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THE LETTERS OF
WILLIAM JAMES

THE LETTERS OF
WILLIAM JAMES

Photo of William James.
Photo of William James.
From a photograph by Alice Boughton, New York, February 9, 1907

Photo of William James.
Photo of William James.
From a photo by Alice Boughton, New York, February 9, 1907

THE LETTERS OF
WILLIAM JAMES

EDITED BY HIS SON
HENRY JAMES


IN TWO VOLUMES
VOLUME I



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THE ATLANTIC MONTHLY PRESS
BOSTON

EDITED BY HIS SON
HENRY JAMES


IN TWO VOLUMES
VOLUME I



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THE ATLANTIC MONTHLY PRESS
BOSTON





Copyright, 1920, by
HENRY JAMES

Copyright, 1920, by
HENRY JAMES





 

 

To my Mother,
gallant and devoted ally
of my Father's most arduous
and happy years,
this collection of his letters
is dedicated.

To my Mother,
brave and loyal supporter
of my Father's toughest
and happiest years,
this collection of his letters
is dedicated.

 

 

PREFACE

WHETHER William James was compressing his correspondence into brief messages, or allowing it to expand into copious letters, he could not write a page that was not free, animated, and characteristic. Many of his correspondents preserved his letters, and examination of them soon showed that it would be possible to make a selection which should not only contain certain letters that clearly deserved to be published because of their readable quality alone, but should also include letters that were biographical in the best sense. For in the case of a man like James the biographical question to be answered is not, as with a man of affairs: How can his actions be explained? but rather: What manner of being was he? What were his background and education? and, above all, What were his temperament and the bias of his mind? What native instincts, preferences, and limitations of view did he bring with him to his business of reading the riddle of the Universe? His own informal utterances throw the strongest light on such questions.

WHETHER William James was condensing his correspondence into short messages or allowing it to flow into long letters, he never wrote a page that wasn't free, lively, and true to his style. Many of his friends kept his letters, and looking through them quickly showed that we could make a selection that not only included certain letters that clearly deserved to be published just because they were so well-written but also featured letters that were biographically significant in the best way. For someone like James, the biographical question isn't, as with a businessman: How can his actions be explained? but instead: What kind of person was he? What was his background and education? And, most importantly, what was his temperament and mindset? What natural instincts, preferences, and limitations did he bring with him when trying to understand the mysteries of the Universe? His own casual remarks shed the brightest light on these questions.

In these volumes I have attempted to make such a selection. The task has been simplified by the nature of the material, in which the most interesting letters were often found, naturally enough, to include the most vivid elements of which a picture could be composed. I have added such notes as seemed necessary in the interest of clearness; but I have tried to leave the reader to his own conclusions. The work was begun in 1913, but had to be laid aside; and I should regret the delay in completing it even more than I do if it were not that very interesting letters have come to light during the last three years.

In these volumes, I've aimed to create a selection. The job has been made easier by the nature of the material, where the most engaging letters often naturally contained the most vivid elements that could form a picture. I've included notes that seemed necessary for clarity, but I tried to allow the reader to draw their own conclusions. The work started in 1913, but I had to put it on hold; I would feel worse about the delay in finishing it if it weren't for the very interesting letters that have surfaced in the past three years.

James was a great reader of biographies himself, and pointed again and again to the folly of judging a man's ideas by minute logical and textual examinations, without apprehending his mental attitude sympathetically. He was well aware that every man's philosophy is biased by his feelings, and is not due to purely rational processes. He was quite incapable himself of the cool kind of abstraction that comes from indifference about the issue. Life spoke to him in even more ways than to most men, and he responded to its superabundant confusion with passion and insatiable curiosity. His spiritual development was a matter of intense personal experience.

James was an avid reader of biographies and often highlighted the foolishness of judging someone's ideas through careful logical and textual analysis without understanding their emotional perspective. He knew that a person's philosophy is influenced by their feelings and isn't solely the result of rational thought. He couldn't engage in the detached kind of thinking that comes from being indifferent to the subject. Life communicated with him in ways that exceeded those of most people, and he met its overwhelming complexity with deep passion and relentless curiosity. His spiritual growth stemmed from rich personal experiences.

So students of his books may even find that this collection of informal and intimate utterances helps them to understand James as a philosopher and psychologist.

So readers of his books might find that this collection of casual and personal comments helps them understand James as both a philosopher and a psychologist.

I have not included letters that are wholly technical or polemic. Such documents belong in a study of James's philosophy, or in a history of its origin and influence. However interesting they might be to certain readers, their appropriate place is not here.

I haven't included letters that are purely technical or argumentative. Those documents belong in a study of James's philosophy or in a history of its origins and impact. No matter how interesting they may be to some readers, this isn't the right place for them.

A good deal of biographical information about William James, his brother Henry, and their father has already been given to the public; but unfortunately it is scattered, and much of it is cast in a form which calls for interpretation or amendment. The elder Henry James left an autobiographical fragment which was published in a volume of his "Literary Remains," but it was composed purely as a religious record. He wrote it in the third person, as if it were the life of one "Stephen Dewhurst," and did not try to give a circumstantial report of his youth or ancestry. Later, his son Henry wrote two volumes of early reminiscences in his turn. In "A Small Boy and Others" and "Notes of a Son and Brother" he reproduced the atmosphere of a household of which he was the last survivor, and adumbrated the figures of Henry James, Senior, and of certain other members of his family with infinite subtlety at every turn of the page. But he too wrote without much attention to particular facts or the sequence of events, and his two volumes were incomplete and occasionally inaccurate with respect to such details.

A lot of biographical information about William James, his brother Henry, and their father has already been made public; but unfortunately, it’s scattered, and much of it is presented in a way that requires interpretation or correction. The elder Henry James left an autobiographical fragment that was published in a collection of his "Literary Remains," but it was created purely as a religious record. He wrote it in the third person, as if it were about someone named "Stephen Dewhurst," and he didn’t attempt to provide a detailed account of his youth or ancestry. Later, his son Henry wrote two volumes of early memories. In "A Small Boy and Others" and "Notes of a Son and Brother," he captured the atmosphere of a household of which he was the last living member, and he subtly hinted at the figures of Henry James, Senior, and some other family members with great nuance on every page. But he also wrote without much focus on specific facts or the order of events, and his two volumes were incomplete and sometimes inaccurate regarding those details.

Accordingly I have thought it advisable to restate parts of the family record, even though the restatement involves some repetition.

Accordingly, I thought it would be a good idea to restate parts of the family record, even though doing so involves some repetition.

Finally, I should explain that the letters have been reproduced verbatim, though not literatim, except for superscriptions, which have often been simplified. As respects spelling and punctuation, the manuscripts are not consistent. James wrote rapidly, used abbreviations, occasionally "simplified" his spelling, and was inclined to use capital letters only for emphasis. Thus he often followed the French custom of writing adjectives derived from proper names with small letters—e.g. french literature, european affairs. But when he wrote for publication he was too considerate of his reader's attention to distract it with such petty irregularities; therefore unimportant peculiarities of orthography have generally not been reproduced in this book. On the other hand, the phraseology of the manuscripts, even where grammatically incomplete, has been kept. Verbal changes have not been made except where it was clear that there had been a slip of the pen, and clear what had been intended. It is obvious that rhetorical laxities are to be expected in letters written as these were. No editor who has attempted to "improve away" such defects has ever deserved to be thanked.

Finally, I want to clarify that the letters have been reproduced verbatim, though not literatim, except for headings, which have often been simplified. Regarding spelling and punctuation, the manuscripts are inconsistent. James wrote quickly, used abbreviations, sometimes "simplified" his spelling, and tended to use capital letters only for emphasis. He often followed the French custom of writing adjectives derived from proper names with lowercase letters—e.g. french literature, european affairs. However, when he wrote for publication, he was considerate of his readers and didn't want to distract them with such minor irregularities; therefore, unimportant spelling quirks have generally not been included in this book. On the other hand, the phrasing of the manuscripts, even when grammatically incomplete, has been preserved. Verbal changes have only been made where it was clear that there was a typo and obvious what was intended. It's clear that rhetorical looseness is to be expected in letters written like these. No editor who has tried to "fix" such flaws has ever deserved gratitude.

Acknowledgments are due, first of all, to the correspondents who have generously supplied letters. Several who were most generous and to whom I am most indebted have, alas! passed beyond the reach of thanks. I wish particularly to record my gratitude here to correspondents too numerous to be named who have furnished letters that are not included. Such material, though omitted from the book, has been informing and helpful to the Editor. One example may be cited—the copious correspondence with Mrs. James which covers the period of every briefest separation; but extracts from this have been used only when other letters failed. From Dr. Dickinson S. Miller, from Professor R. B. Perry, from my mother, from my brother William, and from my wife, all of whom have seen the material at different stages of its preparation, I have received many helpful suggestions, and I gratefully acknowledge my special debt to them. President Eliot, Dr. Miller, and Professor G. H. Palmer were, each, so kind as to send me memoranda of their impressions and recollections. I have embodied parts of the memoranda of the first two in my notes; and have quoted from Professor Palmer's minute—about to appear in the "Harvard Graduates' Magazine." For all information about William James's Barber ancestry I am indebted to the genealogical investigations of Mrs. Russell Hastings. Special acknowledgments are due to Mr. George B. Ives, who has prepared the topical index.

Acknowledgments go first to the correspondents who generously provided letters. Many who were especially helpful and to whom I owe a lot have, unfortunately, passed away. I want to specifically express my gratitude to the many correspondents whose letters aren't included in this work. Though this material has been left out of the book, it has been informative and beneficial to the Editor. One example is the extensive correspondence with Mrs. James, which covers every brief separation; however, excerpts from this have only been used when other letters were lacking. Dr. Dickinson S. Miller, Professor R. B. Perry, my mother, my brother William, and my wife have all reviewed the material at various stages of preparation and provided many helpful suggestions, for which I am deeply grateful. President Eliot, Dr. Miller, and Professor G. H. Palmer were kind enough to share their notes on their impressions and memories. I have included parts of the notes from the first two in my commentary and have quoted Professor Palmer's detailed account, which is set to appear in the "Harvard Graduates' Magazine." I am also thankful to Mrs. Russell Hastings for all the information regarding William James's Barber ancestry. Special thanks to Mr. George B. Ives, who has compiled the topical index.

Finally, I shall be grateful to anyone who will, at any time, advise me of the whereabouts of any letters which I have not already had an opportunity to examine.

Finally, I would appreciate anyone who, at any point, lets me know where any letters are that I haven’t had the chance to look at yet.

H. J.

H. J.

August, 1920.

August 1920.

CONTENTS

I. INTRODUCTION1-30
Ancestry—Henry James, Senior—Youth—Education—Certain
Personal Traits.
II. 1861-186431-52
Chemistry and Comparative Anatomy in the Lawrence Scientific School.
  LETTERS:—
      To his Family33
      To Miss Katharine Temple (Mrs. Richard Emmet)37
      To his Family40
      To Katharine James Prince43
      To his Mother45
      To his Sister49
III. 1864-186653-70
The Harvard Medical School—With Louis Agassiz to the Amazon.
  LETTERS:—
      To his Mother56
      To his Parents57
      To his Father60
      To his Father64
      To his Parents67
IV. 1866-186771-83
Medical Studies at Harvard.
  LETTERS:—
      To Thomas W. Ward73
      To Thomas W. Ward76
      To his Sister79
      To O. W. Holmes, Jr.82
V. 1867-186884-139
Eighteen Months in Germany.
  LETTERS:—
      To his Parents86
      To his Mother92
      To his Father95
      To O. W. Holmes, Jr.98
      To Henry James103
      To his Sister108
      To his Sister115
      To Thomas W. Ward118
      To Thomas W. Ward119
      To Henry P. Bowditch120
      To O. W. Holmes, Jr.124
      To Thomas W. Ward127
      To his Father133
      To Henry James136
      To his Father137
VI. 1869-1872140-164
Invalidism in Cambridge.
  LETTERS:—
      To Henry P. Bowditch149
      To O. W. Holmes, Jr., and John C. Gray, Jr.151
      To Thomas W. Ward152
      To Henry P. Bowditch153
      To Miss Mary Tappan156
      To Henry James157
      To Henry P. Bowditch158
      To Henry P. Bowditch161
      To Charles Renouvier163
VII. 1872-1878165-191
First Years of Teaching.
  LETTERS:—
      To Henry James167
      [Henry James, Senior, to Henry James]169
      To his Family172
      To his Sister174
      To his Sister175
      To his Sister177
      To Henry James180
      To Miss Theodora Sedgwick181
      To Henry James182
      To Henry James183
      To Charles Renouvier186
VIII. 1878-1883192-222
Marriage—Contract for the Psychology—European
Colleagues—Death of his Parents.
  LETTERS:—
      To Francis J. Child196
      To Miss Frances R. Morse197
      To Mrs. James199
      To Josiah Royce202
      To Josiah Royce204
      To Charles Renouvier206
      To Charles Renouvier207
      To Mrs. James210
      To Mrs. James211
      To Henry James217
      To his Father218
      To Mrs. James221
IX. 1883-1890223-299
Writing the "Principles of Psychology"—Psychical
Research—The Place at Chocorua—The Irving
Street House—The Paris Psychological Congress of 1889.
  LETTERS:—
      To Charles Renouvier229
      To Henry L. Higginson233
      To Henry P. Bowditch234
      To Thomas Davidson235
      To G. H. Howison237
      To E. L. Godkin240
      To E. L. Godkin240
      To Shadworth H. Hodgson241
      To Henry James242
      To Shadworth H. Hodgson243
      To Carl Stumpf247
      To Henry James250
      To W. D. Howells253
      To G. Croom Robertson254
      To Shadworth H. Hodgson256
      To his Sister259
      To Carl Stumpf262
      To Henry P. Bowditch267
      To Henry James267
      To his Sister269
      To Henry James273
      To Charles Waldstein274
      To his Son Henry275
      To his Son Henry276
      To his Son William278
      To Henry James279
      To Miss Grace Norton282
      To G. Croom Robertson283
      To Henry James283
      To E. L. Godkin283
      To Henry James285
      To Mrs. James287
      To Miss Grace Norton291
      To Charles Eliot Norton292
      To Henry Holt293
      To Mrs. James294
      To Henry James296
      To Mrs. Henry Whitman296
      To W. D. Howells298
X. 1890-1893300-348
The "Briefer Course" and the Laboratory—A
Sabbatical Year in Europe.
  LETTERS:—
      To Mrs. Henry Whitman303
      To G. H. Howison304
      To F. W. H. Myers305
      To W. D. Howells307
      To W. D. Howells307
      To Mrs. Henry Whitman308
      To his Sister309
      To Hugo Münsterberg312
      To Henry Holt314
      To Henry James314
      To Miss Grace Ashburner315
      To Henry James317
      To Miss Mary Tappan319
      To Miss Grace Ashburner320
      To Theodore Flournoy323
      To William M. Salter326
      To James J. Putnam326
      To Miss Grace Ashburner328
      To Josiah Royce331
      To Miss Grace Norton335
      To Miss Margaret Gibbens338
      To Francis Boott340
      To Henry James342
      To François Pillon343
      To Shadworth H. Hodgson343
      To Dickinson S. Miller344
      To Henry James346

LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS

William JamesFrontispiece
Henry James, Sr., and his Wife8
William James at eighteen20
Pencil Sketch: A Sleeping Dog52
Pencil Sketch from a Pocket Note-Book: A Turtle66
Pencil Sketch: Retreating Figure of a Man83
William James at twenty-five86
Pencil Sketches from a Pocket Note-Book108
Pencil Sketch: An Elephant139
Francis James Child291

DATES AND FAMILY NAMES

1842.January 11. Born in New York.
1857-58.At School in Boulogne.
1859-60.In Geneva.
1860-61.Studied painting under William M. Hunt in Newport.
1861.Entered the Lawrence Scientific School.
1863.Entered the Harvard Medical School.
1865-66.Assistant under Louis Agassiz on the Amazon.
1867-68.Studied medicine in Germany.
1869.M.D. Harvard.
1873-76.Instructor in Anatomy and Physiology in Harvard College.
1875.Began to give instruction in Psychology.
1876.Assistant Professor of Physiology.
1878.Married. Undertook to write a treatise on Psychology.
1880.Assistant Professor of Philosophy.
1882-83.Spent several months visiting European universities and colleagues.
1885.Professor of Philosophy. (Between 1889 and 1897 his title was Professor of Psychology.)
1890."Principles of Psychology" appeared.
1892-93.European travel.
1897.Published "The Will to Believe and other Essays on Popular Philosophy."
1899.Published "Talks to Teachers," etc.
1899-1902.Broke down in health. Two years in Europe.
1901-1902.Gifford Lectures. "The Varieties of Religious Experience."
1906.Acting Professor for half-term at Stanford University. (Interrupted by San Francisco earthquake.)
1906.Lowell Institute lectures, subsequently published as "Pragmatism."
1907.Resigned all active duties at Harvard.
1908.Hibbert lectures at Manchester College, Oxford; subsequently published as "A Pluralistic Universe."
1910.August 26. Died at Chocorua, N.H.

(See Appendix in volume II for a full list of books by William James, with their dates.)

(See Appendix in volume II for a complete list of books by William James, along with their dates.)

William James was the eldest of five children. His brothers and sister, with their dates, were: Henry (referred to as "Harry"), 1843-1916; Garth Wilkinson (referred to as "Wilky"), 1845-1883; Robertson (referred to as "Bob" and "Bobby"), 1846-1910; Alice, 1848-1892.

William James was the oldest of five kids. His siblings, along with their birth years, were: Henry (called "Harry"), 1843-1916; Garth Wilkinson (called "Wilky"), 1845-1883; Robertson (nicknamed "Bob" and "Bobby"), 1846-1910; and Alice, 1848-1892.

He had five children. Their dates and the names by which they are referred to in the letters are: Henry ("Harry"), 1879; William ("Billy"), 1882; Hermann, 1884-1885; Margaret Mary ("Peggy," "Peg"), 1887; Alexander Robertson ("Tweedie," "François"), 1890.

He had five children. Their dates and the names they are called in the letters are: Henry ("Harry"), 1879; William ("Billy"), 1882; Hermann, 1884-1885; Margaret Mary ("Peggy," "Peg"), 1887; Alexander Robertson ("Tweedie," "François"), 1890.

THE LETTERS OF
WILLIAM JAMES

 

I

INTRODUCTION

Ancestry—Henry James, Senior—Youth—Education—Certain Personal Traits

Ancestry—Henry James, Sr.—Youth—Education—Notable Personal Traits

THE ancestors of William James, with the possible exception of one pair of great-great-grandparents, all came to America from Scotland or Ireland during the eighteenth century, and settled in the eastern part of New York State or in New Jersey. One Irish forefather is known to have been descended from Englishmen who had crossed the Irish Channel in the time of William of Orange, or thereabouts; but whether the others who came from Ireland were more English or Celtic is not clear. In America all his ancestors were Protestant, and they appear, without exception, to have been people of education and character. In the several communities in which they settled they prospered above the average. They became farmers, traders, and merchants, and, so far as has yet been discovered, there were only two lawyers, and no doctors or ministers, among them. They seem to have been reckoned as pious people, and several of their number are known to have been generous supporters of the churches in which they worshiped; but, if one may judge by the scanty records which remain, there is no one among them to whom one can point as foreshadowing the inclination to letters and religious speculation that manifested itself strongly in William James and his father. They were mainly concerned to establish themselves in a new country. Inasmuch as they succeeded, lived well, and were respected, it is likely that they possessed a fair endowment of both the imagination and the solid qualities that one thinks of as appropriately combined in the colonists who crossed the ocean in the eighteenth century and did well in the new country. But, as to many of them, it is impossible to do more than presume this, and impossible to carry presumption any farther.

THE ancestors of William James, with possibly one pair of great-great-grandparents as an exception, all came to America from Scotland or Ireland during the eighteenth century and settled in the eastern part of New York State or in New Jersey. One Irish ancestor is known to be descended from Englishmen who crossed the Irish Channel around the time of William of Orange; however, it's unclear whether the others from Ireland were more English or Celtic. In America, all his ancestors were Protestant and, without exception, they were educated individuals of good character. In the various communities where they lived, they prospered better than most. They became farmers, traders, and merchants, and, as far as has been discovered, there were only two lawyers among them, with no doctors or ministers. They seemed to be regarded as religious people, and several of them are known to have generously supported the churches they attended; however, judging by the sparse records that remain, there is no one among them who can be identified as foreshadowing the literary and religious curiosity that strongly emerged in William James and his father. They were primarily focused on establishing themselves in a new country. Since they succeeded, lived well, and were respected, it’s likely they had a good mix of both imagination and solid qualities typically associated with the colonists who crossed the ocean in the eighteenth century and thrived in the new land. But for many of them, it’s impossible to do more than assume this, and it’s difficult to go beyond those assumptions.

The last ancestor to arrive in America was William James's paternal grandfather. This grandfather, whose name was also William James, came from Bally-James-Duff, County Cavan, in the year 1789. He was then eighteen years old. He may have left home because his family tried to force him into the ministry,—for there is a story to that effect,—or he may have had more adventurous reasons. But in any case he arrived in a manner which tradition has cherished as wholly becoming to a first American ancestor—with a very small sum of money, a Latin grammar in which he had already made some progress at home, and a desire to visit the field of one of the revolutionary battles. He promptly disposed of his money in making this visit. Then, finding himself penniless in Albany, he took employment as clerk in a store. He worked his way up rapidly; traded on his own account, kept a store, traveled and bought land to the westward, engaged as time went on in many enterprises, among them being the salt industry of Syracuse (where the principal residential street bears his name), prospered exceedingly, and amassed a fortune so large, that after his death it provided a liberal independence for his widow and each of his eleven children. The imagination and sagacity which enabled him to do this inevitably involved him in the public affairs of the community in which he lived, although he seems never to have held political office. Thus his name appears early in the history of the Erie Canal project; and, when that great undertaking was completed and the opening of the waterway was celebrated in 1823, he delivered the "oration" of the day at Albany. It may be found in Munsell's Albany Collections, and considering what were the fashions of the time in such matters, ought to be esteemed by a modern reader for containing more sense and information than "oratory." He was one of the organizers and the first Vice-President of the Albany Savings Bank, founded in 1820, and of the Albany Chamber of Commerce,—the President, in both instances, being Stephen Van Rensselaer. When he died, in 1832, the New York "Evening Post" said of him: "He has done more to build up the city [of Albany] than any other individual."

The last ancestor to arrive in America was William James's paternal grandfather. This grandfather, also named William James, came from Bally-James-Duff, County Cavan, in 1789, when he was eighteen years old. He might have left home because his family was trying to pressure him into the ministry—there’s a story about that—or he could have had more adventurous reasons. Either way, he arrived in a way that tradition remembers as fitting for a first American ancestor—with very little money, a Latin grammar he had started studying at home, and a desire to visit the site of one of the revolutionary battles. He quickly spent all his money on that visit. Then, finding himself broke in Albany, he got a job as a store clerk. He moved up quickly; began trading on his own, ran a store, traveled, and bought land to the west, and as time passed, he got involved in many ventures, including the salt industry in Syracuse (where the main residential street is named after him), became very successful, and gathered a fortune so substantial that it ensured a comfortable independence for his widow and each of his eleven children after he passed away. His imagination and business savvy naturally led him into public affairs in his community, although he never seems to have held a political office. Thus, his name appears early in the history of the Erie Canal project, and when that significant undertaking was completed and the waterway was opened in 1823, he delivered the "oration" of the day in Albany. This can be found in Munsell's Albany Collections, and considering the standards of the time, it should be appreciated by modern readers for being more sensible and informative than mere "oratory." He was one of the organizers and the first Vice-President of the Albany Savings Bank, founded in 1820, as well as the Albany Chamber of Commerce—the President in both cases being Stephen Van Rensselaer. When he died in 1832, the New York "Evening Post" remarked: "He has done more to build up the city [of Albany] than any other individual."

Two portraits of the first William James have survived, and present him as a man of medium height, rather portly, clean-shaven, hearty, friendly, confident, and distinctly Irish.

Two portraits of the first William James have survived, showing him as a man of average height, somewhat plump, clean-shaven, vigorous, approachable, self-assured, and obviously Irish.

Unrecorded anecdotes about him are not to be taken literally, but may be presumed to be indicative. It is told of him, for instance, that one afternoon shortly after he had married for the third time, he saw a lady coming up the steps of his house, rose from the table at which he was absorbed in work, went to the door and said "he was sorry Mrs. James was not in." But the poor lady was herself his newly married wife, and cried out to him not to be "so absent-minded." He discovered one day that a man with whom he had gone into partnership was cheating, and immediately seized him by the collar and marched him through the streets to a justice. "When old Billy James came to Syracuse," said a citizen who could remember his visits, "things went as he wished."

Unrecorded stories about him shouldn’t be taken literally, but they might be considered indicative. For example, it’s said that one afternoon shortly after he married for the third time, he saw a woman coming up the steps of his house, got up from the table where he was focused on his work, went to the door, and said he was sorry Mrs. James wasn’t home. But the poor lady was actually his newly married wife, and she called out to him not to be “so absent-minded.” One day he found out that a man he had partnered with was cheating, and he immediately grabbed him by the collar and marched him through the streets to a justice. “When old Billy James came to Syracuse,” said a citizen who remembered his visits, “things went as he wanted.”

In his comfortable brick residence on North Pearl Street he kept open house and gave a special welcome to members of the Presbyterian ministry. One of his sons said of him: "He was certainly a very easy parent—weakly, nay painfully sensitive to his children's claims upon his sympathy." "The law of the house, within the limits of religious decency, was freedom itself."[1] Indeed, there appears to have been only one matter in which he was rigorous with his family: his Presbyterianism was of the stiffest kind, and in his old age he sacrificed even his affections for what he considered the true faith. Theological differences estranged him from two of his sons,—William and Henry,—and though the old man became reconciled to one of them a few days before his death, he left a will which would have cut them both off with small annuities if its elaborate provisions had been sustained by the Court.

In his cozy brick home on North Pearl Street, he always welcomed guests and made a special effort to include members of the Presbyterian ministry. One of his sons remarked, "He was definitely an easygoing parent—weak, even painfully sensitive to his children's needs for his understanding." "The rule of the house, within the bounds of religious decency, was absolute freedom." Indeed, it seems there was only one area where he was strict with his family: his Presbyterian beliefs were very rigid, and in his later years, he even put his convictions above his feelings for his loved ones. Religious disagreements led to a rift with two of his sons—William and Henry—and although he reconciled with one of them just days before he passed away, he left a will that would have provided them both with minimal annuities if its complex terms had been upheld by the Court.

In 1803 William James married (his third wife) Catherine Barber,[2] a daughter of John Barber, of Montgomery, Orange County, New York. The Barbers had been active people in the affairs of their day. Catherine's grandfather had been a judge of the Court of Common Pleas, and her father and her two uncles were all officers in the Revolutionary Army. One of the uncles, Francis Barber, had previously graduated from Princeton and had conducted a boarding-school for boys at "Elizabethtown," New Jersey, at which Alexander Hamilton prepared for college. During the war he rose to the rank of Lieutenant-Colonel, was detailed by Washington to be one of Steuben's four aides, and performed other staff-duties. John, Catherine's father, returned to Montgomery after the Revolution, was one of the founders of Montgomery Academy, an associate judge of the County Court, a member of the state legislature, and a church elder for fifty years. In Henry James, Senior's, reminiscences there is a passage which describes him as an old man, much addicted to the reading of military history, and which contrasts his stoicism with his wife's warm and spontaneous temperament and her exceptional gift of interesting her grandchildren in conversation.[3]

In 1803, William James married his third wife, Catherine Barber, who was the daughter of John Barber from Montgomery, Orange County, New York. The Barbers were prominent figures in their community. Catherine's grandfather was a judge of the Court of Common Pleas, and her father and two uncles served as officers in the Revolutionary Army. One uncle, Francis Barber, had graduated from Princeton and ran a boys’ boarding school in Elizabethtown, New Jersey, where Alexander Hamilton prepared for college. During the war, he rose to the rank of Lieutenant-Colonel and was chosen by Washington to be one of Steuben's four aides, among other staff duties. After the Revolution, John, Catherine's father, returned to Montgomery, where he helped establish Montgomery Academy, served as an associate judge of the County Court, was a member of the state legislature, and was a church elder for fifty years. In the reminiscences of Henry James, Sr., there's a passage describing him as an elderly man who was quite fond of reading military history, contrasting his stoic nature with his wife's warm, spontaneous temperament and her remarkable ability to engage their grandchildren in conversation.

In the same reminiscences Catherine Barber herself is described as having been "a good wife and mother, nothing else—save, to be sure, a kindly friend and neighbor" and "the most democratic person by temperament I ever knew."[4] She adopted the three children of her husband's prior marriages and, by their own account, treated them no differently from the five sons and three daughters whom she herself bore and brought up. She managed her husband's large house during his lifetime, and for twenty-seven years after his death kept it open as a home for children, and grandchildren, and cousins as well. This "dear gentle lady of many cares" must have been a woman of sound judgment in addition to being an embodiment of kindness and generosity in all things; for admiration as well as affection and gratitude still attend her memory after the lapse of sixty years.

In the same memories, Catherine Barber is described as "a good wife and mother, nothing else—except, of course, a kind friend and neighbor" and "the most democratic person by nature I ever knew."[4] She took in the three children from her husband's previous marriages and, by their own accounts, treated them no differently than the five sons and three daughters she gave birth to and raised. She managed her husband's large house during his life and kept it open for twenty-seven years after his death as a home for children, grandchildren, and cousins. This "dear gentle lady of many cares" must have had sound judgment in addition to being a symbol of kindness and generosity in all things; because admiration as well as love and gratitude still surround her memory even after sixty years.

The next generation, eleven in number as has already been said,[5] may well have given their widowed mother "many cares." It had been the purpose of the first William James to provide that his children (several of whom were under age when he died) should qualify themselves by industry and experience to enjoy the large patrimony which he expected to bequeath to them, and with that in view he left a will which was a voluminous compound of restraints and instructions. He showed thereby how great were both his confidence in his own judgment and his solicitude for the moral welfare of his descendants. But he accomplished nothing more, for the courts declared the will to be invalid; and his children became financially independent as fast as they came of age. Most of them were blessed with a liberal allowance of that combination of gayety, volubility, and waywardness which is popularly conceded to the Irish; but these qualities, which made them "charming" and "interesting" to their contemporaries, did not keep them from dissipating both respectable talents and unusual opportunities. Two of the men—William, namely, who became an eccentric but highly respected figure in the Presbyterian ministry, and Henry of whom more will be said shortly—possessed an ardor of intellect that neither disaster nor good fortune could corrupt. But on the whole the personalities and histories of that generation were such as to have impressed the boyish mind of the writer of the following letters and of his younger brother like a richly colored social kaleidoscope, dashed, as the patterns changed and disintegrated, with amusing flashes of light and occasional dark moments of tragedy. After they were all dead and gone, the memory of them certainly prompted the author of "The Wings of a Dove" when he described Minny Theale's New York forebears as "an extravagant, unregulated cluster, with free-living ancestors, handsome dead cousins, lurid uncles, beautiful vanished aunts, persons all busts and curls," to have known whom and to have belonged to whom "was to have had one's small world-space both crowded and enlarged."

The next generation, numbering eleven as mentioned earlier,[5] likely gave their widowed mother "many cares." The first William James intended for his children (many of whom were minors at his death) to prepare themselves through hard work and experience to enjoy the significant inheritance he planned to leave them. To that end, he wrote a lengthy will filled with restrictions and instructions. This showed both his confidence in his judgment and his concern for the moral well-being of his descendants. However, it achieved nothing since the courts ruled the will invalid; his children became financially independent as soon as they turned of age. Most of them were gifted with the lively blend of cheerfulness, talkativeness, and unpredictability often associated with the Irish. While these traits made them "charming" and "interesting" to their peers, they didn’t prevent them from squandering both respectable talents and unique opportunities. Two of the sons—William, who became an eccentric yet highly respected figure in the Presbyterian ministry, and Henry, who will be discussed shortly—had an intensity of intellect that neither failure nor success could diminish. Overall, the personalities and stories of that generation left a vivid impression on the youthful minds of the author of the following letters and his younger brother, resembling a colorful social kaleidoscope, shifting with amusing flashes of light and occasional dark moments of tragedy. After they were all gone, the memory of them surely inspired the author of "The Wings of a Dove" when he characterized Minny Theale's New York ancestors as "an extravagant, unregulated cluster, with free-spirited ancestors, attractive deceased cousins, exaggerated uncles, and lovely vanished aunts, people all busts and curls," whose connections enriched and expanded one's small world.

It is unnecessary, however, to pause over any but one member of that generation.

It’s not necessary to focus on anyone except for one member of that generation.

 

Henry James, the second son of William and Catherine, was born in 1811. He was apparently a boy of unusual activity and animal spirits, but at the age of thirteen he met with an accident which maimed him for life. He was, at the time, a schoolboy at the Albany Academy, and one of his fellow students, Mr. Woolsey Rogers Hopkins, wrote the following account of what happened. (The Professor Henry referred to was Joseph Henry, later the head of the Smithsonian Institute.)

Henry James, the second son of William and Catherine, was born in 1811. He was clearly a boy of exceptional energy and enthusiasm, but at the age of thirteen, he experienced an accident that left him permanently injured. At that time, he was a student at the Albany Academy, and one of his classmates, Mr. Woolsey Rogers Hopkins, wrote the following account of what happened. (The Professor referred to was Joseph Henry, who later became the head of the Smithsonian Institute.)

"On a summer afternoon, the older students would meet Professor Henry in the Park, in front of the Academy, where amusements and instruction would be given in balloon-flying, the motive power being heated air supplied from a tow ball saturated with spirits of turpentine. When one of these air-ships took fire, the ball would be dropt for the boys, when it was kicked here and there, a roll of fire. [One day when] young James had a sprinkling of this [turpentine] on his pantaloons, one of these balls was sent into the open window of Mrs. Gilchrist's stable. [James], thinking only of conflagration, rushed to the hayloft and stamped out the flame, but burned his leg."

"On a summer afternoon, the older students would meet Professor Henry in the Park, in front of the Academy, where they would have fun and learn about balloon flying, powered by heated air coming from a tow ball soaked in turpentine. When one of these airships caught fire, the ball would drop for the boys, becoming a rolling ball of fire. One day, young James got some of this turpentine on his pants, and one of the balls was thrown into the open window of Mrs. Gilchrist's stable. Thinking only of the fire, James rushed to the hayloft and stomped out the flame, but he burned his leg."

The boy was confined to his bed for the next two years, and one leg was twice amputated above the knee. He was robust enough to survive this long and dire experience of the surgery of the eighteen-twenties, and to establish right relations with the world again; but thereafter he could live conveniently only in towns where smooth footways and ample facilities for transportation were to be had.

The boy was stuck in bed for the next two years, and one of his legs was amputated above the knee twice. He was strong enough to get through this long and tough ordeal of surgery in the 1820s and to rebuild his connection with the world; however, after that, he could only live easily in towns that had smooth sidewalks and good transportation options.

In 1830 he graduated from Union College, Schenectady, and in 1835 entered the Princeton Theological Seminary with the class of '39. By the time he had completed two years of his Seminary course, his discontent with the orthodox dispensation was no longer to be doubted. He left Princeton, and the truth seems to be that he had already conceived some measure of the antipathy to all ecclesiasticisms which he expressed with abounding scorn and irony throughout all his later years.

In 1830, he graduated from Union College in Schenectady, and in 1835, he entered Princeton Theological Seminary with the class of '39. By the time he finished two years of his seminary program, it was clear that he was dissatisfied with the traditional beliefs. He left Princeton, and it seems he had already developed a deep dislike for all forms of organized religion, which he expressed with abundant sarcasm and irony throughout his later life.

Henry James, Sr., and his Wife.
Henry James, Sr., and his Wife.

Henry James, Sr., and his Wife.
Henry James, Sr. and His Wife.

In 1840 he married Mary Walsh, the sister of a fellow student at Princeton, who had shared his religious doubts and had, with him, turned his back on the ministry and left the Seminary. She was the daughter of James and Mary (Robertson) Walsh of New York City, and was thus descended from Hugh Walsh, an Irishman of English extraction who came from Killingsley,[6] County Down, in 1764, and settled himself finally near Newburgh, and from Alexander Robertson, a Scotchman who came to America not long before the Revolution and whose name is borne by the school of the Scotch Presbyterian Church in New York City. Mary Walsh was a gentle lady, who accommodated her life to all her husband's vagaries and presided with cheerful indulgence over the development of her five children's divergent and uncompromising personalities. She lived entirely for her husband and children, and they, joking her and teasing her and adoring her, were devoted to her in return. Several contemporaries left accounts of their impressions of her husband without saying much about her; and this was natural, for she was not self-assertive and was inevitably eclipsed by his richly interesting presence. But it is all the more unfortunate that her son Henry, who might have done justice, as no one else could, to her good sense and to the grace of her mind and character, could not bring himself to include an adequate account of her in the "Small Boy and Others." To a reader who ventured to regret the omission, he replied sadly, "Oh! my dear Boy—that memory is too sacred!" William James spoke of her very seldom after her death, but then always with a sort of tender reverence that he vouchsafed to no one else. She supplied an element of serenity and discretion to the councils of the family of which they were often in need; and it would not be a mistake to look to her in trying to account for the unusual receptivity of mind and æsthetic sensibility that marked her two elder sons.

In 1840, he married Mary Walsh, the sister of a fellow student at Princeton, who shared his religious doubts and, along with him, left the ministry and abandoned the Seminary. She was the daughter of James and Mary (Robertson) Walsh from New York City and was a descendant of Hugh Walsh, an Irishman of English descent who arrived from Killingsley,[6] County Down in 1764 and eventually settled near Newburgh, and from Alexander Robertson, a Scot who came to America shortly before the Revolution, whose name is associated with a school of the Scotch Presbyterian Church in New York City. Mary Walsh was a gentle woman who adjusted her life to her husband’s whims and managed the diverse and strong-willed personalities of their five children with cheerful patience. She lived entirely for her husband and children, and they, while joking and teasing her, adored her in return. Several contemporaries recorded their thoughts about her husband without mentioning her much; this was natural since she was not assertive and often overshadowed by his vibrant presence. It's particularly unfortunate that her son Henry, who could have truly appreciated her good sense and the grace of her mind and character, could not bring himself to provide a proper account of her in "Small Boy and Others." To a reader who expressed regret over the omission, he sadly replied, "Oh! my dear Boy—that memory is too sacred!" William James rarely spoke of her after her death, but when he did, it was with a kind of tender respect that he showed to no one else. She brought an element of calm and discretion to their family discussions, which they often needed; and it wouldn't be wrong to look to her when trying to understand the remarkable open-mindedness and artistic sensibility that characterized her two older sons.

During the three or four years that followed his marriage Henry James, Senior, appears to have spent his time in Albany and New York. In the latter city, in the old, or then new, Astor House, his eldest son was born on the eleventh of January, 1842. He named the boy William, and a few days later brought his friend R. W. Emerson to admire and give his blessing to the little philosopher-to-be.[7] Shortly afterwards the family moved into a house at No. 2 Washington Place, and there, on April 15, 1843, the second son, Henry, came into the world. There was thus a difference of fifteen months in the ages of William and the younger brother, who was also to become famous and who figures largely in the correspondence that follows.

During the three or four years after his marriage, Henry James, Senior, seems to have spent his time in Albany and New York. In the latter city, at the old, or then new, Astor House, his eldest son was born on January 11, 1842. He named the boy William and a few days later brought his friend R. W. Emerson to admire and give his blessing to the little philosopher-to-be.[7] Shortly after that, the family moved into a house at No. 2 Washington Place, and there, on April 15, 1843, the second son, Henry, was born. This meant there was a difference of fifteen months between the ages of William and his younger brother, who also became famous and plays a significant role in the correspondence that follows.

William James derived so much from his father and resembled him so strikingly in many ways that it is worth while to dwell a little longer on the character, manners, and beliefs of the elder Henry James. He was not only an impressive and all-pervading presence in the early lives of his children, but always continued to be for them the most vivid and interesting personality who had crossed the horizon of their experience. He was their constant companion, and entered into their interests and poured out his own ideas and emotions before them in a way that would not have been possible to a nature less spontaneous and affectionate.

William James took a lot from his father and resembled him in many striking ways, so it’s worth spending a bit more time on the character, manners, and beliefs of the elder Henry James. He was not just a powerful and ever-present influence in his children's early lives, but he remained the most memorable and intriguing person they had ever encountered. He was always there with them, engaged in their interests and sharing his own thoughts and feelings in a way that would have been impossible for someone less open and loving.

His books, written in a style which "to its great dignity of cadence and full and homely vocabulary, united a sort of inward palpitating human quality, gracious and tender, precise, fierce, scornful, humorous by turns, recalling the rich vascular temperament of the old English masters rather than that of an American of today,"[8] reveal him richly to anyone who has a taste for theological reading. His philosophy is summarized in the introduction to "The Literary Remains," and his own personality and the very atmosphere of his household are reproduced in "A Small Boy and Others," and "Notes of a Son and Brother." Thus what it is appropriate to say about him in this place can be given largely in either his own words or those of one or the other of his two elder sons.

His books, written in a style that combines a dignified rhythm and a rich, everyday vocabulary with a deeply human quality that’s warm, caring, exact, intense, sarcastic, and at times funny, bring to mind the passionate temperament of the old English masters rather than that of a modern American,[8] and they resonate with anyone who enjoys theological reading. His philosophy is outlined in the introduction to "The Literary Remains," while his personality and the unique vibe of his home are captured in "A Small Boy and Others" and "Notes of a Son and Brother." Therefore, what’s appropriate to say about him here can mostly be expressed in either his own words or those of one of his two older sons.

The intellectual quandary in which Henry James, Senior, found himself in early manhood was well described in letters to Emerson in 1842 and 1843. "Here I am," he wrote, "these thirty-two years in life, ignorant in all outward science, but having patient habits of meditation, which never know disgust or weariness, and feeling a force of impulsive love toward all humanity which will not let me rest wholly mute, a force which grows against all resistance that I can muster against it. What shall I do? Shall I get me a little nook in the country and communicate with my living kind—not my talking kind—by life only; a word perhaps of that communication, a fit word once a year? Or shall I follow some commoner method—learn science and bring myself first into man's respect, that I may thus the better speak to him? I confess this last theory seems rank with earthliness—to belong to days forever past.... I am led, quite without any conscious wilfulness either, to seek the laws of these appearances that swim round us in God's great museum—to get hold of some central facts which may make all other facts properly circumferential, and orderly so—and you continually dishearten me by your apparent indifference to such law and central facts, by the dishonor you seem to cast on our intelligence, as if it stood much in our way. Now my conviction is that my intelligence is the necessary digestive apparatus for my life; that there is nihil in vita—worth anything, that is—quod non prius in intellectu.... Oh, you man without a handle! Shall one never be able to help himself out of you, according to his needs, and be dependent only upon your fitful tippings-up?"[9]

The intellectual struggle that Henry James, Senior, faced in his early adulthood was clearly expressed in his letters to Emerson in 1842 and 1843. "Here I am," he wrote, "these thirty-two years into life, lacking knowledge in all external sciences, yet possessing a patient habit of contemplation that never gets bored or tired, and feeling an irresistible impulse of love towards all humanity that keeps me from being completely silent, a force that grows against all the resistance I can muster. What should I do? Should I find a little spot in the countryside and connect with my living kind—not just those who talk—through life alone; perhaps share a word of that connection, a suitable word once a year? Or should I take a more conventional path—learn science and earn the respect of men, so I can communicate with them better? I admit this last idea feels burdensome and belongs to an era long gone.... I am drawn, without any intentional will, to uncover the laws of these phenomena that surround us in God's vast museum—to grasp some central facts that can make all other facts reasonably understandable and orderly—and you constantly discourage me with your apparent indifference to such laws and central facts, and by the disrespect you seem to show towards our intelligence, as if it were more of a hindrance. My belief is that my intelligence is essential for my life; that there is nihil in vita—worth anything, that is—quod non prius in intellectu.... Oh, you man without a handle! Will I ever be able to pull myself away from you, according to my needs, and only be reliant on your unpredictable whims?"[9]

To a modern ear these words confess not only the mental isolation and bewilderment of their author, but also the rarity of the atmosphere in which his philosophic impulse was struggling to draw breath. Like many other struggling spirits of his time, he fell into a void between two epochs. He was a theologian too late to repose on the dogmas and beliefs that were accepted by the preceding generation and by the less critical multitude of his own contemporaries. He was, in youth, a skeptic—too early to avail himself of the methods, discoveries, and perspectives which a generation of scientific inquiry conferred upon his children. The situation was one which usually resolved itself either into permanent skepticism or a more or less unreasoning conformity. In the case of Henry James there happened ere long one of those typical spiritual crises in which "man's original optimism and self-satisfaction get leveled with the dust."[10]

To a modern listener, these words reveal not just the mental isolation and confusion of their author, but also the unique environment in which his philosophical ideas were struggling to emerge. Like many other introspective individuals of his era, he found himself caught in a gap between two periods. He was a theologian who came too late to rely on the doctrines and beliefs accepted by the previous generation and by the less questioning crowd of his own peers. In his youth, he was a skeptic—too early to benefit from the methods, discoveries, and insights that a wave of scientific exploration would later offer to his children. This situation typically led either to lasting skepticism or a kind of mindless conformity. For Henry James, this eventually triggered one of those typical spiritual crises in which “man’s original optimism and self-satisfaction get leveled with the dust.”[10]

While he was still struggling out of his melancholy state a friend introduced him to the works of Swedenborg. By their help he found the relief he needed, and a faith that possessed him ever after with the intensity of revelation.

While he was still trying to get out of his sad state, a friend introduced him to the works of Swedenborg. With their help, he found the relief he needed and a faith that stayed with him forever with the intensity of revelation.

"The world of his thought had a few elements and no others ever troubled him. Those elements were very deep ones and had theological names." So wrote his son after he had died.[11] He never achieved a truly philosophic formulation of his religious position, and Mr. Howells once complained that he had written a book about the "Secret of Swedenborg" and had kept it. He concerned himself with but one question, conveyed but one message; and the only business of his later life was the formulation and serene reutterance, in books, occasional lectures, and personal correspondence, of his own conception of God and of man's proper relation to him. "The usual problem is—given the creation to find the Creator. To Mr. James it [was]—given the Creator to find the creation. God is; of His being there is no doubt; but who and what are we?" So said a critic quoted in the Introduction to the "Literary Remains," and William James's own estimate may be quoted from the same place (page 12). "I have often," he wrote "tried to imagine what sort of a figure my father might have made, had he been born in a genuinely theological age, with the best minds about him fermenting with the mystery of the Divinity, and the air full of definitions and theories and counter-theories, and strenuous reasoning and contentions, about God's relation to mankind. Floated on such a congenial tide, furthered by sympathetic comrades, and opposed no longer by blank silence but by passionate and definite resistance, he would infallibly have developed his resources in many ways which, as it was, he never tried; and he would have played a prominent, perhaps a momentous and critical, part in the struggles of his time, for he was a religious prophet and genius, if ever prophet and genius there were. He published an intensely positive, radical, and fresh conception of God, and an intensely vital view of our connection with him. And nothing shows better the altogether lifeless and unintellectual character of the professional theism of our time, than the fact that this view, this conception, so vigorously thrown down, should not have stirred the faintest tremulation on its stagnant pool."

"The world of his thoughts had a few key elements, and nothing else ever bothered him. Those elements were profound and held theological significance." So wrote his son after his passing.[11] He never managed to clearly articulate his religious beliefs, and Mr. Howells once noted that he had written a book about the "Secret of Swedenborg" but had kept it. He focused on one question and communicated one message; his primary goal in later life was to articulate and calmly express, through books, occasional lectures, and personal letters, his understanding of God and humanity's proper relationship to Him. "The usual problem is—given the creation, to find the Creator. For Mr. James, it [was]—given the Creator, to find the creation. God exists; there is no doubt about His being; but who and what are we?" Such was the perspective of a critic mentioned in the Introduction to the "Literary Remains," and we can also reference William James’s reflection from the same section (page 12). "I have often," he wrote, "tried to envision what kind of figure my father might have become had he lived in a genuinely theological era, surrounded by the brightest minds wrestling with the mysteries of the Divine, in an environment rich with definitions, theories, counter-theories, passionate reasoning, and debates regarding God’s relationship with humanity. Surrounded by such supportive influences, facing not silence but rather passionate and clear opposition, he would have undoubtedly developed his ideas in ways he never attempted; he would have played a significant, perhaps crucial role in the struggles of his time, for he was truly a religious prophet and genius, if ever there were such figures. He presented a profoundly positive, radical, and fresh vision of God, along with a deeply vital perspective on our connection to Him. And nothing better illustrates the entirely lifeless and unthoughtful nature of contemporary professional theism than the fact that this view, this conception, so vigorously articulated, did not create the slightest ripple in its stagnant waters."

The reader will readily infer that there was nothing conventional, prim, or parson-like about this man. The fact is that the devoutly religious mind is often quite anarchic in its disregard of all those worldly institutions and conventions which do not express human dependence on the Creator. Henry James, Senior, dealt with such things in the most allusive and paradoxical terms. "I would rather," he once ejaculated, "have a son of mine corroded with all the sins of the Decalogue than have him perfect!" His prime horror, writes Henry James, was of prigs; "he only cared for virtue that was more or less ashamed of itself; and nothing could have been of a happier whimsicality than the mixture in him, and in all his walk and conversation, of the strongest instinct for the human and the liveliest reaction from the literal. The literal played in our education as small a part as it perhaps ever played in any, and we wholesomely breathed inconsistency and ate and drank contradictions.... The moral of all was that we need never fear not to be good enough if we were only social enough; a splendid meaning indeed being attached to the latter term. Thus we had ever the amusement, since I can really call it nothing less, of hearing morality, or moralism, as it was more invidiously worded, made hay of in the very interest of character and conduct; these things suffering much, it seemed, by their association with conscience—the very home of the literal, the haunt of so many pedantries."[12]

The reader can easily see that this man was anything but conventional, prim, or like a typical clergyman. The truth is that a deeply religious mindset often disregards worldly institutions and norms that don't reflect human reliance on the Creator. Henry James, Senior, addressed such matters in a very indirect and paradoxical way. "I would rather," he exclaimed once, "have a son of mine riddled with all the sins of the Ten Commandments than have him perfect!" His biggest fear, as Henry James wrote, was of self-righteous people; "he only valued virtue that was somewhat embarrassed by itself; and nothing could have been more delightfully odd than the blend within him, and in his actions and conversations, of a strong instinct for the human side and a lively reaction against the literal. The literal played a minimal role in our education, perhaps less than it ever did anywhere else, and we comfortably breathed inconsistency and consumed contradictions.... The takeaway was that we never had to worry about being good enough if we were just social enough; a truly splendid meaning was tied to that term. Thus, we always had the enjoyment—since I can genuinely call it nothing less—of hearing morality, or moralism, as it was more derogatorily termed, being taken lightheartedly in the interest of character and behavior; these aspects seemed to suffer significantly due to their association with conscience—the very realm of the literal, the haunt of so many pedantic qualities." [12]

The erroneous statement that has become current, and that describes Henry James, Senior, as a Swedenborgian minister, is a rich absurdity to anyone who knew him or his writings. Not only had the churches in general sold themselves to the devil, in his view, but the arch-sinners in this respect were the Swedenborgian congregations, for they, if any, might be expected to know better. A letter which he wrote to the editor of the "New Jerusalem Messenger," in 1863, illustrates this and tells more about him than could ten pages of description:

The mistaken idea that Henry James, Senior, was a Swedenborgian minister is utterly ridiculous to anyone familiar with him or his work. In his opinion, churches in general had completely compromised themselves, but he saw the Swedenborgian congregations as the worst offenders since they should have known better. A letter he wrote to the editor of the "New Jerusalem Messenger," in 1863, shows this clearly and reveals more about him than ten pages of description could:

DEAR SIR,—You were good enough, when I called on you at Mr. Appleton's request in New York, to say among other friendly things that you would send me your paper; and I have regularly received it ever since. I thank you for your kindness, but my conscience refuses any longer to sanction its taxation in this way, as I have never been able to read the paper with any pleasure, nor therefore of course with any profit. I presume its editorials are by you, and while I willingly seized upon every evidence they display of an enlarged spirit, I yet find the general drift of the paper so very poverty-stricken in a spiritual regard, as to make it absolutely the least nutritive reading I know. The old sects are notoriously bad enough, but your sect compares with these very much as a heap of dried cod on Long Wharf in Boston compares with the same fish while still enjoying the freedom of the Atlantic Ocean. I remember well the manly strain of your conversation with me in New York, and I know therefore how you must suffer from the control of persons so unworthy as those who have the property of your paper. Why don't you cut the whole concern at once, as a rank offence to every human hope and aspiration? The intercourse I had some years since with the leaders of the sect, on a visit to Boston, made me fully aware of their deplorable want of manhood; but judging from your paper, the whole sect seems spiritually benumbed. Your mature men have an air of childishness and your young men have the aspect of old women. I find it hard above all to imagine the existence of a living woman in the bounds of your sect, whose breasts flow with milk instead of hardening with pedantry. I know such things are of course, but I tell you frankly that these are the sort of questions your paper forces on the unsophisticated mind. I really know nothing so sad and spectral in the shape of literature. It seems composed by skeletons and intended for readers who are content to disown their good flesh and blood, and be moved by some ghastly mechanism. It cannot but prove very unwholesome to you spiritually, to be so nearly connected with all that sadness and silence, where nothing more musical is heard than the occasional jostling of bone by bone. Do come out of it before you wither as an autumn leaf, which no longer rustles in full-veined life on the pliant bough, but rattles instead with emptiness upon the frozen melancholy earth.

DEAR SIR,—When I visited you in New York at Mr. Appleton's request, you kindly mentioned that you would send me your paper, and I’ve been receiving it regularly ever since. I appreciate your kindness, but I can’t justify continuing to read it this way, as I’ve never found any pleasure or benefit in it. I assume the editorials are by you, and while I admire the evidence of a broader perspective in them, I find the overall content of the paper to be severely lacking in spiritual substance, making it the least enriching reading I know of. The established sects are certainly insufficient, but your sect is like a mound of dried fish on Long Wharf in Boston compared to the same fish freely swimming in the Atlantic Ocean. I clearly remember the strong tone of our conversation in New York, which makes me aware of how much you must struggle under the influence of those unworthy individuals who own your paper. Why don’t you just leave it entirely, as it’s an affront to every human hope and dream? My interactions with the leaders of the sect during my visit to Boston made it clear how devoid of character they are; judging by your paper, the entire group seems spiritually numb. Your older members seem childish, while the younger ones come off like old women. I especially find it hard to believe there’s a living woman in your sect whose nurturing side isn’t stifled by pedantry. I know such things exist, but I must honestly say that these concerns are what your paper prompts in the minds of the unrefined. I can’t think of anything as dismal and ghostly in literature. It seems written by skeletons for readers who are okay with rejecting their own humanity and being influenced by some macabre mechanism. It can’t be spiritually healthy for you to be so closely connected with all that sadness and silence, where the only sound is the occasional clash of bones. Please do step away from it before you fade like an autumn leaf, which no longer rustles with life on the flexible branch, but instead rattles emptily on the cold, sorrowful ground.

Pardon my freedom; I was impressed by your friendliness towards me, and speak to you therefore in return with all the frankness of friendship.

Pardon my openness; I was struck by your kindness towards me, and so I'm speaking to you with complete honesty as a friend.

Consider me as having any manner and measure of disrespect for your ecclesiastical pretensions, but as being personally, yours cordially,

Consider me as having any form of disrespect for your religious pretensions, but personally, I am sincerely yours.

H. James.[13]

H. James.[13]

A diary entry made by his daughter Alice has fortunately been preserved. "A week before Father died," says this entry, "I asked him one day whether he had thought what he should like to have done about his funeral. He was immediately very much interested, not having apparently thought of it before; he reflected for some time, and then said with the greatest solemnity and looking so majestic: 'Tell him to say only this: "Here lies a man, who has thought all his life that the ceremonies attending birth, marriage and death were all damned non-sense." Don't let him say a word more!'"

A diary entry written by his daughter Alice has fortunately been preserved. "A week before Father died," this entry says, "I asked him one day if he had thought about what he wanted for his funeral. He was immediately very interested, as if he hadn’t thought about it before; he thought for a while, and then said with the greatest seriousness, looking so majestic: 'Tell him to say only this: "Here lies a man who spent his life believing that the ceremonies surrounding birth, marriage, and death were all complete nonsense." Don't let him say anything more!'"

Henry James, Senior, lived entirely with his books, his pen, his family, and his friends. The first three he could carry about with him, and did carry along on numerous restless and extended journeys. From friends, even when he left them on the opposite side of the ocean, he was never quite separated, for he always maintained a wide correspondence, partly theological, partly playful and friendly. He was so sociable and so independent and lively a talker, that he entered into hearty relations with interesting people wherever he went. Thackeray was a familiar visitor at his apartment in Paris when his older children were just old enough to remember, and his recollections of Carlyle and Emerson will reward any reader whose appetite does not carry him as far as the theological disquisitions. "I suppose there was not in his day," said E. L. Godkin, "a more formidable master of English style."[14] In his conversation the winning impulsiveness of both his humor and his indignation appeared more clearly even than in his writing. He loved to talk, not for the sake of oppressing his hearer by an exposition of his own views, but in order to stir him up and rouse him to discussion and rejoinder. At home he was not above espousing the queerest of opinions, if by so doing he could excite his children to gallop after him and ride him down. "Meal-times in that pleasant home were exciting. 'The adipose and affectionate Wilky,' as his father called him, would say something and be instantly corrected or disputed by the little cock-sparrow Bob, the youngest, but good-naturedly defend his statement, and then Henry (Junior) would emerge from his silence in defence of Wilky. Then Bob would be more impertinently insistent, and Mr. James would advance as Moderator, and William, the eldest, join in. The voice of the Moderator presently would be drowned by the combatants and he soon came down vigorously into the arena, and when, in the excited argument, the dinner-knives might not be absent from eagerly gesticulating hands, dear Mrs. James, more conventional, but bright as well as motherly, would look at me, laughingly reassuring, saying, 'Don't be disturbed; they won't stab each other. This is usual when the boys come home.' And the quiet little sister ate her dinner, smiling, close to the combatants. Mr. James considered this debate, within bounds, excellent for the boys. In their speech singularly mature and picturesque, as well as vehement, the Gaelic (Irish) element in their descent always showed. Even if they blundered, they saved themselves by wit."[15] It was certainly to their father's talk, to the influence of his "full and homely" idiom, and to the attention-arresting whimsicality and humor with which he perverted the whole vocabulary of theology and philosophy, that both William and Henry owed much of their own wealth of resource in ordinary speech. They used often to exaggerate their father's tricks of utterance, for he would have been the last man to refuse himself as a whetstone for his children's wit, and the business of outdoing the head of the family in the matter of language was an exercise familiar to all his sons.[16] Whoever knew them will remember that their everyday diction displayed a natural command of such words and figures as most men cannot use gracefully except when composing with pen in hand.

Henry James, Senior, lived his life surrounded by books, his pen, his family, and his friends. He could carry the first three with him and took them along on many restless and lengthy journeys. He was never truly separated from friends, even across the ocean, as he kept up a broad correspondence that was both theological and light-hearted. He was so sociable, independent, and lively in conversation that he formed strong connections with interesting people wherever he went. Thackeray was a familiar visitor at his place in Paris when his older kids were just at the age to remember, and his memories of Carlyle and Emerson are sure to delight readers who aren’t solely focused on the theological debates. "I suppose there was not in his day," said E. L. Godkin, "a more formidable master of English style." In conversation, the engaging blend of his humor and indignation shone through even more than in his writing. He loved to talk, not to overwhelm listeners with his own opinions, but to spark discussion and debate. At home, he was not shy about taking on the most unusual opinions if it meant exciting his kids to chase after him and challenge him. "Meal times in that cheerful home were lively. 'The plump and affectionate Wilky,' as his father called him, would say something, only to be immediately corrected or countered by the little sparky Bob, the youngest, who would cheerfully defend his statement, prompting Henry (Junior) to finally speak up for Wilky. Bob would then get more cheeky, and Mr. James would step in as Moderator, with William, the eldest, joining the fray. Eventually, the Moderator’s voice would be drowned out by the arguments, and he would dive into the fray himself. In the heat of these spirited debates, hands would wave eagerly, sometimes with dinner knives in them, while dear Mrs. James, more conventional yet bright and nurturing, would look at me with a reassuring laugh, saying, 'Don’t worry; they won’t stab each other. This is normal when the boys are home.' The quiet little sister would sit nearby, smiling while munching her dinner, undisturbed by the commotion. Mr. James believed this kind of debate, as long as it stayed within limits, was great for the boys. Their speech, unusually mature and vivid, showed a strong Gaelic (Irish) influence. Even when they made mistakes, they covered up with humor. It was undoubtedly due to their father’s way of speaking, the influence of his "rich and down-to-earth" style, and the attention-grabbing whimsy and humor with which he twisted the entire vocabulary of theology and philosophy that both William and Henry gained much of their own resourcefulness in ordinary conversation. They often exaggerated their father's way of speaking because he was the last man to deny being a source of inspiration for his children's wit, and competing with their dad in terms of language was a familiar activity for all his sons. Anyone who knew them will remember that their everyday speech revealed a natural command of words and expressions that most people can't use gracefully unless they are writing them down.

Finally, with respect to the constancy of Henry James, Senior's, presence in the lives of his children, it should be made clear that he never had any "business" or profession to interfere with "his almost eccentrically home-loving habit." During the years of moving about Europe, during the quiet years in Newport, the family was thrown upon its inner social resources. The children were constantly with their parents and with each other, and they continued all their lives to be united by much stronger attachments than usually exist between members of one family.

Finally, regarding the constant presence of Henry James, Senior, in his children's lives, it's important to note that he never had any "business" or profession to disrupt "his almost eccentrically home-loving habit." During their years of traveling through Europe and the quiet times in Newport, the family relied on their close-knit social bonds. The children were always with their parents and each other, and they remained throughout their lives closely linked by much stronger connections than what typically exists among family members.

 

William James never acknowledged himself as feeling particularly indebted to any of the numerous schools and tutors to whom his father's oscillations between New York, Europe, and Newport confided him. He was sent first to private schools in New York City; but they seem to have been considered inadequate to his needs, for he was not allowed to remain long in any one. Nor were the changes any less frequent after the family moved to Europe (for the second time since his birth) in 1855. He was then thirteen years old. The exact sequence of events during the next five years of restless movement cannot be determined now, but the important points are clear. The family, including by this time three younger brothers and a younger sister as well as a devoted maternal aunt, remained abroad from 1855 to 1858. London, Paris, Boulogne-sur-Mer, and Geneva harbored them for differing periods. In London and Paris governesses, tutors, and a private school of the sort that admits the irregularly educated children of strangers visiting the Continent, administered what must have been a completely discontinuous instruction. In Boulogne, William and his younger brother Henry attended the Collège through the winter of 1857-58. This term at the Collège de Boulogne, during which he passed his sixteenth birthday, was his earliest experience of thorough teaching, and he once said that it gave him his first conception of earnest work. Then, after a year at Newport, there was another European migration—this time to Geneva for the winter of 1859-60. There William was entered at the "Academy," as the present University was still called. He subsequently described himself as having reached Geneva "a miserable, home-bred, obscure little ignoramus." During the following summer he was sent for a while to Bonn-am-Rhein, to learn German. Some Latin, mathematics to the extent of the usual school algebra and trigonometry, a smattering of German and an excellent familiarity with French—such, in conventional terms, was the net result of his education in 1859. He tried to make up for the deficiencies in his schooling, and as occasion offered he picked up a few words of Greek, attained to a moderate reading knowledge of Italian, and a quite complete command of German. But these came later.

William James never considered himself especially indebted to any of the many schools and teachers his father had sent him to during frequent moves between New York, Europe, and Newport. He initially attended private schools in New York City, but they didn’t seem to meet his needs, and he wasn’t allowed to stay long at any of them. The changes kept happening even after the family moved to Europe (for the second time since he was born) in 1855 when he was thirteen years old. The exact order of events over the next five years of constant relocation is unclear now, but the key points stand out. The family, which by then included three younger brothers and a younger sister, plus a dedicated maternal aunt, stayed abroad from 1855 to 1858. They spent varying amounts of time in London, Paris, Boulogne-sur-Mer, and Geneva. In London and Paris, governesses, tutors, and a private school that accepted irregularly educated children visiting from abroad provided what must have been a completely fragmented education. In Boulogne, William and his younger brother Henry attended the Collège during the winter of 1857-58. This term at the Collège de Boulogne, when he celebrated his sixteenth birthday, was his first experience of serious teaching, and he later remarked that it gave him his first idea of dedicated work. After a year in Newport, the family moved again to Europe—this time to Geneva for the winter of 1859-60. There, William enrolled at the "Academy," as the present University was still called. He later described himself as having arrived in Geneva "a miserable, home-bred, obscure little ignoramus." That summer, he was sent to Bonn-am-Rhein to learn German for a while. By 1859, he had picked up some Latin, mathematics up to the usual school algebra and trigonometry, a bit of German, and a strong command of French. He tried to compensate for his educational gaps, and whenever he could, he learned a few words of Greek, gained a moderate reading knowledge of Italian, and became quite proficient in German. But those accomplishments came later.

William James at eighteen. From a Daguerreotype.
William James at eighteen.
From a Daguerreotype.

William James at eighteen. From a Daguerreotype.
William James at eighteen.
From a Daguerreotype.

He seldom referred to his schooling with anything but contempt, and usually dismissed all reference to it by saying that he "never had any." But, as is often the case with even those boys who follow a regular curriculum, his amusements and excursions beyond the bounds of his prescribed studies did more to develop him appropriately than did any of his schoolmasters. An interest in exact knowledge showed itself early. He once recalled a trivial incident which illustrates this, though he apparently remembered it because he realized, young as he was when it occurred, that it grew out of a real difference between the cast of his mind and the cast of Henry's. As readers of the "Small Boy" will remember, Henry, at the ordinarily "tough" age of ten, was already animated by a secret passion for authorship, and used to confide his literary efforts to folio sheets, which he stored in a copy-book and which he tried to conceal from his tormenting brother. But William came upon them, and discovered that on one page Henry had made a drawing to represent a mother and child clinging to a rock in the midst of a stormy ocean and that he had inscribed under it: "The thunder roared and the lightning followed!" William saw the meteorological blunder immediately; he fairly pounced upon it, and he tormented the sensitive romancer about it so unmercifully that the occasion had to be marked by punishments and the inauguration of a maternal protectorate over the copy-book. About four years later, when he was fifteen years old, his father bought a microscope to give him at Christmas. William happened upon the bill for it in advance, and was hardly able to contain his excitement until Christmas day, so portentous seemed the impending event. Apparently no similar experience ever equalled the intensity of this one. He doubtless made as good use of the instrument as an unguided boy could. But though his proclivities were generously indulged, they were never trained. At Geneva he began to study anatomy, but there was no regular instruction in osteology; so he borrowed a copy of Sappey's "Anatomie" and got permission to visit the Museum and there examine the human skeleton by himself.

He rarely spoke about his education without disdain and usually brushed off any mention of it by saying he "never had any." However, like many boys who go through a standard curriculum, his hobbies and adventures outside his assigned studies helped him grow more than his teachers ever did. He showed a keen interest in learning from an early age. He remembered a trivial incident that illustrated this, realizing even then that it stemmed from a fundamental difference between his mindset and Henry's. As readers of the "Small Boy" will recall, Henry, at the typical "tough" age of ten, was already fueled by a hidden passion for writing. He would share his literary creations on large sheets of paper, which he kept in a notebook and tried to hide from his teasing brother. But William found them and discovered that on one page, Henry had drawn a picture of a mother and child clinging to a rock in a stormy sea, with the caption: "The thunder roared and the lightning followed!" William immediately spotted the mistake in his understanding of weather; he jumped on it and teased the sensitive storyteller so relentlessly that it ended with punishments and their mother overseeing the notebook. About four years later, when he turned fifteen, his father bought him a microscope for Christmas. William found the receipt beforehand and could hardly contain his excitement as Christmas approached; the event felt monumental. No other experience ever matched this thrill. He likely made the best use of the microscope that an untrained boy could. But while his interests were encouraged, they were never formally nurtured. In Geneva, he started studying anatomy, but there weren’t any structured lessons in bone studies, so he borrowed Sappey’s "Anatomie" and got permission to visit the museum to examine the human skeleton on his own.

Clearly, there was profit for him also in the restlessness which governed his father's movements and which threw the boy into quickening collision with places, people, and ideas at a rate at which such contacts are not vouchsafed to many schoolboys. From so far back as his nineteenth year (there is no evidence to go by before that) William was blessed with an effortless and confirmed cosmopolitanism of consciousness; and he had attained to an acquaintance with English and French reviews, books, paintings, and public affairs which was remarkable not only for its happy ease, but, in one so young, for its wide range. The letters which follow show clearly with what expert observation he responded, all his life, to changes of scene and to the differences between peoples and environments. The fascination of these differences never failed for him when he traveled, and his letters from abroad give such voluminous proof of his own addiction to what he somewhat harshly called "the most barren of exercises, the making of international comparisons," that the problem of the editor is to control rather than to emphasize the evidence. He began young to be a wide reader; soon he became a wide reader in three languages. Above all, he was encouraged early to trust his own impulse and pursue his own bent. Probably his active and inquiring intelligence could not have been permanently cribbed and confined by any schooling, no matter how narrow and rigorous. But, as nothing was to be more remarkable about him in his maturity than the easy assurance with which he passed from one field of inquiry to another, ignoring conventional bounds and precincts, never losing his freshness of tone, shedding new light and encouragement everywhere, so it is impossible not to believe that the influences and circumstances which combined in his youth fostered and corroborated his native mobility and detachment of mind.

Clearly, he also found value in the restlessness that influenced his father's actions, which exposed the boy to a rapid collision with places, people, and ideas at a pace that few schoolboys experienced. Starting from his nineteenth year (there's no evidence before that), William wasgifted with an effortless and innate cosmopolitan awareness; he developed a familiarity with English and French magazines, books, art, and current events that was remarkable not just for its ease but also, at such a young age, for its broad scope. The letters that follow clearly illustrate how adeptly he observed and responded throughout his life to changes in his surroundings and the differences among people and environments. The allure of these differences never faded for him when he traveled, and his letters from abroad provide ample evidence of his own fascination with what he somewhat cynically referred to as "the most futile of activities, making international comparisons," so much so that the challenge for the editor is to manage rather than highlight this evidence. He started reading widely at a young age; soon he was reading extensively in three languages. Most importantly, he was encouraged early on to trust his instincts and follow his interests. It's likely that his active and curious mind couldn't have been permanently limited by any schooling, no matter how strict or confining. However, what stands out in his maturity is his effortless confidence as he moved from one area of inquiry to another, disregarding conventional boundaries, never losing his refreshing perspective, and bringing new insights and encouragement everywhere. Therefore, it’s hard not to believe that the influences and circumstances of his youth nurtured and reinforced his natural agility and open-mindedness.

Meanwhile he had one occupation to which no reference has yet been made, but to which he thought, for a while, of devoting himself wholly, namely, painting. He began to draw before he had reached his 'teens. Henry James said: "As I catch W. J.'s image, from far back, at its most characteristic, he sits drawing and drawing, always drawing, especially under the lamp-light of the Fourteenth Street back parlor; and not as with a plodding patience, which I think would less have affected me, but easily, freely, and, as who should say, infallibly: always at the stage of finishing off, his head dropped from side to side and his tongue rubbing his lower lip. I recover a period during which to see him at all was so to see him—the other flights and faculties removed him from my view."[17] What was an idle amusement in New York became, when the boy was transferred to foreign places and cut off from other amusements, a sharpener of observation and a resource for otherwise vacant hours. For when the family of young Americans reached St. John's Wood, London, and then moved to the Continent, the two elder boys found little to do at first except to wander about "in a state of the direst propriety," staring at street scenes, shop-windows, and such "sights" as they were old enough to enjoy, and then to buy "water-colors and brushes with which to bedaub eternal drawing blocks." In Paris William had better lessons in drawing than he had ever had elsewhere, and it seems fair to say that he made good use of his opportunity to educate his eye; saw good pictures; sketched and copied with zest; and began to show great aptitude in his own "daubings." From Bonn, later still, he wrote to his Genevese fellow student Charles Ritter: "Je me suis pleinement décidé à éssayer le métier de peintre. En un an ou deux je saurais si j'y suis propre ou non. Si c'est non, il sera facile de reculer. Il n'y a pas sur la terre un objet plus déplorable qu'un méchant artiste."[18]

Meanwhile, he had one interest that hasn’t been mentioned yet, but for a time he considered fully committing to it: painting. He started drawing before he even hit his teens. Henry James said: "As I picture W. J. from way back at his most typical, he’s sitting there drawing and drawing, always drawing, especially under the lamp-light of the Fourteenth Street back parlor; and not with a tedious patience, which I think would’ve bothered me less, but easily, freely, and, as if to say, flawlessly: always in the finishing-off stage, his head bobbing side to side and his tongue rubbing his lower lip. I remember a time when seeing him meant just that—his other interests and abilities made him hard to see."[17] What started as a casual hobby in New York became a way to sharpen his observation skills and fill otherwise empty hours when he was taken to different places and cut off from other distractions. When the family of young Americans arrived in St. John's Wood, London, and then moved to the Continent, the two older boys initially found little to do except to wander about "in a state of utmost propriety," gazing at street scenes, shop windows, and the kinds of "sights" they were old enough to appreciate. They then bought "watercolors and brushes to mess up eternal drawing blocks." In Paris, William had better drawing lessons than he ever had before, and it’s safe to say he took full advantage to train his eye; he saw great artworks, sketched and copied with enthusiasm, and began to show remarkable talent in his own “daubings.” From Bonn, later on, he wrote to his fellow student from Geneva, Charles Ritter: "Je me suis pleinement décidé à éssayer le métier de peintre. En un an ou deux je saurais si j'y suis propre ou non. Si c'est non, il sera facile de reculer. Il n'y a pas sur la terre un objet plus déplorable qu'un méchant artiste."[18]

He applied himself with energy to art for the following year at Newport, working daily in the studio of William Hunt, along with his stimulating young friend, John La Farge. To what good purpose he had drawn and painted from boyhood, and to what point he trained his gift that winter, cannot now be measured and defined in words. Paper and canvas are the proof of such things, which must be seen rather than described; and unfortunately only one canvas and very few drawings have been preserved. In the "Notes of a Son and Brother," several random sketches are reproduced which will say much to the discerning critic. The one canvas that at all indicates the climax of his artistic effort, the beautiful and simple portrait of his cousin Katharine Temple, is also reproduced in the "Notes"; but a small half-tone gives, alas! only an inadequate impression of the quality of the painting. The sketches which are included in the following pages will give an idea of the felicity of his hand, and of his talent for seeing the living line whenever he made sketches or notes from life. He threw these scraps off so easily, valuing them not at all, that few were kept. Then, before a year had passed (that is to say, in 1861), he had decided not to be a painter after all. Thereafter what was remarkable was just that he let so genuine a talent remain completely neglected. Except to record an observation in the laboratory, to explain the object under discussion to a student, or to amuse his children, he soon left pencil and brush quite untouched.

He threw himself into art with great energy for the next year at Newport, working daily in William Hunt's studio alongside his inspiring young friend, John La Farge. The purpose of his early drawing and painting, and how much he honed his talent that winter, can't easily be put into words. Paper and canvas serve as proof of such things, which are better seen than explained; unfortunately, only one canvas and very few drawings have survived. In the "Notes of a Son and Brother," several random sketches are included that will convey a lot to a discerning critic. The one canvas that indicates the peak of his artistic efforts, the beautiful and simple portrait of his cousin Katharine Temple, is also shown in the "Notes"; however, a small half-tone image provides only a poor impression of the painting's quality. The sketches included in the following pages will give an idea of the skill in his hand and his ability to capture the living line whenever he sketched or took notes from life. He created these sketches so casually, not valuing them at all, that few were kept. Then, before a year had gone by (in 1861), he decided he didn’t want to be a painter after all. What’s remarkable is that he allowed such a genuine talent to go completely unused. Except for jotting down observations in the lab, explaining things to a student, or entertaining his kids, he soon left pencil and brush untouched.

 

The photographs of James reproduced in this book are all excellent "likenesses," and one, with his colleague, Royce, caught an attitude which suggests the alertness that marked his bearing. He was of medium height (about five feet eight and one-half inches), and though he was muscular and compact, his frame was slight and he appeared to be slender in youth, spare in his last years. His carriage was erect and his tread was firm to the end. Until he was over fifty he used to take the stairs of his own house two, or even three, steps at a bound. He moved rapidly, not to say impatiently, but with an assurance that invested his figure with an informal sort of dignity. After he strained his heart in the Adirondacks in 1899 he had to habituate himself to a moderate pace in walking, but he never learned to make short movements and movements of unpremeditated response in a deliberate way. When he drove about the hilly roads of the Adirondacks or New Hampshire, he was forever springing in and out of the carriage to ease the horses where the way was steep. (Indeed it was so intolerable to him to sit in a carriage while straining beasts pulled it up grade, that he lost much of his enjoyment of driving when he could no longer walk up the hills.) Great was his brother Henry's astonishment at Chocorua, in 1904, to see that he still got out of a "democrat wagon" by springing lightly from the top of the wheel. His doctors had cautioned him against such sudden exertions; but he usually jumped without thinking.

The photographs of James in this book are all great "likenesses," and one, with his colleague, Royce, captures an expression that reflects the alertness he always had. He was of medium height (about five feet eight and a half inches), and although he was muscular and compact, he had a slight frame and appeared slender in his youth and leaner in his later years. He carried himself upright, and his steps were firm until the end. Until he was over fifty, he used to take the stairs in his house two or even three steps at a time. He moved quickly, almost impatiently, but with a confidence that gave him a relaxed kind of dignity. After he strained his heart in the Adirondacks in 1899, he had to adjust to a slower walking pace, but he never learned to make small, thought-out movements or react in a deliberate way. When he drove on the hilly roads of the Adirondacks or New Hampshire, he was always jumping in and out of the carriage to lighten the load for the horses on steep paths. (In fact, it was so frustrating for him to sit in a carriage while the strained animals pulled it uphill that he lost much of his enjoyment of driving when he could no longer walk up the hills.) His brother Henry was amazed at Chocorua in 1904 to see that he still jumped out of a "democrat wagon" by springing lightly from the top of the wheel. His doctors had warned him against such sudden activities, but he usually jumped without thinking.

In talking he gesticulated very little, but his face and voice were unusually expressive. His eyes were of that not very dark shade whose depth and color changes with alterations of mood. Mrs. Henry Whitman, who knew him well and painted his portrait, called them "irascible blue eyes." He talked in a voice that was low-pitched rather than deep—an unforgettably agreeable voice, that was admirable for conversation or a small lecture-room, although in a very large hall it vibrated and lacked resonance. His speech was full of earnest, humorous and tender cadences.

In conversation, he didn’t gesture much, but his face and voice were incredibly expressive. His eyes had a lighter shade that shifted in depth and color with his mood. Mrs. Henry Whitman, who was familiar with him and painted his portrait, referred to them as "irascible blue eyes." He spoke in a voice that was more low-pitched than deep—an unforgettable, pleasant voice that was great for chatting or small lectures, though it lost its resonance in larger venues. His speech carried a mix of earnestness, humor, and tenderness.

James was always as informal in his dress as the occasion permitted. The Norfolk jacket in which he used to lecture to his classes invariably figured in college caricatures—as did also his festive neckties. But there was nothing that disgusted him more than a "loutish" carelessness about appearances. A friend of old days, describing a first meeting with him in the late sixties ejaculated, "He was the cleanest-looking chap!" There seemed to be no flabby or unvitalized fibre in him.

James was always as casual in his clothing as the occasion allowed. The Norfolk jacket he wore while lecturing to his classes often appeared in college caricatures, along with his flashy neckties. However, nothing irritated him more than a "loutish" disregard for appearances. A longtime friend, recalling their first encounter in the late sixties, exclaimed, "He was the cleanest-looking guy!" He didn't have a single flabby or lifeless fiber in him.

People and conversation excited him—if too many, or too long-continued, to the point of irritation and exhaustion. If, as was sometimes the case, he was moody and silent in a small company, it was a sign that he was overworked and tired out. But when he was roused to vivacity and floated on the current of congenial discussion, his enunciation was rapid, with occasional pauses while he searched for the right word or figure and pursed his lips as though helping the word to come. Then he talked spontaneously, humorously, and often extravagantly, just as he will appear to have written to his correspondents. Sometimes he was vehement, but never ponderous; and he never made anyone, no matter how humble, feel that he was trying to "impress." Men and women of all sorts felt at ease with him, and anybody who, in Touchstone's phrase,[19] had any philosophy in him, was soon expounding his private hopes, faiths, and skepticisms to James with gusto. He was, distinctly, not a man who required a submissive audience to put him in the vein. A kind of admiring attention that made him self-conscious was as certain to reduce him to silence as a manly give and take was sure to bring him out. It never seemed to occur to him to debate or talk for victory. In Faculty meetings he spoke seldom, and he spent very little time on his feet—except as called upon—when professional congresses or conferences were thrown open to discussion. Similarly, he was seldom at his best at large dinners or formal occasions. His best talk might have been described by a phrase which he used about his father. It was pat and intuitive and had a "smiting" quality. He was never guilty of abusing anecdote,—that frequent instrument of social oppression,—but he loved and told a good story when it would help the discussion along, and showed a fair gift of mimicry in relating one.[20]

People and conversations energized him—though if there were too many or they went on too long, it could lead to irritation and exhaustion. When he was feeling moody and quiet in a small group, it usually meant he was overworked and tired. But when he was lively and riding the wave of a pleasant discussion, he spoke quickly, sometimes pausing as he searched for the right word or expression, pursing his lips as if trying to help the word come out. In those moments, he spoke freely, humorously, and often with flair, just as he seemed to write to his correspondents. Sometimes he was passionate, but never heavy-handed; he never made anyone, no matter how unimportant, feel like he was trying to "impress." People from all walks of life felt comfortable around him, and anyone who had any depth, as Touchstone would say,[19] quickly found themselves sharing their personal hopes, beliefs, and doubts with James enthusiastically. He clearly wasn’t the type who needed a submissive audience to get into the right frame of mind. A kind of admiring attention that made him self-conscious would just as likely make him quiet as an engaging back-and-forth would draw him out. It never seemed to occur to him to debate or speak for the sake of winning. In Faculty meetings, he rarely spoke, and he spent very little time standing up—unless called upon—when professional events or conferences were open for discussion. Similarly, he was not usually at his best at large dinners or formal events. His best conversations could be described by a phrase he used about his father: they were concise, instinctive, and had a powerful impact. He never abused anecdotes—which are often a tool of social pressure—but he did enjoy and share a good story when it helped the conversation, showing a fair talent for mimicry while telling one.[20]

Once, in the early days of their acquaintance, François Pillon, who knew how affectionately James was attached to Harvard University and Cambridge and who assumed that he was a New Englander, asked him about the Puritans. James launched upon a vivacious sketch of their sombre community, and when he had finished Pillon ejaculated with mingled solicitude and astonishment: "Alors! pas un seul bon-vivant parmi vos ancêtres!" The story of the solemn-minded student who stemmed the full tide of a lecture one day by exclaiming, "But, Doctor, Doctor!—to be serious for a moment—," is already well known.

Once, in the early days of their friendship, François Pillon, who understood how much James loved Harvard University and Cambridge and assumed he was a New Englander, asked him about the Puritans. James enthusiastically painted a picture of their serious community, and when he finished, Pillon exclaimed, with a mix of concern and surprise: "So! Not a single free spirit among your ancestors!" The story of the serious-minded student who interrupted a lecture by saying, "But, Doctor, Doctor!—to be serious for a moment—," is already well known.

But what counted for the charm and effect of James's conversation more than all else was his lively interest in his interlocutor and in every fresh idea that developed in talk with him. He made the other man feel that he had no desire to pigeon-hole him and dismiss him from further consideration, but that he rejoiced in him as a fellow creature, unique like himself and forever fascinating. "How delicious," he cried, "is the fact that you can't cram individuals under cut-and-dried heads of classification!" He fell instinctively into the other man's mental stride while he drew him out about his age, occupation, history, family circumstances, theories, prejudices, and peculiarities. He abounded in sympathy and even enthusiasm for the other's personal aims and peculiar ideals.

But what really added to the charm and impact of James's conversation was his genuine interest in the person he was talking to and in every new idea that came up during their talk. He made the other person feel that he wasn't trying to label them and move on, but that he appreciated them as a unique individual, just like himself, and always intriguing. "Isn't it wonderful," he exclaimed, "that you can't neatly categorize individuals into fixed classifications?" He naturally matched the other person's way of thinking as he drew them out about their age, job, background, family situation, beliefs, biases, and quirks. He was full of empathy and even excitement for the other person's personal goals and unique ideals.

His first reaction to a new scene or to fresh contact with a foreign people was apt to be one of admiration. "How jolly it looks!" he would exclaim, "and how superior in such and such ways to that last!" "How good they seem!" "How sound and worthy to be given its chance to develop is such a civilization!" Restlessness, discriminating moods, and a longing for the "simplifications" of home soon followed; but even when restlessness and homesickness became acute, their effect was not permanent. He was no sooner back in his own home than the peculiar virtues of the place and people from whom he had fled shone again as unique and precious to the universe. It was good that there should be one Oxford, and that it should cling to every ancient peculiarity without surrendering to the spirit of the age—and good too that there should be one Chautauqua!

His first reaction to a new scene or to fresh contact with a foreign culture was usually one of admiration. "How cheerful it looks!" he would exclaim, "and how much better in this way compared to the last place!" "How nice they seem!" "How solid and deserving of a chance to grow is such a civilization!" Soon after, feelings of restlessness, varying moods, and a desire for the "simplifications" of home would set in; but even when restlessness and homesickness became intense, their impact wasn’t lasting. As soon as he returned home, the unique qualities of the place and people he had left behind stood out as special and valuable to the world. It was great that there was one Oxford, and that it held onto every ancient characteristic without giving in to modern trends—and it was also great that there was one Chautauqua!

For James was perennially "keen" about new things and future things, about beginnings and promises. His mind looked forward eagerly. Youth never bored him. Anything spontaneous, young, or original was likely to excite him. And then he would pour out expressions of approval and acclaim. Brilliant students and young authors were often "little geniuses"; he guessed that they would "produce something very big before long"; they had already arrived at "an important vision," or had "driven their spear into the Universe where its ribs are short"; they were going to make "perhaps the most original contribution to philosophy that anyone had made for a generation."

For James was always excited about new things and what the future held, about fresh starts and potential. His mind eagerly looked ahead. He never found youth dull. Anything spontaneous, youthful, or innovative was sure to thrill him. And then he would express his approval and admiration. Talented students and young writers were often called "little geniuses"; he believed they would "create something significant soon"; they had already reached "an important vision," or had "pierced the Universe where it's most vulnerable"; they were going to make "possibly the most original contribution to philosophy that anyone has made in a generation."

It must be admitted that his recognition would occasionally have had a happier effect had it been less encouraging. But he enjoyed being generous and hated to spoil a gift of praise by "stingy" qualifications. He might have said that the great point was not to let any unique virtue in a man evaporate or be wasted. At any rate, he said, that should be seen to in a university. He was quite unconventional in recognizing originality, and preferred all the risks involved in hailing potentialities that might never come to fruition, to a policy of playing safe in his estimates. Yet on the whole he very seldom "fooled himself." Few men who have possessed a comparable gift of discovering special virtues in different individuals have combined with it so just a sense of what could not be expected of those same individuals in the way of other virtues.

It’s true that his praise could sometimes have a better effect if it was a bit less abundant. But he loved being generous and didn’t want to ruin a compliment with “stingy” qualifiers. He might say that the main thing was to ensure that any unique quality in a person doesn’t fade away or get overlooked. At least, he believed that should definitely happen in a university. He was quite unconventional in appreciating originality, and he preferred taking the risks that came with recognizing potential that might never materialize, rather than playing it safe in his assessments. Still, he rarely “fooled himself.” Few people with his talent for identifying unique strengths in others have also balanced that with such a clear understanding of what couldn’t be expected from those same individuals in terms of other strengths.

But there would be danger of misunderstanding if this trait were mentioned without an important qualification. The reader will do well, in interpreting any judgment of James's to consider whether the book, or theory, or man under consideration was new and unrecognized, or was already established and secure of a place in men's esteem. In the former case, especially if there was anything in the situation to appeal to James's natural "inclination to succor the under-dog," his praise was likely to be extravagantly expressed and his reservations were apt to be withheld. In the latter case he was no less certain to give free rein to his critical discernment. Men who knew him as a teacher are likely to remember how he encouraged them in their efforts on the one hand, and on the other how stimulating to them and enlarging to their mental horizons were his free and often destructive comments upon famous books and illustrious men.

But there would be a risk of misunderstanding if this trait was discussed without an important note. The reader should consider whether the book, theory, or person being judged by James was something new and not widely recognized, or if it was already established and well-regarded. In the first case, especially if there was something in the situation that appealed to James's natural "inclination to help the underdog," his praise was likely to be over the top and his criticisms could be absent. In the second case, he was equally sure to unleash his critical insight. People who knew him as a teacher are likely to remember how he encouraged them in their efforts while also providing stimulating and often harsh feedback on famous books and notable figures, which broadened their mental horizons.

As a teacher at Harvard for thirty-five years, he influenced the lives and thoughts of more than a generation of students who sat in his classes. To many of them he was an adviser as well as a teacher, and to some he was a lifelong friend. Such was the character of his books and public discourses that people of all sorts and conditions from outside the University came to him or wrote to him for encouragement and counsel. The burden of his message to all was the bracing text which he himself loved and lived by—"Son of man, stand upon thy feet and I will speak unto thee." He never tried to win disciples, to compel allegiance to his own doctrines, or to found a school. But he taught countless young men to love philosophy, and helped many a troubled soul besides to face the problems of the universe in an independent and gallant spirit. He helped them by example as well as by precept, for it was plain to everyone who knew him or read him that his genius was ardently adventurous and humane.

As a teacher at Harvard for thirty-five years, he impacted the lives and thoughts of over a generation of students who attended his classes. To many, he was both an adviser and a teacher, and to some, he became a lifelong friend. The nature of his books and public talks attracted people from all walks of life outside the University, who sought him out or wrote to him for support and guidance. The core of his message to everyone was the powerful phrase he loved and lived by—"Son of man, stand upon thy feet and I will speak unto thee." He never tried to gather followers, force loyalty to his own beliefs, or establish a school. But he inspired countless young men to appreciate philosophy and assisted many troubled individuals in tackling the challenges of life with independence and courage. He guided them through both his actions and his teachings, as it was clear to anyone who knew him or read his work that his brilliance was deeply adventurous and compassionate.

II

1861-1864

Chemistry and Comparative Anatomy in the Lawrence Scientific School

Chemistry and Comparative Anatomy at the Lawrence Scientific School

IN the autumn of 1861 James turned to scientific work, and began what was to become a lifelong connection with Cambridge and Harvard University by registering for the study of chemistry in the Lawrence Scientific School. Among the students who were in the School in his time were several who were to be his friends and colleagues in later years—Nathaniel S. Shaler, later Professor of Geology and Dean of the Scientific School, Alexander Agassiz, engineer, captain of industry, eminent biologist, and organizer of the museum that his father had founded, the entomologist Samuel H. Scudder, F. W. Putnam, who afterwards became Curator of the Peabody Museum of Ethnology and Anthropology, and Alpheus Hyatt, the palæontologist, who was Curator of the Museum of Comparative Zoölogy at Harvard for many years before his death in 1902. The chemical laboratory of the school had just been placed under the charge of Charles W. Eliot,—in 1869 to become President Eliot,—who writes: "I first came in contact with William James in the academic year 1861-62. As I was young and inexperienced, it was fortunate for me that there were but fifteen students of chemistry in the Scientific School that year, and that I was therefore able to devote a good deal of attention to the laboratory work of each student. The instruction was given chiefly in the laboratory and was therefore individual. James was a very interesting and agreeable pupil, but was not wholly devoted to the study of Chemistry. During the two years in which he was registered as a student in Chemistry, his work was much interfered with by ill-health, or rather by something which I imagined to be a delicacy of nervous constitution. His excursions into other sciences and realms of thought were not infrequent; his mind was excursive, and he liked experimenting, particularly novel experimenting.... I received a distinct impression that he possessed unusual mental powers, remarkable spirituality, and great personal charm.[21] This impression became later useful to Harvard University."

IN the fall of 1861, James focused on scientific work and started what would become a lifelong connection with Cambridge and Harvard University by enrolling in the chemistry program at the Lawrence Scientific School. Among the students there during his time were several who would later become his friends and colleagues—Nathaniel S. Shaler, who eventually became Professor of Geology and Dean of the Scientific School; Alexander Agassiz, an engineer, industrial leader, eminent biologist, and organizer of the museum founded by his father; the entomologist Samuel H. Scudder; F. W. Putnam, who later became Curator of the Peabody Museum of Ethnology and Anthropology; and Alpheus Hyatt, the paleontologist who served as Curator of the Museum of Comparative Zoology at Harvard for many years until his death in 1902. The chemical lab of the school had just come under the management of Charles W. Eliot—who would become President Eliot in 1869—who wrote: "I first came in contact with William James during the academic year 1861-62. Since I was young and inexperienced, it was fortunate for me that there were only fifteen chemistry students in the Scientific School that year, allowing me to pay a lot of attention to each student's lab work. The teaching was mainly hands-on in the lab, making it very personal. James was a very engaging and pleasant student, but he wasn't completely dedicated to the study of Chemistry. During the two years he was enrolled as a Chemistry student, his progress was often disrupted by ill health, or what I thought might be a sensitive nervous system. His forays into other fields and areas of thought happened quite often; his mind was curious, and he enjoyed experimenting, especially with new ideas.... I got the strong impression that he had exceptional mental abilities, remarkable spirituality, and significant personal charm.[21] This impression later proved beneficial to Harvard University."

Henry James published many of the few still existing letters which William wrote during this time in his "Notes of a Son and Brother." Three of them are among the first six selected for inclusion here. The fun and extravagance of these early letters is so full of an intimate raillery that they should be read in their context in that book, where the whole family has been made to live again. The first of the letters that follow was written a few weeks after the opening of the autumn term in which James began his course in chemistry. The son of Professor Benjamin Peirce (the mathematician) of whom it makes mention was the brilliant but erratic Charles S. Peirce, to whom other references appear in later letters, and whose name James subsequently associated with his pragmatism. "Harry," "Wilky" and "Bobby" will be recognized as William's younger brothers. Wilky was at the Sanborn School in Concord, thirteen miles away. Bobby was in Newport, under the parental roof at 13 Kay Street. The Emerson referred to was R. W. Emerson's son, Edward W. Emerson, and "Tom" Ward, the Thomas W. Ward of a lifelong friendship and of several later letters and allusions.

Henry James published many of the few surviving letters that William wrote during this time in his "Notes of a Son and Brother." Three of them are among the first six selected for inclusion here. The fun and extravagance of these early letters are filled with a close-knit humor that should be read in their context in that book, where the whole family comes alive again. The first of the letters that follow was written a few weeks after the start of the autumn term when James began his chemistry course. The son of Professor Benjamin Peirce (the mathematician mentioned) was the brilliant but unpredictable Charles S. Peirce, to whom other references appear in later letters and whose name James later connected with his pragmatism. "Harry," "Wilky," and "Bobby" will be recognized as William's younger brothers. Wilky was at the Sanborn School in Concord, thirteen miles away. Bobby was in Newport, living at home at 13 Kay Street. The Emerson referred to was R. W. Emerson's son, Edward W. Emerson, and "Tom" Ward is Thomas W. Ward, who had a lifelong friendship and several later letters and references.

To his Family.

CAMBRIDGE, Sunday Afternoon, Sept. 16, 1861.

CAMBRIDGE, Sunday Afternoon, Sep 16, 1861.

DEAREST FAMILY,—This morning, as I was busy over the tenth page of a letter to Wilky, in he popped and made my labor of no account. I had intended to go and see him yesterday, but concluded to delay as I had plenty of work to do and did not wish to take the relish off the visits by making them frequent when I was not home-sick. Moreover, Emerson and Tom Ward were going on, and I thought he would have too much of a good thing. But he walked over this morning with, or rather without them, for he went astray and arrived very hot and dusty. I gave him a bath and took him to dinner and he is now gone to see [Andrew?] Robeson and Emerson. His plump corpusculus looks as always. He says it is pretty lonely at Concord and he misses Bob's lively and sportive wiles very much in the long and lone and dreary evenings, tho' he consoles himself by thinking he will have a great time at study. I have at last got to feel quite settled and homelike. I write in my new parlor whither I moved yesterday. You have no idea what an improvement it is on the old affair, worth double the price, and the little bedroom under the roof is perfectly delicious, with a charming outlook upon little backyards with trees and pretty old brick walls. The sun is upon this room from earliest dawn till late in the afternoon—a capital thing in winter.

DEAREST FAMILY,—This morning, while I was working on the tenth page of a letter to Wilky, he suddenly showed up and made my effort seem pointless. I had planned to visit him yesterday but decided to hold off since I had a lot to do and didn't want to spoil the visits by making them too frequent when I wasn't feeling homesick. Besides, Emerson and Tom Ward were going as well, and I thought he’d have too much of a good thing. But he walked over this morning without them, having lost his way, and arrived very hot and dusty. I gave him a bath, took him to dinner, and now he's gone to see [Andrew?] Robeson and Emerson. His sturdy frame looks just as it always does. He mentioned that it's pretty lonely in Concord and he really misses Bob's lively and playful antics during those long, quiet, and dreary evenings, although he comforts himself thinking he’ll have a great time studying. I've finally started to feel quite settled and at home. I'm writing in my new parlor, where I moved yesterday. You can't imagine what an improvement it is over the old place, worth double the price, and the little bedroom under the roof is absolutely delightful, with a charming view of small backyards, trees, and pretty old brick walls. The sun shines on this room from early morning until late afternoon—a great advantage in winter.

I like Mrs. Upham's very much. Dark, aristocratic dining-room, with royal cheer—"fish, roast-beef, veal-cutlets or pigeons?" says the splendid, tall, noble-looking, white-armed, black-eyed Juno of a handmaid as you sit down. And for dessert, a choice of three, three of the most succulent, unctuous (no, not unctuous, unless you imagine a celestial unction without the oil) pie-ey confections, always two plates full—my eye! She has an admirable chemical, not mechanical, combination of jam and cake and cream, which I recommend to mother if she is ever at a loss; though she has no well-stored pantry like that of good old 13 Kay Street; or if she has, it exists not for miserable me. I get up at six, breakfast and study till nine, when I go to school till one, when dinner, a short loaf and work again till five, then gymnasium or walk till tea, and after that, visit, work, literature, correspondence, etc., etc., till ten, when I "divest myself of my wardrobe" and lay my weary head upon my downy pillow and dreamily think of dear old home and Father and Mother and brothers and sister and aunt and cousins and all that the good old Newport sun shines upon, until consciousness is lost. My time last week was fully occupied, and I suspect will be so all winter—I hope so.

I really enjoy Mrs. Upham's place. A dark, elegant dining room with a royal feel—“fish, roast beef, veal cutlets, or pigeons?” says the tall, stunning, noble-looking handmaid with white arms and dark eyes as you sit down. For dessert, you have a choice of three, three of the most delicious, rich pie-like confections, always two plates full—wow! She has a fantastic blend of jam, cake, and cream, which I recommend to my mom if she ever needs ideas; although she doesn’t have a well-stocked pantry like good old 13 Kay Street; or if she does, it’s not for me. I wake up at six, have breakfast, and study until nine, when I go to school until one, then lunch, a quick loaf, and back to work until five, after which I either hit the gym or go for a walk until tea. After that, it’s visiting, working, reading, writing letters, and so on until ten, when I “take off my clothes” and lay my tired head on my soft pillow, dreamy thinking about home, my dad, my mom, my brothers, my sister, my aunt, my cousins, and all that the lovely Newport sun shines on, until I fall asleep. My week was completely busy, and I think it will be like that all winter—I hope so.

This chemical analysis is so bewildering at first that I am entirely "muddled and beat"[22] and have to employ most all my time reading up. Agassiz gives now a course of lectures in Boston, to which I have been. He is evidently a great favorite with his audience and feels so himself. But he is an admirable, earnest lecturer, clear as day, and his accent is most fascinating. I should like to study under him. Prof. Wyman's lectures on [the] Comp[arative] anatomy of vert[ebrates] promise to be very good; prosy perhaps a little and monotonous, but plain and packed full and well arranged (nourris). Eliot I have not seen much of; I don't believe he is a very accomplished chemist, but can't tell yet. Young [Charles] Atkinson, nephew of Miss Staigg's friend, is a very nice boy. I walked over to Brookline yesterday afternoon with him to see his aunt, who received me very cordially. There is something extremely good about her. The rest of this year's class is nothing wonderful. In last year's there is a son of Prof. Peirce, whom I suspect to be a very "smart" fellow with a great deal of character, pretty independent and violent though. [Storrow] Higginson I like very well. [John] Ropes is always out, so I have not seen him again.

This chemical analysis is so confusing at first that I feel completely "muddled and beat" [22] and have to spend most of my time studying. Agassiz is currently giving a series of lectures in Boston that I've attended. He is clearly a big hit with his audience and seems to really enjoy it himself. He’s an excellent, passionate speaker, clear as day, and his accent is really engaging. I would love to study with him. Prof. Wyman’s lectures on the comparative anatomy of vertebrates look promising; they might be a bit dull and repetitive, but they are straightforward, informative, and well-organized (nourris). I haven't seen much of Eliot; I don't think he’s a very skilled chemist, but I can’t say for sure yet. Young [Charles] Atkinson, the nephew of Miss Staigg's friend, is a really nice guy. I walked over to Brookline with him yesterday afternoon to visit his aunt, who welcomed me very warmly. There’s something really good about her. The rest of this year's class isn't anything special. In last year's class, there’s a son of Prof. Peirce, whom I suspect is a pretty "smart" guy with a lot of character, although he is somewhat independent and intense. I like [Storrow] Higginson quite a lot. [John] Ropes is always out, so I haven't seen him again.

We are only about twelve in the laboratory, so that we have a very cosy time. I expect to have a winter of "crowded" life. I can be as independent as I please, and want to live regardless of the good or bad opinion of everyone. I shall have a splendid chance to try, I know, and I know too that the "native hue of resolution" has never been of very great shade in me hitherto. But I am sure that that feeling is a right one, and I mean to live according to it if I can. If I do, I think I shall turn out all right.

We have about twelve people in the lab, so it's a pretty cozy setup. I'm looking forward to a winter filled with a "lively" atmosphere. I can be as independent as I want, and I aim to live without worrying about what others think—good or bad. I know I’ll have a fantastic opportunity to give it a shot, and I also realize that I haven't had much determination in the past. But I believe that feeling is the right one, and I plan to live by it if I can. If I do, I think I’ll be just fine.

I stopped this letter before tea, when Wilk the rosy-gilled and Higginson came in. I now resume it after tea by the light of a taper and that of the moon. This room is without gas and I must get some of the jovial Harry's abhorred kerosene tomorrow. Wilk read Harry's letter and amused me "metch" by his naïve interpretation of mother's most rational request "that I should keep a memorandum of all monies I receive from Father." He thought it was that she might know exactly what sums the prodigal philosopher really gave out, and that mistrust of his generosity caused it. The phrase has a little sound that way, as Harry framed it, I confess....

I paused writing this letter before tea when Wilk, the rosy-cheeked, and Higginson came in. I'm picking it up again after tea by the light of a candle and the moon. This room has no gas, so I need to get some of the cheerful Harry's hated kerosene tomorrow. Wilk read Harry's letter and entertained me a lot with his naïve take on Mom's very reasonable request "that I should keep a record of all the money I receive from Father." He believed it was so she could know exactly how much the extravagant philosopher really gave away and that her distrust of his generosity was behind it. The way Harry phrased it has a bit of truth to it, I admit...

 

"Kitty" Temple, next addressed, was the eldest of four Temple cousins, who were daughters of Henry James, Senior's, favorite sister. Having lost both their parents the Temple children had come to live in Newport under the care of their paternal aunt, Mrs. Edmund Tweedie. The fast friendship between the elder Jameses and the Tweedies, the relationship between the two groups of children and the parity of their ages resulted in the Jameses, Temples and Tweedies all living almost as one family. "Minny," Kitty's younger sister, was about seventeen years old and was the enchanting and most adored of all the charming and freely circulating young relatives with whom William had more or less grown up. Henry James drew two of his most appealing heroines from her image,—Minny Theale in the "Wings of the Dove" and Isabel Archer in "The Portrait of a Lady,"—and she is still more authentically revealed by references that recur in "Notes of a Son and Brother" and in the bundle of her own letters with which that volume beautifully closes. In a long-after year William, who was fondly devoted to her, received an early letter of hers containing an affectionate reference to himself and wrote to the friend who had sent it: "I am deeply thankful to you for sending me this letter, which revives all sorts of poignant memories and makes her live again in all her lightness and freedom. Few spirits have been more free than hers. I find myself wishing so that she could know me as I am now. As for knowing her as she is now??!! I find that she means as much in the way of human character for me now as she ever did, being unique and with no analogue in all my subsequent experience of people. Thank you once more for what you have done." At the time of the next letter, "Minny" had just cut her hair short, and a photograph of her new aspect was the occasion of the badinage about her madness. "Dr. Prince" was an alienist to whom another James cousin had lately been married.

"Kitty" Temple, the next one mentioned, was the oldest of four Temple cousins, daughters of Henry James, Senior’s favorite sister. After losing both their parents, the Temple kids moved to Newport to live with their paternal aunt, Mrs. Edmund Tweedie. The close friendship between the elder Jameses and the Tweedies, along with the children’s similar ages, meant that the Jameses, Temples, and Tweedies all lived almost like one big family. "Minny," Kitty’s younger sister, was about seventeen and was the most enchanting and adored among all the charming young relatives William had grown up with. Henry James took inspiration from her for two of his most captivating heroines—Minny Theale in "Wings of the Dove" and Isabel Archer in "The Portrait of a Lady." She is also authentically portrayed in references in "Notes of a Son and Brother" and in the collection of her own letters that beautifully concludes that volume. Years later, William, who was very fond of her, received an early letter of hers containing a sweet mention of him and wrote to the friend who sent it: "I’m really grateful to you for sending me this letter, which brings back all sorts of poignant memories and makes her come alive again in all her lightness and freedom. Few spirits have been more free than hers. I wish she could know me as I am now. As for knowing her as she is now??!! She still holds the same unique significance in my understanding of human character as ever, with no one else quite like her in all my later experiences. Thanks again for what you've done." By the time of the next letter, "Minny" had just cut her hair short, and a photo of her new look sparked some playful teasing about her madness. "Dr. Prince" was a psychiatrist to whom another James cousin had recently married.

To Miss Katharine Temple (Mrs. Richard Emmet).

CAMBRIDGE, [Sept. 1861].

CAMBRIDGE, [Sept. 1861].

My dear Kitty,—Imagine if you can with what palpitations I tore open the rude outer envelope of your precious, long-looked-for missive. I read it by the glimmer of the solitary lamp which at eventide lights up the gloom of the dark and humid den called Post Office. And as I read on unconscious of the emotion I was betraying, a vast crowd collected. Profs. Agassiz and Wyman ran with their note-books and proceeded to take observations of the greatest scientific import. I with difficulty reached my lodgings. When thereout fell the Photograph. Wheeeew! oohoo! aha! la-la! [Marks representing musical flourish] boisteroso triumphissimmo, chassez to the right, cross over, forward two, hornpipe and turn summerset! Up came the fire engines; but I proudly waved them aside and plunged bareheaded into the chill and gloomy bowels of the night, to recover by violent exercise the use of my reasoning faculties, which had almost been annihilated by the shock of happiness. As I stalked along, an understanding of the words in your letter grew upon me, and then I felt, my sober senses returning, that I ought not to be so elate. For you certainly bring me bad news enough. Elly's arm broken and Minny gone mad should make me rather drop a tear than laugh.

Dear Kitty,—Just imagine how my heart raced as I ripped open the rough outer envelope of your dear, long-awaited letter. I read it by the light of the lone lamp that brightens the dark and damp space known as the Post Office in the evening. As I read on, completely unaware of the emotions I was showing, a large crowd gathered around me. Profs. Agassiz and Wyman rushed in with their notebooks to take notes on what seemed like the most important scientific findings. I struggled to get back to my place. When I got there, the Photograph fell out. Wheeeew! oohoo! aha! la-la! [Marks representing musical flourish] a lively triumph, move to the right, cross over, take two steps forward, hornpipe and flip! The fire engines came racing in, but I proudly waved them off and dashed into the cold, dark night without a hat, trying to regain my reasoning skills, which had nearly been wiped out by the shock of happiness. As I walked, I began to understand the words in your letter more clearly, and then I realized, with my senses returning, that I shouldn’t be feeling so joyful. After all, you have certainly given me enough bad news. Elly’s arm is broken, and Minny has gone mad; that should make me shed a tear instead of laugh.

But leaving poor Elly's case for the present, let's speak of Minny and her fearful catastrophe. Do you know, Kitty,—now that it 's all over, I don't see why I should not tell you,—I have often had flashes of horrid doubts about that girl. Occasionally I have caught a glance from her furtive eye, a glance so wild, so weird, so strange, that it has frozen the innermost marrow in my bones; and again the most sickening feeling has come over me as I have noticed fleeting shades of expression on her face, so short, but ah! so piercingly pregnant of the mysteries of mania—unhuman, ghoul-like, fiendish-cunning! Ah me! ah me! Now that my worst suspicions have proved true, I feel sad indeed. The well-known, how-often fondly-contemplated features tell the whole story in the photograph taken, as you say, a few days before the crisis. Madness is plainly lurking in that lurid eye, stamps indelibly the arch of the nostril and the curve of the lip, and in ambush along the soft curve of the cheek it lies ready to burst forth in consuming fire. But oh! still is it not pity to think that that fair frame, whilom the chosen fane of intellect and heart, clear and white as noonday's beams, should now be a vast desert through whose lurid and murky glooms glare but the fitful forked lightnings of fuliginous insanity!—Well, Kitty, after all, it is but an organic lesion of the gray cortical substance which forms the pia mater of the brain, which is very consoling to us all. Was she all alone when she did it? Could no one wrest the shears from her vandal hand? I declare I fear to return home,—but of course Dr. Prince has her by this time. I shall weep as soon as I have finished this letter.

But setting aside poor Elly's situation for now, let's talk about Minny and her terrible tragedy. You know, Kitty—now that it’s all said and done, I don’t see why I shouldn’t tell you—I’ve often had some dreadful doubts about that girl. Sometimes, I’ve caught a look from her sneaky eyes, a look so wild, so eerie, so strange that it has chilled me to the bone; and I’ve also experienced a nauseating sensation as I’ve seen fleeting expressions on her face, so brief, yet so intensely filled with the mysteries of madness—inhuman, ghoul-like, devilishly clever! Oh dear! Now that my worst fears have been confirmed, I truly feel sad. The familiar, often-admired features tell the whole story in the photograph taken, as you said, just days before the crisis. Madness is clearly lurking in that haunting gaze, indelibly marking the arch of her nostril and the curve of her lip, ready to explode from the soft contour of her cheek like a consuming fire. But oh! Isn’t it a pity to think that that beautiful body, once the chosen temple of intellect and heart, clear and bright as midday sunlight, is now a vast wasteland where only the flickering flashes of dark insanity shine through the shadows!—Well, Kitty, after all, it’s just an organic lesion of the gray matter that forms the pia mater of the brain, which is very comforting to all of us. Was she completely alone when she did it? Couldn’t anyone wrest the scissors from her destructive hands? I swear, I’m afraid to go home—but of course, Dr. Prince has her by now. I will cry as soon as I finish this letter.

But now, to speak seriously, I am really shocked and grieved at hearing of poor little Elly's accident and of her suffering. I suppose she bears it though like one of the Amazons of old. I suppose the proper thing for me to do would be to tell her how naughty and careless she was to go and risk her bones in that unprincipled way, and how it will be a good lesson to her for the future about climbing into swings, etc., etc., ad libitum; but I will leave that to you, as her elder sister (I have no doubt you've dosed her already), and convey to her only the expression of my warmest condolence and sympathy. I hope to see her getting on finely when I come home, which will be shortly. After all it will soon be over, and then her arm will be better than ever, twice as strong, and who of us are exempt from pain? Take me, for example: you might weep tears of blood to see me day after day forced to hold ignited crucibles in my naked hands till the eyes of my neighbors water and their throats choke with the dense fumes of the burning leather. Yet I ask for no commiseration. Nevertheless I bestow it upon poor Elly, to whom give my best love and say I look forward to seeing her soon.

But now, to be serious, I'm really shocked and saddened to hear about poor little Elly's accident and her suffering. I suppose she’s handling it like one of the Amazons from ancient times. I think I should tell her how naughty and careless she was to go and risk her bones like that, and how this will be a good lesson for her in the future about climbing into swings, etc.; but I'll leave that to you, as her older sister (I’m sure you've already had that conversation with her), and I’ll just express my warmest condolence and sympathy. I hope to see her doing well when I come home, which will be soon. After all, this will be over before we know it, and her arm will be better than ever, twice as strong. Who among us is exempt from pain? Take me for instance: you’d probably cry to see me day after day having to hold burning crucibles in my bare hands until my neighbors’ eyes water and their throats choke from the thick smoke of burning leather. Yet I don’t ask for any sympathy. Still, I extend my sympathy to poor Elly; please give her my love and let her know I look forward to seeing her soon.

And Henrietta the ablebodied and strongminded—your report of her constancy touched me more than anything has for a long while. Tell her to stick it out for a few days longer and she will be richly rewarded by an apple and a chestnut from Massachusetts. As for yourself and sister in the affair of the wings, 'tis but what I expected,—I am too old now to expect much from human nature,—yet after such length of striving to please, so many months of incessant devotion, one must feel a slight twinge. If your sister can still understand, let her know that I thank her for her photograph. Too bad, too bad! With her long locks she would still be winning, outwardly, spite of the howling fiends within; but they gone, like Samson, she has nothing left.—But now, my dear Kitty, I must put an end to my scribbling. This writing in the middle of the week is an unheard-of license, for I must work, work, work. Relentless Chemistry claims its hapless victim. Excuse all faults of grammar, punctuation, spelling and sense on the score of telegraphic haste. Love to all and to yourself. Please "remember me" to your aunt Charlotte, and believe [me] yours affectionately,

And Henrietta, the strong and determined one—your report about her perseverance moved me more than anything has in a long time. Tell her to hang in there for a few more days, and she'll be rewarded with an apple and a chestnut from Massachusetts. As for you and your sister regarding the wings, it’s just what I expected—I’m too old now to have high hopes for human nature—but after all those months of trying to please and constant devotion, one must feel a little pinch. If your sister can still understand, please let her know that I appreciate her for her photograph. It’s a shame! With her long hair, she would still be beautiful on the outside, despite the turmoil inside; but now, like Samson, she’s lost it all. But now, my dear Kitty, I have to stop my writing. It’s a rare treat to write in the middle of the week because I have to work, work, work. Relentless Chemistry demands its unfortunate victim. Please excuse any mistakes in grammar, punctuation, spelling, and meaning due to my rushed state. Love to everyone and to you as well. Please "remember me" to your aunt Charlotte, and believe [me] yours affectionately,

W. J.

W.J.

To his Family.

CAMBRIDGE,
Sunday afternoon [Early Nov., 1861].

CAMBRIDGE,
Sunday afternoon [Early Nov., 1861].

Dearly beloved Family,—Wilky and I have just returned from dinner, and having completed a concert for the benefit of the inmates of Pasco Hall and the Hall next door, turn ourselves, I to writing a word home, he to digesting in a "lobbing" position on the sofa. Wilky wrote you a complete account of our transactions in Boston yesterday much better than I could have done. I suppose you will ratify our action as it seemed the only one possible to us. The radiance of Harry's visit[23] has not faded yet, and I come upon gleams of it three or four times a day in my farings to and fro; but it has never a bit diminished the lustre of far-off shining Newport all silver and blue and this heavenly group below[24] (all being more or less failures, especially the two outside ones),—the more so as the above-mentioned Harry could in no wise satisfy my cravings to know of the family and friends, as he did not seem to have been on speaking terms with any of them for some time past and could tell me nothing of what they did, said, or thought about any given subject. Never did I see a so much uninterested creature in the affairs of those about him. He is a good soul though in his way, too—much more so than the light fantastic Wilky, who has been doing nothing but disaster since he has been here, breaking down my good resolutions about eating, keeping me from any intellectual exercise, ruining my best hat wearing it while dressing, while in his night-gown, wishing to wash his face with it on, insisting on sleeping in my bed, inflicting on me thereby the pains of crucifixion, and hardly to be prevented from taking the said hat to bed with him. The odious creature occupied my comfortable armchair all the morning in the position represented in the fine plate which accompanies this letter. But one more night though and he shall be gone and no thorn shall be in the side of the serene and hallowed felicity of expectation in which I shall revel until the time comes for going home, home, home to the hearts of my infancy and budding youth.

