without prejudice and without predilection.
The story I'm about to tell is pretty straightforward, and some parts are quite strange, if not amazing; however, it's not just because of its oddity that I want you to read it—that would be pointless. What I’m sharing really happened, but I won’t try to explain things that even I find puzzling. I hope the open-minded reader engages with the story as I've laid it out and interprets it however they wish, or simply skips it if they prefer—I won’t push for their attention. But if they do read, I ask them to keep an open mind, free from bias or strong preferences.
Who or what I am as a participant in this work is of small importance. I mention my history only for the sake of frankness and fairness. I have nothing to gain by issuing the volume. Neither do I court praise nor shun censure. My purpose is to tell the truth.
Who I am as a part of this work doesn't really matter. I share my background just to be open and fair. I have nothing to gain from publishing this book. I’m not seeking praise or trying to avoid criticism. My goal is simply to tell the truth.
Early in the fifties I took up my residence in the Queen City, and though a very young man, found the employment ready that a friend had obtained for me with a manufacturing firm engaged in a large and complicated business. My duties were varied and peculiar, of such a nature as to tax body and mind to the utmost, and for several years I served in the most exacting of business details. Besides the labor which my vocation entailed, with its manifold and multiform perplexities, I voluntarily imposed upon myself other tasks, which I pursued in the privacy of my own bachelor apartments. An inherited love for books on abstruse and occult subjects, probably in part the result of my blood connection with Dr. Evan Llewellyn, caused me to collect a unique library, largely on mystical subjects, in which I took the keenest delight. My business and my professional duties by day, and my studies at night, made my life a busy one.
In the early fifties, I moved to the Queen City, and even though I was quite young, I quickly found a job through a friend with a manufacturing company involved in a large and complex business. My responsibilities were diverse and challenging, pushing both my body and mind to their limits, and for several years, I worked on the most demanding business tasks. In addition to the work my job required, which came with its many challenges, I also took on extra projects in the privacy of my bachelor apartment. A passion for books on obscure and mystical subjects, likely influenced by my family connection to Dr. Evan Llewellyn, led me to build a unique library focused on these topics, which I greatly enjoyed. My daytime job and professional responsibilities, combined with my nighttime studies, made my life very busy.
In the midst of my work and reading I encountered the character whose strange story forms the essential part of the following narrative. I may anticipate by saying that the manuscript to follow only incidentally concerns myself, and that if possible I would relinquish all connection therewith. It recites the physical, mental, and moral adventures of one whose life history was abruptly thrust upon my attention, and as abruptly interrupted. The vicissitudes of his body and soul, circumstances seemed to compel me to learn and to make public.[Pg 3]
While I was working and reading, I came across a character whose unusual story is the main focus of the narrative that follows. I can say upfront that the manuscript that comes next only tangentially involves me, and if I could, I would prefer to have no association with it at all. It tells the physical, mental, and moral experiences of someone whose life story was suddenly brought to my attention and just as suddenly cut short. The ups and downs of his body and soul are circumstances that led me to learn about him and share his story.[Pg 3]
ETIDORPHA.
CHAPTER I.
"NEVER LESS ALONE THAN WHEN ALONE."

ore than thirty years ago occurred the first of the series of remarkable events I am about to relate. The exact date I can not recall; but it was in November, and, to those familiar with November weather in the Ohio Valley, it is hardly necessary to state that the month is one of possibilities. That is to say, it is liable to bring every variety of weather, from the delicious, dreamy Indian summer days that linger late in the fall, to a combination of rain, hail, snow, sleet,—in short, atmospheric conditions sufficiently aggravating to develop a suicidal mania in any one the least susceptible to such influences. While the general character of the month is much the same the country over,—showing dull grey tones of sky, abundant rains that penetrate man as they do the earth; cold, shifting winds, that search the very marrow,—it is always safe to count more or less upon the probability of the unexpected throughout the month.
More than thirty years ago, the first of a series of remarkable events occurred that I’m about to share. I can’t recall the exact date, but it was in November. For those familiar with November weather in the Ohio Valley, it’s hardly necessary to mention that this month is full of possibilities. It can bring every kind of weather, from the lovely, dreamy Indian summer days that linger late into fall to a mix of rain, hail, snow, and sleet—in short, weather conditions so frustrating they could drive anyone even a little sensitive to such things to despair. While the overall character of the month is pretty consistent across the country—with dull grey skies, heavy rains that soak through to the bones, and cold, shifting winds that chill you to the core—it’s always safe to expect the unexpected throughout November.
The particular day which ushered in the event about to be chronicled, was one of these possible heterogeneous days presenting a combination of sunshine, shower, and snow, with winds that rang all the changes from balmy to blustery, a morning air of caloric and an evening of numbing cold. The early morning started fair and sunny; later came light showers suddenly switched by shifting winds into blinding sleet, until the middle of the afternoon found the four winds and all the elements commingled in one wild orgy with clashing and roaring as of a great organ[Pg 4] with all the stops out, and all the storm-fiends dancing over the key-boards! Nightfall brought some semblance of order to the sounding chaos, but still kept up the wild music of a typical November day, with every accompaniment of bleakness, gloom, and desolation.
The day that marked the beginning of the event about to be told was one of those unpredictable days, mixing sunshine, rain, and snow, with winds that changed from gentle to fierce. The morning started clear and sunny; then light showers suddenly turned into blinding sleet as the winds shifted. By mid-afternoon, all four winds and every element were mixed together in one chaotic display, clashing and roaring like a massive organ with all the stops pulled out, as if all the storm spirits were dancing across the keys! Nightfall brought some order to the noisy chaos, yet the wild music of a typical November day continued, complete with bleakness, gloom, and desolation.[Pg 4]
Thousands of chimneys, exhaling murky clouds of bituminous soot all day, had covered the city with the proverbial pall which the winds in their sport had shifted hither and yon, but as, thoroughly tired out, they subsided into silence, the smoky mesh suddenly settled over the houses and into the streets, taking possession of the city and contributing to the melancholy wretchedness of such of the inhabitants as had to be out of doors. Through this smoke the red sun when visible had dragged his downward course in manifest discouragement, and the hastening twilight soon gave place to the blackness of darkness. Night reigned supreme.
Thousands of chimneys, pumping out thick clouds of black soot all day, had covered the city in a figurative shroud that the winds playfully tossed around. But as the winds finally tired and fell silent, the smoky haze settled over the buildings and streets, claiming the city and adding to the gloomy misery of those who had to be outside. Through this smoke, the red sun, when it was visible, struggled to make its way down in clear disappointment, and the quickly approaching twilight soon gave way to total darkness. Night ruled completely.
Thirty years ago electric lighting was not in vogue, and the system of street lamps was far less complete than at present, although the gas burned in them may not have been any worse. The lamps were much fewer and farther between, and the light which they emitted had a feeble, sickly aspect, and did not reach any distance into the moist and murky atmosphere. And so the night was dismal enough, and the few people upon the street were visible only as they passed directly beneath the lamps, or in front of lighted windows; seeming at other times like moving shadows against a black ground.
Thirty years ago, electric lighting wasn't popular, and the system of street lamps was much less developed than it is today, even though the gas they burned might not have been any worse. There were far fewer lamps, spaced much further apart, and the light they gave off looked weak and sickly, barely cutting through the damp and murky air. As a result, the night was pretty gloomy, and the few people on the street could only be seen when they walked directly under the lamps or in front of lit windows, appearing at other times as moving shadows against a dark backdrop.
As I am like to be conspicuous in these pages, it may be proper to say that I am very susceptible to atmospheric influences. I figure among my friends as a man of quiet disposition, but I am at times morose, although I endeavor to conceal this fact from others. My nervous system is a sensitive weather-glass. Sometimes I fancy that I must have been born under the planet Saturn, for I find myself unpleasantly influenced by moods ascribed to that depressing planet, more especially in its disagreeable phases, for I regret to state that I do not find corresponding elation, as I should, in its brighter aspects. I have an especial dislike for wintry weather, a dislike which I find growing with my years, until it has developed almost into positive antipathy and dread. On the day I have described, my moods had varied with the weather. The fitfulness of the winds had found its way into my[Pg 5] feelings, and the somber tone of the clouds into my meditations. I was restless as the elements, and a deep sense of dissatisfaction with myself and everything else, possessed me. I could not content myself in any place or position. Reading was distasteful, writing equally so; but it occurred to me that a brisk walk, for a few blocks, might afford relief. Muffling myself up in my overcoat and fur cap, I took the street, only to find the air gusty and raw, and I gave up in still greater disgust, and returning home, after drawing the curtains and locking the doors, planted myself in front of a glowing grate fire, firmly resolved to rid myself of myself by resorting to the oblivion of thought, reverie, or dream. To sleep was impossible, and I sat moodily in an easy chair, noting the quarter and half-hour strokes as they were chimed out sweetly from the spire of St. Peter's Cathedral, a few blocks away.
As I often like to stand out in these pages, it's important to mention that I’m very sensitive to the mood of the atmosphere. I’m seen by my friends as someone with a calm personality, but sometimes I feel gloomy, even though I try to hide it from others. My nervous system is like a fragile weather vane. Occasionally, I think I must have been born under the planet Saturn, because I can’t help but be negatively affected by the moods associated with that gloomy planet, especially when it's going through its rough phases; unfortunately, I don't feel the uplifting effects during its brighter moments as I should. I particularly dislike winter weather, a dislike that grows stronger as I age, to the point where it has become a real aversion and fear. On the day I mentioned, my moods shifted with the weather. The unpredictable winds affected my feelings, and the dark clouds colored my thoughts. I felt as restless as the elements, consumed by a deep dissatisfaction with myself and everything around me. I couldn’t find any comfort in any place or position. Reading was unappealing, and so was writing; then I thought that a brisk walk for a few blocks might help. Wrapping myself in my overcoat and fur cap, I went outside, only to find the air cold and biting, which led to even more frustration. I returned home, drew the curtains, locked the doors, and settled down in front of a warm fire, determined to escape myself through oblivion—be it thought, daydream, or sleep. But sleep was impossible, so I sat moodily in an armchair, listening to the sweet chimes of the quarter and half-hour ringing from the spire of St. Peter's Cathedral a few blocks away.
Nine o'clock passed with its silver-voiced song of "Home, Sweet Home"; ten, and then eleven strokes of the ponderous bell which noted the hours, roused me to a strenuous effort to shake off the feelings of despondency, unrest, and turbulence, that all combined to produce a state of mental and physical misery now insufferable. Rising suddenly from my chair, without a conscious effort I walked mechanically to a book-case, seized a volume at random, reseated myself before the fire, and opened the book. It proved to be an odd, neglected volume, "Riley's Dictionary of Latin Quotations." At the moment there flashed upon me a conscious duality of existence. Had the old book some mesmeric power? I seemed to myself two persons, and I quickly said aloud, as if addressing my double: "If I can not quiet you, turbulent Spirit, I can at least adapt myself to your condition. I will read this book haphazard from bottom to top, or backward, if necessary, and if this does not change the subject often enough, I will try Noah Webster." Opening the book mechanically at page 297, I glanced at the bottom line and read, "Nunquam minus solus quam cum solus" (Never less alone than when alone). These words arrested my thoughts at once, as, by a singular chance, they seemed to fit my mood; was it or was it not some conscious invisible intelligence that caused me to select that page, and brought the apothegm to my notice?
Nine o'clock passed with its soothing tune of "Home, Sweet Home"; then ten, and finally eleven chimes from the heavy bell marking the hours, pushed me to make a strong effort to shake off the feelings of hopelessness, restlessness, and chaos that combined to create a state of mental and physical agony that was now unbearable. Suddenly standing up from my chair, I walked automatically to a bookcase, grabbed a book at random, sat back down in front of the fire, and opened it. It turned out to be an unusual, ignored book, "Riley's Dictionary of Latin Quotations." In that moment, I felt a strange duality of existence. Did the old book have some kind of hypnotic power? I felt like two people, and said aloud, as if speaking to my other self: "If I can’t calm you, restless Spirit, I can at least adapt to your state. I’ll read this book randomly from bottom to top, or backwards if needed, and if that doesn’t change the topic often enough, I’ll switch to Noah Webster." I opened the book mindlessly to page 297, glanced at the bottom line, and read, "Nunquam minus solus quam cum solus" (Never less alone than when alone). These words immediately grabbed my attention, as by a strange coincidence, they seemed to match my mood; was it or was it not some conscious invisible intelligence that made me choose that page and brought that phrase to my attention?
Again, like a flash, came the consciousness of duality, and I began to argue with my other self. "This is arrant nonsense,"[Pg 6] I cried aloud; "even though Cicero did say it, and, it is on a par with many other delusive maxims that have for so many years embittered the existence of our modern youth by misleading thought. Do you know, Mr. Cicero, that this statement is not sound? That it is unworthy the position you occupy in history as a thinker and philosopher? That it is a contradiction in itself, for if a man is alone he is alone, and that settles it?"
Again, in an instant, I became aware of the split within me, and I started to argue with my other self. "This is complete nonsense,"[Pg 6] I shouted; "even if Cicero did say it, it's on the same level as a bunch of other misleading sayings that have, for years, made life harder for our modern youth by leading them astray. Do you realize, Mr. Cicero, that this statement doesn’t hold up? That it doesn’t live up to your reputation as a thinker and philosopher? That it contradicts itself, because if a man is alone, then he's alone, and that's that?"
I mused in this vein a few moments, and then resumed aloud: "It won't do, it won't do; if one is alone—the word is absolute,—he is single, isolated, in short, alone; and there can by no manner of possibility be any one else present. Take myself, for instance: I am the sole occupant of this apartment; I am alone, and yet you say in so many words that I was never less alone than at this instant." It was not without some misgiving that I uttered these words, for the strange consciousness of my own duality constantly grew stronger, and I could not shake off the reflection that even now there were two of myself in the room, and that I was not so much alone as I endeavored to convince myself.
I pondered this for a moment, then said out loud: "This doesn't make sense; if someone is alone—the word is definitive—they are single, isolated, in short, alone; and there can’t possibly be anyone else around. Take me, for example: I’m the only one in this apartment; I’m alone, and yet you insist that I’ve never been less alone than I am right now." I said this with a bit of hesitation because the strange awareness of my own duality was growing stronger, and I couldn’t shake off the thought that even now there were two versions of myself in the room, and that I wasn’t as alone as I tried to convince myself I was.
This feeling oppressed me like an incubus; I must throw it off, and, rising, I tossed the book upon the table, exclaiming: "What folly! I am alone,—positively there is no other living thing visible or invisible in the room." I hesitated as I spoke, for the strange, undefined sensation that I was not alone had become almost a conviction; but the sound of my voice encouraged me, and I determined to discuss the subject, and I remarked in a full, strong voice: "I am surely alone; I know I am! Why, I will wager everything I possess, even to my soul, that I am alone." I stood facing the smoldering embers of the fire which I had neglected to replenish, uttering these words to settle the controversy for good and all with one person of my dual self, but the other ego seemed to dissent violently, when a soft, clear voice claimed my ear:
This feeling weighed on me like a nightmare; I needed to shake it off. Standing up, I threw the book onto the table and exclaimed, "What nonsense! I’m all alone—there’s absolutely nothing alive or dead in the room with me." I hesitated as I said this because the strange, unclear feeling that I wasn't alone had almost turned into a certainty; but hearing my own voice boosted my confidence. I decided to tackle the issue and said in a loud, firm voice, "I am definitely alone; I know that! In fact, I’ll bet everything I own, even my soul, that I’m alone." I stood facing the dying embers of the fire I had failed to tend, saying these words to put the argument to rest with one part of my dual self, but the other side seemed to strongly disagree when a soft, clear voice caught my attention:
"You have lost your wager; you are not alone."
"You've lost your bet; you're not the only one."

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I turned instantly towards the direction of the sound, and, to my amazement, saw a white-haired man seated on the opposite side of the room, gazing at me with the utmost composure. I am not a coward, nor a believer in ghosts or illusions, and yet that sight froze me where I stood. It had no supernatural appearance—on the contrary, was a plain, ordinary, flesh-and-blood man; [Pg 9]but the weather, the experiences of the day, the weird, inclement night, had all conspired to strain my nerves to the highest point of tension, and I trembled from head to foot. Noting this, the stranger said pleasantly: "Quiet yourself, my dear sir; you have nothing to fear; be seated." I obeyed, mechanically, and regaining in a few moments some semblance of composure, took a mental inventory of my visitor. Who is he? what is he? how did he enter without my notice, and why? what is his business? were all questions that flashed into my mind in quick succession, and quickly flashed out unanswered.
I instantly turned towards the sound, and to my surprise, saw a white-haired man sitting on the other side of the room, looking at me with complete calmness. I’m not a coward, nor do I believe in ghosts or illusions, yet that sight froze me in place. He didn’t look supernatural—in fact, he was just an ordinary, flesh-and-blood man; [Pg 9]but the weather, the day's events, and the strange, harsh night had all combined to strain my nerves to their limit, making me tremble all over. Noticing this, the stranger said kindly, "Calm down, my dear sir; you have nothing to fear; please, have a seat." I obeyed, almost robotically, and after a few moments, I regained some semblance of composure and mentally assessed my visitor. Who is he? What does he want? How did he get in without me noticing, and why? What’s his purpose? were all questions that quickly popped into my head and just as quickly faded away unanswered.
The stranger sat eying me composedly, even pleasantly, as if waiting for me to reach some conclusion regarding himself. At last I surmised: "He is a maniac who has found his way here by methods peculiar to the insane, and my personal safety demands that I use him discreetly."
The stranger sat looking at me calmly, even pleasantly, as if he were waiting for me to come to some conclusion about him. Finally, I guessed: "He’s a lunatic who has gotten here in some strange way, and my safety requires that I handle him carefully."
"Very good," he remarked, as though reading my thoughts; "as well think that as anything else."
"Very good," he said, almost like he was reading my mind; "might as well think that as anything else."
"But why are you here? What is your business?" I asked.
"But why are you here? What do you want?" I asked.
"You have made and lost a wager," he said. "You have committed an act of folly in making positive statements regarding a matter about which you know nothing—a very common failing, by the way, on the part of mankind, and concerning which I wish first to set you straight."
"You've made and lost a bet," he said. "You've acted foolishly by making definitive claims about something you know nothing about—a very common mistake people make, and I want to correct that first."
The ironical coolness with which he said this provoked me, and I hastily rejoined: "You are impertinent; I must ask you to leave my house at once."
The ironic calmness with which he said this annoyed me, and I quickly responded, "You're being rude; I need you to leave my house immediately."
"Very well," he answered; "but if you insist upon this, I shall, on behalf of Cicero, claim the stake of your voluntary wager, which means that I must first, by natural though violent means, release your soul from your body." So saying he arose, drew from an inner pocket a long, keen knife, the blade of which quiveringly glistened as he laid it upon the table. Moving his chair so as to be within easy reach of the gleaming weapon, he sat down, and again regarded me with the same quiet composure I had noted, and which was fast dispelling my first impression concerning his sanity.
"All right," he replied; "but if you're going to insist on this, I’ll, on behalf of Cicero, claim the reward from your voluntary bet, which means I need to first, by natural yet forceful means, free your soul from your body." With that, he stood up, took out a long, sharp knife from an inner pocket, the blade shimmering as he placed it on the table. He adjusted his chair to be close to the shiny weapon, sat down, and looked at me again with the same calm demeanor I had noticed before, which was quickly making me rethink my initial impression of his sanity.
I was not prepared for his strange action; in truth, I was not prepared for anything; my mind was confused concerning the whole night's doings, and I was unable to reason clearly or[Pg 10] consecutively, or even to satisfy myself what I did think, if indeed I thought at all.
I wasn't ready for his odd behavior; honestly, I wasn't ready for anything. My mind was all jumbled about everything that happened that night, and I couldn't think clearly or logically, or even figure out what I actually thought, if I thought at all.
The sensation of fear, however, was fast leaving me; there was something reassuring in my unbidden guest's perfect ease of manner, and the mild, though searching gaze of his eyes, which were wonderful in their expression. I began to observe his personal characteristics, which impressed me favorably, and yet were extraordinary. He was nearly six feet tall, and perfectly straight; well proportioned, with no tendency either to leanness or obesity. But his head was an object from which I could not take my eyes,—such a head surely I had never before seen on mortal shoulders. The chin, as seen through his silver beard, was rounded and well developed, the mouth straight, with pleasant lines about it, the jaws square and, like the mouth, indicating decision, the eyes deep set and arched with heavy eyebrows, and the whole surmounted by a forehead so vast, so high, that it was almost a deformity, and yet it did not impress me unpleasantly; it was the forehead of a scholar, a profound thinker, a deep student. The nose was inclined to aquiline, and quite large. The contour of the head and face impressed me as indicating a man of learning, one who had given a lifetime to experimental as well as speculative thought. His voice was mellow, clear, and distinct, always pleasantly modulated and soft, never loud nor unpleasant in the least degree. One remarkable feature I must not fail to mention—his hair; this, while thin and scant upon the top of his head, was long, and reached to his shoulders; his beard was of unusual length, descending almost to his waist; his hair, eyebrows, and beard were all of singular whiteness and purity, almost transparent, a silvery whiteness that seemed an aureolar sheen in the glare of the gaslight. What struck me as particularly remarkable was that his skin looked as soft and smooth as that of a child; there was not a blemish in it. His age was a puzzle none could guess; stripped of his hair, or the color of it changed, he might be twenty-five,—given a few wrinkles, he might be ninety. Taken altogether, I had never seen his like, nor anything approaching his like, and for an instant there was a faint suggestion to my mind that he was not of this earth, but belonged to some other planet.
The feeling of fear was quickly fading; there was something comforting about my unexpected guest's calm demeanor and the gentle yet probing look in his eyes, which were striking in their expression. I began to notice his personal traits, which impressed me positively and were still quite unusual. He was nearly six feet tall, perfectly straight, and well-proportioned—neither too thin nor overweight. But his head was something I just couldn’t look away from; I had never seen such a head on a human being before. His chin, visible through his silver beard, was rounded and well-defined, while his mouth was straight with nice lines around it. His jaws were strong, showing determination, and his eyes were deep-set with pronounced eyebrows. What stood out the most was his forehead—so vast and high that it was almost a deformity, yet it wasn’t unpleasant; it signified the forehead of a scholar, a deep thinker, a devoted student. His nose was slightly aquiline and fairly large. The shape of his head and face gave off an impression of someone learned, a person who dedicated their life to both practical and theoretical ideas. His voice was rich, clear, and distinct, always pleasantly modulated and soft—never loud or unpleasant at all. One extraordinary feature I must mention is his hair; while thin and sparse on top, it was long and fell to his shoulders. His beard was unusually long, nearly reaching his waist, and all of his hair, eyebrows, and beard had a remarkable whiteness and purity, almost transparent, with a silvery glow under the gaslight. What struck me as especially remarkable was how his skin looked soft and smooth, like a child's, without a single blemish. His age was a mystery that no one could figure out; without his hair or if it had a different color, he could look twenty-five—add a few wrinkles, and he might seem ninety. All in all, I had never encountered anyone like him or anything close to resembling him, and for a brief moment, it crossed my mind that he might not belong to this world but rather to some other planet.
I now fancy he must have read my impressions of him as these ideas shaped themselves in my brain, and that he was quietly[Pg 11] waiting for me to regain a degree of self-possession that would allow him to disclose the purpose of his visit.
I now think he must have understood my thoughts about him as they formed in my mind, and that he was quietly[Pg 11] waiting for me to regain enough composure to let him reveal the reason for his visit.
He was first to break the silence: "I see that you are not disposed to pay your wager any more than I am to collect it, so we will not discuss that. I admit that my introduction to-night was abrupt, but you can not deny that you challenged me to appear." I was not clear upon the point, and said so. "Your memory is at fault," he continued, "if you can not recall your experiences of the day just past. Did you not attempt to interest yourself in modern book lore, to fix your mind in turn upon history, chemistry, botany, poetry, and general literature? And all these failing, did you not deliberately challenge Cicero to a practical demonstration of an old apothegm of his that has survived for centuries, and of your own free will did not you make a wager that, as an admirer of Cicero's, I am free to accept?" To all this I could but silently assent. "Very good, then; we will not pursue this subject further, as it is not relevant to my purpose, which is to acquaint you with a narrative of unusual interest, upon certain conditions, with which if you comply, you will not only serve yourself, but me as well."
He was the first to break the silence: "I see that you’re not eager to pay your wager any more than I am to collect it, so let’s not discuss that. I admit my introduction tonight was sudden, but you can’t deny that you challenged me to show up." I wasn’t sure about that, so I said so. "Your memory is off," he continued, "if you can’t remember your experiences from the day before. Didn’t you try to get into modern literature, turn your attention to history, chemistry, botany, poetry, and general literature? And when all that failed, didn’t you deliberately challenge Cicero to prove an old saying of his that has lasted for centuries, and did you not willingly make a wager that, as a fan of Cicero’s, I am free to accept?" To all this, I could only silently agree. "Alright then; we won’t go further into this subject, as it’s not relevant to my purpose, which is to share with you a narrative of unusual interest, under certain conditions that, if you agree to, will benefit both you and me."
"Please name the conditions," I said.
"Please name the conditions," I said.
"They are simple enough," he answered. "The narrative I speak of is in manuscript. I will produce it in the near future, and my design is to read it aloud to you, or to allow you to read it to me, as you may select. Further, my wish is that during the reading you shall interpose any objection or question that you deem proper. This reading will occupy many evenings, and I shall of necessity be with you often. When the reading is concluded, we will seal the package securely, and I shall leave you forever. You will then deposit the manuscript in some safe place, and let it remain for thirty years. When this period has elapsed, I wish you to publish this history to the world."
"They're pretty straightforward," he replied. "The story I'm talking about is in manuscript form. I'll share it soon, and I plan to read it aloud to you, or you can read it to me, whichever you prefer. Also, I want you to feel free to interrupt with any objections or questions you think are necessary during the reading. This will take several evenings, and I'll need to be with you often. Once we've finished reading, we'll securely seal the package, and I'll leave you for good. After that, you should store the manuscript in a safe place and leave it for thirty years. When that time is up, I want you to publish this story for everyone to see."
"Your conditions seem easy," I said, after a few seconds' pause.
"Your conditions seem easy," I said, after a few seconds of pause.
"They are certainly very simple; do you accept?"
"They're definitely very simple; do you agree?"
I hesitated, for the prospect of giving myself up to a succession of interviews with this extraordinary and mysterious personage seemed to require consideration. He evidently divined my thoughts, for, rising from his chair, he said abruptly: "Let me have your answer now."[Pg 12]
I hesitated, as the idea of facing a series of interviews with this remarkable and enigmatic individual felt like something I needed to think about. He clearly sensed my hesitation, because, standing up from his chair, he said suddenly, "Give me your answer now."[Pg 12]
I debated the matter no further, but answered: "I accept, conditionally."
I didn't think about it anymore and said, "I agree, with conditions."
"Name your conditions," the guest replied.
"State your conditions," the guest replied.
"I will either publish the work, or induce some other man to do so."
"I will either publish the work myself or convince someone else to do it."

"Good," he said; "I will see you again," with a polite bow; and turning to the door which I had previously locked, he opened it softly, and with a quiet "Good night" disappeared in the hall-way.
"Good," he said; "I'll see you again," with a polite bow; and turning to the door that I had locked earlier, he opened it gently, and with a soft "Good night," he vanished into the hallway.
I looked after him with bewildered senses; but a sudden impulse caused me to glance toward the table, when I saw that he had forgotten his knife. With the view of returning this, I reached to pick it up, but my finger tips no sooner touched the handle than a sudden chill shivered along my nerves. Not as an electric shock, but rather as a sensation of extreme cold was the current that ran through me in an instant. Rushing into the hall-way to[Pg 13] the landing of the stairs, I called after the mysterious being, "You have forgotten your knife," but beyond the faint echo of my voice, I heard no sound. The phantom was gone. A moment later I was at the foot of the stairs, and had thrown open the door. A street lamp shed an uncertain light in front of the house. I stepped out and listened intently for a moment, but not a sound was audible, if indeed I except the beating of my own heart, which throbbed so wildly that I fancied I heard it. No footfall echoed from the deserted streets; all was silent as a churchyard, and I closed and locked the door softly, tiptoed my way back to my room, and sank collapsed into an easy chair. I was more than exhausted; I quivered from head to foot, not with cold, but with a strange nervous chill that found intensest expression in my spinal column, and seemed to flash up and down my back vibrating like a feverous pulse. This active pain was succeeded by a feeling of frozen numbness, and I sat I know not how long, trying to tranquilize myself and think temperately of the night's occurrence. By degrees I recovered my normal sensations, and directing my will in the channel of sober reasoning, I said to myself: "There can be no mistake about his visit, for his knife is here as a witness to the fact. So much is sure, and I will secure that testimony at all events." With this reflection I turned to the table, but to my astonishment I discovered that the knife had disappeared. It needed but this miracle to start the perspiration in great cold beads from every pore. My brain was in a whirl, and reeling into a chair, I covered my face with my hands. How long I sat in this posture I do not remember. I only know that I began to doubt my own sanity, and wondered if this were not the way people became deranged. Had not my peculiar habits of isolation, irregular and intense study, erratic living, all conspired to unseat reason? Surely here was every ground to believe so; and yet I was able still to think consistently and hold steadily to a single line of thought. Insane people can not do that, I reflected, and gradually the tremor and excitement wore away. When I had become calmer and more collected, and my sober judgment said, "Go to bed; sleep just as long as you can; hold your eyelids down, and when you awake refreshed, as you will, think out the whole subject at your leisure," I arose, threw open the shutters, and[Pg 14] found that day was breaking. Hastily undressing I went to bed, and closed my eyes, vaguely conscious of some soothing guardianship. Perhaps because I was physically exhausted, I soon lost myself in the oblivion of sleep.
I stared at him in confusion, but a sudden urge made me look at the table, and I noticed he had left his knife behind. Wanting to return it, I reached to grab it, but as soon as my fingertips touched the handle, a chill ran down my spine. It wasn’t like an electric shock; it felt more like extreme cold. I rushed into the hallway at the top of the stairs and called after the mysterious figure, “You forgot your knife,” but aside from the faint echo of my own voice, there was no response. The phantom had vanished. A moment later, I was at the foot of the stairs, flinging the door open. A streetlight cast an uncertain glow in front of the house. I stepped outside and listened intently for a moment, but all I could hear was the pounding of my own heart, which raced so wildly I thought I could actually hear it. No footsteps echoed from the empty streets; everything was as silent as a graveyard. I quietly closed and locked the door, tiptoed back to my room, and sank into an easy chair, feeling completely drained. I shivered from head to toe, not from cold, but from a strange nervous chill that seemed to race up and down my back like a feverish pulse. This painful sensation was followed by a feeling of frozen numbness, and I sat, unsure how long, trying to calm myself and think rationally about what had just happened. Gradually, I regained my normal feelings and focused my mind on logical reasoning, telling myself: “There’s no mistake about his visit; his knife is here as proof. That much is certain, and I will make sure to keep that proof.” With that thought, I turned to the table, but to my shock, the knife had vanished. This miracle alone was enough to make ice-cold sweat break out on my skin. My mind was spinning, and collapsing into a chair, I covered my face with my hands. I don’t remember how long I sat like that. All I knew was that I started to doubt my own sanity, wondering if this was how people lost their minds. Had my habits of isolation, irregular and intense study, and erratic living all contributed to my reason slipping away? It seemed there was every reason to think so, yet I could still think clearly and stay focused on a single train of thought. Insane people can’t do that, I reflected, and gradually the tremors and excitement faded. As I calmed down and regained my composure, my rational side told me, “Go to bed; sleep as long as you can; keep your eyes closed, and when you wake up refreshed, you can think through everything at your own pace.” I got up, threw open the curtains, and saw that dawn was breaking. I quickly undressed, climbed into bed, and closed my eyes, vaguely aware of some comforting presence. Maybe because I was physically exhausted, I soon drifted off into deep sleep.

I did not dream,—at least I could not afterwards remember my dream if I had one, but I recollect thinking that somebody struck ten distinct blows on my door, which seemed to me to be of metal and very sonorous. These ten blows in my semi-conscious state I counted. I lay very quiet for a time collecting my thoughts and noting various objects about the room, until my eye caught the dial of a French clock upon the[Pg 15] mantel. It was a few minutes past ten, and the blows I had heard were the strokes of the hammer upon the gong in the clock. The sun was shining into the room, which was quite cold, for the fire had gone out. I arose, dressed myself quickly, and after thoroughly laving my face and hands in ice-cold water, felt considerably refreshed.
I didn’t dream—at least, I couldn’t remember if I had one—but I remember thinking that someone hit my door ten distinct times, which sounded like it was made of metal and very loud. In my half-awake state, I counted those ten hits. I lay still for a while, gathering my thoughts and noticing various items around the room until my eye caught the dial of a French clock on the[Pg 15] mantel. It was a few minutes past ten, and the sounds I heard were the clock’s hammer striking the gong. Sunlight was streaming into the room, which was quite cold because the fire had gone out. I got up, quickly got dressed, and after splashing my face and hands with ice-cold water, I felt much more awake.
Before going out to breakfast, while looking around the room for a few things which I wanted to take with me, I espied upon the table a long white hair. This was indeed a surprise, for I had about concluded that my adventure of the previous night was a species of waking nightmare, the result of overworked brain and weakened body. But here was tangible evidence to the contrary, an assurance that my mysterious visitor was not a fancy or a dream, and his parting words, "I will see you again," recurred to me with singular effect. "He will see me again; very well; I will preserve this evidence of his visit for future use." I wound the delicate filament into a little coil, folded it carefully in a bit of paper, and consigned it to a corner in my pocket-book, though not without some misgiving that it too might disappear as did the knife.
Before heading out for breakfast, as I scanned the room for a few things I wanted to take with me, I spotted a long white hair on the table. This was quite surprising, as I had almost convinced myself that my adventure from the night before was a kind of waking nightmare, the result of an overworked brain and a tired body. But here was solid proof that contradicted that idea, a confirmation that my mysterious visitor was real and not just a figment of my imagination, and his parting words, "I will see you again," echoed in my mind with a strange impact. "He will see me again; fine, I’ll keep this evidence of his visit for later use." I carefully wound the delicate hair into a little coil, wrapped it in a piece of paper, and tucked it away in a corner of my wallet, though I couldn’t shake the worry that it might vanish like the knife did.
The strange experience of that night had a good effect on me; I became more regular in all my habits, took abundant sleep and exercise, was more methodical in my modes of study and reasoning, and in a short time found myself vastly improved in every way, mentally and physically.
The unusual experience of that night had a positive impact on me; I became more consistent in all my habits, got plenty of sleep and exercise, was more organized in my study and thinking methods, and shortly found myself greatly improved in every way, both mentally and physically.
The days went fleeting into weeks, the weeks into months, and while the form and figure of the white-haired stranger were seldom absent from my mind, he came no more.[Pg 16]
The days turned into weeks, the weeks into months, and even though I often thought about the white-haired stranger, he never came back.[Pg 16]
CHAPTER II.
A FRIENDLY CONFERENCE.
It is rare, in our present civilization, to find a man who lives alone. This remark does not apply to hermits or persons of abnormal or perverted mental tendencies, but to the majority of mankind living and moving actively among their fellows, and engaged in the ordinary occupations of humanity. Every man must have at least one confidant, either of his own household, or within the circle of his intimate friends. There may possibly be rare exceptions among persons of genius in statecraft, war, or commerce, but it is doubtful even in such instances if any keep all their thoughts to themselves, hermetically sealed from their fellows. As a prevailing rule, either a loving wife or very near friend shares the inner thought of the most secretive individual, even when secrecy seems an indispensable element to success. The tendency to a free interchange of ideas and experiences is almost universal, instinct prompting the natural man to unburden his most sacred thought, when the proper confidant and the proper time come for the disclosure.
It's uncommon in today's society to find someone who lives completely alone. This doesn't include hermits or people with unusual or distorted mental states, but rather most people who actively engage with others and participate in everyday life. Every person needs at least one confidant, whether it's someone from their family or a close friend. There may be rare exceptions among people of exceptional skill in politics, warfare, or business, but even in those cases, it's questionable whether anyone truly keeps all their thoughts to themselves, completely sealed off from others. As a general rule, either a loving spouse or a very close friend shares the most private thoughts of even the most secretive person, even when keeping things private seems crucial for success. The tendency for open sharing of ideas and experiences is nearly universal, driven by instinct that leads an individual to reveal their most cherished thoughts when the right confidant and timing present themselves.
For months I kept to myself the events narrated in the preceding chapter. And this for several reasons: first, the dread of ridicule that would follow the relation of the fantastic occurrences, and the possible suspicion of my sanity, that might result from the recital; second, very grave doubts as to the reality of my experiences. But by degrees self-confidence was restored, as I reasoned the matter over and reassured myself by occasional contemplation of the silvery hair I had coiled in my pocket-book, and which at first I had expected would vanish as did the stranger's knife. There came upon me a feeling that I should see my weird visitor again, and at an early day. I resisted this impression, for it was a feeling of the idea, rather than a thought, but the vague expectation grew upon me in spite of myself, until at length it became a conviction which no argument[Pg 17] or logic could shake. Curiously enough, as the original incident receded into the past, this new idea thrust itself into the foreground, and I began in my own mind to court another interview. At times, sitting alone after night, I felt that I was watched by unseen eyes; these eyes haunted me in my solitude, and I was morally sure of the presence of another than myself in the room. The sensation was at first unpleasant, and I tried to throw it off, with partial success. But only for a little while could I banish the intrusive idea, and as the thought took form, and the invisible presence became more actual to consciousness, I hoped that the stranger would make good his parting promise, "I will see you again."
For months, I kept to myself the events described in the previous chapter. There were a few reasons for this: first, I feared the ridicule that would come from sharing the bizarre occurrences and the chance that people would question my sanity because of what I would recount. Second, I had serious doubts about the reality of my experiences. However, gradually, I regained my self-confidence as I reflected on the situation and reassured myself with the occasional reminder of the silvery hair I had saved in my pocketbook, which I initially thought would disappear just like the stranger's knife had. I began to feel that I would encounter my strange visitor again, and soon. I tried to push this notion away because it felt more like an idea than a clear thought, but the vague anticipation grew on me despite my efforts to resist it, eventually becoming a conviction that no reasoning could shake. Interestingly, as the original incident faded into memory, this new idea moved to the forefront of my mind, and I began to hope for another meeting. Sometimes, when I was alone at night, I felt as if unseen eyes were watching me; these eyes lingered in my solitude, and I felt certain that someone besides myself was in the room. At first, this sensation was unsettling, and I tried to dismiss it with some success. But I could only keep the unwelcome thought away for a short time, and as it took shape and the invisible presence became more real to me, I hoped that the stranger would keep his parting promise: "I will see you again."
On one thing I was resolved; I would at least be better informed on the subject of hallucinations and apparitions, and not be taken unawares as I had been. To this end I decided to confer with my friend, Professor Chickering, a quiet, thoughtful man, of varied accomplishments, and thoroughly read upon a great number of topics, especially in the literature of the marvelous.
I was determined on one thing; I would at least be more informed about hallucinations and apparitions so I wouldn’t be caught off guard like I had been. To achieve this, I decided to talk to my friend, Professor Chickering, a calm, thoughtful guy with a wide range of skills, who was well-read on many subjects, especially in the literature of the extraordinary.
So to the Professor I went, after due appointment, and confided to him full particulars of my adventure. He listened patiently throughout, and when I had finished, assured me in a matter-of-fact way that such hallucinations were by no means rare. His remark was provoking, for I did not expect from the patient interest he had shown while I was telling my story, that the whole matter would be dismissed thus summarily. I said with some warmth:
So, I went to see the Professor after making an appointment and shared all the details of my experience with him. He listened patiently the entire time, and when I finished, he casually assured me that those kinds of hallucinations weren’t uncommon at all. His comment was frustrating because, given the genuine interest he had shown while I was recounting my story, I didn’t expect him to brush it off like that. I replied a bit heatedly:
"But this was not a hallucination. I tried at first to persuade myself that it was illusory, but the more I have thought the experience over, the more real it becomes to me."
"But this wasn't a hallucination. At first, I tried to convince myself that it was just my imagination, but the more I reflect on the experience, the more real it feels to me."
"Perhaps you were dreaming," suggested the Professor.
"Maybe you were just dreaming," the Professor suggested.
"No," I answered; "I have tried that hypothesis, and it will not do. Many things make that view untenable."
"No," I replied; "I've considered that idea, and it doesn't work. There are many reasons that perspective is unsustainable."
"Do not be too sure of that," he said; "you were, by your own account, in a highly nervous condition, and physically tired. It is possible, perhaps probable, that in this state, as you sat in your chair, you dozed off for a short interval, during which the illusion flashed through your mind."[Pg 18]
"Don't be so certain about that," he said. "You were, by your own admission, pretty anxious and physically exhausted. It's possible, maybe even likely, that in that state, as you sat in your chair, you dozed off for a little while, during which the illusion crossed your mind."[Pg 18]
"How do you explain the fact that incidents occupying a large portion of the night, occurred in an interval which you describe as a flash?"
"How do you explain that incidents that took up most of the night happened during a time you describe as just a flash?"
"Easily enough; in dreams time may not exist: periods embracing weeks or months may be reduced to an instant. Long journeys, hours of conversation, or a multitude of transactions, may be compressed into a term measured by the opening or closing of a door, or the striking of a clock. In dreams, ordinary standards of reason find no place, while ideas or events chase through the mind more rapidly than thought."
"Sure; in dreams, time might not even matter: stretches that take weeks or months can happen in an instant. Long trips, hours of chatting, or a ton of exchanges can be crammed into a moment marked by a door opening or closing, or the sound of a clock striking. In dreams, normal standards of logic don’t apply, and thoughts or events race through the mind faster than you can think."
"Conceding all this, why did I, considering the unusual character of the incidents, accept them as real, as substantial, as natural as the most commonplace events?"
"Given all this, why did I, thinking about the strange nature of the incidents, accept them as real, as significant, as normal as the most ordinary events?"
"There is nothing extraordinary in that," he replied. "In dreams all sorts of absurdities, impossibilities, discordancies, and violation of natural law appear realities, without exciting the least surprise or suspicion. Imagination runs riot and is supreme, and reason for the time is dormant. We see ghosts, spirits, the forms of persons dead or living,—we suffer pain, pleasure, hunger,—and all sensations and emotions, without a moment's question of their reality."
"There's nothing unusual about that," he replied. "In dreams, all kinds of absurdities, impossibilities, contradictions, and violations of natural law seem real, without causing the slightest surprise or doubt. Imagination takes over and rules, while reason takes a backseat. We see ghosts, spirits, the appearances of people, whether they're dead or alive—we feel pain, pleasure, hunger—and all sensations and emotions, without questioning their reality for even a moment."
"Do any of the subjects of our dreams or visions leave tangible evidences of their presence?"
"Do any of the subjects of our dreams or visions leave tangible evidence of their presence?"
"Assuredly not," he answered, with an incredulous, half-impatient gesture; "the idea is absurd."
"Definitely not," he replied, with a skeptical, somewhat impatient gesture; "that's just ridiculous."
"Then I was not dreaming," I mused.
"Then I wasn't dreaming," I thought.
Without looking at me, the Professor went on: "These false presentiments may have their origin in other ways, as from mental disorders caused by indigestion. Nicolai, a noted bookseller of Berlin, was thus afflicted. His experiences are interesting and possibly suggestive. Let me read some of them to you."
Without looking at me, the Professor continued, "These false feelings of expectation might come from different sources, like mental issues triggered by indigestion. Nicolai, a well-known bookseller from Berlin, suffered in this way. His experiences are interesting and might offer some insights. Let me read some of them to you."
The Professor hereupon glanced over his bookshelf, selected a volume, and proceeded to read:[1]
The Professor then looked at his bookshelf, picked a book, and started reading:[1]
"I generally saw human forms of both sexes; but they usually seemed not to take the smallest notice of each other, moving as in a market place, where all are eager to press through the crowd; at times, however, they seemed to be transacting business with each other. I also saw several times, people on horseback, dogs, and birds.
"I usually saw people of all genders; however, they often seemed to ignore each other, moving like in a busy marketplace where everyone is eager to push through the crowd. At times, though, it looked like they were doing business with one another. I also saw several people on horseback, along with dogs and birds."
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"All these phantasms appeared to me in their natural size, and as distinct as if alive, exhibiting different shades of carnation in the uncovered parts, as well as different colors and fashions in their dresses, though the colors seemed somewhat paler than in real nature. None of the figures appeared particularly terrible, comical, or disgusting, most of them being of indifferent shape, and some presenting a pleasant aspect. The longer these phantasms continued to visit me, the more frequently did they return, while at the same time they increased in number about four weeks after they had first appeared. I also began to hear them talk: these phantoms conversed among themselves, but more frequently addressed their discourse to me; their speeches were uncommonly short, and never of an unpleasant turn. At different times there appeared to me both dear and sensible friends of both sexes, whose addresses tended to appease my grief, which had not yet wholly subsided: their consolatory speeches were in general addressed to me when I was alone. Sometimes, however, I was accosted by these consoling friends while I was engaged in company, and not unfrequently while real persons were speaking to me. These consolatory addresses consisted sometimes of abrupt phrases, and at other times they were regularly executed."
"All these visions appeared to me in their actual size, clear as if they were alive, showing different shades of pink on the exposed areas, along with various colors and styles in their clothing, though the colors seemed a bit lighter than in real life. None of the figures looked particularly scary, funny, or disgusting; most of them had neutral shapes, and some even looked pleasant. The longer these visions kept coming to me, the more frequently they returned, and about four weeks after they first appeared, their numbers increased. I also started to hear them talk: these phantoms chatted among themselves but more often spoke directly to me; their remarks were unusually brief and always pleasant. At different times, both dear and sensible friends of all genders appeared to me, whose words aimed to ease my lingering sorrow: their comforting messages were generally directed at me when I was alone. Sometimes, though, these supportive friends addressed me while I was with others and often while real people were speaking to me. These comforting words were sometimes abrupt, and at other times they were more structured."
Here I interrupted: "I note, Professor, that Mr. Nicolai knew these forms to be illusions."
Here I interrupted: "I see, Professor, that Mr. Nicolai understood these forms to be illusions."
Without answering my remark, he continued to read:
Without responding to what I said, he kept reading:
"There is in imagination a potency far exceeding the fabled power of Aladdin's lamp. How often does one sit in wintry evening musings, and trace in the glowing embers the features of an absent friend? Imagination, with its magic wand, will there build a city with its countless spires, or marshal contending armies, or drive the tempest-shattered ship upon the ocean. The following story, related by Scott, affords a good illustration of this principle:
"There's a power in imagination that far exceeds the legendary magic of Aladdin's lamp. How often do we find ourselves lost in thought on a chilly evening, picturing the face of a friend who's far away while gazing at the glowing embers? Imagination, with its magical ability, can conjure a bustling city filled with towers, unite opposing forces, or steer a storm-tossed ship across the ocean. The following story, shared by Scott, perfectly illustrates this idea:
"'Not long after the death of an illustrious poet, who had filled, while living, a great station in the eyes of the public, a literary friend, to whom the deceased had been well known, was engaged during the darkening twilight of an autumn evening, in perusing one of the publications which professed to detail the habits and opinions of the distinguished individual who was now no more. As the reader had enjoyed the intimacy of the deceased to a considerable degree, he was deeply interested in the publication, which contained some particulars relating to himself and other friends. A visitor was sitting in the apartment, who was also engaged in reading. Their sitting-room opened into an entrance hall, rather fantastically fitted up with articles of armor, skins of wild animals, and the like. It was when laying down his book, and passing into this hall, through which the moon was beginning to shine, that the individual of whom I speak saw right before him, in a standing posture, the exact representation of his departed friend, whose recollection had been so strongly brought to his imagination. He stopped for a single moment, so as to notice the wonderful accuracy with which fancy had impressed upon the bodily eye the peculiarities of dress and position of the illustrious poet. Sensible, however, of the delusion, he felt no sentiment save that of wonder at the extraordinary accuracy of the resemblance, and stepped onward to the figure, which resolved itself as he approached into the various materials of[Pg 20] which it was composed. These were merely a screen occupied by great coats, shawls, plaids, and such other articles as are usually found in a country entrance hall. The spectator returned to the spot from which he had seen the illusion, and endeavored with all his power to recall the image which had been so singularly vivid. But this he was unable to do. And the person who had witnessed the apparition, or, more properly, whose excited state had been the means of raising it, had only to return to the apartment, and tell his young friend under what a striking hallucination he had for a moment labored.'"
"Not long after the death of a famous poet who was highly regarded during his life, a literary friend who knew him well was reading a publication that claimed to reveal the habits and thoughts of the recently deceased. Since the reader had been quite close to the poet, he found the publication particularly intriguing, as it included details about himself and other friends. A visitor was sitting in the room, also reading. Their living room opened into an entrance hall, which was decorated in a rather eclectic style with armor, animal skins, and similar items. As he put down his book and walked into the hall, where moonlight was beginning to shine, the man saw right in front of him the exact likeness of his departed friend, whose memory had been so vividly brought to mind. He paused for a moment to admire how accurately his imagination had captured the poet's unique clothing and posture. However, realizing it was an illusion, he was filled with awe at how closely it resembled the real person and moved closer to the figure, which then turned out to be just a collection of coats, shawls, plaids, and other items typically found in a country entryway. The observer returned to the spot where he had seen the illusion and tried to recreate the striking image, but he couldn't manage it. The person who had witnessed the vision, or rather, whose excitement had triggered it, simply went back to the room and told his young friend about the incredible hallucination he had just experienced."
Here I was constrained to call the Professor to a halt. "Your stories are very interesting," I said, "but I fail to perceive any analogy in either the conditions or the incidents, to my experience. I was fully awake and conscious at the time, and the man I saw appeared and moved about in the full glare of the gaslight,"—
Here I had to ask the Professor to stop. "Your stories are really interesting," I said, "but I don't see any similarities in either the situations or the events to my own experience. I was fully awake and aware at the time, and the man I saw appeared and moved around in the bright light of the gaslamp,"—
"Perhaps not," he answered; "I am simply giving you some general illustrations of the subject. But here is a case more to the point."
"Maybe not," he replied; "I'm just providing you with some general examples of the topic. But here’s a case that’s more relevant."
Again he read:
He read again:
"A lady was once passing through a wood, in the darkening twilight of a stormy evening, to visit a friend who was watching over a dying child. The clouds were thick—the rain beginning to fall; darkness was increasing; the wind was moaning mournfully through the trees. The lady's heart almost failed her as she saw that she had a mile to walk through the woods in the gathering gloom. But the reflection of the situation of her friend forbade her turning back. Excited and trembling, she called to her aid a nervous resolution, and pressed onward. She had not proceeded far when she beheld in the path before her the movement of some very indistinct object. It appeared to keep a little distance ahead of her, and as she made efforts to get nearer to see what it was, it seemed proportionally to recede. The lady began to feel rather unpleasantly. There was some pale white object certainly discernible before her, and it appeared mysteriously to float along, at a regular distance, without any effort at motion. Notwithstanding the lady's good sense and unusual resolution, a cold chill began to come over her. She made every effort to resist her fears, and soon succeeded in drawing nearer the mysterious object, when she was appalled at beholding the features of her friend's child, cold in death, wrapt in its shroud. She gazed earnestly, and there it remained distinct and clear before her eyes. She considered it a premonition that her friend's child was dead, and that she must hasten to her aid. But there was the apparition directly in her path. She must pass it. Taking up a little stick, she forced herself along to the object, and behold, some little animal scampered away. It was this that her excited imagination had transformed into the corpse of an infant in its winding sheet."
One evening, a woman was walking through a forest during a storm as dusk was settling in, on her way to visit a friend who was caring for a dying child. The clouds were heavy, rain was beginning to pour, darkness was deepening, and the wind was sadly howling through the trees. The woman felt a wave of fear as she realized she had to walk a mile through the woods in the increasing darkness. However, thinking about her friend's situation kept her from turning back. Shaken but determined, she gathered her courage and pressed on. She hadn’t gone far when she noticed some vague movement on the path ahead. It seemed to keep a little distance ahead of her, and whenever she tried to get closer, it moved farther away. The woman started to feel uneasy. There was a pale white shape definitely visible in front of her, floating without any clear means of motion. Despite her good sense and unusual determination, a chill began to creep over her. She battled her fears and soon managed to get closer to the mysterious shape. To her horror, she saw the features of her friend's child, lifeless and wrapped in a shroud. She stared intently, and it remained clear and defined before her eyes. She interpreted it as a sign that her friend's child had died and that she needed to hurry to help. But the apparition blocked her path. She had to get past it. Grabbing a small stick, she forced herself to move toward the object, and it turned out to be a small animal that darted away. Her overactive imagination had turned it into the corpse of a child swaddled in a burial cloth.
I was a little irritated, and once more interrupted the reader warmly: "This is exasperating. Now what resemblance is there between the vagaries of a hysterical, weak-minded woman, and my case?"[Pg 21]
I was a bit annoyed and once again interrupted the reader warmly: "This is frustrating. What similarities could there possibly be between the unpredictable behavior of a dramatic, weak-minded woman and my situation?"[Pg 21]
He smiled, and again read:
He smiled and read again:
"The numerous stories told of ghosts, or the spirits of persons who are dead, will in most instances be found to have originated in diseased imagination, aggravated by some abnormal defect of mind. We may mention a remarkable case in point, and one which is not mentioned in English works on this subject; it is told by a compiler of Les Causes Célèbres. Two young noblemen, the Marquises De Rambouillet and De Precy, belonging to two of the first families of France, made an agreement, in the warmth of their friendship, that the one who died first should return to the other with tidings of the world to come. Soon afterwards De Rambouillet went to the wars in Flanders, while De Precy remained at Paris, stricken by a fever. Lying alone in bed, and severely ill, De Precy one day heard a rustling of his bed curtains, and turning round, saw his friend De Rambouillet, in full military attire. The sick man sprung over the bed to welcome his friend, but the other receded, and said that he had come to fulfill his promise, having been killed on that very day. He further said that it behooved De Precy to think more of the afterworld, as all that was said of it was true, and as he himself would die in his first battle. De Precy was then left by the phantom; and it was afterward found that De Rambouillet had fallen on that day."
Many stories about ghosts or the spirits of deceased individuals often stem from an anxious imagination, frequently heightened by some kind of mental disturbance. A noteworthy example, which isn’t found in English writings on this subject, involves a compiler of Les Causes Célèbres. Two young noblemen, the Marquises De Rambouillet and De Precy, from two of the most prestigious families in France, made a pact as friends that whoever died first would return to inform the other about the afterlife. Soon after, De Rambouillet went off to fight in Flanders, while De Precy remained in Paris, suffering from a fever. Alone in his bed and very ill, De Precy one day heard the curtains around his bed rustling, and when he turned around, he saw his friend De Rambouillet in full military uniform. The sick man jumped out of bed to greet his friend, but De Rambouillet stepped back and said he had come to fulfill his promise, having died that very day. He also advised De Precy to consider the afterlife more seriously, as everything said about it was true and that he would die in his first battle. Then, the apparition disappeared, and it was later confirmed that De Rambouillet had indeed fallen that day.
"Ah," I said, "and so the phantom predicted an event that followed as indicated."
"Ah," I said, "so the ghost predicted an event that happened just as described."
"Spiritual illusions," explained the Professor, "are not unusual, and well authenticated cases are not wanting in which they have been induced in persons of intelligence by functional or organic disorders. In the last case cited, the prediction was followed by a fulfillment, but this was chance or mere coincidence. It would be strange indeed if in the multitude of dreams that come to humanity, some few should not be followed by events so similar as to warrant the belief that they were prefigured. But here is an illustration that fits your case: let me read it:
"Spiritual illusions," the Professor explained, "aren't uncommon, and there are plenty of well-documented instances where they've occurred in intelligent people due to physical or mental health issues. In the last case I mentioned, a prediction did come true, but that was just luck or coincidence. It would be pretty odd if, out of all the dreams that people have, there weren't a few that come true closely enough to make someone think they were predicted. But here's an example that fits your situation: let me read it:
"In some instances it may be difficult to decide whether spectral appearances and spectral noises proceed from physical derangement or from an overwrought state of mind. Want of exercise and amusement may also be a prevailing cause. A friend mentions to us the following case: An acquaintance of his, a merchant, in London, who had for years paid very close attention to business, was one day, while alone in his counting house, very much surprised to hear, as he imagined, persons outside the door talking freely about him. Thinking it was some acquaintances who were playing off a trick, he opened the door to request them to come in, when to his amazement, he found that nobody was there. He again sat down to his desk, and in a few minutes the same dialogue recommenced. The language was very alarming. One voice seemed to say: 'We have the scoundrel in his own counting house; let us go in and seize him.' 'Certainly,' replied the other voice, 'it is right to take him; he has been guilty of a great crime, and ought to be brought to condign[Pg 22] punishment.' Alarmed at these threats, the bewildered merchant rushed to the door; and there again no person was to be seen. He now locked his door and went home; but the voices, as he thought, followed him through the crowd, and he arrived at his house in a most unenviable state of mind. Inclined to ascribe the voices to derangement in mind, he sent for a medical attendant, and told his case, and a certain kind of treatment was prescribed. This, however, failed; the voices menacing him with punishment for purely imaginary crimes continued, and he was reduced to the brink of despair. At length a friend prescribed entire relaxation from business, and a daily game of cricket, which, to his great relief, proved an effectual remedy. The exercise banished the phantom voices, and they were no more heard."
Sometimes, it can be difficult to figure out if strange sights and sounds are caused by a physical problem or an anxious mindset. Not getting enough exercise and enjoyment can also play a significant role. A friend once told me about someone he knew, a merchant in London, who had dedicated himself to his business for years. One day, while he was alone in his office, he was startled to hear what sounded like people outside his door talking about him. Thinking it was friends playing a joke, he opened the door to invite them in, but found no one there. He returned to his desk, and after a few minutes, the same conversation started up again. The voices were quite frightening. One voice seemed to say, 'We've got the scoundrel in his own office; let’s go in and grab him.' 'Definitely,' replied the other voice, 'he deserves to be caught; he's committed a serious crime and should face the consequences.' Disturbed by these threats, the confused merchant rushed to the door, only to find it empty again. He locked the door and went home, but felt like the voices were following him through the crowd, leaving him in a very distressed state. Believing the voices indicated a mental issue, he called for a doctor, explained his problems, and received a specific treatment. However, it didn’t help; the voices continued to threaten him about imaginary crimes, and he fell into despair. Eventually, a friend suggested he take a complete break from work and play cricket every day, which turned out to be just what he needed. The exercise banished the phantom voices, and they were never heard from again.
"So you think that I am in need of out-door exercise?"
"So you think I need some outdoor exercise?"
"Exactly."
"Exactly."
"And that my experience was illusory, the result of vertigo, or some temporary calenture of the brain?"
"And was my experience just an illusion, caused by dizziness, or some temporary delirium of the mind?"
"To be plain with you, yes."
"Honestly, yes."
"But I asked you a while ago if specters or phantoms ever leave tangible evidence of their presence." The Professor's eyes dilated in interrogation. I continued: "Well, this one did. After I had followed him out, I found on the table a long, white hair, which I still have," and producing the little coil from my pocket-book, I handed it to him. He examined it curiously, eyed me furtively, and handed it back with the cautious remark:
"But I asked you a while ago if ghosts or spirits ever leave any evidence behind." The Professor's eyes widened with curiosity. I went on: "Well, this one did. After I followed him out, I found a long, white hair on the table, which I still have," and pulling the small coil from my wallet, I handed it to him. He examined it with interest, glanced at me warily, and returned it with a careful comment:
"I think you had better commence your exercise at once."[Pg 23]
"I think you should start your exercise right away."[Pg 23]
CHAPTER III.
A SECOND INTERVIEW WITH THE MYSTERIOUS VISITOR.
It is not pleasant to have one's mental responsibility brought in question, and the result of my interview with Professor Chickering was, to put it mildly, unsatisfactory. Not that he had exactly questioned my sanity, but it was all too evident that he was disposed to accept my statement of a plain matter-of-fact occurrence with a too liberal modicum of salt. I say "matter-of-fact occurrence" in full knowledge of the truth that I myself had at first regarded the whole transaction as a fantasia or flight of mind, the result of extreme nervous tension; but in the interval succeeding I had abundant opportunity to correlate my thoughts, and to bring some sort of order out of the mental and physical chaos of that strange, eventful night. True, the preliminary events leading up to it were extraordinary; the dismal weather, the depression of body and spirit under which I labored, the wild whirl of thought keeping pace with the elements—in short, a general concatenation of events that seemed to be ordered especially for the introduction of some abnormal visitor—the night would indeed have been incomplete without a ghost! But was it a ghost? There was nothing ghostly about my visitor, except the manner of his entrance and exit. In other respects, he seemed substantial enough. He was, in his manners, courteous and polished as a Chesterfield; learned as a savant in his conversation; human in his thoughtful regard of my fears and misgivings; but that tremendous forehead, with its crown of silver hair, the long, translucent beard of pearly whiteness, and above all the astounding facility with which he read my hidden thoughts—these were not natural.
It’s not easy to have my mental stability questioned, and my meeting with Professor Chickering was, to say the least, disappointing. He didn’t exactly doubt my sanity, but it was clear he was inclined to take my account of a straightforward event with a hefty dose of skepticism. I use the term "straightforward event" knowing full well that I initially saw the entire situation as a figment of my imagination or a product of extreme stress; however, in the time that followed, I had plenty of chances to sort out my thoughts and make sense of the mental and physical chaos from that strange, eventful night. Admittedly, the events leading up to it were unusual—the gloomy weather, my physical and emotional fatigue, the chaotic thoughts matching the storm outside—in short, everything seemed to align perfectly for the arrival of some unusual guest; the night would certainly have felt incomplete without a ghost! But was it really a ghost? There was nothing spectral about my visitor, except for how he came and went. In every other way, he seemed very real. He was polite and refined like a gentleman; knowledgeable as an expert in his discussions; and considerate of my fears and worries; but that enormous forehead, with its crown of silver hair, the long, translucent beard of bright white, and most importantly, the way he effortlessly perceived my hidden thoughts—none of that felt normal.
The Professor had been patient with me—I had a right to expect that; he was entertaining to the extent of reading such excerpts as he had with him on the subject of hallucinations and their supposed causes, but had he not spoiled all by[Pg 24] assigning me at last to a place with the questionable, unbalanced characters he had cited? I thought so, and the reflection provoked me; and this thought grew upon me until I came to regard his stories and attendant theories as so much literary trash.
The Professor had been patient with me—I had a reason to expect that; he was engaging enough to read the excerpts he had on the topic of hallucinations and their supposed causes, but didn’t he ruin everything by finally placing me among the questionable, unstable characters he had mentioned? I thought so, and that thought frustrated me; it grew on me until I began to see his stories and related theories as complete nonsense.
My own reflections had been sober and deliberate, and had led me to seek a rational explanation of the unusual phenomena. I had gone to Professor Chickering for a certain measure of sympathy, and what was more to the point, to secure his suggestions and assistance in the further unraveling of a profound mystery that might contain a secret of untold use to humanity. Repulsed by the mode in which my confidence had been received, I decided to do what I should have done from the outset—to keep my own counsel, and to follow alone the investigation to the end, no matter what the result might be. I could not forget or ignore the silver hair I had so religiously preserved. That was genuine; it was as tangible, as real, as convincing a witness as would have been the entire head of my singular visitant, whatever might be his nature.
My reflections had been serious and thoughtful, leading me to search for a logical explanation of the strange events. I had approached Professor Chickering for some sympathy, and more importantly, to get his advice and help in unraveling a deep mystery that could hold a secret of immense value to humanity. Feeling rejected by how my trust had been received, I decided to do what I should have done from the beginning—keep my thoughts to myself and pursue the investigation on my own, regardless of the outcome. I couldn’t forget or dismiss the silver hair I had carefully kept. That was real; it was as tangible, as real, and as compelling a piece of evidence as seeing the entire head of my unusual visitor, no matter what his nature was.
I began to feel at ease the moment my course was decided, and the feeling was at once renewed within me that the gray head would come again, and by degrees that expectation ripened into a desire, only intensified as the days sped by. The weeks passed into months; summer came and went; autumn was fast fading, but the mysterious unknown did not appear. A curious fancy led me now to regard him as my friend, for the mixed and indefinite feelings I felt at first towards him had almost unaccountably been changed to those of sincere regard. He was not always in my thoughts, for I had abundant occupation at all times to keep both brain and hands busy, but there were few evenings in which I did not, just before retiring, give myself up for a brief period to quiet communion with my own thoughts, and I must confess at such times the unknown occupied the larger share of attention. The constant contemplation of any theme begets a feeling of familiarity or acquaintance with the same, and if that subject be an individual, as in the present instance, such contemplation lessens the liability to surprise from any unexpected development. In fact, I not only anticipated a visit, but courted it. The old Latin maxim that I had played[Pg 25] with, "Never less alone than when alone" had domiciled itself within my brain as a permanent lodger—a conviction, a feeling rather than a thought defined, and I had but little difficulty in associating an easy-chair which I had come to place in a certain position for my expected visitor, with his presence.
I started to feel relaxed as soon as I made my decision, and the feeling quickly came back to me that the gray-haired man would show up again. Gradually, that expectation turned into a desire that only grew stronger as the days went by. Weeks turned into months; summer came and went; autumn was quickly fading, but the mysterious stranger still hadn’t appeared. A strange thought made me consider him a friend, because the mixed and unclear feelings I initially had for him had inexplicably shifted to genuine affection. He wasn’t always on my mind, as I had plenty to keep my brain and hands busy, but there were few evenings where I didn’t take some time before bed to have quiet moments with my own thoughts, and I must admit that during those times, the unknown man often took up most of my attention. Constantly thinking about something creates a sense of familiarity or connection, and if that subject is a person, as it is here, such reflection makes unexpected surprises less likely. In fact, I not only looked forward to his visit but welcomed it. The old Latin saying I used to playfully consider, “Never less alone than when alone,” had settled in my mind like a permanent tenant—a belief, a feeling rather than a clearly defined thought—and I had no trouble associating the comfortable chair I set up for my expected guest with his presence.
Indian summer had passed, and the fall was nearly gone when for some inexplicable reason the number seven began to haunt me. What had I to do with seven, or seven with me? When I sat down at night this persistent number mixed itself in my thoughts, to my intense annoyance. Bother take the mystic numeral! What was I to do with seven? I found myself asking this question audibly one evening, when it suddenly occurred to me that I would refer to the date of my friend's visit. I kept no journal, but reference to a record of some business transactions that I had associated with that event showed that it took place on November seventh. That settled the importunate seven! I should look for whomever he was on the first anniversary of his visit, which was the seventh, now close at hand. The instant I had reached this conclusion the number left me, and troubled me no more.
Indian summer had passed, and fall was almost over when, for some unknown reason, the number seven started to haunt me. What did I have to do with seven, or seven with me? Every night when I sat down, that persistent number invaded my thoughts, much to my annoyance. What a nuisance, this mystical number! What was I supposed to do with seven? I found myself asking this out loud one evening when it suddenly hit me that I should check the date of my friend's visit. I didn't keep a journal, but looking at a record of some business transactions I had linked to that event showed it happened on November seventh. That took care of the pesky seven! I would look for whoever he was on the first anniversary of his visit, which was the seventh and was now just around the corner. The moment I reached this conclusion, the number left me alone and no longer bothered me.
November third had passed, the fourth, and the fifth had come, when a stubborn, protesting notion entered my mind that I was yielding to a superstitious idea, and that it was time to control my vacillating will. Accordingly on this day I sent word to a friend that, if agreeable to him, I would call on him on the evening of the seventh for a short social chat, but as I expected to be engaged until later than usual, would he excuse me if I did not reach his apartments until ten? The request was singular, but as I was now accounted somewhat odd, it excited no comment, and the answer was returned, requesting me to come. The seventh of November came at last. I was nervous during the day, which seemed to drag tediously, and several times it was remarked of me that I seemed abstracted and ill at ease, but I held my peace. Night came cold and clear, and the stars shone brighter than usual, I thought. It was a sharp contrast to the night of a year ago. I took an early supper, for which I had no appetite, after which I strolled aimlessly about the streets, revolving how I should put in the time till ten o'clock, when I was to call upon my[Pg 26] friend. I decided to go to the theater, and to the theater I went. The play was spectacular, "Aladdin; or, The Wonderful Lamp." The entertainment, to me, was a flat failure, for I was busy with my thoughts, and it was not long until my thoughts were busy with me, and I found myself attempting to answer a series of questions that finally became embarrassing. "Why did you make an appointment for ten o'clock instead of eight, if you wished to keep away from your apartments?" I hadn't thought of that before; it was stupid to a degree, if not ill-mannered, and I frankly admitted as much. "Why did you make an appointment at all, in the face of the fact that you not only expected a visitor, but were anxious to meet him?" This was easily answered: because I did not wish to yield to what struck me as superstition. "But do you expect to extend your call until morning?" Well, no, I hadn't thought or arranged to do so. "Well, then, what is to prevent your expected guest from awaiting your return? Or, what assurance have you that he will not encounter you in the street, under circumstances that will provoke or, at the least, embarrass you?" None whatever. "Then what have you gained by your stupid perversity?" Nothing, beyond the assertion of my own individuality. "Why not go home and receive your guest in becoming style?" No; I would not do that. I had started on this course, and I would persevere in it. I would be consistent. And so I persisted, at least until nine o'clock, when I quit the theater in sullen dejection, and went home to make some slight preparation for my evening call.
November third had come and gone, then the fourth and fifth arrived, when a stubborn, nagging thought struck me that I was giving in to a superstitious idea, and that it was time to regain control over my wavering will. So on this day, I let a friend know that, if it was okay with him, I would drop by on the evening of the seventh for a quick chat. However, since I expected to be tied up longer than usual, I asked if he could excuse me if I didn't make it to his place until ten. The request was unusual, but since I was already seen as a bit peculiar, it didn’t raise any eyebrows, and he replied that I should come. Finally, the seventh of November arrived. I felt anxious throughout the day, which dragged on endlessly, and a few times, people pointed out that I seemed distracted and uneasy, but I kept quiet. Night fell, cold and clear, and the stars shone brighter than I remembered they had a year ago. I had a light supper, though I had no appetite, then wandered aimlessly through the streets, trying to figure out how to pass the time until ten, when I was supposed to visit my friend. I decided to go to the theater, and off I went. The show was extravagant, "Aladdin; or, The Wonderful Lamp." To me, the performance was a complete letdown because I was preoccupied with my thoughts, and it didn't take long for those thoughts to turn on me, leading me to ponder a series of questions that eventually became quite uncomfortable. "Why did you set an appointment for ten o'clock instead of eight if you wanted to avoid your place?" I hadn’t considered that before; it was pretty dumb, if not rude, and I honestly admitted as much. "Why did you make any appointment at all, knowing you were expecting a visitor and were eager to see him?" The answer was simple: I didn't want to succumb to what I felt was superstition. "But do you plan to keep your friend until morning?" Well, no, I hadn't thought that through or planned it. "So, what’s stopping your guest from waiting for you to get back? Or what guarantees do you have that you won’t run into him on the street in a way that could be awkward or, at the very least, uncomfortable?" I had no guarantees. "Then what have you gained from your foolish stubbornness?" Nothing, aside from asserting my own individuality. "Why not go home and greet your guest properly?" No; I wouldn’t do that. I had chosen this path, and I would stick to it. I would be consistent. And so, I held on, at least until nine o'clock, when I left the theater feeling glum and returned home to make some small preparations for my evening visit.
With my latch-key I let myself into the front door of the apartment house wherein I lodged, walked through the hall, up the stair-case, and paused on the threshold of my room, wondering what I would find inside. Opening the door I entered, leaving it open behind me so that the light from the hall-way would shine into the room, which was dark, and there was no transom above the door. The grate fire had caked into a solid mass of charred bituminous coal, which shed no illumination beyond a faint red glow at the bottom, showing that it was barely alive, and no more. I struck a match on the underside of the mantel shelf, and as I lit the gas I heard the click of the door latch. I turned instantly; the door had been gently closed by some unknown[Pg 27] force if not by unseen hands, for there was no breath of air stirring. This preternatural interference was not pleasant, for I had hoped in the event of another visit from my friend, if friend he was, that he would bring no uncanny or ghostly manifestation to disturb me. I looked at the clock; the index pointed to half past nine. I glanced about the room; it was orderly, everything in proper position, even to the arm-chair that I had been wont to place for my nondescript visitor. It was time to be going, so I turned to the dressing case, brushed my hair, put on a clean scarf, and moved towards the wash-stand, which stood in a little alcove on the opposite side of the room. My self-command well-nigh deserted me as I did so, for there, in the arm-chair that a moment before was empty, sat my guest of a year ago, facing me with placid features! The room began to revolve, a faint, sick feeling came over me, and I reeled into the first convenient chair, and covered my face with my hands. This depression lasted but an instant, however, and as I recovered self-possession, I felt or fancied I felt a pair of penetrating eyes fixed upon me with the same mild, searching gaze I remembered so well. I ventured to look up; sure enough, there they were, the beaming eyes, and there was he! Rising from his chair, he towered up to his full height, smiled pleasantly, and with a slight inclination of the head, murmured: "Permit me to wish you good evening; I am profoundly glad to meet you again."
With my key, I let myself into the front door of the apartment building where I lived, walked through the hall, up the staircase, and paused at the entrance of my room, wondering what I would find inside. I opened the door and stepped in, leaving it open behind me so the light from the hallway would shine into the dark room, as there was no transom above the door. The grate fire had turned into a solid mass of charred coal, giving off only a faint red glow at the bottom, indicating it was barely alive. I struck a match on the underside of the mantel shelf, and as I lit the gas, I heard the click of the door latch. I immediately turned; the door had been gently closed by some unknown force, if not by unseen hands, as there was no breeze stirring. This strange occurrence was unsettling, as I had hoped that if my friend visited again, if he really was a friend, he wouldn’t bring any eerie or ghostly presence to disturb me. I looked at the clock; it was half past nine. I glanced around the room; everything was in order, even the armchair I had usually placed for my nondescript visitor. It was time to leave, so I turned to the dressing table, brushed my hair, put on a clean scarf, and moved toward the washstand, which stood in a small alcove on the opposite side of the room. My composure almost left me as I did this because there, in the armchair that had just been empty, sat my guest from a year ago, facing me with a calm expression! The room started to spin, a wave of nausea washed over me, and I stumbled into the nearest chair, covering my face with my hands. This feeling of despair lasted only a moment, though, and as I regained my composure, I felt—or thought I felt—piercing eyes fixed on me with the same gentle, probing gaze I remembered so well. I dared to look up; sure enough, there they were, the shining eyes, and there he was! Rising from his chair, he stood tall, smiled warmly, and with a slight nod of his head, said: "Allow me to wish you good evening; I am very glad to see you again."
It was full a minute before I could muster courage to answer: "I wish I could say as much for myself."
It took me a full minute to find the courage to respond: "I wish I could say the same about myself."
"And why shouldn't you?" he said, gently and courteously; "you have realized, for the past six months, that I would return; more than that—you have known for some time the very day and almost the exact hour of my coming, have even wished for it, and, in the face of all this, I find you preparing to evade the requirements of common hospitality;—are you doing either me or yourself justice?"
"And why shouldn't you?" he said, gently and politely; "you've known for the past six months that I would come back; more than that—you’ve even known the exact day and almost the exact hour of my arrival, and you’ve even hoped for it, and in light of all this, I find you getting ready to avoid the basic rules of hospitality; are you doing justice to either me or yourself?"
I was nettled at the knowledge he displayed of my movements, and of my very thoughts; my old stubbornness asserted itself, and I was rude enough to say: "Perhaps it is as you say; at all events, I am obligated to keep an engagement, and with your permission will now retire."[Pg 28]
I was annoyed by how well he knew my movements and even my thoughts; my old stubbornness kicked in, and I was rude enough to say, "Maybe you're right; anyway, I have to keep an appointment, so if you don’t mind, I’ll take my leave now."[Pg 28]
It was curious to mark the effect of this speech upon the intruder. He immediately became grave, reached quietly into an inner pocket of his coat, drew thence the same glittering, horrible, mysterious knife that had so terrified and bewildered me a year before, and looking me steadily in the eye, said coldly, yet with a certain tone of sadness: "Well, I will not grant permission. It is unpleasant to resort to this style of argument, but I do it to save time and controversy."
It was interesting to see how this speech affected the intruder. He instantly became serious, reached calmly into an inner pocket of his coat, pulled out the same glittering, terrifying, and mysterious knife that had unsettled and confused me a year earlier, and looking me straight in the eye, said in a cold voice, yet with a hint of sadness: "Well, I won't give permission. It's unpleasant to resort to this kind of argument, but I do it to save time and debate."
I stepped back in terror, and reached for the old-fashioned bell-cord, with the heavy tassel at the end, that depended from the ceiling, and was on the point of grasping and giving it a vigorous pull.
I stepped back in fear and reached for the old-fashioned bell cord with the heavy tassel at the end hanging from the ceiling, about to grab it and give it a strong pull.
"Not so fast, if you please," he said, sternly, as he stepped forward, and gave the knife a rapid swish through the air above my head, causing the cord to fall in a tangle about my hand, cut cleanly, high above my reach!
"Hold on a second, if you don't mind," he said firmly, stepping closer and swiftly swishing the knife through the air above my head, making the cord fall in a tangle around my hand, cut cleanly, way above my reach!
I gazed in dumb stupor at the rope about my hand, and raised my eyes to the remnant above. That was motionless; there was not the slightest perceptible vibration, such as would naturally be expected. I turned to look at my guest; he had resumed his seat, and had also regained his pleasant expression, but he still held the knife in his hand with his arm extended, at rest, upon the table, which stood upon his right.
I stared in shock at the rope around my hand and looked up at the piece above. It was completely still; there wasn't the slightest hint of movement, which you would normally expect. I turned to glance at my guest; he had taken his seat again and seemed to have returned to his cheerful demeanor, but he was still holding the knife, with his arm extended and resting on the table to his right.

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"Let us have an end to this folly," he said; "think a moment, and you will see that you are in fault. Your error we will rectify easily, and then to business. I will first show you the futility of trying to escape this interview, and then we will proceed to work, for time presses, and there is much to do." Having delivered this remark, he detached a single silvery hair from his head, blew it from his fingers, and let it float gently upon the upturned edge of the knife, which was still resting on the table. The hair was divided as readily as had been the bell-cord. I was transfixed with astonishment, for he had evidently aimed to exhibit the quality of the blade, though he made no allusion to the feat, but smilingly went on with his discourse: "It is just a year ago to-night since we first met. Upon that occasion you made an agreement with me which you are in honor bound to keep, and"—here he paused as if to note the effect of his words upon me, then added significantly—"will keep. I have been at some [Pg 31]pains to impress upon your mind the fact that I would be here to-night. You responded, and knew that I was coming, and yet in obedience to a silly whim, deliberately made a meaningless engagement with no other purpose than to violate a solemn obligation. I now insist that you keep your prior engagement with me, but I do not wish that you should be rude to your friend, so you had better write him a polite note excusing yourself, and dispatch it at once."
"Let’s put an end to this nonsense," he said. "Take a moment to think, and you’ll realize that you’re the one at fault. We can easily fix your mistake, and then we can get to business. First, I’ll show you how pointless it is to try to avoid this meeting, and then we’ll get to work, because time is running out and there’s a lot to do." After saying this, he plucked a single silvery hair from his head, blew it from his fingers, and let it float gently onto the edge of the knife still resting on the table. The hair was separated just as easily as the bell-cord had been. I was stunned, as he clearly intended to demonstrate the sharpness of the blade, though he didn’t mention the feat, simply smiling as he continued speaking: "It was exactly a year ago tonight since we first met. On that occasion, you made an agreement with me that you are honor-bound to keep, and"—he paused, as if to gauge my reaction, then added with emphasis—"will keep. I’ve made it a point to remind you that I’d be here tonight. You responded and knew I was coming, yet out of a silly whim, you chose to make a meaningless commitment that goes against a serious obligation. I now insist that you honor your prior agreement with me, but I don’t want you to be rude to your friend, so it’s best that you write him a polite note to excuse yourself and send it right away."
I saw that he was right, and that there was no shadow of justification for my conduct, or at least I was subdued by his presence, so I wrote the note without delay, and was casting about for some way to send it, when he said: "Fold it, seal it, and address it; you seem to forget what is proper." I did as he directed, mechanically, and, without thinking what I was doing, handed it to him. He took it naturally, glanced at the superscription, went to the door which he opened slightly, and handed the billet as if to some messenger who seemed to be in waiting outside,—then closed and locked the door. Turning toward me with the apparent object of seeing if I was looking, he deftly drew his knife twice across the front of the door-knob, making a deep cross, and then deposited the knife in his pocket, and resumed his seat.[2]
I realized he was right, and that I had no real excuse for my behavior. At least his presence made me feel subdued, so I quickly wrote the note and started looking for a way to send it when he said, "Fold it, seal it, and address it; you seem to forget what's proper." I followed his instructions mechanically, and without really thinking, handed it to him. He took it easily, looked at the address, opened the door a crack, and handed the note to someone who seemed to be waiting outside, then closed and locked the door. Turning to me as if to check if I was watching, he skillfully drew his knife across the front of the doorknob twice, making a deep cross, then put the knife away and sat back down.[2]
As soon as he was comfortably seated, he again began the conversation: "Now that we have settled the preliminaries, I will ask if you remember what I required of you a year ago?" I thought that I did. "Please repeat it; I wish to make sure that you do, then we will start fair."
As soon as he got comfortable in his seat, he started the conversation again: "Now that we've gotten the formalities out of the way, can you remind me what I asked you to do a year ago?" I thought I remembered. "Please repeat it; I want to make sure you do, and then we can start fresh."
"In the first place, you were to present me with a manuscript"—
"In the first place, you were supposed to give me a manuscript"—
"Hardly correct," he interrupted; "I was to acquaint you with a narrative which is already in manuscript, acquaint you with it, read it to you, if you preferred not to read it to me"—
"Not quite right," he cut in; "I was supposed to share a story that’s already in manuscript form, let you know about it, or read it to you if you'd rather not read it to me."
"I beg your pardon," I answered; "that is correct. You were to read the manuscript to me, and during the reading I was to interpose such comments, remarks, or objections, as seemed proper; to embody as interludes, in the manuscript, as my own interpolations, however, and not as part of the original."
"I’m sorry," I replied; "that’s right. You were supposed to read the manuscript to me, and while you read, I would add any comments, remarks, or objections that I thought were appropriate; those would be included as interludes in the manuscript as my own additions, not as part of the original text."
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"Very good," he replied, "you have the idea exactly; proceed."
"That's great," he responded, "you've got it right; go ahead."
"I agreed that when the reading had been completed, I would seal the complete manuscript securely, deposit it in some safe place, there to remain for thirty years, when it must be published."
"I agreed that once I finished the reading, I would securely seal the complete manuscript, store it in a safe place, and it would stay there for thirty years before it had to be published."

"Just so," he answered; "we understand each other as we should. Before we proceed further, however, can you think of any point on which you need enlightenment? If so, ask such questions as you choose, and I will answer them."
"Exactly," he replied; "we're on the same page as we should be. Before we go any further, though, is there anything you'd like me to clarify? If so, feel free to ask any questions, and I'll answer them."
I thought for a moment, but no query occurred to me; after a pause he said: "Well, if you think of nothing now, perhaps hereafter questions will occur to you which you can ask; but as it is late, and you are tired, we will not commence now. I will[Pg 33] see you just one week from to-night, when we will begin. From that time on, we will follow the subject as rapidly as you choose, but see to it that you make no engagements that will interfere with our work, for I shall be more exacting in the future." I promised, and he rose to go. A sudden impulse seized me, and I said: "May I ask one question?"
I thought for a moment, but I couldn't come up with any questions; after a pause, he said, "Well, if you don't think of anything now, maybe you'll have questions later that you can ask. But since it's late and you're tired, we won't start right now. I'll see you one week from tonight, and that's when we'll begin. From then on, we can go through the topic as quickly as you like, but make sure you don't schedule anything that will interfere with our work, because I'll be more demanding in the future." I agreed, and he stood to leave. A sudden urge came over me, and I said, "Can I ask just one question?"
"Certainly."
"Definitely."
"What shall I call you?"
"What should I call you?"
"Why call me aught? It is not necessary in addressing each other that any name be used."
"Why call me anything? It's not necessary for us to use names when we're talking to each other."
"But what are you?" I persisted.
"But what are you?" I kept asking.
A pained expression for an instant rested upon his face, and he said, sadly, pausing between the words: "I—Am—The—Man Who—Did—It."
A pained look crossed his face for a moment, and he said sadly, pausing between the words: "I—Am—The—Man—Who—Did—It."
"Did what?"
"Did what?"
"Ask not; the manuscript will tell you. Be content, Llewellyn, and remember this, that I—Am—The—Man."
"Don’t ask; the manuscript will reveal everything. Be satisfied, Llewellyn, and remember this, I—Am—The—Man."
So saying he bade me good night, opened the door, and disappeared down the broad stair-case.
So saying, he said goodnight, opened the door, and disappeared down the wide staircase.
One week thereafter he appeared promptly, seated himself, and producing a roll of manuscript, handed it to me, saying, "I am listening; you may begin to read."
One week later, he showed up on time, took a seat, and pulled out a roll of manuscript. He handed it to me and said, "I'm ready; you can start reading."
On examination I found each page to be somewhat larger than a sheet of letter paper, with the written matter occupying a much smaller space, so as to leave a wide white border. One hundred pages were in the package. The last sentence ending abruptly indicated that my guest did not expect to complete his task in one evening, and, I may anticipate by saying that with each successive interview he drew about the same amount of writing from his bosom. Upon attempting to read the manuscript I at first found myself puzzled by a style of chirography very peculiar and characteristic, but execrably bad. Vainly did I attempt to read it; even the opening sentence was not deciphered without long inspection and great difficulty.
Upon examination, I found each page to be slightly larger than a sheet of letter-sized paper, with the writing taking up a much smaller area, leaving a wide white border. There were one hundred pages in the package. The last sentence ended abruptly, suggesting that my guest didn’t expect to finish his task in one evening, and I can say that with each successive meeting, he produced about the same amount of writing from his pocket. When I tried to read the manuscript, I initially struggled with a style of handwriting that was very peculiar and distinctive, but extremely poor. I tried in vain to read it; even the opening sentence wasn’t decipherable without careful inspection and considerable effort.
The old man, whom I had promised that I would fulfill the task, observing my discomfiture, relieved me of the charge, and without a word of introduction, read fluently as follows:[Pg 34]
The old man, to whom I had promised I would complete the task, noticing my embarrassment, took over and, without any formal introduction, read smoothly as follows:[Pg 34]
THE MANUSCRIPT OF I—AM—THE—MAN.
CHAPTER IV.
A SEARCH FOR KNOWLEDGE.—THE ALCHEMISTIC LETTER.
I am the man who, unfortunately for my future happiness, was dissatisfied with such knowledge as could be derived from ordinary books concerning semi-scientific subjects in which I had long been absorbed. I studied the current works of my day on philosophy and chemistry, hoping therein to find something tangible regarding the relationship that exists between matter and spirit, but studied in vain. Astronomy, history, philosophy and the mysterious, incoherent works of alchemy and occultism were finally appealed to, but likewise failed to satisfy me. These studies were pursued in secret, though I am not aware that any necessity existed for concealment. Be that as it may, at every opportunity I covertly acquainted myself with such alchemical lore as could be obtained either by purchase or by correspondence with others whom I found to be pursuing investigations in the same direction. A translation of Geber's "De Claritate Alchemiæ," by chance came into my possession, and afterwards an original version from the Latin of Bœrhaave's "Elementa Chemiæ," published and translated in 1753 by Peter Shaw. This magnificent production threw a flood of light upon the early history of chemistry, being far more elaborate than any modern work. It inspired me with the deepest regard for its talented author, and ultimately introduced me to a brotherhood of adepts, for in this publication, although its author disclaims occultism, is to be found a talisman that will enable any earnest searcher after light to become a member of the society of secret "Chemical Improvers of Natural Philosophy," with which I affiliated as soon as the key was discovered. Then followed a systematic investigation of authorities of the Alchemical School, including Geber, Morienus, Roger Bacon, George Ripley, Raymond Lully, Bernard, Count of Trevise, Isaac Hollandus, Arnoldus de la Villanova, Paracelsus, and others, not omitting the learned researches of the distinguished scientist, Llewellyn.[Pg 35]
I am the guy who, unfortunately for my future happiness, was unhappy with the information I could get from regular books on the semi-scientific topics that I had been deeply into. I read the popular works of my time on philosophy and chemistry, hoping to find something solid about the connection between matter and spirit, but it was all in vain. I turned to astronomy, history, philosophy, and the strange, chaotic writings of alchemy and occultism, but none of them satisfied me. I pursued these studies in secret, though I don't know why I felt the need to hide them. Regardless, I secretly learned all the alchemical knowledge I could buy or get through correspondence with others who were also exploring similar fields. By chance, I got a translation of Geber's "De Claritate Alchemiæ," and later, an original version in Latin of Bœrhaave's "Elementa Chemiæ," published and translated in 1753 by Peter Shaw. This incredible work shed a lot of light on the early history of chemistry, being much more detailed than any modern text. It filled me with great respect for its talented author and eventually led me to a community of adepts, because within this publication, even though the author denies any links to occultism, there is a key that allows any serious seeker of knowledge to join the society of secret "Chemical Improvers of Natural Philosophy," which I became part of as soon as I found the key. After that, I systematically investigated the works of the Alchemical School, including Geber, Morienus, Roger Bacon, George Ripley, Raymond Lully, Bernard, Count of Trevise, Isaac Hollandus, Arnoldus de la Villanova, Paracelsus, and others, not forgetting the scholarly work of the noted scientist, Llewellyn.[Pg 35]
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I discovered that many talented men are still firm believers in the lost art of alchemy, and that among the followers of the "thrice-famed Hermes" are to be found statesmen, clergymen, lawyers, and scientific men who, for various reasons, invariably conceal with great tact their connection with the fraternity of adepts. Some of these men had written scientific treatises of a very different character from those circulating among the members of our brotherhood, and to their materialistic readers it would seem scarcely possible that the authors could be tainted with hallucinations of any description, while others, conspicuous leaders in the church, were seemingly beyond occult temptation.
I found out that many skilled men still strongly believe in the lost art of alchemy, and among the followers of the "thrice-famed Hermes" are statesmen, clergymen, lawyers, and scientists who, for various reasons, always carefully hide their ties to the group of adepts. Some of these men had written scientific works that were very different from those being shared within our brotherhood, and to their materialistic readers, it would seem almost impossible that the authors could have any kind of delusions, while others, well-known leaders in the church, appeared to be completely free from occult temptation.
The larger number, it was evident, hoped by studies of the works of the alchemists, to find the key to the alkahest of Van Helmont, that is, to discover the Philosopher's Stone, or the Elixir of Life, and from their writings it is plain that the inner consciousness of thoughtful and scientific men rebelled against confinement to the narrow bounds of materialistic science, within which they were forced to appear as dogmatic pessimists. To them scientific orthodoxy, acting as a weight, prohibited intellectual speculation, as rank heresy. A few of my co-laborers were expert manipulators, and worked experimentally, following in their laboratories the suggestions of those gifted students who had pored over precious old manuscripts, and had attempted to solve the enigmatical formulas recorded therein, puzzles familiar to students of Hermetic lore. It was thus demonstrated,—for what I have related is history,—that in this nineteenth century there exists a fraternity, the members of which are as earnest in their belief in the truth of Esoteric philosophy, as were the followers of Hermes himself; savants who, in secret, circulate among themselves a literature that the materialism of this selfsame nineteenth century has relegated to the deluded and murky periods that produced it.
The larger group was clearly hoping that by studying the works of the alchemists, they could find the key to Van Helmont's alkahest, which means discovering the Philosopher's Stone or the Elixir of Life. From their writings, it's obvious that thoughtful and scientific individuals felt restricted by the narrow limits of materialistic science, which forced them to appear as dogmatic pessimists. For them, scientific orthodoxy acted like a weight, stifling intellectual speculation as if it were outright heresy. A few of my colleagues were skilled manipulators who experimented in their labs, following the ideas of talented students who had studied precious old manuscripts and tried to decode the puzzling formulas contained in them—puzzles familiar to those studying Hermetic teachings. This has been proven, as what I've shared is history—there exists in this nineteenth century a brotherhood whose members are just as committed to the truth of Esoteric philosophy as the followers of Hermes were; scholars who discreetly share among themselves a body of literature that the materialism of this very nineteenth century has dismissed as belonging to a deluded and murky past.
One day a postal package came to my address, this being the manner in which some of our literature circulated, which, on[Pg 38] examination, I found to be a letter of instruction and advice from some unknown member of our circle. I was already becoming disheartened over the mental confusion into which my studies were leading me, and the contents of the letter, in which I was greatly interested, made a lasting impression upon me. It seemed to have been circulating a long time among our members in Europe and America, for it bore numerous marginal notes of various dates, but each and every one of its readers had for one reason or another declined the task therein suggested. From the substance of the paper, which, written exquisitely, yet partook of the ambiguous alchemistic style, it was evident that the author was well versed in alchemy, and, in order that my position may be clearly understood at this turning point in a life of remarkable adventure, the letter is appended in full:
One day, a package arrived for me in the mail, which is how some of our literature was distributed. Upon opening it, I found a letter with instructions and advice from an unknown member of our group. I was already feeling disheartened by the mental confusion my studies were causing me, and the letter's contents, which I found very interesting, left a lasting impact on me. It seemed to have been passed around among our members in Europe and America for quite a while, as it had several marginal notes from different dates, but each person who read it had, for one reason or another, chosen not to take on the task it suggested. From the content of the paper, which was beautifully written but still had that vague alchemistic style, it was clear that the author was knowledgeable about alchemy. To ensure that my situation is understood at this pivotal moment in my rather adventurous life, I've included the letter in full:
THE ALCHEMISTIC LETTER.
THE ALCHEMICAL LETTER.
TO THE BROTHER ADEPT WHO DARES TRY TO DISCOVER ZOROASTER'S CAVE, OR THE PHILOSOPHER'S INTELLECTUAL ECHOES, BY MEANS OF WHICH THEY COMMUNICATE TO ONE ANOTHER FROM THEIR CAVES.
TO THE COURAGEOUS BROTHER WHO DARES TO SEEK ZOROASTER'S CAVE OR THE INTELLECTUAL ECHOES OF PHILOSOPHERS CONNECTING WITH EACH OTHER FROM THEIR CAVES.
Know thou, that Hermes Trismegistus did not originate, but he gave to our philosophy his name—the Hermetic Art. Evolved in a dim, mystic age, before antiquity began, it endured through the slowly rolling cycles to be bandied about by the ever-ready flippancy of nineteenth century students. It has lived, because it is endowed with that quality which never dies—truth. Modern philosophy, of which chemistry is but a fragment, draws its sustenance from the prime facts which were revealed in ancient Egypt through Hermetic thought, and fixed by the Hermetic stylus.
Understand that Hermes Trismegistus didn't create this philosophy, but he lent his name to the Hermetic Art. Originating in an abstract, mystical time long before recorded history, it has endured through the ages, to be casually discussed by 19th-century students. It has survived because it embodies a timeless truth. Modern philosophy, which includes chemistry, builds on the foundational truths revealed in ancient Egypt through Hermetic concepts, preserved by the Hermetic stylus.
"The Hermetic allegories," so various in interpretable susceptibility, led subsequent thinkers into speculations and experimentations, which have resulted profitably to the world. It is not strange that some of the followers of Hermes, especially the more mercurial and imaginative, should have evolved nebulous theories, no longer explainable, and involving recondite spiritual considerations. Know thou that the ultimate on psycho-chemical investigation is the proximate of the infinite. Accordingly, a class came to believe that a projection of natural mental faculties into an advanced state of consciousness called the "wisdom faculty" constitutes the final possibility of Alchemy. The attainment of this exalted condition is still believed practicable by many earnest savants. Once on this lofty plane, the individual would not be trammelled by material obstacles, but would abide in that spiritual placidity which is the exquisite realization of mortal perfection. So exalted, he would be in naked parallelism with Omniscience, and through his illuminated understanding, could feast his soul on those exalted pleasures which are only less than deific.
“The Hermetic allegories,” with their various interpretations, motivated later thinkers to explore and innovate, leading to positive advancements for the world. It's not surprising that some of Hermes' followers, especially the more creative ones, developed vague theories that are now difficult to comprehend and that incorporate complex spiritual concepts. It's important to recognize that the ultimate aim of psycho-chemical investigation is deeply connected to the infinite. Consequently, some believed that transforming natural mental abilities into a higher state of consciousness, known as the "wisdom faculty," represents the pinnacle of Alchemy. Many dedicated scholars still hold that achieving this elevated state is possible. Once there, a person would be free from physical constraints, existing in a serene spiritual state that epitomizes the ideal of being human. In this elevated state, they would align with Omniscience and, through their enlightened perspective, could experience sublime joys that are nearly divine.
Notwithstanding the exploitings of a number of these philosophers, in which, by reason of our inability to comprehend, sense seemed lost in a passage[Pg 39] of incohesive dreamery and resonancy of terminology, some of the purest spiritual researches the world has ever known, were made in the dawn of history. The much abused alchemical philosophers existed upon a plane, in some respects above the level of the science of to-day. Many of them lived for the good of the world only, in an atmosphere above the materialistic hordes that people the world, and toiling over their crucibles and alembics, died in their cells "uttering no voice." Take, for example, Eirenæus Philalethes, who, born in 1623, lived contemporaneously with Robert Boyle. A fragment from his writings will illustrate the purpose which impelled the searcher for the true light of alchemy to record his discoveries in allegories, and we have no right to question the honesty of his utterances:
Despite some philosophers' works seeming convoluted due to our inability to fully comprehend them, many of the deepest spiritual inquiries in history took place in their early stages. The often-misunderstood alchemical philosophers operated on a level that, in some respects, surpassed modern science. Many dedicated their lives to the betterment of humanity, existing above the materialistic masses. As they dedicated themselves to their labors at crucibles and alembics, they died in solitude “uttering no voice.” For example, Eirenæus Philalethes, born in 1623, coexisted with Robert Boyle. A snippet of his writings illustrates why the seeker of true alchemical knowledge chose to convey his findings through allegories, and we have no reason to doubt his sincerity:
"The Searcher of all hearts knows that I write the truth; nor is there any cause to accuse me of envy. I write with an unterrified quill in an unheard of style, to the honor of God, to the profit of my neighbors, with contempt of the world and its riches, because Elias, the artist, is already born, and now glorious things are declared of the city of God. I dare affirm that I do possess more riches than the whole known world is worth, but I can not make use of it because of the snares of knaves. I disdain, loathe, and detest the idolizing of silver and gold, by which the pomps and vanities of the world are celebrated. Ah! filthy evil! Ah! vain nothingness! Believe ye that I conceal the art out of envy? No, verily, I protest to you; I grieve from the very bottom of my soul that we (alchemists) are driven like vagabonds from the face of the Lord throughout the earth. But what need of many words? The thing that we have seen, taught, and made, which we have, possess, and know, that we do declare; being moved with compassion for the studious, and with indignation of gold, silver, and precious stones. Believe me, the time is at the door, I feel it in spirit, when we, adeptists, shall return from the four corners of the earth, nor shall we fear any snares that are laid against our lives, but we shall give thanks to the Lord our God. I would to God that every ingenious man in the whole earth understood this science; then it would be valued only for its wisdom, and virtue only would be had in honor."
“The Searcher of all hearts knows that I’m telling the truth; there's no reason to accuse me of envy. I write with fearless conviction in a distinctive style, for the glory of God and for the benefit of my neighbors, dismissing the world and its riches, because Elias, the artist, has already come, and now magnificent things are proclaimed about the city of God. I genuinely believe I hold wealth greater than all the treasures in the known world, but I can't utilize it because of the traps laid by dishonest individuals. I ridicule, loathe, and despise the idolization of silver and gold, which celebrates the pomp and vanity of the world. Ah! vile evil! Ah! meaningless nothingness! Do you think I hide this knowledge out of envy? No, I assure you; it grieves me to see we (alchemists) expelled like outcasts from the face of the Lord across the earth. But what's the need for more words? The things we've seen, taught, created, and possess, we boldly declare; driven by compassion for the curious, and outraged by gold, silver, and precious stones. Believe me, the time is near, I sense it within me, when we, the adepts, will return from the four corners of the earth, unafraid of any traps against our lives, and we’ll give thanks to the Lord our God. I wish that every intelligent person on earth grasped this science; then it would be valued solely for its wisdom, and virtue would be revered above all.”
Of course there was a more worldly class, and a large contingent of mercenary impostors (as science is always encumbered), parasites, whose animus was shamefully unlike the purity of true esoteric psychologists. These men devoted their lives to experimentation for selfish advancement. They constructed alchemical outfits, and carried on a ceaseless inquiry into the nature of solvents, and studied their influences on earthly bodies, their ultimate object being the discovery of the Philosopher's Stone, and the alkahest which Bœhaave asserts was never discovered. Their records were often a verbose melange, purposely so written, no doubt, to cover their tracks, and to make themselves conspicuous. Other Hermetic believers occupied a more elevated position, and connected the intellectual with the material, hoping to gain by their philosophy and science not only gold and silver, which were secondary considerations, but the highest literary achievement, the Magnum Opus. Others still sought to draw from Astrology and Magic the secrets that would lead them to their ambitious goal. Thus there were degrees of fineness in a fraternity, which the science of to-day must recognize and admit.
Of course, there was a more worldly faction, alongside numerous mercenary impostors (as is common in science)—parasites whose motives differed shamefully from the purity of true esoteric psychologists. These individuals pursued experimentation for personal gain. They set up alchemical laboratories and continuously explored the nature of solvents, studying their effects on physical matter, with the aim of discovering the Philosopher’s Stone and the alkahest that Bœhaave claimed was never found. Their records were often lengthy and convoluted, likely crafted that way to obscure their mistakes and to make themselves appear unique. Other Hermetic believers maintained a loftier approach, merging the intellectual with the material, hoping that their philosophy and science would yield not just gold and silver—which were secondary concerns—but also the ultimate literary achievement, the Magnum Opus. Some sought to extract secrets from Astrology and Magic that could lead them to their ambitious goals. Thus, a range of sophistication existed within a brotherhood that modern science must acknowledge and accept.
Bœrhaave, the illustrious, respected Geber, of the alchemistic school, and none need feel compromised in admiring the talented alchemists who, like[Pg 40] Geber, wrought in the twilight of morn for the coming world's good. We are now enjoying a fragment of the ultimate results of their genius and industry in the materialistic outcomes of present-day chemistry, to be followed by others more valuable; and at last, when mankind is ripe in the wisdom faculty, by spiritual contentment in the complacent furtherings beyond. Allow me briefly to refer to a few men of the alchemistic type whose records may be considered with advantage.
Bœrhaave, the esteemed and respected Geber from the alchemical school, deserves admiration alongside the skilled alchemists who, like Geber, labored early on for humanity's future benefit. Today, we are just beginning to see the incredible results of their creativity and hard work reflected in the practical advancements of modern chemistry, with even more valuable contributions on the horizon. Eventually, when humanity gains enough wisdom, we will discover spiritual fulfillment beyond that progress. Let me highlight a few notable figures from the alchemical tradition whose legacies deserve attention.
Rhasis, a conspicuous alchemist, born in 850, first mentioned orpiment, borax, compounds of iron, copper, arsenic, and other similar substances. It is said, too, that he discovered the art of making brandy. About a century later, Alfarabe (killed in 950), a great alchemist, astonished the King of Syria with his profound learning, and excited the admiration of the wise men of the East by his varied accomplishments. Later, Albertus Magnus (born 1205), noted for his talent and skill, believed firmly in the doctrine of transmutation. His beloved pupil, Thomas Aquinas, gave us the word amalgam, and it still serves us. Contemporaneously with these lived Roger Bacon (born 1214), who was a man of most extraordinary ability. There has never been a greater English intellect (not excepting his illustrious namesake, Lord Bacon), and his penetrating mind delved deeper into nature's laws than that of any successor. He told us of facts concerning the sciences, that scientific men can not fully comprehend to-day; he told us of other things that lie beyond the science provings of to-day, that modern philosophers can not grasp. He was an enthusiastic believer in the Hermetic philosophy, and such were his erudition and advanced views, that his brother friars, through jealousy and superstition, had him thrown into prison—a common fate to men who in those days dared to think ahead of their age. Despite (as some would say) of his mighty reasoning power and splendid attainments, he believed the Philosopher's Stone to be a reality; he believed the secret of indefinite prolongation of life abode in alchemy; that the future could be predicted by means of a mirror which he called Almuchese, and that by alchemy an adept could produce pure gold. He asserted that by means of Aristotle's "Secret of Secrets," pure gold can be made; gold even purer and finer than what men now know as gold. In connection with other predictions he made an assertion that may with other seemingly unreasonable predictions be verified in time to come. He said: "It is equally possible to construct cars which may be set in motion with marvelous rapidity, independently of horses or other animals." He declared that the ancients had done this, and he believed the art might be revived.
Rhasis, a prominent alchemist born in 850, was the first to mention orpiment, borax, and compounds of iron, copper, arsenic, and similar substances. He is also credited with discovering how to create brandy. About a century later, Alfarabe, who died in 950, astonished the King of Syria with his profound knowledge and amazed the wise men of the East with his diverse gifts. Later, Albertus Magnus, born in 1205, known for his skills and intellect, firmly believed in the concept of transmutation. His devoted student, Thomas Aquinas, coined the term amalgam, which is still used today. At the same time, Roger Bacon, born in 1214, was an extraordinary genius. No greater English mind has emerged, even surpassing his famous namesake, Lord Bacon, and his insightful inquiries into the laws of nature were deeper than those of anyone who came after. He shared insights about scientific facts that modern scientists still struggle to comprehend; he also discussed concepts that are beyond current scientific understanding, which contemporary philosophers find challenging. A passionate believer in Hermetic philosophy, he was so advanced in his thinking that out of envy and superstition, his fellow friars had him imprisoned—a fate common for those who dared to think ahead of their time. Despite—some might argue—his exceptional reasoning and impressive achievements, he believed in the existence of the Philosopher's Stone; he theorized that the secret to eternal life could be discovered through alchemy; he claimed that a mirror he called Almuchese could be used to predict the future, and that an expert in alchemy could create pure gold. He asserted that through Aristotle's "Secret of Secrets," pure gold could be produced; gold even purer than what we consider gold today. Along with other predictions, he made a statement that may, like other seemingly irrational predictions, be validated in the future. He declared: "It is just as possible to create vehicles that can move at incredible speeds, without horses or other animals." He argued that the ancients had accomplished this, and he believed the art could be reawakened.
Following came various enthusiasts, such as Raymond, the ephemeral (died 1315), who flared like a meteor into his brief, brilliant career; Arnold de Villanova (1240), a celebrated adept, whose books were burned by the Inquisition on account of the heresy they taught; Nicholas Flamel, of France (1350), loved by the people for his charities, the wonder of his age (our age will not admit the facts) on account of the vast fortune he amassed without visible means or income, outside of alchemical lore; Johannes de Rupecissus, a man of such remarkable daring that he even (1357) reprimanded Pope Innocent VI., for which he was promptly imprisoned; Basil Valentine (1410), the author of many works, and the man who introduced antimony (antimonaches) into medicine; Isaac of Holland who, with his son, skillfully made artificial gems that could not be distinguished from the natural; Bernard Trevison (born[Pg 41] 1406), who spent $30,000 in the study of alchemy, out of much of which he was cheated by cruel alchemic pretenders, for even in that day there were plenty of rogues to counterfeit a good thing. Under stress of his strong alchemic convictions, Thomas Dalton placed his head on the block by order of the virtuous (?) and conservative Thomas Herbert, 'squire to King Edward; Jacob Bohme (born 1575), the sweet, pure spirit of Christian mysticism, "The Voice of Heaven," than whom none stood higher in true alchemy, was a Christian, alchemist, theosophist; Robert Boyle, a conspicuous alchemical philosopher, in 1662 published his "Defense of the Doctrine touching the Spring and Weight of the Air," and illustrated his arguments by a series of ingenious and beautiful experiments, that stand to-day so high in the estimation of scientific men, that his remarks are copied verbatim by our highest authorities, and his apparatus is the best yet devised for the purpose. Boyle's "Law" was evolved and carefully defined fourteen years before Mariotte's "Discours de la Nature de l'Air" appeared, which did not, however, prevent French and German scientific men from giving the credit to Mariotte, and they still follow the false teacher who boldly pirated not only Boyle's ideas, but stole his apparatus.
Next came various enthusiasts, such as Raymond, the fleeting one (died 1315), who dazzled briefly in his brilliant career; Arnold de Villanova (1240), a renowned expert whose works were burned by the Inquisition for promoting heresy; Nicholas Flamel of France (1350), beloved for his charitable deeds and a marvel of his time (our contemporary world struggles to accept the facts) for the great wealth he amassed without clear means or income, aside from alchemical knowledge; Johannes de Rupecissus, bold enough to challenge Pope Innocent VI. (1357), leading to his swift imprisonment; Basil Valentine (1410), who authored many works and introduced antimony into medicine; Isaac of Holland who, with his son, skillfully created artificial gems indistinguishable from real ones; Bernard Trevison (born 1406), who invested $30,000 in studying alchemy, mostly lost to fraudulent alchemists, as there were many con artists even then ready to exploit a good thing. Driven by his firm beliefs in alchemy, Thomas Dalton risked his life at the command of the principled Thomas Herbert, 'squire to King Edward; Jacob Bohme (born 1575), embodying the pure spirit of Christian mysticism, "The Voice of Heaven," was a leading figure in genuine alchemy, being a Christian, alchemist, and theosophist; Robert Boyle, a prominent philosophical figure in alchemy, published his "Defense of the Doctrine concerning the Spring and Weight of the Air" in 1662, illustrating his points with a series of clever and exquisite experiments still respected by scientists today, such that his statements are quoted verbatim by our leading authorities, and his equipment remains the best ever created for its purpose. Boyle's "Law" was developed and precisely defined fourteen years before Mariotte's "Discours de la Nature de l'Air" came out, but that didn't stop French and German scientists from crediting Mariotte, who shamelessly copied Boyle's ideas and apparatus.
Then appeared such men as Paracelsus (born 1493), the celebrated physician, who taught that occultism (esoteric philosophy) was superior to experimental chemistry in enlightening us concerning the transmutation of baser metals into gold and silver; and Gueppo Francisco (born 1627), who wrote a beautiful treatise on "Elementary Spirits," which was copied without credit by Compte de Gabalis. It seems incredible that the man (Gueppo Francisco), whose sweet spirit-thoughts are revivified and breathe anew in "Undine" and "The Rape of the Lock," should have been thrown into a prison to perish as a Hermetic follower; and this should teach us not to question the earnestness of those who left us as a legacy the beauty and truth so abundantly found in pure alchemy.
Then came figures like Paracelsus (born 1493), the famous physician who asserted that occultism was superior to experimental chemistry for understanding how to transform base metals into gold and silver; and Gueppo Francisco (born 1627), who composed a beautiful treatise on "Elementary Spirits," later copied without acknowledgment by Compte de Gabalis. It’s hard to believe that a man (Gueppo Francisco) whose uplifting spirit and ideas are echoed in "Undine" and "The Rape of the Lock," ended up imprisoned and died as a follower of Hermeticism; this should teach us to not doubt the sincerity of those who gifted us the beauty and truths of true alchemy.
These and many others, cotemporaries, some conspicuous, and others whose names do not shine in written history, contributed incalculably to the grand aggregate of knowledge concerning the divine secret which enriched the world. Compare the benefits of Hermetic philosophy with the result of bloody wars ambitiously waged by self-exacting tyrants—tyrants whom history applauds as heroes, but whom we consider as butchers. Among the workers in alchemy are enumerated nobles, kings, and even popes. Pope John XXII. was an alchemist, which accounts for his bull against impostors, promulgated in order that true students might not be discredited; and King Frederick of Naples sanctioned the art, and protected its devotees.
These countless others, contemporaries, some renowned and others whose names are obscure in history, contributed greatly to the expansive body of knowledge about divine mysteries that enriched the world. Compare the benefits of Hermetic philosophy with the results of bloody wars waged by ambitious tyrants—tyrants whom history celebrates as heroes, but whom we regard as butchers. Among those involved in alchemy are included nobles, kings, and even popes. Pope John XXII was an alchemist, which explains his edict against frauds, issued to ensure that genuine seekers of knowledge weren’t discredited; and King Frederick of Naples endorsed the practice and supported its practitioners.
At last, Count Cagliostro, the chequered "Joseph Balsamo" (born 1743), who combined alchemy, magic, astrology, sleight of hand, mesmerism, Free Masonry, and remarkable personal accomplishments, that altogether have never since been equalled, burst upon the world. Focusing the gaze of the church, kings, and the commons upon himself, in many respects the most audacious pretender that history records, he raised the Hermetic art to a dazzling height, and finally buried it in a blaze of splendor as he passed from existence beneath a mantle of shame. As a meteor streams into view from out the star mists of space, and in corruscating glory sinks into the sea, Cagliostro blazed into the sky of the eighteenth century, from the nebulæ of alchemistic[Pg 42] speculation, and extinguished both himself and his science in the light of the rising sun of materialism. Cagliostro the visionary, the poet, the inspired, the erratic comet in the universe of intellect, perished in prison as a mountebank, and then the plodding chemist of to-day, with his tedious mechanical methods, and cold, unresponsive, materialistic dogmas, arose from the ashes, and sprang into prominence.
Finally, Count Cagliostro, the colorful "Joseph Balsamo" (born 1743), who melded alchemy, magic, astrology, sleight of hand, mesmerism, Free Masonry, and incredible personal achievements—none of which have been equaled since—entered the scene. Captivating the church’s attention, royalty, and common people alike, he was one of the most audacious pretenders in history. He elevated the Hermetic arts to dazzling heights and ultimately left it behind in a blaze of glory, passing away under a shroud of disgrace. Like a meteor streaking through the cosmic mist and dramatically disappearing into the ocean, Cagliostro lit up the sky of the eighteenth century, emerging from the clouds of alchemical speculation, only to extinguish himself and his craft in the radiance of the rising sun of materialism. Cagliostro, the visionary, the poet, the inspired, erratic comet in the intellectual world, died imprisoned as a charlatan, and from his ashes emerged the diligent chemist of today—with their monotonous mechanical methods and cold, unfeeling, materialistic doctrines—who took the spotlight.
Read the story backward, and you shall see that in alchemy we behold the beginning of all the sciences of to-day; alchemy is the cradle that rocked them. Fostered with necromancy, astrology, occultism, and all the progeny of mystic dreamery, the infant sciences struggled for existence through the dark ages, in care of the once persecuted and now traduced alchemist. The world owes a monument to-day more to Hermetic heroes, than to all other influences and instrumentalities, religion excepted, combined, for our present civilization is largely a legacy from the alchemist. Begin with Hermes Trismegistus, and close with Joseph Balsamo, and if you are inclined towards science, do not criticise too severely their verbal logorrhea, and their romanticism, for your science is treading backward; it will encroach upon their field again, and you may have to unsay your words of hasty censure. These men fulfilled their mission, and did it well. If they told more than men now think they knew, they also knew more than they told, and more than modern philosophy embraces. They could not live to see all the future they eagerly hoped for, but they started a future for mankind that will far exceed in sweetness and light the most entrancing visions of their most imaginative dreamers. They spoke of the existence of a "red elixir," and while they wrote, the barbarous world about them ran red with blood,—blood of the pure in heart, blood of the saints, blood of a Saviour; and their allegory and wisdom formulæ were recorded in blood of their own sacrifices. They dreamed of a "white elixir" that is yet to bless mankind, and a brighter day for man, a period of peace, happiness, long life, contentment, good will and brotherly love, and in the name of this "white elixir" they directed the world towards a vision of divine light. Even pure gold, as they told the materialistic world who worship gold, was penetrated and whelmed by this subtle, superlatively refined spirit of matter. Is not the day of the allegorical "white elixir" nearly at hand? Would that it were!
Read this history backward, and you’ll see that in alchemy we find the origin of all the sciences we know today; alchemy is the cradle that nurtured them. Supported by necromancy, astrology, occultism, and all the offspring of mystical dreams, the early sciences fought for survival during the dark ages, cared for by the once-persecuted and now-misunderstood alchemists. Today's world owes more to Hermetic heroes than to all other influences combined, save for religion, because our present civilization largely originates from the alchemist. From Hermes Trismegistus to Joseph Balsamo, if you lean toward science, don’t judge too harshly the verbosity and romanticism of their work, because your science looks back; it will encroach upon their domain again, and you may need to reconsider your hasty judgments. These individuals completed their mission, and they did it well. If they shared more than what people today recognize, they also comprehended more than they expressed, and more than modern philosophy can encompass. They didn’t live to witness all the future they yearned for, but they initiated a future for humanity that will surpass in beauty and enlightenment the most captivating dreams of their imaginative thinkers. They spoke of a "red elixir," and while they wrote, the cruel world around them was drenched in blood—the blood of the pure-hearted, blood of saints, blood of a Savior; and their allegory and wisdom formulas were inscribed with the blood of their own sacrifices. They envisioned a "white elixir" that is yet to bless humanity, heralding a brighter future filled with peace, happiness, longevity, contentment, goodwill, and brotherly love, and in the name of this "white elixir," they directed the world towards a vision of divine light. Even pure gold, as they explained to the materialistic world that clamors for gold, was imbued with this subtle, highly refined spirit of matter. Is not the day of the allegorical "white elixir" almost upon us? If only it were!
I say to you now, brothers of the eighteenth century, as one speaking by authority to you, cease (some of you) to study this entrancing past, look to the future by grasping the present, cast aside (some of you) the alchemical lore of other days, give up your loved allegories; it is a duty, you must relinquish them. There is a richer field. Do not delay. Unlock this mystic door that stands hinged and ready, waiting the touch of men who can interpret the talisman; place before mankind the knowledge that lies behind its rivets. In the secret lodges that have preserved the wisdom of the days of Enoch and Elias of Egypt, who propagated the Egyptian Order, a branch of your ancient brotherhood, is to be found concealed much knowledge that should now be spread before the world, and added to the treasures of our circle of adepts. This cabalistic wisdom is not recorded in books nor in manuscript, but has been purposely preserved from the uninitiated, in the unreadable brains of unresponsive men. Those who are selected to act as carriers thereof, are, as a rule, like dumb water bearers, or the dead sheet of paper that mechanically[Pg 43] preserves an inspiration derived from minds unseen: they serve a purpose as a child mechanically commits to memory a blank verse to repeat to others, who in turn commit to repeat again—neither of them speaking understandingly. Search ye these hidden paths, for the day of mental liberation approaches, and publish to the world all that is locked within the doors of that antiquated organization. The world is nearly ripe for the wisdom faculty, and men are ready to unravel the golden threads that mystic wisdom has inwoven in her web of secret knowledge. Look for knowledge where I have indicated, and to gain it do not hesitate to swear allegiance to this sacred order, for so you must do to gain entrance to the brotherhood, and then you must act what men will call the traitor. You will, however, be doing a sacred duty, for the world will profit, humanity will be the gainer, "Peace on Earth, Good Will to Man," will be closer to mankind, and at last, when the sign appears, the "white elixir" will no longer be allegorical; it will become a reality. In the name of the Great Mystic Vase-Man, go thou into these lodges, learn of their secrets, and spread their treasures before those who can interpret them.
I now address you, brothers of the eighteenth century, with authority: some of you must cease your fixation on this enchanting past, and instead, turn your attention to the future by embracing the present. Let go of the alchemical stories of the past and your beloved allegories; it is your responsibility to let them go. A richer field awaits you. Don’t hesitate. Open the mystic door that is already ajar, ready for those who can interpret its significance; share with humanity the knowledge concealed behind its barriers. Within the secret lodges that have preserved the wisdom from the times of Enoch and Elias of Egypt, founders of the Egyptian Order, a branch of your ancient brotherhood, lies much knowledge that should be revealed to the world and added to the treasures of our adept community. This esoteric wisdom isn’t found in books or manuscripts; it has been intentionally kept from the uninformed, confined in the minds of indifferent men. Those chosen to carry this wisdom often resemble silent water bearers or a blank sheet of paper mechanically retaining inspiration from unseen minds: they serve a role comparable to a child memorizing a blank verse to recite to others, who then memorize it again—none truly understanding. Explore these hidden paths, for the time for mental liberation is near, and make known to the world all that is confined within the doors of that ancient organization. The world is nearly ready for the wisdom that comes from understanding, and people are prepared to unravel the golden threads woven into the fabric of secret knowledge through mystical wisdom. Seek knowledge where I’ve directed you, and to acquire it, don’t hesitate to pledge allegiance to this sacred order, as that’s necessary to enter the brotherhood—then you must act in ways that some might consider traitorous. However, you’ll be fulfilling a sacred duty, as the world will benefit, humanity will gain, and "Peace on Earth, Good Will to Man" will draw nearer. Ultimately, when the sign appears, the "white elixir" will cease to be merely a metaphor; it will manifest into reality. In the name of the Great Mystic Vase-Man, enter these lodges, learn their secrets, and share their treasures with those who can comprehend them.
Here this letter ended. It was evident that the writer referred to a secret society into which I could probably enter; and taking the advice, I did not hesitate, but applied at once for membership. I determined, regardless of consequence, to follow the suggestion of the unknown writer, and by so doing, for I accepted their pledges, I invited my destiny.
Here this letter ended. It was clear that the writer was talking about a secret society that I could probably join; taking the advice, I didn’t think twice and applied for membership right away. I decided, regardless of the outcome, to follow the suggestion of the unknown writer, and by doing so, since I accepted their pledges, I welcomed my destiny.
My guest of the massive forehead paused for a moment, stroked his long, white beard, and then, after casting an inquiring glance on me, asked, "Shall I read on?"
My guest with the big forehead paused for a moment, stroked his long, white beard, and then, after giving me a questioning look, asked, "Should I keep reading?"
"Yes," I replied, and The—Man—Who—Did—It, proceeded as follows:[Pg 44]
"Yeah," I answered, and The—Man—Who—Did—It continued like this:[Pg 44]
CHAPTER V.
THE WRITING OF MY CONFESSION.
Having become a member of the Secret Society as directed by the writer of the letter I have just read, and having obtained the secrets hinted at in the mystic directions, my next desire was to find a secluded spot where, without interruption, I could prepare for publication what I had gathered surreptitiously in the lodges of the fraternity I designed to betray. This I entitled "My Confession." Alas! why did my evil genius prompt me to write it? Why did not some kind angel withhold my hand from the rash and wicked deed? All I can urge in defense or palliation is that I was infatuated by the fatal words of the letter, "You must act what men will call the traitor, but humanity will be the gainer."
Having joined the Secret Society as instructed by the author of the letter I just read, and having discovered the secrets hinted at in the mysterious directions, my next goal was to find a quiet place where I could uninterruptedly prepare for publication what I had secretly gathered in the lodges of the fraternity I planned to betray. I titled it "My Confession." Alas! Why did my bad instincts lead me to write it? Why didn't some kind angel stop me from this reckless and wicked act? All I can say in my defense is that I was captivated by the haunting words of the letter, "You must act like what people will call a traitor, but humanity will benefit."
In a section of the state in which I resided, a certain creek forms the boundary line between two townships, and also between two counties. Crossing this creek, a much traveled road stretches east and west, uniting the extremes of the great state. Two villages on this road, about four miles apart, situated on opposite sides of the creek, also present themselves to my memory, and midway between them, on the north side of the road, was a substantial farm house. In going west from the easternmost of these villages, the traveler begins to descend from the very center of the town. In no place is the grade steep, as the road lies between the spurs of the hill abutting upon the valley that feeds the creek I have mentioned. Having reached the valley, the road winds a short distance to the right, then turning to the left, crosses the stream, and immediately begins to climb the western hill; here the ascent is more difficult, for the road lies diagonally over the edge of the hill. A mile of travel, as I recall the scene, sometimes up a steep, and again among rich, level farm lands, and then on the very height, close to the road, within a few feet of it, appears[Pg 45] the square structure which was, at the time I mention, known as the Stone Tavern. On the opposite side of the road were located extensive stables, and a grain barn. In the northeast chamber of that stone building, during a summer in the twenties, I wrote for publication the description of the mystic work that my oath should have made forever a secret, a sacred trust. I am the man who wantonly committed the deplorable act. Under the infatuation of that alchemical manuscript, I strove to show the world that I could and would do that which might never benefit me in the least, but might serve humanity. It was fate. I was not a bad man, neither malignity, avarice, nor ambition forming a part of my nature. I was a close student, of a rather retiring disposition, a stone-mason by trade, careless and indifferent to public honors, and so thriftless that many trifling neighborhood debts had accumulated against me.
In a part of the state where I lived, a creek marks the boundary between two townships and two counties. A well-traveled road runs east and west across this creek, connecting the far ends of the great state. Two villages along this road, about four miles apart, sit on opposite sides of the creek and come to mind, with a sturdy farmhouse located midway between them on the north side of the road. As you head west from the easternmost village, you start to descend from the center of town. The slope isn’t steep anywhere, as the road lies between the hills that border the valley feeding the creek I mentioned. After reaching the valley, the road curves slightly to the right, then turns left to cross the stream, and immediately starts climbing the western hill; here the climb is tougher because the road runs diagonally across the edge of the hill. I remember traveling a mile, sometimes uphill and other times through rich, flat farmland, until I reached the top where, just a few feet off the road, stood the square building known at that time as the Stone Tavern. On the other side of the road were large stables and a grain barn. In the northeast room of that stone building, during a summer in the twenties, I wrote for publication a description of the mystic work that my oath should have kept secret forever, a sacred trust. I am the one who carelessly committed that regrettable act. Under the spell of that alchemical manuscript, I tried to show the world that I could and would do something that might never benefit me at all, but could help humanity. It was fate. I wasn’t a bad person; I didn’t have any malice, greed, or ambition in me. I was a dedicated student, somewhat reserved, a stonemason by trade, careless and indifferent to public accolades, and so reckless that I had racked up many small debts in the neighborhood.
What I have reluctantly told, for I am forbidden to give the names of the localities, comprises an abstract of part of the record of my early life, and will introduce the extraordinary narrative which follows. That I have spoken the truth, and in no manner overdrawn, will be silently evidenced by hundreds of brethren, both of the occult society and the fraternal brotherhood, with which I united, who can (if they will) testify to the accuracy of the narrative. They know the story of my crime and disgrace; only myself and God know the full retribution that followed.[Pg 46]
What I’ve shared, though I’m not allowed to reveal the names of the places, is a summary of part of my early life and will lead into the amazing story that follows. The truth of my account will be quietly confirmed by hundreds of my peers from both the occult society and the fraternal brotherhood I joined, who can (if they choose to) vouch for the accuracy of this narrative. They are aware of my crime and disgrace; only I and God know the complete consequences that came afterward.[Pg 46]
CHAPTER VI.
KIDNAPPED.
The events just narrated occurred in the prime of my life, and are partly matters of publicity. My attempted breach of faith in the way of disclosing their secrets was naturally infamous in the eyes of my society brethren, who endeavored to prevail upon me to relent of my design which, after writing my "Confession," I made no endeavor to conceal. Their importunities and threatenings had generally been resisted, however, and with an obliquity that can not be easily explained, I persisted in my unreasonable design. I was blessed as a husband and father, but neither the thought of home, wife, nor child, checked me in my inexplicable course. I was certainly irresponsible, perhaps a monomaniac, and yet on the subject in which I was absorbed, I preserved my mental equipoise, and knowingly followed a course that finally brought me into the deepest slough of trouble, and lost to me forever all that man loves most dearly. An overruling spirit, perhaps the shade of one of the old alchemists, possessed me, and in the face of obstacles that would have caused most men to reflect, and retrace their steps, I madly rushed onward. The influence that impelled me, whatever it may have been, was irresistible. I apparently acted the part of agent, subject to an ever-present master essence, and under this dominating spirit or demon my mind was powerless in its subjection. My soul was driven imperiously by that impelling and indescribable something, and was as passive and irresponsible as lycopodium that is borne onward in a steady current of air. Methods were vainly sought by those who loved me, brethren of the lodge, and others who endeavored to induce me to change my headstrong purpose, but I could neither accept their counsels nor heed their forebodings. Summons by law were served on me in order to disconcert me, and my numerous small debts became the pretext for legal warrants, until at last all my papers (excepting[Pg 47] my "Confession"), and my person also, were seized, upon an execution served by a constable. Minor claims were quickly satisfied, but when I regained my liberty, the aggression continued. Even arson was resorted to, and the printing office that held my manuscript was fired one night, that the obnoxious revelation which I persisted in putting into print, might be destroyed. Finally I found myself separated by process of law from home and friends, an inmate of a jail. My opponents, as I now came to consider them, had confined me in prison for a debt of only two dollars, a sufficient amount at that time, in that state, for my incarceration. Smarting under the humiliation, my spirit became still more rebellious, and I now, perhaps justly, came to view myself as a martyr. It had been at first asserted that I had stolen a shirt, but I was not afraid of any penalty that could be laid on me for this trumped-up charge, believing that the imputation and the arrest would be shown to be designed as willful oppression. Therefore it was, that when this contemptible arraignment had been swept aside, and I was freed before a Justice of the Peace, I experienced more than a little surprise at a rearrest, and at finding myself again thrown into jail. I knew that it had been decreed by my brethren that I must retract and destroy my "Confession," and this fact made me the more determined to prevent its destruction, and I persisted sullenly in pursuing my course. On the evening of August 12th, 1826, my jailer's wife informed me that the debt for which I had been incarcerated had been paid by unknown "friends," and that I could depart; and I accepted the statement without question. Upon my stepping from the door of the jail, however, my arms were firmly grasped by two persons, one on each side of me, and before I could realize the fact that I was being kidnapped, I was thrust into a closed coach, which immediately rolled away, but not until I made an outcry which, if heard by anyone, was unheeded.
The events I just described happened during the best years of my life and are partly known to the public. My attempt to betray my trust by revealing their secrets was naturally considered scandalous by my peers, who tried to convince me to abandon my plans, which I made no effort to hide after writing my "Confession." I mostly resisted their pleas and threats, and for reasons that are hard to explain, I stubbornly continued on my irrational path. I was fortunate to be a husband and father, but thoughts of home, my wife, or my child didn’t deter me from my strange course. I was certainly not in control of myself, perhaps obsessed, yet on the topic that absorbed me, I kept my mental balance and knowingly followed a path that ultimately landed me in deep trouble and took away everything I held dear. There was a force, perhaps the spirit of an old alchemist, driving me, and despite obstacles that would have made most people rethink their actions, I recklessly pressed on. The influence guiding me was beyond my control. I seemed to act as a puppet, under a dominating spirit that rendered my mind powerless. My soul was urged on by that indescribable force, just as a lightweight particle is carried along by a steady air current. Loved ones, lodge brothers, and others searched for ways to steer me away from my stubborn plans, but I couldn’t accept their advice or heed their warnings. Legal notices were delivered to upset me, and my multiple small debts became grounds for legal action, until finally, all my belongings (except for my "Confession") and my person were seized through an execution by a constable. Small claims were quickly settled, but when I regained my freedom, the harassment continued. Even arson was used against me, as the printing office holding my manuscript was set on fire one night, hoping to destroy the unwanted revelations I insisted on publishing. Eventually, I found myself separated from my home and friends by legal measures, confined in a jail. I now saw my opponents as having imprisoned me for a debt of just two dollars, enough at that time in that state to warrant my incarceration. Stinging from the humiliation, I became even more defiant and began to view myself, perhaps rightly, as a martyr. It was initially claimed that I had stolen a shirt, but I wasn’t afraid of any punishment tied to this baseless accusation, believing that the charges and my arrest were merely meant to oppress me. So when this ridiculous charge was dismissed, and I was freed by a Justice of the Peace, I was quite surprised to be rearrested and thrown back into jail. I knew my peers had decided that I must retract and destroy my "Confession," and this made me even more determined to protect it, though I continued to sulkily follow my path. On the evening of August 12th, 1826, my jailer’s wife told me that the debt for which I had been imprisoned had been paid by unknown "friends," and that I was free to go; I took her word for it without questioning it. However, as I stepped out of the jail, two people immediately grabbed my arms, one on each side, and before I realized what was happening, I was pushed into a closed carriage, which took off right away, even though I shouted out, and if anyone heard me, they ignored it.
"For your own sake, be quiet," said one of my companions in confinement, for the carriage was draped to exclude the light, and was as dark as a dungeon. My spirit rebelled; I felt that I was on the brink of a remarkable, perhaps perilous experience, and I indignantly replied by asking:
"For your own good, just be quiet," said one of my fellow prisoners, since the carriage was covered to keep out the light and was as dark as a dungeon. I felt a surge of defiance; I sensed that I was on the edge of something extraordinary, maybe even dangerous, and I angrily responded by asking:
"What have I done that you should presume forcibly to imprison me? Am I not a freeman of America?"[Pg 48]
"What have I done that makes you think you can imprison me? Am I not a free person in America?"[Pg 48]
"What have you done?" he answered. "Have you not bound yourself by a series of vows that are sacred and should be inviolable, and have you not broken them as no other man has done before you? Have you not betrayed your trust, and merited a severe judgment? Did you not voluntarily ask admission into our ancient brotherhood, and in good faith were you not initiated into our sacred mysteries? Did you not obligate yourself before man, and on your sacred honor promise to preserve our secrets?"
"What have you done?" he replied. "Haven't you tied yourself to a set of vows that are sacred and should never be broken, and haven’t you violated them like no one else has before? Haven't you betrayed your trust and brought upon yourself harsh judgment? Didn't you willingly seek to join our ancient brotherhood, and weren't you initiated into our sacred mysteries in good faith? Didn't you commit yourself before others and, on your honor, promise to keep our secrets?"
"I did," I replied; "but previously I had sworn before a higher tribunal to scatter this precious wisdom to the world."
"I did," I replied; "but before that, I had pledged before a higher authority to share this valuable knowledge with the world."
"Yes," he said, "and you know full well the depth of the self-sought solemn oath that you took with us—more solemn than that prescribed by any open court on earth."
"Yes," he said, "and you know very well the seriousness of the self-imposed oath you took with us—more serious than any that a public court on earth would prescribe."
"This I do not deny," I said, "and yet I am glad that I accomplished my object, even though you have now, as is evident, the power to pronounce my sentence."
"This I won’t deny," I said, "but I’m still glad I achieved my goal, even though you now clearly have the power to decide my fate."
"You should look for the death sentence," was the reply, "but it has been ordained instead that you are to be given a lengthened life. You should expect bodily destruction; but on the contrary, you will pass on in consciousness of earth and earthly concerns when we are gone. Your name will be known to all lands, and yet from this time you will be unknown. For the welfare of future humanity, you will be thrust to a height in our order that will annihilate you as a mortal being, and yet you will exist, suspended between life and death, and in that intermediate state will know that you exist. You have, as you confess, merited a severe punishment, but we can only punish in accordance with an unwritten law, that instructs the person punished, and elevates the human race in consequence. You stand alone among mortals in that you have openly attempted to give broadly to those who have not earned it, our most sacred property, a property that did not belong to you, property that you have only been permitted to handle, that has been handed from man to man from before the time of Solomon, and which belongs to no one man, and will continue to pass in this way from one to another, as a hallowed trust, until there are no men, as men now exist, to receive it. You will soon go into the shadows of darkness, and will learn many of the mysteries of life, the undeveloped mysteries that[Pg 49] are withheld from your fellows, but which you, who have been so presumptuous and anxious for knowledge, are destined to possess and solve. You will find secrets that man, as man is now constituted, can not yet discover, and yet which the future man must gain and be instructed in. As you have sowed, so shall you reap. You wished to become a distributor of knowledge; you shall now by bodily trial and mental suffering obtain unsought knowledge to distribute, and in time to come you will be commanded to make your discoveries known. As your pathway is surely laid out, so must you walk. It is ordained; to rebel is useless."
"You should look for the death sentence," was the reply, "but it has been decided instead that you will have a longer life. You should expect physical destruction; however, you will continue to exist with awareness of earthly matters when we are gone. Your name will become known in all lands, yet from this moment, you will be unknown. For the benefit of future humanity, you will be raised to a position in our order that will erase your existence as a human being, and yet you will still exist, caught between life and death, and in that middle state, you will know that you exist. You have, as you admit, deserved a severe punishment, but we can only punish according to an unwritten law, which teaches the punished individual and advances the human race as a result. You stand alone among mortals because you have openly tried to give freely to those who have not earned it, our most sacred property, a property that does not belong to you, something that you have only been allowed to manage, passed down from person to person since before the time of Solomon, and which belongs to no one man, continuing to circulate in this way as a sacred trust, until there are no men, as men now exist, to receive it. You will soon enter the shadows of darkness and discover many of life's mysteries, the hidden mysteries that[Pg 49] are kept from your peers, but which you, who have been so arrogant and eager for knowledge, are destined to understand and solve. You will uncover secrets that mankind, as we are now, cannot yet grasp, yet which future mankind must learn and be taught. As you have sown, so shall you reap. You wanted to become a distributor of knowledge; you will now gain unasked-for knowledge through physical trials and mental suffering, and in the future, you will be compelled to share your discoveries. As your path is clearly laid out, you must walk it. It is destined; rebelling is pointless."
"Who has pronounced this sentence?" I asked.
"Who's the author?" I asked.
"A judge, neither of heaven nor of earth."
"A judge, neither from heaven nor from earth."
"You speak in enigmas."
"You speak in riddles."
"No; I speak openly, and the truth. Our brotherhood is linked with the past, and clasps hands with the antediluvians; the flood scattered the races of earth, but did not disturb our secrets. The great love of wisdom has from generation to generation led selected members of our organization to depths of study that our open work does not touch upon, and behind our highest officers there stand, in the occult shades between the here and the hereafter, unknown and unseen agents who are initiated into secrets above and beyond those known to the ordinary craft. Those who are introduced into these inner recesses acquire superhuman conceptions, and do not give an open sign of fellowship; they need no talisman. They walk our streets possessed of powers unknown to men, they concern themselves as mortals in the affairs of men, and even their brethren of the initiated, open order are unaware of their exalted condition. The means by which they have been instructed, their several individualities as well, have been concealed, because publicity would destroy their value, and injure humanity's cause."
"No; I speak plainly and the truth. Our brotherhood is connected to the past and reaches back to ancient times; the flood scattered the races of the earth, but didn’t disrupt our secrets. The deep love for knowledge has led chosen members of our organization through generations into areas of study that our public work doesn’t cover, and behind our highest leaders, in the hidden spaces between this life and the next, there are unknown and unseen agents who are initiated into secrets greater than those known to regular members. Those who are brought into these inner circles gain extraordinary insights and don’t openly show signs of belonging; they need no special amulet. They walk our streets with powers unknown to ordinary people, they engage as mortals in human affairs, and even their fellow initiated members in the open order are unaware of their elevated status. The ways they have been taught, along with their individual identities, have been kept hidden because making them public would diminish their value and harm the cause of humanity."
Silence followed these vague disclosures, and the carriage rolled on. I was mystified and alarmed, and yet I knew that, whatever might be the end of this nocturnal ride, I had invited it—yes, merited it—and I steeled myself to hear the sentence of my judges, in whose hands I was powerless. The persons on the seat opposite me continued their conversation in low tones, audible only to themselves. An individual by my side neither[Pg 50] moved nor spoke. There were four of us in the carriage, as I learned intuitively, although we were surrounded by utter darkness. At length I addressed the companion beside me, for the silence was unbearable. Friend or enemy though he might be, anything rather than this long silence. "How long shall we continue in this carriage?"
Silence followed these vague revelations, and the carriage continued to move. I was confused and anxious, but I understood that, regardless of how this nighttime ride ended, I had brought this upon myself—yes, I deserved it—and I prepared myself to hear the judgment of my captors, who held my fate in their hands. The people sitting opposite me kept their conversation to a low murmur, just loud enough for them to hear. The person next to me neither moved nor spoke. There were four of us in the carriage, as I sensed, even though we were enveloped in complete darkness. Finally, I turned to the companion beside me, as the silence was too much to bear. Whether friend or foe, I needed to break this long silence. "How long will we stay in this carriage?"
He made no reply.
He didn't respond.
After a time I again spoke.
After a while, I spoke again.
"Can you not tell me, comrade, how long our journey will last? When shall we reach our destination?"
"Can you tell me, friend, how long our journey will take? When will we get to our destination?"
Silence only.
Just silence.
Putting out my hand, I ventured to touch my mate, and found that he was tightly strapped,—bound upright to the seat and the back of the carriage. Leather thongs held him firmly in position; and as I pondered over the mystery, I thought to myself, if I make a disturbance, they will not hesitate to manacle me as securely. My custodians seemed, however, not to exercise a guard over me, and yet I felt that they were certain of my inability to escape. If the man on the seat was a prisoner, why was he so reticent? Why did he not answer my questions? I came to the conclusion that he must be gagged as well as bound. Then I determined to find out if this were so. I began to realize more forcibly that a terrible sentence must have been meted me, and I half hoped that I could get from my partner in captivity some information regarding our destination. Sliding my hand cautiously along his chest, and under his chin, I intended to remove the gag from his mouth, when I felt my flesh creep, for it came in contact with the cold, rigid flesh of a corpse. The man was dead, and stiff.
I reached out and touched my companion, only to discover that he was securely tied—bound upright to the seat and the back of the carriage. Leather straps held him tightly in place; as I contemplated the situation, I thought to myself that if I caused a scene, they wouldn’t hesitate to chain me up just as securely. However, my captors seemed to not be watching me closely, yet I sensed they were confident that I couldn’t escape. If the man on the seat was a prisoner, why was he so silent? Why didn’t he respond to my questions? I concluded that he must also be gagged in addition to being bound. I then decided to verify this. I started to realize more strongly that a terrible fate had befallen me, and I half-expected to get some information from my fellow captive about where we were headed. As I cautiously slid my hand along his chest and under his chin, planning to remove the gag from his mouth, I felt a chill run through me as my hand touched the cold, rigid flesh of a corpse. The man was dead and stiff.
The shock unnerved me. I had begun to experience the results of a severe mental strain, partly induced by the recent imprisonment and extended previous persecution, and partly by the mysterious significance of the language in which I had recently been addressed. The sentence, "You will now go into the Valley of the Shadow of Death, and learn the mysteries of life," kept ringing through my head, and even then I sat beside a corpse. After this discovery I remained for a time in a semi-stupor, in a state of profound dejection,—how long I can not say. Then I experienced an inexplicable change, such as I imagine[Pg 51] comes over a condemned man without hope of reprieve, and I became unconcerned as a man might who had accepted his destiny, and stoically determined to await it. Perhaps moments passed, it may have been hours, and then indifference gave place to reviving curiosity. I realized that I could die only once, and I coolly and complacently revolved the matter, speculating over my possible fate. As I look back on the night in which I rode beside that dead man, facing the mysterious agents of an all-powerful judge, I marvel over a mental condition that permitted me finally to rest in peace, and slumber in unconcern. So I did, however, and after a period, the length of which I am not able to estimate, I awoke, and soon thereafter the carriage stopped, and our horses were changed, after which our journey was resumed, to continue hour after hour, and at last I slept again, leaning back in the corner. Suddenly I was violently shaken from slumber, and commanded to alight. It was in the gray of morning, and before I could realize what was happening, I was transferred by my captors to another carriage, and the dead man also was rudely hustled along and thrust beside me, my companions speaking to him as though he were alive. Indeed, as I look back on these maneuvers, I perceive that, to all appearances, I was one of the abducting party, and our actions were really such as to induce an observer to believe that this dead man was an obstinate prisoner, and myself one of his official guards. The drivers of the carriages seemed to give us no attention, but they sat upright and unconcerned, and certainly neither of them interested himself in our transfer. The second carriage, like that other previously described, was securely closed, and our journey was continued. The darkness was as of a dungeon. It may have been days, I could not tell anything about the passage of time; on and on we rode. Occasionally food and drink were handed in, but my captors held to their course, and at last I was taken from the vehicle, and transferred to a block-house.
The shock rattled me. I was starting to feel the effects of intense mental strain, partly from the recent imprisonment and the ongoing persecution I had faced, and partly from the strange significance of the words that had just been spoken to me. The phrase, "You will now go into the Valley of the Shadow of Death and learn the mysteries of life," kept echoing in my mind, and I was sitting next to a corpse. After making this realization, I sat in a kind of daze, deeply depressed—how long that lasted, I couldn’t say. Then an inexplicable shift happened, similar to what I imagine a condemned man feels when he has no hope of a pardon, and I became as indifferent as someone who has accepted their fate and decided to wait it out. Time might have passed—maybe moments or hours—before my indifference turned into a rekindled curiosity. I realized I could only die once, and I calmly considered my situation, thinking about what might happen to me. Looking back on that night I spent next to the dead man, facing the mysterious agents of a powerful judge, I’m amazed at the mental state that allowed me to finally find some peace and sleep without worry. And that’s what I did; after a time I can’t measure, I woke up, and shortly after, the carriage stopped and we changed horses. Our journey continued for hours, and eventually I dozed off again, leaning back in the corner. Suddenly I was violently shaken awake and told to get out. It was still early morning, and before I knew what was happening, my captors moved me to another carriage, and the dead man was roughly shoved in next to me, with my companions treating him as if he were alive. In hindsight, I realize that to anyone watching, I appeared to be part of the group abducting him, and our actions could have led an observer to believe that the dead man was a stubborn prisoner, and I was one of his official guards. The drivers of the carriages seemed oblivious to us; they sat up straight and unconcerned, clearly not interested in our transfer. The second carriage, like the first, was securely closed and our journey continued. The darkness felt like that of a dungeon. It might have been days; I had no sense of how much time had passed. We just kept riding. Occasionally food and drink were passed in, but my captors stuck to their route, and eventually I was taken from the vehicle and moved to a block-house.
I had been carried rapidly and in secret a hundred or more miles, perhaps into another state, and probably all traces of my journey were effectually lost to outsiders. I was in the hands of men who implicitly obeyed the orders of their superiors, masters whom they had never seen, and probably did not know. I needed no reminder of the fact that I had violated every sacred pledge[Pg 52] voluntarily made to the craft, and now that they held me powerless, I well knew that, whatever the punishment assigned, I had invited it, and could not prevent its fulfillment. That it would be severe, I realized; that it would not be in accordance with ordinary human law, I accepted.
I had been taken quickly and secretly over a hundred miles, maybe into another state, and all traces of my journey were probably lost to outsiders. I was in the hands of men who blindly followed the orders of their superiors, masters they had never seen and probably didn’t even know. I didn't need reminding that I had broken every sacred vow I had willingly made to the craft, and now that they had me completely defenseless, I knew that, regardless of the punishment they decided on, I had brought it upon myself and couldn't stop it from happening. I realized it would be harsh; I accepted that it wouldn't follow typical human laws.

