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KIDNAPPED

By Robert Louis Stevenson

Illustrated by Louis Rhead


BEING
MEMOIRS OF THE ADVENTURES OF
DAVID BALFOUR
IN THE YEAR 1751
HOW HE WAS KIDNAPPED AND CAST AWAY; HIS SUFFERINGS IN
A DESERT ISLE; HIS JOURNEY IN THE WILD HIGHLANDS;
HIS ACQUAINTANCE WITH ALAN BRECK STEWART
AND OTHER NOTORIOUS HIGHLAND JACOBITES;
WITH ALL THAT HE SUFFERED AT THE
HANDS OF HIS UNCLE, EBENEZER
BALFOUR OF SHAWS, FALSELY
SO CALLED

WRITTEN BY HIMSELF AND NOW SET FORTH BY
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON
WITH A PREFACE BY MRS. STEVENSON

Frontispiece
Title page

Contents
PREFACE TO THE BIOGRAPHICAL EDITION
DEDICATION
CHAPTER I.—I SET OFF UPON MY JOURNEY TO THE HOUSE OF SHAWS
CHAPTER II.—I COME TO MY JOURNEY’S END
CHAPTER III.—I MAKE ACQUAINTANCE OF MY UNCLE
CHAPTER IV.—I RUN A GREAT DANGER IN THE HOUSE OF SHAWS
CHAPTER V.—I GO TO THE QUEEN’S FERRY
CHAPTER VI.—WHAT BEFELL AT THE QUEEN’S FERRY
CHAPTER VII.—I GO TO SEA IN THE BRIG “COVENANT” OF DYSART
CHAPTER VIII.—THE ROUND-HOUSE
CHAPTER IX.—THE MAN WITH THE BELT OF GOLD
CHAPTER X.—THE SIEGE OF THE ROUND-HOUSE
CHAPTER XI.—THE CAPTAIN KNUCKLES UNDER
CHAPTER XII.—I HEAR OF THE “RED FOX”
CHAPTER XIII.—THE LOSS OF THE BRIG
CHAPTER XIV.—THE ISLET
CHAPTER XV.—THE LAD WITH THE SILVER BUTTON: THROUGH THE ISLE OF MULL
CHAPTER XVI.—THE LAD WITH THE SILVER BUTTON: ACROSS MORVEN
CHAPTER XVII.—THE DEATH OF THE RED FOX
CHAPTER XVIII.—TALK WITH ALAN IN THE WOOD OF LETTERMORE
CHAPTER XIX.—THE HOUSE OF FEAR
CHAPTER XX.—THE FLIGHT IN THE HEATHER: THE ROCKS
CHAPTER XXI.—THE FLIGHT IN THE HEATHER: THE HEUGH OF CORRYNAKIEGH
CHAPTER XXII.—THE FLIGHT IN THE HEATHER: THE MOOR
CHAPTER XXIII.—CLUNY’S CAGE
CHAPTER XXIV.—THE FLIGHT IN THE HEATHER
CHAPTER XXV.—THE QUARREL IN BALQUHIDDER
CHAPTER XXVI.—END OF THE FLIGHT: WE PASS THE FORTH
CHAPTER XXVII.—I COME TO MR. RANKEILLOR
CHAPTER XXVIII.—I GO IN QUEST OF MY INHERITANCE
CHAPTER XXIX.—I COME INTO MY KINGDOM
CHAPTER XXX.—GOOD-BYE
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PREFACE TO THE BIOGRAPHICAL EDITION

While my husband and Mr. Henley were engaged in writing plays in Bournemouth they made a number of titles, hoping to use them in the future. Dramatic composition was not what my husband preferred, but the torrent of Mr. Henley’s enthusiasm swept him off his feet. However, after several plays had been finished, and his health seriously impaired by his endeavours to keep up with Mr. Henley, play writing was abandoned forever, and my husband returned to his legitimate vocation. Having added one of the titles, The Hanging Judge, to the list of projected plays, now thrown aside, and emboldened by my husband’s offer to give me any help needed, I concluded to try and write it myself.

While my husband and Mr. Henley were busy writing plays in Bournemouth, they came up with several title ideas, hoping to use them later. Writing drama wasn't really my husband's thing, but Mr. Henley's enthusiasm swept him away. However, after finishing several plays and with my husband's health suffering from trying to keep up with Mr. Henley, they decided to stop playwriting altogether, and my husband returned to his real job. After adding one of the titles, The Hanging Judge, to the list of planned plays that were now set aside, and encouraged by my husband's offer to help me out, I decided to try writing it myself.

As I wanted a trial scene in the Old Bailey, I chose the period of 1700 for my purpose; but being shamefully ignorant of my subject, and my husband confessing to little more knowledge than I possessed, a London bookseller was commissioned to send us everything he could procure bearing on Old Bailey trials. A great package came in response to our order, and very soon we were both absorbed, not so much in the trials as in following the brilliant career of a Mr. Garrow, who appeared as counsel in many of the cases. We sent for more books, and yet more, still intent on Mr. Garrow, whose subtle cross-examination of witnesses and masterly, if sometimes startling, methods of arriving at the truth seemed more thrilling to us than any novel.

Since I wanted a trial scene set in the Old Bailey, I picked the year 1700 for my purposes. However, since I was embarrassingly ignorant about the topic and my husband admitted to knowing just a bit more than I did, we had a London bookseller send us everything he could find related to Old Bailey trials. A large package arrived in response to our request, and before long, we were both completely engrossed, not so much in the trials themselves but in tracking the impressive career of a Mr. Garrow, who served as counsel in many of the cases. We ordered more books, and then even more, still focused on Mr. Garrow, whose clever cross-examinations of witnesses and skillful, sometimes shocking, methods of getting to the truth felt more exciting to us than any novel.

Occasionally other trials than those of the Old Bailey would be included in the package of books we received from London; among these my husband found and read with avidity:—

Occasionally, we would receive other trials besides those from the Old Bailey in the package of books from London; among these, my husband found and read eagerly:—

THE,
TRIAL
OF
JAMES STEWART
in Aucharn in Duror of Appin
FOR THE
Murder of COLIN CAMPBELL of Glenure, Efq;
Factor for His Majefty on the forfeited
Estate of Ardfhiel.

My husband was always interested in this period of his country’s history, and had already the intention of writing a story that should turn on the Appin murder. The tale was to be of a boy, David Balfour, supposed to belong to my husband’s own family, who should travel in Scotland as though it were a foreign country, meeting with various adventures and misadventures by the way. From the trial of James Stewart my husband gleaned much valuable material for his novel, the most important being the character of Alan Breck. Aside from having described him as “smallish in stature,” my husband seems to have taken Alan Breck’s personal appearance, even to his clothing, from the book.

My husband was always fascinated by this period of his country's history and had already planned to write a story focused on the Appin murder. The story would be about a boy, David Balfour, who was meant to belong to my husband's own family and would travel through Scotland as if it were a foreign land, encountering various adventures and mishaps along the way. From the trial of James Stewart, my husband gathered a lot of valuable information for his novel, with the most crucial being the character of Alan Breck. Besides describing him as “smallish in stature,” my husband seems to have taken Alan Breck’s appearance, right down to his clothing, from the book.

A letter from James Stewart to Mr. John Macfarlane, introduced as evidence in the trial, says: “There is one Alan Stewart, a distant friend of the late Ardshiel’s, who is in the French service, and came over in March last, as he said to some, in order to settle at home; to others, that he was to go soon back; and was, as I hear, the day that the murder was committed, seen not far from the place where it happened, and is not now to be seen; by which it is believed he was the actor. He is a desperate foolish fellow; and if he is guilty, came to the country for that very purpose. He is a tall, pock-pitted lad, very black hair, and wore a blue coat and metal buttons, an old red vest, and breeches of the same colour.” A second witness testified to having seen him wearing “a blue coat with silver buttons, a red waistcoat, black shag breeches, tartan hose, and a feathered hat, with a big coat, dun coloured,” a costume referred to by one of the counsel as “French cloathes which were remarkable.”

A letter from James Stewart to Mr. John Macfarlane, presented as evidence in the trial, states: “There is an Alan Stewart, a distant friend of the late Ardshiel, who is in the French army and came over last March. He told some people he was here to settle down, and to others, that he would be going back soon. I hear that on the day of the murder, he was seen not far from the scene, and now he can't be found; so it's believed he was the one who did it. He's a reckless fool, and if he is guilty, he came here for that exact reason. He’s a tall guy with pockmarks, has very black hair, and wore a blue coat with metal buttons, an old red vest, and matching breeches.” A second witness testified to having seen him in “a blue coat with silver buttons, a red waistcoat, black shag breeches, tartan hose, and a feathered hat, along with a large, dull-colored coat,” a look described by one of the lawyers as “French clothes that stood out.”

There are many incidents given in the trial that point to Alan’s fiery spirit and Highland quickness to take offence. One witness “declared also That the said Alan Breck threatened that he would challenge Ballieveolan and his sons to fight because of his removing the declarant last year from Glenduror.” On another page: “Duncan Campbell, change-keeper at Annat, aged thirty-five years, married, witness cited, sworn, purged and examined ut supra, depones, That, in the month of April last, the deponent met with Alan Breck Stewart, with whom he was not acquainted, and John Stewart, in Auchnacoan, in the house of the walk miller of Auchofragan, and went on with them to the house: Alan Breck Stewart said, that he hated all the name of Campbell; and the deponent said, he had no reason for doing so: But Alan said, he had very good reason for it: that thereafter they left that house; and, after drinking a dram at another house, came to the deponent’s house, where they went in, and drunk some drams, and Alan Breck renewed the former Conversation; and the deponent, making the same answer, Alan said, that, if the deponent had any respect for his friends, he would tell them, that if they offered to turn out the possessors of Ardshiel’s estate, he would make black cocks of them, before they entered into possession by which the deponent understood shooting them, it being a common phrase in the country.”

There are many incidents mentioned in the trial that highlight Alan's fiery temperament and the quickness of the Highlanders to take offense. One witness stated that Alan Breck threatened to challenge Ballieveolan and his sons to a fight because he removed the witness from Glenduror the previous year. On another page, Duncan Campbell, the change-keeper at Annat, thirty-five years old, married, testified that in April he met Alan Breck Stewart, whom he did not know, along with John Stewart, at the walk miller's house in Auchofragan. They went on to the house, and Alan Breck Stewart expressed that he hated anyone with the name Campbell. The witness replied that he had no reason to feel that way, but Alan insisted he had very good reason. After leaving that house and having a drink at another one, they arrived at the witness's house, where they went inside and had a few more drinks. Alan Breck brought up the earlier conversation again, and when the witness provided the same response, Alan said that if the witness cared for his friends, he should warn them that if they tried to oust the holders of Ardshiel’s estate, he would make black cocks of them before they could take possession, which the witness understood as a threat to shoot them, as it was a common saying in the area.

Some time after the publication of Kidnapped we stopped for a short while in the Appin country, where we were surprised and interested to discover that the feeling concerning the murder of Glenure (the “Red Fox,” also called “Colin Roy”) was almost as keen as though the tragedy had taken place the day before. For several years my husband received letters of expostulation or commendation from members of the Campbell and Stewart clans. I have in my possession a paper, yellow with age, that was sent soon after the novel appeared, containing “The Pedigree of the Family of Appine,” wherein it is said that “Alan 3rd Baron of Appine was not killed at Flowdoun, tho there, but lived to a great old age. He married Cameron Daughter to Ewen Cameron of Lochiel.” Following this is a paragraph stating that “John Stewart 1st of Ardsheall of his descendants Alan Breck had better be omitted. Duncan Baan Stewart in Achindarroch his father was a Bastard.”

Some time after the release of Kidnapped, we paused for a bit in the Appin region, where we were surprised and intrigued to find that the sentiment around the murder of Glenure (the “Red Fox,” also known as “Colin Roy”) was almost as intense as if the tragedy had happened just the day before. For several years, my husband received letters of complaint or praise from members of the Campbell and Stewart clans. I have an old document in my possession, yellowed with age, that was sent shortly after the novel was published. It contains “The Pedigree of the Family of Appine,” which states that “Alan, 3rd Baron of Appine was not killed at Flowdoun, though he was there, but lived to a great old age. He married Cameron, daughter of Ewen Cameron of Lochiel.” Following this, there’s a paragraph noting that “John Stewart, 1st of Ardsheall, of his descendants, Alan Breck should be left out. Duncan Baan Stewart in Achindarroch was a bastard.”

One day, while my husband was busily at work, I sat beside him reading an old cookery book called The Compleat Housewife: or Accomplish’d Gentlewoman’s Companion. In the midst of receipts for “Rabbits, and Chickens mumbled, Pickled Samphire, Skirret Pye, Baked Tansy,” and other forgotten delicacies, there were directions for the preparation of several lotions for the preservation of beauty. One of these was so charming that I interrupted my husband to read it aloud. “Just what I wanted!” he exclaimed; and the receipt for the “Lily of the Valley Water” was instantly incorporated into Kidnapped.

One day, while my husband was busy working, I sat next to him reading an old cookbook called The Compleat Housewife: or Accomplish’d Gentlewoman’s Companion. In the middle of recipes for “Rabbits, and Chickens Mumbled, Pickled Samphire, Skirret Pie, Baked Tansy,” and other forgotten treats, there were instructions for making several beauty lotions. One of them was so lovely that I interrupted my husband to read it out loud. “Just what I needed!” he said; and the recipe for the “Lily of the Valley Water” was quickly added into Kidnapped.

F. V. DE G. S.

F. V. DE G. S.

DEDICATION

MY DEAR CHARLES BAXTER:

If you ever read this tale, you will likely ask yourself more questions than I should care to answer: as for instance how the Appin murder has come to fall in the year 1751, how the Torran rocks have crept so near to Earraid, or why the printed trial is silent as to all that touches David Balfour. These are nuts beyond my ability to crack. But if you tried me on the point of Alan’s guilt or innocence, I think I could defend the reading of the text. To this day you will find the tradition of Appin clear in Alan’s favour. If you inquire, you may even hear that the descendants of “the other man” who fired the shot are in the country to this day. But that other man’s name, inquire as you please, you shall not hear; for the Highlander values a secret for itself and for the congenial exercise of keeping it. I might go on for long to justify one point and own another indefensible; it is more honest to confess at once how little I am touched by the desire of accuracy. This is no furniture for the scholar’s library, but a book for the winter evening school-room when the tasks are over and the hour for bed draws near; and honest Alan, who was a grim old fire-eater in his day has in this new avatar no more desperate purpose than to steal some young gentleman’s attention from his Ovid, carry him awhile into the Highlands and the last century, and pack him to bed with some engaging images to mingle with his dreams.

If you ever read this story, you'll probably find yourself with more questions than I’m willing to answer: like how the Appin murder happened in 1751, how the Torran rocks got so close to Earraid, or why the printed trial doesn’t mention anything about David Balfour. These are puzzles I can’t solve. But if you asked me about Alan's guilt or innocence, I think I could defend my interpretation of the text. To this day, the tradition of Appin is clear in Alan’s favor. If you ask around, you might even hear that the descendants of "the other man" who fired the shot are still around. But you won’t hear that other man’s name; the Highlander values a secret for its own sake and takes pride in keeping it. I could go on for a while justifying one point while admitting another is indefensible; it’s more honest to confess how little I care about accuracy. This isn’t a book for a scholar's library, but a book for a cozy winter evening when the day’s tasks are done and bedtime is approaching; and honest Alan, who was a tough old fire-eater in his day, has no greater aim in this new version than to capture some young gentleman’s attention away from his Ovid, take him into the Highlands and the last century for a bit, and send him to bed with some interesting images to dream about.

As for you, my dear Charles, I do not even ask you to like this tale. But perhaps when he is older, your son will; he may then be pleased to find his father’s name on the fly-leaf; and in the meanwhile it pleases me to set it there, in memory of many days that were happy and some (now perhaps as pleasant to remember) that were sad. If it is strange for me to look back from a distance both in time and space on these bygone adventures of our youth, it must be stranger for you who tread the same streets—who may to-morrow open the door of the old Speculative, where we begin to rank with Scott and Robert Emmet and the beloved and inglorious Macbean—or may pass the corner of the close where that great society, the L. J. R., held its meetings and drank its beer, sitting in the seats of Burns and his companions. I think I see you, moving there by plain daylight, beholding with your natural eyes those places that have now become for your companion a part of the scenery of dreams. How, in the intervals of present business, the past must echo in your memory! Let it not echo often without some kind thoughts of your friend,

As for you, my dear Charles, I won’t even ask you to like this story. But maybe when your son gets older, he will; he might enjoy seeing his father’s name on the fly-leaf. In the meantime, it makes me happy to put it there, as a reminder of many joyful days and some that were sad (which, looking back, may now be just as nice to remember). If it seems odd for me to reflect on these past adventures from a distance in both time and space, it must feel even stranger for you, who walks the same streets—who might tomorrow open the door of the old Speculative, where we start to be mentioned alongside Scott and Robert Emmet and the beloved yet uncelebrated Macbean—or may stroll past the corner of the close where that great society, the L. J. R., held its meetings and drank its beer, sitting in the spots of Burns and his friends. I can picture you, moving there in broad daylight, seeing with your own eyes those places that have now become part of your friend’s dreamlike scenery. How, in the gaps of your current work, the past must resonate in your memory! Let it not resonate too often without some warm thoughts of your friend.

R.L.S. SKERRYVORE, BOURNEMOUTH.

R.L.S. Skerryvore, Bournemouth.


Chapter I

CHAPTER I
I SET OFF UPON MY JOURNEY TO THE HOUSE OF SHAWS

I

will begin the story of my adventures with a certain morning early in the month of June, the year of grace 1751, when I took the key for the last time out of the door of my father’s house. The sun began to shine upon the summit of the hills as I went down the road; and by the time I had come as far as the manse, the blackbirds were whistling in the garden lilacs, and the mist that hung around the valley in the time of the dawn was beginning to arise and die away.

I will start my story of adventures with a particular morning in early June, 1751, when I took the key out of my father's house for the last time. The sun was shining on the tops of the hills as I walked down the road, and by the time I reached the manse, the blackbirds were chirping in the garden lilacs, while the morning mist that had settled in the valley was starting to lift and fade away.

Mr. Campbell, the minister of Essendean, was waiting for me by the garden gate, good man! He asked me if I had breakfasted; and hearing that I lacked for nothing, he took my hand in both of his and clapped it kindly under his arm.

Mr. Campbell, the minister of Essendean, was waiting for me by the garden gate, good man! He asked me if I had eaten breakfast; and hearing that I was all set, he took my hand in both of his and kindly tucked it under his arm.

“Well, Davie, lad,” said he, “I will go with you as far as the ford, to set you on the way.” And we began to walk forward in silence.

“Well, Davie, buddy,” he said, “I’ll walk with you to the river crossing to get you started.” And we started walking quietly.

“Are ye sorry to leave Essendean?” said he, after awhile.

“Are you sad to leave Essendean?” he asked after a while.

“Why, sir,” said I, “if I knew where I was going, or what was likely to become of me, I would tell you candidly. Essendean is a good place indeed, and I have been very happy there; but then I have never been anywhere else. My father and mother, since they are both dead, I shall be no nearer to in Essendean than in the Kingdom of Hungary, and, to speak truth, if I thought I had a chance to better myself where I was going I would go with a good will.”

“Why, sir,” I said, “if I knew where I was headed or what might happen to me, I’d tell you honestly. Essendean is a nice place, and I’ve been very happy there; but I’ve never been anywhere else. Since my father and mother are both gone, I’m no closer to them in Essendean than I would be in Hungary, and to be honest, if I thought I had a chance to improve my situation where I’m going, I’d go with enthusiasm.”

“Ay?” said Mr. Campbell. “Very well, Davie. Then it behoves me to tell your fortune; or so far as I may. When your mother was gone, and your father (the worthy, Christian man) began to sicken for his end, he gave me in charge a certain letter, which he said was your inheritance. ‘So soon,’ says he, ‘as I am gone, and the house is redd up and the gear disposed of’ (all which, Davie, hath been done), ‘give my boy this letter into his hand, and start him off to the house of Shaws, not far from Cramond. That is the place I came from,’ he said, ‘and it’s where it befits that my boy should return. He is a steady lad,’ your father said, ‘and a canny goer; and I doubt not he will come safe, and be well liked where he goes.’”

“Hey?” said Mr. Campbell. “Alright, Davie. Then I need to tell you about your future; or at least what I can. After your mother was gone, and your father (the good, Christian man) started to decline, he entrusted me with a certain letter, which he said was your inheritance. ‘As soon,’ he said, ‘as I've passed, and the house is cleaned up and everything is taken care of’ (all of which, Davie, has been done), ‘give my boy this letter and send him off to the house of Shaws, not far from Cramond. That’s where I came from,’ he said, ‘and it’s where my boy should go back to. He’s a solid lad,’ your father said, ‘and clever; and I have no doubt he will arrive safely and be well-received wherever he goes.’”

“The house of Shaws!” I cried. “What had my poor father to do with the house of Shaws?”

“The house of Shaws!” I exclaimed. “What did my poor father have to do with the house of Shaws?”

“Nay,” said Mr. Campbell, “who can tell that for a surety? But the name of that family, Davie, boy, is the name you bear—Balfours of Shaws: an ancient, honest, reputable house, peradventure in these latter days decayed. Your father, too, was a man of learning as befitted his position; no man more plausibly conducted school; nor had he the manner or the speech of a common dominie; but (as ye will yourself remember) I took aye a pleasure to have him to the manse to meet the gentry; and those of my own house, Campbell of Kilrennet, Campbell of Dunswire, Campbell of Minch, and others, all well-kenned gentlemen, had pleasure in his society. Lastly, to put all the elements of this affair before you, here is the testamentary letter itself, superscrived by the own hand of our departed brother.”

“No,” said Mr. Campbell, “who can say for sure? But the name of that family, Davie, is the name you carry—Balfours of Shaws: an ancient, honest, reputable house, perhaps somewhat faded in these recent times. Your father, too, was a learned man fitting for his role; no one managed a school more credibly; nor did he have the manner or speech of an ordinary schoolmaster; but (as you will surely remember) I always enjoyed having him at the manse to meet the gentry; and those from my own family, Campbell of Kilrennet, Campbell of Dunswire, Campbell of Minch, and others, all well-respected gentlemen, valued his company. Lastly, to lay out all the details of this matter for you, here is the testamentary letter itself, written in the own hand of our departed brother.”

He gave me the letter, which was addressed in these words: “To the hands of Ebenezer Balfour, Esquire, of Shaws, in his house of Shaws, these will be delivered by my son, David Balfour.” My heart was beating hard at this great prospect now suddenly opening before a lad of seventeen years of age, the son of a poor country dominie in the Forest of Ettrick.

He handed me the letter, which was addressed like this: “To Ebenezer Balfour, Esquire, of Shaws, at his house in Shaws, delivered by my son, David Balfour.” My heart was racing at this incredible opportunity now suddenly unfolding for a seventeen-year-old boy, the son of a poor country schoolteacher in the Forest of Ettrick.

“Mr. Campbell,” I stammered, “and if you were in my shoes, would you go?”

“Mr. Campbell,” I hesitated, “if you were in my position, would you go?”

“Of a surety,” said the minister, “that would I, and without pause. A pretty lad like you should get to Cramond (which is near in by Edinburgh) in two days of walk. If the worst came to the worst, and your high relations (as I cannot but suppose them to be somewhat of your blood) should put you to the door, ye can but walk the two days back again and risp at the manse door. But I would rather hope that ye shall be well received, as your poor father forecast for you, and for anything that I ken come to be a great man in time. And here, Davie, laddie,” he resumed, “it lies near upon my conscience to improve this parting, and set you on the right guard against the dangers of the world.”

"Absolutely," said the minister, "I would, without hesitation. A good lad like you should make it to Cramond (which is close to Edinburgh) in two days of walking. If the worst happens, and your highborn relatives (whom I can only assume are somewhat related to you) decide to turn you away, you can simply walk the two days back and knock on the manse door. But I’d prefer to believe you’ll be welcomed, just as your poor father hoped for you, and that you might indeed become a great man in time. And here, Davie, my boy," he continued, "it weighs heavily on my conscience to use this farewell to prepare you and help you stay alert against the dangers of the world."

Here he cast about for a comfortable seat, lighted on a big boulder under a birch by the trackside, sate down upon it with a very long, serious upper lip, and the sun now shining in upon us between two peaks, put his pocket-handkerchief over his cocked hat to shelter him. There, then, with uplifted forefinger, he first put me on my guard against a considerable number of heresies, to which I had no temptation, and urged upon me to be instant in my prayers and reading of the Bible. That done, he drew a picture of the great house that I was bound to, and how I should conduct myself with its inhabitants.

Here, he looked for a comfortable place to sit and found a large boulder under a birch tree by the side of the road. He sat down on it with a very serious expression and, with the sun shining down on us between two peaks, placed his pocket handkerchief over his hat for shade. Then, with his finger raised, he warned me about a number of heresies that I wasn’t tempted by and urged me to be diligent in my prayers and Bible reading. After that, he described the big house I was headed to and told me how to behave with the people living there.

“Be soople, Davie, in things immaterial,” said he. “Bear ye this in mind, that, though gentle born, ye have had a country rearing. Dinnae shame us, Davie, dinnae shame us! In yon great, muckle house, with all these domestics, upper and under, show yourself as nice, as circumspect, as quick at the conception, and as slow of speech as any. As for the laird—remember he’s the laird; I say no more: honour to whom honour. It’s a pleasure to obey a laird; or should be, to the young.”

“Be flexible, Davie, in matters that don’t really matter,” he said. “Keep this in mind: even though you come from a good family, you've been raised in a country setting. Don’t embarrass us, Davie, don’t embarrass us! In that big house, with all those staff, both above and below stairs, present yourself as polite, as careful, as quick to understand, and as slow to speak as anyone else. And as for the landowner—remember he’s the landowner; I won’t say more: honor those who deserve it. It should be a pleasure to obey a landowner; at least it should be for the young.”

“Well, sir,” said I, “it may be; and I’ll promise you I’ll try to make it so.”

“Well, sir,” I said, “it might be; and I promise I’ll do my best to make it happen.”

“Why, very well said,” replied Mr. Campbell, heartily. “And now to come to the material, or (to make a quibble) to the immaterial. I have here a little packet which contains four things.” He tugged it, as he spoke, and with some great difficulty, from the skirt pocket of his coat. “Of these four things, the first is your legal due: the little pickle money for your father’s books and plenishing, which I have bought (as I have explained from the first) in the design of re-selling at a profit to the incoming dominie. The other three are gifties that Mrs. Campbell and myself would be blithe of your acceptance. The first, which is round, will likely please ye best at the first off-go; but, O Davie, laddie, it’s but a drop of water in the sea; it’ll help you but a step, and vanish like the morning. The second, which is flat and square and written upon, will stand by you through life, like a good staff for the road, and a good pillow to your head in sickness. And as for the last, which is cubical, that’ll see you, it’s my prayerful wish, into a better land.”

“Why, very well said,” Mr. Campbell replied warmly. “And now let’s get to the point, or (if we want to be picky) the abstract. I have a little packet here that contains four items.” He pulled it out with some effort from the pocket of his coat. “Of these four items, the first is what you’re owed: the little money for your father’s books and supplies, which I bought (as I’ve mentioned from the start) with the intention of selling at a profit to the new teacher. The other three are gifts that Mrs. Campbell and I would be delighted for you to accept. The first one, which is round, will probably please you the most at first glance; but, oh Davie, it’s just a drop in the bucket; it’ll only help you a little and disappear like the morning dew. The second one, which is flat and square and has writing on it, will support you throughout your life, serving as a good walking stick for your journey and a comforting pillow for your head in times of illness. And as for the last one, which is cube-shaped, I pray it will guide you, into a better place.”

Held me at arm's length, looking at me with his face all working with sorrow

With that he got upon his feet, took off his hat, and prayed a little while aloud, and in affecting terms, for a young man setting out into the world; then suddenly took me in his arms and embraced me very hard; then held me at arm’s length, looking at me with his face all working with sorrow; and then whipped about, and crying good-bye to me, set off backward by the way that we had come at a sort of jogging run. It might have been laughable to another; but I was in no mind to laugh. I watched him as long as he was in sight; and he never stopped hurrying, nor once looked back. Then it came in upon my mind that this was all his sorrow at my departure; and my conscience smote me hard and fast, because I, for my part, was overjoyed to get away out of that quiet country-side, and go to a great, busy house, among rich and respected gentlefolk of my own name and blood.

With that, he got to his feet, took off his hat, and prayed aloud for a little while, using heartfelt words for a young man starting out in the world. Then, he suddenly pulled me into a tight embrace, held me at arm's length, and looked at me with a face full of sorrow. After that, he turned around, called out goodbye to me, and started jogging backward the way we had come. It might have seemed funny to someone else, but I wasn’t in the mood to laugh. I watched him until he was out of sight, and he never stopped hurrying or looked back. Then it hit me that this was all his sadness about my leaving, and my conscience pricked me hard because I was overjoyed to escape that quiet countryside and head to a big, busy house among wealthy and respected people of my own name and blood.

“Davie, Davie,” I thought, “was ever seen such black ingratitude? Can you forget old favours and old friends at the mere whistle of a name? Fie, fie; think shame.”

“Davie, Davie,” I thought, “could anyone be so ungrateful? Can you really forget past kindnesses and old friends just because of a name? Shame on you.”

And I sat down on the boulder the good man had just left, and opened the parcel to see the nature of my gifts. That which he had called cubical, I had never had much doubt of; sure enough it was a little Bible, to carry in a plaid-neuk. That which he had called round, I found to be a shilling piece; and the third, which was to help me so wonderfully both in health and sickness all the days of my life, was a little piece of coarse yellow paper, written upon thus in red ink:

And I sat down on the boulder the kind man had just left, and opened the package to see what my gifts were. The item he called cubical was clearly a small Bible, perfect for carrying in a plaid pocket. The item he referred to as round turned out to be a shilling. The third item, which was meant to help me greatly in both health and sickness throughout my life, was a small piece of rough yellow paper, written on in red ink:

“TO MAKE LILLY OF THE VALLEY WATER.—Take the flowers of lilly of the valley and distil them in sack, and drink a spooneful or two as there is occasion. It restores speech to those that have the dumb palsey. It is good against the Gout; it comforts the heart and strengthens the memory; and the flowers, put into a Glasse, close stopt, and set into ane hill of ants for a month, then take it out, and you will find a liquor which comes from the flowers, which keep in a vial; it is good, ill or well, and whether man or woman.”

“TO MAKE LILLY OF THE VALLEY WATER.—Take the flowers of lily of the valley and distill them in sack, then drink a spoonful or two as needed. It restores speech to those who have the dumb palsy. It's beneficial for gout; it soothes the heart and boosts memory; and if you place the flowers in a glass, tightly sealed, and set it on an ant hill for a month, then take it out, you'll find a liquid derived from the flowers, which you should keep in a vial; it's good for all, regardless of gender.”

And then, in the minister’s own hand, was added:

And then, in the minister's own writing, was added:

“Likewise for sprains, rub it in; and for the cholic, a great spooneful in the hour.”

“Similarly, for sprains, rub it in; and for colic, take a large spoonful every hour.”

To be sure, I laughed over this; but it was rather tremulous laughter; and I was glad to get my bundle on my staff’s end and set out over the ford and up the hill upon the farther side; till, just as I came on the green drove-road running wide through the heather, I took my last look of Kirk Essendean, the trees about the manse, and the big rowans in the kirkyard where my father and my mother lay.

Sure, I laughed at this; but it was more of a shaky laugh. I was relieved to hoist my bundle onto my staff and head across the ford and up the hill on the other side. Just as I reached the wide green drove-road cutting through the heather, I took one last look at Kirk Essendean, the trees around the manse, and the large rowan trees in the kirkyard where my father and mother are buried.

Chapter II

CHAPTER II
I COME TO MY JOURNEY’S END

I

n the forenoon of the second day, coming to the top of a hill, I saw all the country fall away before me down to the sea; and in the midst of this descent, on a long ridge, the city of Edinburgh smoking like a kiln. There was a flag upon the castle, and ships moving or lying anchored in the firth; both of which, for as far away as they were, I could distinguish clearly; and both brought my country heart into my mouth.

In the morning of the second day, as I reached the top of a hill, I saw the land drop away in front of me down to the sea. In the middle of this slope, on a long ridge, the city of Edinburgh was smoking like a kiln. There was a flag on the castle, and ships moving or anchored in the firth; both of which, even from a distance, I could see clearly, and they made my heart swell with pride for my country.

Presently after, I came by a house where a shepherd lived, and got a rough direction for the neighbourhood of Cramond; and so, from one to another, worked my way to the westward of the capital by Colinton, till I came out upon the Glasgow road. And there, to my great pleasure and wonder, I beheld a regiment marching to the fifes, every foot in time; an old red-faced general on a grey horse at the one end, and at the other the company of Grenadiers, with their Pope’s-hats. The pride of life seemed to mount into my brain at the sight of the red coats and the hearing of that merry music.

Soon after, I passed by a house where a shepherd lived and got some rough directions to the area near Cramond. From one place to another, I made my way west of the capital through Colinton until I reached the Glasgow road. To my great delight and amazement, I saw a regiment marching to the sound of the fifes, each step perfectly in time—an old, red-faced general on a gray horse at one end, and at the other, a group of Grenadiers with their Pope’s hats. The sight of the red coats and the sound of that lively music filled me with a sense of pride and excitement.

A little farther on, and I was told I was in Cramond parish, and began to substitute in my inquiries the name of the house of Shaws. It was a word that seemed to surprise those of whom I sought my way. At first I thought the plainness of my appearance, in my country habit, and that all dusty from the road, consorted ill with the greatness of the place to which I was bound. But after two, or maybe three, had given me the same look and the same answer, I began to take it in my head there was something strange about the Shaws itself.

A little further on, I was told I was in Cramond parish and started asking about the house of Shaws. The name seemed to surprise the people I was asking. At first, I thought my plain appearance, dressed in my country clothes and dusty from the road, didn't match the importance of the place I was trying to reach. But after two or maybe three people gave me the same look and the same answer, I started to think there was something odd about the Shaws itself.

The better to set this fear at rest, I changed the form of my inquiries; and spying an honest fellow coming along a lane on the shaft of his cart, I asked him if he had ever heard tell of a house they called the house of Shaws.

To ease my fear, I switched up how I asked questions; spotting a decent guy walking down a path with his cart, I asked him if he had ever heard of a place called the house of Shaws.

He stopped his cart and looked at me, like the others.

He paused his cart and stared at me, just like the others.

“Ay” said he. “What for?”

“Yeah,” he said. “What for?”

“It’s a great house?” I asked.

“It’s a great house?” I asked.

“Doubtless,” says he. “The house is a big, muckle house.”

“Definitely,” he says. “The house is a big, massive house.”

“Ay,” said I, “but the folk that are in it?”

“Ay,” I said, “but what about the people who are in it?”

“Folk?” cried he. “Are ye daft? There’s nae folk there—to call folk.”

“People?” he shouted. “Are you crazy? There are no people there—to call people.”

“What?” say I; “not Mr. Ebenezer?”

“What?” I said; “not Mr. Ebenezer?”

“Ou, ay” says the man; “there’s the laird, to be sure, if it’s him you’re wanting. What’ll like be your business, mannie?”

“Yeah,” says the man, “there’s the lord, for sure, if that’s who you’re looking for. What’s your business, buddy?”

“I was led to think that I would get a situation,” I said, looking as modest as I could.

“I was made to believe that I would get a job,” I said, looking as humble as I could.

“What?” cries the carter, in so sharp a note that his very horse started; and then, “Well, mannie,” he added, “it’s nane of my affairs; but ye seem a decent-spoken lad; and if ye’ll take a word from me, ye’ll keep clear of the Shaws.”

“What?” the carter shouted, so loudly that his horse jumped; and then he said, “Well, buddy, it’s none of my business; but you seem like a decent guy; and if you’re willing to take my advice, you should stay away from the Shaws.”

The next person I came across was a dapper little man in a beautiful white wig, whom I saw to be a barber on his rounds; and knowing well that barbers were great gossips, I asked him plainly what sort of a man was Mr. Balfour of the Shaws.

The next person I encountered was a stylish little man in a lovely white wig, who I recognized as a barber out on his rounds; and knowing that barbers are known for their gossip, I directly asked him what kind of person Mr. Balfour of the Shaws was.

“Hoot, hoot, hoot,” said the barber, “nae kind of a man, nae kind of a man at all;” and began to ask me very shrewdly what my business was; but I was more than a match for him at that, and he went on to his next customer no wiser than he came.

“Hoot, hoot, hoot,” said the barber, “no kind of man, no kind of man at all;” and he started to ask me very cleverly what I was up to; but I was more than a match for him on that, and he moved on to his next customer no wiser than he had been when he started.

I cannot well describe the blow this dealt to my illusions. The more indistinct the accusations were, the less I liked them, for they left the wider field to fancy. What kind of a great house was this, that all the parish should start and stare to be asked the way to it? or what sort of a gentleman, that his ill-fame should be thus current on the wayside? If an hour’s walking would have brought me back to Essendean, I had left my adventure then and there, and returned to Mr. Campbell’s. But when I had come so far a way already, mere shame would not suffer me to desist till I had put the matter to the touch of proof; I was bound, out of mere self-respect, to carry it through; and little as I liked the sound of what I heard, and slow as I began to travel, I still kept asking my way and still kept advancing.

I can't quite explain how much this shattered my illusions. The vaguer the accusations were, the more uneasy they made me because they left too much room for my imagination. What kind of grand house was this that everyone in the area would stop and look when asked how to get there? And what kind of gentleman was it whose bad reputation was common knowledge on the roadside? If walking an hour would have taken me back to Essendean, I would have given up my adventure right then and gone back to Mr. Campbell’s. But having traveled this far, I couldn't just turn back out of embarrassment; I had to see it through for the sake of my own self-respect. Despite how much I disliked what I was hearing and how slowly I started to move, I kept asking for directions and continued to make progress.

It was drawing on to sundown when I met a stout, dark, sour-looking woman coming trudging down a hill; and she, when I had put my usual question, turned sharp about, accompanied me back to the summit she had just left, and pointed to a great bulk of building standing very bare upon a green in the bottom of the next valley. The country was pleasant round about, running in low hills, pleasantly watered and wooded, and the crops, to my eyes, wonderfully good; but the house itself appeared to be a kind of ruin; no road led up to it; no smoke arose from any of the chimneys; nor was there any semblance of a garden. My heart sank. “That!” I cried.

It was getting close to sunset when I encountered a short, dark, grumpy woman trudging down a hill. After I asked my usual question, she turned around quickly, walked back with me to the top of the hill she had just left, and pointed to a large, bare building sitting on a green area at the bottom of the next valley. The surrounding countryside was nice, with gentle hills, good water, and trees, and the crops looked really great to me; but the house itself seemed to be a sort of ruin. There was no road leading up to it, no smoke coming from the chimneys, and it didn’t look like there was any garden at all. My heart sank. “That!” I exclaimed.

The woman’s face lit up with a malignant anger. “That is the house of Shaws!” she cried. “Blood built it; blood stopped the building of it; blood shall bring it down. See here!” she cried again—“I spit upon the ground, and crack my thumb at it! Black be its fall! If ye see the laird, tell him what ye hear; tell him this makes the twelve hunner and nineteen time that Jennet Clouston has called down the curse on him and his house, byre and stable, man, guest, and master, wife, miss, or bairn—black, black be their fall!”

The woman’s face was filled with rage. “That’s the house of Shaws!” she shouted. “Blood built it; blood stopped the building of it; blood will bring it down. Look here!” she shouted again—“I spit on the ground, and I make a gesture at it! May its downfall be dark! If you see the laird, tell him what you’ve heard; tell him this is the twelfth hundred and nineteenth time that Jennet Clouston has cursed him and his house, barn and stable, man, guest, and master, wife, daughter, or child—may their downfall be dark, dark!”

And the woman, whose voice had risen to a kind of eldritch sing-song, turned with a skip, and was gone. I stood where she left me, with my hair on end. In those days folk still believed in witches and trembled at a curse; and this one, falling so pat, like a wayside omen, to arrest me ere I carried out my purpose, took the pith out of my legs.

And the woman, whose voice had turned into a creepy sing-song, turned with a bounce and disappeared. I stood where she left me, my hair standing on end. Back then, people still believed in witches and were terrified of curses; and this one, arriving so perfectly, like a sign on the side of the road, stopped me right before I went through with my plan, making my legs go weak.

I sat me down and stared at the house of Shaws. The more I looked, the pleasanter that country-side appeared; being all set with hawthorn bushes full of flowers; the fields dotted with sheep; a fine flight of rooks in the sky; and every sign of a kind soil and climate; and yet the barrack in the midst of it went sore against my fancy.

I sat down and stared at the house of Shaws. The more I looked, the nicer the countryside seemed; filled with hawthorn bushes in bloom, fields speckled with sheep, a nice flock of rooks in the sky, and every indication of rich soil and good weather; yet the barrack in the middle of it really bothered me.

Country folk went by from the fields as I sat there on the side of the ditch, but I lacked the spirit to give them a good-e’en. At last the sun went down, and then, right up against the yellow sky, I saw a scroll of smoke go mounting, not much thicker, as it seemed to me, than the smoke of a candle; but still there it was, and meant a fire, and warmth, and cookery, and some living inhabitant that must have lit it; and this comforted my heart.

Country folks passed by from the fields while I sat there by the ditch, but I didn’t have the energy to greet them. Finally, the sun set, and against the yellow sky, I saw a thin plume of smoke rising, not much thicker than candle smoke, but it was there, signaling a fire, warmth, cooking, and some person who must have started it; and this brought comfort to my heart.

So I set forward by a little faint track in the grass that led in my direction. It was very faint indeed to be the only way to a place of habitation; yet I saw no other. Presently it brought me to stone uprights, with an unroofed lodge beside them, and coats of arms upon the top. A main entrance it was plainly meant to be, but never finished; instead of gates of wrought iron, a pair of hurdles were tied across with a straw rope; and as there were no park walls, nor any sign of avenue, the track that I was following passed on the right hand of the pillars, and went wandering on toward the house.

So I followed a faint path in the grass that led in my direction. It was barely noticeable to be the only way to any place where people lived, but I didn't see another option. Soon, it brought me to some stone pillars with an open lodge beside them, and there were coats of arms on top. It clearly looked like it was supposed to be a main entrance, but it was never completed; instead of wrought iron gates, a couple of barriers were tied across with a straw rope. Since there were no park walls or any sign of a driveway, the path I was on went to the right of the pillars and continued wandering toward the house.

The nearer I got to the house the drearier it appeared

The nearer I got to that, the drearier it appeared. It seemed like the one wing of a house that had never been finished. What should have been the inner end stood open on the upper floors, and showed against the sky with steps and stairs of uncompleted masonry. Many of the windows were unglazed, and bats flew in and out like doves out of a dove-cote.

The closer I got to it, the more depressing it looked. It seemed like one side of a house that had never been completed. What should have been the inner end was wide open on the upper floors, showing steps and stairs of unfinished brick against the sky. Many of the windows were without glass, and bats flew in and out like doves from a dove-cote.

The night had begun to fall as I got close; and in three of the lower windows, which were very high up and narrow, and well barred, the changing light of a little fire began to glimmer. Was this the palace I had been coming to? Was it within these walls that I was to seek new friends and begin great fortunes? Why, in my father’s house on Essen-Waterside, the fire and the bright lights would show a mile away, and the door open to a beggar’s knock!

The night was starting to set in as I got closer, and in three of the lower windows, which were quite high up, narrow, and securely barred, the flickering light of a small fire began to shine. Was this the palace I had been heading to? Was it behind these walls that I would find new friends and start a great future? Back at my father’s house on Essen-Waterside, the fire and bright lights could be seen from a mile away, and the door would swing open to a beggar's knock!

I came forward cautiously, and giving ear as I came, heard some one rattling with dishes, and a little dry, eager cough that came in fits; but there was no sound of speech, and not a dog barked.

I approached slowly, listening as I went, and heard someone clattering dishes and a little dry, eager cough that came in bursts; but there was no talking, and not a single dog barked.

The door, as well as I could see it in the dim light, was a great piece of wood all studded with nails; and I lifted my hand with a faint heart under my jacket, and knocked once. Then I stood and waited. The house had fallen into a dead silence; a whole minute passed away, and nothing stirred but the bats overhead. I knocked again, and hearkened again. By this time my ears had grown so accustomed to the quiet, that I could hear the ticking of the clock inside as it slowly counted out the seconds; but whoever was in that house kept deadly still, and must have held his breath.

The door, or at least what I could make out in the low light, was a huge piece of wood covered in nails. I raised my hand with a nervous feeling in my stomach and knocked once. Then I stood and waited. The house was completely silent; a whole minute went by without a sound except for the bats above. I knocked again and listened closely. By now, I had gotten so used to the quiet that I could hear the clock inside ticking as it counted the seconds, but whoever was in that house remained completely still and must have been holding their breath.

I was in two minds whether to run away; but anger got the upper hand, and I began instead to rain kicks and buffets on the door, and to shout out aloud for Mr. Balfour. I was in full career, when I heard the cough right overhead, and jumping back and looking up, beheld a man’s head in a tall nightcap, and the bell mouth of a blunderbuss, at one of the first-storey windows.

I was torn about whether to run away, but anger won out, and I started to kick and bang on the door, shouting for Mr. Balfour. I was fully committed when I heard a cough right above me. Jumping back and looking up, I saw a man's head in a tall nightcap, along with the barrel of a blunderbuss sticking out of one of the first-floor windows.

“It’s loaded,” said a voice.

“It’s loaded,” a voice said.

“I have come here with a letter,” I said, “to Mr. Ebenezer Balfour of Shaws. Is he here?”

“I've come here with a letter,” I said, “for Mr. Ebenezer Balfour of Shaws. Is he here?”

“From whom is it?” asked the man with the blunderbuss.

“Who is it from?” asked the man with the shotgun.

“That is neither here nor there,” said I, for I was growing very wroth.

"That doesn't matter," I said, getting really angry.

“Well,” was the reply, “ye can put it down upon the doorstep, and be off with ye.”

“Well,” they replied, “you can leave it on the doorstep and be on your way.”

“I will do no such thing,” I cried. “I will deliver it into Mr. Balfour’s hands, as it was meant I should. It is a letter of introduction.”

“I won't do that,” I said. “I will hand it over to Mr. Balfour, just as it was meant to be. It's a letter of introduction.”

“A what?” cried the voice, sharply.

“A what?” shouted the voice, sharply.

I repeated what I had said.

I repeated what I had said.

“Who are ye, yourself?” was the next question, after a considerable pause.

“Who are you, yourself?” was the next question, after a lengthy pause.

“I am not ashamed of my name,” said I. “They call me David Balfour.”

“I’m not ashamed of my name,” I said. “They call me David Balfour.”

At that, I made sure the man started, for I heard the blunderbuss rattle on the window-sill; and it was after quite a long pause, and with a curious change of voice, that the next question followed:

At that, I made sure the man began, because I heard the blunderbuss rattle on the window sill; and after quite a long pause, with a strange change in his voice, the next question came:

“Is your father dead?”

"Is your dad dead?"

I was so much surprised at this, that I could find no voice to answer, but stood staring.

I was so surprised by this that I couldn't find my voice to respond; I just stood there staring.

“Ay,” the man resumed, “he’ll be dead, no doubt; and that’ll be what brings ye chapping to my door.” Another pause, and then defiantly, “Well, man,” he said, “I’ll let ye in;” and he disappeared from the window.

“Yeah,” the man continued, “he’ll definitely be dead; and that’s what will bring you knocking on my door.” After another pause, he said defiantly, “Alright, I’ll let you in;” and then he vanished from the window.

Chapter III

CHAPTER III
I MAKE ACQUAINTANCE OF MY UNCLE

P

resently there came a great rattling of chains and bolts, and the door was cautiously opened and shut to again behind me as soon as I had passed.

Recently, there was a loud racket of chains and bolts, and the door was carefully opened and quickly shut behind me as soon as I walked through.

“Go into the kitchen and touch naething,” said the voice; and while the person of the house set himself to replacing the defences of the door, I groped my way forward and entered the kitchen.

“Go into the kitchen and don’t touch anything,” said the voice; and while the homeowner worked on securing the door, I carefully made my way forward and entered the kitchen.

The fire had burned up fairly bright, and showed me the barest room I think I ever put my eyes on. Half-a-dozen dishes stood upon the shelves; the table was laid for supper with a bowl of porridge, a horn spoon, and a cup of small beer. Besides what I have named, there was not another thing in that great, stone-vaulted, empty chamber but lockfast chests arranged along the wall and a corner cupboard with a padlock.

The fire was burning pretty brightly, lighting up the barest room I think I've ever seen. Half a dozen dishes were on the shelves; the table was set for dinner with a bowl of porridge, a horn spoon, and a cup of small beer. Other than what I've mentioned, there was nothing else in that big, stone-vaulted, empty room except for locked chests lined up along the wall and a corner cupboard with a padlock.

As soon as the last chain was up, the man rejoined me. He was a mean, stooping, narrow-shouldered, clay-faced creature; and his age might have been anything between fifty and seventy. His nightcap was of flannel, and so was the nightgown that he wore, instead of coat and waistcoat, over his ragged shirt. He was long unshaved; but what most distressed and even daunted me, he would neither take his eyes away from me nor look me fairly in the face. What he was, whether by trade or birth, was more than I could fathom; but he seemed most like an old, unprofitable serving-man, who should have been left in charge of that big house upon board wages.

As soon as the last chain was up, the man came back to me. He was a grim, hunched-over guy with narrow shoulders and a clay-colored face; his age could have been anywhere from fifty to seventy. He wore a flannel nightcap and a flannel nightgown instead of a coat and vest over his torn shirt. He hadn’t shaved in a while; but what bothered and intimidated me the most was that he wouldn’t look away from me or meet my gaze properly. I couldn't figure out what he was—whether by job or by birth—but he seemed most like an old, unhelpful servant who should have been left in charge of that big house for a small wage.

“Are ye sharp-set?” he asked, glancing at about the level of my knee. “Ye can eat that drop parritch?”

“Are you hungry?” he asked, glancing at my knees. “Can you eat that little bit of porridge?”

I said I feared it was his own supper.

I said I was afraid it was his own dinner.

“O,” said he, “I can do fine wanting it. I’ll take the ale, though, for it slockens[1] my cough.” He drank the cup about half out, still keeping an eye upon me as he drank; and then suddenly held out his hand. “Let’s see the letter,” said he.

“O,” he said, “I can do well enough without it. I’ll take the ale, though, because it helps with my cough.” He drank about half of the cup, keeping an eye on me as he did; then suddenly he held out his hand. “Let’s see the letter,” he said.

[1] moistens

wetens

I told him the letter was for Mr. Balfour; not for him.

I told him the letter was for Mr. Balfour, not for him.

“And who do ye think I am?” says he. “Give me Alexander’s letter.”

“And who do you think I am?” he says. “Give me Alexander’s letter.”

“You know my father’s name?”

"Do you know my dad's name?"

“It would be strange if I didnae,” he returned, “for he was my born brother; and little as ye seem to like either me or my house, or my good parritch, I’m your born uncle, Davie, my man, and you my born nephew. So give us the letter, and sit down and fill your kyte.”

“It would be weird if I didn’t,” he replied, “because he was my biological brother; and no matter how much you seem to dislike me, my family, or my good porridge, I’m your actual uncle, Davie, my man, and you’re my actual nephew. So hand over the letter and take a seat to fill your stomach.”

If I had been some years younger, what with shame, weariness, and disappointment, I believe I had burst into tears. As it was, I could find no words, neither black nor white, but handed him the letter, and sat down to the porridge with as little appetite for meat as ever a young man had.

If I were a few years younger, given my shame, exhaustion, and disappointment, I probably would have burst into tears. Instead, I couldn't find any words, whether good or bad, so I just handed him the letter and sat down to the porridge with as little appetite for food as any young man has ever had.

Meanwhile, my uncle, stooping over the fire, turned the letter over and over in his hands.

Meanwhile, my uncle, bent over the fire, kept flipping the letter in his hands.

Do ye ken what's in it?

“Do ye ken what’s in it?” he asked, suddenly.

"Do you know what's in it?" he asked, suddenly.

“You see for yourself, sir,” said I, “that the seal has not been broken.”

“You can see for yourself, sir,” I said, “that the seal hasn’t been broken.”

“Ay,” said he, “but what brought you here?”

“Ay,” he said, “but what brought you here?”

“To give the letter,” said I.

"To deliver the letter," I said.

“No,” says he, cunningly, “but ye’ll have had some hopes, nae doubt?”

“No,” he says slyly, “but you must have had some hopes, right?”

“I confess, sir,” said I, “when I was told that I had kinsfolk well-to-do, I did indeed indulge the hope that they might help me in my life. But I am no beggar; I look for no favours at your hands, and I want none that are not freely given. For as poor as I appear, I have friends of my own that will be blithe to help me.”

“I admit, sir,” I said, “when I learned that I had wealthy relatives, I really hoped they might assist me in my life. But I am not a beggar; I’m not looking for any handouts from you, and I don’t want anything that isn’t offered willingly. Despite how poor I seem, I have my own friends who would be happy to help me.”

“Hoot-toot!” said Uncle Ebenezer, “dinnae fly up in the snuff at me. We’ll agree fine yet. And, Davie, my man, if you’re done with that bit parritch, I could just take a sup of it myself. Ay,” he continued, as soon as he had ousted me from the stool and spoon, “they’re fine, halesome food—they’re grand food, parritch.” He murmured a little grace to himself and fell to. “Your father was very fond of his meat, I mind; he was a hearty, if not a great eater; but as for me, I could never do mair than pyke at food.” He took a pull at the small beer, which probably reminded him of hospitable duties, for his next speech ran thus: “If ye’re dry ye’ll find water behind the door.”

“Hoot-toot!” said Uncle Ebenezer, “don’t get all worked up with me. We’ll sort it out soon enough. And, Davie, my boy, if you’re finished with that bit of porridge, I could use a bite myself. Yeah,” he continued, as soon as he pushed me off the stool and took the spoon, “it’s good, healthy food—really great food, porridge.” He mumbled a little blessing to himself and dug in. “Your father loved his meat, I remember; he was a big eater, if not a huge one; but me, I could never eat more than pick at my food.” He took a swig of the small beer, which probably made him think of being a good host, as his next comment went: “If you’re thirsty, you’ll find water behind the door.”

To this I returned no answer, standing stiffly on my two feet, and looking down upon my uncle with a mighty angry heart. He, on his part, continued to eat like a man under some pressure of time, and to throw out little darting glances now at my shoes and now at my home-spun stockings. Once only, when he had ventured to look a little higher, our eyes met; and no thief taken with a hand in a man’s pocket could have shown more lively signals of distress. This set me in a muse, whether his timidity arose from too long a disuse of any human company; and whether perhaps, upon a little trial, it might pass off, and my uncle change into an altogether different man. From this I was awakened by his sharp voice.

I didn't respond, standing stiffly on my feet and glaring down at my uncle with a deeply angry heart. He, for his part, kept eating like he was pressed for time, and shot little glances at my shoes and then at my homemade stockings. Once, when he dared to glance a bit higher, our eyes met; and no thief caught with his hand in someone’s pocket could have shown more obvious signs of distress. This made me wonder whether his shyness was due to being out of practice with human company, and if maybe, after a little time, he could change and become a completely different person. I was pulled out of this thought by his sharp voice.

“Your father’s been long dead?” he asked.

“Has your father been gone for a long time?” he asked.

“Three weeks, sir,” said I.

“Three weeks, sir,” I said.

“He was a secret man, Alexander—a secret, silent man,” he continued. “He never said muckle when he was young. He’ll never have spoken muckle of me?”

“He was a private guy, Alexander—a private, quiet guy,” he continued. “He hardly said much when he was young. He probably never talked much about me?”

“I never knew, sir, till you told it me yourself, that he had any brother.”

“I had no idea, sir, until you mentioned it yourself, that he had a brother.”

“Dear me, dear me!” said Ebenezer. “Nor yet of Shaws, I dare say?”

“Wow, wow!” said Ebenezer. “And I bet not even Shaws, right?”

“Not so much as the name, sir,” said I.

“Not really the name, sir,” I said.

“To think o’ that!” said he. “A strange nature of a man!” For all that, he seemed singularly satisfied, but whether with himself, or me, or with this conduct of my father’s, was more than I could read. Certainly, however, he seemed to be outgrowing that distaste, or ill-will, that he had conceived at first against my person; for presently he jumped up, came across the room behind me, and hit me a smack upon the shoulder. “We’ll agree fine yet!” he cried. “I’m just as glad I let you in. And now come awa’ to your bed.”

"Can you believe that?" he said. "What a peculiar guy!" Still, he looked oddly satisfied, but it was hard to tell if it was with himself, me, or my father's behavior. However, he definitely seemed to be getting over the dislike or resentment he initially had towards me; soon, he stood up, walked across the room behind me, and gave me a playful smack on the shoulder. "We’re going to get along just fine!" he shouted. "I’m really glad I let you in. Now, go on to bed."

To my surprise, he lit no lamp or candle, but set forth into the dark passage, groped his way, breathing deeply, up a flight of steps, and paused before a door, which he unlocked. I was close upon his heels, having stumbled after him as best I might; and then he bade me go in, for that was my chamber. I did as he bid, but paused after a few steps, and begged a light to go to bed with.

To my surprise, he didn’t light any lamps or candles but walked into the dark hallway, feeling his way, taking deep breaths, up a flight of stairs, and stopped in front of a door, which he unlocked. I was right behind him, trying my best not to trip as I followed him; then he told me to go in since it was my room. I did as he asked but stopped after a few steps and requested a light to take to bed with me.

“Hoot-toot!” said Uncle Ebenezer, “there’s a fine moon.”

“Hoot-toot!” said Uncle Ebenezer, “there’s a beautiful moon.”

“Neither moon nor star, sir, and pit-mirk,”[2] said I. “I cannae see the bed.”

“Neither moon nor star, sir, and pitch-black,”[2] said I. “I can’t see the bed.”

[2] Dark as the pit.

Dark as the void.

“Hoot-toot, hoot-toot!” said he. “Lights in a house is a thing I dinnae agree with. I’m unco feared of fires. Good-night to ye, Davie, my man.” And before I had time to add a further protest, he pulled the door to, and I heard him lock me in from the outside.

“Hoot-toot, hoot-toot!” he said. “Having lights on in a house is something I don’t agree with. I’m really afraid of fires. Goodnight to you, Davie, my friend.” And before I could make another protest, he shut the door and I heard him lock me in from the outside.

I did not know whether to laugh or cry. The room was as cold as a well, and the bed, when I had found my way to it, as damp as a peat-hag; but by good fortune I had caught up my bundle and my plaid, and rolling myself in the latter, I lay down upon the floor under lee of the big bedstead, and fell speedily asleep.

I didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. The room was as cold as a stone, and the bed, when I finally made it to it, was as damp as a bog; but thankfully, I had grabbed my bag and my blanket, and wrapping myself in the blanket, I lay down on the floor next to the big bed and quickly fell asleep.

With the first peep of day I opened my eyes, to find myself in a great chamber, hung with stamped leather, furnished with fine embroidered furniture, and lit by three fair windows. Ten years ago, or perhaps twenty, it must have been as pleasant a room to lie down or to awake in as a man could wish; but damp, dirt, disuse, and the mice and spiders had done their worst since then. Many of the window-panes, besides, were broken; and indeed this was so common a feature in that house, that I believe my uncle must at some time have stood a siege from his indignant neighbours—perhaps with Jennet Clouston at their head.

With the first light of day, I opened my eyes to find myself in a large room, decorated with stamped leather, furnished with beautifully embroidered furniture, and brightened by three lovely windows. Ten years ago, or maybe even twenty, it would have been as nice a place to lie down or wake up in as anyone could want; but dampness, dirt, neglect, and the presence of mice and spiders had taken their toll since then. Many of the windowpanes were broken, and this was such a common sight in that house that I think my uncle must have once faced a siege from his upset neighbors—maybe with Jennet Clouston leading the charge.

Meanwhile the sun was shining outside; and being very cold in that miserable room, I knocked and shouted till my gaoler came and let me out. He carried me to the back of the house, where was a draw-well, and told me to “wash my face there, if I wanted;” and when that was done, I made the best of my own way back to the kitchen, where he had lit the fire and was making the porridge. The table was laid with two bowls and two horn spoons, but the same single measure of small beer. Perhaps my eye rested on this particular with some surprise, and perhaps my uncle observed it; for he spoke up as if in answer to my thought, asking me if I would like to drink ale—for so he called it.

Meanwhile, the sun was shining outside, and since it was really cold in that miserable room, I knocked and shouted until my jailer came and let me out. He took me to the back of the house, where there was a well, and told me to “wash my face there, if I wanted to.” Once I was done, I made my way back to the kitchen, where he had lit the fire and was making porridge. The table was set with two bowls and two horn spoons, but only one small jug of beer. Maybe I looked at this with some surprise, and maybe my uncle noticed, because he spoke up as if he was answering my unspoken thought, asking me if I wanted to drink ale—for that’s what he called it.

I told him such was my habit, but not to put himself about.

I told him that was just how I was, but he shouldn’t worry about it.

“Na, na,” said he; “I’ll deny you nothing in reason.”

“Of course,” he said; “I won’t refuse you anything that makes sense.”

He fetched another cup from the shelf; and then, to my great surprise, instead of drawing more beer, he poured an accurate half from one cup to the other. There was a kind of nobleness in this that took my breath away; if my uncle was certainly a miser, he was one of that thorough breed that goes near to make the vice respectable.

He grabbed another cup from the shelf, and then, to my surprise, instead of pouring more beer, he carefully transferred half from one cup to the other. There was something noble about this that left me speechless; if my uncle was definitely a miser, he was the kind that almost made the vice seem respectable.

When we had made an end of our meal, my uncle Ebenezer unlocked a drawer, and drew out of it a clay pipe and a lump of tobacco, from which he cut one fill before he locked it up again. Then he sat down in the sun at one of the windows and silently smoked. From time to time his eyes came coasting round to me, and he shot out one of his questions. Once it was, “And your mother?” and when I had told him that she, too, was dead, “Ay, she was a bonnie lassie!” Then, after another long pause, “Whae were these friends o’ yours?”

When we finished our meal, my uncle Ebenezer unlocked a drawer and took out a clay pipe and a chunk of tobacco, which he cut a piece from before locking it up again. Then he sat in the sun by one of the windows and smoked in silence. Occasionally, he glanced over at me and asked one of his questions. Once he said, “And your mother?” When I told him she was also dead, he replied, “Yeah, she was a beautiful girl!” After another long pause, he asked, “Who were those friends of yours?”

I told him they were different gentlemen of the name of Campbell; though, indeed, there was only one, and that the minister, that had ever taken the least note of me; but I began to think my uncle made too light of my position, and finding myself all alone with him, I did not wish him to suppose me helpless.

I told him they were different gentlemen with the name Campbell; however, there was really only one, the minister, who had ever paid me any attention. But I started to feel that my uncle was underestimating my situation, and being all alone with him, I didn't want him to think I was helpless.

He seemed to turn this over in his mind; and then, “Davie, my man,” said he, “ye’ve come to the right bit when ye came to your uncle Ebenezer. I’ve a great notion of the family, and I mean to do the right by you; but while I’m taking a bit think to mysel’ of what’s the best thing to put you to—whether the law, or the meenistry, or maybe the army, whilk is what boys are fondest of—I wouldnae like the Balfours to be humbled before a wheen Hieland Campbells, and I’ll ask you to keep your tongue within your teeth. Nae letters; nae messages; no kind of word to onybody; or else—there’s my door.”

He seemed to think about this for a moment, and then said, “Davie, my man, you’ve come to the right place by coming to your Uncle Ebenezer. I really value the family, and I intend to do right by you. But while I consider what the best path is for you—whether it’s law, the ministry, or maybe the army, which is what most boys like—I wouldn’t want the Balfours to be humiliated by a bunch of Highland Campbells. So I need you to keep your mouth shut. No letters, no messages, no word to anyone; otherwise—there’s my door.”

“Uncle Ebenezer,” said I, “I’ve no manner of reason to suppose you mean anything but well by me. For all that, I would have you to know that I have a pride of my own. It was by no will of mine that I came seeking you; and if you show me your door again, I’ll take you at the word.”

“Uncle Ebenezer,” I said, “I have no reason to think anything but good intentions from you. Still, I want you to know that I have my own pride. It wasn’t my choice to come looking for you; and if you show me your door again, I’ll take you up on it.”

He seemed grievously put out. “Hoots-toots,” said he, “ca’ cannie, man—ca’ cannie! Bide a day or two. I’m nae warlock, to find a fortune for you in the bottom of a parritch bowl; but just you give me a day or two, and say naething to naebody, and as sure as sure, I’ll do the right by you.”

He looked really upset. “Come on,” he said, “take it easy, man—take it easy! Just give it a day or two. I’m not a magician, here to pull a fortune out of a bowl of porridge; but if you give me a day or two and don’t tell anyone, I promise I’ll do right by you.”

“Very well,” said I, “enough said. If you want to help me, there’s no doubt but I’ll be glad of it, and none but I’ll be grateful.”

“Okay,” I said, “that’s enough. If you want to help me, I’d definitely appreciate it, and I’ll be really grateful.”

It seemed to me (too soon, I dare say) that I was getting the upper hand of my uncle; and I began next to say that I must have the bed and bedclothes aired and put to sun-dry; for nothing would make me sleep in such a pickle.

It felt to me (a bit prematurely, I admit) that I was gaining the advantage over my uncle; and I then started to say that I needed the bed and bedding aired out and dried in the sun; because there was no way I was going to sleep in such a mess.

“Is this my house or yours?” said he, in his keen voice, and then all of a sudden broke off. “Na, na,” said he, “I didnae mean that. What’s mine is yours, Davie, my man, and what’s yours is mine. Blood’s thicker than water; and there’s naebody but you and me that ought the name.” And then on he rambled about the family, and its ancient greatness, and his father that began to enlarge the house, and himself that stopped the building as a sinful waste; and this put it in my head to give him Jennet Clouston’s message.

“Is this my place or yours?” he asked, his voice sharp, and then suddenly stopped. “No, no,” he said, “I didn’t mean that. What’s mine is yours, Davie, my friend, and what’s yours is mine. We're family; and there’s no one but you and me who should bear the name.” Then he went on about the family, its past glory, and his father who started to expand the house, and how he put a stop to the construction because it was a wasteful sin; and this made me think of giving him Jennet Clouston’s message.

“The limmer!” he cried. “Twelve hunner and fifteen—that’s every day since I had the limmer rowpit![3] Dod, David, I’ll have her roasted on red peats before I’m by with it! A witch—a proclaimed witch! I’ll aff and see the session clerk.”

“The limmer!” he shouted. “Twelve hundred and fifteen—that's every day since I had the limmer thrown out! [3] Damn, David, I’ll have her roasted on red hot coals before I’m done with this! A witch—a declared witch! I’m going to see the session clerk.”

[3] Sold up.

Sold out.

And with that he opened a chest, and got out a very old and well-preserved blue coat and waistcoat, and a good enough beaver hat, both without lace. These he threw on any way, and taking a staff from the cupboard, locked all up again, and was for setting out, when a thought arrested him.

And with that, he opened a chest and took out a very old but well-kept blue coat and waistcoat, along with a decent beaver hat, both without any frills. He put them on haphazardly, grabbed a staff from the cupboard, locked everything up again, and was about to head out when a thought stopped him.

“I cannae leave you by yoursel’ in the house,” said he. “I’ll have to lock you out.”

“I can't leave you alone in the house,” he said. “I’ll have to lock you out.”

The blood came to my face. “If you lock me out,” I said, “it’ll be the last you’ll see of me in friendship.”

The blood rushed to my face. “If you shut me out,” I said, “it’ll be the last time you see me as a friend.”

He turned very pale, and sucked his mouth in.

He turned really pale and sucked his cheeks in.

“This is no the way,” he said, looking wickedly at a corner of the floor—“this is no the way to win my favour, David.”

“This isn’t the way,” he said, glaring at a corner of the floor—“this isn’t the way to earn my favor, David.”

“Sir,” says I, “with a proper reverence for your age and our common blood, I do not value your favour at a boddle’s purchase. I was brought up to have a good conceit of myself; and if you were all the uncle, and all the family, I had in the world ten times over, I wouldn’t buy your liking at such prices.”

“Sir,” I said, “with all due respect for your age and our shared family ties, I don’t think your approval is worth anything to me. I was raised to have a high opinion of myself; and even if you were my only uncle, and had ten times the family I ever had, I wouldn’t want your approval at that cost.”

Uncle Ebenezer went and looked out of the window for awhile. I could see him all trembling and twitching, like a man with palsy. But when he turned round, he had a smile upon his face.

Uncle Ebenezer went and looked out the window for a while. I could see him all trembling and twitching, like a person with palsy. But when he turned around, he had a smile on his face.

“Well, well,” said he, “we must bear and forbear. I’ll no go; that’s all that’s to be said of it.”

“Well, well,” he said, “we have to endure and tolerate. I’m not going; that’s all there is to it.”

“Uncle Ebenezer,” I said, “I can make nothing out of this. You use me like a thief; you hate to have me in this house; you let me see it, every word and every minute: it’s not possible that you can like me; and as for me, I’ve spoken to you as I never thought to speak to any man. Why do you seek to keep me, then? Let me gang back—let me gang back to the friends I have, and that like me!”

“Uncle Ebenezer,” I said, “I can’t make sense of this. You treat me like a criminal; you clearly don’t want me in this house; you show me that with every word and every moment: it’s impossible for you to like me; and honestly, I’ve talked to you in a way I never thought I would talk to any man. So why do you try to keep me here? Just let me go back—let me go back to my friends who actually care about me!”

“Na, na; na, na,” he said, very earnestly. “I like you fine; we’ll agree fine yet; and for the honour of the house I couldnae let you leave the way ye came. Bide here quiet, there’s a good lad; just you bide here quiet a bittie, and ye’ll find that we agree.”

“Na, na; na, na,” he said earnestly. “I like you just fine; we’ll get along great yet; and for the honor of the house, I couldn’t let you leave the way you came. Stay here quietly, there’s a good lad; just stay here quietly for a bit, and you’ll see that we’ll agree.”

“Well, sir,” said I, after I had thought the matter out in silence, “I’ll stay awhile. It’s more just I should be helped by my own blood than strangers; and if we don’t agree, I’ll do my best it shall be through no fault of mine.”

“Well, sir,” I said after thinking it over quietly, “I’ll stay for a bit. It makes more sense for my own family to help me rather than strangers; and if we don’t get along, I’ll make sure it’s not because of me.”

Chapter IV

CHAPTER IV
I RUN A GREAT DANGER IN THE HOUSE OF SHAWS

F

or a day that was begun so ill, the day passed fairly well. We had the porridge cold again at noon, and hot porridge at night; porridge and small beer was my uncle’s diet. He spoke but little, and that in the same way as before, shooting a question at me after a long silence; and when I sought to lead him to talk about my future, slipped out of it again. In a room next door to the kitchen, where he suffered me to go, I found a great number of books, both Latin and English, in which I took great pleasure all the afternoon. Indeed, the time passed so lightly in this good company, that I began to be almost reconciled to my residence at Shaws; and nothing but the sight of my uncle, and his eyes playing hide and seek with mine, revived the force of my distrust.

For a day that started off so poorly, it actually went pretty well. We had cold porridge again at noon and hot porridge at night; porridge and small beer were my uncle’s meals. He spoke very little and, as before, would throw a question at me after a long pause. When I tried to get him to discuss my future, he quickly changed the subject. In a room next to the kitchen, which he allowed me to enter, I discovered a large number of books, both in Latin and English, which I enjoyed thoroughly all afternoon. In fact, the time flew by in such good company that I started to feel almost okay about staying at Shaws; but the sight of my uncle and the way his eyes darted away from mine brought back my feelings of distrust.

One thing I discovered, which put me in some doubt. This was an entry on the fly-leaf of a chap-book (one of Patrick Walker’s) plainly written by my father’s hand and thus conceived: “To my brother Ebenezer on his fifth birthday.” Now, what puzzled me was this: That, as my father was of course the younger brother, he must either have made some strange error, or he must have written, before he was yet five, an excellent, clear manly hand of writing.

One thing I found that made me question things. It was a note on the flyleaf of a chapbook (one of Patrick Walker’s) clearly written in my father’s handwriting that read: “To my brother Ebenezer on his fifth birthday.” What puzzled me was that, since my father was obviously the younger brother, he either made some odd mistake, or he wrote in a remarkably clear, mature handwriting before he turned five.

I tried to get this out of my head; but though I took down many interesting authors, old and new, history, poetry, and story-book, this notion of my father’s hand of writing stuck to me; and when at length I went back into the kitchen, and sat down once more to porridge and small beer, the first thing I said to Uncle Ebenezer was to ask him if my father had not been very quick at his book.

I tried to push this thought out of my mind, but even though I picked up lots of interesting authors, both old and new—history, poetry, and fiction—this idea about my father's handwriting kept sticking with me. When I finally returned to the kitchen and sat down again to have porridge and small beer, the first thing I asked Uncle Ebenezer was whether my father had been really fast with his book.

“Alexander? No him!” was the reply. “I was far quicker mysel’; I was a clever chappie when I was young. Why, I could read as soon as he could.”

“Alexander? Not him!” was the response. “I was much quicker myself; I was a smart kid when I was young. I could read just as soon as he could.”

This puzzled me yet more; and a thought coming into my head, I asked if he and my father had been twins.

This confused me even more, and as a thought popped into my head, I asked if he and my dad had been twins.

He jumped upon his stool, and the horn spoon fell out of his hand upon the floor. “What gars ye ask that?” he said, and he caught me by the breast of the jacket, and looked this time straight into my eyes: his own were little and light, and bright like a bird’s, blinking and winking strangely.

He jumped up on his stool, and the horn spoon slipped out of his hand and landed on the floor. “Why do you ask that?” he said, grabbing me by the front of my jacket and looking straight into my eyes this time: his were small, light, and bright like a bird's, blinking and winking oddly.

“What do you mean?” I asked, very calmly, for I was far stronger than he, and not easily frightened. “Take your hand from my jacket. This is no way to behave.”

“What do you mean?” I asked, very calmly, because I was much stronger than him and not easily scared. “Take your hand off my jacket. This isn't how to act.”

My uncle seemed to make a great effort upon himself. “Dod man, David,” he said, “ye should-nae speak to me about your father. That’s where the mistake is.” He sat awhile and shook, blinking in his plate: “He was all the brother that ever I had,” he added, but with no heart in his voice; and then he caught up his spoon and fell to supper again, but still shaking.

My uncle seemed to be really struggling. “Listen, David,” he said, “you shouldn’t talk to me about your dad. That’s where things go wrong.” He sat for a moment, shaking and blinking at his plate. “He was the only brother I ever had,” he added, but there was no real emotion in his voice. Then he picked up his spoon and went back to eating, still shaking.

Now this last passage, this laying of hands upon my person and sudden profession of love for my dead father, went so clean beyond my comprehension that it put me into both fear and hope. On the one hand, I began to think my uncle was perhaps insane and might be dangerous; on the other, there came up into my mind (quite unbidden by me and even discouraged) a story like some ballad I had heard folk singing, of a poor lad that was a rightful heir and a wicked kinsman that tried to keep him from his own. For why should my uncle play a part with a relative that came, almost a beggar, to his door, unless in his heart he had some cause to fear him?

Now this last moment, this touching of me and sudden declaration of love for my dead father, was so far beyond my understanding that it filled me with both fear and hope. On one hand, I started to think my uncle might be insane and could be dangerous; on the other hand, there popped into my mind (totally uninvited and even unwelcome) a story like a ballad I had heard people singing, about a poor boy who was the rightful heir and a wicked relative who tried to keep him from his own. After all, why would my uncle act this way with a relative who showed up at his door nearly as a beggar, unless he had some reason to fear him?

With this notion, all unacknowledged, but nevertheless getting firmly settled in my head, I now began to imitate his covert looks; so that we sat at table like a cat and a mouse, each stealthily observing the other. Not another word had he to say to me, black or white, but was busy turning something secretly over in his mind; and the longer we sat and the more I looked at him, the more certain I became that the something was unfriendly to myself.

With this idea, all unspoken but firmly embedded in my mind, I started to mirror his subtle glances; so we sat at the table like a cat and a mouse, each quietly watching the other. He didn’t say another word to me, good or bad, but was lost in his own thoughts; and the longer we sat and the more I studied him, the more convinced I became that his thoughts were not in my favor.

When he had cleared the platter, he got out a single pipeful of tobacco, just as in the morning, turned round a stool into the chimney corner, and sat awhile smoking, with his back to me.

When he finished with the platter, he pulled out a pipe full of tobacco, just like in the morning, turned a stool around in the corner by the fireplace, and sat there for a bit, smoking, with his back to me.

“Davie,” he said, at length, “I’ve been thinking;” then he paused, and said it again. “There’s a wee bit siller that I half promised ye before ye were born,” he continued; “promised it to your father. O, naething legal, ye understand; just gentlemen daffing at their wine. Well, I keepit that bit money separate—it was a great expense, but a promise is a promise—and it has grown by now to be a matter of just precisely—just exactly”—and here he paused and stumbled—“of just exactly forty pounds!” This last he rapped out with a sidelong glance over his shoulder; and the next moment added, almost with a scream, “Scots!”

“Davie,” he said finally, “I’ve been thinking;” then he paused and said it again. “There’s a little bit of money that I kind of promised you before you were born,” he continued; “I promised it to your father. Oh, nothing formal, you see; just gentlemen joking over their wine. Well, I kept that bit of money separate—it was quite a cost, but a promise is a promise—and it has now grown to be just exactly—just precisely”—and here he paused and stumbled—“just exactly forty pounds!” He exclaimed this last part with a quick glance over his shoulder; and the next moment added, almost shouting, “Scots!”

The pound Scots being the same thing as an English shilling, the difference made by this second thought was considerable; I could see, besides, that the whole story was a lie, invented with some end which it puzzled me to guess; and I made no attempt to conceal the tone of raillery in which I answered—

The pound Scots was the same as an English shilling, so this second thought made a big difference; I could also see that the whole story was a lie, created for some purpose that I found hard to figure out. I didn’t try to hide the sarcastic tone in my response—

“O, think again, sir! Pounds sterling, I believe!”

“O, think again, sir! Pounds sterling, I believe!”

“That’s what I said,” returned my uncle: “pounds sterling! And if you’ll step out-by to the door a minute, just to see what kind of a night it is, I’ll get it out to ye and call ye in again.”

“That's what I said,” my uncle replied. “Pounds sterling! And if you’ll step over to the door for a minute to check out the night, I'll get it for you and bring you back in.”

I did his will, smiling to myself in my contempt that he should think I was so easily to be deceived. It was a dark night, with a few stars low down; and as I stood just outside the door, I heard a hollow moaning of wind far off among the hills. I said to myself there was something thundery and changeful in the weather, and little knew of what a vast importance that should prove to me before the evening passed.

I did what he asked, smiling to myself at how easily he thought he could fool me. It was a dark night with a few stars visible low in the sky, and as I stood just outside the door, I heard a distant, hollow moaning of the wind among the hills. I told myself that there was something stormy and unpredictable about the weather, and I had no idea how significant that would turn out to be before the evening was over.

When I was called in again, my uncle counted out into my hand seven and thirty golden guinea pieces; the rest was in his hand, in small gold and silver; but his heart failed him there, and he crammed the change into his pocket.

When I was called in again, my uncle counted out 37 golden guinea pieces into my hand; the rest was in his hand, in small gold and silver coins; but he lost his nerve and stuffed the change into his pocket.

“There,” said he, “that’ll show you! I’m a queer man, and strange wi’ strangers; but my word is my bond, and there’s the proof of it.”

“There,” he said, “that’ll prove it! I’m an odd guy and a bit strange with strangers, but my word is my bond, and that’s the proof of it.”

Now, my uncle seemed so miserly that I was struck dumb by this sudden generosity, and could find no words in which to thank him.

Now, my uncle seemed so stingy that I was left speechless by this unexpected generosity, and I couldn't find the words to thank him.

“No a word!” said he. “Nae thanks; I want nae thanks. I do my duty. I’m no saying that everybody would have done it; but for my part (though I’m a careful body, too) it’s a pleasure to me to do the right by my brother’s son; and it’s a pleasure to me to think that now we’ll agree as such near friends should.”

“No words!” he said. “No thanks; I don’t want any thanks. I do my duty. I’m not saying everyone would have done it; but for me (even though I’m a cautious person too), it’s a pleasure to do the right thing for my brother’s son; and it’s a pleasure to think that now we’ll get along as good friends should.”

I spoke him in return as handsomely as I was able; but all the while I was wondering what would come next, and why he had parted with his precious guineas; for as to the reason he had given, a baby would have refused it.

I responded to him as politely as I could, but I kept wondering what would happen next and why he had given up his valuable guineas; because the reason he provided was something even a child wouldn't buy.

Presently he looked towards me sideways.

Presently, he glanced at me from the side.

“And see here,” says he, “tit for tat.”

“And look here,” he says, “give and take.”

I told him I was ready to prove my gratitude in any reasonable degree, and then waited, looking for some monstrous demand. And yet, when at last he plucked up courage to speak, it was only to tell me (very properly, as I thought) that he was growing old and a little broken, and that he would expect me to help him with the house and the bit garden.

I told him I was ready to show my gratitude in any reasonable way, and then waited, bracing myself for some huge request. But when he finally found the courage to speak, he simply told me (which I thought was very dignified) that he was getting old and a bit fragile, and that he would need my help with the house and the small garden.

I answered, and expressed my readiness to serve.

I replied and showed my willingness to help.

“Well,” he said, “let’s begin.” He pulled out of his pocket a rusty key. “There,” says he, “there’s the key of the stair-tower at the far end of the house. Ye can only win into it from the outside, for that part of the house is no finished. Gang ye in there, and up the stairs, and bring me down the chest that’s at the top. There’s papers in’t,” he added.

“Well,” he said, “let’s get started.” He pulled a rusty key out of his pocket. “Here," he said, "this is the key to the stair tower at the far end of the house. You can only enter it from the outside because that part of the house isn't finished. Go in there, head up the stairs, and bring me down the chest at the top. There are papers in it,” he added.

“Can I have a light, sir?” said I.

“Can I get a light, sir?” I said.

“Na,” said he, very cunningly. “Nae lights in my house.”

“Yeah,” he said, very slyly. “No lights in my house.”

“Very well, sir,” said I. “Are the stairs good?”

“Sure thing, sir,” I said. “Are the stairs in good shape?”

“They’re grand,” said he; and then, as I was going, “Keep to the wall,” he added; “there’s nae bannisters. But the stairs are grand underfoot.”

“They’re great,” he said; and then, as I was leaving, “Stick to the wall,” he added; “there are no handrails. But the stairs feel nice to walk on.”

Out I went into the night. The wind was still moaning in the distance, though never a breath of it came near the house of Shaws. It had fallen blacker than ever; and I was glad to feel along the wall, till I came the length of the stairtower door at the far end of the unfinished wing. I had got the key into the keyhole and had just turned it, when all upon a sudden, without sound of wind or thunder, the whole sky lighted up with wild fire and went black again. I had to put my hand over my eyes to get back to the colour of the darkness; and indeed I was already half blinded when I stepped into the tower.

Out I went into the night. The wind was still howling in the distance, but not a hint of it reached the house of Shaws. It had turned darker than ever, and I was relieved to feel along the wall until I reached the stair tower door at the far end of the unfinished wing. I had just put the key in the keyhole and turned it when, all of a sudden, without any sound of wind or thunder, the entire sky lit up with wild fire and then went dark again. I had to cover my eyes to adjust back to the darkness, and I was already half blinded when I stepped into the tower.

It was so dark inside, it seemed a body could scarce breathe; but I pushed out with foot and hand, and presently struck the wall with the one, and the lowermost round of the stair with the other. The wall, by the touch, was of fine hewn stone; the steps too, though somewhat steep and narrow, were of polished masonwork, and regular and solid underfoot. Minding my uncle’s word about the bannisters, I kept close to the tower side, and felt my way in the pitch darkness with a beating heart.

It was so dark inside that it felt like I could hardly breathe; but I pushed out with my feet and hands, and soon hit the wall with one foot and the bottom step of the staircase with the other. The wall felt like finely cut stone; the steps, although a bit steep and narrow, were polished and solid underfoot. Remembering my uncle’s warning about the bannisters, I stayed close to the tower side and felt my way through the pitch darkness with a racing heart.

The house of Shaws stood some five full storeys high, not counting lofts. Well, as I advanced, it seemed to me the stair grew airier and a thought more lightsome; and I was wondering what might be the cause of this change, when a second blink of the summer lightning came and went. If I did not cry out, it was because fear had me by the throat; and if I did not fall, it was more by Heaven’s mercy than my own strength. It was not only that the flash shone in on every side through breaches in the wall, so that I seemed to be clambering aloft upon an open scaffold, but the same passing brightness showed me the steps were of unequal length, and that one of my feet rested that moment within two inches of the well.

