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PRIDE AND PREJUDICE:

A NOVEL.

IN THREE VOLUMES.

BY THE AUTHOR OF "SENSE AND SENSIBILITY."

VOL. I.

 

 

 

London:
PRINTED FOR T. EGERTON,
MILITARY LIBRARY, WHITEHALL.
1813.

London:
PRINTED FOR T. EGERTON,
MILITARY LIBRARY, WHITEHALL.
1813.

Morning Attire.
Invented by Mrs Bell 26 Charlotte Street Bedford Square.
Engraved for No. 72 of La Belle Assemblee 1st July 1815


PRIDE & PREJUDICE.


CHAPTER I.

It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a single man in possession of a good fortune, must be in want of a wife.

It is universally understood that a single man with a good fortune must be looking for a wife.

However little known the feelings or views of such a man may be on his first entering a neighbourhood, this truth is so well fixed in the minds of the surrounding families, that he is considered as the rightful property of some one or other of their daughters.

However little known the feelings or views of such a man might be when he first enters a neighborhood, this truth is so firmly established in the minds of the families around him that he is seen as the rightful match for one or another of their daughters.

"My dear Mr. Bennet," said his lady to him one day, "have you heard that Netherfield Park is let at last?"

"My dear Mr. Bennet," his wife said to him one day, "have you heard that Netherfield Park has finally been rented?"

Mr. Bennet replied that he had not.

Mr. Bennet replied that he hadn’t.

"But it is," returned she; "for Mrs. Long has just been here, and she told me all about it."

"But it is," she replied; "because Mrs. Long just came by and told me everything about it."

Mr. Bennet made no answer.

Mr. Bennet didn’t reply.

"Do not you want to know who has taken it?" cried his wife impatiently.

"Don't you want to know who took it?" his wife exclaimed impatiently.

"You want to tell me, and I have no objection to hearing it."

"You want to tell me, and I'm open to hearing it."

This was invitation enough.

This was inviting enough.

"Why, my dear, you must know, Mrs. Long says that Netherfield is taken by a young man of large fortune from the north of England; that he came down on Monday in a chaise and four to see the place, and was so much delighted with it that he agreed with Mr. Morris immediately; that he is to take possession before Michaelmas, and some of his servants are to be in the house by the end of next week."

"Well, my dear, you should know that Mrs. Long says Netherfield has been rented by a young man with a lot of money from northern England. He came down on Monday in a fancy carriage to check out the place, and he liked it so much that he made an agreement with Mr. Morris right away. He’s supposed to move in before Michaelmas, and some of his staff will be in the house by the end of next week."

"What is his name?"

"What's his name?"

"Bingley."

"Bingley."

"Is he married or single?"

"Is he married or not?"

"Oh! single, my dear, to be sure! A single man of large fortune; four or five thousand a year. What a fine thing for our girls!"

"Oh! Single, my dear, for sure! A single man with a large fortune; four or five thousand a year. What a great opportunity for our daughters!"

"How so? how can it affect them?"

"How is that possible? How can it impact them?"

"My dear Mr. Bennet," replied his wife, "how can you be so tiresome! You must know that I am thinking of his marrying one of them."

"My dear Mr. Bennet," his wife replied, "how can you be so annoying! You must know that I'm thinking about him marrying one of them."

"Is that his design in settling here?"

"Is that his plan for moving here?"

"Design! nonsense, how can you talk so! But it is very likely that he may fall in love with one of them, and therefore you must visit him as soon as he comes."

"Design! Nonsense, how can you say that! But it's very likely that he might fall in love with one of them, so you need to visit him as soon as he arrives."

"I see no occasion for that. You and the girls may go, or you may send them by themselves, which perhaps will be still better, for as you are as handsome as any of them, Mr. Bingley might like you the best of the party."

"I don’t see why that’s necessary. You and the girls can go, or you can send them on their own, which might be even better, because since you’re just as attractive as any of them, Mr. Bingley might prefer you the most in the group."

"My dear, you flatter me. I certainly have had my share of beauty, but I do not pretend to be any thing extraordinary now. When a woman has five grown up daughters, she ought to give over thinking of her own beauty."

"My dear, you’re flattering me. I definitely have had my share of beauty, but I don’t pretend to be anything special anymore. When a woman has five grown daughters, she should stop thinking about her own beauty."

"In such cases, a woman has not often much beauty to think of."

"In those situations, a woman usually doesn't have much beauty to consider."

"But, my dear, you must indeed go and see Mr. Bingley when he comes into the neighbourhood."

"But you really should go and see Mr. Bingley when he comes to the area."

"It is more than I engage for, I assure you."

"It's more than I can promise you, I assure you."

"But consider your daughters. Only think what an establishment it would be for one of them. Sir William and Lady Lucas are determined to go, merely on that account, for in general you know they visit no new comers. Indeed you must go, for it will be impossible for us to visit him, if you do not."

"But think about your daughters. Imagine how great it would be for one of them. Sir William and Lady Lucas have decided to go, just because of that, since usually they don't visit newcomers. You really have to go, because it will be impossible for us to visit him if you don't."

"You are over scrupulous surely. I dare say Mr. Bingley will be very glad to see you; and I will send a few lines by you to assure him of my hearty consent to his marrying which ever he chuses of the girls; though I must throw in a good word for my little Lizzy."

"You’re being way too careful, for sure. I’m sure Mr. Bingley will be really happy to see you; and I’ll send him a short note through you to give him my full support for marrying whichever of the girls he likes; although I have to put in a good word for my little Lizzy."

"I desire you will do no such thing. Lizzy is not a bit better than the others; and I am sure she is not half so handsome as Jane, nor half so good humoured as Lydia. But you are always giving her the preference."

"I really hope you won’t do that. Lizzy is no better than the others; I’m sure she’s not nearly as pretty as Jane, or as fun as Lydia. But you always seem to prefer her."

"They have none of them much to recommend them," replied he; "they are all silly and ignorant like other girls; but Lizzy has something more of quickness than her sisters."

"They don’t really stand out," he replied; "they're all just as silly and ignorant as other girls, but Lizzy has a bit more cleverness than her sisters."

"Mr. Bennet, how can you abuse your own children in such a way? You take delight in vexing me. You have no compassion on my poor nerves."

"Mr. Bennet, how can you treat your own children like this? You take pleasure in annoying me. You have no empathy for my poor nerves."

"You mistake me, my dear. I have a high respect for your nerves. They are my old friends. I have heard you mention them with consideration these twenty years at least."

"You misunderstand me, my dear. I have a great respect for your nerves. They are my longtime friends. I've heard you talk about them thoughtfully for at least twenty years."

"Ah! you do not know what I suffer."

"Ah! you have no idea what I'm going through."

"But I hope you will get over it, and live to see many young men of four thousand a year come into the neighbourhood."

"But I hope you'll move past it and get to see many young guys making four thousand a year come into the area."

"It will be no use to us, if twenty such should come since you will not visit them."

"It won't do us any good if twenty of them come because you won't go see them."

"Depend upon it, my dear, that when there are twenty, I will visit them all."

"Count on it, my dear, that when there are twenty, I will visit every single one."

Mr. Bennet was so odd a mixture of quick parts, sarcastic humour, reserve, and caprice, that the experience of three and twenty years had been insufficient to make his wife understand his character. Her mind was less difficult to develope. She was a woman of mean understanding, little information, and uncertain temper. When she was discontented she fancied herself nervous. The business of her life was to get her daughters married; its solace was visiting and news.

Mr. Bennet had such a strange mix of sharp intelligence, sarcastic humor, aloofness, and unpredictability that after twenty-three years, his wife still couldn't figure him out. Her mind was easier to read. She was a woman of average intelligence, limited knowledge, and an unpredictable mood. When she was unhappy, she thought of herself as being nervous. The main focus of her life was to marry off her daughters; her pastime was socializing and gossiping.


CHAPTER II.

Mr. Bennet was among the earliest of those who waited on Mr. Bingley. He had always intended to visit him, though to the last always assuring his wife that he should not go; and till the evening after the visit was paid, she had no knowledge of it. It was then disclosed in the following manner. Observing his second daughter employed in trimming a hat, he suddenly addressed her with,

Mr. Bennet was one of the first to visit Mr. Bingley. He had always planned to go see him, even though he constantly told his wife that he wouldn’t; and up until the evening after the visit, she had no idea. It was revealed in the following way. Noticing his second daughter working on a hat, he suddenly said to her,

"I hope Mr. Bingley will like it Lizzy."

"I hope Mr. Bingley will like it, Lizzy."

"We are not in a way to know what Mr. Bingley likes," said her mother resentfully, "since we are not to visit."

"We have no way of knowing what Mr. Bingley likes," her mother said with resentment, "since we aren't allowed to visit."

"But you forget, mama," said Elizabeth, "that we shall meet him at the assemblies, and that Mrs. Long has promised to introduce him."

"But you forget, mom," said Elizabeth, "that we'll see him at the gatherings, and that Mrs. Long has agreed to introduce him."

"I do not believe Mrs. Long will do any such thing. She has two nieces of her own. She is a selfish, hypocritical woman, and I have no opinion of her."

"I don’t think Mrs. Long will do anything like that. She has two nieces of her own. She’s a selfish, two-faced woman, and I don’t think much of her."

"No more have I," said Mr. Bennet; "and I am glad to find that you do not depend on her serving you."

"No more do I," said Mr. Bennet; "and I'm glad to see that you don't rely on her to serve you."

Mrs. Bennet deigned not to make any reply; but unable to contain herself, began scolding one of her daughters.

Mrs. Bennet didn’t bother to respond; instead, unable to hold back, she started scolding one of her daughters.

"Don't keep coughing so, Kitty, for heaven's sake! Have a little compassion on my nerves. You tear them to pieces."

"Please stop coughing so much, Kitty, for goodness' sake! Have a little sympathy for my nerves. You're really making them fray."

"Kitty has no discretion in her coughs," said her father; "she times them ill."

"Kitty has no control over her coughs," her father said; "she times them poorly."

"I do not cough for my own amusement," replied Kitty fretfully.

"I don't cough for my own entertainment," Kitty replied irritably.

"When is your next ball to be, Lizzy?"

"When is your next dance, Lizzy?"

"To-morrow fortnight."

"In two weeks."

"Aye, so it is," cried her mother, "and Mrs. Long does not come back till the day before; so, it will be impossible for her to introduce him, for she will not know him herself."

"Yes, that's true," her mother exclaimed, "and Mrs. Long won't be back until the day before; so, it will be impossible for her to introduce him since she won't know him herself."

"Then, my dear, you may have the advantage of your friend, and introduce Mr. Bingley to her."

"Then, my dear, you might have the chance to introduce Mr. Bingley to her."

"Impossible, Mr. Bennet, impossible, when I am not acquainted with him myself; how can you be so teazing?"

"That's impossible, Mr. Bennet, impossible! Since I don’t know him myself, how can you be so annoying?"

"I honour your circumspection. A fortnight's acquaintance is certainly very little. One cannot know what a man really is by the end of a fortnight. But if we do not venture, somebody else will; and after all, Mrs. Long and her nieces must stand their chance; and therefore, as she will think it an act of kindness, if you decline the office, I will take it on myself."

"I appreciate your caution. Two weeks is definitely a short time. You can't truly understand someone in just two weeks. But if we don't take the chance, someone else will; and after all, Mrs. Long and her nieces deserve a shot at it. So, since she’ll see it as a favor if you turn down the role, I’ll take it on myself."

The girls stared at their father. Mrs. Bennet said only, "Nonsense, nonsense!"

The girls looked at their dad. Mrs. Bennet simply said, "That’s ridiculous, ridiculous!"

"What can be the meaning of that emphatic exclamation?" cried he. "Do you consider the forms of introduction, and the stress that is laid on them, as nonsense? I cannot quite agree with you there. What say you, Mary? for you are a young lady of deep reflection I know, and read great books, and make extracts."

"What could that strong exclamation mean?" he exclaimed. "Do you think the ways of introducing things and the emphasis placed on them are just nonsense? I can’t fully agree with you there. What do you think, Mary? Because I know you’re a thoughtful young lady, you read a lot of great books, and make notes."

Mary wished to say something very sensible, but knew not how.

Mary wanted to say something really smart, but didn't know how.

"While Mary is adjusting her ideas," he continued, "let us return to Mr. Bingley."

"While Mary is figuring out her thoughts," he continued, "let's go back to Mr. Bingley."

"I am sick of Mr. Bingley," cried his wife.

"I’m tired of Mr. Bingley," complained his wife.

"I am sorry to hear that; but why did not you tell me so before? If I had known as much this morning, I certainly would not have called on him. It is very unlucky; but as I have actually paid the visit, we cannot escape the acquaintance now."

"I'm sorry to hear that; but why didn’t you tell me before? If I had known that much this morning, I definitely wouldn't have visited him. It's really unfortunate; but since I've actually made the visit, we can't avoid getting to know each other now."

The astonishment of the ladies was just what he wished; that of Mrs. Bennet perhaps surpassing the rest; though when the first tumult of joy was over, she began to declare that it was what she had expected all the while.

The surprise of the ladies was exactly what he wanted; Mrs. Bennet's reaction was probably the most intense; although once the initial excitement wore off, she started to say that it was what she had expected all along.

"How good it was in you, my dear Mr. Bennet! But I knew I should persuade you at last. I was sure you loved your girls too well to neglect such an acquaintance. Well, how pleased I am! and it is such a good joke, too, that you should have gone this morning, and never said a word about it till now."

"How great it was of you, my dear Mr. Bennet! But I knew I could finally convince you. I was certain you loved your daughters too much to ignore such a connection. Well, I'm so pleased! And it's such a funny coincidence that you went this morning and didn’t mention a word about it until now."

"Now, Kitty, you may cough as much as you chuse," said Mr. Bennet; and, as he spoke, he left the room, fatigued with the raptures of his wife.

"Now, Kitty, you can cough as much as you want," said Mr. Bennet; and, as he spoke, he left the room, tired from his wife's excitement.

"What an excellent father you have, girls," said she, when the door was shut. "I do not know how you will ever make him amends for his kindness; or me either, for that matter. At our time of life, it is not so pleasant I can tell you, to be making new acquaintance every day; but for your sakes, we would do any thing. Lydia, my love, though you are the youngest, I dare say Mr. Bingley will dance with you at the next ball."

"What a great dad you have, girls," she said once the door was closed. "I honestly don’t know how you’ll ever repay him for his kindness—or me, for that matter. At our age, making new friends every day isn’t exactly fun, let me tell you; but for your sake, we’d do anything. Lydia, darling, even though you’re the youngest, I bet Mr. Bingley will dance with you at the next ball."

"Oh!" said Lydia stoutly, "I am not afraid; for though I am the youngest, I'm the tallest."

"Oh!" said Lydia confidently, "I'm not afraid; even though I am the youngest, I'm the tallest."

The rest of the evening was spent in conjecturing how soon he would return Mr. Bennet's visit, and determining when they should ask him to dinner.

The rest of the evening was spent guessing how soon he would return Mr. Bennet's visit and deciding when they should invite him to dinner.


CHAPTER III.

Not all that Mrs. Bennet, however, with the assistance of her five daughters, could ask on the subject was sufficient to draw from her husband any satisfactory description of Mr. Bingley. They attacked him in various ways; with barefaced questions, ingenious suppositions, and distant surmises; but he eluded the skill of them all; and they were at last obliged to accept the second-hand intelligence of their neighbour Lady Lucas. Her report was highly favourable. Sir William had been delighted with him. He was quite young, wonderfully handsome, extremely agreeable, and to crown the whole, he meant to be at the next assembly with a large party. Nothing could be more delightful! To be fond of dancing was a certain step towards falling in love; and very lively hopes of Mr. Bingley's heart were entertained.

Not everything that Mrs. Bennet, with the help of her five daughters, asked about Mr. Bingley was enough to get a satisfactory description from her husband. They tried various tactics; with straightforward questions, clever guesses, and vague suggestions; but he managed to avoid their skillful attempts, and in the end, they had to rely on the secondhand information from their neighbor, Lady Lucas. Her report was very positive. Sir William had been thrilled with him. He was quite young, incredibly handsome, extremely pleasant, and to top it all off, he planned to attend the next assembly with a large group. Nothing could be more exciting! Enjoying dancing was definitely a step towards falling in love, and there were very high hopes for winning over Mr. Bingley's heart.

"If I can but see one of my daughters happily settled at Netherfield," said Mrs. Bennet to her husband, "and all the others equally well married, I shall have nothing to wish for."

"If I can just see one of my daughters happily settled at Netherfield," said Mrs. Bennet to her husband, "and all the others equally well married, I won’t have anything left to wish for."

In a few days Mr. Bingley returned Mr. Bennet's visit, and sat about ten minutes with him in his library. He had entertained hopes of being admitted to a sight of the young ladies, of whose beauty he had heard much; but he saw only the father. The ladies were somewhat more fortunate, for they had the advantage of ascertaining from an upper window, that he wore a blue coat and rode a black horse.

In a few days, Mr. Bingley returned Mr. Bennet's visit and spent about ten minutes with him in his library. He had hoped to catch a glimpse of the young ladies, whose beauty he had heard so much about, but he only met the father. The ladies had a bit more luck, though, as they were able to see from an upper window that he was wearing a blue coat and riding a black horse.

An invitation to dinner was soon afterwards dispatched; and already had Mrs. Bennet planned the courses that were to do credit to her housekeeping, when an answer arrived which deferred it all. Mr. Bingley was obliged to be in town the following day, and consequently unable to accept the honour of their invitation, &c. Mrs. Bennet was quite disconcerted. She could not imagine what business he could have in town so soon after his arrival in Hertfordshire; and she began to fear that he might be always flying about from one place to another, and never settled at Netherfield as he ought to be. Lady Lucas quieted her fears a little by starting the idea of his being gone to London only to get a large party for the ball; and a report soon followed that Mr. Bingley was to bring twelve ladies and seven gentlemen with him to the assembly. The girls grieved over such a number of ladies; but were comforted the day before the ball by hearing, that instead of twelve, he had brought only six with him from London, his five sisters and a cousin. And when the party entered the assembly room, it consisted of only five altogether; Mr. Bingley, his two sisters, the husband of the eldest, and another young man.

An invitation to dinner was quickly sent out, and Mrs. Bennet had already planned the menu to show off her cooking skills when a response arrived that changed everything. Mr. Bingley had to be in town the next day and, therefore, couldn't accept their invitation. Mrs. Bennet was quite upset. She couldn't understand why he needed to go to town so soon after arriving in Hertfordshire, and she began to worry that he would be constantly traveling around instead of settling down at Netherfield like he should. Lady Lucas eased her fears a bit by suggesting that he might just be going to London to gather a large group for the ball, and soon there was a rumor that Mr. Bingley was bringing twelve ladies and seven gentlemen with him to the assembly. The girls were disheartened by the thought of so many ladies, but the day before the ball, they learned that he had brought only six with him from London—his five sisters and a cousin. So when the party entered the assembly room, it actually consisted of just five people: Mr. Bingley, his two sisters, the husband of the eldest sister, and another young man.

Mr. Bingley was good looking and gentleman-like; he had a pleasant countenance, and easy, unaffected manners. His sisters were fine women, with an air of decided fashion. His brother-in-law, Mr. Hurst, merely looked the gentleman; but his friend Mr. Darcy soon drew the attention of the room by his fine, tall person, handsome features, noble mien; and the report which was in general circulation within five minutes after his entrance, of his having ten thousand a year. The gentlemen pronounced him to be a fine figure of a man, the ladies declared he was much handsomer than Mr. Bingley, and he was looked at with great admiration for about half the evening, till his manners gave a disgust which turned the tide of his popularity; for he was discovered to be proud, to be above his company, and above being pleased; and not all his large estate in Derbyshire could then save him from having a most forbidding, disagreeable countenance, and being unworthy to be compared with his friend.

Mr. Bingley was good-looking and charming; he had a friendly face and relaxed, natural manners. His sisters were elegant women with a strong sense of style. His brother-in-law, Mr. Hurst, merely looked the part of a gentleman, but his friend Mr. Darcy quickly attracted attention in the room with his tall stature, handsome features, and noble presence; news of his income of ten thousand a year spread within five minutes of his arrival. The men considered him to be a striking figure, and the women claimed he was much more handsome than Mr. Bingley. He was admired for about half the evening until his behavior caused a shift in opinion; he was seen as proud, aloof, and hard to please, and not even his significant estate in Derbyshire could save him from having a rather harsh, unpleasant expression and being deemed less worthy than his friend.

Mr. Bingley had soon made himself acquainted with all the principal people in the room; he was lively and unreserved, danced every dance, was angry that the ball closed so early, and talked of giving one himself at Netherfield. Such amiable qualities must speak for themselves. What a contrast between him and his friend! Mr. Darcy danced only once with Mrs. Hurst and once with Miss Bingley, declined being introduced to any other lady, and spent the rest of the evening in walking about the room, speaking occasionally to one of his own party. His character was decided. He was the proudest, most disagreeable man in the world, and every body hoped that he would never come there again. Amongst the most violent against him was Mrs. Bennet, whose dislike of his general behaviour, was sharpened into particular resentment, by his having slighted one of her daughters.

Mr. Bingley quickly got to know all the main people in the room; he was cheerful and open, danced every dance, was annoyed that the ball ended so early, and talked about hosting one himself at Netherfield. Such charming qualities speak for themselves. What a contrast he was to his friend! Mr. Darcy danced only once with Mrs. Hurst and once with Miss Bingley, refused to be introduced to any other lady, and spent the rest of the evening walking around the room, occasionally speaking to someone from his own group. His character was clear. He was the proudest, most unpleasant man in the world, and everyone hoped he would never come back. Among the most opposed to him was Mrs. Bennet, whose dislike of his overall behavior was intensified by his having slighted one of her daughters.

Elizabeth Bennet had been obliged, by the scarcity of gentlemen, to sit down for two dances; and during part of that time, Mr. Darcy had been standing near enough for her to overhear a conversation between him and Mr. Bingley, who came from the dance for a few minutes, to press his friend to join it.

Elizabeth Bennet had to sit out two dances because there weren't enough gentlemen. During that time, Mr. Darcy stood close enough for her to overhear a conversation between him and Mr. Bingley, who had left the dance for a few minutes to urge his friend to join in.

"Come, Darcy," said he, "I must have you dance. I hate to see you standing about by yourself in this stupid manner. You had much better dance."

"Come on, Darcy," he said, "You have to dance. I can't stand seeing you just standing there all alone like this. You'd be much better off dancing."

"I certainly shall not. You know how I detest it, unless I am particularly acquainted with my partner. At such an assembly as this, it would be insupportable. Your sisters are engaged, and there is not another woman in the room, whom it would not be a punishment to me to stand up with."

"I definitely won't. You know how much I hate it unless I know my partner really well. In a gathering like this, it would be unbearable. Your sisters are occupied, and there's not another woman here that I wouldn't find it a punishment to dance with."

"I would not be so fastidious as you are," cried Bingley, "for a kingdom! Upon my honour, I never met with so many pleasant girls in my life, as I have this evening; and there are several of them you see uncommonly pretty."

"I wouldn't be as picky as you are," exclaimed Bingley, "not even for a kingdom! Honestly, I've never met so many charming girls in my life as I have tonight, and quite a few of them are exceptionally pretty."

"You are dancing with the only handsome girl in the room," said Mr. Darcy, looking at the eldest Miss Bennet.

"You're dancing with the only pretty girl in the room," said Mr. Darcy, looking at the oldest Miss Bennet.

"Oh! she is the most beautiful creature I ever beheld! But there is one of her sisters sitting down just behind you, who is very pretty, and I dare say, very agreeable. Do let me ask my partner to introduce you."

"Oh! she is the most beautiful person I have ever seen! But there's one of her sisters sitting right behind you who is really pretty, and I'm sure she's very charming. Let me ask my partner to introduce you."

"Which do you mean?" and turning round, he looked for a moment at Elizabeth, till catching her eye, he withdrew his own and coldly said, "She is tolerable; but not handsome enough to tempt me; and I am in no humour at present to give consequence to young ladies who are slighted by other men. You had better return to your partner and enjoy her smiles, for you are wasting your time with me."

"Which one are you talking about?" Turning around, he looked at Elizabeth for a moment until he caught her eye, then he quickly looked away and said coldly, "She's okay, but not pretty enough to interest me. Besides, I'm not in the mood right now to give importance to young women who are overlooked by other guys. You should go back to your partner and enjoy her company, because you're wasting your time with me."

Mr. Bingley followed his advice. Mr. Darcy walked off; and Elizabeth remained with no very cordial feelings towards him. She told the story however with great spirit among her friends; for she had a lively, playful disposition, which delighted in any thing ridiculous.

Mr. Bingley took his advice. Mr. Darcy walked away, and Elizabeth was left with not very friendly feelings towards him. However, she shared the story with great enthusiasm among her friends because she had a lively, playful personality that enjoyed anything ridiculous.

The evening altogether passed off pleasantly to the whole family. Mrs. Bennet had seen her eldest daughter much admired by the Netherfield party. Mr. Bingley had danced with her twice, and she had been distinguished by his sisters. Jane was as much gratified by this, as her mother could be, though in a quieter way. Elizabeth felt Jane's pleasure. Mary had heard herself mentioned to Miss Bingley as the most accomplished girl in the neighbourhood; and Catherine and Lydia had been fortunate enough to be never without partners, which was all that they had yet learnt to care for at a ball. They returned therefore in good spirits to Longbourn, the village where they lived, and of which they were the principal inhabitants. They found Mr. Bennet still up. With a book he was regardless of time; and on the present occasion he had a good deal of curiosity as to the event of an evening which had raised such splendid expectations. He had rather hoped that all his wife's views on the stranger would be disappointed; but he soon found that he had a very different story to hear.

The evening went really well for the whole family. Mrs. Bennet had noticed that her oldest daughter was quite admired by the Netherfield group. Mr. Bingley had danced with her twice, and his sisters had taken notice of her as well. Jane was as pleased as her mother could be, though she expressed it more quietly. Elizabeth shared in Jane's joy. Mary had heard Miss Bingley call her the most accomplished girl in the neighborhood, and Catherine and Lydia were lucky enough to have never been without dance partners, which was all they cared about at a ball. They returned to Longbourn, the village where they lived and were the main inhabitants, in good spirits. They found Mr. Bennet still awake. With a book in hand, he ignored the time; on this particular occasion, he was quite curious about the events of an evening that had raised such high hopes. He had secretly hoped that all his wife's plans regarding the stranger would fall flat, but he quickly realized he was in for a very different story.

"Oh! my dear Mr. Bennet," as she entered the room, "we have had a most delightful evening, a most excellent ball. I wish you had been there. Jane was so admired, nothing could be like it. Every body said how well she looked; and Mr. Bingley thought her quite beautiful, and danced with her twice. Only think of that my dear; he actually danced with her twice; and she was the only creature in the room that he asked a second time. First of all, he asked Miss Lucas. I was so vexed to see him stand up with her; but, however, he did not admire her at all: indeed, nobody can, you know; and he seemed quite struck with Jane as she was going down the dance. So, he enquired who she was, and got introduced, and asked her for the two next. Then, the two third he danced with Miss King, and the two fourth with Maria Lucas, and the two fifth with Jane again, and the two sixth with Lizzy, and the Boulanger——"

"Oh! My dear Mr. Bennet," as she entered the room, "we had the most amazing evening, an absolutely fantastic ball. I wish you could have been there. Jane was so admired, it was like nothing else. Everyone said how great she looked; and Mr. Bingley thought she was really beautiful and danced with her twice. Just think about that, my dear; he actually danced with her twice! She was the only one in the room he asked to dance again. First, he asked Miss Lucas. I was so annoyed to see him dance with her; but, anyway, he didn’t admire her at all: honestly, no one can, you know; and he seemed really taken with Jane as she was moving down the dance floor. So, he asked who she was, got introduced, and asked her for the next two dances. Then, he danced with Miss King for the third dance, with Maria Lucas for the fourth, back to Jane for the fifth, and then with Lizzy, and the Boulanger——"

"If he had had any compassion for me," cried her husband impatiently, "he would not have danced half so much! For God's sake, say no more of his partners. Oh! that he had sprained his ancle in the first dance!"

"If he had any compassion for me," her husband exclaimed impatiently, "he wouldn't have danced so much! For God's sake, stop talking about his partners. Oh! I wish he had sprained his ankle in the first dance!"

"Oh! my dear," continued Mrs. Bennet, "I am quite delighted with him. He is so excessively handsome! and his sisters are charming women. I never in my life saw any thing more elegant than their dresses. I dare say the lace upon Mrs. Hurst's gown——"

"Oh! my dear," Mrs. Bennet continued, "I'm absolutely thrilled with him. He’s incredibly handsome! And his sisters are lovely women. I've never seen anything more elegant than their dresses. I bet the lace on Mrs. Hurst's gown——"

Here she was interrupted again. Mr. Bennet protested against any description of finery. She was therefore obliged to seek another branch of the subject, and related, with much bitterness of spirit and some exaggeration, the shocking rudeness of Mr. Darcy.

Here she was interrupted again. Mr. Bennet objected to any talk about fancy stuff. She was then forced to change the subject and shared, with a lot of resentment and some exaggeration, the appalling rudeness of Mr. Darcy.

"But I can assure you," she added, "that Lizzy does not lose much by not suiting his fancy; for he is a most disagreeable, horrid man, not at all worth pleasing. So high and so conceited that there was no enduring him! He walked here, and he walked there, fancying himself so very great! Not handsome enough to dance with! I wish you had been there, my dear, to have given him one of your set downs. I quite detest the man."

"But I can assure you," she added, "that Lizzy isn’t missing out by not catching his interest; he’s a really unpleasant, awful guy who isn’t worth trying to impress. So arrogant and self-centered that he’s unbearable! He would walk around here and there, thinking he’s so important! Not even good-looking enough to dance with! I wish you had been there, my dear, to put him in his place. I really can’t stand the guy."


CHAPTER IV.

When Jane and Elizabeth were alone, the former, who had been cautious in her praise of Mr. Bingley before, expressed to her sister how very much she admired him.

When Jane and Elizabeth were alone, Jane, who had been careful in how she praised Mr. Bingley before, told her sister just how much she admired him.

"He is just what a young man ought to be," said she, "sensible, good humoured, lively; and I never saw such happy manners!—so much ease, with such perfect good breeding!"

"He is exactly what a young man should be," she said, "smart, friendly, charming; and I've never seen such a cheerful demeanor!—so much confidence, with such exceptional manners!"

"He is also handsome," replied Elizabeth, "which a young man ought likewise to be, if he possibly can. His character is thereby complete."

"He's also good-looking," replied Elizabeth, "which a young man should be, if he can help it. That makes his character complete."

"I was very much flattered by his asking me to dance a second time. I did not expect such a compliment."

"I felt really flattered when he asked me to dance again. I didn't see that compliment coming."

"Did not you? I did for you. But that is one great difference between us. Compliments always take you by surprise, and me never. What could be more natural than his asking you again? He could not help seeing that you were about five times as pretty as every other woman in the room. No thanks to his gallantry for that. Well, he certainly is very agreeable, and I give you leave to like him. You have liked many a stupider person."

"Didn't you? I did it for you. But that's one big difference between us. Compliments always catch you off guard, while me never. What could be more natural than him asking you again? He couldn’t help noticing that you were about five times prettier than every other woman in the room. That's not thanks to his charm. Well, he definitely is very charming, and I won’t stop you from liking him. You've liked plenty of people who were a lot duller."

"Dear Lizzy!"

"Hey Lizzy!"

"Oh! you are a great deal too apt you know, to like people in general. You never see a fault in any body. All the world are good and agreeable in your eyes. I never heard you speak ill of a human being in my life."

"Oh! You tend to like people a little too much, you know. You never see any faults in anyone. Everyone seems good and pleasant in your eyes. I’ve never heard you say anything bad about a person in my life."

"I would wish not to be hasty in censuring any one; but I always speak what I think."

"I don’t want to rush to judge anyone; I just always say what I think."

"I know you do; and it is that which makes the wonder. With your good sense, to be so honestly blind to the follies and nonsense of others! Affectation of candour is common enough;—one meets it every where. But to be candid without ostentation or design—to take the good of every body's character and make it still better, and say nothing of the bad—belongs to you alone. And so, you like this man's sisters too, do you? Their manners are not equal to his."

"I know you do; and that’s what makes it amazing. With your good sense, how can you be so genuinely unaware of the foolishness and nonsense of others? Pretending to be honest is pretty common; you encounter it everywhere. But being genuinely candid without showing off or having a motive—seeing the best in everyone and making it even better while ignoring the bad—only you can do that. So, you like this man's sisters too, right? Their manners aren't as good as his."

"Certainly not; at first. But they are very pleasing women when you converse with them. Miss Bingley is to live with her brother and keep his house; and I am much mistaken if we shall not find a very charming neighbour in her."

"Definitely not; at first. But they are really nice women when you talk to them. Miss Bingley is going to live with her brother and take care of his house; and I’m pretty sure we’ll find her to be a very delightful neighbor."

Elizabeth listened in silence, but was not convinced; their behaviour at the assembly had not been calculated to please in general; and with more quickness of observation and less pliancy of temper than her sister, and with a judgment too unassailed by any attention to herself, she was very little disposed to approve them. They were in fact very fine ladies; not deficient in good humour when they were pleased, nor in the power of being agreeable where they chose it; but proud and conceited. They were rather handsome, had been educated in one of the first private seminaries in town, had a fortune of twenty thousand pounds, were in the habit of spending more than they ought, and of associating with people of rank; and were therefore in every respect entitled to think well of themselves, and meanly of others. They were of a respectable family in the north of England; a circumstance more deeply impressed on their memories than that their brother's fortune and their own had been acquired by trade.

Elizabeth listened quietly, but she wasn't convinced; their behavior at the assembly hadn't been aimed at winning people over in general. With a sharper sense of observation and less flexibility in her temperament than her sister, and with a judgment unaffected by any focus on herself, she wasn't very inclined to approve of them. They were, in fact, very respectable ladies; they weren’t lacking in good humor when pleased and could be charming when they chose to be; but they were proud and vain. They were somewhat attractive, had been educated at one of the top private schools in town, had a fortune of twenty thousand pounds, were used to spending more than they should, and mingled with people of higher social standing; thus, they felt completely justified in thinking highly of themselves and looking down on others. They came from a respectable family in northern England; a fact that weighed more heavily on their minds than the reality that their brother's fortune and their own had been made through trade.

Mr. Bingley inherited property to the amount of nearly an hundred thousand pounds from his father, who had intended to purchase an estate, but did not live to do it.—Mr. Bingley intended it likewise, and sometimes made choice of his county; but as he was now provided with a good house and the liberty of a manor, it was doubtful to many of those who best knew the easiness of his temper, whether he might not spend the remainder of his days at Netherfield, and leave the next generation to purchase.

Mr. Bingley inherited nearly a hundred thousand pounds worth of property from his father, who had planned to buy an estate but didn't live to make it happen. Mr. Bingley had similar intentions and occasionally considered his options in the county. However, since he was now settled in a nice house with access to a manor, many of his acquaintances—who understood his laid-back personality—wondered whether he might choose to spend the rest of his life at Netherfield and leave it to the next generation to make a purchase.

His sisters were very anxious for his having an estate of his own; but though he was now established only as a tenant, Miss Bingley was by no means unwilling to preside at his table, nor was Mrs. Hurst, who had married a man of more fashion than fortune, less disposed to consider his house as her home when it suited her. Mr. Bingley had not been of age two years, when he was tempted by an accidental recommendation to look at Netherfield House. He did look at it and into it for half an hour, was pleased with the situation and the principal rooms, satisfied with what the owner said in its praise, and took it immediately.

His sisters were very eager for him to have his own estate, but even though he was currently just a tenant, Miss Bingley was more than happy to take charge of his household, and so was Mrs. Hurst, who had married a man of more style than wealth, and was also inclined to think of his place as her home when it suited her. Mr. Bingley had barely been of age for two years when he was encouraged by a random suggestion to check out Netherfield House. He went to see it, spent half an hour looking around, liked the location and the main rooms, was impressed by what the owner said about it, and decided to take it right away.

Between him and Darcy there was a very steady friendship, in spite of a great opposition of character.—Bingley was endeared to Darcy by the easiness, openness, ductility of his temper, though no disposition could offer a greater contrast to his own, and though with his own he never appeared dissatisfied. On the strength of Darcy's regard Bingley had the firmest reliance, and of his judgment the highest opinion. In understanding Darcy was the superior. Bingley was by no means deficient, but Darcy was clever. He was at the same time haughty, reserved, and fastidious, and his manners, though well bred, were not inviting. In that respect his friend had greatly the advantage. Bingley was sure of being liked wherever he appeared, Darcy was continually giving offence.

Between him and Darcy, there was a strong friendship, despite their very different personalities. Bingley was drawn to Darcy because of his easy-going, open, and adaptable nature, even though it contrasted sharply with Darcy's own. Despite their differences, Darcy never seemed dissatisfied with Bingley. Bingley had complete trust in Darcy's affection and held his judgment in high regard. Darcy was the more intelligent of the two; Bingley was not lacking in understanding, but Darcy was certainly clever. At the same time, Darcy was arrogant, reserved, and picky, and while his manners were polite, they weren't welcoming. In that regard, his friend had a significant advantage. Bingley was confident he would be liked wherever he went, while Darcy was often offending people.

The manner in which they spoke of the Meryton assembly was sufficiently characteristic. Bingley had never met with pleasanter people or prettier girls in his life; every body had been most kind and attentive to him, there had been no formality, no stiffness, he had soon felt acquainted with all the room; and as to Miss Bennet, he could not conceive an angel more beautiful. Darcy, on the contrary, had seen a collection of people in whom there was little beauty and no fashion, for none of whom he had felt the smallest interest, and from none received either attention or pleasure. Miss Bennet he acknowledged to be pretty, but she smiled too much.

The way they talked about the Meryton assembly was quite telling. Bingley had never encountered more pleasant people or prettier girls in his life; everyone was really kind and attentive to him, there was no formality or stiffness, and he quickly felt comfortable with everyone in the room. As for Miss Bennet, he thought she was more beautiful than an angel. Darcy, on the other hand, saw a group of people with little beauty and no sense of style; he had no interest in any of them and received neither attention nor enjoyment from the experience. He admitted that Miss Bennet was pretty, but he thought she smiled too much.

Mrs. Hurst and her sister allowed it to be so—but still they admired her and liked her, and pronounced her to be a sweet girl, and one whom they should not object to know more of. Miss Bennet was therefore established as a sweet girl, and their brother felt authorised by such commendation to think of her as he chose.

Mrs. Hurst and her sister accepted it, but they still admired her and liked her, calling her a sweet girl, someone they wouldn’t mind getting to know better. Miss Bennet was thus recognized as a sweet girl, and their brother felt he had the freedom to think of her however he liked.


CHAPTER V.

Within a short walk of Longbourn lived a family with whom the Bennets were particularly intimate. Sir William Lucas had been formerly in trade in Meryton, where he had made a tolerable fortune and risen to the honour of knighthood by an address to the King, during his mayoralty. The distinction had perhaps been felt too strongly. It had given him a disgust to his business and to his residence in a small market town; and quitting them both, he had removed with his family to a house about a mile from Meryton, denominated from that period Lucas Lodge, where he could think with pleasure of his own importance, and unshackled by business, occupy himself solely in being civil to all the world. For though elated by his rank, it did not render him supercilious; on the contrary, he was all attention to every body. By nature inoffensive, friendly and obliging, his presentation at St. James's had made him courteous.

Within a short walk of Longbourn lived a family that the Bennets were particularly close to. Sir William Lucas had previously been in business in Meryton, where he had made a decent fortune and gained the title of knight after addressing the King during his time as mayor. This distinction may have affected him too much. It led him to lose interest in his work and in living in a small market town; so, leaving both behind, he moved with his family to a house about a mile from Meryton, which became known as Lucas Lodge. There, he could take pride in his importance and, free from business obligations, focus solely on being polite to everyone. Although pleased with his status, he wasn’t arrogant; instead, he paid close attention to everyone. By nature, he was pleasant, friendly, and accommodating, and his presentation at St. James's had made him even more courteous.

Lady Lucas was a very good kind of woman, not too clever to be a valuable neighbour to Mrs. Bennet.—They had several children. The eldest of them, a sensible, intelligent young woman, about twenty-seven, was Elizabeth's intimate friend.

Lady Lucas was a really nice woman, not too smart to be a great neighbor to Mrs. Bennet. They had several kids. The oldest, a sensible and smart young woman around twenty-seven, was Elizabeth's close friend.

That the Miss Lucases and the Miss Bennets should meet to talk over a ball was absolutely necessary; and the morning after the assembly brought the former to Longbourn to hear and to communicate.

That the Miss Lucases and the Miss Bennets should get together to discuss a ball was essential; and the morning after the event brought the Lucases to Longbourn to share and hear news.

"You began the evening well, Charlotte," said Mrs. Bennet with civil self-command to Miss Lucas. "You were Mr. Bingley's first choice."

"You started the evening off nicely, Charlotte," Mrs. Bennet said to Miss Lucas, maintaining her polite composure. "You were Mr. Bingley's first choice."

"Yes;—but he seemed to like his second better."

"Yeah;—but he seemed to prefer his second one more."

"Oh!—you mean Jane, I suppose—because he danced with her twice. To be sure that did seem as if he admired her—indeed I rather believe he did—I heard something about it—but I hardly know what—something about Mr. Robinson."

"Oh!—you mean Jane, I guess—because he danced with her twice. That really did seem like he liked her—actually, I think he really did—I heard something about it—but I can hardly remember what—something about Mr. Robinson."

"Perhaps you mean what I overheard between him and Mr. Robinson; did not I mention it to you? Mr. Robinson's asking him how he liked our Meryton assemblies, and whether he did not think there were a great many pretty women in the room, and which he thought the prettiest? and his answering immediately to the last question—Oh! the eldest Miss Bennet beyond a doubt, there cannot be two opinions on that point."

"Maybe you’re referring to what I heard between him and Mr. Robinson; didn’t I tell you about it? Mr. Robinson asked him how he liked our Meryton gatherings and if he didn’t think there were a lot of pretty women in the room, and which one he thought was the prettiest? He immediately answered the last question—Oh! the eldest Miss Bennet without a doubt; there can’t be two opinions on that."

"Upon my word!—Well, that was very decided indeed—that does seem as if——but however, it may all come to nothing you know."

"Honestly!—Well, that was quite decisive—that really does seem like——but still, it could all amount to nothing, you know."

"My overhearings were more to the purpose than yours, Eliza," said Charlotte. "Mr. Darcy is not so well worth listening to as his friend, is he?—Poor Eliza!—to be only just tolerable."

"My eavesdropping was more relevant than yours, Eliza," said Charlotte. "Mr. Darcy isn't as interesting to listen to as his friend, right?—Poor Eliza!—to be only just okay."

"I beg you would not put it into Lizzy's head to be vexed by his ill-treatment; for he is such a disagreeable man that it would be quite a misfortune to be liked by him. Mrs. Long told me last night that he sat close to her for half an hour without once opening his lips."

"I really hope you won't make Lizzy upset about his bad behavior; he's such an unpleasant guy that it would actually be a misfortune to have him like you. Mrs. Long told me last night that he sat next to her for half an hour without saying a word."

"Are you quite sure, Ma'am?—is not there a little mistake?" said Jane.—"I certainly saw Mr. Darcy speaking to her."

"Are you sure about that, ma'am? Isn’t there a bit of a mistake?" Jane said. "I definitely saw Mr. Darcy talking to her."

"Aye—because she asked him at last how he liked Netherfield, and he could not help answering her;—but she said he seemed very angry at being spoke to."

"Yeah—because she finally asked him how he liked Netherfield, and he couldn’t help but answer her;—but she said he seemed really upset about being addressed."

"Miss Bingley told me," said Jane, "that he never speaks much unless among his intimate acquaintance. With them he is remarkably agreeable."

"Miss Bingley told me," said Jane, "that he rarely talks much unless he's with his close friends. With them, he's really enjoyable to be around."

"I do not believe a word of it, my dear. If he had been so very agreeable he would have talked to Mrs. Long. But I can guess how it was; every body says that he is ate up with pride, and I dare say he had heard somehow that Mrs. Long does not keep a carriage, and had come to the ball in a hack chaise."

"I don’t believe a word of it, my dear. If he had really been that charming, he would have spoken to Mrs. Long. But I can guess what happened; everyone says he’s full of himself, and I’m sure he somehow heard that Mrs. Long doesn't have a carriage and showed up to the ball in a hired carriage."

"I do not mind his not talking to Mrs. Long," said Miss Lucas, "but I wish he had danced with Eliza."

"I don't mind him not talking to Mrs. Long," said Miss Lucas, "but I wish he had danced with Eliza."

"Another time, Lizzy," said her mother, "I would not dance with him, if I were you."

"Another time, Lizzy," her mother said, "I wouldn't dance with him if I were you."

"I believe, Ma'am, I may safely promise you never to dance with him."

"I think, Ma'am, I can confidently promise you never to dance with him."

"His pride," said Miss Lucas, "does not offend me so much as pride often does, because there is an excuse for it. One cannot wonder that so very fine a young man, with family, fortune, every thing in his favour, should think highly of himself. If I may so express it, he has a right to be proud."

"His pride," said Miss Lucas, "doesn't bother me as much as pride usually does because there’s a reason for it. You can't blame such an impressive young man, with a good family, wealth, and everything on his side, for having a high opinion of himself. If I can put it this way, he has a right to be proud."

"That is very true," replied Elizabeth, "and I could easily forgive his pride, if he had not mortified mine."

"That's very true," replied Elizabeth, "and I could easily forgive his pride if he hadn't hurt mine."

"Pride," observed Mary, who piqued herself upon the solidity of her reflections, "is a very common failing I believe. By all that I have ever read, I am convinced that it is very common indeed, that human nature is particularly prone to it, and that there are very few of us who do not cherish a feeling of self-complacency on the score of some quality or other, real or imaginary. Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used synonimously. A person may be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us."

"Pride," Mary noted, who prided herself on the depth of her thoughts, "is a pretty common flaw, I think. From everything I’ve ever read, I’m convinced it’s quite prevalent; human nature seems especially susceptible to it, and very few of us don’t have some sense of self-satisfaction based on some quality, whether it’s real or just imagined. Vanity and pride are different, even though the words are often used interchangeably. A person can be proud without being vain. Pride is more about how we see ourselves, while vanity concerns what we want others to think about us."

"If I were as rich as Mr. Darcy," cried a young Lucas who came with his sisters, "I should not care how proud I was. I would keep a pack of foxhounds, and drink a bottle of wine every day."

"If I were as rich as Mr. Darcy," exclaimed a young Lucas who came with his sisters, "I wouldn't care how proud I was. I would have a pack of foxhounds and drink a bottle of wine every day."

"Then you would drink a great deal more than you ought," said Mrs. Bennet; "and if I were to see you at it I should take away your bottle directly."

"Then you would drink way more than you should," said Mrs. Bennet; "and if I caught you doing it, I would take your bottle away immediately."

The boy protested that she should not; she continued to declare that she would, and the argument ended only with the visit.

The boy insisted that she shouldn't; she kept insisting that she would, and the argument only wrapped up with the visit.


CHAPTER VI.

The ladies of Longbourn soon waited on those of Netherfield. The visit was returned in due form. Miss Bennet's pleasing manners grew on the good will of Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley; and though the mother was found to be intolerable and the younger sisters not worth speaking to, a wish of being better acquainted with them, was expressed towards the two eldest. By Jane this attention was received with the greatest pleasure; but Elizabeth still saw superciliousness in their treatment of every body, hardly excepting even her sister, and could not like them; though their kindness to Jane, such as it was, had a value as arising in all probability from the influence of their brother's admiration. It was generally evident whenever they met, that he did admire her; and to her it was equally evident that Jane was yielding to the preference which she had begun to entertain for him from the first, and was in a way to be very much in love; but she considered with pleasure that it was not likely to be discovered by the world in general, since Jane united with great strength of feeling, a composure of temper and a uniform cheerfulness of manner, which would guard her from the suspicions of the impertinent. She mentioned this to her friend Miss Lucas.

The women of Longbourn soon paid a visit to those at Netherfield. The visit was reciprocated properly. Miss Bennet's charming demeanor won over Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley; and while their mother was deemed unbearable and the younger sisters not worth engaging with, there was an expressed desire to know the two eldest better. Jane received this attention with immense pleasure; however, Elizabeth still perceived arrogance in how they treated everyone, barely excluding even her sister, and couldn't bring herself to like them; though their kindness to Jane, whatever that was, seemed to stem from their brother's admiration. It was clear to everyone who saw them together that he did admire her; and it was equally evident to her that Jane was starting to fall for him, having felt a preference for him from the beginning, and was on her way to being deeply in love. But she took comfort in the thought that this was unlikely to be noticed by the outside world, as Jane combined intense feelings with a calm demeanor and a consistently cheerful attitude, which would shield her from the prying eyes of the nosy. She shared this observation with her friend Miss Lucas.

"It may perhaps be pleasant," replied Charlotte, "to be able to impose on the public in such a case; but it is sometimes a disadvantage to be so very guarded. If a woman conceals her affection with the same skill from the object of it, she may lose the opportunity of fixing him; and it will then be but poor consolation to believe the world equally in the dark. There is so much of gratitude or vanity in almost every attachment, that it is not safe to leave any to itself. We can all begin freely—a slight preference is natural enough; but there are very few of us who have heart enough to be really in love without encouragement. In nine cases out of ten, a woman had better shew more affection than she feels. Bingley likes your sister undoubtedly; but he may never do more than like her, if she does not help him on."

"It might be nice," Charlotte replied, "to be able to deceive the public in a situation like this; but sometimes it’s a disadvantage to be so guarded. If a woman hides her feelings just as effectively from the person she loves, she might miss the chance to make him committed. Then it won't be much comfort to think that the rest of the world is just as clueless. There's so much gratitude or pride involved in almost every relationship that it’s risky to leave it to chance. We can all start off easily—a little preference is perfectly normal; but very few of us have the courage to truly fall in love without some encouragement. In most cases, a woman is better off showing more affection than she actually feels. Bingley definitely likes your sister; but he might never feel more than just like her if she doesn’t encourage him."

"But she does help him on, as much as her nature will allow. If I can perceive her regard for him, he must be a simpleton indeed not to discover it too."

"But she does help him along as much as she can. If I can see her feelings for him, he must really be clueless not to notice it as well."

"Remember, Eliza, that he does not know Jane's disposition as you do."

"Remember, Eliza, he doesn't understand Jane's personality like you do."

"But if a woman is partial to a man, and does not endeavour to conceal it, he must find it out."

"But if a woman likes a man and doesn’t try to hide it, he will definitely notice."

"Perhaps he must, if he sees enough of her. But though Bingley and Jane meet tolerably often, it is never for many hours together; and as they always see each other in large mixed parties, it is impossible that every moment should be employed in conversing together. Jane should therefore make the most of every half hour in which she can command his attention. When she is secure of him, there will be leisure for falling in love as much as she chuses."

"Maybe he has to, if he sees her often enough. But even though Bingley and Jane meet fairly often, they never spend many hours together; and since they always see each other in large mixed groups, it’s impossible for them to talk the whole time. Jane should make the most of every half hour when she can get his attention. Once she feels confident about him, there will be plenty of time to fall in love as much as she wants."

"Your plan is a good one," replied Elizabeth, "where nothing is in question but the desire of being well married; and if I were determined to get a rich husband, or any husband, I dare say I should adopt it. But these are not Jane's feelings; she is not acting by design. As yet, she cannot even be certain of the degree of her own regard, nor of its reasonableness. She has known him only a fortnight. She danced four dances with him at Meryton; she saw him one morning at his own house, and has since dined in company with him four times. This is not quite enough to make her understand his character."

"Your plan is a solid one," Elizabeth replied, "if the only goal is to get married well. If I really wanted a wealthy husband, or any husband at all, I would probably go for it. But that's not how Jane feels; she's not doing this on purpose. Right now, she can't even be sure about how she feels or if those feelings make sense. She’s only known him for two weeks. They danced four times together at Meryton; she saw him once at his place, and they’ve had dinner together four times since. That’s not really enough for her to figure out who he is."

"Not as you represent it. Had she merely dined with him, she might only have discovered whether he had a good appetite; but you must remember that four evenings have been also spent together—and four evenings may do a great deal."

"Not how you’re portraying it. If she had just dined with him, she might have only found out if he had a good appetite; but you have to keep in mind that they’ve also spent four evenings together—and four evenings can mean a lot."

"Yes; these four evenings have enabled them to ascertain that they both like Vingt-un better than Commerce; but with respect to any other leading characteristic, I do not imagine that much has been unfolded."

"Yes, these four evenings have helped them figure out that they both prefer Vingt-un to Commerce; however, as for any other main trait, I don’t think much has been revealed."

"Well," said Charlotte, "I wish Jane success with all my heart; and if she were married to him to-morrow, I should think she had as good a chance of happiness, as if she were to be studying his character for a twelvemonth. Happiness in marriage is entirely a matter of chance. If the dispositions of the parties are ever so well known to each other, or ever so similar before-hand, it does not advance their felicity in the least. They always continue to grow sufficiently unlike afterwards to have their share of vexation; and it is better to know as little as possible of the defects of the person with whom you are to pass your life."

"Well," said Charlotte, "I truly wish Jane the best of luck; and if she were to marry him tomorrow, I would think she has just as good a chance of happiness as if she were analyzing his character for a year. Happiness in marriage is totally a matter of luck. Even if both parties know each other’s personalities extremely well or are very similar beforehand, it doesn't improve their happiness at all. They always end up becoming different enough afterward to have their share of frustration; and it's better to know as little as possible about the flaws of the person you’re going to spend your life with."

"You make me laugh, Charlotte; but it is not sound. You know it is not sound, and that you would never act in this way yourself."

"You make me laugh, Charlotte; but it’s not right. You know it’s not right, and you would never behave like this yourself."

Occupied in observing Mr. Bingley's attentions to her sister, Elizabeth was far from suspecting that she was herself becoming an object of some interest in the eyes of his friend. Mr. Darcy had at first scarcely allowed her to be pretty; he had looked at her without admiration at the ball; and when they next met, he looked at her only to criticise. But no sooner had he made it clear to himself and his friends that she had hardly a good feature in her face, than he began to find it was rendered uncommonly intelligent by the beautiful expression of her dark eyes. To this discovery succeeded some others equally mortifying. Though he had detected with a critical eye more than one failure of perfect symmetry in her form, he was forced to acknowledge her figure to be light and pleasing; and in spite of his asserting that her manners were not those of the fashionable world, he was caught by their easy playfulness. Of this she was perfectly unaware;—to her he was only the man who made himself agreeable no where, and who had not thought her handsome enough to dance with.

Caught up in watching Mr. Bingley's attention toward her sister, Elizabeth had no idea that she was becoming an object of interest to his friend. At first, Mr. Darcy hardly considered her pretty; he had looked at her without any admiration at the ball, and the next time they met, he only looked at her to find faults. But as soon as he convinced himself and his friends that she had barely any good features, he began to realize that her dark eyes gave her a surprisingly intelligent look. This realization was followed by some more equally upsetting ones. Although he had noticed several flaws in her symmetry with a critical eye, he couldn't deny that her figure was light and pleasant; and despite insisting that her manners weren’t like those of high society, he found himself charmed by their easy playfulness. She was completely unaware of this—she only saw him as the man who was agreeable nowhere and who didn't think she was pretty enough to dance with.

He began to wish to know more of her, and as a step towards conversing with her himself, attended to her conversation with others. His doing so drew her notice. It was at Sir William Lucas's, where a large party were assembled.

He started to want to learn more about her, and as a way to talk to her himself, he paid attention to her conversations with others. This caught her attention. It was at Sir William Lucas's, where a big group was gathered.

"What does Mr. Darcy mean," said she to Charlotte, "by listening to my conversation with Colonel Forster?"

"What does Mr. Darcy mean," she said to Charlotte, "by eavesdropping on my conversation with Colonel Forster?"

"That is a question which Mr. Darcy only can answer."

"That is a question only Mr. Darcy can answer."

"But if he does it any more I shall certainly let him know that I see what he is about. He has a very satirical eye, and if I do not begin by being impertinent myself, I shall soon grow afraid of him."

"But if he does it again, I'll definitely let him know that I see what he's up to. He has a very sharp way of seeing things, and if I don't start being a little cheeky myself, I’ll quickly become intimidated by him."

On his approaching them soon afterwards, though without seeming to have any intention of speaking, Miss Lucas defied her friend to mention such a subject to him, which immediately provoking Elizabeth to do it, she turned to him and said,

On his approaching them shortly afterward, though without appearing to have any intention of speaking, Miss Lucas dared her friend to bring up such a topic to him, which immediately prompted Elizabeth to do it. She turned to him and said,

"Did not you think, Mr. Darcy, that I expressed myself uncommonly well just now, when I was teazing Colonel Forster to give us a ball at Meryton?"

"Don't you think, Mr. Darcy, that I expressed myself really well just now when I was teasing Colonel Forster to throw us a ball at Meryton?"

"With great energy;—but it is a subject which always makes a lady energetic."

"With great energy;—but it’s a topic that always gets a woman energized."

"You are severe on us."

"You are strict with us."

"It will be her turn soon to be teazed," said Miss Lucas. "I am going to open the instrument, Eliza, and you know what follows."

"It'll be her turn to be teased soon," said Miss Lucas. "I'm going to open the instrument, Eliza, and you know what happens next."

"You are a very strange creature by way of a friend!—always wanting me to play and sing before any body and every body!—If my vanity had taken a musical turn, you would have been invaluable, but as it is, I would really rather not sit down before those who must be in the habit of hearing the very best performers." On Miss Lucas's persevering, however, she added, "Very well; if it must be so, it must." And gravely glancing at Mr. Darcy, "There is a fine old saying, which every body here is of course familiar with—'Keep your breath to cool your porridge,'—and I shall keep mine to swell my song."

"You’re a really strange friend! Always wanting me to play and sing in front of everyone! If I had a musical ego, you would be a great help, but honestly, I’d rather not perform in front of people who are used to the very best artists." However, after Miss Lucas kept insisting, she added, "Alright; if it has to be done, then it has to be." And with a serious look at Mr. Darcy, she said, "There's an old saying that everyone here knows—'Keep your breath to cool your porridge'—and I'll save mine to enhance my song."

Her performance was pleasing, though by no means capital. After a song or two, and before she could reply to the entreaties of several that she would sing again, she was eagerly succeeded at the instrument by her sister Mary, who having, in consequence of being the only plain one in the family, worked hard for knowledge and accomplishments, was always impatient for display.

Her performance was enjoyable, but it wasn't outstanding. After a song or two, and before she could respond to the requests from several people to sing again, her sister Mary eagerly took her place at the instrument. Mary, being the only plain one in the family, worked hard for knowledge and skills and was always eager to show off.

Mary had neither genius nor taste; and though vanity had given her application, it had given her likewise a pedantic air and conceited manner, which would have injured a higher degree of excellence than she had reached. Elizabeth, easy and unaffected, had been listened to with much more pleasure, though not playing half so well; and Mary, at the end of a long concerto, was glad to purchase praise and gratitude by Scotch and Irish airs, at the request of her younger sisters, who with some of the Lucases and two or three officers joined eagerly in dancing at one end of the room.

Mary had neither genius nor taste; and while vanity had driven her to practice, it had also given her a pedantic and conceited manner that would have been a hindrance even at a higher level of skill than she had achieved. Elizabeth, relaxed and natural, was enjoyed much more, even though she didn’t play nearly as well; and Mary, after a long concerto, was happy to gain praise and gratitude by playing Scottish and Irish tunes, at the request of her younger sisters, who eagerly joined in dancing with some of the Lucases and a couple of officers at one end of the room.

Mr. Darcy stood near them in silent indignation at such a mode of passing the evening, to the exclusion of all conversation, and was too much engrossed by his own thoughts to perceive that Sir William Lucas was his neighbour, till Sir William thus began.

Mr. Darcy stood nearby in silent anger at the way they were spending the evening, ignoring all conversation, and was so lost in his own thoughts that he didn't notice Sir William Lucas was next to him until Sir William spoke up.

"What a charming amusement for young people this is, Mr. Darcy!—There is nothing like dancing after all.—I consider it as one of the first refinements of polished societies."

"What a delightful activity for young people this is, Mr. Darcy!—There's nothing quite like dancing after all.—I see it as one of the top pleasures of cultured societies."

"Certainly, Sir;—and it has the advantage also of being in vogue amongst the less polished societies of the world.—Every savage can dance."

"Of course, sir; and it also has the benefit of being popular in the less refined societies around the world. Every savage can dance."

Sir William only smiled. "Your friend performs delightfully;" he continued after a pause, on seeing Bingley join the group;—"and I doubt not that you are an adept in the science yourself, Mr. Darcy."

Sir William just smiled. "Your friend is performing wonderfully," he said after a moment, noticing Bingley join the group;—"and I have no doubt that you're skilled in the craft yourself, Mr. Darcy."

"You saw me dance at Meryton, I believe, Sir."

"You saw me dance at Meryton, I think, Sir."

"Yes, indeed, and received no inconsiderable pleasure from the sight. Do you often dance at St. James's?"

"Definitely, and I got a lot of enjoyment from seeing that. Do you dance at St. James's often?"

"Never, sir."

"Not a chance, sir."

"Do you not think it would be a proper compliment to the place?"

"Don't you think it would be a nice compliment to the place?"

"It is a compliment which I never pay to any place if I can avoid it."

"I never give that kind of compliment to any place if I can help it."

"You have a house in town, I conclude?"

"You have a house in town, right?"

Mr. Darcy bowed.

Mr. Darcy nodded.

"I had once some thoughts of fixing in town myself—for I am fond of superior society; but I did not feel quite certain that the air of London would agree with Lady Lucas."

"I once considered settling down in town myself—since I enjoy being around high society—but I wasn't completely sure that the London air would be good for Lady Lucas."

He paused in hopes of an answer; but his companion was not disposed to make any; and Elizabeth at that instant moving towards them, he was struck with the notion of doing a very gallant thing, and called out to her,

He paused, hoping for a response, but his companion wasn’t ready to provide one. Just then, Elizabeth moved towards them, and he was suddenly inspired to do something very chivalrous, so he called out to her,

"My dear Miss Eliza, why are not you dancing?—Mr. Darcy, you must allow me to present this young lady to you as a very desirable partner.—You cannot refuse to dance, I am sure, when so much beauty is before you." And taking her hand, he would have given it to Mr. Darcy, who, though extremely surprised, was not unwilling to receive it, when she instantly drew back, and said with some discomposure to Sir William,

"My dear Miss Eliza, why aren't you dancing?—Mr. Darcy, you must let me introduce this young lady to you as a very desirable partner.—You can't refuse to dance, I’m sure, when such beauty is right in front of you." And taking her hand, he intended to give it to Mr. Darcy, who, although very surprised, wasn’t averse to taking it, when she immediately pulled back and said with some agitation to Sir William,

"Indeed, Sir, I have not the least intention of dancing.—I entreat you not to suppose that I moved this way in order to beg for a partner."

"Honestly, sir, I have no intention of dancing. I urge you not to think that I moved this way to ask for a partner."

Mr. Darcy with grave propriety requested to be allowed the honour of her hand; but in vain. Elizabeth was determined; nor did Sir William at all shake her purpose by his attempt at persuasion.

Mr. Darcy, with serious elegance, asked for the honor of her hand, but it was pointless. Elizabeth was resolute, and Sir William's attempt to persuade her didn’t sway her decision at all.

"You excel so much in the dance, Miss Eliza, that it is cruel to deny me the happiness of seeing you; and though this gentleman dislikes the amusement in general, he can have no objection, I am sure, to oblige us for one half hour."

"You’re so amazing at dancing, Miss Eliza, that it’s just unfair to keep me from the joy of watching you; and even though this gentleman generally doesn’t enjoy dancing, I’m sure he wouldn’t mind indulging us for just half an hour."

"Mr. Darcy is all politeness," said Elizabeth, smiling.

"Mr. Darcy is so polite," said Elizabeth, smiling.

"He is indeed—but considering the inducement, my dear Miss Eliza, we cannot wonder at his complaisance; for who would object to such a partner?"

"He really is—but given the temptation, my dear Miss Eliza, we can't be surprised by his willingness; after all, who would say no to such a partner?"

Elizabeth looked archly, and turned away. Her resistance had not injured her with the gentleman, and he was thinking of her with some complacency, when thus accosted by Miss Bingley,

Elizabeth looked at him with a raised eyebrow and turned away. Her defiance hadn’t put the gentleman off, and he was thinking of her with some satisfaction when Miss Bingley approached him.

"I can guess the subject of your reverie."

"I can guess what you're daydreaming about."

"I should imagine not."

"I don't think so."

"You are considering how insupportable it would be to pass many evenings in this manner—in such society; and indeed I am quite of your opinion. I was never more annoyed! The insipidity and yet the noise; the nothingness and yet the self-importance of all these people!—What would I give to hear your strictures on them!"

"You’re thinking about how unbearable it would be to spend so many evenings like this—in such company; and honestly, I totally agree with you. I’ve never been more frustrated! The dullness mixed with the noise; the emptiness yet the arrogance of all these people!—What I wouldn’t give to hear your thoughts on them!"

"Your conjecture is totally wrong, I assure you. My mind was more agreeably engaged. I have been meditating on the very great pleasure which a pair of fine eyes in the face of a pretty woman can bestow."

"You're completely mistaken, I promise you. I was thinking about something much more enjoyable. I've been reflecting on the immense pleasure that a pair of beautiful eyes in a lovely woman's face can bring."

Miss Bingley immediately fixed her eyes on his face, and desired he would tell her what lady had the credit of inspiring such reflections. Mr. Darcy replied with great intrepidity,

Miss Bingley immediately focused her gaze on his face and asked him to tell her which lady was responsible for inspiring such thoughts. Mr. Darcy responded with great confidence,

"Miss Elizabeth Bennet."

"Ms. Elizabeth Bennet."

"Miss Elizabeth Bennet!" repeated Miss Bingley. "I am all astonishment. How long has she been such a favourite?—and pray when am I to wish you joy?"

"Miss Elizabeth Bennet!" Miss Bingley echoed. "I’m completely shocked. How long has she been your favorite? And when am I supposed to congratulate you?"

"That is exactly the question which I expected you to ask. A lady's imagination is very rapid; it jumps from admiration to love, from love to matrimony in a moment. I knew you would be wishing me joy."

"That’s exactly the question I thought you’d ask. A woman’s imagination is very fast; it goes from admiration to love, and from love to marriage in an instant. I knew you’d be wishing me happiness."

"Nay, if you are so serious about it, I shall consider the matter as absolutely settled. You will have a charming mother-in-law, indeed, and of course she will be always at Pemberley with you."

"No, if you're that serious about it, then I’ll consider the matter completely settled. You'll have a lovely mother-in-law, for sure, and of course, she’ll always be at Pemberley with you."

He listened to her with perfect indifference, while she chose to entertain herself in this manner, and as his composure convinced her that all was safe, her wit flowed long.

He listened to her with complete indifference, while she opted to entertain herself this way, and as his calmness reassured her that everything was fine, her humor continued to pour out.


CHAPTER VII.

Mr. Bennet's property consisted almost entirely in an estate of two thousand a year, which, unfortunately for his daughters, was entailed in default of heirs male, on a distant relation; and their mother's fortune, though ample for her situation in life, could but ill supply the deficiency of his. Her father had been an attorney in Meryton, and had left her four thousand pounds.

Mr. Bennet's property was mostly an estate worth two thousand a year, which, unfortunately for his daughters, would go to a distant relative if there were no male heirs. Their mother's fortune, while sufficient for her lifestyle, could barely make up for the shortfall in his. Her father had been a lawyer in Meryton and had left her four thousand pounds.

She had a sister married to a Mr. Philips, who had been a clerk to their father, and succeeded him in the business, and a brother settled in London in a respectable line of trade.

She had a sister who was married to Mr. Philips, who had worked as a clerk for their father before taking over the business, and a brother who was established in London in a respectable trade.

The village of Longbourn was only one mile from Meryton; a most convenient distance for the young ladies, who were usually tempted thither three or four times a week, to pay their duty to their aunt and to a milliner's shop just over the way. The two youngest of the family, Catherine and Lydia, were particularly frequent in these attentions; their minds were more vacant than their sisters', and when nothing better offered, a walk to Meryton was necessary to amuse their morning hours and furnish conversation for the evening; and however bare of news the country in general might be, they always contrived to learn some from their aunt. At present, indeed, they were well supplied both with news and happiness by the recent arrival of a militia regiment in the neighbourhood; it was to remain the whole winter, and Meryton was the head quarters.

The village of Longbourn was just a mile from Meryton, which was a convenient distance for the young ladies, who often visited three or four times a week to see their aunt and check out a milliner's shop right across the street. The two youngest sisters, Catherine and Lydia, were especially regular in these visits; they had less on their minds than their older sisters, and when nothing else was going on, a walk to Meryton was a good way to pass their mornings and provide conversation for the evenings. And even though the countryside usually lacked news, they always managed to hear some from their aunt. Right now, they were actually well-stocked with both news and excitement thanks to the recent arrival of a militia regiment in the area; it was going to stay all winter, with Meryton as its headquarters.

Their visits to Mrs. Philips were now productive of the most interesting intelligence. Every day added something to their knowledge of the officers' names and connections. Their lodgings were not long a secret, and at length they began to know the officers themselves. Mr. Philips visited them all, and this opened to his nieces a source of felicity unknown before. They could talk of nothing but officers; and Mr. Bingley's large fortune, the mention of which gave animation to their mother, was worthless in their eyes when opposed to the regimentals of an ensign.

Their visits to Mrs. Philips were now full of the most interesting information. Every day added to what they knew about the officers' names and backgrounds. Their accommodations didn’t stay a secret for long, and soon they began to meet the officers themselves. Mr. Philips made the rounds, and this introduced his nieces to a level of happiness they hadn’t experienced before. They could talk about nothing but the officers; and Mr. Bingley’s substantial wealth, which made their mother excited, seemed insignificant to them when compared to the uniforms of a young officer.

After listening one morning to their effusions on this subject, Mr. Bennet coolly observed,

After listening to their passionate talks on this subject one morning, Mr. Bennet calmly remarked,

"From all that I can collect by your manner of talking, you must be two of the silliest girls in the country. I have suspected it some time, but I am now convinced."

"From everything I can gather from the way you talk, you must be two of the silliest girls in the country. I've had my suspicions for a while, but now I'm sure."

Catherine was disconcerted, and made no answer; but Lydia, with perfect indifference, continued to express her admiration of Captain Carter, and her hope of seeing him in the course of the day, as he was going the next morning to London.

Catherine was unsettled and didn't respond; however, Lydia, completely unbothered, kept singing the praises of Captain Carter and expressed her hope of seeing him later that day since he was heading to London the next morning.

"I am astonished, my dear," said Mrs. Bennet, "that you should be so ready to think your own children silly. If I wished to think slightingly of any body's children, it should not be of my own however."

"I am amazed, my dear," said Mrs. Bennet, "that you are so quick to call your own children silly. If I wanted to look down on anyone's kids, it certainly wouldn't be my own."

"If my children are silly I must hope to be always sensible of it."

"If my kids are being silly, I have to hope I stay aware of it."

"Yes—but as it happens, they are all of them very clever."

"Yes—but actually, they’re all very smart."

"This is the only point, I flatter myself, on which we do not agree. I had hoped that our sentiments coincided in every particular, but I must so far differ from you as to think our two youngest daughters uncommonly foolish."

"This is the only point, I personally think, where we disagree. I had hoped that we shared the same feelings on everything, but I have to differ from you to the extent that I find our two youngest daughters unusually foolish."

"My dear Mr. Bennet, you must not expect such girls to have the sense of their father and mother.—When they get to our age I dare say they will not think about officers any more than we do. I remember the time when I liked a red coat myself very well—and indeed so I do still at my heart; and if a smart young colonel, with five or six thousand a year, should want one of my girls, I shall not say nay to him; and I thought Colonel Forster looked very becoming the other night at Sir William's in his regimentals."

"My dear Mr. Bennet, you shouldn't expect those girls to have the same sense as their parents. When they reach our age, I bet they won’t care about officers any more than we do. I remember when I used to really like a red coat—and to be honest, I still do deep down; and if a dashing young colonel with five or six thousand a year wanted one of my daughters, I wouldn’t turn him down; I thought Colonel Forster looked quite handsome the other night at Sir William's in his uniform."

"Mama," cried Lydia, "my aunt says that Colonel Forster and Captain Carter do not go so often to Miss Watson's as they did when they first came; she sees them now very often standing in Clarke's library."

"Mama," cried Lydia, "my aunt says that Colonel Forster and Captain Carter don't go to Miss Watson's as much as they used to when they first arrived; she often sees them standing in Clarke's library now."

Mrs. Bennet was prevented replying by the entrance of the footman with a note for Miss Bennet; it came from Netherfield, and the servant waited for an answer. Mrs. Bennet's eyes sparkled with pleasure, and she was eagerly calling out, while her daughter read,

Mrs. Bennet couldn't reply because the footman came in with a note for Miss Bennet; it was from Netherfield, and the servant was waiting for an answer. Mrs. Bennet's eyes lit up with excitement, and she eagerly called out as her daughter read,

"Well, Jane, who is it from? what is it about? what does he say? Well, Jane, make haste and tell us; make haste, my love."

"Well, Jane, who’s it from? What’s it about? What does he say? Come on, Jane, hurry up and tell us; hurry up, my love."

"It is from Miss Bingley," said Jane, and then read it aloud.

"It’s from Miss Bingley," Jane said, and then read it out loud.

"My dear Friend,

"My dear Friend,

"If you are not so compassionate as to dine to-day with Louisa and me, we shall be in danger of hating each other for the rest of our lives, for a whole day's tête-à-tête between two women can never end without a quarrel. Come as soon as you can on the receipt of this. My brother and the gentlemen are to dine with the officers. Yours ever,

"If you’re not kind enough to join Louisa and me for dinner today, we might end up resenting each other forever, because spending an entire day alone with two women is bound to result in a fight. Please come as soon as you can after receiving this. My brother and the guys are having dinner with the officers. Always yours,

"Caroline Bingley."

"Caroline Bingley."

"With the officers!" cried Lydia. "I wonder my aunt did not tell us of that."

"With the officers!" shouted Lydia. "I can't believe my aunt didn't tell us about that."

"Dining out," said Mrs. Bennet, "that is very unlucky."

"Dining out," Mrs. Bennet said, "that's really unfortunate."

"Can I have the carriage?" said Jane.

"Can I have the carriage?" Jane asked.

"No, my dear, you had better go on horseback, because it seems likely to rain; and then you must stay all night."

"No, my dear, you should probably go on horseback, since it looks like it's going to rain; and then you'll need to stay the night."

"That would be a good scheme," said Elizabeth, "if you were sure that they would not offer to send her home."

"That would be a good plan," Elizabeth said, "if you were sure they wouldn’t offer to send her home."

"Oh! but the gentlemen will have Mr. Bingley's chaise to go to Meryton; and the Hursts have no horses to theirs."

"Oh! But the guys will take Mr. Bingley's carriage to Meryton; and the Hursts don't have any horses for theirs."

"I had much rather go in the coach."

"I would much rather go in the carriage."

"But, my dear, your father cannot spare the horses, I am sure. They are wanted in the farm, Mr. Bennet, are not they?"

"But, my dear, I'm sure your father can't spare the horses. They’re needed on the farm, right, Mr. Bennet?"

"They are wanted in the farm much oftener than I can get them."

"They are needed on the farm way more often than I can get them."

"But if you have got them to-day," said Elizabeth, "my mother's purpose will be answered."

"But if you have them today," said Elizabeth, "my mother's goal will be achieved."

She did at last extort from her father an acknowledgment that the horses were engaged. Jane was therefore obliged to go on horseback, and her mother attended her to the door with many cheerful prognostics of a bad day. Her hopes were answered; Jane had not been gone long before it rained hard. Her sisters were uneasy for her, but her mother was delighted. The rain continued the whole evening without intermission; Jane certainly could not come back.

She finally got her dad to admit that the horses were booked. So, Jane had to ride out on horseback, and her mom sent her off with a lot of upbeat predictions about a bad day ahead. Her mom's predictions turned out to be right; Jane had barely left before it started pouring. Her sisters were worried about her, but her mom was thrilled. The rain kept pouring all evening without stopping; there was no way Jane could return.

"This was a lucky idea of mine, indeed!" said Mrs. Bennet, more than once, as if the credit of making it rain were all her own. Till the next morning, however, she was not aware of all the felicity of her contrivance. Breakfast was scarcely over when a servant from Netherfield brought the following note for Elizabeth:

"This was such a great idea of mine, really!" said Mrs. Bennet more than once, as if she were completely responsible for making it rain. However, she didn’t realize the full extent of her good fortune until the next morning. Breakfast had hardly finished when a servant from Netherfield arrived with the following note for Elizabeth:

"My dearest Lizzy,

"My dearest Lizzy,

"I find myself very unwell this morning, which, I suppose, is to be imputed to my getting wet through yesterday. My kind friends will not hear of my returning home till I am better. They insist also on my seeing Mr. Jones—therefore do not be alarmed if you should hear of his having been to me—and excepting a sore-throat and head-ache there is not much the matter with me.

I feel really sick this morning, probably because I got completely soaked yesterday. My kind friends won’t let me go home until I’m feeling better. They’re also insisting that I see Mr. Jones—so don’t worry if you hear he’s come to see me—and aside from a sore throat and a headache, I’m not too bad.

"Yours, &c."

"Yours, &c."

"Well, my dear," said Mr. Bennet, when Elizabeth had read the note aloud, "if your daughter should have a dangerous fit of illness, if she should die, it would be a comfort to know that it was all in pursuit of Mr. Bingley, and under your orders."

"Well, my dear," Mr. Bennet said when Elizabeth finished reading the note aloud, "if your daughter happens to have a serious illness and dies, it would be somewhat comforting to know that it was all in the name of pursuing Mr. Bingley, and following your instructions."

"Oh! I am not at all afraid of her dying. People do not die of little trifling colds. She will be taken good care of. As long as she stays there, it is all very well. I would go and see her, if I could have the carriage."

"Oh! I'm not worried at all about her dying. People don’t die from minor colds. She’ll be well taken care of. As long as she stays there, everything's fine. I would go and see her if I could have the carriage."

Elizabeth, feeling really anxious, was determined to go to her, though the carriage was not to be had; and as she was no horse-woman, walking was her only alternative. She declared her resolution.

Elizabeth, feeling really anxious, was determined to go see her, even though there was no carriage available; and since she didn't know how to ride a horse, walking was her only option. She stated her decision firmly.

"How can you be so silly," cried her mother, "as to think of such a thing, in all this dirt! You will not be fit to be seen when you get there."

"How can you be so silly," her mother exclaimed, "to think of such a thing in all this dirt! You won't be presentable when you get there."

"I shall be very fit to see Jane—which is all I want."

"I'll be totally ready to see Jane—which is all I want."

"Is this a hint to me, Lizzy," said her father, "to send for the horses?"

"Is that a hint for me, Lizzy," her father asked, "to call for the horses?"

"No, indeed. I do not wish to avoid the walk. The distance is nothing, when one has a motive; only three miles. I shall be back by dinner."

"No, not at all. I don’t want to skip the walk. The distance isn’t a problem when you have a reason; it’s only three miles. I’ll be back by dinner."

"I admire the activity of your benevolence," observed Mary, "but every impulse of feeling should be guided by reason; and, in my opinion, exertion should always be in proportion to what is required."

"I appreciate your generous actions," Mary said, "but every feeling should be directed by reason; and, in my view, effort should always match what’s necessary."

"We will go as far as Meryton with you," said Catherine and Lydia.—Elizabeth accepted their company, and the three young ladies set off together.

"We'll go as far as Meryton with you," said Catherine and Lydia. Elizabeth agreed to their company, and the three young women set off together.

"If we make haste," said Lydia, as they walked along, "perhaps we may see something of Captain Carter before he goes."

"If we hurry," said Lydia, as they walked along, "maybe we'll see Captain Carter before he leaves."

In Meryton they parted; the two youngest repaired to the lodgings of one of the officers' wives, and Elizabeth continued her walk alone, crossing field after field at a quick pace, jumping over stiles and springing over puddles with impatient activity, and finding herself at last within view of the house, with weary ancles, dirty stockings, and a face glowing with the warmth of exercise.

In Meryton, they split up; the two youngest went to one of the officers' wives' places, while Elizabeth kept walking by herself, moving quickly across field after field, jumping over stiles and leaping over puddles with restless energy. Eventually, she found herself in sight of the house, with tired ankles, muddy stockings, and a face flushed from the workout.

She was shewn into the breakfast-parlour, where all but Jane were assembled, and where her appearance created a great deal of surprise.—That she should have walked three miles so early in the day, in such dirty weather, and by herself, was almost incredible to Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley; and Elizabeth was convinced that they held her in contempt for it. She was received, however, very politely by them; and in their brother's manners there was something better than politeness; there was good humour and kindness.—Mr. Darcy said very little, and Mr. Hurst nothing at all. The former was divided between admiration of the brilliancy which exercise had given to her complexion, and doubt as to the occasion's justifying her coming so far alone. The latter was thinking only of his breakfast.

She was shown into the breakfast room, where everyone except Jane was gathered, and her arrival caused quite a surprise. The fact that she had walked three miles so early in the day, in such awful weather, and by herself, was almost unbelievable to Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley; Elizabeth felt they looked down on her for it. However, they received her very politely; and in their brother's behavior, there was something more than politeness; there was good humor and kindness. Mr. Darcy said very little, while Mr. Hurst said nothing at all. The former was torn between admiring the glow that exercise had given her cheeks and questioning whether her journey alone was justified. The latter was only thinking about his breakfast.

Her enquiries after her sister were not very favourably answered. Miss Bennet had slept ill, and though up, was very feverish and not well enough to leave her room. Elizabeth was glad to be taken to her immediately; and Jane, who had only been withheld by the fear of giving alarm or inconvenience, from expressing in her note how much she longed for such a visit, was delighted at her entrance. She was not equal, however, to much conversation, and when Miss Bingley left them together, could attempt little beside expressions of gratitude for the extraordinary kindness she was treated with. Elizabeth silently attended her.

Her inquiries about her sister didn’t go very well. Miss Bennet had slept poorly and, although she was awake, was feeling very feverish and wasn’t well enough to leave her room. Elizabeth was glad to be taken to her right away, and Jane, who had only held back from expressing in her note how much she wished for a visit due to the fear of causing alarm or inconvenience, was thrilled at her arrival. However, she wasn’t up for much conversation, and when Miss Bingley left them alone, she could only manage a few words of thanks for the incredible kindness she was receiving. Elizabeth quietly stayed by her side.

When breakfast was over, they were joined by the sisters; and Elizabeth began to like them herself, when she saw how much affection and solicitude they shewed for Jane. The apothecary came, and having examined his patient, said, as might be supposed, that she had caught a violent cold, and that they must endeavour to get the better of it; advised her to return to bed, and promised her some draughts. The advice was followed readily, for the feverish symptoms increased, and her head ached acutely. Elizabeth did not quit her room for a moment, nor were the other ladies often absent; the gentlemen being out, they had in fact nothing to do elsewhere.

When breakfast was over, the sisters joined them, and Elizabeth started to like them too when she saw how much love and concern they showed for Jane. The doctor came, and after examining his patient, he said, as expected, that she had caught a bad cold and that they needed to help her get through it; he advised her to go back to bed and promised her some medicine. They quickly followed his advice since her feverish symptoms got worse, and her head was pounding. Elizabeth didn’t leave her room for a moment, and the other ladies were rarely gone either; with the men out, they really had nothing else to do.

When the clock struck three, Elizabeth felt that she must go; and very unwillingly said so. Miss Bingley offered her the carriage, and she only wanted a little pressing to accept it, when Jane testified such concern in parting with her, that Miss Bingley was obliged to convert the offer of the chaise into an invitation to remain at Netherfield for the present. Elizabeth most thankfully consented, and a servant was dispatched to Longbourn to acquaint the family with her stay, and bring back a supply of clothes.

When the clock struck three, Elizabeth felt she had to leave, and she said it with great reluctance. Miss Bingley offered her the carriage, and Elizabeth just needed a bit of convincing to accept it, when Jane showed such concern about saying goodbye that Miss Bingley had to turn the carriage offer into an invitation for her to stay at Netherfield for now. Elizabeth gratefully agreed, and a servant was sent to Longbourn to inform her family about her stay and to bring back some clothes.


CHAPTER VIII.

At five o'clock the two ladies retired to dress, and at half past six Elizabeth was summoned to dinner. To the civil enquiries which then poured in, and amongst which she had the pleasure of distinguishing the much superior solicitude of Mr. Bingley's, she could not make a very favourable answer. Jane was by no means better. The sisters, on hearing this, repeated three or four times how much they were grieved, how shocking it was to have a bad cold, and how excessively they disliked being ill themselves; and then thought no more of the matter: and their indifference towards Jane when not immediately before them, restored Elizabeth to the enjoyment of all her original dislike.

At five o'clock, the two ladies went to get ready, and by six-thirty, Elizabeth was called to dinner. To the polite questions that followed, especially noting Mr. Bingley's genuine concern, she couldn’t give a very positive answer. Jane was definitely not any better. The sisters, upon hearing this, expressed their disappointment several times, lamenting how awful it was to have a bad cold and how much they hated being sick themselves, and then quickly moved on. Their lack of concern for Jane when she wasn’t right in front of them allowed Elizabeth to fully enjoy her original dislike once again.

Their brother, indeed, was the only one of the party whom she could regard with any complacency. His anxiety for Jane was evident, and his attentions to herself most pleasing, and they prevented her feeling herself so much an intruder as she believed she was considered by the others. She had very little notice from any but him. Miss Bingley was engrossed by Mr. Darcy, her sister scarcely less so; and as for Mr. Hurst, by whom Elizabeth sat, he was an indolent man, who lived only to eat, drink, and play at cards, who when he found her prefer a plain dish to a ragout, had nothing to say to her.

Their brother was really the only one in the group she could feel comfortable with. His concern for Jane was clear, and his attention towards her was truly enjoyable, which made her feel less like an outsider than she thought the others considered her to be. She hardly received any attention from anyone but him. Miss Bingley was absorbed in Mr. Darcy, and her sister was almost as distracted; as for Mr. Hurst, who was sitting next to Elizabeth, he was a lazy guy whose only interests were eating, drinking, and playing cards. When he saw her choose a simple dish over something fancy, he had nothing to say to her.

When dinner was over, she returned directly to Jane, and Miss Bingley began abusing her as soon as she was out of the room. Her manners were pronounced to be very bad indeed, a mixture of pride and impertinence; she had no conversation, no style, no taste, no beauty. Mrs. Hurst thought the same, and added,

When dinner was over, she went straight back to Jane, and Miss Bingley started badmouthing her as soon as she left the room. Her manners were labeled as really bad, a mix of arrogance and rudeness; she had no conversation, no style, no taste, and no beauty. Mrs. Hurst agreed and added,

"She has nothing, in short, to recommend her, but being an excellent walker. I shall never forget her appearance this morning. She really looked almost wild."

"She has nothing, really, that makes her stand out, except for being an amazing walker. I’ll never forget how she looked this morning. She honestly looked a bit wild."

"She did indeed, Louisa. I could hardly keep my countenance. Very nonsensical to come at all! Why must she be scampering about the country, because her sister had a cold? Her hair so untidy, so blowsy!"

"She really did, Louisa. I could barely keep a straight face. It was so silly for her to come at all! Why did she have to be running around the country just because her sister had a cold? Her hair was such a mess, so wild!"

"Yes, and her petticoat; I hope you saw her petticoat, six inches deep in mud, I am absolutely certain; and the gown which had been let down to hide it, not doing its office."

"Yes, and her petticoat; I hope you saw her petticoat, six inches deep in mud, I'm totally sure; and the gown that was let down to cover it, not doing its job."

"Your picture may be very exact, Louisa," said Bingley; "but this was all lost upon me. I thought Miss Elizabeth Bennet looked remarkably well, when she came into the room this morning. Her dirty petticoat quite escaped my notice."

"Your description might be very accurate, Louisa," said Bingley; "but I completely missed that. I thought Miss Elizabeth Bennet looked really nice when she came into the room this morning. I didn’t even notice her dirty petticoat."

"You observed it, Mr. Darcy, I am sure," said Miss Bingley; "and I am inclined to think that you would not wish to see your sister make such an exhibition."

"You noticed it, Mr. Darcy, I'm sure," said Miss Bingley; "and I have a feeling that you wouldn't want your sister to put on such a show."

"Certainly not."

"Definitely not."

"To walk three miles, or four miles, or five miles, or whatever it is, above her ancles in dirt, and alone, quite alone! what could she mean by it? It seems to me to shew an abominable sort of conceited independence, a most country town indifference to decorum."

"To walk three miles, or four miles, or five miles, or however far it is, with dirt up to her ankles, and alone, totally alone! What could she be thinking? It feels like an incredibly annoying kind of self-important independence, a total lack of concern for propriety typical of a small town."

"It shews an affection for her sister that is very pleasing," said Bingley.

"It shows a fondness for her sister that is really nice," said Bingley.

"I am afraid, Mr. Darcy," observed Miss Bingley, in a half whisper, "that this adventure has rather affected your admiration of her fine eyes."

"I’m afraid, Mr. Darcy," Miss Bingley said softly, "that this situation has somewhat changed your admiration for her beautiful eyes."

"Not at all," he replied; "they were brightened by the exercise."—A short pause followed this speech, and Mrs. Hurst began again.

"Not at all," he replied; "the exercise made them brighter."—A short pause followed this statement, and Mrs. Hurst began again.

"I have an excessive regard for Jane Bennet, she is really a very sweet girl, and I wish with all my heart she were well settled. But with such a father and mother, and such low connections, I am afraid there is no chance of it."

"I have a high opinion of Jane Bennet; she is truly a very kind girl, and I genuinely wish she were happily settled. However, with such a father and mother, and such low connections, I’m afraid it’s unlikely."

"I think I have heard you say, that their uncle is an attorney in Meryton."

"I think I heard you say that their uncle is a lawyer in Meryton."

"Yes; and they have another, who lives somewhere near Cheapside."