Had I not in secret, in my little room in that obscure Stone Tavern, engrossed on paper the mystic sentences that never before had been penned, and were unknown excepting to persons initiated into our sacred mysteries? Had I not previously, in the most solemn manner, before these words had been imparted to my keeping, sworn to keep them inviolate and secret? and had I not deliberately broken that sacred vow, and scattered the hoarded sentences broadcast? My part as a brother in this fraternal organization was that of the holder only of property that belonged to no man, that had been handed from one to another through the ages, sacredly cherished, and faithfully protected by men of many tongues, always considered a trust,[Pg 53] a charge of honor, and never before betrayed. My crime was deep and dark. I shuddered.
Had I not secretly, in my small room at that little-known Stone Tavern, written down the mystical phrases that had never been recorded before and were only known to those initiated into our sacred mysteries? Had I not, in the most serious way, sworn to keep these words safe and secret before they were entrusted to me? And had I not intentionally violated that sacred vow and shared the treasured sentences everywhere? My role as a brother in this fraternal organization was merely to hold something that belonged to no one, something passed down through the ages, cherished and protected by men from many languages, always regarded as a trust,[Pg 53] a matter of honor, and never before betrayed. My crime was profound and dark. I shuddered.
"Come what may," I mused, reflecting over my perfidy, "I am ready for the penalty, and my fate is deserved; it can not but be a righteous one."
"Whatever happens," I thought, reflecting on my betrayal, "I am prepared for the consequences, and I deserve this fate; it can only be just."
The words of the occupant of the carriage occurred to me again and again; that one sentence kept ringing in my brain; I could not dismiss it: "You have been tried, convicted, and we are of those appointed to carry out the sentence of the judges."
The words of the person in the carriage kept coming back to me over and over; that one sentence echoed in my mind, and I couldn't shake it: "You've been tried, convicted, and we're the ones chosen to carry out the judges' sentence."
The black silence of my lonely cell beat against me; I could feel the absence of sound, I could feel the dismal weight of nothingness, and in my solitude and distraction I cried out in anguish to the invisible judge: "I am ready for my sentence, whether it be death or imprisonment for life"; and still the further words of the occupant of the carriage passed through my mind: "You will now go into the Valley of the Shadow of Death, and will learn the mysteries of Life."
The heavy silence of my lonely cell pressed down on me; I could feel the lack of sound, the grim weight of emptiness, and in my isolation and distraction, I shouted in pain to the unseen judge: "I'm ready for my sentence, whether it's death or life in prison"; and still, the words of the carriage's occupant echoed in my mind: "You are about to enter the Valley of the Shadow of Death, where you will discover the mysteries of Life."
Then I slept, to awake and sleep again. I kept no note of time; it may have been days or weeks, so far as my record could determine. An attendant came at intervals to minister to my wants, always masked completely, ever silent.
Then I slept, only to wake and sleep again. I didn’t keep track of time; it could have been days or weeks, based on what I could tell. A caregiver came at intervals to attend to my needs, always fully masked and completely silent.
That I was not entirely separated from mankind, however, I felt assured, for occasionally sounds of voices came to me from without. Once I ventured to shout aloud, hoping to attract attention; but the persons whom I felt assured overheard me, paid no attention to my lonely cry. At last one night, my door opened abruptly, and three men entered.
That I wasn't completely cut off from humanity, I felt certain, because every now and then, I could hear voices coming from outside. One time, I shouted loudly, hoping to get someone's attention; but the people who I was sure had heard me ignored my lonely call. Finally, one night, my door suddenly swung open, and three men walked in.
"Do not fear," said their spokesman, "we aim to protect you; keep still, and soon you will be a free man."
"Don't worry," said their spokesperson, "we're here to protect you; just stay calm, and soon you'll be free."
I consented quietly to accompany them, for to refuse would have been in vain; and I was conducted to a boat, which I found contained a corpse—the one I had journeyed with, I suppose—and embarking, we were silently rowed to the middle of the river, our course being diagonally from the shore, and the dead man was thrown overboard. Then our boat returned to the desolate bank.
I quietly agreed to go with them, since refusing would have been pointless; they led me to a boat, which I discovered held a body—the one I had traveled with, I guessed—and as we boarded, we were silently rowed to the middle of the river, heading diagonally away from the shore, and the dead man was tossed overboard. Then our boat returned to the empty bank.
Thrusting me into a carriage, that, on our return to the river bank we found awaiting us, my captors gave a signal, and I was driven away in the darkness, as silently as before, and our journey[Pg 54] was continued I believe for fully two days. I was again confined in another log cabin, with but one door, and destitute of windows. My attendants were masked, they neither spoke to me as they day after day supplied my wants, nor did they give me the least information on any subject, until at last I abandoned all hope of ever regaining my liberty.
Thrusting me into a carriage that was waiting for us when we returned to the riverbank, my captors signaled, and I was taken away into the darkness, as quietly as before. Our journey[Pg 54] lasted, I believe, for almost two days. I was once again locked up in another log cabin, which had only one door and no windows. My attendants were masked and didn’t speak to me as they met my needs day after day, nor did they provide any information about anything, until I eventually lost all hope of regaining my freedom.

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CHAPTER VII.
A WILD NIGHT.—I AM PREMATURELY AGED.
In the depths of night I was awakened by a noise made by the opening of a door, and one by one seven masked figures silently stalked into my prison. Each bore a lighted torch, and they passed me as I lay on the floor in my clothes (for I had no bedding), and ranged themselves in a line. I arose, and seated myself as directed to do, upon the only stool in the room. Swinging into a semi-circle, the weird line wound about me, and from the one seat on which I rested in the center of the room, I gazed successively upon seven pairs of gleaming eyes, each pair directed at myself; and as I turned from one to another, the black cowl of each deepened into darkness, and grew more hideous.
In the middle of the night, I was jolted awake by the sound of a door opening, and one by one, seven masked figures quietly entered my cell. Each one carried a lit torch, and they passed me as I lay on the floor in my clothes (since I had no bedding) and lined up. I got up and sat down as instructed on the only stool in the room. Forming a semi-circle, the eerie line surrounded me, and from the single seat I occupied in the center, I looked at seven pairs of shining eyes, each fixed on me; and as I turned from one to another, the dark hoods deepened into darkness, becoming even more terrifying.
"Men or devils," I cried, "do your worst! Make me, if such is your will, as that sunken corpse beside which I was once seated; but cease your persecutions. I have atoned for my indiscretions a thousand fold, and this suspense is unbearable; I demand to know what is to be my doom, and I desire its fulfilment."
"Men or demons," I shouted, "bring it on! Turn me into a lifeless body like the one I was sitting next to; just stop tormenting me. I've paid for my mistakes a thousand times over, and this waiting is unbearable; I need to know what my fate is, and I want it to happen."
Then one stepped forward, facing me squarely,—the others closed together around him and me. Raising his forefinger, he pointed it close to my face, and as his sharp eyes glittered from behind the black mask, piercing through me, he slowly said: "Why do you not say brothers?"
Then one stepped forward, facing me directly—while the others gathered closely around him and me. He raised his forefinger and pointed it near my face, and as his sharp eyes shone from behind the black mask, looking right through me, he slowly said: "Why don’t you call us brothers?"
"Horrible," I rejoined; "stop this mockery. Have I not suffered enough from your persecutions to make me reject that word as applied to yourselves? You can but murder; do your duty to your unseen masters, and end this prolonged torture!"
"That's terrible," I responded; "stop this mockery. Haven't I suffered enough from your harassment to reject that word when it comes to you? You can only kill; do your duty to your unseen masters and put an end to this ongoing torture!"
"Brother," said the spokesman, "you well know that the sacred rules of our order will not permit us to murder any human being. We exist to benefit humanity, to lead the wayward back across the burning desert into the pathways of the[Pg 56] righteous; not to destroy or persecute a brother. Ours is an eleemosynary institution, instructing its members, helping them to seek happiness. You are now expiating the crime you have committed, and the good in your spirit rightfully revolts against the bad, for in divulging to the world our mystic signs and brotherly greetings, you have sinned against yourself more than against others. The sting of conscience, the bitings of remorse punish you."
"Brother," the spokesman said, "you know that the sacred rules of our order won't allow us to kill anyone. We exist to help humanity, to guide those who have lost their way back through the burning desert into the paths of the righteous; not to harm or persecute a brother. We are a charitable organization, teaching our members and helping them find happiness. You are now paying for the wrong you have done, and the good in your spirit rightfully fights against the bad, because by revealing our secret signs and brotherly greetings to the world, you have wronged yourself more than anyone else. The pain of your conscience and the torment of guilt are what's punishing you."
"True," I cried, as the full significance of what he said burst upon me, "too true; but I bitterly repent my treachery. Others can never know how my soul is harrowed by the recollection of the enormity of that breach of confidence. In spite of my open, careless, or defiant bearing, my heart is humble, and my spirit cries out for mercy. By night and by day I have in secret cursed myself for heeding an unhallowed mandate, and I have long looked forward to the judgment that I should suffer for my perfidy, for I have appreciated that the day of reckoning would surely appear. I do not rebel, and I recall my wild language; I recant my 'Confession,' I renounce myself! I say to you in all sincerity, brothers, do your duty, only I beg of you to slay me at once, and end my suspense. I await my doom. What might it be?"
"True," I exclaimed, as the full meaning of what he said hit me, "too true; but I deeply regret my betrayal. No one can ever understand how tormented I am by the memory of that terrible breach of trust. Despite my outwardly carefree or defiant attitude, my heart is humble, and my spirit cries out for mercy. Night and day, I secretly curse myself for following an unholy command, and I've long anticipated the punishment I deserve for my treachery, knowing that the day of reckoning would inevitably come. I do not fight against it, and I take back my reckless words; I revoke my 'Confession,' I renounce myself! I speak to you honestly, brothers, do your duty, but I ask that you end my suspense and kill me right away. I await my fate. What will it be?"
Grasping my hand, the leader said: "You are ready as a member of our order; we can now judge you as we have been commanded; had you persisted in calling us devils in your mistaken frenzy, we should have been forced to reason with you until you returned again to us, and became one of us. Our judgment is for you only; the world must not now know its nature, at least so far as we are concerned. Those you see here, are not your judges; we are agents sent to labor with you, to draw you back into our ranks, to bring you into a condition that will enable you to carry out the sentence that you have drawn upon yourself, for you must be your own doomsman. In the first place, we are directed to gain your voluntary consent to leave this locality. You can no longer take part in affairs that interested you before. To the people of this State, and to your home, and kindred, you must become a stranger for all time. Do you consent?"
Grasping my hand, the leader said, "You’re ready to be part of our group; we can now evaluate you as we’ve been instructed. If you had continued to call us devils in your misguided frenzy, we would have had to convince you to return to us and become one of us. Our judgment is only for you; the world doesn’t need to know its nature, at least not from us. Those you see here are not your judges; we are here to work with you, to bring you back into our fold, to prepare you to fulfill the consequences you’ve brought upon yourself, because you must be your own judge. First, we need to get your voluntary agreement to leave this place. You can no longer be involved in the matters that once interested you. To the people of this state, and to your home and family, you must become a stranger for all time. Do you agree?"
"Yes," I answered, for I knew that I must acquiesce.[Pg 57]
"Yeah," I replied, because I knew I had to go along with it.[Pg 57]
"In the next place, you must help us to remove all traces of your identity. You must, so far as the world is concerned, leave your body where you have apparently been drowned, for a world's benefit, a harmless mockery to deceive the people, and also to make an example for others that are weak. Are you ready?"
"In addition, you need to help us erase all evidence of your identity. As far as the world is concerned, you should leave your body where you've supposedly drowned, as a benefit for society, a harmless deception to fool people, and also to set an example for others who are vulnerable. Are you ready?"
"Yes."
"Yeah."
"Then remove your clothing, and replace it with this suit."
"Then take off your clothes and put on this suit."
I obeyed, and changed my garments, receiving others in return. One of the party then, taking from beneath his gown a box containing several bottles of liquids, proceeded artfully to mix and compound them, and then to paint my face with the combination, which after being mixed, formed a clear solution.
I followed instructions and changed my clothes, getting new ones in exchange. One person in the group then took a box with several bottles of liquids from under his robe and skillfully mixed them together. After that, he painted my face with the mixture, which turned out to be a clear solution.
"Do not fear to wash;" said the spokesman, "the effect of this lotion is permanent enough to stay until you are well out of this State."
"Don't be afraid to wash," said the spokesperson, "this lotion's effect is strong enough to last until you've left this State."
I passed my hand over my face; it was drawn into wrinkles as a film of gelatine might have been shrivelled under the influence of a strong tannin or astringent liquid; beneath my fingers it felt like the furrowed face of a very old man, but I experienced no pain. I vainly tried to smooth the wrinkles; immediately upon removing the pressure of my hand, the furrows reappeared.
I ran my hand over my face; it was wrinkled like a piece of gelatin that had shriveled up in a strong astringent or tannin. Under my fingers, it felt like the weathered skin of an old man, but I felt no pain. I uselessly tried to smooth out the wrinkles; as soon as I took my hand away, the furrows came back.
Next, another applied a colorless liquid freely to my hair and beard; he rubbed it well, and afterward wiped it dry with a towel. A mirror was thrust beneath my gaze. I started back, the transformation was complete. My appearance had entirely changed. My face had become aged and wrinkled, my hair as white as snow.
Next, someone poured a clear liquid all over my hair and beard; he rubbed it in thoroughly and then dried it with a towel. A mirror was held up for me to see. I recoiled; the transformation was complete. My appearance had completely changed. My face was now aged and wrinkled, and my hair was as white as snow.
I cried aloud in amazement: "Am I sane, is this a dream?"
I shouted in disbelief, "Am I losing my mind, or is this a dream?"
"It is not a dream; but, under methods that are in exact accordance with natural physiological laws, we have been enabled to transform your appearance from that of one in the prime of manhood into the semblance of an old man, and that, too, without impairment of your vitality." Another of the masked men opened a curious little casket that I perceived was surmounted by an alembic and other alchemical figures, and embossed with an Oriental design. He drew from it a lamp[Pg 58] which he lighted with a taper; the flame that resulted, first pale blue, then yellow, next violet and finally red, seemed to become more weird and ghastly with each mutation, as I gazed spell-bound upon its fantastic changes. Then, after these transformations, it burned steadily with the final strange blood-red hue, and he now held over the blaze a tiny cup, which, in a few moments, commenced to sputter and then smoked, exhaling a curious, epipolic, semi-luminous vapor. I was commanded to inhale the vapor.
"It’s not a dream; but through methods that perfectly align with natural physiological laws, we've been able to change your appearance from that of a young man at his peak to that of an old man, and we did this without harming your vitality." Another masked man opened an intriguing little box topped with an alembic and other alchemical symbols, decorated with an Eastern design. He pulled out a lamp[Pg 58] that he lit with a taper; the flame that appeared, first pale blue, then yellow, followed by violet and finally red, seemed to grow more bizarre and eerie with each change, as I watched in fascination. After these transformations, it burned steadily with the final strange blood-red color, and he held a tiny cup above the flame, which soon began to sputter and then smoked, releasing a peculiar, shimmering, semi-luminous vapor. I was instructed to inhale the vapor.

I hesitated; the thought rushed upon me, "Now I am another person, so cleverly disguised that even my own friends would perhaps not know me, this vapor is designed to suffocate me, and my body, if found, will not now be known, and could not be identified when discovered."
I hesitated; the thought hit me, "Now I’m someone else, so well disguised that even my own friends might not recognize me. This mist is meant to suffocate me, and my body, if found, won’t be recognizable and couldn’t be identified when discovered."
"Do not fear," said the spokesman, as if divining my thought, "there is no danger," and at once I realized, by quick reasoning, that if my death were demanded, my body might long[Pg 59] since have been easily destroyed, and all this ceremony would have been unnecessary.
"Don't worry," said the spokesperson, as if sensing my thoughts, "there's no danger," and immediately I understood, through quick reasoning, that if my death had been required, my body could have been easily gotten rid of long ago, and all this ceremony would have been pointless.
I hesitated no longer, but drew into my lungs the vapor that arose from the mysterious cup, freely expanding my chest several times, and then asked, "Is not that enough?" Despair now overcame me. My voice, no longer the full, strong tone of a man in middle life and perfect strength, squeaked and quavered, as if impaired by palsy. I had seen my image in a mirror, an old man with wrinkled face and white hair; I now heard myself speak with the voice of an octogenarian.
I didn't hesitate anymore and inhaled the vapor coming from the mysterious cup, filling my lungs a few times, and then asked, "Isn't that enough?" Despair washed over me. My voice, no longer the deep, strong tone of a middle-aged man in peak health, squeaked and trembled, like it was affected by trembling hands. I had seen my reflection in a mirror, an old man with a wrinkled face and white hair; now I heard myself speaking with the voice of an eighty-year-old.
"What have you done?" I cried.
"What have you done?" I shouted.
"We have obeyed your orders; you told us you were ready to leave your own self here, and the work is complete. The man who entered has disappeared. If you should now stand in the streets of your village home, and cry to your former friends, 'It is I, for whom you seek,' they would smile, and call you a madman. Know," continued the voice, "that there is in Eastern metaphysical lore, more true philosophy than is embodied in the sciences of to-day, and that by means of the ramifications of our order it becomes possible, when necessary, for him who stands beyond the inner and upper Worshipful Master, to draw these treasures from the occult Wisdom possessions of Oriental sages who forget nothing and lose nothing. Have we not been permitted to do his bidding well?"
"We've followed your instructions; you told us you were ready to leave your own self behind, and the task is done. The man who entered has vanished. If you were to stand now in the streets of your village and call out to your old friends, 'It's me, the one you’re looking for,' they would smile and think you were crazy. Know," the voice continued, "that there is more genuine philosophy in Eastern metaphysical teachings than in today’s sciences, and that through the connections of our order, it becomes possible, when needed, for someone who stands beyond the inner and upper Worshipful Master to access the hidden wisdom of Eastern sages who remember everything and lose nothing. Haven't we been allowed to carry out his wishes successfully?"
"Yes," I squeaked; "and I wish that you had done it better. I would that I were dead."
"Yes," I said quietly; "and I wish you had done it better. I wish I were dead."
"When the time comes, if necessary, your dead body will be fished from the water," was the reply; "witnesses have seen the drowning tragedy, and will surely identify the corpse."
"When the time comes, if needed, your body will be pulled from the water," was the reply; "witnesses have seen the drowning incident, and will definitely identify the body."
"And may I go? am I free now?" I asked.
"And can I go now? Am I free?" I asked.
"Ah," said he, "that is not for us to say; our part of the work is fulfilled, and we can return to our native lands, and resume again our several studies. So far as we are concerned, you are free, but we have been directed to pass you over to the keeping of others who will carry forward this judgment—there is another step."
"Ah," he said, "that's not for us to decide; we've done our part, and we can go back to our home countries and continue our individual studies. As far as we're concerned, you're free, but we've been instructed to hand you over to others who will carry on this decision—there's another step."
"Tell me," I cried, once more desponding, "tell me the full extent of my sentence."[Pg 60]
"Tell me," I shouted, feeling hopeless again, "tell me the full extent of my sentence."[Pg 60]
"That is not known to us, and probably is not known to any one man. So far as the members of our order are concerned, you have now vanished. When you leave our sight this night, we will also separate from one another, we shall know no more of you and your future than will those of our working order who live in this section of the country. We have no personal acquaintance with the guide that has been selected to conduct you farther, and who will appear in due season, and we make no surmise concerning the result of your journey, only we know that you will not be killed, for you have a work to perform, and will continue to exist long after others of your age are dead. Farewell, brother; we have discharged our duty, and by your consent, now we must return to our various pursuits. In a short time all evidence of your unfortunate mistake, the crime committed by you in printing our sacred charges, will have vanished. Even now, emissaries are ordained to collect and destroy the written record that tells of your weakness, and with the destruction of that testimony, for every copy will surely be annihilated, and with your disappearance from among men, for this also is to follow, our responsibility for you will cease."
"I'm not sure that's known to us, and it's probably not known to any one person. As far as our group is concerned, you've now disappeared. Once you leave our sight tonight, we'll also go our separate ways. We'll know no more about you and your future than those in our organization who live in this area. We don't personally know the guide chosen to take you further, who will appear in due time, and we don't speculate about the outcome of your journey. The only thing we do know is that you won't be harmed, because you have a mission to accomplish, and you'll continue to live long after others your age are gone. Goodbye, brother; we've fulfilled our duty, and with your permission, we must return to our individual tasks. Soon, all evidence of your unfortunate mistake—the crime of printing our sacred charges—will be gone. Even now, agents are appointed to collect and destroy the written record that shows your weakness, and with the destruction of that evidence, since every copy will be certainly destroyed, and with your disappearance from among people, which is also to come, our responsibility for you will end."
Each of the seven men advanced, and grasped my hand, giving me the grip of brotherhood, and then, without a word, they severally and silently departed into the outer darkness. As the last man disappeared, a figure entered the door, clad and masked exactly like those who had gone. He removed the long black gown in which he was enveloped, threw the mask from his face and stood before me, a slender, graceful, bright-looking young man. By the light of the candle I saw him distinctly, and was at once struck by his amiable, cheerful countenance, and my heart bounded with a sudden hope. I had temporarily forgotten the transformation that had been made in my person, which, altogether painless, had left no physical sensation, and thought of myself as I had formerly existed; my soul was still my own, I imagined; my blood seemed unchanged, and must flow as rapidly as before; my strength was unaltered, indeed I was in self-consciousness still in the prime of life.
Each of the seven men stepped forward and shook my hand, offering me the bond of brotherhood, and then, without a word, they quietly left into the darkness. As the last man vanished, another figure entered the door, dressed and masked just like the ones who had left. He took off the long black robe wrapped around him, removed the mask from his face, and stood before me, a slender, graceful, bright-looking young man. In the candlelight, I could see him clearly and was immediately struck by his friendly, cheerful expression, making my heart leap with sudden hope. I had temporarily forgotten the transformation that had been made to my body, which, completely painless, had left no physical sensation, and I thought of myself as I used to be; I believed my soul was still mine; my blood seemed unchanged and must flow just as quickly as before; my strength was unaltered, and indeed, in my self-awareness, I still felt like I was in the prime of life.
"Excuse me, Father," said the stranger, "but my services have been sought as a guide for the first part of a journey that I am informed you intend to take."[Pg 61]
"Excuse me, Father," said the stranger, "but I've been asked to be a guide for the first part of a journey that I've heard you plan to take."[Pg 61]
His voice was mild and pleasant, his bearing respectful, but the peculiar manner in which he spoke convinced me that he knew that, as a guide, he must conduct me to some previously designated spot, and that he purposed to do so was evident, with or without my consent.
His voice was soft and pleasant, his demeanor respectful, but the strange way he spoke made me realize that he knew he had to take me to a specific place, and it was clear he intended to do so whether I agreed or not.
"Why do you call me Father?" I attempted to say, but as the first few words escaped my lips, the recollection of the events of the night rushed upon me, for instead of my own, I recognized the piping voice of the old man I had now become, and my tongue faltered; the sentence was unspoken.
"Why do you call me Father?" I tried to say, but as the first few words left my mouth, the memory of that night hit me all at once. Instead of my own voice, I heard the thin, high-pitched voice of the old man I had become, and I stumbled over my words; the sentence went unsaid.
"You would ask me why I called you Father, I perceive; well, because I am directed to be a son to you, to care for your wants, to make your journey as easy and pleasant as possible, to guide you quietly and carefully to the point that will next prove of interest to you."
"You might wonder why I call you Father; it's because I'm meant to be your son, to look after your needs, to make your journey as smooth and enjoyable as I can, and to lead you gently and attentively to the next thing that will catch your interest."
I stood before him a free man, in the prime of life, full of energy, and this stripling alone interposed between myself and liberty. Should I permit the slender youth to carry me away as a prisoner? would it not be best to thrust him aside, if necessary, crush him to the earth? go forth in my freedom? Yet I hesitated, for he might have friends outside; probably he was not alone.
I stood before him as a free man, in my prime, full of energy, and this young guy was the only thing standing between me and my freedom. Should I let this skinny kid take me away as a prisoner? Wouldn’t it be better to push him aside, if I had to, and take him down? Just walk away and be free? Yet I hesitated, thinking he might have friends nearby; he probably wasn’t alone.
"There are no companions near us," said he, reading my mind, "and, as I do not seem formidable, it is natural you should weigh in your mind the probabilities of escape; but you can not evade your destiny, and you must not attempt to deny yourself the pleasure of my company. You must leave this locality and leave without a regret. In order that you may acquiesce willingly I propose that together we return to your former home, which you will, however, find no longer to be a home. I will accompany you as a companion, as your son. You may speak, with one exception, to whomever you care to address; may call on any of your old associates, may assert openly who you are, or whatever and whoever you please to represent yourself, only I must also have the privilege of joining in the conversation."
"There are no friends around us," he said, reading my thoughts. "And since I don't seem threatening, it makes sense for you to consider your chances of getting away. But you can’t escape your fate, and you shouldn’t try to deny yourself the enjoyment of my company. You need to leave this place without any regrets. To help you accept this, I suggest we go back to your old home, which you will find isn’t a home anymore. I’ll be with you as a companion, like your son. You can talk to anyone you want, except for one rule: I must also be allowed to join in the conversation."
"Agreed," I cried, and extended my hand; he grasped it, and then by the light of the candle, I saw a peculiar expression flit over his face, as he added:[Pg 62]
"Agreed," I said, and reached out my hand; he took it, and then by the candlelight, I noticed a strange look pass over his face as he added:[Pg 62]
"To one person only, as I have said, and you have promised, you must not speak—your wife."
"To just one person, as I mentioned, and you agreed, you shouldn't talk—your wife."
I bowed my head, and a flood of sorrowful reflections swept over me. Of all the world the one whom I longed to meet, to clasp in my arms, to counsel in my distress, was the wife of my bosom, and I begged him to withdraw his cruel injunction.
I lowered my head, and a wave of sadness washed over me. Of everyone in the world, the person I wanted to meet, to hold in my arms, to turn to in my troubles, was my beloved wife, and I pleaded with him to take back his harsh order.
"You should have thought of her before; now it is too late. To permit you to meet, and speak with her would be dangerous; she might pierce your disguise. Of all others there is no fear."
"You should have thought about her sooner; now it's too late. Letting you meet and talk to her would be risky; she could see through your disguise. You have nothing to worry about with anyone else."
"Must I go with you into an unknown future without a farewell kiss from my little child or from my babe scarce three months old?"
"Do I have to go into an unknown future without a goodbye kiss from my little child or from my baby who's barely three months old?"
"It has been so ordained."
"It's meant to be."
I threw myself on the floor and moaned. "This is too hard, too hard for human heart to bear. Life has no charm to a man who is thrust from all he holds most dear, home, friends, family."
I fell to the floor and groaned. "This is too much, way too much for a human heart to handle. Life has no appeal for someone who is pushed away from everything they cherish most—home, friends, family."
"The men who relinquish such pleasures and such comforts are those who do the greatest good to humanity," said the youth. "The multitude exist to propagate the race, as animal progenitors of the multitudes that are to follow, and the exceptional philanthropist is he who denies himself material bliss, and punishes himself in order to work out a problem such as it has been ordained that you are to solve. Do not argue further—the line is marked, and you must walk direct."
"The guys who give up such pleasures and comforts are the ones who do the most good for humanity," the young man said. "The masses exist to pass on the species, like animal ancestors of the many who will come after, and the true philanthropist is the one who denies himself material happiness and sacrifices for the sake of solving a problem that you’ve been meant to address. Don’t argue anymore—the path is clear, and you need to follow it."
Into the blaze of the old fireplace of that log house, for, although it was autumn, the night was chilly, he then cast his black robe and false face, and, as they turned to ashes, the last evidences of the vivid acts through which I had passed, were destroyed. As I lay moaning in my utter misery, I tried to reason with myself that what I experienced was all a hallucination. I dozed, and awoke startled, half conscious only, as one in a nightmare; I said to myself, "A dream! a dream!" and slept again.[Pg 63]
Into the fire of the old fireplace in that log cabin, because even though it was autumn, the night was cold, he threw in his black robe and false face, and as they turned to ash, the last traces of the intense experiences I had gone through were gone. As I lay there moaning in my complete misery, I tried to convince myself that what I had gone through was just a hallucination. I dozed off, and when I awoke, I was startled, only half-awake, like someone stuck in a nightmare; I kept telling myself, "A dream! Just a dream!" and then I fell asleep again.[Pg 63]
CHAPTER VIII.
A LESSON IN MIND STUDY.
The door of the cabin was open when I awoke, the sun shone brightly, and my friend, apparently happy and unconcerned, said: "Father, we must soon start on our journey; I have taken advantage of your refreshing sleep, and have engaged breakfast at yonder farm-house; our meal awaits us."
The cabin door was open when I woke up, the sun was shining bright, and my friend, looking happy and carefree, said: "Dad, we need to get going soon; I took the chance while you were sleeping to arrange breakfast at that farmhouse over there; our meal is ready for us."
I arose, washed my wrinkled face, combed my white hair, and shuddered as I saw in a pocket mirror the reflection of my figure, an aged, apparently decrepit man.
I got up, washed my wrinkled face, brushed my white hair, and shuddered when I saw my reflection in a pocket mirror, an old, seemingly frail man.
"Do not be disturbed at your feeble condition," said my companion; "your infirmities are not real. Few men have ever been permitted to drink of the richness of the revelations that await you; and in view of these expectations the fact that you are prematurely aged in appearance should not unnerve you. Be of good heart, and when you say the word, we will start on our journey, which will begin as soon as you have said farewell to former friends and acquaintances."
"Don't worry about your weakness," my companion said. "Your limitations aren’t real. Very few people have had the chance to experience the wealth of revelations that are coming your way; so considering this, the fact that you look older than you are shouldn't shake you. Stay positive, and when you're ready, we can begin our journey, which will kick off as soon as you say goodbye to your old friends and acquaintances."
I made no reply, but silently accompanied him, for my thoughts were in the past, and my reflections were far from pleasant.
I didn't say anything, but followed him quietly because my mind was in the past, and my thoughts weren't happy.
We reached the farm-house, and as I observed the care and attention extended me by the pleasant-faced housewife, I realized that, in one respect at least, old age brought its compensation. After breakfast a man appeared from the farmer's barn, driving a team of horses attached to an open spring-wagon which, in obedience to the request of my guide, I entered, accompanied by my young friend, who directed that we be driven toward the village from which I had been abducted. He seemed to know my past life as I knew it; he asked me to select those of my friends to whom I first wished to bid farewell, even mentioning their names; he seemed all that a patient, faithful son could be, and I began to wonder at his audacity, even as much as I admired his self-confidence.[Pg 64]
We arrived at the farmhouse, and as I noticed the care and attention the friendly housewife gave me, I realized that, at least in one way, getting older had its perks. After breakfast, a man came out from the farmer's barn, driving a team of horses pulling an open spring wagon. Following my guide’s request, I got in, along with my young friend, who suggested we head toward the village where I had been taken. He seemed to know my history as well as I did; he asked me to pick which friends I wanted to say goodbye to first, even naming them. He acted like the most devoted son, and I found myself questioning his boldness while also admiring his confidence.[Pg 64]
As we journeyed onward we engaged in familiar talk. We sat together on the back seat of the open spring-wagon, in full sight of passers, no attempt being made to conceal my person. Thus we traveled for two days, and on our course we passed through a large city with which I was acquainted, a city that my abductors had previously carried me through and beyond. I found that my "son" possessed fine conversational power, and a rich mine of information, and he became increasingly interesting as he drew from his fund of knowledge, and poured into my listening ears an entrancing strain of historical and metaphysical information. Never at a loss for a word or an idea, he appeared to discern my cogitations, and as my mind wandered in this or that direction he fell into the channel of my fancies, and answered my unspoken thoughts, my mind-questions or meditations, as pertinently as though I had spoken them.
As we continued on our journey, we engaged in familiar conversation. We sat together in the back seat of the open spring wagon, fully visible to those passing by, without any attempt to hide my presence. We traveled like this for two days, and along the way, we passed through a large city I knew well, a city that my kidnappers had previously taken me through and beyond. I discovered that my "son" was a great conversationalist with a wealth of knowledge, and he became more and more interesting as he shared captivating historical and philosophical insights. Never at a loss for words or ideas, he seemed to pick up on my thoughts, and as my mind wandered in various directions, he aligned with my trains of thought, responding to my unspoken questions and reflections as if I had voiced them aloud.
His accomplishments, for the methods of his perception were unaccompanied by any endeavor to draw me into word expression, made me aware at least, that, in him, I had to deal with a man unquestionably possessed of more than ordinary intellect and education, and as this conviction entered my mind he changed his subject and promptly answered the silent inquiry, speaking as follows:
His achievements, because his way of seeing things didn’t involve trying to get me to express myself in words, made me realize that I was dealing with a person who definitely had more than average intelligence and education. As this thought settled in my mind, he switched topics and quickly responded to the unasked question, saying:
"Have you not sometimes felt that in yourself there may exist undeveloped senses that await an awakening touch to open to yourself a new world, senses that may be fully developed, but which saturate each other and neutralize themselves; quiescent, closed circles which you can not reach, satisfied circuits slumbering within your body and that defy your efforts to utilize them? In your dreams have you not seen sights that words are inadequate to describe, that your faculties can not retain in waking moments, and which dissolve into intangible nothingness, leaving only a vague, shadowy outline as the mind quickens, or rather when the senses that possess you in sleep relinquish the body to the returning vital functions and spirit? This unconscious conception of other planes, a beyond or betwixt, that is neither mental nor material, neither here nor located elsewhere, belongs to humanity in general, and is made evident from the unsatiable desire of men to pry into phenomena latent or recondite that offer no apparent return to humanity. This desire has[Pg 65] given men the knowledge they now possess of the sciences; sciences yet in their infancy. Study in this direction is, at present, altogether of the material plane, but in time to come, men will gain control of outlying senses which will enable them to step from the seen into the consideration of matter or force that is now subtle and evasive, which must be accomplished by means of the latent faculties that I have indicated. There will be an unconscious development of new mind-forces in the student of nature as the rudiments of these so-called sciences are elaborated. Step by step, as the ages pass, the faculties of men will, under progressive series of evolutions, imperceptibly pass into higher phases until that which is even now possible with some individuals of the purified esoteric school, but which would seem miraculous if practiced openly at this day, will prove feasible to humanity generally and be found in exact accord with natural laws. The conversational method of men, whereby communion between human beings is carried on by disturbing the air by means of vocal organs so as to produce mechanical pulsations of that medium, is crude in the extreme. Mind craves to meet mind, but can not yet thrust matter aside, and in order to communicate one with another, the impression one mind wishes to convey to another must be first made on the brain matter that accompanies it, which in turn influences the organs of speech, inducing a disturbance of the air by the motions of the vocal organs, which, by undulations that reach to another being, act on his ear, and secondarily on the earthly matter of his brain, and finally by this roundabout course, impress the second being's mind. In this transmission of motions there is great waste of energy and loss of time, but such methods are a necessity of the present slow, much-obstructed method of communication. There is, in cultivated man, an innate craving for something more facile, and often a partly developed conception, spectral and vague, appears, and the being feels that there may be for mortals a richer, brighter life, a higher earthly existence that science does not now indicate. Such intimation of a deeper play of faculties is now most vivid with men during the perfect loss of mental self as experienced in dreams, which as yet man in the quick can not grasp, and which fade as he awakens. As mental sciences are developed, investigators will find that the[Pg 66] medium known as air is unnecessary as a means of conveying mind conceptions from one person to another; that material sounds and word pulsations are cumbersome; that thought force unexpressed may be used to accomplish more than speech can do, and that physical exertions as exemplified in motion of matter such as I have described will be unnecessary for mental communication. As door after door in these directions shall open before men, mystery after mystery will be disclosed, and vanish as mysteries to reappear as simple facts. Phenomena that are impossible and unrevealed to the scientist of to-day will be familiar to the coming multitude, and at last, as by degrees, clearer knowledge is evolved, the vocal language of men will disappear, and humanity, regardless of nationality, will, in silence and even in darkness, converse eloquently together in mind language. That which is now esoteric will become exoteric. Then mind will meet mind as my mind now impinges on your own, and, in reply to your unuttered question regarding my apparently unaccountable powers of perception, I say they are perfectly natural, but while I can read your thoughts, because of the fact that you can not reciprocate in this direction, I must use my voice to impress your mind. You will know more of this, however, at a future day, for it has been ordained that you are to be educated with an object that is now concealed. At present you are interested mainly in the affairs of life as you know them, and can not enter into these purer spheres. We are approaching one of your former friends, and it may be your pleasure to ask him some questions and to bid him farewell."[Pg 67]
"Have you ever felt that there might be untapped senses within you, just waiting for a spark to open up a new world? These senses could be fully developed, yet they overlap and neutralize each other; they’re dormant, closed-off circles that you can’t access, content circuits lying dormant in your body that resist your attempts to use them. In your dreams, haven’t you experienced visions that words can’t fully capture, things your mind can’t hold onto during waking hours, fading into nothingness, leaving only a vague, shadowy memory as your mind becomes active again, or rather when the senses that take over in your sleep release your body to its waking functions? This unconscious idea of alternate realms, a space that is neither purely mental nor physical, neither here nor anywhere else, is something that belongs to all humanity, evident in the insatiable desire people have to explore latent or obscure phenomena that seem to offer no clear benefit. This longing has[Pg 65] led humans to the knowledge they have today in the sciences, which are still in their early stages. Right now, our studies are solely focused on the material world, but in the future, humans will tap into these hidden senses that will allow them to move from what is seen to consider matter or forces that are currently subtle and elusive, which will be achieved through the latent abilities I have mentioned. There will be an unconscious development of new mental abilities in those who study nature as the foundations of these so-called sciences are expanded. Step by step, as time progresses, people's abilities will, through a gradual series of developments, seamlessly transition into higher states until what is already possible for some individuals in the advanced esoteric realm—though it would seem miraculous if openly practiced today—will become accessible to humanity as a whole and will align perfectly with natural laws. The way people communicate, which involves disturbing the air using vocal cords to create sound waves, is incredibly primitive. The mind craves connection but cannot ignore physical matter, and to communicate, the message one mind wants to convey must first be processed by the brain, affecting the speech organs, creating disturbances in the air that reach another person’s ear, then influence the physical matter in their brain, finally relaying the message to their mind. This roundabout process wastes a lot of energy and time, but such methods are necessary for our current slow and obstructed way of communicating. In cultured individuals, there’s an intrinsic desire for something more efficient, and often a partially formed, vague notion arises, giving the feeling that a richer, brighter life, a higher existence that current science doesn’t recognize, could be within reach. This sense of deeper faculties is particularly strong during the complete mental loss experienced in dreams, which people can’t yet fully grasp when awake, and which fade away upon awakening. As mental sciences evolve, researchers will discover that the medium known as air is not needed to convey thoughts from one person to another; that physical sounds and word vibrations are cumbersome; that unexpressed thought energy can achieve more than spoken language, and that physical actions, like those I’ve described, won’t be necessary for mental communication. As doors in these areas open one after another, mystery after mystery will be revealed and dissolve as riddles, reemerging as simple facts. Phenomena that today’s scientists see as impossible will be familiar to future generations, and gradually, as clearer understanding develops, spoken language will fade away. Humanity, regardless of nationality, will silently yet eloquently connect through mental language, even in darkness. What is now hidden knowledge will become common knowledge. Then, minds will connect as mine connects with yours now, and in answer to your unspoken question about my seemingly inexplicable powers of perception, I say they are completely natural. However, since you cannot reciprocate in this way, I must use my voice to express my thoughts to you. You will learn more about this in the future, as it is meant that you will be educated with a purpose that is currently unknown to you. Right now, you are mainly focused on the life you know and cannot yet engage with these higher realms. We are nearing one of your former friends, and you may want to ask him some questions and say goodbye." [Pg 67]
CHAPTER IX.
I CAN NOT ESTABLISH MY IDENTITY.
In surprise I perceived coming towards us a light spring wagon, in which rode one of my old acquaintances. Pleasure at the discovery led me to raise my hat, wave it around my head, and salute him even at the considerable distance that then separated us. I was annoyed at the look of curiosity that passed over his countenance, and not until the two vehicles had stopped side by side did it occur to me that I was unrecognized. I had been so engrossed in my companion's revelations, that I had forgotten my unfortunate physical condition.
I was surprised to see a light spring wagon approaching us, and in it was one of my old acquaintances. I felt pleased to recognize him, so I raised my hat, waved it around, and greeted him even from the significant distance between us. I felt annoyed by the curious look on his face, and it didn’t hit me until the two vehicles came to a stop next to each other that he didn’t recognize me. I had been so wrapped up in my companion's stories that I completely forgot about my unfortunate appearance.
I stretched out my hand, I leaned over almost into the other vehicle, and earnestly said:
I reached out my hand, leaned in close to the other vehicle, and said earnestly:
"Do you not know me? Only a short time ago we sat and conversed side by side."
"Don't you know who I am? Just a little while ago, we were sitting together and talking."
A look of bewilderment came over his features. "I have never seen you that I can recall," he answered.
A look of confusion crossed his face. "I don't think I've ever seen you before," he replied.
My spirit sank within me. Could it be possible that I was really so changed? I begged him to try and recall my former self, giving my name. "I am that person," I added; but he, with an expression of countenance that told as plainly as words could speak that he considered me deranged, touched his horse, and drove on.
My spirit sank. Could it really be that I had changed so much? I begged him to remember who I used to be, giving him my name. "I am that person," I added; but he looked at me in a way that clearly showed he thought I was crazy, hitched his horse, and drove away.
My companion broke the awkward silence. "Do you know that I perceived between you two men an unconscious display of mind-language, especially evident on your part? You wished with all the earnestness of your soul to bring yourself as you formerly appeared, before that man, and when it proved impossible, without a word from him, his mind exhibited itself to your more earnest intellect, and you realized that he said to himself, 'This person is a poor lunatic.' He told you his thoughts in mind-language, as plainly as words could have spoken, because the intense earnestness on your part quickened your perceptive[Pg 68] faculties, but he could not see your mental state, and the pleading voice of the apparent stranger before him could not convince the unconcerned lethargic mind within him. I observed, however, in addition to what you noticed, that he is really looking for you. That is the object of his journey, and I learn that in every direction men are now spreading the news that you have been kidnapped and carried from your jail. However, we shall soon be in the village, and you will then hear more about yourself."
My companion broke the awkward silence. "Do you realize that I noticed an unspoken connection between you two men, especially on your end? You wanted, with all your heart, to show yourself as you used to be in front of that man, and when it turned out to be impossible, his thoughts revealed themselves to your insightful mind without him having to say a word. You figured that he was thinking to himself, 'This person is a poor lunatic.' He communicated his thoughts in a way that was just as clear as if he had spoken them, because your intense focus sharpened your ability to perceive, but he couldn't grasp your mental state, and the desperate voice of the apparent stranger before him couldn't reach the indifferent, sluggish mind within him. I also noticed, beyond what you saw, that he is genuinely searching for you. That's the purpose of his journey, and I've learned that everywhere, men are spreading the word that you have been kidnapped and taken from your jail. However, we’ll soon be in the village, and you’ll find out more about yourself then."
We rode in silence while I meditated on my remarkable situation. I could not resign myself without a struggle to my approaching fate, and I felt even yet a hope, although I seemed powerless in the hands of destiny. Could I not, by some method, convince my friends of my identity? I determined, forgetting the fact that my guide was even then reading my mind, that upon the next opportunity I would pursue a different course.
We traveled in silence as I reflected on my incredible situation. I couldn't just accept my impending fate without putting up a fight, and I still felt a glimmer of hope, even though I seemed helpless against destiny. Was there some way I could show my friends who I really was? I decided, not considering that my guide was already reading my thoughts, that the next chance I got, I would take a different approach.
"It will not avail," my companion replied. "You must do one of two things: you will voluntarily go with me, or you will involuntarily go to an insane asylum. Neither you nor I could by any method convince others that the obviously decrepit old man beside me was but yesterday hale, hearty, young and strong. You will find that you can not prove your identity, and as a friend, one of the great brotherhood to which you belong, a craft that deals charitably with all men and all problems, I advise you to accept the situation as soon as possible after it becomes evident to your mind that you are lost to former affiliations, and must henceforth be a stranger to the people whom you know. Take my advice, and cease to regret the past and cheerfully turn your thoughts to the future. On one side of you the lunatic asylum is open; on the other, a journey into an unknown region, beyond the confines of any known country. On the one hand, imprisonment and subjection, perhaps abuse and neglect; on the other, liberation of soul, evolution of faculty, and a grasping of superior knowledge that is denied most men—yes, withheld from all but a few persons of each generation, for only a few, unknown to the millions of this world's inhabitants, have passed over the road you are to travel. Just now you wished to meet your jailer of a few hours ago; it is a wise conclusion, and[Pg 69] if he does not recognize you, I ask in sincerity, who will be likely to do so? We will drive straight to his home; but, here he comes."
"It won’t help," my companion said. "You have two options: you can either come with me willingly, or you'll end up in a mental institution against your will. Neither of us can convince anyone that the obviously frail old man next to me was, just yesterday, healthy, young, and strong. You’ll find that you can't prove who you are, and as a friend from the great brotherhood to which you belong, a community that treats all men and all problems with kindness, I advise you to accept the situation as soon as it becomes clear to you that you no longer belong to your previous life and must now be a stranger to the people you once knew. Take my advice: stop regretting the past and focus on the future. On one side, there’s the mental institution waiting for you; on the other, a journey into an unknown land, beyond any familiar boundaries. One path leads to confinement and misery, possibly even mistreatment; the other offers freedom of the mind, growth of your abilities, and access to knowledge that most people will never have—yes, knowledge that’s available only to a few in each generation, as only a small number, unknown to the millions of this world’s inhabitants, have walked the path you are about to take. Just now, you wanted to see your jailer from a few hours ago; that’s a smart move, and if he doesn’t recognize you, I sincerely ask, who will? We’ll head straight to his home; but here he comes."
Indeed, we were now in the village, where my miserable journey began, and perhaps by chance—it seems that it could not have been otherwise—my former jailer actually approached us.
Indeed, we were now in the village where my miserable journey started, and maybe by chance—it feels like it could have been no other way—my former jailer actually approached us.
"If you please," said my companion, "I will assist you to alight from the wagon, and you may privately converse with him."
"If you’d like," my companion said, "I’ll help you get down from the wagon, and you can talk to him privately."
Our wagon stopped, my guide opened a conversation with the jailer, saying that his friend wished to speak with him, and then assisted me to alight and retired a distance. I was vexed at my infirmities, which embarrassed me most exasperatingly, but which I knew were artificial; my body appeared unwilling although my spirit was anxious; but do what I could to control my actions, I involuntarily behaved like a decrepit old man. However, my mind was made up; this attempt to prove my personality should be the last; failure now would prove the turning point, and I would go willingly with my companion upon the unknown journey if I could not convince the jailer of my identity.
Our wagon stopped, and my guide started a conversation with the jailer, saying his friend wanted to talk to him. Then he helped me get out and stepped back. I was frustrated by my weaknesses, which were really annoying but I knew they were fake; my body seemed uncooperative even though my spirit was eager. No matter how hard I tried to control my actions, I ended up acting like a frail old man. Still, I was determined; this would be my last attempt to prove who I was. If I failed now, it would be a turning point, and I would go willingly with my companion on the unknown journey if I couldn’t convince the jailer of my identity.
Straightening myself before the expectant jailer, who, with a look of inquisitiveness, regarded me as a stranger, I asked if he knew my former self, giving my name.
Straightening up before the curious jailer, who looked at me like a stranger, I asked if he recognized my former self, stating my name.
"That I do," he replied, "and if I could find him at this moment I would be relieved of a load of worry."
"Yes, I do," he replied, "and if I could find him right now, it would take a huge weight off my mind."
"Would you surely know him if you met him?" I asked.
"Would you definitely recognize him if you met him?" I asked.
"Assuredly," he replied; "and if you bring tidings of his whereabouts, as your bearing indicates, speak, that I may rid myself of suspicion and suspense."
"Of course," he replied; "and if you have news about where he is, as your demeanor suggests, please speak up so I can get rid of my doubts and anxieties."
Calling the jailer by name, I asked him if my countenance did not remind him of the man he wished to find.
Calling the jailer by name, I asked him if my face didn’t remind him of the man he was looking for.
"Not at all."
"Not at all."
"Listen, does not my voice resemble that of your escaped prisoner?"
"Hey, doesn't my voice sound like that of your escaped prisoner?"
"Not in the least."
"Not at all."

With a violent effort I drew my form as straight as possible, and stood upright before him, with every facial muscle strained to its utmost, in a vain endeavor to bring my wrinkled countenance to its former smoothness, and with the energy that[Pg 70] a drowning man might exert to grasp a passing object, I tried to control my voice, and preserve my identity by so doing, vehemently imploring him, begging him to listen to my story. "I am the man you seek; I am the prisoner who, a few days ago, stood in the prime of life before you. I have been spirited away from you by men who are leagued with occult forces, which extend forward among hidden mysteries, into forces which illuminate the present, and reach backward into the past unseen. These persons, by artful and damnable manipulations under the guidance of a power that has been evolved in the secrecy of past ages, and transmitted only to a favored few, have changed the strong man you knew into the one apparently feeble, who now confronts you. Only a short period has passed[Pg 71] since I was your unwilling captive, charged with debt, a trifling sum; and then, as your sullen prisoner, I longed for freedom. Now I plead before you, with all my soul, I beg of you to take me back to my cell. Seal your doors, and hold me again, for your dungeon will now be to me a paradise."
With an intense effort, I straightened my body as much as I could and stood tall in front of him, straining every muscle in my face to reverse my wrinkled expression, and with the kind of energy a drowning person uses to grab a floating object, I tried to steady my voice and maintain my identity by doing so, urgently pleading with him, begging him to hear my story. "I am the man you're looking for; I'm the prisoner who stood before you just a few days ago, full of life. I've been taken from you by people working with hidden forces that reach into the mysteries of today and extend back into the past, unseen. These people, through cunning and terrible manipulations guided by a power that has been kept secret for ages and passed only to a select few, have transformed the strong man you once knew into the seemingly weak person standing before you now. Only a little while ago, I was your unwilling captive, burdened with a small debt; as your gloomy prisoner, I longed for freedom. Now I stand before you, with all my heart, begging you to return me to my cell. Lock your doors and hold me again, for your dungeon will now feel like paradise to me."
I felt that I was becoming frantic, for with each word I realized that the jailer became more and more impatient and annoyed. I perceived that he believed me to be a lunatic. Pleadings and entreaties were of no avail, and my eagerness rapidly changed into despair until at last I cried: "If you will not believe my words, I will throw myself on the mercy of my young companion. I ask you to consider his testimony, and if he says that I am not what I assert myself to be, I will leave my home and country, and go with him quietly into the unknown future."
I felt like I was losing it because with every word, I could see the jailer getting more and more impatient and annoyed. I realized he thought I was crazy. Pleading and begging didn't help, and my urgency quickly turned into despair until finally, I shouted: "If you won’t believe what I say, I will rely on the mercy of my young companion. Please consider his testimony, and if he says I'm not who I claim to be, I will leave my home and country and go with him quietly into the unknown future."
He turned to depart, but I threw myself before him, and beckoned the young man who, up to this time, had stood aloof in respectful silence. He came forward, and addressing the jailer, called him by name, and corroborated my story. Yes, strange as it sounded to me, he reiterated the substance of my narrative as I had repeated it. "Now, you will believe it," I cried in ecstacy; "now you need no longer question the facts that I have related."
He turned to leave, but I jumped in front of him and signaled to the young man who had been standing off to the side quietly. He came forward, addressed the jailer by name, and backed up my story. Yes, as strange as it seemed to me, he confirmed the details of my account just as I had told it. "Now you have to believe it," I shouted in excitement; "now you no longer have to doubt the facts I've shared."
Instead, however, of accepting the story of the witness, the jailer upbraided him.
Instead, however, of accepting the witness's account, the jailer scolded him.
"This is a preconcerted arrangement to get me into ridicule or further trouble. You two have made up an incredible story that on its face is fit only to be told to men as crazy or designing as yourselves. This young man did not even overhear your conversation with me, and yet he repeats his lesson without a question from me as to what I wish to learn of him."
"This is a planned setup to make me look foolish or get me into more trouble. You two have come up with a ridiculous story that's only suitable for people as nuts or scheming as you are. This young man didn't even hear your conversation with me, and yet he goes on repeating his lesson without me asking anything about what I want to learn from him."
"He can see our minds," I cried in despair.
"He can see our thoughts," I said in despair.
"Crazier than I should have believed from your countenance," the jailer replied. "Of all the improbable stories imaginable, you have attempted to inveigle me into accepting that which is most unreasonable. If you are leagued together intent on some swindling scheme, I give you warning now that I am in no mood for trifling. Go your way, and trouble me no more with this foolish scheming, which villainy or lunacy of some description must underlie." He turned in anger and left us.[Pg 72]
"Crazier than I would have believed from your face," the jailer replied. "Of all the unbelievable stories out there, you’ve tried to trick me into accepting the most ridiculous one. If you’re working together on some scam, let me warn you now that I’m not in the mood for games. Just leave and don’t bother me again with this silly scheme, which must be based on some kind of villainy or madness." He turned in anger and walked away.[Pg 72]
"It is as I predicted," said my companion; "you are lost to man. Those who know you best will turn from you soonest. I might become as wild as you are, in your interest, and only serve to make your story appear more extravagant. In human affairs men judge and act according to the limited knowledge at command of the multitude. Witnesses who tell the truth are often, in our courts of law, stunned, as you have been, by the decisions of a narrow-minded jury. Men sit on juries with little conception of the facts of the case that is brought before them; the men who manipulate them are mere tools in unseen hands that throw their several minds in antagonisms unexplainable to man. The judge is unconsciously often a tool of his own errors or those of others. One learned judge unties what another has fastened, each basing his views on the same testimony, each rendering his decision in accordance with law derived from the same authority. Your case is that condition of mind that men call lunacy. You can see much that is hidden from others because you have become acquainted with facts that their narrow education forbids them to accept, but, because the majority is against you, they consider you mentally unbalanced. The philosophy of men does not yet comprehend the conditions that have operated on your person, and as you stand alone, although in the right, all men will oppose you, and you must submit to the views of a misguided majority. In the eyes of a present generation you are crazy. A jury of your former peers could not do else than so adjudge you, for you are not on the same mental plane, and I ask, will you again attempt to accomplish that which is as impossible as it would be for you to drink the waters of Seneca Lake at one draught? Go to those men and propose to drain that lake at one gulp, and you will be listened to as seriously as when you beg your former comrades to believe that you are another person than what you seem. Only lengthened life is credited with the production of physical changes that under favorable conditions, are possible of accomplishment in a brief period, and such testimony as you could bring, in the present state of human knowledge, would only add to the proof of your lunacy."
"It is just as I predicted," said my companion. "You are lost to humanity. Those who know you best will distance themselves from you the quickest. I could lose my mind in your pursuit, but I would only make your story sound more outrageous. In human matters, people judge and act based on the limited knowledge available to the masses. Witnesses who tell the truth are often, as you have experienced, shocked by the decisions of a narrow-minded jury. Jurors have little understanding of the facts of the case presented to them; those who influence them are simply tools in unseen hands that stir up conflicts in ways that are unexplainable to humans. The judge is often unwittingly a pawn of his own mistakes or those of others. One knowledgeable judge unravels what another has tied up, each basing his opinions on the same evidence, each making his decision according to laws derived from the same source. Your situation reflects a state of mind that people label insanity. You can see much that others cannot, as you have encountered facts that their limited education prevents them from accepting, but because the majority is against you, they view you as mentally unstable. The thinking of society has not yet grasped the circumstances that have affected you, and as you stand alone, even though you are right, everyone will oppose you, and you must yield to the opinions of a misled majority. In the eyes of today’s generation, you are seen as crazy. A jury of your former peers couldn’t judge you any differently, since you are not on the same wavelength mentally. I ask, will you try again to achieve something as impossible as drinking the waters of Seneca Lake in one gulp? Go to those men and suggest draining that lake in one sip, and you’ll be taken just as seriously as when you ask your former friends to believe that you are someone other than who you appear to be. Only extended life is acknowledged for creating physical changes that, under good conditions, can be accomplished in a short time, and any evidence you could provide, in the current state of human understanding, would only serve to reinforce the proof of your insanity."
"I see, I see," I said; "and I submit. Lead on, I am ready. Whatever my destined career may be, wherever it may be, it can only lead to the grave."[Pg 73]
"I understand, I understand," I said; "and I accept. Go ahead, I'm ready. No matter what my path in life may be, wherever it leads, it can only end in death."[Pg 73]
"Do not be so sure of that," was the reply.
"Don't be so sure about that," was the reply.
I shuddered instinctively, for this answer seemed to imply that the stillness of the grave would be preferable to my destiny.
I instinctively shuddered, because this answer suggested that the stillness of the grave would be better than my fate.
We got into the wagon again, and a deep silence followed as we rode along, gazing abstractedly on the quiet fields and lonely farm-houses. Finally we reached a little village. Here my companion dismissed the farmer, our driver, paying him liberally, and secured lodgings in a private family (I believe we were expected), and after a hearty supper we retired. From the time we left the jailer I never again attempted to reveal my identity. I had lost my interest in the past, and found myself craving to know what the future had in store for me.[Pg 74]
We got back into the wagon, and a deep silence followed as we rode along, gazing absentmindedly at the quiet fields and lonely farmhouses. Eventually, we reached a small village. Here, my companion let the farmer, who was driving us, go, paying him generously, and secured a place to stay with a local family (I think we were expected). After a hearty dinner, we went to bed. Since we left the jailer, I never tried to reveal who I was again. I had lost interest in my past and found myself eager to discover what the future held for me.[Pg 74]
CHAPTER X.
MY JOURNEY TOWARDS THE END OF EARTH BEGINS.—THE
ADEPTS' BROTHERHOOD.
My companion did not attempt to watch over my motions or in any way to interfere with my freedom.
My companion didn't try to keep an eye on what I was doing or interfere with my freedom in any way.
"I will for a time necessarily be absent," he said, "arranging for our journey, and while I am getting ready you must employ yourself as best you can. I ask you, however, now to swear that, as you have promised, you will not seek your wife and children."
"I'll be away for a while," he said, "getting things ready for our trip, and while I'm preparing, you should keep yourself busy in whatever way you can. But I ask you now to promise that, as you agreed, you won’t go looking for your wife and kids."
To this I agreed.
I agreed to this.
"Hold up your hand," he said, and I repeated after him: "All this I most solemnly and sincerely promise and swear, with a firm and steadfast resolution to keep and perform my oath, without the least equivocation, mental reservation or self-evasion whatever."
"Raise your hand," he said, and I echoed him: "I promise and swear all of this with complete sincerity and determination to uphold my oath, without any doubt, hidden reservations, or avoidance whatsoever."
"That will answer; see that you keep your oath this time," he said, and he departed. Several days were consumed before he returned, and during that time I was an inquisitive and silent listener to the various conjectures others were making regarding my abduction which event was becoming of general interest. Some of the theories advanced were quite near the truth, others wild and erratic. How preposterous it seemed to me that the actor himself could be in the very seat of the disturbance, willing, anxious to testify, ready to prove the truth concerning his position, and yet unable even to obtain a respectful hearing from those most interested in his recovery. Men gathered together discussing the "outrage"; women, children, even, talked of little else, and it was evident that the entire country was aroused. New political issues took their rise from the event, but the man who was the prime cause of the excitement was for a period a willing and unwilling listener, as he had been a willing and unwilling actor in the tragedy.[Pg 75]
"That will do; make sure you keep your promise this time," he said, before leaving. Several days went by before he came back, and during that time, I quietly listened to the various theories others were making about my kidnapping, which was becoming a topic of general interest. Some of the ideas were quite close to the truth, while others were completely off the mark. It seemed ridiculous to me that the actor himself could be at the center of the turmoil, eager and ready to share the truth about his situation, yet he couldn't even get a respectful audience from those most concerned about his return. Men gathered to discuss the "outrage;" women and children talked about little else, and it was clear that the whole country was stirred up. New political issues emerged from the situation, but the man who was the main cause of the stir was both a willing and unwilling listener, just as he had been a willing and unwilling participant in the drama.[Pg 75]
One morning my companion drove up in a light carriage, drawn by a span of fine, spirited, black horses.
One morning, my friend pulled up in a light carriage, pulled by a pair of beautiful, energetic black horses.
"We are ready now," he said, and my unprecedented journey began.
"We're ready now," he said, and my incredible journey began.
Wherever we stopped, I heard my name mentioned. Men combined against men, brother was declaiming against brother, neighbor was against neighbor, everywhere suspicion was in the air.
Wherever we paused, I heard my name being called. Men were turning against men, brothers were arguing with brothers, neighbors were at odds with neighbors, and everywhere there was a feeling of distrust in the air.
"The passage of time alone can quiet these people," said I.
"The passage of time alone can calm these people," I said.
"The usual conception of the term Time—an indescribable something flowing at a constant rate—is erroneous," replied my comrade. "Time is humanity's best friend, and should be pictured as a ministering angel, instead of a skeleton with hour-glass and scythe. Time does not fly, but is permanent and quiescent, while restless, force-impelled matter rushes onward. Force and matter fly; Time reposes. At our birth we are wound up like a machine, to move for a certain number of years, grating against Time. We grind against that complacent spirit, and wear not Time but ourselves away. We hold within ourselves a certain amount of energy, which, an evanescent form of matter, is the opponent of Time. Time has no existence with inanimate objects. It is a conception of the human intellect. Time is rest, perfect rest, tranquillity such as man never realizes unless he becomes a part of the sweet silences toward which human life and human mind are drifting. So much for Time. Now for Life. Disturbed energy in one of its forms, we call Life; and this Life is the great enemy of peace, the opponent of steadfast perfection. Pure energy, the soul of the universe, permeates all things with which man is now acquainted, but when at rest is imperceptible to man, while disturbed energy, according to its condition, is apparent either as matter or as force. A substance or material body is a manifestation resulting from a disturbance of energy. The agitating cause removed, the manifestations disappear, and thus a universe may be extinguished, without unbalancing the cosmos that remains. The worlds known to man are conditions of abnormal energy moving on separate planes through what men call space. They attract to themselves bodies of similar description, and thus influence one another—they have each a separate existence, and are swayed to and fro under the influence[Pg 76] of the various disturbances in energy common to their rank or order, which we call forms of forces. Unsettled energy also assumes numerous other expressions that are unknown to man, but which in all perceptible forms is characterized by motion. Pure energy can not be appreciated by the minds of mortals. There are invisible worlds besides those perceived by us in our planetary system, unreachable centers of ethereal structure about us that stand in a higher plane of development than earthly matter which is a gross form of disturbed energy. There are also lower planes. Man's acquaintance with the forms of energy is the result of his power of perceiving the forms of matter of which he is a part. Heat, light, gravitation, electricity and magnetism are ever present in all perceivable substances, and, although purer than earth, they are still manifestations of absolute energy, and for this reason are sensible to men, but more evanescent than material bodies. Perhaps you can conceive that if these disturbances could be removed, matter or force would be resolved back into pure energy, and would vanish. Such a dissociation is an ethereal existence, and as pure energy the life spirit of all material things is neither cold nor hot, heavy nor light, solid, liquid nor gaseous—men can not, as mortals now exist, see, feel, smell, taste, or even conceive of it. It moves through space as we do through it, a world of itself as transparent to matter as matter is to it, insensible but ever present, a reality to higher existences that rest in other planes, but not to us an essence subject to scientific test, nor an entity. Of these problems and their connection with others in the unseen depths beyond, you are not yet in a position properly to judge, but before many years a new sense will be given you or a development of latent senses by the removal of those more gross, and a partial insight into an unsuspected unseen, into a realm to you at present unknown.
"The common understanding of Time—as an unexplainable something that flows consistently—is incorrect," my friend said. "Time is humanity's greatest ally and should be seen as a nurturing angel rather than a grim figure with an hourglass and a scythe. Time doesn’t fly; it is constant and still, while restless, force-driven matter rushes forward. Force and matter move quickly; Time remains at rest. When we are born, we are like a clock wound up to operate for a certain number of years, struggling against Time. We chafe against that tranquil essence, and we don't wear Time down, but rather ourselves. We each hold a certain amount of energy, which, in its fleeting form, opposes Time. Time doesn’t exist in non-living things. It’s a concept of the human mind. Time is rest, perfect rest, the serenity that humans rarely experience unless they become part of the peaceful silences toward which our lives and thoughts are drifting. That's enough about Time. Now let’s talk about Life. Disrupted energy in one of its forms is what we call Life; and this Life is the main enemy of peace, the adversary of unwavering perfection. Pure energy, the essence of the universe, infuses everything we know, but when at rest, it isn't noticeable to us, while disrupted energy can appear as either matter or force depending on its state. A physical object is a result of disturbed energy. When the cause of that disturbance is removed, the manifestations vanish, and an entire universe can be extinguished without upsetting the balance of the cosmos that remains. The worlds known to humanity are states of abnormal energy existing on separate levels within what we refer to as space. They attract similar bodies to themselves, influencing each other—they each exist separately and are swayed back and forth by the various disturbances in energy common to their type or order, which we refer to as forms of forces. Disrupted energy also takes on countless other forms that are unknown to us, but in all perceivable forms, it is marked by motion. Pure energy cannot be comprehended by mortal minds. There are invisible worlds beyond what we see in our solar system, unreachable centers of ethereal structure around us that exist on a higher developmental level than earthly matter, which is a dense form of disturbed energy. There are also lower levels. Humans' understanding of energy forms results from their ability to perceive the material forms they are part of. Heat, light, gravity, electricity, and magnetism are always present in all observable substances, and while they are purer than earth, they are still manifestations of pure energy, which is why they are detectable to us, but more fleeting than physical bodies. You might grasp that if these disturbances could be eliminated, matter or force would revert to pure energy and disappear. Such a dissociation is an ethereal existence, and as pure energy, the life spirit of all material things is neither cold nor hot, heavy nor light, solid, liquid, nor gaseous—humans, as they currently exist, can't see, feel, smell, taste, or even imagine it. It moves through space just as we do, a world of its own that’s as transparent to matter as matter is to it, imperceptible but always present, a reality to higher beings residing on other planes, but not to us as an essence that can be scientifically tested or categorized. On these issues and how they connect with others in the hidden depths beyond, you aren’t yet in a position to properly assess, but in a few years, a new sense will be granted to you or a development of dormant senses will occur as the more basic ones are shed, offering a glimpse into an unseen realm currently unknown to you."
"It has been ordained that a select few must from time to time pass over the threshold that divides a mortal's present life from the future, and your lot has been cast among the favored ones. It is or should be deemed a privilege to be permitted to pass farther than human philosophy has yet gone, into an investigation of the problems of life; this I say to encourage you. We have in our order a handful of persons who have received the[Pg 77] accumulated fruits of the close attention others have given to these subjects which have been handed to them by the generations of men who have preceded. You are destined to become as they are. This study of semi-occult forces has enabled those selected for the work to master some of the concealed truths of being, and by the partial development of a new sense or new senses, partly to triumph over death. These facts are hidden from ordinary man, and from the earth-bound workers of our brotherhood, who can not even interpret the words they learn. The methods by which they are elucidated have been locked from man because the world is not prepared to receive them, selfishness being the ruling passion of debased mankind, and publicity, until the chain of evidence is more complete, would embarrass their further evolutions, for man as yet lives on the selfish plane."
"It has been decided that a select few must, from time to time, cross the boundary that separates a person's current life from the future, and you are one of the chosen ones. It is or should be considered a privilege to be allowed to go further than human understanding has yet reached, exploring the complexities of life; I say this to inspire you. Within our circle, there are a few individuals who have benefited from the accumulated knowledge of others who have intensely studied these topics, passed down through generations. You are meant to become like them. This exploration of semi-hidden forces has allowed those chosen for this work to grasp some of the hidden truths of existence, and through the partial development of a new sense or senses, to partly overcome death. These truths are concealed from ordinary people and from the earth-bound members of our group, who cannot even understand the words they hear. The methods used to explain these truths have been kept from humanity because the world isn't ready for them; selfishness reigns supreme among degraded humanity, and making them public, until the evidence is more complete, would hinder their further development, since people still operate on a self-centered level."
"Do you mean that, among men, there are a few persons possessed of powers such as you have mentioned?"
"Are you saying that, among men, there are a few people with the abilities you've mentioned?"
"Yes; they move here and there through all orders of society, and their attainments are unknown, except to one another, or, at most, to but few persons. These adepts are scientific men, and may not even be recognized as members of our organization; indeed it is often necessary, for obvious reasons, that they should not be known as such. These studies must constantly be prosecuted in various directions, and some monitors must teach others to perform certain duties that are necessary to the grand evolution. Hence, when a man has become one of our brotherhood, from the promptings that made you one of us, and has been as ready and determined to instruct outsiders in our work as you have been, it is proper that he should in turn be compelled to serve our people, and eventually, mankind."
"Yes, they move around in all levels of society, and their achievements are known only to each other, or at most, to just a few people. These experts are scientists who might not even be recognized as part of our organization; in fact, it’s often necessary, for obvious reasons, that they keep their identities hidden. These studies need to be continuously pursued in different areas, and some members must teach others to carry out specific tasks that are essential to the grand evolution. So, when someone becomes part of our brotherhood, influenced by the same motivations that led you to join us, and has been as eager and committed to teaching outsiders about our work as you have been, it’s only right that he should also be required to serve our community and ultimately, humanity."
"Am I to infer from this," I exclaimed, a sudden light breaking upon me, "that the alchemistic manuscript that led me to the fraternity to which you are related may have been artfully designed to serve the interest of that organization?" To this question I received no reply. After an interval, I again sought information concerning the order, and with more success.
"Should I take from this," I said, suddenly realizing, "that the alchemical manuscript that brought me to the group you’re a part of might have been cleverly made to benefit that organization?" I got no answer to this question. After a moment, I asked again about the order, and this time I had better luck.
"I understand that you propose that I shall go on a journey of investigation for the good of our order and also of humanity."
"I get that you're suggesting I embark on a journey of exploration for the benefit of our organization and humanity as a whole."
"True; it is necessary that our discoveries be kept alive, and it is essential that the men who do this work accept the trust of[Pg 78] their own accord. He who will not consent to add to the common stock of knowledge and understanding, must be deemed a drone in the hive of nature—but few persons, however, are called upon to serve as you must serve. Men are scattered over the world with this object in view, and are unknown to their families or even to other members of the order; they hold in solemn trust our sacred revelations, and impart them to others as is ordained, and thus nothing perishes; eventually humanity will profit.
"True; it's important that our discoveries are kept alive, and it's essential that those who do this work accept the responsibility freely. Anyone who refuses to contribute to the shared knowledge and understanding must be considered unproductive in the grand scheme of things—but few people, however, are called to serve as you must. There are individuals spread throughout the world with this purpose in mind, unknown to their families or even to other members of their group; they hold our sacred revelations in a serious trust and share them with others as required, ensuring that nothing is lost; ultimately, humanity will benefit."
"Others, as you soon will be doing, are now exploring assigned sections of this illimitable field, accumulating further knowledge, and they will report results to those whose duty it is to retain and formulate the collected sum of facts and principles. So it is that, unknown to the great body of our brotherhood, a chosen number, under our esoteric teachings, are gradually passing the dividing line that separates life from death, matter from spirit, for we have members who have mastered these problems. We ask, however, no aid of evil forces or of necromancy or black art, and your study of alchemy was of no avail, although to save the vital truths alchemy is a part of our work. We proceed in exact accordance with natural laws, which will yet be known to all men. Sorrow, suffering, pain of all descriptions, are enemies to the members of our order, as they are to mankind broadly, and we hope in the future so to control the now hidden secrets of Nature as to be able to govern the antagonistic disturbances in energy with which man now is everywhere thwarted, to subdue the physical enemies of the race, to affiliate religious and scientific thought, cultivating brotherly love, the foundation and capstone, the cement and union of this ancient fraternity."
"Others, like you soon will be doing, are currently exploring specific parts of this vast field, gaining more knowledge, and they will share their findings with those responsible for gathering and organizing the accumulated facts and principles. Thus, unknown to most of our group, a select few, under our specialized teachings, are gradually crossing the line that separates life from death, and matter from spirit, because we have members who have solved these challenges. We do not seek help from dark forces, necromancy, or black magic, and your study of alchemy was not effective, even though alchemy is a part of our work to preserve vital truths. We follow natural laws, which will eventually be understood by everyone. Sorrow, suffering, and pain in all forms are adversaries to our members, just as they are to humanity as a whole, and we hope that in the future, we will be able to control the currently hidden secrets of Nature to manage the disruptive energies that hinder mankind everywhere, to overcome the physical threats to humanity, and to connect religious and scientific thought, fostering brotherly love, which is the foundation and pinnacle, the glue and unity of this ancient brotherhood."
"And am I really to take an important part in this scheme? Have I been set apart to explore a section of the unknown for a bit of hidden knowledge, and to return again?"
"And am I really going to play a significant role in this plan? Have I been chosen to venture into a part of the unknown for a piece of hidden knowledge, and then come back?"
"This I will say," he answered, evading a direct reply, "you have been selected for a part that one in a thousand has been required to undertake. You are to pass into a field that will carry you beyond the present limits of human observation. This much I have been instructed to impart to you in order to nerve you for your duty. I seem to be a young man; really I am aged. You seem to be infirm and old, but you are young.[Pg 79] Many years ago, cycles ago as men record time, I was promoted to do a certain work because of my zealous nature; like you, I also had to do penance for an error. I disappeared, as you are destined to do, from the sight of men. I regained my youth; yours has been lost forever, but you will regain more than your former strength. We shall both exist after this generation of men has passed away, and shall mingle with generations yet to be born, for we shall learn how to restore our youthful vigor, and will supply it time and again to earthly matter. Rest assured also that the object of our labors is of the most laudable nature, and we must be upheld under all difficulties by the fact that multitudes of men who are yet to come will be benefited thereby."[Pg 80]
"I'll say this," he replied, avoiding a direct answer, "you've been chosen for a role that only one in a thousand gets to take on. You're about to enter a field that will push you beyond the current limits of human understanding. This much I've been told to share with you to prepare you for your mission. I may look young, but I'm actually quite old. You appear frail and aged, yet you’re still young.[Pg 79] Many years ago, cycles ago as people measure time, I was chosen to do a specific task because of my passionate nature; like you, I too had to atone for a mistake. I vanished, just as you will be destined to, from the sight of people. I regained my youth; yours has been lost for good, but you will gain back more than just your previous strength. We will both continue to exist after this generation of humans has gone, and we will interact with future generations yet to be born, as we will learn how to restore our youthful energy and give it repeatedly to the physical world. You can also be assured that the goal of our work is highly commendable, and we must draw strength from the knowledge that countless future people will benefit from it."[Pg 80]
CHAPTER XI.
MY JOURNEY CONTINUES.—INSTINCT.
It is unnecessary for me to give the details of the first part of my long journey. My companion was guided by a perceptive faculty that, like the compass, enabled him to keep in the proper course. He did not question those whom we met, and made no endeavor to maintain a given direction; and yet he was traveling in a part of the country that was new to himself. I marveled at the accuracy of his intuitive perception, for he seemed never to be at fault. When the road forked, he turned to the right or the left in a perfectly careless manner, but the continuity of his course was never interrupted. I began mentally to question whether he could be guiding us aright, forgetting that he was reading my thoughts, and he answered: "There is nothing strange in this self-directive faculty. Is not man capable of following where animals lead? One of the objects of my special study has been to ascertain the nature of the instinct-power of animals, the sagacity of brutes. The carrier pigeon will fly to its cote across hundreds of miles of strange country. The young pig will often return to its pen by a route unknown to it; the sluggish tortoise will find its home without a guide, without seeing a familiar object; cats, horses and other animals possess this power, which is not an unexplainable instinct, but a natural sense better developed in some of the lower creatures than it is in man. The power lies dormant in man, but exists, nevertheless. If we develop one faculty we lose acuteness in some other power. Men have lost in mental development in this particular direction while seeking to gain in others. If there were no record of the fact that light brings objects to the recognition of the mind through the agency of the eye, the sense of sight in an animal would be considered by men devoid of it as adaptability to extraordinary circumstances, or instinct. So it is that animals often see clearly where to the sense of man there is only darkness;[Pg 81] such sight is not irresponsive action without consciousness of a purpose. Man is not very magnanimous. Instead of giving credit to the lower animals for superior perception in many directions, he denies to them the conscious possession of powers imperfectly developed in mankind. We egotistically aim to raise ourselves, and do so in our own estimation by clothing the actions of the lower animals in a garment of irresponsibility. Because we can not understand the inwardness of their power, we assert that they act by the influence of instinct. The term instinct, as I would define it, is an expression applied by men to a series of senses which man possesses, but has not developed. The word is used by man to characterize the mental superiority of other animals in certain directions where his own senses are defective. Instead of crediting animals with these, to them, invaluable faculties, man conceitedly says they are involuntary actions. Ignorant of their mental status, man is too arrogant to admit that lower animals are superior to him in any way. But we are not consistent. Is it not true that in the direction in which you question my power, some men by cultivation often become expert beyond their fellows? and such men have also given very little systematic study to subjects connected with these undeniable mental qualities. The hunter will hold his course in utter darkness, passing inequalities in the ground, and avoiding obstructions he can not see. The fact of his superiority in this way, over others, is not questioned, although he can not explain his methods nor understand how he operates. His quickened sense is often as much entitled to be called instinct as is the divining power of the carrier pigeon. If scholars would cease to devote their entire energies to the development of the material, artistic, or scientific part of modern civilization, and turn their attention to other forms of mental culture, many beauties and powers of Nature now unknown would be revealed. However, this can not be, for under existing conditions, the strife for food and warmth is the most important struggle that engages mankind, and controls our actions. In a time that is surely to come, however, when the knowledge of all men is united into a comprehensive whole, the book of life, illuminated thereby, will contain many beautiful pages that may be easily read, but which are now not suspected to exist. The power of the magnet is not uniform—engineers[Pg 82] know that the needle of the compass inexplicably deviates from time to time as a line is run over the earth's surface, but they also know that aberrations of the needle finally correct themselves. The temporary variations of a few degrees that occur in the running of a compass line are usually overcome after a time, and without a change of course, the disturbed needle swerves back, and again points to the calculated direction, as is shown by the vernier. Should I err in my course, it would be by a trifle only, and we could not go far astray before I would unconsciously discover the true path. I carry my magnet in my mind."
I don't need to go into the details of the first part of my long journey. My companion was guided by a keen instinct that, like a compass, helped him stay on the right track. He didn’t ask anyone we met for directions, nor did he try to maintain a fixed course, even though he was in an unfamiliar part of the country. I was amazed at how accurately he seemed to navigate, as he never appeared to make a wrong turn. When the road split, he casually chose either the right or left path, but he never lost his way. I started to wonder if he was truly leading us correctly, forgetting that he could read my thoughts, and he replied: "There’s nothing unusual about this self-guiding ability. Can’t humans follow the leads of animals? One of my special focuses has been to understand the instinctual abilities of animals, their cleverness. Carrier pigeons can fly home over hundreds of miles through unknown terrain. Young pigs often find their way back to their pens through routes they don’t recognize; even sluggish tortoises can navigate home without a guide or a familiar landmark. Cats, horses, and other animals have this ability, which isn’t some mysterious instinct, but a natural sense that some lower creatures possess more acutely than humans do. This ability lies dormant in us, yet it’s still there. When we enhance one ability, we often lose sharpness in another. People have furthered their mental development in some areas while neglecting this instinctual direction. Without evidence that light allows objects to be recognized by the mind through the eyes, an animal’s vision would be interpreted by those lacking it as an adaptation to unusual conditions, or instinct. Animals can often see clearly when humans only perceive darkness; that sight isn’t just impulsive action without a conscious aim. Humans aren’t very generous. Rather than acknowledge that lower animals have superior perception in many ways, we deny them the conscious possession of abilities that are underdeveloped in us. We selfishly try to elevate ourselves and feel we succeed by wrapping the actions of lower animals in a cloak of irresponsibility. Because we can’t grasp the essence of their abilities, we claim they act solely on instinct. I would define instinct as a term men use to describe a range of senses that humans possess but haven’t cultivated. This term is used to highlight the mental edge that other animals have in areas where humans fall short. Instead of recognizing these invaluable qualities in animals, humans arrogantly label their actions as involuntary. Ignorant of their mental capabilities, humans are too proud to accept that lower animals can be superior in any way. Yet we’re inconsistent. Isn’t it true that, in the area where you doubt my ability, some men become highly skilled beyond their peers through practice? And these men often haven’t systematically studied the undeniable mental abilities tied to this skill. The hunter can maintain his course in complete darkness, navigating uneven terrain and avoiding unseen obstacles. No one questions his superiority in this sense even though he can’t explain his methods or fully grasp how he operates. His heightened perception is often as deserving of being called instinct as the navigational ability of a carrier pigeon. If scholars would stop pouring all their energy into the material, artistic, or scientific aspects of modern life and instead focus on other forms of mental development, many wonders and powers of Nature that we currently don’t recognize would come to light. However, that can’t happen now, because the fight for basic needs like food and shelter dominates human efforts and shapes our actions. But in a coming time, when all human knowledge is combined into a comprehensive whole, the book of life will be illuminated and full of beautiful pages that will be easy to read, though we don’t realize they exist now. The power of magnets isn’t consistent—engineers understand that a compass needle inexplicably deviates at times as a line is drawn across the surface of the Earth, but they also know that those deviations eventually correct themselves. The temporary shifts of a few degrees in compass readings are usually resolved over time, and without changing direction, the disturbed needle returns to point toward the intended direction, as demonstrated by the vernier. If I were to err in my path, it would be only slightly, and we couldn’t stray too far before I would instinctively find the true way. I carry my compass in my mind."
Many such dissertations or explanations concerning related questions were subsequently made in what I then considered a very impressive, though always unsatisfactory, manner. I recall those episodes now, after other more remarkable experiences which are yet to be related, and record them briefly with little wonderment, because I have gone through adventures which demonstrate that there is nothing improbable in the statements, and I will not consume time with further details of this part of my journey.
Many dissertations or explanations about related questions were later presented in a way that I found quite impressive, though it was always unsatisfactory. I remember those moments now, after having had other, more remarkable experiences that I will discuss later, and I’ll mention them briefly with little surprise because I've had adventures that prove there's nothing unlikely in those statements, and I won’t spend more time on this part of my journey.
We leisurely traversed State after State, crossed rivers, mountains and seemingly interminable forests. The ultimate object of our travels, a location in Kentucky, I afterward learned, led my companion to guide me by a roundabout course to Wheeling, Virginia, by the usual mountain roads of that day, instead of going, as he might perhaps have much more easily done, via Buffalo and the Lake Shore to Northern Ohio, and then southerly across the country. He said in explanation, that the time lost at the beginning of our journey by this route, was more than recompensed by the ease of the subsequent Ohio River trip. Upon reaching Wheeling, he disposed of the team, and we embarked on a keel boat, and journeyed down the Ohio to Cincinnati. The river was falling when we started, and became very low before Cincinnati was reached, too low for steamers, and our trip in that flat-bottomed boat, on the sluggish current of the tortuous stream, proved tedious and slow. Arriving at Cincinnati, my guide decided to wait for a rise in the river, designing then to complete our journey on a steamboat. I spent several days in Cincinnati quite pleasantly, expecting to[Pg 83] continue our course on the steamer "Tecumseh," then in port, and ready for departure. At the last moment my guide changed his mind, and instead of embarking on that boat, we took passage on the steamer "George Washington," leaving Shipping-Port Wednesday, December 13, 1826.
We casually traveled through one state after another, crossing rivers, mountains, and what felt like endless forests. I later learned that our intended destination in Kentucky caused my companion to lead me on a longer route to Wheeling, Virginia, using the typical mountain roads of that time, instead of taking a much easier path through Buffalo and the Lake Shore to Northern Ohio, then heading south. He explained that the time we spent on this detour was more than made up for by the ease of the later trip down the Ohio River. Once we reached Wheeling, he sold the team, and we boarded a keel boat to travel down the Ohio River to Cincinnati. The river level was dropping when we set off and got too low for steamers by the time we got to Cincinnati, making our journey in that flat-bottomed boat on the sluggish, winding river quite slow and tedious. Once we arrived in Cincinnati, my guide decided to wait for the river to rise, planning to finish our trip on a steamboat. I spent a few pleasant days in Cincinnati, looking forward to continuing our trip on the steamer "Tecumseh," which was docked and ready to go. At the last minute, my guide changed his mind, and instead of boarding that boat, we took a spot on the steamer "George Washington," leaving Shipping-Port on Wednesday, December 13, 1826.
During that entire journey, from the commencement to our final destination, my guide paid all the bills, and did not want either for money or attention from the people with whom we came in contact. He seemed everywhere a stranger, and yet was possessed of a talisman that opened every door to which he applied, and which gave us unlimited accommodations wherever he asked them. When the boat landed at Smithland, Kentucky, a village on the bank of the Ohio, just above Paducah, we disembarked, and my guide then for the first time seemed mentally disturbed.
During the whole trip, from the start to our final destination, my guide took care of all the expenses and didn’t ask for money or attention from anyone we met. He appeared to be a stranger everywhere we went, yet he had a charm that unlocked every door he approached and provided us with endless hospitality wherever he requested it. When the boat arrived at Smithland, Kentucky, a small town on the Ohio River, just north of Paducah, we got off, and for the first time, my guide seemed to be mentally unsettled.
"Our journey together is nearly over," he said; "in a few days my responsibility for you will cease. Nerve yourself for the future, and bear its trials and its pleasures manfully. I may never see you again, but as you are even now conspicuous in our history, and will be closely connected with the development of the plan in which I am also interested, although I am destined to take a different part, I shall probably hear of you again."[Pg 84]
"Our time together is almost up," he said. "In a few days, my responsibility for you will end. Prepare yourself for what’s ahead, and face its challenges and joys bravely. I may never see you again, but since you’re already a significant part of our story and will be closely tied to the advancement of the plan I’m also invested in, even though I’ll be taking a different role, I’ll likely hear about you again."[Pg 84]
CHAPTER XII.
A CAVERN DISCOVERED.—BISWELL'S HILL.
We stopped that night at a tavern in Smithland. Leaving this place after dinner the next day, on foot, we struck through the country, into the bottom lands of the Cumberland River. traveling leisurely, lingering for hours in the course of a circuitous tramp of only a few miles. Although it was the month of December, the climate was mild and balmy. In my former home, a similar time of year would have been marked with snow, sleet, and ice, and I could not but draw a contrast between the two localities. How different also the scenery from that of my native State. Great timber trees, oak, poplar, hickory, were in majestic possession of large tracts of territory, in the solitude of which man, so far as evidences of his presence were concerned, had never before trodden. From time to time we passed little clearings that probably were to be enlarged to thrifty plantations in the future, and finally we crossed the Cumberland River. That night we rested with Mr. Joseph Watts, a wealthy and cultured land owner, who resided on the river's bank. After leaving his home the next morning, we journeyed slowly, very slowly, my guide seemingly passing with reluctance into the country. He had become a very pleasant companion, and his conversation was very entertaining. We struck the sharp point of a ridge the morning we left Mr. Watts' hospitable house. It was four or five miles distant, but on the opposite side of the Cumberland, from Smithland. Here a steep bluff broke through the bottom land to the river's edge, the base of the bisected point being washed by the Cumberland River, which had probably cut its way through the stony mineral of this ridge in ages long passed. We climbed to its top and sat upon the pinnacle, and from that point of commanding observation I drank in the beauties of the scene around me. The river at our feet wound gracefully before us, and disappeared[Pg 85] in both directions, its extremes dissolving in a bed of forest. A great black bluff, far up the stream, rose like a mountain, upon the left side of the river; bottom lands were about us, and hills appeared across the river in the far distance—towards the Tennessee River. With regret I finally drew my eyes from the vision, and we resumed the journey. We followed the left bank of the river to the base of the black bluff,—"Biswell's Hill," a squatter called it,—and then skirted the side of that hill, passing along precipitous stone bluffs and among stunted cedars. Above us towered cliff over cliff, almost perpendicularly; below us rolled the river.
We stopped that night at a tavern in Smithland. Leaving this place the next day after dinner, we headed out on foot, making our way through the countryside into the lowlands of the Cumberland River. We traveled slowly, spending hours on a winding walk that covered only a few miles. Even though it was December, the weather was mild and pleasant. In my previous home, this time of year would have been filled with snow, sleet, and ice, and I couldn’t help but compare the two places. The scenery was also so different from my home state. Majestic timber trees like oak, poplar, and hickory occupied vast areas where, as far as signs of human presence went, no one had ever stepped before. Occasionally, we passed small clearings that would likely become thriving plantations in the future, and eventually, we crossed the Cumberland River. That night, we stayed with Mr. Joseph Watts, a wealthy and cultured landowner who lived by the riverbank. The next morning, as we left his home, we traveled at a slow pace; my guide seemed hesitant to leave the area. He had become a delightful companion, and his conversation was very enjoyable. The morning we departed from Mr. Watts' welcoming home, we reached the sharp point of a ridge. It was about four or five miles away but on the opposite side of the Cumberland from Smithland. Here, a steep bluff jutted out from the lowlands to the river's edge, the base of the point being washed by the Cumberland River, which had likely carved its way through the rocky ridge ages ago. We climbed to the top and sat at the peak, where I took in the beauty of the scene around me. The river below us flowed gracefully, disappearing in both directions, its endpoints fading into a forest. A big black bluff further up the stream loomed like a mountain on the left side of the river; lowlands surrounded us, and hills appeared across the river in the distance—toward the Tennessee River. Reluctantly, I pulled my gaze away from the view, and we continued our journey. We followed the left bank of the river to the base of the black bluff—"Biswell's Hill," a squatter called it—and then we edged along the side of that hill, passing steep stone bluffs and stunted cedars. Above us, cliffs towered almost vertically; below us, the river flowed.

