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The Struggle of Life.
A Love Story.
THE
BATTLE OF LIFE.
A Love Story.
BY
CHARLES DICKENS.
BY
CHARLES DICKENS.
London:
BRADBURY & EVANS, WHITEFRIARS.
MDCCCXLVI.
London:
BRADBURY & EVANS, WHITEFRIARS.
1846.
LONDON:
BRADBURY AND EVANS, PRINTERS, WHITEFRIARS.
LONDON:
BRADBURY AND EVANS, PRINT SHOP, WHITEFRIARS.
THIS
Christmas Book
IS CORDIALLY INSCRIBED TO MY ENGLISH FRIENDS
IN SWITZERLAND
THIS
Holiday Book
IS WARMLY DEDICATED TO MY ENGLISH FRIENDS
IN SWITZERLAND
ILLUSTRATIONS.
Title. | Artist. | Engraver. |
Frontispiece | D. Maclise, R.A. | Thompson. |
Title | D. Maclise, R.A. | Thompson. |
Part the First | R. Doyle. | Dalziel. |
War | C. Stanfield, R.A. | Williams. |
Peace | C. Stanfield, R.A. | Williams. |
The Parting Breakfast | J. Leech. | Dalziel. |
Part the Second | R. Doyle. | Green. |
Snitchey and Craggs | J. Leech. | Dalziel. |
The Secret Interview | D. Maclise, R.A. | Williams. |
The Night of the Return | J. Leech. | Dalziel. |
Part the Third | R. Doyle. | Dalziel. |
The Nutmeg Grater | C. Stanfield, R.A. | Williams. |
The Sisters | D. Maclise, R.A. | Williams. |
LIFE'S STRUGGLE.
A Romantic Tale.
PART THE FIRST.
Once upon a time, it matters little when, and in stalwart England, it matters little where, a fierce battle[4] was fought. It was fought upon a long summer day when the waving grass was green. Many a wild flower formed by the Almighty Hand to be a perfumed goblet for the dew, felt its enamelled cup fill high with blood that day, and shrinking dropped. Many an insect deriving its delicate color from harmless leaves and herbs, was stained anew that day by dying men, and marked its frightened way with an unnatural track. The painted butterfly took blood into the air upon the edges of its wings. The stream ran red. The trodden ground became a quagmire, whence, from sullen pools collected in the prints of human feet and horses’ hoofs, the one prevailing hue still lowered and glimmered at the sun.
Once upon a time, it doesn’t really matter when, and in sturdy England, it doesn’t really matter where, a fierce battle[4] was fought. It happened on a long summer day when the waving grass was green. Many wildflowers, created by the Almighty to be a fragrant cup for the dew, felt their beautiful petals fill with blood that day, and shrank back. Many insects, whose delicate colors came from harmless leaves and herbs, were stained anew that day by dying men, and left their terrified paths marked with an unnatural trail. The painted butterfly carried blood into the air along the edges of its wings. The stream ran red. The ground, trampled and turned into a bog, created sullen pools that gathered in the imprints of human feet and horse hooves, with the dominant hue still darkening and shimmering under the sun.
Heaven keep us from a knowledge of the sights the moon beheld upon that field, when, coming up above the black line of distant rising-ground, softened and blurred at the edge by trees, she rose into the sky and looked upon the plain, strewn with upturned faces that had once at mothers’ breasts sought mothers’ eyes, or slumbered happily. Heaven keep us from a knowledge of the secrets whispered afterwards upon the tainted wind that blew across the[5] scene of that day’s work and that night’s death and suffering! Many a lonely moon was bright upon the battle-ground, and many a star kept mournful watch upon it, and many a wind from every quarter of the earth blew over it, before the traces of the fight were worn away.[6]
Heaven protect us from knowing the sights the moon saw on that field when it rose above the dark outline of the distant hills, softened and blurred at the edges by trees, and looked down on the plain, scattered with faces turned up that had once sought their mothers' eyes at their breasts or slept peacefully. Heaven protect us from knowing the secrets whispered later on the tainted wind that swept across the[5] scene of that day's work and that night's death and suffering! Many a lonely moon shone brightly on the battlefield, and many a star kept a sorrowful vigil over it, and many winds from every corner of the earth blew over it, before the signs of the battle faded away.[6]
They lurked and lingered for a long time, but survived in little things, for Nature, far above the evil passions of men, soon recovered Her serenity, and smiled upon the guilty battle-ground as she had done before, when it was innocent. The larks sang high above it, the swallows skimmed and dipped and flitted to and fro, the shadows of the flying clouds pursued each other swiftly, over grass and corn and turnip-field and wood, and over roof and church-spire in the nestling town among the trees, away into the bright distance on the borders of the sky and earth, where the red sunsets faded. Crops were sown, and grew up, and were gathered in; the stream that had been crimsoned, turned a watermill; men whistled at the plough; gleaners and haymakers were seen in quiet groups at work; sheep and oxen pastured; boys whooped and called, in fields, to scare away the birds; smoke rose from cottage chimneys; sabbath bells rang peacefully; old people lived and died; the timid creatures of the field, and simple flowers of the bush and garden, grew and withered in their destined terms: and all upon the fierce and bloody battle-ground, where[7] thousands upon thousands had been killed in the great fight.
They lingered for a long time, but survived in small ways, because Nature, far above the harmful actions of humans, soon regained her calm and smiled upon the guilty battlefield as she had before, when it was untouched. The larks sang high above, the swallows swooped and darted all around, and the shadows of the moving clouds quickly chased one another over the grass, corn, turnip fields, and woods, as well as over rooftops and church spires in the cozy town among the trees, stretching into the bright distance at the horizon where the red sunsets faded. Crops were planted, grew, and were harvested; the stream that had once been stained red powered a watermill; men whistled while plowing; gleaners and haymakers worked in quiet groups; sheep and cattle grazed; boys shouted in the fields to scare away the birds; smoke rose from cottage chimneys; church bells rang peacefully; elderly people lived and passed away; the timid creatures of the fields, along with the simple flowers of the bushes and gardens, grew and died in their natural cycles: and all this took place on the fierce and bloody battlefield, where[7] thousands upon thousands had been killed in the great fight.
But there were deep green patches in the growing corn at first, that people looked at awfully. Year after year they re-appeared; and it was known that underneath those fertile spots, heaps of men and horses lay buried, indiscriminately, enriching the ground. The husbandmen who ploughed those places, shrunk from the great worms abounding there; and the sheaves they yielded, were, for many a long year, called the Battle Sheaves, and set apart; and no one ever knew a Battle Sheaf to be among the last load at a Harvest Home. For a long time, every furrow that was turned, revealed some fragments of the fight. For a long time, there were wounded trees upon the battle-ground; and scraps of hacked and broken fence and wall, where deadly struggles had been made; and trampled parts where not a leaf or blade would grow. For a long time, no village-girl would dress her hair or bosom with the sweetest flower from that field of death: and after many a year had come and gone, the berries growing there, were still believed[8] to leave too deep a stain upon the hand that plucked them.
But there were deep green areas in the growing corn at first that people looked at in fear. Year after year, they showed up again, and it was known that underneath those fertile spots, piles of men and horses were buried, mixed together, enriching the ground. The farmers who plowed those areas shrank away from the huge worms that thrived there; and the sheaves they produced were, for many long years, referred to as the Battle Sheaves and kept separate; and no one ever saw a Battle Sheaf among the last load at Harvest Home. For a long time, every furrow turned up some remnants of the fight. For a long time, there were wounded trees on the battle ground; and bits of damaged and broken fences and walls, where fierce struggles had taken place; and trampled areas where nothing would grow. For a long time, no village girl would adorn her hair or chest with the sweetest flower from that field of death: and even after many years had passed, the berries growing there were still thought to leave too deep a stain on the hand that picked them.
The Seasons in their course, however, though they passed as lightly as the summer clouds themselves, obliterated, in the lapse of time, even these remains of the old conflict; and wore away such legendary traces of it as the neighbouring people carried in their minds, until they dwindled into old wives’ tales, dimly remembered round the winter fire, and waning every year. Where the wild flowers and berries had so long remained upon the stem untouched, gardens arose, and houses were built, and children played at battles on the turf. The wounded trees had long ago made Christmas logs, and blazed and roared away. The deep green patches were no greener now than the memory of those who lay in dust below. The ploughshare still turned up from time to time some rusty bits of metal, but it was hard to say what use they had ever served, and those who found them wondered and disputed. An old dinted corslet, and a helmet, had been hanging in the church so long, that the same weak half-blind old man who tried in vain to make them out above the whitewashed arch,[9] had marvelled at them as a baby. If the host slain upon the field, could have been for a moment reanimated in the forms in which they fell, each upon the spot that was the bed of his untimely death, gashed and ghastly soldiers would have stared in, hundreds deep, at household door[10] and window; and would have risen on the hearths of quiet homes; and would have been the garnered store of barns and granaries; and would have started up between the cradled infant and its nurse; and would have floated with the stream, and whirled round on the mill, and crowded the orchard, and burdened the meadow, and piled the rickyard high with dying men. So altered was the battle-ground, where thousands upon thousands had been killed in the great fight.
The seasons passed just as lightly as summer clouds, ultimately erasing even the remnants of the old conflict over time. The legendary stories that the local people held in their memories faded away into old wives’ tales, lightly remembered by the fire in winter, growing fainter each year. Where wildflowers and berries had once grown untouched, gardens sprang up, houses were built, and children played at battles on the grass. The wounded trees had long ago been turned into Christmas logs, crackling and burning brightly. The deep green patches were no greener now than the memories of those who lay buried beneath. The plow still occasionally unearthed rusty bits of metal, but it was unclear what purpose they had once served, leaving those who found them wondering and debating. An old dented breastplate and a helmet had hung in the church for so long that the same frail, half-blind old man who struggled to identify them above the whitewashed arch,[9] had marveled at them as a baby. If the slain soldiers from the battlefield could momentarily return in the forms they died, each on the very spot of their untimely end, they would have stared in, hundreds deep, at the doors and windows of homes; they would have emerged from the hearths of quiet dwellings; they would have filled barns and granaries; they would have appeared between cradled infants and their nurses; they would have floated with the stream, spun around in the mill, crowded the orchard, burdened the meadow, and piled the rickyard high with dying men. The battlefield was so transformed, where thousands had perished in the great fight.
Nowhere more altered, perhaps, about a hundred years ago, than in one little orchard attached to an old stone house with a honeysuckle porch: where, on a bright autumn morning, there were sounds of music and laughter, and where two girls danced merrily together on the grass, while some half-dozen peasant women standing on ladders, gathering the apples from the trees, stopped in their work to look down, and share their enjoyment. It was a pleasant, lively, natural scene; a beautiful day, a retired spot; and the two girls, quite unconstrained and careless, danced in the very freedom and gaiety of their hearts.
Nowhere had changed more, perhaps, than in a little orchard next to an old stone house with a honeysuckle-covered porch: where, on a bright autumn morning, you could hear music and laughter, and where two girls danced joyfully on the grass while a few peasant women on ladders, picking apples from the trees, paused to watch and enjoy the moment. It was a lovely, lively, natural scene; a beautiful day in a quiet place, and the two girls, completely relaxed and carefree, danced with the pure joy in their hearts.
If there were no such thing as display in the world, my private opinion is, and I hope you agree[11] with me, that we might get on a great deal better than we do, and might be infinitely more agreeable company than we are. It was charming to see how these girls danced. They had no spectators but the apple-pickers on the ladders. They were very glad to please them, but they danced to please themselves (or at least you would have supposed so); and you could no more help admiring, than they could help dancing. How they did dance!
If there were no such thing as showing off in the world, I personally believe, and I hope you agree[11] with me, that we could get along much better than we do, and we could be so much more pleasant company than we currently are. It was wonderful to see how these girls danced. The only audience they had were the apple-pickers on the ladders. They were really happy to entertain them, but they danced to please themselves (or at least it seemed that way); and you couldn’t help but admire them, just as they couldn’t help but dance. They danced so beautifully!
Not like opera dancers. Not at all. And not like Madame Anybody’s finished pupils. Not the least. It was not quadrille dancing, nor minuet dancing, nor even country-dance dancing. It was neither in the old style, nor the new style, nor the French style, nor the English style; though it may have been, by accident, a trifle in the Spanish style, which is a free and joyous one, I am told, deriving a delightful air of off-hand inspiration, from the chirping little castanets. As they danced among the orchard trees, and down the groves of stems and back again, and twirled each other lightly round and round, the influence of their airy motion seemed to spread and spread, in the sun-lighted scene, like an expanding[12] circle in the water. Their streaming hair and fluttering skirts, the elastic grass beneath their feet, the boughs that rustled in the morning air—the flashing leaves, their speckled shadows on the soft green ground—the balmy wind that swept along the landscape, glad to turn the distant windmill, cheerily—everything between the two girls, and the man and team at plough upon the ridge of land, where they showed against the sky as if they were the last things in the world—seemed dancing too.
Not like opera dancers. Not at all. And definitely not like Madame Anybody’s polished students. Not in the slightest. It wasn't quadrille dancing, or minuet dancing, or even country dancing. It didn't follow the old style, the new style, the French style, or the English style; though, by chance, it might have resembled the Spanish style a little, which I've heard is free and joyful, inspired by the cheerful sound of little castanets. As they danced among the apple trees, through the rows of stems and back again, twirling each other lightly round and round, the influence of their light movements seemed to spread out in the sunlit scene, like an expanding[12] circle in the water. Their flowing hair and fluttering skirts, the springy grass beneath their feet, the branches rustling in the morning air—the sparkling leaves, their dappled shadows on the soft green ground—the gentle wind that swept through the landscape, happily turning the distant windmill—everything between the two girls and the man plowing the ridge of land, where they stood out against the sky as if they were the last things in the world—seemed to be dancing as well.
At last the younger of the dancing sisters, out of breath, and laughing gaily, threw herself upon a bench to rest. The other leaned against a tree hard by. The music, a wandering harp and fiddle, left off with a flourish, as if it boasted of its freshness; though, the truth is, it had gone at such a pace, and worked itself to such a pitch of competition with the dancing, that it never could have held on half a minute longer. The apple-pickers on the ladders raised a hum and murmur of applause, and then, in keeping with the sound, bestirred themselves to work again, like bees.
At last, the younger of the dancing sisters, out of breath and laughing happily, flopped onto a bench to rest. The other leaned against a nearby tree. The music, a wandering harp and fiddle, ended with a flourish, as if showing off its energy; though, to be honest, it had been playing at such a fast pace and trying so hard to compete with the dancing that it couldn’t have lasted another thirty seconds. The apple-pickers on the ladders raised a hum and murmur of applause, and then, in sync with the sound, they got back to work like bees.
The more actively, perhaps, because an elderly[13] gentleman, who was no other than Doctor Jeddler himself—it was Doctor Jeddler’s house and orchard, you should know, and these were Doctor Jeddler’s daughters—came bustling out to see what was the matter, and who the deuce played music on his property, before breakfast. For he was a great philosopher, Doctor Jeddler, and not very musical.
The more actively, perhaps, because an elderly[13] gentleman, who was none other than Doctor Jeddler himself—it was Doctor Jeddler’s house and orchard, just so you know, and these were Doctor Jeddler’s daughters—came rushing out to see what was going on and who was blasting music on his property before breakfast. Doctor Jeddler was a great philosopher, and not really into music.
“Music and dancing to-day!” said the Doctor, stopping short, and speaking to himself, “I thought they dreaded to-day. But it’s a world of contradictions. Why, Grace; why, Marion!” he added, aloud, “is the world more mad than usual this morning?”
“Music and dancing today!” said the Doctor, stopping short and talking to himself, “I thought they dreaded today. But it’s a world of contradictions. Why, Grace; why, Marion!” he added, aloud, “is the world crazier than usual this morning?”
“Make some allowance for it, father, if it be,” replied his younger daughter, Marion, going close to him, and looking into his face, “for it’s somebody’s birth-day.”
“Cut him some slack, Dad, if you can,” replied his younger daughter, Marion, moving closer to him and looking into his face, “because it’s someone's birthday.”
“Somebody’s birth-day, Puss,” replied the Doctor. “Don’t you know it’s always somebody’s birth-day? Did you never hear how many new performers enter on this—ha! ha! ha!—it’s impossible to speak gravely of it—on this preposterous and ridiculous business called Life, every minute?”
“Somebody’s birthday, Puss,” replied the Doctor. “Don’t you know it’s always somebody’s birthday? Have you ever heard how many new performers join this—ha! ha! ha!—it’s impossible to talk seriously about it—on this absurd and ridiculous thing called Life, every minute?”
“No, not you, of course; you’re a woman—almost,” said the Doctor. “By the bye,” and he looked into the pretty face, still close to his, “I suppose it’s your birth-day.”
“No, not you, of course; you’re a woman—almost,” said the Doctor. “By the way,” and he looked into the pretty face, still close to his, “I guess it’s your birthday.”
“No! Do you really, father?” cried his pet daughter, pursing up her red lips to be kissed.
“No! Do you really, dad?” shouted his favorite daughter, puckering her red lips to be kissed.
“There! Take my love with it,” said the Doctor, imprinting his upon them; “and many happy returns of the—the idea!—of the day. The notion of wishing happy returns in such a farce as this,” said the Doctor to himself, “is good! Ha! ha! ha!”
“There! Take my love with it,” said the Doctor, passing his affection onto them; “and many happy returns of the—the idea!—of the day. The idea of wishing happy returns in such a ridiculous situation as this,” said the Doctor to himself, “is funny! Ha! ha! ha!”
Doctor Jeddler was, as I have said, a great philosopher; and the heart and mystery of his philosophy was, to look upon the world as a gigantic practical joke: as something too absurd to be considered seriously, by any rational man. His system of belief had been, in the beginning, part and parcel of the battle-ground on which he lived; as you shall presently understand.
Doctor Jeddler was, as I mentioned, a notable philosopher; and the core of his philosophy was to view the world as a huge practical joke: something too ridiculous to be taken seriously by any rational person. His belief system had, at first, been an essential part of the battleground on which he lived; as you will soon understand.
“Well! But how did you get the music?” asked the Doctor. “Poultry-stealers, of course. Where did the minstrels come from?”
“Well! But how did you get the music?” asked the Doctor. “From chicken thieves, of course. Where did the musicians come from?”
“Alfred sent the music,” said his daughter Grace,[15] adjusting a few simple flowers in her sister’s hair, with which, in her admiration of that youthful beauty, she had herself adorned it half-an-hour before, and which the dancing had disarranged.
“Alfred sent the music,” said his daughter Grace,[15] adjusting a few simple flowers in her sister’s hair, which she had put there half an hour earlier out of admiration for that youthful beauty, and which the dancing had messed up.
“Oh! Alfred sent the music, did he?” returned the Doctor.
“Oh! Alfred sent the music, right?” replied the Doctor.
“Yes. He met it coming out of the town as he was entering early. The men are travelling on foot, and rested there last night; and as it was Marion’s birth-day, and he thought it would please her, he sent them on, with a pencilled note to me, saying that if I thought so too, they had come to serenade her.”
“Yes. He ran into them as he was arriving early from town. The men are traveling on foot and stopped here for the night; and since it was Marion’s birthday, and he thought it would make her happy, he sent them on with a quick note for me, saying that if I agreed, they had come to serenade her.”
“Ay, ay,” said the Doctor, carelessly, “he always takes your opinion.”
“Ay, ay,” said the Doctor, casually, “he always values your opinion.”
“And my opinion being favorable,” said Grace, good-humouredly; and pausing for a moment to admire the pretty head she decorated, with her own thrown back; “and Marion being in high spirits, and beginning to dance, I joined her: and so we danced to Alfred’s music till we were out of breath. And we thought the music all the gayer for being sent by Alfred. Didn’t we, dear Marion?”[16]
“And since I think it's a good idea,” said Grace, with a cheerful tone, pausing for a moment to admire the lovely head she had decorated, with her own thrown back; “and Marion is in great spirits and starting to dance, I joined her: and we danced to Alfred’s music until we were breathless. We thought the music was much more joyful because it was from Alfred. Didn’t we, dear Marion?”[16]
“Oh, I don’t know, Grace. How you teaze me about Alfred.”
“Oh, I don’t know, Grace. How you tease me about Alfred.”
“Teaze you by mentioning your lover!” said her sister.
“Tease you by mentioning your partner!” said her sister.
“I am sure I don’t much care to have him mentioned,” said the wilful beauty, stripping the petals from some flowers she held, and scattering them on the ground. “I am almost tired of hearing of him; and as to his being my lover”——
“I really don’t want to hear his name mentioned,” said the headstrong beauty, pulling the petals off some flowers she held and tossing them onto the ground. “I’m almost tired of hearing about him; and as for him being my lover—”
“Hush! Don’t speak lightly of a true heart, which is all your own, Marion,” cried her sister, “even in jest. There is not a truer heart than Alfred’s in the world!”
“Hush! Don’t joke around about a genuine heart, which is entirely yours, Marion,” her sister exclaimed, “even if it’s meant to be funny. There isn’t a more sincere heart than Alfred’s anywhere!”
“No—no,” said Marion, raising her eyebrows with a pleasant air of careless consideration, “perhaps not. But I don’t know that there’s any great merit in that. I—I don’t want him to be so very true. I never asked him. If he expects that I——. But, dear Grace, why need we talk of him at all, just now!”
“No—no,” said Marion, raising her eyebrows with a casually thoughtful expression, “maybe not. But I’m not sure there’s anything special about that. I—I don’t want him to be too honest. I never asked him to be. If he thinks that I——. But, dear Grace, why should we even talk about him right now!”
It was agreeable to see the graceful figures of the blooming sisters, twined together, lingering among the trees, conversing thus, with earnestness opposed to lightness, yet with love responding tenderly to[17] love. And it was very curious indeed to see the younger sister’s eyes suffused with tears; and something fervently and deeply felt, breaking through the wilfulness of what she said, and striving with it painfully.
It was nice to see the graceful figures of the blooming sisters, intertwined, lingering among the trees, engaging in a serious conversation that contrasted with their playful demeanor, yet responding to love with tenderness. It was also quite intriguing to see the younger sister’s eyes filled with tears; there was something intense and deeply felt breaking through her stubbornness, struggling painfully against it.
The difference between them, in respect of age, could not exceed four years at most: but Grace, as often happens in such cases, when no mother watches over both (the Doctor’s wife was dead), seemed, in her gentle care of her young sister, and in the steadiness of her devotion to her, older than she was; and more removed, in course of nature, from all competition with her, or participation, otherwise than through her sympathy and true affection, in her wayward fancies, than their ages seemed to warrant. Great character of mother, that, even in this shadow, and faint reflection of it, purifies the heart, and raises the exalted nature nearer to the angels!
The age difference between them couldn’t be more than four years at most. But Grace, as often happens in situations like this when there's no mother to oversee them (the Doctor’s wife had passed away), appeared older than she actually was due to her gentle care for her younger sister and her steady devotion to her. She felt more distant, in a natural sense, from any rivalry with her or engagement beyond sharing in her sister’s whims through her genuine sympathy and love. It's a remarkable trait of motherhood that even in this shadowy reflection, it purifies the heart and elevates the spirit closer to the angels!
The Doctor’s reflections, as he looked after them, and heard the purport of their discourse, were limited, at first, to certain merry meditations on the folly of all loves and likings, and the idle imposition practised[18] on themselves by young people, who believed, for a moment, that there could be anything serious in such bubbles, and were always undeceived—always!
The Doctor's thoughts, as he watched them and listened to their conversation, were initially just some light-hearted musings about the foolishness of all loves and affections, and the silly delusions created[18] by young people who, for a brief moment, thought there could be anything genuine in such fleeting feelings, only to be disappointed—time and time again!
But the home-adorning, self-denying qualities of Grace, and her sweet temper, so gentle and retiring, yet including so much constancy and bravery of spirit, seemed all expressed to him in the contrast between her quiet household figure and that of his younger and more beautiful child; and he was sorry for her sake—sorry for them both—that life should be such a very ridiculous business as it was.
But Grace's qualities of creating a warm home and her selflessness, along with her sweet and gentle nature, which also showed a lot of strength and courage, were all clear to him in the contrast between her calm presence at home and that of his younger, more beautiful child. He felt sad for her—sad for both of them—that life had to be such a ridiculous affair.
The Doctor never dreamed of inquiring whether his children, or either of them, helped in any way to make the scheme a serious one. But then he was a Philosopher.
The Doctor never thought to ask if his children, or either of them, contributed in any way to making the plan a serious one. But then, he was a Philosopher.
A kind and generous man by nature, he had stumbled, by chance, over that common Philosopher’s stone (much more easily discovered than the object of the alchemist’s researches), which sometimes trips up kind and generous men, and has the fatal property of turning gold to dross, and every precious thing to poor account.[19]
A kind and generous man by nature, he had stumbled upon that common Philosopher’s stone (much easier to find than what the alchemist searches for), which sometimes trips up kind and generous men, and has the deadly ability to turn gold into trash, and every valuable thing into something worthless.[19]
“Britain!” cried the Doctor. “Britain! Halloa!”
“Britain!” shouted the Doctor. “Britain! Hey!”
A small man, with an uncommonly sour and discontented face, emerged from the house, and returned to this call the unceremonious acknowledgment of “Now then!”
A small man with an unusually grumpy and dissatisfied expression came out of the house and responded to this call with a blunt “Now then!”
“Where’s the breakfast table?” said the Doctor.
“Where’s the breakfast table?” asked the Doctor.
“In the house,” returned Britain.
“In the house,” replied Britain.
“Are you going to spread it out here, as you were told last night?” said the Doctor. “Don’t you know that there are gentlemen coming? That there’s business to be done this morning, before the coach comes by? That this is a very particular occasion?”
“Are you going to lay it all out here, like you were told last night?” said the Doctor. “Don’t you realize that there are important guests arriving? That there’s work to get done this morning before the coach arrives? That this is a very special event?”
“I couldn’t do anything, Doctor Jeddler, till the women had done getting in the apples, could I?” said Britain, his voice rising with his reasoning, so that it was very loud at last.
“I couldn’t do anything, Doctor Jeddler, until the women finished picking the apples, could I?” said Britain, his voice getting louder as he reasoned, until it was very loud in the end.
“Well, have they done now?” returned the Doctor, looking at his watch, and clapping his hands. “Come! make haste! where’s Clemency?”
“Well, have they finished now?” the Doctor said, checking his watch and clapping his hands. “Come on! Hurry up! Where’s Clemency?”
“Here am I, Mister,” said a voice from one of the ladders, which a pair of clumsy feet descended briskly. “It’s all done now. Clear away, gals. Everything shall be ready for you in half a minute, Mister.”[20]
“Here I am, Mister,” said a voice from one of the ladders, as a pair of awkward feet came down quickly. “It’s all done now. Clear out, ladies. Everything will be ready for you in half a minute, Mister.”[20]
With that she began to bustle about most vigorously; presenting, as she did so, an appearance sufficiently peculiar to justify a word of introduction.
With that, she started moving around quite energetically; her actions created a unique appearance that warranted a bit of explanation.
She was about thirty years old; and had a sufficiently plump and cheerful face, though it was twisted up into an odd expression of tightness that made it comical. But the extraordinary homeliness of her gait and manner, would have superseded any face in the world. To say that she had two left legs, and somebody else’s arms; and that all four limbs seemed to be out of joint, and to start from perfectly wrong places when they were set in motion; is to offer the mildest outline of the reality. To say that she was perfectly content and satisfied with these arrangements, and regarded them as being no business of hers, and took her arms and legs as they came, and allowed them to dispose of themselves just as it happened, is to render faint justice to her equanimity. Her dress was a prodigious pair of self-willed shoes, that never wanted to go where her feet went; blue stockings; a printed gown of many colours, and the most hideous pattern procurable for money; and a white apron. She always wore short sleeves, and always had, by[21] some accident, grazed elbows, in which she took so lively an interest that she was continually trying to turn them round and get impossible views of them. In general, a little cap perched somewhere on her head; though it was rarely to be met with in the place usually occupied in other subjects, by that article of dress; but from head to foot she was scrupulously clean, and maintained a kind of dislocated tidiness. Indeed her laudable anxiety to be tidy and compact in her own conscience as well as in the public eye, gave rise to one of her most startling evolutions, which was to grasp herself sometimes by a sort of wooden handle (part of her clothing, and familiarly called a busk), and wrestle as it were with her garments, until they fell into a symmetrical arrangement.
She was around thirty years old and had a pleasantly round and cheerful face, although it had a funny, tight expression that made her look amusing. But the way she walked and carried herself was so oddly awkward that it would overshadow any face in the world. Saying she had two left legs and arms that didn’t belong to her, with all four limbs appearing to be out of joint and starting from totally wrong places when she moved, barely scratches the surface of the reality. Saying she was completely content and fine with these quirks, seeing them as none of her concern, and just accepting her arms and legs as they were, while allowing them to act however they pleased, doesn’t fully capture her calmness. Her outfit consisted of a ridiculously obstinate pair of shoes that never wanted to go where her feet were going; blue stockings; a brightly patterned, multi-colored dress with the ugliest design available; and a white apron. She always wore short sleeves and consistently had, due to some mishap, scraped elbows that fascinated her so much she was always trying to twist them around to see them from impossible angles. Usually, she had a little cap perched somewhere on her head; though it was rarely found in the typical spot where it would usually sit on others, but she was always spotless from head to toe and maintained a kind of awkward tidiness. In fact, her commendable desire to be neat and tidy both in her own mind and to the public sometimes led to one of her most surprising behaviors, where she would grab herself by a sort of wooden handle (part of her clothing, commonly known as a busk) and wrestle with her clothes until they were arranged symmetrically.
Such, in outward form and garb, was Clemency Newcome; who was supposed to have unconsciously originated a corruption of her own christian name, from Clementina (but nobody knew, for the deaf old mother, a very phenomenon of age, whom she had supported almost from a child, was dead, and she had no other relation); who now busied herself in[22] preparing the table; and who stood, at intervals, with her bare red arms crossed, rubbing her grazed elbows with opposite hands, and staring at it very composedly, until she suddenly remembered something else it wanted, and jogged off to fetch it.
Such was the appearance and style of Clemency Newcome, who was thought to have unintentionally shortened her own name from Clementina (but no one knew for sure, since her deaf old mother, who was a remarkable example of old age and whom she had supported since childhood, was gone, and she had no other family); she was currently busy setting the table and would occasionally stop, arms crossed with her bare red skin showing, rubbing her scraped elbows with her opposite hands and looking at it calmly, until she suddenly recalled something else it needed and hurried off to get it.
“Here are them two lawyers a-coming, Mister!” said Clemency, in a tone of no very great good-will.
“Here come those two lawyers, mister!” said Clemency, sounding less than enthusiastic.
“Aha!” cried the Doctor, advancing to the gate to meet them. “Good morning, good morning! Grace, my dear! Marion! Here are Messrs. Snitchey and Craggs. Where’s Alfred?”
“Aha!” exclaimed the Doctor, stepping up to the gate to greet them. “Good morning, good morning! Grace, my dear! Marion! Here are Mr. Snitchey and Mr. Craggs. Where’s Alfred?”
“He’ll be back directly, father, no doubt,” said Grace. “He had so much to do this morning in his preparations for departure, that he was up and out by daybreak. Good morning, gentlemen.”
“He'll be back soon, Dad, no doubt,” said Grace. “He had a lot to get done this morning to get ready for his trip, so he was up and out by dawn. Good morning, guys.”
“Ladies!” said Mr. Snitchey, “For Self and Craggs,” who bowed, “good morning. Miss,” to Marion, “I kiss your hand.” Which he did. “And I wish you”—which he might or might not, for he didn’t look, at first sight, like a gentleman troubled with many warm outpourings of soul, in behalf of other people, “a hundred happy returns of this auspicious day.”[23]
“Ladies!” said Mr. Snitchey, “For myself and Craggs,” who bowed, “good morning. Miss,” to Marion, “I kiss your hand.” And he did. “And I wish you”—which he might or might not, since at first glance he didn’t seem like a man who was very emotionally expressive towards others, “a hundred happy returns of this special day.”[23]
“Ha ha ha!” laughed the Doctor thoughtfully, with his hands in his pockets. “The great farce in a hundred acts!”
“Ha ha ha!” laughed the Doctor, pondering with his hands in his pockets. “The great joke in a hundred acts!”
“You wouldn’t, I am sure,” said Mr. Snitchey, standing a small professional blue bag against one leg of the table, “cut the great farce short for this actress, at all events, Doctor Jeddler.”
“You wouldn’t, I’m sure,” said Mr. Snitchey, propping a small blue professional bag against one leg of the table, “end this ridiculous show early for this actress, at least, Doctor Jeddler.”
“No,” returned the Doctor. “God forbid! May she live to laugh at it, as long as she can laugh, and then say, with the French wit, ‘The farce is ended; draw the curtain.’”
“No,” the Doctor replied. “God forbid! May she live to laugh at it, as long as she can laugh, and then say, with the French wit, ‘The farce is over; pull down the curtain.’”
“The French wit,” said Mr. Snitchey, peeping sharply into his blue bag, “was wrong, Doctor Jeddler; and your philosophy is altogether wrong, depend upon it, as I have often told you. Nothing serious in life! What do you call law?”
“The French wit,” said Mr. Snitchey, glancing sharply into his blue bag, “was mistaken, Doctor Jeddler; and your philosophy is completely off, trust me, as I’ve often mentioned. Nothing serious in life! What do you consider law?”
“A joke,” replied the Doctor.
“A joke,” said the Doctor.
“Did you ever go to law?” asked Mr. Snitchey, looking out of the blue bag.
“Did you ever go to law?” asked Mr. Snitchey, looking out of the blue bag.
“Never,” returned the Doctor.
“Never,” replied the Doctor.
“If you ever do,” said Mr. Snitchey, “perhaps you’ll alter that opinion.”
“If you ever do,” said Mr. Snitchey, “maybe you’ll change that opinion.”
Craggs, who seemed to be represented by[24] Snitchey, and to be conscious of little or no separate existence or personal individuality, offered a remark of his own in this place. It involved the only idea of which he did not stand seised and possessed in equal moieties with Snitchey; but he had some partners in it among the wise men of the world.
Craggs, who appeared to be represented by[24] Snitchey, and seemed to be unaware of any separate existence or personal identity, made a comment here. It was the only thought that he didn’t share equally with Snitchey; however, he had some collaborators among the world’s wise men.
“It’s made a great deal too easy,” said Mr. Craggs.
“It’s way too easy,” said Mr. Craggs.
“Law is?” asked the Doctor.
"What's law?" asked the Doctor.
“Yes,” said Mr. Craggs, “everything is. Everything appears to me to be made too easy, now-a-days. It’s the vice of these times. If the world is a joke (I am not prepared to say it isn’t), it ought to be made a very difficult joke to crack. It ought to be as hard a struggle, Sir, as possible. That’s the intention. But it’s being made far too easy. We are oiling the gates of life. They ought to be rusty. We shall have them beginning to turn, soon, with a smooth sound. Whereas they ought to grate upon their hinges, Sir.”