The house of Shaws stood about five full stories high, not counting the attics. As I made my way up, it felt like the stairs became lighter and a bit more cheerful; I was trying to figure out what caused this change when a second flash of summer lightning appeared and vanished. I didn't scream because fear had me in its grip, and I didn't fall more from luck than from my own strength. It wasn't just that the light poured in from openings in the walls, making it feel like I was climbing on an open scaffold, but the brief brightness also revealed that the steps were uneven and that one of my feet was just a couple of inches away from the well.

This was the grand stair! I thought; and with the thought, a gust of a kind of angry courage came into my heart. My uncle had sent me here, certainly to run great risks, perhaps to die. I swore I would settle that “perhaps,” if I should break my neck for it; got me down upon my hands and knees; and as slowly as a snail, feeling before me every inch, and testing the solidity of every stone, I continued to ascend the stair. The darkness, by contrast with the flash, appeared to have redoubled; nor was that all, for my ears were now troubled and my mind confounded by a great stir of bats in the top part of the tower, and the foul beasts, flying downwards, sometimes beat about my face and body.

This was the grand stair! I thought, and with that thought, a burst of angry courage filled my heart. My uncle had sent me here, definitely to take huge risks, maybe even to die. I promised myself I would settle that “maybe,” even if it meant breaking my neck; I got down on my hands and knees, and like a snail, feeling every inch ahead of me and testing the stability of each stone, I continued to climb the stairs. The darkness seemed to deepen compared to the flash of light, and that wasn’t all; my ears were now troubled and my mind scattered by a swarm of bats in the upper part of the tower, and the nasty creatures, flying downwards, sometimes brushed against my face and body.

The tower, I should have said, was square; and in every corner the step was made of a great stone of a different shape to join the flights. Well, I had come close to one of these turns, when, feeling forward as usual, my hand slipped upon an edge and found nothing but emptiness beyond it. The stair had been carried no higher; to set a stranger mounting it in the darkness was to send him straight to his death; and (although, thanks to the lightning and my own precautions, I was safe enough) the mere thought of the peril in which I might have stood, and the dreadful height I might have fallen from, brought out the sweat upon my body and relaxed my joints.

The tower, I should mention, was square; and in each corner, the step was made of a large stone of a different shape to connect the flights. Well, I had approached one of these turns when, as usual, I leaned forward, and my hand slipped off an edge and found nothing but emptiness beyond it. The stairs had not been built any higher; leading a stranger up it in the dark would mean sending them straight to their death; and (even though, thanks to the lightning and my own precautions, I was safe enough) just thinking about the danger I could have been in and the terrible height I could have fallen from made me break out in a sweat and loosened my joints.

My hand slipped upon an edge and found nothing but emptiness beyond it

But I knew what I wanted now, and turned and groped my way down again, with a wonderful anger in my heart. About half-way down, the wind sprang up in a clap and shook the tower, and died again; the rain followed; and before I had reached the ground level it fell in buckets. I put out my head into the storm, and looked along towards the kitchen. The door, which I had shut behind me when I left, now stood open, and shed a little glimmer of light; and I thought I could see a figure standing in the rain, quite still, like a man hearkening. And then there came a blinding flash, which showed me my uncle plainly, just where I had fancied him to stand; and hard upon the heels of it, a great tow-row of thunder.

But I knew what I wanted now, so I turned and felt my way down again, with a fierce anger in my heart. About halfway down, the wind suddenly picked up and shook the tower, then faded away; the rain followed, and by the time I reached ground level, it was pouring. I stuck my head out into the storm and looked toward the kitchen. The door, which I had closed behind me when I left, was now open and casting a faint light; I thought I could see a figure standing in the rain, completely still, like someone listening. Then a blinding flash lit up the scene, revealing my uncle exactly where I had imagined him standing, followed almost immediately by a loud clap of thunder.

Now, whether my uncle thought the crash to be the sound of my fall, or whether he heard in it God’s voice denouncing murder, I will leave you to guess. Certain it is, at least, that he was seized on by a kind of panic fear, and that he ran into the house and left the door open behind him. I followed as softly as I could, and, coming unheard into the kitchen, stood and watched him.

Now, whether my uncle thought the crash was the sound of my fall, or if he heard in it God's voice condemning murder, I'll let you figure that out. What’s certain is that he was overcome by a kind of panic and ran into the house, leaving the door open behind him. I followed as quietly as I could, and, without making a sound, entered the kitchen and watched him.

He had found time to open the corner cupboard and bring out a great case bottle of aqua vitae, and now sat with his back towards me at the table. Ever and again he would be seized with a fit of deadly shuddering and groan aloud, and carrying the bottle to his lips, drink down the raw spirits by the mouthful.

He had managed to open the corner cupboard and take out a large bottle of liquor, and now he sat with his back to me at the table. Every now and then, he would be hit with a wave of intense shivering and groan aloud, bringing the bottle to his lips and gulping down the strong spirits.

I stepped forward, came close behind him where he sat, and suddenly clapping my two hands down upon his shoulders—“Ah!” cried I.

I stepped up and moved right behind him where he was sitting, and suddenly, I clapped my hands down on his shoulders—“Ah!” I cried.

My uncle gave a kind of broken cry like a sheep’s bleat, flung up his arms, and tumbled to the floor like a dead man. I was somewhat shocked at this; but I had myself to look to first of all, and did not hesitate to let him lie as he had fallen. The keys were hanging in the cupboard; and it was my design to furnish myself with arms before my uncle should come again to his senses and the power of devising evil. In the cupboard were a few bottles, some apparently of medicine; a great many bills and other papers, which I should willingly enough have rummaged, had I had the time; and a few necessaries that were nothing to my purpose. Thence I turned to the chests. The first was full of meal; the second of moneybags and papers tied into sheaves; in the third, with many other things (and these for the most part clothes) I found a rusty, ugly-looking Highland dirk without the scabbard. This, then, I concealed inside my waistcoat, and turned to my uncle.

My uncle let out a kind of broken cry like a sheep's bleat, threw up his arms, and collapsed to the floor like a lifeless man. I was a bit shocked by this, but I had to look out for myself first, so I didn't hesitate to let him lie there. The keys were hanging in the cupboard, and I intended to arm myself before my uncle regained his senses and the ability to plot something evil. In the cupboard, there were a few bottles, some of which looked like medicine; a bunch of bills and other papers that I would have gladly searched through if I had the time; and a few essentials that weren’t useful to me. Then I turned to the chests. The first one was filled with flour; the second was packed with moneybags and papers tied into bundles; in the third one, along with various other items (mostly clothes), I found a rusty, ugly-looking Highland dirk without a scabbard. I then tucked this into my waistcoat and turned back to my uncle.

He lay as he had fallen, all huddled, with one knee up and one arm sprawling abroad; his face had a strange colour of blue, and he seemed to have ceased breathing. Fear came on me that he was dead; then I got water and dashed it in his face; and with that he seemed to come a little to himself, working his mouth and fluttering his eyelids. At last he looked up and saw me, and there came into his eyes a terror that was not of this world.

He lay as he fell, all curled up, one knee pulled up and one arm spread out; his face had an odd blue color, and he looked like he had stopped breathing. I was suddenly scared that he was dead; then I grabbed some water and splashed it on his face; with that, he seemed to regain a bit of awareness, moving his mouth and fluttering his eyelids. Finally, he looked up and saw me, and a terror came into his eyes that seemed unearthly.

“Come, come,” said I; “sit up.”

“Come on,” I said; “sit up.”

“Are ye alive?” he sobbed. “O man, are ye alive?”

"Are you alive?" he cried. "Oh man, are you alive?"

“That am I,” said I. “Small thanks to you!”

"That's me," I said. "Not much thanks to you!"

He had begun to seek for his breath with deep sighs. “The blue phial,” said he—“in the aumry—the blue phial.” His breath came slower still.

He started gasping for air with heavy sighs. “The blue vial,” he said—“in the pantry—the blue vial.” His breathing became even slower.

I ran to the cupboard, and, sure enough, found there a blue phial of medicine, with the dose written on it on a paper, and this I administered to him with what speed I might.

I ran to the cupboard and, sure enough, found a blue bottle of medicine there, with the dose written on a piece of paper. I gave it to him as quickly as I could.

“It’s the trouble,” said he, reviving a little; “I have a trouble, Davie. It’s the heart.”

“It’s the trouble,” he said, coming back to life a bit. “I have a problem, Davie. It’s the heart.”

I set him on a chair and looked at him. It is true I felt some pity for a man that looked so sick, but I was full besides of righteous anger; and I numbered over before him the points on which I wanted explanation: why he lied to me at every word; why he feared that I should leave him; why he disliked it to be hinted that he and my father were twins—“Is that because it is true?” I asked; why he had given me money to which I was convinced I had no claim; and, last of all, why he had tried to kill me. He heard me all through in silence; and then, in a broken voice, begged me to let him go to bed.

I helped him into a chair and looked at him. Honestly, I felt some pity for a man who looked so sick, but I was also filled with righteous anger. I laid out the points I wanted him to explain: why he lied to me every time; why he was afraid I would leave him; why he hated the idea that he and my father were twins—“Is that because it’s true?” I asked; why he had given me money that I was sure I had no right to; and finally, why he had tried to kill me. He listened to me quietly, and then, in a shaky voice, asked me to let him go to bed.

“I’ll tell ye the morn,” he said; “as sure as death I will.”

“I’ll tell you tomorrow,” he said; “I swear I will.”

And so weak was he that I could do nothing but consent. I locked him into his room, however, and pocketed the key, and then returning to the kitchen, made up such a blaze as had not shone there for many a long year, and wrapping myself in my plaid, lay down upon the chests and fell asleep.

And he was so weak that I could only agree. I locked him in his room, took the key with me, and then went back to the kitchen, where I built a fire like we hadn’t seen in years. Wrapping myself in my blanket, I lay down on the chests and fell asleep.

Chapter V

CHAPTER V
I GO TO THE QUEEN’S FERRY

M

uch rain fell in the night; and the next morning there blew a bitter wintry wind out of the north-west, driving scattered clouds. For all that, and before the sun began to peep or the last of the stars had vanished, I made my way to the side of the burn, and had a plunge in a deep whirling pool. All aglow from my bath, I sat down once more beside the fire, which I replenished, and began gravely to consider my position.

Much rain fell overnight, and the next morning a cold, wintry wind blew in from the northwest, pushing around scattered clouds. Despite that, before the sun started to rise and the last of the stars disappeared, I headed over to the edge of the stream and took a dip in a deep, swirling pool. Feeling invigorated from my swim, I sat down again by the fire, which I added more wood to, and began to seriously think about my situation.

There was now no doubt about my uncle’s enmity; there was no doubt I carried my life in my hand, and he would leave no stone unturned that he might compass my destruction. But I was young and spirited, and like most lads that have been country-bred, I had a great opinion of my shrewdness. I had come to his door no better than a beggar and little more than a child; he had met me with treachery and violence; it would be a fine consummation to take the upper hand, and drive him like a herd of sheep.

There was no doubt anymore about my uncle's hostility; I knew I was putting my life on the line, and he would do everything possible to see me destroyed. But I was young and full of energy, and like most guys raised in the countryside, I thought a lot of my cleverness. I had arrived at his doorstep no better than a beggar and barely more than a kid; he had welcomed me with betrayal and aggression. It would be a satisfying ending to gain the upper hand and push him around like a flock of sheep.

I sat there nursing my knee and smiling at the fire; and I saw myself in fancy smell out his secrets one after another, and grow to be that man’s king and ruler. The warlock of Essendean, they say, had made a mirror in which men could read the future; it must have been of other stuff than burning coal; for in all the shapes and pictures that I sat and gazed at, there was never a ship, never a seaman with a hairy cap, never a big bludgeon for my silly head, or the least sign of all those tribulations that were ripe to fall on me.

I sat there nursing my knee and smiling at the fire; and I imagined figuring out his secrets one by one and becoming that man’s king and ruler. They say the warlock of Essendean created a mirror in which people could see the future; it must have been made of something other than burning coal, because in all the shapes and images I stared at, there was never a ship, never a sailor with a furry cap, never a big club for my foolish head, or any hint of all those troubles that were ready to come my way.

Presently, all swollen with conceit, I went up-stairs and gave my prisoner his liberty. He gave me good-morning civilly; and I gave the same to him, smiling down upon him, from the heights of my sufficiency. Soon we were set to breakfast, as it might have been the day before.

Currently, all full of myself, I went upstairs and set my prisoner free. He politely wished me a good morning, and I returned the sentiment, smiling down at him from my place of confidence. Before long, we sat down for breakfast, just like the day before.

“Well, sir,” said I, with a jeering tone, “have you nothing more to say to me?” And then, as he made no articulate reply, “It will be time, I think, to understand each other,” I continued. “You took me for a country Johnnie Raw, with no more mother-wit or courage than a porridge-stick. I took you for a good man, or no worse than others at the least. It seems we were both wrong. What cause you have to fear me, to cheat me, and to attempt my life—”

“Well, sir,” I said, with a mocking tone, “don’t you have anything else to say to me?” And then, since he didn’t respond, I continued, “I think it’s time we understood each other.” “You thought I was just a clueless country bumpkin with no more common sense or bravery than a stick of porridge. I thought you were a decent guy, or at least no worse than the others. It looks like we were both mistaken. What reason do you have to be afraid of me, to deceive me, and to try to kill me—”

He murmured something about a jest, and that he liked a bit of fun; and then, seeing me smile, changed his tone, and assured me he would make all clear as soon as we had breakfasted. I saw by his face that he had no lie ready for me, though he was hard at work preparing one; and I think I was about to tell him so, when we were interrupted by a knocking at the door.

He quietly mentioned something about a joke and how he enjoyed a bit of fun; then, noticing me smile, he switched his tone and assured me he would explain everything once we had breakfast. I could tell by his expression that he didn’t have a lie prepared for me, even though he was obviously trying to come up with one; I think I was about to point that out when we were interrupted by a knock at the door.

Bidding my uncle sit where he was, I went to open it, and found on the doorstep a half-grown boy in sea-clothes. He had no sooner seen me than he began to dance some steps of the sea-hornpipe (which I had never before heard of far less seen), snapping his fingers in the air and footing it right cleverly. For all that, he was blue with the cold; and there was something in his face, a look between tears and laughter, that was highly pathetic and consisted ill with this gaiety of manner.

Bidding my uncle to stay put, I went to open the door and found a half-grown boy dressed in sea clothes on the doorstep. As soon as he saw me, he started to dance a few steps of the sea hornpipe (which I had never heard of, let alone seen), snapping his fingers in the air and moving expertly. Even so, he looked frozen from the cold, and there was something in his expression—a mix of tears and laughter—that was really touching and didn’t quite match his cheerful demeanor.

Snapping his fingers in the air and footing it right cleverly

“What cheer, mate?” says he, with a cracked voice.

“What’s up, buddy?” he says, with a raspy voice.

I asked him soberly to name his pleasure.

I asked him seriously what he wanted.

“O, pleasure!” says he; and then began to sing:

“O, pleasure!” he says; and then starts to sing:

“For it’s my delight, of a shiny night,
In the season of the year.”

“For it’s my joy, on a bright night,
In this time of year.”

“Well,” said I, “if you have no business at all, I will even be so unmannerly as to shut you out.”

“Well,” I said, “if you have no business here, I’ll just be rude enough to shut you out.”

“Stay, brother!” he cried. “Have you no fun about you? or do you want to get me thrashed? I’ve brought a letter from old Heasyoasy to Mr. Belflower.” He showed me a letter as he spoke. “And I say, mate,” he added, “I’m mortal hungry.”

“Wait, brother!” he shouted. “Don’t you have any fun in you? Or do you want to get me beaten up? I’ve got a letter from old Heasyoasy for Mr. Belflower.” He showed me the letter as he spoke. “And I gotta say, buddy,” he added, “I’m really hungry.”

“Well,” said I, “come into the house, and you shall have a bite if I go empty for it.”

“Well,” I said, “come into the house, and you can have a bite if I go get it.”

With that I brought him in and set him down to my own place, where he fell-to greedily on the remains of breakfast, winking to me between whiles, and making many faces, which I think the poor soul considered manly. Meanwhile, my uncle had read the letter and sat thinking; then, suddenly, he got to his feet with a great air of liveliness, and pulled me apart into the farthest corner of the room.

With that, I brought him in and sat him down at my place, where he eagerly dug into the leftover breakfast, winking at me every so often and making all sorts of faces, which I think the poor guy thought looked tough. Meanwhile, my uncle had read the letter and was deep in thought; then, all of a sudden, he sprang to his feet with a burst of energy and pulled me into the farthest corner of the room.

“Read that,” said he, and put the letter in my hand.

“Read this,” he said, and placed the letter in my hand.

Here it is, lying before me as I write:

Here it is, right in front of me as I write:

“The Hawes Inn, at the Queen’s Ferry.

The Hawes Inn, at the Queen's Ferry.

“SIR,—I lie here with my hawser up and down, and send my cabin-boy to informe. If you have any further commands for over-seas, to-day will be the last occasion, as the wind will serve us well out of the firth. I will not seek to deny that I have had crosses with your doer,[4] Mr. Rankeillor; of which, if not speedily redd up, you may looke to see some losses follow. I have drawn a bill upon you, as per margin, and am, sir, your most obedt., humble servant,

“SIR,—I’m here getting everything ready and sending my cabin-boy to inform you. If you have any other orders for overseas, today will be the last chance, as the wind is going to be favorable for us to leave the bay. I won’t deny that I’ve had some trouble with your agent, Mr. Rankeillor; if it’s not resolved quickly, you might expect to see some losses. I’ve drawn up a bill for you, as noted in the margin, and I am, sir, your most obedient humble servant,

“ELIAS HOSEASON.”

“ELIAS HOSEASON.”

[4] Agent.

Agent.

“You see, Davie,” resumed my uncle, as soon as he saw that I had done, “I have a venture with this man Hoseason, the captain of a trading brig, the Covenant, of Dysart. Now, if you and me was to walk over with yon lad, I could see the captain at the Hawes, or maybe on board the Covenant if there was papers to be signed; and so far from a loss of time, we can jog on to the lawyer, Mr. Rankeillor’s. After a’ that’s come and gone, ye would be swier[5] to believe me upon my naked word; but ye’ll believe Rankeillor. He’s factor to half the gentry in these parts; an auld man, forby: highly respeckit, and he kenned your father.”

"You see, Davie," my uncle continued as soon as he noticed I was finished, "I have a deal with this man Hoseason, the captain of a trading ship, the Covenant, from Dysart. Now, if you and I were to go with that lad over there, I could meet the captain at the Hawes, or maybe on board the Covenant if there are papers to sign; and rather than wasting time, we can head over to the lawyer, Mr. Rankeillor’s. After everything that’s happened, you might be more likely to trust my word; but you’ll believe Rankeillor. He represents half the gentry around here and is an old man, respected, and he knew your father."

[5] Unwilling.

Reluctant.

I stood awhile and thought. I was going to some place of shipping, which was doubtless populous, and where my uncle durst attempt no violence, and, indeed, even the society of the cabin-boy so far protected me. Once there, I believed I could force on the visit to the lawyer, even if my uncle were now insincere in proposing it; and, perhaps, in the bottom of my heart, I wished a nearer view of the sea and ships. You are to remember I had lived all my life in the inland hills, and just two days before had my first sight of the firth lying like a blue floor, and the sailed ships moving on the face of it, no bigger than toys. One thing with another, I made up my mind.

I stood for a moment and thought. I was heading to a busy shipping port where my uncle wouldn’t dare be violent, and the company of the cabin boy was enough to protect me. Once there, I believed I could insist on visiting the lawyer, even if my uncle wasn’t genuinely suggesting it. Deep down, I also wanted to see the sea and the ships up close. Remember, I had lived my whole life in the hills, and just two days earlier, I had my first glimpse of the firth, which looked like a blue floor, with the ships on it appearing as small as toys. With all that in mind, I made my decision.

“Very well,” says I, “let us go to the Ferry.”

“Alright,” I said, “let’s go to the Ferry.”

My uncle got into his hat and coat, and buckled an old rusty cutlass on; and then we trod the fire out, locked the door, and set forth upon our walk.

My uncle put on his hat and coat and strapped on an old rusty cutlass; then we stomped out the fire, locked the door, and set off on our walk.

The wind, being in that cold quarter the north-west, blew nearly in our faces as we went. It was the month of June; the grass was all white with daisies, and the trees with blossom; but, to judge by our blue nails and aching wrists, the time might have been winter and the whiteness a December frost.

The wind, coming from the chilly north-west, was almost blowing straight at us as we walked. It was June; the grass was covered in white daisies, and the trees were in bloom. But judging by our blue nails and sore wrists, you would think it was winter, and the whiteness was a December frost.

Uncle Ebenezer trudged in the ditch, jogging from side to side like an old ploughman coming home from work. He never said a word the whole way; and I was thrown for talk on the cabin-boy. He told me his name was Ransome, and that he had followed the sea since he was nine, but could not say how old he was, as he had lost his reckoning. He showed me tattoo marks, baring his breast in the teeth of the wind and in spite of my remonstrances, for I thought it was enough to kill him; he swore horribly whenever he remembered, but more like a silly schoolboy than a man; and boasted of many wild and bad things that he had done: stealthy thefts, false accusations, ay, and even murder; but all with such a dearth of likelihood in the details, and such a weak and crazy swagger in the delivery, as disposed me rather to pity than to believe him.

Uncle Ebenezer trudged along the ditch, stumbling from side to side like an old farmer coming home from work. He didn’t say a single word the entire way, so I had to make conversation with the cabin-boy. He told me his name was Ransome and that he had been at sea since he was nine, but he couldn’t say how old he was because he had lost track of time. He showed me his tattoos, exposing his chest to the wind despite my protests, as I thought it could be harmful for him; he cursed horribly whenever he remembered, but more like a silly teenager than a grown man; and bragged about various reckless and bad things he had done: sneaky thefts, false accusations, and even murder; but with such an implausible story and such a weak, crazy attitude in his delivery that I felt more pity than belief.

I asked him of the brig (which he declared was the finest ship that sailed) and of Captain Hoseason, in whose praises he was equally loud. Heasyoasy (for so he still named the skipper) was a man, by his account, that minded for nothing either in heaven or earth; one that, as people said, would “crack on all sail into the day of judgment;” rough, fierce, unscrupulous, and brutal; and all this my poor cabin-boy had taught himself to admire as something seamanlike and manly. He would only admit one flaw in his idol. “He ain’t no seaman,” he admitted. “That’s Mr. Shuan that navigates the brig; he’s the finest seaman in the trade, only for drink; and I tell you I believe it! Why, look’ere;” and turning down his stocking he showed me a great, raw, red wound that made my blood run cold. “He done that—Mr. Shuan done it,” he said, with an air of pride.

I asked him about the brig (which he claimed was the best ship out there) and about Captain Hoseason, whose praises he sang just as loudly. Heasyoasy (as he still called the captain) was a guy who, according to him, didn’t care about anything, either in heaven or on earth; one who, as people said, would “keep sailing at full speed until the day of judgment;” rough, fierce, unscrupulous, and brutal; and all of this my poor cabin boy had somehow learned to admire as something seafaring and manly. He would only concede one flaw in his idol. “He’s not really a seaman,” he admitted. “That’s Mr. Shuan who navigates the brig; he’s the best seaman in the business, except for his drinking; and I really believe it! Look here;” and he rolled down his stocking to reveal a big, raw, red wound that made my blood run cold. “Mr. Shuan did this—he did it,” he said, with a sense of pride.

“What!” I cried, “do you take such savage usage at his hands? Why, you are no slave, to be so handled!”

“What!” I exclaimed, “do you put up with such brutal treatment from him? You’re no slave to be treated like that!”

“No,” said the poor moon-calf, changing his tune at once, “and so he’ll find. See’ere;” and he showed me a great case-knife, which he told me was stolen. “O,” says he, “let me see him try; I dare him to; I’ll do for him! O, he ain’t the first!” And he confirmed it with a poor, silly, ugly oath.

“No,” said the poor fool, immediately changing his attitude, “and he’ll see. Look here;” and he showed me a big knife, which he said was stolen. “Oh,” he said, “let me see him try; I dare him to; I’ll take care of him! Oh, he’s not the first!” And he backed it up with a silly, ugly curse.

I have never felt such pity for any one in this wide world as I felt for that half-witted creature, and it began to come over me that the brig Covenant (for all her pious name) was little better than a hell upon the seas.

I have never felt such pity for anyone in this wide world as I felt for that half-witted person, and it started to dawn on me that the ship Covenant (for all her holy name) was hardly better than a hell on the seas.

“Have you no friends?” said I.

“Don't you have any friends?” I asked.

He said he had a father in some English seaport, I forget which.

He said he had a father in some English port, but I can’t remember which one.

“He was a fine man, too,” he said, “but he’s dead.”

“He was a good man, too,” he said, “but he’s dead.”

“In Heaven’s name,” cried I, “can you find no reputable life on shore?”

“In Heaven’s name,” I shouted, “can’t you find any decent life on land?”

“O, no,” says he, winking and looking very sly, “they would put me to a trade. I know a trick worth two of that, I do!”

“Oh, no,” he says, winking and looking very sneaky, “they would want me to get a job. I’ve got a clever way to get around that, I really do!”

I asked him what trade could be so dreadful as the one he followed, where he ran the continual peril of his life, not alone from wind and sea, but by the horrid cruelty of those who were his masters. He said it was very true; and then began to praise the life, and tell what a pleasure it was to get on shore with money in his pocket, and spend it like a man, and buy apples, and swagger, and surprise what he called stick-in-the-mud boys. “And then it’s not all as bad as that,” says he; “there’s worse off than me: there’s the twenty-pounders. O, laws! you should see them taking on. Why, I’ve seen a man as old as you, I dessay”—(to him I seemed old)—“ah, and he had a beard, too—well, and as soon as we cleared out of the river, and he had the drug out of his head—my! how he cried and carried on! I made a fine fool of him, I tell you! And then there’s little uns, too: oh, little by me! I tell you, I keep them in order. When we carry little uns, I have a rope’s end of my own to wollop’em.” And so he ran on, until it came in on me what he meant by twenty-pounders were those unhappy criminals who were sent over-seas to slavery in North America, or the still more unhappy innocents who were kidnapped or trepanned (as the word went) for private interest or vengeance.

I asked him what job could be so terrible as the one he had, where he constantly risked his life, not just from wind and sea, but also from the awful cruelty of those who were in charge of him. He agreed it was true; then he started to talk about how great the life was and how nice it felt to get ashore with money in his pocket, to spend it like a real man, buy apples, show off, and shock what he called boring boys. “And it's not all that bad,” he said; “there are people worse off than me: there are the twenty-pounders. Oh my! You should see them freak out. I've seen a guy as old as you, I bet”—(I seemed old to him)—“and he had a beard, too—well, as soon as we got out of the river and he was sober—my! did he cry and carry on! I made a total fool of him, I tell you! And then there are the little ones, too: oh, little by me! I keep them in line. When we take the little ones, I have my own rope to smack them.” And he kept going until it hit me that by twenty-pounders he meant those unfortunate criminals who were sent overseas into slavery in North America, or the even more unfortunate innocents who were kidnapped or tricked (as the term went) for personal gain or revenge.

Just then we came to the top of the hill, and looked down on the Ferry and the Hope. The Firth of Forth (as is very well known) narrows at this point to the width of a good-sized river, which makes a convenient ferry going north, and turns the upper reach into a landlocked haven for all manner of ships. Right in the midst of the narrows lies an islet with some ruins; on the south shore they have built a pier for the service of the Ferry; and at the end of the pier, on the other side of the road, and backed against a pretty garden of holly-trees and hawthorns, I could see the building which they called the Hawes Inn.

Just then we reached the top of the hill and looked down at the Ferry and the Hope. The Firth of Forth, as is well known, narrows here to the width of a decent-sized river, making it a convenient crossing point to the north, and turns the upper area into a sheltered harbor for all kinds of ships. Right in the middle of the narrows is a small island with some ruins; on the south shore, they’ve built a pier for the Ferry service, and at the end of the pier, across the road and backed by a nice garden of holly trees and hawthorns, I could see the building they called the Hawes Inn.

The town of Queensferry lies farther west, and the neighbourhood of the inn looked pretty lonely at that time of day, for the boat had just gone north with passengers. A skiff, however, lay beside the pier, with some seamen sleeping on the thwarts; this, as Ransome told me, was the brig’s boat waiting for the captain; and about half a mile off, and all alone in the anchorage, he showed me the Covenant herself. There was a sea-going bustle on board; yards were swinging into place; and as the wind blew from that quarter, I could hear the song of the sailors as they pulled upon the ropes. After all I had listened to upon the way, I looked at that ship with an extreme abhorrence; and from the bottom of my heart I pitied all poor souls that were condemned to sail in her.

The town of Queensferry is further west, and the area around the inn seemed quite deserted at that time of day since the boat had just headed north with passengers. However, a small boat was tied up next to the pier, with some sailors napping on the benches; this, as Ransome explained to me, was the brig’s boat waiting for the captain. About half a mile away, all alone in the anchorage, he pointed out the Covenant herself. There was a lot of activity on board; sails were being adjusted, and since the wind was blowing from that direction, I could hear the sailors singing as they worked on the ropes. After everything I had heard on the way, I looked at that ship with intense disgust; and from the bottom of my heart, I felt sorry for all the poor souls who were doomed to sail in her.

We had all three pulled up on the brow of the hill; and now I marched across the road and addressed my uncle. “I think it right to tell you, sir,” says I, “there’s nothing that will bring me on board that Covenant.”

We had all three parked on the top of the hill; and now I walked across the road and spoke to my uncle. “I think it's important to tell you, sir,” I said, “there's nothing that will get me on that Covenant.”

He seemed to waken from a dream. “Eh?” he said. “What’s that?”

He looked like he was waking up from a dream. “Huh?” he said. “What’s going on?”

I told him over again.

I told him again.

“Well, well,” he said, “we’ll have to please ye, I suppose. But what are we standing here for? It’s perishing cold; and if I’m no mistaken, they’re busking the Covenant for sea.”

“Well, well,” he said, “I guess we’ll have to make you happy, then. But what are we just standing around for? It’s freezing out here; and if I’m not mistaken, they’re getting the Covenant ready to leave.”

Chapter VI

CHAPTER VI
WHAT BEFELL AT THE QUEEN’S FERRY

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s soon as we came to the inn, Ransome led us up the stair to a small room, with a bed in it, and heated like an oven by a great fire of coal. At a table hard by the chimney, a tall, dark, sober-looking man sat writing. In spite of the heat of the room, he wore a thick sea-jacket, buttoned to the neck, and a tall hairy cap drawn down over his ears; yet I never saw any man, not even a judge upon the bench, look cooler, or more studious and self-possessed, than this ship-captain.

As soon as we arrived at the inn, Ransome took us up the stairs to a small room with a bed in it, heated like an oven by a large coal fire. At a table near the fireplace, a tall, dark, serious-looking man sat writing. Despite the heat in the room, he wore a heavy sea jacket, buttoned up to the neck, and a tall, furry cap pulled down over his ears; yet I’ve never seen anyone, not even a judge on the bench, look cooler or more focused and composed than this ship captain.

He got to his feet at once, and coming forward, offered his large hand to Ebenezer. “I am proud to see you, Mr. Balfour,” said he, in a fine deep voice, “and glad that ye are here in time. The wind’s fair, and the tide upon the turn; we’ll see the old coal-bucket burning on the Isle of May before to-night.”

He immediately stood up and stepped forward, extending his large hand to Ebenezer. “I’m proud to see you, Mr. Balfour,” he said in a strong, deep voice, “and I’m glad you made it here on time. The wind’s good, and the tide is about to change; we’ll see the old coal-bucket lit on the Isle of May before tonight.”

“Captain Hoseason,” returned my uncle, “you keep your room unco hot.”

“Captain Hoseason,” my uncle replied, “you keep your room really hot.”

“It’s a habit I have, Mr. Balfour,” said the skipper. “I’m a cold-rife man by my nature; I have a cold blood, sir. There’s neither fur, nor flannel—no, sir, nor hot rum, will warm up what they call the temperature. Sir, it’s the same with most men that have been carbonadoed, as they call it, in the tropic seas.”

“It’s just something I do, Mr. Balfour,” said the captain. “I’m a naturally cold person; I have cold blood, sir. There’s no fur, no flannel—no, sir, not even hot rum—will raise what they call the temperature. Sir, it’s the same for most men who have been toughened up, as they say, in the tropical seas.”

“Well, well, captain,” replied my uncle, “we must all be the way we’re made.”

“Well, well, captain,” my uncle replied, “we all have to be who we are.”

But it chanced that this fancy of the captain’s had a great share in my misfortunes. For though I had promised myself not to let my kinsman out of sight, I was both so impatient for a nearer look of the sea, and so sickened by the closeness of the room, that when he told me to “run down-stairs and play myself awhile,” I was fool enough to take him at his word.

But it just so happened that the captain's whims played a big part in my misfortunes. Even though I promised myself not to take my eyes off my relative, I was too eager to get a better look at the sea and too tired of being cooped up in the room. So, when he told me to "go downstairs and entertain myself for a bit," I was foolish enough to take him literally.

Away I went, therefore, leaving the two men sitting down to a bottle and a great mass of papers; and crossing the road in front of the inn, walked down upon the beach. With the wind in that quarter, only little wavelets, not much bigger than I had seen upon a lake, beat upon the shore. But the weeds were new to me—some green, some brown and long, and some with little bladders that crackled between my fingers. Even so far up the firth, the smell of the sea-water was exceedingly salt and stirring; the Covenant, besides, was beginning to shake out her sails, which hung upon the yards in clusters; and the spirit of all that I beheld put me in thoughts of far voyages and foreign places.

I went on my way, leaving the two men sitting down to a drink and a pile of papers; I crossed the road in front of the inn and walked down to the beach. With the wind blowing that way, only small waves, not much bigger than what I’d seen on a lake, crashed onto the shore. But the seaweed was new to me—some green, some long and brown, and some with little bladders that popped between my fingers. Even this far up the estuary, the smell of the seawater was really salty and invigorating; besides, the Covenant was starting to shake out her sails, which hung on the yards in clusters; and everything I saw made me think of distant voyages and faraway places.

I looked, too, at the seamen with the skiff—big brown fellows, some in shirts, some with jackets, some with coloured handkerchiefs about their throats, one with a brace of pistols stuck into his pockets, two or three with knotty bludgeons, and all with their case-knives. I passed the time of day with one that looked less desperate than his fellows, and asked him of the sailing of the brig. He said they would get under way as soon as the ebb set, and expressed his gladness to be out of a port where there were no taverns and fiddlers; but all with such horrifying oaths, that I made haste to get away from him.

I also took a look at the sailors with the small boat—big, tan guys, some in shirts, some in jackets, and some with colorful bandanas tied around their necks. One guy had a couple of pistols stuffed in his pockets, a few had thick clubs, and they all had their pocket knives. I exchanged pleasantries with one who seemed a bit less rough than the others and asked him when the brig would sail. He said they’d be setting out as soon as the tide turned and expressed his relief at leaving a port that had no bars or musicians; but he used such shocking curses that I quickly decided to move on.

This threw me back on Ransome, who seemed the least wicked of that gang, and who soon came out of the inn and ran to me, crying for a bowl of punch. I told him I would give him no such thing, for neither he nor I was of an age for such indulgences. “But a glass of ale you may have, and welcome,” said I. He mopped and mowed at me, and called me names; but he was glad to get the ale, for all that; and presently we were set down at a table in the front room of the inn, and both eating and drinking with a good appetite.

This made me think of Ransome, who seemed to be the least harmful of that group, and he quickly came out of the inn and ran to me, asking for a bowl of punch. I told him I wouldn’t give him that, since neither of us was old enough for such treats. “But you can have a glass of ale, and that's fine,” I said. He grumbled and complained, calling me names; but he was happy to get the ale anyway, and soon we were sitting at a table in the front room of the inn, both enjoying our food and drinks with good appetite.

Here it occurred to me that, as the landlord was a man of that county, I might do well to make a friend of him. I offered him a share, as was much the custom in those days; but he was far too great a man to sit with such poor customers as Ransome and myself, and he was leaving the room, when I called him back to ask if he knew Mr. Rankeillor.

Here it occurred to me that, since the landlord was a local man, it might be a good idea to make a friend of him. I offered him a share, which was quite common back then; but he was far too important to sit with someone as lowly as Ransome and me, and he was about to leave the room when I called him back to ask if he knew Mr. Rankeillor.

“Hoot, ay,” says he, “and a very honest man. And, O, by-the-by,” says he, “was it you that came in with Ebenezer?” And when I had told him yes, “Ye’ll be no friend of his?” he asked, meaning, in the Scottish way, that I would be no relative.

“Hoot, yeah,” he says, “and a very honest man. And, oh, by the way,” he says, “was it you who came in with Ebenezer?” And when I told him yes, he asked, “You won’t be any friend of his?” meaning, in the Scottish way, that I wouldn’t be any relative.

I told him no, none.

I told him no, none.

“I thought not,” said he, “and yet ye have a kind of gliff[6] of Mr. Alexander.”

“I didn't think so,” he said, “but you have a sort of glimpse[6] of Mr. Alexander.”

[6] Look.

Check this out.

I said it seemed that Ebenezer was ill-seen in the country.

I said it seemed that Ebenezer was not well-liked in the country.

“Nae doubt,” said the landlord. “He’s a wicked auld man, and there’s many would like to see him girning in the tow.[7] Jennet Clouston and mony mair that he has harried out of house and hame. And yet he was ance a fine young fellow, too. But that was before the sough[8] gaed abroad about Mr. Alexander, that was like the death of him.”

“Nobody doubts it,” said the landlord. “He’s a wicked old man, and there are many who would love to see him suffering. Jennet Clouston and many others he has chased out of their homes. And yet, he was once a fine young man, too. But that was before the rumors spread about Mr. Alexander, which was like the death of him.”

[7] Rope.

Rope.

[8] Report.

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“And what was it?” I asked.

“And what was it?” I asked.

“Ou, just that he had killed him,” said the landlord. “Did ye never hear that?”

“Or, just that he had killed him,” said the landlord. “Did you never hear that?”

“And what would he kill him for?” said I.

“And what would he kill him for?” I said.

“And what for, but just to get the place,” said he.

“And what for, just to get the place?” he said.

“The place?” said I. “The Shaws?”

“The place?” I asked. “The Shaws?”

“Nae other place that I ken,” said he.

“No other place that I know,” he said.

“Ay, man?” said I. “Is that so? Was my—was Alexander the eldest son?”

“Ay, man?” I said. “Is that true? Was my—was Alexander the oldest son?”

“‘Deed was he,” said the landlord. “What else would he have killed him for?”

“‘He really did it,’ said the landlord. ‘What other reason would he have had to kill him?’”

And with that he went away, as he had been impatient to do from the beginning.

And with that, he left, as he had been eager to do from the start.

Of course, I had guessed it a long while ago; but it is one thing to guess, another to know; and I sat stunned with my good fortune, and could scarce grow to believe that the same poor lad who had trudged in the dust from Ettrick Forest not two days ago, was now one of the rich of the earth, and had a house and broad lands, and might mount his horse tomorrow. All these pleasant things, and a thousand others, crowded into my mind, as I sat staring before me out of the inn window, and paying no heed to what I saw; only I remember that my eye lighted on Captain Hoseason down on the pier among his seamen, and speaking with some authority. And presently he came marching back towards the house, with no mark of a sailor’s clumsiness, but carrying his fine, tall figure with a manly bearing, and still with the same sober, grave expression on his face. I wondered if it was possible that Ransome’s stories could be true, and half disbelieved them; they fitted so ill with the man’s looks. But indeed, he was neither so good as I supposed him, nor quite so bad as Ransome did; for, in fact, he was two men, and left the better one behind as soon as he set foot on board his vessel.

Of course, I had guessed it a long time ago; but guessing and knowing are two different things. I sat there, stunned by my good fortune, hardly able to believe that the same poor kid who had trudged through the dust of Ettrick Forest just two days earlier was now among the wealthy, owning a house and vast lands, and could saddle up a horse tomorrow. All these wonderful thoughts, and a thousand more, flooded my mind as I sat staring blankly out of the inn window, not really paying attention to anything around me. I do remember catching sight of Captain Hoseason on the pier with his crew, speaking with some authority. Soon, he came striding back to the inn, moving gracefully without any sign of a sailor's clumsiness, maintaining his tall, strong figure and the same serious, stern look on his face. I wondered if it was possible that Ransome's stories could be true, and I was half-skeptical; they didn't quite match the man's appearance. But in reality, he was neither as good as I thought nor as bad as Ransome described; he was like two different people, leaving the better side behind the moment he stepped on board his ship.

The next thing, I heard my uncle calling me, and found the pair in the road together. It was the captain who addressed me, and that with an air (very flattering to a young lad) of grave equality.

The next thing, I heard my uncle calling me, and I found the two of them in the road together. It was the captain who spoke to me, and he did so with a demeanor (very flattering to a young guy) of serious equality.

“Sir,” said he, “Mr. Balfour tells me great things of you; and for my own part, I like your looks. I wish I was for longer here, that we might make the better friends; but we’ll make the most of what we have. Ye shall come on board my brig for half an hour, till the ebb sets, and drink a bowl with me.”

“Sir,” he said, “Mr. Balfour speaks highly of you, and I must say, I like your appearance. I wish I could stay longer so we could become better friends, but let’s make the most of our time. Come aboard my ship for half an hour while the tide goes out, and let’s share a drink.”

Now, I longed to see the inside of a ship more than words can tell; but I was not going to put myself in jeopardy, and I told him my uncle and I had an appointment with a lawyer.

Now, I really wanted to see the inside of a ship more than I can express; but I wasn't about to put myself in danger, so I told him my uncle and I had a meeting with a lawyer.

“Ay, ay,” said he, “he passed me word of that. But, ye see, the boat’ll set ye ashore at the town pier, and that’s but a penny stonecast from Rankeillor’s house.” And here he suddenly leaned down and whispered in my ear: “Take care of the old tod;[9] he means mischief. Come aboard till I can get a word with ye.” And then, passing his arm through mine, he continued aloud, as he set off towards his boat: “But, come, what can I bring ye from the Carolinas? Any friend of Mr. Balfour’s can command. A roll of tobacco? Indian feather-work? a skin of a wild beast? a stone pipe? the mocking-bird that mews for all the world like a cat? the cardinal bird that is as red as blood?—take your pick and say your pleasure.”

“Hey,” he said, “he mentioned that to me. But, you see, the boat will drop you off at the town pier, and that’s only a stone's throw from Rankeillor’s house.” Then he suddenly leaned down and whispered in my ear: “Watch out for the old fox; he’s up to no good. Come aboard until I can talk to you.” And then, linking his arm through mine, he continued aloud as we walked toward his boat: “So, what can I bring you from the Carolinas? Any friend of Mr. Balfour's can ask for anything. A roll of tobacco? Indian crafts? A wild animal skin? A stone pipe? The mockingbird that sounds just like a cat? The cardinal bird that’s as red as blood?—choose whatever you like.”

[9] Fox.

Fox.

By this time we were at the boat-side, and he was handing me in. I did not dream of hanging back; I thought (the poor fool!) that I had found a good friend and helper, and I was rejoiced to see the ship. As soon as we were all set in our places, the boat was thrust off from the pier and began to move over the waters: and what with my pleasure in this new movement and my surprise at our low position, and the appearance of the shores, and the growing bigness of the brig as we drew near to it, I could hardly understand what the captain said, and must have answered him at random.

By this time, we were by the boat, and he was helping me get in. I didn’t even consider holding back; I thought (the poor fool!) that I had found a true friend and ally, and I was excited to see the ship. As soon as we were settled in our seats, the boat was pushed off the dock and started gliding over the water. With my excitement about this new movement, my astonishment at our low position, the look of the shores, and the brig getting bigger as we approached it, I could hardly grasp what the captain was saying, and I must have responded at random.

As soon as we were alongside (where I sat fairly gaping at the ship’s height, the strong humming of the tide against its sides, and the pleasant cries of the seamen at their work) Hoseason, declaring that he and I must be the first aboard, ordered a tackle to be sent down from the main-yard. In this I was whipped into the air and set down again on the deck, where the captain stood ready waiting for me, and instantly slipped back his arm under mine. There I stood some while, a little dizzy with the unsteadiness of all around me, perhaps a little afraid, and yet vastly pleased with these strange sights; the captain meanwhile pointing out the strangest, and telling me their names and uses.

As soon as we were next to the ship (where I sat, pretty amazed by its height, the strong sound of the tide against its sides, and the cheerful shouts of the sailors at work), Hoseason, stating that he and I should be the first on board, ordered a tackle to be lowered from the main yard. I was then hoisted into the air and set down on the deck, where the captain was waiting for me and immediately slipped his arm under mine. I stood there for a moment, feeling a bit dizzy from the unsteady surroundings, maybe a little scared, but also really excited by these unusual sights; the captain was pointing out the most interesting things and telling me their names and purposes.

“But where is my uncle?” said I suddenly.

“But where's my uncle?” I asked suddenly.

“Ay,” said Hoseason, with a sudden grimness, “that’s the point.”

“Ay,” Hoseason said, suddenly serious, “that’s the point.”

I felt I was lost. With all my strength, I plucked myself clear of him and ran to the bulwarks. Sure enough, there was the boat pulling for the town, with my uncle sitting in the stern. I gave a piercing cry—“Help, help! Murder!”—so that both sides of the anchorage rang with it, and my uncle turned round where he was sitting, and showed me a face full of cruelty and terror.

I felt completely lost. With all my strength, I pulled away from him and ran to the railing. Sure enough, there was the boat heading for the town, with my uncle sitting in the back. I let out a loud scream—“Help, help! Murder!”—so that it echoed across both sides of the anchorage, and my uncle turned around where he was sitting, showing me a face filled with cruelty and fear.

I gave a piercing cry-- Help, Help! Murger!

It was the last I saw. Already strong hands had been plucking me back from the ship’s side; and now a thunderbolt seemed to strike me; I saw a great flash of fire, and fell senseless.

It was the last time I saw. Strong hands were already pulling me away from the side of the ship; then it felt like a lightning bolt hit me; I saw a huge flash of fire and fell unconscious.

Chapter VII

CHAPTER VII
I GO TO SEA IN THE BRIG COVENANT OF DYSART

I

came to myself in darkness, in great pain, bound hand and foot, and deafened by many unfamiliar noises. There sounded in my ears a roaring of water as of a huge mill-dam, the thrashing of heavy sprays, the thundering of the sails, and the shrill cries of seamen. The whole world now heaved giddily up, and now rushed giddily downward; and so sick and hurt was I in body, and my mind so much confounded, that it took me a long while, chasing my thoughts up and down, and ever stunned again by a fresh stab of pain, to realise that I must be lying somewhere bound in the belly of that unlucky ship, and that the wind must have strengthened to a gale. With the clear perception of my plight, there fell upon me a blackness of despair, a horror of remorse at my own folly, and a passion of anger at my uncle, that once more bereft me of my senses.

I came to in darkness, in a lot of pain, tied up hand and foot, and overwhelmed by a bunch of strange noises. I could hear a loud roar of water like a huge mill dam, the splashing of heavy sprays, the booming of sails, and the sharp cries of sailors. The entire world seemed to tilt wildly up and down, and I felt so sick and hurt physically, and my mind was so scrambled, that it took me a long time, chasing my thoughts around, and getting hit again by fresh waves of pain, to realize that I must be lying somewhere tied up in the belly of that unfortunate ship, and that the wind must have picked up to a storm. With a clear understanding of my situation, a wave of despair washed over me, a sickening regret for my own foolishness, and a surge of anger at my uncle that once again knocked me out of my senses.

When I returned again to life, the same uproar, the same confused and violent movements, shook and deafened me; and presently, to my other pains and distresses, there was added the sickness of an unused landsman on the sea. In that time of my adventurous youth, I suffered many hardships; but none that was so crushing to my mind and body, or lit by so few hopes, as these first hours aboard the brig.

When I came back to life, the same chaos, the same chaotic and violent motions, overwhelmed and deafened me; and soon, on top of my other pains and struggles, I felt the nausea of someone who was not used to being at sea. During my adventurous youth, I faced many challenges; but none were as debilitating to my mind and body, or offered so little hope, as those first hours on the brig.

I heard a gun fire, and supposed the storm had proved too strong for us, and we were firing signals of distress. The thought of deliverance, even by death in the deep sea, was welcome to me. Yet it was no such matter; but (as I was afterwards told) a common habit of the captain’s, which I here set down to show that even the worst man may have his kindlier side. We were then passing, it appeared, within some miles of Dysart, where the brig was built, and where old Mrs. Hoseason, the captain’s mother, had come some years before to live; and whether outward or inward bound, the Covenant was never suffered to go by that place by day, without a gun fired and colours shown.

I heard a gunshot and thought the storm had overwhelmed us, and we were signaling for help. The idea of being rescued, even by drowning in the ocean, felt comforting to me. But it wasn’t that; it was just a regular thing the captain did, which I mention to show that even the worst people can have a softer side. We were then passing within a few miles of Dysart, where the brig was built, and where the captain’s mother, old Mrs. Hoseason, had moved to live years ago. Whether we were going out or coming in, the Covenant was never allowed to pass that place during the day without firing a gun and showing our colors.

I had no measure of time; day and night were alike in that ill-smelling cavern of the ship’s bowels where I lay; and the misery of my situation drew out the hours to double. How long, therefore, I lay waiting to hear the ship split upon some rock, or to feel her reel head foremost into the depths of the sea, I have not the means of computation. But sleep at length stole from me the consciousness of sorrow.

I had no sense of time; day and night felt the same in that stinky hold of the ship where I was stuck, and the misery of my situation stretched the hours into what felt like double. So how long I lay there waiting to hear the ship crash into a rock or to feel her tip headfirst into the ocean, I can't figure out. But eventually, sleep took away my awareness of sorrow.

I was awakened by the light of a hand-lantern shining in my face. A small man of about thirty, with green eyes and a tangle of fair hair, stood looking down at me.

I was awakened by the light of a handheld lantern shining in my face. A small man about thirty, with green eyes and a mess of blonde hair, stood looking down at me.

I was awakened...
I was awakened by the light of a lantern shining in my face

“Well,” said he, “how goes it?”

“Well,” he said, “how's it going?”

I answered by a sob; and my visitor then felt my pulse and temples, and set himself to wash and dress the wound upon my scalp.

I responded with a sob; then my visitor felt my pulse and temples and got to work cleaning and dressing the wound on my scalp.

“Ay,” said he, “a sore dunt.[10] What, man? Cheer up! The world’s no done; you’ve made a bad start of it but you’ll make a better. Have you had any meat?”

“Ay,” he said, “a tough break.[10] What’s wrong, man? Lighten up! The world isn’t over; you’ve had a rough start, but you’ll do better. Have you eaten anything?”

[10] Stroke.

Stroke.

I said I could not look at it: and thereupon he gave me some brandy and water in a tin pannikin, and left me once more to myself.

I said I couldn’t look at it, so he poured me some brandy and water in a tin cup and left me alone again.

The next time he came to see me, I was lying betwixt sleep and waking, my eyes wide open in the darkness, the sickness quite departed, but succeeded by a horrid giddiness and swimming that was almost worse to bear. I ached, besides, in every limb, and the cords that bound me seemed to be of fire. The smell of the hole in which I lay seemed to have become a part of me; and during the long interval since his last visit I had suffered tortures of fear, now from the scurrying of the ship’s rats, that sometimes pattered on my very face, and now from the dismal imaginings that haunt the bed of fever.

The next time he came to see me, I was lying between sleep and waking, my eyes wide open in the darkness. The illness had completely gone, but it was replaced by a terrible dizziness and a sense of spinning that was almost worse to endure. I ached in every limb, and the ropes that bound me felt like they were on fire. The smell of the place I was lying in felt like it had become part of me; and during the long time since his last visit, I had gone through tortures of fear, first from the scurrying of the ship’s rats that occasionally pattered on my face, and then from the gloomy thoughts that plague a feverish mind.

The glimmer of the lantern, as a trap opened, shone in like the heaven’s sunlight; and though it only showed me the strong, dark beams of the ship that was my prison, I could have cried aloud for gladness. The man with the green eyes was the first to descend the ladder, and I noticed that he came somewhat unsteadily. He was followed by the captain. Neither said a word; but the first set to and examined me, and dressed my wound as before, while Hoseason looked me in my face with an odd, black look.

The lantern's light, as a trap opened, poured in like sunlight from heaven; and even though it only illuminated the strong, dark beams of the ship that was my prison, I felt like shouting out in joy. The man with the green eyes was the first to climb down the ladder, and I noticed he was a bit unsteady. He was followed by the captain. Neither of them said anything; but the first guy started examining me and treated my wound like before, while Hoseason stared at me with a strange, dark look.

“Now, sir, you see for yourself,” said the first: “a high fever, no appetite, no light, no meat: you see for yourself what that means.”

“Now, sir, you can see for yourself,” said the first. “A high fever, no appetite, no light, no meat: you see what that adds up to.”

“I am no conjurer, Mr. Riach,” said the captain.

“I’m no magician, Mr. Riach,” said the captain.

“Give me leave, sir,” said Riach; “you’ve a good head upon your shoulders, and a good Scotch tongue to ask with; but I will leave you no manner of excuse; I want that boy taken out of this hole and put in the forecastle.”

“Let me speak, sir,” said Riach; “you’re smart and have a good Scottish way of asking; but I won’t give you any excuse; I want that boy taken out of this place and put in the forecastle.”

“What ye may want, sir, is a matter of concern to nobody but yoursel’,” returned the captain; “but I can tell ye that which is to be. Here he is; here he shall bide.”

“What you may want, sir, is nobody's concern but your own,” replied the captain; “but I can tell you what is going to happen. Here he is; here he will stay.”

“Admitting that you have been paid in a proportion,” said the other, “I will crave leave humbly to say that I have not. Paid I am, and none too much, to be the second officer of this old tub, and you ken very well if I do my best to earn it. But I was paid for nothing more.”

“Admitting that you've been paid a share,” said the other, “I’ll humbly point out that I haven't. I'm paid, and not nearly enough, to be the second officer of this old boat, and you know very well I do my best to earn it. But I wasn’t paid for anything more.”

“If ye could hold back your hand from the tin-pan, Mr. Riach, I would have no complaint to make of ye,” returned the skipper; “and instead of asking riddles, I make bold to say that ye would keep your breath to cool your porridge. We’ll be required on deck,” he added, in a sharper note, and set one foot upon the ladder.

“If you could keep your hand away from the tin-pan, Mr. Riach, I wouldn’t have any complaints about you,” replied the skipper; “and rather than asking riddles, I can confidently say you should save your breath for your porridge. We’ll need to be on deck,” he added, in a more serious tone, and placed one foot on the ladder.

But Mr. Riach caught him by the sleeve.

But Mr. Riach grabbed him by the sleeve.

“Admitting that you have been paid to do a murder——” he began.

“Admitting that you were paid to commit a murder——” he started.

Hoseason turned upon him with a flash.

Hoseason spun around to face him with a glare.

“What’s that?” he cried. “What kind of talk is that?”

“What’s that?” he shouted. “What kind of speech is that?”

“It seems it is the talk that you can understand,” said Mr. Riach, looking him steadily in the face.

“It seems like this is the conversation you can understand,” said Mr. Riach, looking him straight in the eye.

“Mr. Riach, I have sailed with ye three cruises,” replied the captain. “In all that time, sir, ye should have learned to know me: I’m a stiff man, and a dour man; but for what ye say the now—fie, fie!—it comes from a bad heart and a black conscience. If ye say the lad will die——”

“Mr. Riach, I’ve sailed with you for three trips,” replied the captain. “In all that time, you should have gotten to know me: I’m a tough man and a serious man; but what you’re saying now—shame on you!—it comes from a bad heart and a guilty conscience. If you say the kid will die——”

“Ay, will he!” said Mr. Riach.

“Ay, he will!” said Mr. Riach.

“Well, sir, is not that enough?” said Hoseason. “Flit him where ye please!”

“Well, sir, isn’t that enough?” said Hoseason. “Move him wherever you want!”

Thereupon the captain ascended the ladder; and I, who had lain silent throughout this strange conversation, beheld Mr. Riach turn after him and bow as low as to his knees in what was plainly a spirit of derision. Even in my then state of sickness, I perceived two things: that the mate was touched with liquor, as the captain hinted, and that (drunk or sober) he was like to prove a valuable friend.

Then the captain climbed up the ladder, and I, who had remained quiet during this strange conversation, saw Mr. Riach turn after him and bow deeply, almost to his knees, in what was clearly a mocking manner. Even in my state of illness, I noticed two things: that the mate had been drinking, as the captain suggested, and that whether drunk or sober, he seemed likely to be a valuable friend.

Five minutes afterwards my bonds were cut, I was hoisted on a man’s back, carried up to the forecastle, and laid in a bunk on some sea-blankets; where the first thing that I did was to lose my senses.

Five minutes later, my bonds were cut, I was lifted onto a man's back, carried to the forecastle, and laid down in a bunk on some sea blankets; the first thing I did was pass out.

It was a blessed thing indeed to open my eyes again upon the daylight, and to find myself in the society of men. The forecastle was a roomy place enough, set all about with berths, in which the men of the watch below were seated smoking, or lying down asleep. The day being calm and the wind fair, the scuttle was open, and not only the good daylight, but from time to time (as the ship rolled) a dusty beam of sunlight shone in, and dazzled and delighted me. I had no sooner moved, moreover, than one of the men brought me a drink of something healing which Mr. Riach had prepared, and bade me lie still and I should soon be well again. There were no bones broken, he explained: “A clour[11] on the head was naething. Man,” said he, “it was me that gave it ye!”

It was truly a blessing to open my eyes to the daylight again and find myself in the company of others. The forecastle was spacious enough, lined with sleeping areas where the crew on the lower watch were sitting, smoking, or lying down asleep. The day was calm and the wind was favorable, so the hatch was open, and not only did the bright daylight flood in, but occasionally (as the ship rolled) a dusty beam of sunlight would shine in, dazzling and delighting me. As soon as I moved, one of the men brought me a drink of something healing that Mr. Riach had prepared and told me to lie still, assuring me I would be well again soon. He explained that there were no bones broken: “A bump on the head was nothing. Man,” he said, “it was me that gave it to you!”

[11] Blow.

Blow it.

Here I lay for the space of many days a close prisoner, and not only got my health again, but came to know my companions. They were a rough lot indeed, as sailors mostly are: being men rooted out of all the kindly parts of life, and condemned to toss together on the rough seas, with masters no less cruel. There were some among them that had sailed with the pirates and seen things it would be a shame even to speak of; some were men that had run from the king’s ships, and went with a halter round their necks, of which they made no secret; and all, as the saying goes, were “at a word and a blow” with their best friends. Yet I had not been many days shut up with them before I began to be ashamed of my first judgment, when I had drawn away from them at the Ferry pier, as though they had been unclean beasts. No class of man is altogether bad, but each has its own faults and virtues; and these shipmates of mine were no exception to the rule. Rough they were, sure enough; and bad, I suppose; but they had many virtues. They were kind when it occurred to them, simple even beyond the simplicity of a country lad like me, and had some glimmerings of honesty.

Here I lay for many days as a close prisoner, and not only regained my health but also got to know my companions. They were a rough bunch, as sailors often are: men uprooted from all the kind aspects of life, forced to toss about on the harsh seas with masters equally cruel. Some among them had sailed with pirates and witnessed things too shameful to mention; others had fled from the king’s ships, wearing their guilt openly around their necks; and all, as the saying goes, were “at a word and a blow” with their closest friends. However, it didn’t take many days before I began to feel ashamed of my initial judgment when I had distanced myself from them at the Ferry pier, as if they were unclean animals. No group of people is entirely bad; each has its own flaws and strengths, and my shipmates were no exception. They were undeniably rough; probably bad, too; but they had many good qualities. They could be kind when they thought of it, were straightforward even beyond the simplicity of a country boy like me, and showed some glimpses of honesty.

There was one man, of maybe forty, that would sit on my berthside for hours and tell me of his wife and child. He was a fisher that had lost his boat, and thus been driven to the deep-sea voyaging. Well, it is years ago now: but I have never forgotten him. His wife (who was “young by him,” as he often told me) waited in vain to see her man return; he would never again make the fire for her in the morning, nor yet keep the bairn when she was sick. Indeed, many of these poor fellows (as the event proved) were upon their last cruise; the deep seas and cannibal fish received them; and it is a thankless business to speak ill of the dead.

There was a man, probably around forty, who would sit beside my bunk for hours telling me about his wife and child. He was a fisherman who had lost his boat, which forced him into deep-sea voyages. It's been years since then, but I’ve never forgotten him. His wife (who he often said was “younger than him”) waited in vain for him to come back; he would never again make the morning fire for her or take care of the baby when she was sick. In fact, many of these poor guys (as it turned out) were on their last trip; the deep seas and predatory fish claimed them; and it’s ungrateful to speak poorly of the dead.

Among other good deeds that they did, they returned my money, which had been shared among them; and though it was about a third short, I was very glad to get it, and hoped great good from it in the land I was going to. The ship was bound for the Carolinas; and you must not suppose that I was going to that place merely as an exile. The trade was even then much depressed; since that, and with the rebellion of the colonies and the formation of the United States, it has, of course, come to an end; but in those days of my youth, white men were still sold into slavery on the plantations, and that was the destiny to which my wicked uncle had condemned me.

Among other good things they did, they gave me back my money, which had been split among them; and even though it was about a third short, I was really happy to get it and hoped for great opportunities in the place I was heading to. The ship was headed for the Carolinas; and you shouldn’t think I was going there just as an exile. The trade was already struggling; since then, with the rebellion of the colonies and the formation of the United States, it has obviously come to an end; but back in my youth, white men were still being sold into slavery on the plantations, and that was the fate my wicked uncle had sentenced me to.

The cabin-boy Ransome (from whom I had first heard of these atrocities) came in at times from the round-house, where he berthed and served, now nursing a bruised limb in silent agony, now raving against the cruelty of Mr. Shuan. It made my heart bleed; but the men had a great respect for the chief mate, who was, as they said, “the only seaman of the whole jing-bang, and none such a bad man when he was sober.” Indeed, I found there was a strange peculiarity about our two mates: that Mr. Riach was sullen, unkind, and harsh when he was sober, and Mr. Shuan would not hurt a fly except when he was drinking. I asked about the captain; but I was told drink made no difference upon that man of iron.

The cabin boy Ransome (who I first heard about these horrors from) would come in from the round-house, where he slept and worked, sometimes nursing a painful injury in silence, other times ranting about Mr. Shuan's cruelty. It broke my heart; but the crew had a lot of respect for the chief mate, who they said was “the only true seaman in the whole lot, and not such a bad guy when he was sober.” In fact, I noticed a strange thing about our two mates: Mr. Riach was grumpy, mean, and harsh when he was sober, while Mr. Shuan wouldn’t harm a soul except when he was drinking. I asked about the captain, but I was told that alcohol had no effect on that man of steel.

I did my best in the small time allowed me to make some thing like a man, or rather I should say something like a boy, of the poor creature, Ransome. But his mind was scarce truly human. He could remember nothing of the time before he came to sea; only that his father had made clocks, and had a starling in the parlour, which could whistle “The North Countrie;” all else had been blotted out in these years of hardship and cruelties. He had a strange notion of the dry land, picked up from sailor’s stories: that it was a place where lads were put to some kind of slavery called a trade, and where apprentices were continually lashed and clapped into foul prisons. In a town, he thought every second person a decoy, and every third house a place in which seamen would be drugged and murdered. To be sure, I would tell him how kindly I had myself been used upon that dry land he was so much afraid of, and how well fed and carefully taught both by my friends and my parents: and if he had been recently hurt, he would weep bitterly and swear to run away; but if he was in his usual crackbrain humour, or (still more) if he had had a glass of spirits in the roundhouse, he would deride the notion.

I did my best in the short time I had to make something like a man, or rather a boy, out of the poor creature, Ransome. But his mind wasn’t really human. He couldn’t remember anything from before he came to sea, just that his father made clocks and had a starling in the parlor that could whistle “The North Countrie;” everything else had been wiped away during those years of hardship and cruelty. He had a weird idea of dry land, picked up from sailor’s stories: that it was a place where boys were put into some kind of slavery called a trade, and where apprentices were constantly whipped and thrown into filthy prisons. He thought in a town, every other person was a decoy, and every third house was somewhere seamen were drugged and murdered. Of course, I would tell him how kindly I had been treated on that dry land he was so scared of, and how well-fed and carefully taught I was by my friends and my parents: and if he had recently been hurt, he would cry bitterly and swear he would run away; but if he was in his usual goofy mood, or (even more so) if he had a drink in the roundhouse, he would laugh off the idea.

It was Mr. Riach (Heaven forgive him!) who gave the boy drink; and it was, doubtless, kindly meant; but besides that it was ruin to his health, it was the pitifullest thing in life to see this unhappy, unfriended creature staggering, and dancing, and talking he knew not what. Some of the men laughed, but not all; others would grow as black as thunder (thinking, perhaps, of their own childhood or their own children) and bid him stop that nonsense, and think what he was doing. As for me, I felt ashamed to look at him, and the poor child still comes about me in my dreams.

It was Mr. Riach (God forgive him!) who gave the boy a drink; and while it was probably intended nicely, it not only harmed his health but was also the saddest thing to witness this unfortunate, friendless kid staggering, dancing, and talking nonsense. Some of the men laughed, but not everyone; others would frown in anger (maybe thinking of their own childhood or their kids) and tell him to cut out that nonsense and think about what he was doing. As for me, I felt ashamed to even look at him, and that poor child still haunts my dreams.

All this time, you should know, the Covenant was meeting continual head-winds and tumbling up and down against head-seas, so that the scuttle was almost constantly shut, and the forecastle lighted only by a swinging lantern on a beam. There was constant labour for all hands; the sails had to be made and shortened every hour; the strain told on the men’s temper; there was a growl of quarrelling all day long from berth to berth; and as I was never allowed to set my foot on deck, you can picture to yourselves how weary of my life I grew to be, and how impatient for a change.

All this time, you should know, the Covenant was facing constant strong winds and bouncing up and down against big waves, so the hatch was almost always closed, and the forecastle was lit only by a swinging lantern on a beam. Everyone was working hard; the sails had to be adjusted every hour; the stress was taking a toll on the men’s tempers; there was arguing going on all day long from one area to another; and since I was never allowed to step foot on deck, you can imagine how tired I became of my life and how eager I was for a change.

And a change I was to get, as you shall hear; but I must first tell of a conversation I had with Mr. Riach, which put a little heart in me to bear my troubles. Getting him in a favourable stage of drink (for indeed he never looked near me when he was sober), I pledged him to secrecy, and told him my whole story.

And I was about to get a change, as you will hear; but first, I need to share a conversation I had with Mr. Riach, which gave me a little bit of strength to handle my troubles. I caught him at a good point when he had a few drinks (since he never paid attention to me when he was sober), and I got him to promise to keep it a secret, then I told him everything that had happened to me.

He declared it was like a ballad; that he would do his best to help me; that I should have paper, pen, and ink, and write one line to Mr. Campbell and another to Mr. Rankeillor; and that if I had told the truth, ten to one he would be able (with their help) to pull me through and set me in my rights.

He said it was like a song; that he would do his best to help me; that I should have paper, a pen, and ink, and write one line to Mr. Campbell and another to Mr. Rankeillor; and that if I had told the truth, there was a good chance he would be able (with their help) to get me through this and make things right for me.

“And in the meantime,” says he, “keep your heart up. You’re not the only one, I’ll tell you that. There’s many a man hoeing tobacco over-seas that should be mounting his horse at his own door at home; many and many! And life is all a variorum, at the best. Look at me: I’m a laird’s son and more than half a doctor, and here I am, man-Jack to Hoseason!”

“And in the meantime,” he says, “keep your spirits up. You’re not alone, I promise you that. There are plenty of men farming tobacco overseas who should be riding their horses at home; so many of them! And life is just a mixed bag, at best. Look at me: I’m a laird’s son and more than half a doctor, and here I am, doing the work of a common guy for Hoseason!”

I thought it would be civil to ask him for his story.

I thought it would be polite to ask him for his story.

He whistled loud.

He whistled loudly.

“Never had one,” said he. “I like fun, that’s all.” And he skipped out of the forecastle.

“Never had one,” he said. “I just like to have fun.” And he skipped out of the forecastle.

Chapter VIII

CHAPTER VIII
THE ROUND-HOUSE

O

ne night, about eleven o’clock, a man of Mr. Riach’s watch (which was on deck) came below for his jacket; and instantly there began to go a whisper about the forecastle that “Shuan had done for him at last.” There was no need of a name; we all knew who was meant; but we had scarce time to get the idea rightly in our heads, far less to speak of it, when the scuttle was again flung open, and Captain Hoseason came down the ladder. He looked sharply round the bunks in the tossing light of the lantern; and then, walking straight up to me, he addressed me, to my surprise, in tones of kindness.

One night, around eleven o'clock, a crew member from Mr. Riach's watch (who was up on deck) came below to grab his jacket; and right away, whispers started circulating around the forecastle that "Shuan had finally taken care of him." There was no need to mention a name; we all knew who they were talking about. We barely had time to wrap our heads around the idea, let alone discuss it, when the scuttle was flung open again, and Captain Hoseason came down the ladder. He quickly scanned the bunks in the shifting light of the lantern, and then, walking straight up to me, he unexpectedly spoke to me in a kind tone.

“My man,” said he, “we want ye to serve in the round-house. You and Ransome are to change berths. Run away aft with ye.”

“My man,” he said, “we want you to work in the round-house. You and Ransome are swapping places. Go on back now.”

Even as he spoke, two seamen appeared in the scuttle, carrying Ransome in their arms; and the ship at that moment giving a great sheer into the sea, and the lantern swinging, the light fell direct on the boy’s face. It was as white as wax, and had a look upon it like a dreadful smile. The blood in me ran cold, and I drew in my breath as if I had been struck.

Even as he was talking, two sailors came up through the opening, carrying Ransome in their arms. Just then, the ship tilted sharply into the sea, and the lantern swung, casting light right onto the boy’s face. It was pale as wax, with an expression like a terrible smile. I felt a chill run through me, and I gasped as if I had been hit.

“Run away aft; run away aft with ye!” cried Hoseason.

“Run to the back; run to the back with you!” shouted Hoseason.

And at that I brushed by the sailors and the boy (who neither spoke nor moved), and ran up the ladder on deck.

And with that, I quickly passed by the sailors and the boy (who didn’t say a word or move) and climbed up the ladder to the deck.

The brig was sheering swiftly and giddily through a long, cresting swell. She was on the starboard tack, and on the left hand, under the arched foot of the foresail, I could see the sunset still quite bright. This, at such an hour of the night, surprised me greatly; but I was too ignorant to draw the true conclusion—that we were going north-about round Scotland, and were now on the high sea between the Orkney and Shetland Islands, having avoided the dangerous currents of the Pentland Firth. For my part, who had been so long shut in the dark and knew nothing of head-winds, I thought we might be half-way or more across the Atlantic. And indeed (beyond that I wondered a little at the lateness of the sunset light) I gave no heed to it, and pushed on across the decks, running between the seas, catching at ropes, and only saved from going overboard by one of the hands on deck, who had been always kind to me.

The brig was swiftly and excitedly moving through a long, rolling swell. She was on the starboard tack, and on the left side, under the curved edge of the foresail, I could still see the sunset shining brightly. This surprised me quite a bit at that hour of the night; but I was too clueless to realize the truth—that we were sailing north around Scotland and were now in the open sea between the Orkney and Shetland Islands, having avoided the dangerous currents of the Pentland Firth. As for me, having been stuck in the dark for so long and knowing nothing about headwinds, I thought we might be halfway or more across the Atlantic. And honestly, aside from wondering a bit about the late sunset light, I didn’t pay much attention to it and moved across the decks, navigating between the waves, grabbing at ropes, and was only kept from going overboard by one of the crew, who had always been nice to me.

The round-house, for which I was bound, and where I was now to sleep and serve, stood some six feet above the decks, and considering the size of the brig, was of good dimensions. Inside were a fixed table and bench, and two berths, one for the captain and the other for the two mates, turn and turn about. It was all fitted with lockers from top to bottom, so as to stow away the officers’ belongings and a part of the ship’s stores; there was a second store-room underneath, which you entered by a hatchway in the middle of the deck; indeed, all the best of the meat and drink and the whole of the powder were collected in this place; and all the firearms, except the two pieces of brass ordnance, were set in a rack in the aftermost wall of the round-house. The most of the cutlasses were in another place.

The round-house, where I was heading to sleep and work, was about six feet above the decks and was quite spacious considering the size of the brig. Inside, there was a fixed table and bench, along with two berths—one for the captain and the other shared by the two mates on rotation. It was fully outfitted with lockers from top to bottom to store the officers’ belongings and some of the ship’s supplies. There was also a second storeroom below, accessed through a hatchway in the middle of the deck; in fact, all the best food and drinks, as well as all the gunpowder, were kept there. All the firearms, except for two brass cannons, were stored in a rack on the back wall of the round-house. Most of the cutlasses were kept in a different spot.

A small window with a shutter on each side, and a skylight in the roof, gave it light by day; and after dark there was a lamp always burning. It was burning when I entered, not brightly, but enough to show Mr. Shuan sitting at the table, with the brandy bottle and a tin pannikin in front of him. He was a tall man, strongly made and very black; and he stared before him on the table like one stupid.

A small window with a shutter on each side, and a skylight in the roof, let in light during the day; and at night, there was always a lamp burning. It was lit when I walked in, not brightly, but enough to see Mr. Shuan sitting at the table, with a bottle of brandy and a tin cup in front of him. He was a tall, sturdy man with very dark skin; and he stared blankly at the table like he was lost in thought.

He took no notice of my coming in; nor did he move when the captain followed and leant on the berth beside me, looking darkly at the mate. I stood in great fear of Hoseason, and had my reasons for it; but something told me I need not be afraid of him just then; and I whispered in his ear: “How is he?” He shook his head like one that does not know and does not wish to think, and his face was very stern.

He didn't notice when I walked in, nor did he move when the captain came in and leaned against the bunk next to me, glaring at the mate. I was extremely afraid of Hoseason, and I had my reasons for it; but something told me I didn’t need to be scared of him at that moment, so I whispered in his ear, “How is he?” He shook his head as if he didn’t know and didn’t want to think about it, and his expression was very serious.

Presently Mr. Riach came in. He gave the captain a glance that meant the boy was dead as plain as speaking, and took his place like the rest of us; so that we all three stood without a word, staring down at Mr. Shuan, and Mr. Shuan (on his side) sat without a word, looking hard upon the table.

Right then, Mr. Riach walked in. He shot the captain a look that clearly said the boy was dead, and took his spot like the rest of us. So, the three of us stood in silence, staring down at Mr. Shuan, while Mr. Shuan, in turn, sat quietly, intensely focused on the table.

All of a sudden he put out his hand to take the bottle; and at that Mr. Riach started forward and caught it away from him, rather by surprise than violence, crying out, with an oath, that there had been too much of this work altogether, and that a judgment would fall upon the ship. And as he spoke (the weather sliding-doors standing open) he tossed the bottle into the sea.

All of a sudden, he reached out to grab the bottle; and at that moment, Mr. Riach stepped forward and snatched it away from him, more out of surprise than anger, exclaiming, with a curse, that there had been too much of this nonsense overall, and that a reckoning would come for the ship. As he said this (with the weather sliding doors wide open), he hurled the bottle into the sea.

Mr. Shuan was on his feet in a trice; he still looked dazed, but he meant murder, ay, and would have done it, for the second time that night, had not the captain stepped in between him and his victim.

Mr. Shuan was on his feet in an instant; he still looked confused, but he was ready to fight, and would have done it for the second time that night if the captain hadn't stepped in between him and his target.

“Sit down!” roars the captain. “Ye sot and swine, do ye know what ye’ve done? Ye’ve murdered the boy!”

“Sit down!” yells the captain. “You drunk and pig, do you know what you’ve done? You’ve killed the boy!”

Sit down! Roars the Captain

Mr. Shuan seemed to understand; for he sat down again, and put up his hand to his brow.

Mr. Shuan seemed to get it; he sat down again and rubbed his forehead.

“Well,” he said, “he brought me a dirty pannikin!”

“Well,” he said, “he brought me a dirty cup!”

At that word, the captain and I and Mr. Riach all looked at each other for a second with a kind of frightened look; and then Hoseason walked up to his chief officer, took him by the shoulder, led him across to his bunk, and bade him lie down and go to sleep, as you might speak to a bad child. The murderer cried a little, but he took off his sea-boots and obeyed.

At that word, the captain, Mr. Riach, and I all exchanged a quick, anxious glance; then Hoseason approached his chief officer, put a hand on his shoulder, guided him over to his bunk, and told him to lie down and sleep, just like you would talk to a misbehaving child. The murderer teared up a bit, but he removed his sea boots and complied.

“Ah!” cried Mr. Riach, with a dreadful voice, “ye should have interfered long syne. It’s too late now.”

“Ah!” shouted Mr. Riach, in a terrible voice, “you should have stepped in a long time ago. It's too late now.”

“Mr. Riach,” said the captain, “this night’s work must never be kennt in Dysart. The boy went overboard, sir; that’s what the story is; and I would give five pounds out of my pocket it was true!” He turned to the table. “What made ye throw the good bottle away?” he added. “There was nae sense in that, sir. Here, David, draw me another. They’re in the bottom locker;” and he tossed me a key. “Ye’ll need a glass yourself, sir,” he added to Riach. “Yon was an ugly thing to see.”

“Mr. Riach,” the captain said, “we can’t let anyone in Dysart know about what happened tonight. The boy fell overboard, sir; that’s the story we’re sticking to; and I’d pay five pounds out of my own pocket if it were true!” He turned to the table. “Why did you throw away that good bottle?” he added. “That was just foolish, sir. Here, David, pour me another. They’re in the bottom locker;” and he tossed me a key. “You’ll need a glass too, sir,” he said to Riach. “That was an ugly thing to witness.”

So the pair sat down and hob-a-nobbed; and while they did so, the murderer, who had been lying and whimpering in his berth, raised himself upon his elbow and looked at them and at me.

So the two sat down and chatted; and while they did that, the murderer, who had been lying and whimpering in his bed, propped himself up on his elbow and looked at them and at me.

That was the first night of my new duties; and in the course of the next day I had got well into the run of them. I had to serve at the meals, which the captain took at regular hours, sitting down with the officer who was off duty; all the day through I would be running with a dram to one or other of my three masters; and at night I slept on a blanket thrown on the deck boards at the aftermost end of the round-house, and right in the draught of the two doors. It was a hard and a cold bed; nor was I suffered to sleep without interruption; for some one would be always coming in from deck to get a dram, and when a fresh watch was to be set, two and sometimes all three would sit down and brew a bowl together. How they kept their health, I know not, any more than how I kept my own.

That was my first night on the job, and by the next day I had settled into my routine. I had to serve meals, which the captain ate at regular times, sitting down with the officer who was off duty. All day long, I was running with a shot for one or another of my three bosses. At night, I slept on a blanket thrown on the deck boards at the back of the round-house and right in the draft from the two doors. It was a hard and cold bed, and I wasn't allowed to sleep without being interrupted; someone was always coming in from the deck to grab a shot, and when a new watch was being set, two or sometimes all three would sit down and brew a bowl together. I have no idea how they kept their health, just as I'm not sure how I managed to keep mine.

And yet in other ways it was an easy service. There was no cloth to lay; the meals were either of oatmeal porridge or salt junk, except twice a week, when there was duff: and though I was clumsy enough and (not being firm on my sealegs) sometimes fell with what I was bringing them, both Mr. Riach and the captain were singularly patient. I could not but fancy they were making up lee-way with their consciences, and that they would scarce have been so good with me if they had not been worse with Ransome.

And yet in other ways, it was an easy job. There were no linens to set up; the meals were either oatmeal porridge or salted meat, except twice a week when there was pudding. Even though I was pretty clumsy and sometimes fell while carrying things—especially since I wasn’t steady on my sea legs—both Mr. Riach and the captain were remarkably patient. I couldn’t help but think they were easing their consciences and that they wouldn’t have been so kind to me if they hadn’t been harder on Ransome.

As for Mr. Shuan, the drink or his crime, or the two together, had certainly troubled his mind. I cannot say I ever saw him in his proper wits. He never grew used to my being there, stared at me continually (sometimes, I could have thought, with terror), and more than once drew back from my hand when I was serving him. I was pretty sure from the first that he had no clear mind of what he had done, and on my second day in the round-house I had the proof of it. We were alone, and he had been staring at me a long time, when all at once, up he got, as pale as death, and came close up to me, to my great terror. But I had no cause to be afraid of him.

As for Mr. Shuan, the drink or his crime, or both, had definitely troubled his mind. I can’t say I ever saw him in his right mind. He never got used to my being there, stared at me constantly (sometimes I thought maybe with fear), and more than once flinched when I reached out to serve him. I was pretty sure from the start that he didn’t really understand what he had done, and on my second day in the round-house, I got proof of it. We were alone, and he had been staring at me for a long time when suddenly, he jumped up, as pale as a ghost, and came right up to me, which really scared me. But honestly, I had no reason to be afraid of him.

“You were not here before?” he asked.

“You weren’t here before?” he asked.

“No, sir,” said I.”

“No, sir,” I said.

“There was another boy?” he asked again; and when I had answered him, “Ah!” says he, “I thought that,” and went and sat down, without another word, except to call for brandy.

“There was another boy?” he asked again; and when I answered him, “Ah!” he said, “I thought that,” and went and sat down, without saying anything else, except to ask for brandy.

You may think it strange, but for all the horror I had, I was still sorry for him. He was a married man, with a wife in Leith; but whether or no he had a family, I have now forgotten; I hope not.

You might find it odd, but despite all the fear I felt, I still felt sorry for him. He was a married man, with a wife in Leith; but I’ve now forgotten if he had kids or not; I hope he didn't.

Altogether it was no very hard life for the time it lasted, which (as you are to hear) was not long. I was as well fed as the best of them; even their pickles, which were the great dainty, I was allowed my share of; and had I liked I might have been drunk from morning to night, like Mr. Shuan. I had company, too, and good company of its sort. Mr. Riach, who had been to the college, spoke to me like a friend when he was not sulking, and told me many curious things, and some that were informing; and even the captain, though he kept me at the stick’s end the most part of the time, would sometimes unbuckle a bit, and tell me of the fine countries he had visited.

Overall, it wasn’t a tough life for the short time it lasted, which (as you’ll hear) wasn’t long. I was as well-fed as anyone else; even their pickles, which were a big treat, I got to share in. If I wanted, I could have drank all day like Mr. Shuan. I also had company, and decent company at that. Mr. Riach, who had gone to college, talked to me like a friend when he wasn’t sulking, sharing many interesting and informative stories. Even the captain, although he mostly kept his distance from me, would sometimes loosen up a bit and share tales of the amazing places he had traveled to.

The shadow of poor Ransome, to be sure, lay on all four of us, and on me and Mr. Shuan in particular, most heavily. And then I had another trouble of my own. Here I was, doing dirty work for three men that I looked down upon, and one of whom, at least, should have hung upon a gallows; that was for the present; and as for the future, I could only see myself slaving alongside of negroes in the tobacco fields. Mr. Riach, perhaps from caution, would never suffer me to say another word about my story; the captain, whom I tried to approach, rebuffed me like a dog and would not hear a word; and as the days came and went, my heart sank lower and lower, till I was even glad of the work which kept me from thinking.

The weight of poor Ransome's situation was heavy on all four of us, but it particularly impacted me and Mr. Shuan the most. On top of that, I had my own issues. Here I was, doing menial tasks for three guys I looked down on, one of whom definitely deserved to be hanged; that was the current situation. As for the future, all I could envision was toiling away with laborers in the tobacco fields. Mr. Riach, perhaps out of caution, wouldn't let me talk about my story at all; the captain, whom I tried to approach, dismissed me like I was nothing and refused to listen; and as the days passed by, I felt my spirits drop lower and lower, until I was actually grateful for the work that kept my mind occupied.

Chapter IX

CHAPTER IX
THE MAN WITH THE BELT OF GOLD

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ore than a week went by, in which the ill-luck that had hitherto pursued the Covenant upon this voyage grew yet more strongly marked. Some days she made a little way; others, she was driven actually back. At last we were beaten so far to the south that we tossed and tacked to and fro the whole of the ninth day, within sight of Cape Wrath and the wild, rocky coast on either hand of it. There followed on that a council of the officers, and some decision which I did not rightly understand, seeing only the result: that we had made a fair wind of a foul one and were running south.