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1. Paducah. | 15. Salem. | 29. Hurricane Creek. |
2. Smithland. | 16. Hampton. | 30. Ford's Ferry. |
3. Old Smithland. | 17. Faulkner. | 31. Weston. |
4. Patterson. | 18. Mullikin. | 32. Caseyville. |
5. Frenchtown. | 19. Back Creek. | 33. Tradewater River. |
6. Hickory Creek. | 20. Carrsville. | 34. Dycusburgh. |
7. Underwood. | 21. Given's Creek. | 35. Livingstone Creek. |
8. Birdsville. | 22. Golconda. | 36. Francis. |
9. Bayou Mills. | 23. Elizabethtown. | 37. Harrold. (View.) |
10. Oak Ridge. | 24. Metropolis City. | 38. Crider. |
11. Moxley's Landing. | 25. Hamletsburgh. | 39. Levias. |
12. Kildare. | 26. Sheridan. | 40. Crayneville. |
13. Lola. | 27. Deer Creek. | 41. Marion. |
14. Pinckneyville. | 28. Hurricane. |
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I was deeply impressed by the changing beauties of this strange Kentucky scenery, but marveled at the fact that while I became light-hearted and enthusiastic, my guide grew correspondingly despondent and gloomy. From time to time he lapsed into thoughtful silence, and once I caught his eye directed toward me in a manner that I inferred to imply either pity or envy. We passed Biswell's Bluff, and left the Cumberland River at its upper extremity, where another small creek empties into the river. Thence, after ascending the creek some distance, we struck across the country, finding it undulating and fertile, with here and there a small clearing. During this journey we either camped out at night, or stopped with a resident, when one was to be found in that sparsely settled country. Sometimes there were exasperating intervals between our meals; but we did not suffer, for we carried with us supplies of food, such as cheese and crackers, purchased in Smithland, for emergencies. We thus proceeded a considerable distance into Livingston County, Kentucky.
I was really struck by the changing beauty of this unusual Kentucky landscape, but I was amazed that while I felt light-hearted and excited, my guide became more and more downcast and gloomy. Every so often, he fell into deep thought, and once I caught him looking at me in a way that seemed to show either pity or envy. We passed Biswell's Bluff and left the Cumberland River at its upper end, where another small creek flows into it. After going up the creek for a while, we cut across the countryside, which was rolling and fertile, with small clearings here and there. During our trip, we either camped out at night or stayed with a local resident when we could find one in that sparsely populated area. There were sometimes frustrating gaps between our meals, but we didn’t go hungry because we brought along food supplies like cheese and crackers, bought in Smithland, for emergencies. We traveled quite a distance into Livingston County, Kentucky.
I observed remarkable sinks in the earth, sometimes cone-shaped, again precipitous. These cavities were occasionally of considerable size and depth, and they were more numerous in the uplands than in the bottoms. They were somewhat like the familiar "sink-holes" of New York State, but monstrous in comparison. The first that attracted my attention was near the Cumberland River, just before we reached Biswell's Hill. It was about forty feet deep and thirty in diameter, with precipitous stone sides, shrubbery growing therein in exceptional spots where loose earth had collected on shelves of stone that cropped out[Pg 88] along its rugged sides. The bottom of the depression was flat and fertile, covered with a luxuriant mass of vegetation. On one side of the base of the gigantic bowl, a cavern struck down into the earth. I stood upon the edge of this funnel-like sink, and marveled at its peculiar appearance. A spirit of curiosity, such as often influences men when an unusual natural scene presents itself, possessed me. I clambered down, swinging from brush to brush, and stepping from shelving-rock to shelving-rock, until I reached the bottom of the hollow, and placing my hand above the black hole in its center, I perceived that a current of cold air was rushing therefrom, upward. I probed with a long stick, but the direction of the opening was tortuous, and would not admit of examination in that manner. I dropped a large pebble-stone into the orifice; the pebble rolled and clanked down, down, and at last, the sound died away in the distance.
I noticed some amazing sinkholes in the ground, sometimes shaped like cones and other times really steep. These holes were often quite large and deep, and they were more common in the higher areas than in the valleys. They were a bit like the familiar "sinkholes" of New York State, but way bigger. The first one that caught my eye was near the Cumberland River, just before we got to Biswell's Hill. It was about forty feet deep and thirty feet wide, with steep stone walls and some shrubs growing in patches where loose dirt had gathered on rock ledges along its rugged sides. The bottom of the hole was flat and fertile, covered in lush vegetation. On one side of the base of the giant bowl, there was a cave that went deep into the ground. I stood on the edge of this funnel-shaped sinkhole, amazed by its unique look. A sense of curiosity, which often grips people when faced with an unusual natural sight, took over me. I climbed down, swinging from brush to brush and stepping from rock ledge to rock ledge until I reached the bottom of the hollow. When I held my hand above the dark hole in the center, I felt a rush of cold air coming up from it. I poked around with a long stick, but the opening twisted and turned, making it hard to check out that way. I dropped a large pebble into the hole; it rolled and clanked down, down, and finally, the sound faded away into the distance.
"I wish that I could go into the cavity as that stone has done, and find the secrets of this cave," I reflected, the natural love of exploration possessing me as it probably does most men.
"I wish I could go into the cavity like that stone has and discover the secrets of this cave," I thought, the natural love for exploration taking over me as it probably does for most people.
My companion above, seated on the brink of the stone wall, replied to my thoughts: "Your wish shall be granted. You have requested that which has already been laid out for you. You will explore where few men have passed before, and will have the privilege of following your destiny into a realm of natural wonders. A fertile field of investigation awaits you, such as will surpass your most vivid imaginings. Come and seat yourself beside me, for it is my duty now to tell you something about the land we are approaching, the cavern fields of Kentucky."[Pg 89]
My companion up above, sitting on the edge of the stone wall, responded to my thoughts: "Your wish will be fulfilled. You’ve asked for what’s already been set out for you. You will discover places where few have ventured before, and you’ll have the chance to follow your fate into a world full of natural wonders. A rich field of exploration is waiting for you, one that will exceed your wildest dreams. Come and sit next to me, because it’s now my responsibility to share some details about the land we’re heading towards, the cave fields of Kentucky."[Pg 89]
CHAPTER XIII.
THE PUNCH-BOWLS AND CAVERNS OF KENTUCKY.—"INTO THE
UNKNOWN COUNTRY."
"This part of Kentucky borders a field of caverns that reaches from near the State of Tennessee to the Ohio River, and from the mouth of the Cumberland, eastward to and beyond the center of the State. This great area is of irregular outline, and as yet has been little explored. Underneath the surface are layers of limestone and sandstone rock, the deposits ranging from ten to one hundred and fifty feet in thickness, and often great masses of conglomerate appear. This conglomerate sometimes caps the ridges, and varies in thickness from a few feet only, to sixty, or even a hundred, feet. It is of a diversified character, sometimes largely composed of pebbles cemented together by iron ore into compact beds, while again it passes abruptly into gritty sandstone, or a fine-grained compact rock destitute of pebbles. Sometimes the conglomerate rests directly on the limestone, but in the section about us, more often argillaceous shales or veins of coal intervene, and occasionally inferior and superior layers of conglomerate are separated by a bed of coal. In addition, lead-bearing veins now and then crop up, the crystals of galena being disseminated through masses of fluor-spar, calc-spar, limestone and clay, which fill fissures between tilted walls of limestone and hard quartzose sandstone. Valleys, hills, and mountains, grow out of this remarkable crust. Rivers and creeks flow through and under it in crevices, either directly upon the bedstone or over deposits of clay which underlie it. In some places, beds of coal or slate alternate with layers of the lime rock; in others, the interspace is clay and sand. Sometimes the depth of the several limestone and conglomerate deposits is great, and they are often honeycombed by innumerable transverse and diagonal spaces. Water drips have here and there washed out the more friable earth and stone, forming grottoes which are[Pg 90] as yet unknown to men, but which will be discovered to be wonderful and fantastic beyond anything of a like nature now familiar. In other places cavities exist between shelves of rock that lie one above the other—monstrous openings caused by the erosive action of rivers now lost, but that have flowed during unnumbered ages past; great parallel valleys and gigantic chambers, one over the other, remaining to tell the story of these former torrents. Occasionally the weight of a portion of the disintegrating rock above becomes too great for its tensile strength and the material crumbles and falls, producing caverns sometimes reaching so near to the earth's surface, as to cause sinks in its crust. These sinks, when first formed, as a rule, present clear rock fractures, and immediately after their formation there is usually a water-way beneath. In the course of time soil collects on their sides, they become cone-shaped hollows from the down-slidings of earth, and then vegetation appears on the living soil; trees grow within them, and in many places the sloping sides of great earth bowls of this nature are, after untold years, covered with the virgin forest; magnificent timber trees growing on soil that has been stratified over and upon decayed monarchs of the forest whose remains, imbedded in the earth, speak of the ages that have passed since the convulsions that made the depressions which, notwithstanding the accumulated debris, are still a hundred feet or more in depth. If the drain or exit at the vortex of one of these sinks becomes clogged, which often occurs, the entire cavity fills with water, and a pond results. Again, a slight orifice reaching far beneath the earth's surface may permit the soil to be gradually washed into a subterranean creek, and thus are formed great bowls, like funnels sunk in the earth—Kentucky punch-bowls.
This part of Kentucky borders a field of caverns that stretches from near the Tennessee state line to the Ohio River, and from the mouth of the Cumberland River, eastward to and past the center of the state. This extensive area has an irregular shape and remains largely unexplored. Beneath the surface, there are layers of limestone and sandstone rock, with deposits ranging from ten to one hundred and fifty feet thick, often featuring large masses of conglomerate. This conglomerate sometimes caps the ridges and varies in thickness from just a few feet to sixty or even a hundred feet. It has a diverse composition, sometimes mostly made up of pebbles cemented together by iron ore into solid beds, while at other times, it transitions abruptly into gritty sandstone or fine-grained compact rock that lacks pebbles. Occasionally, the conglomerate rests directly on the limestone, but in our area, argillaceous shales or coal veins more often separate them, and occasionally, layers of conglomerate above and below are divided by a bed of coal. Additionally, lead-bearing veins occasionally appear, with galena crystals scattered throughout masses of fluor-spar, calc-spar, limestone, and clay, which fill fissures between tilted walls of limestone and hard quartz sandstone. Valleys, hills, and mountains emerge from this remarkable crust. Rivers and creeks flow through and beneath it in crevices, either directly on the bedrock or over deposits of clay lying beneath. In some areas, coal or slate beds alternate with layers of limestone rock; elsewhere, the spaces in between consist of clay and sand. The depths of the limestone and conglomerate deposits can be significant, and they are often honeycombed by countless transverse and diagonal spaces. Water drips have eroded the softer earth and stone here and there, creating grottoes that are as yet unknown to humanity, but will be discovered to be astonishing and fantastic beyond anything currently familiar. In other areas, cavities exist between rock shelves stacked on top of one another—massive openings created by erosion from rivers that no longer exist but flowed for countless ages; large parallel valleys and towering chambers remain to narrate the story of these ancient torrents. Occasionally, the weight of some of the crumbling rock above becomes too much for its tensile strength, causing it to break apart and fall, creating caverns that sometimes come close to the earth's surface, leading to depressions in the ground. These depressions, when initially formed, generally show clear rock fractures, and shortly after formation, there is usually a waterway beneath. Over time, soil gathers on their sides, forming cone-shaped hollows from the sliding earth, and then vegetation takes root in the thriving soil; trees grow within them, and in many places, the sloping sides of these massive earth bowls eventually become covered with virgin forest after countless years; magnificent timber trees grow on soil stratified over the decayed remains of ancient forest giants, whose remnants, embedded in the earth, tell of the ages that have passed since the upheavals that created these depressions, which, despite the accumulated debris, are still a hundred feet or more deep. If the drain or exit at the center of one of these depressions becomes blocked, which happens frequently, the entire cavity fills with water, resulting in a pond. Alternatively, a small opening leading far beneath the earth's surface may allow soil to be gradually washed into an underground creek, forming large bowls, like funnels sunk into the earth—Kentucky punch-bowls.
"Take the country about us, especially towards the Mammoth Cave, and for miles beyond, the landscape in certain localities is pitted with this description of sinks, some recent, others very old. Many are small, but deep; others are large and shallow. Ponds often of great depth, curiously enough overflowing and giving rise to a creek, are to be found on a ridge, telling of underground supply springs, not outlets, beneath. Chains of such sinks, like a row of huge funnels, often appear; the soil between them is slowly washed through their exit into the river,[Pg 91] flowing in the depths below, and as the earth that separates them is carried away by the subterranean streams, the bowls coalesce and a ravine, closed at both ends, results. Along the bottom of such a ravine, a creek may flow, rushing from its natural tunnel at one end of the line, and disappearing in a gulf at the other. The stream begins in mystery, and ends in unfathomed darkness. Near Marion, Hurricane Creek thus disappears, and, so far as men know, is lost to sight forever. Near Cridersville, in this neighborhood, a valley such as I have described, takes in the surface floods of a large tract of country. The waters that run down its sides, during a storm form a torrent, and fence-rails, timbers, and other objects are gulped into the chasm where the creek plunges into the earth, and they never appear again. This part of Kentucky is the most remarkable portion of the known world, and although now neglected, in a time to come is surely destined to an extended distinction. I have referred only to the surface, the skin formation of this honeycombed labyrinth, the entrance to the future wonderland of the world. Portions of such a superficial cavern maze have been traversed by man in the ramifications known as the Mammoth Cave, but deeper than man has yet explored, the subcutaneous structure of that series of caverns is yet to be investigated. The Mammoth Cave as now traversed is simply a superficial series of grottoes and passages overlying the deeper cavern field that I have described. The explored chain of passages is of great interest to men, it is true, but of minor importance compared to others yet unknown, being in fact, the result of mere surface erosion. The river that bisects the cave, just beneath the surface of the earth, and known as Echo River, is a miniature stream: there are others more magnificent that flow majestically far, far beneath it. As we descend into the earth in that locality, caverns multiply in number and increase in size, retaining the general configuration of those I have described. The layers of rock are thicker, the intervening spaces broader; and the spaces stretch in increasingly expanded chambers for miles, while high above each series of caverns the solid ceilings of stone arch and interarch. Sheltered under these subterrene alcoves are streams, lakes, rivers and water-falls. Near the surface of the earth such waters often teem with aquatic life, and some of the caves are inhabited by species of birds, reptiles[Pg 92] and mammals as yet unknown to men, creatures possessed of senses and organs that are different from any we find with surface animals, and also apparently defective in particulars that would startle persons acquainted only with creatures that live in the sunshine. It is a world beneath a world, a world within a world—" My guide abruptly stopped.
"Take the area around us, especially near Mammoth Cave, and for miles beyond, the landscape in certain spots is filled with these types of sinks—some new, others quite old. Many are small but deep, while others are large and shallow. Surprisingly, there are ponds that are quite deep that overflow and give rise to a creek, found on a ridge, indicating underground springs, not outlets, below. Chains of these sinks, like giant funnels, often appear; the soil between them is gradually washed away into a river flowing beneath, and as the earth that separates them is carried off by the underground streams, the bowls merge, resulting in a ravine closed at both ends. A creek may flow along the bottom of such a ravine, rushing from its natural tunnel at one end and disappearing into a pit at the other. The stream begins in mystery and ends in unfathomable darkness. Near Marion, Hurricane Creek disappears like this, and as far as anyone knows, is lost from sight forever. Near Cridersville, there's a valley like I've described that collects surface floodwaters from a large area. The waters that run down its sides during a storm create a torrent, and fence rails, timber, and other objects are swallowed into the chasm where the creek plunges into the ground, never to be seen again. This part of Kentucky is the most remarkable area in the known world, and even though it's currently overlooked, it is surely destined for greater recognition in the future. I've only mentioned the surface, the outer layer of this honeycombed labyrinth, the entrance to a future wonderland. Some parts of this superficial cavern maze have been explored by humans in what's known as Mammoth Cave, but deeper than what humans have explored, the inner structure of that series of caverns is still to be investigated. The Mammoth Cave as it stands now is simply a network of grottoes and passages overlying the deeper cavern system I’ve described. The explored passages are undoubtedly of great interest, but they are minor compared to those still unknown, being the result of mere surface erosion. The river that cuts through the cave, just beneath the earth’s surface, called Echo River, is a small stream; there are others that flow majestically far below it. As we go deeper into the earth in that area, caverns multiply and grow larger, maintaining the general shape of those I’ve described. The layers of rock become thicker, the spaces between them broader; and these spaces expand into wider chambers for miles, while high above each series of caverns, the solid stone ceilings arch and interarch. Sheltered under these underground alcoves are streams, lakes, rivers, and waterfalls. Near the earth's surface, these waters often teem with aquatic life, and some caves are home to species of birds, reptiles, and mammals yet unknown to humans, creatures with senses and organs different from surface animals, and seemingly lacking in ways that would astonish anyone familiar only with sunlit creatures. It's a world beneath a world, a world within a world—" My guide suddenly stopped.
I sat entranced, marveling at the young-old adept's knowledge, admiring his accomplishments. I gazed into the cavity that yawned beneath me, and imagined its possible but to me invisible secrets, enraptured with the thought of searching into them. Who would not feel elated at the prospect of an exploration, such as I foresaw might be pursued in my immediate future? I had often been charmed with narrative descriptions of discoveries, and book accounts of scientific investigations, but I had never pictured myself as a participant in such fascinating enterprises.
I sat captivated, amazed by the young-old expert's knowledge and admiring his achievements. I looked down into the opening beneath me, imagining its potential but to me unseen secrets, thrilled at the thought of exploring them. Who wouldn’t feel excited at the chance of an adventure, like the one I envisioned might be ahead of me? I had often been enchanted by stories of discoveries and detailed accounts of scientific research, but I had never imagined myself as part of such exciting endeavors.
"Indeed, indeed," I cried exultingly; "lead me to this Wonderland, show me the entrance to this Subterranean World, and I promise willingly to do as you bid."
"Absolutely, absolutely," I exclaimed excitedly; "take me to this Wonderland, show me the way into this Underground World, and I promise to do whatever you ask."
"Bravo!" he replied, "your heart is right, your courage sufficient; I have not disclosed a thousandth part of the wonders which I have knowledge of, and which await your research, and probably I have not gained even an insight into the mysteries that, if your courage permits, you will be privileged to comprehend. Your destiny lies beyond, far beyond that which I have pictured or experienced; and I, notwithstanding my opportunities, have no conception of its end, for at the critical moment my heart faltered—I can therefore only describe the beginning."
"Awesome!" he replied. "You're on the right track, and you have enough courage. I haven't shared even a fraction of the amazing things I know that are waiting for you to discover, and I probably haven't even tapped into the mysteries that, if you're brave enough, you'll get to understand. Your future is out there, far beyond what I've imagined or experienced; and despite my chances, I can't grasp where it leads, because when it mattered most, I hesitated—I can only tell you about the start."
Thus at the lower extremity of Biswell's Hill, I was made aware of the fact that, within a short time, I should be separated from my sympathetic guide, and that it was to be my duty to explore alone, or in other company, some portion of these Kentucky cavern deeps, and I longed for the beginning of my underground journey. Heavens! how different would have been my future life could I then have realized my position! Would that I could have seen the end. After a few days of uneventful travel, we rested, one afternoon, in a hilly country that before us appeared to be more rugged, even mountainous. We had wandered leisurely, and were now at a considerable distance from[Pg 93] the Cumberland River, the aim of my guide being, as I surmised, to evade a direct approach to some object of interest which I must not locate exactly, and yet which I shall try to describe accurately enough for identification by a person familiar with the topography of that section. We stood on the side of a stony, sloping hill, back of which spread a wooded, undulating valley.
At the bottom of Biswell's Hill, I realized that soon I would be separated from my supportive guide, and it would be my responsibility to explore some part of these Kentucky caverns either alone or with others. I was eager to start my underground adventure. Wow! How different my life might have been if I had understood my situation then! I wished I could see how it all turned out. After a few days of uneventful travel, we took a break one afternoon in a rolling landscape that seemed to become rougher and even mountainous ahead of us. We had been wandering leisurely and were now quite far from the Cumberland River. I guessed my guide was trying to avoid a direct path to something interesting that I couldn’t identify precisely, but I would describe it well enough for someone familiar with that area to recognize. We were standing on the side of a rocky, sloping hill, behind which lay a wooded, rolling valley.
"I remember to have passed along a creek in that valley," I remarked, looking back over our pathway. "It appeared to rise from this direction, but the source ends abruptly in this chain of hills."
"I remember walking by a creek in that valley," I said, looking back at our path. "It seemed to come from this direction, but the source just stops suddenly at this range of hills."
"The stream is beneath us," he answered. Advancing a few paces, he brought to my attention, on the hillside, an opening in the earth. This aperture was irregular in form, about the diameter of a well, and descended perpendicularly into the stony crust. I leaned far over the orifice, and heard the gurgle of rushing water beneath. The guide dropped a heavy stone into the gloomy shaft, and in some seconds a dull splash announced its plunge into underground water. Then he leaned over the stony edge, and—could I be mistaken?—seemed to signal to some one beneath; but it must be imagination on my part, I argued to myself, even against my very sense of sight. Rising, and taking me by the hand, my guardian spoke:
"The stream is below us," he replied. After walking a few steps, he pointed out an opening in the hillside. This hole was uneven in shape, about the size of a well, and dropped straight down into the rocky ground. I leaned over the opening and heard the sound of rushing water underneath. The guide dropped a heavy stone into the dark shaft, and after a few seconds, a dull splash confirmed its entry into the underground water. Then he leaned over the rocky edge and—could I be imagining this?—seemed to signal to someone below; but it had to be just my imagination, I told myself, even in the face of what I could see. Standing up and taking my hand, my guardian said:
"Brother, we approach the spot where you and I must separate. I serve my masters and am destined to go where I shall next be commanded; you will descend into the earth, as you have recently desired to do. Here we part, most likely forever. This rocky fissure will admit the last ray of sunlight on your path."
"Brother, we’re getting close to the point where you and I have to go our separate ways. I serve my masters and am going wherever I’m ordered next; you’ll be going underground, just like you’ve wanted to do recently. This is where we say goodbye, probably for good. This rocky crevice will let in the last bit of sunlight on your way."
My heart failed. How often are we courageous in daylight and timid by night? Men unflinchingly face in sunshine dangers at which they shudder in the darkness.
My heart sank. How often are we brave during the day and scared at night? People boldly confront dangers in the sunlight that they tremble at in the dark.
"How am I to descend into that abyss?" I gasped. "The sides are perpendicular, the depth is unknown!" Then I cried in alarm, the sense of distrust deepening: "Do you mean to drown me; is it for this you have led me away from my native State, from friends, home and kindred? You have enticed me into this wilderness. I have been decoyed, and, like a foolish child, have willingly accompanied my destroyer. You feared to murder me in my distant home; the earth could not have hidden me;[Pg 94] Niagara even might have given up my body to dismay the murderers! In this underground river in the wilds of Kentucky, all trace of my existence will disappear forever."
"How am I supposed to go down into that darkness?" I gasped. "The walls are straight up and down, and I have no idea how deep it is!" Then I shouted in panic, feeling more and more distrustful: "Are you trying to drown me? Is this why you brought me away from my home state, from friends, family, and everything I know? You’ve lured me into this wilderness. I’ve been fooled, and like a naive child, I’ve willingly followed my own downfall. You were too scared to kill me back home; the earth could never have concealed me; even Niagara could have revealed my body to terrify the murderers! In this underground river in the wilds of Kentucky, all evidence of my existence will vanish forever."[Pg 94]
I was growing furious. My frenzied eyes searched the ground for some missile of defense. By strange chance some one had left, on that solitary spot, a rude weapon, providentially dropped for my use, I thought. It was a small iron bolt or bar, somewhat rusted. I threw myself upon the earth, and, as I did so, picked this up quickly, and secreted it within my bosom. Then I arose and resumed my stormy denunciation:
I was getting really angry. My wild eyes scanned the ground for something to defend myself with. By some odd chance, someone had left a makeshift weapon in that lonely place, which I thought was meant for me. It was a small iron bolt or bar, a bit rusty. I threw myself onto the ground, quickly grabbed it, and hid it in my clothing. Then I stood up and continued my heated outburst:
"You have played your part well, you have led your unresisting victim to the sacrifice, but if I am compelled to plunge into this black grave, you shall go with me!" I shrieked in desperation, and suddenly threw my arms around the gentle adept, intending to hurl him into the chasm. At this point I felt my hands seized from behind in a cold, clammy, irresistible embrace, my fingers were loosed by a strong grasp, and I turned, to find myself confronted by a singular looking being, who quietly said:
"You've done your part well, leading your unsuspecting victim to the sacrifice, but if I have to jump into this dark grave, you’re coming with me!" I screamed in desperation and suddenly wrapped my arms around the gentle expert, planning to throw him into the abyss. At that moment, I felt my hands grabbed from behind in a cold, clammy, unbreakable hold, my fingers released by a strong grip, and I turned to find myself facing a strangely looking being, who calmly said:
"You are not to be destroyed; we wish only to do your bidding."
"You won’t be harmed; we only want to follow your wishes."
The speaker stood in a stooping position, with his face towards the earth as if to shelter it from the sunshine. He was less than five feet in height. His arms and legs were bare, and his skin, the color of light blue putty, glistened in the sunlight like the slimy hide of a water dog. He raised his head, and I shuddered in affright as I beheld that his face was not that of a human. His forehead extended in an unbroken plane from crown to cheek bone, and the chubby tip of an abortive nose without nostrils formed a short projection near the center of the level ridge which represented a countenance. There was no semblance of an eye, for there were no sockets. Yet his voice was singularly perfect. His face, if face it could be called, was wet, and water dripped from all parts of his slippery person. Yet, repulsive as he looked, I shuddered more at the remembrance of the touch of that cold, clammy hand than at the sight of his figure, for a dead man could not have chilled me as he had done, with his sappy skin, from which the moisture seemed to ooze as from the hide of a water lizard.
The speaker stood hunched over, his face towards the ground as if trying to shield it from the sunlight. He was under five feet tall. His arms and legs were bare, and his skin, the color of light blue putty, gleamed in the sunlight like the slippery skin of a water dog. He lifted his head, and I trembled in fear as I saw that his face was not human. His forehead formed an unbroken line from his crown to his cheekbone, and the round tip of a deformed nose without nostrils jutted out near the center of the flat surface that served as his face. There were no signs of eyes, as there were no sockets. Yet his voice was remarkably clear. His face, if it could even be called that, was wet, and water dripped from every part of his slimy body. Despite how repulsive he looked, I was more horrified by the memory of that cold, clammy hand than by the sight of him, for no dead man could have chilled me like he did, with his damp skin, from which moisture seemed to seep out like from the hide of a water lizard.

[Pg 97]
[Pg 97]
Turning to my guide, this freak of nature said, softly:
Turning to my guide, this oddball said softly:
"I have come in obedience to the signal."
"I've come in response to the signal."
I realized at once that alone with these two I was powerless, and that to resist would be suicidal. Instantly my effervescing passion subsided, and I expressed no further surprise at this sudden and remarkable apparition, but mentally acquiesced. I was alone and helpless; rage gave place to inertia in the despondency that followed the realization of my hopeless condition. The grotesque newcomer who, though sightless, possessed a strange instinct, led us to the base of the hill a few hundred feet away, and there, gushing into the light from the rocky bluff, I saw a magnificent stream issuing many feet in width. This was the head-waters of the mysterious brook that I had previously noticed. It flowed from an archway in the solid stone, springing directly out of the rock-bound cliff; beautiful and picturesque in its surroundings. The limpid water, clear and sparkling, issued from the unknown source that was typical of darkness, but the brook of crystal leaped into a world of sunshine, light and freedom.
I realized right away that I was powerless with just these two and that resisting would be a death sentence. Immediately, my bubbling passion faded, and I showed no more surprise at this sudden and extraordinary appearance, but mentally accepted it. I was alone and defenseless; anger turned into inertia in the despair that followed the realization of my hopeless situation. The strange newcomer who, although blind, had an unusual instinct, led us to the base of the hill a few hundred feet away. There, bursting into the light from the rocky cliff, I saw a magnificent stream several feet wide. This was the source of the mysterious brook I had noticed before. It flowed from an archway in the solid stone, springing directly out of the cliff; beautiful and picturesque in its surroundings. The clear, sparkling water emerged from the unknown source that represented darkness, but the crystal brook leaped into a world of sunshine, light, and freedom.
"Brother," said my companion, "this spring emerging from this prison of earth images to us what humanity will be when the prisoning walls of ignorance that now enthrall him are removed. Man has heretofore relied chiefly for his advancement, both mental and physical, on knowledge gained from so-called scientific explorations and researches with matter, from material studies rather than spiritual, all his investigations having been confined to the crude, coarse substance of the surface of the globe. Spiritualistic investigations, unfortunately, are considered by scientific men too often as reaching backward only. The religions of the world clasp hands with, and lean upon, the dead past, it is true, but point to a living future. Man must yet search by the agency of senses and spirit, the unfathomed mysteries that lie beneath his feet and over his head, and he who refuses to bow to the Creator and honor his handiwork discredits himself. When this work is accomplished, as it yet will be, the future man, able then to comprehend the problem of life in its broader significance, drawing from all directions the facts necessary to his mental advancement, will have reached a state in which he can enjoy bodily comfort and supreme spiritual perfection,[Pg 98] while he is yet an earth-bound mortal. In hastening this consummation, it is necessary that an occasional human life should be lost to the world, but such sacrifices are noble—yes, sublime, because contributing to the future exaltation of our race. The secret workers in the sacred order of which you are still a member, have ever taken an important part in furthering such a system of evolution. This feature of our work is unknown to brethren of the ordinary fraternity, and the individual research of each secret messenger is unguessed, by the craft at large. Hence it is that the open workers of our order, those initiated by degrees only, who in lodge rooms carry on their beneficent labors among men, have had no hand other than as agents in your removal, and no knowledge of your present or future movements. Their function is to keep together our organization on earth, and from them only an occasional member is selected, as you have been, to perform special duties in certain adventurous studies. Are you willing to go on this journey of exploration? and are you brave enough to meet the trials you have invited?"
"Brother," said my companion, "this spring breaking free from this prison of earthly images shows us what humanity could be when the confining walls of ignorance that currently trap it are taken down. Until now, humans have primarily depended on knowledge gained from so-called scientific explorations and material studies for their mental and physical advancement, rather than spiritual investigations. Unfortunately, scientific scholars often view spiritualistic studies as backward-looking. It's true that the world's religions are rooted in the past, but they point toward a vibrant future. People must continue to explore, using both their senses and their spirit, the deep mysteries that lie below their feet and above their heads, and those who refuse to acknowledge the Creator and respect His creation undermine themselves. When this work is completed, as it will be, future humans will be able to understand the problems of life in a broader way, drawing the necessary facts for their intellectual growth from all around them. They will achieve a state where they can enjoy physical comfort and ultimate spiritual fulfillment, even while still being earthbound mortals. To speed up this outcome, it's necessary for some lives to be sacrificed, but these sacrifices are noble—indeed, sublime—because they contribute to the future elevation of our species. The hidden workers in the sacred order of which you are still a member have always played a crucial role in promoting this system of evolution. This aspect of our work is not known to the ordinary fraternity, and the individual research of each secret messenger is largely unrecognized by the broader community. That's why the open workers in our order, those who are initiated in gradual steps and who conduct their charitable efforts among people in lodge rooms, have had no role other than as agents in your departure, and no awareness of your current or future endeavors. Their job is to maintain our organization here on earth, and only occasionally is a member, like you, selected to carry out special duties in certain adventurous studies. Are you willing to embark on this journey of exploration? And are you brave enough to face the challenges you’ve chosen?"
Again my enthusiasm arose, and I felt the thrill experienced by an investigator who stands on the brink of an important discovery, and needs but courage to advance, and I answered, "Yes."
Again my excitement rose, and I felt the thrill of a researcher who is on the verge of a major discovery, needing only the courage to move forward, and I responded, "Yes."
"Then, farewell; this archway is the entrance that will admit you into your arcanum of usefulness. This mystic Brother, though a stranger to you, has long been apprised of our coming, and it was he who sped me on my journey to seek you, and who has since been waiting for us, and is to be your guide during the first stages of your subterrene progress. He is a Friend, and, if you trust him, will protect you from harm. You will find the necessaries of life supplied, for I have traversed part of your coming road; that part I therefore know, but, as I have said, you are to go deeper into the unexplored,—yes, into and beyond the Beyond, until finally you will come to the gateway that leads into the 'Unknown Country.'"[Pg 99]
"Well then, goodbye; this archway is the entrance that will lead you into your hidden world of usefulness. This mysterious Brother, even though he's a stranger to you, has known about our arrival for a long time. He was the one who sent me on my journey to find you and has been waiting for us since, and he will be your guide during the early stages of your underground journey. He is a Friend, and if you trust him, he will keep you safe. You will find everything you need provided for you, because I have traveled part of the path that lies ahead; I know that part. But, as I mentioned, you will go deeper into the unknown—yes, into and beyond what is known, until you finally reach the gateway that leads into the 'Unknown Country.'" [Pg 99]
CHAPTER XIV.
FAREWELL TO GOD'S SUNSHINE.—THE ECHO OF THE CRY.
Thus speaking, my quiet leader, who had so long been as a shepherd to my wandering feet, on the upper earth, grasped my hands tightly, and placed them in those of my new companion, whose clammy fingers closed over them as with a grip of iron. The mysterious being, now my custodian, turned towards the creek, drawing me after him, and together we silently and solemnly waded beneath the stone archway. As I passed under the shadow of that dismal, yawning cliff, I turned my head to take one last glimpse of the world I had known—that "warm precinct of the cheerful day,"—and tears sprang to my eyes. I thought of life, family, friends,—of all for which men live—and a melancholy vision arose, that of my lost, lost home. My dear companion of the journey that had just ended stood in the sunlight on the banks of the rippling stream, gazing at us intently, and waved an affectionate farewell. My uncouth new associate (guide or master, whichever he might be), of the journey to come, clasped me firmly by the arms, and waded slowly onward, thrusting me steadily against the cold current, and with irresistible force pressed me into the thickening darkness. The daylight disappeared, the pathway contracted, the water deepened and became more chilly. We were constrained to bow our heads in order to avoid the overhanging vault of stone; the water reached to my chin, and now the down-jutting roof touched the crown of my head; then I shuddered convulsively as the last ray of daylight disappeared.
As my quiet leader, who had long guided my wandering steps, spoke, he held my hands tightly and placed them in those of my new companion, whose cold fingers gripped them like an iron vice. This mysterious figure, now my guardian, turned towards the creek, pulling me along, and together we waded silently and solemnly beneath the stone archway. As I passed under the shadow of that grim, gaping cliff, I turned to take one last look at the world I had known—this “warm precinct of the cheerful day”—and tears filled my eyes. I thought of life, family, friends—of everything that gives life meaning—and a sorrowful image of my lost home came to mind. My dear companion from the journey that had just ended stood in the sunlight on the riverbank, watching us closely, and waved a heartfelt goodbye. My awkward new associate (whether guide or master, I couldn't tell) for the journey ahead, held me firmly by the arms and we waded slowly onward, pushing me steadily against the cold current, and with undeniable force, pressed me into the deepening darkness. The light faded, the path narrowed, the water got deeper and colder. We had to bow our heads to avoid the low stone ceiling; the water reached my chin, and then the overhanging rock brushed the top of my head as I shuddered violently, the last ray of light vanishing.
Had it not been for my companion, I know that I should have sunk in despair, and drowned; but with a firm hand he held my head above the water, and steadily pushed me onward. I had reached the extreme of despondency: I neither feared nor cared for life nor death, and I realized that, powerless to control my own acts, my fate, the future, my existence depended on the[Pg 100] strange being beside me. I was mysteriously sustained, however, by a sense of bodily security, such as comes over us as when in the hands of an experienced guide we journey through a wilderness, for I felt that my pilot of the underworld did not purpose to destroy me. We halted a moment, and then, as a faint light overspread us, my eyeless guide directed me to look upward.
If it weren't for my companion, I know I would have fallen into despair and drowned; but with a steady grip, he kept my head above water and pushed me forward. I had hit rock bottom: I didn't fear or care about life or death, and I realized that, unable to control my own actions, my fate, the future, and my existence depended on the[Pg 100] strange being next to me. Still, I felt strangely secure, like when we travel through the wilderness with an experienced guide, because I sensed that my pilot of the underworld had no intention of harming me. We paused for a moment, and then, as a faint light surrounded us, my blind guide told me to look up.
"We now stand beneath the crevice which you were told by your former guide would admit the last ray of sunlight on your path. I also say to you, this struggling ray of sunlight is to be your last for years."
"We now stand beneath the crack that your previous guide mentioned would let in the last ray of sunlight on your journey. I also tell you, this fleeting ray of sunlight will be your last for many years."
I gazed above me, feeling all the wretchedness of a dying man who, with faculties intact, might stand on the dark edge of the hillside of eternity, glancing back into the bright world; and that small opening far, far overhead, seemed as the gate to Paradise Lost. Many a person, assured of ascending at will, has stood at the bottom of a deep well or shaft to a mine, and even then felt the undescribable sensation of dread, often terror, that is produced by such a situation. Awe, mystery, uncertainty of life and future superadded, may express my sensation. I trembled, shrinking in horror from my captor and struggled violently.
I looked up at the sky, feeling all the misery of a dying man who, despite being aware of everything, might stand at the dark edge of eternity, glancing back at the bright world. That little opening far above felt like the gateway to Paradise Lost. Many people, confident they can rise whenever they want, have stood at the bottom of a deep well or a mine shaft and still felt that indescribable sense of dread, often terror, that such a situation brings. Awe, mystery, and uncertainty about life and the future added to my feelings. I trembled, recoiling in horror from my captor, and struggled fiercely.
"Hold, hold," I begged, as one involuntarily prays a surgeon to delay the incision of the amputating knife, "just one moment." My companion, unheeding, moved on, the light vanished instantly, and we were surrounded by total darkness. God's sunshine was blotted out.
"Wait, wait," I pleaded, like someone desperately asking a surgeon to hold off on the amputation, "just give me a moment." My friend, not paying attention, kept going, and the light disappeared in an instant, leaving us in complete darkness. The sunlight felt like it was erased.

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[Pg 102]
Then I again became unconcerned; I was not now responsible for my own existence, and the feeling that I experienced when a prisoner in the closed carriage returned. I grew careless as to my fate, and with stolid indifference struggled onward as we progressed slowly against the current of water. I began to interest myself in speculations regarding our surroundings, and the object or outcome of our journey. In places the water was shallow, scarce reaching to our ankles; again it was so deep that we could wade only with exertion, and at times the passage up which we toiled was so narrow, that it would scarcely admit us. After a long, laborious stemming of the unseen brook, my companion directed me to close my mouth, hold my nostrils with my fingers, and stoop; almost diving with me beneath the water, he drew [Pg 103]me through the submerged crevice, and we ascended into an open chamber, and left the creek behind us. I fancied that we were in a large room, and as I shouted aloud to test my hypothesis, echo after echo answered, until at last the cry reverberated and died away in distant murmurs. We were evidently in a great pocket or cavern, through which my guide now walked rapidly; indeed, he passed along with unerring footsteps, as certain of his course as I might be on familiar ground in full daylight. I perceived that he systematically evaded inequalities that I could not anticipate nor see. He would tell me to step up or down, as the surroundings required, and we ascended or descended accordingly. Our path turned to the right or the left from time to time, but my eyeless guide passed through what were evidently the most tortuous windings without a mishap. I wondered much at this gift of knowledge, and at last overcame my reserve sufficiently to ask how we could thus unerringly proceed in utter darkness. The reply was:
Then I became indifferent again; I was no longer responsible for my own survival, and the feeling I had when I was a prisoner in the closed carriage came back to me. I stopped caring about my fate and, with a dull kind of indifference, struggled onward as we moved slowly against the flow of water. I started to think about our surroundings and the purpose of our journey. In some places, the water was shallow, barely reaching our ankles; in others, it was so deep that we could only wade through with effort, and at times the path we were on was so narrow that it barely fit us. After a long, tiring battle against the unseen stream, my companion told me to close my mouth, pinch my nostrils with my fingers, and bend down; almost diving with me under the water, he pulled me through a submerged opening, and we emerged into a wide chamber, leaving the creek behind us. I imagined we were in a large room, and when I shouted out to test my theory, echoes responded one after the other, until my voice finally faded into distant murmurs. We were clearly in a large cavern, and my guide walked quickly through it; in fact, he moved with such confidence, as certain of his path as I would be on familiar ground in broad daylight. I noticed he skillfully avoided obstacles that I couldn’t see or anticipate. He would instruct me to step up or down as needed, and we adjusted our movements accordingly. Our route twisted right or left from time to time, but my sightless guide navigated through what were clearly very winding paths without any problems. I was very curious about this extraordinary ability and finally got up the courage to ask how we could move forward so confidently in complete darkness. The response was:
"The path is plainly visible to me; I see as clearly in pitch darkness as you can in sunshine."
"The path is clearly visible to me; I see just as well in complete darkness as you can in sunlight."
"Explain yourself further," I requested.
"Please explain yourself further," I requested.
He replied, "Not yet;" and continued, "you are weary, we will rest."
He replied, "Not yet;" and continued, "you’re tired, so let’s take a break."
He conducted me to a seat on a ledge, and left me for a time. Returning soon, he placed in my hands food which I ate with novel relish. The pabulum seemed to be of vegetable origin, though varieties of it had a peculiar flesh-like flavor. Several separate and distinct substances were contained in the queer viands, some portions savoring of wholesome flesh, while others possessed the delicate flavors of various fruits, such as the strawberry and the pineapple. The strange edibles were of a pulpy texture, homogeneous in consistence, parts being juicy and acid like grateful fruits. Some portions were in slices or films that I could hold in my hand like sections of a velvet melon, and yet were in many respects unlike any other food that I had ever tasted. There was neither rind nor seed; it seemed as though I were eating the gills of a fish, and in answer to my question the guide remarked:
He led me to a seat on a ledge and left me for a while. He returned shortly and handed me food that I ate with great enjoyment. It seemed to come from plants, though some varieties had a unique meaty flavor. The strange dishes contained several different ingredients, some tasting like wholesome meat while others had the delicate flavors of various fruits, like strawberries and pineapples. The unusual food had a soft, pulpy texture, smooth consistency, with some parts being juicy and tart like delicious fruits. Some pieces were sliced or thin like sections of a velvety melon, but were still unlike any other food I had ever tried. There was no skin or seeds; it felt like I was eating the gills of a fish, and when I asked my guide about it, he replied:
"Yes; it is the gill, but not the gill of a fish. You will be instructed in due time." I will add that after this, whenever[Pg 104] necessary, we were supplied with food, but both thirst and hunger disappeared altogether before our underground journey was finished.
"Yes, it is the gill, but not the gill of a fish. You'll be told in due time." I'll add that after this, whenever[Pg 104] necessary, we were given food, but both thirst and hunger completely vanished before our underground journey ended.
After a while we again began our journey, which we continued in what was to me absolute darkness. My strength seemed to endure the fatigue to a wonderful degree, notwithstanding that we must have been walking hour after hour, and I expressed a curiosity about the fact. My guide replied that the atmosphere of the cavern possessed an intrinsic vitalizing power that neutralized fatigue, "or," he said, "there is here an inherent constitutional energy derived from an active gaseous substance that belongs to cavern air at this depth, and sustains the life force by contributing directly to its conservation, taking the place of food and drink."
After a while, we started our journey again, continuing through what felt like complete darkness to me. I felt surprisingly strong despite what must have been hours of walking, and I mentioned my curiosity about it. My guide explained that the air in the cavern had a natural energizing quality that eased fatigue. "Or," he said, "there's a fundamental energy here that comes from an active gas in the cavern air at this depth, which supports our life force by directly helping to conserve it, acting like food and drink."
"I do not understand," I said.
"I don’t get it," I said.
"No; and you do not comprehend how ordinary air supports mind and vitalizes muscle, and at the same time wears out both muscle and all other tissues. These are facts which are not satisfactorily explained by scientific statements concerning oxygenation of the blood. As we descend into the earth we find an increase in the life force of the cavern air."
"No; and you don’t understand how regular air fuels the mind and energizes the muscles, while also wearing them down along with all other tissues. These are facts that scientific explanations about blood oxygenation don't fully clarify. As we go deeper into the Earth, we notice an increase in the life force of the air in the caves."
This reference to surface earth recalled my former life, and led me to contrast my present situation with that I had forfeited. I was seized with an uncontrollable longing for home, and a painful craving for the past took possession of my heart, but with a strong effort I shook off the sensations. We traveled on and on in silence and in darkness, and I thought again of the strange remark of my former guide who had said: "You are destined to go deeper into the unknown; yes, into and beyond the Beyond."[Pg 105]
This mention of the surface world reminded me of my old life and made me compare my current situation to what I had lost. I felt an overwhelming desire to go home, and a deep sadness for the past filled my heart, but I fought hard to shake off those feelings. We continued on in silence and in darkness, and I thought once more about the strange comment my former guide made: "You’re meant to go deeper into the unknown; yes, into and beyond the Beyond."[Pg 105]
CHAPTER XV.
A ZONE OF LIGHT DEEP WITHIN THE EARTH.
"Oh! for one glimpse of light, a ray of sunshine!"
"Oh! I just want to see a glimpse of light, a beam of sunshine!"
In reply to this my mental ejaculation, my guide said: "Can not you perceive that the darkness is becoming less intense?"
In response to my sudden realization, my guide said, "Can't you see that the darkness is getting lighter?"
"No," I answered, "I can not; night is absolute."
"No," I replied, "I can't; the night is complete."
"Are you sure?" he asked. "Cover your eyes with your hands, then uncover and open them." I did so and fancied that by contrast a faint gray hue was apparent.
"Are you sure?" he asked. "Cover your eyes with your hands, then uncover and open them." I did that and imagined that a faint gray hue was noticeable by contrast.
"This must be imagination."
"This has to be imagination."
"No; we now approach a zone of earth light; let us hasten on."
"No, we’re getting close to an area of sunlight; let’s move quickly."
"A zone of light deep in the earth! Incomprehensible! Incredible!" I muttered, and yet as we went onward and time passed the darkness was less intense. The barely perceptible hue became gray and somber, and then of a pearly translucence, and although I could not distinguish the outline of objects, yet I unquestionably perceived light.
"A zone of light deep underground! Unbelievable! Amazing!" I muttered, and as we continued onward, the darkness became less intense over time. The faint hue turned gray and gloomy, then became a soft, pearly glow. Even though I couldn't make out the shapes of objects, I definitely sensed the presence of light.
"I am amazed! What can be the cause of this phenomenon? What is the nature of this mysterious halo that surrounds us?" I held my open hand before my eyes, and perceived the darkness of my spread fingers.
"I can't believe it! What could be causing this phenomenon? What is this mysterious halo that surrounds us?" I held my open hand up to my eyes and saw the darkness between my spread fingers.
"It is light, it is light," I shouted, "it is really light!" and from near and from far the echoes of that subterranean cavern answered back joyfully, "It is light, it is light!"
"It’s light, it’s light,” I shouted, “it’s really light!” and from near and far, the echoes of that underground cavern responded joyfully, “It’s light, it’s light!”
I wept in joy, and threw my arms about my guide, forgetting in the ecstasy his clammy cuticle, and danced in hysterical glee and alternately laughed and cried. How vividly I realized then that the imprisoned miner would give a world of gold, his former god, for a ray of light.
I cried tears of joy and wrapped my arms around my guide, forgetting in my excitement his cold skin. I danced in a frenzy of happiness, laughing and crying at the same time. In that moment, I clearly understood that the trapped miner would give anything, even all his former riches, just for a bit of light.
"Compose yourself; this emotional exhibition is an evidence of weakness; an investigator should neither become depressed over a reverse, nor unduly enthusiastic over a fortunate discovery."[Pg 106]
"Calm down; this display of emotions shows weakness; an investigator shouldn't get depressed over a setback, nor too excited about a lucky find."[Pg 106]
"But we approach the earth's surface? Soon I will be back in the sunshine again."
"But are we getting close to the earth's surface? I’ll be back in the sunshine soon."
"Upon the contrary, we have been continually descending into the earth, and we are now ten miles or more beneath the level of the ocean."
"On the contrary, we've been steadily going down into the earth, and we're now over ten miles below sea level."

I shrank back, hesitated, and in despondency gazed at his hazy outline, then, as if palsied, sank upon the stony floor; but as I saw the light before me, I leaped up and shouted:
I pulled back, paused, and in despair looked at his blurry figure. Then, feeling weak, I sank down onto the hard floor. But as I saw the light ahead of me, I jumped up and yelled:
"What you say is not true; we approach daylight, I can see your form."
"What you're saying isn't true; we're getting close to daylight, and I can see your shape."
"Listen to me," he said. "Can not you understand that I have led you continually down a steep descent, and that for hours there has been no step upward? With but little exertion[Pg 107] you have walked this distance without becoming wearied, and you could not, without great fatigue, have ascended for so long a period. You are entering a zone of inner earth light; we are in the surface, the upper edge of it. Let us hasten on, for when this cavern darkness is at an end—and I will say we have nearly passed that limit—your courage will return, and then we will rest."
"Listen to me," he said. "Can’t you see that I've led you down a steep path this whole time, and for hours there hasn't been any upward progress? With just a little effort[Pg 107] you’ve walked this far without getting tired, and you wouldn’t have been able to climb for so long without feeling really exhausted. You're entering a zone of inner earth light; we're at the surface, the upper edge of it. Let's move quickly, because once we get past this cavern darkness—and I can say we're almost there—your courage will come back, and then we can take a break."
"You surely do not speak the truth; science and philosophy, and I am somewhat versed in both, have never told me of such a light."
"You can't be serious; science and philosophy, which I know a bit about, have never revealed anything like that to me."
"Can philosophers more than speculate about that which they have not experienced if they have no data from which to calculate? Name the student in science who has reached this depth in earth, or has seen a man to tell him of these facts?"
"Can philosophers do more than just speculate about things they haven't experienced if they have no data to analyze? Can you name a science student who has delved this deeply into the Earth or has seen a person who can share these facts?"
"I can not."
"I can't."
"Then why should you have expected any of them to describe our surroundings? Misguided men will torture science by refuting facts with theories; but a fact is no less a fact when science opposes."
"Then why would you expect any of them to describe our surroundings? Misguided people will distort science by rejecting facts with theories; but a fact remains a fact even when science argues against it."

I recognized the force of his arguments, and cordially grasped his hand in indication of submission. We continued our journey, and rapidly traveled downward and onward. The light gradually increased in intensity, until at length the cavern near about us seemed to be as bright as diffused daylight could have made it. There was apparently no central point of radiation; the light was such as to pervade and exist in the surrounding space, somewhat as the vapor of phosphorus spreads a self-luminous haze throughout the bubble into which it is blown. The visual agent surrounding us had a permanent, self-existing luminosity, and was a pervading, bright, unreachable essence that, without an obvious origin, diffused itself equally in all directions. It reminded me of the form of light that in previous years I had seen described as epipolic dispersion, and as I refer to the matter I am of the opinion that man will yet find that the same cause produces both phenomena. I was informed now by the sense of sight, that we were in a cavern room of considerable size. The apartment presented somewhat the appearance of the usual underground caverns that I had seen pictured in books, and yet was different. Stalactites, stalagmites, saline incrustations,[Pg 108] occurring occasionally reminded me of travelers' stories, but these objects were not so abundant as might be supposed. Such accretions or deposits of saline substances as I noticed were also disappointing, in that, instead of having a dazzling brilliancy, like frosted snow crystals, they were of a uniform gray or brown hue. Indeed, my former imaginative mental creations regarding underground caverns were dispelled in this somber stone temple, for even the floor and the fragments of stone that, in considerable quantities, strewed the floor, were of the usual rock formations of upper earth. The glittering crystals of snowy white or rainbow tints (fairy caverns) pictured by travelers, and described as inexpressibly grand and beautiful in other cavern labyrinths, were wanting here, and I saw only occasional small clusters of quartz crystals that were other than of a dull gray color. Finally, after hours or perhaps days of travel, interspersed with restings, conversations, and arguments, amid which I could form no idea of the flight of time, my companion seated himself on a natural bench of stone, and directed me to rest likewise. He broke the silence, and spoke as follows:
I understood the strength of his arguments and shook his hand warmly to show my agreement. We continued on our journey, quickly moving downward and forward. The light gradually got brighter until the cave around us felt as bright as daylight. There didn't seem to be a single source of light; it filled the space around us like the glow of phosphorus misting through a bubble. The light surrounding us had a constant, self-existing glow, spreading evenly in all directions without an obvious source. It reminded me of what I had once read about epipolic dispersion, and I believe that both effects may come from the same cause. With my eyes, I could tell we were in a large cavern room. The space looked somewhat like the typical underground caverns I'd seen in books, but it was different. Stalactites, stalagmites, and occasional salt deposits reminded me of travel stories, but they weren't as plentiful as I expected. The salt formations I saw were disappointing, lacking the dazzling brilliance of frost-covered snow crystals; instead, they were dull gray or brown. My earlier imaginative ideas about underground caverns vanished in this dark stone temple, as even the floor and the scattered stone fragments were made up of typical rock formations found above ground. The sparkling crystals of bright white or colorful hues, often described by travelers as breathtakingly beautiful in other caverns, were missing here; I only spotted a few small clusters of dull gray quartz crystals. After what felt like hours or maybe days of traveling, mixed with rest, conversation, and debates that made it hard to track time, my companion sat down on a natural stone bench and told me to rest as well. He broke the silence and said:
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CHAPTER XVI.
VITALIZED DARKNESS.—THE NARROWS IN SCIENCE.
"In studying any branch of science men begin and end with an unknown. The chemist accepts as data such conditions of matter as he finds about him, and connects ponderable matter with the displays of energy that have impressed his senses, building therefrom a span of theoretical science, but he can not formulate as yet an explanation regarding the origin or the end of either mind, matter, or energy. The piers supporting his fabric stand in a profound invisible gulf, into which even his imagination can not look to form a theory concerning basic formations—corner-stones.
"In studying any field of science, people start and end with the unknown. The chemist takes the conditions of matter he observes around him as data and links tangible matter with the expressions of energy that he perceives, creating a theoretical framework of science. However, he still can't provide a clear explanation for the origin or end of mind, matter, or energy. The pillars supporting his structure rest on a deep invisible abyss that even his imagination can’t explore to create a theory about fundamental formations—cornerstones."
"The geologist, in a like manner, grasps feebly the lessons left in the superficial fragments of earth strata, impressions that remain to bear imperfect record of a few of the disturbances that have affected the earth's crust, and he endeavors to formulate a story of the world's life, but he is neither able to antedate the records shown by the meager testimony at his command, scraps of a leaf out of God's great book of history, nor to anticipate coming events. The birth, as well as the death, of this planet is beyond his page.
The geologist, in a similar way, weakly holds onto the lessons found in the surface fragments of earth layers, marks that provide an incomplete record of some of the events that have impacted the earth's crust. He tries to piece together a story of the world’s existence, but he can't predict past events from the limited evidence he has, just bits and pieces from God's vast historical narrative, nor can he foresee future happenings. The beginning and end of this planet are beyond his reach.
"The astronomer directs his telescope to the heavens, records the position of the planets, and hopes to discover the influences worlds exert upon one another. He explores space to obtain data to enable him to delineate a map of the visible solar universe, but the instruments he has at command are so imperfect, and mind is so feeble that, like mockery seems his attempt to study behind the facts connected with the motions and conditions of the nearest heavenly bodies, and he can not offer an explanation of the beginning or cessation of their movements. He can neither account for their existence, nor foretell their end."
The astronomer points his telescope to the sky, records the positions of the planets, and hopes to uncover the effects that different worlds have on each other. He explores space to gather data that will help him create a map of the visible solar system, but the tools at his disposal are so limited, and his understanding so weak, that his efforts to study the underlying facts about the movements and conditions of the closest celestial bodies seem almost laughable. He can't explain how their movements started or stopped. He can't account for why they exist or predict when they will end.
"Are you not mistaken?" I interrupted; "does not the astronomer foretell eclipses, and calculate the orbits of the[Pg 110] planets, and has he not verified predictions concerning their several motions?"
"Are you sure about that?" I interrupted. "Doesn't the astronomer predict eclipses and calculate the orbits of the[Pg 110] planets, and hasn't he confirmed predictions about their various movements?"
"Yes; but this is simply a study of passing events. The astronomer is no more capable of grasping an idea that reaches into an explanation of the origin of motion, than the chemist or physicist, from exact scientific data, can account for the creation of matter. Give him any amount of material at rest, and he can not conceive of any method by which motion can disturb any part of it, unless such motion be mass motion communicated from without, or molecular motion, already existing within. He accounts for the phases of present motion in heavenly bodies, not for the primal cause of the actual movements or intrinsic properties they possess. He can neither originate a theory that will permit of motion creating itself, and imparting itself to quiescent matter, nor imagine how an atom of quiescent matter can be moved, unless motion from without be communicated thereto. The astronomer, I assert, can neither from any data at his command postulate nor prove the beginning nor the end of the reverberating motion that exists in his solar system, which is itself the fragment of a system that is circulating and revolving in and about itself, and in which, since the birth of man, the universe he knows has not passed the first milestone in the road that universe is traveling in space immensity.
"Yes; but this is just a look at current events. The astronomer can't understand an idea that explains the origin of motion any better than a chemist or physicist can explain the creation of matter using precise scientific data. If you give him any amount of material that’s at rest, he can't figure out a way for motion to disturb any part of it unless that motion is mass motion coming from outside or molecular motion that already exists within. He explains the current movements of celestial bodies, but not the original cause of those movements or the inherent qualities they have. He can't come up with a theory that allows motion to create itself and transfer itself to still matter, nor can he imagine how a piece of still matter can move unless outside motion is applied to it. I say that the astronomer cannot, with any data he has, suggest or prove the beginning or the end of the ongoing motion in his solar system, which itself is just a fragment of a system that is rotating and circulating around itself. In this system, since the dawn of humanity, the universe he knows hasn't even reached the first milestone on the path it's traveling through the vastness of space."
"The mathematician starts a line from an imaginary point that he informs us exists theoretically without occupying any space, which is a contradiction of terms according to his human acceptation of knowledge derived from scientific experiment, if science is based on verified facts. He assumes that straight lines exist, which is a necessity for his calculation; but such a line he has never made. Even the beam of sunshine, radiating through a clear atmosphere or a cloud bank, widens and contracts again as it progresses through the various mediums of air and vapor currents, and if it is ever spreading and deflecting can it be straight? He begins his study in the unknown, it ends with the unknowable.
"The mathematician starts a line from an imaginary point that he claims exists theoretically without taking up any space, which contradicts what we understand from scientific knowledge based on verified facts. He assumes that straight lines exist, which is necessary for his calculations; but he has never actually created such a line. Even a beam of sunlight, shining through a clear sky or a cloud, expands and narrows as it moves through different air and vapor currents, and if it’s spreading and bending, can it really be straight? He begins his study in the unknown, and it ends with what we can never know."
"The biologist can conceive of no rational, scientific beginning to life of plant or animal, and men of science must admit the fact. Whenever we turn our attention to nature's laws and nature's substance, we find man surrounded by the infinity that[Pg 111] obscures the origin and covers the end. But perseverance, study of nature's forces, and comparison of the past with the present, will yet clarify human knowledge and make plain much of this seemingly mysterious, but never will man reach the beginning or the end. The course of human education, to this day, has been mostly materialistic, although, together with the study of matter, there has been more or less attention given to its moving spirit. Newton was the dividing light in scientific thought; he stepped between the reasonings of the past and the provings of the present, and introduced problems that gave birth to a new scientific tendency, a change from the study of matter from the material side to that of force and matter, but his thought has since been carried out in a mode too realistic by far. The study of material bodies has given way, it is true, in a few cases to the study of the spirit of matter, and evolution is beginning to teach men that matter is crude. As a result, thought will in its sequence yet show that modifications of energy expression are paramount. This work is not lost, however, for the consideration of the nature of sensible material, is preliminary and necessary to progression (as the life of the savage prepares the way for that of the cultivated student), and is a meager and primitive child's effort, compared with the richness of the study in unseen energy expressions that are linked with matter, of which men will yet learn."
The biologist cannot find any logical, scientific starting point for the life of plants or animals, and scientists have to acknowledge this reality. Whenever we look at the laws of nature and the essence of it, we see humans surrounded by infinity that obscures both the origin and the end. However, persistence, studying the forces of nature, and comparing the past with the present will eventually enhance human understanding and clarify much of what seems mysterious, but humans will never fully grasp the beginning or the end. To this day, the trajectory of human education has mostly been materialistic, although, alongside the study of matter, there has been some attention given to its dynamic essence. Newton was a pivotal figure in scientific thought; he bridged the reasoning of the past and the evidence of the present, introducing questions that sparked a new scientific perspective, shifting the focus from merely studying matter in a material sense to examining both force and matter. However, his ideas have often been taken too literally since then. The study of physical objects has, in some cases, given way to understanding the essence of matter, and evolution is starting to teach people that matter is basic. Consequently, thought will eventually reveal that modifications of energy expression are crucial. This work is not in vain; examining the nature of tangible material is an essential step toward progress (just as the life of the primitive prepares the way for that of the educated individual) and is a simple, rudimentary effort compared to the rich study of unseen energy expressions linked to matter, which humanity will eventually understand.
"I comprehend some of this," I replied; "but I am neither prepared to assent to nor dissent from your conclusions, and my mind is not clear as to whether your logic is good or bad. I am more ready to speak plainly about my own peculiar situation than to become absorbed in abstruse arguments in science, and I marvel more at the soft light that is here surrounding us than at the metaphysical reasoning in which you indulge."
"I understand some of this," I replied, "but I'm not ready to agree or disagree with your conclusions, and I'm not sure if your reasoning is right or wrong. I'm more willing to talk openly about my own unique situation than to get lost in complicated scientific debates, and I'm more amazed by the gentle light around us than by the abstract reasoning you're engaging in."
"The child ignorant of letters wonders at the resources of those who can spell and read, and, in like manner, many obscure natural phenomena are marvelous to man only because of his ignorance. You do not comprehend the fact that sunlight is simply a matter-bred expression, an outburst of interrupted energy, and that the modification this energy undergoes makes it visible or sensible to man. What, think you, becomes of the flood of light energy that unceasingly flows from the sun? For ages, for[Pg 112] an eternity, it has bathed this earth and seemingly streamed into space, and space it would seem must have long since have been filled with it, if, as men believe, space contains energy of any description. Man may say the earth casts the amount intercepted by it back into space, and yet does not your science teach that the great bulk of the earth is an absorber, and a poor radiator of light and heat? What think you, I repeat, becomes of the torrent of light and heat and other forces that radiate from the sun, the flood that strikes the earth? It disappears, and, in the economy of nature, is not replaced by any known force or any known motion of matter. Think you that earth substance really presents an obstacle to the passage of the sun's energy? Is it not probable that most of this light producing essence, as a subtle fluid, passes through the surface of the earth and into its interior, as light does through space, and returns thence to the sun again, in a condition not discernible by man?" He grasped my arm and squeezed it as though to emphasize the words to follow. "You have used the term sunshine freely; tell me what is sunshine? Ah! you do not reply; well, what evidence have you to show that sunshine (heat and light) is not earth-bred, a condition that exists locally only, the result of contact between matter and some unknown force expression? What reason have you for accepting that, to other forms unknown and yet transparent to this energy, your sunshine may not be as intangible as the ether of space is to man? What reason have you to believe that a force torrent is not circulating to and from the sun and earth, inappreciable to man, excepting the mere trace of this force which, modified by contact action with matter appears as heat, light, and other force expressions? How can I, if this is true, in consideration of your ignorance, enter into details explanatory of the action that takes place between matter and a portion of this force, whereby in the earth, first at the surface, darkness is produced, and then deeper down an earth light that man can perceive by the sense of sight, as you now realize? I will only say that this luminous appearance about us is produced by a natural law, whereby the flood of energy, invisible to man, a something clothed now under the name of darkness, after streaming into the crust substance of the earth, is at this depth, revivified, and then is made apparent to mortal[Pg 113] eye, to be modified again as it emerges from the opposite earth crust, but not annihilated. For my vision, however, this central light is not a necessity; my physical and mental development is such that the energy of darkness is communicable; I can respond to its touches on my nerves, and hence I can guide you in this dark cavern. I am all eye."
"The child who doesn’t know how to read is amazed by those who can spell and read, and in a similar way, many natural phenomena seem incredible to humans simply because of their ignorance. You don’t understand that sunlight is just an expression created by matter, a burst of interrupted energy, and that the change this energy undergoes makes it visible or noticeable to people. What do you think happens to the constant flow of light energy coming from the sun? For ages, for what feels like forever, it has illuminated this earth and seems to stream into space, and it appears that space must have long been filled with it if, as people believe, space contains any kind of energy. People might say that the earth reflects the light it absorbs back into space, yet doesn’t your science teach that most of the earth is a collector, and a poor emitter of light and heat? What do you think, I ask again, happens to the surge of light and heat and other forces radiating from the sun, the flood that hits the earth? It vanishes, and in the workings of nature, it isn’t replaced by any known force or motion of matter. Do you think the earth really blocks the sun's energy? Isn’t it likely that most of this light-producing essence, as a subtle fluid, travels through the earth's surface and into its interior, just like light does through space, and then returns to the sun again in a way that humans can’t detect?" He grabbed my arm and tightened his grip as if to stress what he was about to say next. "You’ve talked about sunshine quite a bit; so tell me, what is sunshine? Ah! You’re not answering; well, what proof do you have that sunshine (heat and light) isn’t created by the earth, that it doesn’t only exist locally, as a result of contact between matter and some unknown force? What reason do you have to believe that, to other unknown forms which are transparent to this energy, your sunshine isn’t as intangible as the ether of space is to people? What reason have you to think that a torrent of force isn’t moving back and forth between the sun and the earth, undetectable to humans, except for the slight trace of this force which, modified by contact with matter, appears as heat, light, and other energy expressions? How can I, given your ignorance, explain in detail the interactions that occur between matter and part of this force, which causes darkness to form at the surface of the earth, and then deeper down, an earth light that humans can perceive with their sight, as you understand now? I’ll just say that this luminous effect around us is created by a natural law, where the flood of energy, invisible to humans, something now referred to as darkness, after flowing into the crust of the earth, is revitalized at this depth, and then made visible to mortal eyes, to be transformed again as it emerges from the other side of the earth’s crust, but not destroyed. For my vision, however, this central light isn’t necessary; my physical and mental growth is such that I can communicate with the energy of darkness; I can feel its effects on my nerves, and that’s how I can guide you through this dark cave. I am all eye."
"Ah!" I exclaimed, "that reminds me of a remark made by my former guide who, referring to the instinct of animals, spoke of that as a natural power undeveloped in man. Is it true that by mental cultivation a new sense can be evolved whereby darkness may become as light?"
"Wow!" I said, "that makes me think of something my old guide once said about animals' instincts. He talked about it as a natural ability that hasn't developed in humans. Is it really possible that through mental training we can develop a new sense that makes darkness feel like light?"
"Yes; that which you call light is a form of sensible energy to which the faculties of animals who live on the surface of the earth have become adapted, through their organs of sight. The sun's energy is modified when it strikes the surface of the earth; part is reflected, but most of it passes onward into the earth's substance, in an altered or disturbed condition. Animal organisms within the earth must possess a peculiar development to utilize it under its new form, but such a sense is really possessed in a degree by some creatures known to men. There is consciousness behind consciousness; there are grades and depths of consciousness. Earth worms, and some fishes and reptiles in underground streams (lower organizations, men call them) do not use the organ of sight, but recognize objects, seek their food, and flee from their enemies."
"Yes, what you call light is a type of energy that animals living on the surface of the Earth have adapted to through their eyesight. The sun's energy changes when it hits the Earth's surface; some of it bounces back, but most of it moves deeper into the Earth's material in a changed or disturbed state. Animals underground need a special kind of development to use this energy in its new form, but some creatures known to humans actually have some ability in this area. There are layers and levels of awareness. Earthworms, along with certain fish and reptiles in underground streams (which people consider lower organisms), do not rely on sight, but they can still recognize objects, find their food, and escape from threats."
"They have no eyes," I exclaimed, forgetting that I spoke to an eyeless being; "how can they see?"
"They have no eyes," I exclaimed, forgetting I was talking to a being without eyes; "how can they see?"
"You should reflect that man can not offer a satisfactory explanation of the fact that he can see with his eyes. In one respect, these so-called lower creatures are higher in the scale of life than man is, for they see (appreciate) without eyes. The surfaces of their bodies really are sources of perception, and seats of consciousness. Man must yet learn to see with his skin, taste with his fingers, and hear with the surface of his body. The dissected nerve, or the pupil of man's eye, offers to the physiologist no explanation of its intrinsic power. Is not man unfortunate in having to risk so much on so frail an organ? The physiologist can not tell why or how the nerve of the tongue can distinguish between bitter and sweet, or convey any[Pg 114] impression of taste, or why the nerve of the ear communicates sound, or the nerve of the eye communicates the impression of sight. There is an impassable barrier behind all forms of nerve impressions, that neither the microscope nor other methods of investigation can help the reasoning senses of man to remove. The void that separates the pulp of the material nerve from consciousness is broader than the solar universe, for even from the most distant known star we can imagine the never-ending flight of a ray of light, that has once started on its travels into space. Can any man outline the bridge that connects the intellect with nerve or brain, mind, or with any form of matter? The fact that the surface of the bodies of some animals is capable of performing the same functions for these animals that the eye of man performs for him, is not more mysterious than is the function of that eye itself. The term darkness is an expression used to denote the fact that to the brain which governs the eye of man, what man calls the absence of light, is unrecognizable. If men were more magnanimous and less egotistical, they would open their minds to the fact that some animals really possess certain senses that are better developed than they are in man. The teachers of men too often tell the little they know and neglect the great unseen. The cat tribe, some night birds, and many reptiles can see better in darkness than in daylight. Let man compare with the nerve expanse of his own eye that of the highly developed eye of any such creature, and he will understand that the difference is one of brain or intellect, and not altogether one of optical vision surface. When men are able to explain how light can affect the nerves of their own eyes and produce such an effect on distant brain tissues as to bring to his senses objects that he is not touching, he may be able to explain how the energy in darkness can affect the nerve of the eye in the owl and impress vision on the brain of that creature. Should not man's inferior sense of light lead him to question if, instead of deficient visual power, there be not a deficiency of the brain capacity of man? Instead of accepting that the eye of man is incapable of receiving the impression of night energy, and making no endeavor to improve himself in the direction of his imperfection, man should reflect whether or not his brain may, by proper cultivation or artificial stimulus, be yet developed so as[Pg 115] to receive yet deeper nerve impressions, thereby changing darkness into daylight. Until man can explain the modus operandi of the senses he now possesses, he can not consistently question the existence of a different sight power in other beings, and unquestioned existing conditions should lead him to hope for a yet higher development in himself."
You should consider that humans can't provide a satisfactory explanation for how they can see with their eyes. In some ways, these so-called lower animals are actually higher on the scale of life than humans, because they can perceive (understand) without eyes. The surfaces of their bodies are true sources of perception and awareness. Humans still need to learn to see with their skin, taste with their fingers, and hear with their entire body. The examined nerve or the pupil of a human eye doesn't give physiologists any insight into its inherent power. Isn't it unfortunate that humans have to rely so much on such a fragile organ? Physiologists can't explain why or how the nerve of the tongue differentiates between bitter and sweet, or how it conveys any sense of taste, nor why the nerve of the ear transmits sound, or the nerve of the eye conveys the impression of sight. There's an insurmountable barrier behind all forms of nerve impressions that neither the microscope nor other investigative methods can help humans overcome. The gap that separates the material nerve tissue from consciousness is wider than the entire solar system, because even from the farthest known star we can imagine the endless journey of a beam of light that has begun its voyage into space. Can anyone describe the bridge that connects intellect with nerve or brain, mind, or any form of matter? The fact that the surface of some animals' bodies can perform the same functions for them that the human eye does is no more mysterious than the function of the eye itself. The term darkness is used to refer to the fact that, to the brain that controls the human eye, what we call the absence of light is unrecognizable. If humans were more generous and less self-centered, they would recognize that some animals genuinely possess certain senses that are better developed than in humans. Teachers often share only what little they know and ignore the vast unknown. The cat family, some nocturnal birds, and many reptiles can see better in the dark than in daylight. If humans compared the nerve structure of their own eyes with the highly developed eyes of such creatures, they would see that the difference lies in brain power or intellect, not just in the capacity of optical vision. When humans can explain how light influences the nerves of their own eyes and affects distant brain tissues to bring objects to their senses that they're not touching, they might also understand how darkness can affect the owl’s eye nerves and create vision in its brain. Shouldn't the inferior human sense of light prompt people to question whether, instead of lacking visual ability, there’s a limitation in human brain capacity? Instead of accepting that the human eye can't perceive the energy of darkness, and failing to strive for improvement, humans should consider whether their brains could, through proper development or artificial stimulation, evolve to receive deeper nerve impressions, thus transforming darkness into light. Until humans can explain how their current senses work, they can't logically challenge the existence of different forms of vision in other beings, and recognizing current limitations should inspire hope for further development in themselves.
"This dissertation is interesting, very," I said. "Although inclined toward agnosticism, my ideas of a possible future in consciousness that lies before mankind are broadened. I therefore accept your reasoning, perhaps because I can not refute it, neither do I wish to do so. And now I ask again, can not you explain to me how darkness, as deep as that of midnight, has been revivified so as to bring this great cavern to my view?"
"This dissertation is really fascinating," I said. "Even though I'm somewhat skeptical, my thoughts about a possible future in consciousness for humanity have expanded. So, I agree with your reasoning, maybe because I can't argue against it, and I don't actually want to. Now, once more, could you explain to me how darkness, as thick as midnight, has been brought back to life to reveal this huge cavern to me?"
"That may be made plain at a future time," he answered; "let us proceed with our journey."
"That can be clarified later," he replied; "let's continue with our journey."
We passed through a dry, well ventilated apartment. Stalactite formations still existed, indicative of former periods of water drippings, but as we journeyed onward I saw no evidence of present percolations, and the developing and erosive agencies that had worked in ages past must long ago have been suspended. The floor was of solid stone, entirely free from loose earth and fallen rocky fragments. It was smooth upon the surface, but generally disposed in gentle undulations. The peculiar, soft, radiant light to which my guide referred as "vitalized darkness" or "revivified sunshine," pervaded all the space about me, but I could not by its agency distinguish the sides of the vast cavern. The brightness was of a species that while it brought into distinctness objects that were near at hand, lost its unfolding power or vigor a short distance beyond. I would compare the effect to that of a bright light shining through a dense fog, were it not that the medium about us was transparent—not milky. The light shrunk into nothingness. It passed from existence behind and about me as if it were annihilated, without wasting away in the opalescent appearance once familiar as that of a spreading fog. Moreover, it seemed to detail such objects as were within the compass of a certain area close about me, but to lose in intensity beyond. The buttons on my coat appeared as distinct as they ever did when I stood in the sunlight, and fully one-half larger than I formerly knew[Pg 116] them to be. The corrugations on the palms of my hands stood out in bold serpentine relief that I observed clearly when I held my hands near my eye, my fingers appeared clumsy, and all parts of my person were magnified in proportion. The region at the limits of my range of perception reminded me of nothingness, but not of darkness. A circle of obliteration defined the border of the luminous belt which advanced as we proceeded, and closed in behind us. This line, or rather zone of demarkation, that separated the seen from the unseen, appeared to be about two hundred feet away, but it might have been more or less, as I had no method of measuring distances.
We walked through a dry, well-ventilated room. Stalactite formations were still present, showing that there had been water dripping at some point, but as we moved on, I saw no signs of current water movement, and the processes that had shaped this place long ago must have stopped. The floor was made of solid stone, completely clear of loose dirt and fallen rocks. It was smooth on the surface but generally had gentle undulations. The unusual, soft, glowing light that my guide called "vitalized darkness" or "revivified sunshine" filled the space around me, but I couldn't make out the walls of the vast cave. The brightness was such that while it made nearby objects clear, it quickly lost its strength just beyond a short distance. I’d compare it to a bright light shining through a thick fog, except that the surrounding medium was clear, not cloudy. The light seemed to fade into nothingness. It vanished behind and around me as if it had been obliterated, rather than fading away like a familiar mist. Additionally, it seemed to highlight objects only within a certain range around me, but to lose power beyond that. The buttons on my coat appeared as clear as they ever did in sunlight, and they looked about half again as large as I remembered. The wrinkles on my palms stood out sharply in a bold, wavy relief that I could see clearly when I held my hands near my face; my fingers looked clumsy, and all parts of my body seemed magnified. The area at the edge of my vision reminded me of nothingness, but it didn’t feel dark. A circle of void marked the boundary of the glowing zone that moved forward as we continued and closed in behind us. This line, or rather area of separation, that distinguished the visible from the invisible seemed to be about two hundred feet away, but it could have been more or less, as I had no way to measure distances.

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CHAPTER XVII.
THE FUNGUS FOREST.—ENCHANTMENT.
Along the chamber through which we now passed I saw by the mellow light great pillars, capped with umbrella-like covers, some of them reminding me of the common toadstool of upper earth, on a magnificent scale. Instead, however, of the gray or somber shades to which I had been accustomed, these objects were of various hues and combined the brilliancy of the primary prismatic colors, with the purity of clean snow. Now they would stand solitary, like gigantic sentinels; again they would be arranged in rows, the alignment as true as if established by the hair of a transit, forming columnar avenues, and in other situations they were wedged together so as to produce masses, acres in extent, in which the stems became hexagonal by compression. The columnar stems, larger than my body, were often spiral; again they were marked with diamond-shaped figures, or other regular geometrical forms in relief, beautifully exact, drawn as by a master's hand in rich and delicately blended colors, on pillars of pure alabaster. Not a few of the stems showed deep crimson, blue, or green, together with other rich colors combined; over which, as delicate as the rarest of lace, would be thrown, in white, an enamel-like intricate tracery, far surpassing in beauty of execution the most exquisite needle-work I had ever seen. There could be no doubt that I was in a forest of colossal fungi, the species of which are more numerous than those of upper earth cryptomatic vegetation. The expanded heads of these great thallogens were as varied as the stems I have described, and more so. Far above our path they spread like beautiful umbrellas, decorated as if by masters from whom the great painters of upper earth might humbly learn the art of mixing colors. Their under surfaces were of many different designs, and were of as many shapes as it is conceivable could be made of combinations of the circle and hyperbola. Stately and[Pg 120] picturesque, silent and immovable as the sphinx, they studded the great cavern singly or in groups, reminding me of a grown child's wild imagination of fairy land. I stopped beside a group that was of unusual conspicuity and gazed in admiration on the huge and yet graceful, beautiful spectacle. I placed my hand on the stem of one plant, and found it soft and impressible; but instead of being moist, cold, and clammy as the repulsive toadstool of upper earth, I discovered, to my surprise, that it was pleasantly warm, and soft as velvet.
As we moved through the chamber, I noticed the warm light illuminating great pillars topped with umbrella-like canopies, some resembling giant toadstools from the surface world but on a grand scale. Instead of the gray or dull colors I was used to, these pillars displayed a variety of hues, combining the brightness of primary colors with the purity of fresh snow. At times, they stood alone like enormous sentinels; at others, they formed precise rows, aligned perfectly as if measured with a transit, creating column-like pathways. In other spots, they clustered together, forming vast masses where their bases became hexagonal due to compression. The column-like stems, larger than my body, were often spiral; some were adorned with diamond-shaped patterns or other geometric designs beautifully carved and painted in rich, subtly blended colors on pillars of pure alabaster. Many of the stems showcased deep red, blue, or green, mixed with other striking colors; delicately laid over them was a white, lace-like tracery that far exceeded the finest needlework I had ever seen. There was no doubt I was in a forest of colossal fungi, with more species than on the surface world’s cryptic vegetation. The broad tops of these massive thallogens were as diverse as the stems I had described, and even more so. High above our path, they spread out like stunning umbrellas, crafted as if by masters who could teach the great painters of the surface world a thing or two about color mixing. The undersides were intricately designed, forming shapes that combined circles and hyperbolas in countless ways. Majestic and picturesque, silent and unyielding like the Sphinx, they dotted the vast cavern either alone or in clusters, evoking a grown child's wild imagination of a fairyland. I paused next to a particularly striking group and admired the grand yet graceful spectacle. When I touched the stem of one plant, I found it soft and yielding; but rather than being damp, cold, and slimy like the unpleasant toadstools on the surface, I was surprised to discover it was pleasantly warm and soft as velvet.
"Smell your hand," said my guide.
"Smell your hand," my guide said.
I did so, and breathed in an aroma like that of fresh strawberries. My guide observed (I had learned to judge of his emotions by his facial expressions) my surprised countenance with indifference.
I did that and inhaled a smell like fresh strawberries. My guide watched my surprised expression with indifference (I had learned to read his feelings by his facial expressions).
"Try the next one," he said.
"Try the next one," he said.
This being of a different species, when rubbed by my hand exhaled the odor of the pineapple.
This creature of a different species, when I rubbed it with my hand, released the scent of pineapple.
"Extraordinary," I mused.
"Awesome," I thought.
"Not at all. Should productions of surface earth have a monopoly of nature's methods, all the flavors, all the perfumes? You may with equal consistency express astonishment at the odors of the fruits of upper earth if you do so at the fragrance of these vegetables, for they are also created of odorless elements."
"Not at all. Should the creations of the surface have a monopoly on nature's methods, all the flavors, all the scents? You could just as consistently be amazed by the smells of the fruits of the earth above if you are surprised by the fragrance of these vegetables, because they are also made from odorless elements."
"But toadstools are foul structures of low organization.[3] They are neither animals nor true vegetables, but occupy a station below that of plants proper," I said.
"But toadstools are disgusting, poorly organized structures.[3] They aren't animals or real plants, but exist in a place below proper plants," I said.
[3] The fungus Polyporus graveolens was neglected by the guide. This fungus exhales a delicate odor, and is used in Kentucky to perfume a room. Being quite large, it is employed to hold a door open, thus being useful as well as fragrant.—J. U. L.
[3] The fungus Polyporus graveolens was overlooked by the guide. This fungus gives off a subtle scent and is used in Kentucky to freshen up a room. Being fairly large, it is also used to prop a door open, making it both practical and pleasant-smelling.—J. U. L.
"You are acquainted with this order of vegetation under the most unfavorable conditions; out of their native elements these plants degenerate and become then abnormal, often evolving into the poisonous earth fungi known to your woods and fields. Here they grow to perfection. This is their chosen habitat. They absorb from a pure atmosphere the combined foods of plants and animals, and during their existence meet no scorching sunrise. They flourish in a region of perfect tranquillity, and without a tremor, without experiencing the change of a fraction of a degree in temperature, exist for ages. Many of these [Pg 121]specimens are probably thousands of years old, and are still growing; why should they ever die? They have never been disturbed by a breath of moving air, and, balanced exactly on their succulent, pedestal-like stems, surrounded by an atmosphere of dead nitrogen, vapor, and other gases, with their roots imbedded in carbonates and minerals, they have food at command, nutrition inexhaustible."
You are familiar with this type of plant life in the worst of conditions; away from their natural elements, these plants decline and can become strange, often turning into the toxic fungi found in your woods and fields. Here, they thrive perfectly. This is where they prefer to live. They absorb the nutrients from a clean atmosphere, taking in the combined foods of both plants and animals, and throughout their existence, they don’t face the harshness of bright sunrises. They thrive in a place of complete peace, without a quiver, and without experiencing even the slightest change in temperature, they endure for ages. Many of these specimens are probably thousands of years old and are still growing; why should they ever die? They have never been disturbed by a breath of moving air, and balanced perfectly on their succulent, pedestal-like stems, surrounded by an atmosphere of inert nitrogen, vapor, and other gases, with their roots embedded in carbonates and minerals, they have abundant food available and endless nutrition.
"Still I do not see why they grow to such mammoth proportions."
"Still, I don't see why they grow to such huge sizes."
"Plants adapt themselves to surrounding conditions," he remarked. "The oak tree in its proper latitude is tall and stately; trace it toward the Arctic circle, and it becomes knotted, gnarled, rheumatic, and dwindles to a shrub. The castor plant in the tropics is twenty or thirty feet in height, in the temperate zone it is an herbaceous plant, farther north it has no existence. Indian corn in Kentucky is luxuriant, tall, and graceful, and each stalk is supplied with roots to the second and third joint, while in the northland it scarcely reaches to the shoulder of a man, and, in order to escape the early northern frost, arrives at maturity before the more southern variety begins to tassel. The common jimson weed (datura stramonium) planted in early spring, in rich soil, grows luxuriantly, covers a broad expanse and bears an abundance of fruit; planted in midsummer it blossoms when but a few inches in height, and between two terminal leaves hastens to produce a single capsule on the apex of the short stem, in order to ripen its seed before the frost appears. These and other familiar examples might be cited concerning the difference some species of vegetation of your former lands undergo under climatic conditions less marked than between those that govern the growth of fungi here and on surface earth. Such specimens of fungi as grow in your former home have escaped from these underground regions, and are as much out of place as are the tropical plants transplanted to the edge of eternal snow. Indeed, more so, for on the earth the ordinary fungus, as a rule, germinates after sunset, and often dies when the sun rises, while here they may grow in peace eternally. These meandering caverns comprise thousands of miles of surface covered by these growths which shall yet fulfill a grand purpose in the economy of nature, for they are destined[Pg 122] to feed tramping multitudes when the day appears in which the nations of men will desert the surface of the earth and pass as a single people through these caverns on their way to the immaculate existence to be found in the inner sphere."
"Plants adapt to their surroundings," he said. "The oak tree, where it belongs, is tall and majestic; if you follow it toward the Arctic Circle, it becomes twisted, gnarled, and shrinks to a shrub. The castor plant in the tropics can reach twenty or thirty feet high, but in the temperate zone, it's just a herb, and further north, it doesn't grow at all. Indian corn in Kentucky is robust, tall, and elegant, with each stalk rooted well up to the second and third joint, while in the northern regions, it barely reaches a person's shoulder and matures before the more southern variety even begins to flower, just to escape early frost. The common jimson weed (datura stramonium), when planted in early spring in rich soil, grows vigorously, spreads widely, and produces a lot of fruit; if planted in midsummer, it blooms at just a few inches tall and quickly produces a single capsule at the tip of the short stem to ensure its seeds ripen before the frost arrives. These and other well-known examples show how different plant species from your former home adapt under less extreme climate conditions than those affecting fungi here compared to those that develop on the surface. Fungi from your old home have come from these underground areas, and they feel as out of place as tropical plants do when moved to the edge of eternal snow. In fact, even more so, because on the surface, typical fungi usually sprout after sunset and often die with the sunrise, while here, they can thrive forever. These winding caverns stretch across thousands of miles, covered with these growths that will eventually serve a significant purpose in nature's plan, as they are meant to nourish wandering masses when the time comes for humanity to leave the surface of the earth and travel as one through these caves toward the pure existence found in the inner sphere."
"I can not disprove your statement," I again repeated; "neither do I accept it. However, it still seems to me unnatural to find such delicious flavors and delicate odors connected with objects associated in memory with things insipid, or so disagreeable as toadstools and the rank forest fungi which I abhorred on earth."[Pg 123]
"I can't disprove your statement," I repeated again; "nor do I accept it. Still, it seems unnatural to me to find such delicious flavors and delicate scents linked to things I remember as bland or as unpleasant as toadstools and the foul forest fungi that I hated on earth."[Pg 123]
CHAPTER XVIII.
THE FOOD OF MAN.
"This leads me to remark," answered the eyeless seer, "that you speak without due consideration of previous experience. You are, or should be, aware of other and as marked differences in food products of upper earth, induced by climate, soil and cultivation. The potato which, next to wheat, rice, or corn, you know supplies nations of men with starchy food, originated as a wild weed in South America and Mexico, where it yet exists as a small, watery, marble-like tuber, and its nearest kindred, botanically, is still poisonous. The luscious apple reached its present excellence by slow stages from knotty, wild, astringent fruit, to which it again returns when escaped from cultivation. The cucumber is a near cousin of the griping, medicinal cathartic bitter-apple, or colocynth, and occasionally partakes yet of the properties that result from that unfortunate alliance, as too often exemplified to persons who do not peel it deep enough to remove the bitter, cathartic principle that exists near the surface. Oranges, in their wild condition, are bitter, and are used principally as medicinal agents. Asparagus was once a weed, native to the salty edges of the sea, and as this weed has become a food, so it is possible for other wild weeds yet to do. Buckwheat is a weed proper, and not a cereal, and birds have learned that the seeds of many other weeds are even preferable to wheat. The wild parsnip is a poison, and the parsnip of cultivation relapses quickly into its natural condition if allowed to escape and roam again. The root of the tapioca plant contains a volatile poison, and is deadly; but when that same root is properly prepared, it becomes the wholesome food, tapioca. The nut of the African anacardium (cachew nut) contains a nourishing kernel that is eaten as food by the natives, and yet a drop of the juice of the oily shell placed on the skin will blister and produce terrible inflammations; only those expert in the removal of the kernel[Pg 124] dare partake of the food. The berry of the berberis vulgaris is a pleasant acid fruit; the bough that bears it is intensely bitter. Such examples might be multiplied indefinitely, but I have cited enough to illustrate the fact that neither the difference in size and structure of the species in the mushroom forest through which we are passing, nor the conditions of these bodies, as compared with those you formerly knew, need excite your astonishment. Cultivate a potato in your former home so that the growing tuber is exposed to sunshine, and it becomes green and acrid, and strongly virulent. Cultivate the spores of the intra-earth fungi about us, on the face of the earth, and although now all parts of the plants are edible, the species will degenerate, and may even become poisonous. They lose their flavor under such unfavorable conditions, and although some species still retain vitality enough to resist poisonous degeneration, they dwindle in size, and adapt themselves to new and unnatural conditions. They have all degenerated. Here they live on water, pure nitrogen and its modifications, grasping with their roots the carbon of the disintegrated limestone, affiliating these substances, and evolving from these bodies rich and delicate flavors, far superior to the flavor of earth surface foods. On the surface of the earth, after they become abnormal, they live only on dead and devitalized organic matter, having lost the power of assimilating elementary matter. They then partake of the nature of animals, breathe oxygen and exhale carbonic acid, as animals do, being the reverse of other plant existences. Here they breathe oxygen, nitrogen, and the vapor of water; but exhale some of the carbon in combination with hydrogen, thus evolving these delicate ethereal essences instead of the poisonous gas, carbonic acid. Their substance is here made up of all the elements necessary for the support of animal life; nitrogen to make muscle, carbon and hydrogen for fat, lime for bone. This fungoid forest could feed a multitude. It is probable that in the time to come when man deserts the bleak earth surface, as he will some day be forced to do, as has been the case in frozen planets that are not now inhabited on the outer crust; nations will march through these spaces on their way from the dreary outside earth to the delights of the salubrious inner sphere. Here then, when that day of necessity appears, as it surely will come under inflexible[Pg 125] climatic changes that will control the destiny of outer earth life, these constantly increasing stores adapted to nourish humanity, will be found accumulated and ready for food. You have already eaten of them, for the variety of food with which I supplied you has been selected from different portions of these nourishing products which, flavored and salted, ready for use as food, stand intermediate between animal and vegetable, supplying the place of both."
"This brings me to say," replied the blind seer, "that you’re speaking without properly considering prior knowledge. You should be aware of the significant differences in food products from the surface world, influenced by things like climate, soil, and farming methods. The potato, which, next to wheat, rice, or corn, helps feed many people with starch, started as a wild plant in South America and Mexico, where it still exists as a small, watery, marble-like tuber, and its closest relative is still toxic. The delicious apple developed over time from a gnarled, wild, sour fruit, and it reverts back to that state when it’s no longer farmed. The cucumber is closely related to the bitter fruit known as colocynth, which can still sometimes cause issues for those who don’t peel it properly to remove the bitter properties near the skin. Wild oranges are bitter and mainly used for medicine. Asparagus was once a weed found on salty coastlines, and just as this weed became food, other wild weeds might still do the same. Buckwheat is actually a proper weed, not a cereal, and birds have figured out that many other weed seeds are even better than wheat. Wild parsnips are toxic, and cultivated parsnips quickly return to their original toxic state if allowed to grow freely again. The root of the tapioca plant has a poisonous substance and is deadly; however, when prepared correctly, it becomes the nutritious food tapioca. The nut from the African anacardium (cashew nut) has a nourishing kernel that local people eat, but a drop of the oily shell’s juice on the skin can cause painful blisters and severe inflammation; only those skilled at extracting the kernel dare to eat it. The berry of the berberis vulgaris is a pleasant sour fruit, but its branch is extremely bitter. There are countless examples to illustrate that neither the differences in size and structure of the species in the mushroom forest we are passing through, nor the state of these bodies compared to what you used to know, should surprise you. Grow a potato in your previous home so that the tuber gets sunlight, and it turns green and toxic. Cultive the spores of the underground fungi around us on the surface, and while all parts of the plants are edible now, they can degenerate and may even become toxic. They lose their flavor in such unfavorable conditions, and although some species can still resist poisonous changes, they shrink in size and adapt to new, unnatural environments. They have all declined. Here they thrive on water, pure nitrogen, and its variations, drawing carbon from the decomposed limestone, combining these substances, and producing rich and delicate flavors that far surpass those of surface-grown foods. On the surface, after they become abnormal, they survive only on dead and lifeless organic matter, having lost the ability to assimilate basic matter. They then take on animal-like traits, breathing oxygen and exhaling carbon dioxide, unlike other plant life. Here they breathe oxygen, nitrogen, and water vapor; but they exhale some carbon combined with hydrogen, creating these delicate ethereal essences instead of the toxic gas, carbon dioxide. Their composition includes all the elements necessary for supporting animal life: nitrogen for muscles, carbon and hydrogen for fat, lime for bones. This fungal forest could feed a multitude. It's likely that in the future, when humans abandon the harsh surface of the earth—which they will eventually have to do, as has happened on barren planets that are no longer inhabited on their outer crust—nations will travel through these spaces on their way from the dreary outer world to the joys of the healthy inner sphere. Therefore, when that day of necessity comes, and it will come due to unyielding climatic changes that will shape the fate of surface life, these ever-growing supplies ready to nourish humanity will be found waiting for food. You’ve already tasted them, as the variety of dishes I provided you were chosen from various parts of these nourishing resources that, flavored and salted, are ready for use as food, bridging the gap between animal and vegetable, serving as a substitute for both."
My instructor placed both hands on my shoulders, and in silence I stood gazing intently into his face. Then, in a smooth, captivating, entrancing manner, he continued:
My instructor put both hands on my shoulders, and in silence, I stood staring intently at his face. Then, in a smooth, captivating, and enchanting way, he continued:
"Can you not see that food is not matter? The material part of bread is carbon, water, gas, and earth; the material part of fat is charcoal and gas; the material part of flesh is water and gas; the material part of fruits is mostly water with a little charcoal and gas.[4] The material constituents of all foods are plentiful, they abound everywhere, and yet amid the unlimited, unorganized materials that go to form foods man would starve.
"Can’t you see that food isn’t just physical stuff? The main components of bread are carbon, water, gas, and earth; the main components of fat are charcoal and gas; the main components of flesh are water and gas; and the main components of fruits are mostly water, with a bit of charcoal and gas.[4] The raw materials for all foods are everywhere, yet despite the limitless, unstructured materials available to create food, people would still starve."
[4] By the term gas, it is evident that hydrogen and nitrogen were designated, and yet, since the instructor insists that other gases form part of the atmosphere, so he may consistently imply that unknown gases are parts of food.—J. U. L.
[4] By "gas," it's clear that hydrogen and nitrogen are being referred to, but since the instructor claims that other gases are also part of the atmosphere, he might be suggesting that there are unknown gases in our food. —J. U. L.
"Give a healthy man a diet of charcoal, water, lime salts, and air; say to him, 'Bread contains no other substance, here is bread, the material food of man, live on this food,' and yet the man, if he eat of these, will die with his stomach distended. So with all other foods; give man the unorganized materialistic constituents of food in unlimited amounts, and starvation results. No! matter is not food, but a carrier of food."
"Give a healthy person a diet of charcoal, water, lime salts, and air; tell them, 'Bread has nothing else in it, here is bread, the basic food for people, survive on this,' and still, that person, if they consume only these, will die with a swollen stomach. The same goes for all other foods; give a person unlimited amounts of unprocessed, material components of food, and they'll end up starving. No! Matter is not food, but just a vehicle for food."
"What is food?"
"What is food?"
"Sunshine. The grain of wheat is a food by virtue of the sunshine fixed within it. The flesh of animals, the food of living creatures, are simply carriers of sunshine energy. Break out the sunshine and you destroy the food, although the material remains. The growing plant locks the sunshine in its cells, and the living animal takes it out again. Hence it is that after the sunshine of any food is liberated during the metamorphosis of the tissues of an animal although the material part of the food remains, it is no longer a food, but becomes a poison, and then, if it is not promptly eliminated from the animal, it will destroy [Pg 126]the life of the animal. This material becomes then injurious, but it is still material.
Sunshine. The grain of wheat is food because it contains energy from the sunshine. The flesh of animals, which nourish living beings, simply carries this sunshine energy. If you extract the sunshine, you ruin the food, even though the physical substance is still there. The growing plant traps sunshine in its cells, and living animals release it again. That's why, when the sunshine energy in any food is set free during the transformation of an animal's tissues, even though the material part of the food stays, it is no longer considered food; instead, it turns into a poison. If this isn't quickly removed from the animal, it can ultimately destroy the animal's life. This material becomes harmful, but it remains material. [Pg 126]
"The farmer plants a seed in the soil, the sunshine sprouts it, nourishes the growing plant, and during the season locks itself to and within its tissues, binding the otherwise dead materials of that tissue together into an organized structure. Animals eat these structures, break them from higher to lower compounds, and in doing so live on the stored up sunshine and then excrete the worthless material side of the food. The farmer spreads these excluded substances over the earth again to once more take up the sunshine in the coming plant organization, but not until it does once more lock in its cells the energy of sunshine can it be a food for that animal."
The farmer plants a seed in the soil, and the sunshine helps it sprout and nourishes the growing plant. During the season, the sunshine becomes part of the plant’s tissues, combining the otherwise dead materials into an organized structure. Animals eat these structures, break them down from complex to simpler compounds, and in doing so, they live off the stored sunshine, excreting the useless parts of the food. The farmer spreads these wasted substances back onto the earth again to absorb sunshine for the next plant growth. But it’s only when the plant locks the energy of sunshine into its cells again that it can become food for that animal.
"Is manure a food?" he abruptly asked.
"Is manure food?" he suddenly asked.
"No."
"Nope."
"Is not manure matter?"
"Isn't manure just matter?"
"Yes."
Yes.
"May it not become a food again, as the part of another plant, when another season passes?"
"Could it not turn back into food, like part of another plant, when the next season comes around?"
"Yes."
"Yep."
"In what else than energy (sunshine) does it differ from food?"
"In what other way does it differ from food besides energy (sunshine)?"
"Water is a necessity," I said.
"Water is essential," I said.
"And locked in each molecule of water there is a mine of sunshine. Liberate suddenly the sun energy from the gases of the ocean held in subjection thereby, and the earth would disappear in an explosion that would reverberate throughout the universe. The water that you truly claim to be necessary to the life of man, is itself water by the grace of this same sun, for without its heat water would be ice, dry as dust. 'Tis the sun that gives life and motion to creatures animate and substances inanimate; he who doubts distrusts his Creator. Food and drink are only carriers of bits of assimilable sunshine. When the fire worshipers kneeled to their god, the sun, they worshiped the great food reservoir of man. When they drew the quivering entrails from the body of a sacrificed victim they gave back to their God a spark of sunshine—it was due sooner or later. They builded well in thus recognizing the source of all life, and yet they acted badly, for their God asked no premature sacrifice, the inevitable[Pg 127] must soon occur, and as all organic life comes from that Sun-God, so back to that Creator the sun-spark must fly."
"And locked in each molecule of water is a treasure of sunshine. If we suddenly unleashed the sun’s energy from the gases in the ocean, the earth would vanish in an explosion that would echo throughout the universe. The water you consider essential for human life is itself made possible by this very sun, because without its heat, water would be ice, dry as dust. It's the sun that provides life and movement to living beings and inanimate objects; anyone who doubts that distrusts their Creator. Food and drink are just carriers of bits of assimilable sunshine. When the fire worshippers knelt to their god, the sun, they honored the great source of nourishment for humanity. When they pulled the trembling organs from a sacrificed victim, they returned a spark of sunshine to their God—it was something that was due. They built well by recognizing the source of all life, but they acted poorly, because their God asked for no premature sacrifice; the inevitable must come eventually, and just as all organic life comes from that Sun-God, that sun-spark must return to the Creator."
"But they are heathen; there is a God beyond their narrow conception of God."
"But they are non-believers; there is a God beyond their limited understanding of God."
"As there is also a God in the Beyond, past your idea of God. Perhaps to beings of higher mentalities, we may be heathen; but even if this is so, duty demands that we revere the God within our intellectual sphere. Let us not digress further; the subject now is food, not the Supreme Creator, and I say to you the food of man and the organic life of man is sunshine."
"As there is also a God in the Beyond, beyond your concept of God. Perhaps to beings with higher intelligence, we might seem like heathens; but even if that's true, it's our duty to honor the God within our understanding. Let’s not go off track; the focus now is food, not the Supreme Creator, and I tell you that the food of humanity and the organic life of humanity is sunshine."
He ceased, and I reflected upon his words. All he had said seemed so consistent that I could not deny its plausibility, and yet it still appeared altogether unlikely as viewed in the light of my previous earth knowledge. I did not quite comprehend all the semi-scientific expressions, but was at least certain that I could neither disprove nor verify his propositions. My thoughts wandered aimlessly, and I found myself questioning whether man could be prevailed upon to live contentedly in situations such as I was now passing through. In company with my learned and philosophical but fantastically created guardian and monitor, I moved on.[Pg 128]
He stopped speaking, and I thought about what he had said. Everything he mentioned seemed so logical that I couldn’t deny its reasonableness, yet it still felt completely unlikely based on my previous knowledge of the world. I didn’t fully understand all the technical terms, but I was at least sure that I couldn’t disprove or confirm his ideas. My mind wandered aimlessly, and I started to wonder if people could really be satisfied living in situations like the one I was currently experiencing. With my knowledgeable and philosophical yet wildly imagined guardian and guide, I continued on. [Pg 128]
CHAPTER XIX.
THE CRY FROM A DISTANCE.—I REBEL AGAINST CONTINUING
THE JOURNEY.
As we paced along, meditating, I became more sensibly impressed with the fact that our progress was down a rapid declination. The saline incrustations, fungi and stalagmites, rapidly changed in appearance, an endless variety of stony figures and vegetable cryptogams recurring successively before my eyes. They bore the shape of trees, shrubs, or animals, fixed and silent as statues: at least in my distorted condition of mind I could make out resemblances to many such familiar objects; the floor of the cavern became increasingly steeper, as was shown by the stalactites, which, hanging here and there from the invisible ceiling, made a decided angle with the floor, corresponding with a similar angle of the stalagmites below. Like an accompanying and encircling halo the ever present earth-light enveloped us, opening in front as we advanced, and vanishing in the rear. The sound of our footsteps gave back a peculiar, indescribable hollow echo, and our voices sounded ghost-like and unearthly, as if their origin was outside of our bodies, and at a distance. The peculiar resonance reminded me of noises reverberating in an empty cask or cistern. I was oppressed by an indescribable feeling of mystery and awe that grew deep and intense, until at last I could no longer bear the mental strain.
As we walked along, deep in thought, I became increasingly aware that we were moving down a steep slope. The salty deposits, fungi, and stalagmites changed quickly in appearance, showing an endless variety of rocky shapes and plant-like formations that kept appearing before my eyes. They looked like trees, shrubs, or animals, frozen and silent like statues: at least, in my warped state of mind, I could see similarities to many familiar things. The floor of the cave became steeper, as evidenced by the stalactites hanging from the unseen ceiling, creating a sharp angle with the ground that matched the angle of the stalagmites below. Like a constant halo, the ever-present earth-light surrounded us, widening in front as we moved forward and fading behind us. The sound of our footsteps echoed with a strange, indescribable hollowness, and our voices sounded ghostly and otherworldly, as if they were coming from somewhere outside our bodies and far away. The odd resonance reminded me of sounds bouncing around in an empty barrel or cistern. I was overwhelmed by an indescribable sense of mystery and awe that grew deeper and more intense, until finally, I could no longer handle the mental strain.
"Hold, hold," I shouted, or tried to shout, and stopped suddenly, for although I had cried aloud, no sound escaped my lips. Then from a distance—could I believe my senses?—from a distance as an echo, the cry came back in the tones of my own voice, "Hold, hold."
"Wait, wait," I yelled, or tried to yell, and then I stopped abruptly because even though I'd shouted, no sound came out. Then from a distance—could I trust my senses?—from far away like an echo, the shout returned in the sound of my own voice, "Wait, wait."
"Speak lower," said my guide, "speak very low, for now an effort such as you have made projects your voice far outside your body; the greater the exertion the farther away it appears."[Pg 129]
"Lower your voice," my guide said, "speak softly, because right now the effort you've put in makes your voice carry far beyond your body; the more you push, the further away it seems."[Pg 129]
I grasped him by the arm and said slowly, determinedly, and in a suppressed tone: "I have come far enough into the secret caverns of the earth, without knowing our destination; acquaint me now with the object of this mysterious journey, I demand, and at once relieve this sense of uncertainty; otherwise I shall go no farther."
I grabbed his arm and said slowly, firmly, and in a low voice: "I've come too far into the hidden caves of the earth without knowing where we're going; tell me now what this mysterious journey is about. I need to relieve this feeling of uncertainty, or I won't go any further."

"You are to proceed to the Sphere of Rest with me," he replied, "and in safety. Beyond that an Unknown Country lies, into which I have never ventured."
"You need to come with me to the Sphere of Rest," he replied, "and you'll be safe. Beyond that is an Unknown Country that I've never explored."
"You speak in enigmas; what is this Sphere of Rest? Where is it?"
"You talk in riddles; what is this Sphere of Rest? Where is it?"
"Your eyes have never seen anything similar; human philosophy has no conception of it, and I can not describe it," he said. "It is located in the body of the earth, and we will meet it about one thousand miles beyond the North Pole."
"Your eyes have never seen anything like it; human philosophy has no idea what it is, and I can't describe it," he said. "It's located in the body of the earth, and we'll find it about a thousand miles past the North Pole."
"But I am in Kentucky," I replied; "do you think that I propose to walk to the North Pole, man—if man you be; that unreached goal is thousands of miles away."[Pg 130]
"But I'm in Kentucky," I replied; "do you really think I'm planning to walk to the North Pole, dude—if you are indeed a man; that unreachable destination is thousands of miles away."[Pg 130]
"True," he answered, "as you measure distance on the surface of the earth, and you could not walk it in years of time; but you are now twenty-five miles below the surface, and you must be aware that instead of becoming more weary as we proceed, you are now and have for some time been gaining strength. I would also call to your attention that you neither hunger nor thirst."
"That's true," he replied, "just like measuring distance on the ground, and you couldn't walk it in years; but you're now twenty-five miles underground, and you should notice that instead of getting more tired as we go on, you're actually gaining strength. I'd also like to point out that you don't feel hunger or thirst."
"Proceed," I said, "'tis useless to rebel; I am wholly in your power," and we resumed our journey, and rapidly went forward amid silences that were to me painful beyond description. We abruptly entered a cavern of crystal, every portion of which was of sparkling brilliancy, and as white as snow. The stalactites, stalagmites and fungi disappeared. I picked up a fragment of the bright material, tasted it, and found that it resembled pure salt. Monstrous, cubical crystals, a foot or more in diameter, stood out in bold relief, accumulations of them, as conglomerated masses, banked up here and there, making parts of great columnar cliffs, while in other formations the crystals were small, resembling in the aggregate masses of white sandstone.
"Go ahead," I said, "it’s pointless to fight back; I’m completely at your mercy," and we continued our journey, moving quickly through a silence that felt unbearable to me. We suddenly entered a cavern made of crystal, every part sparkling brilliantly and as white as snow. The stalactites, stalagmites, and fungi vanished. I picked up a piece of the bright material, tasted it, and found it similar to pure salt. Huge, cube-shaped crystals, a foot or more across, stood out prominently, clustered together in places, forming parts of massive column-like cliffs, while in other areas, the crystals were smaller, resembling large masses of white sandstone.
"Is not this salt?" I asked.
"Isn't this salt?" I asked.
"Yes; we are now in the dried bed of an underground lake."
"Yes, we are now in the dried-up bed of an underground lake."
"Dried bed?" I exclaimed; "a body of water sealed in the earth can not evaporate."
"Dried up pond?" I said, "a body of water sealed in the ground can't just evaporate."
"It has not evaporated; at some remote period the water has been abstracted from the salt, and probably has escaped upon the surface of the earth as a fresh water spring."
"It hasn't disappeared; at some distant time, the water has been taken away from the salt and has likely surfaced on the ground as a freshwater spring."
"You contradict all laws of hydrostatics, as I understand that subject," I replied, "when you speak of abstracting water from a dissolved substance that is part of a liquid, and thus leaving the solids."
"You go against all the rules of hydrostatics, as I understand that subject," I replied, "when you talk about taking water out of a dissolved substance that is part of a liquid, and thereby leaving the solids."
"Nevertheless this is a constant act of nature," said he; "how else can you rationally account for the great salt beds and other deposits of saline materials that exist hermetically sealed beneath the earth's surface?"
"Still, this is a constant act of nature," he said; "how else can you logically explain the massive salt beds and other deposits of salty materials that are sealed off below the earth's surface?"
"I will confess that I have not given the subject much thought; I simply accept the usual explanation to the effect that salty seas have lost their water by evaporation, and afterward the salt formations, by some convulsions of nature, have been covered with earth, perhaps sinking by earthquake convulsions bodily into the earth."[Pg 131]
"I'll admit that I haven't put much thought into this topic; I just go along with the common explanation that salty seas lost their water through evaporation, and later the salt deposits, due to some natural upheavals, got buried under earth, possibly sinking into the ground during earthquakes."[Pg 131]

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[Pg 133]"These explanations are examples of some of the erroneous views of scientific writers," he replied; "they are true only to a limited extent. The great beds of salt, deep in the earth, are usually accumulations left there by water that is drawn from brine lakes, from which the liberated water often escaped as pure spring water at the surface of the earth. It does not escape by evaporation, at least not until it reaches the earth's surface."
[Pg 133]"These explanations show some of the mistaken ideas of scientific writers," he responded; "they're true only to a certain degree. The massive salt deposits deep in the earth are typically formed from water that was extracted from brine lakes, and the released water often surfaced as clean spring water. It doesn't escape through evaporation, at least not until it reaches the surface of the earth."
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INTERLUDE—THE STORY INTERRUPTED.
CHAPTER XX.
MY UNBIDDEN GUEST PROVES HIS STATEMENT AND REFUTES
MY PHILOSOPHY.
Let the reader who has followed this strange story which I am directed to title "The End of Earth," and who, in imagination, has traversed the cavernous passages of the underworld and listened to the conversation of those two personages who journeyed towards the secrets of the Beyond, return now to upper earth, and once more enter my secluded lodgings, the home of Llewellen Drury, him who listened to the aged guest and who claims your present attention. Remember that I relate a story within a story. That importunate guest of mine, of the glittering knife and the silvery hair, like another Ancient Mariner, had constrained me to listen to his narrative, as he read it aloud to me from the manuscript. I patiently heard chapter after chapter, generally with pleasure, often with surprise, sometimes with incredulity, or downright dissent. Much of the narrative, I must say,—yes, most of it, appeared possible, if not probable, as taken in its connected sequence. The scientific sections were not uninteresting; the marvels of the fungus groves, the properties of the inner light, I was not disinclined to accept as true to natural laws; but when The-Man-Who-Did-It came to tell of the intra-earth salt deposits, and to explain the cause of the disappearance of lakes that formerly existed underground, and their simultaneous replacement by beds of salt, my credulity was overstrained.
Let the reader who has followed this strange story, which I am now calling "The End of Earth," and who, in their imagination, has navigated the cavernous passages of the underworld and listened to the conversation of those two characters journeying toward the secrets of what lies beyond, return now to the surface and once again enter my secluded home, the residence of Llewellen Drury, the one who listened to the aged guest and who requires your attention. Remember, I am telling a story within a story. That persistent guest of mine, with his shiny knife and silver hair, like another Ancient Mariner, made me listen to his tale as he read it aloud to me from the manuscript. I patiently listened chapter after chapter, usually with pleasure, often with surprise, sometimes with disbelief, or outright disagreement. I must admit that much of the narrative—most of it—seemed possible, if not probable, when considered in its connected sequence. The scientific parts were interesting; I was inclined to accept the marvels of the fungus groves and the properties of the inner light as true to natural laws. However, when The-Man-Who-Did-It began explaining the intra-earth salt deposits and detailing the disappearance of lakes that once existed underground, along with their simultaneous replacement by salt beds, my willingness to believe was stretched too far.
"Permit me to interrupt your narrative," I remarked, and then in response to my request the venerable guest laid down his paper.
"Can I interrupt your story?" I said, and then in reply to my request, the elderly guest set down his paper.
"Well?" he said, interrogatively.[Pg 135]
"Well?" he asked, curiously.[Pg 135]
"I do not believe that last statement concerning the salt lake, and, to speak plainly, I would not have accepted it as you did, even had I been in your situation."
"I don't believe that last statement about the salt lake, and to be honest, I wouldn't have accepted it like you did, even if I were in your shoes."
"To what do you allude?" he asked.
"What's that you're referring to?" he asked.
"The physical abstraction of water from the salt of a solution of salt; I do not believe it possible unless by evaporation of the water."
"The physical separation of water from a salt solution; I don’t think it’s possible except through the evaporation of the water."
"You seem to accept as conclusive the statements of men who have never investigated beneath the surface in these directions, and you question the evidence of a man who has seen the phenomenon. I presume you accept the prevailing notions about salt beds, as you do the assertion that liquids seek a common level, which your scientific authorities also teach as a law of nature?"
"You seem to take the word of people who have never looked deeply into these matters as final, while you doubt the account of someone who has actually witnessed the phenomenon. I assume you go along with the common ideas about salt beds, just as you believe that liquids naturally settle at the same level, which is also taught as a law of nature by your scientific experts?"
"Yes; I do believe that liquids seek a common level, and I am willing to credit your other improbable statements if you can demonstrate the principle of liquid equilibrium to be untrue."
"Yes; I believe that liquids find a common level, and I'm open to accepting your other unlikely claims if you can prove that the principle of liquid equilibrium is false."
"Then," said he, "to-morrow evening I will show you that fluids seek different levels, and also explain to you how liquids may leave the solids they hold in solution without evaporating from them."
"Then," he said, "tomorrow evening I’ll show you that fluids seek different levels, and I’ll also explain how liquids can separate from the solids they hold in solution without evaporating."
He arose and abruptly departed. It was near morning, and yet I sat in my room alone pondering the story of my unique guest until I slept to dream of caverns and seances until daylight, when I was awakened by their vividness. The fire was out, the room was cold, and, shivering in nervous exhaustion, I crept into bed to sleep and dream again of horrible things I can not describe, but which made me shudder in affright at their recollection. Late in the day I awoke.
He got up and left suddenly. It was almost morning, and I was still in my room alone, thinking about the story of my unusual guest until I fell asleep and dreamed of caves and séances until dawn, when I woke up from their intensity. The fire had gone out, the room was cold, and shivering from nervous exhaustion, I crawled into bed to sleep and dream again of terrible things I can't describe, but which made me shudder in fear just thinking about them. I woke up later in the day.
On the following evening my persevering teacher appeared punctually, and displayed a few glass tubes and some blotting or bibulous paper.
On the next evening, my determined teacher showed up right on time and brought a few glass tubes and some absorbent paper.
"I will first show you that liquids may change their levels in opposition to the accepted laws of men, not contrary to nature's laws; however, let me lead to the experiments by a statement of facts, that, if you question, you can investigate at any time. If two vessels of water be connected by a channel from the bottom of each, the water surfaces will come to a common level."[Pg 136]
"I will first show you that liquids can change their levels in a way that goes against what people commonly believe, but not against the laws of nature. However, I'll start the experiments by stating some facts that you can look into at any time if you have doubts. If two containers of water are linked by a channel at the bottom of each, the water levels will equalize." [Pg 136]
He selected a curved glass tube, and poured water into it. The water assumed the position shown in Figure 11.
He picked a curved glass tube and poured water into it. The water took the shape shown in Figure 11.

"You have not shown me anything new," I said; "my text-books taught me this."
"You haven't shown me anything new," I said. "I already learned this from my textbooks."
"True, I have but exhibited that which is the foundation of your philosophy regarding the surface of liquids. Let me proceed:
"True, I have only shown what is the basis of your philosophy about the surface of liquids. Let me continue:
"If we pour a solution of common salt into such a U tube, as I do now, you perceive that it also rises to the same level in both ends."
"If we pour a solution of table salt into this U tube, as I'm doing now, you'll notice that it rises to the same level in both ends."
"Of course it does."
"Of course it does."
"Do not interrupt me. Into one arm of the tube containing the brine I now carefully pour pure water. You observe that the surfaces do not seek the same level." (Figure 12.)
"Don’t interrupt me. I am now carefully pouring pure water into one arm of the tube holding the brine. You can see that the surfaces don’t align at the same level." (Figure 12.)

"Certainly not," I said; "the weight of the liquid in each arm is the same, however; the columns balance each other."
"Definitely not," I said; "the weight of the liquid in each arm is the same, though; the columns balance each other."
"Exactly; and on this assumption you base your assertion that connected liquids of the same gravity must always seek a common level, but you see from this test that if two liquids of different gravities be connected from beneath, the surface of the lighter one will assume a higher level than the surface of the heavier."
"That's right; and based on this assumption, you claim that connected liquids with the same density must always find a common level. However, this test shows that if two liquids with different densities are connected from below, the surface of the lighter liquid will be at a higher level than the surface of the heavier one."
"Agreed; however tortuous the channel that connects them, such must be the case."
"Agreed; no matter how twisted the path that links them, that has to be the way it is."
"Is it not supposable," said he, "that there might be two pockets in the earth, one containing salt water, the other fresh water, which, if joined together, might be represented by such a figure as this, wherein the water surface would be raised above that of the brine?" And he drew upon the paper the accompanying diagram. (Figure 13.)[Pg 137]
"Isn't it possible," he said, "that there could be two pockets in the Earth, one filled with saltwater and the other with fresh water? If they were combined, it might look like this, where the surface of the fresh water would be higher than that of the saltwater?" He then sketched the diagram on the paper. (Figure 13.)[Pg 137]
"Yes," I admitted; "providing, of course, there was an equal pressure of air on the surface of each."
"Yes," I admitted, "as long as there was an equal amount of air pressure on the surface of each."

W, surface of water.
S, layers of sand connecting them.
"Now I will draw a figure in which one pocket is above the other, and ask you to imagine that in the lower pocket we have pure water, in the upper pocket brine (Figure 14); can you bring any theory of your law to bear upon these liquids so that by connecting them together the water will rise and run into the brine?"
"Now I’m going to sketch a diagram where one pocket is above the other, and I want you to picture that the lower pocket contains pure water, while the upper pocket has brine (Figure 14); can you apply any theory from your understanding of this law to these liquids so that by linking them together, the water will rise and flow into the brine?"

W, water.
S, sand layer.
(The difference in height is slightly exaggerated to clarify the phenomenon. A siphon could occur under these conditions.—L.)
"No," I replied; "connect them, and then the brine will flow into the water."
"No," I replied; "link them, and then the saltwater will flow into the water."
"Upon the contrary," he said; "connect them, as innumerable cavities in the earth are joined, and the water will flow into the brine."
"On the contrary," he said, "link them together, just like the countless cavities in the earth are connected, and the water will flow into the salt."
"The assertion is opposed to applied philosophy and common sense," I said.
"The claim goes against practical philosophy and common sense," I said.
"Where ignorance is bliss, 'tis folly to be wise, you know to be a maxim with mortals," he replied; "but I must pardon you; your dogmatic education narrows your judgment. I now will prove you in error."
"Where ignorance is bliss, it's foolish to be wise, as people say," he replied; "but I have to forgive you; your rigid education limits your perspective. Now, I will show you that you're wrong."
He took from his pocket two slender glass tubes, about an eighth of an inch in bore and four inches in length, each closed at one end, and stood them in a perforated cork that he placed upon the table.
He took two slim glass tubes from his pocket, about an eighth of an inch wide and four inches long, each sealed at one end, and stood them in a cork with holes that he placed on the table.

A A, glass tubes.
F, brine surface.
E, water surface.
Into one tube he poured water, and then dissolving some salt in a cup, poured brine into the other, filling both nearly to the top (Figure 15). Next he produced a short curved glass tube, to each end of which was attached a strip of flexible rubber tubing. Then, from a piece[Pg 138] of blotting paper such as is used to blot ink, he cut a narrow strip and passed it through the arrangement, forming the apparatus represented by Figure 16.
Into one tube, he poured water, and then dissolved some salt in a cup, pouring brine into the other, filling both nearly to the top (Figure 15). Next, he produced a short curved glass tube, with a strip of flexible rubber tubing attached to each end. Then, from a piece of blotting paper used to blot ink, he cut a narrow strip and passed it through the setup, creating the apparatus shown in Figure 16.

B, curved glass tube.
C C, rubber tubes.
D D D, absorbent paper.
Then he inserted the two tubes (Figure 15) into the rubber, the extremities of the paper being submerged in the liquids, producing a combination that rested upright in the cork as shown by Figure 17.
Then he inserted the two tubes (Figure 15) into the rubber, with the ends of the paper submerged in the liquids, creating a setup that stood upright in the cork as shown in Figure 17.
The surfaces of both liquids were at once lowered by reason of the suction of the bibulous paper, the water decreasing most rapidly, and soon the creeping liquids met by absorption in the paper, the point of contact, as the liquids met, being plainly discernible. Now the old man gently slid the tubes upon each other, raising one a little, so as to bring the surfaces of the two liquids exactly on a plane; he then marked the glass at the surface of each with a pen.
The surfaces of both liquids immediately dropped because of the absorption by the blotting paper, with the water decreasing the fastest, and soon the merging liquids combined through the paper, their contact point clearly visible. The old man then carefully adjusted the tubes on top of each other, lifting one slightly to align the surfaces of the two liquids perfectly. He then marked the glass at each surface with a pen.
"Observe the result," he remarked as he replaced the tubes in the cork with their liquid surfaces on a line.
"Check out the result," he said as he lined up the tubes with their liquid surfaces in the cork.
Together we sat and watched, and soon it became apparent that the surface of the water had decreased in height as compared with that of the brine. By fixing my gaze on the ink mark on the glass I also observed that the brine in the opposing tube was rising.
Together we sat and watched, and soon it became clear that the water level had dropped compared to the brine. By focusing my eyes on the ink mark on the glass, I also noticed that the brine in the opposite tube was rising.
"I will call to-morrow evening," he said, "and we shall then discover which is true, man's theory or nature's practice."
"I will call tomorrow evening," he said, "and we'll see which is true, man's theory or nature's way."
Within a short time enough of the water in the tube had been transferred to the brine to raise its surface considerably above its former level, the surface of the water being lowered to a greater degree. (Figure 18.) I was discomfited at the result, and upon his appearance next evening peevishly said to the experimenter:
Within a short time, enough water from the tube had been transferred to the brine to raise its surface significantly above its previous level, while the water level in the tube dropped even more. (Figure 18.) I was upset by the outcome, and when he showed up the next evening, I irritably said to the experimenter:
"I do not know that this is fair."
"I don't know if this is fair."
"Have I not demonstrated that, by properly connecting the liquids, the lighter flows into the heavier, and raises itself above the former surface?"
"Have I not shown that, by properly connecting the liquids, the lighter one flows into the heavier and rises above the former surface?"
"Yes; but there is no porous paper in the earth."[Pg 139]
"Yes, but there isn't any porous paper on Earth."[Pg 139]
"True; I used this medium because it was convenient. There are, however, vast subterranean beds of porous materials, stone, sand, clay, various other earths, many of which will answer the same purpose. By perfectly natural laws, on a large scale, such molecular transfer of liquids is constantly taking place within the earth, and in these phenomena the law of gravitation seems ignored, and the rule which man believes from narrow experience, governs the flow of liquids, is reversed. The arched porous medium always transfers the lighter liquid into the heavier one until its surface is raised considerably above that of the light one. In the same way you can demonstrate that alcohol passes into water, sulphuric ether into alcohol, and other miscible light liquids into those heavier."
"True; I used this method because it was convenient. However, there are large underground layers of porous materials like stone, sand, clay, and various other soils, many of which can serve the same purpose. According to natural laws, on a large scale, this molecular transfer of liquids is happening all the time within the earth. In these phenomena, the law of gravitation seems to be disregarded, and the understanding that humans typically have from limited experience about how liquids flow is turned upside down. The arched porous material always moves the lighter liquid into the heavier one until its surface is significantly higher than that of the lighter one. Similarly, you can show that alcohol moves into water, sulfuric ether moves into alcohol, and other miscible lighter liquids mix into those that are heavier."

A A, glass tubes.
B, curved glass tube.
C C, rubber tubes.
D, absorbent paper.
E, water surface.
F, brine surface.
"I have seen you exemplify the statement on a small scale, with water and brine, and can not question but that it is true on a large one," I replied.
"I have seen you demonstrate the statement on a small scale, with water and salt, and I can't doubt that it holds true on a larger scale," I replied.
"So you admit that the assertion governing the surfaces of liquids is true only when the liquids are connected from beneath. In other words, your thought is one-sided, as science thought often is."
"So you acknowledge that the statement about the surfaces of liquids is only accurate when the liquids are linked from below. In other words, your perspective is limited, just like science can sometimes be."
"Yes."
Yes.

E, water surface.
F, brine surface.
"Now as to the beds of salt deep within the earth. You are also mistaken concerning their origin. The water of the ocean that runs through an open channel from the one side may flow into an underground lake, that by means of the contact action (suction) of the overlying and surrounding strata is being continually emptied of its water, but not its salt. Thus by absorption of water the brine of the lake becomes in time saturated, starting crystallization regularly over the floor and sides of the basin. Eventually the entire cavity is filled with salt, and a solid mass of rock salt remains. If, however, before the lake becomes solid, the brine supply is shut off by some natural cause as by salt crystals closing the passage thereto, the underground lake is at last drained of its water, the salt crystallizing over the bottom,[Pg 140] and upon the cliffs, leaving great crevices through the saline deposits, as chances to have been the case with the salt formations through which I passed with my guide, and have recently described to you."
"Now about the salt beds deep within the earth. You’re also wrong about where they come from. The ocean water flowing through an open channel from one side might enter an underground lake, which, due to the suction of the overlying and surrounding layers, is continuously emptied of its water but not its salt. As the water is absorbed, the brine in the lake eventually gets saturated, leading to crystallization that regularly occurs along the floor and sides of the basin. Over time, the entire cavity fills with salt, resulting in a solid mass of rock salt. However, if the brine supply is cut off by some natural event, like salt crystals blocking the entrance, the underground lake will eventually drain of its water, leaving salt crystallized on the bottom and on the cliffs, creating large crevices in the salt deposits, which seems to be what happened with the salt formations I passed through with my guide and recently told you about."
"Even now I have my doubts as to the correctness of your explanations, especially concerning the liquid surfaces."
"Even now I still have my doubts about the accuracy of your explanations, especially regarding the liquid surfaces."
"They are facts, however; liquids capable of being mixed, if connected by porous arches (bibulous paper is convenient for illustrating by experiment) reverse the rule men have accepted to explain the phenomena of liquid equilibrium, for I repeat, the lighter one rushes into that which is heavier, and the surface of the heavier liquid rises. You can try the experiment with alcohol and water, taking precautions to prevent evaporation, or you can vary the experiment with solutions of various salts of different densities; the greater the difference in gravity between the two liquids, the more rapid will be the flow of the lighter one into the heavier, and after equilibrium, the greater will be the contrast in the final height of the resultant liquid surfaces."
"They are indeed facts; liquids that can mix, if connected by porous mediums (bibulous paper works well for demonstrating this), challenge the commonly accepted explanation for liquid equilibrium. I’ll say it again, the lighter liquid flows into the heavier one, causing the surface of the heavier liquid to rise. You can experiment with alcohol and water, making sure to prevent evaporation, or you can try different solutions of salts with varying densities. The greater the difference in density between the two liquids, the faster the lighter one will flow into the heavier, and once equilibrium is reached, the greater the difference will be in the final heights of the liquid surfaces."
"Men will yet explain this effect by natural laws," I said.
"Guys will still explain this effect using natural laws," I said.
"Yes," he answered; "when they learn the facts; and they will then be able to solve certain phenomena connected with diffusion processes that they can not now understand. Did I not tell you that after the fact had been made plain it was easy to see how Columbus stood the egg on its end? What I have demonstrated by experiment is perhaps no new principle in hydrostatics. But I have applied it in a natural manner to the explanation of obscure natural phenomena, that men now seek unreasonable methods to explain."
"Yes," he replied, "once they understand the details; then they'll be able to make sense of some phenomena related to diffusion processes that they can't grasp right now. Didn't I mention that once the fact was clear, it was easy to see how Columbus balanced the egg on its end? What I've shown through experimentation might not be a new principle in hydrostatics. However, I've applied it in a straightforward way to explain complex natural phenomena that people are currently trying to rationalize through unreasonable methods."
"You may proceed with your narrative. I accept that when certain liquids are connected, as you have shown, by means of porous substances, one will pass into the other, and the surface of the lighter liquid in this case will assume a position below that of the heavier."
"You can continue with your story. I agree that when certain liquids are connected through porous materials, as you’ve demonstrated, one will flow into the other, and the surface of the lighter liquid in this situation will be positioned below that of the heavier one."
"You must also accept," said he, "that when solutions of salt are subjected to earth attraction, under proper conditions, the solids may by capillary attraction be left behind, and pure water finally pass through the porous medium. Were it not for this law, the only natural surface spring water on earth would be brine, for the superficial crust of the earth is filled with saline[Pg 141] solutions. All the spring-fed rivers and lakes would also be salty and fetid with sulphur compounds, for at great depths brine and foul water are always present. Even in countries where all the water below the immediate surface of the earth is briny, the running springs, if of capillary origin, are pure and fresh. You may imagine how different this would be were it not for the law I have cited, for the whole earth's crust is permeated by brine and saline waters. Did your 'philosophy' never lead you to think of this?"
"You also have to acknowledge," he said, "that when salt solutions are affected by gravity, under the right conditions, the solids can get left behind due to capillary attraction, allowing pure water to pass through the porous medium. If it weren't for this principle, the only natural surface spring water on Earth would be brine, because the upper crust of the Earth is saturated with saline solutions. All the rivers and lakes that are fed by springs would also be salty and stinky with sulfur compounds, since brine and polluted water are always found at great depths. Even in places where all the water just below the surface is salty, the flowing springs, if they come from capillary sources, are clean and fresh. You can imagine how different things would be if it weren't for the law I've mentioned, given that the entire Earth's crust is filled with brine and saline waters. Has your 'philosophy' never caused you to think about this?"
Continuing, my guest argued as follows: "Do not lakes exist on the earth's surface into which rivers and streams flow, but which have no visible outlet? Are not such lakes saline, even though the source of supply is comparatively fresh? Has it never occurred to you to question whether capillarity assisted by surface evaporation (not evaporation only as men assert) is not separating the water of these lakes from the saline substances carried into them by the streams, thus producing brine lakes? Will not this action after a great length of time result in crystalline deposits over portions of the bottoms of such lakes, and ultimately produce a salt bed?"
Continuing, my guest argued the following: "Don't lakes exist on the earth's surface that receive water from rivers and streams but have no visible outlet? Aren't these lakes salty, even though their water supply is relatively fresh? Have you ever thought about whether capillarity, aided by surface evaporation (not just evaporation as people claim), is separating the water in these lakes from the salty materials brought in by the streams, thus creating salty lakes? Over a long period, won't this process lead to the formation of crystalline deposits on the bottoms of these lakes, eventually creating a salt bed?"
"It is possible," I replied.
"Sure," I replied.
"Not only possible, but probable. Not only probable, but true. Across the intervening brine strata above the salt crystals the surface rivers may flow, indeed, owing to differences in specific gravity the surface of the lake may be comparatively fresh, while in the quiet depths below, beds of salt crystals are forming, and between these extremes may rest strata after strata of saline solutions, decreasing in gravity towards the top."
"Not just possible, but likely. Not just likely, but true. Across the layers of salt beneath the surface, rivers may flow; in fact, because of differences in density, the surface of the lake might be relatively fresh, while in the still depths below, layers of salt crystals are forming. Between these extremes, there might be successive layers of saline solutions that get lighter in density as you go up."
Then he took his manuscript, and continued to read in a clear, musical voice, while I sat a more contented listener than I had been previously. I was not only confuted, but convinced. And I recalled the saying of Socrates, that no better fortune can happen a man than to be confuted in an error.[Pg 142]
Then he picked up his manuscript and read aloud in a clear, melodic voice, while I listened with more satisfaction than before. I was not just challenged; I was convinced. And I remembered Socrates' saying that no greater blessing can come to a person than to be corrected in a mistake.[Pg 142]
MY UNBIDDEN GUEST CONTINUES READING HIS MANUSCRIPT.
CHAPTER XXI.
MY WEIGHT DISAPPEARING.
We halted suddenly, for we came unexpectedly to the edge of a precipice, twenty feet at least in depth.
We stopped suddenly because we unexpectedly reached the edge of a drop that was at least twenty feet deep.
"Let us jump down," said my guide.
"Let's jump down," said my guide.
"That would be dangerous," I answered; "can not we descend at some point where it is not so deep?"
"That would be risky," I replied. "Can’t we go down somewhere that's not as deep?"
"No; the chasm stretches for miles across our path, and at this point we will meet with the least difficulty; besides, there is no danger. The specific gravity of our bodies is now so little that we could jump twice that distance with impunity."
"No; the gap stretches for miles in front of us, and right here we'll face the least trouble; plus, there's no danger. Our body weight is so light now that we could jump twice that distance safely."
"I can not comprehend you; we are in the flesh, our bodies are possessed of weight, the concussion will be violent."
"I can't understand you; we are in the flesh, our bodies have weight, and the impact will be harsh."
"You reason again from the condition of your former life, and, as usual, are mistaken; there will be little shock, for, as I have said, our bodies are comparatively light now. Have you forgotten that your motion is continuously accelerated, and that without perceptible exertion you move rapidly? This is partly because of the loss of weight. Your weight would now be only about fifty pounds if tested by a spring balance."
"You think about the way things used to be in your life, and, as always, you're wrong; there won't be much of a shock because, as I've mentioned, our bodies feel much lighter now. Have you forgotten that you're constantly speeding up, and that you move quickly without even trying? This is partly due to the loss of weight. If you were weighed on a scale, you'd only weigh about fifty pounds now."
I stood incredulous.
I stood in disbelief.
"You trifle with me; I weigh over one hundred and fifty pounds; how have I lost weight? It is true that I have noticed the ease with which we have recently progressed on our journey, especially the latter part of it, but I attribute this, in part, to the fact that our course is down an incline, and also to the vitalizing power of this cavern air."
"You’re joking with me; I weigh over one hundred and fifty pounds; how have I lost weight? It’s true that I’ve noticed how easily we’ve been moving on our journey lately, especially in the last part, but I think that’s partly because we’re going downhill, and also because of the energizing power of this cave air."
"This explains part of the matter," he said; "it answered at the time, and I stated a fact; but were it not that you are really consuming a comparatively small amount of energy, you[Pg 143] would long before this have been completely exhausted. You have been gaining strength for some hours; have really been growing younger. Your wrinkled face has become more smooth, and your voice is again natural. You were prematurely aged by your brothers on the surface of the earth, in order that when you pass the line of gravity, you might be vigorous and enjoying manhood again. Had this aging process not been accomplished you would now have become as a child in many respects."
"This explains part of the situation," he said; "it made sense at the time, and I stated a fact; but if you weren't actually using a relatively small amount of energy, you[Pg 143] would have run out of energy long ago. You've been gaining strength for several hours; you've really been getting younger. Your wrinkled face has become smoother, and your voice is natural again. You were aged too soon by your brothers on the surface of the earth so that when you crossed the line of gravity, you'd be strong and enjoying your youth again. If this aging process hadn't happened, you would now be like a child in many ways."
He halted before me. "Jump up," he said. I promptly obeyed the unexpected command, and sprung upward with sufficient force to carry me, as I supposed, six inches from the earth; however I bounded upward fully six feet. My look of surprise as I[Pg 144] gently alighted, for there was no concussion on my return, seemed lost on my guide, and he quietly said:
He stopped in front of me. "Jump up," he said. I immediately followed the surprising order and jumped with enough strength to lift myself, I thought, six inches off the ground; however, I actually soared up fully six feet. My surprised expression as I landed gently—there was no jolt when I came back down—seemed unnoticed by my guide, and he calmly said:
"If you can leap six feet upward without excessive exertion, or return shock, can not you jump twenty feet down? Look!"
"If you can jump six feet up without too much effort or impact, why can't you jump twenty feet down? Look!"
And he leaped lightly over the precipice and stood unharmed on the stony floor below.
And he jumped easily over the cliff and landed safely on the rocky ground below.
Even then I hesitated, observing which, he cried:
Even then I hesitated, watching him as he shouted:
"Hang by your hands from the edge then, and drop."
"Then hang from the edge by your hands and let go."
I did so, and the fourteen feet of fall seemed to affect me as though I had become as light as cork. I fluttered to the earth as a leaf would fall, and leaned against the precipice in surprised meditation.
I did that, and the drop of fourteen feet felt like it made me as light as a cork. I floated down to the ground like a leaf, and leaned against the cliff in astonished thought.