“Yes,” said Mr. Craggs, “everything is. Everything seems too easy these days. That’s the flaw of our time. If the world is a joke (I’m not saying it isn’t), it should be a really tough one to figure out. It should be as difficult a struggle, Sir, as possible. That’s the goal. But it’s becoming way too easy. We’re greasing the gates of life. They should be rusty. Soon, we’ll hear them starting to turn smoothly. But they should creak on their hinges, Sir.”
Mr. Craggs seemed positively to grate upon his own hinges, as he delivered this opinion; to which he communicated immense effect—being a cold, hard, dry man, dressed in grey and white, like a flint; with[25] small twinkles in his eyes, as if something struck sparks out of them. The three natural kingdoms, indeed, had each a fanciful representative among this brotherhood of disputants: for Snitchey was like a magpie or a raven (only not so sleek), and the Doctor had a streaked face like a winter-pippin, with here and there a dimple to express the peckings of the birds, and a very little bit of pigtail behind, that stood for the stalk.
Mr. Craggs seemed to grind on his own gears as he shared this opinion, which he delivered with great impact—being a cold, hard, dry man, dressed in grey and white, like flint; with[25] small twinkles in his eyes, as if something was striking sparks out of them. Each of the three natural kingdoms had its own whimsical representative among this group of debaters: Snitchey was like a magpie or a raven (but not as sleek), and the Doctor had a streaked face like a winter apple, with dimples here and there to show where the birds had pecked, along with a tiny bit of pigtail in the back that stood for the stalk.
As the active figure of a handsome young man, dressed for a journey, and followed by a porter, bearing several packages and baskets, entered the orchard at a brisk pace, and with an air of gaiety and hope that accorded well with the morning,—these three drew together, like the brothers of the sister Fates, or like the Graces most effectually disguised, or like the three weird prophets on the heath, and greeted him.
As a well-dressed young man, ready for a journey and followed by a porter carrying multiple bags and baskets, entered the orchard quickly, exuding a sense of joy and optimism that matched the morning, these three came together, resembling the sisters of Fate, the Graces in clever disguise, or the three mysterious prophets in the heath, and welcomed him.
“Happy returns, Alf,” said the Doctor, lightly.
“Happy returns, Alf,” the Doctor said casually.
“A hundred happy returns of this auspicious day, Mr. Heathfield,” said Snitchey, bowing low.
“A hundred happy returns of this special day, Mr. Heathfield,” said Snitchey, bowing deeply.
“Returns!” Craggs murmured in a deep voice, all alone.
“Returns!” Craggs whispered in a deep voice, all alone.
“Why, what a battery!” exclaimed Alfred, stopping[26] short, “and one—two—three—all foreboders of no good, in the great sea before me. I am glad you are not the first I have met this morning: I should have taken it for a bad omen. But Grace was the first—sweet, pleasant Grace—so I defy you all!”
“Wow, what a storm!” Alfred exclaimed, stopping[26] abruptly. “And one—two—three—all signs of trouble in the vast ocean ahead of me. I'm glad you weren't the first person I ran into this morning; I would have thought it was a bad sign. But Grace was the first—sweet, lovely Grace—so I challenge you all!”
“If you please, Mister, I was the first you know,” said Clemency Newcome. “She was a walking out here, before sunrise, you remember. I was in the house.”
“If you don’t mind, sir, I was the first, you know,” said Clemency Newcome. “She was out here walking before sunrise, you remember. I was inside the house.”
“That’s true! Clemency was the first,” said Alfred. “So I defy you with Clemency.”
"That's right! Clemency was the first," said Alfred. "So I challenge you with Clemency."
“Ha, ha, ha!—for Self and Craggs,” said Snitchey. “What a defiance!”
“Ha, ha, ha!—for Self and Craggs,” said Snitchey. “What a challenge!”
“Not so bad a one as it appears, may be,” said Alfred, shaking hands heartily with the Doctor, and also with Snitchey and Craggs, and then looking round. “Where are the—Good Heavens!”
“Not as bad as it looks, maybe,” said Alfred, shaking hands warmly with the Doctor, as well as with Snitchey and Craggs, and then glancing around. “Where are the—Good heavens!”
With a start, productive for the moment of a closer partnership between Jonathan Snitchey and Thomas Craggs than the subsisting articles of agreement in that wise contemplated, he hastily betook himself to where the sisters stood together, and—however, I[27] needn’t more particularly explain his manner of saluting Marion first, and Grace afterwards, than by hinting that Mr. Craggs may possibly have considered it “too easy.”
With a jump, effective for the moment in forming a closer partnership between Jonathan Snitchey and Thomas Craggs than the existing agreements anticipated, he quickly went over to where the sisters were standing together, and—however, I[27] don’t need to go into detail about how he greeted Marion first and then Grace, other than to suggest that Mr. Craggs might have thought it was “too casual.”
Perhaps to change the subject, Doctor Jeddler made a hasty move towards the breakfast, and they all sat down at table. Grace presided; but so discreetly stationed herself, as to cut off her sister and Alfred from the rest of the company. Snitchey and Craggs sat at opposite corners, with the blue bag between them for safety; and the Doctor took his usual position, opposite to Grace. Clemency hovered galvanically about the table, as waitress; and the melancholy Britain, at another and a smaller board, acted as Grand Carver of a round of beef, and a ham.
Maybe to change the subject, Dr. Jeddler quickly moved towards the breakfast, and they all sat down at the table. Grace took charge, but positioned herself in a way that isolated her sister and Alfred from the rest of the group. Snitchey and Craggs sat at opposite corners, with the blue bag between them for safety; and the Doctor took his usual spot across from Grace. Clemency buzzed around the table as the waitress, while the gloomy Britain, at a smaller table, carved the beef and ham.
“Meat?” said Britain, approaching Mr. Snitchey, with the carving knife and fork in his hands, and throwing the question at him like a missile.
“Meat?” asked Britain, walking up to Mr. Snitchey, with the carving knife and fork in his hands, and launching the question at him like a projectile.
“Certainly,” returned the lawyer.
“Sure,” replied the lawyer.
“Do you want any?” to Craggs.
“Do you want any?” to Craggs.
“Lean, and well done,” replied that gentleman.
“Lean, and well done,” replied that man.
Having executed these orders, and moderately supplied[28] the Doctor (he seemed to know that nobody else wanted anything to eat), he[29] lingered as near the Firm as he decently could, watching, with an austere eye, their disposition of the viands, and but once relaxing the severe expression of his face. This was on the occasion of Mr. Craggs, whose teeth were not of the best, partially choking, when he cried out with great animation, “I thought he was gone!”
Having followed these orders and provided just enough for the Doctor (he seemed to know no one else wanted anything to eat), he lingered as close to the Firm as he could without it being obvious, watching closely with a serious expression as they arranged the food, only softening his stern look once. This happened when Mr. Craggs, who had poor teeth, started choking a bit and exclaimed animatedly, “I thought he was gone!”
“Now Alfred,” said the Doctor, “for a word or two of business, while we are yet at breakfast.”
“Now Alfred,” the Doctor said, “let’s have a quick word about business while we’re still having breakfast.”
“While we are yet at breakfast,” said Snitchey and Craggs, who seemed to have no present idea of leaving off.
“While we’re still at breakfast,” said Snitchey and Craggs, who didn’t seem to have any intention of stopping.
Although Alfred had not been breakfasting, and seemed to have quite enough business on his hands as it was, he respectfully answered:
Although Alfred hadn't eaten breakfast and appeared to have more than enough going on, he politely replied:
“If you please, Sir.”
“Please, Sir.”
“If anything could be serious,” the Doctor began, “in such a—”
“If anything could be serious,” the Doctor started, “in such a—”
“Farce as this, Sir,” hinted Alfred.
"That's ridiculous, Sir," said Alfred.
“In such a farce as this,” observed the Doctor, “it might be this recurrence, on the eve of separation, of a double birth-day, which is connected with many associations pleasant to us four, and with the recollection[30] of a long and amicable intercourse. That’s not to the purpose.”
“In a situation like this,” the Doctor noted, “it could be the fact that we’re celebrating a double birthday right before parting that brings up so many good memories for the four of us, along with the reminder of our long and friendly relationship. But that’s not really the point.”
“Ah! yes, yes, Doctor Jeddler,” said the young man. “It is to the purpose. Much to the purpose, as my heart bears witness this morning; and as yours does too, I know, if you would let it speak. I leave your house to-day; I cease to be your ward to-day; we part with tender relations stretching far behind us, that never can be exactly renewed, and with others dawning yet before us,” he looked down at Marion beside him, “fraught with such considerations as I must not trust myself to speak of now. Come, come!” he added, rallying his spirits and the Doctor at once, “there’s a serious grain in this large foolish dust-heap, Doctor. Let us allow to-day, that there is One.”
“Ah! yes, yes, Doctor Jeddler,” said the young man. “This is important. It really matters, as my heart shows me this morning; and yours does too, I know, if you would just let it express itself. I'm leaving your house today; I’m no longer your ward today; we’re parting with a deep connection that stretches far behind us, one that can never truly be renewed, and with new possibilities ahead of us,” he glanced down at Marion beside him, “full of thoughts I can’t trust myself to express right now. Come on!” he added, lifting his spirits and the Doctor’s at the same time, “there’s a serious point in this large silly mess, Doctor. Let’s agree today that there’s One.”
“To-day!” cried the Doctor. “Hear him! Ha, ha, ha! Of all days in the foolish year. Why on this day, the great battle was fought on this ground. On this ground where we now sit, where I saw my two girls dance this morning, where the fruit has just been gathered for our eating from these trees, the roots of which are struck in Men, not earth,—so many[31] lives were lost, that within my recollection, generations afterwards, a churchyard full of bones, and dust of bones, and chips of cloven skulls, has been dug up from underneath our feet here. Yet not a hundred people in that battle, knew for what they fought, or why; not a hundred of the inconsiderate rejoicers in the victory, why they rejoiced. Not half a hundred people were the better, for the gain or loss. Not half-a-dozen men agree to this hour on the cause or merits; and nobody, in short, ever knew anything distinct about it, but the mourners of the slain. Serious, too!” said the Doctor, laughing. “Such a system!”
“Today!” shouted the Doctor. “Listen to him! Ha, ha, ha! Of all the ridiculous days in the year. Why on this day, the great battle was fought right here. On this very ground where we’re sitting, where I saw my two girls dancing this morning, where we just gathered fruit from these trees, whose roots are grounded in people, not earth—so many[31] lives were lost that even in my lifetime, generations later, a graveyard full of bones, dust from bones, and fragments of shattered skulls has been dug up from beneath us. Yet not a hundred people involved in that battle knew what they were fighting for or why; not a hundred of those thoughtless celebrators of the victory could say why they were celebrating. Not even half a hundred people were better off for the win or loss. Not half a dozen men agree to this day on the reasons or value of it, and in short, nobody ever really understood anything clearly about it, except for the mourners of the fallen. Serious, too!” said the Doctor, laughing. “What a system!”
“But all this seems to me,” said Alfred, “to be very serious.”
“But all of this seems very serious to me,” said Alfred.
“Serious!” cried the Doctor. “If you allowed such things to be serious, you must go mad, or die, or climb up to the top of a mountain, and turn hermit.”
“Seriously!” shouted the Doctor. “If you take things like this seriously, you must be going crazy, or die, or climb to the top of a mountain and become a hermit.”
“Besides—so long ago,” said Alfred.
“Besides—it was so long ago,” said Alfred.
“Long ago!” returned the Doctor. “Do you know what the world has been doing, ever since? Do you know what else it has been doing? I don’t!”[32]
“Long ago!” said the Doctor. “Do you know what the world has been up to all this time? Do you know what else it's been doing? I don’t!”[32]
“It has gone to law a little,” observed Mr. Snitchey, stirring his tea.
“It’s gone to court a bit,” Mr. Snitchey remarked, stirring his tea.
“Although the way out has been always made too easy,” said his partner.
“Even though the way out has always been made too easy,” said his partner.
“And you’ll excuse my saying, Doctor,” pursued Mr. Snitchey, “having been already put a thousand times in possession of my opinion, in the course of our discussions, that, in its having gone to law, and in its legal system altogether, I do observe a serious side—now, really, a something tangible, and with a purpose and intention in it—”
“And you’ll excuse me for saying this, Doctor,” continued Mr. Snitchey, “since I’ve already shared my opinion countless times during our discussions, I can’t help but notice that, with its progression to legal matters, and in its entire legal framework, there’s a serious aspect to it—really, something concrete, with a purpose and intention behind it—”
Clemency Newcome made an angular tumble against the table, occasioning a sounding clatter among the cups and saucers.
Clemency Newcome stumbled awkwardly against the table, causing a loud crash among the cups and saucers.
“Heyday! what’s the matter there?” exclaimed the Doctor.
“Heyday! What’s going on there?” exclaimed the Doctor.
“It’s this evil-inclined blue bag,” said Clemency, “always tripping up somebody!”
“It’s this wicked blue bag,” said Clemency, “always getting in someone’s way!”
“With a purpose and intention in it, I was saying,” resumed Snitchey, “that commands respect. Life a farce, Doctor Jeddler? With law in it?”
“With a purpose and intention in it, I was saying,” Snitchey continued, “that commands respect. Life a joke, Doctor Jeddler? With law in it?”
The Doctor laughed, and looked at Alfred.
The doctor laughed and looked at Alfred.
“Granted, if you please, that war is foolish,” said[33] Snitchey. “There we agree. For example. Here’s a smiling country,” pointing it out with his fork, “once overrun by soldiers—trespassers every man of ’em—and laid waste by fire and sword. He, he, he! The idea of any man exposing himself, voluntarily, to fire and sword! Stupid, wasteful, positively ridiculous; you laugh at your fellow-creatures, you know, when you think of it! But take this smiling country as it stands. Think of the laws appertaining to real property; to the bequest and devise of real property; to the mortgage and redemption of real property; to leasehold, freehold, and copyhold estate; think,” said Mr. Snitchey, with such great emotion that he actually smacked his lips, “of the complicated laws relating to title and proof of title, with all the contradictory precedents and numerous acts of parliament connected with them; think of the infinite number of ingenious and interminable chancery suits, to which this pleasant prospect may give rise;—and acknowledge, Doctor Jeddler, that there is a green spot in the scheme about us! I believe,” said Mr. Snitchey, looking at his partner, “that I speak for Self and Craggs?”[34]
“Okay, let’s agree that war is foolish,” said[33] Snitchey. “We’re on the same page there. For example, here’s a cheerful country,” he pointed to it with his fork, “that was once invaded by soldiers—each one a trespasser—and devastated by fire and sword. Ha! The thought of any man choosing to face fire and sword willingly! It’s stupid, wasteful, downright ridiculous; it makes you laugh at your fellow humans when you think about it! But look at this cheerful country as it is now. Consider the laws related to real estate; the inheritance and transfer of real estate; the mortgage and repayment of real estate; to leasehold, freehold, and copyhold estates; think,” said Mr. Snitchey, with such intense emotion that he actually smacked his lips, “about the complex laws around property ownership and proof of ownership, with all the conflicting precedents and numerous acts of parliament tied to them; think of the countless clever and never-ending court cases that could arise from this nice scenario;—and admit, Doctor Jeddler, that there is a bright spot in the situation around us! I believe,” said Mr. Snitchey, looking at his partner, “that I speak for Self and Craggs?”[34]
Mr. Craggs having signified assent, Mr. Snitchey, somewhat freshened by his recent eloquence, observed that he would take a little more beef, and another cup of tea.
Mr. Craggs agreed, and Mr. Snitchey, feeling a bit revitalized by his recent speech, commented that he would like a little more beef and another cup of tea.
“I don’t stand up for life in general,” he added, rubbing his hands and chuckling, “it’s full of folly; full of something worse. Professions of trust, and confidence, and unselfishness, and all that. Bah, bah, bah! We see what they’re worth. But you mustn’t laugh at life; you’ve got a game to play; a very serious game indeed! Everybody’s playing against you, you know; and you’re playing against them. Oh! it’s a very interesting thing. There are deep moves upon the board. You must only laugh, Doctor Jeddler, when you win; and then not much. He, he, he! And then not much,” repeated Snitchey, rolling his head and winking his eye; as if he would have added, ‘you may do this instead!’
“I don’t really support life in general,” he said, rubbing his hands and chuckling, “it’s full of nonsense; even worse than that. Claims of trust, confidence, and selflessness, and all that. Ugh, ugh, ugh! We see how valuable they are. But you shouldn’t laugh at life; you have a game to play; a very serious game indeed! Everyone’s against you, you know; and you’re against them. Oh! it’s really fascinating. There are complex moves on the board. You should only laugh, Doctor Jeddler, when you win; and even then, not too much. He, he, he! And even then, not too much,” repeated Snitchey, rolling his head and winking his eye; as if he meant to add, ‘you can do this instead!’
“Well, Alfred!” cried the Doctor, “what do you say now?”
“Well, Alfred!” exclaimed the Doctor, “what do you think now?”
“I say, Sir,” replied Alfred, “that the greatest favor you could do me, and yourself too I am inclined to think, would be to try sometimes to forget this[35] battle-field, and others like it, in that broader battle-field of Life, on which the sun looks every day.”
“I say, Sir,” replied Alfred, “that the biggest favor you could do for me—and yourself too, I think—would be to sometimes try to forget this[35] battle-field, and others like it, in that larger battle-field of Life, which the sun shines on every day.”
“Really, I’m afraid that wouldn’t soften his opinions, Mr. Alfred,” said Snitchey. “The combatants are very eager and very bitter in that same battle of Life. There’s a great deal of cutting and slashing, and firing into people’s heads from behind; terrible treading down, and trampling on; it’s rather a bad business.”
“Honestly, I’m afraid that wouldn’t change his mind, Mr. Alfred,” said Snitchey. “The fighters are very eager and very bitter in that same struggle of Life. There’s a lot of cutting and slashing, and shooting from behind; terrible stomping and trampling; it’s a pretty rough situation.”
“I believe, Mr. Snitchey,” said Alfred, “there are quiet victories and struggles, great sacrifices of self, and noble acts of heroism, in it—even in many of its apparent lightnesses and contradictions—not the less difficult to achieve, because they have no earthly chronicle or audience; done every day in nooks and corners, and in little households, and in men’s and women’s hearts—any one of which might reconcile the sternest man to such a world, and fill him with belief and hope in it, though two-fourths of its people were at war, and another fourth at law; and that’s a bold word.”
“I believe, Mr. Snitchey,” said Alfred, “that there are quiet victories and struggles, significant sacrifices of self, and acts of true heroism in it—even in many of its obvious contradictions and light moments. These are not any less challenging to achieve just because they go unnoticed or unwritten; they happen every day in hidden places, in small households, and in the hearts of men and women. Any one of these could make the toughest person believe in this world and fill them with hope, even if half of its people were at war and another quarter were tied up in legal battles; and that’s a bold statement.”
Both the sisters listened keenly.
The sisters listened closely.
“Well, well!” said the Doctor, “I am too old to[36] be converted, even by my friend Snitchey here, or my good spinster sister, Martha Jeddler; who had what she calls her domestic trials ages ago, and has led a sympathising life with all sorts of people ever since; and who is so much of your opinion (only she’s less reasonable and more obstinate, being a woman), that we can’t agree, and seldom meet. I was born upon this battle-field. I began, as a boy, to have my thoughts directed to the real history of a battle-field. Sixty years have gone over my head; and I have never seen the Christian world, including Heaven knows how many loving mothers and good enough girls, like mine here, anything but mad for a battle-field. The same contradictions prevail in everything. One must either laugh or cry at such stupendous inconsistencies; and I prefer to laugh.”
"Well, well!” said the Doctor, “I’m too old to[36] change, even with my friend Snitchey here, or my dear sister, Martha Jeddler; who had what she calls her domestic struggles ages ago, and has lived a compassionate life with all kinds of people ever since; and who agrees with you to a large extent (though she’s less reasonable and more stubborn, being a woman), so we can’t see eye to eye, and rarely meet. I was born on this battle-field. I started, as a boy, to think about the true history of a battle-field. Sixty years have passed since then; and I have never seen the Christian world, which includes Heaven knows how many loving mothers and good enough girls, like mine here, as anything but obsessed with a battle-field. The same contradictions exist in everything. One can only laugh or cry at such huge inconsistencies; and I prefer to laugh.”
Britain, who had been paying the profoundest and most melancholy attention to each speaker in his turn, seemed suddenly to decide in favor of the same preference, if a deep sepulchral sound that escaped him might be construed into a demonstration of risibility. His face, however, was so perfectly unaffected[37] by it, both before and afterwards, that although one or two of the breakfast party looked round as being startled by a mysterious noise, nobody connected the offender with it.
Britain, who had been paying close and thoughtful attention to each speaker in turn, suddenly seemed to choose the same preference, if a deep, grave sound that came from him could be interpreted as a sign of amusement. His face, however, was completely unbothered by it, both before and after, so even though one or two people at breakfast glanced around, startled by the mysterious noise, nobody linked the source to him.
Except his partner in attendance, Clemency Newcome; who, rousing him with one of those favorite joints, her elbows, inquired, in a reproachful whisper, what he laughed at.
Except for his partner there, Clemency Newcome; who, nudging him with one of her favorite moves, her elbows, asked in a slightly annoyed whisper what he found so funny.
“Not you!” said Britain.
"Not you!" said Britain.
“Who then?”
"Who is it then?"
“Humanity,” said Britain. “That’s the joke.”
“Humanity,” said Britain. “That’s the joke.”
“What between master and them lawyers, he’s getting more and more addle-headed every day!” cried Clemency, giving him a lunge with the other elbow, as a mental stimulant. “Do you know where you are? Do you want to get warning?”
“What with the boss and those lawyers, he’s becoming more and more confused every day!” shouted Clemency, jabbing him with her other elbow to snap him out of it. “Do you even know where you are? Do you want to get in trouble?”
“I don’t know anything,” said Britain, with a leaden eye and an immovable visage. “I don’t care for anything. I don’t make out anything. I don’t believe anything. And I don’t want anything.”
"I don't know anything," said Britain, with a heavy gaze and a blank expression. "I don't care about anything. I can't figure anything out. I don't believe in anything. And I don't want anything."
Although this forlorn summary of his general condition, may have been overcharged in an access of despondency, Benjamin Britain—sometimes called[38] Little Britain, to distinguish him from Great; as we might say Young England, to express Old England with a difference—had defined his real state more accurately than might be supposed. For serving as a sort of man Miles, to the Doctor’s Friar Bacon; and listening day after day to innumerable orations addressed by the Doctor to various people, all tending to shew that his very existence was at best a mistake and an absurdity; this unfortunate servitor had fallen, by degrees, into such an abyss of confused and contradictory suggestions from within and without, that Truth at the bottom of her well, was on the level surface as compared with Britain in the depths of his mystification. The only point he clearly comprehended, was, that the new element usually brought into these discussions by Snitchey and Craggs, never served to make them clearer, and always seemed to give the Doctor a species of advantage and confirmation. Therefore he looked upon the Firm as one of the proximate causes of his state of mind, and held them in abhorrence accordingly.
Although this sad summary of his general condition might have been exaggerated in a moment of despair, Benjamin Britain—sometimes called Little Britain to set him apart from Great; like how we refer to Young England to mean Old England with a twist—had defined his true state more accurately than one might think. By acting as a sort of servant to the Doctor's Friar Bacon and listening day after day to countless speeches directed by the Doctor to various people, all suggesting that his very existence was, at best, a mistake and an absurdity; this unfortunate servant had gradually sunk into such a pit of confusing and contradictory ideas from both inside and outside, that the truth at the bottom of her well seemed clear compared to Britain's depths of confusion. The only thing he fully understood was that the new angle usually introduced into these discussions by Snitchey and Craggs never made them clearer and always seemed to give the Doctor some kind of edge and validation. Therefore, he viewed the Firm as one of the main reasons for his state of mind and held them in contempt accordingly.
“But this is not our business, Alfred,” said the Doctor. “Ceasing to be my ward (as you have said)[39] to-day; and leaving us full to the brim of such learning as the Grammar School down here was able to give you, and your studies in London could add to that, and such practical knowledge as a dull old country Doctor like myself could graft upon both; you are away, now, into the world. The first term of probation appointed by your poor father, being over, away you go now, your own master, to fulfil his second desire: and long before your three years’ tour among the foreign schools of medicine is finished, you’ll have forgotten us. Lord, you’ll forget us easily in six months!”
“But this isn't our concern, Alfred,” the Doctor said. “You’re no longer my ward (as you've mentioned) [39] today, and we’ve filled you up with all the knowledge that the local Grammar School could offer, plus what you learned in London, and the practical skills that a slow old country Doctor like me could teach you on top of that; now you’re off into the world. The first probationary term set by your late father is over, and now you’re your own master, ready to fulfill his second wish: and long before your three-year stint at the foreign medical schools is over, you’ll have forgotten us. My goodness, you’ll forget us easily in six months!”
“If I do—But you know better; why should I speak to you!” said Alfred, laughing.
“If I do—But you know better; why should I speak to you!” Alfred said with a laugh.
“I don’t know anything of the sort,” returned the Doctor. “What do you say, Marion?”
“I don’t know anything like that,” replied the Doctor. “What about you, Marion?”
Marion, trifling with her teacup, seemed to say—but she didn’t say it—that he was welcome to forget them, if he could. Grace pressed the blooming face against her cheek, and smiled.
Marion, fidgeting with her teacup, appeared to imply—but didn’t actually say—that he was free to forget them, if he wanted to. Grace pressed the blooming face against her cheek and smiled.
“I haven’t been, I hope, a very unjust steward in the execution of my trust,” pursued the Doctor; “but I am to be, at any rate, formally discharged, and[40] released, and what not, this morning; and here are our good friends Snitchey and Craggs, with a bagful of papers, and accounts, and documents, for the transfer of the balance of the trust fund to you (I wish it was a more difficult one to dispose of, Alfred, but you must get to be a great man and make it so), and other drolleries of that sort, which are to be signed, sealed, and delivered.”
“I hope I haven’t been too unfair in carrying out my duties,” the Doctor continued. “But I'm set to officially step down and be released this morning; and here are our good friends Snitchey and Craggs, with a bag full of papers, accounts, and documents for transferring the remaining trust fund to you (I wish it was a more challenging one to handle, Alfred, but you need to become a great man and make it so), along with some other amusing things that need to be signed, sealed, and delivered.”
“And duly witnessed, as by law required,” said Snitchey, pushing away his plate, and taking out the papers, which his partner proceeded to spread upon the table; “and Self and Craggs having been co-trustees with you, Doctor, in so far as the fund was concerned, we shall want your two servants to attest the signatures—can you read, Mrs. Newcome?”
“And properly witnessed, as the law requires,” said Snitchey, pushing his plate aside and pulling out the papers that his partner spread across the table. “Since Self and Craggs have been co-trustees with you, Doctor, regarding the fund, we’ll need your two servants to confirm the signatures—can you read, Mrs. Newcome?”
“I a’n’t married, Mister,” said Clemency.
“I’m not married, sir,” said Clemency.
“Oh, I beg your pardon. I should think not,” chuckled Snitchey, casting his eyes over her extraordinary figure. “You can read?”
“Oh, I’m so sorry. I really don’t think so,” chuckled Snitchey, looking over her unusual figure. “You can read?”
“A little,” answered Clemency.
“A bit,” answered Clemency.
“The marriage service, night and morning, eh?” observed the lawyer, jocosely.[41]
“The marriage service, night and morning, huh?” the lawyer remarked playfully.[41]
“No,” said Clemency. “Too hard. I only reads a thimble.”
“No,” said Clemency. “Too difficult. I only read a little.”
“Read a thimble!” echoed Snitchey. “What are you talking about, young woman?”
“Read a thimble!” Snitchey repeated. “What are you talking about, young lady?”
Clemency nodded. “And a nutmeg-grater.”
Clemency nodded. “And a nutmeg grater.”
“Why, this is a lunatic! a subject for the Lord High Chancellor!” said Snitchey, staring at her.
“Wow, this person is crazy! She should be seen by the Lord High Chancellor!” said Snitchey, staring at her.
“If possessed of any property,” stipulated Craggs.
“If you have any property,” stated Craggs.
Grace, however, interposing, explained that each of the articles in question bore an engraved motto, and so formed the pocket library of Clemency Newcome, who was not much given to the study of books.
Grace, stepping in, explained that each of the items in question had an engraved motto, and together they made up the pocket library of Clemency Newcome, who wasn't particularly interested in reading.
“Oh, that’s it, is it, Miss Grace!” said Snitchey. “Yes, yes. Ha, ha, ha! I thought our friend was an idiot. She looks uncommonly like it,” he muttered, with a supercilious glance. “And what does the thimble say, Mrs. Newcome?”
“Oh, is that all, Miss Grace!” said Snitchey. “Yes, yes. Ha, ha, ha! I thought our friend was an idiot. She really looks like one,” he muttered, with a condescending glance. “And what does the thimble say, Mrs. Newcome?”
“I a’n’t married, Mister,” observed Clemency.
“I’m not married, Mister,” said Clemency.
“Well, Newcome. Will that do?” said the lawyer. “What does the thimble say, Newcome?”
“Well, Newcome. Is that good enough?” said the lawyer. “What does the thimble say, Newcome?”
How Clemency, before replying to this question, held one pocket open, and looked down into its[42] yawning depths for the thimble which wasn’t there,—and how she then held an opposite pocket open, and seeming to descry it, like a pearl of great price, at the bottom, cleared away such intervening obstacles as a handkerchief, an end of wax candle, a flushed apple, an orange, a lucky penny, a cramp bone, a padlock, a pair of scissors in a sheath, more expressively describable as promising young shears, a handful or so of loose beads, several balls of cotton, a needle-case, a cabinet collection of curl-papers, and a biscuit, all of which articles she entrusted individually and severally to Britain to hold,—is of no consequence. Nor how, in her determination to grasp this pocket by the throat and keep it prisoner (for it had a tendency to swing and twist itself round the nearest corner), she assumed, and calmly maintained, an attitude apparently inconsistent with the human anatomy and the laws of gravity. It is enough that at last she triumphantly produced the thimble on her finger, and rattled the nutmeg-grater; the literature of both those trinkets being obviously in course of wearing out and wasting away, through excessive friction.[43]
How Clemency, before answering this question, held one pocket open and looked into its[42] deep emptiness for the missing thimble, which wasn't there—and then held the other pocket open, appearing to spot it like a precious pearl at the bottom, she moved aside everything in the way: a handkerchief, a wax candle stub, a ripe apple, an orange, a lucky penny, a cramp bone, a padlock, a pair of scissors in a sheath, which could better be described as promising young shears, a handful of loose beads, several cotton balls, a needle case, a collection of curl papers, and a biscuit, all of which she asked Britain to hold for her one by one. It doesn’t matter how, in her effort to keep this pocket stable (since it had a tendency to swing and twist around the nearest corner), she took on an awkward position that seemed unnatural and defied gravity. What matters is that she eventually triumphantly slipped the thimble onto her finger and shook the nutmeg-grater; the wear and tear on both these items was clearly evident from excessive use.[43]
“That’s the thimble, is it, young woman?” said Mr. Snitchey, diverting himself at her expense. “And what does the thimble say?”
"Is that the thimble, young lady?" Mr. Snitchey asked, amused at her expense. "And what does the thimble say?"
“It says,” replied Clemency, reading slowly round it as if it were a tower, “For-get and for-give.”
“It says,” replied Clemency, reading it slowly as if it were a tower, “Forget and forgive.”
Snitchey and Craggs laughed heartily. “So new!” said Snitchey. “So easy!” said Craggs. “Such a knowledge of human nature in it,” said Snitchey. “So applicable to the affairs of life,” said Craggs.
Snitchey and Craggs laughed loudly. “So fresh!” said Snitchey. “So simple!” said Craggs. “So insightful about human nature,” said Snitchey. “So relevant to everyday life,” said Craggs.
“And the nutmeg-grater?” inquired the head of the Firm.
“And the nutmeg grater?” asked the head of the Firm.
“The grater says,” returned Clemency, “Do as you—wold—be—done by.”
“The grater says,” replied Clemency, “Treat others the way you want to be treated.”
“‘Do, or you’ll be done brown,’ you mean,” said Mr. Snitchey.
“‘Do it, or you’ll be finished,’ you mean,” said Mr. Snitchey.
“I don’t understand,” retorted Clemency, shaking her head vaguely. “I a’n’t no lawyer.”
“I don’t get it,” replied Clemency, shaking her head slightly. “I’m not a lawyer.”
“I am afraid that if she was, Doctor,” said Mr. Snitchey, turning to him suddenly, as if to anticipate any effect that might otherwise be consequent on this retort, “she’d find it to be the golden rule of half her clients. They are serious enough in[44] that—whimsical as your world is—and lay the blame on us afterwards. We, in our profession, are little else than mirrors after all, Mr. Alfred; but we are generally consulted by angry and quarrelsome people, who are not in their best looks; and it’s rather hard to quarrel with us if we reflect unpleasant aspects. I think,” said Mr. Snitchey, “that I speak for Self and Craggs?”
“I’m afraid that if she were, Doctor,” Mr. Snitchey said, suddenly turning to him, as if to anticipate any reaction that might follow this comeback, “she’d discover it’s the golden rule for about half her clients. They take things seriously in[44] that—strange as your world is—and then blame us afterward. In our profession, we’re really just mirrors, Mr. Alfred; but we’re usually consulted by angry and combative people who aren’t in their best moods; and it’s pretty tough to argue with us when we reflect unfavorable sides. I believe,” said Mr. Snitchey, “that I speak for Self and Craggs?”
“Decidedly,” said Craggs.
"Definitely," said Craggs.
“And so, if Mr. Britain will oblige us with a mouthful of ink,” said Mr. Snitchey, returning to the papers, “we’ll sign, seal, and deliver as soon as possible, or the coach will be coming past before we know where we are.”
“And so, if Mr. Britain could please provide us with a pen,” said Mr. Snitchey, turning back to the papers, “we’ll sign, seal, and deliver as quickly as we can, or the coach will be coming by before we even realize it.”
If one might judge from his appearance, there was every probability of the coach coming past before Mr. Britain knew where he was; for he stood in a state of abstraction, mentally balancing the Doctor against the lawyers, and the lawyers against the Doctor, and their clients against both; and engaged in feeble attempts to make the thimble and nutmeg-grater (a new idea to him) square with anybody’s system of philosophy; and, in short, bewildering himself[45] as much as ever his great namesake has done with theories and schools. But Clemency, who was his good Genius—though he had the meanest possible opinion of her understanding, by reason of her seldom troubling herself with abstract speculations, and being always at hand to do the right thing at the right time—having produced the ink in a twinkling, tendered him the further service of recalling him to himself by the application of her elbows; with which gentle flappers she so jogged his memory, in a more literal construction of that phrase than usual, that he soon became quite fresh and brisk.
If you were to judge by his looks, it seemed very likely that the coach would pass by before Mr. Britain even realized where he was. He stood lost in thought, trying to weigh the Doctor against the lawyers, and the lawyers against the Doctor, and their clients against both; he was also making weak attempts to reconcile the thimble and nutmeg grater (a new concept for him) with anyone’s philosophy. In short, he was confusing himself just as much as his famous namesake had done with theories and schools. But Clemency, who was his guiding spirit—though he thought very little of her intelligence since she rarely engaged in abstract thinking and was always ready to do the right thing at the right moment—quickly produced the ink and offered to bring him back to reality by nudging him with her elbows. These gentle nudges jogged his memory in a more literal sense than usual, and he soon became quite alert and lively.