More than a week passed, during which the bad luck that had been plaguing the Covenant on this journey became even more obvious. Some days we made a little progress; other days, we were actually pushed backwards. Eventually, we were forced so far south that we spent the entire ninth day moving back and forth in sight of Cape Wrath and the wild, rocky coastline on either side. This led to a meeting among the officers, and although I didn't fully understand the decision, I saw the outcome: we had managed to turn a bad wind into a good one and were heading south.

The tenth afternoon there was a falling swell and a thick, wet, white fog that hid one end of the brig from the other. All afternoon, when I went on deck, I saw men and officers listening hard over the bulwarks—“for breakers,” they said; and though I did not so much as understand the word, I felt danger in the air, and was excited.

The tenth afternoon, there was a decreasing swell and a thick, wet, white fog that obscured one end of the ship from the other. All afternoon, when I went on deck, I saw crew members and officers intently listening over the sides—“for breakers,” they said; and although I didn’t fully understand the term, I sensed danger in the air and felt a thrill.

Maybe about ten at night, I was serving Mr. Riach and the captain at their supper, when the ship struck something with a great sound, and we heard voices singing out. My two masters leaped to their feet.

Maybe around ten at night, I was serving Mr. Riach and the captain their dinner when the ship hit something with a loud bang, and we heard voices calling out. My two bosses jumped to their feet.

“She’s struck!” said Mr. Riach.

"She's hit!" said Mr. Riach.

“No, sir,” said the captain. “We’ve only run a boat down.”

“No, sir,” said the captain. “We’ve only run a boat aground.”

And they hurried out.

And they rushed out.

The stern had been thrown into the air, and the man had leaped up

The captain was in the right of it. We had run down a boat in the fog, and she had parted in the midst and gone to the bottom with all her crew but one. This man (as I heard afterwards) had been sitting in the stern as a passenger, while the rest were on the benches rowing. At the moment of the blow, the stern had been thrown into the air, and the man (having his hands free, and for all he was encumbered with a frieze overcoat that came below his knees) had leaped up and caught hold of the brig’s bowsprit. It showed he had luck and much agility and unusual strength, that he should have thus saved himself from such a pass. And yet, when the captain brought him into the round-house, and I set eyes on him for the first time, he looked as cool as I did.

The captain was right. We had collided with a boat in the fog, and it had split in half and sank with everyone aboard except for one person. From what I heard later, this guy had been sitting in the back as a passenger, while the others were rowing on the benches. At the moment of impact, the back of the boat was thrown up, and the man—despite being weighed down by a long wool coat—jumped up and grabbed hold of the brig’s bowsprit. It showed he had luck, quick reflexes, and surprising strength to save himself in that situation. Still, when the captain brought him into the round-house, and I saw him for the first time, he looked as calm as I did.

He was smallish in stature, but well set and as nimble as a goat; his face was of a good open expression, but sunburnt very dark, and heavily freckled and pitted with the small-pox; his eyes were unusually light and had a kind of dancing madness in them, that was both engaging and alarming; and when he took off his great-coat, he laid a pair of fine silver-mounted pistols on the table, and I saw that he was belted with a great sword. His manners, besides, were elegant, and he pledged the captain handsomely. Altogether I thought of him, at the first sight, that here was a man I would rather call my friend than my enemy.

He was on the smaller side, but well-built and as quick as a goat; his face had a friendly, open look, though it was very dark from sun exposure, heavily freckled, and scarred from smallpox. His eyes were unusually light and had a kind of wild energy that was both charming and unsettling. When he took off his long coat, he placed a pair of beautiful silver-mounted pistols on the table, and I noticed he was wearing a large sword. His manners were refined, and he toasted the captain with style. Overall, at first glance, I thought he was someone I would prefer to call my friend rather than my enemy.

The captain, too, was taking his observations, but rather of the man’s clothes than his person. And to be sure, as soon as he had taken off the great-coat, he showed forth mighty fine for the round-house of a merchant brig: having a hat with feathers, a red waistcoat, breeches of black plush, and a blue coat with silver buttons and handsome silver lace; costly clothes, though somewhat spoiled with the fog and being slept in.

The captain was also sizing up the man, but more focused on his clothes than on him. And sure enough, as soon as he took off his great coat, he looked quite impressive for the quarters of a merchant brig: wearing a feathered hat, a red waistcoat, black plush breeches, and a blue coat with silver buttons and nice silver lace; expensive clothes, although a bit ruined by the fog and having been slept in.

“I’m vexed, sir, about the boat,” says the captain.

“I’m frustrated, sir, about the boat,” says the captain.

“There are some pretty men gone to the bottom,” said the stranger, “that I would rather see on the dry land again than half a score of boats.”

“There are some good-looking guys at the bottom of the sea,” said the stranger, “that I’d rather see back on dry land than a bunch of boats.”

“Friends of yours?” said Hoseason.

"Are they your friends?" said Hoseason.

“You have none such friends in your country,” was the reply. “They would have died for me like dogs.”

“You don't have friends like that in your country,” was the response. “They would have died for me like animals.”

“Well, sir,” said the captain, still watching him, “there are more men in the world than boats to put them in.”

“Well, sir,” said the captain, still watching him, “there are more people in the world than boats to hold them.”

“And that’s true, too,” cried the other, “and ye seem to be a gentleman of great penetration.”

“And that’s true, too,” shouted the other, “and you seem to be a person of great insight.”

“I have been in France, sir,” says the captain, so that it was plain he meant more by the words than showed upon the face of them.

“I’ve been to France, sir,” says the captain, making it clear that he meant more by his words than what was apparent on the surface.

“Well, sir,” says the other, “and so has many a pretty man, for the matter of that.”

“Well, sir,” says the other, “and so have many a good-looking man, for that matter.”

“No doubt, sir,” says the captain, “and fine coats.”

“No doubt, sir,” says the captain, “and nice jackets.”

“Oho!” says the stranger, “is that how the wind sets?” And he laid his hand quickly on his pistols.

“Oho!” says the stranger, “is that how the wind blows?” And he quickly placed his hand on his pistols.

“Don’t be hasty,” said the captain. “Don’t do a mischief before ye see the need of it. Ye’ve a French soldier’s coat upon your back and a Scotch tongue in your head, to be sure; but so has many an honest fellow in these days, and I dare say none the worse of it.”

“Don’t rush,” said the captain. “Don’t make trouble before you see the need for it. You’ve got a French soldier’s coat on your back and a Scottish accent in your head, for sure; but so does many a decent guy these days, and I’d say it doesn’t make any of them worse off.”

“So?” said the gentleman in the fine coat: “are ye of the honest party?” (meaning, Was he a Jacobite? for each side, in these sort of civil broils, takes the name of honesty for its own).

“So?” said the man in the nice coat. “Are you with the honest side?” (meaning, Was he a Jacobite? because each side in these kinds of civil conflicts claims the title of honesty for themselves).

“Why, sir,” replied the captain, “I am a true-blue Protestant, and I thank God for it.” (It was the first word of any religion I had ever heard from him, but I learnt afterwards he was a great church-goer while on shore.) “But, for all that,” says he, “I can be sorry to see another man with his back to the wall.”

“Why, sir,” replied the captain, “I am a loyal Protestant, and I thank God for it.” (This was the first mention of any religion I had ever heard from him, but I later found out he was a regular churchgoer when on land.) “But still,” he said, “I can’t help feeling sorry to see another man in a tough spot.”

“Can ye so, indeed?” asked the Jacobite. “Well, sir, to be quite plain with ye, I am one of those honest gentlemen that were in trouble about the years forty-five and six; and (to be still quite plain with ye) if I got into the hands of any of the red-coated gentry, it’s like it would go hard with me. Now, sir, I was for France; and there was a French ship cruising here to pick me up; but she gave us the go-by in the fog—as I wish from the heart that ye had done yoursel’! And the best that I can say is this: If ye can set me ashore where I was going, I have that upon me will reward you highly for your trouble.”

“Can you really do that?” asked the Jacobite. “Well, to be honest with you, I’m one of those decent gentlemen who got into trouble back in ‘45 and ’46; and to be completely straightforward, if I fell into the hands of any of the red-coated soldiers, it wouldn’t end well for me. Now, I was trying to get to France, and there was a French ship cruising around to pick me up; but she passed us by in the fog—just like I wish you had done yourself! And the best I can say is this: if you can drop me off where I was headed, I have something that will reward you handsomely for your trouble.”

“In France?” says the captain. “No, sir; that I cannot do. But where ye come from—we might talk of that.”

“In France?” says the captain. “No, sir; I can’t do that. But where you’re from—we could talk about that.”

And then, unhappily, he observed me standing in my corner, and packed me off to the galley to get supper for the gentleman. I lost no time, I promise you; and when I came back into the round-house, I found the gentleman had taken a money-belt from about his waist, and poured out a guinea or two upon the table. The captain was looking at the guineas, and then at the belt, and then at the gentleman’s face; and I thought he seemed excited.

And then, unfortunately, he saw me standing in my corner and sent me to the kitchen to get dinner for the gentleman. I didn’t waste any time, I promise you; and when I returned to the main room, I found the gentleman had taken a money belt off his waist and poured a guinea or two onto the table. The captain was looking at the guineas, then at the belt, and then at the gentleman’s face; and I thought he seemed pretty excited.

“Half of it,” he cried, “and I’m your man!”

“Give me half of it,” he shouted, “and I’m all yours!”

The other swept back the guineas into the belt, and put it on again under his waistcoat. “I have told ye sir,” said he, “that not one doit of it belongs to me. It belongs to my chieftain,” and here he touched his hat, “and while I would be but a silly messenger to grudge some of it that the rest might come safe, I should show myself a hound indeed if I bought my own carcase any too dear. Thirty guineas on the sea-side, or sixty if ye set me on the Linnhe Loch. Take it, if ye will; if not, ye can do your worst.”

The other guy put the guineas back in his belt and fastened it under his vest again. “I’ve told you, sir,” he said, “that not a single penny of it is mine. It belongs to my chieftain,” and he tipped his hat, “and while I’d be a fool to resent giving up some of it to ensure the others get through safely, I’d really be low if I valued my own life too highly. Thirty guineas at the seaside, or sixty if you set me on the Linnhe Loch. Take it if you want; if not, do your worst.”

“Ay,” said Hoseason. “And if I give ye over to the soldiers?”

“Aye,” said Hoseason. “And what if I hand you over to the soldiers?”

“Ye would make a fool’s bargain,” said the other. “My chief, let me tell you, sir, is forfeited, like every honest man in Scotland. His estate is in the hands of the man they call King George; and it is his officers that collect the rents, or try to collect them. But for the honour of Scotland, the poor tenant bodies take a thought upon their chief lying in exile; and this money is a part of that very rent for which King George is looking. Now, sir, ye seem to me to be a man that understands things: bring this money within the reach of Government, and how much of it’ll come to you?”

“You're making a foolish deal,” the other replied. “My chief, let me tell you, is lost, just like every honest man in Scotland. His estate is in the hands of the man they call King George, and it’s his officers who collect the rents, or at least try to. But out of respect for Scotland, the poor tenant farmers think of their chief, who is in exile; and this money is part of the very rent that King George is after. Now, sir, you seem to be someone who understands things: if you bring this money to the Government, how much of it will actually come to you?”

“Little enough, to be sure,” said Hoseason; and then, “if they knew,” he added, drily. “But I think, if I was to try, that I could hold my tongue about it.”

"Not much, that's for sure," said Hoseason; and then, "if they knew," he added dryly. "But I think if I tried, I could keep quiet about it."

“Ah, but I’ll begowk[12] ye there!” cried the gentleman. “Play me false, and I’ll play you cunning. If a hand is laid upon me, they shall ken what money it is.”

“Ah, but I’ll tell you that!” shouted the gentleman. “If you betray me, I’ll outsmart you. If anyone touches me, they’ll know exactly what money it is.”

[12] Befool.

Betray.

“Well,” returned the captain, “what must be must. Sixty guineas, and done. Here’s my hand upon it.”

“Well,” replied the captain, “it is what it is. Sixty guineas, and it’s settled. Here’s my hand on it.”

“And here’s mine,” said the other.

“And here’s mine,” said the other.

And thereupon the captain went out (rather hurriedly, I thought), and left me alone in the round-house with the stranger.

And then the captain hurried out, leaving me alone in the round-house with the stranger.

At that period (so soon after the forty-five) there were many exiled gentlemen coming back at the peril of their lives, either to see their friends or to collect a little money; and as for the Highland chiefs that had been forfeited, it was a common matter of talk how their tenants would stint themselves to send them money, and their clansmen outface the soldiery to get it in, and run the gauntlet of our great navy to carry it across. All this I had, of course, heard tell of; and now I had a man under my eyes whose life was forfeit on all these counts and upon one more, for he was not only a rebel and a smuggler of rents, but had taken service with King Louis of France. And as if all this were not enough, he had a belt full of golden guineas round his loins. Whatever my opinions, I could not look on such a man without a lively interest.

At that time (not long after '45), many exiled gentlemen were returning at great risk to their lives, either to visit friends or to gather a bit of money. For the Highland chiefs who had lost their titles, it was commonly discussed how their tenants would pinch pennies to send them support, and their clansmen would confront the soldiers to get it in, even running the gauntlet of our powerful navy to transport it across. I had, of course, heard all about this; and now I had a man right in front of me whose life was in danger for all these reasons and one more, since he was not only a rebel and a smuggler of rents, but had also joined King Louis of France. And as if that wasn't enough, he wore a belt full of golden guineas around his waist. Whatever my thoughts, I couldn't help but regard such a man with keen interest.

“And so you’re a Jacobite?” said I, as I set meat before him.

“And so you’re a Jacobite?” I asked as I set the food down in front of him.

“Ay,” said he, beginning to eat. “And you, by your long face, should be a Whig?”[13]

“Ay,” he said, starting to eat. “And you, with that long face, must be a Whig?”[13]

[13] Whig or Whigamore was the cant name for those who were loyal to King George.

[13] Whig or Whigamore was the slang term for those who were loyal to King George.

“Betwixt and between,” said I, not to annoy him; for indeed I was as good a Whig as Mr. Campbell could make me.

“Between and among,” I said, not to irritate him; because I was just as much a Whig as Mr. Campbell could make me.

“And that’s naething,” said he. “But I’m saying, Mr. Betwixt-and-Between,” he added, “this bottle of yours is dry; and it’s hard if I’m to pay sixty guineas and be grudged a dram upon the back of it.”

“And that’s nothing,” he said. “But I’m saying, Mr. Betwixt-and-Between,” he added, “this bottle of yours is empty; and it’s tough if I’m expected to pay sixty guineas and not even get a drink out of it.”

“I’ll go and ask for the key,” said I, and stepped on deck.

"I'll go get the key," I said, and stepped onto the deck.

The fog was as close as ever, but the swell almost down. They had laid the brig to, not knowing precisely where they were, and the wind (what little there was of it) not serving well for their true course. Some of the hands were still hearkening for breakers; but the captain and the two officers were in the waist with their heads together. It struck me (I don’t know why) that they were after no good; and the first word I heard, as I drew softly near, more than confirmed me.

The fog was thicker than ever, but the waves were almost calmed down. They had anchored the ship, unsure of their exact location, and the little wind there was wasn’t helping their actual course. Some crew members were still listening for the sound of crashing waves; meanwhile, the captain and two officers were in the middle of the ship, huddled together. It struck me (I’m not sure why) that they weren’t up to anything good, and the first word I heard as I crept closer confirmed my suspicion.

It was Mr. Riach, crying out as if upon a sudden thought: “Couldn’t we wile him out of the round-house?”

It was Mr. Riach, suddenly exclaiming, “Can’t we lure him out of the round-house?”

“He’s better where he is,” returned Hoseason; “he hasn’t room to use his sword.”

“He's better off where he is,” Hoseason replied; “he doesn't have the space to use his sword.”

“Well, that’s true,” said Riach; “but he’s hard to come at.”

"Well, that's true," Riach said, "but he's difficult to reach."

“Hut!” said Hoseason. “We can get the man in talk, one upon each side, and pin him by the two arms; or if that’ll not hold, sir, we can make a run by both the doors and get him under hand before he has the time to draw.”

“Hut!” said Hoseason. “We can get the guy talking, one on each side, and grab him by both arms; or if that doesn’t work, we can rush both doors and catch him before he has a chance to draw.”

At this hearing, I was seized with both fear and anger at these treacherous, greedy, bloody men that I sailed with. My first mind was to run away; my second was bolder.

At this hearing, I was overwhelmed with both fear and anger toward these deceitful, greedy, violent men that I sailed with. My first instinct was to run away; my second was more daring.

“Captain,” said I, “the gentleman is seeking a dram, and the bottle’s out. Will you give me the key?”

“Captain,” I said, “the guy is looking for a drink, and the bottle’s empty. Can you give me the key?”

They all started and turned about.

They all jumped and turned around.

“Why, here’s our chance to get the firearms!”

“Hey, here’s our chance to grab the guns!”

Riach cried; and then to me: “Hark ye, David,” he said, “do ye ken where the pistols are?”

Riach cried out; then he said to me, “Hey, David,” he asked, “do you know where the pistols are?”

“Ay, ay,” put in Hoseason. “David kens; David’s a good lad. Ye see, David my man, yon wild Hielandman is a danger to the ship, besides being a rank foe to King George, God bless him!”

“Ay, ay,” Hoseason added. “David knows; David’s a good guy. You see, David my man, that wild Highlander is a threat to the ship, in addition to being a serious enemy of King George, God bless him!”

I had never been so be-Davided since I came on board: but I said Yes, as if all I heard were quite natural.

I had never felt so overwhelmed since I joined: but I said Yes, as if everything I heard was totally normal.

“The trouble is,” resumed the captain, “that all our firelocks, great and little, are in the round-house under this man’s nose; likewise the powder. Now, if I, or one of the officers, was to go in and take them, he would fall to thinking. But a lad like you, David, might snap up a horn and a pistol or two without remark. And if ye can do it cleverly, I’ll bear it in mind when it’ll be good for you to have friends; and that’s when we come to Carolina.”

“The problem is,” the captain continued, “that all our guns, big and small, are in the round-house right under this guy’s nose; the powder is there too. Now, if I or one of the officers went in to grab them, he’d start to get suspicious. But a kid like you, David, could easily pick up a horn and a couple of pistols without anyone noticing. And if you can pull it off smartly, I’ll remember it when it’s useful for you to have allies, and that’s when we get to Carolina.”

Here Mr. Riach whispered him a little.

Here Mr. Riach whispered to him a bit.

“Very right, sir,” said the captain; and then to myself: “And see here, David, yon man has a beltful of gold, and I give you my word that you shall have your fingers in it.”

“Absolutely, sir,” said the captain; and then to myself: “And look here, David, that man has a belt full of gold, and I promise you that you’ll get your hands on it.”

I told him I would do as he wished, though indeed I had scarce breath to speak with; and upon that he gave me the key of the spirit locker, and I began to go slowly back to the round-house. What was I to do? They were dogs and thieves; they had stolen me from my own country; they had killed poor Ransome; and was I to hold the candle to another murder? But then, upon the other hand, there was the fear of death very plain before me; for what could a boy and a man, if they were as brave as lions, against a whole ship’s company?

I told him I would do what he asked, even though I could hardly catch my breath to speak; and with that, he handed me the key to the spirit locker, and I slowly started to head back to the round-house. What was I supposed to do? They were nothing but dogs and thieves; they had taken me from my own country; they had killed poor Ransome; was I really going to be an accomplice to another murder? But then, on the flip side, the fear of death was very real for me; what could a boy and a man, no matter how brave, do against an entire ship's crew?

I was still arguing it back and forth, and getting no great clearness, when I came into the round-house and saw the Jacobite eating his supper under the lamp; and at that my mind was made up all in a moment. I have no credit by it; it was by no choice of mine, but as if by compulsion, that I walked right up to the table and put my hand on his shoulder.

I was still debating it over and over, without gaining much clarity, when I walked into the round-house and saw the Jacobite eating his dinner under the lamp; at that moment, my mind was made up instantly. I can't take credit for it; it wasn't my choice, but felt more like I was compelled to walk straight up to the table and place my hand on his shoulder.

“Do ye want to be killed?” said I. He sprang to his feet, and looked a question at me as clear as if he had spoken.

“Do you want to be killed?” I said. He jumped up and looked at me with a question in his eyes, as clear as if he had spoken.

“O!” cried I, “they’re all murderers here; it’s a ship full of them! They’ve murdered a boy already. Now it’s you.”

“O!” I exclaimed, “they’re all murderers here; it’s a ship full of them! They’ve already killed a boy. Now it’s your turn.”

“Ay, ay,” said he; “but they have n’t got me yet.” And then looking at me curiously, “Will ye stand with me?”

“Ay, ay,” he said; “but they haven’t got me yet.” Then, looking at me curiously, he asked, “Will you stand with me?”

“That will I!” said I. “I am no thief, nor yet murderer. I’ll stand by you.”

“I will!” I said. “I’m not a thief, and I’m definitely not a murderer. I’ll support you.”

“Why, then,” said he, “what’s your name?”

“Why, then,” he asked, “what’s your name?”

“David Balfour,” said I; and then, thinking that a man with so fine a coat must like fine people, I added for the first time, “of Shaws.”

“David Balfour,” I said; and then, thinking that a man with such a nice coat must like nice people, I added for the first time, “of Shaws.”

It never occurred to him to doubt me, for a Highlander is used to see great gentlefolk in great poverty; but as he had no estate of his own, my words nettled a very childish vanity he had.

It never crossed his mind to doubt me because a Highlander is used to seeing wealthy people in deep poverty; but since he didn’t have any property of his own, my words irritated a very childish pride he had.

“My name is Stewart,” he said, drawing himself up. “Alan Breck, they call me. A king’s name is good enough for me, though I bear it plain and have the name of no farm-midden to clap to the hind-end of it.”

“My name is Stewart,” he said, straightening up. “They call me Alan Breck. A king's name is good enough for me, even though I carry it simply and don’t attach any farm name to it.”

And having administered this rebuke, as though it were something of a chief importance, he turned to examine our defences.

And after giving this serious reprimand, as if it were really important, he turned to check our defenses.

The round-house was built very strong, to support the breaching of the seas. Of its five apertures, only the skylight and the two doors were large enough for the passage of a man. The doors, besides, could be drawn close: they were of stout oak, and ran in grooves, and were fitted with hooks to keep them either shut or open, as the need arose. The one that was already shut I secured in this fashion; but when I was proceeding to slide to the other, Alan stopped me.

The round-house was built really strong to withstand the crashing waves. Of its five openings, only the skylight and the two doors were big enough for a person to pass through. The doors could also be closed tightly: they were made of solid oak, slid in grooves, and had hooks to keep them either shut or open, depending on what was needed. I locked the one that was already closed like that; but when I was about to slide the other one, Alan stopped me.

“David,” said he—“for I cannae bring to mind the name of your landed estate, and so will make so bold as to call you David—that door, being open, is the best part of my defences.”

“David,” he said, “since I can’t remember the name of your estate, I’ll just call you David. That open door is my best defense.”

“It would be yet better shut,” says I.

“It would be even better to close it,” I said.

“Not so, David,” says he. “Ye see, I have but one face; but so long as that door is open and my face to it, the best part of my enemies will be in front of me, where I would aye wish to find them.”

“Not so, David,” he says. “You see, I have only one face; but as long as that door is open and my face is towards it, the best part of my enemies will be in front of me, where I always want to find them.”

Then he gave me from the rack a cutlass (of which there were a few besides the firearms), choosing it with great care, shaking his head and saying he had never in all his life seen poorer weapons; and next he set me down to the table with a powder-horn, a bag of bullets and all the pistols, which he bade me charge.

Then he took a cutlass from the rack (there were a few besides the firearms), picking it out carefully, shaking his head and saying he had never seen such poor weapons in his life; and then he sat me down at the table with a powder-horn, a bag of bullets, and all the pistols, which he told me to load.

“And that will be better work, let me tell you,” said he, “for a gentleman of decent birth, than scraping plates and raxing[14] drams to a wheen tarry sailors.”

“And that will be better work, trust me,” he said, “for a gentleman of decent background, than scraping plates and serving drinks to a bunch of rough sailors.”

[14] Reaching.

Reaching out.

Thereupon he stood up in the midst with his face to the door, and drawing his great sword, made trial of the room he had to wield it in.

Then he stood up in the middle with his back to the door, and drawing his large sword, tested how much space he had to use it.

“I must stick to the point,” he said, shaking his head; “and that’s a pity, too. It doesn’t set my genius, which is all for the upper guard. And, now,” said he, “do you keep on charging the pistols, and give heed to me.”

“I need to stay focused,” he said, shaking his head; “and that’s unfortunate, too. It doesn’t align with my talent, which is all for the elite. And now,” he said, “you keep loading the pistols, and pay attention to me.”

I told him I would listen closely. My chest was tight, my mouth dry, the light dark to my eyes; the thought of the numbers that were soon to leap in upon us kept my heart in a flutter: and the sea, which I heard washing round the brig, and where I thought my dead body would be cast ere morning, ran in my mind strangely.

I told him I would pay close attention. My chest felt tight, my mouth was dry, and the light seemed dim to me; the thought of the numbers that were about to overwhelm us had my heart racing. The sound of the sea washing around the ship, where I imagined my lifeless body would be thrown by morning, strangely occupied my thoughts.

“First of all,” said he, “how many are against us?”

“First of all,” he said, “how many are we up against?”

I reckoned them up; and such was the hurry of my mind, I had to cast the numbers twice. “Fifteen,” said I.

I added them up; and since my mind was racing, I had to count the numbers twice. “Fifteen,” I said.

Alan whistled. “Well,” said he, “that can’t be cured. And now follow me. It is my part to keep this door, where I look for the main battle. In that, ye have no hand. And mind and dinnae fire to this side unless they get me down; for I would rather have ten foes in front of me than one friend like you cracking pistols at my back.”

Alan whistled. “Well,” he said, “that can’t be fixed. Now follow me. It’s my job to guard this door, where I expect the main fight to happen. You have no part in that. And make sure not to shoot over here unless they take me down; I’d rather face ten enemies in front of me than have one friend like you firing pistols at my back.”

I told him, indeed I was no great shot.

I told him that I really wasn't a great shot.

“And that’s very bravely said,” he cried, in a great admiration of my candour. “There’s many a pretty gentleman that wouldnae dare to say it.”

“And that’s really brave of you,” he exclaimed, filled with admiration for my honesty. “There are plenty of charming guys who wouldn't dare to say it.”

“But then, sir,” said I, “there is the door behind you, which they may perhaps break in.”

“But then, sir,” I said, “there's the door behind you that they might break through.”

“Ay,” said he, “and that is a part of your work. No sooner the pistols charged, than ye must climb up into yon bed where ye’re handy at the window; and if they lift hand against the door, ye’re to shoot. But that’s not all. Let’s make a bit of a soldier of ye, David. What else have ye to guard?”

“Aye,” he said, “and that’s part of your job. As soon as the pistols are loaded, you need to climb up into that bed where you’re close to the window; and if they try to break down the door, you’re to shoot. But that’s not all. Let’s make a bit of a soldier out of you, David. What else do you need to protect?”

“There’s the skylight,” said I. “But indeed, Mr. Stewart, I would need to have eyes upon both sides to keep the two of them; for when my face is at the one, my back is to the other.”

“There's the skylight,” I said. “But honestly, Mr. Stewart, I would need to have eyes on both sides to watch both of them; because when my face is towards one, my back is to the other.”

“And that’s very true,” said Alan. “But have ye no ears to your head?”

“And that’s really true,” Alan said. “But don’t you have ears on your head?”

“To be sure!” cried I. “I must hear the bursting of the glass!”

“To be sure!” I exclaimed. “I need to hear the glass shatter!”

“Ye have some rudiments of sense,” said Alan, grimly.

"You have some basic sense," Alan said grimly.

Chapter X

CHAPTER X
THE SIEGE OF THE ROUND-HOUSE

B

ut now our time of truce was come to an end. Those on deck had waited for my coming till they grew impatient; and scarce had Alan spoken, when the captain showed face in the open door.

But now our time of peace was over. The people on deck had waited for me to arrive until they became restless; and hardly had Alan said anything when the captain appeared in the open door.

“Stand!” cried Alan, and pointed his sword at him. The captain stood, indeed; but he neither winced nor drew back a foot.

“Stop!” shouted Alan, aiming his sword at him. The captain stood firm; he didn’t flinch or back away an inch.

“A naked sword?” says he. “This is a strange return for hospitality.”

“A naked sword?” he says. “This is a weird way to repay hospitality.”

“Do ye see me?” said Alan. “I am come of kings; I bear a king’s name. My badge is the oak. Do ye see my sword? It has slashed the heads off mair Whigamores than you have toes upon your feet. Call up your vermin to your back, sir, and fall on! The sooner the clash begins, the sooner ye’ll taste this steel throughout your vitals.”

“Do you see me?” said Alan. “I come from kings; I carry a king’s name. My badge is the oak. Do you see my sword? It has taken the heads off more Whigamores than you have toes on your feet. Call up your pests behind you, sir, and let’s fight! The sooner the clash begins, the sooner you’ll feel this steel in your guts.”

The captain said nothing to Alan, but he looked over at me with an ugly look. “David,” said he, “I’ll mind this;” and the sound of his voice went through me with a jar.

The captain said nothing to Alan, but he shot me a nasty look. “David,” he said, “I’ll take care of this;” and the tone of his voice hit me hard.

Next moment he was gone.

Next moment, he was gone.

“And now,” said Alan, “let your hand keep your head, for the grip is coming.”

“And now,” Alan said, “hold your head steady, because the grip is coming.”

Alan drew a dirk, which he held in his left hand in case they should run in under his sword. I, on my part, clambered up into the berth with an armful of pistols and something of a heavy heart, and set open the window where I was to watch. It was a small part of the deck that I could overlook, but enough for our purpose. The sea had gone down, and the wind was steady and kept the sails quiet; so that there was a great stillness in the ship, in which I made sure I heard the sound of muttering voices. A little after, and there came a clash of steel upon the deck, by which I knew they were dealing out the cutlasses and one had been let fall; and after that, silence again.

Alan drew a dagger, which he held in his left hand in case they charged under his sword. I, for my part, climbed into the bunk with a bunch of pistols and a heavy heart, and opened the window where I was to keep watch. It was a small section of the deck that I could see, but it was enough for our needs. The sea had calmed down, and the wind was steady, keeping the sails quiet; there was a deep stillness in the ship, in which I was sure I heard the sound of whispering voices. A little later, there was the clash of steel on the deck, indicating they were handing out the cutlasses and one had been dropped; and after that, silence returned once more.

I do not know if I was what you call afraid; but my heart beat like a bird’s, both quick and little; and there was a dimness came before my eyes which I continually rubbed away, and which continually returned. As for hope, I had none; but only a darkness of despair and a sort of anger against all the world that made me long to sell my life as dear as I was able. I tried to pray, I remember, but that same hurry of my mind, like a man running, would not suffer me to think upon the words; and my chief wish was to have the thing begin and be done with it.

I’m not sure if I was what you'd call scared, but my heart raced like a little bird’s—quick and fluttery. There was a haze that kept coming before my eyes, no matter how much I rubbed them, and it just kept coming back. As for hope, I had none; just an overwhelming darkness of despair and an anger towards the world that made me want to fight for my life as fiercely as I could. I tried to pray, but my racing thoughts, like a man sprinting, wouldn’t let me focus on the words, and all I really wanted was for it to start and be over with.

It came all of a sudden when it did, with a rush of feet and a roar, and then a shout from Alan, and a sound of blows and some one crying out as if hurt. I looked back over my shoulder, and saw Mr. Shuan in the doorway, crossing blades with Alan.

It happened unexpectedly, with a surge of footsteps and a loud noise, followed by a shout from Alan and the sound of punches being thrown along with someone crying out as if they were hurt. I glanced back and saw Mr. Shuan in the doorway, fighting with Alan.

“That’s him that killed the boy!” I cried.

"That’s the guy who killed the boy!" I shouted.

“Look to your window!” said Alan; and as I turned back to my place, I saw him pass his sword through the mate’s body.

“Look out your window!” Alan said; and as I turned back to my spot, I saw him stab his sword into the mate’s body.

It was none too soon for me to look to my own part; for my head was scarce back at the window, before five men, carrying a spare yard for a battering-ram, ran past me and took post to drive the door in. I had never fired with a pistol in my life, and not often with a gun; far less against a fellow-creature. But it was now or never; and just as they swang the yard, I cried out: “Take that!” and shot into their midst.

It was clearly time for me to focus on my own role; my head had barely returned to the window when five men, carrying a spare beam for a battering ram, rushed past me and got ready to break down the door. I had never shot a pistol in my life, and I hadn’t used a gun much either; certainly not against another person. But it was now or never; and just as they swung the beam, I shouted, “Take that!” and fired into the group.

I must have hit one of them, for he sang out and gave back a step, and the rest stopped as if a little disconcerted. Before they had time to recover, I sent another ball over their heads; and at my third shot (which went as wide as the second) the whole party threw down the yard and ran for it.

I must have hit one of them because he yelled out and took a step back, and the others paused, looking a bit confused. Before they could regroup, I fired another shot over their heads; and with my third shot (which missed just like the second), the entire group dropped what they were doing and ran away.

Then I looked round again into the deck-house. The whole place was full of the smoke of my own firing, just as my ears seemed to be burst with the noise of the shots. But there was Alan, standing as before; only now his sword was running blood to the hilt, and himself so swelled with triumph and fallen into so fine an attitude, that he looked to be invincible. Right before him on the floor was Mr. Shuan, on his hands and knees; the blood was pouring from his mouth, and he was sinking slowly lower, with a terrible, white face; and just as I looked, some of those from behind caught hold of him by the heels and dragged him bodily out of the round-house. I believe he died as they were doing it.

Then I looked around again into the deckhouse. The whole place was filled with the smoke from my own firing, just as my ears seemed to be bursting from the sound of the shots. But there was Alan, standing just like before; only now his sword was covered in blood up to the hilt, and he looked so full of triumph and posed so elegantly that he seemed invincible. Right in front of him on the floor was Mr. Shuan, on his hands and knees; blood was pouring from his mouth, and he was slowly sinking lower, his face terrifyingly pale; and just as I was watching, some people from behind grabbed him by the heels and dragged him out of the roundhouse. I believe he died as they were doing it.

“There’s one of your Whigs for ye!” cried Alan; and then turning to me, he asked if I had done much execution.

“There’s one of your Whigs for you!” shouted Alan; and then turning to me, he asked if I had accomplished much.

I told him I had winged one, and thought it was the captain.

I told him I had hit one and thought it was the captain.

“And I’ve settled two,” says he. “No, there’s not enough blood let; they’ll be back again. To your watch, David. This was but a dram before meat.”

“And I’ve settled two,” he says. “No, there hasn’t been enough bloodshed; they’ll be back. Keep an eye on it, David. This was just an appetizer.”

I settled back to my place, re-charging the three pistols I had fired, and keeping watch with both eye and ear.

I leaned back into my spot, reloading the three pistols I had fired, and staying alert with both my eyes and ears.

Our enemies were disputing not far off upon the deck, and that so loudly that I could hear a word or two above the washing of the seas.

Our enemies were arguing not far away on the deck, and they were being so loud that I could catch a word or two above the sound of the waves.

“It was Shuan bauchled[15] it,” I heard one say.

“It was Shuan who messed it up,” I heard one say.

[15] Bungled.

Messed up.

And another answered him with a “Wheesht, man! He’s paid the piper.”

And another replied, “Shh, man! He’s paid the piper.”

After that the voices fell again into the same muttering as before. Only now, one person spoke most of the time, as though laying down a plan, and first one and then another answered him briefly, like men taking orders. By this, I made sure they were coming on again, and told Alan.

After that, the voices went back to the same mumbling as before. But now, one person did most of the talking, as if he were outlining a plan, and one by one, the others responded briefly, like guys taking orders. From this, I realized they were regrouping, and I told Alan.

“It’s what we have to pray for,” said he. “Unless we can give them a good distaste of us, and done with it, there’ll be nae sleep for either you or me. But this time, mind, they’ll be in earnest.”

“It’s what we need to pray for,” he said. “Unless we can really turn them off and be done with it, there won’t be any sleep for either of us. But this time, just remember, they’ll be serious.”

By this, my pistols were ready, and there was nothing to do but listen and wait. While the brush lasted, I had not the time to think if I was frighted; but now, when all was still again, my mind ran upon nothing else. The thought of the sharp swords and the cold steel was strong in me; and presently, when I began to hear stealthy steps and a brushing of men’s clothes against the round-house wall, and knew they were taking their places in the dark, I could have found it in my mind to cry out aloud.

By this time, my guns were ready, and all I could do was listen and wait. While the chaos was happening, I didn’t have time to think about whether I was scared; but now that everything was quiet again, it was all I could focus on. The thought of the sharp swords and cold steel weighed heavily on me. Soon, when I started hearing quiet footsteps and the rustling of clothes against the round-house wall, realizing they were positioning themselves in the dark, I felt a strong urge to shout out loud.

All this was upon Alan’s side; and I had begun to think my share of the fight was at an end, when I heard some one drop softly on the roof above me.

All this was on Alan’s side; and I had started to think my part in the fight was over when I heard someone land quietly on the roof above me.

Then there came a single call on the sea-pipe, and that was the signal. A knot of them made one rush of it, cutlass in hand, against the door; and at the same moment, the glass of the skylight was dashed in a thousand pieces, and a man leaped through and landed on the floor. Before he got his feet, I had clapped a pistol to his back, and might have shot him, too; only at the touch of him (and him alive) my whole flesh misgave me, and I could no more pull the trigger than I could have flown.

Then a single call came through the sea-pipe, and that was the signal. A group of them charged at the door with their cutlasses drawn; at the same time, the skylight glass shattered into a thousand pieces, and a man jumped through and landed on the floor. Before he could get up, I had pressed a pistol against his back and could have shot him, too; but the moment I felt him (and realized he was alive), my entire body froze up, and I couldn’t pull the trigger any more than I could fly.

He had dropped his cutlass as he jumped, and when he felt the pistol, whipped straight round and laid hold of me, roaring out an oath; and at that either my courage came again, or I grew so much afraid as came to the same thing; for I gave a shriek and shot him in the midst of the body. He gave the most horrible, ugly groan and fell to the floor. The foot of a second fellow, whose legs were dangling through the skylight, struck me at the same time upon the head; and at that I snatched another pistol and shot this one through the thigh, so that he slipped through and tumbled in a lump on his companion’s body. There was no talk of missing, any more than there was time to aim; I clapped the muzzle to the very place and fired.

He had dropped his sword as he jumped, and when he felt the gun, he spun around and grabbed me, shouting a curse; and in that moment, either my courage returned, or I got so scared that it felt the same; because I screamed and shot him right in the middle of his body. He let out a horrible, ghastly groan and fell to the floor. At the same time, the foot of another guy, whose legs were hanging through the skylight, hit me on the head; so I grabbed another gun and shot him in the thigh, causing him to slip through and land in a heap on top of his friend’s body. There was no question of missing, just as there wasn’t time to aim; I put the muzzle right where it needed to be and fired.

I might have stood and stared at them for long, but I heard Alan shout as if for help, and that brought me to my senses.

I might have stood there staring at them for a while, but when I heard Alan shout as if he needed help, it snapped me back to reality.

He had kept the door so long; but one of the seamen, while he was engaged with others, had run in under his guard and caught him about the body. Alan was dirking him with his left hand, but the fellow clung like a leech. Another had broken in and had his cutlass raised. The door was thronged with their faces. I thought we were lost, and catching up my cutlass, fell on them in flank.

He had held the door for so long, but while he was distracted with the others, one of the sailors rushed in under his guard and grabbed him around the waist. Alan was stabbing him with his left hand, but the guy held on like a leech. Another had broken in and raised his cutlass. The door was crowded with their faces. I thought we were doomed, so I picked up my cutlass and attacked them from the side.

Alan ran upon the others like a bull, roaring as he went

But I had not time to be of help. The wrestler dropped at last; and Alan, leaping back to get his distance, ran upon the others like a bull, roaring as he went. They broke before him like water, turning, and running, and falling one against another in their haste. The sword in his hands flashed like quicksilver into the huddle of our fleeing enemies; and at every flash there came the scream of a man hurt. I was still thinking we were lost, when lo! they were all gone, and Alan was driving them along the deck as a sheep-dog chases sheep.

But I didn’t have time to help. The wrestler finally fell, and Alan, jumping back to gain some distance, charged at the others like a bull, roaring as he went. They scattered before him like water, turning, running, and crashing into each other in their panic. The sword in his hands flashed like quicksilver into the crowd of our fleeing enemies; and with every flash, there was the scream of a man hurt. I still thought we were lost when suddenly they were all gone, and Alan was herding them along the deck like a sheepdog chasing sheep.

Yet he was no sooner out than he was back again, being as cautious as he was brave; and meanwhile the seamen continued running and crying out as if he was still behind them; and we heard them tumble one upon another into the forecastle, and clap-to the hatch upon the top.

Yet he was hardly out the door when he was back again, being as careful as he was courageous; meanwhile, the sailors kept running and shouting as if he was still right behind them; we could hear them fall over each other into the forecastle and slam the hatch shut on top.

The round-house was like a shambles; three were dead inside, another lay in his death agony across the threshold; and there were Alan and I victorious and unhurt.

The round house looked like a wreck; three people were dead inside, and another lay in his dying moments across the entrance; and there we were, Alan and I, victorious and unharmed.

He came up to me with open arms. “Come to my arms!” he cried, and embraced and kissed me hard upon both cheeks. “David,” said he, “I love you like a brother. And O, man,” he cried in a kind of ecstasy, “am I no a bonny fighter?”

He approached me with open arms. “Come to my arms!” he exclaimed, and embraced and kissed me firmly on both cheeks. “David,” he said, “I love you like a brother. And oh, man,” he shouted in a sort of ecstasy, “am I not a great fighter?”

Thereupon he turned to the four enemies, passed his sword clean through each of them, and tumbled them out of doors one after the other. As he did so, he kept humming and singing and whistling to himself, like a man trying to recall an air; only what he was trying was to make one. All the while, the flush was in his face, and his eyes were as bright as a five-year-old child’s with a new toy. And presently he sat down upon the table, sword in hand; the air that he was making all the time began to run a little clearer, and then clearer still; and then out he burst with a great voice into a Gaelic song.

Then he turned to the four enemies, pierced each of them with his sword, and tossed them out one by one. While doing this, he hummed, sang, and whistled to himself, like someone trying to remember a tune; but what he was really trying to do was create one. All the while, his face was flushed, and his eyes sparkled like a five-year-old's with a new toy. Eventually, he sat down on the table with his sword in hand; the melody he was crafting became clearer and clearer, and then he suddenly erupted into a loud Gaelic song.

I have translated it here, not in verse (of which I have no skill) but at least in the king’s English.

I’ve translated it here, not in verse (which I’m not good at) but at least in proper English.

He sang it often afterwards, and the thing became popular; so that I have heard it and had it explained to me, many’s the time.

He sang it often afterward, and it became popular; I've heard it and had it explained to me many times.

“This is the song of the sword of Alan;
The smith made it,
The fire set it;
Now it shines in the hand of Alan Breck.

“Their eyes were many and bright,
Swift were they to behold,
Many the hands they guided:
The sword was alone.

“The dun deer troop over the hill,
They are many, the hill is one;
The dun deer vanish,
The hill remains.

“Come to me from the hills of heather,
Come from the isles of the sea.
O far-beholding eagles,
Here is your meat.”

“This is the song of Alan's sword;
The blacksmith forged it,
The fire tempered it;
Now it shines in the hand of Alan Breck.

“Their eyes were numerous and bright,
Quick to see,
Many hands guided them:
The sword stood alone.

“The brown deer herd over the hill,
They are many, the hill is one;
The brown deer disappear,
The hill remains.

“Come to me from the heather-covered hills,
Come from the islands of the sea.
O far-seeing eagles,
Here is your prey.”

Now this song which he made (both words and music) in the hour of our victory, is something less than just to me, who stood beside him in the tussle. Mr. Shuan and five more were either killed outright or thoroughly disabled; but of these, two fell by my hand, the two that came by the skylight. Four more were hurt, and of that number, one (and he not the least important) got his hurt from me. So that, altogether, I did my fair share both of the killing and the wounding, and might have claimed a place in Alan’s verses. But poets have to think upon their rhymes; and in good prose talk, Alan always did me more than justice.

Now, this song that he wrote (both the lyrics and the music) in the moment of our victory feels a bit off to me, since I was right there with him in the struggle. Mr. Shuan and five others were either killed right away or seriously injured; out of those, I was responsible for two deaths—the two who came through the skylight. Four more were hurt, and among them, one (who wasn’t the least important) was injured by me. So overall, I did my fair share of both killing and wounding and could have claimed a spot in Alan’s verses. But poets have to think about their rhymes; in plain spoken words, Alan always gave me more than my due.

In the meanwhile, I was innocent of any wrong being done me. For not only I knew no word of the Gaelic; but what with the long suspense of the waiting, and the scurry and strain of our two spirts of fighting, and more than all, the horror I had of some of my own share in it, the thing was no sooner over than I was glad to stagger to a seat. There was that tightness on my chest that I could hardly breathe; the thought of the two men I had shot sat upon me like a nightmare; and all upon a sudden, and before I had a guess of what was coming, I began to sob and cry like any child.

In the meantime, I had no idea anything wrong was happening to me. Not only did I not understand a word of Gaelic, but after the long wait, the chaos of our two spirits fighting, and especially my own fear about my involvement in it, as soon as it was all over, I was just relieved to find a seat. There was this tightness in my chest that made it hard to breathe; the thought of the two men I had shot weighed on me like a nightmare; and all of a sudden, without any warning, I started to sob and cry like a little kid.

Alan clapped my shoulder, and said I was a brave lad and wanted nothing but a sleep.

Alan clapped me on the shoulder and said I was a brave guy who just wanted to sleep.

“I’ll take the first watch,” said he. “Ye’ve done well by me, David, first and last; and I wouldn’t lose you for all Appin—no, nor for Breadalbane.”

“I’ll take the first watch,” he said. “You’ve been good to me, David, from start to finish; and I wouldn’t trade you for all of Appin—no, not even for Breadalbane.”

So I made up my bed on the floor; and he took the first spell, pistol in hand and sword on knee, three hours by the captain’s watch upon the wall. Then he roused me up, and I took my turn of three hours; before the end of which it was broad day, and a very quiet morning, with a smooth, rolling sea that tossed the ship and made the blood run to and fro on the round-house floor, and a heavy rain that drummed upon the roof. All my watch there was nothing stirring; and by the banging of the helm, I knew they had even no one at the tiller. Indeed (as I learned afterwards) there were so many of them hurt or dead, and the rest in so ill a temper, that Mr. Riach and the captain had to take turn and turn like Alan and me, or the brig might have gone ashore and nobody the wiser. It was a mercy the night had fallen so still, for the wind had gone down as soon as the rain began. Even as it was, I judged by the wailing of a great number of gulls that went crying and fishing round the ship, that she must have drifted pretty near the coast or one of the islands of the Hebrides; and at last, looking out of the door of the round-house, I saw the great stone hills of Skye on the right hand, and, a little more astern, the strange isle of Rum.

So I made my bed on the floor; and he took the first watch, gun in hand and sword on his knee, for three hours by the captain’s clock on the wall. Then he woke me up, and I took my turn for three hours; before it was over, it was broad daylight, and a very quiet morning, with a smooth, rolling sea that tossed the ship and made the blood flow to and fro on the round-house floor, along with a heavy rain that drummed on the roof. During my watch, nothing moved; and from the banging of the helm, I could tell they didn’t even have anyone at the wheel. As I learned later, there were so many injured or dead, and the rest were in such a bad mood, that Mr. Riach and the captain had to take turns like Alan and I did, or the brig might have drifted ashore unnoticed. It was fortunate that the night had fallen so calm because the wind dropped as soon as the rain started. Even so, I could tell from the cries of a large number of gulls circling and fishing around the ship that we must have drifted pretty close to the coast or one of the Hebrides islands; finally, looking out from the door of the round-house, I saw the great stone hills of Skye on my right and, a little further behind, the strange island of Rum.

Chapter XI

CHAPTER XI
THE CAPTAIN KNUCKLES UNDER

A

lan and I sat down to breakfast about six of the clock. The floor was covered with broken glass and in a horrid mess of blood, which took away my hunger. In all other ways we were in a situation not only agreeable but merry; having ousted the officers from their own cabin, and having at command all the drink in the ship—both wine and spirits—and all the dainty part of what was eatable, such as the pickles and the fine sort of bread. This, of itself, was enough to set us in good humour, but the richest part of it was this, that the two thirstiest men that ever came out of Scotland (Mr. Shuan being dead) were now shut in the fore-part of the ship and condemned to what they hated most—cold water.

Ian and I sat down for breakfast around six o'clock. The floor was covered in broken glass and a gruesome mess of blood, which killed my appetite. In every other way, we found ourselves in a situation that was not only pleasant but also cheerful; we had kicked the officers out of their own cabin and had access to all the drinks on the ship—both wine and spirits—and all the best food, like pickles and high-quality bread. That alone was enough to lift our spirits, but the best part was that the two thirstiest men ever to come out of Scotland (Mr. Shuan being dead) were now locked in the front part of the ship and stuck with what they hated most—cold water.

“And depend upon it,” Alan said, “we shall hear more of them ere long. Ye may keep a man from the fighting, but never from his bottle.”

“And trust me,” Alan said, “we’ll be hearing more from them soon. You can keep a man from fighting, but you can never keep him from his drink.”

We made good company for each other. Alan, indeed, expressed himself most lovingly; and taking a knife from the table, cut me off one of the silver buttons from his coat.

We were great company for each other. Alan really spoke to me with so much affection; and taking a knife from the table, he cut off one of the silver buttons from his coat for me.

Alan cut me off one of the silver buttons from his coat

“I had them,” says he, “from my father, Duncan Stewart; and now give ye one of them to be a keepsake for last night’s work. And wherever ye go and show that button, the friends of Alan Breck will come around you.”

“I got them,” he says, “from my father, Duncan Stewart; and now I’m giving you one of them as a keepsake for what happened last night. And wherever you go and show that button, Alan Breck’s friends will gather around you.”

He said this as if he had been Charlemagne, and commanded armies; and indeed, much as I admired his courage, I was always in danger of smiling at his vanity: in danger, I say, for had I not kept my countenance, I would be afraid to think what a quarrel might have followed.

He said this as if he were Charlemagne commanding armies; and honestly, even though I admired his bravery, I was always on the verge of smiling at his arrogance. I say "on the verge" because if I hadn't managed to keep a straight face, I dreaded to think what kind of argument might have ensued.

As soon as we were through with our meal he rummaged in the captain’s locker till he found a clothes-brush; and then taking off his coat, began to visit his suit and brush away the stains, with such care and labour as I supposed to have been only usual with women. To be sure, he had no other; and, besides (as he said), it belonged to a king and so behoved to be royally looked after.

As soon as we finished our meal, he searched through the captain’s locker until he found a clothes brush. Then, taking off his coat, he started to take care of his suit and brush away the stains, with more attention and effort than I thought was typical for men. Of course, it was his only suit; and besides (as he said), it belonged to a king and needed to be treated like royalty.

For all that, when I saw what care he took to pluck out the threads where the button had been cut away, I put a higher value on his gift.

For all that, when I saw how carefully he removed the threads where the button had been cut off, I appreciated his gift much more.

He was still so engaged when we were hailed by Mr. Riach from the deck, asking for a parley; and I, climbing through the skylight and sitting on the edge of it, pistol in hand and with a bold front, though inwardly in fear of broken glass, hailed him back again and bade him speak out. He came to the edge of the round-house, and stood on a coil of rope, so that his chin was on a level with the roof; and we looked at each other awhile in silence. Mr. Riach, as I do not think he had been very forward in the battle, so he had got off with nothing worse than a blow upon the cheek: but he looked out of heart and very weary, having been all night afoot, either standing watch or doctoring the wounded.

He was still so focused when Mr. Riach called out to us from the deck, asking for a truce. I climbed through the skylight and sat on the edge of it, pistol in hand and putting on a brave face, even though I was internally worried about the glass. I called back to him and told him to speak. He approached the edge of the round-house and stood on a coil of rope, so his chin was level with the roof, and we exchanged glances in silence for a moment. Mr. Riach, who hadn't been very active in the fight, had only received a blow to the cheek. However, he looked defeated and extremely tired, having been up all night either keeping watch or tending to the wounded.

“This is a bad job,” said he at last, shaking his head.

“This is a tough job,” he finally said, shaking his head.

“It was none of our choosing,” said I.

“It wasn't our choice,” I said.

“The captain,” says he, “would like to speak with your friend. They might speak at the window.”

“The captain,” he says, “wants to talk to your friend. They can chat at the window.”

“And how do we know what treachery he means?” cried I.

“And how do we know what betrayal he's talking about?” I exclaimed.

“He means none, David,” returned Mr. Riach, “and if he did, I’ll tell ye the honest truth, we couldnae get the men to follow.”

“He means nothing, David,” replied Mr. Riach, “and even if he did, I’ll be honest with you, we couldn’t get the men to follow.”

“Is that so?” said I.

“Is that so?” I said.

“I’ll tell ye more than that,” said he. “It’s not only the men; it’s me. I’m frich’ened, Davie.” And he smiled across at me. “No,” he continued, “what we want is to be shut of him.”

“I’ll tell you more than that,” he said. “It’s not just the men; it’s me. I’m scared, Davie.” And he smiled at me. “No,” he went on, “what we need is to get rid of him.”

Thereupon I consulted with Alan, and the parley was agreed to and parole given upon either side; but this was not the whole of Mr. Riach’s business, and he now begged me for a dram with such instancy and such reminders of his former kindness, that at last I handed him a pannikin with about a gill of brandy. He drank a part, and then carried the rest down upon the deck, to share it (I suppose) with his superior.

Then I talked to Alan, and we agreed to the discussion and gave our word on both sides; but that wasn’t all Mr. Riach wanted. He urgently asked me for a drink, reminding me of his previous kindness, so eventually I gave him a small cup with about a gill of brandy. He took a sip and then went back on deck with the rest, probably to share it with his boss.

A little after, the captain came (as was agreed) to one of the windows, and stood there in the rain, with his arm in a sling, and looking stern and pale, and so old that my heart smote me for having fired upon him.

A little later, the captain came (as we had agreed) to one of the windows, standing there in the rain with his arm in a sling, looking serious and pale, and so old that I felt a pang of guilt for having shot at him.

Alan at once held a pistol in his face.

Alan immediately pointed a gun at his face.

“Put that thing up!” said the captain. “Have I not passed my word, sir? or do ye seek to affront me?”

“Put that thing away!” said the captain. “Have I not given my word, sir? Or are you trying to insult me?”

“Captain,” says Alan, “I doubt your word is a breakable. Last night ye haggled and argle-bargled like an apple-wife; and then passed me your word, and gave me your hand to back it; and ye ken very well what was the upshot. Be damned to your word!” says he.

“Captain,” Alan says, “I doubt that your word is reliable. Last night you bargained and complained like a market seller, and then you gave me your word and shook on it; and you know very well what happened in the end. Forget your word!” he says.

“Well, well, sir,” said the captain, “ye’ll get little good by swearing.” (And truly that was a fault of which the captain was quite free.) “But we have other things to speak,” he continued, bitterly. “Ye’ve made a sore hash of my brig; I haven’t hands enough left to work her; and my first officer (whom I could ill spare) has got your sword throughout his vitals, and passed without speech. There is nothing left me, sir, but to put back into the port of Glasgow after hands; and there (by your leave) ye will find them that are better able to talk to you.”

“Well, well, sir,” said the captain, “you won’t get any benefit from swearing.” (And honestly, that was one thing the captain didn’t do.) “But we have other matters to discuss,” he continued, bitterly. “You’ve really messed up my ship; I don’t have enough crew left to manage her; and my first officer (whom I could hardly afford to lose) has your sword through his body and died without a word. All that’s left for me, sir, is to return to the port of Glasgow to find more crew; and there (with your permission) you’ll find people who can speak to you better.”

“Ay?” said Alan; “and faith, I’ll have a talk with them mysel’! Unless there’s naebody speaks English in that town, I have a bonny tale for them. Fifteen tarry sailors upon the one side, and a man and a halfling boy upon the other! O, man, it’s peetiful!”

“Ay?” said Alan; “and you know what, I’ll talk to them myself! Unless there’s nobody who speaks English in that town, I have a great story for them. Fifteen tough sailors on one side, and a man and a half-boy on the other! Oh, man, it’s a sight to see!”

Hoseason flushed red.

Hoseason turned red.

“No,” continued Alan, “that’ll no do. Ye’ll just have to set me ashore as we agreed.”

“No,” Alan replied, “that won’t work. You’ll just have to drop me off like we agreed.”

“Ay,” said Hoseason, “but my first officer is dead—ye ken best how. There’s none of the rest of us acquaint with this coast, sir; and it’s one very dangerous to ships.”

“Ay,” said Hoseason, “but my first officer is dead—you know how. None of the rest of us are familiar with this coast, sir; and it’s very dangerous for ships.”

“I give ye your choice,” says Alan. “Set me on dry ground in Appin, or Ardgour, or in Morven, or Arisaig, or Morar; or, in brief, where ye please, within thirty miles of my own country; except in a country of the Campbells. That’s a broad target. If ye miss that, ye must be as feckless at the sailoring as I have found ye at the fighting. Why, my poor country people in their bit cobles[16] pass from island to island in all weathers, ay, and by night too, for the matter of that.”

“I give you your choice,” says Alan. “Drop me on dry land in Appin, Ardgour, Morven, Arisaig, or Morar; basically, anywhere you want, as long as it’s within thirty miles of my home country, except in a Campbell territory. That’s a wide area. If you miss that, you must be as hopeless at sailing as I’ve found you at fighting. My poor country folks manage to get from island to island in their little boats in all kinds of weather, even at night, for that matter.”

[16] Coble: a small boat used in fishing.

Coble: a small fishing boat.

“A coble’s not a ship, sir,” said the captain. “It has nae draught of water.”

“A coble’s not a ship, sir,” the captain said. “It doesn’t have any draft.”

“Well, then, to Glasgow if ye list!” says Alan. “We’ll have the laugh of ye at the least.”

“Well, then, to Glasgow if you want!” says Alan. “We’ll at least have a good laugh at you.”

“My mind runs little upon laughing,” said the captain. “But all this will cost money, sir.”

“My mind doesn't focus much on laughing,” said the captain. “But all of this will cost money, sir.”

“Well, sir,” says Alan, “I am nae weathercock. Thirty guineas, if ye land me on the sea-side; and sixty, if ye put me in the Linnhe Loch.”

“Well, sir,” says Alan, “I’m no weather vane. Thirty guineas if you drop me off at the seaside; and sixty if you take me to Linnhe Loch.”

“But see, sir, where we lie, we are but a few hours’ sail from Ardnamurchan,” said Hoseason. “Give me sixty, and I’ll set ye there.”

“But look, sir, where we are, we’re only a few hours’ sail from Ardnamurchan,” said Hoseason. “Give me sixty, and I’ll take you there.”

“And I’m to wear my brogues and run jeopardy of the red-coats to please you?” cries Alan. “No, sir; if ye want sixty guineas earn them, and set me in my own country.”

“And I’m supposed to wear my brogues and risk running into the redcoats to make you happy?” Alan shouts. “No, sir; if you want sixty guineas, earn them, and let me be in my own country.”

“It’s to risk the brig, sir,” said the captain, “and your own lives along with her.”

“It’s risking the ship, sir,” said the captain, “and putting your own lives in danger too.”

“Take it or want it,” says Alan.

"Take it or leave it," says Alan.

“Could ye pilot us at all?” asked the captain, who was frowning to himself.

“Can you guide us at all?” asked the captain, who was frowning to himself.

“Well, it’s doubtful,” said Alan. “I’m more of a fighting man (as ye have seen for yoursel’) than a sailor-man. But I have been often enough picked up and set down upon this coast, and should ken something of the lie of it.”

“Well, that’s questionable,” said Alan. “I’m more of a fighter (as you’ve seen for yourself) than a sailor. But I’ve been picked up and dropped off often enough along this coast, so I should know something about it.”

The captain shook his head, still frowning.

The captain shook his head, still frowning.

“If I had lost less money on this unchancy cruise,” says he, “I would see you in a rope’s end before I risked my brig, sir. But be it as ye will. As soon as I get a slant of wind (and there’s some coming, or I’m the more mistaken) I’ll put it in hand. But there’s one thing more. We may meet in with a king’s ship and she may lay us aboard, sir, with no blame of mine: they keep the cruisers thick upon this coast, ye ken who for. Now, sir, if that was to befall, ye might leave the money.”

“If I had lost less money on this unlucky cruise,” he says, “I’d see you hanging before I risked my ship, sir. But it’s up to you. As soon as I get a change in the wind (and there's some coming, or I'm really mistaken), I’ll get started. But there’s one more thing. We might run into a king’s ship, and she could come after us, sir, with no fault of mine: they keep the cruisers thick along this coast, you know why. Now, sir, if that happens, you might want to leave the money.”

“Captain,” says Alan, “if ye see a pennant, it shall be your part to run away. And now, as I hear you’re a little short of brandy in the fore-part, I’ll offer ye a change: a bottle of brandy against two buckets of water.”

“Captain,” says Alan, “if you see a flag, it’s your job to run away. And now, since I hear you’re running low on brandy in the front, I have a deal for you: a bottle of brandy for two buckets of water.”

That was the last clause of the treaty, and was duly executed on both sides; so that Alan and I could at last wash out the round-house and be quit of the memorials of those whom we had slain, and the captain and Mr. Riach could be happy again in their own way, the name of which was drink.

That was the final part of the treaty, and it was properly carried out by both sides; so Alan and I could finally clean out the round-house and be done with the reminders of those we had killed, and the captain and Mr. Riach could be happy again in their own way, which involved drinking.

Chapter XII

CHAPTER XII
I HEAR OF THE “RED FOX”

B

efore we had done cleaning out the round-house, a breeze sprang up from a little to the east of north. This blew off the rain and brought out the sun.

Before we finished cleaning out the round house, a breeze picked up from a bit east of north. It blew away the rain and revealed the sun.

And here I must explain; and the reader would do well to look at a map. On the day when the fog fell and we ran down Alan’s boat, we had been running through the Little Minch. At dawn after the battle, we lay becalmed to the east of the Isle of Canna or between that and Isle Eriska in the chain of the Long Island. Now to get from there to the Linnhe Loch, the straight course was through the narrows of the Sound of Mull. But the captain had no chart; he was afraid to trust his brig so deep among the islands; and the wind serving well, he preferred to go by west of Tiree and come up under the southern coast of the great Isle of Mull.

And here I need to clarify things; the reader would benefit from checking a map. On the day when the fog rolled in and we took off with Alan's boat, we had been navigating through the Little Minch. At dawn after the battle, we were stuck in calm waters to the east of the Isle of Canna or somewhere between that and the Isle of Eriska in the Long Island chain. To get from there to the Linnhe Loch, the most direct route was through the narrow passage of the Sound of Mull. But the captain didn’t have a chart; he was hesitant to take his ship too deep among the islands; and since the wind was favorable, he chose to go west of Tiree and then approach under the southern coast of the large Isle of Mull.

All day the breeze held in the same point, and rather freshened than died down; and towards afternoon, a swell began to set in from round the outer Hebrides. Our course, to go round about the inner isles, was to the west of south, so that at first we had this swell upon our beam, and were much rolled about. But after nightfall, when we had turned the end of Tiree and began to head more to the east, the sea came right astern.

All day, the breeze stayed steady, and instead of dying down, it picked up a bit; by the afternoon, swells started coming in from the outer Hebrides. We were taking a route around the inner islands, heading west-southwest, which meant we were getting the swells from the side and were tossed around quite a bit. But after dark, once we rounded the end of Tiree and began heading more to the east, the waves came from directly behind us.

Alan and I smoked a pipe or two of the captain's fine tobacco

Meanwhile, the early part of the day, before the swell came up, was very pleasant; sailing, as we were, in a bright sunshine and with many mountainous islands upon different sides. Alan and I sat in the round-house with the doors open on each side (the wind being straight astern), and smoked a pipe or two of the captain’s fine tobacco. It was at this time we heard each other’s stories, which was the more important to me, as I gained some knowledge of that wild Highland country on which I was so soon to land. In those days, so close on the back of the great rebellion, it was needful a man should know what he was doing when he went upon the heather.

Meanwhile, the early part of the day, before the waves picked up, was really nice; we were sailing in bright sunshine with many mountainous islands surrounding us. Alan and I sat in the round-house with the doors open on either side (the wind was coming straight from behind), and we smoked a couple of pipes with the captain’s great tobacco. It was during this time that we shared our stories, which was especially important for me, as I learned about that wild Highland country where I was soon to land. Back then, just after the great rebellion, it was essential for a man to know what he was getting into when he stepped onto the heather.

It was I that showed the example, telling him all my misfortune; which he heard with great good-nature. Only, when I came to mention that good friend of mine, Mr. Campbell the minister, Alan fired up and cried out that he hated all that were of that name.

It was me who set the example, sharing all my misfortunes with him; he listened with great kindness. However, when I mentioned my good friend, Mr. Campbell the minister, Alan went off and shouted that he hated anyone with that name.

“Why,” said I, “he is a man you should be proud to give your hand to.”

“Why,” I said, “he's a man you should be proud to marry.”

“I know nothing I would help a Campbell to,” says he, “unless it was a leaden bullet. I would hunt all of that name like blackcocks. If I lay dying, I would crawl upon my knees to my chamber window for a shot at one.”

“I wouldn’t help a Campbell with anything,” he says, “unless it was a lead bullet. I’d hunt every one of them down like game birds. If I were dying, I’d crawl on my knees to my window just for a chance to take a shot at one.”

“Why, Alan,” I cried, “what ails ye at the Campbells?”

“Why, Alan,” I exclaimed, “what's bothering you about the Campbells?”

“Well,” says he, “ye ken very well that I am an Appin Stewart, and the Campbells have long harried and wasted those of my name; ay, and got lands of us by treachery—but never with the sword,” he cried loudly, and with the word brought down his fist upon the table. But I paid the less attention to this, for I knew it was usually said by those who have the underhand. “There’s more than that,” he continued, “and all in the same story: lying words, lying papers, tricks fit for a peddler, and the show of what’s legal over all, to make a man the more angry.”

"Well," he says, "you know very well that I'm an Appin Stewart, and the Campbells have long harassed and destroyed people of my name; yes, and they've taken lands from us through deceit—but never through violence," he shouted, slamming his fist on the table. But I paid less attention to this, knowing it's usually said by those who are at a disadvantage. "There's more to it," he continued, "and it’s all tied together: lies, false documents, tricks fitting for a con artist, and the appearance of legality on top of everything, just to make a person even angrier."

“You that are so wasteful of your buttons,” said I, “I can hardly think you would be a good judge of business.”

“You who waste your buttons so easily,” I said, “I can't really believe you'd be good at managing business.”

“Ah!” says he, falling again to smiling, “I got my wastefulness from the same man I got the buttons from; and that was my poor father, Duncan Stewart, grace be to him! He was the prettiest man of his kindred; and the best swordsman in the Hielands, David, and that is the same as to say, in all the world, I should ken, for it was him that taught me. He was in the Black Watch, when first it was mustered; and, like other gentlemen privates, had a gillie at his back to carry his firelock for him on the march. Well, the King, it appears, was wishful to see Hieland swordsmanship; and my father and three more were chosen out and sent to London town, to let him see it at the best. So they were had into the palace and showed the whole art of the sword for two hours at a stretch, before King George and Queen Carline, and the Butcher Cumberland, and many more of whom I havenae mind. And when they were through, the King (for all he was a rank usurper) spoke them fair and gave each man three guineas in his hand. Now, as they were going out of the palace, they had a porter’s lodge to go by; and it came in on my father, as he was perhaps the first private Hieland gentleman that had ever gone by that door, it was right he should give the poor porter a proper notion of their quality. So he gives the King’s three guineas into the man’s hand, as if it was his common custom; the three others that came behind him did the same; and there they were on the street, never a penny the better for their pains. Some say it was one, that was the first to fee the King’s porter; and some say it was another; but the truth of it is, that it was Duncan Stewart, as I am willing to prove with either sword or pistol. And that was the father that I had, God rest him!”

“Ah!” he says, breaking into a smile again, “I inherited my wastefulness from the same guy I got the buttons from; that was my poor father, Duncan Stewart, bless him! He was the best-looking man in the family; and the greatest swordsman in the Highlands, David, which is to say, in the entire world, as I should know, since he was the one who taught me. He was in the Black Watch when it was first formed, and like other gentleman privates, he had a gillie to carry his musket for him on the march. Well, it turns out the King wanted to see some Highland swordsmanship; so my father and three others were chosen and sent to London to show him what they could do. They were taken into the palace and demonstrated the entire art of sword fighting for two whole hours in front of King George and Queen Caroline, and the Butcher Cumberland, along with many others whose names I can't recall. When they finished, the King (even though he was a total usurper) spoke nicely to them and gave each man three guineas. When they were leaving the palace, they had to pass a porter’s lodge, and it occurred to my father, being possibly the first private Highland gentleman to go through that door, that it was proper to give the poor porter an idea of their status. So he handed the King’s three guineas to the man, as if it were his usual practice; the three others that followed him did the same, and there they were on the street, not a penny better off for their efforts. Some claim it was one who was the first to tip the King’s porter; others say it was someone else; but the truth is, it was Duncan Stewart, and I’d be happy to prove it with either a sword or a pistol. And that was my father, God rest him!”

“I think he was not the man to leave you rich,” said I.

“I don't think he was the kind of guy who would leave you wealthy,” I said.

“And that’s true,” said Alan. “He left me my breeks to cover me, and little besides. And that was how I came to enlist, which was a black spot upon my character at the best of times, and would still be a sore job for me if I fell among the red-coats.”

“And that's true,” Alan said. “He left me my pants to cover me, and not much else. That was how I ended up enlisting, which was a shameful mark on my character even in the best times, and it would still be a real problem for me if I ran into the redcoats.”

“What,” cried I, “were you in the English army?”

“What,” I exclaimed, “were you in the English army?”

“That was I,” said Alan. “But I deserted to the right side at Preston Pans—and that’s some comfort.”

"That was me," said Alan. "But I switched to the right side at Preston Pans—and that’s a bit of comfort."

I could scarcely share this view: holding desertion under arms for an unpardonable fault in honour. But for all I was so young, I was wiser than say my thought. “Dear, dear,” says I, “the punishment is death.”

I could hardly agree with this perspective: considering desertion while in uniform as an unforgivable breach of honor. But even though I was so young, I was smarter than I realized. “Oh dear,” I said, “the punishment is death.”

“Ay” said he, “if they got hands on me, it would be a short shrift and a lang tow for Alan! But I have the King of France’s commission in my pocket, which would aye be some protection.”

“Yeah,” he said, “if they got their hands on me, it would be a quick end for me! But I have the King of France’s commission in my pocket, which would definitely provide some protection.”

“I misdoubt it much,” said I.

“I doubt it a lot,” I said.

“I have doubts mysel’,” said Alan drily.

“I have doubts myself,” said Alan dryly.

“And, good heaven, man,” cried I, “you that are a condemned rebel, and a deserter, and a man of the French King’s—what tempts ye back into this country? It’s a braving of Providence.”

“And, good heaven, man,” I exclaimed, “you who are a condemned rebel, a deserter, and a man of the French King—what brings you back to this country? It’s a challenge to fate.”

“Tut!” says Alan, “I have been back every year since forty-six!”

“Tut!” says Alan, “I’ve been back every year since ‘46!”

“And what brings ye, man?” cried I.

“And what brings you, man?” I shouted.

“Well, ye see, I weary for my friends and country,” said he. “France is a braw place, nae doubt; but I weary for the heather and the deer. And then I have bit things that I attend to. Whiles I pick up a few lads to serve the King of France: recruits, ye see; and that’s aye a little money. But the heart of the matter is the business of my chief, Ardshiel.”

“Well, you see, I miss my friends and my country,” he said. “France is a fine place, no doubt; but I long for the heather and the deer. Plus, I have some important things to take care of. Sometimes I gather a few young men to serve the King of France: recruits, you see; and that always brings in a little money. But the main issue is the business of my chief, Ardshiel.”

“I thought they called your chief Appin,” said I.

“I thought they called your boss Appin,” I said.

“Ay, but Ardshiel is the captain of the clan,” said he, which scarcely cleared my mind. “Ye see, David, he that was all his life so great a man, and come of the blood and bearing the name of kings, is now brought down to live in a French town like a poor and private person. He that had four hundred swords at his whistle, I have seen, with these eyes of mine, buying butter in the market-place, and taking it home in a kale-leaf. This is not only a pain but a disgrace to us of his family and clan. There are the bairns forby, the children and the hope of Appin, that must be learned their letters and how to hold a sword, in that far country. Now, the tenants of Appin have to pay a rent to King George; but their hearts are staunch, they are true to their chief; and what with love and a bit of pressure, and maybe a threat or two, the poor folk scrape up a second rent for Ardshiel. Well, David, I’m the hand that carries it.” And he struck the belt about his body, so that the guineas rang.

“Ay, but Ardshiel is the captain of the clan,” he said, which didn’t really clear my mind. “You see, David, he who was such a great man all his life, who comes from royal blood and bears a kingly name, is now brought low to live in a French town like a poor, ordinary person. I’ve seen him, with my own eyes, who had four hundred swords at his command, buying butter in the marketplace and taking it home wrapped in a kale leaf. This is not just painful but also a disgrace to us of his family and clan. There are the kids, too, the children and the hope of Appin, who need to learn their letters and how to wield a sword in that faraway country. Now, the tenants of Appin have to pay rent to King George; but their hearts are loyal, they are true to their chief; and with a bit of love, some pressure, and maybe a threat or two, the poor folks manage to scrape together a second rent for Ardshiel. Well, David, I’m the one who carries it.” And he struck the belt around his waist, so the guineas jingled.

“Do they pay both?” cried I.

“Do they pay both?” I exclaimed.

“Ay, David, both,” says he.

“Yeah, David, both,” he says.

“What! two rents?” I repeated.

“What! Two rents?” I said again.

“Ay, David,” said he. “I told a different tale to yon captain man; but this is the truth of it. And it’s wonderful to me how little pressure is needed. But that’s the handiwork of my good kinsman and my father’s friend, James of the Glens: James Stewart, that is: Ardshiel’s half-brother. He it is that gets the money in, and does the management.”

“Ay, David,” he said. “I told a different story to that captain guy; but this is the truth. It's amazing to me how little pressure is needed. But that’s thanks to my good relative and my father’s friend, James of the Glens: James Stewart, that is: Ardshiel’s half-brother. He’s the one who brings in the money and handles the management.”

This was the first time I heard the name of that James Stewart, who was afterwards so famous at the time of his hanging. But I took little heed at the moment, for all my mind was occupied with the generosity of these poor Highlanders.

This was the first time I heard the name of James Stewart, who later became so famous during his hanging. But I didn’t think much of it at the time, because my mind was focused on the kindness of those poor Highlanders.

“I call it noble,” I cried. “I’m a Whig, or little better; but I call it noble.”

“I call it noble,” I said. “I’m a Whig, or maybe a bit better; but I still call it noble.”

“Ay” said he, “ye’re a Whig, but ye’re a gentleman; and that’s what does it. Now, if ye were one of the cursed race of Campbell, ye would gnash your teeth to hear tell of it. If ye were the Red Fox...” And at that name, his teeth shut together, and he ceased speaking. I have seen many a grim face, but never a grimmer than Alan’s when he had named the Red Fox.

“Ay,” he said, “you’re a Whig, but you’re a gentleman; and that’s what matters. Now, if you were one of those cursed Campbells, you’d be grinding your teeth just hearing about it. If you were the Red Fox...” And at that name, his teeth snapped shut, and he stopped talking. I’ve seen many grim faces, but I’ve never seen one grimmer than Alan’s when he mentioned the Red Fox.

“And who is the Red Fox?” I asked, daunted, but still curious.

“And who is the Red Fox?” I asked, intimidated but still curious.

“Who is he?” cried Alan. “Well, and I’ll tell you that. When the men of the clans were broken at Culloden, and the good cause went down, and the horses rode over the fetlocks in the best blood of the north, Ardshiel had to flee like a poor deer upon the mountains—he and his lady and his bairns. A sair job we had of it before we got him shipped; and while he still lay in the heather, the English rogues, that couldnae come at his life, were striking at his rights. They stripped him of his powers; they stripped him of his lands; they plucked the weapons from the hands of his clansmen, that had borne arms for thirty centuries; ay, and the very clothes off their backs—so that it’s now a sin to wear a tartan plaid, and a man may be cast into a gaol if he has but a kilt about his legs. One thing they couldnae kill. That was the love the clansmen bore their chief. These guineas are the proof of it. And now, in there steps a man, a Campbell, red-headed Colin of Glenure——”

“Who is he?” shouted Alan. “Well, let me tell you. When the clansmen were defeated at Culloden, and our cause fell apart, and horses trampled through the best blood of the North, Ardshiel had to escape like a frightened deer in the mountains—along with his lady and his children. We really struggled to get him out of there; and while he was still hiding in the heather, the English scoundrels, who couldn’t take his life, were attacking his rights. They took away his powers; they took away his lands; they disarmed his clansmen, who had fought for thirty centuries; yes, they even took the clothes off their backs—so that now it’s a crime to wear a tartan plaid, and a man can be thrown in jail for just wearing a kilt. But there’s one thing they couldn’t destroy. That was the love the clansmen had for their chief. These coins are proof of that. And now, in there walks a man, a Campbell, red-haired Colin of Glenure——”

“Is that him you call the Red Fox?” said I.

“Is that the guy you call the Red Fox?” I asked.

“Will ye bring me his brush?” cries Alan, fiercely. “Ay, that’s the man. In he steps, and gets papers from King George, to be so-called King’s factor on the lands of Appin. And at first he sings small, and is hail-fellow-well-met with Sheamus—that’s James of the Glens, my chieftain’s agent. But by-and-by, that came to his ears that I have just told you; how the poor commons of Appin, the farmers and the crofters and the boumen, were wringing their very plaids to get a second rent, and send it over-seas for Ardshiel and his poor bairns. What was it ye called it, when I told ye?”

“Will you bring me his brush?” Alan shouts fiercely. “Yes, that’s the guy. He walks in and gets papers from King George, to be the so-called King’s factor on the lands of Appin. At first, he plays nice and is all buddy-buddy with Sheamus—that’s James of the Glens, my chieftain’s agent. But eventually, he hears what I just told you; how the poor folks of Appin, the farmers, crofters, and laborers, were straining every bit of their resources to scrape together a second rent and send it overseas for Ardshiel and his poor children. What did you call it when I told you?”

“I called it noble, Alan,” said I.

“I called it noble, Alan,” I said.

“And you little better than a common Whig!” cries Alan. “But when it came to Colin Roy, the black Campbell blood in him ran wild. He sat gnashing his teeth at the wine table. What! should a Stewart get a bite of bread, and him not be able to prevent it? Ah! Red Fox, if ever I hold you at a gun’s end, the Lord have pity upon ye!” (Alan stopped to swallow down his anger.) “Well, David, what does he do? He declares all the farms to let. And, thinks he, in his black heart, ‘I’ll soon get other tenants that’ll overbid these Stewarts, and Maccolls, and Macrobs’ (for these are all names in my clan, David); ‘and then,’ thinks he, ‘Ardshiel will have to hold his bonnet on a French roadside.’”

“And you’re just as bad as a common Whig!” Alan shouted. “But when it came to Colin Roy, the fierce Campbell blood in him went wild. He sat there grinding his teeth at the wine table. What! Should a Stewart get a bite of bread, and he not be able to stop it? Ah! Red Fox, if I ever have you at gunpoint, may the Lord have mercy on you!” (Alan paused to swallow his anger.) “Well, David, what does he do? He puts all the farms up for rent. And, he thinks to himself, ‘I’ll quickly find other tenants who will outbid these Stewarts, and Maccolls, and Macrobs’ (since those are all names in my clan, David); ‘and then,’ he thinks, ‘Ardshiel will have to hold his hat on a French roadside.’”

“Well,” said I, “what followed?”

“Well,” I said, “what happened next?”

Alan laid down his pipe, which he had long since suffered to go out, and set his two hands upon his knees.

Alan put down his pipe, which had long since gone out, and placed his hands on his knees.

“Ay,” said he, “ye’ll never guess that! For these same Stewarts, and Maccolls, and Macrobs (that had two rents to pay, one to King George by stark force, and one to Ardshiel by natural kindness) offered him a better price than any Campbell in all broad Scotland; and far he sent seeking them—as far as to the sides of Clyde and the cross of Edinburgh—seeking, and fleeching, and begging them to come, where there was a Stewart to be starved and a red-headed hound of a Campbell to be pleasured!”

“Yeah,” he said, “you'll never guess this! Because these same Stewarts, Maccolls, and Macrobs (who had two rents to pay, one to King George out of necessity, and one to Ardshiel out of goodwill) offered him a better price than any Campbell in all of Scotland; and he searched far and wide for them— all the way to the Clyde and the cross of Edinburgh—looking for them, flattering them, and begging them to come, where there was a Stewart to be saved and a red-headed Campbell to be satisfied!”

“Well, Alan,” said I, “that is a strange story, and a fine one, too. And Whig as I may be, I am glad the man was beaten.”

"Well, Alan," I said, "that's a weird story, and a good one too. And even though I might be a Whig, I'm happy the guy lost."

“Him beaten?” echoed Alan. “It’s little ye ken of Campbells, and less of the Red Fox. Him beaten? No: nor will be, till his blood’s on the hillside! But if the day comes, David man, that I can find time and leisure for a bit of hunting, there grows not enough heather in all Scotland to hide him from my vengeance!”

“Him beaten?” echoed Alan. “You know little about the Campbells, and even less about the Red Fox. Him beaten? No way; not until his blood's on the hillside! But if the day comes, David man, when I can find time to go hunting, there won’t be enough heather in all of Scotland to hide him from my revenge!”

“Man Alan,” said I, “ye are neither very wise nor very Christian to blow off so many words of anger. They will do the man ye call the Fox no harm, and yourself no good. Tell me your tale plainly out. What did he next?”

"Man Alan," I said, "you're neither very wise nor very Christian to throw around so many angry words. They won't hurt the man you call the Fox and won't do you any good. Just tell me your story clearly. What happened next?"

“And that’s a good observe, David,” said Alan. “Troth and indeed, they will do him no harm; the more’s the pity! And barring that about Christianity (of which my opinion is quite otherwise, or I would be nae Christian), I am much of your mind.”

“And that’s a good observation, David,” said Alan. “Honestly, they're not going to hurt him; that’s too bad! And aside from that bit about Christianity (which I feel differently about, or I wouldn’t be a Christian), I mostly agree with you.”

“Opinion here or opinion there,” said I, “it’s a kent thing that Christianity forbids revenge.”

“Opinion here or opinion there,” I said, “it’s a known fact that Christianity forbids revenge.”

“Ay” said he, “it’s well seen it was a Campbell taught ye! It would be a convenient world for them and their sort, if there was no such a thing as a lad and a gun behind a heather bush! But that’s nothing to the point. This is what he did.”

“Yeah,” he said, “it’s clear you were taught by a Campbell! It would be a nice world for them and their kind if there was no such thing as a guy and a gun hiding behind a heather bush! But that’s beside the point. Here’s what he did.”

“Ay” said I, “come to that.”

“Ay,” I said, “let's get to that.”

“Well, David,” said he, “since he couldnae be rid of the loyal commons by fair means, he swore he would be rid of them by foul. Ardshiel was to starve: that was the thing he aimed at. And since them that fed him in his exile wouldnae be bought out—right or wrong, he would drive them out. Therefore he sent for lawyers, and papers, and red-coats to stand at his back. And the kindly folk of that country must all pack and tramp, every father’s son out of his father’s house, and out of the place where he was bred and fed, and played when he was a callant. And who are to succeed them? Bare-leggit beggars! King George is to whistle for his rents; he maun dow with less; he can spread his butter thinner: what cares Red Colin? If he can hurt Ardshiel, he has his wish; if he can pluck the meat from my chieftain’s table, and the bit toys out of his children’s hands, he will gang hame singing to Glenure!”

“Well, David,” he said, “since he couldn't get rid of the loyal commoners fairly, he vowed he would get rid of them unfairly. Ardshiel was to be starved: that was his goal. And since those who supported him in his exile couldn't be bought off—right or wrong, he would drive them out. So he called for lawyers, and paperwork, and soldiers to back him up. And the good people of that area must all pack up and leave, every man out of his father's house, and out of the place where he was raised and fed, and played as a kid. And who will take their place? Barefoot beggars! King George will have to beg for his rents; he'll have to manage with less; he can spread his butter thinner: what does Red Colin care? If he can hurt Ardshiel, he's happy; if he can take the food from my chieftain’s table, and the little toys from his children’s hands, he will go home singing to Glenure!”