"Others have been through your experience," he remarked, "and I therefore can overlook your incredulity; but experiences such as you now meet, remove distrust. Doing is believing." He smiled benignantly.
"Others have had your experience," he said, "so I can understand your disbelief; but experiences like the one you're facing now eliminate doubt. Doing is believing." He smiled kindly.

I pondered, revolving in my mind the fact that persons had in mental abstraction, passed through unusual experiences in ignorance of conditions about them, until their attention had been called to the seen and yet unnoticed surroundings, and they had then beheld the facts plainly. The puzzle picture (see p. 129) stares the eye and impresses the retina, but is devoid of character until the hidden form is developed in the mind, and then that form is always prominent to the eye. My remarkably light step, now that my attention had been directed thereto, was constantly in my mind, and I found myself suddenly possessed of the strength of a man, but with the weight of an infant. I raised my feet without an effort; they seemed destitute of weight; I leaped about, tumbled, and rolled over and over on the smooth stone floor without injury. It appeared that I had become the airy similitude of my former self, my material substance having wasted away without a corresponding impairment of strength.[Pg 146] I pinched my flesh to be assured that all was not a dream, and then endeavored to convince myself that I was the victim of delirium; but in vain. Too sternly my self-existence confronted me as a reality, a cruel reality. A species of intoxication possessed me once more, and I now hoped for the end, whatever it might be. We resumed our journey, and rushed on with increasing rapidity, galloping hand in hand, down, down, ever downward into the illuminated crevice of the earth. The spectral light by which we were aureoled increased in intensity, as by arithmetical progression, and I could now distinguish objects at a considerable distance before us. My spirits rose as if I were under the influence of a potent stimulant; a liveliness that was the opposite of my recent despondency had gained control, and I was again possessed of a delicious mental sensation, to which I can only refer as a most rapturous exhilaration. My guide grasped my hand firmly, and his touch, instead of revolting me as formerly it had done, gave pleasure. We together leaped over great inequalities in the floor, performing these aerial feats almost as easily as a bird flies. Indeed, I felt that I possessed the power of flight, for we bounded fearlessly down great declivities and over abysses that were often perpendicular, and many times our height. A very slight muscular exertion was sufficient to carry us rods of distance, and almost tiptoeing we skimmed with ever-increasing speed down the steeps of that unknown declivity. At length my guide held back; we gradually lessened our velocity, and, after a time, rested beside a horizontal substance that lay before us, apparently a sheet of glass, rigid, immovable, immeasurably great, that stretched as a level surface before us, vividly distinct in the brightness of an earth light, that now proved to be superior to sunshine. Far as the eye could reach, the glassy barrier to our further progress spread as a crystal mirror in front, and vanishing in the distance, shut off the beyond.
I thought about how people had gone through unusual experiences in their minds, completely unaware of their surroundings, until someone pointed out what they were seeing but hadn't noticed before. Then, they could see the truth clearly. The puzzle image (see p. 129) catches the eye and registers on the retina, but it lacks meaning until the hidden shape is formed in the mind, and after that, that shape is always noticeable. Now that I was aware of it, my incredibly light step was always on my mind, and I suddenly felt strong like a man but with the weight of a baby. I lifted my feet effortlessly; they felt weightless. I jumped around, rolled over on the smooth stone floor without getting hurt. It felt like I had become a light version of my former self, my physical substance having faded away without losing any strength. I pinched my skin to make sure it wasn’t a dream and tried to convince myself I was just delirious, but it didn’t work. My existence confronted me strongly as a harsh reality. I felt a new kind of intoxication and hoped for whatever would come next. We continued our journey, rushing faster, hand in hand, going down, down, ever deeper into the bright crevice of the earth. The spectral light surrounding us grew brighter in an increasing intensity, and I could now see objects far ahead. My spirits lifted as if I were under a strong stimulant; I felt alive in a way that was the opposite of my earlier gloom, and I experienced a delightful sensation that I can only describe as sheer exhilaration. My guide held my hand tightly, and instead of repelling me like it used to, his touch felt good. We jumped over large uneven sections of the floor, performing these airborne feats almost as easily as birds fly. In fact, I felt I could fly, as we fearlessly bounded down steep drops and over chasms that were often as high as we were. A small amount of muscle effort was enough to carry us several feet, and almost on tiptoes we rushed down the slopes of that unknown descent. Eventually, my guide slowed down; we gradually reduced our speed and after a while, we rested beside a flat surface ahead of us that looked like a great sheet of glass, rigid, immovable, and immensely vast. It stretched out like a level plane, vividly clear in the brightness of a light that turned out to be brighter than sunlight. As far as I could see, the glassy barrier before us spread like a crystal mirror, vanishing in the distance and blocking our path forward.

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INTERLUDE.—THE STORY AGAIN INTERRUPTED.
CHAPTER XXII.
MY UNBIDDEN GUEST DEPARTS.
Once more I must presume to interrupt this narrative, and call back the reader's thoughts from those mysterious caverns through which we have been tracing the rapid footsteps of the man who was abducted, and his uncouth pilot of the lower realms. Let us now see and hear what took place in my room, in Cincinnati, just after my visitor, known to us as The-Man-Who-Did-It, had finished reading to me, Lewellyn Drury, the custodian of this manuscript, the curious chapter relating how the underground explorers lost weight as they descended in the hollows of the earth. My French clock struck twelve of its clear silvery notes before the gray-bearded reader finished his stint for the occasion, and folded his manuscript preparatory to placing it within his bosom.
Once again, I need to pause this story and draw the reader's attention back from those mysterious caves where we’ve been following the swift movements of the man who was taken and his awkward guide from the underworld. Let’s now see and hear what happened in my room in Cincinnati, just after my visitor, known to us as The-Man-Who-Did-It, had finished reading to me, Lewellyn Drury, the keeper of this manuscript, the intriguing chapter about how the underground explorers lost weight as they descended into the earth's hollows. My French clock chimed twelve with its clear silvery notes just as the gray-bearded reader wrapped up his part for the night and tucked his manuscript away into his cloak.
"It is past midnight," he said, "and it is time for me to depart; but I will come to you again within a year.
"It’s past midnight," he said, "and I need to leave now; but I’ll be back to see you again in a year."
"Meanwhile, during my absence, search the records, question authorities, and note such objections as rise therefrom concerning the statements I have made. Establish or disprove historically, or scientifically, any portion of the life history that I have given, and when I return I will hear what you have to say, and meet your argument. If there is a doubt concerning the authenticity of any part of the history, investigate; but make no mention to others of the details of our meetings."
"While I'm away, please review the records, ask the authorities questions, and note any objections that come up regarding what I’ve said. Verify or refute any part of the life story I provided, whether historically or scientifically. When I come back, I’ll listen to your feedback and respond to your arguments. If there's any uncertainty about the authenticity of any part of the story, look into it; but don’t discuss the details of our meetings with anyone else."
I sat some time in thought, then said: "I decline to concern myself in verifying the historical part of your narrative. The localities you mention may be true to name, and it is possible that you have related a personal history; but I can not perceive that I am interested in either proving or disproving it. I will[Pg 150] say, however, that it does not seem probable that at any time a man can disappear from a community, as you claim to have done, and have been the means of creating a commotion in his neighborhood that affected political parties, or even led to an unusual local excitement, outside his immediate circle of acquaintances, for a man is not of sufficient importance unless he is very conspicuous. By your own admission, you were simply a studious mechanic, a credulous believer in alchemistic vagaries, and as I revolve the matter over, I am afraid that you are now trying to impose on my credulity. The story of a forcible abduction, in the manner you related, seems to me incredible, and not worthy of investigation, even had I the inclination to concern myself in your personal affairs. The statements, however, that you make regarding the nature of the crust of the earth, gravitation, light, instinct, and human senses are highly interesting, and even plausible as you artfully present the subjects, I candidly admit, and I shall take some pains to make inquiries concerning the recorded researches of experts who have investigated in that direction."
I sat in thought for a while, then said: "I don't want to get involved in confirming the historical part of your story. The places you mention might have the right names, and it's possible you’re sharing a personal experience; but I don’t see why I should care about proving or disproving it. I will[Pg 150] say, though, that it doesn’t seem likely that anyone can just disappear from a community, like you say you did, and cause a stir in your neighborhood that affected political parties or even created an unusual local excitement outside your close group of friends, because a person isn’t really significant unless they are quite noticeable. By your own admission, you were just a focused mechanic, a naive believer in alchemical nonsense, and as I think about it, I’m afraid you’re trying to take advantage of my gullibility. The story of a forced abduction, as you described it, seems unbelievable to me and not worth investigating, even if I were inclined to get involved in your personal matters. However, your statements about the nature of the Earth's crust, gravity, light, instinct, and human senses are very intriguing, and even though you present the topics skillfully, I admit they sound plausible. I’ll make an effort to look into the recorded research of experts who have studied these areas."
"Collect your evidence," said he, "and I shall listen to your views when I return."
"Gather your evidence," he said, "and I will consider your thoughts when I get back."
He opened the door, glided away, and I was alone again.[Pg 151]
He opened the door, walked out, and I was alone again.[Pg 151]
CHAPTER XXIII.
I QUESTION SCIENTIFIC MEN.—ARISTOTLE'S ETHER.
Days and weeks passed. When the opportunity presented, I consulted Dr. W. B. Chapman, the druggist and student of science, regarding the nature of light and earth, who in turn referred me to Prof. Daniel Vaughn. This learned man, in reply to my question concerning gravitation, declared that there was much that men wished to understand in regard to this mighty force, that might yet be explained, but which may never become known to mortal man.
Days and weeks went by. When the chance came up, I talked to Dr. W. B. Chapman, the pharmacist and science enthusiast, about the nature of light and earth. He then referred me to Prof. Daniel Vaughn. This knowledgeable man, in response to my question about gravity, stated that there was a lot people wanted to understand about this powerful force that could possibly be explained, but might never be fully understood by humans.
"The correlation of forces," said he, "was prominently introduced and considered by a painstaking scientific writer named Joule, in several papers that appeared between 1843 and 1850, and he was followed by others, who engaged themselves in experimenting and theorizing, and I may add that Joule was indeed preceded in such thought by Mayer. This department of scientific study just now appears of unusual interest to scientists, and your questions embrace problems connected with some phases of its phenomena. We believe that light, heat, and electricity are mutually convertible, in fact, the evidences recently opened up to us show that such must be the case. These agencies or manifestations are now known to be so related that whenever one disappears others spring into existence. Study the beautiful experiments and remarkable investigations of Sir William Thomson in these directions."
"The connection of forces," he said, "was significantly introduced and explored by a dedicated scientist named Joule, in several papers published between 1843 and 1850. He was later followed by others who focused on experimentation and theorizing, and I should mention that Joule was indeed inspired by Mayer’s earlier thoughts. This area of scientific study currently seems particularly interesting to researchers, and your questions touch on issues related to some aspects of its phenomena. We believe that light, heat, and electricity can be converted into one another; in fact, recent evidence shows that this is true. These forces or manifestations are now understood to be interconnected, so whenever one disappears, others emerge. Study the impressive experiments and remarkable research by Sir William Thomson in these areas."
"And what of gravitation?" I asked, observing that Prof. Vaughn neglected to include gravitation among his numerous enumerated forces, and recollecting that the force gravitation was more closely connected with my visitor's story than perhaps were any of the others, excepting the mysterious mid-earth illumination.
"And what about gravity?" I asked, noticing that Prof. Vaughn had left gravity out of his long list of forces and remembering that the force of gravity was more closely tied to my visitor's story than any of the others, except for the mysterious illumination from the earth's core.
"Of that force we are in greater ignorance than of the others," he replied. "It affects bodies terrestrial and celestial,[Pg 152] drawing a material substance, or pressing to the earth; also holds, we believe, the earth and all other bodies in position in the heavens, thus maintaining the equilibrium of the planets. Seemingly gravitation is not derived from, or sustained by, an external force, or supply reservoir, but is an intrinsic entity, a characteristic of matter that decreases in intensity at the rate of the square of the increasing distance, as bodies recede from each other, or from the surface of the earth. However, gravitation neither escapes by radiation from bodies nor needs to be replenished, so far as we know, from without. It may be compared to an elastic band, but there is no intermediate tangible substance to influence bodies that are affected by it, and it remains in undying tension, unlike all elastic material substances known, neither losing nor acquiring energy as time passes. Unlike cohesion, or chemical attraction, it exerts its influence upon bodies that are out of contact, and have no material connection, and this necessitates a purely fanciful explanation concerning the medium that conducts such influences, bringing into existence the illogical, hypothetical, fifth ether, made conspicuous by Aristotle."
"About that force, we know even less than the others," he said. "It affects both earthly and celestial bodies, drawing material substances towards itself or pressing them to the ground. We also believe it holds the earth and all other bodies in place in the universe, maintaining the balance of the planets. It seems that gravitation doesn't come from an external force or a source, but is an inherent quality of matter that weakens with distance at a rate that’s the square of the distance apart, as bodies move away from each other or from the earth's surface. However, gravitation doesn’t escape from bodies as radiation nor does it need to be replenished, as far as we know. You can think of it like an elastic band, but there’s no physical medium influencing the bodies affected, and it stays under constant tension, unlike any known elastic materials, neither losing nor gaining energy over time. Unlike cohesion or chemical attraction, it affects objects that aren’t touching and have no material connection, which leads to a completely imaginative explanation about the medium that transmits such influences, resulting in the irrational, hypothetical fifth ether that Aristotle made famous."
"What of this ether?" I queried.
"What about this ether?" I asked.
"It is a necessity in science, but intangible, undemonstrated, unknown, and wholly theoretical. It is accepted as an existing fluid by scientists, because human theory can not conceive of a substance capable of, or explain how a substance can be capable of affecting a separate body unless there is an intermediate medium to convey force impressions. Hence to material substances Aristotle added (or at least made conspicuous) a speculative ether that, he assumed, pervades all space, and all material bodies as well, in order to account for the passage of heat and light to and from the sun, stars, and planets."
"It’s a necessity in science, but it's intangible, unproven, unknown, and completely theoretical. Scientists accept it as a real fluid because human theory can’t imagine a substance that can impact another body without an intermediate medium to transmit force. So, Aristotle introduced a speculative ether that he believed fills all of space and all material bodies to explain the transfer of heat and light to and from the sun, stars, and planets."
"Explain further," I requested.
"Please explain more," I asked.
"To conceive of such an entity we must imagine a material that is more evanescent than any known gas, even in its most diffused condition. It must combine the solidity of the most perfect conductor of heat (exceeding any known body in this respect to an infinite degree), with the transparency of an absolute vacuum. It must neither create friction by contact with any substance, nor possess attraction for matter; must[Pg 153] neither possess weight (and yet carry the force that produces weight), nor respond to the influence of any chemical agent, or exhibit itself to any optical instrument. It must be invisible, and yet carry the force that produces the sensation of sight. It must be of such a nature that it can not, according to our philosophy, affect the corpuscles of earthly substances while permeating them without contact or friction, and yet, as a scientific incongruity, it must act so readily on physical bodies as to convey to the material eye the sensation of sight, and from the sun to creatures on distant planets it must carry the heat force, thus giving rise to the sensation of warmth. Through this medium, yet without sensible contact with it, worlds must move, and planetary systems revolve, cutting and piercing it in every direction, without loss of momentum. And yet, as I have said, this ether must be in such close contact as to convey to them the essence that warms the universe, lights the universe, and must supply the attractive bonds that hold the stellar worlds in position. A nothing in itself, so far as man's senses indicate, the ether of space must be denser than iridium, more mobile than any known liquid, and stronger than the finest steel."
To imagine such a thing, we need to picture a material that is even more fleeting than any known gas, even in its most spread-out form. It should combine the solidity of the best heat conductor (far surpassing any known substance in this regard) with the clarity of a perfect vacuum. It must not create friction when in contact with anything, nor should it attract matter; it should not have weight (yet have the force that creates weight), nor react to any chemical agent, or be visible through any optical device. It has to be invisible, yet still carry the force that produces the sensation of sight. It must be of a nature that, according to our understanding, cannot influence the particles of earthly substances while passing through them without contact or friction, and yet, in a scientific paradox, it must easily act on physical bodies to give our eyes the sensation of sight, and it must transmit heat from the sun to creatures on distant planets, creating the sensation of warmth. Through this medium, without any noticeable contact, worlds must move and planetary systems must revolve, cutting through it in every direction without losing momentum. And still, as I mentioned, this ether must be in such close contact that it conveys the essence that warms the universe, lights it up, and provides the attractive bonds that hold the stars in place. Essentially nothing to our senses, the ether of space must be denser than iridium, more fluid than any known liquid, and stronger than the finest steel.
"I can not conceive of such an entity," I replied.
"I can't imagine such a thing," I replied.
"No; neither can any man, for the theory is irrational, and can not be supported by comparison with laws known to man, but the conception is nevertheless a primary necessity in scientific study. Can man, by any rational theory, combine a vacuum and a substance, and create a result that is neither material nor vacuity, neither something nor nothing, and yet an intensified all; being more attenuated than the most perfect of known vacuums, and a conductor better than the densest metal? This we do when we attempt to describe the scientists' all-pervading ether of space, and to account for its influence on matter. This hypothetical ether is, for want of a better theory of causes, as supreme in philosophy to-day as the alkahest of the talented old alchemist Van Helmont was in former times, a universal spirit that exists in conception, and yet does not exist in perception, and of which modern science knows as little as its speculative promulgator, Aristotle, did. We who pride ourselves on our exact science, smile at some of Aristotle's statements in other directions, for science has disproved them, and yet necessity[Pg 154] forces us to accept this illogical ether speculation, which is, perhaps, the most unreasonable of all theories. Did not this Greek philosopher also gravely assert that the lion has but one vertebra in his neck; that the breath of man enters the heart; that the back of the head is empty, and that man has but eight ribs?"
"No; neither can anyone, because the theory is illogical and can't be backed up by comparisons to established laws, yet the idea is still a fundamental requirement in scientific research. Can anyone, through any rational theory, combine a vacuum and a substance to create a result that is neither material nor empty, neither something nor nothing, yet an enhanced whole; something more refined than the best-known vacuums and a better conductor than even the densest metal? This is what we do when we try to explain the scientists' all-encompassing ether of space and its impact on matter. This hypothetical ether is, in the absence of a better theory of causes, just as critical in today's philosophy as the alkahest of the skilled old alchemist Van Helmont was in the past, a universal spirit that exists in concept but doesn’t exist in experience, and about which modern science understands as little as its speculative promoter, Aristotle, did. We who take pride in our precise science may chuckle at some of Aristotle's other claims, as science has disproven them, yet necessity forces us to accept this absurd ether speculation, which may be the most unreasonable of all theories. Didn't this Greek philosopher also earnestly claim that the lion has only one vertebra in its neck; that human breath enters the heart; that the back of the head is empty; and that humans have only eight ribs?"
"Aristotle must have been a careless observer," I said.
"Aristotle must have been a careless observer," I said.
"Yes," he answered; "it would seem so, and science, to-day, bases its teachings concerning the passage of all forces from planet to planet, and sun to sun, on dicta such as I have cited, and no more reasonable in applied experiment."
"Yeah," he replied; "it looks that way, and today, science bases its teachings about how all forces move from planet to planet and sun to sun on principles like the ones I've mentioned, which aren't any more reasonable in practical experimentation."
"And I have been referred to you as a conscientious scientific teacher," I said; "why do you speak so facetiously?"
"And I've been told you’re a dedicated science teacher," I said; "why do you speak so jokingly?"
"I am well enough versed in what we call science, to have no fear of injuring the cause by telling the truth, and you asked a direct question. If your questions carry you farther in the direction of force studies, accept at once, that, of the intrinsic constitution of force itself, nothing is known. Heat, light, magnetism, electricity, galvanism (until recently known as imponderable bodies) are now considered as modifications of force; but, in my opinion, the time will come when they will be known as disturbances."
"I know enough about what we call science to not worry about harming the cause by speaking the truth, and you asked a straightforward question. If your inquiries take you further into the study of force, understand right away that we know nothing about the fundamental nature of force itself. Heat, light, magnetism, electricity, and galvanism—previously referred to as imponderable substances—are now seen as forms of force; however, I believe the day will come when they will be recognized as disturbances."
"Disturbances of what?"
"Disturbances of what, exactly?"
"I do not know precisely; but of something that lies behind them all, perhaps creates them all, but yet is in essence unknown to men."
"I’m not exactly sure; but there’s something behind them all, maybe even creating them all, that remains ultimately unknown to people."
"Give me a clearer idea of your meaning."
"Please give me a clearer idea of what you mean."
"It seems impossible," he replied; "I can not find words in which to express myself; I do not believe that forces, as we know them (imponderable bodies), are as modern physics defines them. I am tempted to say that, in my opinion, forces are disturbance expressions of a something with which we are not acquainted, and yet in which we are submerged and permeated. Aristotle's ether perhaps. It seems to me, that, behind all material substances, including forces, there is an unknown spirit, which, by certain influences, may be ruffled into the exhibition of an expression, which exhibition of temper we call a force. From this spirit these force expressions (wavelets or disturbances) arise, and yet they may become again[Pg 155] quiescent, and again rest in its absorbing unity. The water from the outlet of a calm lake flows over a gentle decline in ripples, or quiet undulations, over the rapids in musical laughings, over a precipice in thunder tones,—always water, each a different phase, however, to become quiet in another lake (as ripples in this universe may awaken to our perception, to repose again), and still be water."
"It seems impossible," he replied. "I can’t find the right words to express myself; I don’t believe that forces, as we understand them (like imponderable bodies), are defined by modern physics. I’m tempted to say that, in my opinion, forces are expressions of disturbances from something we don’t know but which surrounds and permeates us. Perhaps it's Aristotle's ether. It seems to me that behind all material substances, including forces, there is an unknown spirit that can be stirred by certain influences, leading to what we call a force. From this spirit, these expressions of force (like wavelets or disturbances) arise, but they can also become calm again and return to their absorbing unity. Water from a calm lake flows over a gentle slope in ripples or quiet undulations, over the rapids in joyful sounds, over a precipice in thunderous roars—always water, but each is a different phase that can become calm again in another lake (just as ripples in this universe may awaken to our awareness, then rest once more), and yet still be water."
He hesitated.
He paused.
"Go on," I said.
"Go ahead," I said.
"So I sometimes have dared to dream that gravitation may be the reservoir that conserves the energy for all mundane forces, and that what we call modifications of force are intermediate conditions, ripples, rapids, or cascades, in gravitation."
"So I sometimes have dared to dream that gravity might be the source that holds the energy for all earthly forces, and that what we refer to as changes in force are just temporary states, ripples, rapids, or waterfalls, in gravity."
"Continue," I said, eagerly, as he hesitated.
"Go on," I urged, excitedly, as he paused.
He shook his head.[Pg 156]
He shook his head.[Pg 156]
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CHAPTER XXIV.
THE SOLILOQUY OF PROF. DANIEL VAUGHN.—"GRAVITATION
IS THE BEGINNING AND GRAVITATION IS THE END: ALL
EARTHLY BODIES KNEEL TO GRAVITATION."
"Please continue, I am intensely interested; I wish that I could give you my reasons for the desire; I can not do so, but I beg you to continue."
"Please go on, I'm really interested; I wish I could explain why I feel this way; I can't, but I urge you to keep talking."
"I should add," continued Vaughn, ignoring my remarks, "that we have established rules to measure the force of gravitation, and have estimated the decrease of attraction as we leave the surfaces of the planets. We have made comparative estimates of the weight of the earth and planets, and have reason to believe that the force expression of gravitation attains a maximum at about one-sixth the distance toward the center of the earth, then decreases, until at the very center of our planet, matter has no weight. This, together with the rule I repeated a few moments ago, is about all we know, or think we know, of gravitation. Gravitation is the beginning and gravitation is the end; all earthly bodies kneel to gravitation. I can not imagine a Beyond, and yet gravitation," mused the rapt philosopher, "may also be an expression of"—he hesitated again, forgetting me completely, and leaned his shaggy head upon his hands. I realized that his mind was lost in conjecture, and that he was absorbed in the mysteries of the scientific immensity. Would he speak again? I could not think of disturbing his reverie, and minutes passed in silence. Then he slowly, softly, reverently murmured: "Gravitation, Gravitation, thou art seemingly the one permanent, ever present earth-bound expression of Omnipotence. Heat and light come and go, as vapors of water condense into rain and dissolve into vapor to return again to the atmosphere. Electricity and magnetism appear and disappear; like summer storms they move in diversified channels, or even turn and fly from contact with some bodies, seemingly forbidden to appear, but thou, Gravitation, art omnipresent and omnipotent. Thou createst motion, and yet maintainest the equilibrium of all things mundane and celestial. An attempt to imagine a body destitute of thy potency, would be to bankrupt and deaden the material universe. O! Gravitation, art thou a voice out of the Beyond, and are other forces but echoes—tremulous reverberations that start into life to vibrate for a spell and die in the space caverns of the universe while thou continuest supreme?"
"I should add," Vaughn continued, ignoring my comments, "that we've established rules to measure the force of gravity and have estimated how attraction decreases as we move away from the surfaces of the planets. We've made comparative assessments of the weight of the Earth and the planets, and we believe that the force of gravity reaches its peak at about one-sixth of the way to the center of the Earth, then it decreases, so that at the very center of our planet, matter has no weight. This, along with the rule I mentioned a few moments ago, is pretty much all we know, or think we know, about gravity. Gravity is the beginning and the end; all earthly bodies submit to gravity. I can't imagine anything Beyond, and yet gravity," the absorbed philosopher mused, "might also be an expression of"—he hesitated again, completely forgetting me, and leaned his shaggy head on his hands. I realized his mind was lost in thought, and he was wrapped up in the mysteries of the vast scientific universe. Would he speak again? I didn't want to disturb his reverie, so minutes passed in silence. Then he slowly, softly, reverently murmured: "Gravity, Gravity, you seem to be the one constant, ever-present earthbound expression of Omnipotence. Heat and light come and go, like water vapor condensing into rain and evaporating back into the atmosphere. Electricity and magnetism rise and fall, like summer storms that move through various paths, even seemingly avoiding contact with certain objects, but you, Gravity, are everywhere and all-powerful. You create motion while also maintaining the balance of all things mundane and celestial. To imagine a body without your influence would be to bankrupt and stagnate the material universe. Oh! Gravity, are you a voice from Beyond, and are other forces just echoes—trembling reverberations that spring to life for a moment and fade away in the cosmic void while you remain supreme?"

'GRAVITY IS THE START, AND GRAVITY IS THE FINISH; ALL EARTHLY OBJECTS BOW TO GRAVITY.'"
[Pg 158]
[Pg 158]
His bowed head and rounded shoulders stooped yet lower; he unconsciously brushed his shaggy locks with his hand, and seemed to confer with a familiar Being whom others could not see. [Pg 159]
His head hung lower, and his rounded shoulders slumped even more; he absentmindedly ran his hand through his messy hair and appeared to be in conversation with someone familiar that others couldn’t see. [Pg 159]
"A voice from without," he repeated; "from beyond our realm! Shall the subtle ears of future scientists catch yet lighter echoes? Will the brighter thoughts of more gifted men, under such furtherings as the future may bring, perchance commune with beings who people immensity, distance disappearing before thy ever-reaching spirit? For with thee, who holdest the universe together, space is not space, and there is no word expressing time. Art thou a voice that carriest the history of the past from the past unto and into the present, and for which there is no future, all conditions of time being as one to thee, thy self covering all and connecting all together? Art thou, Gravitation, a voice? If so, there must be a something farther out in those fathomless caverns, beyond mind imaginings, from which thou comest, for how could nothingness have formulated itself into a voice? The suns and universe of suns about us, may be only vacant points in the depths of an all-pervading entity in which even thyself dost exist as a momentary echo, linked to substances ponderous, destined to fade away in the inter-stellar expanse outside, where disturbances disappear, and matter and gravitation together die; where all is pure, quiescent, peaceful and dark. Gravitation, Gravitation, imperishable Gravitation; thou seemingly art the ever-pervading, unalterable, but yet moving spirit of a cosmos of solemn mysteries. Art thou now, in unperceived force expressions, speaking to dumb humanity of other universes; of suns and vortices of suns; bringing tidings from the solar planets, or even infinitely[Pg 160] distant star mists, the silent unresolved nebulæ, and spreading before earth-bound mortal minds, each instant, fresh tidings from without, that, in ignorance, we can not read? May not beings, perhaps like ourselves but higher in the scale of intelligence, those who people some of the planets about us, even now beckon and try to converse with us through thy subtle, ever-present self? And may not their efforts at communication fail because of our ignorance of a language they can read? Are not light and heat, electricity and magnetism plodding, vacillating agents compared with thy steady existence, and is it even further possible?"—
"A voice from outside," he repeated; "from beyond our realm! Will the keen ears of future scientists pick up even fainter echoes? Will the bright minds of more gifted individuals, with the advancements that the future may bring, perhaps connect with beings that inhabit the vastness, as distance fades away before your ever-reaching spirit? For with you, who hold the universe together, space isn’t just space, and there’s no word that captures time. Are you a voice that carries the history of the past into the present, for which there is no future, with all aspects of time being one for you, your essence encompassing and connecting everything? Are you, Gravitation, a voice? If so, there must be something further out in those endless depths, beyond what the mind can imagine, from which you come, because how could nothingness turn into a voice? The suns and the universe of suns around us may just be empty points in the depths of an all-encompassing entity in which even you exist as a fleeting echo, linked to heavy substances destined to fade away in the interstellar void, where disturbances vanish, and both matter and gravitation cease; where all is pure, still, peaceful, and dark. Gravitation, Gravitation, everlasting Gravitation; you seem to be the ever-present, unchanging, yet moving spirit of a cosmos filled with solemn mysteries. Are you now, in unseen forces, speaking to voiceless humanity about other universes; about suns and swirling suns; bringing news from the solar planets, or even from infinitely distant star clouds, the silent unresolved nebulae, and presenting before earth-bound minds, every moment, fresh news from without, that, in our ignorance, we cannot comprehend? Could beings, perhaps like us but more advanced in intelligence, those who inhabit some of the nearby planets, even now be beckoning and trying to communicate with us through your subtle, ever-present self? And could their attempts at communication fail because we don’t understand the language they can recognize? Are not light and heat, electricity and magnetism just slow, wavering agents compared to your steady existence, and is it even more possible?"—
His voice had gradually lowered, and now it became inaudible; he was oblivious to my presence, and had gone forth from his own self; he was lost in matters celestial, and abstractedly continued unintelligibly to mutter to himself as, brushing his hair from his forehead, he picked up his well-worn felt hat, and placed it awkwardly on his shaggy head, and then shuffled away without bidding me farewell. The bent form, prematurely shattered by privation; uncouth, unkempt, typical of suffering and neglect, impressed me with the fact that in him man's life essence, the immortal mind, had forgotten the material part of man. The physical half of man, even of his own being, in Daniel Vaughn's estimation, was an encumbrance unworthy of serious attention, his spirit communed with the pure in nature, and to him science was a study of the great Beyond.[5]
His voice had gradually dropped, and now it was silent; he was unaware of my presence and seemed disconnected from himself; he was lost in thoughts of the divine and continued to mumble to himself, absentmindedly brushing his hair off his forehead. He picked up his old felt hat, awkwardly placed it on his messy hair, and then shuffled away without saying goodbye. His hunched form, worn down by hardship; rough, disheveled, and a clear sign of suffering and neglect, made me realize that in him, the essence of life—the immortal mind—had forgotten the physical side of being human. To Daniel Vaughn, the physical aspect of man, even his own, was a burden not worth paying attention to; his spirit connected with the purity of nature, and for him, science was about exploring the great Beyond.[5]
[5] Mr. Drury can not claim to have recorded verbatim Prof. Vaughn's remarks, but has endeavored to give the substance. His language was faultless, his word selections beautiful, his soliloquy impressive beyond description. Perhaps Drury even misstated an idea, or more than one, evolved then by the great mind of that patient man. Prof. Daniel Vaughn was fitted for a scientific throne, a position of the highest honor; but, neglected by man, proud as a king, he bore uncomplainingly privations most bitter, and suffered alone until finally he died from starvation and neglect in the city of his adoption. Some persons are ready to cry, "Shame! Shame!" at wealthy Cincinnati; others assert that men could not give to Daniel Vaughn, and since the first edition of Etidorhpa appeared, the undersigned has learned of one vain attempt to serve the interests of this peculiar man. He would not beg, and knowing his capacities, if he could not procure a position in which to earn a living, he preferred to starve. The only bitterness of his nature, it is said, went out against those who, in his opinion, kept from him such employment as returns a livelihood to scientific men; for he well knew his intellect earned for him such a right in Cincinnati. Will the spirit of that great man, talented Daniel Vaughn, bear malice against the people of the city in which none who knew him will deny that he perished from cold and privation? Commemorated is he not by a bust of bronze that distorts the facts in that the garments are not seedy and unkempt, the figure stooping, the cheek hollow and the eye pitifully expressive of an empty stomach? That bust modestly rests in the public library he loved so well, in which he suffered so uncomplainingly, and starved so patiently.
[5] Mr. Drury can't claim to have recorded Prof. Vaughn's words exactly, but he has tried to capture the essence. His language was flawless, his word choices beautiful, and his soliloquy incredibly moving. Perhaps Drury even misrepresented one idea or more that were articulated by that brilliant man. Prof. Daniel Vaughn was suited for a prestigious scientific position, a role of the highest honor; however, ignored by society and proud as a king, he endured severe hardships silently and suffered alone until he ultimately died from starvation and neglect in the city he had come to call home. Some people are quick to shout, "Shame! Shame!" at wealthy Cincinnati; others argue that the community could not support Daniel Vaughn, and since the first edition of Etidorhpa was published, I have heard of one unsuccessful attempt to assist this exceptional man. He wouldn’t beg, and knowing his worth, if he couldn’t find a job that allowed him to earn a living, he preferred to starve. It is said that the only bitterness in his character was directed toward those who, in his view, denied him the opportunities that would give him a livelihood as a scientist; he understood well that his intellect entitled him to such chances in Cincinnati. Will the spirit of that great man, the talented Daniel Vaughn, hold a grudge against the people of the city where no one who knew him can deny that he died from cold and deprivation? Isn't he remembered by a bronze bust that misrepresents him, in that it doesn’t show his worn and disheveled clothes, his stooped figure, hollow cheeks, and eyes that express the agony of hunger? That bust modestly stands in the public library he cherished, where he suffered without complaint and endured hunger with patience.
J. U. L.
JUL
I embraced the first opportunity that presented itself to read the works that Prof. Vaughn suggested, and sought him more than once to question further. However, he would not commit himself in regard to the possible existence of other forces than those with which we are acquainted, and when I interrogated him as to possibilities in the study of obscure force expressions, he declined to express an opinion concerning the subject. Indeed, I fancied that he believed it probable, or at least not impossible, that a closer acquaintance with conditions of matter and energy might be the heirloom of future scientific students. At last I gave up the subject, convinced that all the information I was able to obtain from other persons whom I questioned, and whose answers were prompt and positive, was evolved largely from ignorance and self-conceit, and such information was insufficient to satisfy my understanding, or to command my attention. After hearing Vaughn, all other voices sounded empty.
I took the first chance I got to read the works that Prof. Vaughn recommended and reached out to him more than once to ask more questions. However, he wouldn’t commit to whether there might be other forces beyond those we know. When I asked him about the possibilities in studying obscure expressions of force, he refused to give his opinion on the subject. In fact, I got the impression that he thought it was likely, or at least not impossible, that future scientific students might gain a better understanding of matter and energy. Eventually, I gave up on the topic, convinced that all the information I got from others I questioned—who responded quickly and confidently—was mainly based on ignorance and arrogance, and that information wasn’t enough to satisfy my curiosity or hold my attention. After listening to Vaughn, all other opinions felt hollow.
I therefore applied myself to my daily tasks, and awaited the promised return of the interesting, though inscrutable being whose subterranean sojourneying was possibly fraught with so much potential value to science and to man.[Pg 162]
I focused on my daily tasks and waited for the return of the intriguing, yet mysterious being whose journey underground might hold significant value for science and humanity.[Pg 162]
THE UNBIDDEN GUEST RETURNS TO READ HIS MANUSCRIPT.
CONTINUING HIS NARRATIVE.
CHAPTER XXV.
THE MOTHER OF A VOLCANO.—"YOU CAN NOT DISPROVE, AND
YOU DARE NOT ADMIT."
A year from the evening of the departure of the old man, found me in my room, expecting his presence; and I was not surprised when he opened the door, and seated himself in his accustomed chair.
A year after the old man left, I was in my room, waiting for him to show up; and I wasn’t surprised when he opened the door and sat down in his usual chair.
"Are you ready to challenge my statements?" he said, taking up the subject as though our conversation had not been interrupted.
"Are you ready to challenge what I said?" he asked, picking up the topic like our conversation hadn’t been interrupted.
"No."
"Nope."
"Do you accept my history?"
"Do you accept my past?"
"No."
"Nope."
"You can not disprove, and you dare not admit. Is not that your predicament?" he asked. "You have failed in every endeavor to discredit the truth, and your would-be scientists, much as they would like to do so, can not serve you. Now we will continue the narrative, and I shall await your next attempt to cast a shadow over the facts."
"You can't disprove it, and you don't dare to admit it. Isn't that your situation?" he asked. "You've failed in every attempt to discredit the truth, and your so-called scientists, as much as they want to, can't help you. Now, let's continue the story, and I'll be waiting for your next attempt to cloud the facts."
Then with his usual pleasant smile, he read from his manuscript a continuation of the intra-earth journey as follows:
Then, with his usual friendly smile, he read from his manuscript a continuation of the underground journey as follows:
"Be seated," said my eyeless guide, "and I will explain some facts that may prove of interest in connection with the nature of the superficial crust of the earth. This crystal liquid spreading before us is a placid sheet of water, and is the feeder of the volcano, Mount Epomeo."
"Take a seat," said my blind guide, "and I'll share some facts that might interest you about the surface layer of the earth. This clear liquid in front of us is a calm body of water, and it feeds the volcano, Mount Epomeo."
"Can that be a surface of water?" I interrogated. "I find it hard to realize that water can be so immovable. I supposed the substance before us to be a rigid material, like glass, perhaps."[Pg 163]
"Could that be a surface of water?" I asked. "I find it hard to believe that water can be so still. I thought the substance in front of us was a solid material, maybe something like glass."[Pg 163]
"There is no wind to ruffle this aqueous surface,—why should it not be quiescent? This is the only perfectly smooth sheet of water that you have ever seen. It is in absolute rest, and thus appears a rigid level plane."
"There’s no wind to disturb this watery surface—so why shouldn’t it be calm? This is the only perfectly smooth stretch of water you’ve ever seen. It’s completely still and looks like a solid, flat plane."
"Grant that your explanation is correct," I said, "yet I can not understand how a quiet lake of water can give rise to a convulsion such as the eruption of a volcano."
"Assuming your explanation is right," I said, "I still can't understand how a calm lake can cause a massive event like a volcanic eruption."
"Not only is this possible," he responded, "but water usually causes the exhibition of phenomena known as volcanic action. The Island of Ischia, in which the volcanic crater Epomeo is situated, is connected by a tortuous crevice with the peaceful pool by which we now stand, and at periods, separated by great intervals of time, the lake is partly emptied by a simple natural process, and a part of its water is expelled above the earth's surface in the form of super-heated steam, which escapes through that distant crater."
"Not only can this happen," he replied, "but water typically triggers what we call volcanic action. The Island of Ischia, where the volcanic crater Epomeo is located, has a winding crack that connects to the calm pool we're standing by. At intervals of a long time, the lake loses some of its water through a straightforward natural process, and some of it gets pushed above the earth's surface as super-heated steam, which escapes through that faraway crater."
"But I see no evidence of heat or even motion of any kind."
"But I don’t see any signs of heat or even movement at all."
"Not here," he replied; "in this place there is none. The energy is developed thousands of miles away, but since the phenomena of volcanic action are to be partially explained to you at a future day, I will leave that matter for the present. We shall cross this lake."
"Not here," he said; "there isn't any here. The energy is produced thousands of miles away, but since I’ll explain volcanic activity to you later, I’ll set that aside for now. We'll cross this lake."
I observed as we walked along its edge that the shore of the lake was precipitous in places, again formed a gradually descending beach, and the dead silence of the space about us, in connection with the death-like stillness of that rigid mass of water and its surroundings, became increasingly impressive and awe-inspiring. Never before had I seen such a perfectly quiet glass-like surface. Not a vibration or undulation appeared in any direction. The solidity of steel was exemplified in its steady, apparently inflexible contour, and yet the pure element was so transparent that the bottom of the pool was as clearly defined as the top of the cavern above me. The lights and shades of the familiar lakes of Western New York were wanting here, and it suddenly came to my mind that there were surface reflections, but no shadows, and musing on this extraordinary fact, I stood motionless on a jutting cliff absorbed in meditation, abstractedly gazing down into that transparent depth. Without sun or moon, without apparent source of light, and yet perfectly[Pg 164] illuminated, the lofty caverns seemed cut by that aqueous plane into two sections, one above and one below a transparent, rigid surface line. The dividing line, or horizontal plane, appeared as much a surface of air as a surface of water, and the material above that plane seemed no more nor less a gas, or liquid, than that beneath it. If two limpid, transparent liquids, immiscible, but of different gravities, be poured into the same vessel, the line of demarkation will be as a brilliant mirror, such as I now beheld parting and yet uniting the surfaces of air and water.
As we walked along the edge, I noticed that the lake's shore was steep in some areas and formed a gently sloping beach in others. The complete silence around us, along with the death-like stillness of the rigid water and its surroundings, became more and more impressive and awe-inspiring. I had never seen such a perfectly calm, glass-like surface. There were no vibrations or ripples in any direction. The firmness of the surface resembled steel in its steady, seemingly unyielding shape, yet the clear water was so transparent that the bottom of the lake was as visible as the ceiling of the cave above me. The light and shade characteristic of the lakes in Western New York were missing here, and it suddenly struck me that there were reflections on the surface but no shadows. Lost in thought, I stood motionless on a protruding cliff, gazing down into that clear depth. Without sun or moon and without an obvious light source, everything was perfectly illuminated; the lofty caverns seemed split by that watery plane into two sections: one above and one below the steady, transparent surface line. This dividing line looked as much like a surface of air as it did water, and the material above that line seemed neither more nor less like a gas or liquid than what was below it. If you pour two clear, immiscible liquids of different densities into the same container, the dividing line appears as a brilliant mirror, just like the one I was seeing that separated yet connected the surfaces of air and water.
Lost in contemplation, I unconsciously asked the mental question:
Lost in thought, I unknowingly asked myself:
"Where are the shadows?"
"Where are the shadows at?"
My guide replied:
My guide said:
"You have been accustomed to lakes on the surface of the earth; water that is illuminated from above; now you see by a light that is developed from within and below, as well as from above. There is no outside point of illumination, for the light of this cavern, as you know, is neither transmitted through an overlying atmosphere nor radiated from a luminous center. It is an inherent quality, and as objects above us and within the lake are illuminated alike from all sides, there can be no shadows."
"You’re used to lakes on the surface of the earth; water that is lit from above. Now you see by a light that comes from within and below, as well as from above. There’s no external source of light because the illumination in this cavern, as you know, isn’t filtered through an atmosphere or radiated from a bright center. It’s an inherent quality, and since objects above us and in the lake are lit from all sides, there are no shadows."
Musingly, I said:
I said thoughtfully:
"That which has occurred before in this journey to the unknown country of which I have been advised, seemed mysterious; but each succeeding step discovers to me another novelty that is more mysterious, with unlooked-for phenomena that are more obscure."
"What has happened so far on this journey to the unknown place I've been told about felt mysterious; but with every step I take, I encounter new surprises that are even more mysterious, along with unexpected events that are harder to understand."
"This phenomenon is not more of a mystery than is the fact that light radiates from the sun. Man can not explain that, and I shall not now attempt to explain this. Both conditions are attributes of force, but with this distinction—the crude light and heat of the sun, such as men experience on the surface of the earth, is here refined and softened, and the characteristic glare and harshness of the light that is known to those who live on the earth's surface is absent here. The solar ray, after penetrating the earth's crust, is tempered and refined by agencies which man will yet investigate understandingly, but which he can not now comprehend."
"This phenomenon is no more mysterious than the fact that light comes from the sun. Humans can’t explain that, and I won’t try to explain this either. Both situations are characteristics of energy, but with one difference—the raw light and heat from the sun, as experienced on the earth's surface, are refined and softened here, and the typical glare and harshness of the light known to those living on the earth’s surface are absent. The sunlight, after penetrating the earth's crust, is tempered and refined by forces that humans will one day explore and understand, but that they can't comprehend right now."

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"Am I destined to deal with these problems?"
"Am I stuck dealing with these issues?"
"Only in part."
"Partially."
"Are still greater wonders before us?"
"Are there still greater wonders ahead of us?"
"If your courage is sufficient to carry you onward, you have yet to enter the portal of the expanse we approach."
"If you have enough courage to keep moving forward, you have yet to step through the gateway into the vastness that lies ahead."
"Lead on, my friend," I cried; "lead on to these undescribed scenes, the occult wonderland that"—
"Go ahead, my friend," I said; "take us to these uncharted places, the mysterious wonderland that"—
He interrupted me almost rudely, and in a serious manner said:
He cut me off almost rudely and said seriously:
"Have you not learned that wonder is an exemplification of ignorance? The child wonders at a goblin story, the savage at a trinket, the man of science at an unexplained manifestation of a previously unperceived natural law; each wonders in ignorance, because of ignorance. Accept now that all you have seen from the day of your birth on the surface of the earth, to the present, and all that you will meet here are wonderful only because the finite mind of man is confused with fragments of evidence, that, from whatever direction we meet them, spring from an unreachable infinity. We will continue our journey."
"Have you not realized that wonder is just a sign of ignorance? A child marvels at a goblin story, a primitive person is fascinated by a shiny object, and a scientist is surprised by an unexplained phenomenon related to a previously unknown natural law; each is left in wonder because they don’t fully understand. Now accept that everything you’ve seen since the day you were born until now, and all that you will encounter here, seems amazing only because the limited human mind is puzzled by fragments of evidence, which, no matter how we approach them, come from an unreachable infinity. Let’s continue our journey."
Proceeding farther along the edge of the lake we came to a metallic boat. This my guide picked up as easily as though it were of paper, for be it remembered that gravitation had slackened its hold here. Placing it upon the water, he stepped into it, and as directed I seated myself near the stern, my face to the bow, my back to the shore. The guide, directly in front of me, gently and very slowly moved a small lever that rested on a projection before him, and I gazed intently upon him as we sat together in silence. At last I became impatient, and asked him if we would not soon begin our journey.
Moving further along the edge of the lake, we came across a metal boat. My guide lifted it as easily as if it were made of paper, since gravity was weaker here. He placed it on the water, stepped in, and as instructed, I sat near the back, facing the front, with my back to the shore. The guide, right in front of me, slowly and carefully moved a small lever that was on a ledge in front of him, and I watched him intently as we sat in silence. Finally, I grew impatient and asked him if we would be starting our journey soon.
"We have been on our way since we have been seated," he answered.
"We've been on our way since we sat down," he replied.
I gazed behind with incredulity: the shore had disappeared, and the diverging wake of the ripples showed that we were rapidly skimming the water.
I looked back in disbelief: the shore was gone, and the spreading wake of the ripples indicated that we were quickly gliding across the water.
"This is marvelous," I said; "incomprehensible, for without sail or oar, wind or steam, we are fleeing over a lake that has no current."[Pg 168]
"This is amazing," I said; "it's unbelievable because without sails or oars, wind or steam, we're gliding over a lake that has no current."[Pg 168]
"True, but not marvelous. Motion of matter is a result of disturbance of energy connected therewith. Is it not scientifically demonstrated, at least in theory, that if the motion of the spirit that causes the magnetic needle to assume its familiar position were really arrested in the substance of the needle, either the metal would fuse and vaporize or (if the forces did not appear in some other form such as heat, electricity, magnetism, or other force) the needle would be hurled onward with great speed?"[Pg 169]
"It's true, but not amazing. The movement of matter comes from the disturbance of energy associated with it. Isn't it scientifically proven, at least in theory, that if the motion of the force that causes the magnetic needle to point north were actually stopped in the needle's material, the metal would either melt and vaporize or (if the energy didn't manifest in another form like heat, electricity, magnetism, or another force) the needle would be shot forward at high speed?"[Pg 169]
CHAPTER XXVI.
MOTION FROM INHERENT ENERGY.—"LEAD ME DEEPER INTO
THIS EXPANDING STUDY."
"I partly comprehend that such would be the case," I said.
"I somewhat understand that this would be the situation," I said.
"If a series of knife blades on pivot ends be set in a frame, and turned edgewise to a rapid current of water, the swiftly moving stream flows through this sieve of metallic edges about as easily as if there were no obstructions. Slowly turn the blades so as to present their oblique sides to the current, and an immediate pressure is apparent upon the frame that holds them; turn the blades so as to shut up the space, and they will be torn from their sockets, or the entire frame will be shattered into pieces."
"If a set of knife blades on pivot points is arranged in a frame and positioned edgewise to a fast-moving stream of water, the rapidly flowing water passes through this sieve of metal edges just as easily as if there were no obstacles. If you slowly rotate the blades to expose their angled sides to the current, you'll notice an immediate pressure on the frame that holds them; if you turn the blades to block the space, they will be ripped from their mounts, or the entire frame will be broken into pieces."
"I understand; go on."
"I get it; continue."
"The ethereal current that generates the magnetic force passes through material bodies with inconceivable rapidity, and the molecules of a few substances only, present to it the least obstruction. Material molecules are edgewise in it, and meet no retardation in the subtle flood. This force is a disturbance of space energy that is rushing into the earth in one form, and out of it in another. But your mind is not yet in a condition to grasp the subject, for at best there is no method of explaining to men that which their experimental education has failed to prepare them to receive, and for which first absolutely new ideas, and next words with new meaning, must be formed. Now we, (by we I mean those with whom I am connected) have learned to disturb the molecules in matter so as to turn them partly, or entirely, across the path of this magnetic current, and thus interrupt the motion of this ever-present energy. We can retard its velocity without, however, producing either magnetism (as is the case in a bar of steel), electricity, or heat, but motion instead, and thus a portion of this retarded energy springs into its new existence as motion of my boat. It is force changed[Pg 170] into movement of matter, for the molecules of the boat, as a mass, must move onward as the force disappears as a current. Perhaps you can accept now that instead of light, heat, electricity, magnetism, and gravitation being really modifications of force they are disturbances."
The ethereal current that creates the magnetic force moves through materials at incredible speed, with only a few substances offering any resistance. Material molecules are aligned with it, experiencing no slowdown in the subtle flow. This force is a disruption of spatial energy that is rushing into the earth in one way and out of it in another. But your mind isn't quite ready to understand this topic, because, at best, there’s no way to explain things to people that their practical experience has not prepared them to understand. First, completely new ideas must be formed, followed by words with new meanings. Now, we—by which I mean those I work with—have learned how to disturb the molecules in matter so that they partially or fully block the path of this magnetic current, thus interrupting the motion of this always-present energy. We can slow down its speed without creating magnetism (like in a steel bar), electricity, or heat, but rather generating motion instead. Consequently, some of this slowed energy transforms into the motion of my boat. It’s force converted into the movement of matter, as the molecules of the boat, as a whole, must continue to move forward as the force dissipates as a current. Perhaps you can now accept that instead of light, heat, electricity, magnetism, and gravitation being variations of force, they are actually disturbances.
"Disturbances of what?"
"Disruptions of what?"
"Disturbances of motion."
"Movement disruptions."
"Motion of what?"
"What's the motion about?"
"Motion of itself, pure and simple."
"Movement in its simplest form."
"I can not comprehend, I can not conceive of motion pure and simple."
"I can't understand, I can't imagine motion as just pure and simple."
"I will explain at a future time so that you can comprehend more clearly. Other lessons must come first, but never will you see the end. Truth is infinite."
"I'll explain it later so you can understand better. Other lessons come first, but you'll never see the end. The truth is infinite."
Continuing, he said:
Continuing, he said:
"Let me ask if there is anything marvelous in this statement. On the earth's surface men arrest the fitful wind, and by so doing divert the energy of its motion into movement of machinery; they induce it to turn mills and propel vessels. This motion of air is a disturbance, mass motion transmitted to the air by heat, heat in turn being a disturbance or interruption of pure motion. When men learn to interrupt this unperceived stream of energy so as to change directly into material motion the spirit that saturates the universe, and that produces force expressions, as it is constantly rushing from earth into space, and from space back again, they will have at command wherever they may be an endless source of power, light, and heat; mass motion, light and heat being convertible. Motion lies behind heat, light, and electricity, and produces them, and so long as the earth revolves on its axis, and circles in its orbit, man needs no light and heat from such indirect sources as combustion. Men will, however, yet obtain motion of molecules (heat), and material mass motion as well, from earth motion, without the other dangerous intermediate force expressions now deemed necessary in their production."
"Let me ask if there's anything amazing in this statement. On the surface of the earth, people capture the erratic wind and, by doing so, transform its energy into machine movement; they make it turn mills and propel boats. This movement of air is a disturbance, a mass motion transferred to the air by heat, which is itself a disruption or interruption of pure motion. When people figure out how to interrupt this unnoticed flow of energy to change it directly into physical motion—the essence that fills the universe and produces expressions of force, as it continually rushes from earth into space and back—they will have access to an endless source of power, light, and heat, wherever they are; mass motion, light, and heat can be converted into each other. Motion underlies heat, light, and electricity, producing them, and as long as the earth spins on its axis and orbits around the sun, we won't need light and heat from indirect sources like combustion. However, people will still manage to obtain molecular motion (heat) and physical mass motion from the motion of the earth, without relying on the other dangerous intermediate forces currently thought to be necessary for their production."
"Do you wish me to understand that on all parts of the earth's surface there is a continual expenditure of energy, an ever-ready current, that is really distinct from the light and heat of the sun, and also that the imponderable bodies that we[Pg 171] call heat, light, electricity, and magnetism are not substances at all?"
"Are you asking me to believe that all over the earth's surface there is a constant flow of energy, an always-available current, which is truly separate from the sun's light and heat? And also that the invisible forces we refer to as heat, light, electricity, and magnetism aren’t substances at all?"
"Yes," he replied.
"Yeah," he replied.
"And that this imperceptible something—fluid I will say, for want of a better term—now invisible and unknown to man, is as a medium in which the earth, submerged, floats as a speck of dust in a flood of space?"
"And this barely noticeable something—I'll call it fluid, since I can't think of a better word—now unseen and unknown to humanity, acts like a medium in which the Earth, submerged, drifts like a speck of dust in a sea of space?"
"Certainly," he replied.
"Sure," he replied.
"Am I to infer from your remarks that, in the course of time, man will be able to economize this force, and adapt it to his wants?"
"Should I take from your comments that, over time, humanity will learn to conserve this energy and tailor it to its needs?"
"Yes."
Yes.
"Go on with your exposition, I again beg of you; lead me deeper into this expanding study."
"Please continue with your explanation; I urge you to take me further into this growing topic."
"There is but little more that you can comprehend now, as I have said," he answered. "All materials known to man are of coarse texture, and the minds of men are not yet in a condition to comprehend finer exhibitions of force, or of motion modifications. Pure energy, in all its modifications, is absolutely unknown to man. What men call heat, gravitation, light, electricity, and magnetism are the grosser attributes attending alterations in an unknown, attenuated, highly developed force producer. They are results, not causes. The real force, an unreached energy, is now flooding all space, pervading all materials. Everywhere there exists an infinite sea of motion absolute. Since this primeval entity can not now affect matter, as matter is known to man, man's sense can only be influenced by secondary attributes of this energy. Unconscious of its all-pervading presence, however, man is working towards the power that will some day, upon the development of latent senses, open to him this new world. Then at last he will move without muscular exertion, or the use of heat as an agent of motion, and will, as I am now doing, bridle the motion of space. Wherever he may be situated, there will then be warmth to any degree that he wishes, for he will be able to temper the seasons, and mass motion illimitable, also, for this energy, I reiterate, is omnipresent. However, as you will know more of this before long, we will pass the subject for the present."[Pg 172]
"There's not much more you can understand right now, as I've said," he replied. "All the materials known to humans are rough, and people's minds aren’t yet ready to grasp more refined forms of energy or changes in motion. Pure energy, in all its forms, is completely unknown to humans. What people refer to as heat, gravity, light, electricity, and magnetism are just the basic characteristics that come with changes in a mysterious, subtle, advanced force generator. They’re effects, not causes. The real force, a yet-to-be-explored energy, is currently filling all space and moving through all materials. An infinite sea of absolute motion exists everywhere. Since this ancient entity can’t currently interact with matter as we know it, people can only perceive the secondary characteristics of this energy. Unaware of its omnipresent nature, humanity is moving toward a power that will one day, with the awakening of dormant senses, reveal this new world. Then at last, people will move without needing to exert their muscles or use heat as a means of motion, and, like I’m doing now, they’ll control the motion of space. Wherever they are, they’ll be able to enjoy warmth at any level they desire, as they will have the ability to adjust the seasons, along with limitless mass motion, because this energy, I emphasize, is everywhere. However, since you'll learn more about this soon enough, let's set this topic aside for now."[Pg 172]
My guide slowly moved the lever. I sat in deep reflection, beginning to comprehend somewhat of his reasoning, and yet my mind was more than clouded. The several ambiguous repetitions he had made since our journey commenced, each time suggesting the same idea, clothing it in different forms of expression, impressed me vaguely with the conception of a certain something for which I was gradually being prepared, and that I might eventually be educated to grasp, but which he believed my mind was not yet ready to receive. I gathered from what he said that he could have given clearer explanations than he was now doing, and that he clothed his language intentionally in mysticism, and that, for some reason, he preferred to leave my mind in a condition of uncertainty. The velocity of the boat increased as he again and again cautiously touched the lever, and at last the responsive craft rose nearly out of the water, and skimmed like a bird over its surface. There was no object in that lake of pure crystal to govern me in calculating as to the rapidity of our motion, and I studied to evolve a method by which I could time our movements. With this object in view I tore a scrap from my clothing and tossed it into the air. It fell at my feet as if in a calm. There was no breeze. I picked the fragment up, in bewilderment, for I had expected it to fall behind us. Then it occurred to me, as by a flash, that notwithstanding our apparently rapid motion, there was an entire absence of atmospheric resistance. What could explain the paradox? I turned to my guide and again tossed the fragment of cloth upward, and again it settled at my feet. He smiled, and answered my silent inquiry.
My guide slowly moved the lever. I sat in deep thought, starting to grasp some of his reasoning, but my mind was still pretty cloudy. The few unclear points he had brought up since our journey began, each suggesting the same idea but expressed in different ways, vaguely suggested to me that there was something I was being prepared for, something I might eventually understand, but which he thought my mind wasn't ready to accept yet. From what he said, I gathered that he could have given clearer explanations than he was currently providing, and that he deliberately wrapped his words in mysticism, perhaps wanting to keep me in a state of uncertainty for some reason. The speed of the boat picked up as he cautiously adjusted the lever again and again, and soon the boat nearly lifted out of the water, gliding like a bird across its surface. There was nothing in that pure crystal lake to help me judge our speed, so I tried to come up with a way to measure our movement. With this aim in mind, I tore a piece from my clothing and tossed it into the air. It fell at my feet as if there was no wind. I picked it up, puzzled, because I expected it to fall behind us. Then it hit me suddenly that despite our seemingly fast motion, there was a complete lack of atmospheric resistance. What could explain this paradox? I turned to my guide and tossed the piece of cloth up again, and once more, it landed at my feet. He smiled and answered my unspoken question.
"There is a protecting sheet before us, radiating, fan-like, from the bow of our boat as if a large pane of glass were resting on edge, thus shedding the force of the wind. This diaphragm catches the attenuated atmosphere and protects us from its friction."
"There’s a shield in front of us, spreading out like a fan from the front of our boat as if a big piece of glass is standing on its edge, blocking the wind. This barrier catches the thin air and shields us from its impact."
"But I see no such protecting object," I answered.
"But I don't see any object that provides protection," I replied.
"No; it is invisible. You can not see the obstructing power, for it is really a gyrating section of force, and is colorless. That spray of metal on the brow of our boat is the developer of this protecting medium. Imagine a transverse section of an eddy of water on edge before us, and you can form a comparison. Throw the bit of garment as far as you can beyond the side of the boat."[Pg 173]
"No; it's invisible. You can't see the blocking force because it’s really a swirling mass of energy, and it’s colorless. That spray of metal at the front of our boat creates this protective barrier. Picture a sideways view of a swirl of water in front of us, and you’ll get the idea. Toss the piece of fabric as far as you can beyond the side of the boat."[Pg 173]
I did so, and saw it flutter slowly away to a considerable distance parallel with our position in the boat as though in a perfect calm, and then it disappeared. It seemed to have been dissolved. I gazed at my guide in amazement.
I did that and watched it flutter slowly away to a significant distance, moving parallel to our position in the boat as if there were no wind at all, and then it vanished. It seemed to have dissolved. I stared at my guide in disbelief.
"Try again," said he.
"Try again," he said.

I tore another and a larger fragment from my coat sleeve. I fixed my eyes closely upon it, and cast it from me. The bit of garment fluttered listlessly away to the same distance, and then—vacancy. Wonders of wonderland, mysteries of the mysterious! What would be the end of this marvelous journey? Suspicion again possessed me, and distrust arose. Could not my self-existence be blotted out in like manner? I thought again of my New York home, and the recollection of upper earth, and those broken family ties brought to my heart a flood of bitter emotions. I inwardly cursed the writer of that alchemistic letter, and cursed myself for heeding the contents.[Pg 174] The tears gushed from my eyes and trickled through my fingers as I covered my face with my hands and groaned aloud. Then, with a gentle touch, my guide's hand rested on my shoulder.
I tore off another larger piece from my coat sleeve. I focused intently on it and then tossed it away. The fabric floated aimlessly before settling back into emptiness. Amazing wonders of this strange place, the mysteries around me! What would happen at the end of this incredible journey? Doubts crept back in, and I felt suspicious. Could my existence be erased just like that? I thought again of my home in New York, and memories of the real world and my fractured family ties overwhelmed me with painful emotions. I silently cursed the author of that strange letter and regretted paying attention to it. Tears streamed down my face and flowed through my fingers as I covered my face with my hands and groaned out loud. Then, my guide gently placed a hand on my shoulder. [Pg 174]
"Calm yourself," he said; "this phenomenon is a natural sequence to a deeper study of nature than man has reached. It is simply the result of an exhibition of rapid motion. You are upon a great underground lake, that, on a shelf of earth substance one hundred and fifty miles below the earth's surface, covers an area of many thousand square miles, and which has an average depth of five miles. We are now crossing it diagonally at a rapid rate by the aid of the force that man will yet use in a perfectly natural manner on the rough upper ocean and bleak lands of the earth's coarse surface. The fragments of cloth disappeared from sight when thrown beyond the influence of our protecting diaphragm, because when they struck the outer motionless atmosphere they were instantly left behind; the eye could not catch their sudden change in motion. A period of time is necessary to convey from eye to mind the sensation of sight. The bullet shot from a gun is invisible by reason of the fact that the eye can not discern the momentary interruption to the light. A cannon ball will compass the field of vision of the eye, moving across it without making itself known, and yet the fact does not excite surprise. We are traveling so fast that small, stationary objects outside our track are invisible."
"Calm down," he said; "this phenomenon is a natural result of a deeper understanding of nature than what humans have achieved. It's just the effect of rapid motion. We're on a huge underground lake, which, on a shelf of earth about one hundred fifty miles below the surface, covers an area of thousands of square miles and has an average depth of five miles. We're currently crossing it diagonally at a high speed, using a force that humanity will eventually harness in a completely natural way on the rough upper ocean and the harsh landscapes of the earth's surface. The pieces of cloth vanished from sight when thrown beyond our protective barrier because once they hit the outer, still atmosphere, they were immediately left behind; the eye couldn't detect their sudden change in motion. It takes a moment for our brain to process what we see. A bullet fired from a gun is invisible because the eye can’t register the brief interruption of light. A cannonball can sweep across our field of vision without being noticed, and yet it doesn’t surprise us. We’re moving so quickly that small, stationary objects outside our path just disappear."
Then in a kind, pathetic tone of voice, he said:
Then in a gentle, heartfelt tone, he said:
"An important lesson you should learn, I have mentioned it before. Whatever seems to be mysterious, or marvelous, is only so because of the lack of knowledge of associated natural phenomena and connected conditions. All that you have experienced, all that you have yet to meet in your future journey, is as I have endeavored to teach you, in exact accordance with the laws that govern the universe, of which the earth constitutes so small a portion that, were the conditions favorable, it could be blotted from its present existence as quickly as that bit of garment disappeared, and with as little disturbance of the mechanism of the moving universe."
"There's an important lesson you need to understand, and I've mentioned it before. Anything that seems mysterious or amazing is only that way because of our lack of knowledge about the natural phenomena and related conditions involved. Everything you've experienced and everything you will encounter on your journey ahead aligns perfectly with the laws that govern the universe. The Earth is such a tiny part of this universe that, if the conditions were right, it could vanish from existence just as quickly as that piece of fabric disappeared, with just as little impact on the workings of the universe."
I leaned over, resting my face upon my elbow; my thoughts were immethodically wandering in the midst of multiplying perplexities; I closed my eyes as a weary child, and slept.[Pg 175]
I leaned over, resting my face on my elbow; my thoughts were wandering aimlessly amidst a growing confusion; I closed my eyes like a tired child and fell asleep.[Pg 175]
CHAPTER XXVII.
SLEEP, DREAMS, NIGHTMARE.—"STRANGLE THE LIFE FROM
MY BODY."
I know not how long I sat wrapped in slumber. Even if my body had not been wearing away as formerly, my mind had become excessively wearied. I had existed in a state of abnormal mental intoxication far beyond the period of accustomed wakefulness, and had taxed my mental organization beyond endurance. In the midst of events of the most startling description, I had abruptly passed into what was at its commencement the sweetest sleep of my recollection, but which came to a horrible termination.
I don't know how long I sat lost in sleep. Even if my body hadn't been wearing down like before, my mind was completely exhausted. I had been in a state of extreme mental daze for way longer than I normally stayed awake, pushing my mind to its limits. In the midst of incredibly shocking events, I had suddenly fallen into what started as the best sleep I could remember, but it ended in a terrifying way.
In my dream I was transported once more to my native land, and roamed in freedom throughout the streets of my lost home. I lived over again my early life in Virginia, and I seemed to have lost all recollection of the weird journey which I had lately taken. My subsequent connection with the brotherhood of alchemists, and the unfortunate letter that led to my present condition, were forgotten. There came no thought suggestive of the train of events that are here chronicled, and as a child I tasted again the pleasures of innocence, the joys of boyhood.
In my dream, I was taken back to my homeland and wandered freely through the streets of my lost home. I relived my early life in Virginia and seemed to have completely forgotten the strange journey I had just taken. I no longer remembered my connection with the group of alchemists or the unfortunate letter that led to my current situation. Thoughts of the events I'm about to describe didn’t cross my mind, and like a child, I enjoyed again the pleasures of innocence and the joys of my youth.
Then my dream of childhood vanished, and the scenes of later days spread themselves before me. I saw, after a time, the scenes of my later life, as though I viewed them from a distance, and was impressed with the idea that they were not real, but only the fragments of a dream. I shuddered in my childish dreamland, and trembled as a child would at confronting events of the real life that I had passed through on earth, and that gradually assuming the shape of man approached and stood before me, a hideous specter seemingly ready to absorb me. The peaceful child in which I existed shrunk back, and recoiled from the approaching living man.[Pg 176]
Then my childhood dreams disappeared, and the events of my later years unfolded before me. After a while, I saw the moments of my later life as if I were looking from afar and felt that they weren’t real, just pieces of a dream. I felt a shiver in my innocent dream world and trembled like a child facing the realities of life that I had experienced, now taking the form of a man who approached and stood before me, a terrifying specter seemingly ready to consume me. The peaceful child within me shrank back and recoiled from the living man advancing towards me.[Pg 176]
"Away, away," I cried, "you shall not grasp me, I do not wish to become a man; this can not, must not be the horrible end to a sweet existence."
"Away, away," I yelled, "you won't catch me, I don’t want to become a man; this cannot, must not be the terrible end to a beautiful life."
Gradually the Man Life approached, seized and enveloped me, closing around me as a jelly fish surrounds its living victim, while the horrors of a nightmare came over my soul.
Slowly, Life as a Man came closer, grabbed hold of me, and surrounded me, wrapping around me like a jellyfish ensnares its prey, as the terrors of a nightmare washed over my spirit.
"Man's life is a fearful dream," I shouted, as I writhed in agony; "I am still a child, and will remain one; keep off! Life of man, away! let me live and die a child."
"Life is a terrifying dream," I yelled, as I twisted in pain; "I’m still a child, and I want to stay that way; stay away! Life of man, go away! Let me live and die a child."
The Specter of Man's Life seized me more firmly as I struggled to escape, and holding me in its irresistible clutch absorbed my substance as a vampire might suck the blood of an infant, and while the childish dream disappeared in that hideous embrace, the miserable man awoke.
The Specter of Man's Life gripped me tighter as I tried to break free, and holding me in its powerful grasp, drained my essence like a vampire sucking the blood of a baby. As the innocent dream faded in that awful hold, the unfortunate man woke up.
I found myself on land. The guide, seated at my side, remarked:
I found myself on land. The guide, sitting next to me, remarked:
"You have slept."
"You've slept."
"I have lived again," I said in bitterness.
"I've lived again," I said bitterly.
"You have not lived at all as yet," he replied; "life is a dream, usually it is an unsatisfied nightmare."
"You haven't really lived yet," he said; "life is a dream, but most of the time it's an unfulfilled nightmare."
"Then let me dream again as at the beginning of this slumber," I said; "and while I dream as a child, do you strangle the life from my body,—spare me the nightmare, I would not live to reach the Life of Man."
"Then let me dream again like I did at the start of this sleep," I said; "and while I dream like a child, you take the life from my body—just spare me the nightmare, I don't want to live to experience the Life of Man."
"This is sarcasm," he replied; "you are as changeable as the winds of the earth's surface. Now as you are about to approach a part of our journey where fortitude is necessary, behold, you waver as a little child might. Nerve yourself; the trials of the present require a steady mind, let the future care for itself; you can not recall the past."
"This is sarcasm," he said. "You change your mind as easily as the winds shift. Now, as we’re about to enter a part of our journey that requires bravery, look at you—you're hesitating like a little kid. Get yourself together; the challenges we're facing right now need a clear head. Let the future take care of itself; you can’t change the past."
I became attentive again; the depressing effects of that repulsive dream rapidly lifted, and wasted away, as I realized that I was a man, and was destined to see more than can be seen in the future of other mortals. This elevation of my spirit was evidently understood by my guide. He turned to the lake, and pointing to its quiet bosom, remarked:
I became aware again; the gloomy feelings from that ugly dream quickly faded as I recognized that I was a man, meant to experience more than what other humans can see in their futures. This uplift in my mood was clearly noticed by my guide. He turned to the lake, and pointing to its calm surface, said:
"For five hours we have journeyed over this sheet of water at the average rate of nine hundred miles an hour. At the time you threw the fragments of cloth overboard, we were traveling[Pg 177] at a speed of not less than twenty miles per minute. You remember that some hours ago you criticised my assertion when I said that we would soon be near the axis of the earth beneath the North Pole, and now we are beyond that point, and are about six thousand miles from where we stood at that time."
"For five hours, we've been traveling over this body of water at an average speed of nine hundred miles per hour. When you threw the pieces of cloth overboard, we were moving at a speed of at least twenty miles per minute. You remember that a few hours ago you questioned my statement when I said we would soon be near the Earth's axis under the North Pole, and now we've passed that point and are about six thousand miles from where we were back then."
"You must have your way," I replied; "I can not disprove your assertion, but were it not that I have passed through so many marvelous experiences since first we met, I would question the reliability of your information."
"You have to do it your way," I replied; "I can't argue with what you're saying, but if it weren't for all the amazing experiences I've had since we first met, I would doubt the truth of your claims."
My guide continued:
My guide went on:
"The surface of this lake lies as a mirror beneath both the ocean and the land. The force effect that preserves the configuration of the ocean preserves the form of this also, but influences it to a less extent, and the two surfaces lie nearly parallel with each other, this one being one hundred and fifty miles beneath the surface of the earth. The shell of the earth above us is honeycombed by caverns in some places, in others it is compact, and yet, in most places, is impervious to water. At the farther extremity of the lake, a stratum of porous material extends through the space intervening between the bottom of the ocean and this lake. By capillary attraction, assisted by gravitation, part of the water of the ocean is being transferred through this stratum to the underground cavity. The lake is slowly rising."
"The surface of this lake acts like a mirror underneath both the ocean and the land. The force that keeps the ocean's shape also maintains this lake's form, though it has a lesser effect, and the two surfaces are almost parallel to each other, with this one being one hundred and fifty miles below the earth's surface. The Earth's shell above us is filled with caverns in some areas, while in others it is solid, and in most places, it doesn't allow water to pass through. At the far end of the lake, there is a layer of porous material that connects the bottom of the ocean to this lake. Through capillary action and gravity, some ocean water is being transferred through this layer into the underground cavity. The lake is gradually rising."
At this remark I interrupted him: "You say the water in the ocean is being slowly transferred down to this underground lake less by gravity than by capillarity."
At this comment, I cut him off: "You claim that the water in the ocean is being gradually moved to this underground lake less because of gravity and more because of capillarity."
"Yes."
Yes.
"I believe that I have reason to question that statement, if you do not include the salt," I replied.
"I think I have a reason to question that statement if you don't include the salt," I replied.
"Pray state your objections."
"Please state your objections."
I answered: "Whether a tube be long or short, if it penetrate the bottom of a vessel of brine, and extend downward, the brine will flow into and out of it by reason of its weight."
I replied, "No matter if a tube is long or short, if it reaches the bottom of a container filled with saltwater and goes down further, the saltwater will flow in and out of it because of its weight."
"You mistake," he asserted; "the attraction of the sides of the capillary tube, if the tube is long enough, will eventually separate the water from the salt, and at length a downward flow of water only will result."
"You’re mistaken," he insisted; "the pull of the walls of the capillary tube, if it’s long enough, will eventually separate the water from the salt, and eventually, there will be a downward flow of just water."
I again expressed my incredulity.[Pg 178]
I expressed my disbelief again.[Pg 178]
"More than this, by perfectly natural laws the water that is freed from the tubes might again force itself upward perfectly fresh, to the surface of the earth—yes, under proper conditions, above the surface of the ocean."
"Moreover, through completely natural laws, the water that is released from the tubes could rise back up completely fresh to the earth's surface—indeed, under the right conditions, even above the ocean's surface."
"Do you take me for a fool?" I said. "Is it not self-evident that a fountain can not rise above its source?"
"Do you think I'm an idiot?" I said. "Isn't it obvious that a fountain can't rise higher than its source?"
"It often does," he answered.
"It usually does," he answered.
"You trifle with me," I said, acrimoniously.
"You’re messing with me," I said, bitterly.
"No," he replied; "I am telling you the truth. Have you never heard of what men call artesian wells?"
"No," he replied. "I’m telling you the truth. Haven't you ever heard of what people call artesian wells?"
"Yes, and" (here I attempted in turn to become sarcastic) "have you never learned that they are caused by water flowing into crevices in uplands where layers of stone or of clay strata separated by sand or gravel slant upward. The water conducted thence by these channels afterwards springs up in the valleys to which it has been carried by means of the crevices in these strata, but it never rises above its source."
"Yes, and" (at this point I tried to be sarcastic) "haven't you ever figured out that they're caused by water flowing into cracks in high ground where layers of stone or clay, separated by sand or gravel, slope upward? The water that moves through these channels later emerges in the valleys where it was transported through these cracks, but it never goes higher than its source."
To my surprise he answered:
To my surprise, he replied:
"This is another of man's scientific speculations, based on some facts, it is true, and now and then correct, but not invariably. The water of an artesian well on an elevated plane may flow into the earth from a creek, pond, or river, that is lower than the mouth of the well it feeds, and still it may spout into the air from either a near or distant elevation that is higher than its source."
"This is just another one of humanity's scientific theories, based on some facts, which is true, and occasionally correct, but not always. Water from an artesian well on higher ground can flow into the earth from a creek, pond, or river that is lower than the well's mouth, and it can still shoot up into the air from a nearby or distant elevation that is higher than where it comes from."
"I can not admit the truth of this," I said; "I am willing to listen to reason, but such statements as these seem altogether absurd."
"I can't accept this as true," I said; "I'm open to reason, but these claims seem completely ridiculous."
"As you please," he replied; "we will continue our journey."[Pg 179]
"As you wish," he said; "we'll keep going on our journey."[Pg 179]
INTERLUDE.—THE STORY INTERRUPTED.
CHAPTER XXVIII.
A CHALLENGE.—MY UNBIDDEN GUEST ACCEPTS IT.
The white-haired reader, in whom I had now become deeply interested, no longer an unwelcome stranger, suspended his reading, laid down his manuscript, and looking me in the face, asked:
The white-haired reader, who I had now taken a strong interest in, no longer seemed like an unwelcome stranger. He paused his reading, set down his manuscript, and looking me in the eye, asked:
"Are you a believer?"
"Do you believe?"
"No," I promptly answered.
"No," I replied quickly.
"What part of the narrative do you question?"
"What part of the story do you doubt?"
"All of it."
"Everything."
"Have you not already investigated some of the statements I previously made?" he queried.
"Have you not looked into some of the statements I made earlier?" he asked.
"Yes," I said; "but you had not then given utterance to such preposterous expressions."
"Yes," I said, "but you hadn't said anything so ridiculous back then."
"Is not the truth, the truth?" he answered.
"Isn't the truth just the truth?" he replied.
"You ask me to believe impossibilities," I replied.
"You want me to believe in things that are impossible," I replied.
"Name one."
"Name one."
"You yourself admit," I said warmly, "that you were incredulous, and shook your head when your guide asserted that the bottom of the ocean might be as porous as a sieve, and still hold water. A fountain can not rise above its source."
"You yourself admit," I said warmly, "that you were skeptical and shook your head when your guide claimed that the bottom of the ocean could be as porous as a sieve yet still hold water. A fountain can’t rise above its source."
"It often does, however," he replied.
"It usually does," he said.
"I do not believe you," I said boldly. "And, furthermore, I assert that you might as reasonably ask me to believe that I can see my own brain, as to accept your fiction regarding the production of light, miles below the surface of the earth."
"I don’t believe you," I said confidently. "And, honestly, I might as well be asked to believe that I can see my own brain as to accept your made-up story about how light is produced miles below the surface of the earth."
"I can make your brain visible to you, and if you dare to accompany me, I will carry you beneath the surface of the earth and prove my other statement," he said. "Come!" He arose and grasped my arm.
"I can make your mind clear to you, and if you're brave enough to join me, I'll take you below the earth and prove my other point," he said. "Come!" He stood up and grabbed my arm.
I hesitated.[Pg 180]
I hesitated.[Pg 180]
"You confess that you fear the journey."
"You admit that you're afraid of the journey."
I made no reply.
I didn't respond.
"Well, since you fear that method, I am ready to convince you of the facts by any rational course you may select, and if you wish to stake your entire argument on the general statement that a stream of water can not rise above its head, I will accept the challenge; but I insist that you do not divulge the nature of the experiment until, as you are directed, you make public my story."
"Well, since you’re afraid of that method, I'm willing to prove my point through any reasonable way you choose. If you'd like to base your entire argument on the idea that a stream of water can't rise above its source, I'm up for the challenge. However, I need you to keep the details of the experiment a secret until, as instructed, you share my story with everyone."
"Of course a fluid can be pumped up," I sarcastically observed. "However, I promise the secrecy you ask."
"Of course a liquid can be pumped up," I said sarcastically. "But I promise to keep the secret you’re asking for."
"I am speaking seriously," he said, "and I have accepted your challenge; your own eyes shall view the facts, your own hands prepare the conditions necessary. Procure a few pints of sand, and a few pounds of salt; to-morrow evening I will be ready to make the experiment."
"I’m being serious," he said, "and I accept your challenge; you’ll see the facts with your own eyes and create the conditions yourself. Get a few pints of sand and a few pounds of salt; tomorrow evening, I’ll be ready to conduct the experiment."
"Agreed; if you will induce a stream of water to run up hill, a fountain to rise above its head, I will believe any statement you may henceforth make."
"Agreed; if you can make a stream of water flow uphill, or a fountain rise above its source, I will believe anything you say from now on."
"Be ready, then," he replied, "and procure the materials named." So saying he picked up his hat and abruptly departed.
"Get ready, then," he said, "and gather the materials we talked about." With that, he grabbed his hat and left without warning.
These substances I purchased the next day, procuring the silver sand from Gordon's pharmacy, corner of Eighth and Western Row, and promptly at the specified time we met in my room.
I bought these substances the next day, getting the silver sand from Gordon's pharmacy at the corner of Eighth and Western Row, and right on time, we met in my room.
He came, provided with a cylindrical glass jar about eighteen inches high and two inches in diameter (such as I have since learned is called a hydrometer jar), and a long, slender drawn glass tube, the internal diameter of which was about one-sixteenth of an inch.
He arrived with a cylindrical glass jar about eighteen inches tall and two inches wide (which I've since learned is called a hydrometer jar), and a long, narrow glass tube with an internal diameter of about one-sixteenth of an inch.
"You have deceived me," I said; "I know well enough that capillary attraction will draw a liquid above its surface. You demonstrated that quite recently to my entire satisfaction."
"You've tricked me," I said; "I know very well that capillary action can pull a liquid above its surface. You proved that very clearly to me not long ago."
"True, and yet not true of this experiment," he said. "I propose to force water through and out of this tube; capillary attraction will not expel a liquid from a tube if its mouth be above the surface of the supply."
"That's true, but also not true about this experiment," he said. "I plan to push water through and out of this tube; capillary action won't remove a liquid from a tube if its opening is above the level of the supply."
He dipped the tip of a capillary tube into a tumbler of water; the water rose inside the tube about an inch above the surface of the water in the tumbler.[Pg 181]
He dipped the end of a capillary tube into a glass of water; the water rose inside the tube about an inch above the surface of the water in the glass.[Pg 181]
"Capillary attraction can do no more," he said. "Break the tube one-eighth of an inch above the water (far below the present capillary surface), and it will not overflow. The exit of the tube must be lower than the surface of the liquid if circulation ensues."
"Capillary attraction can only go so far," he said. "If you break the tube one-eighth of an inch above the water (well below the current capillary surface), it won't overflow. The end of the tube needs to be lower than the liquid's surface for circulation to happen."
He broke off a fragment, and the result was as predicted.
He broke off a piece, and the outcome was exactly what he expected.
Then he poured water into the glass jar to the depth of about six inches, and selecting a piece of very thin muslin, about an inch square, turned it over the end of the glass tube, tied it in position, and dropped that end of the tube into the cylinder.
Then he poured water into the glass jar to a depth of about six inches, and choosing a piece of very thin muslin, around an inch square, he placed it over the end of the glass tube, secured it in place, and lowered that end of the tube into the cylinder.
"The muslin simply prevents the tube from filling with sand," he explained. Then he poured sand into the cylinder until it reached the surface of the water. (See Figure 23.)
"The muslin just keeps the tube from getting filled with sand," he said. Then he poured sand into the cylinder until it hit the surface of the water. (See Figure 23.)
"Your apparatus is simple enough," I remarked, I am afraid with some sarcasm.
"Your setup is pretty straightforward," I said, probably with a bit of sarcasm.
"Nature works with exceeding simplicity," he replied; "there is no complex apparatus in her laboratory, and I copy after nature."
"Nature operates with remarkable simplicity," he replied; "there's no complicated equipment in her lab, and I emulate nature."
Then he dissolved the salt in a portion of water that he drew from the hydrant into my wash bowl, making a strong brine, and stirred sand into the brine to make a thick mush. This mixture of sand and brine he then poured into the cylinder, filling it nearly to the top. (See Figure 23, B. The sand settling soon left a layer of brine above it, as shown by A.) I had previously noticed that the upper end of the glass tube was curved, and my surprise can be imagined when I saw that at once water began to flow through the tube, dropping quite rapidly into the cylinder. The lower end of the curve of the glass tube was fully half an inch above the surface of the liquid in the cylinder.
Then he dissolved the salt in some water he drew from the faucet into my wash bowl, making a strong brine, and mixed in sand to create a thick mush. He then poured this mixture of sand and brine into the cylinder, filling it almost to the top. (See Figure 23, B. The sand settled quickly, leaving a layer of brine above it, as shown by A.) I had previously noticed that the top end of the glass tube was curved, and my surprise can be imagined when I saw that water began to flow through the tube, dropping quite rapidly into the cylinder. The lower end of the curve of the glass tube was a full half inch above the surface of the liquid in the cylinder.
I here present a figure of the apparatus. (Figure 23.)
I present a figure of the equipment. (Figure 23.)
The strange man, or man image, I do not know which, sat before me, and in silence we watched the steady flow of water, water rising above its surface and flowing into the reservoir from which it was being continually derived.
The strange man, or maybe just a man-shaped figure, I can't tell which, sat in front of me, and in silence we observed the constant stream of water, water rising above its surface and flowing into the reservoir from which it was continuously drawn.
"Do you give up?" he asked.
"Are you ready to give up?" he asked.
"Let me think," I said.
"Give me a moment," I said.
"As you please," he replied.
"Sure, no problem," he replied.
"How long will this continue?" I inquired.[Pg 182]
"How long is this going to go on?" I asked.[Pg 182]
"Until strong salt water flows from the tube."
"Until strong salt water comes out of the tube."
Then the old man continued:
Then the old man went on:
"I would suggest that after I depart you repeat these experiments. The observations of those interested in science must be repeated time and again by separate individuals. It is not sufficient that one person should observe a phenomenon; repeated experiments are necessary in order to overcome error of manipulation, and to convince others of their correctness. Not only yourself, but many others, after this manuscript appears, should go through with similar investigations, varied in detail as mind expansion may suggest. This experiment is but the germ of a thought which will be enlarged upon by many minds under other conditions. An event meteorological may occur in the experience of one observer, and never repeat itself. This is possible. The results of such experiments as you are observing, however, must be followed by similar results in the hands of others, and in behalf of science it is necessary that others should be able to verify your experience. In the time to come it will be necessary to support your statements in order to demonstrate that your perceptive faculties are now in a normal condition. Are you sure that your conceptions of these results are justified by normal perception? May you not be in an exalted state of mind that hinders clear perception, and compels you to imagine and accept as fact that which does not exist? Do you see what you think you see? After I am gone, and the influences that my person and mind exert on your own mind have been removed, will these results, as shown by my experiments, follow similar experimental conditions? In the years that are to pass before this paper is to be made public, it will be your duty to verify your present sense faculty. This you must do as opportunities present, and with different devices, so that no question may arise as to what will follow when others repeat our experiments. To-morrow evening I will call again, but remember, you must not tell others of this experiment, nor show the devices to them."
"I suggest that after I leave, you try these experiments again. Scientific observations need to be repeated by different people. It's not enough for just one person to observe something; repeating the experiments is essential to eliminate errors and convince others of their accuracy. Not just you, but many others should conduct similar research once this manuscript is published, varying the details as your creativity allows. This experiment is just the beginning of an idea that many minds will expand on under different circumstances. A weather event might happen to one observer and never happen again—that's possible. However, the outcomes of the experiments you’re conducting must be replicable by others, and for the sake of science, it's crucial that they can confirm your findings. In the future, you will need to back up your claims to show that your perception is functioning normally. Are you sure your understanding of these results is based on usual perception? Could you be in an elevated state of mind that distorts clear perception, leading you to believe in things that aren't real? Do you really see what you think you see? Once I am gone, and the effects of my presence and mind on yours are removed, will these results hold up under similar experimental conditions? In the years before this paper becomes public, it's your responsibility to verify your current sensory perception. You need to do this as opportunities arise and with different methods, so there are no doubts about what will happen when others repeat our experiments. I will visit again tomorrow evening, but remember, you must not tell anyone about this experiment or show them the devices."

A, saltwater.
B, sand and saltwater mixed.
C, sand and water.
[Pg 183]
[Pg 183]
"I have promised," I answered.
"I promised," I replied.
He gathered his manuscript and departed, and I sat in meditation watching the mysterious fountain.
He gathered his manuscript and left, and I sat in contemplation, watching the mysterious fountain.
As he had predicted, finally, after a long time, the flow slackened, and by morning, when I arose from my bed, the water had ceased to drip, and then I found it salty to the taste.
As he had predicted, eventually, after a long wait, the flow slowed down, and by morning, when I got out of bed, the water had stopped dripping, and I discovered it tasted salty.
The next evening he appeared as usual, and prepared to resume his reading, making no mention of the previous test of my faith. I interrupted him, however, by saying that I had observed that the sand had settled in the cylinder, and that in my opinion his experiment was not true to appearances, but was a deception, since the sand by its greater weight displaced the water, which escaped through the tube, where there was least resistance.
The next evening he showed up as usual and got ready to continue his reading, without bringing up the earlier test of my faith. I interrupted him, though, by saying that I noticed the sand had settled in the cylinder and that, in my view, his experiment didn’t match what it looked like; it was misleading since the heavier sand displaced the water, which flowed out through the tube where there was the least resistance.
"Ah," he said, "and so you refuse to believe your own eyesight, and are contriving to escape the deserved penalty; I will, however, acquiesce in your outspoken desire for further light, and repeat the experiment without using sand. But I tell you that mother earth, in the phenomena known as artesian wells, uses sand and clay, pools of mineral waters of different gravities, and running streams. The waters beneath the earth are under pressure, induced by such natural causes as I have presented you in miniature, the chief difference being that the supplies of both salt and fresh water are inexhaustible, and by natural combinations similar to what you have seen; the streams within the earth, if a pipe be thrust into them, may rise continuously, eternally, from a reservoir higher than the head. In addition, there are pressures of gases, and solutions of many salts, other than chloride of soda, that tend to favor the phenomenon. You are unduly incredulous, and you ask of me more than your right after staking your faith on an experiment of your own selection. You demand more of me even than nature often accomplishes in earth structure; but to-morrow night I will show you that this seemingly impossible feat is possible."
"Ah," he said, "so you refuse to trust what you see and are trying to avoid the consequences you deserve. However, I’ll agree to your clear request for more insight and will carry out the experiment again without using sand. But I must tell you that the earth, in what we call artesian wells, utilizes sand and clay, pools of mineral water with different densities, and flowing streams. The water beneath the surface is under pressure, caused by natural factors that I've demonstrated in a small way. The main difference is that both salt and fresh water supplies are limitless, formed through natural combinations similar to what you've witnessed; when a pipe is inserted into underground streams, the water can flow constantly, even from a reservoir that's higher than the outlet. Additionally, there are gas pressures and many types of salt solutions, not just sodium chloride, that contribute to this phenomenon. You are being unduly skeptical, and you are asking more of me than you have a right to after choosing an experiment of your own. You expect more from me than what nature usually achieves in the earth’s structure; but tomorrow night I will demonstrate that this seemingly impossible feat can indeed happen."
He then abruptly left the room. The following evening he presented himself with a couple of one-gallon cans, one of them without a bottom. I thought I could detect some impatience of manner as he filled the perfect can (D) with water from the hydrant, and having spread a strip of thin muslin over the[Pg 184] mouth of the other can (B), pressed it firmly over the mouth (C) of the can of water, which it fitted tightly, thus connecting them together, the upper (bottomless) can being inverted. Then he made a narrow slit in the center of the muslin with his pen-knife, and through it thrust a glass tube like that of our former experiment. Next he wrapped a string around the open top of the upper can, crossed it over the top, and tied the glass tube to the center of the cross string.
He suddenly left the room. The next evening, he showed up with a couple of one-gallon cans, one of which was bottomless. I could sense some impatience as he filled the solid can (D) with water from the hydrant. After that, he spread a strip of thin muslin over the mouth of the other can (B) and pressed it tightly over the mouth (C) of the can full of water, creating a secure connection, with the upper (bottomless) can flipped upside down. Then he made a narrow slit in the center of the muslin with his pocket knife and pushed a glass tube similar to the one from our earlier experiment through it. Next, he wrapped a string around the open top of the upper can, crossed it over the top, and tied the glass tube to the center of the crossed string.
"Simply to hold this tube in position," he explained.
"Just to keep this tube in place," he explained.
The remainder of the bag of salt left from the experiment of the preceding evening was then dissolved in water, and the brine poured into the upper can, filling it to the top. Then carefully thrusting the glass tube downward, he brought the tip of the curve to within about one-half inch of the surface of the brine, when immediately a rapid flow of liquid exhibited itself. (Figure 24.)
The leftover salt from the experiment the night before was then dissolved in water, and the brine was poured into the upper can, filling it to the brim. Then, carefully pushing the glass tube down, he brought the tip of the curve to about half an inch above the surface of the brine, and immediately a quick flow of liquid appeared. (Figure 24.)

A, surface of brine.
B, top can filled with brine.
C, necks of the cans overlapping.
D, bottom can filled with water.
"It rises above its source without sand," he observed.
"It rises above its source without sand," he noted.
"I can not deny the fact," I replied, "and furthermore I am determined that I shall not question any subsequent statement that you may make." We sat in silence for some time, and the water ran continuously through the tube. I was becoming alarmed, afraid of my occult guest, who accepted my self-selected challenges, and worked out his results so rapidly; he seemed to be more than human.
"I can’t deny that," I said, "and also, I've decided that I won’t question anything else you say." We sat in silence for a while, and the water kept flowing through the tube. I was starting to feel anxious, scared of my mysterious guest, who took on my self-imposed challenges and figured out the answers so quickly; he seemed more than human.
"I am a mortal, but a resident of a higher plane than you," he replied, divining my thoughts. "Is not this experiment a natural one?"
"I’m just a human, but I live in a higher realm than you," he said, reading my mind. "Isn’t this experiment a natural one?"
"Yes," I said.
"Yep," I said.
"Did not Shakspeare write, 'There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy'?"
"Didn't Shakespeare write, 'There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy'?"
"Yes," I said.
"Yeah," I said.
And my guest continued:
And my guest went on:
"He might have added, 'and always will be'."[Pg 185]
"He might have added, 'and always will be'."[Pg 185]
"Scientific men will explain this phenomenon," I suggested.
"Scientists will explain this phenomenon," I suggested.
"Yes, when they observe the facts," he replied, "it is very simple. They can now tell, as I have before remarked, how Columbus stood the egg on end; however, given the problem before Columbus expounded it, they would probably have wandered as far from the true solution as the mountain with its edgewise layers of stone is from the disconnected artesian wells on a distant sea coast where the underground fresh and salt water in overlying currents and layers clash together. The explanation, of course, is simple. The brine is of greater specific gravity than the pure water; the pressure of the heavier fluid forces the lighter up in the tube. This action continues until, as you will see by this experiment, in the gradual diffusion of brine and pure water the salt is disseminated equally throughout the vessels, and the specific gravity of the mixed liquid becomes the same throughout, when the flow will cease. However, in the earth, where supplies are inexhaustible, the fountain flows unceasingly."[Pg 186]
"Yes, when they see the facts," he replied, "it's really simple. They can now see, as I mentioned before, how Columbus balanced the egg on its end; but if you had given the problem to Columbus before he explained it, they probably would have strayed as far from the actual solution as a mountain with its layered rocks is from the scattered artesian wells on a far-off coastline where fresh and salty water in different layers clash together. The explanation, of course, is straightforward. The saltwater is denser than the fresh water; the pressure from the heavier fluid pushes the lighter one up in the tube. This process continues until, as you’ll observe in this experiment, as the saltwater and fresh water mix, the salt distributes evenly throughout the containers, and the density of the mixed liquid becomes uniform, at which point the flow stops. However, in the earth, where resources are unlimited, the source keeps flowing endlessly."[Pg 186]
CHAPTER XXIX.
BEWARE OF BIOLOGY, THE SCIENCE OF THE LIFE OF MAN.[6]
(The old man relates a story as an object lesson.)
(The old man shares a story as a teaching moment.)
"But you have not lived up to the promise; you have evaded part of the bargain," I continued. "While you have certainly performed some curious experiments in physics which seem to be unique, yet, I am only an amateur in science, and your hydrostatic illustrations may be repetitions of investigations already recorded, that have escaped the attention of the scientific gentlemen to whom I have hitherto applied."
"But you haven't fulfilled your promise; you've avoided part of the deal," I continued. "While you've definitely done some interesting experiments in physics that appear to be one of a kind, I'm just a hobbyist in science, and your hydrostatic examples might just be repeats of research that's already been documented but overlooked by the scientific experts I've approached so far."
"Man's mind is a creature of doubts and questions," he observed. "Answer one query, and others rise. His inner self is never satisfied, and you are not to blame for wishing for a sign, as all self-conscious conditions of your former existence compel. Now that I have brushed aside the more prominent questionings, you insist upon those omitted, and appeal to me to"—he hesitated.
"People's minds are filled with doubts and questions," he noted. "You answer one question, and then more come up. Your inner self is never content, and it's understandable to want some kind of sign, as all the self-aware aspects of your past push you to seek it. Now that I've set aside the more obvious questions, you keep pushing for those I left out, and you ask me to"—he paused.
"To what?" I asked, curious to see if he had intuitively grasped my unspoken sentence.
"To what?" I asked, curious to see if he had instinctively understood what I hadn't said.
"To exhibit to you your own brain," he replied.
"To show you your own brain," he replied.
"That is it exactly," I said; "you promised it, and you shall be held strictly to your bargain. You agreed to show me my own brain, and it seems evident that you have purposely evaded the promise."
"That's exactly it," I said; "you promised it, and you will be held to your word. You agreed to show me my own brain, and it seems clear that you have deliberately avoided keeping that promise."
"That I have made the promise and deferred its completion can not be denied, but not by reason of an inability to fulfill the contract. I will admit that I purposely deferred the exhibition, hoping on your own account that you would forget the hasty promise. You would better release me from the promise; you do not know what you ask."
"Yes, I made the promise and put off fulfilling it, but that’s not because I can’t keep my word. Honestly, I held off on showing it to you, hoping you might forget that quick promise. It would be better for you to let me off the hook; you have no idea what you're asking for."
"I believe that I ask more than you can perform," I answered, "and that you know it."
"I think I'm asking for more than you can deliver," I replied, "and you know that."
[Pg 187]
[Pg 187]
"Let me give you a history," he said, "and then perhaps you will relent. Listen. A man once became involved in the study of anatomy. It led him to destruction. He commenced the study in order to learn a profession; he hoped to become a physician. Materia medica, pharmacy, chemistry, enticed him at first, but after a time presented no charms. He was a dull student in much that men usually consider essential to the practice of medicine. He was not fitted to be a physician. Gradually he became absorbed in two branches, physiology and anatomy. Within his mental self a latent something developed that neither himself nor his friends had suspected. This was an increasing desire for knowledge concerning the human body. The insatiable craving for anatomy grew upon him, and as it did so other sections of medicine were neglected. Gradually he lost sight of his professional object; he dropped chemistry, materia medica, pharmacy, and at last, morbidly lived only in the aforenamed two branches.
"Let me share some background," he said, "and maybe you’ll change your mind. Listen. A man got into studying anatomy, and it ended up ruining him. He started to learn a profession; his goal was to become a doctor. At first, he was intrigued by pharmacology, chemistry, and other related fields, but over time, they lost their appeal. He struggled with much of what is considered essential for practicing medicine. He just wasn’t cut out to be a doctor. Slowly, he became fixated on two areas: physiology and anatomy. Within him, something unexpected began to grow that neither he nor his friends had noticed. This was a deepening desire to understand the human body. His relentless craving for anatomy intensified, and as that grew, he started ignoring other areas of medicine. Eventually, he lost sight of his original goal; he abandoned chemistry, pharmacology, and finally, he fixated solely on those two areas."
"His first visit to the dissecting room was disagreeable. The odor of putrid flesh, the sight of the mutilated bodies repulsed him. When first his hand, warm in life, touched the clammy flesh of a corpse, he shuddered. Then when his fingers came in contact with the viscera of a cadaver, that of a little child, he cried out in horror. The demonstrator of anatomy urged him on; he finally was induced to dissect part of the infant. The reflex action on his sensitive mind first stunned, and then warped his senses. His companions had to lead him from the room. 'Wash it off, wash it off,' he repeated, trying to throw his hand from his person. 'Horrid, horrible, unclean. The child is yet before me,' he insisted. Then he went into a fever and raved. 'Some mother will meet me on the street and curse me,' he cried. "That hand is red with the blood of my darling; it has desecrated the innocent dead, and mutilated that which is most precious to a mother." Take the hand away, wash it,' he shouted. 'The mother curses me; she demands retribution. Better that a man be dead than cursed by a mother whose child has been desecrated.' So the unfortunate being raved, dreaming all manner of horrid imaginings. But at last he recovered, a different man. He returned voluntarily to the dissecting-room, and wrapped himself in the uncouth work.[Pg 188] Nothing in connection with corpse-mutilation was now offensive or unclean. He threw aside his other studies, he became a slave possessed of one idea. He scarcely took time to dine respectably; indeed, he often ate his lunch in the dissecting-room. The blood of a child was again and again on his fingers; it mattered not, he did not take the trouble to wash it off. 'The liver of man is not more sacred than the liver of a hog,' he argued; 'the flesh of a man is the same as other forms of animal food. When a person dies the vital heat escapes, consciousness is dissipated, and the cold, rigid remains are only animal. Consciousness and life are all that is of man—one is force, the other matter; when man dies both perish and are dissipated.' His friends perceived his fondness for dissection, and argued with him again, endeavoring now to overcome his infatuation; he repelled them. 'I learned in my vision,' he said, referring to his fever, 'that Pope was right in saying that the "proper study of mankind is man"; I care nothing for your priestly superstitions concerning the dead. These fables are the invention of designing churchmen who live on the superstitions of the ignorant. I am an infidel, and believe in no spirit intangible; that which can be seen, felt, and weighed is, all else is not. Life is simply a sensation. All beyond is chimerical, less than fantastic, believed in only by dupes and weak-minded, credulous tools of knaves, or creatures of blind superstition.' He carried the finely articulated, bleached skull of a cadaver to his room, and placed it beside a marble statue that was a valued heirloom, the model of Venus of Milo. 'Both are lime compounds,' he cynically observed, 'neither is better than the other.' His friends protested. 'Your superstitious education is at fault,' he answered; 'you mentally clothe one of these objects in a quality it does not deserve, and the thought creates a pleasant emotion. The other, equally as pure, reminds you of the grave that you fear, and you shudder. These mental pulsations are artificial, both being either survivals of superstition, or creations of your own mind. The lime in the skull is now as inanimate as that of the statue; neither object is responsible for its form, neither is unclean. To me, the delicate configuration, the exact articulation, the perfect adaptation for the office it originally filled, makes each bone of this skull a thing of beauty, an object of admiration. As a[Pg 189] whole, it gives me pleasure to think of this wonderful, exquisitely arranged piece of mechanism. The statue you admire is in every respect outrivaled by the skull, and I have placed the two together because it pleases me to demonstrate that man's most artistic creation is far inferior to material man. Throw aside your sentimental prejudices, and join with me in the admiration of this thing of beauty;' and he toyed with the skull as if it were a work of art. So he argued, and arguing passed from bone to bone, and from organ to organ. He filled his room with abnormal fragments of the human body, and surrounded himself with jars of preserved anatomical specimens. His friends fled in disgust, and he smiled, glad to be alone with his ghastly subjects. He was infatuated in one of the alcoves of science."
"His first visit to the dissecting room was unpleasant. The smell of decaying flesh and the sight of disfigured bodies revolted him. When his hand, still warm from life, touched the cold flesh of a corpse, he recoiled. Then, when his fingers made contact with the internal organs of a little child's body, he cried out in horror. The anatomy instructor pushed him to continue; he eventually dissected part of the infant. The shock hit his sensitive mind first, stunning him, and then distorting his senses. His friends had to lead him out of the room. 'Wash it off, wash it off,' he kept repeating, trying to rid his hand of the feeling. 'Horrible, terrible, unclean. The child is still before me,' he insisted. Then he became feverish and started babbling. 'Some mother will see me on the street and curse me,' he shouted. 'That hand is stained with the blood of my darling; it has desecrated the innocent dead and mutilated what is most precious to a mother.' 'Take the hand away, wash it,' he yelled. 'The mother curses me; she demands justice. Better for a man to die than to be cursed by a mother whose child has been violated.' And so, the unfortunate man raved, imagining all kinds of horrific visions. But eventually, he recovered as a changed person. He returned to the dissecting room voluntarily and threw himself into the gruesome work.[Pg 188] Nothing related to corpse dissection was now offensive or unclean to him. He abandoned his other studies and became a slave to a single idea. He hardly took time to eat properly; in fact, he often had his lunch in the dissecting room. The blood of a child was repeatedly on his fingers; he didn’t bother to wash it off. 'The liver of a human is no more sacred than a pig's liver,' he argued; 'the flesh of a person is the same as any other type of meat. When someone dies, the vital heat leaves, consciousness fades, and the cold, rigid remains are just animal. Consciousness and life are all that defines a person—one is energy, the other matter; when someone dies, both vanish and dissolve.' His friends noticed his obsession with dissection and tried to convince him to abandon it; he pushed them away. 'I learned in my delirium,' he said, referring to his fever, 'that Pope was correct in saying that the "proper study of mankind is man"; I care nothing for your religious superstitions regarding the dead. These tales are the creations of manipulative clergymen who thrive on the fears of the ignorant. I'm an atheist and believe in nothing intangible; only what can be seen, felt, and measured is real, everything else isn't. Life is just a sensation. Everything beyond that is a fantasy, less than a dream, believed only by fools and the gullible, used as pawns by deceivers or victims of blind superstition.' He brought the finely crafted, bleached skull of a cadaver to his room and placed it next to a marble statue he cherished, a replica of the Venus de Milo. 'Both are made of lime compounds,' he said cynically, 'neither is better than the other.' His friends protested. 'Your superstitious upbringing is the problem,' he replied; 'you mentally dress one of these items in a quality it doesn’t deserve, and that thought creates a pleasant feeling. The other, equally pure, reminds you of the grave that you fear, and you recoil. These mental reactions are artificial, stemming either from outdated beliefs or are just products of your imagination. The lime in the skull is now as lifeless as that in the statue; neither object is to blame for its form, and neither is unclean. For me, the elegant structure, the precise alignment, the perfect fit for its original purpose makes each bone of this skull a thing of beauty, something to admire. Overall, I find joy in contemplating this amazing, intricately designed piece of machinery. The statue you admire is in every way outdone by the skull, and I’ve put them together to show that humanity's greatest artistic creation pales in comparison to the material human body. Cast aside your sentimental biases, and join me in appreciating this beautiful artifact;' and he handled the skull as if it were a piece of art. So he went on, moving from one bone to another, from one organ to another. He filled his room with strange fragments of the human body and surrounded himself with jars of preserved anatomical specimens. His friends left in disgust, and he smiled, happy to be alone with his gruesome collection. He was captivated in one of the corners of science."
The old man paused.
The elderly man paused.
"Shall I proceed?" he asked.
"Should I go ahead?" he asked.
"Yes," I said, but involuntarily moved my chair back, for I began again to be afraid of the speaker.
"Yeah," I said, but I instinctively pushed my chair back because I started to feel scared of the person speaking.
"At last this scientific man had mastered all that was known concerning physiology and anatomy. He learned by heart the wording of great volumes devoted to these subjects. The human frame became to him as an open book. He knew the articulation of every muscle, could name a bone from a mere fragment. The microscope ceased to be an object of interest, the secrets of pathology and physiology had been mastered. Then, unconsciously, he was infected by another tendency; a new thought was destined to dominate his brain. 'What is it that animates this frame? What lies inside to give it life?' He became enthused again: 'The dead body, to which I have given my time, is not the conscious part of man,' he said to himself; 'I must find this thing of life within; I have been only a butcher of the dead. My knowledge is superficial.'"
"Finally, this scientist had learned everything that was known about physiology and anatomy. He memorized the text from large volumes dedicated to these subjects. The human body became an open book to him. He could identify every muscle and name a bone from just a fragment. The microscope lost its appeal; he had mastered the secrets of pathology and physiology. Then, without realizing it, he was struck by another idea; a new thought was about to take over his mind. 'What is it that brings this body to life? What is inside that gives it vitality?' He became excited again: 'The lifeless body, to which I've devoted my time, isn't the conscious part of a person,' he thought; 'I need to discover this essence of life within; I have just been a butcher of the dead. My understanding is shallow.'"
Again the old man hesitated and looked at me inquiringly.
Again, the old man paused and looked at me with a questioning gaze.
"Shall I proceed?" he repeated.
"Should I go ahead?" he repeated.
I was possessed by horror, but yet fascinated, and answered determinedly: "Go on."
I was filled with terror, but also intrigued, and replied firmly, "Go on."
"Beware," he added, "beware of the Science of Life."
"Be careful," he added, "be careful of the Science of Life."
Pleadingly he looked at me.
He looked at me pleadingly.
He continued:
He went on:
"With the cunning of a madman, this person of profound learning, led from the innocence of ignorance to the heartlessness of advanced biological science, secretly planned to seek the vital forces. 'I must begin with a child, for the life essence shows its first manifestations in children,' he reasoned. He moved to an unfrequented locality, discharged his servants, and notified his former friends that visitors were unwelcome. He had determined that no interruption to his work should occur. This course was unnecessary, however, for now he had neither friends nor visitors. He employed carpenters and artisans, and perfected a series of mechanical tables, beautiful examples of automatic mechanism. From the inner room of that house no cry could be heard by persons outside....
"With the cleverness of a lunatic, this highly knowledgeable person, driven from the bliss of ignorance to the coldness of advanced biological science, secretly planned to pursue the vital forces. 'I need to start with a child because the essence of life shows its first signs in children,' he thought. He moved to a remote area, let go of his servants, and told his old friends that visitors were not welcome. He was determined that nothing would disrupt his work. This step was unnecessary, though, as he no longer had friends or visitors. He hired carpenters and craftsmen and designed a series of mechanical tables, stunning examples of automatic machinery. From the inner room of that house, no sound could be heard by those outside...."
[It will be seen, by referring to the epilogue, that Mr. Drury agreed to mutilate part of the book. This I have gladly done, excising the heart-rending passages that follow. To use the words of Prof. Venable, they do not "comport with the general delicacy of the book."—J. U. L.]
[If you look at the epilogue, you'll find that Mr. Drury agreed to cut parts of the book. I’ve gladly done this, eliminating the emotional sections that follow. To quote Prof. Venable, they don’t "fit with the overall sensitivity of the book."—J. U. L.]
"Hold, old man, cease," I cried aghast; "I have had enough of this. You trifle with me, demon; I have not asked for nightmare stories, heart-curdling accounts of maniacal investigators, who madly pursue their revolting calling, and discredit the name of science."
"Wait, old man, stop," I exclaimed in shock; "I've had enough of this. You're messing with me, demon; I didn't ask for nightmare stories, horrifying tales of crazy researchers who frantically chase their disgusting work and ruin the reputation of science."
"You asked to see your own brain," he replied.
"You wanted to see your own brain," he replied.
"And have been given a terrible story instead," I retorted.
"And I've been given a terrible story instead," I shot back.
"So men perverted, misconstruing the aim of science, answer the cry of humanity," he said. "One by one the cherished treasures of Christianity have been stolen from the faithful. What, to the mother, can replace the babe that has been lost?"
"So men have twisted things around, misunderstanding the purpose of science, and they respond to the needs of humanity," he said. "One by one, the beloved values of Christianity have been taken from the faithful. What, to a mother, can replace the child she has lost?"
"The next world," I answered, "offers a comfort."
"The next world," I replied, "brings a sense of comfort."
"Bah," he said; "does not another searcher in that same science field tell the mother that there is no personal hereafter, that she will never see her babe again? One man of science steals the body, another man of science takes away the soul, the third annihilates heaven; they go like pestilence and famine, hand in hand, subsisting on all that craving humanity considers sacred, and offering no tangible return beyond a materialistic present. This same science that seems to be doing so much for[Pg 191] humanity will continue to elevate so-called material civilization until, as the yeast ferment is smothered in its own excretion, so will science-thought create conditions to blot itself from existence, and destroy the civilization it creates. Science is heartless, notwithstanding the personal purity of the majority of her helpless votaries. She is a thief, not of ordinary riches, but of treasures that can not be replaced. Before science provings the love of a mother perishes, the hope of immortality is annihilated. Beware of materialism, the end of the science of man. Beware of the beginning of biological inquiry, for he who commences, can not foresee the termination. I say to you in candor, no man ever engaged in the part of science lore that questions the life essence, realizing the possible end of his investigations. The insidious servant becomes a tyrannical master; the housebreaker is innocent, the horse thief guiltless in comparison. Science thought begins in the brain of man; science provings end all things with the end of the material brain of man. Beware of your own brain."
"Bah," he said, "isn't there another person in that same field of science who tells a mother that there's no personal afterlife, that she’ll never see her child again? One scientist takes away the body, another takes away the soul, and a third wipes out the idea of heaven; they spread like disease and famine, feeding off everything that desperate humanity values, and giving nothing back except a focus on the here and now. This same science that seems to do so much for humanity will keep pushing what we call material civilization until, just like yeast is suffocated by its own waste, so will scientific thought create conditions that erase itself and destroy the civilization it builds. Science is ruthless, despite the personal purity of most of its powerless followers. It steals not ordinary wealth, but irreplaceable treasures. Before science proves anything, a mother's love fades, and the hope for immortality is destroyed. Be cautious of materialism, which signifies the end of human science. Be wary of the start of biological research, because once you begin, you can’t foresee where it will end. I honestly tell you, no one ever delved into scientific knowledge that questions the essence of life, fully aware of the possible outcomes of their inquiries. The deceptive servant turns into a tyrannical master; a burglar is innocent, and a horse thief is guiltless by comparison. Scientific thought starts in the human mind; scientific evidence concludes everything with the end of the material brain. Be cautious of your own mind."