"Yeah; and they have another one who lives somewhere around Cheapside."

"That is capital," added her sister, and they both laughed heartily.

"That's great," her sister added, and they both laughed loudly.

"If they had uncles enough to fill all Cheapside," cried Bingley, "it would not make them one jot less agreeable."

"If they had enough uncles to fill all of Cheapside," Bingley exclaimed, "it wouldn't make them any less pleasant."

"But it must very materially lessen their chance of marrying men of any consideration in the world," replied Darcy.

"But it really has to significantly reduce their chances of marrying any respectable men," replied Darcy.

To this speech Bingley made no answer; but his sisters gave it their hearty assent, and indulged their mirth for some time at the expense of their dear friend's vulgar relations.

To this speech, Bingley didn’t respond; however, his sisters fully agreed and enjoyed laughing for a while about their close friend’s uncouth relatives.

With a renewal of tenderness, however, they repaired to her room on leaving the dining-parlour, and sat with her till summoned to coffee. She was still very poorly, and Elizabeth would not quit her at all, till late in the evening, when she had the comfort of seeing her asleep, and when it appeared to her rather right than pleasant that she should go down stairs herself. On entering the drawing-room she found the whole party at loo, and was immediately invited to join them; but suspecting them to be playing high she declined it, and making her sister the excuse, said she would amuse herself for the short time she could stay below with a book. Mr. Hurst looked at her with astonishment.

With a renewed sense of tenderness, they went to her room after leaving the dining room and sat with her until they were called for coffee. She was still quite unwell, and Elizabeth wouldn't leave her side at all until late in the evening, when she felt comforted seeing her asleep. At that point, it seemed more right than enjoyable for her to head downstairs. When she entered the living room, she found everyone engaged in a game of loo, and she was immediately invited to join. However, suspecting that they were playing for high stakes, she declined and, using her sister as an excuse, said she would entertain herself for the little time she could spend downstairs with a book. Mr. Hurst looked at her in disbelief.

"Do you prefer reading to cards?" said he; "that is rather singular."

"Do you prefer reading over cards?" he asked. "That's pretty unusual."

"Miss Eliza Bennet," said Miss Bingley, "despises cards. She is a great reader and has no pleasure in anything else."

"Miss Eliza Bennet," Miss Bingley said, "hates playing cards. She's a big reader and doesn't find joy in anything else."

"I deserve neither such praise nor such censure," cried Elizabeth; "I am not a great reader, and I have pleasure in many things."

"I don't deserve either that praise or that criticism," Elizabeth exclaimed; "I'm not a big reader, and I find enjoyment in a lot of things."

"In nursing your sister I am sure you have pleasure," said Bingley; "and I hope it will soon be increased by seeing her quite well."

"In taking care of your sister, I’m sure you find joy," said Bingley; "and I hope that joy will be even greater when you see her completely recovered."

Elizabeth thanked him from her heart, and then walked towards a table where a few books were lying. He immediately offered to fetch her others; all that his library afforded.

Elizabeth sincerely thanked him and then walked over to a table where a few books were stacked. He instantly offered to get her more—everything that his library had to offer.

"And I wish my collection were larger for your benefit and my own credit; but I am an idle fellow, and though I have not many, I have more than I ever look into."

"And I wish my collection was bigger for both our sake and to boost my own reputation; but I'm pretty lazy, and even though I don't have a lot, I have more than I ever actually look at."

Elizabeth assured him that she could suit herself perfectly with those in the room.

Elizabeth assured him that she could fit in just fine with everyone in the room.

"I am astonished," said Miss Bingley, "that my father should have left so small a collection of books.—What a delightful library you have at Pemberley, Mr. Darcy!"

"I can't believe," said Miss Bingley, "that my father left behind such a small collection of books.—What a lovely library you have at Pemberley, Mr. Darcy!"

"It ought to be good," he replied, "it has been the work of many generations."

"It should be good," he replied, "it's been created by many generations."

"And then you have added so much to it yourself, you are always buying books."

"And then you’ve added so much to it yourself; you're always buying books."

"I cannot comprehend the neglect of a family library in such days as these."

"I can't understand how a family could overlook having a library in times like these."

"Neglect! I am sure you neglect nothing that can add to the beauties of that noble place. Charles, when you build your house, I wish it may be half as delightful as Pemberley."

"Neglect! I'm sure you don't overlook anything that can enhance the beauty of that amazing place. Charles, when you build your house, I hope it's at least half as lovely as Pemberley."

"I wish it may."

"I hope it does."

"But I would really advise you to make your purchase in that neighbourhood, and take Pemberley for a kind of model. There is not a finer county in England than Derbyshire."

"But I really recommend that you make your purchase in that area and use Pemberley as a sort of model. There's no better countryside in England than Derbyshire."

"With all my heart; I will buy Pemberley itself if Darcy will sell it."

"With all my heart, I would buy Pemberley itself if Darcy were to sell it."

"I am talking of possibilities, Charles."

"I'm talking about opportunities, Charles."

"Upon my word, Caroline, I should think it more possible to get Pemberley by purchase than by imitation."

"Honestly, Caroline, I think it’s easier to buy Pemberley than to try to replicate it."

Elizabeth was so much caught by what passed, as to leave her very little attention for her book; and soon laying it wholly aside, she drew near the card-table, and stationed herself between Mr. Bingley and his eldest sister, to observe the game.

Elizabeth was so engrossed in what was happening that she barely focused on her book. Soon, she set it aside completely and moved closer to the card table, positioning herself between Mr. Bingley and his older sister to watch the game.

"Is Miss Darcy much grown since the spring?" said Miss Bingley; "will she be as tall as I am?"

"Has Miss Darcy grown a lot since spring?" asked Miss Bingley. "Will she be as tall as I am?"

"I think she will. She is now about Miss Elizabeth Bennet's height, or rather taller."

"I think she will. She's now about the same height as Miss Elizabeth Bennet, or maybe taller."

"How I long to see her again! I never met with anybody who delighted me so much. Such a countenance, such manners! and so extremely accomplished for her age! Her performance on the piano-forte is exquisite."

"How I wish I could see her again! I've never met anyone who brought me so much joy. Such a face, such demeanor! And so incredibly talented for her age! Her piano playing is amazing."

"It is amazing to me," said Bingley, "how young ladies can have patience to be so very accomplished, as they all are."

"It amazes me," said Bingley, "how young women can be so patient to become so accomplished, as they all are."

"All young ladies accomplished! My dear Charles, what do you mean?"

"All young ladies are accomplished! My dear Charles, what do you mean?"

"Yes, all of them, I think. They all paint tables, cover skreens and net purses. I scarcely know any one who cannot do all this, and I am sure I never heard a young lady spoken of for the first time, without being informed that she was very accomplished."

"Yeah, all of them, I think. They all paint tables, cover screens, and make net bags. I hardly know anyone who can’t do all this, and I’m sure I’ve never heard of a young lady for the first time without being told that she’s really talented."

"Your list of the common extent of accomplishments," said Darcy, "has too much truth. The word is applied to many a woman who deserves it no otherwise than by netting a purse, or covering a skreen. But I am very far from agreeing with you in your estimation of ladies in general. I cannot boast of knowing more than half a dozen, in the whole range of my acquaintance, that are really accomplished."

"Your list of common achievements," said Darcy, "is mostly true. The term is given to many women who only deserve it for things like sewing a purse or decorating a screen. But I definitely don't agree with your view of women in general. I can’t claim to know more than a handful, out of everyone I know, who are truly accomplished."

"Nor I, I am sure," said Miss Bingley.

"Me neither, I'm sure," said Miss Bingley.

"Then," observed Elizabeth, "you must comprehend a great deal in your idea of an accomplished woman."

"Then," Elizabeth noted, "you must have a pretty high standard for what an accomplished woman is."

"Yes; I do comprehend a great deal in it."

"Yeah, I understand a lot of it."

"Oh! certainly," cried his faithful assistant, "no one can be really esteemed accomplished, who does not greatly surpass what is usually met with. A woman must have a thorough knowledge of music, singing, drawing, dancing, and the modern languages, to deserve the word; and besides all this, she must possess a certain something in her air and manner of walking, the tone of her voice, her address and expressions, or the word will be but half deserved."

"Oh! definitely," exclaimed his loyal assistant, "no one can truly be considered accomplished if they don't far exceed what is typically expected. A woman needs to have a comprehensive understanding of music, singing, drawing, dancing, and modern languages to earn that title; and on top of all that, she must have a certain quality in her demeanor and the way she carries herself, the tone of her voice, her communication style and expressions, or else the term will only be partly justified."

"All this she must possess," added Darcy, "and to all this she must yet add something more substantial, in the improvement of her mind by extensive reading."

"She needs to have all of this," Darcy added, "and on top of that, she must also enhance her mind through extensive reading."

"I am no longer surprised at your knowing only six accomplished women. I rather wonder now at your knowing any."

"I’m no longer surprised that you know only six accomplished women. I actually wonder now how you know any."

"Are you so severe upon your own sex, as to doubt the possibility of all this?"

"Are you really so harsh on your own gender that you doubt any of this is possible?"

"I never saw such a woman. I never saw such capacity, and taste, and application, and elegance, as you describe, united."

"I have never seen a woman like that. I have never seen such ability, style, dedication, and grace, as you describe, combined."

Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley both cried out against the injustice of her implied doubt, and were both protesting that they knew many women who answered this description, when Mr. Hurst called them to order, with bitter complaints of their inattention to what was going forward. As all conversation was thereby at an end, Elizabeth soon afterwards left the room.

Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley both exclaimed about the unfairness of her implied doubt and insisted that they knew many women who fit that description, when Mr. Hurst interrupted them, complaining bitterly about their lack of attention to what was happening. With the conversation effectively over, Elizabeth soon left the room.

"Eliza Bennet," said Miss Bingley, when the door was closed on her, "is one of those young ladies who seek to recommend themselves to the other sex, by undervaluing their own; and with many men, I dare say, it succeeds. But, in my opinion, it is a paltry device, a very mean art."

"Eliza Bennet," Miss Bingley said once the door was closed, "is one of those young women who try to get the attention of men by downplaying their own worth; and I’m sure it works with quite a few guys. But to me, it's a petty trick, a pretty low tactic."

"Undoubtedly," replied Darcy, to whom this remark was chiefly addressed, "there is meanness in all the arts which ladies sometimes condescend to employ for captivation. Whatever bears affinity to cunning is despicable."

"Definitely," replied Darcy, to whom this comment was mainly directed, "there is a certain meanness in all the tactics that women sometimes resort to for charm. Anything that is related to deceit is contemptible."

Miss Bingley was not so entirely satisfied with this reply as to continue the subject.

Miss Bingley wasn't completely satisfied with this response to keep the conversation going.

Elizabeth joined them again only to say that her sister was worse, and that she could not leave her. Bingley urged Mr. Jones's being sent for immediately; while his sisters, convinced that no country advice could be of any service, recommended an express to town for one of the most eminent physicians. This, she would not hear of; but she was not so unwilling to comply with their brother's proposal; and it was settled that Mr. Jones should be sent for early in the morning, if Miss Bennet were not decidedly better. Bingley was quite uncomfortable; his sisters declared that they were miserable. They solaced their wretchedness, however, by duets after supper, while he could find no better relief to his feelings than by giving his housekeeper directions that every possible attention might be paid to the sick lady and her sister.

Elizabeth joined them again just to say that her sister was worse and that she couldn’t leave her. Bingley insisted that Mr. Jones be called for right away, while his sisters, believing that no local doctor could help, suggested sending for an express to town to get one of the best physicians. She wouldn’t hear of that; however, she was more willing to agree to their brother’s suggestion. It was decided that Mr. Jones should be called in early the next morning if Miss Bennet wasn’t clearly better. Bingley felt quite uneasy; his sisters said they were miserable. They comforted their unhappiness, though, by singing duets after supper, while he could find no better relief for his feelings than ordering his housekeeper to make sure every possible attention was given to the sick lady and her sister.


CHAPTER IX.

Elizabeth passed the chief of the night in her sister's room, and in the morning had the pleasure of being able to send a tolerable answer to the enquiries which she very early received from Mr. Bingley by a housemaid, and some time afterwards from the two elegant ladies who waited on his sisters. In spite of this amendment, however, she requested to have a note sent to Longbourn, desiring her mother to visit Jane, and form her own judgment of her situation. The note was immediately dispatched, and its contents as quickly complied with. Mrs. Bennet, accompanied by her two youngest girls, reached Netherfield soon after the family breakfast.

Elizabeth spent the night in her sister's room, and in the morning, she was happy to be able to give a decent response to the inquiries she received early on from Mr. Bingley through a housemaid, and later from the two elegant ladies attending his sisters. Despite this improvement, she asked for a note to be sent to Longbourn, requesting her mother to visit Jane and form her own opinion about her condition. The note was sent right away, and its request was promptly fulfilled. Mrs. Bennet, along with her two youngest daughters, arrived at Netherfield shortly after the family breakfast.

Had she found Jane in any apparent danger, Mrs. Bennet would have been very miserable; but being satisfied on seeing her that her illness was not alarming, she had no wish of her recovering immediately, as her restoration to health would probably remove her from Netherfield. She would not listen therefore to her daughter's proposal of being carried home; neither did the apothecary, who arrived about the same time, think it at all advisable. After sitting a little while with Jane, on Miss Bingley's appearance and invitation, the mother and three daughters all attended her into the breakfast parlour. Bingley met them with hopes that Mrs. Bennet had not found Miss Bennet worse than she expected.

If Mrs. Bennet had seen Jane in any real danger, she would have been very upset; but since she was relieved to find that Jane's illness wasn’t serious, she didn’t wish for her to recover right away, as that would likely mean Jane would leave Netherfield. Therefore, she wouldn’t listen to her daughter’s suggestion of being taken home; nor did the apothecary, who arrived around the same time, think it was a good idea. After sitting with Jane for a little while, they all followed Miss Bingley into the breakfast parlor when she arrived and invited them. Bingley greeted them with hopes that Mrs. Bennet hadn’t found Miss Bennet to be worse than she anticipated.

"Indeed I have, Sir," was her answer. "She is a great deal too ill to be moved. Mr. Jones says we must not think of moving her. We must trespass a little longer on your kindness."

"Yes, I have, Sir," she replied. "She's much too sick to be moved. Mr. Jones says we shouldn't even think about moving her. We just need to rely on your kindness a bit longer."

"Removed!" cried Bingley. "It must not be thought of. My sister, I am sure, will not hear of her removal."

"Removed!" shouted Bingley. "We can’t even consider that. I’m sure my sister won’t agree to her being moved."

"You may depend upon it, Madam," said Miss Bingley, with cold civility, "that Miss Bennet shall receive every possible attention while she remains with us."

"You can count on it, Madam," said Miss Bingley, with a chilly politeness, "that Miss Bennet will get all the attention she can while she's with us."

Mrs. Bennet was profuse in her acknowledgments.

Mrs. Bennet was very generous in her thanks.

"I am sure," she added, "if it was not for such good friends I do not know what would become of her, for she is very ill indeed, and suffers a vast deal, though with the greatest patience in the world, which is always the way with her, for she has, without exception, the sweetest temper I ever met with. I often tell my other girls they are nothing to her. You have a sweet room here, Mr. Bingley, and a charming prospect over that gravel walk. I do not know a place in the country that is equal to Netherfield. You will not think of quitting it in a hurry I hope, though you have but a short lease."

"I’m sure," she added, "if it weren't for such good friends, I don’t know what would happen to her, because she’s very sick and suffers a lot, although she does so with the most amazing patience. That’s just how she is; she has, without a doubt, the sweetest temperament I’ve ever seen. I often tell my other daughters that they can’t compare to her. You have a lovely room here, Mr. Bingley, with a charming view over that gravel path. I don’t know anywhere in the countryside that compares to Netherfield. I hope you’re not thinking of leaving it anytime soon, even if your lease is short."

"Whatever I do is done in a hurry," replied he; "and therefore if I should resolve to quit Netherfield, I should probably be off in five minutes. At present, however, I consider myself as quite fixed here."

"Everything I do is rushed," he replied, "so if I decided to leave Netherfield, I'd probably be gone in five minutes. For now, though, I feel pretty settled here."

"That is exactly what I should have supposed of you," said Elizabeth.

"That's exactly what I should've thought about you," said Elizabeth.

"You begin to comprehend me, do you?" cried he, turning towards her.

"You starting to get me, huh?" he shouted, turning toward her.

"Oh! yes—I understand you perfectly."

"Oh! Yes, I totally get you."

"I wish I might take this for a compliment; but to be so easily seen through I am afraid is pitiful."

"I wish I could take this as a compliment, but being so easily understood feels kind of sad."

"That is as it happens. It does not necessarily follow that a deep, intricate character is more or less estimable than such a one as yours."

"That's just how it is. It doesn't mean that a complex, deep character is better or worse than someone like you."

"Lizzy," cried her mother, "remember where you are, and do not run on in the wild manner that you are suffered to do at home."

"Lizzy," her mother exclaimed, "remember where you are, and don’t run around like you do at home."

"I did not know before," continued Bingley immediately, "that you were a studier of character. It must be an amusing study."

"I didn't know before," Bingley continued right away, "that you were into studying character. That must be an interesting study."

"Yes; but intricate characters are the most amusing. They have at least that advantage."

"Yes, but complex characters are the most entertaining. They definitely have that going for them."

"The country," said Darcy, "can in general supply but few subjects for such a study. In a country neighbourhood you move in a very confined and unvarying society."

"The country," said Darcy, "generally doesn’t offer many subjects for that kind of study. In a rural area, you’re surrounded by a very limited and monotonous community."

"But people themselves alter so much, that there is something new to be observed in them for ever."

"But people change so much that there’s always something new to notice about them."

"Yes, indeed," cried Mrs. Bennet, offended by his manner of mentioning a country neighbourhood. "I assure you there is quite as much of that going on in the country as in town."

"Yes, absolutely," shouted Mrs. Bennet, upset by his way of talking about a rural area. "I assure you there's just as much of that happening in the country as in the city."

Every body was surprised; and Darcy, after looking at her for a moment, turned silently away. Mrs. Bennet, who fancied she had gained a complete victory over him, continued her triumph.

Everyone was surprised; and Darcy, after glancing at her for a moment, turned away quietly. Mrs. Bennet, who thought she had completely won him over, continued to celebrate her triumph.

"I cannot see that London has any great advantage over the country for my part, except the shops and public places. The country is a vast deal pleasanter, is not it, Mr. Bingley?"

"I don't see that London has any significant advantages over the countryside, except for the shops and public spaces. The countryside is a lot nicer, isn't it, Mr. Bingley?"

"When I am in the country," he replied, "I never wish to leave it; and when I am in town it is pretty much the same. They have each their advantages, and I can be equally happy in either."

"When I'm in the countryside," he replied, "I never want to leave; and when I'm in the city, it's pretty much the same. They both have their perks, and I can be just as happy in either."

"Aye—that is because you have the right disposition. But that gentleman," looking at Darcy, "seemed to think the country was nothing at all."

"Yeah—that's because you have the right attitude. But that guy," looking at Darcy, "seemed to think the country was nothing at all."

"Indeed, Mama, you are mistaken," said Elizabeth, blushing for her mother. "You quite mistook Mr. Darcy. He only meant that there were not such a variety of people to be met with in the country as in town, which you must acknowledge to be true."

"Actually, Mom, you’re wrong," said Elizabeth, feeling embarrassed for her mother. "You completely misunderstood Mr. Darcy. He just meant that there aren't as many different kinds of people in the country as there are in town, which you have to admit is true."

"Certainly, my dear, nobody said there were; but as to not meeting with many people in this neighbourhood, I believe there are few neighbourhoods larger. I know we dine with four and twenty families."

"Sure, my dear, nobody claimed there weren’t any; but when it comes to not encountering many people around here, I think there are few neighborhoods bigger. I know we have dinner with twenty-four families."

Nothing but concern for Elizabeth could enable Bingley to keep his countenance. His sister was less delicate, and directed her eye towards Mr. Darcy with a very expressive smile. Elizabeth, for the sake of saying something that might turn her mother's thoughts, now asked her if Charlotte Lucas had been at Longbourn since her coming away.

Nothing but worry for Elizabeth could keep Bingley composed. His sister was less subtle and cast a very meaningful smile at Mr. Darcy. In an attempt to change the subject and distract her mother, Elizabeth asked her whether Charlotte Lucas had been at Longbourn since her departure.

"Yes, she called yesterday with her father. What an agreeable man Sir William is, Mr. Bingley—is not he? so much the man of fashion! so genteel and so easy!—He has always something to say to every body.—That is my idea of good breeding; and those persons who fancy themselves very important and never open their mouths, quite mistake the matter."

"Yes, she called yesterday with her dad. What a nice guy Sir William is, Mr. Bingley—don’t you think? He’s so stylish! So sophisticated and relaxed!—He always has something to say to everyone.—That is what I think good manners are all about; and those who think they’re very important and never say a word are completely missing the point."

"Did Charlotte dine with you?"

"Did Charlotte eat with you?"

"No, she would go home. I fancy she was wanted about the mince pies. For my part, Mr. Bingley, I always keep servants that can do their own work; my daughters are brought up differently. But every body is to judge for themselves, and the Lucases are very good sort of girls, I assure you. It is a pity they are not handsome! Not that I think Charlotte so very plain—but then she is our particular friend."

"No, she would go home. I think she was needed for the mince pies. As for me, Mr. Bingley, I always have staff who can handle their own tasks; my daughters are raised in a different way. But everyone can judge for themselves, and the Lucases are really nice girls, I assure you. It's a shame they're not attractive! Not that I consider Charlotte to be that plain—but she is our close friend."

"She seems a very pleasant young woman," said Bingley.

"She seems like a really nice young woman," said Bingley.

"Oh! dear, yes;—but you must own she is very plain. Lady Lucas herself has often said so, and envied me Jane's beauty. I do not like to boast of my own child, but to be sure, Jane—one does not often see any body better looking. It is what every body says. I do not trust my own partiality. When she was only fifteen, there was a gentleman at my brother Gardiner's in town, so much in love with her, that my sister-in-law was sure he would make her an offer before we came away. But however he did not. Perhaps he thought her too young. However, he wrote some verses on her, and very pretty they were."

"Oh dear, yes; but you have to admit she’s quite plain. Lady Lucas herself has often said so and even envied me for Jane's beauty. I don’t like to brag about my own daughter, but honestly, you don’t often see anyone more attractive. That’s what everyone says. I can’t trust my own bias. When she was just fifteen, there was a guy at my brother Gardiner's place in the city who was so in love with her that my sister-in-law was convinced he would propose before we left. But he didn’t. Maybe he thought she was too young. Still, he wrote some poems about her, and they were very beautiful."

"And so ended his affection," said Elizabeth impatiently. "There has been many a one, I fancy, overcome in the same way. I wonder who first discovered the efficacy of poetry in driving away love!"

"And so ended his affection," Elizabeth said impatiently. "I think many people have probably been caught in the same way. I wonder who first figured out that poetry can drive love away!"

"I have been used to consider poetry as the food of love," said Darcy.

"I've always thought of poetry as the food of love," Darcy said.

"Of a fine, stout, healthy love it may. Every thing nourishes what is strong already. But if it be only a slight, thin sort of inclination, I am convinced that one good sonnet will starve it entirely away."

"Of a solid, robust, healthy love it may. Everything feeds what is already strong. But if it's just a faint, weak kind of attraction, I’m sure that one good sonnet will completely eliminate it."

Darcy only smiled; and the general pause which ensued made Elizabeth tremble lest her mother should be exposing herself again. She longed to speak, but could think of nothing to say; and after a short silence Mrs. Bennet began repeating her thanks to Mr. Bingley for his kindness to Jane, with an apology for troubling him also with Lizzy. Mr. Bingley was unaffectedly civil in his answer, and forced his younger sister to be civil also, and say what the occasion required. She performed her part indeed without much graciousness, but Mrs. Bennet was satisfied, and soon afterwards ordered her carriage. Upon this signal, the youngest of her daughters put herself forward. The two girls had been whispering to each other during the whole visit, and the result of it was, that the youngest should tax Mr. Bingley with having promised on his first coming into the country to give a ball at Netherfield.

Darcy just smiled, and the awkward silence that followed made Elizabeth anxious, fearing her mother might embarrass herself again. She wanted to speak but couldn't find the right words. After a brief pause, Mrs. Bennet started to thank Mr. Bingley for his kindness to Jane, apologizing for bothering him with Lizzy as well. Mr. Bingley was genuinely polite in his reply and urged his younger sister to be polite too and say what was expected. She managed to say her part, albeit without much enthusiasm, but Mrs. Bennet was happy enough and soon called for her carriage. At this cue, the youngest daughter stepped forward. The two girls had been whispering to each other throughout the visit, and the outcome was that the youngest would remind Mr. Bingley of his promise to host a ball at Netherfield when he first arrived in the area.

Lydia was a stout, well-grown girl of fifteen, with a fine complexion and good-humoured countenance; a favourite with her mother, whose affection had brought her into public at an early age. She had high animal spirits, and a sort of natural self-consequence, which the attentions of the officers, to whom her uncle's good dinners and her own easy manners recommended her, had increased into assurance. She was very equal therefore to address Mr. Bingley on the subject of the ball, and abruptly reminded him of his promise; adding, that it would be the most shameful thing in the world if he did not keep it. His answer to this sudden attack was delightful to their mother's ear.

Lydia was a sturdy, well-built fifteen-year-old girl with a beautiful complexion and a cheerful expression; she was a favorite of her mother, who had introduced her to society at a young age. She had a lively spirit and a natural confidence that the attention from officers, who were drawn to her uncle's nice dinners and her own easy-going personality, had turned into boldness. As a result, she was more than capable of approaching Mr. Bingley about the ball and bluntly reminded him of his promise, adding that it would be the most shameful thing ever if he didn’t keep it. His response to this unexpected challenge was music to their mother’s ears.

"I am perfectly ready, I assure you, to keep my engagement; and when your sister is recovered, you shall if you please name the very day of the ball. But you would not wish to be dancing while she is ill."

"I’m completely prepared, I promise you, to keep my promise; and once your sister is better, you can choose the exact day of the ball if you’d like. But I’m sure you wouldn’t want to be dancing while she’s unwell."

Lydia declared herself satisfied. "Oh! yes—it would be much better to wait till Jane was well, and by that time most likely Captain Carter would be at Meryton again. And when you have given your ball," she added, "I shall insist on their giving one also. I shall tell Colonel Forster it will be quite a shame if he does not."

Lydia said she was happy. "Oh! Yes—it would be way better to wait until Jane is better, and by then, Captain Carter will probably be back in Meryton. And when you have your ball," she added, "I will make sure they throw one too. I'll tell Colonel Forster it would be a real shame if he doesn’t."

Mrs. Bennet and her daughters then departed, and Elizabeth returned instantly to Jane, leaving her own and her relations' behaviour to the remarks of the two ladies and Mr. Darcy; the latter of whom, however, could not be prevailed on to join in their censure of her, in spite of all Miss Bingley's witticisms on fine eyes.

Mrs. Bennet and her daughters left, and Elizabeth immediately went back to Jane, leaving the comments about her and her family's behavior to the two ladies and Mr. Darcy, who, however, wouldn’t join in their criticism of her, despite all of Miss Bingley's jokes about pretty eyes.


CHAPTER X.

The day passed much as the day before had done. Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley had spent some hours of the morning with the invalid, who continued, though slowly, to mend; and in the evening Elizabeth joined their party in the drawing-room. The loo table, however, did not appear. Mr. Darcy was writing, and Miss Bingley, seated near him, was watching the progress of his letter, and repeatedly calling off his attention by messages to his sister. Mr. Hurst and Mr. Bingley were at piquet, and Mrs. Hurst was observing their game.

The day went by pretty much like the day before. Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley spent a few hours in the morning with the sick person, who was slowly getting better; and in the evening, Elizabeth joined them in the drawing-room. However, the loo table was not brought out. Mr. Darcy was busy writing, and Miss Bingley, sitting close to him, kept interrupting him by sending messages to his sister. Mr. Hurst and Mr. Bingley were playing piquet, while Mrs. Hurst watched their game.

Elizabeth took up some needlework, and was sufficiently amused in attending to what passed between Darcy and his companion. The perpetual commendations of the lady either on his hand-writing, or on the evenness of his lines, or on the length of his letter, with the perfect unconcern with which her praises were received, formed a curious dialogue, and was exactly in unison with her opinion of each.

Elizabeth picked up some sewing and was entertained by what was happening between Darcy and his friend. The lady constantly complimented him on his handwriting, the neatness of his lines, and the length of his letter, while he accepted her praises with complete indifference. This created an interesting conversation that perfectly matched her opinion of both of them.

"How delighted Miss Darcy will be to receive such a letter!"

"Miss Darcy is going to be so pleased to get such a letter!"

He made no answer.

He didn't respond.

"You write uncommonly fast."

"You write really fast."

"You are mistaken. I write rather slowly."

"You’re mistaken. I write pretty slowly."

"How many letters you must have occasion to write in the course of the year! Letters of business too! How odious I should think them!"

"How many letters do you have to write throughout the year! Business letters too! I would find them so annoying!"

"It is fortunate, then, that they fall to my lot instead of to yours."

"It’s lucky that they come to me instead of you."

"Pray tell your sister that I long to see her."

"Please let your sister know that I can't wait to see her."

"I have already told her so once, by your desire."

"I've already told her that once, because you asked me to."

"I am afraid you do not like your pen. Let me mend it for you. I mend pens remarkably well."

"I'm afraid you don't like your pen. Let me fix it for you. I fix pens really well."

"Thank you—but I always mend my own."

"Thanks, but I always fix my own."

"How can you contrive to write so even?"

"How do you manage to write so evenly?"

He was silent.

He stayed quiet.

"Tell your sister I am delighted to hear of her improvement on the harp, and pray let her know that I am quite in raptures with her beautiful little design for a table, and I think it infinitely superior to Miss Grantley's."

"Let your sister know I'm thrilled to hear about her progress on the harp, and please tell her that I'm absolutely in love with her lovely design for a table; I think it's far better than Miss Grantley's."

"Will you give me leave to defer your raptures till I write again?—At present I have not room to do them justice."

"Can I ask you to hold off on your excitement until I write again? Right now, I don’t have enough space to do it justice."

"Oh! it is of no consequence. I shall see her in January. But do you always write such charming long letters to her, Mr. Darcy?"

"Oh! It's no big deal. I'll see her in January. But do you always write such lovely long letters to her, Mr. Darcy?"

"They are generally long; but whether always charming, it is not for me to determine."

"They're usually long, but I can't say if they're always charming."

"It is a rule with me, that a person who can write a long letter, with ease, cannot write ill."

"It’s a rule for me that someone who can easily write a long letter can’t write poorly."

"That will not do for a compliment to Darcy, Caroline," cried her brother—"because he does not write with ease. He studies too much for words of four syllables.—Do not you, Darcy?"

"That won't work as a compliment for Darcy, Caroline," her brother exclaimed. "Because he does not write easily. He puts too much effort into words with four syllables.—Don't you, Darcy?"

"My style of writing is very different from yours."

"My writing style is really different from yours."

"Oh!" cried Miss Bingley, "Charles writes in the most careless way imaginable. He leaves out half his words, and blots the rest."

"Oh!" exclaimed Miss Bingley, "Charles writes in the most careless way possible. He leaves out half his words and smudges the rest."

"My ideas flow so rapidly that I have not time to express them—by which means my letters sometimes convey no ideas at all to my correspondents."

"My thoughts come so quickly that I don't have time to express them—which means my letters sometimes communicate nothing at all to my readers."

"Your humility, Mr. Bingley," said Elizabeth, "must disarm reproof."

"Your humility, Mr. Bingley," Elizabeth said, "should take away any criticism."

"Nothing is more deceitful," said Darcy, "than the appearance of humility. It is often only carelessness of opinion, and sometimes an indirect boast."

"Nothing is more deceptive," said Darcy, "than the look of humility. It’s often just a lack of strong opinion, and sometimes it’s a subtle way to brag."

"And which of the two do you call my little recent piece of modesty?"

"And which of the two do you refer to as my little recent display of modesty?"

"The indirect boast;—for you are really proud of your defects in writing, because you consider them as proceeding from a rapidity of thought and carelessness of execution, which if not estimable, you think at least highly interesting. The power of doing any thing with quickness is always much prized by the possessor, and often without any attention to the imperfection of the performance. When you told Mrs. Bennet this morning that if you ever resolved on quitting Netherfield you should be gone in five minutes, you meant it to be a sort of panegyric, of compliment to yourself—and yet what is there so very laudable in a precipitance which must leave very necessary business undone, and can be of no real advantage to yourself or any one else?"

"The subtle brag;—you’re actually proud of your writing flaws because you think they come from thinking quickly and not paying enough attention, which, while not admirable, you still find interesting. The ability to do something fast is always valued by the person who can do it, often without considering the flaws in their work. When you told Mrs. Bennet this morning that if you ever decided to leave Netherfield you could do it in five minutes, you intended it as a compliment to yourself—but what’s really commendable about rushing off and leaving important things undone, which doesn’t benefit you or anyone else?"

"Nay," cried Bingley, "this is too much, to remember at night all the foolish things that were said in the morning. And yet, upon my honour, I believed what I said of myself to be true, and I believe it at this moment. At least, therefore, I did not assume the character of needless precipitance merely to shew off before the ladies."

"Nah," Bingley exclaimed, "this is too much, remembering all the silly things I said in the morning at night. And yet, I swear, I believed what I said about myself was true, and I still believe it right now. So at least I didn't act recklessly just to show off in front of the ladies."

"I dare say you believed it; but I am by no means convinced that you would be gone with such celerity. Your conduct would be quite as dependant on chance as that of any man I know; and if, as you were mounting your horse, a friend were to say, 'Bingley, you had better stay till next week,' you would probably do it, you would probably not go—and, at another word, might stay a month."

"I'll bet you believed it; but I really don't think you would leave so quickly. Your actions would definitely rely on chance just like anyone else I know; and if, as you were getting on your horse, a friend were to say, 'Bingley, you should probably stay until next week,' you would likely do it, you probably wouldn’t go—and with just one more word, might even stick around for a month."

"You have only proved by this," cried Elizabeth, "that Mr. Bingley did not do justice to his own disposition. You have shewn him off now much more than he did himself."

"You have only shown this," Elizabeth exclaimed, "that Mr. Bingley didn't appreciate his own character. You've revealed much more about him than he did himself."

"I am exceedingly gratified," said Bingley, "by your converting what my friend says into a compliment on the sweetness of my temper. But I am afraid you are giving it a turn which that gentleman did by no means intend; for he would certainly think the better of me, if under such a circumstance I were to give a flat denial, and ride off as fast as I could."

"I’m really glad," said Bingley, "that you turned what my friend said into a compliment about my good nature. But I’m afraid you’re interpreting it in a way he definitely didn’t mean; he would actually think more of me if, in that situation, I just flat out denied it and left as quickly as possible."

"Would Mr. Darcy then consider the rashness of your original intention as atoned for by your obstinacy in adhering to it?"

"Does Mr. Darcy think that your recklessness in the first place is forgiven because you stubbornly stuck to it?"

"Upon my word I cannot exactly explain the matter, Darcy must speak for himself."

"Honestly, I can’t really explain it; Darcy needs to speak for himself."

"You expect me to account for opinions which you chuse to call mine, but which I have never acknowledged. Allowing the case, however, to stand according to your representation, you must remember, Miss Bennet, that the friend who is supposed to desire his return to the house, and the delay of his plan, has merely desired it, asked it without offering one argument in favour of its propriety."

"You expect me to take responsibility for opinions that you choose to call mine, but that I have never accepted. However, if we go along with your version of events, you must remember, Miss Bennet, that the friend who is said to want him back in the house and to postpone his plans has only expressed a desire for it, asking for it without providing a single reason to support its appropriateness."

"To yield readily—easily—to the persuasion of a friend is no merit with you."

"Giving in easily to a friend's persuasion isn't something you value."

"To yield without conviction is no compliment to the understanding of either."

"Giving in without belief benefits neither party's understanding."

"You appear to me, Mr. Darcy, to allow nothing for the influence of friendship and affection. A regard for the requester would often make one readily yield to a request, without waiting for arguments to reason one into it. I am not particularly speaking of such a case as you have supposed about Mr. Bingley. We may as well wait, perhaps, till the circumstance occurs, before we discuss the discretion of his behaviour thereupon. But in general and ordinary cases between friend and friend, where one of them is desired by the other to change a resolution of no very great moment, should you think ill of that person for complying with the desire, without waiting to be argued into it?"

"You seem to me, Mr. Darcy, to disregard the impact of friendship and affection. Caring about the person making a request can often lead one to agree without needing persuasive arguments. I'm not specifically talking about the situation you've imagined with Mr. Bingley. We might as well wait until the situation arises to discuss whether he acted wisely. But in general situations between friends, where one friend is asked to change a decision that isn't very important, would you think poorly of that person for agreeing without needing to be convinced?"

"Will it not be advisable, before we proceed on this subject, to arrange with rather more precision the degree of importance which is to appertain to this request, as well as the degree of intimacy subsisting between the parties?"

"Before we move forward on this topic, shouldn't we clarify the importance of this request and the level of closeness between the people involved?"

"By all means," cried Bingley; "let us hear all the particulars, not forgetting their comparative height and size; for that will have more weight in the argument, Miss Bennet, than you may be aware of. I assure you that if Darcy were not such a great tall fellow, in comparison with myself, I should not pay him half so much deference. I declare I do not know a more aweful object than Darcy, on particular occasions, and in particular places; at his own house especially, and of a Sunday evening when he has nothing to do."

"Definitely," Bingley exclaimed; "let's hear all the details, including their height and size, because that will matter more in this discussion, Miss Bennet, than you might realize. I swear that if Darcy weren't such a tall guy compared to me, I wouldn’t give him as much respect. Honestly, I can’t think of a more intimidating sight than Darcy, at certain times and in certain places; especially at his own home on Sunday evenings when he's got nothing to occupy himself with."

Mr. Darcy smiled; but Elizabeth thought she could perceive that he was rather offended; and therefore checked her laugh. Miss Bingley warmly resented the indignity he had received, in an expostulation with her brother for talking such nonsense.

Mr. Darcy smiled, but Elizabeth sensed that he was somewhat offended, so she held back her laughter. Miss Bingley strongly disapproved of the disrespect he had faced and confronted her brother for speaking such nonsense.

"I see your design, Bingley," said his friend.—"You dislike an argument, and want to silence this."

"I get your point, Bingley," his friend said. "You don't like an argument and want to shut this down."

"Perhaps I do. Arguments are too much like disputes. If you and Miss Bennet will defer yours till I am out of the room, I shall be very thankful; and then you may say whatever you like of me."

"Maybe I do. Arguments are just like fights. If you and Miss Bennet can hold off yours until I leave the room, I would really appreciate it; then you can say whatever you want about me."

"What you ask," said Elizabeth, "is no sacrifice on my side; and Mr. Darcy had much better finish his letter."

"What you're asking," said Elizabeth, "is no sacrifice for me; and Mr. Darcy should definitely finish his letter."

Mr. Darcy took her advice, and did finish his letter.

Mr. Darcy took her advice and finished his letter.

When that business was over, he applied to Miss Bingley and Elizabeth for the indulgence of some music. Miss Bingley moved with alacrity to the piano-forte, and after a polite request that Elizabeth would lead the way, which the other as politely and more earnestly negatived, she seated herself.

When that was done, he asked Miss Bingley and Elizabeth if they could play some music. Miss Bingley quickly went to the piano and, after politely asking Elizabeth to start, which Elizabeth politely but firmly declined, she sat down.

Mrs. Hurst sang with her sister, and while they were thus employed Elizabeth could not help observing as she turned over some music books that lay on the instrument, how frequently Mr. Darcy's eyes were fixed on her. She hardly knew how to suppose that she could be an object of admiration to so great a man; and yet that he should look at her because he disliked her, was still more strange. She could only imagine however at last, that she drew his notice because there was a something about her more wrong and reprehensible, according to his ideas of right, than in any other person present. The supposition did not pain her. She liked him too little to care for his approbation.

Mrs. Hurst was singing with her sister, and while they were doing that, Elizabeth noticed, as she flipped through some music books on the piano, how often Mr. Darcy’s gaze was on her. She could hardly believe that someone so impressive could admire her; yet, the idea that he was looking at her because he disliked her was even stranger. In the end, she could only think that he noticed her because there was something about her that he found more wrong and objectionable, according to his sense of right, than in anyone else around. This thought didn't upset her. She cared too little about him to be concerned with his approval.

After playing some Italian songs, Miss Bingley varied the charm by a lively Scotch air; and soon afterwards Mr. Darcy, drawing near Elizabeth, said to her—

After playing some Italian songs, Miss Bingley changed things up with a lively Scottish tune; and soon after, Mr. Darcy, approaching Elizabeth, said to her—

"Do not you feel a great inclination, Miss Bennet, to seize such an opportunity of dancing a reel?"

"Don't you feel a strong urge, Miss Bennet, to take advantage of such a chance to dance a reel?"

She smiled, but made no answer. He repeated the question, with some surprise at her silence.

She smiled, but didn't reply. He asked the question again, a bit surprised by her silence.

"Oh!" said she, "I heard you before; but I could not immediately determine what to say in reply. You wanted me, I know, to say 'Yes,' that you might have the pleasure of despising my taste; but I always delight in overthrowing those kind of schemes, and cheating a person of their premeditated contempt. I have therefore made up my mind to tell you, that I do not want to dance a reel at all—and now despise me if you dare."

"Oh!" she said, "I heard you earlier; but I couldn't figure out what to say right away. I know you wanted me to say 'Yes,' so you could enjoy looking down on my taste; but I love to turn those kinds of plans upside down and ruin someone’s expectations of contempt. So I've decided to tell you that I don't want to dance a reel at all—and now go ahead and look down on me if you dare."

"Indeed I do not dare."

"I really don't dare."

Elizabeth, having rather expected to affront him, was amazed at his gallantry; but there was a mixture of sweetness and archness in her manner which made it difficult for her to affront anybody; and Darcy had never been so bewitched by any woman as he was by her. He really believed, that were it not for the inferiority of her connections, he should be in some danger.

Elizabeth, who had somewhat expected to offend him, was surprised by his charm; but there was a blend of sweetness and playfulness in her demeanor that made it hard for her to offend anyone. Darcy had never been as captivated by any woman as he was by her. He genuinely believed that if it weren't for her less distinguished background, he might be in some trouble.

Miss Bingley saw, or suspected enough to be jealous; and her great anxiety for the recovery of her dear friend Jane, received some assistance from her desire of getting rid of Elizabeth.

Miss Bingley saw, or suspected enough to feel jealous; and her strong concern for the recovery of her dear friend Jane was partly fueled by her desire to be rid of Elizabeth.

She often tried to provoke Darcy into disliking her guest, by talking of their supposed marriage, and planning his happiness in such an alliance.

She often tried to get Darcy to dislike her guest by talking about their supposed marriage and planning his happiness in that relationship.

"I hope," said she, as they were walking together in the shrubbery the next day, "you will give your mother-in-law a few hints, when this desirable event takes place, as to the advantage of holding her tongue; and if you can compass it, do cure the younger girls of running after the officers.—And, if I may mention so delicate a subject, endeavour to check that little something, bordering on conceit and impertinence, which your lady possesses."

"I hope," she said as they walked together in the bushes the next day, "you'll give your mother-in-law a few tips about the benefits of keeping quiet when this exciting event happens; and if you can manage it, please help the younger girls stop chasing after the officers. And, if I may bring up such a sensitive topic, try to curb that little bit of arrogance and rudeness that your lady has."

"Have you any thing else to propose for my domestic felicity?"

"Do you have anything else to suggest for my happiness at home?"

"Oh! yes.—Do let the portraits of your uncle and aunt Philips be placed in the gallery at Pemberley. Put them next to your great uncle the judge. They are in the same profession, you know; only in different lines. As for your Elizabeth's picture, you must not attempt to have it taken, for what painter could do justice to those beautiful eyes?"

"Oh! yes.—Please have the portraits of your uncle and aunt Philips hung in the gallery at Pemberley. Place them next to your great uncle the judge. They are in the same profession, you know; just in different fields. As for your Elizabeth's picture, you shouldn't even try to have it painted, because what artist could truly capture those beautiful eyes?"

"It would not be easy, indeed, to catch their expression, but their colour and shape, and the eye-lashes, so remarkably fine, might be copied."

"It wouldn't be easy to capture their expression, but their color and shape, along with the extraordinarily fine eyelashes, could be replicated."

At that moment they were met from another walk, by Mrs. Hurst and Elizabeth herself.

At that moment, they were approached by Mrs. Hurst and Elizabeth, coming from another path.

"I did not know that you intended to walk," said Miss Bingley, in some confusion, lest they had been overheard.

"I didn't know you planned to walk," said Miss Bingley, feeling a little flustered, afraid they had been overheard.

"You used us abominably ill," answered Mrs. Hurst, "in running away without telling us that you were coming out."

"You treated us really badly," replied Mrs. Hurst, "by running away without letting us know you were coming out."

Then taking the disengaged arm of Mr. Darcy, she left Elizabeth to walk by herself. The path just admitted three. Mr. Darcy felt their rudeness and immediately said,—

Then taking Mr. Darcy's free arm, she left Elizabeth to walk on her own. The path could only fit three people. Mr. Darcy noticed their rudeness and immediately said,—

"This walk is not wide enough for our party. We had better go into the avenue."

"This path isn't wide enough for all of us. We should head to the avenue instead."

But Elizabeth, who had not the least inclination to remain with them, laughingly answered,

But Elizabeth, who had no desire to stay with them, replied with a laugh,

"No, no; stay where you are.—You are charmingly group'd, and appear to uncommon advantage. The picturesque would be spoilt by admitting a fourth. Good bye."

"No, no; stay where you are. You look great together and appear to have such an advantage. The scene would be ruined by adding a fourth person. Goodbye."

She then ran gaily off, rejoicing as she rambled about, in the hope of being at home again in a day or two. Jane was already so much recovered as to intend leaving her room for a couple of hours that evening.

She then happily ran off, enjoying her wanderings, hoping to be home again in a day or two. Jane had recovered enough that she planned to leave her room for a couple of hours that evening.


CHAPTER XI.

When the ladies removed after dinner, Elizabeth ran up to her sister, and seeing her well guarded from cold, attended her into the drawing-room; where she was welcomed by her two friends with many professions of pleasure; and Elizabeth had never seen them so agreeable as they were during the hour which passed before the gentlemen appeared. Their powers of conversation were considerable. They could describe an entertainment with accuracy, relate an anecdote with humour, and laugh at their acquaintance with spirit.

When the women left for after dinner, Elizabeth quickly went to her sister, and seeing that she was well bundled up against the cold, she led her into the drawing-room. There, her two friends greeted her with lots of enthusiastic expressions of joy, and Elizabeth had never found them so charming as they were during the hour before the men arrived. They were great conversationalists. They could accurately describe an event, share an anecdote with humor, and enthusiastically laugh about their friends.

But when the gentlemen entered, Jane was no longer the first object. Miss Bingley's eyes were instantly turned towards Darcy, and she had something to say to him before he had advanced many steps. He addressed himself directly to Miss Bennet, with a polite congratulation; Mr. Hurst also made her a slight bow, and said he was "very glad;" but diffuseness and warmth remained for Bingley's salutation. He was full of joy and attention. The first half hour was spent in piling up the fire, lest she should suffer from the change of room; and she removed at his desire to the other side of the fire-place, that she might be farther from the door. He then sat down by her, and talked scarcely to any one else. Elizabeth, at work in the opposite corner, saw it all with great delight.

But when the men walked in, Jane was no longer the main focus. Miss Bingley immediately shifted her attention to Darcy and spoke to him before he had taken many steps. He addressed Miss Bennet directly with a polite congratulations; Mr. Hurst also gave her a slight nod and said he was "very glad"; but Bingley's greeting was more warm and enthusiastic. He was all about joy and attention. The first thirty minutes were spent stacking the fire, worried she might feel cold after changing rooms; she moved to the other side of the fireplace at his request so she would be farther from the door. He then sat beside her and hardly spoke to anyone else. Elizabeth, busy in the opposite corner, watched it all with great pleasure.

When tea was over, Mr. Hurst reminded his sister-in-law of the card-table—but in vain. She had obtained private intelligence that Mr. Darcy did not wish for cards; and Mr. Hurst soon found even his open petition rejected. She assured him that no one intended to play, and the silence of the whole party on the subject, seemed to justify her. Mr. Hurst had therefore nothing to do, but to stretch himself on one of the sophas and go to sleep. Darcy took up a book; Miss Bingley did the same; and Mrs. Hurst, principally occupied in playing with her bracelets and rings, joined now and then in her brother's conversation with Miss Bennet.

When tea was done, Mr. Hurst reminded his sister-in-law about the card game—but it was pointless. She had gotten word that Mr. Darcy didn’t want to play cards; and Mr. Hurst quickly found that even his direct request was turned down. She assured him that no one planned to play, and the silence from everyone else on the matter seemed to back her up. So, Mr. Hurst had nothing else to do but stretch out on one of the sofas and take a nap. Darcy picked up a book; Miss Bingley did the same; and Mrs. Hurst, mostly busy playing with her bracelets and rings, occasionally joined in her brother's conversation with Miss Bennet.

Miss Bingley's attention was quite as much engaged in watching Mr. Darcy's progress through his book, as in reading her own; and she was perpetually either making some inquiry, or looking at his page. She could not win him, however, to any conversation; he merely answered her question, and read on. At length, quite exhausted by the attempt to be amused with her own book, which she had only chosen because it was the second volume of his, she gave a great yawn and said, "How pleasant it is to spend an evening in this way! I declare after all there is no enjoyment like reading! How much sooner one tires of any thing than of a book!—When I have a house of my own, I shall be miserable if I have not an excellent library."

Miss Bingley was just as focused on watching Mr. Darcy read his book as she was on her own; she constantly asked him questions or glanced at his page. However, she couldn't get him to engage in any real conversation; he just answered her questions and kept reading. Finally, totally worn out trying to enjoy her own book—which she had only picked because it was the second volume of his—she let out a big yawn and said, "How nice it is to spend an evening like this! I honestly think there's no enjoyment like reading! You get tired of everything else so much quicker than you do a book!—When I have my own house, I'll be so unhappy if I don't have a great library."

No one made any reply. She then yawned again, threw aside her book, and cast her eyes round the room in quest of some amusement; when hearing her brother mentioning a ball to Miss Bennet, she turned suddenly towards him and said,

No one replied. She then yawned again, tossed her book aside, and looked around the room for something fun to do; when she heard her brother talking to Miss Bennet about a ball, she suddenly turned to him and said,

"By the bye, Charles, are you really serious in meditating a dance at Netherfield?—I would advise you, before you determine on it, to consult the wishes of the present party; I am much mistaken if there are not some among us to whom a ball would be rather a punishment than a pleasure."

"By the way, Charles, are you really thinking about having a dance at Netherfield? I’d suggest that before you decide, you check in with the people who are here; I would be very surprised if there aren't some of us who would find a ball more of a punishment than a pleasure."

"If you mean Darcy," cried her brother, "he may go to bed, if he chuses, before it begins—but as for the ball, it is quite a settled thing; and as soon as Nicholls has made white soup enough I shall send round my cards."

"If you're talking about Darcy," her brother exclaimed, "he can go to bed whenever he wants, before it starts—but the ball is definitely happening; and as soon as Nicholls has made enough white soup, I’ll send out my invitations."

"I should like balls infinitely better," she replied, "if they were carried on in a different manner; but there is something insufferably tedious in the usual process of such a meeting. It would surely be much more rational if conversation instead of dancing made the order of the day."

"I would like balls so much better," she replied, "if they were done differently; but there's something incredibly boring about the usual way these events are run. It would definitely be much more reasonable if conversation took priority over dancing."

"Much more rational, my dear Caroline, I dare say, but it would not be near so much like a ball."

"Much more sensible, my dear Caroline, I must say, but it wouldn't feel nearly as much like a party."

Miss Bingley made no answer; and soon afterwards got up and walked about the room. Her figure was elegant, and she walked well;—but Darcy, at whom it was all aimed, was still inflexibly studious. In the desperation of her feelings she resolved on one effort more; and, turning to Elizabeth, said,

Miss Bingley didn’t respond; soon after, she stood up and started walking around the room. Her figure was graceful, and she walked elegantly;—but Darcy, the target of her attention, remained completely absorbed in his studies. Driven by frustration, she decided to make one more attempt; turning to Elizabeth, she said,

"Miss Eliza Bennet, let me persuade you to follow my example, and take a turn about the room.—I assure you it is very refreshing after sitting so long in one attitude."

"Miss Eliza Bennet, allow me to suggest that you follow my lead and take a stroll around the room. I promise it feels really refreshing after sitting in one position for so long."

Elizabeth was surprised, but agreed to it immediately. Miss Bingley succeeded no less in the real object of her civility; Mr. Darcy looked up. He was as much awake to the novelty of attention in that quarter as Elizabeth herself could be, and unconsciously closed his book. He was directly invited to join their party, but he declined it, observing, that he could imagine but two motives for their chusing to walk up and down the room together, with either of which motives his joining them would interfere. "What could he mean? she was dying to know what could be his meaning"—and asked Elizabeth whether she could at all understand him?

Elizabeth was surprised but agreed right away. Miss Bingley successfully achieved the main purpose of her politeness; Mr. Darcy looked up. He was just as caught off guard by the unusual attention as Elizabeth was and instinctively closed his book. He was directly invited to join their group, but he turned it down, saying that he could think of only two reasons for their choosing to walk back and forth together, and either reason would be disrupted by his joining them. "What could he mean? She was dying to know what he meant" — and she asked Elizabeth if she understood him at all.

"Not at all," was her answer; "but depend upon it, he means to be severe on us, and our surest way of disappointing him, will be to ask nothing about it."

"Not at all," she replied; "but trust me, he plans to be tough on us, and the best way to throw him off will be to not ask anything about it."

Miss Bingley, however, was incapable of disappointing Mr. Darcy in any thing, and persevered therefore in requiring an explanation of his two motives.

Miss Bingley, however, couldn’t let Mr. Darcy down in anything, so she kept insisting on an explanation of his two motives.

"I have not the smallest objection to explaining them," said he, as soon as she allowed him to speak. "You either chuse this method of passing the evening because you are in each other's confidence and have secret affairs to discuss, or because you are conscious that your figures appear to the greatest advantage in walking;—if the first, I should be completely in your way;—and if the second, I can admire you much better as I sit by the fire."

"I have no problem explaining them," he said as soon as she let him speak. "You either choose this way to spend the evening because you trust each other and have private things to talk about, or because you know you look best while walking;—if it's the first, I would just get in your way;—and if it's the second, I can admire you much better from my seat by the fire."

"Oh! shocking!" cried Miss Bingley. "I never heard any thing so abominable. How shall we punish him for such a speech?"

"Oh! shocking!" cried Miss Bingley. "I've never heard anything so awful. How should we punish him for saying that?"

"Nothing so easy, if you have but the inclination," said Elizabeth. "We can all plague and punish one another. Teaze him—laugh at him.—Intimate as you are, you must know how it is to be done."

"Nothing could be easier, if you're willing," Elizabeth said. "We can all annoy and punish each other. Tease him—laugh at him. Given how close you are, you must know how to do it."

"But upon my honour I do not. I do assure you that my intimacy has not yet taught me that. Teaze calmness of temper and presence of mind! No, no—I feel he may defy us there. And as to laughter, we will not expose ourselves, if you please, by attempting to laugh without a subject. Mr. Darcy may hug himself."

"But I honestly do not. I assure you that my closeness hasn't shown me that. Tease calmness of temper and presence of mind! No, no—I sense he can challenge us there. And as for laughter, we won't embarrass ourselves, if you don't mind, by trying to laugh without a reason. Mr. Darcy can enjoy himself."

"Mr. Darcy is not to be laughed at!" cried Elizabeth. "That is an uncommon advantage, and uncommon I hope it will continue, for it would be a great loss to me to have many such acquaintance. I dearly love a laugh."

"Mr. Darcy shouldn't be mocked!" exclaimed Elizabeth. "That's a rare benefit, and I hope it stays that way, as it would be a huge loss for me to have too many friends like that. I truly love a good laugh."

"Miss Bingley," said he, "has given me credit for more than can be. The wisest and the best of men, nay, the wisest and best of their actions, may be rendered ridiculous by a person whose first object in life is a joke."

"Miss Bingley," he said, "has given me credit for more than I deserve. Even the wisest and best of men, and even their best actions, can be made to look foolish by someone whose main goal in life is to make a joke."

"Certainly," replied Elizabeth—"there are such people, but I hope I am not one of them. I hope I never ridicule what is wise or good. Follies and nonsense, whims and inconsistencies do divert me, I own, and I laugh at them whenever I can.—But these, I suppose, are precisely what you are without."

"Of course," replied Elizabeth, "those kinds of people do exist, but I hope I'm not one of them. I hope I never make fun of what is wise or good. I admit that silly behaviors, nonsense, quirks, and contradictions do entertain me, and I laugh at them whenever I can.—But I guess these are exactly what you are not."

"Perhaps that is not possible for any one. But it has been the study of my life to avoid those weaknesses which often expose a strong understanding to ridicule."

"Maybe that's not possible for anyone. But I've spent my life trying to avoid those weaknesses that often make a strong understanding the target of ridicule."

"Such as vanity and pride."

"Like vanity and pride."

"Yes, vanity is a weakness indeed. But pride—where there is a real superiority of mind, pride will be always under good regulation."

"Yes, vanity is definitely a weakness. But pride—when there is genuine superiority of intellect, pride will always be kept in check."

Elizabeth turned away to hide a smile.

Elizabeth turned away to hide a grin.

"Your examination of Mr. Darcy is over, I presume," said Miss Bingley;—"and pray what is the result?"

"Your look at Mr. Darcy is done, I assume," said Miss Bingley;—"so what’s the outcome?"

"I am perfectly convinced by it that Mr. Darcy has no defect. He owns it himself without disguise."

"I’m completely convinced that Mr. Darcy has no flaws. He admits it himself without hiding anything."

"No"—said Darcy, "I have made no such pretension. I have faults enough, but they are not, I hope, of understanding. My temper I dare not vouch for.—It is I believe too little yielding—certainly too little for the convenience of the world. I cannot forget the follies and vices of others so soon as I ought, nor their offences against myself. My feelings are not puffed about with every attempt to move them. My temper would perhaps be called resentful.—My good opinion once lost is lost for ever."

"No," Darcy said, "I haven’t made any such claims. I have my flaws, but I hope understanding isn’t one of them. I can’t guarantee my temper—it’s probably too stubborn, definitely too stubborn for the sake of the world. I can't forget the mistakes and wrongdoings of others as quickly as I should, nor can I overlook their offenses toward me. My feelings aren't easily swayed by every attempt to provoke them. You might call my temper resentful—once I've lost my good opinion of someone, it’s gone for good."

"That is a failing indeed!"—cried Elizabeth. "Implacable resentment is a shade in a character. But you have chosen your fault well.—I really cannot laugh at it. You are safe from me."

"That is a real failure!" cried Elizabeth. "Unforgiving resentment is a flaw in a character. But you've picked your fault wisely.—I really can't laugh at it. You're safe from me."

"There is, I believe, in every disposition a tendency to some particular evil, a natural defect, which not even the best education can overcome."

"I believe that in everyone’s character, there is a tendency toward some specific flaw, a natural defect that even the best education can’t completely overcome."

"And your defect is a propensity to hate every body."

"And your flaw is a tendency to dislike everyone."

"And yours," he replied with a smile, "is wilfully to misunderstand them."

"And yours," he said with a smile, "is to purposely misunderstand them."

"Do let us have a little music,"—cried Miss Bingley, tired of a conversation in which she had no share.—"Louisa, you will not mind my waking Mr. Hurst."

"Please, can we have some music?" cried Miss Bingley, frustrated with a conversation she wasn't part of. "Louisa, you won't mind if I wake Mr. Hurst, right?"

Her sister made not the smallest objection, and the piano-forte was opened, and Darcy, after a few moments recollection, was not sorry for it. He began to feel the danger of paying Elizabeth too much attention.

Her sister didn’t object at all, and the piano was opened. After a moment of thought, Darcy didn’t regret it. He started to realize the risk of giving Elizabeth too much attention.


CHAPTER XII.

In consequence of an agreement between the sisters, Elizabeth wrote the next morning to her mother, to beg that the carriage might be sent for them in the course of the day. But Mrs. Bennet, who had calculated on her daughters remaining at Netherfield till the following Tuesday, which would exactly finish Jane's week, could not bring herself to receive them with pleasure before. Her answer, therefore, was not propitious, at least not to Elizabeth's wishes, for she was impatient to get home. Mrs. Bennet sent them word that they could not possibly have the carriage before Tuesday; and in her postscript it was added, that if Mr. Bingley and his sister pressed them to stay longer, she could spare them very well.—Against staying longer, however, Elizabeth was positively resolved—nor did she much expect it would be asked; and fearful, on the contrary, as being considered as intruding themselves needlessly long, she urged Jane to borrow Mr. Bingley's carriage immediately, and at length it was settled that their original design of leaving Netherfield that morning should be mentioned, and the request made.

As a result of an agreement between the sisters, Elizabeth wrote to her mother the next morning, asking if the carriage could be sent for them that day. However, Mrs. Bennet, who had expected her daughters to stay at Netherfield until the following Tuesday, which would have wrapped up Jane's week, couldn't bring herself to welcome them home early. Her response, therefore, was not favorable, at least not for Elizabeth's wishes, as she was eager to return home. Mrs. Bennet informed them that they wouldn't be able to have the carriage until Tuesday; in her postscript, she added that if Mr. Bingley and his sister encouraged them to stay longer, she would be fine with it. However, Elizabeth was firmly determined not to stay longer—nor did she really think it would be suggested; rather, she feared being seen as overstaying their welcome, so she urged Jane to borrow Mr. Bingley's carriage right away, and eventually, it was decided that they would mention their original plan to leave Netherfield that morning and make the request.

The communication excited many professions of concern; and enough was said of wishing them to stay at least till the following day to work on Jane; and till the morrow, their going was deferred. Miss Bingley was then sorry that she had proposed the delay, for her jealousy and dislike of one sister much exceeded her affection for the other.

The conversation stirred up a lot of concern, and there was plenty of talk about wanting them to stay at least until the next day to take care of Jane; so their departure was postponed until then. Miss Bingley then regretted suggesting the delay, as her jealousy and dislike for one sister far outweighed her fondness for the other.

The master of the house heard with real sorrow that they were to go so soon, and repeatedly tried to persuade Miss Bennet that it would not be safe for her—that she was not enough recovered; but Jane was firm where she felt herself to be right.

The head of the household felt genuine regret that they had to leave so soon and repeatedly attempted to convince Miss Bennet that it wouldn't be safe for her—that she hadn't fully recovered; but Jane stood her ground where she believed she was right.

To Mr. Darcy it was welcome intelligence—Elizabeth had been at Netherfield long enough. She attracted him more than he liked—and Miss Bingley was uncivil to her, and more teazing than usual to himself. He wisely resolved to be particularly careful that no sign of admiration should now escape him, nothing that could elevate her with the hope of influencing his felicity; sensible that if such an idea had been suggested, his behaviour during the last day must have material weight in confirming or crushing it. Steady to his purpose, he scarcely spoke ten words to her through the whole of Saturday, and though they were at one time left by themselves for half an hour, he adhered most conscientiously to his book, and would not even look at her.

To Mr. Darcy, this news was welcome—Elizabeth had been at Netherfield long enough. She attracted him more than he wanted to admit—and Miss Bingley was rude to her and even more teasing than usual to him. He wisely decided to be particularly careful that no sign of admiration would now slip out, nothing that could give her hope of influencing his happiness; aware that if such an idea had been suggested, his behavior over the last day would have significant impact in either confirming or crushing it. Sticking to his plan, he hardly spoke ten words to her all of Saturday, and even though they were left alone together for half an hour, he diligently focused on his book and wouldn’t even look at her.

On Sunday, after morning service, the separation, so agreeable to almost all, took place. Miss Bingley's civility to Elizabeth increased at last very rapidly, as well as her affection for Jane; and when they parted, after assuring the latter of the pleasure it would always give her to see her either at Longbourn or Netherfield, and embracing her most tenderly, she even shook hands with the former.—Elizabeth took leave of the whole party in the liveliest spirits.

On Sunday, after the morning service, the separation, which pleased almost everyone, happened. Miss Bingley's politeness towards Elizabeth grew quickly, just as her fondness for Jane did; and when they said goodbye, after telling Jane how much she would love to see her at Longbourn or Netherfield, and hugging her warmly, she even shook hands with Elizabeth. Elizabeth said goodbye to the whole group in great spirits.

They were not welcomed home very cordially by their mother. Mrs. Bennet wondered at their coming, and thought them very wrong to give so much trouble, and was sure Jane would have caught cold again.—But their father, though very laconic in his expressions of pleasure, was really glad to see them; he had felt their importance in the family circle. The evening conversation, when they were all assembled, had lost much of its animation, and almost all its sense, by the absence of Jane and Elizabeth.

They weren't welcomed home very warmly by their mother. Mrs. Bennet was surprised by their return, thought it was wrong of them to cause so much trouble, and was sure Jane would catch another cold. But their father, though brief in expressing his pleasure, was genuinely happy to see them; he had felt their significance in the family. The evening conversation, when everyone was gathered, had lost a lot of its energy and nearly all its meaning without Jane and Elizabeth.

They found Mary, as usual, deep in the study of thorough bass and human nature; and had some new extracts to admire, and some new observations of thread-bare morality to listen to. Catherine and Lydia had information for them of a different sort. Much had been done, and much had been said in the regiment since the preceding Wednesday; several of the officers had dined lately with their uncle, a private had been flogged, and it had actually been hinted that Colonel Forster was going to be married.

They found Mary, as usual, deeply engrossed in studying thorough bass and human nature; she had some new extracts to admire and some tired observations on morality to share. Catherine and Lydia had different news for them. A lot had happened and been said in the regiment since last Wednesday; several officers had recently dined with their uncle, a private had been flogged, and it was even suggested that Colonel Forster was planning to get married.


CHAPTER XIII.

"I hope, my dear," said Mr. Bennet to his wife, as they were at breakfast the next morning, "that you have ordered a good dinner to-day, because I have reason to expect an addition to our family party."

"I hope, my dear," Mr. Bennet said to his wife as they were having breakfast the next morning, "that you've planned a nice dinner today, because I have a reason to believe we'll have someone joining our family party."

"Who do you mean, my dear? I know of nobody that is coming I am sure, unless Charlotte Lucas should happen to call in, and I hope my dinners are good enough for her. I do not believe she often sees such at home."

"Who are you talking about, my dear? I don’t know anyone who is coming, unless Charlotte Lucas decides to drop by, and I hope my dinners are good enough for her. I don’t think she usually gets meals like this at home."

"The person of whom I speak, is a gentleman and a stranger." Mrs. Bennet's eyes sparkled.—"A gentleman and a stranger! It is Mr. Bingley I am sure. Why Jane—you never dropt a word of this; you sly thing! Well, I am sure I shall be extremely glad to see Mr. Bingley.—But—good lord! how unlucky! there is not a bit of fish to be got to-day. Lydia, my love, ring the bell. I must speak to Hill, this moment."

"The person I'm talking about is a gentleman and a stranger." Mrs. Bennet's eyes lit up. "A gentleman and a stranger! It has to be Mr. Bingley, I’m sure of it. Jane—you never mentioned this; you sneaky thing! Well, I’m really looking forward to seeing Mr. Bingley. But—oh no! How unfortunate! There isn’t any fish to be had today. Lydia, darling, ring the bell. I need to talk to Hill right now."

"It is not Mr. Bingley," said her husband; "it is a person whom I never saw in the whole course of my life."

"It is not Mr. Bingley," her husband said; "it's someone I've never seen in my entire life."

This roused a general astonishment; and he had the pleasure of being eagerly questioned by his wife and five daughters at once.

This stirred up a general sense of surprise, and he enjoyed being asked lots of questions at the same time by his wife and five daughters.

After amusing himself some time with their curiosity, he thus explained. "About a month ago I received this letter, and about a fortnight ago I answered it, for I thought it a case of some delicacy, and requiring early attention. It is from my cousin, Mr. Collins, who, when I am dead, may turn you all out of this house as soon as he pleases."

After entertaining himself for a while with their curiosity, he explained. "About a month ago, I got this letter, and about two weeks ago, I replied to it because I thought it was a delicate matter that needed prompt attention. It's from my cousin, Mr. Collins, who, when I'm gone, could kick you all out of this house whenever he wants."

"Oh! my dear," cried his wife, "I cannot bear to hear that mentioned. Pray do not talk of that odious man. I do think it is the hardest thing in the world, that your estate should be entailed away from your own children; and I am sure if I had been you, I should have tried long ago to do something or other about it."

"Oh! my dear," his wife exclaimed, "I can’t stand to hear that brought up. Please don’t talk about that awful man. I really think it’s the toughest thing in the world that your estate is tied up and can’t go to your own children; and I’m sure if I were you, I would have tried to do something about it a long time ago."

Jane and Elizabeth attempted to explain to her the nature of an entail. They had often attempted it before, but it was a subject on which Mrs. Bennet was beyond the reach of reason; and she continued to rail bitterly against the cruelty of settling an estate away from a family of five daughters, in favour of a man whom nobody cared anything about.

Jane and Elizabeth tried to explain to her what an entail is. They had often tried before, but it was a topic that Mrs. Bennet couldn't grasp; she kept complaining bitterly about the unfairness of leaving an estate to a man nobody cared about instead of to a family with five daughters.

"It certainly is a most iniquitous affair," said Mr. Bennet, "and nothing can clear Mr. Collins from the guilt of inheriting Longbourn. But if you will listen to his letter, you may perhaps be a little softened by his manner of expressing himself."

"It really is a pretty unfair situation," said Mr. Bennet, "and nothing can absolve Mr. Collins from the guilt of inheriting Longbourn. But if you listen to his letter, you might be a bit swayed by the way he expresses himself."

"No, that I am sure I shall not; and I think it was very impertinent of him to write to you at all, and very hypocritical. I hate such false friends. Why could not he keep on quarrelling with you, as his father did before him?"

"No, I'm sure I won’t; and I think it was really rude of him to write to you at all, and very two-faced. I can't stand people like that. Why couldn’t he just keep fighting with you, like his father did before him?"

"Why, indeed, he does seem to have had some filial scruples on that head, as you will hear."

"Well, it does seem like he had some concerns about that, as you'll find out."

Hunsford, near Westerham, Kent,
15th October.

Hunsford, near Westerham, Kent,
15th October.

Dear Sir,

Dear Sir,

The disagreement subsisting between yourself and my late honoured father, always gave me much uneasiness, and since I have had the misfortune to lose him, I have frequently wished to heal the breach; but for some time I was kept back by my own doubts, fearing lest it might seem disrespectful to his memory for me to be on good terms with any one, with whom it had always pleased him to be at variance.—"There, Mrs. Bennet."—My mind however is now made up on the subject, for having received ordination at Easter, I have been so fortunate as to be distinguished by the patronage of the Right Honourable Lady Catherine de Bourgh, widow of Sir Lewis de Bourgh, whose bounty and beneficence has preferred me to the valuable rectory of this parish, where it shall be my earnest endeavour to demean myself with grateful respect towards her Ladyship, and be ever ready to perform those rites and ceremonies which are instituted by the Church of England. As a clergyman, moreover, I feel it my duty to promote and establish the blessing of peace in all families within the reach of my influence; and on these grounds I flatter myself that my present overtures of good-will are highly commendable, and that the circumstance of my being next in the entail of Longbourn estate, will be kindly overlooked on your side, and not lead you to reject the offered olive branch. I cannot be otherwise than concerned at being the means of injuring your amiable daughters, and beg leave to apologise for it, as well as to assure you of my readiness to make them every possible amends,—but of this hereafter. If you should have no objection to receive me into your house, I propose myself the satisfaction of waiting on you and your family, Monday, November 18th, by four o'clock, and shall probably trespass on your hospitality till the Saturday se'night following, which I can do without any inconvenience, as Lady Catherine is far from objecting to my occasional absence on a Sunday, provided that some other clergyman is engaged to do the duty of the day. I remain, dear sir, with respectful compliments to your lady and daughters, your well-wisher and friend,

The conflict between you and my late father always made me uncomfortable, and since I’ve lost him, I’ve often wanted to resolve things. For a time, I hesitated because I feared it might seem disrespectful to his memory if I got along with someone he had always disagreed with. "There, Mrs. Bennet." However, I have now made my decision. After being ordained at Easter, I’ve been fortunate to receive the support of Lady Catherine de Bourgh, the widow of Sir Lewis de Bourgh, who has kindly appointed me to the important rectory of this parish. I will sincerely strive to treat her Ladyship with the greatest respect and always perform the rites and ceremonies established by the Church of England. As a clergyman, I also view it as my duty to promote peace among all families within my reach. For these reasons, I hope you find my current offer of goodwill praiseworthy, and that my position as the heir to the Longbourn estate will not be a reason for you to dismiss my attempt at peace. I truly regret any distress this situation may cause your lovely daughters, and I apologize while assuring you that I am ready to make amends—but we can discuss that later. If you’re open to having me as a guest, I would like to visit you and your family on Monday, November 18th, at four o'clock and probably stay until the following Saturday, which shouldn't be an issue since Lady Catherine doesn’t mind my occasional absence on Sundays, as long as another clergyman is available to handle the day’s responsibilities. I remain, dear sir, with respectful regards to you, your lady, and your daughters, your well-wisher and friend,

William Collins."

William Collins.

"At four o'clock, therefore, we may expect this peace-making gentleman," said Mr. Bennet, as he folded up the letter. "He seems to be a most conscientious and polite young man, upon my word; and I doubt not will prove a valuable acquaintance, especially if Lady Catherine should be so indulgent as to let him come to us again."

"At four o'clock, we can expect this peace-making gentleman," said Mr. Bennet as he folded the letter. "He appears to be a very conscientious and polite young man, I must say; and I have no doubt he will be a valuable acquaintance, especially if Lady Catherine is kind enough to allow him to visit us again."

"There is some sense in what he says about the girls however; and if he is disposed to make them any amends, I shall not be the person to discourage him."

"There’s some truth to what he says about the girls, though; and if he wants to make it up to them, I won’t be the one to stop him."

"Though it is difficult," said Jane, "to guess in what way he can mean to make us the atonement he thinks our due, the wish is certainly to his credit."

"Even though it's tough," Jane said, "to figure out how he plans to make up for what he thinks we deserve, his intention is definitely commendable."

Elizabeth was chiefly struck with his extraordinary deference for Lady Catherine, and his kind intention of christening, marrying, and burying his parishioners whenever it were required.

Elizabeth was mainly impressed by his remarkable respect for Lady Catherine and his genuine intention to baptize, marry, and bury his parishioners whenever needed.

"He must be an oddity, I think," said she. "I cannot make him out.—There is something very pompous in his style.—And what can he mean by apologizing for being next in the entail?—We cannot suppose he would help it, if he could.—Can he be a sensible man, sir?"

"He must be strange, I think," she said. "I can't figure him out. There's something really pompous about his way of speaking. And what does he mean by apologizing for being next in line for the inheritance? We can't expect he would change that, even if he could. Can he really be a sensible man, sir?"

"No, my dear; I think not. I have great hopes of finding him quite the reverse. There is a mixture of servility and self-importance in his letter, which promises well. I am impatient to see him."

"No, my dear; I don't think so. I have high hopes of finding him quite the opposite. There's a mix of submissiveness and arrogance in his letter, which looks promising. I'm eager to meet him."

"In point of composition," said Mary, "his letter does not seem defective. The idea of the olive branch perhaps is not wholly new, yet I think it is well expressed."

"In terms of composition," Mary said, "his letter doesn’t seem flawed. The idea of the olive branch might not be entirely original, but I believe it is well articulated."

To Catherine and Lydia, neither the letter nor its writer were in any degree interesting. It was next to impossible that their cousin should come in a scarlet coat, and it was now some weeks since they had received pleasure from the society of a man in any other colour. As for their mother, Mr. Collins's letter had done away much of her ill-will, and she was preparing to see him with a degree of composure, which astonished her husband and daughters.

To Catherine and Lydia, neither the letter nor the person who wrote it was at all interesting. It was almost impossible for their cousin to show up in a scarlet coat, and it had been weeks since they took any pleasure in the company of a man dressed in any other color. As for their mother, Mr. Collins's letter had removed a lot of her resentment, and she was getting ready to see him with a level of calm that surprised her husband and daughters.

Mr. Collins was punctual to his time, and was received with great politeness by the whole family. Mr. Bennet indeed said little; but the ladies were ready enough to talk, and Mr. Collins seemed neither in need of encouragement, nor inclined to be silent himself. He was a tall, heavy looking young man of five and twenty. His air was grave and stately, and his manners were very formal. He had not been long seated before he complimented Mrs. Bennet on having so fine a family of daughters, said he had heard much of their beauty, but that, in this instance, fame had fallen short of the truth; and added, that he did not doubt her seeing them all in due time well disposed of in marriage. This gallantry was not much to the taste of some of his hearers, but Mrs. Bennet, who quarrelled with no compliments, answered most readily,

Mr. Collins arrived right on time and was warmly welcomed by the entire family. Mr. Bennet didn't say much, but the ladies were eager to chat, and Mr. Collins seemed neither in need of encouragement nor inclined to be quiet himself. He was a tall, hefty young man of twenty-five. His demeanor was serious and regal, and his manners were very formal. It wasn't long after he sat down before he praised Mrs. Bennet for having such a wonderful family of daughters, mentioned that he had heard a lot about their beauty, but felt that in this case, the praise didn't quite match up to reality, and added that he had no doubt she'd see them all happily married in due time. This flattery didn't sit well with some of his listeners, but Mrs. Bennet, who welcomed any compliments, responded very enthusiastically,

"You are very kind, sir, I am sure; and I wish with all my heart it may prove so; for else they will be destitute enough. Things are settled so oddly."

"You are very kind, sir, and I truly hope that’s the case; otherwise, they will be in quite a desperate situation. Everything is arranged so strangely."

"You allude perhaps to the entail of this estate."

"You might be referring to the inheritance rules of this estate."

"Ah! sir, I do indeed. It is a grievous affair to my poor girls, you must confess. Not that I mean to find fault with you, for such things I know are all chance in this world. There is no knowing how estates will go when once they come to be entailed."

"Ah! Sir, I really do. It's a terrible situation for my poor girls, you must admit. Not that I intend to blame you, because I understand these things are all about chance in this world. There's no way to know how estates will be handled once they become entailed."

"I am very sensible, madam, of the hardship to my fair cousins,—and could say much on the subject, but that I am cautious of appearing forward and precipitate. But I can assure the young ladies that I come prepared to admire them. At present I will not say more, but perhaps when we are better acquainted——"

"I understand, ma’am, how difficult this is for my lovely cousins, and I could talk a lot about it, but I'm careful not to seem too eager or rash. However, I can promise the young ladies that I'm here ready to admire them. For now, I won’t say more, but maybe when we get to know each other better——"

He was interrupted by a summons to dinner; and the girls smiled on each other. They were not the only objects of Mr. Collins's admiration. The hall, the dining-room, and all its furniture were examined and praised; and his commendation of every thing would have touched Mrs. Bennet's heart, but for the mortifying supposition of his viewing it all as his own future property. The dinner too in its turn was highly admired; and he begged to know to which of his fair cousins, the excellence of its cookery was owing. But here he was set right by Mrs. Bennet, who assured him with some asperity that they were very well able to keep a good cook, and that her daughters had nothing to do in the kitchen. He begged pardon for having displeased her. In a softened tone she declared herself not at all offended; but he continued to apologise for about a quarter of an hour.

He was interrupted by a call to dinner, and the girls exchanged smiles. They weren’t the only ones enjoying Mr. Collins's admiration. He inspected and praised the hall, the dining room, and all the furniture; his compliments would have made Mrs. Bennet happy, if not for the uncomfortable thought that he viewed it all as his future property. The dinner also received high praise, and he asked which of his lovely cousins was responsible for the excellent cooking. However, Mrs. Bennet quickly corrected him, explaining with some irritation that they could afford to have a good cook and that her daughters had nothing to do with the kitchen. He apologized for upsetting her. In a softer tone, she assured him that she wasn’t offended at all, but he continued to apologize for about fifteen minutes.


CHAPTER XIV.

During dinner, Mr. Bennet scarcely spoke at all; but when the servants were withdrawn, he thought it time to have some conversation with his guest, and therefore started a subject in which he expected him to shine, by observing that he seemed very fortunate in his patroness. Lady Catherine de Bourgh's attention to his wishes, and consideration for his comfort, appeared very remarkable. Mr. Bennet could not have chosen better. Mr. Collins was eloquent in her praise. The subject elevated him to more than usual solemnity of manner, and with a most important aspect he protested that he had never in his life witnessed such behaviour in a person of rank—such affability and condescension, as he had himself experienced from Lady Catherine. She had been graciously pleased to approve of both the discourses, which he had already had the honour of preaching before her. She had also asked him twice to dine at Rosings, and had sent for him only the Saturday before, to make up her pool of quadrille in the evening. Lady Catherine was reckoned proud by many people he knew, but he had never seen any thing but affability in her. She had always spoken to him as she would to any other gentleman; she made not the smallest objection to his joining in the society of the neighbourhood, nor to his leaving his parish occasionally for a week or two, to visit his relations. She had even condescended to advise him to marry as soon as he could, provided he chose with discretion; and had once paid him a visit in his humble parsonage; where she had perfectly approved all the alterations he had been making, and had even vouchsafed to suggest some herself,—some shelves in the closets up stairs.

During dinner, Mr. Bennet hardly said a word; but when the servants left, he thought it was time to chat with his guest and brought up a topic he expected Mr. Collins to excel in, commenting on how lucky he was to have such a patroness. Lady Catherine de Bourgh's attention to his needs and her consideration for his comfort seemed quite remarkable. Mr. Bennet couldn't have made a better choice. Mr. Collins was very enthusiastic in his praise of her. The topic made him unusually serious, and with a very important demeanor, he declared that he had never seen such behavior from someone of high status—such friendliness and kindness, as he had experienced from Lady Catherine. She had been gracious enough to approve both sermons he had the honor of preaching before her. She had also invited him twice to dinner at Rosings and had called for him just the Saturday before to join her for a game of quadrille that evening. Many people he knew considered Lady Catherine proud, but he had only seen her kindness. She had always spoken to him as she would to any other gentleman; she had no issues with him joining the social activities in the area, nor with him leaving his parish now and then to visit his family. She had even suggested that he marry as soon as possible, provided he chose wisely; and had once visited him at his modest parsonage, where she had fully approved all the changes he was making and had even graciously offered some suggestions herself—like adding shelves in the closets upstairs.

"That is all very proper and civil, I am sure," said Mrs. Bennet, "and I dare say she is a very agreeable woman. It is a pity that great ladies in general are not more like her. Does she live near you, sir?"

"That all sounds very proper and polite, I'm sure," said Mrs. Bennet, "and I bet she’s a very pleasant woman. It’s unfortunate that many high-status women aren’t more like her. Does she live close to you, sir?"

"The garden in which stands my humble abode, is separated only by a lane from Rosings Park, her ladyship's residence."

"The garden where my modest home is located is just across a lane from Rosings Park, her ladyship's residence."

"I think you said she was a widow, sir? has she any family?"

"I think you mentioned she’s a widow, sir? Does she have any family?"

"She has one only daughter, the heiress of Rosings, and of very extensive property."

"She has just one daughter, the heiress of Rosings and a very large estate."

"Ah!" cried Mrs. Bennet, shaking her head, "then she is better off than many girls. And what sort of young lady is she? is she handsome?"

"Ah!" exclaimed Mrs. Bennet, shaking her head, "then she is better off than many girls. And what kind of young lady is she? Is she pretty?"

"She is a most charming young lady indeed. Lady Catherine herself says that in point of true beauty, Miss De Bourgh is far superior to the handsomest of her sex; because there is that in her features which marks the young woman of distinguished birth. She is unfortunately of a sickly constitution, which has prevented her making that progress in many accomplishments, which she could not otherwise have failed of; as I am informed by the lady who superintended her education, and who still resides with them. But she is perfectly amiable, and often condescends to drive by my humble abode in her little phaeton and ponies."

"She is indeed a charming young woman. Lady Catherine herself says that in terms of true beauty, Miss De Bourgh is much more beautiful than the most attractive women, because her features clearly show she comes from a distinguished background. Unfortunately, she has a fragile constitution, which has hindered her progress in many skills she would otherwise have mastered, as I’ve been told by the lady who oversaw her education and still lives with them. However, she is completely delightful and often graciously drives by my modest home in her little carriage with her ponies."

"Has she been presented? I do not remember her name among the ladies at court."

"Has she been introduced? I don't recall her name among the ladies at court."

"Her indifferent state of health unhappily prevents her being in town; and by that means, as I told Lady Catherine myself one day, has deprived the British court of its brightest ornament. Her ladyship seemed pleased with the idea, and you may imagine that I am happy on every occasion to offer those little delicate compliments which are always acceptable to ladies. I have more than once observed to Lady Catherine, that her charming daughter seemed born to be a duchess, and that the most elevated rank, instead of giving her consequence, would be adorned by her.—These are the kind of little things which please her ladyship, and it is a sort of attention which I conceive myself peculiarly bound to pay."

"Her poor health unfortunately keeps her from being in town; and because of that, as I mentioned to Lady Catherine one day, it has deprived the British court of its brightest gem. Lady Catherine seemed to like the idea, and you can imagine that I’m always happy to give those little thoughtful compliments that women appreciate. I've told Lady Catherine more than once that her lovely daughter seems destined to be a duchess, and that the highest position would not elevate her, but instead would be enhanced by her presence.—These are the kinds of little things that please her ladyship, and I feel it's my duty to pay this kind of attention."

"You judge very properly," said Mr. Bennet, "and it is happy for you that you possess the talent of flattering with delicacy. May I ask whether these pleasing attentions proceed from the impulse of the moment, or are the result of previous study?"

"You judge very well," Mr. Bennet said, "and it's fortunate for you that you have the skill to flatter with finesse. Can I ask if these charming compliments come from a spontaneous impulse, or are they the outcome of prior preparation?"

"They arise chiefly from what is passing at the time, and though I sometimes amuse myself with suggesting and arranging such little elegant compliments as may be adapted to ordinary occasions, I always wish to give them as unstudied an air as possible."

"They mainly come from what's happening at the moment, and while I sometimes enjoy coming up with and organizing little elegant compliments suitable for everyday situations, I always aim to make them feel as natural as possible."

Mr. Bennet's expectations were fully answered. His cousin was as absurd as he had hoped, and he listened to him with the keenest enjoyment, maintaining at the same time the most resolute composure of countenance, and except in an occasional glance at Elizabeth, requiring no partner in his pleasure.

Mr. Bennet's expectations were completely met. His cousin was as ridiculous as he had anticipated, and he listened to him with great enjoyment, keeping a completely calm expression on his face, and only occasionally glancing at Elizabeth, needing no one else to share in his amusement.

By tea-time however the dose had been enough, and Mr. Bennet was glad to take his guest into the drawing-room again, and when tea was over, glad to invite him to read aloud to the ladies. Mr. Collins readily assented, and a book was produced; but on beholding it, (for every thing announced it to be from a circulating library,) he started back, and begging pardon, protested that he never read novels.—Kitty stared at him, and Lydia exclaimed.—Other books were produced, and after some deliberation he chose Fordyce's Sermons. Lydia gaped as he opened the volume, and before he had, with very monotonous solemnity, read three pages, she interrupted him with,

By tea time, he had had enough, and Mr. Bennet was happy to bring his guest back into the drawing room. Once tea was finished, he was pleased to invite him to read aloud to the ladies. Mr. Collins readily agreed, and a book was brought out; but when he saw it (since it clearly came from a circulating library), he recoiled and, apologizing, insisted that he never read novels. Kitty stared at him, and Lydia exclaimed. Other books were brought out, and after some thought, he chose Fordyce's Sermons. Lydia gaped as he opened the book, and before he had read three pages with a very dull solemnity, she interrupted him with,

"Do you know, mama, that my uncle Philips talks of turning away Richard, and if he does, Colonel Forster will hire him. My aunt told me so herself on Saturday. I shall walk to Meryton to-morrow to hear more about it, and to ask when Mr. Denny comes back from town."

"Do you know, Mom, that my uncle Philips is thinking about letting Richard go, and if he does, Colonel Forster will give him a job. My aunt told me that herself on Saturday. I'm going to walk to Meryton tomorrow to find out more about it and to see when Mr. Denny gets back from town."

Lydia was bid by her two eldest sisters to hold her tongue; but Mr. Collins, much offended, laid aside his book, and said,

Lydia was told by her two oldest sisters to be quiet; but Mr. Collins, quite offended, put down his book and said,

"I have often observed how little young ladies are interested by books of a serious stamp, though written solely for their benefit. It amazes me, I confess;—for certainly, there can be nothing so advantageous to them as instruction. But I will no longer importune my young cousin."

"I've often noticed how uninterested young women are in serious books, even when they're written just for their benefit. It surprises me, I admit;—because really, there's nothing more beneficial for them than learning. But I won't bother my young cousin any longer."

Then turning to Mr. Bennet, he offered himself as his antagonist at backgammon. Mr. Bennet accepted the challenge, observing that he acted very wisely in leaving the girls to their own trifling amusements. Mrs. Bennet and her daughters apologised most civilly for Lydia's interruption, and promised that it should not occur again, if he would resume his book; but Mr. Collins, after assuring them that he bore his young cousin no ill will, and should never resent her behaviour as any affront, seated himself at another table with Mr. Bennet, and prepared for backgammon.

Then turning to Mr. Bennet, he offered to play against him at backgammon. Mr. Bennet accepted the challenge, noting that it was wise of him to let the girls enjoy their silly pastimes. Mrs. Bennet and her daughters politely apologized for Lydia's interruption and promised it wouldn’t happen again if he would go back to his book; but Mr. Collins, after assuring them that he held no grudge against his young cousin and would never take her behavior as an insult, sat down at another table with Mr. Bennet and got ready for backgammon.


CHAPTER XV.