“Let me have a word,” said I. “Be sure, if they take less rents, be sure Government has a finger in the pie. It’s not this Campbell’s fault, man—it’s his orders. And if ye killed this Colin to-morrow, what better would ye be? There would be another factor in his shoes, as fast as spur can drive.”

“Let me speak for a minute,” I said. “Just know, if they lower the rents, the Government is definitely involved. It’s not Campbell’s fault, it’s his orders. And if you killed Colin tomorrow, what would change? There would just be another person in his position as quickly as you can imagine.”

“Ye’re a good lad in a fight,” said Alan; “but, man! ye have Whig blood in ye!”

“You're a good guy in a fight,” said Alan; “but, man! you have Whig blood in you!”

He spoke kindly enough, but there was so much anger under his contempt that I thought it was wise to change the conversation. I expressed my wonder how, with the Highlands covered with troops, and guarded like a city in a siege, a man in his situation could come and go without arrest.

He spoke kindly enough, but there was so much anger behind his disdain that I thought it would be wise to shift the conversation. I mentioned my surprise at how, with the Highlands filled with troops and protected like a city under siege, a man in his position could come and go without getting arrested.

“It’s easier than ye would think,” said Alan. “A bare hillside (ye see) is like all one road; if there’s a sentry at one place, ye just go by another. And then the heather’s a great help. And everywhere there are friends’ houses and friends’ byres and haystacks. And besides, when folk talk of a country covered with troops, it’s but a kind of a byword at the best. A soldier covers nae mair of it than his boot-soles. I have fished a water with a sentry on the other side of the brae, and killed a fine trout; and I have sat in a heather bush within six feet of another, and learned a real bonny tune from his whistling. This was it,” said he, and whistled me the air.

“It’s easier than you might think,” said Alan. “An open hillside is basically just one long path; if there’s a guard in one spot, you just go around to another. Plus, the heather helps a lot. And there are always friends’ houses, barns, and haystacks nearby. Also, when people say a country is swarming with troops, it’s mostly an exaggeration. A soldier only covers as much ground as his boot soles. I’ve fished a stream with a guard on the other side of the hill and caught a nice trout; and I’ve sat in a heather bush just six feet away from another guy, picking up a lovely tune from his whistling. This was it,” he said, and whistled the melody.

“And then, besides,” he continued, “it’s no sae bad now as it was in forty-six. The Hielands are what they call pacified. Small wonder, with never a gun or a sword left from Cantyre to Cape Wrath, but what tenty[17] folk have hidden in their thatch! But what I would like to ken, David, is just how long? Not long, ye would think, with men like Ardshiel in exile and men like the Red Fox sitting birling the wine and oppressing the poor at home. But it’s a kittle thing to decide what folk’ll bear, and what they will not. Or why would Red Colin be riding his horse all over my poor country of Appin, and never a pretty lad to put a bullet in him?”

“And then, besides,” he continued, “it’s not so bad now as it was in forty-six. The Highlands are what they call pacified. It’s no surprise, with hardly a gun or a sword left from Cantyre to Cape Wrath, except what some folks have hidden in their thatch! But what I’d like to know, David, is just how long? You wouldn’t think it would be long, with men like Ardshiel in exile and men like the Red Fox enjoying their wine and oppressing the poor at home. But it’s a tricky thing to decide what people will tolerate, and what they won’t. Or why would Red Colin be riding his horse all over my poor country of Appin, with not a single pretty lad willing to put a bullet in him?”

[17] Careful.

Be careful.

And with this Alan fell into a muse, and for a long time sate very sad and silent.

And with this, Alan fell into deep thought, sitting very sadly and quietly for a long time.

I will add the rest of what I have to say about my friend, that he was skilled in all kinds of music, but principally pipe-music; was a well-considered poet in his own tongue; had read several books both in French and English; was a dead shot, a good angler, and an excellent fencer with the small sword as well as with his own particular weapon. For his faults, they were on his face, and I now knew them all. But the worst of them, his childish propensity to take offence and to pick quarrels, he greatly laid aside in my case, out of regard for the battle of the round-house. But whether it was because I had done well myself, or because I had been a witness of his own much greater prowess, is more than I can tell. For though he had a great taste for courage in other men, yet he admired it most in Alan Breck.

I will share more about my friend. He was talented in all kinds of music, especially pipe music; he was a respected poet in his native language; he had read several books in both French and English; he was an excellent shot, a good fisherman, and a great fencer with both the small sword and his own preferred weapon. As for his faults, they were obvious, and I recognized them all. However, the worst one, his childish tendency to take offense and start fights, he mostly set aside in my case due to the respect he had for the round-house battle. Whether this was because I had performed well myself or because I had witnessed his far greater skills, I can't say. Although he appreciated bravery in others, he admired it the most in Alan Breck.

Chapter XIII

CHAPTER XIII
THE LOSS OF THE BRIG

I

t was already late at night, and as dark as it ever would be at that season of the year (and that is to say, it was still pretty bright), when Hoseason clapped his head into the round-house door.

It was already late at night, and as dark as it would ever get at that time of year (which is to say, it was still pretty bright), when Hoseason popped his head into the round-house door.

“Here,” said he, “come out and see if ye can pilot.”

“Here,” he said, “come out and see if you can steer.”

“Is this one of your tricks?” asked Alan.

“Is this one of your pranks?” Alan asked.

“Do I look like tricks?” cries the captain. “I have other things to think of—my brig’s in danger!”

“Do I look like a fool?” yells the captain. “I have other things to worry about—my ship’s in danger!”

By the concerned look of his face, and, above all, by the sharp tones in which he spoke of his brig, it was plain to both of us he was in deadly earnest; and so Alan and I, with no great fear of treachery, stepped on deck.

By the worried expression on his face, and especially by the tense way he talked about his ship, it was clear to both of us that he was completely serious; so Alan and I, not overly afraid of betrayal, went up on deck.

The sky was clear; it blew hard, and was bitter cold; a great deal of daylight lingered; and the moon, which was nearly full, shone brightly. The brig was close hauled, so as to round the southwest corner of the Island of Mull, the hills of which (and Ben More above them all, with a wisp of mist upon the top of it) lay full upon the lar-board bow. Though it was no good point of sailing for the Covenant, she tore through the seas at a great rate, pitching and straining, and pursued by the westerly swell.

The sky was clear, the wind was strong, and it was really cold; there was a lot of daylight left; and the nearly full moon shone brightly. The ship was sailing hard to windward to round the southwest corner of the Island of Mull, with its hills (and Ben More towering above them all, with a wisp of mist on top) directly off the left side of the bow. Even though it wasn't the best point of sail for the Covenant, she raced through the waves at a great speed, pitching and straining, and chased by the westerly swell.

Altogether it was no such ill night to keep the seas in; and I had begun to wonder what it was that sat so heavily upon the captain, when the brig rising suddenly on the top of a high swell, he pointed and cried to us to look. Away on the lee bow, a thing like a fountain rose out of the moonlit sea, and immediately after we heard a low sound of roaring.

Overall, it wasn't a bad night to be at sea, and I had started to wonder what was bothering the captain so much, when the brig suddenly lifted over a big wave. He pointed and shouted for us to look. Off to the left side, something like a fountain shot up from the moonlit sea, and right after that, we heard a low roaring sound.

“What do ye call that?” asked the captain, gloomily.

“What do you call that?” asked the captain, gloomily.

“The sea breaking on a reef,” said Alan. “And now ye ken where it is; and what better would ye have?”

“The sea crashing on a reef,” Alan said. “And now you know where it is; what more could you want?”

“Ay,” said Hoseason, “if it was the only one.”

“Ay,” said Hoseason, “if it were the only one.”

And sure enough, just as he spoke there came a second fountain farther to the south.

And sure enough, right after he said that, a second fountain appeared further to the south.

“There!” said Hoseason. “Ye see for yourself. If I had kent of these reefs, if I had had a chart, or if Shuan had been spared, it’s not sixty guineas, no, nor six hundred, would have made me risk my brig in sic a stoneyard! But you, sir, that was to pilot us, have ye never a word?”

“There!” said Hoseason. “You see for yourself. If I had known about these reefs, if I had had a chart, or if Shuan had been here, not sixty guineas, and not even six hundred, would have made me risk my ship in such a graveyard of rocks! But you, sir, who were supposed to guide us, don’t you have anything to say?”

“I’m thinking,” said Alan, “these’ll be what they call the Torran Rocks.”

“I’m thinking,” Alan said, “these must be what they call the Torran Rocks.”

“Are there many of them?” says the captain.

“Are there a lot of them?” says the captain.

“Truly, sir, I am nae pilot,” said Alan; “but it sticks in my mind there are ten miles of them.”

“Honestly, sir, I’m not a pilot,” said Alan; “but it’s stuck in my mind that there are ten miles of them.”

Mr. Riach and the captain looked at each other.

Mr. Riach and the captain exchanged glances.

“There’s a way through them, I suppose?” said the captain.

“Is there a way through them, I guess?” said the captain.

“Doubtless,” said Alan, “but where? But it somehow runs in my mind once more that it is clearer under the land.”

“Definitely,” said Alan, “but where? It keeps coming to mind that it’s clearer under the land.”

“So?” said Hoseason. “We’ll have to haul our wind then, Mr. Riach; we’ll have to come as near in about the end of Mull as we can take her, sir; and even then we’ll have the land to kep the wind off us, and that stoneyard on our lee. Well, we’re in for it now, and may as well crack on.”

“So?” said Hoseason. “We’ll have to make some adjustments then, Mr. Riach; we’ll need to get as close to the end of Mull as we can manage, sir; and even then we’ll have the land blocking the wind for us, along with that rocky area on our side. Well, we’re committed now, so we might as well push forward.”

With that he gave an order to the steersman, and sent Riach to the foretop. There were only five men on deck, counting the officers; these being all that were fit (or, at least, both fit and willing) for their work. So, as I say, it fell to Mr. Riach to go aloft, and he sat there looking out and hailing the deck with news of all he saw.

With that, he gave an order to the helmsman and sent Riach to the crow's nest. There were only five men on deck, including the officers; these were all that were capable (or at least both capable and willing) for the job. So, as I mentioned, it was Mr. Riach's turn to go up high, and he sat there, scanning the horizon and calling out updates to the deck about everything he saw.

“The sea to the south is thick,” he cried; and then, after a while, “it does seem clearer in by the land.”

“The sea to the south is dense,” he shouted; and then, after a bit, “it does seem clearer near the shore.”

“Well, sir,” said Hoseason to Alan, “we’ll try your way of it. But I think I might as well trust to a blind fiddler. Pray God you’re right.”

“Well, sir,” Hoseason said to Alan, “we’ll give your approach a shot. But I might as well rely on a blind fiddler. I hope you’re right.”

“Pray God I am!” says Alan to me. “But where did I hear it? Well, well, it will be as it must.”

“Thank God I am!” says Alan to me. “But where did I hear it? Well, well, it will be as it must.”

As we got nearer to the turn of the land the reefs began to be sown here and there on our very path; and Mr. Riach sometimes cried down to us to change the course. Sometimes, indeed, none too soon; for one reef was so close on the brig’s weather board that when a sea burst upon it the lighter sprays fell upon her deck and wetted us like rain.

As we approached the land’s edge, the reefs started appearing here and there right in our path; and Mr. Riach would occasionally shout down to us to change course. Sometimes it was just in time; one reef was so close to the brig’s leeward side that when a wave crashed onto it, the lighter sprays hit the deck and soaked us like rain.

The brightness of the night showed us these perils as clearly as by day, which was, perhaps, the more alarming. It showed me, too, the face of the captain as he stood by the steersman, now on one foot, now on the other, and sometimes blowing in his hands, but still listening and looking and as steady as steel. Neither he nor Mr. Riach had shown well in the fighting; but I saw they were brave in their own trade, and admired them all the more because I found Alan very white.

The brightness of the night revealed these dangers as clearly as daylight did, which was perhaps even more unsettling. It also let me see the captain's face as he stood beside the steersman, shifting his weight from one foot to the other and occasionally blowing into his hands, but still alert and steady as a rock. Neither he nor Mr. Riach had performed well in the battle, but I could see they were brave in their own way, and I admired them even more because I noticed Alan looked quite pale.

“Ochone, David,” says he, “this is no the kind of death I fancy!”

“Ochone, David,” he says, “this is not the kind of death I prefer!”

“What, Alan!” I cried, “you’re not afraid?”

“What, Alan!” I exclaimed, “you’re not scared?”

“No,” said he, wetting his lips, “but you’ll allow, yourself, it’s a cold ending.”

“No,” he said, licking his lips, “but you have to admit, it’s a cold ending.”

By this time, now and then sheering to one side or the other to avoid a reef, but still hugging the wind and the land, we had got round Iona and begun to come alongside Mull. The tide at the tail of the land ran very strong, and threw the brig about. Two hands were put to the helm, and Hoseason himself would sometimes lend a help; and it was strange to see three strong men throw their weight upon the tiller, and it (like a living thing) struggle against and drive them back. This would have been the greater danger had not the sea been for some while free of obstacles. Mr. Riach, besides, announced from the top that he saw clear water ahead.

By this time, we were occasionally shifting to one side or the other to avoid a reef, but still keeping close to the wind and the land. We had rounded Iona and were starting to approach Mull. The tide at the edge of the land was very strong and tossed the brig around. Two crew members were at the helm, and Hoseason sometimes helped out; it was unusual to see three strong men lean on the tiller, which, like a living thing, fought back against them. This would have been even more dangerous if the sea hadn't been clear of obstacles for a while. Mr. Riach also called out from the top that he could see clear water ahead.

“Ye were right,” said Hoseason to Alan. “Ye have saved the brig, sir. I’ll mind that when we come to clear accounts.” And I believe he not only meant what he said, but would have done it; so high a place did the Covenant hold in his affections.

“You were right,” Hoseason said to Alan. “You’ve saved the ship, sir. I’ll remember that when we settle our accounts.” And I believe he not only meant what he said, but would have followed through; the Covenant held a special place in his heart.

But this is matter only for conjecture, things having gone otherwise than he forecast.

But this is just a matter of speculation, as things turned out differently than he expected.

“Keep her away a point,” sings out Mr. Riach. “Reef to windward!”

“Keep her away a little,” shouts Mr. Riach. “Sail closer to the wind!”

And just at the same time the tide caught the brig, and threw the wind out of her sails. She came round into the wind like a top, and the next moment struck the reef with such a dunch as threw us all flat upon the deck, and came near to shake Mr. Riach from his place upon the mast.

And just then the tide hit the brig, pushing the wind out of her sails. She spun around into the wind like a top, and the next moment crashed onto the reef with a bang that knocked us all flat on the deck and nearly shook Mr. Riach off his spot on the mast.

I was on my feet in a minute. The reef on which we had struck was close in under the southwest end of Mull, off a little isle they call Earraid, which lay low and black upon the larboard. Sometimes the swell broke clean over us; sometimes it only ground the poor brig upon the reef, so that we could hear her beat herself to pieces; and what with the great noise of the sails, and the singing of the wind, and the flying of the spray in the moonlight, and the sense of danger, I think my head must have been partly turned, for I could scarcely understand the things I saw.

I was up on my feet in no time. The reef we hit was just off the southwest tip of Mull, near a small island called Earraid, which looked low and dark to our left. Sometimes the waves crashed completely over us; other times, they just slammed the poor ship against the reef, and we could hear her breaking apart. With the loud noise of the sails, the wind howling, the spray flying in the moonlight, and the overwhelming sense of danger, I think I was a bit out of it, because I could barely grasp what I was seeing.

Presently I observed Mr. Riach and the seamen busy round the skiff, and, still in the same blank, ran over to assist them; and as soon as I set my hand to work, my mind came clear again. It was no very easy task, for the skiff lay amidships and was full of hamper, and the breaking of the heavier seas continually forced us to give over and hold on; but we all wrought like horses while we could.

Right now, I saw Mr. Riach and the sailors working around the small boat, and still feeling blank, I rushed over to help them. As soon as I started working, my mind cleared up again. It wasn’t an easy job, since the small boat was in the middle and full of gear, and the crashing waves kept forcing us to stop and hang on; but we all worked like machines as much as we could.

Meanwhile such of the wounded as could move came clambering out of the fore-scuttle and began to help; while the rest that lay helpless in their bunks harrowed me with screaming and begging to be saved.

Meanwhile, those of the injured who could move were climbing out of the fore-scuttle and started to help; while the others who lay helpless in their bunks tormented me with their screaming and pleas to be saved.

The captain took no part. It seemed he was struck stupid. He stood holding by the shrouds, talking to himself and groaning out aloud whenever the ship hammered on the rock. His brig was like wife and child to him; he had looked on, day by day, at the mishandling of poor Ransome; but when it came to the brig, he seemed to suffer along with her.

The captain didn’t get involved. It was like he was frozen in shock. He stood gripping the rigging, talking to himself and groaning out loud every time the ship slammed against the rocks. His brig was like family to him; he had watched day after day as poor Ransome mishandled it, but when it came to the brig, he seemed to feel her pain.

All the time of our working at the boat, I remember only one other thing: that I asked Alan, looking across at the shore, what country it was; and he answered, it was the worst possible for him, for it was a land of the Campbells.

All the time we were working on the boat, I only remember one other thing: I asked Alan, looking over at the shore, which country it was, and he replied that it was the worst possible one for him because it was a land of the Campbells.

We had one of the wounded men told off to keep a watch upon the seas and cry us warning. Well, we had the boat about ready to be launched, when this man sang out pretty shrill: “For God’s sake, hold on!” We knew by his tone that it was something more than ordinary; and sure enough, there followed a sea so huge that it lifted the brig right up and canted her over on her beam. Whether the cry came too late, or my hold was too weak, I know not; but at the sudden tilting of the ship I was cast clean over the bulwarks into the sea.

We had one of the injured guys assigned to keep an eye on the sea and shout warnings. Just as we were about to launch the boat, this guy shouted out pretty loudly, “For God’s sake, wait!” By the sound of his voice, we knew something was really wrong; and sure enough, a massive wave came that lifted the ship up and tipped it over to one side. I don't know if the warning came too late or if I lost my grip, but as the ship suddenly tilted, I was thrown over the side and into the water.

I went down, and drank my fill, and then came up, and got a blink of the moon, and then down again. They say a man sinks a third time for good. I cannot be made like other folk, then; for I would not like to write how often I went down, or how often I came up again. All the while, I was being hurled along, and beaten upon and choked, and then swallowed whole; and the thing was so distracting to my wits, that I was neither sorry nor afraid.

I went down, drank my fill, then came back up and caught a glimpse of the moon, and then went down again. They say a man sinks the third time for good. I guess I’m not like other people, then; because I wouldn’t want to count how many times I went down or came up again. All the while, I was being tossed around, battered and choked, and then swallowed whole; and it was so overwhelming that I felt neither regret nor fear.

Presently, I found I was holding to a spar, which helped me somewhat. And then all of a sudden I was in quiet water, and began to come to myself.

Right now, I realized I was holding onto a spar, which helped me a bit. Then, all of a sudden, I was in calm water and started to regain my senses.

It was the spare yard I had got hold of, and I was amazed to see how far I had travelled from the brig. I hailed her, indeed; but it was plain she was already out of cry. She was still holding together; but whether or not they had yet launched the boat, I was too far off and too low down to see.

It was the empty yard I had gotten, and I was shocked to see how far I had come from the ship. I called out to her, but it was clear she was too far away to hear me. She was still intact, but whether they had launched the boat yet, I was too far away and too low to tell.

While I was hailing the brig, I spied a tract of water lying between us where no great waves came, but which yet boiled white all over and bristled in the moon with rings and bubbles. Sometimes the whole tract swung to one side, like the tail of a live serpent; sometimes, for a glimpse, it would all disappear and then boil up again. What it was I had no guess, which for the time increased my fear of it; but I now know it must have been the roost or tide race, which had carried me away so fast and tumbled me about so cruelly, and at last, as if tired of that play, had flung out me and the spare yard upon its landward margin.

While I was calling for the ship, I noticed a patch of water between us where there weren’t any big waves, yet it was still churning white with rings and bubbles in the moonlight. Sometimes the whole area would sway to one side, like the tail of a live serpent; other times, it would completely vanish for a moment before boiling up again. I had no idea what it was, which only added to my fear; but now I realize it must have been the tide race that had swept me away so quickly, tossing me around so roughly, and finally, as if it got tired of the game, had thrown me and the spare yard onto the shore.

I now lay quite becalmed, and began to feel that a man can die of cold as well as of drowning. The shores of Earraid were close in; I could see in the moonlight the dots of heather and the sparkling of the mica in the rocks.

I was now completely still, and I started to feel that a person can die from cold just as much as from drowning. The shores of Earraid were nearby; I could see in the moonlight the patches of heather and the glimmer of mica in the rocks.

“Well,” thought I to myself, “if I cannot get as far as that, it’s strange!”

“Well,” I thought to myself, “if I can’t get that far, that’s odd!”

When I kicked out...
When I kicked out with both feed, I soon began to find that I was moving

I had no skill of swimming, Essen Water being small in our neighbourhood; but when I laid hold upon the yard with both arms, and kicked out with both feet, I soon begun to find that I was moving. Hard work it was, and mortally slow; but in about an hour of kicking and splashing, I had got well in between the points of a sandy bay surrounded by low hills.

I didn't know how to swim since there wasn't much water around our neighborhood, but when I grabbed onto the yard with both arms and kicked with both feet, I soon realized I was moving. It was tough work and really slow, but after about an hour of kicking and splashing, I found myself right in the middle of a sandy bay surrounded by low hills.

The sea was here quite quiet; there was no sound of any surf; the moon shone clear; and I thought in my heart I had never seen a place so desert and desolate. But it was dry land; and when at last it grew so shallow that I could leave the yard and wade ashore upon my feet, I cannot tell if I was more tired or more grateful. Both, at least, I was: tired as I never was before that night; and grateful to God as I trust I have been often, though never with more cause.

The sea was completely calm; there were no waves crashing; the moon was shining brightly, and I felt in my heart that I had never seen a place so empty and lonely. But it was dry land; and when it finally became shallow enough for me to leave the yard and walk ashore, I can’t say if I was more exhausted or more thankful. I was definitely both: more tired than I had ever been that night; and thankful to God as I hope I have been many times, though never with more reason.

Chapter XIV

CHAPTER XIV
THE ISLET

W

ith my stepping ashore I began the most unhappy part of my adventures. It was half-past twelve in the morning, and though the wind was broken by the land, it was a cold night. I dared not sit down (for I thought I should have frozen), but took off my shoes and walked to and fro upon the sand, bare-foot, and beating my breast with infinite weariness. There was no sound of man or cattle; not a cock crew, though it was about the hour of their first waking; only the surf broke outside in the distance, which put me in mind of my perils and those of my friend. To walk by the sea at that hour of the morning, and in a place so desert-like and lonesome, struck me with a kind of fear.

With my feet on dry land, I began the most miserable part of my journey. It was half-past twelve in the morning, and even though the wind was calmed by the shore, it was a chilly night. I didn't dare sit down (because I thought I'd freeze), so I took off my shoes and walked back and forth on the sand, barefoot, and beating my chest with overwhelming exhaustion. There was no sound of people or animals; not even a rooster crowed, even though it was around the time they usually wake up; only the distant sound of the surf reminded me of my dangers and those of my friend. Walking by the sea at that early hour and in such a desolate and lonely place filled me with a sense of fear.

As soon as the day began to break I put on my shoes and climbed a hill—the ruggedest scramble I ever undertook—falling, the whole way, between big blocks of granite, or leaping from one to another. When I got to the top the dawn was come. There was no sign of the brig, which must have lifted from the reef and sunk. The boat, too, was nowhere to be seen. There was never a sail upon the ocean; and in what I could see of the land was neither house nor man.

As the day started to break, I put on my shoes and climbed a hill—the toughest scramble I ever attempted—falling the whole way between large blocks of granite or jumping from one to the next. When I reached the top, dawn had arrived. There was no sign of the ship, which must have come off the reef and sunk. The boat was also nowhere in sight. There wasn’t a sail on the ocean, and as far as I could see, there were neither houses nor people on the land.

I was afraid to think what had befallen my shipmates, and afraid to look longer at so empty a scene. What with my wet clothes and weariness, and my belly that now began to ache with hunger, I had enough to trouble me without that. So I set off eastward along the south coast, hoping to find a house where I might warm myself, and perhaps get news of those I had lost. And at the worst, I considered the sun would soon rise and dry my clothes.

I was scared to think about what had happened to my shipmates, and I didn’t want to stare at such an empty scene any longer. With my wet clothes, exhaustion, and my stomach starting to hurt from hunger, I had enough to worry about without that. So, I headed east along the south coast, hoping to find a house where I could warm up and maybe get some news about those I had lost. At the very least, I figured the sun would rise soon and dry my clothes.

After a little, my way was stopped by a creek or inlet of the sea, which seemed to run pretty deep into the land; and as I had no means to get across, I must needs change my direction to go about the end of it. It was still the roughest kind of walking; indeed the whole, not only of Earraid, but of the neighbouring part of Mull (which they call the Ross) is nothing but a jumble of granite rocks with heather in among. At first the creek kept narrowing as I had looked to see; but presently to my surprise it began to widen out again. At this I scratched my head, but had still no notion of the truth: until at last I came to a rising ground, and it burst upon me all in a moment that I was cast upon a little barren isle, and cut off on every side by the salt seas.

After a while, I reached a creek or inlet from the sea that seemed to extend pretty far inland; since I had no way to get across, I had to change my direction to go around it. The walking was still rough; in fact, the entire area, not just Earraid but also the nearby part of Mull (which they call the Ross), was just a mix of granite rocks with heather growing in between. At first, the creek kept getting narrower, just as I expected, but to my surprise, it suddenly began to widen again. I scratched my head, still puzzled, until I finally reached higher ground and it hit me all at once that I was stranded on a small barren island, surrounded by saltwater on all sides.

Instead of the sun rising to dry me, it came on to rain, with a thick mist; so that my case was lamentable.

Instead of the sun coming up to dry me, it started to rain, with a heavy fog; so my situation was pitiful.

I stood in the rain, and shivered, and wondered what to do, till it occurred to me that perhaps the creek was fordable. Back I went to the narrowest point and waded in. But not three yards from shore, I plumped in head over ears; and if ever I was heard of more, it was rather by God’s grace than my own prudence. I was no wetter (for that could hardly be), but I was all the colder for this mishap; and having lost another hope was the more unhappy.

I stood in the rain, shivering and wondering what to do, until it dawned on me that maybe the creek was shallow enough to cross. I went back to the narrowest spot and waded in. But not three yards from the shore, I fell in completely; and if anyone ever heard from me again, it was more due to God’s grace than my own common sense. I wasn’t any wetter (since that was pretty much impossible), but I was definitely colder because of this mess; and having lost another hope, I felt even more miserable.

And now, all at once, the yard came in my head. What had carried me through the roost would surely serve me to cross this little quiet creek in safety. With that I set off, undaunted, across the top of the isle, to fetch and carry it back. It was a weary tramp in all ways, and if hope had not buoyed me up, I must have cast myself down and given up. Whether with the sea salt, or because I was growing fevered, I was distressed with thirst, and had to stop, as I went, and drink the peaty water out of the hags.

And then, all of a sudden, the yard came to mind. What helped me get through the roost would definitely help me cross this little calm creek safely. With that thought, I set off fearlessly across the top of the isle to fetch it and bring it back. It was a tiring trek in every way, and if hope hadn’t kept me going, I would have collapsed and given up. Whether it was the sea salt or because I was starting to feel feverish, I was really thirsty and had to stop along the way to drink the muddy water from the bogs.

I came to the bay at last, more dead than alive; and at the first glance, I thought the yard was something farther out than when I left it. In I went, for the third time, into the sea. The sand was smooth and firm, and shelved gradually down, so that I could wade out till the water was almost to my neck and the little waves splashed into my face. But at that depth my feet began to leave me, and I durst venture in no farther. As for the yard, I saw it bobbing very quietly some twenty feet beyond.

I finally arrived at the bay, feeling more dead than alive; and at first glance, I thought the yard seemed a bit farther away than when I left it. I waded into the sea for the third time. The sand was smooth and firm, sloping down gently, so I could walk out until the water was almost up to my neck and the small waves splashed against my face. But at that depth, my feet started to lose their footing, and I didn’t dare go in any farther. As for the yard, I could see it floating very calmly about twenty feet away.

I had borne up well until this last disappointment; but at that I came ashore, and flung myself down upon the sands and wept.

I had managed to stay strong until this final disappointment; but at that, I came ashore and collapsed on the sand, crying.

The time I spent upon the island is still so horrible a thought to me, that I must pass it lightly over. In all the books I have read of people cast away, they had either their pockets full of tools, or a chest of things would be thrown upon the beach along with them, as if on purpose. My case was very different. I had nothing in my pockets but money and Alan’s silver button; and being inland bred, I was as much short of knowledge as of means.

The time I spent on the island still feels like a terrible thought to me, so I need to skip over it quickly. In all the books I've read about people stranded, they either had their pockets full of tools or a chest of stuff that was thrown onto the beach with them, almost as if it were planned. My situation was completely different. I only had money and Alan’s silver button in my pockets, and since I was raised inland, I was just as lacking in knowledge as I was in resources.

I knew indeed that shell-fish were counted good to eat; and among the rocks of the isle I found a great plenty of limpets, which at first I could scarcely strike from their places, not knowing quickness to be needful. There were, besides, some of the little shells that we call buckies; I think periwinkle is the English name. Of these two I made my whole diet, devouring them cold and raw as I found them; and so hungry was I, that at first they seemed to me delicious.

I knew that shellfish were considered good to eat, and among the rocks of the island, I found a lot of limpets, which at first I could hardly pry off their spots, not realizing I needed to be quick. There were also some small shells that we call buckies; I think the English name is periwinkle. I made my entire diet from these two, eating them cold and raw as I found them; and I was so hungry that at first, they tasted delicious to me.

Perhaps they were out of season, or perhaps there was something wrong in the sea about my island. But at least I had no sooner eaten my first meal than I was seized with giddiness and retching, and lay for a long time no better than dead. A second trial of the same food (indeed I had no other) did better with me, and revived my strength. But as long as I was on the island, I never knew what to expect when I had eaten; sometimes all was well, and sometimes I was thrown into a miserable sickness; nor could I ever distinguish what particular fish it was that hurt me.

Maybe the fish were out of season, or there was something off about the sea around my island. But as soon as I finished my first meal, I felt dizzy and started throwing up, and I lay there for a long time feeling almost completely dead. Trying the same food again (since I had no other options) worked out better for me and gave me some energy back. But while I was on the island, I could never predict how I’d feel after eating; sometimes I was fine, and other times I ended up feeling really sick, and I could never figure out which specific fish was making me unwell.

All day it streamed rain; the island ran like a sop, there was no dry spot to be found; and when I lay down that night, between two boulders that made a kind of roof, my feet were in a bog.

All day it poured rain; the island was soaked through, and there was no dry place to be found; and when I lay down that night between two boulders that created a sort of roof, my feet were in a swamp.

The second day I crossed the island to all sides. There was no one part of it better than another; it was all desolate and rocky; nothing living on it but game birds which I lacked the means to kill, and the gulls which haunted the outlying rocks in a prodigious number. But the creek, or strait, that cut off the isle from the main-land of the Ross, opened out on the north into a bay, and the bay again opened into the Sound of Iona; and it was the neighbourhood of this place that I chose to be my home; though if I had thought upon the very name of home in such a spot, I must have burst out weeping.

The second day I explored the island from every angle. No part of it was better than another; it was all barren and rocky, with nothing living on it except for game birds that I couldn't hunt, and gulls that crowded the outer rocks in huge numbers. However, the creek, or strait, that separated the island from the mainland of Ross opened up to the north into a bay, which then led into the Sound of Iona. This area was where I decided to make my home, although thinking about the very idea of home in such a place made me want to cry.

I had good reasons for my choice. There was in this part of the isle a little hut of a house like a pig’s hut, where fishers used to sleep when they came there upon their business; but the turf roof of it had fallen entirely in; so that the hut was of no use to me, and gave me less shelter than my rocks. What was more important, the shell-fish on which I lived grew there in great plenty; when the tide was out I could gather a peck at a time: and this was doubtless a convenience. But the other reason went deeper. I had become in no way used to the horrid solitude of the isle, but still looked round me on all sides (like a man that was hunted), between fear and hope that I might see some human creature coming. Now, from a little up the hillside over the bay, I could catch a sight of the great, ancient church and the roofs of the people’s houses in Iona. And on the other hand, over the low country of the Ross, I saw smoke go up, morning and evening, as if from a homestead in a hollow of the land.

I had good reasons for my choice. There was a small hut on this part of the island, kind of like a pigsty, where fishermen used to sleep when they came for work; but the turf roof had completely collapsed, so the hut was useless to me and offered even less shelter than my rocks. More importantly, the shellfish I depended on were plentiful there; when the tide was out, I could gather a peck at a time, which was definitely convenient. But the other reason ran deeper. I hadn’t gotten used to the terrible solitude of the island at all and still looked around anxiously (like a hunted man), caught between fear and hope, hoping to see another person approaching. From a little spot up the hillside overlooking the bay, I could see the old, grand church and the rooftops of the houses in Iona. On the other side, over the lowlands of Ross, I saw smoke rising morning and evening, as if from a homestead tucked into a hollow in the land.

I used to watch this smoke, when I was wet and cold, and had my head half turned with loneliness; and think of the fireside and the company, till my heart burned. It was the same with the roofs of Iona. Altogether, this sight I had of men’s homes and comfortable lives, although it put a point on my own sufferings, yet it kept hope alive, and helped me to eat my raw shell-fish (which had soon grown to be a disgust), and saved me from the sense of horror I had whenever I was quite alone with dead rocks, and fowls, and the rain, and the cold sea.

I used to watch the smoke when I was wet and cold, feeling lonely; and I would think about the warmth of the fireplace and the company, which made my heart ache. The same was true for the roofs of Iona. Overall, seeing other people's homes and cozy lives, even though it highlighted my own struggles, kept hope alive for me. It helped me get through eating my raw shellfish (which I eventually came to hate) and saved me from the sense of dread I felt whenever I was completely alone with the lifeless rocks, birds, rain, and the cold sea.

I say it kept hope alive; and indeed it seemed impossible that I should be left to die on the shores of my own country, and within view of a church-tower and the smoke of men’s houses. But the second day passed; and though as long as the light lasted I kept a bright look-out for boats on the Sound or men passing on the Ross, no help came near me. It still rained, and I turned in to sleep, as wet as ever, and with a cruel sore throat, but a little comforted, perhaps, by having said good-night to my next neighbours, the people of Iona.

I believe it kept hope alive; and honestly, it felt impossible that I would be left to die on the shores of my own country, right within sight of a church tower and the smoke rising from people's homes. But the second day went by; and although I kept a close eye out for boats on the Sound or people passing by on the Ross as long as there was light, no help came my way. It continued to rain, and I settled in to sleep, just as wet as before, with a painful sore throat, but maybe feeling a bit comforted by having said good-night to my neighbors, the people of Iona.

Charles the Second declared a man could stay outdoors more days in the year in the climate of England than in any other. This was very like a king, with a palace at his back and changes of dry clothes. But he must have had better luck on his flight from Worcester than I had on that miserable isle. It was the height of the summer; yet it rained for more than twenty-four hours, and did not clear until the afternoon of the third day.

Charles the Second claimed that a person could spend more days outside in England’s climate than anywhere else. This was pretty typical for a king, who had a palace behind him and fresh, dry clothes when needed. But he must have had better luck escaping from Worcester than I did on that miserable island. It was the middle of summer; still, it rained for over twenty-four hours and didn’t clear up until the afternoon of the third day.

This was the day of incidents. In the morning I saw a red deer, a buck with a fine spread of antlers, standing in the rain on the top of the island; but he had scarce seen me rise from under my rock, before he trotted off upon the other side. I supposed he must have swum the strait; though what should bring any creature to Earraid, was more than I could fancy.

This was a day full of events. In the morning, I spotted a red deer, a buck with impressive antlers, standing in the rain on the top of the island. But as soon as he noticed me emerge from under my rock, he quickly trotted off to the other side. I figured he must have swum across the strait, although I couldn’t imagine why any creature would come to Earraid.

A little after, as I was jumping about after my limpets, I was startled by a guinea-piece, which fell upon a rock in front of me and glanced off into the sea. When the sailors gave me my money again, they kept back not only about a third of the whole sum, but my father’s leather purse; so that from that day out, I carried my gold loose in a pocket with a button. I now saw there must be a hole, and clapped my hand to the place in a great hurry. But this was to lock the stable door after the steed was stolen. I had left the shore at Queensferry with near on fifty pounds; now I found no more than two guinea-pieces and a silver shilling.

A little later, while I was jumping around looking for my limpets, I was surprised by a guinea coin that dropped onto a rock in front of me and then tumbled into the sea. When the sailors returned my money, they not only withheld about a third of the total amount but also kept my father’s leather purse. From that day on, I carried my gold loose in a pocket with a button. I realized there must be a hole, so I quickly grabbed my pocket to check. But it was too late to secure things after I had already lost them. I had left the shore at Queensferry with almost fifty pounds; now I found I had only two guinea coins and a silver shilling.

It is true I picked up a third guinea a little after, where it lay shining on a piece of turf. That made a fortune of three pounds and four shillings, English money, for a lad, the rightful heir of an estate, and now starving on an isle at the extreme end of the wild Highlands.

It’s true I found a third guinea a little later, where it was shining on a patch of grass. That made a total of three pounds and four shillings, English money, for a kid, the rightful heir to an estate, and now starving on an island at the far end of the wild Highlands.

This state of my affairs dashed me still further; and, indeed my plight on that third morning was truly pitiful. My clothes were beginning to rot; my stockings in particular were quite worn through, so that my shanks went naked; my hands had grown quite soft with the continual soaking; my throat was very sore, my strength had much abated, and my heart so turned against the horrid stuff I was condemned to eat, that the very sight of it came near to sicken me.

This situation of mine hit me even harder; in fact, my condition on that third morning was really sad. My clothes were starting to fall apart; my socks in particular were totally worn through, leaving my legs exposed; my hands had become really soft from all the soaking; my throat was very sore, I had lost a lot of strength, and my stomach had completely turned against the disgusting food I was forced to eat, so much that just seeing it almost made me nauseous.

And yet the worst was not yet come.

And yet the worst was still to come.

There is a pretty high rock on the northwest of Earraid, which (because it had a flat top and overlooked the Sound) I was much in the habit of frequenting; not that ever I stayed in one place, save when asleep, my misery giving me no rest. Indeed, I wore myself down with continual and aimless goings and comings in the rain.

There’s a pretty high rock on the northwest side of Earraid, which I often visited because it had a flat top and overlooked the Sound. I never really stayed in one spot, except when I was asleep, as my misery wouldn’t let me find any peace. I was actually wearing myself out with constant, pointless wandering in the rain.

As soon, however, as the sun came out, I lay down on the top of that rock to dry myself. The comfort of the sunshine is a thing I cannot tell. It set me thinking hopefully of my deliverance, of which I had begun to despair; and I scanned the sea and the Ross with a fresh interest. On the south of my rock, a part of the island jutted out and hid the open ocean, so that a boat could thus come quite near me upon that side, and I be none the wiser.

As soon as the sun came out, I lay down on top of that rock to dry off. The warmth of the sunshine is something I can't really describe. It made me think positively about my escape, something I had started to lose hope for; and I looked out at the sea and the Ross with renewed interest. To the south of my rock, a part of the island extended out and blocked the open ocean, allowing a boat to get quite close to me on that side without me noticing.

A coble with a brown sail came flying round that corner of the isle

Well, all of a sudden, a coble with a brown sail and a pair of fishers aboard of it, came flying round that corner of the isle, bound for Iona. I shouted out, and then fell on my knees on the rock and reached up my hands and prayed to them. They were near enough to hear—I could even see the colour of their hair; and there was no doubt but they observed me, for they cried out in the Gaelic tongue, and laughed. But the boat never turned aside, and flew on, right before my eyes, for Iona.

Well, out of nowhere, a boat with a brown sail and two fishermen on board came racing around the corner of the island, headed for Iona. I yelled out and then fell to my knees on the rock, reaching up my hands and praying to them. They were close enough to hear me—I could even see the color of their hair; and there was no doubt they noticed me because they shouted in Gaelic and laughed. But the boat didn't change its course and sped on, straight in front of me, toward Iona.

I could not believe such wickedness, and ran along the shore from rock to rock, crying on them piteously even after they were out of reach of my voice, I still cried and waved to them; and when they were quite gone, I thought my heart would have burst. All the time of my troubles I wept only twice. Once, when I could not reach the yard, and now, the second time, when these fishers turned a deaf ear to my cries. But this time I wept and roared like a wicked child, tearing up the turf with my nails, and grinding my face in the earth. If a wish would kill men, those two fishers would never have seen morning, and I should likely have died upon my island.

I couldn't believe such evil, and I ran along the shore from rock to rock, crying out to them desperately even after they were out of earshot. I kept crying and waving to them; and when they were completely gone, I thought my heart would break. During all my troubles, I only cried twice. Once, when I couldn't reach the yard, and now, for the second time, when those fishermen ignored my cries. But this time I cried and screamed like a spoiled child, tearing up the grass with my nails and pressing my face into the ground. If wishes could kill, those two fishermen would never have seen the morning, and I probably would have died on my island.

When I was a little over my anger, I must eat again, but with such loathing of the mess as I could now scarce control. Sure enough, I should have done as well to fast, for my fishes poisoned me again. I had all my first pains; my throat was so sore I could scarce swallow; I had a fit of strong shuddering, which clucked my teeth together; and there came on me that dreadful sense of illness, which we have no name for either in Scotch or English. I thought I should have died, and made my peace with God, forgiving all men, even my uncle and the fishers; and as soon as I had thus made up my mind to the worst, clearness came upon me; I observed the night was falling dry; my clothes were dried a good deal; truly, I was in a better case than ever before, since I had landed on the isle; and so I got to sleep at last, with a thought of gratitude.

When I finally calmed down from my anger, I had to eat again, but I could barely control my disgust at the mess. Honestly, it would have been better for me to skip eating altogether because the fish made me sick again. I experienced all the initial pains; my throat was so sore I could hardly swallow; I had intense shivers that clenched my teeth together; and I was hit with that awful feeling of illness that we don’t have a name for in Scottish or English. I thought I might die, and I made peace with God, forgiving everyone, even my uncle and the fishermen; and as soon as I accepted the worst, clarity washed over me. I noticed that the night was clear; my clothes were largely dry; in fact, I was in better shape than ever since I had landed on the island; and so I finally fell asleep, feeling grateful.

The next day (which was the fourth of this horrible life of mine) I found my bodily strength run very low. But the sun shone, the air was sweet, and what I managed to eat of the shell-fish agreed well with me and revived my courage.

The next day (which was the fourth of this terrible life of mine) I found my physical strength to be very low. But the sun was shining, the air was fresh, and whatever shellfish I managed to eat agreed with me and boosted my spirits.

I was scarce back on my rock (where I went always the first thing after I had eaten) before I observed a boat coming down the Sound, and with her head, as I thought, in my direction.

I had hardly settled back on my rock (where I always went right after eating) before I noticed a boat coming down the Sound, and it seemed to be headed in my direction.

I began at once to hope and fear exceedingly; for I thought these men might have thought better of their cruelty and be coming back to my assistance. But another disappointment, such as yesterday’s, was more than I could bear. I turned my back, accordingly, upon the sea, and did not look again till I had counted many hundreds. The boat was still heading for the island. The next time I counted the full thousand, as slowly as I could, my heart beating so as to hurt me. And then it was out of all question. She was coming straight to Earraid!

I immediately felt a mix of hope and fear; I thought these guys might have reconsidered their cruelty and were returning to help me. But facing another disappointment like yesterday's was more than I could handle. So, I turned my back to the sea and didn't look again until I had counted many hundreds. The boat was still heading towards the island. The next time I counted to a full thousand, as slowly as possible, my heart was pounding hard. And then it became clear. She was coming straight to Earraid!

I could no longer hold myself back, but ran to the seaside and out, from one rock to another, as far as I could go. It is a marvel I was not drowned; for when I was brought to a stand at last, my legs shook under me, and my mouth was so dry, I must wet it with the sea-water before I was able to shout.

I couldn't hold myself back anymore, so I ran to the beach and jumped from one rock to another as far as I could. It's amazing I didn't drown; when I finally stopped, my legs were shaking, and my mouth was so dry that I had to wet it with seawater before I could shout.

All this time the boat was coming on; and now I was able to perceive it was the same boat and the same two men as yesterday. This I knew by their hair, which the one had of a bright yellow and the other black. But now there was a third man along with them, who looked to be of a better class.

All this time the boat was approaching, and now I could see it was the same boat and the same two men as yesterday. I recognized them by their hair; one had bright yellow hair and the other had black. But now there was a third man with them who looked to be of a higher class.

As soon as they were come within easy speech, they let down their sail and lay quiet. In spite of my supplications, they drew no nearer in, and what frightened me most of all, the new man tee-hee’d with laughter as he talked and looked at me.

As soon as they were close enough to talk, they lowered their sail and rested. Despite my begging, they didn't come any closer, and what scared me the most was that the new guy kept laughing as he spoke and looked at me.

Then he stood up in the boat and addressed me a long while, speaking fast and with many wavings of his hand. I told him I had no Gaelic; and at this he became very angry, and I began to suspect he thought he was talking English. Listening very close, I caught the word “whateffer” several times; but all the rest was Gaelic and might have been Greek and Hebrew for me.

Then he stood up in the boat and talked to me for a long time, speaking quickly and waving his hands a lot. I told him I didn’t understand Gaelic, and he got really angry. I started to think he believed he was speaking English. By listening carefully, I caught the word “whateffer” a few times, but everything else was Gaelic and might as well have been Greek and Hebrew to me.

“Whatever,” said I, to show him I had caught a word.

“Whatever,” I said, to show him I had picked up on a word.

“Yes, yes—yes, yes,” says he, and then he looked at the other men, as much as to say, “I told you I spoke English,” and began again as hard as ever in the Gaelic.

“Yes, yes—yes, yes,” he says, and then he looks at the other men, as if to say, “I told you I spoke English,” and starts again as passionately as ever in Gaelic.

This time I picked out another word, “tide.” Then I had a flash of hope. I remembered he was always waving his hand towards the mainland of the Ross.

This time I chose a different word, “tide.” Then I had a surge of hope. I recalled that he was always gesturing towards the mainland of the Ross.

“Do you mean when the tide is out—?” I cried, and could not finish.

“Do you mean when the tide is out—?” I exclaimed, and couldn't finish.

“Yes, yes,” said he. “Tide.”

"Yep, yep," he said. "Tide."

At that I turned tail upon their boat (where my adviser had once more begun to tee-hee with laughter), leaped back the way I had come, from one stone to another, and set off running across the isle as I had never run before. In about half an hour I came out upon the shores of the creek; and, sure enough, it was shrunk into a little trickle of water, through which I dashed, not above my knees, and landed with a shout on the main island.

At that, I turned and ran back to their boat (where my adviser had started laughing again), jumped from one stone to another, and took off running across the island like I never had before. About half an hour later, I reached the shores of the creek; and, sure enough, it had shrunk to just a small trickle of water, which I sprinted through, barely up to my knees, and landed with a shout on the main island.

A sea-bred boy would not have stayed a day on Earraid; which is only what they call a tidal islet, and except in the bottom of the neaps, can be entered and left twice in every twenty-four hours, either dry-shod, or at the most by wading. Even I, who had the tide going out and in before me in the bay, and even watched for the ebbs, the better to get my shellfish—even I (I say) if I had sat down to think, instead of raging at my fate, must have soon guessed the secret, and got free. It was no wonder the fishers had not understood me. The wonder was rather that they had ever guessed my pitiful illusion, and taken the trouble to come back. I had starved with cold and hunger on that island for close upon one hundred hours. But for the fishers, I might have left my bones there, in pure folly. And even as it was, I had paid for it pretty dear, not only in past sufferings, but in my present case; being clothed like a beggar-man, scarce able to walk, and in great pain of my sore throat.

A boy raised by the sea wouldn’t have lasted a day on Earraid; it’s just what they call a tidal islet, accessible only during low tide and can be entered and exited twice every twenty-four hours, either on foot or by wading. Even I, who had the tides coming in and out right in front of me in the bay and watched the ebbs to better collect my shellfish—even I, I say, if I had taken a moment to think instead of being angry about my fate, would have figured out the secret and escaped. It’s no surprise the fishermen didn’t understand me. The real surprise is that they ever caught on to my pathetic deception and bothered to come back. I had suffered from cold and hunger on that island for almost a hundred hours. If it weren’t for the fishermen, I might have left my bones there in pure foolishness. And even then, I paid a heavy price, not only for the suffering I endured before but in my current situation; I was dressed like a beggar, barely able to walk, and in great pain from my sore throat.

I have seen wicked men and fools, a great many of both; and I believe they both get paid in the end; but the fools first.

I’ve seen a lot of wicked people and a lot of fools, and I believe they both face consequences in the end; but the fools go first.

Chapter XV

CHAPTER XV
THE LAD WITH THE SILVER BUTTON: THROUGH THE ISLE OF MULL

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he Ross of Mull, which I had now got upon, was rugged and trackless, like the isle I had just left; being all bog, and brier, and big stone. There may be roads for them that know that country well; but for my part I had no better guide than my own nose, and no other landmark than Ben More.

The Ross of Mull, which I had just arrived on, was rough and unmarked, like the island I had just left; it was all marsh, thorn bushes, and large rocks. There might be paths for those who know the area well, but as for me, I had no better guide than my own sense of direction, and the only landmark I could rely on was Ben More.

I aimed as well as I could for the smoke I had seen so often from the island; and with all my great weariness and the difficulty of the way came upon the house in the bottom of a little hollow about five or six at night. It was low and longish, roofed with turf and built of unmortared stones; and on a mound in front of it, an old gentleman sat smoking his pipe in the sun.

I aimed for the smoke I had seen so often from the island as best as I could; despite my exhaustion and the challenging path, I finally reached the house at the bottom of a small hollow around five or six in the evening. It was low and slightly elongated, with a turf roof and made of stones that weren’t mortared together. In front of it, on a mound, an elderly man was sitting, smoking his pipe in the sunlight.

With what little English he had, he gave me to understand that my shipmates had got safe ashore, and had broken bread in that very house on the day after.

With the limited English he knew, he managed to let me know that my shipmates had made it safely to shore and had shared a meal in that very house the day after.

“Was there one,” I asked, “dressed like a gentleman?”

“Was there one,” I asked, “dressed like a gentleman?”

He said they all wore rough great-coats; but to be sure, the first of them, the one that came alone, wore breeches and stockings, while the rest had sailors’ trousers.

He said they all wore heavy overcoats; but actually, the first one, the one who came by himself, wore pants and stockings, while the others had sailor pants.

“Ah,” said I, “and he would have a feathered hat?”

“Ah,” I said, “and he would wear a feathered hat?”

He told me, no, that he was bareheaded like myself.

He told me that he was also bareheaded like I was.

At first I thought Alan might have lost his hat; and then the rain came in my mind, and I judged it more likely he had it out of harm’s way under his great-coat. This set me smiling, partly because my friend was safe, partly to think of his vanity in dress.

At first, I thought Alan might have lost his hat; then rain came to my mind, and I figured it was more likely he had it out of harm's way under his coat. This made me smile, partly because my friend was safe and partly because of his vanity in how he dressed.

And then the old gentleman clapped his hand to his brow, and cried out that I must be the lad with the silver button.

And then the old man slapped his hand to his forehead and shouted that I had to be the kid with the silver button.

“Why, yes!” said I, in some wonder.

“Sure!” I said, a bit surprised.

“Well, then,” said the old gentleman, “I have a word for you, that you are to follow your friend to his country, by Torosay.”

“Well, then,” said the old gentleman, “I have something to tell you: you need to follow your friend to his country, by Torosay.”

He then asked me how I had fared, and I told him my tale. A south-country man would certainly have laughed; but this old gentleman (I call him so because of his manners, for his clothes were dropping off his back) heard me all through with nothing but gravity and pity. When I had done, he took me by the hand, led me into his hut (it was no better) and presented me before his wife, as if she had been the Queen and I a duke.

He then asked me how I was doing, and I shared my story. A guy from the south would probably have laughed; but this old man (I call him that because of his manners, even though his clothes were falling apart) listened to me with nothing but seriousness and sympathy. When I finished, he took my hand, led me into his small home (which wasn’t any better), and introduced me to his wife, as if she were a queen and I were a duke.

The good woman set oat-bread before me and a cold grouse, patting my shoulder and smiling to me all the time, for she had no English; and the old gentleman (not to be behind) brewed me a strong punch out of their country spirit. All the while I was eating, and after that when I was drinking the punch, I could scarce come to believe in my good fortune; and the house, though it was thick with the peat-smoke and as full of holes as a colander, seemed like a palace.

The kind woman served me oat bread and a cold grouse, patting my shoulder and smiling at me the whole time, since she didn't speak English. The old gentleman, eager to keep up, mixed me a strong punch with their local spirit. While I was eating and later while I was drinking the punch, I could hardly believe my luck; and even though the house was filled with peat smoke and had as many holes as a sieve, it felt like a palace.

The punch threw me in a strong sweat and a deep slumber; the good people let me lie; and it was near noon of the next day before I took the road, my throat already easier and my spirits quite restored by good fare and good news. The old gentleman, although I pressed him hard, would take no money, and gave me an old bonnet for my head; though I am free to own I was no sooner out of view of the house than I very jealously washed this gift of his in a wayside fountain.

The punch made me break into a heavy sweat and fall into a deep sleep; the kind people let me rest; and it was nearly noon the next day before I hit the road again, my throat feeling better and my spirits lifted by good food and good news. The old man, even though I insisted, wouldn’t take any money and gave me an old hat for my head; although I admit, as soon as I was out of sight of the house, I very carefully rinsed his gift in a fountain by the roadside.

Thought I to myself: “If these are the wild Highlanders, I could wish my own folk wilder.”

I thought to myself, “If these are the wild Highlanders, I actually wish my own people were wilder.”

I not only started late, but I must have wandered nearly half the time. True, I met plenty of people, grubbing in little miserable fields that would not keep a cat, or herding little kine about the bigness of asses. The Highland dress being forbidden by law since the rebellion, and the people condemned to the Lowland habit, which they much disliked, it was strange to see the variety of their array. Some went bare, only for a hanging cloak or great-coat, and carried their trousers on their backs like a useless burthen: some had made an imitation of the tartan with little parti-coloured stripes patched together like an old wife’s quilt; others, again, still wore the Highland philabeg, but by putting a few stitches between the legs transformed it into a pair of trousers like a Dutchman’s. All those makeshifts were condemned and punished, for the law was harshly applied, in hopes to break up the clan spirit; but in that out-of-the-way, sea-bound isle, there were few to make remarks and fewer to tell tales.

I not only started late, but I must have wandered almost half the time. It's true, I met a lot of people working in small, miserable fields that couldn’t support a cat, or herding little cows that were about the size of donkeys. Since the Highland dress was banned by law after the rebellion, and the people had to wear Lowland clothing, which they really didn't like, it was odd to see the variety in how they dressed. Some went bare except for a hanging cloak or big coat and carried their trousers on their backs like a useless burden; some had created a version of tartan with little multi-colored stripes patched together like an old quilt; others still wore the Highland philabeg but, by stitching it between the legs, turned it into a pair of trousers like a Dutchman’s. All those makeshift outfits were banned and punished because the law was strictly enforced, hoping to break the clan spirit; but on that remote, sea-bound island, there were few to make comments and even fewer to tell stories.

They seemed in great poverty; which was no doubt natural, now that rapine was put down, and the chiefs kept no longer an open house; and the roads (even such a wandering, country by-track as the one I followed) were infested with beggars. And here again I marked a difference from my own part of the country. For our Lowland beggars—even the gownsmen themselves, who beg by patent—had a louting, flattering way with them, and if you gave them a plaek and asked change, would very civilly return you a boddle. But these Highland beggars stood on their dignity, asked alms only to buy snuff (by their account) and would give no change.

They seemed to be living in serious poverty, which made sense since the pillaging had stopped and the chiefs no longer hosted open houses. The roads (even the winding country track I was on) were filled with beggars. Again, I noticed a difference from my own area. Our Lowland beggars—even those who legally beg—had a humble, flattering manner, and if you gave them a coin and asked for change, they would politely give you back some smaller currency. But these Highland beggars held themselves with pride, asked for donations only to buy snuff (according to them), and wouldn’t give any change.

To be sure, this was no concern of mine, except in so far as it entertained me by the way. What was much more to the purpose, few had any English, and these few (unless they were of the brotherhood of beggars) not very anxious to place it at my service. I knew Torosay to be my destination, and repeated the name to them and pointed; but instead of simply pointing in reply, they would give me a screed of the Gaelic that set me foolish; so it was small wonder if I went out of my road as often as I stayed in it.

Honestly, this wasn’t really my concern, except that it entertained me a bit. What mattered more was that very few people spoke English, and those who did (unless they were part of the beggar community) weren’t too eager to help me out. I knew I was supposed to go to Torosay, so I repeated the name and pointed, but instead of just pointing back, they would launch into a long stream of Gaelic that left me confused. So, it’s no surprise that I often ended up wandering off the path as much as I stayed on it.

At last, about eight at night, and already very weary, I came to a lone house, where I asked admittance, and was refused, until I bethought me of the power of money in so poor a country, and held up one of my guineas in my finger and thumb. Thereupon, the man of the house, who had hitherto pretended to have no English, and driven me from his door by signals, suddenly began to speak as clearly as was needful, and agreed for five shillings to give me a night’s lodging and guide me the next day to Torosay.

Finally, around eight at night, and already very tired, I arrived at a remote house, where I asked to come in but was turned away. Then I remembered the impact of money in such a poor country and held up one of my guineas between my finger and thumb. Suddenly, the man of the house, who had previously pretended not to speak English and had shooed me away with gestures, began to speak clearly enough and agreed to give me a night’s lodging and guide me to Torosay the next day for five shillings.

I slept uneasily that night, fearing I should be robbed; but I might have spared myself the pain; for my host was no robber, only miserably poor and a great cheat. He was not alone in his poverty; for the next morning, we must go five miles about to the house of what he called a rich man to have one of my guineas changed. This was perhaps a rich man for Mull; he would have scarce been thought so in the south; for it took all he had—the whole house was turned upside down, and a neighbour brought under contribution, before he could scrape together twenty shillings in silver. The odd shilling he kept for himself, protesting he could ill afford to have so great a sum of money lying “locked up.” For all that he was very courteous and well spoken, made us both sit down with his family to dinner, and brewed punch in a fine china bowl, over which my rascal guide grew so merry that he refused to start.

I slept fitfully that night, afraid I might get robbed; but I could have saved myself the worry because my host wasn’t a thief, just extremely poor and quite deceitful. He wasn’t the only one struggling; the next morning, we had to take a five-mile detour to what he referred to as a rich man’s house to get one of my guineas changed. This was possibly considered a wealthy man for Mull, but he wouldn't have been seen that way in the south; it took everything he had—the whole house was in disarray, and a neighbor had to chip in before he could gather twenty shillings in silver. He kept the extra shilling for himself, claiming he could hardly afford to have such a large sum “locked up.” Still, he was very polite and well-spoken, invited us to join his family for dinner, and made punch in a fine china bowl, making my mischievous guide so cheerful that he refused to leave.

I was for getting angry, and appealed to the rich man (Hector Maclean was his name), who had been a witness to our bargain and to my payment of the five shillings. But Maclean had taken his share of the punch, and vowed that no gentleman should leave his table after the bowl was brewed; so there was nothing for it but to sit and hear Jacobite toasts and Gaelic songs, till all were tipsy and staggered off to the bed or the barn for their night’s rest.

I was getting angry and turned to the rich man (Hector Maclean was his name), who had seen our deal and my payment of the five shillings. But Maclean had had his fill of the punch and insisted that no gentleman should leave his table after the bowl was served; so all I could do was sit and listen to Jacobite toasts and Gaelic songs until everyone was tipsy and stumbled off to bed or the barn for the night.

Next day (the fourth of my travels) we were up before five upon the clock; but my rascal guide got to the bottle at once, and it was three hours before I had him clear of the house, and then (as you shall hear) only for a worse disappointment.

Next day (the fourth of my travels) we were up before five o'clock; but my troublesome guide went straight for the bottle, and it took three hours before I got him out of the house, and then (as you will hear) only to face a worse disappointment.

As long as we went down a heathery valley that lay before Mr. Maclean’s house, all went well; only my guide looked constantly over his shoulder, and when I asked him the cause, only grinned at me. No sooner, however, had we crossed the back of a hill, and got out of sight of the house windows, than he told me Torosay lay right in front, and that a hill-top (which he pointed out) was my best landmark.

As long as we walked down a heather-covered valley that stretched out in front of Mr. Maclean’s house, everything went smoothly; my guide just kept glancing back over his shoulder, and when I asked him why, he only smiled at me. But as soon as we crossed over the back of a hill and were out of sight of the house windows, he told me that Torosay was straight ahead, and that a hilltop (which he pointed out) was my best reference point.

“I care very little for that,” said I, “since you are going with me.”

“I don’t care much about that,” I said, “since you’re coming with me.”

The impudent cheat answered me in the Gaelic that he had no English.

The rude trickster responded to me in Gaelic that he didn't speak English.

“My fine fellow,” I said, “I know very well your English comes and goes. Tell me what will bring it back? Is it more money you wish?”

“My good man,” I said, “I know your English is a bit spotty. What will help bring it back? Do you want more money?”

“Five shillings mair,” said he, “and hersel’ will bring ye there.”

"Five shillings more," he said, "and she will take you there."

I reflected awhile and then offered him two, which he accepted greedily, and insisted on having in his hands at once “for luck,” as he said, but I think it was rather for my misfortune.

I thought for a moment and then handed him two, which he took eagerly, insisting on having them in his hands immediately "for luck," as he put it, though I believe it was more for my bad luck.

The two shillings carried him not quite as many miles; at the end of which distance, he sat down upon the wayside and took off his brogues from his feet, like a man about to rest.

The two shillings didn’t take him as far as he hoped; at the end of that distance, he sat down by the side of the road and took off his shoes, like someone getting ready to rest.

I was now red-hot. “Ha!” said I, “have you no more English?”

I was now really angry. “Ha!” I said, “don’t you have anything else to say in English?”

He said impudently, “No.”

He said boldly, “No.”

At that I boiled over, and lifted my hand to strike him; and he, drawing a knife from his rags, squatted back and grinned at me like a wildcat. At that, forgetting everything but my anger, I ran in upon him, put aside his knife with my left, and struck him in the mouth with the right. I was a strong lad and very angry, and he but a little man; and he went down before me heavily. By good luck, his knife flew out of his hand as he fell.

At that, I lost my temper and raised my hand to hit him; he pulled a knife from his tattered clothes, crouched back, and grinned at me like a wild animal. In that moment, forgetting everything but my rage, I charged at him, pushed his knife aside with my left hand, and hit him in the mouth with my right. I was a strong kid and really angry, and he was just a little guy; he fell hard before me. Luckily, his knife flew out of his hand as he went down.

I picked up both that and his brogues, wished him a good morning, and set off upon my way, leaving him barefoot and disarmed. I chuckled to myself as I went, being sure I was done with that rogue, for a variety of reasons. First, he knew he could have no more of my money; next, the brogues were worth in that country only a few pence; and, lastly, the knife, which was really a dagger, it was against the law for him to carry.

I grabbed both that and his brogues, wished him a good morning, and left on my way, leaving him barefoot and unarmed. I laughed to myself as I walked, confident that I was finished with that trickster, for several reasons. First, he knew he wouldn't be getting any more of my money; next, the brogues were only worth a few pennies in that country; and lastly, the knife, which was actually a dagger, was illegal for him to carry.

In about half an hour of walk, I overtook a great, ragged man, moving pretty fast but feeling before him with a staff. He was quite blind, and told me he was a catechist, which should have put me at my ease. But his face went against me; it seemed dark and dangerous and secret; and presently, as we began to go on alongside, I saw the steel butt of a pistol sticking from under the flap of his coat-pocket. To carry such a thing meant a fine of fifteen pounds sterling upon a first offence, and transportation to the colonies upon a second. Nor could I quite see why a religious teacher should go armed, or what a blind man could be doing with a pistol.

In about half an hour of walking, I passed a large, disheveled man who was moving pretty quickly but feeling his way with a cane. He was completely blind and told me he was a catechist, which should have made me feel at ease. But there was something unsettling about his face; it looked dark, dangerous, and secretive. Soon, as we walked side by side, I noticed the steel butt of a pistol sticking out from under the flap of his coat pocket. Carrying something like that could result in a fine of fifteen pounds for a first offense and exile to the colonies for a second. I couldn’t understand why a religious teacher would be armed or what a blind man would need a pistol for.

I told him about my guide, for I was proud of what I had done, and my vanity for once got the heels of my prudence. At the mention of the five shillings he cried out so loud that I made up my mind I should say nothing of the other two, and was glad he could not see my blushes.

I told him about my guide because I was proud of what I'd accomplished, and for once my vanity overcame my sense of caution. When I mentioned the five shillings, he shouted so loudly that I decided not to mention the other two, and I was glad he couldn't see me blushing.

“Was it too much?” I asked, a little faltering.

“Was it too much?” I asked, feeling a bit hesitant.

“Too much!” cries he. “Why, I will guide you to Torosay myself for a dram of brandy. And give you the great pleasure of my company (me that is a man of some learning) in the bargain.”

“Too much!” he exclaims. “I’ll take you to Torosay myself for a shot of brandy. And you’ll get the pleasure of my company (me, a guy with some knowledge) as a bonus.”

I said I did not see how a blind man could be a guide; but at that he laughed aloud, and said his stick was eyes enough for an eagle.

I said I didn't see how a blind man could be a guide; but he laughed loudly and said his stick was enough eyes for an eagle.

“In the Isle of Mull, at least,” says he, “where I know every stone and heather-bush by mark of head. See, now,” he said, striking right and left, as if to make sure, “down there a burn is running; and at the head of it there stands a bit of a small hill with a stone cocked upon the top of that; and it’s hard at the foot of the hill, that the way runs by to Torosay; and the way here, being for droves, is plainly trodden, and will show grassy through the heather.”

"In the Isle of Mull, at least," he says, "where I know every stone and heather bush by sight. Look now," he said, striking out in all directions, as if to confirm, "down there a stream is running; and at the top of it, there's a small hill with a stone perched on top; and it's right at the base of that hill where the path leads to Torosay; and this path, meant for herds, is clearly worn and will look grassy through the heather."

I had to own he was right in every feature, and told my wonder.

I had to admit he was right in every way, and I expressed my astonishment.

“Ha!” says he, “that’s nothing. Would ye believe me now, that before the Act came out, and when there were weepons in this country, I could shoot? Ay, could I!” cries he, and then with a leer: “If ye had such a thing as a pistol here to try with, I would show ye how it’s done.”

“Ha!” he says, “that’s nothing. Would you believe me now, that before the law was passed, and when there were weapons in this country, I could shoot? Yeah, I could!” he exclaims, and then with a smirk: “If you had something like a pistol here to try out, I would show you how it’s done.”

I told him I had nothing of the sort, and gave him a wider berth. If he had known, his pistol stuck at that time quite plainly out of his pocket, and I could see the sun twinkle on the steel of the butt. But by the better luck for me, he knew nothing, thought all was covered, and lied on in the dark.

I told him I didn’t have anything like that and kept my distance. If he had known, his gun was clearly sticking out of his pocket, and I could see the sun shining off the steel of the handle. But luckily for me, he didn’t know anything, thought everything was hidden, and kept lying in the dark.

He then began to question me cunningly, where I came from, whether I was rich, whether I could change a five-shilling piece for him (which he declared he had that moment in his sporran), and all the time he kept edging up to me and I avoiding him. We were now upon a sort of green cattle-track which crossed the hills towards Torosay, and we kept changing sides upon that like dancers in a reel. I had so plainly the upper-hand that my spirits rose, and indeed I took a pleasure in this game of blindman’s buff; but the catechist grew angrier and angrier, and at last began to swear in Gaelic and to strike for my legs with his staff.

He then started to question me slyly about where I was from, whether I was wealthy, and if I could change a five-shilling coin for him (which he claimed he had right at that moment in his sporran). All the while, he kept moving closer to me while I kept trying to avoid him. We were now on a sort of green cattle path that crossed the hills toward Torosay, switching sides like dancers in a reel. I clearly had the upper hand, which lifted my spirits, and I actually enjoyed this game of blindman's buff; but the catechist became angrier and angrier, and eventually started cursing in Gaelic and swinging his staff at my legs.

The catechist began to swear and to strike for my legs with his staff

Then I told him that, sure enough, I had a pistol in my pocket as well as he, and if he did not strike across the hill due south I would even blow his brains out.

Then I told him that, sure enough, I had a gun in my pocket just like he did, and if he didn't head straight across the hill to the south, I would blow his brains out.

He became at once very polite, and after trying to soften me for some time, but quite in vain, he cursed me once more in Gaelic and took himself off. I watched him striding along, through bog and brier, tapping with his stick, until he turned the end of a hill and disappeared in the next hollow. Then I struck on again for Torosay, much better pleased to be alone than to travel with that man of learning. This was an unlucky day; and these two, of whom I had just rid myself, one after the other, were the two worst men I met with in the Highlands.

He became very polite right away, and after trying to win me over for a while, but totally failing, he cursed me again in Gaelic and left. I watched him striding away, through the bog and thorns, tapping his stick, until he turned the end of a hill and vanished into the next hollow. Then I continued on to Torosay, feeling much happier being alone than traveling with that man of knowledge. It was an unlucky day, and those two, from whom I had just freed myself, one after the other, were the two worst people I encountered in the Highlands.

At Torosay, on the Sound of Mull and looking over to the mainland of Morven, there was an inn with an innkeeper, who was a Maclean, it appeared, of a very high family; for to keep an inn is thought even more genteel in the Highlands than it is with us, perhaps as partaking of hospitality, or perhaps because the trade is idle and drunken. He spoke good English, and finding me to be something of a scholar, tried me first in French, where he easily beat me, and then in the Latin, in which I don’t know which of us did best. This pleasant rivalry put us at once upon friendly terms; and I sat up and drank punch with him (or to be more correct, sat up and watched him drink it), until he was so tipsy that he wept upon my shoulder.

At Torosay, on the Sound of Mull and overlooking the mainland of Morven, there was an inn run by an innkeeper who seemed to be a Maclean from a very distinguished family. In the Highlands, running an inn is considered even more respectable than it is elsewhere, possibly because it involves hospitality, or maybe because the business attracts a lot of idle drinking. He spoke excellent English, and upon discovering that I had some scholarly knowledge, he challenged me first to a game of French, where he easily outperformed me, and then to Latin, where it was hard to tell who did better. This friendly competition quickly established a camaraderie between us, and I stayed up drinking punch with him (or to be more accurate, I stayed up watching him drink it) until he became so drunk that he started crying on my shoulder.

I tried him, as if by accident, with a sight of Alan’s button; but it was plain he had never seen or heard of it. Indeed, he bore some grudge against the family and friends of Ardshiel, and before he was drunk he read me a lampoon, in very good Latin, but with a very ill meaning, which he had made in elegiac verses upon a person of that house.

I tested him, almost accidentally, with a glimpse of Alan’s button; but it was clear he had never seen or heard of it. In fact, he held some grudge against the family and friends of Ardshiel, and before he got drunk, he recited a mocking poem to me, written in pretty good Latin but with a very negative meaning, which he had crafted in elegiac verses about someone from that house.

When I told him of my catechist, he shook his head, and said I was lucky to have got clear off. “That is a very dangerous man,” he said; “Duncan Mackiegh is his name; he can shoot by the ear at several yards, and has been often accused of highway robberies, and once of murder.”

When I mentioned my catechist to him, he shook his head and said I was fortunate to have gotten away. "He’s a very dangerous man," he said. "Duncan Mackiegh is his name; he can shoot accurately from several yards away and has often been accused of highway robbery, and once of murder."

“The cream of it is,” says I, “that he called himself a catechist.”

“The best part is,” I said, “that he called himself a catechist.”

“And why should he not?” says he, “when that is what he is. It was Maclean of Duart gave it to him because he was blind. But perhaps it was a peety,” says my host, “for he is always on the road, going from one place to another to hear the young folk say their religion; and, doubtless, that is a great temptation to the poor man.”

“And why shouldn’t he?” he says. “That’s just who he is. It was Maclean of Duart who gave it to him because he was blind. But maybe it was a pity,” says my host, “because he’s always on the road, going from one place to another to listen to the young folks discuss their faith; and, no doubt, that’s a big temptation for the poor guy.”

At last, when my landlord could drink no more, he showed me to a bed, and I lay down in very good spirits; having travelled the greater part of that big and crooked Island of Mull, from Earraid to Torosay, fifty miles as the crow flies, and (with my wanderings) much nearer a hundred, in four days and with little fatigue. Indeed I was by far in better heart and health of body at the end of that long tramp than I had been at the beginning.

At last, when my landlord could drink no more, he showed me to a bed, and I lay down feeling really good; having traveled most of that big, winding Island of Mull, from Earraid to Torosay, fifty miles as the crow flies, and (with my wandering) almost a hundred, in four days and without much fatigue. In fact, I was in much better spirits and healthier at the end of that long hike than I had been at the beginning.

Chapter XVI

CHAPTER XVI
THE LAD WITH THE SILVER BUTTON: ACROSS MORVEN

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here is a regular ferry from Torosay to Kinlochaline on the mainland. Both shores of the Sound are in the country of the strong clan of the Macleans, and the people that passed the ferry with me were almost all of that clan. The skipper of the boat, on the other hand, was called Neil Roy Macrob; and since Macrob was one of the names of Alan’s clansmen, and Alan himself had sent me to that ferry, I was eager to come to private speech of Neil Roy.

There’s a regular ferry from Torosay to Kinlochaline on the mainland. Both sides of the Sound belong to the strong Maclean clan, and almost everyone who used the ferry with me was from that clan. The captain of the boat was named Neil Roy Macrob; since Macrob was one of Alan’s clansmen, and Alan had sent me to that ferry, I was eager to talk privately with Neil Roy.

In the crowded boat this was of course impossible, and the passage was a very slow affair. There was no wind, and as the boat was wretchedly equipped, we could pull but two oars on one side, and one on the other. The men gave way, however, with a good will, the passengers taking spells to help them, and the whole company giving the time in Gaelic boat-songs. And what with the songs, and the sea-air, and the good-nature and spirit of all concerned, and the bright weather, the passage was a pretty thing to have seen.

In the crowded boat, this was obviously impossible, and the journey was very slow. There was no wind, and since the boat was poorly equipped, we could only use two oars on one side and one on the other. The men, however, put in a lot of effort, with the passengers taking turns to help, and everyone singing along to Gaelic boat songs. With the songs, the sea air, the good vibes and spirit of everyone involved, and the nice weather, the trip was quite a sight to behold.

But there was one melancholy part. In the mouth of Loch Aline we found a great sea-going ship at anchor; and this I supposed at first to be one of the King’s cruisers which were kept along that coast, both summer and winter, to prevent communication with the French. As we got a little nearer, it became plain she was a ship of merchandise; and what still more puzzled me, not only her decks, but the sea-beach also, were quite black with people, and skiffs were continually plying to and fro between them. Yet nearer, and there began to come to our ears a great sound of mourning, the people on board and those on the shore crying and lamenting one to another so as to pierce the heart.

But there was one sad part. At the mouth of Loch Aline, we found a large sea-going ship at anchor; at first, I thought it was one of the King’s cruisers that patrolled that coast year-round to prevent contact with the French. As we got a little closer, it became clear that it was a merchant ship; what puzzled me even more was that not only her decks but also the beach were packed with people, and small boats were constantly moving back and forth between them. As we approached even more, we began to hear a loud sound of mourning, with people on board and those on shore crying out to each other in a way that was heart-wrenching.

Then I understood this was an emigrant ship bound for the American colonies.

Then I realized this was a passenger ship heading to the American colonies.

We put the ferry-boat alongside, and the exiles leaned over the bulwarks, weeping and reaching out their hands to my fellow-passengers, among whom they counted some near friends. How long this might have gone on I do not know, for they seemed to have no sense of time: but at last the captain of the ship, who seemed near beside himself (and no great wonder) in the midst of this crying and confusion, came to the side and begged us to depart.

We brought the ferry-boat alongside, and the exiles leaned over the railing, crying and reaching out their hands to my fellow passengers, some of whom were close friends. I don’t know how long this went on, as they seemed to lose track of time; however, eventually, the captain of the ship, who looked almost frantic (which was understandable) amid all the crying and chaos, came to the side and urged us to leave.

Thereupon Neil sheered off; and the chief singer in our boat struck into a melancholy air, which was presently taken up both by the emigrants and their friends upon the beach, so that it sounded from all sides like a lament for the dying. I saw the tears run down the cheeks of the men and women in the boat, even as they bent at the oars; and the circumstances and the music of the song (which is one called “Lochaber no more”) were highly affecting even to myself.

Thereupon, Neil cut away, and the main singer in our boat started a sad tune, which was soon picked up by the emigrants and their friends on the beach, creating a mournful sound from all around like a farewell for the dying. I saw tears streaming down the faces of the men and women in the boat, even as they rowed; the situation and the song (which is called “Lochaber no more”) were deeply moving, even to me.

At Kinlochaline I got Neil Roy upon one side on the beach, and said I made sure he was one of Appin’s men.

At Kinlochaline, I pulled Neil Roy aside on the beach and said I was certain he was one of Appin’s men.

“And what for no?” said he.

"And why not?" he asked.

“I am seeking somebody,” said I; “and it comes in my mind that you will have news of him. Alan Breck Stewart is his name.” And very foolishly, instead of showing him the button, I sought to pass a shilling in his hand.

“I’m looking for someone,” I said; “and I think you might have news about him. His name is Alan Breck Stewart.” And very foolishly, instead of showing him the button, I tried to give him a shilling.

At this he drew back. “I am very much affronted,” he said; “and this is not the way that one shentleman should behave to another at all. The man you ask for is in France; but if he was in my sporran,” says he, “and your belly full of shillings, I would not hurt a hair upon his body.”

At this, he stepped back. “I’m really offended,” he said; “and this is not how one gentleman should treat another at all. The man you’re looking for is in France; but even if he were in my pouch,” he said, “and your stomach full of coins, I still wouldn’t harm a hair on his head.”

I saw I had gone the wrong way to work, and without wasting time upon apologies, showed him the button lying in the hollow of my palm.

I realized I had taken the wrong route to work, and without wasting time on apologies, I held out the button resting in the palm of my hand.

“Aweel, aweel,” said Neil; “and I think ye might have begun with that end of the stick, whatever! But if ye are the lad with the silver button, all is well, and I have the word to see that ye come safe. But if ye will pardon me to speak plainly,” says he, “there is a name that you should never take into your mouth, and that is the name of Alan Breck; and there is a thing that ye would never do, and that is to offer your dirty money to a Hieland shentleman.”

“Well, well,” said Neil; “and I think you could have started with that end of the stick, whatever! But if you’re the guy with the silver button, then everything’s good, and I have the assurance that you’ll be safe. But if you’ll excuse me for speaking plainly,” he continued, “there’s a name you should never mention, and that’s Alan Breck; and there’s one thing you should never do, and that’s offer your dirty money to a Highland gentleman.”

It was not very easy to apologise; for I could scarce tell him (what was the truth) that I had never dreamed he would set up to be a gentleman until he told me so. Neil on his part had no wish to prolong his dealings with me, only to fulfil his orders and be done with it; and he made haste to give me my route. This was to lie the night in Kinlochaline in the public inn; to cross Morven the next day to Ardgour, and lie the night in the house of one John of the Claymore, who was warned that I might come; the third day, to be set across one loch at Corran and another at Balachulish, and then ask my way to the house of James of the Glens, at Aucharn in Duror of Appin. There was a good deal of ferrying, as you hear; the sea in all this part running deep into the mountains and winding about their roots. It makes the country strong to hold and difficult to travel, but full of prodigious wild and dreadful prospects.

It wasn't easy to apologize because I could hardly tell him (which was the truth) that I never expected he would try to act like a gentleman until he said so. Neil, for his part, didn't want to drag things out with me; he just wanted to carry out his orders and be done with it. He quickly laid out my route. I was to spend the night in Kinlochaline at the public inn, then cross Morven the next day to Ardgour, and stay the night at the home of a guy named John of the Claymore, who had been warned that I might arrive. The next day, I would need to take a ferry across one loch at Corran and another at Balachulish, and then ask for directions to the house of James of the Glens, at Aucharn in Duror of Appin. There was a lot of ferrying involved, as you can imagine; the sea in this area runs deep into the mountains and winds around their bases. This makes the region tough to settle and hard to travel through, but it's filled with impressive wild and terrifying sights.

I had some other advice from Neil: to speak with no one by the way, to avoid Whigs, Campbells, and the “red-soldiers;” to leave the road and lie in a bush if I saw any of the latter coming, “for it was never chancy to meet in with them;” and in brief, to conduct myself like a robber or a Jacobite agent, as perhaps Neil thought me.

I got some other advice from Neil: to not talk to anyone along the way, to steer clear of Whigs, Campbells, and the “red soldiers;” to leave the road and hide in a bush if I saw any of them coming, “because it was never safe to run into them;” and basically, to act like a thief or a Jacobite agent, as Neil probably believed I would.

The inn at Kinlochaline was the most beggarly vile place that ever pigs were styed in, full of smoke, vermin, and silent Highlanders. I was not only discontented with my lodging, but with myself for my mismanagement of Neil, and thought I could hardly be worse off. But very wrongly, as I was soon to see; for I had not been half an hour at the inn (standing in the door most of the time, to ease my eyes from the peat smoke) when a thunderstorm came close by, the springs broke in a little hill on which the inn stood, and one end of the house became a running water. Places of public entertainment were bad enough all over Scotland in those days; yet it was a wonder to myself, when I had to go from the fireside to the bed in which I slept, wading over the shoes.

The inn at Kinlochaline was the most miserable, disgusting place that ever housed pigs, filled with smoke, pests, and quiet Highlanders. I was not only unhappy with my accommodations but also frustrated with myself for mishandling Neil, thinking I couldn't possibly be in a worse situation. But I was mistaken, as I would soon find out; for I had barely been at the inn for half an hour (mostly standing in the doorway to escape the peat smoke) when a thunderstorm hit nearby, the springs on the little hill the inn was on burst, and one end of the house turned into a stream. Public inns were pretty bad all over Scotland at that time; yet it amazed me when I had to go from the fireplace to the bed where I slept, wading through water up to my shoes.

Early in my next day’s journey I overtook a little, stout, solemn man, walking very slowly with his toes turned out, sometimes reading in a book and sometimes marking the place with his finger, and dressed decently and plainly in something of a clerical style.

Early in my journey the next day, I passed a short, stocky, serious man, walking very slowly with his toes pointed outward, occasionally reading a book and sometimes marking his place with his finger, dressed simply and modestly in a somewhat clerical style.

This I found to be another catechist, but of a different order from the blind man of Mull: being indeed one of those sent out by the Edinburgh Society for Propagating Christian Knowledge, to evangelise the more savage places of the Highlands. His name was Henderland; he spoke with the broad south-country tongue, which I was beginning to weary for the sound of; and besides common countryship, we soon found we had a more particular bond of interest. For my good friend, the minister of Essendean, had translated into the Gaelic in his by-time a number of hymns and pious books which Henderland used in his work, and held in great esteem. Indeed, it was one of these he was carrying and reading when we met.

This was another teacher, but different from the blind man of Mull: he was actually one of those sent out by the Edinburgh Society for Propagating Christian Knowledge to spread the gospel in the more remote areas of the Highlands. His name was Henderland; he spoke with the broad southern accent that I was starting to miss; and besides our shared hometown, we quickly discovered we had a deeper connection. My good friend, the minister of Essendean, had translated several hymns and religious books into Gaelic during his spare time, which Henderland used in his work and valued highly. In fact, he was carrying and reading one of those books when we met.

We fell in company at once, our ways lying together as far as to Kingairloch. As we went, he stopped and spoke with all the wayfarers and workers that we met or passed; and though of course I could not tell what they discoursed about, yet I judged Mr. Henderland must be well liked in the countryside, for I observed many of them to bring out their mulls and share a pinch of snuff with him.

We quickly started traveling together, heading in the same direction towards Kingairloch. As we walked, he paused to chat with all the travelers and workers we encountered. Although I couldn’t hear their conversations, it seemed to me that Mr. Henderland was well-liked in the area because I noticed many of them offering him their mulls and sharing a pinch of snuff with him.

I told him as far in my affairs as I judged wise; as far, that is, as they were none of Alan’s; and gave Balachulish as the place I was travelling to, to meet a friend; for I thought Aucharn, or even Duror, would be too particular, and might put him on the scent.