Dear family,—Wilky and I just got back from dinner, and after finishing a concert to benefit the inmates of Pasco Hall and the Hall next door, I’m writing you a note while he’s lounging on the sofa, digesting. Wilky has already given you a detailed account of our activities in Boston yesterday, much better than I could have done. I expect you’ll approve of our decision since it seemed like the only option available to us. The glow from Harry's visit[23] hasn't faded yet, and I catch glimpses of it three or four times a day while I'm going about my business; but it hasn't diminished the charm of faraway, sparkling Newport, all silver and blue, and this wonderful group below[24] (all more or less disappointments, especially the two outside ones)—especially since the aforementioned Harry couldn't satisfy my thirst for news about family and friends; he didn't seem to have spoken to any of them in ages and couldn't share anything about what they did, said, or thought on any topic. I’ve never seen someone so indifferent to the lives of those around him. He has a good heart, though, much more than the whimsical Wilky, who has created nothing but chaos since his arrival—breaking my good eating resolutions, preventing me from engaging in any intellectual activity, ruining my best hat by wearing it while getting dressed, wanting to wash his face while still in his nightgown, insisting on sleeping in my bed, which subjects me to agony, and barely being stopped from taking that hat to bed with him. That obnoxious creature took over my comfy armchair all morning in the position shown in the nice illustration that comes with this letter. Just one more night, though, and he’ll be gone, and I’ll be free from any disturbance to the calm and cherished anticipation I’ll enjoy until it’s time to return home, home, home to the hearts of my childhood and youthful days.

It is not homesickness I have, if by that term be meant a sickness of heart and loathing of my present surroundings, but a sentiment far transcending this, that makes my hair curl for joy whenever I think of home, by which home comes to me as hope, not as regret, and which puts roses long faded thence in my old mother's cheeks, mildness in my father's voice, flowing graces into my Aunt Kate's movements, babbling confidingness into Harry's talk, a straight parting into Robby's hair and a heavenly tone into the lovely babe's temper, the elastic graces of a kitten into Moses's[25] rusty and rheumatic joints. Aha! Aha! The time will come—Thanksgiving in less than two weeks and then, oh, then!—probably a cold reception, half repellent, no fatted calf, no fresh-baked loaf of spicy bread,—but I dare not think of that side of the picture. I will ever hope and trust and my faith shall be justified.

It's not homesickness that I'm feeling, if by that I mean a deep sadness and dislike for my current situation. It's more of a feeling that goes way beyond that, bringing me joy whenever I think of home. To me, home represents hope, not regret. It brings color back to my mother's cheeks, warmth to my father's voice, elegance to Aunt Kate's movements, a sense of playful confidence to Harry's conversations, a neat part in Robby's hair, and a sweet disposition to the lovely baby. It even adds the lively grace of a kitten to Moses's sore and stiff joints. Aha! The time will come—Thanksgiving is less than two weeks away and then, oh, then!—probably a lukewarm welcome, somewhat uninviting, no lavish feast, no freshly baked spicy bread,—but I can’t dwell on that part of it. I'll always hope and believe, and my faith will be rewarded.

As Wilky has submitted to you a résumé of his future history for the next few years, so will I, hoping it will meet your approval. Thus: one year study chemistry, then spend one term at home, then one year with Wyman, then a medical education, then five or six years with Agassiz, then probably death, death, death with inflation and plethora of knowledge. This you had better seriously consider. This is a glorious day and I think I must close and take a walk. So farewell, farewell until a quarter to nine Sunday evening soon! Your bold, your beautiful,

As Wilky has shared a summary of his plans for the next few years, I’ll do the same, hoping you'll approve. Here it is: one year studying chemistry, then one term at home, then a year with Wyman, followed by medical school, and finally five or six years with Agassiz, and probably ending in death—death, death, along with an overload of knowledge. You should think about this seriously. This is a wonderful day, and I believe I need to wrap up and go for a walk. So goodbye, goodbye until a quarter to nine Sunday evening soon! Your bold, your beautiful,

Your Blossom!!

Your Blossom!!

 

Dedicated to Miss Kitty, oh! I beg pardon, to Miss Temple.

Dedicated to Miss Kitty, oh! I’m sorry, to Miss Temple.

The following curious facts were discovered by the Chemist James in some of his recent investigations:

The following interesting facts were discovered by the chemist James in some of his recent investigations:

At Pensacola, Fla., there is a navy yard, and consequently many officers of the U.S.A.

At Pensacola, Florida, there is a naval yard, so there are many officers of the U.S. Navy.

In Pensacola there is a larger proportional number of old maids than in any city of the Union.

In Pensacola, there are more single women compared to any other city in the country.

The ladies of Pensacola, instead of seeking an eligible partner in the middle ranks of society, spend their lives in a vain attempt to entrap the officers who flirt with them and then leave Pensacola. The moral lesson is evident.

The women of Pensacola, rather than looking for a suitable partner among their peers, waste their lives trying to catch the attention of the officers who flirt with them and then move on from Pensacola. The message is clear.

 

The "Kitty" to whom James addressed the next letter was another cousin, the daughter of one of his father's elder brothers. Her husband was the alienist to whom the reader will remember that the mad Minny was consigned in a previous letter. It should also be explained that James's two youngest brothers had now entered the Union army, and that one of them, Wilky, adjutant of the first colored regiment, had been wounded in the charge on Fort Wagner in which Colonel Robert Gould Shaw was killed.

The "Kitty" James was writing to next was another cousin, the daughter of one of his dad's older brothers. Her husband was the psychiatrist to whom the reader might recall that the deranged Minny was sent in a previous letter. It should also be noted that James's two youngest brothers had now joined the Union army, and one of them, Wilky, who was an adjutant for the first colored regiment, had been injured during the attack on Fort Wagner where Colonel Robert Gould Shaw was killed.

To Mrs. Katharine James (Mrs. William H.) Prince.

CAMBRIDGE, Sept. 12, 1863.

CAMBRIDGE, Sept. 12, 1863.

My dear Cousin Kitty,—I was very agreeably surprised at getting your letter a few days after arriving here, and am heartily glad to find that you still remember me and think sometimes of the visit you paid us that happy summer. I often think of you, and at such times feel very much like renewing our delightful converse. Several times I have been on the uttermost brink of writing to you, but somehow or other I have always quailed at plunging over. Nature makes us so awkward. I again felt several times like going to pay you a short visit,—last winter and this spring, I remember,—but hesitated, never having been invited, and being entirely ignorant how you would receive me, whether you would chain me up in your asylum and scourge me, or what—tho' I believe those good old days are over.

Dear Cousin Kitty,—I was really pleasantly surprised to receive your letter a few days after I got here, and I’m genuinely happy to see that you still remember me and think about that lovely summer visit we had together. I often think of you, and during those moments, I really want to pick up our wonderful conversations again. Several times, I’ve almost written to you, but for some reason, I’ve always hesitated to take the plunge. It’s just how we are sometimes. I’ve also thought about coming to visit you for a short while—last winter and this spring, if I recall—but I held back, never having been invited and totally unsure of how you would welcome me, whether you would lock me up in your home and punish me, or what—though I believe those good old days are behind us.

When you were at our house, I recollect I was in the first flush of my chemical enthusiasm. A year and a half of hard work at it here has somewhat dulled my ardor; and after half a year's vegetation at home, I am back here again, studying this time Comparative Anatomy. I am obliged before the 15th of January to make finally and irrevocably "the choice of a profession." I suppose your sex, which has, or should have, its bread brought to it, instead of having to go in search of it, has no idea of the awful responsibility of such a choice. I have four alternatives: Natural History, Medicine, Printing, Beggary. Much may be said in favor of each. I have named them in the ascending order of their pecuniary invitingness. After all, the great problem of life seems to be how to keep body and soul together, and I have to consider lucre. To study natural science, I know I should like, but the prospect of supporting a family on $600 a year is not one of those rosy dreams of the future with which the young are said to be haunted. Medicine would pay, and I should still be dealing with subjects which interest me—but how much drudgery and of what an unpleasant kind is there! Of all departments of Medicine, that to which Dr. Prince devotes himself is, I should think, the most interesting. And I should like to see him and his patients at Northampton very much before coming to a decision.

When you were at our house, I remember I was really excited about chemistry. A year and a half of hard work has made me a bit less enthusiastic, and after six months of downtime at home, I’m back here studying Comparative Anatomy. By January 15th, I have to make a final and irreversible decision about my career. I guess your gender, which often has its livelihood secured rather than needing to seek it out, has no clue about the heavy responsibility of making such a choice. I have four options: Natural History, Medicine, Printing, and Begging. Each has its merits. I’ve listed them by how financially appealing they are. Ultimately, the big question in life seems to be how to make a living, and I have to think about money. I know I would enjoy studying natural science, but the idea of raising a family on $600 a year isn’t one of those bright dreams the young are said to have. Medicine could pay well, and I’d still be working with topics that interest me—but there’s a lot of tedious and unpleasant work involved! Of all the branches of Medicine, the one Dr. Prince focuses on seems to be the most fascinating. I’d really like to see him and his patients in Northampton before I make a decision.

The worst of this matter is that everyone must more or less act with insufficient knowledge—"go it blind," as they say. Few can afford the time to try what suits them. However, a few months will show. I shall be most happy some day to avail myself of your very cordial invitation. I have heard so much of the beauty of Northampton that I want very much to see the place too.

The worst part of this situation is that everyone has to somewhat act without enough knowledge—"go for it blindly," as they say. Few people can spare the time to figure out what works for them. But in a few months, things will become clearer. I’ll be truly happy to take you up on your warm invitation one day. I’ve heard so much about the beauty of Northampton that I really want to see it for myself, too.

I heard from home day before yesterday that "Wilky was improving daily." I hope he is, poor fellow. His wound is a very large and bad one and he will be confined to his bed a long while. He bears it like a man. He is the best abolitionist you ever saw, and makes a common one, as we are, feel very small and shabby. Poor little Bob is before Charleston, too. We have not heard from him in a very long while. He made an excellent officer in camp here, every one said, and was promoted.

I heard from home the day before yesterday that "Wilky is getting better every day." I hope that's true, poor guy. His wound is really big and serious, and he's going to be stuck in bed for a long time. He’s handling it like a champ. He’s the best abolitionist you’ve ever seen and makes an ordinary person like me feel really insignificant. Poor little Bob is in front of Charleston, too. We haven’t heard from him in a really long time. Everyone said he was a great officer here in camp and got promoted.

But I must stop. I hope, now that the ice is broken, you will soon feel like writing again. And, if you please, eschew all formality in addressing me by dropping the title of our relationship before my name. As for you, the case is different. My senior, a grave matron, quasi-mother of I know not how many scores, not of children, but of live lunatics, which is far more exceptional and awe-inspiring, I tremble to think I have shown too much levity and familiarity already. Are you very different from what you were two years ago? As no word has passed between us since then, I suppose I should have begun by congratulating you first on your engagement, which is I believe the fashionable thing, then on your marriage, tho' I don't rightly know whether that is fashionable or not. At any rate I now end. Yours most sincerely,

But I need to stop. I hope that now that we’ve broken the ice, you’ll feel like writing again soon. And please, feel free to drop any formalities when you address me—just skip the title of our relationship before my name. As for you, it’s different. My senior, a serious woman, almost a mother of who knows how many scores—not of children, but of lively lunatics, which is far more impressive and awe-inspiring. I cringe to think I might have been too casual and familiar already. Have you changed a lot since two years ago? Since we haven’t talked at all since then, I guess I should have started by congratulating you on your engagement, which I think is the polite thing to do, and then on your marriage, though I’m not really sure if that’s the thing to do. Anyway, I’ll stop here. Yours sincerely,

WM. JAMES.

W.M. JAMES.

To his Mother.

CAMBRIDGE, [circa Sept., 1863].

CAMBRIDGE, [around Sept., 1863].

My dearest Mother,—...To answer the weighty questions which you propound: I am glad to leave Newport because I am tired of the place itself, and because of the reason which you have very well expressed in your letter, the necessity of the whole family being near the arena of the future activity of us young men. I recommend Cambridge on account of its own pleasantness (though I don't wish to be invidious towards Brookline, Longwood, and other places) and because of its economy if I or Harry continue to study here much longer....

My beloved mom,—...To answer the serious questions you asked: I'm glad to leave Newport because I'm tired of it, and also for the reason you mentioned in your letter, the need for our whole family to be close to where the young men will be active in the future. I suggest Cambridge because it's nice (though I don’t mean to offend Brookline, Longwood, and other places) and it's more affordable if Harry or I continue our studies here much longer....

I feel very much the importance of making soon a final choice of my business in life. I stand now at the place where the road forks. One branch leads to material comfort, the flesh-pots; but it seems a kind of selling of one's soul. The other to mental dignity and independence; combined, however, with physical penury. If I myself were the only one concerned I should not hesitate an instant in my choice. But it seems hard on Mrs. W. J., "that not impossible she," to ask her to share an empty purse and a cold hearth. On one side is science, upon the other business (the honorable, honored and productive business of printing seems most attractive), with medicine, which partakes of [the] advantages of both, between them, but which has drawbacks of its own. I confess I hesitate. I fancy there is a fond maternal cowardice which would make you and every other mother contemplate with complacency the worldly fatness of a son, even if obtained by some sacrifice of his "higher nature." But I fear there might be some anguish in looking back from the pinnacle of prosperity (necessarily reached, if not by eating dirt, at least by renouncing some divine ambrosia) over the life you might have led in the pure pursuit of truth. It seems as if one could not afford to give that up for any bribe, however great. Still, I am undecided. The medical term opens tomorrow and between this and the end of the term here, I shall have an opportunity of seeing a little into medical business. I shall confer with Wyman about the prospects of a naturalist and finally decide. I want you to become familiar with the notion that I may stick to science, however, and drain away at your property for a few years more. If I can get into Agassiz's museum I think it not improbable I may receive a salary of $400 to $500 in a couple of years. I know some stupider than I who have done so. You see in that case how desirable it would be to have a home in Cambridge. Anyhow, I am convinced that somewhere in this neighborhood is the place for us to rest. These matters have been a good deal on my mind lately, and I am very glad to get this chance of pouring them into yours. As for the other boys, I don't know. And that idle and useless young female, Alice, too, whom we shall have to feed and clothe!... Cambridge is all right for business in Boston. Living in Boston or Brookline, etc., would be as expensive as Newport if Harry or I stayed here, for we could not easily go home every day.

I really feel the pressure to make a final choice about my career soon. I'm at a crossroads right now. One path leads to financial security and comfort, but it feels like I’d be selling my soul. The other path leads to intellectual respect and independence, but comes with physical poverty. If it were just me, I wouldn’t hesitate to choose. But it seems unfair to ask Mrs. W. J., "that not impossible she," to live with an empty wallet and no warmth at home. On one side is science, and on the other is business (the honorable, respected, and productive field of printing seems really appealing), along with medicine, which offers advantages of both but has its own downsides. I have to admit I’m torn. I think there's a kind of maternal instinct that makes you and every other mother prefer to see your son well-off, even if it costs him some of his "higher nature." But I worry there might be regret in looking back from a successful position (which you reach, if not by compromising, at least by giving up some divine bliss) over the life you could have had in the honest pursuit of truth. It feels like you can’t give that up for any reward, no matter how big. Still, I'm uncertain. The medical term starts tomorrow, and between now and the end of the term here, I’ll have a chance to see a bit of the medical field. I’ll talk to Wyman about the prospects of being a naturalist and make my final decision. I want you to get used to the idea that I might stick with science, though, and keep drawing from your resources for a few more years. If I can get into Agassiz's museum, I think it’s possible I could earn a salary of $400 to $500 in a couple of years. I know some people who aren’t as smart as I am who have done it. You see, in that case, it would really be great to have a home in Cambridge. Regardless, I believe there’s a place for us to settle down somewhere nearby. These things have been on my mind a lot lately, and I’m really glad to share them with you. As for the other boys, I’m not sure. And that lazy and pointless girl, Alice, too, whom we’ll have to support!... Cambridge is perfect for business in Boston. Living in Boston or Brookline, etc., would be just as costly as Newport if Harry or I stayed there because we wouldn’t be able to easily go home every day.

Give my warmest love to Aunt Kate, Father, who I hope will not tumble again, and all of them over the way. Recess in three weeks; till then, my dearest and best of old mothers, good-bye! Your loving son,

Give my warmest love to Aunt Kate, Dad, and I hope she doesn’t fall again, and to everyone over there. We have a break in three weeks; until then, my dearest and best of moms, goodbye! Your loving son,

W. J.

W.J.

[P.S.] Give my best love to Kitty and give cette petite humbug of a Minny a hint about writing to me. I hope you liked your shawl.

[P.S.] Send my love to Kitty and give cette petite little rascal Minny a nudge about writing to me. I hope you liked your shawl.

 

The physical and nervous frailty, which President Eliot had noticed in James during the first winter at the Scientific School, and which later manifested itself so seriously as to interfere with his studies, kept him from enlisting in the Federal armies during the Civil War. The case was too clear to occasion discussion in his letters. He continued as a student at the School and, at about the time the foregoing letter was written, transferred himself from the Chemical Department to the Department of Comparative Anatomy and Physiology, in which Professor Jeffries Wyman was teaching. It was in these two subjects that he himself was to begin teaching ten years later. The next year (1864-65), when he entered the Medical School, Professor Wyman was again his instructor.

The physical and nervous weakness that President Eliot observed in James during the first winter at the Scientific School, which later became serious enough to disrupt his studies, prevented him from joining the Federal armies during the Civil War. It was an obvious situation that didn't require further explanation in his letters. He continued studying at the School and, around the time the previous letter was written, moved from the Chemical Department to the Department of Comparative Anatomy and Physiology, where Professor Jeffries Wyman was teaching. It was in these two subjects that he would begin teaching ten years later. The following year (1864-65), when he entered the Medical School, Professor Wyman was once again his instructor.

Jeffries Wyman (1814-1874) was a less widely effective man than Agassiz, but his influence counted more in James's student years than did that of any other teacher. "All the young men who worked under him," says President Eliot, "took him as the type of scientific zeal, disinterestedness and candor." N. S. Shaler, an admirable judge of men, has recorded his opinion of Wyman in his autobiography, saying: "In some ways he was the most perfect naturalist I have ever known ... within the limits of his powers he had the best-balanced mind it has been my good fortune to come into contact with.... Though he published but little, his store of knowledge of the whole field of natural history was surprisingly great, and, as I came to find, it greatly exceeded that of my master Agassiz in its range and accuracy."[26]

Jeffries Wyman (1814-1874) wasn't as widely influential as Agassiz, but his impact during James's student years was greater than that of any other teacher. "All the young men who worked under him," said President Eliot, "viewed him as the embodiment of scientific enthusiasm, selflessness, and honesty." N. S. Shaler, a great judge of character, expressed his thoughts on Wyman in his autobiography, stating: "In many ways, he was the most exceptional naturalist I've ever known... within his capabilities, he had the best-balanced mind I’ve had the pleasure of encountering.... Although he published very little, his knowledge of the entire field of natural history was remarkably extensive, and, as I discovered, it far surpassed that of my mentor Agassiz in both range and accuracy."[26]

James, who was Wyman's pupil during two critical years, held him in particular reverence and affection, and said of him: "Those who year by year received part or all of their first year's course of medical instruction from him always speak with a sort of worship of their preceptor. His extraordinary effect on all who knew him is to be accounted for by the one word, character. Never was a man so absolutely without detractors. The quality which every one first thinks of in him is his extraordinary modesty, of which his unfailing geniality and serviceableness, his readiness to confer with and listen to younger men—how often did his unmagisterial manner lead them unawares into taking dogmatic liberties, which soon resulted in ignominious collapse before his quiet wisdom!—were kindred manifestations. Next were his integrity, and his complete and simple devotion to objective truth. These qualities were what gave him such incomparable fairness of judgment in both scientific and worldly matters, and made his opinions so weighty even when they were unaccompanied by reasons.... An accomplished draughtsman, his love and understanding of art were great.... He had if anything too little of the ego in his composition, and all his faults were excesses of virtue. A little more restlessness of ambition, and a little more willingness to use other people for his purposes, would easily have made him more abundantly productive, and would have greatly increased the sphere of his effectiveness and fame. But his example on us younger men, who had the never-to-be-forgotten advantage of working by his side, would then have been, if not less potent, at least different from what we now remember it; and we prefer to think of him forever as the paragon that he was of goodness, disinterestedness, and single-minded love of the truth."[27]

James, who was Wyman's student during two important years, held him in great respect and affection, and said of him: "Those who received part or all of their first year of medical training from him always speak about their teacher with a kind of admiration. His remarkable impact on everyone who knew him can be summed up in one word: character. Never has a person had so few critics. The quality everyone first associates with him is his incredible modesty, which was complemented by his constant friendliness and willingness to help, and his openness to discussing ideas with younger people—how often did his unassuming approach cause them to make dogmatic claims that quickly fell apart when faced with his quiet wisdom! Next, there was his integrity and his complete and straightforward commitment to objective truth. These qualities gave him unmatched fairness in both scientific and everyday matters, making his opinions valuable even when they lacked supporting arguments.... An excellent artist, his passion and appreciation for art were significant.... He had perhaps too little of an ego, and all his flaws were actually excesses of virtue. A little more ambition and a bit more willingness to leverage others for his goals could have made him more productive and significantly expanded his influence and recognition. However, his example for us younger people, who had the unforgettable privilege of working alongside him, would have been, if not less impactful, at least different from what we remember now; and we prefer to always think of him as the ideal person he was—full of goodness, selflessness, and a sincere love for the truth."[27]

The stream of James's correspondence still flowed entirely for his family at this time, and his letters were often facetious accounts of his way of life and occupations.

The stream of James's letters was still totally focused on his family at this time, and his messages often included witty stories about his lifestyle and activities.

To his Sister (age 15).

CAMBRIDGE, Sept. 13, 1863.

CAMBRIDGE, Sept. 13, 1863.

Chérie charmante de Bal,—Notwithstanding the abuse we poured on each other before parting and the (on my part) feigned expressions of joy at not meeting you again for so many months, it was with the liveliest regret that I left Newport before your return. But I was obliged in order to get a room here—drove, literally drove to it. That you should not have written to me for so long grieves me more than words can tell—you who have nothing to do besides. It shows you to have little affection and that of a poor quality. I have, however, heard from others who tell me that Wilky is doing well, "improving daily," which I am very glad indeed to hear. I am glad you had such a pleasant summer. I am nicely established in a cosy little room, with a large recess with a window in it, containing bed and washstand, separated from the main apartment by a rich green silken curtain and a large gilt cornice. This gives the whole establishment a splendid look.

Charming sweetheart of Bal,—Even though we exchanged harsh words before parting and I pretended to be happy about not seeing you for so many months, I left Newport with a heavy heart before your return. I had to, just to secure a room here—I literally rushed to get it. Your silence for so long hurts me more than I can express—you, who have nothing else to occupy your time. It shows a lack of affection on your part and a poor quality of it. However, I've heard from others that Wilky is doing well, "improving daily," which I’m really glad to hear. I'm happy you enjoyed a lovely summer. I'm comfortably settled in a cozy little room, which has a large alcove with a window that holds a bed and washstand, separated from the main room by a luxurious green silk curtain and a large gilded cornice. This gives the whole place an impressive look.

I found when I got here that Miss Upham had changed her price to $5.00. Great efforts were made by two of us to raise a club, but little enthusiasm was shown by anyone else and it fell through. I then, with that fine economical instinct which distinguishes me, resolved to take a tea and breakfast of bread and milk in my room and only pay Miss Upham for dinners. Miss U. is at Swampscott. So I asked to see [her sister] Mrs. Wood, to learn the cost of seven dinners. She, with true motherly instinct, said that I should only make a slop in my room, and that she would rather let me keep on for $4.50, seeing it was me. I said she must first consult Miss Upham. She returned from Swampscott saying that Miss U. had sworn she would rather pay me a dollar a week than have me go away. Ablaze with economic passion, I cried "Done!" trying to make it appear as if she had made a formal offer to that effect. But she would not admit it, and after much recrimination we were separated, it being agreed that I should come for $4.50, but tell no-one. (Mind you don't either.) I now lay my hand on my heart, and confidently look towards my mother for that glance of approbation which she must bestow. Have I not redeemed any weaknesses of the past? Though part of my conception failed, yet it was boldly planned and would have been a noble stroke.

I discovered when I arrived that Miss Upham had raised her rate to $5.00. Two of us put in a lot of effort to start a club, but hardly anyone else showed any interest, so it fell apart. I then, with that smart money-saving instinct that I have, decided to take tea and a breakfast of bread and milk in my room and only pay Miss Upham for dinners. Miss U. is at Swampscott. So I asked to see [her sister] Mrs. Wood to find out the cost of seven dinners. She, with a true motherly instinct, said that I should just make a mess in my room, and that she'd prefer to let me keep going for $4.50, especially since it's me. I said she had to check with Miss Upham first. She came back from Swampscott saying that Miss U. had insisted that she would rather pay me a dollar a week than have me leave. Full of economic enthusiasm, I exclaimed "Done!" trying to make it sound like she had made a formal offer. But she wouldn't admit it, and after a lot of back-and-forth, we parted ways, having agreed that I would come for $4.50, but not tell anyone. (Make sure you don’t either.) I now place my hand on my heart and confidently look to my mother for that approving look she must give me. Haven't I made up for any weaknesses of the past? Although part of my plan didn’t work out, it was bravely conceived and could have been a brilliant move.

I have been pretty busy this week. I have a filial feeling towards Wyman already. I work in a vast museum, at a table all alone, surrounded by skeletons of mastodons, crocodiles, and the like, with the walls hung about with monsters and horrors enough to freeze the blood. But I have no fear, as most of them are tightly bottled up. Occasionally solemn men and women come in to see the museum, and sometimes timid little girls (reminding me of thee, beloved, only they are less fashionably dressed) who whisper: "Is folks allowed here?" It pains me to remark, however, that not all the little girls are of this pleasing type, most being boldfaced jigs. How does Wilky get on? Is Mayberry gone? How is he nursed? Who holds his foot for the doctor? Tell me all about him. Everyone here asks about him, and all without exception seem enthusiastic about the darkeys. How has Aunt Kate's knee been since her return? Sorry indeed was I to leave without seeing her. Give her my best love. Is Kitty Temple as angelic as ever? Give my best love to her and Minny and the little ones. (My little friend Elly, how often I think of her!) Have your lessons with Bradford (the brandy-witness) begun? You may well blush. Tell Harry Mr. [Francis J.] Child is here, just as usual; Mrs. C. at Swampscott. [C. C.] Salter back, but morose. One or two new students, and Prof. [W. W.] Goodwin, who is a very agreeable man. Among other students, a son of Ed. Everett [William Everett], very intelligent and a capital scholar, studying law. He took honors at Cambridge, England. Tucks, mère & fille away, fils here....

I’ve been pretty busy this week. I already have a fondness for Wyman. I work in a huge museum, sitting alone at a table, surrounded by skeletons of mastodons, crocodiles, and such, with the walls decorated with enough monsters and horrors to give you chills. But I'm not afraid since most of them are securely locked away. Occasionally, solemn men and women come in to visit the museum, and sometimes shy little girls—who remind me of you, dear, though they’re less stylishly dressed—whisper, "Is it okay to be here?" It pains me to say, though, that not all the little girls are this charming type; most are quite bold. How is Wilky doing? Has Mayberry left? How is he being cared for? Who holds his foot for the doctor? Tell me everything about him. Everyone here asks about him, and everyone seems excited about the kids. How has Aunt Kate's knee been since she got back? I was really sorry to leave without seeing her. Please send her my love. Is Kitty Temple still as lovely as ever? Give my love to her, to Minny, and the little ones. (I think about my little friend Elly all the time!) Have your lessons with Bradford (the brandy witness) started? You might blush. Tell Harry that Mr. [Francis J.] Child is here, just like always; Mrs. C. is at Swampscott. [C. C.] Salter is back, but he's in a bad mood. There are one or two new students, and Prof. [W. W.] Goodwin is a very nice guy. Among the students, there's a son of Ed. Everett [William Everett], who is very bright and a great scholar, studying law. He graduated with honors from Cambridge, England. Tucks, mère & fille away, fils here....

I send a photograph of Gen. Sickles for yours and Wilky's amusement. It is a part of a great anthropomorphological collection[28] which I am going to make. So take care of it, as well as of all the photographs you will find in the table drawer in my room. But isn't he a bully boy? Harry's handwriting much better. Desecrate my room as little as possible. Good-bye, much love to Wilky and all. If he wants nursing send for me without hesitation. Love to the Tweedies. Haven't you heard yet from Bobby?

I’m sending you a photo of Gen. Sickles for you and Wilky to enjoy. It’s part of a big collection I’m putting together. So please take care of it, along with all the photos you’ll find in the drawer in my room. But isn't he a tough guy? Harry’s handwriting is way better. Try not to mess up my room too much. Goodbye, send my love to Wilky and everyone. If he needs help, just call for me without any doubt. Love to the Tweedies. Haven’t you heard from Bobby yet?

Your aff. bro.,
WM.

Your aff. bro,
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Pencil Sketch from a Pocket Note-Book.
Pencil Drawing from a Pocket Notebook.

III

1864-1866

The Harvard Medical School—With Louis Agassiz to the Amazon

The Harvard Medical School—With Louis Agassiz to the Amazon

IN 1864 the family moved from Newport to Boston, where Henry James, Senior, took a house on Ashburton Place (No. 13) for two years, and there was no more occasion for family letters. Although James began the regular course at the Medical School, he had arrived at no clear professional purpose and no selection of any particular field of study. The School afforded him some measure of preparation for natural science as well as for practice.

IN 1864, the family relocated from Newport to Boston, where Henry James, Senior, rented a house on Ashburton Place (No. 13) for two years, and family letters were no longer needed. Although James started the regular program at the Medical School, he hadn't determined a clear professional goal or chosen a specific area of study. The School provided him with some level of preparation for natural science as well as for practice.

Philosophy had undoubtedly begun to beckon him, although its appealing gesture lacked authority and did not enlist him in any regular course of philosophic studies. In sixty-five he wrote to his brother Henry from Brazil saying, "When I get home, I'm going to study philosophy all my days." But in many respects his character and tastes matured slowly. The instruction offered by Professor Francis Bowen in Harvard College does not appear to have excited his interest at all. It cannot have failed to excite the irony of his father,—as did everything of the sort that was academic and orthodox,—and James would have been aware of this and might have been influenced. On the other hand, it was obvious that, in the case of his father, who had no connection with church, college or school, the consideration and expression of theories and beliefs had always been a totally unremunerative occupation; and James had to consider how to earn a living. His prospective share of the property that had sufficed for his parents was clearly not going to be enough to support him in independent leisure. In the way of bread and butter, biology and medicine offered more than metaphysical speculation. Last and most important, the tide of contemporary inquiry, driven forward by the storm of the Darwinian controversy, was setting strongly toward a fresh examination of nature. Philosophy must embrace the new reality. Everything that was stimulating in contemporary thought urged men to the scrutiny of the phenomenal world. "Natural History," which has since diversified and amplified itself beyond the use of that appellation, was almost romantically "having its day."

Philosophy had definitely started to call to him, but its enticing invitation lacked authority and didn’t pull him into any formal philosophy courses. In 1865, he wrote to his brother Henry from Brazil, saying, "When I get home, I’m going to study philosophy for the rest of my life." But in many ways, his character and interests developed slowly. The classes taught by Professor Francis Bowen at Harvard College didn’t seem to spark his interest at all. It likely would have amused his father—just like anything else academic and traditional—and James would have been aware of this and might have been influenced by it. On the other hand, it was clear that for his father, who had no ties to church, college, or school, considering and discussing theories and beliefs had always been a completely unprofitable endeavor; and James had to think about how to make a living. The inheritance he could expect from his parents wasn’t going to be enough to support him in comfortable independence. When it came to practical matters, biology and medicine offered more than just philosophical speculation. Most importantly, the wave of modern inquiry, fueled by the controversy surrounding Darwin, was strongly leaning towards a new exploration of nature. Philosophy had to include this new reality. Everything exciting in contemporary thought pushed people to examine the natural world. "Natural History," which has since expanded and evolved far beyond that name, was almost romantically "having its moment."

Grey, dear friend, is all theory,
And green, the golden tree of life.[29]

Thus Goethe, and Louis Agassiz, whose lectures James had already followed, and with the abundance of whose inspiring activity no other scientific energizing could then compare, was fond of quoting the lines.

Thus Goethe and Louis Agassiz, whose lectures James had already attended, and whose inspiring work was unmatched by any other scientific influence at the time, enjoyed quoting those lines.

Under such circumstances it was not strange that James should interrupt his medical studies in order to join the expedition which Agassiz was preparing to lead to the Amazon.

Under these circumstances, it wasn’t surprising that James would pause his medical studies to join the expedition that Agassiz was getting ready to lead to the Amazon.

No richer or more instructive experience could well have offered itself to him at twenty-three than this journey to Brazil seemed to promise. He was no sooner on the Amazon, however, than it became clear to him that he was not intended to be a field-naturalist; and he pictured the stages of this self-discovery in long, diary-like letters which he sent home to his family. On arriving at Rio he was forced to consider the question of his going on or coming home, by an illness that kept him quarantined for several uncomfortable weeks, and left him depressed and unable to use his eyes during several weeks more. Although he decided in favor of continuing with Agassiz, he revealed more and more clearly in his letters that he was seeing Brazil with the eye of an adventurer and lover of landscape rather than of a geologist or collector, and that the months spent in fishing and pickling specimens were to count most for him by teaching him what his vocation was not. He found that he was essentially indifferent to the classification of birds, beasts, and fishes, and that he was not made to deal with the riddle of the universe from the only angle of approach that was possible in Agassiz's company.

No richer or more enlightening experience could have come his way at twenty-three than what this trip to Brazil promised. However, as soon as he found himself on the Amazon, it became clear to him that he was not cut out to be a field naturalist. He vividly captured the stages of this self-discovery in long, diary-like letters that he sent back home to his family. Upon arriving in Rio, an illness forced him to consider whether to continue or return home, keeping him quarantined for several uncomfortable weeks and leaving him feeling down and unable to use his eyes for several more weeks. Although he ultimately chose to stay with Agassiz, his letters increasingly expressed that he was experiencing Brazil with the perspective of an adventurer and lover of landscapes rather than as a geologist or collector. The time he spent fishing and preparing specimens ended up being significant for teaching him what his true calling was not. He realized that he was fundamentally indifferent to classifying birds, animals, and fish, and that he wasn’t meant to tackle the universe's mysteries from the only perspective possible while in Agassiz's company.

It would be a mistake, however, to let it appear that nine months of collecting with Louis Agassiz were nine months wasted. There are some men whom it is an education to work under, even though the affair in hand be foreign to one's ultimate concern. Agassiz was such an one, "recognized by all as one of those naturalists in the unlimited sense, one of those folio-copies of mankind, like Linnæus and Cuvier." Thirty years after, James could still say of him: "Since Benjamin Franklin we had never had among us a person of more popularly impressive type.... He was so commanding a presence, so curious and enquiring, so responsive and expansive, and so generous and reckless of himself and his own, that everyone said immediately, Here is no musty savant, but a man, a great man, a man on the heroic scale, not to serve whom is avarice and sin."[30]—"To see facts and not to argue or raisonniren was what life meant for Agassiz," and James, who was already incorrigibly interested in the causes, values and purposes of things, and whose education had been most unsystematic, profited by his corrective influence. "James," said Agassiz at this time, "some people perhaps consider you a bright young man; but when you are fifty years old, if they ever speak of you then, what they will say will be this: That James—oh, yes, I know him; he used to be a very bright young man!" Such "cold-water therapeutics" were gratefully accepted from one who was not only a teacher but a kind friend; and James remembered them, and recorded later that "the hours he spent with Agassiz so taught him the difference between all possible abstractionists and all livers in the light of the world's concrete fullness, that he was never able to forget it." Considering with what passionate fidelity his own abstractions always face the concrete, this is perhaps more of an acknowledgment than at first sight appears.

It would be a mistake, however, to suggest that nine months of collecting with Louis Agassiz were nine months wasted. There are some people under whom working is an education, even if the task at hand isn't related to one's ultimate goals. Agassiz was one of those people, "recognized by everyone as one of those naturalists in the broadest sense, one of those comprehensive figures in humanity, like Linnæus and Cuvier." Thirty years later, James could still say of him: "Since Benjamin Franklin, we had never had anyone among us with such a popular and impressive presence.... He had such a commanding presence, so curious and inquisitive, so open and expansive, and so generous and selfless, that everyone immediately said, Here is no dusty savant, but a man, a great man, a man on a heroic scale, not to serve whom is greed and sin."[30]—"To see facts and not to argue or raisonniren was what life meant for Agassiz," and James, who was already hopelessly interested in the causes, values, and purposes of things, and whose education had been quite unsystematic, benefited from his corrective influence. "James," said Agassiz at this time, "some people might consider you a bright young man; but when you’re fifty years old, if they ever mention you then, what they'll say will be this: That James—oh, yes, I know him; he used to be a very bright young man!" Such "cold-water therapy" was gratefully accepted from someone who was not only a teacher but also a kind friend; and James remembered them, later noting that "the hours he spent with Agassiz taught him the difference between all possible abstractionists and all those living in the light of the world's concrete fullness, so profoundly that he was never able to forget it." Considering how passionately his own abstractions always engage with the concrete, this is perhaps more of an acknowledgment than it first appears.

 

The Thayer Expedition set sail from New York April 1, 1865. The next letter was written from ship-board, still in New York Harbor. The "Professor" will be recognized as Louis Agassiz.

The Thayer Expedition set off from New York on April 1, 1865. The next letter was written from the ship, still in New York Harbor. The "Professor" is Louis Agassiz.

To his Mother.

[Mar. 30?], 1865.

[March 30?], 1865.

...We have been detained 48 hours on this steamer in port on account of different accidents.... A dense fog is raging which will prevent our going outside as long as it lasts. Sapristi! c'est embêtant....

...We have been stuck on this steamer in port for 48 hours because of various incidents.... A thick fog is rolling in that will keep us from going outside for as long as it lasts. Wow! This is annoying....

The Professor has just been expatiating over the map of South America and making projects as if he had Sherman's army at his disposal instead of the ten novices he really has. He may get some students at Rio to accompany the different parties, which will let them be more numerous. I'm sure I hope he will, on account of the language. If each of us has a Portuguese companion, he can do things twice as easily. The Prof. now sits opposite me with his face all aglow, holding forth to the Captain's wife about the imperfect education of the American people. He has talked uninterruptedly for a quarter of an hour at least. I know not how she reacts; I presume she feels somewhat flattered by the attention, however. This morning he made a characteristic speech to Mr. Billings, Mr. Watson's friend. Mr. B. had offered to lend him some books. Agassiz: "May I enter your state-room and take them when I shall want them, sir?" Billings, extending his arm said genially, "Sir, all that I have is yours!" To which, Agassiz, far from being overcome, replied, shaking a monitory finger at the foolishly generous wight, "Look out, sir, dat I take not your skin!" That expresses very well the man. Offering your services to Agassiz is as absurd as it would be for a South Carolinian to invite General Sherman's soldiers to partake of some refreshment when they called at his house....

The Professor has just been talking extensively about the map of South America and making plans as if he had Sherman's army at his disposal instead of just the ten novices he actually has. He might get some students in Rio to join the different groups, which would make them more numerous. I really hope he does, because of the language barrier. If each of us has a Portuguese companion, things will go much more smoothly. The Professor is currently sitting across from me, his face all lit up, passionately explaining to the Captain's wife about the inadequate education of the American people. He has been talking non-stop for at least fifteen minutes. I don’t know how she is responding; I assume she feels somewhat flattered by the attention, though. This morning, he made a typical speech to Mr. Billings, who is Mr. Watson's friend. Mr. B. had offered to lend him some books. Agassiz asked, "May I come into your state-room and take them whenever I need them, sir?" Billings, extending his arm, said cheerfully, "Sir, everything I have is yours!" To which Agassiz, far from being flattered, replied while shaking a warning finger at the overly generous man, "Be careful, sir, that I don't take your skin!" That really sums up his character well. Offering your help to Agassiz is as pointless as it would be for a South Carolinian to invite General Sherman's soldiers to have some refreshments when they came to his house....

At this moment Prof. passes behind me and says, "Now today I am going to show you a little what I will have you do." Hurray! I have not been able to get a word out of the old animal yet about my fate. I'm only sorry I can't tell you....

At this moment, the professor walks behind me and says, "Today, I'm going to show you a little of what I want you to do." Hurray! I haven't been able to get a word out of the old animal yet about my fate. I'm just sorry I can't tell you....

To his Parents.

Rio, Brazil, Apr. 21, 1865.

Rio, Brazil, April 21, 1865.

My dearest Parents,—Every one is writing home to catch the steamer which leaves Rio on Monday. I do likewise, although, so far, I have very little to say to you. You cannot conceive how pleasant it is to feel that tomorrow we shall lie in smooth water at Rio and the horrors of this voyage will be over. O the vile Sea! the damned Deep! No one has a right to write about the "nature of Evil," or to have any opinion about evil, who has not been at sea. The awful slough of despond into which you are there plunged furnishes too profound an experience not to be a fruitful one. I cannot yet say what the fruit is in my case, but I am sure some day of an accession of wisdom from it. My sickness did not take an actively nauseous form after the first night and second morning; but for twelve mortal days I was, body and soul, in a more indescribably hopeless, homeless and friendless state than I ever want to be in again. We had a head wind and tolerably rough sea all that time. The trade winds, which I thought were gentle zephyrs, are hideous moist gales that whiten all the waves with foam....

Dear Parents,—Everyone is writing home to catch the steamer that leaves Rio on Monday. I'm doing the same, even though I have very little to say to you so far. You can't imagine how nice it is to know that tomorrow we’ll be in calm waters at Rio and this horrible journey will be over. Oh, the wretched Sea! The cursed Deep! No one has the right to talk about the "nature of Evil" or to hold any opinions about evil unless they’ve been at sea. The awful pit of despair you find yourself in there offers too deep an experience not to be meaningful. I can't yet say what the outcome is for me, but I’m sure I’ll gain some wisdom from it someday. My sickness didn't become actively nauseating after the first night and morning, but for twelve solid days, I felt more hopeless, homeless, and friendless than I ever want to feel again. We had a headwind and a pretty rough sea the entire time. The trade winds, which I thought were gentle breezes, are actually dreadful, damp gales that foam up all the waves....

Sunday Evening. Yesterday morning at ten o'clock we came to anchor in this harbor, sailing right up without a pilot. No words of mine, or of any man short of William the divine, can give any idea of the magnificence of this harbor and its approaches. The boldest, grandest mountains, far and near. The palms and other trees of such vivid green as I never saw anywhere else. The town "realizes" my idea of an African town in its architecture and effect. Almost everyone is a negro or a negress, which words I perceive we don't know the meaning of with us; a great many of them are native Africans and tattooed. The men have white linen drawers and short shirts of the same kind over them; the women wear huge turbans, and have a peculiar rolling gait that I have never seen any approach to elsewhere. Their attitudes as they sleep and lie about the streets are picturesque to the last degree.

Sunday Evening. Yesterday morning at ten o'clock, we dropped anchor in this harbor, sailing right in without a pilot. No words of mine, or of anyone except for someone remarkable, can capture the beauty of this harbor and its surroundings. The mountains, bold and majestic, stretch far and wide. The palms and other trees have a shade of green I've never seen anywhere else. The town matches my idea of an African town in its architecture and vibe. Almost everyone here is black, which seems to be a concept we don't fully grasp back home; many of them are native Africans and have tattoos. The men wear white linen shorts and short shirts made of the same material, while the women sport large turbans and have a unique rolling walk that I've never encountered anywhere else. Their poses as they sleep and lounge around the streets are strikingly picturesque.

Yesterday was, I think, the day of my life on which I had the most outward enjoyment. Nine of us took a boat at about noon and went on shore. The strange sights, the pleasure of walking on terra firma, the delicious smell of land, compared with the hell of the last three weeks, were perfectly intoxicating. Our Portuguese went beautifully,—every visage relaxed at the sight of us and grinned from ear to ear. The amount of fraternal love that was expressed by bowing and gesture was tremendous. We had the best dinner I ever eat. Guess how much it cost. 140,000 reis—literal fact. Paid for by the rich man of the party. The Brazilians are of a pale Indian color, without a particle of red and with a very aged expression. They are very polite and obliging. All wear black beaver hats and glossy black frock coats, which makes them look like des épiciers endimanchés. We all returned in good order to the ship at 11 P.M., and I lay awake most of the night on deck listening to the soft notes of the vampire outside of the awning. (Not knowing what it was, we'll call it the vampire.) This morning Tom Ward and I took another cruise on shore, which was equally new and strange. The weather is like Newport. I have not seen the thermometer....

Yesterday was, I think, the best day of my life when it comes to having fun. Nine of us took a boat around noon and went ashore. The unusual sights, the joy of walking on solid ground, the amazing smell of land, especially after the hellish last three weeks, were totally intoxicating. Our Portuguese was great—everyone relaxed at the sight of us and smiled broadly. The amount of brotherly love shown through bows and gestures was incredible. We had the best dinner I've ever had. Guess how much it cost? 140,000 reis—a literal fact. Paid for by the wealthy guy in our group. The Brazilians have a pale Indian complexion, with no trace of red and a very worn look. They are very polite and helpful. All wear black beaver hats and shiny black frock coats, which makes them look like des épiciers endimanchés. We all returned safely to the ship at 11 P.M., and I spent most of the night on deck awake, listening to the soft sounds of the vampire outside the awning. (Not knowing what it was, we’ll call it the vampire.) This morning, Tom Ward and I took another trip ashore, which was just as new and strange. The weather is like Newport. I haven't checked the thermometer....

Agassiz just in, delighted with the Emperor's simplicity and the precision of his information; but apparently they did not touch upon our material prospects. He goes to see the Emperor again tomorrow. Agassiz is one of the most fascinating men personally that I ever saw. I could listen to him talk by the hour. He is so childlike. Bishop Potter, who is sitting opposite me writing, asks me to give his best regards to father. I am in such a state of abdominal tumefaction from having eaten bananas all day that I can hardly sit down to write. The bananas here are no whit better than at home, but so cheap and so filling at the price. My fellow "savans" are a very uninteresting crew. Except Tom Ward I don't care if I never see one of 'em again. I like Dr. Cotting very much and Mrs. Agassiz too. I could babble on all night, but must stop somewhere.

Agassiz just arrived, thrilled with the Emperor's straightforwardness and the accuracy of his information; however, it seems they didn't discuss our financial prospects. He'll meet with the Emperor again tomorrow. Agassiz is one of the most captivating people I've ever encountered. I could listen to him speak for hours. He has such a childlike demeanor. Bishop Potter, who is sitting across from me writing, asks me to send his best regards to my father. I'm feeling so bloated from eating bananas all day that I can barely sit down to write. The bananas here are no better than the ones at home, but they are so cheap and so filling for the price. My fellow "scholars" are quite an uninspiring group. Aside from Tom Ward, I could go without seeing any of them again. I really like Dr. Cotting and Mrs. Agassiz too. I could go on all night, but I have to stop somewhere.

Dear old Father, Mother, Aunt Kate, Harry and Alice! You little know what thoughts I have had of you since I have been gone. And I have felt more sympathy with Bob and Wilk than ever, from the fact of my isolated circumstances being more like theirs than the life I have led hitherto. Please send them this letter. It is written as much for them as for anyone. I hope Harry is rising like a phœnix from his ashes, under the new régime. Bless him. I wish he or some person I could talk to were along. Thank Aunt Kate once more. Kiss Alice to death. I think Father is the wisest of all men whom I know. Give my love to the girls, especially the Hoopers. Tell Harry to remember me to T. S. P[erry] and to Holmes. Adieu.

Dear old Dad, Mom, Aunt Kate, Harry, and Alice! You have no idea what I've been thinking about you since I've been away. I've felt more connected to Bob and Wilk than ever before, since my situation is more similar to theirs than the life I've been living up until now. Please send them this letter. It's written for them as much as for anyone else. I hope Harry is rising like a phoenix from his ashes under the new regime. Bless him. I wish he or someone I could talk to were here. Thank Aunt Kate again for me. Give Alice a big hug. I think Dad is the wisest man I know. Send my love to the girls, especially the Hoopers. Tell Harry to say hi to T. S. P[erry] and to Holmes. Goodbye.

Your loving
W. J.

Your loving
W. J.

Give my love to Washburn.

Send my love to Washburn.

To his Father.

RIO, June 3, 1865.

RIO, June 3, 1865.

My dearest old Father and my dearest old everybody at home,—I've got so much to say that I don't well know where to begin.—I sent a letter home, I think about a fortnight ago, telling you about my small-pox, etc., but as it went by a sailing vessel it is quite likely that this may reach you first. That was written from the maison de santé where I was lying in the embrace of the loathsome goddess, and from whose hard straw bed, eternal chicken and rice, and extortionate prices I was released yesterday. The disease is over, and granting the necessity of having it, I have reason to think myself most lucky. My face will not be marked at all, although at present it presents the appearance of an immense ripe raspberry.... My sickness began four weeks ago today. You have no idea of the state of bliss into which I have been plunged in the last twenty-four hours by the first draughts of my newly gained freedom. To be dressed, to walk about, to see my friends and the public, to go into the dining-room and order my own dinner, to feel myself growing strong and smooth-skinned again, make a very considerable reaction. Now that I know I am no longer an object of infection, I am perfectly cynical as to my appearance and go into the dining-room here when it is at its fullest, having been invited and authorized thereto by the good people of the hotel. I shall stay here for a week before returning to my quarters, although it is very expensive. But I need a soft bed instead of a hammock, and an arm-chair instead of a trunk to sit upon for some days yet....

My beloved father and everyone dear at home,—I have so much to say that I'm not really sure where to start.—I sent a letter home about two weeks ago, telling you about my smallpox, etc., but since it went by sailing ship, it's likely this will reach you first. That letter was written from the maison de santé where I was lying in the embrace of the awful goddess, and from whose hard straw bed, endless chicken and rice, and ridiculous prices I just escaped yesterday. The disease is over, and given the necessity of having it, I consider myself quite lucky. My face won't be marked at all, although right now it looks like a huge ripe raspberry.... I got sick four weeks ago today. You can't imagine the bliss I've felt in the last twenty-four hours from the first tastes of my newfound freedom. To be dressed, to walk around, to see my friends and be out in public, to go into the dining room and order my own dinner, to feel myself getting strong and smooth-skinned again—that's a huge change. Now that I know I'm no longer contagious, I feel completely nonchalant about my appearance and walk into the dining room even when it's packed, all thanks to the kind people at the hotel who invited and cleared me to do so. I'm going to stay here for a week before heading back to my place, even though it's really expensive. But I need a soft bed instead of a hammock, and a chair instead of a trunk to sit on for a few more days....

In my last letter, I said something about coming home sooner than I expected. Since then, I have thought the matter over seriously and conscientiously every day, and it has resulted in my determining so to do. My coming was a mistake, a mistake as regards what I anticipated, and a pretty expensive one both for you, dear old Father, and for the dear generous old Aunt Kate. I find that by staying I shall learn next to nothing of natural history as I care about learning it. My whole work will be mechanical, finding objects and packing them, and working so hard at that and in traveling that no time at all will be found for studying their structure. The affair reduces itself thus to so many months spent in physical exercise. Can I afford this? First, pecuniarily? No! Instead of costing the $600 or $700 Agassiz told me twelve months of it would cost, the expense will be nearer to triple that amount....

In my last letter, I mentioned I might come home sooner than expected. Since then, I’ve thought about it seriously every day, and I’ve decided to do it. My coming here was a mistake, both in terms of what I expected and quite an expensive one for you, dear Father, and for our generous Aunt Kate. I realize that by staying, I won’t learn much about natural history the way I want to. Most of my time will be spent on mechanical tasks like finding and packing objects, and I’ll be so busy with that and traveling that I won’t have any time to study their structure. This really boils down to just spending months on physical exercise. Can I afford this? First, financially? No! Instead of costing the $600 or $700 Agassiz said it would for twelve months, the expenses will be closer to triple that amount....

Secondly, I can't afford the excursion mentally (though that is not exactly the adjective to use). I said to myself before I came away: "W. J., in this excursion you will learn to know yourself and your resources somewhat more intimately than you do now, and will come back with your character considerably evolved and established." This has come true sooner, and in a somewhat different way, than I expected. I am now certain that my forte is not to go on exploring expeditions. I have no inward spur goading me forwards on that line, as I have on several speculative lines. I am convinced now, for good, that I am cut out for a speculative rather than an active life,—I speak now only of my quality; as for my quantity, I became convinced some time ago and reconciled to the notion, that I was one of the very lightest of featherweights. Now why not be reconciled with my deficiencies? By accepting them your actions cease to be at cross-purposes with your faculties, and you are so much nearer to peace of mind. On the steamer I began to read Humboldt's Travels. Hardly had I opened the book when I seemed to become illuminated. "Good Heavens, when such men are provided to do the work of traveling, exploring, and observing for humanity, men who gravitate into their work as the air does into our lungs, what need, what business have we outsiders to pant after them and toilsomely try to serve as their substitutes? There are men to do all the work which the world requires without the talent of any one being strained." Men's activities are occupied in two ways: in grappling with external circumstances, and in striving to set things at one in their own topsy-turvy mind.

Secondly, I can't handle the trip mentally (though that's not exactly the right word). I told myself before I left: "W. J., on this trip you'll get to know yourself and your strengths a bit better, and you'll return with your character significantly developed and stable." This has happened quicker, and in a slightly different way, than I expected. I now realize that my strength isn’t in going on exploration trips. I lack the internal drive pushing me in that direction, unlike several other speculative pursuits. I've come to terms with the fact that I’m meant for a more contemplative life – I’m only talking about my quality; regarding my quantity, I accepted some time ago and made peace with the idea that I’m among the very lightest of featherweights. So why not accept my limitations? By embracing them, your actions align better with your abilities, bringing you closer to peace of mind. On the steamer, I started reading Humboldt's Travels. No sooner had I opened the book than I felt enlightened. "Good heavens, when we have such men willing to do the work of traveling, exploring, and observing for humanity, men who naturally fit into their roles like air fills our lungs, what reason, what business do we outsiders have to chase after them and struggle to act as their substitutes? There are people who can handle all the work that the world needs without stretching anyone’s talents." People's efforts can be classified in two ways: dealing with external challenges, and trying to sort through the chaos in their own minds.

You must know, dear Father, what I mean, tho' I can't must[er] strength of brain enough now to express myself with precision. The grit and energy of some men are called forth by the resistance of the world. But as for myself, I seem to have no spirit whatever of that kind, no pride which makes me ashamed to say, "I can't do that." But I have a mental pride and shame which, although they seem more egotistical than the other kind, are still the only things that can stir my blood. These lines seem to satisfy me, although to many they would appear the height of indolence and contemptibleness: "Ne forçons point notre talent,—Nous ne ferions rien avec grâce,—Jamais un lourdaud, quoi-qu'il fasse,—Ne deviendra un galant." Now all the time I should be gone on this expedition I should have a pining after books and study as I have had hitherto, and a feeling that this work was not in my path and was so much waste of life. I had misgivings to this effect before starting; but I was so filled with enthusiasm, and the romance of the thing seemed so great, that I stifled them. Here on the ground the romance vanishes and the misgivings float up. I have determined to listen to them this time. I said that my act was an expensive mistake as regards what I anticipated, but I have got this other edification from it. It has to be got some time, and perhaps only through some great mistake; for there are some familiar axioms which the individual only seems able to learn the meaning of through his individual experience. I don't know whether I have expressed myself so as to let you understand exactly how I feel. O my dear, affectionate, wise old Father, how I longed to see you while I lay there with the small-pox,[31] first revolving these things over! and how I longed to confer with you in a more confiding way than I often do at home! When I get there I can explain the gaps. As this letter does not sail till next Saturday (this is Sunday), I will stop for the present, as I feel quite tired out....

You need to know, dear Dad, what I mean, even though I can't muster the mental strength right now to express myself clearly. Some people find their grit and energy in the face of the world's challenges. But for me, I don't seem to have that kind of spirit at all—no pride that makes me ashamed to say, "I can't do that." However, I do have a sort of mental pride and shame that, while they might seem more self-centered than the other kind, are still the only things that can get me fired up. These lines resonate with me, even though to many they would seem like the peak of laziness and contempt: "Ne forçons point notre talent,—Nous ne ferions rien avec grâce,—Jamais un lourdaud, quoi-qu'il fasse,—Ne deviendra un galant." All this time I’m on this expedition, I'll be longing for books and study just like I have before, feeling that this work isn’t on my path and is just a waste of life. I had doubts about this before I started, but I was so filled with excitement, and the adventure seemed so grand that I pushed them aside. Now that I'm here, the romance fades and the doubts come rushing back. I've decided to pay attention to them this time. I mentioned that my choice was an expensive mistake in terms of what I expected, but I've gained this other insight from it. It's something that needs to be learned eventually, maybe only through a big mistake, because there are some basic truths that a person can only really grasp through their own experiences. I hope I've made myself clear enough for you to understand how I feel. Oh, my dear, loving, wise old Dad, how I longed to see you while I was lying there with smallpox, first thinking through all of this! And how I wished to talk with you in a more open way than I usually do at home! When I get there, I can fill in the gaps. Since this letter won't be sent until next Saturday (today is Sunday), I’ll stop for now because I'm feeling pretty worn out...

 

It was not feasible for James to leave the expedition and return home immediately, and soon after the last letter was written, his returning health and eyesight brought with them a more cheerful mood. He determined to stay in Brazil for a few months longer.

It wasn't possible for James to leave the expedition and go home right away, and shortly after the last letter was sent, his improving health and eyesight lifted his spirits. He decided to stay in Brazil for a few more months.

To his Father.

River Solimoes (Amazon),
Sept. 12-15, 1865.

Solimões River (Amazon),
Sept. 12-15, 1865.

My dearest Daddy,—Great was my joy the other evening, on arriving at Manaos, to get a batch of letters from you.... I could do no more then than merely "accuse" the reception. Now I can manage to sweat out a few lines of reply. It is noon and the heat is frightful. We have all come to the conclusion that, for us at least, there will be no hell hereafter. We have all become regular alembics, and the heat grows upon you, I find. Nevertheless it is not the dead, sickening heat of home. It is more like a lively baking, and the nights remain cool. We are just entering on the mosquito country, and I suspect our suffering will be great from them and the flies. While the steamboat is in motion we don't have them, but when she stops you can hardly open your mouth without getting it full of them. Poor Mr. Bourkhardt is awfully poisoned and swollen up by bites he got ten days ago on a bayou. At the same time with the mosquitoes, the other living things seem to increase; so it has its good side. The river is much narrower—about two miles wide perhaps or three (I'm no judge)—very darkly muddy and swirling rapidly down past the beautiful woods and islands. We are all going up as far as Tabatinga, when the Professor and Madam, with some others, go into Peru to the Mountains, while Bourget and I will get a canoe and some men and spend a month on the river between Tabatinga and Ega. Bourget is a very dog, yapping and yelping at every one, but a very hard-working collector, and I can get along very well with him. We shall have a very gypsy-like, if a very uncomfortable time. The best of this river is that you can't bathe in it on account of the numerous anthropophagous fishes who bite mouthfuls out of you. Tom Ward may possibly be out and at Manaos by the time we get back there at the end of October. Heaven grant he may, poor fellow! I'd rather see him than any one on this continent. Agassiz is perfectly delighted with him, his intelligence and his energy, thinks him in fact much the best man of the expedition.

My dear Dad,—I was so happy the other evening when I arrived in Manaos and received a bunch of letters from you.... I could only acknowledge the receipt back then, but now I can manage to write a few lines in response. It’s noon and the heat is unbearable. We all agree that, at least for us, there will be no hell in the afterlife. We’ve all become like sponges, and the heat gets to you, I’ve noticed. However, it’s not the oppressive, suffocating heat of home. It feels more like a lively baking, and the nights are still cool. We’re just entering mosquito territory, and I’m afraid our suffering from them and the flies will be significant. While the steamboat is moving, we don’t have to deal with them, but when it stops, it’s nearly impossible to open your mouth without filling it with bugs. Poor Mr. Bourkhardt is terribly swollen and reactive from bites he got ten days ago in a bayou. Along with the mosquitoes, it seems like other creatures are increasing as well, which has its upsides. The river is much narrower—maybe about two or three miles wide (I’m not an expert)—very dark and muddy, rushing past the beautiful woods and islands. We are all heading up to Tabatinga, where the Professor and Madam, along with a few others, will enter Peru to the Mountains, while Bourget and I will take a canoe and some men and spend a month on the river between Tabatinga and Ega. Bourget can be quite annoying, barking and yapping at everyone, but he’s a hardworking collector, and I can manage to work well with him. We’ll have a very gypsy-like, if quite uncomfortable time. The best thing about this river is that you can’t bathe in it because of the numerous man-eating fish that will take bites out of you. Tom Ward may be out and in Manaos by the time we return there at the end of October. God willing he will be, poor guy! I’d rather see him than anyone else on this continent. Agassiz is absolutely thrilled with him; he admires his intelligence and energy and thinks he’s actually the best person in the expedition.

I see no reason to regret my determination to stay. "On contrary," as Agassiz says, as I begin to use my eyes a little every day, I feel like an entirely new being. Everything revives within and without, and I now feel sure that I shall learn. I have profited a great deal by hearing Agassiz talk, not so much by what he says, for never did a man utter a greater amount of humbug, but by learning the way of feeling of such a vast practical engine as he is. No one sees farther into a generalization than his own knowledge of details extends, and you have a greater feeling of weight and solidity about the movement of Agassiz's mind, owing to the continual presence of this great background of special facts, than about the mind of any other man I know. He has a great personal tact too, and I see that in all his talks with me he is pitching into my loose and superficial way of thinking.... Now that I am become more intimate with him, and can talk more freely to him, I delight to be with him. I only saw his defects at first, but now his wonderful qualities throw them quite in the background. I am convinced that he is the man to do me good. He will certainly have earned a holiday when he gets home. I never saw a man work so hard. Physically, intellectually and socially he has done the work of ten different men since he has been in Brazil; the only danger is of his overdoing it....

I don't regret my decision to stay. "On the contrary," as Agassiz says, as I start to open my eyes a little more each day, I feel like a completely new person. Everything is coming back to life, both inside and out, and I'm now sure that I will learn. I've gained a lot by listening to Agassiz speak, not so much from what he says—because no one has ever spouted more nonsense—but by understanding the mindset of such a powerful thinker as he is. No one has a clearer vision of a generalization than his own knowledge of details allows, and you get a stronger sense of substance and reliability in the way Agassiz thinks, thanks to the constant presence of this vast background of specific facts, than with any other person I know. He also has great personal skills, and I can see that throughout his conversations with me, he is challenging my vague and shallow way of thinking.... Now that I've gotten closer to him and can speak more openly, I really enjoy being with him. At first, I only noticed his flaws, but now his amazing qualities overshadow them. I'm convinced that he is the right person to help me. He will definitely deserve a break when he gets home. I've never seen anyone work so hard. Physically, intellectually, and socially, he has done the work of ten different people since arriving in Brazil; the only risk is that he might overdo it....

I am beginning to get impatient with the Brazilian sleepiness and ignorance. These Indians are particularly exasperating by their laziness and stolidity. It would be amusing if it were not so infuriating to see how impossible it is to make one hurry, no matter how imminent the emergency. How queer and how exhilarating all those home letters were, with their accounts of what every one was doing, doing, doing. To me, just awakening from my life of forced idleness and from an atmosphere of Brazilian inanity, it seemed as if a little window had been opened and a life-giving blast of one of our October nor'westers had blown into my lungs for half an hour. I had no idea before of the real greatness of American energy. They wood up the steamer here for instance at the rate (accurately counted) of eight to twelve logs a minute. It takes them two and one-half hours to put in as much wood as would go in at home in less than fifteen minutes.

I’m starting to feel impatient with the laid-back attitude and ignorance in Brazil. The locals can be really frustrating with their laziness and indifference. It would be funny if it weren’t so irritating to see how hard it is to get them to rush, even when there’s an emergency. All those letters from home were so strange and exciting, filled with details about what everyone was doing, doing, doing. After coming out of my life of enforced inactivity and the meaningless atmosphere in Brazil, it felt like a little window had opened and a refreshing blast of October winds had filled my lungs for half an hour. I had no idea before just how remarkable American energy is. Here, for example, they’re loading the steamer with wood at a pace of eight to twelve logs a minute. It takes them two and a half hours to load what we could do at home in less than fifteen minutes.

A Pencil Sketch from a Pocket Note-Book.
A Pencil Sketch from a Pocket Note-Book.

A Pencil Sketch from a Pocket Note-Book.
A Pencil Drawing from a Pocket Notebook.

Every note from home makes me proud of our country.... I have not been able to look at the papers, but I have heard a good deal. I do hope our people will not be such fools as to hang Jeff. Davis for treason. Can any one believe in revenge now? And if not for that, for what else should we hang the poor wretch? Lincoln's violent death did more to endear him to those indifferent and unfriendly to him than the whole prosperous remainder of his life could have done; and so will Jeff's if he is hung. Poor old Abe! What is it that moves you so about his simple, unprejudiced, unpretending, honest career? I can't tell why, but albeit unused to the melting mood, I can hardly ever think of Abraham Lincoln without feeling on the point of blubbering. Is it that he seems the representative of pure simple human nature against all conventional additions?...

Every note from home makes me proud of our country. I haven’t been able to read the newspapers, but I’ve heard a lot. I really hope our people won’t be foolish enough to hang Jeff Davis for treason. Can anyone believe in revenge now? And if not for that, what else would we hang the poor guy for? Lincoln’s violent death did more to make him beloved by those who were indifferent or unfriendly to him than the rest of his successful life could have done; and so will happen with Jeff if he’s hanged. Poor old Abe! What is it that touches you so much about his simple, fair-minded, unpretentious, honest life? I can’t quite understand it, but even though I’m not used to feeling emotional, I can hardly ever think of Abraham Lincoln without feeling like crying. Is it that he seems to represent pure, simple human nature against all the conventional trappings?

To his Parents.

Teffé (Amazon), Oct. 21, 1865.

Teffé (Amazon), Oct. 21, 1865.

...I left the party up at Saõ Paulo the 20th of last month and got here the 16th of this, having gone up two rivers, the Içá and Jutay, and made collections of fishes which were very satisfactory to the Prof. as they contained almost one hundred new species. On the whole it was a most original month, and one which from its strangeness I shall remember to my dying day; much discomfort from insects and rain, much ecstasy from the lovely landscape, much hard work and heat, a very disagreeable companion, J—— [added to the party in Brazil], the very best of fare, turtle and fresh fish every day, and running through all a delightful savor of freedom and gypsy-hood which sweetened all that might have been unpleasant. We slept on the beaches every night and fraternized with the Indians, who are socially very agreeable, but mentally a most barren people. I suppose they are the most exclusively practical race in the world. When I get home I shall bore you with all kinds of stories about them. I found the rest of the party at this most beautiful little place in a wonderful picturesque house. It was right pleasant to meet them again. The Prof. has been working himself out and is thin and nervous. That good woman, Mrs. Agassiz, is perfectly well. The boys, poor fellows, have all their legs in an awful condition from a kind of mite called "muguim" which gets under the skin and makes dreadful sores. You can't walk in the woods without getting them on you, and poor Hunney [Hunnewell] is ulcerated very badly. They have no mosquitoes though here.

...I left the party in São Paulo on the 20th of last month and arrived here on the 16th of this month, having traveled up the Içá and Jutay rivers. I collected fish samples that were very impressive to the Prof., as they included almost one hundred new species. Overall, it was a truly unique month, and the strangeness of it will stick with me for the rest of my life; there was a lot of discomfort from insects and rain, plenty of joy from the beautiful landscape, a great deal of hard work and heat, a rather unpleasant companion, J—— [who joined the group in Brazil], fantastic food, with turtle and fresh fish every day, and throughout it all was a lovely sense of freedom and adventure that made everything more enjoyable. We slept on the beaches every night and got along with the Indians, who are very friendly socially but quite simple-minded. I believe they might be the most practical race in the world. When I get home, I’ll bore you with all sorts of stories about them. I found the rest of the group at this absolutely beautiful little spot in a wonderfully picturesque house. It was really nice to see them again. The Prof. has been working so hard that he looks thin and nervous. That wonderful woman, Mrs. Agassiz, is perfectly fine. The boys, poor things, have terrible infections on their legs from a type of mite called "muguim" that burrows under the skin and causes awful sores. You can't walk in the woods without getting them, and poor Hunney [Hunnewell] is suffering from serious ulcerations. At least there are no mosquitoes here.

Since last night we have had everything packed—our packing-work, its volume, its dirtyness, and its misery is wonderful. Twenty-nine full barrels of specimens from here, and hardly one tight barrel among them. The burly execrations of the burly Dexter when at the cooper's work would make your hair shiver. But when a good barrel presents itself, then the calm joy almost makes amends for the past. Dexter says he has the same feeling for a decent barrel that he has for a beautiful woman. When the steamer comes we are going down to Manaos, where we expect the gunboat which the government has promised the Prof. Dexter and Tal go up the Rio Negro for a month. The rest of us are going to the Madeira River in the steamer. I don't know what I shall do exactly, but there will probably be some canoeing to be done, in which case I'm ready; tho' the rainy season is beginning, which makes canoe traveling very uncomfortable. We shall be at Parâ by the middle of December certainly. I am very anxious to learn whether the New York and Brazilian steamers are to run. We may learn at Manaos, where there is also a chance for letters for us, and American papers. Why can't you send the "North American," with Father's and Harry's articles? It would be worth any price to me.

Since last night, we’ve had everything packed—our packing efforts, their volume, their messiness, and their misery are quite something. We have twenty-nine full barrels of specimens from here, and hardly a single tight barrel among them. The loud curses of the strong Dexter while working with the barrels would give you goosebumps. But when a good barrel appears, the joy it brings almost makes up for all the trouble. Dexter says he feels the same way about a decent barrel as he does about a beautiful woman. When the steamer arrives, we’re heading down to Manaos, where we expect the gunboat that the government promised to Professor Dexter and Tal, who will go up the Rio Negro for a month. The rest of us will take the steamer to the Madeira River. I’m not exactly sure what I’ll do, but there will probably be some canoeing, and I’m ready for that; although the rainy season is starting, which makes canoe travel quite uncomfortable. We should be in Parâ by mid-December for sure. I’m very eager to find out if the New York and Brazilian steamers are going to run. We might find out in Manaos, where there’s also a chance to get letters and American papers. Why can’t you send the "North American," along with Dad’s and Harry’s articles? It would be worth any price to me.

 

22nd Oct.

Oct 22

On board the old homestead, viz., Steamer Icamiaba. The only haven of rest we have in this country, and then only when she is in motion; for when we stop at a place, the Prof. is sure to come around and say how very desirable it would be to get a large number of fishes from this place, and willy-nilly you must trudge. I wrote in my last letter something about the possibility of my wishing to go down South again with the Professor. I don't think there is any more probability of it than of my wishing to explore Central Africa. If there is anything I hate, it is collecting. I don't think it is suited to my genius at all; but for that very reason this little exercise in it I am having here is the better for me. I am getting to be very practical, orderly, and businesslike. That fine disorder which used to prevail in my precincts, and which used to make Mother heave a beautiful sigh when she entered my room, is treated by the people with whom I am here as a heinous crime, and I feel very sensitive and ashamed about it. The 22nd of October!—what glorious weather you are having at home now, and how we should all like to be wound up by one day of it! I have often longed for a good, black, sour, sleety, sloshy winter's day in Washington Street. Oh, the bliss of standing on such a day half way between Roxbury and Boston and having all the horse-cars pass you full! It will be splendid to get home in mid-winter and revel in the cold.

On board the old homestead, namely, Steamer Icamiaba. The only place we can rest in this country, and only when she’s moving; because when we stop somewhere, the Prof. is bound to come around and talk about how great it would be to collect a bunch of fish from here, and whether you like it or not, you have to go out. I mentioned in my last letter that I might want to go down South again with the Professor. I really don’t think it’s any more likely than my wanting to explore Central Africa. If there’s one thing I can’t stand, it’s collecting. I don’t think it suits my personality at all; but because of that, this little experience I’m having here is actually good for me. I’m becoming quite practical, organized, and businesslike. That lovely chaos that used to define my space, which would make Mother let out a beautiful sigh every time she entered my room, is seen by the people I’m with here as a big mistake, and I feel very sensitive and embarrassed about it. October 22nd!—what amazing weather you’re enjoying back home right now, and how we all wish we could enjoy just one more day of it! I’ve often yearned for a good, dark, rainy winter day on Washington Street. Oh, the joy of standing on such a day halfway between Roxbury and Boston while all the streetcars pass you by packed full! It will be wonderful to get home in the dead of winter and embrace the cold.

I am delighted to hear how well Wilky is, and to hear from him. I wish Bob would write me a line—and only one letter from Alice in all this time—shame! Oh, the lovely white child! How the red man of the forest would like to hug her to his bosom once more! I proposed, beloved Alice, to write thee a long letter by this steamer describing my wonderful adventures with the wild Indians, and the tiger [jaguar?], and various details which interest thy lovely female mind; but I feel so darned heavy and seedy this morning that I cannot pump up the flow of words, and the letter goes on with the steamer from Manaos this evening. This expedition has been far less adventurous and far more picturesque than I expected. I have not yet seen a single snake wild here. The adventure with the tiger consisted in his approaching to within 30 paces of our mosquito net, and roaring so as to wake us, and then keeping us awake most of the rest of the night by roaring far and near. I confess I felt some skeert, on being suddenly awoke by him, tho' when I had laid me down I had mocked the apprehensions of Tal about tigers. The adventure with the wild Indians consisted in our seeing two of them naked at a distance on the edge of the forest. On shouting to them in Lingoa Geral they ran away. It gave me a very peculiar and unexpected thrilling sensation to come thus suddenly upon these children of Nature. But I now tell you in confidence, my beloved white child, what you must not tell any of the rest of the family (for it would spoil the adventure), that we discovered a few hours later that these wild Indians were a couple of mulattoes belonging to another canoe, who had been in bathing.

I’m so glad to hear how well Wilky is and to get a message from him. I wish Bob would drop me a line—and just one letter from Alice in all this time—shame! Oh, the beautiful white child! How the Native American from the forest would love to hold her close again! I planned, dear Alice, to write you a long letter on this steamer detailing my amazing adventures with the wild Indians, the tiger [jaguar?], and other things that interest your lovely mind; but I feel so sluggish and unwell this morning that I can't get the words flowing, and the letter will go with the steamer from Manaos this evening. This trip has turned out to be much less adventurous and much more picturesque than I expected. I haven't seen a single snake out here yet. The adventure with the tiger was just him getting within 30 paces of our mosquito net, roaring loudly enough to wake us, and then keeping us awake most of the rest of the night by roaring all around. I admit I felt a bit scared when he suddenly woke me up, even though I had mocked Tal’s fears about tigers before lying down. The encounter with the wild Indians was just seeing two of them naked from a distance at the edge of the forest. When we shouted to them in Lingoa Geral, they ran away. It was a really strange and unexpected thrill to suddenly come upon these children of Nature. But I have to tell you in confidence, my dear white child, that you must not share this with anyone else in the family (or it will ruin the adventure); we found out a few hours later that these wild Indians were actually a couple of mulattoes from another canoe who had been swimming.

I shall have to stop now. Do you still go to school at Miss Clapp's? For Heaven's sake write to me, Bal! Tell Harry if he sees [John] Bancroft to tell him Bourkhardt is much better, having found an Indian remedy of great efficacy. Please give my best love to the Tweedies, Temples, Washburns, La Farges, Paine, Childs, Elly Van Buren and in fact everybody who is in any way connected with me. Best of love to Aunt Kate, Wilk and Bob, Harry and all the family. I pine for Harry's literary efforts and to see a number or so of the "Nation." You can't send too many magazines or papers—Care of James B. Bond, Parâ.

I need to stop now. Are you still going to Miss Clapp's school? For heaven's sake, write to me, Bal! If Harry sees [John] Bancroft, please tell him that Bourkhardt is doing much better after finding an effective Indian remedy. Please send my love to the Tweedies, Temples, Washburns, La Farges, Paine, Childs, Elly Van Buren, and really everyone connected to me. Give my best to Aunt Kate, Wilk, Bob, Harry, and the whole family. I miss Harry's writing and can't wait to see a few issues of the "Nation." You can never send too many magazines or newspapers—Care of James B. Bond, Parâ.

W. J.

W. J.

IV

1866-1867

Medical Studies at Harvard

Harvard Medical Studies

JAMES returned from Brazil in March, 1866, and immediately entered the Massachusetts General Hospital for a summer's service as undergraduate interne. In the autumn he left the Hospital and resumed his studies in the Harvard Medical School.

JAMES came back from Brazil in March 1866 and quickly started working as an undergraduate intern at Massachusetts General Hospital for the summer. In the fall, he left the hospital and went back to his studies at Harvard Medical School.

The Faculty of the School then included Dr. O. W. Holmes and Professor Jeffries Wyman. Charles Ed. Brown-Séquard was lecturing on the pathology of the nervous system. During the years of James's interrupted course a number of men attended the school who were to be his friends and colleagues for many years thereafter—among them William G. Farlow, subsequently Professor of Cryptogamic Botany and a Cambridge neighbor for forty years, and Charles P. Putnam and James J. Putnam—two brothers in whose company he was later to spend many Adirondack vacations and to whom he became warmly attached. Henry P. Bowditch, whose instinct for physiological inquiry was already vigorous, and who was destined to become a leader of research in America, and the teacher and inspirer of a generation of younger investigators, was another Medical School contemporary with whom he formed an enduring friendship.

The faculty of the school then included Dr. O. W. Holmes and Professor Jeffries Wyman. Charles Ed. Brown-Séquard was giving lectures on the pathology of the nervous system. During the years when James's studies were interrupted, several men attended the school who would become his friends and colleagues for many years to come—among them William G. Farlow, who later became Professor of Cryptogamic Botany and was a neighbor in Cambridge for forty years, and Charles P. Putnam and James J. Putnam—two brothers with whom he would later spend many vacations in the Adirondacks and to whom he grew quite attached. Henry P. Bowditch, who already had a strong instinct for physiological inquiry and was destined to become a leader in American research and a mentor to a generation of younger investigators, was another contemporary from the Medical School with whom he formed a lasting friendship.

The instruction given in the Harvard Medical School in the sixties was as good as any obtainable in America, but it fell short of what is nowadays reckoned as essential for a medical education to an extent that none but a modern student of medicine can understand. The emphasis was still on lectures, demonstrations and reading, and the pupil's rôle was an almost completely passive one. James, according to the testimony of one of his classmates, made a solitary exception to the practice of the class by attempting to keep a graphic record of his microscopic studies in histology and pathology. When questioned about this long after, he admitted that he believed himself to have been the only student of his time in the Medical School who took the trouble to make drawings from the microscopic field with regularity.

The education provided at Harvard Medical School in the 1960s was among the best available in America, but it didn't meet the standards considered essential for medical education today to such a degree that only a modern medical student can truly appreciate. The focus was still on lectures, demonstrations, and reading, and the student's role was almost entirely passive. James, according to one of his classmates, was a rare exception; he tried to keep a detailed record of his microscopic studies in histology and pathology. When asked about this long afterward, he admitted that he thought he was the only student at that time in the Medical School who consistently made drawings from the microscopic field.

The teaching of Pasteur and Lister had not then revolutionized medicine. Modern bacteriology and the possibilities of aseptic surgery were yet to be understood. Surgeons who operated in the amphitheatre of the Massachusetts General Hospital could still take pride in appearing in blood-soiled gowns, much as a fisherman scorns a brand-new outfit and sports his weather-rusted old clothes. The demonstrations of even Dr. Henry J. Bigelow, a skillful operator who was then a leader in his profession, filled James with a horror which he never forgot.

The teachings of Pasteur and Lister hadn’t fully changed medicine yet. Modern bacteriology and the potential for sterile surgery were still not fully realized. Surgeons performing operations at the Massachusetts General Hospital still took pride in wearing blood-stained gowns, similar to how a fisherman might disdain a brand-new outfit and show off his old, weathered clothes. Even the demonstrations by Dr. Henry J. Bigelow, a skilled surgeon and a leader in his field at the time, left James with an unforgettable feeling of horror.

On the other hand, the discovery of anesthesia, which made possible an enlarged and humane use of animals for experimental inquiry, and such illuminating reports and investigations as those of Claude Bernard, Helmholtz, Virchow and Ludwig were giving a great impetus to the investigation of bodily processes and functions, and a study of these was a possible next step in James's evolution. He had already been unusually well grounded in comparative anatomy by Agassiz and Jeffries Wyman. He was gravitating surely, even if he did not yet realize it clearly, toward philosophy. Whenever he more or less consciously projected himself forward, it must have seemed to him that the examination of processes in the living body, for which he was already prepared, might be related, in an enlightening way, to the philosophic pursuits that were beginning to invite him. Physiology therefore commanded both his respect and his curiosity, and he turned in that direction rather than toward what he then saw surgery and the practice of internal medicine to be.

On the other hand, the discovery of anesthesia allowed for a broader and more humane use of animals in experiments, while reports and studies by Claude Bernard, Helmholtz, Virchow, and Ludwig were driving significant progress in understanding bodily processes and functions. This exploration was a potential next step in James's development. He had already gained a solid foundation in comparative anatomy from Agassiz and Jeffries Wyman. He was moving steadily, even if he wasn't fully aware of it yet, toward philosophy. Whenever he consciously envisioned his future, it must have seemed to him that studying processes in the living body, for which he was already prepared, could be connected, in a meaningful way, to the philosophical interests that were starting to appeal to him. Physiology, therefore, earned both his respect and his curiosity, and he focused on that rather than on what he saw surgery and internal medicine to be at the time.

During the winter of 1866-67 he lived with his parents in the house[32] in Quincy Street, Cambridge, in which they had settled themselves, and worked regularly at the Medical School. He had come back from the year of mere animal existence on the Amazon in excellent physical condition.

During the winter of 1866-67, he lived with his parents in the house[32] on Quincy Street, Cambridge, where they had made their home, and he worked consistently at the Medical School. He had returned from a year of basic survival in the Amazon in great physical shape.

Of the four letters which follow, two were written to Thomas W. Ward, who, it will be remembered, had been a member of the Amazon Expedition, and who, after getting back to New York, had entered the great Baring banking house of which his father, Samuel Ward, was the American partner. O. W. Holmes, Jr., will be recognized as the present Associate Justice of the United States Supreme Court. In no one did James find more sympathetic philosophic companionship at this period.

Of the four letters that follow, two were written to Thomas W. Ward, who, as you may recall, had been part of the Amazon Expedition. After returning to New York, he joined the prestigious Baring banking house, where his father, Samuel Ward, was the American partner. O. W. Holmes, Jr. is now recognized as an Associate Justice of the United States Supreme Court. During this time, James found no one more understanding and philosophically compatible than him.

To Thomas W. Ward.

BOSTON, Mar. 27, 1866.

BOSTON, Mar. 27, 1866.

Meo caro Compadre,—I have been intending to write you every night for the last month, but the strange epistolary inertia which always weighs down upon me has kept me from it until now. I have had news of you two or three times from my father having met yours, and from Dexter, who said he had met you in New York. I am very curious to know how you find your occupation to suit you, and if you find the dust of daily drudgery to obscure at all the visions of your far-off-future power. From what Dexter said I am afraid they do a little. We had given up Allen[33] as gone to the fishes; but the poor Devil arrived last week after a 98-days' passage!!! I never felt gladder for anything in my life. He had a horrible time at sea, being within 160 miles of New York and then blown back as far as St. Thomas. He says most of his collections arrived at Bahia spoiled by the sun. He was sixteen days crossing a limestone desert on which nothing grew but cacti; so there was no shade at noon, and the thermometer at 98°. His health has been improved by the voyage, however, and he thinks it is better now than when he left for Brazil. Nevertheless he is going to give up natural history for the present and adopt some out-of-door life till he gets decidedly better, which he says he has been slowly but steadily doing for some years past. Poor Allen! None of us have been sold as badly as he. If I had not been to Brazil, I would go again to do what I have done, knowing beforehand what it would be. Allen says he would not, on any account.

Dear Buddy,—I've been meaning to write you every night for the past month, but the strange inertia that always holds me back from writing has kept me from it until now. I’ve heard from you two or three times through my father who ran into yours, and from Dexter, who mentioned he saw you in New York. I’m really curious to know how your job is working out for you, and if the daily grind is dulling your dreams of future success. From what Dexter said, I’m afraid it might be a little. We had assumed Allen[33] was lost for good; but the poor guy came back last week after a 98-day journey!!! I’ve never been happier about anything in my life. He had a terrible time at sea, being just 160 miles from New York before being blown back all the way to St. Thomas. He says most of his collections arrived in Bahia ruined by the sun. He spent sixteen days crossing a barren limestone desert where nothing grew except cacti, so there was no shade at noon with the temperature hitting 98°. However, his health has improved from the trip, and he thinks he’s doing better now than when he left for Brazil. Still, he plans to set aside natural history for now and embrace some outdoor living until he feels much better, which he says he’s been slowly but steadily doing for the past few years. Poor Allen! None of us have had it as tough as he has. If I hadn’t gone to Brazil, I’d do it all over again, knowing exactly what to expect. Allen says he wouldn’t do it for anything.

I have been studying now for about two weeks, and think I shall be much more interested in it than before. It was some time before I could get settled down to reading. But now I do it quite naturally, and even thinking is beginning not to feel like a wholly abnormal process; all which, as you may imagine, is very agreeable—altho' I confess that as yet the philosophical rouages of my mind have not attained even to the degree of lubrication they had before I left. I shan't apologize for the egotistical pronoun, for I suppose, my dear old Thomas, that you will be interested to compare my experience since my return with yours, and learn something from it if possible—even as I would with yours. I spent the first month of my return in nothing but "social intercourse," having the two Temple girls and Elly Van Buren in the house for a fortnight, and being obliged to escort them about to parties, etc., nearly every night. The consequences were a falling in love with every girl I met—succeeded now by a reaction which makes me, and will make me for a long time, decline every invitation. I feel now somehow as if I had settled down upon a steady track that I shall not have much temptation to slip off of, for a good many months at any rate. I am conscious of a desire I never had before so strongly or so permanently, of narrowing and deepening the channel of my intellectual activity, of economizing my feeble energies and consequently treating with more respect the few things I shall devote them to. This temper may be a transient one; mais pour peu qu'il dure un an ou deux, to fix the shorter term! I'm sure it will give a tone to my mind it lacked before. As for the disrespect with which you treat the worthy problems that you turn your back upon, I don't see now exactly how you get over that; but something tells me that, practically, my salvation depends for the present on following some such plan. And, I am sure that, in the majority of men at any rate, the process of growing into a calm mental state is not one of leveling, but of going around, difficulties. The problem they solve is not one of being, but of method. They reach a point from which the view within certain limits is harmonious, and they keep within those limits; they find as it were a centre of oscillation in which they may be at rest. Now whether any other kind of solution is possible, I don't know. Many men will say not; but I feel somehow, now, as if I had no right to an opinion on any subject, no right to open my mouth before others until I know some one thing as thoroughly as it can be known, no matter how insignificant it may be. After that I shall perhaps be able to think on general subjects.—The only fellow here I care anything about is Holmes, who is on the whole a first-rate article, and one which improves by wear. He is perhaps too exclusively intellectual, but sees things so easily and clearly and talks so admirably that it's a treat to be with him. T. S. Perry is also flourishing in health and spirits. Ed[ward] Emerson I have not yet seen. I made the acquaintance the other day of Miss Fanny Dixwell of Cambridge (the eldest), do you know her? She is decidedly AI, and (so far) the best girl I have known. I should like if possible to confine my whole life to her, Ellen Hooper, Sara Sedgwick,[34] Holmes, Harry, and the Medical School, for an indefinite period, letting no breath of extraneous air enter.

I’ve been studying for about two weeks now, and I think I’m going to be much more interested in it than before. It took me a while to settle into reading, but now I do it quite naturally, and even thinking is starting to feel less weird; all of which, as you can imagine, is really nice—although I admit that my philosophical rouages haven’t quite reached the level of fluidity they had before I left. I won’t apologize for being a bit self-centered, since I assume, my dear old Thomas, you’ll want to compare my experiences since returning with yours and hopefully learn something from it—just as I would from yours. I spent the first month back just socializing, having the two Temple girls and Elly Van Buren stay at my place for a fortnight, and I had to take them to parties nearly every night. The result was me falling in love with every girl I met—now followed by a reaction that makes me decline every invitation for a while. I feel like I’m finally on a steady path that I won’t easily stray from, at least for several months. I'm aware of a desire I’ve never felt so strongly or consistently before, to narrow and deepen the focus of my intellectual efforts, to conserve my limited energy, and as a result, treat the few things I’ll commit to with more respect. This mindset might be temporary; but if it lasts a year or two, just to set a short term goal! I’m sure it will give my mind a tone it didn’t have before. As for the disregard you show towards the important issues you ignore, I don’t quite see how you manage that; but something tells me that, for now, my success relies on following some kind of plan like that. I’m certain that, for most men at least, finding a calm mental state isn’t about leveling things out, but rather navigating around difficulties. The challenge isn’t just about existence, but about how to approach it. They reach a viewpoint from which things appear harmonious within certain limits, and they stick to those limits; they discover, in a way, a center of balance where they can find rest. Now, whether any other type of solution is possible, I’m not sure. Many will say it’s not; but I feel that right now I have no right to voice an opinion on any matter, no right to speak in front of others until I fully understand one thing as well as it can be known, no matter how unimportant it may seem. After that, I might be able to think about broader subjects. The only person here I really care about is Holmes, who is, overall, a top-notch guy and gets better with time. He might be a bit too intellectual, but he sees things so easily and clearly and talks so well that it’s a pleasure to be around him. T. S. Perry is also doing well. I haven’t seen Ed[ward] Emerson yet. I recently met Miss Fanny Dixwell from Cambridge (the eldest); do you know her? She’s definitely AI and (so far) the best girl I’ve met. I’d like to focus my whole life on her, Ellen Hooper, Sara Sedgwick,[34] Holmes, Harry, and the Medical School for an indefinite time, keeping out any outside distractions.

There, I hope that's a confession of faith. I wish you would write me a similar or even more "developed" one, for I really want to know how the building up into flesh and blood of the wide-sweeping plans that the solitudes of Brazil gave birth to seems to alter them. Write soon, and I'll answer soon; for I think, Chéri de Thomas, que ce doux commerce que nous avons mené tant d'années ought not all of a sudden to die out. I'd give a great deal to see you, but see no prospect of getting to New York for a long time. Our family spends six months at Swampscott from the first of May. I shall have a room in town. What chance is there of your being able to pay us a visit at Swampscott in my vacation (from July 15 to Sept. 15)? Ever your friend

There, I hope that's a statement of belief. I wish you would write me a similar or even more "developed" one, because I really want to know how the grand ideas that the vastness of Brazil inspired seem to change when they take on real form. Write soon, and I'll respond just as quickly; because I believe, dear Thomas, that this nice communication we've had for so many years shouldn't suddenly fade away. I'd give a lot to see you, but I don't expect to get to New York for a long time. Our family spends six months in Swampscott starting May 1st. I'll have a room in the city. What are the chances that you could visit us in Swampscott during my break (from July 15 to September 15)? Always your friend.

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

To Thomas W. Ward.

BOSTON, June 8, 1866.

BOSTON, June 8, 1866.

Chéri de Thomas,—I cannot exactly say I hasten to reply to your letter. I have thought of you about every day since I received it, and given you a Brazilian hug therewith, and wanted to write to you; but having been in a pretty unsettled theoretical condition myself, from which I hoped some positive conclusions might emerge worthy to be presented to you as the last word on the Kosmos and the human soul, I deferred writing from day to day, thinking that better than to offer you the crude and premature spawning of my intelligence. In vain! the conclusions never have emerged, and I see that, if I am ever to write you, I must do it on the spur of the moment, with all my dullness thick upon me.

Thomas's Darling,—I can't really say I'm rushing to respond to your letter. I’ve thought about you almost every day since I got it, sending you a huge hug, and I wanted to write to you; but since I've been in a pretty chaotic mental state myself, hoping that some solid insights might come out of it that I could share with you about the universe and the human spirit, I kept putting off writing, thinking it would be better than showing you the rough and half-baked ideas I have. No luck! Those insights never came, and I realize that if I ever want to write to you, I have to do it spontaneously, with all my dullness right there with me.

I have just read your letter over again, and am grieved afresh at your melancholy tone about yourself. You ask why I am quiet, while you are so restless. Partly from the original constitution of things, I suppose; partly because I am less quiet than you suppose; only I once heard a proverb about a man consuming his own smoke, and I do so particularly in your presence because you, being so much more turbid, produce a reaction in me; partly because I am a few years older than you, and have not solved, but grown callous (I hear your sneer) to, many of the problems that now torture you. The chief reason is the original constitution of things, which generated me with fewer sympathies and wants than you, and also perhaps with a certain tranquil confidence in the right ordering of the Whole, which makes me indifferent in some circumstances where you would fret. Yours the nobler, mine the happier part! I think, too, that much of your uneasiness comes from that to which you allude in your letter—your oscillatoriness, and your regarding each oscillation as something final as long as it lasts. There is nothing more certain than that every man's life (except perhaps Harry Quincy's) is a line that continuously oscillates on every side of its direction; and if you would be more confident that any state of tension you may at any time find yourself in will inevitably relieve itself, sooner or later, you would spare yourself much anxiety. I myself have felt in the last six months more and more certain that each man's constitution limits him to a certain amount of emotion and action, and that, if he insists on going under a higher pressure than normal for three months, for instance, he will pay for it by passing the next three months below par. So the best way is to keep moving steadily and regularly, as your mind becomes thus deliciously appeased (as you imagine mine to be; ah! Tom, what damned fools we are!). If you feel below par now, don't think your life is deserting you forever. You are just as sure to be up again as you are, when elated, sure to be down again. Six months, or any given cycle of time, is sure to see you produce a certain amount, and your fretful anxiety when in a stagnant mood is frivolous. The good time will come again, as it has come; and go too. I think we ought to be independent of our moods, look on them as external, for they come to us unbidden, and feel if possible neither elated nor depressed, but keep our eyes upon our work and, if we have done the best we could in that given condition, be satisfied.

I just read your letter again, and I'm saddened once more by your gloomy tone about yourself. You ask why I'm quiet while you feel so restless. Partly, I guess, it’s how things are—partly because I’m not as quiet as you think; I've just come to realize that I tend to keep things to myself, especially in your presence, since you seem to stir up stronger emotions in me. Also, I'm a few years older than you, and while I haven’t solved any of the issues that weigh on you, I’ve become somewhat numb to them (I can almost hear your scoff). The main reason is probably just how things are; I was born with fewer sympathies and desires than you and maybe with a certain calm assurance in the way things are arranged in the grand scheme, which makes me indifferent in situations where you might worry. Yours is the nobler role; mine is the happier one! I also believe much of your unease comes from what you mention in your letter—your tendency to fluctuate, treating each swing as something final while it lasts. One thing is certain: every person's life (except maybe Harry Quincy’s) is a journey that continually shifts back and forth around its path; and if you could just trust that any moment of stress you find yourself in will eventually ease, you’d save yourself a lot of worry. Over the past six months, I’ve grown increasingly convinced that each person's nature restricts them to a certain level of emotion and action, and if someone pushes themselves harder than usual for a few months, they’ll probably spend the next few months feeling down. So, the best approach is to keep moving steadily and consistently, as your mind becomes nicely settled (just like you think mine is; oh, Tom, what fools we are!). If you feel low right now, don’t assume your life is abandoning you forever. You'll surely feel better again just like how, when you're on a high, you can predict a low will follow. In six months, or any set timeframe, you'll accomplish quite a bit, and stressing out while you’re in a low state is pointless. Good times will return, just as they have before, and will also go. I think we should try to stay detached from our moods, see them as separate since they come to us unexpectedly, and ideally, feel neither too high nor too low but keep our focus on our work. And if we've done our best given the circumstances, we should be content.

I don't know whether all this solemn wisdom of mine seems to you anything better than conceited irrelevance. I began the other day to read the thoughts of Marcus Aurelius, translated by Long, published by Ticknor, which, if you have not read, I advise you to read, slowly. I only read two or three pages a day, and am only half through the book. He certainly had an invincible soul; and it seems to me that any man who can, like him, grasp the love of a "life according to nature," i.e., a life in which your individual will becomes so harmonized to nature's will as cheerfully to acquiesce in whatever she assigns to you, knowing that you serve some purpose in her vast machinery which will never be revealed to you—any man who can do this will, I say, be a pleasing spectacle, no matter what his lot in life. I think old Mark's perpetual yearnings for patience and equanimity and kindliness would do your heart good.—I have come to feel lately, more and more (I can't tell though whether it will be permanent) like paying my footing in the world in a very humble way, (driving my physicking trade like any other tenth-rate man), and then living my free life in my leisure hours entirely within my own breast as a thing the world has nothing to do with; and living it easily and patiently, without feeling responsible for its future.

I’m not sure if all this serious wisdom of mine sounds to you like anything more than arrogant nonsense. I started reading Marcus Aurelius’ thoughts the other day, translated by Long and published by Ticknor. If you haven’t read it, I recommend taking your time with it. I only read two or three pages a day and I'm only halfway through the book. He definitely had an unbreakable spirit, and it seems to me that anyone who can, like him, embrace a "life according to nature," meaning a life where your personal will aligns so well with nature's will that you can willingly accept whatever she hands you, knowing that you serve some purpose in her vast system that you'll never fully understand—anyone who can manage that will be a pleasant sight, no matter their situation in life. I think old Mark’s constant quest for patience, balance, and kindness would lift your spirits. Lately, I’ve been feeling more and more (though I’m not sure if it will last) like I want to go through life in a very simple way, just working my medical job like any average person, and then living my personal life in my downtime, completely apart from the world, and doing it calmly and patiently, without feeling pressured about its future.

I will now, my dear old Tom, stop my crudities. Although these notions and others have of late led me to a pretty practical contentment, I cannot help feeling as if I were insulting Heaven by offering them about as if they had an absolute worth. Still, as I am willing to take them all back whenever it seems right, you will excuse my apparent conceit. Besides, they may suggest some practical point of view to you.

I’m going to stop my nonsense now, my dear old Tom. Even though these ideas and others have recently brought me some real happiness, I can’t shake the feeling that I’m insulting Heaven by acting like they have real value. Still, since I’m ready to take them all back whenever it feels right, please excuse my seeming arrogance. Plus, they might give you a practical perspective.

The family is at Swampscott. I have a room in Bowdoin Street for the secular part of the week. We have a very nice house in Swampscott.... I am anxiously waiting your arrival on Class Day. I expect you to spend all your time with me either here or in Swampscott, when we shall, I trust, patch up the Kosmos satisfactorily and rescue it from its present fragmentary condition....

The family is in Swampscott. I have a room on Bowdoin Street for the week. We have a really nice house in Swampscott.... I’m eagerly looking forward to your arrival on Class Day. I hope you’ll spend all your time with me either here or in Swampscott, where we can, I hope, fix the Kosmos properly and get it out of its current broken state....

To his Sister.

CAMBRIDGE, Nov. 14, 1866.

CAMBRIDGE, Nov. 14, 1866.

Chérie de Jeune Balle,—I am just in from town in the keen, cold and eke beauteous moonlight, which by the above qualities makes me think of thee, to whom, nor to whose aunt, have I (not) yet written. (I don't understand the grammar of the not.)

Young Talent Darling,—I just got back from town in the sharp, cold, and also beautiful moonlight, which by the above qualities makes me think of you, to whom, nor to whose aunt, I have (not) yet written. (I don't get the grammar of the not.)

Your first question is, "where have I been?" "To C. S. Peirce's lecture, which I could not understand a word of, but rather enjoyed the sensation of listening to for an hour." I then turned to O. W. Holmes's and wrangled with him for another hour.

Your first question is, "where have I been?" "At C. S. Peirce's lecture, which I couldn't understand at all, but I actually enjoyed the experience of listening for an hour." I then switched to O. W. Holmes's and debated with him for another hour.

You may thank your stars that you are not in a place where you have to ride in such full horse-cars as these. I rode half way out with my "form" entirely out of the car overhanging the road, my feet alone being on the same vertical line as any part of the car, there being just room for them on the step. Aunt Kate may, and probably will, have shoot through her prolific mind the supposish: "How wrong in him to do sich! for if, while in that posish, he should have a sudden stroke of paralysis, or faint, his nerveless fingers relaxing their grasp of the rail, he would fall prostrate to the ground and bust." To which I reply that, when I go so far as to have a stroke of paralysis, I shall not mind going a step farther and getting bruised.

You can thank your lucky stars that you're not stuck riding in cramped horse-drawn carriages like these. I rode half the way out with my body completely hanging over the side, my feet being the only part of me still on the same vertical line as the car, barely fitting on the step. Aunt Kate might, and probably will, think to herself, "How wrong of him to do that! If he suddenly has a stroke or faints in that position, his fingers could slip off the rail, and he would fall flat on the ground and get hurt." To which I say, when I reach the point of having a stroke, I won’t mind getting a little banged up too.

Your next question probably is "how are and where are father and mother?"... I think father seems more lively for a few days past and cracks jokes with Harry, etc. Mother is recovering from one of her indispositions, which she bears like an angel, doing any amount of work at the same time, putting up cornices and raking out the garret-room like a little buffalo.

Your next question is probably, "How are Dad and Mom?"... I think Dad seems more lively for the past few days and jokes around with Harry, etc. Mom is recovering from one of her minor illnesses, which she handles like a champ, doing a ton of work at the same time, putting up cornices and cleaning out the attic like a little warrior.

Your next question is "wherever is Harry?" I answer: "He is to Ashburner's, to a tea-squall in favor of Miss Haggerty." I declined. He is well. We have had nothing but invitations (6) in 3 or 4 days. One, a painted one, from "Mrs. L——," whoever she may be. I replied that domestic affliction prevented me from going, but I would take a pecuniary equivalent instead, viz: To 1 oyster stew 30 cts., 1 chicken salad 0.50, 1 roll 0.02, 3 ice creams at 20 cts. 0.60, 6 small cakes at 0.05, 0.30, 1 pear $1.50, 1 lb. confectionery 0.50.

Your next question is "Where is Harry?" I answer: "He's at Ashburner's for a tea party in honor of Miss Haggerty." I turned it down. He’s doing well. We’ve received nothing but invitations (6) for the last 3 or 4 days. One, a fancy one, from "Mrs. L——," whoever she is. I said that personal issues kept me from attending, but I'd be happy to accept a monetary equivalent instead, which totals: 1 oyster stew $0.30, 1 chicken salad $0.50, 1 roll $0.02, 3 ice creams at $0.20 each $0.60, 6 small cakes at $0.05 each $0.30, 1 pear $1.50, 1 lb. of candy $0.50.

6 glasses hock at 0.50$3.00
3 glasses sherry at 300.90
Salad spilt on floor5.00
Dish of do., broken3.00
Damage to carpet & Miss L——'s dress frm. do75.00
3 glasses broken1.20
Curtains set fire to in dressing-room40.00
Other injury frm. fire in room250.00
Injury to house frm. water pumped upon it by
    steam fire-engine come to put out fire
5000.00
Miscellaneous0.35
 5300.00

I expect momentarily her reply with a check, and when it comes will take you and Aunt Kate on a tour in Europe and have you examined by the leading physicians and surgeons of that country. M—— L—— came out here and dined with us yesterday of her own accord. I no longer doubt what I always suspected, her penchant for me, and I don't blame her for it. Elly Temple staid here two days, too. She scratched, smote, beat, and kicked me so that I shall dread to meet her again. What an awful time Bob & Co. must have had at sea! and how anxious you must have been about them.

I expect to get her reply with a check any moment now, and when it arrives, I’ll take you and Aunt Kate on a trip to Europe and have you examined by the top doctors and surgeons there. M—— L—— came over and had dinner with us yesterday on her own. I no longer doubt what I’ve always suspected: her crush on me, and I can’t say I blame her for it. Elly Temple was here for two days, too. She scratched, hit, beat, and kicked me so much that I’ll be nervous to see her again. What a terrible time Bob & Co. must have had at sea! And how worried you must have been about them.

With best love to Aunt Kate and yourself believe me your af. bro.

With much love to Aunt Kate and you, believe me, your affectionate brother.

WM. JAMES.

W. James.

To O. W. Holmes, Jr.

[A pencil memorandum, Winter of 1866-67?]

[A pencil memorandum, Winter of 1866-67?]

Why I'm blest if I'm a Materialist:

Why I'm Blessed If I'm a Materialist:

The materialist posits an X for his ultimate principle.

The materialist puts forward an X as his ultimate principle.

Were he satisfied to inhabit this vacuous X, I should not at present try to disturb him.

Were he content to live in this empty X, I wouldn’t try to bother him right now.

But that atmosphere is too rare; so he spends all his time on the road between it and sensible realities, engaged in the laudable pursuit of degrading every (sensibly) higher thing into a (sensibly) lower. He thus accomplishes an immensely great positively conceived and felt result, and it availeth little to naturalize the sensible impression of this that he should at the end put in his little caveat that, after all, the low denomination is as unreal as the unreduced higher ones were. In the confession of ignorance is nothing which the mind can close upon and clutch—it's a vanishing negation; while the pretension of knowledge is full of positive, massively-felt contents. The former kicks the beam. What balm is it, when instead of my High you have given me a Low, to tell me that the Low is good for nothing?

But that atmosphere is too rare; so he spends all his time traveling between it and practical realities, caught up in the worthy effort of lowering every (practical) higher thing into a (practical) lower one. He achieves a significantly impressive result that is positively conceived and felt, and it doesn’t really help to ground the sensible impression of this if he ends by adding his little disclaimer that, after all, the low value is just as unreal as the unaltered higher ones were. In admitting ignorance, there's nothing the mind can latch onto and grasp—it's a fleeting negation; while pretending to know is packed with substantial, deeply-felt content. The former tips the balance. What good is it, when instead of my High you’ve handed me a Low, to tell me that the Low is worthless?

If you take my $1000 gold and give me greenbacks, I feel unreconciled still, even when you have assured me that the greenbacks are counterfeit. Or what comfort is it to me now to be told that a billion years hence greenbacks and gold will have the same value? especially when that is explained to be zero? How anyone can say that this pennyworth of negation can so balance these tons of affirmation as to make the naturalist feel like anyone else—I confess it's a mystery to me.

If you give me cash instead of my $1000 in gold, I still feel unsettled, even when you tell me the cash is fake. What comfort does it give me to hear that in a billion years, cash and gold will be worth the same, especially if that means both will be worth nothing? I honestly don't understand how anyone can claim that this tiny bit of nothingness can somehow balance out all this value, making the naturalist feel like everyone else.

But as a man's happiness depends on his feeling, I think materialism inconsistent with a high degree thereof, and in this sense maintained that a materialist should not be an optimist, using the latter word to signify one whose philosophy authenticates, by guaranteeing the objective significance of, his most pleasurable feelings.

But since a person's happiness relies on their feelings, I believe materialism is incompatible with a high level of happiness, and in this sense, I argue that a materialist shouldn't be an optimist, using the term "optimist" to mean someone whose philosophy validates and confirms the importance of their most enjoyable feelings.

You have transferred the question of optimism to a wider field, where I can't well follow it now. The term would have to be defined first, and then I think it would take me ten or twelve years of hard study to form any opinion as to the truth of your second premise.—I send the above remarks on "materialism," because they were what I was groping for the other evening, but could not say till you were gone and I in bed. To conclude:

You’ve taken the topic of optimism into a broader area that I can’t really track right now. We’d need to define the term first, and then I think it would take me ten or twelve years of serious study to form any opinion about the validity of your second premise. I’m sending these thoughts on "materialism" because they were what I was trying to articulate the other evening but couldn’t express until you had left and I was in bed. To wrap up:

Corruptio optimistorum pessima!

Corruption of the best is worst!

Pencil Sketch from a Pocket Note-Book.
Pencil Sketch from a Pocket Note-Book.

Pencil Sketch from a Pocket Note-Book.
Pencil Drawing from a Pocket Notebook.

V

1867-1868

Eighteen Months in Germany

18 Months in Germany

IN the spring of 1867 James interrupted his course at the Medical School again. He was impelled to do this, partly by the pressure of a conviction that his health required him to stop work or continue elsewhere under different conditions, and partly by a desire to learn German and study physiology in the German laboratories. He knew a little German already, and it seemed reasonable to suppose that if he went abroad immediately he would have time to familiarize himself with the language during a pleasant and restful summer and would be ready to enter one of the universities in the autumn. He sailed in April and spent the summer in Dresden and Bohemia. But his health became worse instead of better.

IN the spring of 1867, James once again paused his studies at the Medical School. He felt the need to do this, partly because he believed his health required a break or a change of environment, and partly due to his desire to learn German and study physiology in German labs. He already knew some German, and it seemed reasonable to think that if he traveled abroad right away, he'd have the time to get comfortable with the language during a relaxing summer and be ready to enter a university in the fall. He set sail in April and spent the summer in Dresden and Bohemia. However, his health worsened instead of improving.

It is unnecessary to detail the record of a long illness by selecting for this book the passages of his correspondence in which James sooner or later revealed what his condition was. It would also be idle to inquire closely about the causes of his illness, considering that, for one reason, James was completely puzzled and baffled himself. Insomnia, digestive disorders, eye-troubles, weakness of the back, and sometimes deep depression of spirits followed each other or afflicted him simultaneously. If his trouble was in part nervous, it was a reality none the less. A photograph that was taken of him at about this period recorded the aspect of a very ill man. If his introspective genius made things worse for him for a while, it probably did more to pull him through in the end than the—to our present-day understanding—harsh and unnecessary treatments, regimens, water-cures, courses of exercise, galvanisms, and blistering to which he subjected himself.

It’s not necessary to go into detail about the record of a long illness by picking out sections of his letters where James eventually disclosed his condition. It would also be pointless to delve deeply into the causes of his illness, especially since, for one reason, James himself was completely confused and baffled. He dealt with insomnia, digestive issues, eye problems, back pain, and sometimes severe depression, all of which either alternated or hit him at the same time. Even if part of his issues were nervous, they were still real. A photograph taken around this time showed the appearance of a very sick man. While his introspective nature may have made things tougher for him for a while, it likely helped him in the end more than the—by today’s standards—harsh and unnecessary treatments, routines, water therapies, exercise programs, electric therapies, and blister treatments he put himself through.

On the other hand, the illness which began in 1867, and which limited James's activities and occupations for several years, had another effect. It overtook him when he was only twenty-five years old, and threw him heavily upon his inner moral and intellectual resources. It caught him alone and among strangers, more or less prostrated him, and defeated his plans just at a time of life when he was beginning, with the eagerness of youth and philosophic genius combined, to reckon over each fresh experience into the terms of a possible answer to the riddles of life and death, predestination, freedom, and responsibility. It gave a personal intimacy and intensity to the deepest problems that philosophy and religion can present to man's understanding. This illness may perhaps have prevented James from becoming a physiological investigator. But clearly it developed and deepened the bed in which the stream of his philosophic life was to flow.

On the other hand, the illness that started in 1867, which limited James's activities and pursuits for several years, had another impact. It struck him when he was just twenty-five years old and forced him to rely heavily on his inner moral and intellectual strengths. It hit him while he was alone and surrounded by strangers, left him feeling completely down, and derailed his plans right at a time in his life when he was eager, bringing together the enthusiasm of youth and philosophical talent, to interpret each new experience as a potential answer to life’s big questions about life and death, fate, freedom, and responsibility. It added a personal closeness and intensity to the most profound issues that philosophy and religion can pose to human understanding. This illness may have kept James from becoming a physiological researcher. But it clearly shaped and enriched the foundation upon which his philosophical life would unfold.

He sailed for Europe in April, and went almost directly to Dresden, where he found quarters in a pension presided over by an amiable Frau Spannenberg. He spent his mornings, and often his evenings, reading and studying German. He made an excursion to Bad-Teplitz in Bohemia, but the "cure" there did not greatly relieve his back, and the baths made him feel "as if his brain had been boiled,"[35] so he returned to Frau Spannenberg's. In the early autumn he moved to Berlin, attended a few lectures at the University there, and read a good deal on the physiology of the nervous system; but he was unable to work in the laboratories, and found it expedient to return to Teplitz at the end of January (1868). What he did thereafter will appear as the letters proceed.

He sailed to Europe in April and went almost directly to Dresden, where he found a place to stay in a pension run by a friendly Frau Spannenberg. He spent his mornings, and often his evenings, reading and studying German. He took a trip to Bad-Teplitz in Bohemia, but the "treatment" there didn't help his back much, and the baths made him feel "as if his brain had been boiled,"[35] so he went back to Frau Spannenberg's. In early autumn, he moved to Berlin, attended a few lectures at the University there, and read a lot about the physiology of the nervous system; but he couldn't work in the labs, so he found it necessary to return to Teplitz at the end of January (1868). What he did after that will be revealed in the letters to come.

To his Parents.

DRESDEN, May 27, 1867.

DRESDEN, May 27, 1867.

...Though I have been just a little over two weeks settled in Dresden, I hardly know anything about it or about Germany yet. Nothing but confused, vague and probably erroneous impressions of the people, owing chiefly to my imperfect knowledge of the language. In the first place there is not the slightest touch of the romantic, picturesque, or even foreign about living here. I think there is very little absolutely in the place to give such impressions, and I think I have outgrown my old susceptibility to them. Whereas in old times I used to notice every window, door-handle and smell as having a peculiar and exotic charm, every old street and house as filled with historic life and mystery, they are now to me streets and houses and nothing more. The heyday of youth is o'er! Alack the day! My traveling has been accompanied with hardly more astonishment or excitement than would accompany a journey to Chicago....

...Even though I've only been in Dresden for just over two weeks, I barely know anything about it or Germany yet. All I have are confused, vague, and probably incorrect impressions of the people, mostly due to my limited understanding of the language. First of all, there's not a hint of the romantic, picturesque, or even exotic in living here. I believe there's very little in the place that creates such impressions, and I think I've outgrown my old sensitivity to them. In the past, I would notice every window, door handle, and smell as having a unique and exotic charm, and every old street and building felt filled with history and mystery. Now, they are just streets and buildings to me, nothing more. The days of youth are gone! Oh, what a shame! My travels have been accompanied by hardly more astonishment or excitement than what I would feel on a trip to Chicago....

William James at twenty-five. From a Photograph
William James at twenty-five.
From a Photograph

William James at twenty-five. From a Photograph
William James at twenty-five.
From a Photograph

The place which has most invited me to live in it is Strasburg. The people all speak both French and German, each with the other's accent, and the environs are ravishing. The Saxons are a very short and ill-favored race, both sexes, not light-haired as the Rhinelanders, and most eccentrically toothed. Many of the young officers, however, are very good-looking fellows. The poor people wear old greasy caps and black coats, and no collars, but black cravats as in England, and look very ugly. The great number of old men and women here has struck me very much. Can it be that we have so few at home? or do we keep them indoors? Or do the Germans show their age so much sooner? I know not. The Americans I have met have been a poor crowd. The English I have seen have been distinguished by their pure and clean appearance, and by an awkwardness which in a certain way appeals to your sympathies. They have the faculty of blushing which is denied to the French and comparatively to the Germans, and in spite of all my prejudices I feel more akin to them than to the others.

The place that has most made me want to live there is Strasbourg. The people all speak both French and German, each with the other's accent, and the surroundings are stunning. The Saxons are a very short and unattractive group, both men and women, not light-haired like the Rhinelanders, and they have the most oddly shaped teeth. Many of the young officers, though, are quite handsome. The poor people wear old, greasy caps and black coats, without collars, but with black neckties like in England, and they look quite unattractive. I've been really struck by the large number of elderly men and women here. Could it be that we have so few at home? Or do we keep them inside? Or do Germans show their age much sooner? I don’t know. The Americans I've met have been a pretty disappointing bunch. The English I’ve seen stand out for their neat and clean appearance, and for a certain awkwardness that somehow earns your sympathy. They have the ability to blush, which the French lack and the Germans have only in comparison, and despite all my biases, I feel more connected to them than to the others.

I have, since I wrote my last letter, led a perfectly monotonous life. Read all the morning, go out for a walk and a lounge in a concert garden in the afternoon, and read after tea. I am quite well satisfied with my progress in the noble German tongue, which has been steady, although, since the first day I wrote to you about [it], not brilliant. Its difficulties are I think quite unjustifiably great for a modern language—it is in fact without any of the modern improvements. I read the little newspapers, which Dr. Semler takes, carefully from beginning to end; and what with the other newspapers I see at a reading-room, the talk I hear, and a little other reading, I have a quite vague and confused but very wonderful impression of the strange difference between the whole German way of thinking and ours; and in my as yet crude fancy it seems to be connected with the grammatical structure of the sentences and the endless power of making new words by combination. I have just been reading Hegel's chapter on epic poetry in his "Aesthetik," and [the] truly monstrous sentences therein were quite a revelation to me. It seems to me that the expression corresponds much more closely to the spontaneous and impromptu mode of thought than in our Latinized tongues—that the language allows and invites speculation and expatiation without limit. As soon as the first glimmering of an idea has dawned upon you, there is no reason why you should not begin to inscribe, for you can wallow round and round as you proceed, affixing limitations, lugging in definitions and explanations as fast as they suggest each other, and need never go back to reshape your beginning. While with us you will, as a rule, come to grief if you begin your sentence without a pretty distinct idea of what the whole is going to be. Then the endless power of word-multiplication by composition, and of making adjectives of whole phrases must allow you to fix, and to fix in a most homely, pregnant form, a host of evanescent shades of meaning (most of which would with us be lost), as fast as they flash upon the mind. And from these successive approximations the final form of the thought may be more easily and surely distilled than if it had to be all formed in one's head before it could get even an approximate expression.