Mr. Collins was not a sensible man, and the deficiency of nature had been but little assisted by education or society; the greatest part of his life having been spent under the guidance of an illiterate and miserly father; and though he belonged to one of the universities, he had merely kept the necessary terms, without forming at it any useful acquaintance. The subjection in which his father had brought him up, had given him originally great humility of manner, but it was now a good deal counteracted by the self-conceit of a weak head, living in retirement, and the consequential feelings of early and unexpected prosperity. A fortunate chance had recommended him to Lady Catherine de Bourgh when the living of Hunsford was vacant; and the respect which he felt for her high rank, and his veneration for her as his patroness, mingling with a very good opinion of himself, of his authority as a clergyman, and his rights as a rector, made him altogether a mixture of pride and obsequiousness, self-importance and humility.

Mr. Collins was not a sensible man, and his natural shortcomings were hardly improved by his education or social interactions. Most of his life was spent under the guidance of a cheap and uneducated father. Although he attended one of the universities, he only fulfilled the bare minimum requirements without building any meaningful connections. The way his father raised him initially instilled a great humility in him, but this was largely offset by the arrogance of a shallow mind that had lived in isolation and by the inflated sense of self that came from his unexpected success. A lucky opportunity had led him to Lady Catherine de Bourgh when the position in Hunsford became available; the respect he felt for her high status, alongside his admiration for her as his benefactor, combined with a very favorable view of himself, his authority as a clergyman, and his rights as a rector, created a peculiar blend of pride and servility, self-importance and humility.

Having now a good house and very sufficient income, he intended to marry; and in seeking a reconciliation with the Longbourn family he had a wife in view, as he meant to chuse one of the daughters, if he found them as handsome and amiable as they were represented by common report. This was his plan of amends—of atonement—for inheriting their father's estate; and he thought it an excellent one, full of eligibility and suitableness, and excessively generous and disinterested on his own part.

Having a nice house and a decent income now, he planned to get married; and in trying to make amends with the Longbourn family, he had a specific daughter in mind, hoping they were as beautiful and charming as everyone said. This was his way of making up for taking their father’s estate; he thought it was a great plan—one that was fitting and suitable, and very generous and selfless on his part.

His plan did not vary on seeing them.—Miss Bennet's lovely face confirmed his views, and established all his strictest notions of what was due to seniority; and for the first evening she was his settled choice. The next morning, however, made an alteration; for in a quarter of an hour's tête-à-tête with Mrs. Bennet before breakfast, a conversation beginning with his parsonage-house, and leading naturally to the avowal of his hopes, that a mistress for it might be found at Longbourn, produced from her, amid very complaisant smiles and general encouragement, a caution against the very Jane he had fixed on.—"As to her younger daughters she could not take upon her to say—she could not positively answer—but she did not know of any prepossession;—her eldest daughter, she must just mention—she felt it incumbent on her to hint, was likely to be very soon engaged."

His plan didn't change when he saw them.—Miss Bennet's beautiful face confirmed his opinions and reinforced his strict ideas about what was appropriate for someone of higher status; for that first evening, she was definitely his choice. However, the next morning brought a change. After a brief chat with Mrs. Bennet before breakfast, which started with a discussion about his parsonage and naturally led to expressing his hopes that he might find a mistress for it at Longbourn, she, with very pleasant smiles and general encouragement, issued a warning about the very Jane he had decided on.—"As for her younger daughters, I can't say for sure—I'm not certain—but I don't know of any preferences;—I must mention, though, about my eldest daughter—I feel it's important to mention—that she is likely to be engaged very soon."

Mr. Collins had only to change from Jane to Elizabeth—and it was soon done—done while Mrs. Bennet was stirring the fire. Elizabeth, equally next to Jane in birth and beauty, succeeded her of course.

Mr. Collins just had to switch his attention from Jane to Elizabeth—and it didn’t take long—he did it while Mrs. Bennet was tending to the fire. Elizabeth, who was just as close to Jane in both her birth order and attractiveness, naturally took her place.

Mrs. Bennet treasured up the hint, and trusted that she might soon have two daughters married; and the man whom she could not bear to speak of the day before, was now high in her good graces.

Mrs. Bennet held onto the suggestion, hoping that she might soon have two daughters married off; the man she could hardly mention the day before was now in her good books.

Lydia's intention of walking to Meryton was not forgotten; every sister except Mary agreed to go with her; and Mr. Collins was to attend them, at the request of Mr. Bennet, who was most anxious to get rid of him, and have his library to himself; for thither Mr. Collins had followed him after breakfast, and there he would continue, nominally engaged with one of the largest folios in the collection, but really talking to Mr. Bennet, with little cessation, of his house and garden at Hunsford. Such doings discomposed Mr. Bennet exceedingly. In his library he had been always sure of leisure and tranquillity; and though prepared, as he told Elizabeth, to meet with folly and conceit in every other room in the house, he was used to be free from them there; his civility, therefore, was most prompt in inviting Mr. Collins to join his daughters in their walk; and Mr. Collins, being in fact much better fitted for a walker than a reader, was extremely well pleased to close his large book, and go.

Lydia's plan to walk to Meryton was still on everyone's mind; all her sisters except Mary agreed to join her, and Mr. Collins was going with them at Mr. Bennet's request, who was eager to get rid of him and enjoy some alone time in his library. After breakfast, Mr. Collins had followed Mr. Bennet to the library, where he intended to appear busy with one of the biggest books in the collection, but was really just talking to Mr. Bennet non-stop about his house and garden in Hunsford. This was very unsettling for Mr. Bennet. In his library, he expected peace and quiet; although he knew he would encounter foolishness and arrogance in every other room in the house, he was used to being free from it in his library. Therefore, he quickly invited Mr. Collins to join his daughters on their walk, and Mr. Collins, who was much better suited for walking than reading, was very happy to shut his big book and go.

In pompous nothings on his side, and civil assents on that of his cousins, their time passed till they entered Meryton. The attention of the younger ones was then no longer to be gained by him. Their eyes were immediately wandering up in the street in quest of the officers, and nothing less than a very smart bonnet indeed, or a really new muslin in a shop window, could recal them.

In grand gestures from him and polite agreements from his cousins, they spent their time until they reached Meryton. The younger ones’ attention could no longer be captured by him. Their eyes quickly started searching the street for the officers, and only a very stylish bonnet or a genuinely new muslin in a shop window could bring them back.

But the attention of every lady was soon caught by a young man, whom they had never seen before, of most gentleman-like appearance, walking with an officer on the other side of the way. The officer was the very Mr. Denny, concerning whose return from London Lydia came to inquire, and he bowed as they passed. All were struck with the stranger's air, all wondered who he could be, and Kitty and Lydia, determined if possible to find out, led the way across the street, under pretence of wanting something in an opposite shop, and fortunately had just gained the pavement when the two gentlemen turning back had reached the same spot. Mr. Denny addressed them directly, and entreated permission to introduce his friend, Mr. Wickham, who had returned with him the day before from town, and he was happy to say had accepted a commission in their corps. This was exactly as it should be; for the young man wanted only regimentals to make him completely charming. His appearance was greatly in his favour; he had all the best part of beauty, a fine countenance, a good figure, and very pleasing address. The introduction was followed up on his side by a happy readiness of conversation—a readiness at the same time perfectly correct and unassuming; and the whole party were still standing and talking together very agreeably, when the sound of horses drew their notice, and Darcy and Bingley were seen riding down the street. On distinguishing the ladies of the group, the two gentlemen came directly towards them, and began the usual civilities. Bingley was the principal spokesman, and Miss Bennet the principal object. He was then, he said, on his way to Longbourn on purpose to inquire after her. Mr. Darcy corroborated it with a bow, and was beginning to determine not to fix his eyes on Elizabeth, when they were suddenly arrested by the sight of the stranger, and Elizabeth happening to see the countenance of both as they looked at each other, was all astonishment at the effect of the meeting. Both changed colour, one looked white, the other red. Mr. Wickham, after a few moments, touched his hat—a salutation which Mr. Darcy just deigned to return. What could be the meaning of it?—It was impossible to imagine; it was impossible not to long to know.

But every lady's attention was quickly drawn to a young man they had never seen before, who looked very gentlemanly as he walked with an officer across the street. The officer was Mr. Denny, the very one Lydia had come to ask about regarding his return from London, and he nodded as they passed by. Everyone was intrigued by the stranger’s presence, all wondering who he was, and Kitty and Lydia, eager to uncover the mystery, led the way across the street under the pretense of wanting something from a shop on the other side. They had just reached the sidewalk when the two gentlemen turned back and arrived at the same spot. Mr. Denny spoke to them directly and requested permission to introduce his friend, Mr. Wickham, who had just returned with him from town the day before and was happy to announce that he had accepted a commission in their regiment. This was exactly how it should be; the young man only needed a uniform to become completely charming. His looks were definitely in his favor; he possessed all the best traits of beauty, a handsome face, a good figure, and a very appealing manner. The introduction was followed by his engaging conversation—a conversation that was both perfectly polite and humble. The entire group was still standing and chatting pleasantly when the sound of horses caught their attention, and they saw Darcy and Bingley riding down the street. Upon recognizing the ladies in the group, the two gentlemen rode over and began the usual pleasantries. Bingley was the main speaker, and Miss Bennet was his main focus. He mentioned that he was on his way to Longbourn specifically to check in on her. Mr. Darcy affirmed this with a nod and was about to make sure not to focus on Elizabeth when his gaze was suddenly drawn to the stranger, and Elizabeth, noticing the expressions on both their faces as they made eye contact, was astonished by the impact of their meeting. Both went pale; one turned white, the other red. After a moment, Mr. Wickham tipped his hat—a gesture that Mr. Darcy merely acknowledged. What could this mean? It was impossible to figure out; it was impossible not to be eager to find out.

In another minute Mr. Bingley, but without seeming to have noticed what passed, took leave and rode on with his friend.

In a minute, Mr. Bingley left, appearing not to have noticed what had happened, and rode off with his friend.

Mr. Denny and Mr. Wickham walked with the young ladies to the door of Mr. Philips's house, and then made their bows, in spite of Miss Lydia's pressing entreaties that they would come in, and even in spite of Mrs. Philips' throwing up the parlour window, and loudly seconding the invitation.

Mr. Denny and Mr. Wickham walked the young ladies to the door of Mr. Philips's house and then bowed, even though Miss Lydia insisted they come inside, and despite Mrs. Philips opening the parlor window and loudly supporting the invitation.

Mrs. Philips was always glad to see her nieces, and the two eldest, from their recent absence, were particularly welcome, and she was eagerly expressing her surprise at their sudden return home, which, as their own carriage had not fetched them, she should have known nothing about, if she had not happened to see Mr. Jones's shop boy in the street, who had told her that they were not to send any more draughts to Netherfield because the Miss Bennets were come away, when her civility was claimed towards Mr. Collins by Jane's introduction of him. She received him with her very best politeness, which he returned with as much more, apologising for his intrusion, without any previous acquaintance with her, which he could not help flattering himself however might be justified by his relationship to the young ladies who introduced him to her notice. Mrs. Philips was quite awed by such an excess of good breeding; but her contemplation of one stranger was soon put an end to by exclamations and inquiries about the other, of whom, however, she could only tell her nieces what they already knew, that Mr. Denny had brought him from London, and that he was to have a lieutenant's commission in the ——shire. She had been watching him the last hour, she said, as he walked up and down the street, and had Mr. Wickham appeared Kitty and Lydia would certainly have continued the occupation, but unluckily no one passed the windows now except a few of the officers, who in comparison with the stranger, were become "stupid, disagreeable fellows." Some of them were to dine with the Philipses the next day, and their aunt promised to make her husband call on Mr. Wickham, and give him an invitation also, if the family from Longbourn would come in the evening. This was agreed to, and Mrs. Philips protested that they would have a nice comfortable noisy game of lottery tickets, and a little bit of hot supper afterwards. The prospect of such delights was very cheering, and they parted in mutual good spirits. Mr. Collins repeated his apologies in quitting the room, and was assured with unwearying civility that they were perfectly needless.

Mrs. Philips was always happy to see her nieces, and the two oldest, after their recent absence, were especially welcome. She eagerly expressed her surprise at their sudden return home, which she wouldn’t have known about had it not been for Mr. Jones's shop boy in the street, who told her that they weren’t sending any more supplies to Netherfield because the Miss Bennets had left. At that moment, Jane introduced Mr. Collins to her, requiring her politeness towards him. She greeted him with her best manners, which he reciprocated with even more, apologizing for intruding without any prior acquaintance but feeling justified since he was related to the young ladies who introduced him. Mrs. Philips was quite impressed by his excessive politeness; however, her thoughts on him were soon interrupted by exclamations and inquiries about the other gentleman. But she could only tell her nieces what they already knew: that Mr. Denny had brought him from London and that he was set to receive a lieutenant's commission in the ——shire. She mentioned that she had been watching him walk up and down the street for the last hour, and if Mr. Wickham had appeared, Kitty and Lydia certainly would have resumed their activity. Unfortunately, the only people passing by the windows now were a few officers who, by comparison to the stranger, seemed "stupid, disagreeable fellows." Some of them were set to dine with the Philipses the next day, and their aunt promised to have her husband invite Mr. Wickham if the family from Longbourn came over in the evening. This was agreed upon, and Mrs. Philips assured them they would have a cozy, noisy game of lottery tickets and a bit of hot supper afterward. The prospect of such fun was very uplifting, and they parted in good spirits. Mr. Collins repeated his apologies as he left the room, and they assured him with unflagging politeness that they were completely unnecessary.

As they walked home, Elizabeth related to Jane what she had seen pass between the two gentlemen; but though Jane would have defended either or both, had they appeared to be wrong, she could no more explain such behaviour than her sister.

As they walked home, Elizabeth told Jane what she had witnessed between the two gentlemen; but even though Jane would have defended either or both if they seemed to be in the wrong, she couldn’t explain that behavior any more than her sister could.

Mr. Collins on his return highly gratified Mrs. Bennet by admiring Mrs. Philips's manners and politeness. He protested that except Lady Catherine and her daughter, he had never seen a more elegant woman; for she had not only received him with the utmost civility, but had even pointedly included him in her invitation for the next evening, although utterly unknown to her before. Something he supposed might be attributed to his connection with them, but yet he had never met with so much attention in the whole course of his life.

Mr. Collins, upon his return, greatly pleased Mrs. Bennet by praising Mrs. Philips's manners and politeness. He insisted that, aside from Lady Catherine and her daughter, he had never encountered a more elegant woman; for she not only welcomed him with the highest level of civility but also specifically included him in her invitation for the following evening, even though she had never met him before. He thought this might be partly due to his connection with them, but he had never experienced so much attention in his entire life.


CHAPTER XVI.

As no objection was made to the young people's engagement with their aunt, and all Mr. Collins's scruples of leaving Mr. and Mrs. Bennet for a single evening during his visit were most steadily resisted, the coach conveyed him and his five cousins at a suitable hour to Meryton; and the girls had the pleasure of hearing, as they entered the drawing-room, that Mr. Wickham had accepted their uncle's invitation, and was then in the house.

As there were no objections to the young people's time spent with their aunt, and Mr. Collins’s concerns about leaving Mr. and Mrs. Bennet for a single evening during his visit were firmly dismissed, the coach took him and his five cousins to Meryton at an appropriate time; and the girls were delighted to hear, as they entered the drawing-room, that Mr. Wickham had accepted their uncle's invitation and was currently in the house.

When this information was given, and they had all taken their seats, Mr. Collins was at leisure to look around him and admire, and he was so much struck with the size and furniture of the apartment, that he declared he might almost have supposed himself in the small summer breakfast parlour at Rosings; a comparison that did not at first convey much gratification; but when Mrs. Philips understood from him what Rosings was, and who was its proprietor, when she had listened to the description of only one of Lady Catherine's drawing-rooms, and found that the chimney-piece alone had cost eight hundred pounds, she felt all the force of the compliment, and would hardly have resented a comparison with the housekeeper's room.

When this information was shared and everyone had settled in, Mr. Collins took the chance to look around and admire the place. He was so impressed by the size and decor of the room that he said he could almost believe he was in the small summer breakfast room at Rosings; a comparison that didn't initially bring much satisfaction. However, when Mrs. Philips learned from him what Rosings was and who owned it, and after she heard just one description of Lady Catherine's drawing room—especially that the mantelpiece alone cost eight hundred pounds—she fully grasped the compliment and would hardly have minded a comparison to the housekeeper's room.

In describing to her all the grandeur of Lady Catherine and her mansion, with occasional digressions in praise of his own humble abode, and the improvements it was receiving, he was happily employed until the gentlemen joined them; and he found in Mrs. Philips a very attentive listener, whose opinion of his consequence increased with what she heard, and who was resolving to retail it all among her neighbours as soon as she could. To the girls, who could not listen to their cousin, and who had nothing to do but to wish for an instrument, and examine their own indifferent imitations of china on the mantle-piece, the interval of waiting appeared very long. It was over at last however. The gentlemen did approach; and when Mr. Wickham walked into the room, Elizabeth felt that she had neither been seeing him before, nor thinking of him since, with the smallest degree of unreasonable admiration. The officers of the ——shire were in general a very creditable, gentleman-like set, and the best of them were of the present party; but Mr. Wickham was as far beyond them all in person, countenance, air, and walk, as they were superior to the broad-faced stuffy uncle Philips, breathing port wine, who followed them into the room.

As he described all the grandeur of Lady Catherine and her estate, with occasional side notes about his own modest home and the upgrades it was getting, he was happily occupied until the gentlemen arrived. He found Mrs. Philips to be a very attentive listener, whose opinion of his importance grew with every word, and she was planning to share it all with her neighbors as soon as possible. For the girls, who couldn’t pay attention to their cousin and had nothing to do but wish for an instrument and examine their own mediocre china replicas on the mantelpiece, the wait felt very long. Finally, it came to an end. The gentlemen entered, and when Mr. Wickham walked into the room, Elizabeth realized she hadn’t been admiring him at all, either before or since. The officers from ——shire were generally a respectable, gentlemanly group, and the best of them were in the current gathering; but Mr. Wickham was leagues ahead of them in looks, demeanor, presence, and stride, as much as they were better than the plump, stuffy Uncle Philips, who followed them into the room, smelling of port wine.

Mr. Wickham was the happy man towards whom almost every female eye was turned, and Elizabeth was the happy woman by whom he finally seated himself; and the agreeable manner in which he immediately fell into conversation, though it was only on its being a wet night, and on the probability of a rainy season, made her feel that the commonest, dullest, most thread-bare topic might be rendered interesting by the skill of the speaker.

Mr. Wickham was the charming guy that almost every woman was watching, and Elizabeth was the fortunate woman he finally sat next to; the smooth way he jumped into conversation, even if it was just about it being a rainy night and the chance of a wet season, made her realize that the most ordinary, boring topic could become intriguing with the right speaker.

With such rivals for the notice of the fair, as Mr. Wickham and the officers, Mr. Collins seemed likely to sink into insignificance; to the young ladies he certainly was nothing; but he had still at intervals a kind listener in Mrs. Philips, and was, by her watchfulness, most abundantly supplied with coffee and muffin.

With rivals for the attention of the ladies like Mr. Wickham and the officers, Mr. Collins seemed destined to fade into the background; to the young women, he was definitely unimportant. However, he still had a kind listener in Mrs. Philips from time to time, and thanks to her attentiveness, he was generously provided with coffee and muffins.

When the card tables were placed, he had an opportunity of obliging her in return, by sitting down to whist.

When the card tables were set up, he had a chance to return the favor by joining her for a game of whist.

"I know little of the game, at present," said he, "but I shall be glad to improve myself, for in my situation of life——" Mrs. Philips was very thankful for his compliance, but could not wait for his reason.

"I don't know much about the game right now," he said, "but I'm eager to get better, because in my current situation—" Mrs. Philips was very grateful for his willingness, but she couldn't wait to hear his reasoning.

Mr. Wickham did not play at whist, and with ready delight was he received at the other table between Elizabeth and Lydia. At first there seemed danger of Lydia's engrossing him entirely, for she was a most determined talker; but being likewise extremely fond of lottery tickets, she soon grew too much interested in the game, too eager in making bets and exclaiming after prizes, to have attention for any one in particular. Allowing for the common demands of the game, Mr. Wickham was therefore at leisure to talk to Elizabeth, and she was very willing to hear him, though what she chiefly wished to hear she could not hope to be told, the history of his acquaintance with Mr. Darcy. She dared not even mention that gentleman. Her curiosity however was unexpectedly relieved. Mr. Wickham began the subject himself. He inquired how far Netherfield was from Meryton; and, after receiving her answer, asked in an hesitating manner how long Mr. Darcy had been staying there.

Mr. Wickham didn’t play whist, and he was happily welcomed at the other table between Elizabeth and Lydia. At first, it seemed like Lydia was going to take up all his attention because she was a very determined talker; however, since she was also really into lottery tickets, she quickly became too focused on the game, overly excited about making bets and shouting about prizes, to pay attention to anyone in particular. Considering the usual demands of the game, Mr. Wickham had time to chat with Elizabeth, and she was eager to listen to him, even though what she really wanted to know was the story of his relationship with Mr. Darcy. She didn’t dare to bring up that gentleman at all. However, her curiosity was unexpectedly satisfied. Mr. Wickham brought the topic up himself. He asked how far Netherfield was from Meryton, and after getting her answer, he hesitantly asked how long Mr. Darcy had been staying there.

"About a month," said Elizabeth; and then, unwilling to let the subject drop, added, "He is a man of very large property in Derbyshire, I understand."

"About a month," Elizabeth said; and then, not wanting to change the topic, added, "He has a lot of property in Derbyshire, I hear."

"Yes," replied Wickham;—"his estate there is a noble one. A clear ten thousand per annum. You could not have met with a person more capable of giving you certain information on that head than myself—for I have been connected with his family in a particular manner from my infancy."

"Yes," replied Wickham; “his estate there is impressive—totals a clear ten thousand a year. You couldn't find anyone better than me to give you accurate information about that since I’ve been closely connected with his family since I was a child."

Elizabeth could not but look surprised.

Elizabeth couldn't help but look surprised.

"You may well be surprised, Miss Bennet, at such an assertion, after seeing, as you probably might, the very cold manner of our meeting yesterday.—Are you much acquainted with Mr. Darcy?"

"You might be surprised, Miss Bennet, by that statement, especially after witnessing the very chilly way we interacted yesterday. Do you know Mr. Darcy well?"

"As much as I ever wish to be," cried Elizabeth warmly,—"I have spent four days in the same house with him, and I think him very disagreeable."

"As much as I want to be," Elizabeth exclaimed passionately, "I’ve spent four days in the same house with him, and I find him very unpleasant."

"I have no right to give my opinion," said Wickham, "as to his being agreeable or otherwise. I am not qualified to form one. I have known him too long and too well to be a fair judge. It is impossible for me to be impartial. But I believe your opinion of him would in general astonish—and perhaps you would not express it quite so strongly anywhere else.—Here you are in your own family."

"I can't share my opinion," said Wickham, "about whether he's likable or not. I'm not in a position to judge. I've known him for too long and too well to be objective. It’s impossible for me to be neutral. But I think your view of him would usually shock people—and maybe you wouldn’t say it quite so strongly anywhere else.—Here, you’re with your own family."

"Upon my word I say no more here than I might say in any house in the neighbourhood, except Netherfield. He is not at all liked in Hertfordshire. Every body is disgusted with his pride. You will not find him more favourably spoken of by any one."

"Honestly, I'm not saying anything here that I wouldn't say in any house in the neighborhood, except for Netherfield. He's not liked at all in Hertfordshire. Everyone is annoyed by his arrogance. You won't hear anyone speak of him more positively."

"I cannot pretend to be sorry," said Wickham, after a short interruption, "that he or that any man should not be estimated beyond their deserts; but with him I believe it does not often happen. The world is blinded by his fortune and consequence, or frightened by his high and imposing manners, and sees him only as he chuses to be seen."

"I can't pretend to be sorry," said Wickham, after a brief pause, "that he or any man should not be valued beyond what they deserve; but with him, I think that doesn’t happen very often. The world is blinded by his wealth and status, or intimidated by his lofty and commanding demeanor, and only sees him as he wants to be seen."

"I should take him, even on my slight acquaintance, to be an ill-tempered man." Wickham only shook his head.

"I should assume, even with my limited familiarity, that he is an unpleasant person." Wickham just shook his head.

"I wonder," said he, at the next opportunity of speaking, "whether he is likely to be in this country much longer."

"I wonder," he said the next time he got a chance to speak, "if he's going to be in this country much longer."

"I do not at all know; but I heard nothing of his going away when I was at Netherfield. I hope your plans in favour of the ——shire will not be affected by his being in the neighbourhood."

"I honestly have no idea; I heard nothing about him leaving while I was at Netherfield. I hope your plans for the ——shire won't be impacted by his being nearby."

"Oh! no—it is not for me to be driven away by Mr. Darcy. If he wishes to avoid seeing me, he must go. We are not on friendly terms, and it always gives me pain to meet him, but I have no reason for avoiding him but what I might proclaim to all the world; a sense of very great ill usage, and most painful regrets at his being what he is. His father, Miss Bennet, the late Mr. Darcy, was one of the best men that ever breathed, and the truest friend I ever had; and I can never be in company with this Mr. Darcy without being grieved to the soul by a thousand tender recollections. His behaviour to myself has been scandalous; but I verily believe I could forgive him any thing and every thing, rather than his disappointing the hopes and disgracing the memory of his father."

"Oh no—it’s not for me to be pushed away by Mr. Darcy. If he wants to avoid seeing me, then he should leave. We aren't on good terms, and it always hurts when I run into him, but I have no real reason to avoid him other than what I could easily share with the world; a feeling of deep mistreatment and painful regrets about who he is. His father, Miss Bennet, the late Mr. Darcy, was one of the best men to ever live and the truest friend I ever had; I can never be around this Mr. Darcy without feeling deeply saddened by a flood of tender memories. His behavior towards me has been shocking, but I truly believe I could forgive him for anything and everything, rather than let him down and dishonor the memory of his father."

Elizabeth found the interest of the subject increase, and listened with all her heart; but the delicacy of it prevented farther inquiry.

Elizabeth found the topic more interesting and listened intently; however, the sensitivity of the matter stopped her from asking more questions.

Mr. Wickham began to speak on more general topics, Meryton, the neighbourhood, the society, appearing highly pleased with all that he had yet seen, and speaking of the latter especially, with gentle but very intelligible gallantry.

Mr. Wickham started talking about more general subjects, like Meryton, the area, and the local social scene, seeming really pleased with everything he had seen so far. He spoke about the social scene in a polite but very clear and charming way.

"It was the prospect of constant society, and good society," he added, "which was my chief inducement to enter the ——shire. I knew it to be a most respectable, agreeable corps, and my friend Denny tempted me farther by his account of their present quarters, and the very great attentions and excellent acquaintance Meryton had procured them. Society, I own, is necessary to me. I have been a disappointed man, and my spirits will not bear solitude. I must have employment and society. A military life is not what I was intended for, but circumstances have now made it eligible. The church ought to have been my profession—I was brought up for the church, and I should at this time have been in possession of a most valuable living, had it pleased the gentleman we were speaking of just now."

"It was the idea of constant company, and good company," he added, "that was my main reason for joining the ——shire. I knew it was a very respectable and enjoyable group, and my friend Denny encouraged me even more with his description of their current situation and the great attention and excellent connections Meryton had provided for them. I admit, I need social interaction. I've been let down in life, and I can't handle being alone. I must have something to do and people around me. A military career isn’t what I was meant for, but circumstances have made it a good option now. I should have pursued a career in the church—I was raised for that, and I would have been in a very good position by now if it had pleased the gentleman we were just talking about."

"Indeed!"

"Definitely!"

"Yes—the late Mr. Darcy bequeathed me the next presentation of the best living in his gift. He was my godfather, and excessively attached to me. I cannot do justice to his kindness. He meant to provide for me amply, and thought he had done it; but when the living fell, it was given elsewhere."

"Yes—the late Mr. Darcy left me the next opportunity to take the best position he could offer. He was my godfather and was very fond of me. I can’t express how kind he was. He intended to take care of me well and believed he had succeeded; however, when the position became available, it was given to someone else."

"Good heavens!" cried Elizabeth; "but how could that be?—How could his will be disregarded?—Why did not you seek legal redress?"

"Good heavens!" exclaimed Elizabeth; "but how could that happen?—How could his wishes be ignored?—Why didn’t you pursue a legal solution?"

"There was just such an informality in the terms of the bequest as to give me no hope from law. A man of honour could not have doubted the intention, but Mr. Darcy chose to doubt it—or to treat it as a merely conditional recommendation, and to assert that I had forfeited all claim to it by extravagance, imprudence, in short any thing or nothing. Certain it is, that the living became vacant two years ago, exactly as I was of an age to hold it, and that it was given to another man; and no less certain is it, that I cannot accuse myself of having really done any thing to deserve to lose it. I have a warm, unguarded temper, and I may perhaps have sometimes spoken my opinion of him, and to him, too freely. I can recal nothing worse. But the fact is, that we are very different sort of men, and that he hates me."

"There was such an informality in the terms of the inheritance that it gave me no hope from the law. A man of honor wouldn’t have doubted the intention, but Mr. Darcy chose to doubt it—or to see it as just a conditional suggestion, and to claim that I had lost all right to it because of my extravagance, recklessness, or just anything at all. It’s clear that the position became available two years ago, exactly when I was old enough to take it, and it was given to another man; and it's equally clear that I can't blame myself for really doing anything to deserve losing it. I have a passionate, unfiltered temper, and I may have sometimes voiced my thoughts about him, and even to him, too openly. I can't recall anything worse. But the truth is, we are very different types of men, and he dislikes me."

"This is quite shocking!—He deserves to be publicly disgraced."

"This is really shocking!—He should be publicly shamed."

"Some time or other he will be—but it shall not be by me. Till I can forget his father, I can never defy or expose him."

"Eventually, he will be—but it won't be because of me. Until I can forget his father, I can never stand up to or reveal him."

Elizabeth honoured him for such feelings, and thought him handsomer than ever as he expressed them.

Elizabeth admired him for those feelings and thought he looked more attractive than ever as he shared them.

"But what," said she, after a pause, "can have been his motive?—what can have induced him to behave so cruelly?"

"But what," she said after a pause, "could his motive be? What could have led him to act so cruelly?"

"A thorough, determined dislike of me—a dislike which I cannot but attribute in some measure to jealousy. Had the late Mr. Darcy liked me less, his son might have borne with me better; but his father's uncommon attachment to me, irritated him I believe very early in life. He had not a temper to bear the sort of competition in which we stood—the sort of preference which was often given me."

A strong, deep dislike of me—a dislike I can’t help but partially link to jealousy. If the late Mr. Darcy hadn’t liked me as much, his son might have been more tolerant of me; but I believe his father’s unusual affection for me irritated him from a young age. He didn’t have the personality to handle the kind of competition we faced—the kind of favoritism that was often directed at me.

"I had not thought Mr. Darcy so bad as this—though I have never liked him, I had not thought so very ill of him—I had supposed him to be despising his fellow-creatures in general, but did not suspect him of descending to such malicious revenge, such injustice, such inhumanity as this!"

"I never thought Mr. Darcy was this bad—although I’ve never liked him, I didn’t think he was this awful. I believed he looked down on people in general, but I didn’t suspect he would stoop to such cruel revenge, such unfairness, such inhumanity as this!"

After a few minutes reflection, however, she continued, "I do remember his boasting one day, at Netherfield, of the implacability of his resentments, of his having an unforgiving temper. His disposition must be dreadful."

After thinking for a few minutes, she added, "I do remember him bragging one day at Netherfield about how he never lets go of his grudges and how unforgiving he is. He must have a terrible personality."

"I will not trust myself on the subject," replied Wickham, "I can hardly be just to him."

"I can’t trust my own judgment on this topic," Wickham replied, "I can barely be fair to him."

Elizabeth was again deep in thought, and after a time exclaimed, "To treat in such a manner, the god-son, the friend, the favourite of his father!"—She could have added, "A young man too, like you, whose very countenance may vouch for your being amiable"—but she contented herself with "And one, too, who had probably been his own companion from childhood, connected together, as I think you said, in the closest manner!"

Elizabeth was lost in thought again, and after a while she exclaimed, "To treat the godson, the friend, the favorite of his father like that!"—She could have added, "A young man like you, whose very face shows you must be kind"—but she settled for saying, "And one who had probably been his companion since childhood, connected in the closest way, as you mentioned!"

"We were born in the same parish, within the same park, the greatest part of our youth was passed together; inmates of the same house, sharing the same amusements, objects of the same parental care. My father began life in the profession which your uncle, Mr. Philips, appears to do so much credit to—but he gave up every thing to be of use to the late Mr. Darcy, and devoted all his time to the care of the Pemberley property. He was most highly esteemed by Mr. Darcy, a most intimate, confidential friend. Mr. Darcy often acknowledged himself to be under the greatest obligations to my father's active superintendance, and when immediately before my father's death, Mr. Darcy gave him a voluntary promise of providing for me, I am convinced that he felt it to be as much a debt of gratitude to him, as of affection to myself."

"We were born in the same neighborhood, in the same park, and most of our childhood was spent together; we lived in the same house, enjoyed the same activities, and received the same parental care. My father started his career in the profession that your uncle, Mr. Philips, seems to excel in—but he gave up everything to assist the late Mr. Darcy, dedicating all his time to managing the Pemberley estate. He was highly respected by Mr. Darcy, who considered him a close, trusted friend. Mr. Darcy often admitted that he owed a great deal to my father's diligent oversight, and just before my father's death, Mr. Darcy made a promise to take care of me. I'm convinced he viewed it as both a debt of gratitude to him and a matter of affection for me."

"How strange!" cried Elizabeth. "How abominable!—I wonder that the very pride of this Mr. Darcy has not made him just to you!—If from no better motive, that he should not have been too proud to be dishonest,—for dishonesty I must call it."

"How weird!" exclaimed Elizabeth. "How awful!—I can't believe that Mr. Darcy's pride hasn't made him fair to you!—If for no other reason, he shouldn't have let his pride lead him to be dishonest—because I have to call it what it is: dishonesty."

"It is wonderful,"—replied Wickham,—"for almost all his actions may be traced to pride;—and pride has often been his best friend. It has connected him nearer with virtue than any other feeling. But we are none of us consistent; and in his behaviour to me, there were stronger impulses even than pride."

"It is wonderful," Wickham replied, "because you can link almost all his actions to pride; and pride has often been his greatest ally. It has brought him closer to virtue than any other emotion. But none of us are consistent; and in the way he treated me, there were stronger motivations at play than just pride."

"Can such abominable pride as his, have ever done him good?"

"Could his terrible pride have ever benefited him?"

"Yes. It has often led him to be liberal and generous,—to give his money freely, to display hospitality, to assist his tenants, and relieve the poor. Family pride, and filial pride, for he is very proud of what his father was, have done this. Not to appear to disgrace his family, to degenerate from the popular qualities, or lose the influence of the Pemberley House, is a powerful motive. He has also brotherly pride, which with some brotherly affection, makes him a very kind and careful guardian of his sister; and you will hear him generally cried up as the most attentive and best of brothers."

"Yes. It has often made him generous and open-handed—to give his money without hesitation, to welcome guests, to help his tenants, and to support the less fortunate. Family pride, and filial pride, since he takes great pride in his father's accomplishments, have influenced this. He wants to uphold his family’s reputation, to avoid disappointing others, and to maintain the influence of Pemberley House, which is a strong motivation for him. He also has brotherly pride, which combined with some brotherly affection, makes him a very kind and attentive guardian of his sister; you’ll often hear him praised as the most caring and best of brothers."

"What sort of a girl is Miss Darcy?"

"What kind of girl is Miss Darcy?"

He shook his head.—"I wish I could call her amiable. It gives me pain to speak ill of a Darcy. But she is too much like her brother,—very, very proud.—As a child, she was affectionate and pleasing, and extremely fond of me; and I have devoted hours and hours to her amusement. But she is nothing to me now. She is a handsome girl, about fifteen or sixteen, and I understand highly accomplished. Since her father's death, her home has been London, where a lady lives with her, and superintends her education."

He shook his head. “I wish I could say nice things about her. It hurts me to speak negatively about a Darcy. But she’s too much like her brother—very, very proud. As a child, she was loving and charming and really fond of me; I spent countless hours entertaining her. But she means nothing to me now. She’s a beautiful girl, around fifteen or sixteen, and I hear she’s quite accomplished. Since her father passed away, she’s been living in London, where a woman stays with her and oversees her education.”

After many pauses and many trials of other subjects, Elizabeth could not help reverting once more to the first, and saying,

After many pauses and trying out other topics, Elizabeth couldn’t help going back to the first one and saying,

"I am astonished at his intimacy with Mr. Bingley! How can Mr. Bingley, who seems good humour itself, and is, I really believe, truly amiable, be in friendship with such a man? How can they suit each other?—Do you know Mr. Bingley?"

"I can't believe how close he is with Mr. Bingley! How can Mr. Bingley, who seems so cheerful and is genuinely kind, be friends with someone like that? How do they even get along?—Do you know Mr. Bingley?"

"Not at all."

"Not at all."

"He is a sweet tempered, amiable, charming man. He cannot know what Mr. Darcy is."

"He is a kind, friendly, and charming guy. He has no idea who Mr. Darcy is."

"Probably not;—but Mr. Darcy can please where he chuses. He does not want abilities. He can be a conversible companion if he thinks it worth his while. Among those who are at all his equals in consequence, he is a very different man from what he is to the less prosperous. His pride never deserts him; but with the rich, he is liberal-minded, just, sincere, rational, honourable, and perhaps agreeable,—allowing something for fortune and figure."

"Probably not;—but Mr. Darcy can charm whoever he wants. He doesn't lack talent. He can be a good conversationalist if he feels it's worth his time. Among those who are at all his equals in status, he acts very differently than he does with those who are less fortunate. His pride never leaves him; but with the wealthy, he is open-minded, fair, honest, rational, respectable, and maybe even pleasant—taking a little into account fortune and appearance."

The whist party soon afterwards breaking up, the players gathered round the other table, and Mr. Collins took his station between his cousin Elizabeth and Mrs. Philips.—The usual inquiries as to his success were made by the latter. It had not been very great; he had lost every point; but when Mrs. Philips began to express her concern thereupon, he assured her with much earnest gravity that it was not of the least importance, that he considered the money as a mere trifle, and begged she would not make herself uneasy.

The whist party soon broke up, and the players gathered around the other table, with Mr. Collins taking his place between his cousin Elizabeth and Mrs. Philips. The usual questions about how he did were asked by the latter. It hadn’t gone very well; he had lost every point. But when Mrs. Philips started to express her concern about it, he assured her with serious earnestness that it was not important at all, that he viewed the money as a mere trifle, and asked her not to worry.

"I know very well, madam," said he, "that when persons sit down to a card table, they must take their chance of these things,—and happily I am not in such circumstances as to make five shillings any object. There are undoubtedly many who could not say the same, but thanks to Lady Catherine de Bourgh, I am removed far beyond the necessity of regarding little matters."

"I know very well, ma'am," he said, "that when people sit down at a card table, they have to accept the risks that come with it—and luckily, I'm not in a position where five shillings matters to me. There are certainly many who can't say the same, but thanks to Lady Catherine de Bourgh, I'm far beyond needing to worry about small things."

Mr. Wickham's attention was caught; and after observing Mr. Collins for a few moments, he asked Elizabeth in a low voice whether her relation were very intimately acquainted with the family of de Bourgh.

Mr. Wickham’s attention was captured, and after watching Mr. Collins for a few moments, he asked Elizabeth quietly if her relative was very close with the de Bourgh family.

"Lady Catherine de Bourgh," she replied, "has very lately given him a living. I hardly know how Mr. Collins was first introduced to her notice, but he certainly has not known her long."

"Lady Catherine de Bourgh," she replied, "recently gave him a position. I'm not exactly sure how Mr. Collins was first brought to her attention, but he definitely hasn't known her for long."

"You know of course that Lady Catherine de Bourgh and Lady Anne Darcy were sisters; consequently that she is aunt to the present Mr. Darcy."

"You know, of course, that Lady Catherine de Bourgh and Lady Anne Darcy were sisters; so she's the aunt of the current Mr. Darcy."

"No, indeed, I did not.—I knew nothing at all of Lady Catherine's connections. I never heard of her existence till the day before yesterday."

"No, really, I didn't. I had no idea about Lady Catherine's connections. I didn't even know she existed until the day before yesterday."

"Her daughter, Miss de Bourgh, will have a very large fortune, and it is believed that she and her cousin will unite the two estates."

"Her daughter, Miss de Bourgh, will inherit a huge fortune, and people think that she and her cousin will merge the two estates."

This information made Elizabeth smile, as she thought of poor Miss Bingley. Vain indeed must be all her attentions, vain and useless her affection for his sister and her praise of himself, if he were already self-destined to another.

This news made Elizabeth smile as she thought of poor Miss Bingley. All her efforts must be quite meaningless, and all her affection for his sister and praise for him would be pointless if he was already meant for someone else.

"Mr. Collins," said she, "speaks highly both of Lady Catherine and her daughter; but from some particulars that he has related of her ladyship, I suspect his gratitude misleads him, and that in spite of her being his patroness, she is an arrogant, conceited woman."

"Mr. Collins," she said, "has a high opinion of both Lady Catherine and her daughter; but from some details he has shared about her, I suspect his gratitude is clouding his judgment, and that despite being his patron, she is an arrogant, self-important woman."

"I believe her to be both in a great degree," replied Wickham; "I have not seen her for many years, but I very well remember that I never liked her, and that her manners were dictatorial and insolent. She has the reputation of being remarkably sensible and clever; but I rather believe she derives part of her abilities from her rank and fortune, part from her authoritative manner, and the rest from the pride of her nephew, who chuses that every one connected with him should have an understanding of the first class."

"I think she's a lot of both," Wickham replied. "I haven't seen her in years, but I remember that I never liked her, and her behavior was always bossy and rude. People say she's really smart and clever, but I believe she gets some of her abilities from her social status and wealth, some from her overbearing attitude, and the rest from her nephew's pride, who insists that everyone connected to him should be exceptionally smart."

Elizabeth allowed that he had given a very rational account of it, and they continued talking together with mutual satisfaction till supper put an end to cards; and gave the rest of the ladies their share of Mr. Wickham's attentions. There could be no conversation in the noise of Mrs. Philips's supper party, but his manners recommended him to every body. Whatever he said, was said well; and whatever he did, done gracefully. Elizabeth went away with her head full of him. She could think of nothing but of Mr. Wickham, and of what he had told her, all the way home; but there was not time for her even to mention his name as they went, for neither Lydia nor Mr. Collins were once silent. Lydia talked incessantly of lottery tickets, of the fish she had lost and the fish she had won, and Mr. Collins, in describing the civility of Mr. and Mrs. Philips, protesting that he did not in the least regard his losses at whist, enumerating all the dishes at supper, and repeatedly fearing that he crouded his cousins, had more to say than he could well manage before the carriage stopped at Longbourn House.

Elizabeth acknowledged that he had given a very logical explanation, and they continued talking together with mutual enjoyment until supper interrupted their card game and allowed the other ladies to enjoy Mr. Wickham's attention. It was impossible to have a conversation amidst the noise of Mrs. Philips's supper party, but his manners impressed everyone. Whatever he said, he said well; and whatever he did, he did gracefully. Elizabeth left with her mind filled with thoughts of him. She could think of nothing but Mr. Wickham and what he had shared with her all the way home; however, there was no time for her to even mention his name as they traveled, since neither Lydia nor Mr. Collins stopped talking. Lydia chattered non-stop about lottery tickets, the fish she had lost and the fish she had caught, while Mr. Collins, in his account of Mr. and Mrs. Philips's hospitality, insisted that he did not care at all about his losses at whist. He listed all the dishes served at supper and repeatedly worried that he was crowding his cousins, having more to say than he could handle before the carriage arrived at Longbourn House.


CHAPTER XVII.

Elizabeth related to Jane the next day, what had passed between Mr. Wickham and herself. Jane listened with astonishment and concern;—she knew not how to believe that Mr. Darcy could be so unworthy of Mr. Bingley's regard; and yet, it was not in her nature to question the veracity of a young man of such amiable appearance as Wickham.—The possibility of his having really endured such unkindness, was enough to interest all her tender feelings; and nothing therefore remained to be done, but to think well of them both, to defend the conduct of each, and throw into the account of accident or mistake, whatever could not be otherwise explained.

Elizabeth told Jane the next day about what had happened between her and Mr. Wickham. Jane listened in shock and worry; she couldn’t believe that Mr. Darcy could be so unworthy of Mr. Bingley’s respect. Yet, she found it hard to doubt the honesty of such a charming young man like Wickham. The idea that he might have actually faced such cruelty stirred all her compassionate feelings, so all she could do was think positively about both of them, defend their actions, and chalk up anything that couldn’t be explained to chance or misunderstandings.

"They have both," said she, "been deceived, I dare say, in some way or other, of which we can form no idea. Interested people have perhaps misrepresented each to the other. It is, in short, impossible for us to conjecture the causes or circumstances which may have alienated them, without actual blame on either side."

"They both," she said, "have probably been misled in some way we can't really understand. People with their own agendas might have twisted things between them. Essentially, it’s impossible for us to guess the reasons or situations that might have driven them apart, without assigning blame to either one."

"Very true, indeed;—and now, my dear Jane, what have you got to say in behalf of the interested people who have probably been concerned in the business?—Do clear them too, or we shall be obliged to think ill of somebody."

"That's very true; and now, my dear Jane, what do you have to say for the people who are probably involved in this?—Please clear them too, or we'll have to think poorly of someone."

"Laugh as much as you chuse, but you will not laugh me out of my opinion. My dearest Lizzy, do but consider in what a disgraceful light it places Mr. Darcy, to be treating his father's favourite in such a manner,—one, whom his father had promised to provide for.—It is impossible. No man of common humanity, no man who had any value for his character, could be capable of it. Can his most intimate friends be so excessively deceived in him? oh! no."

"Feel free to laugh as much as you want, but you won't change my mind. My dear Lizzy, just think about how shameful it makes Mr. Darcy look, treating his father's favorite like this—someone his father promised to take care of. It's just not possible. No decent person, no one who cares about their reputation, could do that. Could his closest friends be so completely fooled? Oh, no."

"I can much more easily believe Mr. Bingley's being imposed on, than that Mr. Wickham should invent such a history of himself as he gave me last night; names, facts, every thing mentioned without ceremony.—If it be not so, let Mr. Darcy contradict it. Besides, there was truth in his looks."

"I find it easier to believe that Mr. Bingley is being deceived than to think that Mr. Wickham could make up the story he told me last night; he mentioned names, facts, everything so casually. If I'm wrong, let Mr. Darcy say so. Plus, there was honesty in his expression."

"It is difficult indeed—it is distressing.—One does not know what to think."

"It’s really hard—it’s upsetting. You just don’t know what to think."

"I beg your pardon;—one knows exactly what to think."

"I apologize;—you know exactly what to think."

But Jane could think with certainty on only one point,—that Mr. Bingley, if he had been imposed on, would have much to suffer when the affair became public.

But Jane could be sure about just one thing—that Mr. Bingley, if he had been deceived, would have a lot to endure once the situation became known.

The two young ladies were summoned from the shrubbery where this conversation passed, by the arrival of some of the very persons of whom they had been speaking; Mr. Bingley and his sisters came to give their personal invitation for the long expected ball at Netherfield, which was fixed for the following Tuesday. The two ladies were delighted to see their dear friend again, called it an age since they had met, and repeatedly asked what she had been doing with herself since their separation. To the rest of the family they paid little attention; avoiding Mrs. Bennet as much as possible, saying not much to Elizabeth, and nothing at all to the others. They were soon gone again, rising from their seats with an activity which took their brother by surprise, and hurrying off as if eager to escape from Mrs. Bennet's civilities.

The two young women were called from the bushes where this conversation was taking place by the arrival of some of the very people they had been talking about; Mr. Bingley and his sisters came to personally invite them to the long-awaited ball at Netherfield, scheduled for the following Tuesday. The two ladies were thrilled to see their dear friend again, remarked that it felt like ages since they last met, and kept asking what she had been up to since they parted ways. They paid little attention to the rest of the family; they avoided Mrs. Bennet as much as they could, said very little to Elizabeth, and nothing at all to the others. They quickly left again, getting up from their seats with a speed that surprised their brother and hurrying off as if eager to escape Mrs. Bennet’s pleasantries.

The prospect of the Netherfield ball was extremely agreeable to every female of the family. Mrs. Bennet chose to consider it as given in compliment to her eldest daughter, and was particularly flattered by receiving the invitation from Mr. Bingley himself, instead of a ceremonious card. Jane pictured to herself a happy evening in the society of her two friends, and the attentions of their brother; and Elizabeth thought with pleasure of dancing a great deal with Mr. Wickham, and of seeing a confirmation of every thing in Mr. Darcy's looks and behaviour. The happiness anticipated by Catherine and Lydia, depended less on any single event, or any particular person, for though they each, like Elizabeth, meant to dance half the evening with Mr. Wickham, he was by no means the only partner who could satisfy them, and a ball was at any rate, a ball. And even Mary could assure her family that she had no disinclination for it.

The idea of the Netherfield ball was really exciting for every woman in the family. Mrs. Bennet took it as a compliment to her eldest daughter and felt particularly flattered to get the invitation directly from Mr. Bingley, instead of just a formal card. Jane imagined a lovely evening with her two friends and their brother's attention, while Elizabeth looked forward to dancing a lot with Mr. Wickham and seeing confirmation of everything in Mr. Darcy's expressions and actions. The happiness that Catherine and Lydia anticipated didn't rely as much on a specific event or person; even though they both planned to dance half the evening with Mr. Wickham, he wasn’t the only partner who could please them, and a ball was, after all, a ball. Even Mary could assure her family that she wasn't averse to it.

"While I can have my mornings to myself," said she, "it is enough.—I think it no sacrifice to join occasionally in evening engagements. Society has claims on us all; and I profess myself one of those who consider intervals of recreation and amusement as desirable for every body."

"While I can have my mornings to myself," she said, "that's enough. I don't see it as a sacrifice to join in evening events from time to time. Society has expectations for all of us, and I admit I'm one of those who believes that everyone should have some time for fun and relaxation."

Elizabeth's spirits were so high on the occasion, that though she did not often speak unnecessarily to Mr. Collins, she could not help asking him whether he intended to accept Mr. Bingley's invitation, and if he did, whether he would think it proper to join in the evening's amusement; and she was rather surprised to find that he entertained no scruple whatever on that head, and was very far from dreading a rebuke either from the Archbishop, or Lady Catherine de Bourgh, by venturing to dance.

Elizabeth was in such a good mood that, even though she usually didn’t engage much with Mr. Collins, she couldn’t help but ask him if he was planning to accept Mr. Bingley's invitation, and if so, whether he thought it was appropriate to join in the evening's entertainment. She was quite surprised to learn that he had no hesitation about it at all and didn’t worry about getting scolded by either the Archbishop or Lady Catherine de Bourgh for daring to dance.

"I am by no means of opinion, I assure you," said he, "that a ball of this kind, given by a young man of character, to respectable people, can have any evil tendency; and I am so far from objecting to dancing myself that I shall hope to be honoured with the hands of all my fair cousins in the course of the evening, and I take this opportunity of soliciting yours, Miss Elizabeth, for the two first dances especially,—a preference which I trust my cousin Jane will attribute to the right cause, and not to any disrespect for her."

"I definitely don’t think," he said, "that a ball like this, hosted by a respectable young man for respectable guests, could have any negative impact; and far from being against dancing myself, I actually hope to have the pleasure of dancing with all my lovely cousins during the evening. I would like to take this chance to ask you, Miss Elizabeth, for the first two dances in particular—a preference I hope my cousin Jane will understand is for the right reasons and not out of any disrespect for her."

Elizabeth felt herself completely taken in. She had fully proposed being engaged by Wickham for those very dances:—and to have Mr. Collins instead! her liveliness had been never worse timed. There was no help for it however. Mr. Wickham's happiness and her own was per force delayed a little longer, and Mr. Collins's proposal accepted with as good a grace as she could. She was not the better pleased with his gallantry, from the idea it suggested of something more.—It now first struck her, that she was selected from among her sisters as worthy of being the mistress of Hunsford Parsonage, and of assisting to form a quadrille table at Rosings, in the absence of more eligible visitors. The idea soon reached to conviction, as she observed his increasing civilities toward herself, and heard his frequent attempt at a compliment on her wit and vivacity; and though more astonished than gratified herself, by this effect of her charms, it was not long before her mother gave her to understand that the probability of their marriage was exceedingly agreeable to her. Elizabeth however did not chuse to take the hint, being well aware that a serious dispute must be the consequence of any reply. Mr. Collins might never make the offer, and till he did, it was useless to quarrel about him.

Elizabeth felt completely deceived. She had fully expected to be engaged to Wickham for those very dances—only to end up with Mr. Collins instead! Her excitement had never been less well-timed. There was nothing she could do about it, though. Mr. Wickham's happiness and her own were just going to be delayed a bit longer, and she accepted Mr. Collins's proposal with as much grace as she could muster. She was not any more pleased with his flattery, as it suggested something more. It occurred to her for the first time that she had been chosen among her sisters to be the mistress of Hunsford Parsonage and to help set up a quadrille table at Rosings, in the absence of more suitable guests. The thought quickly turned into a conviction as she noticed his increasing attentions towards her and heard his frequent attempts to compliment her wit and liveliness; and although she was more surprised than pleased by this reaction to her charms, it wasn't long before her mother let her know that the prospect of their marriage was very agreeable to her. However, Elizabeth preferred not to acknowledge the hint, knowing that any response would likely lead to a serious argument. Mr. Collins might never make the offer, and until he did, it was pointless to argue about him.

If there had not been a Netherfield ball to prepare for and talk of, the younger Miss Bennets would have been in a pitiable state at this time, for from the day of the invitation, to the day of the ball, there was such a succession of rain as prevented their walking to Meryton once. No aunt, no officers, no news could be sought after;—the very shoe-roses for Netherfield were got by proxy. Even Elizabeth might have found some trial of her patience in weather, which totally suspended the improvement of her acquaintance with Mr. Wickham; and nothing less than a dance on Tuesday, could have made such a Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Monday, endurable to Kitty and Lydia.

If there hadn't been a Netherfield ball to get ready for and talk about, the younger Miss Bennets would have been in a terrible situation at this time. From the day they got the invitation to the day of the ball, there was such a continuous downpour that they couldn't even walk to Meryton once. No aunt, no officers, and no news could be searched for; even the shoe-roses for Netherfield were obtained through someone else. Even Elizabeth might have found some test of her patience with the weather, which completely halted her chances to get to know Mr. Wickham better; and nothing less than a dance on Tuesday could have made such a Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and Monday bearable for Kitty and Lydia.


CHAPTER XVIII.

Till Elizabeth entered the drawing-room at Netherfield and looked in vain for Mr. Wickham among the cluster of red coats there assembled, a doubt of his being present had never occurred to her. The certainty of meeting him had not been checked by any of those recollections that might not unreasonably have alarmed her. She had dressed with more than usual care, and prepared in the highest spirits for the conquest of all that remained unsubdued of his heart, trusting that it was not more than might be won in the course of the evening. But in an instant arose the dreadful suspicion of his being purposely omitted for Mr. Darcy's pleasure in the Bingleys' invitation to the officers; and though this was not exactly the case, the absolute fact of his absence was pronounced by his friend Mr. Denny, to whom Lydia eagerly applied, and who told them that Wickham had been obliged to go to town on business the day before, and was not yet returned; adding, with a significant smile,

Until Elizabeth walked into the drawing room at Netherfield and looked in vain for Mr. Wickham among the group of redcoats gathered there, she had never doubted he would be present. She was certain of running into him, and nothing had shaken that expectation, not even those memories that might have reasonably worried her. She had put extra effort into her outfit and was in high spirits, ready to win over the part of his heart that remained unclaimed, hoping that it was not too much to achieve by the end of the evening. But suddenly, a terrible thought crossed her mind: perhaps he had been deliberately left out for Mr. Darcy's enjoyment in the Bingleys' invitation to the officers. While this wasn’t exactly true, the undeniable fact of his absence was confirmed by his friend Mr. Denny, who Lydia eagerly turned to for information. He told them that Wickham had been forced to go to town on business the day before and had not yet returned, adding with a knowing smile,

"I do not imagine his business would have called him away just now, if he had not wished to avoid a certain gentleman here."

"I don’t think his work would have pulled him away right now if he didn’t want to avoid a certain guy here."

This part of his intelligence, though unheard by Lydia, was caught by Elizabeth, and as it assured her that Darcy was not less answerable for Wickham's absence than if her first surmise had been just, every feeling of displeasure against the former was so sharpened by immediate disappointment, that she could hardly reply with tolerable civility to the polite inquiries which he directly afterwards approached to make.—Attention, forbearance, patience with Darcy, was injury to Wickham. She was resolved against any sort of conversation with him, and turned away with a degree of ill humour, which she could not wholly surmount even in speaking to Mr. Bingley, whose blind partiality provoked her.

This part of his intelligence, although Lydia didn't hear it, was noticed by Elizabeth, and since it confirmed her suspicion that Darcy was just as responsible for Wickham's absence as if her initial guess had been right, every bit of annoyance towards Darcy was intensified by immediate disappointment. She could barely respond with any level of politeness to the polite questions he approached her with afterward. Showing attention, restraint, and patience towards Darcy felt like a betrayal to Wickham. She was determined not to engage in any conversation with him and turned away with a level of irritation that she couldn't completely shake off even while talking to Mr. Bingley, whose biased favoritism frustrated her.

But Elizabeth was not formed for ill-humour; and though every prospect of her own was destroyed for the evening, it could not dwell long on her spirits; and having told all her griefs to Charlotte Lucas, whom she had not seen for a week, she was soon able to make a voluntary transition to the oddities of her cousin, and to point him out to her particular notice. The two first dances, however, brought a return of distress; they were dances of mortification. Mr. Collins, awkward and solemn, apologising instead of attending, and often moving wrong without being aware of it, gave her all the shame and misery which a disagreeable partner for a couple of dances can give. The moment of her release from him was ecstacy.

But Elizabeth was not the type to stay in a bad mood; and even though her evening had been ruined, she couldn't stay down for long. After sharing all her frustrations with Charlotte Lucas, whom she hadn't seen in a week, she quickly shifted her focus to the quirks of her cousin and made sure to bring him to Charlotte's attention. However, the first two dances brought back her distress; they felt humiliating. Mr. Collins, clumsy and overly serious, apologized instead of actually dancing, often moving awkwardly without realizing it, causing her all the shame and discomfort a terrible dance partner can create. The moment she was freed from him was pure bliss.

She danced next with an officer, and had the refreshment of talking of Wickham, and of hearing that he was universally liked. When those dances were over she returned to Charlotte Lucas, and was in conversation with her, when she found herself suddenly addressed by Mr. Darcy, who took her so much by surprise in his application for her hand, that, without knowing what she did, she accepted him. He walked away again immediately, and she was left to fret over her own want of presence of mind; Charlotte tried to console her.

She danced next with an officer and enjoyed talking about Wickham, hearing that he was well-liked by everyone. After those dances, she went back to Charlotte Lucas and was chatting with her when Mr. Darcy unexpectedly approached her and asked for her hand. She was so taken aback that, without really thinking, she said yes. He walked away right after, leaving her to worry about her lack of composure. Charlotte tried to comfort her.

"I dare say you will find him very agreeable."

"I bet you'll find him really nice."

"Heaven forbid!—That would be the greatest misfortune of all!—To find a man agreeable whom one is determined to hate!—Do not wish me such an evil."

"Heaven forbid!—That would be the worst misfortune of all!—To find a guy pleasant whom one is set on hating!—Don’t wish me such a curse."

When the dancing recommenced, however, and Darcy approached to claim her hand, Charlotte could not help cautioning her in a whisper not to be a simpleton and allow her fancy for Wickham to make her appear unpleasant in the eyes of a man of ten times his consequence. Elizabeth made no answer, and took her place in the set, amazed at the dignity to which she was arrived in being allowed to stand opposite to Mr. Darcy, and reading in her neighbours' looks their equal amazement in beholding it. They stood for some time without speaking a word; and she began to imagine that their silence was to last through the two dances, and at first was resolved not to break it; till suddenly fancying that it would be the greater punishment to her partner to oblige him to talk, she made some slight observation on the dance. He replied, and was again silent. After a pause of some minutes she addressed him a second time with

When the dancing started up again, and Darcy came over to take her hand, Charlotte couldn't help but whisper a warning to her not to be foolish and let her crush on Wickham make her look bad in front of a man who was so much more important. Elizabeth didn't respond and took her place in the set, surprised at how dignified it felt to be standing opposite Mr. Darcy, noticing the surprised looks from those around her as well. They stood in silence for a while, and she started to think that their quietness might last through both dances. At first, she was determined not to break it, until suddenly she thought it might be even worse for her partner if she made him keep talking, so she made a brief comment about the dance. He replied, but then fell silent again. After a few minutes, she spoke up again with

"It is your turn to say something now, Mr. Darcy.—I talked about the dance, and you ought to make some kind of remark on the size of the room, or the number of couples."

"It’s your turn to say something now, Mr. Darcy.—I talked about the dance, and you should say something about the size of the room or the number of couples."

He smiled, and assured her that whatever she wished him to say should be said.

He smiled and assured her that whatever she wanted him to say would be said.

"Very well.—That reply will do for the present.—Perhaps by and bye I may observe that private balls are much pleasanter than public ones.—But now we may be silent."

"Alright. That answer is fine for now. Maybe later I'll mention that private parties are way more enjoyable than public ones. But now, we can be quiet."

"Do you talk by rule then, while you are dancing?"

"Do you talk according to the rules while you're dancing?"

"Sometimes. One must speak a little, you know. It would look odd to be entirely silent for half an hour together, and yet for the advantage of some, conversation ought to be so arranged as that they may have the trouble of saying as little as possible."

"Sometimes, you have to say a little, you know? It would seem weird to be completely silent for half an hour straight, and yet for the benefit of some, conversation should be structured so they have to put in the least effort to say anything."

"Are you consulting your own feelings in the present case, or do you imagine that you are gratifying mine?"

"Are you considering your own feelings in this situation, or do you think you're satisfying mine?"

"Both," replied Elizabeth archly; "for I have always seen a great similarity in the turn of our minds.—We are each of an unsocial, taciturn disposition, unwilling to speak, unless we expect to say something that will amaze the whole room, and be handed down to posterity with all the eclat of a proverb."

"Both," replied Elizabeth with a smirk; "because I've always noticed a strong similarity in how we think. We're both pretty unsocial and reserved, not wanting to speak unless we have something that will blow everyone away and be remembered like a famous saying."

"This is no very striking resemblance of your own character, I am sure," said he. "How near it may be to mine, I cannot pretend to say.—You think it a faithful portrait undoubtedly."

"This doesn't really look like you, I'm sure," he said. "I can't say how close it is to mine. You definitely think it's an accurate likeness."

"I must not decide on my own performance."

"I can't judge my own performance."

He made no answer, and they were again silent till they had gone down the dance, when he asked her if she and her sisters did not very often walk to Meryton. She answered in the affirmative, and, unable to resist the temptation, added, "When you met us there the other day, we had just been forming a new acquaintance."

He didn't respond, and they fell silent again until they finished the dance. Then he asked her if she and her sisters often walked to Meryton. She said yes and, unable to resist the urge, added, "When you saw us there the other day, we had just made a new acquaintance."

The effect was immediate. A deeper shade of hauteur overspread his features, but he said not a word, and Elizabeth, though blaming herself for her own weakness, could not go on. At length Darcy spoke, and in a constrained manner said,

The effect was instant. A deeper shade of arrogance crossed his features, but he didn't say a word, and Elizabeth, though blaming herself for her own weakness, couldn't continue. Finally, Darcy spoke, and in a stiff manner said,

"Mr. Wickham is blessed with such happy manners as may ensure his making friends—whether he may be equally capable of retaining them, is less certain."

"Mr. Wickham has such a charming personality that he's bound to make friends—whether he can keep them is less certain."

"He has been so unlucky as to lose your friendship," replied Elizabeth with emphasis, "and in a manner which he is likely to suffer from all his life."

"He has been so unlucky as to lose your friendship," replied Elizabeth with emphasis, "and in a way that he'll probably regret for the rest of his life."

Darcy made no answer, and seemed desirous of changing the subject. At that moment Sir William Lucas appeared close to them, meaning to pass through the set to the other side of the room; but on perceiving Mr. Darcy he stopt with a bow of superior courtesy to compliment him on his dancing and his partner.

Darcy didn’t reply and looked like he wanted to change the subject. Just then, Sir William Lucas came up to them, intending to cross through the group to the other side of the room; but when he noticed Mr. Darcy, he paused with an overly polite bow to compliment him on his dancing and his partner.

"I have been most highly gratified indeed, my dear Sir. Such very superior dancing is not often seen. It is evident that you belong to the first circles. Allow me to say, however, that your fair partner does not disgrace you, and that I must hope to have this pleasure often repeated, especially when a certain desirable event, my dear Miss Eliza, (glancing at her sister and Bingley,) shall take place. What congratulations will then flow in! I appeal to Mr. Darcy:—but let me not interrupt you, Sir.—You will not thank me for detaining you from the bewitching converse of that young lady, whose bright eyes are also upbraiding me."

"I have to say, I’m truly impressed, my dear Sir. You don’t see dancing of that caliber very often. It's clear you move in the best circles. However, I must mention that your lovely partner does you justice, and I hope to have the pleasure of enjoying this again, especially when a certain much-anticipated event, my dear Miss Eliza, (glancing at her sister and Bingley,) occurs. Just think of all the congratulations that will come then! I turn to Mr. Darcy:—but I won’t interrupt you, Sir.—You won’t thank me for keeping you from the delightful conversation of that young lady, whose sparkling eyes are also giving me a hard time."

The latter part of this address was scarcely heard by Darcy; but Sir William's allusion to his friend seemed to strike him forcibly, and his eyes were directed with a very serious expression towards Bingley and Jane, who were dancing together. Recovering himself, however, shortly, he turned to his partner, and said,

The latter part of this address was hardly heard by Darcy; but Sir William's mention of his friend seemed to hit him hard, and his eyes were focused with a very serious look on Bingley and Jane, who were dancing together. However, he quickly regained his composure, turned to his partner, and said,

"Sir William's interruption has made me forget what we were talking of."

"Sir William's interruption made me lose track of what we were talking about."

"I do not think we were speaking at all. Sir William could not have interrupted any two people in the room who had less to say for themselves.—We have tried two or three subjects already without success, and what we are to talk of next I cannot imagine."

"I don't think we were talking at all. Sir William couldn't have interrupted anyone in the room who had less to say.—We've already tried a couple of topics without success, and I can't imagine what we'll talk about next."

"What think you of books?" said he, smiling.

"What do you think of books?" he said, smiling.

"Books—Oh! no.—I am sure we never read the same, or not with the same feelings."

"Books—Oh! no.—I'm sure we never read the same ones, or not with the same emotions."

"I am sorry you think so; but if that be the case, there can at least be no want of subject.—We may compare our different opinions."

"I'm sorry you feel that way; but if that's the case, at least we have plenty to talk about. —We can compare our different opinions."

"No—I cannot talk of books in a ball-room; my head is always full of something else."

"No—I can't talk about books in a ballroom; my mind is always occupied with something else."

"The present always occupies you in such scenes—does it?" said he, with a look of doubt.

"The present always keeps you engaged in situations like this—doesn’t it?" he said, looking unsure.

"Yes, always," she replied, without knowing what she said, for her thoughts had wandered far from the subject, as soon afterwards appeared by her suddenly exclaiming, "I remember hearing you once say, Mr. Darcy, that you hardly ever forgave, that your resentment once created was unappeasable. You are very cautious, I suppose, as to its being created."

"Yes, always," she said, not really knowing what she meant, as her thoughts had drifted far from the topic. This became clear when she suddenly exclaimed, "I remember you once saying, Mr. Darcy, that you hardly ever forgave, and that once your resentment was stirred, it couldn't be calmed. I guess you're very careful about what triggers it."

"I am," said he, with a firm voice.

"I'm here," he said, confidently.

"And never allow yourself to be blinded by prejudice?"

"And never let yourself be blinded by prejudice?"

"I hope not."

"I hope not."

"It is particularly incumbent on those who never change their opinion, to be secure of judging properly at first."

"It’s especially important for those who never change their minds to make sure they judge things accurately from the start."

"May I ask to what these questions tend?"

"Can I ask what these questions are about?"

"Merely to the illustration of your character," said she, endeavouring to shake off her gravity. "I am trying to make it out."

"Just to illustrate your character," she said, trying to lighten her mood. "I'm trying to figure it out."

"And what is your success?"

"And what does success mean to you?"

She shook her head. "I do not get on at all. I hear such different accounts of you as puzzle me exceedingly."

She shook her head. "I don't get it at all. I hear so many different stories about you that it's really confusing."

"I can readily believe," answered he gravely, "that report may vary greatly with respect to me; and I could wish, Miss Bennet, that you were not to sketch my character at the present moment, as there is reason to fear that the performance would reflect no credit on either."

"I can easily believe," he replied seriously, "that opinions about me can vary a lot; and I would prefer, Miss Bennet, that you not try to describe my character right now, as it’s likely the result wouldn’t be flattering for either of us."

"But if I do not take your likeness now, I may never have another opportunity."

"But if I don't take your picture now, I might never get another chance."

"I would by no means suspend any pleasure of yours," he coldly replied. She said no more, and they went down the other dance and parted in silence; on each side dissatisfied, though not to an equal degree, for in Darcy's breast there was a tolerable powerful feeling towards her, which soon procured her pardon, and directed all his anger against another.

"I wouldn't ever take away any of your enjoyment," he replied coldly. She didn’t say anything else, and they finished the other dance and separated in silence; both were unhappy, though not equally so, as Darcy felt a strong emotion towards her, which quickly led him to forgive her and direct all his anger at someone else.

They had not long separated when Miss Bingley came towards her, and with an expression of civil disdain thus accosted her,

They hadn't been apart long when Miss Bingley approached her and, with a look of polite disdain, said to her,

"So, Miss Eliza, I hear you are quite delighted with George Wickham!—Your sister has been talking to me about him, and asking me a thousand questions; and I find that the young man forgot to tell you, among his other communications, that he was the son of old Wickham, the late Mr. Darcy's steward. Let me recommend you, however, as a friend, not to give implicit confidence to all his assertions; for as to Mr. Darcy's using him ill, it is perfectly false; for, on the contrary, he has been always remarkably kind to him, though George Wickham has treated Mr. Darcy in a most infamous manner. I do not know the particulars, but I know very well that Mr. Darcy is not in the least to blame, that he cannot bear to hear George Wickham mentioned, and that though my brother thought he could not well avoid including him in his invitation to the officers, he was excessively glad to find that he had taken himself out of the way. His coming into the country at all, is a most insolent thing indeed, and I wonder how he could presume to do it. I pity you, Miss Eliza, for this discovery of your favourite's guilt; but really considering his descent, one could not expect much better."

“So, Miss Eliza, I hear you’re quite taken with George Wickham! Your sister has been telling me all about him and asking a million questions; and I discovered that the young man conveniently forgot to mention that he’s the son of old Wickham, Mr. Darcy’s former steward. As a friend, I recommend you not to take all his claims at face value; because the idea that Mr. Darcy has treated him poorly is completely false. In fact, Mr. Darcy has always been very kind to him, while George Wickham has treated Mr. Darcy in a truly disgraceful way. I don’t know all the details, but I do know that Mr. Darcy is not at all to blame, that he really can’t stand hearing George Wickham’s name, and that even though my brother thought he had to include him in his invitation to the officers, he was really relieved to find out that Wickham had removed himself from the scene. His coming to the area at all is incredibly presumptuous, and I’m surprised he had the nerve to do it. I feel sorry for you, Miss Eliza, for discovering your favorite’s wrongdoing; but honestly, given his background, one couldn’t expect much better.”

"His guilt and his descent appear by your account to be the same," said Elizabeth angrily; "for I have heard you accuse him of nothing worse than of being the son of Mr. Darcy's steward, and of that, I can assure you, he informed me himself."

"Your account suggests that his guilt and downfall are the same," Elizabeth said angrily. "I've only heard you accuse him of being the son of Mr. Darcy's steward, and I can assure you, he told me that himself."

"I beg your pardon," replied Miss Bingley, turning away with a sneer. "Excuse my interference.—It was kindly meant."

"I’m sorry," replied Miss Bingley, turning away with a smirk. "Sorry for butting in. I meant well."

"Insolent girl!" said Elizabeth to herself.—"You are much mistaken if you expect to influence me by such a paltry attack as this. I see nothing in it but your own wilful ignorance and the malice of Mr. Darcy." She then sought her eldest sister, who had undertaken to make inquiries on the same subject of Bingley. Jane met her with a smile of such sweet complacency, a glow of such happy expression, as sufficiently marked how well she was satisfied with the occurrences of the evening.—Elizabeth instantly read her feelings, and at that moment solicitude for Wickham, resentment against his enemies, and every thing else gave way before the hope of Jane's being in the fairest way for happiness.

"Insolent girl!" Elizabeth muttered to herself. "You're seriously mistaken if you think you can influence me with a petty jab like this. I see nothing in it but your own stubborn ignorance and Mr. Darcy's malice." She then went to find her oldest sister, who had agreed to ask about Bingley. Jane greeted her with a smile that radiated such sweet satisfaction and happiness, clearly showing how pleased she was with the events of the evening. Elizabeth instantly picked up on her emotions, and in that moment, her worries for Wickham, anger towards his enemies, and everything else faded away in light of the hope that Jane was on the path to happiness.

"I want to know," said she, with a countenance no less smiling than her sister's, "what you have learnt about Mr. Wickham. But perhaps you have been too pleasantly engaged to think of any third person; in which case you may be sure of my pardon."

"I want to know," she said, with a smile just as bright as her sister's, "what you’ve learned about Mr. Wickham. But maybe you were too caught up enjoying yourself to think about anyone else; if so, you can count on my forgiveness."

"No," replied Jane, "I have not forgotten him; but I have nothing satisfactory to tell you. Mr. Bingley does not know the whole of his history, and is quite ignorant of the circumstances which have principally offended Mr. Darcy; but he will vouch for the good conduct, the probity and honour of his friend, and is perfectly convinced that Mr. Wickham has deserved much less attention from Mr. Darcy than he has received; and I am sorry to say that by his account as well as his sister's, Mr. Wickham is by no means a respectable young man. I am afraid he has been very imprudent, and has deserved to lose Mr. Darcy's regard."

"No," Jane replied, "I haven't forgotten him; but I don't have anything satisfying to share with you. Mr. Bingley doesn't know the full story and is completely unaware of the reasons that have mainly upset Mr. Darcy. However, he can attest to his friend’s good character, integrity, and honor, and is fully convinced that Mr. Wickham has received far more attention from Mr. Darcy than he deserves. I'm sorry to say that both his account and his sister's indicate that Mr. Wickham is not a respectable young man at all. I'm afraid he has acted quite foolishly and has earned the loss of Mr. Darcy's respect."

"Mr. Bingley does not know Mr. Wickham himself?"

"Mr. Bingley doesn't know Mr. Wickham personally?"

"No; he never saw him till the other morning at Meryton."

"No; he never saw him until the other morning in Meryton."

"This account then is what he has received from Mr. Darcy. I am perfectly satisfied. But what does he say of the living?"

"This account is what he got from Mr. Darcy. I’m completely satisfied. But what does he say about the position?"

"He does not exactly recollect the circumstances, though he has heard them from Mr. Darcy more than once, but he believes that it was left to him conditionally only."

"He doesn't really remember the details, even though he's heard them from Mr. Darcy a few times, but he thinks it was left to him conditionally only."

"I have not a doubt of Mr. Bingley's sincerity," said Elizabeth warmly; "but you must excuse my not being convinced by assurances only. Mr. Bingley's defence of his friend was a very able one I dare say, but since he is unacquainted with several parts of the story, and has learnt the rest from that friend himself, I shall venture still to think of both gentlemen as I did before."

"I have no doubt about Mr. Bingley's sincerity," Elizabeth said warmly. "But you have to understand why I'm not convinced just by words alone. Mr. Bingley's defense of his friend was certainly convincing, but since he isn’t familiar with several parts of the story and has only heard the rest from that friend, I still feel the same way about both gentlemen as I did before."

She then changed the discourse to one more gratifying to each, and on which there could be no difference of sentiment. Elizabeth listened with delight to the happy, though modest hopes which Jane entertained of Bingley's regard, and said all in her power to heighten her confidence in it. On their being joined by Mr. Bingley himself, Elizabeth withdrew to Miss Lucas; to whose inquiry after the pleasantness of her last partner she had scarcely replied, before Mr. Collins came up to them and told her with great exultation that he had just been so fortunate as to make a most important discovery.

She then shifted the conversation to something more enjoyable for everyone, where there was no chance of disagreement. Elizabeth listened with joy to the happy but modest hopes that Jane had about Bingley’s feelings for her and did everything she could to boost Jane's confidence. When Mr. Bingley himself joined them, Elizabeth stepped away to Miss Lucas; she had barely responded to Miss Lucas's question about how pleasant her last partner was when Mr. Collins approached them and told her, very proudly, that he had just made a significant discovery.

"I have found out," said he, "by a singular accident, that there is now in the room a near relation of my patroness. I happened to overhear the gentleman himself mentioning to the young lady who does the honours of this house the names of his cousin Miss de Bourgh, and of her mother Lady Catherine. How wonderfully these sort of things occur! Who would have thought of my meeting with—perhaps—a nephew of Lady Catherine de Bourgh in this assembly!—I am most thankful that the discovery is made in time for me to pay my respects to him, which I am now going to do, and trust he will excuse my not having done it before. My total ignorance of the connection must plead my apology."

"I just found out," he said, "by a strange coincidence, that a close relative of my patroness is here in the room. I happened to overhear him mentioning to the young lady who hosts this house the names of his cousin Miss de Bourgh and her mother Lady Catherine. It's amazing how these things happen! Who would have thought I’d run into—perhaps—a nephew of Lady Catherine de Bourgh at this gathering? I'm really grateful that I discovered this in time to pay my respects to him, which I'm going to do now, and I hope he’ll forgive me for not doing it sooner. My complete ignorance of the connection should be my excuse."

"You are not going to introduce yourself to Mr. Darcy?"

"You aren't going to introduce yourself to Mr. Darcy?"

"Indeed I am. I shall intreat his pardon for not having done it earlier. I believe him to be Lady Catherine's nephew. It will be in my power to assure him that her ladyship was quite well yesterday se'night."

"Yes, I am. I will ask for his forgiveness for not doing it sooner. I believe he is Lady Catherine's nephew. I can assure him that she was doing quite well last night."

Elizabeth tried hard to dissuade him from such a scheme; assuring him that Mr. Darcy would consider his addressing him without introduction as an impertinent freedom, rather than a compliment to his aunt; that it was not in the least necessary there should be any notice on either side, and that if it were, it must belong to Mr. Darcy, the superior in consequence, to begin the acquaintance.—Mr. Collins listened to her with the determined air of following his own inclination, and when she ceased speaking, replied thus,

Elizabeth did her best to talk him out of that plan, telling him that Mr. Darcy would see his approach without an introduction as a rude intrusion instead of a compliment to his aunt. She insisted that there was no need for any acknowledgment from either side, and if there were, it should be Mr. Darcy, who was of higher status, to start the conversation. Mr. Collins listened to her with a firm attitude, clearly set on doing what he wanted, and when she finished speaking, he responded like this,

"My dear Miss Elizabeth, I have the highest opinion in the world of your excellent judgment in all matters within the scope of your understanding, but permit me to say that there must be a wide difference between the established forms of ceremony amongst the laity, and those which regulate the clergy; for give me leave to observe that I consider the clerical office as equal in point of dignity with the highest rank in the kingdom—provided that a proper humility of behaviour is at the same time maintained. You must therefore allow me to follow the dictates of my conscience on this occasion, which leads me to perform what I look on as a point of duty. Pardon me for neglecting to profit by your advice, which on every other subject shall be my constant guide, though in the case before us I consider myself more fitted by education and habitual study to decide on what is right than a young lady like yourself." And with a low bow he left her to attack Mr. Darcy, whose reception of his advances she eagerly watched, and whose astonishment at being so addressed was very evident. Her cousin prefaced his speech with a solemn bow, and though she could not hear a word of it, she felt as if hearing it all, and saw in the motion of his lips the words "apology," "Hunsford," and "Lady Catherine de Bourgh."—It vexed her to see him expose himself to such a man. Mr. Darcy was eyeing him with unrestrained wonder, and when at last Mr. Collins allowed him time to speak, replied with an air of distant civility. Mr. Collins, however, was not discouraged from speaking again, and Mr. Darcy's contempt seemed abundantly increasing with the length of his second speech, and at the end of it he only made him a slight bow, and moved another way. Mr. Collins then returned to Elizabeth.

"My dear Miss Elizabeth, I think very highly of your excellent judgment in all matters that you understand, but I must say there is a significant difference between the established customs among regular people and those that apply to the clergy. You see, I believe that the clerical office holds a dignity equal to the highest rank in the kingdom—provided that one maintains a proper sense of humility. Therefore, you must allow me to follow my conscience in this matter, as it compels me to act on what I see as my duty. I apologize for not taking your advice this time, which I will follow on every other subject, but in this particular case, I feel I am better suited by my education and constant study to decide what is right than a young lady like yourself." And with a low bow, he left her to confront Mr. Darcy, whose response to his approach she watched with keen interest, and whose surprise at being addressed in such a manner was very clear. Her cousin began his speech with a formal bow, and although she couldn’t hear a word, she felt as if she understood everything, seeing "apology," "Hunsford," and "Lady Catherine de Bourgh" in the movement of his lips. It irritated her to see him putting himself in such a position with a man like that. Mr. Darcy was looking at him with open astonishment, and when finally Mr. Collins paused to let him speak, Mr. Darcy responded with a cool politeness. However, Mr. Collins wasn’t discouraged from speaking again, and as his second speech went on, Mr. Darcy's contempt seemed to grow. By the end of it, he merely gave a slight bow and turned to leave. Mr. Collins then returned to Elizabeth.

"I have no reason, I assure you," said he, "to be dissatisfied with my reception. Mr. Darcy seemed much pleased with the attention. He answered me with the utmost civility, and even paid me the compliment of saying, that he was so well convinced of Lady Catherine's discernment as to be certain she could never bestow a favour unworthily. It was really a very handsome thought. Upon the whole, I am much pleased with him."

"I have no reason, I promise you," he said, "to be unhappy with how I was received. Mr. Darcy seemed very pleased with the attention. He answered me quite politely and even complimented me by saying that he was sure of Lady Catherine's judgment and that she would never give a favor to someone unworthy. It was genuinely a nice compliment. Overall, I'm quite happy with him."

As Elizabeth had no longer any interest of her own to pursue, she turned her attention almost entirely on her sister and Mr. Bingley, and the train of agreeable reflections which her observations gave birth to, made her perhaps almost as happy as Jane. She saw her in idea settled in that very house in all the felicity which a marriage of true affection could bestow; and she felt capable under such circumstances, of endeavouring even to like Bingley's two sisters. Her mother's thoughts she plainly saw were bent the same way, and she determined not to venture near her, lest she might hear too much. When they sat down to supper, therefore, she considered it a most unlucky perverseness which placed them within one of each other; and deeply was she vexed to find that her mother was talking to that one person (Lady Lucas) freely, openly, and of nothing else but of her expectation that Jane would be soon married to Mr. Bingley.—It was an animating subject, and Mrs. Bennet seemed incapable of fatigue while enumerating the advantages of the match. His being such a charming young man, and so rich, and living but three miles from them, were the first points of self-gratulation; and then it was such a comfort to think how fond the two sisters were of Jane, and to be certain that they must desire the connection as much as she could do. It was, moreover, such a promising thing for her younger daughters, as Jane's marrying so greatly must throw them in the way of other rich men; and lastly, it was so pleasant at her time of life to be able to consign her single daughters to the care of their sister, that she might not be obliged to go into company more than she liked. It was necessary to make this circumstance a matter of pleasure, because on such occasions it is the etiquette; but no one was less likely than Mrs. Bennet to find comfort in staying at home at any period of her life. She concluded with many good wishes that Lady Lucas might soon be equally fortunate, though evidently and triumphantly believing there was no chance of it.

As Elizabeth lost interest in her own pursuits, she focused almost entirely on her sister and Mr. Bingley. The pleasant thoughts that came to her from observing them made her almost as happy as Jane. She imagined Jane happily settled in that very house, enjoying all the joy that a true love marriage could bring; in such circumstances, she felt capable of even trying to like Bingley’s two sisters. She could see that her mother had the same thoughts and decided to avoid her, fearing she might overhear too much. So when they sat down for supper, she considered it unfortunate that they were seated so close to each other, and she was deeply annoyed to find her mother chatting freely and openly with Lady Lucas about her expectation that Jane would soon marry Mr. Bingley. It was an exciting topic, and Mrs. Bennet seemed tireless while listing the benefits of the match. She started with how charming and wealthy he was and how close he lived, just three miles away, which made her feel pleased. Then, it was comforting to think about how much Jane’s two sisters liked her and to be sure they would want the connection just as much as she did. Furthermore, Jane’s big marriage would be a promising chance for her younger daughters, putting them in touch with other rich men. Lastly, it was nice for her at this stage in her life to be able to rely on her married daughter to look after her single daughters, which meant she didn’t have to socialize more than she wanted. It was important to present this situation as a happy one because that was the etiquette, but no one was less likely than Mrs. Bennet to find comfort in staying home at any time in her life. She finished with many good wishes that Lady Lucas would soon have equal luck, though she clearly believed there was no chance of it.

In vain did Elizabeth endeavour to check the rapidity of her mother's words, or persuade her to describe her felicity in a less audible whisper; for to her inexpressible vexation, she could perceive that the chief of it was overheard by Mr. Darcy, who sat opposite to them. Her mother only scolded her for being nonsensical.

In vain did Elizabeth try to slow down her mother’s words or convince her to talk about her happiness in a quieter voice; to her great annoyance, she noticed that Mr. Darcy, who was sitting across from them, was overhearing most of it. Her mother just scolded her for being silly.

"What is Mr. Darcy to me, pray, that I should be afraid of him? I am sure we owe him no such particular civility as to be obliged to say nothing he may not like to hear."

"What is Mr. Darcy to me, really, that I should be afraid of him? I’m sure we don’t owe him any special courtesy that requires us to say nothing he might not want to hear."

"For heaven's sake, madam, speak lower.—What advantage can it be to you to offend Mr. Darcy?—You will never recommend yourself to his friend by so doing."

"For goodness' sake, ma'am, lower your voice.—What good will it do you to upset Mr. Darcy?—You'll never win his friend over by acting like this."

Nothing that she could say, however, had any influence. Her mother would talk of her views in the same intelligible tone. Elizabeth blushed and blushed again with shame and vexation. She could not help frequently glancing her eye at Mr. Darcy, though every glance convinced her of what she dreaded; for though he was not always looking at her mother, she was convinced that his attention was invariably fixed by her. The expression of his face changed gradually from indignant contempt to a composed and steady gravity.

Nothing she said had any effect. Her mother would express her opinions in the same clear tone. Elizabeth felt embarrassed and ashamed, blushing repeatedly. She couldn’t help but keep glancing at Mr. Darcy, although each glance confirmed her worst fears; even though he wasn't always looking at her mother, she was sure his attention was always on her. The look on his face slowly shifted from angry disdain to a calm and serious expression.

At length however Mrs. Bennet had no more to say; and Lady Lucas, who had been long yawning at the repetition of delights which she saw no likelihood of sharing, was left to the comforts of cold ham and chicken. Elizabeth now began to revive. But not long was the interval of tranquillity; for when supper was over, singing was talked of, and she had the mortification of seeing Mary, after very little entreaty, preparing to oblige the company. By many significant looks and silent entreaties, did she endeavour to prevent such a proof of complaisance,—but in vain; Mary would not understand them; such an opportunity of exhibiting was delightful to her, and she began her song. Elizabeth's eyes were fixed on her with most painful sensations; and she watched her progress through the several stanzas with an impatience which was very ill rewarded at their close; for Mary, on receiving amongst the thanks of the table, the hint of a hope that she might be prevailed on to favour them again, after the pause of half a minute began another. Mary's powers were by no means fitted for such a display; her voice was weak, and her manner affected.—Elizabeth was in agonies. She looked at Jane, to see how she bore it; but Jane was very composedly talking to Bingley. She looked at his two sisters, and saw them making signs of derision at each other, and at Darcy, who continued however impenetrably grave. She looked at her father to entreat his interference, lest Mary should be singing all night. He took the hint, and when Mary had finished her second song, said aloud,

At last, Mrs. Bennet had nothing more to say, and Lady Lucas, who had been yawning from hearing the same topics over and over with no chance of enjoying them herself, turned to the comfort of cold ham and chicken. Elizabeth started to feel better. But the peace didn't last long; after supper, they talked about singing, and she was embarrassed to see Mary, with very little encouragement, getting ready to entertain everyone. Elizabeth tried hard, through worried glances and silent pleas, to stop this show of willingness—but it was useless; Mary didn’t catch on. The chance to perform was too exciting for her, and she began her song. Elizabeth watched her with increasing discomfort, counting down the stanzas with growing impatience that was sadly unrewarded at the end; for as soon as Mary finished amidst the table's applause, someone suggested that she sing again. After a brief pause, Mary started another song. Mary’s singing abilities were definitely not up to this, as her voice was weak and her style was overdone. Elizabeth was in agony. She glanced at Jane to see how she was handling it, but Jane was calmly chatting with Bingley. She then looked at his two sisters, who were making snide gestures at each other and at Darcy, who remained unflinchingly serious. Desperate, she turned to her father for help, hoping he would intervene before Mary ended up singing all night. He got the hint, and when Mary finished her second song, he said aloud,

"That will do extremely well, child. You have delighted us long enough. Let the other young ladies have time to exhibit."

"That was great, kid. You've entertained us long enough. Let the other young ladies have a chance to show what they can do."

Mary, though pretending not to hear, was somewhat disconcerted; and Elizabeth sorry for her, and sorry for her father's speech, was afraid her anxiety had done no good.—Others of the party were now applied to.