I told him as much about my situation as I thought was smart; specifically, what didn’t involve Alan. I mentioned Balachulish as my destination to meet a friend because I figured Aucharn, or even Duror, would be too specific and might raise his suspicions.

On his part, he told me much of his work and the people he worked among, the hiding priests and Jacobites, the Disarming Act, the dress, and many other curiosities of the time and place. He seemed moderate; blaming Parliament in several points, and especially because they had framed the Act more severely against those who wore the dress than against those who carried weapons.

He shared a lot about his work and the people he was involved with, including the hiding priests and Jacobites, the Disarming Act, the clothing, and various other interesting things from that time and place. He appeared to be reasonable, criticizing Parliament on several points, especially for making the Act harsher against those who wore the clothing than against those who carried weapons.

This moderation put it in my mind to question him of the Red Fox and the Appin tenants; questions which, I thought, would seem natural enough in the mouth of one travelling to that country.

This calmness made me think to ask him about the Red Fox and the Appin tenants; questions that I figured would be pretty natural for someone traveling to that area.

He said it was a bad business. “It’s wonderful,” said he, “where the tenants find the money, for their life is mere starvation. (Ye don’t carry such a thing as snuff, do ye, Mr. Balfour? No. Well, I’m better wanting it.) But these tenants (as I was saying) are doubtless partly driven to it. James Stewart in Duror (that’s him they call James of the Glens) is half-brother to Ardshiel, the captain of the clan; and he is a man much looked up to, and drives very hard. And then there’s one they call Alan Breck—”

He said it was a bad situation. “It’s amazing,” he said, “how the tenants manage to find money, because they’re basically just scraping by. (You don’t happen to have any snuff, do you, Mr. Balfour? No? Well, I’m okay without it.) But these tenants (as I was saying) are definitely partly forced into this. James Stewart in Duror (that’s the guy they call James of the Glens) is the half-brother of Ardshiel, the clan’s leader; he’s a man who is highly respected and really pushes hard. And then there’s someone called Alan Breck—”

“Ah!” I cried, “what of him?”

“Ah!” I exclaimed, “what about him?”

“What of the wind that bloweth where it listeth?” said Henderland. “He’s here and awa; here to-day and gone to-morrow: a fair heather-cat. He might be glowering at the two of us out of yon whin-bush, and I wouldnae wonder! Ye’ll no carry such a thing as snuff, will ye?”

"What about the wind that blows where it wants?" said Henderland. "It's here one moment and gone the next: a true heather-cat. He could be watching us from that gorse bush over there, and I wouldn't be surprised! You don't have any snuff on you, do you?"

I told him no, and that he had asked the same thing more than once.

I told him no and that he had asked the same thing several times.

“It’s highly possible,” said he, sighing. “But it seems strange ye shouldnae carry it. However, as I was saying, this Alan Breck is a bold, desperate customer, and well kent to be James’s right hand. His life is forfeit already; he would boggle at naething; and maybe, if a tenant-body was to hang back he would get a dirk in his wame.”

“It’s very likely,” he said with a sigh. “But it seems odd that you wouldn’t take it. Anyway, as I was saying, this Alan Breck is a daring and reckless guy, and well known to be James’s right hand man. His life is already at risk; he wouldn’t hesitate at anything; and maybe, if a tenant were to hold back, he would get a dagger in his belly.”

“You make a poor story of it all, Mr. Henderland,” said I. “If it is all fear upon both sides, I care to hear no more of it.”

“You're telling a terrible story, Mr. Henderland,” I said. “If it's just fear on both sides, I don’t want to hear any more about it.”

“Na,” said Mr. Henderland, “but there’s love too, and self-denial that should put the like of you and me to shame. There’s something fine about it; no perhaps Christian, but humanly fine. Even Alan Breck, by all that I hear, is a chield to be respected. There’s many a lying sneck-draw sits close in kirk in our own part of the country, and stands well in the world’s eye, and maybe is a far worse man, Mr. Balfour, than yon misguided shedder of man’s blood. Ay, ay, we might take a lesson by them.—Ye’ll perhaps think I’ve been too long in the Hielands?” he added, smiling to me.

“Not at all,” said Mr. Henderland, “but there’s love too, and self-denial that should make people like us ashamed. There’s something admirable about it; maybe not Christian, but humanly admirable. Even Alan Breck, from what I hear, is a person to be respected. There are plenty of deceitful people sitting comfortably in church in our own area, who seem to have a good reputation, and might actually be far worse, Mr. Balfour, than that misguided killer. Yes, yes, we could learn a thing or two from them.—You might think I’ve spent too much time in the Highlands?” he added, smiling at me.

I told him not at all; that I had seen much to admire among the Highlanders; and if he came to that, Mr. Campbell himself was a Highlander.

I told him not at all; that I had seen a lot to admire among the Highlanders; and if it came down to it, Mr. Campbell himself was a Highlander.

“Ay,” said he, “that’s true. It’s a fine blood.”

“Ay,” he said, “that’s true. It’s great blood.”

“And what is the King’s agent about?” I asked.

“And what is the King’s agent doing?” I asked.

“Colin Campbell?” says Henderland. “Putting his head in a bees’ byke!”

“Colin Campbell?” Henderland says. “Sticking his head in a beehive!”

“He is to turn the tenants out by force, I hear?” said I.

"Is he really going to force the tenants out?" I asked.

“Yes,” says he, “but the business has gone back and forth, as folk say. First, James of the Glens rode to Edinburgh, and got some lawyer (a Stewart, nae doubt—they all hing together like bats in a steeple) and had the proceedings stayed. And then Colin Campbell cam’ in again, and had the upper-hand before the Barons of Exchequer. And now they tell me the first of the tenants are to flit to-morrow. It’s to begin at Duror under James’s very windows, which doesnae seem wise by my humble way of it.”

“Yes,” he says, “but the situation has gone back and forth, as people say. First, James of the Glens rode to Edinburgh and got some lawyer (a Stewart, no doubt—they all stick together like bats in a steeple) and had the proceedings paused. Then Colin Campbell came back and had the upper hand before the Barons of Exchequer. And now I'm hearing that the first of the tenants are moving out tomorrow. It’s starting at Duror right under James’s windows, which doesn’t seem wise in my humble opinion.”

“Do you think they’ll fight?” I asked.

“Do you think they’ll actually fight?” I asked.

“Well,” says Henderland, “they’re disarmed—or supposed to be—for there’s still a good deal of cold iron lying by in quiet places. And then Colin Campbell has the sogers coming. But for all that, if I was his lady wife, I wouldnae be well pleased till I got him home again. They’re queer customers, the Appin Stewarts.”

“Well,” says Henderland, “they’re disarmed—or at least they’re supposed to be—because there’s still quite a bit of cold iron lying around in hidden spots. And then Colin Campbell has the soldiers coming. But still, if I were his wife, I wouldn’t feel comfortable until I had him back home again. Those Appin Stewarts are a strange bunch.”

I asked if they were worse than their neighbours.

I asked if they were worse than the people next door.

“No they,” said he. “And that’s the worst part of it. For if Colin Roy can get his business done in Appin, he has it all to begin again in the next country, which they call Mamore, and which is one of the countries of the Camerons. He’s King’s Factor upon both, and from both he has to drive out the tenants; and indeed, Mr. Balfour (to be open with ye), it’s my belief that if he escapes the one lot, he’ll get his death by the other.”

“No, they,” he said. “And that’s the worst part. If Colin Roy can finish his work in Appin, he has to start all over again in the next area, which they call Mamore and is one of the Camerons’ territories. He’s the King’s Factor for both regions, and from both, he has to evict the tenants. Honestly, Mr. Balfour (to be straightforward with you), I believe that if he gets away from one group, he’ll meet his end with the other.”

So we continued talking and walking the great part of the day; until at last, Mr. Henderland after expressing his delight in my company, and satisfaction at meeting with a friend of Mr. Campbell’s (“whom,” says he, “I will make bold to call that sweet singer of our covenanted Zion”), proposed that I should make a short stage, and lie the night in his house a little beyond Kingairloch. To say truth, I was overjoyed; for I had no great desire for John of the Claymore, and since my double misadventure, first with the guide and next with the gentleman skipper, I stood in some fear of any Highland stranger. Accordingly we shook hands upon the bargain, and came in the afternoon to a small house, standing alone by the shore of the Linnhe Loch. The sun was already gone from the desert mountains of Ardgour upon the hither side, but shone on those of Appin on the farther; the loch lay as still as a lake, only the gulls were crying round the sides of it; and the whole place seemed solemn and uncouth.

So we kept chatting and walking for most of the day; until finally, Mr. Henderland, after expressing how much he enjoyed my company and how pleased he was to meet a friend of Mr. Campbell’s (“whom,” he said, “I’m bold enough to call that sweet singer of our covenanted Zion”), suggested that I make a short trip and spend the night at his house a little past Kingairloch. To be honest, I was thrilled; I wasn't really into the idea of running into John of the Claymore, and after my two mishaps, first with the guide and then with the gentleman skipper, I was a bit wary of any Highland stranger. So we shook hands on the deal and arrived in the afternoon at a small house standing alone by the shore of Loch Linnhe. The sun had already set on the barren mountains of Ardgour on this side, but still shone on those of Appin across the way; the loch was as calm as a lake, with only the gulls crying around its edges; and the whole place seemed solemn and strange.

We had no sooner come to the door of Mr. Henderland’s dwelling, than to my great surprise (for I was now used to the politeness of Highlanders) he burst rudely past me, dashed into the room, caught up a jar and a small horn-spoon, and began ladling snuff into his nose in most excessive quantities. Then he had a hearty fit of sneezing, and looked round upon me with a rather silly smile.

We had barely reached the door of Mr. Henderland’s house when, to my surprise (since I was now accustomed to the politeness of the Highlanders), he rudely pushed past me, hurried into the room, grabbed a jar and a small horn spoon, and started scooping snuff into his nose in huge amounts. Then he had a big sneezing fit and looked at me with a rather silly grin.

He began ladling snuff into his nose in most excessive quantities

“It’s a vow I took,” says he. “I took a vow upon me that I wouldnae carry it. Doubtless it’s a great privation; but when I think upon the martyrs, not only to the Scottish Covenant but to other points of Christianity, I think shame to mind it.”

“It’s a vow I made,” he says. “I pledged that I wouldn’t carry it. Of course, it’s a huge sacrifice; but when I consider the martyrs, not just for the Scottish Covenant but for other aspects of Christianity, I feel ashamed to even think about it.”

As soon as we had eaten (and porridge and whey was the best of the good man’s diet) he took a grave face and said he had a duty to perform by Mr. Campbell, and that was to inquire into my state of mind towards God. I was inclined to smile at him since the business of the snuff; but he had not spoken long before he brought the tears into my eyes. There are two things that men should never weary of, goodness and humility; we get none too much of them in this rough world among cold, proud people; but Mr. Henderland had their very speech upon his tongue. And though I was a good deal puffed up with my adventures and with having come off, as the saying is, with flying colours; yet he soon had me on my knees beside a simple, poor old man, and both proud and glad to be there.

As soon as we finished eating (and porridge and whey were the best of the good man's diet), he adopted a serious expression and said he had a duty to fulfill for Mr. Campbell, which was to ask about my feelings towards God. I felt like smiling at him because of the snuff business, but it didn’t take long before he brought tears to my eyes. There are two things that people should never tire of: goodness and humility; we don't get nearly enough of them in this tough world among cold, arrogant folks; but Mr. Henderland had those very qualities in the way he spoke. And even though I was pretty full of myself with my adventures and feeling like I had come through with flying colors, he quickly had me on my knees beside a simple, poor old man, feeling both proud and happy to be there.

Before we went to bed he offered me sixpence to help me on my way, out of a scanty store he kept in the turf wall of his house; at which excess of goodness I knew not what to do. But at last he was so earnest with me that I thought it the more mannerly part to let him have his way, and so left him poorer than myself.

Before we went to bed, he offered me sixpence to help me on my way, from a small stash he kept in the turf wall of his house. I was so taken aback by his kindness that I didn’t know how to react. But eventually, he was so insistent that I figured it was more polite to let him give it to me, and so I left him with less money than I had.

Chapter XVII

CHAPTER XVII
THE DEATH OF THE RED FOX

T

he next day Mr. Henderland found for me a man who had a boat of his own and was to cross the Linnhe Loch that afternoon into Appin, fishing. Him he prevailed on to take me, for he was one of his flock; and in this way I saved a long day’s travel and the price of the two public ferries I must otherwise have passed.

The next day, Mr. Henderland found me a guy who owned a boat and was planning to cross the Linnhe Loch that afternoon into Appin to fish. He convinced him to take me along since he was part of his community. This way, I saved myself a long day of traveling and the cost of two public ferries that I would have needed otherwise.

It was near noon before we set out; a dark day with clouds, and the sun shining upon little patches. The sea was here very deep and still, and had scarce a wave upon it; so that I must put the water to my lips before I could believe it to be truly salt. The mountains on either side were high, rough and barren, very black and gloomy in the shadow of the clouds, but all silver-laced with little watercourses where the sun shone upon them. It seemed a hard country, this of Appin, for people to care as much about as Alan did.

It was close to noon when we finally left; the day was dark with clouds, and the sun was shining on small patches. The sea here was very deep and calm, barely showing any waves; I had to bring the water to my lips before I could believe it was really salty. The mountains on both sides were tall, rugged, and barren, looking very black and gloomy in the shadow of the clouds, but all glistening with little streams where the sun hit them. It seemed like a tough place, this Appin, for anyone to care as much about it as Alan did.

There was but one thing to mention. A little after we had started, the sun shone upon a little moving clump of scarlet close in along the water-side to the north. It was much of the same red as soldiers’ coats; every now and then, too, there came little sparks and lightnings, as though the sun had struck upon bright steel.

There was only one thing to note. Shortly after we began, the sun lit up a small moving patch of red by the water's edge to the north. It was a similar shade of red to soldiers' uniforms; now and then, there were tiny flashes and glimmers, as if the sun had hit shiny steel.

I asked my boatman what it should be, and he answered he supposed it was some of the red soldiers coming from Fort William into Appin, against the poor tenantry of the country. Well, it was a sad sight to me; and whether it was because of my thoughts of Alan, or from something prophetic in my bosom, although this was but the second time I had seen King George’s troops, I had no good will to them.

I asked my boatman what was happening, and he said he guessed it was some of the red soldiers coming from Fort William into Appin, against the poor farmers of the area. Well, it was a sad sight to me; and whether it was because I was thinking of Alan, or something deeper inside me was warning me, even though this was just the second time I had seen King George’s troops, I had no good feelings towards them.

At last we came so near the point of land at the entering in of Loch Leven that I begged to be set on shore. My boatman (who was an honest fellow and mindful of his promise to the catechist) would fain have carried me on to Balachulish; but as this was to take me farther from my secret destination, I insisted, and was set on shore at last under the wood of Lettermore (or Lettervore, for I have heard it both ways) in Alan’s country of Appin.

At last, we got close to the shoreline at the entrance of Loch Leven, and I asked to be dropped off. My boatman (who was a good guy and kept his word to the catechist) wanted to take me on to Balachulish; however, since that would take me further away from my secret destination, I insisted, and finally, I was dropped off under the woods of Lettermore (or Lettervore, as I've heard it called both ways) in Alan’s region of Appin.

This was a wood of birches, growing on a steep, craggy side of a mountain that overhung the loch. It had many openings and ferny howes; and a road or bridle track ran north and south through the midst of it, by the edge of which, where was a spring, I sat down to eat some oat-bread of Mr. Henderland’s and think upon my situation.

This was a birch forest on a steep, rocky slope of a mountain that overlooked the lake. It had many clearings and fern-covered mounds; a road or footpath ran north and south through the middle of it. I sat down by a spring at the edge to eat some oat bread from Mr. Henderland and reflect on my situation.

Here I was not only troubled by a cloud of stinging midges, but far more by the doubts of my mind. What I ought to do, why I was going to join myself with an outlaw and a would-be murderer like Alan, whether I should not be acting more like a man of sense to tramp back to the south country direct, by my own guidance and at my own charges, and what Mr. Campbell or even Mr. Henderland would think of me if they should ever learn my folly and presumption: these were the doubts that now began to come in on me stronger than ever.

Here I was not only bothered by a swarm of biting bugs, but even more by the doubts in my mind. What I should do, why I was going to team up with an outlaw and a wannabe murderer like Alan, whether it would make more sense for me to just head back south on my own, taking care of everything myself, and what Mr. Campbell or even Mr. Henderland would think of me if they ever found out about my foolishness and arrogance: these were the doubts that started to weigh on me more than ever.

As I was so sitting and thinking, a sound of men and horses came to me through the wood; and presently after, at a turning of the road, I saw four travellers come into view. The way was in this part so rough and narrow that they came single and led their horses by the reins. The first was a great, red-headed gentleman, of an imperious and flushed face, who carried his hat in his hand and fanned himself, for he was in a breathing heat. The second, by his decent black garb and white wig, I correctly took to be a lawyer. The third was a servant, and wore some part of his clothes in tartan, which showed that his master was of a Highland family, and either an outlaw or else in singular good odour with the Government, since the wearing of tartan was against the Act. If I had been better versed in these things, I would have known the tartan to be of the Argyle (or Campbell) colours. This servant had a good-sized portmanteau strapped on his horse, and a net of lemons (to brew punch with) hanging at the saddle-bow; as was often enough the custom with luxurious travellers in that part of the country.

As I was sitting and thinking, I heard the sound of men and horses coming through the woods; and soon after, at a turn in the road, I saw four travelers appear. The path here was so rough and narrow that they came one by one, leading their horses by the reins. The first was a large, red-headed gentleman with a flushed face, who carried his hat in his hand and fanned himself because he was overheated. The second, dressed in decent black clothing and wearing a white wig, seemed to be a lawyer. The third was a servant, in part of his clothes made of tartan, which indicated his master was from a Highland family and either an outlaw or in good standing with the Government, as wearing tartan was against the law. If I had known more about these things, I would have recognized the tartan as being the Argyle (or Campbell) colors. This servant had a good-sized suitcase strapped to his horse and a net of lemons (for making punch) hanging from the saddle, which was a common practice among wealthy travelers in that part of the country.

As for the fourth, who brought up the tail, I had seen his like before, and knew him at once to be a sheriff’s officer.

As for the fourth one, who mentioned the tail, I had seen someone like him before and recognized him immediately as a sheriff's officer.

I had no sooner seen these people coming than I made up my mind (for no reason that I can tell) to go through with my adventure; and when the first came alongside of me, I rose up from the bracken and asked him the way to Aucharn.

I had barely seen these people approaching when I decided (for reasons I can't explain) to continue with my adventure; and when the first one came up to me, I got up from the ferns and asked him how to get to Aucharn.

He stopped and looked at me, as I thought, a little oddly; and then, turning to the lawyer, “Mungo,” said he, “there’s many a man would think this more of a warning than two pyats. Here am I on my road to Duror on the job ye ken; and here is a young lad starts up out of the bracken, and speers if I am on the way to Aucharn.”

He paused and looked at me, which struck me as a bit strange; then, turning to the lawyer, he said, “Mungo, a lot of people would see this as more of a warning than just two pyats. Here I am on my way to Duror for the job you know about, and out of the bracken pops a young guy asking if I’m headed to Aucharn.”

“Glenure,” said the other, “this is an ill subject for jesting.”

“Glenure,” said the other, “this is a bad topic for joking.”

These two had now drawn close up and were gazing at me, while the two followers had halted about a stone-cast in the rear.

These two had now come closer and were staring at me, while the two followers had stopped about a stone's throw behind.

“And what seek ye in Aucharn?” said Colin Roy Campbell of Glenure, him they called the Red Fox; for he it was that I had stopped.

“And what are you looking for in Aucharn?” said Colin Roy Campbell of Glenure, known as the Red Fox; he was the one I had stopped.

“The man that lives there,” said I.

“The guy who lives there,” I said.

“James of the Glens,” says Glenure, musingly; and then to the lawyer: “Is he gathering his people, think ye?”

“James of the Glens,” Glenure says thoughtfully; then he turns to the lawyer: “Do you think he’s rallying his people?”

“Anyway,” says the lawyer, “we shall do better to bide where we are, and let the soldiers rally us.”

“Anyway,” says the lawyer, “we're better off staying put and letting the soldiers come to us.”

“If you are concerned for me,” said I, “I am neither of his people nor yours, but an honest subject of King George, owing no man and fearing no man.”

“If you care about me,” I said, “I’m neither one of his people nor yours, but a loyal subject of King George, owing nothing to anyone and fearing no one.”

“Why, very well said,” replies the Factor. “But if I may make so bold as ask, what does this honest man so far from his country? and why does he come seeking the brother of Ardshiel? I have power here, I must tell you. I am King’s Factor upon several of these estates, and have twelve files of soldiers at my back.”

“Why, that was very well said,” replies the Factor. “But if I may be so bold as to ask, what is this honest man doing so far from his country? And why is he seeking the brother of Ardshiel? I have power here, I must tell you. I am the King’s Factor over several of these estates, and I have twelve soldiers at my back.”

“I have heard a waif word in the country,” said I, a little nettled, “that you were a hard man to drive.”

“I’ve heard a rumor in the country,” I said, a bit annoyed, “that you’re a tough guy to push around.”

He still kept looking at me, as if in doubt.

He kept looking at me, as if he was unsure.

“Well,” said he, at last, “your tongue is bold; but I am no unfriend to plainness. If ye had asked me the way to the door of James Stewart on any other day but this, I would have set ye right and bidden ye God speed. But to-day—eh, Mungo?” And he turned again to look at the lawyer.

“Well,” he finally said, “you’re pretty bold with your words; but I’m not against being straightforward. If you’d asked me for directions to James Stewart’s door on any other day, I would have guided you and wished you well. But today—eh, Mungo?” And he turned back to look at the lawyer.

But just as he turned there came the shot of a firelock from higher up the hill; and with the very sound of it Glenure fell upon the road.

But just as he turned, a gunshot rang out from higher up the hill; and with that sound, Glenure fell onto the road.

“O, I am dead!” he cried, several times over.

“O, I’m dead!” he shouted, over and over.

The lawyer had caught him up and held him in his arms, the servant standing over and clasping his hands. And now the wounded man looked from one to another with scared eyes, and there was a change in his voice, that went to the heart.

The lawyer had caught him and held him in his arms, while the servant stood over them, clasping his hands. Now, the wounded man looked from one to the other with frightened eyes, and there was a change in his voice that touched the heart.

“Take care of yourselves,” says he. “I am dead.”

“Take care of yourselves,” he says. “I’m gone.”

He tried to open his clothes as if to look for the wound, but his fingers slipped on the buttons. With that he gave a great sigh, his head rolled on his shoulder, and he passed away.

He tried to open his shirt to check for the wound, but his fingers slipped on the buttons. With that, he let out a deep sigh, his head rolled onto his shoulder, and he passed away.

The lawyer said never a word, but his face was as sharp as a pen and as white as the dead man’s; the servant broke out into a great noise of crying and weeping, like a child; and I, on my side, stood staring at them in a kind of horror. The sheriff’s officer had run back at the first sound of the shot, to hasten the coming of the soldiers.

The lawyer didn't say a word, but his expression was as intense as a pointed pen and as pale as the dead man’s; the servant burst into loud cries and sobs like a child; and I, for my part, stood there staring at them in a sort of shock. The sheriff’s officer had rushed back at the first sound of the shot to speed up the arrival of the soldiers.

At last the lawyer laid down the dead man in his blood upon the road, and got to his own feet with a kind of stagger.

At last, the lawyer laid the dead man in his blood on the road and managed to get to his feet with a bit of a stagger.

I believe it was his movement that brought me to my senses; for he had no sooner done so than I began to scramble up the hill, crying out, “The murderer! the murderer!”

I think it was his action that snapped me back to reality; as soon as he did, I started climbing up the hill, shouting, “The murderer! The murderer!”

So little a time had elapsed, that when I got to the top of the first steepness, and could see some part of the open mountain, the murderer was still moving away at no great distance. He was a big man, in a black coat, with metal buttons, and carried a long fowling-piece.

So little time had passed that when I reached the top of the first steep section and could see part of the open mountain, the murderer was still moving away not too far off. He was a large man, wearing a black coat with metal buttons, and he carried a long shotgun.

“Here!” I cried. “I see him!”

"Here!" I shouted. "I see him!"

At that the murderer gave a little, quick look over his shoulder, and began to run. The next moment he was lost in a fringe of birches; then he came out again on the upper side, where I could see him climbing like a jackanapes, for that part was again very steep; and then he dipped behind a shoulder, and I saw him no more.

At that, the murderer took a quick glance over his shoulder and started to run. In the next moment, he disappeared into a clump of birches; then he reappeared on the higher side, where I saw him climbing like a monkey, since that area was steep again; and then he vanished behind a hill, and I couldn’t see him anymore.

All this time I had been running on my side, and had got a good way up, when a voice cried upon me to stand.

All this time, I had been running on my side and had made quite a bit of progress when a voice called out to me to stop.

I was at the edge of the upper wood, and so now, when I halted and looked back, I saw all the open part of the hill below me.

I was at the edge of the upper woodland, and now, when I stopped and looked back, I could see the entire open section of the hill beneath me.

The lawyer and the sheriff’s officer were standing just above the road, crying and waving on me to come back; and on their left, the red-coats, musket in hand, were beginning to struggle singly out of the lower wood.

The lawyer and the sheriff's officer were standing just above the road, crying and waving for me to come back; and to their left, the redcoats, muskets in hand, were starting to emerge one by one from the lower woods.

“Why should I come back?” I cried. “Come you on!”

“Why should I come back?” I shouted. “Come on!”

“Ten pounds if ye take that lad!” cried the lawyer. “He’s an accomplice. He was posted here to hold us in talk.”

“Ten bucks if you take that kid!” yelled the lawyer. “He’s an accomplice. He was set up here to keep us talking.”

At that word (which I could hear quite plainly, though it was to the soldiers and not to me that he was crying it) my heart came in my mouth with quite a new kind of terror. Indeed, it is one thing to stand the danger of your life, and quite another to run the peril of both life and character. The thing, besides, had come so suddenly, like thunder out of a clear sky, that I was all amazed and helpless.

At that word (which I could hear clearly, even though he was shouting it to the soldiers and not to me), my heart dropped in a way I had never experienced before. Truly, facing the threat to your life is one thing, but risking both your life and your reputation is something entirely different. Moreover, it all happened so suddenly, like a bolt from the blue, that I was left stunned and powerless.

The soldiers began to spread, some of them to run, and others to put up their pieces and cover me; and still I stood.

The soldiers started to scatter; some ran while others aimed their weapons to shield me, and yet I remained where I was.

“Jouk[18] in here among the trees,” said a voice close by.

“Jouk[18] in here among the trees,” said a nearby voice.

[18] Duck.

Duck.

Jouk in here among the trees, said a voice close by

Indeed, I scarce knew what I was doing, but I obeyed; and as I did so, I heard the firelocks bang and the balls whistle in the birches.

Indeed, I barely knew what I was doing, but I went along with it; and as I did, I heard the guns go off and the bullets whistling through the birches.

Just inside the shelter of the trees I found Alan Breck standing, with a fishing-rod. He gave me no salutation; indeed it was no time for civilities; only “Come!” says he, and set off running along the side of the mountain towards Balachulish; and I, like a sheep, to follow him.

Just inside the cover of the trees, I found Alan Breck standing there with a fishing rod. He didn’t greet me; in fact, it wasn’t the right moment for pleasantries. He just said, “Come!” and took off running along the side of the mountain toward Balachulish, and I, like a sheep, followed him.

Now we ran among the birches; now stooping behind low humps upon the mountain-side; now crawling on all fours among the heather. The pace was deadly: my heart seemed bursting against my ribs; and I had neither time to think nor breath to speak with. Only I remember seeing with wonder, that Alan every now and then would straighten himself to his full height and look back; and every time he did so, there came a great far-away cheering and crying of the soldiers.

Now we dashed through the birches; now crouching behind small hills on the mountainside; now crawling on all fours through the heather. The pace was exhausting: my heart felt like it was going to burst against my ribs, and I had no time to think or breath to talk. I only remember being amazed that Alan would occasionally stand up straight and look back; and every time he did, there was a distant roar of cheering and shouting from the soldiers.

Quarter of an hour later, Alan stopped, clapped down flat in the heather, and turned to me.

A quarter of an hour later, Alan stopped, lay down flat in the heather, and turned to me.

“Now,” said he, “it’s earnest. Do as I do, for your life.”

“Now,” he said, “this is serious. Follow my lead, for your own good.”

And at the same speed, but now with infinitely more precaution, we traced back again across the mountain-side by the same way that we had come, only perhaps higher; till at last Alan threw himself down in the upper wood of Lettermore, where I had found him at the first, and lay, with his face in the bracken, panting like a dog.

And at the same speed, but now with way more caution, we retraced our steps across the mountainside the same way we had come, maybe a bit higher this time; finally, Alan threw himself down in the upper wood of Lettermore, where I had first found him, and lay there with his face in the ferns, panting like a dog.

My own sides so ached, my head so swam, my tongue so hung out of my mouth with heat and dryness, that I lay beside him like one dead.

My sides ached, my head was spinning, and my tongue was hanging out of my mouth from the heat and dryness, so I lay next to him like I was dead.

Chapter XVIII

CHAPTER XVIII
I TALK WITH ALAN IN THE WOOD OF LETTERMORE

A

lan was the first to come round. He rose, went to the border of the wood, peered out a little, and then returned and sat down.

Ian was the first to wake up. He got up, walked to the edge of the woods, looked out for a moment, and then came back and sat down.

“Well,” said he, “yon was a hot burst, David.”

“Well,” he said, “that was an intense outburst, David.”

I said nothing, nor so much as lifted my face. I had seen murder done, and a great, ruddy, jovial gentleman struck out of life in a moment; the pity of that sight was still sore within me, and yet that was but a part of my concern. Here was murder done upon the man Alan hated; here was Alan skulking in the trees and running from the troops; and whether his was the hand that fired or only the head that ordered, signified but little. By my way of it, my only friend in that wild country was blood-guilty in the first degree; I held him in horror; I could not look upon his face; I would have rather lain alone in the rain on my cold isle, than in that warm wood beside a murderer.

I said nothing and didn’t even lift my face. I had witnessed murder and seen a big, lively, cheerful man taken from life in an instant; the pain of that sight still hurt deeply within me, but that was only part of what bothered me. Here was murder committed against the man Alan hated; here was Alan hiding in the trees and fleeing from the soldiers; and whether he fired the shot or just ordered it didn’t matter much. For me, my only friend in that wild area was guilty of murder; I was horrified by him; I couldn’t bear to look at his face; I would have preferred to lie alone in the rain on my cold island than be in that warm forest next to a murderer.

“Are ye still wearied?” he asked again.

“Are you still tired?” he asked again.

“No,” said I, still with my face in the bracken; “no, I am not wearied now, and I can speak. You and me must twine,”[19] I said. “I liked you very well, Alan, but your ways are not mine, and they’re not God’s: and the short and the long of it is just that we must twine.”

“No,” I said, still with my face in the ferns; “no, I’m not tired right now, and I can talk. You and I have to part ways,”[19] I said. “I liked you a lot, Alan, but your ways aren’t mine, and they’re not God’s: and the bottom line is that we have to go our separate ways.”

[19] Part.

Part.

“I will hardly twine from ye, David, without some kind of reason for the same,” said Alan, mighty gravely. “If ye ken anything against my reputation, it’s the least thing that ye should do, for old acquaintance’ sake, to let me hear the name of it; and if ye have only taken a distaste to my society, it will be proper for me to judge if I’m insulted.”

“I can hardly leave you, David, without a good reason,” said Alan, very seriously. “If you know anything that damages my reputation, it’s the least you could do, for the sake of our old friendship, to let me know what it is; and if you’ve just grown to dislike my company, I should get to decide if I’m being insulted.”

“Alan,” said I, “what is the sense of this? Ye ken very well yon Campbell-man lies in his blood upon the road.”

“Alan,” I said, “what’s the point of this? You know very well that guy Campbell is lying in his blood on the road.”

He was silent for a little; then says he, “Did ever ye hear tell of the story of the Man and the Good People?”—by which he meant the fairies.

He was quiet for a moment; then he said, “Have you ever heard the story of the Man and the Good People?”—meaning the fairies.

“No,” said I, “nor do I want to hear it.”

“No,” I said, “and I don't want to hear it.”

“With your permission, Mr. Balfour, I will tell it you, whatever,” says Alan. “The man, ye should ken, was cast upon a rock in the sea, where it appears the Good People were in use to come and rest as they went through to Ireland. The name of this rock is called the Skerryvore, and it’s not far from where we suffered ship-wreck. Well, it seems the man cried so sore, if he could just see his little bairn before he died! that at last the king of the Good People took peety upon him, and sent one flying that brought back the bairn in a poke[20] and laid it down beside the man where he lay sleeping. So when the man woke, there was a poke beside him and something into the inside of it that moved. Well, it seems he was one of these gentry that think aye the worst of things; and for greater security, he stuck his dirk throughout that poke before he opened it, and there was his bairn dead. I am thinking to myself, Mr. Balfour, that you and the man are very much alike.”

“With your permission, Mr. Balfour, I’ll tell you everything,” says Alan. “The man, you should know, was stranded on a rock in the sea, where it seems the Good People would come to rest on their way to Ireland. This rock is called the Skerryvore, and it’s not far from where we suffered shipwreck. Well, it seems the man cried so hard, wishing he could just see his little child before he died! Eventually, the king of the Good People took pity on him and sent one flying to bring back the child in a bag[20] and laid it down beside the man as he lay sleeping. So when the man woke up, there was a bag next to him and something inside it that was moving. It seems he was one of those people who always expect the worst; for added safety, he stabbed his dagger through that bag before he opened it, and there was his child, dead. I’m thinking to myself, Mr. Balfour, that you and the man are very much alike.”

[20] Bag.

Bag.

“Do you mean you had no hand in it?” cried I, sitting up.

“Are you saying you had nothing to do with it?” I exclaimed, sitting up.

“I will tell you first of all, Mr. Balfour of Shaws, as one friend to another,” said Alan, “that if I were going to kill a gentleman, it would not be in my own country, to bring trouble on my clan; and I would not go wanting sword and gun, and with a long fishing-rod upon my back.”

“I’ll start by saying, Mr. Balfour of Shaws, as a friend to a friend,” said Alan, “that if I were going to kill a gentleman, it wouldn’t be in my own country, because I wouldn’t want to bring trouble to my clan; and I wouldn’t go without a sword and gun, carrying just a long fishing rod on my back.”

“Well,” said I, “that’s true!”

"Well," I said, "that's true!"

“And now,” continued Alan, taking out his dirk and laying his hand upon it in a certain manner, “I swear upon the Holy Iron I had neither art nor part, act nor thought in it.”

“And now,” continued Alan, taking out his dagger and laying his hand on it in a specific way, “I swear on the Holy Iron that I had nothing to do with it, no action or thought involved.”

“I thank God for that!” cried I, and offered him my hand.

“I thank God for that!” I exclaimed, reaching out my hand to him.

He did not appear to see it.

He didn't seem to notice it.

“And here is a great deal of work about a Campbell!” said he. “They are not so scarce, that I ken!”

“And here’s a lot of work on a Campbell!” he said. “They’re not that rare, I know!”

“At least,” said I, “you cannot justly blame me, for you know very well what you told me in the brig. But the temptation and the act are different, I thank God again for that. We may all be tempted; but to take a life in cold blood, Alan!” And I could say no more for the moment. “And do you know who did it?” I added. “Do you know that man in the black coat?”

“At least,” I said, “you can’t really blame me because you know exactly what you told me in the brig. But temptation and action are two different things, and I thank God for that. We can all be tempted; but to take a life in cold blood, Alan!” I couldn’t say anything more at that moment. “And do you know who did it?” I added. “Do you know that guy in the black coat?”

“I have nae clear mind about his coat,” said Alan cunningly, “but it sticks in my head that it was blue.”

“I don’t have a clear idea about his coat,” Alan said slyly, “but I can’t shake the thought that it was blue.”

“Blue or black, did ye know him?” said I.

“Blue or black, did you know him?” I said.

“I couldnae just conscientiously swear to him,” says Alan. “He gaed very close by me, to be sure, but it’s a strange thing that I should just have been tying my brogues.”

“I couldn’t just honestly swear to him,” says Alan. “He came pretty close to me, for sure, but it’s odd that I happened to be tying my shoes.”

“Can you swear that you don’t know him, Alan?” I cried, half angered, half in a mind to laugh at his evasions.

“Can you promise that you don’t know him, Alan?” I shouted, part angry, part ready to laugh at his dodging.

“Not yet,” says he; “but I’ve a grand memory for forgetting, David.”

“Not yet,” he says; “but I’m great at forgetting, David.”

“And yet there was one thing I saw clearly,” said I; “and that was, that you exposed yourself and me to draw the soldiers.”

“And yet there was one thing I saw clearly,” I said; “and that was that you put yourself and me at risk to attract the soldiers.”

“It’s very likely,” said Alan; “and so would any gentleman. You and me were innocent of that transaction.”

“It’s very likely,” said Alan; “and any gentleman would agree. You and I were innocent of that deal.”

“The better reason, since we were falsely suspected, that we should get clear,” I cried. “The innocent should surely come before the guilty.”

“The better reason, since we were falsely suspected, that we should get cleared,” I said. “The innocent should definitely come before the guilty.”

“Why, David,” said he, “the innocent have aye a chance to get assoiled in court; but for the lad that shot the bullet, I think the best place for him will be the heather. Them that havenae dipped their hands in any little difficulty, should be very mindful of the case of them that have. And that is the good Christianity. For if it was the other way round about, and the lad whom I couldnae just clearly see had been in our shoes, and we in his (as might very well have been), I think we would be a good deal obliged to him oursel’s if he would draw the soldiers.”

“Why, David,” he said, “the innocent always have a chance to clear their name in court; but for the guy who pulled the trigger, I think the best place for him is in the heather. Those who haven't gotten themselves into any trouble should be very aware of those who have. And that’s true Christianity. Because if it were the other way around, and the guy I couldn’t quite see had been in our position, and we in his (which very well could have happened), I think we would owe him quite a bit if he called in the soldiers.”

When it came to this, I gave Alan up. But he looked so innocent all the time, and was in such clear good faith in what he said, and so ready to sacrifice himself for what he deemed his duty, that my mouth was closed. Mr. Henderland’s words came back to me: that we ourselves might take a lesson by these wild Highlanders. Well, here I had taken mine. Alan’s morals were all tail-first; but he was ready to give his life for them, such as they were.

When it came to this, I let go of Alan. But he always seemed so innocent and genuinely believed what he said, and he was so willing to sacrifice himself for what he thought was his duty that I couldn't say anything. Mr. Henderland’s words echoed in my mind: that we could learn something from these wild Highlanders. Well, I had learned my lesson. Alan's morals were a bit upside-down, but he was willing to give his life for them, no matter how they were.

“Alan,” said I, “I’ll not say it’s the good Christianity as I understand it, but it’s good enough. And here I offer ye my hand for the second time.”

“Alan,” I said, “I won’t say it’s the good Christianity that I believe in, but it’s good enough. And here I extend my hand to you for the second time.”

Whereupon he gave me both of his, saying surely I had cast a spell upon him, for he could forgive me anything. Then he grew very grave, and said we had not much time to throw away, but must both flee that country: he, because he was a deserter, and the whole of Appin would now be searched like a chamber, and every one obliged to give a good account of himself; and I, because I was certainly involved in the murder.

Then he gave me both of his, saying he was sure I had put a spell on him, because he could forgive me anything. Then he became very serious and said we didn’t have much time to waste and had to leave that country: he, because he was a deserter, and the whole of Appin would soon be searched thoroughly, with everyone required to explain themselves; and I, because I was definitely implicated in the murder.

“O!” says I, willing to give him a little lesson, “I have no fear of the justice of my country.”

“O!” I said, wanting to teach him a little lesson, “I have no fear of my country's justice.”

“As if this was your country!” said he. “Or as if ye would be tried here, in a country of Stewarts!”

“As if this was your country!” he said. “Or like you would be tried here, in a country of Stewarts!”

“It’s all Scotland,” said I.

“It’s all Scotland,” I said.

“Man, I whiles wonder at ye,” said Alan. “This is a Campbell that’s been killed. Well, it’ll be tried in Inverara, the Campbells’ head place; with fifteen Campbells in the jury-box and the biggest Campbell of all (and that’s the Duke) sitting cocking on the bench. Justice, David? The same justice, by all the world, as Glenure found awhile ago at the roadside.”

“Man, I often wonder about you,” said Alan. “This is a Campbell who’s been killed. Well, it’ll be tried in Inverara, the Campbells’ headquarters; with fifteen Campbells on the jury and the biggest Campbell of all (the Duke) sitting proudly on the bench. Justice, David? The same kind of justice, as Glenure experienced not long ago on the roadside.”

This frightened me a little, I confess, and would have frightened me more if I had known how nearly exact were Alan’s predictions; indeed it was but in one point that he exaggerated, there being but eleven Campbells on the jury; though as the other four were equally in the Duke’s dependence, it mattered less than might appear. Still, I cried out that he was unjust to the Duke of Argyle, who (for all he was a Whig) was yet a wise and honest nobleman.

This scared me a bit, I admit, and would have scared me even more if I had known how accurate Alan's predictions really were; he only exaggerated by one point since there were actually eleven Campbells on the jury. However, since the other four were also aligned with the Duke, it was less significant than it might seem. Still, I protested that he was being unfair to the Duke of Argyle, who, despite being a Whig, was still a wise and honest nobleman.

“Hoot!” said Alan, “the man’s a Whig, nae doubt; but I would never deny he was a good chieftain to his clan. And what would the clan think if there was a Campbell shot, and naebody hanged, and their own chief the Justice General? But I have often observed,” says Alan, “that you Low-country bodies have no clear idea of what’s right and wrong.”

“Hoot!” said Alan, “that guy’s definitely a Whig; but I would never say he wasn’t a good leader for his clan. And what would the clan think if there was a Campbell killed, and nobody was hanged, with their own chief being the Justice General? But I’ve often noticed,” Alan says, “that you Low-country folks have no real understanding of what’s right and wrong.”

At this I did at last laugh out aloud, when to my surprise, Alan joined in, and laughed as merrily as myself.

At this, I finally laughed out loud, and to my surprise, Alan joined in and laughed as joyfully as I did.

“Na, na,” said he, “we’re in the Hielands, David; and when I tell ye to run, take my word and run. Nae doubt it’s a hard thing to skulk and starve in the Heather, but it’s harder yet to lie shackled in a red-coat prison.”

“Listen,” he said, “we're in the Highlands, David; and when I tell you to run, trust me and run. No doubt it's tough to hide and go hungry in the heather, but it's even tougher to be locked up in a redcoat prison.”

I asked him whither we should flee; and as he told me “to the Lowlands,” I was a little better inclined to go with him; for, indeed, I was growing impatient to get back and have the upper-hand of my uncle. Besides, Alan made so sure there would be no question of justice in the matter, that I began to be afraid he might be right. Of all deaths, I would truly like least to die by the gallows; and the picture of that uncanny instrument came into my head with extraordinary clearness (as I had once seen it engraved at the top of a pedlar’s ballad) and took away my appetite for courts of justice.

I asked him where we should run to, and when he said “to the Lowlands,” I felt a bit more willing to go with him; I was really starting to get anxious about getting back and having the upper hand over my uncle. Besides, Alan was so confident that there wouldn’t be any talk of justice in this situation that I began to worry he might be right. Of all the ways to die, I really would hate to die by hanging; and the image of that creepy instrument popped into my mind with startling clarity (since I had once seen it engraved at the top of a peddler’s ballad) and completely ruined my appetite for courts of justice.

“I’ll chance it, Alan,” said I. “I’ll go with you.”

“I’ll take the risk, Alan,” I said. “I’ll go with you.”

“But mind you,” said Alan, “it’s no small thing. Ye maun lie bare and hard, and brook many an empty belly. Your bed shall be the moorcock’s, and your life shall be like the hunted deer’s, and ye shall sleep with your hand upon your weapons. Ay, man, ye shall taigle many a weary foot, or we get clear! I tell ye this at the start, for it’s a life that I ken well. But if ye ask what other chance ye have, I answer: Nane. Either take to the heather with me, or else hang.”

"But let me tell you," said Alan, "it's no small deal. You'll have to lie down hard and deal with lots of hunger. Your bed will be as rough as the moorcock's, and your life will be like that of a hunted deer, sleeping with your hand on your weapons. Yeah, man, you'll cover many exhausting miles, or we won't make it! I'm telling you this upfront because I know this life well. But if you’re wondering what other options you have, I’ll say: none. Either join me in the heather or hang."

“And that’s a choice very easily made,” said I; and we shook hands upon it.

“And that’s a choice that’s really easy to make,” I said, and we shook hands on it.

And now let's take another peep at the redcoats

“And now let’s take another peek at the red-coats,” says Alan, and he led me to the north-eastern fringe of the wood.

“And now let’s take another look at the redcoats,” says Alan, and he led me to the northeastern edge of the woods.

Looking out between the trees, we could see a great side of mountain, running down exceeding steep into the waters of the loch. It was a rough part, all hanging stone, and heather, and big scrogs of birchwood; and away at the far end towards Balachulish, little wee red soldiers were dipping up and down over hill and howe, and growing smaller every minute. There was no cheering now, for I think they had other uses for what breath was left them; but they still stuck to the trail, and doubtless thought that we were close in front of them.

Looking through the trees, we could see a large mountainside, steeply sloping down into the waters of the loch. It was a rugged area, full of loose stone, heather, and clusters of birchwood; and way off in the distance toward Balachulish, tiny little red soldiers were moving up and down over hills, getting smaller by the minute. There was no cheering now, as I think they had other uses for the breath they had left; but they still followed the trail, likely thinking we were just ahead of them.

Alan watched them, smiling to himself.

Alan watched them, smiling to himself.

“Ay,” said he, “they’ll be gey weary before they’ve got to the end of that employ! And so you and me, David, can sit down and eat a bite, and breathe a bit longer, and take a dram from my bottle. Then we’ll strike for Aucharn, the house of my kinsman, James of the Glens, where I must get my clothes, and my arms, and money to carry us along; and then, David, we’ll cry, ‘Forth, Fortune!’ and take a cast among the heather.”

“Yeah,” he said, “they’ll be pretty tired before they finish that job! So you and I, David, can sit down, grab a bite to eat, and take a breather, then have a drink from my bottle. After that, we’ll head to Aucharn, my relative James of the Glens' place, where I need to get my clothes, my weapons, and some money to help us out; and then, David, we’ll shout, ‘Bring it on, Fortune!’ and take a stroll through the heather.”

So we sat again and ate and drank, in a place whence we could see the sun going down into a field of great, wild, and houseless mountains, such as I was now condemned to wander in with my companion. Partly as we so sat, and partly afterwards, on the way to Aucharn, each of us narrated his adventures; and I shall here set down so much of Alan’s as seems either curious or needful.

So we sat down again, eating and drinking, in a spot where we could watch the sun set behind a vast expanse of wild, deserted mountains, where I was now destined to wander with my friend. While we sat there and later on the way to Aucharn, we each shared our stories; and I'll record here the parts of Alan's story that seem interesting or important.

It appears he ran to the bulwarks as soon as the wave was passed; saw me, and lost me, and saw me again, as I tumbled in the roost; and at last had one glimpse of me clinging on the yard. It was this that put him in some hope I would maybe get to land after all, and made him leave those clues and messages which had brought me (for my sins) to that unlucky country of Appin.

It seems he rushed to the side of the ship as soon as the wave passed; saw me, lost sight of me, and then saw me again as I fell into the coop; and finally caught a glimpse of me hanging on the yard. This gave him some hope that I might actually make it to land, which led him to leave those clues and messages that brought me (for my troubles) to that unfortunate place called Appin.

In the meanwhile, those still on the brig had got the skiff launched, and one or two were on board of her already, when there came a second wave greater than the first, and heaved the brig out of her place, and would certainly have sent her to the bottom, had she not struck and caught on some projection of the reef. When she had struck first, it had been bows-on, so that the stern had hitherto been lowest. But now her stern was thrown in the air, and the bows plunged under the sea; and with that, the water began to pour into the fore-scuttle like the pouring of a mill-dam.

In the meantime, those still on the ship had managed to launch the small boat, and one or two people were already on board when a second wave, larger than the first, hit and lifted the ship out of position. It would definitely have sunk if it hadn't hit and gotten stuck on a part of the reef. When it first struck, it had hit head-on, so the back had been lower until now. But now the back was lifted into the air while the front sank beneath the water, and with that, water started rushing into the front hatch like water spilling over a dam.

It took the colour out of Alan’s face, even to tell what followed. For there were still two men lying impotent in their bunks; and these, seeing the water pour in and thinking the ship had foundered, began to cry out aloud, and that with such harrowing cries that all who were on deck tumbled one after another into the skiff and fell to their oars. They were not two hundred yards away, when there came a third great sea; and at that the brig lifted clean over the reef; her canvas filled for a moment, and she seemed to sail in chase of them, but settling all the while; and presently she drew down and down, as if a hand was drawing her; and the sea closed over the Covenant of Dysart.

It drained the color from Alan’s face, even to recount what happened next. Two men were still lying helpless in their bunks; seeing the water rushing in and fearing the ship had sunk, they began to scream in panic. Their cries were so distressing that everyone on deck rushed one after another into the skiff and grabbed the oars. They were barely two hundred yards away when a third massive wave hit; the brig lifted completely over the reef, her sails filling for a moment as if she was chasing after them, but she was gradually sinking. Soon, she kept going down, as if being pulled by an unseen hand, and the sea engulfed the Covenant of Dysart.

Never a word they spoke as they pulled ashore, being stunned with the horror of that screaming; but they had scarce set foot upon the beach when Hoseason woke up, as if out of a muse, and bade them lay hands upon Alan. They hung back indeed, having little taste for the employment; but Hoseason was like a fiend, crying that Alan was alone, that he had a great sum about him, that he had been the means of losing the brig and drowning all their comrades, and that here was both revenge and wealth upon a single cast. It was seven against one; in that part of the shore there was no rock that Alan could set his back to; and the sailors began to spread out and come behind him.

They didn’t say a word as they reached the shore, shocked by the horrifying screaming; but barely had they stepped onto the beach when Hoseason woke up, as if coming out of a trance, and ordered them to grab Alan. They hesitated, clearly not eager to get involved; but Hoseason was furious, shouting that Alan was alone, that he had a lot of money on him, that he was responsible for losing the ship and drowning their crewmates, and that this was their chance for revenge and riches all at once. It was seven against one; there was no place on that part of the beach for Alan to defend himself; and the sailors started to spread out and move in behind him.

“And then,” said Alan, “the little man with the red head—I havenae mind of the name that he is called.”

“And then,” Alan said, “the little guy with the red head—I can’t remember what his name is.”

“Riach,” said I.

"Riach," I said.

“Ay” said Alan, “Riach! Well, it was him that took up the clubs for me, asked the men if they werenae feared of a judgment, and, says he ‘Dod, I’ll put my back to the Hielandman’s mysel’.’ That’s none such an entirely bad little man, yon little man with the red head,” said Alan. “He has some spunks of decency.”

“Yeah,” said Alan, “Riach! Well, he’s the one who picked up the clubs for me, asked the guys if they weren’t afraid of a judgment, and he said, ‘Damn, I’ll take on the Highlander myself.’ He’s actually not such a bad little guy, that red-headed guy,” said Alan. “He has some decent qualities.”

“Well,” said I, “he was kind to me in his way.”

“Well,” I said, “he was kind to me in his own way.”

“And so he was to Alan,” said he; “and by my troth, I found his way a very good one! But ye see, David, the loss of the ship and the cries of these poor lads sat very ill upon the man; and I’m thinking that would be the cause of it.”

“And so he was to Alan,” he said; “and honestly, I found his approach really good! But you see, David, the loss of the ship and the cries of these poor boys weighed heavily on him; and I think that’s what caused it.”

“Well, I would think so,” says I; “for he was as keen as any of the rest at the beginning. But how did Hoseason take it?”

“Well, I think so,” I said; “because he was as eager as anyone else at the start. But how did Hoseason react?”

“It sticks in my mind that he would take it very ill,” says Alan. “But the little man cried to me to run, and indeed I thought it was a good observe, and ran. The last that I saw they were all in a knot upon the beach, like folk that were not agreeing very well together.”

“It sticks in my mind that he would take it very badly,” says Alan. “But the little guy yelled at me to run, and I thought that was smart, so I ran. The last I saw, they were all tangled up on the beach, like people who weren’t getting along very well.”

“What do you mean by that?” said I.

“What do you mean by that?” I said.

“Well, the fists were going,” said Alan; “and I saw one man go down like a pair of breeks. But I thought it would be better no to wait. Ye see there’s a strip of Campbells in that end of Mull, which is no good company for a gentleman like me. If it hadnae been for that I would have waited and looked for ye mysel’, let alone giving a hand to the little man.” (It was droll how Alan dwelt on Mr. Riach’s stature, for, to say the truth, the one was not much smaller than the other.) “So,” says he, continuing, “I set my best foot forward, and whenever I met in with any one I cried out there was a wreck ashore. Man, they didnae stop to fash with me! Ye should have seen them linking for the beach! And when they got there they found they had had the pleasure of a run, which is aye good for a Campbell. I’m thinking it was a judgment on the clan that the brig went down in the lump and didnae break. But it was a very unlucky thing for you, that same; for if any wreck had come ashore they would have hunted high and low, and would soon have found ye.”

“Well, the fists were flying,” said Alan; “and I saw one guy go down like a pair of pants. But I figured it’d be better not to wait. You see, there’s a group of Campbells over on that end of Mull, and they're not exactly good company for someone like me. If it hadn't been for that, I would have waited and looked for you myself, not to mention helping the little guy.” (It was funny how Alan focused on Mr. Riach’s height, considering that they weren't that different in size.) “So,” he continued, “I put my best foot forward, and whenever I ran into anyone, I shouted that there was a shipwreck on the shore. Man, they didn’t stop to bother with me! You should have seen them racing to the beach! And when they got there, they realized they had enjoyed a little run, which is always good for a Campbell. I think it was karma for the clan that the ship went down all at once and didn’t break apart. But that was very unlucky for you, because if any wreck had come ashore, they would have searched high and low, and they would have found you pretty quickly.”

Chapter XIX

CHAPTER XIX
THE HOUSE OF FEAR

N

ight fell as we were walking, and the clouds, which had broken up in the afternoon, settled in and thickened, so that it fell, for the season of the year, extremely dark. The way we went was over rough mountainsides; and though Alan pushed on with an assured manner, I could by no means see how he directed himself.

Night fell as we were walking, and the clouds, which had cleared up in the afternoon, settled back in and thickened, making it extremely dark for the time of year. We were making our way over rough mountainsides; and even though Alan moved forward confidently, I couldn't figure out how he was navigating.

At last, about half-past ten of the clock, we came to the top of a brae, and saw lights below us. It seemed a house door stood open and let out a beam of fire and candle-light; and all round the house and steading five or six persons were moving hurriedly about, each carrying a lighted brand.

At last, around 10:30, we reached the top of a hill and saw lights below us. It looked like a house door was open, spilling out a beam of fire and candlelight; and all around the house and farm, five or six people were hurriedly moving about, each carrying a lit torch.

“James must have tint his wits,” said Alan. “If this was the soldiers instead of you and me, he would be in a bonny mess. But I dare say he’ll have a sentry on the road, and he would ken well enough no soldiers would find the way that we came.”

“James must have lost his mind,” said Alan. “If this was the soldiers instead of you and me, he would be in big trouble. But I suppose he’ll have a guard on the road, and he knows well enough that no soldiers would find the way we came.”

He whistled three times, in a particular manner

Hereupon he whistled three times, in a particular manner. It was strange to see how, at the first sound of it, all the moving torches came to a stand, as if the bearers were affrighted; and how, at the third, the bustle began again as before.

Here, he whistled three times in a specific way. It was odd to see how, at the first sound, all the moving torches stopped, as if the holders were scared; and how, at the third whistle, the activity started up again just like before.

Having thus set folks’ minds at rest, we came down the brae, and were met at the yard gate (for this place was like a well-doing farm) by a tall, handsome man of more than fifty, who cried out to Alan in the Gaelic.

Having calmed everyone's nerves, we came down the slope and were greeted at the yard gate (since this place was like a well-managed farm) by a tall, good-looking man in his fifties, who called out to Alan in Gaelic.

“James Stewart,” said Alan, “I will ask ye to speak in Scotch, for here is a young gentleman with me that has nane of the other. This is him,” he added, putting his arm through mine, “a young gentleman of the Lowlands, and a laird in his country too, but I am thinking it will be the better for his health if we give his name the go-by.”

“James Stewart,” said Alan, “I need you to speak in Scots because I have a young gentleman here who doesn’t understand anything else. This is him,” he added, putting his arm through mine, “a young man from the Lowlands, and he’s a landowner back home too, but I think it’s better for his health if we skip using his name.”

James of the Glens turned to me for a moment, and greeted me courteously enough; the next he had turned to Alan.

James of the Glens turned to me for a moment and greeted me politely; the next moment, he turned to Alan.

“This has been a dreadful accident,” he cried. “It will bring trouble on the country.” And he wrung his hands.

“This has been a terrible accident,” he exclaimed. “It will cause issues for the country.” And he clasped his hands in distress.

“Hoots!” said Alan, “ye must take the sour with the sweet, man. Colin Roy is dead, and be thankful for that!”

“Hoots!” said Alan, “you have to take the bad with the good, man. Colin Roy is dead, and you should be thankful for that!”

“Ay” said James, “and by my troth, I wish he was alive again! It’s all very fine to blow and boast beforehand; but now it’s done, Alan; and who’s to bear the wyte[21] of it? The accident fell out in Appin—mind ye that, Alan; it’s Appin that must pay; and I am a man that has a family.”

“Yeah,” said James, “and honestly, I wish he were alive again! It’s easy to brag before the fact; but now it’s done, Alan; and who’s going to take the blame for it? The accident happened in Appin—remember that, Alan; Appin has to pay for it; and I have a family to think about.”

[21] Blame.

Blame.

While this was going on I looked about me at the servants. Some were on ladders, digging in the thatch of the house or the farm buildings, from which they brought out guns, swords, and different weapons of war; others carried them away; and by the sound of mattock blows from somewhere farther down the brae, I suppose they buried them. Though they were all so busy, there prevailed no kind of order in their efforts; men struggled together for the same gun and ran into each other with their burning torches; and James was continually turning about from his talk with Alan, to cry out orders which were apparently never understood. The faces in the torchlight were like those of people overborne with hurry and panic; and though none spoke above his breath, their speech sounded both anxious and angry.

While this was happening, I looked around at the servants. Some were on ladders, pulling things out of the thatch of the house or the farm buildings, bringing out guns, swords, and various weapons; others were carrying them away, and from the sounds of digging farther down the slope, I guessed they were burying them. Even though they were all so busy, there was no sense of order in what they were doing; men fought over the same gun and collided with each other while carrying their flaming torches. James kept turning from his conversation with Alan to shout orders that seemed to be misunderstood. The faces in the torchlight looked like those of people overwhelmed with haste and panic; even though no one spoke above a whisper, their voices sounded both anxious and angry.

It was about this time that a lassie came out of the house carrying a pack or bundle; and it has often made me smile to think how Alan’s instinct awoke at the mere sight of it.

It was around this time that a girl came out of the house carrying a pack or bundle; and it has often made me smile to think about how Alan's instincts kicked in at just the sight of it.

“What’s that the lassie has?” he asked.

“What does the girl have?” he asked.

“We’re just setting the house in order, Alan,” said James, in his frightened and somewhat fawning way. “They’ll search Appin with candles, and we must have all things straight. We’re digging the bit guns and swords into the moss, ye see; and these, I am thinking, will be your ain French clothes. We’ll be to bury them, I believe.”

“We're just getting the house ready, Alan,” James said, in his anxious and somewhat submissive manner. “They’ll search Appin thoroughly, and we need to have everything in order. We're hiding the little guns and swords in the moss, you see; and I think these will be your own French clothes. I believe we’ll have to bury them.”

“Bury my French clothes!” cried Alan. “Troth, no!” And he laid hold upon the packet and retired into the barn to shift himself, recommending me in the meanwhile to his kinsman.

“Bury my French clothes!” shouted Alan. “Absolutely not!” And he took the package and went into the barn to change, while asking me to look after his relative in the meantime.

James carried me accordingly into the kitchen, and sat down with me at table, smiling and talking at first in a very hospitable manner. But presently the gloom returned upon him; he sat frowning and biting his fingers; only remembered me from time to time; and then gave me but a word or two and a poor smile, and back into his private terrors. His wife sat by the fire and wept, with her face in her hands; his eldest son was crouched upon the floor, running over a great mass of papers and now and again setting one alight and burning it to the bitter end; all the while a servant lass with a red face was rummaging about the room, in a blind hurry of fear, and whimpering as she went; and every now and again one of the men would thrust in his face from the yard, and cry for orders.

James carried me into the kitchen and sat down with me at the table, smiling and chatting at first in a very friendly way. But soon the gloomy look returned; he sat there frowning and biting his fingers, only remembering me occasionally, giving me just a word or two and a weak smile before retreating back into his own worries. His wife sat by the fire, crying with her face in her hands; his oldest son was huddled on the floor, going through a huge pile of papers, occasionally setting one on fire and watching it burn to ashes; all the while, a red-faced maid was hurriedly searching through the room, clearly frightened and whimpering as she moved; and now and then, one of the men would lean in from outside and shout for instructions.

At last James could keep his seat no longer, and begged my permission to be so unmannerly as walk about. “I am but poor company altogether, sir,” says he, “but I can think of nothing but this dreadful accident, and the trouble it is like to bring upon quite innocent persons.”

At last, James couldn't sit still any longer and asked if I would allow him to be rude and walk around. "I'm not great company at all, sir," he said, "but I can't stop thinking about this terrible accident and the trouble it's likely to cause to completely innocent people."

A little after he observed his son burning a paper which he thought should have been kept; and at that his excitement burst out so that it was painful to witness. He struck the lad repeatedly.

A little after he saw his son burning a paper that he thought should have been saved, his anger erupted in a way that was hard to watch. He hit the boy multiple times.

“Are you gone gyte?”[22] he cried. “Do you wish to hang your father?” and forgetful of my presence, carried on at him a long time together in the Gaelic, the young man answering nothing; only the wife, at the name of hanging, throwing her apron over her face and sobbing out louder than before.

“Are you crazy?”[22] he shouted. “Do you want to hang your father?” Forgetting that I was there, he went on for a long time in Gaelic, while the young man said nothing. The wife, upon hearing the word 'hanging,' covered her face with her apron and sobbed even louder than before.

[22] Mad.

Crazy.

This was all wretched for a stranger like myself to hear and see; and I was right glad when Alan returned, looking like himself in his fine French clothes, though (to be sure) they were now grown almost too battered and withered to deserve the name of fine. I was then taken out in my turn by another of the sons, and given that change of clothing of which I had stood so long in need, and a pair of Highland brogues made of deer-leather, rather strange at first, but after a little practice very easy to the feet.

This was all horrible for someone like me to hear and see; and I was really glad when Alan came back, looking like himself in his nice French clothes, although (to be honest) they were now pretty beaten up and worn to still be called nice. I was then taken out in my turn by one of the other sons, and given the change of clothes I had needed for so long, as well as a pair of Highland brogues made of deer leather, which felt a bit odd at first, but after a little practice were very comfortable to wear.

By the time I came back Alan must have told his story; for it seemed understood that I was to fly with him, and they were all busy upon our equipment. They gave us each a sword and pistols, though I professed my inability to use the former; and with these, and some ammunition, a bag of oatmeal, an iron pan, and a bottle of right French brandy, we were ready for the heather. Money, indeed, was lacking. I had about two guineas left; Alan’s belt having been despatched by another hand, that trusty messenger had no more than seventeen-pence to his whole fortune; and as for James, it appears he had brought himself so low with journeys to Edinburgh and legal expenses on behalf of the tenants, that he could only scrape together three-and-five-pence-halfpenny, the most of it in coppers.

By the time I got back, Alan must have shared his story; it seemed everyone understood I was supposed to go with him, and they were all busy getting our gear ready. They gave us each a sword and pistols, even though I admitted I couldn’t use the former; with these, plus some ammunition, a bag of oatmeal, an iron pan, and a bottle of good French brandy, we were set for the heather. Unfortunately, we were short on money. I had about two guineas left; since Alan’s belt had been sent by someone else, that reliable messenger only had seventeen pence to his name; and as for James, it turned out he had spent so much on trips to Edinburgh and legal fees for the tenants that he could only scrape together three shillings and five-and-a-half pence, most of it in coins.

“This’ll no do,” said Alan.

“This won’t do,” said Alan.

“Ye must find a safe bit somewhere near by,” said James, “and get word sent to me. Ye see, ye’ll have to get this business prettily off, Alan. This is no time to be stayed for a guinea or two. They’re sure to get wind of ye, sure to seek ye, and by my way of it, sure to lay on ye the wyte of this day’s accident. If it falls on you, it falls on me that am your near kinsman and harboured ye while ye were in the country. And if it comes on me——” he paused, and bit his fingers, with a white face. “It would be a painful thing for our friends if I was to hang,” said he.

“You need to find a safe spot nearby,” James said, “and send word to me. Look, you have to handle this situation carefully, Alan. This isn’t the time to be held up for a guinea or two. They’re bound to catch wind of you, definitely going to look for you, and in my opinion, they’re likely to blame you for today’s incident. If it falls on you, it falls on me since I'm your close relative and sheltered you while you were here. And if it comes down on me——” he paused and bit his fingers, his face pale. “It would be a terrible thing for our friends if I were to be hanged,” he said.

“It would be an ill day for Appin,” says Alan.

“It would be a bad day for Appin,” says Alan.

“It’s a day that sticks in my throat,” said James. “O man, man, man—man Alan! you and me have spoken like two fools!” he cried, striking his hand upon the wall so that the house rang again.

“It’s a day that sticks in my throat,” said James. “Oh man, man, man—man Alan! You and I have talked like two idiots!” he shouted, hitting his hand against the wall so hard that the house echoed.

“Well, and that’s true, too,” said Alan; “and my friend from the Lowlands here” (nodding at me) “gave me a good word upon that head, if I would only have listened to him.”

“Well, that’s true too,” said Alan; “and my friend from the Lowlands here” (nodding at me) “gave me some good advice on that, if I had just listened to him.”

“But see here,” said James, returning to his former manner, “if they lay me by the heels, Alan, it’s then that you’ll be needing the money. For with all that I have said and that you have said, it will look very black against the two of us; do ye mark that? Well, follow me out, and ye’ll, I’ll see that I’ll have to get a paper out against ye mysel’; have to offer a reward for ye; ay, will I! It’s a sore thing to do between such near friends; but if I get the dirdum[23] of this dreadful accident, I’ll have to fend for myself, man. Do ye see that?”

“But listen,” said James, shifting back to his previous tone, “if they throw me in jail, Alan, that’s when you’ll really need the money. Because with everything I’ve said and everything you’ve said, it’s going to look really bad for both of us; do you get that? Well, come with me, and you’ll see that I might have to take out a warrant against you myself; I might even have to offer a reward for you; yes, I will! It’s a tough thing to do between such close friends; but if I get the blame for this awful accident, I’ve got to look out for myself, man. Do you understand?”

[23] Blame.

Blame.

He spoke with a pleading earnestness, taking Alan by the breast of the coat.

He spoke with a desperate sincerity, gripping Alan by the front of his coat.

“Ay” said Alan, “I see that.”

“Ay,” Alan said, “I see that.”

“And ye’ll have to be clear of the country, Alan—ay, and clear of Scotland—you and your friend from the Lowlands, too. For I’ll have to paper your friend from the Lowlands. Ye see that, Alan—say that ye see that!”

“And you’ll have to get out of the country, Alan—yeah, and out of Scotland—you and your friend from the Lowlands, too. Because I’ll have to take care of your friend from the Lowlands. Do you understand that, Alan—tell me you understand that!”

I thought Alan flushed a bit. “This is unco hard on me that brought him here, James,” said he, throwing his head back. “It’s like making me a traitor!”

I thought Alan went a bit red. “This is really tough on me for bringing him here, James,” he said, tossing his head back. “It feels like I'm being a traitor!”

“Now, Alan, man!” cried James. “Look things in the face! He’ll be papered anyway; Mungo Campbell’ll be sure to paper him; what matters if I paper him too? And then, Alan, I am a man that has a family.” And then, after a little pause on both sides, “And, Alan, it’ll be a jury of Campbells,” said he.

“Come on, Alan!” James exclaimed. “Face the facts! He’s going to be taken care of one way or another; Mungo Campbell will definitely handle it; what’s the difference if I do it too? And, Alan, I have a family to think about.” After a short pause on both sides, he added, “And, Alan, it’ll be a jury of Campbells.”

“There’s one thing,” said Alan, musingly, “that naebody kens his name.”

“There’s one thing,” said Alan, thoughtfully, “that nobody knows his name.”

“Nor yet they shallnae, Alan! There’s my hand on that,” cried James, for all the world as if he had really known my name and was foregoing some advantage. “But just the habit he was in, and what he looked like, and his age, and the like? I couldnae well do less.”

“Nor will they, Alan! I’m sure of that,” shouted James, as if he actually knew my name and was giving up some benefit. “But just his habits, what he looked like, his age, and so on? I couldn’t really do less.”

“I wonder at your father’s son,” cried Alan, sternly. “Would ye sell the lad with a gift? Would ye change his clothes and then betray him?”

“I’m surprised by your father’s son,” Alan said harshly. “Would you sell the kid for a gift? Would you change his clothes and then betray him?”

“No, no, Alan,” said James. “No, no: the habit he took off—the habit Mungo saw him in.” But I thought he seemed crestfallen; indeed, he was clutching at every straw, and all the time, I dare say, saw the faces of his hereditary foes on the bench, and in the jury-box, and the gallows in the background.

“No, no, Alan,” James said. “No, no: the outfit he removed—the outfit Mungo saw him wearing.” But I thought he looked deflated; in fact, he was grasping at every possible chance, and all the while, I bet he was imagining the faces of his ancestral enemies on the bench, in the jury box, and the gallows looming in the background.

“Well, sir,” says Alan, turning to me, “what say ye to that? Ye are here under the safeguard of my honour; and it’s my part to see nothing done but what shall please you.”

"Well, sir," Alan says, turning to me, "what do you think about that? You're here under my protection; it's my responsibility to make sure nothing happens that doesn't please you."

“I have but one word to say,” said I; “for to all this dispute I am a perfect stranger. But the plain common-sense is to set the blame where it belongs, and that is on the man who fired the shot. Paper him, as ye call it, set the hunt on him; and let honest, innocent folk show their faces in safety.” But at this both Alan and James cried out in horror; bidding me hold my tongue, for that was not to be thought of; and asking me what the Camerons would think? (which confirmed me, it must have been a Cameron from Mamore that did the act) and if I did not see that the lad might be caught? “Ye havenae surely thought of that?” said they, with such innocent earnestness, that my hands dropped at my side and I despaired of argument.

"I have just one thing to say," I replied; "because I'm completely unfamiliar with this whole argument. But the straightforward solution is to assign the blame where it rightly belongs, and that’s on the guy who fired the shot. Go ahead, as you say, and hunt him down; let honest, innocent people go out safely." However, both Alan and James shouted in shock, telling me to keep quiet, since that was out of the question; they asked what the Camerons would think? (which led me to conclude it must have been a Cameron from Mamore who did it) and whether I didn't realize the kid could get caught? "You haven't really thought about that, have you?" they said with such sincere seriousness that I dropped my hands at my sides and gave up trying to argue.

“Very well, then,” said I, “paper me, if you please, paper Alan, paper King George! We’re all three innocent, and that seems to be what’s wanted. But at least, sir,” said I to James, recovering from my little fit of annoyance, “I am Alan’s friend, and if I can be helpful to friends of his, I will not stumble at the risk.”

“Alright, then,” I said, “go ahead and label me, label Alan, label King George! We’re all three innocent, and that’s apparently what matters. But at least, sir,” I said to James, getting over my brief annoyance, “I’m Alan’s friend, and if I can help his friends, I won’t hesitate to take the risk.”

I thought it best to put a fair face on my consent, for I saw Alan troubled; and, besides (thinks I to myself), as soon as my back is turned, they will paper me, as they call it, whether I consent or not. But in this I saw I was wrong; for I had no sooner said the words, than Mrs. Stewart leaped out of her chair, came running over to us, and wept first upon my neck and then on Alan’s, blessing God for our goodness to her family.

I figured it was best to show a cheerful face when agreeing, since I saw Alan looking worried; and besides, I thought to myself, as soon as I turn my back, they’ll pull one over on me, whether I agree or not. But I realized I was mistaken; because as soon as I said those words, Mrs. Stewart jumped out of her chair, rushed over to us, and cried first on my shoulder and then on Alan's, thanking God for our kindness to her family.

“As for you, Alan, it was no more than your bounden duty,” she said. “But for this lad that has come here and seen us at our worst, and seen the goodman fleeching like a suitor, him that by rights should give his commands like any king—as for you, my lad,” she says, “my heart is wae not to have your name, but I have your face; and as long as my heart beats under my bosom, I will keep it, and think of it, and bless it.” And with that she kissed me, and burst once more into such sobbing, that I stood abashed.

“As for you, Alan, it was just your duty,” she said. “But for this young man who has come here and seen us at our worst, and seen the goodman acting like a suitor, he who should be giving orders like any king—as for you, my boy,” she said, “my heart aches not knowing your name, but I have your face; and as long as my heart beats in my chest, I will keep it, and think of it, and bless it.” And with that, she kissed me and broke into such sobbing again that I stood there feeling embarrassed.

“Hoot, hoot,” said Alan, looking mighty silly. “The day comes unco soon in this month of July; and to-morrow there’ll be a fine to-do in Appin, a fine riding of dragoons, and crying of ‘Cruachan!’[24] and running of red-coats; and it behoves you and me to the sooner be gone.”

“Hoot, hoot,” said Alan, looking pretty foolish. “The day comes way too soon this July; and tomorrow there’s going to be quite a commotion in Appin, a grand show of dragoons, and shouts of ‘Cruachan!’[24] and the running of redcoats; so you and I should leave as soon as possible.”

[24] The rallying-word of the Campbells.

[24] The rallying cry of the Campbells.

Thereupon we said farewell, and set out again, bending somewhat eastwards, in a fine mild dark night, and over much the same broken country as before.

Thereupon we said goodbye and set out again, heading slightly eastward on a nice, calm dark night, across mostly the same rough terrain as before.

Chapter XX

CHAPTER XX
THE FLIGHT IN THE HEATHER: THE ROCKS

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ometimes we walked, sometimes ran; and as it drew on to morning, walked ever the less and ran the more. Though, upon its face, that country appeared to be a desert, yet there were huts and houses of the people, of which we must have passed more than twenty, hidden in quiet places of the hills. When we came to one of these, Alan would leave me in the way, and go himself and rap upon the side of the house and speak awhile at the window with some sleeper awakened. This was to pass the news; which, in that country, was so much of a duty that Alan must pause to attend to it even while fleeing for his life; and so well attended to by others, that in more than half of the houses where we called they had heard already of the murder. In the others, as well as I could make out (standing back at a distance and hearing a strange tongue), the news was received with more of consternation than surprise.

Sometimes we walked, sometimes we ran; and as the morning approached, we walked less and ran more. Although the area seemed like a desert at first glance, there were huts and homes of the locals, and we must have passed more than twenty of them, tucked away in the quiet hills. When we reached one of these places, Alan would leave me by the road, go up to the house, knock on the side, and chat for a bit with someone inside who had been asleep. This was to share the news, which was considered such an important duty in that place that Alan felt he had to stop and attend to it even while trying to escape for his life. Others were just as diligent, as in more than half of the homes we visited, they had already heard about the murder. In the others, from what I could gather (standing back and listening to a language I didn’t understand), the news was met with more shock than surprise.

For all our hurry, day began to come in while we were still far from any shelter. It found us in a prodigious valley, strewn with rocks and where ran a foaming river. Wild mountains stood around it; there grew there neither grass nor trees; and I have sometimes thought since then, that it may have been the valley called Glencoe, where the massacre was in the time of King William. But for the details of our itinerary, I am all to seek; our way lying now by short cuts, now by great detours; our pace being so hurried, our time of journeying usually by night; and the names of such places as I asked and heard being in the Gaelic tongue and the more easily forgotten.

Despite our hurry, day broke while we were still far from any shelter. We found ourselves in a massive valley filled with rocks and a rushing river. Wild mountains surrounded us; there was no grass or trees growing there; and I sometimes wonder since then if it was the valley called Glencoe, where the massacre happened in King William’s time. But as for the details of our journey, I can't recall; our route varied between shortcuts and long detours, our pace was rushed, and we usually traveled at night; the names of the places I asked about and heard were in Gaelic and easy to forget.

The first peep of morning, then, showed us this horrible place, and I could see Alan knit his brow.

The first light of morning then revealed this terrible place, and I noticed Alan frown.

“This is no fit place for you and me,” he said. “This is a place they’re bound to watch.”

“This isn’t a good place for us,” he said. “They’re definitely going to keep an eye on this spot.”

And with that he ran harder than ever down to the water-side, in a part where the river was split in two among three rocks. It went through with a horrid thundering that made my belly quake; and there hung over the lynn a little mist of spray. Alan looked neither to the right nor to the left, but jumped clean upon the middle rock and fell there on his hands and knees to check himself, for that rock was small and he might have pitched over on the far side. I had scarce time to measure the distance or to understand the peril before I had followed him, and he had caught and stopped me.

And with that, he sprinted harder than ever down to the riverside, to a spot where the river split in two between three rocks. It roared with a terrifying sound that made my stomach churn; a light mist of spray hung over the rapids. Alan didn’t look to the right or the left but jumped straight onto the middle rock and dropped to his hands and knees to steady himself, as that rock was small and he could have easily fallen over the edge. I barely had time to gauge the distance or grasp the danger before I followed him, and he caught me and stopped me.

So there we stood, side by side upon a small rock slippery with spray, a far broader leap in front of us, and the river dinning upon all sides. When I saw where I was, there came on me a deadly sickness of fear, and I put my hand over my eyes. Alan took me and shook me; I saw he was speaking, but the roaring of the falls and the trouble of my mind prevented me from hearing; only I saw his face was red with anger, and that he stamped upon the rock. The same look showed me the water raging by, and the mist hanging in the air: and with that I covered my eyes again and shuddered.

So there we were, standing side by side on a small rock slick with spray, a much wider jump ahead of us, with the noise of the river roaring all around. When I realized where I was, a wave of fear washed over me, and I covered my eyes with my hand. Alan grabbed me and shook me; I could see he was talking, but the sound of the falls and my racing thoughts drowned him out. All I noticed was that his face was flushed with anger and that he was stamping his feet on the rock. The same expression mirrored the water crashing by and the mist in the air: so I covered my eyes again and shuddered.

The next minute Alan had set the brandy bottle to my lips, and forced me to drink about a gill, which sent the blood into my head again. Then, putting his hands to his mouth, and his mouth to my ear, he shouted, “Hang or drown!” and turning his back upon me, leaped over the farther branch of the stream, and landed safe.

The next minute, Alan tilted the brandy bottle to my lips and made me drink about a gill, which made my head spin again. Then, cupping his hands to his mouth and leaning in close to my ear, he shouted, “Hang or drown!” and turning away from me, he jumped over the farther branch of the stream and landed safely.

I was bent low on my knees and flung myself forth

I was now alone upon the rock, which gave me the more room; the brandy was singing in my ears; I had this good example fresh before me, and just wit enough to see that if I did not leap at once, I should never leap at all. I bent low on my knees and flung myself forth, with that kind of anger of despair that has sometimes stood me in stead of courage. Sure enough, it was but my hands that reached the full length; these slipped, caught again, slipped again; and I was sliddering back into the lynn, when Alan seized me, first by the hair, then by the collar, and with a great strain dragged me into safety.

I was now alone on the rock, which gave me more space; the brandy was buzzing in my ears; I had this good example right in front of me, and just enough sense to realize that if I didn't jump right away, I would never jump at all. I knelt down and threw myself forward, fueled by that kind of desperate anger that sometimes serves as courage. Sure enough, my hands reached out first; they slipped, grabbed again, slipped once more; and I was sliding back into the lynn when Alan grabbed me, first by the hair, then by the collar, and with a strong pull, dragged me to safety.

Never a word he said, but set off running again for his life, and I must stagger to my feet and run after him. I had been weary before, but now I was sick and bruised, and partly drunken with the brandy; I kept stumbling as I ran, I had a stitch that came near to overmaster me; and when at last Alan paused under a great rock that stood there among a number of others, it was none too soon for David Balfour.

Never said a word, but took off running for his life again, and I had to force myself to my feet and chase after him. I had been tired before, but now I was sick, bruised, and partly drunk from the brandy; I kept tripping as I ran, and I had a stitch that almost took me out; when Alan finally stopped under a big rock standing among a bunch of others, it was just in time for David Balfour.

A great rock I have said; but by rights it was two rocks leaning together at the top, both some twenty feet high, and at the first sight inaccessible. Even Alan (though you may say he had as good as four hands) failed twice in an attempt to climb them; and it was only at the third trial, and then by standing on my shoulders and leaping up with such force as I thought must have broken my collar-bone, that he secured a lodgment. Once there, he let down his leathern girdle; and with the aid of that and a pair of shallow footholds in the rock, I scrambled up beside him.

A huge rock, as I said; but technically it was two rocks leaning against each other at the top, both about twenty feet high and seemingly impossible to climb at first glance. Even Alan (though you could say he practically had four hands) failed twice when trying to scale them; it was only on his third attempt, and by standing on my shoulders and jumping up with enough force that I thought I might break my collarbone, that he managed to find a foothold. Once he was up there, he lowered down his leather belt; and with that and a couple of shallow ledges in the rock, I scrambled up next to him.

Then I saw why we had come there; for the two rocks, being both somewhat hollow on the top and sloping one to the other, made a kind of dish or saucer, where as many as three or four men might have lain hidden.

Then I realized why we had come there; the two rocks, both slightly hollow on top and sloping towards each other, formed a sort of dish or bowl where three or four men could have hidden.

All this while Alan had not said a word, and had run and climbed with such a savage, silent frenzy of hurry, that I knew that he was in mortal fear of some miscarriage. Even now we were on the rock he said nothing, nor so much as relaxed the frowning look upon his face; but clapped flat down, and keeping only one eye above the edge of our place of shelter scouted all round the compass. The dawn had come quite clear; we could see the stony sides of the valley, and its bottom, which was bestrewed with rocks, and the river, which went from one side to another, and made white falls; but nowhere the smoke of a house, nor any living creature but some eagles screaming round a cliff.

All this time, Alan hadn’t said a word and had run and climbed with such a wild, silent urgency that I could tell he was terrified something would go wrong. Even now that we were on the rock, he said nothing and didn't even relax the frown on his face; instead, he crouched down flat and kept one eye peeking over the edge of our shelter while scanning the area. Dawn had broken clearly; we could see the rocky sides of the valley and its bottom scattered with boulders, along with the river that flowed from side to side, creating white waterfalls. But there was no sign of any houses, or any living thing except for some eagles screeching around a cliff.

Then at last Alan smiled.

Finally, Alan smiled.

“Ay” said he, “now we have a chance;” and then looking at me with some amusement, “Ye’re no very gleg[25] at the jumping,” said he.

“Ay,” he said, “now we have a chance;” and then looking at me with some amusement, “You’re not very quick at the jumping,” he said.

[25] Brisk.

Brisk.

At this I suppose I coloured with mortification, for he added at once, “Hoots! small blame to ye! To be feared of a thing and yet to do it, is what makes the prettiest kind of a man. And then there was water there, and water’s a thing that dauntons even me. No, no,” said Alan, “it’s no you that’s to blame, it’s me.”

At this, I’m sure I turned red with embarrassment because he immediately added, “No worries! To be afraid of something and still do it is what makes a really admirable person. And then there was water there, and even I find water intimidating. No, no,” Alan said, “it’s not your fault, it’s mine.”

I asked him why.

I asked him why.

“Why,” said he, “I have proved myself a gomeral this night. For first of all I take a wrong road, and that in my own country of Appin; so that the day has caught us where we should never have been; and thanks to that, we lie here in some danger and mair discomfort. And next (which is the worst of the two, for a man that has been so much among the heather as myself) I have come wanting a water-bottle, and here we lie for a long summer’s day with naething but neat spirit. Ye may think that a small matter; but before it comes night, David, ye’ll give me news of it.”

“Why,” he said, “I’ve really made a fool of myself tonight. First, I took the wrong road, and that in my own hometown of Appin; so now we’re stuck here when we should never have been. Because of that, we’re in some danger and a lot of discomfort. And next (which is the worse of the two, for someone who’s spent so much time in the heather like me) I’ve come without a water bottle, and here we lie for a long summer day with nothing but strong liquor. You might think that’s a small thing, but before night falls, David, you’ll hear about it.”