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[Pg 192]
"I have no fear," I replied, "that I will ever be led to disturb the creeds of the faithful, and I will not be diverted. I demand to see my brain."
"I’m not afraid," I replied, "that I will ever be led to disrupt the beliefs of the faithful, and I won’t be swayed. I insist on seeing my brain."
"Your demand shall now be fulfilled; you have been warned of the return that may follow the commencement of this study; you force the issue; my responsibility ceases. No man of science realized the end when he began to investigate his throbbing brain, and the end of the fabric that science is weaving for man rests in the hidden future. The story I have related is a true one, as thousands of faithful men who unconsciously have been led into infidelity have experienced; and as the faithful followers of sacred teachings can also perceive, who recognize that their religion and the hope of heaven is slipping away beneath the steady inroad of the heartless materialistic investigator, who clothes himself in the garb of science."
"Your request will now be granted; you've been warned about the consequences that may follow the start of this study; you pushed for it; my responsibility ends here. No scientist understands the outcome when they begin to explore their troubled mind, and the future of the knowledge that science is creating for humanity lies hidden ahead. The story I’ve shared is true, just as many devoted individuals who have unknowingly fallen into doubt have found; and as the loyal followers of sacred beliefs can also see, who realize that their faith and hope for a better afterlife are fading away under the relentless advance of the unemotional materialistic researcher, who presents himself as a scientist."
Rising abruptly from his chair, he grasped my hand. "You shall see your brain, man; come."[Pg 193]
Rising suddenly from his chair, he grabbed my hand. "You will see your brain, man; come."[Pg 193]
CHAPTER XXX.
LOOKING BACKWARD.—THE LIVING BRAIN.
The old man accompanied his word "come," as I have said, by rising from his chair, and then with a display of strength quite out of proportion to his age, he grasped my wrist and drew me toward the door. Realizing at once that he intended I should accompany him into the night, I protested, saying that I was quite unprepared.
The old man paired his command "come" with getting up from his chair, and then, surprisingly strong for his age, he grabbed my wrist and pulled me toward the door. I quickly understood that he wanted me to go with him into the night, so I protested, saying I wasn't ready at all.
"My hat, at least," I insisted, as he made no recognition of my first demur.
"My hat, at least," I insisted, as he didn’t acknowledge my first objection.
"Your hat is on your head," he replied.
"Your hat is on your head," he said.
This was true, although I am sure the hat had been previously hung on a rack in a distant part of the room, and I am equally certain that neither my companion nor myself had touched it. Leaving me no time for reflection, he opened the door, and drew me through the hall-way and into the gloom. As though perfectly familiar with the city, he guided me from my cozy home, on the retired side street in which I resided, eastwardly into the busy thoroughfare, Western Row. Our course led us down towards the river, past Ninth, Eighth, Seventh Streets. Now and then a pedestrian stopped to gaze in surprise at the unique spectacle, the old man leading the young one, but none made any attempt to molest us. We passed on in silence, out of the busy part of the thoroughfare and into the shady part of the city, into the darkness below Fifth Street. Here the residences were poorer, and tenement-houses and factories began to appear. We were now in a quarter of the city into which strangers seldom, if ever, penetrated after night, and in which I would not have cared to be found unprotected at any time after sunset, much less in such questionable company. I protested against the indiscretion; my leader made no reply, but drew me on past the flickering gas lights that now and then appeared at the intersection of Third, Pearl, Second, and[Pg 194] Water Streets, until at last we stood, in darkness, on the bank of the Ohio River.
This was true, although I’m sure the hat had been hanging on a rack in a far corner of the room before, and I’m equally certain that neither my companion nor I had touched it. Without giving me a moment to think, he opened the door and pulled me through the hallway and into the shadows. Seemingly knowing the city well, he led me from my cozy home on the quiet side street where I lived, eastward into the busy thoroughfare, Western Row. We made our way down towards the river, passing Ninth, Eighth, and Seventh Streets. Occasionally, a pedestrian would stop and stare in surprise at the unusual sight of the old man leading the young one, but no one bothered us. We moved quietly, away from the busyness of the thoroughfare and into the quieter part of the city, descending into the darkness below Fifth Street. Here, the houses were poorer, and tenement buildings and factories began to pop up. We were in a part of the city that strangers rarely approached after dark, and I wouldn't have wanted to be unaccompanied here at any time after sunset, especially in such questionable company. I complained about the recklessness; my leader didn’t respond but continued to pull me along past the flickering gas lights that appeared here and there at the intersections of Third, Pearl, Second, and[Pg 194] Water Streets, until finally, we stood, in darkness, on the banks of the Ohio River.
Strange, the ferry-boat at that time of night only made a trip every thirty minutes, and yet it was at the landing as though by appointment. Fear began to possess me, and as my thoughts recur to that evening, I can not understand how it was that I allowed myself to be drawn without cry or resistance from my secure home to the Ohio River, in such companionship. I can account for the adventure only by the fact that I had deliberately challenged my companion to make the test he was fulfilling, and that an innate consciousness of pride and justice compelled me to permit him to employ his own methods. We crossed the river without speaking, and rapidly ascending the levee we took our course up Main Street into Covington. Still in the lead, my aged guide, without hesitation, went onward to the intersection of Main and Pike Streets; thence he turned to the right, and following the latter thoroughfare we passed the old tannery, that I recalled as a familiar landmark, and then started up the hill. Onward we strode, past a hotel named "Niemeyer's," and soon were in the open country on the Lexington Pike, treading through the mud, diagonally up the hill back of Covington. Then, at a sharp curve in the road where it rounded the point of the hill, we left the highway, and struck down the hillside into a ravine that bounded the lower side of the avenue. We had long since left the city lamps and sidewalks behind us, and now, when we left the roadway, were on the muddy pike at a considerable elevation upon the hillside and, looking backward, I beheld innumerable lights throughout the cities of Cincinnati, Covington, and the village of Newport, sparkling away in the distance behind and below us.
It was strange that the ferry only made a trip every thirty minutes at that time of night, yet it arrived as if it was scheduled. Fear started to take hold of me, and as I think back to that evening, I still can't figure out how I allowed myself to be led without a word or any resistance from my safe home to the Ohio River, in such company. The only explanation for my adventure is that I had intentionally challenged my companion to take on the test he was completing, and that a deep sense of pride and fairness made me let him use his own methods. We crossed the river in silence and quickly climbed up the levee, heading up Main Street into Covington. My elderly guide, still in the lead, moved confidently to the intersection of Main and Pike Streets; then he turned right, and as we continued along Pike, we passed the old tannery, a familiar landmark. We then started up the hill. We walked past a hotel named "Niemeyer's" and soon found ourselves in the countryside on the Lexington Pike, trudging through the mud diagonally up the hill behind Covington. At a sharp bend in the road where it went around the point of the hill, we left the main road and descended into a ravine that marked the lower side of the avenue. We had long since left the city lights and sidewalks behind, and now, after veering off the roadway, we were on the muddy pike at a significant elevation on the hillside. Looking back, I saw countless lights twinkling across the cities of Cincinnati, Covington, and the village of Newport, glowing in the distance below us.
"Come," my companion said again, as I hesitated, repeating the only word he had uttered since telling his horrible story, "Come!"
"Come," my companion said again as I hesitated, repeating the only word he had spoken since telling his disturbing story, "Come!"
Down the hill into the valley we plunged, and at last he opened the door of an isolated log cabin, which we entered. He lighted a candle that he drew from his pocket, and together we stood facing each other.
Down the hill into the valley we went, and finally he opened the door of a lonely log cabin, which we walked into. He lit a candle that he pulled from his pocket, and together we faced each other.
"Be seated," he said dryly.[Pg 195]
"Take a seat," he said flatly.[Pg 195]
And then I observed that the cold excuse for furniture in that desolate room consisted of a single rude, hand-made chair with corn-shuck bottom. However, I did not need a second invitation, but sank exhausted and disconsolate upon the welcome object.
And then I noticed that the bare furniture in that empty room was just a rough, handmade chair with a corn-shuck seat. I didn’t need to be asked twice; I collapsed onto that welcome chair, feeling drained and hopeless.
My companion lost no time, but struck at once into the subject that concerned us, arguing as follows:
My companion didn't waste any time and immediately got to the point that was important to us, saying:
"One of the troubles with humanity is that of changing a thought from the old to a new channel; to grasp at one effort an entirely new idea is an impossibility. Men follow men in trains of thought expression, as in bodily form generations of men follow generations. A child born with three legs is a freak of nature, a monstrosity, yet it sometimes appears. A man possessed of a new idea is an anomaly, a something that may not be impossible, but which has never appeared. It is almost as difficult to conceive of a new idea as it is to create out of nothing a new material or an element. Neither thoughts nor things can be invented, both must be evolved out of a preëxisting something which it necessarily resembles. Every advanced idea that appears in the brain of man is the result of a suggestion from without. Men have gone on and on ceaselessly, with their minds bent in one direction, ever looking outwardly, never inwardly. It has not occurred to them to question at all in the direction of backward sight. Mind has been enabled to read the impressions that are made in and on the substance of brain convolutions, but at the same time has been and is insensible to the existence of the convolutions themselves. It is as though we could read the letters of the manuscript that bears them without having conceived of a necessity for the existence of a printed surface, such as paper or anything outside the letters. Had anatomists never dissected a brain, the human family would to-day live in absolute ignorance of the nature of the substance that lies within the skull. Did you ever stop to think that the mind can not now bring to the senses the configuration, or nature, of the substance in which mind exists? Its own house is unknown. This is in consequence of the fact that physical existence has always depended upon the study of external surroundings, and consequently the power of internal sight lies undeveloped. It has never been deemed necessary for man to[Pg 196] attempt to view the internal construction of his body, and hence the sense of feeling only advises him of that which lies within his own self. This sense is abstract, not descriptive. Normal organs have no sensible existence. Thus an abnormal condition of an organ creates the sensation of pain or pleasure, but discloses nothing concerning the appearance or construction of the organ affected. The perfect liver is as vacancy. The normal brain never throbs and aches. The quiescent arm presents no evidence to the mind concerning its shape, size, or color. Man can not count his fingers unless some outside object touches them, or they press successively against each other, or he perceives them by sight. The brain of man, the seat of knowledge, in which mind centers, is not perceptible through the senses. Does it not seem irrational, however, to believe that mind itself is not aware, or could not be made cognizant, of the nature of its material surroundings?"
One of the difficulties humanity faces is transitioning a thought from the old to a new perspective; grasping an entirely new idea all at once is impossible. People follow each other in patterns of thought expression just as generations of people succeed one another in physical form. A child born with three legs is a freak of nature, an anomaly, yet it can happen. A person with a new idea is also unusual, not necessarily impossible, but something that hasn't occurred before. It's almost as challenging to imagine a new idea as it is to create a new material or element from nothing. Neither thoughts nor things can be invented; both must develop from something that already exists, which they will inevitably resemble. Every innovative idea that emerges in a person's mind results from an external suggestion. People have continuously moved forward, their minds focused outward, never looking inward. They haven't thought to question the past. The mind can interpret the impressions stored in the brain's convolutions, yet it remains unaware of the convolutions themselves. It's as if we can read the letters of a manuscript without realizing a printed surface, like paper, is necessary for the letters' existence. If anatomists had never studied the brain, humanity would still be completely ignorant of what lies within the skull. Have you ever considered that the mind cannot currently convey to the senses the shape or nature of the material in which it exists? Its own home remains unknown. This is because physical existence has always relied on studying external surroundings, and therefore the ability for internal insight has gone undeveloped. It has never seemed important for humans to explore the internal structure of their bodies, and so the sense of feeling only alerts them to what exists within themselves. This sense is abstract, not detailed. Normal organs are not consciously perceived. Thus, an abnormal condition in an organ leads to sensations of pain or pleasure but reveals nothing about the appearance or structure of the affected organ. A healthy liver feels like nothing at all. A normal brain doesn't throb or ache. A resting arm offers no information to the mind about its shape, size, or color. A person cannot count their fingers unless something outside touches them, or they press against each other, or they see them. The human brain, where knowledge resides and where the mind focuses, isn't detectable through the senses. Doesn't it seem irrational to believe that the mind itself is unaware, or could not become aware, of the nature of its material surroundings?
"I must confess that I have not given the subject a thought," I replied.
"I have to admit that I haven't thought about it at all," I replied.
"As I predicted," he said. "It is a step toward a new idea, and simple as it seems, now that the subject has been suggested, you must agree that thousands of intelligent men have not been able to formulate the thought. The idea had never occurred to them. Even after our previous conversation concerning the possibility of showing you your own brain, you were powerless and could not conceive of the train of thought which I started, and along which I shall now further direct your senses."
"As I predicted," he said. "It's a step towards a new idea, and as simple as it seems, now that the topic has been brought up, you have to admit that thousands of smart people haven’t been able to articulate the thought. The idea never crossed their minds. Even after our earlier conversation about the possibility of showing you your own brain, you were stuck and couldn’t grasp the line of thought I initiated, and now I will guide your senses further along that path."
"The eye is so constituted that light produces an impression
on a nervous film in the rear of that organ, this film is named
the retina, the impression being carried backward therefrom
through a magma of nerve fibers (the optic nerve), and reaching
the brain, is recorded on that organ and thus affects the mind.
Is it not rational to suppose it possible for this sequence to be
reversed? In other words, if the order were reversed could not
the same set of nerves carry an impression from behind to the
retina, and picture thereon an image of the object which lies
anterior thereto, to be again, by reflex action, carried back to
the brain, thus bringing the brain substance itself to the view
of the mind, and thus impress the senses? To recapitulate: If
the nerve sensation, or force expression, should travel from the[Pg 197]
[Pg 198]brain to the retina, instead of from an outward object, it will on
the reverse of the retina produce the image of that which lies
behind, and then if the optic nerve carry the image back to the
brain, the mind will bring to the senses the appearance of the
image depicted thereon."[Pg 199]
"The eye is designed in such a way that light creates an impression on a sensitive layer at the back of the eye, which is called the retina. This impression is sent back through a network of nerve fibers (the optic nerve) to the brain, where it gets recorded and thus influences the mind. Isn’t it reasonable to think that this process could work the other way around? In other words, if the order were flipped, could the same nerves transmit an impression from behind to the retina, creating an image of the object in front of it, which would then be sent back to the brain by reflex action, allowing the brain itself to be viewed by the mind, thereby affecting the senses? To summarize: If the nerve sensation or expression of force were to travel from the brain to the retina instead of from an external object, it would create an image of what lies behind it on the reverse side of the retina, and if the optic nerve then carried that image back to the brain, the mind would present the appearance of the image seen there."

"This is my first consideration of the subject," I replied.
"This is my first thought on the topic," I replied.
"Exactly," he said; "you have passed through life looking at outside objects, and have been heedlessly ignorant of your own brain. You have never made an exclamation of surprise at the statement that you really see a star that exists in the depths of space millions of miles beyond our solar system, and yet you became incredulous and scornful when it was suggested that I could show you how you could see the configuration of your brain, an object with which the organ of sight is nearly in contact. How inconsistent."
"Exactly," he said; "you've gone through life focusing on the world around you, completely unaware of your own mind. You've never expressed surprise about the fact that you can see a star that's millions of miles away, far beyond our solar system, but you were doubtful and dismissive when I suggested that I could show you how to see the workings of your own brain, something that's almost right in front of your eyes. How inconsistent."
"The chain of reasoning is certainly novel, and yet I can not think of a mode by which I can reverse my method of sight and look backward," I now respectfully answered.
"The way of thinking is definitely new, but I can't figure out a way to change how I see things and look back," I replied respectfully.
"It is very simple; all that is required is a counter excitation of the nerve, and we have with us to-night what any person who cares to consider the subject can employ at any time, and thus behold an outline of a part of his own brain. I will give you the lesson."
"It’s really straightforward; all you need is a counter stimulation of the nerve, and tonight we have something anyone interested in the topic can use whenever they want to see a representation of a part of their own brain. I’ll teach you how."
Placing himself before the sashless window of the cabin, which opening appeared as a black space pictured against the night, the sage took the candle in his right hand, holding it so that the flame was just below the tip of the nose, and about six inches from his face. Then facing the open window he turned the pupils of his eyes upward, seeming to fix his gaze on the upper part of the open window space, and then he slowly moved the candle transversely, backward and forward, across, in front of his face, keeping it in such position that the flickering flame made a parallel line with his eyes, and as just remarked, about six inches from his face, and just below the tip of his nose. Speaking deliberately, he said:
Standing in front of the window of the cabin, which was just an empty black space against the night, the sage took the candle in his right hand, holding it so that the flame was just below his nose and about six inches from his face. Facing the open window, he tilted his eyes upward, as if staring at the top part of the window opening, and then he slowly moved the candle back and forth across in front of his face, keeping it positioned so that the flickering flame aligned with his eyes, about six inches from his face and just below his nose. Speaking slowly, he said:
"Now, were I you, this movement would produce a counter irritation of the retina; a rhythm of the optic nerve would follow, a reflex action of the brain accompanying, and now a figure of part of the brain that rests against the skull in the[Pg 200] back of my head would be pictured on the retina. I would see it plainly, apparently pictured or thrown across the open space before me."
"Now, if I were you, this movement would create a counter irritation in the retina; a rhythm in the optic nerve would follow, with a reflex action in the brain. At that moment, a part of the brain that rests against the skull at the back of my head would be visible on the retina. I would see it clearly, seemingly displayed across the open space in front of me."
"Incredible!" I replied.
"That's amazing!" I replied.
"Try for yourself," quietly said my guide.
"Go ahead and try it yourself," my guide said softly.
Placing myself in the position designated, I repeated the maneuver, when slowly a shadowy something seemed to be evolved out of the blank space before me. It seemed to be as a gray veil, or like a corrugated sheet as thin as gauze, which as I gazed upon it and discovered its outline, became more apparent and real. Soon the convolutions assumed a more decided form, the gray matter was visible, filled with venations, first gray and then red, and as I became familiar with the sight, suddenly the convolutions of a brain in all its exactness, with a network of red blood venations, burst into existence.[7]
As I positioned myself as instructed, I repeated the action, and gradually a shadowy figure started to emerge from the emptiness in front of me. It resembled a gray veil or a rippled sheet as thin as gauze. As I focused on it and discerned its shape, it became clearer and more tangible. Soon, the twists and turns took on a more defined shape, and I could see the gray matter filled with veins that were initially gray and then shifted to red. As I got used to the sight, the intricate structure of a brain with a web of red blood vessels vividly appeared. [7]
[7]This experiment is not claimed as original. See Purkinje's Beiträge zur Kenntniss des Sehens in subjectiver Hinsicht (Prague, 1823 and 1825), whose conclusions to the effect that the shadow of the retina is seen, I-Am-The-Man ignores.—J. U. L.
[7]This experiment isn’t claimed as original. See Purkinje's "Contributions to the Knowledge of Vision in a Subjective Sense" (Prague, 1823 and 1825), whose conclusions about the shadow of the retina being visible are ignored by I-Am-The-Man.—J. U. L.

I beheld a brain, a brain, a living brain, my own brain, and as an uncanny sensation possessed me I shudderingly stopped the motion of the candle, and in an instant the shadowy figure disappeared.
I saw a brain, a brain, a living brain, my own brain, and as a strange feeling overwhelmed me, I nervously blew out the candle, and in an instant, the shadowy figure vanished.
"Have I won the wager?"
"Did I win the bet?"
"Yes," I answered.
"Yeah," I replied.
[Pg 201]
[Pg 201]
"Then," said my companion, "make no further investigations in this direction."
"Then," my companion said, "don't look into this any further."
"But I wish to verify the experiment," I replied. "Although it is not a pleasant test, I can not withstand the temptation to repeat it."
"But I want to verify the experiment," I replied. "Even though it's not a pleasant test, I can't resist the urge to repeat it."
And again I moved the candle backward and forward, when the figure of my brain sprung at once into existence.
And again I moved the candle back and forth, and the figure in my mind suddenly came to life.
"It is more vivid," I said; "I see it plainer, and more quickly than before."
"It’s clearer now," I said; "I see it better and faster than I did before."
"Beware of the science of man, I repeat," he replied; "now, before you are deep in the toils, and can not foresee the end, beware of the science of human biology. Remember the story recently related, that of the physician who was led to destruction by the alluring voice."
"Be careful with the science of humanity, I'm telling you again," he said. "Right now, before you get caught up in it and can't see the outcome, be cautious about the science of human biology. Remember the story I shared recently about the doctor who fell into ruin because of an enticing voice."
I made no reply, but stood with my face fixed, slowly moving the candle backward and forward, gazing intently into the depths of my own brain.
I didn’t say anything, but I stood there staring blankly, slowly moving the candle back and forth, focusing deeply on my thoughts.
After a time the old man removed the candle from my hand, and said: "Do you accept the fact? Have I demonstrated the truth of the assertion?"
After a while, the old man took the candle from my hand and said, "Do you accept this fact? Have I shown you that the statement is true?"
"Yes," I replied; "but tell me further, now that you have excited my interest, have I seen and learned all that man can discover in this direction?"
"Yes," I replied; "but please tell me more. Now that you've caught my interest, have I seen and learned everything there is for humans to find out in this area?"
"No; you have seen but a small portion of the brain convolutions, only those that lie directly back of the optic nerve. By systematic research, under proper conditions, every part of the living brain may become as plainly pictured as that which you have seen."
"No; you've only seen a small part of the brain's folds, just the ones located right behind the optic nerve. Through careful research and the right conditions, every area of the living brain can be clearly visualized, just like what you've observed."
"And is that all that could be learned?" I asked.
"And is that everything that could be learned?" I asked.
"No," he continued. "Further development may enable men to picture the figures engraved on the convolutions, and at last to read the thoughts that are engraved within the brains of others, and thus through material investigation the observer will perceive the recorded thought of another person. An instrument capable of searching and illuminating the retina could be easily affixed to the eye of a criminal, after which, if the mind of the person operated upon were stimulated by the suggestion of an occurrence either remote or recent, the mind facility would excite the brain, produce the record, and spread the circumstances as a[Pg 202] picture before the observer. The brain would tell its own story, and the investigator could read the truth as recorded in the brain of the other man. A criminal subjected to such an examination could not tell an untruth, or equivocate; his very brain would present itself to the observer."
"No," he continued. "Further advancements might allow us to visualize the images stored in the folds of the brain, eventually enabling us to read the thoughts inscribed in other people's minds. Through careful investigation, an observer could access another person's recorded thoughts. A device capable of scanning and illuminating the retina could easily be attached to the eye of a criminal. Then, if the person's mind were prompted by memories of a past event, either distant or recent, the mental process would trigger the brain, retrieving the memory and displaying the details as a[Pg 202] picture for the observer. The brain would narrate its own story, and the investigator could uncover the truth as it was recorded in that individual's mind. A criminal undergoing such scrutiny wouldn't be able to lie or evade the truth; their very brain would reveal itself to the observer."
"And you make this assertion, and then ask me to go no further into the subject?"
"And you make this claim and then ask me not to explore the topic any further?"
"Yes; decidedly yes."
"Yes, definitely yes."
"Tell me, then, could you not have performed this experiment in my room, or in the dark cellar of my house?"
"Tell me, then, couldn’t you have done this experiment in my room or in the dark basement of my house?"
"Any one can repeat it with a candle in any room not otherwise lighted, by looking at a blackboard, a blank wall, or black space," he said.
"Anyone can repeat it with a candle in any room that's not lit otherwise, by looking at a blackboard, a blank wall, or a dark space," he said.
I was indignant.
I was outraged.
"Why have you treated me so inhumanly? Was there a necessity for this journey, these mysterious movements, this physical exertion? Look at the mud with which I am covered, and consider the return trip which yet lies before me, and which must prove even more exhausting?"
"Why have you treated me so cruelly? Was this journey really necessary, with all these strange movements and physical effort? Just look at the mud I'm covered in, and think about the return trip I still have ahead of me, which will be even more tiring."
"Ah," he said, "you overdraw. The lesson has been easily acquired. Science is not an easy road to travel. Those who propose to profit thereby must work circuitously, soil their hands and person, meet discouragements, and must expect hardships, reverses, abuse, and discomfort. Do not complain, but thank me for giving you the lesson without other tribulations that might have accompanied it. Besides, there was another object in my journey, an object that I have quietly accomplished, and which you may never know. Come, we must return."
"Ah," he said, "you take things too far. The lesson has been learned easily. Science isn't a simple path to follow. Those who want to benefit from it must work hard, get their hands dirty, face setbacks, and deal with challenges, criticism, and discomfort. Don’t complain, but thank me for teaching you this lesson without the additional struggles that could have come with it. Also, I had another purpose in my journey, something I've quietly achieved, and you may never find out what it was. Come, we need to go back."
He extinguished the light of the candle, and we departed together, trudging back through the mud and the night.[8]
He blew out the candle, and we left together, making our way through the mud and the night.
Of that wearisome return trip I have nothing to say beyond the fact that before reaching home my companion disappeared in the darkness of a side street, and that the Cathedral chimes were playing for three o'clock a.m., as I passed the corner of Eighth Street and Western Row.
Of that tiring return trip, I have nothing to add except that before I got home, my companion vanished into the darkness of a side street, and the Cathedral bells were ringing for three o'clock AM as I turned the corner of Eighth Street and Western Row.
The next evening my visitor appeared as usual, and realizing his complete victory, he made no reference to the occurrences [Pg 203]of the previous night. In his usual calm and deliberate manner he produced the roll of manuscript saying benignantly, and in a gentle tone:
The next evening, my visitor showed up as expected, and recognizing his total success, he didn’t mention what happened the night before. In his typical calm and thoughtful way, he took out the roll of manuscript and said kindly, in a soft tone:
"Do you recollect where I left off reading?"
"Do you remember where I stopped reading?"
"You had reached that point in your narrative," I answered, "at which your guide had replaced the boat on the surface of the lake."
"You had gotten to that part of your story," I replied, "where your guide had set the boat back on the surface of the lake."
And the mysterious being resumed his reading.[Pg 204]
And the mysterious figure went back to reading.[Pg 204]
THE MANUSCRIPT CONTINUED.
CHAPTER XXXI.
A LESSON ON VOLCANOES.—PRIMARY COLORS ARE CAPABLE OF
FARTHER SUBDIVISION.
"Get into the boat," said my eyeless pilot, "and we will proceed to the farther edge of the lake, over the barrier of which at great intervals of time, the surface water flows, and induces the convulsion known as Mount Epomeo."
"Get in the boat," said my blind pilot, "and we’ll head to the far edge of the lake, over which, at long intervals, the surface water flows and causes the eruption known as Mount Epomeo."
We accordingly embarked, and a gentle touch of the lever enabled us rapidly to skirt the shore of the underground sea. The soft, bright, pleasant earth-light continually enveloped us, and the absence of either excessive heat or cold, rendered existence delightful. The weird forms taken by the objects that successively presented themselves on the shore were a source of continual delight to my mind. The motion of our boat was constantly at the will of my guide. Now we would skim across a great bay, flashing from point to point; again we wound slowly through tortuous channels and among partly submerged stones.
We set off and with a gentle pull of the lever, we quickly glided along the shore of the underground sea. The soft, bright, pleasant light from the earth surrounded us, and the lack of extreme heat or cold made everything feel amazing. The strange shapes of the objects that appeared along the shore continuously fascinated me. The movement of our boat depended entirely on my guide's direction. Sometimes we would zip across a wide bay, darting from one point to another; other times, we would slowly navigate through winding channels and around partially submerged rocks.
"What a blessing this mode of locomotion would be to humanity," I murmured.
"What a blessing this way of getting around would be for humanity," I murmured.
"Humanity will yet attain it," he replied. "Step by step men have stumbled along towards the goal that the light of coming centuries is destined to illuminate. They have studied, and are still engaged in studying, the properties of grosser forces, such as heat and electricity, and they will be led by the thread they are following, to this and other achievements yet unthought of, but which lie back of those more conspicuous."
"Humanity will get there eventually," he replied. "Little by little, people have been making their way towards the goal that future generations will enlighten. They have studied, and are still studying, the properties of fundamental forces like heat and electricity, and this path they are on will lead them to these and other achievements that we haven't even imagined yet, but which are behind those more obvious ones."

We finally reached a precipitous bluff, that sprung to my view as by magic, and which, with a glass-like surface, stretched upward to a height beyond the scope of my vision, rising [Pg 207]straight from the surface of the lake. It was composed of a material seemingly black as jet, and yet when seen under varying spectacular conditions as we skirted its base it reflected, or emitted, most gorgeously the brilliant hues of the rainbow, and also other colors hitherto unknown to me.
We finally arrived at a steep cliff that appeared before me as if by magic, stretching upward with a smooth, glass-like surface to a height beyond what I could see, rising straight from the surface of the lake. It was made of a material that looked as black as jet, yet as we moved along its base under different spectacular lighting, it reflected and emitted the bright colors of the rainbow, along with other hues I had never seen before. [Pg 207]
"There is something unique in these shades; species of color appear that I can not identify; I seem to perceive colors utterly unlike any that I know as the result of deflected, or transmitted, sunlight rays, and they look unlike the combinations of primary colors with which I am familiar."
"There’s something special about these shades; colors are showing up that I can’t identify; I seem to see colors that are completely different from anything I know, due to reflected or transmitted sunlight, and they look nothing like the combinations of primary colors I’m used to."
"Your observations are true; some of these colors are unknown on earth."
"You're right; some of these colors don't exist on earth."
"But on the surface of the earth we have all possible combinations of the seven prismatic rays," I answered. "How can there be others here?"
"But on the surface of the earth, we have all the possible combinations of the seven prismatic rays," I replied. "How can there be anything else here?"
"Because, first, your primary colors are capable of further subdivision.
"Because, first, your primary colors can be further divided."
"Second, other rays, invisible to men under usual conditions, also emanate from the sun, and under favorable circumstances may be brought to the sense of sight."
"Secondly, other rays that are usually invisible to people also come from the sun, and in the right conditions, they can be perceived by our sight."
"Do you assert that the prism is capable of only partly analyzing the sunlight?"
"Are you claiming that the prism can only partially analyze sunlight?"
"Yes; what reason have you to argue that, because a triangular bit of glass resolves a white ray into seven fractions that are, as men say, differently colored, you could not by proper methods subdivide each of these so-called primary shades into others? What reason have you to doubt that rays now invisible to man accompany those capable of impressing his senses, and might by proper methods become perceptible as new colors?"
"Yes; what makes you think that just because a triangular piece of glass breaks a white light into seven different colors, which people call primary shades, you couldn’t use the right methods to split each of these further? What makes you doubt that there are rays currently invisible to us that exist alongside those we can see and might become visible as new colors with the right techniques?"
"None," I answered; "only that I have no proof that such rays exist."
"None," I replied; "just that I have no evidence that those rays exist."
"But they do exist, and men will yet learn that the term 'primitive' ray, as applied to each of the seven colors of the rainbow, is incorrect. Each will yet be resolved, and as our faculties multiply and become more subtle, other colors will be developed, possessed of a delicacy and richness indescribable now, for as yet man can not comprehend the possibilities of education beyond the limits of his present condition."[Pg 208]
"But they do exist, and people will eventually understand that the term 'primitive' ray, used for each of the seven colors of the rainbow, is misleading. Each will eventually be analyzed, and as our abilities expand and become more refined, new colors will emerge, showcasing a delicacy and richness that is beyond description right now, because people cannot yet grasp the potential of education beyond their current state."[Pg 208]
During this period of conversation we skirted the richly colored bluff with a rapid motion, and at last shot beyond it, as with a flash, into seeming vacancy. I was sitting with my gaze directed toward the bluff, and when it instantly disappeared, I rubbed my eyes to convince myself of their truthfulness, and as I did so our boat came gradually to a stand on the edge of what appeared to be an unfathomable abyss. Beneath me on the side where had risen the bluff that disappeared so abruptly, as far as the eye could reach, was an absolute void. To our right, and before and behind us, stretched the surface of that great smooth lake on whose bosom we rested. To our left, our boat brushing its rim, a narrow ledge, a continuation of the black, glass-like material, reached only a foot above the water, and beyond this narrow brink the mass descended perpendicularly to seemingly infinite depths. Involuntarily I grasped the sides of the boat, and recoiled from the frightful chasm, over which I had been so suddenly suspended, and which exceeded anything of a similar description that I had ever seen. The immeasurable depth of the abyss, in connection with the apparently frail barrier that held the great lake in its bounds, caused me to shudder and shrink back, and my brain reeled in dizzy fright. An inexplicable attraction, however, notwithstanding my dread, held me spell-bound, and although I struggled to shut out that view, the endeavor failed. I seemed to be drawn by an irresistible power, and yet I shuddered at the awful majesty of that yawning gulf which threatened to end the world on which I then existed. Fascinated, entranced, I could not help gazing, I knew not how long, down, down into that fathomless, silent profundity. Composing myself, I turned a questioning glance on my guide.
During this conversation, we quickly moved past the colorful bluff and suddenly shot beyond it, as if into nothingness. I was looking at the bluff, and when it disappeared instantly, I rubbed my eyes to make sure I was seeing things correctly. As I did that, our boat slowly came to a stop at the edge of what seemed like an endless abyss. Below me, where the bluff had dropped off so abruptly, there was nothing but emptiness as far as I could see. On our right, in front of us, and behind us was the smooth surface of the vast lake we were floating on. To our left, our boat brushing against its edge, there was a narrow ledge, a continuation of the dark, glass-like material, that rose only a foot above the water, and beyond that ledge, the mass dropped straight down to what looked like infinite depths. I instinctively gripped the sides of the boat and recoiled from the terrifying chasm I had nearly fallen into, which far exceeded anything similar I had ever encountered. The incredible depth of the abyss, along with the seemingly fragile barrier holding the great lake in place, made me shudder and pull back, and my head spun in dizzying fear. Yet, despite my terror, an inexplicable attraction kept me captivated, and although I tried to look away, I couldn't. I felt an irresistible force pulling me in, but I trembled at the overwhelming majesty of the yawning gulf that seemed ready to swallow the world I was standing on. Enchanted and mesmerized, I found myself gazing down into that bottomless, silent depth for an unknown amount of time. Collecting myself, I turned to my guide with a questioning look.
He informed me that this hard, glass-like dam confined the waters of the slowly rising lake that we were sailing over, and which finally would rise high enough to overflow the barrier.
He told me that this hard, glass-like dam held back the waters of the slowly rising lake we were sailing over, which would eventually rise high enough to spill over the barrier.

"The cycle of the periodic overflow is measured by great intervals," he said; "centuries are required to raise the level of the lake a fraction of an inch, and thousands of years may elapse before its surface will again reach the top of the adamantine wall. Then, governed by the law that attracts a liquid to itself, and heaps the teaspoon with liquid, the water of the quiet lake [Pg 210]piles upon this narrow wall, forming a ledge along its summit. Finally the superimposed surface water gives way, and a skim of water pours over into the abyss."[Pg 211]
"The cycle of the periodic overflow takes a long time," he said; "centuries are needed to raise the lake's level even a tiny bit, and it can take thousands of years before the water reaches the top of the solid wall again. Then, following the natural law that draws liquids together, like how a teaspoon can hold water, the still lake collects and builds up along this narrow wall, creating a ledge at its top. Eventually, the water on top will spill over, flooding into the abyss."
He paused; I leaned over and meditated, for I had now accustomed myself to the situation.
He paused; I leaned over and thought about it, since I had gotten used to the situation by now.
"There is no bottom," I exclaimed.
"There’s no bottom," I said.
"Upon the contrary," he answered, "the bottom is less than ten miles beneath us, and is a great funnel-shaped orifice, the neck of the funnel reaching first down and then upward from us diagonally toward the surface of the earth. Although the light by which we are enveloped is bright, yet it is deficient in penetrating power, and is not capable of giving the contour of objects even five miles away, hence the chasm seems bottomless, and the gulf measureless."
"On the contrary," he replied, "the bottom is less than ten miles below us, and there’s a large funnel-shaped opening, with the neck of the funnel first going down and then angling up toward the earth's surface. Even though the light surrounding us is bright, it lacks the ability to penetrate deeply, so it can’t show the shape of objects even five miles away, which is why the chasm looks bottomless and the gulf seems endless."
"Is it not natural to suppose that a mass of water like this great lake would overflow the barrier immediately, as soon as the surface reached the upper edge, for the pressure of the immense volume must be beyond calculation."
"Isn't it reasonable to think that a huge body of water like this great lake would overflow the barrier right away, as soon as the surface hit the top edge, since the pressure from such a vast volume must be unimaginable?"
"No, for it is height, not expanse, which, as hydrostatic engineers understand, governs the pressure of water. A liquid column, one foot in width, would press against the retaining dam with the force of a body of the same liquid, the same depth, one thousand miles in extent. Then the decrease of gravity here permits the molecular attraction of the water's molecules to exert itself more forcibly than would be the case on the surface of the earth, and this holds the liquid mass together more firmly."
"No, because it's height, not width, that controls water pressure, as hydrostatic engineers know. A column of liquid that’s one foot wide would exert the same force on the dam as a body of the same liquid at the same depth, but stretching a thousand miles. The reduced gravity here allows the molecular attraction between the water's molecules to be stronger than it would be on Earth's surface, keeping the liquid mass more tightly together."

"See," he observed, and dipping his finger into the water he held it before him with a drop of water attached thereto (Figure 27), the globule being of considerable size, and lengthened as though it consisted of some glutinous liquid.
"Look," he said, and dipping his finger into the water, he held it up with a drop attached to it (Figure 27), the drop being quite large and elongated, as if it were some sticky liquid.
"How can a thin stratum of water give rise to a volcanic eruption?" I next queried. "There seems to be no melted rock, no evidence of intense heat, either beneath or about us."
"How can a thin layer of water cause a volcanic eruption?" I asked next. "There doesn’t seem to be any melted rock, no signs of intense heat, either below us or around us."
"I informed you some time ago that I would partially explain these facts. Know then, that the theories of man concerning volcanic eruptions, in connection with a molten interior of the[Pg 212] earth, are such as are evolved in ignorance of even the sub-surface of the globe. The earth's interior is to mankind a sealed chamber, and the wise men who elucidate the curious theories concerning natural phenomena occurring therein are forced to draw entirely upon their imagination. Few persons realize the paucity of data at the command of workers in science. Theories concerning the earth are formulated from so little real knowledge of that body, that our science may be said to be all theory, with scarcely a trace of actual evidence to support it. If a globe ten inches in diameter be covered with a sheet of paper, such as I hold in my hand, the thickness of that sheet will be greater in proportion to that of such a globe than the depth men have explored within the earth is compared with the thickness of the crust of the earth. The outer surface of a pencil line represents the surface of the earth; the inner surface of the line represents the depth of man's explorations; the highest mountain would be represented by a comma resting on the line. The geologist studies the substances that are thrust from the crater of an active volcano, and from this makes conjectures regarding the strata beneath, and the force that casts the excretions out. The results must with men, therefore, furnish evidence from which to explain the cause. It is as though an anatomist would form his idea of the anatomy of the liver by the secretion thrown out of that organ, or of the lung texture by the breath and sputum. In fact, volcanoes are of several descriptions, and usually are extremely superficial. This lake, the surface of which is but one hundred and fifty miles underground, is the mother of an exceptionally deep one. When the water pours over this ledge it strikes an element below us, the metallic base of salt, which lies in great masses in some portions of the earth's crust.[9] Then an immediate chemical reaction ensues, the water is dissociated, intense heat results, part of the water combines with the metal, part is vaporized as steam, while part escapes as an inflammable gas. The sudden liberation of these gases causes an irregular pressure of vapor on the surface of the lake, the result being a throbbing and rebounding of the attenuated atmosphere above, which, [Pg 213]in gigantic waves, like swelling tides, dashes great volumes of water over the ledge beside us, and into the depth below. This water in turn reacts on fresh portions of the metallic base, and the reflex action increases the vapor discharges, and as a consequence the chamber we are in becomes a gasholder, containing vapors of unequal gas pressures, and the resultant agitation of the lake from the turmoil continues, and the pulsations are repeated until the surface of the lake is lowered to such a degree as at last to prevent the water from overflowing the barrier. Finally the lake quiets itself, the gases slowly disappear by earth absorption, and by escape from the volcanic exit, and for an unrecorded period of time thereafter the surface of the lake continues to rise slowly as it is doing now."
"I let you know a while ago that I would partly explain these facts. So, here it is: people’s theories about volcanic eruptions, particularly regarding a molten core of the earth, come from a place of ignorance about even the layers beneath the surface of our planet. The earth’s interior is like a sealed chamber for humankind, and the experts who try to make sense of the quirky theories about natural events happening inside are forced to rely completely on their imagination. Few people realize how little data scientists actually have. Theories about the earth are created from so little real knowledge that our understanding can be described as mostly theoretical, with barely any actual evidence to back it up. If you take a globe that’s ten inches wide and cover it with a sheet of paper, like the one I’m holding, the thickness of that paper is greater compared to the globe than the depth that humans have explored inside the earth compared to the thickness of its crust. The outer edge of a pencil mark represents the earth’s surface; the inside edge represents how deep we’ve dug; the tallest mountain would be like a comma sitting on that line. Geologists analyze the materials ejected from an active volcano and, from that, make guesses about the layers underneath and the force that pushes these materials out. Therefore, the results must provide evidence for the explanations. It would be like a doctor trying to figure out the anatomy of the liver just from the fluids released by it or understanding the lungs based on breath and mucus. In reality, there are various types of volcanoes, and they tend to be quite superficial. This lake, which is just one hundred and fifty miles beneath us, is actually the source of a particularly deep one. When the water cascades over the edge, it hits a layer below us, the metallic base salt, which exists in large deposits in certain parts of the earth’s crust. Then a chemical reaction occurs immediately; the water splits, intense heat is generated, some of the water bonds with the metal, some turns into steam, and some escapes as flammable gas. The sudden release of these gases creates an uneven pressure of vapor on the lake's surface, resulting in a throbbing and rising of the thin atmosphere above, which, in gigantic waves like swelling tides, sends large amounts of water crashing over the edge beside us and down into the depths below. This water then interacts with fresh sections of the metallic base, and the cycle increases the vapor releases, causing this chamber to act like a gas holder, filled with vapors of varying gas pressures. The resulting agitation of the lake from all this commotion goes on, and the pulsing continues until the lake’s surface finally lowers enough to stop the water from spilling over the barrier. Eventually, the lake calms down, the gases slowly dissipate through the earth and the volcanic exit, and for an unknown length of time afterwards, the lake's surface rises slowly, just like it’s doing now."
"But what has this phenomenon to do with the volcano?"
"But what does this phenomenon have to do with the volcano?"
"It produces the eruption; the water that rushes down into the chasm, partly as steam, partly as gas, is forced onward and upward through a crevice that leads to the old crater of the presumed extinct but periodically active Mount Epomeo. These gases are intensely heated, and they move with fearful velocity. They tear off great masses of stone, which the resultant energy disturbances, pressure, gas, and friction, redden with heat. The mixture of gases from the decomposed water is in large amount, is burning and exploding, and in this fiery furnace amid such convulsions as have been described, the adjacent earth substance is fused, and even clay is melted, and carried on with the fiery blast. Finally the current reaches the earth's surface through the funnel passage, the apex of which is a volcano—the blast described a volcanic eruption."
"It causes the eruption; the water that rushes down into the chasm, partly as steam and partly as gas, is forced onward and upward through a crevice that leads to the old crater of the supposedly extinct but occasionally active Mount Epomeo. These gases are extremely hot, and they move at incredible speeds. They rip off large chunks of stone, which get heated by the resulting energy disturbances, pressure, gas, and friction. The mixture of gases from the decomposed water is substantial, burning and exploding, and in this fiery furnace amid such convulsions as described, the surrounding earth material is melted, and even clay is liquefied and carried along with the fiery blast. Eventually, the current reaches the earth's surface through the funnel passage, the top of which is a volcano—the explosion described a volcanic eruption."
"One thing is still obscure in my mind," I said. "You assert that the reaction which follows the contact of the flowing water and metallic bases in the crevice below us liberates the explosive gases, and also volumes of vapor of water. These gases rush, you say, and produce a volcanic eruption in a distant part of the crust of the earth. I can not understand why they do not rush backward as well, and produce another eruption in Kentucky. Surely the pressure of a gas in confinement is the same in all directions, is it not?"
"There's still one thing I'm unclear about," I said. "You claim that the reaction between the flowing water and metallic bases in the crevice below us releases explosive gases and a lot of water vapor. These gases, you say, rush out and cause a volcanic eruption far away in the Earth's crust. I don't get why they wouldn't rush back the other way and create another eruption in Kentucky. Surely the pressure of gas in a confined space is the same in all directions, right?"
"Yes," he replied, "but the conditions in the different directions are dissimilar. In the direction of the Kentucky[Pg 214] cavern, the passage is tortuous, and often contracts to a narrow crevice. In one place near the cavern's mouth, as you will remember, we had to dive beneath the surface of a stream of water. That stratum of water as effectually closed the exit from the earth as the stopper prevents water escaping from a bottle. Between the point we now occupy and that water stopper, rest thousands of miles of quiescent air. The inertia of a thousand miles of air is great beyond your comprehension. To move that column of air by pushing against this end of it, and thus shoving it instantly out of the other end, would require greater force than would burst the one hundred and fifty miles of inelastic stone above us. Then, the friction of the sides is another thing that prevents its accomplishment. While a gradually applied pressure would in time overcome both the inertia of the air and the friction of the stone passages, it would take a supply of energy greater than you can imagine to start into motion the elastic mass that stands as solid and immovable as a sentinel of adamant, between the cavern you entered, and the spot we now occupy. Time and energy combined would be able to accomplish the result, but not under present conditions.
"Yes," he replied, "but the conditions in the different directions are different. Toward the Kentucky cavern, the passage twists and often narrows to a small crevice. At one point near the cavern's entrance, as you may remember, we had to dive under a stream of water. That layer of water completely blocked the exit from the earth just like a stopper keeps water from escaping a bottle. Between where we are now and that water stopper lies thousands of miles of still air. The inertia of a thousand miles of air is beyond your understanding. To push that column of air by exerting force on this end and have it instantly exit from the other end would require more force than could break through the one hundred and fifty miles of solid stone above us. Additionally, the friction of the walls is another factor that hinders this. While a gradually applied pressure could eventually overcome both the inertia of the air and the friction of the stone passages, it would take an unimaginable amount of energy to set the elastic mass in motion, which stands as solid and unyielding as a rock wall, between the cavern you entered and the place we’re at now. Time and energy together could achieve this, but not under the current circumstances."
"In the other direction a broad open channel reaches directly to and connects with the volcanic shaft. Through this channel the air is in motion, moving towards the extinct crater, being supplied from another surface orifice. The gases liberated in the manner I have described, naturally follow the line of least resistance. They turn at once away from the inert mass of air that rests behind us, and move with increasing velocity towards the volcanic exit. Before the pressure that might be exerted towards the Kentucky cavern would have more than compressed the intervening column of air enough to raise the water of a well from its usual level to the surface of the earth, the velocity in the other direction would have augmented prodigiously, and with its increased rapidity a suction would follow more than sufficient to consume the increasingly abundant gases from behind."
"In the other direction, a wide open channel leads directly to and connects with the volcanic shaft. Through this channel, air is in motion, moving towards the extinct crater, supplied by another surface opening. The gases released as I’ve described naturally follow the path of least resistance. They immediately turn away from the stagnant mass of air behind us and move with increasing speed towards the volcanic exit. Before the pressure that might push towards the Kentucky cavern would have compressed the column of air enough to raise the water in a well to the surface, the speed in the other direction would have increased dramatically, and with its heightened velocity, a suction would develop, more than enough to draw in the increasingly abundant gases behind."
"Volcanoes are therefore local, and the interior of the earth is not a molten mass as I have been taught," I exclaimed.
"Volcanoes are local, and the Earth's interior isn't a molten mass like I was taught," I exclaimed.
He answered: "If men were far enough along in their thought journey (for the evolution of the mental side of man is a journey in the world of thought), they would avoid such[Pg 215] theories as that which ascribes a molten interior to the earth. Volcanoes are superficial. They are as a rule, when in activity but little blisters or excoriations upon the surface of the earth, although their underground connections may be extensive. Some of them are in a continual fret with frequent eruptions, others, like the one under consideration, awaken only after great periods of time. The entire surface of this globe has been or will be subject to volcanic action. The phenomenon is one of the steps in the world-making, matter-leveling process. When the deposit of substances that I have indicated, and of which much of the earth's interior is composed, the bases of salt, potash, and lime and clay is exhausted, there will be no further volcanic action from this cause, and in some places, this deposit has already disappeared, or is covered deeply by layers of earth that serve as a protection."
He replied, "If people were more advanced in their thinking (since the development of human thought is a journey), they would steer clear of theories that suggest the earth has a molten core. Volcanoes are just surface issues. Generally, when they're active, they are like small blisters or sores on the earth's surface, even though their underground connections might be extensive. Some of them are constantly restless with frequent eruptions, while others, like the one in question, only stir after long periods of dormancy. The entire surface of our planet has experienced or will experience volcanic activity. This phenomenon is part of the process of shaping the world and leveling matter. Once the deposits that I've mentioned—primarily consisting of salt, potash, lime, and clay that make up much of the earth's interior—are depleted, volcanic activity from this source will cease. In some areas, these deposits have either already vanished or are buried deep beneath layers of earth that offer protection."
"Is water, then, the universal cause of volcanoes?"
"Is water, then, the universal reason for volcanoes?"
"Water and air together cause most of them. The action of water and its vapor produces from metallic space dust, limestone, and clay soil, potash and soda salts. This perfectly rational and natural action must continue as long as there is water above, and free elementary bases in contact with the earth bubbles. Volcanoes, earthquakes, geysers, mud springs, and hot springs, are the natural result of that reaction. Mountains are thereby forming by upheavals from beneath, and the corresponding surface valleys are consequently filling up, either by the slow deposit of the matter from the saline water of hot springs, or by the sudden eruption of a new or presumably extinct volcano."
"Water and air together cause most of these changes. The action of water and its vapor turns metallic space dust, limestone, and clay soil into potash and soda salts. This logical and natural process must continue as long as there's water above and free elemental bases in contact with the earth's surface. Volcanoes, earthquakes, geysers, mud springs, and hot springs are natural outcomes of that reaction. Mountains are formed by upward movements from below, and the corresponding surface valleys are gradually filling up, either through the slow accumulation of matter from the salty water of hot springs or by the sudden eruption of a new or supposedly extinct volcano."
"What would happen if a crevice in the bottom of the ocean should conduct the waters of the ocean into a deposit of metallic bases?"
"What would happen if a crack at the ocean floor started to let ocean water flow into a deposit of metallic bases?"
"That often occurs," was the reply; "a volcanic wave results, and a volcano may thus rise from the ocean's depths."
"That happens often," was the response; "a volcanic wave forms, and a volcano can rise from the depths of the ocean like that."
"Is there any danger to the earth itself? May it not be riven into fragments from such a convulsion?" I hesitatingly questioned.
"Is there any danger to the earth itself? Could it end up being shattered into pieces from such a force?" I asked hesitantly.
"No; while the configuration of continents is continually being altered, each disturbance must be practically superficial, and of limited area."[Pg 216]
"No; even though the layout of continents keeps changing, each disturbance is mostly superficial and limited in scope."[Pg 216]
"But," I persisted, "the rigid, solid earth may be blown to fragments; in such convulsions a result like that seems not impossible."
"But," I insisted, "the hard, solid ground can be shattered into pieces; in such upheavals, an outcome like that doesn’t seem unlikely."
"You argue from an erroneous hypothesis. The earth is neither rigid nor solid."
"You’re arguing from an incorrect assumption. The earth is neither rigid nor solid."
"True," I answered. "If it were solid I could not be a hundred miles beneath its surface in conversation with another being; but there can not be many such cavities as that which we are now traversing, and they can not surely extend entirely through its mass; the great weight of the superincumbent material would crush together the strongest materials, if a globe as large as our earth were extensively honeycombed in this manner."
"That's true," I replied. "If it were solid, I wouldn't be a hundred miles beneath the surface talking to another being; but there can't be many spaces like the one we're crossing now, and they can't possibly go all the way through its mass; the immense weight of the material above would crush even the strongest substances if a globe as large as our Earth were filled with holes like this."
"Quite the contrary," he replied; "and here let me, for the first time, enlighten you as to the interior structure of the terrestrial globe. The earth-forming principle consists of an invisible sphere of energy that, spinning through space, supports the space dust which collects on it, as dust on a bubble. By gradual accumulation of substance on that sphere a hollow ball has resulted, on the outer surface of which you have hitherto dwelt. The crust of the earth is comparatively thin, not more than eight hundred miles in average thickness, and is held in position by the central sphere of energy that now exists at a distance about seven hundred miles beneath the ocean level. The force inherent to this sphere manifests itself upon the matter which it supports on both sides, rendering matter the lighter the nearer it lies to the center sphere. In other words, let me say to you: "The crust, or shell, which I have just described as being but about eight hundred miles in thickness, is firm and solid on both its convex and concave surface, but gradually loses in weight, whether we penetrate from the outer surface toward the center, or from any point of the inner surface towards the outside, until at the central sphere matter has no weight at all. Do you conceive my meaning?"
"Not at all," he replied; "and let me, for the first time, explain to you how the Earth is structured. The Earth is shaped by an invisible sphere of energy that spins through space and collects space dust on it, like dust on a bubble. Over time, this dust has built up into a hollow ball, and you have been living on its outer surface. The Earth's crust is relatively thin, averaging about eight hundred miles in thickness, and it is held in place by the central sphere of energy located around seven hundred miles beneath sea level. The force from this sphere affects the matter it supports on both sides, making it lighter the closer it is to the center sphere. In other words, I want to say this: "The crust, or shell, which I mentioned as being about eight hundred miles thick, is firm and solid on both its outer and inner surfaces. However, it gradually becomes lighter whether we go from the outer surface toward the center or from any point of the inner surface toward the outside, until at the center sphere, matter has no weight at all. Do you understand what I'm saying?"
"Yes," I replied; "I understand you perfectly."
"Yes," I replied, "I understand you completely."
After a pause my pilot asked me abruptly:
After a pause, my pilot suddenly asked me:
"What do you most desire?"
"What do you really want?"
The question caused my mind to revert instantly to my old home on the earth above me, and although I felt the hope of[Pg 217] returning to it spring up in my heart, the force of habit caused me involuntarily to answer, "More light!"
The question made me instantly think of my old home on the earth above me, and even though I felt a glimmer of hope in my heart about returning there, my instincts made me reply without thinking, "More light!"
"More light being your desire, you shall receive it."
"Since you want more light, you will get it."
Obedient to his touch, the bow of the boat turned from the gulf we had been considering towards the center of the lake; the responsive craft leaped forward, and in an instant the obsidian parapet disappeared behind us. On and over the trackless waste of glass-like water we sped, until the dead silence became painfully oppressive, and I asked:
Obeying his touch, the bow of the boat shifted from the bay we had been looking at towards the middle of the lake; the responsive craft surged forward, and in no time the dark shoreline faded from view. We raced across the endless expanse of smooth water until the intense silence became unbearably heavy, and I asked:
"Whither are we bound?"
"Where are we going?"
"Towards the east."
"To the east."
The well-timed answer raised my spirits; I thought again that in this man, despite his repulsive shape, I beheld a friend, a brother; suspicion vanished, and my courage rose. He touched the lever, and the craft, subject to his will, nearly rose from the water, and sped with amazing velocity, as was evident from the appearance of the luminous road behind us. So rapid was our flight that the wake of the boat seemed as if made of rigid parallel lines that disappeared in the distance, too quick for the eye to catch the tremor.
The perfectly timed response lifted my mood; I realized again that in this man, despite his unappealing appearance, I saw a friend, a brother; doubts faded away, and my confidence grew. He activated the lever, and the vessel, under his control, almost lifted off the water and sped forward with incredible speed, as was clear from the glowing trail behind us. Our journey was so fast that the boat's wake looked like straight, parallel lines vanishing into the distance, too quick for the eye to perceive any ripple.
Continuing his conversation, my companion informed me that he had now directed the bark toward a point east of the spot where we struck the shore, after crossing the lake, in order that we might continue our journey downward, diagonally to the under surface of the earth crust.
Continuing our conversation, my friend told me that he had now steered the boat toward a point east of where we landed after crossing the lake, so we could keep going downward, at an angle to the earth’s crust.
"This recent digression from our journey proper," said he, "has been made to acquaint you with a subject, regarding which you have exhibited a curiosity, and about which you have heretofore been misinformed; now you understand more clearly part of the philosophy of volcanoes and earthquakes. You have yet much to learn in connection with allied phenomena, but this study of the crude exhibition of force-disturbed matter, the manipulation of which is familiar to man under the above names, is an introduction to the more wonderful study destined yet to be a part of your field, an investigation of quiescent matter, and pure motion."
"This recent detour from our main journey," he said, "is to inform you about a topic that you've shown interest in and about which you've been misinformed before; now you have a clearer understanding of some of the principles behind volcanoes and earthquakes. You still have a lot to learn about related phenomena, but this exploration of the raw effects of force on disturbed matter, which we commonly refer to as such, is just the beginning of a more fascinating study that will eventually become part of your work: the examination of dormant matter and pure motion."
"I can not comprehend you," I replied, "as I stated once before when you referred to what you designated as pure motion."[Pg 218]
"I can't understand you," I replied, "like I mentioned before when you talked about what you called pure motion."[Pg 218]
CHAPTER XXXII.
MATTER IS RETARDED MOTION.
"It is possible—is it not?—for you to imagine a continuous volley of iron balls passing near you in one line, in a horizontal direction, with considerable velocity. Suppose that a pane of glass were to be gradually moved so that a corner of it would be struck by one of the balls; then the entire sheet of glass would be shivered by the concussion, even though the bullet struck but a single spot of glass, the point of contact covering only a small area. Imagine now that the velocity of the volley of bullets be increased a thousand fold; then a plate of glass thrust into their track would be smoothly cut, as though with a file that would gnaw its way without producing a single radiating fracture. A person standing near the volley would now hear a deep purr or growling sound, caused by the friction between the bullets and the air. Increase gradually the rapidity of their motion, and this growl would become more acute, passing from a deep, low murmur, into one less grave, and as the velocity increased, the tone would become sharper, and at last piercingly shrill. Increase now the rapidity of the train of bullets again, and again the notes would decrease in turn, passing back again successively through the several keys that had preceded, and finally would reach the low growl which first struck the ear, and with a further increase of speed silence would ensue, silence evermore, regardless of increasing velocity.[10] From these hundreds of miles in a second at which the volley is now passing, let the rapidity be augmented a thousand times, reaching in their flight into millions of miles each second, and to the eye, from the point where the sound disappeared, as the velocity increased, a dim redness would appear, a glow just perceptible, [Pg 219]indicating to the sense of sight, by a continuous line, the track of the moving missiles. To all appearance, the line would be as uniform as an illuminated pencil mark, even though the several integral bullets of the trail might be separated one from another by miles of space. Let a pane of glass now be thrust across their track, and from the point of contact a shower of sparks would fly, and the edges of glass close to either side of the orifice would be shown, on withdrawing the glass, to have been fused. Conceive now that the velocity of the bullets be doubled and trebled, again and again, the line of red light becomes brighter, then brilliant, and finally as the velocity increases, at a certain point pure white results, and to man's sense the trail would now be a continuous something, as solid as a bar of metal if at a white heat, and (even if the bullets were a thousand miles apart) man could not bring proof of their separate existence to his senses. That portion of a pane of glass or other substance, even steel or adamant, which should cross its track now would simply melt away, the portion excised and carried out of that pathway neither showing itself as scintillations, nor as fragments of matter. The solid would instantly liquefy, and would spread itself as a thin film over the surface of each ball of that white, hot mass of fleeing metal, now to all essential conditions as uniform as a bar of iron. Madly increase the velocity to millions upon millions of miles per second, and the heat will disappear gradually as did the sound, while the bright light will pass backward successively through the primary shades of color that are now known to man, beginning with violet, and ending with red, and as the red fades away the train of bullets will disappear to the sense of man. Neither light nor sound now accompanies the volley, neither the human eye nor the human ear can perceive its presence. Drop a pane of glass or any other object edgewise through it, and it gives to the sense of man no evidence; the molecules of the glass separate from in front to close in from behind, and the moving train passes through it as freely as light, leaving the surface of the glass unaffected."
"It’s possible—right?—for you to picture a continuous stream of iron balls flying past you in a straight line, horizontally, at high speed. Imagine a pane of glass being slowly moved so that one of the balls strikes a corner of it; the whole sheet of glass would shatter from the impact, even though the bullet only hit a tiny spot of glass. Now, picture the speed of those bullets increasing a thousand times; a sheet of glass pushed into their path would be sliced cleanly, as if cut with a file, without producing any cracks. Someone nearby would hear a low rumble or growl, caused by the friction between the bullets and the air. If you gradually increase their speed, that growl would become higher in pitch, shifting from a deep, low sound to a sharper tone, eventually becoming piercingly shrill. Increase the speed of the bullet stream again, and the sounds would drop back through the same notes as before, returning to the original low growl, and with further acceleration, silence would follow, everlasting silence, regardless of increasing speed. Now imagine that, with the bullets traveling hundreds of miles per second, the speed increases a thousandfold, reaching millions of miles each second. To your eyes, from the point where the sound vanished, a faint red glow would appear, marking the path of the fast-moving bullets with a continuous line. It would look as smooth as an illuminated pencil mark, even if the individual bullets were separated by miles. If a pane of glass were placed in their path, sparks would fly from the point of contact, and when you remove the glass, the edges near the hole would show signs of having melted. Picture now that the speed of the bullets doubles and triples repeatedly; the red glow gets brighter, then dazzling, and eventually turns pure white as the speed increases. To a human observer, the trail would appear as a solid entity, as if it were a heated metal bar, and even if the bullets were miles apart, it would be impossible to prove they exist separately. Any part of a glass pane or another material, even steel or diamond, crossing their path would simply melt away. The section that was removed would leave no traces, neither sparks nor fragments. The solid would turn liquid instantly and would spread as a thin film over each of those white-hot balls of metal, now indistinguishable from a uniform iron bar. If you crank up the speed to millions and millions of miles per second, the heat would gradually fade away just like the sound did. The bright light would then shift through the basic colors known to humans, starting from violet and ending with red, and as the red fades, the stream of bullets would become invisible. Neither light nor sound would accompany the volley now; neither the human eye nor ear could detect it. If you drop a pane of glass or any other object edgewise through it, there would be no evidence of it; the glass molecules would separate in front and close in behind, allowing the moving stream to pass through it just like light, leaving the glass surface unchanged."
[10] A scientific critic seems to think that the shrill cry would cease instantly and not gradually. However, science has been at fault more than once, and I do not care to take liberties with this statement.—J. U. L.
[10] A scientific critic believes that the loud noise would stop immediately rather than gradually. However, science has been wrong more than once, and I don't want to overstep with this statement.—J. U. L.
"Hold," I interrupted; "that would be as one quality of matter passing through another quality of matter without disturbance to either, and it is a law in physics that two substances can not occupy the same space at the same time."[Pg 220]
"Wait," I interrupted; "that would be like one type of matter moving through another type of matter without affecting either, and it's a rule in physics that two substances can’t be in the same place at the same time."[Pg 220]
"That law holds good as man understands the subject, but bullets are no longer matter. Motion of mass was first changed into motion of molecules, and motion of molecule became finally augmented into motion of free force entities as the bullets disintegrated into molecular corpuscles, and then were dissociated, atoms resulting. At this last point the sense of vision, and of touch, ceased to be affected by that moving column (neither matter nor force), and at the next jump in velocity the atoms themselves disappeared, and free intangible motion resulted—nothing, vacancy.
"That law applies as people understand the topic, but bullets aren't relevant anymore. The motion of mass was first transformed into the motion of molecules, and the motion of molecules eventually evolved into the motion of free force entities as the bullets broke down into molecular particles, which were then separated, resulting in atoms. At this last stage, both sight and touch stopped being influenced by that moving column (neither matter nor force), and with the next increase in speed, the atoms themselves vanished, leading to a state of free, intangible motion—nothingness, emptiness."
"This result is the all-pervading spirit of space (the ether of mankind), as solid as adamant and as mobile as vacuity. If you can reverse the order of this phenomenon, and imagine an irregular retardation of the rapidity of such atomic motion, you can read the story of the formation of the material universe. Follow the chain backward, and with the decrease of velocity, motion becomes tangible matter again, and in accordance with conditions governing the change of motion into matter, from time to time the various elements successively appear. The planets may grow without and within, and ethereal space can generate elemental dirt. If you can conceive of an intermediate condition whereby pure space motion becomes partly tangible, and yet is not gross enough to be earthy matter, you can imagine how such forces as man is acquainted with, light, heat, electricity, magnetism, or gravity even are produced, for these are also disturbances in space motion. It should be easily understood that, according to the same simple principle, other elements and unknown forces as well, now imperceptible to man's limited faculties, could be and are formed outside and inside his field of perception."
"This result is the all-encompassing spirit of space (the essence of humanity), as solid as rock and as fluid as emptiness. If you can reverse the order of this phenomenon and imagine an irregular slowing of such atomic motion, you can understand the story of how the material universe was formed. Trace the sequence backward, and as speed decreases, motion becomes tangible matter again, and according to the rules governing the transformation of motion into matter, various elements appear one after another. Planets can grow both externally and internally, and the vastness of space can create elemental substance. If you can envision a transitional state where pure motion becomes somewhat tangible but isn't heavy enough to be considered earthly matter, you can grasp how forces that humans are familiar with, like light, heat, electricity, magnetism, or even gravity, are generated, as these are also disturbances in space motion. It should be clear that, based on the same straightforward principle, other elements and unknown forces, currently unnoticeable to humans' limited abilities, could and do exist beyond and within his realm of perception."
"I fear that I can not comprehend all this," I answered.
"I’m afraid I can’t understand all of this," I replied.
"So I feared, and perhaps I have given you this lesson too soon, although some time ago you asked me to teach you concerning the assertion that electricity, light, heat, magnetism, and gravity are disturbances, and you said, 'Disturbances of what?' Think the lesson over, and you will perceive that it is easy. Let us hope that the time will come when we will be able to glance beneath the rough, material, earth surface knowledge that man has acquired, and experience the mind expansion that leads[Pg 221] to the blissful insight possessed by superior beings who do not have to contend with the rasping elements that encompass all who dwell upon the surface of the earth."
"So I was worried, and maybe I shared this lesson with you too early, even though you asked me a while ago to explain the idea that electricity, light, heat, magnetism, and gravity are just disturbances, and you wondered, 'Disturbances of what?' Think about the lesson, and you’ll see that it’s simple. Let’s hope for a time when we can look beyond the rough, material knowledge humanity has gained and experience the mental expansion that leads to the joyful understanding held by advanced beings who don’t have to deal with the harsh realities that affect everyone living on the surface of the earth."
I pondered over these words, and a vague light, an undefined, inexpressible something that I could not put into words broke into my mind; I inferred that we were destined to meet with persons, or existences, possessed of new senses, of a mind development that man had not reached, and I was on the point of questioning my pilot when the motion of the boat was suspended, land appeared ahead, we drew up to it, and disembarked. Lifting the boat from the water my guide placed it on land at the edge of the motionless lake, and we resumed our journey. The scenery seemed but little changed from that of the latter part of our previous line of travel down the inclined plane of the opposite side of the lake that we had crossed. The direction was still downward after leaving the high ridge that bordered the edge of the lake, the floor of the cavern being usually smooth, although occasionally it was rough and covered with stony debris. The mysterious light grew perceptibly brighter as we progressed, the fog-like halo previously mentioned became less dense, and the ring of obscurity widened rapidly. I could distinctly perceive objects at a great distance. I turned to my companion to ask why this was, and he replied:
I thought about these words, and a vague understanding, an unclear, inexpressible something that I couldn't articulate, suddenly clicked in my mind; I figured that we were meant to encounter beings or entities with new senses, with a level of mental development that humanity hadn't reached, and I was about to ask my guide when the boat stopped moving, land appeared ahead, we approached it, and got off. Lifting the boat from the water, my guide placed it on land at the edge of the still lake, and we continued our journey. The scenery looked pretty much the same as the last part of our previous route down the sloped side of the lake that we had crossed. The direction was still downward after leaving the high ridge that bordered the lake, and the cave floor was generally smooth, though sometimes it was rough and covered with rocky debris. The mysterious light became noticeably brighter as we moved forward; the fog-like halo mentioned earlier became less thick, and the ring of darkness widened quickly. I could clearly see objects far away. I turned to my companion to ask why this was, and he replied:
"Because we are leaving one of the undiscovered conditions of the upper atmosphere that disturbs the sunlight."
"Because we are leaving one of the unknown conditions of the upper atmosphere that disrupts the sunlight."
"Do you say that the atmosphere is composed of substances unknown to man?"
"Are you saying that the atmosphere is made up of substances that humans don't know about?"
"Yes; several of them are gases, and others are qualities of space condition, neither gas, liquid, nor solid.[11] One particularly interferes with light in its passage. It is an entity that is not moved by the motion of the air, and is unequally distributed over the earth's surface. As we ascend above the earth it decreases, so it does as we descend into it. It is not vapor of water, is neither smoke, nor a true gas, and is as yet sensible to [Pg 222]man only by its power of modifying the intensity of light. It has no color, is chemically inactive, and yet modifies the sun's rays so as to blot objects from view at a comparatively small distance from a person on the face of the earth. That this fact is known to man is evident from the knowledge he possesses of the difference in the power of his organs of vision at different parts of the earth. His sight is especially acute on the table lands of the Western Territories."
"Yes, several of them are gases, and others are conditions of space that are neither gas, liquid, nor solid.[11] One in particular interferes with light as it travels. It is an entity that isn't affected by air movement and is unevenly spread across the earth's surface. As we go higher above the earth, it decreases, and it does the same when we go deeper into it. It’s not water vapor, nor smoke, nor a true gas, and we only perceive it through its ability to alter light intensity. It has no color, is chemically inactive, yet alters the sun's rays enough to obscure objects from view even at a relatively short distance from someone on the earth’s surface. This fact is evident from humanity's awareness of the differences in how well they can see in various parts of the earth. People can see particularly well on the plateaus of the Western Territories."
[11] This has since been partly supported by the discovery of the element Argon. However, the statement has been recorded many years. Miss Ella Burbige, stenographer, Newport, Ky., copied the original in 1887; Mr. S. D. Rouse, attorney, Covington, Ky., read it in 1889; Mr. Russell Errett, editor of the Christian Standard, in 1890, and Mr. H. C. Meader, President of the American Ticket Brokers' Association, in 1892. It seems proper to make this explanation in order to absolve the author from any charge of plagiarism, for each of these persons will recall distinctly this improbable [then] assertion.—J. U. L.
[11] This has since been partly supported by the discovery of the element Argon. However, this statement has been noted for many years. Miss Ella Burbige, a stenographer from Newport, Ky., copied the original in 1887; Mr. S. D. Rouse, an attorney from Covington, Ky., read it in 1889; Mr. Russell Errett, editor of the Christian Standard, in 1890, and Mr. H. C. Meader, President of the American Ticket Brokers' Association, in 1892. It seems appropriate to clarify this to clear the author of any accusations of plagiarism, as each of these individuals will clearly remember this unlikely assertion from that time.—J. U. L.
"I have been told," I answered, "that vapor of water causes this obscuration, or absorption, of light."
"I’ve been told," I replied, "that water vapor is what causes this dimming or absorption of light."
"Vapor of water, unless in strata of different densities, is absolutely transparent, and presents no obstacle to the passage of light," he said. "When vapor obstructs light it is owing to impurities contained in it, to currents of varying densities, or wave motions, or to a mechanical mixture of condensed water and air, whereby multitudes of tiny globular water surfaces are produced. Pure vapor of water, free from motion, is passive to the sunlight."
"Water vapor, unless there are layers of different densities, is completely transparent and doesn't block light," he said. "When vapor does block light, it's usually because of impurities in it, varying density currents, wave motions, or a mix of condensed water and air, creating lots of tiny round water surfaces. Pure water vapor, without any motion, just lets sunlight pass through."
"I can scarcely believe that a substance such as you describe, or that any constituent of the air, can have escaped the perception of the chemist," I replied.
"I can hardly believe that a substance like what you’re describing, or anything in the air, could have gone unnoticed by a chemist," I replied.
In, as I thought, a facetious manner he repeated after me the word "chemist," and continued:
In what I thought was a joking way, he repeated the word "chemist" after me and went on:
"Have chemists detected the ether of Aristotle, that you have mentioned, and I have defined, which scientists nevertheless accept pervades all space and every description of matter, and that I have told you is really matter itself changed into ultra atomic motion? Have chemists explained why one object is transparent, and another of equal weight and solidity is opaque? Have chemists told you why vermillion is red and indigo is blue (the statement that they respectively reflect these rays of light is not an explanation of the cause for such action)? Have chemists told you why the prism disarranges or distorts sunlight to produce the abnormal hues that men assume compose elementary rays of light? Have chemists explained anything concerning the why or wherefore of the attributes of matter, or force, or even proven that the so-called primary forms of matter, or elements, are not compounds? Upon the contrary, does not the evolution that results in the recorded discoveries of the[Pg 223] chemist foretell, or at least indicate, the possible future of the art, and promise that surrounding mysteries are yet to be developed and expanded into open truths, thus elaborating hidden forces; and that other forms of matter and unseen force expressions, are destined to spring into existence as the sciences progress? The chemist of to-day is groping in darkness; he is a novice as compared with the elaborated chemist of the near future; the imperfectly seen of the present, the silent and unsuspected, will become distinctly visible in a time that is to come, and a brightening of the intellect by these successively upward steps, up stairs of science, will, if science serves herself best, broaden the mind and give power to the imagination, resulting finally in"—
"Have chemists found the ether that Aristotle talked about, which I’ve defined and that scientists say fills all of space and every type of matter? I've explained that it's actually matter itself transformed into ultra-atomic motion. Have chemists figured out why one object is transparent while another, which has the same weight and solidity, is opaque? Have they explained why vermillion is red and indigo is blue (saying they reflect these rays of light isn’t really explaining why that happens)? Have they clarified why a prism breaks up or distorts sunlight to create the unusual colors that people think make up the basic rays of light? Have chemists uncovered anything about why matter has certain properties or forces, or proven that the so-called primary forms of matter or elements aren't actually compounds? On the contrary, don't the advancements that lead to the discoveries made by chemists suggest, or at least hint at, the future of the field, promising that the mysteries around us are yet to be unraveled into clear truths, revealing hidden forces? Additionally, other forms of matter and expressions of unseen forces are set to emerge as science advances. Today's chemist is feeling around in the dark; they are a beginner compared to the highly developed chemists of the near future. What is imperfectly perceived now, quietly unnoticed, will become clearly visible in the future, and the growth of knowledge through these progressive steps in science will, if science fulfills its potential, expand the mind and empower the imagination, ultimately leading to"—
He hesitated.
He paused.
"Go on," I said.
"Go ahead," I said.
"The passage of mortal man, with the faculties of man intact, into communion with the spirit world."[Pg 224]
"The journey of a human being, with their abilities fully intact, into connection with the spiritual realm."[Pg 224]
CHAPTER XXXIII
"A STUDY OF SCIENCE IS A STUDY OF GOD."—COMMUNING WITH
ANGELS.
"This is incredible," I exclaimed.
"This is amazing," I said.
"You need not be astonished," he answered. "Is there any argument that can be offered to controvert the assertion that man is ignorant of many natural laws?"
"You don't need to be surprised," he replied. "Is there any argument that can refute the claim that people are unaware of many natural laws?"
"I can offer none."
"I can't offer anything."
"Is there any doubt that a force, distinct and separate from matter, influences matter and vivifies it into a living personality?"
"Is there any doubt that a force, separate from matter, influences it and brings it to life as a living being?"
"I do not deny that there is such force."
"I don't deny that such a force exists."
"What then should prevent this force from existing separate from the body if it be capable of existing in it?"
"What should stop this force from existing separately from the body if it can exist within it?"
"I can not argue against such a position."
"I can't argue against that position."
"If, as is hoped and believed by the majority of mankind, even though some try to deny the fact, it is possible for man to exist as an association of earth matters, linked to a personal spirit force, the soul, and for the spirit force, after the death of the body, to exist independent of the grosser attributes of man, free from his mortal body, is it not reasonable to infer that the spirit, while it is still in man and linked to his body, may be educated and developed so as, under favorable conditions, to meet and communicate with other spirits that have been previously liberated from earthly bondage?"
"If, as most people hope and believe, even though some deny it, it's possible for a person to exist as a combination of physical matter and a personal spirit, the soul, and for that spirit to exist independently after the body dies, free from physical limitations, isn’t it reasonable to think that the spirit, while still in the body, can be educated and developed? Under the right conditions, it could connect and communicate with other spirits that have already been freed from earthly constraints?"
"I submit," I answered; "but you shock my sensibilities when you thus imply that by cold, scientific investigation we can place ourselves in a position to meet the unseen spirit world"—
"I agree," I replied; "but you offend my sensibilities when you imply that through cold, scientific investigation we can prepare ourselves to confront the unseen spirit world."
It was now my turn to hesitate.
It was now my turn to pause.
"Go on," he said.
"Go ahead," he said.
"To commune with the angels," I answered.
"To connect with the angels," I answered.
"A study of true science is a study of God," he continued. "Angels are organizations natural in accordance with God's laws. They appear superhuman, because of our ignorance concerning[Pg 225] the higher natural forces. They exist in exact accordance with the laws that govern the universe; but as yet the attraction between clay and clay-bound spirit is so great as to prevent the enthralled soul of man from communicating with them. The faith of the religionist is an example of the unquenchable feeling that creates a belief as well as a hope that there is a self-existence separate from earthy substances. The scoffing scientific agnostic, working for other objects, will yet astonish himself by elaborating a method that will practically demonstrate these facts, and then empirical religion, as exemplified by the unquestioning faithful believer, and systematic science, as typified in the experimental materialist, will meet on common ground."[Pg 226]
"A study of true science is a study of God," he went on. "Angels are natural beings that align with God's laws. They seem superhuman because we don’t fully understand the higher natural forces. They exist according to the same laws that govern the universe; however, the strong connection between the physical body and the confined spirit prevents the human soul from communicating with them. The faith of religious people exemplifies the deep feeling that fosters a belief and hope in a reality separate from physical matter. The skeptical scientific agnostic, focused on different goals, will eventually surprise himself by developing a method that practically proves these truths, leading empirical religion, represented by the unwavering faithful believer, and systematic science, embodied by the experimental materialist, to find common ground."
CHAPTER XXXIV.
I CEASE TO BREATHE, AND YET LIVE.
During this conversation we had been rapidly walking, or I should better say advancing, for we no longer walked as men do, but skipped down into the earth, down, ever downward. There were long periods of silence, in which I was engaged in meditating over the problems that successively demanded solution, and even had I desired to do so I could have kept no record of time; days, or even weeks, may have been consumed in this journey. Neither have I any method of judging of the rapidity of our motion. I was sensible of a marked decrease in the amount of muscular energy required to carry us onward, and I realized that my body was quite exempt from weariness. Motion became restful instead of exhausting, and it seemed to me that the ratio of the loss of weight, as shown by our free movements, in proportion to the distance we traversed, was greater than formerly. The slightest exhibition of propelling force cast us rapidly forward. Instead of the laborious, short step of upper earth, a single leap would carry us many yards. A slight spring, and with our bodies in space, we would skip several rods, alighting gently, to move again as easily. I marveled, for, although I had been led to anticipate something unusual, the practical evidence was wonderfully impressive, and I again questioned my guide.
During this conversation, we had been moving quickly, or I should say advancing, because we no longer walked like people do but descended into the earth, going down, ever downward. There were long stretches of silence where I was lost in thought about the problems that needed to be solved, and even if I had wanted to, I wouldn’t have been able to keep track of time; days, or maybe even weeks, could have passed on this journey. I had no way of judging how fast we were moving. I noticed a significant decrease in the amount of energy needed to keep going, and I realized that my body felt completely free of fatigue. Motion became relaxing instead of tiring, and it seemed to me that the way we lost weight, based on how freely we moved, was greater than before. Even the smallest effort pushed us forward quickly. Instead of the laborious, short steps of the surface world, a single leap could take us several yards. With a little spring, we found ourselves in the air, skipping several rods and landing softly to move again just as easily. I was amazed, because although I had expected something unusual, the actual experience was incredibly striking, and I questioned my guide again.
"We are now nearing what physicists would call the center of gravity," he replied, "and our weight is rapidly diminishing. This is in exact accordance with the laws that govern the force called gravitation, which, at the earth's surface, is apparently uniform, though no instrument known to man can demonstrate its exact variation within the field man occupies. Men have not, as yet, been in a position to estimate this change, although it is known that mountains attract objects, and that a change in weight as we descend into the earth is perceptible; but to evolve[Pg 227] the true law, observation, at a distance of at least ten miles beneath the surface of the ocean is necessary, and man, being a creature whose motions are confined to a thin, horizontal skin of earth, has never been one mile beneath its surface, and in consequence his opportunities for comparison are extremely limited."
"We're getting close to what physicists call the center of gravity," he said, "and our weight is dropping quickly. This aligns perfectly with the laws of gravitation, which, at the earth's surface, seems to be consistent, even though no tool known to man can accurately measure its variations within the space we occupy. People haven't yet been able to gauge this change, but it's known that mountains attract objects, and we can notice a difference in weight as we go deeper into the earth; however, to develop the true law, observations taken at least ten miles below the ocean surface are necessary. Since humans are confined to a thin layer of the earth's surface, no one has ever been a mile below it, so their opportunities for comparison are very limited."

"I have been taught," I replied, "that the force of gravitation decreases until the center of the earth is reached, at which point a body is without weight; and I can scarcely understand how such positive statements from scientific men can be far from the truth."
"I’ve been taught," I replied, "that the force of gravity decreases until you reach the center of the earth, where a body has no weight; and I can hardly understand how such clear statements from scientists could be far from the truth."
"It is supposed by your surface men that the maximum of weight is to be found at one-sixth the distance beneath the surface of the earth, and therefrom decreases until at the center it is nothing at all," he replied. "This hypothesis, though a stagger toward the right, is far from the truth, but as near as could be expected, when we consider the data upon which men base their calculations. Were it not for the purpose of controverting erroneous views, men would have little incentive to continue their investigations, and as has been the rule in science heretofore, the truth will, in time, appear in this case. One generation of students disproves the accepted theories of that which precedes, all working to eliminate error, all adding factors of error, and all together moving toward a common goal, a grand generalization, that as yet can not be perceived. And still each series of workers is overlooking phenomena that, though obvious, are yet unperceived, but which will make evident to future[Pg 228] scientists the mistakes of the present. As an example of the manner in which facts are thus overlooked, in your journey you have been impressed with certain surprising external conditions, or surroundings, and yet are oblivious to conditions more remarkable in your own body. So it is with scientists. They overlook prominent facts that stare them boldly in the face, facts that are so conspicuous as to be invisible by reason of their very nearness."
"Surface-level thinkers assume that the maximum weight is found at one-sixth the distance below the earth's surface, decreasing until it’s nonexistent at the center," he replied. "This theory, while a step in the right direction, is far from accurate, but it’s as close as we can get based on the data people use to make their calculations. If it weren't for the goal of challenging incorrect ideas, there wouldn't be much motivation for people to keep investigating, and as has always been the case in science, the truth will eventually emerge here as well. One generation of students disproves the accepted theories of the previous one, all working to eliminate errors, all adding factors of error, and all moving towards a shared goal: a grand generalization that we can't yet see. Still, each group of researchers misses phenomena that, although obvious, remain unnoticed, but that will reveal to future scientists the mistakes of today. For instance, on your journey, you've been struck by certain surprising external conditions or surroundings, yet you remain unaware of even more remarkable conditions within your own body. Scientists do the same; they overlook significant facts that are right in front of them, facts so glaringly obvious they become invisible simply because they are so close."
"This statement I can not disprove, and therefore must admit under protest. Where there is so much that appears mysterious I may have overlooked some things, but I can scarcely accept that, in ignorance, I have passed conditions in my own organization so marked as this decrease in gravity which has so strikingly been called to my attention."
"This statement I can't disprove, so I have to accept it, but with some reservations. With so much that seems mysterious, I might have missed some points, but I can hardly believe that, in my ignorance, I have overlooked something as significant as this decrease in gravity that has been so notably pointed out to me."
"You have, and to convince you I need only say that you have nearly ceased to breathe, and are unconscious of the fact."
"You have, and to prove it to you, all I need to mention is that you’re almost not breathing and don’t even realize it."
I stopped short, in momentary alarm, and now that my mind was directed to the fact, I became aware that I did not desire to breathe, and that my chest had ceased to heave with the alternate inhalation and exhalation of former times. I closed my lips firmly, and for a long period there was no desire for breath, then a slight involuntary inhalation followed, and an exhalation, scarcely noticeable, succeeded by a great interval of inaction. I impulsively turned my face toward the passage we had trod; a feeling of alarm possessed me, an uncontrollable, inexpressible desire to flee from the mysterious earth-being beside me, to return to men, and be an earth-surface man again, and I started backward through the chamber we had passed.
I abruptly stopped, feeling a moment of alarm, and now that I was focused on it, I realized I didn’t want to breathe and that my chest had stopped moving with the regular breaths I used to take. I pressed my lips together, and for a long time, I didn’t feel the need for air. Then, I took a slight, involuntary breath followed by an almost imperceptible exhale, and then there was a long period of stillness. I instinctively turned my face toward the path we had taken; a sense of fear swept over me, an uncontrollable, indescribable urge to run away from the strange being next to me, to go back to people, and to be a normal person again. I started to move backward through the room we had just crossed.
The guide seized me by the hand, "Hold, hold," he cried; "where would you go, fickle mortal?"
The guide seized took my hand and said, "Wait, wait! Where do you think you're going, unpredictable human?"
"To the surface," I shouted; "to daylight again. Unhand me, unearthly creature, abnormal being, man or devil; have you not inveigled me far enough into occult realms that should be forever sealed from mankind? Have you not taken from me all that men love or cherish, and undone every tie of kith or kin? Have you not led me into paths that the imagination of the novelist dare not conjure, and into experiences that pen in human hand would not venture to describe as possible, until I now stand with my feet on the boundary line that borders[Pg 229] vacancy, and utter loss of weight; with a body nearly lost as a material substance, verging into nothing, and lastly with breath practically extinguished, I say, and repeat, is it not time that I should hesitate and pause in my reckless career?"
"To the surface," I shouted; "to daylight again. Let me go, otherworldly creature, strange being, man or devil; haven’t you lured me far enough into hidden realms that should be sealed off from humanity forever? Haven’t you taken everything I love or care about, tearing apart every bond with family and friends? Haven’t you led me down paths that even the wildest imagination of a novelist wouldn’t dare envision, and into experiences that no human hand would even attempt to write about as possible, until I now find myself teetering on the edge of emptiness, and utter weightlessness; with a body almost dissolved as a tangible entity, on the brink of nothingness, and finally with breath practically snuffed out, I ask, and reiterate, isn’t it time for me to hesitate and reconsider my reckless journey?"
"It is not time," he answered.
"It's not time," he said.
"When will that hour come?" I asked in desperation, and I trembled as he replied:
"When will that time come?" I asked in desperation, and I shook as he answered:
"When the three Great Lights are closed."
"When the three Great Lights are turned off."

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CHAPTER XXXV.
"A CERTAIN POINT WITHIN A SPHERE."—MEN ARE AS PARASITES
ON THE ROOF OF EARTH.
I realized again, as I had so many times before, that it was useless for me to rebel. "The self-imposed mystery of a sacrificed life lies before me," I murmured, "and there is no chance to retrace my footsteps. The 'Beyond' of the course that I have voluntarily selected, and sworn to follow, is hidden; I must nerve myself to pursue it to the bitter end, and so help me God, and keep me steadfast."
I realized once more, like I had so many times before, that it was pointless for me to fight back. "The self-imposed mystery of a sacrificed life is ahead of me," I whispered, "and there's no way to go back. The 'Beyond' of the path I've chosen and promised to follow is unclear; I have to prepare myself to see it through to the bitter end, and so help me God, keep me strong."
"Well said," he replied; "and since you have so wisely determined, I am free to inform you that these new obligations, like those you have heretofore taken, contain nothing which can conflict with your duty to God, your country, your neighbor, or yourself. In considering the phenomena presented by the suspension of the act of breathing, it should occur to you that where little labor is to be performed, little consumption of energy is required. Where there is such a trifling destruction of the vital force (not mind force) as at present is the case with us, it requires but slight respiration to retain the normal condition of the body. On earth's surface the act of respiration alone consumes by far the larger proportion of vital energy, and the muscular exertion involved thereby necessitates a proportionate amount of breathing in order that breath itself may continue. This act of respiration is the result of one of the conditions of surface earth life, and consumes most of the vital force. If men would think of this, they would understand how paradoxical it is for them to breathe in order to live, when the very act of respiration wears away their bodies and shortens their lives more than all else they have to do, and without adding to their mental or physical constitution in the least. Men are conversant with physical death as a constant result of suspended respiration, and with respiration as[Pg 231] an accompaniment of life, which ever constant and connected conditions lead them to accept that the act of breathing is a necessity of mortal life. In reality, man occupies an unfortunate position among other undeveloped creatures of external earth; he is an animal, and is constitutionally framed like the other animals about him. He is exposed to the warring elements, to the vicious attacks of savage beasts and insidious parasites, and to the inroads of disease. He is a prey to the elementary vicissitudes of the undesirable exposure in which he exists upon the outer surface of our globe, where all is war, even among the forces of nature about him. These conditions render his lot an unhappy one indeed, and in ignorance he overlooks the torments of the weary, rasping, endless slavery of respiration in the personal struggle he has to undergo in order to retain a brief existence as an organized being. Have you never thought of the connected tribulations that the wear and tear of respiration alone inflict upon the human family? The heaving of the chest, the circulation of the blood, the throbbing of the heart, continue from mortal birth until death. The heart of man forces about two and one-half ounces of blood with each pulsation. At seventy beats per minute this amounts to six hundred and fifty-six pounds per hour, or nearly eight tons per day. The lungs respire over one thousand times an hour, and move over three thousand gallons of air a day. Multiply these amounts by three hundred and sixty-five, and then by seventy, and you have partly computed the enormous life-work of the lungs and heart of an adult. Over two hundred thousand tons of blood, and seventy-five million gallons of air have been moved by the vital force. The energy thus consumed is dissipated. No return is made for the expenditure of this life force. During the natural life of man, more energy is consequently wasted in material transformation resulting from the motion of heart and lungs, than would be necessary to sustain the purely vital forces alone for a thousand years. Besides, the act of respiration which man is compelled to perform in his exposed position, necessitates the consumption of large amounts of food, in order to preserve the animal heat, and replace the waste of a material body that in turn is worn out by these very movements. Add this waste of energy to the foregoing, and then you will surely perceive that[Pg 232] the possible life of man is also curtailed to another and greater degree in the support of the digestive part of his organism. His spirit is a slave to his body; his lungs and heart, on which he imagines life depends, are unceasing antagonists of life. That his act of breathing is now a necessity upon the surface of the earth, where the force of gravity presses so heavily, and where the elements have men at their command, and show him no mercy, I will not deny; but it is exasperating to contemplate such a waste of energy, and corresponding loss of human life."
"Well said," he responded. "And now that you’ve wisely decided this, I can tell you that these new responsibilities, just like the ones you’ve taken in the past, don’t conflict with your duty to God, your country, your neighbors, or yourself. When thinking about the effects of stopping breathing, keep in mind that when there’s little work to do, there’s also little energy used. In our current situation, since there’s minimal loss of vital energy (not mental energy), only slight breathing is needed to maintain our normal physical state. On the surface of the earth, breathing alone uses up a significant amount of vital energy, and the muscle exertion required necessitates more breathing to keep going. Breathing is a basic requirement of life on Earth, and it uses most of our life force. If people considered this, they would see how ironic it is that they must breathe to live when that very act actually wears down their bodies and shortens their lives more than anything else they do, without improving their physical or mental wellbeing at all. People know physical death occurs when breathing stops, and they associate breathing with life, which leads them to believe that breathing is essential for living. In truth, humans are in a tough spot compared to other undeveloped creatures; they are animals and are physically similar to those around them. They face harsh elements, violent attacks from wild animals and harmful parasites, and the threat of disease. They are at the mercy of the unpredictable dangers present on the surface of our planet, where everything is a struggle, even among natural forces. These circumstances make life quite difficult, and in ignorance, they overlook the exhausting and relentless burden of breathing that they bear just to maintain a brief existence as a living being. Have you ever thought about the constant struggles that the wear and tear of breathing put on humanity? The rise and fall of the chest, the blood flow, and the heartbeat carry on from birth until death. The human heart pumps about two and a half ounces of blood with every beat. At seventy beats per minute, that’s around six hundred and fifty-six pounds an hour or nearly eight tons a day. The lungs breathe in over one thousand times an hour, moving over three thousand gallons of air daily. If you multiply these figures by three hundred sixty-five and then by seventy, you can see how much work the lungs and heart of an adult do over a lifetime. Over two hundred thousand tons of blood and seventy-five million gallons of air have been circulated through the life force. This energy gets used up, and there’s no compensation for this expenditure of life force. Throughout a human's life, more energy is wasted in the bodily functions of the heart and lungs than would be needed to sustain just the essential life forces for a thousand years. Additionally, the necessary act of breathing requires large amounts of food to maintain body heat and replace the materials lost as the body wears out from these activities. When you add this energy waste to what has already been mentioned, it becomes clear that a person's potential lifespan is also severely limited by the needs of the digestive system. The spirit is enslaved to the body; the lungs and heart, which one might think are essential for life, are actually constant enemies of it. I won’t deny that breathing is a necessity on the earth’s surface, where gravity is a heavy burden and the elements have power over humans without mercy, but it’s frustrating to think about such a waste of energy and the subsequent loss of human life."
"You must admit, however, that it is necessary?" I queried.
"You have to admit, though, that it's necessary?" I asked.
"No; only to an extent. The natural life of man should, and yet will be, doubled, trebled, multiplied a dozen, yes a thousand fold."
"No; just to some extent. The natural lifespan of a person should, and eventually will be, doubled, tripled, multiplied by twelve, yes a thousand times."
I stepped in front of him; we stood facing each other.
I stepped in front of him; we stood facing each other.
"Tell me," I cried, "how men can so improve their condition as to lengthen their days to the limit you name, and let me return to surface earth a carrier of the glad tidings."
"Tell me," I shouted, "how can people improve their situation to extend their lives to the limit you mentioned, and let me go back to the surface as a bearer of good news?"
He shook his head.
He shook his head.
I dropped on my knees before him.
I dropped to my knees in front of him.

"I implore you in behalf of that unfortunate humanity, of which I am a member, give me this boon. I promise to return to you and do your bidding. Whatever may be my subsequent fate, I promise to acquiesce therein willingly."
"I beg you on behalf of all the unfortunate people, of which I am one, please grant me this favor. I promise to come back to you and do what you ask. No matter what happens to me afterward, I promise to accept it willingly."
He raised me to my feet.
He lifted me to my feet.
"Be of good cheer," he said, "and in the proper time you may return to the surface of this rind of earth, a carrier of great and good news to men."
"Stay positive," he said, "and when the time is right, you can return to the surface of this planet, bringing great and good news to people."
"Shall I teach them of what you have shown me?" I asked.
"Should I teach them what you've shown me?" I asked.
"Yes; in part you will be a forerunner, but before you obtain the information that is necessary to the comfort of mankind you[Pg 233] will have to visit surface earth again, and return again, perhaps repeatedly. You must prove yourself as men are seldom proven. The journey you have commenced is far from its conclusion, and you may not be equal to its subsequent trials; prepare yourself, therefore, for a series of events that may unnerve you. If you had full confidence and faith in your guide, you would have less cause to fear the result, but your suspicious human nature can not overcome the shrinking sensation that is natural to those who have been educated as you have been amid the changing vicissitudes of the earth's surface, and you can not but be incredulous by reason of that education."
"Yes, in some ways you'll be a pioneer, but before you gain the knowledge that can help humanity, you'll need to go back to the surface of the earth again, and maybe even several times. You'll have to prove yourself in ways that are rarely done. The journey you've started is far from over, and you might not be ready for what comes next; so get ready for a series of experiences that could shake you. If you fully trusted your guide, you'd have less reason to worry about the outcome, but your naturally suspicious human instincts can't shake off the unease that's common for someone like you, who has been trained in the ups and downs of life on the earth's surface, which makes it hard for you to believe fully because of that upbringing."
Then I stopped as I observed before me a peculiar fungus—peculiar because unlike all others I had seen. The convex part of its bowl was below, and the great head, as an inverted toadstool, stood upright on a short, stem-like pedestal. The gills within were of a deep green color, and curved out from the center in the form of a spiral. This form, however, was not the distinguishing feature, for I had before observed specimens that were spiral in structure. The extraordinary peculiarity was that the gills were covered with fruit. This fruit was likewise green in color, each spore, or berry, being from two to three inches in diameter, and honeycombed on the surface, corrugated most beautifully. I stopped, leaned over the edge of the great bowl, and plucked a specimen of the fruit. It seemed to be covered with a hard, transparent shell, and to be nearly full of a clear, green liquid. I handled and examined it in curiosity, at which my guide seemed not to be surprised. Regarding me attentively, he said:
Then I paused as I noticed a strange fungus in front of me—strange because it was unlike any I had seen before. The rounded part of its cap was facing down, and the large head, resembling an upside-down toadstool, stood upright on a short, stem-like base. The gills inside were a deep green color, radiating out from the center in a spiral shape. However, that wasn't the most unusual feature, as I had seen other specimens with spiral structures. The truly remarkable thing was that the gills were covered in fruit. This fruit was also green, with each spore or berry measuring about two to three inches in diameter and beautifully honeycombed on the surface. I leaned over the edge of the large cap and picked a piece of the fruit. It felt like it had a hard, transparent shell and was nearly filled with a clear, green liquid. I handled and examined it out of curiosity, and my guide didn't seem surprised. Watching me closely, he said:
"What is it that impels a mortal towards this fruit?"
"What drives a person to seek after this fruit?"
"It is curious," I said; "nothing more."
"It’s interesting," I said; "nothing more."
"As for that," said he, "it is not curious at all; the seed of the lobelia of upper earth is more curious, because, while it is as exquisitely corrugated, it is also microscopically small. In the second place you err when you say it is simply curious, 'nothing more,' for no mortal ever yet passed that bowl without doing exactly as you have done. The vein of curiosity, were it that alone that impels you, could not but have an exception."
"As for that," he said, "it's not strange at all; the seed of the lobelia from the upper earth is much stranger because, while it's just as wonderfully wrinkled, it’s also tiny. Second, you’re mistaken when you say it’s just curious, 'nothing more,' because no one has ever looked at that bowl without reacting in exactly the same way you have. The curiosity you feel, if that were the only thing driving you, would surely have an exception."
Then he cracked the shell of the fruit by striking it on the stony floor, and carefully opened the shell, handing me one of[Pg 234] the halves filled with a green fluid. As he did so he spoke the single word, "Drink," and I did as directed. He stood upright before me, and as I looked him in the face he seemingly, without a reason, struck off into a dissertation, apparently as distinct from our line of thought as a disconnected subject could be, as follows:
Then he broke open the fruit by hitting it on the rocky floor and carefully opened the shell, handing me one of[Pg 234] the halves filled with a green liquid. As he did this, he said one word, "Drink," and I obeyed. He stood upright in front of me, and as I looked at him, he suddenly launched into a long explanation that seemed completely unrelated to what we were talking about, as follows:

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CHAPTER XXXVI.
DRUNKENNESS.—THE DRINKS OF MAN.
"Intemperance has been the vice of every people, and is prevalent in all climes, notwithstanding that intoxicants, properly employed, may serve humanity's highest aims. Beginning early in the history of a people, the disease increases with the growth of a nation, until, at last, unless the knife is used, civilization perishes. A lowly people becomes more depraved as the use of liquor increases; a cultivated people passes backward into barbarism with the depravities that come from dissipation. Here nations meet, and individuals sink to a common level. No drinking man is strong enough to say, 'I can not become dissipated;' no nation is rich and cultivated enough to view the debauch of its people without alarm.
"Intemperance has been a problem for every society and is common in all regions, even though, when used appropriately, intoxicants can fulfill some of humanity's greatest purposes. This issue starts early in a society's history and grows alongside the nation until, ultimately, if it's not addressed, civilization faces destruction. A lowly society becomes more corrupt as alcohol consumption rises; a refined society regresses into barbarism with the decline that comes from excess. Here, nations collide, and individuals are brought down to a shared level. No drinker is strong enough to say, 'I can't become addicted;' and no nation is wealthy and cultured enough to see the decline of its people without concern."
"The disgusting habit of the drunken African finds its counterpart in the lascivious wine-bibber of aristocratic society. To picture the indecencies of society, that may be charged to debauchery, when the Grecian and Roman empires were at the height of greatness, would obscure the orgies of the barbarous African, and make preferable the brutality of the drunken American Indian. Intemperance brings men to the lowest level, and holds its power over all lands and all nations."
"The disgusting habit of the intoxicated African has an equivalent in the lewd wine-drinker of high society. To imagine the immoralities of society that can be attributed to excess during the peak of the Grecian and Roman empires would overshadow the wild parties of the savage African and make the violence of the drunken American Indian seem better in comparison. Excess leads people to their lowest state and influences all countries and all people."
"Did the aborigines know how to make intoxicants, and were barbarians intemperate before contact with civilized nations?"
"Did the indigenous people know how to make intoxicants, and were the so-called savages excessive drinkers before they came into contact with civilized nations?"
"Yes."
Yes.
"But I have understood that drunkenness is a vice inherent only in civilized people; are not you mistaken?"
"But I've realized that drunkenness is a vice that's only found in civilized people; are you not mistaken?"
"No. Every clime, unless it be the far North where men are scarcely more than animals, furnishes intoxicants, and all people use them. I will tell you part of this record of nations.
"No. Every region, except maybe the far North where people are hardly more civilized than animals, provides intoxicants, and everyone uses them. I will share some of this history of nations."
"The Nubians make a barley beer which they call bouze, and also a wine, from the palm tree. The savages of Africa draw the clear, sweet juice of the palm oil tree into a gourd, in[Pg 236] the morning, and by night it becomes a violent intoxicant. The natives of the Malayan Archipelago ferment and drink the sap of the flower stems of the cocoanut. The Tartar tribes make an intoxicating drink from mare's milk, called koomis. In South America the natives drink a vile compound, called cana, distilled from sugar cane; and in the Sandwich Islands, the shrub kava supplies the intoxicant kava-kava, drunk by all the inhabitants, from king to slave, and mother to child. In the heart of Africa, cannibal tribes make legyce of a cereal, and indulge in wild orgies over their barbaric cup. In North America the Indians, before Columbus discovered America, made an intoxicating drink of the sap of the maple tree. The national drink of the Mexicans is pulque, a beastly intoxicant, prepared from the Agave Americana. Mead is an alcoholic drink, made of honey, and used in many countries. In China wine was indulged in from the earliest day, and in former times, had it not been for the influence of their philosophers, especially Confucius, who foresaw the end, the Chinese nation would have perished from drunkenness. Opium, that fearful enslaver of millions of human beings, is in every sense a narcotic intoxicant, and stands conspicuous as an agent, capable of being either a friend, a companion, or a master, as man permits. History fails to indicate the date of its introduction to humanity. In South America the leaf of the cocoa plant is a stimulant scarcely less to be dreaded than opium. The juice of a species of asclepias produces the intoxicant soma, used once by the Brahmins, not only as a drink, but also in sacrificial and religious ceremonies. Many different flavored liquors made of palm, cocoanuts, sugar, pepper, honey, spices, etc., were used by native Hindoos, and as intoxicants have been employed from the earliest days in India. The Vedic people were fearfully dissipated, and page after page of that wonderful sacred book, the Rigs-Veda, is devoted to the habit of drunkenness. The worst classes of drunkards of India used Indian hemp to make bhang, or combined the deadly narcotic stramonium with arrack, a native beer, to produce a poisonous intoxicant. In that early day the inhabitants of India and China were fearfully depraved drunkards, and but for the reforms instituted by their wise men, must have perished as a people. Parahaoma, or[Pg 237] 'homa,' is an intoxicant made from a lost plant that is described as having yellow blossoms, used by the ancient dissolute Persians from the day of Zoroaster. Cannabis sativa produces an intoxicant that in Turkey is known as hadschy, in Arabia and India as hashish, and to the Hottentots as dacha, and serves as a drunkard's food in other lands. The fruit of the juniper produces gin, and the fermented juice of the grape, or malt liquors, in all civilized countries are the favorite intoxicants, their origin being lost in antiquity. Other substances, such as palm, apples, dates, and pomegranates have also been universally employed as drink producers.
The Nubians make a barley beer called bouze and also a wine from the palm tree. The people of Africa collect the clear, sweet juice of the palm tree into a gourd in the morning, and by night it turns into a strong intoxicant. The natives of the Malayan Archipelago ferment and drink the sap from coconut flower stems. The Tartar tribes create an intoxicating drink from mare's milk called koomis. In South America, the natives consume a terrible drink called cana, distilled from sugar cane, and in the Sandwich Islands, the shrub kava provides the intoxicating kava-kava, which is drunk by everyone from kings to slaves, mothers to children. In the heart of Africa, some tribes make legyce from cereal and indulge in wild celebrations over their drink. Before Columbus discovered America, the Native Americans made an intoxicating drink from maple tree sap. The national drink of Mexico is pulque, a harsh intoxicant made from the Agave Americana. Mead is an alcoholic drink made from honey and is used in many countries. In China, wine has been consumed since ancient times, and if it weren't for the influence of their philosophers, especially Confucius, who foresaw the consequences, the Chinese nation might have suffered greatly from drunkenness. Opium, a dangerous substance that has enslaved millions, is a narcotic intoxicant that can be either a friend, a companion, or a master, depending on how people engage with it. History does not specify when it was introduced to humanity. In South America, the cocoa leaf is a stimulant nearly as feared as opium. The juice from a type of asclepias produces the intoxicant soma, once used by Brahmins not only as a drink but also in religious ceremonies. Various flavored liquors made from palm, coconuts, sugar, pepper, honey, and spices have been used by native Hindus and have served as intoxicants in India since ancient times. The Vedic people were known for their excessive drinking habits, and many pages of the sacred text, the Rig-Veda, discuss drunkenness. The worst alcoholics in India used Indian hemp to make bhang or mixed the deadly narcotic stramonium with arrack, a local beer, to create a harmful intoxicant. Back then, the people of India and China were known for their alcoholic depravity, and without the reforms of their wise leaders, they would have likely perished. Parahaoma, or 'homa,' is an intoxicant made from a now-lost plant with yellow flowers, used by ancient, dissolute Persians since the time of Zoroaster. Cannabis sativa produces an intoxicant known in Turkey as hadschy, in Arabia and India as hashish, and to the Hottentots as dacha, serving as food for drunkards in other regions. The fruit of the juniper is used to make gin, and the fermented juice of grapes or malt liquors are the preferred intoxicants in all civilized societies, with their origins lost in history. Other substances like palm, apples, dates, and pomegranates have also been universally used to produce drinks.
"Go where you will, man's tendency seems to be towards the bowl that inebriates, and yet it is not the use but the abuse of intoxicants that man has to dread. Could he be temperate, exhilarants would befriend."
"Wherever you go, it seems that people tend to gravitate towards drinks that get them drunk, but it's not the consumption itself that poses a threat—it's the excessive use of intoxicants that people should fear. If one could practice moderation, then these uplifting substances could actually be beneficial."
"But here," I replied, "in this underground land, where food is free, and existence possible without an effort, this shameful vice has no existence. Here there is no incentive to intemperance, and even though man were present with his inherent passion for drink, he could not find means to gratify his appetite."
"But here," I replied, "in this underground land, where food is free and living requires no effort, this shameful vice doesn't exist. There’s no reason for excess here, and even if a person were present with their natural desire for drink, they wouldn't be able to satisfy that craving."
"Ah," my guide replied, "that is an error. Why should this part of the earth prove an exception to the general rule? Nature always supplies the means, and man's instinct teaches him how to prepare an intoxicant. So long as man is human his passions will rule. If you should prove unequal to the task you have undertaken, if you shrink from your journey, and turn back, the chances are you will fail to reach the surface of the earth. You will surely stop in the chamber which we now approach, and which I have now prepared you to enter, and will then become one of a band of earth drunkards; having all the lower passions of a mortal you will yet be lost to the virtues of man. In this chamber those who falter and turn back, stop and remain for all time, sinking until they become lower in the human scale than any drunkard on earth. Without any restraining influence, without a care, without necessity of food or incentive to exertion, in this habitation where heat and cold are unknown, and no motive for self-preservation exists, they turn their thoughts toward the ruling passion of mankind and—Listen! Do you not hear them? Listen!"[Pg 238]
"Ah," my guide replied, "that's a mistake. Why should this part of the world be any different from the rest? Nature always provides the means, and human instinct teaches us how to create an intoxicant. As long as people are human, their passions will take charge. If you find yourself unable to handle the task you’ve taken on, if you back out of your journey and turn around, chances are you'll never reach the surface. You’ll definitely stop in the chamber we’re approaching now, which I’ve prepared you to enter, and you’ll become part of a group of earthbound drunks; even with all the basic human desires, you’ll lose the virtues of being human. In this chamber, those who hesitate and turn back will stop and remain forever, sinking until they are lower than any drunk on earth. Without any restraint, without worries, without the need for food or a reason to act, in this place where heat and cold don’t exist and there’s no reason for self-preservation, they fixate on the main passion of humanity and—Listen! Can’t you hear them? Listen!"[Pg 238]
CHAPTER XXXVII.
THE DRUNKARD'S VOICE.
Then I noticed a medley of sounds seemingly rising out of the depths beyond us. The noise was not such as to lead me to infer that persons were speaking coherently, but rather resembled a jargon such as might come from a multitude of persons talking indiscriminately and aimlessly. It was a constant volley, now rising and now falling in intensity, as though many persons regardless of one another were chanting different tunes in that peculiar sing-song tone often characteristic of the drunkard. As we advanced, the noise became louder and more of a medley, until at last we were surrounded by confusion. Then a single voice rose up strong and full, and at once, from about us, close to us, yes, against our very persons, cries and shrieks unearthly smote my ears. I could distinguish words of various tongues, English, Irish, German, and many unfamiliar and disjointed cries, imprecations, and maledictions. The cavern about seemed now to be resonant with voices,—shrieks, yells, and maniacal cries commingled,—and yet no form appeared. As we rushed onward, for now my guide grasped my arm tightly and drew me rapidly down the cavern floor, the voices subsided, and at length sounded as if behind us. Now however it seemed as though innumerable arrows, each possessed of a whistle or tone of its own, were in wave-like gusts shrieking by us. Coming from in front, they burst in the rear. Stopping to listen, I found that a connection could be traced between the screech of the arrow-like shriek, and a drunkard's distant voice. It seemed as though a rocket made of an escaping voice would scream past, and bursting in the cavern behind, liberate a human cry. Now and then all but a few would subside, to burst out with increased violence, as if a flight of rockets each with a cry of its own would rush past, to be followed after their explosion by a medley of maniacal cries, songs, shrieks, and groans, commingled. It[Pg 239] was as though a shell containing a voice that escaped slowly as by pressure from an orifice, were fired past my ears, to explode and liberate the voice within my hearing. The dreadful utterance was not an echo, was not hallucination, it was real.
Then I noticed a mix of sounds seemingly rising up from the depths ahead of us. The noise didn’t suggest that people were speaking clearly; instead, it sounded like a jumble of voices babbling randomly and aimlessly. It was a constant barrage, rising and falling in intensity, as if many people, ignoring each other, were chanting different tunes in that strange sing-song tone often heard from drunk people. As we moved forward, the noise grew louder and more chaotic until we were surrounded by confusion. Suddenly, a single voice stood out, strong and clear, and instantly, from around us, close to us, even against us, unearthly cries and shrieks hit my ears. I could make out words in several languages: English, Irish, German, along with many strange and disjointed utterances, curses, and insults. The cavern now seemed alive with voices—screams, yells, and insane cries mixed together—but no figures appeared. As we moved quickly, my guide clutched my arm tightly and pulled me down the cavern floor; the voices began to fade and eventually sounded as if they were behind us. However, it felt as if endless arrows, each with its own whistle or tone, were zipping past us in waves. They came from the front and burst out behind. When I stopped to listen, I noticed a connection between the piercing shriek of the arrow-like noise and a distant drunkard's voice. It felt like a rocket made from a escaping voice would scream past, and then explode in the cavern behind us, releasing a human cry. Now and then, all but a few voices would quiet down, only to erupt again with even more force, as if a volley of rockets, each with its own scream, would rush past, followed by a mixed chorus of insane cries, songs, screams, and groans. It was as if a shell containing a voice escaped slowly like pressure from a hole, firing past my ears to explode and release the sound within my reach. That dreadful noise was not an echo, not a hallucination; it was real.
I stopped and looked at my guide in amazement. He explained: "Did you not sometime back experience that your own voice was thrown from your body?"
I paused and stared at my guide in astonishment. He explained, "Did you not a while ago feel your own voice come out of your body?"
"Yes," I answered.
"Yes," I replied.
"These crazed persons or rather experiences depraved, are shouting in the cavern beyond," he said. "They are in front; their voices pass us to burst into expression in the rear."
"These crazy people, or rather these twisted experiences, are shouting in the cave up ahead," he said. "They're right in front; their voices reach us and then explode into sound behind us."
Then, even as he spoke, from a fungus stalk near us, a hideous creature unfolded itself, and shambled to my side. It had the frame of a man, and yet it moved like a serpent, writhing towards me. I stepped back in horror, but the tall, ungainly creature reached out an arm and grasped me tightly. Leaning over he placed his hideous mouth close to my ear, and moaned: "Back, back, go thou back."
Then, even as he spoke, from a fungus stalk nearby, a grotesque creature emerged and shuffled to my side. It had the body of a man, but it moved like a snake, twisting toward me. I stepped back in fear, but the tall, awkward creature reached out an arm and grabbed me tightly. Leaning in, he placed his ghastly mouth close to my ear and moaned, "Back, back, go back."
I made no reply, being horror-stricken.
I didn't respond, frozen in horror.
"Back, I say, back to earth, or"—
"Back, I say, back to earth, or"—
He hesitated, and still possessed of fear, and unable to reply, I was silent.
He hesitated, still feeling scared and unable to respond, so I stayed quiet.
"Then go on," he said, "on to your destiny, unhappy man," and slinking back to the fungus whence he arose, he disappeared from sight.
"Then go ahead," he said, "toward your fate, miserable man," and slinking back to the mushroom where he came from, he vanished from view.
"Come," said my guide, "let us pass the Drunkard's Den. This was but a straggler; nerve yourself, for his companions will soon surround us."[Pg 240]
"Come," my guide said, "let's get past the Drunkard's Den. This guy is just a loner; get ready, because his friends will show up any minute."[Pg 240]
CHAPTER XXXVIII.
THE DRUNKARD'S DEN.
As we progressed the voices in our rear became more faint, and yet the whistling volleys of screeching voice bombs passed us as before. I shuddered in anticipation of the sight that was surely to meet our gaze, and could not but tremble for fear. Then I stopped and recoiled, for at my very feet I beheld a huge, living human head. It rested on the solid rock, and had I not stopped suddenly when I did, I would have kicked it at the next leap. The eyes of the monster were fixed in supplication on my face; the great brow indicated intelligence, the finely-cut mouth denoted refinement, the well-modeled head denoted brain, but the whole constituted a monster. The mouth opened, and a whizzing, arrow voice swept past, and was lost in the distance.
As we moved forward, the voices behind us became quieter, but the whistling blasts of screaming bombs still zipped past us as before. I felt a shiver of dread at the sight that was bound to confront us and couldn't help but tremble in fear. Suddenly, I stopped and recoiled, for right at my feet, I saw a huge, living human head. It rested on the solid rock, and if I hadn't halted just then, I would have kicked it on my next step. The monster's eyes were fixed on my face in a plea; its large brow showed intelligence, its finely shaped mouth indicated sophistication, and its well-formed head suggested intellect, yet it all made for a grotesque creature. The mouth opened, and a whirring, piercing voice zipped past, fading into the distance.
"What is this?" I gasped.
"What is this?" I exclaimed.
"The fate of a drunkard," my guide replied. "This was once an intelligent man, but now he has lost his body, and enslaved his soul, in the den of drink beyond us, and has been brought here by his comrades, who thus rid themselves of his presence. Here he must rest eternally. He can not move, he has but one desire, drink, and that craving, deeper than life, can not be satiated."
"The fate of a drunk," my guide said. "He used to be a smart guy, but now he’s lost his body and trapped his soul in the bar we see over there. His friends brought him here to get rid of him. He has to stay here forever. He can’t move, and all he wants is a drink, but that craving, stronger than life itself, can never be satisfied."
"But he desires to speak; speak lower, man, or head of man, if you wish me to know your wants," I said, and leaned toward him.
"But he wants to talk; lower your voice, man, or head of man, if you want me to understand what you need," I said, leaning toward him.
Then the monster whispered, and I caught the words:
Then the monster whispered, and I heard the words:
"Back, back, go thou back!"
"Go back, go back!"
I made no reply.
I didn't respond.
"Back I say, back to earth or"—
"Back I say, back to earth or"—
Still I remained silent.
I still stayed silent.
"Then go on," he said; "on to your destiny, unhappy man."
"Then go ahead," he said; "toward your fate, unfortunate man."
"This is horrible," I muttered.[Pg 241]
"This is awful," I whispered.[Pg 241]
"Come," said the guide, "let us proceed."
"Come on," said the guide, "let's go."
And we moved onward.
And we continued on.
Now I perceived many such heads about us, all resting upright on the stony floor. Some were silent, others were shouting, others still were whispering and endeavoring to attract my attention. As we hurried on I saw more and more of these abnormal creatures. Some were in rows, resting against each other, leaving barely room for us to pass between, but at last, much to my relief, we left them behind us.
Now I saw many heads around us, all resting upright on the stony floor. Some were silent, others were shouting, and some were whispering, trying to get my attention. As we hurried on, I noticed more and more of these strange beings. Some were lined up, leaning against each other, barely leaving enough space for us to squeeze through, but finally, to my relief, we left them behind.
But I found that I had no cause for congratulation, when I felt myself clutched by a powerful hand—a hand as large as that of a man fifty feet in height. I looked about expecting to see a gigantic being, but instead beheld a shrunken pigmy. The whole man seemed but a single hand—a Brobdingnag hand affixed to the body of a Liliputian.
But I realized that I had no reason to celebrate when I felt myself grabbed by a huge hand—a hand as big as that of a man fifty feet tall. I looked around, expecting to see a giant, but instead I saw a tiny person. The whole man seemed like just one hand—a massive hand attached to the body of a little person.
"Do not struggle," said the guide; "listen to what he wishes to impart."
"Don't fight it," said the guide; "pay attention to what he wants to share."
I leaned over, placing my ear close to the mouth of the monstrosity.
I leaned in, putting my ear right next to the mouth of the creature.
"Back, back, go thou back," it whispered.
"Go back, go back," it whispered.
"What have I to fear?" I asked.
"What do I have to be afraid of?" I asked.
"Back, I say, back to earth, or"—
"Back, I say, back to earth, or"—
"Or what?" I said.
"Or what?" I said.
"Then go on; on to your destiny, unhappy man," he answered, and the hand loosed its grasp.
"Then go ahead; go toward your destiny, unhappy man," he replied, and the hand released its grip.
My guide drew me onward.
My guide led me forward.
Then, from about us, huge hands arose; on all sides they waved in the air; some were closed and were shaken as clenched fists, others moved aimlessly with spread fingers, others still pointed to the passage we had traversed, and in a confusion of whispers I heard from the pigmy figures a babble of cries, "Back, back, go thou back." Again I hesitated, the strain upon my nerves was becoming unbearable; I glanced backward and saw a swarm of misshaped diminutive forms, each holding up a monstrous arm and hand. The passage behind us was closed against retreat. Every form possessed but one hand, the other and the entire body seemingly had been drawn into this abnormal member. While I thus meditated, momentarily, as by a single thought each hand closed, excepting the index finger,[Pg 242] and in unison each finger pointed towards the open way in front, and like shafts from a thousand bows I felt the voices whiz past me, and then from the rear came the reverberation as a complex echo, "Then go on; on to your destiny, unhappy man."
Then, from around us, huge hands appeared; they waved in the air from all directions. Some were closed and shaken like clenched fists, others moved aimlessly with spread fingers, and some pointed to the path we had just taken. In a confusing swirl of whispers, I heard from the tiny figures a jumble of cries, "Back, back, go back." I hesitated again; the tension on my nerves was becoming unbearable. I glanced back and saw a swarm of misshapen, small figures, each holding up a gigantic arm and hand. The passage behind us was blocked against retreat. Each figure had only one hand; the other arm and the entire body seemed to have been pulled into this abnormal limb. While I pondered this for a moment, as if by a single thought, each hand closed up except for the index finger, and together, each finger pointed towards the open path ahead. I felt the voices rush past me like arrows from a thousand bows, and then from behind came the echoing response, "Then go on; on to your destiny, unhappy man."
Instinctively I sprang forward, and had it not been for the restraining hand of my guide would have rushed wildly into passages that might have ended my misery, for God only knows what those unseen corridors contained. I was aware of that which lay behind, and was only intent on escaping from the horrid figures already passed.
Instinctively, I jumped forward, and if it hadn’t been for my guide holding me back, I would have dashed blindly into hallways that could have ended my suffering, because only God knows what those hidden paths held. I was aware of what was behind me and just focused on getting away from the awful figures I had already seen.