How he labored under an apprehension not uncommon to persons in his degree, to whom the use of pen and ink is an event, that he couldn’t append his name to a document, not of his own writing, without committing himself in some shadowy manner, or somehow signing away vague and enormous sums of money; and how he approached the deeds under protest, and by dint of the Doctor’s coercion, and insisted on pausing to look at them before writing (the cramped hand, to say nothing of the phraseology, being so much Chinese to him),[46] and also on turning them round to see whether there was anything fraudulent, underneath; and how, having signed his name, he became desolate as one who had parted with his property and rights; I want the time to tell. Also, how the blue bag containing his signature, afterwards had a mysterious interest for him, and he couldn’t leave it; also, how Clemency Newcome, in an ecstasy of laughter at the idea of her own importance and dignity, brooded over the whole table with her two elbows like a spread eagle, and reposed her head upon her left arm as a preliminary to the formation of certain cabalistic characters, which required a deal of ink, and imaginary counterparts whereof she executed at the same time with her tongue. Also how, having once tasted ink, she became thirsty in that regard, as tigers are said to be after tasting another sort of fluid, and wanted to sign everything, and put her name in all kinds of places. In brief, the Doctor was discharged of his trust and all its responsibilities; and Alfred, taking it on himself, was fairly started on the journey of life.
He struggled with the anxiety that’s pretty common for people in his position, where using pen and paper feels like a big deal. He worried that signing a document he didn’t write himself would somehow lock him into something shady or mean giving away a lot of money. He faced the paperwork reluctantly, pressured by the Doctor, insisting on taking a moment to look them over before signing (the cramped writing and jargon made no sense to him), and also wanted to flip them around to check for anything sneaky underneath. And after he signed his name, he felt empty, like he’d lost his possessions and rights; I need time to explain that. Then, there was the blue bag with his signature that suddenly fascinated him, and he couldn’t just leave it behind. Clemency Newcome, caught up in laughter about her own importance and dignity, sprawled over the table with her elbows out like a bird, resting her head on her left arm as she prepared to create some mysterious symbols that required lots of ink, while simultaneously mimicking them with her tongue. After experiencing ink for the first time, she became infatuated with it, like tigers are said to be after tasting a certain kind of liquid, wanting to sign everything and write her name everywhere. In short, the Doctor was relieved of his duties and the weight of responsibility, and Alfred took it on himself, officially beginning his journey through life.
“Britain!” said the Doctor. “Run to the gate, and watch for the coach. Time flies, Alfred!”[47]
“Britain!” the Doctor said. “Run to the gate and watch for the coach. Time is running out, Alfred!”[47]
“Yes, Sir, yes,” returned the young man, hurriedly. “Dear Grace! a moment! Marion—so young and beautiful, so winning and so much admired, dear to my heart as nothing else in life is—remember! I leave Marion to you!”
“Yes, Sir, yes,” the young man replied quickly. “Dear Grace! Just a moment! Marion—so young and beautiful, so charming and admired, dear to my heart more than anything else in life—remember! I’m leaving Marion to you!”
“She has always been a sacred charge to me, Alfred. She is doubly so now. I will be faithful to my trust, believe me.”
“She has always been a sacred responsibility to me, Alfred. She is even more so now. I will stay true to my promise, believe me.”
“I do believe it, Grace. I know it well. Who could look upon your face, and hear your earnest voice, and not know it! Ah, good Grace! If I had your well-governed heart, and tranquil mind, how bravely I would leave this place to-day!”
“I really believe it, Grace. I know it well. Who could look at your face and hear your sincere voice and not see it! Ah, dear Grace! If I had your calm heart and peaceful mind, how boldly I would leave this place today!”
“Would you?” she answered, with a quiet smile.
“Would you?” she replied, with a soft smile.
“And yet, Grace—Sister, seems the natural word.”
“And yet, Grace—Sister, seems like the right word.”
“Use it!” she said quickly, “I am glad to hear it, call me nothing else.”
“Use it!” she said quickly. “I’m glad to hear that, just call me that.”
“And yet, Sister, then,” said Alfred, “Marion and I had better have your true and stedfast qualities serving us here, and making us both happier and better. I wouldn’t carry them away, to sustain myself, if I could!”[48]
“And yet, Sister, then,” said Alfred, “Marion and I would be better off with your genuine and steadfast qualities helping us here, making us both happier and better. I wouldn’t take them away to benefit myself, even if I could!”[48]
“Coach upon the hill-top!” exclaimed Britain.
“Coach on the hilltop!” exclaimed Britain.
“Time flies, Alfred,” said the Doctor.
“Time flies, Alfred,” the Doctor said.
Marion had stood apart, with her eyes fixed upon the ground; but this warning being given, her young lover brought her tenderly to where her sister stood, and gave her into her embrace.
Marion had been standing off to the side, her eyes glued to the ground; but after that warning was given, her young lover gently led her over to where her sister stood and placed her in her sister's arms.
“I have been telling Grace, dear Marion,” he said, “that you are her charge; my precious trust at parting. And when I come back and reclaim you, dearest, and the bright prospect of our married life lies stretched before us, it shall be one of our chief pleasures to consult how we can make Grace happy; how we can anticipate her wishes; how we can show our gratitude and love to her; how we can return her something of the debt she will have heaped upon us.”
“I’ve been telling Grace, dear Marion,” he said, “that you are in her care; my precious trust as we part. And when I return to claim you, my love, and the bright future of our married life is laid out before us, one of our biggest joys will be figuring out how to make Grace happy; how we can anticipate her wishes; how we can show our gratitude and love to her; and how we can repay her for all the kindness she will have given us.”
The younger sister had one hand in his; the other rested on her sister’s neck. She looked into that sister’s eyes, so calm, serene, and cheerful, with a gaze in which affection, admiration, sorrow, wonder, almost veneration, were blended. She looked into that sister’s face, as if it were the face of some bright angel. Calm, serene, and cheerful, it looked back on her and on her lover.[49]
The younger sister held one of his hands while the other rested on her sister’s neck. She gazed into her sister’s eyes, which were calm, serene, and cheerful, reflecting a mix of love, admiration, sadness, awe, and almost reverence. She looked at her sister’s face as if it were the face of a bright angel. Calm, serene, and cheerful, it looked back at her and her boyfriend.[49]
“And when the time comes, as it must one day,” said Alfred,—“I wonder it has never come yet: but Grace knows best, for Grace is always right,—when she will want a friend to open her whole heart to, and to be to her something of what she has been to us,—then, Marion, how faithful we will prove, and what delight to us to know that she, our dear good sister, loves and is loved again, as we would have her!”
“And when the time comes, as it inevitably will,” said Alfred, “I’m surprised it hasn’t happened yet. But Grace knows best, because Grace is always right—when she needs a friend to share her whole heart with, and to be to her a bit of what she has been to us—then, Marion, how loyal we will be, and how wonderful it will be for us to know that she, our dear good sister, loves and is loved in return, just as we want her to!”
Still the younger sister looked into her eyes, and turned not—even towards him. And still those honest eyes looked back, so calm, serene, and cheerful, on herself and on her lover.
Still the younger sister looked into her eyes and didn’t turn away—even towards him. And those honest eyes continued to look back, calm, serene, and cheerful, at her and her lover.
“And when all that is past, and we are old, and living (as we must!) together—close together; talking often of old times,” said Alfred—“these shall be our favorite times among them—this day most of all; and telling each other what we thought and felt, and hoped and feared, at parting; and how we couldn’t bear to say good bye”——
“And when all that is behind us, and we’re old, and living (as we have to!) together—really close together; often reminiscing about the past,” said Alfred—“these will be our favorite moments, especially this day; and sharing with each other what we thought and felt, and hoped and feared, at that farewell; and how we couldn’t stand to say goodbye”—
“Coach coming through the wood,” cried Britain.
“Coach coming through the woods,” shouted Britain.
“Yes! I am ready—and how we met again, so happily, in spite of all; we’ll make this day the[50] happiest in all the year, and keep it as a treble birth-day. Shall we, dear?”
“Yes! I’m ready—and how wonderful it is that we've met again, despite everything; let's make this day the[50] happiest of the year and celebrate it as a triple birthday. Shall we, my dear?”
“Yes!” interposed the elder sister, eagerly, and with a radiant smile. “Yes! Alfred, don’t linger. There’s no time. Say good bye to Marion. And Heaven be with you!”
“Yes!” the older sister said eagerly, with a bright smile. “Yes! Alfred, don’t wait. There’s no time. Say goodbye to Marion. And may Heaven be with you!”
He pressed the younger sister to his heart. Released from his embrace, she again clung to her sister; and her eyes, with the same blended look, again sought those so calm, serene, and cheerful.
He held the younger sister close to his heart. Once he let go, she immediately grabbed onto her sister again; and her eyes, with that same mix of emotions, once more looked for those calm, serene, and cheerful ones.
“Farewell my boy!” said the Doctor. “To talk about any serious correspondence or serious affections, and engagements, and so forth, in such a—ha ha ha!—you know what I mean—why that, of course, would be sheer nonsense. All I can say is, that if you and Marion should continue in the same foolish minds, I shall not object to have you for a son-in-law one of these days.”
“Goodbye, my boy!” said the Doctor. “Discussing any serious matters or deep feelings, commitments, and so on, in such a—ha ha ha!—you know what I mean—would simply be absurd. All I can say is, if you and Marion keep up this silly notion, I won’t mind having you as a son-in-law someday.”
“Over the bridge!” cried Britain.
“Cross the bridge!” cried Britain.
“Let it come!” said Alfred, wringing the Doctor’s hand stoutly. “Think of me sometimes, my old friend and guardian, as seriously as you can! Adieu, Mr. Snitchey! Farewell, Mr. Craggs!”[51]
“Bring it on!” said Alfred, shaking the Doctor’s hand firmly. “Remember me sometimes, my old friend and protector, as seriously as you can! Goodbye, Mr. Snitchey! Take care, Mr. Craggs!”[51]
“Coming down the road!” cried Britain.
“Coming down the road!” shouted Britain.
“A kiss of Clemency Newcome for long acquaintance' sake—shake hands, Britain—Marion, dearest heart, good bye! Sister Grace! remember!”
“A kiss from Clemency Newcome for our long friendship—let's shake hands, Britain—Marion, my dearest, goodbye! Sister Grace! don’t forget!”
The quiet household figure, and the face so beautiful in its serenity, were turned towards him in reply; but Marion’s look and attitude remained unchanged.
The quiet presence in the house, along with the face that looked so beautiful in its calmness, turned to him in response; however, Marion’s expression and stance stayed the same.
The coach was at the gate. There was a bustle with the luggage. The coach drove away. Marion never moved.
The bus was at the gate. There was a commotion with the luggage. The bus drove off. Marion stayed where she was.
“He waves his hat to you, my love,” said Grace. “Your chosen husband, darling. Look!”
“He's waving his hat at you, my love,” said Grace. “Your chosen husband, sweetheart. Look!”
The younger sister raised her head, and, for a moment, turned it. Then turning back again, and fully meeting, for the first time, those calm eyes, fell sobbing on her neck.
The younger sister lifted her head and, for a moment, turned it. Then she turned back, fully meeting those calm eyes for the first time, and fell sobbing into her neck.
“Oh, Grace. God bless you! But I cannot bear to see it, Grace! It breaks my heart.”
“Oh, Grace. God bless you! But I just can’t stand to see this, Grace! It breaks my heart.”
PART THE SECOND.
Snitchey and Craggs had a snug little office on the old Battle Ground, where they drove a snug little business, and fought a great many small[56] pitched battles for a great many contending parties. Though it could hardly be said of these conflicts that they were running fights—for in truth they generally proceeded at a snail’s pace—the part the Firm had in them came so far within that general denomination, that now they took a shot at this Plaintiff, and now aimed a chop at that Defendant, now made a heavy charge at an estate in Chancery, and now had some light skirmishing among an irregular body of small debtors, just as the occasion served, and the enemy happened to present himself. The Gazette was an important and profitable feature in some of their fields, as well as in fields of greater renown; and in most of the Actions wherein they shewed their generalship, it was afterwards observed by the combatants that they had had great difficulty in making each other out, or in knowing with any degree of distinctness what they were about, in consequence of the vast amount of smoke by which they were surrounded.
Snitchy and Crags had a cozy little office on the old Battle Ground, where they ran a comfortable little business and fought a lot of small pitched battles for various clients. Although these conflicts couldn't really be called running fights—because honestly, they usually moved at a snail’s pace—the role the Firm played in them was definitely a part of that description. They would take a shot at this Plaintiff, then aim a jab at that Defendant, make a hefty claim against an estate in Chancery, and then engage in some light skirmishes with a ragtag group of small debtors, whenever the opportunity arose and the opponent showed up. The Gazette was a significant and profitable aspect in some of their areas, as well as in more recognized fields; and in most of the Cases where they displayed their strategy, the parties involved later noted that they had a hard time figuring each other out or truly understanding what they were doing, due to the huge amount of smoke that surrounded them.
The offices of Messrs. Snitchey and Craggs stood convenient with an open door, down two smooth steps in the market-place: so that any angry farmer inclining[57] towards hot water, might tumble into it at once. Their special council-chamber and hall of conference was an old back room up stairs, with a low dark ceiling, which seemed to be knitting its brows gloomily in the consideration of tangled points of law. It was furnished with some high-backed leathern chairs, garnished with great goggle-eyed brass nails, of which, every here and there, two or three had fallen out; or had been picked out, perhaps, by the wandering thumbs and forefingers of bewildered clients. There was a framed print of a great judge in it, every curl in whose dreadful wig had made a man’s hair stand on end. Bales of papers filled the dusty closets, shelves, and tables; and round the wainscoat there were tiers of boxes, padlocked and fireproof, with people’s names painted outside, which anxious visitors felt themselves, by a cruel enchantment, obliged to spell backwards and forwards, and to make anagrams of, while they sat, seeming to listen to Snitchey and Craggs, without comprehending one word of what they said.
The offices of Messrs. Snitchey and Craggs were conveniently located with an open door, just down two smooth steps in the marketplace, so that any angry farmer ready to blow up could easily stumble in. Their special meeting room and conference hall was an old back room upstairs, with a low, dark ceiling that seemed to be frowning as it thought about complicated legal issues. It was furnished with high-backed leather chairs, adorned with big, goggle-eyed brass nails, of which, here and there, a few had fallen out; or maybe had been picked out by the nervous fingers of confused clients. There was a framed print of a prominent judge, whose hair-raising wig could make anyone’s hair stand on end. Bales of papers filled the dusty closets, shelves, and tables; and along the wainscot were rows of locked, fireproof boxes with people’s names painted on the outside. Anxious visitors felt an unfortunate urge to spell these names backwards and forwards and make anagrams of them while pretending to listen to Snitchey and Craggs, without understanding a single word they said.
Snitchey and Craggs had each, in private life as in professional existence, a partner of his own. Snitchey and Craggs were the best friends in the world, and[58] had a real confidence in one another; but Mrs. Snitchey, by a dispensation not uncommon in the affairs of life, was, on principle, suspicious of Mr. Craggs, and Mrs. Craggs was, on principle, suspicious of Mr. Snitchey. “Your Snitcheys indeed,” the latter lady would observe, sometimes, to Mr. Craggs; using that imaginative plural as if in disparagement of an objectionable pair of pantaloons, or other articles not possessed of a singular number; “I don’t see what you want with your Snitcheys, for my part. You trust a great deal too much to your Snitcheys, I think, and I hope you may never find my words come true.” While Mrs. Snitchey would observe to Mr. Snitchey, of Craggs, “that if ever he was led away by man he was led away by that man; and that if ever she read a double purpose in a mortal eye, she read that purpose in Craggs’s eye.” Notwithstanding this, however, they were all very good friends in general: and Mrs. Snitchey and Mrs. Craggs maintained a close bond of alliance against “the office,” which they both considered a Blue chamber, and common enemy, full of dangerous (because unknown) machinations.[59]
Snitchey and Craggs each had, in their personal lives as well as in their professional ones, a partner of their own. Snitchey and Craggs were the best friends in the world and had real trust in each other; but Mrs. Snitchey, like many people do in life, was suspicious of Mr. Craggs on principle, and Mrs. Craggs was similarly suspicious of Mr. Snitchey. “Your Snitcheys, indeed,” Mrs. Craggs would sometimes say to Mr. Craggs, using that imaginative plural as if she were talking about a pair of ugly pants or some other undesirable item; “I don’t understand what you want with your Snitcheys, honestly. You trust your Snitcheys way too much, I think, and I hope my words never come true.” Meanwhile, Mrs. Snitchey would tell Mr. Snitchey that if he was ever misled by someone, it was definitely that man; and that if she ever saw a hidden motive in someone’s eyes, it was in Craggs’s eyes. Despite all this, they were all good friends overall: and Mrs. Snitchey and Mrs. Craggs had a strong alliance against “the office,” which they both viewed as a shady place and a mutual enemy, filled with dangerous (because unknown) plots.[59]
In this office, nevertheless, Snitchey and Craggs made honey for their several hives. Here sometimes they would linger, of a fine evening, at the window of their council-chamber, overlooking the old battle-ground, and wonder (but that was generally at assize time, when much business had made them sentimental) at the folly of mankind, who couldn’t always be at peace with one another, and go to law comfortably. Here days, and weeks, and months, and years, passed over them; their calendar, the gradually diminishing number of brass nails in the leathern chairs, and the increasing bulk of papers on the tables. Here nearly three years’ flight had thinned the one and swelled the other, since the breakfast in the orchard; when they sat together in consultation, at night.
In this office, however, Snitchey and Craggs created opportunities for their separate clients. Sometimes, they would relax in the evening at the window of their meeting room, looking out over the old battleground, and marvel (usually at the time of the court sessions when a lot of work had made them sentimental) at the foolishness of people, who couldn't always get along and handle their disputes peacefully. Days, weeks, months, and years slipped by; their calendar marked by the slowly decreasing number of brass nails in the leather chairs and the growing pile of papers on the tables. Almost three years had passed since that breakfast in the orchard when they sat together discussing things at night.
Not alone; but with a man of thirty, or about that time of life, negligently dressed, and somewhat haggard in the face, but well-made, well-attired, and well-looking, who sat in the arm-chair of state, with one hand in his breast, and the other in his dishevelled hair, pondering moodily. Messrs. Snitchey and Craggs sat opposite each other at a neighbouring[60] desk. One of the fire-proof boxes, unpadlocked and opened, was upon it; a part of its contents lay strewn upon the table, and the rest was then in course of passing through the hands of Mr. Snitchey, who brought it to the candle, document by document, looked at every paper singly, as he produced it, shook[61] his head, and handed it to Mr. Craggs, who looked it over also, shook his head, and laid it down. Sometimes they would stop, and shaking their heads in concert, look towards the abstracted client; and the name on the box being Michael Warden, Esquire, we may conclude from these premises that the name and the box were both his, and that the affairs of Michael Warden, Esquire, were in a bad way.
Not alone; but with a thirty-year-old man, or thereabout, dressed casually and looking a bit worn out, but otherwise fit, stylish, and good-looking, who sat in a big armchair, one hand tucked into his shirt and the other running through his messy hair, lost in thought. Messrs. Snitchey and Craggs were sitting across from each other at a nearby[60] desk. One of the fire-proof boxes was open and unlocked on it; some of its contents were scattered across the table, while the rest was being passed one by one through Mr. Snitchey’s hands. He would bring each document to the candlelight, examine it closely, shake his head, and hand it to Mr. Craggs, who would also review it, shake his head, and set it down. Occasionally, they would pause, shake their heads together, and glance towards the distracted client; and since the name on the box was Michael Warden, Esquire, we can conclude that both the name and the box belonged to him, and that Michael Warden, Esquire's affairs were not looking good.
“That’s all,” said Mr. Snitchey, turning up the last paper. “Really there’s no other resource. No other resource.”
“That's it,” said Mr. Snitchey, flipping to the last page. “Honestly, there's no other option. No other option.”
“All lost, spent, wasted, pawned, borrowed and sold, eh?” said the client, looking up.
“All lost, spent, wasted, pawned, borrowed, and sold, right?” said the client, looking up.
“All,” returned Mr. Snitchey.
"All," replied Mr. Snitchey.
“Nothing else to be done, you say?”
“There's nothing else we can do, right?”
“Nothing at all.”
“Not a thing.”
The client bit his nails, and pondered again.
The client bit his nails and thought it over again.
“And I am not even personally safe in England? You hold to that; do you?”
“And I'm not even safe in England? You really believe that, do you?”
“In no part of the United Kingdom of Great Britain and Ireland,” replied Mr. Snitchey.
“In no part of the United Kingdom of Great Britain and Ireland,” replied Mr. Snitchey.
“A mere prodigal son with no father to go back to, no swine to keep, and no husks to share with them?[62] Eh?” pursued the client, rocking one leg over the other, and searching the ground with his eyes.
“A simple prodigal son with no father to return to, no pigs to tend, and no pods to give them?[62] Huh?” the client continued, swinging one leg over the other and looking down at the ground.
Mr. Snitchey coughed, as if to deprecate the being supposed to participate in any figurative illustration of a legal position. Mr. Craggs, as if to express that it was a partnership view of the subject, also coughed.
Mr. Snitchey coughed, as if to downplay the idea of being involved in any metaphorical depiction of a legal situation. Mr. Craggs, as if to convey that it was a shared perspective on the topic, also coughed.
“Ruined at thirty!” said the client. “Humph!”
“Ruined at thirty!” said the client. “Hmph!”
“Not ruined, Mr. Warden,” returned Snitchey. “Not so bad as that. You have done a good deal towards it, I must say, but you are not ruined. A little nursing—”
“Not ruined, Mr. Warden,” said Snitchey. “It’s not that bad. You’ve contributed a lot to it, I have to admit, but you’re not ruined. With a little care—”
“A little Devil,” said the client.
“A little devil,” said the client.
“Mr. Craggs,” said Snitchey, “will you oblige me with a pinch of snuff? Thank you, Sir.”
“Mr. Craggs,” said Snitchey, “could you please give me a pinch of snuff? Thank you, Sir.”
As the imperturbable lawyer applied it to his nose, with great apparent relish and a perfect absorption of his attention in the proceeding, the client gradually broke into a smile, and, looking up, said:
As the unflappable lawyer put it to his nose, clearly enjoying it and totally focused on what he was doing, the client slowly started to smile and, looking up, said:
“You talk of nursing. How long nursing?”
"You talk about nursing. How long have you been nursing?"
“How long nursing?” repeated Snitchey, dusting the snuff from his fingers, and making a slow calculation in his mind. “For your involved estate,[63] Sir? In good hands? S. and C.’s, say? Six or seven years.”
“How long nursing?” repeated Snitchey, brushing the snuff off his fingers and slowly calculating in his mind. “For your complicated estate,[63] Sir? In good hands? S. and C.’s, let’s say? Six or seven years.”
“To starve for six or seven years!” said the client with a fretful laugh, and an impatient change of his position.
“To starve for six or seven years!” said the client with a tense laugh, shifting his position impatiently.
“To starve for six or seven years, Mr. Warden,” said Snitchey, “would be very uncommon indeed. You might get another estate by shewing yourself, the while. But we don’t think you could do it—speaking for Self and Craggs—and consequently don’t advise it.”
“To starve for six or seven years, Mr. Warden,” said Snitchey, “would be quite unusual. You might acquire another estate by making an appearance during that time. But we don’t believe you could handle it—speaking for myself and Craggs—and therefore don’t recommend it.”
“What do you advise?”
“What do you recommend?”
“Nursing, I say,” repeated Snitchey. “Some few years of nursing by Self and Craggs would bring it round. But to enable us to make terms, and hold terms, and you to keep terms, you must go away, you must live abroad. As to starvation, we could ensure you some hundreds a year to starve upon, even in the beginning, I dare say, Mr. Warden.”
“Nursing, I say,” Snitchey repeated. “A few years of nursing by Self and Craggs would fix this. But for us to negotiate, and maintain those terms, and for you to stick to them, you need to leave, you’ve got to live abroad. As for starvation, we could promise you a few hundred a year to get by on, even at the start, I’m sure, Mr. Warden.”
“Hundreds,” said the client. “And I have spent thousands!”
“Hundreds," said the client. "And I've spent thousands!"
“That,” retorted Mr. Snitchey, putting the[64] papers slowly back into the cast-iron box, “there is no doubt about. No doubt a—bout,” he repeated to himself, as he thoughtfully pursued his occupation.
“Yeah,” replied Mr. Snitchey, slowly putting the[64] papers back into the cast-iron box, “there’s no doubt about it. No doubt about it,” he repeated to himself as he focused on what he was doing.
The lawyer very likely knew his man; at any rate his dry, shrewd, whimsical manner, had a favourable influence upon the client’s moody state, and disposed him to be more free and unreserved. Or perhaps the client knew his man; and had elicited such encouragement as he had received, to render some purpose he was about to disclose the more defensible in appearance. Gradually raising his head, he sat looking at his immovable adviser with a smile, which presently broke into a laugh.
The lawyer probably understood his client; in any case, his dry, clever, and quirky demeanor positively affected the client’s moody state and made him feel more open and relaxed. Or maybe the client understood his lawyer and had drawn out the encouragement he received to make the purpose he was about to share seem more justifiable. Gradually lifting his head, he looked at his steady adviser with a smile that soon turned into a laugh.
“After all,” he said, “my iron-headed friend—”
“After all,” he said, “my stubborn friend—”
Mr. Snitchey pointed out his partner. “Self and—excuse me—Craggs.”
Mr. Snitchey indicated his partner. “Myself and—sorry—Craggs.”
“I beg Mr. Craggs’s pardon,” said the client. “After all, my iron-headed friends,” he leaned forward in his chair, and dropped his voice a little, “you don’t know half my ruin yet.”
“I’m sorry, Mr. Craggs,” said the client. “But, my tough friends,” he leaned forward in his chair and lowered his voice slightly, “you don’t even know half of my downfall yet.”
Mr. Snitchey stopped and stared at him. Mr. Craggs also stared.[65]
Mr. Snitchey stopped and stared at him. Mr. Craggs also stared.[65]
“I am not only deep in debt,” said the client “but I am deep in—”
“I am not only deep in debt,” said the client, “but I am deep in—”
“Not in love!” cried Snitchey.
“Not in love!” shouted Snitchey.
“Yes!” said the client, falling back in his chair, and surveying the Firm with his hands in his pockets. “Deep in love.”
“Yes!” said the client, leaning back in his chair, and looking around at the Firm with his hands in his pockets. “Totally in love.”
“And not with an heiress, Sir?” said Snitchey.
“And not with a rich heiress, Sir?” asked Snitchey.
“Not with an heiress.”
"Not with a rich girl."
“Nor a rich lady?”
"Not a rich lady?"
“Nor a rich lady that I know of—except in beauty and merit.”
“Nor a wealthy woman that I know of—except in looks and worth.”
“A single lady, I trust?” said Mr. Snitchey, with great expression.
“A single lady, I assume?” said Mr. Snitchey, with a lot of emphasis.
“Certainly.”
“Of course.”
“It’s not one of Doctor Jeddler’s daughters?” said Snitchey, suddenly squaring his elbows on his knees, and advancing his face at least a yard.
“It’s not one of Doctor Jeddler’s daughters?” said Snitchey, suddenly bracing his elbows on his knees and leaning his face forward at least a yard.
“Yes!” returned the client.
“Yes!” replied the client.
“Not his younger daughter?” said Snitchey.
“Not his younger daughter?” Snitchey asked.
“Yes!” returned the client.
“Absolutely!” replied the client.
“Mr. Craggs,” said Snitchey, much relieved, “will you oblige me with another pinch of snuff? Thank you. I am happy to say it don’t signify, Mr. Warden;[66] she’s engaged, Sir, she’s bespoke. My partner can corroborate me. We know the fact.”
“Mr. Craggs,” said Snitchey, feeling much better, “could you please give me another pinch of snuff? Thank you. I'm glad to say it doesn’t matter, Mr. Warden;[66] she’s taken, Sir, she’s spoken for. My partner can back me up on this. We know the truth.”
“We know the fact,” repeated Craggs.
“We know the fact,” Craggs repeated.
“Why, so do I perhaps,” returned the client quietly. “What of that? Are you men of the world, and did you never hear of a woman changing her mind?”
"Well, maybe I do too," the client replied softly. "What’s the big deal? Are you guys really that worldly, and have you never heard of a woman changing her mind?"
“There certainly have been actions for breach,” said Mr. Snitchey, “brought against both spinsters and widows, but in the majority of cases—”
“There definitely have been lawsuits for breach,” said Mr. Snitchey, “filed against both single women and widows, but in most cases—”
“Cases!” interposed the client, impatiently. “Don’t talk to me of cases. The general precedent is in a much larger volume than any of your law books. Besides, do you think I have lived six weeks in the Doctor’s house for nothing?”
“Cases!” the client interrupted, feeling impatient. “Don’t bring up cases. The general precedent is in a much bigger volume than any of your law books. Besides, do you really think I've spent six weeks living in the Doctor’s house for no reason?”
“I think, Sir,” observed Mr. Snitchey, gravely addressing himself to his partner, “that of all the scrapes Mr. Warden’s horses have brought him into at one time and another—and they have been pretty numerous, and pretty expensive, as none know better than himself and you and I—the worst scrape may turn out to be, if he talks in this way, his having been ever left by one of them at the Doctor’s garden[67] wall, with three broken ribs, a snapped collar-bone, and the Lord knows how many bruises. We didn’t think so much of it, at the time when we knew he was going on well under the Doctor’s hands and roof; but it looks bad now, Sir. Bad! It looks very bad. Doctor Jeddler too—our client, Mr. Craggs.”
“I think, Sir,” said Mr. Snitchey seriously to his partner, “that of all the trouble Mr. Warden’s horses have gotten him into over time—and there’s been quite a lot, and it’s been pretty costly, as you, I, and he all know—the worst situation might be, if he keeps talking like this, his having been left by one of them at the Doctor’s garden wall with three broken ribs, a fractured collarbone, and who knows how many bruises. We didn’t think much of it at the time when we knew he was doing well under the Doctor’s care, but it looks bad now, Sir. Bad! It looks really bad. Doctor Jeddler too—our client, Mr. Craggs.”
“Mr. Alfred Heathfield too—a sort of client, Mr. Snitchey,” said Craggs.
“Mr. Alfred Heathfield as well—a kind of client, Mr. Snitchey,” said Craggs.
“Mr. Michael Warden too, a kind of client,” said the careless visitor, “and no bad one either: having played the fool for ten or twelve years. However Mr. Michael Warden has sown his wild oats now; there’s their crop, in that box; and means to repent and be wise. And in proof of it, Mr. Michael Warden means, if he can, to marry Marion, the Doctor’s lovely daughter, and to carry her away with him.”
“Mr. Michael Warden is also a sort of client,” said the casual visitor, “and not a bad one either: he’s been a fool for about ten or twelve years. But Mr. Michael Warden has sown his wild oats now; there’s the evidence of it in that box; and he intends to change and be smart. To prove it, Mr. Michael Warden plans, if he can, to marry Marion, the Doctor’s beautiful daughter, and take her away with him.”
“Really, Mr. Craggs,” Snitchey began.
“Seriously, Mr. Craggs,” Snitchey began.
“Really Mr. Snitchey, and Mr. Craggs, partners both,” said the client, interrupting him; “you know your duty to your clients, and you know well enough, I am sure, that it is no part of it to interfere in a mere love affair, which I am obliged to[68] confide to you. I am not going to carry the young lady off, without her own consent. There’s nothing illegal in it. I never was Mr. Heathfield’s bosom friend. I violate no confidence of his. I love where he loves, and I mean to win where he would win, if I can.”
“Really, Mr. Snitchey and Mr. Craggs, partners both,” said the client, interrupting him; “you know your duty to your clients, and I'm sure you understand that part of that duty is not to interfere in a mere love affair, which I have to[68] confide to you. I'm not going to take the young lady away without her own consent. There's nothing illegal about it. I was never Mr. Heathfield’s close friend. I'm not betraying any trust of his. I love where he loves, and I intend to win where he would win, if I can.”
“He can’t, Mr. Craggs,” said Snitchey, evidently anxious and discomfited. “He can’t do it, Sir. She dotes on Mr. Alfred.”
“He can’t, Mr. Craggs,” said Snitchey, clearly worried and uncomfortable. “He can’t do it, Sir. She’s really into Mr. Alfred.”
“Does she?” returned the client.
“Does she?” responded the client.
“Mr. Craggs, she dotes on him, Sir,” persisted Snitchey.
“Mr. Craggs, she’s crazy about him, Sir,” kept insisting Snitchey.
“I didn’t live six weeks, some few months ago, in the Doctor’s house for nothing; and I doubted that soon,” observed the client. “She would have doted on him, if her sister could have brought it about; but I watched them. Marion avoided his name, avoided the subject: shrunk from the least allusion to it, with evident distress.”
“I didn't spend six weeks in the Doctor’s house a few months ago for no reason; and I doubted that soon,” the client said. “She would have been crazy about him if her sister could have made it happen; but I observed them. Marion avoided mentioning his name, steered clear of the topic: she recoiled from even the slightest reference to it, clearly distressed.”
“Why should she, Mr. Craggs, you know? Why should she, Sir?” inquired Snitchey.
“Why should she, Mr. Craggs, you know? Why should she, Sir?” asked Snitchey.
“I don’t know why she should, though there are many likely reasons,” said the client, smiling at the[69] attention and perplexity expressed in Mr. Snitchey’s shining eye, and at his cautious way of carrying on the conversation, and making himself informed upon the subject; “but I know she does. She was very young when she made the engagement—if it may be called one, I am not even sure of that—and has repented of it, perhaps. Perhaps—it seems a foppish thing to say, but upon my soul I don’t mean it in that light—she may have fallen in love with me, as I have fallen in love with her.”
“I’m not sure why she should, although there are plenty of possible reasons,” said the client, smiling at the[69] curiosity and confusion in Mr. Snitchey’s bright eye, and at his careful approach to the conversation, trying to get more information on the topic; “but I know she does. She was really young when she got engaged—if you can even call it that; I'm not entirely sure about it—and she might have regretted it since. Maybe—it sounds a bit pretentious to say, but I truly don't mean it that way—she might have fallen in love with me, just as I have with her.”
“He, he! Mr. Alfred, her old playfellow too, you remember, Mr. Craggs,” said Snitchey, with a disconcerted laugh; “knew her almost from a baby!”
“He, he! Mr. Alfred, her old playmate, you remember, Mr. Craggs,” said Snitchey with an awkward laugh; “knew her almost since she was a baby!”
“Which makes it the more probable that she may be tired of his idea,” calmly pursued the client, “and not indisposed to exchange it for the newer one of another lover, who presents himself (or is presented by his horse) under romantic circumstances; has the not unfavorable reputation—with a country girl—of having lived thoughtlessly and gaily, without doing much harm to anybody; and who, for his youth and figure, and so forth—this may seem foppish again, but upon my soul I don’t mean it in that light—might[70] perhaps pass muster in a crowd with Mr. Alfred himself.”