I was anxious to redeem my character, and offered, if he would pour out the brandy, to run down and fill the bottle at the river.

I was eager to restore my reputation, and I offered that if he would pour out the brandy, I would run down to the river and refill the bottle.

“I wouldnae waste the good spirit either,” says he. “It’s been a good friend to you this night; or in my poor opinion, ye would still be cocking on yon stone. And what’s mair,” says he, “ye may have observed (you that’s a man of so much penetration) that Alan Breck Stewart was perhaps walking quicker than his ordinar’.”

“I wouldn’t waste the good spirit either,” he says. “It’s been a good friend to you tonight; or in my humble opinion, you’d still be leaning against that stone. And what’s more,” he says, “you might have noticed (being such a perceptive guy) that Alan Breck Stewart was probably walking faster than usual.”

“You!” I cried, “you were running fit to burst.”

“You!” I shouted, “you were running like you were about to explode.”

“Was I so?” said he. “Well, then, ye may depend upon it, there was nae time to be lost. And now here is enough said; gang you to your sleep, lad, and I’ll watch.”

“Was I?” he said. “Well, then, you can count on it, there was no time to waste. And now that’s enough said; you go to sleep, kid, and I’ll keep watch.”

Accordingly, I lay down to sleep; a little peaty earth had drifted in between the top of the two rocks, and some bracken grew there, to be a bed to me; the last thing I heard was still the crying of the eagles.

Accordingly, I lay down to sleep; a little patch of peaty soil had settled between the tops of the two rocks, and some bracken grew there to serve as my bedding; the last thing I heard was the cries of the eagles.

I dare say it would be nine in the morning when I was roughly awakened, and found Alan’s hand pressed upon my mouth.

I would guess it was around nine in the morning when I was suddenly woken up and found Alan’s hand covering my mouth.

“Wheesht!” he whispered. “Ye were snoring.”

“Shh!” he whispered. “You were snoring.”

“Well,” said I, surprised at his anxious and dark face, “and why not?”

“Well,” I said, surprised by his worried and gloomy expression, “why not?”

He peered over the edge of the rock, and signed to me to do the like.

He looked over the edge of the rock and signaled for me to do the same.

It was now high day, cloudless, and very hot. The valley was as clear as in a picture. About half a mile up the water was a camp of red-coats; a big fire blazed in their midst, at which some were cooking; and near by, on the top of a rock about as high as ours, there stood a sentry, with the sun sparkling on his arms. All the way down along the river-side were posted other sentries; here near together, there widelier scattered; some planted like the first, on places of command, some on the ground level and marching and counter-marching, so as to meet half-way. Higher up the glen, where the ground was more open, the chain of posts was continued by horse-soldiers, whom we could see in the distance riding to and fro. Lower down, the infantry continued; but as the stream was suddenly swelled by the confluence of a considerable burn, they were more widely set, and only watched the fords and stepping-stones.

It was midday, clear, and really hot. The valley looked like a picture. About half a mile up the river, there was a camp of redcoats; a big fire was blazing in the middle, where some were cooking. Nearby, on top of a rock about as high as ours, a sentry stood with the sun glinting off his arms. Along the riverside, other sentries were posted; some were close together, while others were more spread out. Some were stationed like the first one, in strategic spots, while others marched back and forth on the ground, meeting in the middle. Further up the glen, where the ground was more open, a line of horse soldiers continued, visible in the distance as they rode around. Downstream, the infantry was still there, but since the stream had suddenly swelled from the joining of a significant brook, they were spaced out more and were only watching the fords and stepping-stones.

I took but one look at them, and ducked again into my place. It was strange indeed to see this valley, which had lain so solitary in the hour of dawn, bristling with arms and dotted with the red coats and breeches.

I glanced at them once and quickly went back inside. It was really odd to see this valley, which had been so quiet at dawn, filled with weapons and marked by red coats and pants.

“Ye see,” said Alan, “this was what I was afraid of, Davie: that they would watch the burn-side. They began to come in about two hours ago, and, man! but ye’re a grand hand at the sleeping! We’re in a narrow place. If they get up the sides of the hill, they could easy spy us with a glass; but if they’ll only keep in the foot of the valley, we’ll do yet. The posts are thinner down the water; and, come night, we’ll try our hand at getting by them.”

“Look,” said Alan, “this is what I was worried about, Davie: that they would keep an eye on the riverbank. They started to show up about two hours ago, and, man! you really know how to sleep! We’re in a tight spot. If they make it up the sides of the hill, they could easily spot us with binoculars; but if they stay at the bottom of the valley, we’ll still have a chance. The guards are thinner down by the water; and when night falls, we’ll try to sneak past them.”

“And what are we to do till night?” I asked.

“And what are we supposed to do until tonight?” I asked.

“Lie here,” says he, “and birstle.”

“Lie here,” he says, “and chatter.”

That one good Scotch word, “birstle,” was indeed the most of the story of the day that we had now to pass. You are to remember that we lay on the bare top of a rock, like scones upon a girdle; the sun beat upon us cruelly; the rock grew so heated, a man could scarce endure the touch of it; and the little patch of earth and fern, which kept cooler, was only large enough for one at a time. We took turn about to lie on the naked rock, which was indeed like the position of that saint that was martyred on a gridiron; and it ran in my mind how strange it was, that in the same climate and at only a few days’ distance, I should have suffered so cruelly, first from cold upon my island and now from heat upon this rock.

That one good Scottish word, “birstle,” really captured the essence of our day. Remember, we were lying on the bare top of a rock, like scones on a hot griddle; the sun was beating down on us mercilessly; the rock was so hot that it was almost unbearable to touch; and the small patch of earth and ferns, which stayed a bit cooler, was barely big enough for one person at a time. We took turns lying on the bare rock, which felt a lot like the position of that saint who was martyred on a gridiron; and I couldn't help but think how strange it was that in the same climate and just a few days apart, I had suffered so intensely, first from the cold on my island and now from the heat on this rock.

All the while we had no water, only raw brandy for a drink, which was worse than nothing; but we kept the bottle as cool as we could, burying it in the earth, and got some relief by bathing our breasts and temples.

All the while we had no water, only straight brandy to drink, which was worse than nothing; but we kept the bottle as cool as we could, burying it in the ground, and found some relief by soaking our chests and foreheads.

The soldiers kept stirring all day in the bottom of the valley, now changing guard, now in patrolling parties hunting among the rocks. These lay round in so great a number, that to look for men among them was like looking for a needle in a bottle of hay; and being so hopeless a task, it was gone about with the less care. Yet we could see the soldiers pike their bayonets among the heather, which sent a cold thrill into my vitals; and they would sometimes hang about our rock, so that we scarce dared to breathe.

The soldiers kept moving all day in the bottom of the valley, now switching guards, now patrolling in groups searching among the rocks. There were so many rocks that looking for men among them was like looking for a needle in a haystack, and since it seemed like a hopeless task, they didn’t do it as thoroughly. Still, we could see the soldiers poking their bayonets through the heather, which sent a chill down my spine; and sometimes they would linger near our rock, making us barely dare to breathe.

It was in this way that I first heard the right English speech; one fellow as he went by actually clapping his hand upon the sunny face of the rock on which we lay, and plucking it off again with an oath. “I tell you it’s ‘ot,” says he; and I was amazed at the clipping tones and the odd sing-song in which he spoke, and no less at that strange trick of dropping out the letter “h.” To be sure, I had heard Ransome; but he had taken his ways from all sorts of people, and spoke so imperfectly at the best, that I set down the most of it to childishness. My surprise was all the greater to hear that manner of speaking in the mouth of a grown man; and indeed I have never grown used to it; nor yet altogether with the English grammar, as perhaps a very critical eye might here and there spy out even in these memoirs.

It was like this that I first heard proper English; one guy, as he walked by, actually slapped his hand on the sunny rock we were lying on and pulled it away with a curse. “I tell you it’s hot,” he said; and I was amazed by the clipped tones and the strange sing-song way he spoke, not to mention that weird habit of dropping the letter “h.” Sure, I had heard Ransome, but he picked up his manner from all kinds of people and spoke so imperfectly that I attributed most of it to childishness. My surprise was even greater to hear that way of speaking from an adult man; and honestly, I’ve never really gotten used to it, nor to English grammar, as maybe a really critical eye could catch here and there, even in these memoirs.

The tediousness and pain of these hours upon the rock grew only the greater as the day went on; the rock getting still the hotter and the sun fiercer. There were giddiness, and sickness, and sharp pangs like rheumatism, to be supported. I minded then, and have often minded since, on the lines in our Scotch psalm:—

The boredom and agony of these hours on the rock only increased as the day went on; the rock became hotter and the sun harsher. I had to deal with dizziness, nausea, and sharp pains like rheumatism. I thought about it then, and I’ve often thought about it since, on the lines in our Scottish psalm:—

“The moon by night thee shall not smite,
Nor yet the sun by day;”

“The moon at night won't strike you,
Nor will the sun during the day;”

and indeed it was only by God’s blessing that we were neither of us sun-smitten.

and it was truly only through God’s blessing that neither of us was sunburned.

At last, about two, it was beyond men’s bearing, and there was now temptation to resist, as well as pain to thole. For the sun being now got a little into the west, there came a patch of shade on the east side of our rock, which was the side sheltered from the soldiers.

At last, around two, it became too much for the men to handle, and they faced not only pain but also the temptation to give in. With the sun now a bit lower in the west, a patch of shade appeared on the east side of our rock, the side away from the soldiers.

“As well one death as another,” said Alan, and slipped over the edge and dropped on the ground on the shadowy side.

“As good as one death as another,” said Alan, and stepped over the edge and landed on the ground in the shadowy area.

I followed him at once, and instantly fell all my length, so weak was I and so giddy with that long exposure. Here, then, we lay for an hour or two, aching from head to foot, as weak as water, and lying quite naked to the eye of any soldier who should have strolled that way. None came, however, all passing by on the other side; so that our rock continued to be our shield even in this new position.

I followed him right away and immediately fell flat on my face, feeling weak and dizzy from being out there for so long. So, we lay there for an hour or two, hurting from head to toe, completely defenseless and exposed to any soldier who might walk by. Fortunately, none came, as everyone passed on the other side; so our rock continued to protect us even in this new situation.

Presently we began again to get a little strength; and as the soldiers were now lying closer along the river-side, Alan proposed that we should try a start. I was by this time afraid of but one thing in the world; and that was to be set back upon the rock; anything else was welcome to me; so we got ourselves at once in marching order, and began to slip from rock to rock one after the other, now crawling flat on our bellies in the shade, now making a run for it, heart in mouth.

Right now, we started to regain some strength; and since the soldiers were lying closer to the riverbank, Alan suggested we should make a move. By this point, I was only afraid of one thing: being pushed back onto the rock; anything else was fine with me. So we quickly got into marching order and began to move from rock to rock, sometimes crawling flat on our bellies in the shade, other times sprinting with our hearts racing.

The soldiers, having searched this side of the valley after a fashion, and being perhaps somewhat sleepy with the sultriness of the afternoon, had now laid by much of their vigilance, and stood dozing at their posts or only kept a look-out along the banks of the river; so that in this way, keeping down the valley and at the same time towards the mountains, we drew steadily away from their neighbourhood. But the business was the most wearing I had ever taken part in. A man had need of a hundred eyes in every part of him, to keep concealed in that uneven country and within cry of so many and scattered sentries. When we must pass an open place, quickness was not all, but a swift judgment not only of the lie of the whole country, but of the solidity of every stone on which we must set foot; for the afternoon was now fallen so breathless that the rolling of a pebble sounded abroad like a pistol shot, and would start the echo calling among the hills and cliffs.

The soldiers, having searched this side of the valley in their own way and probably feeling a bit drowsy from the afternoon heat, had now relaxed their vigilance. They stood dozing at their posts or simply keeping watch along the riverbanks, so we managed to move steadily away from them, heading down the valley and toward the mountains. But this was the most exhausting task I had ever been part of. A person needed a hundred eyes all over to stay hidden in that uneven terrain and within earshot of so many scattered sentries. When we had to cross an open area, it wasn't just about being quick; it required sharp judgment of the entire landscape and the stability of every stone we stepped on. The afternoon had become so still that the sound of a pebble rolling could echo like a gunshot, setting off the reverberations among the hills and cliffs.

By sundown we had made some distance, even by our slow rate of progress, though to be sure the sentry on the rock was still plainly in our view. But now we came on something that put all fears out of season; and that was a deep rushing burn, that tore down, in that part, to join the glen river. At the sight of this we cast ourselves on the ground and plunged head and shoulders in the water; and I cannot tell which was the more pleasant, the great shock as the cool stream went over us, or the greed with which we drank of it.

By sundown, we had covered some ground, even at our slow pace, although the sentry on the rock was still clearly visible. But then we encountered something that completely chased away our fears: a deep, rushing stream that flowed down to join the river in the glen. At the sight of this, we threw ourselves on the ground and plunged our heads and shoulders into the water; I can't say which was more enjoyable, the refreshing shock of the cool water rushing over us or the eagerness with which we drank it in.

We lay there (for the banks hid us), drank again and again, bathed our chests, let our wrists trail in the running water till they ached with the chill; and at last, being wonderfully renewed, we got out the meal-bag and made drammach in the iron pan. This, though it is but cold water mingled with oatmeal, yet makes a good enough dish for a hungry man; and where there are no means of making fire, or (as in our case) good reason for not making one, it is the chief stand-by of those who have taken to the heather.

We lay there (hidden by the banks), drank over and over, soaked our chests, let our wrists trail in the running water until they stung from the cold; and finally, feeling wonderfully refreshed, we took out the meal bag and made oatmeal in the iron pan. This, although it's just cold water mixed with oatmeal, still makes a decent meal for a hungry person; and when there’s no way to start a fire, or (like us) a good reason not to start one, it's the main go-to for those who've taken to the moors.

As soon as the shadow of the night had fallen, we set forth again, at first with the same caution, but presently with more boldness, standing our full height and stepping out at a good pace of walking. The way was very intricate, lying up the steep sides of mountains and along the brows of cliffs; clouds had come in with the sunset, and the night was dark and cool; so that I walked without much fatigue, but in continual fear of falling and rolling down the mountains, and with no guess at our direction.

As soon as night fell, we set out again, initially with the same caution, but soon with more confidence, standing tall and walking at a good pace. The path was very complicated, winding up the steep sides of mountains and along the edges of cliffs; clouds had rolled in with the sunset, making the night dark and cool. I walked without much fatigue, but I was constantly afraid of falling and tumbling down the mountains, with no idea of where we were going.

The moon rose at last and found us still on the road; it was in its last quarter, and was long beset with clouds; but after awhile shone out and showed me many dark heads of mountains, and was reflected far underneath us on the narrow arm of a sea-loch.

The moon finally rose and found us still on the road; it was in its last quarter and had been covered by clouds for a long time; but after a while, it broke through and illuminated many dark mountain peaks, reflecting far below us on the narrow arm of a sea loch.

At this sight we both paused: I struck with wonder to find myself so high and walking (as it seemed to me) upon clouds; Alan to make sure of his direction.

At this sight, we both stopped: I was amazed to find myself so high up, walking (or at least it felt like) on clouds; Alan was just checking his direction.

Seemingly he was well pleased, and he must certainly have judged us out of ear-shot of all our enemies; for throughout the rest of our night-march he beguiled the way with whistling of many tunes, warlike, merry, plaintive; reel tunes that made the foot go faster; tunes of my own south country that made me fain to be home from my adventures; and all these, on the great, dark, desert mountains, making company upon the way.

Seemingly, he was really pleased, and he must have known we were out of earshot of all our enemies; because throughout the rest of our night march, he entertained us by whistling many tunes—warlike, cheerful, and melancholic; lively tunes that made our footsteps quicker; tunes from my own southern homeland that made me long to be home from my adventures; and all of these, in the vast, dark, empty mountains, kept us company along the way.

Chapter XXI

CHAPTER XXI
THE FLIGHT IN THE HEATHER: THE HEUGH OF CORRYNAKIEGH

E

arly as day comes in the beginning of July, it was still dark when we reached our destination, a cleft in the head of a great mountain, with a water running through the midst, and upon the one hand a shallow cave in a rock. Birches grew there in a thin, pretty wood, which a little farther on was changed into a wood of pines. The burn was full of trout; the wood of cushat-doves; on the open side of the mountain beyond, whaups would be always whistling, and cuckoos were plentiful. From the mouth of the cleft we looked down upon a part of Mamore, and on the sea-loch that divides that country from Appin; and this from so great a height as made it my continual wonder and pleasure to sit and behold them.

Early in the day at the start of July, it was still dark when we reached our destination, a gap in the top of a large mountain, with a stream running through it, and on one side, a shallow cave in the rock. Birches grew there in a lovely, sparse forest, which a little further on turned into a pine wood. The stream was full of trout; the forest was filled with wood pigeons; on the open side of the mountain ahead, curlews would always be whistling, and cuckoos were abundant. From the mouth of the gap, we looked down on a part of Mamore, and on the sea loch that separates that area from Appin; and from such a great height, it was a constant wonder and joy for me to sit and watch them.

The name of the cleft was the Heugh of Corrynakiegh; and although from its height and being so near upon the sea, it was often beset with clouds, yet it was on the whole a pleasant place, and the five days we lived in it went happily.

The name of the cleft was the Heugh of Corrynakiegh; and although from its height and being so close to the sea, it was often surrounded by clouds, it was overall a nice place, and the five days we spent there were enjoyable.

We slept in the cave, making our bed of heather bushes which we cut for that purpose, and covering ourselves with Alan’s great-coat. There was a low concealed place, in a turning of the glen, where we were so bold as to make fire: so that we could warm ourselves when the clouds set in, and cook hot porridge, and grill the little trouts that we caught with our hands under the stones and overhanging banks of the burn. This was indeed our chief pleasure and business; and not only to save our meal against worse times, but with a rivalry that much amused us, we spent a great part of our days at the water-side, stripped to the waist and groping about or (as they say) guddling for these fish. The largest we got might have been a quarter of a pound; but they were of good flesh and flavour, and when broiled upon the coals, lacked only a little salt to be delicious.

We slept in the cave, making our bed out of heather bushes that we cut for this purpose, and covering ourselves with Alan’s greatcoat. There was a low hidden spot, in a bend of the glen, where we had the courage to make a fire so we could warm up when the clouds rolled in, cook hot porridge, and grill the little trout we caught with our hands under the stones and overhanging banks of the stream. This was really our main pleasure and activity; not just to have food saved for tougher times, but with a friendly competition that entertained us, we spent a lot of our days by the water, bare-chested and feeling around or, as they say, guddling for these fish. The biggest we caught might have weighed a quarter of a pound, but they were meaty and tasty, and when grilled over the coals, they just needed a little salt to be delicious.

In any by-time Alan must teach me to use my sword, for my ignorance had much distressed him; and I think besides, as I had sometimes the upper-hand of him in the fishing, he was not sorry to turn to an exercise where he had so much the upper-hand of me. He made it somewhat more of a pain than need have been, for he stormed at me all through the lessons in a very violent manner of scolding, and would push me so close that I made sure he must run me through the body. I was often tempted to turn tail, but held my ground for all that, and got some profit of my lessons; if it was but to stand on guard with an assured countenance, which is often all that is required. So, though I could never in the least please my master, I was not altogether displeased with myself.

At some point, Alan had to teach me how to use my sword because my lack of knowledge really frustrated him. I also think that since I sometimes outperformed him while fishing, he wasn't upset about switching to an activity where he clearly had the advantage over me. He made the lessons more painful than they needed to be, shouting at me in a really intense way the whole time, and getting so close that I thought he might actually stab me. I was often tempted to back down, but I stood my ground and managed to learn something; even if it was just how to hold my guard confidently, which is often all that's needed. So, even though I could never fully satisfy my instructor, I wasn't entirely unhappy with myself.

In the meanwhile, you are not to suppose that we neglected our chief business, which was to get away.

In the meantime, don't think that we ignored our main goal, which was to escape.

“It will be many a long day,” Alan said to me on our first morning, “before the red-coats think upon seeking Corrynakiegh; so now we must get word sent to James, and he must find the siller for us.”

“It will be a long time,” Alan said to me on our first morning, “before the redcoats even start thinking about looking for Corrynakiegh; so now we need to send word to James, and he has to find the money for us.”

“And how shall we send that word?” says I. “We are here in a desert place, which yet we dare not leave; and unless ye get the fowls of the air to be your messengers, I see not what we shall be able to do.”

“And how are we going to send that message?” I say. “We’re stuck in this deserted place, and we can’t just leave; unless you manage to get the birds in the sky to carry your message, I don’t see how we can do anything.”

“Ay?” said Alan. “Ye’re a man of small contrivance, David.”

“Wait?” said Alan. “You’re a guy with little creativity, David.”

Thereupon he fell in a muse, looking in the embers of the fire; and presently, getting a piece of wood, he fashioned it in a cross, the four ends of which he blackened on the coals. Then he looked at me a little shyly.

He then got lost in thought, staring into the fire's embers; and soon, taking a piece of wood, he shaped it into a cross, blackening the four ends in the coals. Afterwards, he glanced at me somewhat shyly.

Getting a piece of wood, he fashioned it in a cross

“Could ye lend me my button?” says he. “It seems a strange thing to ask a gift again, but I own I am laith to cut another.”

“Could you lend me my button?” he says. “It seems odd to ask for something back, but I admit I’m reluctant to cut another one.”

I gave him the button; whereupon he strung it on a strip of his great-coat which he had used to bind the cross; and tying in a little sprig of birch and another of fir, he looked upon his work with satisfaction.

I gave him the button, and he threaded it onto a piece of his great-coat that he had used to secure the cross. After tying in a small sprig of birch and another of fir, he admired his work with satisfaction.

“Now,” said he, “there is a little clachan” (what is called a hamlet in the English) “not very far from Corrynakiegh, and it has the name of Koalisnacoan. There there are living many friends of mine whom I could trust with my life, and some that I am no just so sure of. Ye see, David, there will be money set upon our heads; James himsel’ is to set money on them; and as for the Campbells, they would never spare siller where there was a Stewart to be hurt. If it was otherwise, I would go down to Koalisnacoan whatever, and trust my life into these people’s hands as lightly as I would trust another with my glove.”

“Now,” he said, “there’s a little village” (what’s called a hamlet in English) “not far from Corrynakiegh, and it’s called Koalisnacoan. There are many friends of mine living there whom I could trust with my life, and some that I’m not so sure about. You see, David, there will be a bounty on our heads; James himself is going to put a price on them; and as for the Campbells, they would never hesitate to spend money if it meant hurting a Stewart. If it were different, I would go down to Koalisnacoan anyway and trust my life with these people as easily as I would trust anyone with my glove.”

“But being so?” said I.

"But is that so?" I said.

“Being so,” said he, “I would as lief they didnae see me. There’s bad folk everywhere, and what’s far worse, weak ones. So when it comes dark again, I will steal down into that clachan, and set this that I have been making in the window of a good friend of mine, John Breck Maccoll, a bouman[26] of Appin’s.”

“Since that’s the case,” he said, “I’d rather they didn’t see me. There are bad people everywhere, and what’s even worse, weak ones. So when it gets dark again, I’ll sneak into that village and put this thing I’ve been working on in the window of a good friend of mine, John Breck Maccoll, a man from Appin.”

[26] A bouman is a tenant who takes stock from the landlord and shares with him the increase.

[26] A bouman is a tenant who receives inventory from the landlord and shares the profits from any growth.

“With all my heart,” says I; “and if he finds it, what is he to think?”

“With all my heart,” I say; “and if he finds it, what will he think?”

“Well,” says Alan, “I wish he was a man of more penetration, for by my troth I am afraid he will make little enough of it! But this is what I have in my mind. This cross is something in the nature of the crosstarrie, or fiery cross, which is the signal of gathering in our clans; yet he will know well enough the clan is not to rise, for there it is standing in his window, and no word with it. So he will say to himsel’, The clan is not to rise, but there is something. Then he will see my button, and that was Duncan Stewart’s. And then he will say to himsel’, The son of Duncan is in the heather and has need of me.”

“Well,” says Alan, “I wish he was more perceptive because honestly, I’m afraid he won’t understand much of this! But here’s what I’m thinking. This cross is similar to the crosstarrie, or fiery cross, which signals the gathering of our clans; still, he’ll realize that the clan isn’t rising, since it’s right there in his window without any word accompanying it. So he’ll think to himself, The clan isn’t rising, but something’s up. Then he’ll notice my button, which belonged to Duncan Stewart. And then he’ll think, The son of Duncan is in the heather and needs my help.”

“Well,” said I, “it may be. But even supposing so, there is a good deal of heather between here and the Forth.”

“Well,” I said, “that might be true. But even if it is, there’s a lot of heather between here and the Forth.”

“And that is a very true word,” says Alan. “But then John Breck will see the sprig of birch and the sprig of pine; and he will say to himsel’ (if he is a man of any penetration at all, which I misdoubt), Alan will be lying in a wood which is both of pines and birches. Then he will think to himsel’, That is not so very rife hereabout; and then he will come and give us a look up in Corrynakiegh. And if he does not, David, the devil may fly away with him, for what I care; for he will no be worth the salt to his porridge.”

“And that’s really true,” Alan says. “But then John Breck will notice the birch and pine twigs; and he’ll think to himself (if he has any insight at all, which I doubt), Alan will be lying in a place with both pines and birches. Then he’ll consider, That’s not very common around here; and then he’ll come and check on us in Corrynakiegh. And if he doesn’t, David, I couldn’t care less; he wouldn’t be worth the salt for his porridge.”

“Eh, man,” said I, drolling with him a little, “you’re very ingenious! But would it not be simpler for you to write him a few words in black and white?”

“Hey, man,” I said, joking around with him a bit, “you’re really clever! But wouldn’t it be easier for you to just write him a few words in writing?”

“And that is an excellent observe, Mr. Balfour of Shaws,” says Alan, drolling with me; “and it would certainly be much simpler for me to write to him, but it would be a sore job for John Breck to read it. He would have to go to the school for two-three years; and it’s possible we might be wearied waiting on him.”

“And that's a great point, Mr. Balfour of Shaws,” Alan said, joking with me; “and it would definitely be much easier for me to write to him, but it would be a tough task for John Breck to read it. He would have to attend school for two or three years; and it’s likely that we might get tired of waiting for him.”

So that night Alan carried down his fiery cross and set it in the bouman’s window. He was troubled when he came back; for the dogs had barked and the folk run out from their houses; and he thought he had heard a clatter of arms and seen a red-coat come to one of the doors. On all accounts we lay the next day in the borders of the wood and kept a close look-out, so that if it was John Breck that came we might be ready to guide him, and if it was the red-coats we should have time to get away.

So that night, Alan took his fiery cross and placed it in the bowman's window. He felt uneasy when he returned; the dogs had been barking, and people rushed out of their houses. He thought he heard the sound of arms clattering and saw a redcoat at one of the doors. The next day, we waited by the edge of the woods, staying alert, so if John Breck arrived, we could guide him, and if the redcoats showed up, we would have time to escape.

About noon a man was to be spied, straggling up the open side of the mountain in the sun, and looking round him as he came, from under his hand. No sooner had Alan seen him than he whistled; the man turned and came a little towards us: then Alan would give another “peep!” and the man would come still nearer; and so by the sound of whistling, he was guided to the spot where we lay.

About noon, a man could be seen making his way up the open side of the mountain under the sun, glancing around as he approached, shading his eyes with his hand. As soon as Alan spotted him, he whistled; the man turned and walked a bit closer to us. Then Alan would whistle again, and the man would move even nearer. This way, through the sound of the whistling, he was directed to where we were lying.

He was a ragged, wild, bearded man, about forty, grossly disfigured with the small pox, and looked both dull and savage. Although his English was very bad and broken, yet Alan (according to his very handsome use, whenever I was by) would suffer him to speak no Gaelic. Perhaps the strange language made him appear more backward than he really was; but I thought he had little good-will to serve us, and what he had was the child of terror.

He was a scruffy, wild, bearded man, around forty, severely disfigured by smallpox, and looked both dull and fierce. Even though his English was poor and broken, Alan (who was very polite whenever I was around) wouldn’t let him speak any Gaelic. Maybe the unfamiliar language made him seem more backward than he actually was, but I felt he was reluctant to help us, and any willingness he had came from fear.

Alan would have had him carry a message to James; but the bouman would hear of no message. “She was forget it,” he said in his screaming voice; and would either have a letter or wash his hands of us.

Alan would have had him deliver a message to James, but the boatman refused to carry any message. “Forget it,” he shouted in his loud voice; he would either take a letter or wash his hands of us.

I thought Alan would be gravelled at that, for we lacked the means of writing in that desert.

I thought Alan would be annoyed by that, since we didn’t have anything to write with in that desert.

But he was a man of more resources than I knew; searched the wood until he found the quill of a cushat-dove, which he shaped into a pen; made himself a kind of ink with gunpowder from his horn and water from the running stream; and tearing a corner from his French military commission (which he carried in his pocket, like a talisman to keep him from the gallows), he sat down and wrote as follows:

But he had more skills than I realized; he searched the woods until he found a feather from a dove, which he turned into a pen; he created a sort of ink with gunpowder from his pouch and water from the nearby stream; and tearing a corner from his French military commission (which he kept in his pocket like a charm to save him from the gallows), he sat down and wrote the following:

“DEAR KINSMAN,—Please send the money by the bearer to the place he kens of.

“DEAR KINSMAN,—Please send the money with the person to the location he knows of.

“Your affectionate cousin,
“A. S.”

“Your loving cousin,
“A. S.”

This he intrusted to the bouman, who promised to make what manner of speed he best could, and carried it off with him down the hill.

This he entrusted to the man, who promised to do his best to hurry, and took it down the hill with him.

He was three full days gone, but about five in the evening of the third, we heard a whistling in the wood, which Alan answered; and presently the bouman came up the water-side, looking for us, right and left. He seemed less sulky than before, and indeed he was no doubt well pleased to have got to the end of such a dangerous commission.

He had been gone for three whole days, but around five in the evening of the third day, we heard whistling in the woods, which Alan responded to; soon after, the boatman appeared by the water's edge, searching for us, looking in every direction. He seemed less grumpy than before, and honestly, he was probably relieved to have completed such a risky task.

He gave us the news of the country; that it was alive with red-coats; that arms were being found, and poor folk brought in trouble daily; and that James and some of his servants were already clapped in prison at Fort William, under strong suspicion of complicity. It seemed it was noised on all sides that Alan Breck had fired the shot; and there was a bill issued for both him and me, with one hundred pounds reward.

He told us about what was happening in the country: that there were redcoats everywhere, that weapons were being discovered, and that everyday people were getting into trouble; and that James and some of his servants were already locked up in Fort William, facing serious suspicion of being involved. It seemed everyone was talking about how Alan Breck had fired the shot; there was even a wanted poster out for both him and me, offering a reward of one hundred pounds.

This was all as bad as could be; and the little note the bouman had carried us from Mrs. Stewart was of a miserable sadness. In it she besought Alan not to let himself be captured, assuring him, if he fell in the hands of the troops, both he and James were no better than dead men. The money she had sent was all that she could beg or borrow, and she prayed heaven we could be doing with it. Lastly, she said, she enclosed us one of the bills in which we were described.

This was as bad as it could get; and the little note the messenger had brought us from Mrs. Stewart was filled with miserable sadness. In it, she pleaded with Alan not to let himself get captured, assuring him that if he fell into the hands of the troops, both he and James would be as good as dead. The money she had sent was all she could manage to beg or borrow, and she prayed to heaven that we could make use of it. Finally, she mentioned that she had enclosed one of the bills that described us.

This we looked upon with great curiosity and not a little fear, partly as a man may look in a mirror, partly as he might look into the barrel of an enemy’s gun to judge if it be truly aimed. Alan was advertised as “a small, pock-marked, active man of thirty-five or thereby, dressed in a feathered hat, a French side-coat of blue with silver buttons, and lace a great deal tarnished, a red waistcoat and breeches of black, shag;” and I as “a tall strong lad of about eighteen, wearing an old blue coat, very ragged, an old Highland bonnet, a long homespun waistcoat, blue breeches; his legs bare, low-country shoes, wanting the toes; speaks like a Lowlander, and has no beard.”

We looked at this with a mix of curiosity and fear, like someone might glance into a mirror or peer into the barrel of an enemy's gun to see if it’s truly aimed at them. Alan was described as “a small, pock-marked, active man around thirty-five, wearing a feathered hat, a blue French coat with silver buttons, a mostly tarnished lace, a red waistcoat, and black shag breeches;” and I was described as “a tall, strong lad about eighteen, in a very ragged old blue coat, an old Highland bonnet, a long homespun waistcoat, blue breeches, bare legs, low-country shoes missing the toes; speaks like a Lowlander, and has no beard.”

Alan was well enough pleased to see his finery so fully remembered and set down; only when he came to the word tarnish, he looked upon his lace like one a little mortified. As for myself, I thought I cut a miserable figure in the bill; and yet was well enough pleased too, for since I had changed these rags, the description had ceased to be a danger and become a source of safety.

Alan was pretty happy to see his fancy clothes so well remembered and noted down; but when he got to the word tarnish, he looked at his lace a bit embarrassed. As for me, I thought I looked pretty pathetic in the bill; still, I was also somewhat pleased because since I had gotten rid of those rags, the description had stopped being a liability and turned into a source of security.

“Alan,” said I, “you should change your clothes.”

“Alan,” I said, “you should change your clothes.”

“Na, troth!” said Alan, “I have nae others. A fine sight I would be, if I went back to France in a bonnet!”

“Not at all!” said Alan, “I don’t have any others. I’d look ridiculous if I went back to France in a hat!”

This put a second reflection in my mind: that if I were to separate from Alan and his tell-tale clothes I should be safe against arrest, and might go openly about my business. Nor was this all; for suppose I was arrested when I was alone, there was little against me; but suppose I was taken in company with the reputed murderer, my case would begin to be grave. For generosity’s sake I dare not speak my mind upon this head; but I thought of it none the less.

This gave me a second thought: if I separated from Alan and his obvious clothes, I'd be safe from arrest and could go about my business openly. That wasn’t all; if I got arrested while I was by myself, there wouldn’t be much evidence against me. But if I was caught with the suspected murderer, my situation would get serious. Out of kindness, I couldn’t speak my mind about this, but I couldn’t help thinking about it.

I thought of it all the more, too, when the bouman brought out a green purse with four guineas in gold, and the best part of another in small change. True, it was more than I had. But then Alan, with less than five guineas, had to get as far as France; I, with my less than two, not beyond Queensferry; so that taking things in their proportion, Alan’s society was not only a peril to my life, but a burden on my purse.

I thought about it even more when the servant brought out a green purse with four gold guineas and a good amount of small change. Sure, it was more than I had. But then Alan, with less than five guineas, had to make it all the way to France; I, with my less than two, couldn't even get beyond Queensferry. So, in comparison, Alan's company was not just a threat to my life but also a strain on my wallet.

But there was no thought of the sort in the honest head of my companion. He believed he was serving, helping, and protecting me. And what could I do but hold my peace, and chafe, and take my chance of it?

But my companion didn't think that way at all. He truly believed he was serving, helping, and protecting me. All I could do was stay quiet, feel frustrated, and wait to see what would happen.

“It’s little enough,” said Alan, putting the purse in his pocket, “but it’ll do my business. And now, John Breck, if ye will hand me over my button, this gentleman and me will be for taking the road.”

“It’s not much,” Alan said, putting the purse in his pocket, “but it’ll get the job done. And now, John Breck, if you could give me my button, this gentleman and I will be on our way.”

But the bouman, after feeling about in a hairy purse that hung in front of him in the Highland manner (though he wore otherwise the Lowland habit, with sea-trousers), began to roll his eyes strangely, and at last said, “Her nainsel will loss it,” meaning he thought he had lost it.

But the man, after rummaging around in a fuzzy bag that hung in front of him in the Highland style (even though he wore Lowland clothes, with sea trousers), started to roll his eyes oddly and finally said, “Her niece will lose it,” meaning he thought he had lost it.

“What!” cried Alan, “you will lose my button, that was my father’s before me? Now I will tell you what is in my mind, John Breck: it is in my mind this is the worst day’s work that ever ye did since ye was born.”

“What!” Alan exclaimed, “you’re going to lose my button, which belonged to my father before me? Now I’m going to tell you what I’m thinking, John Breck: I believe this is the worst thing you’ve ever done since you were born.”

And as Alan spoke, he set his hands on his knees and looked at the bouman with a smiling mouth, and that dancing light in his eyes that meant mischief to his enemies.

And as Alan spoke, he placed his hands on his knees and looked at the man with a smiling mouth and that playful light in his eyes that signified trouble for his enemies.

Perhaps the bouman was honest enough; perhaps he had meant to cheat and then, finding himself alone with two of us in a desert place, cast back to honesty as being safer; at least, and all at once, he seemed to find that button and handed it to Alan.

Perhaps the guy was honest enough; maybe he had intended to cheat and then, finding himself alone with the two of us in a desolate place, decided honesty was safer; at least, all of a sudden, he seemed to find that button and handed it to Alan.

“Well, and it is a good thing for the honour of the Maccolls,” said Alan, and then to me, “Here is my button back again, and I thank you for parting with it, which is of a piece with all your friendships to me.” Then he took the warmest parting of the bouman. “For,” says he, “ye have done very well by me, and set your neck at a venture, and I will always give you the name of a good man.”

“Well, it’s a good thing for the Maccolls’ honor,” Alan said, then to me, “Here’s my button back, and I appreciate you letting it go, which fits perfectly with all your kindnesses towards me.” Then he took the warmest farewell of the bouman. “For,” he said, “you have done really well by me, and put yourself at risk, and I will always call you a good man.”

Lastly, the bouman took himself off by one way; and Alan and I (getting our chattels together) struck into another to resume our flight.

Lastly, the booman went off in one direction, while Alan and I (gathering our belongings) headed in another to continue our escape.

Chapter XXII

CHAPTER XXII
THE FLIGHT IN THE HEATHER: THE MOOR

S

ome seven hours’ incessant, hard travelling brought us early in the morning to the end of a range of mountains. In front of us there lay a piece of low, broken, desert land, which we must now cross. The sun was not long up, and shone straight in our eyes; a little, thin mist went up from the face of the moorland like a smoke; so that (as Alan said) there might have been twenty squadron of dragoons there and we none the wiser.

About seven hours of non-stop, tough travel brought us early in the morning to the end of a mountain range. In front of us was a section of low, uneven desert land that we had to cross. The sun had just come up and was shining directly in our eyes; a thin mist rose from the surface of the moorland like smoke. As Alan said, there could have been twenty squadrons of dragoons there, and we wouldn't have known.

We sat down, therefore, in a howe of the hill-side till the mist should have risen, and made ourselves a dish of drammach, and held a council of war.

We sat down on a hill until the mist cleared up, made ourselves a cup of tea, and had a strategy meeting.

“David,” said Alan, “this is the kittle bit. Shall we lie here till it comes night, or shall we risk it, and stave on ahead?”

“David,” Alan said, “this is the tricky part. Should we stay here until nightfall, or should we take the chance and push forward?”

“Well,” said I, “I am tired indeed, but I could walk as far again, if that was all.”

“Well,” I said, “I am really tired, but I could walk that far again if that was all.”

“Ay, but it isnae,” said Alan, “nor yet the half. This is how we stand: Appin’s fair death to us. To the south it’s all Campbells, and no to be thought of. To the north; well, there’s no muckle to be gained by going north; neither for you, that wants to get to Queensferry, nor yet for me, that wants to get to France. Well, then, we’ll can strike east.”

“Ay, but it isn't,” said Alan, “not even close. Here’s where we stand: Appin’s a real problem for us. To the south, it’s all Campbells, and that’s not an option. To the north; well, there’s not much to gain by heading north; it won’t help you get to Queensferry, and it won’t help me get to France. So, we’ll head east instead.”

“East be it!” says I, quite cheerily; but I was thinking in to myself: “O, man, if you would only take one point of the compass and let me take any other, it would be the best for both of us.”

“East it is!” I said cheerfully; but I was thinking to myself, “Oh, man, if you would just pick one direction and let me choose another, it would be best for both of us.”

“Well, then, east, ye see, we have the muirs,” said Alan. “Once there, David, it’s mere pitch-and-toss. Out on yon bald, naked, flat place, where can a body turn to? Let the red-coats come over a hill, they can spy you miles away; and the sorrow’s in their horses’ heels, they would soon ride you down. It’s no good place, David; and I’m free to say, it’s worse by daylight than by dark.”

“Well, then, to the east, you see, we have the moors,” said Alan. “Once we get there, David, it’s just a matter of chance. Out in that bald, flat area, where can anyone take cover? If the redcoats come over a hill, they can spot you from miles away; and with their horses' speed, they’d catch you in no time. It’s not a good spot, David; and I have to say, it's worse during the day than at night.”

“Alan,” said I, “hear my way of it. Appin’s death for us; we have none too much money, nor yet meal; the longer they seek, the nearer they may guess where we are; it’s all a risk; and I give my word to go ahead until we drop.”

“Alan,” I said, “listen to me. Appin’s death is a done deal for us; we don’t have much money or food; the longer they search, the closer they might get to finding us; it’s all a gamble; and I promise to push forward until we can’t anymore.”

Alan was delighted. “There are whiles,” said he, “when ye are altogether too canny and Whiggish to be company for a gentleman like me; but there come other whiles when ye show yoursel’ a mettle spark; and it’s then, David, that I love ye like a brother.”

Alan was thrilled. “There are times,” he said, “when you’re just too clever and Whiggish to be good company for a gentleman like me; but then there are other times when you show a bit of spirit; and it’s during those moments, David, that I love you like a brother.”

The mist rose and died away, and showed us that country lying as waste as the sea; only the moorfowl and the pewees crying upon it, and far over to the east, a herd of deer, moving like dots. Much of it was red with heather; much of the rest broken up with bogs and hags and peaty pools; some had been burnt black in a heath fire; and in another place there was quite a forest of dead firs, standing like skeletons. A wearier-looking desert man never saw; but at least it was clear of troops, which was our point.

The mist rose and faded away, revealing a landscape as barren as the sea; only the moorfowl and the pewees cried out, and far to the east, a herd of deer moved like tiny dots. Much of the land was red with heather; the rest was filled with bogs, rugged terrain, and peaty pools; some areas had been charred black from a heath fire; and in another spot, there was a whole forest of dead firs standing like skeletons. You'd never see a more tired-looking desert person, but at least it was free of troops, which was what mattered to us.

We went down accordingly into the waste, and began to make our toilsome and devious travel towards the eastern verge. There were the tops of mountains all round (you are to remember) from whence we might be spied at any moment; so it behoved us to keep in the hollow parts of the moor, and when these turned aside from our direction to move upon its naked face with infinite care. Sometimes, for half an hour together, we must crawl from one heather bush to another, as hunters do when they are hard upon the deer. It was a clear day again, with a blazing sun; the water in the brandy bottle was soon gone; and altogether, if I had guessed what it would be to crawl half the time upon my belly and to walk much of the rest stooping nearly to the knees, I should certainly have held back from such a killing enterprise.

We went down into the wasteland and started our tiring and complicated journey toward the eastern edge. Remember, there were mountain peaks all around where we could be spotted at any moment; so we had to stick to the low areas of the moor, and when those areas veered off course, we moved carefully across the open ground. Sometimes, we would crawl from one heather bush to another for half an hour, just like hunters tracking deer. It was another clear day with a blazing sun; the water in the brandy bottle ran out quickly, and honestly, if I had known that crawling most of the time on my stomach and walking the rest of the time nearly on my knees would be part of it, I definitely would have backed out of such a grueling mission.

Toiling and resting and toiling again, we wore away the morning; and about noon lay down in a thick bush of heather to sleep. Alan took the first watch; and it seemed to me I had scarce closed my eyes before I was shaken up to take the second. We had no clock to go by; and Alan stuck a sprig of heath in the ground to serve instead; so that as soon as the shadow of the bush should fall so far to the east, I might know to rouse him. But I was by this time so weary that I could have slept twelve hours at a stretch; I had the taste of sleep in my throat; my joints slept even when my mind was waking; the hot smell of the heather, and the drone of the wild bees, were like possets to me; and every now and again I would give a jump and find I had been dozing.

Working hard and then resting, we spent the morning; around noon, we lay down in a thick patch of heather to sleep. Alan took the first watch, and it felt like I'd barely closed my eyes before he woke me for the second. We didn't have a clock to check the time, so Alan stuck a sprig of heath in the ground to use as a makeshift marker. As soon as the shadow of the bush fell far enough to the east, I was supposed to wake him up. But by then, I was so exhausted that I could have slept for twelve hours straight; I felt the heaviness of sleep in my throat, my joints were resting even while my mind was still alert, and the warm scent of the heather along with the buzzing of the wild bees felt like a comforting mix to me. Every now and then, I’d startle awake, realizing I had been dozing off.

The last time I woke I seemed to come back from farther away, and thought the sun had taken a great start in the heavens. I looked at the sprig of heath, and at that I could have cried aloud: for I saw I had betrayed my trust. My head was nearly turned with fear and shame; and at what I saw, when I looked out around me on the moor, my heart was like dying in my body. For sure enough, a body of horse-soldiers had come down during my sleep, and were drawing near to us from the south-east, spread out in the shape of a fan and riding their horses to and fro in the deep parts of the heather.

The last time I woke up, it felt like I had come back from really far away, and I thought the sun had already made a big journey across the sky. I looked at the sprig of heath, and it nearly made me cry because I realized I had betrayed my trust. I was almost dizzy with fear and shame; and what I saw when I looked around at the moor made my heart feel like it was dying in my chest. Sure enough, a group of horse-soldiers had come down while I was sleeping, and they were getting close to us from the southeast, spread out like a fan and riding their horses back and forth in the thick parts of the heather.

When I waked Alan, he glanced first at the soldiers, then at the mark and the position of the sun, and knitted his brows with a sudden, quick look, both ugly and anxious, which was all the reproach I had of him.

When I woke Alan, he first looked at the soldiers, then at the mark and the position of the sun, and furrowed his brows with a sudden, quick glance, both unpleasant and worried, which was all the blame I had for him.

“What are we to do now?” I asked.

“What should we do now?” I asked.

“We’ll have to play at being hares,” said he. “Do ye see yon mountain?” pointing to one on the north-eastern sky.

“We’ll have to pretend to be hares,” he said. “Do you see that mountain?” he pointed to one in the north-eastern sky.

“Ay,” said I.

"Yeah," I said.

“Well, then,” says he, “let us strike for that. Its name is Ben Alder. it is a wild, desert mountain full of hills and hollows, and if we can win to it before the morn, we may do yet.”

“Well, then,” he says, “let's go for it. It's called Ben Alder. It's a rough, desolate mountain filled with hills and valleys, and if we can reach it before morning, we might still make it.”

“But, Alan,” cried I, “that will take us across the very coming of the soldiers!”

“But, Alan,” I exclaimed, “that will take us right into the soldiers' path!”

“I ken that fine,” said he; “but if we are driven back on Appin, we are two dead men. So now, David man, be brisk!”

“I know that well,” he said; “but if we are pushed back to Appin, we are both dead. So come on, David, let’s hurry!”

With that he began to run forward on his hands and knees with an incredible quickness, as though it were his natural way of going. All the time, too, he kept winding in and out in the lower parts of the moorland where we were the best concealed. Some of these had been burned or at least scathed with fire; and there rose in our faces (which were close to the ground) a blinding, choking dust as fine as smoke. The water was long out; and this posture of running on the hands and knees brings an overmastering weakness and weariness, so that the joints ache and the wrists faint under your weight.

With that, he started to run forward on his hands and knees with astonishing speed, as if it were the most natural way for him to move. At the same time, he kept weaving in and out of the lower areas of the moorland where we were best hidden. Some of these places had been burned or at least scarred by fire; and a blinding, choking dust as fine as smoke rose into our faces (which were close to the ground). The water had been gone for a while; and this position of running on hands and knees brings an overwhelming weakness and fatigue, causing the joints to ache and the wrists to feel weak under your weight.

Now and then, indeed, where was a big bush of heather, we lay awhile, and panted, and putting aside the leaves, looked back at the dragoons. They had not spied us, for they held straight on; a half-troop, I think, covering about two miles of ground, and beating it mighty thoroughly as they went. I had awakened just in time; a little later, and we must have fled in front of them, instead of escaping on one side. Even as it was, the least misfortune might betray us; and now and again, when a grouse rose out of the heather with a clap of wings, we lay as still as the dead and were afraid to breathe.

Now and then, we would stop by a large patch of heather, catch our breath, and push aside the leaves to look back at the dragoons. They hadn’t spotted us, as they kept moving straight ahead; there were about half a troop, I think, covering roughly two miles and searching thoroughly as they went. I had woken up just in time; if I had been a little later, we would have had to run ahead of them instead of sneaking off to the side. Even so, one small mishap could give us away; and every time a grouse took off from the heather with a burst of wings, we lay as still as corpses and were too scared to breathe.

The aching and faintness of my body, the labouring of my heart, the soreness of my hands, and the smarting of my throat and eyes in the continual smoke of dust and ashes, had soon grown to be so unbearable that I would gladly have given up. Nothing but the fear of Alan lent me enough of a false kind of courage to continue. As for himself (and you are to bear in mind that he was cumbered with a great-coat) he had first turned crimson, but as time went on the redness began to be mingled with patches of white; his breath cried and whistled as it came; and his voice, when he whispered his observations in my ear during our halts, sounded like nothing human. Yet he seemed in no way dashed in spirits, nor did he at all abate in his activity, so that I was driven to marvel at the man’s endurance.

The pain and weakness in my body, the pounding of my heart, the soreness in my hands, and the sting in my throat and eyes from the constant smoke of dust and ashes had quickly become so unbearable that I would have happily given up. Only my fear of Alan gave me a false sense of courage to keep going. As for him (and keep in mind that he was weighed down by a heavy coat), he first turned bright red, but as time passed, his face started to show patches of white too; his breath was ragged and whistled as it came out; and his voice, when he quietly shared his thoughts in my ear during our breaks, sounded inhuman. Still, he didn’t seem to lose his spirit at all, nor did he slow down, which made me marvel at his endurance.

At length, in the first gloaming of the night, we heard a trumpet sound, and looking back from among the heather, saw the troop beginning to collect. A little after, they had built a fire and camped for the night, about the middle of the waste.

At last, in the first twilight of the night, we heard a trumpet sound, and looking back from the heather, we saw the group starting to gather. Soon after, they had built a fire and set up camp for the night in the middle of the wilderness.

At this I begged and besought that we might lie down and sleep.

At this, I pleaded and begged that we could lie down and sleep.

“There shall be no sleep the night!” said Alan. “From now on, these weary dragoons of yours will keep the crown of the muirland, and none will get out of Appin but winged fowls. We got through in the nick of time, and shall we jeopard what we’ve gained? Na, na, when the day comes, it shall find you and me in a fast place on Ben Alder.”

“There will be no sleep tonight!” said Alan. “From now on, your tired soldiers will guard the crown of the moorland, and no one will leave Appin except for flying birds. We made it just in time, and are we going to risk what we’ve gained? No, no, when the day comes, it will find you and me in a safe spot on Ben Alder.”

“Alan,” I said, “it’s not the want of will: it’s the strength that I want. If I could, I would; but as sure as I’m alive I cannot.”

“Alan,” I said, “it’s not a lack of will: it’s the strength I need. If I could, I would; but as sure as I’m alive, I can’t.”

“Very well, then,” said Alan. “I’ll carry ye.”

“Alright, then,” said Alan. “I’ll carry you.”

I looked to see if he were jesting; but no, the little man was in dead earnest; and the sight of so much resolution shamed me.

I checked to see if he was joking, but no, the little man was totally serious; and seeing his determination made me feel embarrassed.

“Lead away!” said I. “I’ll follow.”

“Go ahead!” I said. “I’ll follow.”

He gave me one look as much as to say, “Well done, David!” and off he set again at his top speed.

He gave me a look that basically said, “Great job, David!” and then he took off again at full speed.

It grew cooler and even a little darker (but not much) with the coming of the night. The sky was cloudless; it was still early in July, and pretty far north; in the darkest part of that night, you would have needed pretty good eyes to read, but for all that, I have often seen it darker in a winter mid-day. Heavy dew fell and drenched the moor like rain; and this refreshed me for a while. When we stopped to breathe, and I had time to see all about me, the clearness and sweetness of the night, the shapes of the hills like things asleep, and the fire dwindling away behind us, like a bright spot in the midst of the moor, anger would come upon me in a clap that I must still drag myself in agony and eat the dust like a worm.

It got cooler and a bit darker (but not much) as night came on. The sky was clear; it was still early July and quite far north; in the darkest part of the night, you would need pretty good eyes to read, but honestly, I've seen it darker in the middle of winter during the day. Heavy dew fell and soaked the moor like rain; and this refreshed me for a bit. When we paused to catch our breath, and I had a moment to take everything in—the clarity and freshness of the night, the shapes of the hills looking like they were sleeping, and the fire fading behind us like a bright spot in the middle of the moor—anger would suddenly hit me because I still had to drag myself through pain and eat the dust like a worm.

By what I have read in books, I think few that have held a pen were ever really wearied, or they would write of it more strongly. I had no care of my life, neither past nor future, and I scarce remembered there was such a lad as David Balfour. I did not think of myself, but just of each fresh step which I was sure would be my last, with despair—and of Alan, who was the cause of it, with hatred. Alan was in the right trade as a soldier; this is the officer’s part to make men continue to do things, they know not wherefore, and when, if the choice was offered, they would lie down where they were and be killed. And I dare say I would have made a good enough private; for in these last hours it never occurred to me that I had any choice but just to obey as long as I was able, and die obeying.

From what I've read in books, I think very few people who've ever written have actually been that tired, or they would express it more strongly. I didn't care about my life, either past or future, and I barely remembered there was such a person as David Balfour. I didn’t think about myself, just each new step that I was sure would be my last, filled with despair—and about Alan, who was the reason for it, with hatred. Alan was suited for his job as a soldier; it's the officer's role to make men keep doing things they don't understand, and when, if given the choice, they would just lie down and let themselves be killed. And I suppose I would have made a decent private; because in those last hours, it never crossed my mind that I had any choice but to obey as long as I could, and die while obeying.

Day began to come in, after years, I thought; and by that time we were past the greatest danger, and could walk upon our feet like men, instead of crawling like brutes. But, dear heart have mercy! what a pair we must have made, going double like old grandfathers, stumbling like babes, and as white as dead folk. Never a word passed between us; each set his mouth and kept his eyes in front of him, and lifted up his foot and set it down again, like people lifting weights at a country play;[27] all the while, with the moorfowl crying “peep!” in the heather, and the light coming slowly clearer in the east.

Day began to break again, after years, I thought; and by that time we were past the worst of it, and could walk on our feet like men, instead of crawling like animals. But, oh dear! what a sight we must have been, moving along like old grandfathers, stumbling like babies, and as pale as ghosts. Not a word was spoken between us; each of us kept his mouth closed and his eyes straight ahead, lifting his foot and putting it down again, like people lifting weights at a local show;[27] all the while, with the moorfowl calling “peep!” in the heather, and the light slowly becoming clearer in the east.

[27] Village fair.

Town fair.

I say Alan did as I did. Not that ever I looked at him, for I had enough ado to keep my feet; but because it is plain he must have been as stupid with weariness as myself, and looked as little where we were going, or we should not have walked into an ambush like blind men.

I think Alan did the same as I did. Not that I ever looked at him, since I had enough trouble keeping my balance; but it’s obvious he must have been just as clueless with exhaustion as I was, and paid as little attention to where we were going, or else we wouldn’t have walked into a trap like blind people.

It fell in this way. We were going down a heathery brae, Alan leading and I following a pace or two behind, like a fiddler and his wife; when upon a sudden the heather gave a rustle, three or four ragged men leaped out, and the next moment we were lying on our backs, each with a dirk at his throat.

It happened like this. We were going down a grassy slope, Alan in front and I a step or two behind, like a fiddler and his wife; when suddenly the grass rustled, three or four rough-looking men jumped out, and in the next moment we were lying on our backs, each with a dagger at our throats.

The next moment we were lying on our backs, each with a dirk at his throat

I don’t think I cared; the pain of this rough handling was quite swallowed up by the pains of which I was already full; and I was too glad to have stopped walking to mind about a dirk. I lay looking up in the face of the man that held me; and I mind his face was black with the sun, and his eyes very light, but I was not afraid of him. I heard Alan and another whispering in the Gaelic; and what they said was all one to me.

I don’t think I cared; the pain from being handled roughly was completely overshadowed by the pain I was already feeling; and I was too relieved to have stopped walking to worry about a weapon. I lay there looking up at the face of the man holding me; I remember that his face was dark from the sun, and his eyes were very light, but I wasn’t afraid of him. I heard Alan and another person whispering in Gaelic; but what they said didn’t matter to me.

Then the dirks were put up, our weapons were taken away, and we were set face to face, sitting in the heather.

Then the daggers were put away, our weapons were taken from us, and we were made to sit facing each other on the heather.

“They are Cluny’s men,” said Alan. “We couldnae have fallen better. We’re just to bide here with these, which are his out-sentries, till they can get word to the chief of my arrival.”

“They're Cluny's guys,” Alan said. “We couldn't have landed in a better spot. We just need to hang out here with these guys, who are his lookouts, until they can let the chief know I’ve arrived.”

Now Cluny Macpherson, the chief of the clan Vourich, had been one of the leaders of the great rebellion six years before; there was a price on his life; and I had supposed him long ago in France, with the rest of the heads of that desperate party. Even tired as I was, the surprise of what I heard half wakened me.

Now Cluny Macpherson, the leader of the Vourich clan, had been one of the leaders in the major rebellion six years earlier; there was a bounty on his life; and I had thought he was already in France, along with the other leaders of that desperate group. Even though I was exhausted, the shock of what I heard partially woke me up.

“What,” I cried, “is Cluny still here?”

“What,” I shouted, “is Cluny still here?”

“Ay, is he so!” said Alan. “Still in his own country and kept by his own clan. King George can do no more.”

“Yeah, is he really!” said Alan. “Still in his own country and supported by his own people. King George can’t do anything beyond that.”

I think I would have asked farther, but Alan gave me the put-off. “I am rather wearied,” he said, “and I would like fine to get a sleep.” And without more words, he rolled on his face in a deep heather bush, and seemed to sleep at once.

I think I would have asked more, but Alan shut me down. “I’m a bit tired,” he said, “and I’d really like to get some sleep.” And with no further words, he turned onto his face in a thick heather bush and seemed to fall asleep immediately.

There was no such thing possible for me. You have heard grasshoppers whirring in the grass in the summer time? Well, I had no sooner closed my eyes, than my body, and above all my head, belly, and wrists, seemed to be filled with whirring grasshoppers; and I must open my eyes again at once, and tumble and toss, and sit up and lie down; and look at the sky which dazzled me, or at Cluny’s wild and dirty sentries, peering out over the top of the brae and chattering to each other in the Gaelic.

There was no way that could happen for me. You know how you hear grasshoppers buzzing in the grass during summer? Well, as soon as I closed my eyes, it felt like my body—especially my head, stomach, and wrists—was filled with buzzing grasshoppers; and I had to open my eyes right away, fidget and toss around, sit up and lie back down; and gaze at the bright sky that blinded me, or at Cluny’s wild and dirty guards, peeking over the hill and chattering to each other in Gaelic.

That was all the rest I had, until the messenger returned; when, as it appeared that Cluny would be glad to receive us, we must get once more upon our feet and set forward. Alan was in excellent good spirits, much refreshed by his sleep, very hungry, and looking pleasantly forward to a dram and a dish of hot collops, of which, it seems, the messenger had brought him word. For my part, it made me sick to hear of eating. I had been dead-heavy before, and now I felt a kind of dreadful lightness, which would not suffer me to walk. I drifted like a gossamer; the ground seemed to me a cloud, the hills a feather-weight, the air to have a current, like a running burn, which carried me to and fro. With all that, a sort of horror of despair sat on my mind, so that I could have wept at my own helplessness.

That was all the rest I had until the messenger came back; when it became clear that Cluny would be happy to have us, we had to get up again and move forward. Alan was in great spirits, feeling refreshed from his sleep, very hungry, and happily anticipating a drink and a plate of hot meat, as the messenger had told him. For me, just hearing about food made me feel sick. I had been dead tired before, and now I felt an awful kind of lightness that made it hard to walk. I drifted like a delicate thread; the ground felt like a cloud, the hills felt weightless, and the air had a current, like a flowing stream, that moved me back and forth. Even with all that, a sense of despair hung over me, making me want to cry at my own helplessness.

I saw Alan knitting his brows at me, and supposed it was in anger; and that gave me a pang of light-headed fear, like what a child may have. I remember, too, that I was smiling, and could not stop smiling, hard as I tried; for I thought it was out of place at such a time. But my good companion had nothing in his mind but kindness; and the next moment, two of the gillies had me by the arms, and I began to be carried forward with great swiftness (or so it appeared to me, although I dare say it was slowly enough in truth), through a labyrinth of dreary glens and hollows and into the heart of that dismal mountain of Ben Alder.

I saw Alan frowning at me and thought he was angry, which made me feel a quick, childish fear. I also remember smiling and not being able to stop, no matter how hard I tried, because I felt it was inappropriate at that moment. But my good friend meant nothing but kindness; and the next thing I knew, two of the gillies had me by the arms, and I started being carried quickly (or at least it felt that way to me, even though it was probably slow in reality) through a maze of bleak valleys and into the heart of that gloomy mountain, Ben Alder.

Chapter XXIII

CHAPTER XXIII
CLUNY’S CAGE

W

e came at last to the foot of an exceeding steep wood, which scrambled up a craggy hillside, and was crowned by a naked precipice.

We finally reached the bottom of a very steep forest, which climbed up a rocky hill and was topped by a bare cliff.

“It’s here,” said one of the guides, and we struck up hill.

“It’s here,” one of the guides said, and we started up the hill.

The trees clung upon the slope, like sailors on the shrouds of a ship, and their trunks were like the rounds of a ladder, by which we mounted.

The trees clung to the slope like sailors on the rigging of a ship, and their trunks resembled the rungs of a ladder that we climbed.

Quite at the top, and just before the rocky face of the cliff sprang above the foliage, we found that strange house which was known in the country as “Cluny’s Cage.” The trunks of several trees had been wattled across, the intervals strengthened with stakes, and the ground behind this barricade levelled up with earth to make the floor. A tree, which grew out from the hillside, was the living centre-beam of the roof. The walls were of wattle and covered with moss. The whole house had something of an egg shape; and it half hung, half stood in that steep, hillside thicket, like a wasp’s nest in a green hawthorn.

At the very top, just before the rocky cliff rose above the trees, we came across a strange house known locally as “Cluny’s Cage.” Several tree trunks had been woven together, reinforced with stakes, and the ground behind this barrier was leveled with dirt to create a floor. A tree growing out from the hillside served as the living center beam of the roof. The walls were made of woven branches and covered in moss. The entire house had an oval shape and appeared to hang and stand in the steep thicket like a wasp's nest in a green hawthorn.

Within, it was large enough to shelter five or six persons with some comfort. A projection of the cliff had been cunningly employed to be the fireplace; and the smoke rising against the face of the rock, and being not dissimilar in colour, readily escaped notice from below.

Inside, it was spacious enough to comfortably fit five or six people. A jut of the cliff had been cleverly used as the fireplace, and the smoke rising against the rock face, blending in with its color, easily went unnoticed from below.

This was but one of Cluny’s hiding-places; he had caves, besides, and underground chambers in several parts of his country; and following the reports of his scouts, he moved from one to another as the soldiers drew near or moved away. By this manner of living, and thanks to the affection of his clan, he had not only stayed all this time in safety, while so many others had fled or been taken and slain: but stayed four or five years longer, and only went to France at last by the express command of his master. There he soon died; and it is strange to reflect that he may have regretted his Cage upon Ben Alder.

This was just one of Cluny’s hiding spots; he also had caves and underground rooms in various parts of his land. Following reports from his scouts, he moved from one location to another as the soldiers got closer or moved away. Because of this lifestyle and the support of his clan, he not only managed to stay safe all this time while so many others had fled or been captured and killed, but he remained for an additional four or five years, only going to France at the direct request of his master. He soon died there, and it’s odd to think that he might have missed his hideout on Ben Alder.

When we came to the door he was seated by his rock chimney, watching a gillie about some cookery. He was mighty plainly habited, with a knitted nightcap drawn over his ears, and smoked a foul cutty pipe. For all that he had the manners of a king, and it was quite a sight to see him rise out of his place to welcome us.

When we reached the door, he was sitting by his stone chimney, watching a servant with some cooking. He was dressed very simply, wearing a knitted nightcap pulled over his ears, and smoking a dirty clay pipe. Despite that, he carried himself like a king, and it was quite impressive to see him stand up to greet us.

“Well, Mr. Stewart, come awa’, sir!” said he, “and bring in your friend that as yet I dinna ken the name of.”

“Well, Mr. Stewart, come on in, sir!” he said, “and bring in your friend whose name I still don’t know.”

“And how is yourself, Cluny?” said Alan. “I hope ye do brawly, sir. And I am proud to see ye, and to present to ye my friend the Laird of Shaws, Mr. David Balfour.”

“And how are you, Cluny?” said Alan. “I hope you’re doing well, sir. I’m proud to see you and to introduce you to my friend, the Laird of Shaws, Mr. David Balfour.”

Alan never referred to my estate without a touch of a sneer, when we were alone; but with strangers, he rang the words out like a herald.

Alan always looked down on my estate when we were alone, but with others around, he spoke about it like it was something grand.

“Step in by, the both of ye, gentlemen,” says Cluny. “I make ye welcome to my house, which is a queer, rude place for certain, but one where I have entertained a royal personage, Mr. Stewart—ye doubtless ken the personage I have in my eye. We’ll take a dram for luck, and as soon as this handless man of mine has the collops ready, we’ll dine and take a hand at the cartes as gentlemen should. My life is a bit driegh,” says he, pouring out the brandy; “I see little company, and sit and twirl my thumbs, and mind upon a great day that is gone by, and weary for another great day that we all hope will be upon the road. And so here’s a toast to ye: The Restoration!”

“Come on in, both of you, gentlemen,” says Cluny. “I welcome you to my house, which is a strange, rough place for sure, but one where I’ve entertained a royal figure, Mr. Stewart—you surely know who I’m talking about. We’ll take a drink for luck, and as soon as this one-armed man of mine has the meal ready, we’ll eat and play cards like gentlemen should. My life is a bit dull,” he says, pouring the brandy; “I see little company, just sit around, twiddling my thumbs, thinking about great days that are past, and longing for another great day that we all hope is on the way. So here’s a toast to you: The Restoration!”

Here's a toast to ye: The restoration

Thereupon we all touched glasses and drank. I am sure I wished no ill to King George; and if he had been there himself in proper person, it’s like he would have done as I did. No sooner had I taken out the drain than I felt hugely better, and could look on and listen, still a little mistily perhaps, but no longer with the same groundless horror and distress of mind.

Then we all raised our glasses and drank. I really didn’t wish any harm to King George; if he had been there in person, he probably would have done the same as I did. As soon as I removed the drain, I felt so much better and could watch and listen, still a bit hazy maybe, but no longer with the same unfounded fear and anxiety.

It was certainly a strange place, and we had a strange host. In his long hiding, Cluny had grown to have all manner of precise habits, like those of an old maid. He had a particular place, where no one else must sit; the Cage was arranged in a particular way, which none must disturb; cookery was one of his chief fancies, and even while he was greeting us in, he kept an eye to the collops.

It was definitely an odd place, and we had a peculiar host. During his long hiding, Cluny had developed all sorts of specific habits, like those of an old maid. He had a designated spot that no one else was allowed to sit in; the Cage was set up in a certain manner that must not be disturbed; cooking was one of his main interests, and even while he was welcoming us in, he was keeping an eye on the collops.

It appears, he sometimes visited or received visits from his wife and one or two of his nearest friends, under the cover of night; but for the more part lived quite alone, and communicated only with his sentinels and the gillies that waited on him in the Cage. The first thing in the morning, one of them, who was a barber, came and shaved him, and gave him the news of the country, of which he was immoderately greedy. There was no end to his questions; he put them as earnestly as a child; and at some of the answers, laughed out of all bounds of reason, and would break out again laughing at the mere memory, hours after the barber was gone.

It seems that he sometimes had visits from his wife and one or two close friends at night; but for the most part, he lived alone and only interacted with his guards and the servants who attended to him in the Cage. Every morning, one of them, who was a barber, would come to shave him and share the news from the outside world, which he was incredibly eager to hear. He had endless questions and asked them with the curiosity of a child; some of the answers made him laugh uncontrollably, and he would still be chuckling at the mere thought of them hours after the barber had left.

To be sure, there might have been a purpose in his questions; for though he was thus sequestered, and like the other landed gentlemen of Scotland, stripped by the late Act of Parliament of legal powers, he still exercised a patriarchal justice in his clan. Disputes were brought to him in his hiding-hole to be decided; and the men of his country, who would have snapped their fingers at the Court of Session, laid aside revenge and paid down money at the bare word of this forfeited and hunted outlaw. When he was angered, which was often enough, he gave his commands and breathed threats of punishment like any king; and his gillies trembled and crouched away from him like children before a hasty father. With each of them, as he entered, he ceremoniously shook hands, both parties touching their bonnets at the same time in a military manner. Altogether, I had a fair chance to see some of the inner workings of a Highland clan; and this with a proscribed, fugitive chief; his country conquered; the troops riding upon all sides in quest of him, sometimes within a mile of where he lay; and when the least of the ragged fellows whom he rated and threatened, could have made a fortune by betraying him.

To be sure, there might have been a reason behind his questions; for even though he was hidden away, like the other landed gentlemen of Scotland, stripped of legal powers by the recent Act of Parliament, he still maintained a form of patriarchal justice within his clan. Disputes were brought to his hideout for resolution; and the men of his country, who would have dismissed the Court of Session, set aside their desire for revenge and handed over money at the mere word of this outlaw, who was living in exile and on the run. When he got angry, which happened quite often, he issued commands and threatened punishment like any king; and his followers trembled and cowered before him like children in front of an angry father. Each time he entered, he shook hands with them ceremoniously, both sides tipping their hats simultaneously in a military fashion. Overall, I had a unique opportunity to witness some of the inner workings of a Highland clan; this was with a banished, fugitive chief; his territory conquered; the troops searching for him from all sides, sometimes just a mile away from where he lay; and even the lowest of the ragged men he barked at and threatened could have made a fortune by betraying him.

On that first day, as soon as the collops were ready, Cluny gave them with his own hand a squeeze of a lemon (for he was well supplied with luxuries) and bade us draw in to our meal.

On that first day, as soon as the meat was ready, Cluny squeezed some lemon over it himself (since he had plenty of luxuries) and told us to dig into our meal.

“They,” said he, meaning the collops, “are such as I gave his Royal Highness in this very house; bating the lemon juice, for at that time we were glad to get the meat and never fashed for kitchen.[28] Indeed, there were mair dragoons than lemons in my country in the year forty-six.”

“They,” he said, referring to the collops, “are just like the ones I served his Royal Highness in this very house; except for the lemon juice, because back then we were just happy to have the meat and didn't worry about the kitchen. Indeed, there were more dragoons than lemons in my country in forty-six.”

[28] Condiment.

Topping.

I do not know if the collops were truly very good, but my heart rose against the sight of them, and I could eat but little. All the while Cluny entertained us with stories of Prince Charlie’s stay in the Cage, giving us the very words of the speakers, and rising from his place to show us where they stood. By these, I gathered the Prince was a gracious, spirited boy, like the son of a race of polite kings, but not so wise as Solomon. I gathered, too, that while he was in the Cage, he was often drunk; so the fault that has since, by all accounts, made such a wreck of him, had even then begun to show itself.

I’m not sure if the collops were really that great, but honestly, I felt uneasy seeing them, and I could barely eat. Meanwhile, Cluny entertained us with stories about Prince Charlie’s time in the Cage, using the exact words of those involved and even getting up to show us where they stood. From this, I gathered that the Prince was a charming and lively young man, like the son of a line of polite kings, but not as wise as Solomon. I also learned that while he was in the Cage, he often drank too much; so the issues that have apparently caused him so much trouble later on were already starting to surface.

We were no sooner done eating than Cluny brought out an old, thumbed, greasy pack of cards, such as you may find in a mean inn; and his eyes brightened in his face as he proposed that we should fall to playing.

We had barely finished eating when Cluny pulled out an old, worn-out, greasy pack of cards, like the ones you might find in a cheap inn; his eyes lit up as he suggested that we start playing.

Now this was one of the things I had been brought up to eschew like disgrace; it being held by my father neither the part of a Christian nor yet of a gentleman to set his own livelihood and fish for that of others, on the cast of painted pasteboard. To be sure, I might have pleaded my fatigue, which was excuse enough; but I thought it behoved that I should bear a testimony. I must have got very red in the face, but I spoke steadily, and told them I had no call to be a judge of others, but for my own part, it was a matter in which I had no clearness.

Now, this was one of the things I was raised to avoid like shame; my father believed it was neither Christian nor gentlemanly to rely on luck for my own living and to gamble on the fortunes of others with some painted cardboard. Sure, I could have said I was too tired, and that would have been a good excuse; but I felt I needed to speak up. I must have turned really red in the face, but I spoke steadily and told them I had no right to judge anyone else. For my part, it was something I was unclear about.

Cluny stopped mingling the cards. “What in deil’s name is this?” says he. “What kind of Whiggish, canting talk is this, for the house of Cluny Macpherson?”

Cluny stopped shuffling the cards. “What in the devil's name is this?” he said. “What kind of Whiggish, pretentious talk is this, for the house of Cluny Macpherson?”

“I will put my hand in the fire for Mr. Balfour,” says Alan. “He is an honest and a mettle gentleman, and I would have ye bear in mind who says it. I bear a king’s name,” says he, cocking his hat; “and I and any that I call friend are company for the best. But the gentleman is tired, and should sleep; if he has no mind to the cartes, it will never hinder you and me. And I’m fit and willing, sir, to play ye any game that ye can name.”

“I would risk anything for Mr. Balfour,” Alan says. “He is an honest and courageous gentleman, and I want you to remember who's saying this. I have a king’s name,” he says, tipping his hat; “and I and anyone I consider a friend are good company. But the gentleman is tired and needs to rest; if he’s not interested in cards, that won’t stop you and me. And I’m ready and willing, sir, to play any game you can think of.”

“Sir,” says Cluny, “in this poor house of mine I would have you to ken that any gentleman may follow his pleasure. If your friend would like to stand on his head, he is welcome. And if either he, or you, or any other man, is not preceesely satisfied, I will be proud to step outside with him.”

“Sir,” Cluny says, “in this humble home of mine, I want you to know that any gentleman can do as he pleases. If your friend wants to stand on his head, he's welcome to. And if either he, or you, or anyone else isn’t completely satisfied, I’d be glad to step outside with him.”

I had no will that these two friends should cut their throats for my sake.

I didn't want these two friends to harm themselves for my benefit.

“Sir,” said I, “I am very wearied, as Alan says; and what’s more, as you are a man that likely has sons of your own, I may tell you it was a promise to my father.”

“Sir,” I said, “I’m very tired, as Alan says; and besides, since you probably have sons of your own, I should tell you it was a promise to my father.”

“Say nae mair, say nae mair,” said Cluny, and pointed me to a bed of heather in a corner of the Cage. For all that he was displeased enough, looked at me askance, and grumbled when he looked. And indeed it must be owned that both my scruples and the words in which I declared them, smacked somewhat of the Covenanter, and were little in their place among wild Highland Jacobites.

“Say no more, say no more,” said Cluny, pointing me to a patch of heather in a corner of the Cage. Even though he was clearly annoyed, he eyed me suspiciously and muttered under his breath. And it must be acknowledged that both my hesitations and the way I expressed them had a bit of the Covenanter about them, which was out of place among the wild Highland Jacobites.

What with the brandy and the venison, a strange heaviness had come over me; and I had scarce lain down upon the bed before I fell into a kind of trance, in which I continued almost the whole time of our stay in the Cage. Sometimes I was broad awake and understood what passed; sometimes I only heard voices, or men snoring, like the voice of a silly river; and the plaids upon the wall dwindled down and swelled out again, like firelight shadows on the roof. I must sometimes have spoken or cried out, for I remember I was now and then amazed at being answered; yet I was conscious of no particular nightmare, only of a general, black, abiding horror—a horror of the place I was in, and the bed I lay in, and the plaids on the wall, and the voices, and the fire, and myself.

With the brandy and the venison, a strange heaviness settled over me; I had barely laid down on the bed before I fell into a sort of trance that lasted almost the entire time we were at the Cage. Sometimes I was fully awake and understood what was happening; other times, I only heard voices or men snoring, like the sound of a silly river; and the plaids on the wall would shrink down and swell back up, like firelight shadows on the ceiling. I must have spoken or cried out at times, as I remember being surprised to hear responses; yet, I was aware of no specific nightmare, just a general, dark, lingering horror—a horror of the place I was in, the bed I lay on, the plaids on the wall, the voices, the fire, and myself.

The barber-gillie, who was a doctor too, was called in to prescribe for me; but as he spoke in the Gaelic, I understood not a word of his opinion, and was too sick even to ask for a translation. I knew well enough I was ill, and that was all I cared about.

The barber-gillie, who was also a doctor, was called in to prescribe for me; but since he spoke in Gaelic, I didn’t understand a word of his opinion and was too sick to even ask for a translation. I knew I was ill, and that was all that mattered to me.

I paid little heed while I lay in this poor pass. But Alan and Cluny were most of the time at the cards, and I am clear that Alan must have begun by winning; for I remember sitting up, and seeing them hard at it, and a great glittering pile of as much as sixty or a hundred guineas on the table. It looked strange enough, to see all this wealth in a nest upon a cliff-side, wattled about growing trees. And even then, I thought it seemed deep water for Alan to be riding, who had no better battle-horse than a green purse and a matter of five pounds.

I paid little attention while I lay in this poor spot. But Alan and Cluny were mostly playing cards, and I’m pretty sure Alan must have started off winning; because I remember sitting up and seeing them really focused, with a huge pile of as much as sixty or a hundred guineas on the table. It looked quite strange to see all this wealth in a nest on a cliff-side, surrounded by growing trees. Even then, I thought it seemed risky for Alan to be involved, especially since he had no better battle-horse than a green purse and about five pounds.

The luck, it seems, changed on the second day. About noon I was wakened as usual for dinner, and as usual refused to eat, and was given a dram with some bitter infusion which the barber had prescribed. The sun was shining in at the open door of the Cage, and this dazzled and offended me. Cluny sat at the table, biting the pack of cards. Alan had stooped over the bed, and had his face close to my eyes; to which, troubled as they were with the fever, it seemed of the most shocking bigness.

The luck seemed to change on the second day. Around noon, I was woken up as usual for dinner, and as usual, I refused to eat. Instead, I was given a shot of some bitter drink that the barber had recommended. The sun was shining through the open door of the Cage, and it dazzled and irritated me. Cluny was sitting at the table, biting a pack of cards. Alan leaned over the bed, his face close to mine; in my feverish state, it looked shockingly huge.

He asked me for a loan of my money.

He asked me to lend him some money.

“What for?” said I.

"What for?" I said.

“O, just for a loan,” said he.

“O, just for a loan,” he said.

“But why?” I repeated. “I don’t see.”

“But why?” I asked again. “I don’t understand.”

“Hut, David!” said Alan, “ye wouldnae grudge me a loan?”

“Hut, David!” said Alan, “you wouldn’t mind lending me some money, would you?”

I would, though, if I had had my senses! But all I thought of then was to get his face away, and I handed him my money.

I would have, if I had been thinking clearly! But all I could focus on then was getting his face away, so I handed him my money.

On the morning of the third day, when we had been forty-eight hours in the Cage, I awoke with a great relief of spirits, very weak and weary indeed, but seeing things of the right size and with their honest, everyday appearance. I had a mind to eat, moreover, rose from bed of my own movement, and as soon as we had breakfasted, stepped to the entry of the Cage and sat down outside in the top of the wood. It was a grey day with a cool, mild air: and I sat in a dream all morning, only disturbed by the passing by of Cluny’s scouts and servants coming with provisions and reports; for as the coast was at that time clear, you might almost say he held court openly.

On the morning of the third day, after spending forty-eight hours in the Cage, I woke up feeling a great sense of relief, although I was very weak and tired. I could finally see things clearly, and they looked normal again. I was hungry too, so I got out of bed by myself. After we had breakfast, I went to the entrance of the Cage and sat down outside in the woods. It was a gray day with a cool, mild breeze, and I spent the whole morning in a daze, only interrupted by Cluny’s scouts and workers passing by with supplies and news; since the coast was clear at that time, it felt like he was almost holding court out in the open.

When I returned, he and Alan had laid the cards aside, and were questioning a gillie; and the chief turned about and spoke to me in the Gaelic.

When I got back, he and Alan had put the cards down and were asking a gillie questions, and the chief turned to me and spoke in Gaelic.

“I have no Gaelic, sir,” said I.

“I don’t know Gaelic, sir,” I said.

Now since the card question, everything I said or did had the power of annoying Cluny. “Your name has more sense than yourself, then,” said he angrily, “for it’s good Gaelic. But the point is this. My scout reports all clear in the south, and the question is, have ye the strength to go?”

Now, ever since the card issue, anything I said or did really annoyed Cluny. “Your name is smarter than you are,” he said angrily, “because it’s a decent Gaelic name. But here’s the thing. My scout says everything is clear in the south, so the question is, do you have the strength to go?”

I saw cards on the table, but no gold; only a heap of little written papers, and these all on Cluny’s side. Alan, besides, had an odd look, like a man not very well content; and I began to have a strong misgiving.

I saw cards on the table, but no gold; just a pile of little pieces of paper, all on Cluny's side. Alan, on the other hand, had a strange expression, like someone who wasn't very happy; and I started to feel a strong sense of unease.

“I do not know if I am as well as I should be,” said I, looking at Alan; “but the little money we have has a long way to carry us.”

“I don’t know if I’m as good as I should be,” I said, looking at Alan; “but the little money we have has to last us a long time.”

Alan took his under-lip into his mouth, and looked upon the ground.

Alan bit his bottom lip and looked at the ground.

“David,” says he at last, “I’ve lost it; there’s the naked truth.”

“David,” he finally says, “I’ve lost it; that’s the plain truth.”

“My money too?” said I.

“My money too?” I asked.

“Your money too,” says Alan, with a groan. “Ye shouldnae have given it me. I’m daft when I get to the cartes.”

“Your money too,” says Alan, with a groan. “You shouldn’t have given it to me. I get stupid when I hit the cards.”

“Hoot-toot! hoot-toot!” said Cluny. “It was all daffing; it’s all nonsense. Of course you’ll have your money back again, and the double of it, if ye’ll make so free with me. It would be a singular thing for me to keep it. It’s not to be supposed that I would be any hindrance to gentlemen in your situation; that would be a singular thing!” cries he, and began to pull gold out of his pocket with a mighty red face.

“Hoot-toot! hoot-toot!” said Cluny. “This is all ridiculous; it’s nonsense. Of course, you’ll get your money back, and double that, if you’re friendly with me. It would be strange for me to keep it. It’s hard to believe that I would be a problem for gentlemen like you; that would be quite odd!” he exclaimed, and started pulling out gold from his pocket, his face turning bright red.

Alan said nothing, only looked on the ground.

Alan didn't say anything; he just stared at the ground.

“Will you step to the door with me, sir?” said I.

“Will you come to the door with me, sir?” I asked.

Cluny said he would be very glad, and followed me readily enough, but he looked flustered and put out.

Cluny said he would be happy to join me and followed along easily, but he seemed flustered and upset.

“And now, sir,” says I, “I must first acknowledge your generosity.”

“And now, sir,” I said, “I have to start by recognizing your generosity.”

“Nonsensical nonsense!” cries Cluny. “Where’s the generosity? This is just a most unfortunate affair; but what would ye have me do—boxed up in this bee-skep of a cage of mine—but just set my friends to the cartes, when I can get them? And if they lose, of course, it’s not to be supposed——” And here he came to a pause.

“Nonsense!” Cluny exclaims. “Where’s the generosity in this? It’s just a really unfortunate situation; but what do you want me to do—trapped in this cramped cage of mine—except get my friends to play cards when I can? And if they lose, obviously, it’s not to be assumed——” And here he paused.

“Yes,” said I, “if they lose, you give them back their money; and if they win, they carry away yours in their pouches! I have said before that I grant your generosity; but to me, sir, it’s a very painful thing to be placed in this position.”

“Yeah,” I said, “if they lose, you give them back their money; and if they win, they take yours with them! I’ve said before that I appreciate your generosity; but honestly, sir, it’s really uncomfortable for me to be in this situation.”

There was a little silence, in which Cluny seemed always as if he was about to speak, but said nothing. All the time he grew redder and redder in the face.