Mary, even though she was acting like she didn't hear, felt a bit uneasy; and Elizabeth, feeling sorry for her and for their father's speech, worried that her concern hadn’t made a difference. —Others in the group were now consulted.

"If I," said Mr. Collins, "were so fortunate as to be able to sing, I should have great pleasure, I am sure, in obliging the company with an air; for I consider music as a very innocent diversion, and perfectly compatible with the profession of a clergyman.—I do not mean however to assert that we can be justified in devoting too much of our time to music, for there are certainly other things to be attended to. The rector of a parish has much to do.—In the first place, he must make such an agreement for tythes as may be beneficial to himself and not offensive to his patron. He must write his own sermons; and the time that remains will not be too much for his parish duties, and the care and improvement of his dwelling, which he cannot be excused from making as comfortable as possible. And I do not think it of light importance that he should have attentive and conciliatory manners towards every body, especially towards those to whom he owes his preferment. I cannot acquit him of that duty; nor could I think well of the man who should omit an occasion of testifying his respect towards any body connected with the family." And with a bow to Mr. Darcy, he concluded his speech, which had been spoken so loud as to be heard by half the room.—Many stared.—Many smiled; but no one looked more amused than Mr. Bennet himself, while his wife seriously commended Mr. Collins for having spoken so sensibly, and observed in a half-whisper to Lady Lucas, that he was a remarkably clever, good kind of young man.

"If I," said Mr. Collins, "were lucky enough to be able to sing, I would definitely enjoy treating everyone to a performance; I believe music is a very harmless pastime and totally compatible with being a clergyman. However, I don't mean to say that we should spend too much time on music, since there are certainly other responsibilities to consider. The rector of a parish has a lot to do. First, he needs to negotiate a tithe agreement that benefits him without upsetting his patron. He must write his own sermons, and the time left won't be nearly enough for his parish duties and for taking care of and improving his home, which he has to make as comfortable as possible. I also think it's very important for him to be polite and friendly to everyone, especially to those who helped him get his position. I can't excuse him from that responsibility; nor could I respect someone who missed an opportunity to show respect to anyone connected to the family." With a bow to Mr. Darcy, he finished his speech, which was loud enough for half the room to hear. Many people stared. Many smiled; but no one looked more amused than Mr. Bennet himself, while his wife earnestly praised Mr. Collins for speaking so sensibly and quietly noted to Lady Lucas that he was a remarkably clever, kind young man.

To Elizabeth it appeared, that had her family made an agreement to expose themselves as much as they could during the evening, it would have been impossible for them to play their parts with more spirit, or finer success; and happy did she think it for Bingley and her sister that some of the exhibition had escaped his notice, and that his feelings were not of a sort to be much distressed by the folly which he must have witnessed. That his two sisters and Mr. Darcy, however, should have such an opportunity of ridiculing her relations was bad enough, and she could not determine whether the silent contempt of the gentleman, or the insolent smiles of the ladies, were more intolerable.

To Elizabeth, it seemed that if her family had made a plan to embarrass themselves as much as possible that evening, they couldn’t have acted with more enthusiasm or been more successful. She felt relieved for Bingley and her sister that some of the awkward moments had gone unnoticed by him, and that he wasn’t the type to be too bothered by the foolishness he must have seen. However, it was bad enough that his two sisters and Mr. Darcy had the chance to mock her family, and she couldn’t decide which was worse—the silent disdain from the gentleman or the arrogant smirks from the ladies.

The rest of the evening brought her little amusement. She was teazed by Mr. Collins, who continued most perseveringly by her side, and though he could not prevail with her to dance with him again, put it out of her power to dance with others. In vain did she entreat him to stand up with somebody else, and offer to introduce him to any young lady in the room. He assured her that as to dancing, he was perfectly indifferent to it; that his chief object was by delicate attentions to recommend himself to her, and that he should therefore make a point of remaining close to her the whole evening. There was no arguing upon such a project. She owed her greatest relief to her friend Miss Lucas, who often joined them, and good-naturedly engaged Mr. Collins's conversation to herself.

The rest of the evening didn’t bring her much enjoyment. She was annoyed by Mr. Collins, who stubbornly stayed by her side, and even though he couldn’t convince her to dance with him again, he made it impossible for her to dance with anyone else. Despite her attempts to get him to dance with someone else and offer to introduce him to any young lady in the room, he insisted that he didn’t care about dancing at all; his main goal was to win her over with his thoughtful attention, so he intended to stay close to her the entire evening. There was no arguing with that plan. She found her greatest relief in her friend Miss Lucas, who often came over and good-naturedly took over the conversation with Mr. Collins.

She was at least free from the offence of Mr. Darcy's farther notice; though often standing within a very short distance of her, quite disengaged, he never came near enough to speak. She felt it to be the probable consequence of her allusions to Mr. Wickham, and rejoiced in it.

She was at least free from Mr. Darcy’s further attention; even though he often stood just a short distance away from her, completely detached, he never came close enough to say anything. She believed this was likely due to her comments about Mr. Wickham, and she was glad about it.

The Longbourn party were the last of all the company to depart; and by a manœuvre of Mrs. Bennet had to wait for their carriages a quarter of an hour after every body else was gone, which gave them time to see how heartily they were wished away by some of the family. Mrs. Hurst and her sister scarcely opened their mouths except to complain of fatigue, and were evidently impatient to have the house to themselves. They repulsed every attempt of Mrs. Bennet at conversation, and by so doing, threw a languor over the whole party, which was very little relieved by the long speeches of Mr. Collins, who was complimenting Mr. Bingley and his sisters on the elegance of their entertainment, and the hospitality and politeness which had marked their behaviour to their guests. Darcy said nothing at all. Mr. Bennet, in equal silence, was enjoying the scene. Mr. Bingley and Jane were standing together, a little detached from the rest, and talked only to each other. Elizabeth preserved as steady a silence as either Mrs. Hurst or Miss Bingley; and even Lydia was too much fatigued to utter more than the occasional exclamation of "Lord, how tired I am!" accompanied by a violent yawn.

The Longbourn family was the last group to leave the gathering; and due to a move by Mrs. Bennet, they had to wait for their carriages for a full 15 minutes after everyone else had left, which gave them a chance to notice how much some family members wanted them gone. Mrs. Hurst and her sister hardly spoke, only complaining about being tired, and it was clear they were eager to have the house to themselves. They shut down every attempt by Mrs. Bennet to engage them in conversation, which cast a dull mood over the whole group, only slightly lifted by Mr. Collins’ lengthy praises of Mr. Bingley and his sisters for the elegance of their party, and the hospitality and politeness they showed to their guests. Darcy remained completely silent. Mr. Bennet, equally quiet, was enjoying the moment. Mr. Bingley and Jane stood a bit apart from the others, speaking only to each other. Elizabeth maintained a silence as steady as Mrs. Hurst or Miss Bingley, and even Lydia was too worn out to say more than the occasional, "Lord, I’m so tired!" followed by a dramatic yawn.

When at length they arose to take leave, Mrs. Bennet was most pressingly civil in her hope of seeing the whole family soon at Longbourn; and addressed herself particularly to Mr. Bingley, to assure him how happy he would make them, by eating a family dinner with them at any time, without the ceremony of a formal invitation. Bingley was all grateful pleasure, and he readily engaged for taking the earliest opportunity of waiting on her, after his return from London, whither he was obliged to go the next day for a short time.

When they finally got up to say goodbye, Mrs. Bennet was very polite in expressing her hope of seeing the whole family soon at Longbourn. She spoke directly to Mr. Bingley, assuring him how happy it would make them if he joined them for dinner anytime, without needing to wait for a formal invitation. Bingley was genuinely pleased and quickly agreed to take the first chance he could to visit her after returning from London, where he had to go the next day for a short while.

Mrs. Bennet was perfectly satisfied; and quitted the house under the delightful persuasion that, allowing for the necessary preparations of settlements, new carriages and wedding clothes, she should undoubtedly see her daughter settled at Netherfield, in the course of three or four months. Of having another daughter married to Mr. Collins, she thought with equal certainty, and with considerable, though not equal, pleasure. Elizabeth was the least dear to her of all her children; and though the man and the match were quite good enough for her, the worth of each was eclipsed by Mr. Bingley and Netherfield.

Mrs. Bennet was completely happy and left the house feeling confident that, after taking care of the necessary arrangements like settlements, new carriages, and wedding outfits, she would definitely see her daughter settled at Netherfield in about three or four months. She was just as certain that another daughter would marry Mr. Collins, and while she felt a good amount of pleasure about it, it wasn't as strong as her excitement for Elizabeth. Elizabeth was the least favored of all her children, and even though the man and the match were good enough for her, they were overshadowed by Mr. Bingley and Netherfield.


CHAPTER XIX.

The next day opened a new scene at Longbourn. Mr. Collins made his declaration in form. Having resolved to do it without loss of time, as his leave of absence extended only to the following Saturday, and having no feelings of diffidence to make it distressing to himself even at the moment, he set about it in a very orderly manner, with all the observances which he supposed a regular part of the business. On finding Mrs. Bennet, Elizabeth, and one of the younger girls together, soon after breakfast, he addressed the mother in these words,

The next day brought a new scene at Longbourn. Mr. Collins officially made his declaration. He had decided to do it without delay, since his leave of absence only lasted until the following Saturday, and he had no shyness to make it uncomfortable for him, even at that moment. He approached the situation in a very organized way, following all the formalities he thought were necessary for the occasion. When he found Mrs. Bennet, Elizabeth, and one of the younger girls together shortly after breakfast, he addressed the mother with these words,

"May I hope, Madam, for your interest with your fair daughter Elizabeth, when I solicit for the honour of a private audience with her in the course of this morning?"

"Can I hope, Ma'am, that you'll support me with your lovely daughter Elizabeth when I ask for the privilege of a private meeting with her this morning?"

Before Elizabeth had time for any thing but a blush of surprise, Mrs. Bennet instantly answered,

Before Elizabeth could react beyond a surprised blush, Mrs. Bennet quickly replied,

"Oh dear!—Yes—certainly.—I am sure Lizzy will be very happy—I am sure she can have no objection.—Come, Kitty, I want you up stairs." And gathering her work together, she was hastening away, when Elizabeth called out,

"Oh dear!—Yes—of course.—I’m sure Lizzy will be really happy—I can’t imagine she’d have any objections.—Come on, Kitty, I need you upstairs." And as she gathered her things together, she was rushing off when Elizabeth called out,

"Dear Ma'am, do not go.—I beg you will not go.—Mr. Collins must excuse me.—He can have nothing to say to me that any body need not hear. I am going away myself."

"Dear Ma'am, please don’t go. I really hope you won’t leave. Mr. Collins will have to understand. He has nothing to say to me that anyone else can’t hear. I’m leaving myself."

"No, no, nonsense, Lizzy.—I desire you will stay where you are."—And upon Elizabeth's seeming really, with vexed and embarrassed looks, about to escape, she added, "Lizzy, I insist upon your staying and hearing Mr. Collins."

"No, no, that's ridiculous, Lizzy.—I want you to stay where you are."—And when Elizabeth looked like she was actually about to leave, looking annoyed and embarrassed, she added, "Lizzy, I insist that you stay and listen to Mr. Collins."

Elizabeth would not oppose such an injunction—and a moment's consideration making her also sensible that it would be wisest to get it over as soon and as quietly as possible, she sat down again, and tried to conceal by incessant employment the feelings which were divided between distress and diversion. Mrs. Bennet and Kitty walked off, and as soon as they were gone Mr. Collins began.

Elizabeth wouldn’t resist such a request—and after a moment’s thought realizing it would be best to get it over with as soon and quietly as possible, she sat back down and tried to hide her mixed feelings of distress and amusement by keeping herself busy. Mrs. Bennet and Kitty walked away, and as soon as they were out of sight, Mr. Collins started talking.

"Believe me, my dear Miss Elizabeth, that your modesty, so far from doing you any disservice, rather adds to your other perfections. You would have been less amiable in my eyes had there not been this little unwillingness; but allow me to assure you that I have your respected mother's permission for this address. You can hardly doubt the purport of my discourse, however your natural delicacy may lead you to dissemble; my attentions have been too marked to be mistaken. Almost as soon as I entered the house I singled you out as the companion of my future life. But before I am run away with by my feelings on this subject, perhaps it will be advisable for me to state my reasons for marrying—and moreover for coming into Hertfordshire with the design of selecting a wife, as I certainly did."

"Believe me, my dear Miss Elizabeth, your modesty, far from working against you, actually enhances your other qualities. You would have seemed less charming to me if you hadn’t shown this little reluctance; but let me assure you that I have your respected mother’s permission to speak to you like this. You can hardly doubt the purpose of my words, even if your natural modesty makes you hesitant; my interest in you has been too obvious to be ignored. Almost as soon as I entered the house, I chose you as the person I want to spend my life with. However, before my emotions take over, I should probably explain my reasons for wanting to get married—and also for coming to Hertfordshire with the intention of finding a wife, which I definitely did."

The idea of Mr. Collins, with all his solemn composure, being run away with by his feelings, made Elizabeth so near laughing that she could not use the short pause he allowed in any attempt to stop him farther, and he continued:

The thought of Mr. Collins, with all his serious demeanor, being overcome by his emotions, nearly made Elizabeth laugh, so much so that she couldn't take advantage of the brief pause he gave her to try to interrupt him, and he carried on:

"My reasons for marrying are, first, that I think it a right thing for every clergyman in easy circumstances (like myself) to set the example of matrimony in his parish. Secondly, that I am convinced it will add very greatly to my happiness; and thirdly—which perhaps I ought to have mentioned earlier, that it is the particular advice and recommendation of the very noble lady whom I have the honour of calling patroness. Twice has she condescended to give me her opinion (unasked too!) on this subject; and it was but the very Saturday night before I left Hunsford—between our pools at quadrille, while Mrs. Jenkinson was arranging Miss de Bourgh's foot-stool, that she said, 'Mr. Collins, you must marry. A clergyman like you must marry.—Chuse properly, chuse a gentlewoman for my sake; and for your own, let her be an active, useful sort of person, not brought up high, but able to make a small income go a good way. This is my advice. Find such a woman as soon as you can, bring her to Hunsford, and I will visit her.' Allow me, by the way, to observe, my fair cousin, that I do not reckon the notice and kindness of Lady Catherine de Bourgh as among the least of the advantages in my power to offer. You will find her manners beyond any thing I can describe; and your wit and vivacity I think must be acceptable to her, especially when tempered with the silence and respect which her rank will inevitably excite. Thus much for my general intention in favour of matrimony; it remains to be told why my views were directed to Longbourn instead of my own neighbourhood, where I assure you there are many amiable young women. But the fact is, that being, as I am, to inherit this estate after the death of your honoured father, (who, however, may live many years longer,) I could not satisfy myself without resolving to chuse a wife from among his daughters, that the loss to them might be as little as possible, when the melancholy event takes place—which, however, as I have already said, may not be for several years. This has been my motive, my fair cousin, and I flatter myself it will not sink me in your esteem. And now nothing remains for me but to assure you in the most animated language of the violence of my affection. To fortune I am perfectly indifferent, and shall make no demand of that nature on your father, since I am well aware that it could not be complied with; and that one thousand pounds in the 4 per cents. which will not be yours till after your mother's decease, is all that you may ever be entitled to. On that head, therefore, I shall be uniformly silent; and you may assure yourself that no ungenerous reproach shall ever pass my lips when we are married."

"My reasons for getting married are, first, that I believe it’s the right thing for every clergyman in comfortable circumstances (like me) to set a good example of marriage in his parish. Secondly, I’m convinced that it will greatly increase my happiness; and thirdly—which I probably should have mentioned sooner—that it’s the specific advice and recommendation of the very noble lady I have the honor of calling my patroness. She has graciously shared her opinion with me twice (and without me asking!) on this topic; just the Saturday night before I left Hunsford—while we were playing quadrille and Mrs. Jenkinson was arranging Miss de Bourgh’s footstool—she said, 'Mr. Collins, you must marry. A clergyman like you must marry. Choose wisely, choose a gentlewoman for my sake; and for your own, make sure she’s active and practical, not too high in status, but able to manage a small income well. This is my advice. Find such a woman as soon as you can, bring her to Hunsford, and I will visit her.' By the way, allow me to point out, my fair cousin, that I do not consider the attention and kindness of Lady Catherine de Bourgh to be among the least of the advantages I can offer you. You will find her manners are beyond anything I can describe; and I believe your wit and liveliness will be appreciated by her, especially when balanced with the silence and respect that her rank will naturally evoke. That’s my general intention regarding marriage; now let me explain why I focused my search on Longbourn instead of my own area, where I assure you there are many charming young women. The truth is, since I am to inherit this estate after the death of your honored father (who may still live many years longer), I couldn’t feel right without choosing a wife from among his daughters, so that their loss could be minimized when that sad event occurs—which, as I’ve mentioned, may not happen for several years. This has been my motivation, my fair cousin, and I hope it doesn’t lessen your opinion of me. And now there’s nothing left for me but to assure you in the most passionate terms of the depth of my affection. I am totally indifferent to wealth and will not make any demands of a financial nature on your father, knowing well that it wouldn’t be possible; and that one thousand pounds in the 4 per cents., which won’t be yours until after your mother’s death, is all you may ever be entitled to. So on that matter, I will keep silent; and you can be assured that no unkind words will ever escape my lips when we are married."

It was absolutely necessary to interrupt him now.

It was essential to interrupt him now.

"You are too hasty, Sir," she cried. "You forget that I have made no answer. Let me do it without farther loss of time. Accept my thanks for the compliment you are paying me. I am very sensible of the honour of your proposals, but it is impossible for me to do otherwise than decline them."

"You’re being too quick, Sir," she exclaimed. "You forget that I haven’t responded yet. Let me do so without wasting any more time. Thank you for the compliment you’re giving me. I truly appreciate the honor of your proposals, but I can only decline them."

"I am not now to learn," replied Mr. Collins, with a formal wave of the hand, "that it is usual with young ladies to reject the addresses of the man whom they secretly mean to accept, when he first applies for their favour; and that sometimes the refusal is repeated a second or even a third time. I am therefore by no means discouraged by what you have just said, and shall hope to lead you to the altar ere long."

"I’m not about to be naive," Mr. Collins responded with a formal hand gesture, "that it’s common for young ladies to turn down the proposals of the man they actually intend to say yes to when he first asks for their affection; and that sometimes the rejection is given a second or even a third time. So, I’m not at all discouraged by what you’ve just said, and I still hope to take you to the altar soon."

"Upon my word, Sir," cried Elizabeth, "your hope is rather an extraordinary one after my declaration. I do assure you that I am not one of those young ladies (if such young ladies there are) who are so daring as to risk their happiness on the chance of being asked a second time. I am perfectly serious in my refusal.—You could not make me happy, and I am convinced that I am the last woman in the world who would make you so.—Nay, were your friend Lady Catherine to know me, I am persuaded she would find me in every respect ill qualified for the situation."

"Honestly, Sir," Elizabeth exclaimed, "your hope is quite remarkable given what I just said. I assure you I am not one of those young ladies (if they even exist) who would gamble their happiness on the chance of being asked a second time. I am completely serious in my refusal. You couldn't make me happy, and I'm sure I am the last woman in the world who would make you happy. Besides, if your friend Lady Catherine were to meet me, I'm sure she'd find me completely unsuitable for the role."

"Were it certain that Lady Catherine would think so," said Mr. Collins very gravely—"but I cannot imagine that her ladyship would at all disapprove of you. And you may be certain that when I have the honour of seeing her again I shall speak in the highest terms of your modesty, economy, and other amiable qualifications."

"Were it certain that Lady Catherine would think so," said Mr. Collins very seriously, "but I can't imagine that she would disapprove of you at all. And you can be sure that when I have the pleasure of seeing her again, I will praise your modesty, good sense, and other lovely qualities."

"Indeed, Mr. Collins, all praise of me will be unnecessary. You must give me leave to judge for myself, and pay me the compliment of believing what I say. I wish you very happy and very rich, and by refusing your hand, do all in my power to prevent your being otherwise. In making me the offer, you must have satisfied the delicacy of your feelings with regard to my family, and may take possession of Longbourn estate whenever it falls, without any self-reproach. This matter may be considered, therefore, as finally settled." And rising as she thus spoke, she would have quitted the room, had not Mr. Collins thus addressed her,

"Honestly, Mr. Collins, any praise for me is unnecessary. You should allow me to make my own judgments and have the courtesy to believe what I say. I wish you a very happy and wealthy life, and by turning down your proposal, I'm doing everything I can to ensure you don't end up otherwise. By making this offer, you must have satisfied your own feelings about my family, and you can take over the Longbourn estate whenever it becomes available, without any guilt. So, this matter can be considered settled." And standing up as she said this, she would have left the room, but Mr. Collins then addressed her,

"When I do myself the honour of speaking to you next on this subject I shall hope to receive a more favourable answer than you have now given me; though I am far from accusing you of cruelty at present, because I know it to be the established custom of your sex to reject a man on the first application, and perhaps you have even now said as much to encourage my suit as would be consistent with the true delicacy of the female character."

"When I have the privilege of speaking to you again on this topic, I hope to get a better response than the one you've given me now; though I'm not blaming you for being unkind, since I understand it's common for your gender to turn down a man on the first request. Perhaps you've even said what you have to support my feelings in a way that shows the true grace of a woman."

"Really, Mr. Collins," cried Elizabeth with some warmth, "you puzzle me exceedingly. If what I have hitherto said can appear to you in the form of encouragement, I know not how to express my refusal in such a way as may convince you of its being one."

"Honestly, Mr. Collins," Elizabeth exclaimed with some intensity, "you confuse me a lot. If what I’ve said so far seems to you like encouragement, I’m not sure how to refuse you in a way that will make you understand that it really is a refusal."

"You must give me leave to flatter myself, my dear cousin, that your refusal of my addresses is merely words of course. My reasons for believing it are briefly these:—It does not appear to me that my hand is unworthy your acceptance, or that the establishment I can offer would be any other than highly desirable. My situation in life, my connections with the family of De Bourgh, and my relationship to your own, are circumstances highly in my favour; and you should take it into farther consideration that in spite of your manifold attractions, it is by no means certain that another offer of marriage may ever be made you. Your portion is unhappily so small that it will in all likelihood undo the effects of your loveliness and amiable qualifications. As I must therefore conclude that you are not serious in your rejection of me, I shall chuse to attribute it to your wish of increasing my love by suspense, according to the usual practice of elegant females."

"You have to let me flatter myself, my dear cousin, that your refusal of my proposals is just a formal response. Here are my reasons for believing this: It seems to me that my offer is worthy of your acceptance, and the life I can provide would be very desirable. My position in life, my connections with the De Bourgh family, and my relationship to you are all strong points in my favor; and you should also consider that despite your many charms, there’s no guarantee that another marriage proposal will come your way. Unfortunately, your dowry is so small that it may overshadow your beauty and kind qualities. Since I must assume you’re not serious about rejecting me, I’ll choose to think it’s because you want to increase my love through suspense, as is the usual practice of refined women."

"I do assure you, Sir, that I have no pretension whatever to that kind of elegance which consists in tormenting a respectable man. I would rather be paid the compliment of being believed sincere. I thank you again and again for the honour you have done me in your proposals, but to accept them is absolutely impossible. My feelings in every respect forbid it. Can I speak plainer? Do not consider me now as an elegant female intending to plague you, but as a rational creature speaking the truth from her heart."

"I assure you, Sir, that I have no intention of being the kind of person who annoys a respectable man. I would prefer to be believed as sincere. Thank you again for the honor of your proposals, but I simply cannot accept them. My feelings completely prevent it. Can I be any clearer? Don’t see me as a graceful woman trying to bother you, but as a rational person sharing the truth from her heart."

"You are uniformly charming!" cried he, with an air of awkward gallantry; "and I am persuaded that when sanctioned by the express authority of both your excellent parents, my proposals will not fail of being acceptable."

"You are incredibly charming!" he exclaimed, attempting to be gallant; "and I’m sure that once I have the clear approval of both your wonderful parents, my proposal will be well received."

To such perseverance in wilful self-deception Elizabeth would make no reply, and immediately and in silence withdrew; determined, if he persisted in considering her repeated refusals as flattering encouragement, to apply to her father, whose negative might be uttered in such a manner as must be decisive, and whose behaviour at least could not be mistaken for the affectation and coquetry of an elegant female.

To such stubborn self-deception, Elizabeth said nothing and quietly walked away; if he continued to see her repeated rejections as flattering encouragement, she was resolved to speak to her father, whose negative response would be clear-cut and whose demeanor could not be misinterpreted as the pretentiousness or flirtation of a refined woman.


CHAPTER XX.

Mr. Collins was not left long to the silent contemplation of his successful love; for Mrs. Bennet, having dawdled about in the vestibule to watch for the end of the conference, no sooner saw Elizabeth open the door and with quick step pass her towards the staircase, than she entered the breakfast-room, and congratulated both him and herself in warm terms on the happy prospect of their nearer connection. Mr. Collins received and returned these felicitations with equal pleasure, and then proceeded to relate the particulars of their interview, with the result of which he trusted he had every reason to be satisfied, since the refusal which his cousin had steadfastly given him would naturally flow from her bashful modesty and the genuine delicacy of her character.

Mr. Collins didn't have to wait long to reflect on his successful love life; Mrs. Bennet, having lingered in the hallway to see when the meeting would end, instantly saw Elizabeth open the door and quickly walk past her toward the stairs. She then rushed into the breakfast room and enthusiastically congratulated both him and herself on the promising prospect of their closer connection. Mr. Collins accepted and returned these congratulations with equal enthusiasm and then went on to explain the details of their conversation, believing he had every reason to be pleased, as his cousin’s firm rejection was simply a result of her shy modesty and the genuine sensitivity of her character.

This information, however, startled Mrs. Bennet;—she would have been glad to be equally satisfied that her daughter had meant to encourage him by protesting against his proposals, but she dared not to believe it, and could not help saying so.

This information, however, shocked Mrs. Bennet;—she would have been happy to believe that her daughter had intended to encourage him by rejecting his proposals, but she didn’t dare to believe it and couldn’t help saying so.

"But depend upon it, Mr. Collins," she added, "that Lizzy shall be brought to reason. I will speak to her about it myself directly. She is a very headstrong foolish girl, and does not know her own interest; but I will make her know it."

"But you can count on this, Mr. Collins," she continued, "that Lizzy will be made to see reason. I will talk to her about it myself directly. She is a very stubborn and foolish girl, and doesn't understand what's best for her; but I will make her understand."

"Pardon me for interrupting you, Madam," cried Mr. Collins; "but if she is really headstrong and foolish, I know not whether she would altogether be a very desirable wife to a man in my situation, who naturally looks for happiness in the marriage state. If therefore she actually persists in rejecting my suit, perhaps it were better not to force her into accepting me, because if liable to such defects of temper, she could not contribute much to my felicity."

"Excuse me for interrupting, ma'am," Mr. Collins exclaimed; "but if she is truly stubborn and silly, I'm not sure she would make a very desirable wife for someone in my position, who naturally seeks happiness in marriage. So, if she continues to reject my proposal, maybe it would be better not to pressure her into accepting me, because if she has those flaws in her character, she wouldn’t add much to my happiness."

"Sir, you quite misunderstand me," said Mrs. Bennet, alarmed. "Lizzy is only headstrong in such matters as these. In every thing else she is as good natured a girl as ever lived. I will go directly to Mr. Bennet, and we shall very soon settle it with her, I am sure."

"Sir, you completely misunderstand me," Mrs. Bennet said nervously. "Lizzy is only stubborn about things like this. In every other way, she’s as kind-hearted a girl as you’ll ever meet. I’ll go straight to Mr. Bennet, and I’m sure we’ll sort this out with her quickly."

She would not give him time to reply, but hurrying instantly to her husband, called out as she entered the library,

She didn’t give him a chance to respond but rushed straight to her husband, calling out as she walked into the library,

"Oh! Mr. Bennet, you are wanted immediately; we are all in an uproar. You must come and make Lizzy marry Mr. Collins, for she vows she will not have him, and if you do not make haste he will change his mind and not have her."

"Oh! Mr. Bennet, we need you right away; everyone is in chaos. You have to come and get Lizzy to marry Mr. Collins, because she insists she won’t marry him, and if you don’t hurry, he might change his mind and not want her."

Mr. Bennet raised his eyes from his book as she entered, and fixed them on her face with a calm unconcern which was not in the least altered by her communication.

Mr. Bennet looked up from his book as she walked in and focused on her face with a cool indifference that wasn't affected at all by what she said.

"I have not the pleasure of understanding you," said he, when she had finished her speech. "Of what are you talking?"

"I don’t understand you," he said when she finished speaking. "What are you talking about?"

"Of Mr. Collins and Lizzy. Lizzy declares she will not have Mr. Collins, and Mr. Collins begins to say that he will not have Lizzy."

"Of Mr. Collins and Lizzy. Lizzy insists she won’t marry Mr. Collins, and Mr. Collins starts to say that he won’t marry Lizzy."

"And what am I to do on the occasion?—It seems an hopeless business."

"And what am I supposed to do in this situation?—It feels like a hopeless task."

"Speak to Lizzy about it yourself. Tell her that you insist upon her marrying him."

"Talk to Lizzy about it yourself. Tell her that you insist she marry him."

"Let her be called down. She shall hear my opinion."

"Have her come down. I want her to hear what I think."

Mrs. Bennet rang the bell, and Miss Elizabeth was summoned to the library.

Mrs. Bennet rang the bell, and Miss Elizabeth was called to the library.

"Come here, child," cried her father as she appeared. "I have sent for you on an affair of importance. I understand that Mr. Collins has made you an offer of marriage. Is it true?" Elizabeth replied that it was. "Very well—and this offer of marriage you have refused?"

"Come here, kid," her father shouted as she walked in. "I've called for you about something important. I hear Mr. Collins has proposed to you. Is that true?" Elizabeth answered that it was. "Alright—so you've turned down his proposal?"

"I have, Sir."

"I have, sir."

"Very well. We now come to the point. Your mother insists upon your accepting it. Is not it so, Mrs. Bennet?"

"Alright. Let’s get to the point. Your mom is insisting you accept it. Isn't that right, Mrs. Bennet?"

"Yes, or I will never see her again."

"Yes, or I won't see her again."

"An unhappy alternative is before you, Elizabeth. From this day you must be a stranger to one of your parents.—Your mother will never see you again if you do not marry Mr. Collins, and I will never see you again if you do."

"An unhappy choice is ahead of you, Elizabeth. From this day on, you have to be a stranger to one of your parents. Your mother will never see you again if you do not marry Mr. Collins, and I will never see you again if you do."

Elizabeth could not but smile at such a conclusion of such a beginning; but Mrs. Bennet, who had persuaded herself that her husband regarded the affair as she wished, was excessively disappointed.

Elizabeth couldn't help but smile at such a conclusion from such a beginning; however, Mrs. Bennet, who had convinced herself that her husband saw the situation the way she wanted, was extremely disappointed.

"What do you mean, Mr. Bennet, by talking in this way? You promised me to insist upon her marrying him."

"What do you mean, Mr. Bennet, by talking like that? You promised me you'd make her marry him."

"My dear," replied her husband, "I have two small favours to request. First, that you will allow me the free use of my understanding on the present occasion; and secondly, of my room. I shall be glad to have the library to myself as soon as may be."

"My dear," her husband replied, "I have two small favors to ask. First, that you let me use my reasoning freely in this situation; and second, that I have my space. I'd appreciate it if I could have the library to myself as soon as possible."

Not yet, however, in spite of her disappointment in her husband, did Mrs. Bennet give up the point. She talked to Elizabeth again and again; coaxed and threatened her by turns. She endeavoured to secure Jane in her interest, but Jane with all possible mildness declined interfering;—and Elizabeth sometimes with real earnestness and sometimes with playful gaiety replied to her attacks. Though her manner varied however, her determination never did.

Not yet, though she was disappointed in her husband, did Mrs. Bennet give up. She talked to Elizabeth over and over; coaxed and threatened her back and forth. She tried to win Jane over to her side, but Jane, remaining gentle, refused to get involved;—and Elizabeth sometimes replied with genuine seriousness and sometimes with playful humor to her mother’s efforts. Although her tone changed, her resolve never wavered.

Mr. Collins, meanwhile, was meditating in solitude on what had passed. He thought too well of himself to comprehend on what motive his cousin could refuse him; and though his pride was hurt, he suffered in no other way. His regard for her was quite imaginary; and the possibility of her deserving her mother's reproach prevented his feeling any regret.

Mr. Collins, in the meantime, was thinking alone about what had happened. He thought too highly of himself to understand why his cousin would reject him; and even though his pride was wounded, it didn't affect him in any other way. His feelings for her were completely made up; and the chance that she might deserve her mother's criticism kept him from feeling any regret.

While the family were in this confusion, Charlotte Lucas came to spend the day with them. She was met in the vestibule by Lydia, who, flying to her, cried in a half whisper, "I am glad you are come, for there is such fun here!—What do you think has happened this morning?—Mr. Collins has made an offer to Lizzy, and she will not have him."

While the family was in this chaos, Charlotte Lucas came to spend the day with them. She was greeted in the foyer by Lydia, who ran up to her and whispered, "I’m so glad you’re here because there's so much fun going on!—Guess what happened this morning?—Mr. Collins proposed to Lizzy, and she said no."

Charlotte had hardly time to answer, before they were joined by Kitty, who came to tell the same news, and no sooner had they entered the breakfast-room, where Mrs. Bennet was alone, than she likewise began on the subject, calling on Miss Lucas for her compassion, and entreating her to persuade her friend Lizzy to comply with the wishes of all her family. "Pray do, my dear Miss Lucas," she added in a melancholy tone, "for nobody is on my side, nobody takes part with me, I am cruelly used, nobody feels for my poor nerves."

Charlotte barely had time to respond before Kitty joined them, bringing the same news. As soon as they entered the breakfast room, where Mrs. Bennet was alone, she started on the topic as well, seeking Miss Lucas’s sympathy and begging her to convince her friend Lizzy to go along with what the whole family wanted. "Please do, my dear Miss Lucas," she added with a sad tone, "because no one is on my side, nobody supports me, I am being treated unfairly, and nobody cares about my poor nerves."

Charlotte's reply was spared by the entrance of Jane and Elizabeth.

Charlotte's response was interrupted by the arrival of Jane and Elizabeth.

"Aye, there she comes," continued Mrs. Bennet, "looking as unconcerned as may be, and caring no more for us than if we were at York, provided she can have her own way.—But I tell you what, Miss Lizzy, if you take it into your head to go on refusing every offer of marriage in this way, you will never get a husband at all—and I am sure I do not know who is to maintain you when your father is dead.—I shall not be able to keep you—and so I warn you.—I have done with you from this very day.—I told you in the library, you know, that I should never speak to you again, and you will find me as good as my word. I have no pleasure in talking to undutiful children.—Not that I have much pleasure indeed in talking to any body. People who suffer as I do from nervous complaints can have no great inclination for talking. Nobody can tell what I suffer!—But it is always so. Those who do not complain are never pitied."

"Aye, there she comes," Mrs. Bennet continued, "looking completely unfazed and caring no more about us than if we were in York, as long as she gets her way. But listen, Miss Lizzy, if you keep refusing every marriage proposal like this, you’ll never get a husband at all—and I honestly can’t imagine who will take care of you when your father is gone. I won’t be able to support you—and I’m warning you about that. I’m done with you starting today. I told you in the library that I wouldn’t speak to you again, and you’ll see I stick to my word. I don’t enjoy talking to disrespectful children. Not that I find much joy in talking to anyone. People who struggle like I do with nervous issues don’t tend to feel like chatting much. Nobody knows what I go through! But it’s always like this. Those who don’t complain are never pitied."

Her daughters listened in silence to this effusion, sensible that any attempt to reason with or sooth her would only increase the irritation. She talked on, therefore, without interruption from any of them till they were joined by Mr. Collins, who entered with an air more stately than usual, and on perceiving whom, she said to the girls,

Her daughters listened quietly to this outburst, knowing that trying to reason with or comfort her would only make her more upset. So, she continued talking without any interruptions from them until Mr. Collins came in, entering with a more formal air than usual. Upon seeing him, she said to the girls,

"Now, I do insist upon it, that you, all of you, hold your tongues, and let Mr. Collins and me have a little conversation together."

"Now, I insist that you all be quiet and let Mr. Collins and me have a little chat."

Elizabeth passed quietly out of the room, Jane and Kitty followed, but Lydia stood her ground, determined to hear all she could; and Charlotte, detained first by the civility of Mr. Collins, whose inquiries after herself and all her family were very minute, and then by a little curiosity, satisfied herself with walking to the window and pretending not to hear. In a doleful voice Mrs. Bennet thus began the projected conversation.—"Oh! Mr. Collins!"—

Elizabeth left the room quietly, with Jane and Kitty following her, but Lydia stayed put, eager to hear everything she could. Charlotte was held back initially by Mr. Collins’ polite questions about herself and her family, which were quite detailed, and then out of a bit of curiosity, she walked to the window and pretended not to listen. In a mournful voice, Mrs. Bennet started the conversation she had planned. —“Oh! Mr. Collins!”—

"My dear Madam," replied he, "let us be for ever silent on this point. Far be it from me," he presently continued in a voice that marked his displeasure, "to resent the behaviour of your daughter. Resignation to inevitable evils is the duty of us all; the peculiar duty of a young man who has been so fortunate as I have been in early preferment; and I trust I am resigned. Perhaps not the less so from feeling a doubt of my positive happiness had my fair cousin honoured me with her hand; for I have often observed that resignation is never so perfect as when the blessing denied begins to lose somewhat of its value in our estimation. You will not, I hope, consider me as shewing any disrespect to your family, my dear Madam, by thus withdrawing my pretensions to your daughter's favour, without having paid yourself and Mr. Bennet the compliment of requesting you to interpose your authority in my behalf. My conduct may I fear be objectionable in having accepted my dismission from your daughter's lips instead of your own. But we are all liable to error. I have certainly meant well through the whole affair. My object has been to secure an amiable companion for myself, with due consideration for the advantage of all your family, and if my manner has been at all reprehensible, I here beg leave to apologise."

"My dear Madam," he replied, "let's keep this between us forever. I don’t want to hold a grudge against your daughter. Accepting unavoidable misfortunes is something we all must do; it’s especially the responsibility of a young man like me, who has been fortunate in early success; and I believe I am accepting. Maybe I feel that way partly because I doubt my true happiness if my lovely cousin had chosen to marry me; I’ve noticed that acceptance is never quite so complete when the thing we were denied starts to lose some of its value in our eyes. I hope you won’t think I’m being disrespectful to your family, my dear Madam, by withdrawing my interest in your daughter’s affection without having asked you and Mr. Bennet for your support on my behalf. I’m afraid my actions might seem questionable since I accepted my dismissal from your daughter instead of hearing it from you directly. But we all make mistakes. I’ve meant well through this whole situation. My goal has been to find a pleasant companion for myself while also considering the well-being of your family, and if my approach has been at all inappropriate, I sincerely apologize."


CHAPTER XXI.

The discussion of Mr. Collins's offer was now nearly at an end, and Elizabeth had only to suffer from the uncomfortable feelings necessarily attending it, and occasionally from some peevish allusion of her mother. As for the gentleman himself, his feelings were chiefly expressed, not by embarrassment or dejection, or by trying to avoid her, but by stiffness of manner and resentful silence. He scarcely ever spoke to her, and the assiduous attentions which he had been so sensible of himself, were transferred for the rest of the day to Miss Lucas, whose civility in listening to him, was a seasonable relief to them all, and especially to her friend.

The conversation about Mr. Collins’s proposal was almost over, and Elizabeth could only endure the uncomfortable feelings that came with it, along with her mother’s occasional snarky comments. As for Mr. Collins, he didn’t show his feelings through awkwardness or sadness, or by avoiding her. Instead, he was stiff and quiet. He hardly spoke to Elizabeth, and the constant attention he had shown her earlier shifted to Miss Lucas for the rest of the day. Her willingness to listen to him offered a welcome break for everyone, especially for Elizabeth.

The morrow produced no abatement of Mrs. Bennet's ill humour or ill health. Mr. Collins was also in the same state of angry pride. Elizabeth had hoped that his resentment might shorten his visit, but his plan did not appear in the least affected by it. He was always to have gone on Saturday, and to Saturday he still meant to stay.

The next day brought no improvement to Mrs. Bennet's bad mood or her health. Mr. Collins was also equally filled with angry pride. Elizabeth had hoped that his resentment might cut his visit short, but his plans seemed completely unaffected by it. He was always supposed to leave on Saturday, and he still intended to stay until then.

After breakfast, the girls walked to Meryton to inquire if Mr. Wickham were returned, and to lament over his absence from the Netherfield ball. He joined them on their entering the town and attended them to their aunt's, where his regret and vexation, and the concern of every body was well talked over.—To Elizabeth, however, he voluntarily acknowledged that the necessity of his absence had been self imposed.

After breakfast, the girls walked to Meryton to check if Mr. Wickham had returned and to express their disappointment about his absence from the Netherfield ball. He joined them as they entered the town and walked with them to their aunt's house, where his feelings of regret and annoyance, along with everyone's concern, were thoroughly discussed. However, to Elizabeth, he openly admitted that the reason for his absence had been his own choice.

"I found," said he, "as the time drew near, that I had better not meet Mr. Darcy;—that to be in the same room, the same party with him for so many hours together, might be more than I could bear, and that scenes might arise unpleasant to more than myself."

"I realized," he said, "as the time approached, that it would be best not to see Mr. Darcy; being in the same room and at the same event with him for several hours might be more than I could handle, and it could lead to situations that would be uncomfortable for more than just me."

She highly approved his forbearance, and they had leisure for a full discussion of it, and for all the commendation which they civilly bestowed on each other, as Wickham and another officer walked back with them to Longbourn, and during the walk, he particularly attended to her. His accompanying them was a double advantage; she felt all the compliment it offered to herself, and it was most acceptable as an occasion of introducing him to her father and mother.

She really appreciated his patience, and they had time for a thorough discussion about it, along with all the praise they politely exchanged with each other, as Wickham and another officer walked back with them to Longbourn. During the walk, he paid special attention to her. His company was a double advantage; she felt flattered by the attention, and it provided a great opportunity to introduce him to her parents.

Soon after their return, a letter was delivered to Miss Bennet; it came from Netherfield, and was opened immediately. The envelope contained a sheet of elegant, little, hot pressed paper, well covered with a lady's fair, flowing hand; and Elizabeth saw her sister's countenance change as she read it, and saw her dwelling intently on some particular passages. Jane recollected herself soon, and putting the letter away, tried to join with her usual cheerfulness in the general conversation; but Elizabeth felt an anxiety on the subject which drew off her attention even from Wickham; and no sooner had he and his companion taken leave, than a glance from Jane invited her to follow her up stairs. When they had gained their own room, Jane taking out the letter, said,

Soon after they got back, a letter arrived for Miss Bennet; it came from Netherfield and was opened right away. The envelope held a sheet of elegant, finely pressed paper, beautifully written in a lady's graceful cursive. Elizabeth noticed her sister's expression change as she read it, and saw her focus intently on some specific lines. Jane quickly composed herself and, putting the letter aside, tried to rejoin the general conversation with her usual cheerfulness; but Elizabeth felt a concern about the situation that distracted her even from Wickham. As soon as he and his companion left, a look from Jane signaled her to follow her upstairs. Once they were in their room, Jane took out the letter and said,

"This is from Caroline Bingley; what it contains, has surprised me a good deal. The whole party have left Netherfield by this time, and are on their way to town; and without any intention of coming back again. You shall hear what she says."

"This is from Caroline Bingley, and I found its content quite surprising. The entire group has left Netherfield by now and is heading to town with no plans to return. You'll hear what she has to say."

She then read the first sentence aloud, which comprised the information of their having just resolved to follow their brother to town directly, and of their meaning to dine that day in Grosvenor street, where Mr. Hurst had a house. The next was in these words. "I do not pretend to regret any thing I shall leave in Hertfordshire, except your society, my dearest friend; but we will hope at some future period, to enjoy many returns of the delightful intercourse we have known, and in the mean while may lessen the pain of separation by a very frequent and most unreserved correspondence. I depend on you for that." To these high flown expressions, Elizabeth listened with all the insensibility of distrust; and though the suddenness of their removal surprised her, she saw nothing in it really to lament; it was not to be supposed that their absence from Netherfield would prevent Mr. Bingley's being there; and as to the loss of their society, she was persuaded that Jane must soon cease to regard it, in the enjoyment of his.

She then read the first sentence aloud, which said they had just decided to follow their brother to town right away and that they planned to have dinner that day on Grosvenor Street, where Mr. Hurst had a house. The next part said, "I don't pretend to regret anything I’ll leave in Hertfordshire, except for your company, my dearest friend; but let's hope that someday we can enjoy many more of the delightful times we've had, and in the meantime, we can ease the pain of separation with frequent and open correspondence. I’m counting on you for that." Elizabeth listened to these lofty words with all the skepticism of distrust, and although she was surprised by their sudden departure, she didn’t find anything in it to truly mourn; their absence from Netherfield wouldn’t stop Mr. Bingley from being there, and as for missing their company, she was sure Jane would soon forget that in the enjoyment of his.

"It is unlucky," said she, after a short pause, "that you should not be able to see your friends before they leave the country. But may we not hope that the period of future happiness to which Miss Bingley looks forward, may arrive earlier than she is aware, and that the delightful intercourse you have known as friends, will be renewed with yet greater satisfaction as sisters?—Mr. Bingley will not be detained in London by them."

"It’s unfortunate," she said after a brief pause, "that you won’t be able to see your friends before they leave the country. But can we hope that the future happiness Miss Bingley is anticipating might come sooner than she expects, and that the wonderful friendship you’ve shared will be rekindled with even more joy as sisters?—Mr. Bingley won’t be held up in London because of them."

"Caroline decidedly says that none of the party will return into Hertfordshire this winter. I will read it to you—

"Caroline clearly states that none of the group will be going back to Hertfordshire this winter. I’ll read it to you—

"When my brother left us yesterday, he imagined that the business which took him to London, might be concluded in three or four days, but as we are certain it cannot be so, and at the same time convinced that when Charles gets to town, he will be in no hurry to leave it again, we have determined on following him thither, that he may not be obliged to spend his vacant hours in a comfortless hotel. Many of my acquaintance are already there for the winter; I wish I could hear that you, my dearest friend, had any intention of making one in the croud, but of that I despair. I sincerely hope your Christmas in Hertfordshire may abound in the gaieties which that season generally brings, and that your beaux will be so numerous as to prevent your feeling the loss of the three, of whom we shall deprive you."

"When my brother left us yesterday, he thought his business in London would be wrapped up in three or four days. However, we’re pretty sure it won’t be, and we also believe that once Charles gets to town, he won’t be in a rush to leave again. So, we’ve decided to follow him there, so he doesn’t have to spend his free time in a dull hotel. Many of my friends are already there for the winter; I wish I could hear that you, my dear friend, planned to join the crowd, but I’m losing hope on that front. I sincerely hope your Christmas in Hertfordshire is filled with all the fun that season usually brings, and that there are so many suitors that you won’t miss the three that we’ll be taking away from you."

"It is evident by this," added Jane, "that he comes back no more this winter."

"It’s clear from this," Jane added, "that he’s not coming back this winter."

"It is only evident that Miss Bingley does not mean he should."

"It’s clear that Miss Bingley doesn’t want him to."

"Why will you think so? It must be his own doing.—He is his own master. But you do not know all. I will read you the passage which particularly hurts me. I will have no reserves from you." "Mr. Darcy is impatient to see his sister, and to confess the truth, we are scarcely less eager to meet her again. I really do not think Georgiana Darcy has her equal for beauty, elegance, and accomplishments; and the affection she inspires in Louisa and myself, is heightened into something still more interesting, from the hope we dare to entertain of her being hereafter our sister. I do not know whether I ever before mentioned to you my feelings on this subject, but I will not leave the country without confiding them, and I trust you will not esteem them unreasonable. My brother admires her greatly already, he will have frequent opportunity now of seeing her on the most intimate footing, her relations all wish the connection as much as his own, and a sister's partiality is not misleading me, I think, when I call Charles most capable of engaging any woman's heart. With all these circumstances to favour an attachment and nothing to prevent it, am I wrong, my dearest Jane, in indulging the hope of an event which will secure the happiness of so many?"

"Why would you think that? It's got to be his own choice. He is in control of his own decisions. But you don’t know everything. I will share with you what’s bothering me the most. I won’t hold anything back from you." "Mr. Darcy is eager to see his sister, and to be honest, we can’t wait to see her again either. I truly believe that Georgiana Darcy is unmatched in beauty, elegance, and talent; and the affection she brings out in Louisa and me is amplified by the hope that she might one day be our sister. I’m not sure if I’ve shared my feelings about this with you before, but I can’t leave the country without telling you, and I hope you don’t think I’m being unreasonable. My brother already admires her a lot, and he’ll have plenty of chances now to see her in close settings, her family supports the connection just as much as he does, and as a sister, I’m not being biased when I say Charles is very capable of winning any woman’s heart. With all these favorable circumstances for a relationship and nothing standing in the way, am I wrong, my dearest Jane, to hope for something that will bring happiness to so many?"

"What think you of this sentence, my dear Lizzy?"—said Jane as she finished it. "Is it not clear enough?—Does it not expressly declare that Caroline neither expects nor wishes me to be her sister; that she is perfectly convinced of her brother's indifference, and that if she suspects the nature of my feelings for him, she means (most kindly!) to put me on my guard? Can there be any other opinion on the subject?"

"What do you think of this sentence, my dear Lizzy?" said Jane as she finished it. "Is it not clear enough? Doesn’t it clearly state that Caroline neither expects nor wants me to be her sister; that she is completely aware of her brother's indifference, and if she suspects how I feel about him, she intends (very kindly!) to give me a heads up? Can there be any other opinion on the matter?"

"Yes, there can; for mine is totally different.—Will you hear it?"

"Yes, there can be; because mine is completely different. Will you listen to it?"

"Most willingly."

"Absolutely."

"You shall have it in few words. Miss Bingley sees that her brother is in love with you, and wants him to marry Miss Darcy. She follows him to town in the hope of keeping him there, and tries to persuade you that he does not care about you."

"You'll get the gist quickly. Miss Bingley realizes her brother is in love with you and wants him to marry Miss Darcy. She goes to town to try to keep him there and attempts to convince you that he doesn't really care about you."

Jane shook her head.

Jane shook her head.

"Indeed, Jane, you ought to believe me.—No one who has ever seen you together, can doubt his affection. Miss Bingley I am sure cannot. She is not such a simpleton. Could she have seen half as much love in Mr. Darcy for herself, she would have ordered her wedding clothes. But the case is this. We are not rich enough, or grand enough for them; and she is the more anxious to get Miss Darcy for her brother, from the notion that when there has been one intermarriage, she may have less trouble in achieving a second; in which there is certainly some ingenuity, and I dare say it would succeed, if Miss de Bourgh were out of the way. But, my dearest Jane, you cannot seriously imagine that because Miss Bingley tells you her brother greatly admires Miss Darcy, he is in the smallest degree less sensible of your merit than when he took leave of you on Tuesday, or that it will be in her power to persuade him that instead of being in love with you, he is very much in love with her friend."

"Honestly, Jane, you should believe me. No one who has ever seen you two together can doubt his feelings. I'm sure Miss Bingley can't either. She's not that naive. If she had ever seen even half as much love from Mr. Darcy towards her, she would already be planning her wedding. But here's the thing: we're not wealthy or important enough for them, and she's even more eager to get Miss Darcy for her brother because she thinks once there's been one marriage, it will be easier to make a second happen. There’s definitely some cleverness in that idea, and I bet it would work if Miss de Bourgh were out of the picture. But, my dear Jane, do you really think that just because Miss Bingley claims her brother admires Miss Darcy a lot, it means he thinks any less of your worth than when he said goodbye to you on Tuesday? Or that she could convince him that instead of being in love with you, he’s actually in love with her friend?"

"If we thought alike of Miss Bingley," replied Jane, "your representation of all this, might make me quite easy. But I know the foundation is unjust. Caroline is incapable of wilfully deceiving any one; and all that I can hope in this case is, that she is deceived herself."

"If we saw Miss Bingley the same way," Jane replied, "your description of everything might relax me a bit. But I know the basis of this situation isn't fair. Caroline can't intentionally mislead anyone; and all I can hope for in this case is that she's been misled herself."

"That is right.—You could not have started a more happy idea, since you will not take comfort in mine. Believe her to be deceived by all means. You have now done your duty by her, and must fret no longer."

"That's right.—You couldn't have come up with a happier idea, since you won't find comfort in mine. By all means, believe that she's been fooled. You've done your part for her now, so you shouldn't worry any longer."

"But, my dear sister, can I be happy, even supposing the best, in accepting a man whose sisters and friends are all wishing him to marry elsewhere?"

"But, my dear sister, can I really be happy, even if everything turns out well, in accepting a man whose sisters and friends all want him to marry someone else?"

"You must decide for yourself," said Elizabeth, "and if upon mature deliberation, you find that the misery of disobliging his two sisters is more than equivalent to the happiness of being his wife, I advise you by all means to refuse him."

"You need to make your own decision," Elizabeth said, "and if after thinking it through, you realize that the pain of upsetting his two sisters outweighs the joy of being his wife, I strongly suggest you turn him down."

"How can you talk so?"—said Jane faintly smiling,—"You must know that though I should be exceedingly grieved at their disapprobation, I could not hesitate."

"How can you say that?" Jane said, faintly smiling. "You must know that while I would be really upset by their disapproval, I couldn't second-guess myself."

"I did not think you would;—and that being the case, I cannot consider your situation with much compassion."

"I didn't think you would; and since that's the case, I can't feel much sympathy for your situation."

"But if he returns no more this winter, my choice will never be required. A thousand things may arise in six months!"

"But if he doesn’t come back this winter, I’ll never need to make a choice. A thousand things could happen in six months!"

The idea of his returning no more Elizabeth treated with the utmost contempt. It appeared to her merely the suggestion of Caroline's interested wishes, and she could not for a moment suppose that those wishes, however openly or artfully spoken, could influence a young man so totally independent of every one.

The thought of him not coming back was dismissed by Elizabeth with complete disdain. To her, it seemed like just a ploy driven by Caroline's selfish desires, and she couldn't even for a second believe that those desires, no matter how openly or cleverly expressed, could sway a young man who was so entirely free from anyone's influence.

She represented to her sister as forcibly as possible what she felt on the subject, and had soon the pleasure of seeing its happy effect. Jane's temper was not desponding, and she was gradually led to hope, though the diffidence of affection sometimes overcame the hope, that Bingley would return to Netherfield and answer every wish of her heart.

She made it clear to her sister just how she felt about the situation, and soon she was pleased to see a positive change. Jane wasn't one to be negative, and she slowly started to hope—though her shyness about her feelings sometimes got in the way of that hope—that Bingley would come back to Netherfield and fulfill all her dreams.

They agreed that Mrs. Bennet should only hear of the departure of the family, without being alarmed on the score of the gentleman's conduct; but even this partial communication gave her a great deal of concern, and she bewailed it as exceedingly unlucky that the ladies should happen to go away, just as they were all getting so intimate together. After lamenting it however at some length, she had the consolation of thinking that Mr. Bingley would be soon down again and soon dining at Longbourn, and the conclusion of all was the comfortable declaration that, though he had been invited only to a family dinner, she would take care to have two full courses.

They agreed that Mrs. Bennet should only hear about the family's departure without being worried about the gentleman's behavior; but even this limited information caused her a lot of distress, and she mourned how unfortunate it was that the ladies had to leave just as they were all becoming so close. After complaining about it for a while, she found comfort in the thought that Mr. Bingley would be back soon and dining at Longbourn again, and in the end, she cheerfully declared that, although he had only been invited to a family dinner, she would make sure to have two full courses ready.


CHAPTER XXII.

The Bennets were engaged to dine with the Lucases, and again during the chief of the day, was Miss Lucas so kind as to listen to Mr. Collins. Elizabeth took an opportunity of thanking her. "It keeps him in good humour," said she, "and I am more obliged to you than I can express." Charlotte assured her friend of her satisfaction in being useful, and that it amply repaid her for the little sacrifice of her time. This was very amiable, but Charlotte's kindness extended farther than Elizabeth had any conception of;—its object was nothing less, than to secure her from any return of Mr. Collins's addresses, by engaging them towards herself. Such was Miss Lucas's scheme; and appearances were so favourable that when they parted at night, she would have felt almost sure of success if he had not been to leave Hertfordshire so very soon. But here, she did injustice to the fire and independence of his character, for it led him to escape out of Longbourn House the next morning with admirable slyness, and hasten to Lucas Lodge to throw himself at her feet. He was anxious to avoid the notice of his cousins, from a conviction that if they saw him depart, they could not fail to conjecture his design, and he was not willing to have the attempt known till its success could be known likewise; for though feeling almost secure, and with reason, for Charlotte had been tolerably encouraging, he was comparatively diffident since the adventure of Wednesday. His reception however was of the most flattering kind. Miss Lucas perceived him from an upper window as he walked towards the house, and instantly set out to meet him accidentally in the lane. But little had she dared to hope that so much love and eloquence awaited her there.

The Bennets were invited to dinner with the Lucases, and once again, during the main part of the day, Miss Lucas kindly listened to Mr. Collins. Elizabeth took a moment to thank her. "It keeps him in a good mood," she said, "and I can’t express how grateful I am to you." Charlotte assured her friend that she was happy to be helpful, and that it made up for the small sacrifice of her time. This was very kind, but Charlotte's kindness went further than Elizabeth realized—her goal was nothing less than to protect Elizabeth from any renewed advances from Mr. Collins by shifting his attention to herself. That was Miss Lucas's plan; and things looked so promising that when they parted at night, she would have felt almost certain of success if he hadn’t been leaving Hertfordshire so soon. But in this, she underestimated the fire and independence of his character, which led him to sneak out of Longbourn House the next morning and hurry to Lucas Lodge to throw himself at her feet. He wanted to avoid his cousins' notice, believing that if they saw him leave, they would surely guess his intentions, and he didn’t want his attempt known until he was sure of its success; for although he felt nearly secure—rightly so, as Charlotte had been fairly encouraging—he was somewhat shy after the incident on Wednesday. However, his reception was incredibly flattering. Miss Lucas spotted him from an upper window as he walked toward the house, and she immediately went out to meet him in the lane. Little did she dare to hope that so much love and eloquence awaited her there.

In as short a time as Mr. Collins's long speeches would allow, every thing was settled between them to the satisfaction of both; and as they entered the house, he earnestly entreated her to name the day that was to make him the happiest of men; and though such a solicitation must be waved for the present, the lady felt no inclination to trifle with his happiness. The stupidity with which he was favoured by nature, must guard his courtship from any charm that could make a woman wish for its continuance; and Miss Lucas, who accepted him solely from the pure and disinterested desire of an establishment, cared not how soon that establishment were gained.

In the short amount of time that Mr. Collins’s long speeches allowed, everything was settled between them to their mutual satisfaction; and as they entered the house, he earnestly asked her to choose the day that would make him the happiest man alive. Though she had to put that request aside for now, she had no desire to play with his happiness. His natural dullness kept his courtship from having any appeal that would make a woman want it to last, and Miss Lucas, who agreed to marry him purely out of a selfless desire for security, didn’t care how soon that security was achieved.

Sir William and Lady Lucas were speedily applied to for their consent; and it was bestowed with a most joyful alacrity. Mr. Collins's present circumstances made it a most eligible match for their daughter, to whom they could give little fortune; and his prospects of future wealth were exceedingly fair. Lady Lucas began directly to calculate with more interest than the matter had ever excited before, how many years longer Mr. Bennet was likely to live; and Sir William gave it as his decided opinion, that whenever Mr. Collins should be in possession of the Longbourn estate, it would be highly expedient that both he and his wife should make their appearance at St. James's. The whole family in short were properly overjoyed on the occasion. The younger girls formed hopes of coming out a year or two sooner than they might otherwise have done; and the boys were relieved from their apprehension of Charlotte's dying an old maid. Charlotte herself was tolerably composed. She had gained her point, and had time to consider of it. Her reflections were in general satisfactory. Mr. Collins to be sure was neither sensible nor agreeable; his society was irksome, and his attachment to her must be imaginary. But still he would be her husband.—Without thinking highly either of men or of matrimony, marriage had always been her object; it was the only honourable provision for well-educated young women of small fortune, and however uncertain of giving happiness, must be their pleasantest preservative from want. This preservative she had now obtained; and at the age of twenty-seven, without having ever been handsome, she felt all the good luck of it. The least agreeable circumstance in the business, was the surprise it must occasion to Elizabeth Bennet, whose friendship she valued beyond that of any other person. Elizabeth would wonder, and probably would blame her; and though her resolution was not to be shaken, her feelings must be hurt by such disapprobation. She resolved to give her the information herself, and therefore charged Mr. Collins when he returned to Longbourn to dinner, to drop no hint of what had passed before any of the family. A promise of secrecy was of course very dutifully given, but it could not be kept without difficulty; for the curiosity excited by his long absence, burst forth in such very direct questions on his return, as required some ingenuity to evade, and he was at the same time exercising great self-denial, for he was longing to publish his prosperous love.

Sir William and Lady Lucas were quickly asked for their consent, which they granted with great joy. Mr. Collins's current situation made it a very good match for their daughter, as they could provide her with little money, and his future prospects were quite promising. Lady Lucas immediately started calculating, with more interest than ever before, how many more years Mr. Bennet might live. Sir William confidently stated that once Mr. Collins took over the Longbourn estate, it would be very wise for both him and his wife to make their appearances at St. James's. In short, the entire family was genuinely thrilled about the news. The younger girls hoped they could "come out" a year or two earlier than they might have otherwise, and the boys were relieved from their fears of Charlotte dying an old maid. Charlotte herself was fairly composed. She had achieved her goal and had time to think about it. Her thoughts were generally satisfactory. Mr. Collins was certainly neither sensible nor agreeable; his company was annoying, and his affection for her must be imaginary. But he would still be her husband. Without holding a high opinion of either men or marriage, she had always regarded marriage as her goal; it was the only respectable option for well-educated young women with little fortune, and while it might not guarantee happiness, it was certainly the best way to avoid poverty. This safety net she had now secured; and at twenty-seven, having never been attractive, she recognized how fortunate she was. The least pleasant aspect of the situation was the surprise it would cause Elizabeth Bennet, whose friendship she valued more than anyone else's. Elizabeth would be shocked and probably would judge her; and although Charlotte was determined not to let this sway her, she knew her feelings would be hurt by such disapproval. She decided she would tell Elizabeth herself, so she instructed Mr. Collins, when he returned to Longbourn for dinner, to mention nothing about what had happened in front of the family. He dutifully promised to keep it a secret, but it proved difficult as the curiosity sparked by his long absence led to direct questions upon his return that required some cleverness to avoid. At the same time, he was practicing great self-control because he was eager to share the news of his successful courtship.

As he was to begin his journey too early on the morrow to see any of the family, the ceremony of leave-taking was performed when the ladies moved for the night; and Mrs. Bennet with great politeness and cordiality said how happy they should be to see him at Longbourn again, whenever his other engagements might allow him to visit them.

As he was set to start his journey too early tomorrow to see any of the family, the goodbye ceremony took place when the ladies were heading off for the night; and Mrs. Bennet, with great politeness and warmth, stated how glad they would be to see him at Longbourn again whenever his other commitments allowed him to visit.

"My dear Madam," he replied, "this invitation is particularly gratifying, because it is what I have been hoping to receive; and you may be very certain that I shall avail myself of it as soon as possible."

"My dear Madam," he replied, "this invitation is especially pleasing, because it’s what I’ve been hoping to receive; and you can be sure that I will take advantage of it as soon as I can."

They were all astonished; and Mr. Bennet, who could by no means wish for so speedy a return, immediately said,

They were all surprised; and Mr. Bennet, who definitely didn’t want such a quick return, immediately said,

"But is there not danger of Lady Catherine's disapprobation here, my good sir?—You had better neglect your relations, than run the risk of offending your patroness."

"But isn't there a risk of Lady Catherine disapproving, my good sir?—You might be better off ignoring your family than risking offending your benefactor."

"My dear sir," replied Mr. Collins, "I am particularly obliged to you for this friendly caution, and you may depend upon my not taking so material a step without her ladyship's concurrence."

"My dear sir," replied Mr. Collins, "I really appreciate your friendly warning, and you can count on me not to take such an important step without her ladyship's agreement."

"You cannot be too much on your guard. Risk any thing rather than her displeasure; and if you find it likely to be raised by your coming to us again, which I should think exceedingly probable, stay quietly at home, and be satisfied that we shall take no offence."

"You need to stay on your guard. It's better to risk anything than to upset her; and if you think that coming to us again might make her unhappy, which I think is very likely, just stay at home and know that we won’t take any offense."

"Believe me, my dear sir, my gratitude is warmly excited by such affectionate attention; and depend upon it, you will speedily receive from me a letter of thanks for this, as well as for every other mark of your regard during my stay in Hertfordshire. As for my fair cousins, though my absence may not be long enough to render it necessary, I shall now take the liberty of wishing them health and happiness, not excepting my cousin Elizabeth."

"Trust me, my dear sir, I truly appreciate your kind attention; rest assured, you will soon receive a thank-you letter from me for this, as well as for every other thoughtful gesture you’ve shown during my time in Hertfordshire. As for my lovely cousins, even though my time away may not be long enough to make it necessary, I want to take this moment to wish them health and happiness, including my cousin Elizabeth."

With proper civilities the ladies then withdrew; all of them equally surprised to find that he meditated a quick return. Mrs. Bennet wished to understand by it that he thought of paying his addresses to one of her younger girls, and Mary might have been prevailed on to accept him. She rated his abilities much higher than any of the others; there was a solidity in his reflections which often struck her, and though by no means so clever as herself, she thought that if encouraged to read and improve himself by such an example as her's, he might become a very agreeable companion. But on the following morning, every hope of this kind was done away. Miss Lucas called soon after breakfast, and in a private conference with Elizabeth related the event of the day before.

With polite farewells, the ladies then left; all of them equally surprised to find that he planned to return quickly. Mrs. Bennet hoped this meant he was considering pursuing one of her younger daughters, and Mary might have been convinced to accept him. She held his abilities in much higher regard than the others; there was a depth to his thoughts that often impressed her, and even though he wasn't as clever as she was, she believed that with encouragement to read and better himself through her example, he could become a very pleasant companion. But the next morning, all hope of this kind vanished. Miss Lucas dropped by shortly after breakfast and had a private discussion with Elizabeth about what had happened the day before.

The possibility of Mr. Collins's fancying himself in love with her friend had once occurred to Elizabeth within the last day or two; but that Charlotte could encourage him, seemed almost as far from possibility as that she could encourage him herself, and her astonishment was consequently so great as to overcome at first the bounds of decorum, and she could not help crying out,

The idea that Mr. Collins might think he's in love with her friend had crossed Elizabeth's mind in the last couple of days; but the thought that Charlotte could encourage him seemed nearly impossible, just like the idea that she could encourage him herself. Her surprise was so overwhelming that it initially broke her sense of propriety, and she couldn’t help but exclaim,

"Engaged to Mr. Collins! my dear Charlotte,—impossible!"

"Engaged to Mr. Collins! My dear Charlotte—unbelievable!"

The steady countenance which Miss Lucas had commanded in telling her story, gave way to a momentary confusion here on receiving so direct a reproach; though, as it was no more than she expected, she soon regained her composure, and calmly replied,

The steady demeanor that Miss Lucas had maintained while telling her story faltered for a moment upon receiving such a direct accusation; however, since it was exactly what she expected, she quickly regained her composure and calmly responded,

"Why should you be surprised, my dear Eliza?—Do you think it incredible that Mr. Collins should be able to procure any woman's good opinion, because he was not so happy as to succeed with you?"

"Why are you surprised, my dear Eliza? Do you really think it's hard to believe that Mr. Collins could win any woman's favor just because he wasn't successful with you?"

But Elizabeth had now recollected herself, and making a strong effort for it, was able to assure her with tolerable firmness that the prospect of their relationship was highly grateful to her, and that she wished her all imaginable happiness.

But Elizabeth had now gathered herself, and with a strong effort, was able to confidently assure her that the idea of their relationship was really pleasing to her, and that she wished her all the happiness imaginable.

"I see what you are feeling," replied Charlotte,—"you must be surprised, very much surprised,—so lately as Mr. Collins was wishing to marry you. But when you have had time to think it all over, I hope you will be satisfied with what I have done. I am not romantic you know. I never was. I ask only a comfortable home; and considering Mr. Collins's character, connections, and situation in life, I am convinced that my chance of happiness with him is as fair, as most people can boast on entering the marriage state."

"I get how you feel," Charlotte replied. "You must be shocked, really shocked—especially since Mr. Collins just recently wanted to marry you. But once you've had time to think it over, I hope you'll be okay with what I've done. I'm not someone who believes in romance, you know. I've never been. I just want a comfortable home, and given Mr. Collins's character, connections, and situation in life, I'm sure my chances of happiness with him are as good as most people can hope for when they get married."

Elizabeth quietly answered "Undoubtedly;"—and after an awkward pause, they returned to the rest of the family. Charlotte did not stay much longer, and Elizabeth was then left to reflect on what she had heard. It was a long time before she became at all reconciled to the idea of so unsuitable a match. The strangeness of Mr. Collins's making two offers of marriage within three days, was nothing in comparison of his being now accepted. She had always felt that Charlotte's opinion of matrimony was not exactly like her own, but she could not have supposed it possible that when called into action, she would have sacrificed every better feeling to worldly advantage. Charlotte the wife of Mr. Collins, was a most humiliating picture!—And to the pang of a friend disgracing herself and sunk in her esteem, was added the distressing conviction that it was impossible for that friend to be tolerably happy in the lot she had chosen.

Elizabeth quietly replied, "Definitely;"—and after an awkward pause, they went back to join the rest of the family. Charlotte didn't stick around much longer, leaving Elizabeth to think about what she had just heard. It took her a long time to come to terms with the idea of such an unsuitable match. The fact that Mr. Collins made two marriage proposals within three days was nothing compared to the reality that he was now accepted. Elizabeth had always sensed that Charlotte's views on marriage were different from hers, but she never thought it possible that in the moment of decision, Charlotte would trade her better feelings for material gain. The thought of Charlotte as Mr. Collins's wife was a truly humiliating image!—And on top of the pain of seeing a friend disgrace herself and diminish in her regard, there was the upsetting realization that it was unlikely for that friend to be truly happy in the choice she had made.


CHAPTER XXIII.

Elizabeth was sitting with her mother and sisters, reflecting on what she had heard, and doubting whether she were authorised to mention it, when Sir William Lucas himself appeared, sent by his daughter to announce her engagement to the family. With many compliments to them, and much self-gratulation on the prospect of a connection between the houses, he unfolded the matter,—to an audience not merely wondering, but incredulous; for Mrs. Bennet, with more perseverance than politeness, protested he must be entirely mistaken, and Lydia, always unguarded and often uncivil, boisterously exclaimed,

Elizabeth was sitting with her mom and sisters, thinking about what she had just heard and unsure if she should bring it up when Sir William Lucas himself showed up, sent by his daughter to announce her engagement to the family. With lots of compliments and some self-satisfaction about the connection between the families, he revealed the news—to an audience that was not just curious, but also skeptical; for Mrs. Bennet, with more determination than politeness, insisted that he must be completely wrong, and Lydia, always reckless and often rude, loudly exclaimed,

"Good Lord! Sir William, how can you tell such a story?—Do not you know that Mr. Collins wants to marry Lizzy?"

"Good Lord! Sir William, how can you tell such a story? Don’t you know that Mr. Collins wants to marry Lizzy?"

Nothing less than the complaisance of a courtier could have borne without anger such treatment; but Sir William's good breeding carried him through it all; and though he begged leave to be positive as to the truth of his information, he listened to all their impertinence with the most forbearing courtesy.

Nothing less than the politeness of a courtier could have tolerated such treatment without getting upset; but Sir William's good manners saw him through it all; and although he insisted on the accuracy of his information, he endured all their rudeness with remarkable patience.

Elizabeth, feeling it incumbent on her to relieve him from so unpleasant a situation, now put herself forward to confirm his account, by mentioning her prior knowledge of it from Charlotte herself; and endeavoured to put a stop to the exclamations of her mother and sisters, by the earnestness of her congratulations to Sir William, in which she was readily joined by Jane, and by making a variety of remarks on the happiness that might be expected from the match, the excellent character of Mr. Collins, and the convenient distance of Hunsford from London.

Elizabeth, feeling it was her duty to help him out of such an uncomfortable situation, stepped in to back up his story by mentioning that she had heard about it from Charlotte herself. She tried to quiet the excited comments from her mother and sisters by enthusiastically congratulating Sir William, a sentiment that Jane quickly supported. She also made several remarks about the happiness that could come from the engagement, Mr. Collins's good character, and how conveniently located Hunsford was from London.

Mrs. Bennet was in fact too much overpowered to say a great deal while Sir William remained; but no sooner had he left them than her feelings found a rapid vent. In the first place, she persisted in disbelieving the whole of the matter; secondly, she was very sure that Mr. Collins had been taken in; thirdly, she trusted that they would never be happy together; and fourthly, that the match might be broken off. Two inferences, however, were plainly deduced from the whole; one, that Elizabeth was the real cause of all the mischief; and the other, that she herself had been barbarously used by them all; and on these two points she principally dwelt during the rest of the day. Nothing could console and nothing appease her.—Nor did that day wear out her resentment. A week elapsed before she could see Elizabeth without scolding her, a month passed away before she could speak to Sir William or Lady Lucas without being rude, and many months were gone before she could at all forgive their daughter.

Mrs. Bennet was really too overwhelmed to say much while Sir William was there; but as soon as he left, her feelings quickly burst out. First, she refused to believe any of it; second, she was convinced that Mr. Collins had been fooled; third, she hoped they would never be happy together; and fourth, she wanted the engagement to be called off. However, two conclusions were clear from the whole situation: one, that Elizabeth was the real source of all the trouble; and the other, that she herself had been treated horribly by everyone. She focused mainly on these two points for the rest of the day. Nothing could comfort or calm her. And that day didn’t lessen her anger. A week went by before she could see Elizabeth without scolding her, a month passed before she could talk to Sir William or Lady Lucas without being rude, and many months went by before she could forgive their daughter at all.

Mr. Bennet's emotions were much more tranquil on the occasion, and such as he did experience he pronounced to be of a most agreeable sort; for it gratified him, he said, to discover that Charlotte Lucas, whom he had been used to think tolerably sensible, was as foolish as his wife, and more foolish than his daughter!

Mr. Bennet's feelings were much calmer on this occasion, and the emotions he did have were quite pleasant; he said it pleased him to find out that Charlotte Lucas, whom he had always thought was fairly sensible, was as foolish as his wife and even more foolish than his daughter!

Jane confessed herself a little surprised at the match; but she said less of her astonishment than of her earnest desire for their happiness; nor could Elizabeth persuade her to consider it as improbable. Kitty and Lydia were far from envying Miss Lucas, for Mr. Collins was only a clergyman; and it affected them in no other way than as a piece of news to spread at Meryton.

Jane admitted she was a bit surprised by the match; but she spoke more of her genuine wish for their happiness than her astonishment; nor could Elizabeth convince her to see it as unlikely. Kitty and Lydia were far from envying Miss Lucas, since Mr. Collins was just a clergyman; it only affected them as something to gossip about in Meryton.

Lady Lucas could not be insensible of triumph on being able to retort on Mrs. Bennet the comfort of having a daughter well married; and she called at Longbourn rather oftener than usual to say how happy she was, though Mrs. Bennet's sour looks and ill-natured remarks might have been enough to drive happiness away.

Lady Lucas couldn't help but feel a sense of triumph when she could respond to Mrs. Bennet about the joy of having a well-married daughter. She visited Longbourn more often than usual to express how happy she was, even though Mrs. Bennet's sour expressions and rude comments could have easily chased happiness away.

Between Elizabeth and Charlotte there was a restraint which kept them mutually silent on the subject; and Elizabeth felt persuaded that no real confidence could ever subsist between them again. Her disappointment in Charlotte made her turn with fonder regard to her sister, of whose rectitude and delicacy she was sure her opinion could never be shaken, and for whose happiness she grew daily more anxious, as Bingley had now been gone a week, and nothing was heard of his return.

Between Elizabeth and Charlotte, there was a tension that kept them both quiet on the subject, and Elizabeth was convinced that they could never truly trust each other again. Her disappointment in Charlotte made her appreciate her sister more, knowing that her opinion of her sister’s integrity and sensitivity would never change. Elizabeth became increasingly worried about her sister’s happiness, especially since Bingley had been gone for a week, and there had been no news of his return.

Jane had sent Caroline an early answer to her letter, and was counting the days till she might reasonably hope to hear again. The promised letter of thanks from Mr. Collins arrived on Tuesday, addressed to their father, and written with all the solemnity of gratitude which a twelvemonth's abode in the family might have prompted. After discharging his conscience on that head, he proceeded to inform them, with many rapturous expressions, of his happiness in having obtained the affection of their amiable neighbour, Miss Lucas, and then explained that it was merely with the view of enjoying her society that he had been so ready to close with their kind wish of seeing him again at Longbourn, whither he hoped to be able to return on Monday fortnight; for Lady Catherine, he added, so heartily approved his marriage, that she wished it to take place as soon as possible, which he trusted would be an unanswerable argument with his amiable Charlotte to name an early day for making him the happiest of men.

Jane had sent Caroline a quick reply to her letter and was counting down the days until she could expect to hear back. The promised thank-you letter from Mr. Collins arrived on Tuesday, addressed to their father and written with all the solemnity of gratitude that a year of living with the family might inspire. After clearing his conscience on that matter, he went on to share, with many excited expressions, his happiness in winning the affection of their charming neighbor, Miss Lucas, and then explained that he had been eager to come back to Longbourn just to enjoy her company. He hoped to return in two weeks; he added that Lady Catherine was so supportive of his marriage that she wanted it to happen as soon as possible, which he believed would be a convincing argument for his lovely Charlotte to set a date soon to make him the happiest of men.

Mr. Collins's return into Hertfordshire was no longer a matter of pleasure to Mrs. Bennet. On the contrary she was as much disposed to complain of it as her husband.—It was very strange that he should come to Longbourn instead of to Lucas Lodge; it was also very inconvenient and exceedingly troublesome.—She hated having visitors in the house while her health was so indifferent, and lovers were of all people the most disagreeable. Such were the gentle murmurs of Mrs. Bennet, and they gave way only to the greater distress of Mr. Bingley's continued absence.

Mr. Collins's return to Hertfordshire was no longer a source of joy for Mrs. Bennet. On the contrary, she was just as inclined to complain about it as her husband was. It was quite odd that he chose to visit Longbourn instead of Lucas Lodge; it was also very inconvenient and extremely bothersome. She despised having guests in the house while her health was so poor, and suitors were the most annoying of all. Such were the mild complaints of Mrs. Bennet, which were only overshadowed by the greater worry of Mr. Bingley's ongoing absence.

Neither Jane nor Elizabeth were comfortable on this subject. Day after day passed away without bringing any other tidings of him than the report which shortly prevailed in Meryton of his coming no more to Netherfield the whole winter; a report which highly incensed Mrs. Bennet, and which she never failed to contradict as a most scandalous falsehood.

Neither Jane nor Elizabeth were comfortable discussing this topic. Day after day went by without any news about him other than the rumor that quickly spread in Meryton that he wouldn't be returning to Netherfield for the entire winter; a rumor that greatly angered Mrs. Bennet, and she consistently refuted it as a downright scandalous lie.

Even Elizabeth began to fear—not that Bingley was indifferent—but that his sisters would be successful in keeping him away. Unwilling as she was to admit an idea so destructive of Jane's happiness, and so dishonourable to the stability of her lover, she could not prevent its frequently recurring. The united efforts of his two unfeeling sisters and of his overpowering friend, assisted by the attractions of Miss Darcy and the amusements of London, might be too much, she feared, for the strength of his attachment.

Even Elizabeth started to worry—not that Bingley didn’t care, but that his sisters would succeed in keeping him away. Even though she didn’t want to accept a thought so harmful to Jane's happiness and so unfair to her lover’s loyalty, she couldn’t stop it from coming back to her mind. She feared that the combined efforts of his two uncaring sisters and his dominating friend, along with Miss Darcy’s appeal and the distractions of London, might be too much for the strength of his feelings.

As for Jane, her anxiety under this suspence was, of course, more painful than Elizabeth's; but whatever she felt she was desirous of concealing, and between herself and Elizabeth, therefore, the subject was never alluded to. But as no such delicacy restrained her mother, an hour seldom passed in which she did not talk of Bingley, express her impatience for his arrival, or even require Jane to confess that if he did not come back, she should think herself very ill used. It needed all Jane's steady mildness to bear these attacks with tolerable tranquillity.

As for Jane, her anxiety in this situation was, of course, more painful than Elizabeth's; but whatever she felt, she wanted to keep hidden, so the topic was never brought up between her and Elizabeth. However, since her mother didn’t share that same restraint, hardly an hour went by without her talking about Bingley, expressing her impatience for his return, or even demanding that Jane admit that if he didn’t come back, she would feel seriously mistreated. It took all of Jane's calm demeanor to handle these comments with a reasonable amount of peace.

Mr. Collins returned most punctually on the Monday fortnight, but his reception at Longbourn was not quite so gracious as it had been on his first introduction. He was too happy, however, to need much attention; and luckily for the others, the business of love-making relieved them from a great deal of his company. The chief of every day was spent by him at Lucas Lodge, and he sometimes returned to Longbourn only in time to make an apology for his absence before the family went to bed.

Mr. Collins returned right on time the Monday two weeks later, but his welcome at Longbourn wasn't as warm as it had been during his first visit. He was too thrilled, though, to require much attention; and fortunately for everyone else, his courtship kept him away from them a lot. Most of his days were spent at Lucas Lodge, and he sometimes came back to Longbourn just in time to offer an apology for missing dinner before the family went to bed.

Mrs. Bennet was really in a most pitiable state. The very mention of any thing concerning the match threw her into an agony of ill humour, and wherever she went she was sure of hearing it talked of. The sight of Miss Lucas was odious to her. As her successor in that house, she regarded her with jealous abhorrence. Whenever Charlotte came to see them she concluded her to be anticipating the hour of possession; and whenever she spoke in a low voice to Mr. Collins, was convinced that they were talking of the Longbourn estate, and resolving to turn herself and her daughters out of the house, as soon as Mr. Bennet were dead. She complained bitterly of all this to her husband.

Mrs. Bennet was really in a terrible state. Just mentioning anything about the match put her in a bad mood, and wherever she went, she was bound to hear people talking about it. The sight of Miss Lucas made her sick. As the likely new mistress of that house, she viewed her with jealous disgust. Whenever Charlotte visited, she couldn’t help but think that she was eagerly waiting for her chance to take over. And whenever Charlotte spoke quietly to Mr. Collins, she was sure they were discussing the Longbourn estate and planning to kick her and her daughters out as soon as Mr. Bennet passed away. She complained bitterly about all of this to her husband.

"Indeed, Mr. Bennet," said she, "it is very hard to think that Charlotte Lucas should ever be mistress of this house, that I should be forced to make way for her, and live to see her take my place in it!"

"Honestly, Mr. Bennet," she said, "it’s really tough to accept that Charlotte Lucas could ever be in charge of this house, that I would have to step aside for her, and live to watch her take my spot here!"

"My dear, do not give way to such gloomy thoughts. Let us hope for better things. Let us flatter ourselves that I may be the survivor."

"My dear, don't give in to such depressing thoughts. Let's hope for better things. Let's convince ourselves that I might be the one who survives."

This was not very consoling to Mrs. Bennet, and, therefore, instead of making any answer, she went on as before,

This didn’t comfort Mrs. Bennet much, so instead of responding, she continued on as before,

"I cannot bear to think that they should have all this estate. If it was not for the entail I should not mind it."

"I can't stand the thought of them having all this property. If it weren't for the inheritance rules, I wouldn't care."

"What should not you mind?"

"What shouldn't you mind?"

"I should not mind any thing at all."

"I wouldn't mind anything at all."

"Let us be thankful that you are preserved from a state of such insensibility."

"Let’s be grateful that you are saved from a state of such numbness."

"I never can be thankful, Mr. Bennet, for any thing about the entail. How any one could have the conscience to entail away an estate from one's own daughters I cannot understand; and all for the sake of Mr. Collins too!—Why should he have it more than anybody else?"

"I can never be grateful, Mr. Bennet, for anything regarding the entail. I can't understand how anyone could have the heart to cut an estate off from their own daughters, all for the sake of Mr. Collins too!—Why should he get it more than anyone else?"

"I leave it to yourself to determine," said Mr. Bennet.

"I'll let you decide for yourself," said Mr. Bennet.

END OF VOL. I.


A VICARAGE HOUSE.


PRIDE AND PREJUDICE:

A NOVEL.

IN THREE VOLUMES.

BY THE AUTHOR OF "SENSE AND SENSIBILITY."

VOL. II.

 

 

 

London:
PRINTED FOR T. EGERTON,
MILITARY LIBRARY, WHITEHALL.
1813.

London:
PRINTED FOR T. EGERTON,
MILITARY LIBRARY, WHITEHALL.
1813.


PRIDE & PREJUDICE.


CHAPTER I.

Miss Bingley's letter arrived, and put an end to doubt. The very first sentence conveyed the assurance of their being all settled in London for the winter, and concluded with her brother's regret at not having had time to pay his respects to his friends in Hertfordshire before he left the country.

Miss Bingley's letter arrived, putting an end to any uncertainty. The very first sentence confirmed that they were all settled in London for the winter and ended with her brother's regret for not having had time to visit his friends in Hertfordshire before he left the country.

Hope was over, entirely over; and when Jane could attend to the rest of the letter, she found little, except the professed affection of the writer, that could give her any comfort. Miss Darcy's praise occupied the chief of it. Her many attractions were again dwelt on, and Caroline boasted joyfully of their increasing intimacy, and ventured to predict the accomplishment of the wishes which had been unfolded in her former letter. She wrote also with great pleasure of her brother's being an inmate of Mr. Darcy's house, and mentioned with raptures, some plans of the latter with regard to new furniture.

Hope was completely gone; and when Jane could focus on the rest of the letter, she found little that brought her any comfort, aside from the writer's professed affection. Most of it was taken up by Miss Darcy's praises. Caroline happily went on about her many charms and boasted about their growing friendship, even daring to predict that her earlier wishes would come true. She also wrote with great joy about her brother living at Mr. Darcy's house and gushed over some of Mr. Darcy's plans for new furniture.

Elizabeth, to whom Jane very soon communicated the chief of all this, heard it in silent indignation. Her heart was divided between concern for her sister, and resentment against all the others. To Caroline's assertion of her brother's being partial to Miss Darcy she paid no credit. That he was really fond of Jane, she doubted no more than she had ever done; and much as she had always been disposed to like him, she could not think without anger, hardly without contempt, on that easiness of temper, that want of proper resolution which now made him the slave of his designing friends, and led him to sacrifice his own happiness to the caprice of their inclinations. Had his own happiness, however, been the only sacrifice, he might have been allowed to sport with it in what ever manner he thought best; but her sister's was involved in it, as she thought he must be sensible himself. It was a subject, in short, on which reflection would be long indulged, and must be unavailing. She could think of nothing else, and yet whether Bingley's regard had really died away, or were suppressed by his friends' interference; whether he had been aware of Jane's attachment, or whether it had escaped his observation; whichever were the case, though her opinion of him must be materially affected by the difference, her sister's situation remained the same, her peace equally wounded.

Elizabeth, who Jane quickly told about everything, listened in silent anger. She was torn between worrying about her sister and feeling resentment towards everyone else. She didn’t believe Caroline's claim that her brother preferred Miss Darcy. She had no doubt that he genuinely liked Jane, just as she always had; and even though she had always been inclined to like him, she couldn’t help but feel anger—almost contempt—about his easygoing nature and lack of willpower, which made him a pawn of his scheming friends and led him to sacrifice his own happiness for their whims. If his own happiness had been the only thing at stake, he might have been able to handle it however he wanted; but her sister’s happiness was involved too, and she thought he had to be aware of that. Ultimately, it was a topic that she would think about for a long time, but it wouldn't change anything. She couldn’t focus on anything else, and still, whether Bingley’s feelings had truly faded or were just being held back by his friends; whether he knew about Jane’s feelings or didn’t notice them at all; no matter the situation, even though her opinion of him would change based on this difference, her sister’s predicament remained unchanged, and her peace was still hurt.

A day or two passed before Jane had courage to speak of her feelings to Elizabeth; but at last on Mrs. Bennet's leaving them together, after a longer irritation than usual about Netherfield and its master, she could not help saying,

A day or two went by before Jane felt brave enough to talk to Elizabeth about her feelings; but finally, when Mrs. Bennet left them alone after a longer than usual rant about Netherfield and its owner, she couldn't help but say,

"Oh! that my dear mother had more command over herself; she can have no idea of the pain she gives me by her continual reflections on him. But I will not repine. It cannot last long. He will be forgot, and we shall all be as we were before."

"Oh! if only my dear mother could control herself better; she has no idea how much pain her constant thoughts about him cause me. But I won't complain. This won't last long. He will be forgotten, and we'll all be back to how we were before."

Elizabeth looked at her sister with incredulous solicitude, but said nothing.

Elizabeth glanced at her sister with a mix of concern and disbelief, but remained silent.

"You doubt me," cried Jane, slightly colouring; "indeed you have no reason. He may live in my memory as the most amiable man of my acquaintance, but that is all. I have nothing either to hope or fear, and nothing to reproach him with. Thank God! I have not that pain. A little time therefore.—I shall certainly try to get the better."

"You doubt me," Jane exclaimed, her face slightly flushed. "But honestly, you have no reason to. He might be remembered as the kindest person I know, but that's it. I have nothing to hope for or fear, and I don't hold anything against him. Thank God! I don't have that pain. So, just give it a little time—I'll definitely try to move on."

With a stronger voice she soon added, "I have this comfort immediately, that it has not been more than an error of fancy on my side, and that it has done no harm to any one but myself."

With a stronger voice, she quickly added, "I take comfort in knowing that it was just a mistake on my part, and that it hasn't harmed anyone except me."