"Hold," whispered the guide; "as you value your life, stop."
"Wait," whispered the guide; "if you care about your life, stop."
And then exerting a power that I could not withstand, he held me a struggling prisoner.[Pg 243]
And then, using a strength I couldn’t resist, he kept me as a struggling captive.[Pg 243]
"Listen," he said, "have you not observed that these creatures do not seek to harm you? Have not all of them spoken kindly, have any offered violence?"
"Listen," he said, "haven't you noticed that these creatures aren't trying to harm you? Haven't they all spoken kindly, has anyone been violent?"
"No," I replied, "but they are horrible."
"No," I replied, "but they're terrible."
"That they realize; but fearing that you will prove to be as weak as they have been, and will become as they are now, they warn you back. However, I say to you, if you have courage sufficient, you need have no fear. Come, rely on me, and do not be surprised at anything that appears."
"That they understand; but worried that you'll be as weak as they were and end up like they are now, they urge you to hold back. However, I say to you, if you have enough courage, you don’t need to be afraid. Come, trust me, and don't be shocked by anything that happens."
Again we went forward. I realized now my utter helplessness. I became indifferent again; I could neither retrace my footsteps alone, nor guide them forward in the path I was to pursue. I submissively relied on my guide, and as stoical as he appeared to be, I moved onward to new scenes.
Again we moved ahead. I now understood my complete helplessness. I became indifferent once more; I could neither go back alone nor lead them forward on the path I needed to take. I passively depended on my guide, and as stoic as he seemed, I continued on to new experiences.
We came to a great chamber which, as we halted on its edge, seemed to be a prodigious amphitheater. In its center a rostrum-like stone of a hundred feet in diameter, flat and circular on the top, reared itself about twelve feet above the floor, and to the base of this rostrum the floor of the room sloped evenly. The amphitheater was fully a thousand feet in diameter, of great height, and the floor was literally alive with grotesque beings. Imagination could not depict an abnormal human form that did not exhibit itself to my startled gaze. One peculiarity now presented itself to my mind; each abnormal part seemed to be created at the expense of the remainder of the body. Thus, to my right I beheld a single leg, fully twelve feet in height, surmounted by a puny human form, which on this leg, hopped ludicrously away. I saw close behind this huge limb a great ear attached to a small head and body; then a nose so large that the figure to which it was attached was forced to hold the face upward, in order to prevent the misshaped organ from rubbing on the stony floor. Here a gigantic forehead rested on a shrunken face and body, and there a pair of enormous feet were walking, seemingly attached to the body of a child, and yet the face was that of a man. If an artist were to attempt to create as many revolting figures as possible, each with some member out of proportion to the rest of the body, he could not add one form to those upon this floor. And yet, I again observed that each exaggerated organ seemed to have drawn itself into[Pg 244] existence by absorbing the remainder of the body. We stood on the edge of this great room, and I pondered the scene before my eyes. At length my guide broke the silence:
We arrived at a huge room that, as we paused at its entrance, looked like an enormous amphitheater. In the center, there was a rostrum-like stone, about a hundred feet wide, flat and round on top, rising around twelve feet above the floor, with the room's floor sloping evenly toward its base. The amphitheater was at least a thousand feet in diameter, tall, and the floor was teeming with bizarre creatures. My imagination couldn't quite picture any odd human form that didn't appear before my shocked eyes. One thing struck me; each abnormal feature seemed to come at the expense of the rest of the body. To my right, I saw a single leg, standing twelve feet tall, topped by a tiny human form, which hilariously hopped away on that leg. Right behind this enormous limb, there was a giant ear attached to a small head and body; then a nose so big that the figure it belonged to had to tilt their face upward to keep the oddly shaped nose off the ground. There was a giant forehead resting on a shrunken face and body, and then a pair of huge feet walking, seemingly connected to a child's body, but with the face of a man. If an artist were to try to create as many disturbing figures as possible, each with some body part out of proportion, they couldn't come up with anything to add to those on the floor. Yet, I noticed again that each exaggerated feature seemed to have emerged by consuming the rest of the body. We stood at the edge of this vast space, and I contemplated the scene in front of me. Finally, my guide broke the silence:
"You must cross this floor; no other passage is known. Mark well my words, heed my advice."
"You need to cross this floor; there’s no other way through. Pay attention to what I’m saying, follow my advice."
"This is the Drunkards' Den. These men are lost to themselves and to the world. Every member of this assembly once passed onward as you are now doing, in charge of a guide. They failed to reach the goal to which you aspire, and retreating, reached this chamber, to become victims to the drink habit. Some of these creatures have been here for ages, others only for a short period."
"This is the Drunkards' Den. These men are lost to themselves and to the world. Every member of this group once moved forward like you are now, guided by someone. They couldn’t reach the goal you’re aiming for and, in their retreat, ended up in this place, becoming victims of their drinking habits. Some of these people have been here for a long time, while others just for a little while."
"Why are they so distorted?" I asked.
"Why do they look so distorted?" I asked.
"Because matter is now only partly subservient to will," he replied. "The intellect and mind of a drunkard on surface earth becomes abnormal by the influence of an intoxicant, but his real form is unseen, although evidently misshapen and partly subject to the perception of a few only of his fellow men. Could you see the inner form of an earth surface drunkard, you would perceive as great a mental monstrosity as is any physical monster now before you, and of the two the physically abnormal creature is really the least objectionable. Could you see the mind configurations of an assembly of surface earth topers, you would perceive a class of beings as much distorted mentally as are these physically. A drunkard is a monstrosity. On surface earth the mind becomes abnormal; here the body suffers."
"Because matter is only partially controlled by will now," he replied. "The intellect and mind of a drunkard on the surface of the earth become distorted due to the influence of alcohol, but his true form is hidden, though clearly misshapen and only partially recognized by a few of his fellow humans. If you could see the inner form of someone who is drunk on the surface, you would notice a mental distortion as significant as any physical monster you see before you, and of the two, the physically abnormal creature is actually the less troubling. If you could see the mental configurations of a group of surface earth drinkers, you would notice a group as mentally distorted as they are physically. A drunkard is a monstrosity. On the surface, the mind becomes abnormal; here, the body suffers."
"Why is it," I asked, "that parts of these creatures shrink away as some special organ increases?"
"Why is it," I asked, "that parts of these creatures shrink as a specific organ grows?"
"Because the abnormal member can grow only by abstracting its substance from the other portions of the body. An increasing arm enlarges itself by drawing its strength from the other parts, hence the body withers as the hand enlarges, and in turn the hand shrinks when the leg increases in size. The total weight of the individual remains about the same.
"Because the abnormal limb can only grow by using the resources from the rest of the body. An enlarging arm takes its strength from other parts, so the body shrinks as the hand grows, and conversely, the hand gets smaller when the leg grows bigger. The overall weight of the person stays roughly the same."
"Men on earth judge of men not by what they are, but by what they seem to be. The physical form is apparent to the sense of sight, the real man is unseen. However, as the boot that encloses a foot can not altogether hide the form of the foot within, so the body that encloses the life entity, can not but[Pg 245] exhibit here and there the character of the dominating spirit within. Thus a man's features may grow to indicate the nature of the enclosed spirit, for the controlling character of that spirit will gradually impress itself on the material part of man. Even on surface earth, where the matter side of man dominates, a vicious spirit will produce a villainous countenance, a mediocre mind a vapid face, and an amorous soul will even protrude the anterior part of the skull.
"People judge others not by who they really are, but by how they appear. The physical form is visible to the eye, while the true person is hidden. However, just as a boot that covers a foot can't completely conceal the foot's shape, the body that holds the life force can't help but show bits of the character of the spirit inside. Over time, a person's facial features may start to reflect the nature of their inner spirit, because the dominant traits of that spirit will gradually leave their mark on the physical body. Even in our earthly existence, where the material aspects of life are paramount, a wicked spirit will create a sinister appearance, an average mind will produce a dull face, and a passionate soul will even change the shape of the front of the skull."
"Carry the same law to this location, and it will be seen that as mind, or spirit, is here the master, and matter is the slave, the same rule should, under natural law, tend to produce such abnormal figures as you perceive. Hence the part of a man's spirit that is endowed most highly sways the corresponding part of his physical body at the expense of the remainder. Gradually the form is altered under the relaxing influence of this fearful intra-earth intoxicant, and eventually but one organ remains to tell of the symmetrical man who formerly existed. Then, when he is no longer capable of self-motion, the comrades carry the drunkard's fate, which is here the abnormal being you have seen, into the selected corridor, and deposit it among others of its kind, as in turn the bearers are destined sometime to be carried by others. We reached this cavern through a corridor in which heads and arms were abnormal, but in others may be found great feet, great legs, or other portions of self-abused man.
"Bring the same law to this place, and you'll see that since the mind, or spirit, is in charge here while matter is subordinate, the same principle should, according to natural law, lead to the unusual shapes you notice. Therefore, the most developed part of a person’s spirit greatly influences the corresponding part of their physical body, often at the cost of the rest. Gradually, the form changes under the weakening effect of this dangerous underground substance, and eventually only one organ remains to indicate the once-symmetrical person who existed. Then, when he can no longer move by himself, his friends carry the drunkard’s fate, represented by the abnormal being you've seen, into the chosen corridor, placing it among others like it, just as the bearers are destined to be carried by others at some point. We accessed this cave through a corridor where heads and arms were distorted, while in other areas, you might find large feet, long legs, or other parts of a self-abused person."
"I should tell you, furthermore, that on surface earth a drunkard is not less abnormal than these creatures; but men can not see the form of the drunkard's spirit. Could they perceive the image of the real man life that corresponds to the material part, it would appear not less distorted and hideous. The soul of a mortal protrudes from the visible body as down expands from a thistle seed, but it is invisible. Drink drives the spirit of an earth-surface drunkard to unnatural forms, not less grotesque than these physical distortions. Could you see the real drunkard on surface earth he would be largely outside the body shell, and hideous in the extreme. As a rule, the spirit of an earth-surface drunkard dominates the nose and face, and if mortal man could be suddenly gifted with the sense of mind-sight, they would find themselves surrounded by persons as[Pg 246] misshapen as any delirious imagination can conjure. Luckily for humanity this scene is as yet withheld from man, for life would otherwise be a fearful experience, because man has not the power to resist the temptation to abuse drink."
"I should also tell you that on the surface of the earth, a drunkard is just as abnormal as these creatures; but people can't see the shape of a drunkard's spirit. If they could visualize the essence of the real man that corresponds to the physical part, it would appear just as distorted and grotesque. The soul of a mortal extends from the visible body like down from a thistle seed, yet it remains unseen. Alcohol drives the spirit of a surface drunkard into unnatural forms, no less bizarre than these physical distortions. If you could see the true form of a drunkard on the surface, it would largely be outside of the physical body and extremely repulsive. Generally, the spirit of a surface drunkard overwhelms the nose and face, and if a mortal man suddenly gained the ability to perceive minds, they would find themselves surrounded by people as[Pg 246] misshapen as any wild imagination could think up. Thankfully, this vision is still hidden from humanity, as life would otherwise be a terrifying experience, because people lack the strength to resist the temptation to misuse alcohol."
"Tell me," I said, "how long will those beings rest in these caverns?"
"Tell me," I said, "how long will those beings stay in these caverns?"
"They have been here for ages," replied the guide; "they are doomed to remain for ages yet."
"They’ve been here forever," replied the guide, "and they’re stuck here for an eternity."
"You have intimated that if my courage fails I will return to this cavern and become as they are. Now that you have warned me of my doom, do you imagine that anything, even sudden death, can swerve me from my journey? Death is surely preferable to such an existence as this."
"You've hinted that if I lose my courage, I'll come back to this cave and become like them. Now that you've told me about my fate, do you really think anything, even sudden death, could make me turn back? Death is definitely better than a life like this."
"Do not be so confident. Every individual before you has had the same opportunity, and has been warned as you have been. They could not undergo the test to which they were subjected, and you may fail. Besides, on surface earth are not men constantly confronted with the doom of the drunkard, and do they not, in the face of this reality, turn back and seek his caverns? The journey of life is not so fearful that they should become drunkards to shrink from its responsibilities. You have reached this point in safety. You have passed the sentinels without, and will soon be accosted by the band before us. Listen well now to my advice. A drunkard always seeks to gain companions, to draw others down to his own level, and you will be tried as never have you been before. Taste not their liquor by whatever form or creature presented. They have no power to harm him who has courage to resist. If they entreat you, refuse; if they threaten, refuse; if they offer inducements, refuse to drink. Let your answer be No, and have no fear. If your strength fail you, mark well my"—
"Don’t be so sure of yourself. Everyone before you has had the same chance and has been warned just like you. They couldn't handle the challenges they faced, and you might not make it either. Besides, aren’t there people out there constantly facing the consequences of drinking? And don’t they, in light of this reality, go back and seek out their bars? Life isn’t so terrifying that they should turn to alcohol to escape its responsibilities. You’ve made it this far safely. You’ve passed the guards outside, and soon you’ll be approached by the group in front of us. Pay close attention to my advice now. A drunkard always tries to find friends, to drag others down to his level, and you will be tested like never before. Don’t taste their drinks in any form or from any source. They have no power over someone who has the courage to resist. If they beg you, say no; if they threaten you, say no; if they offer you something enticing, refuse to drink. Let your answer be No, and don’t be afraid. If your strength wavers, remember my words."
Before he could complete his sentence I felt a pressure, as of a great wind, and suddenly found myself seized in an embrace irresistible, and then, helpless as a feather, was swept out into the cavern of the drunkards.[Pg 247]
Before he could finish his sentence, I felt a strong force, like a powerful wind, and suddenly found myself caught in an overwhelming embrace. Then, as helpless as a feather, I was swept into the cave of the drunkards.[Pg 247]
CHAPTER XXXIX.
AMONG THE DRUNKARDS.
I remember once to have stood on the edge of Niagara's great whirlpool, but not more fearful did its seething waters then seem than did the semi-human whirl into which I had now been plunged. Whether my guide had been aware of the coming move that separated us I never knew, but, as his words were interrupted, I infer that he was not altogether ready to part from my company. Be this as it may, he disappeared from sight, and, as by a concerted move, the cries of the drunkards subsided instantly. I found myself borne high in the air, perched on a huge hand that was carried by its semi-human comrades. It seemed as though the contents of that vast hall had been suddenly thrown beneath me, for, as I looked about, I saw all around a sea of human fragments, living, moving parts of men. Round and round that hall we circled as an eddy whirls in a rock-bound basin, and not less silently than does the water of an eddy. Then I perceived that the disjointed mass of humanity moved as a spiral, in unison, throbbing like a vitalized stream, bearing me submissively on its surface. Gradually the distance between myself and the center stone lessened, and then I found that, as if carried in the groove of a gigantic living spiral, I was being swept towards the stone platform in the center of the room. There was method in the movements of the drunkards, although I could not analyze the intricacies of their complex reel.
I remember once standing on the edge of Niagara's great whirlpool, but the raging waters seemed less frightening than the semi-human chaos I found myself in now. I never knew if my guide was aware of the upcoming separation, but judging by the interruption in his words, I suspect he wasn't quite ready to leave me. Regardless, he vanished from sight, and, as if on cue, the shouts of the drunkards quieted instantly. I found myself lifted high into the air, balanced on a huge hand carried by its semi-human companions. It felt like the contents of that vast hall had suddenly been thrown beneath me, for as I looked around, I saw a sea of human fragments, living, moving parts of men. We circled around that hall like an eddy in a rock-bound basin, just as silently as the water of an eddy. Then I realized that the disjointed mass of humanity moved in a spiral, together, pulsing like a vitalized stream, carrying me gently on its surface. Gradually, the distance between me and the center stone decreased, and I discovered that, as if caught in the groove of a massive living spiral, I was being drawn toward the stone platform in the middle of the room. There was a method to the movements of the drunkards, even though I couldn't understand the complexities of their intricate dance.
Finally I was borne to the center stone, and by a sudden toss of the hand, in the palm of which I was seated, I was thrown upon the raised platform. Then in unison the troop swung around the stone, and I found myself gazing on a mass of vitalized fragments of humanity. Quickly a figure sprung upon the platform, and in him I discerned a seemingly perfect man. He came to my side and grasped my hand as if he were a friend.[Pg 248]
Finally, I was taken to the center stone, and with a sudden flick of the hand that I was resting in, I was thrown onto the raised platform. Then, together, the group moved around the stone, and I found myself looking at a bunch of energized people. Quickly, a figure jumped onto the platform, and I could see that he looked like a perfect man. He came to my side and took my hand as if we were friends.[Pg 248]
"Do not fear," he said; "obey our request, and you will not be harmed."
"Don’t be afraid," he said; "follow our request, and you won’t be hurt."
"What do you desire?" I asked.
"What do you want?" I asked.
He pointed to the center of the stone, and I saw thereon many gigantic, inverted fungus bowls. The gills of some had been crushed to a pulp, and had saturated themselves with liquid which, perhaps by a species of fermentation, had undergone a structural change; others were as yet intact; others still contained men intently cutting the gills into fragments and breaking the fruit preparatory to further manipulation.
He pointed to the center of the stone, and I saw many huge, upside-down mushroom bowls there. The gills of some had been mashed into a pulp and soaked up liquid that, maybe through some kind of fermentation, had changed its structure; others were still intact; others still had men focused on chopping the gills into pieces and breaking the fruit in preparation for more processing.
"You are to drink with us," he replied.
"You should join us for a drink," he said.
"No," I said; "I will not drink."
"No," I said. "I won't drink."
"Then you must die; to refuse to drink with us is to invite death."
"Then you have to die; refusing to drink with us is asking for death."
"So mote it be; I will not drink."
"So be it; I will not drink."
We stood facing each other, apparently both meditating on the situation.
We stood facing each other, both seemingly reflecting on the situation.
I remember to have been surprised, not that the man before me had been able to spring from the floor to the table rock on which I stood, but that so fair a personage could have been a companion of the monstrosities about me. He was a perfect type of manhood, and was exquisitely clothed in a loose, flowing robe that revealed and heightened the beauty of his symmetrical form. His face was fair, yet softly tinted with rich, fresh color; his hair and beard were neatly trimmed; his manner was polished, and his countenance frank and attractive. The contrast between the preternatural shapes from among whom he sprung and himself was as between a demon and an angel. I marveled that I had not perceived him before, for such a one should have been conspicuous because so fair; but I reflected that it was quite natural that among the thousands of grotesque persons about me, one attractive form should have escaped notice. Presently he spoke again, seemingly having repented of his display of temper.
I remember being surprised, not that the man in front of me was able to jump from the floor to the table rock where I stood, but that someone so handsome could be a companion to the strange beings around me. He was a perfect example of manhood, dressed in a loose, flowing robe that accentuated the beauty of his well-proportioned body. His face was fair, yet subtly colored with a rich, fresh hue; his hair and beard were neatly groomed; his demeanor was polished, and his expression was open and attractive. The contrast between the bizarre figures among whom he emerged and himself was like the difference between a demon and an angel. I wondered why I hadn’t noticed him before, since someone so appealing should have stood out, but then I realized it made sense that, among the thousands of unusual people around me, one charming figure might have gone unnoticed. Soon, he spoke again, as if regretting his earlier display of temper.
"I am a friend," he said; "a deliverer. I will serve you as I have others before you. Lean on me, listen to my story, accept my proffered friendship."
"I’m a friend," he said. "I’m here to help you. I’ll support you like I have for others before you. Rely on me, hear my story, and accept my friendship."
Then he continued: "When you have rested, I will guide you in safety back to upper earth, and restore you to your friends."[Pg 249]
Then he continued, "Once you've rested, I'll safely guide you back to the surface and reunite you with your friends."[Pg 249]
I could not resist his pleasing promise. I suddenly and unaccountably believed in his sincerity. He impressed me with confidence in his truthfulness, yes, against my better judgment, convinced me that he must be a friend, a savior. Grasping him by the hand I thanked him for his interest in a disconsolate wanderer, and assured him of my confidence.
I couldn't resist his appealing promise. Out of nowhere, I started to believe in his sincerity. He made me confident in his honesty, even against my better judgment, convincing me that he had to be a friend, a savior. I grasped his hand, thanked him for caring about a lost wanderer, and assured him of my trust.
"I am in your hands," I said; "I will obey you implicitly. I thank you, my deliverer; lead me back to surface earth and receive the gratitude of a despairing mortal."
"I’m in your hands," I said; "I’ll follow your lead completely. Thank you, my savior; take me back to the surface and accept the appreciation of a hopeless soul."
"This I will surely do," he said; "rest your case in my hands, do not concern yourself in the least about your future. Before acquiescing in your desire, however, I will explain part of the experiences through which you have recently passed. You have been in the control of an evil spirit, and have been deceived. The grotesque figures, the abnormal beings about you, exist only in your disordered imagination. They are not real. These persons are happy and free from care or pain. They live in bliss inexpressible. They have a life within a life, and the outward expression that you have perceived is as the uncouth hide and figure that incloses the calm, peaceful eye of a toad. Look at their eyes, not at their seemingly distorted forms."
"I will absolutely take care of it," he said. "Leave it all to me, and don't worry about your future at all. But before I agree to what you want, I need to explain some of what you've been through lately. You've been under the influence of a negative presence and have been misled. The strange figures and odd beings around you only exist in your troubled mind. They aren’t real. These beings are happy and free from worry or pain. They live in unimaginable bliss. They have a deeper existence, and the way you've perceived them is like the rough exterior and shape that conceals the calm, peaceful eye of a toad. Focus on their eyes, not their seemingly distorted forms."
I turned to the throng and beheld a multitude of upturned faces mildly beaming upon me. As I glanced from eye to eye of each countenance, the repulsive figure disappeared from my view, and a sweet expression of innocence was all that was disclosed to me. I realized that I had judged by the outer garment. I had wronged these fellow-beings. A sense of remorse came over me, a desire to atone for my short-sightedness.
I turned to the crowd and saw a sea of smiling faces looking back at me. As I looked into each person's eyes, the unpleasant figure faded from my sight, revealing only a sweet expression of innocence. I realized that I had judged based on appearances. I had wronged these fellow humans. A wave of remorse washed over me, sparking a desire to make up for my poor judgment.
"What can I offer as a retribution?" I asked. "I have injured these people."
"What can I give as a repayment?" I asked. "I have hurt these people."
"Listen," was the reply. "These serene intelligences are happy. They are as a band of brothers. They seek to do you a kindness, to save you from disaster. One hour of experience such as they enjoy is worth a hundred years of the pleasures known to you. This delicious favor, an hour of bliss, they freely offer you, and after you have partaken of their exquisite joy, I will conduct you back to earth's surface whenever you desire to leave us." He emphasized the word, desire.
"Listen," was the reply. "These calm beings are happy. They are like a band of brothers. They want to do you a favor, to save you from trouble. One hour of the experience they have is worth a hundred years of the joys you know. This wonderful gift, an hour of happiness, they offer you freely, and after you’ve experienced their amazing joy, I will take you back to the earth's surface whenever you want to leave us." He stressed the word, want.
"I am ready," I replied; "give me this promised delight."[Pg 250]
"I’m ready," I replied. "Give me this promised pleasure."[Pg 250]
The genial allurer turned to the table rock behind us, and continued:
The charming person turned to the table rock behind us and continued:
"In these fungus bowls we foment the extract of life. The precious cordial is as a union of the quintessential spirits of joy, peace, tranquillity, happiness, and delight. Could man abstract from ecstasy the thing that underlies the sense that gives that word a meaning, his product would not approach the power of the potent liquids in these vessels."
"In these mushroom bowls, we brew the essence of life. This precious drink is a blend of the essential spirits of joy, peace, calm, happiness, and delight. If a person could separate from ecstasy the essence that gives that word its meaning, their creation still wouldn't come close to the power of the strong liquids in these vessels."
"Of what are they composed?" I asked.
"What's in them?" I asked.
"Of derivatives of the rarest species of the fungus family," he answered. "They are made by formulæ that are the result of thousands of years of experimentation. Come, let us not delay longer the hour of bliss."
"Of derivatives from the rarest types of fungi," he replied. "They are created using formulas that come from thousands of years of experimentation. Come, let’s not postpone our moment of joy any longer."
Taking me by the hand, my graceful comrade led me to the nearest bowl. Then on closer view I perceived that its contents were of a deep green color, and in active commotion, and although no vapor was apparent, a delightful sensation impressed my faculties. I am not sure that I inhaled at all,—the feeling was one of penetration, of subtile, magic absorption. My companion took a tiny shell which he dipped into the strange cauldron. Holding the tiny cup before me, he spoke the one word, "Drink."
Taking my hand, my graceful friend led me to the nearest bowl. Then, upon closer inspection, I noticed its contents were a deep green color and swirling around. Even though there was no visible vapor, I felt a delightful sensation wash over me. I'm not sure if I even inhaled—it was more like a penetrating, subtle, magical absorption. My companion took a small shell, dipped it into the strange mixture, and held the tiny cup out to me, saying just one word: "Drink."
Ready to acquiesce, forgetful of the warning I had received, I grasped the cup, and raised it to my lips, and as I did so chanced to glance at my tempter's face, and saw not the supposed friend I had formerly observed, but, as through a mask fair in outline, the countenance of an exulting demon, regarding me with a sardonic grin. In an instant he had changed from man to devil.
Ready to give in, forgetting the warning I had received, I picked up the cup and brought it to my lips. As I did, I happened to look at my tempter's face and saw not the supposed friend I had thought he was, but instead, like peering through a mask that looked good on the outside, I saw the face of a triumphant demon, looking at me with a sarcastic grin. In an instant, he transformed from man to devil.
I dashed the cup upon the rock. "No; I will not drink," I shouted.
I threw the cup against the rock. "No; I won't drink," I yelled.
Instantly the cavern rung with cries of rage. A thousand voices joined as by accord, and simultaneously the throng of fragments of men began to revolve again. The mysterious spiral seemed to unwind, but I could not catch the method of its movement. The motion was like that of an uncoiling serpent bisected lengthwise, the two halves of the body seeming to slide against each other. Gradually that part of the cavern near the stone on which I stood became clear of its occupants, and at last I perceived that the throng had receded to the outer edge.[Pg 251]
Instantly, the cave was filled with shouts of anger. A thousand voices joined together, and at the same time, the crowd of scattered men started to swirl again. The strange spiral seemed to unwind, but I couldn’t grasp how it was moving. The motion resembled that of a serpent uncoiling, its two halves seeming to slide against each other. Gradually, the area of the cave near the stone where I stood became clear of its occupants, and finally, I realized that the crowd had moved back to the outer edge.[Pg 251]
Then the encircling side walls of the amphitheater became visible, and as water sinks into sand, the medley of fragments of humanity disappeared from view.
Then the surrounding walls of the amphitheater came into view, and just like water soaking into sand, the mix of people vanished from sight.
I turned to my companion; he, too, had vanished. I glanced towards the liquor cauldrons; the stone was bare. I alone occupied the gigantic hall. No trace remained to tell of the throng that a short time previously had surrounded and mocked me.
I turned to my friend; he was gone too. I looked over at the liquor barrels; the stone was empty. I alone filled the huge hall. There was no sign left of the crowd that had surrounded and laughed at me just a little while ago.
Desolate, distracted, I threw myself upon the stone, and cursed my miserable self. "Come back," I cried, "come back. I will drink, drink, drink."[Pg 252]
Desperate and unfocused, I collapsed onto the stone and cursed my wretched self. "Come back," I shouted, "come back. I will drink, drink, drink."[Pg 252]
CHAPTER XL.
FURTHER TEMPTATION.—ETIDORHPA.
Then, as my voice reverberated from the outer recesses, I caught a sound as of music in the distance. I raised my head and listened—yes, surely there was music. The melody became clearly distinct, and soon my senses were aware that both vocal and instrumental music were combined. The airs which came floating were sweet, simple, and beautiful. The voices and accompanying strains approached, but I could distinguish no words. By and by, from the corridors of the cavern, troops of bright female forms floated into view. They were clad in robes ranging from pure white to every richest hue, contrasting strangely, and in the distance their rainbow brilliancy made a gorgeous spectacle. Some were fantastically attired in short gowns, such as I imagine were worn by the dancing girls of sacred history, others had kirtles of a single bright color, others of many shades intermingled, while others still were dressed in gauze-like fabrics of pure white.
Then, as my voice echoed from the far corners, I caught the sound of music in the distance. I lifted my head and listened—yes, there was definitely music. The melody became clear, and soon I realized that both singing and instrumental tunes were mixed together. The melodies drifting by were sweet, simple, and beautiful. The voices and accompanying sounds got closer, but I couldn’t make out any words. Eventually, from the caverns’ passageways, groups of bright female figures floated into view. They were dressed in robes that ranged from pure white to the richest colors, creating a striking contrast, and in the distance, their rainbow brilliance formed a stunning sight. Some were whimsically dressed in short gowns, like those worn by the dancing girls of ancient times; others wore single-color kirtles, some had gowns of multiple blended shades, while others were clad in sheer white fabrics.
As they filed into the cavern, and approached me, they formed into platoons, or into companies, and then, as dissolving views come and go, they presented first one and then another figure. Sometimes they would stretch in great circling lines around the hall, again they would form into squares, and again into geometrical figures of all shades and forms, but I observed that with every change they drew nearer to the stone on which I rested.
As they entered the cavern and approached me, they lined up in groups, like platoons or companies, and then, like shifting images, they showed one figure after another. Sometimes they would spread out in large circular lines around the hall, then they would form squares, and then take on all kinds of geometric shapes, but I noticed that with every change they got closer to the stone I was resting on.
They were now so near that their features could be distinguished, and never before had I seen such loveliness in human mold. Every face was as perfect as a master's picture of the Madonna, and yet no two seemed to possess the same type of beauty. Some were of dark complexion with glossy, raven hair, others were fair with hair ranging from light brown to golden. The style of head dress, as a rule, was of the simplest[Pg 253] description. A tinted ribbon, or twisted cord, over the head, bound their hair with becoming grace, and their silken locks were either plaited into braids, curled into ringlets, or hung loosely, flowing in wavelets about their shoulders. Some held curious musical instruments, others beautiful wands, and altogether they produced a scenic effect of rare beauty that the most extravagant dream of fairyland could not surpass. Thus it was that I became again the center of a throng, not of repulsive monsters, but of marvelously lovely beings. They were as different from those preceding as darkness is from daylight.
They were now so close that I could make out their features, and I had never seen such beauty in human form before. Every face was as perfect as a masterful painting of the Madonna, but no two had the same kind of beauty. Some had dark skin with shiny, raven hair, while others were fair with hair that ranged from light brown to golden. Generally, their headwear was quite simple. A shaded ribbon or twisted cord held their hair back with charming elegance, and their silky locks were either braided, curled into ringlets, or hung loosely, cascading in waves around their shoulders. Some held interesting musical instruments, while others carried beautiful wands, creating a stunning visual effect that even the wildest fantasy of fairyland couldn't exceed. This is how I found myself at the center of a crowd once more, not surrounded by hideous monsters, but by astonishingly beautiful beings. They were as different from those before as night is from day.[Pg 253]
Could any man from the data of my past experiences have predicted such a scene? Never before had the semblance of a woman appeared, never before had an intimation been given that the gentle sex existed in these silent chambers. Now, from the grotesque figures and horrible cries of the former occupants of this same cavern, the scene had changed to a conception of the beautiful and artistic, such as a poetic spirit might evolve in an extravagant dream of higher fairy land. I glanced above; the great hall was clothed in brilliant colors, the bare rocks had disappeared, the dome of that vast arch reaching to an immeasurable height, was decorated in all the colors of the rainbow. Flags and streamers fluttered in breezes that also moved the garments of the angelic throng about me, but which I could not sense; profiles of enchanting faces pervaded the glimmering space beyond; I alone was but an onlooker, not a participant of the joys about me.
Could any man based on my past experiences have predicted such a scene? Never before had a woman appeared, and never had there been any hint that the gentle sex existed in these silent chambers. Now, from the grotesque figures and horrible cries of the former inhabitants of this cavern, the scene had transformed into something beautiful and artistic, like a poetic spirit imagining an extravagant dream of a higher fairyland. I looked up; the great hall was filled with bright colors, the bare rocks had vanished, and the dome of the vast arch reaching to an immeasurable height was adorned with every color of the rainbow. Flags and streamers fluttered in breezes that also moved the garments of the angelic crowd around me, though I couldn’t feel them; profiles of enchanting faces filled the shimmering space beyond; I was just an onlooker, not a participant in the joys surrounding me.
The movements of the seraph-like figures continued, innumerable forms and figures followed forms and figures innumerable, and music indescribable blended with the poetry of motion. I was rapt, the past disappeared, my former mind was blotted from existence, the world vanished, and I became a thrill of joy, a sensation of absolute delight.
The movements of the seraph-like figures kept going, countless shapes and forms followed other shapes and forms endlessly, and indescribable music mixed with the beauty of movement. I was entranced, the past faded away, my old thoughts were erased, the world disappeared, and I became a burst of joy, a feeling of pure delight.
The band of spirits or fairy forms reached the rock at my feet, but I did not know how long a time they consumed in doing this; it may have been a second, and it may have been an eternity. Neither did I care. A single moment of existence such as I experienced, seemed worth an age of any other pleasure.
The group of spirits or fairy figures reached the rock at my feet, but I had no idea how long it took them to do this; it could have been a second, or it might have felt like an eternity. I didn't care either way. Just one moment of existence like the one I was having felt more valuable than a lifetime of any other pleasure.
Circling about me, these ethereal creatures paused from their motions, and, as the music ceased, I stood above them, and yet[Pg 254] in their midst, and gazed out into a distance illimitable, but not less beautiful in the expanse than was the adjacent part. The cavern had altogether disappeared, and in the depths about me as far as the eye could reach, seemingly into the broad expanse of heaven, I saw the exquisite forms that I have so imperfectly described.
Circling around me, these otherworldly beings stopped their movements, and as the music faded, I stood above them yet still among them, gazing out into a seemingly infinite distance that was just as beautiful as the area nearby. The cavern had completely vanished, and in the surrounding depths as far as I could see, stretching into the vast expanse of the sky, I beheld the stunning shapes that I have described so imperfectly.
Then a single band from the throng lightly sprung upon the stony terrace where I stood, and sung and danced before me. Every motion was perfect as imagination could depict, every sound was concentrated extract of melody. This band retired to be replaced by another, which in turn gave way to another, and still another, until, as in space we have no standard, time vanished, and numbers ceased to be numbers.
Then a single group from the crowd lightly jumped onto the rocky terrace where I stood and sang and danced before me. Every movement was as perfect as imagination could create, every sound was a pure extract of melody. This group left, to be followed by another, which in turn was replaced by another, and still another, until, just as we have no standard for space, time disappeared, and numbers stopped being numbers.
No two of the band of dancers were clothed alike, no two songs were similar, though all were inexpressibly enchanting. The first group seemed perfect, and yet the second was better, and each succeeding band sung sweeter songs, were more beautiful, and richer in dress than those preceding. I became enveloped in the æsthetic atmosphere, my spirit seemed to be loosened from the body, it was apparently upon the point of escaping from its mortal frame; suddenly the music ceased, the figures about became passive, and every form standing upright and graceful, gazed upon my face, and as I looked at the radiant creatures, each successive face, in turn, seemed to grow more beautiful, each form more exquisite than those about.
No two dancers in the group were dressed the same, and no two songs sounded alike, although all were incredibly enchanting. The first group seemed perfect, but the second group was even better, and each new band sang sweeter songs, looked more beautiful, and wore more elaborate outfits than the ones before. I got completely immersed in the artistic atmosphere; my spirit felt like it was about to break free from my body. Suddenly, the music stopped, and the figures around me became still. Every upright, graceful form turned to look at my face, and as I gazed at the radiant beings, each face seemed to grow more beautiful, each form more exquisite than the ones surrounding them.
Then, in the distance, I observed the phalanx divide, forming into two divisions, separated by a broad aisle, stretching from my feet to the limit of space without, and down this aisle I observed a single figure advancing toward me.
Then, in the distance, I saw the group split, creating two sections, separated by a wide aisle that stretched from my feet to the edge of the space outside, and down this aisle, I noticed a single figure moving toward me.
As she approached, the phalanx closed in behind her, and when at last she reached the stone on which I stood, she stepped, or was wafted to my side, and the phalanx behind moved together and was complete again.
As she got closer, the group closed in behind her, and when she finally reached the stone where I was standing, she stepped—or seemed to be carried—to my side, and the group behind her came together and was complete once more.

"My name is Etidorhpa. In me you behold the spirit that elevates man, and subdues the most violent of passions. In history, so far back in the dim ages as to be known now as legendary mythology, have I ruled and blessed the world. Unclasp my power over man and beast, and while heaven dissolves, the [Pg 256]charms of Paradise will perish. I know no master. The universe bows to my authority. Stars and suns enamored pulsate and throb in space and kiss each other in waves of light; atoms cold embrace and cling together; structures inanimate affiliate with and attract inanimate structures; bodies dead to other noble passions are not dead to love. The savage beast, under my enchantment, creeps to her lair, and gently purrs over her offspring; even man becomes less violent, and sheathes his weapon and smothers his hatred as I soothe his passions beside the loved ones in the privacy of his home.[Pg 257]
"My name is Etidorhpa. In me, you see the spirit that lifts humanity and calms even the wildest passions. In history, reaching back into the distant past that's now called legendary mythology, I have ruled and blessed the world. If you remove my power over people and animals, as heaven crumbles, the delights of Paradise will vanish. I answer to no one. The universe submits to my command. Stars and suns, in love, pulsate and throb in space, exchanging waves of light; cold atoms embrace and stick together; lifeless structures connect with and draw in other lifeless structures; even bodies that lack other noble passions are not immune to love. The wild beast, under my spell, crawls to her den and softly purrs over her young; even humans become less violent, sheathing their weapons and calming their hatred as I soothe their passions next to their loved ones in the privacy of their homes.
"I have been known under many titles, and have comforted many peoples. Strike my name from Time's record, and the lovely daughters of Zeus and Dione would disappear; and with them would vanish the grace and beauty of woman; the sweet conception of the Froth Child of the Cyprus Sea would be lost; Venus, the Goddess of Love, would have no place in song, and Love herself, the holiest conception of the poet, man's superlative conception of Heaven's most precious charms, would be buried with the myrtle and the rose. My name is Etidorhpa; interpret it rightly, and you have what has been to humanity the essence of love, the mother of all that ennobles. He who loves a wife worships me; she, who in turn makes a home happy, is typical of me. I am Etidorhpa, the beginning and the end of earth. Behold in me the antithesis of envy, the opposite of malice, the enemy of sorrow, the mistress of life, the queen of immortal bliss.
"I've been known by many names and have brought comfort to many people. Erase my name from history, and the beautiful daughters of Zeus and Dione would fade away; along with them, the grace and beauty of women would disappear; the delightful idea of the Froth Child from the Cyprus Sea would be lost; Venus, the Goddess of Love, would vanish from songs, and Love itself, the purest idea of the poet, humanity's ultimate vision of Heaven's greatest treasures, would be buried with the myrtle and the rose. My name is Etidorhpa; interpret it correctly, and you'll find what has been the essence of love for humanity, the mother of everything that elevates us. He who loves a wife honors me; she who makes a home joyful embodies me. I am Etidorhpa, the beginning and the end of the earth. In me, see the opposite of envy, the antithesis of malice, the enemy of sorrow, the mistress of life, the queen of eternal happiness."
"Do you know," she continued, and her voice, soft and sweet, carried with it a pleasurable sense of truthfulness indescribable, "do you know that man's idea of heaven, places me, Etidorhpa, on the highest throne? With the charm of maiden pure, I combine the devotion of wife and the holiness of mother. Take from the life of man the treasures I embody, and he will be homeless, childless, loveless. The thought of Heaven will in such a case be as the dismal conception of a dreary platitude. A life in such a Heaven, a Heaven devoid of love (and this the Scriptures teach), is one of endless torment.
"Do you know," she continued, her voice soft and sweet, carrying an indescribable sense of pleasant truth, "do you know that in man's idea of heaven, I, Etidorhpa, sit on the highest throne? With the charm of a pure maiden, I bring together the devotion of a wife and the holiness of a mother. If you take away the treasures I represent from a man's life, he will be homeless, childless, and loveless. The thought of Heaven in such a scenario would be as bleak as a dull cliché. A life in such a Heaven, one without love (and this is what the Scriptures say), is a life of endless torment."
"Love, by whatever name the conception is designated, rules the world. Divest the cold man of science, of the bond that binds him to his life-thought, and his work is ended. Strike[Pg 258] from the master in music the chord that links his soul to the voice he breathes, and his songs will be hushed. Deaden the sense of love which the artist bears his art, and as the spirit that underlies his thought-scenes vanishes, his touch becomes chilled, and his brush inexpressive. The soldier thinks of his home and country, and without a murmur sheds his life blood.
"Love, no matter what you call it, rules the world. Take away a cold person’s science, the connection that ties them to their life’s passion, and their work is over. Remove from a master musician the chord that connects their soul to the voice they create, and their songs will fall silent. Diminish the sense of love that an artist has for their art, and as the spirit that fuels their vision fades, their touch loses warmth, and their brush lacks expression. A soldier thinks of home and country, and without a word, sacrifices his life."
"And yet there are debasing phases of love, for as love of country builds a nation, so love of pillage may destroy it. Love of the holy and the beautiful stands in human life opposed to love of the debasing and vicious, and I, Etidorhpa, am typical of the highest love of man. As the same force binds the molecules of the rose and the violet as well as those of noxious drugs, so the same soul conception may serve the love of good or the love of evil. Love may guide a tyrant or actuate a saint, may make man torture his fellow, or strive to ease his pain.
"And yet there are degrading aspects of love, just as love for one's country can build a nation, love for looting can tear it apart. Love for what is sacred and beautiful is contrasted in human life with love for what is degrading and corrupting, and I, Etidorhpa, represent the highest form of love in humanity. Just as the same force holds together the molecules of a rose and a violet as well as those of harmful substances, the same understanding of the soul can inspire love for good or love for evil. Love can drive a tyrant or inspire a saint, leading a person to either torment others or seek to alleviate their suffering."
"Thus, man's propensity to serve his holy or his evil passion may each be called a degree in love, and in the serving of that passion the love of one heart may express itself as the antithesis of love in another. As bitter is to some men's taste more pleasant than sweet, and sour is yet more grateful to others, so one man may love the beautiful, another delight in the grotesque, and a third may love to see his neighbor suffer. Amid these, the phase of love that ennobles, brings the greatest degree of pleasure and comfort to mankind, but the love that degrades is love nevertheless, by whatever name the expression of the passion may be called. Love rules the world, and typical of man's intensest, holiest love, I, Etidorhpa, stand the Soul of Love Supreme." She hesitated.
"Thus, a person's tendency to follow either their noble or wicked passions can each be seen as a form of love, and in pursuing that passion, the love of one person can appear as the opposite of love in another. Just as some people find bitter flavors more enjoyable than sweet, and others prefer sour, one person might love beauty, another might appreciate the grotesque, and a third might take pleasure in seeing their neighbor suffer. Among these varieties, the form of love that uplifts brings the greatest joy and comfort to humanity, but even the love that degrades is still love, regardless of what we call it. Love governs the world, and representing the truest, most sacred love, I, Etidorhpa, embody the Essence of Supreme Love." She hesitated.
"Go on."
"Proceed."
"I have already said, and in saying this have told the truth, I come from beyond the empty shell of a materialistic gold and silver conception of Heaven. Go with me, and in my home you will find man's soul devotion, regardless of material surroundings. I have said, and truly, the corridors of the Heaven mansion, enriched by precious stones and metals fine, but destitute of my smiles and graces, are deserted. The golden calf is no longer worshiped, cobwebs cling in festoons motionless, and the dust of selfish thoughts perverted, dry and black as the soot from Satan's fires settling therein, as the dust of an antiquated[Pg 259] sarcophagus, rest undisturbed. Place on one side the Heaven of which gold-bound misers sing, and on the other Etidorhpa and the treasures that come with me to man and woman, (for without me neither wife, child, nor father could exist,) and from any other heaven mankind will turn away. The noblest gift of Heaven to humanity is the highest sense of love, and I, Etidorhpa, am the soul of love."
"I've already mentioned, and in saying this, I've told the truth: I come from beyond the empty idea of Heaven that's focused on material wealth like gold and silver. Join me, and in my home, you'll discover the devotion of the human soul, no matter the material circumstances. I've stated, and it's true, that the grand halls of Heaven, filled with precious stones and fine metals, but lacking my smiles and joys, are empty. The golden calf is no longer idolized, cobwebs hang motionless, and the dust of selfish, corrupted thoughts—dry and black like the soot from hell's fires—rests undisturbed, like the dust of an ancient sarcophagus. Set aside the Heaven that greedy people sing about, and contrast it with Etidorhpa and the treasures I bring to men and women, (for without me, neither wife, child, nor father could exist), and people will turn away from any other idea of Heaven. The greatest gift from Heaven to humanity is the highest sense of love, and I, Etidorhpa, embody that love."
She ceased speaking, and as I looked at the form beside me I forgot myself in the rapture of that gaze.
She stopped talking, and as I looked at the figure next to me, I lost myself in the joy of that gaze.
Crush the colors of the rainbow into a single hue possessed of the attributes of all the others, and multiply that entity to infinity, and you have less richness than rested in any of the complex colors shown in the trimming of her raiment. Lighten the softness of eiderdown a thousand times, and yet maintain its sense of substance, and you have not conceived of the softness of the gauze that decked her simple, flowing garments. Gather the shadows cast by a troop of radiant angels, then sprinkle the resultant shade with star dust, and color therewith a garment brighter than satin, softer than silk, and more ethereal than light itself, and you have less beauty than reposed in the modest dress that enveloped her figure. Abstract the perfume from the sweetest oriental grasses, and combine with it the essential spirit of the wild rose, then add thereto the soul of ambergris, and the quintessential extracts of the finest aromatics of the East, and you have not approached the exquisite fragrance that penetrated my very being at her approach. She stood before me, slender, lithe, symmetrical, radiant. Her hair was more beautiful than pen can depict; it was colorless because it can not be described by colors known to mortals. Her face paled the beauty of all who had preceded her. She could not be a fairy, for no conception of a fairy can approach such loveliness; she was not a spirit, for surely material substance was a part of her form; she was not an angel, for no abnormal, irrational wing protruded from her shoulder to blemish her seraphic figure.
Crush all the colors of the rainbow into one shade that has the qualities of each, and multiply that shade endlessly, and still, it has less depth than any of the rich colors seen in her clothing. Lighten the softness of down a thousand times while keeping its sense of weight, and you still wouldn’t grasp the softness of the fabric that adorned her simple, flowing attire. Gather the shadows from a group of shining angels and sprinkle them with stardust, then use that to color a garment that’s brighter than satin, softer than silk, and more ethereal than light itself, and you would still find less beauty than what was found in her modest dress that wrapped around her figure. Extract the scent from the sweetest eastern grasses, combine it with the essence of wild roses, then add the soul of ambergris and the finest aromatic extracts from the East, and you still wouldn’t come close to the exquisite fragrance that filled me as she approached. She stood before me, slender, graceful, symmetrical, radiant. Her hair was more beautiful than words can express; it was colorless because it couldn’t be described with colors known to people. Her face surpassed the beauty of everyone before her. She couldn’t be a fairy, as no idea of a fairy could match such beauty; she wasn’t a spirit, since her form clearly had a material presence; she wasn’t an angel, because no odd, illogical wings marred her divine figure.
"No," I said musingly; "she is a creature of other climes; the Scriptures tell of no such being; she is neither human nor angelic, but"—
"No," I said thoughtfully; "she is a being from another world; the Scriptures mention no such creature; she is neither human nor angelic, but"—
"But what?" she said.
"But why?" she said.
"I do not know," I answered.[Pg 260]
"I don't know," I replied.[Pg 260]
"Then I will tell you," she replied. "Yes; I will tell you of myself and of my companions. I will show you our home, carrying you through the shadows of heaven to exhibit that fair land, for heaven without Etidorhpa casts a shadow in comparison therewith. See," she said, as with her dainty fingers she removed from her garment a fragment of transparent film that I had not previously observed; "see, this is a cobweb that clung to my skirt, as, on my way to meet you, I passed through the dismal corridors of the materialists' loveless heaven."
"Then I’ll tell you," she said. "Yes; I’ll share about myself and my friends. I’ll take you to our home, guiding you through the shadows of heaven to show you that beautiful land, because heaven without Etidorhpa feels dim in comparison. Look," she said, as she delicately removed a piece of transparent film from her clothing that I hadn’t noticed before; "see, this is a cobweb that stuck to my skirt while I was on my way to meet you, passing through the gloomy halls of the materialists' joyless heaven."
She dropped it on the floor, and I stooped to pick it up, but vainly—my fingers passed through it as through a mist.
She dropped it on the floor, and I bent down to pick it up, but it was pointless—my fingers went right through it like it was mist.
"You must be an angel," I stammered.
"You have to be an angel," I stammered.
She smiled.
She grinned.
"Come," she said, "do not consume your time with thoughts of materialistic heaven; come with me to that brighter land beyond, and in those indescribable scenes we, you and I, will wander together forever."
"Come," she said, "don't waste your time thinking about a materialistic paradise; come with me to that brighter place beyond, and in those amazing scenes, we, you and I, will explore together forever."
She held out her hand; I hesitatingly touched it, and then raised it to my lips. She made no resistance.
She extended her hand; I hesitated before touching it, and then brought it to my lips. She didn’t pull away.
I dropped upon my knees. "Are you to be mine?" I cried. "Mine forever?"
I fell to my knees. "Will you be mine?" I pleaded. "Forever?"
"Yes," she answered; "if you will it, for he who loves will be loved in turn."
"Yes," she replied; "if you want, because the one who loves will be loved back."
"I will do it," I said; "I give myself to you, be you what you may, be your home where it may, I give up the earth behind me, and the hope of heaven before me; the here and the hereafter I will sacrifice. Let us hasten," I said, for she made no movement.
"I'll do it," I said; "I give myself to you, no matter who you are or where you live. I'm leaving the past behind and giving up any hope of heaven ahead of me; I'm willing to sacrifice everything, both now and later. Let's hurry," I said, since she didn't move.
She shook her head. "You must yet be tempted as never before, and you must resist the tempter. You can not pass into the land of Etidorhpa until you have suffered as only the damned can suffer, until you have withstood the pangs of thirst, and have experienced heat and cold indescribable. Remember the warning of your former guide, mark well the words of Etidorhpa: you must not yield. 'Twas to serve you that I came before you now, 'twas to preserve you from the Drunkard's Cavern that I have given you this vision of the land beyond the End of Earth where, if you will serve yourself, we will meet again."
She shook her head. "You must be tempted like never before, and you need to resist that temptation. You can't enter the land of Etidorhpa until you’ve suffered like only the damned can suffer, until you’ve endured unbearable thirst and felt indescribable heat and cold. Remember the warning from your previous guide, pay close attention to the words of Etidorhpa: you must not give in. I came before you now to help you, it’s to protect you from the Drunkard's Cavern that I’ve shown you this vision of the land beyond the End of Earth where, if you help yourself, we will meet again."
She held aloft two tiny cups; I sprung to my feet and grasped one of them, and as I glanced at the throng in front of[Pg 261] me, every radiant figure held aloft in the left hand a similar cup. All were gazing in my face. I looked at the transparent cup in my hand; it appeared to be partly filled with a green liquid. I looked at her cup and saw that it contained a similar fluid.
She raised two small cups high; I jumped to my feet and took one, and as I looked at the crowd in front of me, every bright figure held up a similar cup in their left hand. Everyone was staring at me. I examined the clear cup in my hand; it seemed to have a green liquid in it. I glanced at her cup and noticed it had a similar liquid.
Forgetting the warning she had so recently given, I raised the cup to my lips, and just before touching it glanced again at her face. The fair creature stood with bowed head, her face covered with her hand; her very form and attitude spoke of sorrow and disappointment, and she trembled in distress. She held one hand as though to thrust back a form that seemed about to force itself beyond her figure, for peering exultingly from behind, leered the same Satanic face that met my gaze on the preceding occasion, when in the presence of the troop of demons, I had been tempted by the perfect man.
Forgetting the warning she had just given me, I raised the cup to my lips, and just before drinking, I took another look at her face. The beautiful girl stood with her head down, her face covered by her hand; her very posture expressed sorrow and disappointment, and she trembled in distress. She held one hand as if to push away a figure that seemed ready to break through her presence, as the same devilish face I had seen before peeked out from behind, grinning at me just like it had when I was tempted by the perfect man in front of the group of demons.
Dashing the cup to the floor I shouted:
Dashing the cup to the floor, I shouted:
"No; I will not drink."
"No, I won't drink."
Etidorhpa dropped upon her knees and clasped her hands. The Satanic figure disappeared from sight. Realizing that we had triumphed over the tempter, I also fell upon my knees in thankfulness.
Etidorhpa dropped to her knees and clasped her hands. The evil figure vanished from view. Realizing that we had overcome the tempter, I also fell to my knees in gratitude.
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CHAPTER XLI.
MISERY.
As all the bubbles in a glass shrink and vanish when the first collapses, so the troop of fairy-like forms before me disintegrated, and were gone. The delicate being, whose hand I held, fluttered as does a mist in the first gust of a sudden gale, and then dissolved into transparency. The gaily decked amphitheater disappeared, the very earth cavern passed from existence, and I found myself standing solitary and alone in a boundless desert. I turned towards every point of the compass only to find that no visible object appeared to break the monotony. I stood upon a floor of pure white sand which stretched to the horizon in gentle wave-like undulations as if the swell of the ocean had been caught, transformed to sand, and fixed.
As all the bubbles in a glass shrink and disappear when the first one pops, the group of fairy-like figures in front of me broke apart and vanished. The delicate being whose hand I held fluttered like mist in a sudden gust of wind and then faded into nothingness. The brightly decorated amphitheater disappeared, the very ground beneath me ceased to exist, and I found myself standing all alone in an endless desert. I looked in every direction, only to find that nothing was there to break the monotony. I was on a floor of pure white sand that stretched to the horizon in gentle, wave-like slopes, as if the swell of the ocean had been captured, turned into sand, and fixed in place.
I bent down and scooped a handful of the sand, and raised it in the palm of my hand, letting it sift back again to earth; it was surely sand. I pinched my flesh, and pulled my hair, I tore my garments, stamped upon the sand, and shouted aloud to demonstrate that I myself was still myself. It was real, yes, real. I stood alone in a desert of sand. Morning was dawning, and on one side the great sun rose slowly and majestically.
I bent down and scooped up a handful of sand, lifting it in the palm of my hand and letting it fall back to the ground; it was definitely sand. I pinched my skin, tugged at my hair, ripped my clothes, stamped on the sand, and shouted out loud to prove that I was still me. It was real, yes, real. I stood alone in a sea of sand. Morning was breaking, and on one side, the huge sun rose slowly and majestically.
"Thank God for the sun," I cried. "Thank God for the light and heat of the sun."
"Thank God for the sun," I exclaimed. "Thank God for the light and warmth of the sun."
I was again on surface earth; once more I beheld that glorious orb for the sight of which I had so often prayed when I believed myself miserable in the dismal earth caverns, and which I had been willing to give my very life once more to behold. I fell on my knees, and raised my hands in thankfulness. I blessed the rising sun, the illimitable sand, the air about me, and the blue heavens above. I blessed all that was before me, and again and again returned thanks for my delivery from the caverns beneath me. I did not think to question by what power this miracle had been accomplished. I did not care to do so; had I thought of[Pg 263] the matter at all I would not have dared to question for fear the transition might prove a delusion.
I was back on the surface of the Earth; once again, I saw that beautiful orb I had often prayed for when I felt miserable in the dark underground caves, and I would have given anything just to see it again. I fell to my knees and raised my hands in gratitude. I praised the rising sun, the endless sand, the air around me, and the blue sky above. I was grateful for everything in front of me and repeatedly thanked whoever or whatever had saved me from the depths below. I didn’t think to question how this miracle had happened. I didn’t want to know; if I had thought about it at all, I wouldn't have dared to ask for fear that the transition might turn out to be an illusion.
I turned towards the sun, and walked eastward. As the day progressed and the sun rose into the heavens, I maintained my journey, aiming as best I could to keep the same direction. The heat increased, and when the sun reached the zenith it seemed as though it would melt the marrow in my bones. The sand, as white as snow and hot as lava, dazzled my eyes, and I covered them with my hands. The sun in the sky felt as if it were a ball of white hot iron near my head. It seemed small, and yet appeared to shine as through a tube directed only towards myself. Vainly did I struggle to escape and get beyond its boundary, the tube seemed to follow my every motion, directing the blazing shafts, and concentrating them ever upon my defenseless person. I removed my outer garments, and tore my shirt into fibers hoping to catch a waft of breeze, and with one hand over my eyes, and the other holding my coat above my head, endeavored to escape the mighty flood of heat, but vainly. The fiery rays streamed through the garment as mercury flows through a film of gauze. They penetrated my flesh, and vaporized my blood. My hands, fingers, and arms puffed out as a bladder of air expands under the influence of heat. My face swelled to twice, thrice its normal size, and at last my eyes were closed, for my cheeks and eyebrows met. I rubbed my shapeless hand over my sightless face, and found it as round as a ball; the nose had become imbedded in the expanded flesh, and my ears had disappeared in the same manner.
I turned towards the sun and walked east. As the day went on and the sun rose higher, I kept moving in the same direction as best as I could. The heat intensified, and when the sun hit its peak, it felt like it would melt the bones in my body. The sand, white as snow and hot as lava, blinded me, so I covered my eyes with my hands. The sun in the sky felt like a white-hot iron ball just above my head. It seemed small, yet it shone as if a tube was aimed directly at me. No matter how hard I tried to escape its reach, the tube seemed to track my every move, sending the scorching rays straight at me. I took off my outer clothes and ripped my shirt into strips, hoping to catch a breeze. With one hand over my eyes and the other holding my coat above my head, I tried to shield myself from the overwhelming heat, but it was useless. The blistering rays pierced through the fabric like mercury through a thin layer of gauze. They burned my skin and boiled my blood. My hands, fingers, and arms puffed up like a balloon expanding in the heat. My face swelled to two or three times its normal size, and soon my eyes shut as my cheeks and eyebrows met. I rubbed my misshapen hand over my blind face and found it as round as a ball; my nose was buried in the swollen flesh, and my ears had disappeared in the same way.
I could no longer see the sun, but felt the vivid, piercing rays I could not evade. I do not know whether I walked or rolled along; I only know that I struggled to escape those deadly rays. Then I prayed for death, and in the same breath begged the powers that had transferred me to surface earth to carry me back again to the caverns below. The recollection of their cool, refreshing atmosphere was as the thought of heaven must be to a lost spirit. I experienced the agony of a damned soul, and now, in contradistinction to former times, considered as my idea of perfect happiness the dismal earth caverns of other days. I thought of the day I had stood at the mouth of the Kentucky cave, and waded into the water with my guide; I recalled the[Pg 264] refreshing coolness of the stream in the darkness of that cavern when the last ray of sunshine disappeared, and I cursed myself for longing then for sunshine, and the surface earth. Fool that man is, I mentally cried, not to be contented with that which is, however he may be situated, and wherever he may be placed. This is but a retribution, I am being cursed for my discontented mind, this is hell, and in comparison with this hell all else on or in earth is happiness. Then I damned the sun, the earth, the very God of all, and in my frenzy cursed everything that existed. I felt my puffed limbs, and prayed that I might become lean again. I asked to shrink to a skeleton, for seemingly my misery came with my expanded form; but I prayed and cursed in vain. So I struggled on in agony, every moment seemingly covering a multitude of years; struggled along like a lost soul plodding in an endless expanse of ever-increasing, ever-concentrating hell. At last, however, the day declined, the heat decreased, and as it did so my distorted body gradually regained its normal size, my eyesight returned, and finally I stood in that wilderness of sand watching the great red sun sink into the earth, as in the morning I had watched it rise. But between the sunrise and the sunset there had been an eternity of suffering, and then, as if released from a spell, I dropped exhausted upon the sand, and seemed to sleep. I dreamed of the sun, and that an angel stood before me, and asked why I was miserable, and in reply I pointed to the sun. "See," I said, "the author of the misery of man."
I could no longer see the sun, but I felt the bright, intense rays that I couldn't escape. I don't know if I was walking or rolling; all I know is that I was trying to get away from those deadly rays. Then I prayed for death and, in the same breath, pleaded with the powers that brought me to the surface of the earth to take me back to the caverns below. Remembering their cool, refreshing air felt like what heaven must feel like for a lost spirit. I felt the torment of a damned soul, and now, unlike before, I saw the dark earth caverns of my past as my idea of perfect happiness. I thought of the day I stood at the entrance of the Kentucky cave and waded into the water with my guide; I remembered the refreshing chill of the stream in the darkness of that cavern when the last ray of sunshine vanished, and I cursed myself for yearning for sunshine and the surface world back then. Fool that I am, I thought, not to be content with whatever my situation is or wherever I find myself. This is just punishment; I’m suffering for my discontent, this is hell, and compared to this hell, everything else on or in the earth is happiness. Then I cursed the sun, the earth, the very God of all, and in my frenzy, I damned everything that exists. I felt my swollen limbs and prayed to become thin again. I wished to shrink to a skeleton, as it seemed my misery came with my bloated body; but I prayed and cursed in vain. So I continued to struggle in agony, every moment feeling like it spanned countless years; I kept going like a lost soul trudging through an endless expanse of deepening, ever-concentrating hell. But finally, the day began to fade, the heat reduced, and as it did, my distorted body slowly returned to its normal size, my vision came back, and eventually, I stood in that sand wilderness watching the large red sun sink into the earth, just as I had watched it rise in the morning. But between the sunrise and sunset, there had been an eternity of suffering, and then, as if released from a spell, I collapsed exhausted onto the sand and seemed to fall asleep. I dreamed of the sun, and an angel appeared before me and asked why I was so miserable, and in response, I pointed to the sun. "Look," I said, "the source of humanity's misery."
Said the angel: "Were there no sun there would be no men, but were there no men there would still be misery."
Said the angel: "If there were no sun, there would be no people, but if there were no people, there would still be suffering."
"Misery of what?" I asked.
"Misery about what?" I asked.
"Misery of mind," replied the angel. "Misery is a thing, misery is not a conception—pain is real, pain is not an impression. Misery and pain would still exist and prey upon mind substance were there no men, for mind also is real, and not a mere conception. The pain you have suffered has not been the pain of matter, but the pain of spirit. Matter can not suffer. Were it matter that suffered, the heated sand would writhe in agony. No; it is only mind and spirit that experience pain, or pleasure, and neither mind nor spirit can evade its destiny, even if it escape from the body."[Pg 265]
"Misery of mind," the angel replied. "Misery is a reality, not just an idea—pain is real, not just a perception. Misery and pain would still exist and affect the mind even if there were no people because the mind is also real, not just a concept. The pain you've experienced hasn’t been the pain of the body, but the pain of the spirit. Matter cannot suffer. If it were matter that suffered, the hot sand would twist in agony. No; only the mind and spirit feel pain or pleasure, and neither can avoid its fate, even if it escapes from the body."[Pg 265]
Then I awoke and saw once more the great red sun rise from the sand-edge of my desolate world, and I became aware of a new pain, for now I perceived the fact that I experienced the sense of thirst. The conception of the impression drew my mind to the subject, and instantly intense thirst, the most acute of bodily sufferings, possessed me. When vitalized tissue craves water, other physical wants are unfelt; when man parches to death all other methods of torture are disregarded. I thought no longer of the rising sun, I remembered no more the burning sand of yesterday, I felt only the pain of thirst.
Then I woke up and saw the bright red sun rising from the edge of my barren world once again, and I realized I was feeling a new kind of pain because I was now aware of my thirst. The thought of it brought my focus to the feeling, and suddenly an intense thirst, the worst kind of physical suffering, took over me. When a thirsty body longs for water, other physical needs fade away; when a person is close to dying of thirst, all other forms of torture are forgotten. I stopped thinking about the rising sun, I no longer remembered the burning sand from yesterday, I felt only the pain of thirst.
"Water, water, water," I cried, and then in the distance as if in answer to my cry, I beheld a lake of water.
"Water, water, water," I yelled, and then in the distance, almost in response to my call, I saw a lake.
Instantly every nerve was strained, every muscle stretched, and I fled over the sands towards the welcome pool.
Instantly, every nerve was on edge, every muscle was tense, and I ran quickly over the sand toward the inviting pool.
On and on I ran, and as I did so, the sun rising higher and higher, again began to burn the sands beneath my feet, and roast the flesh upon my bones. Once more I experienced that intolerable sense of pain, the pain of living flesh disintegrating by fire, and now with thirst gnawing at my vitals, and fire drying up the residue of my evaporated blood, I struggled in agony towards a lake that vanished before my gaze, to reappear just beyond.
On and on I ran, and as I did, the sun climbed higher and higher, starting to scorch the sand beneath my feet and roast the flesh on my bones. Once again, I felt that unbearable pain, the torment of living flesh breaking down from the heat. With thirst eating away at me and the fire draining the last of my evaporated blood, I struggled in agony toward a lake that disappeared from view, only to reappear just beyond.
This day was more horrible than the preceding, and yet it was the reverse so far as the action of the sun on my flesh was concerned. My prayer of yesterday had been fearfully answered, and the curses of the day preceding were being visited upon my very self. I had prayed to become lean, and instead of the former puffed tissue and expanded flesh, my body contracted as does beef when dried. The tightening skin squeezed upon the solidifying flesh, and as the moisture evaporated, it left a shriveled integument, contracted close upon the bone. My joints stood out as great protuberances, my skin turned to a dark amber color, and my flesh became transparent as does wetted horn. I saw my very vitals throb, I saw the empty blood vessels, the shriveled nerves and vacant arteries of my frame. I could not close my eyes. I could not shield them from the burning sun. I was a mummy, yet living, a dried corpse walking over the sand, dead to all save pain. I tried to fall, but could not, and I felt that, while the sun was visible, I must stand upright; I could[Pg 266] not stop, and could not stoop. Then at last the malevolent sun sank beneath the horizon, and as the last ray disappeared again, I fell upon the sand.
This day was worse than the one before, but it was the opposite when it came to how the sun affected my skin. My prayer from yesterday had been terrifyingly answered, and the curses from the day before were now being inflicted on me. I had prayed to become lean, and instead of the previously swollen tissue and expanded flesh, my body shrank like beef does when it’s dried. The tightening skin pressed against the solidifying flesh, and as the moisture evaporated, it left a shriveled covering clinging tightly to the bone. My joints stood out like large bumps, my skin turned a dark amber color, and my flesh became as transparent as wet horn. I could see my very insides throbbing, the empty blood vessels, the shriveled nerves, and vacant arteries of my body. I couldn’t close my eyes. I couldn’t shield them from the scorching sun. I was a mummy, yet still alive, a dried corpse walking across the sand, dead to everything except for pain. I tried to fall, but I couldn’t, and I felt that as long as the sun was visible, I had to stand upright; I couldn’t stop, and I couldn’t bend down. Then finally, the cruel sun sank below the horizon, and as the last ray vanished, I fell onto the sand.
I did not sleep, I did not rest, I did not breathe nor live a human; I only existed as a living pain, the conception of pain realized into a conscious nucleus,—and so the night passed. Again the sun arose, and with the light of her first ray I saw near at hand a caravan, camels, men, horses, a great cavalcade. They approached rapidly and surrounded me. The leader of the band alighted and raised me to my feet, for no longer had I the power of motion. He spoke to me kindly, and strange as it may seem to you, but not at all strange did it seem to me, called me by name.
I didn’t sleep, I didn’t rest, I didn’t breathe or live like a real person; I just existed as a living pain, the essence of pain realized into a conscious center—and that’s how the night went by. Once again, the sun rose, and with the light of its first ray, I saw a caravan nearby: camels, men, horses, a large group. They quickly approached and surrounded me. The leader of the group got off and helped me to my feet, as I no longer had the strength to move. He spoke to me kindly, and as strange as it may sound to you, it didn’t seem strange to me at all—he called me by name.
"We came across your tracks in the desert," he said; "we are your deliverers."
"We found your tracks in the desert," he said; "we're here to help you."
I motioned for water; I could not speak.
I signaled for water; I couldn’t speak.
"Yes," he said, "water you shall have."
"Sure," he said, "you'll get your water."
Then from one of the skins that hung across the hump of a camel he filled a crystal goblet with sparkling water, and held it towards me, but just before the goblet touched my lips he withdrew it and said:
Then from one of the hides draped over the hump of a camel, he filled a crystal goblet with sparkling water and held it toward me, but just before the goblet reached my lips, he pulled it back and said:
"I forgot to first extend the greetings of our people."
"I forgot to start by sending greetings from our people."
And then I noticed in his other hand a tiny glass containing a green liquid, which he placed to my lips, pronouncing the single word, "Drink."
And then I saw that in his other hand he was holding a small glass with a green liquid, which he brought to my lips, saying just one word, "Drink."
I fastened my gaze upon the water, and opened my lips. I smelled the aroma of the powerful narcotic liquid within the glass, and hastened to obey, but glanced first at my deliverer, and in his stead saw the familiar face of the satanic figure that twice before had tempted me. Instantly, without a thought as to the consequences, without a fear as to the result, I dashed the glass to the sand, and my voice returning, I cried for the third time, "No; I will not drink."
I fixed my eyes on the water and opened my mouth. I caught the strong scent of the potent liquid in the glass and was eager to comply, but I looked at my rescuer first and instead saw the familiar face of the devilish figure that had tempted me twice before. Without thinking about the consequences or fearing the outcome, I threw the glass into the sand, and finding my voice again, I shouted for the third time, "No; I will not drink."
The troop of camels instantly disappeared, as had the figures in the scenes before, the tempter resolved into clear air, the sand beneath my feet became natural again, and I became myself as I had been before passing through the hideous ordeal. The fact of my deliverance from the earth caverns had, I now realized, been followed by temporary aberration of my mind, but at last[Pg 267] I saw clearly again, the painful fancy had passed, the delirium was over.
The group of camels quickly vanished, just like the figures in the earlier scenes. The tempter faded into the clear air, the sand under my feet felt normal again, and I returned to myself as I was before going through that awful experience. I now understood that my escape from the underground caves had led to a brief mental confusion, but finally, I saw things clearly again; the painful illusion had gone, and the delirium was over.[Pg 267]
I fell upon my knees in thankfulness; the misery through which I had passed had proven to be illusory, the earth caverns were beneath me, the mirage and temptations were not real, the horrors I had experienced were imaginary—thank God for all this—and that the sand was really sand. Solitary, alone, I kneeled in the desert barren, from horizon to horizon desolation only surrounded, and yet the scene of that illimitable waste, a fearful reality, it is true, was sweet in comparison with the misery of body and soul about which I had dreamed so vividly.
I dropped to my knees in gratitude; the suffering I had gone through turned out to be an illusion. The earth’s caverns were below me, the mirages and temptations weren’t real, and the horrors I had faced were imaginary—thank God for all this—and that the sand was actually sand. Alone, I knelt in the barren desert, surrounded by desolation from one horizon to the other, and yet the sight of that endless wasteland, a terrifying reality, was comforting compared to the misery of body and soul that I had dreamed about so vividly.
"'Tis no wonder," I said to myself, "that in the moment of transition from the underground caverns to the sunshine above, the shock should have disturbed my mental equilibrium, and in the moment of reaction I should have dreamed fantastic and horrible imaginings."
"It’s no surprise," I said to myself, "that during the transition from the underground caves to the sunlight above, the shock would disturb my mental balance, and in the moment of reaction, I would have dreamt of wild and terrible visions."
A cool and refreshing breeze sprung now, from I know not where; I did not care to ask; it was too welcome a gift to question, and contrasted pleasantly with the misery of my past hallucination. The sun was shining hot above me, the sand was glowing, parched beneath me, and yet the grateful breeze fanned my brow, and refreshed my spirit.
A cool and refreshing breeze blew in, I don’t know from where; I didn’t feel like asking; it was such a welcome gift that I didn’t want to question it, and it felt nice against the misery of my previous hallucination. The sun was blazing above me, the sand was burning hot underneath me, and yet the grateful breeze cooled my forehead and lifted my spirits.
"Thank God," I cried, "for the breeze, for the coolness that it brings; only those who have experienced the silence of the cavern solitudes through which I have passed, and added thereto, have sensed the horrors of the more recent nightmare scenes, can appreciate the delights of a gust of air."
"Thank God," I exclaimed, "for the breeze, for the coolness it brings; only those who have felt the silence of the cavernous solitude I’ve gone through, and on top of that, have sensed the horrors of the more recent nightmare scenes, can truly appreciate the joy of a gust of air."
The incongruity of surrounding conditions, as connected with affairs rational, did not appeal at all to my questioning senses, it seemed as though the cool breeze, coming from out the illimitable desolation of a heated waste was natural. I arose and walked on, refreshed. From out that breeze my physical self drew refreshment and strength.
The mismatch of the surroundings, in relation to logical matters, didn’t make sense to me at all; it felt like the cool breeze coming from the endless emptiness of a hot wasteland was completely normal. I got up and walked on, feeling revitalized. From that breeze, my body drew energy and strength.
"'Tis the cold," I said; "the blessed antithesis of heat, that supports life. Heat enervates, cold stimulates; heat depresses, cold animates. Thank God for breezes, winds, waters, cold."
"It's the cold," I said; "the wonderful opposite of heat, that sustains life. Heat drains energy, cold energizes; heat brings you down, cold lifts you up. Thank God for breezes, winds, waters, cold."
I turned and faced the gladsome breeze. "'Tis the source of life, I will trace it to its origin, I will leave the accursed[Pg 268] desert, the hateful sunshine, and seek the blissful regions that give birth to cool breezes."
I turned and faced the cheerful breeze. "It's the source of life; I will follow it to its origin. I will leave the cursed[Pg 268] desert, the annoying sunshine, and seek the happy places that create cool breezes."
I walked rapidly, and the breeze became more energetic and cooler. With each increase of momentum on my part, corresponding strength seemed to be added to the breeze—both strength and coolness.
I walked quickly, and the breeze got livelier and cooler. With every burst of speed I picked up, it felt like the breeze grew stronger—both in power and chill.
"Is not this delightful?" I murmured; "my God at last has come to be a just God. Knowing what I wanted, He sent the breeze; in answer to my prayer the cool, refreshing breeze arose. Damn the heat," I cried aloud, as I thought of the horrid day before; "blessed be the cold," and as though in answer to my cry the breeze stiffened and the cold strengthened itself, and I again returned thanks to my Creator.
"Isn't this amazing?" I whispered; "my God has finally become a just God. Knowing what I needed, He sent the breeze; in response to my prayer, the cool, refreshing breeze arrived. Forget the heat," I exclaimed loudly, thinking of the terrible day before; "thank goodness for the cold," and as if in response to my call, the breeze picked up and the coolness intensified, and I once again expressed my gratitude to my Creator.
With ragged coat wrapped about my form I faced the breeze and strode onward towards the home of the gelid wind that now dashed in gusts against my person.
With my tattered coat wrapped around me, I faced the breeze and walked on toward the home of the cold wind that now hit me in gusts.
Then I heard my footstep crunch, and perceived that the sand was hard beneath my feet; I stooped over to examine it and found it frozen. Strange, I reflected, strange that dry sand can freeze, and then I noticed, for the first time, that spurts of snow surrounded me, 'twas a sleety mixture upon which I trod, a crust of snow and sand. A sense of dread came suddenly over me, and instinctively I turned, affrighted, and ran away from the wind, towards the desert behind me, back towards the sun, which, cold and bleak, low in the horizon, was sinking. The sense of dread grew upon me, and I shivered as I ran. With my back towards the breeze I had blessed, I now fled towards the sinking sun I had cursed. I stretched out my arms in supplication towards that orb, for from behind overhanging blackness spread, and about me roared a fearful hurricane. Vainly. As I thought in mockery the heartless sun disappeared before my gaze, the hurricane surrounded me, and the wind about me became intensely cold, and raved furiously. It seemed as though the sun had fled from my presence, and with the disappearance of that orb, the outline of the earth was blotted from existence. It was an awful blackness, and the universe was now to me a blank. The cold strengthened and froze my body to the marrow of my bones. First came the sting of frost, then the pain of cold, then insensibility of flesh. My feet were[Pg 269] benumbed, my limbs motionless. I stood a statue, quiescent in the midst of the roaring tempest. The earth, the sun, the heavens themselves, my very person now had disappeared. Dead to the sense of pain or touch, sightless, amid a blank, only the noise of the raging winds was to me a reality. And as the creaking frost reached my brain and congealed it, the sound of the tempest ceased, and then devoid of physical senses, my quickened intellect, enslaved, remained imprisoned in the frozen form it could not leave, and yet could no longer control.
Then I heard my footsteps crunch, and realized that the sand was hard beneath my feet; I bent down to check it and found it frozen. Strange, I thought, strange that dry sand can freeze, and then I noticed, for the first time, that bursts of snow surrounded me; it was a slushy mix that I was walking on, a crust of snow and sand. A feeling of dread suddenly washed over me, and instinctively I turned, terrified, and ran away from the wind, toward the desert behind me, back toward the sun, which was low on the horizon and sinking, cold and bleak. The feeling of dread intensified, and I shivered as I ran. With my back to the breeze I had once welcomed, I was now fleeing toward the sinking sun I had cursed. I stretched out my arms pleadingly toward that orb, as darkness loomed behind me and a terrifying hurricane roared around me. In vain. As I mockingly thought, the heartless sun vanished from sight, the hurricane surrounded me, and the wind became intensely cold and raged violently. It felt as though the sun had fled from me, and with its disappearance, the outlines of the earth faded away. It was a dreadful darkness, and the universe became empty to me. The cold grew stronger, freezing me to my core. First came the sting of frost, then the pain of cold, followed by the numbness of my flesh. My feet were numb, my limbs motionless. I stood like a statue, still in the midst of the roaring storm. The earth, the sun, the heavens, even my own self had vanished. Dead to sensations of pain or touch, sightless amid the emptiness, the only reality I had was the sound of the howling winds. As the creeping frost reached my brain and froze it, the sound of the storm faded, and then devoid of physical sensations, my awakened mind, trapped, remained locked in the frozen body it could not escape, and yet could no longer control.
Reflection after reflection passed through that incarcerated thought entity, and as I meditated, the heinous mistakes I had committed in the life that had passed, arose to torment. God had answered my supplications, successively I had experienced the hollowness of earthly pleasures, and had left each lesson unheeded. Had I not alternately begged for and then cursed each gift of God? Had I not prayed for heat, cold, light, and darkness, and anathematized each? Had I not, when in perfect silence, prayed for sound; in sheltered caverns, prayed for winds and storms; in the very corridors of heaven, and in the presence of Etidorhpa, had I not sought for joys beyond?
Reflection after reflection went through that trapped thought, and as I thought about it, the terrible mistakes I had made in my past life came back to haunt me. God had heard my prayers, and time after time I felt the emptiness of worldly pleasures, ignoring each lesson. Had I not both begged for and then cursed each gift from God? Had I not prayed for heat, cold, light, and darkness, only to condemn each one? Had I not, in perfect silence, prayed for noise; in sheltered caves, wished for winds and storms; in the highest places, and in the presence of Etidorhpa, sought for joys beyond?
Had I not found each pleasure of life a mockery, and notwithstanding each bitter lesson, still pursued my headstrong course, alternately blessing and cursing my Creator, and then myself, until now, amid a howling waste, in perfect darkness, my conscious intellect was bound to the frozen, rigid semblance of a body? All about me was dead and dark, all within was still and cold, only my quickened intellect remained as in every corpse the self-conscious intellect must remain, while the body has a mortal form, for death of body is not attended by the immediate liberation of mind. The consciousness of the dead man is still acute, and he who thinks the dead are mindless, will realize his fearful error when devoid of motion he lies a corpse, conscious of all that passes on around him, waiting the liberation that can only come by disintegration and destruction of the flesh.
If I hadn’t come to see every pleasure in life as a joke, and despite all the harsh lessons I learned, I still stubbornly followed my path, alternating between praising and cursing my Creator, and then myself, until now, in the midst of a desolate landscape, surrounded by complete darkness, my aware mind was trapped in the frozen, rigid form of a body? Everything around me was dead and dark, everything inside was still and cold, only my awakened intellect remained, like in every corpse where the self-aware mind has to linger, while the body is alive, because the death of the body doesn’t immediately free the mind. The consciousness of the dead person is still sharp, and anyone who believes the dead are mindless will realize their horrifying mistake when they lie still as a corpse, aware of everything happening around them, waiting for the release that can only happen through the disintegration and destruction of their flesh.
So, unconscious of pain, unconscious of any physical sense, I existed on and on, enthralled, age after age passed and piled upon one another, for time was to me unchangeable, no more an entity. I now prayed for change of any kind, and envied the very devils in hell their pleasures, for were they not gifted with[Pg 270] the power of motion, could they not hear, and see, and realize the pains they suffered? I prayed for death—death absolute, death eternal. Then, at last, the darkness seemed to lessen, and I saw the frozen earth beneath, the monstrous crags of ice above, the raging tempest about, for I now had learned by reflection to perceive by pure intellect, to see by the light within. My body, solid as stone, was fixed and preserved in a waste of ice. The world was frozen. I perceived that the sun, and moon, and stars, nearly stilled, dim and motionless, had paled in the cold depths of space. The universe itself was freezing, and amid the desolation only my deserted intellect remained. Age after age had passed, æons of ages had fled, nation after nation had grown and perished, and in the uncounted epochs behind, humanity had disappeared. Unable to free itself from the frozen body, my own intellect remained the solitary spectator of the dead silence about. At last, beneath my vision, the moon disappeared, the stars faded one by one, and then I watched the sun grow dim, until at length only a milky, gauze-like film remained to indicate her face, and then—vacancy. I had lived the universe away. And in perfect darkness the living intellect, conscious of all that had transpired in the ages past, clung still enthralled to the body of the frozen mortal. I thought of my record in the distant past, of the temptations I had undergone, and called myself a fool, for, had I listened to the tempter, I could at least have suffered, I could have had companionship even though it were of the devils—in hell. I lived my life over and over, times without number; I thought of my tempters, of the offered cups, and thinking, argued with myself:
So, unaware of pain and without any physical sensation, I just continued to exist, captivated, as ages flowed by, stacking up one after another, because time had become unchanging for me, no longer a tangible concept. I began to wish for any kind of change, even envying the devils in hell for their pleasures, for didn’t they have the ability to move, to hear, to see, and to understand the suffering they endured? I prayed for death—an absolute, eternal death. Then, finally, the darkness started to lift, and I saw the frozen ground beneath me, the massive ice cliffs above, the raging storm all around, as I had now learned to perceive through pure intellect and see the light within. My body, as solid as stone, was trapped and preserved in this wasteland of ice. The world was frozen. I realized that the sun, moon, and stars had nearly stopped, dim and motionless, having faded in the cold depths of space. The universe itself was freezing, and amid this desolation, only my deserted intellect remained. Ages had gone by, eons had slipped away, nations had risen and fallen, and in the countless epochs that had passed, humanity had vanished. My own intellect could not break free from the frozen body, remaining the only observer of the dead silence surrounding me. Eventually, beneath my gaze, the moon vanished, the stars faded one by one, and then I watched the sun dim until, at last, only a milky, gauzy film remained to show where it had been, and then—emptiness. I had lived the universe away. In total darkness, my living intellect, aware of everything that had happened in ages past, remained tightly bound to the body of the frozen mortal. I reflected on my distant past, on the temptations I faced, calling myself a fool, because if I had listened to the tempter, I could at least have suffered and had companionship, even if it was with devils—in hell. I relived my life over and over again, countless times; I thought of my tempters, the cups that were offered, and while thinking, argued with myself:
"No," I said; "no, I had made the promise, I have faith in Etidorhpa, and were it to do over again I would not drink."
"No," I said; "no, I made the promise, I believe in Etidorhpa, and if I had to do it all over again, I wouldn't drink."
Then, as this thought sped from me, the ice scene dissolved, the enveloped frozen form of myself faded from view, the sand shrunk into nothingness, and with my natural body, and in normal condition, I found myself back in the earth cavern, on my knees, beside the curious inverted fungus, of which fruit I had eaten in obedience to my guide's directions. Before me the familiar figure of my guide stood, with folded arms, and as my gaze fell upon him he reached out his hand and raised me to my feet.[Pg 271]
Then, as this thought rushed through me, the icy scene disappeared, my frozen self faded from sight, the sand vanished completely, and I found myself back in the earth cavern, on my knees, next to the strange upside-down fungus, whose fruit I had eaten as my guide instructed. In front of me stood my guide, arms crossed, and when I looked at him, he reached out his hand and helped me up.[Pg 271]
"Where have you been during the wretched epochs that have passed since I last saw you?" I asked.
"Where have you been during the terrible times that have gone by since I last saw you?" I asked.
"I have been here," he replied, "and you have been there."
"I've been here," he said, "and you've been there."
"You lie, you villainous sorcerer," I cried; "you lie again as you have lied to me before. I followed you to the edge of demon land, to the caverns of the drunkards, and then you deserted me. Since last we met I have spent a million, billion years of agony inexpressible, and have had that agony made doubly horrible by contrast with the thought, yes, the very sight and touch of Heaven. I passed into a double eternity, and have experienced the ecstacies of the blessed, and suffered the torments of the damned, and now you dare boldly tell me that I have been here, and that you have been there, since last I saw you stand by this cursed fungus bowl."
"You’re lying, you evil sorcerer," I shouted. "You’re lying again just like you have before. I followed you to the edge of demon territory, to the caves of the drunks, and then you abandoned me. Since we last met, I’ve gone through endless, unimaginable suffering, which has been made even worse by the memories, yes, the very sight and touch of Heaven. I entered a double eternity and have felt the ecstasies of the blessed and suffered the torments of the damned. And now you have the nerve to tell me that I've been here and you've been there since I last saw you next to this cursed fungus bowl."
"Yes," he said, taking no offense at my violence; "yes, neither of us has left this spot; you have sipped of the drink of an earth-damned drunkard, you have experienced part of the curses of intemperance, the delirium of narcotics. Thousands of men on earth, in their drunken hallucination, have gone through hotter hells than you have seen; your dream has not exaggerated the sufferings of those who sup of the delirium of intemperance."
"Yes," he said, not bothered by my aggression; "yes, neither of us has moved from this place; you’ve tasted the drink of a cursed drunk, you’ve felt some of the consequences of excess, the madness of drugs. Thousands of men on earth, in their drunken fantasies, have endured worse hells than you have seen; your nightmare hasn’t exaggerated the pain of those who indulge in the madness of addiction."
And then he continued:
And then he went on:
"Let me tell you of man's conception of eternity."[Pg 272]
"Let me tell you about how humans perceive eternity."[Pg 272]
CHAPTER XLII.
ETERNITY WITHOUT TIME.
"Man's conception of eternity is that of infinite duration, continuance without beginning or end, and yet everything he knows is bounded by two or more opposites. From a beginning, as he sees a form of matter, that substance passes to an end." Thus spoke my guide.
"Human understanding of eternity is about infinite duration, an existence without a start or finish, yet everything he knows is limited by two or more opposites. From a beginning, as he perceives a form of matter, that substance transitions to an end." Thus spoke my guide.
Then he asked, and showed by his question that he appreciated the nature of my recent experiences: "Do you recall the instant that you left me standing by this bowl to start, as you imagined, with me as a companion, on the journey to the cavern of the grotesque?"
Then he asked, showing with his question that he understood what I had been through recently: "Do you remember the moment you left me standing by this bowl to begin, as you thought, with me as your companion on the journey to the cave of the bizarre?"
"No; because I did not leave you. I sipped of the liquid, and then you moved on with me from this spot; we were together, until at last we were separated on the edge of the cave of drunkards."
"No; because I didn't leave you. I took a sip of the drink, and then you moved along with me from this spot; we were together until finally we were separated at the edge of the cave of drunkards."
"Listen," said he; "I neither left you nor went with you. You neither went from this spot nor came back again. You neither saw nor experienced my presence nor my absence; there was no beginning to your journey."
"Listen," he said. "I neither left you nor accompanied you. You neither left this place nor returned. You didn’t see or feel my presence or my absence; your journey had no beginning."
"Go on."
"Continue."
"You ate of the narcotic fungus; you have been intoxicated."
"You ate the hallucinogenic mushroom; you've been high."
"I have not," I retorted. "I have been through your accursed caverns, and into hell beyond. I have been consumed by eternal damnation in the journey, have experienced a heaven of delight, and also an eternity of misery."
"I haven’t," I shot back. "I’ve gone through your cursed caverns and into hell beyond. I’ve been tormented by endless damnation on the way, experienced a paradise of pleasure, and also an eternity of suffering."
"Upon the contrary, the time that has passed since you drank the liquid contents of that fungus fruit has only been that which permitted you to fall upon your knees. You swallowed the liquor when I handed you the shell cup; you dropped upon your knees, and then instantly awoke. See," he said; "in corroboration of my assertion the shell of the fungus fruit at your feet is still dripping with the liquid you did not drink. Time[Pg 273] has been annihilated. Under the influence of this potent earth-bred narcoto-intoxicant, your dream begun inside of eternity; you did not pass into it."
"On the contrary, the time that has passed since you drank the liquid from that fungus fruit is just enough for you to drop to your knees. You swallowed the drink when I handed you the shell cup; you fell to your knees and then immediately woke up. Look," he said; "to back up my claim, the shell of the fungus fruit at your feet is still dripping with the liquid you didn’t drink. Time[Pg 273] has been erased. Under the influence of this powerful earth-born intoxicant, your dream started inside of eternity; you didn’t transition into it."
"You say," I interrupted, "that I dropped upon my knees, that I have experienced the hallucination of intoxication, that the experiences of my vision occurred during the second of time that was required for me to drop upon my knees."
"You say," I interrupted, "that I fell to my knees, that I experienced the hallucination of being drunk, that the visions I had happened in the split second it took for me to kneel."
"Yes."
Yes.
"Then by your own argument you demonstrate that eternity requires time, for even a millionth part of a second is time, as much so as a million of years."
"Then by your own argument, you show that eternity needs time, because even a millionth of a second is time, just like a million years."
"You mistake," he replied, "you misinterpret my words. I said that all you experienced in your eternity of suffering and pleasure, occurred between the point when you touched the fungus fruit to your lips, and that when your knees struck the stone."
"You’re mistaken," he replied. "You’re misinterpreting my words. I said that everything you experienced in your endless suffering and pleasure happened between the moment you touched the fungus fruit to your lips and when your knees hit the stone."
"That consumed time," I answered.
"That took time," I answered.
"Did I assert," he questioned, "that your experiences were scattered over that entire period?"
"Did I say," he asked, "that your experiences were spread out over that whole time?"
"No."
"Nope."
"May not all that occurred to your mind have been crushed into the second that accompanied the mental impression produced by the liquor, or the second of time that followed, or any other part of that period, or a fraction of any integral second of that period?"
"Could it be that everything you thought was squeezed into the moment that came with the buzz from the drink, or the moment after, or any other part of that time, or even just a tiny fraction of any whole second during that time?"
"I can not say," I answered, "what part of the period the hallucination, as you call it, occupied."
"I can't say," I replied, "what part of the time the hallucination, as you call it, occurred."
"You admit that so far as your conception of time is concerned, the occurrences to which you refer may have existed in either an inestimable fraction of the first, the second, or the third part of the period."
"You acknowledge that, regarding your understanding of time, the events you mention might have happened in either an immeasurable part of the first, second, or third segment of the time period."
"Yes," I replied, "yes; if you are correct in that, they were illusions."
"Yes," I replied, "yes; if you're right about that, they were just illusions."
"Let me ask you furthermore," he said; "are you sure that the flash that bred your hallucination was not instantaneous, and a part of neither the first, second, nor third second?"
"Let me ask you this," he said. "Are you sure that the flash that caused your hallucination wasn't instant, and that it didn't occur in the first, second, or third second?"
"Continue your argument."
"Keep making your point."
"I will repeat a preceding question with a slight modification. May not all that occurred to your mind have been crushed into[Pg 274] the space between the second of time that preceded the mental impression produced by the liquor, and the second that followed it? Need it have been a part of either second, or of time at all? Indeed, could it have been a part of time if it were instantaneous?"
"I'll rephrase a previous question slightly. Could it be that everything that crossed your mind got squished into[Pg 274] the split second before the thoughts brought on by the drink, and the split second after? Did it have to belong to either of those seconds, or to time at all? In fact, could it even be considered part of time if it was momentary?"
"Go on."
"Continue."
"Suppose the entity that men call the soul of man were in process of separation from the body. The process you will admit would occupy time, until the point of liberation was reached. Would not dissolution, so far as the separation of matter and spirit is concerned at its critical point be instantaneous?"
"Imagine that what people refer to as the soul of a person is starting to separate from the body. You would agree that this process would take some time until it finally breaks free. At its crucial moment, wouldn't the separation of matter and spirit happen instantly?"
I made no reply.
I didn't reply.
"If the critical point is instantaneous, there would be no beginning, there could be no end. Therein rests an eternity greater than man can otherwise conceive of, for as there is neither beginning nor end, time and space are annihilated. The line that separates the soul that is in the body from the soul that is out of the body is outside of all things. It is a between, neither a part of the nether side nor of the upper side; it is outside the here and the hereafter. Let us carry this thought a little further," said he. "Suppose a good man were to undergo this change, could not all that an eternity of happiness might offer be crushed into this boundless conception, the critical point? All that a mother craves in children dead, could reappear again in their once loved forms; all that a good life earns, would rest in the soul's experience in that eternity, but not as an illusion, although no mental pleasure, no physical pain is equal to that of hallucinations. Suppose that a vicious life were ended, could it escape the inevitable critical point? Would not that life in its previous journey create its own sad eternity? You have seen the working of an eternity with an end but not a beginning to it, for you can not sense the commencement of your vision. You have been in the cavern of the grotesque,—the realms of the beautiful, and have walked over the boundless sands that bring misery to the soul, and have, as a statue, seen the frozen universe dissolve. You are thankful that it was all an illusion as you deem it now; what would you think had only the heavenly part been spread before you?"
"If the critical point is immediate, there would be no beginning and no end. Within that lies an eternity greater than we can truly understand, because if there’s no beginning or end, time and space are erased. The boundary that separates the soul in the body from the soul outside of it exists beyond everything. It’s a kind of in-between, not belonging to either the lower or upper realms; it stands outside here and the afterlife. Let’s explore this idea a bit more," he said. "What if a good person were to experience this change; couldn't all the joy that eternity offers be contained within this limitless idea, the critical point? Everything a mother longs for in her deceased children could come back to her in their once-loved forms; everything that a good life brings would reside in the soul’s experience during that eternity, but not as an illusion, even though no mental pleasure or physical pain compares to the depth of hallucinations. If a life of wrongdoing ends, can it avoid the unavoidable critical point? Wouldn’t that life, in its previous journey, create its own sorrowful eternity? You’ve felt what eternity is like with an end but no beginning, since you can’t perceive the start of your vision. You have wandered through the darkness of the grotesque—the realms of beauty, and walked over the endless sands that bring suffering to the soul, and, like a statue, watched the frozen universe unravel. You find solace in knowing it was all an illusion as you view it now; what would you think if only the heavenly aspect had been presented to you?"
"I would have cursed the man who dispelled the illusion," I answered.[Pg 275]
"I would have cursed the guy who broke the spell," I replied.[Pg 275]
"Then," he said, "you are willing to admit that men who so live as to gain such an eternity, be it mental illusion, hallucination or real, make no mistake in life."
"Then," he said, "you’re willing to admit that men who live in a way that allows them to achieve such an eternity, whether it’s a mental illusion, hallucination, or reality, don’t make mistakes in life."
"I do," I replied; "but you confound me when you argue in so cool a manner that eternity may be everlasting to the soul, and yet without the conception of time."
"I do," I replied; "but you confuse me when you argue so calmly that eternity can be everlasting to the soul, yet without the idea of time."
"Did I not teach you in the beginning of this journey," he interjected, "that time is not as men conceive it. Men can not grasp an idea of eternity and retain their sun bred, morning and evening, conception of time. Therein lies their error. As the tip of the whip-lash passes with the lash, so through life the soul of man proceeds with the body. As there is a point just when the tip of the whip-lash is on the edge of its return, where all motion of the line that bounds the tip ends, so there is a motionless point when the soul starts onward from the body of man. As the tip of the whip-lash sends its cry through space, not while it is in motion either way, but from the point where motion ceases, the spaceless, timeless point that lies between the backward and the forward, so the soul of man leaves a cry (eternity) at the critical point. It is the death echo, and thus each snap of the life-thread throws an eternity, its own eternity, into eternity's seas, and each eternity is made up of the entities thus cast from the critical point. With the end of each soul's earth journey, a new eternity springs into existence, occupying no space, consuming no time, and not conflicting with any other, each being exactly what the soul-earth record makes it, an eternity of joy (heaven), or an eternity of anguish (hell). There can be no neutral ground."
"Didn't I teach you at the start of this journey," he interrupted, "that time isn't what people think it is? Humans can’t understand eternity and still hold onto their everyday ideas of time, measured by morning and evening. That’s where they go wrong. Just like the tip of a whip moves with the lash, the human soul moves alongside the body. There’s a moment when the tip of the whip is about to return, marking the end of its movement; similarly, there’s a still point where the soul separates from the human body. When the tip of the whip sends its sound through space, it doesn’t do so while in motion; it’s at that moment when movement stops, the timeless point between going back and moving forward, that the soul of man emits a sound (eternity) at that critical moment. It’s the echo of death, and each time the thread of life snaps, it casts an eternity—its own eternity—into the vastness of eternity, with each eternity made up of the entities it releases from that critical point. With the end of every soul’s time on earth, a new eternity comes into being, taking up no space, consuming no time, and not conflicting with another, each shaped entirely by the soul's earthly experiences, whether it be an eternity of joy (heaven) or an eternity of suffering (hell). There is no middle ground."
Then he continued:
Then he went on:
"The drunkard is destined to suffer in the drunkard's eternity, as you have suffered; the enticement of drink is evanescent, the agony to follow is eternal. You have seen that the sub-regions of earth supply an intoxicant. Taste not again of any intoxicant; let your recent lesson be your last. Any stimulant is an enemy to man, any narcotic is a fiend. It destroys its victim, and corrupts the mind, entices it into pastures grotesque, and even pleasant at first, but destined to eternal misery in the end. Beware of the eternity that follows the snapping of the[Pg 276] life-thread of a drunkard. Come," he abruptly said, "we will pursue our journey."
"The drunkard is doomed to suffer in the drunkard's eternity, just like you have suffered; the temptation of alcohol is fleeting, but the pain that follows lasts forever. You have seen that the different parts of the earth provide intoxicants. Don’t ever drink again; let your recent experience be your final lesson. Any stimulant is an enemy to man, any narcotic is a monster. It destroys its victim; it corrupts the mind and lures it into strange, even seemingly pleasant pastures, but they lead to endless misery in the end. Be careful of the eternity that comes after the life-thread of a drunkard is cut. Come," he said abruptly, "let's continue our journey."
[Note.—Morphine, belladonna, hyoscyamus and cannabis indica are narcotics, and yet each differs in its action from the others. Alcohol and methyl alcohol are intoxicants; ether, chloroform, and chloral are anæsthetics, and yet no two are possessed of the same qualities. Is there any good reason to doubt that combinations of the elements as yet hidden from man can not cause hallucinations that combine and intensify the most virulent of narcotics, intoxicants, and anæsthetics, and pall the effects of hashish or of opium?
[Note.—Morphine, belladonna, hyoscyamus, and cannabis indica are all narcotics, but they each affect the body differently. Alcohol and methanol are intoxicants; ether, chloroform, and chloral are anesthetics, yet no two have identical properties. Is there any valid reason to doubt that combinations of undiscovered elements could produce hallucinations that enhance and amplify the strongest narcotics, intoxicants, and anesthetics, while diminishing the effects of hashish or opium?
If, in the course of experimentation, a chemist should strike upon a compound that in traces only would subject his mind and drive his pen to record such seemingly extravagant ideas as are found in the hallucinations herein pictured, would it not be his duty to bury the discovery from others, to cover from mankind the existence of such a noxious fruit of the chemist's or pharmaceutist's art? Introduce such an intoxicant, and start it to ferment in humanity's blood, and before the world were advised of its possible results, might not the ever increasing potency gain such headway as to destroy, or debase, our civilization, and even to exterminate mankind?—J. U. L.]
If a chemist, during their experiments, stumbles upon a compound that, even in tiny amounts, leads them to contemplate and write about the bizarre ideas represented in these hallucinations, wouldn't it be their duty to conceal that discovery from others, in order to protect humanity from the toxic consequences of the chemist’s or pharmacist's work? If they were to release such a substance and let it spread among people, could it gain enough potency before society becomes aware of its potential effects to destroy, degrade, or even obliterate our civilization?—J. U. L.]
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INTERLUDE.
CHAPTER XLIII.
THE LAST CONTEST.
I, Lewellyn Drury, had been so absorbed in the fantastic story the old man read so fluently from the execrably written manuscript, and in the metaphysical argument which followed his account of the vision he had introduced so artfully as to lead me to think it was a part of his narrative, that I scarcely noted the passage of time. Upon seeing him suspend his reading, fold the manuscript, and place it in his pocket, I reverted to material things, and glancing at the clock, perceived that the hands pointed to bed-time.
I, Lewellyn Drury, had been so caught up in the amazing story the old man read so smoothly from the poorly written manuscript, and in the deep discussion that followed his account of the vision he had cleverly made me think was part of his tale, that I hardly noticed time passing. When I saw him stop reading, fold the manuscript, and put it in his pocket, I returned to reality and, glancing at the clock, realized it was bed-time.
"To-morrow evening," said he, "I will return at nine o'clock. In the interim, if you still question any part of the story, or wish further information on any subject connected with my journey, I will be prepared to answer your queries. Since, however, that will be your last opportunity, I suggest that you make notes of all subjects that you wish to discuss."
"Tomorrow evening," he said, "I'll be back at nine o'clock. In the meantime, if you still have any questions about the story or want more information about anything related to my trip, I'll be ready to answer. Since this will be your last chance, I suggest you jot down all the topics you want to discuss."
Then, in his usual self-possessed, exquisitely polite manner, he bowed himself out.
Then, in his typical calm and very polite way, he bowed and left.
I spent the next day reviewing the most questionable features of his history, recalling the several statements that had been made. Remembering the humiliation I had experienced in my previous attempts to confute him, I determined to select such subjects as would appear the most difficult to explain, and to attack the old man with vehemence.
I spent the next day going over the most questionable parts of his history, thinking back on the various statements that had been made. Remembering the embarrassment I felt in my earlier attempts to refute him, I decided to choose topics that seemed the hardest to explain and to confront the old man aggressively.
I confess, that notwithstanding my several failures, and his successful and constant elucidation and minute details in regard to occurrences which he related, and which anticipated many points I had once had in mind to question, misgivings still possessed me concerning the truthfulness of the story. If[Pg 278] these remarkable episodes were true, could there be such a thing as fiction? If not all true, where did fact end and fancy begin?
I admit that despite my many failures and his thorough and detailed explanations about the events he described—many of which addressed questions I had planned to ask—I still had doubts about the truth of the story. If these incredible episodes were real, could fiction even exist? If not everything was true, where did reality stop and imagination start?
Accordingly I devoted the following day to meditating my plan of attack, for I felt that I had been challenged to a final contest. Late the next day, I felt confident of my own ability to dispossess him, and in order further to test his power, when night came I doubly locked the door to my room, first with the key and next with the inside bolt. I had determined to force him again to induce inert material to obey his command, as he had done at our first interview. The reader will remember that Prof. Chickering had deemed that occurrence an illusion, and I confess that time had dimmed the vividness of the scene in my own mind. Hence I proposed to verify the matter. Therefore, at the approach of nine o'clock, the evening following, I sat with my gaze riveted on the bolt of the door, determined not to answer his knock.
So, I spent the next day thinking through my plan of attack because I felt like I had been called out for a final showdown. Late the following day, I was sure of my ability to get rid of him, and to further test his power, I locked my room door twice when night came—first with the key, then with the inside bolt. I had decided to force him to make a solid object obey his command again, like he did during our first meeting. You might remember that Prof. Chickering thought that incident was just an illusion, and I’ll admit that time had made the details of that scene fade in my mind. So, I wanted to confirm what really happened. Therefore, around nine o'clock the next evening, I sat staring at the door bolt, determined not to answer his knock.
He gave me no chance to neglect a response to his rap. Exactly at the stroke of nine the door swung noiselessly on its hinges, the wizard entered, and the door closed again. The bolt had not moved, the knob did not turn. The bar passed through the catch and back to its seat,—I sprung from my chair, and excitedly and rudely rushed past my guest. I grasped the knob, wrenched it with all my might. Vainly; the door was locked, the bolt was fastened. Then I turned to my visitor. He was quietly seated in his accustomed place, and apparently failed to notice my discomposure, although he must have realized that he had withstood my first test.
He didn't give me a chance to ignore his call. Right at nine, the door opened silently, the wizard walked in, and the door closed behind him. The bolt hadn’t moved, and the knob didn’t turn. The bar slid into the latch and settled back into place—I jumped up from my chair and hurried past my guest. I grabbed the knob and twisted it with all my strength. No luck; the door was locked, and the bolt was secured. Then I turned to look at my visitor. He was calmly sitting in his usual spot, seemingly oblivious to my agitation, even though he must have known he had passed my first test.
This pronounced defeat, at the very beginning of our proposed contest, produced a depressing effect; nevertheless I made an effort at self-control, and seating myself opposite, looked my antagonist in the face. Calm, dignified, with the brow of a philosopher, and the countenance of a philanthropist, a perfect type of the exquisite gentleman, and the cultured scholar, my guest, as serene and complacent as though, instead of an intruder, he were an invited participant of the comforts of my fireside, or even the host himself, laid his hat upon the table, stroked his silvery, translucent beard, and said:
This clear defeat, right at the start of our planned contest, was pretty discouraging; however, I tried to stay composed and, sitting across from my opponent, looked him in the eye. Calm and dignified, with the brow of a philosopher and the expression of a philanthropist, he was the perfect example of a refined gentleman and an educated scholar. My guest, as serene and satisfied as if he were a welcome visitor enjoying the warmth of my fireplace—or even the host himself—set his hat on the table, stroked his silvery, translucent beard, and said:
"Well?"[Pg 279]
"What's up?"[Pg 279]
I accepted the challenge, for the word, as he emphasized it, was a challenge, and hurled at him, in hopes to catch him unprepared, the following abrupt sentence:
I accepted the challenge because the way he highlighted the word made it feel like one. I threw this sudden sentence at him, hoping to catch him off guard:
"I doubt the possibility of the existence of a great cavern such as you have described. The superincumbent mass of earth would crush the strongest metal. No material known to man could withstand a pressure so great as would overlie an arch as large as that you depict; material would succumb even if the roof were made of steel."
"I doubt that such a huge cave as you've described could really exist. The weight of the earth above would crush even the strongest metal. No material known to man could handle the immense pressure that would rest on an arch that big; it would give way even if the roof were made of steel."
"Do not be so positive," he replied. "By what authority do you make this assertion?"
"Don’t be so sure," he replied. "What gives you the right to say that?"
"By the authority of common sense as opposed to an unreasonable hypothesis. You should know that there is a limit to the strength of all things, and that no substance is capable of making an arch of thousands of miles, which, according to your assertion, must have been the diameter of the roof of your inland sea."
"Based on common sense rather than an irrational theory. You should understand that there’s a limit to the strength of everything, and that no material can create an arch that spans thousands of miles, which, according to your claim, would have to be the diameter of the roof of your inland sea."
"Ah," he replied, "and so you again crush my facts with your theory. Well, let me ask a question."
"Ah," he said, "so you're crushing my facts with your theory again. Well, let me ask you something."
"Proceed."
"Go ahead."
"Did you ever observe a bubble resting on a bubble?"
"Have you ever seen a bubble sitting on top of another bubble?"
"Yes."
"Yeah."
"Did you ever place a pipe-stem in a partly filled bowl of soap water, and by blowing through it fill the bowl with bubbles?"
"Have you ever put a pipe stem in a bowl of soapy water that's partially full, and by blowing through it, created a bunch of bubbles?"
"Yes."
Yes.
"Did you ever calculate the tensile strength of the material from which you blew the bubble?"
"Did you ever figure out the tensile strength of the material you used to blow the bubble?"
"No; for soap water has no appreciable strength."
"No, because soapy water isn't strong at all."
"And yet you know that a bubble made of suds has not only strength, but elasticity. Suppose a bubble of energy floating in space were to be covered to the depth of the thickness of a sheet of tissue paper with the dust of space, would that surprise you?"
"And yet you know that a bubble made of soap has not only strength but also flexibility. If a bubble of energy floating in space were covered with a layer as thin as tissue paper made of space dust, would that surprise you?"
"No."
"Nope."
"Suppose two such globes of energy, covered with dust, were to be telescoped or attached together, would you marvel at the fact?"
"Imagine if two energy spheres, covered in dust, were to be combined or joined together; would you be amazed by that?"
"No."[Pg 280]
"No."[Pg 280]
He drew a picture on a piece of paper, in which one line was inclosed by another, and remarked:
He drew a picture on a piece of paper, with one line surrounded by another, and said:
"The pencil mark on this paper is proportionately thicker than the crust of the earth over the earth cavern I have described. Even if it were made of soap suds, it could revolve through space and maintain its contour."
"The pencil mark on this paper is relatively thicker than the Earth's crust over the underground cavern I've mentioned. Even if it were made of soap bubbles, it could still spin through space and keep its shape."
"But the earth is a globe," I interjected.
"But the Earth is a globe," I said.
"You do not mean an exact globe?"
"You don't mean a perfect globe?"
"No; it is flattened at the poles."
"No, it's flattened at the poles."
He took from his pocket two thin rubber balls, one slightly larger than the other. With his knife he divided the larger ball, cutting it into halves. He then placed one of the sections upon the perfect ball, and held the arrangement between the gas light and the wall.
He pulled out two thin rubber balls from his pocket, one a bit bigger than the other. With his knife, he sliced the larger ball in half. Then he placed one of the halves on top of the perfect ball and held them both between the gas light and the wall.

A A, compressed energy spheres.
"See; is not the shadow flattened, as your earth is, at the poles?"
"Look; isn't the shadow flattened, just like your earth is at the poles?"
"Yes; but the earth is not a shadow."
"Yes, but the earth isn't just a shadow."
"We will not argue that point now," he replied, and then asked: "Suppose such a compound shell as this were to revolve through space and continuously collect dust, most of it of the earth's temperature, forming a fluid (water), would not that dust be propelled naturally from the poles?"
"We're not going to argue that right now," he replied, and then asked, "What if a shell like this were to spin through space and continually gather dust, most of it at Earth's temperature, creating a fluid (water)? Wouldn't that dust get pushed away from the poles naturally?"
"Yes; according to our theory."
"Yes, based on our theory."
"Perhaps," said he, "the contact edge of the invisible spheres of energy which compose your earth bubbles, for planets are bubbles, that have been covered with water and soil during the time the energy bubble, which is the real bone of the globe, has been revolving through space; perhaps, could you reach the foundation of the earth dust, you would find it not a perfect sphere, but a compound skeleton, as of two bubbles locked, or rather telescoped together. [See Fig. 34.]
"Maybe," he said, "the contact edge of the invisible spheres of energy that make up your Earth bubbles—because planets are bubbles—has been covered with water and soil while the energy bubble, which is the real core of the planet, has been moving through space. Perhaps if you could reach the bottom of the Earth’s dust, you would find it's not a perfect sphere but a complex skeleton, like two bubbles fused or collapsed together. [See Fig. 34.]
"Are you sure that my guide did not lead me through the space between the bubbles?"
"Are you sure my guide didn't take me through the space between the bubbles?"
Then he continued:
Then he went on:
"Do not be shocked at what I am about to assert, for, as a member of materialistic humanity, you will surely consider me[Pg 281] irrational when I say that matter, materials, ponderous substances, one and all, so far as the ponderous part is concerned have no strength."
"Don't be surprised by what I'm about to say, because as a part of materialistic society, you'll probably think I'm being irrational when I say that matter, materials, and heavy substances, in terms of their weight, have no strength."
"What! no strength?"
"What! No strength?"
"None whatever."
"Not at all."
I grasped the poker.
I grabbed the poker.
"Is not this matter?"
"Isn't this a matter?"
"Yes."
Yes.
"I can not break it."
"I can't break it."
"No."
"Nope."
"Have not I strength?"
"Don't I have strength?"
"Confine your argument now to the poker; we will consider you next. You can not break it."
"Focus your argument now on the poker; we'll address you next. You can't break it."
"I can break this pencil, though," and I snapped it in his face.
"I can break this pencil, though," and I snapped it in his face.
"Yes."
"Yes."
I curled my lip in disdain.
I curled my lip in contempt.
"You carry this argument too far."
"You've taken this argument too far."
"Why?"
"Why?"
"I can break the pencil, I can not break the poker; had these materials not different strengths there could be no distinction; had I no strength I could not have broken either."
"I can break the pencil, but I can't break the poker; if these materials didn't have different strengths, there wouldn't be any difference between them; and if I had no strength, I wouldn't be able to break either."
"Are you ready to listen?" he replied.
"Are you ready to listen?" he asked.
"Yes; but do not exasperate me."
"Yeah, but don't annoy me."
"I did not say that the combination you call a poker had no strength, neither did I assert that you could not break a pencil."
"I didn't say that the combination you call a poker was weak, nor did I claim that you couldn't break a pencil."
"A distinction without a difference; you play upon words."
"A difference that doesn't matter; you're just playing with words."
"I said that matter, the ponderous side of material substances, has no strength."
"I said that matter, the heavy side of physical substances, has no strength."
"And I say differently."
"I disagree."
He thrust the end of the poker into the fire, and soon drew it forth red-hot.
He pushed the end of the poker into the fire, and soon pulled it out glowing red.
"Is it as strong as before?"
"Is it as strong as it was before?"
"No."
"No."
"Heat it to whiteness and it becomes plastic."
"Heat it until it’s glowing white and it turns into plastic."
"Yes."
Yes.