Since I wrote my last letter, I’ve been living a totally boring life. I read all morning, go out for a walk and hang out in a concert garden in the afternoon, and read again after tea. I'm quite happy with my progress in the noble German language; it's been steady, though not spectacular since the first day I mentioned it to you. I think the challenges are unjustifiably tough for a modern language—it actually lacks any of the modern improvements. I read the little newspapers that Dr. Semler gets, carefully from start to finish; and with the other newspapers I see at a reading room, the conversations I hear, and a bit of other reading, I have a vague and confused but quite amazing impression of the strange differences between the whole German way of thinking and ours. In my still rough understanding, it seems to connect with the grammatical structure of sentences and the endless ability to create new words by combining them. I just read Hegel's chapter on epic poetry in his "Aesthetik," and the truly monstrous sentences there were quite a revelation for me. It seems to me that the expression aligns much more closely with spontaneous and impromptu thinking than in our Latin-based languages—that the language allows and encourages speculation and elaboration without limits. As soon as the first glimmer of an idea dawns on you, there’s no reason you can’t start writing because you can meander as you go, adding limitations, bringing in definitions and explanations as they come to mind, and you never have to go back to reshape your beginning. In contrast, with us, you often run into trouble if you start your sentence without a clear idea of where it's going. Then the endless ability to create words by composition and turn whole phrases into adjectives lets you fix and capture a lot of fleeting shades of meaning (most of which we would lose), as fast as they come to mind. And from these successive clarifications, the final form of the thought can be distilled more easily and surely than if it all had to be formed in your head before it could even get a rough expression.

However, I don't pretend to say that these hasty impressions are correct. They may be the mere creations of a distempered fancy. At any rate, I am sure that German is the native tongue of all Wilky-isms, and that in Germany [Wilky] would be one of the first authors of the age for style. The mischief of it is that, instead of using these approximations as such, the people let them stand permanently, and as they can make them with so little trouble, there arises in literature and talk an entangled mass of crudity and barbarism that spoils everything. They get accustomed to such elephantine ways of saying things that they don't mind it at all, and I have had more amusement out of the newspaper than I ever derived from the text of "Punch." I wish I could remember some of the expressions. Yesterday, for instance, the paper said the Emperor of Austria's message was more atomistisch than dynamisch—this, in a peppery little political article, shows what scholastic expressions the people are accustomed to. The context gave no explanation. Then, a couple of days ago, in a review of some histories of German literature, the surprising depth of one author was praised, altho' it was granted "that here and there he had not succeeded in lighting up the ultimate life-spring (Lebensgrund) of the phenomena." Of another that "without entirely losing sight of what was human (menschlich) in the phenomena, he had accomplished a work of extraordinarily logical development and luminous procedure (Gang)." Imagine entirely leaving out the human in a history of literature!...

However, I don't claim that these quick impressions are accurate. They could just be products of an overactive imagination. Regardless, I'm sure that German is the original language of all things Wilky, and that in Germany, Wilky would be considered one of the top authors of the time for his style. The problem is that instead of treating these approximations as just that, people let them become permanent, and since they can create them so easily, it leads to a tangled mess of crude and barbaric language in both literature and conversation that ruins everything. They get so used to these clumsy ways of expressing themselves that it doesn't bother them at all, and I've found more entertainment in the newspaper than I ever did from the text of "Punch." I wish I could remember some of the phrases. For example, yesterday the paper said the Emperor of Austria's message was more atomistisch than dynamisch—this, in a spicy little political article, shows what scholarly expressions people are used to. The context provided no explanation. Then, a couple of days ago, in a review of some histories of German literature, one author's surprising depth was praised, although it was acknowledged "that here and there he had not succeeded in illuminating the ultimate life-spring (Lebensgrund) of the phenomena." Of another author, it was said that "without entirely losing sight of what was human (menschlich) in the phenomena, he had accomplished a work of extraordinarily logical development and clear progression (Gang)." Imagine completely ignoring the human element in a history of literature!...

 

May 30.

May 30.

The pleasant spinster from Hamburg I mentioned in my last letter as being so well read, has, I find, "drawn the line" of her information at geography and physical science. She comes out strong in Sanscrit and Greek literature (which she knows of course by translations), and in church history, but she drives me frantic by her endless talking about America, in the course of which she continually leaps without any warning from New York to Rio de Janeiro and thence to Valparaiso. She has friends in each of these localities, and it is apparently a fixed conviction of hers that they take tea together every evening. At first I tried to show her that these places were all far apart and that the ways of one were not those of the others, and from her apparent comprehension and submission I used to fancy I had succeeded; but it was only the elastic and transient bowing of the reed before the gale. A rather amusing incident occurred the other evening. I was speaking of the different classes of people that made up our population, and endeavoring to give a keen analysis of the Irish character, when she asked me to tell her something about a people we had with us called "Yankees," about whom she had heard such strange stories, and who seemed to be, if report were true, of all the peoples in the world the very worst (das allerschlimmste). What was their genesis and what were they? Imagine the feelings of the poor old lady, who had asked the question merely from a wish to please me by her intelligent interest in our affairs, when the truth was told her....

The nice single woman from Hamburg I mentioned in my last letter as being well-read has, it turns out, capped her knowledge at geography and physical science. She’s really knowledgeable about Sanskrit and Greek literature (which she only knows through translations) and church history, but she drives me crazy with her constant chatter about America, where she jumps without warning from New York to Rio de Janeiro and then to Valparaiso. She has friends in each of these places, and she seems to genuinely believe they all have tea together every evening. At first, I tried to explain that these locations are all far apart and that their customs are quite different, and based on her apparent understanding and agreement, I thought I had made progress; but it was just the fleeting bending of a reed before the wind. A rather funny incident happened the other evening. I was talking about the different classes of people that make up our population and trying to provide a sharp analysis of the Irish character when she asked me to tell her about a group we have here called "Yankees," about whom she had heard such strange stories, and who, if the reports were true, seemed to be the very worst of all the peoples in the world (das allerschlimmste). What was their origin, and what were they really like? Imagine the poor old lady's feelings, who had asked the question just to show her interest in our affairs, when the truth was revealed to her....

The other afternoon I fell into conversation with a tall and rather aristocratic-looking old gentleman with a gray moustache, who spoke very good French, at a beer garden, and found out afterwards that he was no less a person than the illustrious Kaulbach. Strangely enough, we quite accidentally got on the subject of the Gallery. He spoke of several of the pictures, but said nothing that was not commonplace. I have as yet only had a mere glimpse at the Gallery, but will do it thoroughly before I leave. I'd give anything if Harry could see some of the Venetian things there, and the Shepherds' Adoration of Correggio, which he probably knows, or rather méconnaît, by prints which give nought but the rather unpleasant and, unless you are let into the secret, motivelessly eccentric drawing. But it would take Victor Hugo to find the proper antithetic epithets to describe the combined gladness and solemnity of the painting, its innocence and its depth. I have always had, I don't know why, a prejudice against Correggio; but I never saw a painting before that breathed out so easily such a moral poetry. It seems to me to kill Rafael's celebrated Madonna right out. Although that too is a good "piece." I find myself in the Gallery much too disposed to exalt one thing at the expense of its neighbors, which is very unjust to them; but by taking it easily and letting the pictures do their own work I think it will all come right. Mr. Paul Veronese had eyes, anyhow. I am sure it would be the making of John La Farge to come abroad, alone, if no other way. Dis lui, Henry, que je lui écrirai tantôt à ce sujet.

The other afternoon, I struck up a conversation with a tall, rather aristocratic-looking old gentleman with a gray mustache, who spoke excellent French at a beer garden. Later, I found out that he was none other than the famous Kaulbach. Strangely enough, we accidentally started talking about the Gallery. He mentioned several of the paintings but didn’t say anything particularly remarkable. I've only had a brief look at the Gallery so far, but I plan to explore it thoroughly before I leave. I would give anything for Harry to see some of the Venetian pieces there, and Correggio's Shepherds' Adoration, which he probably knows, or rather méconnaît, from prints that only show the rather unpleasant and, unless you're in on the secret, seemingly random drawing. It would take Victor Hugo to find the right contrasting words to describe the mixed joy and seriousness of the painting, its innocence and its depth. I have always had, for some reason, a bias against Correggio, but I’ve never seen a painting before that expressed such moral poetry so effortlessly. It seems to me to completely overshadow Rafael's famous Madonna. Although that one is also a good "piece." I find myself in the Gallery too inclined to praise one thing at the expense of its neighbors, which isn’t fair to them; however, by taking it easy and letting the pictures speak for themselves, I think it will all work out. Mr. Paul Veronese certainly had eyes. I’m sure it would be transformative for John La Farge to travel abroad alone, if nothing else. Dis lui, Henry, que je lui écrirai tantôt à ce sujet.

I have been having a literary debauch to start in the language with, but am getting down again to medicine. The enthusiastic, oratorical and eloquent Schiller, the wise and exquisite Goethe, and the virile and human Lessing have in turn held me entranced by their Dramal. Je te recommande, Henry, "Emilia Galotti" comme étude. C'est serré comme du chêne, rapide comme l'avalanche, toute la retenue et la vigueur de Merimée, et au fond un gros cœur dont la tendresse comprimée n'échappe que par des phrases dont la sobriété même déchire, ou bien par du bitter irony. Lessing seems to have a religious feeling that people miss in Goethe, and seems to be a great deal deeper than Schiller, though, of course, he is a far more homespun character. I have been reading Goethe's "Italienische Reise." It is perfectly fascinating; but you can read very little of it at a time, it is so damnably tedious, and you can't bear to skip. Paradoxical as it may appear, there is a deal of naïveté in the old cuss. Attends donc un peu que mon grand article sur Goethe apparaisse dans "L'Américain du Nord!"

I've been indulging in some literature to kick things off, but I'm getting back to medicine. The passionate, eloquent Schiller, the wise and refined Goethe, and the strong, relatable Lessing have all captivated me with their dramas. I recommend, Henry, "Emilia Galotti" as a study. It’s as solid as oak, as fast as an avalanche, full of the restraint and strength of Merimée, and underneath it all is a big heart whose suppressed tenderness only escapes through phrases so sober they cut deep, or through bitter irony. Lessing seems to have a spiritual depth that people overlook in Goethe, and he appears to have a lot more depth than Schiller, though, of course, he is a much more down-to-earth character. I've been reading Goethe's "Italian Journey." It’s absolutely fascinating, but you can only read a little at a time; it’s incredibly tedious, and you really can’t skip ahead. Paradoxical as it might seem, there’s a lot of naivety in that old guy. Just wait until my big article on Goethe comes out in "The North American!"

I expect T. S. Perry here in a fortnight on his way from Venice. You may imagine with what joy. I have just been interrupted by the supper, which takes place at nine P.M. and consists of beer, eggs, herrings, ham, and bread and butter, and is not displeasing to the carnal man. I have been writing a most infernally long letter, for which I apologize. It will be the last time. The fact is I have so few resources here that I am driven to write. Tell Alice that there are two Miss Twomblys from Boylston Street living here, one exceedingly pretty. She doubtless, by her feminine system of espionage, knows who they are, though I know none of their friends and they none of mine. I got mother's letter and the "Nation" with great joy soon after my arrival. I read Father's article, but with much the old result. I am desirous of reading his article in the N. A. R. and hope he will not delay to send it when it appears. Heaps of love all round.

I expect T. S. Perry here in two weeks on his way from Venice. You can imagine how excited I am. I just got interrupted by dinner, which is at 9 P.M. and includes beer, eggs, herring, ham, and bread and butter, which isn’t bad for the appetite. I've been writing a really long letter, and I apologize for that. It will be the last time. The truth is, I have so few things to do here that I’m compelled to write. Tell Alice that there are two Miss Twomblys from Boylston Street living here, one of whom is very pretty. She probably, with her feminine knack for finding things out, knows who they are, even though I don’t know any of their friends and they don’t know any of mine. I received mother’s letter and the "Nation" with great joy shortly after I arrived. I read Father’s article, but the outcome was about the same as before. I’m eager to read his article in the N. A. R. and hope he won’t take too long to send it when it’s published. Lots of love to everyone.

To his Mother.

DRESDEN, June 12, 1867.

Dresden, June 12, 1867.

DEAREST MOTHER,—I have been reading a considerable deal of German, and in a very desultory way, as I want to get accustomed to a variety of styles, so as to be able to read any book at sight, skipping the useless; and I may say that I now begin to have that power whenever the book is writ in a style at all adapted to the requirements of the human, as distinguished from the German, mind. The profounder and more philosophical German requires, however, that you should bring all the resources of your nature, of every kind, to a focus, and hurl them again and again on the sentence, till at last you feel something give way, as it were, and the Idea begins to unravel itself. As for speaking, that is a very different matter and advances much more slowly....

DEAREST MOTHER,—I've been reading a lot of German in a pretty scattered way because I want to get used to different styles, so I can read any book on the spot and skip the unnecessary parts. I can say that I'm starting to achieve that ability whenever the book is written in a style that fits the human mind, as opposed to the German one. The deeper and more philosophical German requires you to focus all the resources of your being, of every sort, on the sentence, and keep hitting it until you finally feel something click, and the idea starts to unfold. Speaking, however, is a completely different story and is progressing much more slowly....

Life is so monotonous in this place that unless I make some philosophical discoveries, or unless something happens, my letters will have to be both few and short. I get up and have breakfast, which means a big cup of cocoa and some bread and butter with an egg, if I want it, at eight. I read till half-past one, when dinner, which is generally quite a decent meal; after dinner a nap, more Germanorum and more read till the sun gets low enough to go out, when out I go—generally to the Grosser Garten, a lovely park outside the town where the sun slants over the greenest meadows and sends his shafts between the great trees in a most wholesome manner. There are some spots where the trees are close together, and in their classic gloom you find mossy statues, so that you feel as if you belonged to the last century. Often I go and sit on a terrace which overlooks the Elbe and, with my eyes bent upon the lordly cliffs far down the river on the other side, with strains of the sweetest music in my ear, and with pint after pint of beer successively finding their way into the fastnesses of my interior, I enjoy most delightful reveries, au nombre desquels those concerning my home and my sister are not the least frequent.

Life is so dull here that unless I make some philosophical discoveries, or unless something happens, my letters will have to be both few and short. I get up and have breakfast, which consists of a big cup of cocoa and some bread and butter with an egg, if I feel like it, at eight. I read until 1:30 PM, then it's dinner, which is usually quite a decent meal; after dinner, I take a nap, then more Germanorum and more reading until the sun is low enough to go out, when I head out—usually to the Grosser Garten, a beautiful park outside the town where the sun slants over the greenest meadows and streams between the big trees in a really nice way. There are some spots where the trees are close together, and in their classic shade, you find mossy statues, making you feel like you're in the last century. Often, I go and sit on a terrace that overlooks the Elbe, with my eyes set on the majestic cliffs far down the river on the other side, with strains of the sweetest music in my ears, and with pint after pint of beer gradually making their way into my system, I enjoy the most delightful daydreams, au nombre desquels those about my home and my sister are among the most frequent.

In the house (which stands on a corner) my great resource when time hangs heavy on my hands is to sit in the window and examine my neighbors. The houses are all four stories high and composed of separate flats, as in Paris. I live in the 3me. Diagonally opposite is a young ladies' boarding-school where the young ladies, very young they are, are wont to relax from their studies by kissing their hands, etc., etc., etc., to a young English lout, who has been here in the house, and myself. Said lout left for England yesterday, for which I heartily thank him, and I shall now monopolize the attention of the school. We rather had them, for we had a telescope to observe them by. Not one was good-looking. There has, however, lately arisen in the Christian Strasse, just under my window, a most ravishing apparition, and I begin to think my heart will not wither wholly away. About eighteen, hair like night, and such eyes! Their mute-appealing, love-lorn look goes through and through me. Every day for the last week, after dinner, have I sat in my window and she in hers. I with the telescope! she with those eyes! and we communing with each other!! I will try to make a likeness of her and send with this letter, but I may not succeed.[36] She has only one defect, which is the length of her nose. If that were only an inch and a half shorter, I should propose at once to her Mother for it; but religious difference might intervene, so it is better as it is.

In the house (which is on a corner), my main way to pass the time when I'm bored is to sit by the window and watch my neighbors. The buildings are all four stories tall and made up of separate flats, like in Paris. I live on the 3rd floor. Diagonally across from me is a young ladies' boarding school where the girls, who are quite young, like to take breaks from their studies by blowing kisses to a young English guy who has been living here, along with me. That guy left for England yesterday, and I'm really grateful for that because now I can have all the attention of the school. We used to keep a close eye on them with a telescope. None of them were particularly good-looking. However, recently a stunning girl has appeared in Christian Strasse, just under my window, and I’m starting to think my heart won’t completely fade away. She's about eighteen, has hair as dark as night, and her eyes! The way she looks is so captivating that it gets to me. For the past week, after dinner, I’ve been sitting in my window while she sits in hers. I’ve got the telescope, and she has those eyes, and we seem to be connecting! I’ll try to draw a picture of her to send with this letter, but I might not be able to do it. She has only one flaw, which is the length of her nose. If it were just an inch and a half shorter, I would propose to her mother right away; but since we have different religions, it’s probably for the best as it is.

I am expecting T. S. Perry any day now, you may imagine how impatiently.... Tell Harry I have been reading some essays by Fr. Theod. Vischer, the bedeutende Esthetiker, on Strauss, on Goethe's "Faust" and its critics, etc., etc., which have much interested me. He is a splendid writer for style and matter—as brilliant as any of the non-absolutely-harlequin Frenchmen. The foundation of the thought is, or at least appears to be to my untutored mind, Hegelian; but they were published in 1844 and he may have changed. His "Aesthetik" henceforward appears in the list of "books which I must some day read." Some of the commentaries there quoted on "Faust" are incredibly monstrous for ponderous imbecility and seeing everything in the universe and out of it, except the point. I read this morning an Essay of Kuno Fischer's on Lessing's "Nathan"—one of the parasitic and analytic sort on the whole, but still very readable. The way these cusses slip so fluently off into the "Ideal," the "Jenseitige," the "Inner," etc., etc., and undertake to give a logical explanation of everything which is so palpably trumped up after the facts, and the reasoning of which is so grotesquely incapable of going an inch into the future, is both disgusting and disheartening. You never saw such a mania for going deep into the bowels of truth, with such an absolute lack of intuition and perception of the skin thereof. To hear the grass grow from morn till night is their happy occupation. There is something that strikes me as corrupt, immodest in this incessant taste for explaining things in this mechanical way; but the era of it may be past now—I don't know. I speak only of æsthetic matters, of course. The political moment both here and in Austria is extremely interesting to one who has a political sense, and even I am beginning to have an opinion—and one all in favor of Prussia's victory and supremacy as a great practical stride towards civilization. I think the French tone in the last quarrel deserved a degrading and stinging humiliation as much as anything in history ever did, and I'm very sorry they did not get it. Of course there's no end of bunkum and inflation here, too, but it is practically a healthy thing....

I’m expecting T. S. Perry any day now, you can imagine how impatient I am. Tell Harry I’ve been reading some essays by Father Theodor Vischer, the significant aesthetician, about Strauss, Goethe's "Faust" and its critics, and so on, which I’ve found quite interesting. He’s an excellent writer both in style and substance—brilliant compared to any of the French writers who aren't completely ridiculous. The foundation of his thoughts seems to be Hegelian, at least from my untrained perspective, but he published those in 1844, so he may have revised his views. His "Aesthetik" is now on my list of “books I must read someday.” Some of the commentaries quoted on "Faust" are incredibly absurd, showcasing a heavy-handed ignorance that misses the point entirely. This morning, I read an essay by Kuno Fischer on Lessing's "Nathan"—mostly the parasitic and analytical kind, but still quite readable. I’m baffled by how these writers effortlessly dive into concepts like the "Ideal," the "Otherworldly," the "Inner," etc., and try to provide a logical explanation for everything that seems clearly fabricated after the facts, with reasoning that can’t even stretch a bit into the future—it’s both infuriating and discouraging. You wouldn’t believe the obsession with digging deep into the core of truth while completely lacking any intuition or understanding of its surface. Listening to the grass grow from morning till night is their idea of a happy pastime. There’s something that feels corrupt and immodest about this constant desire to explain things in such a mechanical way; though perhaps that era is over now—I’m not sure. I’m only talking about aesthetic issues, of course. The political situation here and in Austria is really intriguing for anyone with a political sense, and I’m even starting to form an opinion—one that supports Prussia’s victory and dominance as a major step forward for civilization. I think France deserved a degrading and stinging humiliation for their recent actions, as much as anything in history ever did, and I’m really disappointed they didn’t get it. Of course, there’s plenty of nonsense and exaggeration here too, but overall it seems quite healthy...

To his Father.

BERLIN, Sept. 5, 1867.

BERLIN, Sept. 5, 1867.

My beloved old Dad,—...I think it will be just as well for you not to say anything to any of the others about what I shall tell you of my condition hitherto, as it will only give them useless pain, and poor Harry especially (who evidently from his letters runs much into that utterly useless emotion, sympathy, with me) had better remain ignorant.... My confinement to my room and inability to indulge in any social intercourse drove me necessarily into reading a great deal, which in my half-starved and weak condition was very bad for me, making me irritable and tremulous in a way I have never before experienced. Two evenings which I spent out, one at Gerlach's, the other at Thies's, aggravated my dorsal symptoms very much, and as I still clung to the hope of amelioration from repose, I avoided going out to the houses where it was possible. Although I cannot exactly say that I got low-spirited, yet thoughts of the pistol, the dagger and the bowl began to usurp an unduly large part of my attention, and I began to think that some change, even if a hazardous one, was necessary. It was at that time that Dr. Carus advised Teplitz. While there, owing to the weakening effects of the baths, both back and stomach got worse if anything; but the beautiful country and a number of drives which I thought myself justified in taking made me happy as a king.... I have purposely hitherto written fallacious accounts of my state home, to produce a pleasant impression on you all—but you may rely on the present one as literally certain, and as it makes the others after all only premature, I don't see what will be the use of impairing the family confidence in my letters by saying anything about it to them. I have no doubt that you will consider the Teplitz expenditure justified, as I do. My sickness has added some other items in the way of medicine and cab hire to the expenses of my life in Dresden, but nothing very considerable. So much for biz.

My dear dad,—I think it's best for you not to mention anything to the others about what I'm going to share regarding my condition so far, as it will only cause them unnecessary pain, and poor Harry in particular (who clearly expresses a lot of that pointless emotion, sympathy, in his letters to me) would be better off not knowing.... Being stuck in my room and unable to socialize pushed me into reading a lot, which, given my weak and undernourished state, was really bad for me, making me irritable and shaky in a way I’ve never felt before. Spending two evenings out, one at Gerlach's and the other at Thies's, intensified my back issues quite a bit, and since I still hoped to improve with rest, I avoided going to places where I might go out. While I can’t say I got too down, thoughts of the pistol, the dagger, and the bowl began taking up way too much of my mind, and I started to think that some change, even a risky one, was necessary. That's when Dr. Carus suggested Teplitz. While I was there, the baths weakened me even more, so my back and stomach got worse, but the beautiful surroundings and a few drives I allowed myself to take made me feel really happy.... I’ve been intentionally writing misleading accounts of my condition to create a pleasant impression for all of you—but you can trust that what I’m sharing now is completely true, and since it makes the others' responses only premature, I don’t see the point in damaging the family’s trust in my letters by mentioning this to them. I’m sure you’ll agree that the expenses for Teplitz were justified, as I do. My illness has added a few extra costs for medicine and cab fares to my living expenses in Dresden, but nothing too significant. That’s the business.

I have read your article, which I got in Teplitz, several times carefully. I must confess that the darkness which to me has always hung over what you have written on these subjects is hardly at all cleared up. Every sentence seems written from a point of view which I nowhere get within range of, and on the other hand ignores all sorts of questions which are visible from my present view. My questions, I know, belong to the Understanding, and I suppose deal entirely with the "natural constitution" of things; but I find it impossible to step out from them into relation with "spiritual" facts, and the very language you use ontologically is also so extensively rooted in the finite and phenomenal that I cannot avoid accepting it as it were in its mechanical sense, when it becomes to me devoid of significance. I feel myself in fact more and more drifting towards the sensationalism closed in by skepticism—but the skepticism will keep bursting out in the very midst of it, too, from time to time; so that I cannot help thinking I may one day get a glimpse of things through the ontological window. At present it is walled up. I can understand now no more than ever the world-wide gulf you put between "Head" and "Heart"; to me they are inextricably entangled together, and seem to grow from a common stem—and no theory of creation seems to me to make things clearer. I cannot logically understand your theory. You posit first a phenomenal Nature in which the alienation is produced (but phenomenal to what? to the already unconsciously existing creature?), and from this effected alienation a real movement of return follows. But how can the real movement have its rise in the phenomenal? And if it does not, it seems to me the creation is the very arbitrary one you inveigh against; and the whole process is a mere circle of the creator described within his own being and returning to the starting-point. I cannot understand what you mean by the descent of the creator into nature; you don't explain it, and it seems to be the kernel of the whole.

I have read your article, which I got in Teplitz, several times carefully. I have to admit that the confusion I’ve always felt about what you’ve written on these topics hasn’t cleared up at all. Every sentence seems to come from a perspective that I can’t grasp, while also overlooking various questions that are clear from my current viewpoint. I know my questions relate to understanding and probably deal entirely with the "natural constitution" of things, but I find it impossible to move beyond them to connect with "spiritual" facts. The very language you use ontologically seems so rooted in the finite and phenomenal that I can’t help but interpret it mechanically, which leaves it feeling meaningless to me. I feel myself increasingly drawn toward a sensationalism trapped by skepticism—yet skepticism often breaks through in the middle of it, too; so I can’t help but believe I might one day catch a glimpse of things through the ontological window. Right now, it feels completely blocked. I can understand less than ever the vast divide you create between "Head" and "Heart"; to me, they’re tightly intertwined and seem to grow from a common source—and no creation theory seems to clarify things for me. I can’t logically grasp your theory. You start with a phenomenal Nature in which the alienation occurs (but phenomenal to what? To the already unconsciously existing being?), and from this alienation, a real movement of return happens. But how can the real movement originate in the phenomenal? And if it doesn’t, it seems to me that creation ends up being the very arbitrary concept you criticize; and the whole process is just a loop of the creator described within their own existence, returning to the starting point. I can’t understand what you mean by the creator's descent into nature; you don’t explain it, and it seems to be the core of everything.

You speak sometimes of our natural life as our whole conscious life; sometimes of our consciousness as composed of both elements, finite and infinite. If our real life is unconscious, I don't see how you can occupy in the final result a different place from the Stoics, for instance. These are points on which I have never understood your position, and they will doubtless make you smile at my stupidity; but I cannot help it. I ought not to write about them in such a hurry, for I have been expecting every moment to see Tom Dwight come in, with whom I promised to go to the theatre. I arrived here late last night. My back will prevent my studying physiology this winter at Leipsig, which I rather hoped to do. I shall stay here if I can. If unable to live here and cultivate the society of the natives without a greater moral and dorsal effort than my shattered frame will admit, I will retreat to Vienna where, knowing so many Americans, I shall find social relaxation without much expense of strength. Dwight has come. Much love from your affectionate,

You sometimes talk about our natural life as our entire conscious experience; other times, you describe our consciousness as a mix of both finite and infinite elements. If our real life is unconscious, I don't see how your final stance would be any different from that of the Stoics, for example. These are points I’ve never grasped in your viewpoint, and they’ll probably make you smile at my ignorance; but I can’t help it. I shouldn’t write about this so hastily, as I’ve been expecting Tom Dwight to come by any moment, since I promised to go to the theatre with him. I got here late last night. My back will prevent me from studying physiology this winter in Leipzig, which I had hoped to do. I’ll stay here if I can. If I can’t live here and enjoy the company of the locals without straining my already damaged body, I’ll head to Vienna where, knowing so many Americans, I can find social relaxation without too much effort. Dwight has arrived. Much love from your affectionate,

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

To O. W. Holmes, Jr.

BERLIN, Sept. 17, 1867.

BERLIN, Sept. 17, 1867.

My dear Wendle,—I was put in the possession, this morning, by a graceful and unusual attention on the part of the postman, of a letter from home containing, amongst other valuable matter, a precious specimen of manuscript signed "O. W. H. Jr." covering just one page of small note paper belonging to a letter written by Minny Temple!!!!! Now I myself am not proud,—poverty, misery and philosophy have together brought me to a pass where there are few actions so shabby that I would not commit them if thereby I could relieve in any measure my estate, or lighten the trouble of living,—but, by Jove, Sir! there is a point, sunt certi denique fines, down to which it seems to me hardly worth while to condescend—better give up altogether.—I do not intend any personal application. Men differ, thank Heaven! and there may be some constituted in such a fearful and wonderful manner, that to write to a friend after six months, in another person's letter, hail him as "one of the pillars on which life rests," and after twelve lines stop short, seems to them an action replete with beauty and credit. To me it is otherwise. And if perchance, O Wendy boy, there lurked in any cranny of thy breast a spark of consciousness, a germ of shame at the paltriness of thy procedure as thou inditedst that pitiful apology for a letter, I would fain fan it, nourish it, till thy whole being should become one incarnate blush, one crater of humiliation. Mind, I should not have found fault with you if you had not written at all. There would have been a fine brutality about that which would have commanded respect rather than otherwise—certainly not pity. 'Tis that, writing, THAT should be the result. Bah!

Dear Wendle,—this morning, the postman surprised me with a letter from home that included, among other valuable things, a precious piece of writing signed "O. W. H. Jr." It was just one page of small notepaper belonging to a letter written by Minny Temple!!!!! Now, I'm not one to be proud—hardship, struggle, and philosophy have brought me to a point where there are few actions too disgraceful that I wouldn't commit if it would help my situation or make living a bit easier—but, honestly, Sir! there is a limit, sunt certi denique fines, beyond which I think it's hardly worth stooping down—better to just give up altogether. I’m not making a personal attack. Thank goodness people are different! Some may be wired in such a strange way that writing to a friend after six months, in someone else’s letter, calling him "one of the pillars on which life rests," and then stopping after twelve lines seems like a beautiful and admirable act. For me, it’s quite the opposite. And if, by chance, O Wendy boy, there’s a hint of awareness or shame in you about the wretchedness of your approach as you wrote that pathetic excuse for a letter, I would love to ignite it, nurture it, until your entire being is just one big blush, one crater of humiliation. Just so you know, I wouldn’t have criticized you if you hadn't written at all. There would have been a certain rawness to that which would command respect instead of pity—certainly not pity. It’s that, writing, THAT should be the outcome. Bah!

But I will change the subject, as I do not wish to provoke you to recrimination in your next letter. Let it be as substantial and succulent as the last, with its hollow hyperbolic expression of esteem, was the opposite, and I assure you that the past shall be forgotten.—I am, as you have probably been made aware, "a mere wreck," bodily. I left home without telling anyone about it, because, hoping I might get well, I wanted to keep it a secret from Alice and the boys till it was over. I thought of telling you "in confidence," but refrained, partly because walls have ears, partly from a morbid pride, mostly because of the habit of secrecy that had grown on me in six months. I dare say Harry has kept you supplied with information respecting my history up to the present time, and perhaps read you portions of my letters. My history, internal and external, since I have been in Germany, has been totally uneventful. The external, with the exception of three R. R. voyages (to and from Teplitz and to Berlin), resembles that of a sea anemone; and the internal, notwithstanding the stimulus of a new language and country, has contracted the same hue of stagnation. A tedious egotism seems to be the only mental plant that flourishes in sickness and solitude; and when the bodily condition is such that muscular and cerebral activity not only remain unexcited, but are solicited, by an idiotic hope of recovery, to crass indolence, the "elasticity" of one's spirits can't be expected to be very great. Since I have been here I have admired Harry's pluck more and more. Pain, however intense, is light and life, compared to a condition where hibernation would be the ideal of conduct, and where your "conscience," in the form of an aspiration towards recovery, rebukes every tendency towards motion, excitement or life as a culpable excess. The deadness of spirit thereby produced "must be felt to be appreciated."

But I’ll switch topics, as I don’t want to spark any accusations in your next letter. Let it be as meaningful and enjoyable as the last, filled with its exaggerated claims of affection, which was the opposite. I promise that the past will be forgotten. I’m sure you’ve heard that I’m “a mere wreck” physically. I left home without telling anyone, hoping to get better, so I wanted to keep it a secret from Alice and the kids until it was over. I thought about confiding in you, but I held back, partly because people are always listening, partly due to a stubborn pride, and mostly due to the secrecy habit I developed over six months. I assume Harry has kept you updated on my situation and might have read you parts of my letters. My experiences, both inside and outside, since arriving in Germany, have been completely uneventful. The outside, aside from three train trips (to and from Teplitz and to Berlin), is like that of a sea anemone; and the inside, despite the stimulation of a new language and country, has taken on the same dullness. A tiresome self-obsession seems to be the only mental activity that thrives in sickness and solitude; and when physical condition makes it so that neither muscle nor brain activity is just unexcited but is also pushed toward laziness by a foolish hope of recovery, you can't expect much "elasticity" in your spirits. Since I've been here, I've grown to admire Harry's courage more and more. Pain, no matter how severe, feels light and vibrant compared to a state where doing nothing would seem ideal, and where your “conscience,” in the form of a desire to recover, scolds every urge for activity or excitement as a shameful excess. The resulting spiritlessness is something you really have to experience to understand.

I have been in this city ten days and hope to stay all winter. I have got a comfortable room near the University and will attempt to follow some of the lectures. My wish was to study physiology practically, but I shall not be able. The number of subjects and fractions of subjects on which courses of lectures are given here and at the other universities would make you stare. Berlin is a "live" place, with a fine, tall, intelligent-looking population, infinitely better-looking than that of Dresden. I like the Germans very much, so far (which is not far at all) as I have got to know them. The apophthegm, "a fat man consequently a good man," has much of truth in it. The Germans come out strong on their abdomens,—even when these are not vast in capacity, one feels that they are of mighty powerful construction, and play a much weightier part in the economy of the man than with us,—affording a massive, immovable background to the consciousness, over which, as on the surface of a deep and tranquil sea, the motley images contributed by the other senses to life's drama glide and play without raising more than a pleasant ripple,—while with us, who have no such voluminous background, they forever touch bottom, or come out on the other side, or kick up such a tempest and fury that we enjoy no repose. The Germans have leisure, kindness to strangers, a sort of square honesty, and an absence of false shame and damned pecuniary pretension that makes intercourse with them very agreeable. The language is infernal; and I seem to be making no progress beyond the stage in which one just begins to misunderstand and to make one's self misunderstood. The scientific literature is even richer than I thought. In literature proper, Goethe's "Faust" seems to me almost worth learning the language for.

I’ve been in this city for ten days and hope to stay all winter. I’ve got a comfortable room near the University and will try to attend some lectures. My goal was to study physiology hands-on, but I won’t be able to. The number of topics and subtopics covered in the lectures here and at other universities would amaze you. Berlin is a lively place, with a tall, intelligent-looking population that’s way better looking than that of Dresden. I really like the Germans so far (though my experience is limited). The saying "a fat man is a good man" has some truth to it. Germans tend to have strong midsections— even when they aren’t large, they feel sturdily built and play a much more significant role in a person’s overall being than they do for us—providing a solid, stable foundation for awareness, over which the various images from the other senses float and play without causing too much disturbance—while for us, without such a robust base, these sensations often crash down or burst forth, creating such chaos that we find no peace. Germans have leisure, friendliness towards strangers, a sense of straightforward honesty, and a lack of false modesty and ridiculous money pretensions that make interacting with them really nice. The language is tough; I feel like I’m not making any progress beyond the stage where I just start to misunderstand things and get misunderstood myself. The scientific literature is even richer than I expected. In terms of classic literature, Goethe’s "Faust" seems almost worth mastering the language for.

I wish I could communicate to you some startling discoveries regarding our dilapidated old friend the Kosmos, made since I have been here. But I actually haven't had a fresh idea. And my reading until six weeks ago, having been all in German, covered very little ground. For the past six weeks I have, by medical order, been relaxing my brain on French fiction, and am just returning to the realities of life, German and Science. If you want to be consoled, refreshed, and reconciled to the Kosmos, the whole from a strictly abdominal point of view, read "L'Ami Fritz," and "Les Confessions d'un Joueur de Clarinette," etc., by Erckmann-Chatrian. They are books of gold, so don't read them till you are just in the mood and all other wisdom is of no avail. Then they will open the skies to you.

I wish I could share some amazing discoveries about our worn-out old friend the Kosmos that I've made since I got here. But honestly, I haven't come up with anything new. My reading, until six weeks ago, was all in German and didn’t cover much ground. For the past six weeks, I've been ordered by my doctor to take a break from serious thinking and focus on French fiction, and I'm just now getting back to the realities of life, German, and science. If you want to feel comforted, refreshed, and at peace with the Kosmos, especially from a purely biological perspective, read "L'Ami Fritz" and "Les Confessions d'un Joueur de Clarinette," etc., by Erckmann-Chatrian. They are truly valuable books, so don't dive into them until you're in the right mood and all other wisdom feels useless. Then they'll open the skies for you.

On looking back over this letter I perceive I have unwittingly been betrayed into a more gloomy tone than I intended, and than would convey a faithful impression of my usual mental condition—in which occur moments of keen enjoyment. The contemplation of my letter of credit alone makes me chuckle for hours. If I ever have leisure I will write an additional Bridgewater, illustrating the Beneficence and Ingenuity, etc., in providing me with a letter of credit when so many poor devils have none. There, I have again unintentionally fallen into a vein of irony—I do not mean it. I am full of hope in the future.

Looking back at this letter, I realize I’ve unintentionally used a darker tone than I meant to, which doesn’t accurately reflect my usual mental state—where I have moments of real happiness. Just thinking about my letter of credit makes me laugh for hours. If I ever have some free time, I’ll write another Bridgewater, illustrating the kindness and creativity involved in giving me a letter of credit when so many others don’t have one. There I go again, unintentionally sounding ironic—I really don’t mean it. I'm filled with hope for the future.

My back, etc., are far better since I have been in Teplitz; in fact I feel like a new man. I have several excellent letters to people here, and when they return from the country, when T. S. Perry arrives for the winter, when the lectures get a-going, and I get thinking again, when long letters from you and the rest of my "friends" (ha! ha!) arrive regularly at short intervals—I shall mock the state of kings. You had better believe I have thought of you with affection at intervals since I have been away, and prized your qualities of head, heart, and person, and my priceless luck in possessing your confidence and friendship in a way I never did at home; and cursed myself that I didn't make more of you when I was by you, but, like the base Indian, threw evening after evening away which I might have spent in your bosom, sitting in your whitely-lit-up room, drinking in your profound wisdom, your golden jibes, your costly imagery, listening to your shuddering laughter, baptizing myself afresh, in short, in your friendship—the thought of all this makes me even now forget your epistolary peculiarities. But pray, my dear old Wendell, let me have one letter from you—tell me how your law business gets on, of your adventures, thoughts, discoveries (even though but of mares' nests, they will be interesting to your Williams); books read, good stories heard, girls fallen in love with—nothing can fail to please me, except your failing to write. Please give my love to John Gray, Jim Higginson and Henry Bowditch. Tell H. B. I will write to him very soon; but that is no reason why he should not write to me without waiting, and tell me about himself and medicine in Boston. Give my very best regards also to your father, mother and sister. And believe me ever your friend,

My back and everything else feel a lot better since I've been in Teplitz; in fact, I feel like a new person. I have several great letters to people here, and when they come back from the countryside, when T. S. Perry arrives for the winter, when the lectures start up again, and I start thinking deeply again, when long letters from you and the rest of my "friends" (haha!) arrive regularly at short intervals—I’ll feel like I’m above the royals. You can believe I’ve thought of you fondly from time to time since I've been away, and really appreciate your intelligence, kindness, and character, as well as my incredible luck in having your trust and friendship in a way I never experienced at home. I regret not appreciating you more when I was around, wasting evenings that I could have spent with you in your beautifully lit room, soaking in your profound wisdom, your clever jokes, your vivid imagery, listening to your delightful laughter, and basically recharging in your friendship—all of this makes me forget your odd letter-writing habits. But please, my dear old Wendell, send me just one letter—update me on how your law practice is going, your adventures, thoughts, discoveries (even if they’re just wild ideas, they’ll still be interesting to your Williams); the books you’ve read, good stories you’ve heard, girls you’ve fallen for—anything would please me except for you not writing. Please give my love to John Gray, Jim Higginson, and Henry Bowditch. Tell H. B. I’ll write to him very soon; but that doesn’t mean he shouldn’t write to me right away and tell me about himself and medicine in Boston. Give my very best regards to your father, mother, and sister as well. And always remember, I’m your friend.

WM. JAMES.

W.M. James.

P. S. Why can't you write me the result of your study of the vis viva question? I have not thought of it since I left. I wish very much you would, if the trouble be not too great. Anyhow you could write the central formulas without explication, and oblige yours. Excuse the scrawliness of this too hurriedly written letter.

P. S. Why can't you send me the results of your study on the vis viva question? I haven't thought about it since I left. I would really appreciate it if you could, as long as it’s not too much trouble. You could just write the main formulas without any explanation, and that would help me a lot. Sorry for the messy handwriting; this letter is written in a rush.

To Henry James.

BERLIN, Sept. 26, 1867.

BERLIN, Sept. 26, 1867.

Beloved 'Arry,—I hope you will not be severely disappointed on opening this fat envelope to find it is not all letter. I will first explain to you the nature of the enclosed document and then proceed to personal matters. The other day, as I was sitting alone with my deeply breached letter of credit, beweeping my outcast state, and wondering what I could possibly do for a living, it flashed across me that I might write a "notice" of H. Grimm's novel which I had just been reading. To conceive with me is to execute, as you well know. And after sweating fearfully for three days, erasing, tearing my hair, copying, recopying, etc., etc., I have just succeeded in finishing the enclosed. I want you to read it, and if, after correcting the style and thoughts, with the aid of Mother, Alice and Father, and rewriting it if possible, you judge it to be capable of interesting in any degree anyone in the world but H. Grimm, himself, to send it to the "Nation" or the "Round Table."

Dear Harry,—I hope you won't be too let down when you open this thick envelope and find it's not just a letter. I'll first explain what the enclosed document is about, and then move on to personal stuff. The other day, while I was sitting alone with my badly depleted letter of credit, lamenting my outcast status, and wondering what I could possibly do for work, it struck me that I could write a "notice" about H. Grimm's novel that I had just read. You know that when I come up with an idea, I have to act on it. After sweating over it for three days—erasing, tearing my hair out, copying, and recopying—I finally managed to finish the attached piece. I'd like you to read it, and if, after adjusting the style and ideas with the help of Mother, Alice, and Father—and rewriting it if needed—you think it could interest anyone in the world besides H. Grimm, then please send it to the "Nation" or the "Round Table."

I feel that a living is hardly worth being gained at this price. Style is not my forte, and to strike the mean between pomposity and vulgar familiarity is indeed difficult. Still, an the rich guerdon accrue, an but ten beauteous dollars lie down on their green and glossy backs within the family treasury in consequence of my exertions, I shall feel glad that I have made them. I have not seen Grimm yet as he is in Switzerland. In his writings he is possessed of real imagination and eloquence, chiefly in an ethical line, and the novel is really distingué, somewhat as Cherbuliez's are, only with rather a deficiency on the physical and animal side. He is, to my taste, too idealistic, and Father would scout him for his arrant moralism. Goethe seems to have mainly suckled him, and the manner of this book is precisely that of "Wilhelm Meister" or "Elective Affinities." There is something not exactly robust about him, but, per contra, great delicacy and an extreme belief in the existence and worth of truth and desire to attain it justly and impartially. In short, a rather painstaking liberality and want of careless animal spirits—which, by the bye, seem to be rather characteristics of the rising generation. But enough of him. The notice was mere taskwork. I could not get up a spark of interest in it, and I should not think it would be d'actualité for the "Nation." Still, I could think of nothing else to do, and was bound to do something.[37] ...

I feel like making a living isn't worth the effort if this is the price. Style isn't my strength, and balancing between being pompous and being too familiar is really challenging. Still, if a nice reward comes—if ten beautiful dollars end up in the family treasury because of my hard work, I'll be glad I earned them. I haven't seen Grimm yet since he's in Switzerland. In his writing, he has real imagination and eloquence, especially in moral matters, and the novel is quite distinguished, similar to Cherbuliez's work, though it lacks some physical and animal elements. I find him too idealistic, and Father would likely dismiss him for his blatant moralism. Goethe seems to have had a big influence on him, and the style of this book is exactly like "Wilhelm Meister" or "Elective Affinities." There's something not quite robust about him, but on the other hand, there's great delicacy and a strong belief in the value of truth and a desire to achieve it fairly and objectively. In short, there’s a careful generosity and a lack of carefree energy—which seems to be common among the younger generation. But enough about him. Writing that notice felt like a chore. I couldn't muster any interest in it, and I doubt it would be d'actualité for the "Nation." Still, I couldn’t think of anything else to do and had to accomplish something.[37]

I am a new man since I have been here, both from the ruddy hues of health which mantle on my back, and from the influence of this live city on my spirits. Dresden was a place in which it always seemed afternoon; and as I used to sit in my cool and darksome room, and see through the ancient window the long dusty sunbeams slanting past the roof angles opposite down into the deep well of a street, and hear the distant droning of the market and think of no reason why it should not thus continue in secula seculorum, I used to have the same sort of feeling as that which now comes over me when I remember days passed in Grandma's old house in Albany. Here, on the other hand, it is just like home. Berlin, I suppose, is the most American-looking city in Europe. In the quarter which I inhabit, the streets are all at right angles, very broad, with dusty trees growing in them, houses all new and flat-roofed, covered with stucco, and of every imaginable irregularity in height, bleak, ugly, unsettled-looking—werdend. Germany is, I find, as a whole (I hardly think more experience will change my opinion), very nearly related to our country, and the German nature and ours so akin in fundamental qualities, that to come here is not much of an experience. There is a general colorlessness and bleakness about the outside look of life, and in artistic matters a wide-spread manifestation of the very same creative spirit that designs our kerosene-lamp models, for instance, at home. Nothing in short that is worth making a pilgrimage to see. To travel in Italy, in Egypt, or in the Tropics, may make creation widen to one's view; but to one of our race all that is peculiar in Germany is mental, and that Germany can be brought to us....

I’ve changed a lot since coming here, both because of the vibrant health I feel and the energy of this lively city lifting my spirits. Dresden always felt like it was stuck in the afternoon; while I sat in my cool, dim room, watching long, dusty rays of sunlight streaming past the rooftop edges into the narrow street below, and hearing the distant hum of the market, I thought there was no reason for it to ever change, feeling much like I do now when I remember the days spent at Grandma’s old house in Albany. Here, though, it feels just like home. I guess Berlin is the most American-looking city in Europe. In my neighborhood, the streets run at right angles, are very wide, and have dusty trees lining them, with all the buildings being new and flat-roofed, covered in stucco, varying in height, bleak, ugly, and looking unsettled—werdend. I find that Germany, as a whole (and I doubt my opinion will change with more experience), is very closely related to our country, and the German character and ours share such fundamental qualities that coming here doesn’t feel like much of an experience. There’s a general dullness and starkness to the outside life, and in artistic terms, there’s a widespread expression of the same creative spirit that shapes our kerosene lamp designs back home. In short, there’s nothing here that’s worth making a special trip to see. Traveling in Italy, Egypt, or the Tropics might broaden one's perspective; but for someone like me, the unique aspects of Germany are all in the mind, and that Germany can easily be brought to us...

(After dinner.) I have just been out to dine. I am gradually getting acquainted with all the different restaurants in the neighborhood, of which there are an endless number, and will presently choose one for good,—certainly not the one where I went today, where I paid 25 Groschen for a soup, chicken and potatoes, and was almost prevented from breathing by the damned condescension of the waiters. I fairly sigh for a home table. I used to find a rather pleasant excitement in dining "round," that is long since played out. Could I but find some of the honest, florid and ornate ministers that wait on you at the Parker House, here, I would stick to their establishment, no matter what the fare. These indifferent reptiles here, dressed in cast-off wedding-suits, insolent and disobliging and always trying to cheat you in the change, are the plague of my life. After dinner I took quite a long walk under the Linden and round by the Palace and Museum. There are great numbers of statues (a great many of them "equestrian") here, and you have no idea how they light up the place. What you say about the change of the seasons wakens an echo in my soul. Today is really a harbinger of winter, and felt like an October day at home, with a northwest wind, cold and crisp with a white light, and the red leaves falling and blowing everywhere. I expect T. S. Perry in a week. We shall have a very good large parlor and bedroom, together, in this house, and steer off in fine style right into the bowels of the winter. I expect it to be a stiff one, as everyone speaks of it here with a certain solemnity....

(After dinner.) I just went out to eat. I'm slowly getting to know all the different restaurants in the area, and there are so many of them. Soon, I'll settle on one for good—definitely not the one I visited today, where I paid 25 Groschen for soup, chicken, and potatoes, and the waiters' ridiculous condescension nearly suffocated me. I really long for a home-cooked meal. I used to find dining "around" pretty exciting, but that thrill is long gone. If I could just find some of the genuine, friendly, and attentive servers from the Parker House here, I'd stick with their restaurant, no matter what the food is like. These indifferent creeps here, wearing outdated wedding suits, are rude and unhelpful, always trying to shortchange you—it’s a real pain. After dinner, I took a long walk under the Linden trees and around the Palace and Museum. There are lots of statues (many of them on horseback) here, and they really light up the area. What you said about the changing seasons resonates with me. Today feels like a true sign of winter, like an October day back home, with a cold, crisp northwest wind and bright light, and red leaves falling and blowing everywhere. I expect T. S. Perry to arrive in a week. We'll have a nice big parlor and bedroom together in this house, and we'll head into the heart of winter in style. I anticipate it’ll be a harsh one, as everyone here talks about it with a sense of seriousness...

I wish you would articulately display to me in your future letters the names of all the books you have been reading. "A great many books, none but good ones," is provokingly vague. On looking back at what I have read since I left home, it shows exceeding small, owing in great part I suppose to its being in German. I have just got settled down again—after a nearly-two-months' debauch on French fiction, during which time Mrs. Sand, the fresh, the bright, the free; the somewhat shrill but doughty Balzac, who has risen considerably in my esteem or rather in my affection; Théophile Gautier the good, the golden-mouthed, in turn captivated my attention; not to speak of the peerless Erckmann-Chatrian, who renews one's belief in the succulent harmonies of creation—and a host of others. I lately read Diderot, "Œuvres Choisies," 2 vols., which are entertaining to the utmost from their animal spirits and the comic modes of thinking, speaking and behaving of the time. Think of meeting continually such delicious sentences as this,—he is speaking of the educability of beasts,—"Et peut-on savoir jusqu'où l'usage des mains porterait les singes s'ils avaient le loisir comme la faculté d'inventer, et si la frayeur continuelle que leur inspirent les hommes ne les retenait dans l'abrutissement"!!! But I must pull up, as I have to write to Father still....

I wish you would clearly tell me in your future letters the titles of all the books you've been reading. Saying "A lot of books, only good ones" is annoyingly vague. Looking back at what I've read since I left home, it’s disappointingly small, probably because it’s mostly in German. I've just settled down again—after a nearly two-month binge on French fiction, during which time I enjoyed Mrs. Sand, who is fresh, bright, and free; the somewhat shrill but strong Balzac, who has grown significantly in my admiration and affection; Théophile Gautier, the charming and golden-tongued; and of course, the incomparable Erckmann-Chatrian, who restores one’s faith in the delightful harmonies of creation—along with a host of others. I recently read Diderot, "Œuvres Choisies," 2 vols., which are incredibly entertaining due to their lively spirit and the humorous ways of thinking, speaking, and behaving of that time. Just think of coming across such delightful sentences as this—he’s discussing whether animals can be educated: “And can we know how far the use of their hands would take monkeys if they had the time and ability to invent, and if the constant fear of humans didn’t keep them in a state of numbness”!!! But I need to stop, as I still have to write to Father....

Adieu, lots of love from your aff.

Adieu, lots of love from your affectionate.

WILHELM.

WILHELM.

 

The preceding letter shows James as but recently arrived in Berlin and as arranging himself there for a winter of physiology at the University. He was soon joined by his young compatriot Thomas Sergeant Perry, an intimate friend of earlier Newport days and of the subsequent Boston and Cambridge years, and the two young Americans set up joint lodgings at Number 12 in the Mittelstrasse. Although James's main purpose was to work at the University, he was luckily not without social resources. George Bancroft, the historian and former Secretary of the Navy and Minister to England, was at this time representing the United States in Berlin and was an old family acquaintance. His and another hospitable family, the Louis Thieses, who had been Cambridge neighbors and whose house in Quincy Street the James parents had acquired upon Mr. Thies's return to his native land, were a link with home, and at the same time rendered hospitable services to James by helping him to a few German acquaintances. By far the most congenial and interesting of these was Herman Grimm, the son of the younger of the universally beloved brothers of the Fairy Tales. Herman Grimm had married Gisela von Arnim, the daughter of Goethe's Bettina, and was at this time a man of just past forty years. Professor of the History of Art in the University of Berlin, essayist, author of "The Life of Michael Angelo" and of Lectures on Goethe as well as of several works of fiction, Grimm was a versatile and charming specimen of that "learned" Germany which we now think of as flourishing most amiably during the generation that preceded the Franco-Prussian War. The easy and cordial way in which his household accepted James appears, as in the next letter, to have been richly appreciated.

The previous letter depicts James as recently arrived in Berlin, settling in for a winter of studying physiology at the University. He was soon joined by his young compatriot Thomas Sergeant Perry, a close friend from their days in Newport and later Boston and Cambridge, and the two young Americans shared an apartment at Number 12 in Mittelstrasse. While James's main goal was to focus on his studies at the University, he was fortunate to have some social connections. George Bancroft, the historian and former Secretary of the Navy and Minister to England, was at that time representing the U.S. in Berlin and was an old family friend. He, along with another welcoming family, the Louis Thieses—who were neighbors in Cambridge and whose home in Quincy Street the James family had taken over upon Mr. Thies’s return to his homeland—served as a link to home and helped James meet a few German acquaintances. The most relatable and intriguing of these was Herman Grimm, the son of one of the universally adored brothers of the Fairy Tales. Herman Grimm had married Gisela von Arnim, the daughter of Goethe's Bettina, and was just over forty at that time. A professor of the History of Art at the University of Berlin, an essayist, and author of "The Life of Michael Angelo" as well as lectures on Goethe and several fictional works, Grimm was a versatile and engaging representative of the "learned" Germany we now think of as thriving most comfortably during the generation before the Franco-Prussian War. The warm and friendly way his household welcomed James seemed, as noted in the next letter, to be greatly appreciated.

To his Sister.

BERLIN, Oct. 17, 1867.

BERLIN, Oct. 17, 1867.

Your excellent long letter of September 5 reached me in due time. If about that time you felt yourself strongly hugged by some invisible spiritual agency, you may now know that it was me. What would not I give if you could pay me a visit here! Since I last wrote home the lingual Rubicon has been passed, and I find to my surprise that I can speak German—certainly not in an ornamental manner, but there is hardly anything which I would not dare to attempt to begin to say and be pretty sure that a kind providence would pull me through, somehow or other. I made the discovery at my first visit to Grimm a fortnight ago, and have confirmed it several times since. I can likewise understand educated people perfectly. I feel my German as old Moses used to feel his oats, and for ten days past have walked along the street dandling my head in a fatuous manner that rivets the attention of the public. The University lectures were to have begun this week, but the lazy professors have put it off to the last of the month.

Your wonderful long letter from September 5 arrived on time. If around that time you felt a strong embrace from some invisible spiritual presence, you can now know that it was me. I would give anything for you to visit me here! Since I last wrote, I've crossed the language barrier, and to my surprise, I can speak German—certainly not in an impressive way, but there's hardly anything I wouldn't dare to begin to say, confident that some kind fate would help me out. I discovered this on my first visit to Grimm two weeks ago, and I've confirmed it several times since. I can also completely understand educated people. I feel my German like old Moses felt his oats, and for the past ten days, I've been walking down the street with a silly grin that grabs the public's attention. The University lectures were supposed to start this week, but the lazy professors have pushed it back to the end of the month.

Pencil Sketches from a Pocket Note-Book.
Pencil Sketches from a Pocket Note-Book.

Pencil Sketches from a Pocket Note-Book.
Pencil Drawings from a Pocket Notebook.

I will describe to you the manner in which I spent yesterday. Ex uno disce omnes—(a German proverb). I awoke at half-past eight at the manly voice of T. S. Perry caroling his morning hymn from his neighboring bed—if the instrument of torture the Germans sleep in be worthy of that name. After some preliminary conversation we arose, performed our washing, each in a couple of tumblers full of water in a little basin of this shape [sketch], donned our clothes, and stepped into our SALON into which the morning sun was streaming and adding its genial warmth to that of the great porcelain stove, into which the maid had put the handful of fuel (which, when ignited, makes the stove radiate heat for twelve hours) the while we slumbered. T. S. P. found on the table a letter from [Moorfield] Storey, which the same vigilant maid had placed there, and I the morning paper, full of excitement about the Italian affairs and the diabolical designs of Napoleon on Germany. After a breakfast of cocoa, eggs and excellent rolls, I finished the paper, and took up my regular reading, while T. S. P. worked at his German lesson. I finished the chapter in a treatise on Galvanism which bears the neat and concise title of [not deciphered].

I’ll tell you how I spent yesterday. Ex uno disce omnes—(a German saying). I woke up at half-past eight to the manly voice of T. S. Perry singing his morning song from his nearby bed—if you can even call the German contraption they sleep on a bed. After a bit of small talk, we got up, washed up using a couple of cups of water in a basin shaped like this [sketch], got dressed, and stepped into our SALON, where the morning sun was pouring in, adding its warmth to the big porcelain stove that the maid had set up with a handful of fuel (which, when lit, keeps the stove warm for twelve hours) while we were asleep. T. S. P. found a letter from [Moorfield] Storey on the table that the attentive maid had put there, and I found the morning paper, buzzing with news about Italian affairs and Napoleon’s sinister plans for Germany. After having cocoa, eggs, and delicious rolls for breakfast, I finished reading the paper and then started on my usual reading while T. S. P. worked on his German lesson. I wrapped up a chapter in a treatise on Galvanism that has the neat and concise title of [not deciphered].

By 10 o'clock T. S. P. had gone to his German lesson, and it was about time for me to rig up to go to Grimm's to dine, having received a kind invitation the day before. As I passed through the pleasant wood called the "Thiergarten," which was filled with gay civil and military cavaliers, I looked hard for the imposing equestrian figure of the Hon. Geo. Bancroft; but he was not to be seen. I got safely to Grimm's, and in a moment the other guest arrived. Herr Professor——, whose name I could not catch,[38] a man of a type I have never met before. He is writing now a life of Schleiermacher of which one volume is published. A soft fat man with black hair (somewhat the type of the photographs of Renan), of a totally uncertain age between 25 and 40, with little bits of green eyes swimming in their fat-filled orbits, and the rest of his face quite "realizing one's idea" of the infant Bacchus. I, with my usual want of enterprise, have neglected hitherto to provide myself with a swallow-tailed coat; but I had a resplendent fresh-biled shirt and collar, while the Professor, who wore the "obligatory coat," etc., had an exceedingly grimy shirt and collar and a rusty old rag of a cravat. Which of us most violated the proprieties I know not, but your feminine nature will decide. Grimm wore a yellowish, greenish, brownish coat whose big collar and cuffs and enormous flaps made me strongly suspect it had been the property of the brothers Grimm, who had worn it on state occasions, and dying, bequeathed it to Herman. The dinner was very good. The Prof. was overflowing with information with regard to everything knowable and unknowable. He is the first man I have ever met of a class, which must be common here, of men to whom learning has become as natural as breathing. A learned man at home is in a measure isolated; his study is carried on in private, at reserved hours. To the public he appears as a citizen and neighbor, etc., and they know at most about him that he is addicted to this or that study; his intellectual occupation always has something of a put-on character, and remains external at least to some part of his being. Whereas this cuss seemed to me to be nothing if not a professor ... [line not deciphered] as if he were able to stand towards the rest of society merely in the relation of a man learned in this or that branch—and never for a moment forget the interests or put off the instincts of his specialty. If he should meet people or circumstances that could in no measure be dealt with on that ground, he would pass on and ignore them, instead of being obliged, like an American, to sink for the time the specialty. He talked and laughed incessantly at table, related the whole history of Buddhism to Mrs. Grimm, and I know not what other points of religious history. After dinner Mrs. Grimm went, at the suggestion of her husband, to take a nap ... [line not deciphered] while G. and the Professor engaged in a hot controversy about the natural primitive forms of religion, Grimm inclining to the view that the historically first form must have been monotheistic. I noticed the Professor's replies grow rather languid, when suddenly his fat head dropped forward, and G. cried out that he had better take a good square nap in the arm-chair. He eagerly snatched at the proposal. Grimm got him a clean handkerchief, which he threw over his face, and presently he seemed to slumber. Grimm woke him in ten minutes to take some coffee. He rose, refreshed like a giant, and proceeded to fight with Grimm about the identity of Homer. Grimm has just been studying the question and thinks that the poems of Homer must have been composed in a written language. From there through a discussion about the madness of Hamlet—G. being convinced that Shakespeare meant to mystify the reader, and intentionally constructed a riddle. The sun waned low and I took my leave in company with the Prof. We parted at the corner, without the Prof. telling me (as an honest, hospitable American would have done) that he would be happy to see me at his domicile, so that I know not whether I shall be able to continue acquainted with a man I would fain know more of.

By 10 o'clock, T. S. P. had gone to his German lesson, and it was about time for me to get ready to go to Grimm's for dinner, since I had received a kind invitation the day before. As I walked through the lovely park called the "Thiergarten," which was filled with cheerful civilians and military types, I scanned the area for the impressive statue of Hon. Geo. Bancroft, but he was nowhere to be seen. I arrived safely at Grimm's, and shortly after, the other guest showed up. Herr Professor——, whose name I didn’t catch, was a man unlike anyone I had met before. He is currently writing a biography of Schleiermacher, of which one volume has already been published. He was a soft, plump man with black hair (similar to the photographs of Renan), with an uncertain age between 25 and 40, and his little green eyes swam in their plump sockets, while the rest of his face perfectly resembled one’s idea of the infant Bacchus. I, with my usual lack of initiative, had neglected to get myself a tailcoat; however, I was sporting a bright, freshly ironed shirt and collar, while the Professor, who wore the “obligatory coat,” had an extremely grimy shirt and collar and a ragged old cravat. I couldn't tell which of us was more inappropriate, but I’m sure your feminine nature will figure that out. Grimm wore a coat that was a mix of yellow, green, and brown, with big collars and cuffs and enormous flaps that made me suspect it once belonged to the Brothers Grimm, who wore it on special occasions, and upon their passing, it was passed down to Herman. The dinner was excellent. The Professor was bursting with knowledge on everything knowable and unknowable. He was the first person I met from a class that must be common here, where learning is as natural as breathing. A learned person at home is somewhat isolated; their studies happen privately, at specific times. To the outside world, they appear as ordinary citizens and neighbors, and people may only know that they are dedicated to this or that study; their intellectual pursuits often seem somewhat forced and remain external to at least part of their character. This guy, on the other hand, seemed to be nothing but a professor... [line not deciphered] as if he could only relate to the rest of society as a specialist and never forget the interests and instincts of his field. If he encountered people or situations that couldn’t be addressed from that perspective, he would just move on and ignore them, unlike an American who would have to set aside their specialty for the moment. He talked and laughed non-stop at the table, shared the entire history of Buddhism with Mrs. Grimm, and discussed various points of religious history. After dinner, Mrs. Grimm went to take a nap at her husband’s suggestion... [line not deciphered] while G. and the Professor had a heated debate about the natural primitive forms of religion, with Grimm suggesting that the historically earliest form must have been monotheistic. I noticed the Professor's responses becoming rather sluggish when suddenly his fat head lolled forward, and G. exclaimed that he should take a proper nap in the armchair. He eagerly accepted the idea. Grimm got him a clean handkerchief, which he draped over his face, and soon he appeared to be asleep. Grimm woke him up ten minutes later for coffee. He got up, refreshed like a giant, and then started arguing with Grimm about the identity of Homer. Grimm had recently studied this issue and believed that the poems of Homer must have been composed in a written language. This led to a discussion on Hamlet's madness—G. being certain that Shakespeare intended to confuse the reader and deliberately constructed a riddle. The sun dipped low, and I decided to leave with the Professor. We parted at the corner, without the Professor telling me (as a genuine, hospitable American would) that he would be glad to see me at his place, so I don’t know if I will be able to stay in touch with a man I would like to know better.

I got into a droschke and, coming home, found T. S. P. in the room, and while telling him of the events of the dinner was interrupted by the entrance of the Rev. H. W. Foote of Stone Chapel.... The excellent little man had presented himself a few evenings before, bringing me from Dresden a very characteristic note from Elizabeth Peabody (in which among other things she says she is "on the wing for Italy"—she is as folâtre a creature as your friend Mrs. W——), and we have dined together every day since, and had agreed to go to hear "Fidelio" together at the Opera that evening. Foote is really a good man and I shall prosecute his friendship every moment of his stay here; seems to have his mind open to every interest, and has a sweet modesty that endears him to the heart. He goes home next month. I advise Harry to call and see him; I know he will sympathize with him. T. S. P. never grows weary of repeating a pun of Ware's about him in Italy, who, when asked what had become of Foote (they traveled for a time together), replied: "I left him at the Hotel, hand in glove with the Bootts."

I got into a taxi and, on my way home, found T. S. P. in the room. While I was telling him about what happened at dinner, we were interrupted by the arrival of Rev. H. W. Foote from Stone Chapel. The wonderful little man had come by a few nights earlier, bringing me a very typical note from Elizabeth Peabody (in which, among other things, she mentions she’s "on the way to Italy"—she's as playful as your friend Mrs. W——), and we've had dinner together every day since. We had planned to go see "Fidelio" at the Opera that evening. Foote is truly a good person, and I intend to nurture our friendship every moment he’s here; he seems open to all sorts of interests and has a sweet humility that makes him lovable. He’s going back home next month. I suggest Harry drop by and see him; I know he would relate to him. T. S. P. loves to repeat a pun from Ware about Foote in Italy, who, when asked what happened to Foote (they traveled together for a while), replied: "I left him at the hotel, hand in glove with the Bootts."

"Fidelio" was truly musical. After it, I went to Zennig's restaurant (it was over by quarter before nine), where I had made a rendez-vous with a young Doctor to whom Mr. Thies had given me a letter. Having been away from Berlin, I had seen him for the first time the day before yesterday. He is a very swell young Jew with a gorgeous cravat, blue-black whiskers and oily ringlets, not prepossessing; and we had made this appointment. I waited half an hour and, the faithless Israelite not appearing, came home, and after reading a few hours went to bed.

"Fidelio" was really something. After that, I went to Zennig's restaurant (it was almost nine when I arrived), where I had arranged to meet a young doctor to whom Mr. Thies had given me a letter. I had just returned to Berlin and met him for the first time two days ago. He’s a really fancy young Jewish guy with a stylish cravat, dark whiskers, and glossy curls, not exactly my type; and we had set up this meeting. I waited half an hour, but since the unreliable guy didn’t show up, I went home. After reading for a few hours, I went to bed.

Two hours later. I have just come in from dinner, a ceremony which I perform at the aforesaid Zennig's, Unter den Linden. (By the bye, you must not be led by that name to imagine, as I always used to, an avenue over-shadowed by patriarchal lime trees, whose branches form a long arch. The "Linden" are two rows of small, scrubby, abortive horse-chestnuts, beeches, limes and others, planted like the trees in Commonwealth Avenue.) Zennig's is a table-d'hôte, so-called notwithstanding the unities of hour and table are violated. You have soup, three courses, and dessert or coffee and cheese for 12½ Groschen if you buy 14 tickets, and I shall probably dine there all winter. We dined with Foote today, who spoke among other things of a new English novel whose heroine "had the bust and arms of the Venus of Milo." T. S. P. remarked that her having the arms might account for the Venus herself being without them.

Two hours later. I just got back from dinner, a ritual I do at Zennig's on Unter den Linden. (By the way, don’t let that name fool you into thinking—like I always did—that it’s a street lined with grand linden trees arching overhead. The "Linden" actually has two rows of small, scraggly horse-chestnuts, beeches, limes, and a few others, planted like the trees on Commonwealth Avenue.) Zennig’s is a table d’hôte, even though they don’t stick to a specific time or menu. You can get soup, three courses, and dessert or coffee and cheese for 12½ Groschen if you buy 14 tickets, and I’ll probably eat there all winter. We had dinner with Foote today, who mentioned a new English novel with a heroine who "had the bust and arms of the Venus of Milo." T. S. P. pointed out that her having arms might explain why the Venus herself doesn't have any.

I enclose you the photograph of an actress here with whom I am in love. A neat coiffure, is it not? I also send you a couple more of my own precious portraits. I got them taken to fulfill a promise I had made to a young Bohemian lady at Teplitz, the niece of the landlady. Sweet Anna Adamowiz! (pronounce—vitch), which means descendant of Adam.—She belongs consequently to one of the very first families in Bohemia. I used to drive dull care away by writing her short notes in the Bohemian tongue such as; "Navzdy budes v me mysli Irohm pamatkou," i.e., forever bloomest thou in my memory;—"dej mne tooji bodo biznu," give me your photograph; and isolated phrases as "Mlaxik, Dicka, pritel, pritelkyne," i.e., Jüngling, Mädchen, Freund, Freundinn; "mi luja," I love, etc. These were carried to her by the chambermaid, and the style, a little more florid than was absolutely required by mere courtesy, was excused by her on the ground of my limited acquaintance with the subtleties of the language. Besides, the sentiments were on the whole good and the error, if any, in the right direction. When she gave me her photograph (which I regret to say she spelt "fotokraft"!!!!) she made me promise to send her mine. Hence mine.

I’m sending you a photograph of an actress I’m in love with. It’s a nice hairstyle, isn’t it? I’m also including a couple more of my own treasured portraits. I had them taken to keep a promise I made to a young Bohemian lady in Teplitz, the landlady’s niece. Sweet Anna Adamowiz! (pronounced—vitch), which means descendant of Adam. So, she comes from one of the oldest families in Bohemia. I used to distract myself from worries by writing her short notes in Bohemian, like: "Navzdy budes v me mysli Irohm pamatkou," i.e., forever bloom in my memory;—"dej mne tooji bodo biznu," give me your photograph; and random phrases like "Mlaxik, Dicka, pritel, pritelkyne," i.e., boy, girl, friend, girlfriend; "mi luja," I love, etc. These were delivered to her by the chambermaid, and the style, a bit more elaborate than what was strictly required by basic politeness, was excused by her because of my limited understanding of the language’s subtleties. Besides, the feelings expressed were generally good, and any mistakes were in the right spirit. When she gave me her photograph (which, unfortunately, she spelled "fotokraft"!!!!), she made me promise to send her mine. Here it is.

I have been this afternoon to get a dress-coat measured, which will doubtless be a comfort to you to know. I must now stop. G—

I went this afternoon to get a dress coat measured, which I'm sure will be a comfort to you to know. I must stop now. G—

 

I had got as far as the above G when the faithless Israelite of yesterday evening came in. He gave a satisfactory explanation of his absence and has been making a very pleasant visit. He is coming back at nine o'clock to take us (after the German mode of exercising hospitality) to a tavern to meet some of his boon companions. I reckon he is a better fellow than he seemed at first sight. I will leave this letter open till tomorrow to let you know what happens at the tavern, and whether the boon companions are old-clothes men, or Christian gentlemen. Good-night, my darling sister! Sei tausend mal von mir geküsst.[39] Give my best love to Father, Mother, Aunt Kate, the boys and everyone. Ever yr. loving bro.,

I had gotten to the above G when the unreliable Israelite from last night came in. He provided a good reason for his absence and has been a great guest. He's coming back at nine o'clock to take us (following the German way of showing hospitality) to a bar to meet some of his good friends. I think he's a better guy than he first appeared. I'll leave this letter open until tomorrow to let you know what happens at the bar, and whether his friends are ragmen or respectable gentlemen. Good night, my dear sister! A thousand kisses from me. [39] Send my love to Dad, Mom, Aunt Kate, the boys, and everyone. Always your loving brother,

WM. JAMES.

W.M. James.

 

11 P.M. Decidedly the Jew rises in my estimation. He treated us in the German fashion to a veal cutlet and a glass of beer which we paid for ourselves. His boon companions were apparently Christians of a half-baked sort. One who sat next to me was half drunk [and] insisted on talking the most hideous English. T. S. P., who necessarily took small part in the conversation, endeavored to explain to Selberg that he was a "skeleton at the banquet," but could not get through. I came to his assistance, but forgot, of course, the word "Skelett," and found nothing better to say than that he was a vertebral column at their banquet, which classical allusion I do not think was understood by the Jew. The young men did not behave with the politeness and attention to us which would have been shown to two Germans by a similar crowd at home. Selberg himself however improved every minute, and I have no doubt will turn out a capital fellow. Excuse these scraps of paper,

11 P.M. I definitely think more highly of the Jew now. He treated us to a veal cutlet and a glass of beer, which we paid for ourselves, in the German way. His companions seemed to be some sort of half-hearted Christians. One guy next to me was pretty drunk and kept trying to speak the worst English. T. S. P., who didn’t really join in on the conversation, tried to explain to Selberg that he was a "skeleton at the banquet," but didn’t manage it. I helped him out, but of course forgot the word "Skelett," and ended up saying he was a vertebral column at their banquet, which I don't think the Jew got. The young men didn’t show us the same politeness and attention that a similar group at home would have shown to two Germans. Selberg himself, however, is getting better every minute, and I have no doubt he will turn out to be a great guy. Excuse these scraps of paper,

W. J. Good night.

W. J. Good night.

To his Sister.

BERLIN, Nov. 19, 1867.

BERLIN, Nov. 19, 1867.

Süss Balchen!—I stump wearily up the three flights of stairs after my dinner to this lone room where no human company but a ghastly lithograph of Johannes Müller and a grinning skull are to cheer me. Out in the street the slaw and fine rain is falling as if it would never stop—the sky is low and murky, and the streets filled with water and that finely worked-up paste of mud which never is seen on our continent. For some time past I have thought with longing of the brightness and freshness of my home in New England—of the extraordinary, and in ordinary moments little appreciated, but sometimes-coming-across-you-and-striking-you-with-an-unexpected-sense-of-rich-privilege blessings of a mother's love (excuse my somewhat German style)—of the advantage of having a youthful-hearted though bald-headed father who looks at the Kosmos as if it had some life in it—of the delicious and respectable meals in the family circle with the aforesaid father telling touching horse-car anecdotes,[40] and the serene Harry dealing his snubs around—with a clean female handmaiden to wait, and an open fire to toast one's self at afterwards instead of one of these pallid porcelain monuments here,—with a whole country around you full of friends and acquaintances in whose company you can refresh your social nature, a library of books in the house and a still bigger one over the way,—and all the rest of it. The longer I live, the more inclined am I to value the domestic affections and to be satisfied with the domestic and citizenly virtues (probably only for the reason that I am temporarily debarred from exercising any of them, I blush to think). At any rate I feel now and here the absence of any object with which to start up some sympathy, and the feeling is real and unpleasant while it lasts.

Sweet Treat!—I drag myself up the three flights of stairs after dinner to this lonely room where I have no company except a creepy print of Johannes Müller and a grinning skull to keep me company. Outside, the slow, fine rain is falling as if it will never end—the sky is low and gloomy, and the streets are filled with water and that fine, muddy paste that you never see on our continent. Lately, I've been longing for the brightness and freshness of my home in New England—appreciating the extraordinary, and often underappreciated blessings of a mother’s love (sorry for my somewhat German way of expressing myself)—the benefit of having a youthful-hearted, though bald-headed, father who looks at the universe as if it has some life in it—the wonderful and respectable meals around the family table, with that father sharing touching stories about horse-drawn carriages,[40] and the calm Harry throwing out his snide remarks—with a clean female servant to attend us, and an open fire to warm ourselves by afterwards instead of one of these pale porcelain monuments here,—with a whole country surrounding you full of friends and acquaintances to refresh your social spirit, a library of books in the house and an even bigger one across the street,—and all the rest of it. The longer I live, the more I appreciate domestic love and am content with the domestic and civic virtues (probably just because I can’t currently enjoy any of them, which makes me blush). At any rate, I feel now and here the lack of any opportunity to connect with someone, and that feeling is real and unpleasant while it lasts.

I ought not, I confess, to sing in this tune today, for before dinner I made a call on a young lady here (named Frl. Bornemann) whom I had met at Mrs. Grimm's and whom Mrs. G. had advised me to go and see. She lives with her brother, an Advocat. They are rich orflings, and I had really a friendly visit there and hope it may ripen into familiarity. I got on tolerably well with the German—only making one laughable mistake, viz. in talking of the shower of meteors, Stern-schnuppen, the other night to speak of the "Stern-schnupfen" (Schnupfen = snuffles, catarrh). And this visit is the occasion of my writing this week to you. Frl. B. is intimate with Miss Thies, and hearing that we lived in their house, she was seized with an extremely German desire to have some ivy leaves or other leaves from the garden to surprise Miss Thies with on Christmas. Your young female heart will probably beat responsive to the project and infallibly by return mail send the leaves. She only wants one or two. You might also send a board from the flooring, some old grass and bits of hay from the front "lawn," or cut out an eye from the "gal" who is so much "struck with them babies"[41] in the parlor. They would all awaken tender memories, I have no doubt. Now do not delay even for one day to execute this, Alice! but set about it now with this letter in your hand. You see there is no time to lose, and I am very anxious not to disappoint the excellent young lady.

I shouldn't, I admit, be singing this tune today, because before dinner, I visited a young woman here (named Frl. Bornemann) whom I met at Mrs. Grimm's, and Mrs. G. suggested I go see her. She lives with her brother, a lawyer. They are wealthy orphans, and I had a nice visit there and hope it can develop into a closer friendship. I managed to communicate fairly well in German—only making one funny mistake: when talking about the meteor shower, I mistakenly referred to it as "Stern-schnupfen" instead of "Stern-schnuppen" (where Schnupfen means snuffles or a cold). This visit is the reason I'm writing to you this week. Frl. B. is friends with Miss Thies, and hearing that we lived in their house, she felt an extremely German urge to have some ivy leaves or other garden leaves to surprise Miss Thies with for Christmas. Your young heart will probably resonate with this idea and definitely send the leaves back by return mail. She only needs one or two. You might also send a board from the flooring, some old grass and bits of hay from the front "lawn," or cut out an eye from the "girl" who is so "smitten with those babies"[41] in the parlor. They would all bring back fond memories, I’m sure. Now don’t wait even a day to do this, Alice! Just get right on it now with this letter in your hand. You can see there’s no time to waste, and I really want to make sure I don’t disappoint this wonderful young lady.

The few commissions and questions I have sent home have been so unnoticed and disregarded that I hardly hope for success this time. It has always been the way with me, however, from birth upwards, and Heaven forbid that I should now begin to complain! But lo! I here send another commission. I definitely appoint by name my father H. James, Senior, author of Substance & Shadder, etc., to perform it; and solemnly charge all the rest of you to be as lions in his path, as thorns upon his side, as lumps in his mashed potatoes, until he do it or write me Nay. 'Tis to send by post Cousin's lectures on Kant, and that other French translation of a German introduction to Kant, which he bought last winter! By return of mail! And if not convenient to send the books, to write me the name of the author of the last-mentioned one, which I have forgotten. It behooves me to learn something of the "Philosopher of Königsberg," and I want these to ease the way. I sincerely hope that these words may not be utterly thrown away.

The few requests and questions I've sent home have been so overlooked and ignored that I hardly expect any success this time. But this has always been my experience, from birth up until now, and Heaven forbid that I start complaining! Anyway, I’m sending another request. I officially name my father, H. James, Senior, author of Substance & Shadder, etc., to handle it; and I earnestly charge all of you to make it difficult for him, like lions in his way, thorns at his side, and lumps in his mashed potatoes, until he either does it or writes me back to say no. It’s to mail Cousin's lectures on Kant and that other French translation of a German introduction to Kant that he bought last winter! By return mail! And if it’s not convenient to send the books, then just tell me the name of the author of the last one, which I've forgotten. I need to learn something about the "Philosopher of Königsberg," and I want these to help me along. I really hope these words won't be completely ignored.

I got a letter from Mother the day after I wrote last week to Harry, without date, but written after the Tweedies' visit. I got this morning a "Nation" and the "advertisement" to Father's Essay on Swedenborg. In the latter the old lyre is twanged with a greater freshness and force than ever, so that even T. S. Perry was made to vibrate in unison with it. I wrote to Father three weeks ago respecting his former article. I hope the letter is by this time in his hands. I am very sorry the fat one went astray. It contained, inter alia, an account of my expenditure up to its time of writing. I would give a good deal to be able to enjoy as you are all doing the society of Venerable Brother Robertson. It is a great pity that we should get so estranged by separation from each other. I wish, now he's at home, he would once write to me. I have got tolerably well to work, and enjoy my lectures at the University intensely. Are the "Rainbows for Children" I see noticed in the "Nation" that old book by Mrs. Tappan? I hope Harry is not the person therein mentioned as having palmed off on Godkin a translation from the German as an original article on Thorwaldsen. You have not told me a word about the Tappans since I quit. I am very glad to hear of Aunt Kate's leg being so much better and staying so. Tell her I hope it has not been improving at the expense of her heart, as her long silence sometimes makes me shudderingly fear.

I received a letter from Mom the day after I wrote to Harry last week, without a date, but it was written after the Tweedies visited. This morning, I got a "Nation" and the "advertisement" for Dad's essay on Swedenborg. In that, the old lyre is played with even more freshness and power than ever, so much so that even T. S. Perry resonated with it. I wrote to Dad three weeks ago about his previous article. I hope the letter has reached him by now. I'm really sorry that the fat one got lost. It included, inter alia, a summary of my expenses up to that point. I would give a lot to enjoy like you all are with the company of Venerable Brother Robertson. It's a real shame that we’ve become so distanced from each other due to separation. I wish, now that he’s home, he would write to me. I've been working pretty well and really enjoy my lectures at the University. Are the "Rainbows for Children" mentioned in the "Nation" that old book by Mrs. Tappan? I hope Harry isn't the one mentioned who passed off a translation from German to Godkin as an original article on Thorwaldsen. You haven't told me anything about the Tappans since I left. I'm very glad to hear Aunt Kate's leg is much better and staying that way. Please tell her I hope it hasn’t been improving at the expense of her heart, as her long silence sometimes makes me worried.

Adieu. 1000 kisses to all, not forgetting Ellen.[42]

Goodbye. 1000 kisses to everyone, especially Ellen.[42]

Ever your Bruder, W. J.

Always your brother, W. J.

To Thomas W. Ward.

[Fragment of a letter from Berlin,
circa Nov. 1867?]

[Fragment of a letter from Berlin,
circa Nov. 1867?]

...I have begun going to the physiological lectures at the University. There are in all seven courses and four lectures. I take five courses and three lectures. There is a bully physiological laboratory, the sight of which, inaccessible as it is to me in my present condition, gave me a sharp pang. I have blocked out some reading in physiology and psychology which I hope to execute this winter—though reading German is still disgustingly slow.... It seems to me that perhaps the time has come for psychology to begin to be a science—some measurements have already been made in the region lying between the physical changes in the nerves and the appearance of consciousness-at (in the shape of sense perceptions), and more may come of it. I am going on to study what is already known, and perhaps may be able to do some work at it. Helmholtz and a man named Wundt at Heidelberg are working at it, and I hope I live through this winter to go to them in the summer. From all this talk you probably think I am working straight ahead—towards a definite aim. Alas, no! I finger book-covers as ineffectually as ever. The fact is, this sickness takes all the spring, physical and mental, out of a man....

...I have started attending the physiology lectures at the University. There are a total of seven courses and four lectures. I'm enrolled in five courses and three lectures. There's an amazing physiology lab that, although I'm unable to access due to my current condition, gives me a sharp pang of envy. I've set aside some time to read about physiology and psychology, which I hope to tackle this winter—though reading German is still painfully slow.... It seems to me that maybe the time has come for psychology to be recognized as a science—some measurements have already been taken in the area between the physical changes in the nerves and the emergence of consciousness (as manifested through sensory perceptions), and there could be more developments. I'm moving forward to study what is already known, and hopefully, I can contribute to it. Helmholtz and a guy named Wundt at Heidelberg are working on this, and I hope I make it through this winter so I can visit them in the summer. From all this, you might think I'm making solid progress toward a specific goal. Sadly, no! I still fidget with book covers as uselessly as ever. The truth is, this illness saps all the energy, both physical and mental, out of a person....

To Thomas W. Ward.

BERLIN, Nov. 7, 1867.

BERLIN, Nov. 7, 1867.

...If six years ago I could have felt the same satisfied belief in the worthiness of a life devoted to simple, patient, monotonous, scientific labor day after day (without reference to its results) and at the same time have had some inkling of the importance and nature of education (i.e., getting orderly habits of thought, and by intense exercise in a variety of different subjects, getting the mind supple and delicate and firm), I might be now on the path to accomplishing something some day, even if my health had turned out no better than it is. But my habits of mind have been so bad that I feel as if the greater part of the last ten years had been worse than wasted, and now have so little surplus of physical vigor as to shrink from trying to retrieve them. Too late! too late! If I had been drilled further in mathematics, physics, chemistry, logic, and the history of metaphysics, and had established, even if only in my memory, a firm and thoroughly familiar basis of knowledge in all these sciences (like the basis of human anatomy one gets in studying medicine), to which I should involuntarily refer all subsequently acquired facts and thoughts,—instead of having now to keep going back and picking up loose ends of these elements, and wasting whole hours in looking to see how the new facts are related to them, or whether they are related to them at all,—I might be steadily advancing.—But enough! Excuse the damned whine of this letter; I had no idea whatever of writing it when I sat down, but I am in a mood of indigestion and blueness. I would not send you the letter at all, were it not that I thought it might tempt you soon to write to me. You have no idea, my dear old Tom, how I long to hear a word about you....

...If six years ago I could have felt the same satisfaction in the value of a life dedicated to simple, patient, monotonous, scientific work day after day (regardless of the outcomes) and also had some understanding of the significance and nature of education (i.e., developing orderly thinking habits and through deep exploration of various subjects, making the mind flexible, subtle, and strong), I might be on track to achieve something someday, even if my health had stayed the same. But my thinking habits have been so poor that I feel like most of the last ten years have been worse than wasted, and now I have so little leftover physical energy that I hesitate to try to recover them. Too late! too late! If I had been trained more in mathematics, physics, chemistry, logic, and the history of metaphysics, and had established, even just in my memory, a solid and well-known foundation of knowledge in all these fields (like the foundation of human anatomy one gains from studying medicine), to which I would instinctively refer all the facts and ideas I acquire later—instead of having to constantly go back and gather up bits and pieces of these subjects, wasting hours trying to find how the new information connects to them, or if it connects at all—I might be making steady progress.—But enough! Sorry for the annoying tone of this letter; I didn't intend to write it when I started, but I'm feeling a bit down and out of sorts. I wouldn’t send you this letter at all if I didn't think it might encourage you to write to me soon. You have no idea, my dear old Tom, how much I want to hear from you....

To Henry P. Bowditch.

BERLIN, Dec. 12, 1867.

BERLIN, Dec. 12, 1867.

BESTER HEINRICH,—I have arrived safely on this side of the ocean and hasten to inform you of the fact.—What a fine pair of young men we are to write so punctually and constantly to each other!—I will not gall you by any sarcasms, however (I naturally think you are more to blame than myself), because (as you naturally are of a similar way of thinking) you might recriminate at great length in your next and much other to-me-more-agreeable matter be crowded out of your letter. Suffice [it] to say that I have thought of you continually, and with undiminished affection, since that bright April morn when we parted; but I am of such an invincibly inert nature as regards letter-writing that it takes a combination of outward and inward circumstances and motives that hardly ever happens, to start me. I wrote you a letter last summer, but destroyed it because I was in such doleful dumps while writing it that it would have given you too unpleasant an impression....

BESTER HEINRICH,—I’ve made it safely across the ocean and wanted to let you know right away.—What a great pair of young men we are for writing to each other so regularly!—I won’t annoy you with sarcasm, though (I naturally think you’re more at fault than I am), because (since you probably feel the same way) you could easily retaliate in your next letter, and I’d rather not have my more pleasant topics pushed out of your message. It’s enough to say that I’ve thought of you nonstop and with constant affection since that bright April morning when we said goodbye; but I have such a naturally lazy attitude towards writing letters that it takes a mix of outside and inside factors that hardly ever align to get me started. I wrote you a letter last summer, but I tossed it because I was feeling so down while writing it that it would have left you with a bad impression....

I live near the University, and attend all the lectures on physiology that are given there, but am unable to do anything in the Laboratory, or to attend the cliniques or Virchow's lectures and demonstrations, etc. Du Bois-Raymond, an irascible man of about forty-five, gives a very good and clear, yea, brilliant, series of five lectures a week, and two ambitious young Jews give six more between them which are almost as instructive. The opportunities for study here are superb, it seems to me. Whatever they may be in Paris, they cannot be better. The physiological laboratory, with its endless array of machinery, frogs, dogs, etc., etc., almost "bursts my gizzard," when I go by it, with vexation. The German language is not child's play. I have lately begun to understand almost everything I hear said around me; but I still speak "with a slight foreign accent," as you may suppose—and, with all my practice in reading, do not think I can read more than half as fast as in English. It is very discouraging to get over so little ground. But a steady boring away is bound to fetch it, I suppose; and it seems to me it is worth the trouble.

I live close to the University and attend all the lectures on physiology offered there, but I can’t do anything in the lab or attend the clinics or Virchow's lectures and demonstrations, etc. Du Bois-Raymond, a grumpy guy around forty-five, delivers a really good, clear, and even brilliant series of five lectures a week. Two ambitious young Jewish lecturers offer six more between them that are almost just as informative. The opportunities for study here are fantastic, in my opinion. Whatever they might be in Paris, they can't be better. The physiological lab, with its endless array of machines, frogs, dogs, etc., really makes me frustrated when I walk by it. The German language is no walk in the park. I've recently started to understand almost everything I hear around me, but I still speak "with a slight foreign accent," as you might expect—and despite all my reading practice, I don’t think I can read more than half as fast as in English. It’s pretty discouraging to make so little progress. But I guess persistent effort will pay off, and it seems to me it's worth the hassle.

The general level of thoroughness and exactness in scientific work here is beyond praise; and the abundance of books on every division of every subject something we English have no idea of. It all comes from the thorough mode of educating the people from childhood up. The Staats Examina, before passing which no doctor can practise here in Prussia, exact an amount of physiological, and what we at home call "merely theoretical" knowledge of the candidate, which a young doctor at home would claim and receive especial distinction for having made himself master of. But the men here think it but fair; gird about their loins and set about working their way through. The general impression the Germans make on me is not at all that of a remarkably intellectually gifted people; and if they are not so, their eminence must come solely from their habits of conscientious and plodding work. It may be that their expressionless faces do their minds injustice. I don't know enough of them to decide. But I know the work is a large factor in the result. It makes one repine at the way he has been brought up, to come here. Unhappily most of us come too late to profit by what we see. Bad habits are formed, and life hurries us on too much to stop and drill. But it seems to me that the fact of so many American students being here of late years (they outnumber greatly all other foreign students) ought to have a good influence on the training of the succeeding generation with us. Tuck, Dwight, Dick Derby, Quincy, Townsend, and Heaven knows how many more are in Vienna. Tuck and Dwight write me that they are getting on remarkably well. I saw them both here in September and think T. D. improves a good deal as he grows older.

The overall level of thoroughness and accuracy in scientific work here is outstanding; and the abundance of books on every area of every subject is something us English people can't even imagine. This all comes from the comprehensive way of educating people from childhood. The Staats Examina, which every doctor must pass to practice here in Prussia, require a deep understanding of physiology and what we at home consider “merely theoretical” knowledge from the candidates, which a young doctor back home would be especially proud to say they mastered. But here, the men believe it's just fair, roll up their sleeves, and get to work. The general impression I get from Germans is not that they are an exceptionally intellectually gifted group; and if they aren't, their success must come entirely from their diligent and hard-working habits. It may be that their expressionless faces do a disservice to their minds. I don't know them well enough to say for sure. But I know that hard work plays a big role in their achievements. Coming here makes one wish they had been brought up differently. Unfortunately, most of us arrive too late to take full advantage of what we see. Bad habits have formed, and life moves too quickly to stop and refine our skills. However, it seems to me that the fact that so many American students have been coming here in recent years (they greatly outnumber all other foreign students) should positively influence the education of the next generation back home. Tuck, Dwight, Dick Derby, Quincy, Townsend, and countless others are in Vienna. Tuck and Dwight have written to me that they are doing remarkably well. I saw both of them here in September, and I think T. D. has improved a lot as he gets older.

Berlin is a bleak and unfriendly place. The inhabitants are rude and graceless, but must conceal a solid worth beneath it. I only know seven of them, and they are of the élite. It is very hard getting acquainted with them, as you have to make all the advances yourself; and your antagonist shifts so between friendliness and a drill sergeant's formal politeness that you never know exactly on what footing you stand with him. These Prussians bow in the most amusing way you ever saw,—as if an invisible hand suddenly punched them in the abdomen and an equally invisible foot forthwith kicked them in the rear,—one time and two motions, and they do it 100 times a day.

Berlin is a dreary and unwelcoming place. The people are rude and awkward, but they must hide some real value beneath that exterior. I only know seven of them, and they are among the elite. It’s really tough to get to know them because you have to make all the effort yourself; your opponent swings between being friendly and having the formal politeness of a drill sergeant, so you never really know where you stand with him. These Prussians bow in the most amusing way you’ve ever seen—like an invisible hand suddenly punched them in the stomach and an equally invisible foot promptly kicked them in the backside—one motion and two movements, and they do it a hundred times a day.

But enough of national gossip—let us return to that about individuals. Oh! that I could see thy prominent nose and thy sagacious eyes at this moment relieved against the back of that empty arm-chair that stands opposite this table. Oh! that we might once again sit apart from the fretful and insipid herd of our congeners, and take counsel together concerning the world and life—our lives in particular, and all life in general. How the shy goddess would tremble in her hiding-places at the sound of our unerringly approaching voices. And how you would pour into my astonished ear all that is new and wonderful about pathology and microscopical research, all that is sound and neat about operative surgery, while I would recite the most thrilling chapters of Kolliker's "Entwickelungs-geschichte," or Helmholtz's "Innervationsfortpflanzungsgeschwindigkeitsbestimmungen"! I suppose you have been rolling on like a great growing snowball through the vast fields of medical knowledge and are fairly out of the long tunnel of low spirits that leads there by this time. It is only three months since I have taken up medical reading, as I made all sorts of excursions into the language when I came here, and, owing to the slowness of progression I spoke of above, I have not got over much ground. Of course I can never hope to practise; but I shall graduate on my return, and perhaps pick up a precarious and needy living by doing work for medical periodicals or something of that kind—though I hate writing as I do the foul fiend. But I don't want to break off connexion with biological science. I can't be a teacher of physiology, pathology, or anatomy; for I can't do laboratory work, much less microscopical or anatomical. I may get better, but hardly before it will be too late for me to begin school again.

But enough about national gossip—let's get back to individual matters. Oh! How I wish I could see your prominent nose and wise eyes right now, resting against the empty armchair across from this table. Oh! If only we could once again sit apart from the annoying and dull crowd of our peers and discuss—together—our thoughts on the world and life, especially our own lives, and all life in general. How the shy goddess would tremble in her hiding places at the sound of our unmistakably approaching voices. And how you would share with me all the new and amazing things about pathology and microscopic research, all the solid and precise aspects of surgical procedures, while I would recount the most exciting chapters from Kolliker's "Entwickelungs-geschichte" or Helmholtz's "Innervationsfortpflanzungsgeschwindigkeitsbestimmungen"! I imagine you've been rolling on like a huge, growing snowball through the vast fields of medical knowledge and are finally out of that long tunnel of low spirits by now. It’s only been three months since I started reading about medicine, as I made all sorts of detours into the language when I got here, and because of the slow progress I mentioned before, I haven’t covered much ground. Of course, I can never hope to practice, but I will graduate when I return, and maybe I can scrape by doing some work for medical journals or something like that—even though I hate writing as much as I hate the devil. But I don’t want to lose touch with biological science. I can't be a teacher of physiology, pathology, or anatomy, since I can’t do lab work, much less microscopic or anatomical. I might get better, but probably not before it’s too late for me to start school again.

I'll tell you what let's do! Set up a partnership, you to run around and attend to the patients while I will stay at home and, reading everything imaginable in English, German, and French, distil it in a concentrated form into your mind. This division of labor will give the firm an immense advantage over all of our wooden-headed contemporaries. For, in your person, it will have more experience than any one else has time to acquire; and in mine, more learning. We will divide the profits equally, of course; and he who survives the other (you, probably) will inherit the whole. Does not the idea tempt you? If you don't like it, I'll go you halves in the profits in any other feasible way. Seriously, you see I have no very definite plans for the future; but I have enough to keep body and soul together for some years to come, and I see no need of providing for more. This talk of course is only for your "private ear." I want you to write immediately on receipt of this,—for if you don't then, you never will,—and tell me all about what you've been doing and learning and what your future plans are. Also, gossip about the School and Hospital. I have not had a chance to talk medicine with any one but Dwight and Tuck (for a week), and hunger thereafter.... Believe me, ever til deth, your friend

I'll tell you what we should do! Let’s partner up: you can handle the patients while I stay home and read everything I can find in English, German, and French, then distill it all into your head. This split in responsibilities will give us a huge edge over all our less clever peers. With you, we'll have more experience than anyone else can get in a lifetime, and with me, we’ll have more knowledge. We'll split the profits evenly, of course, and whoever outlives the other (you, probably) will take everything. Doesn’t that sound appealing? If you aren’t into that, I'm willing to share the profits in any other workable way. Seriously, I don’t have any solid plans for the future; I have enough to keep me going for a few years, and I don’t see the need to plan for more. This conversation is just for your ears only. I want you to write back as soon as you get this—because if you don’t, you probably won’t at all—and tell me everything about what you’ve been up to, what you’ve been learning, and your future plans. Also, catch me up on the School and Hospital. I haven't had a chance to talk medicine with anyone but Dwight and Tuck for a week, and I’m craving more... Believe me, until death, your friend

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

T. S. Perry of '66, who lives with me here, reminds me of a story to tell you. He lived with Architect Ware in Paris, and Ware received a visit from Dr. Bowditch and Mr. Dixwell last summer. The concierge woman was terribly impressed by the personal majesty of your uncles, particularly of Dr. Bowditch, of whom she said: "Il a le grand air, tout à fait comme Christophe Colomb!" It would be curious to understand exactly who and what she thought C. C. was, or whether she would have thought Mr. Dixwell like Americus Vespucius if she had known him.

T. S. Perry of '66, who lives with me here, reminds me of a story to share with you. He lived with Architect Ware in Paris, and last summer, Ware had a visit from Dr. Bowditch and Mr. Dixwell. The concierge was really impressed by the presence of your uncles, especially Dr. Bowditch, of whom she said: "He has such a grand air, just like Christopher Columbus!" It would be interesting to know exactly who and what she thought Columbus was, or if she would have thought of Mr. Dixwell as Americus Vespucius if she had known him.

To O. W. Holmes, Jr.

BERLIN, Jan. 3, 1868.

BERLIN, Jan. 3, 1868.

My dear Wendle,—Ich weiss nicht was soll es bedeuten, dass ich so traurig bin, tonight. The ghosts of the past all start from their unquiet graves and keep dancing a senseless whirligig around me so that, after trying in vain to read three books, to sleep, or to think, I clutch the pen and ink and resolve to work off the fit by a few lines to one of the most obtrusive ghosts of all—namely the tall and lank one of Charles Street. Good golly! how I would prefer to have about twenty-four hours talk with you up in that whitely lit-up room—without the sun rising or the firmament revolving so as to put the gas out, without sleep, food, clothing or shelter except your whiskey bottle, of which, or the like of which, I have not partaken since I have been in these longitudes! I should like to have you opposite me in any mood, whether the facetiously excursive, the metaphysically discursive, the personally confidential, or the jadedly cursive and argumentative—so that the oyster-shells which enclose my being might slowly turn open on their rigid hinges under the radiation, and the critter within loll out his dried-up gills into the circumfused ichor of life, till they grew so fat as not to know themselves again. I feel as if a talk with you of any kind could not fail to set me on my legs again for three weeks at least. I have been chewing on two or three dried-up old cuds of ideas I brought from America with me, till they have disappeared, and the nudity of the Kosmos has got beyond anything I have as yet experienced. I have not succeeded in finding any companion yet, and I feel the want of some outward stimulus to my Soul. There is a man named Grimm here whom my soul loves, but in the way Emerson speaks of, i.e. like those people we meet on staircases, etc., and who always ignore our feelings towards them. I don't think we shall ever be able to establish a straight line of communication between us.

Dear Wendle,—I don’t know why I feel so sad tonight. The ghosts of the past rise from their restless graves and keep spinning around me like a pointless whirligig, so after trying unsuccessfully to read three books, sleep, or think, I grab the pen and ink and decide to work off this feeling by writing a few lines to one of the most persistent ghosts of all—specifically, the tall and skinny one from Charles Street. Good grief! How I would love to have about twenty-four hours of conversation with you in that bright, well-lit room—without the sun rising or the universe turning to put the gas out, without sleep, food, clothes, or shelter except for your whiskey bottle, which I haven’t touched since I’ve been in this part of the world! I would like to have you sitting across from me in any mood, whether playful, deep in thought, personally open, or tired and argumentative—so that the shells enclosing my being could slowly creak open under your warmth, and the creature inside could lazily poke out its dried-up gills into the life around us, until they got so plump they wouldn’t recognize themselves anymore. I feel like any kind of conversation with you could revive me for at least three weeks. I’ve been chewing on a couple of old ideas I brought from America until they’ve faded away, and the emptiness of the universe is more overwhelming than anything I’ve ever experienced. I haven’t found a companion yet, and I really need some outside stimulus for my soul. There’s a man named Grimm here whom my soul cares for, but it’s in the way Emerson describes—like those people we meet on staircases, who never acknowledge our feelings toward them. I don’t think we’ll ever be able to establish clear communication between us.

I don't know how it is I am able to take so little interest in reading this winter. I marked out a number of books when I first came here, to finish. What with their heaviness and the damnable slowness with which the Dutch still goes, they weigh on me like a haystack. I loathe the thought of them; and yet they have poisoned my slave of a conscience so that I can't enjoy anything else. I have reached an age when practical work of some kind clamors to be done—and I must still wait!

I don’t get why I’m so uninterested in reading this winter. I picked out several books when I first got here to finish. But with their heaviness and the frustrating slowness of the Dutch way of life, they feel like a huge burden. I really dislike the thought of them; still, they’ve made me feel guilty so I can’t enjoy anything else. I’ve reached a point in my life where I feel like I need to be doing something practical—and yet, I still have to wait!

There! Having worked off that pent-up gall of six weeks' accumulation I feel more genial. I wish I could have some news of you—now that the postage is lowered to such a ridiculous figure (and no letter is double) there remains no shadow of an excuse for not writing—but, still, I don't expect anything from you. I suppose you are sinking ever deeper into the sloughs of the law—yet I ween the Eternal Mystery still from time to time gives her goad another turn in the raw she once established between your ribs. Don't let it heal over yet. When I get home let's establish a philosophical society to have regular meetings and discuss none but the very tallest and broadest questions—to be composed of none but the very topmost cream of Boston manhood. It will give each one a chance to air his own opinion in a grammatical form, and to sneer and chuckle when he goes home at what damned fools all the other members are—and may grow into something very important after a sufficient number of years.

There! After getting rid of all that built-up frustration from six weeks, I feel much friendlier. I wish I could hear from you—now that postage is so cheap (and no letter costs double), there’s really no excuse for not writing—but I don’t expect anything from you anyway. I guess you’re getting deeper into the mess of the law—but I imagine the Eternal Mystery still pokes at you occasionally in the raw spot she made between your ribs. Don’t let that heal just yet. When I get back home, let’s start a philosophical society for regular meetings to discuss only the biggest and broadest questions—made up of the absolute best of Boston’s men. It’ll give everyone a chance to share their thoughts in a proper way and to laugh at what fools the others are when they go home—and may turn into something significant after a good number of years.

The German character is without mountains or valleys; its favorite food is roast veal; and in other lines it prefers whatever may be the analogue thereof—all which gives life here a certain flatness to the high-tuned American taste. I don't think any one need care much about coming here unless he wants to dig very deeply into some exclusive specialty. I have been reading nothing of any interest but some chapters of physiology. There has a good deal been doing here of late on the physiology of the senses, overlapping perception, and consequently, in a measure, the psychological field. I am wading my way towards it, and if in course of time I strike on anything exhilarating, I'll let you know.

The German character lacks mountains and valleys; its favorite food is roast veal, and in other areas, it prefers whatever is similar to that—all of which makes life here feel somewhat dull compared to the sophisticated American taste. I don't think anyone should feel too eager to come here unless they want to explore a specific niche in depth. I’ve only been reading some chapters on physiology, which have been quite interesting lately, focusing on the physiology of the senses and its overlap with perception, and, as a result, touching on the psychological field. I'm working my way through it, and if I eventually come across something exciting, I'll let you know.

I'll now pull up. I don't know whether you take it as a compliment that I should only write to you when in the dismalest of dumps—perhaps you ought to—you, the one emergent peak, to which I cling when all the rest of the world has sunk beneath the wave. Believe me, my Wendly boy, what poor possibility of friendship abides in the crazy frame of W. J. meanders about thy neighborhood. Good-bye! Keep the same bold front as ever to the Common Enemy—and don't forget your ally,

I'll wrap this up now. I’m not sure if you see it as a compliment that I only write to you when I’m feeling really down—maybe you should—you, the one shining light I hold onto when everything else feels like it’s drowning. Trust me, my Wendly boy, there’s not much hope for friendship in the chaotic mind of W. J. wandering around your area. Goodbye! Keep facing the Common Enemy with the same courage as always—and don’t forget your ally,

W. J.

W. J.

That is, after all, all I wanted to write you and it may float the rest of the letter. Pray give my warm regards to your father, mother and sister; and my love to the honest Gray and to Jim Higginson.

That’s really all I wanted to say to you, and it might carry through the rest of the letter. Please send my warm regards to your dad, mom, and sister; and my love to the kind Gray and to Jim Higginson.

[Written on the outside of the envelope.]

[Written on the outside of the envelope.]

Jan. 4. By a strange coincidence, after writing this last night, I received yours this morning. Not to sacrifice the postage-stamps which are already on the envelope (Economical W!) I don't reopen it. But I will write you again soon. Meanwhile, bless your heart! thank you! Vide Shakespeare: sonnet XXLX.

Jan. 4. By a strange coincidence, after writing this last night, I got your letter this morning. Not wanting to waste the postage that's already on the envelope (Economical W!), I won't reopen it. But I'll write to you again soon. In the meantime, bless your heart! Thank you! See Shakespeare: sonnet XXLX.

To Thomas W. Ward.

BERLIN, Jan. —, 1868.

BERLIN, Jan. —, 1868.

...It made me feel quite sad to hear you talk about the inward deadness and listlessness into which you had again fallen in New York. Bate not a jot of heart nor hope, but steer right onward. Take for granted that you've got a temperament from which you must make up your mind to expect twenty times as much anguish as other people need to get along with. Regard it as something as external to you as possible, like the curl of your hair. Remember when old December's darkness is everywhere about you, that the world is really in every minutest point as full of life as in the most joyous morning you ever lived through; that the sun is whanging down, and the waves dancing, and the gulls skimming down at the mouth of the Amazon, for instance, as freshly as in the first morning of creation; and the hour is just as fit as any hour that ever was for a new gospel of cheer to be preached. I am sure that one can, by merely thinking of these matters of fact, limit the power of one's evil moods over one's way of looking at the Kosmos.

...It made me really sad to hear you talk about the inner deadness and lack of energy you've fallen into again in New York. Don't lose heart or hope, but keep pushing forward. Just accept that you have a temperament that means you should expect to feel twenty times more pain than most people do. Think of it as something outside of you, like the way your hair curls. Remember that even when December's darkness is all around you, the world is still full of life in every tiny detail, just like the happiest morning you've ever experienced; the sun is shining down, the waves are dancing, and the seagulls are gliding over the Amazon, fresh as on the very first morning of creation; and this moment is just as right as any for a new message of hope to be shared. I believe that by simply reflecting on these truths, you can reduce the impact of negative moods on how you view the universe.

I am very glad that you think the methodical habits you must stick to in book-keeping are going to be good discipline to you. I confess to having had a little feeling of spite when I heard you had gone back on science; for I had always thought you would one day emerge into deep and clear water there—by keeping on long enough. But I really don't think it so all-important what our occupation is, so long as we do respectably and keep a clean bosom. Whatever we are not doing is pretty sure to come to us at intervals, in the midst of our toil, and fill us with pungent regrets that it is lost to us. I have felt so about zoölogy whenever I was not studying it, about anthropology when studying physiology, about practical medicine lately, now that I am cut off from it, etc., etc., etc.; and I conclude that that sort of nostalgia is a necessary incident of our having imaginations, and we must expect it more or less whatever we are about. I don't mean to say that in some occupations we should not have less of it though.

I’m really glad you think that the structured habits you have to stick to in bookkeeping will be good discipline for you. I admit I felt a bit resentful when I heard you decided to step away from science; I always thought you would eventually dive deep into it—if you just kept at it long enough. But honestly, I don’t believe it’s all that important what our job is, as long as we do it well and keep our integrity intact. Whatever we’re not doing will likely come back to us from time to time, in the middle of our work, and make us feel those sharp regrets for what we’ve missed out on. I’ve felt that way about zoology when I wasn’t studying it, about anthropology while studying physiology, about practical medicine recently, now that I can’t pursue it, and so on. I’ve concluded that this kind of nostalgia is just part of having imaginations, and we should expect to feel it to some extent no matter what we’re doing. I don’t mean to say that in some jobs we shouldn’t feel it less though.

My dear old Thomas, you have always sardonically greeted me as the man of calm and clockwork feelings. The reason is that your own vehemence and irregularity was so much greater, that it involuntarily, no matter what my private mood might have been, threw me into an outwardly antagonistic one in which I endeavored to be a clog to your mobility, as it were. So I fancy you have always given me credit for less sympathy with you and understanding of your feelings than I really have had. All last winter, for instance, when I was on the continual verge of suicide, it used to amuse me to hear you chaff my animal contentment. The appearance of it arose from my reaction against what seemed to me your unduly noisy and demonstrative despair. The fact is, I think, that we have both gone through a good deal of similar trouble; we resemble each other in being both persons of rather wide sympathies, not particularly logical in the processes of our minds, and of mobile temperament; though your physical temperament being so much more tremendous than mine makes a great quantitative difference both in your favor, and against you, as the case may be.

My dear old Thomas, you have always sarcastically greeted me as the guy with calm and steady emotions. The reason for this is that your own passion and unpredictability were so much stronger that it automatically, no matter how I was feeling inside, pushed me into a seemingly opposing attitude, where I struggled to be a brake on your energy, so to speak. So I believe you’ve often thought I had less sympathy and understanding for your feelings than I actually do. All last winter, for instance, when I was constantly on the edge of despair, it amused me to hear you tease me about my apparent happiness. That appearance came from my reaction to what I perceived as your overly loud and dramatic anguish. The truth is, I think we’ve both gone through a lot of similar struggles; we’re alike in that we both have pretty broad sympathies, not particularly logical thought processes, and lively temperaments; although your physical temperament is so much stronger than mine, which makes a significant difference both in your favor and against you, depending on the situation.

Well, neither of us wishes to be a mere loafer; each wishes a work which shall by its mere exercise interest him and at the same time allow him to feel that through it he takes hold of the reality of things—whatever that may be—in some measure. Now the first requisite is hard for us to fill, by reason of our wide sympathy and mobility; we can only choose a business in which the evil of feeling restless shall be at a minimum, and then go ahead and make the best of it. That minimum will grow less every year.—In this connection I will again refer to a poem you probably know: "A Grammarian's Funeral," by R. Browning, in "Men and Women." It always strengthens my backbone to read it, and I think the feeling it expresses of throwing upon eternity the responsibility of making good your one-sidedness somehow or other ("Leave now for dogs and apes, Man has forever") is a gallant one, and fit to be trusted if one-sided activity is in itself at all respectable.

Well, neither of us wants to be just a slacker; we both want work that will engage us and also make us feel connected to the reality of things—whatever that might be—in some way. The first requirement is tough for us to meet, due to our broad interests and flexibility; we can only pick a job where the restlessness we feel is kept to a minimum, and then just move forward and make the most of it. That minimum will likely decrease each year. In this context, I want to mention a poem you probably know: "A Grammarian's Funeral" by R. Browning, found in "Men and Women." Reading it always gives me strength, and I think the sentiment it conveys about throwing the responsibility of resolving your one-sidedness onto eternity ("Leave now for dogs and apes, Man has forever") is a brave one, and can be trusted if pursuing a single passion is at all respectable.

The other requirement is hard theoretically, though practically not so hard as the first. All I can tell you is the thought that with me outlasts all others, and onto which, like a rock, I find myself washed up when the waves of doubt are weltering over all the rest of the world; and that is the thought of my having a will, and of my belonging to a brotherhood of men possessed of a capacity for pleasure and pain of different kinds. For even at one's lowest ebb of belief, the fact remains empirically certain (and by our will we can, if not absolutely refrain from looking beyond that empirical fact, at least practically and on the whole accept it and let it suffice us)—that men suffer and enjoy. And if we have to give up all hope of seeing into the purposes of God, or to give up theoretically the idea of final causes, and of God anyhow as vain and leading to nothing for us, we can, by our will, make the enjoyment of our brothers stand us in the stead of a final cause; and through a knowledge of the fact that that enjoyment on the whole depends on what individuals accomplish, lead a life so active, and so sustained by a clean conscience as not to need to fret much. Individuals can add to the welfare of the race in a variety of ways. You may delight its senses or "taste" by some production of luxury or art, comfort it by discovering some moral truth, relieve its pain by concocting a new patent medicine, save its labor by a bit of machinery, or by some new application of a natural product. You may open a road, help start some social or business institution, contribute your mite in any way to the mass of the work which each generation subtracts from the task of the next; and you will come into real relations with your brothers—with some of them at least.

The other requirement is tough in theory, but practically not as challenging as the first one. All I can share is this thought that stays with me, like a rock, when doubts flood over the rest of the world; and that is the idea of having a will and belonging to a community of people who experience pleasure and pain in different ways. Even at our lowest point of belief, the undeniable fact remains (and through our will, we can, if not completely avoid looking beyond this fact, at least practically accept it and let it suffice)—that people suffer and find joy. And if we have to abandon all hope of understanding God's intentions, or if we theoretically reject the idea of final causes, and view God as pointless and unhelpful, we can use our will to make the joy of our fellow humans our final cause; and through understanding that this joy largely depends on what individuals achieve, we can live an active life, guided by a clear conscience, without worrying too much. Individuals can enhance the well-being of humanity in various ways. You might please their senses or "taste" with some luxury or art, comfort them by uncovering some moral truth, alleviate their suffering with a new medicine, save their effort with a piece of machinery, or by a new use of a natural resource. You may open a path, help establish a social or business initiative, contribute in any way to the collective work that each generation takes on for the next; and you will form genuine connections with your fellow humans—with at least some of them.

I know that in a certain point of view, and the most popular one, this seems a cold activity for our affections, a stone instead of bread. We long for sympathy, for a purely personal communication, first with the soul of the world, and then with the soul of our fellows. And happy are they who think, or know, that they have got them! But to those who must confess with bitter anguish that they are perfectly isolated from the soul of the world, and that the closest human love encloses a potential germ of estrangement or hatred, that all personal relation is finite, conditional, mixed (vide in Dana's "Household Book of Poetry," stanzas by C. P. Cranch, "Thought is deeper than speech," etc., etc.), it may not prove such an unfruitful substitute. At least, when you have added to the property of the race, even if no one knows your name, yet it is certain that, without what you have done, some individuals must needs be acting now in a somewhat different manner. You have modified their life; you are in real relation with them; you have in so far forth entered into their being. And is that such an unworthy stake to set up for our good, after all? Who are these men anyhow? Our predecessors, even apart from the physical link of generation, have made us what we are. Every thought you now have and every act and intention owes its complexion to the acts of your dead and living brothers. Everything we know and are is through men. We have no revelation but through man. Every sentiment that warms your gizzard, every brave act that ever made your pulse bound and your nostril open to a confident breath was a man's act. However mean a man may be, man is the best we know; and your loathing as you turn from what you probably call the vulgarity of human life—your homesick yearning for a Better, somewhere—is furnished by your manhood; your ideal is made up of traits suggested by past men's words and actions. Your manhood shuts you in forever, bounds all your thoughts like an overarching sky—and all the Good and True and High and Dear that you know by virtue of your sharing in it. They are the Natural Product of our Race. So that it seems to me that a sympathy with men as such, and a desire to contribute to the weal of a species, which, whatever may be said of it, contains All that we acknowledge as good, may very well form an external interest sufficient to keep one's moral pot boiling in a very lively manner to a good old age. The idea, in short, of becoming an accomplice in a sort of "Mankind its own God or Providence" scheme is a practical one.