"My dear Jane!" exclaimed Elizabeth, "you are too good. Your sweetness and disinterestedness are really angelic; I do not know what to say to you. I feel as if I had never done you justice, or loved you as you deserve."

"My dear Jane!" Elizabeth exclaimed, "you are too kind. Your kindness and selflessness are truly angelic; I don’t know what to say to you. I feel like I've never given you the credit you deserve or loved you the way you should be loved."

Miss Bennet eagerly disclaimed all extraordinary merit, and threw back the praise on her sister's warm affection.

Miss Bennet quickly denied any special credit and redirected the praise to her sister's deep affection.

"Nay," said Elizabeth, "this is not fair. You wish to think all the world respectable, and are hurt if I speak ill of any body. I only want to think you perfect, and you set yourself against it. Do not be afraid of my running into any excess, of my encroaching on your privilege of universal good will. You need not. There are few people whom I really love, and still fewer of whom I think well. The more I see of the world, the more am I dissatisfied with it; and every day confirms my belief of the inconsistency of all human characters, and of the little dependence that can be placed on the appearance of either merit or sense. I have met with two instances lately; one I will not mention; the other is Charlotte's marriage. It is unaccountable! in every view it is unaccountable!"

"No," Elizabeth said, "that's not fair. You want to believe everyone in the world is respectable and get upset if I say something negative about anyone. I just want to think you are perfect, and you push back against that. Don't worry about me going too far or infringing on your right to assume goodwill everywhere. You really don’t need to. There are very few people I genuinely love, and even fewer I think highly of. The more I experience the world, the more dissatisfied I become with it; and each day strengthens my belief in the inconsistency of human nature and how little we can rely on appearances of merit or intelligence. I’ve come across two examples recently; one I won't mention, but the other is Charlotte's marriage. It's baffling! From every angle, it's baffling!"

"My dear Lizzy, do not give way to such feelings as these. They will ruin your happiness. You do not make allowance enough for difference of situation and temper. Consider Mr. Collins's respectability, and Charlotte's prudent, steady character. Remember that she is one of a large family; that as to fortune, it is a most eligible match; and be ready to believe, for every body's sake, that she may feel something like regard and esteem for our cousin."

"My dear Lizzy, don't let yourself feel this way. It'll ruin your happiness. You aren't considering the differences in situations and personalities enough. Think about Mr. Collins's respectability and Charlotte's sensible, steady character. Remember, she's part of a large family; this is a really good match in terms of finances; and try to believe, for everyone's sake, that she may feel some genuine affection and respect for our cousin."

"To oblige you, I would try to believe almost any thing, but no one else could be benefited by such a belief as this; for were I persuaded that Charlotte had any regard for him, I should only think worse of her understanding, than I now do of her heart. My dear Jane, Mr. Collins is a conceited, pompous, narrow-minded, silly man; you know he is, as well as I do; and you must feel, as well as I do, that the woman who marries him, cannot have a proper way of thinking. You shall not defend her, though it is Charlotte Lucas. You shall not, for the sake of one individual, change the meaning of principle and integrity, nor endeavour to persuade yourself or me, that selfishness is prudence, and insensibility of danger, security for happiness."

"To please you, I would try to believe almost anything, but no one else would gain from such a belief as this; because if I were convinced that Charlotte had any feelings for him, I would only think worse of her judgment than I currently do of her character. My dear Jane, Mr. Collins is a self-important, pompous, narrow-minded, foolish man; you know he is, just like I do; and you must feel, just like I do, that the woman who marries him can't have a sound way of thinking. You won't defend her, even if it's Charlotte Lucas. You won't, for the sake of one person, change what principle and integrity mean, nor try to convince yourself or me that selfishness is smart, and ignoring danger guarantees happiness."

"I must think your language too strong in speaking of both," replied Jane, "and I hope you will be convinced of it, by seeing them happy together. But enough of this. You alluded to something else. You mentioned two instances. I cannot misunderstand you, but I intreat you, dear Lizzy, not to pain me by thinking that person to blame, and saying your opinion of him is sunk. We must not be so ready to fancy ourselves intentionally injured. We must not expect a lively young man to be always so guarded and circumspect. It is very often nothing but our own vanity that deceives us. Women fancy admiration means more than it does."

"I think your language is too harsh in talking about both," Jane replied, "and I hope you'll see that they're happy together to realize this. But let’s move on. You hinted at something else. You mentioned two examples. I understand you, but I ask you, dear Lizzy, not to hurt me by believing that person is at fault and saying your opinion of him has dropped. We shouldn’t be so quick to assume we’ve been intentionally wronged. We can’t expect a lively young man to always be so careful and cautious. Often, it’s just our own vanity that misleads us. Women tend to think admiration means more than it actually does."

"And men take care that they should."

"And men make sure that they do."

"If it is designedly done, they cannot be justified; but I have no idea of there being so much design in the world as some persons imagine."

"If it's done on purpose, they can't be justified; but I don't think there's as much intention in the world as some people think."

"I am far from attributing any part of Mr. Bingley's conduct to design," said Elizabeth; "but without scheming to do wrong, or to make others unhappy, there may be error, and there may be misery. Thoughtlessness, want of attention to other people's feelings, and want of resolution, will do the business."

"I definitely don’t think Mr. Bingley meant any harm," said Elizabeth. "But even without trying to do wrong or make others unhappy, mistakes can happen, and people can end up in distress. Carelessness, not considering other people's feelings, and lack of determination can create problems."

"And do you impute it to either of those?"

"And do you attribute it to either of those?"

"Yes; to the last. But if I go on, I shall displease you by saying what I think of persons you esteem. Stop me whilst you can."

"Yes, absolutely. But if I keep going, I might upset you by sharing my thoughts on people you value. Stop me while you can."

"You persist, then, in supposing his sisters influence him."

"You still think that his sisters are influencing him."

"Yes, in conjunction with his friend."

"Yes, with his friend."

"I cannot believe it. Why should they try to influence him? They can only wish his happiness, and if he is attached to me, no other woman can secure it."

"I can’t believe it. Why are they trying to influence him? They can only hope for his happiness, and if he’s committed to me, no other woman can make him happy."

"Your first position is false. They may wish many things besides his happiness; they may wish his increase of wealth and consequence; they may wish him to marry a girl who has all the importance of money, great connections, and pride."

"Your first point is incorrect. They might want a lot of things besides his happiness; they might want him to gain wealth and status; they might want him to marry a girl who has all the value of money, strong connections, and pride."

"Beyond a doubt, they do wish him to chuse Miss Darcy," replied Jane; "but this may be from better feelings than you are supposing. They have known her much longer than they have known me; no wonder if they love her better. But, whatever may be their own wishes, it is very unlikely they should have opposed their brother's. What sister would think herself at liberty to do it, unless there were something very objectionable? If they believed him attached to me, they would not try to part us; if he were so, they could not succeed. By supposing such an affection, you make every body acting unnaturally and wrong, and me most unhappy. Do not distress me by the idea. I am not ashamed of having been mistaken—or, at least, it is slight, it is nothing in comparison of what I should feel in thinking ill of him or his sisters. Let me take it in the best light, in the light in which it may be understood."

"Without a doubt, they do want him to choose Miss Darcy," Jane replied. "But this might be due to better reasons than you think. They have known her much longer than they’ve known me; it’s no surprise if they love her more. But no matter what their wishes are, it’s very unlikely they would go against their brother’s. What sister would feel free to do that unless there was something really wrong? If they thought he cared about me, they wouldn’t try to separate us; if he did care, they couldn’t break us apart. By assuming such a feeling, you make everyone act unnaturally and wrong, and it makes me really unhappy. Please don’t stress me out with this idea. I’m not embarrassed about being mistaken—or at least, I feel it’s minor; it’s nothing compared to what I would feel if I thought badly of him or his sisters. Let me see this in the best way possible, the way it could be understood."

Elizabeth could not oppose such a wish; and from this time Mr. Bingley's name was scarcely ever mentioned between them.

Elizabeth couldn’t argue with such a request; and from then on, Mr. Bingley’s name was hardly ever brought up between them.

Mrs. Bennet still continued to wonder and repine at his returning no more, and though a day seldom passed in which Elizabeth did not account for it clearly, there seemed little chance of her ever considering it with less perplexity. Her daughter endeavoured to convince her of what she did not believe herself, that his attentions to Jane had been merely the effect of a common and transient liking, which ceased when he saw her no more; but though the probability of the statement was admitted at the time, she had the same story to repeat every day. Mrs. Bennet's best comfort was, that Mr. Bingley must be down again in the summer.

Mrs. Bennet kept wondering and complaining about him not coming back, and even though there wasn't a day when Elizabeth didn't make sense of it, her mother didn't seem to be any closer to understanding. Her daughter tried to persuade her that his interest in Jane was just a passing crush that faded when he stopped seeing her; but even though they agreed it was likely true, she had to tell the same thing over and over. Mrs. Bennet's only comfort was knowing that Mr. Bingley would return in the summer.

Mr. Bennet treated the matter differently. "So, Lizzy," said he one day, "your sister is crossed in love I find. I congratulate her. Next to being married, a girl likes to be crossed in love a little now and then. It is something to think of, and gives her a sort of distinction among her companions. When is your turn to come? You will hardly bear to be long outdone by Jane. Now is your time. Here are officers enough at Meryton to disappoint all the young ladies in the country. Let Wickham be your man. He is a pleasant fellow, and would jilt you creditably."

Mr. Bennet approached the situation differently. "So, Lizzy," he said one day, "I hear your sister is having some trouble with love. I congratulate her. Aside from getting married, a girl likes to experience a little heartbreak now and then. It gives her something to think about and a certain status among her friends. When will it be your turn? You can’t let Jane have all the attention for too long. Now's your chance. There are plenty of officers in Meryton to stir things up for all the young ladies in the area. Why not make Wickham your guy? He’s a nice enough fellow and would break your heart quite well."

"Thank you, Sir, but a less agreeable man would satisfy me. We must not all expect Jane's good fortune."

"Thank you, Sir, but I'd be happy with a less charming man. We can't all expect to have Jane's luck."

"True," said Mr. Bennet, "but it is a comfort to think that, whatever of that kind may befal you, you have an affectionate mother who will always make the most of it."

"True," said Mr. Bennet, "but it's comforting to know that, no matter what might happen, you have a loving mother who will always support you."

Mr. Wickham's society was of material service in dispelling the gloom, which the late perverse occurrences had thrown on many of the Longbourn family. They saw him often, and to his other recommendations was now added that of general unreserve. The whole of what Elizabeth had already heard, his claims on Mr. Darcy, and all that he had suffered from him, was now openly acknowledged and publicly canvassed; and every body was pleased to think how much they had always disliked Mr. Darcy before they had known any thing of the matter.

Mr. Wickham's company was very helpful in lifting the mood that the recent unpleasant events had cast over many of the Longbourn family. They saw him frequently, and along with his other qualities, he now also had the charm of being completely open. Everything Elizabeth had already heard about his claims against Mr. Darcy and everything he had suffered at his hands was now openly acknowledged and discussed by everyone. People were glad to reflect on how much they had always disliked Mr. Darcy before they knew the full story.

Miss Bennet was the only creature who could suppose there might be any extenuating circumstances in the case, unknown to the society of Hertfordshire; her mild and steady candour always pleaded for allowances, and urged the possibility of mistakes—but by everybody else Mr. Darcy was condemned as the worst of men.

Miss Bennet was the only one who thought there might be any extenuating circumstances in the situation that the people of Hertfordshire didn’t know about; her gentle and steady honesty always advocated for understanding and suggested that mistakes could happen—but everyone else condemned Mr. Darcy as the worst of men.


CHAPTER II.

After a week spent in professions of love and schemes of felicity, Mr. Collins was called from his amiable Charlotte by the arrival of Saturday. The pain of separation, however, might be alleviated on his side, by preparations for the reception of his bride, as he had reason to hope, that shortly after his next return into Hertfordshire, the day would be fixed that was to make him the happiest of men. He took leave of his relations at Longbourn with as much solemnity as before; wished his fair cousins health and happiness again, and promised their father another letter of thanks.

After a week filled with declarations of love and plans for happiness, Mr. Collins was called away from his dear Charlotte by the arrival of Saturday. However, he could ease the pain of separation by preparing for his bride’s arrival, as he hoped that soon after his next visit to Hertfordshire, the day would be set that would make him the happiest man alive. He said goodbye to his relatives at Longbourn with the same seriousness as before, wished his lovely cousins health and happiness once again, and promised their father another letter of thanks.

On the following Monday, Mrs. Bennet had the pleasure of receiving her brother and his wife, who came as usual to spend the Christmas at Longbourn. Mr. Gardiner was a sensible, gentleman-like man, greatly superior to his sister, as well by nature as education. The Netherfield ladies would have had difficulty in believing that a man who lived by trade, and within view of his own warehouses, could have been so well bred and agreeable. Mrs. Gardiner, who was several years younger than Mrs. Bennet and Mrs. Philips, was an amiable, intelligent, elegant woman, and a great favourite with all her Longbourn nieces. Between the two eldest and herself especially, there subsisted a very particular regard. They had frequently been staying with her in town.

On the following Monday, Mrs. Bennet was happy to welcome her brother and his wife, who came, as usual, to spend Christmas at Longbourn. Mr. Gardiner was a sensible and gentlemanly man, much more refined than his sister, both by nature and education. The ladies from Netherfield would have had a hard time believing that a man who made his living in trade and lived near his own warehouses could be so well-mannered and pleasant. Mrs. Gardiner, who was several years younger than Mrs. Bennet and Mrs. Philips, was a kind, intelligent, and elegant woman, and a favorite among all her nieces at Longbourn. A particularly close bond existed between her and the two eldest, as they had often stayed with her in the city.

The first part of Mrs. Gardiner's business on her arrival, was to distribute her presents and describe the newest fashions. When this was done, she had a less active part to play. It became her turn to listen. Mrs. Bennet had many grievances to relate, and much to complain of. They had all been very ill-used since she last saw her sister. Two of her girls had been on the point of marriage, and after all there was nothing in it.

The first thing Mrs. Gardiner did when she arrived was to hand out her gifts and talk about the latest styles. Once that was finished, she had a more passive role to take on. It was her turn to listen. Mrs. Bennet had plenty of complaints to share and many issues to discuss. They had all been very mistreated since she last saw her sister. Two of her daughters were on the verge of getting married, and in the end, nothing came of it.

"I do not blame Jane," she continued, "for Jane would have got Mr. Bingley, if she could. But, Lizzy! Oh, sister! it is very hard to think that she might have been Mr. Collins's wife by this time, had not it been for her own perverseness. He made her an offer in this very room, and she refused him. The consequence of it is, that Lady Lucas will have a daughter married before I have, and that Longbourn estate is just as much entailed as ever. The Lucases are very artful people indeed, sister. They are all for what they can get. I am sorry to say it of them, but so it is. It makes me very nervous and poorly, to be thwarted so in my own family, and to have neighbours who think of themselves before anybody else. However, your coming just at this time is the greatest of comforts, and I am very glad to hear what you tell us, of long sleeves."

"I don't blame Jane," she continued, "because Jane would have married Mr. Bingley if she could. But, Lizzy! Oh, sister! It's really hard to think that she could have been Mr. Collins's wife by now if it weren't for her own stubbornness. He proposed to her right here in this room, and she turned him down. The result is that Lady Lucas will have a daughter married before I do, and the Longbourn estate is still just as entailed as ever. The Lucases are really crafty people, sister. They only care about what they can gain. I'm sorry to say this about them, but that's the truth. It makes me really anxious and unwell to be frustrated like this in my own family and to have neighbors who put themselves first. However, your visit at this moment is the greatest comfort, and I'm really glad to hear what you tell us about long sleeves."

Mrs. Gardiner, to whom the chief of this news had been given before, in the course of Jane and Elizabeth's correspondence with her, made her sister a slight answer, and in compassion to her nieces turned the conversation.

Mrs. Gardiner, who had received the main news earlier during Jane and Elizabeth's correspondence with her, gave her sister a brief response and, out of sympathy for her nieces, shifted the conversation.

When alone with Elizabeth afterwards, she spoke more on the subject. "It seems likely to have been a desirable match for Jane," said she. "I am sorry it went off. But these things happen so often! A young man, such as you describe Mr. Bingley, so easily falls in love with a pretty girl for a few weeks, and when accident separates them, so easily forgets her, that these sort of inconstancies are very frequent."

When she was alone with Elizabeth later, she talked more about it. "It seems like it would have been a great match for Jane," she said. "I’m sorry it didn’t work out. But this kind of thing happens all the time! A young man, like you described Mr. Bingley, can easily fall for a pretty girl for a few weeks, and when they get separated by chance, he forgets her just as easily. These kinds of flakiness are really common."

"An excellent consolation in its way," said Elizabeth, "but it will not do for us. We do not suffer by accident. It does not often happen that the interference of friends will persuade a young man of independent fortune to think no more of a girl, whom he was violently in love with only a few days before."

"That's a decent consolation in its own way," Elizabeth said, "but it won't work for us. We don’t experience things by accident. It's rare that friends can convince a young man with his own wealth to stop thinking about a girl he was deeply in love with just a few days ago."

"But that expression of 'violently in love' is so hackneyed, so doubtful, so indefinite, that it gives me very little idea. It is as often applied to feelings which arise from an half-hour's acquaintance, as to a real, strong attachment. Pray, how violent was Mr. Bingley's love?"

"But that phrase 'violently in love' is so overused, so questionable, so vague, that it gives me hardly any insight. It's just as likely to describe feelings that come from a half-hour's interaction as it is to indicate a genuine, deep connection. I ask you, how violent was Mr. Bingley's love?"

"I never saw a more promising inclination. He was growing quite inattentive to other people, and wholly engrossed by her. Every time they met, it was more decided and remarkable. At his own ball he offended two or three young ladies, by not asking them to dance, and I spoke to him twice myself, without receiving an answer. Could there be finer symptoms? Is not general incivility the very essence of love?"

"I never saw a more promising sign. He was becoming really indifferent to other people and completely focused on her. Every time they met, it was more obvious and striking. At his own party, he upset two or three young ladies by not asking them to dance, and I talked to him twice without getting a reply. Could there be clearer signs? Isn’t general rudeness the very essence of love?"

"Oh, yes!—of that kind of love which I suppose him to have felt. Poor Jane! I am sorry for her, because, with her disposition, she may not get over it immediately. It had better have happened to you, Lizzy; you would have laughed yourself out of it sooner. But do you think she would be prevailed on to go back with us? Change of scene might be of service—and perhaps a little relief from home, may be as useful as anything."

"Oh, yes!—that kind of love I think he must have felt. Poor Jane! I feel for her because, with her personality, she might not get over it quickly. It would have been better if it had happened to you, Lizzy; you would have laughed it off sooner. But do you think she would agree to come back with us? A change of scenery might help—and maybe a bit of time away from home could be beneficial."

Elizabeth was exceedingly pleased with this proposal, and felt persuaded of her sister's ready acquiescence.

Elizabeth was very pleased with this proposal and felt confident that her sister would agree.

"I hope," added Mrs. Gardiner, "that no consideration with regard to this young man will influence her. We live in so different a part of town, all our connections are so different, and, as you well know, we go out so little, that it is very improbable they should meet at all, unless he really comes to see her."

"I hope," Mrs. Gardiner added, "that nothing about this young man will sway her. We live in such a different part of town, all our connections are so different, and, as you know, we socialize so little that it's very unlikely they would meet at all, unless he actually comes to visit her."

"And that is quite impossible; for he is now in the custody of his friend, and Mr. Darcy would no more suffer him to call on Jane in such a part of London! My dear aunt, how could you think of it? Mr. Darcy may perhaps have heard of such a place as Gracechurch Street, but he would hardly think a month's ablution enough to cleanse him from its impurities, were he once to enter it; and depend upon it, Mr. Bingley never stirs without him."

"And that is totally impossible; because he's currently staying with his friend, and Mr. Darcy wouldn't let him visit Jane in that part of London! My dear aunt, how could you even think of it? Mr. Darcy might have heard of a place like Gracechurch Street, but he wouldn't consider a month's wash enough to clean him from its filth if he ever set foot there; and trust me, Mr. Bingley never goes anywhere without him."

"So much the better. I hope they will not meet at all. But does not Jane correspond with the sister? She will not be able to help calling."

"So much the better. I hope they won’t meet at all. But doesn’t Jane write to the sister? She won’t be able to resist calling."

"She will drop the acquaintance entirely."

"She will completely cut off the friendship."

But in spite of the certainty in which Elizabeth affected to place this point, as well as the still more interesting one of Bingley's being withheld from seeing Jane, she felt a solicitude on the subject which convinced her, on examination, that she did not consider it entirely hopeless. It was possible, and sometimes she thought it probable, that his affection might be re-animated, and the influence of his friends successfully combated by the more natural influence of Jane's attractions.

But despite the confidence that Elizabeth pretended to have about this issue, and even more about Bingley not being allowed to see Jane, she felt a concern that made her realize, upon reflection, that she didn't think it was entirely hopeless. It was possible—and sometimes she thought it was likely—that his feelings could be revived, and that the power of his friends could be successfully challenged by Jane's natural charm.

Miss Bennet accepted her aunt's invitation with pleasure; and the Bingleys were no otherwise in her thoughts at the time, than as she hoped that, by Caroline's not living in the same house with her brother, she might occasionally spend a morning with her, without any danger of seeing him.

Miss Bennet happily accepted her aunt's invitation; and the Bingleys were not on her mind at all, other than hoping that since Caroline wasn't living in the same house as her brother, she might occasionally spend a morning with her without the risk of running into him.

The Gardiners staid a week at Longbourn; and what with the Philipses, the Lucases, and the officers, there was not a day without its engagement. Mrs. Bennet had so carefully provided for the entertainment of her brother and sister, that they did not once sit down to a family dinner. When the engagement was for home, some of the officers always made part of it, of which officers Mr. Wickham was sure to be one; and on these occasions, Mrs. Gardiner, rendered suspicious by Elizabeth's warm commendation of him, narrowly observed them both. Without supposing them, from what she saw, to be very seriously in love, their preference of each other was plain enough to make her a little uneasy; and she resolved to speak to Elizabeth on the subject before she left Hertfordshire, and represent to her the imprudence of encouraging such an attachment.

The Gardiners stayed a week at Longbourn, and between the Philipses, the Lucases, and the officers, there was never a day without some sort of event. Mrs. Bennet made sure to plan the entertainment for her brother and sister so thoroughly that they never once had a family dinner. When there was something happening at home, a few of the officers always joined in, and Mr. Wickham was definitely one of them; on these occasions, Mrs. Gardiner, made wary by Elizabeth's enthusiastic praise of him, closely watched them both. Although she didn't think they were madly in love based on what she observed, their attraction to each other was obvious enough to make her slightly anxious. She decided to talk to Elizabeth about it before she left Hertfordshire and to express her concerns about the foolishness of encouraging such a relationship.

To Mrs. Gardiner, Wickham had one means of affording pleasure, unconnected with his general powers. About ten or a dozen years ago, before her marriage, she had spent a considerable time in that very part of Derbyshire, to which he belonged. They had, therefore, many acquaintance in common; and, though Wickham had been little there since the death of Darcy's father, five years before, it was yet in his power to give her fresher intelligence of her former friends, than she had been in the way of procuring.

To Mrs. Gardiner, Wickham had one way of bringing enjoyment that wasn’t related to his usual skills. About ten or twelve years ago, before she got married, she had spent a significant amount of time in his part of Derbyshire. Because of this, they had many mutual acquaintances, and even though Wickham hadn’t been around much since Darcy's father passed away five years ago, he could still provide her with more up-to-date information about her old friends than she had been able to get herself.

Mrs. Gardiner had seen Pemberley, and known the late Mr. Darcy by character perfectly well. Here consequently was an inexhaustible subject of discourse. In comparing her recollection of Pemberley, with the minute description which Wickham could give, and in bestowing her tribute of praise on the character of its late possessor, she was delighting both him and herself. On being made acquainted with the present Mr. Darcy's treatment of him, she tried to remember something of that gentleman's reputed disposition when quite a lad, which might agree with it, and was confident at last, that she recollected having heard Mr. Fitzwilliam Darcy formerly spoken of as a very proud, ill-natured boy.

Mrs. Gardiner had visited Pemberley and understood the late Mr. Darcy's character very well. This, therefore, provided endless topics to discuss. While comparing her memories of Pemberley with the detailed description that Wickham provided, and praising the character of its former owner, she was enjoying the conversation as much as he was. When she learned about how the current Mr. Darcy treated him, she tried to recall something about that gentleman's rumored personality as a young boy that might align with it. Eventually, she became convinced that she remembered hearing Mr. Fitzwilliam Darcy referred to as a very proud, unpleasant boy.


CHAPTER III.

Mrs. Gardiner's caution to Elizabeth was punctually and kindly given on the first favourable opportunity of speaking to her alone; after honestly telling her what she thought, she thus went on:

Mrs. Gardiner's advice to Elizabeth was timely and thoughtful, given at the first good chance to speak to her alone; after sincerely sharing her thoughts, she continued:

"You are too sensible a girl, Lizzy, to fall in love merely because you are warned against it; and, therefore, I am not afraid of speaking openly. Seriously, I would have you be on your guard. Do not involve yourself, or endeavour to involve him in an affection which the want of fortune would make so very imprudent. I have nothing to say against him; he is a most interesting young man; and if he had the fortune he ought to have, I should think you could not do better. But as it is—you must not let your fancy run away with you. You have sense, and we all expect you to use it. Your father would depend on your resolution and good conduct, I am sure. You must not disappoint your father."

"You’re too sensible, Lizzy, to fall in love just because someone tells you not to; so I’m not worried about being honest with you. Seriously, you need to be careful. Don’t get yourself involved, or try to involve him in a relationship that would be very unwise because of financial issues. I have nothing against him; he’s a really interesting guy, and if he had the money he deserves, I’d think you couldn’t find a better match. But as things stand—you can’t let your feelings take over. You’re smart, and we all expect you to use that. I’m sure your father is counting on your determination and good judgment. You can’t let your father down."

"My dear aunt, this is being serious indeed."

"My dear aunt, this is quite serious."

"Yes, and I hope to engage you to be serious likewise."

"Yes, and I hope to get you to be serious too."

"Well, then, you need not be under any alarm. I will take care of myself, and of Mr. Wickham too. He shall not be in love with me, if I can prevent it."

"Well, then, you don’t need to worry. I’ll take care of myself and Mr. Wickham too. He won’t fall in love with me, if I can help it."

"Elizabeth, you are not serious now."

"Elizabeth, you're not being serious right now."

"I beg your pardon. I will try again. At present I am not in love with Mr. Wickham; no, I certainly am not. But he is, beyond all comparison, the most agreeable man I ever saw—and if he becomes really attached to me—I believe it will be better that he should not. I see the imprudence of it.—Oh! that abominable Mr. Darcy!—My father's opinion of me does me the greatest honour; and I should be miserable to forfeit it. My father, however, is partial to Mr. Wickham. In short, my dear aunt, I should be very sorry to be the means of making any of you unhappy; but since we see every day that where there is affection, young people are seldom withheld by immediate want of fortune, from entering into engagements with each other, how can I promise to be wiser than so many of my fellow creatures if I am tempted, or how am I even to know that it would be wisdom to resist? All that I can promise you, therefore, is not to be in a hurry. I will not be in a hurry to believe myself his first object. When I am in company with him, I will not be wishing. In short, I will do my best."

"I’m sorry. I'll try again. Right now, I'm not in love with Mr. Wickham; no, I definitely am not. But he is, by far, the most charming man I've ever met—and if he truly becomes attached to me—I think it might be for the best if he doesn’t. I see how foolish that would be.—Oh! that terrible Mr. Darcy!—My father's opinion of me is the greatest honor, and I would be miserable to lose it. However, my father does have a soft spot for Mr. Wickham. In short, my dear aunt, I would feel very bad to make any of you unhappy; but since we see every day that when there is love, young people are rarely held back by a lack of money from getting engaged, how can I promise to be wiser than so many of my peers if I'm tempted, or how can I even know that it would be wise to resist? All I can promise you is not to rush into anything. I won’t rush to think of myself as his top priority. When I’m with him, I won’t let myself wish for more. In short, I’ll do my best."

"Perhaps it will be as well, if you discourage his coming here so very often. At least, you should not remind your Mother of inviting him."

"Maybe it's a good idea to discourage him from coming here so much. At the very least, you shouldn't mention to your mom about inviting him."

"As I did the other day," said Elizabeth, with a conscious smile; "very true, it will be wise in me to refrain from that. But do not imagine that he is always here so often. It is on your account that he has been so frequently invited this week. You know my mother's ideas as to the necessity of constant company for her friends. But really, and upon my honour, I will try to do what I think to be wisest; and now, I hope you are satisfied."

"As I mentioned the other day," said Elizabeth, with a knowing smile, "that's definitely true, it would be smart for me to avoid that. But don’t think that he’s always here this often. It’s because of you that he’s been invited so many times this week. You know how my mom believes that her friends need constant company. But really, I promise, I will try to do what I think is best; and now, I hope you're satisfied."

Her aunt assured her that she was; and Elizabeth having thanked her for the kindness of her hints, they parted; a wonderful instance of advice being given on such a point, without being resented.

Her aunt assured her that she really was; and Elizabeth thanked her for the kindness of her suggestions, and they parted ways; a remarkable example of advice being given on such a matter without it being taken the wrong way.

Mr. Collins returned into Hertfordshire soon after it had been quitted by the Gardiners and Jane; but as he took up his abode with the Lucases, his arrival was no great inconvenience to Mrs. Bennet. His marriage was now fast approaching, and she was at length so far resigned as to think it inevitable, and even repeatedly to say in an ill-natured tone that she "wished they might be happy." Thursday was to be the wedding day, and on Wednesday Miss Lucas paid her farewell visit; and when she rose to take leave, Elizabeth, ashamed of her mother's ungracious and reluctant good wishes, and sincerely affected herself, accompanied her out of the room. As they went down stairs together, Charlotte said,

Mr. Collins returned to Hertfordshire soon after the Gardiners and Jane had left; however, since he was staying with the Lucases, his arrival was not much of a bother to Mrs. Bennet. His wedding was fast approaching, and she had finally resigned herself to the idea that it was inevitable, even going so far as to say in a bitter tone that she "wished they might be happy." Thursday was set as the wedding day, and on Wednesday, Miss Lucas made her farewell visit; when she got up to leave, Elizabeth, embarrassed by her mother's ungracious and reluctant well-wishes, and genuinely moved herself, accompanied her out of the room. As they went downstairs together, Charlotte said,

"I shall depend on hearing from you very often, Eliza."

"I'll be counting on hearing from you a lot, Eliza."

"That you certainly shall."

"You definitely will."

"And I have another favour to ask. Will you come and see me?"

"And I have another favor to ask. Will you come and see me?"

"We shall often meet, I hope, in Hertfordshire."

"We'll often meet, I hope, in Hertfordshire."

"I am not likely to leave Kent for some time. Promise me, therefore, to come to Hunsford."

"I probably won't be leaving Kent for a while. So promise me you'll come to Hunsford."

Elizabeth could not refuse, though she foresaw little pleasure in the visit.

Elizabeth couldn’t say no, even though she expected little enjoyment from the visit.

"My father and Maria are to come to me in March," added Charlotte, "and I hope you will consent to be of the party. Indeed, Eliza, you will be as welcome to me as either of them."

"My dad and Maria are coming to see me in March," Charlotte added, "and I hope you’ll agree to join us. Honestly, Eliza, I will be just as happy to see you as I will be to see either of them."

The wedding took place; the bride and bridegroom set off for Kent from the church door, and every body had as much to say or to hear on the subject as usual. Elizabeth soon heard from her friend; and their correspondence was as regular and frequent as it had ever been; that it should be equally unreserved was impossible. Elizabeth could never address her without feeling that all the comfort of intimacy was over, and, though determined not to slacken as a correspondent, it was for the sake of what had been, rather than what was. Charlotte's first letters were received with a good deal of eagerness; there could not but be curiosity to know how she would speak of her new home, how she would like Lady Catherine, and how happy she would dare pronounce herself to be; though, when the letters were read, Elizabeth felt that Charlotte expressed herself on every point exactly as she might have foreseen. She wrote cheerfully, seemed surrounded with comforts, and mentioned nothing which she could not praise. The house, furniture, neighbourhood, and roads, were all to her taste, and Lady Catherine's behaviour was most friendly and obliging. It was Mr. Collins's picture of Hunsford and Rosings rationally softened; and Elizabeth perceived that she must wait for her own visit there, to know the rest.

The wedding happened; the bride and groom left for Kent from the church, and everyone had their usual share of chatter about it. Elizabeth soon heard from her friend, and their letters were as regular and frequent as before; it was impossible for them to be completely open. Elizabeth could never write to her without feeling that the closeness they once had was gone, and although she was determined to keep up their correspondence, it was more for the sake of what they once shared rather than what was now. Charlotte's first letters were met with a lot of eagerness; naturally, there was a curiosity about how she would talk about her new home, how she felt about Lady Catherine, and how happy she would say she was. However, after reading the letters, Elizabeth realized that Charlotte expressed herself exactly as she had expected. She wrote positively, seemed to be surrounded by comforts, and didn't mention anything she couldn't praise. The house, furniture, neighborhood, and roads were all to her liking, and Lady Catherine was described as very friendly and accommodating. It was Mr. Collins's view of Hunsford and Rosings, rationally softened, and Elizabeth understood that she would have to wait for her own visit to learn more.

Jane had already written a few lines to her sister to announce their safe arrival in London; and when she wrote again, Elizabeth hoped it would be in her power to say something of the Bingleys.

Jane had already written a few lines to her sister to let her know they had arrived safely in London; and when she wrote again, Elizabeth hoped she would be able to say something about the Bingleys.

Her impatience for this second letter was as well rewarded as impatience generally is. Jane had been a week in town, without either seeing or hearing from Caroline. She accounted for it, however, by supposing that her last letter to her friend from Longbourn, had by some accident been lost.

Her impatience for this second letter was rewarded just like impatience usually is. Jane had been in town for a week without seeing or hearing from Caroline. She explained it to herself by thinking that her last letter to her friend from Longbourn had probably gotten lost by some accident.

"My aunt," she continued, "is going to-morrow into that part of the town, and I shall take the opportunity of calling in Grosvenor-street."

"My aunt," she continued, "is going tomorrow to that part of the town, and I'll take the chance to drop by Grosvenor Street."

She wrote again when the visit was paid, and she had seen Miss Bingley. "I did not think Caroline in spirits," were her words, "but she was very glad to see me, and reproached me for giving her no notice of my coming to London. I was right, therefore; my last letter had never reached her. I enquired after their brother, of course. He was well, but so much engaged with Mr. Darcy, that they scarcely ever saw him. I found that Miss Darcy was expected to dinner. I wish I could see her. My visit was not long, as Caroline and Mrs. Hurst were going out. I dare say I shall soon see them here."

She wrote again after her visit and after seeing Miss Bingley. "I didn't think Caroline was in good spirits," she said, "but she was really happy to see me and complained that I didn't give her any notice about coming to London. So I was right; my last letter never reached her. I asked about their brother, of course. He was fine but so caught up with Mr. Darcy that they hardly ever saw him. I learned that Miss Darcy was expected for dinner. I wish I could see her. My visit wasn't long since Caroline and Mrs. Hurst were going out. I'm sure I'll see them here soon."

Elizabeth shook her head over this letter. It convinced her, that accident only could discover to Mr. Bingley her sister's being in town.

Elizabeth shook her head at this letter. It made her realize that only by chance could Mr. Bingley find out that her sister was in town.

Four weeks passed away, and Jane saw nothing of him. She endeavoured to persuade herself that she did not regret it; but she could no longer be blind to Miss Bingley's inattention. After waiting at home every morning for a fortnight, and inventing every evening a fresh excuse for her, the visitor did at last appear; but the shortness of her stay, and yet more, the alteration of her manner, would allow Jane to deceive herself no longer. The letter which she wrote on this occasion to her sister, will prove what she felt.

Four weeks went by, and Jane didn't see him at all. She tried to convince herself that she didn't care; but she couldn’t ignore Miss Bingley's lack of attention any longer. After waiting at home every morning for two weeks and coming up with new excuses for her every evening, the visitor finally showed up. However, the briefness of her visit, and especially the change in her attitude, made it impossible for Jane to keep lying to herself. The letter she wrote to her sister about this will show exactly how she felt.

"My dearest Lizzy will, I am sure, be incapable of triumphing in her better judgment, at my expence, when I confess myself to have been entirely deceived in Miss Bingley's regard for me. But, my dear sister, though the event has proved you right, do not think me obstinate if I still assert, that, considering what her behaviour was, my confidence was as natural as your suspicion. I do not at all comprehend her reason for wishing to be intimate with me, but if the same circumstances were to happen again, I am sure I should be deceived again. Caroline did not return my visit till yesterday; and not a note, not a line, did I receive in the mean time. When she did come, it was very evident that she had no pleasure in it; she made a slight, formal, apology, for not calling before, said not a word of wishing to see me again, and was in every respect so altered a creature, that when she went away, I was perfectly resolved to continue the acquaintance no longer. I pity, though I cannot help blaming her. She was very wrong in singling me out as she did; I can safely say, that every advance to intimacy began on her side. But I pity her, because she must feel that she has been acting wrong, and because I am very sure that anxiety for her brother is the cause of it. I need not explain myself farther; and though we know this anxiety to be quite needless, yet if she feels it, it will easily account for her behaviour to me; and so deservedly dear as he is to his sister, whatever anxiety she may feel on his behalf, is natural and amiable. I cannot but wonder, however, at her having any such fears now, because, if he had at all cared about me, we must have met long, long ago. He knows of my being in town, I am certain, from something she said herself; and yet it should seem by her manner of talking, as if she wanted to persuade herself that he is really partial to Miss Darcy. I cannot understand it. If I were not afraid of judging harshly, I should be almost tempted to say, that there is a strong appearance of duplicity in all this. But I will endeavour to banish every painful thought, and think only of what will make me happy, your affection, and the invariable kindness of my dear uncle and aunt. Let me hear from you very soon. Miss Bingley said something of his never returning to Netherfield again, of giving up the house, but not with any certainty. We had better not mention it. I am extremely glad that you have such pleasant accounts from our friends at Hunsford. Pray go to see them, with Sir William and Maria. I am sure you will be very comfortable there.

"My dearest Lizzy, I know you’ll find it hard to believe that I could be so completely misled by Miss Bingley’s feelings toward me. But, my dear sister, even though the outcome proves you right, please don’t think I’m being stubborn if I still say my trust was as reasonable as your doubts, considering her behavior. I really don’t understand why she wanted to be close to me, but if the same situation happened again, I’m sure I’d be deceived once more. Caroline didn’t come to visit me until yesterday, and I didn’t receive a single note or message in the meantime. When she finally arrived, it was clear she didn’t enjoy it; she made a brief, formal apology for not visiting sooner, didn’t mention wanting to see me again, and was so different in every way that I was completely set on ending our friendship. I feel sorry for her, even as I can’t help but critique her. She was wrong to single me out like that; I can confidently say every effort to get closer came from her. Yet, I do pity her because I’m sure she knows she’s acted poorly, and that her concern for her brother is the reason for it. I don’t need to elaborate further; and although *we* understand that this concern is entirely unnecessary, if she feels it, it explains her behavior towards me. Given how dear he is to her, any worry she has for him is understandable and kind. However, I can’t help but be surprised that she has any such fears now, because if he cared about me at all, we would have met a long time ago. I’m certain he knows I’m in town from something she herself said, and yet from the way she talks, it seems like she’s trying to convince herself that he really likes Miss Darcy. I just don’t get it. If I weren't afraid of being too critical, I’d be tempted to say there’s a strong hint of deceit in all this. But I’ll try to push away those troubling thoughts and focus only on what brings me joy: your love and the constant kindness of my dear uncle and aunt. Please write to me soon. Miss Bingley mentioned something about him never returning to Netherfield, about giving up the house, but she wasn’t sure. We should probably avoid discussing it. I’m really glad you have such nice news from our friends in Hunsford. Please go visit them with Sir William and Maria. I’m sure you’ll have a lovely time there."

"Your's, &c."

"Yours, &c."

This letter gave Elizabeth some pain; but her spirits returned as she considered that Jane would no longer be duped, by the sister at least. All expectation from the brother was now absolutely over. She would not even wish for any renewal of his attentions. His character sunk on every review of it; and as a punishment for him, as well as a possible advantage to Jane, she seriously hoped he might really soon marry Mr. Darcy's sister, as, by Wickham's account, she would make him abundantly regret what he had thrown away.

This letter upset Elizabeth a bit, but her mood lifted when she thought about how Jane wouldn’t be fooled by her sister anymore. Any hope she had for the brother was completely gone. She didn’t even want him to pay attention to her again. Every time she thought about his character, it seemed worse. As a punishment for him, and possibly a benefit for Jane, she genuinely hoped he would marry Mr. Darcy’s sister soon, since, according to Wickham, she would make him really regret what he lost.

Mrs. Gardiner about this time reminded Elizabeth of her promise concerning that gentleman, and required information; and Elizabeth had such to send as might rather give contentment to her aunt than to herself. His apparent partiality had subsided, his attentions were over, he was the admirer of some one else. Elizabeth was watchful enough to see it all, but she could see it and write of it without material pain. Her heart had been but slightly touched, and her vanity was satisfied with believing that she would have been his only choice, had fortune permitted it. The sudden acquisition of ten thousand pounds was the most remarkable charm of the young lady, to whom he was now rendering himself agreeable; but Elizabeth, less clear-sighted perhaps in his case than in Charlotte's, did not quarrel with him for his wish of independence. Nothing, on the contrary, could be more natural; and while able to suppose that it cost him a few struggles to relinquish her, she was ready to allow it a wise and desirable measure for both, and could very sincerely wish him happy.

Mrs. Gardiner reminded Elizabeth about her promise regarding that gentleman and asked for an update. Elizabeth's news was likely to please her aunt more than herself. His initial interest had faded, his attentions were gone, and he was now admiring someone else. Elizabeth was observant enough to notice everything, but she could see it and write about it without significant pain. Her heart was only lightly affected, and her vanity was satisfied with the belief that she would have been his only choice if fate had allowed it. The sudden acquisition of ten thousand pounds was the most appealing quality of the young lady he was now trying to charm; however, Elizabeth, perhaps less perceptive in his case than with Charlotte's, didn’t fault him for wanting independence. On the contrary, it seemed perfectly natural, and while she could imagine it took him some effort to let her go, she was willing to see it as a wise and beneficial move for both of them, and she genuinely wished him happiness.

All this was acknowledged to Mrs. Gardiner; and after relating the circumstances, she thus went on:—"I am now convinced, my dear aunt, that I have never been much in love; for had I really experienced that pure and elevating passion, I should at present detest his very name, and wish him all manner of evil. But my feelings are not only cordial towards him; they are even impartial towards Miss King. I cannot find out that I hate her at all, or that I am in the least unwilling to think her a very good sort of girl. There can be no love in all this. My watchfulness has been effectual; and though I should certainly be a more interesting object to all my acquaintance, were I distractedly in love with him, I cannot say that I regret my comparative insignificance. Importance may sometimes be purchased too dearly. Kitty and Lydia take his defection much more to heart than I do. They are young in the ways of the world, and not yet open to the mortifying conviction that handsome young men must have something to live on, as well as the plain."

All of this was shared with Mrs. Gardiner; and after explaining everything, she continued: “I’m now convinced, my dear aunt, that I’ve never truly been in love; because if I had really felt that pure and uplifting passion, I would now detest his name and wish all kinds of bad things for him. But my feelings are not only warm towards him; they’re even neutral towards Miss King. I can’t find that I hate her at all, or that I’m in any way unwilling to see her as a perfectly nice girl. There’s no love in this at all. My vigilance has worked; and though I’d certainly be a more interesting person to all my friends if I were madly in love with him, I can’t say that I miss my relative unimportance. Sometimes, importance can come at too high a cost. Kitty and Lydia are much more affected by his absence than I am. They’re still learning about the world and not yet aware of the harsh truth that handsome young men also need something to rely on, just like plain ones.”


CHAPTER IV.

With no greater events than these in the Longbourn family, and otherwise diversified by little beyond the walks to Meryton, sometimes dirty and sometimes cold, did January and February pass away. March was to take Elizabeth to Hunsford. She had not at first thought very seriously of going thither; but Charlotte, she soon found, was depending on the plan, and she gradually learned to consider it herself with greater pleasure as well as greater certainty. Absence had increased her desire of seeing Charlotte again, and weakened her disgust of Mr. Collins. There was novelty in the scheme, and as, with such a mother and such uncompanionable sisters, home could not be faultless, a little change was not unwelcome for its own sake. The journey would moreover give her a peep at Jane; and, in short, as the time drew near, she would have been very sorry for any delay. Every thing, however, went on smoothly, and was finally settled according to Charlotte's first sketch. She was to accompany Sir William and his second daughter. The improvement of spending a night in London was added in time, and the plan became perfect as plan could be.

With no major events in the Longbourn family and little to do besides walks to Meryton, which were sometimes muddy and sometimes chilly, January and February went by. March was set to take Elizabeth to Hunsford. At first, she hadn’t considered going seriously, but she soon realized that Charlotte was counting on her visit, and she began to look forward to it with more excitement and certainty. Being away had made her eager to see Charlotte again and less bothered by Mr. Collins. The idea itself felt fresh, and since home wasn’t perfect with such a mother and such difficult sisters, a little change was welcomed for its own sake. The trip would also give her a chance to see Jane, and as the date approached, she would have been quite upset if there had been any delays. Everything went smoothly, and it was finally arranged according to Charlotte's initial plan. She would be traveling with Sir William and his second daughter. The added bonus of spending a night in London came up in due time, making the plan as perfect as it could be.

The only pain was in leaving her father, who would certainly miss her, and who, when it came to the point, so little liked her going, that he told her to write to him, and almost promised to answer her letter.

The only pain was in leaving her father, who would definitely miss her, and who, when it really came down to it, didn’t want her to go at all, so he asked her to write to him and almost promised to reply to her letter.

The farewell between herself and Mr. Wickham was perfectly friendly; on his side even more. His present pursuit could not make him forget that Elizabeth had been the first to excite and to deserve his attention, the first to listen and to pity, the first to be admired; and in his manner of bidding her adieu, wishing her every enjoyment, reminding her of what she was to expect in Lady Catherine de Bourgh, and trusting their opinion of her—their opinion of every body—would always coincide, there was a solicitude, an interest which she felt must ever attach her to him with a most sincere regard; and she parted from him convinced, that whether married or single, he must always be her model of the amiable and pleasing.

The goodbye between her and Mr. Wickham was completely friendly, even more so on his part. His current situation couldn't erase the fact that Elizabeth was the first to catch his interest and be worthy of it, the first to listen to him and show compassion, the first to be admired. When he said goodbye, wishing her all the best, reminding her of what to expect from Lady Catherine de Bourgh, and hoping their opinions—about her and everyone else—would always align, there was a concern and interest that made her feel a genuine connection to him. She left him convinced that whether he was married or single, he would always be her ideal of someone charming and pleasant.

Her fellow-travellers the next day, were not of a kind to make her think him less agreeable. Sir William Lucas, and his daughter Maria, a good humoured girl, but as empty-headed as himself, had nothing to say that could be worth hearing, and were listened to with about as much delight as the rattle of the chaise. Elizabeth loved absurdities, but she had known Sir William's too long. He could tell her nothing new of the wonders of his presentation and knighthood; and his civilities were worn out like his information.

Her fellow travelers the next day didn’t make her think he was any less charming. Sir William Lucas and his daughter Maria, a cheerful girl but as silly as he was, had nothing to say that was worth listening to, and their chatter was just as enjoyable as the sound of the carriage. Elizabeth loved absurdities, but she knew Sir William’s too well. He couldn't tell her anything new about the excitement of his knighthood; his polite comments felt as old as his stories.

It was a journey of only twenty-four miles, and they began it so early as to be in Gracechurch-street by noon. As they drove to Mr. Gardiner's door, Jane was at a drawing-room window watching their arrival; when they entered the passage she was there to welcome them, and Elizabeth, looking earnestly in her face, was pleased to see it healthful and lovely as ever. On the stairs were a troop of little boys and girls, whose eagerness for their cousin's appearance would not allow them to wait in the drawing-room, and whose shyness, as they had not seen her for a twelvemonth, prevented their coming lower. All was joy and kindness. The day passed most pleasantly away; the morning in bustle and shopping, and the evening at one of the theatres.

It was a journey of just twenty-four miles, and they started early enough to reach Gracechurch Street by noon. As they drove up to Mr. Gardiner's house, Jane was at a drawing-room window waiting for them to arrive; when they entered the hallway, she was there to greet them, and Elizabeth, looking closely at her face, was happy to see it as healthy and beautiful as ever. On the stairs, a bunch of little boys and girls, eager to see their cousin, couldn’t wait in the drawing room, and their shyness, since they hadn’t seen her in a year, kept them from coming down. It was all joy and kindness. The day passed wonderfully; the morning was filled with busy shopping, and the evening was spent at one of the theaters.

Elizabeth then contrived to sit by her aunt. Their first subject was her sister; and she was more grieved than astonished to hear, in reply to her minute enquiries, that though Jane always struggled to support her spirits, there were periods of dejection. It was reasonable, however, to hope, that they would not continue long. Mrs. Gardiner gave her the particulars also of Miss Bingley's visit in Gracechurch-street, and repeated conversations occurring at different times between Jane and herself, which proved that the former had, from her heart, given up the acquaintance.

Elizabeth then managed to sit by her aunt. Their first topic was her sister, and she was more sad than surprised to hear, in response to her detailed questions, that although Jane always tried to keep her spirits up, there were times when she felt really down. However, it was reasonable to hope that those moments wouldn't last long. Mrs. Gardiner also shared the details of Miss Bingley's visit in Gracechurch Street and recounted conversations that took place at different times between Jane and herself, which showed that Jane had truly let go of the relationship.

Mrs. Gardiner then rallied her niece on Wickham's desertion, and complimented her on bearing it so well.

Mrs. Gardiner then teased her niece about Wickham's breakup and praised her for handling it so well.

"But, my dear Elizabeth," she added, "what sort of girl is Miss King? I should be sorry to think our friend mercenary."

"But, my dear Elizabeth," she added, "what kind of girl is Miss King? I would hate to think our friend is greedy."

"Pray, my dear aunt, what is the difference in matrimonial affairs, between the mercenary and the prudent motive? Where does discretion end, and avarice begin? Last Christmas you were afraid of his marrying me, because it would be imprudent; and now, because he is trying to get a girl with only ten thousand pounds, you want to find out that he is mercenary."

"Please, my dear aunt, what's the difference in marriage matters between wanting money and being sensible? Where does carefulness stop and greed start? Last Christmas, you feared he would marry me because it would be unwise; and now, because he’s trying to get a girl with only ten thousand pounds, you want to prove he’s just after money."

"If you will only tell me what sort of girl Miss King is, I shall know what to think."

"If you just let me know what kind of girl Miss King is, I'll know what to think."

"She is a very good kind of girl, I believe. I know no harm of her."

"She's a really good person, I think. I haven't heard anything bad about her."

"But he paid her not the smallest attention, till her grandfather's death made her mistress of this fortune."

"But he paid her no attention until her grandfather's death made her the owner of this fortune."

"No—why should he? If it was not allowable for him to gain my affections, because I had no money, what occasion could there be for making love to a girl whom he did not care about, and who was equally poor?"

"No—why would he? If he wasn't allowed to win my affections because I had no money, what reason would there be to pursue a girl he didn't care about, who was just as broke?"

"But there seems indelicacy in directing his attentions towards her, so soon after this event."

"But it feels inappropriate for him to focus his attention on her so soon after this event."

"A man in distressed circumstances has not time for all those elegant decorums which other people may observe. If she does not object to it, why should we?"

"A man in tough situations doesn't have time for all those fancy manners that other people might follow. If she doesn't mind it, why should we?"

"Her not objecting, does not justify him. It only shews her being deficient in something herself—sense or feeling."

"Her not objecting doesn't excuse him. It only shows that she's lacking in something herself—either sense or feeling."

"Well," cried Elizabeth, "have it as you choose. He shall be mercenary, and she shall be foolish."

"Well," shouted Elizabeth, "take it as you want. He will be greedy, and she will be silly."

"No, Lizzy, that is what I do not choose. I should be sorry, you know, to think ill of a young man who has lived so long in Derbyshire."

"No, Lizzy, that is what I do not choose. I'd feel bad, you know, to think poorly of a young man who has lived in Derbyshire for so long."

"Oh! if that is all, I have a very poor opinion of young men who live in Derbyshire; and their intimate friends who live in Hertfordshire are not much better. I am sick of them all. Thank Heaven! I am going to-morrow where I shall find a man who has not one agreeable quality, who has neither manner nor sense to recommend him. Stupid men are the only ones worth knowing, after all."

"Oh! If that's all, I think very little of young men from Derbyshire, and their close friends from Hertfordshire aren’t much better either. I’m tired of all of them. Thank goodness! Tomorrow, I’ll be going somewhere where I’ll meet a guy who doesn’t have a single likable quality, who has neither charm nor intellect to make him stand out. In the end, stupid men are the only ones worth getting to know."

"Take care, Lizzy; that speech savours strongly of disappointment."

"Be careful, Lizzy; that comment really sounds like disappointment."

Before they were separated by the conclusion of the play, she had the unexpected happiness of an invitation to accompany her uncle and aunt in a tour of pleasure which they proposed taking in the summer.

Before they were separated by the end of the play, she experienced the surprising joy of receiving an invitation to join her uncle and aunt on a pleasure trip they planned for the summer.

"We have not quite determined how far it shall carry us," said Mrs. Gardiner, "but perhaps to the Lakes."

"We haven't really decided how far it's going to take us," Mrs. Gardiner said, "but maybe to the Lakes."

No scheme could have been more agreeable to Elizabeth, and her acceptance of the invitation was most ready and grateful. "My dear, dear aunt," she rapturously cried, "what delight! what felicity! You give me fresh life and vigour. Adieu to disappointment and spleen. What are men to rocks and mountains? Oh! what hours of transport we shall spend! And when we do return, it shall not be like other travellers, without being able to give one accurate idea of any thing. We will know where we have gone—we will recollect what we have seen. Lakes, mountains, and rivers, shall not be jumbled together in our imaginations; nor, when we attempt to describe any particular scene, will we begin quarrelling about its relative situation. Let our first effusions be less insupportable than those of the generality of travellers."

No plan could have pleased Elizabeth more, and she accepted the invitation with enthusiastic gratitude. "My dear, dear aunt," she exclaimed joyfully, "this is wonderful! This is amazing! You give me new life and energy. Goodbye to disappointment and gloom. What are men compared to rocks and mountains? Oh! think of the incredible hours we will spend! And when we finally come back, we won’t be like other travelers who can’t accurately describe anything. We will know exactly where we’ve been—we will remember what we’ve seen. Lakes, mountains, and rivers won't get mixed up in our minds; and when we try to describe a specific scene, we won't end up arguing about where it is. Let our first impressions be more enjoyable than those of the average travelers."


CHAPTER V.

Every object in the next day's journey was new and interesting to Elizabeth; and her spirits were in a state for enjoyment; for she had seen her sister looking so well as to banish all fear for her health, and the prospect of her northern tour was a constant source of delight.

Every object on the journey the next day was new and interesting to Elizabeth, and she was in the mood to enjoy herself. She had seen her sister looking so healthy that it eliminated any worries about her well-being, and the idea of her northern trip was a constant source of joy.

When they left the high road for the lane to Hunsford, every eye was in search of the Parsonage, and every turning expected to bring it in view. The paling of Rosings Park was their boundary on one side. Elizabeth smiled at the recollection of all that she had heard of its inhabitants.

When they left the main road for the lane to Hunsford, everyone was looking for the Parsonage, and every turn made them expect to see it. The fence of Rosings Park marked their boundary on one side. Elizabeth smiled at the memory of everything she had heard about its residents.

At length the Parsonage was discernible. The garden sloping to the road, the house standing in it, the green pales and the laurel hedge, every thing declared they were arriving. Mr. Collins and Charlotte appeared at the door, and the carriage stopped at the small gate, which led by a short gravel walk to the house, amidst the nods and smiles of the whole party. In a moment they were all out of the chaise, rejoicing at the sight of each other. Mrs. Collins welcomed her friend with the liveliest pleasure, and Elizabeth was more and more satisfied with coming, when she found herself so affectionately received. She saw instantly that her cousin's manners were not altered by his marriage; his formal civility was just what it had been, and he detained her some minutes at the gate to hear and satisfy his enquiries after all her family. They were then, with no other delay than his pointing out the neatness of the entrance, taken into the house; and as soon as they were in the parlour, he welcomed them a second time with ostentatious formality to his humble abode, and punctually repeated all his wife's offers of refreshment.

At last, the Parsonage came into view. The garden sloped down to the road, the house stood in it, surrounded by green picket fences and a laurel hedge; everything showed they were arriving. Mr. Collins and Charlotte appeared at the door, and the carriage came to a halt at the small gate, which led by a short gravel path to the house, amidst the nods and smiles from everyone in the group. Moments later, they were all out of the carriage, excited to see one another. Mrs. Collins greeted her friend with great joy, and Elizabeth felt increasingly pleased about coming when she saw how warmly she was welcomed. She immediately noticed that her cousin’s behavior hadn’t changed since his marriage; his formal politeness was exactly the same as before, and he kept her at the gate for a few minutes to ask about her entire family. They then went inside the house with no other delay except him pointing out how tidy the entrance was, and as soon as they were in the living room, he welcomed them a second time with overly formal enthusiasm to his humble home and promptly repeated all of his wife's offers of refreshments.

Elizabeth was prepared to see him in his glory; and she could not help fancying that in displaying the good proportion of the room, its aspect and its furniture, he addressed himself particularly to her, as if wishing to make her feel what she had lost in refusing him. But though every thing seemed neat and comfortable, she was not able to gratify him by any sigh of repentance; and rather looked with wonder at her friend that she could have so cheerful an air, with such a companion. When Mr. Collins said any thing of which his wife might reasonably be ashamed, which certainly was not unseldom, she involuntarily turned her eye on Charlotte. Once or twice she could discern a faint blush; but in general Charlotte wisely did not hear. After sitting long enough to admire every article of furniture in the room, from the sideboard to the fender, to give an account of their journey and of all that had happened in London, Mr. Collins invited them to take a stroll in the garden, which was large and well laid out, and to the cultivation of which he attended himself. To work in his garden was one of his most respectable pleasures; and Elizabeth admired the command of countenance with which Charlotte talked of the healthfulness of the exercise, and owned she encouraged it as much as possible. Here, leading the way through every walk and cross walk, and scarcely allowing them an interval to utter the praises he asked for, every view was pointed out with a minuteness which left beauty entirely behind. He could number the fields in every direction, and could tell how many trees there were in the most distant clump. But of all the views which his garden, or which the country, or the kingdom could boast, none were to be compared with the prospect of Rosings, afforded by an opening in the trees that bordered the park nearly opposite the front of his house. It was a handsome modern building, well situated on rising ground.

Elizabeth was ready to see him at his best, and she couldn't help but think that by showcasing the room's good layout, its appearance, and its furniture, he was particularly trying to appeal to her, as if he wanted her to realize what she had missed out on by rejecting him. However, despite everything looking neat and comfortable, she couldn’t give him any sign of regret and instead looked at her friend with surprise at how cheerful she seemed with such a companion. Whenever Mr. Collins said something that might embarrass his wife—which certainly happened often—she would involuntarily glance at Charlotte. A couple of times, she noticed a slight blush, but generally, Charlotte wisely pretended not to hear. After spending enough time admiring every piece of furniture in the room, from the sideboard to the fender, and recounting their journey along with everything that had happened in London, Mr. Collins invited them to take a walk in the garden, which was large and well designed, and which he tended to himself. Gardening was one of his most respectable pleasures, and Elizabeth admired how calmly Charlotte discussed the health benefits of the activity, admitting she encouraged it as much as possible. Leading the way through every path and side path, hardly allowing them a moment to express the compliments he sought, he pointed out every view with such detail that beauty was completely overlooked. He could count the fields in every direction and knew exactly how many trees were in the furthest cluster. But of all the views his garden, the countryside, or the entire kingdom could offer, none could compare to the sight of Rosings that could be seen through an opening in the trees lining the park directly across from the front of his house. It was a handsome, modern building, well-situated on rising ground.

From his garden, Mr. Collins would have led them round his two meadows, but the ladies not having shoes to encounter the remains of a white frost, turned back; and while Sir William accompanied him, Charlotte took her sister and friend over the house, extremely well pleased, probably, to have the opportunity of shewing it without her husband's help. It was rather small, but well built and convenient; and every thing was fitted up and arranged with a neatness and consistency of which Elizabeth gave Charlotte all the credit. When Mr. Collins could be forgotten, there was really a great air of comfort throughout, and by Charlotte's evident enjoyment of it, Elizabeth supposed he must be often forgotten.

From his garden, Mr. Collins would have shown them around his two meadows, but the ladies, lacking shoes to walk on the remnants of a light frost, turned back. While Sir William walked with him, Charlotte took her sister and friend on a tour of the house, clearly happy to have the chance to showcase it without needing her husband's help. It was a bit small but well-built and practical; everything was put together and arranged with a neatness and consistency that Elizabeth credited entirely to Charlotte. When Mr. Collins could be overlooked, there was really a wonderful sense of comfort throughout, and from Charlotte's obvious enjoyment of it, Elizabeth figured he must often be forgotten.

She had already learnt that Lady Catherine was still in the country. It was spoken of again while they were at dinner, when Mr. Collins joining in, observed,

She had already learned that Lady Catherine was still in the countryside. It was mentioned again during dinner when Mr. Collins chimed in, observing,

"Yes, Miss Elizabeth, you will have the honour of seeing Lady Catherine de Bourgh on the ensuing Sunday at church, and I need not say you will be delighted with her. She is all affability and condescension, and I doubt not but you will be honoured with some portion of her notice when service is over. I have scarcely any hesitation in saying that she will include you and my sister Maria in every invitation with which she honours us during your stay here. Her behaviour to my dear Charlotte is charming. We dine at Rosings twice every week, and are never allowed to walk home. Her ladyship's carriage is regularly ordered for us. I should say, one of her ladyship's carriages, for she has several."

"Yes, Miss Elizabeth, you’ll have the honor of seeing Lady Catherine de Bourgh this coming Sunday at church, and I don’t need to say that you’ll be thrilled to meet her. She is incredibly friendly and gracious, and I have no doubt you’ll receive some of her attention after the service. I’m almost certain that she’ll include you and my sister Maria in every invitation she extends during your stay here. Her behavior toward my dear Charlotte is lovely. We have dinner at Rosings twice a week, and we’re never allowed to walk home. Her ladyship’s carriage is always arranged for us. I should say, one of her ladyship’s carriages, since she has several."

"Lady Catherine is a very respectable, sensible woman indeed," added Charlotte, "and a most attentive neighbour."

"Lady Catherine is really a very respectable and sensible woman," added Charlotte, "and a very considerate neighbor."

"Very true, my dear, that is exactly what I say. She is the sort of woman whom one cannot regard with too much deference."

"Very true, my dear, that's exactly what I mean. She's the kind of woman you can't treat with too much respect."

The evening was spent chiefly in talking over Hertfordshire news, and telling again what had been already written; and when it closed, Elizabeth in the solitude of her chamber had to meditate upon Charlotte's degree of contentment, to understand her address in guiding, and composure in bearing with her husband, and to acknowledge that it was all done very well. She had also to anticipate how her visit would pass, the quiet tenor of their usual employments, the vexatious interruptions of Mr. Collins, and the gaieties of their intercourse with Rosings. A lively imagination soon settled it all.

The evening was mainly spent discussing news from Hertfordshire and rehashing what had already been shared. When it ended, Elizabeth found herself alone in her room, reflecting on how content Charlotte seemed, how skillfully she managed her husband, and how gracefully she dealt with him. Elizabeth had to admit it was all quite impressive. She also thought about how her upcoming visit would go—the usual calm of their activities, Mr. Collins's annoying interruptions, and the fun of their interactions at Rosings. With her lively imagination, she quickly figured it all out.

About the middle of the next day, as she was in her room getting ready for a walk, a sudden noise below seemed to speak the whole house in confusion; and after listening a moment, she heard somebody running up stairs in a violent hurry, and calling loudly after her. She opened the door, and met Maria in the landing place, who, breathless with agitation, cried out,

About the middle of the next day, as she was in her room getting ready for a walk, a sudden noise downstairs sent the whole house into chaos; after listening for a moment, she heard someone running up the stairs in a rush, calling out after her. She opened the door and found Maria on the landing, who, breathless with excitement, shouted,

"Oh, my dear Eliza! pray make haste and come into the dining-room, for there is such a sight to be seen! I will not tell you what it is. Make haste, and come down this moment."

"Oh, my dear Eliza! Please hurry and come into the dining room, because there’s something amazing to see! I won’t tell you what it is. Hurry and come down right now."

Elizabeth asked questions in vain; Maria would tell her nothing more, and down they ran into the dining-room, which fronted the lane, in quest of this wonder; it was two ladies stopping in a low phaeton at the garden gate.

Elizabeth asked questions with no luck; Maria wouldn’t tell her anything else, and they hurried into the dining room, which faced the lane, in search of this mystery; it was two ladies stopping in a low carriage at the garden gate.

"And is this all?" cried Elizabeth. "I expected at least that the pigs were got into the garden, and here is nothing but Lady Catherine and her daughter!"

"And is this it?" exclaimed Elizabeth. "I thought for sure that the pigs had gotten into the garden, and all we have here is Lady Catherine and her daughter!"

"La! my dear," said Maria quite shocked at the mistake, "it is not Lady Catherine. The old lady is Mrs. Jenkinson, who lives with them. The other is Miss De Bourgh. Only look at her. She is quite a little creature. Who would have thought she could be so thin and small!"

"Wow! My dear," Maria said, clearly shocked by the mistake, "it's not Lady Catherine. The older lady is Mrs. Jenkinson, who lives with them. The other one is Miss De Bourgh. Just look at her. She’s so petite. Who would have thought she could be so thin and small!"

"She is abominably rude to keep Charlotte out of doors in all this wind. Why does she not come in?"

"She's incredibly rude to leave Charlotte outside in all this wind. Why doesn't she come in?"

"Oh! Charlotte says, she hardly ever does. It is the greatest of favours when Miss De Bourgh comes in."

"Oh! Charlotte says she rarely does. It's a huge favor when Miss De Bourgh comes in."

"I like her appearance," said Elizabeth, struck with other ideas. "She looks sickly and cross.—Yes, she will do for him very well. She will make him a very proper wife."

"I like how she looks," said Elizabeth, distracted by other thoughts. "She seems frail and grumpy.—Yes, she'll be perfect for him. She'll make a very suitable wife."

Mr. Collins and Charlotte were both standing at the gate in conversation with the ladies; and Sir William, to Elizabeth's high diversion, was stationed in the doorway, in earnest contemplation of the greatness before him, and constantly bowing whenever Miss De Bourgh looked that way.

Mr. Collins and Charlotte were both standing at the gate chatting with the ladies, while Sir William, much to Elizabeth's amusement, stood in the doorway, intensely contemplating the significance of the moment and continually bowing whenever Miss De Bourgh glanced in his direction.

At length there was nothing more to be said; the ladies drove on, and the others returned into the house. Mr. Collins no sooner saw the two girls than he began to congratulate them on their good fortune, which Charlotte explained by letting them know that the whole party was asked to dine at Rosings the next day.

At last, there was nothing more to say; the ladies continued on, and the others went back into the house. Mr. Collins immediately saw the two girls and started to congratulate them on their good luck, which Charlotte explained by informing them that the entire group was invited to dinner at Rosings the next day.


CHAPTER VI.

Mr. Collins's triumph in consequence of this invitation was complete. The power of displaying the grandeur of his patroness to his wondering visitors, and of letting them see her civility towards himself and his wife, was exactly what he had wished for; and that an opportunity of doing it should be given so soon, was such an instance of Lady Catherine's condescension as he knew not how to admire enough.

Mr. Collins's success from this invitation was total. The chance to showcase the greatness of his patroness to his amazed guests, and to let them witness her friendliness towards him and his wife, was exactly what he had hoped for; and that he was given the opportunity so soon was such a sign of Lady Catherine's generosity that he could hardly admire it enough.

"I confess," said he, "that I should not have been at all surprised by her Ladyship's asking us on Sunday to drink tea and spend the evening at Rosings. I rather expected, from my knowledge of her affability, that it would happen. But who could have foreseen such an attention as this? Who could have imagined that we should receive an invitation to dine there (an invitation moreover including the whole party) so immediately after your arrival!"

"I admit," he said, "that I wouldn't have been at all surprised if her Ladyship had invited us on Sunday to have tea and spend the evening at Rosings. I expected it, considering how friendly she is. But who could have predicted such a gesture as this? Who could have imagined that we would get an invitation to dine there (which also includes the whole group) so soon after you arrived!"

"I am the less surprised at what has happened," replied Sir William, "from that knowledge of what the manners of the great really are, which my situation in life has allowed me to acquire. About the Court, such instances of elegant breeding are not uncommon."

"I’m not too surprised by what’s happened," replied Sir William. "Given what I know about the true behavior of the elite, thanks to my position in life, I’ve come to expect things like this. At Court, it’s not uncommon to see such refined manners."

Scarcely any thing was talked of the whole day or next morning, but their visit to Rosings. Mr. Collins was carefully instructing them in what they were to expect, that the sight of such rooms, so many servants, and so splendid a dinner might not wholly overpower them.

Hardly anything was mentioned the entire day or the next morning, except for their visit to Rosings. Mr. Collins was diligently preparing them for what to expect, so that the sight of such grand rooms, numerous servants, and an extravagant dinner wouldn't completely overwhelm them.

When the ladies were separating for the toilette, he said to Elizabeth,

When the women were getting ready, he said to Elizabeth,

"Do not make yourself uneasy, my dear cousin, about your apparel. Lady Catherine is far from requiring that elegance of dress in us, which becomes herself and daughter. I would advise you merely to put on whatever of your clothes is superior to the rest, there is no occasion for any thing more. Lady Catherine will not think the worse of you for being simply dressed. She likes to have the distinction of rank preserved."

"Don't worry too much about your outfit, my dear cousin. Lady Catherine doesn’t expect us to dress with the same elegance as she and her daughter do. I suggest you just wear your best clothes; there's no need for anything more. Lady Catherine won't think less of you for dressing simply. She prefers to maintain the distinction of rank."

While they were dressing, he came two or three times to their different doors, to recommend their being quick, as Lady Catherine very much objected to be kept waiting for her dinner.—Such formidable accounts of her Ladyship, and her manner of living, quite frightened Maria Lucas, who had been little used to company, and she looked forward to her introduction at Rosings, with as much apprehension, as her father had done to his presentation at St. James's.

While they were getting ready, he came to their different doors two or three times to urge them to hurry up, since Lady Catherine really didn't like waiting for her dinner. — Such scary stories about her Ladyship and her lifestyle completely intimidated Maria Lucas, who wasn’t used to being around people. She felt just as anxious about her introduction at Rosings as her father had been about his presentation at St. James's.

As the weather was fine, they had a pleasant walk of about half a mile across the park.—Every park has its beauty and its prospects; and Elizabeth saw much to be pleased with, though she could not be in such raptures as Mr. Collins expected the scene to inspire, and was but slightly affected by his enumeration of the windows in front of the house, and his relation of what the glazing altogether had originally cost Sir Lewis De Bourgh.

As the weather was nice, they enjoyed a pleasant walk of about half a mile across the park. Every park has its own beauty and views, and Elizabeth found much to appreciate, even though she wasn't as thrilled as Mr. Collins expected the scene to make her feel. She was only slightly interested in his count of the windows on the front of the house and his account of how much the glazing originally cost Sir Lewis De Bourgh.

When they ascended the steps to the hall, Maria's alarm was every moment increasing, and even Sir William did not look perfectly calm.—Elizabeth's courage did not fail her. She had heard nothing of Lady Catherine that spoke her awful from any extraordinary talents or miraculous virtue, and the mere stateliness of money and rank, she thought she could witness without trepidation.

When they climbed the steps to the hall, Maria's anxiety grew with each moment, and even Sir William didn't seem completely at ease. Elizabeth, however, remained brave. She hadn’t heard anything about Lady Catherine that indicated she was remarkable in any way or had any special virtues, and Elizabeth believed she could face the pomp of wealth and status without fear.

From the entrance hall, of which Mr. Collins pointed out, with a rapturous air, the fine proportion and finished ornaments, they followed the servants through an anti-chamber, to the room where Lady Catherine, her daughter, and Mrs. Jenkinson were sitting.—Her Ladyship, with great condescension, arose to receive them; and as Mrs. Collins had settled it with her husband that the office of introduction should be her's, it was performed in a proper manner, without any of those apologies and thanks which he would have thought necessary.

From the entrance hall, which Mr. Collins enthusiastically highlighted for its great design and beautiful decor, they followed the servants through a waiting room to the area where Lady Catherine, her daughter, and Mrs. Jenkinson were seated.—Her Ladyship graciously stood up to welcome them; and since Mrs. Collins had arranged with her husband that she would handle the introductions, she did so properly, without any of the apologies and thanks he would have deemed necessary.

In spite of having been at St. James's, Sir William was so completely awed, by the grandeur surrounding him, that he had but just courage enough to make a very low bow, and take his seat without saying a word; and his daughter, frightened almost out of her senses, sat on the edge of her chair, not knowing which way to look. Elizabeth found herself quite equal to the scene, and could observe the three ladies before her composedly.—Lady Catherine was a tall, large woman, with strongly-marked features, which might once have been handsome. Her air was not conciliating, nor was her manner of receiving them, such as to make her visitors forget their inferior rank. She was not rendered formidable by silence; but whatever she said, was spoken in so authoritative a tone, as marked her self-importance, and brought Mr. Wickham immediately to Elizabeth's mind; and from the observation of the day altogether, she believed Lady Catherine to be exactly what he had represented.

Despite having been at St. James's, Sir William was so completely in awe of the grandeur around him that he barely mustered the courage to make a slight bow and take his seat without saying a word; his daughter, nearly terrified, perched on the edge of her chair, unsure where to look. Elizabeth found herself more than capable of handling the situation and could observe the three ladies in front of her with composure. Lady Catherine was a tall, large woman with distinct features that might have once been attractive. Her demeanor was not welcoming, nor was her way of receiving them conducive to helping her visitors forget their lower status. She didn't intimidate with silence, but everything she said was in such an authoritative tone that emphasized her self-importance, which immediately reminded Elizabeth of Mr. Wickham; from the overall impression of the day, she concluded that Lady Catherine was exactly as he had described.

When, after examining the mother, in whose countenance and deportment she soon found some resemblance of Mr. Darcy, she turned her eyes on the daughter, she could almost have joined in Maria's astonishment, at her being so thin, and so small. There was neither in figure nor face, any likeness between the ladies. Miss De Bourgh was pale and sickly; her features, though not plain, were insignificant; and she spoke very little, except in a low voice, to Mrs. Jenkinson, in whose appearance there was nothing remarkable, and who was entirely engaged in listening to what she said, and placing a screen in the proper direction before her eyes.

When she finished looking at the mother, in whose face and behavior she quickly found some resemblance to Mr. Darcy, she turned her gaze to the daughter. She could almost join in Maria's shock at how thin and small she was. There was no resemblance between the two women in either figure or face. Miss De Bourgh was pale and fragile; her features, while not unattractive, were unremarkable; and she hardly spoke, except in a quiet voice to Mrs. Jenkinson, who didn't stand out in any way and was completely focused on listening to her and adjusting a screen in front of her eyes.

After sitting a few minutes, they were all sent to one of the windows, to admire the view, Mr. Collins attending them to point out its beauties, and Lady Catherine kindly informing them that it was much better worth looking at in the summer.

After sitting for a few minutes, they were all sent to one of the windows to admire the view, with Mr. Collins helping them by pointing out its beauties, and Lady Catherine kindly letting them know that it was much better to look at in the summer.

The dinner was exceedingly handsome, and there were all the servants, and all the articles of plate which Mr. Collins had promised; and, as he had likewise foretold, he took his seat at the bottom of the table, by her ladyship's desire, and looked as if he felt that life could furnish nothing greater.—He carved, and ate, and praised with delighted alacrity; and every dish was commended, first by him, and then by Sir William, who was now enough recovered to echo whatever his son in law said, in a manner which Elizabeth wondered Lady Catherine could bear. But Lady Catherine seemed gratified by their excessive admiration, and gave most gracious smiles, especially when any dish on the table proved a novelty to them. The party did not supply much conversation. Elizabeth was ready to speak whenever there was an opening, but she was seated between Charlotte and Miss De Bourgh—the former of whom was engaged in listening to Lady Catherine, and the latter said not a word to her all dinner time. Mrs. Jenkinson was chiefly employed in watching how little Miss De Bourgh ate, pressing her to try some other dish, and fearing she were indisposed. Maria thought speaking out of the question, and the gentlemen did nothing but eat and admire.

The dinner was quite impressive, with all the servants and all the fine dinnerware that Mr. Collins had promised. Just as he predicted, he took his seat at the end of the table, as requested by her ladyship, looking as if he thought life couldn’t get any better. He carved, ate, and praised the food with great enthusiasm, and every dish received compliments first from him and then from Sir William, who was now well enough to echo whatever his son-in-law said, in a way that Elizabeth found surprising that Lady Catherine could tolerate. But Lady Catherine seemed pleased by their over-the-top admiration and smiled graciously, especially when any dish turned out to be new to them. The gathering didn’t involve much conversation. Elizabeth was ready to engage whenever there was a chance, but she was seated between Charlotte and Miss De Bourgh—the former was busy listening to Lady Catherine, and the latter didn’t say a word to her all dinner. Mrs. Jenkinson spent most of her time watching how little Miss De Bourgh ate, urging her to try something else, and worrying that she might be unwell. Maria thought speaking was out of the question, and the gentlemen just continued eating and admiring.

When the ladies returned to the drawing-room, there was little to be done but to hear Lady Catherine talk, which she did without any intermission till coffee came in, delivering her opinion on every subject in so decisive a manner as proved that she was not used to have her judgment controverted. She enquired into Charlotte's domestic concerns familiarly and minutely, and gave her a great deal of advice, as to the management of them all; told her how every thing ought to be regulated in so small a family as her's, and instructed her as to the care of her cows and her poultry. Elizabeth found that nothing was beneath this great Lady's attention, which could furnish her with an occasion of dictating to others. In the intervals of her discourse with Mrs. Collins, she addressed a variety of questions to Maria and Elizabeth, but especially to the latter, of whose connections she knew the least, and who she observed to Mrs. Collins, was a very genteel, pretty kind of girl. She asked her at different times, how many sisters she had, whether they were older or younger than herself, whether any of them were likely to be married, whether they were handsome, where they had been educated, what carriage her father kept, and what had been her mother's maiden name?—Elizabeth felt all the impertinence of her questions, but answered them very composedly.—Lady Catherine then observed,

When the women returned to the living room, there was little to do but listen to Lady Catherine talk, which she did without stopping until the coffee arrived, sharing her opinions on every topic in such a definitive way that it was clear she was not used to having her views challenged. She asked Charlotte about her household matters in a familiar and detailed way and offered her a lot of advice on how to manage everything. She told her how everything should be organized in a small family like hers and coached her on taking care of her cows and chickens. Elizabeth realized that nothing was too trivial for this great Lady's attention if it gave her a chance to boss others around. During her conversation with Mrs. Collins, she directed a range of questions to Maria and Elizabeth, but particularly to the latter, about whom she knew the least. She remarked to Mrs. Collins that Elizabeth was a very stylish, pretty girl. At various times, she asked her how many sisters she had, whether they were older or younger, if any of them were likely to get married, whether they were attractive, where they had been educated, what kind of carriage her father owned, and what her mother's maiden name was. Elizabeth felt the rudeness of these questions but answered them calmly. Then Lady Catherine noted,

"Your father's estate is entailed on Mr. Collins, I think. For your sake," turning to Charlotte, "I am glad of it; but otherwise I see no occasion for entailing estates from the female line.—It was not thought necessary in Sir Lewis de Bourgh's family.—Do you play and sing, Miss Bennet?"

"Your dad's estate is tied up with Mr. Collins, I think. For your sake," turning to Charlotte, "I'm glad about that; but otherwise, I don’t see the point in passing down estates through the female line. It wasn’t considered necessary in Sir Lewis de Bourgh's family. Do you play and sing, Miss Bennet?"

"A little."

"A bit."

"Oh! then—some time or other we shall be happy to hear you. Our instrument is a capital one, probably superior to——You shall try it some day.—Do your sisters play and sing?"

"Oh! Well then—sometime soon we’ll be happy to hear you. Our instrument is excellent, probably better than——You should give it a try one day. Do your sisters play music and sing?"

"One of them does."

"One of them does."

"Why did not you all learn?—You ought all to have learned. The Miss Webbs all play, and their father has not so good an income as your's.—Do you draw?"

"Why didn't you all learn? You all should have learned. The Miss Webbs all play, and their father's income isn't as good as yours. Do you draw?"

"No, not at all."

"No way."

"What, none of you?"

"What, none of you guys?"

"Not one."

"None."

"That is very strange. But I suppose you had no opportunity. Your mother should have taken you to town every spring for the benefit of masters."

"That’s really strange. But I guess you didn’t get the chance. Your mom should have taken you to town every spring for the benefit of the teachers."

"My mother would have had no objection, but my father hates London."

"My mom wouldn't have minded, but my dad hates London."

"Has your governess left you?"

"Has your nanny left you?"

"We never had any governess."

"We never had a nanny."

"No governess! How was that possible? Five daughters brought up at home without a governess!—I never heard of such a thing. Your mother must have been quite a slave to your education."

"No governess! How is that even possible? Five daughters raised at home without a governess!—I’ve never heard of anything like it. Your mother must have worked so hard for your education."

Elizabeth could hardly help smiling, as she assured her that had not been the case.

Elizabeth could hardly stop herself from smiling as she assured her that it hadn’t been like that.

"Then, who taught you? who attended to you? Without a governess you must have been neglected."

"Then, who taught you? Who took care of you? Without a governess, you must have been overlooked."

"Compared with some families, I believe we were; but such of us as wished to learn, never wanted the means. We were always encouraged to read, and had all the masters that were necessary. Those who chose to be idle, certainly might."

"Compared with some families, I think we were pretty lucky; but those of us who wanted to learn never lacked the resources. We were always encouraged to read and had all the teachers we needed. Those who decided to be lazy definitely could."

"Aye, no doubt; but that is what a governess will prevent, and if I had known your mother, I should have advised her most strenuously to engage one. I always say that nothing is to be done in education without steady and regular instruction, and nobody but a governess can give it. It is wonderful how many families I have been the means of supplying in that way. I am always glad to get a young person well placed out. Four nieces of Mrs. Jenkinson are most delightfully situated through my means; and it was but the other day, that I recommended another young person, who was merely accidentally mentioned to me, and the family are quite delighted with her. Mrs. Collins, did I tell you of Lady Metcalfe's calling yesterday to thank me? She finds Miss Pope a treasure. 'Lady Catherine,' said she, 'you have given me a treasure.' Are any of your younger sisters out, Miss Bennet?"

"Yes, definitely; but that's exactly what a governess is for, and if I had known your mother, I would have strongly advised her to hire one. I always say that proper education requires consistent and regular teaching, and only a governess can provide that. It's amazing how many families I've helped in that way. I'm always happy to see a young person placed in a good position. Four of Mrs. Jenkinson's nieces are wonderfully situated thanks to me; and just the other day, I recommended another young woman who was mentioned to me by chance, and the family is thrilled with her. Mrs. Collins, did I mention that Lady Metcalfe called yesterday to thank me? She thinks Miss Pope is a gem. 'Lady Catherine,' she said, 'you have given me a treasure.' Are any of your younger sisters out, Miss Bennet?"

"Yes, Ma'am, all."

"Yes, ma'am, all."

"All!—What, all five out at once? Very odd!—And you only the second.—The younger ones out before the elder are married!—Your younger sisters must be very young?"

"Wait, all five of you out at the same time? That’s strange!—And you’re only the second one. The younger ones are out before the older ones are married! Your younger sisters must be really young?"

"Yes, my youngest is not sixteen. Perhaps she is full young to be much in company. But really, Ma'am, I think it would be very hard upon younger sisters, that they should not have their share of society and amusement because the elder may not have the means or inclination to marry early.—The last born has as good a right to the pleasures of youth, as the first. And to be kept back on such a motive!—I think it would not be very likely to promote sisterly affection or delicacy of mind."

"Yes, my youngest is not yet sixteen. Maybe she is too young to be out in society. But honestly, Ma'am, I believe it would be very unfair to younger sisters if they couldn’t enjoy socializing and having fun just because the older ones may not want to marry early. The youngest has as much right to the joys of youth as the oldest. And holding her back for such a reason!—I don’t think that would foster sisterly love or sensitivity."

"Upon my word," said her Ladyship, "you give your opinion very decidedly for so young a person.—Pray, what is your age?"

"Honestly," said her Ladyship, "you express your opinion quite confidently for someone so young. May I ask how old you are?"

"With three younger sisters grown up," replied Elizabeth smiling, "your Ladyship can hardly expect me to own it."

"With three younger sisters all grown up," Elizabeth replied with a smile, "your Ladyship can hardly expect me to admit it."

Lady Catherine seemed quite astonished at not receiving a direct answer; and Elizabeth suspected herself to be the first creature who had ever dared to trifle with so much dignified impertinence.

Lady Catherine looked really surprised that she didn't get a direct answer; and Elizabeth thought she might be the first person to ever challenge her with such bold disrespect.

"You cannot be more than twenty, I am sure,—therefore you need not conceal your age."

"You can't be older than twenty, I'm sure—so there's no need to hide your age."

"I am not one and twenty."

"I'm not 21."

When the gentlemen had joined them, and tea was over, the card tables were placed. Lady Catherine, Sir William, and Mr. and Mrs. Collins sat down to quadrille; and as Miss De Bourgh chose to play at cassino, the two girls had the honour of assisting Mrs. Jenkinson to make up her party. Their table was superlatively stupid. Scarcely a syllable was uttered that did not relate to the game, except when Mrs. Jenkinson expressed her fears of Miss De Bourgh's being too hot or too cold, or having too much or too little light. A great deal more passed at the other table. Lady Catherine was generally speaking—stating the mistakes of the three others, or relating some anecdote of herself. Mr. Collins was employed in agreeing to every thing her Ladyship said, thanking her for every fish he won, and apologising if he thought he won too many. Sir William did not say much. He was storing his memory with anecdotes and noble names.

When the gentlemen joined them and tea was finished, they set up the card tables. Lady Catherine, Sir William, and Mr. and Mrs. Collins sat down to play quadrille, while Miss De Bourgh opted for cassino, leaving the two girls with the honor of helping Mrs. Jenkinson organize her game. Their table was incredibly boring. Hardly a word was spoken that wasn't about the game, except when Mrs. Jenkinson voiced her concerns about Miss De Bourgh being too hot or too cold, or having the right amount of light. There was much more happening at the other table. Lady Catherine was mostly talking—pointing out the mistakes of the other three or sharing some story about herself. Mr. Collins was occupied agreeing with everything her Ladyship said, thanking her for every win he had, and apologizing if he thought he won too many. Sir William didn’t say much; he was busy collecting anecdotes and noble names in his memory.

When Lady Catherine and her daughter had played as long as they chose, the tables were broke up, the carriage was offered to Mrs. Collins, gratefully accepted, and immediately ordered. The party then gathered round the fire to hear Lady Catherine determine what weather they were to have on the morrow. From these instructions they were summoned by the arrival of the coach, and with many speeches of thankfulness on Mr. Collins's side, and as many bows on Sir William's, they departed. As soon as they had driven from the door, Elizabeth was called on by her cousin, to give her opinion of all that she had seen at Rosings, which, for Charlotte's sake, she made more favourable than it really was. But her commendation, though costing her some trouble, could by no means satisfy Mr. Collins, and he was very soon obliged to take her Ladyship's praise into his own hands.

When Lady Catherine and her daughter had played for as long as they wanted, the game was wrapped up, the carriage was offered to Mrs. Collins, which she gratefully accepted, and it was quickly ordered. The group then gathered around the fire to listen to Lady Catherine declare what the weather would be like the next day. They were interrupted by the arrival of the coach, and with many expressions of gratitude from Mr. Collins and just as many bows from Sir William, they left. As soon as they drove away, Elizabeth was asked by her cousin to share her thoughts on everything she had seen at Rosings, which, out of consideration for Charlotte, she made sound better than it actually was. However, her compliments, though they required some effort, still didn’t satisfy Mr. Collins, who soon had to take over praising her Ladyship himself.


CHAPTER VII.

Sir William staid only a week at Hunsford; but his visit was long enough to convince him of his daughter's being most comfortably settled, and of her possessing such a husband and such a neighbour as were not often met with. While Sir William was with them, Mr. Collins devoted his mornings to driving him out in his gig, and shewing him the country; but when he went away, the whole family returned to their usual employments, and Elizabeth was thankful to find that they did not see more of her cousin by the alteration, for the chief of the time between breakfast and dinner was now passed by him either at work in the garden, or in reading and writing, and looking out of window in his own book room, which fronted the road. The room in which the ladies sat was backwards. Elizabeth at first had rather wondered that Charlotte should not prefer the dining-parlour for common use; it was a better sized room, and had a pleasanter aspect; but she soon saw that her friend had an excellent reason for what she did, for Mr. Collins would undoubtedly have been much less in his own apartment, had they sat in one equally lively; and she gave Charlotte credit for the arrangement.

Sir William stayed only a week at Hunsford, but that was enough time for him to see that his daughter was quite comfortably settled and that she had a husband and neighbor who were hard to find. During Sir William's visit, Mr. Collins spent his mornings taking him out in his gig and showing him the area. However, once he left, the whole family went back to their usual activities, and Elizabeth was grateful that they didn’t end up seeing more of her cousin because of this change. Most of the time between breakfast and dinner was now spent by him either working in the garden or reading and writing, and gazing out of the window in his own study, which faced the road. The room where the ladies sat was at the back. At first, Elizabeth had wondered why Charlotte didn’t prefer using the dining parlor for their gatherings; it was a better-sized room and had a nicer view. But she soon realized that her friend had a very good reason for her choice: Mr. Collins would surely have spent much less time in his own space if they had gathered in a room that was equally lively, and she acknowledged Charlotte's smart arrangement.