There was a brief silence where Cluny seemed like he was about to speak, but he didn't say anything. The whole time he got redder and redder in the face.

“I am a young man,” said I, “and I ask your advice. Advise me as you would your son. My friend fairly lost his money, after having fairly gained a far greater sum of yours; can I accept it back again? Would that be the right part for me to play? Whatever I do, you can see for yourself it must be hard upon a man of any pride.”

“I’m a young man,” I said, “and I’m asking for your advice. Please advise me as you would your own son. My friend recently lost his money, even after he had clearly gained a much larger amount from you; should I accept it back? Would that be the right thing for me to do? Whatever I choose, you can see that it must be tough for a man who has any pride.”

“It’s rather hard on me, too, Mr. Balfour,” said Cluny, “and ye give me very much the look of a man that has entrapped poor people to their hurt. I wouldnae have my friends come to any house of mine to accept affronts; no,” he cried, with a sudden heat of anger, “nor yet to give them!”

“It’s really tough on me, too, Mr. Balfour,” Cluny said, “and you look a lot like someone who's gotten innocent people into trouble. I wouldn’t let my friends come to any house of mine to face insults; no,” he shouted, suddenly filled with anger, “nor would I let them give them!”

“And so you see, sir,” said I, “there is something to be said upon my side; and this gambling is a very poor employ for gentlefolks. But I am still waiting your opinion.”

“And so you see, sir,” I said, “there's something to consider on my side; and this gambling is a very poor activity for gentlemen. But I’m still waiting for your opinion.”

I am sure if ever Cluny hated any man it was David Balfour. He looked me all over with a warlike eye, and I saw the challenge at his lips. But either my youth disarmed him, or perhaps his own sense of justice. Certainly it was a mortifying matter for all concerned, and not least Cluny; the more credit that he took it as he did.

I’m pretty sure that if Cluny ever hated anyone, it was David Balfour. He sized me up with a fierce look, and I could see the challenge written on his lips. But maybe my youth threw him off, or perhaps he had his own sense of fairness. It was definitely an embarrassing situation for everyone involved, especially Cluny; so it’s impressive how he handled it.

“Mr. Balfour,” said he, “I think you are too nice and covenanting, but for all that you have the spirit of a very pretty gentleman. Upon my honest word, ye may take this money—it’s what I would tell my son—and here’s my hand along with it!”

“Mr. Balfour,” he said, “I think you’re too kind and formal, but despite that, you have the spirit of a really good gentleman. I swear, you can take this money—it’s what I would tell my son—and here’s my hand along with it!”

Chapter XXIV

CHAPTER XXIV
THE FLIGHT IN THE HEATHER: THE QUARREL

A

lan and I were put across Loch Errocht under cloud of night, and went down its eastern shore to another hiding-place near the head of Loch Rannoch, whither we were led by one of the gillies from the Cage. This fellow carried all our luggage and Alan’s great-coat in the bargain, trotting along under the burthen, far less than the half of which used to weigh me to the ground, like a stout hill pony with a feather; yet he was a man that, in plain contest, I could have broken on my knee.

Alan and I were taken across Loch Errocht under the cover of night, and we made our way down the eastern shore to another hiding spot near the head of Loch Rannoch, guided by one of the gillies from the Cage. This guy carried all our luggage and Alan's heavy coat too, jogging along with the load, which would have been much more than I could handle, like a solid hill pony with a light burden; yet he was someone I could have easily taken down in a fair fight.

Doubtless it was a great relief to walk disencumbered; and perhaps without that relief, and the consequent sense of liberty and lightness, I could not have walked at all. I was but new risen from a bed of sickness; and there was nothing in the state of our affairs to hearten me for much exertion; travelling, as we did, over the most dismal deserts in Scotland, under a cloudy heaven, and with divided hearts among the travellers.

It was definitely a huge relief to walk freely; without that freedom and the resulting feeling of lightness, I might not have been able to walk at all. I had just gotten out of bed after being sick, and there was nothing about our situation that encouraged me to do much. We were traveling through the bleakest deserts in Scotland, under a gray sky, with divided feelings among the travelers.

For long, we said nothing; marching alongside or one behind the other, each with a set countenance: I, angry and proud, and drawing what strength I had from these two violent and sinful feelings; Alan angry and ashamed, ashamed that he had lost my money, angry that I should take it so ill.

For a long time, we said nothing; walking side by side or one behind the other, each with a fixed expression: I was angry and proud, drawing what strength I had from these two intense and negative emotions; Alan was angry and ashamed, embarrassed that he had lost my money and upset that I was taking it so badly.

The thought of a separation ran always the stronger in my mind; and the more I approved of it, the more ashamed I grew of my approval. It would be a fine, handsome, generous thing, indeed, for Alan to turn round and say to me: “Go, I am in the most danger, and my company only increases yours.” But for me to turn to the friend who certainly loved me, and say to him: “You are in great danger, I am in but little; your friendship is a burden; go, take your risks and bear your hardships alone——” no, that was impossible; and even to think of it privily to myself, made my cheeks to burn.

The idea of separating always crossed my mind more strongly, and the more I thought it was the right choice, the more embarrassed I felt about that approval. It would be a noble and generous thing for Alan to say to me, “Go, I’m in the most danger, and my presence is only putting you at risk.” But for me to turn to the friend who truly cared for me and say, “You’re in serious danger while I’m not; your friendship is a burden; go and face your challenges alone”—that was out of the question; even the thought of it made me ashamed.

And yet Alan had behaved like a child, and (what is worse) a treacherous child. Wheedling my money from me while I lay half-conscious was scarce better than theft; and yet here he was trudging by my side, without a penny to his name, and by what I could see, quite blithe to sponge upon the money he had driven me to beg. True, I was ready to share it with him; but it made me rage to see him count upon my readiness.

And yet Alan had acted like a child, and worse, a disloyal one. Getting my money from me while I was barely aware of what was happening was hardly better than stealing; and yet there he was walking beside me, broke and seemingly happy to rely on the money I had been forced to beg for. Sure, I was willing to share it with him, but it infuriated me to see him assume that I would.

These were the two things uppermost in my mind; and I could open my mouth upon neither without black ungenerosity. So I did the next worst, and said nothing, nor so much as looked once at my companion, save with the tail of my eye.

These were the two things I was most concerned about, and I couldn't bring myself to say anything without feeling really mean. So I did the next worst thing and stayed silent, not even glancing at my companion except out of the corner of my eye.

At last, upon the other side of Loch Errocht, going over a smooth, rushy place, where the walking was easy, he could bear it no longer, and came close to me.

At last, on the other side of Loch Errocht, crossing a smooth, grassy area where walking was easy, he couldn't take it anymore and came over to me.

“David,” says he, “this is no way for two friends to take a small accident. I have to say that I’m sorry; and so that’s said. And now if you have anything, ye’d better say it.”

“David,” he says, “this isn’t how two friends should handle a little mishap. I want to apologize; there, it’s said. Now if you have anything to say, you should go ahead.”

“O,” says I, “I have nothing.”

“O,” I said, “I have nothing.”

He seemed disconcerted; at which I was meanly pleased.

He looked uneasy, which I found strangely satisfying.

“No,” said he, with rather a trembling voice, “but when I say I was to blame?”

“No,” he said, his voice shaking a bit, “but what if I admit I was at fault?”

“Why, of course, ye were to blame,” said I, coolly; “and you will bear me out that I have never reproached you.”

“Of course, you were to blame,” I said calmly; “and you’ll agree that I've never blamed you.”

“Never,” says he; “but ye ken very well that ye’ve done worse. Are we to part? Ye said so once before. Are ye to say it again? There’s hills and heather enough between here and the two seas, David; and I will own I’m no very keen to stay where I’m no wanted.”

“Never,” he says; “but you know very well that you’ve done worse. Are we going to part ways? You said that once before. Are you going to say it again? There are plenty of hills and heather between here and the two seas, David; and I’ll admit I’m not very eager to stay where I’m not wanted.”

This pierced me like a sword, and seemed to lay bare my private disloyalty.

This hit me like a sword and felt like it exposed my secret betrayal.

“Alan Breck!” I cried; and then: “Do you think I am one to turn my back on you in your chief need? You dursn’t say it to my face. My whole conduct’s there to give the lie to it. It’s true, I fell asleep upon the muir; but that was from weariness, and you do wrong to cast it up to me——”

“Alan Breck!” I shouted; and then: “Do you really think I would turn my back on you when you need me the most? You wouldn’t dare say that to my face. My actions prove otherwise. It’s true, I fell asleep on the moor; but that was because I was exhausted, and you’re wrong to hold that against me——”

“Which is what I never did,” said Alan.

“Which is what I never did,” Alan said.

“But aside from that,” I continued, “what have I done that you should even me to dogs by such a supposition? I never yet failed a friend, and it’s not likely I’ll begin with you. There are things between us that I can never forget, even if you can.”

“But aside from that,” I continued, “what have I done that you should think of me that way? I’ve never let a friend down, and I’m not about to start with you. There are things between us that I can never forget, even if you can.”

“I will only say this to ye, David,” said Alan, very quietly, “that I have long been owing ye my life, and now I owe ye money. Ye should try to make that burden light for me.”

“I'll just say this to you, David,” Alan said quietly, “I’ve owed you my life for a long time, and now I also owe you money. You should try to make that burden easier for me.”

This ought to have touched me, and in a manner it did, but the wrong manner. I felt I was behaving badly; and was now not only angry with Alan, but angry with myself in the bargain; and it made me the more cruel.

This should have affected me, and in some way it did, but not in the right way. I felt like I was acting poorly; and now I was not only mad at Alan, but also mad at myself on top of that; and it made me even more harsh.

“You asked me to speak,” said I. “Well, then, I will. You own yourself that you have done me a disservice; I have had to swallow an affront: I have never reproached you, I never named the thing till you did. And now you blame me,” cried I, “because I cannae laugh and sing as if I was glad to be affronted. The next thing will be that I’m to go down upon my knees and thank you for it! Ye should think more of others, Alan Breck. If ye thought more of others, ye would perhaps speak less about yourself; and when a friend that likes you very well has passed over an offence without a word, you would be blithe to let it lie, instead of making it a stick to break his back with. By your own way of it, it was you that was to blame; then it shouldnae be you to seek the quarrel.”

“You asked me to talk,” I said. “Well, here I am. You know you’ve wronged me; I've had to deal with an insult: I’ve never blamed you, I didn’t even mention it until you did. And now you’re blaming me,” I shouted, “because I can’t laugh and sing as if I was happy to be insulted. The next thing will be that I’m expected to go down on my knees and thank you for it! You should think more about other people, Alan Breck. If you cared more about others, you might talk less about yourself; and when a friend who likes you a lot has ignored an offense without saying anything, you could just let it go, instead of using it to hit him over the head. By your own logic, it was you who was at fault; so it shouldn’t be you looking for a fight.”

“Aweel,” said Alan, “say nae mair.”

“Awell,” said Alan, “don't say any more.”

And we fell back into our former silence; and came to our journey’s end, and supped, and lay down to sleep, without another word.

And we went back to being silent again; we reached the end of our journey, had dinner, and went to sleep without saying anything else.

The gillie put us across Loch Rannoch in the dusk of the next day, and gave us his opinion as to our best route. This was to get us up at once into the tops of the mountains: to go round by a circuit, turning the heads of Glen Lyon, Glen Lochay, and Glen Dochart, and come down upon the lowlands by Kippen and the upper waters of the Forth. Alan was little pleased with a route which led us through the country of his blood-foes, the Glenorchy Campbells. He objected that by turning to the east, we should come almost at once among the Athole Stewarts, a race of his own name and lineage, although following a different chief, and come besides by a far easier and swifter way to the place whither we were bound. But the gillie, who was indeed the chief man of Cluny’s scouts, had good reasons to give him on all hands, naming the force of troops in every district, and alleging finally (as well as I could understand) that we should nowhere be so little troubled as in a country of the Campbells.

The guide took us across Loch Rannoch at dusk the following day and shared his thoughts on the best route for us. He suggested we head straight for the mountain peaks, making a detour around Glen Lyon, Glen Lochay, and Glen Dochart, and then descend into the lowlands near Kippen and the upper waters of the Forth. Alan wasn’t too happy about a route that took us through the territory of his blood enemies, the Campbells of Glenorchy. He argued that heading east would lead us directly to the Athole Stewarts, who shared his name and lineage but followed a different chief. Plus, it would provide a much easier and quicker path to our destination. However, the guide, who was actually the leader of Cluny’s scouts, had solid reasons for his route, mentioning the number of troops in each area and ultimately (as far as I could grasp) claiming we would face the least trouble in Campbell territory.

Alan gave way at last, but with only half a heart. “It’s one of the dowiest countries in Scotland,” said he. “There’s naething there that I ken, but heath, and crows, and Campbells. But I see that ye’re a man of some penetration; and be it as ye please!”

Alan finally relented, but not wholeheartedly. “It’s one of the dreariest places in Scotland,” he said. “There’s nothing there that I know of, just heath, crows, and Campbells. But I can see you’re a perceptive guy; so, do as you like!”

We set forth accordingly by this itinerary; and for the best part of three nights travelled on eerie mountains and among the well-heads of wild rivers; often buried in mist, almost continually blown and rained upon, and not once cheered by any glimpse of sunshine. By day, we lay and slept in the drenching heather; by night, incessantly clambered upon break-neck hills and among rude crags. We often wandered; we were often so involved in fog, that we must lie quiet till it lightened. A fire was never to be thought of. Our only food was drammach and a portion of cold meat that we had carried from the Cage; and as for drink, Heaven knows we had no want of water.

We set out on this journey and spent most of three nights traveling through eerie mountains and alongside the wild rivers. We were often shrouded in mist, constantly buffeted by wind and rain, and never once saw a hint of sunshine. During the day, we lay down and slept in the soaking heather; at night, we scrambled up steep hills and across rugged rocks. We often got lost in the fog, needing to stay still until it cleared. A fire was out of the question. Our only food was some drammach and a bit of cold meat we had brought from the Cage; and as for drinks, thankfully, we had no shortage of water.

This was a dreadful time, rendered the more dreadful by the gloom of the weather and the country. I was never warm; my teeth chattered in my head; I was troubled with a very sore throat, such as I had on the isle; I had a painful stitch in my side, which never left me; and when I slept in my wet bed, with the rain beating above and the mud oozing below me, it was to live over again in fancy the worst part of my adventures—to see the tower of Shaws lit by lightning, Ransome carried below on the men’s backs, Shuan dying on the round-house floor, or Colin Campbell grasping at the bosom of his coat. From such broken slumbers, I would be aroused in the gloaming, to sit up in the same puddle where I had slept, and sup cold drammach; the rain driving sharp in my face or running down my back in icy trickles; the mist enfolding us like as in a gloomy chamber—or, perhaps, if the wind blew, falling suddenly apart and showing us the gulf of some dark valley where the streams were crying aloud.

This was a terrible time, made even worse by the gloomy weather and the desolate landscape. I was never warm; my teeth chattered in my head; I had a really sore throat, similar to the one I had on the island; I had a sharp pain in my side that never went away; and when I slept in my wet bed, with the rain pounding down above and the mud seeping below me, it felt like reliving the worst parts of my adventures—seeing the tower at Shaws lit up by lightning, Ransome being carried below on the men’s backs, Shuan dying on the floor of the round-house, or Colin Campbell clutching the front of his coat. From these restless sleeps, I would wake in the twilight, sitting up in the same puddle where I had dozed off, and eat cold drammach; the rain hitting my face sharply or streaming down my back in icy rivulets; the mist wrapping around us like in a dark room—or, maybe, if the wind picked up, suddenly parting and revealing the depths of some dark valley where the streams were crying out.

The sound of an infinite number of rivers came up from all round. In this steady rain the springs of the mountain were broken up; every glen gushed water like a cistern; every stream was in high spate, and had filled and overflowed its channel. During our night tramps, it was solemn to hear the voice of them below in the valleys, now booming like thunder, now with an angry cry. I could well understand the story of the Water Kelpie, that demon of the streams, who is fabled to keep wailing and roaring at the ford until the coming of the doomed traveller. Alan I saw believed it, or half believed it; and when the cry of the river rose more than usually sharp, I was little surprised (though, of course, I would still be shocked) to see him cross himself in the manner of the Catholics.

The sound of countless rivers echoed all around. In this steady rain, the mountain springs were unleashed; every valley bubbled over like a reservoir; every stream was swollen and had overflowed its banks. During our night walks, it was haunting to hear their voices in the valleys, now booming like thunder, now with a furious roar. I could easily understand the tale of the Water Kelpie, that river demon, who is said to wail and roar at the crossing until the arrival of the unfortunate traveler. I could see Alan believed it, or at least half believed it; and when the river's cry grew especially sharp, I wasn’t too surprised (though I was still shocked) to see him cross himself like the Catholics do.

During all these horrid wanderings we had no familiarity, scarcely even that of speech. The truth is that I was sickening for my grave, which is my best excuse. But besides that I was of an unforgiving disposition from my birth, slow to take offence, slower to forget it, and now incensed both against my companion and myself. For the best part of two days he was unweariedly kind; silent, indeed, but always ready to help, and always hoping (as I could very well see) that my displeasure would blow by. For the same length of time I stayed in myself, nursing my anger, roughly refusing his services, and passing him over with my eyes as if he had been a bush or a stone.

During all those awful wanderings, we had no connection, barely even talking to each other. The truth is that I was longing for my grave, which is my best excuse. But on top of that, I was naturally unforgiving, slow to get offended, and even slower to let it go, now angry with both my companion and myself. For nearly two days, he was endlessly kind; quiet, yes, but always ready to help, and always hoping (as I could clearly see) that my anger would fade away. For that same length of time, I kept to myself, nursing my resentment, roughly rejecting his offers of help, and ignoring him as if he were just a bush or a rock.

The second night, or rather the peep of the third day, found us upon a very open hill, so that we could not follow our usual plan and lie down immediately to eat and sleep. Before we had reached a place of shelter, the grey had come pretty clear, for though it still rained, the clouds ran higher; and Alan, looking in my face, showed some marks of concern.

The second night, or technically the start of the third day, found us on a very open hill, so we couldn't follow our usual routine of lying down to eat and sleep right away. By the time we reached a spot where we could take cover, dawn was starting to break clearly, even though it was still raining and the clouds had lifted. Alan looked at me and seemed a bit worried.

“Ye had better let me take your pack,” said he, for perhaps the ninth time since we had parted from the scout beside Loch Rannoch.

“Maybe you should let me carry your pack,” he said, for about the ninth time since we had left the scout by Loch Rannoch.

“I do very well, I thank you,” said I, as cold as ice.

“I’m doing great, thanks,” I said, cold as ice.

Alan flushed darkly. “I’ll not offer it again,” he said. “I’m not a patient man, David.”

Alan blushed deeply. “I won’t offer it again,” he said. “I’m not a patient guy, David.”

“I never said you were,” said I, which was exactly the rude, silly speech of a boy of ten.

“I never said you were,” I said, which was exactly the rude, silly way a ten-year-old would speak.

Alan made no answer at the time, but his conduct answered for him. Henceforth, it is to be thought, he quite forgave himself for the affair at Cluny’s; cocked his hat again, walked jauntily, whistled airs, and looked at me upon one side with a provoking smile.

Alan didn’t say anything at the moment, but his behavior spoke for him. From then on, it seems he completely forgave himself for what happened at Cluny’s; he tilted his hat again, walked with a spring in his step, whistled tunes, and gave me a teasing smile from the side.

The third night we were to pass through the western end of the country of Balquhidder. It came clear and cold, with a touch in the air like frost, and a northerly wind that blew the clouds away and made the stars bright. The streams were full, of course, and still made a great noise among the hills; but I observed that Alan thought no more upon the Kelpie, and was in high good spirits. As for me, the change of weather came too late; I had lain in the mire so long that (as the Bible has it) my very clothes “abhorred me.” I was dead weary, deadly sick and full of pains and shiverings; the chill of the wind went through me, and the sound of it confused my ears. In this poor state I had to bear from my companion something in the nature of a persecution. He spoke a good deal, and never without a taunt. “Whig” was the best name he had to give me. “Here,” he would say, “here’s a dub for ye to jump, my Whiggie! I ken you’re a fine jumper!” And so on; all the time with a gibing voice and face.

The third night we were supposed to pass through the western part of Balquhidder. It was clear and cold, with a slight frost in the air, and a north wind that blew the clouds away and lit up the stars. The streams were full and noisy among the hills; but I noticed that Alan no longer thought about the Kelpie and was in high spirits. As for me, the change in the weather came too late; I had been stuck in the mud so long that (as the Bible puts it) my clothes really "abhorred" me. I was dead tired, feeling sick, and filled with aches and chills; the cold wind cut through me, and its sound disoriented me. In this sorry state, I had to endure my companion’s relentless teasing. He talked a lot and never missed a chance to mock me. “Whig” was the best name he had for me. “Here,” he would say, “here’s a puddle for you to jump over, my Whiggie! I know you’re a great jumper!” And he kept going, his voice and expression filled with scorn.

I knew it was my own doing, and no one else’s; but I was too miserable to repent. I felt I could drag myself but little farther; pretty soon, I must lie down and die on these wet mountains like a sheep or a fox, and my bones must whiten there like the bones of a beast. My head was light perhaps; but I began to love the prospect, I began to glory in the thought of such a death, alone in the desert, with the wild eagles besieging my last moments. Alan would repent then, I thought; he would remember, when I was dead, how much he owed me, and the remembrance would be torture. So I went like a sick, silly, and bad-hearted schoolboy, feeding my anger against a fellow-man, when I would have been better on my knees, crying on God for mercy. And at each of Alan’s taunts, I hugged myself. “Ah!” thinks I to myself, “I have a better taunt in readiness; when I lie down and die, you will feel it like a buffet in your face; ah, what a revenge! ah, how you will regret your ingratitude and cruelty!”

I knew it was my fault and nobody else's, but I was too miserable to feel sorry. I felt I could barely move any further; soon, I would have to lie down and die on these wet mountains like a sheep or a fox, and my bones would bleach there like those of a wild animal. My head was probably spinning; still, I started to find comfort in the idea of such a death, all alone in the wilderness, with wild eagles crowding around my last moments. Alan would regret this, I thought; he would remember how much he owed me when I was gone, and that memory would haunt him. So I trudged on like a sick, foolish, and mean-spirited schoolboy, nurturing my anger towards a fellow human when I would have been better off on my knees, pleading with God for mercy. And with each of Alan's jabs, I reveled in it. “Ah!” I thought to myself, “I have a better comeback ready; when I lie down and die, it will hit you like a slap in the face; oh, what sweet revenge! Oh, how you will regret your ingratitude and cruelty!”

All the while, I was growing worse and worse. Once I had fallen, my leg simply doubling under me, and this had struck Alan for the moment; but I was afoot so briskly, and set off again with such a natural manner, that he soon forgot the incident. Flushes of heat went over me, and then spasms of shuddering. The stitch in my side was hardly bearable. At last I began to feel that I could trail myself no farther: and with that, there came on me all at once the wish to have it out with Alan, let my anger blaze, and be done with my life in a more sudden manner. He had just called me “Whig.” I stopped.

All the while, I was getting worse and worse. Once I had fallen, my leg just buckling beneath me, and that momentarily caught Alan's attention; but I jumped back up so quickly and acted so naturally that he soon forgot about it. Waves of heat washed over me, followed by shivers. The pain in my side was almost unbearable. Eventually, I felt like I couldn’t drag myself any further: and with that, all of a sudden, I wanted to confront Alan, let my anger explode, and end things in a more immediate way. He had just called me “Whig.” I paused.

“Mr. Stewart,” said I, in a voice that quivered like a fiddle-string, “you are older than I am, and should know your manners. Do you think it either very wise or very witty to cast my politics in my teeth? I thought, where folk differed, it was the part of gentlemen to differ civilly; and if I did not, I may tell you I could find a better taunt than some of yours.”

“Mr. Stewart,” I said, my voice shaking like a violin string, “you’re older than I am and should know better. Do you think it’s smart or clever to throw my political views back at me? I believed that when people disagreed, being a gentleman meant doing so politely; and if I wanted to insult you, I could come up with a much better jab than some of yours.”

Alan had stopped opposite to me, his hat cocked, his hands in his breeches pockets, his head a little on one side. He listened, smiling evilly, as I could see by the starlight; and when I had done he began to whistle a Jacobite air. It was the air made in mockery of General Cope’s defeat at Preston Pans:

Alan had stopped right in front of me, his hat tilted, hands in his pants pockets, and his head slightly tilted to one side. He listened, grinning wickedly, as I could tell by the starlight; and when I finished, he started to whistle a Jacobite tune. It was the tune made in mockery of General Cope’s defeat at Preston Pans:

“Hey, Johnnie Cope, are ye waukin’ yet?
And are your drums a-beatin’ yet?”

“Hey, Johnnie Cope, are you awake yet?
And are your drums beating yet?”

And it came in my mind that Alan, on the day of that battle, had been engaged upon the royal side.

And it occurred to me that Alan, on the day of that battle, had been fighting for the royal side.

“Why do ye take that air, Mr. Stewart?” said I. “Is that to remind me you have been beaten on both sides?”

“Why do you have that attitude, Mr. Stewart?” I said. “Is that to remind me you’ve been beaten on both sides?”

The air stopped on Alan’s lips. “David!” said he.

The air froze on Alan’s lips. “David!” he said.

“But it’s time these manners ceased,” I continued; “and I mean you shall henceforth speak civilly of my King and my good friends the Campbells.”

“But it's time these manners stopped,” I continued; “and I mean for you to speak respectfully about my King and my good friends the Campbells from now on.”

“I am a Stewart—” began Alan.

“I’m a Stewart—” Alan began.

“O!” says I, “I ken ye bear a king’s name. But you are to remember, since I have been in the Highlands, I have seen a good many of those that bear it; and the best I can say of them is this, that they would be none the worse of washing.”

“O!” I said, “I know you carry a king’s name. But you should remember, since I’ve been in the Highlands, I’ve seen quite a few who have it; and the best thing I can say about them is that they could use a good wash.”

“Do you know that you insult me?” said Alan, very low.

“Do you realize that you’re insulting me?” Alan said quietly.

“I am sorry for that,” said I, “for I am not done; and if you distaste the sermon, I doubt the pirliecue[29] will please you as little. You have been chased in the field by the grown men of my party; it seems a poor kind of pleasure to out-face a boy. Both the Campbells and the Whigs have beaten you; you have run before them like a hare. It behoves you to speak of them as of your betters.”

“I’m sorry about that,” I said, “because I’m not finished yet; and if you don’t like the sermon, I doubt the will please you any more. You’ve been chased in the field by the grown men on my side; it seems pretty low to confront a boy. Both the Campbells and the Whigs have beaten you; you’ve run from them like a hare. You should talk about them like they’re your betters.”

[29] A second sermon.

A second talk.

Alan stood quite still, the tails of his great-coat clapping behind him in the wind.

Alan stood perfectly still, the ends of his coat flapping behind him in the wind.

“This is a pity,” he said at last. “There are things said that cannot be passed over.”

“This is a shame,” he finally said. “There are things that have been said that can’t just be overlooked.”

“I never asked you to,” said I. “I am as ready as yourself.”

“I never asked you to,” I said. “I’m just as ready as you are.”

“Ready?” said he.

"Ready?" he said.

“Ready,” I repeated. “I am no blower and boaster like some that I could name. Come on!” And drawing my sword, I fell on guard as Alan himself had taught me.

“Ready,” I said again. “I’m not a bragger or a show-off like some people I could mention. Let’s go!” I drew my sword and took my stance just as Alan had taught me.

“David!” he cried. “Are ye daft? I cannae draw upon ye, David. It’s fair murder.”

“David!” he shouted. “Are you crazy? I can’t rely on you, David. It’s just ridiculous.”

“That was your look-out when you insulted me,” said I.

"That was your choice when you insulted me," I said.

“It’s the truth!” cried Alan, and he stood for a moment, wringing his mouth in his hand like a man in sore perplexity. “It’s the bare truth,” he said, and drew his sword. But before I could touch his blade with mine, he had thrown it from him and fallen to the ground. “Na, na,” he kept saying, “na, na—I cannae, I cannae.”

“It’s true!” Alan exclaimed, standing there for a moment, gripping his mouth with his hand like someone deeply confused. “It’s the absolute truth,” he said, drawing his sword. But before I could touch my blade to his, he had tossed it aside and collapsed on the ground. “No, no,” he kept saying, “no, no—I can’t, I can’t.”

At this the last of my anger oozed all out of me; and I found myself only sick, and sorry, and blank, and wondering at myself. I would have given the world to take back what I had said; but a word once spoken, who can recapture it? I minded me of all Alan’s kindness and courage in the past, how he had helped and cheered and borne with me in our evil days; and then recalled my own insults, and saw that I had lost for ever that doughty friend. At the same time, the sickness that hung upon me seemed to redouble, and the pang in my side was like a sword for sharpness. I thought I must have swooned where I stood.

At this, all my anger drained out of me; I felt only sick, sorry, empty, and confused about myself. I would have given anything to take back what I had said; but once a word is spoken, who can take it back? I remembered all of Alan’s kindness and courage in the past, how he had helped, supported, and put up with me during our tough times; then I recalled my own insults and realized that I had lost that brave friend forever. At the same time, the sickness that weighed on me seemed to double, and the pain in my side was as sharp as a sword. I thought I might faint where I stood.

This it was that gave me a thought. No apology could blot out what I had said; it was needless to think of one, none could cover the offence; but where an apology was vain, a mere cry for help might bring Alan back to my side. I put my pride away from me. “Alan!” I said; “if ye cannae help me, I must just die here.”

This made me think. No apology could erase what I had said; it was pointless to even think of one since none could make up for the offense. But where an apology would be useless, a simple cry for help might bring Alan back to me. I set my pride aside. “Alan!” I said; “if you can’t help me, I guess I’m going to die here.”

He started up sitting, and looked at me.

He sat up and looked at me.

“It’s true,” said I. “I’m by with it. O, let me get into the bield of a house—I’ll can die there easier.” I had no need to pretend; whether I chose or not, I spoke in a weeping voice that would have melted a heart of stone.

“It’s true,” I said. “I’m done with it. Oh, let me find shelter in a house—I can die there more peacefully.” I didn't have to pretend; whether I wanted to or not, I spoke in a sobbing voice that would have melted even a heart of stone.

“Can ye walk?” asked Alan.

"Can you walk?" asked Alan.

“No,” said I, “not without help. This last hour my legs have been fainting under me; I’ve a stitch in my side like a red-hot iron; I cannae breathe right. If I die, ye’ll can forgive me, Alan? In my heart, I liked ye fine—even when I was the angriest.”

“No,” I said, “not without help. For the last hour, my legs have been giving out on me; I have a pain in my side like a burning iron; I can’t breathe properly. If I die, will you forgive me, Alan? In my heart, I really liked you—even when I was the most furious.”

“Wheesht, wheesht!” cried Alan. “Dinna say that! David man, ye ken—” He shut his mouth upon a sob. “Let me get my arm about ye,” he continued; “that’s the way! Now lean upon me hard. Gude kens where there’s a house! We’re in Balwhidder, too; there should be no want of houses, no, nor friends’ houses here. Do ye gang easier so, Davie?”

“Shh, shh!” Alan exclaimed. “Don’t say that! David man, you know—” He stopped, holding back a sob. “Let me get my arm around you,” he said; “that’s it! Now lean on me hard. God knows where we can find a house! We’re in Balwhidder; there should be no shortage of houses, or friends’ homes here. Are you feeling a bit better now, Davie?”

Do ye gang...
Do ye gang easier so, Davie?

“Ay,” said I, “I can be doing this way;” and I pressed his arm with my hand.

“Ay,” I said, “I can do it this way;” and I pressed his arm with my hand.

Again he came near sobbing. “Davie,” said he, “I’m no a right man at all; I have neither sense nor kindness; I could nae remember ye were just a bairn, I couldnae see ye were dying on your feet; Davie, ye’ll have to try and forgive me.”

Again, he came close, sobbing. “Davie,” he said, “I’m not a good man at all; I have no sense or kindness; I couldn’t remember you were just a kid, I couldn’t see you were dying on your feet; Davie, you’ll have to try and forgive me.”

“O man, let’s say no more about it!” said I. “We’re neither one of us to mend the other—that’s the truth! We must just bear and forbear, man Alan. O, but my stitch is sore! Is there nae house?”

“O man, let’s not talk about it anymore!” I said. “Neither of us can change the other—that's the truth! We just have to tolerate each other, man Alan. Oh, but my wound is hurting! Is there no place to stay?”

“I’ll find a house to ye, David,” he said, stoutly. “We’ll follow down the burn, where there’s bound to be houses. My poor man, will ye no be better on my back?”

“I’ll find a house for you, David,” he said confidently. “We’ll head down the stream, where there are sure to be houses. My poor man, would you be better off on my back?”

“O, Alan,” says I, “and me a good twelve inches taller?”

“O, Alan,” I said, “and I'm a good twelve inches taller?”

“Ye’re no such a thing,” cried Alan, with a start. “There may be a trifling matter of an inch or two; I’m no saying I’m just exactly what ye would call a tall man, whatever; and I dare say,” he added, his voice tailing off in a laughable manner, “now when I come to think of it, I dare say ye’ll be just about right. Ay, it’ll be a foot, or near hand; or may be even mair!”

"You’re not anything like that," Alan exclaimed, startled. "There might be a small difference of an inch or two; I'm not saying I'm exactly what you would call a tall guy, anyway; and I guess," he added, letting his voice trail off in a funny way, "now that I think about it, you might just be right. Yeah, it’ll be a foot, or close to it; or maybe even more!"

It was sweet and laughable to hear Alan eat his words up in the fear of some fresh quarrel. I could have laughed, had not my stitch caught me so hard; but if I had laughed, I think I must have wept too.

It was both amusing and ridiculous to watch Alan take back his words out of fear of another fight. I might have laughed if my side hadn't hurt so much; but if I had laughed, I think I would have ended up crying too.

“Alan,” cried I, “what makes ye so good to me? What makes ye care for such a thankless fellow?”

“Alan,” I exclaimed, “why are you so good to me? What makes you care for someone so ungrateful?”

“‘Deed, and I don’t know” said Alan. “For just precisely what I thought I liked about ye, was that ye never quarrelled:—and now I like ye better!”

“Really, I don’t know,” said Alan. “What I originally liked about you was that you never argued—and now I like you even more!”

Chapter XXV

CHAPTER XXV
IN BALQUHIDDER

A

t the door of the first house we came to, Alan knocked, which was of no very safe enterprise in such a part of the Highlands as the Braes of Balquhidder. No great clan held rule there; it was filled and disputed by small septs, and broken remnants, and what they call “chiefless folk,” driven into the wild country about the springs of Forth and Teith by the advance of the Campbells. Here were Stewarts and Maclarens, which came to the same thing, for the Maclarens followed Alan’s chief in war, and made but one clan with Appin. Here, too, were many of that old, proscribed, nameless, red-handed clan of the Macgregors. They had always been ill-considered, and now worse than ever, having credit with no side or party in the whole country of Scotland. Their chief, Macgregor of Macgregor, was in exile; the more immediate leader of that part of them about Balquhidder, James More, Rob Roy’s eldest son, lay waiting his trial in Edinburgh Castle; they were in ill-blood with Highlander and Lowlander, with the Grahames, the Maclarens, and the Stewarts; and Alan, who took up the quarrel of any friend, however distant, was extremely wishful to avoid them.

At the door of the first house we reached, Alan knocked, which was not a very safe move in a place like the Braes of Balquhidder in the Highlands. There was no powerful clan in charge there; the area was filled with small clans, broken groups, and what they called “chiefless folk,” driven into the remote regions around the springs of the Forth and Teith by the advancing Campbells. There were Stewarts and Maclarens, which amounted to the same thing, since the Maclarens fought alongside Alan’s chief in battle and formed one clan with Appin. Many members of that old, outlawed, nameless, violent clan of Macgregors also lived here. They had always been looked down upon, and even more so now, having no support from any side or faction in all of Scotland. Their chief, Macgregor of Macgregor, was in exile; the immediate leader of those in Balquhidder, James More, Rob Roy’s oldest son, was awaiting his trial in Edinburgh Castle; they had bad relationships with both Highlanders and Lowlanders, with the Grahames, the Maclarens, and the Stewarts; and Alan, who always defended his friends no matter how distant, was very eager to avoid them.

Chance served us very well; for it was a household of Maclarens that we found, where Alan was not only welcome for his name’s sake but known by reputation. Here then I was got to bed without delay, and a doctor fetched, who found me in a sorry plight. But whether because he was a very good doctor, or I a very young, strong man, I lay bedridden for no more than a week, and before a month I was able to take the road again with a good heart.

Chance worked out great for us; we ended up at a Maclaren household, where Alan was not only welcomed because of his name but also recognized by his reputation. I quickly got to bed, and a doctor was called who found me in pretty rough shape. But whether it was because he was a really good doctor or I was just a young, strong guy, I was only bedridden for about a week, and within a month, I was back on the road feeling optimistic.

All this time Alan would not leave me though I often pressed him, and indeed his foolhardiness in staying was a common subject of outcry with the two or three friends that were let into the secret. He hid by day in a hole of the braes under a little wood; and at night, when the coast was clear, would come into the house to visit me. I need not say if I was pleased to see him; Mrs. Maclaren, our hostess, thought nothing good enough for such a guest; and as Duncan Dhu (which was the name of our host) had a pair of pipes in his house, and was much of a lover of music, this time of my recovery was quite a festival, and we commonly turned night into day.

All this time, Alan wouldn’t leave me even though I often urged him to. His reckless decision to stay became a popular topic of concern among the two or three friends who knew the situation. He hid during the day in a nook of the hills under a small wood, and at night, when it was safe, he would come into the house to see me. I don’t need to say how happy I was to see him; Mrs. Maclaren, our hostess, thought nothing was good enough for such a guest. Since Duncan Dhu (that was our host's name) had a set of bagpipes and loved music, this time of my recovery felt like a celebration, and we often turned night into day.

The soldiers let us be; although once a party of two companies and some dragoons went by in the bottom of the valley, where I could see them through the window as I lay in bed. What was much more astonishing, no magistrate came near me, and there was no question put of whence I came or whither I was going; and in that time of excitement, I was as free of all inquiry as though I had lain in a desert. Yet my presence was known before I left to all the people in Balquhidder and the adjacent parts; many coming about the house on visits and these (after the custom of the country) spreading the news among their neighbours. The bills, too, had now been printed. There was one pinned near the foot of my bed, where I could read my own not very flattering portrait and, in larger characters, the amount of the blood money that had been set upon my life. Duncan Dhu and the rest that knew that I had come there in Alan’s company, could have entertained no doubt of who I was; and many others must have had their guess. For though I had changed my clothes, I could not change my age or person; and Lowland boys of eighteen were not so rife in these parts of the world, and above all about that time, that they could fail to put one thing with another, and connect me with the bill. So it was, at least. Other folk keep a secret among two or three near friends, and somehow it leaks out; but among these clansmen, it is told to a whole countryside, and they will keep it for a century.

The soldiers left us alone; although once, a group of two companies and some dragoons passed through the bottom of the valley, and I could see them through the window while lying in bed. What was even more surprising was that no magistrate approached me, and no one asked where I came from or where I was going; during that tense time, I was as free from questions as if I had been lying in a desert. Yet before I even left, everyone in Balquhidder and the surrounding areas knew of my presence; many visitors came to the house and, following local customs, spread the word to their neighbors. The wanted posters had also been printed. One was pinned near the foot of my bed, where I could read my not-so-flattering description along with, in larger letters, the bounty that had been placed on my life. Duncan Dhu and others who knew I had arrived with Alan had no doubt about my identity, and many others must have guessed as well. Even though I had changed my clothes, I couldn’t change my age or appearance; Lowland boys of eighteen weren't common in these parts, especially not at that time, so it was hard for them not to connect the dots and link me to the poster. That’s how it was, at least. Other people might keep a secret among two or three close friends, but somehow it always gets out; but among these clansmen, news spreads to an entire region, and they can keep it for a century.

There was but one thing happened worth narrating; and that is the visit I had of Robin Oig, one of the sons of the notorious Rob Roy. He was sought upon all sides on a charge of carrying a young woman from Balfron and marrying her (as was alleged) by force; yet he stepped about Balquhidder like a gentleman in his own walled policy. It was he who had shot James Maclaren at the plough stilts, a quarrel never satisfied; yet he walked into the house of his blood enemies as a rider[30] might into a public inn.

There was only one thing worth telling; that is, my visit from Robin Oig, one of the sons of the infamous Rob Roy. He was wanted everywhere on a charge of taking a young woman from Balfron and allegedly marrying her by force; yet he moved around Balquhidder like a gentleman on his own property. He was the one who shot James Maclaren at the plough stilts, a dispute that was never resolved; still, he walked into the house of his sworn enemies like a rider[30] might into a public inn.

[30] Commercial traveller.

Sales rep.

Duncan had time to pass me word of who it was; and we looked at one another in concern. You should understand, it was then close upon the time of Alan’s coming; the two were little likely to agree; and yet if we sent word or sought to make a signal, it was sure to arouse suspicion in a man under so dark a cloud as the Macgregor.

Duncan had a chance to tell me who it was, and we exchanged worried glances. You should know, it was right before Alan was about to arrive; the two of them weren't likely to see eye to eye. Yet if we sent a message or tried to signal, it would surely raise suspicion in someone like Macgregor, who was already in such a tough spot.

He came in with a great show of civility, but like a man among inferiors; took off his bonnet to Mrs. Maclaren, but clapped it on his head again to speak to Duncan; and having thus set himself (as he would have thought) in a proper light, came to my bedside and bowed.

He entered with a strong display of politeness, but acted like he was above everyone else; he took off his hat for Mrs. Maclaren but immediately put it back on to talk to Duncan. After positioning himself (as he believed) in the right way, he approached my bedside and bowed.

“I am given to know, sir,” says he, “that your name is Balfour.”

“I’ve been informed, sir,” he says, “that your name is Balfour.”

“They call me David Balfour,” said I, “at your service.”

“They call me David Balfour,” I said, “at your service.”

“I would give ye my name in return, sir,” he replied, “but it’s one somewhat blown upon of late days; and it’ll perhaps suffice if I tell ye that I am own brother to James More Drummond or Macgregor, of whom ye will scarce have failed to hear.”

“I would give you my name in return, sir,” he replied, “but it’s one that’s been a bit tarnished lately; and it might be enough if I tell you that I am the brother of James More Drummond or Macgregor, of whom you’ve probably heard.”

“No, sir,” said I, a little alarmed; “nor yet of your father, Macgregor-Campbell.” And I sat up and bowed in bed; for I thought best to compliment him, in case he was proud of having had an outlaw to his father.

“No, sir,” I said, a bit worried; “nor of your father, Macgregor-Campbell.” And I sat up and nodded in bed; I thought it would be a good idea to compliment him, just in case he was proud of having an outlaw for a father.

He bowed in return. “But what I am come to say, sir,” he went on, “is this. In the year ‘45, my brother raised a part of the ‘Gregara’ and marched six companies to strike a stroke for the good side; and the surgeon that marched with our clan and cured my brother’s leg when it was broken in the brush at Preston Pans, was a gentleman of the same name precisely as yourself. He was brother to Balfour of Baith; and if you are in any reasonable degree of nearness one of that gentleman’s kin, I have come to put myself and my people at your command.”

He bowed in return. “But what I’m here to say, sir,” he continued, “is this. In the year '45, my brother led part of the ‘Gregara’ and marched six companies to fight for the right side; and the surgeon who marched with our clan and healed my brother’s leg when it was broken in the brush at Preston Pans was a gentleman with the same name as yours. He was the brother of Balfour of Baith; and if you’re at all related to that gentleman, I’ve come to offer myself and my people at your service.”

You are to remember that I knew no more of my descent than any cadger’s dog; my uncle, to be sure, had prated of some of our high connections, but nothing to the present purpose; and there was nothing left me but that bitter disgrace of owning that I could not tell.

You should know that I knew as little about my background as any stray dog; my uncle had talked about some of our fancy relatives, but none of it mattered right now; all I had left was the bitter shame of admitting that I just couldn’t say.

Robin told me shortly he was sorry he had put himself about, turned his back upon me without a sign of salutation, and as he went towards the door, I could hear him telling Duncan that I was “only some kinless loon that didn’t know his own father.” Angry as I was at these words, and ashamed of my own ignorance, I could scarce keep from smiling that a man who was under the lash of the law (and was indeed hanged some three years later) should be so nice as to the descent of his acquaintances.

Robin briefly told me he was sorry he had involved himself, then turned away from me without a greeting. As he walked toward the door, I heard him tell Duncan that I was “just some random fool who didn’t know his own father.” As angry as I was at those words, and embarrassed by my own ignorance, I could hardly stop myself from smiling at the fact that a man who was under the grip of the law (and was actually hanged about three years later) would be so particular about the backgrounds of his acquaintances.

Just in the door, he met Alan coming in; and the two drew back and looked at each other like strange dogs. They were neither of them big men, but they seemed fairly to swell out with pride. Each wore a sword, and by a movement of his haunch, thrust clear the hilt of it, so that it might be the more readily grasped and the blade drawn.

Just as he walked in, he ran into Alan coming in as well; and the two stepped back and stared at each other like unfamiliar dogs. Neither of them was a big guy, but they both seemed to puff up with pride. Each had a sword, and with a shift of his hip, he made the hilt stick out more so it could be easily grabbed and the blade pulled out.

“Mr. Stewart, I am thinking,” says Robin.

“Mr. Stewart, I’m thinking,” says Robin.

“Troth, Mr. Macgregor, it’s not a name to be ashamed of,” answered Alan.

“Honestly, Mr. Macgregor, it’s not a name to be embarrassed about,” replied Alan.

“I did not know ye were in my country, sir,” says Robin.

“I didn’t know you were in my country, sir,” says Robin.

“It sticks in my mind that I am in the country of my friends the Maclarens,” says Alan.

“It sticks in my mind that I am in the country of my friends the Maclarens,” says Alan.

“That’s a kittle point,” returned the other. “There may be two words to say to that. But I think I will have heard that you are a man of your sword?”

"That's an interesting point," the other replied. "There might be two sides to that. But I’ve heard that you’re a man of your word?"

“Unless ye were born deaf, Mr. Macgregor, ye will have heard a good deal more than that,” says Alan. “I am not the only man that can draw steel in Appin; and when my kinsman and captain, Ardshiel, had a talk with a gentleman of your name, not so many years back, I could never hear that the Macgregor had the best of it.”

“Unless you were born deaf, Mr. Macgregor, you’ve heard a lot more than that,” says Alan. “I’m not the only one who can draw a sword in Appin; and when my relative and captain, Ardshiel, spoke with a gentleman with your name a few years ago, I never heard that the Macgregor came out on top.”

“Do ye mean my father, sir?” says Robin.

“Do you mean my dad, sir?” says Robin.

“Well, I wouldnae wonder,” said Alan. “The gentleman I have in my mind had the ill-taste to clap Campbell to his name.”

“Well, I wouldn’t be surprised,” said Alan. “The guy I’m thinking of had the bad taste to add Campbell to his name.”

“My father was an old man,” returned Robin.

“My dad was an old man,” Robin replied.

“The match was unequal. You and me would make a better pair, sir.”

“The match wasn't fair. You and I would be a better team, sir.”

“I was thinking that,” said Alan.

“I was thinking that,” Alan said.

I was half out of bed, and Duncan had been hanging at the elbow of these fighting cocks, ready to intervene upon the least occasion. But when that word was uttered, it was a case of now or never; and Duncan, with something of a white face to be sure, thrust himself between.

I was half out of bed, and Duncan had been hovering at the side of these fighting cocks, ready to step in at the slightest chance. But when that word was spoken, it was a now or never situation; and Duncan, looking somewhat pale, pushed himself in between.

“Gentlemen,” said he, “I will have been thinking of a very different matter, whateffer. Here are my pipes, and here are you two gentlemen who are baith acclaimed pipers. It’s an auld dispute which one of ye’s the best. Here will be a braw chance to settle it.”

“Gentlemen,” he said, “I’ve been thinking about something completely different. Here are my pipes, and here are you two gentlemen who are both recognized as great pipers. It’s an old debate over which of you is the best. This will be a great opportunity to settle it.”

“Why, sir,” said Alan, still addressing Robin, from whom indeed he had not so much as shifted his eyes, nor yet Robin from him, “why, sir,” says Alan, “I think I will have heard some sough[31] of the sort. Have ye music, as folk say? Are ye a bit of a piper?”

“Why, sir,” said Alan, still looking at Robin, who hadn’t looked away either, “why, sir,” Alan continued, “I think I’ve heard some talk about that. Do you have music, like people say? Are you a bit of a piper?”

[31] Rumour.

Rumor.

“I can pipe like a Macrimmon!” cries Robin.

“I can play the pipes like a Macrimmon!” shouts Robin.

“And that is a very bold word,” quoth Alan.

“And that is a very bold word,” said Alan.

“I have made bolder words good before now,” returned Robin, “and that against better adversaries.”

"I’ve used bolder words successfully before," replied Robin, "even against tougher opponents."

“It is easy to try that,” says Alan.

“It’s easy to give that a shot,” says Alan.

Duncan Dhu made haste to bring out the pair of pipes that was his principal possession, and to set before his guests a mutton-ham and a bottle of that drink which they call Athole brose, and which is made of old whiskey, strained honey and sweet cream, slowly beaten together in the right order and proportion. The two enemies were still on the very breach of a quarrel; but down they sat, one upon each side of the peat fire, with a mighty show of politeness. Maclaren pressed them to taste his mutton-ham and “the wife’s brose,” reminding them the wife was out of Athole and had a name far and wide for her skill in that confection. But Robin put aside these hospitalities as bad for the breath.

Duncan Dhu quickly brought out his prized pipes and set up a spread for his guests, featuring a mutton-ham and a bottle of the drink known as Athole brose, which is made from aged whiskey, strained honey, and sweet cream, mixed together carefully in the right order and amounts. The two rivals were right at the edge of a fight, but they sat down, one on each side of the peat fire, putting on a strong display of politeness. Maclaren urged them to try his mutton-ham and “the wife’s brose,” mentioning that his wife, who was from Athole, was famous for her skill in making it. But Robin dismissed these offerings as not good for the breath.

“I would have ye to remark, sir,” said Alan, “that I havenae broken bread for near upon ten hours, which will be worse for the breath than any brose in Scotland.”

“I want you to notice, sir,” said Alan, “that I haven’t eaten anything for almost ten hours, which is worse for my breath than any broth in Scotland.”

“I will take no advantages, Mr. Stewart,” replied Robin. “Eat and drink; I’ll follow you.”

“I won’t take any advantages, Mr. Stewart,” Robin replied. “Go ahead and eat and drink; I’ll catch up with you.”

Each ate a small portion of the ham and drank a glass of the brose to Mrs. Maclaren; and then after a great number of civilities, Robin took the pipes and played a little spring in a very ranting manner.

Each had a small piece of ham and drank a glass of brose to Mrs. Maclaren. After a lot of polite exchanges, Robin picked up the pipes and played a lively tune in a very lively style.

“Ay, ye can blow” said Alan; and taking the instrument from his rival, he first played the same spring in a manner identical with Robin’s; and then wandered into variations, which, as he went on, he decorated with a perfect flight of grace-notes, such as pipers love, and call the “warblers.”

“Yeah, you can blow,” said Alan; and taking the instrument from his rival, he played the same tune just like Robin did; then he drifted into variations, adding a beautiful flourish of grace notes, which pipers love and call the “warblers.”

I had been pleased with Robin’s playing, Alan’s ravished me.

I had been happy with Robin’s playing, but Alan’s blew me away.

“That’s no very bad, Mr. Stewart,” said the rival, “but ye show a poor device in your warblers.”

"That’s not bad, Mr. Stewart," said the rival, "but you have a weak approach in your singers."

“Me!” cried Alan, the blood starting to his face. “I give ye the lie.”

“Me!” shouted Alan, his face flushing. “I call you a liar.”

“Do ye own yourself beaten at the pipes, then,” said Robin, “that ye seek to change them for the sword?”

“Do you admit that you’re worse at playing the pipes, then,” said Robin, “that you want to switch them for the sword?”

“And that’s very well said, Mr. Macgregor,” returned Alan; “and in the meantime” (laying a strong accent on the word) “I take back the lie. I appeal to Duncan.”

“And that’s very well said, Mr. Macgregor,” Alan replied; “and in the meantime” (putting extra emphasis on the word) “I take back the lie. I appeal to Duncan.”

“Indeed, ye need appeal to naebody,” said Robin. “Ye’re a far better judge than any Maclaren in Balquhidder: for it’s a God’s truth that you’re a very creditable piper for a Stewart. Hand me the pipes.” Alan did as he asked; and Robin proceeded to imitate and correct some part of Alan’s variations, which it seemed that he remembered perfectly.

“Honestly, you don’t need to ask anyone else,” said Robin. “You’re a much better judge than any Maclaren in Balquhidder: it’s the honest truth that you’re a really impressive piper for a Stewart. Give me the pipes.” Alan did what he asked; and Robin started to imitate and refine some of Alan’s variations, which he seemed to remember perfectly.

“Ay, ye have music,” said Alan, gloomily.

“Ay, you have music,” said Alan, glumly.

“And now be the judge yourself, Mr. Stewart,” said Robin; and taking up the variations from the beginning, he worked them throughout to so new a purpose, with such ingenuity and sentiment, and with so odd a fancy and so quick a knack in the grace-notes, that I was amazed to hear him.

“And now you be the judge yourself, Mr. Stewart,” said Robin; and picking up the variations from the start, he played them in such a fresh way, with so much creativity and feeling, and with such quirky ideas and a swift touch in the grace notes, that I was astonished to hear him.

As for Alan, his face grew dark and hot, and he sat and gnawed his fingers, like a man under some deep affront. “Enough!” he cried. “Ye can blow the pipes—make the most of that.” And he made as if to rise.

As for Alan, his face turned dark and hot, and he sat there biting his fingers, like someone who’s been deeply insulted. “Enough!” he shouted. “You can play your tunes—do what you want with that.” And he acted like he was about to get up.

But Robin only held out his hand as if to ask for silence, and struck into the slow measure of a pibroch. It was a fine piece of music in itself, and nobly played; but it seems, besides, it was a piece peculiar to the Appin Stewarts and a chief favourite with Alan. The first notes were scarce out, before there came a change in his face; when the time quickened, he seemed to grow restless in his seat; and long before that piece was at an end, the last signs of his anger died from him, and he had no thought but for the music.

But Robin just raised his hand as if asking for quiet, then began to play a slow pibroch. It was a beautiful piece of music on its own, and he performed it magnificently; but it also happened to be a favorite of the Appin Stewarts and especially beloved by Alan. The first few notes barely finished before his expression changed; as the tempo picked up, he seemed to fidget in his seat. Long before the piece was over, the last traces of his anger disappeared, and he focused completely on the music.

Robin Oid, he said, Ye are a great piper

“Robin Oig,” he said, when it was done, “ye are a great piper. I am not fit to blow in the same kingdom with ye. Body of me! ye have mair music in your sporran than I have in my head! And though it still sticks in my mind that I could maybe show ye another of it with the cold steel, I warn ye beforehand—it’ll no be fair! It would go against my heart to haggle a man that can blow the pipes as you can!”

“Robin Oig,” he said when it was over, “you’re an amazing piper. I’m not worthy to even play in the same realm as you. Honestly, you have more music in your bag than I have in my head! And even though I still believe that I could maybe teach you another way with a sword, I should warn you first—it wouldn’t be fair! It would hurt me to compete with a man who can play the pipes like you can!”

Thereupon that quarrel was made up; all night long the brose was going and the pipes changing hands; and the day had come pretty bright, and the three men were none the better for what they had been taking, before Robin as much as thought upon the road.

Then that argument was settled; all night the drinks were flowing and the music was passing from one person to another; the day had come out pretty bright, and the three men were no better for what they had been drinking, before Robin even considered the road.

Chapter XXVI

CHAPTER XXVI
END OF THE FLIGHT: WE PASS THE FORTH

T

he month, as I have said, was not yet out, but it was already far through August, and beautiful warm weather, with every sign of an early and great harvest, when I was pronounced able for my journey. Our money was now run to so low an ebb that we must think first of all on speed; for if we came not soon to Mr. Rankeillor’s, or if when we came there he should fail to help me, we must surely starve. In Alan’s view, besides, the hunt must have now greatly slackened; and the line of the Forth and even Stirling Bridge, which is the main pass over that river, would be watched with little interest.

The month, as I mentioned, wasn't over yet, but it was already well into August, and the beautiful warm weather showed every sign of an early and bountiful harvest when I was declared ready for my journey. Our money had run so low that we had to focus on speed; if we didn't reach Mr. Rankeillor's soon, or if he couldn't help me when we got there, we would definitely starve. Additionally, Alan thought that the hunt must have slowed down significantly; the line of the Forth and even Stirling Bridge, which is the main crossing over that river, would be watched with little interest.

“It’s a chief principle in military affairs,” said he, “to go where ye are least expected. Forth is our trouble; ye ken the saying, ‘Forth bridles the wild Hielandman.’ Well, if we seek to creep round about the head of that river and come down by Kippen or Balfron, it’s just precisely there that they’ll be looking to lay hands on us. But if we stave on straight to the auld Brig of Stirling, I’ll lay my sword they let us pass unchallenged.”

“It’s a key principle in military strategy,” he said, “to go where you’re least expected. Our trouble lies ahead; you know the saying, ‘Going forward reins in the wild Highlander.’ Well, if we try to sneak around the head of that river and come down through Kippen or Balfron, that’s exactly where they’ll be waiting to catch us. But if we head straight for the old Bridge of Stirling, I bet they’ll let us pass without stopping us.”

The first night, accordingly, we pushed to the house of a Maclaren in Strathire, a friend of Duncan’s, where we slept the twenty-first of the month, and whence we set forth again about the fall of night to make another easy stage. The twenty-second we lay in a heather bush on the hillside in Uam Var, within view of a herd of deer, the happiest ten hours of sleep in a fine, breathing sunshine and on bone-dry ground, that I have ever tasted. That night we struck Allan Water, and followed it down; and coming to the edge of the hills saw the whole Carse of Stirling underfoot, as flat as a pancake, with the town and castle on a hill in the midst of it, and the moon shining on the Links of Forth.

The first night, we headed to the house of a Maclaren in Strathire, a friend of Duncan’s, where we spent the night on the twenty-first of the month. We set off again around nightfall to make another easy journey. On the twenty-second, we found a spot in a heather bush on the hillside in Uam Var, where we could see a herd of deer. It was the happiest ten hours of sleep I have ever had, basking in beautiful sunshine on dry ground. That night, we followed Allan Water down and reached the edge of the hills, where we looked out over the entire Carse of Stirling below, completely flat, with the town and castle sitting on a hill in the middle, and the moon shining on the Links of Forth.

“Now,” said Alan, “I kenna if ye care, but ye’re in your own land again. We passed the Hieland Line in the first hour; and now if we could but pass yon crooked water, we might cast our bonnets in the air.”

“Now,” said Alan, “I don’t know if you care, but you’re back in your own land. We crossed the Highland Line in the first hour; and now if we could just get past that crooked stream, we could throw our hats in the air.”

In Allan Water, near by where it falls into the Forth, we found a little sandy islet, overgrown with burdock, butterbur and the like low plants, that would just cover us if we lay flat. Here it was we made our camp, within plain view of Stirling Castle, whence we could hear the drums beat as some part of the garrison paraded. Shearers worked all day in a field on one side of the river, and we could hear the stones going on the hooks and the voices and even the words of the men talking. It behoved to lie close and keep silent. But the sand of the little isle was sun-warm, the green plants gave us shelter for our heads, we had food and drink in plenty; and to crown all, we were within sight of safety.

In Allan Water, close to where it flows into the Forth, we discovered a small sandy island covered with burdock, butterbur, and other low plants that would just hide us if we lay flat. This was where we set up camp, clearly visible from Stirling Castle, where we could hear the drums beating as part of the garrison paraded. Shearers worked all day in a field on one side of the river, and we could hear the stones clinking on the hooks and the voices of the men talking, even making out their words. We had to stay low and quiet. But the sand of the little island was warm from the sun, the green plants provided shade for our heads, we had plenty of food and drink, and best of all, we were in sight of safety.

As soon as the shearers quit their work and the dusk began to fall, we waded ashore and struck for the Bridge of Stirling, keeping to the fields and under the field fences.

As soon as the shearers finished their work and dusk started to settle in, we waded ashore and made our way to the Bridge of Stirling, sticking to the fields and staying close to the field fences.

The bridge is close under the castle hill, an old, high, narrow bridge with pinnacles along the parapet; and you may conceive with how much interest I looked upon it, not only as a place famous in history, but as the very doors of salvation to Alan and myself. The moon was not yet up when we came there; a few lights shone along the front of the fortress, and lower down a few lighted windows in the town; but it was all mighty still, and there seemed to be no guard upon the passage.

The bridge is right under the castle hill, an old, tall, narrow bridge with pointed towers along the railing; and you can imagine how fascinated I was by it, not just because it’s a historic site, but as the very gateway to freedom for Alan and me. The moon hadn’t risen yet when we arrived; a few lights flickered along the fortress front, and lower down there were some lit windows in the town; but everything was really quiet, and it seemed like there was no guard at the crossing.

I was for pushing straight across; but Alan was more wary.

I wanted to go straight across, but Alan was more cautious.

“It looks unco’ quiet,” said he; “but for all that we’ll lie down here cannily behind a dyke, and make sure.”

“It looks really quiet,” he said; “but even so, we’ll lie down here carefully behind a wall and make sure.”

So we lay for about a quarter of an hour, whiles whispering, whiles lying still and hearing nothing earthly but the washing of the water on the piers. At last there came by an old, hobbling woman with a crutch stick; who first stopped a little, close to where we lay, and bemoaned herself and the long way she had travelled; and then set forth again up the steep spring of the bridge. The woman was so little, and the night still so dark, that we soon lost sight of her; only heard the sound of her steps, and her stick, and a cough that she had by fits, draw slowly farther away.

So we lay there for about fifteen minutes, sometimes whispering and sometimes just lying still, listening to nothing but the sound of the water against the piers. Eventually, an old woman with a crutch came by. She paused for a moment, close to where we were lying, complaining about her long journey, and then continued on up the steep incline of the bridge. The woman was so small, and the night was still so dark, that we quickly lost sight of her; we could only hear the sound of her footsteps, her crutch, and a cough that came and went as she moved farther away.

“She’s bound to be across now,” I whispered.

“She’s probably over there now,” I whispered.

“Na,” said Alan, “her foot still sounds boss[32] upon the bridge.”

“Yeah,” said Alan, “her foot still sounds dominant[32] on the bridge.”

[32] Hollow.

Empty.

And just then—“Who goes?” cried a voice, and we heard the butt of a musket rattle on the stones. I must suppose the sentry had been sleeping, so that had we tried, we might have passed unseen; but he was awake now, and the chance forfeited.

And just then—“Who’s there?” shouted a voice, and we heard the butt of a musket clatter on the stones. I have to assume the sentry had been sleeping, so if we had tried, we could have slipped by unnoticed; but he was awake now, and that opportunity was lost.

“This’ll never do,” said Alan. “This’ll never, never do for us, David.”

“This won’t work,” Alan said. “This won’t work for us, David.”

And without another word, he began to crawl away through the fields; and a little after, being well out of eye-shot, got to his feet again, and struck along a road that led to the eastward. I could not conceive what he was doing; and indeed I was so sharply cut by the disappointment, that I was little likely to be pleased with anything. A moment back and I had seen myself knocking at Mr. Rankeillor’s door to claim my inheritance, like a hero in a ballad; and here was I back again, a wandering, hunted blackguard, on the wrong side of Forth.

And without saying anything else, he started to crawl away through the fields. A little later, once he was well out of sight, he got to his feet again and followed a road heading east. I couldn’t understand what he was up to; in fact, I was so stung by the disappointment that I was unlikely to be happy about anything. Just a moment ago, I had imagined myself knocking on Mr. Rankeillor’s door to claim my inheritance, like a hero in a song; and here I was again, a lost, hunted scoundrel, on the wrong side of the Forth.

“Well?” said I.

"Well?" I said.

“Well,” said Alan, “what would ye have? They’re none such fools as I took them for. We have still the Forth to pass, Davie—weary fall the rains that fed and the hillsides that guided it!”

“Well,” said Alan, “what do you want? They're not as foolish as I thought. We still have to cross the Forth, Davie—curse the rains that fed it and the hillsides that directed it!”

“And why go east?” said I.

“And why go east?” I asked.

“Ou, just upon the chance!” said he. “If we cannae pass the river, we’ll have to see what we can do for the firth.”

“Or, just in case!” he said. “If we can’t cross the river, we’ll have to figure out what we can do about the estuary.”

“There are fords upon the river, and none upon the firth,” said I.

“There are shallow crossings in the river, but none in the estuary,” I said.

“To be sure there are fords, and a bridge forbye,” quoth Alan; “and of what service, when they are watched?”

“To be sure there are fords and a bridge besides,” said Alan; “but what good are they when they’re being watched?”

“Well,” said I, “but a river can be swum.”

"Well," I said, "but you can swim across a river."

“By them that have the skill of it,” returned he; “but I have yet to hear that either you or me is much of a hand at that exercise; and for my own part, I swim like a stone.”

“By those who are skilled at it,” he replied; “but I still haven’t heard that either you or I are very good at that activity; and as for me, I swim like a rock.”

“I’m not up to you in talking back, Alan,” I said; “but I can see we’re making bad worse. If it’s hard to pass a river, it stands to reason it must be worse to pass a sea.”

“I’m not in the mood to argue, Alan,” I said; “but I can see we’re making a bad situation worse. If it's tough to cross a river, it makes sense that crossing a sea would be even harder.”

“But there’s such a thing as a boat,” says Alan, “or I’m the more deceived.”

“But there is such a thing as a boat,” Alan says, “or I’m just more easily fooled.”

“Ay, and such a thing as money,” says I. “But for us that have neither one nor other, they might just as well not have been invented.”

“Yeah, and then there’s money,” I said. “But for those of us who have neither, it might as well not exist.”

“Ye think so?” said Alan.

"Do you think so?" said Alan.

“I do that,” said I.

“I do that,” I said.

“David,” says he, “ye’re a man of small invention and less faith. But let me set my wits upon the hone, and if I cannae beg, borrow, nor yet steal a boat, I’ll make one!”

“David,” he says, “you’re a person of little creativity and even less faith. But let me sharpen my wits, and if I can’t beg, borrow, or steal a boat, I’ll make one!”

“I think I see ye!” said I. “And what’s more than all that: if ye pass a bridge, it can tell no tales; but if we pass the firth, there’s the boat on the wrong side—somebody must have brought it—the country-side will all be in a bizz—-”

“I think I see you!” I said. “And what’s more than all that: if you cross a bridge, it can’t tell stories; but if we cross the estuary, there’s the boat on the wrong side—someone must have brought it—the whole countryside will be in a frenzy—”

“Man!” cried Alan, “if I make a boat, I’ll make a body to take it back again! So deave me with no more of your nonsense, but walk (for that’s what you’ve got to do)—and let Alan think for ye.”

“Man!” shouted Alan, “if I build a boat, I’ll create a way to bring it back! So stop with your nonsense and just walk (because that’s what you need to do)—and let Alan do the thinking for you.”

All night, then, we walked through the north side of the Carse under the high line of the Ochil mountains; and by Alloa and Clackmannan and Culross, all of which we avoided: and about ten in the morning, mighty hungry and tired, came to the little clachan of Limekilns. This is a place that sits near in by the water-side, and looks across the Hope to the town of the Queensferry. Smoke went up from both of these, and from other villages and farms upon all hands. The fields were being reaped; two ships lay anchored, and boats were coming and going on the Hope. It was altogether a right pleasant sight to me; and I could not take my fill of gazing at these comfortable, green, cultivated hills and the busy people both of the field and sea.

All night, we walked through the northern part of the Carse, along the high ridges of the Ochil mountains, avoiding Alloa, Clackmannan, and Culross. By around ten in the morning, feeling really hungry and tired, we arrived at the small village of Limekilns. This place is located close to the water and looks across the Hope to the town of Queensferry. Smoke was rising from both towns and from other nearby villages and farms. The fields were being harvested; two ships were anchored, and boats were coming and going on the Hope. It was a truly pleasant sight to me; I couldn’t get enough of watching the green, cultivated hills and the busy people working in the fields and at sea.

For all that, there was Mr. Rankeillor’s house on the south shore, where I had no doubt wealth awaited me; and here was I upon the north, clad in poor enough attire of an outlandish fashion, with three silver shillings left to me of all my fortune, a price set upon my head, and an outlawed man for my sole company.

For all that, there was Mr. Rankeillor’s house on the south shore, where I had no doubt wealth awaited me; and here I was on the north, dressed in the shabby clothes of a foreign style, with only three silver shillings left of all my money, a bounty on my head, and an outlawed man as my only companion.

“O, Alan!” said I, “to think of it! Over there, there’s all that heart could want waiting me; and the birds go over, and the boats go over—all that please can go, but just me only! O, man, but it’s a heart-break!”

“O, Alan!” I said, “can you believe it? Over there is everything my heart desires waiting for me; and the birds fly over, and the boats go by—all the things that bring joy can go, but not me! Oh, man, it’s such a heartbreaker!”

In Limekilns we entered a small change-house, which we only knew to be a public by the wand over the door, and bought some bread and cheese from a good-looking lass that was the servant. This we carried with us in a bundle, meaning to sit and eat it in a bush of wood on the sea-shore, that we saw some third part of a mile in front. As we went, I kept looking across the water and sighing to myself; and though I took no heed of it, Alan had fallen into a muse. At last he stopped in the way.

In Limekilns, we walked into a small hut that we only recognized as a public place by the sign over the door, and we bought some bread and cheese from an attractive girl who was working there. We wrapped it up and planned to sit and eat it in a thicket by the sea that was about a third of a mile ahead. As we walked, I kept glancing across the water and sighing to myself, and even though I didn't realize it, Alan had drifted off in thought. Eventually, he stopped in the middle of the path.

“Did ye take heed of the lass we bought this of?” says he, tapping on the bread and cheese.

“Did you notice the girl we got this from?” he says, tapping on the bread and cheese.

“To be sure,” said I, “and a bonny lass she was.”

“To be sure,” I said, “she was a beautiful girl.”

“Ye thought that?” cries he. “Man, David, that’s good news.”

“Did you think that?” he exclaims. “Dude, David, that’s great news.”

“In the name of all that’s wonderful, why so?” says I. “What good can that do?”

“In the name of everything amazing, why is that?” I asked. “What good will that do?”

“Well,” said Alan, with one of his droll looks, “I was rather in hopes it would maybe get us that boat.”

“Well,” said Alan, with one of his quirky expressions, “I was kind of hoping it might get us that boat.”

“If it were the other way about, it would be liker it,” said I.

“If it were the opposite, it would be more like that,” I said.

“That’s all that you ken, ye see,” said Alan. “I don’t want the lass to fall in love with ye, I want her to be sorry for ye, David; to which end there is no manner of need that she should take you for a beauty. Let me see” (looking me curiously over). “I wish ye were a wee thing paler; but apart from that ye’ll do fine for my purpose—ye have a fine, hang-dog, rag-and-tatter, clappermaclaw kind of a look to ye, as if ye had stolen the coat from a potato-bogle. Come; right about, and back to the change-house for that boat of ours.”

"That's all you know, you see," said Alan. "I don't want the girl to fall in love with you; I want her to feel sorry for you, David. To make that happen, she doesn't need to see you as good-looking. Let me see" (looking me over curiously). "I wish you were a little paler; but aside from that, you'll be fine for my purpose—you have a good, pathetic, raggedy look to you, like you've just stolen a coat from a scarecrow. Come on; turn around and let’s head back to the change-house for our boat."

I followed him, laughing.

I followed him, laughing.

“David Balfour,” said he, “ye’re a very funny gentleman by your way of it, and this is a very funny employ for ye, no doubt. For all that, if ye have any affection for my neck (to say nothing of your own) ye will perhaps be kind enough to take this matter responsibly. I am going to do a bit of play-acting, the bottom ground of which is just exactly as serious as the gallows for the pair of us. So bear it, if ye please, in mind, and conduct yourself according.”

“David Balfour,” he said, “you’re a pretty funny guy with your way of doing things, and this is definitely a strange job for you, no question about it. That said, if you care at all about my neck (not to mention your own), maybe you could be considerate enough to take this matter seriously. I’m about to do some acting, and the stakes are as serious as the gallows for both of us. So keep that in mind, and act accordingly.”

“Well, well,” said I, “have it as you will.”

“Well, well,” I said, “take it however you want.”

As we got near the clachan, he made me take his arm and hang upon it like one almost helpless with weariness; and by the time he pushed open the change-house door, he seemed to be half carrying me. The maid appeared surprised (as well she might be) at our speedy return; but Alan had no words to spare for her in explanation, helped me to a chair, called for a tass of brandy with which he fed me in little sips, and then breaking up the bread and cheese helped me to eat it like a nursery-lass; the whole with that grave, concerned, affectionate countenance, that might have imposed upon a judge. It was small wonder if the maid were taken with the picture we presented, of a poor, sick, overwrought lad and his most tender comrade. She drew quite near, and stood leaning with her back on the next table.

As we approached the village, he made me take his arm and lean on it like I was almost too tired to walk; by the time he opened the door to the change-house, he was practically carrying me. The maid looked surprised (and rightly so) at our quick return, but Alan didn’t have the energy to explain anything to her. He helped me into a chair, ordered a glass of brandy, and gave it to me in small sips. Then, breaking up the bread and cheese, he helped me eat it like a little kid; all of this done with a serious, caring expression that could have impressed a judge. It’s no wonder the maid was struck by the sight of us—a poor, sick, exhausted guy and his very caring friend. She walked closer and leaned against the table next to us.

“What’s like wrong with him?” said she at last.

"What's wrong with him?" she finally said.

Alan turned upon her, to my great wonder, with a kind of fury. “Wrong?” cries he. “He’s walked more hundreds of miles than he has hairs upon his chin, and slept oftener in wet heather than dry sheets. Wrong, quo’ she! Wrong enough, I would think! Wrong, indeed!” and he kept grumbling to himself as he fed me, like a man ill-pleased.

Alan turned to her, to my great surprise, with a kind of anger. “Wrong?” he shouted. “He’s walked more hundreds of miles than he has hairs on his chin, and slept more often in wet heather than in dry sheets. Wrong, you say! Wrong enough, I’d say! Wrong, for sure!” and he continued to grumble to himself as he fed me, like someone who was not happy.

“He’s young for the like of that,” said the maid.

“He's too young for that,” said the maid.

“Ower young,” said Alan, with his back to her.

“Ower young,” Alan said, facing away from her.

“He would be better riding,” says she.

“He would be better off riding,” she says.

“And where could I get a horse to him?” cried Alan, turning on her with the same appearance of fury. “Would ye have me steal?”

“And where can I get a horse for him?” Alan shouted, turning to her with the same look of anger. “Do you want me to steal one?”

I thought this roughness would have sent her off in dudgeon, as indeed it closed her mouth for the time. But my companion knew very well what he was doing; and for as simple as he was in some things of life, had a great fund of roguishness in such affairs as these.

I thought this harshness would have made her upset, as it did silence her for the moment. But my friend knew exactly what he was doing; and despite being straightforward in some aspects of life, he had a clever knack for handling situations like this.

“Ye neednae tell me,” she said at last—“ye’re gentry.”

"You don't need to tell me," she finally said, "you're upper-class."

“Well,” said Alan, softened a little (I believe against his will) by this artless comment, “and suppose we were? Did ever you hear that gentrice put money in folk’s pockets?”

“Well,” Alan said, a bit softened (I think against his will) by this straightforward comment, “and what if we were? Have you ever heard that gentrification puts money in people's pockets?”

She sighed at this, as if she were herself some disinherited great lady. “No,” says she, “that’s true indeed.”

She sighed at this, as if she were some disinherited noblewoman. “No,” she said, “that's absolutely true.”

I was all this while chafing at the part I played, and sitting tongue-tied between shame and merriment; but somehow at this I could hold in no longer, and bade Alan let me be, for I was better already. My voice stuck in my throat, for I ever hated to take part in lies; but my very embarrassment helped on the plot, for the lass no doubt set down my husky voice to sickness and fatigue.

I had been feeling frustrated about the role I played, sitting there caught between shame and laughter; but somehow I could no longer keep it in, and I told Alan to leave me alone because I was already feeling better. My voice got stuck in my throat, since I always hated being involved in lies; but my embarrassment actually helped the situation, as the girl probably thought my raspy voice was due to being sick and tired.

“Has he nae friends?” said she, in a tearful voice.

“Does he have no friends?” she asked, her voice filled with tears.

“That has he so!” cried Alan, “if we could but win to them!—friends and rich friends, beds to lie in, food to eat, doctors to see to him—and here he must tramp in the dubs and sleep in the heather like a beggarman.”

“That’s true!” shouted Alan, “if we could just get to them!—friends and wealthy friends, beds to sleep in, food to eat, doctors to take care of him—and instead, he has to wander in the mud and sleep on the heather like a homeless person.”

“And why that?” says the lass.

“And why is that?” says the girl.

“My dear,” said Alan, “I cannae very safely say; but I’ll tell ye what I’ll do instead,” says he, “I’ll whistle ye a bit tune.” And with that he leaned pretty far over the table, and in a mere breath of a whistle, but with a wonderful pretty sentiment, gave her a few bars of “Charlie is my darling.”

“My dear,” said Alan, “I can’t say for sure; but here’s what I’ll do instead,” he said, “I’ll whistle you a little tune.” With that, he leaned a bit over the table and, with a quick breath of a whistle, but with a beautifully sentimental touch, played her a few bars of “Charlie is my darling.”

“Wheesht,” says she, and looked over her shoulder to the door.

“Shh,” she says, glancing back at the door.

“That’s it,” said Alan.

"That's it," Alan said.

“And him so young!” cries the lass.

“And he’s so young!” the girl exclaims.

“He’s old enough to——” and Alan struck his forefinger on the back part of his neck, meaning that I was old enough to lose my head.

“He’s old enough to——” and Alan tapped his forefinger on the back of his neck, implying that I was old enough to get myself into serious trouble.

“It would be a black shame,” she cried, flushing high.

“It would be a real shame,” she exclaimed, blushing deeply.

“It’s what will be, though,” said Alan, “unless we manage the better.”

“It’s what’s going to happen, though,” said Alan, “unless we handle it differently.”

At this the lass turned and ran out of that part of the house, leaving us alone together. Alan in high good humour at the furthering of his schemes, and I in bitter dudgeon at being called a Jacobite and treated like a child.

At this, the girl turned and ran out of that part of the house, leaving us alone together. Alan was in high spirits about advancing his plans, and I was bitterly upset at being called a Jacobite and treated like a child.

“Alan,” I cried, “I can stand no more of this.”

“Alan,” I said, “I can't take any more of this.”

“Ye’ll have to sit it then, Davie,” said he. “For if ye upset the pot now, ye may scrape your own life out of the fire, but Alan Breck is a dead man.”

“You'll have to deal with it then, Davie,” he said. “Because if you mess things up now, you might save your own life, but Alan Breck will be a dead man.”

This was so true that I could only groan; and even my groan served Alan’s purpose, for it was overheard by the lass as she came flying in again with a dish of white puddings and a bottle of strong ale.

This was so true that I could only groan; and even my groan helped Alan, because the girl heard it as she rushed back in with a plate of white puddings and a bottle of strong ale.

“Poor lamb!” says she, and had no sooner set the meat before us, than she touched me on the shoulder with a little friendly touch, as much as to bid me cheer up. Then she told us to fall to, and there would be no more to pay; for the inn was her own, or at least her father’s, and he was gone for the day to Pittencrieff. We waited for no second bidding, for bread and cheese is but cold comfort and the puddings smelt excellently well; and while we sat and ate, she took up that same place by the next table, looking on, and thinking, and frowning to herself, and drawing the string of her apron through her hand.

“Poor lamb!” she says, and as soon as she sets the meat in front of us, she gives my shoulder a light, friendly touch, as if to say cheer up. Then she tells us to dig in, and there’s nothing more to pay; the inn is hers, or at least her father’s, and he had gone off for the day to Pittencrieff. We didn’t need to be told twice, because bread and cheese are just cold comfort and the puddings smelled amazing; and while we sat and ate, she took up her spot at the next table, watching us, thinking, frowning to herself, and running the string of her apron through her fingers.

“I’m thinking ye have rather a long tongue,” she said at last to Alan.

“I think you have quite a long tongue,” she finally said to Alan.

“Ay” said Alan; “but ye see I ken the folk I speak to.”

“Yeah,” Alan said, “but you see, I know the people I'm talking to.”

“I would never betray ye,” said she, “if ye mean that.”

“I would never betray you,” she said, “if you mean that.”

“No,” said he, “ye’re not that kind. But I’ll tell ye what ye would do, ye would help.”

“No,” he said, “you’re not that type. But I’ll tell you what you would do, you would help.”

“I couldnae,” said she, shaking her head. “Na, I couldnae.”

“I couldn't,” she said, shaking her head. “No, I couldn't.”

“No,” said he, “but if ye could?”

“No,” he said, “but what if you could?”

She answered him nothing.

She didn't answer him.

“Look here, my lass,” said Alan, “there are boats in the Kingdom of Fife, for I saw two (no less) upon the beach, as I came in by your town’s end. Now if we could have the use of a boat to pass under cloud of night into Lothian, and some secret, decent kind of a man to bring that boat back again and keep his counsel, there would be two souls saved—mine to all likelihood—his to a dead surety. If we lack that boat, we have but three shillings left in this wide world; and where to go, and how to do, and what other place there is for us except the chains of a gibbet—I give you my naked word, I kenna! Shall we go wanting, lassie? Are ye to lie in your warm bed and think upon us, when the wind gowls in the chimney and the rain tirls on the roof? Are ye to eat your meat by the cheeks of a red fire, and think upon this poor sick lad of mine, biting his finger ends on a blae muir for cauld and hunger? Sick or sound, he must aye be moving; with the death grapple at his throat he must aye be trailing in the rain on the lang roads; and when he gants his last on a rickle of cauld stanes, there will be nae friends near him but only me and God.”

“Listen here, my girl,” said Alan, “there are boats in the Kingdom of Fife because I saw two (no less) on the beach as I came into your town. Now, if we could use a boat to slip away under the cover of night into Lothian, and find some trustworthy person to return it and keep quiet about it, there would be two lives saved—likely mine and definitely his. If we don’t get that boat, we only have three shillings left in this big world; and where to go, how to manage, and what other options we have besides being hanged—I honestly don’t know! Shall we just sit here, girl? Are you going to lie in your warm bed and think about us when the wind howls in the chimney and the rain taps on the roof? Are you going to enjoy your meal by the glow of a warm fire and think about this poor sick boy of mine, biting his fingers in the cold and hunger on a bleak moor? Sick or well, he always has to keep moving; with death at his throat, he’ll always be trudging along the rainy roads; and when he takes his last breath on a pile of cold stones, there will be no friends around him except me and God.”

At this appeal, I could see the lass was in great trouble of mind, being tempted to help us, and yet in some fear she might be helping malefactors; and so now I determined to step in myself and to allay her scruples with a portion of the truth.

At this appeal, I could see the girl was really troubled, tempted to help us but also worried she might be aiding criminals; so I decided to intervene myself and ease her concerns with a bit of the truth.

“Did ever you hear,” said I, “of Mr. Rankeillor of the Ferry?”

“Have you ever heard,” I said, “of Mr. Rankeillor of the Ferry?”

“Rankeillor the writer?” said she. “I daur say that!”

"Rankeillor the writer?" she said. "I dare say that!"

“Well,” said I, “it’s to his door that I am bound, so you may judge by that if I am an ill-doer; and I will tell you more, that though I am indeed, by a dreadful error, in some peril of my life, King George has no truer friend in all Scotland than myself.”

“Sure,” I said, “I’m headed to his door, so you can decide for yourself if I’m up to no good; and I’ll add that even though I’m in real danger, thanks to a terrible mistake, King George has no truer friend in all of Scotland than I do.”

Her face cleared up mightily at this, although Alan’s darkened.

Her face brightened up a lot at this, while Alan’s fell.

“That’s more than I would ask,” said she. “Mr. Rankeillor is a kennt man.” And she bade us finish our meat, get clear of the clachan as soon as might be, and lie close in the bit wood on the sea-beach. “And ye can trust me,” says she, “I’ll find some means to put you over.”

“That’s more than I would ask,” she said. “Mr. Rankeillor is a wise man.” And she told us to finish our food, get out of the village as soon as we could, and hide in the small woods by the beach. “And you can trust me,” she said, “I’ll find a way to help you.”