I know that from a certain perspective, and the most common one, this seems like a cold activity for our feelings, a rock instead of food. We crave understanding, for a completely personal connection, first with the soul of the world, and then with the souls of others. And those who believe, or know, they have found that are lucky! But for those who must sadly admit that they feel completely cut off from the world, and that even the closest human love carries the risk of distance or dislike, knowing that all personal relationships are limited, conditional, and complex (see in Dana's "Household Book of Poetry," stanzas by C. P. Cranch, "Thought is deeper than speech," etc.), it might not seem like such a bad substitute. At least when you contribute to the progress of humanity, even if no one knows your name, it's clear that, without your contributions, some people must act a bit differently. You have changed their lives; you are in real connection with them; you have, to some extent, become part of their existence. And is that such a low goal to aim for after all? Who are these men anyway? Our ancestors, beyond just the physical link of birth, have shaped who we are. Every thought you currently have, every action and intention, is influenced by the actions of those who came before you and those living now. Everything we know and are comes from humans. We have no revelation except through humanity. Every feeling that energizes you, every courageous act that has made your heart race and your breath confident, was a human act. No matter how insignificant a person may seem, humans are the best we know; and your disdain when you turn away from what you probably call the commonness of life—your longing for a Better place is fueled by your humanity; your ideal is shaped by the thoughts and actions of those who came before. Your humanity confines you forever, shapes all your thoughts like a vast sky—and all the Good, True, High, and Dear that you know is because you share in it. They are the Natural Result of our Species. So, it seems to me that having empathy for people as a whole and a desire to contribute to the well-being of a species, which, no matter what is said about it, embodies everything we acknowledge as good, can certainly provide enough of an external motivation to keep one's moral drive strong well into old age. In short, the idea of becoming a partner in a kind of "Mankind as its own God or Providence" plan is a practical one.

I don't mean, by any means, to affirm that we must come to that, I only say it is a mode of envisaging life; which is capable of affording moral support—and may at any rate help to bridge over the despair of skeptical intervals. I confess that, in the lonesome gloom which beset me for a couple of months last summer, the only feeling that kept me from giving up was that by waiting and living, by hook or crook, long enough, I might make my nick, however small a one, in the raw stuff the race has got to shape, and so assert my reality. The stoic feeling of being a sentinel obeying orders without knowing the general's plans is a noble one. And so is the divine enthusiasm of moral culture (Channing, etc.), and I think that, successively, they may all help to ballast the same man.

I don’t mean to say that we have to accept this, I’m just suggesting it’s one way to look at life; it can provide moral support—and at least help ease the despair during skeptical times. I admit that during the lonely darkness that surrounded me for a couple of months last summer, the only thing that kept me from giving up was the hope that by waiting and living, in any way possible, long enough, I might make my mark, however small, on the raw material that humanity has to work with, and thereby affirm my existence. The stoic feeling of being a guard following orders without knowing the commander’s plans is a powerful one. So is the passionate commitment to moral improvement (Channing, etc.), and I believe that, over time, they can all help ground the same person.

What a preacher I'm getting to be! I had no idea when I sat down to begin this long letter that I was going to be carried away so far. I feel like a humbug whenever I endeavor to enunciate moral truths, because I am at bottom so skeptical. But I resolved to throw off "views" to you, because I know how stimulated you are likely to be by any accidental point of view or formula which you may not exactly have struck on before (e.g., what you write me of the effect of that sentence of your mother's about marrying). I had no idea this morning that I had so many of the elements of a Pascal in me. Excuse the presumption.—But to go back. I think that in business as well as in science one can have this philanthropic aspiration satisfied. I have been growing lately to feel that a great mistake of my past life—which has been prejudicial to my education, and by telling me which, and by making me understand it some years ago, some one might have conferred a great benefit on me—is an impatience of results. Inexperience of life is the cause of it, and I imagine it is generally an American characteristic. I think you suffer from it. Results should not be too voluntarily aimed at or too busily thought of. They are sure to float up of their own accord, from a long enough daily work at a given matter; and I think the work as a mere occupation ought to be the primary interest with us. At least, I am sure this is so in the intellectual realm, and I strongly suspect it is the secret of German prowess therein. Have confidence, even when you seem to yourself to be making no progress, that, if you but go on in your own uninteresting way, they must bloom out in their good time. Ouf, my dear old Tom! I think I must pull up. I have no time or energy left to gossip to thee of our life here....

What a preacher I'm turning into! I had no idea when I started this long letter that I’d get carried away like this. I feel like a fraud whenever I try to express moral truths because deep down, I'm really skeptical. But I decided to share my “views” with you because I know how inspired you can get by any new perspective or idea you might not have encountered before (like what you told me about the impact of that sentence your mom said about marriage). I didn’t realize this morning that I had so much of a Pascal inside me. Forgive the arrogance. But getting back to it, I believe that you can fulfill this philanthropic desire in both business and science. Lately, I’ve come to recognize a significant mistake from my past—a mistake that has hindered my education—and if someone had pointed it out to me, it could have greatly benefited me. It’s my impatience for results. It's caused by my inexperience in life, and I think it’s a common trait among Americans. I think you struggle with it too. We shouldn’t aim too eagerly for results or dwell on them too much. They will naturally come from consistent work over time, and I believe that the work itself should be our main focus. At the very least, this seems true in the intellectual field, and I strongly suspect it’s the reason for German success there. Have faith, even when it feels like you’re making no progress; if you keep going in your own unexciting way, those results will eventually come to fruition. Ouf, my dear old Tom! I think I need to stop now. I have no time or energy left to talk to you about our life here...

To his Father.

TEPLITZ, Jan. 22, 1868.

TEPLITZ, Jan 22, 1868.

My dear Dad,—Don't allow yourself to be shocked with surprise on reading the above date till you hear the reasons which have brought me here at this singular season. They are grounded in the increasing wear and tear of my life in Berlin, and in my growing impatience to get well enough to be able to do some work in the summer.... I find myself getting more interested in physiology and nourishing a hope that I may be able to make its study (and perhaps its teaching) my profession; and, joining the thought that if I came to Teplitz now for three weeks I could have still another turn at it, if necessary, in April,—before the summer semester at Heidelberg began,—to the consciousness that in my present condition I was doing worse than wasting time at Berlin, I took advantage of a fine sunshiny morning four days ago, packed my trunk, said good-bye to T. S. Perry, and took the railroad for this place. I hope you won't think from seeing me back here that my loudly trumpeted improvement in the autumn was fallacious. On the contrary, I feel more than ever, now that I am back in presence of my old measures of strength (distances, etc.), how substantial that improvement was—only it has not yet bridged the way up to complete soundness.

My dear Dad,—Don’t be too surprised when you see the date above until you hear what brought me here at this unusual time. It’s related to the constant wear and tear of my life in Berlin and my growing eagerness to get well enough to work this summer.... I’m becoming more interested in physiology and hope that I might be able to make studying (and maybe teaching) it my career; and considering that if I came to Teplitz now for three weeks, I could have another chance later in April,—before the summer semester at Heidelberg starts,—along with the realization that I was wasting time in Berlin with my current condition, I took advantage of a sunny morning four days ago, packed my trunk, said goodbye to T. S. Perry, and took the train to this place. I hope you don’t think that my big claims of improvement last autumn were false. On the contrary, I realize now, being back in the presence of my usual measures of strength (distances, etc.), how genuine that improvement was—though it hasn’t yet led to complete health.

I have been feeling for a month past that I ought to come here, but an effeminate shrinking from loneliness and so forth, and the inhuman blackness of the weather kept me from it. Now that I am here, I am only sorry I deferred it so long. I found the Fürstenbad open, and with four other "cure-guests" in it. All its varletry, male and female, fat as wood-chucks from their winter's repose; a theatre (!) going in town three times a week; the head waiter of the restaurant where in the summer I used, for the price of a glass of milk, to read the "Times" and the "Independence Belge," no longer wearing the pallid look of stern and desperate business with which he used to scud around among the crowded tables, and which used to make me stand in mortal fear of him, but appearing as a comfortable and red-cheeked human being with even greater conversational gifts than usual; every one moreover glad to see me, etc., etc. The veil of winter has been lifted for a week and the buried spring [has] peeped out and taken a-breathing before her time. Today everything is a-dripping, the earth has a moving smell, and the sky is full of spots of melting blue. If such weather but lasts, the time will pass here very quickly. I have brought a lot of good books, and if their interest wanes have the whole circulating library to fall back on. So much for Teplitz.

I've felt for the past month that I should come here, but my reluctant fear of being alone and the awful, gloomy weather kept me from doing it. Now that I'm here, I regret waiting so long. I found the Fürstenbad open, with four other "cure-guests" in it. All the staff, both male and female, are as plump as woodchucks after their winter hibernation; there's even a theater (!) in town three times a week. The head waiter at the restaurant where I used to read the "Times" and the "Independence Belge" for the price of a glass of milk no longer has that pale, tense look of someone rushing through his duties. Instead, he looks like a cheerful, red-cheeked person with even better conversational skills than before; everyone is glad to see me, and so on. The winter gloom has lifted for a week, and the hidden spring has peeked out and taken a breath a little early. Today everything is dripping, the earth has a fresh smell, and the sky is speckled with melting blue spots. If this weather lasts, time will fly by here. I brought a lot of great books, and if their interest fades, I have the entire circulating library as backup. That’s it for Teplitz.

Sunday before last Mrs. Bancroft told me that the most beautiful woman in Berlin had asked after me with affection and expressed a desire to see me. After making me guess in vain she told me that it was Mrs. Lieutenant Pertz, née Emma Wilkinson.[43] I went to see her and found her looking hardly a day older or different, and certainly very good-looking, though probably Mrs. B.'s description was exaggerated. She had the sweetest and simplest of manners and asked all about the family, to whom she sends her love. She told me nothing particular about her own family which we did not know, except that Jamie had an aquiline nose. She has three fine children, much more of the British than the German type, and it was right pleasant to see her. She has very handsome brown eyes. Nice manners are a very charming thing, and some of the ladies here might set a good example to some other young ladies I might mention (who do not live 100 miles from Quincy Street); Fräulein Borneman, for example. Let Alice cultivate a manner clinging yet self-sustained, reserved yet confidential; let her face beam with serious beauty, and glow with quiet delight at having you speak to her; let her exhibit short glimpses of a soul with wings, as it were (but very short ones); let her voice be musical and the tones of her voice full of caressing, and every movement of her full of grace, and you have no idea how lovely she will become.... I am sorry Wilky has had a relapse of his fever. He and Bob are still the working ones of the family (Harry too, though!), but I hope my day will yet come. Give him and Bob a great deal of love for me. Life in Teplitz is favorable to letter-writing and I will write to Bob next week. Love to every one else, from yours ever,

Sunday before last, Mrs. Bancroft told me that the most beautiful woman in Berlin had inquired about me with warmth and expressed a wish to see me. After making me guess without success, she revealed that it was Mrs. Lieutenant Pertz, née Emma Wilkinson. I went to visit her and found her looking hardly a day older or different and definitely very attractive, though Mrs. B.'s description might have been a bit exaggerated. She had the sweetest and simplest manners and asked all about the family, to whom she sends her regards. She didn’t share anything new about her own family that we didn’t already know, except that Jamie had an aquiline nose. She has three lovely children, more British in appearance than German, and it was really nice to see her. She has very beautiful brown eyes. Good manners are truly charming, and some of the ladies here could learn a thing or two from certain other young ladies I could name (who don’t live 100 miles from Quincy Street); like Fräulein Borneman, for example. Let Alice develop a manner that’s both engaging and self-assured, reserved yet open; let her face radiate serious beauty and show quiet joy when talking to you; let her offer brief glimpses of a soul with wings, as it were (but very brief ones); let her voice be melodic and full of soothing tones, and let every movement of hers be graceful, and you wouldn’t believe how lovely she will become…. I’m sorry Wilky has had a relapse of his fever. He and Bob are still the ones doing the work in the family (Harry too, though!), but I hope my time will come. Please send him and Bob a lot of love from me. Life in Teplitz is perfect for letter-writing, and I’ll write to Bob next week. Love to everyone else, yours always,

WM. JAMES.

W. James.

To Henry James.

Fürstenbad, Teplitz, Mar. 4, 1868.

Fürstenbad, Teplice, Mar. 4, 1868.

...I have been admitted to the intimacy of a family here named G——, who keep a hotel and restaurant. Immense, bulky, garrulous, kind-hearted woman, father with thick red face, little eyes and snow-white hair, two daughters of about twenty. The whole conversation and tea-taking there reminded me so exactly of Erckmann-Chatrian's stories that I wanted to get a stenographer and a photographer to take them down. The great, thick remarks, all about housekeeping and domestic economy of some sort or other; the jokes; the masses of eatables, from the awful swine soup (tasting of nothing I could think of but the perspiration of the animal and which the terrible mother forced me to gulp down by accusing me, whenever I grew pale and faltered, of not relishing their food), through the sausages (liver sausages, blood sausages, and more), to the beer and wine; then the masses of odoriferous cheese, which I refused in spite of all attacks, entreaties and accusations, and then heard, oh, horrors! with somewhat the feeling I suppose with which a criminal hears the judge pass sentence of death upon him,—then heard an order given for some more sausages to be brought in to me instead; the air of religious earnestness with which the eating of the father was talked about, how the mother told the daughter not to give him so much wine, because he never enjoyed his beer so much after it, while he with his silver spectacles and pointing with his pudgy forefinger to the lines, read out of the newspaper half aloud to himself; the immense long room with walls of dark wood, the big old-fashioned china stove at each end of it, etc., etc.,—all brought up the Taverne du Jambon de Mayence into my mind....

...I’ve been welcomed into the close-knit family here named G——, who run a hotel and restaurant. There’s an enormous, talkative, warm-hearted woman, a father with a thick red face, small eyes, and snow-white hair, and two daughters around twenty. The whole vibe and tea-drinking there reminded me so much of Erckmann-Chatrian’s stories that I wanted to hire a stenographer and a photographer to capture it all. The grand, bulky conversations, all about housekeeping and some kind of domestic management; the jokes; the piles of food, from the awful pig soup (which tasted like nothing I could think of other than the animal’s sweat and which the stern mother forced me to gulp down by accusing me, whenever I turned pale and hesitated, of not enjoying their cooking), through the sausages (liver sausages, blood sausages, and more), to the beer and wine; then the huge amounts of fragrant cheese, which I turned down despite all the attacks, pleas, and accusations, and then heard, oh, the horror! with somewhat of the dread I suppose a criminal feels when the judge delivers a death sentence,—then heard an order given for even more sausages to be brought to me instead; the serious atmosphere with which they discussed the father’s eating habits, how the mother advised the daughter not to give him too much wine because he enjoyed his beer less afterward, while he, with his silver glasses and pointing with his chubby finger to the lines, read from the newspaper half-aloud to himself; the vast long room with dark wooden walls, the large old-fashioned china stove at each end of it, etc., etc.,—all brought to mind the Taverne du Jambon de Mayence....

[W. J.]

[W. J.]

 

The water-cure at Teplitz worked no cure; but James repaired to Heidelberg in the spring, to hear Helmholtz lecture and with the hope of following the medical courses during the summer semester. Once more he had to stop work, and for a while he returned to Berlin. From there he traveled by way of Geneva, stopping characteristically for only the very briefest of glances at the familiar scenes of his school-days, and hurrying on to spend the latter part of the summer at another watering-place, Divonne in Savoy. The following brief letter seems to have been written there, and is interesting as a first reference to Charles Renouvier, a French philosopher who later exercised an important influence on James's thinking.

The water treatment at Teplitz didn’t help at all; but James went to Heidelberg in the spring to hear Helmholtz's lecture and hoped to take medical courses during the summer semester. Once again, he had to pause his work and returned to Berlin for a while. From there, he traveled through Geneva, taking only the briefest look at the familiar sights of his school days, and rushed on to spend the latter part of the summer at another spa, Divonne in Savoy. The following short letter seems to have been written there and is notable as the first mention of Charles Renouvier, a French philosopher who would later have a significant impact on James's thinking.

To his Father.

[Divonne?], Oct. 5, 1868.

[Divonne?], Oct. 5, 1868.

DEAR FATHER,—...I have not been doing much studying lately, nor indeed for some time past, though I manage to keep something dribbling all the while. I began the other day Kant's "Kritik," which is written crabbedly enough, but which strikes me so far as almost the sturdiest and honestest piece of work I ever saw. Whether right or wrong (and it is pretty clearly wrong in a great many details of its Analytik part, however the rest may be), there it stands like a great snag or mark to which everything metaphysical or psychological must be referred. I wish I had read it earlier. It is very slow reading and I shall only give it a couple of hours daily.

DEAR FATHER,—...I haven't been studying much lately, or really for a while now, though I manage to keep some thoughts flowing all the time. The other day, I started Kant's "Critique," which is written somewhat awkwardly, but so far, it seems like the most solid and genuine piece of work I've ever come across. Whether it's right or wrong (and it clearly gets a lot of details in its Analytic section wrong, regardless of the rest), it stands like a significant marker that everything metaphysical or psychological must be related to. I wish I had read it sooner. It's slow going, and I'm only planning to spend a couple of hours on it each day.

I got a little book by a number of authors, "L'Année 1867 Philosophique," which may interest you if you have not got it already. The introduction, a review of the state of philosophy in France for some years back, is by one Charles Renouvier, of whom I never heard before but who, for vigor of style and compression, going to the core of half a dozen things in a single sentence, so different from the namby-pamby diffusiveness of most Frenchmen, is unequaled by anyone. He takes his stand on Kant. I have not read the rest of the book.

I picked up a small book by several authors called "L'Année 1867 Philosophique," which you might find interesting if you haven't already read it. The introduction, which reviews the state of philosophy in France from a few years back, is written by a Charles Renouvier, someone I hadn't heard of before. However, his writing is powerful and concise, getting to the essence of several topics in just one sentence, which is a refreshing change from the overly elaborate style of most French writers. He bases his ideas on Kant. I haven't read the rest of the book.

Here I stop and take my douche. I will be as economical as I can this winter in details, and next summer will see us together. I wish I had the inclination to write, or anything to write about, as Harry has. I feel ashamed of fattening on the common purse when all the other boys are working, but writing seems for me next to impossible. Lots of love to all. Yours,

Here I pause and take my shower. I’ll be as frugal as I can this winter in my details, and next summer will have us together. I wish I had the motivation to write, or anything to write about, like Harry does. I feel guilty about living off the shared resources when all the other guys are working, but writing feels nearly impossible for me. Lots of love to everyone. Yours,

W. J.

W. J.

 

The "cure" at Divonne was as profitless as had been the similar experiments at Teplitz. So instead of staying abroad for the winter, James turned his face homeward almost immediately. After a fortnight's companionship with H. P. Bowditch in Paris, he embarked on November 7 for America, disappointed in the chief hopes with which he had landed in Europe eighteen months before, but much matured in character and thought, and resolved to seek his health and his career at home.

The "cure" at Divonne was just as useless as the similar experiences at Teplitz. So instead of staying in Europe for the winter, James decided to head home almost right away. After spending two weeks with H. P. Bowditch in Paris, he set off for America on November 7, feeling let down by the main hopes he had when he arrived in Europe eighteen months earlier, but much more developed in character and thought, and determined to pursue his health and career back home.

Pencil Sketch from a Pocket Note-Book.
Pencil Sketch from a Pocket Note-Book.

Pencil Sketch from a Pocket Note-Book.
Pencil drawing from a pocket notebook.

VI

1869-1872

Invalidism in Cambridge

Disability in Cambridge

THE return to Cambridge from Germany in November, 1868, marked the beginning of four outwardly uneventful years. James spent them under his father's roof. His family and intimate friends were usually close at hand; the stream of his correspondence shrank to almost nothing. The few letters that have been preserved do incomplete justice to this period, but can, fortunately, be supplemented by other documents.

THE return to Cambridge from Germany in November 1868 marked the start of four seemingly uneventful years. James spent this time living with his father. His family and close friends were usually nearby; his correspondence dwindled to almost nothing. The few letters that have been preserved don't fully capture this period, but can, thankfully, be complemented by other documents.

 

James obtained his medical degree easily enough in June, 1869; but he had no thought of engaging in the practice of medicine. He wanted to go on with physiology; but he was not strong enough to work in a laboratory. Condemned to sedentary occupations, and without any definite responsibilities, he seemed, to his own jaundiced vision, to be declining into a desultory and profitless idleness.

James got his medical degree just fine in June 1869, but he had no intention of practicing medicine. He wanted to continue with physiology, but he wasn't strong enough to work in a lab. Stuck with desk jobs and lacking any real responsibilities, he felt, in his skewed perspective, like he was slipping into a pointless and aimless idleness.

In this he was hardly fair to himself or to the conditions. It is true that he had no remunerative occupation, and that he could look forward to no well-defined professional career for which he could be preparing and training himself. He was, also, handicapped by the fact that sometimes he could not use his eyes for more than two hours a day. On the other hand, he would probably not have been happy in any professional harness into which he could then have fitted, and was really more fortunate in having leisure to read and discuss and fill note-books forced upon him between his twenty-seventh and thirty-first years. Such leisure has been the unattained goal of many another man with a mind not one tenth so curious and speculative as his; and few men who have attained it have made as good use of their free time as James made of the years 1869 to 1872.

In this, he wasn't really fair to himself or to the situation. It's true that he didn't have a paying job, and he couldn't look forward to a clear professional path to prepare for. He was also limited by the fact that sometimes he couldn't use his eyes for more than two hours a day. On the flip side, he probably wouldn't have been happy in any job he could have taken on at that time, and he was actually better off having the time to read, discuss, and fill notebooks during his twenty-seventh to thirty-first years. This kind of free time has been the unachievable goal for many men whose minds aren't even a fraction as curious and inquisitive as his; and few who have had such time have made as good use of it as James did from 1869 to 1872.

His eyes were weak, to be sure, and his letters usually bewail his inability to use them more. But, skipping as he had trained himself to, and snatching at every opportunity, he somehow got over a great deal of reading in neurology, physiology of the nervous system, and psychology. He was not confined to the books that were on the shelves of the Quincy Street house, but could borrow from the excellent Harvard and Boston libraries without inconvenience. At times, when he was able to read for several hours a day, he used, as he put it, "to keep himself from using his mind too much" by turning to non-professional literature in German, French, and English. One letter to his brother (June 1, 1869) affords material for reflection upon the range and power of assimilation of a mind which could seek such relaxation. "I have," he writes in this letter, "been reading for recreation, since you left, a good many German books: Steffens and C. P. Moritz's autobiographies, some lyric poetry, W. Humboldt's letters, Schmidt's history of German literature, etc., which have brought to a head the slowly maturing feeling of German culture.... Reading of the revival, or rather the birth, of German literature—Kant, Schiller, Goethe, Jacobi, Fichte, Schelling, [the] Schlegels, Tieck, Richter, Herder, Steffens, W. Humboldt, and a number of others—puts one into a real classical period. These men were all interesting as men, each standing as a type or representative of a certain way of taking life, and beginning at the bottom—taking nothing for granted. In England, the only parallel I can think of is Coleridge, and in France, Rousseau and Diderot. If the heroes and heroines of all of Ste.-Beuve's gossip had had a tenth part of the significance of these and their male and female friends, bad readers like myself would never think of growing impatient with him as an old debauchee." A diary entry made by his sister Alice, a few years later says: "In old days, when [William's] eyes were bad, and I used to begin to tell him something which I thought of interest from whatever book I might be reading ... he would invariably say, 'I glanced into that book yesterday and read that.'"[44]

His eyes were definitely weak, and his letters often express his frustration with not being able to use them more. But, training himself to skip over text, he seized every opportunity and managed to read a lot about neurology, the physiology of the nervous system, and psychology. He didn't limit himself to the books on the shelves of the Quincy Street house; he could borrow from the great Harvard and Boston libraries without any trouble. Sometimes, when he could read for several hours a day, he said he would turn to non-professional literature in German, French, and English to "keep himself from using his mind too much." One letter to his brother (June 1, 1869) provides food for thought about the range and depth of a mind that could seek such relaxation. "Since you left," he writes in this letter, "I've been reading quite a few German books for fun: Steffens and C. P. Moritz's autobiographies, some lyric poetry, W. Humboldt's letters, Schmidt's history of German literature, etc., which have brought to the surface my gradually developing appreciation for German culture.... Reading about the revival, or rather the birth, of German literature—Kant, Schiller, Goethe, Jacobi, Fichte, Schelling, the Schlegels, Tieck, Richter, Herder, Steffens, W. Humboldt, and several others—places you in a true classical period. These men were all fascinating as individuals, each representing a specific approach to life, starting from the ground up—taking nothing for granted. In England, the only parallel I can think of is Coleridge, and in France, Rousseau and Diderot. If the heroes and heroines of all of Ste.-Beuve's gossip had even a fraction of the significance of these figures and their male and female associates, bad readers like me would never get impatient with him as an old debauchee." A diary entry made by his sister Alice a few years later notes: "In the old days, when [William's] eyes were bad, and I would start to share something interesting from whatever book I was reading ... he would always say, 'I glanced into that book yesterday and read that.'"[44]

He had already formed the habit of making marginal notes, of writing down summaries of his reading, and of formulating his ideas on paper—the admirable practice, in short, of confiding in note-books and addressing himself freely to the waste-basket. For instance: "In 1869, when still a medical student, he began to write an essay showing how almost everyone who speculated about brain processes illicitly interpolated into his account of them links derived from the entirely heterogeneous universe of Feeling. Spencer, Hodgson (in his 'Time and Space'), Maudsley, Lockhart, Clarke, Bain, Dr. Carpenter, and other authors were cited as having been guilty of the confusion. The writing was soon stopped because he perceived that the view which he was upholding against these authors was a pure conception, with no proofs to be adduced of its reality."[45]

He had already developed the habit of making notes in the margins, writing summaries of his readings, and putting his thoughts down on paper—the excellent practice, in short, of relying on notebooks and freely discarding ideas into the wastebasket. For example: "In 1869, when he was still a medical student, he started writing an essay to show how almost everyone discussing brain processes unfairly inserted ideas from the completely unrelated realm of Feelings into their arguments. Spencer, Hodgson (in his 'Time and Space'), Maudsley, Lockhart, Clarke, Bain, Dr. Carpenter, and other authors were mentioned as having made this mistake. He quickly stopped writing when he realized that the perspective he was defending against these authors was just a concept, with no evidence to support its validity."[45]

He kept some of his memoranda in a series of the alphabetized blank-books which used to be sold under the name of "Todd's Index Rerum" during the sixties, and which were devised to facilitate indexing and reference. He continued to make entries in these books until 1890, and perhaps later. He also filled copy-books and pocket note-books, of which a few mutilated but interesting fragments remain. In these he sometimes copied out quotations, sometimes noted comments on his reading, sometimes tried to clothe an idea of his own in precise words. Occasionally he made diary-like entries that show how familiar a companion he was making of the note-book. He was already at his ease in the practice of the Baconian maxim that reading maketh a full man, conference a ready man, and writing an exact man.

He kept some of his notes in a series of alphabetized blank books that used to be sold as "Todd's Index Rerum" during the sixties, designed to make indexing and referencing easier. He continued adding entries to these books until 1890, and possibly even later. He also filled copybooks and pocket notebooks, of which a few damaged but interesting pieces still exist. In these, he sometimes copied quotes, noted comments on his reading, and occasionally tried to express his own ideas in clear terms. Every now and then, he made diary-like entries that show how comfortable he was becoming with the notebook. He was already at

A few book-notices or reviews did reach the public. Seven are listed under the years 1868 to 1872 in Professor R. B. Perry's "List of Published Writings." Although the matter of these reviews is seldom of present-day interest, the curious reader will find sentences and paragraphs in them that are prophetic of passages in James's later writings, and will observe that he already commanded a style that expressed the color and quality of his thought.[46]

A few book reviews did make it to the public. Seven are noted under the years 1868 to 1872 in Professor R. B. Perry's "List of Published Writings." While the content of these reviews is rarely of interest today, the curious reader will find sentences and paragraphs in them that predict themes in James's later work, and will notice that he already had a writing style that conveyed the depth and nuance of his thoughts.[46]

 

Considering that James, while still in his twenties, had found such resources within himself, and had learned how to occupy himself in ways so appropriate to the development of his best faculties, it would seem that he need not have labored under any sense of frustration and impotence. But such a feeling undoubtedly did weigh heavily upon him during more or less of the whole period between his winter in Berlin and 1872. And it was indeed due in great part to something else than the mere fact that he could not yet feel the rungs of the ladder of any particular career under his feet. No reader of the "Varieties of Religious Experience" can have doubted that he had known religious despondency himself as well as observed the distress of it in others. The problem of the moral constitution of things, the question of man's relation to the Universe,—whether significant or impotent and meaningless,—these had clearly come home to him as more than questions of metaphysical discourse. It was during this period that such doubts invaded his consciousness in a way that was personal and intimate and, for the time being, oppressive. He was tormented by misgivings which almost paralyzed his naturally buoyant spirit. Bad health, a feeling of the purposelessness of his own particular existence, his philosophic doubts and his constant preoccupation with them, all these combined to plunge him into a state of morbid depression. He seems to have hidden the depth of it from those who were about him. He even had an experience of that kind of melancholy "which takes the form of panic fear." When he wrote the chapter on the "sick soul" thirty years later, he put into it an account of this experience. He still disguised it as the report of an anonymous "French correspondent." Subsequently he admitted to M. Abauzit that the passage was really the story of his own case,[47] and it may be repeated here, for the words of the fictitious French correspondent, who was really James, are the most authentic statement that could be given. They will be found at page 160 of the "Varieties of Religious Experience."

Considering that James, while still in his twenties, discovered such resources within himself and learned how to engage in activities that were ideal for developing his best qualities, it seems he shouldn't have felt any frustration or powerlessness. However, this feeling undoubtedly weighed heavily on him during most of the time between his winter in Berlin and 1872. This was largely due to more than just the fact that he couldn't yet sense the steps of a specific career beneath him. No reader of "Varieties of Religious Experience" can doubt that he experienced religious despair himself as well as witnessed it in others. The problem of the moral structure of the world, the question of humanity's relation to the Universe—whether significant or random and meaningless—was clearly more personal than just abstract metaphysical questions for him. During this time, such doubts affected his mind in a deeply personal and overwhelming way. He was tormented by uncertainties that nearly paralyzed his naturally optimistic spirit. Poor health, feelings of the futility of his own existence, his philosophical doubts, and his constant worry about them all contributed to a state of intense depression. It seems he managed to hide the severity of this from those around him. He even experienced that type of melancholy "which manifests as panic fear." When he wrote the chapter on the "sick soul" thirty years later, he included an account of this experience but disguised it as a story from an anonymous "French correspondent." Later, he admitted to M. Abauzit that this passage was actually about his own situation, and it can be repeated here because the words of the fictional French correspondent, who was really James, offer the most authentic statement possible. They can be found on page 160 of "Varieties of Religious Experience."

"Whilst in this state of philosophic pessimism and general depression of spirits about my prospects, I went one evening into a dressing-room in the twilight, to procure some article that was there; when suddenly there fell upon me without any warning, just as if it came out of the darkness, a horrible fear of my own existence. Simultaneously there arose in my mind the image of an epileptic patient whom I had seen in the asylum, a black-haired youth with greenish skin, entirely idiotic, who used to sit all day on one of the benches, or rather shelves, against the wall, with his knees drawn up against his chin, and the coarse gray undershirt, which was his only garment, drawn over them, inclosing his entire figure. He sat there like a sort of sculptured Egyptian cat or Peruvian mummy, moving nothing but his black eyes and looking absolutely non-human. This image and my fear entered into a species of combination with each other. That shape am I, I felt, potentially. Nothing that I possess can defend me against that fate, if the hour for it should strike for me as it struck for him. There was such a horror of him, and such a perception of my own merely momentary discrepancy from him, that it was as if something hitherto solid within my breast gave way entirely, and I became a mass of quivering fear. After this the universe was changed for me altogether. I awoke morning after morning with a horrible dread at the pit of my stomach, and with a sense of the insecurity of life that I never knew before, and that I have never felt since. It was like a revelation; and although the immediate feelings passed away, the experience has made me sympathetic with the morbid feelings of others ever since. It gradually faded, but for months I was unable to go out into the dark alone.

"While I was in this state of philosophical pessimism and general depression about my future, one evening I went into a dressing room at twilight to get something that was there. Suddenly, without any warning, just as if it came out of the darkness, a horrible fear of my own existence hit me. At the same time, I imagined an epileptic patient I had seen in the asylum, a black-haired young man with greenish skin, completely unresponsive, who would sit all day on one of the benches, or rather shelves, against the wall, with his knees tucked up to his chin, covered by the coarse gray undershirt that was his only clothing, enveloping his entire body. He looked like a sculpted Egyptian cat or a Peruvian mummy, moving only his black eyes and appearing utterly non-human. This image and my fear merged in a strange way. That shape is me, I felt, potentially. Nothing I possess can protect me from that fate if the moment comes for me just as it did for him. I felt such horror toward him and a strong awareness of my own temporary difference from him that it was as if something solid within me completely collapsed, and I became a mass of trembling fear. After that, the universe completely changed for me. I woke up every morning with a terrible dread in my stomach and a sense of life's insecurity that I had never felt before and have never felt since. It was like a revelation; and even though those immediate feelings faded, the experience has made me sympathetic toward the morbid feelings of others ever since. It gradually faded, but for months, I couldn’t go out into the dark alone."

"In general I dreaded to be left alone. I remember wondering how other people could live, how I myself had ever lived, so unconscious of that pit of insecurity beneath the surface of life. My mother in particular, a very cheerful person, seemed to me a perfect paradox in her unconsciousness of danger, which you may well believe I was very careful not to disturb by revelations of my own state of mind. I have always thought that this experience of melancholia of mine had a religious bearing.... I mean that the fear was so invasive and powerful that, if I had not clung to scripture-texts like The eternal God is my refuge, etc., Come unto me all ye that labor and are heavy-laden, etc., I am the Resurrection and the Life, etc., I think I should have grown really insane."

"In general, I hated being left alone. I remember wondering how other people could get by, how I had ever managed to live, so unaware of that pit of insecurity lurking beneath the surface of life. My mother, in particular—a really cheerful person—seemed like a perfect contradiction in her obliviousness to danger, which you can bet I was very careful not to disrupt by revealing my own state of mind. I’ve always thought that my experience with melancholia had a spiritual aspect... I mean, the fear was so overwhelming and intense that if I hadn’t held on to scripture verses like The eternal God is my refuge, etc., Come unto me all ye that labor and are heavy-laden, etc., I am the Resurrection and the Life, etc., I think I would have really lost my mind."

The date of this experience cannot and need not be fixed exactly. It was undoubtedly later than the Berlin winter and after the return to Cambridge. Perhaps it was during the winter of 1869-70, for one of the note-books contains an entry dated April 30, 1870, in which James's resolution and self-confidence appear to be reasserting themselves. This entry must be quoted too. It is not only illuminating with respect to 1870, but suggests parts of the "Psychology" and of the philosophic essays that later gave comfort and courage to unnumbered readers.

The exact date of this experience doesn’t need to be pinned down. It was definitely after the Berlin winter and after returning to Cambridge. It was probably during the winter of 1869-70, as one of the notebooks has a note dated April 30, 1870, showing that James’s determination and confidence were coming back. This entry should be included too. It not only sheds light on 1870 but also hints at parts of the "Psychology" and the philosophical essays that later inspired countless readers.

"I think that yesterday was a crisis in my life. I finished the first part of Renouvier's second "Essais" and see no reason why his definition of Free Will—"the sustaining of a thought because I choose to when I might have other thoughts"—need be the definition of an illusion. At any rate, I will assume for the present—until next year—that it is no illusion. My first act of free will shall be to believe in free will. For the remainder of the year, I will abstain from the mere speculation and contemplative Grüblei[48] in which my nature takes most delight, and voluntarily cultivate the feeling of moral freedom, by reading books favorable to it, as well as by acting. After the first of January, my callow skin being somewhat fledged, I may perhaps return to metaphysical study and skepticism without danger to my powers of action. For the present then remember: care little for speculation; much for the form of my action; recollect that only when habits of order are formed can we advance to really interesting fields of action—and consequently accumulate grain on grain of willful choice like a very miser; never forgetting how one link dropped undoes an indefinite number. Principiis obsta—Today has furnished the exceptionally passionate initiative which Bain posits as needful for the acquisition of habits. I will see to the sequel. Not in maxims, not in Anschauungen,[49] but in accumulated acts of thought lies salvation. Passer outre. Hitherto, when I have felt like taking a free initiative, like daring to act originally, without carefully waiting for contemplation of the external world to determine all for me, suicide seemed the most manly form to put my daring into; now, I will go a step further with my will, not only act with it, but believe as well; believe in my individual reality and creative power. My belief, to be sure, can't be optimistic—but I will posit life (the real, the good) in the self-governing resistance of the ego to the world. Life shall [be built in][50] doing and suffering and creating."

"I think yesterday was a turning point in my life. I finished the first part of Renouvier's second "Essais" and I see no reason why his definition of Free Will—'the sustaining of a thought because I choose to when I could have other thoughts'—should be seen as an illusion. For now, I'll assume—until next year—that it is not an illusion. My first act of free will will be to believe in free will. For the rest of the year, I'll avoid mere speculation and the contemplative Grüblei[48] that my nature enjoys so much, and I will intentionally develop the feeling of moral freedom by reading supportive books and taking action. After January first, once I have gained some experience, I might return to metaphysical study and skepticism without harming my ability to act. So for now, remember: don’t focus too much on speculation; focus a lot on the form of my actions; understand that only when good habits are established can we move on to truly interesting fields of action—and accumulate willful choices like a miser saving grain; never forgetting that one broken link can disrupt countless others. Principiis obsta—Today has given me the intense motivation that Bain suggests is essential for developing habits. I’ll take care of what comes next. Not in maxims, not in Anschauungen,[49] but in repeated acts of thought lies my salvation. Passer outre. Until now, when I felt like taking a bold initiative or acting spontaneously without waiting for the external world to decide for me, I thought suicide was the most courageous way to express my daring; now, I’ll take it a step further with my will, not just act but also believe; believe in my individual reality and creative power. My belief, of course, can't be overly optimistic—but I will affirm life (the real, the good) in the self-governing resistance of the ego against the world. Life will [be built in][50] through doing, suffering, and creating."

 

The next letter was written from Cambridge during the winter following the return from Germany, and while James was completing the work necessary to entitle him to a medical degree.[51] The reader will recognize "the firm of B & J" as the medical partnership proposed to Bowditch in the letter of December 12, 1867.

The next letter was written from Cambridge during the winter after returning from Germany, while James was finishing the work needed to qualify for a medical degree.[51] You will recognize "the firm of B & J" as the medical partnership suggested to Bowditch in the letter dated December 12, 1867.

To Henry P. Bowditch.

CAMBRIDGE, Jan. 24, 1869.

CAMBRIDGE, January 24, 1869.

My dear Henry,—I am in receipt of two letters from yez (dates forgotten) wherein you speak of having received my money and paid my bills and of Fleury's book. You're a gentleman in all respects. You said nothing about whether the pounds when reduced back to francs and Thalers made exactly the original sum from which the pounds were calculated. If it was but five centimes under and you have concealed it, I shall brand you as a villain where'er I go. So out with the truth. Do I still owe you anything?...

Dear Henry,—I’ve received two letters from you (can’t remember the dates) where you mentioned that you got my money, paid my bills, and talked about Fleury’s book. You’re truly a gentleman in every way. You didn't say anything about whether the pounds converted back to francs and Thalers equal the original amount from which the pounds were calculated. If it’s just five centimes short and you’ve hidden that from me, I’ll call you a villain wherever I go. So just be honest. Do I still owe you anything?

I have just been quit by Chas. S. Peirce, with whom I have been talking about a couple of articles in the St. Louis "Journal of Speculative Philosophy" by him, which I have just read. They are exceedingly bold, subtle and incomprehensible, and I can't say that his vocal elucidations helped me a great deal to their understanding, but they nevertheless interest me strangely. The poor cuss sees no chance of getting a professorship anywhere, and is likely to go into the observatory for good. It seems a great pity that as original a man as he is, who is willing and able to devote the powers of his life to logic and metaphysics, should be starved out of a career, when there are lots of professorships of the sort to be given in the country to "safe," orthodox men. He has had good reason, I know, to feel a little discouraged about the prospect, but I think he ought to hang on, as a German would do, till he grows gray....

I just had a conversation with Chas. S. Peirce, who I’ve been discussing a couple of articles he wrote in the St. Louis "Journal of Speculative Philosophy," which I just read. They’re incredibly bold, subtle, and difficult to understand, and I can't say his explanations helped me grasp them much better, but they do fascinate me in a strange way. The poor guy doesn’t see any chance of landing a professorship anywhere, and he’s likely going to end up in the observatory for good. It’s such a shame that someone as original as he is, who is willing and able to dedicate his life to logic and metaphysics, should be pushed out of a career while plenty of "safe," orthodox positions are available in the country. He has every reason to feel a bit discouraged about his prospects, but I think he should stick it out, like a German would, until he’s gray....

I saw Wyman a few weeks ago. He said his Indian collecting, etc., took up all his working time now. Do you keep your room above the freezing point or can't the thing be done? Have you made any bosom friends among French students, or do you find the superficial accidents of language and breeding to hold you wider apart than the deep force of your common humanity can draw you together? It's deuced discouraging to find how this is almost certain to be the case.

I saw Wyman a few weeks ago. He said collecting Native American artifacts is taking up all his work time now. Do you keep your room above the freezing point, or is that impossible? Have you made any close friends among French students, or do you find that the superficial differences of language and background keep you further apart than the strong bond of our shared humanity can bring you together? It's really discouraging to realize that this is almost always the case.

The older I grow, the more important does it seem to me for the interest of science and of the sick, and of the firm of B. & J., that you should take charge of a big state lunatic asylum. Think of the interesting cases, and of the autopsies! And if you once took firm root, say at Somerville, I should feel assured of a refuge in my old and destitute days, for you certainly would not be treacherous enough to spurn me from the door when I presented myself—on the pretext that I was only shamming dementia. Think of the matter seriously.

The older I get, the more it seems crucial for the sake of science, patients, and the B. & J. firm that you take over a large state mental health facility. Just imagine the fascinating cases and the autopsies! And if you established yourself firmly, let’s say in Somerville, I’d feel reassured that I’d have a safe place to go in my later years when I’m in need, because you would never be cruel enough to turn me away at the door just because you thought I was faking mental illness. Seriously consider this.

I read a little while ago Chambers's "Clinical Lectures," which are exceedingly interesting and able. The lectures on indigestion in the volume are worth, in quality, ten such books as that Guipon I left in Paris, though more limited in subject. I have been trying to get "Hilton on Rest and Pain," which you recommended, from the Athenæum, but, more librorum, when you want 'em, it keeps "out." ...

I recently read Chambers's "Clinical Lectures," and they are really interesting and well done. The lectures on indigestion in that book are worth ten of those Guipon books I left in Paris, even though they cover a narrower topic. I've been trying to get "Hilton on Rest and Pain," which you suggested, from the Athenæum, but, more librorum, whenever you want them, it's always checked out. ...

I hope this letter is décousue enough for you. What is a man to write when a reef is being taken in his existence, and absence from thought and life is all he aspires to. Better times will come, though, and with them better letters. Good-bye! Ever yours,

I hope this letter is décousue enough for you. What is a man supposed to write when a part of his life is being taken away, and being forgotten in thought and life is all he wants? Better times will come, though, and with them, better letters. Goodbye! Always yours,

WM. JAMES.

W. James.

To O. W. Holmes, Jr., and John C. Gray, Jr.

[Winter of 1868-69.]

Winter of 1868-69.

Gents!—entry-thieves—chevaliers d'industrie—well-dressed swindlers—confidence men—wolves in sheep's clothing—asses in lion's skin—gentlemanly pickpockets—beware! The hand of the law is already on your throats and waits but a wink to be tightened. All the resources of the immensely powerful Corporation of Harvard University have been set in motion, and concealment of your miserable selves or of the almost equally miserable (though not as such miserable) goloshes which you stole from our entry on Sunday night is as impossible as would be the concealment of the State House. The motive of your precipitate departure from the house became immediately evident to the remaining guests. But they resolved to ignore the matter provided the overshoes were replaced within a week; if not, no considerations whatever will prevent Messrs. Gurney & Perry[52] from proceeding to treat you with the utmost severity of the law. It is high time that some of these genteel adventurers should be made an example of, and your offence just comes in time to make the cup of public and private forbearance overflow. My father and self have pledged our lives, our fortunes and our sacred honor to see the thing through with Gurney and Perry, as the credit of our house is involved and we might ourselves have been losers, not only from you but from the aforesaid G. & P., who have been heard to go about openly declaring that "if they had known the party was going to be that kind of an affair, d—d if they would not have started off earlier themselves with some of those aristocratic James overcoats, hats, gloves and canes!"

Hey guys!—entry thieves—professional con artists—well-dressed scammers—confidence tricksters—wolves in sheep's clothing—fools in lion's skin—gentlemanly pickpockets—beware! The law is already closing in on you and is just waiting for a signal to tighten its grip. All the resources of the incredibly powerful Corporation of Harvard University have been activated, and hiding your pathetic selves or the almost equally pathetic (though not as pathetic) overshoes you stole from our entry on Sunday night is as impossible as hiding the State House. The reason for your hasty exit from the house became immediately clear to the remaining guests. But they decided to ignore the issue as long as the overshoes are returned within a week; if not, no considerations whatsoever will stop Messrs. Gurney & Perry from dealing with you to the fullest extent of the law. It’s about time some of these classy adventurers were made an example of, and your offense comes right at the tipping point of public and private tolerance. My father and I have committed our lives, our fortunes, and our sacred honor to follow through with Gurney and Perry, as our family's reputation is at stake and we could have also suffered losses, not only from you but from said G. & P., who have been heard openly saying that "if they had known the event was going to be that kind of affair, damn if they wouldn't have left earlier themselves with some of those fancy James coats, hats, gloves, and canes!"

So let me as a friend advise you to send the swag back. No questions will be asked—Mum's the word.

So let me give you some friendly advice—send the stuff back. No questions will be asked—it's all good.

WM. JAMES.

W.M. JAMES.

To Thomas W. Ward.

March [?], 1869.

March [?], 1869.

...I had great movings of my bowels toward thee lately—the distant, cynical isolation in which we live with our heart's best brothers sometimes comes over me with a deep bitterness, and I had a little while ago an experience of life which woke up the spiritual monad within me as has not happened more than once or twice before in my life. "Malgré la vue des misères où nous vivons et qui nous tiennent par la gorge," there is an inextinguishable spark which will, when we least expect it, flash out and reveal the existence, at least, of something real—of reason at the bottom of things. I can't tell you how it was now. I'm swamped in an empirical philosophy.[53] I feel that we are Nature through and through, that we are wholly conditioned, that not a wiggle of our will happens save as the result of physical laws; and yet, notwithstanding, we are en rapport with reason.—How to conceive it? Who knows? I'm convinced that the defensive tactics of the French "spiritualists" fighting a steady retreat before materialism will never do anything.—It is not that we are all nature but some point which is reason, but that all is nature and all is reason too. We shall see, damn it, we shall see!...

...I've been feeling a strong connection to you lately—the distant, cynical isolation we experience while living alongside our closest friends sometimes hits me with a deep bitterness. Not long ago, I had a life experience that stirred something deep within me, something that doesn’t happen very often. "Despite the sight of the miseries we live in and that grip us by the throat," there is an unquenchable spark that unexpectedly shines through, revealing at least something real—some reason at the core of things. I can’t quite explain it now. I’m overwhelmed by a practical philosophy.[53] I feel like we are completely part of Nature, that we’re entirely conditioned, that not even a small action of our will occurs without being the result of physical laws; and yet, despite that, we are en rapport with reason.—How to understand this? Who knows? I’m convinced that the defensive strategies of the French "spiritualists" retreating from materialism won’t accomplish anything.—It’s not that we are all nature but some part of us is reason, but rather that everything is nature and everything is reason too. We’ll see, damn it, we’ll see!...

[W. J.]

[W. J.]

 

"The Bootts," with whom "architect Ware" reported the Reverend Mr. Foote to be hand in glove in Italy in 1867, reappear in the following letter. Francis Boott (Harvard 1832) had early been left a widower, and had just returned from a long European residence which he had devoted to the education of his charming and gifted daughter "Lizzie," later to become the wife of Frank Duveneck of Cincinnati, the painter and sculptor. Boott was about the age of Henry James, Senior, but the intimacy which began at Pomfret during the summer of 1869 ripened into one of those whole-family friendships which obliterate differences of age. Later, although both the elder Jameses and young Mrs. Duveneck had died, William and Boott saw each other frequently in Cambridge. The beautiful little commemorative address which James delivered after Boott's death has been included in the volume of "Memories and Studies."

"The Bootts," with whom "architect Ware" mentioned Reverend Mr. Foote was in close partnership in Italy in 1867, show up again in the following letter. Francis Boott (Harvard 1832) had become a widower at an early age and had just returned from a long stay in Europe, which he dedicated to the education of his charming and talented daughter "Lizzie," who later married Frank Duveneck of Cincinnati, the painter and sculptor. Boott was around the same age as Henry James, Senior, but the friendship that began at Pomfret during the summer of 1869 grew into one of those family friendships that blur the lines of age. Later, although both the elder Jameses and young Mrs. Duveneck had passed away, William and Boott continued to see each other often in Cambridge. The beautiful little commemorative speech that James gave after Boott's death is included in the collection "Memories and Studies."

To Henry P. Bowditch.

Pomfret, Conn., Aug. 12, 1869.

Pomfret, CT, Aug. 12, 1869.

...I have been at this place since July 1st with my family. There are a few farmhouses close together on the same road, which take boarders. We are in the best of them, and very pleasant it is. The country is beautifully hilly and fertile, and the climate deliciously windy and cool. I came here resolved to lead the life of an absolute caterpillar, and have succeeded very well so far, spending most of my time swinging in a hammock under the pine trees in front of the house, and having hardly read fifty pages of anything in the whole six weeks. It has told on me most advantageously. I am far better every way than when I came, and am beginning to walk about quite actively. Maybe it's the beginning of a final rise to health, but I'm so sick of prophesying that I won't say anything about it till it gets more confirmed. One thing is sure, however, that I've given the policy of "rest" a fair trial and shall consider myself justified next winter in going about visiting and to concerts, etc., regardless of the fatigue.

...I’ve been here with my family since July 1st. There are a few farmhouses lined up on this road that take in boarders. We’re in the best one, and it’s very nice here. The countryside is beautifully hilly and fertile, and the weather is wonderfully windy and cool. I came here determined to live like a complete lazy person, and I’ve done really well so far, spending most of my time lounging in a hammock under the pine trees in front of the house, hardly reading more than fifty pages of anything in the last six weeks. It’s worked out for me in the best way. I’m doing much better overall than when I arrived, and I’m starting to walk around actively. Maybe this is the beginning of a real recovery, but I’m so tired of making predictions that I won’t say anything until it feels more certain. One thing is for sure, though: I’ve given the whole "rest" thing a good shot, and I’ll feel justified next winter in going out to visit and attend concerts, etc., without worrying about getting tired.

I am forgetting all this while to tell you that I passed my examination with no difficulty and am entitled to write myself M.D., if I choose. Buckingham's midwifery gave me some embarrassment, but the rest was trifling enough. So there is one epoch of my life closed, and a pretty important one, I feel it, both in its scientific "yield" and in its general educational value as enabling me to see a little the inside workings of an important profession and to learn from it, as an average example, how all the work of human society is performed. I feel a good deal of intellectual hunger nowadays, and if my health would allow, I think there is little doubt that I should make a creditable use of my freedom, in pretty hard study. I hope, even as it is, not to have to remain absolutely idle—and shall try to make whatever reading I can do bear on psychological subjects....

I’ve been meaning to tell you that I passed my exam without any trouble and can officially call myself an M.D. if I want to. Buckingham’s midwifery part was a bit tricky for me, but the rest was pretty easy. So, that's one chapter of my life closed, and it feels like a significant one, both for what I’ve learned scientifically and for the general education it’s given me—allowing me to understand a bit about how a vital profession works and to see, as a typical example, how all human society functions. I’m feeling quite intellectually curious these days, and if my health would cooperate, I’m sure I could make good use of my free time with some serious studying. I hope that, even as it stands, I won’t have to be completely inactive—and I’ll try to focus any reading I can on psychological topics....

Wendell Holmes and John Gray were on here last Saturday and Sunday, and seemed in very jolly spirits at being turned out to pasture from their Boston pen. I should think Wendell worked too hard. Gray is going to Lenox for a fortnight, but W. is to take no vacation.

Wendell Holmes and John Gray were here last Saturday and Sunday, and they seemed really cheerful to be out of their Boston routine. I should think Wendell works too hard. Gray is going to Lenox for two weeks, but W. isn't taking any time off.

During the month of July we had the good fortune to have as fellow boarders Mr. Boott and his daughter from Boston. Miss B., although not overpoweringly beautiful, is one of the very best members of her sex I ever met. She spent the first eighteen years of her life in Europe, and has of course Italian, French and German at her fingers' ends, and I never realized before how much a good education (I mean in its common sense of a wide information) added to the charms of a woman. She has a great talent for drawing, and was very busy painting here, which, as she is in just about the same helpless state in which I was when I abandoned the art, made her particularly interesting to me. You had better come home soon and make her acquaintance—for you know these first-class young spinsters do not always keep for ever, although on the whole they tend to, in Boston.

During July, we were lucky to have Mr. Boott and his daughter from Boston as fellow boarders. Miss B., while not stunningly beautiful, is one of the best women I've ever met. She spent her first eighteen years in Europe, so she’s fluent in Italian, French, and German, and I never realized how much a good education (in the sense of having a broad knowledge) adds to a woman's appeal. She has a great talent for drawing and was busy painting here, which made her particularly interesting to me since she’s in the same challenged state I was when I gave up the art. You should come home soon to meet her—after all, these exceptional young women don't always stick around, even though they generally do in Boston.

The successors to the Bootts in this house are Gen. Casey (of "Infantry Tactics" notoriety) and spouse. He is an amiable but mildish old gentleman, and about thirty years older than his wife. I'm glad, on the whole, that General Grant, and not he, was our commander in the late war.

The successors to the Bootts in this house are Gen. Casey (famous for "Infantry Tactics") and his wife. He is a friendly but somewhat passive old gentleman, and he's about thirty years older than her. Overall, I'm glad that General Grant, and not him, was our commander in the recent war.

If you want some good light German reading, let me advise you to try at least the first half of Jung-Stilling's autobiography. He was a pious German who lived through the latter half of the last century, and wrote with the utmost vividness and naïveté all his experiences, that the glory of God's Providence might be increased. I read it with great delight a few weeks since; it merits the adjective fresh as well as most books.

If you're looking for some enjoyable light German reading, I recommend checking out at least the first half of Jung-Stilling's autobiography. He was a devout German who lived in the latter part of the last century and wrote about all his experiences with incredible vividness and sincerity, aiming to highlight the glory of God's Providence. I recently read it and found it really delightful; it definitely deserves the label fresh, just like most good books.

I saw Jeffries Wyman a short time before leaving. He said he had heard from you. I'd give much to hear from your lips an account of your plans, hopes and so forth, as well as the Ergebnisse of the past year. I was truly glad to hear of your determination to stick to physiology. However discouraging the work of each day may seem, stick at it long enough, and you'll wake up some morning—a physiologist—just as the man who takes a daily drink finds himself unexpectedly a drunkard. I wish I'd asked you sooner to send me a photograph of Bernard and Vulpian—or any other Parisian medical men worth having—is it too late now?—and too late for Pflüger? I address this still to Bonn, supposing they'll send it after you if you've gone.

I saw Jeffries Wyman not long before I left. He said he had heard from you. I would love to hear from you in person about your plans, hopes, and so on, as well as the outcomes of the past year. I was really glad to hear about your decision to stick with physiology. No matter how discouraging each day's work may feel, if you persist long enough, you'll wake up one morning as a physiologist—just like someone who drinks every day suddenly realizes they're an alcoholic. I wish I had asked you earlier to send me a picture of Bernard and Vulpian—or any other notable Parisian medical professionals. Is it too late now? And is it too late for Pflüger? I'm still addressing this to Bonn, assuming they'll forward it to you if you’ve already left.

Write soon to yours affectionately,

Write back soon, yours affectionately,

WM. JAMES.

W.M. James.

To Miss Mary Tappan.

Sunday, April 26 [1870?].

Sunday, April 26 [1870?].

My dear Mary,—Mother says she met you in town this morning, looking more lovely than ever, but—with your bonnet on the back of your head!

My dear Mary,—Mom says she saw you in town this morning, looking more gorgeous than ever, but—with your hat perched on the back of your head!

I hope that this is a mistake. Mother's eyesight is growing fallacious and frequently leads her to see what she would like to see. I cannot think that you would submit to be swayed in your own views of right bonnet-wearing by the mere vociferation of persons like her and Alice, especially when you had heard me expressly say I agreed with you that the forehead is the truly ladylike place for a bonnet. Enough!—-- I waded out to Cambridge from your party. If you enjoyed yourselves as much as I did (but I'm afraid you didn't) you will keep on giving them. Somehow your part of the town is very inaccessible to me or I should frequently bore you. Hoping, in spite of this fearful mother story today, that you are still unsophisticated, I am always yours affectionately,

I hope this is just a mistake. Mom's eyesight is getting worse, and she often sees what she wants to see. I can’t believe you would let yourself be influenced in your views on the right way to wear a bonnet by the loud opinions of people like her and Alice, especially after you heard me say I completely agree that the forehead is the truly ladylike place for a bonnet. Enough!— I left your gathering early. If you had as much fun as I did (but I’m not sure you did), I hope you keep having them. Your side of town is pretty hard for me to get to, or I’d visit you more often. Even with this crazy story about Mom today, I'm hoping you're still innocent, and I’m always yours affectionately,

WM. JAMES.

W. James.

You need not answer this.

Understood.

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Written two days ago—kept back from diffidence—sent now because anything is better than this dead silence between us!

Written two days ago—held back out of hesitance—sent now because anything is better than this awkward silence between us!

To Henry James.

CAMBRIDGE, May 7, 1870.

CAMBRIDGE, May 7, 1870.

DEAR HARRY,—'Tis Saturday evening, ten minutes past six of the clock and a cold and rainy day (Indian winter, as T. S. P. calls such). I had a fire lighted in my grate this afternoon. There is nevertheless a broken blue spot in the eastern clouds as I look out, and the grass and buds have started visibly since the morning. The trees are half-way out—you of course have long had them in full leaf—and the early green is like a bath to the eyes. Father is gone to Newport for a day, and is expected back within the hour. My jaw is aching badly in consequence of a tooth I had out two days ago, the which refused to be pulled, was broken, but finally extracted, and has left its neighbors prone to ache since. I hope it won't last much longer. I spent the morning, part of it at least, in fishing the "Revues Germaniques" up from [the] cellar, looking over their contents, and placing them volumewise, and flat, in the two top shelves of the big library bookcase vice Thies's good old books just removed, the shelves being too low to take any of our books upright. I feel melancholy as a whip-poor-will and took up pen and paper to sigh melodiously to you. But sighs are hard to express in words. We have been three weeks now without hearing from you, and if a letter does not come tomorrow or Monday, I don't know what'll become of us. Howells brought, a week ago, a long letter you had written to him on the eve of leaving Malvern, so our next will be from London....

DEAR HARRY,—It's Saturday evening, ten minutes past six, on a cold and rainy day (Indian winter, as T. S. P. calls it). I had a fire going in my fireplace this afternoon. Still, there’s a patch of blue in the eastern clouds as I look outside, and the grass and buds have noticeably started to grow since this morning. The trees are halfway out—you, of course, have had them fully leafed for a while—and the early green is a refreshing sight. Dad has gone to Newport for a day and is expected back within the hour. My jaw is hurting badly from a tooth I had removed two days ago; it didn’t want to come out, broke, but was finally extracted, leaving its neighbors aching as well. I hope it’ll stop hurting soon. I spent part of the morning digging up the "Revues Germaniques" from the cellar, looking over their contents, and arranging them flat on the top two shelves of the big library bookcase since the shelves are too low for our books to stand upright. I feel as melancholic as a whip-poor-will and decided to take up pen and paper to express my sighs melodiously to you. But sighs are hard to express in words. It’s been three weeks now without hearing from you, and if a letter doesn’t arrive tomorrow or Monday, I don't know what we’ll do. Howells brought a long letter you had written to him on the eve of leaving Malvern a week ago, so our next letter will be from London...

My! how I long to see you, and feel of you, and talk things over. I have at last, I think, begun to rise out of the sloughs of the past three months.... What a blessing this change of seasons is, as you used to say, especially in the spring. The winter is man's enemy, he must exert himself against it to live, or it will squeeze him in one night out of existence. So it is hateful to a sick man, and all the greater is the peace of the latter when it yields to a time when nature seems to coöperate with life and float one passively on. But I hear Father arriving and I must go down to hear his usual compte rendu.[54]

Wow! I really want to see you, feel your presence, and talk things through. I think I’ve finally started to rise out of the mess of the past three months... What a blessing this change of seasons is, as you always said, especially in the spring. Winter is harsh on people; you have to fight against it to survive, or it will just wipe you out overnight. It's especially tough for someone who's sick, and all the more peaceful it feels when winter gives way to a time when nature seems to work with life and carry you along. But I hear Father coming, and I need to go downstairs to hear his usual compte rendu.[54]

 

Sunday, 3 P.M.

Sunday, 3 PM

No letter from you this morning.... It seems to me that all a man has to depend on in this world, is, in the last resort, mere brute power of resistance. I can't bring myself, as so many men seem able to, to blink the evil out of sight, and gloss it over. It's as real as the good, and if it is denied, good must be denied too. It must be accepted and hated, and resisted while there's breath in our bodies....

No letter from you this morning... It seems to me that what a person can truly rely on in this world is, ultimately, just sheer strength to fight back. I can’t make myself, like so many people seem able to, ignore the bad and pretend it’s not there. It’s as real as the good, and if we deny it, we have to deny the good too. It has to be acknowledged, hated, and fought against while we still have breath in our bodies...

To Henry P. Bowditch.

CAMBRIDGE, Dec. 29, 1870.

CAMBRIDGE, Dec. 29, 1870.

My dear Henry,—Your letter written from Leipzig just before the declaration of war reached me in the country. I have thought of you and of answering you, abundantly, ever since; but have mostly been prevented by sheer physical imbecillitas. Now I am ashamed of such a state, and shall write you a page or so a day till the letter is finished. I have had no idea all this time where or what you have been, traveler, student, or medical army officer. You may imagine how excited I was at the beginning of the war. I had not dared to hope for such a complete triumph of poetic justice as occurred. Now I feel much less interested in the success of the Germans, first because I think it's time that the principle of territorial conquest were abolished, second because success will redound to the credit of autocratic government there, and good as that may happen to be in the particular junctures, it's unsafe and pernicious in the long run. Moreover, if France succeeds in beating off the Germans now, I should think there would be some chance of the peace being kept between them hereafter—the French will have gained an insight they never had of the horrors of a war of conquest, and some degree of loathing for it in the abstract; and they will not have to fight to regain their honor. Moreover, I should like to see the republic succeed. But if Alsace and Lorraine be taken, there must be another war, for them and for honor. On the other hand, justice seems to demand a permanent penalty for the political immorality of France. So that there will be enough good to console one for the bad, whichever way it turns out....

Dear Henry,—I received your letter from Leipzig just before the war was announced while I was in the countryside. I've been thinking about you and wanting to reply ever since, but I’ve mostly been held back by physical weakness. Now I feel embarrassed about this, and I plan to write you a page or so each day until I finish my letter. I had no idea all this time where you’ve been—whether as a traveler, a student, or a medical officer in the army. You can imagine how excited I was at the start of the war. I didn’t dare hope for such a complete victory of poetic justice as what happened. Now I’m much less invested in the success of the Germans, primarily because it’s time to end the principle of territorial conquest, and because their success would ultimately boost the credibility of autocratic government there. While that might be beneficial in specific situations, it’s risky and harmful in the long run. Additionally, if France manages to hold off the Germans now, I think there might be a chance for lasting peace between them in the future—the French will have gained an understanding they previously lacked about the horrors of conquest, along with a certain revulsion for it in general; and they won't need to fight to restore their honor. Also, I’d like to see the republic succeed. However, if Alsace and Lorraine are lost, there will definitely have to be another war over those territories and for honor. On the other hand, justice seems to demand a lasting consequence for the political immorality of France. So, whichever way it goes, there will be enough good to balance out the bad...

 

31st.

31st.

As I said, I have no idea of how the war may have affected your movements and occupations. It did my heart good to hear of the solid and businesslike way in which you were working at Leipzig, and I should think [that], with Ludwig and the laboratory, you would feel like giving it another winter—though the other attractions of Berlin and Vienna must pull you rather strongly away. I heard a rumor the other day that Lombard's place was being kept for you here. I hope it's true, for your sake and that of Boston. Thank you very much for the photographs of Ludwig and Fechner. I have enjoyed Ludwig's face very much, he must be a good fellow; and Fechner, down to below the orbits, has a strange resemblance to Jeffries Wyman. I have quite a decent nucleus of a physiognomical collection now, and any further contributions it may please you to make to it will be most thankfully received.

As I mentioned, I have no idea how the war might have impacted your activities and movements. It was really great to hear about how effectively you were working at Leipzig, and I imagine that, with Ludwig and the lab, you might consider spending another winter there—though the other attractions of Berlin and Vienna must be quite tempting. I heard a rumor recently that Lombard's place was being held for you here. I hope that's true, for both your sake and for Boston. Thanks a lot for the photographs of Ludwig and Fechner. I really enjoyed Ludwig's face; he seems like a good guy. And Fechner has a strange resemblance to Jeffries Wyman right down to his cheekbones. I have a decent collection of faces going now, and I would gladly accept any further contributions you might want to make to it.

J. Wyman I have not seen since his return. Such is the state of brutal social isolation which characterizes this community! Partly sickness, partly a morbid shrinking from the society of anyone who is alive intellectually are to blame, however, in my case. I, as I wrote, am long since dead and buried in that respect. I fill my belly for about four hours daily with husks,—newspapers, novels and biographies, but thought is tabooed,—and you can imagine that conversation with Wyman should only intensify the sense of my degradation.

J. Wyman I haven't seen since he came back. This community is marked by a harsh social isolation! It's partly due to illness, and partly because of a strange aversion to interacting with anyone who is mentally engaged. In my situation, I've long since checked out in that way. I spend about four hours a day consuming empty content—newspapers, novels, and biographies—but real thought is off-limits. You can guess that talking to Wyman would only make me feel worse about my own decline.

 

Jan. 23, 1871.

Jan. 23, 1871.

Since my last date I have been unable to write until today, and now, I think, to make sure of the letter going at all, I had better cut it short and send it off to your father to direct. I have indeed nothing particular to communicate, and only want to give you assurance of my undying affection. This morning 4 degrees below zero, and N.W. wind. Don't you wish you were here to enjoy the sunshine of it? A batch of telegrams in the "Advertiser," showing that France must soon throw up the sponge. Faidherbe licked at St. Quentin, Bourbaki pursued, Chanzy almost disintegrated, and Paris frozen and starved out. Well, so be it! only the German liberals will have the harder battle to fight at home for the next twenty years. I suspect that England, irresolute and unhandsome as is the figure she makes externally, is today in a healthier state than any country in Europe. She is renovating herself socially, and although she may be eclipsed during these days of "militarismus," yet when they depart, as surely they must some time, from sheer exhaustion, she will be ready to take the lead by influence. I know of no news here to tell you. I suppose you get the "Nation," which keeps up well, notwithstanding its monotony. I shall be expecting to fold you to my bosom some time next summer. Heaven speed the day! Write me as soon as you get this. You haven't the same excuse for silence that I have. Speak of your work, your plans and the war. Good bye, old fellow, and believe me, ever your friend,

Since my last date, I haven't been able to write until today. Now, I think it’s best to keep this short and send it off to your dad to handle. I really don’t have anything specific to share; I just want to reassure you of my endless affection. It’s 4 degrees below zero this morning, with a northwest wind. Don’t you wish you were here to enjoy the sunshine? There’s a batch of telegrams in the "Advertiser," showing that France must soon admit defeat. Faidherbe was beaten at St. Quentin, Bourbaki is in full retreat, Chanzy is nearly falling apart, and Paris is frozen and starving. Well, that’s the way it goes! Only the German liberals will have a tougher fight at home for the next twenty years. I suspect that England, despite her uncertain and awkward appearance, is actually in a healthier state than any country in Europe today. She’s socially renewing herself, and even though she might seem overshadowed during these times of "militarism," when that eventually fades—because it surely will eventually from sheer exhaustion—she’ll be ready to lead through influence. I don’t have any news to tell you. I assume you get the "Nation," which is holding up well despite its monotony. I’m looking forward to holding you in my arms sometime next summer. Here’s hoping for that day! Write to me as soon as you get this. You don’t have the same excuse for being silent that I do. Talk about your work, your plans, and the war. Goodbye, my friend, and remember, I am always here for you.

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

To Henry P. Bowditch.

CAMBRIDGE, Apr. 8, 1871.

CAMBRIDGE, Apr. 8, 1871.

...So the gallant Gauls are shooting each other again! I wish we knew what it all meant. From the apparent generality of the movement in Paris, it seems as if it must be something more dignified than it at first appeared. But can anything great be expected now from a nation between the two factions of which there is such hopeless enmity and mistrust as between the religious and the revolutionary parties in France? No mediation is possible between them. In England, America and Germany, a regular advance is possible, because each man confides in his brothers. However great the superficial differences of opinion, there is at bottom a trust in the power of the deep forces of human nature to work out their salvation, and the minority is contented to bide its time. But in France, nothing of the sort; no one feels secure against what he considers evil, by any guaranty but force; and if his opponents get uppermost, he thinks all is forever lost. How much Catholic education is to answer for this and how much national idiosyncrasy, it is hard to say. But I am inclined to think the latter is a large factor. The want of true sympathy in the French character, their love of external mechanical order, their satisfaction in police-regulation, their everlasting cry of "traitor," all point to it. But, on the other hand, protestantism would seem to have a good deal to do with the fundamental cohesiveness of society in the countries of Germanic blood. For what may be called the revolutionary party there has developed through insensible grades of rationalism out of the old orthodox conceptions, religious and social. The process has been a continuous modification of positive belief, and the extremes, even if they had no respect for each other and no desire for mutual accommodation (which I think at bottom they have), would yet be kept from cutting each other's throats by the intermediate links. But in France Belief and Denial are separated by a chasm. The step once made, "écrasez l'infâme" is the only watchword on each side. How any order is possible except by a Cæsar to hold the balance, it is hard to see. But I don't want to dose you with my crude speculations. This difference was brought home vividly to me by reading yesterday in the "Revue des Deux Mondes" for last December a splendid little story, "Histoire d'un Sous-Maître," by Erckmann-Chatrian, and what was uppermost in my mind came out easiest in writing.

...So the brave Gauls are fighting each other again! I wish we understood what it all means. From the widespread activity in Paris, it seems like it must be something more significant than it first appeared. But can we expect anything great from a nation divided by such deep enmity and distrust between the religious and revolutionary factions in France? There is no possibility of mediation between them. In England, America, and Germany, progress is achievable because everyone trusts each other. Despite significant differences in opinion, there is an underlying faith in the ability of fundamental human nature to navigate towards salvation, and the minority is willing to wait for its time. But that's not the case in France; no one feels secure against what they view as evil except through force; and if their opponents take control, they believe that everything will be lost forever. It's hard to say how much Catholic education has contributed to this and how much is simply a national characteristic. However, I tend to think the latter plays a big role. The lack of genuine empathy in the French character, their preference for external mechanical order, their satisfaction with police control, and their constant cry of "traitor" all point to this. On the other hand, Protestantism appears to have a significant role in maintaining social cohesion in Germanic countries. The so-called revolutionary party there has evolved through gradual rationalism from old orthodox beliefs, both religious and social. This process has been a steady modification of positive belief, and even if the extremes have no respect for each other and no desire for accommodation (which I believe they do have at some level), the intermediate connections prevent them from destroying each other. But in France, Belief and Denial lie in a vast chasm. Once a step is taken, "écrasez l'infâme" becomes the only rallying cry on both sides. It’s hard to see how any order can exist without a Cæsar to maintain balance. But I don't want to burden you with my rough thoughts. This difference struck me vividly when I read a brilliant little story, "Histoire d'un Sous-Maître," by Erckmann-Chatrian in last December's "Revue des Deux Mondes," and the thoughts uppermost in my mind flowed out easily in my writing.

I shall be overjoyed to see you in September, but expect to hear from you many a time ere then. I see little medical society, none in fact; but hope to begin again soon. [R. H.] Fitz, I believe, is showing great powers in "Pathology" since his return. And I hear a place in the school is being kept warm for you on your return. Count me for an auditor. I invested yesterday in a ticket for a course of "University" lectures on "Optical Phenomena and the Eye," by B. Joy Jeffries, to be begun out here tomorrow. It's the first mingling in the business of life which I have done since my return home. Wyman is in Florida till May. He has an obstinate cough and seems anxious about his lungs. I hope he'll be spared, though, many a long year.

I’ll be really happy to see you in September, but I expect to hear from you many times before then. I don’t have much contact with the medical society, actually none at all; but I hope to reconnect soon. [R. H.] Fitz seems to be doing really well in "Pathology" since he got back. I’ve heard there’s a spot in the school being saved for you when you return. Count me in as an auditor. I bought a ticket yesterday for a series of "University" lectures on "Optical Phenomena and the Eye," given by B. Joy Jeffries, starting out here tomorrow. It’s the first engagement I’ve had in the professional world since I came back home. Wyman is in Florida until May. He has a persistent cough and seems worried about his lungs. I hope he’ll be around for many more years.

Ever yours truly,
WM. JAMES.

Yours truly,
WM. JAMES.

To Charles Renouvier.

CAMBRIDGE, Nov. 2, 1872.

CAMBRIDGE, Nov. 2, 1872.

MONSIEUR,—Je viens d'apprendre par votre "Science de la Morale," que l'ouvrage de M. Lequier, auquel vous faites renvoi dans votre deuxième Essai de Critique, n'a jamais été mis en vente. Ceci explique l'insuccès avec lequel j'ai pendant longtemps tâché de me le procurer par la voie de la librairie.

MONSIEUR,—I just learned from your "Science of Morality" that Mr. Lequier's book, which you reference in your second Essay on Critique, was never put up for sale. This explains the lack of success I had for a long time in trying to obtain it through bookstores.

Serait-ce trop vous demander, s'il vous restait encore des exemplaires, de m'en envoyer un, que je présenterais, après l'avoir lu, en votre nom, à la bibliothèque Universitaire de cette ville?

Serait-ce trop vous demander, s'il vous restait encore des exemplaires, de m'en envoyer un, que je présenterais, après l'avoir lu, en votre nom, à la bibliothèque Universitaire de cette ville?

Si l'édition est déjà épuisée, ne vous mettez pas en peine de me répondre, et que le vif intérêt que je prends à vos idées serve d'excuse à ma demande. Je ne peux pas laisser échapper cette occasion de vous dire toute l'admiration et la reconnaissance que m'ont inspirée la lecture de vos Essais (sauf le 3me, que je n'ai pas encore lu). Grâce à vous, je possède pour la première fois une conception intelligible et raisonnable de la Liberté. Je m'y suis rangé à peu près. Sur d'autres points de votre philosophie il me reste encore des doutes, mais je puis dire que par elle je commence à renaître à la vie morale; et croyez, monsieur, que ce n'est pas une petite chose!

If the edition is already sold out, don’t bother responding to me, and let my genuine interest in your ideas serve as an excuse for my request. I can’t let this opportunity slip by to express all the admiration and gratitude that reading your Essays (except for the 3rd, which I haven’t read yet) has inspired in me. Thanks to you, I now have for the first time a clear and reasonable understanding of Liberty. I’ve pretty much aligned myself with it. On other aspects of your philosophy, I still have some doubts, but I can say that through it, I am beginning to be reborn into moral life; and believe me, sir, that’s no small thing!

Chez nous, c'est la philosophie de Mill, Bain, et Spencer qui emporte tout à présent devant lui. Elle fait d'excellents travaux en psychologie, mais au point de vue pratique elle est déterministe et matérialiste, et déjà je crois aperçevoir en Angleterre les symptomes d'une renaissance de la pensée religieuse. Votre philosophie par son côté phénoméniste semble très propre à frapper les ésprits élevés dans l'école empirique anglaise, et je ne doute pas dès qu'elle sera un peu mieux connue en Angleterre et dans ce pays, qu'elle n'ait un assez grand retentissement. Elle paraît faire son chemin lentement; mais je suis convaincu que chaque année nous rapprochera du jour où elle sera reconnue de tous comme étant la plus forte tentative philosophique que le siècle ait vue naître en France, et qu'elle comptera toujours comme un des grands jalons dans l'histoire de la speculation. Dès que ma santé (depuis quelques années très mauvaise) me permet un travail intellectuel un peu sérieux, je me propose d'en faire une étude plus approfondie et plus critique, et d'en donner un compte-rendu dans une de nos revues. Si donc, monsieur, il se trouve un exemplaire encore disponible de la "Rech[erche] d'une première Verité," j'oserai vous prier de l'envoyer à l'adresse de la libraire ci-incluse, en écrivant mon nom sur la couverture. M. Galette soldera tous les frais, s'il s'en trouve.

At our place, it's the philosophy of Mill, Bain, and Spencer that currently prevails. They produce excellent work in psychology, but from a practical standpoint, it's deterministic and materialistic. I can already see signs of a revival of religious thinking in England. Your philosophy, with its phenomenistic approach, seems very capable of appealing to those educated in the English empirical school, and I have no doubt that once it becomes better known in England and here, it will have quite a significant impact. It seems to be making its way slowly; however, I am convinced that each year brings us closer to the day when it will be recognized by all as the strongest philosophical attempt that the century has seen emerge in France, and it will always be regarded as one of the key milestones in the history of speculation. As soon as my health (which has been quite poor for several years) allows me to engage in some serious intellectual work, I plan to conduct a more thorough and critical study of it and provide a report in one of our reviews. So, sir, if there happens to be a copy available of the "Rech[erche] d'une première Verité," I would kindly ask you to send it to the address of the included bookseller, writing my name on the cover. Mr. Galette will cover all expenses if any are incurred.

Veuillez encore une fois, cher monsieur, croire aux sentiments d'admiration et de haut respect avec lesquels je suis votre très obéissant serviteur,

Veuillez encore une fois, cher monsieur, croire aux sentiments d'admiration et de haut respect avec lesquels je suis votre très obéissant serviteur,

WILLIAM JAMES.

WILLIAM JAMES.

VII

1872-1878

First Years of Teaching

First Year of Teaching

IN 1872 President Eliot wished to provide instruction in physiology and hygiene for the Harvard undergraduates, and looked about him for instructors. He had formed an impression of James ten years before which, as he said, "was later to become useful to Harvard University," and in the interval he had known him as a Cambridge neighbor and had been aware of the direction his interests had taken. He proposed that James and Dr. Thomas Dwight—a young anatomist who was also to become an eminent teacher—should share in the new undertaking. In August, 1872, the College appointed James "Instructor in Physiology," to conduct three exercises a week "during half of the ensuing academic year." Thus began a service in the University which was to be almost continuously active and engrossing until 1907.

IN 1872, President Eliot wanted to provide education in physiology and hygiene for Harvard students, so he looked for instructors. He had formed an impression of James ten years earlier that, as he noted, "was later to benefit Harvard University," and during that time, he had gotten to know him as a neighbor in Cambridge and was aware of his developing interests. He suggested that James and Dr. Thomas Dwight—a young anatomist who would also become a prominent teacher—should work together on this new initiative. In August 1872, the College appointed James as "Instructor in Physiology," to lead three classes a week "for half of the upcoming academic year." This marked the beginning of a role at the University that would be actively engaging and influential until 1907.

The fact that James began by teaching anatomy and physiology, passed thence to psychology, and last to philosophy, has been wrongly cited as if his interest in each successive subject of his college work had been the fruit of his experience in teaching the preceding subject. This inference from the mere sequence of events will appear strange to attentive readers of what has gone before. Indeed, if the fact that James devoted a good share of his time to physiology in the seventies calls for remark at all, it should be noted that his subject, from soon after the beginning, was really physiological psychology, and that—more interesting than anything else in this connection—one may discern a patient surrender to limitations imposed by the state of his health on the one hand, and on the other a sound sense of the value of physiology to psychological investigations and so to philosophy, as both underlying the sequence of events in his teaching. Whatever may have been the succession of his college "courses," psychology and philosophy were never divorced from each other in his thought or in his writings. Thus it is interesting to find, that at the very moment of his engagement to teach physiology,—at a date intermediate between the appointment and the commencement of the course in fact,—he wrote to his brother, "If I were well enough, now would be my chance to strike at Harvard College, for Peterson has just resigned his sub-professorship of philosophy, and I know of no very formidable opponent. But it's impossible. I keep up a small daily pegging at my physiology, whose duties don't begin till January, and which I shall find easy, I think."

The fact that James started by teaching anatomy and physiology, then moved to psychology, and finally to philosophy has been misinterpreted as if his interest in each subject was just a result of his experience teaching the previous one. This assumption from simply looking at the sequence of events will seem odd to careful readers of the earlier text. In fact, if it’s worth noting that James spent a significant amount of time on physiology in the seventies, it should be acknowledged that his focus was actually physiological psychology from early on. More interestingly, one can see a patient acceptance of the limitations imposed by his health, along with a clear understanding of how valuable physiology was for psychological research and philosophy, which both influenced the order of his teaching. Regardless of the order of his college "courses," psychology and philosophy were always intertwined in his thoughts and writings. It’s also intriguing to note that at the very moment he was set to teach physiology—at a point between his appointment and the start of the course—he wrote to his brother, "If I were well enough, this would be my chance to go for Harvard College, since Peterson just resigned his sub-professorship in philosophy and I don't see any real competition. But it’s not possible. I’m keeping up a little daily work on my physiology, whose responsibilities don’t start until January, and which I think I’ll find easy."

He had needed definite duties and responsibilities and more or less recognized his need; so he undertook to teach a subject which, though congenial and interesting, lay distinctly off the path of his deepest inclination.

He realized he needed clear duties and responsibilities, so he decided to teach a subject that, while enjoyable and engaging, was definitely not aligned with his true passions.

The first three fragments that follow refer to his preparation for the plunge into teaching. The course on Comparative Anatomy and Physiology was given by Dwight and James under the general head of Natural History and was an "elective" open to Juniors and Seniors. "As the course was experimental and a part of the new expansion of the Elective System," writes President Eliot, "the President and the Faculty were interested in the fact that the new course under these two young instructors attracted 28 Juniors and 25 Seniors."

The first three fragments that follow talk about his preparation for diving into teaching. The course on Comparative Anatomy and Physiology was taught by Dwight and James under the broader subject of Natural History and was an "elective" available to Juniors and Seniors. "Since the course was experimental and part of the new expansion of the Elective System," writes President Eliot, "the President and the Faculty were interested in the fact that this new course under these two young instructors attracted 28 Juniors and 25 Seniors."

To Henry James.

SCARBORO, Aug. 24, 1872.

SCARBORO, Aug. 24, 1872.

...The appointment to teach physiology is a perfect God-send to me just now, an external motive to work, which yet does not strain me—a dealing with men instead of my own mind, and a diversion from those introspective studies which had bred a sort of philosophical hypochondria in me of late and which it will certainly do me good to drop for a year....

...The job teaching physiology is a real blessing for me right now, an outside reason to work that doesn’t wear me out—a chance to engage with people instead of just my own thoughts, and a break from the deep introspection that has recently left me feeling a bit mentally unwell, which will definitely do me good to step away from for a year....

 

CAMBRIDGE, Nov. 24, 1872.

CAMBRIDGE, Nov. 24, 1872.

...I go into the Medical School nearly every morning to hear Bowditch lecture, or paddle round in his laboratory. It is a noble thing for one's spirits to have some responsible work to do. I enjoy my revived physiological reading greatly, and have in a corporeal sense been better for the past four or five weeks than I have been at all since you left....

...I go to the Medical School almost every morning to listen to Bowditch's lectures or hang out in his lab. It's uplifting for one's spirits to have some meaningful work to do. I really enjoy diving back into my physiological studies, and over the past four or five weeks, I’ve felt physically better than I have at all since you left....

 

CAMBRIDGE, Feb. 13, 1873.

CAMBRIDGE, Feb. 13, 1873.

...This morning arose, went to Brewer's to get two partridges to garnish our cod-fish dinner. Bought at Richardson's an "Appleton's Journal" containing part of "Bressant," a novel by Julian Hawthorne, to send Bob Temple. At 10.30 arrived your letter of January 26th, which was a very pleasant continuation of your Aufenthalt in Rome. At 12.30, after reading an hour in Flint's "Physiology," I went to town, paid a bill of Randidge's, looked into the Athenæum reading-room, got one dozen raw oysters at Higgins's saloon in Court Street, came out again, thermometer having risen to near thawing point, dozed half an hour before the fire, and am now writing this to you.

...This morning, I went to Brewer's to buy two partridges to go with our cod-fish dinner. I picked up an "Appleton's Journal" at Richardson's that has part of "Bressant," a novel by Julian Hawthorne, to send to Bob Temple. At 10:30, I got your letter from January 26th, which was a great follow-up to your Aufenthalt in Rome. At 12:30, after reading for an hour in Flint's "Physiology," I headed to town, paid a bill from Randidge, stopped by the Athenæum reading room, got a dozen raw oysters at Higgins's saloon on Court Street, came back out as the temperature had risen close to thawing, dozed off for half an hour by the fire, and now I'm writing this to you.

I am enjoying a two weeks' respite from tuition, the boys being condemned to pass examinations, in which I luckily take no part at present. I find the work very interesting and stimulating. It presents two problems, the intellectual one—how best to state your matter to them; and the practical one—how to govern them, stir them up, not bore them, yet make them work, etc. I should think it not unpleasant as a permanent thing. The authority is at first rather flattering to one. So far, I seem to have succeeded in interesting them, for they are admirably attentive, and I hear expressions of satisfaction on their part. Whether it will go on next year can't at this hour, for many reasons, be decided. I have done almost absolutely no visiting this winter, and seen hardly anyone or heard anything till last week, when a sort of frenzy took possession of me and I went to a symphony concert and thrice to the theatre. A most lovely English actress, young, innocent, refined, has been playing Juliet, which play I enjoyed most intensely, though it was at the Boston Theatre and her support almost as poor as it could have been. Neilson is she hight. I ne'er heard of her before. A rival American beauty has been playing a stinking thing of Sardou's ("Agnes") at the Globe, which disgusted me with cleverness. Her name is Miss Ethel, and she is a ladylike but depressing phenomenon, all made up of nerves and American insubstantiality. I have read hardly anything of late, some of the immortal Wordsworth's "Excursion" having been the best. I have simply shaken hands with Gray since his engagement, and have only seen Holmes twice this winter. I fear he is at last feeling the effects of his overwork....

I'm enjoying a two-week break from teaching, as the boys are stuck taking exams, which I fortunately don't have to deal with right now. I find the work really interesting and engaging. It presents two challenges: the intellectual one—how to present the material to them effectively; and the practical one—how to manage them, motivate them, avoid boring them, yet still get them to work, etc. I think it wouldn't be too bad as a permanent role. Having authority feels pretty flattering at first. So far, I've managed to keep them interested because they pay great attention, and I hear positive feedback from them. Whether this will continue next year is still uncertain for many reasons. I haven't done much visiting this winter and haven't seen or heard from anyone until last week, when I suddenly got the urge to go to a symphony concert and three theater shows. There’s a lovely young English actress, innocent and refined, playing Juliet, and I enjoyed the performance immensely, even though it was at the Boston Theatre and her support was almost as bad as it could be. Her name is Neilson; I had never heard of her before. There’s also a competing American actress doing a terrible piece by Sardou ("Agnes") at the Globe, which utterly bored me with its cleverness. Her name is Miss Ethel, and she's polished but really unremarkable, all nerves and a sense of American superficiality. I haven't read much lately, although I did get through some of Wordsworth’s "Excursion," which was the best of what I've read. I've only had a quick chat with Gray since his engagement, and I've only seen Holmes twice this winter. I'm afraid he's finally feeling the toll of his overwork...

 

CAMBRIDGE, Apr. 6, 1873.

CAMBRIDGE, April 6, 1873.

...I have been cut out all this winter from the men with whom I used to gossip on generalities, Holmes, Putnam, Peirce, Shaler, John Gray and, last not least, yourself. I rather hanker after it, Bowditch being almost the only man I have seen anything of this winter, and that at his laboratory.... Child and I have struck up quite an intimacy.... T. S. Perry is my only surviving crony. He dines pretty regular once a week here.... Ever your affectionate

...I've been shut off from the guys I used to chat with about everything this winter, Holmes, Putnam, Peirce, Shaler, John Gray, and last but not least, you. I kind of miss it; Bowditch is almost the only person I've spent any time with this winter, and that's been at his lab.... Child and I have become pretty close.... T. S. Perry is my only remaining buddy. He comes over for dinner about once a week.... Always your affectionate

W. J.

W. J.

 

The next letter, although not from William James, will help to fill out the picture.

The next letter, even though it’s not from William James, will help complete the picture.

Henry James, Senior, to Henry James.

CAMBRIDGE, Mar. 18, 1873.

CAMBRIDGE, March 18, 1873.

... [William] gets on greatly with his teaching; his students—fifty-seven of them—are elated with their luck in having him, and I feel sure he will have next year a still larger number by his fame. He came in the other afternoon while I was sitting alone, and after walking the floor in an animated way for a moment, broke out: "Bless my soul, what a difference between me as I am now and as I was last spring at this time! Then so hypochondriacal"—he used that word, though perhaps less in substance than form—"and now with my mind so cleared up and restored to sanity. It's the difference between death and life."

... [William] is doing really well with his teaching; his students—fifty-seven of them—are thrilled to have him, and I’m sure he’ll attract even more next year thanks to his reputation. He came in the other afternoon while I was sitting alone, and after pacing the room energetically for a moment, he exclaimed: "Wow, what a difference between who I am now and who I was last spring at this time! Back then I was so worried all the time"—he used that word, although maybe more for show than for its meaning—"and now my mind is so clear and sane. It's the difference between life and death."

He had a great effusion. I was afraid of interfering with it, or possibly checking it, but I ventured to ask what especially in his opinion had produced the change. He said several things: the reading of Renouvier (particularly his vindication of the freedom of the will) and of Wordsworth, whom he has been feeding on now for a good while; but more than anything else, his having given up the notion that all mental disorder requires to have a physical basis. This had become perfectly untrue to him. He saw that the mind does act irrespectively of material coercion, and could be dealt with therefore at first hand, and this was health to his bones. It was a splendid declaration, and though I had known from unerring signs of the fact of the change, I never had been more delighted than by hearing of it so unreservedly from his own lips. He has been shaking off his respect for men of mere science as such, and is even more universal and impartial in his mental judgments than I have known him before....

He had a lot to say. I was hesitant to interrupt him or risk slowing him down, but I decided to ask what he thought had caused the change. He mentioned a few things: reading Renouvier (especially his defense of free will) and Wordsworth, whose work he had been enjoying for quite some time; but more than anything, he had let go of the idea that all mental disorders need a physical basis. This belief had become completely untrue for him. He realized that the mind can operate independently of physical constraints and could therefore be addressed directly, which was invigorating for him. It was an impressive statement, and even though I had sensed the change from clear signs, I had never been more thrilled than to hear it so openly from him. He has been moving away from his respect for purely scientific minds and is now even more open-minded and fair in his thinking than I’ve known him to be before...

 

James's first Harvard appointment had been for one year only. In the spring of 1873 the question of its renewal on somewhat different terms came up. President Eliot informed him that the College wished some one man to give the instruction which he and Dr. Dwight had shared between them, and offered him the whole course, including the anatomy.

James's first appointment at Harvard was for just one year. In the spring of 1873, the issue of its renewal under slightly different conditions was raised. President Eliot told him that the College wanted one person to cover the instruction that he and Dr. Dwight had shared, and he offered James the entire course, including the anatomy section.

It cost him "some perplexity to make the decision." He thought he saw that such an instructorship "might easily grow into a permanent biological appointment, to succeed Wyman, perhaps." At first he resolved "to fight it out on the line of mental science," feeling that "with such arrears of lost time behind [him] and such curtailed power of work," he could no longer "afford to make so considerable an expedition into the field of anatomy." But when he then considered himself as a possible future teacher of philosophy, he was overwhelmed by a feeling which he recorded on a page of his diary: "Philosophical activity as a business is not normal for most men, and not for me.... To make the form of all possible thought the prevailing matter of one's thought breeds hypochondria. Of course my deepest interest will, as ever, lie with the most general problems. But ... my strongest moral and intellectual craving is for some stable reality to lean upon.... That gets reality for us in which we place our responsibility, and the concrete facts in which a biologist's responsibilities lie form a fixed basis from which to aspire as much as he pleases to the mastery of universal questions when the gallant mood is on him; and a basis too upon which he can passively float and tide over times of weakness and depression, trusting all the while blindly in the beneficence of nature's forces, and the return of higher opportunities." Accordingly he determined to give himself to biology, reporting to his brother Henry, who was at that time in Europe, "I am not a strong enough man to choose the other and nobler lot in life, but I can in a less penetrating way work out a philosophy in the midst of the other duties...."

It took him "a bit of confusion to make the decision." He thought he saw that such a teaching position "could easily turn into a permanent biology role, possibly succeeding Wyman." At first, he decided "to stick with mental science," feeling that "with so much lost time and limited ability to work," he could no longer "afford to make such a big dive into the field of anatomy." But when he then thought about himself as a potential future philosophy teacher, he was struck by a feeling he noted in his diary: "Philosophical activity as a business is not normal for most people, and definitely not for me.... To make the form of all possible thought the main matter of one's thought leads to feeling unwell. Of course my deepest interest will, as always, be in the most general problems. But ... my strongest moral and intellectual desire is for some stable reality to lean on.... What gives us reality is where we place our responsibility, and the concrete facts that a biologist is responsible for provide a solid foundation from which he can aspire to master universal questions when he's feeling inspired; it's also a base he can rely on to get through times of weakness and depression, trusting blindly in the goodness of nature's forces and the return of better opportunities." So, he decided to dedicate himself to biology, telling his brother Henry, who was in Europe at the time, "I'm not strong enough to choose the other and nobler path in life, but I can work out a philosophy in a less intense way amidst my other responsibilities...."

 

As the summer went on, he still had misgivings that he would not be strong enough to prepare and conduct the laboratory demonstrations necessary for a large class in comparative anatomy and physiology. He saw that his first year of teaching had been "of great moral service to him," but thought that in other ways the strain and fatigue had been a brake upon the rate of his wished-for improvement. He therefore made up his mind to postpone the instructorship for a year and go abroad once more.

As summer continued, he still worried that he wouldn’t be strong enough to prepare and run the lab demonstrations needed for a big class in comparative anatomy and physiology. He recognized that his first year of teaching had been "very beneficial for him," but felt that the pressure and exhaustion had hindered his desired progress in other ways. He decided to put off the teaching position for a year and travel abroad again.

These hesitations, and a few months in Europe, marked the end of the period of morbid depression through which the reader has been following him. He returned to America eager for work.

These doubts, along with a few months in Europe, signaled the end of the deep depression that the reader has been experiencing with him. He came back to America ready to find work.

Meanwhile parts of four letters written while he was abroad may be given.

Meanwhile, sections of four letters he wrote while he was overseas may be provided.

To his Family.

ON BOARD S.S. SPAIN, Oct. 17, 1873.

ON BOARD S.S. SPAIN, Oct. 17, 1873.

DEAREST FAMILY,—I begin my Queenstown letter now because the first section of the voyage seems to be closing. The delicious warm stern wind, cloudy sky and smooth sea which we have had, unlike anything I remember on the Atlantic, threatens to change into something less agreeable, for the wind is fresh ahead, and the waves all capped with white and the vessel begins to roll more and more. Hitherto she has not rolled an inch, and all our days have been spent on deck, and I have enjoyed less sickness than ever before; though I must say I loathe the element. I am confirmed in my preference for big boats, and shall probably try one of the Inman line when I return, as this, sweet Alice, is rather Cunardy as to its table and sitting accommodations. Miss K—— and her two friends sit opposite me at meals and seem to ply a good knife and fork. The other passengers are inoffensive and quiet, with the exception of my roommate, who is a fine fellow, and a lovely young missionary going to the Gabun coast to convert the niggers—a fearful waste of herself, one is tempted to think. There are eleven missionaries on board, and a young lady who is traveling with a party of them and confided to me yesterday that she dreaded it was her doom to become one too. My chum is a graduate of Bowdoin College, going to study two years in Europe on money which he made during his vacations by peddling quack medicines of his own concoction, and cutting corns. He has supported himself four years in this way, and abgesehen from the swindle of his life in vacation time, is an honor to his native land, without prejudices and full of animal spirits, wit and intelligence. We wash in the same basin. He has never tasted spirituous liquor. I am also intimate with a French commercial traveler, incredibly ignorant, but extremely good-natured and gentlemanly. I have now determined to stick to the missionary as close as possible. She is twenty-four years old and very beautiful. I finished the "Strange Adventures of a Phaeton" yesterday. A perfectly beautiful book, beside which "Good-bye, Sweetheart," which I have begun, tastes coarse.

DEAREST FAMILY,—I’m starting my Queenstown letter now because we’re reaching the end of the first part of the journey. The nice warm wind from the back, overcast sky, and calm sea we’ve been enjoying, which I can’t remember ever experiencing on the Atlantic, seems like it’s about to shift into something less pleasant. The wind is now blowing fresh against us, the waves are all white-capped, and the ship is starting to roll more and more. Up until now, it hasn’t rolled at all, and we’ve spent all our days on deck. I’ve felt less seasick than ever before, although I must admit I hate the ocean. I’ve confirmed my preference for larger ships, and I’ll probably try one from the Inman line when I return, because this one, dear Alice, is quite lacking when it comes to its dining and seating arrangements. Miss K—— and her two friends sit across from me at meals and seem to handle their knives and forks well. The other passengers are mostly mild-mannered and quiet, except for my roommate, who is a great guy, and a lovely young missionary heading to the Gabun coast to convert the locals—a sad waste of her talents, one might think. There are eleven missionaries on board, and a young woman traveling with a group of them confided to me yesterday that she fears it’s her fate to become one as well. My buddy is a Bowdoin College graduate, heading to Europe for two years on the money he earned during vacations selling his homemade quack medicines and taking care of corns. He’s managed to support himself this way for four years, and aside from his little side hustle, he’s quite an asset to his home country—open-minded and full of energy, wit, and intelligence. We share the same washbasin. He’s never touched any hard liquor. I’ve also become friendly with a French salesman, shockingly ignorant but incredibly kind and gentlemanly. I've now decided to stay as close to the missionary as possible. She’s twenty-four and very beautiful. I finished reading "Strange Adventures of a Phaeton" yesterday. It’s a beautifully written book, and compared to it, "Good-bye, Sweetheart," which I've just started, feels rather crude.

Good-bye. I hope a storm won't arise, but if it does, I'm glad enough to be in such an extraordinarily steady ship. I pity you at home without me, and long to pat the rich, creamy throat of little sister. (Expression derived from "Goodbye, Sweetheart.")

Goodbye. I hope a storm doesn’t come, but if it does, I’m pretty grateful to be on such a incredibly stable ship. I feel for you at home without me, and I can’t wait to stroke the soft, creamy neck of my little sister. (Expression derived from "Goodbye, Sweetheart.")

 

Friday Morn.

Friday Morning

Ach! I thought yesterday was Friday, but found in the evening that it was only Thursday. No matter, six days are now past. As I predicted, the sea grew pretty big before sundown and the ship has been skipping about all night like a lively kitten. But her motion is delightfully easy, and no one, so far as I can see, has been sick. I never was better in my life than yesterday made me. Nevertheless, little Sister, in looking at the black waves with their skin of silver lace I have regretted saying that safety was a minor consideration with me. I doubt in my heart that even comfort is to be preferred to danger. The sea looks too indigestible—the all-digesting sea! I threw away "Goodbye, Sweetheart" at the 40th page and have begun the "Tour of the World in Eighty Days," a much better book. I am sorry that the little beauty's care for her Bro.'s comfort did not go so far as to provide him with a needle-and-thread-book, etc. True sympathy divines wants; and a sister who could not foresee that in three days her bro. should be driven to borrowing Miss K——'s needle-book to sew on his buttons cannot be said to be in very close magnetic relations with him. I lurched about the deck arm in arm with the young missionary yestreen. I told her that, if I were a missionary, instead of going to the most unhealthy part of Africa, I would choose, say, Paris for a field. She, all unconscious of the subtle humor of my remark, said, "Oh, yes! there are fearful numbers of heathen there!" I have just rolled out of bed and into my clothes, and write this in my stateroom, but can stand no longer its aromatic air and hasten to say good-bye and mount to the deck.... Good-bye, good-bye. Ever your loving

Ach! I thought yesterday was Friday, but I found out in the evening that it was only Thursday. No matter, six days have now passed. As I expected, the sea got pretty big before sundown, and the ship has been bouncing around all night like a lively kitten. But her motion is wonderfully smooth, and no one, as far as I can tell, has gotten seasick. I’ve never felt better in my life than I did yesterday. Still, little Sister, as I look at the black waves with their silver lace, I regret saying that safety was not a big concern for me. Deep down, I doubt that even comfort is worth more than danger. The sea looks too overwhelming—the all-consuming sea! I tossed aside "Goodbye, Sweetheart" at page 40 and started "Around the World in Eighty Days," which is a much better book. I’m sorry that the little beauty’s concern for her brother’s comfort didn’t extend to providing him with a needle-and-thread book, etc. True sympathy understands needs; and a sister who couldn’t anticipate that in three days her brother would be borrowing Miss K——'s needle book to sew on his buttons can’t be said to be very closely in tune with him. I stumbled around the deck arm in arm with the young missionary last night. I told her that if I were a missionary, instead of going to the most unhealthy part of Africa, I’d choose, say, Paris as my field. She, completely unaware of the subtle humor in my remark, said, "Oh, yes! there are a huge number of heathens there!" I just rolled out of bed and into my clothes, and I'm writing this in my stateroom, but I can't stand the aromatic air any longer, so I need to say goodbye and head up to the deck.... Goodbye, goodbye. Always your loving

W. J.

W. J.

 

On landing, James proceeded to Florence, to join his brother Henry for a winter in Italy.

On arriving, James went to Florence to meet up with his brother Henry for a winter in Italy.

To his Sister.

FLORENCE, Oct. 29 [1873].
12 midnight.

FLORENCE, Oct. 29 [1873].
12:00 AM.

BELOVED SWEETLINGTON,—At this solemn hour I can't go to sleep without remembering thee and thy beauty. I have just arrived from an eleven-hours ride from Turin, pouring rain all the way. Ditto yesterday during my twenty-two-hours ride from Paris. The Angel sleeps in number 39 hard by, all unwitting that I, the Demon (or perhaps you have already begun in your talks to distinguish me from him as the Archangel), am here at last. I wouldn't for worlds disturb this his last independent slumber.

BELOVED SWEETLINGTON,—At this serious hour, I can’t sleep without thinking of you and your beauty. I just got back from an eleven-hour ride from Turin, with rain pouring the entire time. The same was true yesterday during my twenty-two-hour ride from Paris. The Angel is asleep in number 39 nearby, completely unaware that I, the Demon (or maybe you’ve begun calling me the Archangel in your conversations), am finally here. I wouldn’t dream of disturbing his last peaceful slumber.

Not having seen the sun but for three days (on board ship) since the eleventh, the natural gloom of my disposition and circumstances has been much aggravated. And I had in London and Paris a pretty melancholy time. I stayed but two days and one night in the latter place, which, according to the law of opposition that rules your opinions and mine, seemed to me a very tedious place. Its Haussmanization has produced a terribly monotonous-looking city—no expression of having grown, in any of the quarters I visited, and I did not have time to bring to the surface what power I may possess of sympathizing with the French way of being and doing. The awful thin and slow dinner in the tremendously imperial dining-room of the Hôtel du Louvre, the exaggerated neatness and order and reglementation of everything visible, contrasted with the volcanic situation of things at the present moment, all a-kinder turned my plain Yankee stomach, which has not yet recovered from the simpler lessons of joy it learnt at Scarboro and Magnolia last summer. I went to the Théâtre Français and heard a play in verse of Ponsard, thin stuff splendidly represented. Altogether I don't care if I never go to Paris again. London "impressed" me twelve times as much. Today in Italy my spirits have riz. The draggle-tailed physiognomy of the railway stations on the way here, the beautifully good-natured easy-going expression on the faces of the railway officials, the charming dialogue I have just had with the aged but angelic chambermaid whose phrases I managed to understand the sense of as a whole without recognizing any particular words—together with the consciousness of having for a time come to my journey's end and of the certainty of breakfasting tomorrow with the Angel, all let me go to bed with a light heart; hoping that yours is as much so, beloved Alice and all....

Not having seen the sun for three days (on board the ship) since the eleventh, the natural gloom of my mood and circumstances has really worsened. I had a pretty sad time in London and Paris. I only spent two days and one night in Paris, which, according to the law of contrast that governs your opinions and mine, felt like a very dull place to me. Its Haussmannization has created a painfully monotonous-looking city—no sense of having grown in any of the districts I visited, and I didn’t have enough time to tap into my ability to connect with the French way of life and doing things. The horrible, thin, and slow dinner in the incredibly grand dining room of the Hôtel du Louvre, the overly neatness and orderliness of everything visible, all stood in stark contrast to the chaotic situation around us right now, which really upset my plain Yankee stomach, still reeling from the simpler joys it experienced at Scarboro and Magnolia last summer. I went to the Théâtre Français and watched a play in verse by Ponsard, which was thin material but beautifully performed. Overall, I wouldn’t mind if I never went to Paris again. London left a much stronger impression on me. Today in Italy, my spirits have lifted. The scruffy look of the train stations on the way here, the wonderfully friendly expressions on the faces of the railway staff, and the lovely conversation I just had with the elderly but sweet chambermaid, whose overall meaning I understood without recognizing any specific words—combined with the knowledge of having reached my journey's end for now and the certainty of having breakfast tomorrow with the Angel, all allowed me to go to bed with a light heart; hoping yours is just as light, beloved Alice and all....

To his Sister.

FLORENCE, Nov. 23, 1873.

FLORENCE, Nov. 23, 1873.

BELOVED SISTERKIN,—Your "nice long letter," as you call it, of Oct. 26 reached me five days ago, Mother's of November 4th yesterday, and with it one from Father to Harry. Though you will probably disbelieve me, I cannot help stating how agreeable it is to me to be once more in regular communication with that which, in spite of all shortcomings, is all that has ever been vouchsafed to me in the way of a "home" (and a mother). The hotel in which we live here is anything but home-like. In fact, when the heart aches for cosiness, etc., all it can do is to turn out into the street.

BELOVED SISTERKIN,—Your "nice long letter," as you call it, from October 26 arrived five days ago, and Mother's letter from November 4 came yesterday, along with one from Father to Harry. Even though you might not believe me, I really can’t help saying how nice it is to be back in regular touch with what, despite all its flaws, is all I’ve ever had in terms of a "home" (and a mother). The hotel where we’re staying is anything but homey. In fact, when I’m longing for comfort, all I can do is step out onto the street.

I begin to feel, too, strongly that at my time of life, with such a set of desultory years behind, what a man most wants is to be settled and concentrated, to cultivate a patch of ground which may be humble but still is his own. Here all this dead civilization crowding in upon one's consciousness forces the mind open again even as the knife the unwilling oyster—and what my mind wants most now is practical tasks, not the theoretical digestion of additional masses of what to me are raw and disconnected empirical materials. I feel like one still obliged to eat more and more grapes and pears and pineapples, when the state of the system imperiously demands a fat Irish stew, or something of that sort. I knew it all before I came, however; and I hope in a fortnight to be able comparatively to disregard what lies about me and get interested in the physiological books I brought. So far I find the pictures, etc., drive my thoughts far away. I have just been reading a big German octavo, Burkhardt's "Renaissance in Italy," with the title of which you may enrich your historical consciousness, though I hardly think you need read the book. This is the place for history. I don't see how, if one lived here, historical problems could help being the most urgent ones for the mind. It would suit you admirably. Even art comes before one here much more as a problem—how to account for its development and decline—than as a refreshment and an edification. I really think that end is better served by the stray photographs which enter our houses at home, finding us in the midst of our work and surprising us.

I’m starting to feel that at this stage of my life, with a bunch of aimless years behind me, what I really want is to be settled and focused, to nurture a little piece of land that, while modest, is still my own. All this dead civilization closing in on my awareness forces my mind to open up again, just like a knife pries open an unwilling oyster—and what I really want now are practical tasks, not more theoretical analysis of endless pieces of raw, disconnected info. It feels like I'm still being pushed to swallow more grapes, pears, and pineapples when what I really need is a hearty Irish stew or something like that. I already knew this before I arrived, though; and I hope in a couple of weeks I can manage to ignore everything around me and get into the physiology books I brought. So far, I find that the images and such pull my thoughts far away. I just finished reading a big German book, Burkhardt's "Renaissance in Italy." You might want to note the title for your historical knowledge, but I don’t think you really need to read the whole thing. This place is perfect for history. I can’t imagine how, if someone lived here, historical questions wouldn’t become the most pressing ones for their mind. It would fit you perfectly. Even art presents itself here more as a problem—trying to understand its growth and decline—rather than just a source of enjoyment and inspiration. I really believe that purpose is better fulfilled by the random photographs that come into our homes, catching us in the middle of our work and surprising us.

But here I am pouring out this one-sided splenetic humor upon you without having the least intended it when I sat down. Your pen accidentally slips into a certain vein and you must go on till you get it out clearly. If you had heard me telling Harry two or three times lately that I feared the fatal fascination of this place,—that I began to feel it taking little stitches in my soul,—you would have a different impression of my state than my above written words have left upon you.... I went out intending to stroll in the Boboli Garden, a wonderful old piece of last-century stateliness, but found it shut till twelve. So I returned to Harry's room, where I sit by the pungent wood fire writing this letter which I did not expect to begin till the afternoon, while he, just at this moment rising from the table where his quill has been busily scratching away at the last pages of his Turguenieff article, comes to warm his legs and puts on another log....

But here I am, venting this one-sided, grumpy humor on you without even meaning to when I sat down. Your pen accidentally goes down a certain path, and you have to keep going until you get it sorted out clearly. If you had heard me tell Harry a couple of times recently that I was worried about the dangerous charm of this place—that I felt it starting to stitch itself into my soul—you would have a different impression of my state than what my previous words have left with you.... I went out planning to take a walk in the Boboli Garden, a stunning old piece of last-century grandeur, but found it closed until noon. So, I went back to Harry's room, where I sit beside the smoky wood fire writing this letter that I didn't expect to start until the afternoon, while he, just now getting up from the table where his pen has been busy scratching away at the last pages of his Turguenieff article, comes over to warm his legs and add another log....

Good-bye beloved Sister, and Father and Mother.... Write repeatedly such nice long letters, and make glad the heart of both the Angel and the other brother,

Goodbye, dear Sister, and Father and Mother.... Please write us long, lovely letters often, and bring joy to both the Angel and the other brother,

W. J.

W. J.

To his Sister.

ROME, Dec. 17, 1873.

ROME, Dec. 17, 1873.

BELOVED BEAUTLINGTON,—I cannot retire to rest on this eve of a well-filled day without imparting to thy noble nature a tithe of the enjoyment and happiness with which I am filled, and wishing you was here to take your share in it.... The barbarian mind stretches little by little to take in Rome, but I doubt if I shall ever call it the "city of my soul," or "my country." Strange to say, my very enjoyment of what here belongs to hoary eld has done more to reconcile me to what belongs to the present hour, business, factories, etc., etc., than anything I ever experienced. Every day I sally out into the sunshine and plod my way o'er steps of broken thrones and temples until one o'clock, when I repair to a certain café in the Corso, begin to eat and read "Galignani" and the "Débats," until Harry comes in with the flush of successful literary effort fading off his cheek. (It may interest the sympathetic soul of Mother to know that my diet until that hour consists of a roll, which a waiter in wedding costume brings up to my room when I rise, and three sous' worth of big roasted chestnuts, which I buy, on going out, from an old crone a few doors from the hotel. In this respect I am economical. Likewise in my total abstinence from spirituous liquors, to which Harry, I regret to say, has become an utter slave, spending a large part of his earnings in Bass's Ale and wine, and trembling with anger if there is any delay in their being brought to him.) After feeding, the Angel in his old and rather shabby striped overcoat, and I in my usual neat attire, proceed to walk together either to the big Pincian terrace which overhangs the city, and where on certain days everyone resorts, or to different churches and spots of note. I always dine at the table-d'hôte here; Harry sometimes, his indisposition lately (better the past two days) having made him prefer a solitary gorge at the restaurant.

BELOVED BEAUTLINGTON,—I can't settle down for the night on this eventful day without sharing a bit of the joy and happiness I’m feeling and wishing you were here to enjoy it with me…. The untamed mind is slowly starting to embrace Rome, but I doubt I will ever refer to it as the "city of my soul" or "my homeland." Strangely enough, my enjoyment of the ancient things here has helped me come to terms with the present—business, factories, and all that—more than anything else I’ve experienced. Every day, I head out into the sunshine and make my way over the remnants of fallen thrones and temples until one o’clock, when I go to a café in the Corso, start eating, and read “Galignani” and the “Débats,” until Harry shows up, the glow of his successful writing effort fading from his face. (It might interest Mother to know that my diet until that hour consists of a roll, which a waiter in a wedding outfit brings to my room when I get up, and three sous’ worth of roasted chestnuts that I buy from an old woman a few doors down from the hotel. In this way, I’m economical. Also, I completely avoid drinking alcoholic beverages, while Harry, I’m sorry to say, has become a total slave to them, spending a huge chunk of his earnings on Bass's Ale and wine, and furious if there’s any delay in getting them.) After eating, the Angel in his old, somewhat shabby striped overcoat, and I in my usual neat attire, walk together either to the large Pincian terrace that overlooks the city, where everyone gathers on certain days, or to various churches and notable spots. I always have dinner at the table-d'hôte here; Harry sometimes does too, but lately he’s preferred to eat alone at the restaurant, especially since he hasn’t been feeling well (though he’s better the past couple of days).

The people in the house are hardly instructive or exciting, but at dinner and for an hour after in the dining-room they very pleasantly kill time. I am become so far Anglicized that I find myself quite fearful of speaking too much to a family of three "cads" who sit opposite me at the table-d'hôte, and of whom the young lady (though rather greasy about the face) is very handsome and intelligent. In the evening I usually light my fire and read some local book....

The people in the house aren't very interesting or helpful, but during dinner and for an hour after in the dining room, they pass the time pleasantly. I've become so British that I feel nervous about talking too much to a family of three "cads" sitting across from me at the table d'hôte, and the young woman (even though she has a bit of an oily face) is quite beautiful and smart. In the evening, I usually light my fire and read some local book...

I got a note from Hillebrand saying Schiff would gladly let me work in his laboratory if I liked. I suppose I ought if I can, but I hanker after home even at the price of a February voyage, and I hate to spend so much money here on my mere gizzard and cheeks.—There, my sweet sister, I hope that is a sufficiently spirited epistle for 10.30 P.M. When, oh, when, will you write me another like the solitary one I got from you in Florence? Seven weeks and one letter! C'est très caractéristique de vous! I wrote two days ago to Annie Ashburner. Tell the adorable Sara Sedgwick [Mrs. W. E. Darwin] that I can't possibly refrain much longer—in spite of my just resentment—from writing to her. Love to all.... Your

I got a note from Hillebrand saying Schiff would happily let me work in his lab if I wanted to. I guess I should if I can, but I really miss home even at the cost of a February trip, and I hate spending so much money here just for my own comfort. — There, my dear sister, I hope that’s a lively enough letter for 10:30 P.M. When, oh when, will you send me another letter like the one I got from you in Florence? Seven weeks and only one letter! That’s so typical of you! I wrote to Annie Ashburner two days ago. Please tell the lovely Sara Sedgwick [Mrs. W. E. Darwin] that I can’t hold back much longer—in spite of my righteous anger—from writing to her. Love to everyone... Your

W. J.

W. J.

 

After his return his college duties proved both absorbing and stimulating. Beginning, as the reader has seen, as an instructor in the Department of Natural History, charged with teaching the comparative anatomy and physiology of vertebrates, he added a course on physiological psychology in 1876, and organized the beginnings of the psychological laboratory.[55] The next year this course was transferred to the Department of Philosophy and given under the title "Psychology." He contributed numerous reviews of scientific and philosophic literature, along with a few anonymous articles, to the columns of the "Atlantic Monthly" and the "Nation," and in 1878 appeared in the "Journal of Speculative Philosophy" and the "Critique Philosophique," with three important papers entitled "Spencer's Definition of Mind as Correspondence," "Brute and Human Intellect," and "Quelques Considérations sur la Méthode Subjective."

After returning, his college responsibilities were both engaging and exciting. As you have seen, he started as an instructor in the Department of Natural History, where he taught comparative anatomy and physiology of vertebrates. In 1876, he added a course on physiological psychology and laid the groundwork for a psychological laboratory.[55] The following year, this course was moved to the Department of Philosophy and renamed "Psychology." He wrote numerous reviews of scientific and philosophical literature, along with some anonymous articles, for "Atlantic Monthly" and "Nation." In 1878, he published three significant papers in the "Journal of Speculative Philosophy" and "Critique Philosophique," titled "Spencer's Definition of Mind as Correspondence," "Brute and Human Intellect," and "Quelques Considérations sur la Méthode Subjective."

Meanwhile his correspondence diminished to its minimum. When his brother Henry also came home to America in 1874, it ceased almost entirely. It did not begin to flow freely again, at least so far as letters are now recoverable, until after 1878.

Meanwhile, his correspondence shrank to almost nothing. When his brother Henry returned to America in 1874, it nearly stopped altogether. It didn’t start up again easily, at least with the letters we can find now, until after 1878.

To Henry James.

CAMBRIDGE, June 25, 1874.