From the drawing-room they could distinguish nothing in the lane, and were indebted to Mr. Collins for the knowledge of what carriages went along, and how often especially Miss De Bourgh drove by in her phaeton, which he never failed coming to inform them of, though it happened almost every day. She not unfrequently stopped at the Parsonage, and had a few minutes' conversation with Charlotte, but was scarcely ever prevailed on to get out.

From the living room, they couldn’t make out anything in the lane, and they relied on Mr. Collins to keep them updated on what carriages passed by, especially how often Miss De Bourgh drove by in her carriage, which he always made sure to tell them about, even though it happened nearly every day. She often stopped at the Parsonage and chatted with Charlotte for a few minutes, but she was rarely convinced to get out.

Very few days passed in which Mr. Collins did not walk to Rosings, and not many in which his wife did not think it necessary to go likewise; and till Elizabeth recollected that there might be other family livings to be disposed of, she could not understand the sacrifice of so many hours. Now and then, they were honoured with a call from her Ladyship, and nothing escaped her observation that was passing in the room during these visits. She examined into their employments, looked at their work, and advised them to do it differently; found fault with the arrangement of the furniture, or detected the housemaid in negligence; and if she accepted any refreshment, seemed to do it only for the sake of finding out that Mrs. Collins's joints of meat were too large for her family.

Very few days went by without Mr. Collins walking to Rosings, and not many days passed when his wife didn’t feel the need to go as well; until Elizabeth remembered that there might be other family positions available, she couldn’t understand how they sacrificed so many hours. Occasionally, they were graced with a visit from her Ladyship, and nothing that happened in the room escaped her notice during these visits. She looked into their activities, checked their work, and suggested they do it differently; criticized the furniture arrangement, or caught the housemaid being careless; and when she accepted any snacks, it seemed like it was just to confirm that Mrs. Collins's portions of meat were too large for her family.

Elizabeth soon perceived that though this great lady was not in the commission of the peace for the county, she was a most active magistrate in her own parish, the minutest concerns of which were carried to her by Mr. Collins; and whenever any of the cottagers were disposed to be quarrelsome, discontented or too poor, she sallied forth into the village to settle their differences, silence their complaints, and scold them into harmony and plenty.

Elizabeth soon realized that although this high-born lady wasn't officially a justice of the peace for the county, she was a very active magistrate in her own parish. Mr. Collins brought her the smallest details, and whenever any of the villagers were being quarrelsome, unhappy, or struggling financially, she would go out into the village to resolve their issues, quiet their complaints, and lecture them into harmony and prosperity.

The entertainment of dining at Rosings was repeated about twice a week; and, allowing for the loss of Sir William, and there being only one card table in the evening, every such entertainment was the counterpart of the first. Their other engagements were few; as the style of living of the neighbourhood in general, was beyond the Collinses' reach. This however was no evil to Elizabeth, and upon the whole she spent her time comfortably enough; there were half hours of pleasant conversation with Charlotte, and the weather was so fine for the time of year, that she had often great enjoyment out of doors. Her favourite walk, and where she frequently went while the others were calling on Lady Catherine, was along the open grove which edged that side of the park, where there was a nice sheltered path, which no one seemed to value but herself, and where she felt beyond the reach of Lady Catherine's curiosity.

The entertainment of dining at Rosings happened about twice a week. Considering the loss of Sir William and the fact that there was only one card table in the evening, every gathering was pretty much the same as the first. Their other social commitments were limited since the lifestyle of the neighborhood was beyond the Collinses' means. However, this wasn't a problem for Elizabeth; overall, she spent her time quite comfortably. She enjoyed pleasant conversations with Charlotte during the half hours they shared, and the weather was so nice for that time of year that she often found great enjoyment outdoors. Her favorite walk, where she frequently went while others were visiting Lady Catherine, was along the open grove that bordered that side of the park. It had a lovely sheltered path that no one else seemed to appreciate but her, and there she felt free from Lady Catherine's scrutiny.

In this quiet way, the first fortnight of her visit soon passed away. Easter was approaching, and the week preceding it, was to bring an addition to the family at Rosings, which in so small a circle must be important. Elizabeth had heard soon after her arrival, that Mr. Darcy was expected there in the course of a few weeks, and though there were not many of her acquaintance whom she did not prefer, his coming would furnish one comparatively new to look at in their Rosings parties, and she might be amused in seeing how hopeless Miss Bingley's designs on him were, by his behaviour to his cousin, for whom he was evidently destined by Lady Catherine; who talked of his coming with the greatest satisfaction, spoke of him in terms of the highest admiration, and seemed almost angry to find that he had already been frequently seen by Miss Lucas and herself.

In this quiet way, the first two weeks of her visit quickly went by. Easter was approaching, and the week before it was set to bring a new addition to the family at Rosings, which must be significant in such a small circle. Elizabeth had heard shortly after her arrival that Mr. Darcy was expected there in a few weeks. Even though there weren't many people she preferred over others, his arrival would provide someone relatively new to observe at their gatherings, and she might find it entertaining to see just how futile Miss Bingley’s efforts to win him over were, based on his behavior towards his cousin, whom Lady Catherine clearly intended for him; she spoke of his arrival with great pleasure, praised him highly, and seemed almost annoyed to discover that he had already been seen frequently by Miss Lucas and herself.

His arrival was soon known at the Parsonage, for Mr. Collins was walking the whole morning within view of the lodges opening into Hunsford Lane, in order to have the earliest assurance of it; and after making his bow as the carriage turned into the Park, hurried home with the great intelligence. On the following morning he hastened to Rosings to pay his respects. There were two nephews of Lady Catherine to require them, for Mr. Darcy had brought with him a Colonel Fitzwilliam, the younger son of his uncle, Lord —— and to the great surprise of all the party, when Mr. Collins returned the gentlemen accompanied him. Charlotte had seen them from her husband's room, crossing the road, and immediately running into the other, told the girls what an honour they might expect, adding,

His arrival quickly became known at the Parsonage, as Mr. Collins spent the entire morning in sight of the lodges along Hunsford Lane to get the earliest news of it; and after bowing as the carriage turned into the Park, he hurried home with the exciting news. The next morning, he rushed to Rosings to show his respects. Lady Catherine had two nephews visiting, since Mr. Darcy had brought along Colonel Fitzwilliam, the younger son of his uncle, Lord —— and to everyone’s surprise, when Mr. Collins returned, the men joined him. Charlotte had spotted them from her husband’s room crossing the road, and immediately dashed to the others, telling the girls what an honor they could expect, adding,

"I may thank you, Eliza, for this piece of civility. Mr. Darcy would never have come so soon to wait upon me."

"I should thank you, Eliza, for this gesture of kindness. Mr. Darcy would never have come to visit me so soon."

Elizabeth had scarcely time to disclaim all right to the compliment, before their approach was announced by the door-bell, and shortly afterwards the three gentlemen entered the room. Colonel Fitzwilliam, who led the way, was about thirty, not handsome, but in person and address most truly the gentleman. Mr. Darcy looked just as he had been used to look in Hertfordshire, paid his compliments, with his usual reserve, to Mrs. Collins; and whatever might be his feelings towards her friend, met her with every appearance of composure. Elizabeth merely curtseyed to him, without saying a word.

Elizabeth barely had time to deny any claim to the compliment before their arrival was announced by the doorbell, and soon after, the three gentlemen walked into the room. Colonel Fitzwilliam, who led the way, was around thirty—not handsome, but genuinely a gentleman in both his appearance and manner. Mr. Darcy looked just as he had in Hertfordshire, offered his polite greetings to Mrs. Collins with his usual reserve, and no matter what his feelings toward her friend were, greeted her with every sign of composure. Elizabeth simply curtsied to him without saying a word.

Colonel Fitzwilliam entered into conversation directly with the readiness and ease of a well-bred man, and talked very pleasantly; but his cousin, after having addressed a slight observation on the house and garden to Mrs. Collins, sat for some time without speaking to any body. At length, however, his civility was so far awakened as to enquire of Elizabeth after the health of her family. She answered him in the usual way, and after a moment's pause, added,

Colonel Fitzwilliam jumped into the conversation with the confidence and ease of a well-mannered person, and he spoke quite pleasantly. However, his cousin, after making a brief comment about the house and garden to Mrs. Collins, sat in silence for a while without talking to anyone. Eventually, though, he became polite enough to ask Elizabeth how her family was doing. She replied as expected, and after a moment's pause, added,

"My eldest sister has been in town these three months. Have you never happened to see her there?"

"My older sister has been in town for three months. Have you not seen her there?"

She was perfectly sensible that he never had; but she wished to see whether he would betray any consciousness of what had passed between the Bingleys and Jane; and she thought he looked a little confused as he answered that he had never been so fortunate as to meet Miss Bennet. The subject was pursued no farther, and the gentlemen soon afterwards went away.

She was completely aware that he never had; but she wanted to see if he would show any awareness of what had happened between the Bingleys and Jane. She thought he seemed a bit confused when he said that he had never been lucky enough to meet Miss Bennet. The topic wasn't explored any further, and the gentlemen left soon after.


CHAPTER VIII.

Colonel Fitzwilliam's manners were very much admired at the parsonage, and the ladies all felt that he must add considerably to the pleasure of their engagements at Rosings. It was some days, however, before they received any invitation thither, for while there were visitors in the house, they could not be necessary; and it was not till Easter-day, almost a week after the gentlemen's arrival, that they were honoured by such an attention, and then they were merely asked on leaving church to come there in the evening. For the last week they had seen very little of either Lady Catherine or her daughter. Colonel Fitzwilliam had called at the parsonage more than once during the time, but Mr. Darcy they had only seen at church.

Colonel Fitzwilliam was very well-liked at the parsonage, and the ladies all felt that he would greatly enhance their time at Rosings. However, it took several days before they received any invitation, as long as there were visitors in the house, it seemed unnecessary; it wasn't until Easter day, nearly a week after the gentlemen arrived, that they were honored with an invitation, and even then, they were simply asked to come over in the evening after church. For the past week, they had hardly seen either Lady Catherine or her daughter. Colonel Fitzwilliam visited the parsonage several times during that period, but they had only seen Mr. Darcy at church.

The invitation was accepted of course, and at a proper hour they joined the party in Lady Catherine's drawing-room. Her ladyship received them civilly, but it was plain that their company was by no means so acceptable as when she could get nobody else; and she was, in fact, almost engrossed by her nephews, speaking to them, especially to Darcy, much more than to any other person in the room.

The invitation was accepted, of course, and at the right time they joined the party in Lady Catherine's drawing room. She greeted them politely, but it was clear that she preferred their company far less than when she had no one else to talk to; in fact, she was almost entirely focused on her nephews, talking to them, especially to Darcy, much more than to anyone else in the room.

Colonel Fitzwilliam seemed really glad to see them; any thing was a welcome relief to him at Rosings; and Mrs. Collins's pretty friend had moreover caught his fancy very much. He now seated himself by her, and talked so agreeably of Kent and Hertfordshire, of travelling and staying at home, of new books and music, that Elizabeth had never been half so well entertained in that room before; and they conversed with so much spirit and flow, as to draw the attention of Lady Catherine herself, as well as of Mr. Darcy. His eyes had been soon and repeatedly turned towards them with a look of curiosity; and that her ladyship after a while shared the feeling, was more openly acknowledged, for she did not scruple to call out,

Colonel Fitzwilliam genuinely seemed happy to see them; anything was a welcome break for him at Rosings, and Mrs. Collins's attractive friend had caught his interest quite a bit. He took a seat next to her and engaged in friendly conversation about Kent and Hertfordshire, traveling and staying put, new books and music, to the point that Elizabeth had never enjoyed herself so much in that room before. They talked with such energy and ease that they caught the attention of Lady Catherine and Mr. Darcy. His gaze had quickly and frequently shifted toward them with curiosity, and after a while, it was clear that Lady Catherine shared this interest, as she did not hesitate to call out,

"What is that you are saying, Fitzwilliam? What is it you are talking of? What are you telling Miss Bennet? Let me hear what it is."

"What are you saying, Fitzwilliam? What are you talking about? What are you telling Miss Bennet? I want to hear what it is."

"We are speaking of music, Madam," said he, when no longer able to avoid a reply.

"We're talking about music, ma'am," he said, when he could no longer dodge the question.

"Of music! Then pray speak aloud. It is of all subjects my delight. I must have my share in the conversation, if you are speaking of music. There are few people in England, I suppose, who have more true enjoyment of music than myself, or a better natural taste. If I had ever learnt, I should have been a great proficient. And so would Anne, if her health had allowed her to apply. I am confident that she would have performed delightfully. How does Georgiana get on, Darcy?"

"About music! Please, speak up. It's my favorite topic. I have to join the conversation if you're talking about music. I doubt there are many people in England who enjoy music more than I do or have a better natural taste. If I had ever learned, I would have been really good at it. Anne would have been too, if her health had let her practice. I'm sure she would have played beautifully. How is Georgiana doing, Darcy?"

Mr. Darcy spoke with affectionate praise of his sister's proficiency.

Mr. Darcy spoke with loving praise of his sister's skills.

"I am very glad to hear such a good account of her," said Lady Catherine; "and pray tell her from me, that she cannot expect to excel, if she does not practise a great deal."

"I’m so glad to hear such a good report about her," said Lady Catherine; "and please tell her from me that she can’t expect to excel if she doesn’t practice a lot."

"I assure you, Madam," he replied, "that she does not need such advice. She practises very constantly."

"I promise you, ma'am," he said, "that she doesn't need that kind of advice. She practices quite regularly."

"So much the better. It cannot be done too much; and when I next write to her, I shall charge her not to neglect it on any account. I often tell young ladies, that no excellence in music is to be acquired, without constant practice. I have told Miss Bennet several times, that she will never play really well, unless she practises more; and though Mrs. Collins has no instrument, she is very welcome, as I have often told her, to come to Rosings every day, and play on the piano-forte in Mrs. Jenkinson's room. She would be in nobody's way, you know, in that part of the house."

"That's even better. It can't be emphasized enough; when I write to her next, I'll make sure to tell her not to ignore it at all. I often advise young women that no level of musical skill can be achieved without consistent practice. I've told Miss Bennet many times that she won't play well unless she practices more. And even though Mrs. Collins doesn't have an instrument, she's always welcome, as I've mentioned before, to come to Rosings every day and play the piano in Mrs. Jenkinson's room. She wouldn't be in anyone's way, you know, in that part of the house."

Mr. Darcy looked a little ashamed of his aunt's ill breeding, and made no answer.

Mr. Darcy seemed a bit embarrassed by his aunt's bad manners and didn't respond.

When coffee was over, Colonel Fitzwilliam reminded Elizabeth of having promised to play to him; and she sat down directly to the instrument. He drew a chair near her. Lady Catherine listened to half a song, and then talked, as before, to her other nephew; till the latter walked away from her, and moving with his usual deliberation towards the piano-forte, stationed himself so as to command a full view of the fair performer's countenance. Elizabeth saw what he was doing, and at the first convenient pause, turned to him with an arch smile, and said,

When they finished coffee, Colonel Fitzwilliam reminded Elizabeth that she had promised to play for him, so she sat down at the piano right away. He pulled a chair closer to her. Lady Catherine listened to part of a song and then resumed her conversation with her other nephew until he walked away from her. He then moved slowly toward the piano and positioned himself to get a good look at Elizabeth's face while she played. Elizabeth noticed what he was doing, and at the first chance she got, she turned to him with a playful smile and said,

"You mean to frighten me, Mr. Darcy, by coming in all this state to hear me? But I will not be alarmed though your sister does play so well. There is a stubbornness about me that never can bear to be frightened at the will of others. My courage always rises with every attempt to intimidate me."

"You think you can scare me, Mr. Darcy, by showing up like this to listen to me? But I won't be intimidated, even if your sister plays so well. I have a stubbornness that can't stand being frightened by what others want. My courage always grows stronger whenever someone tries to intimidate me."

"I shall not say that you are mistaken," he replied, "because you could not really believe me to entertain any design of alarming you; and I have had the pleasure of your acquaintance long enough to know, that you find great enjoyment in occasionally professing opinions which in fact are not your own."

"I won't say that you're wrong," he replied, "because I know you can't genuinely think that I intend to frighten you; and I've known you long enough to realize that you really enjoy occasionally pretending to hold opinions that you don't actually believe."

Elizabeth laughed heartily at this picture of herself, and said to Colonel Fitzwilliam, "Your cousin will give you a very pretty notion of me, and teach you not to believe a word I say. I am particularly unlucky in meeting with a person so well able to expose my real character, in a part of the world, where I had hoped to pass myself off with some degree of credit. Indeed, Mr. Darcy, it is very ungenerous in you to mention all that you knew to my disadvantage in Hertfordshire—and, give me leave to say, very impolitic too—for it is provoking me to retaliate, and such things may come out, as will shock your relations to hear."

Elizabeth laughed heartily at this image of herself and said to Colonel Fitzwilliam, "Your cousin will give you a very nice impression of me and teach you not to believe a word I say. I'm particularly unlucky to run into someone so able to reveal my true character in a place where I hoped to make a good impression. Indeed, Mr. Darcy, it’s quite unkind of you to bring up everything you know about me that isn’t flattering from Hertfordshire—and, if I may say, very unwise too—because it’s provoking me to fight back, and things might come out that will shock your family to hear."

"I am not afraid of you," said he, smilingly.

"I’m not afraid of you," he said with a smile.

"Pray let me hear what you have to accuse him of," cried Colonel Fitzwilliam. "I should like to know how he behaves among strangers."

"Please let me know what you think he should be blamed for," exclaimed Colonel Fitzwilliam. "I’d like to understand how he acts around people he doesn’t know."

"You shall hear then—but prepare yourself for something very dreadful. The first time of my ever seeing him in Hertfordshire, you must know, was at a ball—and at this ball, what do you think he did? He danced only four dances! I am sorry to pain you—but so it was. He danced only four dances, though gentlemen were scarce; and, to my certain knowledge, more than one young lady was sitting down in want of a partner. Mr. Darcy, you cannot deny the fact."

"You'll hear this, but get ready for something really shocking. The first time I ever saw him in Hertfordshire was at a ball—and you won’t believe what he did. He only danced four dances! I hate to break it to you, but that’s the truth. He only danced four times, even though there weren't many gentlemen around, and I know for a fact that more than one young lady was sitting there looking for a partner. Mr. Darcy, you can’t deny it."

"I had not at that time the honour of knowing any lady in the assembly beyond my own party."

"I didn't have the pleasure of knowing any woman in the gathering except for my own group."

"True; and nobody can ever be introduced in a ball room. Well, Colonel Fitzwilliam, what do I play next? My fingers wait your orders."

"True; and no one can ever be introduced at a ballroom. So, Colonel Fitzwilliam, what should I play next? My fingers are ready for your instructions."

"Perhaps," said Darcy, "I should have judged better, had I sought an introduction, but I am ill qualified to recommend myself to strangers."

"Maybe," said Darcy, "I would have judged better if I had asked for an introduction, but I'm not really good at recommending myself to people I don't know."

"Shall we ask your cousin the reason of this?" said Elizabeth, still addressing Colonel Fitzwilliam. "Shall we ask him why a man of sense and education, and who has lived in the world, is ill qualified to recommend himself to strangers?"

"Should we ask your cousin why this is?" Elizabeth said, still talking to Colonel Fitzwilliam. "Should we ask him why a smart and educated man who has been around is so bad at making a good impression on strangers?"

"I can answer your question," said Fitzwilliam, "without applying to him. It is because he will not give himself the trouble."

"I can answer your question," Fitzwilliam said, "without asking him. It's because he won't take the time to do it."

"I certainly have not the talent which some people possess," said Darcy, "of conversing easily with those I have never seen before. I cannot catch their tone of conversation, or appear interested in their concerns, as I often see done."

"I definitely don't have the skill that some people have," Darcy said, "of easily chatting with those I've never met before. I can't pick up their style of conversation, or seem interested in their issues, like I often see others do."

"My fingers," said Elizabeth, "do not move over this instrument in the masterly manner which I see so many women's do. They have not the same force or rapidity, and do not produce the same expression. But then I have always supposed it to be my own fault—because I would not take the trouble of practising. It is not that I do not believe my fingers as capable as any other woman's of superior execution."

"My fingers," Elizabeth said, "don't move over this instrument as skillfully as I see so many women do. They lack the same strength and speed, and don't create the same feeling. But I've always thought it was my own fault—because I didn’t want to put in the effort to practice. It's not that I don’t believe my fingers are as capable as any other woman's for superior performance."

Darcy smiled and said, "You are perfectly right. You have employed your time much better. No one admitted to the privilege of hearing you, can think any thing wanting. We neither of us perform to strangers."

Darcy smiled and said, "You’re absolutely right. You’ve used your time much better. No one who has the privilege of listening to you could think anything is missing. Neither of us performs for strangers."

Here they were interrupted by Lady Catherine, who called out to know what they were talking of. Elizabeth immediately began playing again. Lady Catherine approached, and, after listening for a few minutes, said to Darcy,

Here they were interrupted by Lady Catherine, who called out to ask what they were talking about. Elizabeth immediately started playing again. Lady Catherine came closer, and after listening for a few minutes, said to Darcy,

"Miss Bennet would not play at all amiss, if she practised more, and could have the advantage of a London master. She has a very good notion of fingering, though her taste is not equal to Anne's. Anne would have been a delightful performer, had her health allowed her to learn."

"Miss Bennet wouldn't play poorly at all if she practiced more and had the benefit of a London teacher. She has a pretty good sense of fingering, although her taste isn't on the same level as Anne's. Anne would have been a wonderful performer if her health had allowed her to learn."

Elizabeth looked at Darcy to see how cordially he assented to his cousin's praise; but neither at that moment nor at any other could she discern any symptom of love; and from the whole of his behaviour to Miss De Bourgh she derived this comfort for Miss Bingley, that he might have been just as likely to marry her, had she been his relation.

Elizabeth looked at Darcy to gauge how warmly he agreed with his cousin's praise; but at that moment, and at no other time, could she see any signs of affection. From the way he acted around Miss De Bourgh, she took comfort for Miss Bingley in the thought that he might have been just as willing to marry her, if she had been his relative.

Lady Catherine continued her remarks on Elizabeth's performance, mixing with them many instructions on execution and taste. Elizabeth received them with all the forbearance of civility; and at the request of the gentlemen remained at the instrument till her Ladyship's carriage was ready to take them all home.

Lady Catherine kept commenting on Elizabeth's playing, adding a lot of tips on technique and style. Elizabeth listened with all the patience of politeness; and at the gentlemen's request, she stayed at the instrument until her Ladyship's carriage was ready to take them all home.


CHAPTER IX.

Elizabeth was sitting by herself the next morning, and writing to Jane, while Mrs. Collins and Maria were gone on business into the village, when she was startled by a ring at the door, the certain signal of a visitor. As she had heard no carriage, she thought it not unlikely to be Lady Catherine, and under that apprehension was putting away her half-finished letter that she might escape all impertinent questions, when the door opened, and to her very great surprise, Mr. Darcy, and Mr. Darcy only, entered the room.

Elizabeth was sitting alone the next morning, writing to Jane, while Mrs. Collins and Maria had gone into the village on an errand. She was startled by a ring at the door, which meant a visitor was arriving. Since she hadn’t heard a carriage, she thought it might be Lady Catherine, and to avoid any awkward questions, she started to put away her half-finished letter. Just then, the door opened, and to her shock, only Mr. Darcy walked into the room.

He seemed astonished too on finding her alone, and apologised for his intrusion, by letting her know that he had understood all the ladies to be within.

He looked shocked to find her alone and apologized for interrupting by saying he thought all the ladies were inside.

They then sat down, and when her enquiries after Rosings were made, seemed in danger of sinking into total silence. It was absolutely necessary, therefore, to think of something, and in this emergence recollecting when she had seen him last in Hertfordshire, and feeling curious to know what he would say on the subject of their hasty departure, she observed,

They then sat down, and when she asked about Rosings, they seemed about to fall completely silent. It was essential, therefore, to come up with something to say, and remembering when she had last seen him in Hertfordshire, and feeling curious about his thoughts on their quick departure, she remarked,

"How very suddenly you all quitted Netherfield last November, Mr. Darcy! It must have been a most agreeable surprise to Mr. Bingley to see you all after him so soon; for, if I recollect right, he went but the day before. He and his sisters were well, I hope, when you left London."

"How quickly you all left Netherfield last November, Mr. Darcy! It must have been a nice surprise for Mr. Bingley to see you all chasing after him so soon; if I remember correctly, he left just the day before. I hope he and his sisters were well when you left London."

"Perfectly so—I thank you."

"Exactly—I appreciate it."

She found that she was to receive no other answer—and, after a short pause, added,

She realized she wasn’t going to get any other answer—and, after a brief pause, added,

"I think I have understood that Mr. Bingley has not much idea of ever returning to Netherfield again?"

"I think I understand that Mr. Bingley doesn't really plan on returning to Netherfield again?"

"I have never heard him say so; but it is probable that he may spend very little of his time there in future. He has many friends, and he is at a time of life when friends and engagements are continually increasing."

"I've never heard him say it, but it's likely that he won't spend much time there in the future. He has a lot of friends, and he's at a stage in life where friendships and commitments are constantly growing."

"If he means to be but little at Netherfield, it would be better for the neighbourhood that he should give up the place entirely, for then we might possibly get a settled family there. But perhaps Mr. Bingley did not take the house so much for the convenience of the neighbourhood as for his own, and we must expect him to keep or quit it on the same principle."

"If he's planning to spend only a short time at Netherfield, it would be better for the neighborhood if he gave up the place completely, because then we might have a stable family move in. But maybe Mr. Bingley didn't choose the house for the neighborhood's convenience, but for his own, and we should expect him to decide whether to stay or leave based on the same reasoning."

"I should not be surprised," said Darcy, "if he were to give it up, as soon as any eligible purchase offers."

"I wouldn't be surprised," said Darcy, "if he decided to give it up as soon as any attractive offer comes along."

Elizabeth made no answer. She was afraid of talking longer of his friend; and, having nothing else to say, was now determined to leave the trouble of finding a subject to him.

Elizabeth didn't respond. She was hesitant to talk more about his friend, and since she had nothing else to say, she decided to let him take on the task of finding a topic.

He took the hint, and soon began with, "This seems a very comfortable house. Lady Catherine, I believe, did a great deal to it when Mr. Collins first came to Hunsford."

He picked up on the hint and soon started with, "This house seems really cozy. Lady Catherine, I think, did a lot to it when Mr. Collins first arrived in Hunsford."

"I believe she did—and I am sure she could not have bestowed her kindness on a more grateful object."

"I believe she did—and I’m sure she couldn’t have chosen a more grateful recipient for her kindness."

"Mr. Collins appears very fortunate in his choice of a wife."

"Mr. Collins seems really lucky in his choice of a wife."

"Yes, indeed; his friends may well rejoice in his having met with one of the very few sensible women who would have accepted him, or have made him happy if they had. My friend has an excellent understanding—though I am not certain that I consider her marrying Mr. Collins as the wisest thing she ever did. She seems perfectly happy, however, and in a prudential light, it is certainly a very good match for her."

"Yes, absolutely; his friends can definitely be happy that he met one of the very few sensible women who would have accepted him or made him happy if given the chance. My friend is very smart—although I'm not sure I think marrying Mr. Collins was the best decision she ever made. She seems completely happy, though, and from a practical standpoint, it's definitely a good match for her."

"It must be very agreeable to her to be settled within so easy a distance of her own family and friends."

"It must be really nice for her to be settled within such a convenient distance of her family and friends."

"An easy distance do you call it? It is nearly fifty miles."

"Do you really think that's a short distance? It's almost fifty miles."

"And what is fifty miles of good road? Little more than half a day's journey. Yes, I call it a very easy distance."

"And what is fifty miles of good road? Just a bit more than half a day's trip. Yeah, I consider it a super easy distance."

"I should never have considered the distance as one of the advantages of the match," cried Elizabeth. "I should never have said Mrs. Collins was settled near her family."

"I should never have thought of the distance as one of the advantages of the match," cried Elizabeth. "I should never have said Mrs. Collins was settled near her family."

"It is a proof of your own attachment to Hertfordshire. Any thing beyond the very neighbourhood of Longbourn, I suppose, would appear far."

"It shows how much you care about Hertfordshire. Anything farther than the immediate area around Longbourn would probably seem distant."

As he spoke there was a sort of smile, which Elizabeth fancied she understood; he must be supposing her to be thinking of Jane and Netherfield, and she blushed as she answered,

As he spoke, he had a kind of smile that Elizabeth thought she understood; he must be assuming she was thinking about Jane and Netherfield, and she blushed as she replied,

"I do not mean to say that a woman may not be settled too near her family. The far and the near must be relative, and depend on many varying circumstances. Where there is fortune to make the expence of travelling unimportant, distance becomes no evil. But that is not the case here. Mr. and Mrs. Collins have a comfortable income, but not such a one as will allow of frequent journeys—and I am persuaded my friend would not call herself near her family under less than half the present distance."

"I'm not saying that a woman can't live close to her family. The concepts of far and near are relative and depend on many different circumstances. When there's enough money to make travel expenses insignificant, distance isn't a problem. But that's not the situation here. Mr. and Mrs. Collins have a decent income, but not one that supports frequent trips—and I'm convinced my friend wouldn’t consider herself near her family unless it were less than half the current distance."

Mr. Darcy drew his chair a little towards her, and said, "You cannot have a right to such very strong local attachment. You cannot have been always at Longbourn."

Mr. Darcy leaned his chair a bit closer to her and said, "You can't possibly have such a deep connection to this place. You can't have always been at Longbourn."

Elizabeth looked surprised. The gentleman experienced some change of feeling; he drew back his chair, took a newspaper from the table, and, glancing over it, said, in a colder voice,

Elizabeth looked surprised. The gentleman felt a shift in his emotions; he pulled back his chair, grabbed a newspaper from the table, and, glancing at it, said in a cooler tone,

"Are you pleased with Kent?"

"Are you happy with Kent?"

A short dialogue on the subject of the country ensued, on either side calm and concise—and soon put an end to by the entrance of Charlotte and her sister, just returned from their walk. The tête-à-tête surprised them. Mr. Darcy related the mistake which had occasioned his intruding on Miss Bennet, and after sitting a few minutes longer without saying much to any body, went away.

A brief conversation about the countryside took place, with both sides being calm and straightforward—and it was quickly interrupted by the arrival of Charlotte and her sister, who had just come back from their walk. The private talk caught them off guard. Mr. Darcy explained the misunderstanding that led him to interrupt Miss Bennet, and after sitting for a few more minutes without saying much to anyone, he left.

"What can be the meaning of this!" said Charlotte, as soon as he was gone. "My dear Eliza he must be in love with you, or he would never have called on us in this familiar way."

"What could this mean?" said Charlotte, as soon as he left. "My dear Eliza, he must be in love with you, or he wouldn't have visited us so casually."

But when Elizabeth told of his silence, it did not seem very likely, even to Charlotte's wishes, to be the case; and after various conjectures, they could at last only suppose his visit to proceed from the difficulty of finding any thing to do, which was the more probable from the time of year. All field sports were over. Within doors there was Lady Catherine, books, and a billiard table, but gentlemen cannot be always within doors; and in the nearness of the Parsonage, or the pleasantness of the walk to it, or of the people who lived in it, the two cousins found a temptation from this period of walking thither almost every day. They called at various times of the morning, sometimes separately, sometimes together, and now and then accompanied by their aunt. It was plain to them all that Colonel Fitzwilliam came because he had pleasure in their society, a persuasion which of course recommended him still more; and Elizabeth was reminded by her own satisfaction in being with him, as well as by his evident admiration of her, of her former favourite George Wickham; and though, in comparing them, she saw there was less captivating softness in Colonel Fitzwilliam's manners, she believed he might have the best informed mind.

But when Elizabeth talked about his silence, it didn't seem very likely, even for Charlotte's wishes, that it was true; and after various guesses, they could ultimately only assume his visit was because he struggled to find anything to do, which made more sense given the time of year. All the outdoor sports were done. Inside, there was Lady Catherine, books, and a billiard table, but men can't always stay indoors; and with the Parsonage nearby, or the pleasant walk to it, or the people who lived there, the two cousins found themselves tempted to walk there almost every day. They would drop by at various times in the morning, sometimes separately, sometimes together, and occasionally with their aunt. It was clear to all of them that Colonel Fitzwilliam came because he enjoyed their company, a belief that naturally made him even more appealing; and Elizabeth was reminded by her own happiness in being with him, as well as by his obvious admiration for her, of her former favorite George Wickham; and although, in comparing them, she noticed there was less charming softness in Colonel Fitzwilliam's manner, she believed he might have the better-informed mind.

But why Mr. Darcy came so often to the Parsonage, it was more difficult to understand. It could not be for society, as he frequently sat there ten minutes together without opening his lips; and when he did speak, it seemed the effect of necessity rather than of choice—a sacrifice to propriety, not a pleasure to himself. He seldom appeared really animated. Mrs. Collins knew not what to make of him. Colonel Fitzwilliam's occasionally laughing at his stupidity, proved that he was generally different, which her own knowledge of him could not have told her; and as she would have liked to believe this change the effect of love, and the object of that love, her friend Eliza, she sat herself seriously to work to find it out.—She watched him whenever they were at Rosings, and whenever he came to Hunsford; but without much success. He certainly looked at her friend a great deal, but the expression of that look was disputable. It was an earnest, steadfast gaze, but she often doubted whether there were much admiration in it, and sometimes it seemed nothing but absence of mind.

But why Mr. Darcy visited the Parsonage so often was harder to understand. It couldn't be for socializing, since he frequently sat there for ten minutes without saying a word; and when he did talk, it seemed more like a necessity than a choice—a compromise for appearances, not something he enjoyed. He rarely seemed truly engaged. Mrs. Collins had no idea what to think of him. Colonel Fitzwilliam occasionally laughing at his awkwardness showed that he was usually different, which her own experiences with him hadn’t suggested; and since she wanted to believe that this change was caused by love, particularly for her friend Eliza, she set out to figure it out. She observed him whenever they were at Rosings and whenever he visited Hunsford, but with little success. He definitely looked at her friend a lot, but the meaning behind that look was questionable. It was an intense, steady gaze, but she often wondered if there was much admiration in it, and sometimes it just seemed like he was lost in thought.

She had once or twice suggested to Elizabeth the possibility of his being partial to her, but Elizabeth always laughed at the idea; and Mrs. Collins did not think it right to press the subject, from the danger of raising expectations which might only end in disappointment; for in her opinion it admitted not of a doubt, that all her friend's dislike would vanish, if she could suppose him to be in her power.

She had mentioned to Elizabeth a couple of times that he might be interested in her, but Elizabeth always dismissed the idea with a laugh. Mrs. Collins didn't believe it was right to push the topic, as it could lead to false hopes that would likely end in disappointment. In her view, there was no doubt that all her friend's dislike would disappear if she thought he was interested in her.

In her kind schemes for Elizabeth, she sometimes planned her marrying Colonel Fitzwilliam. He was beyond comparison the pleasantest man; he certainly admired her, and his situation in life was most eligible; but, to counterbalance these advantages, Mr. Darcy had considerable patronage in the church, and his cousin could have none at all.

In her thoughtful plans for Elizabeth, she occasionally envisioned her marrying Colonel Fitzwilliam. He was undoubtedly the most charming man; he definitely admired her, and his social standing was quite favorable. However, to offset these benefits, Mr. Darcy had significant influence in the church, while his cousin had none at all.


CHAPTER X.

More than once did Elizabeth in her ramble within the Park, unexpectedly meet Mr. Darcy.—She felt all the perverseness of the mischance that should bring him where no one else was brought; and to prevent its ever happening again, took care to inform him at first, that it was a favourite haunt of hers.—How it could occur a second time therefore was very odd!—Yet it did, and even a third. It seemed like wilful ill-nature, or a voluntary penance, for on these occasions it was not merely a few formal enquiries and an awkward pause and then away, but he actually thought it necessary to turn back and walk with her. He never said a great deal, nor did she give herself the trouble of talking or of listening much; but it struck her in the course of their third rencontre that he was asking some odd unconnected questions—about her pleasure in being at Hunsford, her love of solitary walks, and her opinion of Mr. and Mrs. Collins's happiness; and that in speaking of Rosings and her not perfectly understanding the house, he seemed to expect that whenever she came into Kent again she would be staying there too. His words seemed to imply it. Could he have Colonel Fitzwilliam in his thoughts? She supposed, if he meant any thing, he must mean an allusion to what might arise in that quarter. It distressed her a little, and she was quite glad to find herself at the gate in the pales opposite the Parsonage.

More than once, Elizabeth unexpectedly ran into Mr. Darcy during her strolls in the Park. She felt all the frustration of this strange coincidence that brought him there when no one else was around, and to make sure it didn't happen again, she initially let him know that it was one of her favorite spots. So it was quite odd that it happened a second time! Yet it did, and even a third time. It seemed like deliberate unpleasantness, or maybe a kind of self-imposed punishment, because on these occasions, it wasn't just a few formal questions followed by an awkward silence before parting ways; he actually felt it necessary to turn back and walk with her. He never said much, nor did she bother to talk or listen very attentively; but during their third encounter, she noticed he was asking some strange, unrelated questions—about how she enjoyed being in Hunsford, her love for solitary walks, and her thoughts on Mr. and Mrs. Collins's happiness. When he mentioned Rosings and how she didn't entirely understand the house, it seemed like he was suggesting that whenever she came back to Kent, she'd be staying there too. His words hinted at that possibility. Could he be thinking of Colonel Fitzwilliam? She figured that if he meant anything, it must be a reference to what might come from that angle. This made her feel a little uneasy, and she was quite relieved to find herself at the gate opposite the Parsonage.

She was engaged one day as she walked, in re-perusing Jane's last letter, and dwelling on some passages which proved that Jane had not written in spirits, when, instead of being again surprised by Mr. Darcy, she saw on looking up that Colonel Fitzwilliam was meeting her. Putting away the letter immediately and forcing a smile, she said,

She was occupied one day while walking, rereading Jane's last letter and focusing on parts that showed Jane hadn't written in a cheerful mood, when, instead of being surprised by Mr. Darcy again, she looked up to see Colonel Fitzwilliam approaching her. Quickly putting away the letter and forcing a smile, she said,

"I did not know before that you ever walked this way."

"I didn't know you ever walked this way before."

"I have been making the tour of the Park," he replied, "as I generally do every year, and intend to close it with a call at the Parsonage. Are you going much farther?"

"I've been walking around the Park," he replied, "like I usually do every year, and I plan to finish it off with a visit to the Parsonage. Are you going any farther?"

"No, I should have turned in a moment."

"No, I should have handed it in a moment ago."

And accordingly she did turn, and they walked towards the Parsonage together.

And so she turned, and they walked together toward the Parsonage.

"Do you certainly leave Kent on Saturday?" said she.

"Are you really leaving Kent on Saturday?" she asked.

"Yes—if Darcy does not put it off again. But I am at his disposal. He arranges the business just as he pleases."

"Yes—if Darcy doesn't delay it again. But I'm here whenever he needs me. He organizes everything however he wants."

"And if not able to please himself in the arrangement, he has at least great pleasure in the power of choice. I do not know any body who seems more to enjoy the power of doing what he likes than Mr. Darcy."

"And if he can't find satisfaction in the arrangement, he at least takes great pleasure in having the freedom to choose. I don't know anyone who seems to enjoy the ability to do what he likes more than Mr. Darcy."

"He likes to have his own way very well," replied Colonel Fitzwilliam. "But so we all do. It is only that he has better means of having it than many others, because he is rich, and many others are poor. I speak feelingly. A younger son, you know, must be inured to self-denial and dependence."

"He really likes to get his way," replied Colonel Fitzwilliam. "But we all do. It's just that he has better resources to get what he wants than many others, since he's rich, and many are not. I say this from experience. A younger son, you know, has to get used to self-denial and depending on others."

"In my opinion, the younger son of an Earl can know very little of either. Now, seriously, what have you ever known of self-denial and dependence? When have you been prevented by want of money from going wherever you chose, or procuring any thing you had a fancy for?"

"In my view, the younger son of an Earl knows very little about either. Seriously, when have you ever experienced self-denial and dependence? When has your lack of money stopped you from going wherever you wanted or getting something you fancied?"

"These are home questions—and perhaps I cannot say that I have experienced many hardships of that nature. But in matters of greater weight, I may suffer from the want of money. Younger sons cannot marry where they like."

"These are personal questions—and I might not say that I've faced many struggles of that kind. But when it comes to more serious issues, I might struggle due to a lack of money. Younger sons can't marry whoever they want."

"Unless where they like women of fortune, which I think they very often do."

"Unless they're into women with money, which I think they often are."

"Our habits of expence make us too dependant, and there are not many in my rank of life who can afford to marry without some attention to money."

"Our spending habits make us too dependent, and not many people in my social class can afford to get married without paying attention to money."

"Is this," thought Elizabeth, "meant for me?" and she coloured at the idea; but, recovering herself, said in a lively tone, "And pray, what is the usual price of an Earl's younger son? Unless the elder brother is very sickly, I suppose you would not ask above fifty thousand pounds."

"Is this," thought Elizabeth, "for me?" She flushed at the thought, but quickly composed herself and responded cheerfully, "And may I ask, what’s the going rate for an Earl's younger son? Unless the older brother is really unwell, I assume you wouldn't expect more than fifty thousand pounds."

He answered her in the same style, and the subject dropped. To interrupt a silence which might make him fancy her affected with what had passed, she soon afterwards said,

He replied to her in the same way, and the topic was dropped. To break a silence that might lead him to think she was bothered by what had happened, she soon said,

"I imagine your cousin brought you down with him chiefly for the sake of having somebody at his disposal. I wonder he does not marry, to secure a lasting convenience of that kind. But, perhaps his sister does as well for the present, and, as she is under his sole care, he may do what he likes with her."

"I figure your cousin brought you along mainly to have someone to help him out. I wonder why he hasn't gotten married to have that kind of permanent support. But maybe his sister is handling things for now, and since he’s solely responsible for her, he can do whatever he wants with her."

"No," said Colonel Fitzwilliam, "that is an advantage which he must divide with me. I am joined with him in the guardianship of Miss Darcy."

"No," said Colonel Fitzwilliam, "that’s an advantage he has to share with me. I’m also responsible for looking after Miss Darcy."

"Are you, indeed? And pray what sort of guardians do you make? Does your charge give you much trouble? Young ladies of her age, are sometimes a little difficult to manage, and if she has the true Darcy spirit, she may like to have her own way."

"Really? And what kind of guardians are you? Does she give you a hard time? Young ladies her age can be a bit challenging to handle, and if she has the true Darcy spirit, she might prefer to do things her own way."

As she spoke, she observed him looking at her earnestly, and the manner in which he immediately asked her why she supposed Miss Darcy likely to give them any uneasiness, convinced her that she had somehow or other got pretty near the truth. She directly replied,

As she spoke, she noticed him looking at her seriously, and the way he quickly asked her why she thought Miss Darcy might cause them any trouble made her feel like she had somehow gotten close to the truth. She responded directly,

"You need not be frightened. I never heard any harm of her; and I dare say she is one of the most tractable creatures in the world. She is a very great favourite with some ladies of my acquaintance, Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley. I think I have heard you say that you know them."

"You don’t need to be scared. I’ve never heard anything bad about her, and I bet she’s one of the easiest-going people you’ll ever meet. She’s very popular with some of my friends, Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley. I think I’ve heard you mention that you know them."

"I know them a little. Their brother is a pleasant gentleman-like man—he is a great friend of Darcy's."

"I know them a bit. Their brother is a nice, gentlemanly guy—he’s a good friend of Darcy’s."

"Oh! yes," said Elizabeth drily—"Mr. Darcy is uncommonly kind to Mr. Bingley, and takes a prodigious deal of care of him."

"Oh! yes," Elizabeth replied dryly, "Mr. Darcy is exceptionally kind to Mr. Bingley and takes an enormous amount of care of him."

"Care of him!—Yes, I really believe Darcy does take care of him in those points where he most wants care. From something that he told me in our journey hither, I have reason to think Bingley very much indebted to him. But I ought to beg his pardon, for I have no right to suppose that Bingley was the person meant. It was all conjecture."

"Care for him!—Yes, I really believe Darcy actually takes care of him in the areas where he needs it the most. From something he shared with me during our trip here, I have a reason to think Bingley owes him a lot. But I should apologize, as I have no right to assume that Bingley was the person referred to. It was all speculation."

"What is it you mean?"

"What do you mean?"

"It is a circumstance which Darcy of course would not wish to be generally known, because if it were to get round to the lady's family, it would be an unpleasant thing."

"It’s something Darcy definitely wouldn’t want everyone to know because if it got back to the lady’s family, it would be awkward."

"You may depend upon my not mentioning it."

"You can count on me not to bring it up."

"And remember that I have not much reason for supposing it to be Bingley. What he told me was merely this; that he congratulated himself on having lately saved a friend from the inconveniences of a most imprudent marriage, but without mentioning names or any other particulars, and I only suspected it to be Bingley from believing him the kind of young man to get into a scrape of that sort, and from knowing them to have been together the whole of last summer."

"And keep in mind that I don’t have much reason to think it’s Bingley. All he told me was that he felt proud of having recently saved a friend from the troubles of a really bad marriage, but he didn’t mention any names or details. I just assumed it was Bingley because I thought he was the kind of guy who would get into that kind of mess, especially since I know they spent the whole last summer together."

"Did Mr. Darcy give you his reasons for this interference?"

"Did Mr. Darcy explain his reasons for getting involved?"

"I understood that there were some very strong objections against the lady."

"I realized that there were some very serious objections against the woman."

"And what arts did he use to separate them?"

"And what methods did he use to keep them apart?"

"He did not talk to me of his own arts," said Fitzwilliam smiling. "He only told me, what I have now told you."

"He didn't share his own skills with me," Fitzwilliam said with a smile. "He only told me what I've just shared with you."

Elizabeth made no answer, and walked on, her heart swelling with indignation. After watching her a little, Fitzwilliam asked her why she was so thoughtful.

Elizabeth didn't respond and kept walking, her heart filled with anger. After observing her for a moment, Fitzwilliam asked her why she seemed so pensive.

"I am thinking of what you have been telling me," said she. "Your cousin's conduct does not suit my feelings. Why was he to be the judge?"

"I’m considering what you’ve been saying," she said. "Your cousin's behavior doesn’t match my feelings. Why was he chosen to be the judge?"

"You are rather disposed to call his interference officious?"

"Are you inclined to say that his interference is intrusive?"

"I do not see what right Mr. Darcy had to decide on the propriety of his friend's inclination, or why, upon his own judgment alone, he was to determine and direct in what manner that friend was to be happy." "But," she continued, recollecting herself, "as we know none of the particulars, it is not fair to condemn him. It is not to be supposed that there was much affection in the case."

"I don't understand what right Mr. Darcy had to judge his friend's feelings or why he thought he could decide how that friend should find happiness." "But," she went on, gathering her thoughts, "since we don't know all the details, it's not fair to criticize him. We can't assume there was a lot of love involved."

"That is not an unnatural surmise," said Fitzwilliam, "but it is lessening the honour of my cousin's triumph very sadly."

"That's not an unreasonable guess," Fitzwilliam said, "but it really diminishes the honor of my cousin's achievement."

This was spoken jestingly, but it appeared to her so just a picture of Mr. Darcy, that she would not trust herself with an answer; and, therefore, abruptly changing the conversation, talked on indifferent matters till they reached the parsonage. There, shut into her own room, as soon as their visitor left them, she could think without interruption of all that she had heard. It was not to be supposed that any other people could be meant than those with whom she was connected. There could not exist in the world two men, over whom Mr. Darcy could have such boundless influence. That he had been concerned in the measures taken to separate Mr. Bingley and Jane, she had never doubted; but she had always attributed to Miss Bingley the principal design and arrangement of them. If his own vanity, however, did not mislead him, he was the cause, his pride and caprice were the cause of all that Jane had suffered, and still continued to suffer. He had ruined for a while every hope of happiness for the most affectionate, generous heart in the world; and no one could say how lasting an evil he might have inflicted.

This was said jokingly, but to her, it seemed such an accurate representation of Mr. Darcy that she couldn't trust herself to respond. So, she quickly changed the subject and chatted about trivial things until they reached the parsonage. Once inside her own room, after their guest left, she could think uninterrupted about everything she had heard. It was hard to believe that anyone else could be involved besides the people she knew. There couldn't possibly be two men in the world who held such sway over Mr. Darcy. She had never doubted that he played a role in the actions taken to keep Mr. Bingley and Jane apart, but she had always believed that Miss Bingley was the main architect behind it. However, if his own vanity didn’t deceive him, he was the reason, with his pride and whims, behind all of Jane's suffering, which continued even now. He had temporarily destroyed every chance of happiness for the most loving, generous heart in the world, and no one could say how lasting the damage might be.

"There were some very strong objections against the lady," were Colonel Fitzwilliam's words, and these strong objections probably were, her having one uncle who was a country attorney, and another who was in business in London.

"There were some very strong objections against the lady," Colonel Fitzwilliam said, and these strong objections were likely due to her having one uncle who was a country attorney and another who was in business in London.

"To Jane herself," she exclaimed, "there could be no possibility of objection. All loveliness and goodness as she is! Her understanding excellent, her mind improved, and her manners captivating. Neither could any thing be urged against my father, who, though with some peculiarities, has abilities which Mr. Darcy himself need not disdain, and respectability which he will probably never reach." When she thought of her mother indeed, her confidence gave way a little, but she would not allow that any objections there had material weight with Mr. Darcy, whose pride, she was convinced, would receive a deeper wound from the want of importance in his friend's connections, than from their want of sense; and she was quite decided at last, that he had been partly governed by this worst kind of pride, and partly by the wish of retaining Mr. Bingley for his sister.

"To Jane herself," she exclaimed, "there’s no way to argue against it. She's all loveliness and goodness! Her understanding is excellent, her mind is sharp, and her manners are charming. There’s nothing one could say against my father, who, despite his quirks, has talents that even Mr. Darcy wouldn't scoff at, and a level of respectability that he’ll likely never achieve." When she thought about her mother, her confidence wavered a bit, but she refused to believe that any objections there would have real weight with Mr. Darcy, whose pride, she was sure, would take a bigger hit from the lack of significance in his friend’s connections than from their lack of sense; she ultimately decided that he was driven partly by this worst kind of pride and partly by the desire to keep Mr. Bingley for his sister.

The agitation and tears which the subject occasioned, brought on a headache; and it grew so much worse towards the evening that, added to her unwillingness to see Mr. Darcy, it determined her not to attend her cousins to Rosings, where they were engaged to drink tea. Mrs. Collins, seeing that she was really unwell, did not press her to go, and as much as possible prevented her husband from pressing her, but Mr. Collins could not conceal his apprehension of Lady Catherine's being rather displeased by her staying at home.

The upset and tears that the situation caused led to a headache; it got so much worse by the evening that, along with her reluctance to see Mr. Darcy, it convinced her not to go with her cousins to Rosings, where they were supposed to have tea. Mrs. Collins, noticing that she was genuinely unwell, didn’t push her to go and did her best to keep her husband from insisting, but Mr. Collins couldn’t hide his worry that Lady Catherine would be somewhat displeased with her staying home.


CHAPTER XI.

When they were gone, Elizabeth, as if intending to exasperate herself as much as possible against Mr. Darcy, chose for her employment the examination of all the letters which Jane had written to her since her being in Kent. They contained no actual complaint, nor was there any revival of past occurrences, or any communication of present suffering. But in all, and in almost every line of each, there was a want of that cheerfulness which had been used to characterize her style, and which, proceeding from the serenity of a mind at ease with itself, and kindly disposed towards every one, had been scarcely ever clouded. Elizabeth noticed every sentence conveying the idea of uneasiness, with an attention which it had hardly received on the first perusal. Mr. Darcy's shameful boast of what misery he had been able to inflict, gave her a keener sense of her sister's sufferings. It was some consolation to think that his visit to Rosings was to end on the day after the next, and a still greater, that in less than a fortnight she should herself be with Jane again, and enabled to contribute to the recovery of her spirits, by all that affection could do.

When they left, Elizabeth, as if trying to annoy herself as much as possible with Mr. Darcy, decided to go through all the letters that Jane had written to her since being in Kent. They didn’t contain any real complaints, nor did they bring up past events or mention any current pain. But in each letter, and almost every line, there was a lack of the cheerfulness that had usually defined her writing. This cheerfulness, coming from a peaceful mind and a kind disposition, had rarely been overshadowed. Elizabeth picked up on every sentence that conveyed unease, paying attention to it now in a way she hadn’t during her first reading. Mr. Darcy's disgraceful brag about the pain he had caused her sister made her even more aware of Jane's suffering. It was somewhat comforting to think that his visit to Rosings would end the day after next, and even more comforting to know that in less than two weeks, she would be with Jane again and could help lift her spirits with all the love she could give.

She could not think of Darcy's leaving Kent, without remembering that his cousin was to go with him; but Colonel Fitzwilliam had made it clear that he had no intentions at all, and agreeable as he was, she did not mean to be unhappy about him.

She couldn’t think about Darcy leaving Kent without remembering that his cousin was going with him; but Colonel Fitzwilliam had made it clear that he had no intentions whatsoever, and as charming as he was, she didn't want to feel upset about him.

While settling this point, she was suddenly roused by the sound of the door bell, and her spirits were a little fluttered by the idea of its being Colonel Fitzwilliam himself, who had once before called late in the evening, and might now come to enquire particularly after her. But this idea was soon banished, and her spirits were very differently affected, when, to her utter amazement, she saw Mr. Darcy walk into the room. In an hurried manner he immediately began an enquiry after her health, imputing his visit to a wish of hearing that she were better. She answered him with cold civility. He sat down for a few moments, and then getting up walked about the room. Elizabeth was surprised, but said not a word. After a silence of several minutes he came towards her in an agitated manner, and thus began,

While figuring this out, she was suddenly interrupted by the sound of the doorbell, and she felt a little excited at the thought that it might be Colonel Fitzwilliam himself, who had previously come by late in the evening and might now be checking on her. But that idea quickly faded away, and her mood shifted dramatically when, to her complete astonishment, she saw Mr. Darcy walk into the room. In a hurried way, he immediately began to ask about her health, claiming his visit was solely to hear that she was feeling better. She responded with cool politeness. He sat down for a moment, then got up and started pacing around the room. Elizabeth was surprised but didn’t say anything. After several minutes of silence, he approached her with an agitated demeanor and began,

"In vain have I struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you."

"In vain have I tried. It’s just not possible. I can’t hold back my feelings. You have to let me tell you how deeply I admire and love you."

Elizabeth's astonishment was beyond expression. She stared, coloured, doubted, and was silent. This he considered sufficient encouragement, and the avowal of all that he felt and had long felt for her, immediately followed. He spoke well, but there were feelings besides those of the heart to be detailed, and he was not more eloquent on the subject of tenderness than of pride. His sense of her inferiority—of its being a degradation—of the family obstacles which judgment had always opposed to inclination, were dwelt on with a warmth which seemed due to the consequence he was wounding, but was very unlikely to recommend his suit.

Elizabeth was absolutely stunned. She stared, flushed with color, felt uncertain, and remained silent. He took this as enough encouragement, and immediately confessed everything he had felt for her for a long time. He spoke well, but there were other feelings to express besides love, and he was just as inarticulate about his tenderness as he was about his pride. His awareness of her inferiority—seeing it as a degradation—and the family obstacles that reason had always placed in the way of his feelings were expressed with a passion that seemed to stem from the hurt he was causing her, but was unlikely to help his cause.

In spite of her deeply-rooted dislike, she could not be insensible to the compliment of such a man's affection, and though her intentions did not vary for an instant, she was at first sorry for the pain he was to receive; till, roused to resentment by his subsequent language, she lost all compassion in anger. She tried, however, to compose herself to answer him with patience, when he should have done. He concluded with representing to her the strength of that attachment which, in spite of all his endeavours, he had found impossible to conquer; and with expressing his hope that it would now be rewarded by her acceptance of his hand. As he said this, she could easily see that he had no doubt of a favourable answer. He spoke of apprehension and anxiety, but his countenance expressed real security. Such a circumstance could only exasperate farther, and when he ceased, the colour rose into her cheeks, and she said,

Despite her deep-seated dislike, she couldn’t ignore the compliment of a man like him being affectionate toward her. Although her feelings didn’t change at all, she initially felt sorry for the pain he was about to experience; but once he spoke to her dismissively, her sympathy turned into anger. She tried to gather herself so she could respond to him patiently when he finished. He wrapped things up by emphasizing how strong his feelings were, which he had found impossible to overcome, and expressed his hope that she would now accept his proposal. As he said this, it was clear he had no doubt she would say yes. He mentioned feeling anxious, but his expression showed genuine confidence. This only fueled her irritation further, and when he stopped speaking, she felt her cheeks flush, and she said,

"In such cases as this, it is, I believe, the established mode to express a sense of obligation for the sentiments avowed, however unequally they may be returned. It is natural that obligation should be felt, and if I could feel gratitude, I would now thank you. But I cannot—I have never desired your good opinion, and you have certainly bestowed it most unwillingly. I am sorry to have occasioned pain to any one. It has been most unconsciously done, however, and I hope will be of short duration. The feelings which, you tell me, have long prevented the acknowledgment of your regard, can have little difficulty in overcoming it after this explanation."

"In situations like this, I think it’s common to express a sense of gratitude for the feelings shared, no matter how unevenly they are reciprocated. It’s natural to feel a sense of obligation, and if I could feel gratitude, I would thank you now. But I can’t—I’ve never sought your approval, and you’ve certainly given it with reluctance. I'm sorry for causing anyone pain. It was completely unintentional, and I hope it won't last long. The feelings you mention that have long held you back from acknowledging your affection should easily be overcome after this explanation."

Mr. Darcy, who was leaning against the mantle-piece with his eyes fixed on her face, seemed to catch her words with no less resentment than surprise. His complexion became pale with anger, and the disturbance of his mind was visible in every feature. He was struggling for the appearance of composure, and would not open his lips, till he believed himself to have attained it. The pause was to Elizabeth's feelings dreadful. At length, in a voice of forced calmness, he said,

Mr. Darcy, leaning against the mantelpiece and staring at her face, seemed to take in her words with equal parts resentment and surprise. His face turned pale with anger, and his inner turmoil was clear in every feature. He was trying to act composed and wouldn’t say anything until he thought he could pull it off. The silence was painfully uncomfortable for Elizabeth. Finally, in a voice that sounded forced and calm, he said,

"And this is all the reply which I am to have the honour of expecting! I might, perhaps, wish to be informed why, with so little endeavour at civility, I am thus rejected. But it is of small importance."

"And this is the only response I can expect! I might, perhaps, want to know why I am being rejected with so little effort at politeness. But it doesn’t really matter."

"I might as well enquire," replied she, "why with so evident a design of offending and insulting me, you chose to tell me that you liked me against your will, against your reason, and even against your character? Was not this some excuse for incivility, if I was uncivil? But I have other provocations. You know I have. Had not my own feelings decided against you, had they been indifferent, or had they even been favourable, do you think that any consideration would tempt me to accept the man, who has been the means of ruining, perhaps for ever, the happiness of a most beloved sister?"

"I might as well ask," she replied, "why, with such a clear intention of offending and insulting me, you chose to tell me that you liked me against your will, against your logic, and even against your character? Wasn't that a good reason for rudeness, if I was being rude? But I have other reasons to be upset. You know I do. If my own feelings hadn't turned against you, if they had been neutral or even positive, do you really think any reasoning would make me want to accept the man who has possibly ruined the happiness of my most cherished sister forever?"

As she pronounced these words, Mr. Darcy changed colour; but the emotion was short, and he listened without attempting to interrupt her while she continued.

As she said this, Mr. Darcy's face changed; but the emotion was brief, and he listened without trying to interrupt her as she went on.

"I have every reason in the world to think ill of you. No motive can excuse the unjust and ungenerous part you acted there. You dare not, you cannot deny that you have been the principal, if not the only means of dividing them from each other, of exposing one to the censure of the world for caprice and instability, the other to its derision for disappointed hopes, and involving them both in misery of the acutest kind."

"I have every reason to think poorly of you. No motive can justify the unfair and unkind role you played there. You can’t deny that you have been the main, if not the only, cause of driving them apart, making one vulnerable to the criticism of others for being fickle and unstable, while the other is mocked for dashed hopes, which has brought both of them intense misery."

She paused, and saw with no slight indignation that he was listening with an air which proved him wholly unmoved by any feeling of remorse. He even looked at her with a smile of affected incredulity.

She paused and saw with some irritation that he was listening with an expression that showed he was completely unaffected by any feelings of remorse. He even stared at her with a fake smile of disbelief.

"Can you deny that you have done it?" she repeated.

"Can you deny that you did it?" she asked again.

With assumed tranquillity he then replied, "I have no wish of denying that I did every thing in my power to separate my friend from your sister, or that I rejoice in my success. Towards him I have been kinder than towards myself."

With calm confidence, he then said, "I won't deny that I did everything I could to keep my friend away from your sister, or that I'm pleased with how it turned out. I've been kinder to him than to myself."

Elizabeth disdained the appearance of noticing this civil reflection, but its meaning did not escape, nor was it likely to conciliate her.

Elizabeth pretended not to notice this polite remark, but she understood its meaning, and it was unlikely to win her over.

"But it is not merely this affair," she continued, "on which my dislike is founded. Long before it had taken place, my opinion of you was decided. Your character was unfolded in the recital which I received many months ago from Mr. Wickham. On this subject, what can you have to say? In what imaginary act of friendship can you here defend yourself? or under what misrepresentation, can you here impose upon others?"

"But it's not just this situation," she continued, "that led to my dislike. Long before this happened, I had already formed my opinion of you. Your character was revealed in the story I heard many months ago from Mr. Wickham. What do you have to say about that? What fictional act of friendship can you use to defend yourself here? Or how can you deceive others with your misrepresentation?"

"You take an eager interest in that gentleman's concerns," said Darcy in a less tranquil tone, and with a heightened colour.

"You seem pretty interested in that guy's issues," Darcy said, his tone less calm and his face a bit flushed.

"Who that knows what his misfortunes have been, can help feeling an interest in him?"

"Who knows what his misfortunes have been, and doesn't feel a connection to him?"

"His misfortunes!" repeated Darcy contemptuously; "yes, his misfortunes have been great indeed."

"His misfortunes!" Darcy repeated with disdain; "yes, his misfortunes have been truly significant."

"And of your infliction," cried Elizabeth with energy. "You have reduced him to his present state of poverty, comparative poverty. You have withheld the advantages, which you must know to have been designed for him. You have deprived the best years of his life, of that independence which was no less his due than his desert. You have done all this! and yet you can treat the mention of his misfortunes with contempt and ridicule."

"And because of what you’ve done," Elizabeth exclaimed passionately. "You’ve brought him to his current state of poverty, relative poverty. You’ve taken away the opportunities that you know were meant for him. You’ve stolen the best years of his life, the independence that he deserved just as much as he earned. You did all this! And still, you can look down on his misfortunes with disdain and mockery."

"And this," cried Darcy, as he walked with quick steps across the room, "is your opinion of me! This is the estimation in which you hold me! I thank you for explaining it so fully. My faults, according to this calculation, are heavy indeed! But perhaps," added he, stopping in his walk, and turning towards her, "these offences might have been overlooked, had not your pride been hurt by my honest confession of the scruples that had long prevented my forming any serious design. These bitter accusations might have been suppressed, had I with greater policy concealed my struggles, and flattered you into the belief of my being impelled by unqualified, unalloyed inclination; by reason, by reflection, by every thing. But disguise of every sort is my abhorrence. Nor am I ashamed of the feelings I related. They were natural and just. Could you expect me to rejoice in the inferiority of your connections? To congratulate myself on the hope of relations, whose condition in life is so decidedly beneath my own?"

"And this," Darcy exclaimed, walking quickly across the room, "is how you see me! This is how you judge me! I appreciate you laying it all out so clearly. According to this view, my faults are indeed serious! But maybe," he said, stopping and turning to face her, "these offenses could have been overlooked if your pride hadn't been wounded by my honest admission of the doubts that had long kept me from pursuing any serious intentions. These harsh accusations could have been held back if I had been more tactful, hiding my struggles and leading you to believe that I was driven purely by genuine, unfiltered feelings; by reason, by thought, by everything. But I detest any kind of pretense. I'm not ashamed of the feelings I shared; they were natural and valid. Could you really expect me to be happy about the shortcomings of your connections? To take pride in the possibility of relatives whose status in life is so clearly beneath my own?"

Elizabeth felt herself growing more angry every moment; yet she tried to the utmost to speak with composure when she said,

Elizabeth felt her anger increasing with every passing moment; still, she did her best to speak calmly when she said,

"You are mistaken, Mr. Darcy, if you suppose that the mode of your declaration affected me in any other way, than as it spared me the concern which I might have felt in refusing you, had you behaved in a more gentleman-like manner."

"You’re wrong, Mr. Darcy, if you think that the way you declared your feelings impacted me in any way other than it saved me the worry I might have felt in turning you down, if you had acted in a more gentlemanly way."

She saw him start at this, but he said nothing, and she continued,

She noticed him flinch at this, but he didn’t say anything, and she went on,

"You could not have made me the offer of your hand in any possible way that would have tempted me to accept it."

"You could have made me all kinds of offers, but there’s no way it would have convinced me to say yes."

Again his astonishment was obvious; and he looked at her with an expression of mingled incredulity and mortification. She went on.

Again, his surprise was clear, and he looked at her with a mix of disbelief and embarrassment. She continued.

"From the very beginning, from the first moment I may almost say, of my acquaintance with you, your manners impressing me with the fullest belief of your arrogance, your conceit, and your selfish disdain of the feelings of others, were such as to form that ground-work of disapprobation, on which succeeding events have built so immoveable a dislike; and I had not known you a month before I felt that you were the last man in the world whom I could ever be prevailed on to marry."

"From the very start, really from the first moment I met you, your behavior made me fully believe in your arrogance, your self-importance, and your selfish disregard for the feelings of others. This created a foundation of disapproval that later events have only strengthened into a firm dislike; and within a month of knowing you, I realized you were the last man in the world I could ever be convinced to marry."

"You have said quite enough, madam. I perfectly comprehend your feelings, and have now only to be ashamed of what my own have been. Forgive me for having taken up so much of your time, and accept my best wishes for your health and happiness."

"You've said enough, ma'am. I completely understand how you feel, and now I can only feel ashamed of my own feelings. I'm sorry for taking up so much of your time, and I wish you the best for your health and happiness."

And with these words he hastily left the room, and Elizabeth heard him the next moment open the front door and quit the house.

And with those words, he quickly left the room, and Elizabeth heard him open the front door and leave the house a moment later.

The tumult of her mind was now painfully great. She knew not how to support herself, and from actual weakness sat down and cried for half an hour. Her astonishment, as she reflected on what had passed, was increased by every review of it. That she should receive an offer of marriage from Mr. Darcy! that he should have been in love with her for so many months! so much in love as to wish to marry her in spite of all the objections which had made him prevent his friend's marrying her sister, and which must appear at least with equal force in his own case, was almost incredible! it was gratifying to have inspired unconsciously so strong an affection. But his pride, his abominable pride, his shameless avowal of what he had done with respect to Jane, his unpardonable assurance in acknowledging, though he could not justify it, and the unfeeling manner in which he had mentioned Mr. Wickham, his cruelty towards whom he had not attempted to deny, soon overcame the pity which the consideration of his attachment had for a moment excited.

The chaos in her mind was now overwhelmingly intense. She didn’t know how to cope, and out of sheer weakness, she sat down and cried for half an hour. Her astonishment, as she reflected on what had happened, grew with each review. That she would receive a marriage proposal from Mr. Darcy! That he had been in love with her for so many months! So much in love that he wanted to marry her despite all the reasons that had led him to prevent his friend from marrying her sister, which must seem just as valid in his own situation, was almost unbelievable! It was pleasing to have unintentionally inspired such strong feelings. But his pride, his terrible pride, his blatant admission of what he had done regarding Jane, his unforgivable confidence in acknowledging, even when he couldn’t justify it, and the callous way he had talked about Mr. Wickham, whose mistreatment he had not even attempted to deny, quickly overshadowed the sympathy that the thought of his affection had momentarily stirred.

She continued in very agitating reflections till the sound of Lady Catherine's carriage made her feel how unequal she was to encounter Charlotte's observation, and hurried her away to her room.

She kept thinking anxiously until the sound of Lady Catherine's carriage made her realize she wasn't ready to face Charlotte's scrutiny, and she rushed to her room.


CHAPTER XII.

Elizabeth awoke the next morning to the same thoughts and meditations which had at length closed her eyes. She could not yet recover from the surprise of what had happened; it was impossible to think of any thing else, and totally indisposed for employment, she resolved soon after breakfast to indulge herself in air and exercise. She was proceeding directly to her favourite walk, when the recollection of Mr. Darcy's sometimes coming there stopped her, and instead of entering the park, she turned up the lane, which led her farther from the turnpike road. The park paling was still the boundary on one side, and she soon passed one of the gates into the ground.

Elizabeth woke up the next morning with the same thoughts and reflections that had finally lulled her to sleep. She still couldn’t get over the shock of what had happened; it was impossible to think about anything else, and completely unmotivated to do anything, she decided to take some fresh air and exercise shortly after breakfast. She was on her way to her favorite walk when the thought of Mr. Darcy sometimes being there made her stop, and instead of going into the park, she turned up the lane that took her further away from the main road. The park fence was still the boundary on one side, and she soon passed one of the gates into the grounds.

After walking two or three times along that part of the lane, she was tempted, by the pleasantness of the morning, to stop at the gates and look into the park. The five weeks which she had now passed in Kent, had made a great difference in the country, and every day was adding to the verdure of the early trees. She was on the point of continuing her walk, when she caught a glimpse of a gentleman within the sort of grove which edged the park; he was moving that way; and fearful of its being Mr. Darcy, she was directly retreating. But the person who advanced, was now near enough to see her, and stepping forward with eagerness, pronounced her name. She had turned away, but on hearing herself called, though in a voice which proved it to be Mr. Darcy, she moved again towards the gate. He had by that time reached it also, and holding out a letter, which she instinctively took, said with a look of haughty composure, "I have been walking in the grove some time in the hope of meeting you. Will you do me the honour of reading that letter?"—And then, with a slight bow, turned again into the plantation, and was soon out of sight.

After walking up and down that part of the lane a couple of times, she was tempted by the lovely morning to stop at the gates and take a look into the park. The five weeks she had spent in Kent had made a big difference in the landscape, and each day was bringing more greenery to the young trees. Just as she was about to continue her walk, she caught sight of a man within the grove that lined the park; he was headed her way, and worried that it might be Mr. Darcy, she started to back away. But the man who approached was now close enough to see her, and stepping forward eagerly, called out her name. She had turned away, but upon hearing her name called in a voice that confirmed it was Mr. Darcy, she moved back toward the gate. By that time, he had reached it as well, and holding out a letter, which she instinctively took, said with a look of cool confidence, "I’ve been walking in the grove for a while hoping to see you. Will you do me the honor of reading this letter?"—And then, with a slight bow, he turned back into the grove and quickly disappeared from view.

With no expectation of pleasure, but with the strongest curiosity, Elizabeth opened the letter, and to her still increasing wonder, perceived an envelope containing two sheets of letter paper, written quite through, in a very close hand.—The envelope itself was likewise full.—Pursuing her way along the lane, she then began it. It was dated from Rosings, at eight o'clock in the morning, and was as follows:—

With no hope of enjoyment, but driven by intense curiosity, Elizabeth opened the letter, and to her growing astonishment, found an envelope containing two sheets of paper, filled with writing in a very small handwriting. The envelope itself was also packed. Continuing along the path, she then started reading it. It was dated from Rosings, at eight o'clock in the morning, and read as follows:—

"Be not alarmed, Madam, on receiving this letter, by the apprehension of its containing any repetition of those sentiments, or renewal of those offers, which were last night so disgusting to you. I write without any intention of paining you, or humbling myself, by dwelling on wishes, which, for the happiness of both, cannot be too soon forgotten; and the effort which the formation, and the perusal of this letter must occasion, should have been spared, had not my character required it to be written and read. You must, therefore, pardon the freedom with which I demand your attention; your feelings, I know, will bestow it unwillingly, but I demand it of your justice.

"Please don’t be worried, Madam, when you receive this letter; I hope it doesn’t bring back any of those feelings or remind you of those offers that upset you last night. I’m writing to avoid causing you pain or embarrassing myself by dwelling on wishes that we should forget for our own happiness as soon as possible. The effort to write and read this letter could have been avoided if it weren’t necessary for my character to express and acknowledge it. Therefore, I ask for your understanding as I seek your attention; I know it will be done reluctantly, but I request it out of fairness."

"Two offences of a very different nature, and by no means of equal magnitude, you last night laid to my charge. The first mentioned was, that, regardless of the sentiments of either, I had detached Mr. Bingley from your sister,—and the other, that I had, in defiance of various claims, in defiance of honour and humanity, ruined the immediate prosperity, and blasted the prospects of Mr. Wickham.—Wilfully and wantonly to have thrown off the companion of my youth, the acknowledged favourite of my father, a young man who had scarcely any other dependence than on our patronage, and who had been brought up to expect its exertion, would be a depravity, to which the separation of two young persons, whose affection could be the growth of only a few weeks, could bear no comparison.—But from the severity of that blame which was last night so liberally bestowed, respecting each circumstance, I shall hope to be in future secured, when the following account of my actions and their motives has been read.—If, in the explanation of them which is due to myself, I am under the necessity of relating feelings which may be offensive to your's, I can only say that I am sorry.—The necessity must be obeyed—and farther apology would be absurd.—I had not been long in Hertfordshire, before I saw, in common with others, that Bingley preferred your eldest sister, to any other young woman in the country.—But it was not till the evening of the dance at Netherfield that I had any apprehension of his feeling a serious attachment.—I had often seen him in love before.—At that ball, while I had the honour of dancing with you, I was first made acquainted, by Sir William Lucas's accidental information, that Bingley's attentions to your sister had given rise to a general expectation of their marriage. He spoke of it as a certain event, of which the time alone could be undecided. From that moment I observed my friend's behaviour attentively; and I could then perceive that his partiality for Miss Bennet was beyond what I had ever witnessed in him. Your sister I also watched.—Her look and manners were open, cheerful and engaging as ever, but without any symptom of peculiar regard, and I remained convinced from the evening's scrutiny, that though she received his attentions with pleasure, she did not invite them by any participation of sentiment.—If you have not been mistaken here, I must have been in an error. Your superior knowledge of your sister must make the latter probable.—If it be so, if I have been misled by such error, to inflict pain on her, your resentment has not been unreasonable. But I shall not scruple to assert, that the serenity of your sister's countenance and air was such, as might have given the most acute observer, a conviction that, however amiable her temper, her heart was not likely to be easily touched.—That I was desirous of believing her indifferent is certain,—but I will venture to say that my investigations and decisions are not usually influenced by my hopes or fears.—I did not believe her to be indifferent because I wished it;—I believed it on impartial conviction, as truly as I wished it in reason.—My objections to the marriage were not merely those, which I last night acknowledged to have required the utmost force of passion to put aside, in my own case; the want of connection could not be so great an evil to my friend as to me.—But there were other causes of repugnance;—causes which, though still existing, and existing to an equal degree in both instances, I had myself endeavoured to forget, because they were not immediately before me.—These causes must be stated, though briefly.—The situation of your mother's family, though objectionable, was nothing in comparison of that total want of propriety so frequently, so almost uniformly betrayed by herself, by your three younger sisters, and occasionally even by your father.—Pardon me.—It pains me to offend you. But amidst your concern for the defects of your nearest relations, and your displeasure at this representation of them, let it give you consolation to consider that, to have conducted yourselves so as to avoid any share of the like censure, is praise no less generally bestowed on you and your eldest sister, than it is honourable to the sense and disposition of both.—I will only say farther, that from what passed that evening, my opinion of all parties was confirmed, and every inducement heightened, which could have led me before, to preserve my friend from what I esteemed a most unhappy connection.—He left Netherfield for London, on the day following, as you, I am certain, remember, with the design of soon returning.—The part which I acted, is now to be explained.—His sisters' uneasiness had been equally excited with my own; our coincidence of feeling was soon discovered; and, alike sensible that no time was to be lost in detaching their brother, we shortly resolved on joining him directly in London.—We accordingly went—and there I readily engaged in the office of pointing out to my friend, the certain evils of such a choice.—I described, and enforced them earnestly.—But, however this remonstrance might have staggered or delayed his determination, I do not suppose that it would ultimately have prevented the marriage, had it not been seconded by the assurance which I hesitated not in giving, of your sister's indifference. He had before believed her to return his affection with sincere, if not with equal regard.—But Bingley has great natural modesty, with a stronger dependence on my judgment than on his own.—To convince him, therefore, that he had deceived himself, was no very difficult point. To persuade him against returning into Hertfordshire, when that conviction had been given, was scarcely the work of a moment.—I cannot blame myself for having done thus much. There is but one part of my conduct in the whole affair, on which I do not reflect with satisfaction; it is that I condescended to adopt the measures of art so far as to conceal from him your sister's being in town. I knew it myself, as it was known to Miss Bingley, but her brother is even yet ignorant of it.—That they might have met without ill consequence, is perhaps probable;—but his regard did not appear to me enough extinguished for him to see her without some danger.—Perhaps this concealment, this disguise, was beneath me.—It is done, however, and it was done for the best.—On this subject I have nothing more to say, no other apology to offer. If I have wounded your sister's feelings, it was unknowingly done; and though the motives which governed me may to you very naturally appear insufficient, I have not yet learnt to condemn them.—With respect to that other, more weighty accusation, of having injured Mr. Wickham, I can only refute it by laying before you the whole of his connection with my family. Of what he has particularly accused me I am ignorant; but of the truth of what I shall relate, I can summon more than one witness of undoubted veracity. Mr. Wickham is the son of a very respectable man, who had for many years the management of all the Pemberley estates; and whose good conduct in the discharge of his trust, naturally inclined my father to be of service to him, and on George Wickham, who was his god-son, his kindness was therefore liberally bestowed. My father supported him at school, and afterwards at Cambridge;—most important assistance, as his own father, always poor from the extravagance of his wife, would have been unable to give him a gentleman's education. My father was not only fond of this young man's society, whose manners were always engaging; he had also the highest opinion of him, and hoping the church would be his profession, intended to provide for him in it. As for myself, it is many, many years since I first began to think of him in a very different manner. The vicious propensities—the want of principle which he was careful to guard from the knowledge of his best friend, could not escape the observation of a young man of nearly the same age with himself, and who had opportunities of seeing him in unguarded moments, which Mr. Darcy could not have. Here again I shall give you pain—to what degree you only can tell. But whatever may be the sentiments which Mr. Wickham has created, a suspicion of their nature shall not prevent me from unfolding his real character. It adds even another motive. My excellent father died about five years ago; and his attachment to Mr. Wickham was to the last so steady, that in his will he particularly recommended it to me, to promote his advancement in the best manner that his profession might allow, and if he took orders, desired that a valuable family living might be his as soon as soon as it became vacant. There was also a legacy of one thousand pounds. His own father did not long survive mine, and within half a year from these events, Mr. Wickham wrote to inform me that, having finally resolved against taking orders, he hoped I should not think it unreasonable for him to expect some more immediate pecuniary advantage, in lieu of the preferment, by which he could not be benefited. He had some intention, he added, of studying the law, and I must be aware that the interest of one thousand pounds would be a very insufficient support therein. I rather wished, than believed him to be sincere; but at any rate, was perfectly ready to accede to his proposal. I knew that Mr. Wickham ought not to be a clergyman. The business was therefore soon settled. He resigned all claim to assistance in the church, were it possible that he could ever be in a situation to receive it, and accepted in return three thousand pounds. All connection between us seemed now dissolved. I thought too ill of him, to invite him to Pemberley, or admit his society in town. In town I believe he chiefly lived, but his studying the law was a mere pretence, and being now free from all restraint, his life was a life of idleness and dissipation. For about three years I heard little of him; but on the decease of the incumbent of the living which had been designed for him, he applied to me again by letter for the presentation. His circumstances, he assured me, and I had no difficulty in believing it, were exceedingly bad. He had found the law a most unprofitable study, and was now absolutely resolved on being ordained, if I would present him to the living in question—of which he trusted there could be little doubt, as he was well assured that I had no other person to provide for, and I could not have forgotten my revered father's intentions. You will hardly blame me for refusing to comply with this entreaty, or for resisting every repetition of it. His resentment was in proportion to the distress of his circumstances—and he was doubtless as violent in his abuse of me to others, as in his reproaches to myself. After this period, every appearance of acquaintance was dropt. How he lived I know not. But last summer he was again most painfully obtruded on my notice. I must now mention a circumstance which I would wish to forget myself, and which no obligation less than the present should induce me to unfold to any human being. Having said thus much, I feel no doubt of your secrecy. My sister, who is more than ten years my junior, was left to the guardianship of my mother's nephew, Colonel Fitzwilliam, and myself. About a year ago, she was taken from school, and an establishment formed for her in London; and last summer she went with the lady who presided over it, to Ramsgate; and thither also went Mr. Wickham, undoubtedly by design; for there proved to have been a prior acquaintance between him and Mrs. Younge, in whose character we were most unhappily deceived; and by her connivance and aid, he so far recommended himself to Georgiana, whose affectionate heart retained a strong impression of his kindness to her as a child, that she was persuaded to believe herself in love, and to consent to an elopement. She was then but fifteen, which must be her excuse; and after stating her imprudence, I am happy to add, that I owed the knowledge of it to herself. I joined them unexpectedly a day or two before the intended elopement, and then Georgiana, unable to support the idea of grieving and offending a brother whom she almost looked up to as a father, acknowledged the whole to me. You may imagine what I felt and how I acted. Regard for my sister's credit and feelings prevented any public exposure, but I wrote to Mr. Wickham, who left the place immediately, and Mrs. Younge was of course removed from her charge. Mr. Wickham's chief object was unquestionably my sister's fortune, which is thirty thousand pounds; but I cannot help supposing that the hope of revenging himself on me, was a strong inducement. His revenge would have been complete indeed. This, madam, is a faithful narrative of every event in which we have been concerned together; and if you do not absolutely reject it as false, you will, I hope, acquit me henceforth of cruelty towards Mr. Wickham. I know not in what manner, under what form of falsehood he has imposed on you; but his success is not perhaps to be wondered at. Ignorant as you previously were of every thing concerning either, detection could not be in your power, and suspicion certainly not in your inclination. You may possibly wonder why all this was not told you last night. But I was not then master enough of myself to know what could or ought to be revealed. For the truth of every thing here related, I can appeal more particularly to the testimony of Colonel Fitzwilliam, who from our near relationship and constant intimacy, and still more as one of the executors of my father's will, has been unavoidably acquainted with every particular of these transactions. If your abhorrence of me should make my assertions valueless, you cannot be prevented by the same cause from confiding in my cousin; and that there may be the possibility of consulting him, I shall endeavour to find some opportunity of putting this letter in your hands in the course of the morning. I will only add, God bless you.

"Last night, you accused me of two very different offenses, which are not even close in severity. The first was that I had pulled Mr. Bingley away from your sister, regardless of how either of you felt about it. The second was that I had, against various claims and without regard for honor and humanity, ruined Mr. Wickham's prospects and happiness. To willfully abandon a companion from my youth, who was my father’s clear favorite, a young man who depended on our support and had been raised to expect it, would be a far worse wrong than separating two young people whose feelings for each other could have developed only over a few weeks. However, in light of the harsh blame I received last night, I hope to defend myself now by explaining my actions and motives. If my explanation, necessary for my own defense, offends you, I can only apologize. I must speak the truth, and any further apology would be pointless. I hadn’t been in Hertfordshire long before I noticed, like everyone else, that Bingley preferred your eldest sister over any other young woman in the area. Yet, it wasn’t until the evening of the Netherfield ball that I realized he might have genuine feelings for her. I had often seen him infatuated before. That night, while I was honored to dance with you, I learned from Sir William Lucas's casual comment that Bingley’s attention to your sister had led to general expectations of their marriage. He spoke as if it were a certainty, with only the timing being uncertain. From that moment on, I closely observed my friend’s behavior and saw that his feelings for Miss Bennet were stronger than anything I had witnessed from him before. I also kept an eye on your sister. She remained open, cheerful, and charming as always, but without any sign of special affection. I left that evening convinced that although she enjoyed his attention, she wasn’t reciprocating his feelings. If you haven't misjudged her, then I must have been mistaken. Your understanding of your sister makes that likely. If so, and if I’ve caused her pain through this mistake, your anger is justified. Nonetheless, I must assert that your sister’s demeanor was such that even the most observant person could see that while she was pleasant, her heart was unlikely to be easily swayed. I wanted to believe she was indifferent, but I can confidently say my conclusions were based on objective observation and not wishful thinking. I didn’t believe she was indifferent because I hoped it; I arrived at that belief through clear reasoning. My objections to their marriage weren’t merely those I admitted needed intense passion to overcome in my case—Bingley’s lack of connections couldn’t be as severe for him as it was for me. However, there were other reasons for my opposition, which, though they still existed equally in both cases, I had tried to overlook because they weren’t immediately relevant. I’ll briefly outline these reasons. Your mother’s family background, while not ideal, pales in comparison to the frequently inappropriate behavior exhibited by her, your three younger sisters, and occasionally even by your father. Forgive me; I don’t mean to hurt you. But amid your worries for your family's flaws and your displeasure at this account, take comfort in knowing you and your eldest sister have managed to avoid similar criticism, which speaks highly of both your sense and character. Let’s just say that after that evening, my view of all involved was reinforced, and every reason I had to keep my friend away from what I considered a terrible match was heightened. He left Netherfield for London the next day, with the intention of returning soon, which I’m sure you remember. Now, I will explain my actions. His sisters shared my concern; we quickly realized we needed to act to separate Bingley from your sister, so we decided to join him in London. I immediately took it upon myself to point out the clear downsides of such a match. I described them and pressed the point vigorously. But even if this dissuasion may have shaken him, I doubt it would ultimately have stopped the marriage had I not backed it up with my assurance that your sister was indifferent. He had previously believed she sincerely returned his feelings, if not equally. Bingley has a natural modesty and relies more on my judgment than his own. It wasn't hard to convince him he had misread the situation. Once he was convinced of that, it took no time at all to persuade him not to return to Hertfordshire. I don’t feel guilty for having done this much. The one thing I regret in this whole affair is that I resorted to deceit to hide the fact that your sister was in town. I knew it, as did Miss Bingley, but her brother is still unaware. They might have met without complications, but I didn’t think his feelings were extinguished enough for it to be safe. Perhaps this deception was beneath me, yet it’s done, and I did it for the best reasons. I have nothing more to say on that matter, nor any other apologies to make. If I hurt your sister's feelings, it was unintentional; and while my motivations may seem inadequate to you, I haven’t learned to condemn them. Regarding the more serious accusation of having wronged Mr. Wickham, I can only clarify by providing the full extent of his connection to my family. I'm not sure specifically what he has accused me of; however, I can provide more than one reliable witness to the truth of what I’m about to say. Mr. Wickham is the son of a respected man who managed all the Pemberley estates for years. The good way he handled his responsibilities naturally inclined my father to help him, and Mr. Wickham, being his godson, received generous support from my father. My father paid for his schooling and later for his time at Cambridge, which was crucial since Mr. Wickham’s father was always too poor, due to his wife’s extravagance, to provide a gentleman’s education. My father not only enjoyed Mr. Wickham’s company, whose manners were always charming, but also held him in high regard, intending to help him become a clergyman. However, I began to think of him in a much different light many years ago. The flaws in his character—the lack of principles that he was careful to hide from his closest friend—couldn’t escape the notice of a young man of nearly the same age, especially one who saw him in unguarded moments, which Mr. Darcy could not. Again, I must bring you discomfort—only you can gauge to what degree. But whatever feelings Mr. Wickham has stirred in you won’t stop me from revealing his true character. It gives me an additional reason. My esteemed father passed away about five years ago, and his attachment to Mr. Wickham was so strong that in his will, he specifically asked me to promote Mr. Wickham’s success in the best way his profession would allow. Moreover, if Mr. Wickham took Holy Orders, my father wanted him to be assigned a valuable family living as soon as one became available. There was also a thousand-pound legacy involved. Mr. Wickham’s own father didn’t survive my father for long, and within six months of those events, he wrote to inform me that he had definitively decided against becoming a clergyman. He hoped I wouldn’t think it unreasonable for him to expect some immediate financial support instead of the promised living for which he could no longer be considered. He mentioned he was planning to study law, and I realized that the interest on a thousand pounds would be incredibly insufficient to support him in that field. I wished he was sincere, but honestly, I was ready to agree to his request. I knew Mr. Wickham shouldn’t be a clergyman. We quickly settled the matter. He renounced any claim to Church assistance, however remote it might have been, and accepted three thousand pounds instead. It seemed all connection between us was dissolved. I thought too poorly of him to invite him to Pemberley or have him join me in town. I believe he mostly lived in town, but any plans he had to study law were merely feigned, and now freed from restraint, he led a life of idleness and debauchery. For about three years, I heard little from him. However, after the incumbent of the living that had been intended for him passed away, he wrote to me again, asking for a presentation. He assured me his situation was dire, and I had no reason to doubt it. He claimed that studying law had been entirely unprofitable for him, and now he was determined to take orders, provided I would present him to that living; he was confident I would remember my father's intent and had nobody else to provide for. You can hardly blame me for refusing this request or for resisting every subsequent one. His anger matched his desperate circumstances; he certainly expressed his outrage about me to others just as vehemently as he did to me. After that point, we stopped all appearances of acquaintance. I lost track of how he lived. But last summer, he re-entered my life in a very troubling manner. I must now mention something I would rather forget, which no obligation less than this moment should compel me to share with anyone. Having said this much, I trust you’ll keep it confidential. My sister, who is over ten years younger than I am, was left under the guardianship of my mother's nephew, Colonel Fitzwilliam, and me. About a year ago, she was taken out of school, and a home was established for her in London; last summer, she went with the lady in charge to Ramsgate, and Mr. Wickham went there too, undoubtedly intentionally. It turned out he had a previous acquaintance with Mrs. Younge, in whose character we unfortunately misjudged him. With her help, he recommended himself to Georgiana, who, due to her childhood affection for him, was convinced she was in love and agreed to elope. At just fifteen, she certainly has an excuse, and I’m glad to say I learned of this from her directly. I joined them unexpectedly a couple of days before the planned elopement, and Georgiana, unable to bear the thought of grieving and disappointing a brother she regarded almost as a father, confessed everything to me. You can imagine how I felt and what actions I took. Concern for my sister’s reputation and feelings prevented me from exposing the situation publicly. I wrote to Mr. Wickham, who left town immediately, and of course, Mrs. Younge was removed from her position. Mr. Wickham's main intention was undoubtedly my sister's fortune, which amounts to thirty thousand pounds; however, I suspect the desire for revenge against me was a strong motivation as well. His revenge would have been complete. This, madam, is an accurate account of every event concerning us together, and if you don’t outright reject it as false, I hope you will absolve me moving forward of any cruelty towards Mr. Wickham. I don't know in what way he has deceived you or what lies he has told, but it's perhaps no surprise he was successful. Until now, you were completely unaware of any of this, making it impossible for you to detect the truth, and skepticism is likely not in your nature. You might wonder why I didn’t tell you all this last night. At that time, I wasn’t composed enough to know what should be revealed. For the truth of what I’ve recounted here, I can especially appeal to Colonel Fitzwilliam’s testimony, who through our close relationship and constant interaction, and as one of my father's will's executors, is intimately familiar with these events. If your disdain for me renders my statements void, you cannot let that prevent you from trusting in my cousin. I will seek to find an opportunity to deliver this letter to you this morning. I will simply conclude with, God bless you."