B B, collapsed energy spheres covered with space dust, enclosing the space in between.
[Pg 282]
[Pg 282]
"Heat it still more and it changes to a liquid."
"Heat it even more and it turns into a liquid."
"Yes."
Yes.
"Has liquid iron strength?"
"Is liquid iron strong?"
"Very little, if any."
"Very little, if at all."
"Is it still matter?"
"Is it still a thing?"
"Yes."
Yes.
"Is it the material of the iron, or is it the energy called heat that qualifies the strength of the metal? It seems to me that were I in your place I would now argue that absence of heat constitutes strength," he sarcastically continued.
"Is it the iron itself or the heat energy that determines the metal's strength? It seems to me that if I were in your position, I would now say that lack of heat defines strength," he added sarcastically.
"Go on."
"Go ahead."
"Cool this red-hot poker by thrusting it into a pail of cold water, and it becomes very hard and brittle."
"Cool this red-hot poker by putting it into a bucket of cold water, and it becomes very hard and fragile."
"Yes."
Yes.
"Cool it slowly, and it is comparatively soft and plastic."
"Cool it slowly, and it will be relatively soft and flexible."
"Yes."
"Yep."
"The material is the same, is it not?"
"The material is the same, right?"
"Go on."
"Go ahead."
"What strength has charcoal?"
"What strength does charcoal have?"
"Scarcely any."
"Hardly any."
"Crystallize it, and the diamond results."
"Make it clear, and you'll get the diamond."
"I did not speak of diamond."
"I didn't mention diamonds."
"Ah! and is not the same amount of the same material present in each, a grain of diamond and a grain of charcoal? What is present in a grain of diamond that is not present in a grain of charcoal?"
"Ah! Isn't the same amount of the same material found in each, a grain of diamond and a grain of charcoal? What does a grain of diamond have that a grain of charcoal doesn't?"
"Go on."
"Continue."
"Answer my question."
"Please answer my question."
"I can not."
"I can't."
"Why does brittle, cold zinc, when heated, become first ductile, and then, at an increased temperature, become brittle again? In each case the same material is present."
"Why does brittle, cold zinc become ductile when heated, and then, at an even higher temperature, turn brittle again? In both situations, the same material is involved."
"I do not know; but this I do know: I am an organized being, and I have strength of body."
"I don't know; but this I do know: I am an organized person, and I have physical strength."
The old man grasped the heavy iron poker with both hands, and suddenly rising to his full height, swung it about his head, then with a motion so menacing that I shrunk back into my chair and cried out in alarm, seemed about to strike, with full force, my defenseless brow.[Pg 283]
The old man gripped the heavy iron poker with both hands, and suddenly standing tall, swung it around his head. Then, with a gesture so threatening that I recoiled in my chair and yelled in fear, he appeared ready to strike my unprotected forehead with all his strength.[Pg 283]
"My God," I shouted, "what have I done that you should murder me?"
"My God," I shouted, "what have I done that you should kill me?"
He lowered the weapon, and calmly asked:
He lowered the weapon and calmly asked:
"Suppose that I had crushed your skull—where then would be your vaunted strength?"
"Imagine if I had crushed your skull—where would your supposed strength be then?"
I made no reply, for as yet I had not recovered from the mental shock.
I didn’t respond because I still hadn’t processed the shock.
"Could you then have snapped a pencil? Could you have broken a reed? Could you even have blown the down from a thistle bloom?"
"Could you have snapped a pencil? Could you have broken a reed? Could you even have blown the fluff from a thistle flower?"
"No."
"Nope."
"Would not your material body have been intact?"
"Wouldn't your physical body have been fine?"
"Yes."
Yes.
"Listen," said he. "Matter has no strength, matter obeys spirit, and spirit dominates all things material. Energy in some form holds particles of matter together, and energy in other forms loosens them. 'Tis this imponderable force that gives strength to substances, not the ponderable side of the material. Granite crushed is still granite, but destitute of rigidity. Creatures dead are still organic structures, but devoid of strength or motion. The spirit that pervades all material things gives to them form and existence. Take from your earth its vital spirit, the energy that subjects matter, and your so-called adamantine rocks would disintegrate, and sift as dust into the interstices of space. Your so-called rigid globe, a shell of space dust, would dissolve, collapse, and as the spray of a burst bubble, its ponderous side would vanish in the depths of force."
"Listen," he said. "Matter has no real strength; it follows the will of the spirit, and the spirit controls everything material. Energy in one form keeps particles of matter together, and energy in another form breaks them apart. It’s this intangible force that gives strength to materials, not the measurable aspect of them. Crushed granite is still granite, but it lacks rigidity. Dead creatures are still organic structures, but they have no strength or movement. The spirit that fills all material things gives them form and existence. Take away the vital spirit of your earth, the energy that organizes matter, and your so-called indestructible rocks would break apart and turn to dust in the emptiness of space. Your so-called solid globe, just a shell of space dust, would dissolve, collapse, and like the spray from a bursting bubble, its heavy aspect would disappear into the depths of energy."
I sat motionless.
I sat still.
"Listen," he repeated. "You wrong your own common sense when you place dead matter above the spirit of matter. Atoms come and go in their ceaseless transmigrations, worlds move, universes circulate, not because they are material bodies, but because as points of matter, in a flood of force, they obey the spirit that can blot out a sun, or dissolve the earth, as easily as it can unlink two atoms. Matter is an illusion, spirit is the reality."
"Listen," he said again. "You're underestimating your own common sense when you prioritize dead matter over the essence of matter. Atoms are constantly moving, worlds shift, and universes flow—not just because they are physical objects, but because, as units of matter in a stream of energy, they follow the force that can extinguish a sun or break apart the earth just as easily as it can separate two atoms. Matter is an illusion; spirit is the reality."
I felt that he had silenced me against my will, and although I could not gainsay his assertions, I determined to study the subject carefully, at my leisure.[Pg 284]
I felt like he had shut me down against my will, and even though I couldn't argue with what he said, I decided to look into the topic thoroughly, in my own time.[Pg 284]
"As you please," he interjected into my musings; "but since you are so determined, you would better study from books that are written by authors who know whereof they write, and who are not obliged to theorize from speculative data concerning the intrastructural earth crust."
"As you wish," he interrupted my thoughts; "but since you're so set on this, you should study from books written by authors who actually know what they're talking about, and who don't have to theorize based on speculative info about the structural layers of the earth's crust."
"But where can I find such works? I do not know of any."
"But where can I find those works? I don't know of any."
"Then," said he, "perhaps it would be better to cease doubting the word of one who has acquired the knowledge to write such a book, and who has no object in misleading you."
"Then," he said, "maybe it would be smart to stop doubting the word of someone who knows how to write a book like this and has no reason to mislead you."
"Still other questions arise," I said.
"More questions come up," I said.
"Well?"
"What's up?"
"I consider the account of the intra-earth fungus intoxicant beyond the realm of fact."
"I think the story about the fungus drug from within the earth is just not true."
"In what respect?"
"In what way?"
"The perfect loss of self that resulted immediately, in an instant, after swallowing the juice of the fungous fruit, so that you could not distinguish between the real guide at your side and the phantom that sprung into existence, is incredible. [See p. 234.] An element of time is a factor in the operation of nerve impressions."[12]
"Have you investigated all possible anæsthetics?" he asked.
"Have you looked into all possible anesthetics?" he asked.
"Of course not."
"Definitely not."
"Or all possible narcotics?"
"Or any available drugs?"
"No."
"Nope."
"How long does it require for pure prussic acid to produce its physiological action?"
"How long does it take for pure prussic acid to have its physiological effect?"
"I do not know."
"I don't know."
He ignored my reply, and continued:
He brushed off my response and went on:
"Since there exists a relative difference between the time that is required for ether and chloroform to produce insensibility, and between the actions and resultant effects of all known anæsthetics, intoxicants, and narcotics, I think you are hypercritical. Some nerve excitants known to you act slowly, others quickly; why not others still instantaneously? If you can rest your assertion on any good basis, I will gladly meet your questions, but I do not accept such evidence as you now introduce, and I do not care to argue for both parties."
"Since there’s a difference in how long ether and chloroform take to cause insensibility, as well as in the effects of all known anesthetics, intoxicants, and narcotics, I think you’re being overly critical. Some nerve stimulants you know of work slowly, while others work quickly; so why can’t there be some that act instantly? If you can support your claim with solid evidence, I’m happy to discuss it, but I don’t accept the proof you’re presenting now, and I’m not interested in arguing for both sides."
[Pg 285]
[Pg 285]
Again I was becoming irritated, for I was not satisfied with the manner in which I upheld my part of the argument, and naturally, as is usually the case with the defeated party, became incensed at my invincible antagonist.
Again I was getting frustrated because I wasn't happy with how I presented my side of the argument, and, as often happens with someone who feels defeated, I found myself getting angry at my unbeatable opponent.
"Well," I said, "I criticise your credulity. The drunkards of the drunkards' cavern were beyond all credence. I can not conceive of such abnormal creations, even in illusion. Had I met with your experiences I would not have supposed, for an instant, that the fantastic shapes could have been aught but a dream, or the result of hallucination, while, without a question, you considered them real."
"Well," I said, "I question your willingness to believe. The drunks in the drunkards' cave were beyond belief. I can't imagine such bizarre creations, even in a dream. If I had gone through what you did, I wouldn't have thought for a second that those strange figures were anything but a dream or a hallucination, while you clearly thought they were real."
"You are certainly pressed for subjects about which to complain when you resort to criticising the possibilities in creations of a mind under the influence of a more powerful intoxicant than is known to surface earth," he remarked. "However, I will show you that nature fashions animals in forms more fantastic than I saw, and that even these figures were not overdrawn"—
"You really must be out of things to complain about if you're critiquing the ideas of someone influenced by a stronger substance than anything known on the surface of the earth," he said. "But I’ll prove to you that nature creates animals in forms even more incredible than what I saw, and that those figures weren’t exaggerated at all."
Without heeding his remark, I interrupted his discourse, determined to have my say:
Without paying attention to his comment, I cut him off, eager to express my thoughts:
"And I furthermore question the uncouth personage you describe as your guide. Would you have me believe that such a being has an existence outside an abnormal thought-creation?"
"And I also question the rude individual you describe as your guide. Do you expect me to believe that such a person actually exists outside of a distorted imagination?"
"Ah," he replied, "you have done well to ask these two questions in succession, for you permit me to answer both at once. Listen: The Monkey, of all animals, seems to approach closest to man in figure, the Siamang Gibon of Asia, the Bald-headed Saki of South America, with its stub of a tail, being nearest. From these types we have great deviations as in the Wanderer of India, with its whiskered face, and the Black Macaque of the Island of Celebes, with its hairy topknot, and hairless stub of a tail, or the well-known Squirrel Monkey, with its long supple tail, and the Thumbless Spider Monkey, of South America. Between these types we have among monkeys, nearly every conceivable shape of limb and figure, and in color of their faces and bodies, all the shades of the rainbow.
"Ah," he replied, "you did well to ask those two questions back-to-back, since it lets me answer both at the same time. Listen: The Monkey, of all animals, seems to be the closest in shape to humans, with the Siamang Gibbon of Asia and the Bald-headed Saki of South America, with its little tail, being the closest. From these types, we see significant variations like the Wanderer of India, with its whiskered face, and the Black Macaque from Sulawesi, with its hairy topknot and hairless little tail, or the well-known Squirrel Monkey, with its long, flexible tail, and the Thumbless Spider Monkey of South America. Among monkeys, there are almost every imaginable shape of limbs and body types, and in the colors of their faces and bodies, all the shades of the rainbow."
"Some Squirrels jump and then sail through the air. The Sloth can barely move on the earth. Ant-eaters have no teeth at all, while the Grizzly Bear can crush a gun barrel with its molars.[Pg 286]
Some squirrels jump and then glide through the air. The sloth can barely move on the ground. Anteaters don't have any teeth, while the grizzly bear can crush a gun barrel with its molars.[Pg 286]
"The Duck-billed Platypus of South Australia has the body of a mole, the tail of a raccoon, the flat bill of a duck, and the flipper of a seal, combined with the feet of a rat. It lays eggs as birds do, but suckles its young as do other mammalia. The Opossum has a prehensile tail, as have some monkeys, and in addition a living bag or pouch in which the female carries her tiny young. The young of a kind of tree frog of the genus Hylodes, breathe through a special organ in their tails; the young of the Pipa, a great South American toad, burrow into the skin of the mother, and still another from Chili, as soon as hatched, creep down the throat of the father frog, and find below the jaw an opening into a false membrane covering the entire abdomen, in which they repose in safety. Three species of frogs and toads have no tongue at all, while in all the others the tongue is attached by its tip to the end of the mouth, and is free behind. The ordinary Bullfrog has conspicuous great legs, while a relative, the Cœcilia (and others as well) have a head reminding of the frog, but neither tail nor legs, the body being elongated as if it were a worm. The long, slender fingers of a Bat are united by means of a membrane that enables it to fly like a bird, while as a contrast, the fingers of a Mole, its near cousin, are short and stubby, and massive as compared with its frame. The former flies through the air, the latter burrows (almost flies) through the earth. The Great Ant-eater has a curved head which is drawn out into a slender snout, no teeth, a long, slender tongue, a great bushy tail, and claws that neither allow the creature to burrow in the earth nor climb into trees, but which are admirably adapted to tear an ant-hill into fragments. Its close relatives, the Apar and Armadillo, have a round body covered with bony plates, and a short, horny, curved tail, while another relative, the Long-tailed Pangolin, has a great alligator-like tail which, together with its body, is covered with horny, overlapping scales.
The Duck-billed Platypus from South Australia has a body like a mole, a raccoon’s tail, a flat duck bill, and seal-like flippers, along with rat-like feet. It lays eggs like birds but nurses its young like other mammals. The Opossum has a prehensile tail, similar to some monkeys, and also has a pouch where the female carries her tiny babies. The young of a type of tree frog from the genus Hylodes breathe through a special organ in their tails; the young of the Pipa, a large South American toad, burrow into their mother's skin, while another type from Chile, once hatched, crawls down the father frog's throat to find an opening covered by a membrane in the belly where they can stay safe. Three species of frogs and toads don't have tongues at all, while in all the others, the tongue is attached at the tip to the mouth and free at the back. The common Bullfrog has large, noticeable legs, while a relative called Cœcilia has a head similar to a frog but lacks both a tail and legs, with an elongated body resembling a worm. The long, slender fingers of a Bat are connected by a membrane that lets it fly like a bird, while the fingers of a Mole, its close relative, are short, stubby, and thick compared to its body. One flies through the air; the other burrows through the ground. The Great Ant-eater has a curved head with a long snout, no teeth, a long, slender tongue, a big bushy tail, and claws that aren't suitable for digging or climbing but are perfect for tearing apart ant hills. Its close relatives, the Apar and Armadillo, have rounded bodies covered in bony plates and short, curved tails, while another relative, the Long-tailed Pangolin, has a large alligator-like tail along with a body covered in tough, overlapping scales.
"The Greenland Whale has an enormous head occupying more than one-third its length, no teeth, and a throat scarcely larger than that of a sucker fish. The Golden Mole has a body so nearly symmetrical that, were it not for the snout, it would be difficult to determine the location of the head without close inspection, and it has legs so short that, were it not for the[Pg 287] powerful claws, they would not be observed at all. The Narwhal has a straight, twisted tusk, a"—
"The Greenland Whale has a massive head that makes up more than a third of its body length, no teeth, and a throat that’s barely wider than that of a sucker fish. The Golden Mole has a body that’s so nearly symmetrical that, if it weren’t for its snout, it would be hard to tell where its head is without looking closely, and it has legs that are so short that, if not for the powerful claws, they would hardly be noticeable at all. The Narwhal has a straight, twisted tusk, a"—
"Hold, hold," I interrupted; "do you think that I am concerned in these well known contrasts in animal structure?"
"Wait, wait," I interrupted; "do you really think I'm interested in these familiar contrasts in animal structure?"
"Did you not question the possibility of the description I gave of my grotesque drunkards, and of the form of my subterranean guide?" my guest retorted.
"Did you not question the possibility of the description I gave of my grotesque drunks, and of the shape of my underground guide?" my guest shot back.
"Yes; but I spoke of men, you describe animals."
"Yes, but I was talking about people, you’re describing animals."
"Man is an animal, and between the various species of animals that you say are well known, greater distinctions can be drawn than between my guide and surface-earth man. Besides, had you allowed me to proceed to a description of animal life beneath the surface of the earth, I would have shown you that my guide partook of their attributes. Of the creatures described, one only was of the intra-earth origin—the Mole,—and like my guide, it is practically eyeless."
"Humans are animals, and between the different animal species that you consider well-known, there are clearer distinctions than between my guide and surface-dwelling humans. Besides, if you had let me describe the animal life beneath the earth's surface, I would have demonstrated that my guide shares their characteristics. Of the creatures mentioned, only one comes from underground—the Mole—and like my guide, it is nearly blind."
"Go on," I said; "'tis useless for me to resist. And yet"—
"Go ahead," I said; "it's pointless for me to fight it. And yet"—
"And yet what?"
"And what now?"
"And yet I have other subjects to discuss."
"And yet I have other topics to talk about."
"Proceed."
"Go ahead."
"I do not like the way in which you constantly criticise science, especially in referring thereto the responsibilities of the crazed anatomist.[13] It seems to me that he was a monomaniac, gifted, but crazed, and that science was unfortunate in being burdened with such an incubus."
"I don’t like how you always criticize science, especially in connection with the responsibilities of the mad anatomist.[13] It seems to me that he was obsessed, talented but insane, and that science was unfortunate to be weighed down by someone like him."
"True, and yet science advances largely by the work of such apparently heartless creatures. Were it not for investigators who overstep the bounds of established methods, and thus criticise their predecessors, science would rust and disintegrate. Besides, why should not science be judged by the rule she applies to others?"
"That's true, but science progresses mainly because of those seemingly cold-hearted people. If it weren't for researchers who push the limits of established methods and challenge their predecessors, science would stagnate and fall apart. Plus, why shouldn't science be evaluated by the same standards it uses for others?"
"What do you mean?"
"What do you mean?"
"Who is more free to criticise religion than the materialistic man of science?"
"Who is more free to criticize religion than the materialistic scientist?"
"But a religious man is not cruel."
"But a religious person is not cruel."
"Have you not read history? Have you not shuddered at the crimes recorded in the name of the religions of man?"
"Have you not read history? Have you not felt a chill at the crimes documented in the name of human religions?"
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[Pg 288]
"Yes; but these cruelties were committed by misguided men under the cloak of the church, or of false religions, during the dark ages. Do not blame religion, but the men who abused the cause."
"Yes, but these atrocities were carried out by misguided people using the church or false religions as a cover during the dark ages. Don’t blame religion; blame the individuals who misused it."
"Yes," he added, "you are right; they were fanatics, crazed beings, men; yes, even communities, raving mad. Crazed leaders can infuse the minds of the people with their fallacies, and thus become leaders of crazed nations. Not, as I have depicted in my scientific enthusiast, one man alone in the privacy of his home torturing a single child, but whole nations pillaging, burning, torturing, and destroying. But this is foreign to our subject. Beware, I reiterate, of the science of human biology. The man who enters the field can not foresee the end, the man who studies the science of life, and records his experiments, can not know the extremes to which a fanatical follower may carry the thought-current of his leader. I have not overdrawn the lesson. Besides, science is now really torturing, burning, maiming, and destroying humanity. The act of destruction has been transferred from barbarians and the fanatic in religion to the follower of the devotees of science."
"Yes," he added, "you're right; they were fanatics, insane beings, men; yes, even communities, completely mad. Crazed leaders can fill people's minds with their false beliefs, and so they become leaders of mad nations. It's not just like I've described in my scientific enthusiast, where one person at home tortures a single child, but entire nations rampaging, burning, torturing, and destroying. But this is not the main topic. Be careful, I say again, about the science of human biology. The person who enters this field can't predict the outcome; the person who studies the science of life and documents their experiments can't know the extremes to which a fanatical follower may push their leader's ideas. I haven't exaggerated the lesson. Furthermore, science is currently truly torturing, burning, injuring, and destroying humanity. The act of destruction has shifted from barbarians and religious fanatics to the followers of scientific devotees."
"No; I say, no."
"No, I say no."
"Who created the steam engine? Who evolves improved machinery? Who creates improved artillery, and explosives? Scientific men."
"Who invented the steam engine? Who develops better machinery? Who designs advanced artillery and explosives? Scientists."
He hesitated.
He was uncertain.
"Go on."
"Keep going."
"Accumulate the maimed and destroyed each year; add together the miseries and sorrows that result from the explosions, accidents, and catastrophes resulting from science improvements, and the dark ages scarcely offer a parallel. Add thereto the fearful destruction that follows a war among nations scientific, and it will be seen that the scientific enthusiast of the present has taken the place of the misguided fanatic of the past. Let us be just. Place to the credit of religion the good that religion has done, place to the credit of science the good that science is doing, and yet do not mistake, both leave in their wake an atmosphere saturated with misery, a road whitened with humanity's bones. Neither the young nor the old are spared, and so far as the sufferer is concerned it matters not[Pg 289] whether the person has been racked by the tortures of an inquisition, or the sword of an infidel, is shrieking in the agony of a scald by super-heated steam, or is mangled by an explosion of nitroglycerin."
"Every year, we tally up the injured and the dead; we combine the suffering and grief caused by explosions, accidents, and disasters stemming from scientific advancements, and the dark ages hardly seem comparable. Add to that the terrifying devastation that follows a war fueled by science, and it becomes clear that today's scientific enthusiast has replaced the misguided zealot of the past. Let’s be fair. Acknowledge the good that religion has accomplished and the positive impact of science, but don’t be fooled—both leave a trail filled with misery and a path stained with the bones of humanity. Neither the young nor the old are spared, and for the person suffering, it doesn’t matter whether they are tortured by an inquisition, executed by a so-called infidel, screaming in pain from a steam burn, or shattered by a nitroglycerin explosion."
Again he hesitated.
He hesitated again.
"Go on."
"Continue."
"One of science's most serious responsibilities, from which religion has nearly escaped, is that of supplying thought-food to fanatics, and from this science can not escape."
"One of science's most important responsibilities, which religion has almost avoided, is providing intellectual sustenance to fanatics, and science cannot escape this obligation."
"Explain yourself."
"Please explain yourself."
"Who places the infidel in possession of arguments to combat sacred teachings? Who deliberately tortures animals, and suggests that biological experimentation in the name of science, before cultured audiences even, is legitimate, such as making public dissections of living creatures?"
"Who gives non-believers the tools to challenge sacred teachings? Who intentionally tortures animals and argues that biological experiments in the name of science, even in front of educated audiences, are acceptable, like performing public dissections on living beings?"
"Enough, enough," I cried, thinking of his crazed anatomist, and covering my face with my hands; "you make my blood creep."
"That’s enough, that’s enough," I shouted, thinking about his wild anatomist, and covering my face with my hands; "you make my skin crawl."
"Yes," he added sarcastically; "you shudder now and criticise my truthful study, and to-morrow you will forget the lesson, and perhaps for dinner you will relish your dish of veal, the favorite food of mothers, the nearest approach to the flesh of babies."
"Yeah," he said with sarcasm; "you cringe now and call my honest observations into question, but tomorrow you'll forget the lesson, and maybe at dinner you'll enjoy your plate of veal, the go-to dish for mothers, the closest thing to the flesh of babies."
Then his manner changed, and in his usual mild, pleasant way, he said:
Then his tone shifted, and in his usual gentle, friendly way, he said:
"Take what I have said kindly; I wish only to induce your religious part to have more charity for your scientific self, and the reverse. Both religion and science are working towards the good of man, although their devotees are human, and by human errors bring privations, sufferings, and sorrows to men. Neither can fill the place of the other; each should extend a helping hand, and have charity for the shortcomings of the other; they are not antagonists, but workers in one field; both must stand the criticisms of mutual antagonists, and both have cause to fear the evils of fanaticism within their own ranks more than the attacks of opponents from without. Let the religious enthusiast exercise care; his burning, earnest words may lead a weak-minded father to murder an innocent family, and yet 'tis not religion that commits the crime. Let the zealous scientific man[Pg 290] hesitate; he piles up fuel by which minds unbalanced, or dispositions perverted, seek to burn and destroy hopes that have long served the yearnings of humanity's soul. Neither pure religion nor true science is to blame for the acts of its devotees, and yet each must share the responsibility of its human agents."
"Please take what I’ve said in a good light; I only want to encourage your spiritual side to be more understanding towards your scientific self, and vice versa. Both religion and science aim to improve humanity, even though their followers are flawed and, due to human errors, cause hardships, suffering, and pain to others. Neither can replace the other; they should each offer support and be forgiving of each other’s flaws; they are not enemies but collaborators in the same field. Both must endure criticism from their own opponents and should be more concerned about the dangers of fanaticism within their own communities than external attacks. The passionate believer should be cautious; their intense, heartfelt words might lead a vulnerable person to commit tragic acts, but it’s not religion that causes the crime. The devoted scientist should think twice; they may unintentionally create a situation where unstable minds or twisted intentions seek to destroy the hopes that have long inspired humanity. Neither true religion nor genuine science is responsible for the actions of their followers, yet both must acknowledge the responsibility for their human representatives."
"We will discuss the subject no further," I said; "it is not agreeable."
"We won't talk about this anymore," I said; "it's not pleasant."
Then I continued:
Then I went on:
"The idea of eternity without time is not quite clear to me, although I catch an imperfect conception of the argument advanced. Do you mean to say that when a soul leaves the body, the earth life of the individual, dominated by the soul, is thrown off from it as is the snap of a whip-lash, and that into the point between life and death, the hereafter of that mortal may be concentrated?"
"The idea of eternity without time isn't very clear to me, although I get a rough sense of the argument you're making. Are you suggesting that when a soul departs the body, the person's earthly life, which the soul has controlled, is released like the snap of a whip? And that in the moment between life and death, the afterlife of that person can be focused?"
"I simply give you the words of my guide," he replied, "but you have expressed the idea about as well as your word language will admit. Such a conception of eternity is more rational to one who, like myself, has lived through an instant that covered, so far as mind is concerned, a million years of time, than is an attempt to grasp a conception of an eternity, without beginning or end, by basing an argument on conditions governing material substances, as these substances are known to man. You have the germ of the idea which may be simply a thought for you to ponder over; you can study the problem at your leisure. Do not, however, I warn you, attempt to comprehend the notion of eternity by throwing into it the conception of time as men accept that term, for the very word time, as men define it, demands that there be both a beginning and an end. With the sense of time in one's mind, there can be no conception of the term eternity."
"I’m just sharing what my guide told me," he said, "but you’ve captured the idea pretty well using your words. For someone like me, who has experienced a moment that felt like a million years, this idea of eternity makes more sense than trying to understand an endless eternity based on the rules of material things as we know them. You have the essence of the idea, which might just be something for you to think about; you can explore the topic when you have time. But I must warn you, don’t try to grasp the idea of eternity by applying the concept of time as people understand it, because the term time requires both a beginning and an end. If you think about time, you won’t really be able to understand eternity."
Then, as I had so often done before, I unwarily gave him an opportunity to enlarge on his theme, to my disadvantage. I had determined not to ask any questions concerning his replies to my criticism, for whenever I had previously done so, the result had been disastrous to me. In this case I unwittingly said:
Then, just like I had done so many times before, I unintentionally gave him a chance to expand on his topic, which worked against me. I had decided not to ask any questions about his responses to my criticism because every time I had done that in the past, it had turned out poorly for me. In this instance, I accidentally said:
"Why do you say that our language will not permit of clearer conceptions than you give?"[Pg 291]
"Why do you say that our language won't allow for clearer ideas than what you're suggesting?"[Pg 291]
"Because your education does not permit you to think outside of words; you are word-bound."
"Because your education doesn't allow you to think beyond words, you're trapped by them."
"You astonish me by making such an arrogant assertion. Do you mean to assert that I can not think without using words?"
"You surprise me with such an arrogant claim. Are you saying that I can't think without using words?"
"Yes. Every thought you indulge in is circumscribed. You presumably attempt to throw a thought-line forward, and yet you step backward and spin it in words that have been handed you from the past, and, struggle as you may, you can not liberate yourself from the dead incubus. Attempt to originate an idea, and see if you can escape your word-master?"
"Yes. Every thought you entertain is limited. You likely try to project a thought forward, yet you retract and express it in words that were given to you from the past, and no matter how hard you try, you can't free yourself from this lifeless burden. Try to come up with an original idea and see if you can break free from your verbal master?"
"Go on; I am listening."
"Go ahead; I'm listening."
"Men scientific think in language scientific. Men poetical think in language poetic. All educated men use words in thinking of their subjects, words that came to them from the past, and enslave their intellect. Thus it is that the novelist can not make fiction less real than is fact; that scientists can not commence at the outside, and build a theory back to phenomena understood. In each case the foundation of a thought is a word that in the very beginning carries to the mind a meaning, a something from the past. Each thought ramification is an offshoot from words that express ideas and govern ideas, yes, create ideas, even dominating the mind. Men speak of ideas when they intend to refer to an image in the mind, but in reality they have no ideas outside of the word sentences they unconsciously reformulate. Define the term idea correctly, and it will be shown that an idea is a sentence, and if a sentence is made of words already created, there can be no new idea, for every word has a fixed meaning. Hence, when men think, they only rearrange words that carry with themselves networks of ideas, and thus play upon their several established meanings. How can men so circumscribed construct a new idea or teach a new science?"
"Men who think scientifically use scientific language. Men who think poetically use poetic language. All educated people process their subjects through words they've inherited from the past, which limits their intellect. This is why novelists can't make fiction less real than fact; and why scientists can't start from the outside and develop a theory back to understood phenomena. In each case, the basis of a thought is a word that inherently carries a meaning, something rooted in the past. Each thought branch stems from words that express and shape ideas, even creating and dominating them. People talk about ideas when they mean to refer to an image in their mind, but in reality, they have no ideas outside of the word constructs they inadvertently reformulate. Define the term "idea" accurately, and it becomes clear that an idea is essentially a sentence, and if a sentence consists of pre-existing words, there can be no new idea because every word has a fixed meaning. Therefore, when people think, they merely rearrange words that bring along networks of ideas, playing with their established meanings. How can individuals so limited create a new idea or teach a new science?"
"New words are being created."
"New words are being made."
"Language is slowly progressing, but no new word adds itself to a language; it is linked to thought-chains that precede. In order to create a word, as a rule, roots are used that are as established in philology as are building materials in architecture. When a new sound is thrust into a language, its intent must be introduced by words already known, after which it conveys[Pg 292] a meaning derived from the past, and becomes a part of mind sentences already constructed, as it does of spoken language. Language has thus been painfully and slowly evolved and is still being enlarged, but while new impressions may be felt by an educated person, the formulated feeling is inseparable, from well-known surviving words."
"Language is gradually evolving, but no new word simply adds itself to a language; it’s connected to thought patterns that came before. To create a word, we usually rely on roots that are as established in linguistics as building materials are in construction. When a new sound enters a language, its meaning must be introduced through words we already know, after which it takes on a meaning that comes from the past and becomes part of the mental sentences we've already formed, just like it does in spoken language. Language has thus developed slowly and painstakingly and continues to grow, but while new impressions might be experienced by an educated person, the articulated feeling remains connected to well-known existing words."
"Some men are dumb."
"Some guys are dumb."
"Yes; and yet they frame mind-impressions into unspoken words of their own, otherwise they would be scarcely more than animals. Place an uneducated dumb person in a room with a complicated instrument, and although he may comprehend its uses, he can not do so unless he frames sense-impressions into, what is to him, a formulated mind-word sequence."
"Yes; and yet they shape their thoughts into unspoken words, or else they would be hardly more than animals. Put an uneducated mute person in a room with a complex instrument, and even if he understands what it does, he can't interact with it unless he translates his sensory impressions into, what for him, is a structured sequence of mental words."
"But he can think about it."
"But he can think about it."
"No; unless he has already constructed previous impressions into word-meanings of his own, he can not think about it at all. Words, whether spoken or unspoken, underlie all ideas. Try, if you believe I am mistaken, try to think of any subject outside of words?"
"No; unless he has already formed previous impressions into his own word-meanings, he can't think about it at all. Words, whether spoken or unspoken, are the foundation of all ideas. If you think I'm wrong, try to consider any topic that exists outside of words."
I sat a moment, and mentally attempted the task, and shook my head.
I sat for a moment, tried to think it through, and shook my head.
"Then," said the old man, "how can I use words with established meanings to convey to your senses an entirely new idea? If I use new sounds, strung together, they are not words to you, and convey no meaning; if I use words familiar, they reach backward as well as forward. Thus it is possible to instruct you, by a laborious course of reasoning, concerning a phenomenon that is connected with phenomena already understood by you, for your word-language can be thrust out from the parent stalk, and can thus follow the outreaching branches. However, in the case of phenomena that exist on other planes, or are separated from any known material, or force, as is the true conception that envelops the word eternity, there being neither connecting materials, forces, nor words to unite the outside with the inside, the known with the unknown, how can I tell you more than I have done? You are word-bound."
"Then," said the old man, "how can I use words with established meanings to convey an entirely new idea to your senses? If I use new sounds strung together, they aren’t words to you and don’t convey any meaning; if I use familiar words, they connect to both the past and the future. So, I can teach you through a detailed reasoning process about a phenomenon related to things you already understand, as your language can sprout from the original source and follow its branches. However, when it comes to phenomena that exist on different levels or are separate from any known material or force, like the true concept that encompasses the word eternity—where there are no connecting materials, forces, or words to link the outside to the inside, the known to the unknown—how can I tell you more than I already have? You are bound by words."
"Nevertheless, I still believe that I can think outside of words."[Pg 293]
"Still, I believe that I can think beyond words."[Pg 293]
"Well, perhaps after you attempt to do so, and fail again and again, you will appreciate that a truth is a truth, humiliating as it may be to acknowledge the fact."
"Well, maybe after you try to do that and keep failing over and over, you'll realize that a truth is a truth, even if it's embarrassing to admit it."
"A Digger Indian has scarcely a word-language," I asserted, loth to relinquish the argument.
"A Digger Indian hardly has a spoken language," I insisted, reluctant to give up the argument.
"You can go farther back if you desire, back to primitive man; man without language at all, and with ideas as circumscribed as those of the brutes, and still you have not strengthened your argument concerning civilized man. But you are tired, I see."
"You can go further back if you want, back to primitive humans; humans without any language, with ideas as limited as those of animals, and still you haven't made your argument about civilized humans any stronger. But I can see you’re tired."
"Yes; tired of endeavoring to combat your assertions. You invariably lead me into the realms of speculation, and then throw me upon the defensive by asking me to prove my own theories, or with apparent sincerity, you advance an unreasonable hypothesis, and then, before I am aware of your purpose, force me to acquiesce because I can not find facts to confute you. You very artfully throw the burden of proof on me in all cases, for either by physical comparisons that I can not make, I must demonstrate the falsity of your metaphysical assertions, or by abstract reasonings disprove statements you assert to be facts."
"Yes, I’m tired of trying to counter your claims. You always take me into a place of speculation, and then put me on the defensive by asking me to prove my own ideas. With seemingly genuine intent, you propose an unreasonable theory, and before I know what you’re doing, you force me to agree because I can’t find any facts to dispute you. You cleverly shift the burden of proof onto me every time, because either I have to make physical comparisons that I can't, to show your metaphysical claims are false, or I have to use abstract reasoning to disprove the statements you insist are true."
"You are peevish and exhausted, or you would perceive that I have generally allowed you to make the issue, and more than once have endeavored to dissuade you from doing so. Besides, did I not several times in the past bring experimental proof to dispel your incredulity? Have I not been courteous?"
"You’re irritable and tired, or else you’d notice that I've mostly let you decide the outcome, and I've tried more than once to talk you out of it. Plus, didn’t I several times in the past provide evidence to challenge your disbelief? Haven’t I been polite?"
"Yes," I petulantly admitted; "yes."
"Yeah," I grudgingly admitted; "yeah."
Then I determined to imitate his artful methods, and throw him upon the defensive as often as he had done with me. I had finally become familiar with his process of arguing a question, for, instead of coming immediately to his subject, he invariably led by circuitous route to the matter under discussion. Before reaching the point he would manage to commit me to his own side of the subject, or place me in a defenseless position. So with covert aim I began:
Then I decided to copy his clever tactics and put him on the defensive just like he had done with me. I had finally become familiar with how he argued; instead of getting straight to the point, he always took a roundabout way to get to the topic. Before he got to the point, he would find a way to get me committed to his side of the argument or put me in a weak position. So, with a hidden agenda, I started:
"I believe that friction is one method of producing heat."
"I think friction is one way to generate heat."
"Yes."
Yes.
"I have been told that the North American Indians make fires by rubbing together two pieces of dry wood."
"I've heard that Native Americans create fires by rubbing two pieces of dry wood together."
"True."[Pg 294]
"True."
"I have understood that the light of a shooting star results from the heat of friction, producing combustion of its particles."
"I've learned that the light from a shooting star comes from the heat of friction, which causes its particles to burn."
"Partly," he answered.
"Partly," he replied.
"That when the meteoric fragment of space dust strikes the air, the friction resulting from its velocity heats it to redness, fuses its surface, or even burns its very substance into ashes."
"That when a meteoric piece of space dust hits the atmosphere, the friction from its speed heats it up to a bright red, melts its surface, or even turns its substance into ashes."
"Yes."
Yes.
"I have seen the spindle of a wheel charred by friction."
"I have seen the wheel's spindle burnt by friction."
"Yes."
"Yep."
"I have drawn a wire rapidly through a handkerchief tightly grasped in my hands, and have warmed the wire considerably in doing so."
"I quickly pulled a wire through a handkerchief that I held tightly in my hands, and in the process, I made the wire quite hot."
"Yes."
"Yep."
I felt that I had him committed to my side of the question, and I prepared to force him to disprove the possibility of one assertion that he had made concerning his journey.
I felt that I had him on my side of the argument, and I was ready to make him prove that one statement he had made about his journey was untrue.
"You stated that you rode in a boat on the underground lake."
"You said that you rode in a boat on the underground lake."
"Yes."
"Yeah."
"With great rapidity?"
"Very quickly?"
"Yes."
"Yep."
"Rapid motion produces friction, I believe?"
"Quick movement creates friction, right?"
"Yes."
"Yeah."
"And heat?"
"And warmth?"
"Yes."
Yes.
"Why did not your boat become heated even to redness? You rode at the rate of nine hundred miles an hour," I cried exultingly.
"Why didn't your boat heat up even to red? You were going at nine hundred miles an hour," I exclaimed with excitement.
"For two reasons," he calmly replied; "two natural causes prevented such a catastrophe."
"For two reasons," he replied calmly; "two natural causes prevented that disaster."
And again he warned me, as he had done before, by saying:
And once more he warned me, just like he had before, by saying:
"While you should not seek for supernatural agencies to account for any phenomena in life, for all that is is natural, neither should you fail to study the differences that varying conditions produce in results already known. A miracle ceases to be a miracle when we understand the scientific cause underlying the wonder; occultism is natural, for if there be occult phenomena they must be governed by natural law; mystery is not mysterious if the veil of ignorance that envelops the investigator is lifted. What you have said is true concerning the heat that results from friction, but[Pg 295]—
"While you shouldn't look for supernatural explanations for anything that happens in life, because everything is natural, you also shouldn't ignore the differences that changing conditions make in results that are already known. A miracle stops being a miracle when we grasp the scientific reason behind it; occultism is actually part of nature, because if there are occult phenomena, they must follow natural laws; something isn't mysterious if we remove the ignorance surrounding it. What you've said about the heat generated from friction is true, but[Pg 295]—
"First, the attraction of gravitation was inconsiderable where the boat, to which you refer, rested on the water.
"First, the pull of gravity was minimal where the boat you mentioned was resting on the water."
"Second, the changing water carried away the heat as fast as it was produced. While it is true that a cannon ball becomes heated in its motion through the air, its surface is cooled when it strikes a body of water, notwithstanding that its great velocity is altogether overcome by the water. The friction between the water and the iron does not result in heated iron, but the contrary. The water above the rapids of a river has practically the temperature of the water below the rapids, regardless of the friction that ensues between these points. Admit, however, that heat is liberated as the result of the friction of solids with water, and still it does not follow that this heat will perceptibly affect the solid. With a boat each particle of water carries the heat away, each succeeding portion of water takes up the heat liberated by that preceding it. Thus the great body of water, over which our boat sped, in obedience to the ordinary law, became slightly warmed, but its effect upon the boat was scarcely perceptible. Your comparison of the motion of a meteor, with that of our boat, was unhappy. We moved rapidly, it is true, in comparison with the motion of vessels such as you know, but comparison can not be easily drawn between the velocity of a boat and that of a meteor. While we moved at the rate of many miles a minute, a meteor moves many times faster, perhaps as many miles in a second. Then you must remember that the force of gravitation was so slight in our position that"—
"Second, the moving water carried away the heat as fast as it was generated. While it’s true that a cannonball heats up as it moves through the air, its surface cools when it hits water, even though its high speed is completely diminished by the water. The friction between the water and the iron doesn’t heat the iron; it does the opposite. The water above the river’s rapids is essentially at the same temperature as the water below the rapids, no matter the friction that occurs between these points. However, if we accept that heat is released from the friction of solids with water, it doesn’t mean that this heat will noticeably affect the solid. In a boat, each droplet of water carries the heat away, and each new portion of water absorbs the heat released by the one before it. So, the large body of water our boat sped over warmed up slightly, but its effect on the boat was hardly noticeable. Your comparison of the movement of a meteor to our boat was not accurate. We moved quickly, that’s true, compared to vessels you know, but it’s hard to compare the speed of a boat to that of a meteor. While we traveled at several miles per minute, a meteor goes much faster, potentially several miles in a second. Plus, you have to remember that the force of gravity was so weak in our position that..."
"Enough," I interrupted. "We will pass the subject. It seems that you draw upon science for knowledge to support your arguments, however irrational they may be, and then you sneer at this same method of argument when I employ it."
"Enough," I cut in. "Let's move on. It seems you rely on science to back up your arguments, no matter how unreasonable they might be, and yet you mock this same approach when I use it."
He replied to my peevish complaint with the utmost respect by calling to my attention the fact that my own forced argument had led to the answer, and that he had simply replied to my attacks. Said he:
He responded to my petty complaint with great respect by pointing out that my own contrived argument had caused the answer, and that he was just responding to my criticisms. He said:
"If I am wrong in my philosophy, based on your science thought, I am right in my facts, and science thought is thus in the wrong, for facts overbalance theory. I ask you only to give me the attention that my statements merit. I am sincere, and aim to serve your interests. Should investigation lead you[Pg 296] hereafter to infer that I am in error, at our final interview you can have my considerate attention. Be more charitable, please."
"If I’m mistaken in my philosophy, according to your scientific reasoning, I’m correct in my facts, and scientific reasoning is therefore mistaken, because facts outweigh theory. I just ask you to give my statements the attention they deserve. I’m sincere and want to support your interests. If in the future your investigation leads you to believe that I’m wrong, you can count on my full attention at our final meeting. Please be a bit more understanding."
Then he added:
Then he said:
"Is there any other subject you wish to argue?"
"Is there any other topic you want to discuss?"
"Yes," I answered, and again my combativeness arose; "yes. One of the truly edifying features of your narrative is that of the intelligent guide," and I emphasized the word intelligent, and curled up my lip in a sarcastic manner.
"Yeah," I replied, and once more my defensiveness kicked in; "yeah. One of the really enlightening aspects of your story is the smart guide," and I stressed the word smart, curling my lip in a sarcastic way.
"Proceed."
"Go ahead."
"He was verily a wonderful being; an eyeless creature, and yet possessed of sight and perception beyond that of mortal man; a creature who had been locked in the earth, and yet was more familiar with its surface than a philosopher; a cavern-bred monstrosity, and yet possessed of the mind of a sage; he was a scientific expert, a naturalist, a metaphysical reasoner, a critic of religion, and a prophet. He could see in absolute darkness as well as in daylight; without a compass he could guide a boat over a trackless sea, and could accomplish feats that throw Gulliver and Munchausen into disrepute."
He was truly an amazing being; a sightless creature, yet having vision and understanding beyond that of ordinary humans; a being who had been buried in the earth, yet knew its surface better than a philosopher; a monster born from caverns, yet possessing the mind of a sage; he was a scientific expert, a naturalist, a thinker on metaphysical issues, a critic of religion, and a prophet. He could see in complete darkness as well as in daylight; without a compass, he could navigate a boat across an uncharted sea, accomplishing feats that would overshadow those of Gulliver and Munchausen.
In perfect composure my aged guest listened to my cynical, and almost insulting tirade. He made no effort to restrain my impetuous sentences, and when I had finished replied in the polished language of a scholarly gentleman.
In complete calm, my elderly guest listened to my cynical and nearly insulting rant. He made no attempt to stop my impulsive speech, and when I was done, he responded in the refined language of an educated gentleman.
"You state truly, construe my words properly, as well as understand correctly."
"You are correct, understand my words clearly, and interpret them accurately."
Then he continued musingly, as though speaking to himself:
Then he kept thinking out loud, as if he were talking to himself:
"I would be at fault and deserve censure did I permit doubts to be thrown upon so clear a subject, or discredit on so magnanimous a person."
"I would be wrong and deserve criticism if I allowed doubts to be cast on such a clear issue, or if I discredited such a generous person."
Turning to me he continued:
He turned to me and continued:
"Certainly I did not intend to mislead or to be misunderstood, and am pleased to find you so earnest a scholar."
"Of course, I didn’t mean to mislead or to be misunderstood, and I’m glad to see you’re such a dedicated scholar."
And then in his soft, mild manner, he commenced his detail reply, pouring oil upon the waters of my troubled soul, his sweet, melodious voice being so in contrast to my rash harangue. He began with his expressive and often repeated word, "listen."
And then, in his gentle, calm way, he started his detailed response, soothing my troubled spirit, his sweet, melodic voice contrasting sharply with my impulsive outburst. He began with his expressive and frequently repeated word, "listen."

"Listen. You are right, my guide was a being wonderful to mortals. He was eyeless, but as I have shown you before, and now swear to the fact, was not sightless; surely," he said, [Pg 298]"surely you have not forgotten that long ago I considered the phenomenal instinct at length. He predicted the future by means of his knowledge of the past—there is nothing wonderful in that. Can not a civil engineer continue a line into the beyond, and predict where the projection of that line will strike; can he not also calculate the effect that a curve will have on his line's destiny? Why should a being conversant with the lines and curves of humanity's journey for ages past not be able to indicate the lines that men must follow in the future? [Pg 299]Of course he could guide the boat, in what was to me a trackless waste of water, but you err in asserting that I had said he did not have a guide, even if it were not a compass. Many details concerning this journey have not been explained to you; indeed, I have acquainted you with but little that I experienced. Near surface earth we passed through caverns filled with creeping reptiles; through others we were surrounded by flying creatures, neither beast nor bird; we passed through passages of ooze and labyrinths of apparently interminable intra-earth structures; to have disported on such features of my journey would have been impracticable. From time to time I experienced strains of melody, such as never before had I conceived, seemingly choruses of angels were singing in and to my very soul. From empty space about me, from out the crevices beyond and behind me, from the depths of my spirit within me, came these strains in notes clear and distinct, but yet indescribable. Did I fancy, or was it real? I will not pretend to say. Flowers and structures beautiful, insects gorgeous and inexplicable were spread before me. Figures and forms I can not attempt to indicate in word descriptions, ever and anon surrounded, accompanied, and passed me by. The canvas conceptions of earth-bred artists bring to mind no forms so strange and weird and yet so beautiful as were these compound beings. Restful beyond description was it to drink in the indescribable strains of poetry of motion that I appreciated in the movements of fair creatures I have not mentioned, and it was no less soothing to experience the soul relief wrought by the sounds about me, for musicians know no notes so sweet and entrancing.
"Listen. You’re right, my guide was an incredible being for mortals. He was eyeless, but as I’ve shown you before—and I swear this is true—he wasn’t blind; surely," he said, [Pg 298] "you haven't forgotten that a long time ago I thought a lot about phenomenal instinct. He could predict the future based on his knowledge of the past—there’s nothing remarkable about that. Can’t a civil engineer continue a line into the unknown and predict where that line will go? Can’t he also figure out how a curve will affect that line's path? Why shouldn't a being, who knows the paths and patterns of humanity's journey from ages past, be able to point out the paths people must take in the future? [Pg 299] Of course he could steer the boat through what felt like an endless expanse of water, but you’re mistaken if you think I said he didn’t have a guide, even if it wasn’t a compass. Many details about this journey haven’t been explained to you; honestly, I’ve shared very little of what I experienced. Near the surface of the earth, we passed through caverns filled with creeping reptiles; in other places, we were surrounded by flying creatures that were neither beast nor bird; we navigated through muddy passages and endlessly complex underground structures; to elaborate on such aspects of my journey would have been impractical. Now and then, I heard melodies I had never imagined before, as if choirs of angels were singing to my very soul. From the empty space around me, from the crevices beyond and behind me, and from the depths within my spirit, these melodies came in clear and distinct notes, yet they were beyond description. Was I imagining this, or was it real? I won’t claim to know. Beautiful flowers and structures, along with stunning, inexplicable insects, spread out before me. Figures and forms I can’t even begin to describe in words surrounded me, accompanied me, and passed me by. The artistic visions of earth-born artists don’t evoke forms as strange and weird, yet so beautiful, as these composite beings. It was indescribably tranquil to absorb the poetic movements of the lovely creatures I haven’t mentioned, and it was just as soothing to feel the relief in my soul brought on by the sounds around me, for musicians know no notes so sweet and captivating.
"There were also, in side caverns to which I was led, combinations of sounds and scenes in which floating strains and[Pg 300] fleeting figures were interwoven and interlaced so closely that the senses of both sight and hearing became blended into a single sense, new, weird, strange, and inexpressible. As flavor is the combination of odor and taste, and is neither taste nor odor, so these sounds and scenes combined were neither scenes nor sounds, but a complex sensation, new, delicious. Sometimes I begged to be permitted to stop and live forever 'mid those heavenly charms, but with as firm a hand as when helping me through the chambers of mire, ooze, and creeping reptiles, my guide drew me onward.
I was taken to side caverns where sounds and sights flowed together, creating a blend of floating melodies and fleeting figures that were so tightly woven that my senses of sight and hearing fused into a single, new, weird, strange, and indescribable experience. Just as flavor comes from the combination of smell and taste, making it neither one nor the other, these combined sounds and scenes formed a complex sensation that was new and delightful. At times, I pleaded to be allowed to stop and live forever amidst those heavenly wonders, but my guide, as firmly as before when leading me through the chambers of mud, sludge, and crawling creatures, pulled me onward.
"But to return to the subject. As to my guide being a cavern-bred monstrosity, I do not remember to have said that he was cavern-bred, and if I have forgotten a fact, I regret my short memory. Did I say that he was always a cavern being? Did I assert that he had never lived among mortals of upper earth? If so, I do not remember our conversation on that subject. He was surely a sage in knowledge, as you have experienced from my feeble efforts in explaining the nature of phenomena that were to you unknown, and yet have been gained by me largely through his instruction. He was a metaphysician, as you assert; you are surely right; he was a sincere, earnest reasoner and teacher. He was a conscientious student, and did not by any word lead me to feel that he did not respect all religions, and bow to the Creator of the universe, its sciences, and its religions. His demeanor was most considerate, his methods faultless, his love of nature deep, his patience inexhaustible, his sincerity unimpeachable. Yes," the old man said; "you are right in your admiration of this lovely personage, and when you come to meet this being as you are destined yet to do—for know now that you too will some day pass from surface earth, and leave only your name in connection with this story of myself—you will surely then form a still greater love and a deeper respect for one so gifted, and yet so self-sacrificing."
"But let's get back to the point. As for my guide being some kind of monster from a cave, I don’t recall saying he was cave-born, and if I missed a fact, I apologize for my poor memory. Did I claim that he was always a creature of the cave? Did I ever state that he had never lived among the people of the surface? If so, I can’t remember that part of our conversation. He was definitely wise, as you’ve seen from my weak attempts to explain things that were new to you, knowledge I largely gained from his teachings. He was a philosopher, as you say; you’re absolutely right; he was a sincere, dedicated thinker and teacher. He was a serious student and never made me feel that he didn’t respect all religions, or that he didn’t honor the Creator of the universe, its sciences, and its beliefs. His attitude was very respectful, his methods flawless, his love for nature profound, his patience endless, and his honesty unquestionable. Yes," said the old man; "you’re right to admire this wonderful person, and when you finally meet him, as you are destined to do—because know that one day you too will leave this world and be remembered only by your name connected to my story—you will surely develop an even greater love and deeper respect for someone so talented, yet so selfless."
"Old man," I cried, "you mock me. I spoke facetiously, and you answer literally. Know that I have no confidence in your sailor-like tales, your Marco Polo history."
"Old man," I shouted, "you're making fun of me. I was joking, and you took me seriously. Just so you know, I don’t believe in your sailor stories or your Marco Polo adventures."
"Ah! You discredit Marco Polo? And why do you doubt?"
"Ah! You doubt Marco Polo? And why is that?"
"Because I have never seen such phenomena, I have never witnessed such occurrences. I must see a thing to believe it."[Pg 301]
"Since I have never seen such things, I've never experienced such events. I have to see something to believe it."[Pg 301]
"And so you believe only what you see?" he queried.
"And so you only believe what you see?" he asked.
"Yes."
"Yep."
"Now answer promptly," he commanded, and his manner changed as by magic to that of a master. "Did you ever see Greenland?"
"Now answer quickly," he ordered, and his demeanor transformed instantly to that of a leader. "Have you ever seen Greenland?"
"No."
"Nope."
"Iceland?"
"Iceland?"
"No."
"Nope."
"A geyser?"
"A geyser?"
"No."
"No."
"A whale?"
"Is that a whale?"
"No."
"Nope."
"England?"
"UK?"
"No."
"Nope."
"France?"
"France?"
"No."
"No."
"A walrus?"
"A walrus?"
"No."
"Nope."
"Then you do not believe that these conditions, countries, and animals have an existence?"
"Then you don't believe that these conditions, countries, and animals actually exist?"
"Of course they have."
"Of course they do."
"Why?"
"Why?"
"Others have seen them."
"Others have spotted them."
"Ah," he said; "then you wish to modify your assertion—you only believe what others have seen?"
"Ah," he said, "so you want to change your claim—you only believe what others have witnessed?"
"Excepting one person," I retorted.
"Except for one person," I replied.
Then he continued, seemingly not having noticed my personal allusion:
Then he kept going, apparently not realizing my personal reference:
"Have you ever seen your heart?"
"Have you ever seen your heart?"
I hesitated.
I paused.
"Answer," he commanded.
"Answer," he demanded.
"No."
"Nope."
"Your stomach?"
"Is your stomach okay?"
"No."
"No."
"Have you seen the stomach of any of your friends?"
"Have you seen the belly of any of your friends?"
"No."
"Nope."
"The back of your head?"
"The back of your head?"
I became irritated, and made no reply.
I got irritated and didn’t respond.
"Answer," he again commanded.[Pg 302]
"Answer," he commanded again.[Pg 302]
"I have seen its reflection in a glass."
"I've seen its reflection in a mirror."
"I say no," he replied; "you have not."
"I say no," he replied, "you haven't."
"You are impudent," I exclaimed.
"You are rude," I exclaimed.
"Not at all," he said, good humoredly; "how easy it is to make a mistake. I venture to say that you have never seen the reflection of the back of your head in a mirror."
"Not at all," he said, laughing; "it's so easy to make a mistake. I bet you've never seen the back of your head in a mirror."
"Your presumption astounds me."
"Your confidence amazes me."
"I will leave it to yourself."
"I'll leave it up to you."
He took a hand-glass from the table and held it behind my head.
He picked up a handheld mirror from the table and held it behind my head.
"Now, do you see the reflection?"
"Now, do you see your reflection?"
"No; the glass is behind me."
"No; the glass is behind me."
"Ah, yes; and so is the back of your head."
"Ah, yes; so is the back of your head."
"Look," I said, pointing to the great mirror on the bureau; "look, there is the reflection of the back of my head."
"Look," I said, pointing to the big mirror on the dresser; "look, there's the reflection of the back of my head."
"No; it is the reflection of the reflection in my hand-glass."
"No; it’s the reflection of the reflection in my mirror."
"You have tricked me; you quibble!"
"You've fooled me; you're nitpicking!"
"Well," he said, ignoring my remark; "what do you believe?"
"Well," he said, brushing off my comment, "what do you think?"
"I believe what others have seen, and what I can do."
"I trust in what others have witnessed and in my own abilities."
"Excluding myself as to what others have seen," he said facetiously.
"Keeping myself out of what others have seen," he said playfully.
"Perhaps," I answered, relenting somewhat.
"Maybe," I replied, giving in a bit.
"Has any man of your acquaintance seen the middle of Africa?"
"Has any man you know been to the heart of Africa?"
"No."
"Nope."
"The center of the earth?"
"Is that the Earth's core?"
"No."
"Nope."
"The opposite side of the moon?"
"The far side of the moon?"
"No."
"Nope."
"The soul of man?"
"What's the soul of man?"
"No."
"Nope."
"Heat, light, electricity?"
"Heat, light, and electricity?"
"No."
"No."
"Then you do not believe that Africa has a midland, the earth a center, the moon an opposite side, man a soul, force an existence?"
"Then you don't believe that Africa has a middle ground, the earth has a center, the moon has a far side, humans have a soul, and that force has a presence?"
"You distort my meaning."
"You misinterpret what I mean."
"Well, I ask questions in accord with your suggestions, and you defeat yourself. You have now only one point left. You believe only what you can do?"
"Well, I ask questions based on your suggestions, and you trip yourself up. You have just one point left. Do you really only believe in what you can do?"

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[Pg 305]
"Yes."
Yes.
"I will rest this case on one statement, then, and you may be the judge."
"I'll wrap up my argument with one statement, and then you can decide."
"Agreed."
"Confirmed."
"You can not do what any child in Cincinnati can accomplish. I assert that any other man, any other woman in the city can do more than you can. No cripple is so helpless, no invalid so feeble as not, in this respect, to be your superior."
"You can't do what any child in Cincinnati can do. I claim that any other man or woman in the city can achieve more than you can. No disabled person is so helpless, no ill person so weak that, in this regard, they're not better than you."
"You insult me," I again retorted, almost viciously.
"You’re insulting me," I shot back, almost spitefully.
"Do you dispute the assertion seriously?"
"Are you seriously questioning that claim?"
"Yes."
Yes.
"Well, let me see you kiss your elbow."
"Well, let me see you kiss your elbow."
Involuntarily I twisted my arm so as to bring the elbow towards my mouth, then, as I caught the full force of his meaning, the ridiculous result of my passionate wager came over me, and I laughed aloud. It was a change of thought from the sublime to the ludicrous.
Involuntarily, I twisted my arm to bring my elbow towards my mouth, and as I grasped the full force of his meaning, the ridiculous outcome of my passionate bet hit me, and I burst out laughing. It was a shift in thought from the sublime to the absurd.
The white-haired guest smiled in return, and kindly said:
The white-haired guest smiled back and said gently:
"It pleases me to find you in good humor at last. I will return to-morrow evening and resume the reading of my manuscript. In the meantime take good exercise, eat heartily, and become more cheerful."
"It makes me happy to see you in good spirits at last. I’ll come back tomorrow evening and continue reading my manuscript. In the meantime, make sure to get some exercise, eat well, and try to be more cheerful."
He rose and bowed himself out.
He stood up and bowed as he left.
[Pg 306]
[Pg 306]
THE OLD MAN CONTINUES HIS MANUSCRIPT.
CHAPTER XLIV.
THE FATHOMLESS ABYSS.—THE EDGE OF THE EARTH SHELL.
Promptly at eight o'clock the next evening the old man entered my room. He did not allude to the occurrences of the previous evening, and for this considerate treatment I felt thankful, as my part in those episodes had not been enviable. He placed his hat on the table, and in his usual cool and deliberate manner, commenced reading as follows:
Promptly at eight o'clock the next evening, the old man walked into my room. He didn’t mention what happened the night before, and I was grateful for this thoughtful approach, as my role in those events hadn’t been great. He set his hat on the table and, in his usual calm and methodical way, started reading as follows:
For a long time thereafter we journeyed on in silence, now amid stately stone pillars, then through great cliff openings or among gigantic formations that often stretched away like cities or towns dotted over a plain, to vanish in the distance. Then the scene changed, and we traversed magnificent avenues, bounded by solid walls which expanded into lofty caverns of illimitable extent, from whence we found ourselves creeping through narrow crevices and threading winding passages barely sufficient to admit our bodies. For a considerable period I had noted the absence of water, and as we passed from grotto to temple reared without hands, it occurred to me that I could not now observe evidence of water erosion in the stony surface over which we trod, and which had been so abundant before we reached the lake. My guide explained by saying in reply to my thought question, that we were beneath the water line. He said that liquids were impelled back towards the earth's surface from a point unnoticed by me, but long since passed. Neither did I now experience hunger nor thirst, in the slightest degree, a circumstance which my guide assured me was perfectly natural in view of the fact that there was neither waste of tissue nor consumption of heat in my present organism.
For a long time, we traveled in silence, first passing through impressive stone pillars, then through large gaps in the cliffs, or among huge formations that looked like cities or towns scattered across a flat area, disappearing into the distance. Then the scenery changed, and we moved through magnificent pathways lined with solid walls that opened up into vast caverns of limitless size, from which we found ourselves squeezing through narrow gaps and winding passages just wide enough for our bodies. For quite some time, I had noticed the lack of water, and as we went from cave to handless temple, it struck me that I couldn’t see signs of water erosion on the rocky surface beneath us, which had been so plentiful before we reached the lake. My guide clarified, responding to my unspoken question, that we were below the water line. He explained that liquids were pushed back toward the earth's surface from a point I hadn’t noticed, but which we had passed long ago. I also didn’t feel hunger or thirst at all, a situation my guide assured me was completely normal, given that my current form didn’t waste tissue or burn heat.

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At last I observed far in the distance a slanting sheet of light that, fan-shaped, stood as a barrier across the way; beyond it neither earth nor earth's surface appeared. As we approached, the distinctness of its outline disappeared, and when we came nearer, I found that it streamed into the space above, from what appeared to be a crevice or break in the earth that stretched across our pathway, and was apparently limitless and bottomless.
At last, I noticed a slanting sheet of light far in the distance that spread out like a fan, blocking our path; beyond it, there seemed to be nothing—no ground or surface of the earth. As we got closer, the sharpness of its edges faded, and when we drew nearer, I realized it rose into the space above from what looked like a crack or gap in the earth that stretched across our way and seemed endless and bottomless.
"Is this another hallucination?" I queried.
"Is this another hallucination?" I asked.
"No; it is a reality. Let us advance to the brink."
"No; it's a reality. Let's move to the edge."
Slowly we pursued our way, for I hesitated and held back. I had really begun to distrust my own senses, and my guide in the lead was even forced to demonstrate the feasibility of the way, step by step, before I could be induced to follow. At length we neared the edge of the chasm, and while he stood boldly upright by the brink, with fear and trembling I crept on my knees to his side, and together we faced a magnificent but fearful void that stretched beneath and beyond us, into a profundity of space. I peered into the chamber of light, that indescribable gulf of brilliancy, but vainly sought for an opposite wall; there was none. As far as the eye could reach, vacancy, illuminated vacancy, greeted my vision. The light that sprung from that void was not dazzling, but was possessed of a beauty that no words can suggest. I peered downward, and found that we stood upon the edge of a shelving ledge of stone that receded rapidly beneath us, so that we seemed to rest upon the upper side of its wedge-like edge. I strained my vision to catch a glimpse of the bottom of this chasm, but although I realized that my eyes were glancing into miles and miles of space, there was no evidence of earthly material other than the brink upon which we stood.
Slowly, we made our way forward, as I hesitated and held back. I had started to doubt my own senses, and my guide had to show me the way, step by step, before I could be convinced to follow. Finally, we approached the edge of the chasm, and while he stood confidently at the brink, I crawled to his side on my knees, filled with fear and trembling. Together, we faced a magnificent yet terrifying void that extended beneath and beyond us into infinite space. I looked into the chamber of light, that incredible gulf of brilliance, but searched in vain for a wall on the other side; there was none. As far as I could see, empty space filled my vision, illuminated and vast. The light coming from that void wasn't blinding but had a beauty that words can't describe. I looked down and realized we were standing on the edge of a sloping ledge of stone that dipped sharply below us, making it seem like we were resting on the upper side of its wedge-like edge. I strained to catch a glimpse of the bottom of the chasm, but even though I understood my eyes were peering into miles of space, there was no sign of earthly material except for the edge we stood on.
The limit of vision seemed to be bounded by a silvery blending of light with light, light alone, only light. The dead silence about, and the new light before me, combined to produce a weird sensation, inexplicable, overpowering. A speck of dust on the edge of immensity, I clung to the stone cliff, gazing into the depths of that immeasurable void.
The limit of sight felt like it was enclosed by a silvery mix of light and light, just light, nothing but light. The complete silence around me and the new light in front of me created a bizarre sensation, beyond words, overwhelming. Like a tiny speck of dust on the edge of infinity, I held on to the stone cliff, staring into the depths of that endless emptiness.
[Pg 310]
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CHAPTER XLV.
MY HEART THROB IS STILLED, AND YET I LIVE.
"It now becomes my duty to inform you that this is one of the stages in our journey that can only be passed by the exercise of the greatest will force. Owing to our former surroundings upon the surface of the earth, and to your inheritance of a so-called instinctive education, you would naturally suppose that we are now on the brink of an impassable chasm. This sphere of material vacuity extends beneath us to a depth that I am sure you will be astonished to learn is over six thousand miles. We may now look straight into the earth cavity, and this streaming light is the reflected purity of the space below. The opposite side of this crevice, out of sight by reason of its distance, but horizontally across from where we stand, is precipitous and comparatively solid, extending upward to the material that forms the earth's surface. We have, during our journey, traversed an oblique, tortuous natural passage, that extends from the spot at which you entered the cave in Kentucky, diagonally down into the crust of the globe, terminating in this shelving bluff. I would recall to your mind that your journey up to this time has been of your own free will and accord. At each period of vacillation—and you could not help but waver occasionally—you have been at liberty to return to surface earth again, but each time you decided wisely to continue your course. You can now return if your courage is not sufficient to overcome your fear, but this is the last opportunity you will have to reconsider, while in my company."
"It is now my responsibility to let you know that this is one of the stages in our journey that can only be overcome with the strongest determination. Given our previous experiences on the surface of the earth and the so-called instinctive education you've received, you might naturally think that we are on the edge of an impassable abyss. This area of emptiness stretches below us to a depth that will surely astonish you—over six thousand miles. We can now gaze straight into the cavern, and the light we see is the pure reflection of the space beneath us. The far side of this gap, hidden from view due to its distance, is steep and relatively solid, reaching up to the material that makes up the earth's surface. During our journey, we have navigated a winding, natural passage that goes from the spot where you entered the cave in Kentucky, slanting down into the earth's crust, ending in this sloped edge. I want to remind you that your journey so far has been entirely voluntary. At every point of hesitation—and I know you must have had some—you’ve been free to return to the surface, but each time, you've wisely chosen to keep going. You can still go back if your courage doesn't outweigh your fear, but this is your last chance to reconsider while you’re with me."
"Have others overcome the instinctive terrors to which you allude?"
"Have others faced and overcome the instinctive fears you're talking about?"
"Yes; but usually the dread of death, or an unbearable uncertainty, compels the traveler to give up in despair before reaching this spot, and the opportunity of a lifetime is lost. Yes; an opportunity that occurs only in the lifetime of one person out of millions, of but few in our brotherhood."[Pg 311]
"Yes; but usually the fear of death, or an unbearable uncertainty, makes the traveler give up in despair before arriving at this point, and the chance of a lifetime is lost. Yes; a chance that happens only once in the lives of one person out of millions, and only a few in our group." [Pg 311]
"Then I can return if I so elect?"
"Then I can come back if I choose?"
"Certainly."
"Of course."
"Will you inform me concerning the nature of the obstacle I have to overcome, that you indicate by your vague references?"
"Can you tell me what the obstacle is that I need to overcome, which you're hinting at with your vague references?"
"We must descend from this cliff."
"We need to come down from this cliff."
"You can not be in earnest."
"Are you for real?"
"Why?"
"Why?"
"Do you not see that the stone recedes from beneath us, that we stand on the edge of a wedge overhanging bottomless space?"
"Don’t you see that the stone is pulling back from under us, that we’re standing on the edge of a wedge hanging over endless space?"
"That I understand."
"I get it."
"There is no ladder," and then the foolish remark abashed me as I thought of a ladder six thousand miles in length.
"There’s no ladder," and then the silly comment embarrassed me as I imagined a ladder six thousand miles long.
"Go on."
"Go ahead."
He made no reference to my confusion.
He didn't address my confusion.
"There is practically no bottom," I asserted, "if I can believe your words; you told me so."
"There’s basically no limit," I said, "if I can take your word for it; you told me that."
"And that I reiterate."
"And I repeat that."
"The feat is impracticable, impossible, and only a madman would think of trying to descend into such a depth of space."
"The task is unfeasible, impossible, and only a crazy person would consider trying to go down into such a depth of space."
Then an idea came over me; perhaps there existed a route at some other point of the earth's crevice by which we could reach the under side of the stone shelf, and I intimated as much to the guide.
Then an idea struck me; maybe there was a path at another spot in the earth's crack that could lead us to the underside of the stone shelf, and I hinted at that to the guide.
"No; we must descend from this point, for it is the only entrance to the hollow beneath."
"No; we need to go down from here, because it's the only way into the hollow below."
We withdrew from the brink, and I meditated in silence. Then I crept again to the edge of the bluff, and lying flat on my chest, craned my head over, and peered down into the luminous gulf. The texture of the receding mineral was distinctly visible for a considerable distance, and then far, far beneath all semblance to material form disappeared—as the hull of a vessel fades in deep, clear water. As I gazed into the gulf it seemed evident that, as a board floating in water is bounded by water, this rock really ended. I turned to my guide and questioned him.
We stepped back from the edge, and I sat quietly in thought. Then I crawled back to the edge of the cliff, lying flat on my stomach, and leaned my head over to look down into the glowing abyss. The texture of the retreating minerals was clearly visible for quite a distance, and then, far below, it vanished completely—like the hull of a boat disappearing in deep, clear water. As I stared into the abyss, it became clear that, just like a board floating on water is defined by the water, this rock actually came to an end. I turned to my guide and asked him a question.
"Stone in this situation is as cork," he replied; "it is nearly devoid of weight; your surmise is correct. We stand on the shelving edge of a cliff of earthly matter, that in this spot slants upward from beneath like the bow of a boat. We have reached[Pg 312] the bottom of the film of space dust on the bubble of energy that forms the skeleton of earth."
"Stone in this situation is like cork," he replied; "it's almost weightless; you're right. We're standing on the sloping edge of a cliff of earthly material, which here rises up from below like the bow of a boat. We've reached[Pg 312] the bottom of the layer of space dust on the bubble of energy that makes up the framework of the earth."
I clutched the edge of the cliff with both hands.
I held onto the edge of the cliff with both hands.
"Be not frightened; have I not told you that if you wish to return you can do so. Now hearken to me:
"Don't be scared; didn't I tell you that if you want to go back, you can? Now listen to me:"
"A short time ago you endeavored to convince me that we could not descend from this precipice, and you are aware that your arguments were without foundation. You drew upon your knowledge of earth materials, as you once learned them, and realized at the time that you deluded yourself in doing so, for you know that present conditions are not such as exist above ground. You are now influenced by surroundings that are entirely different from those that govern the lives of men upon the earth's surface. You are almost without weight. You have nearly ceased to breathe, as long since you discovered, and soon I hope will agree entirely to suspend that harsh and wearying movement. Your heart scarcely pulsates, and if you go with me farther in this journey, will soon cease to beat."
A little while ago, you tried to convince me that we couldn't climb down from this cliff, and you know your arguments were baseless. You relied on your knowledge of earth materials, as you learned them before, and realized at that moment that you were fooling yourself by doing so because you know the present conditions are nothing like those on the surface. You're now affected by an environment that's completely different from what shapes human life on the earth's surface. You have almost no weight. You've nearly stopped breathing, as you figured out long ago, and soon I hope you'll completely agree to stop that harsh and exhausting movement. Your heart barely beats, and if you continue this journey with me, it will soon stop altogether.
I started up and turned to flee, but he grasped and held me firmly.
I jumped up and tried to run, but he grabbed me and held me tight.
"Would you murder me? Do you think I will mutely acquiesce, while you coolly inform me of your inhuman intent, and gloat over the fact that my heart will soon be as stone, and that I will be a corpse?" He attempted to break in, but I proceeded in frenzy. "I will return to upper earth, to sunshine and humanity. I will retreat while yet in health and strength, and although I have in apparent willingness accompanied you to this point, learn now that at all times I have been possessed of the means to defend myself from personal violence." I drew from my pocket the bar of iron. "See, this I secreted about my person in the fresh air of upper earth, the sweet sunshine of heaven, fearing that I might fall into the hands of men with whom I must combat. Back, back," I cried.
"Are you really going to kill me? Do you think I’ll just sit here quietly while you calmly tell me your cruel plan and take pleasure in the fact that my heart will soon be as hard as stone, and I’ll be dead?" He tried to interrupt, but I kept going in a frenzy. "I will go back to the surface, to the sunshine and humanity. I will leave while I still have my health and strength, and even though I’ve seemingly gone along with you to this point, know that I’ve always had the means to protect myself from violence." I pulled out the iron bar from my pocket. "Look, I hid this on me when I was in the fresh air of the surface, in the sweet sunshine, just in case I fell into the hands of people I had to fight against. Stay back, stay back," I shouted.
He released his hold of my person, and folded his arms upon his breast, then quietly faced me, standing directly between myself and the passage we had trod, while I stood on the brink, my back to that fearful chasm.
He let go of me and crossed his arms over his chest, then calmly faced me, standing right between me and the path we had taken, while I stood at the edge, my back to that terrifying gap.
By a single push he could thrust me into the fathomless gulf below, and with the realization of that fact, I felt that it was now a[Pg 313] life and death struggle. With every muscle strained to its utmost tension, with my soul on fire, my brain frenzied, I drew back the bar of iron to smite the apparently defenseless being in the forehead, but he moved not, and as I made the motion, he calmly remarked: "Do you remember the history of Hiram Abiff?"
With one push, he could send me into the endless abyss below, and realizing that, I felt it was a life-and-death situation. Every muscle in my body was tensed to the max, my soul ablaze, my mind racing. I pulled back the iron bar to strike the seemingly defenseless person in the forehead, but he didn't flinch. As I moved, he calmly said, "Do you remember the story of Hiram Abiff?"

The hand that held the weapon dropped as if stricken by paralysis, and a flood of recollections concerning my lost home overcame me. I had raised my hand against a brother, the only being of my kind who could aid me, or assist me either to advance or recede. How could I, unaided, recross that glassy lake, and pass through the grotesque forests of fungi and the labyrinth of crystal grottoes of the salt bed? How could I find my way in the utter darkness that existed in the damp, soppy, dripping upper caverns that I must retrace before I could hope to reach the surface of the earth? "Forgive me," I sobbed, and sunk at his feet. "Forgive me, my friend, my brother; I have been wild,[Pg 314] mad, am crazed." He made no reply, but pointed over my shoulder into the space beyond.
The hand that held the weapon fell as if it were paralyzed, and a wave of memories about my lost home flooded over me. I had raised my hand against a brother, the only one of my kind who could help me, whether to move forward or back. How could I, without help, cross that smooth lake again and make my way through the bizarre fungus forests and the maze of crystal caves in the salt bed? How could I navigate the complete darkness that filled the damp, soggy, dripping upper caverns I had to go back through before I could hope to reach the surface? "Forgive me," I cried, sinking at his feet. "Forgive me, my friend, my brother; I have been wild, mad, I’m out of my mind." He didn’t respond but pointed over my shoulder into the space beyond.[Pg 314]
I turned, and in the direction indicated, saw, in amazement, floating in the distant space a snow- and ice-clad vessel in full sail. She was headed diagonally from us, and was moving rapidly across the field of vision. Every spar and sail was clearly defined, and on her deck, and in the rigging I beheld sailors clad in winter garments pursuing their various duties.
I turned, and in the direction shown, I was amazed to see a snow- and ice-covered ship sailing in the distance. She was angled away from us and moving quickly across my line of sight. Every mast and sail was clearly visible, and on her deck and in the rigging, I saw sailors dressed in winter clothes carrying out their different tasks.
As I gazed, enraptured, she disappeared in the distance.
As I watched, captivated, she faded away in the distance.
"A phantom vessel," I murmured.
"A ghost ship," I murmured.
"No," he replied; "the abstraction of a vessel sailing on the ocean above us. Every object on earth is the second to an imprint in another place. There is an apparent reproduction of matter in so-called vacancy, and on unseen pages a recording of all events. As that ship sailed over the ocean above us, she disturbed a current of energy, and it left its impress as an outline on a certain zone beneath, which is parallel with that upon which we now chance to stand."
"No," he replied, "it's the idea of a ship sailing in the sky above us. Every object on earth is a reflection of something else somewhere else. There seems to be a reproduction of matter in what's called empty space, and on unseen pages, everything that happens is recorded. As that ship sailed through the sky above us, it disturbed a flow of energy, leaving its mark as an outline in a specific area below, which is parallel to where we happen to be standing now."
"I can not comprehend," I muttered.
"I can't get it," I muttered.
"No," he answered; "to you it seems miraculous, as to all men an unexplained phenomenon approaches the supernatural. All that is is natural. Have men not been told in sacred writings that their every movement is being recorded in the Book of Life, and do they not often doubt because they can not grasp the problem? May not the greatest scientist be the most apt skeptic?"
"No," he replied; "to you, it seems miraculous, just like any unexplained phenomenon can feel supernatural to everyone. Everything that exists is natural. Haven't people been told in sacred texts that every action they take is recorded in the Book of Life, and don't they often doubt because they can't understand the issue? Could it not be that the greatest scientist is also the most likely skeptic?"
"Yes," I replied.
"Yeah," I replied.
"You have just seen," he said, "the record of an act on earth, and in detail it is being printed elsewhere in the Book of Eternity. If you should return to earth's surface you could not by stating these facts convince even the persons on that same ship, of your sanity. You could not make them believe that hundreds of miles beneath, both their vessel and its crew had been reproduced in fac simile, could you?"
"You just saw," he said, "the record of an event on earth, and the details are being printed elsewhere in the Book of Eternity. If you went back to the surface of the earth, you wouldn’t be able to convince even the people on that same ship of your sanity just by telling them these facts. You couldn't make them believe that hundreds of miles below, both their ship and its crew had been perfectly replicated, could you?"
"No."
"No."

"Were you to return to earth you could not convince men that you had existed without breath, with a heart dead within you. If you should try to impress on mankind the facts that you have learned in this journey, what would be the result?"[Pg 315]
"If you were to come back to Earth, you couldn't convince people that you existed without breathing, with a dead heart inside you. If you tried to share the things you've learned on this journey, what do you think would happen?"[Pg 315]
"I would probably be considered mentally deranged; this I have before admitted."
"I would likely be seen as mentally unstable; I've admitted this before."
"Would it not be better then," he continued, "to go with me, by your own free will, into the unknown future, which you need fear less than a return to the scoffing multitude amid the storms of upper earth? You know that I have not at any time deceived you. I have, as yet, only opened before you a part of one rare page out of the boundless book of nature; you have tasted of the sweets of which few persons in the flesh have sipped, and I now promise you a further store of knowledge that is rich beyond conception, if you wish to continue your journey."
"Wouldn't it be better," he continued, "to come with me, of your own free will, into the unknown future, which you should fear less than going back to the mocking crowd amid the turmoil of the world? You know I’ve never deceived you. I have only shown you a glimpse of one rare page from the endless book of nature; you’ve tasted the delights that few people have experienced, and I now promise you even more knowledge that is beyond imagination, if you want to keep going on this journey."
"What if I decide to return?"
"What if I choose to go back?"
"I will retrace my footsteps and liberate you upon the surface of the earth, as I have others, for few persons have courage enough to pass this spot."
"I will follow my path back and free you on the surface of the earth, just like I have done for others, because very few people have the courage to go through this place."
"Binding me to an oath of secrecy?"
"Are you making me swear to keep this a secret?"
[Pg 316]
[Pg 316]
"No," he answered; "for if you relate these events men will consider you a madman, and the more clearly you attempt to explain the facts that you have witnessed, the less they will listen to you; such has been the fate of others."
"No," he replied; "because if you talk about these events, people will think you're crazy, and the clearer you try to explain what you've seen, the less they'll pay attention to you; that's what has happened to others."
"It is, indeed, better for me to go with you," I said musingly; "to that effect my mind is now made up, my course is clear, I am ready."
"It’s definitely better for me to go with you," I said thoughtfully; "I’ve made up my mind, my path is clear, I’m ready."
With a motion so quick in conception, and rapid in execution that I was taken altogether by surprise, with a grasp so powerful that I could not have repelled him, had I expected the movement and tried to protect myself, the strange man, or being beside me, threw his arms around my body. Then, as a part of the same movement, he raised me bodily from the stone, and before I could realize the nature of his intention, sprung from the edge of the cliff into the abyss below, carrying me with him into its depths.[Pg 317]
With a movement so sudden that I was completely caught off guard, and with a grip so strong that I wouldn't have been able to push him away even if I had seen it coming and tried to defend myself, the strange man next to me wrapped his arms around my body. Then, as part of the same motion, he lifted me off the stone, and before I could understand what he was planning, he jumped from the edge of the cliff into the abyss below, taking me with him into its depths.[Pg 317]
CHAPTER XLVI.
THE INNER CIRCLE, OR THE END OF GRAVITATION.—IN THE
BOTTOMLESS GULF.
I recall a whirling sensation, and an involuntary attempt at self-preservation, in which I threw my arms wildly about with a vain endeavor to clutch some form of solid body, which movement naturally ended by a tight clasping of my guide in my arms, and locked together we continued to speed down into the seven thousand miles of vacancy. Instinctively I murmured a prayer of supplication, and awaited the approaching hereafter, which, as I believed, would quickly witness the extinction of my unhappy life, the end of my material existence; but the moments (if time can be so divided when no sun marks the division) multiplied without bodily shock or physical pain of any description; I retained my consciousness.
I remember feeling a spinning sensation and an instinctive urge to protect myself, where I flailed my arms around in a futile attempt to grab onto something solid. This movement naturally led me to tightly hold onto my guide, and together we rushed downward into the vast emptiness. I instinctively whispered a prayer for help and braced myself for what was coming, believing that it would soon mark the end of my miserable life, the conclusion of my physical existence. However, the moments (if you can call them that when there’s no sun to indicate time) kept passing without any physical impact or pain; I stayed aware of everything around me.
"Open your eyes," said my guide, "you have no cause for fear."
"Open your eyes," my guide said, "you have nothing to be afraid of."
I acquiesced in an incredulous, dazed manner.
I reluctantly agreed in a shocked, confused way.
"This unusual experience is sufficient to unnerve you, but you need have no fear, for you are not in corporal danger, and can relax your grasp on my person."
"This strange experience might unsettle you, but there's no need to worry because you’re not in any physical danger, and you can let go of my arm."
I cautiously obeyed him, misgivingly, and slowly loosened my hold, then gazed about to find that we were in a sea of light, and that only light was visible, that form of light which I have before said is an entity without source of radiation. In one direction, however, a great gray cloud hung suspended and gloomy, dark in the center, and shading therefrom in a circle, to disappear entirely at an angle of about forty-five degrees.
I carefully followed his instructions, feeling uneasy, and slowly released my grip. Then I looked around and realized we were surrounded by a vast expanse of light, and all that was visible was this light, which I previously described as an entity without a source. In one direction, though, a large gray cloud hung in a gloomy way, darker in the center and fading out in a circle until it completely vanished at about a forty-five-degree angle.
"This is the earth-shelf from which we sprung," said the guide; "it will soon disappear."
"This is the ground we came from," said the guide; "it will be gone soon."
Wherever I glanced this radiant exhalation, a peaceful, luminous envelope, this rich, soft, beautiful white light appeared. The power of bodily motion I found still a factor in my frame,[Pg 318] obedient, as before, to my will. I could move my limbs freely, and my intellect seemed to be intact. Finally I became impressed with the idea that I must be at perfect rest, but if so what could be the nature of the substance, or material, upon which I was resting so complacently? No; this could not be true. Then I thought: "I have been instantly killed by a painless shock, and my spirit is in heaven;" but my earthly body and coarse, ragged garments were palpable realities; the sense of touch, sight, and hearing surely were normal, and a consideration of these facts dispelled my first conception.
Wherever I looked, this radiant breath of air, a calm, glowing aura, this rich, soft, beautiful white light appeared. I noticed that my physical movements still worked, responding, as always, to my commands. I could move my limbs freely, and my mind seemed to be clear. Eventually, I realized that I must be perfectly at rest, but if that was true, what could the substance or material be that I was resting on so comfortably? No, that couldn't be right. Then I thought, "I must have been instantly killed by a painless shock, and my spirit is in heaven;" but my earthly body and worn, tattered clothes were undeniably real; my senses of touch, sight, and hearing felt normal, and considering these facts made me rethink my initial idea.[Pg 318]
"Where are we now?"
"Where are we now?"
"Moving into earth's central space."
"Moving to Earth's core."
"I comprehend that a rushing wind surrounds us which is not uncomfortable, but otherwise I experience no unusual sensation, and can not realize but that I am at rest."
"I understand that a rushing wind surrounds us, which is not uncomfortable, but otherwise I don't feel anything unusual and can only realize that I am at rest."
"The sensation, as of a blowing, wind is in consequence of our rapid motion, and results from the friction between our bodies and the quiescent, attenuated atmosphere which exists even here, but this atmosphere becomes less and less in amount until it will disappear altogether at a short distance below us. Soon we will be in a perfect calm, and although moving rapidly, to all appearances will be at absolute rest."
"The feeling of a blowing wind comes from our quick movement and is caused by the friction between our bodies and the still, thin air that exists even up here. However, this air gets less and less until it completely vanishes just below us. Soon, we'll be in complete calm, and even though we’re moving quickly, it will seem like we’re at a standstill."
Naturally, perhaps, my mind attempted, as it so often had done, to urge objections to his statements, and at first it occurred to me that I did not experience the peculiar sinking away sensation in the chest that I remembered follows, on earth, the downward motion of a person falling from a great height, or moving rapidly in a swing, and I questioned him on the absence of that phenomenon.
Naturally, my mind tried, as it often did, to raise objections to his statements, and at first, I noticed that I didn’t feel the strange sinking sensation in my chest that I remembered feeling on Earth after someone falls from a great height or swings quickly. So, I asked him about the lack of that feeling.
"The explanation is simple," he said; "on the surface of the earth a sudden motion, either upward or downward, disturbs the equilibrium of the organs of respiration, and of the heart, and interferes with the circulation of the blood. This produces a change in blood pressure within the brain, and the 'sinking' sensation in the chest, or the dizziness of the head of a person moving rapidly, or it may even result in unconsciousness, and complete suspension of respiration, effects which sometimes follow rapid movements, as in a person falling from a considerable height. Here circumstances are entirely different. The heart is[Pg 319] quiet, the lungs in a comatose condition, and the blood stagnant. Mental sensations, therefore, that result from a disturbed condition of these organs are wanting, and, although we are experiencing rapid motion, we are in the full possession of our physical selves, and maintain our mental faculties unimpaired."
"The explanation is simple," he said. "When there’s a sudden movement on the surface of the earth, either up or down, it disrupts the balance of the lungs and heart, which affects blood circulation. This causes a change in blood pressure in the brain, leading to the 'sinking' feeling in the chest or dizziness someone might feel when moving quickly. It can even cause unconsciousness and a complete stop in breathing, like what happens to someone falling from a great height. Here, things are totally different. The heart is calm, the lungs are basically shut down, and the blood is stagnant. So, we don't experience the mental sensations that usually come from these organs being disturbed, and even though we’re moving quickly, we are fully aware of our physical state and our mental abilities remain intact."
Again I interposed an objection:
I raised another objection:
"If, as you say, we are really passing through an attenuated atmosphere with increasing velocity, according to the law that governs falling bodies that are acted upon by gravity which continually accelerates their motion, the friction between ourselves and the air will ultimately become so intense as to wear away our bodies."
"If, as you say, we are really moving through a thinner atmosphere at increasing speed, following the law that governs falling objects affected by gravity, which constantly speeds them up, the friction between us and the air will eventually become so intense that it will wear away our bodies."
"Upon the contrary," said he, "this attenuated atmosphere is decreasing in density more rapidly than our velocity increases, and before long it will have altogether disappeared. You can perceive that the wind, as you call it, is blowing less violently than formerly; soon it will entirely cease, as I have already predicted, and at that period, regardless of our motion, we will appear to be stationary."
"On the contrary," he said, "this thin atmosphere is becoming less dense faster than our speed is increasing, and soon it will completely disappear. You can see that the wind, as you call it, is blowing less forcefully than before; soon it will stop altogether, just like I predicted, and at that point, no matter how fast we’re moving, we will seem to be standing still."
Pondering over the final result of this strange experience I became again alarmed, for accepting the facts to be as he stated, such motion would ultimately carry us against the opposite crust of the earth, and without a doubt the shock would end our existence. I inquired about this, to me, self-evident fact, and he replied:
Pondering over the final result of this strange experience I became again alarmed, for accepting the facts to be as he stated, such motion would ultimately carry us against the opposite crust of the earth, and without a doubt the shock would end our existence. I inquired about this, to me, self-evident fact, and he replied:
"Long before we reach the opposite crust of the earth, our motion will be arrested."
"Long before we get to the other side of the earth, our movement will stop."
I had begun now to feel a self-confidence that is surprising as I recall that remarkable position in connection with my narrow experience in true science, and can say that instead of despondency, I really enjoyed an elated sensation, a curious exhilaration, a feeling of delight, which I have no words to describe. Life disturbances and mental worry seemed to have completely vanished, and it appeared as if, with mental perception lucid, I were under the influence of a powerful soporific; the cares of mortals had disappeared. After a while the wind ceased to blow, as my guide had predicted, and with the suspension of that factor, all that remained to remind me of earth phenomena had vanished. There was no motion of material,[Pg 320] nothing to mar or disturb the most perfect peace imaginable; I was so exquisitely happy that I now actually feared some change might occur to interrupt that quiescent existence. It was as a deep, sweet sleep in which, with faculties alive, unconsciousness was self-conscious, peaceful, restful, blissful. I listlessly turned my eyes, searching space in all directions—to meet vacancy everywhere, absolute vacancy. I took from my pocket (into which I had hastily thrust it) the bar of iron, and released it; the metal remained motionless beside me.
I had started to feel a surprising self-confidence as I thought about my remarkable situation in relation to my limited experience in true science. Instead of feeling down, I actually felt an incredible joy, a strange exhilaration, a delight that's hard to put into words. The stresses of life and mental worries seemed to completely fade away, and it felt like, with my mind clear, I was under a strong sedative; the burdens of the world had disappeared. After a while, the wind stopped blowing, just like my guide had predicted, and with that, everything that reminded me of earthly matters vanished. There was no movement, nothing to disrupt the most perfect peace imaginable; I was so blissfully happy that I actually worried some change might happen to break that tranquil existence. It felt like a deep, sweet sleep where, despite being aware, I was blissfully unconscious, peaceful, rested, and joyful. I listlessly scanned the space around me, only to find emptiness everywhere—absolute emptiness. I took out the bar of iron from my pocket, where I had quickly stuffed it, and let it go; the metal stayed motionless beside me.
"Traveling through this expanse with the rapidity of ourselves," said my guide.
"Traveling through this vast area as quickly as we do," said my guide.
I closed my eyes and endeavored to convince myself that I was dreaming—vainly, however. I opened my eyes, and endeavored to convince myself that I was moving, equally in vain. I became oblivious to everything save the delicious sensation of absolute rest that enveloped and pervaded my being.
I shut my eyes and tried to convince myself that I was dreaming—though it didn't work. I opened my eyes and tried to persuade myself that I was moving, but that also failed. I became unaware of everything except for the amazing feeling of complete relaxation that surrounded and filled me.
"I am neither alive nor dead," I murmured; "neither asleep nor awake; neither moving nor at rest, and neither standing, reclining, nor sitting. If I exist I can not bring evidence to prove that fact, neither can I prove that I am dead."
"I’m neither alive nor dead," I whispered; "neither asleep nor awake; neither moving nor still, and neither standing, lying down, nor sitting. If I exist, I can’t provide proof of that, nor can I prove that I’m dead."
"Can any man prove either of these premises?" said the guide.
"Can anyone prove either of these points?" said the guide.
"I have never questioned the matter," said I; "it is a self-evident fact."
"I’ve never questioned it," I said; "it’s a clear fact."
"Know then," said he, "that existence is a theory, and that man is incapable of demonstrating that he has a being. All evidences of mortal life are only as the phantasms of hallucination. As a moment in dreamland may span a life of time, the dreamer altogether unconscious that it is a dream, so may life itself be a shadow, the vision of a distempered fancy, the illusion of a floating thought."
"Understand this," he said, "that existence is just a theory, and that humans can't prove that they truly exist. All signs of human life are merely like the illusions of a hallucination. Just as a moment in a dream can feel like it lasts a lifetime, with the dreamer completely unaware it’s just a dream, so too can life be just a shadow, a vision of a troubled mind, an illusion of a fleeting thought."
"Are pain, pleasure, and living, imaginary creations?" I asked facetiously.
"Are pain, pleasure, and life just made-up things?" I asked jokingly.
"Is there a madman who does not imagine, as facts, what others agree upon as hallucinations peculiar to himself? Is it not impossible to distinguish between different gradations of illusions, and is it not, therefore, possible that even self-existence is an illusion? What evidence can any man produce to prove that his idea of life is not a madman's dream?"[Pg 321]
"Is there someone insane who doesn’t think, as if it's real, what others consider as delusions unique to him? Is it not impossible to tell apart the various levels of illusions, and couldn't it also be that even our sense of self is just an illusion? What proof can anyone provide to show that their vision of life isn’t just the fantasy of a madman?"[Pg 321]
"Proceed," I said.
"Go ahead," I said.
"At another time, perhaps," he remarked; "we have reached the Inner Circle, the Sphere of Rest, the line of gravity, and now our bodies have no weight; at this point we begin to move with decreased speed, we will soon come to a quiescent condition, a state of rest, and then start back on our rebound."[Pg 322]
"Maybe at another time," he said. "We've arrived at the Inner Circle, the Sphere of Rest, the line of gravity, and now our bodies feel weightless. At this point, we'll start moving slower, soon reaching a calm state, a moment of rest, and then we'll begin to bounce back."[Pg 322]
CHAPTER XLVII.
HEARING WITHOUT EARS.—"WHAT WILL BE THE END?"
A flood of recollections came over me, a vivid remembrance of my earth-learned school philosophy. "I rebel again," I said, "I deny your statements. We can neither be moving, nor can we be out of the atmosphere. Fool that I have been not to have sooner and better used my reasoning faculties, not to have at once rejected your statements concerning the disappearance of the atmosphere."
A rush of memories flooded my mind, a clear recollection of the philosophy I learned in school. "I rebel again," I said, "I refuse to accept your claims. We cannot be moving, nor can we be outside the atmosphere. How foolish I've been not to have used my reasoning skills better and sooner, to have rejected your statements about the disappearance of the atmosphere right away."
"I await your argument."
"I'm waiting for your argument."
"Am I not speaking? Is other argument necessary? Have I not heard your voice, and that, too, since you asserted that we had left the atmosphere?"
"Am I not speaking? Is another argument needed? Have I not heard your voice, especially since you claimed that we left the atmosphere?"
"Continue."
"Carry on."
"Have not men demonstrated, and is it not accepted beyond the shadow of a doubt, that sound is produced by vibrations of the air?"
"Isn't it clear that people have shown, and isn't it accepted without a doubt, that sound comes from vibrations in the air?"
"You speak truly; as men converse on surface earth."
"You speak the truth, like people talk on the ground."
"This medium—the air—in wave vibrations, strikes upon the drum of the ear, and thus impresses the brain," I continued.
"This medium—the air—in wave vibrations, hits the eardrum, and then makes an impression on the brain," I continued.
"I agree that such is the teachings of your philosophy; go on."
"I agree that this is what your philosophy teaches; go ahead."
"It is unnecessary; you admit the facts, and the facts refute you; there must be an atmosphere to convey sound."
"It’s not needed; you acknowledge the facts, and the facts contradict you; there has to be an environment to transmit sound."
"Can not you understand that you are not now on the surface of the earth? Will you never learn that the philosophy of your former life is not philosophy here? That earth-bound science is science only with surface-earth men? Here science is a fallacy. All that you have said is true of surface earth, but your argument is invalid where every condition is different from the conditions that prevail thereon. You use the organs of speech in addressing me as you once learned to use them, but such physical efforts are unnecessary to convey sense-impressions in[Pg 323] this condition of rest and complacency, and you waste energy in employing them. You assert and believe that the air conveys sound; you have been taught such theories in support of a restricted philosophy; but may I ask you if a bar of iron, a stick of wood, a stream of water, indeed any substance known to you placed against the ear will not do the same, and many substances even better than the atmosphere?"
"Can't you understand that you're not on the surface of the earth anymore? Will you never realize that the philosophy you lived by before doesn't apply here? That earth-based science only applies to people on the surface? Here, science is a misconception. Everything you've said is true for surface earth, but your reasoning doesn't hold when every condition is different from what exists there. You use your speech just like you were taught, but those physical efforts are unnecessary to communicate in this state of rest and ease, and you're wasting energy doing so. You claim and believe that air carries sound; you've been taught these ideas to support a limited philosophy. But can I ask you if a bar of iron, a stick of wood, a stream of water—any substance you know—when placed against your ear, won't do the same, and many substances can do it even better than air?"
"This I admit."
"I admit this."
"Will you tell me how the vibration of any of these bodies impresses the seat of hearing?"
"Can you explain how the vibration of any of these objects affects the sense of hearing?"
"It moves the atmosphere which strikes upon the tympanum of the ear."
"It changes the air that hits the eardrum."
"You have not explained the phenomenon; how does that tympanic membrane communicate with the brain?"
"You haven't explained the phenomenon; how does the eardrum communicate with the brain?"
"By vibrations, I understand," I answered, and then I began to feel that this assertion was a simple statement, and not sufficient to explain how matter acts upon mind, whatever mind may be, and I hesitated.
"By vibrations, I mean," I replied, and then I started to realize that this statement was just straightforward and didn't really explain how matter influences the mind, whatever the mind might be, and I paused.
"Pray do not stop," he said; "how is it that a delicate vibrating film of animal membrane can receive and convey sound to a pulpy organic mass that is destitute of elasticity, and which consists mostly of water, for the brain is such in structure, and vibrations like those you mention, can not, by your own theory, pass through it as vibrations through a sonorous material, or even reach from the tympanum of the ear to the nearest convolution of the brain."
"Please don't stop," he said; "how is it possible for a thin, sensitive layer of tissue to pick up and transmit sound to a soft organic mass that has no elasticity and is mostly made of water? The brain is built like that, and according to your own theory, vibrations like the ones you mentioned can't pass through it in the same way they do through a sound-conducting material, nor can they even travel from the eardrum to the closest part of the brain."
"I can not explain this, I admit," was my reply.
"I can't explain this, I admit," was my reply.
"Pass that feature, then, and concede that this tympanic membrane is capable of materially affecting brain tissue by its tiny vibrations, how can that slimy, pulpy formation mostly made up of water, communicate with the soul of man, for you do not claim, I hope, that brain material is either mind, conscience, or soul?"
"Pass that point, then, and agree that this eardrum can significantly impact brain tissue with its small vibrations. How can this slimy, mushy structure, mostly made of water, connect with the human soul? I hope you’re not suggesting that brain matter is the same as the mind, conscience, or soul?"
I confessed my inability to answer or even to theorize on the subject, and recognizing my humiliation, I begged him to open the door to such knowledge.
I admitted that I couldn’t answer or even think about the topic, and feeling humiliated, I asked him to share that knowledge with me.
"The vibration of the atmosphere is necessary to man, as earthy man is situated," he said. "The coarser attributes known as matter formations are the crudities of nature, dust swept from space. Man's organism is made up of the roughest and lowest[Pg 324] kind of space materials; he is surrounded by a turbulent medium, the air, and these various conditions obscure or destroy the finer attributes of his ethereal nature, and prevent a higher spiritual evolution. His spiritual self is enveloped in earth, and everywhere thwarted by earthy materials. He is insensible to the finer influences of surrounding media by reason of the overwhelming necessity of a war for existence with the grossly antagonistic materialistic confusion that everywhere confronts, surrounds, and pervades him. Such a conflict with extraneous matter is necessary in order that he may retain his earthy being, for, to remain a mortal, he must work to keep body and soul together. His organs of communication and perception are of 'earth, earthy'; his nature is cast in a mold of clay, and the blood within him gurgles and struggles in his brain, a whirlpool of madly rushing liquid substances, creating disorder in the primal realms of consciousness. He is ignorant of this inward turmoil because he has never been without it, as ignorant as he is of the rank odors of the gases of the atmosphere that he has always breathed, and can not perceive because of the benumbed olfactory nerves. Thus it is that all his subtler senses are inevitably blunted and perverted, and his vulgar nature preponderates. The rich essential part of his own self is unknown, even to himself. The possibility of delight and pleasure in an acquaintance with the finer attributes of his own soul is clouded by this shrouding materialistic presence that has, through countless generations, become a part of man, and he even derives most of his mental pleasures from such acts as tend to encourage the animal passions. Thus it follows that the sensitive, highly developed, extremely attenuated part of his inner being has become subservient to the grosser elements. The baser part of his nature has become dominant. He remains insensible to impressions from the highly developed surrounding media which, being incapable of reaching his inner organism other than through mechanical agencies, are powerless to impress. Alas, only the coarser conditions of celestial phenomena can affect him, and the finer expressions of the universe of life and force are lost to his spiritual apprehension."
"The vibration of the atmosphere is essential for humanity, as earthly beings," he said. "The basic elements we call matter are the raw materials of nature, dust that has accumulated from space. Human bodies are made up of the roughest and simplest materials from space; we are surrounded by turbulent air, and these various conditions obscure or destroy the finer aspects of our spiritual nature, preventing higher spiritual growth. Our spiritual selves are wrapped in earthly matters and constantly hindered by physical substances. We are insensitive to the finer influences around us because of the overwhelming struggle for survival against the chaotic materialism that is everywhere present in our lives. This conflict with external matter is necessary for maintaining our earthly existence; to remain mortal, we must work hard to keep our bodies and souls together. Our organs for communication and perception are all 'earthy'; our nature is molded from clay, and the blood inside us churns and rushes in our brains, creating chaos in our basic consciousness. We are unaware of this internal struggle because we have never experienced life without it, just as we are ignorant of the foul smells in the air that we have always breathed but cannot detect due to numb olfactory nerves. As a result, all of our more delicate senses get dulled and distorted, and our base nature takes over. The richer, essential part of ourselves remains unknown, even to ourselves. The potential for joy and connection with the finer aspects of our soul is overshadowed by this material presence that has, through countless generations, become part of us, leading us to find most of our mental pleasures in actions that stimulate animalistic instincts. Consequently, the sensitive, highly developed part of our inner selves has become subservient to the coarser elements. The lower part of our nature has gained dominance. We remain insensitive to the impressions from the advanced influences around us, as they can only reach our inner being through mechanical means and are powerless to leave an impression. Sadly, only the rough conditions of celestial phenomena can affect us, while the more refined expressions of the universe of life and energy are lost to our spiritual awareness."
"Would you have me view the soul of man as I would a material being?"[Pg 325]
"Do you want me to see the soul of a person like I would see a physical object?"[Pg 325]
"Surely," he answered; "it exists practically as does the more gross forms of matter, and in exact accord with natural laws. Associated with lower forms of matter, the soul of man is a temporary slave to the enveloping substance. The ear of man as now constituted can hear only by means of vibrations of such media as conduct vibrations in matter—for example, the air; but were man to be deprived of the organs of hearing, and then exist for generations subject to evolutions from within, whereby the acuteness of the spirit would become intensified, or permitted to perform its true function, he would learn to communicate soul to soul, not only with mankind, but with beings celestial that surround, and are now unknown to him. This he would accomplish through a medium of communication that requires neither ear nor tongue. To an extent your present condition is what men call supernatural, although in reality you have been divested of only a part of your former material grossness, which object has been accomplished under perfectly natural conditions; your mind no longer requires the material medium by which to converse with the spiritual. We are conversing now by thought contact, there is no atmosphere here, your tongue moves merely from habit, and not from necessity. I am reading your mind as you in turn are mine, neither of us is speaking as you were accustomed to speak."
"Surely," he replied, "it exists just like the more tangible forms of matter, and in perfect alignment with natural laws. Linked with lower forms of matter, the human soul is temporarily trapped by the surrounding substance. The human ear, as it is now, can only hear through vibrations in media that transmit vibrations in matter—like air; but if a person were to lose their hearing organs and then evolve over generations, leading to a heightened spiritual awareness, they would learn to communicate from soul to soul, not just with other people, but with celestial beings around them that are currently unknown. They would achieve this through a means of communication that doesn’t need an ear or a tongue. To some degree, your current state is what people call supernatural, even though in reality, you've only shed a part of your former physical density, which happened under completely natural conditions; your mind no longer needs a physical medium to connect with the spiritual. We are communicating now through thought, there is no atmosphere here, and your tongue moves merely out of habit, not necessity. I'm reading your mind just as you are reading mine; neither of us is speaking as you used to."
"I can not accept that assertion," I said; "it is to me impossible to realize the existence of such conditions."
"I can't accept that claim," I said; "it's impossible for me to grasp that such conditions exist."
"As it is for any man to explain any phenomenon in life," he said. "Do you not remember that you ceased to respire, and were not conscious of the fact?"
"As it is for anyone to explain any event in life," he said. "Don't you remember that you stopped breathing and weren't aware of it?"
"Yes."
Yes.
"That your heart had stopped beating, your blood no longer circulated, while you were in ignorance of the change?"
"That your heart had stopped beating, your blood no longer flowed, while you were unaware of the change?"
"That is also true."
"That's also true."
"Now I will prove my last assertion. Close your mouth, and think of a question you wish to propound."
"Now I will prove my last statement. Close your mouth and think of a question you want to ask."
I did so, and to my perfect understanding and comprehension he answered me with closed mouth.
I did that, and to my complete understanding, he answered me without saying a word.
"What will be the end?" I exclaimed, or thought aloud. "I am possessed of nearly all the attributes that I once supposed inherent only in a corpse, yet I live, I see clearly, I hear plainly,[Pg 326] I have a quickened being, and a mental perception intensified and exquisite. Why and how has this been accomplished? What will be the result of this eventful journey?"
"What will be the end?" I exclaimed or thought out loud. "I have almost all the traits I once thought only belonged to a corpse, yet I am alive, I see clearly, I hear well,[Pg 326] I feel more alive than ever, and my mental perception is sharper and more refined. How did this happen? What will come from this significant journey?"
"Restful, you should say," he remarked; "the present is restful, the end will be peace. Now I will give you a lesson concerning the words Why and How that you have just used."[Pg 327]
"Restful, you should say," he remarked; "the present is restful, and the end will be peace. Now I'll give you a lesson about the words Why and How that you just used."[Pg 327]
CHAPTER XLVIII.
WHY AND HOW.—"THE STRUGGLING RAY OF LIGHT FROM
THOSE FARTHERMOST OUTREACHES."
"Confronting mankind there stands a sphinx—the vast Unknown. However well a man may be informed concerning a special subject, his farthermost outlook concerning that subject is bounded by an impenetrable infinity."
"Facing humanity is a sphinx—the vast Unknown. No matter how knowledgeable a person is about a particular topic, their ultimate understanding of that topic is limited by an impenetrable infinity."
"Granted," I interrupted, "that mankind has not by any means attained a condition of perfection, yet you must admit that questions once regarded as inscrutable problems are now illuminated by the discoveries of science."
"Okay," I interrupted, "while it’s true that humanity hasn’t reached a perfect state, you have to admit that issues that were once seen as impossible to solve are now clarified by scientific discoveries."
"And the 'discovered,' as I will show, has only transferred ignorance to other places," he replied. "Science has confined its labors to superficial descriptions, not the elucidation of the fundamental causes of phenomena."
"And the 'discovered,' as I will show, has only transferred ignorance to other places," he replied. "Science has limited its efforts to shallow descriptions, not to explaining the fundamental causes of phenomena."
"I can not believe you, and question if you can prove what you say."
"I can't believe you and I'm wondering if you can prove what you're saying."
"It needs no argument to illustrate the fact. Science boldly heralds her descriptive discoveries, and as carefully ignores her explanatory failures. She dare not attempt to explain the why even of the simplest things. Why does the robin hop, and the snipe walk? Do not tell me this is beneath the notice of men of science, for science claims that no subject is outside her realm. Search your works on natural history and see if your man of science, who describes the habits of these birds, explains the reason for this evident fact. How does the tree-frog change its color? Do not answer me in the usual superficial manner concerning the reflection of light, but tell me why the skin of that creature is enabled to perform this function? How does the maple-tree secrete a sweet, wholesome sap, and deadly nightshade, growing in the same soil and living on the same elements, a poison? What is it that your scientific men find in the cells of root, or rootlet, to indicate that one may produce a[Pg 328] food, and the other a noxious secretion that can destroy life? Your microscopist will discuss cell tissues learnedly, will speak fluently of physiological structure, will describe organic intercellular appearances, but ignore all that lies beyond. Why does the nerve in the tongue respond to a sensation, and produce on the mind the sense of taste? What is it that enables the nerve in the nose to perform its discriminative function? You do not answer. Silver is sonorous, lead is not; why these intrinsic differences? Aluminum is a light metal, gold a heavy one; what reason can you offer to explain the facts other than the inadequate term density? Mercury at ordinary temperature is a liquid; can your scientist tell why it is not a solid? Of course anyone can say because its molecules move freely on each other. Such an answer evades the issue; why do they so readily exert this action? Copper produces green or blue salts; nickel produces green salts; have you ever been told why they observe these rules? Water solidifies at about thirty-two degrees above your so-called zero; have you ever asked an explanation of your scientific authority why it selects that temperature? Alcohol dissolves resins, water dissolves gums; have you any explanation to offer why either liquid should dissolve anything, much less exercise a preference? One species of turtle has a soft shell, another a hard shell; has your authority in natural history told you why this is so? The albumen of the egg of the hen hardens at one hundred and eighty degrees Fahrenheit; the albumen of the eggs of some turtles can not be easily coagulated by boiling the egg in pure water; why these differences? Iceland spar and dog-tooth spar are identical, both are crystallized carbonate of lime; has your mineralogist explained why this one substance selects these different forms of crystallization, or why any crystal of any substance is ever produced? Why is common salt white and charcoal black? Why does the dog lap and the calf drink? One child has black hair, another brown, a third red; why? Search your physiology for the answer and see if your learned authority can tell you why the life-current makes these distinctions? Why do the cells of the liver secrete bile, and those of the mouth saliva? Why does any cell secrete anything? A parrot can speak; what has your anatomist found in the structure of the brain, tongue,[Pg 329] or larynx of that bird to explain why this accomplishment is not as much the birthright of the turkey? The elements that form morphine and strychnine, also make bread, one a food, the other a poison; can your chemist offer any reason for the fact that morphine and bread possess such opposite characters? The earth has one satellite, Saturn is encompassed by a ring; it is not sufficient to attempt to refer to these familiar facts; tell me, does your earth-bound astronomer explain why the ring of Saturn was selected for that planet? Why are the salts of aluminum astringent, the salts of magnesium cathartic, and the salts of arsenicum deadly poison? Ask your toxicologist, and silence will be your answer. Why will some substances absorb moisture from the air, and liquefy, while others become as dry as dust under like conditions? Why does the vapor of sulphuric ether inflame, while the vapor of chloroform is not combustible, under ordinary conditions? Oil of turpentine, oil of lemon, and oil of bergamot differ in odor, yet they are composed of the same elements, united in the same proportion; why should they possess such distinctive, individual characteristics? Further search of the chemist will explain only to shove the word why into another space, as ripples play with and toss a cork about. Why does the newly-born babe cry for food before its intellect has a chance for worldly education? Why"—
"It doesn’t need any argument to make the point. Science proudly announces its descriptive discoveries, but carefully overlooks its explanatory failures. It doesn’t dare to explain the why of even the simplest things. Why does the robin hop while the snipe walks? Don’t tell me this is beneath the attention of scientists, because science claims that no subject is outside its realm. Look through your works on natural history and see if your scientist, who describes the habits of these birds, explains the reason for this obvious fact. How does the tree-frog change its color? Don’t give me the usual superficial answer about light reflection; tell me why that creature’s skin can do that. How does the maple tree produce sweet, wholesome sap, while deadly nightshade, growing in the same soil and using the same resources, produces a poison? What is it that your scientists find in the cells of roots or rootlets that indicates one may create food and the other a toxic secretion that can take life? Your microscopist will talk knowledgeably about cell tissues, will speak fluently about physiological structure, will describe organic intercellular appearances, but ignore everything beyond that. Why does the nerve in the tongue respond to a sensation and create the sense of taste in the mind? What allows the nerve in the nose to perform its distinguishing function? You don’t answer. Silver is sonorous, lead is not; why are there these innate differences? Aluminum is a light metal, gold is heavy; what explanation do you have for these facts besides the insufficient term density? Mercury is a liquid at normal temperatures; can your scientist explain why it’s not solid? Sure, anyone can say because its molecules move freely over each other. Such an answer dodges the question; why do they easily exert this action? Copper creates green or blue salts; nickel produces green salts; have you ever been told why they follow these patterns? Water turns to ice at about thirty-two degrees above your so-called zero; have you ever asked your scientific authority for an explanation as to why it chooses that temperature? Alcohol dissolves resins, water dissolves gums; do you have any explanation for why either liquid should dissolve something, let alone show a preference? One type of turtle has a soft shell, another has a hard shell; has your natural history authority told you why this is? The albumen of a hen’s egg hardens at one hundred eighty degrees Fahrenheit; the albumen of some turtle eggs doesn't easily coagulate when boiled in pure water; why are there these differences? Iceland spar and dog-tooth spar are identical, both are crystallized carbonate of lime; has your mineralogist explained why this one substance selects these different crystallization forms, or why any crystal of any substance is ever formed? Why is common salt white and charcoal black? Why does the dog lap water while the calf drinks? One child has black hair, another brown, a third red; why? Search your physiology for the answer and see if your learned authority can tell you why the life-current makes these distinctions. Why do the liver cells secrete bile, and the mouth cells secrete saliva? Why does any cell secrete anything? A parrot can talk; what has your anatomist discovered in the brain, tongue, or larynx of that bird to explain why this ability isn’t just as much the birthright of turkeys? The elements that create morphine and strychnine also make bread—one a food, the other a poison; can your chemist provide any reason for the fact that morphine and bread have such opposite characteristics? The Earth has one moon; Saturn is surrounded by a ring. It’s not enough to just refer to these well-known facts; tell me, does your Earth-bound astronomer explain why Saturn has that ring? Why are aluminum salts astringent, magnesium salts cathartic, and arsenic salts deadly poison? Ask your toxicologist, and silence will be your answer. Why do some substances absorb moisture from the air and become liquid, while others turn as dry as dust in the same conditions? Why does the vapor of sulfuric ether ignite, while the vapor of chloroform is non-combustible under normal conditions? Oil of turpentine, oil of lemon, and oil of bergamot have different scents, yet they’re made of the same elements, combined in the same amounts; why do they have such distinct, individual characteristics? Further searching by the chemist will only lead to pushing the word why into another space, as ripples play with and toss a cork about. Why does a newborn baby cry for food before it has had a chance for worldly education? Why"
"Stop," I interrupted; "these questions are absurd."
"Stop," I interrupted; "these questions are ridiculous."
"So some of your scientific experts would assert," he replied; "perhaps they would even become indignant at my presumption in asking them, and call them childish; nevertheless these men can not satisfy their own cravings in attempting to search the illimitable, and in humiliation, or irritation, they must ignore the word Why. That word Why to man dominates the universe. It covers all phenomena, and thrusts inquiry back from every depth. Science may trace a line of thought into the infinitely little, down, down, beyond that which is tangible, and at last in that far distant inter-microscopical infinity, monstrous by reason of its very minuteness, must rest its labors against the word Why. Man may carry his superficial investigation into the immeasurably great, beyond our sun and his family of satellites, into the outer depths of the solar system, of which our sun is a part, past his sister stars, and out again into the depths of the[Pg 330] cold space channels beyond; into other systems and out again, until at last the nebulæ shrink and disappear in the gloom of thought-conjecture, and as the straggling ray of light from those farthermost outreaches, too feeble to tell of its origin, or carry a story of nativity, enters his eye, he covers his face and rests his intellect against the word Why. From the remote space caverns of the human intellect, beyond the field of perception, whether we appeal to conceptions of the unknowable in the infinitely little, or the immeasurably great, we meet a circle of adamant, as impenetrable as the frozen cliffs of the Antarctic, that incomprehensible word—Why!
"So some of your scientific experts might say," he replied; "maybe they'd even get upset at my audacity in asking them, calling it childish; still, these men can't satisfy their own needs when trying to explore the limitless, and in their frustration or embarrassment, they ignore the word Why. That word Why dominates humanity's understanding of the universe. It encompasses all phenomena and pushes inquiry back from every depth. Science can trace a line of thought into the infinitesimally small, down, down, beyond what is tangible, and ultimately, in that distant microcosmic infinity, made monstrous by its very smallness, it must confront the word Why. Humans can push their superficial investigations into the vastly immense, beyond our sun and its family of planets, into the outer reaches of the solar system, of which our sun is a part, past neighboring stars, and into the depths of the cold space beyond; into other systems and back again, until the nebulae fade and vanish in the shadows of theoretical thought, and as the distant light from those farthest reaches, too weak to reveal its origin or share a story of beginnings, enters their eyes, they cover their faces and rest their minds against the word Why. From the far-off depths of human thought, beyond what we can perceive, whether we contemplate the unknowable in the endlessly small or the unimaginably vast, we encounter a barrier of unbreakable strength, as impenetrable as the frozen cliffs of Antarctica, that unfathomable word—Why!"
"Why did the light wave spring into his field of perception by reflection from the microscopic speck in the depths of littleness, on the one hand; and how did this sliver of the sun's ray originate in the depths of inter-stellar space, on the other?"
"Why did the light wave enter his awareness by bouncing off a tiny speck, on one hand; and how did this sliver of sunlight come from the vastness of interstellar space, on the other?"
I bowed my head.[Pg 331]
I lowered my head.[Pg 331]
![DESCRIPTION OF JOURNEY FROM K. [KENTUCKY] TO P.—"THE END OF EARTH."](images/m1056.png)
A, B, Diameter of earth, 8,000 miles.
A, B, Diameter of earth, 8,000 miles.
A, D, Thickness of earth crust, 800 miles.
A, D, Thickness of Earth's crust, 800 miles.
C, D, Distance from inner earth crust to energy sphere, 100 miles.
C, D, Distance from the inner Earth’s crust to the energy sphere, 100 miles.
E, Underground lake.
E, underground lake.
E, F, Distance from surface of lake to earth's surface.
E, F, Distance from the surface of the lake to the earth's surface.
G, Inner Circle (the Unknown Country).
G, Inner Circle (the Unknown Country).
H, Middle Circle (Sphere of Energy, or Circle of Rest).
H, Middle Circle (Sphere of Energy, or Circle of Rest).
L to M, Height of atmosphere, 200 miles.
L to M, Height of atmosphere, 200 miles.
K, Entrance to cavern in Kentucky.
K, Entrance to cavern in Kentucky.
L, Outer circle, earth's surface.
L, outer circle, Earth's surface.
Mt. E, Mount Epomeo in Italy.
Mt. E, Mount Epomeo in Italy.
N, North Pole.
N, North Pole.
O, Rock shelf from which the leap was made into the intra-earth space.
O, rock ledge from which the jump was made into the underground.
P, Junction of earth crust with Circle of Rest. Point where I-Am-The-Man stepped "onward and upward" in "The Unknown Country."
P, Junction of earth crust with Circle of Rest. Point where I-Am-The-Man stepped "onward and upward" in "The Unknown Country."
S, South Pole.
S, South Pole.
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CHAPTER XLIX.
OSCILLATING THROUGH SPACE.—EARTH'S SHELL ABOVE ME.[14]
Continued my companion:
My friend continued:
"We have just now crossed the line of gravitation. We were drawn downward until at a certain point, to which I called your attention at the time, we recently crossed the curved plane of perfect rest, where gravity ceases, and by our momentum are now passing beyond that plane, and are now pressing against the bond of gravitation again. This shell in which gravity centers is concentric with that of the earth's exterior, and is about seven hundred miles below its surface. Each moment of time will now behold us carried farther from this sphere of attraction, and thus the increasing distance increases the force of the restraining influence. Our momentum is thus retarded, and consequently the rapidity of our motion is continually decreasing. At last when the forces of gravitation and mass motion neutralize each other, we will come to a state of rest again. When our motion in this direction ceases, however, gravitation, imperishable, continues to exert its equalizing influence, the result being a start in the opposite direction, and we will then reverse our course, and retrace our path, crossing again the central band of attraction, to retreat and fly to the opposite side of the power of greater attraction, into the expanse from which we came, and that is now above us."
"We’ve just crossed the line of gravity. We were pulled down until, at a certain point that I pointed out to you earlier, we crossed the curved plane of perfect stillness, where gravity stops, and because of our momentum, we are now moving beyond that plane and are once again pressing against the force of gravity. This shell where gravity centers is concentric with the earth's outer layer and is about seven hundred miles below its surface. Each moment, we are being carried farther from this sphere of attraction, and as the distance increases, so does the strength of the restraining force. Our momentum is slowing, which means our speed is continuously decreasing. Eventually, when the forces of gravity and mass motion balance each other out, we will come to a complete stop. However, once our motion in this direction halts, gravity, being unyielding, will continue to exert its balancing influence, resulting in a motion in the opposite direction. We will then reverse our course and retrace our steps, crossing again the central band of attraction to retreat and move towards the opposite side of the stronger gravitational pull, back into the vastness from which we came, which is now above us."
"Can this oscillation ever end? Are we to remain thus, as an unceasing pendulum, traversing space, to and fro across this invisible shell of attraction from now until the end of time?"
"Will this back-and-forth ever stop? Are we stuck like a never-ending pendulum, moving back and forth through this invisible barrier of attraction from now until the end of time?"
"No; there are influences to prevent such an experience; one being the friction of the attenuated atmosphere into which we plunge each time that we cross the point of greater gravity, [Pg 334]and approach the crust of the earth. Thus each succeeding vibration is in shorter lines, and at last we will come to a state of perfect rest at the center of gravity."
"No; there are factors that stop us from having such an experience; one of them is the resistance of the thin atmosphere we enter every time we cross the point of greater gravity, [Pg 334]and move closer to the earth's surface. As a result, each successive vibration occurs over shorter distances, and eventually, we will reach a state of complete stillness at the center of gravity."
"I can only acquiesce in meek submission, powerless even to argue, for I perceive that the foundations for my arguments must be based on those observed conditions of natural laws formerly known to me, and that do not encompass us here; I accept, therefore, your statements as I have several times heretofore, because I can not refute them. I must close my eyes to the future, and accept it on faith; I cease to mourn the past, I can not presage the end."
"I can only agree in quiet submission, powerless to even argue, because I realize that my arguments had to rely on natural laws I once understood, which don’t apply here; I accept your statements, as I have many times before, since I can’t challenge them. I must close my eyes to the future and accept it on faith; I stop grieving the past, and I can’t predict what the end will be."
"Well spoken," he replied; "and while we are undergoing this necessary delay, this oscillating motion, to which we must both submit before we can again continue our journey, I will describe some conditions inherent in the three spheres of which the rind of the earth is composed, for I believe that you are now ready to receive and profit by facts that heretofore you would have rejected in incredulity.
"Well said," he replied; "and while we're going through this necessary pause, this back-and-forth motion that we both have to deal with before we can continue our journey, I will explain some conditions that are part of the three spheres that make up the Earth's surface, because I believe you're now ready to understand and benefit from facts that you would have previously dismissed as unbelievable."
"The outer circle, coat, or contour, of which you have heard others besides myself speak, is the surface crust of our globe, the great sphere of land and water on which man is at present an inhabitant. This is the exposed part of the earth, and is least desirable as a residence. It is affected by grievous atmospheric changes, and restless physical conditions, such as men, in order to exist in, must fortify against at the expense of much bodily and mental energy, which leads them, necessarily, to encourage the animal at the expense of the ethereal. The unmodified rays of the sun produce aerial convulsions that are marked by thermal contrasts, and other meteorological variations, during which the heat of summer and the cold of winter follow each other periodically and unceasingly. These successive solar pulsations generate winds, calms, and storms, and in order to protect himself against such exposures and changes in material surroundings, man toils, suffers, and comes to believe that the doom, if not the object, of life on earth is the preservation of the earthy body. All conditions and phases of nature on this outer crust are in an angry struggle, and this commotion envelops the wretched home, and governs the life of man. The surrounding cyclones of force and matter have distorted the[Pg 335] peaceful side of what human nature might be until the shortened life of man has become a passionate, deplorable, sorrowful struggle for physical existence, from the cradle to the grave. Of these facts man is practically ignorant, although each individual is aware he is not satisfied with his condition. If his afflictions were obvious to himself, his existence would be typical of a life of desolation and anguish. You know full well that the condition of the outer sphere is, as I have described it, a bleak, turbulent surface, the roof of the earth on which man exists, as a creeping parasite does on a rind of fruit, exposed to the fury of the ever-present earth storms.
"The outer circle, coat, or contour that you’ve heard others talk about, is the surface layer of our planet, the vast sphere of land and water where humans currently live. This is the exposed part of the earth and is the least desirable place to live. It is influenced by severe weather changes and unstable physical conditions that people must adapt to in order to survive, which requires a lot of physical and mental energy, causing them to prioritize basic animal needs over higher, spiritual ones. The direct rays of the sun create atmospheric disturbances marked by temperature fluctuations and other weather variations, where summer heat and winter cold follow each other endlessly. These cycles of solar energy produce winds, calm periods, and storms, and to shield themselves from such changes in their environment, people work hard, suffer, and come to believe that the purpose of life on earth is to sustain their physical bodies. All the conditions and phases of nature on this outer layer are in a fierce struggle, and this turmoil surrounds their unfortunate homes and dictates human life. The surrounding forces and materials have warped the peaceful potential of human nature until life has become an intense, sorrowful battle for survival, from birth to death. Most people are largely unaware of these truths, even though each person senses their dissatisfaction with their situation. If their struggles were clearer to them, their lives would seem like a continuous cycle of despair and suffering. You know very well that, as I've described, the state of the outer sphere is a harsh, chaotic surface, the roof of the earth on which humans exist, like a creeping parasite on the skin of fruit, exposed to the relentless storms of the earth."
"The central circle, or medial sphere, the shell, or layer of gravitation, lies conformably to the outer configuration of the globe, about seven hundred miles towards its center. It stretches beneath the outer circle (sphere) as a transparent sheet, a shell of energy, the center of gravitation. The material crust of the earth rests on this placid sphere of vigor, excepting in a few places, where, as in the crevice we have entered, gaps, or crevices, in matter exist, beginning from near the outer surface and extending diagonally through the medial and inner spheres into the intra-earth space beyond. This medial sphere is a form of pure force, a disturbance of motion, and although without weight it induces, or conserves, gravity. It is invisible to mortal eyes, and is frictionless, but really is the bone of the earth. On it matter, the retarded energy of space, space dust, has arranged itself as dust collects on a bubble of water. This we call matter. The material portion of the earth is altogether a surface film, an insignificant skin over the sphere of purity, the center of gravitation. Although men naturally imagine that the density and stability of the earth is dependent on the earthy particles, of which his own body is a part, such is not the case. Earth, as man upon the outer surface, can now know it, is an aggregation of material particles, a shell resting on this globular sphere of medial force, which attracts solid matter from both the outer and inner surfaces of earth, forming thereby the middle of the three concentric spheres. This middle sphere is the reverse of the outer, or surface, layer in one respect, for, while it attracts solids, gases are repelled by it, and thus the atmosphere becomes less dense as we descend from the outer surfaces of the earth.[Pg 336] The greater degree of attraction for gases belongs, therefore, to the earth's exterior surface."
The central circle, or medial sphere, the shell or layer of gravity, is about seven hundred miles towards the center of the globe, conforming to its outer shape. It lies beneath the outer sphere like a clear sheet, an energy shell, at the center of gravity. The Earth's material crust rests on this calm sphere of energy, except in a few places, like the crevice we've entered, where there are gaps or cracks in matter that start near the outer surface and extend diagonally through the medial and inner spheres into the intra-earth space beyond. This medial sphere is a form of pure force, a disturbance of motion, and although it has no weight, it creates and maintains gravity. It's invisible to us and has no friction, but it really is the framework of the Earth. On it, matter—the slow energy of space, space dust—has settled like dust on a bubble of water. We call this matter. The material part of the Earth is just a surface layer, an insignificant skin over the pure sphere, the center of gravity. While people often think that the Earth’s density and stability depend on the earthy particles that make up their own bodies, that’s not the case. The Earth, as we know it on the surface, is an accumulation of material particles, a shell resting on this globular sphere of medial force, attracting solid matter from both the outer and inner surfaces, thus forming the middle of the three concentric spheres. This middle sphere differs from the outer surface layer because, while it attracts solids, it repels gases, causing the atmosphere to become less dense as we move down from the Earth's outer surfaces.[Pg 336] The greater attraction for gases, therefore, belongs to the Earth's exterior surface.
"Exactly at the earth's exterior surface?" I asked.
"Right at the surface of the Earth?" I asked.
"Practically so. The greatest density of the air is found a few miles below the surface of the ocean; the air becomes more attenuated as we proceed in either direction from that point. Were this not the case, the atmosphere that surrounds the earth would be quickly absorbed into its substance, or expand into space and disappear."
"Basically, yes. The air is densest a few miles below the ocean's surface; it gets thinner as we move in either direction from there. If this weren’t true, the atmosphere around the Earth would quickly get absorbed into it or expand out into space and vanish."
"Scientific men claim that the atmosphere is forty-five geographical miles in depth over the earth's surface," I said.
"Scientists argue that the atmosphere is forty-five geographical miles deep over the earth's surface," I said.
"If the earth is eight thousand miles in diameter, how long would such an atmosphere, a skin only, over a great ball, resist such attraction, and remain above the globe? Were it really attracted towards its center it would disappear as a film of water sinks into a sponge."
"If the Earth is eight thousand miles in diameter, how long could an atmosphere, just a thin layer, over such a massive ball, resist that pull and stay above the planet? If it were truly drawn toward its center, it would vanish just like a film of water sinks into a sponge."
"Do you know," I interrupted, "that if these statements were made to men they would not be credited? Scientific men have calculated the weights of the planets, and have estimated therefrom the density of the earth, showing it to be solid, and knowing its density, they would, on this consideration alone, discredit your story concerning the earth shell."
"Do you know," I interrupted, "that if these statements were made to men, they wouldn’t be believed? Scientists have calculated the weights of the planets and have estimated the density of the earth from that, showing it to be solid. Just based on that information alone, they would dismiss your story about the earth's shell."