CAMBRIDGE, June 25, 1874.

A few days ago came your letter from Florence of June 3, speaking of the glare on the piazza and the coolness and space of your rooms, of your late dinners and your solitude, and of the progress of your novel, and, finally, of your expected departure about the 20th; so that I suppose you are today percolating the cool arcades of Bologna or the faded beauties of Verona, or haply [are] at Venice.... As the weeks glide by, my present life and my last year's life at home seem to glide together across the five months breach that Italy made in them, and to become continuous; while those months step out of the line and become a sort of side-decoration or picture hanging vaguely in my memory. As this happens more and more, I take the greater pleasure in it. Especially does the utter friendliness of Florence, Rome, etc., grow dear to me, and get strangely mixed up with still earlier and more faded impressions, derived I know not whence, which infused into the places when I first saw them that strange thread of familiarity. The thought of the Florentine places you name in your letters like "leiser Nachhall längst verklungner Lieder, zieht mit Errinnerungsschauer durch die Brust." I hope you'll pass through Dresden if you sail from Germany. I forgot to say that the Eagle line from Hamburg has now the largest and finest ships and the newest....

A few days ago, I received your letter from Florence dated June 3, where you mentioned the brightness in the piazza, the coolness and spaciousness of your rooms, your late dinners, your solitude, and the progress of your novel. You also mentioned your expected departure around the 20th; so, I assume you’re currently exploring the cool arcades of Bologna or the faded charm of Verona, or maybe you’re in Venice.... As the weeks go by, my current life and my life at home from last year seem to merge across the five-month gap that Italy created, blending together; while those months step aside and become a sort of decoration or picture hanging faintly in my memory. As this happens more frequently, I find myself enjoying it more. The warmth of Florence, Rome, and other places becomes increasingly dear to me, and it strangely intertwines with even earlier and more faded memories, from sources I can’t quite identify, which infused those places with a peculiar sense of familiarity when I first encountered them. The thought of the Florentine places you mention in your letters resonates like "the soft echo of long-faded songs, stirring memories within me." I hope you'll stop by Dresden if you’re sailing from Germany. I forgot to mention that the Eagle line from Hamburg now has the largest and finest ships and the newest....

 

Miss Theodora Sedgwick, to whom the next letter is addressed, was a member of the Stockbridge and New York family of that name, and a sister of Mrs. Charles Eliot Norton and Mrs. William Darwin, to whom reference has already been made. At this time she was living with two maiden aunts named Ashburner, friends of James's parents, in a house on Kirkland Street, Cambridge, not far from Mr. Norton's "Shady Hill." The letter of November 14, 1866, contained an allusion to this household, and others will occur as the letters proceed.

Miss Theodora Sedgwick, to whom the next letter is addressed, was part of the Stockbridge and New York family with that name. She was the sister of Mrs. Charles Eliot Norton and Mrs. William Darwin, both of whom have already been mentioned. At that time, she was living with two unmarried aunts named Ashburner, who were friends of James's parents, in a house on Kirkland Street, Cambridge, not far from Mr. Norton's "Shady Hill." The letter dated November 14, 1866, referred to this household, and more references will appear as the letters continue.

To Miss Theodora Sedgwick.

CAMBRIDGE, Aug. 8, 1874.

Cambridge, Aug. 8, 1874.

MISS THEODORA SEDGWICK 
 to WILLIAM JAMES, Dr.
Aug. 6, to 1 Orchestra Seat in Hippodrome [Barnum's Circus] $1.00
" " " 2 carriage fares at 50c. $1.00
" " " 1 glass vanilla cream sodawater $ .10
" " " 1 plate of soup lost $ .25
" " 4 hours time at 12½ cents $ .50
" " " Sundries $ .05
Total $2.90
Rec'd on account. $2.00 
 WM. JAMES

HONORED MISS,—I hope you will find the aforesaid charges moderate. When you transmit me the 90 cents still due, please send back at the same time whatever letters of mine you may still have in your possession, and the diamonds, silks, etc., which you may have at different times been glad to receive from me. Likewise both pieces of the collar stud I so recently lavished upon you. We can then remain as strangers.

HONORED MISS,—I hope you find the mentioned charges reasonable. When you send me the 90 cents that you still owe, please return any letters of mine that you have, along with the diamonds, silks, etc., that you may have received from me at various times. Also, please include both pieces of the collar stud I recently gave you. After that, we can part as strangers.

I come of a race sensitive in the extreme; more accustomed to treat than to be treated, especially in this manner; and caring for its money as little as for its life. What wonder then that the mercenary conduct of One whom I have ever fostered without hope of pecuniary reward should work like madness in my brain?

I come from a race that's extremely sensitive; we're used to giving rather than receiving, especially in this way; and we care about our money as little as we do about our lives. So, is it any surprise that the selfish behavior of someone I've always supported without expecting any financial reward drives me to madness?

On the point of closing I see with rapture that a way of accommodation is still open! O joy! The salmon, blackberries, etc., I consumed, had a market value. By charging me for the tea 90 cents, you will make the thing reciprocal, and I will call the account square. Perhaps even then the dreadful feeling of wounded pride and Barnum-born resentment may with time fade away. Amen. Respectfully yours,

On the verge of finishing, I am thrilled to see that a way to settle things is still available! Oh, what joy! The salmon, blackberries, and other things I ate had a market value. By charging me $0.90 for the tea, you’ll make it even, and I will consider the matter settled. Maybe even then, the terrible feelings of hurt pride and resentment might fade with time. Amen. Sincerely yours,

W. J.

W. J.

To Henry James.

CAMBRIDGE, Jan. [2], 1876.

CAMBRIDGE, Jan. __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__, 1876.

...Your letter No. 2 speaking of your visit to Turguenieff was received by me duly and greatly enjoyed. I never heard you speak so enthusiastically of any human being. It is too bad he is to leave Paris; but if he gives you the "run" of Flaubert and eke George Sand, it will be so much gained. I don't think you know Miss A——, but if you did, you would thank me for pointing out to you the parallelism between her and George Sand which overwhelmed me the other day when I was calling on her, and she (who has just lost her sister B—— and had her father go through an attack of insanity) was snuggling down so hyper-comfortably into garrulity about B——, and her poor dead T—— and her dead mother, that I was fairly suffocated, just as I am by the comfort George Sand takes in telling you of the loves of servant men for ladies, and other things contra naturam.

...I received your letter No. 2 about your visit to Turguenieff, and I really enjoyed it. I've never heard you speak so passionately about anyone. It’s a shame he’s leaving Paris, but if he gives you access to Flaubert and George Sand, that’ll be a big plus. I don't think you know Miss A——, but if you did, you’d appreciate the similarity between her and George Sand, which struck me the other day when I visited her. She, having just lost her sister B—— and having her father go through a mental breakdown, was getting so comfortable chatting about B——, her late T——, and her deceased mother, that I felt overwhelmed, just like I do when I hear George Sand take such delight in sharing stories about the loves of servant men for women, and other things that seem so unnatural.

Christmas passed off here in a rather wan and sallow manner. I got a gold scarf-ring from Mother and a gold watch-chain from Aunt Kate. Let me, by the way, advise you to get a scarf-ring; 't is one of the greatest inventions of modern times, in saving labor, silk and shirt fronts. Alice got a desk, and from me a Scotch terrier pup only seven weeks old, whom we call Bunch, who has almost doubled his size in a week, who is a perfect lion in determination and courage, and who don't seem to care a jot for any human society but that of Jane in the kitchen, whose person is, I suppose, pervaded by a greasy and smoky smell agreeable to his nostrils. He has a perfect passion for the dining-room; whenever he is left to himself, he travels thither and lies down under the table and takes no notice of you when you go to call him. He does not sleep half as much as Dido, never utters a sound when shut up for the night in the kitchen, and altogether fills us with a sort of awe for the Roman firmness and independence of his character. He is "animated" by a colliquative diarrhœa or cholera, which keeps us all sponging over his tracks, but which don't affect his strength or spirits a bit. He is in short a very queer substitute for poor, dear Dido....

Christmas came and went here in a pretty dull and sickly way. I got a gold scarf-ring from Mom and a gold watch-chain from Aunt Kate. By the way, I recommend getting a scarf-ring; it’s one of the best inventions ever for saving effort, silk, and shirt fronts. Alice received a desk, and I gave her a Scotch terrier puppy who’s only seven weeks old. We named him Bunch, and he has almost doubled in size in just a week. He’s a total lion in determination and courage, and he doesn’t seem to care at all for anyone’s company except for Jane in the kitchen, whose presence I guess has a greasy and smoky scent that he finds appealing. He has a real obsession with the dining room; whenever he’s left alone, he wanders over there, lies down under the table, and completely ignores you when you call him. He doesn’t sleep nearly as much as Dido, never makes a sound when locked up for the night in the kitchen, and overall makes us feel a kind of awe for his Roman strength and independence. He has “animated” a bit of colicky diarrhea or cholera, which keeps us constantly cleaning up after him, but it doesn’t seem to affect his strength or spirits at all. In short, he’s a very strange replacement for poor, dear Dido...

To Henry James.

NEWPORT, June 3, 1876.

NEWPORT, June 3, 1876.

My dear H.,—I write you after [a] considerable interval filled with too much work and weariness to make letter-writing convenient.... I ran away three days ago, the recitations being over for the year, in order to break from the studious associations of home. I have been staying at the Tweedies with Mrs. Chapman, and James Sturgis and his wife, and enjoying extremely, not the conversation indoors, but the lonely lying on the grass on the cliffs at Lyly Pond, and four or five hours yesterday at the Dumplings, feeling the moving air and the gentle living sea. There is a purity and mildness about the elements here which purges the soul of one. And I have been as if I had taken opium, not wanting to do anything else than the particular thing I happened to be doing at the moment, and feeling equally good whether I stood or walked or lay, or spoke or was silent. It's a splendid relief from the overstrain and stimulus of the past few scholastic months. I go the day after tomorrow (Monday) with the Tweedies to New York, assist at Henrietta Temple's wedding on Tuesday, and then pass on to the Centennial for a couple of days. I suppose it will be pretty tiresome, but I want to see the English pictures, which they say are a good show.... I fancy my vacationizing will be confined to visits of a week at a time to different points, perhaps the pleasantest way after all of spending it. Newport as to its villas, and all that, is most repulsive to me. I really didn't know how little charm and how much shabbiness there was about the place. There are not more than three or four houses out of the whole lot that are not offensive, in some way, externally. But the mild nature grows on one every day. This afternoon, God willing, I shall spend on Paradise.[56]

Dear H.,—I’m writing to you after quite a break filled with too much work and fatigue to make letter-writing easy.... I escaped three days ago, after the recitations ended for the year, to get away from the scholarly atmosphere at home. I've been staying with the Tweedies and Mrs. Chapman, along with James Sturgis and his wife, and I'm enjoying it immensely—not the conversations indoors, but lying alone on the grass by the cliffs at Lyly Pond, and spending four or five hours yesterday at the Dumplings, feeling the fresh air and the gentle sea. There’s a clarity and calmness in the elements here that really cleanses the soul. I feel as though I've taken opium, not wanting to do anything other than whatever I’m doing at that moment, feeling equally content whether I'm standing, walking, lying down, talking, or being quiet. It’s a wonderful relief from the stress and stimulation of the last few academic months. The day after tomorrow (Monday), I’ll be going to New York with the Tweedies, attending Henrietta Temple's wedding on Tuesday, and then heading to the Centennial for a couple of days. I imagine it’ll be pretty tiresome, but I want to see the English artwork, which I hear is a good show.... I think my vacation will mostly consist of week-long visits to different places, which might be the nicest way to spend it after all. Newport and its villas strike me as quite off-putting. I truly didn’t realize how little charm and how much neglect there is around that place. Out of all the houses, there are only three or four that aren’t in some way unpleasant to look at. But the gentle nature grows on you every day. This afternoon, God willing, I'll spend my time in Paradise.[56]

The Tweedies keep no horses, which makes one walk more or pay more than one would wish. The younger Seabury told me yesterday that he was just reading your "Roderick Hudson," but offered no [comment]. Colonel Waring said of your "American" to me: "I'm not a blind admirer of H. James, Jr., but I said to my wife after reading that first number, 'By Jove, I think he's hit it this time!'" I think myself the thing opens very well indeed, you have a first-rate datum to work up, and I hope you'll do it well.

The Tweedies don't keep any horses, which means one has to walk more or spend more than preferable. The younger Seabury mentioned yesterday that he was just reading your "Roderick Hudson," but didn’t give any feedback. Colonel Waring told me about your "American": "I'm not a blind admirer of H. James, Jr., but after reading that first issue, I said to my wife, 'By Jove, I think he's nailed it this time!'" I think it starts off really well; you have excellent material to develop, and I hope you do a great job with it.

Your last few letters home have breathed a tone of contentment and domestication in Paris which was very agreeable to get.... Your accounts of Ivan Sergeitch are delightful, and I envy you the possession of the young painter's intimacy. Give my best love to Ivan. I read his book which you sent home (foreign books sent by mail pay duty now, though; so send none but good ones), and although the vein of "morbidness" was so pronounced in the stories, yet the mysterious depths which his plummet sounds atone for all. It is the amount of life which a man feels that makes you value his mind, and Turguenieff has a sense of worlds within worlds whose existence is unsuspected by the vulgar. It amuses me to recommend his books to people who mention them as they would the novels of Wilkie Collins. You say we don't notice "Daniel Deronda." I find it extremely interesting. Gwendolen and her spouse are masterpieces of conception and delineation. Her ideal figures are much vaguer and thinner. But her "sapience," as you excellently call it, passes all decent bounds. There is something essentially womanish in the irrepressible garrulity of her moral reflections. Why is it that it makes women feel so good to moralize? Man philosophizes as a matter of business, because he must,—he does it to a purpose and then lets it rest; but women don't seem to get over being tickled at the discovery that they have the faculty; hence the tedious iteration and restlessness of George Eliot's commentary on life. The La Farges are absent. Yours always,

Your recent letters home have had a tone of happiness and settling into life in Paris that was really nice to receive. Your stories about Ivan Sergeitch are charming, and I’m envious of your close friendship with the young painter. Please give my love to Ivan. I read his book that you sent back (by the way, foreign books sent by mail now have a duty, so only send good ones), and even though the "morbidness" in the stories was quite strong, the mysterious depths he explores make up for it all. It’s the amount of life a person experiences that makes you appreciate their mind, and Turgenev has a sense of worlds within worlds that are often overlooked by the average person. I find it amusing to recommend his books to people who mention them as if they were talking about the novels of Wilkie Collins. You say we don't notice "Daniel Deronda." I think it’s extremely interesting. Gwendolen and her husband are brilliantly conceived and portrayed. Her ideal characters are much vaguer and weaker. But her "sapience," which you aptly describe, exceeds all reasonable limits. There’s something inherently feminine in her constant chatter about moral reflections. Why is it that women feel so good about moralizing? Men tend to philosophize for practical reasons—they do it purposefully and then move on; but women seem to enjoy discovering that they have this ability, which leads to the tiresome repetitiveness and restlessness of George Eliot's commentary on life. The La Farges are away. Yours always,

W. J.

W. J.

 

Under the title "Bain and Renouvier," James contributed a review containing a brief discussion of free will and determinism to the "Nation" of June 8, 1876. He of course sent a copy to Renouvier. The following letter begins with a reference to Renouvier's acknowledgment. James had been acquainted with Renouvier's work since 1868, when, as the reader will recall, he read a number of the "Année Philosophique," Renouvier's annual survey of contemporary philosophy, for the first time. The diary entry already quoted from the year 1870 has shown what effect Renouvier's essays then had on his mind. His admiration for the elder philosopher was great and he cherished it loyally for the rest of his life. Indeed, in the unfinished manuscript, which was published posthumously as "Some Problems of Philosophy," James looked back at the formative period of his own philosophical thinking and wrote: "Renouvier was one of the greatest of philosophic characters, and but for the decisive impression made on me in the seventies by his masterly advocacy of pluralism I might never have got free from the monistic superstition under which I had grown up." In time he made Renouvier's acquaintance in France and wrote to him often. He examined and discussed his writings with college classes. Occasionally he reported these discussions and read Renouvier's answers to the students. On the other side, Renouvier paid James the compliment of printing or translating several of his papers in the "Critique Philosophique," and thus brought him early to the notice of French readers.

Under the title "Bain and Renouvier," James wrote a review that included a brief discussion of free will and determinism for the "Nation" on June 8, 1876. He naturally sent a copy to Renouvier. The following letter starts by referencing Renouvier's acknowledgment. James had been familiar with Renouvier's work since 1868 when, as the reader may recall, he first read several issues of the "Année Philosophique," Renouvier's yearly overview of contemporary philosophy. The previously quoted diary entry from 1870 shows how much Renouvier's essays impacted him at that time. His admiration for the older philosopher was significant, and he held onto it faithfully for the rest of his life. In fact, in the unfinished manuscript that was published posthumously as "Some Problems of Philosophy," James reflected on the formative period of his own philosophical development and wrote: "Renouvier was one of the greatest philosophical figures, and without the powerful impact he had on me in the seventies through his expert support of pluralism, I might never have broken free from the monistic beliefs I was raised with." Over time, he got to know Renouvier in France and wrote to him regularly. He examined and discussed Renouvier's writings with his college classes, occasionally sharing these discussions and reading Renouvier's responses to the students. In return, Renouvier honored James by printing or translating several of his papers in the "Critique Philosophique," which helped him gain early recognition among French readers.

To Charles Renouvier.

CAMBRIDGE, July 29, 1876.

CAMBRIDGE, July 29, 1876.

My dear Sir,—I am quite overcome by your appreciation of my poor little article in the "Nation." It gratifies me extremely to hear from your own lips that my apprehension of your thoughts is accurate. In so despicably brief a space as that which a newspaper affords, I could hardly hope to attain any other quality than that, and perhaps clearness. I had written another paragraph of pure eulogy of your powers, which the editor suppressed, to my great regret, for want of room. I need not repeat to you again how grateful I feel to you for all I have learned from your admirable writings. I do what lies in my feeble power to assist the propagation of your works here, but students of philosophy are rare here as everywhere. It astonishes me, nevertheless, that you have had to wait so long for general recognition. Only a few months ago I had the pleasure of introducing to your "Essais" two professors of philosophy, able and learned men, who hardly knew your name!! But I am perfectly convinced that it is a mere affair of time, and that you will take your place in the general History of Speculation as the classical and finished representative of the tendency which was begun by Hume, and to which writers before you had made only fragmentary contributions, whilst you have fused the whole matter into a solid, elegant and definitive system, perfectly consistent, and capable, by reason of its moral vitality, of becoming popular, so far as that is permitted to philosophic systems. After your Essays, it seems to me that the only important question is the deepest one of all, the one between the principle of contradiction, and the Sein und Nichts.[57] You have brought it to that clear issue; and extremely as I value your logical attitude, it would be uncandid of me (after what I have said) not to confess that there are certain psychological and moral facts, which make me, as I stand today, unable wholly to commit myself to your position, to burn my ships behind me, and proclaim the belief in the one and the many to be the Original Sin of the mind. I long for leisure to study up these questions. I have been teaching anatomy and physiology in Harvard College here. Next year, I add a course of physiological psychology, using, for certain practical reasons, Spencer's "Psychology" as a textbook. My health is not strong; I find that laboratory work and study, too, are more than I can attend to. It is therefore not impossible that I may in 1877-8 be transferred to the philosophical department, in which there is likely to be a vacancy. If so, you may depend upon it that the name of Renouvier will be as familiar as that of Descartes to the Bachelors of Arts who leave these walls. Believe me with the greatest respect and gratitude, faithfully yours,

Dear Sir,—I’m truly touched by your kind words about my humble article in the "Nation." It means a lot to hear from you that I correctly grasp your ideas. In such a short format as a newspaper allows, I honestly couldn’t expect to convey anything more than that, along with perhaps some clarity. I had written another short paragraph praising your abilities, but the editor cut it out, which I regretted because of space constraints. I don’t need to tell you again how thankful I am for everything I’ve learned from your outstanding writings. I do my best, given my limited ability, to help promote your work here, but students of philosophy are few and far between, just like everywhere else. Still, I’m surprised that it’s taken so long for you to gain widespread recognition. Just a few months ago, I had the pleasure of introducing two philosophers, competent and knowledgeable professors, to your "Essais," and they barely knew your name!! But I’m entirely convinced it’s just a matter of time before you take your rightful place in the broader History of Speculation as the classic and complete representative of the tradition that started with Hume. Previous writers only made scattered contributions, while you’ve shaped everything into a solid, elegant, and definitive system that is perfectly consistent and, due to its moral strength, could become popular, as much as that’s possible for philosophical systems. After your Essays, it seems to me that the only vital question is the deepest one of all, concerning the principle of contradiction, and Sein und Nichts.[57] You have brought it to that clear point; and while I highly value your logical approach, it wouldn’t be fair of me (after what I’ve stated) not to admit that there are certain psychological and moral truths that prevent me, at this moment, from fully committing to your stance, to burning my bridges and declaring the belief in the one and the many to be the Original Sin of the mind. I yearn for some time to really explore these questions. I’ve been teaching anatomy and physiology at Harvard College. Next year, I’ll be adding a course on physiological psychology, using Spencer's "Psychology" as the textbook for practical reasons. My health isn’t great; I find that lab work and studying are more than I can handle. So, it’s possible that I might be moved to the philosophical department in 1877-8, where a position is likely to open up. If that happens, you can be sure that the name Renouvier will be as well-known as Descartes among the Bachelors of Arts graduating from here. Please know that I hold you in the highest regard and appreciation, faithfully yours,

WM. JAMES.

W. James.

...I must add a vivat to your "Critique Philosophique," which keeps up so ably and bravely! And although it is probably an entirely superfluous recommendation, I cannot refrain from calling your attention to the most robust of English philosophic writers, [Shadworth] Hodgson, whose "Time and Space" was published in 1865 by Longmans, and whose "Theory of Practice," in two volumes, followed it in 1870.

...I have to give a shout-out to your "Critique Philosophique," which handles things so well and confidently! And even though this might seem like unnecessary praise, I can’t help but point out the powerful English philosopher, [Shadworth] Hodgson, whose "Time and Space" came out in 1865 from Longmans, and whose two-volume work, "Theory of Practice," was released in 1870.

 

In connection with the allusion to two professors of philosophy who hardly knew Renouvier's name, it would be fair to say that James was acutely conscious of the prevailing academic conditions. He was, in fact, one among a few younger men who were already rejuvenating the teaching of philosophy in American colleges. They began their work under difficult conditions.

In relation to the reference to two philosophy professors who barely recognized Renouvier's name, it's fair to say that James was very aware of the current academic landscape. He was, in fact, one of the few younger individuals who were already revitalizing the teaching of philosophy in American colleges. They started their efforts under challenging circumstances.

Dr. G. Stanley Hall wrote an open letter to the "Nation" in 1876, in which he said:—

Dr. G. Stanley Hall wrote an open letter to the "Nation" in 1876, in which he said:—

"I have often wished that the 'Nation' would devote some space to the condition of philosophy in American colleges. Within the last few years I have visited the class-rooms of many of our best institutions, and believe that there are few if any branches which are so inadequately taught as those generally roughly classed as philosophy. Deductive logic, or the syllogism, is the most thoroughly dwelt upon, while induction, æsthetic and psychological and ethical studies, and especially the history of the leading systems of philosophy, ancient and modern, and the marvellous new developments in England and Germany, are almost entirely ignored. The persistent use of Hamilton, Butler's 'Analogy' and a score of treatises on 'moral science,' which deduce all the ground of obligation from theological considerations, as text-books, is largely responsible for the supposed unpopularity of the studies.... I think the success which has attended the recent lecture courses at Cambridge on modern systems of philosophy, and on æsthetic studies of literature and the fine arts, shows plainly how much might be accomplished in this direction by the proper method of instruction."

"I’ve often wished that the 'Nation' would devote some space to the state of philosophy in American colleges. In the past few years, I’ve visited the classrooms of many of our top institutions, and I believe that very few subjects are taught as inadequately as those typically categorized as philosophy. Deductive logic, or syllogism, is the most extensively covered, while induction, aesthetic and psychological studies, ethical studies, and especially the history of major philosophical systems, both ancient and modern, along with the incredible new developments in England and Germany, are nearly completely overlooked. The continued reliance on Hamilton, Butler's 'Analogy,' and a number of texts on 'moral science,' which derive the foundation of obligation from theological perspectives, as textbooks, plays a significant role in the perceived unpopularity of these studies.... I think the success of the recent lecture series at Cambridge on modern philosophical systems and the aesthetic studies of literature and the fine arts clearly shows how much can be achieved in this area with the right instructional approach."

James's comment on this, printed anonymously in the "Nation" for September 21, 1876, expressed his view of the situation more fully:—

James's comment on this, printed anonymously in the "Nation" for September 21, 1876, expressed his view of the situation more fully:—

"The philosophical teaching, as a rule, in our higher seminaries is in the hands of the president, who is usually a minister of the Gospel, and, as he more often owes his position to general excellence of character and administrative faculty than to any speculative gifts or propensities, it usually follows that 'safeness' becomes the main characteristic of his tuition; that his classes are edified rather than awakened, and leave college with the generous youthful impulse, to reflect on the world and our position in it, rather dampened and discouraged than stimulated by the lifeless discussions and flabby formulas they have had to commit to memory....

"The philosophy courses at our colleges are typically taught by the president, who is usually a minister. Since he often gets this role due to his overall good character and leadership skills rather than any deep philosophical insights or tendencies, it usually means that 'safeness' becomes the main focus of his teaching. His classes tend to be more about education than inspiration, leaving students feeling less motivated to think critically about the world and their place in it. Instead of feeling excited and engaged, they often finish college feeling somewhat disheartened and discouraged by the dull discussions and weak concepts they've had to memorize....

"Let it not be supposed that we are prejudging the question whether the final results of speculation will be friendly or hostile to the formulas of Christian thought. All we contend for is that we, like the Greeks and the Germans, should now attack things as if there were no official answer preoccupying the field. At present we are bribed beforehand by our reverence or dislike for the official answer; and the free-thinking tendency which the 'Popular Science Monthly,' for example, represents, is condemned to an even more dismal shallowness than the spiritualistic systems of our text-books of 'Mental Science.' We work with one eye on our problem, and with the other on the consequences to our enemy or to our lawgiver, as the case may be; the result in both cases is mediocrity.

"Let’s not assume that we’re jumping to conclusions about whether the final outcomes of speculation will support or challenge Christian thought. All we argue is that we should approach things like the Greeks and Germans, as if there isn’t an official answer dominating the discussion. Right now, our respect or disdain for the official answer has biased us. The free-thinking approach represented by the 'Popular Science Monthly,' for example, ends up being even shallower than the spiritualistic theories found in our 'Mental Science' textbooks. We tackle our problem with one eye on it and the other on how it relates to our opponent or our authority, resulting in mediocrity in both situations."

"If the best use of our colleges is to give young men a wider openness of mind and a more flexible way of thinking than special technical training can generate, then we hold that philosophy (taken in the broad sense in which our correspondent uses the word) is the most important of all college studies. However skeptical one may be of the attainment of universal truths (and to make our position more emphatic, we are willing here to concede the extreme Positivistic position), one can never deny that philosophic study means the habit of always seeing an alternative, of not taking the usual for granted, of making conventionalities fluid again, of imagining foreign states of mind. In a word, it means the possession of mental perspective. Touchstone's question, 'Hast any philosophy in thee, shepherd?' will never cease to be one of the tests of a wellborn nature. It says, Is there space and air in your mind, or must your companions gasp for breath whenever they talk with you? And if our colleges are to make men, and not machines, they should look, above all things, to this aspect of their influence....

"If the main purpose of our colleges is to help young people develop a broader mindset and a more adaptable way of thinking than specialized technical training can provide, then we believe that philosophy (understood in the broad sense that our correspondent uses the term) is the most essential of all college subjects. No matter how skeptical one may be about finding universal truths (and to strengthen our point, we are willing to acknowledge the extreme Positivist viewpoint), it's undeniable that studying philosophy encourages the habit of always considering alternatives, questioning the status quo, challenging conventional beliefs, and envisioning different perspectives. In other words, it fosters mental insight. Touchstone's question, 'Do you have any philosophy in you, shepherd?' will always remain a measure of a well-rounded character. It asks whether your mind has space and clarity, or if your friends feel suffocated when they talk to you. If our colleges aim to shape individuals, not automate them, they should prioritize this aspect of their impact above all else...."

"As for philosophy, technically so called, or the reflection of man on his relations with the universe, its educational essence lies in the quickening of the spirit to its problems. What doctrines students take from their teachers are of little consequence provided they catch from them the living, philosophic attitude of mind, the independent, personal look at all the data of life, and the eagerness to harmonize them....

"As for philosophy, in the strict sense, or the way people think about their connections to the universe, its true educational value comes from awakening the spirit to its problems. The specific beliefs students learn from their teachers don't matter much as long as they adopt the vibrant, philosophical mindset, the independent and personal perspective on all of life's information, and the desire to harmonize it all..."

"In short, philosophy, like Molière, claims her own where she finds it. She finds much of it today in physics and natural history, and must and will educate herself accordingly.... Meanwhile, when we find announced that the students in Harvard College next year may study any or all of the following works under the guidance of different professors,—Locke's 'Essay,' Kant's 'Kritik,' Schopenhauer and Hartmann, Hodgson's 'Theory of Practice,' and Spencer's 'Psychology,'—we need not complain of universal academic stagnation, even today."

"In short, philosophy, like Molière, takes what it can get. It finds a lot of it today in physics and natural history, and it needs to and will educate itself accordingly.... Meanwhile, when we see that the students at Harvard College next year can study any or all of the following works under different professors—Locke's 'Essay,' Kant's 'Kritik,' Schopenhauer and Hartmann, Hodgson's 'Theory of Practice,' and Spencer's 'Psychology'—we shouldn't complain about a universal academic stagnation, even today."

VIII

1878-1883

Marriage—Contract for the Psychology—European Colleagues—Death of his Parents

Marriage—Agreement for the Mind—European Colleagues—Loss of his Parents

EARLY in 1876 James had been introduced by their common friend Thomas Davidson (that ardent and lovable man whom he sketched with incomparable strokes in "A Knight Errant of the Intellectual Life") to Miss Alice H. Gibbens, and the next day he wrote to his brother Wilky that he had met "the future Mrs. W. J." Miss Gibbens had grown up in Weymouth, a pleasant little Massachusetts town in which several generations of her ancestors had lived comfortably and which was then still untouched by the "development" that later converted it and its neighbour, Quincy, into unseemly stone-quarriers' suburbs. In 1876 she had just returned, with her widowed mother and two younger sisters, from a five-years' residence in Europe and was teaching in a school for girls in Boston. On July 10, 1878, after a short engagement, he and Miss Gibbens were married by the Reverend Rufus Ellis at the house of the bride's grandmother in Boston.

EARLY in 1876, James was introduced by their mutual friend Thomas Davidson (the passionate and lovable man he described so brilliantly in "A Knight Errant of the Intellectual Life") to Miss Alice H. Gibbens. The next day, he wrote to his brother Wilky that he had met "the future Mrs. W. J." Miss Gibbens had grown up in Weymouth, a nice little town in Massachusetts where several generations of her family had lived comfortably, and it was still untouched by the "development" that would later transform it and its neighbor, Quincy, into unattractive stone-quarry suburbs. In 1876, she had just returned with her widowed mother and two younger sisters from a five-year stay in Europe and was teaching at a girls' school in Boston. On July 10, 1878, after a brief engagement, he and Miss Gibbens were married by the Reverend Rufus Ellis at the home of the bride's grandmother in Boston.

It must be left to a later day and a less intimate and partial hand to do adequate justice to a marriage which was happy in the rarest and fullest sense, and which was soon to work an abiding transformation in James's health and spirits. No mere devotion could have achieved the skill and care with which his wife understood and helped him. Family duties and responsibilities, often grave and worrisome enough, weighed lightly in the balance against the tranquillity and confidence that his new domesticity soon brought him. During the twenty-one years that immediately followed his marriage he accomplished an amount of teaching, college committee-service and administration, friendly and helpful personal intercourse with his students, reading and book-writing, original research, not to speak of his initial excursions into the field of psychical research, and a good deal of popular lecturing to eke out his income, that would have astonished anyone who had known him only during the early seventies, and that would have honored the capacity and endurance of any man. The serener tone of his letters soon contrasts itself with much that has gone before. The occasional references to fatigue, insomnia, and eye-strain, which still occur in his correspondence are explained by the amount of work he imposed upon himself rather than by the lack of strength with which he met his tasks.

It should be left to a future time and a more objective perspective to properly honor a marriage that was genuinely happy in the truest sense and that soon brought about a lasting change in James's health and outlook. No simple devotion could have matched the skill and care with which his wife understood and supported him. Family duties and responsibilities, though often serious and concerning, felt light compared to the tranquility and confidence his new domestic life quickly provided. In the twenty-one years following his marriage, he managed to achieve an impressive amount of teaching, serving on college committees, administration, engaging positively with his students, reading and writing books, conducting original research, and even delving into psychical research and giving numerous popular lectures to supplement his income. This would have amazed anyone who only knew him from the early seventies and would have showcased the strength and resilience of any man. The calmer tone of his letters soon stands in stark contrast to much of what came before. The occasional mentions of fatigue, insomnia, and eye strain in his correspondence can be attributed to the significant workload he placed on himself rather than a lack of strength to handle his tasks.

Meanwhile his wife, who entered into all his plans and undertakings with unfailing understanding and high spirit, stood guard over his library door, protected him from interruptions and distractions, managed the household and the children and the family business, helped him to order his day and to see and entertain his friends at convenient times, sped him off on occasional much-needed vacations, and encouraged him to all his major undertakings, with a sustaining skill and cheer which need not be described to anyone who knew his household. To the importance of her companionship it is still, happily, impossible to do justice. If consulted, she would not tolerate even this allusion; yet to gloss over her sustaining influence entirely would be to do injustice to James himself.

Meanwhile, his wife, who fully supported all his plans and endeavors with consistent understanding and enthusiasm, kept watch over the library door, shielding him from interruptions and distractions. She managed the household, the kids, and the family business, helped him organize his day, and arranged for him to see and entertain his friends at convenient times. She also sent him on much-needed vacations and encouraged him in all his major projects with a supportive energy and positivity that anyone familiar with their home would recognize. It remains, thankfully, impossible to fully appreciate the importance of her companionship. If asked, she wouldn’t even allow this mention; yet ignoring her vital influence would be unfair to James himself.

 

The summer of 1878 was momentous in James's life for another reason. In June, one month before his marriage, he contracted with Messrs. Henry Holt & Company to write a volume on Psychology for the "American Science Series" that they were beginning to publish. He was asked by Mr. Holt, in the course of preliminary correspondence, whether he could deliver the manuscript in a year's time. James replied (June, 1878): "My other engagements and my health both forbid the attempt to execute the work rapidly. Its quality too might then suffer. I don't think I could finish it inside of two years—say the fall of 1880." Thus he proposed to throw the book off rapidly. He doubtless conceived of it in the beginning as a more or less literary survey of the subject as it was then known, and he certainly did not foresee that he was going to devote twelve years of critical study and original research to its preparation.

The summer of 1878 was significant in James's life for another reason. In June, just a month before his wedding, he made a deal with Messrs. Henry Holt & Company to write a book on Psychology for the "American Science Series" they were starting to publish. Mr. Holt asked him during their initial correspondence if he could deliver the manuscript in a year's time. James replied (June, 1878): "My other commitments and my health both prevent me from trying to complete the work quickly. Its quality might suffer as a result. I don’t think I could finish it in less than two years—let's say by the fall of 1880." So he planned to work on the book fairly quickly. He likely saw it at first as a somewhat literary overview of the subject as it was then understood, and he certainly didn’t expect that he would end up spending twelve years on detailed study and original research to prepare it.

 

Meanwhile, immediately after their marriage, James took his wife to the upper end of Keene Valley in the Adirondacks for the rest of the summer. They both knew and loved the region already. Indeed, although there has been no occasion to mention it before, Keene Valley had already become for James the playground toward which he turned most eagerly when summer came. It never lost its charm for him; he managed to spend a week or two of almost every year there or nearby; and allusions to the region will appear in a number of later letters.

Meanwhile, right after their wedding, James took his wife to the upper end of Keene Valley in the Adirondacks for the rest of the summer. They both already knew and loved the area. In fact, even though it hasn't been mentioned before, Keene Valley had become James's favorite vacation spot that he looked forward to every summer. It never lost its appeal for him; he found a way to spend a week or two there or nearby almost every year, and references to the area will show up in several later letters.

At the head of these valleys, in the basin of the Ausable Lakes and on the surrounding slopes of the most interesting group of mountains in the Adirondacks, a great tract of forest has been preserved. Giant, Noonmark, Colvin, and the Gothics raise their splendid ridges and summits to the enclosing horizon, and Dix, Haystack, and Marcy, the last the highest mountain of the Adirondack range, are within a day's walk of the little community that used to be known as "Beede's." Where the Ausable Club's picturesque golf-course is now laid out, the fields of Smith Beede's farm then surrounded his primitive, white-painted hotel. Half a mile to the eastward, in a patch of rocky pasture beside Giant Brook, stood the original Beede farm-house, and this Henry P. Bowditch, Charles and James Putnam, and William James had bought for a few hundred dollars (subject to Beede's cautious proviso in the deed that "the purchasers are to keep no boarders"). They had adapted the little story-and-a-half dwelling to their own purposes and converted its surrounding sheds and pens into habitable shanties of the simplest kind. So they established a sort of camp, with the mountains for their climbing, the brook to bathe in, and the primeval forest fragrant about them.

At the head of these valleys, in the basin of the Ausable Lakes and on the surrounding slopes of the most interesting group of mountains in the Adirondacks, a large expanse of forest has been preserved. Giant, Noonmark, Colvin, and the Gothics rise with their magnificent ridges and peaks to the enclosing horizon, while Dix, Haystack, and Marcy—the last being the tallest mountain in the Adirondack range—are just a day’s walk from the small community that used to be known as "Beede's." Where the Ausable Club's charming golf course is now situated, the fields of Smith Beede's farm once surrounded his simple, white-painted hotel. Half a mile to the east, in a rocky pasture beside Giant Brook, stood the original Beede farmhouse, which Henry P. Bowditch, Charles and James Putnam, and William James bought for a few hundred dollars (with Beede’s careful condition in the deed that "the purchasers are to keep no boarders"). They modified the little story-and-a-half house for their needs and turned the surrounding sheds and pens into basic livable cabins. Thus, they established a kind of camp, with the mountains for climbing, the brook for bathing, and the ancient forest providing a fragrant backdrop.

With a friend or native guide,—or often alone, with a book and lunch in his light rücksack,—James would go off for a long day's walk on one of the mountain trails. He liked to start early and to spend several hours at mid-day stretched out on the sheltered side of an open ridge or summit. In this way he would combine a day of outdoor exercise with fifty to eighty pages of professional reading, the daily stint to which he often held himself in his holidays.

With a friend or a local guide—or often by himself, with a book and lunch in his light backpack—James would head out for a long day of hiking on one of the mountain trails. He preferred to start early and spend a few hours around midday relaxing on the sheltered side of an open ridge or peak. This way, he was able to combine a day of outdoor exercise with fifty to eighty pages of professional reading, the daily commitment he often maintained during his vacations.

In the summer of seventy-eight he planned to combine this sort of refreshment with work on the "Psychology." The plan seemed a little innocent to at least one friend,—Francis J. Child,—who said in a letter to James Russell Lowell: "William has already begun a Manual of Psychology—in the honeymoon;—but they are both writing it."

In the summer of 1878, he intended to mix this kind of relaxation with work on the "Psychology." The plan seemed a bit naive to at least one friend—Francis J. Child—who wrote in a letter to James Russell Lowell: "William has already started a Manual of Psychology—during the honeymoon;—but they are both working on it."

To Francis J. Child.

[Dictated to Mrs. James]

[Dictated to Mrs. James]

KEENE VALLEY, Aug. 16 [1878].

KEENE VALLEY, Aug. 16 [1878].

CARISSIMO,—Daily since the first instant have we trembled with joyous expectancy of your holiday face arriving at our door. Daily have we dashed the teardrop of disappointment from our common eye! And now to get a letter instead of your revered form! It is shameful. We are dying with the tedium of each other's society and you would make the wheels of life go round again. Your excursion to Scarborough is simply criminal under the circumstances. You know we longed to see you. It is not too late to repair your fault, for although we shall not outstay the 1st of September, you would find the Putnams and the best thirty-five-year-old medical society in Boston to keep you company after we go. You had better come from Scarborough through Portland direct to Burlington by the White Mt. R.R. From Burlington take boat to Westport, whence stage to Beede's and our beating heart. But such is the crassitude of your malignity that after this we hardly dare expect you. Seriously, how could you be so insane?

CARISSIMO,—Every day since the very first moment, we've been excitedly waiting for your cheerful face to show up at our door. Each day, we've wiped away the tears of disappointment! And now, to receive a letter instead of your beloved self! It's outrageous. We're bored to death in each other's company, and you would bring new

As for the remaining matter of your somewhat illegible letter, what is this mythological and poetical talk about psychology and Psyche and keeping back a manuscript composed during a honeymoon? The only Psyche now recognized by science is a decapitated frog whose writhings express deeper truths than your weakminded poets ever dreamed. She (not Psyche but the bride) loves all these doctrines which are quite novel to her mind, hitherto accustomed to all sorts of mysticism and superstitions. She swears entirely by reflex action now, and believes in universal Nothwendigkeit. Hope not with your ballad-mongering ever to gain an influence.

Regarding your somewhat hard-to-read letter, what’s with all this mythical and poetic talk about psychology and Psyche and holding back a manuscript written during a honeymoon? The only Psyche recognized by science is a decapitated frog whose movements reveal deeper truths than your weak-minded poets ever imagined. She (not Psyche, but the bride) is really into all these ideas, which are completely new to her since she's been used to all sorts of mysticism and superstitions. Now she’s all about reflex action and believes in universal Nothwendigkeit. Don’t think you’ll ever gain any influence with your ballad-writing.

We have spent, however, a ballad-like summer in this delicious cot among the hills. We only needed crooks and a flock of sheep. I need not say that our psychic reaction has been one of content—perhaps as great as ever enjoyed by man.

We’ve had a storybook summer in this lovely cottage in the hills. All we needed were walking sticks and a herd of sheep. I don't need to say that we've felt deep satisfaction—maybe as much as anyone has ever experienced.

So farewell, false friend, till such near time as your ehrwürdig person decorate our hearth at Mrs. Hanks's in Harvard St.

So goodbye, false friend, until the next time your esteemed self visits our home at Mrs. Hanks's on Harvard St.

Communicate our hearty love to Mrs. Child and believe us your always doting

Communicate our heartfelt love to Mrs. Child and know that we are always your devoted

(W. and A.) J.

(W. and A.) J.

And for Heaven's sake come while yet there is time!

And for heaven's sake come while there's still time!

Wm.

Wm.

 

When the College opened in the autumn of seventy-eight James and his wife returned to Cambridge and lived for a few months in lodgings at 387 Harvard Street. The next letter begins a series from which a number of later letters will be given. One of the warmest of James's lifelong friendships was with Miss Frances R. Morse of Boston. The "exquisite Mary" referred to near the end is her sister, later Mrs. John W. Elliot.

When the College opened in the fall of '78, James and his wife returned to Cambridge and lived for a few months in a rental at 387 Harvard Street. The next letter starts a series that will include several later letters. One of the closest friendships James had throughout his life was with Miss Frances R. Morse from Boston. The "exquisite Mary" mentioned near the end is her sister, who later became Mrs. John W. Elliot.

To Miss Frances R. Morse.

[Dictated to Mrs. James]

[Dictated to Mrs. James]

CAMBRIDGE, Dec. 26, 1878.

CAMBRIDGE, Dec. 26, 1878.

Our dear Fanny,—I (W.) shield myself under my wife's handwriting to drop that formal style of address which has so long cast its cold shadow over our intercourse, and for which, now that I have become an old fogy whilst you still remain a blooming child, there seems no further good reason. Are you willing that henceforward we should call each other by our first names? If so, respond in kind. I have got into the habit of dictating to her all that I write, in order to save my eyes. This letter is from both of us.

Our dear Fanny,—I'm using my wife's handwriting to drop the formal way we've been addressing each other that's been hanging over our conversations for so long. Now that I've gotten a bit old-fashioned while you still shine with youth, it seems pointless to keep it up. Are you okay with us calling each other by our first names from now on? If so, let me know in the same way. I’ve gotten into the habit of dictating everything I write to her to save my eyes. This letter is from both of us.

Your letter from Brighton of Oct. 15th was duly and gladly received. You have since then seen a great many things, and we have heard of you occasionally, latest of your ascent of the Nile with the Longfellows. They will be pleasant companions and I hope the long rest, delicious climate and beautiful outlook of that voyage will do —— a world of good. It is too pitiful to think of her breaking down just at a time when one's active faculties have so much incitement to exert themselves. I am glad your mother is so much better. And how you will enjoy the sights of the winter! Don't you wish you had taken history instead of English literature!

Your letter from Brighton on October 15th was received with great joy. Since then, you've experienced a lot, and we've heard about you from time to time, most recently about your trip up the Nile with the Longfellows. They'll be great company, and I really hope the long rest, lovely weather, and stunning views on that journey will do —— a world of good. It's truly sad to think of her struggling just when there's so much motivation to engage in life. I'm glad to hear your mom is doing much better. And you're going to love seeing the sights this winter! Don't you wish you had chosen history instead of English literature?

We are very happily "boarding" on the corner of Harvard and Ware Street, next door to old Mrs. Cary's, where the Tappans used to live. We have absolutely no housekeeping trouble; we live surrounded by our wedding presents, and can devote all our energies to studying our lessons, dining with our respective mothers-in-law, receiving and repaying our "calls," which average one a day, and anxiously keeping our accounts in a little book so as to see where the trouble is if both ends don't meet.

We are really happy "settling in" on the corner of Harvard and Ware Street, next to old Mrs. Cary's, where the Tappans used to live. We have no housekeeping issues at all; we’re surrounded by our wedding gifts and can focus all our energy on studying, having meals with our respective mothers-in-law, making and returning our "calls," which come to about one a day, and carefully keeping track of our expenses in a little book to figure out where the problem is if our finances don’t balance out.

We meant to have sent you this letter on Christmas day, but it was crowded out by many interruptions. We had, considering the age of the world and the hard times, quite a show of Xmas gifts and mild festivities.

We intended to send you this letter on Christmas day, but it got delayed due to many interruptions. Given the state of the world and the tough times, we had a decent amount of Christmas gifts and light celebrations.

...I suppose you get your "Nation" regularly on the Nile, so I make no comments on public affairs. We all feel sorry for poor old England just now. It really seems as if with us things were settling down upon a solid and orderly basis of general frugality. Keen cold weather, bare ground, and clear sky, west wind filling the air with clouds of frozen dust, and an engagement at the dentist's in an hour from this will seem to you on the Nile like tales told by an idiot. Still they are true for me. Pray write again and let us hear that you are all well, especially the exquisite Mary, to whom give lots of love, and with plenty to your parents and self, believe me, yours faithfully,

...I guess you get your "Nation" regularly on the Nile, so I won't comment on public affairs. We all feel sorry for poor old England right now. It really seems like things are settling down here into a solid and orderly routine of general frugality. The biting cold weather, bare ground, and clear sky, with the west wind filling the air with clouds of frozen dust, and an appointment at the dentist's in an hour will probably sound to you on the Nile like stories told by a fool. Still, they’re real for me. Please write again and let us know that you’re all doing well, especially the lovely Mary—send her lots of love, and plenty to your parents and yourself too. Believe me, yours faithfully,

WM. JAMES.

W. James.

 

The passage which follows is taken from a letter to Mrs. James, of about this time. It is so unusual a bit of self-analysis that it is included here. James himself never failed to recognize that every man's thought is biased by his temperament as well as guided by purely rational considerations.

The following passage is from a letter to Mrs. James, written around this time. It's such an uncommon example of self-reflection that it's included here. James himself always acknowledged that each person's thoughts are influenced by their temperament as well as by purely logical factors.

To Mrs. James.

...I have often thought that the best way to define a man's character would be to seek out the particular mental or moral attitude in which, when it came upon him, he felt himself most deeply and intensely active and alive. At such moments there is a voice inside which speaks and says: "This is the real me!" And afterwards, considering the circumstances in which the man is placed, and noting how some of them are fitted to evoke this attitude, whilst others do not call for it, an outside observer may be able to prophesy where the man may fail, where succeed, where be happy and where miserable. Now as well as I can describe it, this characteristic attitude in me always involves an element of active tension, of holding my own, as it were, and trusting outward things to perform their part so as to make it a full harmony, but without any guaranty that they will. Make it a guaranty—and the attitude immediately becomes to my consciousness stagnant and stingless. Take away the guaranty, and I feel (provided I am überhaupt in vigorous condition) a sort of deep enthusiastic bliss, of bitter willingness to do and suffer anything, which translates itself physically by a kind of stinging pain inside my breast-bone (don't smile at this—it is to me an essential element of the whole thing!), and which, although it is a mere mood or emotion to which I can give no form in words, authenticates itself to me as the deepest principle of all active and theoretic determination which I possess....

...I often think that the best way to define someone's character is to identify the specific mental or moral mindset in which they feel most deeply and intensely alive. In those moments, a voice inside says: "This is the real me!" Afterward, considering the circumstances surrounding a person and noticing how some inspire this mindset while others do not, an outside observer might predict where the person will struggle, where they will succeed, and where they will find happiness or misery. As best as I can describe it, this characteristic mindset for me always involves an element of active tension, a sense of holding my ground, while trusting external factors to align perfectly to create a complete harmony, but without any guaranty that they will. If it were guaranteed, my mindset would immediately feel stagnant and uneventful. Remove the guaranty, and I experience (as long as I am überhaupt in good shape) a deep sense of enthusiastic bliss, a painful willingness to do and endure anything, which I physically feel as a sort of stinging pain in my chest (don’t smile at this—it’s an essential part of the whole experience for me!), and which, although it’s just a mood or emotion I can’t articulate, confirms itself to me as the deepest principle of all active and theoretical determination that I possess....

W. J.

W. J.

 

The next letter contains the first reference to work on the "Psychology." It also introduces into this volume the name and personality of a colleague-to-be with whom James's relations were destined to be close and permanent.

The next letter includes the first mention of work on the "Psychology." It also introduces the name and personality of a future colleague with whom James's relationship was meant to be close and lasting.

Josiah Royce was then a young man "from the intellectual barrens of California" whose brilliant work was still to be done, and whose philosophic genius had not yet been disclosed to the public, although it may fairly be said to have been announced by every line of his engagingly Socrates-like face and figure. He had been born and brought up among the most primitive surroundings in Grass Valley, California, and won his way to a brief period of study in Germany and to a degree at Johns Hopkins in 1878. While yet a student there, he paid a visit to Cambridge, and he has left his own quotable record of the meeting which resulted, and of what followed.

Josiah Royce was a young man "from the intellectual barrens of California" whose brilliant work was yet to come, and whose philosophical genius had not been revealed to the public, although it can be said that it was indicated by every aspect of his engagingly Socratic face and figure. He was born and raised in very basic conditions in Grass Valley, California, and made his way to a brief period of study in Germany and earned a degree at Johns Hopkins in 1878. While still a student there, he visited Cambridge, and he has left a memorable account of that meeting and what followed.

"My real acquaintance with [James] began one summer-day in 1877, when I first visited him in [his father's] house on Quincy Street, and was permitted to pour out my soul to somebody who really seemed to believe that a young man might rightfully devote his life to philosophy if he chose. I was then a student at the Johns Hopkins University. The opportunities for a life-work in philosophy in this country were few. Most of my friends and advisers had long been telling me to let the subject alone. Perhaps, so far as I was concerned, their advice was sound; but in any case I was, so far, incapable of accepting that advice. Yet if somebody had not been ready to tell me that I had a right to work for truth in my own way, I should ere long have been quite discouraged. I do not know what I then could have done. James found me at once—made out what my essential interests were at our first interview, accepted me with all my imperfections, as one of those many souls who ought to be able to find themselves in their own way, gave a patient and willing ear to just my variety of philosophical experience, and used his influence from that time on, not to win me as a follower, but to give me my chance. It was upon his responsibility that I was later led to get my first opportunities here at Harvard."[58]

"My real relationship with [James] began one summer day in 1877 when I first visited him at [his father's] house on Quincy Street. I was allowed to express my thoughts to someone who genuinely seemed to believe that a young man could dedicate his life to philosophy if he wanted to. At that time, I was a student at Johns Hopkins University. The chances for a career in philosophy in this country were limited. Most of my friends and mentors had been telling me to move on from the subject. Their advice may have been good for me, but I wasn't ready to accept it. However, if someone hadn't reassured me that I had the right to pursue truth in my own way, I would have become quite discouraged. I truly don't know what I could have done then. James immediately understood my core interests during our first meeting. He accepted me with all my flaws, as one of those many individuals who should be able to discover themselves in their own way. He patiently listened to my unique philosophical experiences and used his influence not to make me a follower, but to give me an opportunity. Because of him, I later received my first chances here at Harvard."[58]

The opportunities did not ripen until 1882-83, however; and in the meanwhile Royce returned to the young University of California as an instructor in logic and rhetoric. Letters written to him there will show how cordially James continued to sympathize with the aspirations of his young friend, and how eagerly he fostered the possibility of an appointment to the Harvard philosophical department. When the opportunity arose, James seized it. Thereafter he and Royce saw each other so constantly in Cambridge that there were not many occasions for either to write letters to the other. Instead, allusions to Royce appear frequently in the letters to other people.

The opportunities didn't develop until 1882-83, though; in the meantime, Royce went back to the young University of California as a teacher in logic and rhetoric. Letters written to him during that time show how warmly James continued to support his friend’s ambitions and how enthusiastically he encouraged the possibility of an appointment to the Harvard philosophy department. When the chance came up, James took it. After that, he and Royce met up so often in Cambridge that there weren't many reasons for either of them to write letters to the other. Instead, mentions of Royce show up frequently in letters to other people.

The philosophical club which is alluded to at the end of the letter was presided over by Dr. W. T. Harris and held informal meetings in Boston during this one winter. Its purpose was to read and discuss Hegel. Dr. C. C. Everett, Prof. G. H. Palmer, and Thomas Davidson were among the members.

The philosophical club mentioned at the end of the letter was led by Dr. W. T. Harris and held casual meetings in Boston that winter. Its purpose was to read and discuss Hegel. Dr. C. C. Everett, Prof. G. H. Palmer, and Thomas Davidson were some of the members.

To Josiah Royce.

CAMBRIDGE, Feb. 16 [1879].

CAMBRIDGE, Feb. 16 [1879].

My dear Royce,—Your letter was most welcome. I had often found myself wondering how you were getting on, and your wail as the solitary philosopher between Behrings' Strait and Tierra del Fuego has a grand, lonesome picturesqueness about it. I am sorry your surroundings are not more mentally congenial. But recollect your extreme youth and the fact that you are making a living and practising yourself in the pedagogic art, überhaupt. You might be forced to do something much farther away from your chosen line, and even then not make a living. I think you are a lucky youth even as matters stand. Unexpected chances are always turning up. A fortnight ago President Eliot was asked to recommend some one for a $5000 professorship of philosophy in the New York City College. One Griffin of Amherst was finally appointed. I imagine that Gilman [of Johns Hopkins] is keeping his eye on you and only waiting for the disgrace of youth to fade from your person.

Dear Royce,—Your letter was a great surprise. I often find myself wondering how you’re doing, and your lament as the solitary philosopher between Behring's Strait and Tierra del Fuego has a grand, lonely charm to it. I'm sorry your surroundings aren't more intellectually stimulating. But remember your youth and the fact that you’re making a living while honing your teaching skills, after all. You could be forced to do something much more distant from your chosen path, and even then, not earn a living. I think you’re quite fortunate, given the circumstances. Unexpected opportunities always come up. Two weeks ago, President Eliot was asked to recommend someone for a $5000 philosophy professorship at New York City College. One Griffin from Amherst was eventually appointed. I believe Gilman [from Johns Hopkins] is keeping an eye on you and just waiting for the youthful indiscretions to fade from your reputation.

I liked your article on Schiller very much, and hope you will send more to Harris. That most villainous of editors, as I am told, has himself been to Baltimore lately as an office-seeker. But the rumor may be false. In some respects he might be a useful man for the Johns Hopkins University, but I would give no more for his judgment than for that of a Digger Indian. I hope you will write something about Hodgson. He is quite as worthy as Kant of supporting any number of parasites and partial assimilators of his substance. My sentence, I perceive, has a rather uncomplimentary sound. I meant only to say that you should not be deterred from treating him in your own way from fear of inadequacy. All his commentators must undoubtedly be inadequate for some time to come; but they will all help each other out. He seems to me the wealthiest mine of thought I ever met with.

I really enjoyed your article on Schiller and hope you'll send more to Harris. That most notorious editor, as I’ve heard, has recently been to Baltimore looking for work. But that rumor might not be true. In some ways, he could be a helpful person for Johns Hopkins University, but I wouldn’t trust his judgment any more than that of a Digger Indian. I hope you’ll write something about Hodgson. He’s just as deserving as Kant of supporting countless parasites and partial assimilators of his substance. I realize my comment sounds a bit harsh. I just meant that you shouldn’t hold back from discussing him in your own way out of fear of not doing him justice. All his commentators will likely fall short for a while, but they will all support each other. He seems to me to be the richest source of thought I’ve ever come across.

With me, save for my eyes, things are jogging along smoothly. I am writing (very slowly) what may become a text-book of psychology. A proposal from Gilman to teach in Baltimore three months yearly for the next three years had to be declined as incompatible with work here. I will send you a corrected copy of Harris's journal with my article on Space, which was printed without my seeing the proof.

With me, except for my eyes, everything is going well. I'm writing (very slowly) what might become a textbook on psychology. I had to turn down a proposal from Gilman to teach in Baltimore for three months a year over the next three years because it didn’t fit with my work here. I'll send you a corrected copy of Harris's journal along with my article on Space, which was printed without me seeing the proof.

I suppose you subscribe to "Mind." The only decent thing I have ever written will, I hope, appear in the July number of that sheet.[59] The delays of publication are fearful. Most of this was written in 1877. If it ever sees the light, I hope you will let me know what you think of it, and how it tallies with your own theory of the Concept, which latter I would fain swallow and digest. I wish you belonged to our philosophic club here. It is very helpful to the uprooting of weeds from one's own mind as well as the detection of beams in one's neighbor's eyes. Write often and believe me faithfully yours,

I guess you subscribe to "Mind." The only decent thing I’ve ever written should, fingers crossed, be in the July issue of that publication.[59] The delays in getting things published are really frustrating. Most of this was written in 1877. If it ever gets published, I hope you'll share your thoughts on it and how it aligns with your own theory of the Concept, which I’m eager to understand better. I wish you were part of our philosophy club here. It really helps in clearing out the mental clutter as well as pointing out the flaws in others' thinking. Write to me often, and know that I am faithfully yours,

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

To Josiah Royce.

CAMBRIDGE, Feb. 3, 1880.

CAMBRIDGE, Feb. 3, 1880.

Beloved Royce!—So far was I from having forgotten you that I had been revolving in my mind, on the very day when your letter came, the rhetorical formulas of objurgation with which I was to begin a page of inquiries of you: whether you were dead and buried or had become an idiot or were sick or blind or what, that you sent no word of yourself. I am blind as ever, which may excuse my silence.

Hi Royce!—I certainly haven't forgotten you; in fact, on the exact day your letter arrived, I was already thinking about what I wanted to ask you: whether you were dead and gone, or had lost your mind, or were sick, blind, or something else, since I hadn't heard anything from you. I am still as blind as ever, which might explain my silence.

First of all Glückwünsche as to your Verlobung! which, like the true philosopher that you are, you mention parenthetically and without names, dates, numbers of dollars, etc., etc. I think it shows great sense in her, and no small amount of it in you, whoe'er she be. I have found in marriage a calm and repose I never knew before, and only wish I had done the thing ten years earlier. I think the lateness of our usual marriages is a bad thing, and hope your engagement will not last very long.

First of all, congratulations on your engagement! Like the true philosopher you are, you mention it casually and without names, dates, or dollar amounts. I think it shows great wisdom on her part, and a good amount on yours, whoever she may be. I've found in marriage a peace and relaxation I never experienced before, and I only wish I had done it ten years earlier. I believe the tendency to marry later is a disadvantage, and I hope your engagement won't last too long.

It is refreshing to hear your account of philosophic work.... I'm sorry you've given up your article on Hodgson. He is obscure enough, and makes me sometimes wonder whether the ignotum does not pass itself off for the magnifico in his pages. I enclose his photograph as a loan, trusting you will return it soon. I will never write again for Harris's journal. He refused an article of mine a year ago "for lack of room," and has postponed the printing of two admirable original articles by T. Davidson and Elliot Cabot for the last ten months or more, in order to accommodate Mrs. Channing's verses and Miss——'s drivel about the school of Athens, etc., etc. It is too loathsome. Harris has resigned his school position in St. Louis and will, I am told, come East to live. I know not whether he means to lay siege to the Johns Hopkins professorship. My ignorant prejudice against all Hegelians, except Hegel himself, grows wusser and wusser. Their sacerdotal airs! and their sterility! Contemplating their navels and the syllable oum! My dear friend Palmer, assistant professor of philosophy here, is already one of the white-winged band, having been made captive by Caird in two summers of vacation in Scotland.... The ineffectiveness and impotence of the ending of [Caird's] work on Kant seem to me simply scandalous, after its pretentious (and able) beginning. What do you think of Carveth [Reid]'s Essay on Shadworth [Hodgson]? I haven't read it. Our Philosophic Club here is given up this year—I think we're all rather sick of each other's voices. My teaching is small in numbers, though my men are good. I've tried Renouvier as a text-book—for the last time! His exposition offers too many difficulties. I enjoyed your Rhapsody on Space, and hereby pledge myself to buy two copies of your work ten years hence, and to devote the rest of my life to the propagation of its doctrines. I despise my own article,[60] which was dashed off for a momentary purpose and published for another. But I don't see why its main doctrine, from a psychologic and sublunary point of view, is not sound; and I think I can, if my psychology ever gets writ, set it down in decently clear and orderly form. All deducers of space are, I am sure, mythologists. You are, after all, not so very much isolated in California. We are all isolated—"columns left alone of a temple once complete," etc. Books are our companions more than men. But I wish nevertheless, and firmly expect, that somehow or other you will get a call East, and within my humble sphere of power I will do what I can to further that end. My accursed eye-sight balks me always about study and production. Ora pro me! With most respectful and devout regards to the fair Object, believe me always your

It’s great to hear your thoughts on philosophical work.... I’m sorry you've given up your article on Hodgson. He really is obscure, and sometimes I wonder if the unknown is passing itself off as the magnificent in his writings. I’m sending his photograph as a loan, hoping you’ll return it soon. I will never write for Harris's journal again. He rejected one of my articles a year ago "for lack of room," and he’s delayed publishing two excellent original pieces by T. Davidson and Elliot Cabot for the last ten months or so, just to make room for Mrs. Channing's poetry and Miss——'s nonsense about the school of Athens, etc., etc. It’s disgusting. Harris has resigned from his teaching position in St. Louis and I’ve heard he’s moving East. I don’t know if he's planning to go after the Johns Hopkins professorship. My ignorance and bias against all Hegelians, except for Hegel himself, are getting worse. Their pretentious attitudes! And their lack of substance! Just staring at their navels and the syllable oum! My dear friend Palmer, who is an assistant professor of philosophy here, is already one of the chosen ones, having been captured by Caird during two summers in Scotland.... The weak ending of [Caird's] work on Kant seems simply scandalous compared to its pretentious (and skilled) beginning. What do you think about Carveth [Reid]'s Essay on Shadworth [Hodgson]? I haven’t read it. Our Philosophy Club here has been abandoned this year—I think we're all a bit tired of each other’s voices. My class is small, though the students are good. I’ve tried using Renouvier as a textbook—for the last time! His explanations are just too difficult. I really enjoyed your Rhapsody on Space, and I promise to buy two copies of your work in ten years, dedicating the rest of my life to promoting its ideas. I despise my own article,[60] which was written hastily for a quick purpose and published for another. But I don’t see why its main argument, from a psychological and earthly perspective, isn’t sound; and I believe I can, if I ever write my psychology, present it in a clear and organized way. All deducers of space are, I’m sure, just mythologists. You’re not really that isolated in California after all. We’re all isolated—"columns left alone of a temple once complete," etc. Books are our companions more than people are. Nonetheless, I wish and truly believe that you will somehow get a call East, and within my modest abilities, I’ll do what I can to help make that happen. My dreadful eyesight always hinders my studies and productivity. Ora pro me! With the highest respect and kind regards to the lovely Object, believe me always your

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

To Charles Renouvier.

CAMBRIDGE, June 1, 1880.

CAMBRIDGE, June 1, 1880.

My dear Monsieur Renouvier,—My last lesson in the course on your "Essais" took place today. The final examination occurs this week. The students have been profoundly interested, though their reactions on your teaching seem as diverse as their personalities; one (the maturest of all) being yours body and soul, another turning out a strongly materialistic fatalist! and the rest occupying positions of mixed doubt and assent; all however (but one) being convinced by your treatment of freedom and certitude.

Dear Mr. Renouvier,—I just wrapped up my last lesson on your "Essais" today. The final exam is happening this week. The students have been really engaged, but their responses to your teaching are as varied as they are; one student (the most mature of them all) embraces your ideas completely, another is a hard-core materialistic fatalist, and the rest are somewhere in between, feeling a mix of doubt and agreement. However, all of them (except one) are convinced by your views on freedom and certainty.

As for myself, I must frankly confess to you that I am more unsettled than I have been for years. I have read several times over your reply to Lotze, and your reply to my letter. The latter was fully discussed in the class. The former seems to me a perfectly masterly expression of a certain intellectual position, and with the latter, I think it makes it perfectly clear to me where our divergence lies. I can formulate all your reasonings for myself, but—dare I say it?—they fail to awaken conviction. It seems as if, the simpler the point, the more hopeless the disagreement in philosophy. But I will enter into no further discussion now. I think it will be profitable for me, for some time to come, inwardly to digest the matters in question and your utterances before trying to articulate any more opinions.

As for me, I have to honestly admit that I’m more unsettled than I’ve been in years. I've read your response to Lotze and to my letter multiple times. The latter was thoroughly discussed in class. The former, in my opinion, is a brilliantly crafted expression of a particular intellectual stance, and together with the latter, it makes the source of our disagreement very clear to me. I can understand all your reasoning, but—can I say it?—it doesn’t convince me. It seems like the simpler the issue, the tougher the philosophical disagreement. But I won't get into any more discussion right now. I think it will be beneficial for me to reflect on these issues and your comments for a while before I try to share any more thoughts.

I am overwhelmed with duties at present, and shall very shortly sail for England to pass part of the vacation; maybe I shall get to the Continent and see you. If we meet, I hope you will treat my heresies on the question of the Infinite with the indulgence and magnanimity which your doctrine of freedom in theoretic affirmations exacts!! I will send you in a day or two an essay which develops your psychology of the voluntary process, and which I hope will give you pleasure.

I’m currently swamped with responsibilities and will soon be heading to England to spend part of my vacation; maybe I’ll make it to the Continent and see you. If we do meet, I hope you’ll approach my unconventional views on the question of the Infinite with the kindness and generosity that your belief in freedom of thought demands! I’ll send you an essay in a day or two that explores your ideas on the voluntary process, which I hope you’ll enjoy.

Pray excuse the haste and superficiality of this note, which is only meant to explain why I do not write at greater length and to announce my hope of soon grasping you by the hand and assuring you in person of my devotion and indebtedness. Always yours,

Pray excuse the rush and brevity of this note, which is just meant to explain why I’m not writing more extensively and to express my hope of soon being able to shake your hand and personally assure you of my loyalty and gratitude. Always yours,

WM. JAMES.

W. James.

 

James sailed in June a good deal fagged by his year's work, and got back by the first week of September, having spent most of the interval seeking solitude and refreshment in the Alps and Northern Italy. On his way home he paid his respects to Renouvier at Avignon, but otherwise made no effort to meet his European colleagues.

James sailed in June, feeling quite exhausted from a year's work, and returned in the first week of September after spending most of that time looking for peace and relaxation in the Alps and Northern Italy. On his way back, he stopped to visit Renouvier in Avignon, but otherwise didn't try to connect with his European colleagues.

To Charles Renouvier.

CAMBRIDGE, Dec. 27, 1880.

CAMBRIDGE, Dec. 27, 1880.

My dear Monsieur Renouvier,—Your note and the conclusion of my article in the "Critique" came together this morning. It gives me almost a feeling of pain that you, at your age and with your achievements, should be spending your time in translating my feeble words, when by every principle of right I should be engaged in turning your invaluable writings into English. The state of my eyes is, as you know, my excuse for this as for all other shortcomings. I have not even read the whole of your translation of [my] "Feeling of Effort," though the passages I have perused have seemed to me excellently well done. My exposition strikes me as rather complicated now. It was written in great haste and, were I to rewrite it, it should be simpler. The omissions of which you speak are of no importance whatever.

Dear Mr. Renouvier,—Your note and the end of my article in the "Critique" arrived together this morning. It almost pains me that you, at your age and with your accomplishments, are spending your time translating my weak words when I should, by all rights, be focused on translating your invaluable writings into English. My eyesight, as you know, is my excuse for this and all my other shortcomings. I haven't even read your entire translation of [my] "Feeling of Effort," though the parts I have read seem excellently done. I find my own explanation quite complicated now. It was written in a rush and, if I were to rewrite it, it should be clearer. The omissions you mention are really not important at all.

I have read your discussion with Lotze in the "Revue Philosophique" and agree with Hodgson that you carry off there the honors of the battle. Quant au fond de la question, however, I am still in doubt and wait for the light of further reflexion to settle my opinion. The matter in my mind complicates itself with the question of a universal ego. If time and space are not in se, do we not need an enveloping ego to make continuous the times and spaces, not necessarily coincident, of the partial egos? On this question, as I told you, I will not fail to write again when I get new light, which I trust may decide me in your favor.

I read your conversation with Lotze in the "Revue Philosophique" and agree with Hodgson that you come out on top in that debate. As for the core of the issue, though, I'm still unsure and I'm waiting for more reflection to clarify my thoughts. The issue is complicated by the concept of a universal ego. If time and space don’t exist in themselves, don’t we need an all-encompassing ego to connect the different times and spaces of the individual egos? Regarding this question, as I mentioned before, I’ll make sure to write again when I have further insights, which I hope will lead me to support your view.

My principal amusement this winter has been resisting the inroads of Hegelism in our University. My colleague Palmer, a recent convert and a man of much ability, has been making an active propaganda among the more advanced students. It is a strange thing, this resurrection of Hegel in England and here, after his burial in Germany. I think his philosophy will probably have an important influence on the development of our liberal form of Christianity. It gives a quasi-metaphysic backbone which this theology has always been in need of, but it is too fundamentally rotten and charlatanish to last long. As a reaction against materialistic evolutionism it has its use, only this evolutionism is fertile while Hegelism is absolutely sterile.

My main source of entertainment this winter has been pushing back against the spread of Hegelism at our university. My colleague Palmer, who recently converted and is quite capable, has been actively promoting it among the more progressive students. It's odd to see Hegel being revived in England after he was essentially forgotten in Germany. I believe his philosophy will likely have a significant impact on the growth of our liberal Christianity. It provides a sort of metaphysical framework that this theology has always needed, but it’s fundamentally flawed and deceitful, so it won't last long. While it serves as a reaction against materialistic evolution, which has its merits, Hegelism offers nothing productive—it’s completely unproductive.

I think often of the too-short hours I spent with you and Monsieur Pillon and wish they might return. Believe me with the warmest thanks and regards, yours faithfully,

I often think about the brief hours I spent with you and Monsieur Pillon and wish they could come back. Please know that I send you my warmest thanks and best wishes, yours truly,

WM. JAMES.

W.M. James.

 

In August of 1882 James arranged with the College for a year's leave of absence, and sailed for Europe again, this time with the double purpose of giving himself a vacation and of meeting some of the European investigators who were working on the problems in which he had become absorbed.

In August of 1882, James arranged with the College for a year's leave of absence and sailed for Europe again, this time with the dual purpose of taking a vacation and meeting some of the European researchers working on the issues he had become deeply interested in.

He landed in England, and paused there just long enough to throw his brother Henry into the state of half-resentful bewilderment that invariably resulted from their first European reunions. Henry, to whom Europe, and England in particular, had already become an absorbing passion and for whom American reactions upon Europe were still an unexhausted theme, greeted every arriving American with eager curiosity and a confident expectation that the stranger would "register" impressions of the most charming enchantment and pleasure for his edification. William, on the other hand, was always most under the European spell when in America; and—whether moved by the constitutional restlessness that seized him so soon as ever he began to travel, or by the perversity that was a fascinating trait in his character and was usually provoked by his younger brother's admiring neighborhood—he was always most ardently American when on European soil. Thus his first words of greeting to Henry on stepping out of the steamer-train were: "My!—how cramped and inferior England seems! After all, it's poor old Europe, just as it used to be in our dreary boyhood! America may be raw and shrill, but I could never live with this as you do! I'm going to hurry down to Switzerland [or wherever] and then home again as soon as may be. It was a mistake to come over! I thought it would do me good. Hereafter I'll stay at home. You'll have to come to America if you want to see the family."

He arrived in England and paused just long enough to put his brother Henry in a state of half-resentful confusion that always came with their first reunions in Europe. Henry, who had already developed a deep passion for Europe, particularly England, and who still found American opinions about Europe endlessly interesting, greeted every arriving American with eager curiosity and a confident expectation that the newcomer would have nothing but enchanting impressions to share for his benefit. William, on the other hand, was always most captivated by Europe when he was in America; and whether it was due to the restlessness that hit him as soon as he started traveling or the stubbornness that was an intriguing aspect of his personality—typically triggered by his younger brother's admiration—he was most passionately American when on European soil. So, his first words to Henry as he stepped off the train were: "Wow!—England seems so cramped and inferior! It’s still the same old Europe, just like it was back in our boring childhood! America may be rough and loud, but I could never live with this like you do! I'm planning to rush down to Switzerland [or wherever] and then head back home as soon as I can. Coming over was a mistake! I thought it would do me good. From now on, I’ll stay at home. You’ll have to come to America if you want to see the family."

The effect on Henry can better be imagined than described. Time never accustomed him to these collisions, even though he learned to expect them. England inferior! A mistake to come abroad! Horror and consternation are weak terms by which to describe his feelings; and nothing but a devotion seldom existing between brothers, and a lively interest in the astonishing phenomenon of such a reaction, ever carried him through the hour. He usually ended by hurrying William onward—anywhere—within the day if possible—and remained alone to ejaculate, to exclaim and to expatiate for weeks on the rude and exciting cyclone that had burst upon him and passed by.

The effect on Henry is easier to imagine than to explain. Time never got him used to these shocks, even though he learned to expect them. England is inferior! It was a mistake to come abroad! Horror and shock are weak words to describe how he felt; and the only thing that got him through was a devotion rarely seen between brothers and a genuine interest in the surprising reaction he was experiencing. He usually ended up rushing William onward—anywhere—within the day if he could—and then he would be alone to vent, exclaim, and reflect for weeks on the wild and thrilling storm that had hit him and then moved on.

On this occasion it took only two days for William to start on from London for the Rhine, Nüremburg, and Vienna; then to Venice, where he idled for the first half of October. After this short pause he returned to Prague; and then, working northward, consumed the autumn in visiting the universities of Dresden, Berlin, Leipzig, Liège and Paris. Intimate letters to his wife, who had remained in Cambridge with their two little boys, are almost the only ones that survive. A few passages from these will therefore be included.

On this occasion, it only took William two days to leave London for the Rhine, Nuremberg, and Vienna; then to Venice, where he relaxed for the first half of October. After this brief break, he returned to Prague; and then, heading north, spent the autumn visiting the universities of Dresden, Berlin, Leipzig, Liège, and Paris. The only letters that mostly survive are intimate ones to his wife, who stayed in Cambridge with their two little boys. A few excerpts from these will be included.

To Mrs. James.

VIENNA, Sept. 24, 1882.

Vienna, Sept. 24, 1882.

...I wish you could have been with me yesterday to see some French pictures at the "Internationale Kunst Ausstellung"; they gave an idea of the vigor of France in that way just now. One, a peasant woman, in all her brutish loutishness sitting staring before her at noonday on the grass she's been cutting, while the man lies flat on his back with straw hat over face. She with such a look of infinite unawakenedness, such childlike virginity under her shapeless body and in her face, as to make it a poem.[61] Dear, perhaps the deepest impression I've got since I've been in Germany is that made on me by the indefatigable beavers of old wrinkled peasant women, striding like men through the streets, dragging their carts or lugging their baskets, minding their business, seeming to notice nothing, in the stream of luxury and vice, but belonging far away, to something better and purer. Their poor, old, ravaged and stiffened faces, their poor old bodies dried up with ceaseless toil, their patient souls make me weep. "They are our conscripts." They are the venerable ones whom we should reverence. All the mystery of womanhood seems incarnated in their ugly being—the Mothers! the Mothers! Ye are all one! Yes, Alice dear, what I love in you is only what these blessed old creatures have; and I'm glad and proud, when I think of my own dear Mother with tears running down my face, to know that she is one with these.[62] Good-night, good-night!...

...I wish you could have been with me yesterday to see some French art at the "Internationale Kunst Ausstellung"; it showcased the strength of France right now. One piece featured a peasant woman, all rough and unrefined, sitting and staring blankly at noon on the grass she had just cut, while the man next to her lay flat on his back with a straw hat over his face. She had such an expression of endless unawareness, with a childlike innocence beneath her shapeless body and in her face, that it felt like a poem.[61] Dear, perhaps the most profound impression I've gotten since being in Germany is from the tireless beavers of old, wrinkled peasant women, striding like men through the streets, dragging their carts or carrying their baskets, focusing on their work, seemingly oblivious to the world of luxury and vice, yet connected to something better and purer. Their poor, old, weathered faces, their frail bodies worn down by relentless labor, and their patient spirits make me cry. "They are our conscripts." They are the ones we should honor. All the mystery of womanhood seems to manifest in their unglamorous existence—the Mothers! the Mothers! You are all one! Yes, dear Alice, what I cherish in you is simply what these blessed old women possess; and I’m grateful and proud, as I think of my own dear Mother with tears streaming down my face, to know that she is one with them.[62] Good-night, good-night!...

To Mrs. James.

Aussig, Bohemia, Nov. 2, 1882.

Aussig, Bohemia, Nov. 2, 1882.

...As for Prague, veni, vidi, vici. I went there with much trepidation to do my social-scientific duty. The mighty Hering in especial intimidated me beforehand; but having taken the plunge, the cutaneous glow and "euphoria" (vide dictionary) succeeded, and I have rarely enjoyed a forty-eight hours better, in spite of the fact that the good and sharp-nosed Stumpf (whose book "Über die Raumvorstellungen" I verily believe thou art capable of never having noticed the cover of!) insisted on trotting me about, day and night, over the whole length and breadth of Prague, and that [Ernst] Mach (Professor of Physics), genius of all trades, simply took Stumpf's place to do the same. I heard [Ewald] Hering give a very poor physiology lecture and Mach a beautiful physical one. I presented them with my visiting card, saying that I was with their "Schriften sehr vertraut und wollte nicht eher Prague verlassen als bis ich wenigstens ein Paar Worte mit ihnen umtauschte," etc.[63] They received me with open arms. I had an hour and a half's talk with Hering, which cleared up some things for me. He asked me to come to his house that evening, but I gave an evasive reply, being fearful of boring him. Meanwhile Mach came to my hotel and I spent four hours walking and supping with him at his club, an unforgettable conversation. I don't think anyone ever gave me so strong an impression of pure intellectual genius. He apparently has read everything and thought about everything, and has an absolute simplicity of manner and winningness of smile when his face lights up, that are charming.

...As for Prague, veni, vidi, vici. I went there with a lot of nerves to fulfill my social-scientific duty. The formidable Hering especially intimidated me beforehand; but after I took the plunge, I felt a warm glow and a sense of "euphoria" (vide dictionary), and I've rarely enjoyed a forty-eight-hour period more, despite the fact that the sharp-nosed Stumpf (whose book "Über die Raumvorstellungen" I truly believe you've never even noticed the cover of!) insisted on taking me all over Prague, day and night, and [Ernst] Mach (Professor of Physics), a genius who seems to know everything, simply took Stumpf's place to do the same. I heard [Ewald] Hering give a very lackluster physiology lecture and Mach deliver a brilliant physics one. I gave them my business card, saying that I was quite familiar with their work and wouldn’t leave Prague until I exchanged at least a few words with them, etc.[63] They welcomed me warmly. I had an hour and a half of conversation with Hering, which clarified some things for me. He invited me to his house that evening, but I gave a vague answer, worried about boring him. Meanwhile, Mach came to my hotel and I spent four hours walking and dining with him at his club, an unforgettable conversation. I don't think anyone has ever left such a strong impression of pure intellectual genius on me. He seems to have read everything and contemplated everything, and he carries a genuine simplicity and charming smile when his face lights up, which are delightful.

With Stumpf I spent five hours on Monday evening (this is Thursday), three on Wednesday morning and four in the afternoon; so I feel rather intimate. A clear-headed and just-minded, though pale and anxious-looking man in poor health. He had another philosopher named Marty [?] to dine with me yesterday—jolly young fellow. My native Geschwätzigkeit[64] triumphed over even the difficulties of the German tongue; I careered over the field, taking the pitfalls and breastworks at full run, and was fairly astounded myself at coming in alive. I learned a good many things from them, both in the way of theory and fact, and shall probably keep up a correspondence with Stumpf. They are not so different from us as we think. Their greater thoroughness is largely the result of circumstances. I found that I had a more cosmopolitan knowledge of modern philosophic literature than any of them, and shall on the whole feel much less intimidated by the thought of their like than hitherto.

I spent five hours with Stumpf on Monday evening (today is Thursday), three hours on Wednesday morning, and four hours in the afternoon, so I feel quite familiar with him. He’s a clear-headed and fair-minded man, though he looks a bit pale and anxious and isn’t in great health. He had another philosopher named Marty over for dinner with me yesterday—a cheerful young guy. My natural tendency to chat triumphed even over the challenges of the German language; I charged through the conversation, navigating the tricky bits and obstacles, and I was quite surprised to come out unscathed. I learned a lot from them, both in terms of theory and facts, and I’ll probably keep in touch with Stumpf. They’re not as different from us as we might think. Their greater thoroughness is mostly due to their circumstances. I discovered that I have a broader understanding of modern philosophical literature than any of them, and overall, I’ll feel much less daunted by their kind than I did before.

My letters will hereafter, I feel sure, have a more jocund tone. Damn Italy! It isn't a good thing to stay with one's inferiors. With the nourishing breath of the German air, and the sort of smoky and leathery German smell, vigor and good spirits have set in. I have walked well and slept well and eaten well and read well, and in short begin to feel as I expected I should when I decided upon this arduous pilgrimage. Prague is a —— city—the adjective is hard to find; not magnificent, but everything is too honest and homely,—we have in fact no English word for the peculiar quality that good German things have, of depth, solidity, picturesqueness, magnitude and homely goodness combined. They have worked out a really great civilization. "Dienst ist Dienst"![65] said the gateman of a certain garden yesterday afternoon whom Stumpf was trying to persuade to let me in, as an American, to see the view five minutes after the closing hour had struck. Dienst ist Dienst. That is really the German motto everywhere—and I should like to know what American would ever think of justifying himself by just that formula. I say German of Prague, for it seems to me, in spite of the feverish nationalism of the natives, to be outwardly a pure German city....

My letters from now on, I'm sure, will have a more cheerful tone. Forget Italy! It's not a good idea to hang out with people below you. With the refreshing German air and that unique blend of smoky and leathery smells, I feel energized and in good spirits. I've been walking, sleeping, eating, and reading well, and I’m finally starting to feel the way I expected I would when I chose to take on this challenging journey. Prague is a —— city—the right word is hard to find; it's not magnificent, but everything feels so genuine and down-to-earth. We really don't have an English word for the special quality that good German things possess, like depth, solidity, charm, scale, and cozy goodness all rolled into one. They’ve built a truly impressive civilization. "Dienst ist Dienst"![65] said the gatekeeper of a certain garden yesterday afternoon when Stumpf was trying to convince him to let me in as an American to see the view just five minutes after closing time. Dienst ist Dienst. That really is the German motto everywhere—and I’d love to know what American would justify their actions with just that phrase. I refer to the Germans in Prague, because despite the intense nationalism of the locals, it seems to be an outwardly pure German city...

 

BERLIN, Nov. 9, 1882.

BERLIN, Nov. 9, 1882.

...Yesterday I went to the veterinary school to see H. Munk, the great brain vivisector. He was very cordial and poured out a torrent of talk for one and a half hours, though he could show me no animals. He gave me one of his new publications and introduced me to Dr. Baginsky (Professor Samuel Porter's favorite authority on the semicircular canals, whose work I treated superciliously in my article). So we opened on the semicircular canals, and Baginsky's torrent of words was even more overwhelming than Munk's. I never felt quite so helpless and small-boyish before, and am to this hour dizzy from the onslaught. In the evening at the house of Gizycki (a Docent on Ethics), to a "privatissimum" with a supper after it. Good, square, deep-chested talk again, which I couldn't help contrasting with the whining tones of our students and of some of the members of the Hegel Club—I hate to leave the wholesome, tonic atmosphere, the land where one talks best when he talks manliest—slowest, distinctest, with most deliberate emphasis and strong voice....

...Yesterday I went to the veterinary school to see H. Munk, the renowned brain researcher. He was very friendly and spoke non-stop for an hour and a half, though he couldn't show me any animals. He gave me one of his new publications and introduced me to Dr. Baginsky (Professor Samuel Porter's favorite expert on the semicircular canals, whose work I dismissed in my article). So we started discussing the semicircular canals, and Baginsky's flow of words was even more overwhelming than Munk's. I’ve never felt so helpless and like a little kid before, and I’m still feeling dizzy from the barrage. In the evening at Gizycki’s house (a Docent in Ethics), we had a "privatissimum" followed by a dinner. There was good, solid, deep-chested conversation again, which I couldn’t help but compare to the whiny tones of our students and some members of the Hegel Club—I hate to leave the healthy, invigorating atmosphere, the place where one speaks best when he speaks most boldly—slowly, clearly, with deliberate emphasis and a strong voice....

 

LEIPZIG, Nov. 11, 1882.

LEIPZIG, Nov. 11, 1882.

...Jones spoilt my incipient nap this afternoon and I adjourned to his room to meet Smith and Brown[66] again, with another American wild-cat reformer. Jones is too many for me—I'm glad I'm to get far off. Religion is well, moral regeneration is well, so is improvement of society, so are the courage, disinterestedness, ideality of all sorts, these men show in their lives; but I verily believe that the condition of being a man of the world, a gentleman, etc., carries something with it, an atmosphere, an outlook, a play, that all these things together fail to carry, and that is worth them all. I got so suffocated with their everlasting spiritual gossip! The falsest views and tastes somehow in a man of fashion are truer than the truest in a plebeian cad. And when I told the new man there that a "materialist" would have no difficulty in keeping his place in Harvard College provided he was well-bred, I said what was really the highest test of the College excellence. I suppose he thought it sounded cynical. Their sphere is with the masses struggling into light, not with us at Harvard; though I'm glad I can meet them cordially for a while now and then. Thou see'est I have some "spleen" on me today....

...Jones interrupted my attempt to take a nap this afternoon, so I went to his room to meet Smith and Brown[66] again, along with another American reformer. Jones is too much for me—I'm glad I'm going to be far away soon. Religion is good, moral improvement is good, so is improving society, and so are the courage, selflessness, and idealism these men show in their lives; but I really believe that being a worldly man, a gentleman, etc., brings something with it—a vibe, a perspective, a social flair—that all these traits combined lack, and that is worth more than them all. I felt so overwhelmed by their constant spiritual gossip! The most misguided views and tastes typically found in a fashionable person are somehow truer than the most accurate in a common person's perspective. And when I told the new guy there that a "materialist" would have no trouble fitting in at Harvard College as long as he was well-mannered, I was actually referring to the highest standard of excellence at the College. I guess he thought it sounded cynical. Their realm is with the masses trying to find their way, not with us at Harvard; although I’m glad I can meet them warmly every now and then. You see, I have a bit of "spleen" in me today....

 

LEIPZIG, Nov. 13, 1882.

LEIPZIG, Nov. 13, 1882.

...Yesterday was a splendid day within and without.... The old town delightful in its blackness and plainness. I heard several lecturers. Old Ludwig's lecture in the afternoon was memorable for the extraordinary impression of character he made on me. The traditional German professor in its highest sense. A rusty brown wig and broad-skirted brown coat, a voluminous black neckcloth, an absolute unexcitability of manner, a clean-shaven face so plebeian and at the same time so grandly carved, with its hooked nose and gentle kindly mouth and inexhaustible patience of expression, that I never saw the like. Then to Wundt, who has a more refined elocution than any one I've yet heard in Germany. He received me very kindly after the lecture in his laboratory, dimly trying to remember my writings, and I stay over today, against my intention, to go to his psychologische Gesellschaft tonight. Have been writing psychology most all day....

...Yesterday was a fantastic day both inside and out.... The old town was charming in its darkness and simplicity. I heard several speakers. Old Ludwig's lecture in the afternoon stood out for the strong impression of character he left on me. He embodied the traditional German professor at its finest. With a rusty brown wig and a broad-skirted brown coat, a large black necktie, an utterly unexcitable demeanor, and a clean-shaven face that was both ordinary and strikingly sculpted—with a hooked nose, gentle kind mouth, and endless patience in his expression—I had never seen anyone like him. Then there was Wundt, who has a more polished way of speaking than anyone I've heard in Germany so far. He welcomed me warmly after the lecture in his lab, vaguely trying to recall my writings, and I ended up staying over today, despite my plans, to attend his psychologische Gesellschaft tonight. I've been writing about psychology for most of the day....

 

In train for LIÈGE, Nov. 18, 1882.

In transit to LIÈGE, Nov. 18, 1882.

...I believe I didn't tell you, in the bustle of traveling, much about Wundt. He made a very pleasant and personal impression on me, with his agreeable voice and ready, tooth-showing smile. His lecture also was very able, and my opinion of him is higher than before seeing him. But he seemed very busy and showed no desire to see more of me than the present interview either time. The psychologische Gesellschaft I stayed over to see was postponed, but he did not propose to me to do anything else—to the gain of my ease, but to the loss of my vanity. Dear old Stumpf has been the friendliest of these fellows. With him I shall correspond....

...I think I didn't mention to you, amidst all the travel chaos, much about Wundt. He made a really positive and personal impression on me, with his pleasant voice and broad, toothy smile. His lecture was impressive, and my opinion of him has improved since I met him. But he seemed quite busy and didn’t show any interest in seeing me again beyond this meeting. The psychologische Gesellschaft that I stayed to see got postponed, but he didn't suggest anything else for me to do—good for my comfort, but bad for my pride. Dear old Stumpf has been the friendliest of this bunch. I'll be keeping in touch with him....

 

LIÈGE, Nov. 20, 1882.

LIÈGE, Nov 20, 1882.

...I am still at Delbœuf's, aching in every joint and muscle, weary in every nerve-cell, but unable to get away till tomorrow noon. I was to have started today.... The total lesson of what I have done in the past month is to make me quieter with my home-lot and readier to believe that it is one of the chosen places of the Earth. Certainly the instruction and facilities at our university are on the whole superior to anything I have seen; the rawnesses we mention with such affliction at home belong rather to the century than to us (witness the houses here); we are not a whit more isolated than they are here. In all Belgium there seem to be but two genuine philosophers; in Berlin they have little to do with each other, and I really believe that in my way I have a wider view of the field than anyone I've seen (I count out, of course, my ignorance of ancient authors). We are a sound country and my opinion of our essential worth has risen and not fallen. We only lack abdominal depth of temperament and the power to sit for an hour over a single pot of beer without being able to tell at the end of it what we've been thinking about. Also to reform our altogether abominable, infamous and infra-human voices and way of talking. (What further fatal defects hang together with that I don't know—it seems as if it must carry something very bad with it.) The first thing to do is to establish in Cambridge a genuine German plebeian Kneipe club, to which all instructors and picked students shall be admitted. If that succeeds, we shall be perfect, especially if we talk therein with deeper voices....

...I’m still at Delbœuf's, aching all over, worn out in every nerve, but I can’t leave until tomorrow noon. I was supposed to leave today.... The main takeaway from what I’ve done this past month is that I feel more at peace with my hometown and more ready to believe it’s one of the special places on Earth. The education and resources at our university are generally better than anything I've encountered; the issues we complain about at home are more a reflection of the century than of us (just look at the houses here); we’re not any more isolated than they are here. Across Belgium, there seem to be only two true philosophers; in Berlin, they hardly interact, and I genuinely believe I have a broader perspective than anyone I’ve met (excluding, of course, my ignorance of ancient writers). We are a solid country, and my opinion of our essential value has increased, not decreased. We just lack depth of character and the ability to sit for an hour with a single mug of beer without being able to recall what we’ve been thinking about. We also need to fix our totally awful, infamous, and sub-human voices and manner of speaking. (I have no idea what other fatal flaws could be linked to that—it seems like it must come with something really bad.) The first thing to do is to create a genuine German plebeian Kneipe club in Cambridge, open to all instructors and selected students. If that works out, we’ll be great, especially if we talk in deeper voices....

To Henry James.

PARIS, Nov. 22, 1882.

PARIS, Nov. 22, 1882.

Dear H.,—Found at Hottinguer's this A.M. your letter with all the enclosures—and a wail you had sent to Berlin. Also six letters from my wife and seven or eight others, not counting papers and magazines. I will mail back yours and father's letter to me. Alice [Mrs. W. J.] speaks of father's indubitable improvement in strength, but our sister Alice apparently is somewhat run down.—Paris looks delicious—I shall try to get settled as soon as possible and meanwhile feel as if the confusion of life was recommencing. I saw in Germany all the men I cared to see and talked with most of them. With three or four I had a really nutritious time. The trip has amply paid for itself. I found third-class Nichtraucher almost always empty and perfectly comfortable. The great use of such experiences is less the definite information you gain from anyone, than a sort of solidification of your own foothold on life. Nowhere did I see a university which seems to do for all its students anything like what Harvard does. Our methods throughout are better. It is only in the select "Seminaria" (private classes) that a few German students making researches with the professor gain something from him personally which his genius alone can give. I certainly got a most distinct impression of my own information in regard to modern philosophic matters being broader than that of any one I met, and our Harvard post of observation being more cosmopolitan. Delbœuf in Liège was an angel and much the best teacher I've seen....[67] "The Century," with your very good portrait, etc., was at Hottinguer's this A.M., sent by my wife. I shall read it presently. I'm off now to see if I can get your leather trunk, sent from London, arrested by inundations, and ordered to be returned to Paris. I never needed its contents a second. And in your little American valise and my flabby black hand-bag and shawl-straps and a small satchel, I carried not only everything I used, but collected a whole library of books in Leipsig, some pieces of Venetian glass in their balky bolsters of seaweed, a quart bottle of eau de Cologne, and a lot of other acquisitions. I feel remarkably tough now, and fairly ravenous for my psychologic work. Address Hottinguer's.

Dear H.,—I found your letter with all the enclosures this A.M. at Hottinguer's, along with a complaint you sent to Berlin. I also got six letters from my wife and seven or eight others, not including papers and magazines. I’ll send back yours and dad’s letter to me. Alice [Mrs. W. J.] mentions that dad has definitely improved in strength, but our sister Alice seems a bit worn out. Paris looks amazing—I’ll try to settle in as soon as I can, but for now, it feels like the chaos of life is starting all over again. I met all the guys I wanted to see in Germany and chatted with most of them. I had a really enriching time with three or four of them. The trip was definitely worth it. I found that third-class Nichtraucher was almost always empty and really comfortable. The true value of these experiences is less about the specific information you gather, and more about solidifying your own understanding of life. I didn’t see any university that offers its students anything close to what Harvard provides. Our methods are overall superior. It’s only in the select "Seminaria" (private classes) that a few German students doing research with a professor gain something personally that only his genius can offer. I definitely got a clear sense that my own knowledge of modern philosophical topics is broader than anyone else I met, and that our Harvard perspective is more global. Delbœuf in Liège was fantastic and by far the best teacher I’ve encountered....[67] "The Century," featuring your excellent portrait, etc., was at Hottinguer's this A.M., sent by my wife. I’ll read it shortly. Now I'm off to see if I can get your leather trunk, that was sent from London, held up by flood issues and ordered back to Paris. I never needed what was inside even once. And with your little American suitcase and my soft black bag and shawl straps, plus a small satchel, I carried everything I used, along with a whole library of books from Leipzig, some Venetian glass along with their awkward seaweed packing, a quart bottle of eau de Cologne, and a bunch of other things. I feel really resilient now and eager for my psychological work. Address: Hottinguer's.

W. J.

W. J.

 

James's mother had died during the preceding winter. Now, just after his arrival in Paris, he received news that his father was dangerously ill.

James's mother had passed away the previous winter. Now, shortly after his arrival in Paris, he received word that his father was seriously ill.

He went to London immediately, with the intention of getting home as soon as possible. On arriving at his brother Henry's lodgings, he found that Henry had already sailed. He also received a despatch advising him that the danger was not immediate and that he should wait. He remained, but with misgivings which the next news intensified.

He went to London right away, planning to get home as quickly as he could. When he got to his brother Henry's place, he found out that Henry had already left. He also got a message telling him that the danger wasn’t immediate and that he should wait. He stayed, but with worries that the next news only made worse.

To his Father.

Bolton St., London, Dec. 14, 1882.

Bolton St., London, Dec. 14, 1882.

Darling old Father,—Two letters, one from my Alice last night, and one from Aunt Kate to Harry just now, have somewhat dispelled the mystery in which the telegrams left your condition; and although their news is several days earlier than the telegrams, I am free to suppose that the latter report only an aggravation of the symptoms the letters describe. It is far more agreeable to think of this than of some dreadful unknown and sudden malady.

Dear old Dad,—Two letters, one from my Alice last night and one from Aunt Kate to Harry just now, have somewhat cleared up the mystery that the telegrams left about your condition; and even though their news is a few days older than the telegrams, I can assume that the latter only report a worsening of the symptoms mentioned in the letters. It's much more comforting to think about this than some terrifying, unknown, and sudden illness.

We have been so long accustomed to the hypothesis of your being taken away from us, especially during the past ten months, that the thought that this may be your last illness conveys no very sudden shock. You are old enough, you've given your message to the world in many ways and will not be forgotten; you are here left alone, and on the other side, let us hope and pray, dear, dear old Mother is waiting for you to join her. If you go, it will not be an inharmonious thing. Only, if you are still in possession of your normal consciousness, I should like to see you once again before we part. I stayed here only in obedience to the last telegram, and am waiting now for Harry—who knows the exact state of my mind, and who will know yours—to telegraph again what I shall do. Meanwhile, my blessed old Father, I scribble this line (which may reach you though I should come too late), just to tell you how full of the tenderest memories and feelings about you my heart has for the last few days been filled. In that mysterious gulf of the past into which the present soon will fall and go back and back, yours is still for me the central figure. All my intellectual life I derive from you; and though we have often seemed at odds in the expression thereof, I'm sure there's a harmony somewhere, and that our strivings will combine. What my debt to you is goes beyond all my power of estimating,—so early, so penetrating and so constant has been the influence. You need be in no anxiety about your literary remains. I will see them well taken care of, and that your words shall not suffer for being concealed. At Paris I heard that Milsand, whose name you may remember in the "Revue des Deux Mondes" and elsewhere, was an admirer of the "Secret of Swedenborg," and Hodgson told me your last book had deeply impressed him. So will it be; especially, I think, if a collection of extracts from your various writings were published, after the manner of the extracts from Carlyle, Ruskin, & Co. I have long thought such a volume would be the best monument to you.—As for us; we shall live on each in his way,—feeling somewhat unprotected, old as we are, for the absence of the parental bosoms as a refuge, but holding fast together in that common sacred memory. We will stand by each other and by Alice, try to transmit the torch in our offspring as you did in us, and when the time comes for being gathered in, I pray we may, if not all, some at least, be as ripe as you. As for myself, I know what trouble I've given you at various times through my peculiarities; and as my own boys grow up, I shall learn more and more of the kind of trial you had to overcome in superintending the development of a creature different from yourself, for whom you felt responsible. I say this merely to show how my sympathy with you is likely to grow much livelier, rather than to fade—and not for the sake of regrets.—As for the other side, and Mother, and our all possibly meeting, I can't say anything. More than ever at this moment do I feel that if that were true, all would be solved and justified. And it comes strangely over me in bidding you good-bye how a life is but a day and expresses mainly but a single note. It is so much like the act of bidding an ordinary good-night. Good-night, my sacred old Father! If I don't see you again—Farewell! a blessed farewell! Your

We’ve been so long used to the idea that you might be taken from us, especially over the past ten months, that the thought of this possibly being your last illness doesn’t hit me as hard as it could. You're old enough, and you’ve shared your message with the world in many ways, so you won’t be forgotten; you're here alone, and, on the other side, let’s hope and pray that our dear Mother is waiting for you to join her. If you do go, it won’t be a discordant thing. However, if you still have your normal consciousness, I’d really like to see you one last time before we part. I’m staying here just because of the last telegram, and now I'm waiting for Harry—who knows how I’m feeling and will understand your state of mind—to telegraph again about what I should do. In the meantime, my beloved old Father, I’m writing this note (which may reach you even if I come too late) to tell you how full my heart has been of the fondest memories and feelings about you in the past few days. In that mysterious void of the past, which soon the present will enter and fade back and back into, you remain the central figure for me. All my intellectual life comes from you; and even though we’ve often seemed at odds in how we express that, I believe there’s a harmony somewhere, and that our efforts will come together. The depth of my debt to you goes beyond my ability to evaluate—your influence has been so early, so profound, and so constant. You don’t need to worry about your literary works. I will make sure they are well taken care of, and your words won’t suffer from being hidden away. In Paris, I heard that Milsand, whom you might remember from the "Revue des Deux Mondes" and elsewhere, admired the "Secret of Swedenborg," and Hodgson told me your last book had a strong impact on him. I believe the same will happen; especially, I think, if a collection of extracts from your various writings were published, like the extracts from Carlyle, Ruskin, and others. I’ve long thought such a volume would be the best tribute to you.—As for us, we’ll each go on living in our own ways—feeling somewhat vulnerable, as old as we are, without the parental embrace as our refuge, but holding tightly to that shared sacred memory. We’ll support each other and Alice, trying to pass the torch to our children as you did with us, and when it’s our time to be gathered in, I hope that, if not all of us, at least some of us will be as ready as you. As for me, I know I’ve caused you trouble at different times with my quirks; and as my own boys grow up, I’ll learn more and more about the kind of challenges you faced while guiding the growth of someone so different from yourself, for whom you felt responsible. I mention this just to show how my sympathy for you is likely to grow stronger, rather than fade away—not out of regret.—As for the other side, and Mother, and the possibility of us all meeting, I can’t say anything. More than ever right now, I feel that if that were true, everything would be resolved and justified. It strikes me strangely as I say goodbye how life is just a day and primarily expresses a single note. It feels so much like saying an ordinary goodnight. Goodnight, my cherished old Father! If I don’t see you again—Farewell! a heartfelt farewell! Your

WILLIAM.

WILLIAM.

 

The elder Henry James died on the nineteenth of December. A cablegram was sent to London; and on learning of his father's death, James wrote a letter to his wife from which the following extract is taken.

The elder Henry James passed away on December nineteenth. A cable was sent to London; and upon hearing about his father's death, James wrote a letter to his wife, from which the following excerpt is taken.

To Mrs. James.

...Father's boyhood up in Albany, Grandmother's house, the father and brothers and sister, with their passions and turbulent histories, his burning, amputation and sickness, his college days and ramblings, his theological throes, his engagement and marriage and fatherhood, his finding more and more of the truths he finally settled down in, his travels in Europe, the days of the old house in New York and all the men I used to see there, at last his quieter motion down the later years of life in Newport, Boston and Cambridge, with his friends and correspondents about him, and his books more and more easily brought forth—how long, how long all these things were in the living, but how short their memory now is! What remains is a few printed pages, us and our children and some incalculable modifications of other people's lives, influenced this day or that by what he said or did. For me, the humor, the good spirits, the humanity, the faith in the divine, and the sense of his right to have a say about the deepest reasons of the universe, are what will stay by me. I wish I could believe I should transmit some of them to our babes. We all of us have some of his virtues and some of his shortcomings. Unlike the cool, dry thin-edged men who now abound, he was full of the fumes of the ur-sprünglich human nature; things turbid, more than he could formulate, wrought within him and made his judgments of rejection of so much of what was brought [before him] seem like revelations as well as knock-down blows.... I hope that rich soil of human nature will not become more rare!...

...Father's childhood in Albany, Grandma's house, the father and his siblings, with their passions and chaotic stories, his pain, amputation, and illness, his college days and adventures, his struggles with faith, his engagement, marriage, and fatherhood, his discovery of more truths he eventually embraced, his travels in Europe, the days in the old house in New York, and all the men I used to see there, and finally his quieter passage through the later years of life in Newport, Boston, and Cambridge, surrounded by friends and correspondents, and his books becoming easier to access—how long all these experiences were in the moment, but how brief their memory is now! What remains is just a few printed pages, us and our children, and some immeasurable changes in other people's lives, impacted this day or that by what he said or did. For me, the humor, the good vibes, the humanity, the faith in the divine, and the belief in his right to speak on the deepest questions of the universe are what will stay with me. I wish I could believe I would pass some of them on to our kids. We all have some of his virtues and some of his flaws. Unlike the cool, detached men who are everywhere now, he was full of the essence of true human nature; messy things that were more than he could articulate, which shaped his rejections of so much that was presented to him, making them feel like revelations as well as powerful rebuttals.... I hope that rich soil of human nature doesn't become even rarer!...

 

Two months later James said in a letter to Mrs. Gibbens: "It is singular how I'm learning every day now how the thought of his comment on my experiences has hitherto formed an integral part of my daily consciousness, without my having realized it at all. I interrupt myself incessantly now in the old habit of imagining what he will say when I tell him this or that thing I have seen or heard."

Two months later, James wrote in a letter to Mrs. Gibbens: "It's interesting how I'm discovering every day that his feedback on my experiences has been a key part of my daily thoughts, and I didn't even realize it. I catch myself constantly falling back into the old habit of wondering what he will say when I share certain things I've seen or heard."

 

James remained in London until mid-February of 1883, and took advantage of the opportunity to see more of certain men there—among them Shadworth Hodgson, Edmund Gurney, Croom Robertson, Frederick Pollock, Leslie Stephen, Carveth Reid, and Francis Galton. His eyes were troubling him again, but he did some writing on psychology. After paying another short visit to Paris, he sailed for home in March.

James stayed in London until mid-February 1883 and took the chance to connect more with several key figures there, including Shadworth Hodgson, Edmund Gurney, Croom Robertson, Frederick Pollock, Leslie Stephen, Carveth Reid, and Francis Galton. His eyesight was bothering him again, but he managed to do some writing on psychology. After a brief trip to Paris, he sailed home in March.

IX

1883-1890

Writing the "Principles of Psychology"—Psychical Research—The Place at Chocorua—The Irving Street House—The Paris Psychological Congress of 1889

Writing the "Principles of Psychology"—Psychical Research—The Place at Chocorua—The Irving Street House—The Paris Psychological Congress of 1889

JAMES had now found his feet, professionally, as well as in other ways. He strode ahead on the next stage of his journey with a firmness of which he would have been incapable in the seventies, and carried a heavy burden of work forward, with never a long halt and without ever setting it down, until he had finished the two large volumes of the "Principles of Psychology" in 1890. The previous decade had counted steadily for inward clarification, for health and for confidence. He was no longer harassed by serious illnesses and pursued by the spectre of possible invalidism. Marriage, parenthood—these immense events in a man's spiritual journey—had happened for him within the last four years and had brought him new loves and ambitions. He was no longer perplexed by misgivings about his aims and abilities, but had arrived at the conception of his treatise on psychology and had begun to formulate its chapters. He had become a very successful teacher, and might fairly have suspected himself of being an inspiring one. His work was beginning to be well known outside the halls of his own University.

JAMES had now established himself professionally and in other ways. He confidently moved forward on the next stage of his journey, a firmness he couldn't have managed in the seventies. He took on a heavy workload without taking long breaks or ever putting it down until he finished the two large volumes of "Principles of Psychology" in 1890. The past decade had been crucial for his inner clarity, health, and confidence. He was no longer troubled by serious illnesses or the fear of becoming disabled. Marriage and parenthood—two significant events in a man's personal journey—had occurred for him in the last four years, bringing him new loves and ambitions. He was no longer confused about his goals and abilities; he had developed the concept for his treatise on psychology and started outlining its chapters. He had become a very successful teacher, almost suspecting himself of being an inspiring one. His work was starting to gain recognition beyond the walls of his own University.

It is not the purpose of this book to trace the origin of his ideas or their influence on contemporary discussion. But any reader who will glance at Professor Perry's annotated "List" of his published work may see that he had written important papers by 1883, and that most of what was original in his psychology must by then have been present to his mind. During the visit he had just made to Europe, he had got a personal impression of the transatlantic colleagues whose writings had interested him especially, and had spent many hours in the company of certain among them with whom he found himself to be particularly in sympathy. Thus he had gained a bracing sense of comradeship with the men who were collaborating in his field. Last of all, he had brought home with him a happy conviction that the most propitious place for him to teach and write his book in was the philosophical department of his own University.

It’s not the goal of this book to explore the origins of his ideas or their impact on current discussions. However, any reader who glances at Professor Perry's annotated "List" of his published works will see that he had already written significant papers by 1883, and most of what was original in his psychology must have been clear to him by then. During his recent trip to Europe, he gained firsthand impressions of the transatlantic colleagues whose writings particularly intrigued him and spent many hours with some of them, feeling a strong connection. This experience gave him a refreshing sense of camaraderie with the people working in his field. Lastly, he returned home with a strong belief that the best place for him to teach and write his book was in the philosophical department of his own university.

So far as the "textbook on Psychology" was concerned, however, he still underestimated the amount of original investigation and thought which his instinct for "concrete" reality was to exact of him. Perhaps also he made too little allowance for the inadequacies of current laboratory methods and of the existing literature of the subject. Helmholtz and Wundt had already published important reports from their laboratories in Germany; but psychology was still generally considered to be an inductive science, which achieved its purposes by introspection and description, and which had no very broad connection with physiology nor many laboratory methods of its own. James had still to help make a modern science of it by his own immense effort. He may perhaps be said to have set to work when he offered the course on "The Relation between Physiology and Psychology" to graduate students in 1875, and made the class take part in experiments which he arranged in a room in the Lawrence Scientific School building.[68]

Up to that point, regarding the "textbook on Psychology," he still underestimated the level of original research and thought his instinct for "concrete" reality would demand from him. He probably also didn't account enough for the limitations of current lab methods and the existing literature on the subject. Helmholtz and Wundt had already published significant findings from their labs in Germany; however, psychology was still mostly viewed as an inductive science that relied on introspection and description, lacking a strong connection to physiology or many of its own lab methods. James still needed to help develop it into a modern science through his own significant efforts. He can be said to have begun this when he offered the course on "The Relation between Physiology and Psychology" to graduate students in 1875 and had the class participate in experiments he set up in a room in the Lawrence Scientific School building.[68]

Thus with teaching, experimenting, and occasionally writing out his conclusions as he went along, he ploughed his way through his subject. The triple process is familiar enough today to most men of science. But James and the majority of his contemporaries had been trained differently or not at all; and their generation, following a few great leaders like Pasteur, Darwin and Helmholtz, had to establish new standards of criticism and new methods of inquiry in every department of science. When the "Psychology" was drawing to its completion, James wrote two sentences about his difficulties to his brother Henry. They might equally well have been written at any other time during the eighties. "I have," he said, "to forge every sentence in the teeth of irreducible and stubborn facts. It is like walking through the densest brush-wood."

So, while teaching, experimenting, and sometimes writing out his conclusions as he went, he made his way through his subject. This three-part process is pretty common today among most scientists. But James and many of his peers had been trained quite differently or not at all; their generation, following a few great leaders like Pasteur, Darwin, and Helmholtz, had to set new standards for criticism and develop new methods of inquiry in every branch of science. As "Psychology" was nearing completion, James wrote two sentences about his struggles to his brother Henry. They could have easily been written at any point during the eighties. "I have," he said, "to create every sentence against irreducible and stubborn facts. It feels like walking through the thickest underbrush."

 

There was one peculiarly stubborn and irreducible class of facts which he took up and gave much thought to during this period.

There was one particularly stubborn and undeniable set of facts that he focused on and thought a lot about during this time.

As early as 1869 he had recognized the desirability of examining the class of phenomena that are popularly called psychic[69] in a critical and modern spirit. This was not because he was in the least impressed by the lucubrations of the kind of mind which can be well described, in Macaulay's phrase, as "utterly wanting in the faculty by which a demonstrated truth is distinguished from a plausible supposition." But an instinctive "love of sportsmanlike fair play" was stirred in him by the indifference with which men who professed to be students of nature,[70] and particularly scientists whose prime concern was with our mental life, usually declined to examine phenomena which have occurred in every known human race and generation. He was in cordial sympathy with the announced intention of the Society for Psychical Research to investigate the abnormal and "supernormal" occurrences. He referred aptly to such occurrences as "wild facts," having as yet no scientific "stall or pigeon-hole."[71] Above all, he was conscious, from the beginning, of the proximity and possible relevance to his psychological and philosophical problems of this large body of unanalyzed material.

As early as 1869, he recognized the need to look into the kinds of phenomena that people commonly refer to as psychic[69] with a critical and contemporary approach. This wasn't because he was impressed by the writings of those whose thinking could be aptly described, using Macaulay's words, as "completely lacking the ability to tell a proven fact from a credible hypothesis." Rather, an instinctive "love of fair play" was awakened in him by the indifference displayed by individuals who claimed to study nature,[70] especially scientists focused on our mental life, who often refused to explore phenomena that have been observed across all human cultures and generations. He was fully supportive of the Society for Psychical Research's goal to investigate abnormal and "supernormal" events. He aptly referred to these events as "wild facts," which had yet to find a scientific "place or classification."[71] Most importantly, he was aware from the start of how close and potentially relevant this vast unexamined material was to his psychological and philosophical questions.

Most people cannot approach such matters without emotional bias. The atmosphere in which the public discussion of them goes on is still poisoned by superstition and clouded by prejudice. No scientific man involves himself in such inquiries, even now, without the certitude that his statements will be misconstrued by some of his professional brethren, and that his name will be taken in vain by newspapers and charlatans. James recognized all this, but saw in it no excuse for avoiding the subject; rather, a reason for examining it in an unprejudiced spirit and for avowing his conclusions openly.

Most people can't look at these issues without letting their emotions get in the way. The environment where the public discusses them is still tainted by superstition and clouded by bias. No scientist gets involved in these inquiries, even today, without knowing that some of his colleagues will misinterpret his statements and that his name will be misused by newspapers and frauds. James understood all of this but saw it as no reason to avoid the topic; instead, it was a reason to explore it with an open mind and to openly share his conclusions.

The English Society for Psychical Research had been founded in 1882. In 1884 James became a corresponding member and concerned himself actively in organizing an American society of the same name in Boston. He made contributions to the "Proceedings" of this society during the six years of its existence; and, when it amalgamated with the English Society in 1890, he became a Vice-President of the latter. With the exception of a term during which he served as its President (in 1894-95), he continued to be a Vice-President of the S. P. R. until his death, and occasionally published through its "Proceedings."

The English Society for Psychical Research was founded in 1882. In 1884, James became a corresponding member and actively worked on organizing an American society with the same name in Boston. He contributed to the "Proceedings" of this society during its six-year run, and when it merged with the English Society in 1890, he became a Vice-President of the latter. Except for a term when he served as its President (from 1894 to 1895), he remained a Vice-President of the S. P. R. until his death, and occasionally published through its "Proceedings."

In the eighties he took up his share of the drudgery which was involved in investigating alleged cases of apparition, thought-transference, and mediumship. For one entire winter he and Professor G. H. Palmer attended "cabinet séances" every Saturday without discovering anything that they could report as other than fraudulent. But in the following year he got upon the track of the now famous Mrs. Piper, and he made his first report on her trance-state to the S. P. R. in 1886. After many tests and trials he was unable to "resist the conviction that knowledge appeared in her trances which she had never gained by the ordinary waking use of her eyes, ears and wits." Withholding his acceptance from the spirit-message hypothesis, he added: "What the source of this knowledge may be I know not, and have not a glimmer of an explanatory suggestion to make; but from admitting the fact of such knowledge I can see no escape."[72] He continued to find time for the investigation of other cases, and could sometimes console himself by laughing over expeditions which were quite fruitless of interesting result. A few sentences from letters addressed to Mrs. James in 1888, reporting an adventure with Richard Hodgson in New York, will serve as illustration:—

In the eighties, he took on his share of the tedious work involved in investigating supposed cases of ghost sightings, thought transfer, and mediumship. For an entire winter, he and Professor G. H. Palmer attended "cabinet séances" every Saturday, finding nothing they could report as anything but fraudulent. However, the following year, he discovered the now-famous Mrs. Piper and made his first report on her trance state to the S.P.R. in 1886. After numerous tests and trials, he couldn't help but feel convinced that knowledge emerged during her trances that she had never acquired through normal waking means. While not accepting the spirit-message explanation, he added: "What the source of this knowledge may be, I do not know, and I don’t have the slightest clue for an explanation; but from acknowledging the existence of such knowledge, I see no way to escape." He continued to make time for investigating other cases and occasionally found comfort in laughing about expeditions that yielded no interesting results. A few sentences from letters addressed to Mrs. James in 1888, recounting an adventure with Richard Hodgson in New York, will illustrate this:—

"[Apr. 6.] Hodgson and I started after our baggage arrived, to find Mr. B——, who, you may have seen by the papers, is making a scandal by having given himself over (hand and foot) to a medium, 'Madam D——,' who does most extraordinarily described physical performances. We found the old girl herself, a type for Alexandre Dumas, obese, wicked, jolly, intellectual, with no end of go and animal spirits, who entertained us for an hour, gave us an appointment for a sitting on Monday, and asked us to come and see Mr. B. tonight. What will come of it all I don't know. It will be baffling, I suppose, like everything else of that kind."