"Fitzwilliam Darcy."

"Fitzwilliam Darcy."


CHAPTER XIII.

If Elizabeth, when Mr. Darcy gave her the letter, did not expect it to contain a renewal of his offers, she had formed no expectation at all of its contents. But such as they were, it may be well supposed how eagerly she went through them, and what a contrariety of emotion they excited. Her feelings as she read were scarcely to be defined. With amazement did she first understand that he believed any apology to be in his power; and steadfastly was she persuaded that he could have no explanation to give, which a just sense of shame would not conceal. With a strong prejudice against every thing he might say, she began his account of what had happened at Netherfield. She read, with an eagerness which hardly left her power of comprehension, and from impatience of knowing what the next sentence might bring, was incapable of attending to the sense of the one before her eyes. His belief of her sister's insensibility, she instantly resolved to be false, and his account of the real, the worst objections to the match, made her too angry to have any wish of doing him justice. He expressed no regret for what he had done which satisfied her; his style was not penitent, but haughty. It was all pride and insolence.

If Elizabeth, when Mr. Darcy handed her the letter, didn’t expect it to include a renewal of his proposals, she had no expectations about its contents at all. But whatever they were, it’s easy to imagine how eagerly she went through them and the mix of emotions they stirred in her. Her feelings as she read were almost indescribable. She was initially amazed to understand that he thought any apology was within his power; and she was firmly convinced that he had no explanation that a proper sense of shame wouldn’t keep hidden. With a strong bias against anything he might say, she began to read his account of what happened at Netherfield. She read with a eagerness that barely allowed her to comprehend, and her impatience to find out what the next sentence might reveal left her unable to grasp the meaning of the one right in front of her. His belief in her sister’s insensitivity, she immediately resolved to be false, and his account of the real, worst objections to the match made her too angry to consider doing him any justice. He expressed no regret for what he had done that would please her; his tone was not remorseful, but arrogant. It was all pride and insolence.

But when this subject was succeeded by his account of Mr. Wickham, when she read with somewhat clearer attention, a relation of events, which, if true, must overthrow every cherished opinion of his worth, and which bore so alarming an affinity to his own history of himself, her feelings were yet more acutely painful and more difficult of definition. Astonishment, apprehension, and even horror, oppressed her. She wished to discredit it entirely, repeatedly exclaiming, "This must be false! This cannot be! This must be the grossest falsehood!"—and when she had gone through the whole letter, though scarcely knowing any thing of the last page or two, put it hastily away, protesting that she would not regard it, that she would never look in it again.

But when she moved on to his account of Mr. Wickham, and read with clearer focus a story that, if true, would completely destroy her favorable view of him, and which had a disturbing similarity to his own version of events, her emotions became even more painfully complicated and hard to define. She felt astonished, anxious, and even horrified. She wanted to completely dismiss it, repeatedly saying, "This can't be true! No way! This must be the worst lie!" And after finishing the entire letter, though she barely registered the last page or two, she quickly set it aside, insisting that she wouldn't take it seriously and that she would never look at it again.

In this perturbed state of mind, with thoughts that could rest on nothing, she walked on; but it would not do; in half a minute the letter was unfolded again, and collecting herself as well as she could, she again began the mortifying perusal of all that related to Wickham, and commanded herself so far as to examine the meaning of every sentence. The account of his connection with the Pemberley family, was exactly what he had related himself; and the kindness of the late Mr. Darcy, though she had not before known its extent, agreed equally well with his own words. So far each recital confirmed the other: but when she came to the will, the difference was great. What Wickham had said of the living was fresh in her memory, and as she recalled his very words, it was impossible not to feel that there was gross duplicity on one side or the other; and, for a few moments, she flattered herself that her wishes did not err. But when she read, and re-read with the closest attention, the particulars immediately following of Wickham's resigning all pretensions to the living, of his receiving in lieu, so considerable a sum as three thousand pounds, again was she forced to hesitate. She put down the letter, weighed every circumstance with what she meant to be impartiality—deliberated on the probability of each statement—but with little success. On both sides it was only assertion. Again she read on. But every line proved more clearly that the affair, which she had believed it impossible that any contrivance could so represent, as to render Mr. Darcy's conduct in it less than infamous, was capable of a turn which must make him entirely blameless throughout the whole.

In this agitated state of mind, with thoughts that couldn't settle, she continued walking; but it was no use; in half a minute, she unfolded the letter again, and gathering her thoughts as best she could, she once more began the embarrassing task of reading everything related to Wickham, forcing herself to analyze the meaning of every sentence. The account of his connection with the Pemberley family matched exactly what he had told her, and the kindness of the late Mr. Darcy, although she hadn't known its full extent before, aligned perfectly with his own words. So far, each version confirmed the other; but when she reached the will, the difference was significant. What Wickham had said about the living was fresh in her mind, and as she recalled his exact words, it was impossible not to feel that there was blatant deception from one side or the other; for a moment, she convinced herself that her suspicions were justified. But when she read and re-read with intense focus the details that followed about Wickham resigning all claims to the living and receiving a substantial sum of three thousand pounds in return, she found herself hesitating again. She set down the letter, considered every aspect with what she hoped was fairness—debating the likelihood of each statement—but with little success. On both sides, it was only claims. She read on. But every line made it increasingly clear that the situation, which she had thought could never be portrayed in a way that would make Mr. Darcy's actions anything but despicable, was capable of a perspective that showed him to be entirely innocent throughout the entire matter.

The extravagance and general profligacy which he scrupled not to lay to Mr. Wickham's charge, exceedingly shocked her; the more so, as she could bring no proof of its injustice. She had never heard of him before his entrance into the ——shire Militia, in which he had engaged at the persuasion of the young man, who, on meeting him accidentally in town, had there renewed a slight acquaintance. Of his former way of life, nothing had been known in Hertfordshire but what he told himself. As to his real character, had information been in her power, she had never felt a wish of enquiring. His countenance, voice, and manner, had established him at once in the possession of every virtue. She tried to recollect some instance of goodness, some distinguished trait of integrity or benevolence, that might rescue him from the attacks of Mr. Darcy; or at least, by the predominance of virtue, atone for those casual errors, under which she would endeavour to class, what Mr. Darcy had described as the idleness and vice of many years continuance. But no such recollection befriended her. She could see him instantly before her, in every charm of air and address; but she could remember no more substantial good than the general approbation of the neighbourhood, and the regard which his social powers had gained him in the mess. After pausing on this point a considerable while, she once more continued to read. But, alas! the story which followed of his designs on Miss Darcy, received some confirmation from what had passed between Colonel Fitzwilliam and herself only the morning before; and at last she was referred for the truth of every particular to Colonel Fitzwilliam himself—from whom she had previously received the information of his near concern in all his cousin's affairs, and whose character she had no reason to question. At one time she had almost resolved on applying to him, but the idea was checked by the awkwardness of the application, and at length wholly banished by the conviction that Mr. Darcy would never have hazarded such a proposal, if he had not been well assured of his cousin's corroboration.

The extravagance and general recklessness that he didn't hesitate to attribute to Mr. Wickham really shocked her; even more so since she had no proof that it wasn't true. She had never heard of him before he joined the ——shire Militia, which he had done at the suggestion of the young man who had run into him in town and rekindled a slight acquaintance. No one in Hertfordshire knew anything about his past life except what he shared himself. As for his true character, if she had had the information, she wouldn't have wanted to ask. His looks, voice, and manner had immediately made her see him as having every virtue. She tried to recall some example of his goodness, some standout trait of integrity or kindness that could redeem him from Mr. Darcy's criticisms; or at least, through his evident virtue, justify what Mr. Darcy called the laziness and vice of many years. But she couldn't remember anything like that. She could picture him perfectly, with all his charm and demeanor, but all she could recall was the neighborhood's general approval and the respect he earned for his social skills among the enlisted men. After thinking about this for a long time, she continued reading. But unfortunately, the next part about his intentions toward Miss Darcy was somewhat confirmed by what had happened between Colonel Fitzwilliam and her just the day before; ultimately, she was directed to Colonel Fitzwilliam himself for the truth of everything—whom she had already heard had a close involvement in all his cousin's matters, and whose reputation she had no reason to doubt. At one point, she nearly decided to approach him, but the thought was stopped by the awkwardness of asking, and eventually completely dismissed by the belief that Mr. Darcy would never have made such a proposal if he wasn't sure his cousin would back him up.

She perfectly remembered every thing that had passed in conversation between Wickham and herself, in their first evening at Mr. Philips's. Many of his expressions were still fresh in her memory. She was now struck with the impropriety of such communications to a stranger, and wondered it had escaped her before. She saw the indelicacy of putting himself forward as he had done, and the inconsistency of his professions with his conduct. She remembered that he had boasted of having no fear of seeing Mr. Darcy—that Mr. Darcy might leave the country, but that he should stand his ground; yet he had avoided the Netherfield ball the very next week. She remembered also, that till the Netherfield family had quitted the country, he had told his story to no one but herself; but that after their removal, it had been every where discussed; that he had then no reserves, no scruples in sinking Mr. Darcy's character, though he had assured her that respect for the father, would always prevent his exposing the son.

She clearly remembered everything that had been said between Wickham and her during their first evening at Mr. Philips's. Many of his words were still vivid in her mind. She was now struck by how inappropriate it was to share such things with a stranger and wondered why it hadn't bothered her before. She recognized the indecency of him putting himself forward like that, and the contradiction between what he claimed and how he acted. She recalled that he had bragged about having no fear of running into Mr. Darcy—that Mr. Darcy might leave the country, but that he would stand his ground; yet he had skipped the Netherfield ball the very next week. She also remembered that until the Netherfield family had left the country, he had shared his story with no one but her; but after their departure, it became a topic of discussion everywhere; that he then had no reservations or qualms about tarnishing Mr. Darcy's reputation, even though he had assured her that his respect for the father would always prevent him from exposing the son.

How differently did every thing now appear in which he was concerned! His attentions to Miss King were now the consequence of views solely and hatefully mercenary; and the mediocrity of her fortune proved no longer the moderation of his wishes, but his eagerness to grasp at any thing. His behaviour to herself could now have had no tolerable motive; he had either been deceived with regard to her fortune, or had been gratifying his vanity by encouraging the preference which she believed she had most incautiously shewn. Every lingering struggle in his favour grew fainter and fainter; and in farther justification of Mr. Darcy, she could not but allow that Mr. Bingley, when questioned by Jane, had long ago asserted his blamelessness in the affair; that proud and repulsive as were his manners, she had never, in the whole course of their acquaintance, an acquaintance which had latterly brought them much together, and given her a sort of intimacy with his ways, seen any thing that betrayed him to be unprincipled or unjust—any thing that spoke him of irreligious or immoral habits. That among his own connections he was esteemed and valued—that even Wickham had allowed him merit as a brother, and that she had often heard him speak so affectionately of his sister as to prove him capable of some amiable feeling. That had his actions been what Wickham represented them, so gross a violation of every thing right could hardly have been concealed from the world; and that friendship between a person capable of it, and such an amiable man as Mr. Bingley, was incomprehensible.

How differently everything seemed now that he was involved! His interest in Miss King was now driven purely by greedy and selfish motives; her moderate fortune no longer reflected his reasonable desires but rather his desperation to get anything he could. His behavior towards her could no longer have any decent justification; he had either been misled about her wealth or had been feeding his ego by encouraging the feelings she thought she had shown so clumsily. Any lingering feelings in his favor faded rapidly, and in further justification of Mr. Darcy, she couldn’t ignore that Mr. Bingley, when asked by Jane, had long ago claimed he was innocent in the matter; and despite how proud and off-putting his manners were, she had never, throughout their acquaintance—which had recently brought them together more often and created a kind of intimacy with his character—seen anything that suggested he was unprincipled or unfair—nothing that indicated he had irreligious or immoral habits. That among his own circle, he was respected and valued—that even Wickham had acknowledged him as a worthy brother, and that she had often heard him speak with such affection for his sister that it showed he was capable of some kind of kind feeling. If his actions had been as Wickham described, such a blatant violation of everything right would hardly have gone unnoticed, and the friendship between someone capable of that and such a kind man as Mr. Bingley was beyond comprehension.

She grew absolutely ashamed of herself.—Of neither Darcy nor Wickham could she think, without feeling that she had been blind, partial, prejudiced, absurd.

She felt completely ashamed of herself. She couldn't think of either Darcy or Wickham without realizing how blind, biased, unfair, and ridiculous she had been.

"How despicably have I acted!" she cried.—"I, who have prided myself on my discernment!—I, who have valued myself on my abilities! who have often disdained the generous candour of my sister, and gratified my vanity, in useless or blameable distrust.—How humiliating is this discovery!—Yet, how just a humiliation!—Had I been in love, I could not have been more wretchedly blind. But vanity, not love, has been my folly.—Pleased with the preference of one, and offended by the neglect of the other, on the very beginning of our acquaintance, I have courted prepossession and ignorance, and driven reason away, where either were concerned. Till this moment, I never knew myself."

"How poorly I have acted!" she exclaimed. "I, who have taken pride in my judgment! I, who have valued my skills! I, who have often looked down on my sister's honest nature and fed my vanity with pointless or unjust distrust. How humiliating it is to realize this! Yet, what a deserved humiliation! If I had been in love, I couldn't have been more terribly blind. But it’s vanity, not love, that's been my downfall. Happy with one person's attention and hurt by another's indifference right from the start of our relationship, I've chosen bias and ignorance over understanding, pushing reason aside whenever it mattered. Until now, I never truly knew myself."

From herself to Jane—from Jane to Bingley, her thoughts were in a line which soon brought to her recollection that Mr. Darcy's explanation there, had appeared very insufficient; and she read it again. Widely different was the effect of a second perusal.—How could she deny that credit to his assertions, in one instance, which she had been obliged to give in the other?—He declared himself to have been totally unsuspicious of her sister's attachment;—and she could not help remembering what Charlotte's opinion had always been.—Neither could she deny the justice of his description of Jane.—She felt that Jane's feelings, though fervent, were little displayed, and that there was a constant complacency in her air and manner, not often united with great sensibility.

From herself to Jane—from Jane to Bingley, her thoughts were connected in a way that quickly reminded her that Mr. Darcy's explanation there seemed very lacking; and she read it again. The effect of a second reading was very different. How could she deny the credibility of his statements in one case, while she had to accept it in another? He claimed he had been completely unaware of her sister's feelings; and she couldn't help but remember Charlotte's opinion on the matter. She also couldn’t deny that his portrayal of Jane was fair. She realized that while Jane's feelings were strong, they weren't often shown, and that there was a consistent calmness in her demeanor, which was rarely paired with intense emotion.

When she came to that part of the letter in which her family were mentioned, in terms of such mortifying, yet merited reproach, her sense of shame was severe. The justice of the charge struck her too forcibly for denial, and the circumstances to which he particularly alluded, as having passed at the Netherfield ball, and as confirming all his first disapprobation, could not have made a stronger impression on his mind than on hers.

When she reached the part of the letter that mentioned her family, in a way that was both embarrassing and deserved, her sense of shame was intense. The validity of the accusation hit her too hard to deny, and the specific events he referred to, which happened at the Netherfield ball and reinforced all his earlier disapproval, could not have had a stronger impact on his mind than they did on hers.

The compliment to herself and her sister, was not unfelt. It soothed, but it could not console her for the contempt which had been thus self-attracted by the rest of her family;—and as she considered that Jane's disappointment had in fact been the work of her nearest relations, and reflected how materially the credit of both must be hurt by such impropriety of conduct, she felt depressed beyond any thing she had ever known before.

The compliment to her and her sister wasn’t lost on her. It was comforting, but it couldn’t ease the hurt from the disdain that her family had shown. As she thought about how Jane’s disappointment was actually caused by their closest relatives, and realized how much their reputation would suffer because of such inappropriate behavior, she felt more down than she ever had before.

After wandering along the lane for two hours, giving way to every variety of thought; re-considering events, determining probabilities, and reconciling herself as well as she could, to a change so sudden and so important, fatigue, and a recollection of her long absence, made her at length return home; and she entered the house with the wish of appearing cheerful as usual, and the resolution of repressing such reflections as must make her unfit for conversation.

After walking along the path for two hours, letting her mind drift through all sorts of thoughts; re-evaluating past events, weighing possibilities, and trying to come to terms with a change that was so sudden and significant, she finally felt tired and remembered how long she had been gone, which made her head back home. She entered the house hoping to seem cheerful as usual and determined to push aside any thoughts that might make her uncomfortable in conversation.

She was immediately told, that the two gentlemen from Rosings had each called during her absence; Mr. Darcy, only for a few minutes to take leave, but that Colonel Fitzwilliam had been sitting with them at least an hour, hoping for her return, and almost resolving to walk after her till she could be found.—Elizabeth could but just affect concern in missing him; she really rejoiced at it. Colonel Fitzwilliam was no longer an object. She could think only of her letter.

She was quickly informed that the two gentlemen from Rosings had each come by while she was away; Mr. Darcy had only stopped in for a few minutes to say goodbye, but Colonel Fitzwilliam had stayed with them for at least an hour, hoping she would return and almost deciding to go after her until he could find her. Elizabeth could only pretend to be upset about missing him; in reality, she was glad. Colonel Fitzwilliam no longer mattered to her. All she could focus on was her letter.


CHAPTER XIV.

The two gentlemen left Rosings the next morning; and Mr. Collins having been in waiting near the lodges, to make them his parting obeisance, was able to bring home the pleasing intelligence, of their appearing in very good health, and in as tolerable spirits as could be expected, after the melancholy scene so lately gone through at Rosings. To Rosings he then hastened to console Lady Catherine, and her daughter; and on his return, brought back, with great satisfaction, a message from her Ladyship, importing that she felt herself so dull as to make her very desirous of having them all to dine with her.

The two gentlemen left Rosings the next morning, and Mr. Collins, who had been waiting near the lodges to say his goodbyes, was able to bring back the reassuring news that they were both in good health and as cheerful as could be expected after the sad events that had recently occurred at Rosings. He quickly went back to Rosings to offer comfort to Lady Catherine and her daughter, and upon his return, he excitedly delivered a message from her Ladyship, stating that she was feeling so down that she really wanted them all to come and have dinner with her.

Elizabeth could not see Lady Catherine without recollecting, that had she chosen it, she might by this time have been presented to her, as her future niece; nor could she think, without a smile, of what her ladyship's indignation would have been. "What would she have said?—how would she have behaved?" were questions with which she amused herself.

Elizabeth couldn't help but think of Lady Catherine without remembering that if she had wanted to, she could have been introduced to her by now as her future niece. It also made her smile to consider what Lady Catherine's reaction would have been. "What would she have said?—how would she have acted?" were the questions that entertained her.

Their first subject was the diminution of the Rosings party.—"I assure you, I feel it exceedingly," said Lady Catherine; "I believe nobody feels the loss of friends so much as I do. But I am particularly attached to these young men; and know them to be so much attached to me!—They were excessively sorry to go! But so they always are. The dear colonel rallied his spirits tolerably till just at last; but Darcy seemed to feel it most acutely, more I think than last year. His attachment to Rosings, certainly increases."

Their first topic was the smaller Rosings party. “I assure you, I feel it so deeply,” said Lady Catherine; “I believe no one feels the loss of friends as I do. But I have a particular fondness for these young men, and I know they feel just as attached to me! They were really sorry to leave! But they always are. The dear colonel managed to keep his spirits up pretty well until the very end; but Darcy seemed to take it the hardest, even more than last year. His affection for Rosings is definitely growing.”

Mr. Collins had a compliment, and an allusion to throw in here, which were kindly smiled on by the mother and daughter.

Mr. Collins had a compliment and a joke to share here, which the mother and daughter appreciated with warm smiles.

Lady Catherine observed, after dinner, that Miss Bennet seemed out of spirits, and immediately accounting for it herself, by supposing that she did not like to go home again so soon, she added,

Lady Catherine noticed after dinner that Miss Bennet seemed down, and quickly figured it must be because she didn't want to go home so soon. She added,

"But if that is the case, you must write to your mother to beg that you may stay a little longer. Mrs. Collins will be very glad of your company, I am sure."

"But if that's the case, you should write to your mom and ask if you can stay a bit longer. I'm sure Mrs. Collins would really appreciate your company."

"I am much obliged to your ladyship for your kind invitation," replied Elizabeth, "but it is not in my power to accept it.—I must be in town next Saturday."

"I really appreciate your kind invitation, milady," Elizabeth replied, "but I can't accept it. I have to be in town next Saturday."

"Why, at that rate, you will have been here only six weeks. I expected you to stay two months. I told Mrs. Collins so before you came. There can be no occasion for your going so soon. Mrs. Bennet could certainly spare you for another fortnight."

"At that rate, you'll have been here just six weeks. I expected you to stay for two months. I told Mrs. Collins that before you arrived. There's no reason for you to leave so soon. Mrs. Bennet could definitely let you stay for another two weeks."

"But my father cannot.—He wrote last week to hurry my return."

"But my dad can't. He wrote last week to rush me back."

"Oh! your father of course may spare you, if your mother can.—Daughters are never of so much consequence to a father. And if you will stay another month complete, it will be in my power to take one of you as far as London, for I am going there early in June, for a week; and as Dawson does not object to the Barouche box, there will be very good room for one of you—and indeed, if the weather should happen to be cool, I should not object to taking you both, as you are neither of you large."

"Oh! Your father might let you go, if your mother agrees. Daughters are never as important to a father. And if you stay for another month total, I could take one of you as far as London, since I'm going there early in June for a week; and since Dawson doesn't mind the Barouche box, there will be plenty of room for one of you—and honestly, if the weather happens to be cool, I wouldn't mind taking you both, since neither of you are very big."

"You are all kindness, Madam; but I believe we must abide by our original plan."

"You’re incredibly kind, ma’am; but I think we need to stick to our original plan."

Lady Catherine seemed resigned.

Lady Catherine appeared accepting.

"Mrs. Collins, you must send a servant with them. You know I always speak my mind, and I cannot bear the idea of two young women travelling post by themselves. It is highly improper. You must contrive to send somebody. I have the greatest dislike in the world to that sort of thing.—Young women should always be properly guarded and attended, according to their situation in life. When my niece Georgiana went to Ramsgate last summer, I made a point of her having two men servants go with her.—Miss Darcy, the daughter of Mr. Darcy, of Pemberley, and Lady Anne, could not have appeared with propriety in a different manner.—I am excessively attentive to all those things. You must send John with the young ladies, Mrs. Collins. I am glad it occurred to me to mention it; for it would really be discreditable to you to let them go alone."

"Mrs. Collins, you need to send someone with them. You know I always speak my mind, and I can't stand the thought of two young women traveling alone. It’s totally inappropriate. You have to figure out a way to send someone. I really dislike that kind of thing. Young women should always be properly chaperoned, considering their status in life. When my niece Georgiana went to Ramsgate last summer, I insisted that she had two male servants go with her. Miss Darcy, Mr. Darcy of Pemberley’s daughter, and Lady Anne wouldn’t have been able to appear properly any other way. I'm very attentive to all these matters. You need to send John with the young ladies, Mrs. Collins. I'm glad I thought to bring this up because it would really reflect poorly on you to let them go alone."

"My uncle is to send a servant for us."

"My uncle is sending a servant for us."

"Oh!—Your uncle!—He keeps a man-servant, does he?—I am very glad you have somebody who thinks of those things. Where shall you change horses?—Oh! Bromley, of course.—If you mention my name at the Bell, you will be attended to."

"Oh! Your uncle has a butler, huh? I'm really glad you have someone who takes care of that stuff. Where will you switch horses? Oh! Bromley, obviously. If you say my name at the Bell, they'll take care of you."

Lady Catherine had many other questions to ask respecting their journey, and as she did not answer them all herself, attention was necessary, which Elizabeth believed to be lucky for her; or, with a mind so occupied, she might have forgotten where she was. Reflection must be reserved for solitary hours; whenever she was alone, she gave way to it as the greatest relief; and not a day went by without a solitary walk, in which she might indulge in all the delight of unpleasant recollections.

Lady Catherine had many other questions about their journey, and since she didn't answer them all herself, Elizabeth had to pay attention, which she thought was lucky for her; otherwise, with her mind so occupied, she might have lost track of where she was. Reflection was meant for quiet moments; whenever she was alone, she allowed herself to indulge in it as the greatest relief, and not a day went by without a solitary walk where she could fully enjoy the bittersweet memories.

Mr. Darcy's letter, she was in a fair way of soon knowing by heart. She studied every sentence: and her feelings towards its writer were at times widely different. When she remembered the style of his address, she was still full of indignation; but when she considered how unjustly she had condemned and upbraided him, her anger was turned against herself; and his disappointed feelings became the object of compassion. His attachment excited gratitude, his general character respect; but she could not approve him; nor could she for a moment repent her refusal, or feel the slightest inclination ever to see him again. In her own past behaviour, there was a constant source of vexation and regret; and in the unhappy defects of her family a subject of yet heavier chagrin. They were hopeless of remedy. Her father, contented with laughing at them, would never exert himself to restrain the wild giddiness of his youngest daughters; and her mother, with manners so far from right herself, was entirely insensible of the evil. Elizabeth had frequently united with Jane in an endeavour to check the imprudence of Catherine and Lydia; but while they were supported by their mother's indulgence, what chance could there be of improvement? Catherine, weak-spirited, irritable, and completely under Lydia's guidance, had been always affronted by their advice; and Lydia, self-willed and careless, would scarcely give them a hearing. They were ignorant, idle, and vain. While there was an officer in Meryton, they would flirt with him; and while Meryton was within a walk of Longbourn, they would be going there for ever.

Mr. Darcy's letter, she was on track to memorize soon. She analyzed every sentence, and her feelings toward the writer fluctuated greatly. When she remembered the way he had addressed her, she felt a surge of indignation. But when she thought about how unfairly she had judged and criticized him, her anger turned inward, and she felt compassion for his hurt feelings. His affection sparked gratitude, and she respected his overall character; yet she still couldn't approve of him. Not for a moment did she regret her refusal or feel any desire to see him again. Her past behavior was a constant source of annoyance and sorrow, and the unhappy flaws in her family brought her even greater distress. They were beyond hope of repair. Her father, who was content to laugh at them, would never try to rein in the wild behavior of his youngest daughters. Her mother, with her own improper manners, was completely unaware of the problem. Elizabeth had often teamed up with Jane to try to curb the recklessness of Catherine and Lydia, but as long as their mother indulged them, what chance did they have for improvement? Catherine, weak-willed, irritable, and entirely under Lydia's influence, was always offended by their advice, while Lydia, headstrong and indifferent, hardly listened to them. They were ignorant, lazy, and vain. As long as there was an officer in Meryton, they would flirt with him, and since Meryton was just a walk away from Longbourn, they would always be going there.

Anxiety on Jane's behalf, was another prevailing concern, and Mr. Darcy's explanation, by restoring Bingley to all her former good opinion, heightened the sense of what Jane had lost. His affection was proved to have been sincere, and his conduct cleared of all blame, unless any could attach to the implicitness of his confidence in his friend. How grievous then was the thought that, of a situation so desirable in every respect, so replete with advantage, so promising for happiness, Jane had been deprived, by the folly and indecorum of her own family!

Anxiety for Jane was a major concern, and Mr. Darcy's explanation, which restored Bingley to her previous good opinion, made Jane's loss feel even greater. His feelings were shown to be genuine, and his actions were free from blame, unless you considered the blind trust he had in his friend. How painful it was to think that Jane had been denied a situation so desirable in every way, so full of advantages, and so promising for happiness, all because of the foolishness and lack of propriety of her own family!

When to these recollections was added the developement of Wickham's character, it may be easily believed that the happy spirits which had seldom been depressed before, were now so much affected as to make it almost impossible for her to appear tolerably cheerful.

When Wickham's character was added to these memories, it’s easy to see that the once-happy spirits, which had rarely been low, were now affected enough that it became almost impossible for her to appear reasonably cheerful.

Their engagements at Rosings were as frequent during the last week of her stay, as they had been at first. The very last evening was spent there; and her Ladyship again enquired minutely into the particulars of their journey, gave them directions as to the best method of packing, and was so urgent on the necessity of placing gowns in the only right way, that Maria thought herself obliged, on her return, to undo all the work of the morning, and pack her trunk afresh.

Their visits to Rosings were just as frequent during the last week of her stay as they had been at the beginning. They spent their very last evening there, and her Ladyship once again asked detailed questions about their journey, gave them tips on the best way to pack, and insisted on the importance of placing dresses in the only proper way. As a result, Maria felt she had no choice but to unpack everything she had done that morning and repack her trunk entirely.

When they parted, Lady Catherine, with great condescension, wished them a good journey, and invited them to come to Hunsford again next year; and Miss De Bourgh exerted herself so far as to curtsey and hold out her hand to both.

When they left, Lady Catherine, with a tone of superiority, wished them a safe trip and invited them to visit Hunsford again next year. Miss De Bourgh made an effort to curtsey and extend her hand to both of them.


CHAPTER XV.

On Saturday morning Elizabeth and Mr. Collins met for breakfast a few minutes before the others appeared; and he took the opportunity of paying the parting civilities which he deemed indispensably necessary.

On Saturday morning, Elizabeth and Mr. Collins had breakfast together a few minutes before the others showed up, and he used this chance to offer the farewell niceties he thought were absolutely essential.

"I know not, Miss Elizabeth," said he, "whether Mrs. Collins has yet expressed her sense of your kindness in coming to us, but I am very certain you will not leave the house without receiving her thanks for it. The favour of your company has been much felt, I assure you. We know how little there is to tempt any one to our humble abode. Our plain manner of living, our small rooms, and few domestics, and the little we see of the world, must make Hunsford extremely dull to a young lady like yourself; but I hope you will believe us grateful for the condescension, and that we have done every thing in our power to prevent your spending your time unpleasantly."

"I don’t know, Miss Elizabeth," he said, "if Mrs. Collins has thanked you for being here with us, but I’m sure she will before you leave. Your visit has meant a lot to us, I promise. We’re aware that there isn’t much to attract anyone to our simple home. Our plain way of life, our small rooms, and few staff, along with how little we engage with the outside world, must make Hunsford pretty boring for a young lady like you; but I hope you understand that we are grateful for your kindness, and we’ve done everything we can to make sure your time here is enjoyable."

Elizabeth was eager with her thanks and assurances of happiness. She had spent six weeks with great enjoyment; and the pleasure of being with Charlotte, and the kind attentions she had received, must make her feel the obliged. Mr. Collins was gratified; and with a more smiling solemnity replied,

Elizabeth was excited to express her thanks and how happy she was. She had spent six weeks having a great time, and the joy of being with Charlotte, along with the thoughtful gestures she had received, must make her feel grateful. Mr. Collins was pleased, and with a more cheerful seriousness, he responded,

"It gives me the greatest pleasure to hear that you have passed your time not disagreeably. We have certainly done our best; and most fortunately having it in our power to introduce you to very superior society, and from our connection with Rosings, the frequent means of varying the humble home scene, I think we may flatter ourselves that your Hunsford visit cannot have been entirely irksome. Our situation with regard to Lady Catherine's family is indeed the sort of extraordinary advantage and blessing which few can boast. You see on what a footing we are. You see how continually we are engaged there. In truth I must acknowledge that, with all the disadvantages of this humble parsonage, I should not think any one abiding in it an object of compassion, while they are sharers of our intimacy at Rosings."

"I'm really pleased to hear that you’ve spent your time here enjoying yourself. We’ve definitely done our best; and luckily, we have the opportunity to introduce you to much better company, and thanks to our connection with Rosings, we often have a way to break up the routine of this simple home. I think we can confidently say that your visit to Hunsford hasn’t been completely dull. Our relationship with Lady Catherine's family is truly an unusual advantage and blessing that few can claim. You can see the kind of relationship we have. You can see how often we’re involved there. Honestly, I have to admit that, despite all the disadvantages of this modest parsonage, I wouldn’t think of anyone living here as an object of pity as long as they share in our closeness at Rosings."

Words were insufficient for the elevation of his feelings; and he was obliged to walk about the room, while Elizabeth tried to unite civility and truth in a few short sentences.

Words weren't enough to express his feelings, so he had to pace around the room while Elizabeth attempted to combine politeness and honesty in a few brief sentences.

"You may, in fact, carry a very favourable report of us into Hertfordshire, my dear cousin. I flatter myself at least that you will be able to do so. Lady Catherine's great attentions to Mrs. Collins you have been a daily witness of; and altogether I trust it does not appear that your friend has drawn an unfortunate—but on this point it will be as well to be silent. Only let me assure you, my dear Miss Elizabeth, that I can from my heart most cordially wish you equal felicity in marriage. My dear Charlotte and I have but one mind and one way of thinking. There is in every thing a most remarkable resemblance of character and ideas between us. We seem to have been designed for each other."

"You might actually bring back a really positive report about us from Hertfordshire, my dear cousin. I at least hope you'll be able to do that. You've seen firsthand Lady Catherine's strong attention to Mrs. Collins, and overall, I trust it doesn't seem like your friend has made an unfortunate choice—but on that note, it's better to stay quiet. Just know, my dear Miss Elizabeth, that I genuinely wish you the same happiness in marriage. My dear Charlotte and I think exactly alike and share the same views. There’s a striking similarity in our characters and ideas. It feels like we were made for each other."

Elizabeth could safely say that it was a great happiness where that was the case, and with equal sincerity could add that she firmly believed and rejoiced in his domestic comforts. She was not sorry, however, to have the recital of them interrupted by the entrance of the lady from whom they sprung. Poor Charlotte!—it was melancholy to leave her to such society!—But she had chosen it with her eyes open; and though evidently regretting that her visitors were to go, she did not seem to ask for compassion. Her home and her housekeeping, her parish and her poultry, and all their dependent concerns, had not yet lost their charms.

Elizabeth could confidently say that it was a true joy in that situation, and with just as much sincerity, she could add that she genuinely believed in and was happy for his domestic happiness. However, she wasn’t upset when the entrance of the woman behind all of it interrupted the recounting. Poor Charlotte!—it was sad to leave her in such company!—But she had chosen it with her eyes wide open; and even though she clearly regretted that her guests were leaving, she didn’t seem to seek sympathy. Her home and her household management, her community and her chickens, and all their related matters hadn’t lost their appeal yet.

At length the chaise arrived, the trunks were fastened on, the parcels placed within, and it was pronounced to be ready. After an affectionate parting between the friends, Elizabeth was attended to the carriage by Mr. Collins, and as they walked down the garden, he was commissioning her with his best respects to all her family, not forgetting his thanks for the kindness he had received at Longbourn in the winter, and his compliments to Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, though unknown. He then handed her in, Maria followed, and the door was on the point of being closed, when he suddenly reminded them, with some consternation, that they had hitherto forgotten to leave any message for the ladies of Rosings.

Finally, the carriage arrived, the trunks were secured, the packages were loaded inside, and it was declared ready to go. After a warm farewell between the friends, Mr. Collins escorted Elizabeth to the carriage, and as they strolled down the garden path, he was sending his best regards to all her family, including his thanks for the hospitality he had received at Longbourn during the winter, along with his compliments to Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, even though he had never met them. He then helped her inside, Maria followed, and just as the door was about to be closed, he suddenly remembered, looking a bit alarmed, that they had forgotten to leave any message for the ladies of Rosings.

"But," he added, "you will of course wish to have your humble respects delivered to them, with your grateful thanks for their kindness to you while you have been here."

"But," he added, "you'll definitely want to send your regards to them, along with your heartfelt thanks for their kindness to you while you’ve been here."

Elizabeth made no objection;—the door was then allowed to be shut, and the carriage drove off.

Elizabeth had no objections; the door was then closed, and the carriage drove away.

"Good gracious!" cried Maria, after a few minutes silence, "it seems but a day or two since we first came!—and yet how many things have happened!"

"Wow!" exclaimed Maria, after a few minutes of silence, "it feels like just a day or two since we first arrived!—and yet so much has happened!"

"A great many indeed," said her companion with a sigh.

"A lot, actually," her companion said with a sigh.

"We have dined nine times at Rosings, besides drinking tea there twice!—How much I shall have to tell!"

"We’ve had dinner at Rosings nine times, plus we've had tea there twice!—I have so much to share!"

Elizabeth privately added, "And how much I shall have to conceal."

Elizabeth privately added, "And how much I'm going to have to hide."

Their journey was performed without much conversation, or any alarm; and within four hours of their leaving Hunsford, they reached Mr. Gardiner's house, where they were to remain a few days.

Their journey took place with little conversation or any worry, and within four hours of leaving Hunsford, they arrived at Mr. Gardiner's house, where they would stay for a few days.

Jane looked well, and Elizabeth had little opportunity of studying her spirits, amidst the various engagements which the kindness of her aunt had reserved for them. But Jane was to go home with her, and at Longbourn there would be leisure enough for observation.

Jane looked good, and Elizabeth didn't have much chance to gauge her mood because of the many activities that her aunt had planned for them. But Jane was going to go home with her, and there would be plenty of time for observation at Longbourn.

It was not without an effort meanwhile that she could wait even for Longbourn, before she told her sister of Mr. Darcy's proposals. To know that she had the power of revealing what would so exceedingly astonish Jane, and must, at the same time, so highly gratify whatever of her own vanity she had not yet been able to reason away, was such a temptation to openness as nothing could have conquered, but the state of indecision in which she remained, as to the extent of what she should communicate; and her fear, if she once entered on the subject, of being hurried into repeating something of Bingley, which might only grieve her sister farther.

It wasn't easy for her to wait even until she got to Longbourn before telling her sister about Mr. Darcy's proposals. Knowing she had the power to reveal something that would totally shock Jane, while also boosting her own self-importance that she hadn't been able to dismiss yet, was a huge temptation to be honest that nothing could resist. However, she was in a tough spot about how much she should say; she was also worried that if she started talking about it, she might end up saying something about Bingley that would only upset her sister more.


CHAPTER XVI.

It was the second week in May, in which the three young ladies set out together from Gracechurch-street, for the town of —— in Hertfordshire; and, as they drew near the appointed inn where Mr. Bennet's carriage was to meet them, they quickly perceived, in token of the coachman's punctuality, both Kitty and Lydia looking out of a dining-room up stairs. These two girls had been above an hour in the place, happily employed in visiting an opposite milliner, watching the sentinel on guard, and dressing a sallad and cucumber.

It was the second week of May when the three young women set out together from Gracechurch Street for the town of —— in Hertfordshire. As they got close to the inn where Mr. Bennet's carriage was supposed to meet them, they noticed, as a sign of the coachman's punctuality, both Kitty and Lydia looking out from a dining room upstairs. The two girls had been there for over an hour, happily occupied with visiting a nearby milliner, keeping an eye on the guard, and preparing a salad and cucumber.

After welcoming their sisters, they triumphantly displayed a table set out with such cold meat as an inn larder usually affords, exclaiming, "Is not this nice? is not this an agreeable surprise?"

After welcoming their sisters, they proudly showed off a table filled with cold meats like those found in an inn's pantry, exclaiming, "Isn't this lovely? Isn't this a nice surprise?"

"And we mean to treat you all," added Lydia; "but you must lend us the money, for we have just spent ours at the shop out there." Then shewing her purchases: "Look here, I have bought this bonnet. I do not think it is very pretty; but I thought I might as well buy it as not. I shall pull it to pieces as soon as I get home, and see if I can make it up any better."

"And we plan to treat you all," Lydia added, "but you have to lend us the money, since we just spent ours at that shop out there." Then showing her purchases: "Look, I bought this hat. I don't think it's very pretty, but I figured I might as well buy it as not. I'll take it apart as soon as I get home and see if I can make it look any better."

And when her sisters abused it as ugly, she added, with perfect unconcern, "Oh! but there were two or three much uglier in the shop; and when I have bought some prettier-coloured satin to trim it with fresh, I think it will be very tolerable. Besides, it will not much signify what one wears this summer, after the ——shire have left Meryton, and they are going in a fortnight."

And when her sisters called it ugly, she casually replied, "Oh! But there were two or three much uglier ones in the shop; and when I buy some prettier satin to trim it with, I think it will look just fine. Besides, it won't matter much what one wears this summer after the ——shire have left Meryton, and they’re leaving in two weeks."

"Are they indeed?" cried Elizabeth, with the greatest satisfaction.

"Really?" exclaimed Elizabeth, feeling very pleased.

"They are going to be encamped near Brighton; and I do so want papa to take us all there for the summer! It would be such a delicious scheme, and I dare say would hardly cost any thing at all. Mamma would like to go too of all things! Only think what a miserable summer else we shall have!"

"They're going to camp near Brighton, and I really want Dad to take us all there for the summer! It would be such a great plan, and I bet it wouldn't cost much at all. Mom would love to go as well! Just think about how awful our summer will be if we don't!"

"Yes," thought Elizabeth, "that would be a delightful scheme, indeed, and completely do for us at once. Good Heaven! Brighton, and a whole campful of soldiers, to us, who have been overset already by one poor regiment of militia, and the monthly balls of Meryton."

"Yes," thought Elizabeth, "that would be a wonderful idea, for sure, and it would be just what we need right now. Goodness! Brighton, and a whole camp full of soldiers, for us, who have already been overwhelmed by just one poor militia regiment and the monthly balls in Meryton."

"Now I have got some news for you," said Lydia, as they sat down to table. "What do you think? It is excellent news, capital news, and about a certain person that we all like."

"Now I've got some news for you," said Lydia as they sat down at the table. "What do you think? It’s amazing news, really great news, and it's about someone we all like."

Jane and Elizabeth looked at each other, and the waiter was told that he need not stay. Lydia laughed, and said,

Jane and Elizabeth exchanged glances, and they informed the waiter that he could leave. Lydia laughed and said,

"Aye, that is just like your formality and discretion. You thought the waiter must not hear, as if he cared! I dare say he often hears worse things said than I am going to say. But he is an ugly fellow! I am glad he is gone. I never saw such a long chin in my life. Well, but now for my news: it is about dear Wickham; too good for the waiter, is not it? There is no danger of Wickham's marrying Mary King. There's for you! She is gone down to her uncle at Liverpool; gone to stay. Wickham is safe."

"Yeah, that's just like your need for formality and subtlety. You thought the waiter shouldn’t hear, as if he actually cared! I bet he hears worse things said than what I’m about to say. But he is such an ugly guy! I'm glad he's gone. I've never seen a chin so long in my life. Anyway, back to my news: it’s about dear Wickham; way too good for the waiter, right? There’s no chance of Wickham marrying Mary King. There you go! She’s gone to stay with her uncle in Liverpool; she’s gone for good. Wickham is in the clear."

"And Mary King is safe!" added Elizabeth; "safe from a connection imprudent as to fortune."

"And Mary King is safe!" Elizabeth added. "Safe from a connection that would have been unwise for her financial situation."

"She is a great fool for going away, if she liked him."

"She's really foolish for leaving, if she liked him."

"But I hope there is no strong attachment on either side," said Jane.

"But I hope there's no strong attachment on either side," said Jane.

"I am sure there is not on his. I will answer for it he never cared three straws about her. Who could about such a nasty little freckled thing?"

"I’m sure he doesn’t care about her at all. I’ll bet he never cared even a little bit. Who could care about such a nasty little freckled thing?"

Elizabeth was shocked to think that, however incapable of such coarseness of expression herself, the coarseness of the sentiment was little other than her own breast had formerly harboured and fancied liberal!

Elizabeth was shocked to realize that, although she was not capable of such crude expression herself, the roughness of the sentiment was not much different from what her own heart had once held and believed to be generous!

As soon as all had ate, and the elder ones paid, the carriage was ordered; and after some contrivance, the whole party, with all their boxes, workbags, and parcels, and the unwelcome addition of Kitty's and Lydia's purchases, were seated in it.

As soon as everyone had eaten and the older ones settled the bill, the carriage was called. After some arranging, the entire group, along with all their bags, work supplies, and packages, plus the unwanted extra items from Kitty and Lydia's shopping, were all packed into it.

"How nicely we are crammed in!" cried Lydia. "I am glad I bought my bonnet, if it is only for the fun of having another bandbox! Well, now let us be quite comfortable and snug, and talk and laugh all the way home. And in the first place, let us hear what has happened to you all, since you went away. Have you seen any pleasant men? Have you had any flirting? I was in great hopes that one of you would have got a husband before you came back. Jane will be quite an old maid soon, I declare. She is almost three and twenty! Lord, how ashamed I should be of not being married before three and twenty! My aunt Philips wants you so to get husbands, you can't think. She says Lizzy had better have taken Mr. Collins; but I do not think there would have been any fun in it. Lord! how I should like to be married before any of you; and then I would chaperon you about to all the balls. Dear me! we had such a good piece of fun the other day at Colonel Forster's. Kitty and me were to spend the day there, and Mrs. Forster promised to have a little dance in the evening; (by the bye, Mrs. Forster and me are such friends!) and so she asked the two Harringtons to come, but Harriet was ill, and so Pen was forced to come by herself; and then, what do you think we did? We dressed up Chamberlayne in woman's clothes, on purpose to pass for a lady,—only think what fun! Not a soul knew of it, but Col. and Mrs. Forster, and Kitty and me, except my aunt, for we were forced to borrow one of her gowns; and you cannot imagine how well he looked! When Denny, and Wickham, and Pratt, and two or three more of the men came in, they did not know him in the least. Lord! how I laughed! and so did Mrs. Forster. I thought I should have died. And that made the men suspect something, and then they soon found out what was the matter."

"How nicely we're all packed in!" Lydia exclaimed. "I’m glad I bought my bonnet, even if it’s just for the fun of having another hatbox! Now, let’s make ourselves comfortable and cozy, and chat and laugh all the way home. First off, I want to hear what’s been going on with all of you since you left. Have you met any interesting guys? Any flirting going on? I really hoped one of you would have found a husband before coming back. Jane is going to be an old maid soon, I swear. She’s almost twenty-three! I would be so embarrassed not to be married by twenty-three! Aunt Philips really wants you all to get married, you can’t imagine. She says Lizzy should have accepted Mr. Collins; but I don’t think that would have been any fun. Oh! how I’d love to get married before any of you; then I could take you to all the balls. We had such a blast the other day at Colonel Forster’s. Kitty and I were spending the day there, and Mrs. Forster promised a little dance in the evening; (by the way, Mrs. Forster and I are such good friends!) so she invited the two Harringtons, but Harriet was sick, so Pen had to come alone; and guess what we did? We dressed up Chamberlayne in women’s clothes to pass him off as a lady—can you imagine how much fun that was? No one knew except Colonel and Mrs. Forster, Kitty and me, and my aunt, since we had to borrow one of her gowns; and you wouldn’t believe how good he looked! When Denny, Wickham, Pratt, and a couple of other guys came in, they didn’t recognize him at all. Oh, how I laughed! And so did Mrs. Forster. I thought I’d die from laughing. And that got the guys suspicious, and soon they figured out what was going on."

With such kind of histories of their parties and good jokes, did Lydia, assisted by Kitty's hints and additions, endeavour to amuse her companions all the way to Longbourn. Elizabeth listened as little as she could, but there was no escaping the frequent mention of Wickham's name.

With stories about their parties and funny jokes, Lydia, with Kitty's hints and additions, tried to entertain her friends all the way to Longbourn. Elizabeth paid as little attention as possible, but she couldn't avoid hearing Wickham's name come up repeatedly.

Their reception at home was most kind. Mrs. Bennet rejoiced to see Jane in undiminished beauty; and more than once during dinner did Mr. Bennet say voluntarily to Elizabeth,

Their reception at home was very kind. Mrs. Bennet was overjoyed to see Jane looking just as beautiful as ever; and more than once during dinner, Mr. Bennet spontaneously told Elizabeth,

"I am glad you are come back, Lizzy."

"Glad you're back, Lizzy."

Their party in the dining-room was large, for almost all the Lucases came to meet Maria and hear the news: and various were the subjects which occupied them; lady Lucas was enquiring of Maria across the table, after the welfare and poultry of her eldest daughter; Mrs. Bennet was doubly engaged, on one hand collecting an account of the present fashions from Jane, who sat some way below her, and on the other, retailing them all to the younger Miss Lucases; and Lydia, in a voice rather louder than any other person's, was enumerating the various pleasures of the morning to any body who would hear her.

Their gathering in the dining room was quite big, as almost all the Lucases came to see Maria and catch up on the news. They were busy discussing different topics; Lady Lucas was asking Maria across the table about the health and the poultry of her oldest daughter, while Mrs. Bennet was preoccupied with two things: getting the latest fashion updates from Jane, who sat a bit further down the table, and sharing all of that information with the younger Miss Lucases. Meanwhile, Lydia, speaking a bit louder than anyone else, was listing all the fun things they did that morning to anyone who would listen.

"Oh! Mary," said she, "I wish you had gone with us, for we had such fun! as we went along, Kitty and me drew up all the blinds, and pretended there was nobody in the coach; and I should have gone so all the way, if Kitty had not been sick; and when we got to the George, I do think we behaved very handsomely, for we treated the other three with the nicest cold luncheon in the world, and if you would have gone, we would have treated you too. And then when we came away it was such fun! I thought we never should have got into the coach. I was ready to die of laughter. And then we were so merry all the way home! we talked and laughed so loud, that any body might have heard us ten miles off!"

"Oh! Mary," she said, "I really wish you had come with us because we had such a great time! As we went along, Kitty and I pulled up all the blinds and pretended there was no one in the coach. I would have kept it up the whole way if Kitty hadn’t gotten sick. When we arrived at the George, I honestly think we acted really nicely because we treated the other three to the best cold lunch ever, and if you'd been with us, we would have treated you too. Then, when we left, it was so much fun! I thought we’d never get back in the coach. I was almost in tears from laughing. And we were so cheerful all the way home! We talked and laughed so loudly that anyone could have heard us ten miles away!"

To this, Mary very gravely replied, "Far be it from me, my dear sister, to depreciate such pleasures. They would doubtless be congenial with the generality of female minds. But I confess they would have no charms for me. I should infinitely prefer a book."

To this, Mary very seriously replied, "I would never put down such pleasures, my dear sister. They would certainly appeal to most women. But I admit they would hold no appeal for me. I would much rather have a book."

But of this answer Lydia heard not a word. She seldom listened to any body for more than half a minute, and never attended to Mary at all.

But Lydia didn’t hear a word of this answer. She hardly listened to anyone for more than half a minute and never paid attention to Mary at all.

In the afternoon Lydia was urgent with the rest of the girls to walk to Meryton and see how every body went on; but Elizabeth steadily opposed the scheme. It should not be said, that the Miss Bennets could not be at home half a day before they were in pursuit of the officers. There was another reason too for her opposition. She dreaded seeing Wickham again, and was resolved to avoid it as long as possible. The comfort to her, of the regiment's approaching removal, was indeed beyond expression. In a fortnight they were to go, and once gone, she hoped there could be nothing more to plague her on his account.

In the afternoon, Lydia insisted to the other girls that they should walk to Meryton to see what everyone was up to, but Elizabeth firmly opposed the idea. It shouldn’t be said that the Miss Bennets could stay at home for even half a day without chasing after the officers. There was another reason for her refusal, too. She was really anxious about seeing Wickham again and was determined to avoid him for as long as she could. The thought of the regiment’s upcoming departure brought her immense relief. They were set to leave in two weeks, and once they were gone, she hoped there would be nothing left to bother her about him.

She had not been many hours at home, before she found that the Brighton scheme, of which Lydia had given them a hint at the inn, was under frequent discussion between her parents. Elizabeth saw directly that her father had not the smallest intention of yielding; but his answers were at the same time so vague and equivocal, that her mother, though often disheartened, had never yet despaired of succeeding at last.

She hadn't been home for long before she discovered that the Brighton plan, which Lydia had mentioned at the inn, was being discussed frequently by her parents. Elizabeth immediately realized that her father had no intention of giving in; however, his responses were so unclear and ambiguous that her mother, despite often feeling discouraged, had not yet lost hope of eventually succeeding.


CHAPTER XVII.

Elizabeth's impatience to acquaint Jane with what had happened could no longer be overcome; and at length resolving to suppress every particular in which her sister was concerned, and preparing her to be surprised, she related to her the next morning the chief of the scene between Mr. Darcy and herself.

Elizabeth's eagerness to tell Jane what had happened could no longer be kept in check; and finally deciding to leave out every detail that involved her sister, and getting her ready to be surprised, she shared with her the following morning the main points of the encounter between Mr. Darcy and herself.

Miss Bennet's astonishment was soon lessened by the strong sisterly partiality which made any admiration of Elizabeth appear perfectly natural; and all surprise was shortly lost in other feelings. She was sorry that Mr. Darcy should have delivered his sentiments in a manner so little suited to recommend them; but still more was she grieved for the unhappiness which her sister's refusal must have given him.

Miss Bennet's surprise quickly faded thanks to the strong sisterly affection that made any admiration for Elizabeth feel completely natural; and soon, all shock was replaced by other emotions. She felt bad that Mr. Darcy had expressed his feelings in such an unappealing way; but she was even more upset about the unhappiness that her sister's rejection must have caused him.

"His being so sure of succeeding, was wrong," said she; "and certainly ought not to have appeared; but consider how much it must increase his disappointment."

"His confidence in succeeding was misplaced," she said. "It definitely shouldn't have shown, but think about how much it must heighten his disappointment."

"Indeed," replied Elizabeth, "I am heartily sorry for him; but he has other feelings which will probably soon drive away his regard for me. You do not blame me, however, for refusing him?"

"Of course," answered Elizabeth, "I genuinely feel sorry for him; but he has other emotions that will likely soon push aside his feelings for me. You don’t blame me, though, for turning him down?"

"Blame you! Oh, no."

"Blame you? Oh, no."

"But you blame me for having spoken so warmly of Wickham."

"But you're upset with me for having spoken so highly of Wickham."

"No—I do not know that you were wrong in saying what you did."

"No—I don't think you were wrong for saying what you did."

"But you will know it, when I have told you what happened the very next day."

"But you will know it when I tell you what happened the very next day."

She then spoke of the letter, repeating the whole of its contents as far as they concerned George Wickham. What a stroke was this for poor Jane! who would willingly have gone through the world without believing that so much wickedness existed in the whole race of mankind, as was here collected in one individual. Nor was Darcy's vindication, though grateful to her feelings, capable of consoling her for such discovery. Most earnestly did she labour to prove the probability of error, and seek to clear one, without involving the other.

She then talked about the letter, going over everything in it that related to George Wickham. What a blow this was for poor Jane! She would have preferred to go through life not believing that so much evil could exist in an entire person, as was contained in this one individual. And while Darcy's defense, though comforting to her feelings, couldn't ease the pain of such a revelation. She worked hard to show that there might be a mistake and tried to clear one person without dragging the other down.

"This will not do," said Elizabeth. "You never will be able to make both of them good for any thing. Take your choice, but you must be satisfied with only one. There is but such a quantity of merit between them; just enough to make one good sort of man; and of late it has been shifting about pretty much. For my part, I am inclined to believe it all Mr. Darcy's, but you shall do as you chuse."

"This isn't going to work," Elizabeth said. "You’ll never be able to make both of them useful for anything. Choose one, but you have to be okay with just one. There’s only a limited amount of goodness between them; just enough to make one decent man, and lately it’s been moving around quite a bit. Personally, I tend to think it all belongs to Mr. Darcy, but you can decide as you wish."

It was some time, however, before a smile could be extorted from Jane.

It took a while, though, before Jane could be coaxed into smiling.

"I do not know when I have been more shocked," said she. "Wickham so very bad! It is almost past belief. And poor Mr. Darcy! dear Lizzy, only consider what he must have suffered. Such a disappointment! and with the knowledge of your ill opinion too! and having to relate such a thing of his sister! It is really too distressing. I am sure you must feel it so."

"I don't know when I've been more shocked," she said. "Wickham is so bad! It's almost unbelievable. And poor Mr. Darcy! Dear Lizzy, just think about what he must have gone through. Such a disappointment! And knowing how you feel about him too! And having to talk about something like that regarding his sister! It's really too upsetting. I'm sure you must feel the same way."

"Oh! no, my regret and compassion are all done away by seeing you so full of both. I know you will do him such ample justice, that I am growing every moment more unconcerned and indifferent. Your profusion makes me saving; and if you lament over him much longer, my heart will be as light as a feather."

"Oh! no, my regret and compassion disappear when I see you so full of both. I know you will do him such fair justice that I'm becoming less concerned and indifferent with each passing moment. Your generosity makes me cautious, and if you keep mourning over him much longer, my heart will feel as light as a feather."

"Poor Wickham; there is such an expression of goodness in his countenance! such an openness and gentleness in his manner."

"Poor Wickham; there is such a look of kindness in his face! such openness and gentleness in his way of being."

"There certainly was some great mismanagement in the education of those two young men. One has got all the goodness, and the other all the appearance of it."

"There was definitely some serious mismanagement in the education of those two young men. One has all the good qualities, while the other just has the appearance of them."

"I never thought Mr. Darcy so deficient in the appearance of it as you used to do."

"I never thought Mr. Darcy lacked the appearance of it as you used to believe."

"And yet I meant to be uncommonly clever in taking so decided a dislike to him, without any reason. It is such a spur to one's genius, such an opening for wit to have a dislike of that kind. One may be continually abusive without saying any thing just; but one cannot be always laughing at a man without now and then stumbling on something witty."

"And yet I intended to be unusually clever by having such a strong dislike for him, without any reason. It really boosts your creativity and gives you chances to be witty to dislike someone like that. You can constantly insult someone without being fair, but you can't keep laughing at someone without sometimes hitting on something funny."

"Lizzy, when you first read that letter, I am sure you could not treat the matter as you do now."

"Lizzy, when you first read that letter, I’m sure you couldn’t view the situation the way you do now."

"Indeed I could not. I was uncomfortable enough. I was very uncomfortable, I may say unhappy. And with no one to speak to, of what I felt, no Jane to comfort me and say that I had not been so very weak and vain and nonsensical as I knew I had! Oh! how I wanted you!"

"Honestly, I couldn't. I was pretty uncomfortable. I was really uncomfortable, to be honest, even unhappy. And with no one to talk to about what I felt, no Jane to comfort me and tell me that I hadn't been so weak, vain, and ridiculous as I thought I had! Oh! how I wished for you!"

"How unfortunate that you should have used such very strong expressions in speaking of Wickham to Mr. Darcy, for now they do appear wholly undeserved."

"How unfortunate that you used such strong words when talking about Wickham to Mr. Darcy, because now they really seem completely undeserved."

"Certainly. But the misfortune of speaking with bitterness, is a most natural consequence of the prejudices I had been encouraging. There is one point, on which I want your advice. I want to be told whether I ought, or ought not to make our acquaintance in general understand Wickham's character."

"Of course. But the unfortunate thing about speaking with bitterness is that it’s a totally natural result of the prejudices I've been fostering. There's one thing I want your advice on. I need to know whether I should, or shouldn't, let our friends know about Wickham's true character."

Miss Bennet paused a little and then replied, "Surely there can be no occasion for exposing him so dreadfully. What is your own opinion?"

Miss Bennet paused for a moment and then replied, "Surely there’s no need to expose him so harshly. What do you think?"

"That it ought not to be attempted. Mr. Darcy has not authorised me to make his communication public. On the contrary every particular relative to his sister, was meant to be kept as much as possible to myself; and if I endeavour to undeceive people as to the rest of his conduct, who will believe me? The general prejudice against Mr. Darcy is so violent, that it would be the death of half the good people in Meryton, to attempt to place him in an amiable light. I am not equal to it. Wickham will soon be gone; and therefore it will not signify to anybody here, what he really is. Sometime hence it will be all found out, and then we may laugh at their stupidity in not knowing it before. At present I will say nothing about it."

"That it shouldn’t be tried. Mr. Darcy hasn’t allowed me to make his message public. In fact, everything related to his sister was meant to be kept as private as possible; and if I try to clear up misunderstandings about his actions, who will believe me? The general bias against Mr. Darcy is so strong that it would shock half the decent people in Meryton to try to show him in a positive light. I’m not up for it. Wickham will be leaving soon; so it won’t matter to anyone here what he truly is. Eventually, the truth will come out, and then we can laugh at their foolishness for not figuring it out sooner. For now, I won’t say anything about it."

"You are quite right. To have his errors made public might ruin him for ever. He is now perhaps sorry for what he has done, and anxious to re-establish a character. We must not make him desperate."

"You’re absolutely right. If his mistakes become public, it could ruin him for good. He’s probably regretting what he’s done now and eager to rebuild his reputation. We can’t push him to the brink."

The tumult of Elizabeth's mind was allayed by this conversation. She had got rid of two of the secrets which had weighed on her for a fortnight, and was certain of a willing listener in Jane, whenever she might wish to talk again of either. But there was still something lurking behind, of which prudence forbad the disclosure. She dared not relate the other half of Mr. Darcy's letter, nor explain to her sister how sincerely she had been valued by his friend. Here was knowledge in which no one could partake; and she was sensible that nothing less than a perfect understanding between the parties could justify her in throwing off this last incumbrance of mystery. "And then," said she, "if that very improbable event should ever take place, I shall merely be able to tell what Bingley may tell in a much more agreeable manner himself. The liberty of communication cannot be mine till it has lost all its value!"

The chaos in Elizabeth's mind was calmed by this conversation. She had let go of two secrets that had been weighing on her for two weeks and was sure Jane would be a willing listener whenever she wanted to discuss either again. But there was still something hidden that she felt she couldn't share. She couldn't reveal the other part of Mr. Darcy's letter or explain to her sister how much his friend truly valued her. This was knowledge that no one else could share, and she realized that only a complete understanding between the parties could excuse her from carrying this last burden of mystery. "And then," she said, "if that very unlikely event ever happens, all I will be able to do is share what Bingley will say himself, in a much more pleasant way. I can't speak freely until it no longer holds any value!"

She was now, on being settled at home, at leisure to observe the real state of her sister's spirits. Jane was not happy. She still cherished a very tender affection for Bingley. Having never even fancied herself in love before, her regard had all the warmth of first attachment, and from her age and disposition, greater steadiness than first attachments often boast; and so fervently did she value his remembrance, and prefer him to every other man, that all her good sense, and all her attention to the feelings of her friends, were requisite to check the indulgence of those regrets, which must have been injurious to her own health and their tranquillity.

She was now settled at home and had the chance to really see how her sister was feeling. Jane was not happy. She still held a deep affection for Bingley. Since she had never thought she was in love before, her feelings had all the intensity of a first love, and given her age and personality, more stability than most first loves do; she valued his memory so highly and preferred him to every other guy that she had to use all her common sense and consideration for her friends' feelings to hold back the indulgence of regrets that could harm her own health and their peace of mind.

"Well, Lizzy," said Mrs. Bennet one day, "what is your opinion now of this sad business of Jane's? For my part, I am determined never to speak of it again to anybody. I told my sister Philips so the other day. But I cannot find out that Jane saw any thing of him in London. Well, he is a very undeserving young man—and I do not suppose there is the least chance in the world of her ever getting him now. There is no talk of his coming to Netherfield again in the summer; and I have enquired of every body too, who is likely to know."

"Well, Lizzy," Mrs. Bennet said one day, "what do you think now about this unfortunate situation with Jane? As for me, I've decided never to mention it again to anyone. I told my sister Philips that the other day. But I can’t find out if Jane saw anything of him while in London. Honestly, he’s a really undeserving young man—and I doubt there’s any chance she’ll ever get him now. There’s no talk of him coming back to Netherfield this summer either; I've asked everyone who might know."

"I do not believe that he will ever live at Netherfield any more."

"I don't think he'll ever live at Netherfield again."

"Oh, well! it is just as he chooses. Nobody wants him to come. Though I shall always say that he used my daughter extremely ill; and if I was her, I would not have put up with it. Well, my comfort is, I am sure Jane will die of a broken heart, and then he will be sorry for what he has done."

"Oh, well! It's up to him. No one wants him to come. Still, I’ll always say he treated my daughter really badly; if I were her, I wouldn’t have put up with it. Well, what comforts me is that I’m sure Jane will die of a broken heart, and then he’ll regret what he’s done."

But as Elizabeth could not receive comfort from any such expectation, she made no answer.

But since Elizabeth couldn't find comfort in any such hope, she said nothing.

"Well, Lizzy," continued her mother soon afterwards, "and so the Collinses live very comfortable, do they? Well, well, I only hope it will last. And what sort of table do they keep? Charlotte is an excellent manager, I dare say. If she is half as sharp as her mother, she is saving enough. There is nothing extravagant in their housekeeping, I dare say."

"Well, Lizzy," her mother continued soon after, "so the Collinses are living quite comfortably, huh? I just hope it lasts. And what kind of meals do they serve? I'm sure Charlotte is a great manager. If she’s half as clever as her mother, she’s saving a lot. There’s nothing extravagant about their housekeeping, I bet."

"No, nothing at all."

"No, not a thing."

"A great deal of good management, depend upon it. Yes, yes. They will take care not to outrun their income. They will never be distressed for money. Well, much good may it do them! And so, I suppose, they often talk of having Longbourn when your father is dead. They look upon it quite as their own, I dare say, whenever that happens."

"A lot of good management relies on this, trust me. Yes, yes. They will make sure not to spend more than they earn. They will never be short on cash. Well, good luck to them with that! And I guess they often talk about taking Longbourn once your father is gone. They probably see it as their own already, whenever that time comes."

"It was a subject which they could not mention before me."

"It was a topic they couldn't bring up in front of me."

"No. It would have been strange if they had. But I make no doubt, they often talk of it between themselves. Well, if they can be easy with an estate that is not lawfully their own, so much the better. I should be ashamed of having one that was only entailed on me."

"No. It would have been weird if they had. But I have no doubt they often discuss it among themselves. Well, if they can be comfortable with an estate that isn’t rightfully theirs, that’s fine by me. I would be embarrassed to have one that was only passed down to me."


CHAPTER XVIII.

The first week of their return was soon gone. The second began. It was the last of the regiment's stay in Meryton, and all the young ladies in the neighbourhood were drooping apace. The dejection was almost universal. The elder Miss Bennets alone were still able to eat, drink, and sleep, and pursue the usual course of their employments. Very frequently were they reproached for this insensibility by Kitty and Lydia, whose own misery was extreme, and who could not comprehend such hard-heartedness in any of the family.

The first week of their return quickly passed. The second week began. It was the last week of the regiment's stay in Meryton, and all the young ladies in the area were feeling down. The sadness was almost everywhere. Only the older Miss Bennets were still able to eat, drink, sleep, and carry on with their usual activities. Kitty and Lydia often scolded them for this lack of sensitivity, as their own misery was intense, and they couldn't understand such callousness in any of their family members.

"Good Heaven! What is to become of us! What are we to do!" would they often exclaim in the bitterness of woe. "How can you be smiling so, Lizzy?"

"Good heavens! What’s going to happen to us! What should we do!" they would often cry out in their deep sorrow. "How can you be smiling like that, Lizzy?"

Their affectionate mother shared all their grief; she remembered what she had herself endured on a similar occasion, five and twenty years ago.

Their loving mother felt all their sorrow; she recalled what she had gone through on a similar occasion, twenty-five years ago.

"I am sure," said she, "I cried for two days together when Colonel Millar's regiment went away. I thought I should have broke my heart."

"I’m sure," she said, "I cried for two whole days when Colonel Millar’s regiment left. I thought I was going to break my heart."

"I am sure I shall break mine," said Lydia.

"I’m sure I’ll break mine," said Lydia.

"If one could but go to Brighton!" observed Mrs. Bennet.

"If only we could go to Brighton!" exclaimed Mrs. Bennet.

"Oh, yes!—if one could but go to Brighton! But papa is so disagreeable."

"Oh, yes!—if only I could go to Brighton! But Dad is so unpleasant."

"A little sea-bathing would set me up for ever."

"A little time at the beach would refresh me for good."

"And my aunt Philips is sure it would do me a great deal of good," added Kitty.

"And my aunt Philips is convinced it would do me a lot of good," added Kitty.

Such were the kind of lamentations resounding perpetually through Longbourn-house. Elizabeth tried to be diverted by them; but all sense of pleasure was lost in shame. She felt anew the justice of Mr. Darcy's objections; and never had she before been so much disposed to pardon his interference in the views of his friend.

Such were the kinds of complaints echoing continuously through Longbourn house. Elizabeth tried to find amusement in them, but all sense of pleasure was overshadowed by shame. She felt once again the validity of Mr. Darcy's objections; and she had never been so willing to forgive his interference in his friend's interests.

But the gloom of Lydia's prospect was shortly cleared away; for she received an invitation from Mrs. Forster, the wife of the Colonel of the regiment, to accompany her to Brighton. This invaluable friend was a very young woman, and very lately married. A resemblance in good humour and good spirits had recommended her and Lydia to each other, and out of their three months' acquaintance they had been intimate two.

But the gloom of Lydia's situation was soon lifted; she received an invitation from Mrs. Forster, the wife of the Colonel of the regiment, to join her in Brighton. This invaluable friend was a young woman who had just recently gotten married. Their shared sense of humor and upbeat spirits drew them together, and out of their three months of knowing each other, they had been close for two.

The rapture of Lydia on this occasion, her adoration of Mrs. Forster, the delight of Mrs. Bennet, and the mortification of Kitty, are scarcely to be described. Wholly inattentive to her sister's feelings, Lydia flew about the house in restless ecstacy, calling for every one's congratulations, and laughing and talking with more violence than ever; whilst the luckless Kitty continued in the parlour repining at her fate in terms as unreasonable as her accent was peevish.

Lydia's excitement during this time, her admiration for Mrs. Forster, the joy of Mrs. Bennet, and Kitty's embarrassment are hard to put into words. Completely oblivious to her sister's feelings, Lydia hurried around the house in a frenzy of happiness, asking everyone for congratulations, and laughing and talking more loudly than ever; while the unfortunate Kitty stayed in the living room, lamenting her fate in a tone as unreasonable as it was whiny.

"I cannot see why Mrs. Forster should not ask me as well as Lydia," said she, "though I am not her particular friend. I have just as much right to be asked as she has, and more too, for I am two years older."

"I don't see why Mrs. Forster shouldn't invite me as well as Lydia," she said, "even though I'm not her close friend. I have just as much right to be invited as she does, and even more, since I'm two years older."

In vain did Elizabeth attempt to make her reasonable, and Jane to make her resigned. As for Elizabeth herself, this invitation was so far from exciting in her the same feelings as in her mother and Lydia, that she considered it as the death-warrant of all possibility of common sense for the latter; and detestable as such a step must make her were it known, she could not help secretly advising her father not to let her go. She represented to him all the improprieties of Lydia's general behaviour, the little advantage she could derive from the friendship of such a woman as Mrs. Forster, and the probability of her being yet more imprudent with such a companion at Brighton, where the temptations must be greater than at home. He heard her attentively, and then said,

Elizabeth tried vainly to reason with her, while Jane encouraged her to accept it gracefully. As for Elizabeth, this invitation did not stir the same emotions in her as it did in her mother and Lydia; she saw it as a total loss of common sense for Lydia. Though it would make her look terrible if anyone found out, she couldn't help but secretly suggest to her father that he shouldn't let Lydia go. She pointed out all the inappropriate behavior Lydia had displayed, how little good could come from being friends with someone like Mrs. Forster, and the likelihood that Lydia would be even more reckless with someone like her in Brighton, where the temptations would be much stronger than at home. He listened carefully and then said,

"Lydia will never be easy till she has exposed herself in some public place or other, and we can never expect her to do it with so little expense or inconvenience to her family as under the present circumstances."

"Lydia will never be at ease until she has shown herself in some public setting or another, and we can never expect her to do it with so little cost or trouble to her family as she would under the current circumstances."

"If you were aware," said Elizabeth, "of the very great disadvantage to us all, which must arise from the public notice of Lydia's unguarded and imprudent manner; nay, which has already arisen from it, I am sure you would judge differently in the affair."

"If you knew," Elizabeth said, "about the huge disadvantage it brings to all of us from Lydia's reckless and careless behavior; in fact, the issues that have already come from it, I'm sure you would think differently about the situation."

"Already arisen!" repeated Mr. Bennet. "What, has she frightened away some of your lovers? Poor little Lizzy! But do not be cast down. Such squeamish youths as cannot bear to be connected with a little absurdity, are not worth a regret. Come, let me see the list of the pitiful fellows who have been kept aloof by Lydia's folly."

"Already up!" Mr. Bennet said again. "What, has she scared off some of your suitors? Poor little Lizzy! But don’t be discouraged. Those sensitive guys who can't handle a little silliness aren't worth your time. Come on, let me see the list of the sorry guys who have stayed away because of Lydia's antics."

"Indeed you are mistaken. I have no such injuries to resent. It is not of peculiar, but of general evils, which I am now complaining. Our importance, our respectability in the world, must be affected by the wild volatility, the assurance and disdain of all restraint which mark Lydia's character. Excuse me—for I must speak plainly. If you, my dear father, will not take the trouble of checking her exuberant spirits, and of teaching her that her present pursuits are not to be the business of her life, she will soon be beyond the reach of amendment. Her character will be fixed, and she will, at sixteen, be the most determined flirt that ever made herself and her family ridiculous. A flirt too, in the worst and meanest degree of flirtation; without any attraction beyond youth and a tolerable person; and from the ignorance and emptiness of her mind, wholly unable to ward off any portion of that universal contempt which her rage for admiration will excite. In this danger Kitty is also comprehended. She will follow wherever Lydia leads. Vain, ignorant, idle, and absolutely uncontrouled! Oh! my dear father, can you suppose it possible that they will not be censured and despised wherever they are known, and that their sisters will not be often involved in the disgrace?"

"You're definitely mistaken. I have no such injuries to hold against anyone. I'm not complaining about something specific, but about a general problem. Our reputation and respect in the world will be affected by Lydia's reckless behavior and her total disregard for any kind of restraint. Please forgive me for being so blunt. If you, my dear father, don’t take the time to rein in her wild spirits and teach her that her current pursuits shouldn't be the focus of her life, she will soon be beyond help. Her personality will be set, and by the time she’s sixteen, she’ll be the most determined flirt who has ever embarrassed herself and her family. A flirt, too, in the most superficial way possible; with nothing but her youth and decent looks to offer, and because of her ignorance and shallowness, she'll be completely unable to avoid the widespread disdain that her craving for attention will bring her. Kitty is also at risk here. She’ll follow Lydia wherever she goes. Vain, ignorant, idle, and completely unchecked! Oh, my dear father, can you honestly think they won't be judged and looked down upon wherever they go, and that their sisters won’t frequently share in the shame?"

Mr. Bennet saw that her whole heart was in the subject; and affectionately taking her hand, said in reply,

Mr. Bennet could see that she was completely invested in the topic; and, holding her hand fondly, he responded,

"Do not make yourself uneasy, my love. Wherever you and Jane are known, you must be respected and valued; and you will not appear to less advantage for having a couple of—or I may say, three very silly sisters. We shall have no peace at Longbourn if Lydia does not go to Brighton. Let her go then. Colonel Forster is a sensible man, and will keep her out of any real mischief; and she is luckily too poor to be an object of prey to any body. At Brighton she will be of less importance even as a common flirt than she has been here. The officers will find women better worth their notice. Let us hope, therefore, that her being there may teach her her own insignificance. At any rate, she cannot grow many degrees worse, without authorizing us to lock her up for the rest of her life."

"Don’t stress yourself out, my love. Wherever you and Jane are known, you’ll be respected and valued; and you won’t look any worse for having a couple of—or I might say, three very silly sisters. We won’t have any peace at Longbourn if Lydia doesn’t go to Brighton. Let her go then. Colonel Forster is a sensible guy and will keep her out of real trouble; and luckily, she’s too poor to attract any attention. In Brighton, she’ll matter even less as a typical flirt than she has here. The officers will find women worth their time. So let’s hope that being there may help her realize her own unimportance. At least one thing’s for sure: she can’t get much worse without giving us the right to keep her locked up for the rest of her life."

With this answer Elizabeth was forced to be content; but her own opinion continued the same, and she left him disappointed and sorry. It was not in her nature, however, to increase her vexations, by dwelling on them. She was confident of having performed her duty, and to fret over unavoidable evils, or augment them by anxiety, was no part of her disposition.

With this answer, Elizabeth had to be satisfied; but she still held the same opinion and left him feeling let down and regretful. However, it wasn’t in her nature to make herself more upset by dwelling on her troubles. She was sure she had done her duty, and stressing over unavoidable problems or making them worse with worry wasn’t part of her character.

Had Lydia and her mother known the substance of her conference with her father, their indignation would hardly have found expression in their united volubility. In Lydia's imagination, a visit to Brighton comprised every possibility of earthly happiness. She saw with the creative eye of fancy, the streets of that gay bathing place covered with officers. She saw herself the object of attention, to tens and to scores of them at present unknown. She saw all the glories of the camp; its tents stretched forth in beauteous uniformity of lines, crowded with the young and the gay, and dazzling with scarlet; and to complete the view, she saw herself seated beneath a tent, tenderly flirting with at least six officers at once.

Had Lydia and her mother known what she talked about with her father, their outrage wouldn't have come out so freely. In Lydia's mind, a trip to Brighton meant every possible happiness. She envisioned the lively streets filled with officers. She pictured herself as the center of attention, surrounded by many she didn’t know yet. She imagined all the excitement of the camp: its tents perfectly lined up, bustling with young, cheerful people dressed in bright red; and to top it off, she saw herself sitting under a tent, playfully flirting with at least six officers at once.

Had she known that her sister sought to tear her from such prospects and such realities as these, what would have been her sensations? They could have been understood only by her mother, who might have felt nearly the same. Lydia's going to Brighton was all that consoled her for the melancholy conviction of her husband's never intending to go there himself.

Had she known that her sister wanted to take her away from such hopes and realities, what would she have felt? Only her mother could have truly understood, as she might have felt something similar. The fact that Lydia was going to Brighton was the only thing that comforted her, despite the sad realization that her husband would never have the intention of going there himself.

But they were entirely ignorant of what had passed; and their raptures continued with little intermission to the very day of Lydia's leaving home.

But they had no idea what had happened; and their excitement continued almost without pause right up until the day Lydia left home.

Elizabeth was now to see Mr. Wickham for the last time. Having been frequently in company with him since her return, agitation was pretty well over; the agitations of former partiality entirely so. She had even learnt to detect, in the very gentleness which had first delighted her, an affectation and a sameness to disgust and weary. In his present behaviour to herself, moreover, she had a fresh source of displeasure, for the inclination he soon testified of renewing those attentions which had marked the early part of their acquaintance, could only serve, after what had since passed, to provoke her. She lost all concern for him in finding herself thus selected as the object of such idle and frivolous gallantry; and while she steadily repressed it, could not but feel the reproof contained in his believing, that however long, and for whatever cause, his attentions had been withdrawn, her vanity would be gratified and her preference secured at any time by their renewal.

Elizabeth was about to see Mr. Wickham for the last time. After spending time with him since her return, her earlier agitation had faded; the feelings from her past crush were completely gone. She had even begun to notice that the very gentleness that had first captivated her now felt fake and repetitive, to the point of being off-putting and tiresome. Furthermore, his current behavior towards her brought her a new source of annoyance, as his soon-to-be renewed attentions, which had characterized the early days of their acquaintance, could only serve to irritate her after everything that had happened. She felt no concern for him upon realizing she was being chosen as the target of such meaningless and superficial charm. While she controlled her reactions, she couldn't help but feel insulted by his belief that, no matter how long his attentions had been absent or what the reason was, her vanity would be flattered and her interest reignited at any moment by their return.

On the very last day of the regiment's remaining in Meryton, he dined with others of the officers at Longbourn; and so little was Elizabeth disposed to part from him in good humour, that on his making some enquiry as to the manner in which her time had passed at Hunsford, she mentioned Colonel Fitzwilliam's and Mr. Darcy's having both spent three weeks at Rosings, and asked him if he were acquainted with the former.

On the very last day the regiment was in Meryton, he had dinner with some of the other officers at Longbourn; and Elizabeth was so unwilling to part from him in a good mood that when he asked how her time had been at Hunsford, she mentioned that Colonel Fitzwilliam and Mr. Darcy had both spent three weeks at Rosings and asked him if he knew the former.

He looked surprised, displeased, alarmed; but with a moment's recollection and a returning smile, replied, that he had formerly seen him often; and after observing that he was a very gentleman-like man, asked her how she had liked him. Her answer was warmly in his favour. With an air of indifference he soon afterwards added, "How long did you say that he was at Rosings?"

He looked shocked, annoyed, and worried; but after a moment of remembering and with a smile returning, he said that he had seen him around a lot before. Noticing that he was quite a gentleman, he asked her how she felt about him. She responded enthusiastically in his favor. With an indifferent tone, he then added, "How long did you say he was at Rosings?"

"Nearly three weeks."

"Almost three weeks."

"And you saw him frequently?"

"And you saw him a lot?"

"Yes, almost every day."

"Yeah, pretty much every day."

"His manners are very different from his cousin's."

"His manners are quite different from his cousin's."

"Yes, very different. But I think Mr. Darcy improves on acquaintance."

"Yes, very different. But I believe Mr. Darcy gets better the more you know him."

"Indeed!" cried Wickham with a look which did not escape her. "And pray may I ask?" but checking himself, he added in a gayer tone, "Is it in address that he improves? Has he deigned to add ought of civility to his ordinary style? for I dare not hope," he continued in a lower and more serious tone, "that he is improved in essentials."

"Absolutely!" Wickham exclaimed with a look that didn't go unnoticed by her. "Can I ask?" but stopping himself, he continued in a lighter tone, "Is he getting better in how he speaks? Has he bothered to add any politeness to his usual style? Because I really can't expect," he said in a softer and more serious tone, "that he's improved in the important ways."

"Oh, no!" said Elizabeth. "In essentials, I believe, he is very much what he ever was."

"Oh, no!" Elizabeth said. "At his core, I believe he's pretty much the same as he always was."

While she spoke, Wickham looked as if scarcely knowing whether to rejoice over her words, or to distrust their meaning. There was a something in her countenance which made him listen with an apprehensive and anxious attention, while she added,

While she spoke, Wickham appeared unsure whether to be happy about her words or to doubt their meaning. There was something in her expression that made him listen with a mix of apprehension and anxiety as she continued,

"When I said that he improved on acquaintance, I did not mean that either his mind or manners were in a state of improvement, but that from knowing him better, his disposition was better understood."

"When I said that he got better the more I got to know him, I didn't mean that his intelligence or behavior improved, but that I understood his personality better as I spent more time with him."

Wickham's alarm now appeared in a heightened complexion and agitated look; for a few minutes he was silent; till, shaking off his embarrassment, he turned to her again, and said in the gentlest of accents,

Wickham's anxiety was now clear on his face and in his demeanor; for a moment, he was quiet; then, shaking off his discomfort, he turned to her again and said in the softest tone,

"You, who so well know my feelings towards Mr. Darcy, will readily comprehend how sincerely I must rejoice that he is wise enough to assume even the appearance of what is right. His pride, in that direction, may be of service, if not to himself, to many others, for it must deter him from such foul misconduct as I have suffered by. I only fear that the sort of cautiousness, to which you, I imagine, have been alluding, is merely adopted on his visits to his aunt, of whose good opinion and judgment he stands much in awe. His fear of her, has always operated, I know, when they were together; and a good deal is to be imputed to his wish of forwarding the match with Miss De Bourgh, which I am certain he has very much at heart."

"You, who know how I feel about Mr. Darcy, will easily understand how genuinely happy I am that he is smart enough to at least put on the appearance of doing the right thing. His pride in that regard might be beneficial, if not to himself, then to others, because it should keep him from the horrible behavior I've experienced. My only worry is that the carefulness you've hinted at is just something he shows when he's visiting his aunt, whose opinion and judgment he cares about a lot. I know his fear of her has influenced him when they're together; plus, a lot of it is due to his desire to promote the match with Miss De Bourgh, which I’m sure he cares about deeply."

Elizabeth could not repress a smile at this, but she answered only by a slight inclination of the head. She saw that he wanted to engage her on the old subject of his grievances, and she was in no humour to indulge him. The rest of the evening passed with the appearance, on his side, of usual cheerfulness, but with no farther attempt to distinguish Elizabeth; and they parted at last with mutual civility, and possibly a mutual desire of never meeting again.

Elizabeth couldn't help but smile at this, but she only responded with a slight nod. She noticed he wanted to bring up his usual complaints, and she wasn't in the mood to entertain him. The rest of the evening went by with him pretending to be cheerful, but he made no further effort to connect with Elizabeth; they finally parted with polite conversation and perhaps a shared wish to never see each other again.

When the party broke up, Lydia returned with Mrs. Forster to Meryton, from whence they were to set out early the next morning. The separation between her and her family was rather noisy than pathetic. Kitty was the only one who shed tears; but she did weep from vexation and envy. Mrs. Bennet was diffuse in her good wishes for the felicity of her daughter, and impressive in her injunctions that she would not miss the opportunity of enjoying herself as much as possible; advice, which there was every reason to believe would be attended to; and in the clamorous happiness of Lydia herself in bidding farewell, the more gentle adieus of her sisters were uttered without being heard.

When the party ended, Lydia went back to Meryton with Mrs. Forster, from where they were set to leave early the next morning. The goodbye between her and her family was more raucous than sad. Kitty was the only one who cried; her tears came from frustration and jealousy. Mrs. Bennet was overly generous with her well wishes for her daughter's happiness and insisted that she shouldn’t miss the chance to have as much fun as possible—advice that was likely to be taken to heart. Amid Lydia’s loud excitement in saying goodbye, her sisters’ quieter farewells went unnoticed.


CHAPTER XIX.

Had Elizabeth's opinion been all drawn from her own family, she could not have formed a very pleasing picture of conjugal felicity or domestic comfort. Her father captivated by youth and beauty, and that appearance of good humour, which youth and beauty generally give, had married a woman whose weak understanding and illiberal mind, had very early in their marriage put an end to all real affection for her. Respect, esteem, and confidence, had vanished for ever; and all his views of domestic happiness were overthrown. But Mr. Bennet was not of a disposition to seek comfort for the disappointment which his own imprudence had brought on, in any of those pleasures which too often console the unfortunate for their folly or their vice. He was fond of the country and of books; and from these tastes had arisen his principal enjoyments. To his wife he was very little otherwise indebted, than as her ignorance and folly had contributed to his amusement. This is not the sort of happiness which a man would in general wish to owe to his wife; but where other powers of entertainment are wanting, the true philosopher will derive benefit from such as are given.

If Elizabeth’s views had come solely from her own family, she wouldn’t have been able to picture a very happy marriage or a comforting home life. Her father, charmed by youth and beauty, along with that cheerful appearance typical of youth and beauty, married a woman whose limited intelligence and narrow-mindedness quickly squashed any real love he had for her. Respect, admiration, and trust were gone for good, and all his hopes for a happy home were dashed. However, Mr. Bennet wasn’t the type to seek solace for the disappointment his own foolishness had caused in any of those pleasures that often comfort the unfortunate for their mistakes or wrongdoings. He enjoyed the countryside and books, and from these interests came his main sources of joy. He was mostly indebted to his wife only in that her ignorance and foolishness added to his amusement. This isn't the kind of happiness most men would want to owe to their wives; yet, when other entertaining options are lacking, a true philosopher will find value in what’s available.

Elizabeth, however, had never been blind to the impropriety of her father's behaviour as a husband. She had always seen it with pain; but respecting his abilities, and grateful for his affectionate treatment of herself, she endeavoured to forget what she could not overlook, and to banish from her thoughts that continual breach of conjugal obligation and decorum which, in exposing his wife to the contempt of her own children, was so highly reprehensible. But she had never felt so strongly as now, the disadvantages which must attend the children of so unsuitable a marriage, nor ever been so fully aware of the evils arising from so ill-judged a direction of talents; talents which rightly used, might at least have preserved the respectability of his daughters, even if incapable of enlarging the mind of his wife.

Elizabeth, however, had always been aware of the inappropriate way her father acted as a husband. It caused her pain; but out of respect for his abilities and gratitude for how he treated her affectionately, she tried to forget what she couldn't ignore, and to push aside from her mind the continual disrespect of marital responsibility and decorum that exposed her mother to the scorn of her own children, which was very much wrong. But she had never felt so strongly as she did now, the disadvantages that the children faced from such a mismatched marriage, nor had she ever been as aware of the problems that came from such a poorly directed use of talents; talents that, if used properly, could at least have preserved the dignity of his daughters, even if they couldn't have expanded her mother's understanding.