“Which makes it more likely that she might be tired of his idea,” the client said calmly, “and open to swapping it for the newer one of another lover, who shows up (or is introduced by his horse) in a romantic way; has a somewhat decent reputation—with a country girl—of having lived carelessly and happily, without causing much trouble for anyone; and who, because of his youth and looks, and so on—this may sound vain again, but honestly I don’t mean it that way—might[70] possibly blend in with a crowd alongside Mr. Alfred himself.”
There was no gainsaying the last clause, certainly; and Mr. Snitchey, glancing at him, thought so. There was something naturally graceful and pleasant in the very carelessness of his air. It seemed to suggest, of his comely face and well-knit figure, that they might be greatly better if he chose: and that, once roused and made earnest (but he never had been earnest yet), he could be full of fire and purpose. “A dangerous sort of libertine,” thought the shrewd lawyer, “to seem to catch the spark he wants from a young lady’s eyes.”
There was no arguing with the last point, that was for sure; and Mr. Snitchey, glancing at him, agreed. There was something naturally graceful and pleasant about his casual demeanor. It suggested that, given his handsome face and fit physique, he could be even better if he wanted to be: and that, once engaged and serious (which he never had been yet), he could be full of passion and ambition. “A dangerous kind of libertine,” thought the astute lawyer, “to seem to draw the inspiration he needs from a young lady’s gaze.”
“Now, observe, Snitchey,” he continued, rising and taking him by the button, “and Craggs,” taking him by the button also, and placing one partner on either side of him, so that neither might evade him. “I don’t ask you for any advice. You are right to keep quite aloof from all parties in such a matter, which is not one in which grave men like you could interfere, on any side. I am briefly going to review in half-a-dozen words, my position and intention, and then I shall leave it to you to do the best for me, in[71] money matters, that you can: seeing, that, if I run away with the Doctor’s beautiful daughter (as I hope to do, and to become another man under her bright influence), it will be, for the moment, more chargeable than running away alone. But I shall soon make all that up in an altered life.”
“Now, pay attention, Snitchey,” he said, getting up and taking him by the button, “and Craggs,” doing the same with him, positioning one partner on each side of himself so that neither could avoid him. “I’m not asking for any advice. You’re right to stay out of this completely, as it's not something serious people like you should get involved in, on either side. I’m going to quickly summarize my situation and intentions in just a few words, and then I'll leave it to you to do the best you can for me, in[71] financial matters, since if I elope with the Doctor’s beautiful daughter (which I hope to do, and to become a better man under her bright influence), it will temporarily cost more than running away by myself. But I’ll make that up quickly with a changed life.”
“I think it will be better not to hear this, Mr. Craggs?” said Snitchey, looking at him across the client.
“I think it would be better not to hear this, Mr. Craggs?” said Snitchey, looking at him across the client.
“I think not,” said Craggs.—Both listening attentively.
“I don't think so,” said Craggs.—Both were listening closely.
“Well! You needn’t hear it,” replied their client. “I’ll mention it, however. I don’t mean to ask the Doctor’s consent, because he wouldn’t give it me. But I mean to do the Doctor no wrong or harm, because (besides there being nothing serious in such trifles, as he says) I hope to rescue his child, my Marion, from what I see—I know—she dreads, and contemplates with misery: that is, the return of this old lover. If anything in the world is true, it is true that she dreads his return. Nobody is injured so far. I am so harried and worried here just now, that I lead the life of a flying-fish; skulk about in the[72] dark, am shut out of my own house, and warned off my own grounds: but that house, and those grounds, and many an acre besides, will come back to me one day, as you know and say; and Marion will probably be richer—on your showing, who are never sanguine—ten years hence as my wife, than as the wife of Alfred Heathfield, whose return she dreads (remember that), and in whom or in any man, my passion is not surpassed. Who is injured yet? It is a fair case throughout. My right is as good as his, if she decide in my favor; and I will try my right by her alone. You will like to know no more after this, and I will tell you no more. Now you know my purpose, and wants. When must I leave here?”
“Well! You don’t have to hear it,” replied their client. “But I’ll mention it anyway. I’m not asking for the Doctor’s permission since he wouldn’t give it to me. But I don’t intend to cause the Doctor any wrong or harm, because (besides the fact that there’s nothing serious in such trivial matters, as he says) I hope to save his child, my Marion, from what I see—I know—she fears and dreads, which is the return of this old lover. If there’s one thing that’s true, it’s that she dreads his return. No one is hurt so far. I’m so stressed and anxious right now that I feel like a flying fish; I sneak around in the dark, am shut out of my own house, and barred from my own land: but that house, and those grounds, and many more acres besides, will eventually come back to me one day, as you know and say; and Marion will probably be better off—by your account, which is never overly optimistic—ten years from now as my wife than as the wife of Alfred Heathfield, whose return she fears (keep that in mind), and my feelings for her are unparalleled. Who is hurt yet? It’s a fair situation all around. My claim is as strong as his if she chooses me; and I’ll test that claim based on her decision alone. You probably don’t want to know more after this, and I won’t tell you any more. Now you know my intentions and needs. When do I have to leave here?”
“In a week,” said Snitchey. “Mr. Craggs?—”
“In a week,” said Snitchey. “Mr. Craggs?—”
“In something less, I should say,” responded Craggs.
“In a way that's not as good, I would say,” responded Craggs.
“In a month,” said the client, after attentively watching the two faces. “This day month. To-day is Thursday. Succeed or fail, on this day month I go.”
“In a month,” said the client, after carefully watching the two faces. “This day next month. Today is Thursday. Whether I succeed or fail, on this day next month I’m leaving.”
“It’s too long a delay,” said Snitchey; “much too long. But let it be so. I thought he’d have[73] stipulated for three,” he murmured to himself. “Are you going? Good night, Sir.”
“It’s taking way too long,” said Snitchey; “way too long. But fine, let it be. I thought he’d have[73] asked for three,” he muttered to himself. “Are you leaving? Good night, Sir.”
“Good night!” returned the client, shaking hands with the Firm. “You’ll live to see me making a good use of riches yet. Henceforth, the star of my destiny is, Marion!”
“Good night!” replied the client, shaking hands with the Firm. “You’ll see me making good use of my wealth soon. From now on, the star of my destiny is Marion!”
“Take care of the stairs, Sir,” replied Snitchey; “for she don’t shine there. Good night!”
“Watch your step on the stairs, Sir,” Snitchey replied; “because it’s dark there. Good night!”
“Good night!”
"Goodnight!"
So they both stood at the stair-head with a pair of office-candles, watching him down; and when he had gone away, stood looking at each other.
So they both stood at the top of the stairs with a couple of office candles, watching him leave; and when he was gone, they just looked at each other.
“What do you think of all this, Mr. Craggs?” said Snitchey.
“What do you think about all this, Mr. Craggs?” said Snitchey.
Mr. Craggs shook his head.
Mr. Craggs shook his head.
“It was our opinion, on the day when that release was executed, that there was something curious in the parting of that pair, I recollect,” said Snitchey.
“It was our view, on the day that release was finalized, that there was something intriguing about the way that pair parted, I remember,” said Snitchey.
“It was,” said Mr. Craggs.
"It was," Mr. Craggs said.
“Perhaps he deceives himself altogether,” pursued Mr. Snitchey, locking up the fireproof box, and putting it away; “or if he don’t, a little bit of fickleness and perfidy is not a miracle, Mr. Craggs. And[74] yet I thought that pretty face was very true. I thought,” said Mr. Snitchey, putting on his great coat, (for the weather was very cold), drawing on his gloves, and snuffing out one candle, “that I had even seen her character becoming stronger and more resolved of late. More like her sister’s.”
“Maybe he’s completely fooling himself,” continued Mr. Snitchey, locking up the fireproof box and putting it away. “Or if he isn’t, a bit of inconsistency and betrayal isn’t surprising, Mr. Craggs. And[74] yet I thought that pretty face was very sincere. I thought,” said Mr. Snitchey, putting on his coat (since it was really cold outside), pulling on his gloves, and snuffing out one candle, “that I had even seen her character becoming stronger and more determined lately. More like her sister’s.”
“Mrs. Craggs was of the same opinion,” returned Craggs.
“Mrs. Craggs agreed,” Craggs said.
“I’d really give a trifle to-night,” observed Mr. Snitchey, who was a good-natured man, “if I could believe that Mr. Warden was reckoning without his host; but light-headed, capricious, and unballasted as he is, he knows something of the world and its people (he ought to, for he has bought what he does know, dear enough); and I can’t quite think that. We had better not interfere: we can do nothing, Mr. Craggs, but keep quiet.”
“I’d really give a little tonight,” Mr. Snitchey said, being a kind-hearted guy, “if I could believe Mr. Warden was underestimating his host; but as unpredictable and scattered as he is, he knows a thing or two about the world and its people (he should, considering what he paid to learn it); and I can’t quite believe that. We’d best not get involved: there’s nothing we can do, Mr. Craggs, except stay silent.”
“Nothing,” returned Craggs.
“Nothing,” Craggs replied.
“Our friend the Doctor makes light of such things,” said Mr. Snitchey, shaking his head. “I hope he mayn’t stand in need of his philosophy. Our friend Alfred talks of the battle of life,” he shook his head again, “I hope he mayn’t be cut down early in the[75] day. Have you got your hat, Mr. Craggs? I am going to put the other candle out.”
“Our friend the Doctor brushes off stuff like this,” said Mr. Snitchey, shaking his head. “I hope he doesn’t end up needing his philosophy. Our friend Alfred talks about the struggle of life,” he shook his head again, “I hope he doesn’t get taken down early in the[75] day. Have you got your hat, Mr. Craggs? I’m going to blow out the other candle.”
Mr Craggs replying in the affirmative, Mr. Snitchey suited the action to the word, and they groped their way out of the council-chamber: now as dark as the subject, or the law in general.
Mr. Craggs nodded in agreement, and Mr. Snitchey matched his words with action as they made their way out of the council chamber, which was as dark as the topic at hand, or the law in general.
My story passes to a quiet little study, where, on that same night, the sisters and the hale old Doctor sat by a cheerful fire-side. Grace was working at her needle. Marion read aloud from a book before her. The Doctor, in his dressing-gown and slippers, with his feet spread out upon the warm rug, leaned back in his easy chair, and listened to the book, and looked upon his daughters.
My story shifts to a cozy little study, where, on that same night, the sisters and the healthy old Doctor sat by a warm fire. Grace was busy with her needlework. Marion was reading aloud from a book in front of her. The Doctor, in his robe and slippers, with his feet resting on the warm rug, leaned back in his comfy chair, listened to the reading, and watched his daughters.
They were very beautiful to look upon. Two better faces for a fireside, never made a fireside bright and sacred. Something of the difference between them had been softened down in three years’ time; and enthroned upon the clear brow of the younger sister, looking through her eyes, and thrilling in her voice, was the same earnest nature that her own motherless youth had ripened in the elder sister long ago. But[76] she still appeared at once the lovelier and weaker of the two; still seemed to rest her head upon her sister’s breast, and put her trust in her, and look into her eyes for counsel and reliance. Those loving eyes, so calm, serene, and cheerful, as of old.
They were really beautiful to look at. No two faces ever made a living room feel brighter and more special. Some of the differences between them softened over the three years; and sitting proudly on the clear brow of the younger sister, shining through her eyes and resonating in her voice, was the same earnest spirit that had blossomed in the elder sister during her own motherless youth long ago. But[76] she still seemed both more beautiful and fragile than her sister; she still appeared to rest her head on her sister’s shoulder, placing her trust in her and seeking guidance and support in her eyes. Those loving eyes, so calm, serene, and cheerful, as they used to be.
“‘And being in her own home,’” read Marion, from the book; “‘her home made exquisitely dear by these remembrances, she now began to know that the great trial of her heart must soon come on, and could not be delayed. Oh Home, our comforter and friend when others fall away, to part with whom, at any step between the cradle and the grave—’”
“‘And being in her own home,’” read Marion, from the book; “‘her home made incredibly special by these memories, she now began to realize that the great challenge of her heart was about to arrive, and could not be postponed. Oh Home, our comforter and friend when others fade away, to part with whom, at any moment between the cradle and the grave—’”
“Marion, my love!” said Grace.
“Marion, my love!” Grace said.
“Why, Puss!” exclaimed her father, “what’s the matter?”
“Why, Puss!” her father exclaimed, “What’s wrong?”
She put her hand upon the hand her sister stretched towards her, and read on; her voice still faltering and trembling, though she made an effort to command it when thus interrupted.
She placed her hand on her sister's outstretched hand and kept reading; her voice still shaking and unsteady, even though she tried to steady it when interrupted.
“‘To part with whom, at any step between the cradle and the grave, is always sorrowful. Oh Home, so true to us, so often slighted in return, be lenient to them that turn away from thee, and do not[77] haunt their erring footsteps too reproachfully! Let no kind looks, no well-remembered smiles, be seen upon thy phantom face. Let no ray of affection, welcome, gentleness, forbearance, cordiality, shine from thy white head. Let no old loving word or tone rise up in judgment against thy deserter; but if thou canst look harshly and severely, do, in mercy to the Penitent!’”
“‘Parting with someone, at any point between birth and death, is always sad. Oh Home, so faithful to us, yet so often taken for granted, be gentle with those who turn away from you, and don’t follow their missteps too harshly! Let no kind looks, no familiar smiles, appear on your ghostly face. Let no warmth of love, welcome, kindness, patience, or friendliness shine from your white head. Let no old loving word or tone rise up to judge your deserter; but if you must look stern and unforgiving, do so out of mercy for the Penitent!’”
“Dear Marion, read no more to-night,” said Grace—for she was weeping.
“Dear Marion, don’t read anymore tonight,” said Grace—because she was crying.
“I cannot,” she replied, and closed the book. “The words seem all on fire!”
“I can’t,” she said, and shut the book. “The words feel like they’re all on fire!”
The Doctor was amused at this; and laughed as he patted her on the head.
The Doctor found this funny and laughed while he patted her on the head.
“What! overcome by a story-book!” said Doctor Jeddler. “Print and paper! Well, well, it’s all one. It’s as rational to make a serious matter of print and paper as of anything else. But dry your eyes, love, dry your eyes. I dare say the heroine has got home again long ago, and made it up all round—and if she hasn’t, a real home is only four walls; and a fictitious one, mere rags and ink. What’s the matter now?”[78]
“What! You’re emotional over a storybook!” said Doctor Jeddler. “Paper and print! Well, well, it’s all the same. It’s just as sensible to take paper and print seriously as anything else. But stop crying, my dear, stop crying. I’m sure the heroine has already made it back home and sorted everything out—and if she hasn’t, a real home is just four walls; and a fictional one is just scraps and ink. What’s bothering you now?”[78]
“It’s only me, Mister,” said Clemency, putting in her head at the door.
“It’s just me, Mister,” said Clemency, poking her head in at the door.
“And what’s the matter with you?” said the Doctor.
“And what’s the matter with you?” said the doctor.
“Oh, bless you, nothing an’t the matter with me,” returned Clemency—and truly too, to judge from her well-soaped face, in which there gleamed as usual the very soul of good humour, which, ungainly as she was, made her quite engaging. Abrasions on the elbows are not generally understood, it is true, to range within that class of personal charms called beauty-spots. But it is better, going through the world, to have the arms chafed in that narrow passage, than the temper: and Clemency’s was sound and whole as any beauty’s in the land.
“Oh, don’t worry, nothing’s wrong with me,” replied Clemency—and it was true, if you looked at her well-soaped face, where the very essence of good humor shone through, making her quite charming despite her awkwardness. Scrapes on the elbows aren’t typically seen as part of the personal charm known as beauty spots. But when navigating through life, it's preferable to have chafed arms than a bad attitude: and Clemency's attitude was as strong and intact as any beauty’s in the land.
“Nothing an’t the matter with me,” said Clemency, entering, “but—come a little closer, Mister.”
“Nothing's wrong with me,” said Clemency, entering, “but—come a little closer, Mister.”
The Doctor, in some astonishment, complied with this invitation.
The Doctor, a bit surprised, accepted this invitation.
“You said I wasn’t to give you one before them, you know,” said Clemency.
“You said I shouldn’t give you one before them, you know,” said Clemency.
A novice in the family might have supposed, from her extraordinary ogling as she said it, as well as from[79] a singular rapture or ecstasy which pervaded her elbows, as if she were embracing herself, that ‘one,’ in its most favorable interpretation, meant a chaste salute. Indeed the Doctor himself seemed alarmed, for the moment; but quickly regained his composure, as Clemency, having had recourse to both her pockets—beginning with the right one, going away to the wrong one, and afterwards coming back to the right one again—produced a letter from the Post-office.
A newbie in the family might have thought, based on her intense staring as she said it and a weird type of joy that seemed to flow through her arms, as if she were hugging herself, that ‘one,’ in the best way possible, meant a pure greeting. Even the Doctor looked worried for a sec, but quickly got his cool back as Clemency, rummaging through both her pockets—starting with the right one, moving to the wrong one, and then coming back to the right one again—pulled out a letter from the Post Office.
“Britain was riding by on a errand,” she chuckled, handing it to the Doctor, “and see the Mail come in, and waited for it. There’s A. H. in the corner. Mr. Alfred’s on his journey home, I bet. We shall have a wedding in the house—there was two spoons in my saucer this morning. Oh Luck, how slow he opens it!”
“Britain was passing by on an errand,” she laughed, handing it to the Doctor, “and saw the Mail come in, so she waited for it. There’s A. H. in the corner. Mr. Alfred is on his way home, I bet. We’re going to have a wedding in the house—there were two spoons in my saucer this morning. Oh Luck, why is he taking so long to open it!”
All this she delivered, by way of soliloquy, gradually rising higher and higher on tiptoe, in her impatience to hear the news, and making a corkscrew of her apron, and a bottle of her mouth. At last, arriving at a climax of suspense, and seeing the Doctor still engaged in the perusal of the letter, she came down flat upon the soles of her feet again, and[80] cast her apron, as a veil, over her head, in a mute despair, and inability to bear it any longer.
All of this she expressed in a monologue, gradually rising higher on her toes, growing more impatient to hear the news, twisting her apron into a corkscrew, and making a bottle shape with her mouth. Finally, reaching a peak of suspense and noticing the Doctor still absorbed in reading the letter, she came down flat on her feet again and covered her head with her apron like a veil, overwhelmed with despair and unable to take it anymore. [80]
“Here! Girls!” cried the Doctor. “I can’t help it: I never could keep a secret in my life. There are not many secrets, indeed, worth being kept in such a—well! never mind that. Alfred’s coming home, my dears, directly.”
“Hey! Girls!” shouted the Doctor. “I can't help it: I've never been able to keep a secret in my life. There aren't many secrets, really, worth keeping in such a—well! never mind that. Alfred is coming home, my dears, right away.”
“Directly!” exclaimed Marion.
"Directly!" Marion exclaimed.
“What! The story-book is soon forgotten!” said the Doctor, pinching her cheek. “I thought the news would dry those tears. Yes. ‘Let it be a surprise,’ he says, here. But I can’t let it be a surprise. He must have a welcome.”
“What! The storybook is quickly forgotten!” said the Doctor, pinching her cheek. “I thought the news would stop those tears. Yes. ‘Let it be a surprise,’ he says, here. But I can’t let it be a surprise. He has to have a proper welcome.”
“Directly!” repeated Marion.
“Directly!” Marion repeated.
“Why, perhaps not what your impatience calls ‘directly,’” returned the Doctor; “but pretty soon too. Let us see. Let us see. To-day is Thursday, is it not? Then he promises to be here, this day month.”
“Why, maybe not what your impatience calls ‘directly,’” replied the Doctor; “but soon enough. Let’s see. Let’s see. Today is Thursday, right? Then he promises to be here, this day next month.”
“This day month!” repeated Marion, softly.
“This day month!” Marion repeated softly.
“A gay day and a holiday for us,” said the cheerful voice of her sister Grace, kissing her in congratulation. “Long looked forward to, dearest, and come at last.”[81]
“A great day and a holiday for us,” said the cheerful voice of her sister Grace, giving her a congratulatory kiss. “We've looked forward to this for so long, my dear, and it’s finally here.”[81]
She answered with a smile; a mournful smile, but full of sisterly affection: and as she looked in her sister’s face, and listened to the quiet music of her voice, picturing the happiness of this return, her own face glowed with hope and joy.
She replied with a smile; a sad smile, but full of sisterly love: and as she gazed into her sister’s face and listened to the gentle melody of her voice, imagining the happiness of this reunion, her own face lit up with hope and joy.
And with a something else: a something shining more and more through all the rest of its expression: for which I have no name. It was not exultation, triumph, proud enthusiasm. They are not so calmly shown. It was not love and gratitude alone, though love and gratitude were part of it. It emanated from no sordid thought, for sordid thoughts do not light up the brow, and hover on the lips, and move the spirit, like a fluttered light, until the sympathetic figure trembles.
And with something else: something shining more and more through all the rest of its expression: for which I have no name. It wasn’t exultation, triumph, or proud enthusiasm. Those emotions aren’t shown so calmly. It wasn’t just love and gratitude, although those were part of it. It didn’t come from any dirty thoughts, because dirty thoughts don’t light up the forehead, hover on the lips, or move the spirit, like a flickering light, until the sympathetic figure trembles.
Doctor Jeddler, in spite of his system of philosophy—which he was continually contradicting and denying in practice, but more famous philosophers have done that—could not help having as much interest in the return of his old ward and pupil, as if it had been a serious event. So he sat himself down in his easy chair again, stretched out his slippered feet once more upon the rug, read the letter over and over a[82] great many times, and talked it over more times still.
Doctor Jeddler, despite his philosophical beliefs—which he often contradicted and denied in his actions, as many famous philosophers have done—couldn't help but feel greatly interested in the return of his former ward and student, as if it were a significant event. So he settled back into his armchair, stretched out his slippered feet on the rug again, read the letter repeatedly, and discussed it even more times.
“Ah! The day was,” said the Doctor, looking at the fire, “when you and he, Grace, used to trot about arm-in-arm, in his holiday time, like a couple of walking dolls. You remember?”
“Ah! That day was,” said the Doctor, looking at the fire, “when you and he, Grace, used to walk around arm-in-arm during his holiday, like a couple of walking dolls. You remember?”
“I remember,” she answered, with her pleasant laugh, and plying her needle busily.
"I remember," she replied with her cheerful laugh, while she worked diligently with her needle.
“This day month, indeed!” mused the Doctor. “That hardly seems a twelve-month ago. And where was my little Marion then!”
“This day last month, really!” the Doctor thought. “It barely feels like a year ago. And where was my little Marion back then?”
“Never far from her sister,” said Marion, cheerily, “however little. Grace was everything to me, even when she was a young child herself.”
“Never far from her sister,” said Marion, happily, “no matter how small the distance. Grace meant everything to me, even when she was just a little kid herself.”
“True, Puss, true,” returned the Doctor. “She was a staid little woman, was Grace, and a wise housekeeper, and a busy, quiet, pleasant body; bearing with our humours and anticipating our wishes, and always ready to forget her own, even in those times. I never knew you positive or obstinate, Grace, my darling, even then, on any subject but one.”
“That's right, Puss, that's right,” the Doctor replied. “Grace was a sensible little woman, a smart housekeeper, and quietly busy, always pleasant; she dealt with our quirks and anticipated our needs, and she was always willing to put her own aside, even during those times. I never saw you as stubborn or difficult, Grace, my dear, except on one topic.”
“I am afraid I have changed sadly for the worse,[83] since,” laughed Grace, still busy at her work. “What was that one, father?”
“I’m afraid I’ve changed sadly for the worse,[83] since,” laughed Grace, still focused on her work. “What was that one, dad?”
“Alfred, of course,” said the Doctor. “Nothing would serve you but you must be called Alfred’s wife; so we called you Alfred’s wife; and you liked it better, I believe (odd as it seems now), than being called a Duchess, if we could have made you one.”
“Alfred, of course,” said the Doctor. “Nothing would do but you had to be called Alfred’s wife; so we called you Alfred’s wife; and I think you liked it better, as strange as it seems now, than being called a Duchess, if we could have made you one.”
“Indeed!” said Grace, placidly.
“Totally!” said Grace, calmly.
“Why, don’t you remember?” inquired the Doctor.
“Why, don’t you remember?” asked the Doctor.
“I think I remember something of it,” she returned, “but not much. It’s so long ago.” And as she sat at work, she hummed the burden of an old song, which the Doctor liked.
“I think I remember a bit of it,” she replied, “but not much. It’s been so long.” And while she worked, she hummed the tune of an old song that the Doctor liked.
“Alfred will find a real wife soon,” she said, breaking off; “and that will be a happy time indeed for all of us. My three years’ trust is nearly at an end, Marion. It has been a very easy one. I shall tell Alfred, when I give you back to him, that you have loved him dearly all the time, and that he has never once needed my good services. May I tell him so, love?”
“Alfred will find a real wife soon,” she said, pausing; “and that will be a really happy time for all of us. My three years of trust is almost over, Marion. It has been a very smooth one. When I give you back to him, I’ll let Alfred know that you’ve loved him deeply all along, and that he has never needed my help at all. Can I tell him that, my love?”
“Tell him, dear Grace,” replied Marion, “that[84] there never was a trust so generously, nobly, stedfastly discharged; and that I have loved you, all the time, dearer and dearer every day; and oh! how dearly now!”
“Tell him, dear Grace,” replied Marion, “that[84] there has never been a trust fulfilled so generously, nobly, and steadily; and that I have loved you all this time, dearer and dearer every day; and oh! how much I love you now!”
“Nay,” said her cheerful sister, returning her embrace, “I can scarcely tell him that; we will leave my deserts to Alfred’s imagination. It will be liberal enough, dear Marion; like your own.”
“No,” said her cheerful sister, returning the hug, “I can hardly tell him that; we’ll leave my deserts to Alfred’s imagination. It’ll be generous enough, dear Marion; just like yours.”
With that she resumed the work she had for a moment laid down, when her sister spoke so fervently: and with it the old song the Doctor liked to hear. And the Doctor, still reposing in his easy chair, with his slippered feet stretched out before him on the rug, listened to the tune, and beat time on his knee with Alfred’s letter, and looked at his two daughters, and thought that among the many trifles of the trifling world, these trifles were agreeable enough.
With that, she went back to the work she had briefly set aside when her sister spoke so passionately, along with the old song the Doctor enjoyed listening to. The Doctor, still relaxed in his armchair with his feet in slippers resting on the rug, listened to the melody, kept time on his knee with Alfred’s letter, and looked at his two daughters, thinking that among the many insignificant things in the trivial world, these little moments were quite pleasant.
Clemency Newcome in the mean time, having accomplished her mission and lingered in the room until she had made herself a party to the news, descended to the kitchen, where her coadjutor, Mr. Britain, was regaling after supper, surrounded by such a plentiful collection of bright pot-lids, well-scoured[85] saucepans, burnished dinner-covers, gleaming kettles, and other tokens of her industrious habits, arranged upon the walls and shelves, that he sat as in the centre of a hall of mirrors. The majority did not give forth very flattering portraits of him, certainly; nor were they by any means unanimous in their reflections; as some made him very long-faced, others very broad-faced, some tolerably well-looking, others vastly ill-looking, according to their several manners of reflecting: which were as various, in respect of one fact, as those of so many kinds of men. But they all agreed that in the midst of them sat, quite at his ease, an individual with a pipe in his mouth, and a jug of beer at his elbow, who nodded condescendingly to Clemency, when she stationed herself at the same table.
Clemency Newcome, having completed her task and lingered in the room until she felt part of the news, made her way down to the kitchen, where her partner, Mr. Britain, was enjoying some supper. He was surrounded by a dazzling array of shiny pot lids, well-cleaned saucepans, polished dinner covers, bright kettles, and other signs of her hardworking nature, all displayed on the walls and shelves, so that he seemed to be sitting in the middle of a hall of mirrors. Most of these reflections weren’t very flattering, that’s for sure; nor did they all agree on how he looked. Some made him appear very long-faced, while others showed him as quite broad-faced; some portrayed him as reasonably good-looking, whereas others made him look quite unattractive, depending on their different styles of reflecting, which varied just like the different types of men. But they all agreed that in the center of it all sat a guy, totally relaxed, with a pipe in his mouth and a jug of beer beside him, who nodded in a friendly way to Clemency as she took a seat at the same table.
“Well, Clemmy,” said Britain, “how are you by this time, and what’s the news?”
“Well, Clemmy,” said Britain, “how are you doing, and what’s the news?”
Clemency told him the news, which he received very graciously. A gracious change had come over Benjamin from head to foot. He was much broader, much redder, much more cheerful, and much jollier in all respects. It seemed as if his face had been tied[86] up in a knot before, and was now untwisted and smoothed out.
Clemency gave him the news, which he took very well. A noticeable change had come over Benjamin completely. He looked much broader, much redder, much happier, and much more cheerful in every way. It was as if his face had been twisted into a knot before, and now it was relaxed and smoothed out.
“There’ll be another job for Snitchey and Craggs, I suppose,” he observed, puffing slowly at his pipe. “More witnessing for you and me, perhaps, Clemmy!”
“There will be another job for Snitchey and Craggs, I guess,” he said, taking his time with his pipe. “Maybe more witnessing for you and me, Clemmy!”
“Lor!” replied his fair companion, with her favorite twist of her favorite joints. “I wish it was me, Britain.”
“Wow!” replied his lovely companion, with her favorite twist of her favorite joints. “I wish it was me, Britain.”
“Wish what was you?”
"Wish you were here?"
“A going to be married,” said Clemency.
“Aren't you going to be married?” said Clemency.
Benjamin took his pipe out of his mouth and laughed heartily. “Yes! you’re a likely subject for that!” he said. “Poor Clem!” Clemency for her part laughed as heartily as he, and seemed as much amused by the idea. “Yes,” she assented, “I’m a likely subject for that; an’t I?”
Benjamin took his pipe out of his mouth and laughed heartily. “Yes! You’re a good candidate for that!” he said. “Poor Clem!” Clemency, for her part, laughed just as hard as he did and seemed just as amused by the idea. “Yes,” she agreed, “I’m a good candidate for that, right?”
“You’ll never be married, you know,” said Mr. Britain, resuming his pipe.
“You’ll never get married, you know,” said Mr. Britain, picking up his pipe again.
“Don’t you think I ever shall though?” said Clemency, in perfect good faith.
“Don’t you think I ever will though?” said Clemency, completely sincerely.
Mr. Britain shook his head. “Not a chance of it!”
Mr. Britain shook his head. “No way!”
“Only think!” said Clemency. “Well!—I suppose[87] you mean to, Britain, one of these days; don’t you?”
“Just imagine!” said Clemency. “Well!—I guess[87] you'll go to Britain one of these days; won’t you?”
A question so abrupt, upon a subject so momentous, required consideration. After blowing out a great cloud of smoke, and looking at it with his head now on this side and now on that, as if it were actually the question, and he were surveying it in various aspects, Mr. Britain replied that he wasn’t altogether clear about it, but—ye-es—he thought he might come to that at last.
A question so sudden, about such an important topic, needed some thought. After exhaling a thick cloud of smoke and examining it from different angles, as if the smoke itself were the question, Mr. Britain said that he wasn't completely sure about it, but—yeah—he thought he might eventually figure it out.
“I wish her joy, whoever she may be!” cried Clemency.
“I wish her joy, whoever she is!” cried Clemency.
“Oh she’ll have that,” said Benjamin; “safe enough.”
“Oh, she’ll definitely have that,” said Benjamin; “no worries.”
“But she wouldn’t have led quite such a joyful life as she will lead, and wouldn’t have had quite such a sociable sort of husband as she will have,” said Clemency, spreading herself half over the table, and staring retrospectively at the candle, “if it hadn’t been for—not that I went to do it, for it was accidental, I am sure—if it hadn’t been for me; now would she, Britain?”
“But she wouldn’t have had such a joyful life as she’s going to have, and wouldn’t have had such a sociable husband as she’s going to have,” said Clemency, leaning halfway over the table and gazing back at the candle, “if it hadn’t been for—not that I meant to do it, because it was an accident, I’m sure—if it hadn’t been for me; right, Britain?”
“Certainly not,” returned Mr. Britain, by this time[88] in that high state of appreciation of his pipe, when a man can open his mouth but a very little way for speaking purposes; and sitting luxuriously immovable in his chair, can afford to turn only his eyes towards a companion, and that very passively and gravely. “Oh! I’m greatly beholden to you, you know, Clem.”
“Definitely not,” replied Mr. Britain, now[88] in such a deep appreciation of his pipe that a man can barely open his mouth to speak; and sitting comfortably still in his chair, he can just turn his eyes toward his companion, doing so very passively and seriously. “Oh! I really appreciate it, you know, Clem.”
“Lor, how nice that is to think of!” said Clemency.
“Wow, that’s so nice to think about!” said Clemency.
At the same time, bringing her thoughts as well as her sight to bear upon the candle-grease, and becoming abruptly reminiscent of its healing qualities as a balsam, she anointed her left elbow with a plentiful application of that remedy.
At the same time, focusing her thoughts and her gaze on the candle wax, and suddenly remembering its healing properties like a balm, she generously applied that remedy to her left elbow.
“You see I’ve made a good many investigations of one sort and another in my time,” pursued Mr. Britain, with the profundity of a sage; “having been always of an inquiring turn of mind; and I’ve read a good many books about the general Rights of things and Wrongs of things, for I went into the literary line myself, when I began life.”
“You see, I’ve done a lot of research of various kinds over the years,” Mr. Britain continued, with the wisdom of a sage; “I've always had a curious mind, and I’ve read a lot of books about the general Rights and Wrongs of things, since I started out in the writing field when I began my career.”
“Did you though!” cried the admiring Clemency.
“Did you really?” exclaimed the impressed Clemency.
“Yes,” said Mr. Britain; “I was hid for the best part of two years behind a bookstall, ready to fly out if anybody pocketed a volume; and after that I was light[89] porter to a stay and mantua maker, in which capacity I was employed to carry about, in oilskin baskets, nothing but deceptions—which soured my spirits and disturbed my confidence in human nature; and after that, I heard a world of discussions in this house, which soured my spirits fresh; and my opinion after all is, that, as a safe and comfortable sweetener of the same, and as a pleasant guide through life, there’s nothing like a nutmeg-grater.”
“Yes,” said Mr. Britain; “I spent almost two years hiding behind a bookstall, ready to jump out if anyone tried to steal a book; and after that, I worked as a lightweight porter for a dressmaker, where I was tasked with carrying around, in oilskin baskets, nothing but fabric—this really drained my spirits and made me lose faith in humanity; then, I overheard a lot of discussions in this house, which only made me feel worse; and in the end, I believe that, as a reliable and comforting way to sweeten things up, and as a nice guide through life, there’s nothing better than a nutmeg-grater.”
Clemency was about to offer a suggestion, but he stopped her by anticipating it.
Clemency was about to make a suggestion, but he interrupted her by predicting it.
“Com-bined,” he added gravely, “with a thimble.”
“Combined,” he added seriously, “with a thimble.”
“Do as you wold, you know, and cetrer, eh!” observed Clemency, folding her arms comfortably in her delight at this avowal, and patting her elbows. “Such a short cut, an’t it?”
“Do what you want, you know, and whatever!” observed Clemency, folding her arms comfortably in her delight at this admission and patting her elbows. “Such a quick way, isn’t it?”