At this we waited for no more, but shook hands with her upon the bargain, made short work of the puddings, and set forth again from Limekilns as far as to the wood. It was a small piece of perhaps a score of elders and hawthorns and a few young ashes, not thick enough to veil us from passersby upon the road or beach. Here we must lie, however, making the best of the brave warm weather and the good hopes we now had of a deliverance, and planing more particularly what remained for us to do.

At this, we didn’t wait any longer. We shook hands with her on the deal, quickly finished the puddings, and set off again from Limekilns, heading towards the woods. It was a small patch with maybe twenty elder trees, hawthorns, and a few young ash trees, not dense enough to hide us from anyone walking along the road or beach. Here we had to lie low, making the most of the beautiful warm weather and the optimistic feelings we now had about being rescued, and figuring out in more detail what we still needed to do.

We had but one trouble all day; when a strolling piper came and sat in the same wood with us; a red-nosed, bleareyed, drunken dog, with a great bottle of whisky in his pocket, and a long story of wrongs that had been done him by all sorts of persons, from the Lord President of the Court of Session, who had denied him justice, down to the Bailies of Inverkeithing who had given him more of it than he desired. It was impossible but he should conceive some suspicion of two men lying all day concealed in a thicket and having no business to allege. As long as he stayed there he kept us in hot water with prying questions; and after he was gone, as he was a man not very likely to hold his tongue, we were in the greater impatience to be gone ourselves.

We only had one problem all day; a wandering piper came and sat in the same woods with us. He was a red-nosed, bleary-eyed, drunken guy with a big bottle of whiskey in his pocket and a long list of grievances against everyone from the Lord President of the Court of Session, who had denied him justice, to the Bailies of Inverkeithing, who had given him more than he wanted. It was impossible for him not to be suspicious of two guys hiding all day in a thicket with no good reason. As long as he was there, he kept us in a jam with his nosy questions; and after he left, since he wasn't the kind of guy to keep quiet, we were even more eager to leave ourselves.

The day came to an end with the same brightness; the night fell quiet and clear; lights came out in houses and hamlets and then, one after another, began to be put out; but it was past eleven, and we were long since strangely tortured with anxieties, before we heard the grinding of oars upon the rowing-pins. At that, we looked out and saw the lass herself coming rowing to us in a boat. She had trusted no one with our affairs, not even her sweetheart, if she had one; but as soon as her father was asleep, had left the house by a window, stolen a neighbour’s boat, and come to our assistance single-handed.

The day ended with the same brightness; the night fell calm and clear; lights appeared in homes and villages and then, one by one, started to go out; but it was past eleven, and we were already feeling anxious and uneasy, before we heard the sound of oars against the rowing-pins. At that, we looked out and saw the girl herself rowing towards us in a boat. She hadn’t trusted anyone with our situation, not even her boyfriend, if she had one; but as soon as her father fell asleep, she sneaked out of the house through a window, took a neighbor’s boat, and came to help us all on her own.

I was abashed how to find expression for my thanks; but she was no less abashed at the thought of hearing them; begged us to lose no time and to hold our peace, saying (very properly) that the heart of our matter was in haste and silence; and so, what with one thing and another, she had set us on the Lothian shore not far from Carriden, had shaken hands with us, and was out again at sea and rowing for Limekilns, before there was one word said either of her service or our gratitude.

I felt awkward trying to express my thanks, but she was just as uncomfortable with the idea of hearing them. She asked us to not waste time and to keep quiet, saying (quite rightly) that the essence of our situation was urgent and needed silence. So, with everything happening, she had taken us to the Lothian shore near Carriden, shook hands with us, and was back out at sea rowing towards Limekilns before we even mentioned her help or our appreciation.

Even after she was gone, we had nothing to say, as indeed nothing was enough for such a kindness. Only Alan stood a great while upon the shore shaking his head.

Even after she was gone, we had nothing to say, since nothing felt adequate for such a kindness. Only Alan stood on the shore for a long time, shaking his head.

David, it is a very fine lass

“It is a very fine lass,” he said at last. “David, it is a very fine lass.” And a matter of an hour later, as we were lying in a den on the sea-shore and I had been already dozing, he broke out again in commendations of her character. For my part, I could say nothing, she was so simple a creature that my heart smote me both with remorse and fear: remorse because we had traded upon her ignorance; and fear lest we should have anyway involved her in the dangers of our situation.

“It’s a really great girl,” he finally said. “David, she’s a really great girl.” About an hour later, as we were lying in a spot by the sea and I had already started dozing off, he suddenly praised her character again. For my part, I couldn’t say anything; she was such a naive person that I felt both guilty and anxious: guilty because we had taken advantage of her innocence; and anxious that we might have somehow put her in danger because of our situation.

Chapter XXVII

CHAPTER XXVII
I COME TO MR. RANKEILLOR

T

he next day it was agreed that Alan should fend for himself till sunset; but as soon as it began to grow dark, he should lie in the fields by the roadside near to Newhalls, and stir for naught until he heard me whistling. At first I proposed I should give him for a signal the “Bonnie House of Airlie,” which was a favourite of mine; but he objected that as the piece was very commonly known, any ploughman might whistle it by accident; and taught me instead a little fragment of a Highland air, which has run in my head from that day to this, and will likely run in my head when I lie dying. Every time it comes to me, it takes me off to that last day of my uncertainty, with Alan sitting up in the bottom of the den, whistling and beating the measure with a finger, and the grey of the dawn coming on his face.

The next day, it was decided that Alan would take care of himself until sunset; but as soon as it started to get dark, he was to lie in the fields by the roadside near Newhalls, and not move until he heard me whistling. At first, I suggested I would use “Bonnie House of Airlie” as my signal since it was one of my favorites; however, he pointed out that since the tune was so well-known, any farmer could accidentally whistle it. Instead, he taught me a little part of a Highland tune, which has stuck in my head ever since and will probably be with me when I'm about to die. Every time it comes to me, it takes me back to that last day of uncertainty, with Alan sitting at the bottom of the den, whistling and tapping the rhythm with his finger, and the grey dawn lighting up his face.

I was in the long street of Queensferry before the sun was up. It was a fairly built burgh, the houses of good stone, many slated; the town-hall not so fine, I thought, as that of Peebles, nor yet the street so noble; but take it altogether, it put me to shame for my foul tatters.

I was on the long street of Queensferry before the sun came up. It was a fairly nice little town, with solid stone houses, many of them with slate roofs; the town hall didn’t seem as impressive to me as the one in Peebles, nor was the street as grand; but all in all, it made me embarrassed about my shabby clothes.

As the morning went on, and the fires began to be kindled, and the windows to open, and the people to appear out of the houses, my concern and despondency grew ever the blacker. I saw now that I had no grounds to stand upon; and no clear proof of my rights, nor so much as of my own identity. If it was all a bubble, I was indeed sorely cheated and left in a sore pass. Even if things were as I conceived, it would in all likelihood take time to establish my contentions; and what time had I to spare with less than three shillings in my pocket, and a condemned, hunted man upon my hands to ship out of the country? Truly, if my hope broke with me, it might come to the gallows yet for both of us. And as I continued to walk up and down, and saw people looking askance at me upon the street or out of windows, and nudging or speaking one to another with smiles, I began to take a fresh apprehension: that it might be no easy matter even to come to speech of the lawyer, far less to convince him of my story.

As the morning went on, and the fires were lit, the windows opened, and people started to come out of their houses, my worry and despair grew even darker. I realized I had no solid ground to stand on; no clear proof of my rights, not even of my own identity. If it was all just an illusion, I had been deeply deceived and found myself in a difficult spot. Even if things were as I thought, it would likely take time to prove my claims; and what time did I have to waste with less than three shillings in my pocket and a hunted man on my hands that I needed to get out of the country? Honestly, if my hope crumbled with me, it might end up on the gallows for both of us. As I paced back and forth, seeing people glance at me suspiciously on the street or from their windows, whispering or nudging each other with smirks, I started to feel a new fear: that it might not be easy to even talk to the lawyer, let alone convince him of my story.

For the life of me I could not muster up the courage to address any of these reputable burghers; I thought shame even to speak with them in such a pickle of rags and dirt; and if I had asked for the house of such a man as Mr. Rankeillor, I suppose they would have burst out laughing in my face. So I went up and down, and through the street, and down to the harbour-side, like a dog that has lost its master, with a strange gnawing in my inwards, and every now and then a movement of despair. It grew to be high day at last, perhaps nine in the forenoon; and I was worn with these wanderings, and chanced to have stopped in front of a very good house on the landward side, a house with beautiful, clear glass windows, flowering knots upon the sills, the walls new-harled[33] and a chase-dog sitting yawning on the step like one that was at home. Well, I was even envying this dumb brute, when the door fell open and there issued forth a shrewd, ruddy, kindly, consequential man in a well-powdered wig and spectacles. I was in such a plight that no one set eyes on me once, but he looked at me again; and this gentleman, as it proved, was so much struck with my poor appearance that he came straight up to me and asked me what I did.

For the life of me, I couldn't find the courage to talk to any of these respectable townspeople; I felt embarrassed even to approach them looking so shabby and dirty. If I had asked for the house of someone like Mr. Rankeillor, I’m sure they would have laughed right in my face. So, I wandered up and down the street and down to the harbor, like a dog that’s lost its owner, feeling a strange gnawing inside and sinking into despair now and then. Eventually, it became mid-morning, maybe around nine, and I was exhausted from all this wandering. I happened to stop in front of a nice house on the landward side, a place with beautiful clear glass windows, flower pots on the sills, freshly plastered walls, and a lazy dog lounging on the step like it owned the place. I found myself envying that dumb animal when the door swung open and out came a clever-looking, ruddy, friendly man in a powdered wig and glasses. I was in such a state that nobody paid me any attention, but he looked at me again; and it turned out this gentleman was so taken aback by my poor appearance that he walked right up to me and asked what I was doing.

[33] Newly rough-cast.

Newly textured.

I told him I was come to the Queensferry on business, and taking heart of grace, asked him to direct me to the house of Mr. Rankeillor.

I told him I had come to Queensferry on business, and feeling encouraged, I asked him to point me to Mr. Rankeillor's house.

“Why,” said he, “that is his house that I have just come out of; and for a rather singular chance, I am that very man.”

“Why,” he said, “that’s his house I just came out of; and oddly enough, I am that very man.”

“Then, sir,” said I, “I have to beg the favour of an interview.”

“Then, sir,” I said, “I need to request a meeting.”

“I do not know your name,” said he, “nor yet your face.”

“I don’t know your name,” he said, “or what you look like.”

“My name is David Balfour,” said I.

“My name is David Balfour,” I said.

“David Balfour?” he repeated, in rather a high tone, like one surprised. “And where have you come from, Mr. David Balfour?” he asked, looking me pretty drily in the face.

“David Balfour?” he repeated, in a somewhat surprised tone. “And where did you come from, Mr. David Balfour?” he asked, looking at me rather dryly.

“I have come from a great many strange places, sir,” said I; “but I think it would be as well to tell you where and how in a more private manner.”

“I've been to a lot of unusual places, sir,” I said; “but I think it would be better to explain where and how in a more private setting.”

He seemed to muse awhile, holding his lip in his hand, and looking now at me and now upon the causeway of the street.

He appeared to think for a moment, resting his chin on his hand, glancing at me and then at the sidewalk.

“Yes,” says he, “that will be the best, no doubt.” And he led me back with him into his house, cried out to some one whom I could not see that he would be engaged all morning, and brought me into a little dusty chamber full of books and documents. Here he sate down, and bade me be seated; though I thought he looked a little ruefully from his clean chair to my muddy rags. “And now,” says he, “if you have any business, pray be brief and come swiftly to the point. Nec gemino bellum Trojanum orditur ab ovo—do you understand that?” says he, with a keen look.

“Yes,” he said, “that will definitely be the best choice.” Then he took me back to his house, called out to someone I couldn’t see that he’d be busy all morning, and led me into a small, dusty room filled with books and papers. He sat down and asked me to take a seat, though I noticed him looking a bit disapprovingly from his clean chair to my dirty clothes. “And now,” he said, “if you have any business to discuss, please be brief and get straight to the point. Nec gemino bellum Trojanum orditur ab ovo—do you understand that?” he asked with a sharp glance.

Here he sate down, and bade me be seated

“I will even do as Horace says, sir,” I answered, smiling, “and carry you in medias res.” He nodded as if he was well pleased, and indeed his scrap of Latin had been set to test me. For all that, and though I was somewhat encouraged, the blood came in my face when I added: “I have reason to believe myself some rights on the estate of Shaws.”

“I'll even do what Horace suggests, sir,” I replied with a smile, “and jump right in medias res.” He nodded as if he was quite satisfied, and indeed his little Latin challenge was meant to test me. Still, even though I felt a bit encouraged, I blushed when I added, “I have reason to believe I have some rights to the estate of Shaws.”

He got a paper book out of a drawer and set it before him open. “Well?” said he.

He took a paperback out of a drawer and placed it open in front of him. “Well?” he said.

But I had shot my bolt and sat speechless.

But I was out of ideas and sat there in silence.

“Come, come, Mr. Balfour,” said he, “you must continue. Where were you born?”

"Come on, Mr. Balfour," he said, "you have to keep going. Where were you born?"

“In Essendean, sir,” said I, “the year 1733, the 12th of March.”

“In Essendean, sir,” I said, “the year 1733, March 12th.”

He seemed to follow this statement in his paper book; but what that meant I knew not. “Your father and mother?” said he.

He appeared to be referencing this statement in his paperback; but I had no idea what that meant. “Your dad and mom?” he asked.

“My father was Alexander Balfour, schoolmaster of that place,” said I, “and my mother Grace Pitarrow; I think her people were from Angus.”

“My dad was Alexander Balfour, the schoolmaster there,” I said, “and my mom was Grace Pitarrow; I think her family was from Angus.”

“Have you any papers proving your identity?” asked Mr. Rankeillor.

“Do you have any ID?” asked Mr. Rankeillor.

“No, sir,” said I, “but they are in the hands of Mr. Campbell, the minister, and could be readily produced. Mr. Campbell, too, would give me his word; and for that matter, I do not think my uncle would deny me.”

“No, sir,” I said, “but they are with Mr. Campbell, the minister, and can be easily provided. Mr. Campbell would also vouch for me; honestly, I don’t think my uncle would refuse me.”

“Meaning Mr. Ebenezer Balfour?” says he.

"Do you mean Mr. Ebenezer Balfour?" he says.

“The same,” said I.

"Me too," I said.

“Whom you have seen?” he asked.

“Who did you see?” he asked.

“By whom I was received into his own house,” I answered.

“By whom I was welcomed into his own home,” I replied.

“Did you ever meet a man of the name of Hoseason?” asked Mr. Rankeillor.

“Have you ever met a guy named Hoseason?” asked Mr. Rankeillor.

“I did so, sir, for my sins,” said I; “for it was by his means and the procurement of my uncle, that I was kidnapped within sight of this town, carried to sea, suffered shipwreck and a hundred other hardships, and stand before you to-day in this poor accoutrement.”

“I did so, sir, because of my mistakes,” I said; “it was through him and my uncle's influence that I was kidnapped right outside this town, taken to sea, endured a shipwreck, and faced countless other hardships, and here I am today in this shabby outfit.”

“You say you were shipwrecked,” said Rankeillor; “where was that?”

“You say you were shipwrecked,” Rankeillor said. “Where did that happen?”

“Off the south end of the Isle of Mull,” said I. “The name of the isle on which I was cast up is the Island Earraid.”

“Off the south end of the Isle of Mull,” I said. “The name of the island I ended up on is Earraid Island.”

“Ah!” says he, smiling, “you are deeper than me in the geography. But so far, I may tell you, this agrees pretty exactly with other informations that I hold. But you say you were kidnapped; in what sense?”

“Ah!” he says, smiling, “you know more about geography than I do. But so far, I can tell you, this aligns pretty well with other information I have. But you mentioned you were kidnapped; what do you mean by that?”

“In the plain meaning of the word, sir,” said I. “I was on my way to your house, when I was trepanned on board the brig, cruelly struck down, thrown below, and knew no more of anything till we were far at sea. I was destined for the plantations; a fate that, in God’s providence, I have escaped.”

“In the simplest sense, sir,” I said. “I was on my way to your house when I was tricked onto the ship, brutally attacked, thrown below deck, and I didn’t know anything until we were far out at sea. I was meant to be sent to the plantations; a fate that, thanks to God’s grace, I have managed to avoid.”

“The brig was lost on June the 27th,” says he, looking in his book, “and we are now at August the 24th. Here is a considerable hiatus, Mr. Balfour, of near upon two months. It has already caused a vast amount of trouble to your friends; and I own I shall not be very well contented until it is set right.”

“The ship went down on June 27th,” he says, checking his book, “and it’s now August 24th. That’s quite a gap, Mr. Balfour, of almost two months. It's already caused a lot of issues for your friends; I must admit, I won’t feel settled until it’s resolved.”

“Indeed, sir,” said I, “these months are very easily filled up; but yet before I told my story, I would be glad to know that I was talking to a friend.”

“Absolutely, sir,” I said, “these months can be filled quite easily; but before I share my story, I would like to know that I'm speaking to a friend.”

“This is to argue in a circle,” said the lawyer. “I cannot be convinced till I have heard you. I cannot be your friend till I am properly informed. If you were more trustful, it would better befit your time of life. And you know, Mr. Balfour, we have a proverb in the country that evil-doers are aye evil-dreaders.”

“This is just going around in circles,” said the lawyer. “I can’t be convinced until I’ve heard you out. I can’t be your friend until I have the full picture. If you were more trusting, it would suit your age better. And you know, Mr. Balfour, we have a saying in our country that wrongdoers are always afraid of wrongdoing.”

“You are not to forget, sir,” said I, “that I have already suffered by my trustfulness; and was shipped off to be a slave by the very man that (if I rightly understand) is your employer?”

"You shouldn't forget, sir," I said, "that I've already paid for my trust by being shipped off to be a slave by the very man who, if I'm understanding correctly, is your boss?"

All this while I had been gaining ground with Mr. Rankeillor, and in proportion as I gained ground, gaining confidence. But at this sally, which I made with something of a smile myself, he fairly laughed aloud.

All this time, I had been getting closer to Mr. Rankeillor, and the more I connected with him, the more confident I became. But at this playful remark, which I made with a bit of a smile, he burst out laughing.

“No, no,” said he, “it is not so bad as that. Fui, non sum. I was indeed your uncle’s man of business; but while you (imberbis juvenis custode remoto) were gallivanting in the west, a good deal of water has run under the bridges; and if your ears did not sing, it was not for lack of being talked about. On the very day of your sea disaster, Mr. Campbell stalked into my office, demanding you from all the winds. I had never heard of your existence; but I had known your father; and from matters in my competence (to be touched upon hereafter) I was disposed to fear the worst. Mr. Ebenezer admitted having seen you; declared (what seemed improbable) that he had given you considerable sums; and that you had started for the continent of Europe, intending to fulfil your education, which was probable and praiseworthy. Interrogated how you had come to send no word to Mr. Campbell, he deponed that you had expressed a great desire to break with your past life. Further interrogated where you now were, protested ignorance, but believed you were in Leyden. That is a close sum of his replies. I am not exactly sure that any one believed him,” continued Mr. Rankeillor with a smile; “and in particular he so much disrelished me expressions of mine that (in a word) he showed me to the door. We were then at a full stand; for whatever shrewd suspicions we might entertain, we had no shadow of probation. In the very article, comes Captain Hoseason with the story of your drowning; whereupon all fell through; with no consequences but concern to Mr. Campbell, injury to my pocket, and another blot upon your uncle’s character, which could very ill afford it. And now, Mr. Balfour,” said he, “you understand the whole process of these matters, and can judge for yourself to what extent I may be trusted.”

“No, no,” he said, “it’s not as bad as that. Fui, non sum. I was indeed your uncle’s business manager; but while you (imberbis juvenis custode remoto) were off having adventures in the west, a lot of things have happened; and if you didn't hear any gossip, it wasn't because nobody was talking about you. On the very day of your sea disaster, Mr. Campbell came storming into my office, demanding to know where you were. I had never heard of you; but I knew your father, and based on what I knew (which I’ll touch on later), I was worried. Mr. Ebenezer admitted he had seen you; he claimed (though it seemed unlikely) that he had given you a good amount of money; and that you had left for Europe to continue your education, which seemed reasonable and commendable. When asked why you hadn't contacted Mr. Campbell, he said you had expressed a strong desire to leave your past behind. When pressed about your current whereabouts, he claimed not to know but thought you were in Leyden. That covers the gist of his answers. I’m not sure anyone really believed him,” Mr. Rankeillor continued with a smile; “and in particular, he disliked my comments so much that (to sum it up) he showed me the door. We were then at a dead end; because whatever suspicions we might have had, we had no proof. Just then, Captain Hoseason came in with news of your drowning; and all plans fell apart, leaving only worry for Mr. Campbell, a hit to my finances, and another stain on your uncle’s character, which really couldn’t take it. And now, Mr. Balfour,” he said, “you have the full rundown of these events, and you can judge for yourself how much I can be trusted.”

Indeed he was more pedantic than I can represent him, and placed more scraps of Latin in his speech; but it was all uttered with a fine geniality of eye and manner which went far to conquer my distrust. Moreover, I could see he now treated me as if I was myself beyond a doubt; so that first point of my identity seemed fully granted.

Indeed, he was more formal than I can describe, and he included more bits of Latin in his speech; but it was all delivered with a warm friendliness in his expression and demeanor that really helped to ease my skepticism. Moreover, I could tell he now regarded me as if I were unquestionably real; so that first aspect of my identity seemed completely accepted.

“Sir,” said I, “if I tell you my story, I must commit a friend’s life to your discretion. Pass me your word it shall be sacred; and for what touches myself, I will ask no better guarantee than just your face.”

“Sir,” I said, “if I share my story with you, I need to trust you with a friend’s life. Promise me that it will be kept safe, and for my part, I won’t ask for anything more secure than your word.”

He passed me his word very seriously. “But,” said he, “these are rather alarming prolocutions; and if there are in your story any little jostles to the law, I would beg you to bear in mind that I am a lawyer, and pass lightly.”

He gave me his word very seriously. “But,” he said, “these are pretty alarming statements; and if there are any minor legal issues in your story, I’d ask you to remember that I’m a lawyer and to tread lightly.”

Thereupon I told him my story from the first, he listening with his spectacles thrust up and his eyes closed, so that I sometimes feared he was asleep. But no such matter! he heard every word (as I found afterward) with such quickness of hearing and precision of memory as often surprised me. Even strange outlandish Gaelic names, heard for that time only, he remembered and would remind me of, years after. Yet when I called Alan Breck in full, we had an odd scene. The name of Alan had of course rung through Scotland, with the news of the Appin murder and the offer of the reward; and it had no sooner escaped me than the lawyer moved in his seat and opened his eyes.

Then I shared my story from the beginning, and he listened with his glasses pushed up and his eyes closed, making me worry that he might be asleep. But that wasn’t the case! He heard every word (as I later discovered) with an impressive ability to listen and a sharp memory that often amazed me. Even unusual Gaelic names that he only heard once, he would recall and mention to me years later. However, when I said Alan Breck’s full name, we had a strange moment. The name Alan was well-known throughout Scotland, especially with the news of the Appin murder and the reward being offered; as soon as I mentioned it, the lawyer shifted in his seat and opened his eyes.

“I would name no unnecessary names, Mr. Balfour,” said he; “above all of Highlanders, many of whom are obnoxious to the law.”

“I wouldn’t mention any unnecessary names, Mr. Balfour,” he said; “especially not those of the Highlanders, many of whom are on the wrong side of the law.”

“Well, it might have been better not,” said I, “but since I have let it slip, I may as well continue.”

"Well, it might have been better if I hadn't," I said, "but since I've already let it out, I might as well keep going."

“Not at all,” said Mr. Rankeillor. “I am somewhat dull of hearing, as you may have remarked; and I am far from sure I caught the name exactly. We will call your friend, if you please, Mr. Thomson—that there may be no reflections. And in future, I would take some such way with any Highlander that you may have to mention—dead or alive.”

“Not at all,” said Mr. Rankeillor. “I’m a bit hard of hearing, as you might have noticed, and I’m not completely sure I got the name right. Let’s refer to your friend as Mr. Thomson—just to avoid any misunderstandings. From now on, I’d suggest using a similar approach for any Highlander you mention—whether they’re dead or alive.”

By this, I saw he must have heard the name all too clearly, and had already guessed I might be coming to the murder. If he chose to play this part of ignorance, it was no matter of mine; so I smiled, said it was no very Highland-sounding name, and consented. Through all the rest of my story Alan was Mr. Thomson; which amused me the more, as it was a piece of policy after his own heart. James Stewart, in like manner, was mentioned under the style of Mr. Thomson’s kinsman; Colin Campbell passed as a Mr. Glen; and to Cluny, when I came to that part of my tale, I gave the name of “Mr. Jameson, a Highland chief.” It was truly the most open farce, and I wondered that the lawyer should care to keep it up; but, after all, it was quite in the taste of that age, when there were two parties in the state, and quiet persons, with no very high opinions of their own, sought out every cranny to avoid offence to either.

I could tell he had definitely heard the name and had already figured out I might be coming to discuss the murder. If he wanted to act like he was clueless, that was his choice; so I just smiled, mentioned it wasn’t exactly a typical Highland name, and went along with it. Throughout the rest of my story, Alan was Mr. Thomson, which made me chuckle more since it suited his style. Similarly, James Stewart was referred to as Mr. Thomson’s relative; Colin Campbell was called Mr. Glen; and when I got to Cluny in my story, I referred to him as “Mr. Jameson, a Highland chief.” It really was the most obvious farce, and I was surprised the lawyer wanted to keep it going; but, then again, it totally fit the times when there were two factions in government, and sensible people, lacking strong opinions of their own, found every way possible to avoid offending either side.

“Well, well,” said the lawyer, when I had quite done, “this is a great epic, a great Odyssey of yours. You must tell it, sir, in a sound Latinity when your scholarship is riper; or in English if you please, though for my part I prefer the stronger tongue. You have rolled much; quæ regio in terris—what parish in Scotland (to make a homely translation) has not been filled with your wanderings? You have shown, besides, a singular aptitude for getting into false positions; and, yes, upon the whole, for behaving well in them. This Mr. Thomson seems to me a gentleman of some choice qualities, though perhaps a trifle bloody-minded. It would please me none the worse, if (with all his merits) he were soused in the North Sea, for the man, Mr. David, is a sore embarrassment. But you are doubtless quite right to adhere to him; indubitably, he adhered to you. It comes—we may say—he was your true companion; nor less paribus curis vestigia figit, for I dare say you would both take an orra thought upon the gallows. Well, well, these days are fortunately by; and I think (speaking humanly) that you are near the end of your troubles.”

“Well, well,” said the lawyer when I had finished, “this is quite the story, a grand journey of yours. You must tell it, sir, in proper Latin when your knowledge is more developed; or in English if you prefer, though personally, I favor the stronger language. You have wandered a lot; quæ regio in terris—what parish in Scotland (to put it simply) hasn’t been touched by your travels? You’ve also demonstrated a unique talent for finding yourself in tough situations; and yes, overall, for handling them well. This Mr. Thomson seems to me a gentleman of some fine qualities, though perhaps a bit ruthless. I wouldn’t mind at all if (despite all his merits) he ended up in the North Sea, because the man, Mr. David, is quite a burden. But you’re surely right to stick with him; undoubtedly, he stood by you. It comes—we could say—he was your true companion; and paribus curis vestigia figit, for I bet you both would have a shared thought about the gallows. Well, well, those days are thankfully behind us; and I think (speaking realistically) that you are close to the end of your troubles.”

As he thus moralised on my adventures, he looked upon me with so much humour and benignity that I could scarce contain my satisfaction. I had been so long wandering with lawless people, and making my bed upon the hills and under the bare sky, that to sit once more in a clean, covered house, and to talk amicably with a gentleman in broadcloth, seemed mighty elevations. Even as I thought so, my eye fell on my unseemly tatters, and I was once more plunged in confusion. But the lawyer saw and understood me. He rose, called over the stair to lay another plate, for Mr. Balfour would stay to dinner, and led me into a bedroom in the upper part of the house. Here he set before me water and soap, and a comb; and laid out some clothes that belonged to his son; and here, with another apposite tag, he left me to my toilet.

As he reflected on my adventures, he looked at me with so much humor and kindness that I could barely contain my happiness. I had spent so long wandering with reckless people, sleeping on hills and under the open sky, that sitting once again in a clean, covered house and chatting friendly with a well-dressed gentleman felt like a big step up. Just as I was thinking this, I noticed my ragged clothes, and I felt embarrassed again. But the lawyer noticed and understood. He stood up, called upstairs to set another plate, saying that Mr. Balfour would be staying for dinner, and then took me to a bedroom on the upper floor. There, he provided me with water, soap, and a comb; he laid out some of his son's clothes for me, and with another fitting remark, he left me to get ready.

Chapter XXVIII

CHAPTER XXVIII
I GO IN QUEST OF MY INHERITANCE

I

aving made what change I could in my appearance; and blithe was I to look in the glass and find the beggarman a thing of the past, and David Balfour come to life again. And yet I was ashamed of the change too, and, above all, of the borrowed clothes. When I had done, Mr. Rankeillor caught me on the stair, made me his compliments, and had me again into the cabinet.

Having made all the changes I could to my appearance, I was delighted to look in the mirror and see the beggar I used to be fading away, with David Balfour coming back to life. Still, I felt a bit embarrassed about the transformation, especially about the borrowed clothes. After I was finished, Mr. Rankeillor bumped into me on the stairs, complimented me, and invited me back into his office.

“Sit ye down, Mr. David,” said he, “and now that you are looking a little more like yourself, let me see if I can find you any news. You will be wondering, no doubt, about your father and your uncle? To be sure it is a singular tale; and the explanation is one that I blush to have to offer you. For,” says he, really with embarrassment, “the matter hinges on a love affair.”

“Sit down, Mr. David,” he said, “and now that you seem a bit more like yourself, let me see if I can find you any news. You must be wondering about your father and your uncle, right? It’s quite the story, and honestly, I’m embarrassed to tell you. Because,” he said, genuinely feeling awkward, “the situation revolves around a love affair.”

“Truly,” said I, “I cannot very well join that notion with my uncle.”

“Honestly,” I said, “I can’t really connect that idea with my uncle.”

“But your uncle, Mr. David, was not always old,” replied the lawyer, “and what may perhaps surprise you more, not always ugly. He had a fine, gallant air; people stood in their doors to look after him, as he went by upon a mettle horse. I have seen it with these eyes, and I ingenuously confess, not altogether without envy; for I was a plain lad myself and a plain man’s son; and in those days it was a case of Odi te, qui bellus es, Sabelle.”

“But your uncle, Mr. David, wasn’t always old,” the lawyer replied, “and what might surprise you even more is that he wasn’t always unattractive. He had a charming, bold presence; people would stand in their doorways to watch him as he rode by on a spirited horse. I’ve seen it with my own eyes, and I honestly admit, not without a bit of envy; because I was an ordinary boy myself, the son of a plain man; and back then it felt like Odi te, qui bellus es, Sabelle.”

“It sounds like a dream,” said I.

"It sounds like a dream," I said.

“Ay, ay,” said the lawyer, “that is how it is with youth and age. Nor was that all, but he had a spirit of his own that seemed to promise great things in the future. In 1715, what must he do but run away to join the rebels? It was your father that pursued him, found him in a ditch, and brought him back multum gementem; to the mirth of the whole country. However, majora canamus—the two lads fell in love, and that with the same lady. Mr. Ebenezer, who was the admired and the beloved, and the spoiled one, made, no doubt, mighty certain of the victory; and when he found he had deceived himself, screamed like a peacock. The whole country heard of it; now he lay sick at home, with his silly family standing round the bed in tears; now he rode from public-house to public-house, and shouted his sorrows into the lug of Tom, Dick, and Harry. Your father, Mr. David, was a kind gentleman; but he was weak, dolefully weak; took all this folly with a long countenance; and one day—by your leave!—resigned the lady. She was no such fool, however; it’s from her you must inherit your excellent good sense; and she refused to be bandied from one to another. Both got upon their knees to her; and the upshot of the matter for that while was that she showed both of them the door. That was in August; dear me! the same year I came from college. The scene must have been highly farcical.”

“Yeah,” said the lawyer, “that’s how it goes with youth and age. But that’s not all; he had a spirit that seemed to promise great things for the future. In 1715, what did he do but run away to join the rebels? It was your father who chased after him, found him in a ditch, and brought him back multum gementem; much to the amusement of the whole country. However, majora canamus—the two guys fell in love, and it was with the same woman. Mr. Ebenezer, who was the admired and adored one, and the spoiled one, was sure he would win her over; and when he realized he was wrong, he screamed like a peacock. The whole country heard about it; sometimes he was sick at home, with his silly family crying around his bed; sometimes he rode from bar to bar, shouting his sorrows to anyone who would listen. Your father, Mr. David, was a kind gentleman; but he was weak, sadly weak; he took all this nonsense with a serious face; and one day—if you’ll allow it!—he gave up on the lady. She wasn’t that foolish, though; you must have inherited your excellent common sense from her; she refused to be passed around between the two. Both of them pleaded with her; and in the end, she showed both of them the door. That was in August; oh dear! the same year I graduated from college. The whole scene must have been quite comical.”

I thought myself it was a silly business, but I could not forget my father had a hand in it. “Surely, sir, it had some note of tragedy,” said I.

I thought it was a silly thing, but I couldn't forget that my father was involved. "Surely, sir, it had some touch of tragedy," I said.

“Why, no, sir, not at all,” returned the lawyer. “For tragedy implies some ponderable matter in dispute, some dignus vindice nodus; and this piece of work was all about the petulance of a young ass that had been spoiled, and wanted nothing so much as to be tied up and soundly belted. However, that was not your father’s view; and the end of it was, that from concession to concession on your father’s part, and from one height to another of squalling, sentimental selfishness upon your uncle’s, they came at last to drive a sort of bargain, from whose ill results you have recently been smarting. The one man took the lady, the other the estate. Now, Mr. David, they talk a great deal of charity and generosity; but in this disputable state of life, I often think the happiest consequences seem to flow when a gentleman consults his lawyer, and takes all the law allows him. Anyhow, this piece of Quixotry on your father’s part, as it was unjust in itself, has brought forth a monstrous family of injustices. Your father and mother lived and died poor folk; you were poorly reared; and in the meanwhile, what a time it has been for the tenants on the estate of Shaws! And I might add (if it was a matter I cared much about) what a time for Mr. Ebenezer!”

“Why, no, sir, not at all,” replied the lawyer. “Tragedy suggests there's something important to argue over, some dignus vindice nodus; but this situation was all about the moodiness of a spoiled young fool who just wanted to be tied up and disciplined. However, that wasn’t how your father saw it; and ultimately, through compromise after compromise on your father's part, and from one peak of whining, sentimental selfishness to another on your uncle’s part, they ended up striking a deal whose negative effects you've been feeling lately. One man got the woman, the other got the estate. Now, Mr. David, they often talk a lot about charity and generosity; but in this complicated life, I often think the best outcomes come when a gentleman consults his lawyer and takes everything the law allows him. Anyway, this foolishness on your father’s part, while inherently unjust, has led to a whole mess of injustices. Your father and mother lived and died poor; you had a rough upbringing; and in the meantime, what a tough time it's been for the tenants on the Shaws estate! And I might add (if it were something I cared much about) what a tough time for Mr. Ebenezer!”

“And yet that is certainly the strangest part of all,” said I, “that a man’s nature should thus change.”

“And yet that is definitely the weirdest part of all,” I said, “that a person’s nature can change like this.”

“True,” said Mr. Rankeillor. “And yet I imagine it was natural enough. He could not think that he had played a handsome part. Those who knew the story gave him the cold shoulder; those who knew it not, seeing one brother disappear, and the other succeed in the estate, raised a cry of murder; so that upon all sides he found himself evited. Money was all he got by his bargain; well, he came to think the more of money. He was selfish when he was young, he is selfish now that he is old; and the latter end of all these pretty manners and fine feelings you have seen for yourself.”

“True,” said Mr. Rankeillor. “But I think that makes sense. He couldn't convince himself that he had acted nobly. The people who knew what happened treated him coldly; those who didn't, upon seeing one brother vanish and the other inherit the estate, cried out for justice, so he found himself rejected from all sides. All he gained from his deal was money; well, that led him to value money even more. He was selfish when he was young, and he’s selfish now that he’s old; and you’ve seen the end result of all those charming behaviors and fine feelings for yourself.”

“Well, sir,” said I, “and in all this, what is my position?”

“Well, sir,” I said, “what’s my position in all this?”

“The estate is yours beyond a doubt,” replied the lawyer. “It matters nothing what your father signed, you are the heir of entail. But your uncle is a man to fight the indefensible; and it would be likely your identity that he would call in question. A lawsuit is always expensive, and a family lawsuit always scandalous; besides which, if any of your doings with your friend Mr. Thomson were to come out, we might find that we had burned our fingers. The kidnapping, to be sure, would be a court card upon our side, if we could only prove it. But it may be difficult to prove; and my advice (upon the whole) is to make a very easy bargain with your uncle, perhaps even leaving him at Shaws where he has taken root for a quarter of a century, and contenting yourself in the meanwhile with a fair provision.”

“The estate is definitely yours,” the lawyer said. “It doesn’t matter what your father signed; you’re the legal heir. But your uncle is someone who will fight for what he believes is right, and he would probably question your identity. A lawsuit is always costly, and a family lawsuit is usually scandalous. Plus, if any of your dealings with your friend Mr. Thomson were to come to light, we might end up regretting it. The kidnapping could work in our favor if we could prove it, but that might be tricky. My advice is to make a simple deal with your uncle, maybe even let him stay at Shaws where he’s been settled for the last twenty-five years, and in the meantime, focus on securing a reasonable settlement for yourself.”

I told him I was very willing to be easy, and that to carry family concerns before the public was a step from which I was naturally much averse. In the meantime (thinking to myself) I began to see the outlines of that scheme on which we afterwards acted.

I told him I was really open to being flexible, and that bringing family issues into the public eye was something I was naturally against. In the meantime (thinking to myself), I started to see the outlines of the plan we eventually followed.

“The great affair,” I asked, “is to bring home to him the kidnapping?”

“The big deal,” I asked, “is to make him realize about the kidnapping?”

“Surely,” said Mr. Rankeillor, “and if possible, out of court. For mark you here, Mr. David: we could no doubt find some men of the Covenant who would swear to your reclusion; but once they were in the box, we could no longer check their testimony, and some word of your friend Mr. Thomson must certainly crop out. Which (from what you have let fall) I cannot think to be desirable.”

“Absolutely,” said Mr. Rankeillor, “and if we can, let's keep it out of court. You see, Mr. David: we could definitely find some people from the Covenant who would testify about your seclusion, but once they’re on the stand, we can't control what they say, and some mention of your friend Mr. Thomson will definitely come up. From what you've hinted at, I don't think that would be a good thing.”

“Well, sir,” said I, “here is my way of it.” And I opened my plot to him.

“Well, sir,” I said, “here’s how I see it.” And I shared my plan with him.

“But this would seem to involve my meeting the man Thomson?” says he, when I had done.

“But this seems to mean that I’ll have to meet the guy Thomson?” he says, after I finished.

“I think so, indeed, sir,” said I.

“I think so, really, sir,” I said.

“Dear doctor!” cries he, rubbing his brow. “Dear doctor! No, Mr. David, I am afraid your scheme is inadmissible. I say nothing against your friend, Mr. Thomson: I know nothing against him; and if I did—mark this, Mr. David!—it would be my duty to lay hands on him. Now I put it to you: is it wise to meet? He may have matters to his charge. He may not have told you all. His name may not be even Thomson!” cries the lawyer, twinkling; “for some of these fellows will pick up names by the roadside as another would gather haws.”

“Dear doctor!” he exclaims, rubbing his forehead. “Dear doctor! No, Mr. David, I’m afraid your plan is unacceptable. I have nothing against your friend, Mr. Thomson; I know nothing negative about him; and if I did—make note of this, Mr. David!—it would be my responsibility to confront him. Now I ask you: is it wise to meet? He might have issues to deal with. He may not have told you everything. His name might not even be Thomson!” says the lawyer, with a twinkle in his eye; “because some of these guys just pick up names along the way like someone collecting berries.”

“You must be the judge, sir,” said I.

“You have to be the judge, sir,” I said.

But it was clear my plan had taken hold upon his fancy, for he kept musing to himself till we were called to dinner and the company of Mrs. Rankeillor; and that lady had scarce left us again to ourselves and a bottle of wine, ere he was back harping on my proposal. When and where was I to meet my friend Mr. Thomson; was I sure of Mr. T.‘s discretion; supposing we could catch the old fox tripping, would I consent to such and such a term of an agreement—these and the like questions he kept asking at long intervals, while he thoughtfully rolled his wine upon his tongue. When I had answered all of them, seemingly to his contentment, he fell into a still deeper muse, even the claret being now forgotten. Then he got a sheet of paper and a pencil, and set to work writing and weighing every word; and at last touched a bell and had his clerk into the chamber.

But it was clear my plan had caught his interest because he kept thinking to himself until we were called to dinner with Mrs. Rankeillor. As soon as she left us alone with a bottle of wine, he was back repeating my proposal. He asked when and where I would meet my friend Mr. Thomson, if I was sure about Mr. T.'s discretion, and if we could catch the old fox off guard, would I agree to certain terms of an agreement? He kept asking these questions at long intervals while he thoughtfully swirled the wine in his mouth. Once I answered all of them, apparently to his satisfaction, he fell into an even deeper thought, even forgetting about the claret. Then he grabbed a sheet of paper and a pencil and began writing, carefully considering every word. Finally, he rang a bell and had his clerk come into the room.

“Torrance,” said he, “I must have this written out fair against to-night; and when it is done, you will be so kind as put on your hat and be ready to come along with this gentleman and me, for you will probably be wanted as a witness.”

“Torrance,” he said, “I need to have this written up properly by tonight; and when it's done, please be sure to put on your hat and be ready to come with this gentleman and me, because you’ll probably be needed as a witness.”

“What, sir,” cried I, as soon as the clerk was gone, “are you to venture it?”

“What, sir,” I exclaimed as soon as the clerk left, “are you going to take the risk?”

“Why, so it would appear,” says he, filling his glass. “But let us speak no more of business. The very sight of Torrance brings in my head a little droll matter of some years ago, when I had made a tryst with the poor oaf at the cross of Edinburgh. Each had gone his proper errand; and when it came four o’clock, Torrance had been taking a glass and did not know his master, and I, who had forgot my spectacles, was so blind without them, that I give you my word I did not know my own clerk.” And thereupon he laughed heartily.

“Why, it seems that way,” he says, pouring his drink. “But let’s not talk about business anymore. Just seeing Torrance reminds me of a funny story from a few years back when I had made a meeting with the poor guy at the crossroads in Edinburgh. We both had our own errands to run, and when it hit four o’clock, Torrance had been drinking and didn’t recognize his boss, and I, having forgotten my glasses, was so blind without them that I swear I didn’t even recognize my own clerk.” And with that, he laughed heartily.

I said it was an odd chance, and smiled out of politeness; but what held me all the afternoon in wonder, he kept returning and dwelling on this story, and telling it again with fresh details and laughter; so that I began at last to be quite put out of countenance and feel ashamed for my friend’s folly.

I said it was a strange coincidence and smiled just to be polite; but what left me wondering all afternoon was that he kept going back to this story, adding new details and laughing about it, which made me feel increasingly embarrassed and ashamed of my friend's foolishness.

Towards the time I had appointed with Alan, we set out from the house, Mr. Rankeillor and I arm in arm, and Torrance following behind with the deed in his pocket and a covered basket in his hand. All through the town, the lawyer was bowing right and left, and continually being button-holed by gentlemen on matters of burgh or private business; and I could see he was one greatly looked up to in the county. At last we were clear of the houses, and began to go along the side of the haven and towards the Hawes Inn and the Ferry pier, the scene of my misfortune. I could not look upon the place without emotion, recalling how many that had been there with me that day were now no more: Ransome taken, I could hope, from the evil to come; Shuan passed where I dared not follow him; and the poor souls that had gone down with the brig in her last plunge. All these, and the brig herself, I had outlived; and come through these hardships and fearful perils without scath. My only thought should have been of gratitude; and yet I could not behold the place without sorrow for others and a chill of recollected fear.

As the time I had arranged with Alan approached, we left the house, Mr. Rankeillor and I walking arm in arm, while Torrance trailed behind with the deed in his pocket and a covered basket in his hand. Throughout the town, the lawyer was nodding to people and constantly being stopped by gentlemen about local or personal matters; it was clear he was someone highly respected in the county. Finally, we got past the houses and started walking along the side of the harbor towards the Hawes Inn and the Ferry pier, the site of my misfortune. I couldn’t look at the place without feeling emotional, remembering how many people who had been there with me that day were now gone: Ransome, I hoped, taken away from the evil to come; Shuan, who went where I couldn’t follow; and the poor souls who went down with the ship on its final plunge. I had outlived all of them, as well as the ship itself, and I had survived these hardships and terrifying dangers without harm. My only thought should have been one of gratitude, yet I couldn’t see the place without feeling sorrow for others and a chill of remembered fear.

I was so thinking when, upon a sudden, Mr. Rankeillor cried out, clapped his hand to his pockets, and began to laugh.

I was deep in thought when suddenly, Mr. Rankeillor shouted, patted his pockets, and started laughing.

“Why,” he cries, “if this be not a farcical adventure! After all that I said, I have forgot my glasses!”

“Why,” he exclaims, “isn’t this just a ridiculous situation! After everything I said, I’ve forgotten my glasses!”

At that, of course, I understood the purpose of his anecdote, and knew that if he had left his spectacles at home, it had been done on purpose, so that he might have the benefit of Alan’s help without the awkwardness of recognising him. And indeed it was well thought upon; for now (suppose things to go the very worst) how could Rankeillor swear to my friend’s identity, or how be made to bear damaging evidence against myself? For all that, he had been a long while of finding out his want, and had spoken to and recognised a good few persons as we came through the town; and I had little doubt myself that he saw reasonably well.

At that, of course, I understood why he was sharing that story, and I realized that if he had left his glasses at home, it was intentional so he could benefit from Alan’s help without the awkwardness of actually recognizing him. And it was a smart plan; because now (assuming the worst happens) how could Rankeillor confirm my friend's identity, or be forced to give damaging evidence against me? Even so, it took him quite some time to notice he needed them, and he had talked to and recognized quite a few people as we walked through the town; I had little doubt that he could see reasonably well.

As soon as we were past the Hawes (where I recognised the landlord smoking his pipe in the door, and was amazed to see him look no older) Mr. Rankeillor changed the order of march, walking behind with Torrance and sending me forward in the manner of a scout. I went up the hill, whistling from time to time my Gaelic air; and at length I had the pleasure to hear it answered and to see Alan rise from behind a bush. He was somewhat dashed in spirits, having passed a long day alone skulking in the county, and made but a poor meal in an alehouse near Dundas. But at the mere sight of my clothes, he began to brighten up; and as soon as I had told him in what a forward state our matters were and the part I looked to him to play in what remained, he sprang into a new man.

As soon as we passed the Hawes (where I spotted the landlord smoking his pipe in the doorway and was surprised to see he looked the same age), Mr. Rankeillor changed our walking order, falling back with Torrance and sending me ahead like a scout. I climbed the hill, occasionally whistling my Gaelic tune; and finally, I was delighted to hear it echoed back and saw Alan emerge from behind a bush. He seemed a bit down, having spent a long day alone sneaking around the county and having only a meager meal at a pub near Dundas. But just seeing my clothes cheered him up, and once I explained how advanced our plans were and the role I needed him to take in what was left, he transformed into a new man.

“And that is a very good notion of yours,” says he; “and I dare to say that you could lay your hands upon no better man to put it through than Alan Breck. It is not a thing (mark ye) that any one could do, but takes a gentleman of penetration. But it sticks in my head your lawyer-man will be somewhat wearying to see me,” says Alan.

“And that’s a really good idea of yours,” he says. “And I bet you could find no better person to make it happen than Alan Breck. It’s not something anyone could do, you know, but it takes a perceptive gentleman. But I can’t shake the feeling that your lawyer is going to be a bit tired of seeing me,” says Alan.

Accordingly I cried and waved on Mr. Rankeillor, who came up alone and was presented to my friend, Mr. Thomson.

Accordingly, I cried out and waved to Mr. Rankeillor, who came up alone and was introduced to my friend, Mr. Thomson.

“Mr. Thomson, I am pleased to meet you,” said he. “But I have forgotten my glasses; and our friend, Mr. David here” (clapping me on the shoulder), “will tell you that I am little better than blind, and that you must not be surprised if I pass you by to-morrow.”

“Mr. Thomson, it’s great to meet you,” he said. “But I forgot my glasses; and our friend, Mr. David here” (patting me on the shoulder), “will tell you that I’m almost blind, so don’t be surprised if I walk past you tomorrow.”

This he said, thinking that Alan would be pleased; but the Highlandman’s vanity was ready to startle at a less matter than that.

This he said, thinking that Alan would be happy; but the Highlandman’s vanity was easily offended by even less than that.

“Why, sir,” says he, stiffly, “I would say it mattered the less as we are met here for a particular end, to see justice done to Mr. Balfour; and by what I can see, not very likely to have much else in common. But I accept your apology, which was a very proper one to make.”

“Why, sir,” he says stiffly, “I would say it matters less since we’re here for a specific purpose, to ensure justice is served for Mr. Balfour; and from what I can see, we probably don’t have much else in common. But I accept your apology, which was the right thing to say.”

“And that is more than I could look for, Mr. Thomson,” said Rankeillor, heartily. “And now as you and I are the chief actors in this enterprise, I think we should come into a nice agreement; to which end, I propose that you should lend me your arm, for (what with the dusk and the want of my glasses) I am not very clear as to the path; and as for you, Mr. David, you will find Torrance a pleasant kind of body to speak with. Only let me remind you, it’s quite needless he should hear more of your adventures or those of—ahem—Mr. Thomson.”

“And that's more than I could ask for, Mr. Thomson,” said Rankeillor warmly. “Now that you and I are the main players in this venture, I think we should settle on a good agreement. To that end, I suggest you lend me your arm, since it’s getting dark and I can't see very well without my glasses. As for you, Mr. David, you’ll find Torrance to be a nice person to chat with. Just let me remind you, it’s really unnecessary for him to know more about your adventures or those of—uh—Mr. Thomson.”

Accordingly these two went on ahead in very close talk, and Torrance and I brought up the rear.

Accordingly, the two of them walked ahead, deep in conversation, while Torrance and I followed behind.

These two went on ahead in very close talk, and Torrance and I brought up the rear

Night was quite come when we came in view of the house of Shaws. Ten had been gone some time; it was dark and mild, with a pleasant, rustling wind in the south-west that covered the sound of our approach; and as we drew near we saw no glimmer of light in any portion of the building. It seemed my uncle was already in bed, which was indeed the best thing for our arrangements. We made our last whispered consultations some fifty yards away; and then the lawyer and Torrance and I crept quietly up and crouched down beside the corner of the house; and as soon as we were in our places, Alan strode to the door without concealment and began to knock.

Night had completely fallen when we finally saw the house of Shaws. Ten had been gone for a while; it was dark and mild, with a soft, rustling wind blowing from the south-west that muffled our approach. As we got closer, we noticed there was no light shining from any part of the building. It looked like my uncle was already in bed, which was actually the best scenario for our plans. We held our final whispered discussions about fifty yards away; then the lawyer, Torrance, and I quietly crept up and crouched down next to the corner of the house. As soon as we settled into position, Alan confidently walked up to the door and began to knock.

Chapter XXIX

CHAPTER XXIX
I COME INTO MY KINGDOM

F

or some time Alan volleyed upon the door, and his knocking only roused the echoes of the house and neighbourhood. At last, however, I could hear the noise of a window gently thrust up, and knew that my uncle had come to his observatory. By what light there was, he would see Alan standing, like a dark shadow, on the steps; the three witnesses were hidden quite out of his view; so that there was nothing to alarm an honest man in his own house. For all that, he studied his visitor awhile in silence, and when he spoke his voice had a quaver of misgiving.

For a while, Alan kept banging on the door, and his knocking only stirred the echoes of the house and the neighborhood. Finally, though, I heard a window quietly pushed open and knew that my uncle had arrived at his observatory. By the light available, he would see Alan standing there like a dark silhouette on the steps; the three witnesses were completely out of his sight, so there was nothing to worry an honest man in his own home. Even so, he observed his visitor in silence for a bit, and when he finally spoke, his voice had a slight tremor of uncertainty.

“What’s this?” says he. “This is nae kind of time of night for decent folk; and I hae nae trokings[34] wi’ night-hawks. What brings ye here? I have a blunderbush.”

“What’s going on here?” he says. “This isn’t the kind of time of night for decent people; and I don't have any dealings with night-hawks. What are you doing here? I have a shotgun.”

[34] Dealings.

Transactions.

“Is that yoursel’, Mr. Balfour?” returned Alan, stepping back and looking up into the darkness. “Have a care of that blunderbuss; they’re nasty things to burst.”

“Is that you, Mr. Balfour?” Alan replied, stepping back and looking up into the darkness. “Be careful with that blunderbuss; they can be dangerous when they break.”

“What brings ye here? and whae are ye?” says my uncle, angrily.

“What brings you here? And who are you?” says my uncle, angrily.

“I have no manner of inclination to rowt out my name to the country-side,” said Alan; “but what brings me here is another story, being more of your affair than mine; and if ye’re sure it’s what ye would like, I’ll set it to a tune and sing it to you.”

“I have no desire to shout my name to the countryside,” said Alan; “but what brings me here is a different story, being more about you than me; and if you’re sure it’s what you want, I’ll set it to a tune and sing it to you.”

“And what is’t?” asked my uncle.

“And what is it?” asked my uncle.

“David,” says Alan.

"David," Alan says.

“What was that?” cried my uncle, in a mighty changed voice.

“What was that?” my uncle shouted, his voice completely transformed.

“Shall I give ye the rest of the name, then?” said Alan.

“Should I give you the rest of the name, then?” said Alan.

There was a pause; and then, “I’m thinking I’ll better let ye in,” says my uncle, doubtfully.

There was a pause, and then my uncle said, "I think I should let you in," sounding unsure.

“I dare say that,” said Alan; “but the point is, Would I go? Now I will tell you what I am thinking. I am thinking that it is here upon this doorstep that we must confer upon this business; and it shall be here or nowhere at all whatever; for I would have you to understand that I am as stiffnecked as yoursel’, and a gentleman of better family.”

“I'll say this,” Alan said, “but the question is, would I actually go? Now let me tell you what I’m thinking. I believe we need to discuss this issue right here on this doorstep; it has to be here, or not at all. I want you to understand that I can be just as stubborn as you, and I come from a better family.”

This change of note disconcerted Ebenezer; he was a little while digesting it, and then says he, “Weel, weel, what must be must,” and shut the window. But it took him a long time to get down-stairs, and a still longer to undo the fastenings, repenting (I dare say) and taken with fresh claps of fear at every second step and every bolt and bar. At last, however, we heard the creak of the hinges, and it seems my uncle slipped gingerly out and (seeing that Alan had stepped back a pace or two) sate him down on the top doorstep with the blunderbuss ready in his hands.

This change of events unsettled Ebenezer; he spent a little while processing it, and then he said, “Well, well, what must be must,” and closed the window. However, it took him a long time to get downstairs, and even longer to unfasten everything, likely regretting it and feeling fresh waves of fear with every step, every bolt, and every bar. Finally, though, we heard the creak of the hinges, and it seemed my uncle carefully stepped outside and (noticing that Alan had taken a step back or two) sat down on the top step with the blunderbuss ready in his hands.

“And, now” says he, “mind I have my blunderbush, and if ye take a step nearer ye’re as good as deid.”

“And now,” he says, “just so you know, I have my blunderbuss, and if you take a step closer, you might as well be dead.”

“And a very civil speech,” says Alan, “to be sure.”

“And a very polite way to put it,” says Alan, “for sure.”

“Na,” says my uncle, “but this is no a very chanty kind of a proceeding, and I’m bound to be prepared. And now that we understand each other, ye’ll can name your business.”

“Na,” says my uncle, “but this isn’t a very casual situation, and I need to be ready. Now that we’re on the same page, you can tell me what you need.”

“Why,” says Alan, “you that are a man of so much understanding, will doubtless have perceived that I am a Hieland gentleman. My name has nae business in my story; but the county of my friends is no very far from the Isle of Mull, of which ye will have heard. It seems there was a ship lost in those parts; and the next day a gentleman of my family was seeking wreck-wood for his fire along the sands, when he came upon a lad that was half drowned. Well, he brought him to; and he and some other gentleman took and clapped him in an auld, ruined castle, where from that day to this he has been a great expense to my friends. My friends are a wee wild-like, and not so particular about the law as some that I could name; and finding that the lad owned some decent folk, and was your born nephew, Mr. Balfour, they asked me to give ye a bit call and confer upon the matter. And I may tell ye at the off-go, unless we can agree upon some terms, ye are little likely to set eyes upon him. For my friends,” added Alan, simply, “are no very well off.”

“Why,” says Alan, “you, being such a man of understanding, must have noticed that I’m a Highland gentleman. My name isn't important to my story, but my friends’ county isn’t too far from the Isle of Mull, which you’ve probably heard of. Apparently, a ship was lost in those waters; and the next day, a gentleman from my family was looking for driftwood for his fire along the beach when he found a boy who was half-drowned. He rescued him, and along with some other gentlemen, they brought him to an old, ruined castle, where he’s been quite a burden on my friends ever since. My friends are a little wild and not as concerned about the law as some people I could mention; and when they found out that the boy had some respectable relatives, and that he’s your biological nephew, Mr. Balfour, they asked me to give you a call and discuss the situation. And I should tell you right off, unless we can agree on some terms, it’s unlikely you’ll ever see him again. Because my friends,” Alan added plainly, “aren’t very well off.”

My uncle cleared his throat. “I’m no very caring,” says he. “He wasnae a good lad at the best of it, and I’ve nae call to interfere.”

My uncle cleared his throat. “I’m not very caring,” he said. “He wasn’t a good guy at the best of times, and I have no reason to get involved.”

“Ay, ay,” said Alan, “I see what ye would be at: pretending ye don’t care, to make the ransom smaller.”

“Ay, ay,” said Alan, “I see what you’re trying to do: acting like you don’t care, to get a lower ransom.”

“Na,” said my uncle, “it’s the mere truth. I take nae manner of interest in the lad, and I’ll pay nae ransome, and ye can make a kirk and a mill of him for what I care.”

“Yeah,” said my uncle, “it's just the truth. I have no interest in the kid, and I won’t pay any ransom, and you can do whatever you want with him for all I care.”

“Hoot, sir,” says Alan. “Blood’s thicker than water, in the deil’s name! Ye cannae desert your brother’s son for the fair shame of it; and if ye did, and it came to be kennt, ye wouldnae be very popular in your country-side, or I’m the more deceived.”

“Hoot, sir,” says Alan. “Blood is thicker than water, in the devil’s name! You can’t abandon your brother’s son just for the sake of it; and if you did, and it got out, you wouldn’t be very well-liked in your rural community, or I’m more mistaken.”

“I’m no just very popular the way it is,” returned Ebenezer; “and I dinnae see how it would come to be kennt. No by me, onyway; nor yet by you or your friends. So that’s idle talk, my buckie,” says he.

“I’m not really that popular, to begin with,” replied Ebenezer; “and I don’t see how it would come to be known. Not by me, anyway; nor by you or your friends. So that’s just nonsense, my friend,” he said.

“Then it’ll have to be David that tells it,” said Alan.

“Then it has to be David who shares it,” Alan said.

“How that?” says my uncle, sharply.

“How's that?” my uncle says sharply.

“Ou, just this way,” says Alan. “My friends would doubtless keep your nephew as long as there was any likelihood of siller to be made of it, but if there was nane, I am clearly of opinion they would let him gang where he pleased, and be damned to him!”

“Or, just this way,” says Alan. “My friends would definitely keep your nephew as long as there was any chance of making money from it, but if there wasn’t any, I’m pretty sure they would let him go wherever he wanted and not care about him!”

“Ay, but I’m no very caring about that either,” said my uncle. “I wouldnae be muckle made up with that.”

“Ay, but I don’t really care about that either,” said my uncle. “I wouldn’t be too happy about that.”

“I was thinking that,” said Alan.

"I was thinking that," Alan said.

“And what for why?” asked Ebenezer.

“And what for why?” asked Ebenezer.

“Why, Mr. Balfour,” replied Alan, “by all that I could hear, there were two ways of it: either ye liked David and would pay to get him back; or else ye had very good reasons for not wanting him, and would pay for us to keep him. It seems it’s not the first; well then, it’s the second; and blythe am I to ken it, for it should be a pretty penny in my pocket and the pockets of my friends.”

“Why, Mr. Balfour,” Alan replied, “from everything I heard, there were two possibilities: either you liked David and would pay to get him back; or you had really good reasons for not wanting him and would pay us to keep him. It seems it’s not the first option; well then, it’s the second. I'm glad to know it, because it should be a nice bit of money for me and my friends.”

“I dinnae follow ye there,” said my uncle.

“I don't follow you there,” said my uncle.

“No?” said Alan. “Well, see here: you dinnae want the lad back; well, what do ye want done with him, and how much will ye pay?”

“No?” said Alan. “Well, listen: you don’t want the kid back; so, what do you want done with him, and how much will you pay?”

My uncle made no answer, but shifted uneasily on his seat.

My uncle didn’t respond, but he shifted uncomfortably in his seat.

“Come, sir,” cried Alan. “I would have you to ken that I am a gentleman; I bear a king’s name; I am nae rider to kick my shanks at your hall door. Either give me an answer in civility, and that out of hand; or by the top of Glencoe, I will ram three feet of iron through your vitals.”

“Come on, sir,” yelled Alan. “I want you to know that I’m a gentleman; I carry a king’s name; I’m not just some guy to kick my heels at your front door. Either give me a polite answer right away, or I swear by the top of Glencoe, I will shove three feet of iron through you.”

“Eh, man,” cried my uncle, scrambling to his feet, “give me a meenit! What’s like wrong with ye? I’m just a plain man and nae dancing master; and I’m tryin to be as ceevil as it’s morally possible. As for that wild talk, it’s fair disrepitable. Vitals, says you! And where would I be with my blunderbush?” he snarled.

“Hey, man,” my uncle shouted, getting to his feet, “give me a minute! What’s wrong with you? I’m just an ordinary guy, not a dance instructor; and I’m trying to be as polite as I can. As for that crazy talk, it’s seriously disrespectful. Vital signs, you say! And where would I be with my shotgun?” he snapped.

“Powder and your auld hands are but as the snail to the swallow against the bright steel in the hands of Alan,” said the other. “Before your jottering finger could find the trigger, the hilt would dirl on your breast-bane.”

“Powder and your old hands are like a snail to a swallow compared to the bright steel in Alan's hands,” said the other. “Before your fumbling finger could find the trigger, the hilt would slam against your chest.”

“Eh, man, whae’s denying it?” said my uncle. “Pit it as ye please, hae’t your ain way; I’ll do naething to cross ye. Just tell me what like ye’ll be wanting, and ye’ll see that we’ll can agree fine.”

“Eh, man, who's denying it?” said my uncle. “Put it how you want; you do it your way; I won’t do anything to stop you. Just tell me what you want, and you’ll see that we can agree just fine.”

“Troth, sir,” said Alan, “I ask for nothing but plain dealing. In two words: do ye want the lad killed or kept?”

“Honestly, sir,” said Alan, “I only want straightforward honesty. In two words: do you want the kid dead or safe?”

“O, sirs!” cried Ebenezer. “O, sirs, me! that’s no kind of language!”

“O, guys!” cried Ebenezer. “O, guys, come on! That’s not how you talk!”

“Killed or kept!” repeated Alan.

“Killed or kept!” Alan repeated.

“O, keepit, keepit!” wailed my uncle. “We’ll have nae bloodshed, if you please.”

“O, just keep it, keep it!” my uncle cried. “We don’t want any bloodshed, if you don’t mind.”

“Well,” says Alan, “as ye please; that’ll be the dearer.”

“Well,” says Alan, “if that's what you want; it'll cost more.”

“The dearer?” cries Ebenezer. “Would ye fyle your hands wi’ crime?”

“The dearer?” cries Ebenezer. “Would you dirty your hands with crime?”

“Hoot!” said Alan, “they’re baith crime, whatever! And the killing’s easier, and quicker, and surer. Keeping the lad’ll be a fashious[35] job, a fashious, kittle business.”

“Hoot!” said Alan, “they’re both crimes, no matter what! And killing is easier, quicker, and more certain. Keeping the kid will be a troublesome[35] job, a troublesome, tricky business.”

[35] Troublesome.

Annoying.

“I’ll have him keepit, though,” returned my uncle. “I never had naething to do with onything morally wrong; and I’m no gaun to begin to pleasure a wild Hielandman.”

“I’ll have him keep it, though,” my uncle replied. “I’ve never been involved in anything morally wrong, and I’m not going to start by pleasing a wild Highlander.”

“Ye’re unco scrupulous,” sneered Alan.

"You're very meticulous," sneered Alan.

“I’m a man o’ principle,” said Ebenezer, simply; “and if I have to pay for it, I’ll have to pay for it. And besides,” says he, “ye forget the lad’s my brother’s son.”

“I’m a man of principle,” said Ebenezer, simply. “And if I have to pay for it, then I will. Besides,” he said, “you forget that the kid is my brother’s son.”

“Well, well,” said Alan, “and now about the price. It’s no very easy for me to set a name upon it; I would first have to ken some small matters. I would have to ken, for instance, what ye gave Hoseason at the first off-go?”

"Well, well," Alan said, "now let's talk about the price. It's not easy for me to put a number on it; I first need to know a few details. For example, what did you offer Hoseason at the start?"

“Hoseason!” cries my uncle, struck aback. “What for?”

“Hoseason!” my uncle exclaimed, taken aback. “What for?”

“For kidnapping David,” says Alan.

“For kidnapping David,” says Alan.

“It’s a lee, it’s a black lee!” cried my uncle. “He was never kidnapped. He leed in his throat that tauld ye that. Kidnapped? He never was!”

“It’s a lie, it’s a complete lie!” shouted my uncle. “He was never kidnapped. He lied to you, and that’s what you believed. Kidnapped? He never was!”

“That’s no fault of mine nor yet of yours,” said Alan; “nor yet of Hoseason’s, if he’s a man that can be trusted.”

“That's not my fault or yours,” Alan said, “and it's not Hoseason's fault either, if he's someone you can trust.”

“What do ye mean?” cried Ebenezer. “Did Hoseason tell ye?”

“What do you mean?” cried Ebenezer. “Did Hoseason tell you?”

“Why, ye donnered auld runt, how else would I ken?” cried Alan. “Hoseason and me are partners; we gang shares; so ye can see for yoursel’ what good ye can do leeing. And I must plainly say ye drove a fool’s bargain when ye let a man like the sailor-man so far forward in your private matters. But that’s past praying for; and ye must lie on your bed the way ye made it. And the point in hand is just this: what did ye pay him?”

“Why, you old fool, how else would I know?” shouted Alan. “Hoseason and I are partners; we share everything; so you can see for yourself what trouble you can cause lying. And I have to say you made a foolish deal when you let a guy like the sailor get so involved in your private affairs. But that’s water under the bridge; you have to lie on the bed you've made. And the issue at hand is this: what did you pay him?”

“Has he tauld ye himsel’?” asked my uncle.

“Did he tell you himself?” my uncle asked.

“That’s my concern,” said Alan.

"That's my worry," said Alan.

“Weel,” said my uncle, “I dinnae care what he said, he leed, and the solemn God’s truth is this, that I gave him twenty pound. But I’ll be perfec’ly honest with ye: forby that, he was to have the selling of the lad in Caroliny, whilk would be as muckle mair, but no from my pocket, ye see.”

“Well,” said my uncle, “I don’t care what he said, he lied, and the solemn truth is that I gave him twenty pounds. But I’ll be perfectly honest with you: apart from that, he was supposed to handle the sale of the boy in Carolina, which would have been much more, but not from my pocket, you see.”

“Thank you, Mr. Thomson. That will do excellently well,” said the lawyer, stepping forward; and then mighty civilly, “Good-evening, Mr. Balfour,” said he.

“Thank you, Mr. Thomson. That will work perfectly,” said the lawyer, stepping forward; and then very politely, “Good evening, Mr. Balfour,” he said.

And, “Good-evening, Uncle Ebenezer,” said I.

And, “Good evening, Uncle Ebenezer,” I said.

And, “It’s a braw nicht, Mr. Balfour,” added Torrance.

And, “It’s a cold night, Mr. Balfour,” added Torrance.

My uncle just sat where he was on the top doorstep and stared upon us like a man turned to stone

Never a word said my uncle, neither black nor white; but just sat where he was on the top door-step and stared upon us like a man turned to stone. Alan filched away his blunderbuss; and the lawyer, taking him by the arm, plucked him up from the doorstep, led him into the kitchen, whither we all followed, and set him down in a chair beside the hearth, where the fire was out and only a rush-light burning.

Never a word did my uncle say, neither good nor bad; he just sat where he was on the top step and stared at us like a man turned to stone. Alan quietly took his blunderbuss away; then the lawyer, taking him by the arm, lifted him from the step, carried him into the kitchen, where we all followed, and set him down in a chair next to the hearth, where the fire was out and only a candle was burning.

There we all looked upon him for a while, exulting greatly in our success, but yet with a sort of pity for the man’s shame.

There we all looked at him for a while, feeling really proud of our success, but also a bit sorry for the man’s embarrassment.

“Come, come, Mr. Ebenezer,” said the lawyer, “you must not be down-hearted, for I promise you we shall make easy terms. In the meanwhile give us the cellar key, and Torrance shall draw us a bottle of your father’s wine in honour of the event.” Then, turning to me and taking me by the hand, “Mr. David,” says he, “I wish you all joy in your good fortune, which I believe to be deserved.” And then to Alan, with a spice of drollery, “Mr. Thomson, I pay you my compliment; it was most artfully conducted; but in one point you somewhat outran my comprehension. Do I understand your name to be James? or Charles? or is it George, perhaps?”

“Come on, Mr. Ebenezer,” said the lawyer, “don’t be discouraged. I promise we’ll work out fair terms. In the meantime, please give us the cellar key, and Torrance will pour us a bottle of your father’s wine to celebrate the occasion.” Then, turning to me and taking my hand, he said, “Mr. David, I wish you all the best in your good fortune, which I believe you truly deserve.” Then, with a hint of humor directed at Alan, he added, “Mr. Thomson, I commend you; it was very cleverly done, but there’s one part that confused me a bit. Is your name James? Or Charles? Or perhaps George?”

“And why should it be any of the three, sir?” quoth Alan, drawing himself up, like one who smelt an offence.

“And why should it be any of the three, sir?” Alan said, standing tall, like someone who sensed an insult.

“Only, sir, that you mentioned a king’s name,” replied Rankeillor; “and as there has never yet been a King Thomson, or his fame at least has never come my way, I judged you must refer to that you had in baptism.”

“Only, sir, you mentioned a king's name,” replied Rankeillor; “and since there has never been a King Thomson, or at least I’ve never heard of him, I figured you must be referring to the name you were given at baptism.”

This was just the stab that Alan would feel keenest, and I am free to confess he took it very ill. Not a word would he answer, but stepped off to the far end of the kitchen, and sat down and sulked; and it was not till I stepped after him, and gave him my hand, and thanked him by title as the chief spring of my success, that he began to smile a bit, and was at last prevailed upon to join our party.

This was exactly the kind of insult that hit Alan the hardest, and I honestly admit he took it very poorly. He didn’t say a word but walked to the far end of the kitchen, sat down, and sulked. It wasn't until I went after him, took his hand, and thanked him as the main reason for my success that he started to smile a little and finally agreed to join our group.

By that time we had the fire lighted, and a bottle of wine uncorked; a good supper came out of the basket, to which Torrance and I and Alan set ourselves down; while the lawyer and my uncle passed into the next chamber to consult. They stayed there closeted about an hour; at the end of which period they had come to a good understanding, and my uncle and I set our hands to the agreement in a formal manner. By the terms of this, my uncle bound himself to satisfy Rankeillor as to his intromissions, and to pay me two clear thirds of the yearly income of Shaws.

By that time, we had the fire going and a bottle of wine opened; a good dinner came out of the basket, and Torrance, Alan, and I sat down to eat while the lawyer and my uncle went into the next room to discuss things. They were in there for about an hour; by the end of that time, they had reached a good understanding, and my uncle and I formally signed the agreement. According to the terms, my uncle committed to satisfying Rankeillor regarding his dealings and to pay me two-thirds of the annual income from Shaws.

So the beggar in the ballad had come home; and when I lay down that night on the kitchen chests, I was a man of means and had a name in the country. Alan and Torrance and Rankeillor slept and snored on their hard beds; but for me who had lain out under heaven and upon dirt and stones, so many days and nights, and often with an empty belly, and in fear of death, this good change in my case unmanned me more than any of the former evil ones; and I lay till dawn, looking at the fire on the roof and planning the future.

So the beggar in the ballad had returned home; and when I lay down that night on the kitchen chests, I was a man of means and had a reputation in the country. Alan, Torrance, and Rankeillor slept and snored on their hard beds; but for me, who had spent so many days and nights outside under the sky and on dirt and stones, often with an empty stomach, and in fear of death, this good change in my situation felt more overwhelming than all the previous hardships. I lay there until dawn, staring at the fire on the roof and planning for the future.

Chapter XXX

CHAPTER XXX
GOOD-BYE

S

o far as I was concerned myself, I had come to port; but I had still Alan, to whom I was so much beholden, on my hands; and I felt besides a heavy charge in the matter of the murder and James of the Glens. On both these heads I unbosomed to Rankeillor the next morning, walking to and fro about six of the clock before the house of Shaws, and with nothing in view but the fields and woods that had been my ancestors’ and were now mine. Even as I spoke on these grave subjects, my eye would take a glad bit of a run over the prospect, and my heart jump with pride.

As far as I was concerned, I had reached the end of my journey; but I still had Alan, to whom I owed so much, to deal with. I also felt the weight of the issue regarding the murder and James of the Glens. The next morning, I opened up to Rankeillor about both these matters while pacing back and forth around six o’clock in front of the house of Shaws, with nothing in sight but the fields and woods that had belonged to my ancestors and were now mine. Even while discussing these serious topics, my gaze would wander happily over the landscape, and my heart would swell with pride.

About my clear duty to my friend, the lawyer had no doubt. I must help him out of the county at whatever risk; but in the case of James, he was of a different mind.

About my clear duty to my friend, the lawyer had no doubt. I must help him out of the county at any cost; but in James's case, he felt differently.

“Mr. Thomson,” says he, “is one thing, Mr. Thomson’s kinsman quite another. I know little of the facts, but I gather that a great noble (whom we will call, if you like, the D. of A.)[36] has some concern and is even supposed to feel some animosity in the matter. The D. of A. is doubtless an excellent nobleman; but, Mr. David, timeo qui nocuere deos. If you interfere to balk his vengeance, you should remember there is one way to shut your testimony out; and that is to put you in the dock. There, you would be in the same pickle as Mr. Thomson’s kinsman. You will object that you are innocent; well, but so is he. And to be tried for your life before a Highland jury, on a Highland quarrel and with a Highland Judge upon the bench, would be a brief transition to the gallows.”

“Mr. Thomson,” he says, “is one thing, but Mr. Thomson’s relative is quite another. I don’t know all the details, but I hear that a powerful nobleman (let’s just call him the D. of A.)[36] has some interest in this and is even thought to hold a grudge. The D. of A. is certainly a respectable nobleman; however, Mr. David, timeo qui nocuere deos. If you step in to thwart his revenge, you should keep in mind that there’s a way to silence your testimony, and that’s to put you on trial. In that case, you would be in the same situation as Mr. Thomson’s relative. You might argue that you’re innocent; well, so is he. And being tried for your life in front of a Highland jury for a Highland dispute, with a Highland Judge presiding, would be a quick trip to the gallows.”

[36] The Duke of Argyle.

The Duke of Argyll.

Now I had made all these reasonings before and found no very good reply to them; so I put on all the simplicity I could. “In that case, sir,” said I, “I would just have to be hanged—would I not?”

Now I had thought about all these arguments before and didn’t find any solid answers to them, so I acted as simple as I could. “In that case, sir,” I said, “I guess I would just have to be hanged—wouldn’t I?”

“My dear boy,” cries he, “go in God’s name, and do what you think is right. It is a poor thought that at my time of life I should be advising you to choose the safe and shameful; and I take it back with an apology. Go and do your duty; and be hanged, if you must, like a gentleman. There are worse things in the world than to be hanged.”

“My dear boy,” he exclaims, “go in God's name, and do what you believe is right. It's a sad thought that at my age I should be telling you to pick the safe and shameful route; I apologize for that. Go and do your duty; and if you have to be hanged, then face it like a gentleman. There are worse things in the world than being hanged.”

“Not many, sir,” said I, smiling.

“Not many, sir,” I said, smiling.

“Why, yes, sir,” he cried, “very many. And it would be ten times better for your uncle (to go no farther afield) if he were dangling decently upon a gibbet.”

“Of course, sir,” he exclaimed, “lots of them. And it would be ten times better for your uncle (not to mention anything else) if he were hanging properly on a gallows.”

Thereupon he turned into the house (still in a great fervour of mind, so that I saw I had pleased him heartily) and there he wrote me two letters, making his comments on them as he wrote.

He then went into the house (still feeling very excited, so I could tell I had really made him happy) and there he wrote me two letters, sharing his thoughts on them as he wrote.

“This,” says he, “is to my bankers, the British Linen Company, placing a credit to your name. Consult Mr. Thomson, he will know of ways; and you, with this credit, can supply the means. I trust you will be a good husband of your money; but in the affair of a friend like Mr. Thomson, I would be even prodigal. Then for his kinsman, there is no better way than that you should seek the Advocate, tell him your tale, and offer testimony; whether he may take it or not, is quite another matter, and will turn on the D. of A. Now, that you may reach the Lord Advocate well recommended, I give you here a letter to a namesake of your own, the learned Mr. Balfour of Pilrig, a man whom I esteem. It will look better that you should be presented by one of your own name; and the laird of Pilrig is much looked up to in the Faculty and stands well with Lord Advocate Grant. I would not trouble him, if I were you, with any particulars; and (do you know?) I think it would be needless to refer to Mr. Thomson. Form yourself upon the laird, he is a good model; when you deal with the Advocate, be discreet; and in all these matters, may the Lord guide you, Mr. David!”

“This,” he says, “is for my bankers, the British Linen Company, to give you a credit under your name. Talk to Mr. Thomson; he’ll know how to help. With this credit, you can provide the resources you need. I hope you’ll handle your money wisely; but for a friend like Mr. Thomson, I’d be more generous. As for his relative, the best approach is to consult the Advocate, share your story, and offer your testimony; whether he accepts it is another issue and depends on the D. of A. To ensure you’re well-recommended when you meet the Lord Advocate, I’m giving you a letter to a namesake of yours, the learned Mr. Balfour of Pilrig, a person I hold in high regard. It will look better if you’re introduced by someone who shares your name; the laird of Pilrig is highly respected in the Faculty and has a good standing with Lord Advocate Grant. I wouldn’t bother him with too many details if I were you, and (do you know?) I think it’s unnecessary to mention Mr. Thomson. Follow the laird’s example; he’s a good role model. When dealing with the Advocate, be careful; and in all these matters, may the Lord guide you, Mr. David!”

Thereupon he took his farewell, and set out with Torrance for the Ferry, while Alan and I turned our faces for the city of Edinburgh. As we went by the footpath and beside the gateposts and the unfinished lodge, we kept looking back at the house of my fathers. It stood there, bare and great and smokeless, like a place not lived in; only in one of the top windows, there was the peak of a nightcap bobbing up and down and back and forward, like the head of a rabbit from a burrow. I had little welcome when I came, and less kindness while I stayed; but at least I was watched as I went away.

Then he said his goodbyes and left with Torrance for the Ferry, while Alan and I headed toward the city of Edinburgh. As we walked along the path by the gateposts and the unfinished lodge, we kept glancing back at the house of my ancestors. It stood there, empty and imposing and free of smoke, like a place that wasn’t lived in; only in one of the top windows, the tip of a nightcap was bobbing up and down and side to side, like a rabbit peeking out of a burrow. I received little welcome when I arrived, and even less kindness during my stay; but at least I was being watched as I left.

Alan and I went slowly forward upon our way, having little heart either to walk or speak. The same thought was uppermost in both, that we were near the time of our parting; and remembrance of all the bygone days sate upon us sorely. We talked indeed of what should be done; and it was resolved that Alan should keep to the county, biding now here, now there, but coming once in the day to a particular place where I might be able to communicate with him, either in my own person or by messenger. In the meanwhile, I was to seek out a lawyer, who was an Appin Stewart, and a man therefore to be wholly trusted; and it should be his part to find a ship and to arrange for Alan’s safe embarkation. No sooner was this business done, than the words seemed to leave us; and though I would seek to jest with Alan under the name of Mr. Thomson, and he with me on my new clothes and my estate, you could feel very well that we were nearer tears than laughter.

Alan and I slowly moved forward, feeling too down to walk or talk much. We both felt the same heavy thought that our parting was coming soon, and the memories of all the days gone by weighed on us. We talked about what to do next, and we decided that Alan would stay in the county, moving around and visiting different places, but he would come to a specific spot once a day where I could meet him, either in person or through a messenger. Meanwhile, I was to find a lawyer, a trustworthy Appin Stewart, who would help locate a ship and arrange for Alan’s safe departure. Once this was settled, the words seemed to fade between us; even though I tried to joke with Alan by calling him Mr. Thomson and he teased me about my new clothes and status, it was clear we were closer to tears than laughter.

We came the by-way over the hill of Corstorphine; and when we got near to the place called Rest-and-be-Thankful, and looked down on Corstorphine bogs and over to the city and the castle on the hill, we both stopped, for we both knew without a word said that we had come to where our ways parted. Here he repeated to me once again what had been agreed upon between us: the address of the lawyer, the daily hour at which Alan might be found, and the signals that were to be made by any that came seeking him. Then I gave what money I had (a guinea or two of Rankeillor’s) so that he should not starve in the meanwhile; and then we stood a space, and looked over at Edinburgh in silence.

We took the back road over the hill of Corstorphine; and when we got close to a place called Rest-and-be-Thankful, and looked down at the Corstorphine bogs and over to the city and the castle on the hill, we both paused, knowing without saying a word that we had arrived at the point where our paths diverged. Here, he once again recapped what we had agreed upon: the lawyer's address, the daily time Alan could be found, and the signals that anyone searching for him should make. Then I handed him the money I had (a guinea or two from Rankeillor) so he wouldn’t go hungry in the meantime; and then we stood silently for a while, gazing over at Edinburgh.

“Well, good-bye,” said Alan, and held out his left hand.

“Well, bye,” said Alan, extending his left hand.

Well, good-by, said Alan, and held out his left hand

“Good-bye,” said I, and gave the hand a little grasp, and went off down hill.

“Goodbye,” I said, giving the hand a light squeeze before heading down the hill.

Neither one of us looked the other in the face, nor so long as he was in my view did I take one back glance at the friend I was leaving. But as I went on my way to the city, I felt so lost and lonesome, that I could have found it in my heart to sit down by the dyke, and cry and weep like any baby.

Neither of us looked at each other, and as long as he was in sight, I didn't glance back at the friend I was leaving behind. But as I continued on my way to the city, I felt so lost and lonely that I could have sat down by the levee and cried like a baby.

It was coming near noon when I passed in by the West Kirk and the Grassmarket into the streets of the capital. The huge height of the buildings, running up to ten and fifteen storeys, the narrow arched entries that continually vomited passengers, the wares of the merchants in their windows, the hubbub and endless stir, the foul smells and the fine clothes, and a hundred other particulars too small to mention, struck me into a kind of stupor of surprise, so that I let the crowd carry me to and fro; and yet all the time what I was thinking of was Alan at Rest-and-be-Thankful; and all the time (although you would think I would not choose but be delighted with these braws and novelties) there was a cold gnawing in my inside like a remorse for something wrong.

It was almost noon when I walked past the West Kirk and the Grassmarket into the streets of the city. The tall buildings, towering ten to fifteen stories high, the narrow arched entrances that constantly let out people, the merchants' goods displayed in their windows, the noise and endless activity, the bad smells and fancy clothes, and a hundred other little details I can't even mention left me in a state of shock. I let the crowd push me around, but all the while, I was thinking about Alan at Rest-and-be-Thankful; and even though you’d think I would be thrilled by all the sights and sounds, there was a nagging feeling inside me like guilt for something wrong.

The hand of Providence brought me in my drifting to the very doors of the British Linen Company’s bank.

The hand of Providence led me, in my wandering, right to the doors of the British Linen Company’s bank.


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