"[Apr. 6.] Hodgson and I set off after our luggage arrived to find Mr. B——, who, as you may have seen in the news, is causing a stir by completely giving himself over to a medium, 'Madam D——,' who performs some truly extraordinary physical feats. We met the old woman herself, a character straight out of an Alexandre Dumas novel—obese, mischievous, cheerful, and sharp, full of energy and enthusiasm. She entertained us for an hour, scheduled a sitting for us on Monday, and invited us to see Mr. B. tonight. What will come of it all, I have no idea. It will probably be just as puzzling as everything else like it."

"[Apr. 7.] Mr. B. and Mrs. D. were 'too tired' to see us last night! I suspect that will be the case next Monday. It is the knowing thing to do under the circumstances. But that woman is one with whom one would fall wildly in love, if in love at all—she is such a fat, fat old villain...."

"[Apr. 7.] Mr. B. and Mrs. D. were 'too tired' to see us last night! I suspect that will be the case next Monday. It’s the smart thing to do given the circumstances. But that woman is someone you could fall wildly in love with, if you were in love at all—she is such a fat, fat old villain...."

"[Apr. 24th.] In bed at 11.30, after the most hideously inept psychical night, in Charleston, over a much-praised female medium who fraudulently played on the guitar. A plague take all white-livered, anæmic, flaccid, weak-voiced Yankee frauds! Give me a full blooded red-lipped villain like dear old D.—when shall I look upon her like again?"

"[Apr. 24th.] I went to bed at 11:30 after a truly terrible night of spiritual nonsense in Charleston, involving a highly touted female medium who pretended to play the guitar. Curse all these cowardly, weak, and pathetic frauds from the North! I want a passionate, bold person like dear old D.—when will I ever see someone like her again?"

In 1889 James undertook the labor of conducting the "Census of Hallucinations" in America. The census sought to discover, from lists of people selected at random, how many of them, when in good health and awake, had ever heard a voice, seen a form, or felt a touch which no material presence could account for. James received about seven thousand answers to the inquiries that were sent out in America; and after he had digested and reported them, the results turned out to be in remarkable conformity with the returns from other parts of the world. Some of James's own deductions from the returns will be found in the essay, "What Psychical Research has Accomplished."[73] Among other things, the census showed apparitions corresponding with a distant event as occurring more than four hundred times oftener than could be expected from a calculation of chances.

In 1889, James took on the task of conducting the "Census of Hallucinations" in America. The census aimed to find out, from lists of randomly selected individuals, how many of them, while healthy and awake, had ever heard a voice, seen a figure, or felt a touch that couldn’t be explained by any physical presence. James received about seven thousand responses to the surveys sent out across America, and after he analyzed and reported the findings, the results closely matched those from other regions of the world. Some of James's own conclusions drawn from the results can be found in the essay, "What Psychical Research has Accomplished."[73] Among other things, the census revealed that apparitions linked to distant events occurred more than four hundred times more often than what would be expected based on probability calculations.

After this task had been completed, he usually avoided spending time in personal investigations.

After finishing this task, he typically avoided engaging in personal investigations.

To Charles Renouvier.

KEENE VALLEY, Aug. 5, 1883
ADIRONDACKS.

KEENE VALLEY, Aug. 5, 1883
ADIRONDACKS.

My dear Monsieur Renouvier,—My silence has been so protracted that I fear you must have wondered what its reasons could be. Only the old ones!—much to do, and little power to do it, obliging procrastination. You will doubtless have heard from the Pillons of my safe return home. I have spent the interval in the house of my mother-in-law in Cambridge, trying to do some work in the way of psychologic writing before the fatal day should arrive when the College bell, summoning me as well as my colleagues to the lecture-room, should make literary work almost impossible. Although my bodily condition, thanks to my winter abroad, has been better than in many years at a corresponding period, what I succeeded in accomplishing was well-nigh zero. I floundered round in the morasses of the theory of cognition,—the Object and the Ego,—tore up almost each day what I had written the day before, and although I am inwardly, of course, more aware than I was before of where the difficulties of the subject lie, outwardly I have hardly any manuscript to show for my pains. Your unparalleled literary fecundity is a perfect wonder to me. You should return pious thanks to the one or many gods who had a hand in your production, not only for endowing you with so clear a head, but for giving you so admirable a working temperament. The most rapid piece of literary work I ever did was completed ten days ago, and sent to "Mind," where it will doubtless soon appear. I had promised to give three lectures at a rather absurd little "Summer School of Philosophy," which has flourished for four or five years past in the little town of Concord near Boston, and which has an audience of from twenty to fifty persons, including the lecturers themselves; and, finding at the last moment that I could do nothing with my much meditated subject of the Object and the Ego, I turned round and lectured "On Some Omissions of Introspective Psychology,"[74] and wrote the substance of the lectures out immediately after giving them—the whole occupying six days. I hope you may read the paper some time and approve it—though it is out of the current of your own favorite topics and consequently hardly a proper candidate for the honours of translation in the "Critique."

Dear Monsieur Renouvier,—I’ve been silent for so long that you must be wondering why. The same old reasons! Too much to do and not enough energy to do it, leading to procrastination. You’ve probably heard from the Pillons that I’m back home safe. I spent this time at my mother-in-law’s house in Cambridge, trying to get some psychological writing done before the dreaded day when the College bell rings, calling me and my colleagues to the lecture room, making literary work nearly impossible. Even though my health is better than it's been in many years around this time, thanks to my winter abroad, what I managed to accomplish was almost nothing. I waded through the complexities of the theory of cognition—Object and Ego—scrapping nearly everything I wrote each day. Although I’m more aware of the subject's difficulties now, I hardly have any manuscript to show for my efforts. Your incredible ability to produce writing is truly astounding to me. You should give thanks to whatever gods helped you, not just for your clarity of thought but for your great work ethic. The fastest piece of writing I’ve done was finished ten days ago and sent to "Mind," where it will probably be published soon. I had committed to giving three lectures at a rather silly little "Summer School of Philosophy," which has been going for four or five years in the small town of Concord near Boston and attracts an audience of twenty to fifty, including the lecturers themselves; and when I realized at the last minute that I couldn’t manage my planned topic of Object and Ego, I switched to lecturing "On Some Omissions of Introspective Psychology,"[74] and immediately wrote out the content of the lectures afterward—the whole thing took six days. I hope you get to read the paper someday and like it—even if it’s outside your usual interests and might not be a suitable candidate for translation in the "Critique."

I understand now why no really good classic manual of psychology exists; why all that do exist only treat of particular points and chapters with any thoroughness. It is impossible to write one at present, so infinitely more numerous are the difficulties of the task than the means of their solution. Every chapter bristles with obstructions that refer one to the next ten years of work for their mitigation.

I get why there isn’t a great classic psychology manual out there; why the ones that do exist only cover specific topics and chapters in any depth. It’s just not feasible to write one right now, as the challenges are way more numerous than the ways to solve them. Every chapter is full of hurdles that send you off to the next decade of work to address them.

With all this I have done very little consecutive reading. I have not yet got at your historic survey in the "Critique Religieuse," for which my brain nevertheless itches. But I have read your articles apropos of Fouillée, and found them—the latest one especially—admirable for clearness and completeness of statement. Surely nothing like them has ever been written—no such stripping of the question down to its naked essentials. Those who, like Fouillée, have the intuition of the Absolute Unity, will of course not profit by them or anything else. Why can all others view their own beliefs as possibly only hypotheses—they only not? Why does the Absolute Unity make its votaries so much more conceited at having attained it, than any other supposed truth does? This inner sense of superiority to all antagonists gives Fouillée his fougue and adds to his cleverness, and no doubt increases immensely the effectiveness of his writing over the average reader's mind. But it also makes him careless and liable to overshoot the mark.

I've done very little consistent reading with all this going on. I still haven't dived into your historical overview in the "Critique Religieuse," which I'm really eager to read. However, I've gone through your articles about Fouillée, and I found them—especially the latest one—amazing for their clarity and thoroughness. There's really nothing like them out there—no one has stripped the question down to its bare essentials like this. Those who, like Fouillée, have an instinct for the Absolute Unity aren’t going to benefit from them or anything else. Why can all others see their own beliefs as possibly just hypotheses, while they cannot? Why does the Absolute Unity make its followers feel so much more conceited about having reached it than any other supposed truth does? This inner sense of superiority over all opposition gives Fouillée his fougue and enhances his cleverness, greatly boosting the impact of his writing on the average reader. But it also makes him careless and prone to miss the mark.

I have just been interrupted by a visit from Noah Porter, D.D., President of Yale College, whose bulky work on "The Human Intellect" you may have in your library, possibly. An American college president is a very peculiar type of character, partly man of business, partly diplomatist, partly clergyman, and partly professor of metaphysics, armed with great authority and influence if his college is an important one—which Yale is; and Porter is the paragon of the type—bonhomme et rusé, learned and simple, kindhearted and sociable, yet possessed of great decision and obstinacy. He is over seventy, but comes every summer here to the woods to refresh himself by long mountain walks and life in "camp," sleeping on a bed of green boughs before a great fire in the open air. He looks like a farmer or a fisherman, and there is no sort of human being who does not immediately feel himself entirely at home in his company.

I was just visited by Noah Porter, D.D., the President of Yale College. You might have his substantial work "The Human Intellect" in your library. An American college president is a unique character, part businessman, part diplomat, part clergyman, and part philosophy professor, wielding significant authority and influence, especially if his college is prominent—like Yale. Porter is the perfect example of this type—both kind and shrewd, knowledgeable yet unpretentious, warm-hearted and sociable, but also decisive and stubborn. He's over seventy but comes here every summer to recharge by taking long mountain hikes and camping, sleeping on a bed of green branches by a large fire in the open air. He may look like a farmer or a fisherman, but anyone who spends time with him immediately feels completely at ease.

I have been here myself just a week. The virgin forest comes close to our house, and the diversity of walks through it, the brooks and the ascensions of hilltops are infinite. I doubt if there be anything like it in Europe. Your mountains are grander, but you have nowhere this carpet of absolutely primitive forest, with its indescribably sweet exhalations, spreading in every direction unbroken. I shall stay here doing hardly any work till late in September. I need to lead a purely animal life for at least two months to carry me through the teaching year. My wife and two children are here, all well. I would send you her photograph and mine, save that hers—the only one I have—is too bad to send to anyone, and my own are for the moment exhausted. I find myself counting the years till my next visit to Europe becomes possible. Then it shall occur under more cheerful circumstances, if possible; and I shall stay the full fifteen months instead of only six. As I look back now upon the winter, I find the strongest impression I received was that of the singularly artificial, yet deeply vital and soundly healthy, character of the English social and political system as it now exists. It is one of the most bizarre outbirths of time, one of the most abnormal, in certain ways, and yet one of the most successful. I know nothing that so much confirms your philosophy as this spectacle of an accumulation of individual initiatives all preserved. I hope both you and the Pillons are well. I shall never forget their friendliness, nor the spirit of human kindness that filled their household. I am ashamed to ask for letters from you, when after so long a silence I can myself give you so little that is of philosophic interest. But we must take long views; and, if life be granted, I shall do something yet, both in the way of reading and writing. Ever truly yours,

I’ve only been here for a week. The untouched forest is right by our house, and the endless paths through it, the streams, and the climbs to the hilltops are amazing. I doubt there’s anything like this in Europe. Your mountains are more impressive, but you don’t have this blanket of completely primitive forest, with its indescribably sweet scents, stretching out in all directions without interruption. I plan to stay here doing very little work until late September. I need to live a purely natural life for at least two months to recharge for the teaching year. My wife and two kids are here, and they’re all doing well. I would send you a photo of her and one of me, but the only one I have of her is too bad to share, and I’ve run out of mine for now. I find myself counting down the years until I can visit Europe again. When I do, I hope it’ll be under happier circumstances, and I’ll stay the full fifteen months instead of just six. Looking back on the winter, the strongest impression I have is of the strangely artificial yet vibrantly healthy nature of the current English social and political system. It’s one of the most bizarre outcomes of our times, unusually abnormal in some ways, yet remarkably successful. I don’t know anything that confirms your philosophy as much as this spectacle of individual initiatives being all preserved. I hope you and the Pillons are doing well. I’ll always remember their warmth and the kindness that filled their home. I feel awkward asking for letters from you when I've been quiet for so long and have so little of philosophical interest to share. But we have to look at the bigger picture; and if I’m granted life, I’ll do something meaningful in terms of reading and writing. Always truly yours,

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

 

At about this time Major Henry L. Higginson, then the junior partner in the banking house of Lee, Higginson & Company and soon to be widely known as the founder of the Boston Symphony Orchestra, undertook to look after the small patrimony which James had inherited. He tactfully assumed the initiative respecting whatever had to be done, and continued to render this friendly service as long as James lived. On his side James, who knew nothing about investments and was incapable of considering them without involving himself in excessive and unprofitable worry, was delighted to leave decisions to his friend's wiser judgment. Occasional jocose communications like the following came to be almost his only incursions into his own "affairs."

At around this time, Major Henry L. Higginson, who was the junior partner at Lee, Higginson & Company and would soon be famous as the founder of the Boston Symphony Orchestra, took it upon himself to manage the small inheritance that James had received. He tactfully took the lead on whatever needed to be done and continued to provide this helpful support for as long as James lived. On the other hand, James, who knew nothing about investing and couldn’t think about it without causing himself a lot of unnecessary stress, was happy to leave decisions to his friend's better judgment. Occasionally, lighthearted messages like the following became almost his only interactions with his own "affairs."

To Henry L. Higginson.

Oct. 14 [1883?].

Oct. 14 [1883].

My dear Henry,—I receive today from your office two documents, one containing some unintelligible hieroglyphics, "C. B.& Q., 138" etc., etc.; the other winding up with a statement that I owe you $12,674.97!!

Dear Henry,—Today I got two documents from your office. One has some confusing symbols, "C. B.& Q., 138" and so on; the other ends with a note saying that I owe you $12,674.97!!

The latter explains your mysterious interest in my affairs. I feared as much! Go on, Shylock, go on! you have me in your power. The peculiar combination of ignorance and poverty which I present makes me an easy victim. And I confess that as a psychologist I am curious to see how far your instincts of cupidity will carry you. I await eagerly the ulterior developments. Yours, etc.,

The latter explains your strange interest in my life. I was afraid of that! Go ahead, Shylock, go ahead! You have me under your control. The unusual mix of ignorance and being broke makes me an easy target. And I admit that as someone interested in psychology, I’m curious to see how far your greed will take you. I’m eagerly waiting to see what happens next. Yours, etc.,

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

[Enclosed with the foregoing]

[Included with the above]

Extract from a biographic sketch of W. J. soon to be published in the "Harvard Register":—

Extract from a biographical sketch of W. J. soon to be published in the "Harvard Register":—

"He now fancied himself possessed of immense wealth, and gave without stint his imaginary riches. He has ever since been under gentle restraint, and leads a life not merely of happiness, but of bliss; converses rationally, reads the newspapers, where every talk of distress attracts his notice, and being furnished with an abundant supply of blank checks, he fills up one of them with a munificent sum, sends it off to the sufferer, and sits down to his dinner with a happy conviction that he has earned the right to a little indulgence in the pleasures of the table; and yet, on a serious conversation with one of his old friends, he is quite conscious of his real position; but the conviction is so exquisitely painful that he will not let himself believe it."

"He now believes he has immense wealth and generously gives away his imaginary riches. Ever since, he has been gently restrained and lives a life not just of happiness, but of bliss; he talks sensibly, reads the news, where every mention of suffering catches his attention, and with an ample supply of blank checks, he fills one in with a generous amount, sends it off to the person in need, and then sits down to dinner with the happy feeling that he has earned the right to enjoy some pleasures at the table. Yet, in a serious conversation with one of his old friends, he is fully aware of his real situation; but the realization is so exquisitely painful that he refuses to accept it."

To H. P. Bowditch.

[Post-card]

[Postcard]

CAMBRIDGE, MASS., Jan. 31 [1884].

CAMBRIDGE, MASS., Jan. 31 [1884].

Heute den 31ten Januar wurde mir vor 2 Stunden in rascher Aufeinander-folge ein (1) wunderschöner jüdischaussehender, kräftiger und munterer Knabe geboren. Alles geht nach Wunsch, und bittet um stiller Theilnahme der glückliche Vater.

Heute, am 31. Januar, wurde mir vor 2 Stunden in schneller Abfolge ein (1) wunderschöner, jüdisch aussehender, kräftiger und munterer Junge geboren. Alles läuft nach Wunsch, und der glückliche Vater bittet um stille Anteilnahme.

W. J.

W.J.

[Translation.]

[Translation.]

Today the 31st of January, two hours since, there was born to me in rapid succession one (I) wonderfully beautiful, Jewish-looking, sturdy and lively boy. Everything is going as one would wish, and the happy father craves your hushed sympathy.

Today, January 31st, two hours ago, I welcomed into the world one (I) incredibly beautiful, Jewish-looking, strong and lively boy. Everything is going as expected, and the proud father seeks your quiet support.

W. J.

W.J.

To Thomas Davidson.

CAMBRIDGE, Mar. 30, 1884.

CAMBRIDGE, Mar. 30, 1884.

My dear Davidson,—I am in receipt of two letters from you since my last, the latest one of them from Capri. I am very sorry to hear of your continued bad physical condition. You have a queer constitution,—with such an unusual amount of strength in most ways,—to be a constant prey to ailment. I have long ago come to think that the right measure of a man's health is not how much comfort or discomfort he feels in the year, but how much work, through thick and thin, he manages to get through. Judged by that standard, you doubtless score an unusually high number. But when I hear you talking about Texas, I confess I really begin to feel alarmed. From Rome to Austin! How can you think of such a thing? Are you sure M—— is not playing the part of the tailless fox in the fable? I know not a living soul in Texas, and if I did I should have moral scruples about becoming an accomplice in any plot for transporting you there. Why is it that everything in this world is offered us on no medium terms between either having too much of it or too little? You pine for a professorship. I pine for your leisure to write and study. Teaching duties have really devoured the whole of my time this winter, and with hardly any intellectual profit whatever. I have read nothing, and written nothing save one lecture on the freedom of the will. How it is going to end, I don't well see. The four months of non-lecturing study I had at home last year, when I slept well and led a really intellectual life, seem like a sort of lost paradise. However, vacations make amends. This summer I am to edit my poor father's literary remains, "with a sketch of his writings" which will largely consist of extracts and no doubt help to the making him better known.

Dear Davidson,—I've received two letters from you since my last one, the latest from Capri. I'm really sorry to hear about your ongoing health issues. You have such a strange constitution—with so much strength in many ways—yet you’re always battling some ailment. I've come to believe that the true measure of a person's health isn't how much comfort or discomfort they feel in a year, but how much work they manage to accomplish regardless of the circumstances. By that measure, you definitely excel. But when you start talking about Texas, I genuinely start to feel concerned. From Rome to Austin! How can you even consider that? Are you sure M—— isn't playing the part of the clever fox from the fable? I don't know a single person in Texas, and even if I did, I'd feel morally conflicted about being part of any plan to get you there. Why is it that everything in this world is offered to us with no middle ground, either too much or too little? You long for a teaching position. I long for your free time to write and study. Teaching has really consumed all my time this winter, with hardly any intellectual gain. I haven't read or written anything except one lecture on the freedom of the will. I'm not sure how this will all turn out. Those four months of study at home last year, when I had good sleep and led a truly intellectual life, seem like a sort of lost paradise. However, breaks balance things out. This summer I’m set to edit my poor father's literary works, "with a sketch of his writings," which will mostly be excerpts and surely help to make him better known.

You ask why I don't write oftener. If you could see the arrears of work under which my table groans, and the number of semi-business letters and notes I now have to write with my infernal eyesight, you would ask no longer. In fact I am beginning to ask whether it be not my bounden duty to stop corresponding with my friends altogether. Only at that price does there seem to be any prospect of doing any reading at all.

You ask why I don’t write more often. If you could see the pile of work that’s weighing down my desk, along with all the semi-business letters and notes I have to write with my terrible eyesight, you wouldn’t ask that anymore. Honestly, I’m starting to wonder if it’s my responsibility to stop writing to my friends completely. Only then does it seem possible to actually find time to read at all.

I had neither seen your article in the Unitarian Review[75] nor heard of it, but ran for it as soon as I got your announcement of its existence. I know not what to think of it practically; though I confess the idea of engrafting the bloodless pallor of Boston Unitarianism on the Roman temperament strikes one at first sight as rather queer. Unitarianism seems to have a sort of moribund vitality here, because it is a branch of protestantism and the tree keeps the branch sticking out. But whether it could be grafted on a catholic trunk seems to me problematic. I confess I rather despair of any popular religion of a philosophic character; and I sometimes find myself wondering whether there can be any popular religion raised on the ruins of the old Christianity without the presence of that element which in the past has presided over the origin of all religions, namely, a belief in new physical facts and possibilities. Abstract considerations about the soul and the reality of a moral order will not do in a year what the glimpse into a world of new phenomenal possibilities enveloping those of the present life, afforded by an extension of our insight into the order of nature, would do in an instant. Are the much despised "Spiritualism" and the "Society for Psychical Research" to be the chosen instruments for a new era of faith? It would surely be strange if they were; but if they are not, I see no other agency that can do the work.

I hadn't seen your article in the Unitarian Review[75] or heard about it, but I rushed to find it as soon as I got your announcement that it existed. I’m not sure what to think about it practically; though I admit the idea of blending the bloodless pallor of Boston Unitarianism with the Roman temperament seems a bit odd at first glance. Unitarianism seems to have a kind of waning vitality here because it’s a branch of Protestantism and the tree keeps that branch hanging on. But whether it could be grafted onto a Catholic trunk seems questionable to me. I confess I’m somewhat doubtful about any popular religion with a philosophical nature; and I sometimes wonder if it’s possible to create a popular religion from the remnants of old Christianity without the presence of that element which has been fundamental in the origins of all religions—namely, a belief in new physical facts and possibilities. Abstract ideas about the soul and the reality of a moral order won’t achieve in a year what a glimpse into a world of new phenomenal possibilities surrounding our current life, offered by a greater understanding of nature’s order, could do instantly. Are the often-criticized "Spiritualism" and the "Society for Psychical Research" meant to be the chosen instruments for a new era of faith? It would certainly be strange if they were; but if they aren’t, I don’t see any other means that can do the job.

I like your formula that in consciousness there must be two irreducibles, "being and feeling," and nothing else. But I can't put philosophy into letters. When is our long-postponed talk to take place? Aufgeschoben for another summer, and I fear another winter too, from what you write. It is too bad!

I like your idea that consciousness has two essential components, "being and feeling," and nothing more. However, I struggle to express philosophy in writing. When are we finally going to have the long-delayed conversation? Aufgeschoben for another summer, and I’m worried we might have to wait for another winter too, based on what you’ve written. It’s a shame!

We have a week's recess in a couple of days and I start to look up summer lodgings. Alice and the two-month-old baby are very well and send you love. Always truly yours,

We have a week off in a couple of days, and I’m starting to look for summer accommodations. Alice and the two-month-old baby are doing great and send you their love. Always truly yours,

WM. JAMES.

W.M. JAMES.

To G. H. Howison.

CAMBRIDGE, Feb. 5, 1885.

CAMBRIDGE, Feb. 5, 1885.

My dear Howison,—I've just reread (for the fourth time, I believe) your letter of the 30th November. I need not say how tickled I am at your too generous words about my Divinity school address on Determinism.[76] Sweet are the praises of an enemy. There is, thank Heaven! a plane below all formulas and below enmities due to formulas, where men occasionally meet each other moving, and recognize each other as brothers inhabiting the same depths. Such is this depth of the problem of determinism—howe'er we solve it, we are brothers if we know it to be a problem. No man on either side awakens any sense of intellectual respect in me who regards the solution as a cock-sure and immediately given thing, and wonders that any one should hesitate to choose his party. You find fault with my deterministic disjunction, "pessimism or subjectivism," and ask why I forgot the third way of "objective moral activity," etc. (You probably remember.) I didn't forget it. It entered for me into pessimism, for, since such activity has failed to be universally realized, it was (deterministically) impossible from eternity, and the Universe in so far forth not an object of pure worship, not an Absolute. My trouble, you see, lies with monism. Determinism = monism; and a monism like this world can't be an object of pure optimistic contemplation. By pessimism I simply mean ultimate non-optimism. The Ideal is only a part of this world. Make the world a Pluralism, and you forthwith have an object to worship. Make it a Unit, on the other hand, and worship and abhorrence are equally one-sided and equally legitimate reactions. Indifferentism is the true condition of such a world, and turn the matter how you will, I don't see how any philosophy of the Absolute can ever escape from that capricious alternation of mysticism and satanism in the treatment of its great Idol, which history has always shown. Reverence is an accidental personal mood in such a philosophy, and has naught to do with the essentials of the system. At least, so it seems to me; and in view of that, I prefer to stick in the wooden finitude of an ultimate pluralism, because that at least gives me something definite to worship and fight for.

Dear Howison,—I've just reread (for the fourth time, I think) your letter from November 30th. I can’t help but say how delighted I am by your overly kind words about my Divinity school talk on Determinism.[76] It’s nice to receive compliments from an opponent. Fortunately, there’s a level beneath all theories and the conflicts they create, where people can connect with each other and recognize themselves as brothers sharing the same depths. This depth relates to the problem of determinism—however we resolve it, we are brothers if we acknowledge it as a problem. No one, regardless of their stance, inspires any sense of intellectual respect in me if they consider the solution to be obvious and straightforward and are baffled that anyone would hesitate to pick a side. You criticize my deterministic choice of “pessimism or subjectivism,” and wonder why I overlooked the third option of “objective moral activity,” etc. (I’m sure you remember.) I didn’t forget it. It fell under pessimism for me because, since that activity hasn’t been universally realized, it was (deterministically) impossible from eternity, and thus the Universe cannot be purely worshiped or considered an Absolute. My issue, you see, is with monism. Determinism = monism; and a monism like this world can’t be an object of pure optimistic contemplation. By pessimism, I simply mean ultimate non-optimism. The Ideal is just one part of this world. If you make the world a Pluralism, you immediately have something to worship. However, if you make it a Unit, then both worship and disdain become equally one-sided and equally valid responses. Indifferentism is the true state of such a world, and no matter how you approach it, I don’t see how any philosophy of the Absolute can avoid the unpredictable shifts between mysticism and satanism in their treatment of its great Idol, as history has always shown. Reverence is just an accidental personal feeling in such a philosophy, and it has nothing to do with the core of the system. At least, that’s how it seems to me; and considering that, I prefer to stick with the rigid boundaries of ultimate pluralism, because at least that gives me something concrete to worship and fight for.

However, I know I haven't exhausted all wisdom, and am too well aware that this position, like everything else, is a parti pris and a pis aller,—faute de mieux,—to continue the Gallic idiom. Your predecessor Royce thinks he's got the thing at last. It is too soon for me to criticize his book; but I must say it seems to me one of the very freshest, profoundest, solidest, most human bits of philosophical work I've seen in a long time. In fact, it makes one think of Royce as a man from whom nothing is too great to expect.

However, I know I haven’t covered all the wisdom out there, and I’m very aware that this position, like everything else, is a parti pris and a pis allerfaute de mieux,—to keep using the French idiom. Your predecessor Royce believes he’s finally got it right. It’s too early for me to critique his book; but I have to say it really feels like one of the freshest, deepest, most solid, and most relatable pieces of philosophical work I’ve seen in a while. In fact, it makes me think of Royce as someone from whom we can expect great things.

Your list of thirty lectures makes one bow down in reverence before you. I should be afraid you were over-working. Your Hume-Kant circular shall be diligently scanned when my Hume lectures come off, in about six weeks. I am better as to the eyes, which gives me much hope. Am, however, "maturing" building plans for a house, which is bad for sleep. I do hope and trust there will be no "Enttäuschung" about Berkeley,[77] and that not only the work, but the place and the climate, may prove well adapted to both you and Mrs. Howison. Ever truly yours,

Your list of thirty lectures makes me bow down in respect for you. I worry you might be overworking yourself. I’ll carefully go through your Hume-Kant circular when my Hume lectures start in about six weeks. My eyesight is improving, which gives me a lot of hope. I am, however, "maturing" plans for building a house, which isn’t great for sleep. I really hope there won’t be any disappointment about Berkeley,[77] and that not just the work, but also the place and the climate, will be suitable for both you and Mrs. Howison. Always truly yours,

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

 

The next letters relate to the "Literary Remains of Henry James," which had just been published, and in which William James had collected a number of his father's papers and edited them with an introductory essay on their author's philosophy. Needless to say, the two letters to Godkin have not been included among these with any thought of the unfortunate review to which they refer. They furnish too good an illustration of James's loyalty and magnanimity to be omitted. If more critics, and more of the criticized, were to cultivate the manliness and generosity with which James always entered discussion, there would be less reviewers "never-quite-forgiven," and less feuds in the world of science.

The next letters are about the "Literary Remains of Henry James," which had just been published. In it, William James gathered several of his father's writings and added an introductory essay about his father's philosophy. It's important to note that the two letters to Godkin were not included due to the unfortunate review they mention. They provide a great example of James's loyalty and generosity, which is why they weren't left out. If more critics and those who are being criticized adopted the strength and kindness that James brought to discussions, there would be fewer reviewers who are "never-quite-forgiven" and fewer feuds in the field of science.

To E. L. Godkin.

CAMBRIDGE, [Feb.] 16, 1885.

Cambridge, [Feb.] 16, 1885.

My dear Godkin,—Doesn't the impartiality which I suppose is striven for in the "Nation," sometimes overshoot the mark "and fall on t'other side"? Poor Harry's books seem always given out to critics with antipathy to his literary temperament; and now for this only and last review of my father—a writer exclusively religious—a personage seems to have been selected for whom the religious life is complete terra incognita. A severe review by one interested in the subject is one thing; a contemptuous review by one with the subject out of his sight is another.

My dear Godkin,—Doesn't the fairness that I think is aimed for in the "Nation" sometimes miss the point and end up on the other side? Poor Harry's books always seem to be given to critics who have a strong dislike for his literary style; and now for this final review of my father—a writer solely focused on religion—a critic has been chosen who seems to know nothing about the religious life at all. A harsh review from someone genuinely interested in the topic is one thing; a scornful review from someone who disregards the topic entirely is something else.

Make no reply to this! One must disgorge his bile.

Make no reply to this! One must let out their frustration.

I was taken ill in Philadelphia the day after seeing you, and had to return home after some days without stopping in N.Y. I may get there the week after next, and if so shall claim one dinner, over which I trust no cloud will be cast by the beginning of this note! With best respects to Mrs. Godkin, always truly yours

I got sick in Philadelphia the day after I saw you and had to head home after a few days without stopping in New York. I might be able to get there the week after next, and if I do, I’ll expect one dinner, and I hope nothing will ruin that after starting this note! My best regards to Mrs. Godkin, always truly yours

WM. JAMES.

W.M. JAMES.

To E. L. Godkin.

CAMBRIDGE, Feb. 19, 1885.

CAMBRIDGE, Feb. 19, 1885.

My dear Godkin,—Your cry of remorse or regret is so "whole-souled" and complete that I should not be human were I not melted almost to tears by it, and sorry I "ever spoke to you as I did." I felt pretty sure that you had no positive oversight of the thing in this case, but I addressed you as the official head. And my emotion was less that of filial injury than of irritation at what seemed to me editorial stupidity in giving out the book to the wrong sort of person altogether—a Theist of some sort being the only proper reviewer. I am heartily sorry that the thing should have distressed you so much more than it did me. You can take your consolation in the fact that it has now afforded you an opportunity for the display of those admirable qualities of the heart which your friends know, but which the ordinary readers of the "Nation" probably do not suspect to slumber beneath the gory surface of that savage sheet.

My dear Friend,—Your expression of remorse and regret is so genuine and heartfelt that it almost brings me to tears, and I regret how I spoke to you. I was pretty sure that you had no direct control over this situation, but I addressed you as the official leader. My feelings were less about personal hurt and more about frustration over what I saw as editorial foolishness in letting the book be reviewed by the wrong kind of person altogether—a Theist of some kind being the only appropriate reviewer. I'm truly sorry that this has upset you far more than it affected me. You can find comfort in knowing that this situation has given you a chance to show the wonderful qualities of your heart that your friends appreciate, but that most readers of the "Nation" probably don’t realize lie beneath the harsh surface of that brutal publication.

I hear that you are soon coming to give us some political economy. I am very glad on every account, and suppose Mrs. Godkin will come mit. Always truly yours

I hear you're coming soon to discuss some political economy with us. I'm really glad about that, and I assume Mrs. Godkin will join as well. Always truly yours

WM. JAMES.

W.M. James.

To Shadworth H. Hodgson.

CAMBRIDGE, 20 Feb., 1885.

CAMBRIDGE, February 20, 1885.

My dear Hodgson,—Your letter of the 7th was most welcome. Anything responsive about my poor old father's writing falls most gratefully upon my heart. For I fear he found me pretty unresponsive during his lifetime; and that through my means any post-mortem response should come seems a sort of atonement. You would have enjoyed knowing him. I know of no one except Carlyle who had such a smiting Ursprünglichkeit of intuition, and such a deep sort of humor where human nature was concerned. He bowled one over in such a careless way. He was like Carlyle in being no reasoner at all, in the sense in which philosophers are reasoners. Reasoning was only an unfortunate necessity of exposition for them both. His ideas, however, were the exact inversion of Carlyle's; and he had nothing to correspond to Carlyle's insatiable learning of historic facts and memory. As you say, the world of his thought had a few elements and no others ever troubled him. Those elements were very deep ones, and had theological names. Under "Man" he would willingly have included all flesh, even that resident in Sirius or ethereal worlds. But he felt no need of positively looking so far. He was the humanest and most genial being in his impulses whom I have ever personally known, and had a bigness and power of nature that everybody felt. I thank you heartily for your interest. I wish that somebody could take up something from his system into a system more articulately scientific. As it is, most people will feel the presence of something real and true for the while they read, and go away and presently, unable to dovetail [it] into their own framework, forget it altogether.

Hi Hodgson,—I really appreciated your letter from the 7th. Hearing anything about my late father's writing means a lot to me. I regret that I wasn’t very responsive to him when he was alive, so this posthumous acknowledgment feels like a form of atonement. You would have loved him. I can't think of anyone besides Carlyle who had such a striking originality of intuition and such a profound sense of humor about human nature. He had this effortless way of impressing others. Like Carlyle, he wasn’t a reasoner in the philosophical sense at all. For both of them, reasoning was just a necessary burden when expressing themselves. However, his ideas were the complete opposite of Carlyle’s, and he didn’t have Carlyle’s relentless drive to learn historical facts. As you said, the world of his thought had only a few key elements, and nothing else ever bothered him. Those elements were quite profound and had theological significance. He would have comfortably included all beings under "Man," even those in Sirius or other spiritual realms. But he didn't feel the need to focus on distant concepts. He was the most humane and warm-hearted person I have ever known, with a natural greatness and enthusiasm that everyone recognized. I truly appreciate your interest. I wish someone could incorporate parts of his philosophy into a really coherent scientific framework. As it stands, most people will sense something real and true while reading, but then, unable to fit it into their own understanding, will forget it shortly afterwards.

I am hoping to write you a letter ere long, a letter philosophical. I am going over Idealism again, and mean to review your utterances on the subject. You know that, to quote what Gurney said one evening, to attain to assimilating your thought is the chief purpose of one's life. But you know also how hard it is for the likes of me to write, and how much that is felt is unthought, and that as thought [it] goes and must go unspoken. Brother Royce tells me he has sent you his "Religious Aspect of Philosophy." He is a wonderfully powerful fellow, not yet thirty, and this book seems to me to have a real fresh smell of the Earth about it. You will enjoy it, I know. I am very curious to hear what you think of his brand-new argument for Absolute Idealism.

I hope to write you a letter soon, a philosophical one. I’m revisiting Idealism and plan to review what you’ve said about it. You know that, as Gurney once said, the main goal in life is to truly understand your thoughts. But you also know how difficult it is for someone like me to write, and how much of what is felt remains unexpressed, with thoughts often going unspoken. Brother Royce mentioned he sent you his "Religious Aspect of Philosophy." He’s an incredibly talented guy, not even thirty yet, and this book feels genuinely fresh and grounded. I know you’ll enjoy it. I’m really interested to hear what you think about his new argument for Absolute Idealism.

I and mine are well. But the precious time as usual slips away with little work done. Happy you, whose time is all your own!

I and my family are doing well. But, as always, precious time slips away with little accomplished. Lucky you, who has all your time to yourself!

WM. JAMES

W.M. JAMES

To Henry James.

CAMBRIDGE, Apr. 1, 1885.

CAMBRIDGE, Apr 1, 1885.

...I am running along quite smoothly, and my eyes,—you never knew such an improvement! It has continued gradually, so that practically I can use them all I will. It saves my life. Why it should come now, when, bully them as I would, it wouldn't come in the past few years, is one of the secrets of the nervous system which the last trump, but nothing earlier, may reveal. A week's recess begins today, and the day after tomorrow I shall start for the South Shore to look up summer quarters. I want to try how sailing suits me as a summer kill-time. The walking in Keene Valley suits me not, and driving is too "cost-playful." I have made a start with my psychology which I shall work at, temperately, through the vacation and hope to get finished a year from next fall, sans faute. Then shall the star of your romances be eclipst!...

...I'm running along smoothly, and my eyesight—you wouldn't believe the improvement! It's been getting better gradually, to the point where I can use them as I want. It saves my life. Why it should happen now, after years of struggling, is one of those mysteries of the nervous system that only the final trumpet might reveal, but nothing before that. A week off starts today, and the day after tomorrow I'm heading to the South Shore to find a summer place. I want to see how sailing works for me as a way to pass the time in the summer. Walking in Keene Valley isn’t for me, and driving is too expensive. I've started on my psychology work that I'll tackle steadily during the break, aiming to finish by next fall without fail. Then the star of your romances will be eclipsed!...

To Shadworth H. Hodgson.

NEWPORT, Dec. 30, 1885.

Newport, Dec. 30, 1885.

My dear Hodgson,—I have just read your "Philosophy and Experience" address, and re-read with much care your "Dialogue on Free Will" in the last "Mind." I thank you kindly for the address. But isn't philosophy a sad mistress, estranging the more intimately those who in all other respects are most intimately united,—although 'tis true she unites them afresh by their very estrangement! I feel for the first time now, after these readings, as if I might be catching sight of your foundations. Always hitherto has there been something elusive, a sense that what I caught could not be all. Now I feel as if it might be all, and yet for me 'tis not enough.

Dear Hodgson,—I just read your "Philosophy and Experience" address and carefully re-read your "Dialogue on Free Will" in the latest issue of "Mind." Thank you very much for the address. But isn't philosophy a frustrating companion, distancing those who are very close in every other way—even though it does bring them together again through that very distance! For the first time after these readings, I feel like I might be glimpsing your foundation. There’s always been something hard to pin down, a feeling that what I understood couldn't be all. Now I feel as though it might be everything, yet for me, it’s still not enough.

Your "method" (which surely after this needs no additional expository touch) I seem at last to understand, but it shrinks in the understanding. For what is your famous "two aspects" principle more than the postulate that the world is thoroughly intelligible in nature? And what the practical outcome of the distinction between whatness and thatness save the sending us to experience to ascertain the connections among things, and the declaration that no amount of insight into their intrinsic qualities will account for their existence? I can now get no more than that out of the method, which seems in truth to me an over-subtle way of getting at and expressing pretty simple truths, which others share who know nothing of your formulations. In fact your wondrously delicate retouchings and discriminations appear rather to darken the matter from the point of view of teaching. One gains much by the way, of course, that he would have lost by a shorter path, but one risks losing the end altogether. (I reserve what you say at the end of both articles about Conscience, etc.—which is original and beautiful and which I feel I have not yet assimilated. I will only ask whether all you say about the decisions of conscience implying a future verification does not hold of scientific decisions as well, so that all reflective cognitive judgments, as well as practical judgments, project themselves ideally into eternity?)

Your "method" (which after this clearly doesn't need more explanation) I seem to finally understand, but it feels limited in understanding. What’s your famous "two aspects" principle other than the idea that the world is completely intelligible in nature? And what’s the practical result of distinguishing between whatness and thatness except directing us to experience to figure out the connections among things, and the acknowledgment that no amount of insight into their intrinsic qualities will explain their existence? I can only derive that much from the method, which seems to me to be an overly intricate way of expressing rather simple truths that others recognize without needing your specific terminology. In fact, your remarkably subtle adjustments and distinctions seem to obscure rather than clarify the matter from a teaching perspective. You certainly gain a lot along the journey, which you might have lost by taking a shorter route, but you risk losing sight of the goal altogether. (I’m setting aside what you say at the end of both articles regarding Conscience, etc.—which is original and beautiful and which I feel I haven’t fully absorbed. I just want to ask whether everything you say about conscience decisions indicating a future verification also applies to scientific decisions, meaning that all reflective cognitive judgments, alongside practical judgments, ideally extend into eternity?)

As for the Free Will article, I have very little to say, for it leaves entirely untouched what seems to me the only living issue involved. The paper is an exquisite piece of literary goldsmith's work,—nothing like it in that respect since Berkeley,—but it hangs in the air of speculation and touches not the earth of life, and the beautiful distinctions it keeps making gratify only the understanding which has no end in view but to exercise its eyes by the way. The distinctions between vis impressa and vis insita, and compulsion and "reaction" mean nothing in a monistic world; and any world is a monism in which the parts to come are, as they are in your world, absolutely involved and presupposed in the parts that are already given. Were such a monism a palpable optimism, no man would be so foolish as to care whether it was predetermined or not, or to ask whether he was or was not what you call a "real agent." He would acquiesce in the flow and drift of things, of which he found himself a part, and rejoice that it was such a whole. The question of free will owes its entire being to a difficulty you disdain to notice, namely that we cannot rejoice in such a whole, for it is not a palpable optimism, and yet, if it be predetermined, we must treat it as a whole. Indeterminism is the only way to break the world into good parts and into bad, and to stand by the former as against the latter.

As for the Free Will article, I don’t have much to say because it completely overlooks what seems to be the only real issue at stake. The paper is a stunning piece of writing—there's nothing quite like it since Berkeley—but it floats in the realm of speculation and doesn’t touch on the reality of life. The beautiful distinctions it keeps making only satisfy a curiosity that has no purpose other than to engage itself. The differences between vis impressa and vis insita, and compulsion versus "reaction" mean nothing in a unified world; and any world is unified if the future parts are completely involved and presupposed in the parts that already exist, as they are in your world. If such a unified perspective were an obvious optimism, no one would be foolish enough to worry about whether it was predetermined or not, or to question whether they were what you call a "real agent." They would accept the flow and direction of things, which they felt a part of, and be glad that it was such a cohesive whole. The question of free will exists entirely due to a difficulty you refuse to acknowledge—that we cannot take joy in such a whole, since it is not an obvious optimism, and yet, if it is predetermined, we must treat it as a whole. Indeterminism is the only way to break the world into good parts and bad ones, and to support the former against the latter.

I can understand the determinism of the mere mechanical intellect which will not hear of a moral dimension to existence. I can understand that of mystical monism shutting its eyes on the concretes of life, for the sake of its abstract rapture. I can understand that of mental defeat and despair saying, "it's all a muddle, and here I go, along with it." I can not understand a determinism like yours, which rejoices in clearness and distinctions, and which is at the same time alive to moral ones—unless it be that the latter are purely speculative for it, and have little to do with its real feeling of the way life is made up.

I can understand the determinism of a purely mechanical mindset that ignores any moral aspect of life. I get the mystical viewpoint that turns a blind eye to the realities of life for the sake of its abstract bliss. I can even understand the mental defeat and despair that say, "everything's a mess, and I’m just going along with it." What I can't understand is a determinism like yours, which takes joy in clarity and distinctions, while also being aware of moral ones—unless those morals are just theoretical to you and don’t really connect with your true sense of how life is structured.

For life is evil. Two souls are in my breast; I see the better, and in the very act of seeing it I do the worse. To say that the molecules of the nebula implied this and shall have implied it to all eternity, so often as it recurs, is to condemn me to that "dilemma" of pessimism or subjectivism of which I once wrote, and which seems to have so little urgency to you, and to which all talk about abstractions erected into entities; and compulsion vs. "freedom" are simply irrelevant. What living man cares for such niceties, when the real problem stares him in the face of how practically to meet a world foredone, with no possibilities left in it?

For life is painful. I have two conflicting sides within me; I see the better side, and just by seeing it, I end up acting worse. To say that the particles of the universe imply this and will imply it forever, every time it occurs, is to trap me in that "dilemma" of pessimism or subjectivism that I've written about before. It seems to hold little importance for you, along with all the discussions about abstractions becoming entities; and the struggle between compulsion and "freedom" just doesn't matter. What does a living person care about such details when the real issue is how to face a world that feels defeated, with no options left?

What a mockery then seems your distinction between determination and compulsion, between passivity and an "activity" every minutest feature of which is preappointed, both as to its whatness and as to its thatness, by what went before! What an insignificant difference then the difference between "impediments from within" and "impediments from without"!—between being fated to do the thing willingly or not! The point is not as to how it is done, but as to its being done at all. It seems a wrong complement to the rest of life, which rest of life (according to your precious "free-will determinism," as to any other fatalism), whilst shrieking aloud at its whatness, nevertheless exacts rigorously its thatness then and there. Is that a reasonable world from the moral point of view? And is it made more reasonable by the fact that when I brought about the thatness of the evil whatness decreed to come by the thatness of all else beside, I did so consentingly and aware of no "impediments outside of my own nature"? With what can I side in such a world as this? this monstrous indifferentism which brings forth everything eodem jure? Our nature demands something objective to take sides with. If the world is a Unit of this sort there are no sides—there's the moral rub! And you don't see it!

What a joke your distinction between determination and compulsion seems, between passivity and an "activity" where every tiny detail is predetermined, both in its whatness and its thatness, by what came before! What a trivial difference it is between "inner obstacles" and "outer obstacles"!—between being forced to do something willingly or not! The real issue isn’t how it’s done, but that it’s done at all. It feels like a cruel addition to life, which (according to your precious "free-will determinism" or any other kind of fatalism) while loudly complaining about its whatness, still demands its thatness precisely when it happens. Is that a reasonable world from a moral standpoint? And does it become more reasonable because when I caused the thatness of the evil whatness set to happen by the thatness of everything else, I did it willingly and without any "obstacles outside of my own nature"? What can I support in such a world? This monstrous indifference that produces everything eodem jure? Our nature needs something objective to ally with. If the world is a unit like this, there are no sides—and that’s the moral issue! And you don’t see it!

Ah, Hodgson! Hodgson mio! from whom I hoped so much! Most spirited, most clean, most thoroughbred of philosophers! Perchè di tanto inganni i figli tuoi?[78] If you want to reconcile us rationally to Determinism, write a Theodicy, reconcile us to Evil, but don't talk of the distinction between impediments from within and without when the within and the without of which you speak are both within that Whole which is the only real agent in your philosophy. There is no such superstition as the idolatry of the Whole.

Ah, Hodgson! Hodgson my dear! from whom I expected so much! The most spirited, the most pure, the most refined of philosophers! Why do you deceive your children so?[78] If you want to rationally convince us of Determinism, write a Theodicy, make peace with Evil, but don’t bring up the difference between obstacles from within and from without when both the within and the without you mention are part of that Whole which is the only real actor in your philosophy. There is no greater superstition than the idolatry of the Whole.

I originally finished this letter on sheet number one—but it occurred to me afterwards that the end was too short, so I scratched out the first lines of the crossed writing, and refer you now to what follows them.—[Lines from sheet number I.] It makes me sick at heart, this discord among the only men who ought to agree. I am the more sick this moment as I must write to your ancient foe (at least the stimulus to an old "Mind" article of yours), one F. E. Abbot who recently gave me his little book "Scientific Theism"—the burden of his life—which makes me groan that I cannot digest a word of it. Farewell! Heaven bless you all the same—and enable you to forgive me. We are well and I hope you are the same. Ever faithfully yours,

I originally finished this letter on page one—but then I realized the ending was too short, so I crossed out the first lines and now refer you to what comes next.—[Lines from page 1.] It breaks my heart to see this conflict among the only people who should be united. I feel even worse right now because I have to write to your long-time adversary (at least the inspiration for an old "Mind" article of yours), F. E. Abbot, who just gave me his little book "Scientific Theism"—the focus of his life—which makes me sigh that I can't understand a word of it. Take care! I hope you can still forgive me. We're doing well and I hope you are too. Ever yours,

W. J.

W. J.

[From the final sheet.] Let me add a wish for a happy New Year and the expression of my undying regard. You are tenfold more precious to me now that I have braved you thus! Adieu!

[From the final sheet.] I want to wish you a happy New Year and share my lasting appreciation. You mean so much more to me now that I’ve faced you like this! Goodbye!

To Carl Stumpf.

CAMBRIDGE, Jan. 1, 1886.

CAMBRIDGE, Jan. 1, 1886.

My dear Stumpf,—...Let me tell you of my own fate since I wrote you last. It has been an eventful and in some respects a sad year. We lost our youngest child in the summer—the flower of the flock, 18 months old—with a painful and lingering whooping-cough complicated with pneumonia. My wife has borne it like an angel, however, which is something to be thankful for. Her mother, close to whom we have always lived, has had a severe pulmonary illness, which has obliged her to repair to Italy for health. She is now on the Ocean, with her youngest and only unmarried daughter, the second one having only a month ago become the wife of that [W. M.] Salter whose essays on ethics have lately been translated by von Gizycki in Berlin. So I have gained him as a brother-in-law, and regard it as a real gain. I have also gained a full Professorship with an increase of pay, and have moved into a larger and more commodious house.[79] My eyes, too, are much better than they were a year ago, and I am able to do more work, so there is plenty of sweet as well as bitter in the cup.

Dear Stumpf,—...Let me update you on my life since I last wrote. It has been a year full of events and, in some ways, sadness. We lost our youngest child in the summer—the heart of the family, just 18 months old—because of a painful, lingering whooping cough complicated by pneumonia. My wife has handled it with incredible grace, which is something to be grateful for. Her mother, whom we've always lived close to, has been suffering from a serious lung illness, forcing her to go to Italy for her health. She is currently at sea, with her youngest and only unmarried daughter, since the second one just got married a month ago to that [W. M.] Salter whose essays on ethics have recently been translated by von Gizycki in Berlin. So now I have him as a brother-in-law, and I see that as a real positive. I've also received a full Professorship with a pay raise and have moved into a bigger, more comfortable house. [79] My eyesight is also much better than it was a year ago, and I'm able to do more work, so there is plenty of both good and bad in my life.

I don't know whether you have heard of the London "Society for Psychical Research," which is seriously and laboriously investigating all sorts of "supernatural" matters, clairvoyance, apparitions, etc. I don't know what you think of such work; but I think that the present condition of opinion regarding it is scandalous, there being a mass of testimony, or apparent testimony, about such things, at which the only men capable of a critical judgment—men of scientific education—will not even look. We have founded a similar society here within the year,—some of us thought that the publications of the London society deserved at least to be treated as if worthy of experimental disproof,—and although work advances very slowly owing to the small amount of disposable time on the part of the members, who are all very busy men, we have already stumbled on some rather inexplicable facts out of which something may come. It is a field in which the sources of deception are extremely numerous. But I believe there is no source of deception in the investigation of nature which can compare with a fixed belief that certain kinds of phenomenon are impossible.

I don't know if you've heard of the London "Society for Psychical Research," which is seriously looking into various "supernatural" topics like clairvoyance and apparitions. I'm not sure what you think about this work, but I find the current opinion on it to be appalling. There’s a lot of testimony, or what seems like testimony, about these things that the only people who could critically evaluate it—scientifically educated individuals—won't even consider. We established a similar society here over the past year because some of us thought the publications from the London society deserved at least to be given a chance for experimental disproof. Although progress is slow since the members are all very busy, we’ve already come across some rather puzzling facts that could lead to something interesting. This is a field filled with many potential sources of deception. However, I believe there’s no source of deception in nature research that can match the deeply held belief that certain phenomena are impossible.

My teaching is much the same as it was—a little better in quality, I hope. I enjoy very much a new philosophic colleague, Josiah Royce, from California, who is just thirty years old and a perfect little Socrates for wisdom and humor. I still try to write a little psychology, but it is exceedingly slow work. No sooner do I get interested than bang! goes my sleep, and I have to stop a week or ten days, during which my ideas get all cold again. Nothing so fatiguing as the eternal hanging on of an uncompleted task.... I try to spend two hours a day in a laboratory for psycho-physics which I started last year, but of which I fear the fruits will be slow in ripening, as my experimental aptitude is but small. But I am convinced that one must guard in some such way as that against the growing tendency to subjectivism in one's thinking, as life goes on. I am hypnotizing, on a large scale, the students, and have hit one or two rather pretty unpublished things of which some day I hope I may send you an account.... Ever faithfully yours,

My teaching is pretty much the same as it was—hopefully a bit better. I've really enjoyed working with a new philosophy colleague, Josiah Royce, from California. He's only thirty and is like a little Socrates with his wisdom and humor. I'm still trying to write some psychology, but it's really slow going. Just when I start to get engaged, bam! My sleep gets interrupted, and I have to take a break for a week or ten days, during which my ideas cool off. There's nothing more exhausting than the never-ending weight of an unfinished task... I aim to spend two hours a day in a psycho-physics lab that I started last year, but I'm afraid the results will take a while to show since I’m not that good at experiments. However, I believe it's essential to find some way to guard against the increasing tendency toward subjectivism in our thinking as life progresses. I'm doing large-scale hypnosis with the students, and I've discovered a couple of interesting unpublished things that I hope to share with you one day... Always yours,

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

 

When the American Society for Psychical Research was organized in Boston in the autumn of 1884, Thomas Davidson wrote to comment on its apparent anti-spiritual bias. In the following reply, dated February 1, 1885, but more easily understood if inserted here out of its chronological place, James defined the society's conception of its function. In so doing he described his own attitude toward psychical research quite exactly:—

When the American Society for Psychical Research was formed in Boston in the fall of 1884, Thomas Davidson wrote to comment on its clear anti-spiritual stance. In the reply dated February 1, 1885, which is easier to understand if placed here out of order, James explained the society's view of its purpose. In doing so, he accurately described his own perspective on psychical research:—

"As for any 'antispiritual bias' of our Society, no theoretic basis, or bias of any sort whatever, so far as I can make out, exists in it. The one thing that has struck me all along in the men who have had to do with it is their complete colorlessness philosophically. They seem to have no preferences for any general ism whatever. I doubt if this could be matched in Europe. Anyhow, it would make no difference in the important work to be done, what theoretic bias the members had. For I take it the urgent thing, to rescue us from the present disgraceful condition, is to ascertain in a manner so thorough as to constitute evidence that will be accepted by outsiders, just what the phenomenal conditions of certain concrete phenomenal occurrences are. Not till that is done, can spiritualistic or anti-spiritualistic theories be even mooted. I'm sure that the more we can steer clear of theories at first, the better. The choice of officers was largely dictated by motives of policy. Not that scientific men are necessarily better judges of all truth than others, but that their adhesion would popularly seem better evidence than the adhesion of others, in the matter. And what we want is not only truth, but evidence. We shall be lucky if our scientific names don't grow discredited the instant they subscribe to any 'spiritual' manifestations. But how much easier to discredit literary men, philosophers or clergymen! I think Newcomb, for President, was an uncommon hit—if he believes, he will probably carry others. You'd better chip in, and not complicate matters by talking either of spiritualism or anti-spiritualism. 'Facts' are what are wanted."

"As for any 'antispiritual bias' in our Society, I don’t see any theoretical basis or any kind of bias at all. What really strikes me about the people involved is their total lack of philosophical preferences. They don’t seem to lean towards any particular ideology. I doubt you could find this kind of neutrality in Europe. Regardless, it doesn’t matter what theoretical biases the members have when it comes to the important work that needs to be done. The pressing issue is to thoroughly determine the phenomenal conditions of certain concrete occurrences in a way that will provide evidence accepted by outsiders. Only after that can spiritualistic or anti-spiritualistic theories even be considered. I believe that initially avoiding theories will serve us well. The selection of officers was primarily influenced by policy considerations. It’s not that scientists are necessarily better at judging the truth than others, but their involvement seems to carry more weight with the public. What we need is not just truth, but evidence. We’ll be fortunate if our scientific names don’t lose credibility the moment they endorse any 'spiritual' phenomena. But just imagine how much easier it is to discredit writers, philosophers, or clergy! I think proposing Newcomb as President was a great idea—if he believes, he’ll likely influence others. You should join in and avoid complicating things by discussing spiritualism or anti-spiritualism. What we really need are 'facts'."

To Henry James.

CAMBRIDGE, May 9, 1886.

Cambridge, May 9, 1886.

My dear Harry,—I seize my pen the first leisure moment I have had for a week to tell you that I have read "The Bostonians" in the full flamingness of its bulk, and consider it an exquisite production. My growling letter was written to you before the end of Book I had appeared in the "Atlantic"; and the suspense of narrative in that region, to let the relation of Olive and Verena grow, was enlarged by the vacant months between the numbers of the magazine, so that it seemed to me so slow a thing had ne'er been writ. Never again shall I attack one of your novels in the magazine. I've only read one number of the "Princess Casamassima"—though I hear all the people about me saying it is the best thing you've done yet. To return to "The Bostonians"; the two last books are simply sweet. There isn't a hair wrong in Verena, you've made her neither too little nor too much—but absolutely liebenswürdig. It would have been so easy to spoil her picture by some little excess or false note. Her moral situation, between Woman's rights and Ransom, is of course deep, and her discovery of the truth on the Central Park day, etc., inimitably given. Ransom's character, which at first did not become alive to me, does so, handsomely, at last. In Washington, Hay told me that Secretary Lamar was delighted with it; Hay himself ditto, but especially with "Casamassima." I enclose a sheet from a letter of Gurney's but just received. You see how seriously he takes it. And I suppose he's right from a profoundly serious point of view,—i.e., he would be right if the characters were real,—but as the story stands, I don't feel his objection. The fancy is more tickled by R.'s victory being complete. I hear very little said of the book, and I imagine it is being less read than its predecessors. The truth about it, combining what I said in my previous letter with what I have just written, seems to be this, that it is superlatively well done, provided one admits that method of doing such a thing at all. Really the datum seems to me to belong rather to the region of fancy, but the treatment to that of the most elaborate realism. One can easily imagine the story cut out and made into a bright, short, sparkling thing of a hundred pages, which would have been an absolute success. But you have worked it up by dint of descriptions and psychologic commentaries into near 500—charmingly done for those who have the leisure and the peculiar mood to enjoy that amount of miniature work—but perilously near to turning away the great majority of readers who crave more matter and less art. I can truly say, however, that as I have lain on my back after dinner each day for ten days past reading it to myself, my enjoyment has been complete. I imagine that inhabitants of other parts of the country have read it more than natives of these parts. They have bought it for the sake of the information. The way you have touched off the bits of American nature, Central Park, the Cape, etc., is exquisitely true and calls up just the feeling. Knowing you had done such a good thing makes the meekness of your reply to me last summer all the more wonderful.

Dear Harry,—I finally have a moment to write to you after a week to say that I've read "The Bostonians" in its entirety, and I think it's an amazing piece of work. My earlier grumbling letter was sent to you before Book I was published in the "Atlantic"; the wait between magazine issues made the story feel like it was taking forever to develop the relationship between Olive and Verena. I don’t think I’ll ever critique one of your novels in the magazine again. I’ve only seen one issue of "Princess Casamassima," though I hear everyone around me saying it’s your best work yet. Back to "The Bostonians"; the last two books are simply delightful. Verena is perfectly portrayed—neither too little nor too much—she's just lovable. It could have been easy to ruin her character with even the slightest excess or false note. Her moral dilemma between Women's rights and Ransom is, of course, complex, and her realization of the truth on that day in Central Park is brilliantly expressed. Ransom's character, which didn't resonate with me at first, eventually comes alive beautifully. In Washington, Hay told me that Secretary Lamar loved it; Hay himself feels the same, especially about "Casamassima." I’m including a note from Gurney’s letter I just received. You can see how seriously he takes the book. I suppose he’s correct from a serious standpoint—i.e., he’d be right if the characters were real—but as the story stands, I don’t share his concern. The imagination is more enchanted by R.’s complete victory. I don’t hear much about the book, and I suspect it’s being read less than its predecessors. The essence of it, combining my earlier thoughts with what I’ve just written, seems to be that it’s exceptionally well crafted, provided one accepts that approach. To me, the subject leans more towards fantasy, while the treatment is deeply rooted in realism. I can easily picture the story being condensed into a bright, short, sparkling piece of around a hundred pages, which would have been an undeniable hit. Instead, you’ve developed it through rich descriptions and psychological commentary into nearly 500 pages—charmingly done for those with the time and inclination to appreciate that level of detail—but it risks alienating most readers who want more substance and less style. I can honestly say that lying on my back after dinner daily for the past ten days reading it has given me complete enjoyment. I think people from other parts of the country have read it more than locals. They’ve bought it for the information. The way you’ve captured aspects of American life, like Central Park, the Cape, etc., is wonderfully accurate and evokes the right emotions. Knowing you’ve accomplished such a great work makes your humble reply to me last summer all the more impressive.

I cannot write more—being much overloaded and in bad condition. The spring is opening deliciously—all the trees half out, and the white, bright, afternoon east winds beginning. Our household is well....

I can’t write much more—I'm really overloaded and not feeling great. Spring is starting to bloom beautifully—all the trees are half in bud, and the bright afternoon east winds are picking up. Our household is doing well...

Don't be alarmed about the labor troubles here. I am quite sure they are a most healthy phase of evolution, a little costly, but normal, and sure to do lots of good to all hands in the end. I don't speak of the senseless "anarchist" riot in Chicago, which has nothing to do with "Knights of Labor," but is the work of a lot of pathological Germans and Poles. I'm amused at the anti-Gladstonian capital which the English papers are telegraphed to be making of it. All the Irish names are among the killed and wounded policemen. Almost every anarchist name is Continental. Affectly.,

Don't worry about the labor issues here. I'm pretty sure they're a healthy part of evolution; they're a bit costly, but normal, and will definitely be beneficial for everyone in the long run. I'm not talking about the mindless "anarchist" riot in Chicago, which has nothing to do with the "Knights of Labor," but is just a bunch of troubled Germans and Poles. I find it amusing how the English papers are sensationalizing it to attack Gladstone. Almost all the names of the injured policemen are Irish. Almost every anarchist name is from the continent. Sincerely,

W. J.

W. J.

 

James read "The Bostonians," and wrote to his brother about it, with that special shade of detachment which is peculiar to fraternal judgments. He was less careful to measure his praise when he wrote to other authors about their novels.

James read "The Bostonians" and wrote to his brother about it, using that unique kind of detachment that comes with sibling opinions. He was less cautious in how he praised other authors when he wrote to them about their novels.

To W. D. Howells.

Jaffrey, N.H., July 21, 1886.

Jaffrey, N.H., July 21, 1886.

My dear Howells,—I "snatch" a moment from the limitless vacation peace and leisure in which I lie embedded and which doesn't leave me "time" for anything, to tell you that I have been reading your "Indian Summer," and that it has given me about as exquisite a kind of delight as anything I ever read in my life, in the line to which it belongs. How you tread the narrow line of nature's truth so infallibly is more than I can understand. Then the profanity, the humor, the humanity, the morality—the everything! In short, 'tis cubical, and set it up any way you please 'twill stand. That blessed young female made me squeal at every page. How can you have got back to the conversations of your prime?

Dear Howells,—I've taken a quick break from the endless vacation peace and relaxation I'm immersed in, which leaves me with no "time" for anything else, to tell you that I've been reading your "Indian Summer," and it has brought me a kind of delight as exquisite as anything I've ever read in my life, in its genre. I can't comprehend how you maintain such an accurate balance of nature's truth. Then there's the profanity, the humor, the humanity, the morality—everything! In short, it’s well-rounded, and no matter how you set it up, it will hold. That delightful young woman made me laugh out loud on every page. How really did you capture those conversations from your prime?

But I won't discriminate or analyze. This is only meant for an inarticulate cry of viva Howells. I repeat it: long live Howells! God grant you may do as good things again! I don't believe you can do better.

But I won’t judge or overthink it. This is just meant to be a simple shout of long live Howells. I’ll say it again: long live Howells! I hope you can create such great works again! I don’t think you can top it.

With warmest congratulations to Mrs. Howells that you and she were born, I am ever yours,

With my warmest congratulations to Mrs. Howells that you and she were born, I am always yours,

WM. JAMES.

W.M. James.

 

Mr. Howells called such letters "whoops of blessing." When a new book pleased James particularly, he was apt to send a "whoop" to its author.

Mr. Howells referred to such letters as "whoops of blessing." When a new book especially delighted James, he would often send a "whoop" to its author.

With respect to the next letter, it will be recalled that Croom Robertson was the Editor of "Mind." Richard Hodgson was later for many years the Secretary of the American Branch of the Society for Psychical Research, in Boston. He became a warm friend. Other allusions to him occur later.

With regards to the next letter, it should be remembered that Croom Robertson was the editor of "Mind." Richard Hodgson later served as the secretary of the American Branch of the Society for Psychical Research in Boston for many years. He became a close friend. Other references to him will come up later.

To G. Croom Robertson.

Aug. 13, 1886.

Aug. 13, 1886.

My dear Robertson,—...I have just been reading the last number of "Mind," and find it rather below par. R. Hodgson muddled, clotted, dusky and ineffectual, save for a gleam or two of light in as many separate points. How can an adult man spend his time in trying to torture an accurate meaning into Spencer's incoherent accidentalities? It is so much more easy to do the work over for oneself. I rubbed my eyes at the Macdonald paper, as a dim sense came over me that it might be a Divinity student who "sat under" me for a part of last year. I ween it is. Little did I know the viper I was nourishing. Why don't you have a special "Neo-Hegelian Department" in "Mind," like the "Children's Department" or the "Agricultural Department" in our newspapers—which educated readers skip? With Montgomery's paper I am for the most part in warm sympathy, though he might make a discrimination or two more. I'm sorry I've not yet read his first number. His non-empirical style, so different from that of the British school, will stand in the way of his views' deglutition by the ordinary reader. I've got the same stuff all neatly down in black and white, in a very empirical style, which alas! must wait perhaps years till the other chapters are finished. However, in these matters, no matter how much different men strike the same vein, they do it in such different ways, that no one of them absolutely supersedes the need of the others.

Dear Robertson,—...I just read the latest issue of "Mind," and I find it rather lacking. R. Hodgson's writing is muddled, thick, dark, and ineffective, with only a few bright spots scattered throughout. How can a grown man spend his time trying to extract a clear meaning from Spencer's jumbled and random ideas? It’s so much easier to do the work yourself. I blinked at the Macdonald paper, as a vague realization hit me that it might be a Divinity student who "studied under" me last year. I suspect it is. Little did I know the trouble I was inviting. Why don’t you have a special "Neo-Hegelian Department" in "Mind," like the "Children’s Department" or the "Agricultural Department" in our newspapers—which educated readers tend to overlook? I mostly agree with Montgomery’s paper, although he could differentiate a bit more. I regret that I haven’t read his first issue yet. His non-empirical style, which is so different from the British school, will make it hard for the average reader to digest his ideas. I have the same material all neatly organized in black and white, in a very empirical style, which unfortunately must wait possibly years until the other chapters are completed. However, in these matters, no matter how many different men tap into the same ideas, they do it in such different ways that none of them completely replaces the need for the others.

Davidson I saw the other day in Cambridge. He was fresh from the Concord School, where they had been belaboring Goethe as their pièce de résistance and topping off with pantheism as dessert. He had read aloud a paper of Montgomery's against pantheism, as well as one of his own on Goethe's Titanism. Montgomery's is shortly to appear in a journal here. I am rather curious to read it.

Davidson I saw the other day in Cambridge. He had just come from the Concord School, where they had been heavily discussing Goethe as their pièce de résistance and finishing off with pantheism for dessert. He read aloud a paper by Montgomery against pantheism, as well as one of his own about Goethe's Titanism. Montgomery's is set to be published in a journal here soon. I'm quite curious to read it.

To go on with "Mind," Hull's paper (Donaldson's) is refreshing. X—— is a little stub-and-twist fellow who also sat under me last year, and now has a fellowship for next year. He is a silent, mannerless little cub, but has first-rate stuff in him, I think, as an original worker; theological training. Have you had time yet to look into Royce's book? Royce seems to me to be a man of the greatest promise, performance too, in that book. I wish you would have it worthily reviewed.

To continue with "Mind," Hull's paper (Donaldson's) is a breath of fresh air. X—— is a bit of a quirky guy who was also under my supervision last year and has now secured a fellowship for next year. He's a quiet, awkward little guy, but I believe he has great potential as an original contributor; he’s got theological training. Have you had a chance to check out Royce's book yet? I think Royce has enormous potential and delivers well in that book. I hope you'll arrange for it to be reviewed properly.

Here I have run on about the accidents of the hour, instead of the eternal things of the soul. No matter; all is a symbol, and these words will probably waft my presence somehow into yours....

Here I have gone on about the events of the moment instead of the timeless matters of the soul. It doesn't matter; everything is a symbol, and these words will likely carry my presence into yours somehow....

Pray drop me even a short line soon, to let me know about you and Mrs. Robertson. I've heard nothing of you, even, for many months. Haven't you a brother, or something, to send over here, since there seems no hope of having you yourself? Gurney wrote the other day that he was about to send his brother.

Please send me a quick note soon to let me know how you and Mrs. Robertson are doing. I haven't heard anything from you in months. Don’t you have a brother or someone who could come over here, since it looks like there's no chance of having you visit? Gurney mentioned the other day that he was going to send his brother.

Farewell! I think of you both often, and am with heartiest affection, Yours always,

Farewell! I think about you both frequently and send you my warmest love, Yours always,

WM. JAMES.

W. James.

To Shadworth H. Hodgson.

Jaffrey, N.H., Sept. 12, 1886.

Jaffrey, NH, Sept. 12, 1886.

My dear Hodgson,—I ought long ere this to have written you a genuine letter in reply to your two of Feb. 3, respective March 6. (The latter by the way came to me many weeks too late, all blurred and water-stained, with a notice gummed on it telling as how it had been rescued from the Oregon sunken on the bottom of the Ocean. This makes it ex-as well as in-trinsically interesting, and does honor to our nineteenth-century post-office perfection.) I suppose one reason for my procrastination has been the shrinking-back of the fleshly man from another gnashing of the teeth over the free-will business. I have just been reading your letters again, and beautiful letters they are—also your pregnant little paper on Monism. But I'm blest if they make me budge an inch from my inveterate way of looking at the question. I hate to think that controversy should be useless, and arguments of no avail, but the history of opinion on this problem is ominous; so I will be very short, hardly more than "yea, yea! nay, nay!"

Dear Hodgson,—I should have written you a proper letter long before now in response to your two from February 3 and March 6. (By the way, the latter arrived weeks too late, all smudged and water-damaged, with a notice stuck to it saying it had been rescued from the Oregon, which sank to the bottom of the ocean. This makes it both extra and inherently interesting, and it reflects our 19th-century postal system's excellence.) I guess one reason I've delayed is that I've hesitated to face another round of frustration over the free will debate. I've just read your letters again, and they are wonderful—along with your insightful little paper on Monism. But honestly, they don’t change my long-held views on the matter. I dislike the idea that discussions might be pointless and arguments useless, but the history of thought on this issue is disheartening; so I’ll keep it brief, little more than "yes, yes! no, no!"

The subject of my concern seems entirely different from yours. I care absolutely nothing whether there be "agents" or no agents, or whether man's actions be really "his" or not.

The topic I'm worried about seems totally different from yours. I don't care at all whether there are "agents" or not, or if people's actions are really "theirs" or not.

What I care for is that my moral reactions should find a real outward application. All those who, like you, hold that the world is a system of "uniform law" which repels all variation as so much "chaos," oblige, it seems to me, the world to be judged integrally. Now the only integral emotional reaction which can be called forth by such a world as this of our experience, is that of dramatic or melodramatic interest—romanticism—which is the emotional reaction upon it of all intellects who are neither religious nor moral. The moment you seek to go deeper, you must break the world into parts, the parts that seem good and those that seem bad. Whatever Indian mystics may say about overcoming the bonds of good and evil, for us there is no higher synthesis in which their contradiction merges, no one way of judging that world which holds them both. Either close your eyes and adopt an optimism or a pessimism equally daft; or exclude moral categories altogether from a place in the world's definition, which leaves the world unheimlich, reptilian, and foreign to man; or else, sticking to it that the moral judgment is applicable, give up the hope of applying it to the whole, and admit that, whilst some parts are good, others are bad, and being bad, ought not to have been, "argal," possibly might not have been. In short, be an indeterminist on moral grounds with which the differences between compulsory or spontaneous uniformity and perceptive and conceptive order have absolutely nothing to do.

What matters to me is that my moral reactions should have a real, practical impact. Everyone who believes, like you do, that the world operates on a system of "uniform law" that rejects any variation as mere "chaos" seems to demand that we assess the world as a whole. The only complete emotional response that can be triggered by this world we experience is dramatic or melodramatic interest—romanticism—which represents the emotional response of all minds that are neither religious nor moral. The moment you try to dig deeper, you have to break the world into parts, distinguishing what seems good from what seems bad. No matter what Indian mystics may say about transcending the boundaries of good and evil, for us, there’s no higher synthesis that reconciles their contradictions, and no single way to judge a world that contains both. You either close your eyes and adopt a form of optimism or pessimism that is equally ridiculous; or you exclude moral categories from how we define the world, which leaves it feeling strange, reptilian, and foreign to humanity; or, sticking to the idea that moral judgment applies, you give up the hope of applying it to the whole and admit that while some parts are good, others are bad, and being bad, they shouldn’t have existed, and perhaps they could have not existed. In short, take a stance of moral indeterminism that has nothing to do with the differences between forced or natural uniformity and the organization of perception and concepts.

But enough! I am far beyond the yea and nay I promised, and feel more like gossiping with you as a friend than wrangling with you as a foe. I hope things are going well with you in these months and that politics have not exasperated you beyond the possibility of philosophizing.... I got successfully through the academic year, in spite of the fact that I wasted a great deal of time on "psychical research" and had other interruptions from work which I would fain have done. I intend per fas aut nefas to make more time for myself next year. The family is very well; and with the exception of an attack of illness of a couple of weeks, the vacation has been a delightful and beneficial one. I wish I could live in the country all the year round, or rather nine months of it. When I retire from the harness, if that ever happens, I probably shall.

But enough! I'm way past the yeses and noes I promised, and I feel more like chatting with you as a friend than arguing with you as an enemy. I hope everything's going well for you these months and that politics haven't stressed you out to the point where you can't think philosophically.... I got through the academic year without too much trouble, even though I spent a lot of time on "psychical research" and had other interruptions from work that I really wanted to do. I plan to make more time for myself next year, come what may. The family is doing great; aside from a couple of weeks of illness, the vacation has been wonderful and refreshing. I wish I could live in the country all year round, or at least for nine months of it. When I finally retire, if that ever happens, I probably will.

I have just been on a little trip to the White Mountains and may possibly buy a small farm which I saw in a convenient and romantic neighborhood. New England farms are now dirt cheap—the natives going West, the Irish coming in and making a better living than the Yankees could. Here were seventy-five acres of land, two thirds of it oak and pine timber, one third hay, a splendid spring of water, fair little house and large barn, close to a beautiful lake and under a mountain 3500 feet high, four and a half hours from Boston, for 900 dollars! A rivulet of great beauty runs through it. I am only waiting to see if I can get the strip between it and the lake shore to buy....

I just took a short trip to the White Mountains and might buy a small farm I found in a nice and scenic area. New England farms are really affordable right now—the locals are moving West, and the Irish are coming in and making a better living than the Yankees ever could. There’s seventy-five acres of land, with two-thirds being oak and pine timber, and one-third for hay, a great spring of water, a nice little house, and a large barn, all close to a beautiful lake and beneath a mountain that stands 3,500 feet high, just four and a half hours from Boston, for $900! A really beautiful stream runs through it. I’m just waiting to find out if I can buy the strip of land between it and the lake shore...

I have just read, with infinite zest and stimulation, Bradley's "Logic." I suppose you have read it. It is surely "epoch-making" in English philosophy. Both empiricists and pan-rationalists must settle their accounts with it. It breaks up all the traditional lines. And what a fighter the cuss is! Do you know him? What is he personally? Whether churlish and sour, or simply redundantly ironical and irrepressible, I can't make out from his polemic tone; but should apprehend the former. It will be long ere I settle my accounts with his book.

I just finished reading Bradley's "Logic," and it was incredibly exciting and thought-provoking. I assume you've read it too. It's definitely "groundbreaking" in English philosophy. Both empiricists and pan-rationalists need to deal with it. It completely disrupts all the traditional ideas. And what a tough guy he is! Do you know him? What is he like personally? Whether he's rude and bitter or just overly ironic and unstoppable, I can't quite tell from his argumentative style; but I would lean towards the former. It'll take me a while to work through his book.

Well! adieu and good luck to you, in spite of your viciousness in the matter of determinism! Send me all you write and believe me as ever, Always most affectionately yours,

Well! Goodbye and good luck to you, despite your nasty view on determinism! Send me everything you write and believe me as always, Always most affectionately yours,

WM. JAMES.

W. James.

 

With respect to the next letter, and others to James's sister, which follow, it should now be explained that Miss Alice James had gone abroad in 1885. The illness which was the cause of her journey developed more and more serious complications. Being near her brother Henry in England, she stayed on there during the remaining six years of her life. In spite of much suffering, she never let herself adopt an invalidish tone,[80] but kept her attention turned toward things outside her sick-room, and was apt to greet expressions of commiseration in a way to discourage their repetition—as the following letter testifies. "K. P. L." was a devoted friend, Miss Katharine P. Loring of Boston; "A. K." was the Aunt Kate mentioned in early letters.

With regard to the next letter and others to James's sister that follow, it should be noted that Miss Alice James went abroad in 1885. The illness that led to her journey developed increasingly serious complications. Staying in England close to her brother Henry, she spent the last six years of her life there. Despite enduring a lot of suffering, she never adopted a sickly attitude, but instead focused on things beyond her sickroom, often responding to expressions of sympathy in a way that discouraged them from being repeated—as the following letter shows. "K. P. L." referred to her devoted friend, Miss Katharine P. Loring from Boston; "A. K." was the Aunt Kate mentioned in earlier letters.

To his Sister.

CAMBRIDGE, Feb. 5, 1887.

CAMBRIDGE, Feb. 5, 1887.

DEAREST ALICE,—Your card and, a day or two later, K. P. L.'s letter to A. K., have made us acquainted with your sad tumble-down, for which I am sorrier than I can express, and can only take refuge in the hope, incessantly springing up again from its ashes, that you will "recuperate" more promptly than of late has been the case. I'm glad, at any rate, that it has got you into Harry's lodgings for a while, and hope your next permanent arrangement will prove better than the last. When, as occasionally happens, I have a day of headache, or of real sickness like that of last summer at Mrs. Dorr's, I think of you whose whole life is woven of that kind of experience, and my heart sinks at the horizon that opens, and wells over with pity. But when all is over, the longest life appears short; and we had better drink the cup, whatever it contains, for it is life. But I will not moralize or sympathize, for fear of awakening more "screams of laughter" similar to those which you wrote of as greeting my former attempts.

DEAREST ALICE,—Your card and, a day or two later, K. P. L.'s letter to A. K. have let us know about your unfortunate downfall, which I regret more than I can say, and I can only cling to the hope, constantly rising again from its ashes, that you will "recover" more quickly than you have recently. I'm glad at least that it has landed you in Harry's place for a bit, and I hope your next long-term living situation will be better than the last. When I have a day of headaches, or get really sick like I did last summer at Mrs. Dorr's, I think of you, whose whole life is full of that kind of struggle, and my heart sinks at the outlook ahead, overflowing with sympathy. But when it's all over, the longest life seems short; and we might as well drink from the cup, whatever it holds, because it is life. But I won’t get philosophical or overly sympathetic, for fear of triggering more "fits of laughter" like those you mentioned in response to my earlier attempts.

We have had but one letter from Harry—soon after his arrival at Florence. I hope he has continued to get pleasure and profit from his outing. I haven't written to him since he left London, nor do I now write him a special letter, but the rest of this is meant for him as well as you, and if he is still to be away, you will forward it to him. We are getting along very well, on the whole, I keeping very continuously occupied, but not seeming to get ahead much, for the days grow so short with each advancing year. A day is now about a minute—hardly time to turn round in. Mrs. Gibbens arrived from Chicago last night, and in ten days she and Margaret will start, with our little Billy, for Aiken, S.C., to be gone till May. B. is asthmatic, she is glad to go south for her own sake, and the open-air life all day long will be much better for him than our arduous winter and spring. He is the most utterly charming little piece of human nature you ever saw, so packed with life, impatience, and feeling, that I think Father must have been just like him at his age....

We’ve only received one letter from Harry—shortly after he got to Florence. I hope he’s still enjoying and benefiting from his trip. I haven’t written to him since he left London, and I'm not writing him a separate letter now, but the rest of this is for him as well as you, so if he’s still away, you can pass it along to him. We’re doing really well overall; I’m keeping busy, but it doesn't feel like I’m making much progress, as the days grow so short with each passing year. A day now feels like just a minute—barely enough time to catch my breath. Mrs. Gibbens arrived from Chicago last night, and in ten days she and Margaret will head to Aiken, S.C. with our little Billy and won't be back until May. B. has asthma, so she’s looking forward to going south for her own benefit, and being outdoors all day will be much better for him than our tough winter and spring. He’s the most incredibly charming little person you could ever meet, so full of life, impatience, and emotion that I think Father must have been just like him at his age....

I have been paying ten or eleven visits to a mind-cure doctress, a sterling creature, resembling the "Venus of Medicine," Mrs. Lydia E. Pinkham,[81] made solid and veracious-looking. I sit down beside her and presently drop asleep, whilst she disentangles the snarls out of my mind. She says she never saw a mind with so many, so agitated, so restless, etc. She said my eyes, mentally speaking, kept revolving like wheels in front of each other and in front of my face, and it was four or five sittings ere she could get them fixed. I am now, unconsciously to myself, much better than when I first went, etc. I thought it might please you to hear an opinion of my mind so similar to your own. Meanwhile what boots it to be made unconsciously better, yet all the while consciously to lie awake o' nights, as I still do?

I’ve been visiting a mind-cure doctor, a remarkable woman, who reminds me of the “Venus of Medicine,” Mrs. Lydia E. Pinkham,[81] made real and believable. I sit down next to her and soon fall asleep while she works through the chaos in my mind. She says she’s never seen a mind that’s so tangled, so agitated, so restless, etc. She mentioned that my eyes, in a mental sense, kept spinning like wheels in front of each other and in front of my face, and it took her four or five sessions to get them fixed. Now, I am, without realizing it, much better than when I first started going, etc. I thought you’d find it interesting to hear an assessment of my mind so similar to your own. Meanwhile, what does it matter to feel better without knowing it, when I’m still lying awake at night, as I always do?

Lectures are temporarily stopped and examinations begun. I seized the opportunity to go to my Chocorua place and see just what was needed to make it habitable for the summer. It is a goodly little spot, but we may not, after all, fit up the buildings till we have spent a summer in the place and "studied" the problem a little more closely. The snow was between two and three feet deep on a level, in spite of the recent thaws. The day after I arrived was one of the most crystalline purity, and the mountain simply exquisite in gradations of tint. I have a tenant in the house, one Sanborn, who owes me a dollar and a half a month, but can't pay it, being of a poetic and contemplative rather than of an active nature, and consequently excessively poor. He has a sign out "Attorney and Pension Agent," and writes and talks like one of the greatest of men. He was working the sewing machine when I was there, and talking of his share in the war, and why he didn't go to live in Boston, etc. (namely that he wasn't known), and my heart was heavy in my breast that so rich a nature, fitted to inhabit a tropical dreamland, should have nothing but that furnitureless cabin within and snow and sky without, to live upon. For, however spotlessly pure and dazzlingly lustrous snow may be, pure snow, always snow, and naught but snow, for four months on end, is, it must be confessed, a rather lean diet for the human soul—deficient in variety, chiaroscuro, and oleaginous and medieval elements. I felt as I was returning home that some intellectual inferiority ought to accrue to all populations whose environment for many months in the year consisted of pure snow.—You are better off, better off than you know, in that great black-earthed dunghill of an England. I say naught of politics, war, strikes, railroad accidents or public events, unless the departure of C. W. Eliot and his wife for a year in Europe be a public event....

Lectures have been put on hold and exams have started. I took the chance to visit my place in Chocorua and see what I needed to make it livable for the summer. It’s a lovely little spot, but we might not set up the buildings until we’ve spent a summer there and “studied” the situation a bit more. The snow was between two and three feet deep on level ground, despite the recent warm spells. The day after I got there was incredibly clear, and the mountain looked stunning with its colors. I have a tenant in the house, a guy named Sanborn, who owes me a dollar and a half a month but can’t pay it since he’s more of a dreamy poet than an active person, so he’s really broke. He has a sign that says “Attorney and Pension Agent,” and he talks and writes like he’s one of the greats. When I was there, he was working on the sewing machine, chatting about his role in the war and why he didn’t move to Boston, saying it was because he wasn’t well-known, and my heart ached that such a rich soul, meant for a vibrant paradise, had nothing but that empty cabin inside and snow and sky outside to live on. Because, as pure and dazzling as fresh snow can be, having nothing but snow for four months straight is, I must admit, a pretty sparse diet for the human spirit—lacking variety, depth, and richness. As I was heading home, I felt that some intellectual disadvantage should come to all populations whose surroundings for many months a year were just pure snow. You are better off, way better off than you realize, in that great, dark, earthy mess of England. I won’t say anything about politics, war, strikes, train accidents, or public news, unless the departure of C. W. Eliot and his wife for a year in Europe counts as public news....

Well, dear old Alice, I hope and pray for you. Lots of love to Harry, and if Katharine is with you, to her. Yours ever,

Well, dear old Alice, I hope and pray for you. Lots of love to Harry, and if Katharine is with you, send her my love too. Yours always,

W. J.

W. J.

To Carl Stumpf.

CAMBRIDGE, 6 Feb., 1887.

CAMBRIDGE, Feb 6, 1887.

My dear Stumpf,—Your two letters from Rügen of Sept. 8th, and from Halle of Jan. 2 came duly, and I can assure you that their contents was most heartily appreciated, and not by me alone. I fairly squealed with pleasure over the first one and its rich combination of good counsel and humorous commentary, and read the greater part of it to my friend Royce, assistant professor of philosophy here, who enjoyed it almost as much as I. There is a heartiness and solidity about your letters which is truly German, and makes them as nutritious as they are refreshing to receive. Your Kater-Gefühl,[82] however, in your second letter, about your Auslassungen[83] on the subject of Wundt, amused me by its speedy evolution into Auslassungen more animated still. I can well understand why Wundt should make his compatriots impatient. Foreigners can afford to be indifferent for he doesn't crowd them so much. He aims at being a sort of Napoleon of the intellectual world. Unfortunately he will never have a Waterloo, for he is a Napoleon without genius and with no central idea which, if defeated, brings down the whole fabric in ruin. You remember what Victor Hugo says of Napoleon in the Miserables—"Il gênait Dieu"; Wundt only gêners his confrères; and whilst they make mincemeat of some one of his views by their criticism, he is meanwhile writing a book on an entirely different subject. Cut him up like a worm, and each fragment crawls; there is no nœud vital in his mental medulla oblongata, so that you can't kill him all at once.

Dear Stumpf,—I received your two letters from Rügen dated September 8th and from Halle dated January 2 without fail, and I can assure you that their content was genuinely appreciated, and not just by me. I practically squealed with joy over the first one with its wonderful mix of good advice and humorous commentary, and I read most of it to my friend Royce, an assistant professor of philosophy here, who enjoyed it nearly as much as I did. There’s a warmth and substance about your letters that is truly German, making them as nourishing as they are refreshing to receive. Your Kater-Gefühl,[82] however, in your second letter regarding your Auslassungen[83] on the topic of Wundt amused me with how quickly it turned into even more lively Auslassungen. I can definitely see why Wundt makes his fellow countrymen impatient. Foreigners can afford to be indifferent because he doesn’t crowd them as much. He aspires to be a kind of Napoleon of the intellectual realm. Unfortunately, he will never have a Waterloo because he’s a Napoleon without genius and lacks a central idea that, if defeated, would bring his whole structure crashing down. You remember what Victor Hugo says about Napoleon in Les Misérables—"Il gênait Dieu"; Wundt merely gêners his confrères; and while they shred one of his ideas with their criticism, he is busy writing a book on a completely different topic. Cut him up like a worm, and each piece still wriggles; there’s no nœud vital in his mental medulla oblongata, so you can’t kill him all at once.

But surely you must admit that, since there must be professors in the world, Wundt is the most praiseworthy and never-too-much-to-be-respected type of the species. He isn't a genius, he is a professor—a being whose duty is to know everything, and have his own opinion about everything, connected with his Fach. Wundt has the most prodigious faculty of appropriating and preserving knowledge, and as for opinions, he takes au grand sérieux his duties there. He says of each possible subject, "Here I must have an opinion. Let's see! What shall it be? How many possible opinions are there? three? four? Yes! just four! Shall I take one of these? It will seem more original to take a higher position, a sort of Vermittelungsansicht[84] between them all. That I will do, etc., etc." So he acquires a complete assortment of opinions of his own; and, as his memory is so good, he seldom forgets which they are! But this is not reprehensible; it is admirable—from the professorial point of view. To be sure, one gets tired of that point of view after a while. But was there ever, since Christian Wolff's time, such a model of the German Professor? He has utilized to the uttermost fibre every gift that Heaven endowed him with at his birth, and made of it all that mortal pertinacity could make. He is the finished example of how much mere education can do for a man. Beside him, Spencer is an ignoramus as well as a charlatan. I admit that Spencer is occasionally more amusing than Wundt. His "Data of Ethics" seems to me incomparably his best book, because it is a more or less frank expression of the man's personal ideal of living—which has of course little to do with science, and which, in Spencer's case, is full of definiteness and vigor. Wundt's "Ethics" I have not yet seen, and probably shall not "tackle" it for a good while to come.

But you have to admit that, since there have to be professors in the world, Wundt is the most admirable and highly respected type of them all. He isn’t a genius; he is a professor—someone whose job is to know everything and have his own opinion about everything related to his Fach. Wundt has an incredible ability to absorb and retain knowledge, and when it comes to opinions, he takes his responsibilities very seriously. He considers each possible subject, saying, "Here I need to have an opinion. Let’s see! What should it be? How many possible opinions are there? Three? Four? Yes! just four! Should I pick one of these? It would seem more original to take a broader perspective, a sort of Vermittelungsansicht[84] among them all. That’s what I’ll do, etc., etc." So he ends up with a complete collection of his own opinions; and since his memory is so good, he almost never forgets which ones they are! But this isn’t something to criticize; it’s impressive—from the professorial perspective. Of course, one gets tired of that perspective after a while. But has there ever been such a model of the German Professor since Christian Wolff? He has fully utilized every gift that Heaven granted him at birth and has made the most of it all through sheer determination. He is the perfect example of what mere education can do for a person. Next to him, Spencer looks like an ignoramus and a charlatan. I admit that Spencer can sometimes be more entertaining than Wundt. His "Data of Ethics" seems to me his best book by far because it’s a more or less straightforward expression of his personal ideal of living—which has, of course, little to do with science and is, in Spencer’s case, full of clarity and energy. I haven’t read Wundt’s "Ethics" yet, and I probably won’t "tackle" it for quite a while.

I was much entertained by your account of F——, of whom you have seen much more than I have. I am eager to see him, to hear about his visit to Halle, and to get his account of you. But [F.'s place of abode] and Boston are ten hours asunder by rail, and I never go there and he never comes here. He seems a very promising fellow, with a good deal of independence of character; and if you knew the conditions of education in this country, and of the preparation to fill chairs of philosophy in colleges, you would not express any surprise at his, or mine, or any other American's small amount of "Information über die philosophische Literatur." Times are mending, however, and within the past six or eight years it has been possible, in three or four of our colleges, to get really educated for philosophy as a profession. The most promising man we have in this country is, in my opinion, the above-mentioned Royce, a young Californian of thirty, who is really built for a metaphysician, and who is, besides that, a very complete human being, alive at every point. He wrote a novel last summer, which is now going through the press, and which I am very curious to see. He has just been in here, interrupting this letter, and I have told him he must send a copy of his book, the "Religious Aspect of Philosophy," to you, promising to urge you to read it when you had time. The first half is ethical, and very readable and full of profound and witty details, but to my mind not of vast importance philosophically. The second half is a new argument for monistic idealism, an argument based on the possibility of truth and error in knowledge, subtle in itself, and rather lengthily expounded, but seeming to me to be one of the few big original suggestions of recent philosophical writing. I have vainly tried to escape from it. I still suspect it of inconclusiveness, but I frankly confess that I am unable to overthrow it. Since you too are an anti-idealist, I wish very much you would try your critical teeth upon it. I can assure you that, if you come to close quarters with it, you will say its author belongs to the genuine philosophic breed.

I was really entertained by your story about F——, who you've seen a lot more than I have. I'm eager to meet him, hear about his trip to Halle, and get his take on you. But [F.'s place of abode] and Boston are ten hours apart by train, and I never go there, and he never comes here. He seems like a very promising guy with a lot of independence; and if you understood the conditions of education in this country, and how we prepare for philosophy positions in colleges, you wouldn't be surprised by the limited "Information über die philosophische Literatur" that he, I, or any other American has. However, things are getting better, and in the last six or eight years, it's been possible in three or four of our colleges to actually get a solid education for philosophy as a career. In my opinion, the most promising person we have in this country is the aforementioned Royce, a young guy from California who’s thirty and is really suited to be a metaphysician, plus he’s a well-rounded person, engaging in every aspect. He wrote a novel last summer that’s now being published, and I’m really curious to see it. He just interrupted me while I was writing this letter, and I told him he needs to send you a copy of his book, the "Religious Aspect of Philosophy," and I promised to encourage you to read it when you have time. The first half is ethical, very readable, and full of deep and witty insights, but I don’t think it’s that important philosophically. The second half presents a new argument for monistic idealism, based on the possibility of truth and error in knowledge, which is subtle and explained in detail, but seems to me to be one of the few significant original ideas from recent philosophical writing. I've tried to get away from it to no avail. I still suspect it has flaws, but I honestly admit that I’m unable to refute it. Since you’re also an anti-idealist, I really hope you would take a closer look at it. I can assure you that if you engage with it deeply, you'll agree that its author belongs to the true philosophic lineage.

I am myself doing very well this year, rather light work, etc., but still troubled with bad sleep so as to advance very slowly with private study and writing. However, few days without a line at least. I found to my surprise and pleasure that Robertson was willing to print my chapter on Space in "Mind," even though it should run through all four numbers of the year.[85] So I sent it to him. Most of it was written six or even seven years ago. To tell the truth, I am off of Space now, and can probably carry my little private ingenuity concerning it no farther than I have already done in this essay; and fearing that some evil fiend might put it into Helmholtz's mind to correct all his errors and tell the full truth in the new edition of his "Optics," I felt it was high time that what I had written should see the light and not be lost. It is dry stuff to read, and I hardly dare to recommend it to you; but if you do read it, there is no one whose favorable opinion I should more rejoice to hear; for, as you know, you seem to me, of all writers on Space, the one who, on the whole, has thought out the subject most philosophically. Of course, the experimental patience, and skill and freshness of observation of the Helmholtzes and Herings are altogether admirable, and perhaps at bottom worth more than philosophic ability. Space is really a direfully difficult subject! The third dimension bothers me very much still.

I'm doing pretty well this year, with relatively light work, but I'm still struggling with bad sleep, which makes my private study and writing progress slowly. However, I haven't gone a few days without writing at least a line. To my surprise and delight, Robertson agreed to publish my chapter on Space in "Mind," even though it will span all four issues of the year.[85] So, I sent it to him. Most of it was written six or even seven years ago. Honestly, I'm a bit over Space now, and I can probably only expand on my original ideas as much as I have in this essay. I worry that some mischievous spirit might inspire Helmholtz to fix all his mistakes and disclose the full truth in the new edition of his "Optics," so I thought it was time for what I've written to be published rather than forgotten. It’s pretty dry reading, and I hardly feel comfortable recommending it to you; but if you do read it, there’s no one whose positive opinion I would appreciate more, because, as you know, I see you as the writer on Space who has thought about the subject most philosophically. Of course, the experimental patience, skill, and fresh observation of Helmholtz and Hering are incredibly impressive, and maybe they’re ultimately worth more than philosophical ability. Space is really an incredibly tough subject! The third dimension still bothers me a lot.

I have this very day corrected the proofs of an essay on the Perception of Time,[86] which I will send you when it shall appear in the "Journal of Speculative Philosophy" for October last. (The number of "July, 1886" is not yet out!) I rather enjoyed the writing of it. I have just begun a chapter on "Discrimination and Comparison," subjects which have been long stumbling-blocks in my path. Yesterday it seemed to me that I could perhaps do nothing better than just translate 6 and 7 of the first Abschnitt of your "Tonpsychologie," which is worth more than everything else put together which has been written on the subject. But I will stumble on and try to give it a more personal form. I shall, however, borrow largely from you....

I corrected the proofs today for an essay about the Perception of Time,[86] which I'll send you once it's published in the "Journal of Speculative Philosophy" for last October. (The July 1886 issue isn't out yet!) I actually enjoyed writing it. I've just started a chapter on "Discrimination and Comparison," topics that have been major obstacles for me. Yesterday, I thought I might as well translate sections 6 and 7 from the first Abschnitt of your "Tonpsychologie," which is more valuable than everything else combined that's been written on the topic. But I'll keep pushing through and try to make it more personal. I will, however, borrow a lot from you....

Have you seen [Edmund] Gurney's two bulky tomes, "Phantasms of the Living," an amazingly patient and thorough piece of work? I should not at all wonder if it were the beginning of a new department of natural history. But even if not, it is an important chapter in the statistics of Völkerpsychologie, and I think Gurney worthy of the highest praise for his devotion to this unfashionable work. He is not the kind of stuff which the ordinary pachydermatous fanatic and mystic is made of....

Have you seen Edmund Gurney's two massive books, "Phantasms of the Living"? It's an incredibly thorough and patient work. I wouldn't be surprised if it marks the start of a new branch of natural history. Even if it doesn’t, it’s a significant part of the statistics in Völkerpsychologie, and I believe Gurney deserves the highest praise for his commitment to this unconventional work. He’s not like the typical thick-skinned fanatic or mystic...

To Henry P. Bowditch.

[Post-card]

[Postcard]

CAMBRIDGE, Mar. 26 [1887].

CAMBRIDGE, Mar. 26 [1887].

My live-stock is increased by a Töchterchen, modest, tactful, unselfish, quite different from a boy, and in fact a really epochmachendes Erzeugniss.[87] I shall begin to save for her dowry and perhaps your Harold will marry her. Their ages are suitable.

My livestock has grown with a daughter—she's modest, tactful, selfless, and completely different from a boy, truly a groundbreaking addition. I will start saving for her dowry, and maybe your Harold will marry her. Their ages are a good match.

Grüsse an die gnädige Frau.

Greetings to the gracious lady.

W. J.

W. J.

To Henry James.

CAMBRIDGE, Apr. 12, 1887.

CAMBRIDGE, Apr. 12, 1887.

My dear Harry,—...I got back yesterday from five days spent at my sylvan home at Lake Chocorua, whither I had gone to see about getting the buildings in order for the summer. The winter has been an exceptionally snowy one back of the coast, and I found, when I arrived, four feet of snow on a level and eight feet where it had drifted. The day before yesterday the heat became summer-like, and I took a long walk in my shirt-sleeves, going through the snow the whole length of my leg when the crust broke. It was a queer combination—not exactly agreeable. The snow-blanket keeps the ground from freezing deep; so that very few days after the snow is gone the soil is dry, and spring begins in good earnest. I tried snow-shoes but found them clumsy. They were making the maple-sugar in the woods; I had excellent comfort at the hotel hard by; with whose good landlord and still better landlady I am good friends; I rested off the fumes of my lore-crammed brain, and altogether I smile at the pride of Greece and Rome—from the height of my New Hampshire home. I'm afraid it will cost nearer $2000 than $800 to finish all the work. But we shall have ten large rooms (two of them 24 x 24), and three small ones—not counting kitchen, pantries, etc., and if you want some real, roomy, rustic happiness, you had better come over and spend all your summers with us. I can see that the thought makes you sick, so I'll say no more about it, but my permanent vision of your future is that your pen will fail you as a means of support, and, having laid up no income, you will return like the prodigal son to my roof. You will then find that, with a wood-pile as large as an ordinary house, a hearth four feet wide, and the American sun flooding the floor, even a New Hampshire winter is not so bad a thing. With house provided, two or three hundred dollars a year will support a man comfortably enough at Tamworth Iron Works, which is the name of our township. But, enough! My vulgarity makes you shudder....

Dear Harry,—...I just got back yesterday from spending five days at my cabin by Lake Chocorua, where I went to get the place ready for summer. This winter has been unusually snowy inland, and when I arrived, I found four feet of snow everywhere and eight feet in the drifts. The day before yesterday, the weather warmed up like summer, and I took a long walk in my shirt sleeves, sinking up to my legs when the crust broke. It was a strange mix—not exactly enjoyable. The snow cover prevents the ground from freezing deeply, so just a few days after the snow melts, the soil is dry, and spring kicks in. I tried snowshoes but found them awkward. They were making maple syrup in the woods; I had a great time at the nearby hotel with a friendly landlord and an even friendlier landlady. I relaxed and cleared my mind, and I can’t help but look down at the pride of Greece and Rome from my New Hampshire home. I’m afraid it will cost closer to $2000 than $800 to finish all the work. But we’ll have ten large rooms (two of them 24 x 24) and three small ones—not counting the kitchen, pantries, etc. If you want some real, spacious, rustic happiness, you should come over and spend all your summers with us. I can tell that just the thought makes you cringe, so I won't say more, but my vision of your future is that your writing won’t support you, and with no savings, you’ll come back home to me like the prodigal son. You’ll find that with a woodpile as big as a regular house, a four-foot-wide hearth, and the American sun pouring in, even a New Hampshire winter isn't so bad. With a house, a couple hundred dollars a year will keep a guy comfortable at Tamworth Iron Works, which is what we call our town. But enough! My cynicism makes you uncomfortable…

College begins tomorrow, and there are seven weeks more of lectures. I never did my work so easily as this year, and hope to write two more chapters of psychology ere the vacation. That immortal work is now more than two thirds done. To you, who throw off two volumes a year, I must seem despicable for my slowness. But the truth is that (leaving other impediments out of account) the "science" is in such a confused and imperfect state that every paragraph presents some unforeseen snag, and I often spend many weeks on a point that I didn't foresee as a difficulty at all. American scholarship is looking up in that line. Three first-class works, in point both of originality and of learning, have appeared here within four months. Stanley Hall's and mine will make five. Meanwhile in England they are doing little or nothing. The "psychical researchers" seem to be the only active investigators....

College starts tomorrow, and there are seven more weeks of lectures. I’ve never done my work as easily as this year, and I hope to write two more chapters of psychology before the vacation. That enduring work is now more than two-thirds complete. To you, who can publish two volumes a year, I must seem slow and pathetic. But the truth is that (not counting other obstacles) the "science" is in such a messy and incomplete state that every paragraph has some unexpected issue, and I often spend weeks on a point I didn’t anticipate being a challenge at all. American scholarship is improving in this area. Three top-notch works, both original and scholarly, have come out here in the past four months. Stanley Hall's and mine will make five. Meanwhile, in England, they’re doing very little. The "psychical researchers" seem to be the only active investigators...

To his Sister.

Chocorua, N.H., July 2, 1887.

Chocorua, NH, July 2, 1887.

DEAREST SISTER,—It is an unconscionable time since I have written either to you or to Harry. Too little eyesight, and too much use thereof, is the reason. I thought I should go wild during the examination period. I have now got some presbyopic spectacles and hope for an improvement. I think I've been straining my eyes for three or four months past by not having them on.

DEAREST SISTER,—It's been way too long since I’ve written to you or Harry. The reason is that my eyesight is poor and I’ve been using it too much. I thought I was going to lose my mind during the exam period. I've now gotten some reading glasses and I’m hoping for an improvement. I think I’ve been straining my eyes for three or four months by not wearing them.

A short dictated letter from you came the other day, and has been sent back to Alice in Cambridge, so I cannot give its date. I am grieved in the extreme to hear of another breakdown in your health.... But I make no sympathetic comment, as you would probably "roar" over it. There is this to be said, that it is probably less tragic to be sick all the time than to be sometimes well and incessantly tumbling down again.

A short dictated letter from you arrived the other day and has been sent back to Alice in Cambridge, so I can't provide its date. I'm really sorry to hear about another setback in your health... But I won't offer any sympathetic comments, as you would probably "roar" over it. That said, it's probably less tragic to be sick all the time than to feel better sometimes and then constantly fall back down again.

I thought of the difference in our lots yesterday as I was driving home in the evening with a wagon in tow, which I had started at six-thirty to get at a place called Fryeburg, 19 miles away. All day in the open air, talking with the country people, trying horses which they had to swap, but concluding to stick to my own—a most blessed feeling of freedom, and change from Cambridge life. I never knew before how much freedom came with having a horse of one's own. I am becoming quite an expert jockey, having examined and tried at least two dozen horses in the last six weeks; and I don't know a more fascinating occupation. The day before yesterday, I spent most of both forenoon and afternoon in the field under the blazing sun, sprinkling my potato plants with Paris green. The house comes on slowly, but in a fortnight we shall surely be inside of the larger half of it, and the rest can then drag on. Three or four men can't get ahead very fast. It has some delightful rooms, and, I have no doubt, will make us all happy for several years to come. Not for eternity, for everything fades, and I can see that some day we shall be glad to sell out and move on, to something grander, perhaps. For simple harmonious loveliness, however, this can't be beat....

I thought about the difference in our situations yesterday while I was driving home in the evening with a wagon in tow. I had left at six-thirty to head to a place called Fryeburg, which is 19 miles away. Spending the whole day outdoors, talking with the locals, trying out horses they wanted to trade, but ultimately deciding to stick with my own gave me an incredible sense of freedom, a refreshing change from life in Cambridge. I never realized how much freedom comes from owning a horse. I'm becoming quite skilled at evaluating and trying out horses, having looked at at least two dozen in the last six weeks; it's a truly fascinating activity. The day before yesterday, I spent most of the morning and afternoon in the field under the scorching sun, spraying my potato plants with Paris green. The house is coming along slowly, but in two weeks, we should definitely be moved into the larger part of it, and the rest can continue at its own pace. With just three or four guys working, progress isn't super fast. It has some lovely rooms, and I'm sure it'll make us all happy for many years. Not forever, though; everything eventually changes, and I can see a time when we’ll be glad to sell and move on to something even better, perhaps. However, for simple, beautiful harmony, this place can't be beaten.

What a grotesque sort of time you have been having with your Queen's jubilee! What a chance for a woman to give some human shove to things, by the smallest real word or act, and what incapacity to guess its existence or to profit by it! One can see the ground for Bonaparte-worship, when one contemplates the results of the orthodox and conservative crowned-head education. He, at least, could have dropped an unconventional word, done something to pierce the cuticle. But the density of British unintellectuality is a spectacle for gods. One can't imagine it or describe it. One can only see it....

What a ridiculous time you’ve been having with your Queen's jubilee! What an opportunity for a woman to make a real difference with just a simple word or action, yet there's such an inability to recognize that or take advantage of it! It's easy to understand the admiration for Bonaparte when you look at the results of the traditional and conservative education of the crown. At least he could have said something unconventional or done something to break through the surface. But the sheer thickness of British lack of intellect is a sight to behold. It’s beyond imagining or describing. You can only see it....

W. J.

W. J.

 

Such enterprises as the horse-swapping just alluded to were not always conducted with that circumspection which marks your true horse-trader. The companion of one search for a horse reported James as accosting a man whom he met driving along the road and asking, "Do you know anyone who wants to sell a horse?" At Chocorua everyone was willing to sell a horse, and accordingly the man answered that he "didn't know as he did," but what might James be ready to pay? James replied that he was looking for a horse "for about $150, but might pay $175." There was a pause before the man spoke: "I've got a horse in my barn that would be just what you want—for one hundred and seventy five."

Such enterprises as the horse trading mentioned before weren't always carried out with the caution you’d expect from a real horse trader. A friend who was also searching for a horse reported that James approached a guy he saw driving down the road and asked, "Do you know anyone looking to sell a horse?" In Chocorua, everyone seemed open to selling a horse, so the guy replied that he "didn't know if he did," but what would James be willing to pay? James said he was looking for a horse "for about $150, but might pay $175." There was a brief pause before the guy responded: "I've got a horse in my barn that would be just what you want—for one hundred and seventy five."

The buyer was ready enough to laugh over such an incident; but he could not mend his trustful ways. The great thing was to have the fun of poking about the country-side and of talking business, or anything else, with its people whenever occasion offered; and, after all, the horses James bought usually turned out to be sound and serviceable enough. Perhaps it was because he looked at every living creature with a discriminating eye, and had not been a comparative anatomist for nothing. In the end, too, he was suited by any horse that pulled willingly and was safe for man, woman, and child to drive. There were no motor-cars then, and few other summer residents or visitors at Chocorua. James's two-seated "democrat" wagon, full of family and guests, and often followed by a child on the pony and by one or two other riders, used to travel quietly along the secluded and hilly roads for many hours a day.

The buyer was ready to laugh off such an incident, but he couldn’t change his trusting ways. The main thing was to enjoy exploring the countryside and chatting about business, or anything else, with the locals whenever he had the chance; after all, the horses James bought usually turned out to be reliable and useful. Maybe it was because he observed every living creature with a keen eye, and he hadn’t studied comparative anatomy for nothing. In the end, he was satisfied with any horse that pulled willingly and was safe for anyone to drive, whether it be man, woman, or child. There were no cars back then, and few other summer residents or visitors at Chocorua. James's two-seater "democrat" wagon, filled with family and friends, often had a child on a pony and one or two other riders following behind as they traveled quietly along the secluded, hilly roads for many hours each day.

During this summer, and yearly during the next four, James found real rest and refreshment on his Chocorua farm. The conditions were simple and the place yielded him all the joys of proprietorship without involving him in responsibilities to cattle and fields. Anyone who knows central New Hampshire will realize how rudimentary "farming" in one of the most barren parts of rocky New England necessarily was. The glacial soil produced nothing naturally except woods and apple trees. But the country was very beautiful, and on his own acres James was lord of part of the Earth. Clearing away bushes and stones from one of the little fields near the house; causing something to be planted which, during those first years, always seemed as if it must be responsive enough to grow; cutting out trees to improve the look of the woods or to open an interesting view; dragging stones out of the bathing-hole in the brook; buying a horse or two and a cow on some lonely roadside at the beginning of each summer—these were fascinating adventures.

During this summer, and every year for the next four, James found real rest and renewal on his Chocorua farm. The setup was simple, and the place gave him all the joys of ownership without tying him down with responsibilities for cattle and fields. Anyone familiar with central New Hampshire knows how basic "farming" was in one of the most barren parts of rocky New England. The glacial soil produced nothing naturally except for woods and apple trees. But the area was really beautiful, and on his own land, James was the master of part of the Earth. Clearing away bushes and stones from one of the small fields near the house; planting something that always seemed like it had to grow; cutting down trees to enhance the woods or to reveal an interesting view; dragging stones out of the swimming hole in the brook; buying a horse or two and a cow from some lonely roadside at the beginning of each summer—these were exciting adventures.

James was an insatiable lover of landscape, and particularly of wide "views." His inclination was to "open" the view, to cut down obstructing trees, even at the expense of the foreground. In drives and walks about Chocorua he usually made for some high hill that commanded the Ossipee Valley or the peaks of the Sandwich Range and White Mountains. Most hills in the neighborhood were topped by granite ledges and deserted pastures, and each commanded a different prospect. So the expedition often took the form of a picnic on one of these ledges. Axes were taken along; permission was sometimes obtained to cut down any worthless tree that had sprung up to shut off the horizon.

James had an endless passion for landscapes, especially wide "views." He wanted to "open" up the scenery, cutting down any obstructing trees, even if it meant losing some foreground. When he drove or walked around Chocorua, he often aimed for a high hill that overlooked the Ossipee Valley or the peaks of the Sandwich Range and White Mountains. Most hills in the area were topped with granite ledges and abandoned pastures, each offering a unique view. So, the trips often turned into picnics on one of these ledges. They brought axes with them, and sometimes they'd get permission to cut down any useless tree that had grown in the way of the horizon.

Before the end of such an afternoon James was more than likely to have fallen in love with the spot and to be talking of buying it. Indeed he was forever playing with projects for buying this or that hill-top or high farm and establishing a new dwelling-place of some sort on it. He was usually restrained by the price or by remembering the housekeeping cares with which his wife was already over-burdened. But he actually did buy two—one near Chocorua and one on a shoulder of Mt. Hurricane in the Adirondacks; and about the Chocorua region there is hardly a high-perched pasture which he did not at some time nourish the hope of possessing.

Before the end of such an afternoon, James was likely to have fallen in love with the place and be talking about buying it. In fact, he was always daydreaming about buying this or that hilltop or farm and setting up a new home there. He was usually held back by the cost or by remembering the housekeeping burdens that his wife was already overwhelmed with. But he did actually buy two—one near Chocorua and one on the side of Mt. Hurricane in the Adirondacks; and in the Chocorua area, there's hardly a high pasture that he didn't at some point hope to own.

Another consideration that usually deterred him from buying was the difficulty of combining hill-tops with brooks. He used often to bewail this dispensation of nature; for a vacation without a brook or a pond to bathe in was as unthinkable as a summer dwelling-place that did not command a splendid view was "inferior." The little house at Chocorua stood at no great elevation, but it was near the Lake, and the place boasted its own brook, with a little pool, overhung by trees, into which the cold water splashed noisily over a natural dam. Thither, rain or shine, James used to walk across the meadow for an early morning dip; and after a walk or a drive or a couple of hours of chopping, or a warm half-day with a book in the woods, he used to plunge into it again.

Another thing that often stopped him from buying was the challenge of finding places with both hilltops and brooks. He frequently lamented this aspect of nature; a vacation without a brook or pond to swim in was as unimaginable as a summer home that didn’t have a great view being considered "inferior." The little house at Chocorua wasn’t very high up, but it was close to the lake, and the spot had its own brook with a small pool, shaded by trees, where cold water splashed noisily over a natural dam. Rain or shine, James would walk across the meadow for an early morning swim; and after a walk, a drive, a couple of hours of chopping wood, or a warm half-day reading in the woods, he would dive into it again.

A few lines, through which breathes the happiest Chocorua mood, may be added here, although they were written during a later summer.

A few lines that capture the happiest vibe of Chocorua can be added here, even though they were written during a later summer.

To Henry James.

CHOCORUA, July 10.

CHOCORUA, July 10.

...I have been up here for ten days reveling in the deliciousness of the country, dressed in a single layer of flannel, shirt, breeches and long stockings, exercising my arms as well as my legs several hours a day, and already feeling that bodily and spiritual freshness that comes of health, and of which no other good on earth is worthy to unlatch the shoe....

...I have been up here for ten days enjoying the beauty of the countryside, wearing just a flannel shirt, breeches, and long socks, getting a good workout for my arms and legs several hours a day, and I'm already feeling that physical and mental refreshment that comes from being healthy, and nothing else on earth is worth as much as that....

 

The next letter also rejoices over Chocorua, although it turns first to academic amenities. The correspondent addressed, now Sir Charles Walston, and Henry Jackson, both of the English Cambridge, had sent James two cases of audit ale.

The next letter also celebrates Chocorua, although it starts with academic perks. The writer, now Sir Charles Walston, and Henry Jackson, both from English Cambridge, had sent James two cases of audit ale.

To Charles Waldstein.

CAMBRIDGE, July 20, 1887.

Cambridge, July 20, 1887.

My dear Waldstein,—It never rains but it pours. The case of beer from you also came duly. Day after day I wondered about its provenance, but your letter dispels the mystery. I had begun to believe that all the colleges of Cambridge and Oxford were going to vie with each other in wooing my appreciation of their respective brews. The dream is shattered but the reality remains. Five dozen is enough for me to fall back upon—in the immediate present, at all events.

Dear Waldstein,—Just when you think things can't get any crazier, they do. The case of beer you sent arrived as expected. Day after day, I wondered where it came from, but your letter clears that up. I had started to think that all the colleges in Cambridge and Oxford would compete to win my favor with their different beers. That dream is over, but the reality is still here. Five dozen is plenty for me to rely on—for now, at least.