“I’m not sure,” said Mr. Britain, “that it’s what would be considered good philosophy. I’ve my doubts about that: but it wears well, and saves a quantity of snarling, which the genuine article don’t always.”
“I’m not sure,” said Mr. Britain, “that it’s what people would consider good philosophy. I have my doubts about that: but it holds up well, and avoids a lot of complaining, which the real thing doesn’t always.”
“See how you used to go on once, yourself, you know!” said Clemency.[90]
“See how you used to act back in the day, remember?” said Clemency.[90]
“Ah!” said Mr. Britain. “But the most extraordinary thing, Clemmy, is that I should live to be brought round, through you. That’s the strange part of it. Through you! Why, I suppose you haven’t so much as half an idea in your head.”
“Ah!” said Mr. Britain. “But the most incredible thing, Clemmy, is that I’m still alive to be brought around, thanks to you. That’s the weird part of it. Thanks to you! Honestly, I bet you don’t even have half an idea in your head.”
Clemency, without taking the least offence, shook it, and laughed, and hugged herself, and said, “No, she didn’t suppose she had.”
Clemency, without taking any offense, shook it, laughed, hugged herself, and said, “No, I don’t think she did.”
“I’m pretty sure of it,” said Mr. Britain.
“I’m pretty sure of it,” said Mr. Britain.
“Oh! I dare say you’re right,” said Clemency. “I don’t pretend to none. I don’t want any.”
“Oh! I guess you’re right,” said Clemency. “I’m not claiming any. I don’t want any.”
Benjamin took his pipe from his lips, and laughed till the tears ran down his face. “What a natural you are, Clemmy!” he said, shaking his head, with an infinite relish of the joke, and wiping his eyes. Clemency, without the smallest inclination to dispute it, did the like, and laughed as heartily as he.
Benjamin took his pipe out of his mouth and laughed until tears streamed down his face. “You’re such a natural, Clemmy!” he said, shaking his head with immense enjoyment of the joke and wiping his eyes. Clemency, with no intention to argue, did the same and laughed just as hard as he did.
“But I can’t help liking you,” said Mr. Britain; “you’re a regular good creature in your way; so shake hands, Clem. Whatever happens, I’ll always take notice of you, and be a friend to you.”
“But I can’t help liking you,” said Mr. Britain; “you’re really a great person in your own way; so let’s shake hands, Clem. No matter what happens, I’ll always acknowledge you and be your friend.”
“Will you?” returned Clemency. “Well! that’s very good of you.”[91]
“Will you?” replied Clemency. “Well! That’s really kind of you.”[91]
“Yes, yes,” said Mr. Britain, giving her his pipe to knock the ashes out of; “I’ll stand by you. Hark! That’s a curious noise!”
“Yes, yes,” said Mr. Britain, handing her his pipe to knock the ashes out of, “I’ll support you. Listen! That’s a strange sound!”
“Noise!” repeated Clemency.
"Noise!" Clemency repeated.
“A footstep outside. Somebody dropping from the wall, it sounded like,” said Britain. “Are they all abed up-stairs?”
“A footstep outside. It sounded like someone dropped from the wall,” said Britain. “Is everyone upstairs in bed?”
“Yes, all abed by this time,” she replied.
“Yes, all in bed by this time,” she replied.
“Didn’t you hear anything?”
"Didn’t you hear anything?"
“No.”
“No.”
They both listened, but heard nothing.
They both listened but didn't hear anything.
“I tell you what,” said Benjamin, taking down a lantern. “I’ll have a look round before I go to bed myself, for satisfaction’s sake. Undo the door while I light this, Clemmy.”
“I'll tell you what,” said Benjamin, grabbing a lantern. “I’ll take a quick look around before I go to bed, just to be sure. Open the door while I get this lit, Clemmy.”
Clemency complied briskly; but observed as she did so, that he would only have his walk for his pains, that it was all his fancy, and so forth. Mr. Britain said ‘very likely;’ but sallied out, nevertheless, armed with the poker, and casting the light of the lantern far and near in all directions.
Clemency quickly agreed, but noticed as she did that he would only get his exercise for his troubles, that it was all in his head, and so on. Mr. Britain said, "Probably," but still went out, armed with the poker, shining the lantern light everywhere.
“It’s as quiet as a churchyard,” said Clemency, looking after him; “and almost as ghostly too!”[92]
“It’s as quiet as a churchyard,” said Clemency, watching him leave; “and almost as eerie too!”[92]
Glancing back into the kitchen, she cried fearfully, as a light figure stole into her view, “What’s that!”
Glancing back into the kitchen, she shouted in fear, as a shadowy figure came into her sight, “What’s that!”
“Hush!” said Marion, in an agitated whisper. “You have always loved me, have you not!”
“Hush!” Marion said, in a worried whisper. “You have always loved me, right?”
“Loved you, child! You may be sure I have.”
“Loved you, kid! You can be sure I have.”
“I am sure. And I may trust you, may I not? There is no one else just now, in whom I can trust.”
“I’m sure. And I can trust you, right? There’s no one else right now that I can trust.”
“Yes,” said Clemency, with all her heart.
“Yes,” said Clemency, genuinely.
“There is some one out there,” pointing to the door, “whom I must see, and speak with, to-night. Michael Warden, for God’s sake retire! Not now!”
“There’s someone out there,” pointing to the door, “whom I need to see and talk to tonight. Michael Warden, for God’s sake, leave! Not now!”
Clemency started with surprise and trouble as, following the direction of the speaker’s eyes, she saw a dark figure standing in the doorway.
Clemency was taken aback and concerned when, following the direction of the speaker's gaze, she spotted a dark figure standing in the doorway.
“In another moment you may be discovered,” said Marion. “Not now! Wait, if you can, in some concealment. I will come, presently.”
“In a minute, you might get caught,” said Marion. “Not now! Please wait, if you can, somewhere hidden. I’ll be there soon.”
He waved his hand to her, and was gone.
He waved at her and was gone.
“Don’t go to bed. Wait here for me!” said Marion, hurriedly. “I have been seeking to speak to you for an hour past. Oh, be true to me!”
“Don’t go to bed. Wait here for me!” Marion said urgently. “I’ve been trying to talk to you for the past hour. Oh, please be true to me!”
Eagerly seizing her bewildered hand, and pressing it with both her own to her breast—an action more[93] expressive, in its passion of entreaty, than the most eloquent appeal in words,—Marion withdrew; as the light of the returning lantern flashed into the room.
Eagerly taking her confused hand and pressing it against her chest with both of her own—an action more[93] expressive in its passionate plea than the most articulate words—Marion stepped back as the light from the returning lantern shone into the room.
“All still and peaceable. Nobody there. Fancy, I suppose,” said Mr. Britain, as he locked and barred the door. “One of the effects of having a lively imagination. Halloa! Why, what’s the matter?”
"Everything's calm and peaceful. No one around. Just my imagination, I guess," said Mr. Britain as he locked and secured the door. "Hey! What's wrong?"
Clemency, who could not conceal the effects of her surprise and concern, was sitting in a chair: pale, and trembling from head to foot.
Clemency, unable to hide her shock and worry, was sitting in a chair: pale and shaking all over.
“Matter!” she repeated, chafing her hands and elbows, nervously, and looking anywhere but at him. “That’s good in you, Britain, that is! After going and frightening one out of one’s life with noises, and lanterns, and I don’t know what all. Matter! Oh, yes.”
“Matter!” she repeated, rubbing her hands and elbows anxiously, glancing anywhere but at him. “That’s a good quality in you, Britain! After scaring someone half to death with noises, lanterns, and who knows what else. Matter! Oh, yes.”
“If you’re frightened out of your life by a lantern, Clemmy,” said Mr. Britain, composedly blowing it out and hanging it up again, “that apparition’s very soon got rid of. But you’re as bold as brass in general,” he said, stopping to observe her; “and were, after the noise and the lantern too. What have you taken into your head? Not an idea, eh?”[94]
“If a lantern scares you to death, Clemmy,” Mr. Britain said calmly as he blew it out and hung it back up, “you can get rid of that ghost pretty quickly. But you’re usually really fearless,” he added, pausing to look at her, “and you were even after all the noise and the lantern. What’s going on in your head? No ideas, huh?”[94]
But as Clemency bade him good night very much after her usual fashion, and began to bustle about with a show of going to bed herself immediately, Little Britain, after giving utterance to the original remark that it was impossible to account for a woman’s whims, bade her good night in return, and taking up his candle strolled drowsily away to bed.
But as Clemency said good night to him in her usual way and started to move around as if she was going to bed right away, Little Britain, after expressing the original thought that it was impossible to understand a woman's whims, returned her good night, picked up his candle, and sleepily strolled off to bed.
When all was quiet, Marion returned.
When everything was quiet, Marion came back.
“Open the door,” she said; “and stand there close beside me, while I speak to him, outside.”
“Open the door,” she said, “and stand right here next to me while I talk to him outside.”
Timid as her manner was, it still evinced a resolute and settled purpose, such as Clemency could not resist. She softly unbarred the door: but before turning the key, looked round on the young creature waiting to issue forth when she should open it.
Timid as her demeanor was, it still showed a determined and fixed purpose that Clemency couldn't ignore. She gently unlatched the door, but before turning the key, she glanced back at the young person waiting to come out when she opened it.
The face was not averted or cast down, but looking full upon her, in its pride of youth and beauty. Some simple sense of the slightness of the barrier that interposed itself between the happy home and honoured love of the fair girl, and what might be the desolation of that home, and shipwreck of its dearest treasure, smote so keenly on the tender heart of Clemency, and so filled it to overflowing with sorrow[95] and compassion, that, bursting into tears, she threw her arms round Marion’s neck.
The face wasn't turned away or looking down, but was gazing directly at her, filled with youthful pride and beauty. A simple awareness of the thin barrier that stood between the happy home and cherished love of the beautiful girl, and the potential ruin of that home and loss of its most precious treasure, hit Clemency with such intensity that it filled her heart to overflowing with sorrow[95] and compassion, causing her to burst into tears and wrap her arms around Marion's neck.
“It’s little that I know, my dear,” cried Clemency, “very little; but I know that this should not be. Think of what you do!”
“It’s not much that I know, my dear,” cried Clemency, “very little; but I know that this shouldn’t be. Think about what you’re doing!”
“I have thought of it many times,” said Marion, gently.
“I've thought about it a lot,” Marion said softly.
“Once more,” urged Clemency. “Till to-morrow.”
“Once more,” urged Clemency. “Until tomorrow.”
Marion shook her head.
Marion shook her head.
“For Mr. Alfred’s sake,” said Clemency, with homely earnestness. “Him that you used to love so dearly, once!”
“For Mr. Alfred’s sake,” said Clemency, with genuine sincerity. “The one you used to love so much, once!”
She hid her face, upon the instant, in her hands, repeating “Once!” as if it rent her heart.
She quickly covered her face with her hands, repeating “Once!” as if it broke her heart.
“Let me go out,” said Clemency, soothing her. “I’ll tell him what you like. Don’t cross the door-step to-night. I’m sure no good will come of it. Oh, it was an unhappy day when Mr. Warden was ever brought here! Think of your good father, darling: of your sister.”
“Let me go out,” said Clemency, trying to calm her. “I’ll tell him what you like. Don’t step outside tonight. I’m sure nothing good will come of it. Oh, it was such a bad day when Mr. Warden was ever brought here! Think of your good father, sweetheart: of your sister.”
“I have,” said Marion, hastily raising her head. “You don’t know what I do. You don’t know what I do. I must speak to him. You are the best and[96] truest friend in all the world for what you have said to me, but I must take this step. Will you go with me, Clemency,” she kissed her on her friendly face, “or shall I go alone?”
“I have,” said Marion, quickly lifting her head. “You have no idea what I do. You don’t know what I do. I have to talk to him. You’re the best and truest friend in the world for what you’ve just said to me, but I have to take this step. Will you come with me, Clemency,” she kissed her on her friendly face, “or should I go alone?”
Sorrowing and wondering, Clemency turned the key, and opened the door. Into the dark and doubtful night that lay beyond the threshhold, Marion passed quickly, holding by her hand.
Saddened and curious, Clemency turned the key and opened the door. Into the dark and uncertain night that stretched beyond the threshold, Marion quickly stepped out, holding her hand.
In the dark night he joined her, and they spoke together earnestly and long: and the hand that held so fast by Clemency’s, now trembled, now turned deadly cold, now clasped and closed on hers, in the strong feeling of the speech it emphasized unconsciously. When they returned, he followed to the door; and pausing there a moment, seized the other hand, and pressed it to his lips. Then stealthily withdrew.
In the dark of night, he joined her, and they talked seriously and for a long time. The hand that held Clemency's tightly now trembled, then turned icy cold, then grasped hers firmly, reflecting the intensity of their conversation without realizing it. When they finished, he followed her to the door; and after pausing for a moment, he took her other hand and kissed it. Then he quietly slipped away.
The door was barred and locked again, and once again she stood beneath her father’s roof. Not bowed down by the secret that she brought there, though so young; but with that same expression on her face, for which I had no name before, and shining through her tears.
The door was secured and locked again, and once more she stood under her father's roof. Not weighed down by the secret she carried there, despite her youth; but with that same look on her face, which I had no name for before, shining through her tears.
Again she thanked and thanked her humble friend, and trusted to her, as she said, with confidence, implicitly. Her chamber safely reached, she fell upon her knees; and with her secret weighing on her heart, could pray![98]
Again she thanked her humble friend over and over, placing her complete trust in her. Once she safely reached her room, she dropped to her knees and, with her secret heavy on her heart, was able to pray![98]
Could rise up from her prayers, so tranquil and serene, and bending over her fond sister in her slumber, look upon her face and smile: though sadly: murmuring as she kissed her forehead, how that Grace had been a mother to her, ever, and she loved her as a child!
Could rise up from her prayers, so calm and peaceful, and leaning over her beloved sister in her sleep, look at her face and smile: though with sadness: whispering as she kissed her forehead, how Grace had always been like a mother to her, and she loved her like a child!
Could draw the passive arm about her neck when lying down to rest—it seemed to cling there, of its own will, protectingly and tenderly even in sleep—and breathe upon the parted lips, God bless her!
Could draw the limp arm around her neck while lying down to rest—it felt like it clung there, as if by its own will, protectively and tenderly even in sleep—and breathe upon the parted lips, God bless her!
Could sink into a peaceful sleep, herself; but for one dream, in which she cried out, in her innocent and touching voice, that she was quite alone, and they had all forgotten her.
Could sink into a peaceful sleep, but for one dream, in which she cried out, in her innocent and touching voice, that she was all alone and they had all forgotten her.
A month soon passes, even at its tardiest pace. The month appointed to elapse between that night and the return, was quick of foot, and went by, like a vapour.
A month quickly goes by, even at its slowest. The month meant to pass between that night and the return flew by, like a puff of smoke.
The day arrived. A raging winter day, that shook the old house, sometimes, as if it shivered in the blast. A day to make home doubly home. To give the chimney corner new delights. To shed a ruddier[99] glow upon the faces gathered round the hearth; and draw each fireside group into a closer and more social league, against the roaring elements without. Such a wild winter day as best prepares the way for shut-out night; for curtained rooms, and cheerful looks; for music, laughter, dancing, light, and jovial entertainment!
The day came. A stormy winter day that shook the old house, sometimes making it feel like it was shivering in the wind. A day to make home feel even more like home. To bring new joys to the cozy corner by the fireplace. To cast a warm glow on the faces gathered around the hearth; and bring each group by the fire closer together, united against the howling winds outside. Such a wild winter day is perfect for the arrival of night; for cozy rooms, and happy expressions; for music, laughter, dancing, light, and cheerful fun!
All these the Doctor had in store to welcome Alfred back. They knew that he could not arrive till night; and they would make the night air ring, he said, as he approached. All his old friends should congregate about him. He should not miss a face that he had known and liked. No! They should every one be there!
All of this the Doctor had planned to welcome Alfred back. They knew he couldn’t arrive until night; and they would make the night air come alive, he said, as he got closer. All his old friends would gather around him. He wouldn’t miss a single face he had known and liked. No! They would all be there!
So, guests were bidden, and musicians were engaged, and tables spread, and floors prepared for active feet, and bountiful provision made, of every hospitable kind. Because it was the Christmas season, and his eyes were all unused to English holly, and its sturdy green, the dancing room was garlanded and hung with it; and the red berries gleamed an English welcome to him, peeping from among the leaves.[100]
So, guests were invited, musicians were hired, tables were set up, and floors were ready for dancing, with plenty of food prepared in every hospitable way. Since it was the Christmas season, and he was not used to English holly and its rich green, the dance hall was decorated and draped with it; the red berries shone an English welcome to him, peeking out from among the leaves.[100]
It was a busy day for all of them: a busier day for none of them than Grace, who noiselessly presided everywhere, and was the cheerful mind of all the preparations. Many a time that day (as well as many a time within the fleeting month preceding it), did Clemency glance anxiously, and almost fearfully, at Marion. She saw her paler, perhaps, than usual; but there was a sweet composure on her face that made it lovelier than ever.
It was a hectic day for everyone, but none busier than Grace, who quietly managed everything and was the upbeat spirit behind all the preparations. Throughout that day (and many times during the quick month leading up to it), Clemency looked at Marion with worry and almost fear. She noticed that Marion seemed a bit paler than usual, but the calm beauty on her face made her look more beautiful than ever.
At night when she was dressed, and wore upon her head a wreath that Grace had proudly twined about it—its mimic flowers were Alfred’s favorites, as Grace remembered when she chose them—that old expression, pensive, almost sorrowful, and yet so spiritual, high, and stirring, sat again upon her brow, enhanced a hundred fold.
At night, when she was dressed and wore a wreath that Grace had proudly made for her—its fake flowers were Alfred’s favorites, which Grace remembered when she picked them— that familiar expression, thoughtful, almost sad, yet so uplifting, spiritual, and inspiring, returned to her brow, amplified a hundred times.
“The next wreath I adjust on this fair head, will be a marriage wreath,” said Grace; “or I am no true prophet, dear.”
“The next wreath I place on this beautiful head will be a wedding wreath,” said Grace; “or I’m not a true prophet, dear.”
Her sister smiled, and held her in her arms.
Her sister smiled and embraced her.
“A moment, Grace. Don’t leave me yet. Are you sure that I want nothing more?”
“Hold on a second, Grace. Don’t go just yet. Are you sure I don’t want anything more?”
Her care was not for that. It was her sister’s[101] face she thought of, and her eyes were fixed upon it, tenderly.
Her concern wasn't about that. She was thinking of her sister’s[101] face, and her gaze was locked on it, with affection.
“My art,” said Grace, “can go no farther, dear girl; nor your beauty. I never saw you look so beautiful as now.”
“My art,” Grace said, “can’t go any further, dear girl; nor can your beauty. I’ve never seen you look as beautiful as you do right now.”
“I never was so happy,” she returned.
"I've never been so happy," she replied.
“Aye, but there is greater happiness in store. In such another home, as cheerful and as bright as this looks now,” said Grace, “Alfred and his young wife will soon be living.”
“Yeah, but there's even greater happiness coming. In another home just as cheerful and bright as this one looks now,” said Grace, “Alfred and his young wife will be living there soon.”
She smiled again. “It is a happy home, Grace, in your fancy. I can see it in your eyes. I know it will be happy, dear. How glad I am to know it.”
She smiled again. “It’s a happy home, Grace, in your dreams. I can see it in your eyes. I know it will be happy, dear. How glad I am to know that.”
“Well,” cried the Doctor, bustling in. “Here we are, all ready for Alfred, eh? He can’t be here until pretty late—an hour or so before midnight—so there’ll be plenty of time for making merry before he comes. He’ll not find us with the ice unbroken. Pile up the fire here, Britain! Let it shine upon the holly till it winks again. It’s a world of nonsense, Puss; true lovers and all the rest of it—all nonsense; but we’ll be nonsensical with the rest of ’em, and give our true lover a mad welcome. Upon my word!”[102] said the old Doctor, looking at his daughters proudly, “I’m not clear to-night, among other absurdities, but that I’m the father of two handsome girls.”
“Well,” shouted the Doctor, rushing in. “Here we are, all set for Alfred, right? He won’t get here until pretty late—about an hour or so before midnight—so we have plenty of time to have some fun before he arrives. He won’t find us with the ice unbroken. Stack up the fire here, Britain! Let it light up the holly until it twinkles again. It’s all a bunch of nonsense, Puss; true love and all that—it’s all nonsense; but we’ll be silly like everyone else and give our true lover a wild welcome. Honestly!” said the old Doctor, looking at his daughters with pride, “I may be a bit out of it tonight, among other absurdities, but I know I’m the father of two beautiful girls.”[102]
“All that one of them has ever done, or may do—may do, dearest father—to cause you pain or grief, forgive her,” said Marion: “forgive her now, when her heart is full. Say that you forgive her. That you will forgive her. That she shall always share your love, and—,” and the rest was not said, for her face was hidden on the old man’s shoulder.
“All that one of them has ever done, or may do—may do, dear father—to cause you pain or grief, forgive her,” said Marion: “forgive her now, when her heart is full. Say that you forgive her. That you will forgive her. That she will always share your love, and—,” and the rest was not said, for her face was hidden on the old man’s shoulder.
“Tut, tut, tut,” said the Doctor, gently. “Forgive! What have I to forgive? Heyday, if our true lovers come back to flurry us like this, we must hold ’em at a distance; we must send expresses out to stop ’em short upon the road, and bring ’em on a mile or two a day, until we’re properly prepared to meet ’em. Kiss me, Puss. Forgive! Why, what a silly child you are. If you had vexed and crossed me fifty times a day, instead of not at all, I’d forgive you everything, but such a supplication. Kiss me again, Puss. There! Prospective and retrospective—a clear score between us. Pile up the fire here! Would you freeze the people on this bleak December night![103] Let us be light, and warm, and merry, or I’ll not forgive some of you!”
“Tut, tut, tut,” said the Doctor gently. “Forgive! What do I have to forgive? Wow, if our true lovers come back to confuse us like this, we need to keep them at a distance; we should send messengers out to stop them short on the road and bring them on a mile or two a day until we’re really ready to meet them. Kiss me, Puss. Forgive! Honestly, what a silly child you are. If you had annoyed and upset me fifty times a day, instead of not at all, I’d forgive you everything, but not such a plea. Kiss me again, Puss. There! Looking back and looking ahead—a clear score between us. Pile up the fire here! Would you freeze everyone on this cold December night! Let’s be cheerful, warm, and happy, or I won’t forgive some of you!”
So gaily the old Doctor carried it! And the fire was piled up, and the lights were bright, and company arrived, and a murmuring of lively tongues began, and already there was a pleasant air of cheerful excitement stirring through all the house.
So happily the old Doctor carried it! And the fire was stacked high, and the lights were bright, and guests arrived, and a lively buzz of conversation started, and there was already a nice atmosphere of cheerful excitement filling the whole house.
More and more company came flocking in. Bright eyes sparkled upon Marion; smiling lips gave her joy of his return; sage mothers fanned themselves, and hoped she mightn’t be too youthful and inconstant for the quiet round of home; impetuous fathers fell into disgrace, for too much exaltation of her beauty; daughters envied her; sons envied him; innumerable pairs of lovers profited by the occasion; all were interested, animated, and expectant.
More and more people came rushing in. Bright eyes sparkled at Marion; smiling lips brought her joy at his return; wise mothers fanned themselves, hoping she wouldn’t be too young and fickle for the calm life at home; impulsive fathers fell into trouble for overly praising her beauty; daughters envied her; sons envied him; countless pairs of lovers took advantage of the moment; everyone was engaged, lively, and full of anticipation.
Mr. and Mrs. Craggs came arm in arm, but Mrs. Snitchey came alone. “Why, what’s become of him?” inquired the Doctor.
Mr. and Mrs. Craggs arrived together, but Mrs. Snitchey came by herself. “What happened to him?” asked the Doctor.
The feather of a Bird of Paradise in Mrs. Snitchey’s turban, trembled as if the bird of Paradise were alive again, when she said that doubtless Mr. Craggs knew. She was never told.[104]
The feather of a Bird of Paradise in Mrs. Snitchey's turban quivered as if the bird of Paradise were alive again when she said that surely Mr. Craggs knew. She was never informed.[104]
“That nasty office,” said Mrs. Craggs.
“That awful office,” said Mrs. Craggs.
“I wish it was burnt down,” said Mrs. Snitchey.
“I wish it was burned down,” said Mrs. Snitchey.
“He’s—he’s—there’s a little matter of business that keeps my partner rather late,” said Mr. Craggs, looking uneasily about him.
“He’s—he’s—there’s a small business matter that's keeping my partner pretty late,” said Mr. Craggs, looking around uneasily.
“Oh—h! Business. Don’t tell me!” said Mrs. Snitchey.
“Oh—h! Business. Don’t tell me!” said Mrs. Snitchey.
“We know what business means,” said Mrs. Craggs.
“We know what business means,” Mrs. Craggs said.
But their not knowing what it meant, was perhaps the reason why Mrs. Snitchey’s Bird of Paradise feather quivered so portentously, and all the pendant bits on Mrs. Craggs’s ear-rings shook like little bells.
But their lack of understanding about what it meant was probably why Mrs. Snitchey’s Bird of Paradise feather trembled so ominously, and all the dangling pieces on Mrs. Craggs’s earrings swayed like tiny bells.
“I wonder you could come away, Mr. Craggs,” said his wife.
“I wonder if you could come away, Mr. Craggs,” said his wife.
“Mr. Craggs is fortunate, I’m sure!” said Mrs. Snitchey.
“Mr. Craggs is lucky, I’m sure!” said Mrs. Snitchey.
“That office so engrosses ’em,” said Mrs. Craggs.
“That office really captivates them,” said Mrs. Craggs.
“A person with an office has no business to be married at all,” said Mrs. Snitchey.
“A person with an office shouldn’t be married at all,” said Mrs. Snitchey.
Then Mrs. Snitchey said, within herself, that that look of hers had pierced to Craggs’s soul, and he knew it: and Mrs. Craggs observed, to Craggs, that[105] ‘his Snitcheys’ were deceiving him behind his back, and he would find it out when it was too late.
Then Mrs. Snitchey thought to herself that her look had gotten through to Craggs, and he was aware of it. Mrs. Craggs pointed out to Craggs that "his Snitcheys" were misleading him when he wasn’t looking, and he would realize it when it was too late.
Still, Mr. Craggs, without much heeding these remarks, looked uneasily about him until his eye rested on Grace, to whom he immediately presented himself.
Still, Mr. Craggs, not paying much attention to these comments, glanced around nervously until his gaze landed on Grace, to whom he promptly approached.
“Good evening, Ma’am,” said Craggs. “You look charmingly. Your—Miss—your sister, Miss Marion, is she——”
“Good evening, Ma’am,” said Craggs. “You look lovely. Your—Miss—your sister, Miss Marion, is she——”
“Oh she’s quite well, Mr. Craggs.”
“Oh, she’s doing really well, Mr. Craggs.”
“Yes—I—is she here?” asked Craggs.
“Yes—am I—is she here?” asked Craggs.
“Here! Don’t you see her yonder? Going to dance?” said Grace.
“Look! Can't you see her over there? She's going to dance?” said Grace.
Mr. Craggs put on his spectacles to see the better; looked at her through them, for some time; coughed; and put them, with an air of satisfaction, in their sheath again, and in his pocket.
Mr. Craggs put on his glasses to see better; looked at her through them for a while; coughed; and then, with a sense of satisfaction, put them back in their case and into his pocket.
Now the music struck up, and the dance commenced. The bright fire crackled and sparkled, rose and fell, as though it joined the dance itself, in right good fellowship. Sometimes it roared as if it would make music too. Sometimes it flashed and beamed as if it were the eye of the old room: it winked too, sometimes, like a knowing patriarch, upon the youthful[106] whisperers in corners. Sometimes it sported with the holly-boughs; and, shining on the leaves by fits and starts, made them look as if they were in the cold winter night again, and fluttering in the wind. Sometimes its genial humour grew obstreperous, and passed all bounds; and then it cast into the room, among the twinkling feet, with a loud burst, a shower of harmless little sparks, and in its exultation leaped and bounded, like a mad thing, up the broad old chimney.
Now the music started, and the dance began. The bright fire crackled and sparkled, rising and falling as if it joined the dance itself in a great sense of camaraderie. Sometimes it roared as if it wanted to make music too. It flashed and glowed like the eye of the old room, even winking at times like a wise elder watching the young whisperers in the corners. Sometimes it played with the holly branches, shining on the leaves sporadically, making them look like they were fluttering in the cold winter night. Occasionally, its cheerful energy became too much, and then it released a burst of harmless little sparks into the room, mingling with the dancing feet, and in its excitement, leaped wildly up the wide old chimney.
Another dance was near its close, when Mr. Snitchey touched his partner, who was looking on, upon the arm.
Another dance was coming to an end when Mr. Snitchey nudged his partner, who was watching, on the arm.
Mr. Craggs started, as if his familiar had been a spectre.
Mr. Craggs jumped, as if his companion had been a ghost.
“Is he gone?” he asked.
“Is he gone?” he asked.
“Hush! He has been with me,” said Snitchey, “for three hours and more. He went over everything. He looked into all our arrangements for him, and was very particular indeed. He—Humph!”
“Hush! He’s been with me,” said Snitchey, “for three hours or more. He went through everything. He checked all our arrangements for him and was very specific indeed. He—Humph!”
The dance was finished. Marion passed close before him, as he spoke. She did not observe him, or his partner; but looked over her shoulder towards[107] her sister in the distance, as she slowly made her way into the crowd, and passed out of their view.
The dance was over. Marion walked past him as he spoke. She didn’t notice him or his partner; instead, she glanced over her shoulder towards[107]her sister in the distance, as she slowly worked her way into the crowd and disappeared from sight.
“You see! All safe and well,” said Mr. Craggs. “He didn’t recur to that subject, I suppose?”
“You see! Everything's fine,” said Mr. Craggs. “He didn't bring that up again, I guess?”
“Not a word.”
"Not a peep."
“And is he really gone? Is he safe away?”
“And is he really gone? Is he safe now?”
“He keeps to his word. He drops down the river with the tide in that shell of a boat of his, and so goes out to sea on this dark night—a dare-devil he is—before the wind. There’s no such lonely road anywhere else. That’s one thing. The tide flows, he says, an hour before midnight about this time. I’m glad it’s over.” Mr. Snitchey wiped his forehead, which looked hot and anxious.
“He keeps his promises. He heads down the river with the tide in that old boat of his and sets out to sea on this dark night—he's quite the daredevil—against the wind. There’s nowhere else quite as lonely as this. That’s for sure. The tide comes in, he says, about an hour before midnight around this time. I’m glad it’s finally over.” Mr. Snitchey wiped his forehead, which looked hot and anxious.
“What do you think,” said Mr. Craggs, “about—”
“What do you think,” said Mr. Craggs, “about—”
“Hush!” replied his cautious partner, looking straight before him. “I understand you. Don’t mention names, and don’t let us seem to be talking secrets. I don’t know what to think; and to tell you the truth, I don’t care now. It’s a great relief. His self-love deceived him, I suppose. Perhaps the young lady coquetted a little. The evidence would seem to point that way. Alfred not arrived?”[108]
“Shh!” replied his cautious partner, staring straight ahead. “I get what you’re saying. Let’s avoid names and not act like we’re discussing secrets. Honestly, I don’t know what to think, and to be honest, I don’t really care anymore. It’s such a relief. I guess his pride led him to misjudge things. Maybe the young lady was a bit flirty. The clues suggest that. Has Alfred not shown up yet?”[108]
“Not yet,” said Mr. Craggs. “Expected every minute.”
“Not yet,” said Mr. Craggs. “Any minute now.”
“Good.” Mr. Snitchey wiped his forehead again. “It’s a great relief. I haven’t been so nervous since we’ve been in partnership. I intend to spend the evening now, Mr. Craggs.”
“Good.” Mr. Snitchey wiped his forehead again. “It’s such a relief. I haven’t felt this nervous since we became partners. I plan to spend the evening now, Mr. Craggs.”
Mrs. Craggs and Mrs. Snitchey joined them as he announced this intention. The Bird of Paradise was in a state of extreme vibration; and the little bells were ringing quite audibly.
Mrs. Craggs and Mrs. Snitchey joined them as he announced his intention. The Bird of Paradise was vibrating intensely, and the little bells were ringing quite loudly.
“It has been the theme of general comment, Mr. Snitchey,” said Mrs. Snitchey. “I hope the office is satisfied.”
“It has been the topic of much discussion, Mr. Snitchey,” said Mrs. Snitchey. “I hope the office is pleased.”
“Satisfied with what, my dear?” asked Mr. Snitchey.
“Satisfied with what, my dear?” Mr. Snitchey asked.
“With the exposure of a defenceless woman to ridicule and remark,” returned his wife. “That is quite in the way of the office, that is.”
“With the exposure of a defenseless woman to ridicule and comments,” his wife replied. “That’s just how things are in the office, that is.”
“I really, myself,” said Mrs. Craggs, “have been so long accustomed to connect the office with everything opposed to domesticity, that I am glad to know it as the avowed enemy of my peace. There is something honest in that, at all events.”[109]
“I really, myself,” said Mrs. Craggs, “have been so used to associating the office with everything that goes against home life, that I’m glad to recognize it as the open enemy of my peace. There’s something honest about that, at least.”[109]
“My dear,” urged Mr. Craggs, “your good opinion is invaluable, but I never avowed that the office was the enemy of your peace.”
“My dear,” urged Mr. Craggs, “your good opinion is invaluable, but I never claimed that the office was the enemy of your peace.”
“No,” said Mrs. Craggs, ringing a perfect peal upon the little bells. “Not you, indeed. You wouldn’t be worthy of the office, if you had the candor to.”
“No,” said Mrs. Craggs, ringing a clear sound on the little bells. “Not you, for sure. You wouldn’t be fit for the position, even if you had the honesty to.”
“As to my having been away to-night, my dear,” said Mr. Snitchey, giving her his arm, “the deprivation has been mine, I’m sure; but, as Mr. Craggs knows—”
“As to my being away tonight, my dear,” said Mr. Snitchey, offering her his arm, “I've certainly missed out; but, as Mr. Craggs knows—”
Mrs. Snitchey cut this reference very short by hitching her husband to a distance, and asking him to look at that man. To do her the favor to look at him.
Mrs. Snitchey quickly cut this reference short by pulling her husband away and asking him to look at that man. To do her the favor of looking at him.
“At which man, my dear?” said Mr. Snitchey.
“At which man, my dear?” said Mr. Snitchey.
“Your chosen companion; I’m no companion to you Mr. Snitchey.”
“Your chosen partner; I’m not a partner to you, Mr. Snitchey.”
“Yes, yes, you are, my dear,” he interposed.
“Yes, yes, you are, my dear,” he interrupted.
“No no, I’m not,” said Mrs. Snitchey with a majestic smile. “I know my station. Will you look at your chosen companion, Mr. Snitchey; at your referee; at the keeper of your secrets; at the man you trust; at your other self, in short.”[110]
“Not at all,” Mrs. Snitchey replied with a grand smile. “I know my place. Just look at your chosen partner, Mr. Snitchey; at your mediator; at the keeper of your secrets; at the person you trust; at your other self, in short.”[110]
The habitual association of Self with Craggs, occasioned Mr. Snitchey to look in that direction.