The area between the inner and outer lines represents the atmosphere around the Earth. The distance that humans have explored into the Earth is less than the thickness of either line, especially when compared to the diameter of the inner circle.
"You mistake, as you will presently see. It is true that man's ingenuity has enabled him to ascertain the weights and densities of the planets, but do you mean to say that these scientific results preclude the possibility of a hollow interior of the heavenly bodies?"[Pg 337]
"You’re wrong, as you’ll soon see. It’s true that human creativity has allowed us to figure out the weights and densities of the planets, but are you really saying that these scientific findings rule out the possibility of a hollow interior in celestial bodies?"[Pg 337]
"I confess, I do."
"I admit, I do."
"You should know then, that what men define as density of the earth, is but an average value, which is much higher than that exhibited by materials in the surface layers of the earth crust, such as come within the scrutiny of man. This fact allows mortals of upper earth but a vague conjecture as to the nature of the seemingly much heavier substances that exist in the interior of the earth. Have men any data on hand to show exactly how matter is distributed below the limited zone that is accessible to their investigations?"
"You should know that what people call the density of the earth is just an average value, which is much higher than what materials in the surface layers of the earth’s crust show, as seen by humans. This fact leaves those on the surface with only a vague idea of the much heavier substances that exist deep inside the earth. Do people have any information that shows exactly how matter is distributed below the limited area that they can explore?"
"I think not."
"I don't think so."
"You may safely accept, then, that the earth shell I have described to you embraces in a compact form the total weight of the earth. Even though men take for granted that matter fills out the whole interior of our planet, such material would not, if distributed as on earth's surface, give the earth the density he has determined for it."
"You can confidently agree that the earth's layer I’ve described to you contains the total weight of the planet in a compact form. Even though people assume that matter fills the entire interior of our planet, if that material were spread out like it is on the earth’s surface, it wouldn’t give the earth the density that has been established."
"I must acquiesce in your explanations."
"I have to agree with your explanations."
"Let us now go a step further in this argument. What do you imagine is the nature of those heavier substances whose existence deep within the earth is suggested by the exceedingly high total density observed by man on upper earth?"
"Let's take this argument a step further. What do you think the nature of those heavier substances is, whose existence deep within the earth is hinted at by the extremely high total density that humans have observed on the surface?"
"I am unable to explain, especially as the materials surrounding us here, seemingly, do not differ much from those with which my former life experience has made me acquainted."
"I can't explain, especially since the materials around us here don't seem to be much different from those I'm familiar with from my past experiences."
"Your observation is correct, there is no essential difference in this regard. But as we are descending into the interior of this globe, and are approaching the central seat of the shell of energy, the opposing force into which we plunge becomes correspondingly stronger, and as a consequence, matter pressed within it becomes really lighter. Your own experience about your weight gradually disappearing during this journey should convince you of the correctness of this fact."
"You're right; there's really no significant difference here. However, as we go deeper into the earth and get closer to the core of this energy shell, the opposing force we encounter becomes stronger. As a result, the matter caught in it actually feels lighter. Your own experience of your weight gradually decreasing during this journey should confirm this fact."
"Indeed, it does," I admitted.
"Definitely, it does," I admitted.
"You will then readily understand, that the heavy material to which surface-bred mortals allude as probably constituting the interior of the earth, is, in fact, nothing but the manifestation of a matter-supporting force, as exemplified in the sphere of attractive energy, the seat of which we are soon to encounter on[Pg 338] our journey. Likewise the mutual attraction of the heavenly bodies is not a property solely of their material part, but an expression in which both the force-spheres and the matter collected thereon take part.
"You will then easily understand that the heavy substance that people on the surface refer to as what probably makes up the earth's interior is really just a manifestation of a matter-supporting force, as shown by the sphere of attractive energy, which we will soon come across on[Pg 338] our journey. Similarly, the mutual attraction of celestial bodies isn't just a characteristic of their material composition; it is an expression that involves both the force-spheres and the matter that gathers there."
"Tell me more of the sphere in which gravitation is intensest."
"Tell me more about the area where gravity is strongest."
"Of that you are yet to judge," he replied. "When we come to a state of rest in the stratum of greater gravity, we will then traverse this crevice in the sheet of energy until we reach the edge of the earth crust, after which we will ascend towards the interior of the earth, until we reach the inner crust, which is, as before explained, a surface of matter that lies conformably with the external crust of the earth, and which is the interior surface of the solid part of the earth. There is a concave world beneath the outer convex world."
"That's something you still need to decide," he said. "When we settle into a layer of greater gravity, we'll then navigate through this gap in the energy sheet until we reach the edge of the Earth's crust. After that, we'll move upwards towards the Earth's interior, until we get to the inner crust, which, as previously mentioned, is a layer of matter that lies conformably with the outer crust of the Earth, making up the inner surface of the solid part of the Earth. There's a concave world beneath the outer convex world."
"I can not comprehend you. You speak of continuing our journey towards the center of the earth, and at the same time you say that after leaving the Median Circle, we will then ascend, which seems contradictory."
"I can’t understand you. You talk about continuing our journey to the center of the earth, and at the same time you say that after leaving the Median Circle, we will then go up, which seems contradictory."
"I have endeavored to show you that matter is resting in or on a central sphere of energy, which attracts solid bodies towards its central plane. From this fundamental and permanent seat of gravity we may regard our progress as up-hill, whether we proceed towards the hollow center or towards the outer surface of the globe. If a stick weighted on one end is floated upright in water, an insect on the top of the stick above the water will fall to the surface of the liquid, and yet the same insect will rise to the surface of the water if liberated beneath the water at the bottom of the stick. This comparison is not precisely applicable to our present position, for there is no change in medium here, but it may serve as an aid to thought and may indicate to you that which I wish to convey when I say 'we ascend' in both directions as we pull against Gravity. The terms up and down are not absolute, but relative."
"I've tried to show you that matter sits in or on a central sphere of energy, which pulls solid objects toward its center. From this fundamental and steady point of gravity, we can see our journey as going uphill, whether we're moving toward the hollow center or the outer surface of the globe. If you float a stick that’s weighted at one end upright in water, an insect on top of the stick above the water will fall to the surface. However, that same insect will rise to the surface if it’s set free under the water at the bottom of the stick. This analogy isn't exactly relevant to our current situation, since there's no change in the medium here, but it might help you understand what I mean when I say 'we ascend' in both directions as we push against Gravity. The concepts of up and down aren't absolute; they’re relative."
Thus we continued an undefined period in mind conversation; and of the information gained in my experience of that delightful condition, I have the privilege now to record but a small portion, and even this statement of facts appears, as I glance backward into my human existence, as if it may seem to others[Pg 339] to border on the incredible. During all that time—I know not how long the period may have been—we were alternately passing and repassing through the partition of division (the sphere of gravity) that separated the inner from the outer substantial crust of earth. With each vibration our line of travel became shorter and shorter, like the decreasing oscillations of a pendulum, and at last I could no longer perceive the rushing motion of a medium like the air. Finally my guide said that we were at perfect rest at a point in that mysterious medial sphere which, at a distance of about seven hundred miles below the level of the sea, concentrates in its encompassing curvature, the mighty power of gravitation. We were fixed seven hundred miles from the outer surface of the globe, but more than three thousand from the center.[Pg 340]
So we spent an unspecified amount of time in mental conversation; and from the insights I gained during that amazing experience, I can now share only a small part, and even this account seems, as I look back on my human life, like it could be seen by others[Pg 339] as bordering on the unbelievable. Throughout that time—I can’t say how long it was—we were constantly moving back and forth through the barrier of division (the gravitational field) that set apart the inner from the outer solid crust of the earth. With each vibration, our path became shorter and shorter, like the diminishing swings of a pendulum, and eventually, I couldn’t even sense the rushing motion of a medium like air. Finally, my guide told me that we were completely still at a point in that mysterious middle sphere which, about seven hundred miles below sea level, concentrates the immense force of gravitation in its surrounding curve. We were located seven hundred miles from the outer surface of the globe, but more than three thousand from the center.[Pg 340]
CHAPTER L.
MY WEIGHT ANNIHILATED.—"TELL ME," I CRIED IN ALARM,
"IS THIS TO BE A LIVING TOMB?"
"If you will reflect upon the condition we are now in, you will perceive that it must be one of unusual scientific interest. If you imagine a body at rest, in an intangible medium, and not in contact with a gas or any substance capable of creating friction, that body by the prevailing theory of matter and motion, unless disturbed by an impulse from without, would remain forever at absolute rest. We now occupy such a position. In whatever direction we may now be situated, it seems to us that we are upright. We are absolutely without weight, and in a perfectly frictionless medium. Should an inanimate body begin to revolve here, it would continue that motion forever. If our equilibrium should now be disturbed, and we should begin to move in a direction coinciding with the plane in which we are at rest, we would continue moving with the same rapidity in that direction until our course was arrested by some opposing object. We are not subject to attraction of matter, for at this place gravitation robs matter of its gravity, and has no influence on extraneous substances. We are now in the center of gravitation, the 'Sphere of Rest.'"
"If you think about our current situation, you'll see it’s one of unusual scientific interest. Picture a body at rest in an intangible medium, not in contact with gas or any material that could cause friction. According to the prevailing theory of matter and motion, this body, unless acted upon by an external force, would stay at absolute rest forever. That's where we are now. No matter which way we look, we feel upright. We are completely weightless and in a perfectly frictionless medium. If an inanimate object started to spin here, it would keep spinning indefinitely. If our balance were disturbed and we began to move in the same direction as the plane we're resting on, we would keep moving that way at the same speed until something stopped us. We aren't affected by the attraction of matter here, since at this location, gravity strips matter of its weight and has no effect on outside substances. We are currently at the center of gravity, the 'Sphere of Rest.'"
"Let me think it out," I replied, and reasoning from his remarks, I mentally followed the chain to its sequence, and was startled as suddenly it dawned upon me that if his argument was true we must remain motionless in this spot until death (could beings in conditions like ourselves die beyond the death we had already achieved) or the end of time. We were at perfect rest, in absolute vacancy, there being, as I now accepted without reserve, neither gas, liquid, nor solid, that we could employ as a lever to start us into motion. "Tell me," I cried in alarm, "is this to be a living tomb? Are we to remain suspended here forever, and if not, by what method can we hope to extricate[Pg 341] ourselves from this state of perfect quiescence?" He again took the bar of iron from my hand, and cautiously gave it a whirling motion, releasing it as he did so. It revolved silently and rapidly in space without support or pivot.
"Let me think this through," I said, and based on his comments, I mentally traced the chain of reasoning and was shocked when it hit me that if his argument was correct, we would have to stay completely still in this spot until death (assuming beings like us could die again beyond the death we had already experienced) or until the end of time. We were perfectly still, in absolute emptiness, and I now accepted without question that there was no gas, liquid, or solid we could use to get us moving. "Tell me," I exclaimed in panic, "is this going to be a living tomb? Are we stuck here forever, and if not, how can we possibly escape this state of total stillness?" He took the iron bar from my hand again and carefully gave it a spinning motion, releasing it as he did. It spun silently and quickly in space without any support or pivot.
"So it would continue," he remarked, "until the end of time, were it not for the fact that I could not possibly release it in a condition of absolute horizontal rest. There is a slight, slow, lateral motion that will carry the object parallel with this sheet of energy to the material side of this crevice, when its motion will 'be arrested by the earth it strikes.'"
"So it would keep going," he said, "until the end of time, if it weren't for the fact that I can’t let it be completely still. There's a slow, slight sideways movement that will carry the object parallel to this energy sheet to the material side of this gap, where its motion will stop when it hits the ground."
"That I can understand," I replied, and then a ray of light broke upon me. "Had not Cavendish demonstrated that, when a small ball of lead is suspended on a film of silk, near a mass of iron or lead, it is drawn towards the greater body? We will be drawn by gravity to the nearest cliff," I cried.
"Sure, I get that," I said, and then a lightbulb went off for me. "Didn't Cavendish prove that when a small lead ball is hanging by a silk thread near a larger mass of iron or lead, it gets pulled toward the bigger object? We'll be pulled by gravity to the nearest cliff," I exclaimed.
"You mistake," he answered; "Cavendish performed his experiments on the surface of the earth, and there gravity is always ready to start an object into motion. Here objects have no weight, and neither attract nor repel each other. The force of cohesion holds together substances that are in contact, but as gravitation can not now affect matter out of molecular contact with other forms of matter, because of the equilibrium of all objects, so it may be likewise said, that bodies out of contact have at this point no attraction for one another. If they possessed this attribute, long ago we would have been drawn towards the earth cliff with inconceivable velocity. However, if by any method our bodies should receive an impulse sufficient to start them into motion, ever so gently though it be, we in like manner would continue to move in this frictionless medium—until"—
"You’re mistaken," he replied. "Cavendish conducted his experiments on the surface of the Earth, where gravity is always ready to set an object in motion. Here, objects have no weight and neither attract nor repel each other. The force of cohesion keeps substances that are in contact together, but since gravitation can't affect matter that isn't in molecular contact with other forms of matter due to the balance of all objects, we can say that bodies not in contact have no attraction for each other at this point. If they did have this property, we would have been pulled towards the cliff long ago with incredible speed. However, if any force were to give our bodies a push sufficient to set them in motion, no matter how gentle, we would continue to move in this frictionless medium—until"—
"We would strike the material boundary of this crevice," I interrupted.
"We would hit the material barrier of this gap," I interrupted.
"Yes; but can you conceive of any method by which such voluntary motion can now be acquired?"
"Yes, but can you think of any way to acquire such voluntary movement now?"
"No."
"Nope."
"Does it not seem to you," he continued, "that when skillful mechanics on the earth's surface are able to adjust balances so delicately that in the face of friction of metal, friction of air, inertia of mass, the thousandth part of a grain can produce[Pg 342] motion of the great beams and pans of such balances, we, in this location where there is no friction and no opposing medium—none at all—should be able to induce mass motion?"
"Don't you think," he continued, "that when skilled mechanics on the Earth's surface can adjust balances so precisely that even the slightest friction of metal, air resistance, and the inertia of mass can cause the great beams and pans of those balances to move with just a thousandth of a grain, we, in this place where there's no friction and no opposing forces—absolutely none—should be able to create mass motion?"
"I can not imagine how it is possible, unless we shove each other apart. There is no other object to push against,—but why do you continue to hold me so tightly?" I interrupted myself to ask, for he was clasping me firmly again.
"I can't imagine how that's possible, unless we push each other away. There's nothing else to push against—but why do you keep holding me so tightly?" I paused to ask, since he was gripping me firmly again.
"In order that you may not leave me," he replied.
"In order to ensure you don't leave me," he replied.
"Come, you trifle," I said somewhat irritated; "you have just argued that we are immovably suspended in a frictionless medium, and fixed in our present position; you ask me to suggest some method by which we can create motion, and I fail to devise it, and almost in the same sentence you say that you fear that I will leave you. Cease your incongruities, and advise with me rationally."
"Come on, you’re being ridiculous," I said, a bit annoyed; "you just claimed that we are stuck in a frictionless space and locked in our current position. You want me to come up with a way to create movement, and when I can’t figure it out, you immediately say you're worried that I might leave you. Stop being so contradictory and discuss things with me logically."
"Where is the bar of iron?" he asked.
"Where's the iron bar?" he asked.
I turned towards its former location; it had disappeared.
I turned to where it used to be; it was gone.
"Have you not occasionally felt," he asked, "that in your former life your mind was a slave in an earthly prison? Have you never, especially in your dreams, experienced a sensation of mental confinement?"
"Have you ever felt," he asked, "that in your past life your mind was trapped in a physical prison? Have you never, especially in your dreams, felt a sense of mental confinement?"
"Yes."
"Yeah."
"Know then," he replied, "that there is a connection between the mind and the body of mortal beings, in which matter confines mind, and yet mind governs matter. How else could the will of men and animals impart voluntary motion to earthy bodies? With beings situated as are the animals on the surface of the earth, mind alone can not overcome the friction of matter. A person could suspend himself accurately on a string, or balance himself on a pivot, and wish with the entire force of his mind that his body would revolve, and still he would remain at perfect rest."
"Know this," he replied, "that there’s a link between the mind and body of living beings, where matter limits the mind, yet the mind controls matter. How else could the will of humans and animals make physical bodies move voluntarily? For creatures positioned like animals on the earth’s surface, the mind alone can’t overcome the resistance of matter. A person could perfectly balance on a string or pivot, wishing with all their might for their body to spin, and still, they would stay completely still."
"Certainly. A man would be considered crazy who attempted it," I answered.
"Of course. A man would be seen as crazy if he tried that," I replied.
"Notwithstanding your opinion, in time to come, human beings on the surface of the earth will investigate in this very direction," he replied, "and in the proper time mental evolution will, by experimentation, prove the fact of this mind and matter connection, and demonstrate that even extraneous matter may[Pg 343] be made subservient to mind influences. On earth, mind acts on the matter of one's body to produce motion of matter, and the spirit within, which is a slave to matter, moves with it. Contraries rule here. Mind force acts on pure space motion, moving itself and matter with it, and that, too, without any exertion of the material body which now is a nonentity, mind here being the master."
"Regardless of your opinion, in the future, people living on Earth will explore this very idea," he said. "In due time, mental evolution will, through experimentation, prove the connection between mind and matter and show that even external matter can be influenced by the mind. On Earth, the mind interacts with the body to create movement, and the spirit within, which is subject to matter, moves along with it. Here, opposites dominate. Mental force influences pure spatial motion, moving both itself and matter without any effort from the physical body, which is now insignificant; the mind here is in control."
"How can I believe you?" I replied.
"How can I trust you?" I replied.
"Know, then," he said, "that we are in motion now, propelled by my will power."
"Just so you know," he said, "we're moving now, driven by my willpower."
"Prove it."
"Show me."
"You may prove it yourself," he said; "but be careful, or we will separate forever."
"You can find out for yourself," he said, "but be careful, or we'll be apart forever."
Releasing his grasp, he directed me to wish that I were moving directly to the right. I did so; the distance widened between us.
Releasing his grip, he told me to pretend that I was moving straight to the right. I did that; the gap between us grew.
"Wish intensely that you would move in a circle about me."
"Please, wish really hard that you'll move in a circle around me."
I acquiesced, and at once my body began to circle around him.
I agreed, and immediately my body started to move around him.
"Call for the bar of iron."
"Bring me the metal bar."
I did as directed, and soon it came floating out of space into my very hand.
I followed the instructions, and soon it came floating out of space right into my hand.
"I am amazed," I ejaculated; "yes, more surprised at these phenomena than at anything that has preceded."
"I am amazed," I exclaimed; "yes, I'm more surprised by these phenomena than anything that has come before."
"You need not be; you move now under the influences of natural laws that are no more obscure or wonderful than those under which you have always existed. Instead of exercising its influence on a brain, and thence indirectly on a material body, your mind force is exerting its action through energy on matter itself. Matter is here subservient. It is nearly the same as vacuity, mind being a comprehensive reality. The positions we have heretofore occupied have been reversed, and mind now dominates. Know, that as your body is now absolutely without weight, and is suspended in a frictionless medium, the most delicate balance of a chemist can not approach in sensitiveness the adjustment herein exemplified. Your body does not weigh the fraction of the millionth part of a grain, and where there is neither material weight nor possible friction, even the attrition that on surface earth results from a needle point that rests on an agate plate is immeasurably greater in comparison. Pure mind[Pg 344] energy is capable of disturbing the equilibrium of matter in our situation, as you have seen exemplified by our movements and extraneous materials, 'dead matter' obeys the spiritual. The bar of iron obeyed your call, the spiritless metal is subservient to the demands of intelligence. But, come, we must continue our journey."
"You don't need to feel that way; you're now influenced by natural laws that are just as clear and ordinary as those you've always lived under. Instead of affecting a brain and indirectly impacting a physical body, your mental energy is now acting directly on matter itself. Matter is here subordinate. It's almost like emptiness, with the mind being the true reality. The roles we used to play have switched, and the mind is now in control. Understand that your body currently has no weight at all and is floating in a frictionless environment; even the most precise balance used by a chemist can't match the sensitivity of this situation. Your body doesn't weigh even a millionth of a grain, and where there’s no weight or friction, even the tiny pressure from a needle point on an agate plate is incredibly greater in comparison. Pure mental energy can affect the balance of matter in our context, as you've seen with our movements and external objects; 'inanimate matter' responds to the spiritual. The iron bar responded to your command; the lifeless metal obeys the directives of intelligence. But let’s move on, we need to continue our journey."
Grasping me again, he exclaimed: "Wish with all intensity that we may move forward, and I will do the same."
Grabbing me once more, he said, "Wish as hard as you can for us to move forward, and I'll do the same."
I did so.
I did it.
"We are now uniting our energies in the creation of motion," he said; "we are moving rapidly, and with continually accelerated speed; before long we will perceive the earthy border of this chasm."
"We're now coming together to create movement," he said; "we're moving quickly, and with ever-increasing speed; soon we'll see the earthy edge of this chasm."
And yet it seemed to me that we were at perfect rest.[Pg 345]
And yet it felt to me like we were completely at peace.[Pg 345]
CHAPTER LI.
IS THAT A MORTAL?—"THE END OF EARTH."
At length I perceived, in the distance, a crescent-shaped ring of silver luster. It grew broader, expanding beneath my gaze, and appeared to approach rapidly.
At last, I noticed a crescent-shaped ring of shimmering silver in the distance. It widened, growing larger in my view, and seemed to come closer quickly.
"Hold; cease your desire for onward motion," said the guide; "we approach too rapidly. Quick, wish with all your mind that you were motionless."
"Wait; stop wanting to move forward," said the guide; "we're getting too close too quickly. Hurry, focus all your thoughts on being still."
I did so, and we rested in front of a ridge of brilliant material, that in one direction, towards the earth's outer circle, broadened until it extended upward as far as the eye could reach in the form of a bold precipice, and in the other towards the inner world, shelved gradually away as an ocean beach might do.
I did that, and we relaxed in front of a ridge of bright material, which in one direction, toward the earth's outer edge, widened until it rose as far as the eye could see in the shape of a steep cliff, and in the other direction toward the inner world, sloped gradually like a beach.
"Tell me, what is this barrier?" I asked.
"Tell me, what is this barrier?" I asked.
"It is the bisected edge of the earth crevice," he said. "That overhanging upright bluff reaches towards the external surface of the earth, the land of your former home. That shelving approach beneath is the entrance to the 'Inner Circle,' the concavity of our world."
"It’s the split edge of the earth's crack," he said. "That towering cliff juts out toward the outside of the earth, the land of your old home. The sloping path below is the entrance to the 'Inner Circle,' the hollow part of our world."
Again we approached the visible substance, moving gently under the will of my guide. The shore became more distinctly outlined as we advanced, inequalities that were before unnoticed became perceptible, and the silver-like material resolved itself into ordinary earth. Then I observed, upright and motionless, on the edge of the shore that reached toward the inner shell of earth, towards that "Unknown Country" beyond, a figure in human form.
Again we got closer to the visible substance, moving slowly under my guide's direction. The shore became clearer as we moved forward, details that we hadn't noticed before became noticeable, and the silver-like material turned into regular dirt. Then I saw, standing upright and still, at the edge of the shore that stretched toward the inner shell of the earth, towards that "Unknown Country" beyond, a figure that looked human.
"Is that a mortal?" I asked. "Are we nearing humanity again?"
"Is that a human?" I asked. "Are we getting close to people again?"
"It is a being of mortal build, a messenger who awaits our coming, and who is to take charge of your person and conduct you farther," he replied. "It has been my duty to crush, to[Pg 346] overcome by successive lessons your obedience to your dogmatic, materialistic earth philosophy, and bring your mind to comprehend that life on earth's surface is only a step towards a brighter existence, which may, when selfishness is conquered, in a time to come, be gained by mortal man, and while he is in the flesh. The vicissitudes through which you have recently passed should be to you an impressive lesson, but the future holds for you a lesson far more important, the knowledge of spiritual, or mental evolution which men may yet approach; but that I would not presume to indicate now, even to you. Your earthly body has become a useless shell, and when you lay it aside, as you soon can do, as I may say you are destined to do, you will feel a relief as if an abnormal excrescence had been removed; but you can not now comprehend such a condition. That change will not occur until you have been further educated in the purely occult secrets for which I have partly prepared you, and the material part of your organism will at any time thereafter come and go at command of your will. On that adjacent shore, the person you have observed, your next teacher, awaits you."
"It’s a mortal being, a messenger who’s waiting for us and is here to take care of you and guide you further," he replied. "My job has been to challenge and break down your adherence to your rigid, materialistic worldview and help your mind understand that life on Earth is just a step toward a better existence, which, once selfishness is overcome, can be achieved by humanity while still in the flesh. The challenges you’ve recently faced should be a significant lesson for you, but the future has an even more important lesson in store: the understanding of spiritual, or mental, evolution that humans may reach one day. However, I wouldn’t want to suggest anything further at this time, even to you. Your physical body has become a useless shell, and when you set it aside, which you soon will, you’ll feel a relief as if something unnatural has been taken away; but right now, you can’t fully grasp what that means. That change won’t happen until you receive more training in the purely mystical secrets I've partially prepared you for, and your physical form will thereafter come and go at the command of your will. Over there, the person you’ve noticed, your next teacher, is waiting for you."
"Am I to leave you?" I cried in despair, for suddenly the remembrance of home came into my mind, and the thought, as by a flash, that this being alone could guide me back to earth. "Recall your words, do not desert me now after leading me beyond even alchemistic imaginings into this subterranean existence, the result of what you call your natural, or pure, ethereal lessons."
"Am I really supposed to leave you?" I shouted in despair, as suddenly the memory of home struck me, and it hit me like a flash that this person alone could help me return to the world above. "Remember what you said, don’t abandon me now after taking me beyond even the wildest dreams of alchemy into this underground existence, the outcome of what you refer to as your natural or pure ethereal teachings."
He shook his head.
He shook his head.
"I beg of you, I implore of you, not to abandon me now; have you no compassion, no feeling? You are the one tie that binds me to earth proper, the only intelligence that I know to be related to a human in all this great, bright blank."
"I’m begging you, please don’t leave me now; don’t you have any compassion, any feelings? You are the one connection that keeps me grounded, the only intelligence I know that’s tied to a human in all this vast, brilliant emptiness."
Again he shook his head.
He shook his head again.

"Hearken to my pleadings. Listen to my allegation. You stood on the edge of the brook spring in Kentucky, your back to the darkness of that gloomy cavern, and I voluntarily gave you my hand as to a guide; I turned from the verdure of the earth, the sunshine of the past, and accompanied you into as dismal a cavern as man ever entered. I have since alternately rebelled at your methods, and again have trusted you implicitly [Pg 348]as we passed through scenes that rational imagination scarce could conjure. I have successively lost my voice, my weight, my breath, my heart throb, and my soul for aught I know. Now an unknown future awaits me on the one hand, in which you say my body is to disappear, and on the other you are standing, the only link between earth and my self-existence, a semi-mortal it may be, to speak mildly, for God only knows your true rank in life's scale. Be you man or not, you brought me here, and are responsible for my future safety. I plead and beg of you either to go on with me into the forthcoming uncertainty 'Within the Unknown Country' to which you allude, or carry me back to upper earth."[Pg 349]
"Listen to my pleas. Hear what I have to say. You stood by the spring in Kentucky, your back to the darkness of that gloomy cave, and I willingly took your hand as a guide; I turned away from the greenery of the earth and the brightness of the past, following you into a cave as dark as any man has ever entered. Since then, I've alternated between rebelling against your methods and trusting you completely as we moved through scenes that defy rational imagination. I've gradually lost my voice, my weight, my breath, my heartbeat, and maybe even my soul. Now, an unknown future waits for me—on one hand, you say my body will disappear, and on the other, you're here, the only connection between earth and my existence, a semi-mortal at best, to put it lightly, because only God knows your true position in life. Whether you are human or not, you brought me here and are responsible for my future safety. I plead and beg you to either continue with me into the impending uncertainty 'Within the Unknown Country' that you mention, or take me back to the surface."
He shook his head again, and motioned me onward, and his powerful will overcoming my feeble resistance, impelled me towards that mysterious shore. I floated helpless, as a fragment of camphor whirls and spins on a surface of clear, warm water, spinning and whirling aimlessly about, but moving onward. My feet rested on solid earth, and I awkwardly struggled a short distance onward and upward, and then stepped upon the slope that reached, as he had said, inward and upward towards the unrevealed "Inner Circle." I had entered now that mysterious third circle or sphere, and I stood on the very edge of the wonderful land I was destined to explore, "The Unknown Country." The strange, peaceful being whom I had observed on the shore, stepped to my side, and clasped both my hands, and the guide of former days waved me an adieu. I sank upon my knees and imploringly raised my arms in supplication, but the comrade of my journey turned about, and began to retrace his course. Suspended in vacancy, he seemed to float as a spirit would if it were wafted diagonally into the heavens, and acquiring momentum rapidly, became quickly a bright speck, seemingly a silver mote in the occult earth shine of that central sphere, and soon vanished from view. In all my past eventful history there was nothing similar to or approaching in keenness the agony that I suffered at this moment, and I question if shipwrecked sailor or entombed miner ever experienced the sense of utter desolation that now possessed and overcame me. Light everywhere about me, ever-present light, but darkness within, darkness indescribable, and mental distress unutterable. I fell upon my[Pg 350] face in agony, and thought of other times, and those remembrances of my once happy upper earth life became excruciatingly painful, for when a person is in misery, pleasant recollections, by contrast, increase the pain. "Let my soul die now as my body has done," I moaned; "for even mental life, all I now possess, is a burden. The past to me is a painful, melancholy recollection; the future is"—
He shook his head again, gestured for me to move forward, and his strong will pushed through my weak resistance, driving me toward that mysterious shore. I floated helplessly, like a piece of camphor spinning aimlessly on the surface of clear, warm water but still moving ahead. My feet touched solid ground, and I awkwardly made my way a little further up the slope that, as he had said, led inward and upward to the hidden "Inner Circle." I had now entered that mysterious third circle or sphere, standing on the very edge of the incredible land I was meant to explore, "The Unknown Country." The strange, peaceful being I had noticed on the shore came to my side, took both my hands, and the guide from my past waved goodbye. I fell to my knees and raised my arms in a plea, but my travel companion turned away and began to retrace his steps. Suspended in the air, he appeared to float like a spirit lifted diagonally into the sky, quickly gaining momentum and becoming a bright speck, like a silver particle in the mysterious earth shine of that central sphere, soon vanishing from sight. In all my eventful past, nothing compared to the sharp agony I felt in this moment, and I wondered if a shipwrecked sailor or entombed miner ever experienced a sense of utter desolation as overwhelming as mine. Light surrounded me, a constant presence, but inside was darkness, indescribable darkness, and unbearable mental anguish. I fell to my face in despair, thinking of other times, and those memories of my once happy life on the upper earth became painfully excruciating because when someone is suffering, happy memories only intensify the pain. "Let my soul die now as my body has," I moaned; "for even the mental life I have left is a burden. The past is a painful, melancholic memory; the future is"—
I shuddered, for who could foretell my future? I glanced at the immovable being with the sweet, mild countenance, who stood silent on the strand beside me, and whom I shall not now attempt to describe. He replied:
I shuddered, because who could predict my future? I looked at the calm figure with the gentle, kind face, who stood quietly on the shore next to me, and who I won't try to describe now. He replied:
"The future is operative and speculative. It leads the contemplative to view with reverence and admiration the glorious works of the Creator, and inspires him with the most exalted ideas of the perfections of his divine Creator."
"The future is active and uncertain. It prompts the reflective person to see the amazing works of the Creator with respect and admiration, and fills them with the highest ideas of the greatness of their divine Creator."
Then he added:
Then he added:
"Have you accepted that whatever seems to be is not, and that that which seems not to be, is? Have you learned that facts are fallacies, and physical existence a delusion? Do you accept that material bliss is impossible, and that while humanity is working towards the undiscovered land, man is not, can not be satisfied?"
"Have you accepted that what seems to be isn't really there, and that what seems to not exist actually is? Have you realized that facts can be misleading, and that physical existence is an illusion? Do you accept that true happiness from material things is impossible, and that while humanity is striving for an unknown future, people cannot be truly satisfied?"
"Yes," I said; "I admit anything, everything. I do not know that I am here or that you are there. I do not know that I have ever been, or that any form of matter has ever had an existence. Perhaps material things are not, perhaps vacuity only is tangible."
"Yes," I said; "I admit anything, everything. I don’t know that I’m here or that you’re there. I don’t know if I’ve ever existed, or if any form of matter has ever existed. Maybe material things don’t exist, maybe only emptiness is real."
"Are you willing to relinquish your former associations, to cease to concern yourself in the affairs of men? Do you"—
"Are you willing to let go of your past connections and stop getting involved in the matters of others? Do you"
He hesitated, seemed to consider a point that I could not grasp; then, without completing his sentence, or waiting for me to answer, added:
He hesitated, appeared to think about something I couldn't understand; then, without finishing his sentence or waiting for me to respond, added:
"Come, my friend, let us enter the expanses of the Unknown Country. You will soon behold the original of your vision, the hope of humanity, and will rest in the land of Etidorhpa. Come, my friend, let us hasten."
"Come on, my friend, let’s step into the vastness of the Unknown Country. You’ll soon see the source of your vision, the hope of humanity, and find peace in the land of Etidorhpa. Let’s go, my friend, let’s hurry."
Arm in arm we passed into that domain of peace and tranquillity, and as I stepped onward and upward perfect rest came over my troubled spirit. All thoughts of former times vanished.[Pg 351] The cares of life faded; misery, distress, hatred, envy, jealousy, and unholy passions, were blotted from existence. Excepting my love for dear ones still earth-enthralled, and the strand of sorrow that, stretching from soul to soul, linked us together, the past became a blank. I had reached the land of Etidorhpa—
Arm in arm, we entered that realm of peace and calm, and as I moved forward and upward, a deep sense of rest filled my troubled mind. All thoughts of the past disappeared. The worries of life faded away; misery, distress, hatred, envy, jealousy, and unholy desires were erased from existence. The only things that remained were my love for those still bound to this world and the thread of sorrow that connected our souls. The past turned into a blank slate. I had arrived in the land of Etidorhpa—[Pg 351]
THE END OF EARTH.[Pg 352]
THE END OF EARTH.[Pg 352]
INTERLUDE.
CHAPTER LII.
THE LAST FAREWELL.
My mysterious guest, he of the silver, flowing beard, read the last word of the foregoing manuscript, and then laid the sheet of paper on the table, and rested his head upon his hand, gazing thoughtfully at the open fire. Thus he sat for a considerable period in silence. Then he said:
My mysterious guest, the one with the silver, flowing beard, finished reading the last word of the previous manuscript, then placed the sheet of paper on the table and rested his head on his hand, staring thoughtfully at the open fire. He sat in silence for quite a while. Then he said:
"You have heard part of my story, that portion which I am commanded to make known now, and you have learned how, by natural methods, I passed by successive steps while in the body, to the door that death only, as yet, opens to humanity. You understand also that, although of human form, I am not as other men (for with me matter is subservient to mind), and as you have promised, so you must act, and do my bidding concerning the manuscript."
"You've heard part of my story, the part I'm required to share now, and you've learned how, through natural means, I moved through various stages while in the body, to the door that only death opens for humanity. You also understand that, although I have a human form, I am not like other men (because for me, matter is subject to the mind), and since you've promised, you must follow through and do what I ask regarding the manuscript."
"But there is surely more to follow. You will tell me of what you saw and experienced beyond the end of earth, within the possessions of Etidorhpa. Tell me of that Unknown Country."
"But there’s definitely more to come. You’ll share with me what you saw and experienced beyond the edge of the earth, within the realms of Etidorhpa. Tell me about that Unknown Country."
"No," he answered; "this is the end, at least so far as my connection with you is concerned. You still question certain portions of my narrative, I perceive, notwithstanding the provings I have given you, and yet as time passes investigation will show that every word I have read or uttered is true, historically, philosophically, and spiritually (which you now doubt), and men will yet readily understand how the seemingly profound, unfathomable phenomena I have encountered may be verified. I have studied and learned by bitter experience in a school that teaches from the outgoings of a deeper philosophy than human science has reached, especially modern materialistic science[Pg 353] which, however, step by step it is destined to reach. And yet I have recorded but a small part of the experiences that I have undergone. What I have related is only a foretaste of the inexhaustible feast which, in the wisdom expanse of the future, will yet be spread before man, and which tempts him onward and upward. This narrative, which rests against the beginning of my real story, the Unknown Country and its possibilities should therefore incite to renewed exertions, both mental and experimental, those permitted to review it. I have carried my history to the point at which I can say to you, very soon afterward I gave up my body temporarily, by a perfectly natural process, a method that man can yet employ, and passed as a spiritual being into the ethereal spaces, through those many mansions which I am not permitted to describe at this time, and from which I have been forced unwillingly to return and take up the semblance of my body, in order to meet you and record these events. I must await the development and expansion of mind that will permit men to accept this faithful record of my history before completing the narrative, for men are yet unprepared. Men must seriously consider those truths which, under inflexible natural laws, govern the destiny of man, but which, if mentioned at this day can only be viewed as the hallucinations of a disordered mind. To many this manuscript will prove a passing romance, to others an enigma, to others still it will be a pleasing study. Men are not now in a condition to receive even this paper. That fact I know full well, and I have accordingly arranged that thirty years shall pass before it is made public. Then they will have begun to study more deeply into force disturbances, exhibitions of energy that are now known and called imponderable bodies (perhaps some of my statements will then even be verified), and to reflect over the connection of matter therewith. A few minds will then be capable of vaguely conceiving possibilities, which this paper will serve to foretell, for a true solution of the great problems of the ethereal unknown is herein suggested, the study of which will lead to a final elevation of humanity, such as I dare not prophesy."
"No," he replied. "This is the end, at least in terms of my connection with you. I see that you still question certain aspects of my story despite the evidence I've provided, but as time goes on, investigations will show that every word I've spoken or written is true—historically, philosophically, and spiritually (which you currently doubt). People will eventually come to understand how the seemingly complex and unfathomable phenomena I've experienced can be verified. I've gained knowledge through painful experiences in a realm of understanding deeper than what human science, especially modern materialistic science, has reached, although it will eventually catch up step by step. Yet, I’ve only shared a small portion of my experiences. What I've described is just a taste of the endless wisdom that will be available to humanity in the future, encouraging them to strive for more. This narrative, which is just the beginning of my real story with the Unknown Country and its possibilities, should inspire renewed efforts—both intellectual and experimental—from those who have the chance to read it. I've taken my story to the point where I can tell you that shortly after, I temporarily left my physical body through a completely natural process, a method that humanity can still use, and transitioned as a spiritual being into the ethereal realms, through many realms that I'm not allowed to describe right now. I've been reluctantly brought back to take on the appearance of my body to meet you and document these events. I must wait for the growth and expansion of understanding that will enable people to accept this truthful account of my history before I can complete the narrative, as humanity is not yet ready. People need to seriously consider those truths that, under unyielding natural laws, govern human destiny, but which, if mentioned today, can only be seen as the illusions of a disturbed mind. To many, this manuscript will seem like just a story, to others a mystery, and to some, an enjoyable study. Humanity is not currently in a position to receive even this text. I fully understand this, and I’ve arranged for thirty years to pass before it becomes public. By then, people will have started to study more deeply into force disturbances and exhibitions of energy known as imponderable bodies (perhaps some of my claims will even be validated), and they will reflect upon their connection to matter. A few minds will then be capable of vaguely conceiving the possibilities that this paper hints at, as it suggests a true solution to the significant problems of the ethereal unknown, the study of which will ultimately uplift humanity in ways I can hardly imagine."
"Much of the paper is obscure to me," I said; "and there are occasional phrases and repetitions that appear to be interjected,[Pg 354] possibly, with an object, and which are yet disconnected from the narrative proper."
"Much of the paper is unclear to me," I said; "and there are some phrases and repetitions that seem to be added for a reason, yet they’re not connected to the main story."
"That is true; the paper often contains statements that are emblematical, and which you can not understand, but yet such portions carry to others a hidden meaning. I am directed to speak to many persons besides yourself, and I can not meet those whom I address more directly than I do through this communication. These pages will serve to instruct many people—people whom you will never know, to whom I have brought messages that will in secret be read between the lines."
"That's true; the paper often has statements that are symbolic and hard to understand, but those parts carry a deeper meaning for others. I'm meant to talk to many people besides you, and I can't reach those I'm addressing more directly than I do through this message. These pages will help inform many people—people you'll never know, to whom I've delivered messages that will be quietly read between the lines."
"Why not give it to such persons?"
"Why not give it to those people?"
"Because I am directed to bring it to you," he replied, "and you are required:
"Because I'm instructed to bring it to you," he answered, "and you need to:
"First, To seal the manuscript, and place it in the inner vault of your safe.
"First, seal the manuscript and put it in the inner vault of your safe."
"Second, To draw up a will, and provide in case of your death, that after the expiration of thirty years from this date, the seals are to be broken, and a limited edition published in book form, by one you select.
"Second, to create a will and specify that in the event of your death, after thirty years from this date, the seals are to be broken and a limited edition published in book form by someone you choose."
"Third, An artist capable of grasping the conceptions will at the proper time be found, to whom the responsibility of illustrating the volume is to be entrusted, he receiving credit therefor. Only himself and yourself (or your selected agent) are to presume to select the subjects for illustration.
"Third, an artist who understands the concepts will eventually be identified and entrusted with the responsibility of illustrating the book, receiving credit for their work. Only they and you (or your chosen agent) should decide on the subjects for illustration."
"Fourth, In case you are in this city, upon the expiration of thirty years, you are to open the package and follow the directions given in the envelope therein."
"Fourth, if you are in this city when thirty years are up, you need to open the package and follow the instructions inside the envelope."
And he then placed on the manuscript a sealed envelope addressed to myself.
And then he put a sealed envelope on the manuscript that was addressed to me.
"This I have promised already," I said.
"This I've already promised," I said.
"Very well," he remarked, "I will bid you farewell."
"Alright," he said, "I will say goodbye to you."
"Wait a moment; it is unjust to leave the narrative thus uncompleted. You have been promised a future in comparison with which the experiences you have undergone, and have related to me, were tame; you had just met on the edge of the inner circle that mysterious being concerning whom I am deeply interested, as I am in the continuation of your personal narrative, and you have evidently more to relate, for you must have passed into that Unknown Country. You claim to have[Pg 355] done so, but you break the thread in the most attractive part by leaving the future to conjecture."
"Hold on a second; it’s not fair to leave the story hanging like this. You were promised a future that’s far more exciting compared to what you've already experienced and shared with me; you had just encountered that intriguing figure at the edge of the inner circle, someone I’m really interested in, just like I am in hearing the rest of your story. Clearly, you have more to tell because you must have ventured into that Unknown Country. You say you have, but you cut off the narrative at the most gripping point by leaving the future up to speculation."
"It must be so. This is a history of man on Earth, the continuation will be a history of man within the Unknown Country."
"It has to be this way. This is the history of humanity on Earth, and the next chapter will be the history of humanity in the Unknown Country."
"And I am not to receive the remainder of your story?" I reiterated, still loth to give it up.
"And I'm not going to get the rest of your story?" I repeated, still reluctant to let it go.
"No; I shall not appear directly to you again. Your part in this work will have ended when, after thirty years, you carry out the directions given in the sealed letter which, with this manuscript, I entrust to your care. I must return now to the shore that separated me from my former guide, and having again laid down this semblance of a body, go once more into"—
"No; I won’t show up directly to you again. Your role in this work will end when, after thirty years, you follow the instructions in the sealed letter that I’m entrusting to you along with this manuscript. I have to go back to the shore that separated me from my former guide, and after putting this body down again, I will go once more into"—
He buried his face in his hands and sobbed. Yes; this strange, cynical being whom I had at first considered an impertinent fanatic, and then, more than once afterward, had been induced to view as a cunning impostor, or to fear as a cold, semi-mortal, sobbed like a child.
He buried his face in his hands and cried. Yes; this strange, cynical person whom I had initially thought was an arrogant fanatic, and later more than once found myself seeing as a clever fraud, or feared as a cold, almost unfeeling being, cried like a child.
"It is too much," he said, seemingly speaking to himself; "too much to require of one not yet immortal, for the good of his race. I am again with men, nearly a human, and I long to go back once more to my old home, my wife, my children. Why am I forbidden? The sweets of Paradise can not comfort the mortal who must give up his home and family, and yet carry his earth-thought beyond. Man can not possess unalloyed joys, and blessings spiritual, and retain one backward longing for mundane subjects, and I now yearn again for my earth love, my material family. Having tasted of semi-celestial pleasures in one of the mansions of that complacent, pure, and restful sphere, I now exist in the border land, but my earth home is not relinquished, I cling as a mortal to former scenes, and crave to meet my lost loved ones. All of earth must be left behind if Paradise is ever wholly gained, yet I have still my sublunary thoughts.
"It’s too much," he said, seemingly talking to himself; "too much to ask of someone who isn’t immortal yet, for the good of his kind. I’m back among people, almost human, and I long to return to my old home, my wife, my kids. Why can’t I? The joys of Paradise can’t comfort someone who has to give up his home and family, yet still carry earthly thoughts. A person can’t have pure joys and spiritual blessings while holding on to a longing for worldly matters, and I now yearn once more for my earthly love, my material family. Having experienced semi-divine pleasures in one of those calm, pure, and peaceful realms, I now exist in the in-between, but I haven’t let go of my earthly home. I cling as a mortal to my past, longing to reunite with my lost loved ones. Everything on earth must be left behind if Paradise is ever fully attained, yet I still have my earthly thoughts."
"Etidorhpa! Etidorhpa!" he pleaded, turning his eyes as if towards one I could not see, "Etidorhpa, my old home calls. Thou knowest that the beginning of man on earth is a cry born of love, and the end of man on earth is a cry for love; love is a gift of Etidorhpa, and thou, Etidorhpa, the soul of love, should have compassion on a pleading mortal."
"Etidorhpa! Etidorhpa!" he begged, turning his gaze as if toward someone I couldn't see, "Etidorhpa, my old home is calling. You know that the beginning of humanity on earth is a cry born from love, and the end of humanity on earth is a cry for love; love is a gift from Etidorhpa, and you, Etidorhpa, the essence of love, should have compassion for a pleading mortal."
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He raised his hands in a plea.[Pg 356]
"Have mercy on me, Etidorhpa, as I would on you if you were I and I were Etidorhpa."
"Have mercy on me, Etidorhpa, just as I would have on you if the roles were reversed."
Then with upturned face he stood long and silent, listening.
Then he stood for a long time, face raised, listening in silence.
"Ah," he murmured at last, as if in reply to a voice I could not catch, a voice that carried to his ear an answer of deep disappointment; "thou spokest truly in the vision, Etidorhpa: it is love that enslaves mankind; love that commands; love that ensnares and rules mankind, and thou, Etidorhpa, art the soul of Love. True it is that were there no Etidorhpa, there would still be tears on earth, but the cold, meaningless tears of pain only. No mourning people, no sorrowful partings, no sobbing mothers kneeling with upturned faces, no planting of the myrtle and the rose on sacred graves. There would be no child-love, no home, no tomb, no sorrow, no Beyond"—
"Ah," he finally said, as if responding to a voice I couldn't hear, a voice that brought him an answer filled with deep disappointment; "you spoke the truth in the vision, Etidorhpa: it is love that captivates humanity; love that commands; love that traps and governs people, and you, Etidorhpa, are the essence of Love. It's true that even without Etidorhpa, there would still be tears on earth, but they would be the cold, meaningless tears of pain alone. No grieving people, no sorrowful goodbyes, no mothers weeping with lifted faces, no planting of myrtles and roses on sacred graves. There would be no love for children, no home, no tomb, no sorrow, no Afterlife."
He hesitated, sank upon his knees, pleadingly raised his clasped hands and seemed to listen to that far-off voice, then bowed his head, and answered:
He hesitated, dropped to his knees, raised his clasped hands in pleading, and appeared to listen to that distant voice. Then he lowered his head and replied:
"Yes; thou art right, Etidorhpa—although thou bringest sorrow to mortals, without thee and this sorrow-gift there could be no bright hereafter. Thou art just, Etidorhpa, and always wise. Love is the seed, and sorrow is the harvest, but this harvest of sadness is to man the richest gift of love, the golden link that joins the spirit form that has fled to the spirit that is still enthralled on earth. Were there no earth-love, there could be no heart-sorrow; were there no craving for loved ones gone, the soul of man would rest forever a brother of the clod. He who has sorrowed and not profited by his sorrow-lesson, is unfitted for life. He who heeds best his sorrow-teacher is in closest touch with humanity, and nearest to Etidorhpa. She who has drank most deeply of sorrow's cup has best fitted herself for woman's sphere in life, and a final home of immortal bliss. I will return to thy realms, Etidorhpa, and this silken strand of sorrow wrapped around my heart, reaching from earth to Paradise and back to earth, will guide at last my loved ones to the realms beyond—the home of Etidorhpa."
"Yes, you’re right, Etidorhpa—although you bring sorrow to humans, without you and this gift of sorrow, there couldn't be a bright future. You are just, Etidorhpa, and always wise. Love is the seed, and sorrow is the harvest, but this harvest of sadness is the richest gift of love to man, the golden link that connects the spirit that has departed with the spirit that is still bound to the earth. Without love on earth, there could be no heartache; without longing for those we’ve lost, the soul of man would remain forever just a part of the earth. Those who have grieved and not learned from their pain are not suited for life. Those who pay attention to their sorrow are more in touch with humanity and closest to Etidorhpa. Those who have experienced the most sorrow have best prepared themselves for their roles in life and for a final home of everlasting happiness. I will return to your realms, Etidorhpa, and this silken thread of sorrow wrapped around my heart, reaching from earth to Paradise and back, will ultimately guide my loved ones to the realms beyond—the home of Etidorhpa."
Rising, turning to me, and subduing his emotion, ignoring this outburst, he said:[Pg 357]
Rising, turning to me, and setting aside his feelings, he disregarded this outburst and said:[Pg 357]
"If time should convince you that I have related a faithful history, if in after years you come to learn my name (I have [Pg 358]been forbidden to speak it), and are convinced of my identity, promise me that you will do your unbidden guest a favor."[Pg 359]
"If time convinces you that I've shared an honest story, and in the years to come you learn my name (I've been told not to say it), and you believe it's really me, promise me that you’ll do this favor for your unexpected visitor."

"This I will surely do; what shall it be?"
"This I will definitely do; what should it be?"
"I left a wife, a little babe, and a two-year-old child when I was taken away, abducted in the manner that I have faithfully recorded. In my subsequent experience I have not been able to cast them from my memory. I know that through my error they have been lost to me, and will be until they change to the spirit, after which we will meet again in one of the waiting Mansions of the Great Beyond. I beg you to ascertain, if possible, if either my children, or my children's children live, and should they be in want, present them with a substantial testimonial. Now, farewell."
"I left behind a wife, a baby, and a two-year-old when I was taken away, kidnapped in the way I’ve described. Since then, I haven’t been able to forget them. I know that because of my mistakes, they are lost to me, and will be until they transition to the spirit world, after which we’ll reunite in one of the waiting places of the Great Beyond. I ask you to find out, if you can, whether my children or my grandchildren are alive, and if they are in need, please give them a generous gift. Now, goodbye."
He held out his hand, I grasped it, and as I did so, his form became indistinct, and gradually disappeared from my gaze, the fingers of my hand met the palm in vacancy, and with extended arms I stood alone in my room, holding the mysterious manuscript, on the back of which I find plainly engrossed:
He extended his hand, I took it, and as I did, his figure became blurry and slowly vanished from my sight. The fingers of my hand touched the empty palm, and with my arms outstretched, I stood alone in my room, holding the mysterious manuscript, on the back of which I clearly found:
EPILOGUE.
LETTER ACCOMPANYING THE MYSTERIOUS MANUSCRIPT.
The allotted thirty years have passed, and as directed, I, Llewellyn Drury, now break the seals, and open the envelope accompanying the mysterious package which was left in my hand, and read as follows:
The thirty years are up, and as instructed, I, Llewellyn Drury, now break the seals and open the envelope that came with the mysterious package in my hand, and read as follows:
Herein find the epilogue to your manuscript. Also a picture of your unwelcome guest, I—Am—The—Man, which you are directed to have engraved, and to use as a frontispiece to the volume. There are men yet living to bear witness to my identity, who will need but this picture to convince them of the authenticity of the statements in the manuscript, as it is the face of one they knew when he was a young man, and will recognize now that he is in age. Do not concern yourself about the reception of the work, for you are in no wise responsible for its statements. Interested persons, if living, will not care to appear in public in connection therewith, and those who grasp and appreciate, who can see the pertinence of its truths, who can read between the lines and have the key to connected conditions, will assuredly keep their knowledge of these facts locked in their own bosoms, or insidiously oppose them, and by their silence or their attacks cover from men outside the fraternity, their connection with the unfortunate author. They dare not speak.
Here’s the epilogue to your manuscript. Also included is a picture of your unwanted guest, I—Am—The—Man, which you’re asked to have engraved and used as the frontispiece for the book. There are people still alive who can confirm my identity, and this picture will be enough to convince them of the authenticity of the statements in the manuscript, as it shows the face of someone they recognized when he was young and will now recognize as he's aged. Don’t worry about how the work will be received, because you’re not responsible for its statements. Those who care, if they’re still alive, won’t want to publicly connect with it, and those who understand and appreciate the truths within it—who can read between the lines and grasp the linked conditions—will definitely keep their knowledge of these facts to themselves or subtly oppose them. Through their silence or attacks, they will hide their relationship with the unfortunate author from outsiders. They won’t dare to speak.
Revise the sentences; secure the services of an editor if you desire, and induce another to publish the book if you shrink from the responsibility, but in your revision do not in any way alter the meaning of the statements made in the manuscript; have it copied for the printer, and take no part in comments that may arise among men concerning its reception.[15] Those who are [Pg 361]best informed regarding certain portions thereof, will seemingly be least interested in the book, and those who realize most fully these truths, will persistently evade the endorsement of them. The scientific enthusiast, like the fraternity to which I belong, if appealed to, will obstruct the mind of the student either by criticism or ridicule, for many of these revelations are not recorded in his books.
Revise the sentences; hire an editor if you’d like, and find someone else to publish the book if you’re unsure about the responsibility, but don’t change the meaning of anything in the manuscript during your revisions; have it ready for the printer, and don’t engage in any discussions about how it’s received.__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ Those who know the most about certain parts of it will probably be the least interested in the book, and those who understand these truths the best will continually avoid endorsing them. The scientific enthusiast, like the community I’m part of, if asked, will hinder the student’s understanding either through criticism or mockery, since many of these revelations aren’t documented in their textbooks.
[15] From a review of the fac simile (see p. 35), it will be seen that an exact print word for word could not be expected. In more than one instance subsequent study demonstrated that the first conception was erroneous, and in the interview with Etidorhpa (see p. 252), after the page had been plated, it was discovered that the conveyed meaning was exactly the reverse of the original. Luckily the error was discovered in time to change the verse, and leave the spirit of this fair creature unblemished.—J. U. L.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_1__ From looking at the facsimile (see __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_2__), it’s clear that an exact word-for-word print couldn’t be expected. In several cases, further study showed that the initial understanding was incorrect, and during the conversation with Etidorhpa (see __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_3__), after the page had been prepared, it was found that the intended meaning was actually the opposite of the original. Fortunately, the mistake was caught in time to revise the verse, keeping the essence of this lovely being intact.—J. U. L.
You are at liberty to give in your own language as a prologue the history of your connection with the author, reserving, however, if you desire to do so, your personality, adding an introduction to the manuscript, and, as interludes, every detail of our several conversations, and of your experience. Introduce such illustrations as the selected artist and yourself think proper in order to illuminate the statements. Do not question the advisability of stating all that you know to have occurred; write the whole truth, for although mankind will not now accept as fact all that you and I have experienced, strange phases of life phenomena are revealing themselves, and humanity will yet surely be led to a higher plane. As men investigate the points of historical interest, and the ultra-scientific phenomena broached in this narrative, the curtain of obscurity will be drawn aside, and evidence of the truths contained in these details will be disclosed. Finally, you must mutilate a page of the manuscript that you may select, and preserve the fragment intact and in secret. Do not print another edition unless you are presented with the words of the part that is missing.[16]
You’re free to start with a prologue in your own words about your relationship with the author, but feel free to keep your personal identity private if you want. You can add an introduction to the manuscript and include details from our conversations and your experiences as interludes. Use any illustrations that you and the selected artist think are suitable to clarify the statements. Don’t hesitate to share everything you know happened; write the whole truth, because while people might not accept everything we’ve gone through right now, strange aspects of life are coming to light, and humanity will eventually reach a higher understanding. As people explore the historical points and the ultra-scientific phenomena mentioned in this narrative, the veil of ignorance will be lifted, revealing evidence of the truths in these details. Finally, you need to tear out a page from the manuscript that you choose and keep the scrap safe and secret. Don’t print another edition unless you have the missing part. [16]
[16] I have excised a portion (see p. 190).—J. U. L.
(Signed.) I—Am—The—Man.
(Signed.) I—Am—The—Man.
Note by Mr. Drury.—Thus the letter ended. After mature consideration it has been decided to give verbatim most of the letter, and all of the manuscript, and to append, as a prologue, an introduction to the manuscript, detailing exactly the record of my connection therewith, including my arguments with Professors Chickering and Vaughn, whom I consulted concerning the statements made to me directly by its author. I will admit that perhaps the opening chapter in my introduction may be such as [Pg 362]to raise in the minds of some persons a question concerning my mental responsibility, for as the principal personage in this drama remarks: "Mankind can not now accept as facts what I have seen." Yet I walk the streets of my native city, a business man of recognized thoughtfulness and sobriety, and I only relate on my own responsibility what has to my knowledge occurred. It has never been intimated that I am mentally irresponsible, or speculative, and even were this the case, the material proof that I hold, and have not mentioned as yet, and may not, concerning my relations with this remarkable being, effectually disproves the idea of mental aberration, or spectral delusion. Besides, many of the statements are of such a nature as to be verified easily, or disproved by any person who may be inclined to repeat the experiments suggested, or visit the localities mentioned. The part of the whole production that will seem the most improbable to the majority of persons, is that to which I can testify from my own knowledge, as related in the first portion and the closing chapter. This approaches necromancy, seemingly, and yet in my opinion, as I now see the matter, such unexplained and recondite occurrences appear unscientific, because of the shortcomings of students of science. Occult phenomena, at some future day, will be proved to be based on ordinary physical conditions to be disclosed by scientific investigations [for "All that is is natural, and science embraces all things"], but at present they are beyond our perception; yes, beyond our conception.
Note from Mr. Drury.—So the letter concluded. After careful thought, we've decided to include most of the letter word-for-word, along with the entire manuscript, and to add an introduction to the manuscript as a prologue, which will detail my connection to it, including my discussions with Professors Chickering and Vaughn, whom I consulted about what its author directly told me. I have to admit that the opening chapter of my introduction might raise questions about my mental stability in the minds of some, for as the main character in this story says: "People can't accept as facts what I've seen." Yet, I walk the streets of my hometown as a recognized business person known for my thoughtfulness and seriousness, and I'm just sharing what I believe to be true based on my own experiences. No one has ever suggested that I'm mentally unfit or speculative, and even if that were the case, the solid evidence I possess, which I haven't mentioned yet and may not, regarding my interactions with this extraordinary being, effectively disproves any idea of mental instability or imaginary delusion. Moreover, many of the claims can be easily verified or disproven by anyone willing to repeat the suggested experiments or visit the specified locations. The part of this entire work that will likely seem most unbelievable to most people is that which I can personally attest to, as described in the first part and the final chapter. This may seem like necromancy, but in my view, as I now understand it, such mysterious and complex occurrences seem unscientific due to the limitations of scientific students. One day, occult phenomena will be shown to be based on ordinary physical conditions revealed through scientific investigation [for "All that is is natural, and science encompasses everything"], but for now, they are beyond our understanding; yes, beyond our grasp.
Whether I have been mesmerized, or have written in a trance, whether I have been the subject of mental aberration, or have faithfully given a life history to the world, whether this book is altogether romance, or carries a vein of prophecy, whether it sets in motion a train of wild speculations, or combines playful arguments, science problems, and metaphysical reasonings, useful as well as entertaining, remains for the reader to determine. So far as I, Llewellyn Drury, am concerned, this is—
Whether I've been captivated, or have written in a daze, whether I've experienced a mental breakdown, or have truthfully shared my life story with the world, whether this book is purely fiction, or has a touch of prophecy, whether it sparks a series of wild ideas, or mixes fun debates, scientific questions, and deep philosophical thoughts, both useful and entertaining, is up to the reader to decide. As far as I'm concerned, this is—
THE END.
THE END.

Had the above communication and the missing fragment of manuscript been withheld (see page 161), it is needless to say that this second edition of Etidorhpa would not have appeared.
Had the above communication and the missing piece of the manuscript been kept back (see page 161), it's unnecessary to say that this second edition of Etidorhpa wouldn't have been published.
On behalf of the undersigned, who is being most liberally scolded by friends and acquaintances who can not get a copy of the first edition, and on behalf of these same scolding mortals, the undersigned extends to I-Am-The-Man the collective thanks of those who scold and the scolded.—J. U. L.
On behalf of the undersigned, who is being harshly criticized by friends and acquaintances who can’t get a copy of the first edition, and on behalf of these same critics, the undersigned extends heartfelt thanks to I-Am-The-Man from all those who complain and those who’ve been criticized. —J. U. L.

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This introduction, which in the author's edition was signed by the writer, is here reprinted in order that my views of the book be not misconstrued.—J. U. L.[Pg 366]
This introduction, which was signed by the author in his edition, is reprinted here to ensure that my perspective on the book isn't misunderstood.—J. U. L.[Pg 366]
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THE LIFE OF
PROF. DANIEL VAUGHN
BY PROF. RICHARD NELSON
TO WHICH IS ADDED
AN ACCOUNT OF HIS DEATH
BY FATHER EUGENE BRADY, S.J.
TO WHICH IS ADDED
A REPORT ON HIS DEATH
BY FATHER EUGENE BRADY, S.J.
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BY PROF. RICHARD NELSON.
BY PROF. RICHARD NELSON.
HIS VALUABLE LIBRARY SHOWING MARKS OF MUCH STUDY.
HIS VALUABLE LIBRARY SHOWING SIGNS OF EXTENSIVE STUDY.
Twelve Years' Record in the Chair of Chemistry at the Cincinnati College of Medicine.
Twelve Years' Record in the Chair of Chemistry at the Cincinnati College of Medicine.
[17] Reprinted from the Cincinnati Tribune.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ Reprinted from the Cincinnati Tribune.
[A paper read before the Literary Club by Prof. Richard Nelson.]
[A paper read before the Literary Club by Prof. Richard Nelson.]
Few men, if any, so eminent in science and philosophy have been known to live and die in such obscurity as the subject of this paper. A mathematician whose knowledge has never been fathomed, an original investigator in terrestrial and celestial chemistry, most of whose speculations are now accepted as law; a contributor to the philosophical journals of Europe, whose papers were received with distinguished favor; an astronomer, who, in those papers, ventured to differ with Laplace, and, too, as will be shown, a man skilled in classical scholarship, yet unknown to his nearest neighbors and recognized by only a few in his own city. He lived and died in obscurity and poverty in a city distinguished for its schools of science and art, and the liberality and public spirit of its men of wealth; who, if any, were to blame? One object of this paper is to unravel the mystery.
Few men, if any, as distinguished in science and philosophy have lived and died in such obscurity as the subject of this paper. A mathematician whose knowledge has never been fully understood, an original researcher in both earthly and heavenly chemistry, most of whose theories are now considered established facts; a contributor to the philosophical journals of Europe, whose articles were warmly received; an astronomer who, in those articles, dared to disagree with Laplace, and, as will be shown, a person skilled in classical studies, yet unknown to his closest neighbors and recognized by only a handful in his own city. He lived and died in obscurity and poverty in a city known for its schools of science and art, and for the generosity and community spirit of its wealthy citizens; who, if anyone, should be held accountable? One goal of this paper is to uncover the mystery.
HIS BIRTHPLACE AND PARENTAGE.
HIS BIRTHPLACE AND PARENTS.
Daniel Vaughn was born in the year 1818 at Glenomara, four miles from Killaloe, County Clare, Ireland. His father's name was John, who had two brothers, Daniel and Patrick. John, like Daniel, was educated for the church, but, being the eldest son, remained on the farm. Daniel became, subsequently, the parish priest of Killaloe, and in 1845 was ordained Bishop.
Daniel Vaughn was born in 1818 at Glenomara, four miles from Killaloe, County Clare, Ireland. His father's name was John, who had two brothers, Daniel and Patrick. John, like Daniel, was trained for the church, but since he was the oldest son, he stayed on the farm. Daniel later became the parish priest of Killaloe and was ordained as Bishop in 1845.
John Vaughn had three children, Daniel (the subject of this paper), Owen and Margaret, afterward Mrs. Kent. The distance to the nearest school being four Irish miles, John had his sons educated by a tutor till they were prepared to enter a classical academy.
John Vaughn had three kids: Daniel (the focus of this paper), Owen, and Margaret, who later became Mrs. Kent. Since the nearest school was four Irish miles away, John had his sons taught by a tutor until they were ready to enroll in a classical academy.
At the age of about sixteen Dan, as he was familiarly called, was placed under [Pg 372]the care of his uncle and namesake at Killaloe, where he entered the academy. There the young student pursued the study of Greek, Latin and mathematics, giving some attention to certain branches of physics, for which he evinced peculiar aptitude.
At around sixteen, Dan, as everyone called him, was placed in the care of his uncle, who shared his name, in Killaloe, where he started attending the academy. There, the young student focused on studying Greek, Latin, and math, and he also showed a particular talent for certain areas of physics.
HE EMIGRATES AND FINDS A HOME.
HE EMIGRATES AND FINDS A HOME.
About the year 1840 his uncle, desirous of having the young man enter the church, advanced him a sum of money to defray his expenses at a theological school in Cork, but on seeing the American liners when he reached Queenstown, the temptation to take the voyage to the land of promise was too great for the young adventurer to resist, so he secured a passage to New York. When at school he made wonderful advancement in study, especially in higher mathematics, and felt he ought to go to a country where he could be free to pursue his favorite line of thought and where attainments in science would not be circumscribed, as in the church.
Around 1840, his uncle, eager for him to enter the church, gave him some money to cover his expenses at a theological school in Cork. However, when he saw the American liners upon arriving in Queenstown, the temptation to sail to the land of opportunity was too strong for the young adventurer to resist, so he booked a passage to New York. While at school, he made remarkable progress, especially in higher mathematics, and felt he should go to a place where he could freely pursue his interests and where achievements in science wouldn’t be limited, like they would be in the church.
Of his voyage and subsequent wanderings little is known until he reached Kentucky. That he visited many schools and paid his way in part by teaching there is no question. The college of the late Dr. Campbell, in Virginia, was one of the institutions visited, but he felt he must push on to Kentucky. About 1842 he had reached the Blue Grass region, near the home of the late Colonel Stamps, in Bourbon County. The Colonel saw him engaged at work and was quick to observe that the stranger was no common man. Taking him to his house and supplying his wants, the Colonel soon installed him as his guest, and eventually made him instructor of his children. Access to the Colonel's library was a boon to the stranger, developing in him traits of genius of which his host was very proud.
Of his travels and later journeys, not much is known until he arrived in Kentucky. It’s clear that he visited many schools and partly supported himself by teaching there. One of the places he visited was the college of the late Dr. Campbell in Virginia, but he felt the need to move on to Kentucky. Around 1842, he reached the Blue Grass region, close to the home of the late Colonel Stamps in Bourbon County. The Colonel noticed him working and quickly realized that this stranger was not an ordinary man. He brought him to his home and took care of his needs, soon welcoming him as a guest and eventually appointing him as a tutor for his children. Access to the Colonel's library was a great advantage for the stranger, bringing out traits of genius that his host was very proud of.
It was only a short time till the neighboring farmers heard of the distinguished young scholar, and desired to have the more mature members of their families under his care. A school was opened in the Colonel's house for instruction in the higher mathematics, the classics, geology, physical geography and astronomy. The young people were pleased with their teacher and made commendable progress, but the curriculum was too varied and comprehensive for an instructor, who, though far advanced in scholarship, had not yet studied the art of teaching.
It wasn't long before the neighboring farmers heard about the talented young scholar and wanted the older members of their families to learn from him. A school was set up in the Colonel's house for teaching subjects like advanced math, classics, geology, physical geography, and astronomy. The young people liked their teacher and made good progress, but the curriculum was too broad and diverse for one instructor, who, despite being highly knowledgeable, had not yet learned how to teach effectively.
ACCEPTS A PROFESSORSHIP.
Takes a professorship.
In 1845 he accepted the chair of Greek in a neighboring college, which afforded him leisure for his scientific pursuits. After an absence of seven years the Professor returned to his old friend, Colonel Stamps and family, where he remained some two years, leaving them to settle in Cincinnati.
In 1845, he took the position of Greek professor at a nearby college, which gave him time to focus on his scientific work. After being away for seven years, the Professor returned to his old friend, Colonel Stamps and his family, and stayed with them for about two years before moving to Cincinnati.
During his stay at the Colonel's (1851) he became a member of the American Association for the Advancement of Science, and in 1852 contributed to it his first article, entitled "On the Motions of Numerous Small Bodies and the Phenomena Resulting Therefrom." Having accumulated a valuable collection of books on science and philosophy and obtained access to several libraries, public and private, in the city, he was now in a condition to devote most of his time and energies to his favorite sciences. For subsistence he delivered lectures before teachers' institutes and colleges till 1856, when an affection of the lungs compelled him to abandon the lecture field.
During his time at the Colonel's (1851), he joined the American Association for the Advancement of Science and contributed his first article in 1852, titled "On the Motions of Numerous Small Bodies and the Phenomena Resulting Therefrom." With a valuable collection of books on science and philosophy and access to several public and private libraries in the city, he was now able to dedicate most of his time and energy to his favorite subjects. To support himself, he gave lectures at teachers' institutes and colleges until 1856, when a lung condition forced him to leave the lecture circuit.
In the meantime he had offered papers for publication to Silliman's Journal,[Pg 373] the principal scientific magazine of America at that time, but, receiving no response to his communications and being denied publication, he took the advice of a friend and sent his subsequent articles to the British Association for the Advancement of Science and to the Philosophic Magazine, where they were received with favor. He was much gratified to find his article on "Meteoric Astronomy" published in the report of the Liverpool meeting of the association in 1854. Six papers, which he subsequently sent in 1857, 1859 and 1861, met with similar favor.
In the meantime, he had submitted papers for publication to Silliman's Journal,[Pg 373] the leading scientific magazine in America at that time. However, after receiving no response to his submissions and being denied publication, he followed a friend's advice and sent his later articles to the British Association for the Advancement of Science and to the Philosophical Magazine, where they were well received. He was very pleased to find his article on "Meteoric Astronomy" published in the report from the Liverpool meeting of the association in 1854. Six papers he submitted in 1857, 1859, and 1861 also received similar praise.
For several years he visited schools, colleges and teachers' institutes in Oxford, Lebanon, Cleveland and other cities, lecturing on his favorite branches of science. It had been his intention to popularize the science of physical astronomy by the publication of tracts or pamphlets.
For several years, he visited schools, colleges, and teachers' institutes in Oxford, Lebanon, Cleveland, and other cities, giving lectures on his favorite areas of science. He intended to make physical astronomy more accessible by publishing tracts or pamphlets.
PUBLISHES PAMPHLETS.
PUBLISHES BROCHURES.
In the year 1856, at the request of teachers before whom he had lectured at the institutes, and with a view to popularize scientific knowledge, the Professor commenced the publication of pamphlets. The first number treated of "The Geological Agency of Water and Subterranean Forces." Only two of these pamphlets came into the possession of the administrator. One of them was a good-sized volume, as may be inferred from the following articles it contained:
In 1856, at the request of teachers he had spoken to at the institutes, and aiming to make scientific knowledge more accessible, the Professor started publishing pamphlets. The first issue focused on "The Geological Agency of Water and Subterranean Forces." Only two of these pamphlets reached the administrator. One of them was quite large, as suggested by the following articles it included:
- "The Influence of Magnitude on Stability."
- "The Doctrine of Gravitation."
- "Theory of Tides."
- "Effects of Tides."
- "Cases of Excessive Tidal Action and Planetary Instability."
- "The Rings of Saturn."
- "The Supposed Influence of Satellites in Preserving Planetary Rings."
- "Movements of Comets."
- "The Tails of Comets."
- "Mass and Density of Comets."
- "Cometary Catastrophes."
- "Phenomena Attending the Fall of Meteors."
- "The Origin of Solar and Meteoric Light."
- "Variable Stars and the Sun's Spots."
- "Temporary Stars."
- "Electrical Light and the Aurora Borealis."
- "Proof of the Stability of the Solar System," with an appendix.
Some of these subjects had been treated of at greater length and published by American and British associations for the advancement of science.
Some of these topics had been discussed in more detail and published by American and British organizations for the advancement of science.
He sent to the British Association for the Advancement of Science:
He sent to the British Association for the Advancement of Science:
- "Cases of Planetary Instability Indicated by the Appearance of Temporary Stars."
- "Appearance of Temporary Stars."
Other papers appeared:
Other papers were published:
- "Note on the Sunspots," Philosophical Magazine for December, 1858.
- "On the Solar Spots and Variable Stars," idem, Vol. 15, p. 359.
- "Changes in the Conditions of Celestial Bodies," an essay.
- "The Origin of Worlds," Popular Science Monthly, May, 1879. [Pg 374]
- "Planetary Rings and New Stars," Popular Science Monthly, February, 1879.
- "Astronomical History of Worlds," idem, September, 1878.
- "On the Stability of Satellites in Small Orbits and the Theory of Saturn's Rings," Philosophical Magazine, May, 1861.
- "On the Origin of the Asteroids." Contributed to the American Association for the Advancement of Science.
- "Static and Dynamic Stability in the Secondary Systems," Philosophical Magazine, December, 1861.
- "On Phenomena which May be Traced to the Presence of a Medium Pervading all Space," idem, May 11, 1861.
The Professor contributed to other publications on both sides of the Atlantic, but as he failed to retain copies of the articles or of the magazines in which they were published, doubtless many papers of interest are among the number.
The Professor wrote for other publications on both sides of the Atlantic, but since he didn’t keep copies of the articles or the magazines they appeared in, many interesting pieces are probably lost.
The year 1860 found the Professor possessed of a valuable collection of books, the accumulation of ten or fifteen years, all showing the marks of wear, some of them besmeared with the drippings from his candle. Among them were works of some of the most prominent authors in branches of theoretical and practical science. Those of Laplace, Kepler, Tycho-Brahe, Leibnitz, Herschel, Newton and others, together with many pamphlets and periodicals, composed his library. He possessed a familiar knowledge of the German, French, Italian and Spanish languages, and of ancient Greek and Latin. Many of his papers appeared in the continental languages. It may be here stated that for the eminent astronomer, Laplace, as a scientist and writer, Prof. Vaughn entertained great respect, though he could not accept his nebular hypothesis, because important parts of it would not bear mathematical investigation. [The proof is in the papers in my possession.—N.] In an article of the Professor to the Popular Science Monthly (February, 1879) is a case of the kind, showing that the distinguished astronomer ignored his own famous theory. The article reads: "In endeavoring to account for the direct motion in secondary systems Laplace contends that, in consequence of friction the supposed primitive solar rings would have a greater velocity in their outer than in their inner zones. Now, if friction is to counteract to such an extent the normal effects of gravitation, it must be an eternal bar against the origin of worlds by nebulous dismemberment, and if the ring of attenuated matter were placed under the circumstances suggested by the eminent astronomer, it would be ultimately doomed, not to form a planet, but to coalesce with the immense spheroid of fiery vapor it was supposed to have environed."
The year 1860 found the Professor with a valuable collection of books, built up over ten to fifteen years, all showing signs of use, some even stained with drippings from his candle. Among them were works by some of the most notable authors in both theoretical and practical science. His library included pieces by Laplace, Kepler, Tycho Brahe, Leibnitz, Herschel, Newton, and others, along with many pamphlets and periodicals. He had a good command of German, French, Italian, and Spanish, as well as ancient Greek and Latin. Many of his papers were written in these continental languages. It's worth mentioning that Prof. Vaughn held great respect for the esteemed astronomer Laplace, both as a scientist and a writer, although he couldn't accept his nebular hypothesis because essential parts of it didn't hold up under mathematical scrutiny. [The proof is in the papers in my possession.—N.] In an article by the Professor for the Popular Science Monthly (February, 1879), there is an example showing that the distinguished astronomer overlooked his own famous theory. The article states: "In trying to explain the direct motion in secondary systems, Laplace argues that, due to friction, the supposed initial solar rings would move faster in their outer zones than in their inner ones. Now, if friction can counteract the usual effects of gravity to such a degree, it must prevent the formation of worlds through nebulous disintegration. If the ring of thin matter were subjected to the conditions proposed by the eminent astronomer, it would ultimately be destined not to form a planet but to merge with the enormous sphere of fiery vapor it was supposed to surround."
It is interesting to know that the theory of our Professor was the correct one, as proved by a recent discovery of Prof. James E. Keeler, astronomer of the Allegheny Observatory. As announced in a daily paper: "Prof. James E. Keeler, of the Allegheny Observatory, has made a wonderful discovery. It is a scientific and positive demonstration of the fact that the rings of Saturn are made up of many small bodies and that the satellites of the inner edge of the rings move faster than the outer."
It’s fascinating to see that our professor’s theory was right, as shown by a recent finding from Prof. James E. Keeler, an astronomer at the Allegheny Observatory. As reported in a daily newspaper: "Prof. James E. Keeler from the Allegheny Observatory has made an incredible discovery. It is a clear scientific demonstration that the rings of Saturn consist of many small bodies, and that the satellites on the inner edge of the rings travel faster than those on the outer edge."
As to satellites, Prof. Vaughn, in the paper quoted, page 466, states: "The matter spread over the wide annular fields is ever urged by its own attraction to collect together and form satellites, which are ever destroyed by attractive disturbance of the primary, and have their parts scattered once more over a wide space."[Pg 375]
Regarding satellites, Prof. Vaughn, in the quoted paper on page 466, states: "The material spread across the vast ring-like areas is constantly pulled together by its own gravity to form satellites, which are repeatedly torn apart by the primary's gravitational disturbances, causing their fragments to scatter again over a wide area."[Pg 375]
INSTALLED AS PROFESSOR OF CHEMISTRY.
APPOINTED AS CHEMISTRY PROFESSOR.
The Professor was elected to the chair of chemistry in the Cincinnati College of Medicine and Surgery in 1860, where he served with distinction for twelve years. His scholarly valedictory at that institution is one of the papers reserved for publication in his memoirs.
The Professor was appointed to the chair of chemistry at the Cincinnati College of Medicine and Surgery in 1860, where he served with distinction for twelve years. His scholarly farewell speech at that institution is one of the papers set aside for publication in his memoirs.
While in the college he continued his investigations in science, applying his knowledge of terrestrial chemistry to the chemistry of the heavens, as shown in nearly all his writings. Besides the position held in the college, he gave lessons in schools and seminaries in geology, astronomy, chemistry, Latin and Greek.
While in college, he continued his scientific research, applying his understanding of Earth’s chemistry to the chemistry of the universe, as evident in nearly all his writings. In addition to his position at the college, he taught classes in schools and seminaries on geology, astronomy, chemistry, Latin, and Greek.
In 1873 he visited Lexington, where he met his old friend, Dr. J. C. Darby, and delivered lectures in public, at the Sayre Institute and the Baptist School, returning to Cincinnati the following spring. Except from his writings, he seemed to have no source of revenue for several years. How he managed to exist his most intimate friends could only conjecture. True, he contributed papers to monthly publications, but they appeared at such long intervals they could not be relied on for support, so, in the autumn of 1878 his friends organized for him a course of lectures, which were well patronized by physicians and others versed in science. In the meantime, negotiations were opened with prominent citizens of suburban towns for other lectures, and efforts were made to retire the Professor on an annuity.
In 1873, he visited Lexington, where he caught up with his old friend, Dr. J. C. Darby, and gave public lectures at the Sayre Institute and the Baptist School, returning to Cincinnati the next spring. Aside from his writings, it seemed he had no source of income for several years. His closest friends could only guess how he managed to get by. While he submitted articles to monthly publications, they came out so infrequently that he couldn't depend on them for financial support. So, in the fall of 1878, his friends arranged a series of lectures for him, which were well attended by doctors and others knowledgeable about science. In the meantime, discussions began with notable citizens from nearby towns for additional lectures, and efforts were made to provide the Professor with an annuity.
HIS END DRAWING NEAR.
HIS END IS NEAR.
Enfeebled health, which confined him to his room for several weeks, prevented him from entering on the suburban course, so a second course was projected for the city and one of the lectures delivered. From what transpired after that lecture his friends were again anxious regarding his health, and, as the time approached for the delivery of the second, determined to see him. For reasons stated elsewhere it was with some difficulty he was found. Prostrated on a couch, he was suffering from a hemorrhage of the lungs of a few days previous, with evidences all around of a state of extreme destitution. No time was lost in having him removed to comfortable quarters in the Good Samaritan Hospital, where his friends arranged for his care as a private patient. Next day, April 3, he expressed himself as greatly benefited by the change and talked cheerfully and hopefully of the future. Next day, Friday, he continued to improve, but on Saturday proof of his forthcoming article in the Popular Science Monthly reached him, and, feeling that he ought to return it promptly, he sat up to do the work. The effort was too great. Overcome with exhaustion after its completion, he sank to sleep and a little after two o'clock next morning, April 6, his weary spirit peacefully took its flight. Born in 1818, the Professor was then in the sixty-first year of his age.
Weakened health, which kept him in his room for several weeks, prevented him from starting the suburban course, so a second course was planned for the city and one of the lectures was delivered. After that lecture, his friends became worried about his health again, and as the time approached for the second lecture, they decided to check on him. For reasons mentioned elsewhere, it was difficult to find him. He was lying on a couch, suffering from a lung hemorrhage from a few days earlier, surrounded by signs of severe poverty. There was no time wasted in moving him to a comfortable room at the Good Samaritan Hospital, where his friends arranged for his care as a private patient. The next day, April 3, he said he felt much better due to the change and talked cheerfully and hopefully about the future. The following day, Friday, he kept improving, but on Saturday he received a proof of his upcoming article in the Popular Science Monthly and felt he should return it quickly, so he sat up to do the work. The effort was too much. Overcome with exhaustion after finishing, he fell asleep, and a little after two o'clock the next morning, April 6, his tired spirit peacefully departed. Born in 1818, the Professor was then sixty-one years old.
HIS OBSEQUIES.
HIS FUNERAL.
A committee of the more intimate friends of the deceased was formed, consisting of the late Jacob Traber, his nephew, J. C. Sproull, Drs. J. J. and William Taft and the writer.
A committee of the deceased's close friends was formed, made up of the late Jacob Traber, his nephew J. C. Sproull, Drs. J. J. and William Taft, and the writer.
Funeral services were held in the chapel of the Hospital, where, considering the suddenness of the Professor's demise, many mourners were present. The interest[Pg 376] evinced was profound, while the floral tributes that covered the casket were eloquent of affection and esteem.
Funeral services took place in the hospital chapel, and given the unexpected nature of the Professor's passing, many people attended to pay their respects. The level of interest shown was deep, and the floral arrangements that adorned the casket spoke volumes about the love and respect he received.
The remains were interred in a burial lot of Jacob Traber, who generously tendered its use until a separate place of interment and a monument could be procured. The remains of the two friends now lie side by side.
The remains were buried in a plot belonging to Jacob Traber, who kindly offered its use until a separate burial site and a monument could be arranged. The remains of the two friends now rest next to each other.
HIS EFFECTS.
HIS BELONGINGS.
After the funeral the committee referred to visited the room occupied by the Professor prior to his decease, and had the writer, as his nearest friend, procure letters of administration, so that papers of value, if any, would be cared for. A few letters, some private relics, unsalable remnants of books and pamphlets and scraps of manuscript constituted the effects. The scarcity of manuscript was easily accounted, for, as it was the habit of the deceased for years to print articles designed for publication and have them mailed to magazines and to savants in different parts of Europe and America.
After the funeral, the committee went to the room that the Professor had occupied before he passed away, and they asked me, as his closest friend, to get letters of administration so that any valuable papers could be taken care of. A few letters, some personal mementos, unsellable leftover books and pamphlets, and scraps of manuscript made up his belongings. The lack of manuscripts was easily explained because, for years, the Professor had a habit of printing articles intended for publication and mailing them to magazines and scholars in various parts of Europe and America.
CHARACTERISTICS AND HABITS OF STUDY.
Study Traits and Habits.
A prominent characteristic of Prof. Vaughn was shyness—a shrinking from familiarity or conspicuousness. He never was the first to salute a casual acquaintance on the street, and when introduced to a stranger would extend his hand with apparent diffidence or reserve—not with the warmth of a hearty shake, but rather with a cautious presentation of the finger tips. Undemonstrative in manner, and inexperienced in the customs of social life, his diffidence was taken for coldness, yet he was kind and tender hearted almost to a fault, and a most grateful recipient of a favor. In his poverty he would part with money or personal property to people whom he considered more necessitous than himself. Of the proceeds of his last course of lectures he gave to one such a sum so large as to almost discourage his friends from helping him.
A key trait of Prof. Vaughn was his shyness—he tended to avoid being familiar or drawing attention to himself. He was never the first to greet an acquaintance on the street, and when introduced to someone new, he would extend his hand with noticeable hesitation—not with the enthusiasm of a hearty handshake, but more like a cautious offering of his fingertips. He was reserved in his manner and unfamiliar with social customs, which made his shyness seem like aloofness. However, he was actually kind and gentle to a fault, and he deeply appreciated any kindness shown to him. Despite his own financial struggles, he would share money or personal belongings with those he believed were in greater need than he was. From the earnings of his last series of lectures, he gave away such a large amount to one individual that it almost discouraged his friends from offering their assistance.
Then, too, he was glad to render service to professional and public men. He made translations for writers and wrote lectures for others and made chemical analyses for the city when payment was not expected. As to his placing a commercial value upon his services he never learned to do it, though they often cost him both time and money that he could not well spare.
Then, he was also happy to help out professionals and public figures. He translated works for writers, wrote lectures for others, and performed chemical analyses for the city, even when he didn't expect to be paid. He never figured out how to put a commercial value on his services, even though they often took up time and money he could hardly afford.
His waking hours were always fully occupied in writing or study, either in his laboratory, the libraries or in open-air observations. He was thoroughly familiar with the geology of the neighborhood and the physical geography of the entire continent, as may be seen by his articles on "Volcanoes," "The Origin of Lakes and Mountains," "The Absence of Trees on Prairies," "Malaria," etc. His ingenuity in the construction of apparatus for his illustrations in chemistry was remarkable. Given a few tubes of glass and rubber, a piece of tin, some acid and alkali, a blow-pipe, soldering iron and a pair of pinchers, he could construct at will enough apparatus for a lesson, a lecture or an analysis.
His waking hours were always completely filled with writing or studying, whether in his lab, the libraries, or doing observations outside. He had a deep understanding of the local geology and the physical geography of the entire continent, which is evident from his articles on "Volcanoes," "The Origin of Lakes and Mountains," "The Absence of Trees on Prairies," "Malaria," and more. His creativity in building equipment for his chemistry demonstrations was impressive. With just a few glass and rubber tubes, a piece of tin, some acid and alkali, a blowpipe, a soldering iron, and a pair of pliers, he could easily put together enough equipment for a lesson, a lecture, or an analysis.
Considering his poverty, it may be questioned how he was able to maintain a laboratory. For twelve years he found a room at the Medical College. At other times he extemporized quarters at his humble lodgings, where the same apartment was to him laboratory, study and living room. Such a room he could not find in a private house, so he sought it elsewhere, as in the tenement in which he was found[Pg 377] in his last illness. That life necessarily isolated him from society, its pleasures and advantages before he became familiar with the laws by which it was governed.
Given his poverty, one might wonder how he managed to keep a lab running. For twelve years, he had a space at the Medical College. At other times, he made do with his modest accommodations, where the same room served as his lab, study, and living area. He couldn't find a suitable room in a private home, so he looked elsewhere, like the tenement where he was discovered[Pg 377] during his final illness. This lifestyle inevitably kept him isolated from society, its pleasures, and its benefits until he became familiar with the laws that governed it.
Having acquired a mastery of Greek and Latin in his youth, he had a good preparation for the acquisition of the modern languages; besides, to prosecute his studies and investigations, he found it necessary to understand most of the languages of Europe.
Having mastered Greek and Latin in his youth, he was well-prepared to learn modern languages; additionally, to pursue his studies and research, he found it essential to understand most of the languages of Europe.
Exception has been taken to the Professor's manner as a lecturer. When we consider his natural diffidence in the presence of strangers we are surprised that he attempted to lecture at all. Take his case when he last lectured,—his lecture hall, the operating room of the Dental College, and his platform that of the operator with his audience around but elevated a few feet above him. The position was an exceedingly trying one, and some time elapsed before he was able to make a good start. While hesitating, on such occasions, his eyes would wander around the audience till they rested on those of a familiar friend. Immediately he addressed himself to that person, and confidence was restored. Like other public speakers we know of, he continued to address himself chiefly to the one selected, however embarrassing it might be to that individual.
People have criticized the Professor's style as a lecturer. Considering his natural shyness around strangers, it's surprising that he even tries to give lectures. Take his last lecture, for example—he was in the operating room of the Dental College, standing on the same platform as the operator, with the audience raised a few feet above him. The situation was incredibly stressful for him, and it took a while before he could get going. While he was hesitating, he would scan the audience until his gaze landed on a familiar friend. He would immediately start talking to that person, and his confidence would return. Like many other public speakers we know, he kept addressing that one chosen individual, no matter how awkward it might be for that person.
HIS RELIGIOUS LIFE.
HIS SPIRITUAL LIFE.
The Professor was a Bible student, if we judge from fragments found among his effects and a well-worn Bible, now a relic in possession of a former student. The book is a curiosity, worn as is the cover with marks of his fingers as he held it, often with a candle in his hand, as shown by occasional drippings on the page and cover.
The Professor was a Bible student, judging by the fragments discovered among his belongings and a well-used Bible, which is now a keepsake for a former student. The book is intriguing, its cover worn and marked by his fingers as he held it, frequently with a candle in hand, as evidenced by the occasional wax drips on the pages and cover.
He was not a member of any church. At least, had not been up to a month before his decease, though he visited churches of all denominations and was familiar with their doctrines and polity. His religion consisted in his living up to his highest ideas of right and truth; hence he was charitable almost to a fault. When he had not money to give, he parted with his books.
He wasn’t a member of any church. At least, he hadn’t been until a month before he passed away, although he attended churches of all kinds and knew their beliefs and practices well. His faith revolved around living according to his highest principles of what was right and true; as a result, he was generous almost to a fault. When he didn’t have money to donate, he would give away his books.
An eloquent public speaker, referring to his private life, has said: "He was social, kind and humane. He took pleasure in instructing the children and communing with friends—good men and women, who loved and admired him—and his humanity was gratified in bestowing what he valued most—knowledge. To him nothing seemed more precious than truth, and to shed the light of it abroad. His heart was in his work, and without a glance to the right or left, he pursued his arduous quest."
An articulate public speaker, talking about his personal life, mentioned: "He was sociable, kind, and compassionate. He enjoyed teaching the kids and connecting with friends—good people who loved and admired him—and his kindness was fulfilled by sharing what he valued most—knowledge. To him, nothing was more valuable than truth, and he aimed to spread it far and wide. He was dedicated to his work, and without looking to the right or left, he pursued his challenging journey."
Of the works of creation which occupied so much of his thoughts, the Professor's views may be had by reading the following concluding remarks found in his "Physical Astronomy:"
Of the creations that took up so much of his thoughts, the Professor's insights can be found in the following concluding remarks from his "Physical Astronomy:"
"Whatever doubts may hang over all speculations respecting distant events, either of past or future time, we have reason to believe that our universe will ever exhibit great and useful operations throughout its extensive domains. From the ruins of some celestial bodies others will rise to act a part in the drama of the physical creation in future ages. Though nature's work may all decay, her laws remain the same, and numerous agencies, obedient to their control and aided by occasional interventions of creative power, must maintain the heavens forever in a harmonious condition and transform innumerable spheres into seats of light and[Pg 378] intelligence. While the laws of nature have been thus widely ordained for such great ends, their simplicity renders them intelligible to the limited powers of the human mind, and the immense universe thus becomes a vast field of intellectual enjoyment for man."
"Whatever doubts may linger over all speculations about distant events, whether in the past or the future, we have reason to believe that our universe will always display significant and valuable processes across its vast domains. From the remnants of some celestial bodies, others will emerge to play a role in the ongoing story of physical creation in future ages. Although nature’s creations may decay, her laws will remain constant, and numerous forces, guided by these laws and occasionally boosted by acts of creative power, will keep the heavens in a state of harmony and turn countless spheres into sources of light and intelligence. While the laws of nature have been established for such remarkable purposes, their simplicity makes them understandable to the limited capabilities of the human mind, and the immense universe thus becomes a vast field of intellectual pleasure for humanity.[Pg 378]"
TESTIMONY OF THE LATE DR. JOHN HANCOCK.
TESTIMONY OF THE LATE DR. JOHN HANCOCK.
The late Dr. Hancock, in writing to Mrs. J. W. McLaughlin, stated that he attended institute lectures of Prof. Vaughn, making his acquaintance at a meeting of the Southwestern Ohio Normal Institute. The Professor was engaged to lecture on his favorite specialties, physical geography and astronomy. "It is my recollection," says the doctor, "that Prof. Vaughn was a graduate of Trinity Collage, Dublin. However that may be, there can be no doubt as to his wide and profound scholarship. He was not only deeply versed in the physical sciences, but was equally proficient in the classics and mathematics. It is said by competent judges that he read Greek and Latin as he would English, as though he thought in those languages, and he was one of the few Americans who read through Laplace's 'Mechanique Celeste.' He had a prodigious memory. At the Oxford Institute, to which I have referred, some dozen of the leading members, Prof. Vaughn among them, got up some literary games requiring wide reading and retentive memories for successful rivalry. In these games the Professor showed a wealth of reading and an ability to use it on the instant that I have never seen approached by any other scholar. It is needless to say that he was first in the game and the rest nowhere.
The late Dr. Hancock, in a letter to Mrs. J. W. McLaughlin, mentioned that he attended lectures given by Prof. Vaughn, first meeting him at a gathering of the Southwestern Ohio Normal Institute. The Professor was invited to lecture on his favorite subjects, physical geography and astronomy. "As I remember," the doctor wrote, "Prof. Vaughn graduated from Trinity College in Dublin. Regardless, there’s no denying his extensive and deep knowledge. He was not only highly skilled in the physical sciences but also equally competent in the classics and mathematics. Competent judges say he read Greek and Latin as easily as he did English, as though he thought in those languages, and he was one of the few Americans who read through Laplace's 'Mechanique Celeste.' He had an incredible memory. At the Oxford Institute, which I mentioned, a dozen key members, including Prof. Vaughn, organized some literary games that required extensive reading and strong recall for participants to compete successfully. In these games, the Professor displayed a depth of reading and an ability to recall information instantly that I have never seen matched by any other scholar. It goes without saying that he came in first and the others didn’t stand a chance.
"Some ten years afterward, when connected with Nelson's Commercial College, I edited a little educational paper, the News and Educator, of which Mr. Nelson was proprietor. In this relation I came much more frequently in contact with Prof. Vaughn than I ever did before. To this paper he contributed a number of articles on scientific subjects, but, being printed in an obscure local paper, they attracted little attention."
"About ten years later, while working with Nelson's Commercial College, I edited a small educational publication called the News and Educator, which was owned by Mr. Nelson. In this role, I had much more interaction with Prof. Vaughn than I had before. He contributed several articles on scientific topics to the paper, but since it was printed in a little-known local publication, they didn't get much attention."
REMINISCENCES OF MRS. STAMPS.
Memories of Mrs. Stamps.
Mrs. Eliza Stamps, widow of the late Colonel Stamps, in giving her experience with the Professor, said: "He was a very industrious student, in his profound researches pursuing them to the exclusion of every thing else. He would frequently forget the demands of hunger and disregard the summons to his meals. As to his engaging in innocent amusements, he considered it a sacrifice of valuable time; yet, lest he should be accused of selfishness or wanting in social etiquette, he sometimes left his books to unite with the children in their games, and, diffident though he was, would occasionally take part in the dance.
Mrs. Eliza Stamps, widow of the late Colonel Stamps, shared her experience with the Professor, saying: "He was a very dedicated student, deeply immersed in his research to the point of ignoring everything else. He often forgot about being hungry and paid no attention to calls for meals. As for joining in on lighthearted activities, he saw it as wasting valuable time; yet, to avoid being seen as selfish or lacking in social manners, he occasionally set aside his books to join the children in their games, and though he was shy, he would sometimes participate in the dance.
"He enjoyed the Colonel's library, but soon exhausted its resources and those of the neighbors; so, to obtain a supply, he would go on foot to Cincinnati, one hundred miles distant, and return in the same manner, loaded with new books."
"He loved the Colonel's library, but quickly ran out of its books and those from the neighbors. So, to get more, he would walk to Cincinnati, which was a hundred miles away, and come back the same way, carrying new books."
Throughout his after life he gave evidence of his great respect and affection for Colonel Stamps, his benefactor, and his family, and the young ladies and gentlemen who had been his pupils, who never ceased to venerate him for his learning, or to love and cherish his memory. Some such were among the mourners at his funeral.[Pg 379]
Throughout his afterlife, he showed his deep respect and affection for Colonel Stamps, his benefactor, and his family, as well as for the young men and women who had been his students. They never stopped honoring him for his knowledge or loving and cherishing his memory. Some of them were among the mourners at his funeral.[Pg 379]
REPUTATION IN ENGLAND.
REPUTATION IN THE UK.
The late Jacob Traber, one of the most intimate friends of the Professor, has written: "In the year 1858 I was in the office of John Sayre, bookseller, High Holborn, where I made the purchase of books that were yet in the hands of the printer. I gave my address and directions for shipping. When in the act of leaving the office I was accosted by an elderly gentleman who, with the apology, 'Beg pardon, I overheard you when you gave your address, Cincinnati, and desire to make inquiry about one of your distinguished citizens, Daniel Vaughn. Assuming that you know him, may I ask how long it is since you have seen him?' I replied that I had known the Professor some four years, and had met him but a few months ago. At that time I regarded the Professor as a mechanical genius of the speculative type, and so expressed myself. A quick rejoinder came in that broad and forcible accent of an Englishman: 'If you Cincinnati people vote Vaughn as a speculative mechanic, the ripest and profoundest mathematical scholar in England may be marked as his apprentice. You have a treasure in that man. Why, sir, we send him problems that fail to be mastered here, and speedily have them back not only with a solution, but with the demonstration.' The speaker proved to be one of the ablest scholars and scientists in Europe."
The late Jacob Traber, a close friend of the Professor, wrote: "In 1858, I was at John Sayre's bookstore on High Holborn, where I bought books that were still with the printer. I provided my address and shipping instructions. As I was about to leave the office, an elderly gentleman approached me and said, 'Excuse me, I overheard you give your address, Cincinnati, and I’d like to ask about one of your notable residents, Daniel Vaughn. Assuming you know him, how long has it been since you last saw him?' I told him I had known the Professor for about four years and had met him just a few months ago. At that time, I thought of the Professor as a mechanical genius of a theoretical nature, and I expressed that. The gentleman quickly responded with a strong English accent, 'If you folks in Cincinnati consider Vaughn just a theoretical mechanic, the most accomplished and profound math scholar in England might as well be his apprentice. You have a real asset in that man. We send him problems that we can't solve here, and he promptly returns them with not just a solution, but a full demonstration.' The speaker turned out to be one of the top scholars and scientists in Europe."
FIXING THE RESPONSIBILITY FOR HIS CONDITION.
FIXING THE RESPONSIBILITY FOR HIS CONDITION.
The subject of this paper, it will be inferred, did not inherit a patrimony, yet he contributed his valuable services to many worthy objects without pecuniary compensation. As has been stated, his great pleasure, next to the investigation of truth, was to impart useful knowledge and help the needy. When in the medical college he was paid with shares of stock on which a dividend was never declared, and when engaged in lecturing and teaching his diffidence prevented him from placing a sufficient value on his services. Living the life of a recluse, he concealed his poverty from his nearest friends, who were ignorant even of his address. Then, he never sought a gratuity, and his friends could only learn by conjecture when he was in need. When asked if his privations did not cause him much anxiety, he said they gave him no concern.
The subject of this paper, it can be assumed, didn’t inherit any wealth, yet he dedicated his valuable services to many worthy causes without receiving any financial compensation. As mentioned, his greatest joy, after seeking the truth, was sharing useful knowledge and helping those in need. While in medical school, he was paid with shares of stock that never paid dividends, and when he was lecturing and teaching, his shyness kept him from valuing his services appropriately. Living a reclusive life, he hid his poverty from his closest friends, who didn’t even know where he lived. He never asked for donations, and his friends could only guess when he was in need. When asked if his hardships worried him, he responded that they didn’t concern him at all.
On more than one occasion the writer, at the request of men of wealth and influence, proposed to retire him on an annuity, but he modestly but firmly declined to accept, and it was not until after the announcement of his last course that he consented. Then the proposition was to pay his expenses at a hotel of his choice and advance him money for his personal expenses, for which he was to lecture when and where he might choose. The gentlemen most active in this project were the following, now deceased: Henry Peachy, William F. Corry, Jacob Traber, Colonel Geoffrey and others. Favorably known to the public were Drs. J. J. and William Taft, Dr. Thad Reamy, J. C. Sproull, etc.
On several occasions, the writer, at the request of wealthy and influential individuals, was offered a retirement annuity, but he modestly yet firmly declined the offer. It wasn't until the announcement of his final course that he agreed to the proposal. Then, the plan was to cover his expenses at a hotel of his choosing and provide him with money for his personal needs, in exchange for which he would give lectures whenever and wherever he wanted. The key people involved in this initiative, now deceased, included Henry Peachy, William F. Corry, Jacob Traber, Colonel Geoffrey, and others. Well-known to the public were Drs. J. J. and William Taft, Dr. Thad Reamy, J. C. Sproull, and others.
The project had so far matured that the writer and another had arranged with Mr. Peachy to make the Lafayette National Bank the custodian of the funds. Had the Professor survived, he would have enjoyed a life of leisure and comfort, at one of the most prominent hotels in the city.
The project had developed to the point that the writer and another person had planned with Mr. Peachy to appoint the Lafayette National Bank as the custodian of the funds. If the Professor had survived, he would have enjoyed a life of leisure and comfort at one of the city's top hotels.
The people of Cincinnati were, therefore, not responsible for the poverty of our friend, nor for the state of destitution in which he was found prior to his removal to the hospital.[Pg 380]
The people of Cincinnati were not responsible for our friend's poverty or for the state of destitution he was in before he was moved to the hospital.[Pg 380]
ACCOUNT OF THE DEATH OF PROF. VAUGHN, BY REV.
EUGENE BRADY, S.J.
[Concerning the last days of Professor Vaughn, the following from the pen of Father Brady, pastor of St. Xavier's Church, is of special interest. This is peculiarly appropriate by reason of the fact that Father Brady, while a boy, attended the college during the time Professor Vaughn taught in Bardstown, Kentucky, and finally comforted him in his last moments.—J. U. L.]
[Regarding the final days of Professor Vaughn, the following account from Father Brady, pastor of St. Xavier's Church, is particularly noteworthy. This is especially significant because Father Brady, as a child, attended the college when Professor Vaughn was teaching in Bardstown, Kentucky, and eventually provided him comfort in his last moments.—J. U. L.]
"My Dear Mr. Lloyd:—
"My Dear Mr. Lloyd:"
"Concerning the foot-note on page 160 of Etidorhpa. The description of Daniel Vaughn is correct. The story of his privations is quite true. He was so absorbed in science as to be self-neglectful. Moreover, he was grossly neglected by those who made use of his labors.
"Regarding the footnote on page 160 of Etidorhpa. The description of Daniel Vaughn is accurate. His struggles are entirely true. He was so engrossed in science that he neglected himself. Additionally, he was severely overlooked by those who benefited from his work.
"A servant girl told the venerable Sister Anthony that a poor lodger was dying in destitution in the west end of the city. The lodger was Professor Vaughn. The Sister had the good man conveyed to the Good Samaritan Hospital on April 1, 1879. She made him comfortable, as he repeatedly declared. He died on April 6, 1879. Thoroughly conscious up to the last moment, it was at his request that the undersigned had the melancholy pleasure of administering to him the last rites of the Catholic Church. It was neither delirium nor senility that revived his faith. He was but sixty-one years of age, and as rational as ever in life."
A servant girl informed the respected Sister Anthony that a poor resident was dying in poverty in the west end of the city. The resident was Professor Vaughn. The Sister arranged for the kind man to be taken to the Good Samaritan Hospital on April 1, 1879. She made him comfortable, as he repeatedly stated. He passed away on April 6, 1879. Fully aware until the very end, it was at his request that the undersigned had the sad honor of giving him the last rites of the Catholic Church. It was neither delirium nor old age that revived his faith. He was only sixty-one years old and as clear-headed as ever in life.
—Eugene Brady, S.J. [Pg 381]
—Eugene Brady, S.J. [Pg 381]
ETIDORHPA.
To The Recipients of The Author's Edition of Etidorhpa:
To the Recipients of the Author's Edition of Etidorhpa:
That so large an edition as 1,299 copies of an expensive book, previously unseen by any subscriber, should have been taken in advance by reason of a mere announcement, is complimentary to the undersigned; and yet this very confidence occasioned him not a little anxiety. Under such circumstances to have failed to give, either in workmanship or subject-matter, more than was promised in the announcement of Etidorhpa, would have been painfully embarrassing.
That such a large edition of 1,299 copies of an expensive book, which no subscriber had seen before, should have been sold out in advance just based on an announcement is flattering to me; however, this very confidence also caused me quite a bit of anxiety. Given the situation, it would have been really embarrassing to not deliver more in terms of quality or content than what was promised in the announcement of Etidorhpa.
Not without deep concern, then, were the returns awaited; for, while neither pains nor expense were spared to make the book artistically a prize, still, beautiful workmanship and attractive illustrations may serve but to make more conspicuous other failings. Humiliating indeed would it have been had the recipients, in a spirit of charity, spoken only of artistic merit and neat bookwork.
Not without deep concern, then, were the returns awaited; for, while neither effort nor cost were spared to make the book artistically appealing, still, beautiful craftsmanship and attractive illustrations might only highlight other shortcomings. It would have been truly embarrassing if the recipients, out of kindness, had only talked about the artistic quality and neat presentation of the book.
When one not a bookman publishes a book, he treads the danger-line. When such a person, without a great publishing-house behind him, issues a book like Etidorhpa—a book that, spanning space, seemingly embraces wild imaginings and speculation, and intrudes on science and religion—he invites personal disaster.
When someone who isn't a book person publishes a book, they walk a risky path. When a person like this, without a big publishing company supporting them, puts out a book like Etidorhpa—a book that covers vast topics, seemingly full of wild ideas and speculation, and touches on science and religion—they open themselves up to potential disaster.
That in the case of the Author's Edition of Etidorhpa the reverse happily followed, is evidenced by hundreds of complimentary letters, written by men versed in this or that section wherein the book intrudes; and in a general way the undersigned herein gratefully extends his thanks to all correspondents—thanks for the cordial expressions of approval, and for the graceful oversights by critics and correspondents, that none better than he realizes have been extended towards blemishes that must, to others, be not less apparent than they are to himself.
In the case of the Author's Edition of Etidorhpa, the opposite turned out to be true, as shown by hundreds of positive letters from people knowledgeable in various fields related to the book. The undersigned would like to sincerely thank all the correspondents—thanks for the kind words of support and for the generous allowances made by critics and correspondents for the flaws that no one recognizes better than he does, which are undoubtedly as obvious to others as they are to him.
Since general interest has been awakened in the strange book Etidorhpa, and as many readers are soliciting information concerning its reception, it is not only as a duty, but as a pleasure, that the undersigned reproduces the following abstracts from public print concerning the Author's Edition, adding, that as in most cases the reviews were of great length and made by men specially selected for the purpose, the brief notes are but fragments and simply characteristic of their general tenor.
Since there's a growing interest in the unusual book Etidorhpa, and many readers are asking for information about how it was received, it's both a duty and a pleasure for me to share these excerpts from public reviews regarding the Author's Edition. I should note that in most instances, the reviews were quite detailed and written by individuals specifically chosen for this purpose, so these brief notes are just snippets and only reflect the overall sentiment.
The personal references indulged by the critics could not be excised without destroying the value of the criticisms, and the undersigned can offer no other apology for their introduction than to say that to have excluded them would have done an injustice to the writers.
The personal comments made by the critics couldn't be removed without ruining the value of the feedback, and I can offer no other apology for including them other than saying that leaving them out would have been unfair to the writers.
Respectfully,
JOHN URI LLOYD.
[Pg 382]
Respectfully,
JOHN URI LLOYD.
[Pg 382]
ETIDORHPA AS A WORK OF ART.
Professor S. W. Williams, Wyoming, Ohio.
Professor S. W. Williams, Wyoming, Ohio.
If a fine statue or a stately cathedral is a poem in marble, a masterpiece of the printer's art may be called a poem in typography. Such is Etidorhpa. In its paper, composition, presswork, illustrations, and binding—it is the perfection of beauty. While there is nothing gaudy in its outward appearance, there is throughout a display of good taste. The simplicity of its neatness, like that of a handsome woman, is its great charm. Elegance does not consist in show nor wealth in glitter; so the richest as well as the costliest garb may be rich in its very plainness. The illustrations were drawn and engraved expressly for this work, and consist of twenty-one full-page, half-tone cuts, and over thirty half-page and text cuts, besides two photogravures. The best artistic skill was employed to produce them, and the printing was carefully attended to, so as to secure the finest effect. Only enameled book paper is used; and this, with the wide margins, gilt top, trimmed edges, and clear impressions of the type, makes the pages restful to the eyes in reading or looking at them. The jacket, or cover, which protects the binding, is of heavy paper, and bears the same imprint as the book itself. Altogether, as an elegant specimen of the bookmakers' art it is a credit to the trade. All honor to the compositors who set the type, the artists who drew and engraved the illustrations, the electrotyper who put the forms into plate, the pressman who worked off the sheets, and the binder who gathered and bound them in this volume.[Pg 383]
If a beautiful statue or an impressive cathedral is a poem in marble, a masterpiece of printing can be considered a poem in typography. This is true of Etidorhpa. In its paper, layout, printing, illustrations, and binding—it achieves perfect beauty. Although it doesn’t have a flashy exterior, it radiates good taste. The simplicity of its neatness, much like that of an attractive woman, is its greatest charm. Elegance isn’t about showy displays, and wealth doesn’t rely on glitter; the richest and most expensive attire can be striking in its very simplicity. The illustrations were created and engraved specifically for this work, including twenty-one full-page, half-tone images, over thirty half-page illustrations and text cuts, as well as two photogravures. The best artistic talent was used to create them, and the printing was meticulously managed to achieve the finest effect. Only coated book paper is used; combined with the wide margins, gilded edges, trimmed pages, and crisp impressions of the type, it makes the pages easy on the eyes whether reading or simply looking at them. The cover, which protects the binding, is made of sturdy paper and features the same design as the book itself. Overall, as a refined example of the bookmaking craft, it reflects well on the industry. Kudos to the typesetters who set the type, the artists who created and engraved the illustrations, the electrotyper who made the plates, the pressman who printed the sheets, and the binder who assembled and bound them into this volume.[Pg 383]
REVIEWS OF ETIDORHPA.
The present is an age of expectancy, of anticipation, and of prophecy; and the invention or discovery or production that occupies the attention of the busy world, as it rushes on its self-observed way, for more than the passing nine day's wonder, must needs be something great indeed. Such a production has now appeared in the literary world in the form of the volume entitled "Etidorhpa, or the End of Earth;" the very title of which is so striking as to arrest the attention at once.
The present is a time of expectation, anticipation, and prophecy; and the invention, discovery, or creation that captures the focus of the busy world, as it speeds along its self-important path, must be something truly remarkable to hold attention beyond a mere nine days of wonder. Such a work has now emerged in the literary world titled "Etidorhpa, or the End of Earth;" the title alone is so striking that it grabs attention immediately.
A most remarkable book.... Surpasses, in my judgment, any thing that has been written by the elder Dumas or Jules Verne, while in moral purpose it is equal to Hugo at his best.... It appeals to the thoughtful scientist no less than to the lover of fascinating romance.
A truly exceptional book.... In my opinion, it surpasses anything written by the older Dumas or Jules Verne, and in terms of moral intention, it stands equal to Hugo at his finest.... It appeals to both the thoughtful scientist and the fan of captivating romance.
In summing, I would say that I have found the book distinctly stimulating. It is odd, but with the oddity of force. It has passages of uncanny imagination, but they excellently evade the enormous and extravagant. It is a book that by its title and by such features as strike one at a hurried glance might easily repel. Yet it is a book that, studied carefully, calls for re-reading and deep meditation. Its theories are capable of scientific demonstration, its imaginings, while they may not be fact, are always consistent with it. The reader who lets the outside repel him errs sadly. Let him read it, and he will be as changed in his position toward it, as ready to convert others, as is the reviewer, who picked it up with foreboding and laid it down with the sense of having read great thoughts.
In summary, I would say that I found the book really thought-provoking. It's strange, but in a powerful way. It has parts of incredible imagination that skillfully avoid being overwhelming or over-the-top. At first glance, its title and some of its characteristics might easily turn people away. However, when studied closely, it invites re-reading and deep reflection. Its theories can be scientifically proven, and while its concepts might not be entirely factual, they always align with reality. Any reader who lets the surface deter them makes a big mistake. If they give it a chance, they will change their perspective just as much as I did, ready to share it with others after picking it up with hesitation and putting it down feeling enlightened by profound ideas.
"The End of Earth" is not like any other book. The charm of adventure, the excitement of romance, the stimulating heat of controversy, the keen pursuit of scientific truth, the glow of moral enthusiasm, are all found in its pages. The book may be described as a sort of philosophical fiction, containing much exact scientific truth, many bold theories, and much ingenious speculation on the nature and destiny of man.... The occult and esoteric character of the discussions adds a strange fascination to them. We can hardly classify, by ordinary rules, a work so unusual in form and purpose, so discursive in subject-matter, so unconventional in its appeals to reason, religion and morality.... The direct teaching of the book, in so far as it aims to influence conduct, is always lofty and pure.
"The End of Earth" is unlike any other book. It has the thrill of adventure, the excitement of romance, the engaging heat of controversy, the intense search for scientific truth, and a vibrant sense of moral passion—all within its pages. This book can be seen as a type of philosophical fiction that includes a lot of exact scientific facts, many daring theories, and clever speculation about the nature and future of humanity. The mysterious and deep nature of the discussions adds a unique allure to them. It's difficult to categorically define a work that is so different in style and purpose, so wide-ranging in topics, and so unconventional in its approach to reason, religion, and morality. The direct lessons of the book, in terms of influencing behavior, are always noble and pure.
"My Dear Sir: Let me thank you most heartily for sending me the special copy of your wonderful book 'Etidorhpa,' which I shall ever value. I may say that when by chance I found it in Cincinnati I read it with the greatest interest and pleasure, and was so struck by it that I have sent copies to several friends of mine here and at home. I hope I may have the pleasure of meeting you some day either here or in London. I remain, sincerely yours,
"My Dear Sir: Thank you so much for sending me the special copy of your amazing book 'Etidorhpa,' which I will always cherish. I have to say that when I happened to find it in Cincinnati, I read it with great interest and enjoyment, and I was so impressed that I sent copies to several friends of mine here and back home. I hope to have the pleasure of meeting you someday, either here or in London. I remain, sincerely yours,"
HENRY IRVING.
"20th March, 1896."
[Pg 384]
HENRY IRVING.
"March 20, 1896."
[Pg 384]
If a fine statute or a stately cathedral is a poem in marble, a masterpiece of the printer's art may be called a poem in typography. Such is "Etidorhpa." In its paper, composition, presswork, illustrations, and binding—it is the perfection of beauty. While there is nothing gaudy in its outward appearance, there is throughout a display of good taste.
If a beautiful building or a grand cathedral is a poem in marble, then a great printed work can be seen as a poem in typography. Such is "Etidorhpa." In its paper, layout, printing, illustrations, and binding—it represents the height of beauty. There’s nothing flashy about its exterior, but it consistently shows good taste.
The illustrations were drawn and engraved expressly for this work, and consist of twenty-one full-page, half-tone cuts, and over thirty half-page and text cuts, besides two photogravures. The best artistic skill was employed to produce them, and the printing was carefully attended to, so as to secure the finest effect.
The illustrations were created and engraved specifically for this work, including twenty-one full-page, half-tone images, and over thirty half-page and text images, along with two photogravures. The best artistic talent was used to create them, and the printing was meticulously attended to, ensuring the best possible outcome.
No one could have written the chapter on the "Food of Man" but Professor Lloyd; no one else knows and thinks of these subjects in a similar way.... The "old man's" description of "the spirit of stone," "the spirit of plants," and finally, "the spirit of man," is very fine, but those who hear Professor Lloyd lecture catch Lloyd's impulses throughout. The only regret one has in reading this entrancing work is, that it ends unexpectedly, for the End of Earth comes without a catastrophe. It should have been a hundred pages longer; the reader yearns for more, and closes the book wistfully.
No one could have written the chapter on the "Food of Man" except for Professor Lloyd; no one else understands and thinks about these topics in such a unique way. The "old man's" description of "the spirit of stone," "the spirit of plants," and finally, "the spirit of man" is beautiful, but anyone who listens to Professor Lloyd’s lectures feels his enthusiasm throughout. The only disappointment in reading this captivating work is that it ends unexpectedly, as the End of Earth arrives without a disaster. It should have been a hundred pages longer; the reader craves more and closes the book with a sense of longing.
One of the great charms of the book is the space between the lines, which only the initiated can thoroughly comprehend. Don't fail to read and re-read Etidorhpa. Be sure and read it in the light of contemporaneous literature, for without doing so, its true beauty will not appear. Aside from its subject-matter, the excellency of the workmanship displayed by the printer, and artistic beauty of the illustrations, will make Etidorhpa an ornament to any library.
One of the great attractions of the book is the meaning in between the lines, which only those in the know can fully appreciate. Make sure to read and re-read Etidorhpa. Be sure to consider it alongside contemporary literature, because without that context, its true beauty won’t shine through. Beyond its content, the quality of the printing and the artistic appeal of the illustrations will make Etidorhpa a valuable addition to any library.
This book, to use the words of the editor of the Chicago Inter-Ocean, is "the literary novelty of the year."... In a literary sense, according to all reviewers, it abounds with "word-paintings of the highest order"—in some chapters being "terrible" in its vividness, several critics asserting that Dante's Inferno has nothing more realistic....
This book, as the editor of the Chicago Inter-Ocean puts it, is "the literary sensation of the year." In a literary sense, all the reviewers agree that it is filled with "word-paintings of the highest quality"—in some chapters being "terrifying" in its vividness, with several critics claiming that Dante's Inferno is not more realistic.
We have read it with absorbed interest, the vividly-depicted scenes of each stage in the miraculous journey forming a theme which enthralls the reader till the last page is turned. Many new views of natural laws are given by the communicator, and argued between him and Drury, into which, and into the ultimate intent of Etidorhpa, we will not attempt to enter, but will leave it for each reader to peruse, and draw his own conclusions.... Professor Lloyd's style is quaint and polished, and perfectly clear. The printing and paper are all that can be desired, and an abundance of artistic and striking illustrations are admirably reproduced.[Pg 385]
We read it with keen interest, the vividly described scenes of each part of the amazing journey creating a theme that keeps the reader engaged until the last page. The communicator presents many new perspectives on natural laws, which are debated between him and Drury. We won’t delve into those or the ultimate purpose of Etidorhpa; we’ll let each reader explore and form their own conclusions. Professor Lloyd’s writing is unique and polished, and it's very clear. The printing and paper quality are excellent, and there are plenty of artistic and striking illustrations that are beautifully reproduced.[Pg 385]
Etidorhpa, the End of the Earth, is in all respects the worthiest presentation of occult teachings under the attractive guise of fiction that has yet been written. Its author, Mr. John Uri Lloyd, of Cincinnati, as a scientist and writer on pharmaceutical topics, has already a more than national reputation, but only his most intimate friends have been aware that he was an advanced student of occultism. His book is charmingly written, some of its passages being really eloquent; as, for instance, the apostrophe to Aphrodite—whose name is reversed to make the title of the story. It has as thrilling situations and startling phenomena as imagination has ever conceived.... There is no confusion between experiences and illusions, such as are common in the works of less instructed and conscientious writers treating of such matters. He knows where to draw the line and how to impress perception of it, as in the four awful nightmare chapters illustrating the curse of drink. Etidorhpa will be best appreciated by those who have "traveled East in search of light and knowledge."...
Etidorhpa, the End of the Earth, is truly the best presentation of hidden teachings wrapped in the appealing form of fiction that has been written to date. Its author, Mr. John Uri Lloyd from Cincinnati, already has a well-established reputation as a scientist and writer on pharmaceutical subjects, but only his closest friends know he is an advanced student of the occult. His book is elegantly written, with some passages being genuinely eloquent; for example, the tribute to Aphrodite—whose name is flipped to create the title of the story. It features as many thrilling situations and shocking phenomena as the imagination can conjure.... There is a clear distinction between experiences and illusions, unlike what you find in the works of less knowledgeable and less dedicated writers discussing these topics. He knows how to set boundaries and effectively convey them, as shown in the four terrifying nightmare chapters depicting the curse of alcoholism. Etidorhpa will be best appreciated by those who have "traveled East in search of light and knowledge."...
We are disposed to think "Etidorhpa" the most unique, original, and suggestive new book that we have seen in this the last decade of a not unfruitful century.
We tend to believe that "Etidorhpa" is the most unique, original, and thought-provoking new book we’ve encountered in the last ten years of this otherwise fruitful century.
It is as fascinating as the richest romance by Dumas, and mysterious and awe-inspiring as the wild flights of Verne. Hugo wrote nothing more impassioned than those terrible chapters where "The-Man-Who-Did-It" drinks liquor from the mushroom cup. There never was a book like it. It falls partly in many classes, yet lies outside of all. It will interest all sorts and conditions of men and it has that in it which may make it popular as the most sensational novel of the day. Intricate plotting, marvelous mysteries, clear-cut science without empiricism, speculative reasoning, sermonizing, historical facts, and bold theorizing make up the tissue of the story, while the spirit of Etidorhpa, the spirit of love, pervades it all.... Happy is the scientist who can present science in a form so inviting as to charm not only the scholars of his own profession, but the laymen besides, This, Professor John Uri Lloyd has done in his Etidorhpa.
It’s as captivating as the most extravagant romance by Dumas and as mysterious and awe-inspiring as Verne's wild adventures. Hugo never wrote anything more passionate than those intense chapters where "The-Man-Who-Did-It" drinks from the mushroom cup. There’s never been a book like it. It fits into several categories, yet stands apart from all of them. It will intrigue all kinds of people, and it has elements that could make it the most sensational novel of the time. Intricate plotting, incredible mysteries, straightforward science without guesswork, speculative reasoning, sermonizing, historical facts, and bold theories create the fabric of the story, while the essence of Etidorhpa, the essence of love, permeates it all.... The scientist who can present science in such an engaging way that it charms not only the experts in his field but also the general public is fortunate. This is exactly what Professor John Uri Lloyd has accomplished in his Etidorhpa.
For eighteen years the writer has been seated at his desk, and all kinds of books have been passed in review, but has never before met with such a stumper as Etidorhpa. Its name is a stunner, and its title-page, head-lines, and weird, artistic pictures send you such a ghastly welcome as to make goblins on the walls, and fill the close room with spooks and mystery. The writer has only known of Professor Lloyd as a scientist and an expert in the most occult art of the pharmacist, and can scarcely conceive him in the role of the mystic and romancer in the region heretofore sacred to the tread of the supernatural.... The book is the literary novelty of the year, but those interested in such lines of thought will forget its novelties in a profound interest in the themes discussed.[Pg 386]
For eighteen years, the writer has been sitting at his desk, reviewing all kinds of books, but has never encountered a puzzler like Etidorhpa before. Its name is striking, and its title page, headlines, and weird, artistic illustrations offer such a eerie welcome that it feels like goblins could be on the walls, filling the small room with ghosts and mystery. The writer has only known Professor Lloyd as a scientist and an expert in the mysterious art of pharmacy and can hardly imagine him as a mystic and storyteller in a realm previously reserved for the supernatural... This book is the literary surprise of the year, but those who are drawn to these kinds of topics will overlook its novel aspects and become deeply engaged with the themes presented.[Pg 386]
The work stands so entirely alone in literature, and possesses such a marvelous versatility of thought and idea, that, in describing it, we are at a loss for comparison. In its scope it comprises alchemy, chemistry, science in general, philosophy, metaphysics, morals, biology, sociology, theosophy, materialism, and theism—the natural and supernatural.... It is almost impossible to describe the character of the work. It is realistic in expression, and weird beyond Hawthorne's utmost flights. It excels Bulwer-Lytton's Coming Race and Jules Verne's most extreme fancy. It equals Dante in vividness and eccentricity of plot.... The entire tone of the work is elevating. It encourages thought of all that is ennobling and pure. It teaches a belief and a faith in God and holy things, and shows God's supervision over all his works. It is an allegory of the life of one who desires to separate himself from the debasing influences of earth, and aspires to a pure and noble existence, as beautiful and as true to the existing conditions of human life as Bunyan's Pilgrim's Progress. The sorrow; the struggle with self; the physical burdens; the indescribable temptations with the presence and assistance of those who would assist in overcoming them; the dark hours, Vanity Fair, and the Beulahland, are all there.
The work is completely unique in literature and has such an amazing range of ideas and thoughts that we struggle to find a comparable piece. It covers everything from alchemy and chemistry to general science, philosophy, metaphysics, ethics, biology, sociology, theosophy, materialism, and theism—both the natural and the supernatural. It's nearly impossible to define the character of this work. Its expression is realistic and it’s stranger than anything Hawthorne has produced. It surpasses Bulwer-Lytton's *Coming Race* and even Jules Verne's wildest imaginings. It matches Dante in terms of vividness and eccentric plot. The overall tone of the work is uplifting. It inspires thoughts about everything that is noble and pure. It teaches faith in God and sacred matters, illustrating God’s oversight of all His creations. It serves as an allegory for someone trying to distance themselves from the degrading influences of the world, pursuing a pure and noble life, just as beautiful and true to the realities of human existence as Bunyan's *Pilgrim's Progress*. The themes of sorrow, the internal struggle, physical burdens, the indescribable temptations alongside the support of those who help overcome them, the dark moments, Vanity Fair, and Beulahland are all present.
In every respect the volume bearing the title Etidorhpa, or the End of the Earth, is a most remarkable book. Typographically, it is both unique and artistic—as near perfection in conception and execution as can be conceived.... The author is John Uri Lloyd, of Cincinnati, a scientific writer whose pharmaceutical treatises are widely known and highly valued. That a man whose mind and time have been engrossed with the affairs of a specialist and man of affairs could have found time to enter the field of speculation, and there display not only the most extensive knowledge of the exact natural sciences, and refute what is held to be scientific truth with bold theories and ingenious speculations on the nature and destiny of man is marvelous....
In every way, the book titled Etidorhpa, or the End of the Earth, is truly remarkable. It's both unique and artistic in its design—almost perfect in concept and execution. The author, John Uri Lloyd from Cincinnati, is a scientific writer whose pharmaceutical works are well-known and highly regarded. It's impressive that someone so dedicated to the details of a specialized field could also venture into speculative thought, showing not only extensive knowledge of the natural sciences but also challenging accepted scientific truths with bold theories and creative ideas about the nature and destiny of humanity.
The Addenda is as original as the book itself, consisting, as it does, of a list of names, some of whom are not subscribers, but to whom the author is deeply obliged, or whom he regards as very dear friends, and those of a few whom he personally admires.... If each of them has a copy of Etidorhpa, or the End of the Earth, he possesses a book which is not like any other book in the world.
The Addenda is just as unique as the book itself, featuring a list of names, some of whom aren't subscribers but to whom the author feels a deep gratitude, or whom he considers close friends, along with a few he personally admires.... If any of them has a copy of Etidorhpa, or the End of the Earth, they have a book that is unlike any other in the world.
It relates to a journey made by the old man under the guidance of a peculiar being into the interior of the earth. The incidents of this journey overshadow any thing that Verne ever wrote in his palmiest days. But perhaps the most singular part of it is that they are all based on scientific grounds. Dr. Lloyd, the author of the volume, is one of the deepest students, and is well known as a profound writer on subjects pertaining to his profession, as well as one who has taken much pains in studying the occult sciences.... The book is a very pleasant one to read, a little redundant at times, but full of information.... Readers who succeed in securing it will be very lucky indeed.[Pg 387]
It tells the story of an old man’s journey, guided by a strange being, deep into the earth's interior. The events of this journey surpass anything Verne ever wrote in his prime. But maybe the most interesting part is that everything is grounded in scientific fact. Dr. Lloyd, the author, is a highly respected scholar and is well-known for his insightful writing on his field, as well as his dedication to studying the occult sciences.... The book is enjoyable to read, a bit repetitive at times, but packed with information.... Readers who manage to get their hands on it will definitely be very fortunate.[Pg 387]
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