As for that unknown but thrice-blest Jackson, Henry Jackson of Trinity (dulcissimum mundi nomen)—is that the way he always acts, or is he only so towards me? I thank him from the bottom of my heart, and swear an eternal friendship with him. If ever he is in need of meat, drink, advice or defence, let him henceforth know to whom to apply—purse, house, life, all shall be at his disposal. Such a magnanimous heart as his was ne'er known before.

As for that unknown but truly blessed Jackson, Henry Jackson of Trinity (sweetest name in the world)—is this how he always behaves, or just towards me? I sincerely thank him and pledge my eternal friendship. If he ever needs food, drink, advice, or protection, he should know from now on to whom to turn—my money, my home, my life, all will be at his service. A generous heart like his has never been seen before.

I wish I knew his Fach! But my ignorance is too encyclopedic. He must be a very great philosopher. Goddard shall have some of the stuff.—Of course you mean George Goddard—I know him well.

I wish I knew his Fach! But my ignorance is too vast. He must be a really great philosopher. Goddard will get some of the material.—Of course you mean George Goddard—I know him well.

This has been written in the midst of interruptions. I am back in Cambridge for only a couple of days, to send furniture up to my New Hampshire farmlet. You may play the swell, but I play the yeoman. Which is the better and more godly life? Surely the latter. The mother earth is in my finger-nails and my back is aching and my skin sweating with the ache and sweat of Father Adam and all his normal descendants. No matter! Swells and artists have their place too. Farewell! I am called off again by the furniture. Remember me! And as for the divine Henry Jackson, thank him again and again. His ale is royal stuff. I will make no comparisons between his and yours. Ever affectionately yours,

This has been written in the middle of interruptions. I'm back in Cambridge for just a couple of days to send furniture up to my New Hampshire farm. You might be fancy, but I’m just a regular person. Which is better—the more ordinary and godly life? Surely the latter. The earth is under my nails, my back is aching, and I'm sweating with the pain and sweat of Father Adam and all his normal descendants. No matter! Fancy people and artists have their place too. Goodbye! I'm needed again by the furniture. Remember me! And as for the amazing Henry Jackson, thank him once more. His ale is top-notch. I won't compare his to yours. Ever affectionately yours,

WM. JAMES.

W.M. JAMES.

 

In explanation of the next letters, it should be said that in 1888 it seemed advisable to get the children into a warmer winter climate than that of Cambridge. Accordingly Mrs. James carried the three ("Harry," "Billy," and "Margaret Mary," aged respectively eight, five, and two years), and a German governess off to Aiken, South Carolina, for three months. James was thus left in the Garden Street house with no other member of the family except—for he counted as one—a small pug-dog named Jap. Dr. Hildreth, who is referred to, was a next-door neighbor, whose children were somewhat older than the James children.

In explaining the upcoming letters, it's important to note that in 1888, it seemed wise to move the kids to a warmer winter climate than Cambridge. So, Mrs. James took the three kids— "Harry," "Billy," and "Margaret Mary," who were eight, five, and two years old, respectively—and a German governess to Aiken, South Carolina, for three months. This left James in the Garden Street house with no other family members except for a small pug named Jap, who he counted as company. Dr. Hildreth, mentioned later, was a neighbor next door, and his children were a bit older than James’s kids.

To his Son Henry (age 8).

CAMBRIDGE, Mar. 1, 1888.

CAMBRIDGE, March 1, 1888.

BELOVED HEINRICH,—You lazy old scoundrel, why don't you write a letter to your old Dad? Tell me how you enjoy your riding on horseback, what Billy does for a living, and which things you like best of all the new kinds of things you have to do with in Aiken. How do you like the darkeys being so numerous? Everything goes on quietly here. The house so still that you can hear a pin drop, and so clean that everything makes a mark on it. All because there are no brats and kids around. Jap is my only companion, and he sneezes all over me whenever I pick him up. Mrs. Hildreth and the children are gone to Florida. The Emmets seem very happy. I will close with a fable. A donkey felt badly because he was not so great a favorite as a lap-dog. He said, I must act like the lap-dog, and then my mistress will like me. So he came into the house and began to lick his mistress, and put his paws on her, and tried to get into her lap. Instead of kissing him for this, she screamed for the servants, who beat him and put him out of the house. Moral: It's no use to try to be anything but a donkey if you are one. But neither you nor Billy are one.

BELOVED HEINRICH,—You lazy old scoundrel, why don't you write a letter to your old Dad? Tell me how much you enjoy riding horseback, what Billy does for a living, and what your favorite new things are in Aiken. How do you like all the darkeys being around? Everything is pretty quiet here. The house is so still you can hear a pin drop, and it's so clean that everything leaves a mark on it. That's because there are no kids around. Jap is my only companion, and he sneezes all over me whenever I pick him up. Mrs. Hildreth and the kids have gone to Florida. The Emmets seem very happy. I’ll end with a fable. A donkey felt bad because he wasn't as liked as a lap-dog. He thought, I must act like the lap-dog for my mistress to like me. So he went into the house and started licking his mistress, putting his paws on her, and trying to get into her lap. Instead of giving him affection, she screamed for the servants, who beat him and kicked him out of the house. Moral: It's pointless to try to be anything other than a donkey if that's what you are. But neither you nor Billy are donkeys.

Good-night! you blessed boy. Stick to your three R's and your riding, so as to get on fast. The ancient Persians only taught their boys to ride, to shoot the bow and to tell the truth. Good-night!

Good night! You wonderful boy. Focus on your three R's and your riding to get ahead quickly. The ancient Persians only taught their boys to ride, shoot a bow, and tell the truth. Good night!

Kiss your dear old Mammy and that belly-ache of a Billy, and little Margaret Mary for her Dad. Good-night.

Kiss your dear old Mom and that annoying Billy, and little Margaret Mary for her Dad. Good night.

YOUR FATHER.

Your Father.

To his Son Henry.

CAMBRIDGE, Mar. 27 [1888].

CAMBRIDGE, Mar. 27 [1888].

BELOVED HEINRICH,—Your long letter came yesterday P.M. Much the best you ever writ, and the address on the envelope so well written that I wondered whose hand it was, and never thought it might be yours. Your tooth also was a precious memorial—I hope you'll get a better one in its place. Send me the other as soon as it is tookin out. They ought to go into the Peabody Museum. If any of George Washington's baby-teeth had been kept till now, they would be put somewhere in a public museum for the world to wonder at. I will keep this tooth, so that, if you grow up to be a second Geo. Washington, I may sell it to a Museum. When Washington was only eight years old his mother didn't know he was going to be Washington. But he did be it, when the time came.

BELOVED HEINRICH,—I got your long letter yesterday P.M.. It’s the best one you’ve ever written, and the address on the envelope was so nicely done that I wondered whose handwriting it was, never guessing it was yours. Your tooth was a treasured keepsake—I hope you get a better one soon. Send me the other as soon as it’s taken out. They should go into the Peabody Museum. If any of George Washington's baby teeth had been saved, they'd be displayed in a public museum for everyone to admire. I’ll hold onto this tooth so that if you grow up to be a second George Washington, I can sell it to a museum. When Washington was just eight years old, his mother didn’t know he was going to be who he became. But he did, when the time came.

I will now tell you about what Dr. Hildreth is doing. The family is in Florida, and he is building himself a new house. They are just starting the foundation. The fence is taken down between our yard and his, by the stable, and teams are driving through with lumber. Our back yard is filled with lumber for the frame of the house. It is to be cut, squared, mortised, etc., in our yard and then carried through to his.

I’ll now tell you what Dr. Hildreth is up to. The family is in Florida, and he’s building a new house for himself. They’re just starting on the foundation. The fence between our yard and his, by the stable, has been taken down, and trucks are coming through with lumber. Our backyard is filled with wood for the house frame. It’ll be cut, squared, mortised, and so on, in our yard, and then moved over to his.

I dined last night at the Dibblees'. The boys had been to dancing-school. I like their looks. All the boys and girls together kept up such a talking that I seemed to be in a boiler factory where they bang the iron with the hammers so. It's just so with them every day. But they're very good-natured, even if they don't let the old ones speak.

I had dinner last night at the Dibblees'. The boys had just come from dance class. I like how they looked. All the boys and girls were chatting away so much that it felt like I was in a factory where they pound metal with hammers. It's like that every day with them. But they're really good-natured, even if they don't let the older folks get a word in.

Say to Fräulein that "ich lasse Sie grüssen von Herzensgrund!"[88]

Say to the young lady that "I send you greetings from the bottom of my heart!"[88]

Thump Bill for me and ask him if he likes it so nicely.

Thump Bill for me and ask him if he enjoys it so much.

Jap's nose is all dry and brown with holding it so everlastingly towards the fire.

Jap's nose is all dry and brown from pointing it at the fire for so long.

We are having ice-cream and the Rev. George A. Gordon to lunch today. The ice-cream is left over from the Philosophical Club last night.

We’re having ice cream and the Rev. George A. Gordon for lunch today. The ice cream is leftovers from the Philosophical Club last night.

Now pray, old Harry, stick to your books and let me see you do sums and read fast when you get back.

Now please, old Harry, focus on your studies and show me that you can do math and read quickly when you return.

The best of all of us is your mother, though.

The best of all of us is your mom, though.

Good-bye!

Goodbye!

Your loving Dad.

W. J.

Love, Dad.

W. J.

To his Son William.

18 GARDEN STREET, Apr. 29, 1888.
9:30 A.M.

18 Garden Street, Apr. 29, 1888. 9:30 AM

BELOVED WILLIAMSON,—This is Sunday, the sabbath of the Lord, and it has been very hot for two days. I think of you and Harry with such longing, and of that infant whom I know so little, that I cannot help writing you some words. Your Mammy writes me that she can't get you to work much, though Harry works. You must work a little this summer in our own place. How nice it will be! I have wished that both you and Harry were by my side in some amusements which I have had lately. First, the learned seals in a big tank of water in Boston. The loveliest beasts, with big black eyes, poking their heads up and down in the water, and then scrambling out on their bellies like boys tied up in bags. They play the guitar and banjo and organ, and one of them saves the life of a child who tumbles in the water, catching him by the collar with its teeth, and swimming him ashore. They are both, child and seal, trained to do it. When they have done well, their master gives them a lot of fish. They eat an awful lot, scales, and fins, and bones and all, without chewing. That is the worst thing about them. He says he never beats them. They are full of curiosity—more so than a dog for far-off things; for when a man went round the room with a pole pulling down the windows at the top, all their heads bobbed out of the water and followed him about with their eyes aus lauter[89] curiosity. Dogs would hardly have noticed him, I think. Now, speaking of dogs, Jap was nauseated two days ago. I thought, from his licking his nose, that he was going to be sick, and got him out of doors just in time. He vomited most awfully on the grass. He then acted as if he thought I was going to punish him, poor thing. He can't discriminate between sickness and sin. He leads a dull life, without you and Margaret Mary. I tell him if it lasts much longer, he'll grow into a common beast; he hates to be a beast, but unless he has human companionship, he will sink to the level of one. So you must hasten back and make much of him.

BELOVED WILLIAMSON,—Today is Sunday, the Lord's day, and it has been really hot for the past two days. I miss you and Harry so much, and even that little one I don’t know well, that I can’t help but write to you. Your Mammy tells me she can't get you to work much, although Harry is working. You must put in some work this summer on our own place. It will be so nice! I've wished that both you and Harry were here with me to enjoy some recent fun experiences. First, I saw the clever seals in a big tank of water in Boston. They are the cutest animals, with big black eyes, popping their heads in and out of the water and then sliding out on their bellies like boys stuck in bags. They play the guitar, banjo, and organ, and one of them even rescued a child who fell into the water by grabbing him by the collar with its teeth and swimming him back to shore. Both the child and the seal are trained to do that. When they perform well, their handler rewards them with a bunch of fish. They eat a huge amount—scales, fins, bones, and all—without even chewing. That's the worst part about them. The handler insists he never beats them. They're incredibly curious—more so than dogs about distant things; when a man walked around the room with a pole to pull down the top windows, all their heads popped up out of the water and followed him with their eyes aus lauter[89] curiosity. I doubt dogs would even have noticed him. Now, speaking of dogs, Jap got really sick two days ago. I thought he was going to throw up when I saw him licking his nose, so I got him outside just in time. He threw up all over the grass. Afterward, he acted like he thought I was going to punish him, poor thing. He can't tell the difference between being sick and doing something wrong. He leads such a boring life without you and Margaret Mary. I keep telling him that if this goes on much longer, he’ll get used to being a common beast; he hates the thought of being a beast, but unless he gets human company, he’s going to sink to that level. So you need to hurry back and give him some love.

I also went to the panorama of the battle of Bunker Hill, which is as good as that of Gettysburg. I wished Harry had been there, because he knows the story of it. You and he shall go soon after your return. It makes you feel just as if you lived there.

I also went to see the panorama of the Battle of Bunker Hill, which is just as impressive as the one at Gettysburg. I really wished Harry had been with me because he knows the whole story. You and he should go soon after you get back. It really makes you feel like you were there.

Well, I will now stop. On Monday morning the 14th or Sunday night the 13th of May, I will take you into my arms; that is, I will meet you with a carriage on the wharf, when the boat comes in. And I tell you I shall be glad to see the whole lot of you come roaring home. Give my love to your Mammy, to Aunt Margaret, to Fräulein, to Harry, to Margaret Mary, and to yourself. Your loving Dad,

Well, I’ll stop now. On Monday morning the 14th or Sunday night the 13th of May, I’ll take you in my arms; that is, I’ll meet you with a car at the wharf when the boat arrives. And I want you to know I’ll be thrilled to see all of you come roaring back home. Send my love to your mom, Aunt Margaret, Fräulein, Harry, Margaret Mary, and yourself. Your loving Dad,

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

To Henry James.

Chochura, N.H., July 11, 1888.

Chochura, N.H., July 11, 1888.

My dear Harry,—Your note announcing Edmund Gurney's death came yesterday, and was a most shocking surprise. It seems one of Death's stupidest strokes, for I know of no one whose life-task was begun on a more far-reaching scale, or from whom one expected with greater certainty richer fruit in the ripeness of time. I pity his lovely wife, to whom I wrote a note yesterday; and also a brief notice for the "Nation."[90] To me it will be a cruel loss; for he recognized me more than anyone, and in all my thoughts of returning to England he was the Englishman from whom I awaited the most nourishing communion. We ran along on very similar lines of interest. He was very profound, subtle, and voluminous, and bound for an intellectual synthesis of things much solider and completer than anyone I know, except perhaps Royce. Well! such is life! all these deaths make what remains here seem strangely insignificant and ephemeral, as if the weight of things, as well as the numbers, was all on the other side.[91]

Dear Harry,—I got your note about Edmund Gurney's death yesterday, and it was a huge shock. It feels like one of Death's dumbest moves because I can't think of anyone whose life's work started out so broadly or whose contributions we expected to bear such rich results over time. I feel for his beautiful wife; I wrote her a note yesterday and also a brief piece for the "Nation."[90] This is a heavy loss for me because he understood me better than anyone else, and as I thought about returning to England, he was the one I looked forward to having the most fulfilling conversations with. We were on very similar wavelengths. He was incredibly deep, insightful, and thorough, aiming for a kind of intellectual synthesis that’s much stronger and more complete than anyone I know, except maybe Royce. Well! that's life! All these deaths make everything that remains here feel oddly insignificant and temporary, as if all the important things were on the other side.[91]

I have to thank you for a previous letter three or four weeks old, which, having sent to Aunt Kate, I cannot now date. I must also thank for "Partial Portraits" and "The Reverberator." The former, I of course knew (except the peculiarly happy Woolson one), but have read several of 'em again with keen pleasure, especially the Turguenieff. "The Reverberator" is masterly and exquisite. I quite squealed through it, and all the household has amazingly enjoyed it. It shows the technical ease you have attained, that you can handle so delicate and difficult a fancy so lightly. It is simply delicious. I hope your other magazine things, which I am following your advice and not reading [in magazine form], are only half as good. How you can keep up such a productivity and live, I don't see. All your time is your own, however, barring dinner-parties, and that makes a great difference.

I have to thank you for a letter from three or four weeks ago that I sent to Aunt Kate, so I can’t date it now. I also want to thank you for "Partial Portraits" and "The Reverberator." I already knew the former (except for the particularly delightful Woolson piece), but I’ve read several of them again with great enjoyment, especially the Turguenieff. "The Reverberator" is brilliant and beautiful. I absolutely loved reading it, and everyone at home enjoyed it immensely. It really showcases the skill you’ve developed, managing such a delicate and challenging concept with such ease. It’s simply delightful. I hope your other magazine pieces, which I’m following your advice and not reading [in magazine form], are only half as good. I can’t figure out how you can be so productive and still live your life. But then again, all your time is yours, except for dinner parties, which makes a big difference.

Most of my time seems to disappear in college duties, not to speak of domestic interruptions. Our summer starts promisingly. How with my lazy temperament I managed to start all the things we put through last summer, now makes me wonder. The place has yet a good deal to be done with it, but it can be taken slowly, and Alice is a most vaillante partner. We have a trump of a hired man.... Some day I'll send you a photograph of the little place. Please send this to Alice, for whose letters I'm duly grateful. I only hope she'll keep decently well for a little while. Yours ever,

Most of my time seems to vanish with college responsibilities, not to mention home interruptions. Our summer is starting off well. With my lazy nature, it's surprising that I managed to kick off all the projects we started last summer. There's still a lot to do around here, but we can take our time, and Alice is a great partner. We have an excellent hired hand. One day I’ll send you a photo of the little place. Please pass this on to Alice; I really appreciate her letters. I just hope she stays reasonably well for a little while. Yours always,

W. J.

W. J.

P.S. I have just been downstairs to get an envelope, and there on the lawn saw a part of the family which I will describe, for you to insert in one of your novels as a picture of domestic happiness. On the newly made lawn in the angle of the house and kitchen ell, in the shadow of the hot afternoon sun, lies a mattress taken out of our spare-room for an airing against Richard Hodgson's arrival tomorrow. On it the madonna and child—the former sewing in a nice blue point dress, and smiling at the latter (named Peggy), immensely big and fat for her years, and who, with quite a vocabulary of adjectives, proper names, and a mouthful of teeth, shows as yet, although in her sixteenth month, no disposition to walk. She is rolling and prattling to herself, now on mattress and now on grass, and is an exceedingly good-natured, happy, and intelligent child. It conduces to her happiness to have a hard cracker in her fist, at which she mumbles more or less all day, and of which she is never known to let go, even taking it into her bath with her and holding it immersed till that ceremony is o'er. A man is papering and painting one of our parlors, a carpenter putting up a mantelpiece in another. Margaret and Harry's tutor are off on the backs of the two horses to the village seven miles off, to have 'em shod. I, with naught on but gray flannel shirt, breeches, belt, stockings and shoes, shall now proceed across the Lake in the boat and up the hill, to get and carry the mail. Harry will probably ride along the shore on the pony which Aunt Kate has given him, and where Billy and Fräulein are, Heaven only knows. Returning, I shall have a bath either in lake or brook—doesn't it sound nice? On the whole it is nice, but very hot.

P.S. I just went downstairs to grab an envelope, and there on the lawn I saw part of the family, which I'll describe for you to include in one of your novels as a scene of domestic happiness. On the freshly mowed lawn at the corner of the house and kitchen, in the shade of the hot afternoon sun, lies a mattress taken out of our spare room to air out before Richard Hodgson arrives tomorrow. On it is the mother and her child—the mother is sewing in a nice blue dress and smiling at the child (named Peggy), who is quite big and chubby for her age and, even though she’s sixteen months old, shows no interest in walking yet. She’s rolling around and babbling to herself, now on the mattress and now on the grass, and she’s an incredibly cheerful, happy, and intelligent child. Her happiness is boosted by having a hard cracker in her hand, which she munches on all day and never lets go of, even taking it into the bath with her and holding it submerged until she's done. A man is wallpapering and painting one of our living rooms, while a carpenter is installing a mantelpiece in another. Margaret and Harry's tutor are off riding the two horses to the village seven miles away to get their shoes put on. I, wearing nothing but a gray flannel shirt, breeches, belt, stockings and shoes, will now head across the lake in the boat and up the hill to get the mail. Harry will probably ride along the shore on the pony Aunt Kate gave him, and as for Billy and Fräulein, who knows where they are. When I get back, I plan to have a bath in either the lake or the brook—doesn't that sound nice? Overall, it is nice, but very hot.

To Miss Grace Norton.

[Post-card]

[Postcard]

[CHOCORUA,] Aug. 12, 1888.

[CHOCORUA,] Aug. 12, 1888.

It would take G[uy] de M[aupassant] himself to just fill a post-card chock-full and yet leave naught to be desired, with an account of "Pierre et Jean." It is a little cube of bronze; or like the body of the Capitaine Beausire, "plein comme un oeuf, dur comme une balle"—dur surtout! Fifteen years ago, I might have been enthused by such art; but I'm growing weak-minded, and the charm of this admirable precision and adequacy of art to subject leaves me too cold. It is like these modern tools and instruments, so admirably compact, and strong, and reduced to their fighting weight. One of those little metallic pumps, e.g., so oily and powerful, with a handle about two feet long, which will throw a column of water about four inches thick 100 feet. Unfortunately, G. de M.'s pump only throws dirty water—and I am beginning to be old fogy eno' to like even an old shackly wooden pump-handle, if the water it fetches only carries all the sweetness of the mountain-side. Yrs. ever,

It would take G[uy] de M[aupassant] himself to fill a postcard completely and still leave nothing to be desired with his account of "Pierre et Jean." It’s a little cube of bronze; or like the body of Captain Beausire, "full as an egg, hard as a ball"—especially hard! Fifteen years ago, I might have been excited by such art; but I’m becoming less impressed, and the charm of this impressive precision and suitability of art to its subject leaves me feeling too indifferent. It’s like these modern tools and instruments, so wonderfully compact, strong, and stripped down to their essential weight. One of those small metal pumps, for instance, so slick and powerful, with a handle about two feet long, that can shoot a stream of water about four inches wide 100 feet. Unfortunately, G. de M.'s pump only delivers dirty water—and I'm starting to be old-fashioned enough to appreciate even an old rickety wooden pump handle if the water it brings back carries the sweetness of the mountains. Yours always,

W.J.

W.J.

The dying fish on p[in]s stick most in my memory. Is that right in a novel of human life?

The dying fish on pins sticks out the most in my memory. Is that fitting in a novel about human life?

To G. Croom Robertson.

Oct. 7, 1888.

Oct. 7, 1888.

...I am teaching ethics and the philosophy of religion for the first time, with that dear old duffer Martineau's works as a text. It gives me lots to do, as I only began my systematic reading in that line three weeks ago, having wasted the summer in farming (if such it can be called) and philosophizing. My "Psychology" will therefore have to be postponed until another year; for with as much college work as I have this year, I can't expect to write a line of it....

...I’m teaching ethics and the philosophy of religion for the first time, using that beloved old guy Martineau's works as a textbook. It keeps me busy since I only started my focused reading on the subject three weeks ago, after spending the summer on farming (if you can call it that) and thinking. My "Psychology" will have to wait until next year; with as much college work as I have this year, I can’t expect to write a single line of it....

To Henry James.

Oct. 14, 1888.

Oct. 14, 1888.

...The Cambridge year begins with much vehemence—I with a big class in ethics, and seven graduates from other colleges in advanced psychology, giving me a good deal of work. But I feel uncommonly hearty, and shall no doubt come out of it all in good shape.... I am to have lots of reading and no writing to speak of this year and expect to enjoy it hugely. It does one good to read classic books. For a month past I've done nothing else, in behalf of my ethics class—Plato, Aristotle, Adam Smith, Butler, Paley, Spinoza, etc., etc. No book is celebrated without deserving it for some quality, and recenter books, certain never to be celebrated, have an awfully squashy texture....

...The Cambridge year kicks off with a lot of energy—I’m teaching a large ethics class and working with seven graduates from other colleges in advanced psychology, which keeps me busy. But I feel really good, and I’m sure I’ll come out of it all just fine.... This year I plan to do a lot of reading and not much writing, and I expect to enjoy it a lot. Reading classic books is really beneficial. For the past month, I’ve been doing nothing else for my ethics class—Plato, Aristotle, Adam Smith, Butler, Paley, Spinoza, and so on. Every celebrated book truly deserves its acclaim for some reason, while newer books that will never be celebrated often have a pretty flimsy feel to them....

To E. L. Godkin.

CAMBRIDGE, Apr. 15, 1889.

CAMBRIDGE, Apr. 15, 1889.

My dear Godkin,—Harry's address is 34 De Vere Gardens, W. I imagine that he will be there till midsummer.

My dear Godkin,—Harry's address is 34 De Vere Gardens, W. I think he'll be there until midsummer.

I hope 'tis yourself that's going! You must need it awfully. I fully meant to call on you when I was in N. Y. a fortnight ago. But I was so dead tired that I slept on my hotel bed all the only afternoon I had, went to Daly's theatre in the evening and then had to come away. You are the noblest Roman of them all; and what a man shall do for a newspaper with sanity, intellect and backbone in it, when your editorial pen has ceased to trickle, I don't know. There must be plenty of morals in the world, plenty of brains, plenty of education, plenty of literary skill, but was there ever a time or country when they seemed less to coalesce, in the field of journalism? In the earlier years I may say that my whole political education was due to the "Nation"; later came a time when I thought you looked on the doings of Terence Powderly and Co. too much from without and too little from within; now I turn to you again as my only solace in a world where nothing stands straight. You have the most curious way of always being right, so I never dare to trust myself now when you're agin me. I read my "Nation" rather quicker than I used, but I depend on it perhaps more than ever, and cannot forbear seizing this passing occasion to tell you so.

I hope it's you that's going! You really need it—badly. I intended to visit you when I was in New York a couple of weeks ago. But I was so exhausted that I slept on my hotel bed the entire afternoon I had, went to Daly's theater in the evening, and then had to leave. You are the noblest person of them all; and I honestly don't know what a man will do for a newspaper with sanity, intelligence, and substance when your editorial voice has stopped. There must be lots of morals in the world, lots of brains, lots of education, and plenty of literary talent, but has there ever been a time or place when they seem less connected in journalism? In earlier years, I can say that my entire political education was thanks to the "Nation"; later, I felt you viewed the actions of Terence Powderly and his associates too much from the outside and too little from the inside; now I turn to you again as my only comfort in a world where nothing makes sense. You have this strange way of always being right, so I hesitate to trust my own judgment when you're against me. I read my "Nation" a bit faster than I used to, but I rely on it perhaps more than ever, and I can't help but take this opportunity to let you know that.

I hope, once more, that you're going abroad yourself. It will do you no end of good to take in after your daily giving out for so long. Harry will be delighted to see you. Poor Alice is stranded at Leamington, unable to use her legs or brain to any account, but never complaining, and living apparently on the Irish question, being a violent Parnellite. I settle the affairs of the Universe in my College courses, and have got so far ahead as to be building a big new house on that part of it known as the Norton estate.[92] A new street passes before your old house, now Grace Norton's. I am a little north of it, facing it, and squatting right across the old Norton Avenue. Four other houses are going up there immediately, two of 'em actually under way. No answer to this is expected, from a man as busy as you. Please give my best respects to Mrs. Godkin, and believe me ever affectionately yours,

I hope, once again, that you're planning to go abroad yourself. It will do you a world of good to take a break after all the hard work you've been doing for so long. Harry will be thrilled to see you. Poor Alice is stuck in Leamington, unable to use her legs or brain effectively, but she never complains and seems to be living on the Irish question, as she's a strong supporter of Parnell. I’m sorting out the matters of the Universe in my College courses and have gotten so far ahead that I'm actually building a big new house on that part of it known as the Norton estate.[92] A new street is going up in front of your old house, now called Grace Norton's. I'm a little north of it, facing it, and sitting right across from the old Norton Avenue. Four other houses are going up there soon, with two of them already in progress. I don't expect you to respond, considering how busy you are. Please send my best regards to Mrs. Godkin, and know that I’m always affectionately yours,

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

To Henry James.

CAMBRIDGE, May 12, 1889.

CAMBRIDGE, May 12, 1889.

My dear Harry,—I have been feeling so dead-tired all this spring that I believe a long break from my usual scenes is necessary. It is like the fagged state that drove me abroad the last two times. I have been pretty steadily busy for six years and the result isn't wonderful, considering what a miserable nervous system I have anyhow. The upshot of it is that I have pretty much made up my mind to invest $1000 (if necessary) of Aunt Kate's legacy in my constitution, and spend the summer abroad. This will give me the long-wished opportunity of seeing you and Alice, and enable me to go to an international congress of "physiological psychologists" which I have had the honor of an invitation to attend in the capacity of "honorary committee"-man for the U. S. It will be instructive and inspiring, no doubt, and won't last long, and [will] give me an opportunity to meet a number of eminent men. But for these three reasons, I think I should start for the Pacific coast as being more novel. I confess I find myself caring more for landscapes than for men—strange to say, and doubtless shameful; so my stay in London will probably be short.

Dear Harry,—I've been feeling so exhausted all spring that I think I really need a long break from my usual surroundings. It's like the worn-out feeling that pushed me to go abroad the last two times. I've been pretty much nonstop for six years, and the result isn't great, especially considering my already fragile nervous system. So, I've decided to invest $1000 (if needed) from Aunt Kate's inheritance into my well-being and spend the summer abroad. This will finally give me the chance to see you and Alice, plus I'll get to attend an international congress of "physiological psychologists," for which I've received an invitation to serve as an "honorary committee" member for the U.S. It'll be educational and inspiring, for sure, and it won't take long, plus I'll have the chance to meet several distinguished individuals. However, for these three reasons, I think I should head to the Pacific coast since it's more exciting. I have to admit, I find myself more interested in landscapes than people—strange and probably embarrassing to say; so my time in London will likely be brief.

I learn from Godkin that he is to be with you about the same time that I shall be in London. I don't suppose you have room for both of us, but pray don't let that trouble you. I can easily find a lodging somewhere for a few days, which are all that I shall stay. I am heartily glad Godkin is about to go abroad; I know of no one who so richly deserves a vacation. My heart is warming up again to the "Nation," as it hasn't for many years.

I hear from Godkin that he will be with you around the same time I'll be in London. I doubt you have space for both of us, but please don’t worry about it. I can easily find a place to stay for a few days, which is all I’ll be there. I’m really happy that Godkin is going abroad; I can’t think of anyone who deserves a vacation more than he does. I’m starting to feel excited about the "Nation" again, like I haven't in years.

I long to have a good long talk with you about yourself, Alice, and 10,000 old things. Alice used to be so perturbed at expecting things that in my ignorance of her present condition I don't venture to announce to her my arrival. But do you use your discretion as to where and how she shall be informed. Send her this, if it is the best way.

I really want to have a long conversation with you about yourself, Alice, and 10,000 old memories. Alice used to get so anxious about expecting things that, not knowing her current state, I hesitate to announce my arrival to her. But you decide how and when she should be informed. Send her this if it’s the best way.

It's a bad summer for me to be gone, with the house-building here, the Chocorua place unfinished, and the crowds set in motion by the Paris exhibition; and perhaps, if I find myself unexpectedly hearty when lectures end two weeks hence, I may not go after all. But I can't help feeling in my bones that I ought to go, so I probably shall. It will then be the Cephalonia, sailing June 22, and I shall get off at Queenstown, as I am on the whole more curious to see the Emerald Isle than any other part of Europe, except Scotland, which I probably shan't see at all. The "Congress" in Paris begins Aug. 5.

It's not a great summer for me to be away, with the house construction here, the Chocorua place still not finished, and the crowds stirred up by the Paris exhibition; and maybe, if I feel surprisingly good when the lectures wrap up in two weeks, I might not go after all. But I can't shake the feeling that I should go, so I probably will. If I do, it'll be on the Cephalonia, leaving June 22, and I'll get off in Queenstown, since I'm definitely more interested in seeing the Emerald Isle than any other part of Europe, except for Scotland, which I probably won’t see at all. The "Congress" in Paris kicks off on August 5.

How good it will be to see poor Alice again, and to hear you discourse! Ever affectly, yours,

How awesome it will be to see poor Alice again and to listen to you talk! Ever yours,

W.J.

W.J.

 

In late June James did, in fact, sail on the Cephalonia and disembark at Queenstown. Thence he proceeded via Cork to Killarney and on to Dublin, where he spent a day at Trinity College before going to Glasgow and Oban. Having, in the briefest time and at first sight, fallen "dead in love wi' Scotland both land and people" he traveled on via Edinburgh, and reached London by the 17th of July. There he stayed with Henry James for ten days and saw his sister. A letter from London to Mrs. James may be included in part.

In late June, James actually sailed on the Cephalonia and got off in Queenstown. From there, he made his way to Cork, then Killarney, and continued on to Dublin, where he spent a day at Trinity College before heading to Glasgow and Oban. He quickly fell "dead in love wi' Scotland, both land and people" and traveled on through Edinburgh, arriving in London by July 17th. He stayed with Henry James for ten days and visited his sister. A letter from London to Mrs. James can be included in part.

To Mrs. James.

34 De Vere Gardens, London,
July 29, 1889.

34 De Vere Gardens, London,
July 29, 1889.

... [After seeing Mrs. Gurney I went] to Brighton, where I spent a night at Myers's lodgings, and the evening with him and the Sidgwicks trying thought-transference experiments which, however, on that occasion did not succeed.... The best thing by far which I saw in Brighton, and a thing the impression of which will perhaps outlast everything else on this trip, was four cuttle-fish (octopus) in the Aquarium. I wish we had one of them for a child—such flexible intensity of life in a form so inaccessible to our sympathy. Next day to Haslemere to the Pearsall Smiths, where I spent a really gemüthlich evening and morning. Pearsall himself as engaging as of yore. The place and country wonderfully rich and beautiful. Returning yesterday, went with H. to National Gallery in the afternoon, and read Brownell on France in the P.M. Yesterday, Sunday, Harry went to the country after breakfast, whilst I wrote a lot of notes and read Zola's "Germinal," a story of mines and miners, and a truly magnificent work, if successfully to reproduce the horror and pity of certain human facts and make you see them as if real can make a book magnificent.

... [After seeing Mrs. Gurney I went] to Brighton, where I spent a night at Myers's place and the evening with him and the Sidgwicks trying out thought-transference experiments which, however, didn’t work out that time.... The best thing I saw in Brighton, and something that will probably stick with me longer than anything else from this trip, was four cuttlefish (octopus) in the Aquarium. I wish we had one of those for a child—such flexible intensity of life in a form so hard to relate to. The next day I went to Haslemere to visit the Pearsall Smiths, where I enjoyed a really cozy evening and morning. Pearsall himself was just as charming as ever. The place and the countryside were incredibly rich and beautiful. Returning yesterday, I went with H. to the National Gallery in the afternoon and read Brownell on France in the P.M. Yesterday, Sunday, Harry went to the country after breakfast, while I wrote a lot of notes and read Zola's "Germinal," a story about mines and miners, and a truly magnificent work; if a book can effectively capture the horror and pity of some human realities and make you see them as if they were real, then it’s magnificent.

Towards four o'clock (the weather fine) I mounted the top of a bus and went (with thousands of others similarly enthroned) to Hampton Court, through Kew, Richmond, Bushey Park, etc.; about 30 miles there and back, all for 4s. 6d. I strolled for an hour or more in the Hampton Court Gardens, and overlooked the Thames all bizarrée with row-boats and male and female rowers, and got back, perdu dans la foule, at 10 P.M.—a most delightful and interesting six hours, with but the usual drawback, that you were not along. How you would have enjoyed every bit of it, especially the glimpses, between Richmond and Hampton, over the high brick walls and between the bars of the iron gates, of these extraordinary English gardens and larger grounds, all black with their tufted vegetation. More different things can grow in a square foot here, if they're taken care of, than I've ever seen elsewhere, and one of these high ivy-walled gardens is something the like of which is altogether unknown to us. Like all human things (except wives) they grow banal enough, if one stays long in their company, but the first acquaintance between Alice Gibbens and them is something which I would fain see. The crowd was immense and the picturesqueness of everything quite medieval, as were also the good manners and the tendency to a certain hearty sociability, shown in the chaffing from vehicle to vehicle along the road. I'm glad I had this sight of the greatness of the English people, and glad I had no social duties to perform....

Around four o'clock (the weather was lovely), I hopped on top of a bus and went (along with thousands of others in the same spot) to Hampton Court, passing through Kew, Richmond, Bushey Park, and more; about 30 miles round trip, all for 4s. 6d. I wandered for over an hour in the Hampton Court Gardens and looked out over the Thames, all lively with rowboats and rowers of both genders, and then returned, lost in the crowd, at 10 P.M.—a truly delightful and interesting six hours, with the usual downside that you weren't there. You would have loved every minute of it, especially the views between Richmond and Hampton, over the tall brick walls and through the bars of the iron gates, of those incredible English gardens and vast grounds, all lush with their dense vegetation. More different plants can thrive in a square foot here, if they're cared for, than I've ever seen anywhere else, and one of those high ivy-covered gardens is something we completely lack. Like all human things (except wives), they can become pretty ordinary if you spend too much time around them, but the first meeting between Alice Gibbens and them is something I would love to witness. The crowd was huge, and everything had a medieval charm, as did the good manners and the tendency toward warm sociability, seen in the friendly banter between vehicles along the road. I'm glad I got to experience the greatness of the English people, and I'm glad I didn’t have any social obligations to deal with....

Harry is as nice and simple and amiable as he can be. He has covered himself, like some marine crustacean, with all sorts of material growths, rich sea-weeds and rigid barnacles and things, and lives hidden in the midst of his strange heavy alien manners and customs; but these are all but "protective resemblances," under which the same dear old, good, innocent and at bottom very powerless-feeling Harry remains, caring for little but his writing, and full of dutifulness and affection for all gentle things....

Harry is as nice, straightforward, and friendly as he can be. He has surrounded himself, like some sea creature, with all kinds of external layers, rich seaweed and hard barnacles and other things, and lives hidden among his strange, heavy, foreign habits and manners; but these are merely "protective facades," under which the same dear old, good, innocent, and fundamentally very powerless-feeling Harry remains, caring little beyond his writing, and full of responsibility and affection for all gentle things....

 

From London James crossed to Paris, to attend the International Congress of Physiological Psychology which had been arranged to coincide with the International Exposition of that year. He found between 60 and 120 colleagues, most of them European, of course, in attendance at its sessions. This incident in his life may be summarized in a few sentences from his own report of the Congress, in "Mind": "The most striking feature of the discussions was, perhaps, their tendency to slope off to some one or other of those shady horizons with which the name of "psychic-research" is now associated.... The open results were, however (as always happens at such gatherings), secondary in real importance to the latent ones—the friendships made, the intimacies deepened, and the encouragement and inspiration which came to everyone from seeing before them in flesh and blood so large a portion of that little army of fellow students from whom and for whom all contemporary psychology exists. The individual worker feels much less isolated in the world after such an experience." To Stumpf he wrote similarly (Aug. 15): "The sight of 120 men all actively interested in psychology has made me feel much less lonely in the world, and ready to finish my book this year with a great deal more entrain. A book hanging so long on one's hands at last gets outgrown, and even disgusting to one."

From London, James traveled to Paris to attend the International Congress of Physiological Psychology, which was scheduled to coincide with that year's International Exposition. He encountered between 60 and 120 colleagues, mostly European, who were present at its sessions. This event in his life can be summed up in a few sentences from his own report on the Congress in "Mind": "The most striking feature of the discussions was probably their tendency to drift toward the various dubious areas associated with the term 'psychic-research'... However, the visible outcomes were, as always at such gatherings, less important than the hidden ones—the friendships formed, the connections strengthened, and the encouragement and inspiration that came from seeing so many fellow students in person, who are the foundation of contemporary psychology. The individual researcher feels much less alone in the world after such an experience." He wrote to Stumpf similarly (Aug. 15): "Seeing 120 people actively interested in psychology has made me feel much less lonely and has motivated me to finish my book this year with a renewed sense of purpose. A book that has lingered for so long starts to feel outdated and even frustrating."

On his way home James went again to see his sister, and her account of him is not to be omitted.

On his way home, James stopped by to see his sister again, and her thoughts on him shouldn't be overlooked.

"William, instead of going to Switzerland, came suddenly back from Paris and went home, having, as usual, exhausted Europe in a few weeks, finding it stale, flat and unprofitable. The only necessity being to get home, the first letter after his arrival, was, of course, full of plans for his return plus wife and infants; he is just like a blob of mercury—you can't put a mental finger upon him. H. and I were laughing over him, and recalling Father, and William's resemblance (in his ways) to him. Tho' the results are the same, they seem to come from such a different nature in the two; in W., an entire inability or indifference to 'stick to a thing for the sake of sticking,' as some one said of him once; whilst Father, the delicious infant! couldn't submit even to the thralldom of his own whim; and then the dear being was such a prey to the demon homesickness.... But to return to our mutton, William: he came with H. on August 14 on his way to Liverpool. He told all about his Paris experience, where he was a delegate to the Psychological Congress, which was a most brilliant success. The French most polite and hospitable. They invited W. to open the Congress, and they always had a foreigner in the Chair at the different meetings. I extracted with great difficulty from him that 'Monsieur Willyam James' was frequently referred to by the speakers. He liked the Henry Sidgwicks and Fred. Myers. Mrs. Myers paid him the following enigmatic compliment: 'We are so glad that you are as you are.'"

"William, instead of heading to Switzerland, suddenly returned from Paris and went home, having, as usual, explored Europe in a few weeks, finding it boring, flat, and not worth the effort. The only priority was to get home, and his first letter after arriving was, of course, filled with plans for his return along with a wife and kids; he’s just like a blob of mercury—you can’t pin him down. H. and I were laughing about him and reminiscing about Father, noting William's similarities (in his behavior) to him. Although the outcomes are the same, they seem to stem from such different personalities; with William, there’s a complete inability or indifference to ‘stick to something just for the sake of it,’ as someone once remarked about him. Meanwhile, Father, the lovable character! couldn’t even handle the constraints of his own whims; and he was such a victim of homesickness... But back to William: he came with H. on August 14 on his way to Liverpool. He shared all about his experience in Paris, where he was a delegate to the Psychological Congress, which was a tremendous success. The French were very polite and welcoming. They invited William to open the Congress, and they always had a foreigner in the chair at the various meetings. I managed to get out of him, with great difficulty, that 'Monsieur Willyam James' was often mentioned by the speakers. He enjoyed meeting Henry Sidgwick and Fred Myers. Mrs. Myers gave him the following mysterious compliment: 'We are so glad that you are as you are.'"

 

Francis James Child. Caricature from a Pocket Note-Book.
Francis James Child.
Caricature from a Pocket Note-Book.

Francis James Child. Caricature from a Pocket Note-Book.
Francis James Child.
Caricature from a Pocket Notebook.

On getting back to Cambridge in the autumn, James moved his family into a house which he had just built in Irving Street—a street which had been newly opened through what used to be called Norton's Woods. He had planned this house with such eager interest in all its details that he had even designed doors and windows and had practically been his own architect with respect to everything except structural specifications. The result was a detached wooden house of pleasantly square outer appearance, covered with shingles which soon weathered brown, and having dark green trimmings. Inside there was one room which deserves particular mention. James loved to have "space" about him[93] and he planned a library that was the largest and sunniest room the house could provide. It was about 22½ feet wide and 27 feet long. The walls were lined with book-shelves from floor to ceiling, except where James hung a portrait of his father over the open fireplace. On the southern side there was a triple window whose total width was nearly half the length of the room, and which let in a flood of sunlight. Through it one looked out upon a small lawn overhung by a large elm, and upon more grass and trees beyond. This was his study and living-room for the rest of his life. Here most of the Cambridge letters that follow may be assumed to have been written.

Upon returning to Cambridge in the fall, James moved his family into a house he had just built on Irving Street—a street that had recently been opened through what was formerly known as Norton's Woods. He planned this house with such keen interest in every detail that he even designed the doors and windows and had practically been his own architect, except for the structural specifications. The result was a detached wooden house with a pleasantly square exterior, covered in shingles that soon turned brown, and featuring dark green trim. Inside, there was one room that deserves special mention. James loved to have “space” around him, and he designed a library that was the largest and sunniest room the house could accommodate. It measured about 22½ feet wide and 27 feet long. The walls were lined with bookshelves from floor to ceiling, except where James hung a portrait of his father over the open fireplace. On the southern side, there was a triple window that was nearly half the room's length, letting in a flood of sunlight. From it, one could look out over a small lawn shaded by a large elm and more grass and trees beyond. This would be his study and living room for the rest of his life. Most of the Cambridge letters that follow can be assumed to have been written here.

 

After James moved to 95 Irving Street, several people referred to in the letters became his very near neighbors. Josiah Royce, Francis J. Child, C. E. Norton, Miss Theodora Sedgwick were all within three minutes walk of his door. Miss Grace Norton lived across the way.

After James moved to 95 Irving Street, several people mentioned in the letters became his close neighbors. Josiah Royce, Francis J. Child, C. E. Norton, and Miss Theodora Sedgwick all lived just a three-minute walk from his door. Miss Grace Norton lived right across the street.

To Miss Grace Norton.

CAMBRIDGE, Dec. 25, 1889.

CAMBRIDGE, Dec. 25, 1889.

Dear Miss Norton,—Will you accept, as a Christmas offering, the accompanying bottles of California Champagne, extremely salubrious in its after-effects, quite as intoxicating, almost as good-tasting and only half as "cost-playful" as French Champagne—in short, a beverage which no household should be without.

Dear Ms. Norton,—Will you accept, as a Christmas gift, the accompanying bottles of California Champagne, very good for you in its after-effects, just as intoxicating, almost as delicious and only half as “pricey” as French Champagne—in short, a drink that no household should be without.

I should gladly have sought out something more sentimental,—though after a bottle or so, this seems rosy with sentiment,—but I have no gifts of invention in the present line, and took something useful, merely to testify to the affection and admiration with which I am ever yours,

I would have happily looked for something more sentimental—though after a bottle or two, this feels sentimental enough—but I’m not great at coming up with ideas in this area, so I just picked something practical, simply to show the love and admiration I always have for you,

WM. JAMES.

W.M. James.

To Charles Eliot Norton.

Undated [1889].

Undated [1889].

MY DEAR MR. NORTON,—This introduces to you Mr. X——, from South Abington, a workman in a tack factory since boyhood, who has nevertheless gone quite deeply into studies philosophic, mathematical and sociological. He will tell you more about himself, and I wish if convenient that you would "draw him out"—I should like much to hear your impression. I want, if possible, to help him to a start in life here. Palmer has invited him to stay with him for a week. And we are busy studying him and trying to cast his horoscope, to feel whether we can conscientiously recommend him to some millionaire to support in college for a year (as unmatriculated), and so give him a chance to make himself known and find some better avocation for himself than the making of tacks ten hours a day. He knows nothing of our plan, thinks this a mere spree, so please don't let it out! Very truly yours,

MY DEAR MR. NORTON,—I want to introduce you to Mr. X——, from South Abington. He has worked in a tack factory since he was a boy, but he has also delved deeply into philosophy, math, and sociology. He'll share more about himself, and if you can, I’d love for you to "draw him out"—I’m really interested to hear what you think of him. I’m hoping to help him get started in life here. Palmer has invited him to stay for a week, and we are busy studying him and trying to figure out his future to see if we can genuinely recommend him to a millionaire for support in college for a year (without him being officially enrolled), giving him a chance to stand out and find a better job than making tacks for ten hours a day. He has no idea about our plan; he thinks this is just for fun, so please keep it under wraps! Very truly yours,

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

 

The workman from the tack factory, like more than one other lame duck before and after him, had aroused what Professor Palmer once aptly called James's "inclination toward the under-dog and his insistence on keeping the door open for every species of human experiment." It made no difference what X——'s doctrines were, or whether or not they were akin to James's way of thinking. And if such a man was unfitted to arouse other people's sympathies, James's own were the more readily challenged. The erratics of the philosophical world were significant phenomena, and sometimes interested him most just when they were most "queer"—when they were perhaps aberrant to the point of being pathological specimens. It mattered as little to James where such people sprang from, or by what strange processes they had arrived at their ideas, as it matters to a naturalist that beetles have to be hunted for in all sorts of places. He filled the "Varieties of Religious Experience" with the records of abnormal cases and with accounts of the mental and emotional adventures of people whom the everyday world called cranks and fanatics. He was not only curious about such men, but endlessly patient and helpful to them. To some indeed his encouragement was more comforting than profitable, and among them must be numbered the X—— of this letter—an uncouth and helpless creature, who has since achieved his only immortality in another sphere of being. The poor man never got over this "spree," but withdrew from the tack factory forever, spent many years in a Mills Hotel working over an unsalable magnum opus, and every now and then appealing for funds. A letter on a later page recurs to this case.

The worker from the tack factory, like many others before and after him, sparked what Professor Palmer once aptly called James's "inclination toward the underdog and his insistence on keeping the door open for every type of human experiment." It didn't matter what X——'s beliefs were or whether they matched James's way of thinking. If this man didn’t inspire sympathy in others, it challenged James’s own sympathies even more. The oddities in the philosophical world were important phenomena, and sometimes he found them most interesting when they were the most "weird"—possibly to the point of being bizarre examples. It mattered just as little to James where these people came from or how they developed their ideas, just like it matters to a biologist that beetles can be found in all sorts of places. He filled the "Varieties of Religious Experience" with stories of unusual cases and accounts of the mental and emotional journeys of people whom the everyday world labeled as cranks and fanatics. He was not only curious about these individuals but also endlessly patient and supportive of them. To some, his encouragement was more reassuring than beneficial, and among them was the X—— referenced in this letter—a rough and helpless person who has since found his only immortality in another realm of existence. The poor man never recovered from this "spree," but he left the tack factory for good, spent many years in a Mills Hotel working on an unsellable magnum opus, and occasionally asked for donations. A letter on a later page revisits this case.

 

In the spring of 1890 James finished the remaining chapters of the "Psychology." The next letters were written during the final weeks of work on the book.

In the spring of 1890, James completed the last chapters of the "Psychology." The next letters were written during the final weeks of work on the book.

To Henry Holt.

CAMBRIDGE, May 9, 1890.

CAMBRIDGE, May 9, 1890.

My dear Holt,—I was in hopes that you would propose to break away from the famous "Series" and publish the book independently, in two volumes. An abridgement could then be prepared for the Series. If there be anything which I loathe it is a mean overgrown page in small type, and I think the author's feelings ought to go for a good deal in the case of the enormous rat which his ten years gestation has brought forth.

Dear Holt,—I was hoping you would suggest breaking away from the famous "Series" and publishing the book on its own, in two volumes. An abridged version could then be created for the Series. If there's anything I can't stand, it's a cramped, oversized page with tiny print, and I believe the author's feelings should matter a lot in the case of the huge rat that ten years of work has produced.

In any event, I dread the summer and next year, with two new courses to teach, and, I fear, no vacation. What I wrote you, if you remember, was to send you the "heft" of the MS. by May 1st, the rest to be done in the intervals of proof-correcting. You however insisted on having the entire MS. in your hands before anything should be done. It seems to me that this delay is, now at any rate, absurd. There is certainly less than two weeks' work on the MS. undone. And every day got behind us now means a day of travel and vacation for me next September. I really think, considering the sort of risk I am running by the delay, that I must insist on getting to press now as soon as the page is decided on.

In any case, I'm really dreading the summer and next year, with two new courses to teach, and, I worry, no time off. What I told you, if you remember, was that I’d send you the "heft" of the manuscript by May 1st, with the rest to be completed in the breaks from correcting proofs. However, you insisted on having the full manuscript before anything could be done. It seems to me that this delay is, now at least, ridiculous. There’s definitely less than two weeks' worth of work left on the manuscript. And every day that passes now means a day less for travel and vacation for me next September. I really think, given the kind of risk I'm facing because of the delay, that I must insist on getting to press as soon as the page is confirmed.

No one could be more disgusted than I at the sight of the book. No subject is worth being treated of in 1000 pages! Had I ten years more, I could rewrite it in 500; but as it stands it is this or nothing—a loathsome, distended, tumefied, bloated, dropsical mass, testifying to nothing but two facts: 1st, that there is no such thing as a science of psychology, and 2nd, that W. J. is an incapable.

No one could be more disgusted than I at the sight of the book. No subject is worth being treated in 1000 pages! If I had ten more years, I could rewrite it in 500; but as it is, it’s this or nothing—a disgusting, swollen, bloated, waterlogged heap, proving only two things: 1st, that there’s no such thing as a science of psychology, and 2nd, that W. J. is incompetent.

Yours provided you hurry up things,

Your help sped things up.

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

 

When Mrs. James took the children to Chocorua for the summer, James remained in Cambridge to finish the book.

When Mrs. James took the kids to Chocorua for the summer, James stayed in Cambridge to finish the book.

To Mrs. James.

CAMBRIDGE, May 17, 7:50 P.M.

Cambridge, May 17, 7:50 PM

...Wrote hard pretty much all day, lectured on Ansel Bourne, etc., had three students to lunch, Chubb being gone to Milton. Visit this A.M. from Bishop Keane of the New Catholic University at Washington, to get advice about psycho-physic laboratory. Feel very well, though I drink coffee daily. "Psychology" will certainly be finished by Sunday noon!...

...Wrote hard pretty much all day, lectured on Ansel Bourne, etc., had three students for lunch, with Chubb gone to Milton. I had a visit this A.M. from Bishop Keane of the New Catholic University in Washington to get advice about the psycho-physics lab. I feel great, even though I drink coffee every day. "Psychology" will definitely be finished by Sunday noon!...

 

Sunday, May [18], 9:50 P.M.

Sunday, May __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__, 9:50 PM

...The job is done! All but some paging and half a dozen little footnotes, the work is completed, and as I see it as a unit, I feel as if it might be rather a vigorous and richly colored chunk—for that kind of thing at least!...

...The job is done! Aside from a bit of formatting and a few minor footnotes, the work is complete, and looking at it as a whole, I feel it’s a pretty vibrant and well-rounded piece—at least for that kind of thing!...

 

May 22, 5:45 P.M.

May 22, 5:45 PM

...I sot up till two last night putting the finishing touches on the MS., which now goes to Holt in irreproachable shape, woodcuts and all. I insured it for $1000.00 in giving it to the express people this A.M. That will make them extra careful at a cost of $1.50. This morning a great feeling of weariness came over me at 10 o'clock, and I was taking down a volume of Tennyson intending to doze off in my chair, when X—— arrived....

...I stayed up until two last night putting the finishing touches on the manuscript, which is now ready to go to Holt in perfect condition, illustrations and all. I insured it for $1,000 when I handed it to the express delivery this morning. That will make them extra careful at a cost of $1.50. This morning, I felt really tired at 10 o'clock, and I was taking down a volume of Tennyson, planning to doze off in my chair, when X—— arrived....

 

May 24.

May 24.

...I came home very weary, and lit a fire, and had a delicious two hours all by myself, thinking of the big étape of my life which now lay behind me (I mean that infernal book done), and of the possibilities that the future yielded of reading and living and loving out from the shadow of that interminable black cloud.... At any rate, it does give me some comfort to think that I don't live wholly in projects, aspirations and phrases, but now and then have something done to show for all the fuss. The joke of it is that I, who have always considered myself a thing of glimpses, of discontinuity, of aperçus, with no power of doing a big job, suddenly realize at the end of this task that it is the biggest book on psychology in any language except Wundt's, Rosmini's and Daniel Greenleaf Thompson's! Still, if it burns up at the printing-office, I shan't much care, for I shan't ever write it again!!

...I came home feeling exhausted, started a fire, and enjoyed a wonderful two hours all by myself, reflecting on the significant étape of my life that I had just completed (I mean that infernal book finished), and considering the possibilities for the future involving reading, living, and loving without the shadow of that endless black cloud... At least, it comforts me to think that I don’t live wholly in projects, aspirations, and phrases, but once in a while I have something completed to show for all the effort. The irony is that I, who have always seen myself as someone who only catches glimpses, who experiences discontinuity, who has aperçus, and who lacks the ability to tackle a major job, suddenly realize at the end of this task that it’s the biggest book on psychology in any language except Wundt's, Rosmini's, and Daniel Greenleaf Thompson's! Still, if it gets destroyed at the printing office, I won't really care, because I’d never write it again!!

To Henry James.

CHOCORUA, June 4, 1890.

CHOCORUA, June 4, 1890.

My dear Harry, ...The great event for me is the completion at last of my tedious book. I have been at my desk with it every day since I got back from Europe, and up at four in the morning with it for many a day of the last month. I have written every page four or five times over, and carried it "on my mind" for nine years past, so you may imagine the relief. Besides, I am glad to appear at last as a man who has done something more than make phrases and projects. I will send you a copy, in the fall, I trust, though [the printer] is so inert about starting the proofs that we may not get through till midwinter or later. As "Psychologies" go, it is a good one, but psychology is in such an ante-scientific condition that the whole present generation of them is predestined to become unreadable old medieval lumber, as soon as the first genuine tracks of insight are made. The sooner the better, for me!...

Hey Harry, ...The big news for me is that I've finally finished my tedious book. I've been at my desk with it every day since I returned from Europe, and I've been up at four in the morning with it for many days over the last month. I've rewritten every page four or five times and have been carrying it in my thoughts for the past nine years, so you can imagine the relief. Plus, I'm happy to finally be seen as a person who has achieved something beyond just talking and planning. I plan to send you a copy in the fall, although the printer is so slow to start the proofs that we might not be done until midwinter or later. As far as "Psychologies" go, it's a decent one, but psychology is in such a pre-scientific state that the entire current generation of it is bound to become outdated old medieval junk as soon as real insights emerge. The sooner, the better, for me!...

To Mrs. Henry Whitman.

CAMBRIDGE, July 24, 1890.

CAMBRIDGE, July 24, 1890.

My dear Mrs. Whitman,—How good a way to begin the day, with a letter from you, and a composition of yours to correct!

Dear Mrs. Whitman,—What a great way to start the day, with a letter from you and a piece of your writing to review!

To take the latter first, I trembled a little when, after looking over the printed document, I found you beginning so sympathetically to stroke down Mr. Jay; but you made it all right ere the end. Since the movement is on foot, it is time that rational people like yourself should get an influence in it. I doubt whether the earth supports a more genuine enemy of all that the Catholic Church inwardly stands for than I do—écrasez l'infâme is the only way I can feel about it. But the concrete Catholics, including the common priests in this country, are an entirely different matter. Their wish to educate their own, and to do what proselytizing they can, is natural enough; so is their wish to get state money. "Destroying American institutions" is a widely different matter; and instead of this vague phrase, I should like to hear one specification laid down of an "institution" which they are now threatening. The only way to resist them is absolute firmness and impartiality, and continuing in the line which you point out, bless your 'art! Down with demagogism!—this document is not quite free therefrom....

To address the second point first, I felt a bit uneasy when, after reviewing the printed document, I saw you start to affectionately support Mr. Jay; but you corrected it by the end. Since this movement is underway, it's time for rational people like you to have an influence in it. I doubt there's anyone more genuinely opposed to what the Catholic Church stands for than I am—écrasez l'infâme is the only way I can feel about it. However, the actual Catholics, including the everyday priests in this country, are an entirely different concern. Their desire to educate their own and to do some proselytizing is completely understandable; so is their wish to receive government funding. "Destroying American institutions" is a completely different issue; instead of using this vague term, I would like to hear a specific example of an "institution" that they are currently threatening. The only way to oppose them is with absolute firmness and fairness, and by staying on the path you outline, bless your heart! Down with demagogism!—this document isn't quite free from it...

As for the style, I see in it nothing but what is admirable. A pedant might object (near the end) to a drop of (even Huguenot) blood beating high; but how can I object to anything from your pen?

As for the style, I see nothing but what is admirable. A know-it-all might complain (near the end) about a drop of (even Huguenot) blood beating high; but how can I criticize anything that comes from your pen?

And now 10,000 thanks for your kind words about the proofs. The pages I sent you are probably the most continuously amusing in the book—though occasionally there is a passing gleam elsewhere. If there is aught of good in the style, it is the result of ceaseless toil in rewriting. Everything comes out wrong with me at first; but when once objectified in a crude shape, I can torture and poke and scrape and pat it till it offends me no more. I take you at your word and send you some more sheets—only, to get something pithy and real, I go back to some practical remarks at the end of a chapter on Habit, composed with a view of benefiting the young. May they accordingly be an inspiration to you!

And now, thanks a ton for your kind words about the proofs. The pages I sent you are probably the most consistently entertaining in the book—though there are occasional bright spots elsewhere. If there’s anything good about the style, it’s because of the constant effort in rewriting. Everything comes out wrong for me at first; but once it takes a rough form, I can shape and refine it until it no longer bothers me. I’m taking you at your word and sending you some more sheets—only, to get something meaningful and real, I’m going back to some practical remarks at the end of a chapter on Habit, written with the intention of helping the young. May they serve as inspiration for you!

Most of the book is altogether unreadable from any human point of view, as I feel only too well in my deluge of proofs. My dear wife will come down next week (I think) to help me through. Thank you once more, and believe me, with warm regards to your husband, Yours always,

Most of the book is completely unreadable from any human perspective, as I realize all too well in my flood of proofs. My dear wife will come down next week (I think) to help me out. Thank you again, and please send my warm regards to your husband. Yours always,

WM. JAMES.

W.M. JAMES.

To W. D. Howells.

CHOCORUA, Aug. 20, 1890.

CHOCORUA, Aug. 20, 1890.

My dear Howells,—You've done it this time and no mistake! I've had a little leisure for reading this summer, and have just read, first your "Shadow of a Dream," and next your "Hazard of New Fortunes," and can hardly recollect a novel that has taken hold of me like the latter. Some compensations go with being a mature man, do they not? You couldn't possibly have done so solid a piece of work as that ten years ago, could you? The steady unflagging flow of it is something wonderful. Never a weak note, the number of characters, each intensely individual, the observation of detail, the everlasting wit and humor, and beneath all the bass accompaniment of the human problem, the entire Americanness of it, all make it a very great book, and one which will last when we shall have melted into the infinite azure. Ah! my dear Howells, it's worth something to be able to write such a book, and it is so peculiarly yours too, flavored with your idiosyncrasy. (The book is so d—d humane!) Congratulate your wife on having brought up such a husband. My wife had been raving about it ever since it came out, but I couldn't read it till I got the larger printed copy, and naturally couldn't credit all she said. But it makes one love as well as admire you, and so o'er-shadows the equally exquisite, though slighter "Shadow of a Dream," that I have no adjectives left for that. I hope the summer is speeding well with all of you. I have been in Cambridge six weeks and corrected 1400 pages of proof. The year which shall have witnessed the apparition of your "Hazard of New Fortunes," of Harry's "Tragic Muse," and of my "Psychology" will indeed be a memorable one in American Literature!! Believe me, with warm regards to Mrs. Howells, yours ever affectionately,

Dear Howells,—You really nailed it this time! I've had some downtime for reading this summer, and I just finished your "Shadow of a Dream" and then "Hazard of New Fortunes." I can hardly recall a novel that has captivated me like the latter has. There are some perks to being a mature man, right? You definitely couldn't have produced such a solid work ten years ago, could you? The consistent flow of it is truly impressive. Not a single weak moment, a variety of characters, each one distinctly unique, the attention to detail, the endless wit and humor, and underlying all of it, the deep theme of the human experience, its complete Americanness, all contribute to making it a remarkable book, one that will endure long after we've faded away. Ah! my dear Howells, it means something to be able to write such a book, and it has your unique touch. (The book is so incredibly humane!) Please congratulate your wife for raising such an amazing husband. My wife has been raving about it ever since it came out, but I couldn't read it until I got the larger print version, so I couldn't really believe everything she said. But it makes you feel love as well as admiration, and it completely overshadows the also exquisite, though shorter, "Shadow of a Dream," leaving me without any words left for that. I hope your summer is going well. I've been in Cambridge for six weeks and have corrected 1400 pages of proof. The year that sees the release of your "Hazard of New Fortunes," Harry's "Tragic Muse," and my "Psychology" will truly be a memorable one in American literature! Believe me, with warm regards to Mrs. Howells, yours affectionately,

WM. JAMES.

W.M. James.

 

The "Principles of Psychology" appeared in the early autumn.

The "Principles of Psychology" was published in early fall.

X

1890-1893

The "Briefer Course" and the Laboratory—A Sabbatical Year in Europe

The "Briefer Course" and the Laboratory—A Sabbatical Year in Europe

THE publication of the "Principles" may be treated as making a date—at any rate in the story of James's life. Although conceived originally as a manual or textbook, it had gone far beyond that mere summary of a subject which it is the rôle of most textbooks to be, and had finally assumed the form of a philosophic survey. "It was a declaration of independence (defining the boundary lines of a new science with unapproachable genius.)"[94] In the scientific world it established James's already high reputation and greatly extended his influence.

THE release of the "Principles" can be seen as a significant moment in James's life story. Originally intended as a manual or textbook, it evolved into more than just a basic overview of a topic, ultimately taking the shape of a philosophical examination. "It was a declaration of independence (defining the boundary lines of a new science with unmatched brilliance.)"[94] In the scientific community, it solidified James's already strong reputation and greatly increased his influence.

Beyond scientific circles the book's style, its colloquial directness, its humor, and its moral depth and appeal, won it an instantaneous popularity. Even before it appeared, the compositor at the printing-press was reported as so enthralled by his "copy" that he was reading the manuscript out of hours. Passages, among which the chapter on Habit is the most widely known, "went home" with the force of eloquent sermons. "I can't tell you what the book has meant to me." Such was the burden of countless messages that began to come in from non-professional readers. During the course of the first winter after its appearance, it became clear that the only obstacle to its almost universal use in American colleges was its size. And so James spent the summer of 1891 in making an abridgment which appeared that autumn under the title "Briefer Course." In one form or the other, either in the two-volume edition or the one-volume abridgment,—either in "James" or in "Jimmy," as the two books were soon nicknamed,—James's "Psychology" was soon in use in most of the colleges. During the thirty years that have passed since then, the majority of the English-speaking students who have entered the field of psychology have entered by the door which James's pages threw wide to them.

Beyond academic circles, the book's style, its straightforwardness, humor, and moral depth quickly gained popularity. Even before it was published, the typesetter at the printing press was so captivated by the manuscript that he read it during his breaks. Passages, particularly the chapter on Habit, resonated like powerful sermons. "I can’t express what the book has meant to me." This was the common sentiment from countless messages received from everyday readers. Throughout the first winter after its release, it became evident that the only thing standing in the way of its widespread use in American colleges was its length. So, James spent the summer of 1891 creating a shorter version, which came out that autumn under the title "Briefer Course." In one form or another, either the two-volume edition or the single-volume abridgment—soon nicknamed "James" and "Jimmy"—James's "Psychology" was quickly adopted in most colleges. Over the thirty years since then, most English-speaking students entering the field of psychology have come through the door that James's work opened for them.

But by this time the inclination of James's own mind was more and more strongly toward philosophy, and the experimental laboratory was becoming a burden to him. It is true that the laboratory with which he had thus far done his own work would not nowadays be reckoned as at all a big affair. But owing to advances which had been made in the science during the previous ten years, an enlarged laboratory was a necessity for further progress and for right teaching. It would then require more time and attention from its director; James wished to give less time than heretofore. "I naturally hate experimental work," he said, "and all my circumstances conspired (during the important years of my life) to prevent me from getting into a routine of it, so that now it is always the duty that gets postponed. There are plenty of others, to keep my time as fully employed as my working powers permit."[95] There appeared to be one solution for the difficulty, and in 1892 he set about to arrange it. He raised enough money to establish the Harvard Laboratory on such a basis that an able experimenter could be invited to make its direction his chief concern. He recommended the appointment of Hugo Münsterberg to take charge for three years. He had been much impressed by the originality and promise implied by some experimental work which Münsterberg had already done at Freiburg, and his conviction—in respect to all academic appointments—was that youth and originality should be sought rather than "safety"; that the way to organize a strong philosophical department was to get men of different schools into its faculty, and that they should expound dissimilar rather than harmonious points of view and doctrines.

But by this time, James was increasingly drawn to philosophy, and the experimental lab was becoming a burden for him. It’s true that the lab where he had done his work wouldn’t be considered a big deal nowadays. However, due to advancements in the science over the past ten years, a bigger lab was essential for further progress and effective teaching. This would require more time and attention from its director, but James wanted to dedicate less time than he had in the past. “I naturally dislike experimental work,” he said, “and all my circumstances conspired (during the crucial years of my life) to prevent me from establishing a routine, so now it’s always the duty that gets postponed. There are plenty of others to keep my schedule as full as my abilities allow.”[95] It seemed there was a solution to the issue, and in 1892, he began to set it up. He raised enough money to establish the Harvard Laboratory in a way that would allow an able experimenter to take it on as his main focus. He recommended that Hugo Münsterberg be appointed to run it for three years. He was very impressed by the originality and potential shown in some experimental work that Münsterberg had already done at Freiburg, and he believed that in all academic appointments, youth and originality should be prioritized over “safety.” He thought the best way to build a strong philosophical department was to bring in faculty from different schools and have them present varying, rather than harmonious, viewpoints and doctrines.

When this appointment had been made, James saw his way clear to taking the sabbatical year of absence from college duties to which he was already more than entitled. For nine years he had allowed himself only the briefest interruptions of work, and by 1892 he was in a badly fatigued condition. He sailed for Antwerp in May, and took his family with him. He had no more definite purpose than to escape all literary and academic obligations and "lie fallow" in Europe for the next fifteen months. Letters will show that he accomplished this with fair success.

When this appointment was set, James decided it was the right time to take the year-long break from college responsibilities that he had more than earned. For nine years, he had barely allowed himself any time off, and by 1892, he was really worn out. He sailed to Antwerp in May and brought his family along. He didn't have a specific plan other than to get away from all his writing and academic duties and “rest” in Europe for the next fifteen months. Letters will show that he managed to do this quite successfully.

 

Meanwhile, those which immediately follow were written from Cambridge. The first of them was to a Boston neighbor and correspondent, one letter to whom has already been given and to whom there will be a number more. Sarah Whitman, who had lived in Baltimore before her marriage to Henry Whitman of Boston made her a resident of that city and of Beverly, was a person to whose charm and talents and taste it would be impossible to do justice here. She was a lover of every art, and worked, herself, at painting, and with more success and great distinction in stained glass. Eager and generous of spirit, she was constantly confided in and consulted by a small host of friends. She was, in an eminent degree, one of those happy mortals who possess a native gift for friendship and hospitality. At the date of the next letter she was, for a season, in England.

Meanwhile, the letters that follow were written from Cambridge. The first one was to a neighbor and friend in Boston, to whom one letter has already been shared and there will be several more. Sarah Whitman, who had lived in Baltimore before marrying Henry Whitman of Boston, making her a resident of that city and Beverly, was someone whose charm, talents, and taste are hard to fully capture here. She loved all forms of art, dabbled in painting, and achieved significant recognition in stained glass. With an eager and generous spirit, she was often turned to for advice and support by a close-knit group of friends. She was truly one of those fortunate people who have a natural ability for friendship and hospitality. At the time of the next letter, she was spending a season in England.

To Mrs. Henry Whitman.

CAMBRIDGE, Oct. 15, 1890.

CAMBRIDGE, Oct. 15, 1890.

My dear Mrs. Whitman,—It does me good to hear from you, and to come in contact with the spirit with which you "chuck" yourself at life. It is medicinal in a way which it would probably both surprise and please you to know, and helps to make me ashamed of those pusillanimities and self-contempts which are the bane of my temperament and against which I have to carry on my lifelong struggle. Enough! As for you, beat Sargent, play round Chamberlain, extract the goodness and wisdom of Bryce, absorb the autumn colors of the land and sea, mix the crimson and the opal fire in the glass, charm everyone you come in contact with by your humanity and amiability; in short, continue, and we shall have plenty to talk about at the next (but for that, tedious) dinner at which it may be my blessing to be placed by your side! Also enough!

Dear Mrs. Whitman,—It’s always a pleasure to hear from you and to connect with the energy you bring to life. It has a healing effect that would probably surprise and delight you, and it makes me feel ashamed of the insecurities and self-loathing that plague me and that I’ve been battling my whole life. That’s enough about me! As for you, enjoy Sargent, engage with Chamberlain, soak up the goodness and wisdom of Bryce, take in the autumn colors of the land and sea, blend the crimson and opal fire in your glass, and charm everyone you meet with your kindness and warmth; in short, keep it up, and we’ll have plenty to discuss at the next (even if it’s a bit dull) dinner where I might be lucky enough to sit next to you! That’s enough!

You will probably erelong be receiving the stalwart [Henry M.] Stanley and his accomplished bride. I am reading with great delight his book. How delicious is the fact that you can't cram individuals under cut and dried heads of classification. Stanley is a genius all to himself, and on the whole I like him right well, with his indescribable mixture of the battering ram and the orator, of hardness and sentiment, egotism and justice, domineeringness and democratic feeling, callousness to others' insides, yet kindliness, and all his other odd contradictions. He is probably on the whole an innocent. At any rate, it does me a lot of good to read about his heroic adventures.

You will probably soon be welcoming the strong [Henry M.] Stanley and his talented wife. I’m really enjoying his book. It’s amazing how you can't put people into neat categories. Stanley is a unique genius, and overall I appreciate him, with his strange blend of being a battering ram and an orator, of toughness and sentiment, self-importance and fairness, assertiveness and a sense of democracy, insensitivity to others' feelings, yet also being kind, along with all his other odd contradictions. He is likely, for the most part, innocent. Either way, reading about his heroic adventures is very refreshing for me.

As for "detail," of which you write, it is the ever-mounting sea which is certain to engulf one, soul and body. You have a genius to cope with it.—But again, enough!

As for "detail," which you mention, it's like an ever-rising sea that will surely swallow you, both mind and body. You have a talent for handling it.—But let's move on!

Naturally I "purr" like your cat at the handsome words you let fall about the "Psychology." Go on! But remember that you can do so just as well without reading it: I shan't know the difference. Seriously, your determination to read that fatal book is the one flaw in an otherwise noble nature. I wish that I had never written it.

Naturally, I "purr" like your cat at the flattering words you said about the "Psychology." Keep it up! But remember, you could say all that without actually reading it: I wouldn't know the difference. Honestly, your decision to read that troublesome book is the only flaw in an otherwise admirable character. I wish I had never written it.

I hope to get my wife and the rest of the family down from New Hampshire this week, though it does seem a sin to abandon the feast of light, color, and purity, for the turbid town.

I hope to bring my wife and the rest of the family down from New Hampshire this week, even though it feels wrong to leave behind the celebration of light, color, and purity for the murky town.

Good-night! Yours faithfully,

Good night! Yours faithfully,

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

 

James was now beginning to prepare the condensed edition of the "Principles of Psychology," which appeared the next year as the "Briefer Course."

James was now starting to work on the condensed version of the "Principles of Psychology," which came out the following year as the "Briefer Course."

Professor Howison, who was informed of the project, had uttered a protest against the irreverent irony with which James treated the Hegelian dialectics in the "Principles,"[96] and had expressed a hope that such passages would be omitted from the Briefer Course.

Professor Howison, who was made aware of the project, had voiced his disapproval of the disrespectful irony with which James approached Hegelian dialectics in the "Principles,"[96] and had hoped that such sections would be left out of the Briefer Course.

To G. H. Howison.

CAMBRIDGE, Jan. 20, 1891.

CAMBRIDGE, Jan. 20, 1891.

My poor dear darling Howison,—Your letter is received and wrings my heart with its friendliness and animosity combined. But don't think me more frivolous than I am. "Those bagatelle diatribes about Hegelism," etc., are not reprinted in this book, not a single syllable of them! I make some jokes about Caird on a certain page, but Caird already forgives me, and writes that I am sophisticated by Hegel myself. If you carefully ponder the note on that same page or the next one (Volume I, page 370), you will see the real inwardness of my whole feeling about the matter. I am not as low as I seem, and some day (D. v.) may get out another and a more "metaphysical" book, which will steal all your Hegelian thunder except the dialectical method, and show me to be a true child of the gospel. Heartily and everlastingly yours,

My poor sweet Howison,—I've received your letter, and it twists my heart with its mix of kindness and hostility. But don’t think I’m more superficial than I am. "Those trivial rants about Hegelism," etc., are not included in this book—not a single word of them! I make a few jokes about Caird on one page, but he already forgives me and says I’ve been influenced by Hegel himself. If you take a good look at the note on that same page or the next one (Volume I, page 370), you’ll understand the true depth of my feelings on this. I’m not as shallow as I seem, and someday (God willing) I might publish another, more "metaphysical" book that will overshadow all your Hegelian brilliance except for the dialectical method, showing me to be a true follower of the gospel. Sincerely and always yours,

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

To F. W. H. Myers.

Newport, R.I., Jan. 30, 1891.

Newport, RI, Jan. 30, 1891.

My dear Myers,—Your letter of the 12th came duly, but not till now have I had leisure to write you a line of reply. Verily you are the stuff of which world-changers are made! What a despot for Psychical Research! I always feel guilty in your presence, and am, on the whole, glad that the broad blue ocean rolls between us for most of the days of the year; although I should be glad to have it intermit occasionally, on days when I feel particularly larky and indifferent, when I might meet you without being bowed down with shame.

My dear Myers,—I received your letter from the 12th, but I haven't had the time until now to write back. You truly are someone who can change the world! What an authority on Psychical Research you are! I always feel a bit guilty around you, and I’m generally relieved that the vast blue ocean separates us for most of the year; though I wouldn’t mind it disappearing for a bit on those days when I feel especially carefree and indifferent, so I could see you without feeling embarrassed.

To speak seriously, however, I agree in what you say, that the position I am now in (Professorship, book published and all) does give me a very good pedestal for carrying on psychical research effectively, or rather for disseminating its results effectively. I find however that narratives are a weariness, and I must confess that the reading of narratives for which I have no personal responsibility is almost intolerable to me. Those that come to me at first-hand, incidentally to the Census, I get interested in. Others much less so; and I imagine my case is a very common case. One page of experimental thought-transference work will "carry" more than a hundred of "Phantasms of the Living." I shall stick to my share of the latter, however; and expect in the summer recess to work up the results already gained in an article[97] for "Scribner's Magazine," which will be the basis for more publicity and advertising and bring in another bundle of Schedules to report on at the Congress. Of course I wholly agree with you in regard to the ultimate future of the business, and fame will be the portion of him who may succeed in naturalizing it as a branch of legitimate science. I think it quite on the cards that you, with your singular tenacity of purpose, and wide look at all the intellectual relations of the thing, may live to be the ultra-Darwin yourself. Only the facts are so discontinuous so far that possibly all our generation can do may be to get 'em called facts. I'm a bad fellow to investigate on account of my bad memory for anecdotes and other disjointed details. Teaching of students will have to fill most of my time, I foresee; but of course my weather eye will remain open upon the occult world.

To be honest, I agree with what you said: my current position (a professor, with a published book and all) really gives me a strong platform to effectively conduct psychical research, or more accurately, to share its results effectively. However, I find that reading narratives is quite tedious, and I must admit that reading narratives for which I have no personal involvement is almost intolerable for me. I'm interested in those that come to me firsthand, especially in relation to the Census. The others, not so much; I imagine my experience is pretty common. One page of experimental thought-transference research is worth more than a hundred of "Phantasms of the Living." I’ll continue my part in the latter, though, and I expect to spend the summer break compiling the results I've already gathered into an article[97] for "Scribner's Magazine." That will help with publicity and bring in another set of Schedules for me to report on at the Congress. Of course, I completely agree with you about the ultimate future of this field, and whoever succeeds in making it a legitimate branch of science will gain fame. I think it’s quite possible that you, with your remarkable determination and broad perspective on all the intellectual connections involved, might become the ultra-Darwin yourself. But the facts so far are so fragmented that perhaps all our generation can do is to get them recognized as facts. I’m not a great person for investigations due to my poor memory for stories and other random details. Teaching students will likely take up most of my time, I foresee, but I’ll definitely keep my eyes on the occult world.

Our "Branch," you see, has tided over its difficulties temporarily; and by raising its fee will enter upon the new year with a certain momentum. You'll have to bleed, though, ere the end, devoted creatures that you are, over there!

Our "Branch," you see, has temporarily gotten through its difficulties; and by raising its fee, it will start the new year with some momentum. But you'll have to pay up, though, before it's all over, you dedicated folks over there!

I thank you most heartily for your kind words about my book, and am touched by your faithful eye to the errata. The volumes were run through the press in less than seven weeks, and the proof-reading suffered. My friend G. Stanley Hall, leader of American Psychology, has written that the book is the most complete piece of self-evisceration since Marie Bashkirtseff's diary. Don't you think that's rather unkind? But in this age of nerves all philosophizing is really something of that sort. I finished yesterday the writing of an address on Ethics which I have to give at Yale College; and, on the way hither in the cars, I read the last half of Rudyard Kipling's "The Light that Failed"—finding the latter indecently true to nature, but recognizing after all that my ethics and his novel were the same sort of thing. All literary men are sacrifices. "Les festins humains qu'ils servent à leurs fêtes ressemblent la plupart à ceux des pélicans," etc., etc. Enough!...

I really appreciate your kind words about my book, and I'm touched by your careful attention to the errors. The volumes were printed in under seven weeks, and the proofreading suffered as a result. My friend G. Stanley Hall, a leader in American Psychology, wrote that the book is the most thorough act of self-exposure since Marie Bashkirtseff's diary. Don’t you think that’s a bit harsh? But in this era of heightened sensitivities, all philosophical discussions tend to feel like that. I finished writing a speech on Ethics yesterday that I have to give at Yale College; and on the way here on the train, I read the second half of Rudyard Kipling's "The Light that Failed"—finding it uncomfortably true to life, but realizing that my ethics and his novel are really quite similar. All literary figures are sacrifices. "The human feasts they serve at their gatherings mostly resemble those of pelicans," etc., etc. Enough!...

To W. D. Howells.

CAMBRIDGE, Apr. 12, 1891.

CAMBRIDGE, Apr. 12, 1891.

My dear Howells,—You made me what seemed at the time a most reckless invitation at the Childs' one day—you probably remember it. It seemed to me improper then to take it up. But it has lain rankling in my mind ever since; and now, as the spring weather makes a young man's fancy lightly turn away from the metaphysical husks on which he has fed exclusively all winter to some more human reading, I say to myself, Why shouldn't I have copies, from the Author himself, of "Silas Lapham" and of the "Minister's Charge"—which by this time are almost the only things of yours which I have never possessed? Take this as thou wilt!...

Dear Howells,—You made what seemed like a really bold invitation at the Childs' one day—you probably remember it. At the time, I thought it was inappropriate to accept. But it's been on my mind ever since; now that spring is here and a young man's thoughts start to drift from the heavy ideas he’s been stuck with all winter to something more relatable, I find myself wondering, Why shouldn’t I get copies, directly from you, of "Silas Lapham" and "The Minister's Charge"—which by now are almost the only things of yours that I haven’t had? Take this as you will!...

To W. D. Howells.

CAMBRIDGE, June 12, 1891.

CAMBRIDGE, June 12, 1891.

My dear Howells,—You are a sublime and immortal genius! I have just read "Silas Lapham" and "Lemuel Barker"—strange that I should not have read them before, after hearing my wife rave about them so—and of all the perfect works of fiction they are the perfectest. The truth, in gross and in detail; the concreteness and solidity; the geniality, humanity, and unflagging humor; the steady way in which it keeps up without a dead paragraph; and especially the fidelity with which you stick to the ways of human nature, with the ideal and the un-ideal inseparably beaten up together so that you never give them "clear"—all make them a feast of delight, which, if I mistake not, will last for all future time, or as long as novels can last. Silas is the bigger total success because it deals with a more important story (I think you ought to have made young Corey angrier about Irene's mistake and its consequences); but the work on the much obstructed Lemuel surely was never surpassed. I hope his later life was happy!

Dear Howells,—You are an extraordinary and timeless genius! I just finished reading "Silas Lapham" and "Lemuel Barker"—it's strange that I hadn't read them earlier, especially after hearing my wife rave about them! Of all the amazing works of fiction, they are the absolute best. The truth, both in big and small details; the clarity and substance; the warmth, humanity, and constant humor; the way it never has a dull paragraph; and especially how faithfully you capture human nature, blending the ideal and the imperfect in a way that keeps them connected—these elements make it a delightful feast that, if I'm not mistaken, will endure for all time, or as long as novels can last. "Silas" is the greater overall success because it tackles a more significant story (I think you should have made young Corey angrier about Irene's mistake and its impact); but the work on the much-challenged Lemuel was surely never surpassed. I hope his later life was fulfilling!

Altogether you ought to be happy—you can fold your arms and write no more if you like. I've just got your "Criticism and Fiction," which shall speedily be read. And whilst in the midst of this note have received from the postman your clipping from Kate Field's "Washington," the author of which I can't divine, but she's a blessed creature whoever she is. Yours ever,

Altogether you should be happy—you can cross your arms and stop writing if you want. I just got your "Criticism and Fiction," which I'll read soon. While I was in the middle of this note, the postman delivered your clipping from Kate Field's "Washington." I can't figure out who the author is, but she's a wonderful person, whoever she may be. Yours always,

WM. JAMES.

W.M. JAMES.

To Mrs. Henry Whitman.

CAMBRIDGE, June 20, 1891.

Cambridge, June 20, 1891.

My dear Mrs. Whitman,—You are magnificent. Here comes your letter at 6 o'clock, just as I am looking wearily out of the window for a change, and makes me feel like an aspiring youth again. But I can't go to Beverly tomorrow, nor indeed leave my room, I fear; for I've had every kind of -itis that can afflict one's upper breathing channels, and although convalescent, am as weak as a blade of grass, and feel as antique as Methusalem. A fortnight hence I shall be like a young puppy-dog again, however, and shall turn up inevitably between two trains more than once ere the summer is over.

Dear Mrs. Whitman,—You are amazing. Your letter arrives at 6 o'clock, just as I'm tiredly looking out the window for a change, and it makes me feel young and hopeful again. But I can't go to Beverly tomorrow, or really leave my room, I’m afraid; I’ve had every kind of illness that can mess with your upper respiratory system, and even though I’m on the mend, I feel as weak as a blade of grass and as ancient as Methuselah. In two weeks, though, I’ll be back to feeling like a young pup, and I’ll definitely show up between trains more than once before summer ends.

I've managed to get through Volume I of Scott's Journal in the last two days. The dear old boy! But who would not be "dear" who could have such a mass of doggerel running in his head all the time, and make a hundred thousand dollars a year just by letting his pen trickle? Bless his dear old "unenlightened" soul all the same! The Scotch are the finest race in the world—except the Baltimoreans[98] and Jews—and I think I enjoyed my twenty-four hours of Edinburgh two summers ago more than any twenty-four hours a city ever gave me.

I've managed to get through Volume I of Scott's Journal in the last two days. That dear old guy! But who wouldn’t be "dear" if they had such a load of nonsense running through their head all the time and were making a hundred thousand dollars a year just by letting their pen flow? Bless his dear old "unenlightened" soul anyway! The Scots are the best people in the world—except for the folks from Baltimore[98] and Jews—and I think I enjoyed my twenty-four hours in Edinburgh two summers ago more than any other twenty-four hours a city has ever given me.

Good-bye! I'm describing W. S.'s character when I ought to be describing yours—but you never give me a chance. When I get that task performed, we shall settle down to a solid basis; though probably all that will be in "the dim future." Meanwhile my love to all the Youth and Beauty (including your own) and best wishes for their happiness and freedom from influenzas of every description till the end of time. Affectionately yours,

Goodbye! I'm talking about W. S.'s character when I should be talking about yours—but you never give me the opportunity. Once I get that done, we can settle down to something solid; though that will probably be in "the distant future." In the meantime, my love to all the Youth and Beauty (including your own) and best wishes for their happiness and freedom from any sort of illnesses until the end of time. Affectionately yours,

W. J.

W. J.

To his Sister.

Chocorua, N.H., July 6, 1891.

Chocorua, NH, July 6, 1891.

DEAREST ALICE,—...Of course [this medical verdict on your case may mean] as all men know, a finite length of days; and then, good-bye to neurasthenia and neuralgia and headache, and weariness and palpitation and disgust all at one stroke—I should think you would be reconciled to the prospect with all its pluses and minuses! I know you've never cared for life, and to me, now at the age of nearly fifty, life and death seem singularly close together in all of us—and life a mere farce of frustration in all, so far as the realization of the innermost ideals go to which we are made respectively capable of feeling an affinity and responding. Your frustrations are only rather more flagrant than the rule; and you've been saved many forms of self-dissatisfaction and misery which appertain to such a multiplication of responsible relations to different people as I, for instance, have got into. Your fortitude, good spirits and unsentimentality have been simply unexampled in the midst of your physical woes; and when you're relieved from your post, just that bright note will remain behind, together with the inscrutable and mysterious character of the doom of nervous weakness which has chained you down for all these years. As for that, there's more in it than has ever been told to so-called science. These inhibitions, these split-up selves, all these new facts that are gradually coming to light about our organization, these enlargements of the self in trance, etc., are bringing me to turn for light in the direction of all sorts of despised spiritualistic and unscientific ideas. Father would find in me today a much more receptive listener—all that philosophy has got to be brought in. And what a queer contradiction comes to the ordinary scientific argument against immortality (based on body being mind's condition and mind going out when body is gone), when one must believe (as now, in these neurotic cases) that some infernality in the body prevents really existing parts of the mind from coming to their effective rights at all, suppresses them, and blots them out from participation in this world's experiences, although they are there all the time. When that which is you passes out of the body, I am sure that there will be an explosion of liberated force and life till then eclipsed and kept down. I can hardly imagine your transition without a great oscillation of both "worlds" as they regain their new equilibrium after the change! Everyone will feel the shock, but you yourself will be more surprised than anybody else.

DEAREST ALICE,—Of course, [this medical diagnosis about your situation may mean] as everyone understands, a limited number of days; and then, goodbye to neurasthenia, neuralgia, headaches, weariness, palpitations, and disgust all at once—I think you might find some peace in the idea with all its ups and downs! I know you've never really enjoyed life, and at nearly fifty, I see life and death as strangely close together for all of us—and life itself as just a frustrating farce in many ways, especially when it comes to reaching our deepest ideals that we’re capable of feeling connected to. Your frustrations are just a bit more obvious than most; and you’ve been spared many kinds of dissatisfaction and misery from having so many responsibilities to different people, like I have. Your strength, good spirits, and lack of sentimentality have been truly remarkable, despite your physical suffering; and when you’re free from your duties, that bright spirit will remain, along with the mysterious weight of the nervous weakness that has held you back all these years. There’s more to this than what so-called science has ever explained. These inhibitions, these fragmented selves, all the new insights about our makeup, these expansions of the self in altered states, are making me look towards many often-dismissed spiritual and unscientific ideas for understanding. Dad would find me much more open-minded today—all that philosophy needs to be included. And what a strange contradiction arises in the usual scientific argument against immortality (which claims that the body is mind’s condition and mind ceases when the body does), when we must believe (as we do in these nervous cases) that some dysfunction in the body prevents real parts of the mind from fully participating in this world’s experiences, suppresses them, and keeps them from acting, even though they’re there all the time. When what is you leaves the body, I truly believe there will be a burst of energy and life that has been hidden and restrained until then. I can hardly picture your transition without a significant shift in both “worlds” as they find their new balance after the change! Everyone will feel the impact, but you will be more surprised than anyone else.

It may seem odd for me to talk to you in this cool way about your end; but, my dear little sister, if one has things present to one's mind, and I know they are present enough to your mind, why not speak them out? I am sure you appreciate that best. How many times I have thought, in the past year, when my days were so full of strong and varied impression and activities, of the long unchanging hours in bed which those days stood for with you, and wondered how you bore the slow-paced monotony at all, as you did! You can't tell how I've pitied you. But you shall come to your rights erelong. Meanwhile take things gently. Look for the little good in each day as if life were to last a hundred years. Above all things, save yourself from bodily pain, if it can be done. You've had too much of that. Take all the morphia (or other forms of opium if that disagrees) you want, and don't be afraid of becoming an opium-drunkard. What was opium created for except for such times as this? Beg the good Katharine (to whom our debt can never be extinguished) to write me a line every week, just to keep the currents flowing, and so farewell until I write again. Your ever loving,

It might seem strange for me to talk to you this way about your end, but my dear little sister, if things are on your mind—and I know they are—why not just say them? I'm sure you appreciate that the most. How many times in the past year, when my days were filled with intense experiences and activities, have I thought about the long, unchanging hours you spent in bed while I was living fully, and wondered how you managed to cope with that slow, monotonous pace? You have my deepest sympathy. But you will get what you deserve soon enough. In the meantime, take it easy. Look for the small joys in each day as if life were going to last for a hundred years. Above all, keep yourself free from physical pain if you can. You've dealt with too much of that already. Use as much morphine (or whatever type of opium works better for you) as you need, and don’t worry about becoming addicted. What else is opium for if not for times like this? Please ask the wonderful Katharine (to whom we can never repay our debt) to send me a note every week, just to keep in touch. So, goodbye for now until I write again. Yours always,

W. J.

W. J.

 

The reader should not fail to realize, in reading the letter which follows, that it was written, not only while Münsterberg was still a remote young psychologist in Germany, with no claim on James's consideration, but before there was any question of calling him to Harvard.

The reader should not overlook the fact that in reading the letter that follows, it was written when Münsterberg was still a young psychologist in Germany, with no reason to be noticed by James, and before there was any discussion about inviting him to Harvard.

To Hugo Münsterberg.

CHOCORUA, July 8, 1891.

CHOCORUA, July 8, 1891.

Dear Dr. Münsterberg,—I have just read Prof. G. E. Müller's review of you in the G. G. H., and find it in many respects so brutal that I am impelled to send you a word of "consolation," if such a thing be possible. German polemics in general are not distinguished by mansuetude; but there is something peculiarly hideous in the business when an established authority like Müller, instead of administering fatherly and kindly admonition to a youngster like yourself, shows a malign pleasure in knocking him down and jumping up and down upon his body. All your merits he passes by parenthetically as selbstverständlich; your sins he enlarges upon with unction. Don't mind it! Don't be angry! Turn the other cheek! Make no ill-mannered reply!—and great will be your credit and reward! Answer by continuing your work and making it more and more irreproachable.

Dear Dr. Münsterberg,—I just read Prof. G. E. Müller's review of you in the G. G. H., and I find it so harsh in many ways that I feel compelled to send you a note of "comfort," if that’s even possible. German debates aren’t known for their gentleness; however, it’s particularly ugly when a respected figure like Müller, instead of offering fatherly and kind advice to someone like you, takes pleasure in tearing you down and stomping on you afterward. He glosses over all your achievements as if they were obvious; instead, he focuses on your mistakes with enthusiasm. Don’t let it get to you! Don’t get upset! Turn the other cheek! Don’t respond rudely!—and you will earn great credit and rewards! Respond by continuing your work and making it increasingly flawless.

I can't myself agree in some of your theories. A priori, your muscular sense-theory of psychic measurements seems to me incredible in many ways. Your general mechanical Welt-anschauung is too abstract and simple for my mind. But I find in you just what is lacking in this critique of Müller's—a sense for the perspective and proportion of things (so that, for instance, you don't make experiments and quote figures to the 100th decimal, where a coarse qualitative result is all that the question needs). Whose theories in Psychology have any definitive value today? No one's! Their only use is to sharpen farther reflexion and observation. The man who throws out most new ideas and immediately seeks to subject them to experimental control is the most useful psychologist, in the present state of the science. No one has done this as yet as well as you. If you are only flexible towards your theories, and as ingenious in testing them hereafter as you have been hitherto, I will back you to beat the whole army of your critics before you are forty years old. Too much ambition and too much rashness are marks of a certain type of genius in its youth. The destiny of that genius depends on its power or inability to assimilate and get good out of such criticisms as Müller's. Get the good! forget the bad!—and Müller will live to feel ashamed of his tone.

I can't agree with some of your theories. From the start, your muscular sense theory of psychic measurements seems unbelievable to me in many ways. Your overall mechanical worldview is too abstract and simplistic for my taste. However, I see in you exactly what is missing in Müller's critique—a sense of perspective and proportion (so, for example, you don’t conduct experiments and quote numbers to the 100th decimal when a rough qualitative result is all that's needed). Which theories in psychology have any definite value today? No one's! Their only purpose is to sharpen further reflection and observation. The person who generates the most new ideas and immediately tries to test them experimentally is the most valuable psychologist in the current state of the field. No one has done this as well as you have. If you remain flexible with your theories and just as resourceful in testing them moving forward as you have been so far, I believe you will outshine all your critics before you turn forty. A lot of ambition and impulsiveness are signs of a certain type of genius in its youth. The fate of that genius relies on its ability or inability to absorb and benefit from criticisms like Müller's. Take the good! Forget the bad!—and Müller will eventually regret his tone.

I was very much grieved to learn from Delabarre lately that the doctors had found some weakness in your heart! What a wasteful thing is Nature, to produce a fellow like you, and then play such a trick with him! Bah!—But I prefer to think that it will be no serious impediment, if you only go piani piano. You will do the better work doubtless for doing it a little more slowly. Not long ago I was dining with some old gentlemen, and one of them asked, "What is the best assurance a man can have of a long and active life?" He was a doctor; and presently replied to his own question: "To be entirely broken-down in health before one is thirty-five!"—There is much truth in it; and though it applies more to nervous than to other diseases, we all can take our comfort in it. I was entirely broken-down before I was thirty. Yours cordially,

I was really saddened to hear from Delabarre recently that the doctors found some weakness in your heart! What a wasteful thing Nature is, to create someone like you, and then do this! Ugh!—But I’d rather believe it won’t be a serious issue if you take it piani piano. You’ll likely do better work by taking it a bit slower. Not long ago, I was having dinner with some older gentlemen, and one of them asked, "What’s the best guarantee a guy can have for a long and active life?" He was a doctor and soon answered his own question: "To be completely worn out in health before hitting thirty-five!"—There’s a lot of truth in that; and while it applies more to nervous disorders than others, we can all find some comfort in it. I was completely worn out before I turned thirty. Yours cordially,

WM. JAMES.

W. James.

Delabarre and Mackaye wrote to me of you with great admiration and gratitude for all they have gained.

Delabarre and Mackaye wrote to me about you with much admiration and appreciation for everything they have gained.

To Henry Holt.

Chocorua, N.H., July 24, 1891.

Chocorua, NH, July 24, 1891.

My dear Holt,—I expect to send you within ten days the MS. of my "Briefer Course," boiled down to possibly 400 pages. By adding some twaddle about the senses, by leaving out all polemics and history, all bibliography and experimental details, all metaphysical subtleties and digressions, all quotations, all humor and pathos, all interest in short, and by blackening the tops of all the paragraphs, I think I have produced a tome of pedagogic classic which will enrich both you and me, if not the student's mind.

Dear Holt,—I expect to send you the manuscript of my "Briefer Course" within ten days, condensed to possibly 400 pages. By adding some fluff about the senses, removing all debates and history, cutting out bibliographies and experimental details, excluding metaphysical intricacies and digressions, leaving out quotes, humor, and emotion, and essentially stripping away any interest, while darkening the tops of all the paragraphs, I think I've created an educational classic that will enhance both your and my experience, if not the student's understanding.

The difficulty is about when to correct the proofs. I've practically had no vacation so far, and won't touch them during August. I can start them September first up here. I can't rush them through in Cambridge as I did last year; but must do them leisurely, to suit this northern mail and its hours. I could have them done by another man in Cambridge, if there were desperate hurry; but on the whole I should prefer to do them myself.

The issue is about when to fix the proofs. I've hardly had any vacation so far, and I won’t deal with them in August. I can start working on them up here on September first. I can’t rush through them in Cambridge like I did last year; I need to take my time with them to match the northern mail and its schedule. I **could** have someone else in Cambridge finish them if there was an urgent need; but overall, I’d rather handle them myself.

Write and propose something! The larger book seems to be a decided success—especially from the literary point of view. I begin to look down upon Mark Twain! Yours ever,

Write and suggest something! The bigger book appears to be quite a success—especially from a literary perspective. I'm starting to look down on Mark Twain! Yours always,

WM. JAMES.

W. James.

To Henry James.

Asheville, N.C., Aug. 20, 1891.

Asheville, NC, Aug. 20, 1891.

My dear Harry,—...Of poor Lowell's death you heard. I left Cambridge the evening of the funeral, for which I had waited over, and meant to write to you about it that very afternoon. But as it turned out, I didn't get a moment of time.... He had never been ill in his life till two years ago, and didn't seem to understand or realize the fact as most people do. I doubt if he dreamed that his end was approaching until it was close at hand. Few images in my memory are more touching than the picture of his attitude in the last visits I paid him. He was always up and dressed, in his library, with his velvet coat and tobacco pipes, and ready to talk and be talked to, alluding to his illness with a sort of apologetic and whimsical plaintiveness that had no querulousness in it, though he coughed incessantly, and the last time I was there (the last day of June, I think) he was strongly narcotized by opium for a sciatica which had lately supervened. Looking back at him, what strikes one most was his singularly boyish cheerfulness and robustness of temperament. He was a sort of a boy to the end, and makes most others seem like premature old men....[99]

Dear Harry,—...You heard about poor Lowell's death. I left Cambridge the evening of the funeral, which I had postponed for, and I meant to write to you about it that very afternoon. But as it happened, I didn’t have a free moment.... He had never been sick in his life until two years ago, and didn’t seem to grasp or realize it like most people do. I doubt he ever thought his end was near until it was almost upon him. Few memories are more touching than the image of his demeanor during my last visits. He was always up and dressed in his library, wearing his velvet coat and surrounded by tobacco pipes, ready to chat and be chatted with, referring to his illness with an apologetic and whimsical sadness that lacked any complaining, even though he was coughing constantly. The last time I visited (I think it was the last day of June), he was heavily sedated with opium for a sciatica that had recently flared up. Looking back at him, what stands out the most is his unusually boyish cheerfulness and strong spirit. He remained a bit of a boy until the end, making most others seem like they had aged too quickly....[99]

 

Miss Grace Ashburner, next addressed, and her sister Miss Anne Ashburner, were two old ladies, friends of James's parents, for whom he felt an especially affectionate regard. They, and their niece Miss Theodora Sedgwick, lived in Kirkland Street, next door to Professor Child and near the Norton family. They had become near neighbors as well as friends when James moved into his new house.

Miss Grace Ashburner and her sister Miss Anne Ashburner were two elderly ladies who were friends of James's parents, and he felt a special fondness for them. They, along with their niece Miss Theodora Sedgwick, lived on Kirkland Street, right next to Professor Child and close to the Norton family. They had become both neighbors and friends when James moved into his new house.

To Miss Grace Ashburner.

Linville, N.C., Aug. 25, 1891.

Linville, N.C., Aug. 25, 1891.

My dear Miss Grace,—The time has come for that letter to be written! I have been thinking of you ever since I left home; but every letter-writing moment so far has been taken up by the information necessary to be imparted to my faithful spouse about my whereabouts, expenses, health, longings for home and the children, etc.; then a long-due letter to Harry had to be written, another to Alice, and one to Katharine Loring; finally, one to my Cousin Elly Emmet who is about to marry en secondes noces a Scotchman, until at the last the moment is ripe for the most ideal correspondent of all!

Dear Miss Grace,—The time has come to write that letter! I have been thinking about you ever since I left home, but every chance I've had to write has been taken up with sharing important information with my devoted spouse about my location, expenses, health, and my longing for home and the kids, etc.; then I had to write a long-overdue letter to Harry, another to Alice, and one to Katharine Loring; finally, a letter to my Cousin Elly Emmet, who is about to marry a Scotsman for the second time, until at last the moment is right for the best correspondent of all!

I have at last "struck it rich" here in North Carolina, and am in the most peculiar, and one of the most poetic places I have ever been in. Strange to say, it is on the premises of a land speculation and would-be "boom." A tract of twenty-five square miles of wilderness, 3800 feet above the sea at its lowest part, has been bought; between 30 and 40 miles of the most admirable alpine, evenly-graded, zigzagging roads built in various directions from the centre, which is a smallish cleared plateau; an exquisite little hotel built; nine cottages round about it; and that is all. Not a loafer, not a fly, not a blot upon the scene! The serpent has not yet made his appearance in this Eden, around which stand the hills covered with primeval forest of the most beautiful description, filled with rhododendrons, laurels, and azaleas which, through the month of July, must make it ablaze with glory.

I’ve finally “struck it rich” here in North Carolina, and I’m in the most unique and poetic place I’ve ever been. Oddly enough, it’s part of a land speculation and would-be “boom.” A twenty-five square mile stretch of wilderness, 3,800 feet above sea level at its lowest point, has been purchased; between 30 and 40 miles of stunning alpine, evenly-graded, zigzagging roads have been built in various directions from the center, which is a small cleared plateau; a lovely little hotel has been constructed; nine cottages surround it; and that’s about it. Not a loafer, not a fly, not a blemish on the scene! The serpent has yet to show up in this Eden, where hills covered in gorgeous ancient forests stand, filled with rhododendrons, laurels, and azaleas that must create a stunning display throughout July.

I went this morning on horseback with the manager of the concern, a really charming young North Carolinian educated at our Institute of Technology, to the top of "Grandfather Mountain" (close by, which the Company owns) and which is only a couple of hundred feet lower than Mt. Washington. The road, the forest, the view, the crags were as good as such things can be. Apparently the company had just planted a couple of hundred thousand dollars in pure esthetics—a most high-toned proceeding in this degenerate age. Later, doubtless, a railroad, stores, and general sordidness with wealth will creep in. Meanwhile let us enjoy things! There "does be" advantages in creation as opposed to evolution, in the railway, in the telegraph and the electric light, and all that goes with them. This peculiar combination of virgin wilderness with perfectly planned roads, Queen Anne cottages, and a sweet little modern hotel, has never been realized until our day.

I rode this morning with the manager of the company, a really charming young guy from North Carolina who went to our Institute of Technology, to the top of "Grandfather Mountain" (which the company owns and is just a couple of hundred feet lower than Mt. Washington). The road, the forest, the view, and the cliffs were as good as it gets. Apparently, the company had just invested a couple of hundred thousand dollars in pure aesthetics—a really classy move in this declining age. Later, a railroad, stores, and general greed for wealth will likely come in. But for now, let’s enjoy what we have! There are advantages to creation compared to evolution, like the railway, the telegraph, the electric light, and everything that comes with them. This unique mix of untouched wilderness with well-planned roads, Queen Anne cottages, and a cute little modern hotel has never happened until our time.

But what am I doing? I always held a descriptive letter in abhorrence: sentiment is the only thing that should be allowed a place in a correspondence between two persons of opposite genders. But to feel sentiment is one thing, and to express it both forcibly and gracefully is another. Had I but the pen of an F. J. Child, I might do something. As it is, my dear, dear Miss Grace, I can only rather dumbly say how everlastingly tender was, is and ever shall be the emotion which accompanies my thoughts of you. Especially in these days when your patience and good spirits add such a halo to you and to your sister too. I am fast overtaking you in age, and it gives the deepest sort of satisfaction to feel the process of growing together with one's old friends as one does. "Thought is deeper than all speech," so I will say no more. I shall hope to see you, and see you feeling well, before the week is over. Meanwhile, with heartiest affection to your dear sister, and to Theodora as well as to yourself, I am always, your loving,

But what am I doing? I’ve always hated writing descriptive letters: emotions are the only things that should be part of the correspondence between two people of different genders. But feeling emotions is one thing, and expressing them both powerfully and elegantly is another. If I only had the writing skill of an F. J. Child, I might be able to say more. As it is, my dear, dear Miss Grace, I can only clumsily express how endlessly tender my feelings for you have been, are, and always will be. Especially these days when your patience and good humor bring a special glow to you and your sister too. I’m quickly catching up to you in age, and it’s incredibly satisfying to feel like I’m growing alongside my old friends. "Thought is deeper than all speech," so I won’t say much more. I hope to see you, and see you feeling well, before the week is out. In the meantime, with my warmest affection to your dear sister, and to Theodora as well as to you, I am always, your loving,

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

To Henry James.

CAMBRIDGE, Apr. 11, 1892.

CAMBRIDGE, April 11, 1892.

My dear Harry,—...I have been seething in a fever of politics about the future of our philosophy department. Harvard must lead in psychology; and I, having founded her laboratory, am not the man to carry on the practical work. I have almost succeeded, however, in clinching a bargain whereby Münsterberg, the ablest experimental psychologist in Germany, allowance made for his being only 28 years old,—he is in fact the Rudyard Kipling of psychology,—is to come here. When he does he will scoop out all the other universities as far as that line of work goes. We have also had another scheme, at the various stages of which you, Balzac or Howells ought to have been present, to work up for a novel or the stage. There's a great comedy yet to be made out of the University newly founded by the American millionaire. In this case the millionaire had announced his desire to found a professorship of psychology applied to education. The thing was to get it for Harvard, which he mistrusted. I went at him tooth and nail, trying to persuade him that Royce was the man. Letters, pour-parlers, visits (he lives in N. Y.), finally a two-days' visit at this house, and a dinner for him. He is a real Balzackian figure—a regular porker, coarse, vulgar, vain, cunning, mendacious, etc., etc. The worst of it is that he will probably give us nothing,—having got all the attention and flattery from us at which he aimed,—so that we have our labor for our pains, and the gods laugh as they say "served them right."

Dear Harry,—...I've been boiling over with political concerns about the future of our philosophy department. Harvard needs to lead in psychology, and since I founded the lab, I'm not the one to handle the practical work. However, I have almost managed to secure a deal for Münsterberg, the smartest experimental psychologist in Germany, considering he's only 28 years old—he's essentially the Rudyard Kipling of psychology—to come here. Once he's here, he'll outshine all the other universities in that area. We've also had another project that you, Balzac or Howells should have been involved in, to develop into a novel or play. There's a fantastic comedy waiting to be created about the university recently established by the American millionaire. In this case, the millionaire has expressed his desire to set up a professorship in psychology applied to education. The challenge was to convince him to choose Harvard, which he doesn't trust. I went at him full force, trying to persuade him that Royce was the right person. There were letters, pour-parlers, visits (he lives in New York), and eventually, a two-day visit at our house, along with a dinner. He is a true Balzacian character—an absolute brute, coarse, vulgar, vain, cunning, deceitful, and so on. The worst part is that he’ll probably give us nothing, having already received all the attention and flattery from us that he wanted, meaning our efforts might go to waste, and the gods will laugh, saying "served them right."

I have long been meaning to write of my intense enjoyment of Du Maurier's "Peter Ibbetson," which I verily believe will be one of the classics of the English tongue. The beauty of it goes beyond everything—and the light and happy touch—the rapid style! Please tell him if you see him that we are all on our knees. Your last book fell into Margaret Gibbens's hands, and I have barely seen it. I shan't have time to read it till the voyage....

I’ve been wanting to share how much I love Du Maurier’s "Peter Ibbetson," which I genuinely believe will be a classic of the English language. The beauty of it is beyond compare—and the light, joyful tone—the quick pace! If you see him, please let him know that we’re all on our knees. Your last book ended up with Margaret Gibbens, and I’ve hardly had a chance to see it. I won’t have time to read it until the trip....

To Miss Mary Tappan.

CAMBRIDGE, April 29, 1892.

CAMBRIDGE, April 29, 1892.

My dear Mary,—Your kind letter about poor Alice came today, and makes me do what I have long been on the point of doing—write a friendly word to you. Yes, Alice's death is a great release to her; she longed for it; and it is in a sense a release to all of us. In spite of its terrific frustrations her life was a triumph all the same, as I now see it. Her particular burden was borne well. She never whimpered or complained of her sickness, and never seemed to turn her face towards it, but up to the very limit of her allowance attended to outer things. When I went to London in September to bid her good-bye, she altogether refused to waste a minute in talking about her disease, and conversed only of the English people and Harry's play. So her soul was not subdued! I wish that mine might ever be as little so! Poor Harry is left rather disconsolate. He habitually stored up all sorts of things to tell her, and now he has no ear into which to pour their like. He says her talk was better than anyone's he knew in London. Strange to say, altho' practically bedridden for years, her mental atmosphere, barring a little over-vehemence, was altogether that of the grand monde, and the information about both people and public affairs which she had the art of absorbing from the air was astonishing.

Dear Mary,—Your thoughtful letter about poor Alice arrived today, and it prompts me to finally do what I've been meaning to do for a while—write you a friendly note. Yes, Alice's death is a huge relief for her; she had been wishing for it, and in a way, it’s a release for all of us. Despite the many frustrations she faced, her life was still a triumph, as I now see it. She handled her particular struggles well. She never complained or whined about her illness and never seemed to focus on it; right up to her last moments, she engaged with the world around her. When I visited London in September to say goodbye, she completely refused to waste any time discussing her disease and instead talked only about the English people and Harry's play. So her spirit was not defeated! I wish mine could be as resilient! Poor Harry is feeling quite lost. He always had things he wanted to share with her, and now he has no one to confide in. He says she had the best conversations he experienced in London. Interestingly, even though she was practically bedridden for years, her mental presence, aside from a bit of excessive energy, was entirely that of the grand monde, and the wealth of information she absorbed about people and public affairs from her surroundings was truly remarkable.

We are probably all going to Europe on the 25th of May—[SS.] Friesland [to] Antwerp. Both Alice and I need a "year off," and I hope we shall get it. Our winter abode is yet unknown. I wish you were going to stay and we could be near you. I wish anyhow we might meet this summer and talk things over. It doesn't pay in this short life for good old friends to be non-existent for each other; and how can one write letters of friendship when letters of business fill every chink of time? I do hope we shall meet, my dear Mary. Both of us send you lots of love, and plenty to Ellen too. Yours ever,

We’re probably all heading to Europe on May 25th—[SS.] Friesland to Antwerp. Both Alice and I need a break, and I hope we can get it. We still don’t know where we’ll be staying for the winter. I wish you were going to be nearby so we could spend time together. I really hope we can meet up this summer and catch up. It’s not worth it for old friends to lose touch in this short life; how can we write friendly letters when work emails take up every bit of our time? I really hope we’ll meet, my dear Mary. Both of us send you lots of love, and plenty to Ellen too. Yours always,

W.J.

W.J.

 

James sailed for Antwerp with his family on May 25, and escaped not only from college duties but from the postman and from his writing-table. He spent the summer in the Black Forest and Switzerland before moving down to Florence in September. It happened that a few weeks were passed in a pension at Vers-chez-les-Blanc above the Lake of Geneva, in which Professor Theodore Flournoy of the University of Geneva, to whom the next letter but one is addressed, was also spending his vacation with his family. Flournoy had reviewed the "Principles" in the "Journal de Genève," and there had already been some correspondence between the two men. At Vers-chez-les-Blanc a real friendship sprang up quickly. It grew deeper and closer as the years slipped by, for in temperament and mental outlook the Swiss and the American were close kin.

James set sail for Antwerp with his family on May 25, escaping not just his college responsibilities but also the postman and his writing desk. He spent the summer in the Black Forest and Switzerland before moving to Florence in September. He ended up spending a few weeks at a pension in Vers-chez-les-Blanc above Lake Geneva, where Professor Theodore Flournoy from the University of Geneva, to whom the next letter but one is addressed, was also vacationing with his family. Flournoy had reviewed the "Principles" in the "Journal de Genève," and there had already been some correspondence between the two men. At Vers-chez-les-Blanc, a genuine friendship developed quickly. It deepened and grew closer as the years went by, as the Swiss and the American shared a similar temperament and mindset.

To Miss Grace Ashburner.

Gryon, Switzerland, July 13, 1892.

Gryon, Switzerland, July 13, 1892.

My dear Miss Grace, or rather, let me say, My dear Grace,—since what avails such long friendship and affection, if not that privilege of familiarity? I have thought of you often and of the quiet place that harbors you, but have been too distracted as yet to write any letters but necessary ones on business. We have been in Europe five and a half weeks and are only just beginning to see a ray of daylight on our path. How could Arthur, how could Madame Lucy,[100] see us go off and not raise a more solemn word of warning? It seems to me that the most solemn duty I can have in what remains to me of life will be to save my inexperienced fellow beings from ignorantly taking their little ones abroad when they go for their own refreshment. To combine novel anxieties of the most agonizing kind about your children's education, nocturnal and diurnal contact of the most intimate sort with their shrieks, their quarrels, their questions, their rollings-about and tears, in short with all their emotional, intellectual and bodily functions, in what practically in these close quarters amounts to one room—to combine these things (I say) with a holiday for oneself is an idea worthy to emanate from a lunatic asylum. The wear and tear of a professorship for a year is not equal to one week of this sort of thing. But let me not complain! Since I am responsible for their being, I will launch them worthily upon life; and if a foreign education is required, they shall have it. Only why talk of "sabbatical" years?—there is the hideous mockery! Alice, if she writes to you, will (after her feminine fashion) gloze over this aspect of our existence, because she has been more or less accustomed to it all these years and on the whole does not dislike it (!!), but I for once will speak frankly and not disguise my sufferings. Here in this precipitous Alpine village we occupy rooms in an empty house with a yellow-plastered front and an iron balcony above the street. Up and down that street the cows, the goats, the natives, and the tourists pass. The church-roof and the pastor's house are across the way, dropped as it were twenty feet down the slope. Close beside us are populous houses either way, and others beside them. Yet on that iron balcony all the innermost mysteries of the James family are blazoned and bruited to the entire village. Things are dried there, quarrels, screams and squeals rise incessantly to Heaven, dressing and undressing are performed, punishments take place—recriminations, arguments, execrations—with a publicity after which, if there were reporters, we should never be able to show our faces again. And when I think of that cool, spacious and quiet mansion lying untenanted in Irving Street, with a place in it for everything, and everything in its place when we are there, I could almost weep for "the pity of it." But we may get used to this as other travelers do—only Arthur and Lucy ought to have dropped some word of warning ere we came away!