The usual connection of Self with Craggs caused Mr. Snitchey to glance in that direction.
“If you can look that man in the eye this night,” said Mrs. Snitchey, “and not know that you are deluded, practised upon: made the victim of his arts, and bent down prostrate to his will, by some unaccountable fascination which it is impossible to explain, and against which no warning of mine is of the least avail: all I can say is—I pity you!”
“If you can look that guy in the eye tonight,” said Mrs. Snitchey, “and not realize that you’re being fooled, manipulated: turned into a victim of his tricks, and totally bent to his will by some unexplainable charm that’s impossible to describe, and against which none of my warnings matter at all: all I can say is—I feel sorry for you!”
At the very same moment Mrs. Craggs was oracular on the cross subject. Was it possible she said, that Craggs could so blind himself to his Snitcheys, as not to feel his true position. Did he mean to say that he had seen his Snitcheys come into that room, and didn’t plainly see that there was reservation, cunning, treachery in the man? Would he tell her that his very action, when he wiped his forehead and looked so stealthily about him, didn’t show that there was something weighing on the conscience of his precious Snitcheys (if he had a conscience), that wouldn’t bear the light. Did anybody but his Snitcheys come to festive entertainments like a burglar?—which, by the way, was[111] hardly a clear illustration of the case, as he had walked in very mildly at the door. And would he still assert to her at noon-day (it being nearly midnight), that his Snitcheys were to be justified through thick and thin, against all facts, and reason, and experience?
At the exact same moment, Mrs. Craggs was being very serious about the situation. Was it possible, she asked, that Craggs could be so blind to his Snitcheys that he didn’t recognize his true position? Did he really mean to say that he saw his Snitcheys enter that room and didn’t clearly notice the hidden motives, deceit, and betrayal in the man? Would he claim that his very actions, when he wiped his forehead and looked around so sneakily, didn’t indicate that something was troubling the conscience of his precious Snitcheys (if he even had one) that couldn’t stand the light? Did anyone else besides his Snitcheys arrive at social gatherings acting like a thief?—which, by the way, wasn’t exactly a clear example since he had walked in quite calmly through the door. And would he still tell her at noon (even though it was nearly midnight) that his Snitcheys were to be defended no matter what, against all evidence, logic, and experience?
Neither Snitchey nor Craggs openly attempted to stem the current which had thus set in, but both were content to be carried gently along it, until its force abated; which happened at about the same time as a general movement for a country dance; when Mr. Snitchey proposed himself as a partner to Mrs. Craggs, and Mr. Craggs gallantly offered himself to Mrs. Snitchey; and after some such slight evasions as “why don’t you ask somebody else?” and “you’ll be glad, I know, if I decline,” and “I wonder you can dance out of the office” (but this jocosely now), each lady graciously accepted, and took her place.
Neither Snitchey nor Craggs openly tried to resist the current that had set in, but both were happy to go along with it until its force subsided; this happened around the same time as a general movement for a country dance. Mr. Snitchey asked Mrs. Craggs to dance, and Mr. Craggs gallantly offered to dance with Mrs. Snitchey. After some playful evasion like “why don’t you ask someone else?” and “you’ll be glad, I know, if I decline,” and “I can't believe you can dance outside the office” (said jokingly), each lady graciously accepted and took her place.
It was an old custom among them, indeed, to do so, and to pair off, in like manner, at dinners and suppers; for they were excellent friends, and on a footing of easy familiarity. Perhaps the false[112] Craggs and the wicked Snitchey were a recognised fiction with the two wives, as Doe and Roe, incessantly running up and down bailiwicks, were with the two husbands: or perhaps the ladies had instituted, and taken upon themselves, these two shares in the business, rather than be left out of it altogether. But certain it is, that each wife went as gravely and steadily to work in her vocation as her husband did in his: and would have considered it almost impossible for the Firm to maintain a successful and respectable existence, without her laudable exertions.
It was an old custom among them to do this and to pair off in the same way at dinners and suppers; they were great friends and had an easy familiarity with each other. Maybe the made-up characters Craggs and the wicked Snitchey were a known joke to the two wives, just like the constantly bustling Doe and Roe were to the two husbands. Or maybe the ladies decided to take on these two roles in the business so they wouldn't be left out at all. But it's clear that each wife tackled her role as seriously and diligently as her husband did his, and she would have thought it nearly impossible for the Firm to have a successful and respectable existence without her valuable efforts.
But now the Bird of Paradise was seen to flutter down the middle; and the little bells began to bounce and jingle in poussette; and the Doctor’s rosy face spun round and round, like an expressive pegtop highly varnished; and breathless Mr. Craggs began to doubt already, whether country dancing had been made “too easy,” like the rest of life; and Mr. Snitchey, with his nimble cuts and capers, footed it for Self, and Craggs, and half a dozen more.
But now the Bird of Paradise was seen to flutter down the middle, and the little bells started to bounce and jingle in the dance; the Doctor’s rosy face spun around like a shiny pegtop; and breathless Mr. Craggs began to wonder if country dancing had been made “too easy,” just like everything else in life; while Mr. Snitchey, with his quick moves and tricks, danced for himself, Craggs, and a few others.
Now, too, the fire took fresh courage, favored by[113] the lively wind the dance awakened, and burnt clear and high. It was the Genius of the room, and present everywhere. It shone in people’s eyes, it sparkled in the jewels on the snowy necks of girls, it twinkled at their ears as if it whispered to them slyly, it flashed about their waists, it flickered on the ground and made it rosy for their feet, it bloomed upon the ceiling that its glow might set off their bright faces, and it kindled up a general illumination in Mrs. Craggs’s little belfry.
Now, the fire gained new strength, fueled by the lively wind that the dance stirred up, burning bright and high. It was the spirit of the room, present everywhere. It shimmered in people’s eyes, sparkled in the jewels on the snowy necks of the girls, twinkled at their ears as if whispering slyly, flashed around their waists, flickered on the ground making it rosy under their feet, bloomed on the ceiling to highlight their bright faces, and lit up the entire space in Mrs. Craggs’s little belfry.
Now, too, the lively air that fanned it, grew less gentle as the music quickened and the dance proceeded with new spirit; and a breeze arose that made the leaves and berries dance upon the wall, as they had often done upon the trees; and rustled in the room as if an invisible company of fairies, treading in the footsteps of the good substantial revellers, were whirling after them. Now, too, no feature of the Doctor’s face could be distinguished as he spun and spun; and now there seemed a dozen Birds of Paradise in fitful flight; and now there were a thousand little bells at work; and now a fleet of flying skirts was ruffled by a little tempest; when the music gave in, and the dance was over.[114]
Now, too, the lively breeze that surrounded them became less gentle as the music picked up and the dance continued with renewed energy; a gust of wind stirred the leaves and berries on the wall, just like they often did on the trees; and it rustled in the room as if an invisible group of fairies, following in the footsteps of the hearty dancers, were swirling after them. At that moment, no feature of the Doctor’s face could be seen as he spun around; and now there seemed to be a dozen Birds of Paradise flying in sudden bursts; and now there were a thousand little bells ringing; and now a flurry of skirts fluttered in a tiny whirlwind; just as the music faded and the dance came to an end.[114]
Hot and breathless as the Doctor was, it only made him the more impatient for Alfred’s coming.[115]
Hot and out of breath as the Doctor was, it only made him even more impatient for Alfred to arrive.[115]
“Anything been seen, Britain? Anything been heard?”
“Did you see anything, Britain? Did you hear anything?”
“Too dark to see far, Sir. Too much noise inside the house to hear.”
“It's too dark to see far, Sir. There's too much noise in the house to hear.”
“That’s right! The gayer welcome for him. How goes the time?”
"That's right! A warmer welcome for him. How's the time?"
“Just twelve, Sir. He can’t be long, Sir.”
“Just twelve, Sir. He can’t be gone long, Sir.”
“Stir up the fire, and throw another log upon it,” said the Doctor. “Let him see his welcome blazing out upon the night—good boy!—as he comes along!”
“Stir up the fire and throw another log on it,” said the Doctor. “Let him see his warm welcome glowing in the night—good boy!—as he comes along!”
He saw it—Yes! From the chaise he caught the light, as he turned the corner by the old church. He knew the room from which it shone. He saw the wintry branches of the old trees between the light and him. He knew that one of those trees rustled musically in the summer time at the window of Marion’s chamber.
He saw it—Yes! From the chaise, he noticed the light as he turned the corner by the old church. He recognized the room from which it was shining. He could see the bare branches of the old trees between the light and himself. He remembered that one of those trees rustled melodically during the summer at the window of Marion’s room.
The tears were in his eyes. His heart throbbed so violently that he could hardly bear his happiness. How often he had thought of this time—pictured it under all circumstances—feared that it might never come—yearned, and wearied for it—far away![116]
The tears filled his eyes. His heart raced so intensely that he could barely handle his joy. He had imagined this moment countless times—envisioned it in every situation—worried it might never happen—longed for it, and exhausted himself waiting for it—so far away![116]
Again the light! Distinct and ruddy; kindled, he knew, to give him welcome, and to speed him home. He beckoned with his hand, and waved his hat, and cheered out, loud, as if the light were they, and they could see and hear him, as he dashed towards them through the mud and mire, triumphantly.
Again the light! Bright and red; he knew it was lit to welcome him and guide him home. He waved his hand, lifted his hat, and shouted cheerfully, as if the light could see and hear him, as he rushed toward them through the mud and muck, victorious.
“Stop!” He knew the Doctor, and understood what he had done. He would not let it be a surprise to them. But he could make it one, yet, by going forward on foot. If the orchard gate were open, he could enter there; if not, the wall was easily climbed, as he knew of old; and he would be among them in an instant.
“Stop!” He recognized the Doctor and realized what he had done. He wouldn’t let it catch them off guard. But he could still create a surprise by going forward on foot. If the orchard gate was open, he could go in there; if not, he could easily climb over the wall, as he knew from before; and he would be with them in no time.
He dismounted from the chaise, and telling the driver—even that was not easy in his agitation—to remain behind for a few minutes, and then to follow slowly, ran on with exceeding swiftness, tried the gate, scaled the wall, jumped down on the other side, and stood panting in the old orchard.
He got off the carriage and, even though he was really anxious, told the driver to wait for a few minutes and then follow slowly. He ran ahead quickly, tried the gate, climbed over the wall, jumped down on the other side, and stood there, breathing heavily in the old orchard.
There was a frosty rime upon the trees, which, in the faint light of the clouded moon, hung upon the smaller branches like dead garlands. Withered leaves crackled and snapped beneath his feet, as[117] he crept softly on towards the house. The desolation of a winter night sat brooding on the earth, and in the sky. But the red light came cheerily towards him from the windows: figures passed and repassed there: and the hum and murmur of voices greeted his ear, sweetly.
There was a frosty coating on the trees that, in the dim light of the cloudy moon, hung on the smaller branches like dead decorations. Dry leaves crunched and snapped under his feet as[117] he quietly made his way toward the house. The emptiness of a winter night loomed over the ground and in the sky. But the warm light shone cheerfully from the windows: figures moved back and forth inside, and the sound of voices filled the air pleasantly.
Listening for hers: attempting, as he crept on, to detach it from the rest, and half-believing that he heard it: he had nearly reached the door, when it was abruptly opened, and a figure coming out encountered his. It instantly recoiled with a half-suppressed cry.
Listening for hers: trying, as he moved forward, to separate it from everything else, and almost convinced that he heard it: he had almost reached the door when it was suddenly opened, and a figure stepping out ran into him. It immediately pulled back with a muffled cry.
“Clemency,” he said, “don’t you know me?”
“Clemency,” he said, “don’t you recognize me?”
“Don’t come in,” she answered, pushing him back. “Go away. Don’t ask me why. Don’t come in.”
“Don’t come in,” she said, pushing him away. “Go away. Don’t ask me why. Just don’t come in.”
“What is the matter?” he exclaimed.
"What's happening?" he exclaimed.
“I don’t know. I—I am afraid to think. Go back. Hark!”
“I don’t know. I—I’m afraid to think. Go back. Listen!”
There was a sudden tumult in the house. She put her hands upon her ears. A wild scream, such as no hands could shut out, was heard; and Grace—distraction in her looks and manner—rushed out at the door.[118]
There was a sudden commotion in the house. She covered her ears. A piercing scream, one that no hands could block out, echoed; and Grace—distraught in her expression and behavior—ran out the door.[118]
“Grace!” He caught her in his arms. “What is it! Is she dead!”
“Grace!” He wrapped his arms around her. “What’s wrong! Is she dead!”
She disengaged herself, as if to recognise his face, and fell down at his feet.
She pulled away, as if trying to make sense of his face, and collapsed at his feet.
A crowd of figures came about them from the house. Among them was her father, with a paper in his hand.
A group of people gathered around them from the house. Among them was her dad, holding a piece of paper.
“What is it!” cried Alfred, grasping his hair with his hands, and looking in an agony from face to face, as he bent upon his knee, beside the insensible girl. “Will no one look at me? Will no one speak to me? Does no one know me? Is there no voice among you all, to tell me what it is!”
“What is it!” cried Alfred, grabbing his hair and looking in distress from one person to another as he knelt beside the unconscious girl. “Will no one look at me? Will no one talk to me? Does no one recognize me? Is there no one here who can tell me what’s happening?”
There was a murmur among them. “She is gone.”
There was a quiet conversation among them. “She’s gone.”
“Gone!” he echoed.
"It's gone!" he echoed.
“Fled, my dear Alfred!” said the Doctor, in a broken voice, and with his hands before his face. “Gone from her home and us. To-night! She writes that she has made her innocent and blameless choice—entreats that we will forgive her—prays that we will not forget her—and is gone.”
“Fled, my dear Alfred!” said the Doctor, in a shaky voice, with his hands covering his face. “She’s left her home and us. Tonight! She writes that she has made her innocent and blameless choice—begs us to forgive her—hopes we won’t forget her—and is gone.”
“With whom? Where?”
"Who with? Where?"
He started up as if to follow in pursuit, but when[119] they gave way to let him pass, looked wildly round upon them, staggered back, and sunk down in his former attitude, clasping one of Grace’s cold hands in his own.
He jumped up as if to chase after them, but when[119] they stepped aside to let him go by, he glanced around at them in confusion, staggered back, and slumped down into his previous position, holding one of Grace’s cold hands in his.
There was a hurried running to and fro, confusion, noise, disorder, and no purpose. Some proceeded to disperse themselves about the roads, and some took horse, and some got lights, and some conversed together, urging that there was no trace or track to follow. Some approached him kindly, with the view of offering consolation; some admonished him that Grace must be removed into the house, and he prevented it. He never heard them, and he never moved.
There was a flurry of activity all around, chaos, noise, disorder, and no clear goal. Some scattered onto the roads, some rode horses, some got lights, and others talked among themselves, insisting that there was no sign or path to follow. Some came up to him kindly, trying to offer comfort; some told him that Grace needed to be taken into the house, but he stopped them. He never heard them, and he never moved.
The snow fell fast and thick. He looked up for a moment in the air, and thought that those white ashes strewn upon his hopes and misery, were suited to them well. He looked round on the whitening ground, and thought how Marion’s foot-prints would be hushed and covered up, as soon as made, and even that remembrance of her blotted out. But he never felt the weather, and he never stirred.
The snow fell quickly and heavily. He looked up for a moment at the sky and thought that those white flakes scattered over his hopes and sorrow fit perfectly. He glanced at the white ground and thought about how Marion’s footprints would be muffled and erased as soon as they were made, wiping out even that memory of her. But he didn’t feel the cold, and he didn’t move.
PART THE THIRD.
The world had grown six years older since that night of the return. It was a warm autumn afternoon, and there had been heavy rain.[124]
The world had aged six years since that night of the return. It was a warm autumn afternoon, and there had been a lot of rain.[124]
The sun burst suddenly from among the clouds: and the old battle-ground, sparkling brilliantly and cheerfully at sight of it in one green place, flashed a responsive welcome there, which spread along the country side as if a joyful beacon had been lighted up, and answered from a thousand stations.
The sun suddenly broke through the clouds, and the old battlefield, shining brightly and happily at its sight in one green spot, flashed a welcoming response that spread across the countryside as if a joyful beacon had been lit, with replies coming from a thousand places.
How beautiful the landscape kindling in the light, and that luxuriant influence passing on like a celestial presence, brightening everything! The wood, a sombre mass before, revealed its varied tints of yellow, green, brown, red; its different forms of trees, with raindrops glittering on their leaves and twinkling as they fell. The verdant meadow-land, bright and glowing, seemed as if it had been blind a minute since, and now had found a sense of sight wherewith to look up at the shining sky. Corn-fields, hedge-rows, fences, homesteads, the clustered roofs, the steeple of the church, the stream, the watermill, all sprung out of the gloomy darkness, smiling. Birds sang sweetly, flowers raised their drooping heads, fresh scents arose from the invigorated ground; the blue expanse above, extended and diffused itself; already the sun’s slanting rays pierced mortally the sullen bank of cloud that[125] lingered in its flight; and a rainbow, spirit of all the colors that adorned the earth and sky, spanned the whole arch with its triumphant glory.
How beautiful the landscape comes alive in the light, and that lush influence spreads like a heavenly presence, brightening everything! The woods, once a dark mass, showed off its various shades of yellow, green, brown, and red; different types of trees had raindrops gleaming on their leaves, sparkling as they fell. The vibrant meadow, bright and radiant, seemed as if it had just opened its eyes after being blind for a moment and now was looking up at the shining sky. Cornfields, hedgerows, fences, homes with clustered roofs, the church steeple, the stream, the watermill—all emerged from the gloomy darkness, smiling. Birds sang sweetly, flowers lifted their drooping heads, fresh scents rose from the revitalized ground; the blue sky above spread out and expanded; already the sun’s angled rays penetrated the stubborn bank of clouds that[125] lingered in their path; and a rainbow, the spirit of all the colors that adorned the earth and sky, arched across it in triumphant glory.
At such a time, one little roadside Inn, snugly sheltered behind a great elm-tree with a rare seat for idlers encircling its capacious bole, addressed a cheerful front towards the traveller, as a house of entertainment ought, and tempted him with many mute but significant assurances of a comfortable welcome. The ruddy sign-board perched up in the tree, with its golden letters winking in the sun, ogled the passer-by from among the green leaves, like a jolly face, and promised good cheer. The horse-trough, full of clear fresh water, and the ground below it, sprinkled with droppings of fragrant hay, made every horse that passed prick up his ears. The crimson curtains in the lower rooms, and the pure white hangings in the little bed-chambers above, beckoned, Come in! with every breath of air. Upon the bright green shutters, there were golden legends about beer and ale, and neat wines, and good beds; and an affecting picture of a brown jug frothing over at the top. Upon the window-sills were flowering plants in bright red pots, which made a[126] lively show against the white front of the house; and in the darkness of the doorway there were streaks of light, which glanced off from the surfaces of bottles and tankards.
At that time, a cozy little roadside inn, nicely tucked behind a big elm tree with a rare seating area for those wanting to relax around its wide trunk, presented a friendly facade to travelers, as any good place of hospitality should. It invited them in with many silent yet telling signs of a warm welcome. The bright signboard hanging in the tree, with its golden letters glinting in the sunlight, winked at passersby from among the green leaves, like a cheerful face promising good times. The horse trough, filled with fresh, clear water, and the ground around it, sprinkled with the scent of sweet hay, made every horse that went by perk up its ears. The red curtains in the lower rooms and the crisp white curtains in the little bedrooms above called out, "Come in!" with every breeze. On the bright green shutters, there were golden signs advertising beer, ale, fine wines, and comfy beds, along with a charming picture of a frothy brown jug. Flowering plants in bright red pots decorated the window sills, creating a vibrant contrast against the white of the house, and the shadows of the doorway revealed glimmers of light reflecting off bottles and tankards.
On the door-step, appeared a proper figure of a landlord, too; for though he was a short man, he was round and broad; and stood with his hands in his pockets, and his legs just wide enough apart to express a mind at rest upon the subject of the cellar, and an easy confidence—too calm and virtuous to become a swagger—in the general resources of the Inn. The superabundant moisture, trickling from everything after the late rain, set him off well. Nothing near him was thirsty. Certain top-heavy dahlias, looking over the palings of his neat well-ordered garden, had swilled as much as they could carry—perhaps a trifle more—and may have been the worse for liquor; but the sweetbriar, roses, wall-flowers, the plants at the windows, and the leaves on the old tree, were in the beaming state of moderate company that had taken no more than was wholesome for them, and had served to develope their best qualities. Sprinkling dewy drops about them on the ground,[127] they seemed profuse of innocent and sparkling mirth, that did good where it lighted, softening neglected corners which the steady rain could seldom reach, and hurting nothing.
On the doorstep stood a proper landlord, too. Even though he was short, he was round and broad, with his hands in his pockets and his legs spread just wide enough to show he was at ease about the cellar and confident—calm and virtuous enough not to seem like a show-off—about the Inn's overall resources. The excess moisture from the recent rain highlighted him nicely. Nothing around him was parched. Some top-heavy dahlias, peeking over the fence of his tidy garden, had drunk as much as they could handle—maybe a little too much—and might have been the worse for it. But the sweetbriar, roses, wallflowers, the plants in the windows, and the leaves on the old tree looked like moderately well-behaved guests who had only consumed what was good for them, enhancing their best qualities. Sprinkling dewy drops on the ground around them, they radiated innocent and sparkling joy, bringing a positive touch to neglected corners that steady rain rarely reached, doing no harm.
This village Inn had assumed, on being established, an uncommon sign. It was called The Nutmeg Grater. And underneath that household word, was inscribed, up in the tree, on the same flaming board, and in the like golden characters, By Benjamin Britain.
This village inn had an unusual sign when it was founded. It was called The Nutmeg Grater. And underneath that familiar name, it was inscribed, up in the tree, on the same bright sign, and in the same golden letters, By Benjamin Britain.
At a second glance, and on a more minute examination of his face, you might have known that it was no other than Benjamin Britain himself who stood in the doorway—reasonably changed by time, but for the better; a very comfortable host indeed.
At a second glance, and upon closer inspection of his face, you might have recognized that it was none other than Benjamin Britain himself standing in the doorway—somewhat changed by time, but in a good way; a very welcoming host indeed.
“Mrs. B.,” said Mr. Britain, looking down the road, “is rather late. It’s tea time.”
“Mrs. B.,” said Mr. Britain, looking down the road, “is a bit late. It’s tea time.”
As there was no Mrs. Britain coming, he strolled leisurely out into the road and looked up at the house, very much to his satisfaction. “It’s just the sort of house,” said Benjamin, “I should wish to stop at, if I didn’t keep it.”
As there was no Mrs. Britain coming, he walked casually out into the street and looked up at the house, feeling quite pleased. "It's exactly the kind of house," Benjamin said, "I would want to stay in if I didn't own it."
Then he strolled towards the garden paling, and took a look at the dahlias. They looked over at him, with a helpless, drowsy hanging of their heads: which bobbed again, as the heavy drops of wet dripped off them.
Then he walked over to the garden fence and checked out the dahlias. They looked at him with a helpless, sleepy droop of their heads, which bounced again as the heavy drops of water dripped off them.
“You must be looked after,” said Benjamin.[129] “Memorandum, not to forget to tell her so. She’s a long time coming!”
“You need to be taken care of,” said Benjamin.[129] “Note to self, don’t forget to mention that to her. It’s been a while!”
Mr. Britain’s better half seemed to be by so very much his better half, that his own moiety of himself was utterly cast away and helpless without her.
Mr. Britain's better half seemed to be so much his other half that his own part of himself was completely lost and helpless without her.
“She hadn’t much to do, I think,” said Ben. “There were a few little matters of business after market, but not many. Oh! here we are at last!”
“She didn’t have much to do, I think,” said Ben. “There were a few small business matters after the market, but not many. Oh! Here we are at last!”
A chaise-cart, driven by a boy, came clattering along the road: and seated in it, in a chair, with a large well-saturated umbrella spread out to dry behind her, was the plump figure of a matronly woman, with her bare arms folded across a basket which she carried on her knee, several other baskets and parcels lying crowded about her, and a certain bright good-nature in her face and contented awkwardness in her manner, as she jogged to and fro with the motion of her carriage, which smacked of old times, even in the distance. Upon her nearer approach, this relish of bygone days was not diminished; and when the cart stopped at the Nutmeg Grater door, a pair of shoes, alighting from it, slipped nimbly through Mr. Britain’s open arms, and came[130] down with a substantial weight upon the pathway, which shoes could hardly have belonged to any one but Clemency Newcome.
A cart pulled by a boy came clattering down the road. Sitting in it, in a chair, with a large, damp umbrella spread out to dry behind her, was the plump figure of a matronly woman. Her bare arms were folded across a basket on her knee, and several other baskets and parcels were crowded around her. There was a bright, cheerful look on her face and a contented awkwardness in her manner as she bounced back and forth with the motion of the carriage, which felt reminiscent of old times, even from a distance. As she got closer, that sense of nostalgia didn't fade. When the cart stopped at the Nutmeg Grater door, a pair of shoes jumped out quickly from it, slipping through Mr. Britain’s open arms and landing heavily on the pathway. Those shoes could only belong to Clemency Newcome.
In fact they did belong to her, and she stood in them, and a rosy comfortable-looking soul she was: with as much soap on her glossy face as in times of yore, but with whole elbows now, that had grown quite dimpled in her improved condition.
In fact, they did belong to her, and she stood in them, looking like a cheerful and cozy person: with as much soap on her shiny face as in the old days, but with perfectly intact elbows now, which had become quite dimpled due to her better circumstances.
“You’re late, Clemmy!” said Mr. Britain.
“You're late, Clemmy!” Mr. Britain said.
“Why, you see, Ben, I’ve had a deal to do!” she replied, looking busily after the safe removal into the house of all the packages and baskets; “eight, nine, ten—where’s eleven? Oh! my baskets, eleven! It’s all right. Put the horse up, Harry, and if he coughs again give him a warm mash to-night. Eight, nine, ten. Why, where’s eleven? Oh I forgot, it’s all right. How’s the children, Ben?”
“Look, Ben, I’ve had a lot to manage!” she said, keeping an eye on the safe unloading of all the packages and baskets into the house; “eight, nine, ten—where’s eleven? Oh! my baskets, eleven! It’s all good. Put the horse away, Harry, and if he coughs again, give him a warm mash tonight. Eight, nine, ten. Wait, where’s eleven? Oh, I forgot, it’s fine. How are the kids, Ben?”
“Hearty, Clemmy, hearty.”
“Stay strong, Clemmy, stay strong.”
“Bless their precious faces!” said Mrs. Britain, unbonneting her own round countenance (for she and her husband were by this time in the bar), and smoothing her hair with her open hands. “Give us a kiss, old man.”[131]
“Bless their sweet faces!” said Mrs. Britain, taking off her bonnet to reveal her round face (since she and her husband were now in the bar) and smoothing her hair with her hands. “Give us a kiss, old man.”[131]
Mr. Britain promptly complied.
Mr. Britain quickly complied.
“I think,” said Mrs. Britain, applying herself to her pockets and drawing forth an immense bulk of thin books and crumpled papers, a very kennel of dogs’ ears: “I’ve done everything. Bills all settled—turnips sold—brewer’s account looked into and paid—’bacco pipes ordered—seventeen pound four paid into the Bank—Doctor Heathfield’s charge for little Clem—you’ll guess what that is—Doctor Heathfield won’t take nothing again, Ben.”
“I think,” said Mrs. Britain, reaching into her pockets and pulling out a huge stack of thin books and crumpled papers, a real mess of dog-eared pages: “I’ve done everything. All the bills are settled—turnips sold—the brewer’s account checked and paid—tobacco pipes ordered—seventeen pounds four deposited into the bank—Doctor Heathfield’s charge for little Clem—you can guess what that is—Doctor Heathfield won’t take anything again, Ben.”
“I thought he wouldn’t,” returned Britain.
“I thought he wouldn’t,” replied Britain.
“No. He says whatever family you was to have, Ben, he’d never put you to the cost of a halfpenny. Not if you was to have twenty.”
“No. He says whatever family you might have, Ben, he’d never make you spend a penny. Not even if you had twenty.”
Mr. Britain’s face assumed a serious expression, and he looked hard at the wall.
Mr. Britain’s face took on a serious look, and he stared intently at the wall.
“A’nt it kind of him?” said Clemency.
"Isn't it nice of him?" said Clemency.
“Very,” returned Mr. Britain. “It’s the sort of kindness that I wouldn’t presume upon, on any account.”
“Absolutely,” replied Mr. Britain. “It’s the kind of kindness that I wouldn’t take for granted, under any circumstances.”
“No,” retorted Clemency. “Of course not. Then there’s the pony—he fetched eight pound two; and that a’nt bad, is it?”
“No,” replied Clemency. “Of course not. Then there’s the pony—he sold for eight pounds two; and that’s not bad, is it?”
“I’m glad you’re pleased!” exclaimed his wife. “I thought you would be; and I think that’s all, and so no more at present from yours and cetrer, C. Britain. Ha ha ha! There! Take all the papers, and lock ’em. Oh! Wait a minute. Here’s a printed bill to stick on the wall. Wet from the printer’s. How nice it smells!”
“I’m glad you’re happy!” his wife exclaimed. “I figured you would be; and I think that’s all, so no more for now from yours and ceteris, C. Britain. Ha ha ha! There! Take all the papers, and lock them up. Oh! Hold on. Here’s a printed bill to put on the wall. Fresh from the printer. It smells so good!”
“What’s this?” said Ben, looking over the document.
“What’s this?” Ben said, glancing at the document.
“I don’t know,” replied his wife. “I haven’t read a word of it.”
“I don’t know,” his wife replied. “I haven’t read a single word of it.”
“‘To be sold by Auction,’” read the host of the Nutmeg Grater, “‘unless previously disposed of by private contract.’”
“‘For sale at auction,’” read the host of the Nutmeg Grater, “‘unless sold earlier through private agreement.’”
“They always put that,” said Clemency.
“They always include that,” said Clemency.
“Yes, but they don’t always put this,” he returned. “Look here, ‘Mansion’ &c.—‘offices,’ &c., ‘shrubberies,’ &c., ‘ring fence,’ &c. ‘Messrs. Snitchey and Craggs,’ &c. ‘ornamental portion of the unencumbered freehold property of Michael Warden, Esquire, intending to continue to reside abroad’!”
“Yes, but they don’t always include this,” he replied. “Look here, ‘Mansion’ &c.—‘offices,’ &c., ‘shrubberies,’ &c., ‘ring fence,’ &c. ‘Messrs. Snitchey and Craggs,’ &c. ‘ornamental portion of the unencumbered freehold property of Michael Warden, Esquire, who plans to keep living abroad’!”
“Intending to continue to reside abroad!” repeated Clemency.[133]
“Planning to keep living abroad!” repeated Clemency.[133]
“Here it is,” said Mr. Britain. “Look!”
“Here it is,” said Mr. Britain. “Look!”
“And it was only this very day that I heard it whispered at the old house, that better and plainer news had been half promised of her, soon!” said Clemency, shaking her head sorrowfully, and patting her elbows as if the recollection of old times unconsciously awakened her old habits. “Dear, dear, dear! There’ll be heavy hearts, Ben, yonder.”
“And it was just today that I heard it whispered at the old house that clearer and better news about her was half promised, soon!” said Clemency, shaking her head sadly and patting her elbows as if the memories of the past unconsciously brought back her old habits. “Oh dear, oh dear, oh dear! There are going to be heavy hearts, Ben, over there.”
Mr. Britain heaved a sigh, and shook his head, and said he couldn’t make it out: he had left off trying long ago. With that remark, he applied himself to putting up the bill just inside the bar window: and Clemency, after meditating in silence for a few moments, roused herself, cleared her thoughtful brow, and bustled off to look after the children.
Mr. Britain let out a sigh, shook his head, and said he couldn’t figure it out: he had stopped trying a long time ago. With that, he focused on putting up the sign just inside the bar window. Clemency, after thinking for a few moments in silence, pulled herself together, cleared her furrowed brow, and hurried off to check on the kids.
Though the host of the Nutmeg Grater had a lively regard for his good-wife, it was of the old patronising kind; and she amused him mightily. Nothing would have astonished him so much, as to have known for certain from any third party, that it was she who managed the whole house, and made him, by her plain straightforward thrift, good-humour, honesty, and industry, a thriving man. So easy it is, in any degree[134] of life, (as the world very often finds it,) to take those cheerful natures that never assert their merit, at their own modest valuation; and to conceive a flippant liking of people for their outward oddities and eccentricities, whose innate worth, if we would look so far, might make us blush in the comparison!
Although the host of the Nutmeg Grater had a lively fondness for his wife, it was the old-fashioned kind where he saw her as less than equal, and she entertained him greatly. Nothing would have surprised him more than to learn from anyone else that she was the one running the entire household, and that her straightforward thrift, good humor, honesty, and hard work made him a successful man. It's so easy, in any aspect of life, for people to underestimate those cheerful personalities who never demand recognition for their worth and instead to develop a casual fondness for others’ quirks and eccentricities, whose true value, if we took a moment to consider, might make us feel embarrassed in comparison!
It was comfortable to Mr. Britain, to think of his own condescension in having married Clemency. She was a perpetual testimony to him of the goodness of his heart, and the kindness of his disposition; and he felt that her being an excellent wife was an illustration of the old precept that virtue is its own reward.
Mr. Britain felt good about his condescension in marrying Clemency. She was a constant reminder to him of the goodness of his heart and the kindness of his nature; he believed that her being such a great wife was proof of the saying that virtue is its own reward.
He had finished wafering up the bill, and had locked the vouchers for her day’s proceedings in the cupboard—chuckling all the time, over her capacity for business—when, returning with the news that the two Master Britains were playing in the coach-house, under the superintendence of one Betsey, and that little Clem was sleeping “like a picture,” she sat down to tea, which had awaited her arrival, on a little table. It was a very neat little bar, with the usual display of bottles and glasses; a sedate clock, right to the minute (it was half-past five); everything[135] in its place, and everything furbished and polished up to the very utmost.
He had finished adding up the bill and locked the vouchers for her day's activities in the cupboard—chuckling the whole time about her business skills—when he returned with the news that the two Master Britains were playing in the coach house, under the supervision of one Betsey, and that little Clem was sleeping “like a picture.” She sat down to tea, which had been waiting for her on a small table. It was a very neat little bar, with the usual display of bottles and glasses; a sober clock, accurate to the minute (it was half-past five); everything[135] in its place, and everything polished and cleaned to perfection.
“It’s the first time I’ve sat down quietly to-day, I declare,” said Mrs. Britain, taking a long breath, as if she had sat down for the night; but getting up again immediately to hand her husband his tea, and cut him his bread-and-butter; “how that bill does set me thinking of old times!”
“It’s the first time I’ve had a quiet moment today, I swear,” said Mrs. Britain, taking a deep breath, as if she were settling in for the night; but she got up right away to hand her husband his tea and cut his bread-and-butter. “That bill really makes me think about the old days!”
“Ah!” said Mr. Britain, handling his saucer like an oyster, and disposing of its contents on the same principle.
“Ah!” said Mr. Britain, holding his saucer like an oyster and getting rid of its contents in the same way.
“That same Mr. Michael Warden,” said Clemency, shaking her head at the notice of sale, “lost me my old place.”
“That same Mr. Michael Warden,” said Clemency, shaking her head at the notice of sale, “cost me my old place.”
“And got you your husband,” said Mr. Britain.
“And got you your husband,” said Mr. Britain.
“Well! So he did,” retorted Clemency, “and many thanks to him.”
“Well! He sure did,” replied Clemency, “and a big thanks to him.”
“Man’s the creature of habit,” said Mr. Britain, surveying her, over his saucer. “I had somehow got used to you, Clem; and I found I shouldn’t be able to get on without you. So we went and got made man and wife. Ha, ha! We! Who’d have thought it!”[136]
“People are creatures of habit,” said Mr. Britain, looking at her over his saucer. “I had somehow gotten used to you, Clem; and I realized I wouldn’t be able to manage without you. So we went and got married. Ha, ha! Us! Who would have thought it!”[136]
“Who indeed!” cried Clemency. “It was very good of you, Ben.”
“Who, indeed!” exclaimed Clemency. “That was really nice of you, Ben.”
“No, no, no,” replied Mr. Britain, with an air of self-denial. “Nothing worth mentioning.”
“No, no, no,” Mr. Britain replied, acting as if he were denying something. “Nothing worth mentioning.”
“Oh yes it was, Ben,” said his wife, with great simplicity; “I’m sure I think so; and am very much obliged to you. Ah!” looking again at the bill; “when she was known to be gone, and out of reach, dear girl, I couldn’t help telling—for her sake quite as much as theirs—what I knew, could I?”
“Oh yes it was, Ben,” his wife said simply. “I really think so, and I’m very grateful to you. Ah!” she glanced back at the bill. “When it was clear she was gone and out of reach, the dear girl, I couldn’t help but share what I knew—mostly for her sake as much as theirs—could I?”
“You told it, any how,” observed her husband.
"You went ahead and told it, anyway," her husband remarked.
“And Doctor Jeddler,” pursued Clemency, putting down her tea-cup, and looking thoughtfully at the bill, “in his grief and passion, turned me out of house and home! I never have been so glad of anything in all my life, as that I didn’t say an angry word to him, and hadn’t an angry feeling towards him, even then; for he repented that truly, afterwards. How often he has sat in this room, and told me over and over again, he was sorry for it!—the last time, only yesterday, when you were out. How often he has sat in this room, and talked to me, hour after hour, about one thing and another, in which he made believe to be[137] interested!—but only for the sake of the days that are gone away, and because he knows she used to like me, Ben!”
“And Doctor Jeddler,” Clemency continued, setting down her tea cup and looking thoughtfully at the bill, “in his grief and passion, kicked me out of my home! I've never been so happy about anything in my life as I am that I didn’t say anything hurtful to him, and didn’t feel any anger towards him, even then; because he really regretted it afterward. How many times has he sat in this room, telling me over and over again that he was sorry for it!—the last time was just yesterday, when you were out. How often he has sat in this room and talked to me for hours about this and that, pretending to be[137] interested!—but only for the sake of the days that have passed, and because he knows she used to like me, Ben!”
“Why, how did you ever come to catch a glimpse of that, Clem?” asked her husband: astonished that she should have a distinct perception of a truth which had only dimly suggested itself to his inquiring mind.
“Wow, how did you manage to catch a glimpse of that, Clem?” her husband asked, surprised that she had a clear understanding of a truth that had only vaguely occurred to him.
“I don’t know I’m sure,” said Clemency, blowing her tea, to cool it. “Bless you, I couldn’t tell you if you was to offer me a reward of a hundred pound.”
“I don’t really know,” said Clemency, blowing on her tea to cool it down. “Honestly, I couldn’t tell you even if you offered me a hundred pounds.”
He might have pursued this metaphysical subject but for her catching a glimpse of a substantial fact behind him, in the shape of a gentleman attired in mourning, and cloaked and booted like a rider on horseback, who stood at the bar-door. He seemed attentive to their conversation, and not at all impatient to interrupt it.
He might have continued discussing this abstract topic if she hadn't noticed a significant detail behind him: a gentleman dressed in black, wearing a cloak and boots like a horseback rider, who was standing at the bar door. He appeared to be listening to their conversation and didn’t seem impatient to interrupt.
Clemency hastily rose at this sight. Mr. Britain also rose and saluted the guest. “Will you please to walk up stairs, Sir. There’s a very nice room up stairs, Sir.”
Clemency quickly got up at the sight. Mr. Britain also stood up and greeted the guest. “Would you please come upstairs, sir? There’s a very nice room upstairs, sir.”
“Thank you,” said the stranger, looking earnestly at Mr. Britain’s wife. “May I come in here?”[138]
“Thank you,” said the stranger, looking intently at Mr. Britain’s wife. “Can I come in here?”[138]
“Oh, surely, if you like, Sir,” returned Clemency, admitting him. “What would you please to want, Sir?”
“Oh, of course, if that's what you want, Sir,” replied Clemency, letting him in. “What can I do for you, Sir?”
The bill had caught his eye, and he was reading it.
The bill caught his attention, and he was reading it.
“Excellent property that, Sir,” observed Mr. Britain.
“Great property that is, sir,” said Mr. Britain.
He made no answer; but turning round, when he had finished reading, looked at Clemency with the same observant curiosity as before. “You were asking me,” he said, still looking at her—
He didn’t respond, but once he finished reading, he turned to Clemency and regarded her with the same curious interest as before. “You were asking me,” he said, still looking at her—
“What you would please to take, Sir,” answered Clemency, stealing a glance at him in return.
“What would you like, Sir?” replied Clemency, stealing a glance at him in return.
“If you will let me have a draught of ale,” he said, moving to a table by the window, “and will let me have it here, without being any interruption to your meal, I shall be much obliged to you.”
“If you could give me a glass of ale,” he said, moving to a table by the window, “and if you could bring it to me here, without interrupting your meal, I would really appreciate it.”
He sat down as he spoke, without any further parley, and looked out at the prospect. He was an easy well-knit figure of a man in the prime of life. His face, much browned by the sun, was shaded by a quantity of dark hair; and he wore a moustache. His beer being set before him, he filled out a glass, and drank, good-humouredly, to the house; adding, as he put the tumbler down again:[139]
He sat down as he spoke, without any more discussion, and looked out at the view. He was a fit, sturdy man in the prime of his life. His face, tanned from the sun, was framed by a lot of dark hair, and he had a mustache. When his beer was set in front of him, he filled a glass and cheerfully toasted to the house, adding as he put the glass down again:[139]
“It’s a new house, is it not?”
“It’s a new house, isn’t it?”
“Not particularly new, Sir,” replied Mr. Britain.
“Not exactly new, Sir,” replied Mr. Britain.
“Between five and six years old,” said Clemency: speaking very distinctly.
“Between five and six years old,” said Clemency, speaking very clearly.
“I think I heard you mention Doctor Jeddler’s name, as I came in,” inquired the stranger. “That bill reminds me of him; for I happen to know something of that story, by hearsay, and through certain connexions of mine.—Is the old man living?”
“I think I heard you mention Doctor Jeddler’s name when I walked in,” the stranger asked. “That bill makes me think of him because I know a bit about that story, through word of mouth and some connections I have. Is the old man still alive?”
“Yes, he’s living, Sir,” said Clemency.
“Yes, he’s alive, Sir,” said Clemency.
“Much changed?”
"Has much changed?"
“Since when, Sir?” returned Clemency, with remarkable emphasis and expression.
“Since when, Sir?” Clemency replied, with notable emphasis and expression.
“Since his daughter—went away.”
“Since his daughter left.”
“Yes! he’s greatly changed since then,” said Clemency. “He’s grey and old, and hasn’t the same way with him at all; but I think he’s happy now. He has taken on with his sister since then, and goes to see her very often. That did him good, directly. At first, he was sadly broken down; and it was enough to make one’s heart bleed, to see him wandering about, railing at the world; but a great change for the better came over him after a[140] year or two, and then he began to like to talk about his lost daughter, and to praise her, ay and the world too! and was never tired of saying, with the tears in his poor eyes, how beautiful and good she was. He had forgiven her then. That was about the same time as Miss Grace’s marriage. Britain, you remember?”
“Yes! He’s really changed since then,” said Clemency. “He’s grey and old, and he doesn’t have the same demeanor anymore; but I think he’s happy now. He’s reconnected with his sister since then and visits her quite often. That did him a lot of good, right away. At first, he was really broken down; it was heart-wrenching to see him wandering around, complaining about the world. But after a year or two, he underwent a significant change for the better, and then he began to enjoy talking about his lost daughter and praising her, yes, and the world too! He was never tired of saying, with tears in his poor eyes, how beautiful and good she was. He had forgiven her by then. That was around the same time as Miss Grace’s marriage. Britain, you remember?”
Mr. Britain remembered very well.
Mr. Britain remembered very well.
“The sister is married then,” returned the stranger. He paused for some time before he asked, “To whom?”
“The sister is married then,” replied the stranger. He paused for a moment before asking, “To who?”
Clemency narrowly escaped oversetting the tea-board, in her emotion at this question.
Clemency barely managed to avoid knocking over the tea table because of her strong feelings about this question.
“Did you never hear?” she said.
“Did you never hear?” she said.
“I should like to hear,” he replied, as he filled his glass again, and raised it to his lips.
“I'd like to hear,” he replied, as he filled his glass again and lifted it to his lips.
“Ah! It would be a long story, if it was properly told,” said Clemency, resting her chin on the palm of her left hand, and supporting that elbow on her right hand, as she shook her head, and looked back through the intervening years, as if she were looking at a fire. “It would be a long story, I am sure.”
“Ah! It would be a long story if it were told right,” said Clemency, resting her chin on the palm of her left hand and supporting that elbow with her right hand, as she shook her head and looked back through the years, as if gazing at a fire. “I’m sure it would be a long story.”
“But told as a short one,” suggested the stranger.
“But let’s hear it in a short version,” suggested the stranger.
“Told as a short one,” repeated Clemency in the[141] same thoughtful tone, and without any apparent reference to him, or consciousness of having auditors, “what would there be to tell? That they grieved together, and remembered her together, like a person dead; that they were so tender of her, never would reproach her, called her back to one another as she used to be, and found excuses for her? Every one knows that. I’m sure I do. No one better,” added Clemency, wiping her eyes with her hand.
“Short story,” Clemency repeated in the[141] same thoughtful tone, seemingly unaware of him or that anyone was listening. “What’s there to say? That they mourned together and remembered her like she was gone; that they were so caring, never blamed her, wished she could come back to who she used to be, and found reasons to excuse her? Everyone knows that. I’m sure I do. No one better,” Clemency added, wiping her eyes with her hand.
“And so,” suggested the stranger.
“And so,” said the stranger.
“And so,” said Clemency, taking him up mechanically, and without any change in her attitude or manner, “they at last were married. They were married on her birth-day—it comes round again to-morrow—very quiet, very humble like, but very happy. Mr. Alfred said, one night when they were walking in the orchard, ‘Grace, shall our wedding-day be Marion’s birth-day?’ And it was.”
"And so," said Clemency, responding automatically and without changing her posture or tone, "they finally got married. They were married on her birthday—it comes around again tomorrow—very quietly, quite humbly, but very happily. Mr. Alfred said one night while they were walking in the orchard, 'Grace, should our wedding day be Marion's birthday?' And it was."
“And they have lived happily together?” said the stranger.
“And they’ve lived happily together?” said the stranger.
“Ay,” said Clemency. “No two people ever more so. They have had no sorrow but this.”
“Ay,” said Clemency. “No two people ever have. They haven’t experienced any pain except for this.”
She raised her head as with a sudden attention[142] to the circumstances under which she was recalling these events, and looked quickly at the stranger. Seeing that his face was turned towards the window, and that he seemed intent upon the prospect, she made some eager signs to her husband, and pointed to the bill, and moved her mouth as if she were repeating with great energy, one word or phrase to him over and over again. As she uttered no sound, and as her dumb motions like most of her gestures were of a very extraordinary kind, this unintelligible conduct reduced Mr. Britain to the confines of despair. He stared at the table, at the stranger, at the spoons, at his wife—followed her pantomime with looks of deep amazement and perplexity—asked in the same language, was it property in danger, was it he in danger, was it she—answered her signals with other signals expressive of the deepest distress and confusion—followed the motions of her lips—guessed half aloud “milk and water,” “monthly warning,” “mice and walnuts”—and couldn’t approach her meaning.
She lifted her head, suddenly alert to the situation she was recalling, and quickly glanced at the stranger. Noticing that his face was turned toward the window and that he seemed focused on the view, she made some urgent gestures to her husband, pointed to the bill, and moved her mouth as if she were energetically repeating one word or phrase to him over and over. As she didn’t say anything and her silent gestures—like most of her movements—were quite unusual, this puzzling behavior left Mr. Britain feeling utterly hopeless. He stared at the table, at the stranger, at the spoons, and at his wife—followed her miming with looks of deep astonishment and confusion—asked in the same way if it was a property in danger, if he was in danger, if she was—responded to her signals with other gestures showing his own distress and confusion—followed the movements of her lips—guessed out loud “milk and water,” “monthly warning,” “mice and walnuts”—and couldn’t figure out what she meant.
Clemency gave it up at last, as a hopeless attempt; and moving her chair by very slow degrees a little[143] nearer to the stranger, sat with her eyes apparently cast down but glancing sharply at him now and then, waiting until he should ask some other question. She had not to wait long; for he said, presently,
Clemency finally gave up, realizing it was a lost cause; and moving her chair a bit[143] closer to the stranger, she sat with her eyes seemingly downcast but glancing at him sharply every now and then, waiting for him to ask her another question. She didn’t have to wait long, because he said, shortly,
“And what is the after history of the young lady who went away? They know it, I suppose?”
“And what happened to the young lady who left? They know, I guess?”
Clemency shook her head. “I’ve heard,” she said, “that Doctor Jeddler is thought to know more of it than he tells. Miss Grace has had letters from her sister, saying that she was well and happy, and made much happier by her being married to Mr. Alfred: and has written letters back. But there’s a mystery about her life and fortunes, altogether, which nothing has cleared up to this hour, and which—”
Clemency shook her head. “I’ve heard,” she said, “that Doctor Jeddler is believed to know more about it than he lets on. Miss Grace has received letters from her sister, saying that she is well and happy, and even happier because she’s married to Mr. Alfred; and she has written letters back. But there’s a mystery surrounding her life and circumstances that hasn’t been figured out to this day, and which—”
She faltered here, and stopped.
She hesitated and paused.
“And which—” repeated the stranger.
“And which—” repeated the stranger.
“Which only one other person, I believe, could explain,” said Clemency, drawing her breath quickly.
“Which I think only one other person could explain,” said Clemency, catching her breath quickly.
“Who may that be?” asked the stranger.
“Who could that be?” asked the stranger.
“Mr. Michael Warden!” answered Clemency, almost in a shriek: at once conveying to her husband what she would have had him understand before,[144] and letting Michael Warden know that he was recognised.
“Mr. Michael Warden!” Clemency exclaimed, nearly shouting: instantly communicating to her husband what she had wanted him to understand earlier,[144] and making sure Michael Warden knew he was recognized.
“You remember me, Sir,” said Clemency, trembling with emotion; “I saw just now you did! You remember me, that night in the garden. I was with her!”
“You remember me, Sir,” said Clemency, shaking with emotion; “I just saw that you did! You remember me, that night in the garden. I was with her!”
“Yes. You were,” he said.
“Yes. You were,” he replied.
“Yes, Sir,” returned Clemency. “Yes, to be sure. This is my husband, if you please. Ben, my dear Ben, run to Miss Grace—run to Mr. Alfred—run somewhere, Ben! Bring somebody here, directly!”
“Yes, Sir,” replied Clemency. “Yes, of course. This is my husband, if you don’t mind. Ben, my dear Ben, go to Miss Grace—go to Mr. Alfred—go anywhere, Ben! Get someone here, right away!”
“Stay!” said Michael Warden, quietly interposing himself between the door and Britain. “What would you do?”
“Stay!” said Michael Warden, calmly stepping between the door and Britain. “What are you thinking?”
“Let them know that you are here, Sir,” answered Clemency, clapping her hands in sheer agitation. “Let them know that they may hear of her, from your own lips; let them know that she is not quite lost to them, but that she will come home again yet, to bless her father and her loving sister—even her old servant, even me,” she struck herself upon the breast with both hands, “with a sight of her sweet face. Run, Ben, run!” And still she pressed him on towards[145] the door, and still Mr. Warden stood before it, with his hand stretched out, not angrily, but sorrowfully.
“Let them know you’re here, Sir,” Clemency responded, clapping her hands in excitement. “Let them know they can hear about her from you; let them know she’s not completely gone from them, but that she will come home again to bless her father and her loving sister—even her old servant, even me,” she struck her chest with both hands, “with a glimpse of her sweet face. Go, Ben, go!” And she continued to urge him towards[145] the door, while Mr. Warden stood in front of it, hand extended, not in anger, but with sadness.
“Or perhaps,” said Clemency, running past her husband, and catching in her emotion at Mr. Warden’s cloak, “perhaps she’s here now; perhaps she’s close by. I think from your manner she is. Let me see her, Sir, if you please. I waited on her when she was a little child. I saw her grow to be the pride of all this place. I knew her when she was Mr. Alfred’s promised wife. I tried to warn her when you tempted her away. I know what her old home was when she was like the soul of it, and how it changed when she was gone and lost. Let me speak to her, if you please!”
“Or maybe,” said Clemency, running past her husband and grabbing onto Mr. Warden’s cloak in her excitement, “maybe she’s here now; maybe she’s really close. I can tell by your expression that she is. Please, let me see her, Sir. I cared for her when she was a little girl. I watched her grow up to be the pride of this place. I knew her when she was Mr. Alfred’s fiancée. I tried to warn her when you lured her away. I remember what her old home was like when she was the heart of it, and how it changed after she was gone and lost. Please, let me talk to her!”
He gazed at her with compassion, not unmixed with wonder: but he made no gesture of assent.
He looked at her with compassion, mixed with a bit of wonder, but he didn't show any sign of agreement.
“I don’t think she can know,” pursued Clemency, “how truly they forgive her; how they love her; what joy it would be to them, to see her once more. She may be timorous of going home. Perhaps if she sees me, it may give her new heart. Only tell me truly, Mr. Warden, is she with you?”
“I don’t think she can know,” continued Clemency, “how deeply they forgive her; how much they love her; what joy it would bring them to see her again. She might be scared to go home. Maybe if she sees me, it will give her the courage she needs. Just tell me honestly, Mr. Warden, is she with you?”
This answer, and his manner, and his black dress, and his coming back so quietly, and his announced intention of continuing to live abroad, explained it all. Marion was dead.
This response, along with his behavior, his dark clothing, his return in such a quiet way, and his stated plan to keep living overseas, made everything clear. Marion was dead.
He didn’t contradict her; yes, she was dead! Clemency sat down, hid her face upon the table, and cried.
He didn’t argue with her; yes, she was gone! Clemency sat down, buried her face in her arms on the table, and cried.
At that moment, a grey-headed old gentleman came running in quite out of breath, and panting so much that his voice was scarcely to be recognised as the voice of Mr. Snitchey.
At that moment, a grey-haired old man rushed in, clearly out of breath and panting so heavily that it was hard to recognize his voice as Mr. Snitchey’s.
“Good Heaven, Mr. Warden!” said the lawyer, taking him aside, “what wind has blown——” He was so blown himself, that he couldn’t get on any further until after a pause, when he added, feebly, “you here?”
“Good heavens, Mr. Warden!” said the lawyer, pulling him aside, “what brings you here——” He was so shocked himself that he couldn’t continue until after a pause, when he added, weakly, “you here?”
“An ill wind, I am afraid,” he answered. “If you could have heard what has just passed—how I have been besought and entreated to perform impossibilities—what confusion and affliction I carry with me!”
“An unfortunate turn of events, I'm afraid,” he replied. “If you could have heard what just happened—how I’ve been begged and pleaded with to do the impossible—what confusion and distress I’m carrying with me!”
“I can guess it all. But why did you ever come here, my good Sir?” retorted Snitchey.
“I can figure it all out. But why did you even come here, my good Sir?” snapped Snitchey.
“Come! How should I know who kept the house?[147] When I sent my servant on to you, I strolled in here because the place was new to me; and I had a natural curiosity in everything new and old, in these old scenes; and it was outside the town. I wanted to communicate with you first, before appearing there. I wanted to know what people would say to me. I see by your manner that you can tell me. If it were not for your confounded caution, I should have been possessed of everything long ago.”
“Come on! How am I supposed to know who took care of the house?[147] When I sent my servant ahead to you, I walked in here because it was new to me; and I felt a natural curiosity about everything new and old in these familiar scenes; and it’s outside the town. I wanted to talk to you first before showing up there. I was curious about what people would say to me. I can tell from your attitude that you can fill me in. If it weren’t for your annoying caution, I would have known everything long ago.”
“Our caution!” returned the lawyer. “Speaking for Self and Craggs—deceased,” here Mr. Snitchey, glancing at his hat-band, shook his head, “how can you reasonably blame us, Mr. Warden? It was understood between us that the subject was never to be renewed, and that it wasn’t a subject on which grave and sober men like us (I made a note of your observations at the time) could interfere? Our caution too! when Mr. Craggs, Sir, went down to his respected grave in the full belief——”
“Our caution!” replied the lawyer. “Speaking for myself and Craggs—who has passed away,” Mr. Snitchey said, shaking his head as he looked at his hat-band, “how can you reasonably blame us, Mr. Warden? We had an understanding that this topic would never be brought up again, and that it wasn’t something serious and sensible men like us (I took note of your comments at the time) could get involved with? Our caution as well! when Mr. Craggs, Sir, was laid to rest believing——”
“I had given a solemn promise of silence until I should return, whenever that might be,” interrupted Mr. Warden; “and I have kept it.”
"I made a serious promise to stay silent until I returned, whenever that may be," interrupted Mr. Warden; "and I have honored that promise."
“Well, Sir, and I repeat it,” returned Mr. Snitchey,[148] “we were bound to silence too. We were bound to silence in our duty towards ourselves, and in our duty towards a variety of clients, you among them, who were as close as wax. It was not our place to make inquiries of you on such a delicate subject. I had my suspicions, Sir; but it is not six months since I have known the truth, and been assured that you lost her.”
“Well, Sir, and I’ll say it again,” replied Mr. Snitchey,[148] “we had to keep quiet too. We had to be silent out of respect for ourselves, and for our duty to various clients, you included, who were as close as can be. It wasn’t our role to ask you about such a sensitive topic. I had my suspicions, Sir; but it’s only been six months since I found out the truth and was told that you lost her.”
“By whom?” inquired his client.
"By who?" asked his client.
“By Doctor Jeddler himself, Sir, who at last reposed that confidence in me voluntarily. He, and only he, has known the whole truth, years and years.”
“By Doctor Jeddler himself, Sir, who finally placed that trust in me on his own. He, and only he, has known the entire truth for many years.”
“And you know it?” said his client.
“And you know that?” said his client.
“I do, Sir!” replied Snitchey; “and I have also reason to know that it will be broken to her sister to-morrow evening. They have given her that promise. In the meantime, perhaps you’ll give me the honor of your company at my house; being unexpected at your own. But, not to run the chance of any more such difficulties as you have had here, in case you should be recognised—though you’re a good deal changed—I think I might have passed you myself, Mr. Warden—we had better dine here, and[149] walk on in the evening. It’s a very good place to dine at, Mr. Warden: your own property, by the bye. Self and Craggs (deceased) took a chop here sometimes, and had it very comfortably served. Mr. Craggs, Sir,” said Snitchey, shutting his eyes tight for an instant, and opening them again, “was struck off the roll of life too soon.”
“I do, Sir!” replied Snitchey; “and I also know that it will be broken to her sister tomorrow evening. They’ve made that promise. In the meantime, would you do me the honor of joining me at my house since you're unexpected at your own? But, to avoid any more complications like the ones you've faced here, in case you get recognized—though you've changed quite a bit—I think I might have passed you myself, Mr. Warden—we should probably have dinner here, and[149] then go for a walk in the evening. It’s a really nice place to eat, Mr. Warden: your own property, by the way. Craggs (who has passed away) and I used to enjoy a meal here sometimes, and it was served very well. Mr. Craggs, Sir,” said Snitchey, shutting his eyes tight for a moment, then opening them again, “was taken from us too soon.”
“Heaven forgive me for not condoling with you,” returned Michael Warden, passing his hand across his forehead, “but I’m like a man in a dream at present. I seem to want my wits. Mr. Craggs—yes—I am very sorry we have lost Mr. Craggs.” But he looked at Clemency as he said it, and seemed to sympathise with Ben, consoling her.
“Heaven forgive me for not comforting you,” Michael Warden said, wiping his brow, “but I feel like I’m in a dream right now. I seem to have lost my mind. Mr. Craggs—yes—I’m really sorry that we’ve lost Mr. Craggs.” But he looked at Clemency as he spoke and seemed to empathize with Ben, trying to console her.
“Mr. Craggs, Sir,” observed Snitchey, “didn’t find life, I regret to say, as easy to have and to hold as his theory made it out, or he would have been among us now. It’s a great loss to me. He was my right arm, my right leg, my right ear, my right eye, was Mr. Craggs. I am paralytic without him. He bequeathed his share of the business to Mrs. Craggs, her executors, administrators, and assigns. His name remains in the Firm to this hour. I try, in a childish[150] sort of a way, to make believe, sometimes, that he’s alive. You may observe that I speak for Self and Craggs—deceased Sir—deceased,” said the tender-hearted attorney, waving his pocket-handkerchief.
“Mr. Craggs, Sir,” Snitchey remarked, “didn’t find life as easy to manage as his theory suggested, or he would still be here with us. It’s a huge loss for me. He was my right hand, my right leg, my right ear, my right eye—Mr. Craggs was everything to me. I'm completely lost without him. He left his portion of the business to Mrs. Craggs, her executors, administrators, and assigns. His name is still part of the Firm to this day. Sometimes, I find myself naively pretending that he’s still alive. You may notice I speak for myself and Craggs—rest in peace—rest in peace,” said the kind-hearted lawyer, waving his pocket handkerchief.
Michael Warden, who had still been observant of Clemency, turned to Mr. Snitchey, when he ceased to speak, and whispered in his ear.
Michael Warden, who had still been watching Clemency, turned to Mr. Snitchey when he stopped talking and whispered in his ear.
“Ah, poor thing!” said Snitchey, shaking his head. “Yes. She was always very faithful to Marion. She was always very fond of her. Pretty Marion! Poor Marion! Cheer up, Mistress—you are married now, you know, Clemency.”
“Ah, poor thing!” said Snitchey, shaking his head. “Yes. She was always very loyal to Marion. She was always very fond of her. Pretty Marion! Poor Marion! Cheer up, Mistress—you are married now, you know, Clemency.”
Clemency only sighed, and shook her head.
Clemency just sighed and shook her head.
“Well, well! Wait ’till to-morrow,” said the lawyer, kindly.
“Well, well! Just wait until tomorrow,” said the lawyer, kindly.
“To-morrow can’t bring back the dead to life, Mister,” said Clemency, sobbing.
“Tomorrow can't bring the dead back to life, Mister,” said Clemency, crying.
“No. It can’t do that, or it would bring back Mr. Craggs, deceased,” returned the lawyer. “But it may bring some soothing circumstances; it may bring some comfort. Wait ’till to-morrow!”
“No. It can’t do that, or it would bring back Mr. Craggs, who has passed away,” the lawyer replied. “But it might bring some calming circumstances; it might bring some comfort. Wait until tomorrow!”
So Clemency, shaking his proffered hand, said that she would; and Britain, who had been terribly cast[151] down at sight of his despondent wife (which was like the business hanging its head), said that was right; and Mr. Snitchey and Michael Warden went up stairs; and there they were soon engaged in a conversation so cautiously conducted, that no murmur of it was audible above the clatter of plates and dishes, the hissing of the frying-pan, the bubbling of saucepans, the low monotonous waltzing of the Jack—with a dreadful click every now and then as if it had met with some mortal accident to its head, in a fit of giddiness—and all the other preparations in the kitchen, for their dinner.
So Clemency, shaking his offered hand, said that she would; and Britain, who had been really downcast at the sight of his gloomy wife (which felt like the business hanging its head), agreed that it was right; and Mr. Snitchey and Michael Warden went upstairs; and there they quickly got into a conversation so carefully managed that not a word of it could be heard above the clatter of plates and dishes, the hissing of the frying pan, the bubbling of saucepans, the low monotonous waltz of the Jack—with a terrible click now and then as if it had suffered some serious accident to its head, in a dizzy spell—and all the other preparations in the kitchen for their dinner.
To-morrow was a bright and peaceful day; and nowhere were the autumn tints more beautifully seen, than from the quiet orchard of the Doctor’s house. The snows of many winter nights had melted from that ground, the withered leaves of many summer times had rustled there, since she had fled. The honey-suckle porch was green again, the trees cast bountiful and changing shadows on the grass, the landscape was as tranquil and serene as it had ever been; but where was she![152]
Tomorrow was a bright and peaceful day, and nowhere were the autumn colors more beautifully displayed than from the quiet orchard of the Doctor’s house. The snows of many winter nights had melted from that ground, and the withered leaves of many summer days had rustled there since she had run away. The honeysuckle porch was green again, the trees cast generous and shifting shadows on the grass, and the landscape was as calm and serene as it had ever been; but where was she![152]
Not there. Not there. She would have been a stranger sight in her old home now, even than that home had been at first, without her. But a lady sat in the familiar place, from whose heart she had never passed away; in whose true memory she lived, unchanging, youthful, radiant with all promise and all hope; in whose affection—and it was a mother’s now: there was a cherished little daughter playing by her side—she had no rival, no successor; upon whose gentle lips her name was trembling then.
Not there. Not there. She would have seemed like a stranger in her old home now, even more so than when she first left it, without her. But a lady sat in the familiar spot, from whose heart she had never faded; in whose true memory she lived, unchanged, youthful, and glowing with all promise and hope; in whose love—and it was now a mother's, with a beloved little daughter playing by her side—she had no rival, no successor; on whose gentle lips her name was softly spoken then.
The spirit of the lost girl looked out of those eyes. Those eyes of Grace, her sister, sitting with her husband in the orchard, on their wedding-day, and his and Marion’s birth-day.
The spirit of the lost girl was reflected in those eyes. Those eyes of Grace, her sister, sitting with her husband in the orchard, on their wedding day, and on his and Marion’s birthday.
He had not become a great man; he had not grown rich; he had not forgotten the scenes and friends of his youth: he had not fulfilled any one of the Doctor’s old predictions. But in his useful, patient, unknown visiting of poor men’s homes; and in his watching of sick beds; and in his daily knowledge of the gentleness and goodness flowering the bye-paths of the world, not to be trodden down beneath the heavy foot of poverty, but springing up,[153] elastic, in its track, and making its way beautiful; he had better learned and proved, in each succeeding year, the truth of his old faith. The manner of his life, though quiet and remote, had shown him how often men still entertained angels, unawares, as in the olden time; and how the most unlikely forms—even some that were mean and ugly to the view, and poorly clad—became irradiated by the couch of sorrow, want, and pain, and changed to ministering spirits with a glory round their heads.
He hadn't become a great man; he hadn't gotten rich; he hadn't forgotten the scenes and friends of his youth: he hadn't fulfilled any of the Doctor's old predictions. But through his helpful, patient, and often unnoticed visits to poor people's homes; in his care for sick beds; and in his daily awareness of the kindness and goodness blooming along the byways of the world—not crushed down by the heavy foot of poverty, but springing up, [153] resilient, in its path, and making life beautiful—he had better learned and demonstrated, year after year, the truth of his old faith. The way he lived, though quiet and distant, had shown him how often people still welcomed angels without knowing it, just like in the old days; and how even the most unlikely forms—even those that seemed shabby and ugly, and poorly dressed—became illuminated by the burden of sorrow, need, and pain, transforming into helping spirits with a glow around them.
He lived to better purpose on the altered battle-ground perhaps, than if he had contended restlessly in more ambitious lists; and he was happy with his wife, dear Grace.
He lived more meaningfully on the changed battlefield than he might have if he had competed anxiously in more ambitious arenas; and he was happy with his wife, dear Grace.
And Marion. Had he forgotten her?
And Marion. Had he forgotten her?
“The time has flown, dear Grace,” he said, “since then;” they had been talking of that night; “and yet it seems a long long while ago. We count by changes and events within us. Not by years.”
“The time has flown, dear Grace,” he said, “since then;” they had been talking about that night; “and yet it feels like a really long time ago. We measure by the changes and events inside us, not by years.”
“Yet we have years to count by, too, since Marion was with us,” returned Grace. “Six times, dear husband, counting to-night as one, we have sat here on her birth-day, and spoken together of that happy[154] return, so eagerly expected and so long deferred. Ah when will it be! When will it be!”
“Yet we have years to remember, too, since Marion was with us,” Grace replied. “Six times, dear husband, counting tonight as one, we have sat here on her birthday and talked about that joyful[154] return, so eagerly anticipated and so long delayed. Ah, when will it be! When will it be!”
Her husband attentively observed her, as the tears collected in her eyes; and drawing nearer, said:
Her husband watched her closely as tears filled her eyes, and moved closer, saying:
“But Marion told you, in that farewell letter which she left for you upon your table, love, and which you read so often, that years must pass away before it could be. Did she not?”
“But Marion told you in that goodbye letter she left on your table, love, and that you read so often, that years must go by before it could be. Didn't she?”
She took a letter from her breast, and kissed it, and said “Yes.”
She took a letter from her chest, kissed it, and said, “Yes.”
“That through those intervening years, however happy she might be, she would look forward to the time when you would meet again, and all would be made clear: and prayed you, trustfully and hopefully to do the same. The letter runs so, does it not, my dear?”
“That through those intervening years, no matter how happy she might be, she would look forward to the time when you would meet again, and everything would be made clear: and she trusted and hoped that you would do the same. The letter says that, doesn’t it, my dear?”
“Yes, Alfred.”
“Yeah, Alfred.”
“And every other letter she has written since?”
“And every other letter she's written since?”
“Except the last—some months ago—in which she spoke of you, and what you then knew, and what I was to learn to-night.”
“Except for the last one— a few months ago—where she talked about you, what you knew then, and what I’m going to find out tonight.”
He looked towards the sun, then fast declining, and said that the appointed time was sunset.[155]
He looked towards the sun, which was quickly setting, and said that it was time for sunset.[155]
“Alfred!” said Grace, laying her hand upon his shoulder earnestly, “there is something in this letter—this old letter, which you say I read so often—that I have never told you. But to-night, dear husband, with that sunset drawing near, and all our life seeming to soften and become hushed with the departing day, I cannot keep it secret.”
“Alfred!” Grace said, placing her hand on his shoulder earnestly. “There’s something in this letter—this old letter you say I read so often—that I’ve never told you. But tonight, dear husband, with the sunset approaching and our whole life feeling softer and quieter with the day coming to an end, I can’t keep it a secret.”