Dear Miss Grace, or rather, let me say, Dear Grace,—since what good is such long friendship and affection if not for that privilege of familiarity? I’ve often thought of you and the quiet place you call home, but I’ve been too distracted to write any letters except the necessary ones for business. We’ve been in Europe for five and a half weeks and are just starting to see a glimmer of hope on our journey. How could Arthur, how could Madame Lucy,[100] see us leave and not raise a more serious word of warning? It seems to me that the most serious duty I have left in my life is to protect my inexperienced friends from unknowingly taking their little ones abroad when they're just looking to unwind. To mix new anxieties of the most stressful kind about your children's education, constant close-contact with their screams, arguments, questions, rolling around, and tears—essentially, all their emotional, mental, and physical needs—while what amounts to one room in these cramped quarters is supposed to be a holiday for oneself is an idea that could only come from someone unhinged. The exhaustion from a year in academia doesn’t compare to one week of this chaos. But let me not complain! Since I'm responsible for their existence, I will set them up properly in life; and if they need a foreign education, they will get it. But why call it "sabbatical" years?—that’s just cruel irony! If Alice writes to you, she’ll (in her feminine way) gloss over this side of our lives because she has more or less gotten used to it all these years and on the whole doesn’t mind it (!!), but I, for once, will speak honestly and not hide my struggles. Here in this steep Alpine village, we’re staying in an empty house with a yellow-plastered front and an iron balcony overlooking the street. Cows, goats, locals, and tourists all pass by on that street. The church roof and the pastor's house are across the way, down about twenty feet. Closer to us are bustling houses on either side, and more beside them. Yet on that iron balcony, all the most private happenings of the James family are laid bare and gossiped about throughout the village. Things dry there, quarrels, screams, and cries constantly rise to the heavens, dressing and undressing happen, punishments occur—blame, arguments, curses—publicly enough that if there were reporters, we’d never be able to show our faces again. And when I think of that cool, spacious, and quiet house sitting empty on Irving Street, with a place for everything and everything in its place when we are there, I could almost weep for the "pity of it." But we might get used to this just like other travelers—still, Arthur and Lucy should have given us some word of caution before we left!

Our destiny seems relentlessly driving us towards Paris, which on the whole I rather hate than otherwise, only the educational problem promises a better solution there. The boys meanwhile have got started on French lessons here, and though we must soon "move on" like a family of wandering Jews, we shall probably leave one behind in the pastor's family hard-by. The other boy we shall get into a family somewhere else, and then have none but Peg and the baby to cope with. Perhaps strength will be given us for that.

Our fate seems to be pushing us toward Paris, a place I generally dislike, but it offers a better solution for the educational issue. The boys have started French lessons here, and even though we’ll soon need to "move on" like a family of wandering Jews, we’ll likely leave one with the pastor’s family nearby. We'll find another family for the other boy, leaving just Peg and the baby for us to manage. Maybe we'll find the strength to handle that.

Switzerland meanwhile is an unmitigated blessing, from the mountains down to the bread and butter and the beds. The people, the arrangements, the earth, the air and the sky, are satisfactory to a degree hard to imagine beforehand. There is an extraordinary absence of feminine beauty, but great kindliness, absolute honesty, fixed tariffs and prices for everything, etc., etc., and of course absolutely clean hotels at prices which, though not the "dirt cheap" ones of former times, are yet very cheap compared with the American standard. We stayed for ten days at a pension on the Lake of Lucerne which was in all respects as beautiful and ideal as any scene on the operatic stage, yet we paid just about what the Childs pay at Nickerson's vile and filthy hotel at Chocorua. Of course we made the acquaintance of Cambridge people there whose acquaintance we had not made before—I mean the family of Joseph Henry Thayer of the Divinity School, whose daughter Miriam, with her splendid playing and general grace and amiability, was a proof of how much hidden wealth Cambridge contains.

Switzerland is truly a remarkable place, from the mountains to the bread and butter and the beds. The people, the arrangements, the land, the air, and the sky are all incredibly satisfying in ways you can't really comprehend beforehand. There's a noticeable lack of feminine beauty, but there's great kindness, total honesty, fixed prices for everything, and of course, impeccably clean hotels that, while not as "dirt cheap" as they used to be, are still very affordable compared to U.S. prices. We spent ten days at a pension by Lake Lucerne, which was as stunning and perfect as any scene from an opera, yet we paid about what the Childs pay at Nickerson's horrible and dirty hotel at Chocorua. We also met some people from Cambridge there whom we hadn't met before—specifically the family of Joseph Henry Thayer from the Divinity School, whose daughter Miriam, with her wonderful playing and overall grace and friendliness, showed just how much hidden talent Cambridge has.

But I have talked too much about ourselves and ought to talk about you. What can I do, however, my dear Grace, except express hopes? I know that you have had a hot summer, but I know little else. Have you borne it well? Have you had any relief from your miserable suffering state? or have you gone on as badly or worse than ever? Of course you can't answer these questions, but some day Theodora will. I devoutly trust that things have gone well and that you may even have been able to see some friends, and in that way get a little change. Your sister, to whom pray give the best love of both of us, is I suppose holding her own as bravely as ever; only I should like to know the fact, and that too Theodora will doubtless ere long acquaint us with. To that last-named exemplary and delightful Being give also our best love; and with any amount of it of the tenderest quality for yourself, believe me, always your affectionate,

But I’ve talked too much about us and should focus on you instead. What can I do, dear Grace, except express my hopes? I know you've had a hot summer, but I don't know much else. Have you managed it well? Have you found any relief from your miserable state, or have things stayed just as bad or even worse? Of course, you can't answer these questions, but someday Theodora will. I truly hope that things have gone well and that you’ve even had the chance to see some friends and get a little change of scenery. Please send our warmest regards to your sister; I assume she’s holding up bravely as always. I just want to know for sure, and I’m sure Theodora will let us know soon. Also, please give our best love to that exemplary and delightful Being; and for you, believe me, I’m always sending my deepest affection.

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

Love to all the Childs, please, and all the Nortons who may be within reach.

Love to all the kids, please, and all the Nortons who might be nearby.

To Theodore Flournoy.

Pensione Villa Maggiore
(Pallanza)
, Sept. 19, 1892.

Pensione Villa Maggiore
(Pallanza), Sept. 19, 1892.

My dear Flournoy,—Your most agreeable letter—one of those which one preserves to read in one's old age—came yesterday.... I am much obliged to you for the paper by Sécretan, and (unless you deny me the permission) I propose to keep it, and let you get a new one, which you can do more easily than I. It is much too oracular and brief, but its pregnancy is a good example of what an intellect gains by growing old: one says vast things simply. I read it stretched on the grass of Monte Motterone, the Rigi of this region, just across the Lake, with all the kingdoms of the earth stretched before me, and I realized how exactly a philosophic Weltansicht resembles that from the top of a mountain. You are driven, as you ascend, into a choice of fewer and fewer paths, and at last you end in two or three simple attitudes from each of which we see a great part of the Universe amazingly simplified and summarized, but nowhere the entire view at once. I entirely agree that Renouvier's system fails to satisfy, but it seems to me the classical and consistent expression of one of the great attitudes: that of insisting on logically intelligible formulas. If one goes beyond, one must abandon the hope of formulas altogether, which is what all pious sentimentalists do; and with them M. Sécretan, since he fails to give any articulate substitute for the "Criticism" he finds so unsatisfactory. Most philosophers give formulas, and inadmissible ones, as when Sécretan makes a memoire sans oubli = duratio tota simul = eternity!

My dear Flournoy,—I received your delightful letter yesterday—one of those that you keep to read in your old age. Thank you so much for the paper by Sécretan. If you don’t mind, I’d like to hold onto it and let you get a new one, which you can do more easily than I can. It's a bit too cryptic and brief, but its pregnancy serves as a perfect example of how much insight comes with age: you can express profound thoughts simply. I read it while lying on the grass of Monte Motterone, the Rigi of this region, right across the lake, with all the kingdoms of the earth laid out before me. It struck me how closely a philosophical Weltansicht resembles the view from the top of a mountain. As you climb, you find yourself faced with fewer and fewer paths, and in the end, you’re left with just two or three straightforward perspectives from which a vast part of the Universe appears remarkably simplified and summarized, but you can never see everything all at once. I completely agree that Renouvier's system is lacking, but to me, it represents the classical and coherent expression of one of the great perspectives: the insistence on logically understandable formulas. If you go beyond that, you have to give up the hope of any formulas, which is what all those eager sentimentalists do; and M. Sécretan is among them since he fails to provide any clear alternative to the "Criticism" he finds so unsatisfactory. Most philosophers offer formulas, often flawed, like when Sécretan equates a memoire sans oubli with duratio tota simul = eternity!

I have been reading with much interest the articles on the will by Fouillée, in the "Revue Philosophique" for June and August. There are admirable descriptive pages, though the final philosophy fails to impress me much. I am in good condition now, and must try to do a little methodical work every day in Florence, in spite of the temptations to flânerie of the sort of life.

I’ve been reading with great interest the articles on will by Fouillée in the "Revue Philosophique" from June and August. There are some outstanding descriptive sections, but the overall philosophy doesn’t really impress me. I’m feeling good now and need to make an effort to do a bit of structured work each day in Florence, despite the temptations to flânerie of this lifestyle.

I did hope to have spent a few days in Geneva before crossing the mountains! But perhaps, for the holidays, you and Madame Flournoy will cross them to see us at Florence. The Vers-chez-les-Blanc days are something that neither she nor I will forget!

I had hoped to spend a few days in Geneva before crossing the mountains! But maybe, for the holidays, you and Madame Flournoy will cross them to visit us in Florence. The Vers-chez-les-Blanc days are something that neither she nor I will forget!

You and I are strangely contrasted as regards our professorial responsibilities: you are becoming entangled in laboratory research and demonstration just as I am getting emancipated. As regards demonstrations, I think you will not find much difficulty in concocting a programme of classical observations on the senses, etc., for students to verify; it worked much more easily at Harvard than I supposed it would when we applied it to the whole class, and it improved the spirit of the work very much. As regards research, I advise you not to take that duty too conscientiously, if you find that ideas and projects do not abound. As long as [a] man is working at anything, he must give up other things at which he might be working, and the best thing he can work at is usually the thing he does most spontaneously. You philosophize, according to your own account, more spontaneously than you work in the laboratory. So do I, and I always felt that the occupation of philosophizing was with me a valid excuse for neglecting laboratory work, since there is not time for both. Your work as a philosopher will be more irreplaceable than what results you might get in the laboratory out of the same number of hours. Some day, I feel sure, you will find yourself impelled to publish some of your reflections. Until then, take notes and read, and feel that your true destiny is on the way to its accomplishment! It seems to me that a great thing would be to add a new course to your instruction. Au revoir, my dear friend! My wife sends "a great deal of love" to yours, and says she will write to her as soon as we get settled. I also send my most cordial greetings to Madame Flournoy. Remember me also affectionately to those charming young demoiselles, who will, I am afraid, incontinently proceed to forget me. Always affectionately yours,

You and I are oddly different when it comes to our teaching responsibilities: you’re getting involved in lab research and demonstrations just as I’m breaking free from them. When it comes to demonstrations, I think you’ll have no trouble putting together a program of classic experiments on the senses for students to explore; it worked much better at Harvard than I expected when we applied it to the entire class, and it really boosted the spirit of the work. As for research, I recommend not taking that duty too seriously if you find that ideas and projects aren’t flowing abundantly. As long as someone is engaged in any work, they have to give up other things they could be doing, and usually, the best thing to focus on is what comes most naturally. You claim to think more spontaneously than you work in the lab, and I do too; I’ve always felt that my philosophical pursuits were a valid excuse for neglecting lab work since there’s not enough time for both. Your role as a philosopher will be more irreplaceable than the results you might get in the lab with the same number of hours. Someday, I’m sure you’ll feel inspired to publish some of your thoughts. Until then, take notes, read, and know that your true path is unfolding! I think it would be great to add a new course to your teaching. Goodbye for now, my dear friend! My wife sends "a great deal of love" to yours, and says she’ll write to her as soon as we’re settled. I also send my warmest greetings to Madame Flournoy. Please give my affectionate regards to those lovely young demoiselles, who I’m afraid will quickly forget me. Always affectionately yours,

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

To William M. Salter.

FLORENCE, Oct. 6, 1892.

FLORENCE, Oct. 6, 1892.

...So the magician Renan is no more! I don't know whether you were ever much subject to his spell. If so, you have a fine subject for Sunday lectures! The queer thing was that he so slowly worked his way to his natural mental attitude of irony and persiflage, on a basis of moral and religious material. He levitated at last to his true level of superficiality, emancipating himself from layer after layer of the inhibitions into which he was born, and finally using the old moral and religious vocabulary to produce merely musical and poetic effects. That moral and religious ideals, seriously taken, involve certain refusals and renunciations of freedom, Renan seemed at last entirely to forget. On the whole, his sweetness and mere literary coquetry leave a displeasing impression, and the only way to handle him is not to take him heavily or seriously. The worst is, he was a prig in his ideals....

...So the magician Renan is gone! I’m not sure if you were ever really caught up in his charm. If you were, you have some great material for Sunday talks! The strange thing was that he gradually arrived at his natural attitude of irony and mockery, using a mix of moral and religious content. He ultimately rose to his true level of superficiality, shedding layer after layer of the constraints he was born into, and ended up using the old moral and religious language just for its musical and poetic qualities. Renan seemed to completely forget that taking moral and religious ideals seriously requires certain sacrifices and limitations on freedom. Overall, his charm and simple literary flair leave an unsatisfying impression, and the best way to approach him is to keep it light and not take him too seriously. Unfortunately, he had a bit of a pompous attitude regarding his ideals....

To James J. Putnam.

16 PIAZZA DELL'INDIPENDENZA,
FLORENCE, Oct. 7, 1892.

16 PIAZZA DELL'INDIPENDENZA,
FLORENCE, Oct. 7, 1892.

My dear Jim,—We got your delightful letter ever so long ago, and nothing but invincible lethargy on my part, excusing itself to conscience by saying, "I mustn't write till I have something definitive to announce," is responsible for this delay. The lethargy was doubtless the healthy reversion of the nervous system to its normal equilibrium again, so I let it work. And the conscientious sophism was not so unreasonable after all. My brain has gradually got working in a natural manner again, and we are definitively settled for the winter, so the time for a line to you has come.

Dear Jim,—We received your lovely letter quite a while ago, and it’s just my overwhelming sluggishness that has held me back from responding, convincing myself that "I shouldn’t write until I have something concrete to share." That sluggishness was likely just a healthy return of my nervous system to its normal balance, so I let it be. And honestly, my reasoning wasn’t entirely off. My mind has gradually started operating naturally again, and we’re officially settled for the winter, so it’s finally time to reach out to you.

To begin with, your letter sounded delicious, and I like to think of you as enjoying the neighborhood of our good little [Chocorua] lake so much, and particularly as expressing such satisfaction in the look of our little place. If it hasn't "style," it has at least a harmonious domesticity of appearance. A recent letter referred to "Dr. Putnam's" place on the hill across the lake, as if you or Charlie might have been buying over there too. Is this so? I shall be very glad if it is so.

To start with, your letter sounded wonderful, and I like to imagine you really enjoying the area around our lovely [Chocorua] lake, especially finding such joy in how our little home looks. If it doesn’t have “style,” at least it has a nice, cozy vibe. A recent letter mentioned “Dr. Putnam’s” place on the hill across the lake, as if you or Charlie might be thinking about buying there too. Is that true? I would be really happy if it is.

As for ourselves, coming abroad with a pack of children is not the same thing in reality as it is on paper. A summer full of passive enjoyment is one thing, a summer full of care for the present and anxious schemes for the coming winter is another. When you come abroad, come with Marian for the summer only and leave the children at home. Of course they have gained perception and intelligence, and if this Florence school only turns out well, they will have a good deal of French, and other experiences which will be precious to them hereafter; so that on their [account] there will be nothing to regret. But the parental organism in sore need of recuperative vacation gets a great deal more of it per dollar and per day if allowed to wander by itself. Enough now of this philosophy!...

As for us, traveling with a bunch of kids isn’t as easy in reality as it looks on paper. A summer filled with relaxation sounds great, but a summer filled with worries about the present and plans for the upcoming winter is a whole different story. If you’re going abroad, just take Marian for the summer and leave the kids at home. They’ve definitely picked up some knowledge and skills, and if this school in Florence goes well, they’ll come away with a lot of French and other experiences that will be valuable later on; so there’s nothing to regret for them. But the parents really need a chance to recharge, and they can do that much better on their own, getting more for their money and time. Enough of this philosophy!...

I am telling you nothing of our summer, most all of which was passed in Switzerland. Germany is good, but Switzerland is better. How good Switzerland is, is something that can't be described in words. The healthiness of it passes all utterance—the air, the roads, the mountains, the customs, the institutions, the people. Not a breath of art, poetry, esthetics, morbidness, or "suggestions"! It is all there, solid meat and drink for the sick body and soul, ready to be turned to, and do you infallible good when the nervous and gas-lit side of life has had too much play. What a see-saw life is, between the elemental things and the others! We must have both; but aspiration for aspiration, I think that of the over-cultured and exquisite person for the insipidity of health is the more pathetic. After the suggestiveness, decay and over-refinement of Florence this winter, I shall be hungry enough for the eternal elements to be had in Schweiz. I didn't do any high climbing, for which my legs and Schwindeligkeit both unfit me, but any amount of solid moderate walking (say four to six hours a day), which did me a lot of good. I envy the climbers, though!

I'm not sharing much about our summer, most of which was spent in Switzerland. Germany is nice, but Switzerland is even nicer. Just how amazing Switzerland is can't really be put into words. The freshness of it is beyond description—the air, the roads, the mountains, the customs, the institutions, the people. There’s not a hint of art, poetry, aesthetics, morbidity, or "suggestions"! It’s all there, solid nourishment for the tired body and soul, ready to help you and do you good when the stressful, artificial side of life has taken over. Life really is a balancing act between the basic things and everything else! We need both; however, I believe that the longing of an over-cultured, delicate person for the simplicity of health is the more tragic. After the suggestiveness, decay, and excessive refinement of Florence this winter, I’ll be craving the pure elements found in Switzerland. I didn’t do any serious climbing, since my legs and dizziness aren't suited for it, but I did quite a bit of solid, moderate walking (about four to six hours a day), which really helped me. I envy the climbers, though!

Now that my brain begins to work again, I have mapped out a profitable course of winter reading, Naturphilosophie and Kunstgeschichte, and, if the boys' school is only as good as it is cracked up to be, we shall have had a good year. Alice is very well, and much refreshed in spite of maternal cares and perplexities.... Love from both of us to both of you, and wishes for a good winter. Love also to all your family circle, especially Annie, and to Mrs. Wynne if she be near.

Now that my mind is starting to function again, I’ve planned out a worthwhile winter reading list: Naturphilosophie and Kunstgeschichte. If the boys' school is as good as everyone says, we should have a great year. Alice is doing well and feeling much better despite the challenges of motherhood.... Love from both of us to you both, and hoping you have a good winter. Also send our love to your entire family, especially Annie, and to Mrs. Wynne if she's nearby.

W. J.

W. J.

To Miss Grace Ashburner.

6 PIAZZA DELL INDIPENDENZA
FLORENCE, Oct. 19, 1892.

6 PIAZZA DELL INDIPENDENZA
FLORENCE, Oct. 19, 1892.

My dear Grace,—It is needless to say that your long and delightful reply written by Theodora's self-effacing hand reached us duly, and that I have "been on the point" of writing to you again ever since. That "point" as you well know, is one to which somehow one seems long to cleave without jumping off. But at last here goes—irrevocably! I did not expect that in your condition you would be either so conscientious or so energetic as to send so immediate and full a return, and I must expressly stipulate, my dear old friend, that the sole condition upon which I write now is that you shall not feel that I expect a single word of answer. (Needless to say, however, how much any infringement of this condition on your part will be enjoyed.)

Dear Grace,—I don’t need to say that your long and wonderful reply, written in Theodora's humble handwriting, reached us perfectly, and I’ve "been on the verge" of writing to you again ever since. That "verge," as you know, is a point where it somehow feels like one lingers too long without making the leap. But finally, here I go—no turning back! I didn't think that given your situation, you would be so dedicated or so proactive to send such an immediate and complete response, and I must clearly state, my dear old friend, that the only condition under which I’m writing now is that you shouldn’t feel like I expect even a single word in reply. (Of course, I must admit how much I would enjoy any violation of this condition on your part.)

Well! Cold and wet drove us out of Switzerland that first week in September, though, as it turned out, we should have had a fine rest of the month if we had stayed. We crossed the Simplon to Pallanza on Lake Maggiore, where we stayed ten days, till the bad fare made us sick; and then came straight to Florence by the 21st. As almost no strangers had arrived, we had the pick of all the furnished apartments, most of which threatened great bleakness or gloominess for the winter, with their high ceilings, and some rooms in all of them lit from court or well. Our family seems to be of the maximum size for which apartments are made! We found but this one into all the rooms of which the sun can come either before- or after-noon. It is clean, and abundantly furnished with sofas and chairs, but not a "convenience for housekeeping" of any kind whatsoever. No oven in which to make the macaroni au gratin, no place to keep more than a week's supply of charcoal, or I fear more than three or four days' supply of wood for the fire when the cold weather comes, as come it will with a vengeance, from all accounts. I hope our children won't freeze!

Well! The cold and rain drove us out of Switzerland that first week in September, although, as it turned out, we could have enjoyed the rest of the month if we had stayed. We crossed the Simplon to Pallanza on Lake Maggiore, where we stayed for ten days until the poor food made us sick; then we headed straight to Florence by the 21st. Since almost no other travelers had arrived, we had our pick of all the furnished apartments, most of which seemed extremely bleak or gloomy for the winter, with their high ceilings, and some of the rooms in all of them only lit from the courtyard or well. Our family seems to be the largest size for which apartments are designed! We found just this one where the sun can come into all the rooms either before or after noon. It's clean and well furnished with sofas and chairs, but it has no "amenities for housekeeping" whatsoever. No oven to make macaroni au gratin, no place to store more than a week's worth of charcoal, or I fear more than three or four days’ supply of wood for the fire when the cold weather arrives, which it will hit hard, based on all accounts. I hope our kids won't freeze!

Harry and Billy started school at last two days ago, and glad I am to see them at it. In the immortal words of our townsman Rindge in his monumental inscription, "every man" (and "every" boy!) "should have an honest occupation."[101] What they need is comrades of their own age, and competitive play and work, rather than monuments of antiquity or landscape beauty. Animal, not vegetable or mineral life is their element. The school is English, they'll get no more French or German there than at Browne and Nichols's [school at home] and they'll have to begin Italian, I'm afraid, which will be pure interruption and leave not a rack behind after they've been home a year. Still one mustn't always grumble about one's children, and they are getting an amount of perception over here, and a freedom from prejudices about American things and ways, which will certainly be of general service to their intelligence, and be worth more to them hereafter than their year would have been if spent in drill for the Harvard exams—even if what they lose do amount to a whole year, which I much doubt. But I think it may be called certain that they shan't be kept abroad a second year!

Harry and Billy finally started school two days ago, and I'm really happy to see them doing it. In the famous words of our townsman Rindge in his notable inscription, "every man" (and "every" boy!) "should have an honest occupation." What they need is friends their own age, along with some competition in play and work, rather than old monuments or beautiful landscapes. They belong to the world of animals, not plants or minerals. The school is English; they won't get any more French or German there than they would at Browne and Nichols's [school at home], and unfortunately, they'll have to start learning Italian, which will just be a distraction and won't leave any lasting impact after they return home a year later. Still, one shouldn't always complain about one's children—they are gaining valuable insights here and developing a freedom from biases about American things and ways, which will definitely benefit their intelligence and be worth more to them in the future than a year spent preparing for the Harvard exams—even if what they miss out on amounts to an entire year, which I seriously doubt. But it's pretty certain that they won't be kept abroad for a second year!

For ourselves, Florence is delicious. I have a sort of organic protestation against certain things here, the toneless air in the streets, which feels like used-up indoor air, the "general debility" which pervades all ways and institutions, the worn-out faces, etc., etc. But the charming sunny manners, the old-world picturesqueness wherever you cast your eye, and above all, the magnificent remains of art, redeem it all, and insidiously spin a charm round one which might well end by turning one into one of these mere northern loungers here for the rest of one's days, recreant to all one's native instincts. The stagnancy of the thermometer is the great thing. Day after day a changeless air, sometimes sun and sometimes shower, but no other difference except possibly from week to week the faintest possible progress in the direction of cold. It must be very good for one's nerves after our acrobatic climate. We have an excellent man-cook, the most faithful of beings, at two and a half dollars a week. He never goes out except to market, and understands, strange to say, the naked Latin roots without terminations in which we hold unsweet discourse with him. But on Dante and Charles Norton's admirable "pony" I am getting up the lingo fast!

For us, Florence is amazing. I have a kind of natural annoyance about certain things here, like the stale air in the streets that feels like recycled indoor air, the "general weakness" that seems to affect everything and everyone, the tired faces, and so on. But the lovely sunny vibes, the charming old-world beauty you see everywhere, and especially the incredible art leftovers, make it all worthwhile and slowly wrap a spell around you that could easily turn you into one of those lazy northern people content to stay here for the rest of your life, abandoning all your instincts. The unchanging temperature is the biggest thing. Day after day, the air stays the same, sometimes sunny and sometimes rainy, but no other difference—A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0—except maybe from week to week the tiniest hint of getting colder. It must be really good for your nerves after our intense climate. We have a fantastic cook, the most loyal person, for two and a half dollars a week. He only goes out for shopping and, oddly enough, understands the basic Latin roots without endings that we use to have our sweet talks with him. But thanks to Dante and Charles Norton's amazing "pony," I'm picking up the language quickly!

All this time I am saying nothing about you or your sister, or the dear Childs, or the Nortons, or anyone. Of your own condition we have got very scanty news indeed since your letter.... Perhaps Theodora will just sit down and write two pages,—not a letter, if she isn't ready; but just two pages—to give some authentic account of how the fall finds you all, especially you. I hope the opium business and all has not given you additional trouble, and that the pain has not made worse havoc than before. When one thinks of your patience and good cheer, my dear, dear Grace, through all of life, one feels grateful to the Higher Powers for the example. Please take the heartfelt love of both of us, give some to your dear sister and to Theodora, and believe me ever your affectionate,

All this time, I haven't said anything about you, your sister, the dear Childs, the Nortons, or anyone else. We've received very little news about your situation since your letter.... Maybe Theodora will just sit down and write a couple of pages—not a full letter, unless she feels up to it—but just two pages to give an honest update on how the fall finds all of you, especially you. I hope the opium situation hasn’t caused you any more trouble, and that the pain hasn’t gotten worse than before. When I think of your patience and positivity, my dear, dear Grace, throughout all of life, I’m thankful to the Higher Powers for your example. Please accept the heartfelt love from both of us, pass some along to your dear sister and to Theodora, and know that I am always your affectionate,

WM. JAMES.

W.M. James.

Love too, to the Nortons, old and young, and to the Childs.

Love too, to the Nortons, both old and young, and to the Childs.

To Josiah Royce.

FLORENCE, Dec. 18, 1892.

FLORENCE, Dec. 18, 1892.

BELOVED JOSIAH,—Your letter of Oct. 12, with "missent Indian mail" stamped upon its envelope in big letters, was handed in only ten days ago, after I had long said in my heart that you were no true friend to leave me thus languishing so long in ignorance of all that was befalling in Irving St. and the country round about. Its poetical hyperboles about the way I was missed made amends for everything, so I am not now writing to ask you for my diamonds back, or to return my ringlet of your hair. It was a beautiful and bully letter and filled the hearts of both of us with exceeding joy. I have heard since then from the Gibbenses that you are made Professor—I fear at not more than $3000. But still it is a step ahead and I congratulate you most heartily thereupon.

BELOVED JOSIAH,—Your letter from October 12, with "missent Indian mail" written in bold letters on the envelope, was finally delivered just ten days ago. I had long thought in my heart that you weren’t a true friend for leaving me here, languishing in ignorance of everything happening in Irving St. and the surrounding area. The poetic exaggerations about how much I was missed made up for everything, so I’m not writing to ask you for my diamonds back or to return my lock of your hair. It was a beautiful and wonderful letter, filling both of our hearts with immense joy. I’ve since heard from the Gibbenses that you’ve become a Professor—I suspect it’s for no more than $3000. But still, it’s a step forward, and I heartily congratulate you on it.

What I most urgently wanted to hear from you was some estimate of Münsterberg, and when you say, "he is an immense success," you may imagine how I am pleased. He has his foibles, as who has not; but I have a strong impression that that youth will be a great man. Moreover, his naïveté and openness of nature make him very lovable. I do hope that [his] English will go—of course there can be no question of the students liking him, when once he gets his communications open. He has written me exhaustive letters, and seems to be outdoing even you in the amount of energizing which he puts forth. May God have him in his holy keeping!

What I really wanted to hear from you was your take on Münsterberg, and when you say, "he is a huge success," you can imagine how happy that makes me. He has his quirks, like everyone does; but I really believe that this young man will become great. Plus, his innocence and openness make him very lovable. I hope that [his] English improves—there's no doubt the students will like him once he starts communicating effectively. He has written me detailed letters and seems to be putting in even more effort than you. May God watch over him!

From the midst of my laziness here the news I get from Cambridge makes it seem like a little seething Florence of the XVth Century. Having all the time there is, to myself, I of course find I have no time for doing any particular duties, and the consequence is that the days go by without anything very serious accomplished. But we live well and are comfortable by means of sheet-iron stoves which the clammy quality of the cold rather than its intensity seems to necessitate, and Italianism is "striking in" to all of us to various degrees of depth, shallowest of all I fear in Peg and the baby. When Gemüthlichkeit is banished from the world, it will still survive in this dear and shabby old country; though I suppose the same sort of thing is really to be found in the East even more than in Italy, and that we shall seek it there when Italy has got as tram-roaded and modernized all over as Berlin. It is a curious smell of the past, that lingers over everything, speech and manners as well as stone and stuffs!

From the middle of my laziness here, the news I get from Cambridge makes it feel like a little bustling Florence of the 15th Century. With all the time to myself, I find that I actually have no time to do any specific tasks, and as a result, the days pass by without anything significant accomplished. But we live well and are comfortable thanks to sheet-iron stoves, which the damp cold seems to require more than its intensity does, and Italian culture is "striking in" to all of us to varying degrees, shallowest, I fear, in Peg and the baby. When Gemüthlichkeit is driven out of the world, it will still live on in this beloved and shabby old country; though I suppose a similar feeling can really be found in the East even more than in Italy, and we will seek it there when Italy has been as modernized and developed as Berlin. There’s a strange scent of the past that lingers over everything—speech and manners, as well as stone and textiles!

I went to Padua last week to a Galileo anniversary. It was splendidly carried out, and great fun; and they gave all of us foreigners honorary degrees. I rather like being a doctor of the University of Padua, and shall feel more at home than hitherto in the "Merchant of Venice." I have written a letter to the "Nation" about it, which I commend to the attention of your gentle partner.[102] ...

I went to Padua last week for a Galileo anniversary. It was incredibly well organized and a lot of fun; they even awarded all of us foreign guests honorary degrees. I really like being a doctor of the University of Padua and will feel more connected than ever in the "Merchant of Venice." I’ve written a letter to the "Nation" about it, which I recommend to your kind partner's attention.[102] ...

Mark Twain is here for the winter in a villa outside the town, hard at work writing something or other. I have seen him a couple of times—a fine, soft-fibred little fellow with the perversest twang and drawl, but very human and good. I should think that one might grow very fond of him, and wish he'd come and live in Cambridge.

Mark Twain is spending the winter in a villa outside of town, busy working on something. I've seen him a couple of times—he’s a nice, gentle guy with a really unique twang and drawl, but he’s very relatable and good-hearted. I can imagine that people would grow quite fond of him and hope he’d decide to live in Cambridge.

I am just beginning to wake up from the sort of mental palsy that has been over me for the past year, and to take a little "notice" in matters philosophical. I am now reading Wundt's curiously long-winded "System," which, in spite of his intolerable sleekness and way of soaping everything on to you by plausible transitions so as to make it run continuous, has every now and then a compendiously stated truth, or aperçu, which is nourishing and instructive. Come March, I will send you proposals for my work next year, to the "Cosmology" part of which I am just beginning to wake up. [A. W.] Benn, of the history of Greek Philosophy, is here, a shy Irishman (I should judge) with a queer manner, whom I have only seen a couple of times, but with whom I shall probably later take some walks. He seems a good and well-informed fellow, much devoted to astronomy, and I have urged your works on his attention. He lent me the "New World" with your article in it, which I read with admiration. Would that belief would ensue! Perhaps I shall get straight.

I’m just starting to wake up from the mental fog that’s been hanging over me for the past year, and to pay a bit of attention to philosophical matters. I’m currently reading Wundt’s annoyingly verbose “System,” which, despite his incredibly smooth style and his way of linking everything together with plausible transitions to make it all flow, does occasionally contain a clearly stated truth or insight that is both nourishing and educational. By March, I’ll send you my proposals for my work next year, for which I’m just starting to gain some clarity in the “Cosmology” section. [A. W.] Benn, who specializes in the history of Greek Philosophy, is around—he seems to be a shy Irishman with an odd manner, whom I’ve only seen a couple of times, but I’ll probably go for some walks with him later. He appears to be a good and knowledgeable guy, quite into astronomy, and I’ve recommended your works to him. He lent me the “New World” with your article in it, which I read with great admiration. I wish belief would follow! Maybe I’ll get my act together.

I have just been "penning" a notice of Renouvier's "Principes de la Nature" for Schurman.[103] Renouvier cannot be true—his world is so much dust. But that conception is a zu überwindendes Moment, and he has given it its most energetic expression. There is a theodicy at the end, a speculation about this being a world fallen, which ought to interest you much from the point of view of your own Cosmology.

I just finished writing a notice for Schurman about Renouvier's "Principes de la Nature".[103] Renouvier can't be true—his world is so much dust. But that idea is a zu überwindendes Moment, and he has expressed it very strongly. There's a theodicy at the end, a theory about this being a fallen world, which should really interest you from the perspective of your own Cosmology.

Münsterberg wrote me, and I forgot to remark on it in my reply, that Scripture wanted him to contribute to a new Yale psychology review, but that he wished to publish in a volume. I confess it disgusts me to hear of each of these little separate college tin-trumpets. What I should really like would be a philosophic monthly in America, which would be all sufficing, as the "Revue Philosophique" is in France. If it were a monthly, Münsterberg could find room for all his contributions from the laboratory. But I don't suppose that Scripture will combine with Schurman any more than Hall would, or for the matter of that, I don't know whether Schurman himself would wish it....

Münsterberg wrote to me, and I forgot to mention it in my reply, that Scripture wanted him to contribute to a new psychology review at Yale, but he preferred to publish in a book. I have to admit it annoys me to hear about all these little separate college publications. What I'd really like to see is a philosophical monthly in America that would be comprehensive, like the "Revue Philosophique" in France. If it were a monthly, Münsterberg could include all his contributions from the lab. But I don’t think Scripture will team up with Schurman any more than Hall would, and honestly, I’m not sure if Schurman himself would want that either....

What are you working at? Is the Goethe work started? Is music raging round you both as of yore? How are the children? We heard last night the new opera by Mascagni, "I Rantzau," which has made a furore here and which I enjoyed hugely. How is Santayana, and what is he up to? You can't tell how thick the atmosphere of Cambridge seems over here? "Surcharged with vitality," in short. Write again whenever you can spare a fellow a half hour, and believe me, with warmest regards from both of us to both of you, yours always,

What are you working on? Have you started the Goethe project? Is music still swirling around you like before? How are the kids? We heard the new opera by Mascagni, "I Rantzau," last night, and it has caused quite a stir here, which I enjoyed a lot. How is Santayana, and what’s he up to? You wouldn’t believe how thick the atmosphere of Cambridge feels from here—“surcharged with vitality,” in short. Write back whenever you can spare half an hour, and believe me, we send our warmest regards from both of us to both of you, yours always,

WM. JAMES.

W.M. James.

Pray give love to Palmer, Nichols, Santayana, Münsterberg, and all.

Please send my love to Palmer, Nichols, Santayana, Münsterberg, and everyone else.

To Miss Grace Norton.

FLORENCE, Dec. 28, 1892.

FLORENCE, Dec. 28, 1892.

My dear Grace,—I hope that my silence has not left you to think that I have forgotten all the ties of friendship. Far from it!—but have you never felt the rapture of day after day with no letter to write, nor the shrinking from breaking the spell by changing a limitless possibility of future outpouring into a shabby little actual scrawl? Remote, unwritten to and unheard from, you seem to me something ideal, off there in your inaccessible Cambridge palazzo, bathed in the angelic American light, occupying your mind with noble literature, pure, solitary, incontaminate—a station from which the touch of this vulgar epistle will instantly bring you down; for you will have been imagining your poor correspondent in the same high and abstract fashion until what he says breaks the charm (as infallibly it must), and with the perception of his finiteness must also come a faint sense of discouragement as if you were finite too—for communications bring the communicants to a common level. All of which sounds, my dear Grace, as if I were refraining from writing to you out of my well-known habit of "metaphysical politeness"; or trying to make you think so. But I think I can trust you to see that all these elaborate conceits (which seem imitated from the choice Italian manner, and which I confess have flowed from my pen quite unpremeditatedly and somewhat to my own surprise) are nothing but a shabby cloak under which I am trying to hide my own palpable laziness—a laziness which even the higher affections can only render a little restless and uncomfortable, but not dispel.—However, it is dispelled at last, isn't it? So let me begin.

Dear Grace,—I hope my silence hasn’t made you think I’ve forgotten our friendship. Not at all!—but have you ever experienced the thrill of day after day passing without a letter to write, or hesitated to break the enchantment of limitless future conversations by turning it into a dull little note? Distant, unwritten to and unheard from, you seem to me like something ideal, over there in your unreachable Cambridge residence, bathed in beautiful American light, filling your mind with noble literature, pure, solitary, untouched—a place where this ordinary letter will quickly bring you back to reality; for you’ve likely been imagining your poor correspondent in the same elevated, abstract way until what I say inevitably breaks the spell, and with the realization of my ordinary nature must come a slight sense of disappointment as if you were ordinary too—because communication brings us to the same level. All of this sounds, my dear Grace, like I’m holding back from writing to you out of my usual tendency for "metaphysical politeness"; or trying to make you think that. But I trust you to see that all these elaborate thoughts (which seem borrowed from the select Italian style, and which I admit have flowed from my pen quite spontaneously and somewhat to my own surprise) are just a poor disguise hiding my own obvious laziness—a laziness that even the strongest feelings can only make a little restless and uncomfortable, but not remove.—However, it is finally removed, isn’t it? So let me begin.

You will have heard stray tidings of us from time to time, so I need give you no detailed account of our peregrinations or decisions. We had a delicious summer in Switzerland, that noble and medicinal country, and we have now got into first-rate shape at Florence, although there is a menace of "sociability" commencing, which may take away that wonderful and unexampled sense of peace. I have been enjoying [myself] of late in sitting under the lamp until midnight, secure against any possible interruption, and reading what things I pleased. I believe that last year in Cambridge I counted one single night in which I could sit and read passively till bedtime; and now that the days have begun to lengthen and that the small end of winter appears looking through the future, I begin to count them here as something unspeakably precious that may ne'er return.

You might have heard bits and pieces about us from time to time, so I don't need to give you a detailed account of our travels or choices. We had a wonderful summer in Switzerland, that amazing and refreshing country, and we are now in great shape in Florence, although there's a hint of "sociability" starting up, which could take away that incredible sense of peace. Recently, I've enjoyed sitting under the lamp until midnight, free from any interruptions, and reading whatever I like. I think that last year in Cambridge, I could only count one single night where I could sit and read until bedtime; and now that the days are getting longer and the end of winter is beginning to peek through the future, I start to see these moments here as something unimaginably precious that may never come back.

The boys are at an English school which, though certainly very good, gives them rather less French and German than they would have at Browne and Nichols's. Peg is having first-rate "opportunities" in the way of dancing, gymnastics and other accomplishments of a bodily sort. We have a little shred of a half-starved, but very cheerful, ex-ballet dancer who brings a poor little, humble, peering-eyed fiddler—"Maestro" she calls him—three times a week to our big salon, and makes supple the limbs of Peg and the two infants of Dr. Baldwin by the most wonderful patience and diversity of exercises at five francs a lesson. When one thinks of the sort of lessons the children at Cambridge get, and of the sort of price they pay, it makes one feel that geography is a tremendous frustrator of the so-called laws of demand and supply.

The boys are at an English school that, while definitely good, offers them less French and German than they would get at Browne and Nichols’s. Peg is enjoying great "opportunities" in dance, gymnastics, and other physical skills. We have a little threadbare, but very cheerful, former ballet dancer who brings a timid little fiddler—she calls him "Maestro"—three times a week to our big living room, and helps Peg and Dr. Baldwin's two kids become more flexible with her incredible patience and variety of exercises at five francs per lesson. When you think about the kind of lessons kids at Cambridge receive and the amount they pay, it really shows how geography can mess with the so-called laws of supply and demand.

Alice and I lunched this noon with young Loeser, whose name you may remember some years ago in Cambridge. He is devoted to the scientific study of pictures, and I hope to gain some truth from him ere we leave. He is a dear good fellow. Baron Ostensacken is also here—I forget whether you used to know him. The same quaint, cheerful, nervous, intelligent, rather egotistic old bachelor that he used to be, who also runs to pictures in his old age, after the strictly entomological method, I fancy, this time; for I doubt whether he cares near as much for the pictures themselves as for the science of them. But you can't keep science out of anything in these bad times. Love is dead, or at any rate seems weak and shallow wherever science has taken possession. I am glad that, being incapable cf anything like scholarship in any line, I still can take some pleasure from these pictures in the way of love; particularly glad since some years ago I thought that my care for pictures had faded away with youth. But with better opportunities it has revived. Loeser describes Bôcher as basking in the presence of pictures, as if it were an amusing way of taking them, whereas it is the true way. Is Mr. Bôcher giving his lectures or talks again at your house?

Alice and I had lunch today with young Loeser, whose name you might remember from a few years ago in Cambridge. He’s really into the scientific study of art, and I hope to learn something from him before we leave. He’s a really nice guy. Baron Ostensacken is also here—I can’t remember if you knew him. He’s still the same quirky, cheerful, nervous, smart, kind of self-centered old bachelor he always was, and now he’s also getting into art in his old age, probably following the strictly entomological approach this time; I doubt he cares much about the art itself as much as the science behind it. But you can’t escape science these days. Love feels dead, or at least superficial, wherever science has taken over. I’m glad that, since I’m not capable of any real scholarship in any field, I can still find some pleasure in art through love; especially since I thought my appreciation for art had faded away with youth a few years ago. But with better opportunities, it has come back. Loeser describes Bôcher as basking in the presence of art, as if that’s a fun way to experience it, but it’s actually the real way. Is Mr. Bôcher giving his lectures or talks again at your place?

Duveneck[104] is here, but I have seen very little of him. The professor is an oppressor to the artist, I fear; and metaphysical politeness has kept me from pressing him too much. What an awful trade that of professor is—paid to talk, talk, talk! I have seen artists growing pale and sick whilst I talked to them without being able to stop. And I loved them for not being able to love me any better. It would be an awful universe if everything could be converted into words, words, words.

Duveneck[104] is here, but I haven't seen much of him. I worry that the professor is hard on artists; and my polite nature has prevented me from pushing him too much. Being a professor is such a terrible job—getting paid to just talk, talk, talk! I've watched artists grow pale and sick while I couldn't stop talking to them. And I admired them for not being able to love me any more than they did. It would be a terrible universe if everything could be turned into words, words, words.

I have been so sorry to hear of the miserable condition of so many of your family circle this summer.... Give my love to your brother Charles, to Sally, Lily, Dick, Margaret and all the dear creatures. Also to the other dears on both sides of the Kirkland driveway. I hope and trust that your winter is passing cheerfully and healthily away. With warm good wishes for a happy new year, and affectionate greetings from both of us, believe me always yours,

I’m really sorry to hear about the tough times so many in your family are going through this summer. Please send my love to your brother Charles, Sally, Lily, Dick, Margaret, and all the other loved ones. Also, say hi to the other dear ones on both sides of the Kirkland driveway. I hope your winter is going by cheerfully and healthily. Sending warm wishes for a happy new year and affectionate greetings from both of us. Always yours,

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

 

It will be recalled that Miss Gibbens, to whom the next letter was addressed, was Mrs. James's sister.

It’s worth noting that Miss Gibbens, to whom the next letter was addressed, was Mrs. James's sister.

To Miss Margaret Gibbens (Mrs. L. R. Gregor).

FLORENCE, Jan. 3, 1893.

FLORENCE, Jan. 3, 1893.

BELOVED MARGARET,—A happy New Year to you all! My immediate purpose in writing is to celebrate Alice's social greatness, and to do humble penance for the obstacles I have persistently thrown in her path. By which I mean that the dinner which we gave on Sunday night, and which she with great equanimity got up, was a perfect success. She began, according to her wont, after we had been in the apartment a fortnight, to say that we must give a dinner to the Villaris, etc. If you could have seen the manner of our ménage at that time, you would have excused the terrible severity of the tones in which I rebuked her, and the copious eloquence in which I described our past, present, and future life and circumstances and expressed my doubts as to whether she ought not to inhabit an asylum rather than an apartment. As time wore on we got a waitress, and added dessert spoons, fruit knives, etc., etc., to our dining-room resources; also got some silver polish, etc.; and Alice would keep returning to the idea in a way which made me, I confess, act like the madman with whose conversation at such times (dictated I must say by the highest social responsibility) you are acquainted. At last she invited the Lorings, I. Ostensacken and Loeser for New Year's night; I groaning, she smiling; I hopeless and abusive, she confident and defensive, of our resources; I doing all I could to add to her burden and make things impossible, she explaining to Raffaello in her inimitable Italian, drilling the handmaids, screening the direful lamp most successfully with three Japanese umbrellas after I contended that it was impossible to do so, procuring the only two little red petticoats in the city to put on our two candles, making a bunch of flowers, so small in the centre of a star of fern leaves that I bitterly laughed at it, look exquisitely lovely—and then, with her beautiful countenance, which always becomes transfigured in the presence of company, keeping the conversation going till after eleven o'clock. I humbly prostrated myself before her after it was over,—for the table really looked sweet—no human being would have believed it beforehand,—threw the wood-ashes on my head, and swore that she should have the Villaris, and the King of Italy if she wished and whenever she wished, and that I would write to you in token of my shame. It will please your mother to hear what a successful creature she is. Her diet is still eccentric,—flying from one extreme of abstinence to another,—and her sleep fitful and accidental in its times and seasons. She sits up very late at night, and slumbers publicly when afternoon visitors come in, upright in her chair, with the lamp shining full on her beautiful countenance from which all traces of struggle have disappeared and [where] sleep reigns calmly victorious—at least she did this once lately....

BELOVED MARGARET,—Happy New Year to you all! The main reason I’m writing is to celebrate Alice's social skills and to humbly atone for the obstacles I've constantly put in her way. I mean that the dinner we hosted on Sunday night, which she organized with such calmness, was a complete success. As usual, after we had been in the apartment for two weeks, she started saying we had to invite the Villaris over for dinner, etc. If you could have seen how we were managing back then, you would have understood the harshness of my tone when I scolded her, and the long-winded explanations I gave about our past, present, and future life and circumstances, expressing my doubts about whether she should be living in an apartment rather than an asylum. As time passed, we got a waitress and added dessert spoons, fruit knives, and more to our dining set; we also acquired some silver polish. Alice kept bringing up the idea in a way that made me, I have to admit, act like a madman, often leading to conversations that (I must say, driven by the highest social duty) you are familiar with. Eventually, she invited the Lorings, I. Ostensacken, and Loeser for New Year’s Eve; I was groaning while she smiled; I was hopeless and upset while she was confident and defending our resources; I did everything I could to add to her stress and make things impossible, while she explained to Raffaello in her unique Italian, trained the waitstaff, and successfully managed to cover the dreadful lamp with three Japanese umbrellas after I insisted it couldn’t be done, found the only two little red petticoats in the city for our two candles, arranged a tiny bouquet of flowers in the center of a star made of fern leaves that I mockingly laughed at but it turned out to be exquisitely lovely—and then, with her beautiful face, which always lights up when there are guests around, she kept the conversation flowing until after eleven o'clock. I humbly bowed down before her afterward because the table really looked delightful—no one would have believed it beforehand—I threw wood ashes on my head and declared that she could invite the Villaris and the King of Italy whenever she wanted, and that I would write to you as a sign of my shame. Your mother will be pleased to know what a successful person she is. Her diet is still unusual, swinging from one extreme of abstinence to another, and her sleep is erratic and unpredictable in its timing and pattern. She stays up very late at night and dozes off during afternoon visits, sitting upright in her chair with the lamp shining directly on her beautiful face from which all signs of struggle have vanished, making her look calm and peaceful in sleep—at least she did this once recently....

P.S. On reading this to Alice she says she doesn't see what call I had to write it, and that as for my obstructing the dinner, I hadn't made it more impossible than I always make everything. This with a sweet ironical smile which I can't give on paper....

P.S. When I read this to Alice, she said she doesn’t understand why I felt the need to write it, and she thinks that my disrupting dinner wasn’t any worse than how I usually make everything impossible. She said this with a sweet, ironic smile that I can’t capture on paper....

To Francis Boott.

FLORENCE, Jan. 30, 1893.

FLORENCE, Jan. 30, 1893.

Dear Mr. Boott,—Your letter of Dec. 15th was very welcome, with its home gossip and its Florentine advice. Our winter has worn away, as you see, with very little discomfort from cold. It is true that I have been irritated at the immovable condition of my bed-room thermometer which, for five weeks, has been at 40°F., not shifting in all that time more than one degree either way, until I longed for a change; but how much better such steadfastness than the acrobatic performances of our American winter-thermometer. You and other sybarites scared us so, in the fall, about the arctic cold we should have, that I used daily to make vows to the Creator and the Saints that, if they would only carry us safely to the first of February, I never would ask them for another favor as long as I lived. With the impending winter once overcome I thought life would be one long vista of relief thenceforth. But practically there has been nothing to overcome. I am glad, however, that now that January disappears, we may have some warm days, coming more and more frequently. The spring must be really delicious. We are keeping as shy of "Society" as we can, but still we see a good many people, and the interruptions to study (from that, and the domestic causes which abound in our narrow quarters—narrow in winter-time, broad enough when fires go out) are very great.

Dear Mr. Boott,—Your letter from December 15th was a delightful surprise, filled with local news and your wise advice from Florence. As you can see, our winter has passed with surprisingly little discomfort from the cold. It’s true that I’ve been frustrated by my bedroom thermometer, which has stubbornly stayed at 40°F for five weeks, barely moving a single degree either way, leaving me longing for a change. But honestly, I’d rather have this kind of stability than the wild fluctuations of our American winter thermometers. You and the other comfort-seekers really scared us in the fall about the intense cold we were supposed to face, so I found myself daily making promises to the Creator and the Saints that if they could just help us make it to February 1st safely, I wouldn’t ask for anything else for the rest of my life. With the scary winter now behind us, I thought life would be one long stretch of relief after that. But really, there hasn’t been much to get through at all. I’m glad that as January ends, we might start having some warm days more frequently. The spring is sure to be truly enjoyable. We’re trying to avoid "Society" as much as possible, but we still see quite a few people, and the interruptions to our studies (due to that and the domestic distractions that come with living in close quarters—tight in the winter, but spacious enough when the fires are out) are quite significant.

Duveneck[105] spent a most delightful evening here a while ago, and left a big portfolio of photos of Böcklin's pictures and a big bunch of cigars for me two days later. I wish I didn't always feel like a phrase-monger with honest artists like him. However there are some fellows who seem phrase-mongers to me, X——, e.g., so it's "square."... We have a cook, Raffaello, the most modest and faithful of his sex. Our manner of communication with him is awful; but he finishes all our sentences for us, and, strange to say, just as we would have finished them if we could. Alice swears we must bring him home to America. Should you think it safe? He seems to have no friends or diversions here, and no love except for his saucepans. But I dread the responsibility of being foster-father to him in our cold and uncongenial land. It would be different if I spoke his lingo.—What do you think?

Duveneck[105] had a wonderful evening here not too long ago and two days later, he left me a big portfolio of photos of Böcklin's paintings along with a large bunch of cigars. I wish I didn’t always feel like a phrase-monger around genuine artists like him. However, there are some guys who seem like phrase-mongers to me, X——, e.g., so it’s “fair.”... We have a cook named Raffaello, who is the most modest and faithful guy around. Our way of communicating with him is awful, but he finishes all our sentences for us, and oddly enough, just like we would have if we could. Alice insists we have to bring him back to America. Do you think that’s a good idea? He doesn’t seem to have friends or interests here, and his only love seems to be his pots and pans. But I worry about the responsibility of being a sort of foster-dad to him in our cold and unwelcoming country. It would be different if I spoke his language.—What do you think?

And what a pretty lingo it is! Italian and German seem to me the languages. The mongrels French and English might drop out!

And what a beautiful language it is! Italian and German seem to me the real languages. The mixed-up French and English could disappear!

Apropos to English, I return your slip [about the teaching of English?] "as per request," having been amused at the manifestation of the ruling passion in you. I don't care how incorrect language may be if it only has fitness of epithet, energy and clearness. But I do pity the poor English Department. I see they are talking in England of more study of their own tongue in the schools being required.... Mark Twain dined with us last night, in company with the good Villari and the charming Mrs. Villari; but there was no chance then to ask him to sing Nora McCarty. He's a dear man, and there'll be a chance yet. He is in a delightful villa at Settignano, and says he has written more in the past four months than he could have done in two years at Hartford. Well! good-bye, dear old friend. Yours ever,

Regarding English, I'm returning your note [about the teaching of English?] "as requested," having been entertained by your strong passion for the subject. I don’t mind how incorrect the language may be as long as it has the right words, energy, and clarity. But I do feel sorry for the poor English Department. I hear they’re discussing in England the need for more study of their own language in schools... Mark Twain joined us for dinner last night, in company with the wonderful Villari and the lovely Mrs. Villari; but there wasn’t an opportunity to ask him to sing Nora McCarty then. He’s a great guy, and I’m sure there will be a chance later. He’s staying in a lovely villa at Settignano and says he’s written more in the last four months than he could have in two years back in Hartford. Well! Goodbye, dear old friend. Yours always,

WM. JAMES.

W. JAMES.

To Henry James.

FLORENCE, Mar. 17, 1893.

FLORENCE, Mar. 17, 1893.

...I don't wonder that it seems strange to you that we should be leaving here just in the glory of the year. Your view of Italy is that of the tourist; and that is really the only way to enjoy any place. Ours is that of the resident in whom the sweet decay breathed in for six months has produced a sort of physiological craving for a change to robuster air. One ends by craving one's own more permanent attitude, and a country whose language I can speak and where I can settle into my own necessary work (which has been awfully prevented here of late), without a guilty sense that I am neglecting the claims of pictures and monuments, is the better environment now. In short, Italy has well served its purpose by us and we shall be eternally grateful. But we have no farther use for it, and the spring is also beautiful in lands that will [be] fresher to our senses. There are moments when the Florentine debility becomes really hateful to one, and I don't see how the Lorings and others can come and make their home with it. You have done the best thing, in putting yourself in the strongest milieu to be found on earth. But Italy is incomparable as a refreshing refuge, and I am sorry that you are likely to lose it this year....

...I can see why it seems odd to you that we’re leaving here just as the year is at its peak. Your perspective of Italy is that of a tourist, which is really the best way to enjoy any place. Ours is that of a resident who, after six months of soaking in the beautiful decay, has developed a sort of physical craving for a change to fresher air. Eventually, you start to long for a more permanent place, a country where I can speak the language and settle into my necessary work (which has been really hindered here lately), without feeling guilty about neglecting the attractions and landmarks. For now, that makes for a better environment. In short, Italy has served us well, and we will always be thankful. But we don’t have any more need for it, and spring is beautiful in places that will [be] more refreshing to our senses. There are times when the sluggishness of Florence becomes truly unbearable, and I don't know how the Lorings and others can choose to make it their home. You’ve done the smartest thing by putting yourself in the most inspiring milieu possible. But Italy is truly unmatched as a revitalizing getaway, and I’m sorry you’re likely to miss out on it this year....

To François Pillon.

[Post-card]

[Postcard]

LONDON, June 17, 1893.

LONDON, June 17, 1893.

You can hardly imagine how strong my disappointment was in losing you in Paris—when we might have found you by going to Alcan's on Monday, or by writing you before we came. It seems now sheer folly! But I didn't think of the possibility of your being gone so early in the summer. Our three young children are all in Switzerland, the older boy in Munich, and my wife and I are like middle-aged omnibus-horses let loose in a pasture. The first time we have had a holiday together for 15 years. I feel like a barrel without hoops! We shall be here in England for a month at least. After that everything is uncertain. I may not even pass through Paris again.

You can't imagine how intense my disappointment was when I lost you in Paris—especially since we could have found you by going to Alcan's on Monday or by writing to you before we arrived. It seems like such a foolish mistake now! But I didn’t think you’d be gone so early in the summer. Our three young kids are all in Switzerland, the older one is in Munich, and my wife and I feel like middle-aged horses let loose in a pasture. This is the first time we've had a holiday together in 15 years. I feel like a barrel without any hoops! We’ll be here in England for at least a month. After that, everything’s uncertain. I might not even pass through Paris again.

W. J.

W. J.

To Shadworth H. Hodgson.

LONDON, June 23, 1893.

London, June 23, 1893.

My dear Hodgson,—I am more different kinds of an ass, or rather I am (without ceasing to be different kinds) the same kind more often than any other living man! This morning I knocked at your door, inwardly exultant with the certainty that I should find you, and learned that you had left for Saltburn just one hour ago! A week ago yesterday the same thing happened to me at Pillon's in Paris, and because of the same reason, my having announced my presence a day too late.

Dear Hodgson,—I’m more of an idiot in different ways, or rather I’m (while still being an idiot in different ways) the same kind of fool more often than anyone else alive! This morning I knocked on your door, feeling confident that I’d find you, and found out that you had just left for Saltburn an hour ago! A week ago yesterday, the same thing happened to me at Pillon's in Paris, for the same reason—me announcing my arrival a day late.

My wife and I have been here six days. As it was her first visit to England and she had a lot of clothes to get, having worn out her American supply in the past year, we thought we had better remain incog. for a week, drinking in London irresponsibly, and letting the dressmakers have their will with her time. I early asked at your door whether you were in town and visible, and received a reassuring reply, so I felt quite safe and devoted myself to showing my wife the sights, and enjoying her naïf wonder as she drank in Britain's greatness. Four nights ago at 9:30 P.M. I pointed out to her (as possibly the climax of greatness) your library windows with one of them open and bright with the inner light. She said, "Let's ring and see him." My heart palpitated to do so, but it was late and a hot night, and I was afraid you might be in tropical costume, safe for the night, and my hesitation lost us. We came home. It is too, too bad! I wanted much to see you, for though, my dear Hodgson, our correspondence has languished of late (the effect of encroaching eld), my sentiments to you-ward (as the apostle would say) are as lively as ever, and I recognize in you always the friend as well as the master. Are you likely to come back to London at all? Our plans didn't exactly lie through Yorkshire, but they are vague and may possibly be changed. But what I wanted my wife to see was S. H. H. in his own golden-hued library with the rumor of the cab-stand filling the air.... But write, you noble old philosopher and dear young man, to yours always,

My wife and I have been here for six days. Since it was her first trip to England and she needed to buy a lot of clothes after wearing out her American wardrobe over the past year, we figured it would be best to stay low-key for a week, exploring London casually while the dressmakers had their way with her time. I checked early to see if you were in town and available, and got a reassuring reply, so I felt safe to focus on showing my wife the sights and enjoying her genuine amazement at Britain’s greatness. Four nights ago at 9:30 P.M., I pointed out your library windows, with one of them open and glowing with light, as the pinnacle of greatness. She suggested, "Let's ring and see him." My heart raced at the thought, but it was late and a warm night, and I was worried you might be in a tropical outfit, relaxing for the evening, which made me hesitate and ultimately kept us from visiting. We went home. It’s such a shame! I really wanted to see you, because even though, my dear Hodgson, our correspondence has dwindled lately (thanks to advancing age), my feelings toward you (as the apostle would say) are as strong as ever, and I still see you as both a friend and a mentor. Are you planning to return to London at all? Our plans didn’t exactly involve Yorkshire, but they are vague and might change. What I really wanted my wife to see was S. H. H. in his golden-hued library, with the sound of the cab stand filling the air.... But please write, you wise old philosopher and dear young man, yours always,

WM. JAMES.

W.M. James.

To Dickinson S. Miller.

LONDON, July 8, 1893.

London, July 8, 1893.

DARLING MILLER,—I must still for a while call you darling, in spite of your Toryism, ecclesiasticism, determinism, and general diabolism, which will probably result in your ruthlessly destroying me both as a man and as a philosopher some day. But sufficient unto that day will be its evil, so let me take advantage of the hours before "black-manhood comes" and still fondle you for a while upon my knee. And both you and Angell, being now colleagues and not students, had better stop Mistering or Professoring me, or I shall retaliate by beginning to "Mr." and "Prof." you....

DARLING MILLER,—I still have to call you darling for a bit longer, despite your Tory beliefs, religious views, determinism, and general wickedness, which will likely lead you to destroy me both as a person and as a philosopher someday. But let’s not worry about that just yet, so let me enjoy these moments before "black-manhood comes" and still hold you for a while on my lap. And now that both you and Angell are colleagues, not students, you might want to stop calling me Mister or Professor, or I’ll start calling you "Mr." and "Prof." in return....

What you say of Erdmann, Uphues and the atmosphere of German academic life generally, is exceedingly interesting. If we can only keep our own humaner tone in spite of the growing complication of interests! I think we shall in great measure, for there is nothing here in English academic circles that corresponds to the German savagery. I do hope we may meet in Switzerland shortly, and you can then tell me what Erdmann's greatness consists in....

What you say about Erdmann, Uphues, and the overall vibe of German academic life is really interesting. If we can just maintain our more humane approach despite the increasing complexity of interests! I think we will to a large extent, because there’s nothing in English academic circles that matches the harshness of Germany. I really hope we can meet in Switzerland soon, and you can then explain what makes Erdmann so great...

I have done hardly any reading since the beginning of March. My genius for being frustrated and interrupted, and our unsettled mode of life have played too well into each other's hands. The consequence is that I rather long for settlement, and the resumption of the harness. If I only had working strength not to require these abominably costly vacations! Make the most of these days, my dear Miller. They will never exactly return, and will be looked back to by you hereafter as quite ideal. I am glad you have assimilated the German opportunities so well. Both Hodder and Angell have spoken with admiration of the methodical way in which you have forged ahead. It is a pity you have not had a chance at England, with which land you seem to have so many inward affinities. If you are to come here let me know, and I can give you introductions. Hodgson is in Yorkshire and I've missed him. Myers sails for the Chicago Psychic Congress, Aug. 2nd. Sidgwick may still be had, perhaps, and Bryce, who will give you an order to the Strangers' Gallery. The House of Commons, cradle of all free institutions, is really a wonderful and moving sight, and at bottom here the people are more good-natured on the Irish question than one would think to listen to their strong words. The cheery, active English temperament beats the world, I believe, the Deutschers included. But so cartilaginous and unsentimental as to the Gemüth! The girls like boys and the men like horses!

I haven’t done much reading since early March. My talent for getting frustrated and interrupted, combined with our chaotic lifestyle, has really been too much for each other. As a result, I'm starting to crave some stability and the return to a routine. If only I had the energy to avoid these ridiculously expensive vacations! Make the most of these days, my dear Miller. They won’t come back exactly the same, and you’ll look back on them as quite ideal in the future. I’m glad you’ve taken advantage of the opportunities in Germany so well. Both Hodder and Angell have praised the organized way you’ve moved forward. It’s a shame you haven’t had a chance to experience England, a place you seem to connect with deeply. If you’re planning to come here, let me know, and I can introduce you to some people. Hodgson is in Yorkshire, and I’ve missed him. Myers is sailing for the Chicago Psychic Congress on August 2nd. You might still be able to reach Sidgwick and Bryce, who can give you access to the Strangers' Gallery. The House of Commons, the birthplace of all free institutions, is really an amazing and inspiring sight, and surprisingly, the people here are more good-natured about the Irish question than you'd expect given their strong opinions. I believe the cheerful, active English spirit beats everyone else, including the Germans. But they’re so practical and unemotional when it comes to matters of the heart! Girls like boys, and guys like horses!

I shall be greatly interested in your article. As for Uphues, I am duly uplifted that such a man should read me, and am ashamed to say that amongst my pile of sins is that of having carried about two of his books with me for three or four years past, always meaning to read, and never actually reading them. I only laid them out again yesterday to take back to Switzerland with me. Such things make me despair. Paulsen's Einleitung is the greatest treat I have enjoyed of late. His synthesis is to my mind almost lamentably unsatisfactory, but the book makes a station, an étape, in the expression of things. Good-bye—my wife comes in, ready to go out to lunch, and thereafter to Haslemere for the night. She sends love, and so do I. Address us when you get to Switzerland to M. Cérésole, as above, "la Chiesaz sur Vevey (Vaud), and believe me ever yours,

I’m really looking forward to your article. As for Uphues, I’m truly honored that someone like him is reading my work, and I have to admit that I’ve been carrying around two of his books for three or four years now, always planning to read them but never actually doing it. I just got them out again yesterday to take back to Switzerland with me. Things like this really frustrate me. Paulsen's Einleitung has been the best thing I’ve read lately. His synthesis is, in my opinion, pretty disappointing, but the book marks a point, an étape, in expressing ideas. Goodbye—my wife just came in, ready for us to go out to lunch, and then we’re heading to Haslemere for the night. She sends her love, and so do I. Please write to us when you get to Switzerland at M. Cérésole, as above, "la Chiesaz sur Vevey (Vaud)," and remember that I’m always yours,

WM. JAMES.

W.M. JAMES.

To Henry James.

The Salters' Hill-top
[near CHOCORUA], Sept. 22, 1893.

Salters' Hilltop
[near CHOCORUA], Sept. 22, 1893.

...I am up here for a few days with Billy, to close our house for the winter, and get a sniff of the place. The Salters have a noble hill with such an outlook! and a very decent little house and barn. But oh! the difference from Switzerland, the thin grass and ragged waysides, the poverty-stricken land, and sad American sunlight over all—sad because so empty. There is a strange thinness and femininity hovering over all America, so different from the stoutness and masculinity of land and air and everything in Switzerland and England, that the coming back makes one feel strangely sad and hardens one in the resolution never to go away again unless one can go to end one's days. Such a divided soul is very bad. To you, who now have real practical relations and a place in the old world, I should think there was no necessity of ever coming back again. But Europe has been made what it is by men staying in their homes and fighting stubbornly generation after generation for all the beauty, comfort and order that they have got—we must abide and do the same.[106] As England struck me newly and differently last time, so America now—force and directness in the people, but a terrible grimness, more ugliness than I ever realized in things, and a greater weakness in nature's beauty, such as it is. One must pitch one's whole sensibility first in a different key—then gradually the quantum of personal happiness of which one is susceptible fills the cup—but the moment of change of key is lonesome....

...I’m up here for a few days with Billy to close up our house for the winter and take in the surroundings. The Salters have a beautiful hill with such a view! and a nice little house and barn. But oh! the difference from Switzerland, with its thin grass and ragged roads, the struggling land, and the melancholic American sunlight over everything—melancholic because it feels so empty. There’s a strange delicateness and femininity hovering over all of America, so different from the robustness and masculinity of the land and air and everything in Switzerland and England, that coming back makes one feel oddly sad and reinforces the resolve never to leave again unless it’s to spend one’s final days elsewhere. Such a divided soul is very unsettling. For you, who now have real practical relationships and a place in the old world, I would think there’s no reason to ever come back. But Europe has become what it is because people stay in their homes and fight stubbornly generation after generation for all the beauty, comfort, and order they have— we must remain and do the same.[106] Just as England felt new and different to me last time, now America does—there's strength and directness in the people, but also a terrible bleakness, more ugliness than I ever realized in things, and a deeper fragility in nature's beauty, such as it is. One must first adjust their whole mindset to a different tone—then gradually, the capacity for personal happiness one can handle fills the cup—but that moment of shifting tone is lonely....

We had the great Helmholtz and his wife with us one afternoon, gave them tea and invited some people to meet them; she, a charming woman of the world, brought up by her aunt, Madame Mohl, in Paris; he the most monumental example of benign calm and speechlessness that I ever saw. He is growing old, and somewhat weary, I think, and makes no effort beyond that of smiling and inclining his head to remarks that are made. At least he made no response to remarks of mine; but Royce, Charles Norton, John Fiske, and Dr. Walcott, who surrounded him at a little table where he sat with tea and beer, said that he spoke. Such power of calm is a great possession.

We had the amazing Helmholtz and his wife over one afternoon, served them tea, and invited some friends to join us; she, a delightful socialite raised by her aunt, Madame Mohl, in Paris; he, the most impressive example of peaceful composure and silence I’ve ever seen. He’s getting older and seems a bit tired, and he doesn’t make much effort other than smiling and nodding at the comments made. At least he didn’t respond to my comments; however, Royce, Charles Norton, John Fiske, and Dr. Walcott, who surrounded him at a small table where he sat with tea and beer, mentioned that he did speak. Such a remarkable sense of calm is a wonderful quality.

I have been twice to Mrs. Whitman's, once to a lunch and reception to the Bourgets a fortnight ago. Mrs. G——, it would seem, has kept them like caged birds (probably because they wanted it so); Mrs. B. was charming and easy, he ill at ease, refusing to try English unless compelled, and turning to me at the table as a drowning man to a "hencoop," as if there were safety in the presence of anyone connected with you. I could do nothing towards inviting them, in the existent state of our ménage; but when, later, they come back for a month in Boston, I shall be glad to bring them into the house for a few days. I feel quite a fellow feeling for him; he seems a very human creature, and it was a real pleasure to me to see a Frenchman of B.'s celebrity look as ill at ease as I myself have often felt in fashionable society. They are, I believe, in Canada, and have only too much society.

I’ve been to Mrs. Whitman's place twice, once for a lunch and reception with the Bourgets a couple of weeks ago. It seems that Mrs. G—— has kept them like caged birds (probably because they wanted it that way); Mrs. B. was charming and relaxed, while he was uncomfortable, refusing to speak English unless he had to, and turning to me at the table like a drowning man to a "hencoop," as if he found safety in anyone connected to you. I couldn’t invite them, given our current situation at home; but when they come back to Boston for a month later, I would love to have them over for a few days. I really feel a connection to him; he seems like a very relatable person, and it genuinely pleased me to see a Frenchman of B.'s stature look as awkward as I've often felt in high society. I believe they are in Canada, and they seem to have more than enough social events.

I shan't go to Chicago, for economy's sake—besides I must get to work. But everyone says one ought to sell all one has and mortgage one's soul to go there; it is esteemed such a revelation of beauty. People cast away all sin and baseness, burst into tears and grow religious, etc., under the influence!! Some people evidently....

I won't go to Chicago, for the sake of saving money—plus I really need to get to work. But everyone says you should sell everything you have and mortgage your soul to go there; it's considered such a beautiful place. People throw away all their sins and flaws, burst into tears, and get all spiritual, etc., when they're there!! Some people clearly....

The people about home are very pleasant to meet.... Yours ever affectionately,

The people at home are really nice to meet.... Yours always, affectionately,

WM. JAMES.

W. James.

END OF VOLUME I

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FOOTNOTES:

FOOTNOTES:

[1] Literary Remains of Henry James, p. 151.

[1] Literary Remains of Henry James, p. 151.

[2] Henry James (in A Small Boy and Others, p. 5) says of Catherine Barber; "She represented for us in our generation the only English blood—that of both her own parents—flowing in our veins." She may well have seemed to her grandson to be of a different type from other members of the family, who were more recently, and doubtless obviously, Irish or Scotch; but the statement is incorrect. John Barber was the son of Patrick Barber, who came from Longford County, Ireland, about 1750 and settled at Neelytown near Newburgh (after having lived in New York City and Princeton) about 1764, and of Jannet Rhea (or Rea) whose parents were well-to-do people in old Shawangunk in 1790. Whatever may have been the previous history of the Rhea family, their name does not suggest an English origin. Both Patrick Barber and Matthew Rhea were pillars of Goodwill Presbyterian Church in Montgomery.

[2] Henry James (in A Small Boy and Others, p. 5) says of Catherine Barber; "She represented for us in our generation the only English blood—that of both her own parents—flowing in our veins." To her grandson, she might have seemed different from other family members, who were more recently, and likely obviously, Irish or Scottish; but that statement is wrong. John Barber was the son of Patrick Barber, who came from Longford County, Ireland, around 1750 and settled in Neelytown near Newburgh (after living in New York City and Princeton) around 1764, and of Jannet Rhea (or Rea) whose parents were well-off in old Shawangunk in 1790. Whatever the previous history of the Rhea family may have been, their name doesn't suggest an English origin. Both Patrick Barber and Matthew Rhea were key figures in Goodwill Presbyterian Church in Montgomery.

[3] See Literary Remains, p. 149.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ See Literary Remains, p. 149.

[4] If the reader were familiar, as he cannot be presumed to have been, with the elder Henry James or his writings, he would be in no danger of finding anything cold or qualifying in these words, but would discern a true adoration expressing itself in a way that was peculiarly characteristic of their writer. For Henry James, Senior, a spiritual democracy deeper than that of our political jargon was not a mere conception: it was an unquestioned reality. The outer wrappings in which people swathed their souls excited him to anger and ridicule more often than praise; but when men or women seemed to him beautiful or adorable he thought it was because they betrayed more naturally than others the inward possession of that humble "social" spirit which he wanted to think of as truly a common possession—God's equal gift to each and all. To say of his mother that that could be felt in her, that she was merely that, was his purest praise. The reader may find this habit of his thought expressing itself anew in William James by turning to a letter on page 210 below. That letter might have been written by Henry James, Senior.

[4] If the reader were familiar, which he can't be assumed to be, with the elder Henry James or his works, he wouldn't risk finding anything cold or dismissive in these words. Instead, he would recognize a genuine adoration expressed in a way that was uniquely characteristic of their author. For Henry James, Senior, a spiritual democracy deeper than our political jargon was not just an idea: it was an undeniable reality. The outer layers that people wrapped their souls in often filled him with anger and mockery more than admiration; however, when he found men or women to be beautiful or lovely, he believed it was because they naturally exhibited that humble "social" spirit which he wanted to see as truly a shared gift—God's equal offering to everyone. To say of his mother that that could be felt in her, that she was merely that, was his highest praise. The reader may see this way of thinking expressed again in William James by looking at a letter on page 210 below. That letter could have been written by Henry James, Senior.

[5] The places of two of the eleven who died early were taken by their orphaned children.

[5] The spots of two out of the eleven who passed away early were filled by their orphaned kids.

[6] According to the Rev. Hugh Walsh of Newburgh, who has worked out the Walsh genealogy. A Small Boy and Others (page 6) says "Killyleagh."

[6] According to Rev. Hugh Walsh from Newburgh, who has developed the Walsh family tree. A Small Boy and Others (page 6) mentions "Killyleagh."

[7] A Small Boy and Others, p. 8.

[7] A Small Boy and Others, p. 8.

[8] Literary Remains of Henry James, Introduction, p. 9.

[8] Literary Remains of Henry James, Introduction, p. 9.

[9] See, further, Notes of a Son and Brother, pp. 181 et seq.

[9] See also, Notes of a Son and Brother, pp. 181 et seq.

[10] Society of the Redeemed Form of Man, quoted in the Introduction to Literary Remains, p. 57, et seq.

[10] Society of the Redeemed Form of Man, quoted in the Introduction to Literary Remains, p. 57, et seq.

[11] Letter to Shadworth H. Hodgson, p. 241 infra.

[11] Letter to Shadworth H. Hodgson, p. 241 below.

[12] A Small Boy and Others, p. 216.

[12] A Small Boy and Others, p. 216.

[13] Vide also a passage in the Literary Remains, at p. 104.

[13] See also a passage in the Literary Remains, at p. 104.

[14] Life of E. L. Godkin, vol. II, p. 218. New York, 1907.

[14] Life of E. L. Godkin, vol. II, p. 218. New York, 1907.

[15] Early Years of the Saturday Club; E. W. Emerson's chapter on Henry James, Senior, p. 328. There follows a delightful account of a "Conversation" at R. W. Emerson's house in Concord, at which Henry James, Senior, upset a prepared discourse of Alcott's and launched himself into an attack on "Morality." Whereupon Miss Mary Moody Emerson, "eighty-four years old and dressed underneath without doubt, in her shroud," seized him by the shoulders and shook him and rebuked him. "Mr. James beamed with delight and spoke with most chivalrous courtesy to this Deborah bending over him."

[15] Early Years of the Saturday Club; E. W. Emerson's chapter on Henry James, Senior, p. 328. Next is a charming account of a "Conversation" at R. W. Emerson's home in Concord, where Henry James, Senior, disrupted a prepared talk by Alcott and launched into a critique of "Morality." At that moment, Miss Mary Moody Emerson, "eighty-four years old and undoubtedly dressed underneath in her shroud," grabbed him by the shoulders, shook him, and challenged him. "Mr. James beamed with delight and spoke with the utmost chivalry to this Deborah leaning over him."

[16] Some passages in William James's early letters to his family might seem labored. They should be read with this in mind. An especially high-sounding phrase or a flight into a grand style was understood as a signal meaning "fun," and such passages are never to be taken as serious.

[16] Some parts of William James's early letters to his family might come off as forced. It's important to read them with this perspective. An especially pretentious phrase or a leap into an elaborate style was a signal meaning "fun," and those sections are never meant to be taken seriously.

[17] A Small Boy and Others, p. 207.

[17] A Small Boy and Others, p. 207.

[18] "I have fully decided to try being a painter. I shall know in a year or two whether I am made to be one. If not, it will be easy to retreat. There's nothing in the world so despicable as a bad artist." (1860.)

[18] "I've completely decided to try being a painter. I'll find out in a year or two if I'm cut out for it. If not, it'll be easy to step back. There's nothing worse in the world than a bad artist." (1860.)

[19] For James's use of Touchstone's question, see p. 190 infra.

[19] For James's use of Touchstone's question, see p. 190 infra.

[20] Cf. Henry James's Life of W. W. Story, vol. II, p. 204, where there is a passage which sounds reminiscent of the author's father and brother.

[20] See Henry James's Life of W. W. Story, vol. II, p. 204, where there is a passage that seems similar to the author's father and brother.

[21] The following entries occur among some "notes on his students" which President Eliot made at the time—

[21] The following notes were made by President Eliot regarding some of his students at the time—

"First term, '61-'62, James, W., entered this term, passed examination on qualitative analysis well."

"First term, '61-'62, James, W., started this term and did well on the qualitative analysis exam."

"Second term, '61-'62, James, W., studied quantitative analysis. Irregular in attendance at laboratory, passed examination on Fownes's Organic Chemistry, mark 85."

"Second term, '61-'62, James W. studied quantitative analysis. He was irregular in attendance at the lab but passed the exam on Fownes's Organic Chemistry with a score of 85."

"First term, '62-'63, James, W., studied quantitative analysis and was tolerably punctual at recitations till Thanksgiving, when he began an investigation of the effects of different bread-raising materials on the urine. He worked steadily on this until the end of the term, mastering the processes, and studying the effect of yeast on bicarbonate of sodium and bitartrate of potash." The investigation referred to consisted of experiments of which he himself was the subject.

"First term, '62-'63, James, W., studied quantitative analysis and was fairly punctual at recitations until Thanksgiving, when he began an investigation into how different bread-raising materials affected urine. He worked steadily on this until the end of the term, mastering the processes and studying the effect of yeast on sodium bicarbonate and potassium bitartrate." The investigation involved experiments in which he himself was the subject.

There is no record for the second term of 1862-63.

There is no record for the second term of 1862-63.

President Eliot has generously supplied the Editor with a memorandum on William James's connection with the College, from which these, and several statements below, have been drawn.

President Eliot has kindly provided the Editor with a memo on William James's relationship with the College, from which this and several statements below have been taken.

[22] The expression was undoubtedly recognized in Kay Street as borrowed from the Lincolnshire boor, in Fitzjames Stephen's Essay on Spirit-Rapping, who ended his life with the words, "What with faith, and what with the earth a-turning round the sun, and what with the railroads a-fuzzing and a-whizzing, I'm clean stonied, muddled and beat."

[22] People in Kay Street clearly understood the phrase as taken from the Lincolnshire countryman in Fitzjames Stephen's Essay on Spirit-Rapping, who died saying, "With faith, and the earth spinning around the sun, and the trains buzzing and zooming, I'm completely confused, foggy, and exhausted."

[23] A diary of Mr. T. S. Perry's has fixed the date of this visit as Oct. 31-Nov. 4.

[23] A diary belonging to Mr. T. S. Perry has set the date of this visit as October 31 to November 4.

[24] W. J. could make much better drawings than the ones which he enclosed in this letter.

[24] W. J. could create much better drawings than the ones he included in this letter.

[25] A horse.

A horse.

[26] N. S. Shaler, Autobiography, pp. 105 ff.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ N. S. Shaler, Autobiography, pp. 105 ff.

[27] Harvard Advocate, Oct. 1, 1874.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ Harvard Advocate, Oct. 1, 1874.

[28] The "great anthropomorphological collection" consisted of photographs of authors, scientists, public characters, and also people whose only claim upon his attention was that their physiognomies were in some way typical or striking. James never arranged the collection or preserved it carefully, but he filled at least one album in early days, and he almost always kept some drawer or box at hand and dropped into it portraits cut from magazines or obtained in other ways. He seemed to crave a visual image of everybody who interested him at all.

[28] The "great anthropomorphological collection" was made up of photographs of writers, scientists, public figures, and also people whose only claim to his attention was that their faces were in some way typical or striking. James never organized the collection or took great care of it, but he did fill at least one album in his early days, and he almost always kept some drawer or box nearby to toss in portraits cut from magazines or acquired in other ways. He seemed to crave a visual image of everyone who interested him at all.

All theory is dull, my friend,
But the golden tree of life is green.

[30] See Memories and Studies, pp. 6, 8, and 9; and the address on Agassiz, passim.

[30] See Memories and Studies, pp. 6, 8, and 9; and the address on Agassiz, passim.

[31] The case of small-pox left no scar whatever. Indeed James afterward regarded it as having been perhaps no small-pox at all, but only varioloid, and by October he described himself as being in better health than ever before. During several weeks of convalescence that followed his distressing experience in quarantine he was, however, quite naturally, "blue and despondent."

[31] The smallpox didn't leave any scars at all. In fact, James later thought it might not have been smallpox at all, but just varioloid, and by October he was feeling healthier than ever. However, during the weeks of recovery after his tough time in quarantine, he understandably felt "blue and down."

[32] This house has since been enlarged and converted into the Colonial Club.

[32] This house has since been expanded and transformed into the Colonial Club.

[33] John A. Allen, another of the Brazilian party.

[33] John A. Allen, another member of the Brazilian party.

[34] Miss Dixwell became Mrs. O. W. Holmes; the other two, Mrs. E. W. Gurney and Mrs. William E. Darwin respectively.

[34] Miss Dixwell married Mr. O. W. Holmes; the other two became Mrs. E. W. Gurney and Mrs. William E. Darwin, respectively.

[35] Miss Kate Havens of Stamford, Conn., a fellow pensionnaire at Frau Spannenberg's, has kindly supplied a helpful memorandum.

[35] Miss Kate Havens from Stamford, Connecticut, a resident at Frau Spannenberg's, has generously provided a useful note.

[36] An accompanying drawing presented a telescopic exaggeration of features, which are hardly appropriate to the Christian Strasse.

[36] An accompanying drawing showed an exaggerated depiction of features that are hardly suitable for Christian Strasse.

[37] The notice of Grimm's Unüberwindliche Mächte appeared under the title "A German-American Novel" in the Nation, 1867; vol. V, p. 432.

[37] The announcement of Grimm's Unüberwindliche Mächte was published under the title "A German-American Novel" in the Nation, 1867; vol. V, p. 432.

[38] The Herr Professor was later identified as W. Dilthey.

[38] The professor was later identified as W. Dilthey.

[39] I send you a thousand kisses.

[39] I'm sending you a thousand kisses.

[40] "When in his grotesque moods [the elder Henry James] maintained that, to a right-minded man, a crowded Cambridge horse-car 'was the nearest approach to Heaven upon earth.'" E. L. Godkin, Life, vol. II, p. 117.

[40] "When he was in one of his odd moods, [the elder Henry James] insisted that, for a rational person, a packed horse car in Cambridge 'was the closest thing to Heaven on earth.'" E. L. Godkin, Life, vol. II, p. 117.

[41] An allusion to a picture in the parlor which had formerly belonged to the Thieses.

[41] A reference to a painting in the living room that used to belong to the Thieses.

[42] A devoted family servant.

A dedicated family servant.

[43] A daughter of Henry James, Senior's, English friend J. J. Garth Wilkinson. "Wilky" James had been named after Mr. Wilkinson. See Notes of a Son and Brother, p. 196.

[43] A daughter of Henry James, Senior's, English friend J. J. Garth Wilkinson. "Wilky" James was named after Mr. Wilkinson. See Notes of a Son and Brother, p. 196.

[44] A note-book in which there are many pages of titles, under dates between 1867 and 1872, appears to have been a record of reading; it was not kept systematically and is incomplete. The following entries were made between the date "June 21, '69—M.D."—the date of graduation from the Medical School—and the end of the year 1869. It will be understood that "R 2 M" signified the Revue des deux Mondes. The original entries stand in a column, without punctuation, and occupy two and a half pages. Amplifications are added in brackets:—

[44] A notebook with many pages of titles, dated between 1867 and 1872, seems to be a record of reading; it wasn't kept in a systematic way and is incomplete. The following entries were made between the date "June 21, '69—M.D."—the date of graduation from Medical School—and the end of the year 1869. It's understood that "R 2 M" referred to the Revue des deux Mondes. The original entries are listed in a column without punctuation and span two and a half pages. Explanations are added in brackets:—

"A. Dumas, fils; Père prod[igue], ½ Monde; Fils naturel, Question D'Argent. / Jung; Stilling's Leben. [5 vols. 1806]. / J. S. Mill; Subjection of Women [1869]. / H[orace] Bushnell; Woman suffrage, etc. [1869]. / Balzac; Le curé de Tours. / Browning; The Ring and the Book. / Ravaison [Mollien]; Rapport s. l. Philosophie [La philosophie en France au xixe Siècle. Paris, 1868]. / Goethe; Aus meinem Leben. / Coquerel fils; [Perhaps Athanase Josué Coquerel, 1820-1875, author of "Libres études" (1867)]. / Em. Burnouf; [La] Sc[ience] des Relig[ions, vi. Les orthodoxies, comment elles se forment et déclinent] R2M. July 1, 69. / Leblais; Matérialisme and Sp[iri]t[ua]l[i]sme. [Paris, 1865]. / Littré; Paroles de [la] Philos[ophie] pos[itive, 1859]. / Caro; le Mat[érialis]me and la Science [1868]. / Comte and Littré; principes de Phil. pos. [Comte, Auguste. Cours de philosophie positive, 6 vols., 2nd ed. with preface by Littré. Paris, 1864]. / Littré, Bridges; replies to Mill. [Bridges, John Henry. Unity of Comte's life and doctrine; a reply to strictures on Comte's later writings, addressed to J. S. Mill. London, 1866]. / H. Spencer; Reasons for dissenting from Comte. / Secrétan; Preface to Phil. de la Liberté [1848]. / Schopenhauer; das Metaph. Bedürfniss. / H[enry] James [sen.]; Moralism and Christianity [N.Y. 1850]. / Jouffroy; Dist. ent. Psych. and Phys. [Part of the "Mélanges Philosophiques"?]. / Benedikt; Electrotherap[ie], first 100 pp. / Lecky; History of Morals [2 vols. 1869]. / Froude; Short Studies, etc. (skimmed). / Duke of Argyle; Primeval Man [1869]. / Turgeneff; Nouvelles Moscovites. / Lewes: [Biographical] Hist. of Phil., Prolegomena, Kant, Comte. / Geo. Sand; Constance Verrier. / Mérimée; Lokis. R2M. 15 Sept. 69. / J. Grote; Exploratio philosophica, [1865]. / H[enry] James [Sen.]; Lectures and Miscellanies. [1852]. / [K. J?] Simrock. / C. Reade; Griffith Gaunt. / G. Droz; Autour d'une Source. / O. Feuillet. / D. F. Strauss; Chr[istian] Marklin. Mannheim. 1851. / M. Müller; Chips [from a German workshop] vol. I and vol. II partly. / Lis [Elisa?] Maier; W. Humboldt's Leben. [1865]. / Lis Maier; Geo. Forster's [Leben, 1856]. / Schleiermacher; Correspondenz. vol. I. / Réville; Israelitic monotheism, R2M, 1er Sept. 69. [La religion primitive d'Israel et le développement du monothéisme]. / Deutsch; Islam. Quarterly Rev. Oct. '69. / Fichte; Best[immung] des Gelehrten. i and ii Vorlesungen. / Ste.-Beuve; Art[icle on] Leopardi, [in] Port[raits] cont[emporains] iii. / Westm[inster]: Rev[iew] Art. on Lecky. Oct. 69. / [T. G. von] Hippel; Selbstleben. / Vita de Leopardi. / Fichte; Bestim[mung] des Menschen. / Gwinner; Schopenhauer. /"

"A. Dumas, fils; Père prod[igue], ½ Monde; Fils naturel, Question D'Argent. / Jung; Stilling's Leben. [5 vols. 1806]. / J. S. Mill; The Subjection of Women [1869]. / H[orace] Bushnell; Women's suffrage, etc. [1869]. / Balzac; The Curé of Tours. / Browning; The Ring and the Book. / Ravaison [Mollien]; Report on Philosophy [Philosophy in France in the 19th Century. Paris, 1868]. / Goethe; From My Life. / Coquerel fils; [Perhaps Athanase Josué Coquerel, 1820-1875, author of "Libres études" (1867)]. / Em. Burnouf; [The] Science of Religions, vi. Orthodoxies, how they form and decline R2M. July 1, 69. / Leblais; Materialism and Spiritualism. [Paris, 1865]. / Littré; Words of [the] Positive Philosophy, 1859. / Caro; Materialism and Science [1868]. / Comte and Littré; Principles of Positive Philosophy [Comte, Auguste. Course of Positive Philosophy, 6 vols., 2nd ed. with preface by Littré. Paris, 1864]. / Littré, Bridges; replies to Mill. [Bridges, John Henry. Unity of Comte's life and doctrine; a reply to strictures on Comte's later writings, addressed to J. S. Mill. London, 1866]. / H. Spencer; Reasons for disagreeing with Comte. / Secrétan; Preface to Philosophy of Freedom [1848]. / Schopenhauer; The Metaphysical Need. / H[enry] James [sen.]; Moralism and Christianity [N.Y. 1850]. / Jouffroy; Distinction between Psychology and Physics. [Part of the "Mélanges Philosophiques"?]. / Benedikt; Electrotherapy, first 100 pp. / Lecky; History of Morals [2 vols. 1869]. / Froude; Short Studies, etc. (skimmed). / Duke of Argyle; Primeval Man [1869]. / Turgeneff; Moscow Stories. / Lewes: [Biographical] History of Philosophy, Prolegomena, Kant, Comte. / Geo. Sand; Constance Verrier. / Mérimée; Lokis. R2M. 15 Sept. 69. / J. Grote; Philosophical Exploration, [1865]. / H[enry] James [Sen.]; Lectures and Miscellaneous Writings. [1852]. / [K. J?] Simrock. / C. Reade; Griffith Gaunt. / G. Droz; Around a Spring. / O. Feuillet. / D. F. Strauss; Christian Marklin. Mannheim. 1851. / M. Müller; Chips [from a German Workshop] vol. I and vol. II partly. / Lis [Elisa?] Maier; W. Humboldt's Life. [1865]. / Lis Maier; Geo. Forster's [Life, 1856]. / Schleiermacher; Correspondence. vol. I. / Réville; Israelite Monotheism, R2M, 1er Sept. 69. [The Primitive Religion of Israel and the Development of Monotheism]. / Deutsch; Islam. Quarterly Review. Oct. '69. / Fichte; The Duties of Scholars. i and ii Lectures. / Ste.-Beuve; Article on Leopardi, [in] Contemporary Portraits iii. / Westminster: Review Article on Lecky. Oct. 69. / [T. G. von] Hippel; Memoirs. / Life of Leopardi. / Fichte; The Determination of Man. / Gwinner; Schopenhauer."

Thanks are due to Mr. E. F. Walbridge, Librarian of the New York Harvard Club, for identifying a number of abbreviated titles.

Thanks to Mr. E. F. Walbridge, Librarian of the New York Harvard Club, for identifying several abbreviated titles.

[45] Psychology, vol. I, p. 130, note. The quotation is literal. The subject of the foot-note in the Psychology is "the author."

[45] Psychology, vol. I, p. 130, note. The quotation is exact. The topic of the footnote in the Psychology is "the author."

[46] See, for example, the use made of Touchstone's question, in the Nation in 1876 (quoted on page 190 infra). James was certainly unconscious of the repetition when he wrote page 7 of Some Problems of Philosophy. Consider also, a few sentences from a notice of Morley's Voltaire (Atlantic Monthly, 1872, vol. XXX, p. 624). "As the opinions of average men are swayed more by examples and types than by mere reasons, so a personality so accomplished as Mr. Morley's cannot fail by its mere attractiveness to influence all who come within its reach and inspire them with a certain friendliness toward the faith that animates it. The standard example, Goethe, is ever at hand. But to be thus widely effective, a man must not be a specialist. Mr. John Mill, weighty and many-sided as he is by nature and culture, is yet deficient in the æsthetic direction; and the same is true of M. Littré in France. Their lances lack that final tipping with light that made Voltaire's so irresistible. What Henry IV's soldiers followed was his white plume; and that imponderable superfluity, grace, in some shape, seems one factor without which no awakening of men's sympathies on a large scale can take place."

[46] For example, look at how Touchstone's question is used in the Nation in 1876 (quoted on page 190 infra). James was definitely unaware of the repetition when he wrote page 7 of Some Problems of Philosophy. Also, consider a few sentences from a review of Morley's Voltaire in the Atlantic Monthly, 1872, vol. XXX, p. 624: "Since the opinions of average people are influenced more by examples and archetypes than by mere arguments, a personality as accomplished as Mr. Morley’s cannot help but influence everyone it encounters simply through its appeal, inspiring a sense of friendliness toward the beliefs that motivate it. The classic example is Goethe, who is always present in this discussion. However, to have such a broad impact, a person cannot be a mere specialist. Mr. John Mill, despite his depth and variety due to nature and education, still lacks in the aesthetic sense, as does M. Littré in France. Their arguments miss that final touch of brilliance that made Voltaire's so compelling. What Henry IV's soldiers followed was his white plume; and that intangible quality of grace, in some form, seems to be an essential element for awakening widespread sympathy among people."

[47] William James, by Theodore Flournoy (Geneva, 1911), p. 149 note.

[47] William James, by Theodore Flournoy (Geneva, 1911), p. 149 note.

[48] Grubbing among subtleties.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ Digging into the details.

[49] Regardings, or contemplative views.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ Thoughts or reflective views.

[50] MS. doubtful.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ Ms. unsure.

[51] "I made a discovery in sending in my credentials to the Dean which gratified me. It was that, adding in conscientiously every week in which I have had anything to do with medicine, I can't sum up more than three years and two or three months. Three years is the minimum with which one can go up for examination; but as I began away back in '63, I have been considering myself as having studied about five years, and have felt much humiliated by the greater readiness of so many younger men to answer questions and understand cases." To Henry James, June 12, 1869.

[51] "I made a discovery when I sent in my credentials to the Dean, and it really pleased me. It turns out that, when I honestly add up every week I've spent involved with medicine, I can only count about three years and a couple of months. Three years is the minimum required to sit for the exam; but since I started way back in '63, I've been thinking I've studied for about five years, and I've often felt embarrassed by how much quicker so many younger guys are at answering questions and understanding cases." To Henry James, June 12, 1869.

[52] Ephraim W. Gurney and T. S. Perry.

[52] Ephraim W. Gurney and T. S. Perry.

[53] It ought perhaps to be noted, even if only to dismiss the subject and prevent misapprehension, that at about this time a man whose philosophic ability was great and whose thought was vigorously materialistic was often at the house in Quincy Street. This was Chauncey Wright. He was twelve years James's senior; a man whose best work was done in conversation—who wrote little, and whose talents are now to be measured chiefly by the strong impression that he made on some of his contemporaries. "Of the two motives to which philosophic systems owe their being, the craving for consistency or unity in thought, and the desire for a solid outward warrant for our emotional ends, his mind was dominated only by the former. Never in a human head was contemplation more separated from desire." (Vide James's obituary notice of Wright, contributed to the Nation for Sept. 23, 1875.) It has been suggested that Wright influenced James's thinking. If so, his influence was not lasting and, in the opinion of the editor, can easily be overstated. James was not limited to any one philosophic companionship even at this time; and if he felt Wright's influence, it is remarkable that there should be no mention of him in any of the letters or memoranda that have survived and that there was never any acknowledgment in James's subsequent writings. He was ever inclined to make acknowledgment, even to his opponents.

[53] It should be noted, even if just to set the record straight and avoid misunderstandings, that around this time, a man known for his strong philosophical skills and materialistic views often visited the house on Quincy Street. This man was Chauncey Wright. He was twelve years older than James; his best contributions were made through conversation—he wrote little, and his abilities are mainly recognized through the significant impact he had on some of his peers. "Of the two motives that give rise to philosophical systems, the desire for consistency or unity in thought and the need for a solid external basis for our emotional aims, his mind was solely governed by the former. Never has deep contemplation been so separated from desire in a human mind." (Vide James's obituary notice of Wright, contributed to the Nation for Sept. 23, 1875.) It's been suggested that Wright influenced James's thoughts. If he did, that influence wasn't lasting, and in the editor's view, could easily be overstated. James wasn't confined to any single philosophical association even then; and if he felt Wright's influence, it's striking that there’s no mention of him in any surviving letters or notes, nor has there ever been any acknowledgment of him in James's later writings. He always leaned towards giving credit, even to his critics.

[54] Cf. the description of Henry James, Senior's, home-comings in A Small Boy and Others, p. 72.

[54] See the description of Henry James, Senior's, homecomings in A Small Boy and Others, p. 72.

[55] The early history of experimental psychology in America once occasioned discussion. But the discussion seems to have arisen from its being assumed that some particular formality or event should be recognized as marking the coming into being, or the coming of age, of a "Department" or a "Laboratory." James has stated the facts as to the history of the Harvard Laboratory in his own words: "I, myself, 'founded' the instruction in experimental psychology at Harvard in 1874-5, or 1876, I forget which. For a long series of years the laboratory was in two rooms of the Scientific School building, which at last became choked with apparatus, so that a change was necessary. I then, in 1890, resolved on an altogether new departure, raised several thousand dollars, fitted up Dane Hall, and introduced laboratory exercises as a regular part of the undergraduate psychology course."—Vide Science, (N. S.) vol. II, pp. 626, 735. Also, p. 301 infra.

[55] The early history of experimental psychology in America sparked some debate. However, this debate seemed to stem from the belief that a specific formality or event should be acknowledged as the starting point or milestone for a "Department" or a "Laboratory." James expressed the history of the Harvard Laboratory in his own words: "I personally 'founded' the instruction in experimental psychology at Harvard in 1874-5, or 1876, I can't remember which. For many years, the laboratory was in two rooms of the Scientific School building, which eventually became overcrowded with equipment, so a change was necessary. In 1890, I decided to take a completely new direction, raised several thousand dollars, set up Dane Hall, and made laboratory exercises a regular part of the undergraduate psychology course."—Vide Science, (N. S.) vol. II, pp. 626, 735. Also, p. 301 infra.

[56] The name of a rocky promontory near Newport.

[56] The name of a rocky headland close to Newport.

[57] Being and Non-Being.

Being and Non-Being.

[58] Harvard Graduates' Magazine, vol. XVIII, p. 631 (June, 1910).

[58] Harvard Graduates' Magazine, vol. XVIII, p. 631 (June, 1910).

[59] "The only decent thing I have ever written" appeared in Mind under the title "The Sentiment of Rationality." A footnote (p. 346) ran as follows: "This article is the first chapter of a psychological work on the motives which lead men to philosophize. It deals with the purely theoretic or logical impulse. Other chapters treat of practical and emotional motives, and in the conclusion an attempt is made to use the motives as tests of the soundness of different philosophies."

[59] "The only worthwhile thing I've ever written" was published in Mind under the title "The Sentiment of Rationality." A footnote (p. 346) stated: "This article is the first chapter of a psychological study on the reasons that drive people to philosophize. It focuses on the purely theoretical or logical impulse. Other chapters explore practical and emotional motivations, and the conclusion attempts to use these motivations to evaluate the validity of various philosophies."

[60] "The Spatial Quale," Journal of Speculative Philosophy, 1879, vol. XIII, p. 64.

[60] "The Spatial Quale," Journal of Speculative Philosophy, 1879, vol. XIII, p. 64.

[61] Bastien-Lepage's Les Foins (The Hay-Makers).

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ Bastien-Lepage's The Hay-Makers.

[62] Vide Introduction, p. 9 supra.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ See Introduction, p. 9 above.

[63] That I was intimate with their writings and did not wish to leave Prague without exchanging a few words with them.

[63] I was familiar with their work and didn’t want to leave Prague without having a brief conversation with them.

[64] Loquacity.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ Chattiness.

[65] Service is service.

Service is service.

[66] The true names of three compatriots, who may be living, are not given.

[66] The real names of three fellow countrymen, who might still be alive, are not provided.

[67] "My tour in Germany was pleasant, and from the pedagogic point of view instructive; although its chief result was to make me more satisfied than ever with our Harvard College methods of teaching, and to make me feel that in America we have perhaps a more cosmopolitan post of observation than is elsewhere to be found." To Renouvier, Dec. 18, 1882.

[67] "My time in Germany was enjoyable and, from an educational standpoint, enlightening; although its main outcome was to make me feel even more content with our teaching methods at Harvard College, and to realize that in America we might have a more diverse perspective than is available anywhere else." To Renouvier, Dec. 18, 1882.

[68] See p. 179 supra, and note.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ See p. 179 above, and note.

[69] See an unsigned review of Epes Sargent's "Planchette," in the Boston Advertiser of March 10, 1869. "The present attitude of society on this whole question is as extraordinary and anomalous as it is discreditable to the pretension of an age which prides itself on enlightenment and the diffusion of knowledge.... The phenomena seem, in their present state, to pertain more to the sphere of the disinterested student of nature than to that of the ordinary layman." The review was reprinted in Collected Essays and Reviews.

[69] See an unsigned review of Epes Sargent's "Planchette," in the Boston Advertiser from March 10, 1869. "The current stance of society on this whole issue is as unusual and out of place as it is embarrassing for a time that prides itself on being enlightened and spreading knowledge.... The phenomena, in their current form, seem to belong more to the realm of the objective nature researcher than to that of the everyday person." The review was reprinted in Collected Essays and Reviews.

[70] As an example of this James once quoted Huxley: "I take no interest in the subject. The only case of 'Spiritualism' I have had the opportunity of examining into for myself was as gross an imposture as ever came under my notice. But supposing the phenomena to be genuine—they do not interest me. If anybody would endow me with the faculty of listening to the chatter of old women and curates in the nearest cathedral town, I should decline the privilege, having better things to do. And if the folk in the spiritual world do not talk more wisely and sensibly than their friends report them to do, I put them in the same category. The only good that I can see in the demonstration of the truth of 'Spiritualism' is to furnish an additional argument against suicide. Better live a crossing-sweeper, than die and be made to talk twaddle by a 'medium' hired at a guinea a séance." Life and Letters, vol. I, p. 452 (New York, 1900).

[70] For example, James once quoted Huxley: "I have no interest in the subject. The only experience I’ve had with 'Spiritualism' was one of the most blatant frauds I’ve ever encountered. But even if the phenomena were real, they wouldn’t interest me. If someone were to give me the ability to listen to the ramblings of old ladies and clergy in the closest cathedral town, I would refuse the offer, as I have better things to do. And if the people in the spiritual world don’t talk any more wisely or sensibly than what their friends say they do, I would categorize them similarly. The only benefit I can see in proving the truth of 'Spiritualism' is as an extra argument against suicide. It’s better to live as a street sweeper than to die and be made to spout nonsense by a 'medium' charging a guinea per session." Life and Letters, vol. I, p. 452 (New York, 1900).

James's comment should be added: "Obviously the mind of the excellent Huxley has here but two whole-souled categories, namely, revelation or imposture, to apperceive the case by. Sentimental reasons bar revelation out, for the messages, he thinks, are not romantic enough for that; fraud exists anyhow; therefore the whole thing is nothing but imposture. The odd point is that so few of those who talk in this way realize that they and the spiritists are using the same major premise and differing only in the minor. The major premise is: 'Any spirit-revelation must be romantic.' The minor of the spiritist is: 'This is romantic'; that of the Huxleyan is: 'This is dingy twaddle'—whence their opposite conclusions!" (Memories and Studies, pp. 185, 186.)

James's comment should be added: "Clearly, the brilliant Huxley sees only two categories here, namely, revelation or fraud, to understand the situation. Sentimental reasons dismiss revelation because he believes the messages aren't romantic enough for that; fraud exists anyway; so it all comes down to being just deception. The interesting thing is that so few who speak this way realize that they and the spiritists share the same major assumption, differing only in the minor points. The major assumption is: 'Any spirit revelation must be romantic.' The spiritist's minor point is: 'This is romantic'; while Huxley's is: 'This is dull nonsense'—hence their opposing conclusions!" (Memories and Studies, pp. 185, 186.)

[71] The Will to Believe, etc., p. 302.

[71] The Will to Believe, etc., p. 302.

[72] Cf. The Will to Believe, etc., p. 319.

[72] See. The Will to Believe, etc., p. 319.

[73] It is not the province of this book to estimate the importance of the work done by James and the other men—Sidgwick, Myers, Gurney, Richard Hodgson, Sir Oliver Lodge, and Richet, to go no further—who supported and guided the S. P. R. It must be traced in the literature of automatisms, hypnosis, divided personality, and the "subliminal." In James's own writings the reader may be referred to the above named chapter of The Will to Believe, etc., two papers included in Memories and Studies, and a review of Myers's Human Personality in Proc. of the (Eng.) S. P. R., vol. XVIII, p. 22 (1903). See also p. 306 infra, and note.

[73] This book doesn't aim to evaluate the significance of the work done by James and others—Sidgwick, Myers, Gurney, Richard Hodgson, Sir Oliver Lodge, and Richet, to name a few—who supported and guided the S. P. R. Their contributions can be found in the literature on automatisms, hypnosis, divided personality, and the "subliminal." For more details, readers can refer to the mentioned chapter in The Will to Believe, two papers in Memories and Studies, and a review of Myers's Human Personality in Proc. of the (Eng.) S. P. R., vol. XVIII, p. 22 (1903). See also p. 306 infra, and note.

[74] Mind, 1884, vol. IX, pp. 1-26.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ Mind, 1884, vol. 9, pp. 1-26.

[75] Unitarian Review, Dec., 1883; vol. XX, p. 481.

[75] Unitarian Review, Dec., 1883; vol. XX, p. 481.

[76] "The Dilemma of Determinism." Unitarian Review, Sept., 1884. Republished in The Will to Believe and Other Essays.

[76] "The Dilemma of Determinism." Unitarian Review, Sept., 1884. Republished in The Will to Believe and Other Essays.

[77] Professor Howison had accepted an appointment at the University of California (Berkeley).

[77] Professor Howison had taken a position at the University of California (Berkeley).

"Why deceive your sons so callously?" LEOPARDI, For Sylvia.

[79] From 15 Appian Way to 18 Garden Street.

[79] From 15 Appian Way to 18 Garden Street.

[80] "It's amusing to see how, even upon my microscopic field, minute events are perpetually taking place illustrative of the broadest facts of human nature. Yesterday Nurse and I had a good laugh, but I must allow that decidedly she 'had' me. I was thinking of something that interested me very much, and my mind was suddenly flooded by one of those luminous waves that sweep out of consciousness all but the living sense, and overpower one with joy in the rich, throbbing complexity of life, when suddenly I looked up at Nurse, who was dressing me, and saw her primitive, rudimentary expression (so common here), as of no inherited quarrel with her destiny of putting petticoats over my head; the poverty and deadness of it, contrasted to the tide of speculation that was coursing through my brain, made me exclaim, 'Oh, Nurse, don't you wish you were inside of me?' Her look of dismay, and vehement disclaimer—'Inside of you, Miss, when you have just had a sick-headache for five days!'—gave a greater blow to my vanity than that much-battered article has ever received. The headache had gone off in the night and I had clean forgotten it when the little wretch confronted me with it, at this sublime moment, when I was feeling within me the potency of a Bismarck, and left me powerless before the immutable law that, however great we may seem to our own consciousness, no human being would exchange his for ours, and before the fact that my glorious rôle was to stand for sick-headache to mankind! What a grotesque being I am, to be sure, lying in this room, with the resistance of a thistle-down, having illusory moments of throbbing with the pulse of the race, the mystery to be solved at the next breath, and the fountain of all happiness within me—the sense of vitality, in short, simply proportionate to the excess of weakness. To sit by and watch these absurdities is amusing in its way, and reminds me of how I used to listen to my 'company manners' in the days when I had 'em, and how ridiculous they sounded.

[80] "It's funny to see how, even in my tiny space, tiny events are constantly happening that reflect the larger truths of human nature. Yesterday, Nurse and I shared a laugh, but I have to admit she definitely caught me off guard. I was deep in thought about something that fascinated me, and suddenly I was overwhelmed by one of those clear moments that push everything out of my mind except the immediate feeling, filling me with joy about the rich, complex nature of life. Then, I looked up at Nurse, who was dressing me, and saw her basic, simple expression (so typical here), as if she had no real conflict with her role of putting petticoats over my head; the dullness of it, contrasted with the flood of ideas rushing through my mind, made me blurt out, 'Oh, Nurse, don't you wish you were inside of me?' Her shocked look and strong denial—'Inside of you, Miss, when you've just had a migraine for five days!'—was a bigger blow to my ego than anything I’ve faced before. The headache had faded overnight, and I had completely forgotten it when the little rascal reminded me of it at that perfect moment when I felt like I had the power of a Bismarck, leaving me powerless against the unchangeable truth that, no matter how great we think we are, no one would trade their life for ours, and that my glorious part was to symbolize migraine to the world! What a bizarre creature I am, lying here, with the strength of a dandelion seed, having fleeting moments of feeling connected to humanity, the mysteries to solve with my next breath, and the source of all happiness within me—the sense of vitality, in short, only proportional to my weakness. Watching these absurdities is entertaining in its own way, and it reminds me of how I used to listen to my 'company manners' back in the days when I had them, and how silly they sounded."

"Ah! Those strange people who have the courage to be unhappy! Are they unhappy, by the way?" [From a diary of Alice James's.]

"Ah! Those unusual people who have the guts to be unhappy! Are they really unhappy, by the way?"

[81] Whose picture used to adorn the numerous advertisements of a patent medicine called "Mrs. Pinkham's Vegetable Compound."

[81] Whose image used to feature in the many ads for a patent medicine called "Mrs. Pinkham's Vegetable Compound."

[82] The state of self-reproachful irritation described by Kater-Gefühl cannot be justly rendered by any English word.

[82] The feeling of self-critical irritation referred to as Kater-Gefühl can't be accurately expressed with any English term.

[83] Outbursts.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ Meltdowns.

[84] Mediatory attitude (view).

Mediatory attitude (view).

[85] "The Perception of Space." Mind, 1887; vol. XII, pp. 1-30, 183-211, 321-353, 516-548.

[85] "The Perception of Space." Mind, 1887; vol. XII, pp. 1-30, 183-211, 321-353, 516-548.

[86] Journal of Speculative Philosophy, 1886, vol. XX, p. 374.

[86] Journal of Speculative Philosophy, 1886, vol. XX, p. 374.

[87] Epochmaking manifestation.

Groundbreaking event.

[88] I send her heartiest greetings.

[88] I send her my warmest greetings.

[89] From pure.

From pure.

[90] If it was printed, this notice has escaped identification.

[90] If it was printed, this notice hasn't been identified.

[91] "How I shall miss that man's presence in the world!... Our problems were the same and for the most part our solutions."

[91] "I’m really going to miss that guy in this world!... We faced the same problems, and most of the time our solutions lined up."

"He is a terrible loss to me. I didn't know till the news came how much I mentally referred to him as a critic and sympathizer, or how much I counted on seeing more of him hereafter." (From letters to G. Croom Robertson.)

"He is a huge loss to me. I didn't realize until the news broke how much I thought of him as a critic and supporter, or how much I was looking forward to seeing more of him in the future." (From letters to G. Croom Robertson.)

Vide, also, The Will to Believe, etc., pp. 306-7.

See, also, The Will to Believe, etc., pp. 306-7.

[92] Vide, pp. 290-91 infra.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ See, pp. 290-91 below.

[93] "I write every morning at one of the card tables in the parlor, all alone in a room 120 feet long—just about the right size for one man." (Letter from the Hotel Del Monte, Sept. 8, 1898.)

[93] "I write every morning at one of the card tables in the parlor, completely alone in a room that's 120 feet long—just about the right size for one person." (Letter from the Hotel Del Monte, Sept. 8, 1898.)

[94] J. M. Cattell. Address upon the 25th Anniversary of the American Psychological Association, Dec. 1916. Science (N.S.), vol. XLV, p. 276.

[94] J. M. Cattell. Speech for the 25th Anniversary of the American Psychological Association, December 1916. Science (N.S.), vol. XLV, p. 276.

[95] To Hugo Münsterberg, Aug. 22, 1890.

[95] To Hugo Münsterberg, August 22, 1890.

[96] E.g., Principles of Psychology, vol. I, p. 369. "One is almost tempted to believe that the pantomime state of mind and that of the Hegelian dialectics are, emotionally considered, one and the same thing. In the pantomime all common things are represented to happen in impossible ways, people jump down each other's throats, houses turn inside out, old women become young men, everything 'passes into its opposite' with inconceivable celerity and skill; and this, so far from producing perplexity, brings rapture to the beholder's mind. And so, in the Hegelian logic, relations elsewhere recognized under the insipid name of distinctions (such as that between knower and object, many and one) must first be translated into impossibilities and contradictions, then 'transcended' and identified by miracles, ere the proper temper is induced for thoroughly enjoying the spectacle they show."

[96] E.g., Principles of Psychology, vol. I, p. 369. "One might be tempted to think that the pantomime state of mind and Hegelian dialectics are, emotionally speaking, the same thing. In pantomime, ordinary events are depicted in impossible ways; people leap into each other’s throats, houses flip inside out, old women turn into young men, and everything 'turns into its opposite' with unimaginable speed and skill. Instead of causing confusion, this amazes the audience. Similarly, in Hegelian logic, relationships that are usually seen as simple distinctions (like the difference between knower and object, many and one) must first be interpreted as impossibilities and contradictions, then 'transcended' and united through miraculous means, before one can fully appreciate the show they present."

[97] "What Psychical Research has Accomplished," was first published in The Forum, 1892, vol. XIII, p. 727.

[97] "What Psychical Research has Accomplished," was first published in The Forum, 1892, vol. XIII, p. 727.

[98] It will be recalled that Mrs. Whitman had been a Baltimorean before she came to live in Boston.

[98] It should be remembered that Mrs. Whitman was from Baltimore before she moved to Boston.

[99] Aug. 14. "Lowell's funeral at mid-day.... Went to Child's to say good-bye, and found Walcott, Howells, Cranch, etc. Poor dear old Child! We drank a glass standing to the hope of seeing Lowell again."

[99] Aug. 14. "Attended Lowell's funeral around noon.... I went to Child's to say goodbye and ran into Walcott, Howells, Cranch, and others. Poor dear old Child! We raised a glass in hopes of seeing Lowell again."

[100] Mr. and Mrs. Arthur Sedgwick. Mr. Sedgwick was Miss Ashburner's nephew.

[100] Mr. and Mrs. Arthur Sedgwick. Mr. Sedgwick was Miss Ashburner's nephew.

[101] See vol. II, p. 39 infra.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ See vol. II, p. 39 below.

[102] See "The Galileo Festival at Padua": Nation (New York), Jan. 5, 1893; a four-column account of the Festival.

[102] See "The Galileo Festival at Padua": Nation (New York), Jan. 5, 1893; a four-column account of the Festival.

[103] Philosophical Review (1893), vol. II, p. 213

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ Philosophical Review (1893), vol. II, p. 213

[104] Mr. Frank Duveneck, painter and sculptor, now of Cincinnati.

[104] Mr. Frank Duveneck, artist and sculptor, currently based in Cincinnati.

[105] Mr. Duveneck was Mr. Boott's son-in-law. Vide page 153 supra.

[105] Mr. Duveneck was Mr. Boott's son-in-law. See page 153 above.

[106] Jan. 24, '94. To Carl Stumpf. "One should not be a cosmopolitan, one's soul becomes 'disintegrated,' as Janet would say. Parts of it remain in different places, and the whole of it is nowhere. One's native land seems foreign. It is not wholly a good thing, and I think I suffer from it."

[106] Jan. 24, '94. To Carl Stumpf. "You shouldn’t be too much of a cosmopolitan; it makes your soul feel 'fragmented,' as Janet would say. Bits of it stay in different places, and as a whole, it’s lost. Your homeland starts to feel strange. It's not entirely a good thing, and I think it’s affecting me."



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