“What is it, love?”
“What’s up, love?”
“When Marion went away, she wrote me, here, that you had once left her a sacred trust to me, and that now she left you, Alfred, such a trust in my hands: praying and beseeching me, as I loved her, and as I loved you, not to reject the affection she believed (she knew, she said) you would transfer to me when the new wound was healed, but to encourage and return it.”
“When Marion left, she wrote to me, here, that you had once given her a sacred trust to share with me, and now she was leaving you, Alfred, with that same trust in my hands: asking and pleading with me, as I loved her, and as I loved you, not to dismiss the affection she believed (she knew, she said) you would eventually direct towards me once the new wound was healed, but to support and reciprocate it.”
“—And make me a proud, and happy man again, Grace. Did she say so?”
“—And make me a proud and happy man again, Grace. Did she really say that?”
“She meant, to make myself so blest and honored in your love,” was his wife’s answer, as he held her in his arms.
“She meant, to make myself so blessed and honored in your love,” was his wife’s answer, as he held her in his arms.
“Hear me, my dear!” he said.—“No. Hear me so!”—and as he spoke, he gently laid the head[156] she had raised, again upon his shoulder. “I know why I have never heard this passage in the letter, until now. I know why no trace of it ever shewed itself in any word or look of yours at that time. I know why Grace, although so true a friend to me, was hard to win to be my wife. And knowing it, my own! I know the priceless value of the heart I gird within my arms, and thank GOD for the rich possession!”
“Listen to me, my dear!” he said. “No, listen like this!”—and as he spoke, he gently laid her head, which she had raised, back onto his shoulder. “I understand why I’ve never heard this part in the letter until now. I understand why no sign of it ever appeared in any word or expression of yours back then. I understand why Grace, despite being such a good friend to me, was difficult to convince to become my wife. And knowing all this, my love! I realize the priceless value of the heart I hold in my arms, and I thank GOD for this wonderful treasure!”
She wept, but not for sorrow, as he pressed her to his heart. After a brief space, he looked down at the child, who was sitting at their feet, playing with a little basket of flowers, and bade her look how golden and how red the sun was.
She cried, but not out of sadness, as he held her close to his heart. After a moment, he glanced down at the child sitting at their feet, playing with a small basket of flowers, and told her to look at how golden and red the sun was.
“Alfred,” said Grace, raising her head quickly at these words. “The sun is going down. You have not forgotten what I am to know before it sets.”
“Alfred,” said Grace, quickly lifting her head at his words. “The sun is setting. You haven’t forgotten what I need to know before it does.”
“You are to know the truth of Marion’s history, my love,” he answered.
“You need to know the truth about Marion’s history, my love,” he replied.
“All the truth,” she said, imploringly. “Nothing veiled from me, any more. That was the promise. Was it not?”
“All the truth,” she said, pleadingly. “Nothing hidden from me anymore. That was the promise. Was it not?”
“Before the sun went down on Marion’s birth-day. And you see it, Alfred? It is sinking fast.”
“Before the sun set on Marion's birthday. And do you see it, Alfred? It's going down quickly.”
He put his arm about her waist; and, looking steadily into her eyes, rejoined,
He put his arm around her waist and, looking directly into her eyes, replied,
“That truth is not reserved so long for me to tell, dear Grace. It is to come from other lips.”
"That truth isn’t just for me to share, dear Grace. It will come from others."
“From other lips!” she faintly echoed.
“From other lips!” she softly repeated.
“Yes. I know your constant heart, I know how brave you are, I know that to you a word of preparation is enough. You have said, truly, that the time is come. It is. Tell me that you have present fortitude to bear a trial—a surprise—a shock: and the messenger is waiting at the gate.”
“Yes. I know your steady heart, I know how brave you are, and I know that for you, just a word of preparation is enough. You've correctly said that the time has come. It has. Tell me that you have the strength to handle a trial—a surprise—a shock: and the messenger is waiting at the gate.”
“What messenger?” she said. “And what intelligence does he bring?”
“What messenger?” she asked. “And what news does he bring?”
“I am pledged,” he answered her, preserving his steady look, “to say no more. Do you think you understand me?”
“I’m committed,” he replied, keeping his gaze steady, “to saying no more. Do you think you get me?”
“I am afraid to think,” she said.
“I’m afraid to think,” she said.
There was that emotion in his face, despite its steady gaze, which frightened her. Again she hid her own face on his shoulder, trembling, and entreated him to pause—a moment.[158]
There was an emotion in his face, despite his steady gaze, that scared her. Again, she buried her face in his shoulder, trembling, and begged him to stop—for a moment.[158]
“Courage, my wife! When you have firmness to receive the messenger, the messenger is waiting at the gate. The sun is setting on Marion’s birth-day. Courage, courage, Grace!”
“Be brave, my wife! When you’re ready to welcome the messenger, he’s waiting at the gate. The sun is setting on Marion’s birthday. Stay strong, Grace!”
She raised her head, and, looking at him, told him she was ready. As she stood, and looked upon him going away, her face was so like Marion’s as it had been in her later days at home, that it was wonderful to see. He took the child with him. She called her back—she bore the lost girl’s name—and pressed her to her bosom. The little creature, being released again, sped after him, and Grace was left alone.
She lifted her head and, looking at him, said she was ready. As she stood there watching him leave, her face looked so much like Marion’s did in her later days at home that it was remarkable. He took the child with him. She called her back—she had the same name as the lost girl—and hugged her tightly. The little one, once freed, darted after him, and Grace was left alone.
She knew not what she dreaded, or what hoped; but remained there, motionless, looking at the porch by which they had disappeared.
She didn’t know what she was afraid of or what she was hoping for; she just stayed there, motionless, looking at the porch where they had disappeared.
Ah! what was that, emerging from its shadow; standing on its threshold! that figure, with its white garments rustling in the evening air; its head laid down upon her father’s breast, and pressed against it to his loving heart! Oh, God! was it a vision that came bursting from the old man’s arms, and with a cry, and with a waving of its hands, and with a wild[159] precipitation of itself upon her in its boundless love, sank down in her embrace!
Ah! What was that, coming out of the shadows; standing at the door! That figure, with its white clothes rustling in the evening breeze; its head resting on her father’s chest, pressed against his loving heart! Oh, God! Was it a vision that burst from the old man’s arms, with a cry, waving its hands, and in a wild[159] rush of boundless love, sank down into her embrace!
“Oh, Marion, Marion! Oh, my sister! Oh, my heart’s dear love! Oh, joy and happiness unutterable, so to meet again!”
“Oh, Marion, Marion! Oh, my sister! Oh, my heart’s dear love! Oh, joy and happiness that can’t be expressed, to meet again!”
It was no dream, no phantom conjured up by hope and fear, but Marion, sweet Marion! So beautiful, so happy, so unalloyed by care and trial, so elevated and exalted in her loveliness, that as the setting sun shone brightly on her upturned face, she might have been a spirit visiting the earth upon some healing mission.
It wasn’t a dream, or a ghost created by hope and fear, but Marion, sweet Marion! So beautiful, so happy, so free from worry and struggle, so uplifted and radiant in her beauty, that as the setting sun brightly lit her upturned face, she could have been a spirit descending to earth on a healing mission.
Clinging to her sister, who had dropped upon a seat, and bent down over her: and smiling through her tears, and kneeling close before her, with both arms twining round her, and never turning for an instant from her face: and with the glory of the setting sun upon her brow, and with the soft tranquillity of evening gathering around them: Marion at length broke silence; her voice, so calm, low, clear, and pleasant, well-tuned to the time.
Clinging to her sister, who had dropped into a seat and leaned over her, smiling through her tears, and kneeling close in front of her with both arms wrapped around her, never taking her eyes off her face; with the glow of the setting sun on her forehead and the gentle calm of evening settling around them, Marion finally broke the silence. Her voice was calm, soft, clear, and pleasant, perfectly suited for the moment.
“When this was my dear home, Grace, as it will be now, again—”[160]
“When this was my dear home, Grace, as it will be now, again—”[160]
“Stay, my sweet love! A moment! Oh Marion, to hear you speak again.”
“Wait, my sweet love! Just a moment! Oh Marion, to hear you speak again.”
She could not bear the voice she loved so well, at first.
She couldn't stand the voice she loved so much, at first.
“When this was my dear home, Grace, as it will be now, again, I loved him from my soul. I loved him most devotedly. I would have died for him, though I was so young. I never slighted his affection in my secret breast, for one brief instant. It was far beyond all price to me. Although it is so long ago, and past and gone, and everything is wholly changed, I could not bear to think that you, who love so well, should think I did not truly love him once. I never loved him better, Grace, than when he left this very scene upon this very day. I never loved him better, dear one, than I did that night when I left here.”
“When this was my dear home, Grace, as it will be again, I loved him with all my heart. I loved him so deeply. I would have died for him, even though I was so young. I never took his affection for granted, not for a single moment. It meant everything to me. Even though it was a long time ago, and everything has completely changed, I can't stand the thought that you, who love so much, might believe I didn't truly love him once. I never loved him more, Grace, than when he left this very place on this very day. I never loved him more, dear one, than I did that night when I left here.”
Her sister, bending over her, could only look into her face, and hold her fast.
Her sister, leaning over her, could only look into her face and hold her tightly.
“But he had gained, unconsciously,” said Marion, with a gentle smile, “another heart, before I knew that I had one to give him. That heart—yours, my sister—was so yielded up, in all its other tenderness, to me; was so devoted, and so noble; that it plucked[161] its love away, and kept its secret from all eyes but mine—Ah! what other eyes were quickened by such tenderness and gratitude!—and was content to sacrifice itself to me. But I knew something of its depths. I knew the struggle it had made. I knew its high, inestimable worth to him, and his appreciation of it, let him love me as he would. I knew the debt I owed it. I had its great example every day before me. What you had done for me, I knew that I could do, Grace, if I would, for you. I never laid my head down on my pillow, but I prayed with tears to do it. I never laid my head down on my pillow, but I thought of Alfred’s own words, on the day of his departure, and how truly he had said (for I knew that, by you) that there were victories gained every day, in struggling hearts, to which these fields of battle were as nothing. Thinking more and more upon the great endurance cheerfully sustained, and never known or cared for, that there must be every day and hour, in that great strife of which he spoke, my trial seemed to grow light and easy: and He who knows our hearts, my dearest, at this moment, and who knows there is no drop of bitterness or grief—of[162] anything but unmixed happiness—in mine, enabled me to make the resolution that I never would be Alfred’s wife. That he should be my brother, and your husband, if the course I took could bring that happy end to pass; but that I never would (Grace, I then loved him dearly, dearly!) be his wife!”
“But he had gained, without realizing it,” said Marion, with a gentle smile, “another heart, before I knew that I had one to give him. That heart—yours, my sister—was so devoted, in all its tenderness, to me; it was so dedicated and noble; that it withdrew its love and kept its secret from everyone but me—Ah! what other eyes were moved by such tenderness and gratitude!—and willingly sacrificed itself for me. But I knew something of its depths. I knew the struggle it had faced. I understood its immense worth to him, and how much he appreciated it, no matter how much he loved me. I knew the debt I owed it. I had its great example right in front of me every day. What you had done for me, I knew I could do, Grace, if I chose to, for you. I never went to bed without praying with tears to be able to do it. I never went to bed without thinking of Alfred's own words, on the day he left, and how truly he had said (for I knew that, from you) that victories were won every day in struggling hearts, which made these battlefields seem insignificant. The more I thought about the great endurance that is cheerfully endured, yet often goes unnoticed, that must be happening every hour of every day in that great struggle he spoke of, my trial felt lighter and easier. And He who knows our hearts, my dearest, at this moment, and who knows there isn’t a drop of bitterness or grief—only pure happiness—in mine, enabled me to make the decision that I would never be Alfred’s wife. That he should be my brother, and your husband, if my decision could lead to that happy outcome; but that I would never (Grace, I loved him dearly, dearly!) be his wife!”
“Oh, Marion! oh, Marion!”
“Oh, Marion! Oh, Marion!”
“I had tried to seem indifferent to him;” and she pressed her sister’s face against her own; “but that was hard, and you were always his true advocate. I had tried to tell you of my resolution, but you would never hear me; you would never understand me. The time was drawing near for his return. I felt that I must act, before the daily intercourse between us was renewed. I knew that one great pang, undergone at that time, would save a lengthened agony to all of us. I knew that if I went away then, that end must follow which has followed, and which has made us both so happy, Grace! I wrote to good Aunt Martha, for a refuge in her house: I did not then tell her all, but something of my story, and she freely promised it. While[163] I was contesting that step with myself, and with my love of you, and home, Mr. Warden, brought here by an accident, became, for some time, our companion.”
“I tried to act like I didn’t care about him,” she said, pressing her sister’s face to hers, “but that was tough, and you were always on his side. I wanted to tell you about my decision, but you would never listen to me; you would never understand me. The time for his return was getting closer. I felt I had to do something before we resumed our daily interactions. I realized that going through one intense pain at that moment would spare us all a prolonged suffering. I knew if I left then, it would lead to the outcome that has occurred, which has made us both so happy, Grace! I wrote to dear Aunt Martha, asking for a place to stay at her house: I didn’t tell her everything, but I shared part of my story, and she readily agreed. While[163] I was struggling with that decision, torn between myself, my love for you, and home, Mr. Warden showed up here by chance and became our companion for a while.”
“I have sometimes feared of late years, that this might have been,” exclaimed her sister, and her countenance was ashy-pale. “You never loved him—and you married him in your self-sacrifice to me!”
“I have sometimes feared in recent years that this might have been,” her sister exclaimed, her face as pale as ash. “You never loved him—and you married him out of self-sacrifice for me!”
“He was then,” said Marion, drawing her sister closer to her, “on the eve of going secretly away for a long time. He wrote to me, after leaving here; told me what his condition and prospects really were; and offered me his hand. He told me he had seen I was not happy in the prospect of Alfred’s return. I believe he thought my heart had no part in that contract; perhaps thought I might have loved him once, and did not then; perhaps thought that when I tried to seem indifferent, I tried to hide indifference—I cannot tell. But I wished that you should feel me wholly lost to Alfred—hopeless to him—dead. Do you understand me, love?”
“He was then,” Marion said, pulling her sister closer, “about to leave secretly for a long time. He wrote to me after he left here; told me what his situation and future really looked like; and offered me his hand. He mentioned that he had noticed I wasn’t happy about Alfred’s return. I think he believed my heart had nothing to do with that agreement; maybe he thought I might have loved him once and didn’t anymore; perhaps he thought that when I tried to act indifferent, I was really just trying to hide how I felt. I can’t say for sure. But I wanted you to feel that I was completely lost to Alfred—hopeless for him—dead. Do you understand me, love?”
Her sister looked into her face, attentively. She seemed in doubt.
Her sister looked closely at her face, paying attention. She seemed uncertain.
“I saw Mr. Warden, and confided in his honor;[164] charged him with my secret, on the eve of his and my departure. He kept it. Do you understand me, dear?”
“I saw Mr. Warden and trusted him; [164] I told him my secret right before he and I were about to leave. He kept it safe. Do you get what I mean, dear?”
Grace looked confusedly upon her. She scarcely seemed to hear.
Grace looked at her in confusion. She hardly seemed to hear.
“My love, my sister!” said Marion, “recall your thoughts a moment: listen to me. Do not look so strangely on me. There are countries, dearest, where those who would abjure a misplaced passion, or would strive against some cherished feeling of their hearts and conquer it, retire into a hopeless solitude, and close the world against themselves and worldly loves and hopes for ever. When women do so, they assume that name which is so dear to you and me, and call each other Sisters. But there may be sisters, Grace, who, in the broad world out of doors, and underneath its free sky, and in its crowded places and among its busy life, and trying to assist and cheer it and to do some good,—learn the same lesson; and, with hearts still fresh and young, and open to all happiness and means of happiness, can say the battle is long past, the victory long won. And such a one am I! You understand me now?”[165]
“My love, my sister!” said Marion, “take a moment to think: listen to me. Don’t look at me so strangely. There are places, my dear, where people who want to give up a misplaced passion or fight against some cherished feeling in their hearts and overcome it retreat into hopeless solitude, shutting the world and its loves and hopes out forever. When women do this, they take on that name which means so much to you and me, and call each other Sisters. But there can be sisters, Grace, who, in the vast world outside, beneath its open sky, in its busy spaces and among its lively existence, who try to support and uplift it and do some good—learn the same lesson; and, with hearts still fresh and young, open to all happiness and the ways to find it, can say the struggle is long over, and the victory long achieved. And I am one of those! Do you understand me now?”[165]
Still she looked fixedly upon her, and made no reply.
Still, she stared at her and didn't say anything.
“Oh Grace, dear Grace,” said Marion, clinging yet more tenderly and fondly to that breast from which she had been so long exiled, “if you were not a happy wife and mother—if I had no little namesake here—if Alfred, my kind brother, were not your own fond husband—from whence could I derive the ecstasy I feel to-night! But as I left here, so I have returned. My heart has known no other love, my hand has never been bestowed apart from it, I am still your maiden sister: unmarried, unbetrothed: your own old loving Marion, in whose affection you exist alone, and have no partner, Grace!”
“Oh Grace, dear Grace,” Marion said, clinging even more tenderly and fondly to the chest from which she had been so long away, “if you weren’t a happy wife and mother—if I didn’t have a little namesake here—if Alfred, my kind brother, wasn’t your loving husband—how would I feel this joy tonight! But just as I left here, I have come back. My heart knows no other love, my hand has never been given to anyone else; I am still your maiden sister: unmarried, unengaged: your own dear Marion, whose love is for you alone, and has no partner, Grace!”
She understood her now. Her face relaxed; sobs came to her relief; and falling on her neck, she wept and wept, and fondled her as if she were a child again.
She understood her now. Her face softened; sobs came to her relief; and falling into her embrace, she cried and cried, holding her close as if she were a child again.
When they were more composed, they found that the Doctor, and his sister good Aunt Martha, were standing near at hand, with Alfred.
When they were calmer, they noticed that the Doctor and his sister, Aunt Martha, were standing nearby with Alfred.
“This is a weary day for me,” said good Aunt Martha, smiling through her tears, as she embraced her nieces; “for I lose my dear companion in[166] making you all happy; and what can you give me in return for my Marion?”
“This is a tiring day for me,” said kind Aunt Martha, smiling through her tears as she hugged her nieces; “because I’m losing my dear friend in making you all happy; and what can you give me in return for my Marion?”
“A converted brother,” said the Doctor.
“A changed brother,” said the Doctor.
“That’s something, to be sure,” retorted Aunt Martha, “in such a farce as—”
"That's definitely something," Aunt Martha shot back, "in a ridiculous situation like—"
“No, pray don’t,” said the Doctor, penitently.
“No, please don’t,” said the Doctor, feeling regretful.
“Well, I won’t,” replied Aunt Martha. “But I consider myself ill-used. I don’t know what’s to become of me without my Marion, after we have lived together half-a-dozen years.”
“Well, I won’t,” replied Aunt Martha. “But I feel really mistreated. I don’t know what’s going to happen to me without my Marion, after we have lived together for six years.”
“You must come and live here, I suppose,” replied the Doctor. “We sha’n’t quarrel now, Martha.”
“You have to come and live here, I guess,” the Doctor replied. “We won’t argue now, Martha.”
“Or get married, Aunt,” said Alfred.
“Or get married, Aunt,” Alfred said.
“Indeed,” returned the old lady, “I think it might be a good speculation if I were to set my cap at Michael Warden, who, I hear, is come home much the better for his absence, in all respects. But as I knew him when he was a boy, and I was not a very young woman then, perhaps he mightn’t respond. So I’ll make up my mind to go and live with Marion, when she marries, and until then (it will not be very long, I dare say) to live alone. What do you say, Brother?”[167]
“Absolutely,” replied the old lady, “I think it might be a good idea if I aimed for Michael Warden, who I hear has come home much improved in every way. But since I knew him when he was a boy, and I wasn’t exactly young back then, he might not be interested. So I’ll decide to go and live with Marion when she gets married, and until then (which won’t be very long, I imagine) I’ll live alone. What do you think, Brother?”[167]
“I’ve a great mind to say it’s a ridiculous world altogether, and there’s nothing serious in it,” observed the poor old Doctor.
“I really think it’s a ridiculous world overall, and there’s nothing serious about it,” said the poor old Doctor.
“You might take twenty affidavits of it if you chose, Anthony,” said his sister; “but nobody would believe you with such eyes as those.”
“You could get twenty affidavits to support it if you wanted, Anthony,” said his sister, “but no one would believe you with eyes like those.”
“It’s a world full of hearts,” said the Doctor; hugging his younger daughter, and bending across her to hug Grace—for he couldn’t separate the sisters; “and a serious world, with all its folly—even with mine, which was enough to have swamped the whole globe; and a world on which the sun never rises, but it looks upon a thousand bloodless battles that are some set-off against the miseries and wickedness of Battle-Fields; and a world we need be careful how we libel, Heaven forgive us, for it is a world of sacred mysteries, and its Creator only knows what lies beneath the surface of His lightest image!”
“It’s a world full of hearts,” said the Doctor, hugging his younger daughter and leaning over to hug Grace—he couldn’t separate the sisters. “It’s a serious world, despite all its silliness—even my own, which could have overwhelmed the entire planet; and it’s a world on which the sun never rises, yet it witnesses a thousand bloodless battles that somewhat balance out the miseries and wickedness of actual battlefields; and it’s a world we need to be careful about how we criticize, God forgive us, because it’s a world of sacred mysteries, and only its Creator knows what lies beneath the surface of His lightest image!”
You would not be the better pleased with my rude pen, if it dissected and laid open to your view the transports of this family, long severed and now reunited. Therefore, I will not follow the poor Doctor through his humbled recollection of the sorrow he had had, when[168] Marion was lost to him; nor will I tell how serious he had found that world to be, in which some love deep-anchored, is the portion of all human creatures; nor how such a trifle as the absence of one little unit in the great absurd account, had stricken him to the ground. Nor how, in compassion for his distress, his sister had, long ago, revealed the truth to him, by slow degrees; and brought him to the knowledge of the heart of his self-banished daughter, and to that daughter’s side.
You wouldn't be any happier with my clumsy writing if I tried to break down and lay bare the emotions of this family, which has been apart for so long and is now back together. So, I won’t drag you through the poor Doctor’s painful memories of the sorrow he felt when[168] Marion was gone from him; I also won’t explain how serious he found the world to be, where some love is deeply rooted and is the fate of every person; nor will I dwell on how something as tiny as the absence of one small part in the vast crazy mess had brought him to his knees. Nor will I recount how, out of sympathy for his pain, his sister had, long ago, slowly revealed the truth to him; guiding him to understand the heart of his estranged daughter and to be by her side.
Nor how Alfred Heathfield had been told the truth, too, in the course of that then current year; and Marion had seen him, and had promised him, as her brother, that on her birth-day, in the evening, Grace should know it from her lips at last.
Nor how Alfred Heathfield had been told the truth, too, during that year; and Marion had seen him and had promised him, as her brother, that on her birthday, in the evening, Grace would finally hear it from her lips.
“I beg your pardon, Doctor,” said Mr. Snitchey, looking into the orchard, “but have I liberty to come in?”
“I’m sorry to interrupt, Doctor,” said Mr. Snitchey, looking into the orchard, “but may I come in?”
Without waiting for permission, he came straight to Marion, and kissed her hand, quite joyfully.
Without asking for permission, he went right up to Marion and happily kissed her hand.
“If Mr. Craggs had been alive, my dear Miss Marion,” said Mr. Snitchey, “he would have had great interest in this occasion. It might have suggested[169] to him, Mr. Alfred, that our life is not too easy, perhaps; that, taken altogether, it will bear any little smoothing we can give it; but Mr. Craggs was a man who could endure to be convinced, Sir. He was always open to conviction. If he were open to conviction now, I—this is weakness. Mrs. Snitchey, my dear,”—at his summons that lady appeared from behind the door, “you are among old friends.”
“If Mr. Craggs were alive, my dear Miss Marion,” said Mr. Snitchey, “he would have been very interested in this occasion. It might have made him think, Mr. Alfred, that our lives aren’t too easy, perhaps; that, all things considered, they could use any little improvement we can offer; but Mr. Craggs was someone who could handle being convinced, Sir. He was always open to new ideas. If he were open to new ideas now, I—this is a bit weak. Mrs. Snitchey, my dear,”—when he called, she came out from behind the door—“you are among old friends.”
Mrs. Snitchey having delivered her congratulations, took her husband aside.
Mrs. Snitchey congratulated her husband and then took him aside.
“One moment, Mr. Snitchey,” said that lady. “It is not in my nature to rake up the ashes of the departed.”
“One moment, Mr. Snitchey,” said that lady. “It’s not in my nature to dig up the past.”
“No my dear,” returned her husband.
“No, my dear,” her husband replied.
“Mr. Craggs is—”
"Mr. Craggs is—"
“Yes, my dear, he is deceased,” said Mr. Snitchey.
“Yes, my dear, he has passed away,” said Mr. Snitchey.
“But I ask you if you recollect,” pursued his wife, “that evening of the ball. I only ask you that. If you do; and if your memory has not entirely failed you, Mr. Snitchey; and if you are not absolutely in your dotage; I ask you to connect this time with that—to remember how I begged and prayed you, on my knees—”[170]
“But I want to know if you remember,” his wife continued, “that night at the ball. That’s all I’m asking you. If you do; and if your memory hasn’t completely let you down, Mr. Snitchey; and if you’re not totally losing it; I’m asking you to link this moment with that—to recall how I begged and pleaded with you, on my knees—”[170]
“Upon your knees, my dear?” said Mr. Snitchey.
“On your knees, my dear?” said Mr. Snitchey.
“Yes,” said Mrs. Snitchey, confidently, “and you know it—to beware of that man—to observe his eye—and now to tell me whether I was right, and whether at that moment he knew secrets which he didn’t choose to tell.”
“Yes,” Mrs. Snitchey said confidently, “and you know it—to watch out for that man—to pay attention to his eyes—and now tell me if I was right, and if at that moment he knew secrets he chose not to share.”
“Mrs. Snitchey,” returned her husband, in her ear, “Madam. Did you ever observe anything in my eye?”
“Mrs. Snitchey,” her husband whispered in her ear, “Madam. Have you ever noticed anything in my eye?”
“No,” said Mrs. Snitchey, sharply. “Don’t flatter yourself.”
“No,” Mrs. Snitchey said sharply. “Don’t get ahead of yourself.”
“Because, Ma’am, that night,” he continued, twitching her by the sleeve, “it happens that we both knew secrets which we didn’t choose to tell, and both knew just the same, professionally. And so the less you say about such things the better, Mrs. Snitchey; and take this as a warning to have wiser and more charitable eyes another time. Miss Marion, I brought a friend of yours along with me. Here! Mistress.”
“Because, Ma’am, that night,” he went on, pulling at her sleeve, “we both had secrets that we didn’t want to share, and we both understood it, professionally. So the less you say about these things, the better, Mrs. Snitchey; and take this as a reminder to be more discerning and understanding next time. Miss Marion, I brought a friend of yours with me. Here! Mistress.”
Poor Clemency, with her apron to her eyes, came slowly in, escorted by her husband; the latter doleful with the presentiment, that if she abandoned herself to grief, the Nutmeg Grater was done for.[171]
Poor Clemency, with her apron over her eyes, walked in slowly, accompanied by her husband; he was gloomy with the sense that if she gave in to her sorrow, the Nutmeg Grater was finished.[171]
“Now, Mistress,” said the lawyer, checking Marion as she ran towards her, and interposing himself between them, “what’s the matter with you?”
“Now, ma'am,” the lawyer said, stopping Marion as she rushed towards her and putting himself in between them, “what’s going on with you?”
“The matter!” cried poor Clemency.
“The issue!” cried poor Clemency.
When, looking up in wonder, and in indignant remonstrance, and in the added emotion of a great roar from Mr. Britain, and seeing that sweet face so well-remembered close before her, she stared, sobbed, laughed, cried, screamed, embraced her, held her fast, released her, fell on Mr. Snitchey and embraced him (much to Mrs. Snitchey’s indignation), fell on the Doctor and embraced him, fell on Mr. Britain and embraced him, and concluded by embracing herself, throwing her apron over her head, and going into hysterics behind it.
When she looked up in awe, feeling a mix of anger and the overwhelming noise from Mr. Britain, and saw that sweet, familiar face right in front of her, she gaped, sobbed, laughed, cried, screamed, hugged her tight, let go, threw her arms around Mr. Snitchey (much to Mrs. Snitchey’s annoyance), hugged the Doctor, then Mr. Britain, and finally wrapped her arms around herself, throwing her apron over her head and going into hysterics behind it.
A stranger had come into the orchard, after Mr. Snitchey, and had remained apart, near the gate, without being observed by any of the group; for they had little spare attention to bestow, and that had been monopolised by the ecstasies of Clemency. He did not appear to wish to be observed, but stood alone, with downcast eyes; and there was an air of dejection about him (though he was a gentleman of[172] a gallant appearance) which the general happiness rendered more remarkable.
A stranger had entered the orchard after Mr. Snitchey and stood off by himself near the gate, unnoticed by anyone in the group. They were too wrapped up in their own business, especially in the excitement of Clemency. He didn't seem to want attention, standing there with his eyes downcast, and there was an air of sadness about him (even though he had a gentlemanly appearance) that stood out against the overall happiness.
None but the quick eyes of Aunt Martha, however, remarked him at all; but almost as soon as she espied him, she was in conversation with him. Presently, going to where Marion stood with Grace and her little namesake, she whispered something in Marion’s ear, at which she started, and appeared surprised; but soon recovering from her confusion, she timidly approached the stranger, in Aunt Martha’s company, and engaged in conversation with him too.
None but Aunt Martha’s sharp eyes noticed him; but as soon as she spotted him, she struck up a conversation. Shortly after, she went over to where Marion was standing with Grace and her little namesake, and whispered something in Marion’s ear that made her jump, looking surprised. But after quickly regaining her composure, she shyly approached the stranger with Aunt Martha and joined in the conversation with him as well.
“Mr. Britain,” said the lawyer, putting his hand in his pocket, and bringing out a legal-looking document, while this was going on, “I congratulate you. You are now the whole and sole proprietor of that freehold tenement, at present occupied and held by yourself as a licensed tavern, or house of public entertainment, and commonly called or known by the sign of the Nutmeg Grater. Your wife lost one house, through my client Mr. Michael Warden; and now gains another. I shall have the pleasure of canvassing you for the county, one of these fine mornings.”[173]
“Mr. Britain,” said the lawyer, reaching into his pocket and pulling out a legal-looking document, “I want to congratulate you. You are now the sole owner of that property, currently occupied and run by you as a licensed tavern, also known by the sign of the Nutmeg Grater. Your wife lost one house because of my client Mr. Michael Warden, and now she gains another. I look forward to discussing your candidacy for the county one of these fine mornings.”[173]
“Would it make any difference in the vote if the sign was altered, Sir?” asked Britain.
“Would it change anything in the vote if the sign was changed, Sir?” asked Britain.
“Not in the least,” replied the lawyer.
“Not at all,” replied the lawyer.
“Then,” said Mr. Britain, handing him back the conveyance, “just clap in the words, ‘and Thimble,’ will you be so good; and I’ll have the two mottoes painted up in the parlour, instead of my wife’s portrait.”
“Then,” Mr. Britain said, passing the document back to him, “could you please just add the words, ‘and Thimble’? I’ll get the two mottos painted in the living room instead of my wife’s portrait.”
“And let me,” said a voice behind them; it was the stranger’s—Michael Warden’s; “let me claim the benefit of those inscriptions. Mr. Heathfield and Dr. Jeddler, I might have deeply wronged you both. That I did not, is no virtue of my own. I will not say that I am six years wiser than I was, or better. But I have known, at any rate, that term of selfreproach. I can urge no reason why you should deal gently with me. I abused the hospitality of this house; and learnt my own demerits, with a shame I never have forgotten, yet with some profit too I would fain hope, from one,” he glanced at Marion, “to whom I made my humble supplication for forgiveness, when I knew her merit and my deep unworthiness. In a few days I shall quit[174] this place for ever. I entreat your pardon. Do as you would be done by! Forget, and forgive!”
“And let me,” said a voice behind them; it was the stranger’s—Michael Warden’s; “let me claim the benefit of those inscriptions. Mr. Heathfield and Dr. Jeddler, I might have seriously wronged you both. The fact that I didn’t is not something I can take credit for. I won’t say that I’m six years wiser or better than I was, but I’ve definitely experienced that feeling of self-reproach. I can’t give you any good reason to treat me kindly. I took advantage of the hospitality of this house; and I’ve learned about my own faults, with a shame I’ve never forgotten, but hopefully, I’ve gained some insight too, from one,” he glanced at Marion, “to whom I humbly requested forgiveness, when I finally acknowledged her worth and my own deep unworthiness. In a few days, I will leave this place for good. I ask for your forgiveness. Treat others as you want to be treated! Forget and forgive!”
Time—from whom I had the latter portion of this story, and with whom I have the pleasure of a personal acquaintance of some five and thirty years’ duration—informed me, leaning easily upon his scythe, that Michael Warden never went away again, and never sold his house, but opened it afresh, maintained a golden mean of hospitality, and had a wife, the pride and honor of that country-side, whose name was Marion. But as I have observed that Time confuses facts occasionally, I hardly know what weight to give to his authority.
Time—from whom I got the later part of this story, and with whom I’ve had the pleasure of knowing for about thirty-five years—told me, while leaning casually on his scythe, that Michael Warden never left again and never sold his house. Instead, he reopened it, struck a balanced approach to hospitality, and had a wife, the pride and joy of the area, named Marion. However, since I’ve noticed that Time sometimes muddles the facts, I’m not sure how much I should rely on his account.
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The following corrections have been made, on page
25 “Heathfeld” changed to “Heathfield” (Mr. Heathfield,”
said Snitchey)
65 “ added (said the client, “but I am)
88 ” added (you know, Clem.”)
118 , changed to . (Go away. Don't ask)
131 ” added (on any account.”)
131 and 132 “Tim” changed to “Ben”, (Doctor Heathfield won't take
nothing again, Ben.”), (whatever family you was to have, Ben)
and (“What's this?” said Ben)
143 “faultered” changed to “faltered” (She faltered
here, and stopped.)
157 ” added (It is sinking fast.”)
164 “recal” changed to “recall” (said Marion, “recall
your thoughts).
The following corrections have been made, on page
25 “Heathfeld” changed to “Heathfield” (Mr. Heathfield,” said Snitchey)
65 “ added (said the client, “but I am)
88 ” added (you know, Clem.”)
118 , changed to . (Go away. Don't ask)
131 ” added (on any account.”)
131 and 132 “Tim” changed to “Ben”, (Doctor Heathfield won't take nothing again, Ben.”), (whatever family you were supposed to have, Ben) and (“What's this?” said Ben)
143 “faultered” changed to “faltered” (She faltered here, and stopped.)
157 ” added (It is sinking fast.)
164 “recal” changed to “recall” (said Marion, “recall your thoughts).
Otherwise the original has been preserved, including inconsistent spelling and hyphenation.
Otherwise, the original has been kept intact, including inconsistent spelling and hyphenation.
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