When Elizabeth had rejoiced over Wickham's departure, she found little other cause for satisfaction in the loss of the regiment. Their parties abroad were less varied than before; and at home she had a mother and sister whose constant repinings at the dulness of every thing around them, threw a real gloom over their domestic circle; and, though Kitty might in time regain her natural degree of sense, since the disturbers of her brain were removed, her other sister, from whose disposition greater evil might be apprehended, was likely to be hardened in all her folly and assurance, by a situation of such double danger as a watering place and a camp. Upon the whole, therefore, she found, what has been sometimes found before, that an event to which she had looked forward with impatient desire, did not in taking place, bring all the satisfaction she had promised herself. It was consequently necessary to name some other period for the commencement of actual felicity; to have some other point on which her wishes and hopes might be fixed, and by again enjoying the pleasure of anticipation, console herself for the present, and prepare for another disappointment. Her tour to the Lakes was now the object of her happiest thoughts; it was her best consolation for all the uncomfortable hours, which the discontentedness of her mother and Kitty made inevitable; and could she have included Jane in the scheme, every part of it would have been perfect.

When Elizabeth was happy about Wickham's departure, she found little else to feel satisfied about with the loss of the regiment. Their outings were less varied than before, and at home, she had a mother and sister whose constant complaints about the dullness of everything created a real gloom in their household. While Kitty might eventually regain some of her natural sense now that her distractions were gone, her other sister, whose behavior was more concerning, was likely to become even more foolish and overconfident due to the risky combination of a seaside resort and a military camp. Overall, she realized, just as had happened before, that an event she had looked forward to with eager anticipation didn’t bring the satisfaction she had hoped for. It was therefore necessary for her to find some other time to look forward to for actual happiness, to focus her wishes and hopes on something else, and to ease her mind by enjoying the anticipation once again, preparing herself for yet another letdown. Her upcoming trip to the Lakes became her happiest thought; it was her best comfort for all the uncomfortable hours caused by her mother’s and Kitty’s discontent, and if only she could have included Jane in the plans, it would have been perfect.

"But it is fortunate," thought she, "that I have something to wish for. Were the whole arrangement complete, my disappointment would be certain. But here, by carrying with me one ceaseless source of regret in my sister's absence, I may reasonably hope to have all my expectations of pleasure realized. A scheme of which every part promises delight, can never be successful; and general disappointment is only warded off by the defence of some little peculiar vexation."

"But it's a good thing," she thought, "that I have something to wish for. If everything were perfect, I'd definitely be disappointed. But right now, by holding onto the constant regret of my sister not being here, I can reasonably hope to have all my hopes for enjoyment fulfilled. A plan where every part seems perfect can never truly succeed; and the overall disappointment is only avoided by the small annoyance of some specific issue."

When Lydia went away, she promised to write very often and very minutely to her mother and Kitty; but her letters were always long expected, and always very short. Those to her mother, contained little else, than that they were just returned from the library, where such and such officers had attended them, and where she had seen such beautiful ornaments as made her quite wild; that she had a new gown, or a new parasol, which she would have described more fully, but was obliged to leave off in a violent hurry, as Mrs. Forster called her, and they were going to the camp;—and from her correspondence with her sister, there was still less to be learnt—for her letters to Kitty, though rather longer, were much too full of lines under the words to be made public.

When Lydia left, she promised to write often and in great detail to her mom and Kitty; however, her letters were always eagerly awaited and consistently very brief. The ones to her mom contained little more than that they had just come back from the library, where certain officers had met them, and where she had seen such beautiful accessories that it drove her wild; that she had a new dress, or a new parasol, which she would have described in more detail, but had to stop abruptly because Mrs. Forster called her, and they were heading to the camp;—and from her letters to her sister, there was even less to learn—for her letters to Kitty, though a bit longer, were way too filled with lines under the words to be shared publicly.

After the first fortnight or three weeks of her absence, health, good humour and cheerfulness began to re-appear at Longbourn. Everything wore a happier aspect. The families who had been in town for the winter came back again, and summer finery and summer engagements arose. Mrs. Bennet was restored to her usual querulous serenity, and by the middle of June Kitty was so much recovered as to be able to enter Meryton without tears; an event of such happy promise as to make Elizabeth hope, that by the following Christmas, she might be so tolerably reasonable as not to mention an officer above once a day, unless by some cruel and malicious arrangement at the war-office, another regiment should be quartered in Meryton.

After the first two weeks or so of her absence, health, good humor, and cheerfulness started to come back to Longbourn. Everything looked happier. The families who had been in town for the winter returned, bringing summer outfits and summer plans. Mrs. Bennet was back to her usual complaining self, and by mid-June, Kitty had improved enough to enter Meryton without crying; this was such a promising event that Elizabeth hoped that by the next Christmas, Kitty would be reasonable enough not to mention an officer more than once a day, unless, due to some cruel and malicious decision at the war office, another regiment was stationed in Meryton.

The time fixed for the beginning of their Northern tour was now fast approaching; and a fortnight only was wanting of it, when a letter arrived from Mrs. Gardiner, which at once delayed its commencement and curtailed its extent. Mr. Gardiner would be prevented by business from setting out till a fortnight later in July, and must be in London again within a month; and as that left too short a period for them to go so far, and see so much as they had proposed, or at least to see it with the leisure and comfort they had built on, they were obliged to give up the Lakes, and substitute a more contracted tour; and, according to the present plan, were to go no farther northward than Derbyshire. In that county, there was enough to be seen, to occupy the chief of their three weeks; and to Mrs. Gardiner it had a peculiarly strong attraction. The town where she had formerly passed some years of her life, and where they were now to spend a few days, was probably as great an object of her curiosity, as all the celebrated beauties of Matlock, Chatsworth, Dovedale, or the Peak.

The time for the start of their Northern trip was quickly approaching; there were only two weeks left when a letter from Mrs. Gardiner arrived, which delayed the start and shortened the trip. Mr. Gardiner wouldn't be able to leave until two weeks later in July due to work commitments, and he needed to be back in London within a month. Since that left too little time for them to travel far and see everything they had planned, or at least to enjoy it at the leisurely pace they had hoped for, they had to cancel the Lakes and choose a shorter itinerary. According to the new plan, they were only going to travel as far north as Derbyshire. That county had enough to see to fill most of their three weeks, and it had a special draw for Mrs. Gardiner. The town where she had spent several years of her life, and where they were going to stay for a few days, was probably as much of a draw for her as all the famous sights of Matlock, Chatsworth, Dovedale, or the Peak.

Elizabeth was excessively disappointed; she had set her heart on seeing the Lakes; and still thought there might have been time enough. But it was her business to be satisfied—and certainly her temper to be happy; and all was soon right again.

Elizabeth was really disappointed; she had been looking forward to seeing the Lakes and still thought there might have been enough time. But it was her job to be satisfied—and she certainly had the temperament to be happy; and everything was soon back to normal.

With the mention of Derbyshire, there were many ideas connected. It was impossible for her to see the word without thinking of Pemberley and its owner. "But surely," said she, "I may enter his county with impunity, and rob it of a few petrified spars without his perceiving me."

With Derbyshire being mentioned, a lot of thoughts came to mind. She couldn't hear the word without thinking of Pemberley and its owner. "But surely," she said, "I can enter his county without getting caught and take a few fossilized rocks without him noticing."

The period of expectation was now doubled. Four weeks were to pass away before her uncle and aunt's arrival. But they did pass away, and Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, with their four children, did at length appear at Longbourn. The children, two girls of six and eight years old, and two younger boys, were to be left under the particular care of their cousin Jane, who was the general favourite, and whose steady sense and sweetness of temper exactly adapted her for attending to them in every way—teaching them, playing with them, and loving them.

The waiting period was now twice as long. Four weeks would go by before her uncle and aunt arrived. But those weeks did pass, and Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, along with their four kids, finally showed up at Longbourn. The kids, two girls aged six and eight and two younger boys, were going to be left in the special care of their cousin Jane, who was the favorite of the family, and whose calm demeanor and kind nature made her perfect for looking after them in every way—teaching them, playing with them, and loving them.

The Gardiners staid only one night at Longbourn, and set off the next morning with Elizabeth in pursuit of novelty and amusement. One enjoyment was certain—that of suitableness as companions; a suitableness which comprehended health and temper to bear inconveniences—cheerfulness to enhance every pleasure—and affection and intelligence, which might supply it among themselves if there were disappointments abroad.

The Gardiners stayed just one night at Longbourn and left the next morning with Elizabeth in search of new experiences and fun. One thing was guaranteed—their compatibility as companions; a compatibility that included good health and a positive attitude to handle inconveniences—cheerfulness to make every joy even better—and warmth and understanding to support each other in case there were any disappointments outside their group.

It is not the object of this work to give a description of Derbyshire, nor of any of the remarkable places through which their route thither lay; Oxford, Blenheim, Warwick, Kenelworth, Birmingham, &c. are sufficiently known. A small part of Derbyshire is all the present concern. To the little town of Lambton, the scene of Mrs. Gardiner's former residence, and where she had lately learned that some acquaintance still remained, they bent their steps, after having seen all the principal wonders of the country; and within five miles of Lambton, Elizabeth found from her aunt, that Pemberley was situated. It was not in their direct road, nor more than a mile or two out of it. In talking over their route the evening before, Mrs. Gardiner expressed an inclination to see the place again. Mr. Gardiner declared his willingness, and Elizabeth was applied to for her approbation.

The purpose of this work isn’t to describe Derbyshire or any of the notable places along the way, like Oxford, Blenheim, Warwick, Kenilworth, Birmingham, etc., since they are already well-known. Only a small part of Derbyshire is relevant here. After checking out all the main attractions in the area, they headed to the small town of Lambton, where Mrs. Gardiner had previously lived and where she recently found out some acquaintances still lived. Elizabeth learned from her aunt that Pemberley was located just five miles from Lambton. It wasn't directly on their path but only a mile or two off. The night before, as they discussed their route, Mrs. Gardiner expressed her desire to visit the place again. Mr. Gardiner said he was open to it, and they turned to Elizabeth for her approval.

"My love, should not you like to see a place of which you have heard so much?" said her aunt. "A place too, with which so many of your acquaintance are connected. Wickham passed all his youth there, you know."

"My love, don't you want to see a place you've heard so much about?" said her aunt. "A place that so many of your friends are connected to. Wickham spent all his youth there, you know."

Elizabeth was distressed. She felt that she had no business at Pemberley, and was obliged to assume a disinclination for seeing it. She must own that she was tired of great houses; after going over so many, she really had no pleasure in fine carpets or satin curtains.

Elizabeth was upset. She felt like she didn’t belong at Pemberley and had to pretend she didn’t want to see it. She had to admit that she was tired of grand houses; after visiting so many, she really didn’t find joy in fancy carpets or satin curtains anymore.

Mrs. Gardiner abused her stupidity. "If it were merely a fine house richly furnished," said she, "I should not care about it myself; but the grounds are delightful. They have some of the finest woods in the country."

Mrs. Gardiner took advantage of her ignorance. "If it were just a nice house with elegant furnishings," she said, "I wouldn’t care about it myself; but the grounds are beautiful. They have some of the best woods in the country."

Elizabeth said no more—but her mind could not acquiesce. The possibility of meeting Mr. Darcy, while viewing the place, instantly occurred. It would be dreadful! She blushed at the very idea; and thought it would be better to speak openly to her aunt, than to run such a risk. But against this, there were objections; and she finally resolved that it could be the last resource, if her private enquiries as to the absence of the family, were unfavourably answered.

Elizabeth said nothing more—but she couldn't stop thinking. The chance of running into Mr. Darcy while visiting the place suddenly popped into her head. It would be awful! She felt embarrassed just thinking about it and figured it would be better to talk openly to her aunt than take that risk. But there were reasons against that as well, and she ultimately decided it would have to be her last option if her private inquiries about the family's absence didn't turn out well.

Accordingly, when she retired at night, she asked the chambermaid whether Pemberley were not a very fine place, what was the name of its proprietor, and with no little alarm, whether the family were down for the summer. A most welcome negative followed the last question—and her alarms being now removed, she was at leisure to feel a great deal of curiosity to see the house herself; and when the subject was revived the next morning, and she was again applied to, could readily answer, and with a proper air of indifference, that she had not really any dislike to the scheme.

So, when she went to bed that night, she asked the chambermaid if Pemberley wasn’t a really nice place, who owned it, and, with some concern, whether the family was there for the summer. She was relieved to hear a no in response to the last question—and now that her worries were gone, she felt a strong curiosity to see the house for herself. When the topic came up again the next morning and she was asked again, she was able to answer easily and with a casual air that she didn’t actually mind the idea.

To Pemberley, therefore, they were to go.

To Pemberley, then, they were headed.

END OF THE SECOND VOLUME.


MATLOCK


PRIDE AND PREJUDICE:

A NOVEL.

IN THREE VOLUMES.

BY THE AUTHOR OF "SENSE AND SENSIBILITY."

VOL. III.

 

 

 

London:
PRINTED FOR T. EGERTON,
MILITARY LIBRARY, WHITEHALL.
1813.

London:
PRINTED FOR T. EGERTON,
MILITARY LIBRARY, WHITEHALL.
1813.


DOVE-DALE


PRIDE & PREJUDICE.


CHAPTER I.

Elizabeth, as they drove along, watched for the first appearance of Pemberley Woods with some perturbation; and when at length they turned in at the lodge, her spirits were in a high flutter.

Elizabeth, as they drove along, eagerly watched for the first sight of Pemberley Woods, feeling a bit anxious; and when they finally turned in at the entrance, her spirits were quite uplifted.

The park was very large, and contained great variety of ground. They entered it in one of its lowest points, and drove for some time through a beautiful wood, stretching over a wide extent.

The park was very large and had a great variety of terrain. They entered at one of its lowest points and drove for a while through a beautiful forest that spread out over a wide area.

Elizabeth's mind was too full for conversation, but she saw and admired every remarkable spot and point of view. They gradually ascended for half a mile, and then found themselves at the top of a considerable eminence, where the wood ceased, and the eye was instantly caught by Pemberley House, situated on the opposite side of a valley, into which the road with some abruptness wound. It was a large, handsome, stone building, standing well on rising ground, and backed by a ridge of high woody hills;—and in front, a stream of some natural importance was swelled into greater, but without any artificial appearance. Its banks were neither formal, nor falsely adorned. Elizabeth was delighted. She had never seen a place for which nature had done more, or where natural beauty had been so little counteracted by an awkward taste. They were all of them warm in their admiration; and at that moment she felt, that to be mistress of Pemberley might be something!

Elizabeth's mind was too busy to chat, but she noticed and admired every stunning spot and viewpoint. They gradually climbed for half a mile and then reached the top of a significant hill where the woods ended, and her attention was immediately drawn to Pemberley House, located on the other side of a valley that the road wound around with some abruptness. It was a large, attractive stone building, beautifully positioned on elevated ground and backed by a ridge of tall, wooded hills. In front of it, a stream of notable size flowed, appearing more substantial but without any artificial touches. Its banks were neither formal nor overly decorated. Elizabeth was thrilled. She had never seen a place where nature contributed so much, or where natural beauty was so little diminished by poor taste. They all admired it warmly, and in that moment, she felt that being the owner of Pemberley could be something significant!

They descended the hill, crossed the bridge, and drove to the door; and, while examining the nearer aspect of the house, all her apprehensions of meeting its owner returned. She dreaded lest the chambermaid had been mistaken. On applying to see the place, they were admitted into the hall; and Elizabeth, as they waited for the housekeeper, had leisure to wonder at her being where she was.

They went down the hill, crossed the bridge, and drove up to the door; and, while looking at the house more closely, all her worries about meeting its owner came back. She was afraid that the chambermaid had been wrong. When they asked to see the place, they were let into the hall; and Elizabeth, as they waited for the housekeeper, had time to think about how she ended up where she was.

The housekeeper came; a respectable-looking, elderly woman, much less fine, and more civil, than she had any notion of finding her. They followed her into the dining-parlour. It was a large, well-proportioned room, handsomely fitted up. Elizabeth, after slightly surveying it, went to a window to enjoy its prospect. The hill, crowned with wood, from which they had descended, receiving increased abruptness from the distance, was a beautiful object. Every disposition of the ground was good; and she looked on the whole scene, the river, the trees scattered on its banks, and the winding of the valley, as far as she could trace it, with delight. As they passed into other rooms, these objects were taking different positions; but from every window there were beauties to be seen. The rooms were lofty and handsome, and their furniture suitable to the fortune of their proprietor; but Elizabeth saw, with admiration of his taste, that it was neither gaudy nor uselessly fine; with less of splendor, and more real elegance, than the furniture of Rosings.

The housekeeper arrived; she was a respectable-looking older woman, much less fancy and more polite than Elizabeth had expected. They followed her into the dining room. It was a large, well-proportioned space, nicely furnished. After briefly looking around, Elizabeth went to a window to enjoy the view. The hill, topped with trees, which they had come down from, appeared even steeper in the distance and was a beautiful sight. The layout of the land was lovely; she took in the entire scene—the river, the trees along its banks, and the winding valley as far as she could see—with pleasure. As they moved into other rooms, the landscape shifted, but every window offered a beautiful view. The rooms were tall and attractive, and the furniture matched their owner's wealth; Elizabeth admired his taste, noting that it was neither flashy nor unnecessarily ornate; it had less showiness and more genuine elegance than the furniture at Rosings.

"And of this place," thought she, "I might have been mistress! With these rooms I might now have been familiarly acquainted! Instead of viewing them as a stranger, I might have rejoiced in them as my own, and welcomed to them as visitors my uncle and aunt.—But no,"—recollecting herself,—"that could never be: my uncle and aunt would have been lost to me: I should not have been allowed to invite them."

"And of this place," she thought, "I could have been the owner! I could have known these rooms so well! Instead of seeing them as a stranger, I could have enjoyed them as mine, and welcomed my uncle and aunt as guests. But no," she remembered, "that could never happen: my uncle and aunt would have been gone from my life: I wouldn't have been able to invite them."

This was a lucky recollection—it saved her from something like regret.

This was a fortunate memory—it kept her from feeling regret.

She longed to enquire of the housekeeper, whether her master were really absent, but had not courage for it. At length, however, the question was asked by her uncle; and she turned away with alarm, while Mrs. Reynolds replied, that he was, adding, "but we expect him to-morrow, with a large party of friends." How rejoiced was Elizabeth that their own journey had not by any circumstance been delayed a day!

She wanted to ask the housekeeper if her master was really gone, but she didn’t have the nerve to do it. Finally, her uncle asked the question, and she turned away in shock as Mrs. Reynolds answered that he was, adding, “but we expect him tomorrow with a big group of friends.” Elizabeth was so relieved that their trip hadn’t been delayed for even a day!

Her aunt now called her to look at a picture. She approached, and saw the likeness of Mr. Wickham suspended, amongst several other miniatures, over the mantle-piece. Her aunt asked her, smilingly, how she liked it. The housekeeper came forward, and told them it was the picture of a young gentleman, the son of her late master's steward, who had been brought up by him at his own expence.—"He is now gone into the army," she added, "but I am afraid he has turned out very wild."

Her aunt called her over to look at a picture. She walked up and saw a portrait of Mr. Wickham hanging among several other miniatures above the mantelpiece. Her aunt smiled and asked how she liked it. The housekeeper stepped forward and informed them that it was a picture of a young man, the son of her late master's steward, who had been raised by him at his own expense. “He has now gone into the army,” she added, “but I’m afraid he has become quite reckless.”

Mrs. Gardiner looked at her niece with a smile, but Elizabeth could not return it.

Mrs. Gardiner smiled at her niece, but Elizabeth couldn't smile back.

"And that," said Mrs. Reynolds, pointing to another of the miniatures, "is my master—and very like him. It was drawn at the same time as the other—about eight years ago."

"And that," Mrs. Reynolds said, pointing to another miniature, "is my master—and it looks just like him. It was created at the same time as the other one—about eight years ago."

"I have heard much of your master's fine person," said Mrs. Gardiner, looking at the picture; "it is a handsome face. But, Lizzy, you can tell us whether it is like or not."

"I've heard a lot about your master’s good looks," said Mrs. Gardiner, looking at the picture. "It's a handsome face. But, Lizzy, you can tell us if it looks like him or not."

Mrs. Reynolds's respect for Elizabeth seemed to increase on this intimation of her knowing her master.

Mrs. Reynolds's respect for Elizabeth seemed to grow when she learned that Elizabeth knew her master.

"Does that young lady know Mr. Darcy?"

"Does that girl know Mr. Darcy?"

Elizabeth coloured, and said—"A little."

Elizabeth blushed and said, "A bit."

"And do not you think him a very handsome gentleman, Ma'am?"

"And don't you think he's a very handsome gentleman, Ma'am?"

"Yes, very handsome."

"Yeah, very handsome."

"I am sure I know none so handsome; but in the gallery up stairs you will see a finer, larger picture of him than this. This room was my late master's favourite room, and these miniatures are just as they used to be then. He was very fond of them."

"I’m sure I don’t know anyone as handsome; but in the gallery upstairs, you’ll see a bigger and better picture of him than this one. This room was my late master’s favorite, and these miniatures are just as they were back then. He really loved them."

This accounted to Elizabeth for Mr. Wickham's being among them.

This explained to Elizabeth why Mr. Wickham was among them.

Mrs. Reynolds then directed their attention to one of Miss Darcy, drawn when she was only eight years old.

Mrs. Reynolds then pointed out a drawing of Miss Darcy, created when she was just eight years old.

"And is Miss Darcy as handsome as her brother?" said Mr. Gardiner.

"And is Miss Darcy as attractive as her brother?" asked Mr. Gardiner.

"Oh! yes—the handsomest young lady that ever was seen; and so accomplished!—She plays and sings all day long. In the next room is a new instrument just come down for her—a present from my master; she comes here to-morrow with him."

"Oh! yes—the most beautiful young lady you’ve ever seen; and so talented! She plays and sings all day long. In the next room is a new instrument just brought in for her—a gift from my master; she’s coming here tomorrow with him."

Mr. Gardiner, whose manners were easy and pleasant, encouraged her communicativeness by his questions and remarks; Mrs. Reynolds, either from pride or attachment, had evidently great pleasure in talking of her master and his sister.

Mr. Gardiner, who had a relaxed and friendly manner, prompted her to open up with his questions and comments; Mrs. Reynolds, either out of pride or affection, clearly enjoyed discussing her boss and his sister.

"Is your master much at Pemberley in the course of the year?"

"Does your boss spend a lot of time at Pemberley throughout the year?"

"Not so much as I could wish, Sir; but I dare say he may spend half his time here; and Miss Darcy is always down for the summer months."

"Not as much as I would like, Sir; but I bet he can spend half his time here, and Miss Darcy is always around for the summer months."

"Except," thought Elizabeth, "when she goes to Ramsgate."

"Except," Elizabeth thought, "when she goes to Ramsgate."

"If your master would marry, you might see more of him."

"If your boss were to get married, you might see more of him."

"Yes, Sir; but I do not know when that will be. I do not know who is good enough for him."

"Yes, Sir; but I don’t know when that will be. I don’t know who is good enough for him."

Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner smiled. Elizabeth could not help saying, "It is very much to his credit, I am sure, that you should think so."

Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner smiled. Elizabeth couldn't help but say, "It really speaks highly of him, I'm sure, that you think that way."

"I say no more than the truth, and what every body will say that knows him," replied the other. Elizabeth thought this was going pretty far; and she listened with increasing astonishment as the housekeeper added, "I have never had a cross word from him in my life, and I have known him ever since he was four years old."

"I’m just speaking the truth, and anyone who knows him will agree," replied the other. Elizabeth thought this was quite a bold statement, and she listened with growing surprise as the housekeeper continued, "I've never had a harsh word from him in my life, and I've known him since he was four years old."

This was praise, of all others most extraordinary, most opposite to her ideas. That he was not a good-tempered man, had been her firmest opinion. Her keenest attention was awakened; she longed to hear more, and was grateful to her uncle for saying,

This was praise, unlike any she had ever heard, completely contrary to her beliefs. She had always thought he was not a good-tempered man; that had been her strongest opinion. Her interest was piqued; she wanted to hear more and was thankful to her uncle for saying,

"There are very few people of whom so much can be said. You are lucky in having such a master."

"There are very few people about whom so much can be said. You're fortunate to have such a mentor."

"Yes, Sir, I know I am. If I was to go through the world, I could not meet with a better. But I have always observed, that they who are good-natured when children, are good-natured when they grow up; and he was always the sweetest-tempered, most generous-hearted, boy in the world."

"Yes, Sir, I know I am. If I traveled the world, I couldn't find anyone better. But I've always noticed that those who are kind as kids tend to be kind as adults; and he was always the sweetest, most generous boy in the world."

Elizabeth almost stared at her.—"Can this be Mr. Darcy!" thought she.

Elizabeth almost stared at her.—"Can this really be Mr. Darcy?" she thought.

"His father was an excellent man," said Mrs. Gardiner.

"His dad was a great guy," said Mrs. Gardiner.

"Yes, Ma'am, that he was indeed; and his son will be just like him—just as affable to the poor."

"Yes, Ma'am, that's true; and his son will be just like him—equally friendly to those in need."

Elizabeth listened, wondered, doubted, and was impatient for more. Mrs. Reynolds could interest her on no other point. She related the subject of the pictures, the dimensions of the rooms, and the price of the furniture, in vain. Mr. Gardiner, highly amused by the kind of family prejudice, to which he attributed her excessive commendation of her master, soon led again to the subject; and she dwelt with energy on his many merits, as they proceeded together up the great staircase.

Elizabeth listened, felt curious, unsure, and was eager for more. Mrs. Reynolds couldn't engage her on any other topic. She talked about the pictures, the size of the rooms, and the price of the furniture, but it didn't interest Elizabeth. Mr. Gardiner, finding the family's bias amusing, redirected the conversation back to the subject; she passionately highlighted his many strengths as they walked up the grand staircase together.

"He is the best landlord, and the best master," said she, "that ever lived. Not like the wild young men now-a-days, who think of nothing but themselves. There is not one of his tenants or servants but what will give him a good name. Some people call him proud; but I am sure I never saw any thing of it. To my fancy, it is only because he does not rattle away like other young men."

"He’s the best landlord and the best boss," she said, "that ever lived. Not like the wild young guys these days who only think about themselves. Every tenant or servant of his has something good to say about him. Some people call him proud, but I’ve never seen any of it. To me, he just doesn’t chatter on like other young men."

"In what an amiable light does this place him!" thought Elizabeth.

"In what a friendly light does this put him!" thought Elizabeth.

"This fine account of him," whispered her aunt, as they walked, "is not quite consistent with his behaviour to our poor friend."

"This nice description of him," her aunt whispered as they walked, "doesn't really match how he treats our poor friend."

"Perhaps we might be deceived."

"Maybe we could be fooled."

"That is not very likely; our authority was too good."

"That's not very likely; our authority was too strong."

On reaching the spacious lobby above, they were shewn into a very pretty sitting-room, lately fitted up with greater elegance and lightness than the apartments below; and were informed that it was but just done, to give pleasure to Miss Darcy, who had taken a liking to the room, when last at Pemberley.

Upon arriving at the large lobby upstairs, they were shown into a very beautiful sitting room, recently decorated with more elegance and brightness than the rooms below; and they were told it had just been completed to please Miss Darcy, who had developed a fondness for the room during her last visit to Pemberley.

"He is certainly a good brother," said Elizabeth, as she walked towards one of the windows.

"He is definitely a good brother," said Elizabeth, as she walked over to one of the windows.

Mrs. Reynolds anticipated Miss Darcy's delight, when she should enter the room. "And this is always the way with him," she added.—"Whatever can give his sister any pleasure, is sure to be done in a moment. There is nothing he would not do for her."

Mrs. Reynolds looked forward to Miss Darcy's excitement when she entered the room. "And this is just how he is," she added. "Whatever can bring his sister any joy, he makes sure to do right away. There’s nothing he wouldn’t do for her."

The picture gallery, and two or three of the principal bed-rooms, were all that remained to be shewn. In the former were many good paintings; but Elizabeth knew nothing of the art; and from such as had been already visible below, she had willingly turned to look at some drawings of Miss Darcy's, in crayons, whose subjects were usually more interesting, and also more intelligible.

The picture gallery, along with two or three of the main bedrooms, was all that was left to be shown. The gallery had a lot of great paintings, but Elizabeth didn't know much about art; she had happily turned her attention to some drawings by Miss Darcy, done in crayons, which were usually more interesting and easier to understand.

In the gallery there were many family portraits, but they could have little to fix the attention of a stranger. Elizabeth walked on in quest of the only face whose features would be known to her. At last it arrested her—and she beheld a striking resemblance of Mr. Darcy, with such a smile over the face, as she remembered to have sometimes seen, when he looked at her. She stood several minutes before the picture in earnest contemplation, and returned to it again before they quitted the gallery. Mrs. Reynolds informed them, that it had been taken in his father's life time.

In the gallery, there were many family portraits, but they probably wouldn’t catch a stranger's eye. Elizabeth continued her search for the one face that she recognized. Finally, she found it—and it looked a lot like Mr. Darcy, with a smile that reminded her of the times he had looked at her. She stood in front of the painting for several minutes, deep in thought, and went back to it again before they left the gallery. Mrs. Reynolds told them that it had been painted during his father's lifetime.

There was certainly at this moment, in Elizabeth's mind, a more gentle sensation towards the original, than she had ever felt in the height of their acquaintance. The commendation bestowed on him by Mrs. Reynolds was of no trifling nature. What praise is more valuable than the praise of an intelligent servant? As a brother, a landlord, a master, she considered how many people's happiness were in his guardianship!—How much of pleasure or pain it was in his power to bestow!—How much of good or evil must be done by him! Every idea that had been brought forward by the housekeeper was favourable to his character, and as she stood before the canvas, on which he was represented, and fixed his eyes upon herself, she thought of his regard with a deeper sentiment of gratitude than it had ever raised before; she remembered its warmth, and softened its impropriety of expression.

At this moment, Elizabeth felt a softer sentiment toward the original than she had ever experienced at the peak of their acquaintance. Mrs. Reynolds’ praise was significant. What kind of praise is more valuable than that from a thoughtful servant? As a brother, a landlord, and a master, she reflected on how many people's happiness depended on him!—How much joy or sorrow he could give!—How much good or bad he could cause! Every point the housekeeper made supported his character, and as she stood in front of the portrait of him, looking into his eyes, she felt a deeper sense of gratitude for his regard than ever before; she remembered its warmth and softened her thoughts about its inappropriateness.

When all of the house that was open to general inspection had been seen, they returned down stairs, and taking leave of the housekeeper, were consigned over to the gardener, who met them at the hall door.

When they had finished looking at all the parts of the house that were open for everyone to see, they went back downstairs, said goodbye to the housekeeper, and handed over to the gardener, who was waiting for them at the front door.

As they walked across the lawn towards the river, Elizabeth turned back to look again; her uncle and aunt stopped also, and while the former was conjecturing as to the date of the building, the owner of it himself suddenly came forward from the road, which led behind it to the stables.

As they walked across the lawn toward the river, Elizabeth glanced back to look again; her uncle and aunt stopped too, and while her uncle speculated about when the building was constructed, the owner himself suddenly appeared from the road that led behind it to the stables.

They were within twenty yards of each other, and so abrupt was his appearance, that it was impossible to avoid his sight. Their eyes instantly met, and the cheeks of each were overspread with the deepest blush. He absolutely started, and for a moment seemed immoveable from surprise; but shortly recovering himself, advanced towards the party, and spoke to Elizabeth, if not in terms of perfect composure, at least of perfect civility.

They were only twenty yards apart, and his sudden appearance made it impossible to look away. Their eyes locked immediately, and both of them turned bright red. He was so taken aback that he paused for a moment in surprise; but after a short while, he gathered himself, walked over to the group, and addressed Elizabeth with what seemed like perfect politeness, even if he wasn't completely composed.

She had instinctively turned away; but, stopping on his approach, received his compliments with an embarrassment impossible to be overcome. Had his first appearance, or his resemblance to the picture they had just been examining, been insufficient to assure the other two that they now saw Mr. Darcy, the gardener's expression of surprise, on beholding his master, must immediately have told it. They stood a little aloof while he was talking to their niece, who, astonished and confused, scarcely dared lift her eyes to his face, and knew not what answer she returned to his civil enquiries after her family. Amazed at the alteration in his manner since they last parted, every sentence that he uttered was increasing her embarrassment; and every idea of the impropriety of her being found there, recurring to her mind, the few minutes in which they continued together, were some of the most uncomfortable of her life. Nor did he seem much more at ease; when he spoke, his accent had none of its usual sedateness; and he repeated his enquiries as to the time of her having left Longbourn, and of her stay in Derbyshire, so often, and in so hurried a way, as plainly spoke the distraction of his thoughts.

She instinctively turned away; but when he approached, she accepted his compliments with an embarrassment she couldn't shake off. If his initial appearance or his resemblance to the portrait they had just been looking at hadn't been enough to confirm to the other two that they were indeed seeing Mr. Darcy, the gardener's surprised expression upon seeing his master would have made it clear. They stood a bit aside while he talked to their niece, who, shocked and confused, hardly dared to look up at him and wasn't sure how to respond to his polite questions about her family. Stunned by the change in his demeanor since they last met, every word he said seemed to deepen her embarrassment; and the thought of how inappropriate it was for her to be there kept creeping into her mind, making those few minutes together some of the most uncomfortable of her life. He didn't seem much more comfortable either; when he spoke, his tone lacked its usual calmness, and he kept asking her how long it had been since she left Longbourn and how long she was staying in Derbyshire, doing so repeatedly and in a rushed manner that clearly showed how distracted he was.

At length, every idea seemed to fail him; and, after standing a few moments without saying a word, he suddenly recollected himself, and took leave.

At last, every idea seemed to escape him; and after standing quietly for a moment without saying anything, he suddenly came to his senses and said goodbye.

The others then joined her, and expressed their admiration of his figure; but Elizabeth heard not a word, and, wholly engrossed by her own feelings, followed them in silence. She was overpowered by shame and vexation. Her coming there was the most unfortunate, the most ill-judged thing in the world! How strange must it appear to him! In what a disgraceful light might it not strike so vain a man! It might seem as if she had purposely thrown herself in his way again! Oh! why did she come? or, why did he thus come a day before he was expected? Had they been only ten minutes sooner, they should have been beyond the reach of his discrimination, for it was plain that he was that moment arrived, that moment alighted from his horse or his carriage. She blushed again and again over the perverseness of the meeting. And his behaviour, so strikingly altered,—what could it mean? That he should even speak to her was amazing!—but to speak with such civility, to enquire after her family! Never in her life had she seen his manners so little dignified, never had he spoken with such gentleness as on this unexpected meeting. What a contrast did it offer to his last address in Rosing's Park, when he put his letter into her hand! She knew not what to think, nor how to account for it.

The others then joined her, expressing their admiration for his physique; but Elizabeth heard nothing and, completely absorbed in her own feelings, followed them in silence. She was overwhelmed with shame and frustration. Her being there was the most unfortunate, most thoughtless thing in the world! How odd it must seem to him! In what a humiliating light might it not appear to such a vain man! It could look like she had deliberately put herself in his path again! Oh! Why did she come? Or, why did he show up a day earlier than expected? If they had only arrived ten minutes sooner, they would have been out of his sight, for it was clear that he had just arrived, just gotten off his horse or out of his carriage. She blushed repeatedly at the awkwardness of the encounter. And his behavior, so strikingly different—what could it mean? The fact that he even spoke to her was astonishing! But to speak with such politeness, to inquire about her family! Never in her life had she seen him so lacking in dignity, never had he spoken so gently as during this unexpected meeting. What a contrast to his last words at Rosing's Park when he put his letter in her hand! She didn’t know what to think or how to interpret it.

They had now entered a beautiful walk by the side of the water, and every step was bringing forward a nobler fall of ground, or a finer reach of the woods to which they were approaching; but it was some time before Elizabeth was sensible of any of it; and, though she answered mechanically to the repeated appeals of her uncle and aunt, and seemed to direct her eyes to such objects as they pointed out, she distinguished no part of the scene. Her thoughts were all fixed on that one spot of Pemberley House, whichever it might be, where Mr. Darcy then was. She longed to know what at that moment was passing in his mind; in what manner he thought of her, and whether, in defiance of every thing, she was still dear to him. Perhaps he had been civil, only because he felt himself at ease; yet there had been that in his voice, which was not like ease. Whether he had felt more of pain or of pleasure in seeing her, she could not tell, but he certainly had not seen her with composure.

They had now entered a beautiful path by the water, and each step revealed a more impressive slope or a nicer stretch of the woods they were approaching. However, it took some time for Elizabeth to notice any of it. Although she responded automatically to her uncle and aunt's repeated comments and appeared to be looking at the things they pointed out, she didn't really see any part of the scenery. Her mind was completely focused on that one spot in Pemberley House, wherever it was, where Mr. Darcy was at that moment. She wished she knew what he was thinking; how he felt about her, and whether, despite everything, she still mattered to him. Maybe he had been polite just because he felt comfortable, but there was something in his voice that didn’t sound like ease. She couldn't tell if he felt more pain or pleasure in seeing her, but it was clear he hadn’t looked at her calmly.

At length, however, the remarks of her companions on her absence of mind roused her, and she felt the necessity of appearing more like herself.

At last, though, her friends' comments about her lack of focus snapped her back to reality, and she realized she needed to act more like herself.

They entered the woods, and bidding adieu to the river for a while, ascended some of the higher grounds; whence, in spots where the opening of the trees gave the eye power to wander, were many charming views of the valley, the opposite hills, with the long range of woods overspreading many, and occasionally part of the stream. Mr. Gardiner expressed a wish of going round the whole Park, but feared it might be beyond a walk. With a triumphant smile, they were told, that it was ten miles round. It settled the matter; and they pursued the accustomed circuit; which brought them again, after some time, in a descent among hanging woods, to the edge of the water, in one of its narrowest parts. They crossed it by a simple bridge, in character with the general air of the scene; it was a spot less adorned than any they had yet visited; and the valley, here contracted into a glen, allowed room only for the stream, and a narrow walk amidst the rough coppice-wood which bordered it. Elizabeth longed to explore its windings; but when they had crossed the bridge, and perceived their distance from the house, Mrs. Gardiner, who was not a great walker, could go no farther, and thought only of returning to the carriage as quickly as possible. Her niece was, therefore, obliged to submit, and they took their way towards the house on the opposite side of the river, in the nearest direction; but their progress was slow, for Mr. Gardiner, though seldom able to indulge the taste, was very fond of fishing, and was so much engaged in watching the occasional appearance of some trout in the water, and talking to the man about them, that he advanced but little. Whilst wandering on in this slow manner, they were again surprised, and Elizabeth's astonishment was quite equal to what it had been at first, by the sight of Mr. Darcy approaching them, and at no great distance. The walk being here less sheltered than on the other side, allowed them to see him before they met. Elizabeth, however astonished, was at least more prepared for an interview than before, and resolved to appear and to speak with calmness, if he really intended to meet them. For a few moments, indeed, she felt that he would probably strike into some other path. This idea lasted while a turning in the walk concealed him from their view; the turning past, he was immediately before them. With a glance she saw, that he had lost none of his recent civility; and, to imitate his politeness, she began, as they met, to admire the beauty of the place; but she had not got beyond the words "delightful," and "charming," when some unlucky recollections obtruded, and she fancied that praise of Pemberley from her, might be mischievously construed. Her colour changed, and she said no more.

They entered the woods, saying goodbye to the river for a bit, and climbed up to some higher ground. In spots where the trees opened up, there were many lovely views of the valley, the hills across the way, and the long stretch of woods covering a lot of land, along with part of the stream. Mr. Gardiner mentioned he would like to walk around the whole Park, but worried it might be too far. With a triumphant smile, they were told it was ten miles around. That settled it, and they followed their usual route, which eventually led them down through hanging woods to the edge of the water in one of its narrower sections. They crossed it on a simple bridge that matched the overall feel of the scene; this spot was less decorated than any they had visited so far. The valley, compressed into a glen here, allowed space only for the stream and a narrow path through the rough brush that lined it. Elizabeth wanted to explore its twists and turns, but once they crossed the bridge and realized how far they were from the house, Mrs. Gardiner, who wasn't much of a walker, decided she could go no farther and wanted to head back to the carriage as quickly as possible. Therefore, her niece had to agree, and they headed towards the house on the opposite side of the river in the shortest route. But their progress was slow because Mr. Gardiner, though rarely able to indulge in it, really loved fishing and was so focused on watching some trout in the water and chatting with the fisherman that he didn’t move quickly at all. As they wandered slowly, they were surprised again, and Elizabeth's shock was just as strong as before when she saw Mr. Darcy approaching them from not too far away. The path here was less sheltered than on the other side, allowing them to spot him before they met. Elizabeth, though surprised, was at least more ready for a conversation this time and resolved to stay calm if he intended to talk to them. For a moment, she thought he might take another path. This thought lingered while a bend in the path hid him from view; after the bend, he was right in front of them. With a quick glance, she saw that he hadn’t lost any of his recent politeness, and to mirror his courtesy, she started, as they met, to compliment the beauty of the area. But she barely got out the words "delightful" and "charming" when some unfortunate memories started to creep in, and she worried that her praises of Pemberley might be misinterpreted. Her color changed, and she said no more.

Mrs. Gardiner was standing a little behind; and on her pausing, he asked her, if she would do him the honour of introducing him to her friends. This was a stroke of civility for which she was quite unprepared; and she could hardly suppress a smile, at his being now seeking the acquaintance of some of those very people, against whom his pride had revolted, in his offer to herself. "What will be his surprise," thought she, "when he knows who they are! He takes them now for people of fashion."

Mrs. Gardiner was standing a little behind, and when she paused, he asked her if she would do him the honor of introducing him to her friends. This was a gesture of politeness she wasn't expecting, and she could barely hold back a smile at the fact that he was now wanting to meet some of those very people he had looked down on when he made his offer to her. "What a surprise it will be for him," she thought, "when he realizes who they really are! He thinks they’re fashionable people now."

The introduction, however, was immediately made; and as she named their relationship to herself, she stole a sly look at him, to see how he bore it; and was not without the expectation of his decamping as fast as he could from such disgraceful companions. That he was surprised by the connexion was evident; he sustained it however with fortitude, and so far from going away, turned back with them, and entered into conversation with Mr. Gardiner. Elizabeth could not but be pleased, could not but triumph. It was consoling, that he should know she had some relations for whom there was no need to blush. She listened most attentively to all that passed between them, and gloried in every expression, every sentence of her uncle, which marked his intelligence, his taste, or his good manners.

The introduction was made right away, and as she mentioned their relationship to herself, she cast a quick glance at him to see how he reacted; she half-expected him to bolt from such embarrassing company. It was clear he was surprised by the connection, but he handled it with composure and instead of leaving, he turned back to join them and started chatting with Mr. Gardiner. Elizabeth couldn't help but feel pleased and even triumphant. It was reassuring that he would know she had some relatives she didn’t need to be ashamed of. She listened closely to everything that was said between them and felt proud of every word and phrase her uncle used that highlighted his intelligence, taste, or good manners.

The conversation soon turned upon fishing, and she heard Mr. Darcy invite him, with the greatest civility, to fish there as often as he chose, while he continued in the neighbourhood, offering at the same time to supply him with fishing tackle, and pointing out those parts of the stream where there was usually most sport. Mrs. Gardiner, who was walking arm in arm with Elizabeth, gave her a look expressive of her wonder. Elizabeth said nothing, but it gratified her exceedingly; the compliment must be all for herself. Her astonishment, however, was extreme; and continually was she repeating, "Why is he so altered? From what can it proceed? It cannot be for me, it cannot be for my sake that his manners are thus softened. My reproofs at Hunsford could not work such a change as this. It is impossible that he should still love me."

The conversation quickly shifted to fishing, and she heard Mr. Darcy politely invite him to fish whenever he wanted while he was still in the area, also offering to provide him with fishing gear and pointing out the best spots in the stream for catching fish. Mrs. Gardiner, who was walking arm in arm with Elizabeth, gave her a look that expressed her surprise. Elizabeth didn’t say anything, but she was really pleased; the compliment must have been for her alone. Nonetheless, she was extremely puzzled and kept thinking, "Why has he changed so much? What could have caused this? It can’t be for me, it can’t be for my sake that his behavior has softened like this. My criticisms at Hunsford couldn’t have caused such a change. It’s impossible that he still loves me."

After walking some time in this way, the two ladies in front, the two gentlemen behind, on resuming their places, after descending to the brink of the river for the better inspection of some curious water-plant, there chanced to be a little alteration. It originated in Mrs. Gardiner, who, fatigued by the exercise of the morning, found Elizabeth's arm inadequate to her support, and consequently preferred her husband's. Mr. Darcy took her place by her niece, and they walked on together. After a short silence, the lady first spoke. She wished him to know that she had been assured of his absence before she came to the place, and accordingly began by observing, that his arrival had been very unexpected—"for your housekeeper," she added, "informed us that you would certainly not be here till to-morrow; and indeed, before we left Bakewell, we understood that you were not immediately expected in the country." He acknowledged the truth of it all; and said that business with his steward had occasioned his coming forward a few hours before the rest of the party with whom he had been travelling. "They will join me early to-morrow," he continued, "and among them are some who will claim an acquaintance with you,—Mr. Bingley and his sisters."

After walking for a while like this, the two ladies in front and the two gentlemen behind, once they resumed their places after going down to the riverbank to check out some interesting water plants, there was a small change. It started with Mrs. Gardiner, who, feeling tired from the morning's exercise, found Elizabeth's arm wasn't enough support, so she chose to lean on her husband's instead. Mr. Darcy took her spot next to her niece, and they continued walking together. After a brief silence, the lady spoke up first. She wanted him to know that she had been told he wouldn't be there before she arrived, so she began by mentioning that his arrival was quite surprising—"because your housekeeper," she added, "told us that you definitely wouldn't be here until tomorrow; and actually, before we left Bakewell, we understood that you weren’t expected back in the country right away." He acknowledged that it was all true and explained that a meeting with his steward had caused him to arrive a few hours earlier than the rest of the group he was traveling with. "They’ll meet up with me early tomorrow," he continued, "and among them are some who will want to say hello to you—Mr. Bingley and his sisters."

Elizabeth answered only by a slight bow. Her thoughts were instantly driven back to the time when Mr. Bingley's name had been last mentioned between them; and if she might judge from his complexion, his mind was not very differently engaged.

Elizabeth responded with just a slight nod. Her mind was immediately taken back to when Mr. Bingley's name had last come up in their conversation; and judging by his expression, his thoughts were likely focused on something similar.

"There is also one other person in the party," he continued after a pause, "who more particularly wishes to be known to you,—Will you allow me, or do I ask too much, to introduce my sister to your acquaintance during your stay at Lambton?"

"There’s one more person in the group," he went on after a moment, "who really wants to meet you—Would you mind if I introduce my sister to you while you’re in Lambton?"

The surprise of such an application was great indeed; it was too great for her to know in what manner she acceded to it. She immediately felt that whatever desire Miss Darcy might have of being acquainted with her, must be the work of her brother, and without looking farther, it was satisfactory; it was gratifying to know that his resentment had not made him think really ill of her.

The surprise of such a proposal was truly overwhelming; it was so overwhelming that she didn't even realize how she agreed to it. She quickly understood that any interest Miss Darcy had in getting to know her must have come from her brother, and without needing to think more about it, she found it reassuring; it was comforting to know that his anger hadn't led him to think poorly of her.

They now walked on in silence; each of them deep in thought. Elizabeth was not comfortable; that was impossible; but she was flattered and pleased. His wish of introducing his sister to her, was a compliment of the highest kind. They soon outstripped the others, and when they had reached the carriage, Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner were half a quarter of a mile behind.

They walked on in silence, each lost in their own thoughts. Elizabeth felt uneasy; that was unavoidable; but she was also flattered and pleased. His desire to introduce his sister to her was a great compliment. They quickly outpaced the others, and by the time they reached the carriage, Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner were about a quarter of a mile behind.

He then asked her to walk into the house—but she declared herself not tired, and they stood together on the lawn. At such a time, much might have been said, and silence was very awkward. She wanted to talk, but there seemed an embargo on every subject. At last she recollected that she had been travelling, and they talked of Matlock and Dove Dale with great perseverance. Yet time and her aunt moved slowly—and her patience and her ideas were nearly worn out before the tête-à-tête was over. On Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner's coming up, they were all pressed to go into the house and take some refreshment; but this was declined, and they parted on each side with the utmost politeness. Mr. Darcy handed the ladies into the carriage, and when it drove off, Elizabeth saw him walking slowly towards the house.

He then invited her to go inside the house, but she insisted that she wasn't tired, so they stood together on the lawn. At that moment, there was a lot that could have been said, and the silence felt very uncomfortable. She wanted to talk, but it felt like there was a block on every topic. Finally, she remembered she had been traveling, and they managed to discuss Matlock and Dove Dale with great determination. But time, along with her aunt, moved slowly—and both her patience and her ideas were almost exhausted by the time their private conversation ended. When Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner came up, they all urged them to go inside and have some refreshments; however, they declined, parting with the utmost politeness. Mr. Darcy helped the ladies into the carriage, and as it drove away, Elizabeth saw him walking slowly back toward the house.

The observations of her uncle and aunt now began; and each of them pronounced him to be infinitely superior to any thing they had expected. "He is perfectly well behaved, polite, and unassuming," said her uncle.

The observations of her uncle and aunt now began, and each of them declared him to be far better than anything they had expected. "He is extremely well-behaved, polite, and modest," said her uncle.

"There is something a little stately in him to be sure," replied her aunt, "but it is confined to his air, and is not unbecoming. I can now say with the housekeeper, that though some people may call him proud, I have seen nothing of it."

"There is something a bit dignified about him, for sure," her aunt replied, "but it's just in his demeanor, and it actually looks good on him. I can now say, like the housekeeper, that even though some people might see him as proud, I haven't noticed anything like that."

"I was never more surprised than by his behaviour to us. It was more than civil; it was really attentive; and there was no necessity for such attention. His acquaintance with Elizabeth was very trifling."

"I was never more surprised than by how he treated us. It was more than polite; it was genuinely thoughtful, and there was no reason for such thoughtfulness. His relationship with Elizabeth was very minimal."

"To be sure, Lizzy," said her aunt, "he is not so handsome as Wickham; or rather he has not Wickham's countenance, for his features are perfectly good. But how came you to tell us that he was so disagreeable?"

"Sure, Lizzy," her aunt said, "he's not as good-looking as Wickham; or rather, he doesn't have Wickham's looks, because his features are perfectly fine. But why did you say he was so unpleasant?"

Elizabeth excused herself as well as she could; said that she had liked him better when they met in Kent than before, and that she had never seen him so pleasant as this morning.

Elizabeth apologized as best as she could; she said that she had liked him more when they met in Kent than before, and that she had never seen him as pleasant as he was this morning.

"But perhaps he may be a little whimsical in his civilities," replied her uncle. "Your great men often are; and therefore I shall not take him at his word about fishing, as he might change his mind another day, and warn me off his grounds."

"But maybe he's a bit quirky in his manners," her uncle replied. "Your important people often are; so I won't take him seriously about fishing, since he might change his mind another day and tell me to stay off his territory."

Elizabeth felt that they had entirely mistaken his character, but said nothing.

Elizabeth felt that they completely misunderstood his character, but she said nothing.

"From what we have seen of him," continued Mrs. Gardiner, "I really should not have thought that he could have behaved in so cruel a way by any body, as he has done by poor Wickham. He has not an ill-natured look. On the contrary, there is something pleasing about his mouth when he speaks. And there is something of dignity in his countenance, that would not give one an unfavourable idea of his heart. But to be sure, the good lady who shewed us the house, did give him a most flaming character! I could hardly help laughing aloud sometimes. But he is a liberal master, I suppose, and that in the eye of a servant comprehends every virtue."

"Based on what we’ve seen of him," Mrs. Gardiner continued, "I really wouldn’t have thought he could be so cruel to anyone, especially poor Wickham. He doesn’t have a mean look. In fact, there’s something pleasant about his smile when he talks. And there’s a sense of dignity in his expression that wouldn’t make anyone think badly of his character. But I have to admit, the kind woman who showed us the house gave him such an exaggerated character reference! I could hardly stop myself from laughing at times. But I guess he’s a generous master, and in the eyes of a servant, that includes every virtue."

Elizabeth here felt herself called on to say something in vindication of his behaviour to Wickham; and therefore gave them to understand, in as guarded a manner as she could, that by what she had heard from his relations in Kent, his actions were capable of a very different construction; and that his character was by no means so faulty, nor Wickham's so amiable, as they had been considered in Hertfordshire. In confirmation of this, she related the particulars of all the pecuniary transactions in which they had been connected, without actually naming her authority, but stating it to be such as might be relied on.

Elizabeth felt she needed to say something to defend his behavior toward Wickham. So, she made it clear, as carefully as she could, that based on what she had heard from his family in Kent, his actions could be interpreted in a much different light. She asserted that his character was not nearly as flawed, nor was Wickham's as charming, as they had been seen in Hertfordshire. To back this up, she shared the details of all the financial dealings they had been involved in, without specifically naming her source, but indicating that it was trustworthy.

Mrs. Gardiner was surprised and concerned; but as they were now approaching the scene of her former pleasures, every idea gave way to the charm of recollection; and she was too much engaged in pointing out to her husband all the interesting spots in its environs, to think of any thing else. Fatigued as she had been by the morning's walk, they had no sooner dined than she set off again in quest of her former acquaintance, and the evening was spent in the satisfactions of an intercourse renewed after many years discontinuance.

Mrs. Gardiner was surprised and worried, but as they got closer to the place where she used to enjoy herself, every thought was replaced by the charm of her memories. She was so focused on pointing out all the interesting places around it to her husband that she couldn't think about anything else. Even though she was tired from the morning walk, as soon as they finished dinner, she set off again to reconnect with her old friends, and they spent the evening happily catching up after many years apart.

The occurrences of the day were too full of interest to leave Elizabeth much attention for any of these new friends; and she could do nothing but think, and think with wonder, of Mr. Darcy's civility, and above all, of his wishing her to be acquainted with his sister.

The events of the day were so captivating that Elizabeth hardly had any attention to spare for these new friends; all she could do was think, and marvel, at Mr. Darcy's politeness, especially his desire for her to meet his sister.


CHAPTER II.

Elizabeth had settled it that Mr. Darcy would bring his sister to visit her, the very day after her reaching Pemberley; and was consequently resolved not to be out of sight of the inn the whole of that morning. But her conclusion was false; for on the very morning after their own arrival at Lambton, these visitors came. They had been walking about the place with some of their new friends, and were just returned to the inn to dress themselves for dining with the same family, when the sound of a carriage drew them to a window, and they saw a gentleman and lady in a curricle, driving up the street. Elizabeth immediately recognising the livery, guessed what it meant, and imparted no small degree of surprise to her relations, by acquainting them with the honour which she expected. Her uncle and aunt were all amazement; and the embarrassment of her manner as she spoke, joined to the circumstance itself, and many of the circumstances of the preceding day, opened to them a new idea on the business. Nothing had ever suggested it before, but they now felt that there was no other way of accounting for such attentions from such a quarter, than by supposing a partiality for their niece. While these newly-born notions were passing in their heads, the perturbation of Elizabeth's feelings was every moment increasing. She was quite amazed at her own discomposure; but amongst other causes of disquiet, she dreaded lest the partiality of the brother should have said too much in her favour; and more than commonly anxious to please, she naturally suspected that every power of pleasing would fail her.

Elizabeth had decided that Mr. Darcy would bring his sister to visit her the day after she arrived at Pemberley, so she resolved not to leave the inn that entire morning. However, she was mistaken; for on the very morning after they arrived in Lambton, these visitors showed up. They had been exploring the area with some new friends and were just back at the inn to get ready for dinner with that same family when they heard the sound of a carriage. They looked out the window and saw a man and woman in a curricle coming up the street. Elizabeth immediately recognized the livery and guessed what it meant, surprising her relatives by sharing the news of the honor she anticipated. Her uncle and aunt were astonished, and the awkwardness in her tone, combined with the situation itself and the events of the previous day, led them to a new understanding of the matter. They had never considered it before, but now they felt there was no other explanation for such attentions from that direction than a fondness for their niece. As these newly formed thoughts ran through their minds, Elizabeth's own feelings grew more and more unsettled. She was completely taken aback by her own unease; among other worries, she feared that the brother's affection might have been overly expressed in her favor, and feeling particularly anxious to impress, she naturally suspected that she would fail to be charming.

She retreated from the window, fearful of being seen; and as she walked up and down the room, endeavouring to compose herself, saw such looks of enquiring surprise in her uncle and aunt, as made every thing worse.

She stepped back from the window, scared of being spotted; and as she paced the room, trying to calm herself down, she noticed the looks of curious surprise on her uncle and aunt's faces, which only made everything feel worse.

Miss Darcy and her brother appeared, and this formidable introduction took place. With astonishment did Elizabeth see, that her new acquaintance was at least as much embarrassed as herself. Since her being at Lambton, she had heard that Miss Darcy was exceedingly proud; but the observation of a very few minutes convinced her, that she was only exceedingly shy. She found it difficult to obtain even a word from her beyond a monosyllable.

Miss Darcy and her brother showed up, and this intimidating introduction happened. Elizabeth was astonished to see that her new acquaintance was just as awkward as she was. Since arriving in Lambton, she had heard that Miss Darcy was extremely proud; however, in just a few minutes, it became clear to her that she was merely very shy. Elizabeth struggled to get even a word from her beyond one-syllable responses.

Miss Darcy was tall, and on a larger scale than Elizabeth; and, though little more than sixteen, her figure was formed, and her appearance womanly and graceful. She was less handsome than her brother, but there was sense and good humour in her face, and her manners were perfectly unassuming and gentle. Elizabeth, who had expected to find in her as acute and unembarrassed an observer as ever Mr. Darcy had been, was much relieved by discerning such different feelings.

Miss Darcy was tall and larger than Elizabeth, and even though she was only slightly over sixteen, her figure was developed, and she looked womanly and graceful. She wasn't as beautiful as her brother, but there was intelligence and a good sense of humor in her face, and her manner was completely humble and gentle. Elizabeth, who had anticipated finding in her as sharp and unflustered an observer as Mr. Darcy had been, felt greatly relieved to see such different emotions.

They had not been long together, before Darcy told her that Bingley was also coming to wait on her; and she had barely time to express her satisfaction, and prepare for such a visitor, when Bingley's quick step was heard on the stairs, and in a moment he entered the room. All Elizabeth's anger against him had been long done away; but, had she still felt any, it could hardly have stood its ground against the unaffected cordiality with which he expressed himself, on seeing her again. He enquired in a friendly, though general way, after her family, and looked and spoke with the same good-humoured ease that he had ever done.

They hadn’t been together long before Darcy told her that Bingley was also coming to visit her; she barely had time to show her pleasure and prepare for such a guest when Bingley's hurried footsteps echoed on the stairs, and moments later, he entered the room. All of Elizabeth's anger towards him had faded long ago; however, even if she still harbored any, it would have been hard to withstand the genuine friendliness with which he greeted her upon seeing her again. He asked in a friendly, though casual, manner about her family, speaking and looking as relaxed and good-natured as ever.

To Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner he was scarcely a less interesting personage than to herself. They had long wished to see him. The whole party before them, indeed, excited a lively attention. The suspicions which had just arisen of Mr. Darcy and their niece, directed their observation towards each with an earnest, though guarded, enquiry; and they soon drew from those enquiries the full conviction that one of them at least knew what it was to love. Of the lady's sensations they remained a little in doubt; but that the gentleman was overflowing with admiration was evident enough.

To Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, he was almost as fascinating as he was to her. They had wanted to meet him for a long time. The whole group in front of them definitely captured their attention. The recent suspicions about Mr. Darcy and their niece made them pay close attention to each of them with a careful yet curious inquiry; and they quickly concluded from those inquiries that at least one of them understood what love was. They were a little uncertain about the lady's feelings, but it was clear that the gentleman was filled with admiration.

Elizabeth, on her side, had much to do. She wanted to ascertain the feelings of each of her visitors, she wanted to compose her own, and to make herself agreeable to all; and in the latter object, where she feared most to fail, she was most sure of success, for those to whom she endeavoured to give pleasure were prepossessed in her favour. Bingley was ready, Georgiana was eager, and Darcy determined, to be pleased.

Elizabeth had a lot on her plate. She wanted to understand the feelings of each of her visitors, figure out her own feelings, and make sure she was likable to everyone. In the area where she worried the most about failing, she felt the most confident of succeeding, because the people she was trying to please already liked her. Bingley was ready to enjoy himself, Georgiana was excited, and Darcy was set on being pleased.

In seeing Bingley, her thoughts naturally flew to her sister; and oh! how ardently did she long to know, whether any of his were directed in a like manner. Sometimes she could fancy, that he talked less than on former occasions, and once or twice pleased herself with the notion that as he looked at her, he was trying to trace a resemblance. But, though this might be imaginary, she could not be deceived as to his behaviour to Miss Darcy, who had been set up as a rival of Jane. No look appeared on either side that spoke particular regard. Nothing occurred between them that could justify the hopes of his sister. On this point she was soon satisfied; and two or three little circumstances occurred ere they parted, which, in her anxious interpretation, denoted a recollection of Jane, not untinctured by tenderness, and a wish of saying more that might lead to the mention of her, had he dared. He observed to her, at a moment when the others were talking together, and in a tone which had something of real regret, that it "was a very long time since he had had the pleasure of seeing her;" and, before she could reply, he added, "It is above eight months. We have not met since the 26th of November, when we were all dancing together at Netherfield."

Seeing Bingley, her thoughts immediately went to her sister; and oh! how much she wished to know if any of his thoughts were in the same vein. Sometimes she thought he seemed to talk less than before, and a couple of times, she convinced herself that he was trying to see a resemblance when he looked at her. But, whether this was just in her head or not, she couldn’t be fooled about how he acted toward Miss Darcy, who was put up as a rival to Jane. There was no exchange between them that showed any special interest. Nothing happened that could justify his sister's hopes. She quickly accepted this; and two or three small incidents took place before they said goodbye, which, in her worried interpretation, suggested he remembered Jane with some tenderness and wanted to say more that might have brought her up, if he had dared. He told her, while others were talking amongst themselves, in a tone that reflected real regret, that it "had been a very long time since he last saw her," and before she could respond, he added, "It's been over eight months. We haven't met since the 26th of November, when we were all dancing together at Netherfield."

Elizabeth was pleased to find his memory so exact; and he afterwards took occasion to ask her, when unattended to by any of the rest, whether all her sisters were at Longbourn. There was not much in the question, nor in the preceding remark, but there was a look and a manner which gave them meaning.

Elizabeth was happy to see that his memory was so precise; and later, when they were alone, he asked her if all her sisters were at Longbourn. The question itself wasn’t significant, nor was the comment before it, but his expression and demeanor added weight to them.

It was not often that she could turn her eyes on Mr. Darcy himself; but, whenever she did catch a glimpse, she saw an expression of general complaisance, and in all that he said, she heard an accent so far removed from hauteur or disdain of his companions, as convinced her that the improvement of manners which she had yesterday witnessed, however temporary its existence might prove, had at least outlived one day. When she saw him thus seeking the acquaintance, and courting the good opinion of people, with whom any intercourse a few months ago would have been a disgrace; when she saw him thus civil, not only to herself, but to the very relations whom he had openly disdained, and recollected their last lively scene in Hunsford Parsonage, the difference, the change was so great, and struck so forcibly on her mind, that she could hardly restrain her astonishment from being visible. Never, even in the company of his dear friends at Netherfield, or his dignified relations at Rosings, had she seen him so desirous to please, so free from self-consequence, or unbending reserve as now, when no importance could result from the success of his endeavours, and when even the acquaintance of those to whom his attentions were addressed, would draw down the ridicule and censure of the ladies both of Netherfield and Rosings.

It wasn't common for her to see Mr. Darcy himself, but whenever she caught a glimpse of him, she noticed an expression of overall kindness, and in everything he said, she heard a tone that was miles away from arrogance or disdain for his companions, which convinced her that the better manners she had witnessed the day before, no matter how temporary they might be, had at least lasted for one day. When she saw him trying to connect and win the approval of people he would have considered beneath him just a few months ago; when she saw him being polite, not only to her but to the very relatives he had openly looked down on, and remembered their last lively encounter in Hunsford Parsonage, the difference, the change was so significant and impacted her so strongly that she could hardly hide her astonishment. Never, even in the company of his close friends at Netherfield or his formal relatives at Rosings, had she seen him so eager to please, so free from self-importance, or so relaxed as he was now, when there was no gain to be had from his efforts, and when even associating with those he was being attentive to would invite mockery and criticism from the ladies at both Netherfield and Rosings.

Their visitors staid with them above half an hour, and when they arose to depart, Mr. Darcy called on his sister to join him in expressing their wish of seeing Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, and Miss Bennet, to dinner at Pemberley, before they left the country. Miss Darcy, though with a diffidence which marked her little in the habit of giving invitations, readily obeyed. Mrs. Gardiner looked at her niece, desirous of knowing how she, whom the invitation most concerned, felt disposed as to its acceptance, but Elizabeth had turned away her head. Presuming, however, that this studied avoidance spoke rather a momentary embarrassment, than any dislike of the proposal, and seeing in her husband, who was fond of society, a perfect willingness to accept it, she ventured to engage for her attendance, and the day after the next was fixed on.

Their guests stayed with them for more than half an hour, and when they got ready to leave, Mr. Darcy asked his sister to join him in inviting Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner and Miss Bennet to dinner at Pemberley before they left the area. Miss Darcy, although a bit hesitant since she wasn’t used to giving invitations, quickly agreed. Mrs. Gardiner looked at her niece, eager to see how she, the one most affected by the invitation, felt about accepting it, but Elizabeth had turned her head away. However, assuming that this deliberate avoidance was more about a momentary embarrassment than any dislike of the idea, and noticing her husband's eagerness for social gatherings, she took the plunge and agreed on Elizabeth's behalf, setting the dinner for the day after next.

Bingley expressed great pleasure in the certainty of seeing Elizabeth again, having still a great deal to say to her, and many enquiries to make after all their Hertfordshire friends. Elizabeth, construing all this into a wish of hearing her speak of her sister, was pleased; and on this account, as well as some others, found herself, when their visitors left them, capable of considering the last half hour with some satisfaction, though while it was passing, the enjoyment of it had been little. Eager to be alone, and fearful of enquiries or hints from her uncle and aunt, she staid with them only long enough to hear their favourable opinion of Bingley, and then hurried away to dress.

Bingley was really happy about the chance to see Elizabeth again, wanting to talk to her more and ask about all their friends in Hertfordshire. Elizabeth took this as a sign that he wanted to hear her mention her sister, which made her happy; for this reason, and a few others, she felt that once their visitors left, she could reflect on the last half hour with some satisfaction, even though she hadn’t enjoyed it much while it was happening. Eager to be by herself and worried about any questions or comments from her uncle and aunt, she stayed with them just long enough to hear their positive opinion of Bingley, then quickly went off to get ready.

But she had no reason to fear Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner's curiosity; it was not their wish to force her communication. It was evident that she was much better acquainted with Mr. Darcy than they had before any idea of; it was evident that he was very much in love with her. They saw much to interest, but nothing to justify enquiry.

But she had no reason to worry about Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner's curiosity; they didn’t want to pressure her into talking. It was clear that she knew Mr. Darcy much better than they originally thought; it was clear that he was very much in love with her. They found plenty to be intrigued by, but nothing that warranted asking questions.

Of Mr. Darcy it was now a matter of anxiety to think well; and, as far as their acquaintance reached, there was no fault to find. They could not be untouched by his politeness, and had they drawn his character from their own feelings, and his servant's report, without any reference to any other account, the circle in Hertfordshire to which he was known, would not have recognised it for Mr. Darcy. There was now an interest, however, in believing the housekeeper; and they soon became sensible, that the authority of a servant who had known him since he was four years old, and whose own manners indicated respectability, was not to be hastily rejected. Neither had any thing occurred in the intelligence of their Lambton friends, that could materially lessen its weight. They had nothing to accuse him of but pride; pride he probably had, and if not, it would certainly be imputed by the inhabitants of a small market-town, where the family did not visit. It was acknowledged, however, that he was a liberal man, and did much good among the poor.

Mr. Darcy was now a source of concern for them, as they wanted to think the best of him; and, based on their interactions, they found no faults. His politeness was impossible to ignore, and if they had formed their opinion solely on their feelings and the report from his servant—without considering any other perspective—the people in Hertfordshire who knew him wouldn’t have recognized the version of him they had created. However, there was now a new interest in trusting the housekeeper, and they quickly realized that the opinion of a servant who had known him since he was four and whose own behavior suggested respectability couldn’t be easily dismissed. Likewise, nothing their friends from Lambton shared undermined this view. The only criticism they could level against him was pride; he likely had it, and even if he didn’t, it would definitely be attributed to him by the residents of a small market town that his family didn’t visit. Still, it was widely recognized that he was a generous man and did a lot of good for the poor.

With respect to Wickham, the travellers soon found that he was not held there in much estimation; for though the chief of his concerns, with the son of his patron, were imperfectly understood, it was yet a well known fact that, on his quitting Derbyshire, he had left many debts behind him, which Mr. Darcy afterwards discharged.

Regarding Wickham, the travelers quickly realized that he wasn't very respected there; although the main details of his situation with his patron's son were not fully clear, it was still common knowledge that when he left Derbyshire, he had left a lot of debts behind, which Mr. Darcy later paid off.

As for Elizabeth, her thoughts were at Pemberley this evening more than the last; and the evening, though as it passed it seemed long, was not long enough to determine her feelings towards one in that mansion; and she lay awake two whole hours, endeavouring to make them out. She certainly did not hate him. No; hatred had vanished long ago, and she had almost as long been ashamed of ever feeling a dislike against him, that could be so called. The respect created by the conviction of his valuable qualities, though at first unwillingly admitted, had for some time ceased to be repugnant to her feelings; and it was now heightened into somewhat of a friendlier nature, by the testimony so highly in his favour, and bringing forward his disposition in so amiable a light, which yesterday had produced. But above all, above respect and esteem, there was a motive within her of good will which could not be overlooked. It was gratitude.—Gratitude, not merely for having once loved her, but for loving her still well enough, to forgive all the petulance and acrimony of her manner in rejecting him, and all the unjust accusations accompanying her rejection. He who, she had been persuaded, would avoid her as his greatest enemy, seemed, on this accidental meeting, most eager to preserve the acquaintance, and without any indelicate display of regard, or any peculiarity of manner, where their two selves only were concerned, was soliciting the good opinion of her friends, and bent on making her known to his sister. Such a change in a man of so much pride, excited not only astonishment but gratitude—for to love, ardent love, it must be attributed; and as such its impression on her was of a sort to be encouraged, as by no means unpleasing, though it could not be exactly defined. She respected, she esteemed, she was grateful to him, she felt a real interest in his welfare; and she only wanted to know how far she wished that welfare to depend upon herself, and how far it would be for the happiness of both that she should employ the power, which her fancy told her she still possessed, of bringing on the renewal of his addresses.

As for Elizabeth, her thoughts were on Pemberley this evening more than before; and even though the evening felt long, it wasn’t long enough for her to sort out her feelings toward one in that house. She lay awake for two whole hours, trying to figure them out. She definitely didn’t hate him. No, that hatred had disappeared long ago, and she had been embarrassed for ever feeling any dislike toward him, if it could even be called that. The respect that grew from recognizing his valuable qualities, even though she had initially been reluctant to accept it, had long stopped clashing with her feelings; and it had now transformed into something friendlier, thanks to the strong support he received that highlighted his character in such a positive way yesterday. But above all, beyond respect and esteem, there was a feeling within her of goodwill that couldn’t be ignored. It was gratitude. Gratitude not just for having once loved her, but for still loving her enough to overlook all the impatience and bitterness she had shown when rejecting him, along with all the unfair accusations that came with that rejection. He, who she had thought would avoid her as his worst enemy, seemed, during this chance meeting, eager to maintain their acquaintance, and without any inappropriate display of affection or odd behavior directed at just the two of them, he was seeking the good opinion of her friends and intent on introducing her to his sister. Such a change in a proud man not only surprised her but filled her with gratitude—because it must be attributed to love, intense love, and as such, its impact on her was something she wanted to encourage, as it was far from unpleasant, even if she couldn’t quite define it. She respected him, esteemed him, felt grateful to him, and had a genuine interest in his well-being; and she just wanted to know how much she wanted that well-being to depend on her, and how much it would contribute to the happiness of both if she used the influence she fancied she still had to rekindle his pursuit.

It had been settled in the evening, between the aunt and niece, that such a striking civility as Miss Darcy's, in coming to them on the very day of her arrival at Pemberley, for she had reached it only to a late breakfast, ought to be imitated, though it could not be equalled, by some exertion of politeness on their side; and, consequently, that it would be highly expedient to wait on her at Pemberley the following morning. They were, therefore, to go.—Elizabeth was pleased, though, when she asked herself the reason, she had very little to say in reply.

It had been decided in the evening, between the aunt and niece, that Miss Darcy's impressive kindness in visiting them on the very day she arrived at Pemberley—which was only after a late breakfast—should be matched, though not fully replicated, by a gesture of politeness from their side; and so, they agreed it would be a good idea to visit her at Pemberley the next morning. They were, therefore, planning to go. Elizabeth felt happy about it, but when she questioned herself about the reason, she found she had very little to say in response.

Mr. Gardiner left them soon after breakfast. The fishing scheme had been renewed the day before, and a positive engagement made of his meeting some of the gentlemen at Pemberley by noon.

Mr. Gardiner left them soon after breakfast. The fishing plan had been brought up again the day before, and he had made a definite arrangement to meet some of the gentlemen at Pemberley by noon.


CHAPTER III.

Convinced as Elizabeth now was that Miss Bingley's dislike of her had originated in jealousy, she could not help feeling how very unwelcome her appearance at Pemberley must be to her, and was curious to know with how much civility on that lady's side, the acquaintance would now be renewed.

Convinced as Elizabeth now was that Miss Bingley's dislike of her had originated in jealousy, she could not help feeling how very unwelcome her appearance at Pemberley must be to her, and was curious to know with how much civility on that lady's side, the acquaintance would now be renewed.

On reaching the house, they were shewn through the hall into the saloon, whose northern aspect rendered it delightful for summer. Its windows opening to the ground, admitted a most refreshing view of the high woody hills behind the house, and of the beautiful oaks and Spanish chesnuts which were scattered over the intermediate lawn.

Upon arriving at the house, they were led through the hall into the living room, which had a northern exposure making it perfect for summer. Its floor-to-ceiling windows offered a refreshing view of the tall, wooded hills behind the house, along with the beautiful oaks and Spanish chestnuts scattered across the lawn in between.

In this room they were received by Miss Darcy, who was sitting there with Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley, and the lady with whom she lived in London. Georgiana's reception of them was very civil; but attended with all that embarrassment which, though proceeding from shyness and the fear of doing wrong, would easily give to those who felt themselves inferior, the belief of her being proud and reserved. Mrs. Gardiner and her niece, however, did her justice, and pitied her.

In this room, Miss Darcy was waiting for them, sitting with Mrs. Hurst, Miss Bingley, and the lady she lived with in London. Georgiana greeted them politely, but her shyness and worry about making a mistake made her seem proud and distant to those who felt inferior. However, Mrs. Gardiner and her niece understood her situation and sympathized with her.

By Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley, they were noticed only by a curtsey; and on their being seated, a pause, awkward as such pauses must always be, succeeded for a few moments. It was first broken by Mrs. Annesley, a genteel, agreeable-looking woman, whose endeavour to introduce some kind of discourse, proved her to be more truly well bred than either of the others; and between her and Mrs. Gardiner, with occasional help from Elizabeth, the conversation was carried on. Miss Darcy looked as if she wished for courage enough to join in it; and sometimes did venture a short sentence, when there was least danger of its being heard.

By Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley, they were acknowledged only with a curtsey; and after they sat down, there was an awkward pause, as there always is in such moments, that lasted for a few seconds. It was first broken by Mrs. Annesley, a refined, pleasant-looking woman, whose attempt to start a conversation showed she was more truly well-mannered than the others; and between her and Mrs. Gardiner, with occasional support from Elizabeth, they kept the conversation going. Miss Darcy appeared to wish she had enough confidence to join in and sometimes managed to say a brief sentence when there was the least chance of being overheard.

Elizabeth soon saw that she was herself closely watched by Miss Bingley, and that she could not speak a word, especially to Miss Darcy, without calling her attention. This observation would not have prevented her from trying to talk to the latter, had they not been seated at an inconvenient distance; but she was not sorry to be spared the necessity of saying much. Her own thoughts were employing her. She expected every moment that some of the gentlemen would enter the room. She wished, she feared that the master of the house might be amongst them; and whether she wished or feared it most, she could scarcely determine. After sitting in this manner a quarter of an hour, without hearing Miss Bingley's voice, Elizabeth was roused by receiving from her a cold enquiry after the health of her family. She answered with equal indifference and brevity, and the other said no more.

Elizabeth soon realized that Miss Bingley was watching her closely, and that she couldn’t say anything, especially to Miss Darcy, without drawing her attention. This awareness might not have stopped her from trying to talk to Miss Darcy if they hadn’t been seated too far apart; however, she wasn’t upset about being spared the need to say much. Her own thoughts were occupying her mind. She expected at any moment that some of the gentlemen would enter the room. She wished, and feared, that the master of the house might be among them; she could hardly tell which she felt more strongly. After sitting in this way for about fifteen minutes without hearing Miss Bingley speak, Elizabeth was jolted by a cold inquiry about her family’s health from Miss Bingley. She responded with the same indifference and brevity, and Miss Bingley said no more.

The next variation which their visit afforded was produced by the entrance of servants with cold meat, cake, and a variety of all the finest fruits in season; but this did not take place till after many a significant look and smile from Mrs. Annesley to Miss Darcy had been given, to remind her of her post. There was now employment for the whole party; for though they could not all talk, they could all eat; and the beautiful pyramids of grapes, nectarines, and peaches, soon collected them round the table.

The next change during their visit came when servers brought in cold meat, cake, and a selection of the best seasonal fruits. However, this didn't happen until Mrs. Annesley had exchanged many meaningful looks and smiles with Miss Darcy to remind her of her duties. Now there was something for everyone to do; even though they couldn't all talk, they could all eat, and the beautiful piles of grapes, nectarines, and peaches quickly gathered them around the table.

While thus engaged, Elizabeth had a fair opportunity of deciding whether she most feared or wished for the appearance of Mr. Darcy, by the feelings which prevailed on his entering the room; and then, though but a moment before she had believed her wishes to predominate, she began to regret that he came.

While she was occupied, Elizabeth had a perfect chance to figure out if she was more afraid or eager to see Mr. Darcy, based on how she felt when he walked into the room; and then, just moment before she thought her desires were winning, she started to wish he hadn't come.

He had been some time with Mr. Gardiner, who, with two or three other gentlemen from the house, was engaged by the river, and had left him only on learning that the ladies of the family intended a visit to Georgiana that morning. No sooner did he appear, than Elizabeth wisely resolved to be perfectly easy and unembarrassed;—a resolution the more necessary to be made, but perhaps not the more easily kept, because she saw that the suspicions of the whole party were awakened against them, and that there was scarcely an eye which did not watch his behaviour when he first came into the room. In no countenance was attentive curiosity so strongly marked as in Miss Bingley's, in spite of the smiles which overspread her face whenever she spoke to one of its objects; for jealousy had not yet made her desperate, and her attentions to Mr. Darcy were by no means over. Miss Darcy, on her brother's entrance, exerted herself much more to talk; and Elizabeth saw that he was anxious for his sister and herself to get acquainted, and forwarded, as much as possible, every attempt at conversation on either side. Miss Bingley saw all this likewise; and, in the imprudence of anger, took the first opportunity of saying, with sneering civility,

He had been with Mr. Gardiner for a while, who, along with a couple of other gentlemen from the house, was by the river and had only left him upon learning that the women of the family planned to visit Georgiana that morning. As soon as he showed up, Elizabeth wisely decided to act relaxed and unbothered; a decision that was necessary, but perhaps not easy to maintain, since she noticed that everyone’s suspicions were raised against them, and pretty much every eye was on his behavior when he first entered the room. No one showed as much curious attention as Miss Bingley, despite the smiles that lit up her face whenever she spoke to one of her targets; jealousy hadn't pushed her to desperation yet, and her interest in Mr. Darcy was still persistent. Upon her brother’s arrival, Miss Darcy made an effort to engage in conversation, and Elizabeth could see that he was eager for both his sister and herself to connect, doing what he could to encourage discussions from either side. Miss Bingley noticed all of this too, and in a fit of anger, seized the first chance to say, with a mocking politeness,

"Pray, Miss Eliza, are not the ——shire militia removed from Meryton? They must be a great loss to your family."

"Please, Miss Eliza, isn’t the ——shire militia gone from Meryton? They must be a real loss to your family."

In Darcy's presence she dared not mention Wickham's name; but Elizabeth instantly comprehended that he was uppermost in her thoughts; and the various recollections connected with him gave her a moment's distress; but, exerting herself vigorously to repel the ill-natured attack, she presently answered the question in a tolerably disengaged tone. While she spoke, an involuntary glance shewed her Darcy with an heightened complexion, earnestly looking at her, and his sister overcome with confusion, and unable to lift up her eyes. Had Miss Bingley known what pain she was then giving her beloved friend, she undoubtedly would have refrained from the hint; but she had merely intended to discompose Elizabeth, by bringing forward the idea of a man to whom she believed her partial, to make her betray a sensibility which might injure her in Darcy's opinion, and perhaps to remind the latter of all the follies and absurdities, by which some part of her family were connected with that corps. Not a syllable had ever reached her of Miss Darcy's meditated elopement. To no creature had it been revealed, where secresy was possible, except to Elizabeth; and from all Bingley's connections her brother was particularly anxious to conceal it, from that very wish which Elizabeth had long ago attributed to him, of their becoming hereafter her own. He had certainly formed such a plan, and without meaning that it should affect his endeavour to separate him from Miss Bennet, it is probable that it might add something to his lively concern for the welfare of his friend.

In Darcy's presence, she didn't dare mention Wickham's name; but Elizabeth immediately understood he was on her mind, and the memories associated with him caused her a moment of distress. However, she quickly pushed aside the negative feelings and answered the question in a fairly casual tone. While she spoke, she stole a glance at Darcy, who had a flushed face and was looking intently at her, while his sister was visibly embarrassed and couldn't meet her gaze. If Miss Bingley had known how much pain she was causing her dear friend, she definitely would have held back the comment; but she only intended to unsettle Elizabeth by bringing up the idea of a man she thought Elizabeth liked, hoping to make her reveal an emotional response that could harm how Darcy viewed her and maybe remind him of the foolishness and absurdities connected to some of her family. Not a word had ever reached her about Miss Darcy's planned elopement. It had only been shared with Elizabeth, where secrecy was possible, and Bingley was especially eager to keep it hidden from his connections, driven by the very wish Elizabeth had long recognized in him of them eventually becoming her own. He had definitely devised such a plan, and although he didn’t intend for it to interfere with his efforts to keep Miss Bennet apart from him, it likely added to his genuine concern for his friend's well-being.

Elizabeth's collected behaviour, however, soon quieted his emotion; and as Miss Bingley, vexed and disappointed, dared not approach nearer to Wickham, Georgiana also recovered in time, though not enough to be able to speak any more. Her brother, whose eye she feared to meet, scarcely recollected her interest in the affair, and the very circumstance which had been designed to turn his thoughts from Elizabeth, seemed to have fixed them on her more, and more cheerfully.

Elizabeth's calm demeanor quickly settled his feelings; and since Miss Bingley, annoyed and let down, didn’t dare get closer to Wickham, Georgiana also regained her composure over time, though not enough to speak again. Her brother, whom she was afraid to look at, barely remembered her involvement in the situation, and the very thing that was supposed to distract him from Elizabeth seemed to have made him focus on her even more positively.

Their visit did not continue long after the question and answer above-mentioned; and while Mr. Darcy was attending them to their carriage, Miss Bingley was venting her feelings in criticisms on Elizabeth's person, behaviour, and dress. But Georgiana would not join her. Her brother's recommendation was enough to ensure her favour: his judgment could not err, and he had spoken in such terms of Elizabeth, as to leave Georgiana without the power of finding her otherwise than lovely and amiable. When Darcy returned to the saloon, Miss Bingley could not help repeating to him some part of what she had been saying to his sister.

Their visit didn't last long after the earlier question and answer, and while Mr. Darcy was escorting them to their carriage, Miss Bingley was expressing her thoughts by criticizing Elizabeth's looks, behavior, and outfit. However, Georgiana didn’t join in. Her brother's opinion was enough for her to favor Elizabeth: his judgment was infallible, and he had spoken so highly of Elizabeth that Georgiana couldn't see her any other way than as beautiful and charming. When Darcy returned to the living room, Miss Bingley couldn’t resist sharing some of what she had said to his sister.

"How very ill Eliza Bennet looks this morning, Mr. Darcy," she cried; "I never in my life saw any one so much altered as she is since the winter. She is grown so brown and coarse! Louisa and I were agreeing that we should not have known her again."

"How sickly Eliza Bennet looks this morning, Mr. Darcy," she exclaimed; "I've never seen anyone change so much as she has since winter. She’s become so tanned and rough! Louisa and I were just saying that we wouldn't have recognized her again."

However little Mr. Darcy might have liked such an address, he contented himself with coolly replying, that he perceived no other alteration than her being rather tanned,—no miraculous consequence of travelling in the summer.

However much Mr. Darcy might not have liked such a comment, he simply responded in a calm manner that he noticed no other change aside from her being a bit tanned—no miraculous result of traveling in the summer.

"For my own part," she rejoined, "I must confess that I never could see any beauty in her. Her face is too thin; her complexion has no brilliancy; and her features are not at all handsome. Her nose wants character; there is nothing marked in its lines. Her teeth are tolerable, but not out of the common way; and as for her eyes, which have sometimes been called so fine, I never could perceive any thing extraordinary in them. They have a sharp, shrewish look, which I do not like at all; and in her air altogether, there is a self-sufficiency without fashion, which is intolerable."

"For my part," she replied, "I have to admit that I've never seen any beauty in her. Her face is too thin; her skin lacks brightness; and her features aren't attractive at all. Her nose lacks character; there’s nothing distinctive about its shape. Her teeth are okay, but nothing special; and as for her eyes, which some have called beautiful, I've never noticed anything remarkable about them. They have a sharp, unappealing look, which I absolutely dislike; and overall, her demeanor has an unbearable air of self-importance without any style."

Persuaded as Miss Bingley was that Darcy admired Elizabeth, this was not the best method of recommending herself; but angry people are not always wise; and in seeing him at last look somewhat nettled, she had all the success she expected. He was resolutely silent however; and, from a determination of making him speak, she continued,

Persuaded as Miss Bingley was that Darcy admired Elizabeth, this was not the best way to make herself look good; but angry people aren't always smart; and when she finally saw him look a bit annoyed, she felt she had achieved the success she wanted. He remained stubbornly silent though, and in her determination to make him talk, she continued,

"I remember, when we first knew her in Hertfordshire, how amazed we all were to find that she was a reputed beauty; and I particularly recollect your saying one night, after they had been dining at Netherfield, 'She a beauty!—I should as soon call her mother a wit.' But afterwards she seemed to improve on you, and I believe you thought her rather pretty at one time."

"I remember when we first met her in Hertfordshire, how shocked we all were to discover that she was considered a beauty; and I particularly recall you saying one night, after they had dinner at Netherfield, 'She a beauty!—I might as well call her mother a genius.' But later on, she seemed to grow on you, and I believe you thought she was kind of pretty at one point."

"Yes," replied Darcy, who could contain himself no longer, "but that was only when I first knew her, for it is many months since I have considered her as one of the handsomest women of my acquaintance."

"Yes," replied Darcy, unable to hold back any longer, "but that was only when I first met her; it's been months since I've seen her as one of the most beautiful women I know."

He then went away, and Miss Bingley was left to all the satisfaction of having forced him to say what gave no one any pain but herself.

He then left, and Miss Bingley was left with the satisfaction of having made him say something that only caused her pain.

Mrs. Gardiner and Elizabeth talked of all that had occurred, during their visit, as they returned, except what had particularly interested them both. The looks and behaviour of every body they had seen were discussed, except of the person who had mostly engaged their attention. They talked of his sister, his friends, his house, his fruit, of every thing but himself; yet Elizabeth was longing to know what Mrs. Gardiner thought of him, and Mrs. Gardiner would have been highly gratified by her niece's beginning the subject.

Mrs. Gardiner and Elizabeth talked about everything that had happened during their visit as they walked back, except for what really caught their interest. They discussed the looks and behavior of everyone they had met, but avoided mentioning the one person who had captured their attention the most. They talked about his sister, his friends, his house, his fruit—everything but him; yet Elizabeth was eager to know what Mrs. Gardiner thought of him, and Mrs. Gardiner would have been very pleased if her niece had brought it up.


CHAPTER IV.

Elizabeth had been a good deal disappointed in not finding a letter from Jane, on their first arrival at Lambton; and this disappointment had been renewed on each of the mornings that had now been spent there; but on the third, her repining was over, and her sister justified by the receipt of two letters from her at once, on one of which was marked that it had been missent elsewhere. Elizabeth was not surprised at it, as Jane had written the direction remarkably ill.

Elizabeth was quite disappointed not to find a letter from Jane when they first arrived in Lambton. This disappointment resurfaced each morning they spent there. However, on the third day, her worries were eased when she received two letters from her sister at once, one of which was marked as having been sent to the wrong place. Elizabeth wasn't surprised, as Jane had written the address very poorly.

They had just been preparing to walk as the letters came in; and her uncle and aunt, leaving her to enjoy them in quiet, set off by themselves. The one missent must be first attended to; it had been written five days ago. The beginning contained an account of all their little parties and engagements, with such news as the country afforded; but the latter half, which was dated a day later, and written in evident agitation, gave more important intelligence. It was to this effect:

They were just getting ready to go for a walk when the letters arrived; her uncle and aunt, allowing her to read them in peace, headed out on their own. The one letter that had been sent to the wrong address needed to be addressed first; it had been written five days earlier. The first part included details about all their small gatherings and events, along with whatever news the area had to offer; but the second half, which was written a day later and clearly in a state of distress, provided much more significant information. It read as follows:

"Since writing the above, dearest Lizzy, something has occurred of a most unexpected and serious nature; but I am afraid of alarming you—be assured that we are all well. What I have to say relates to poor Lydia. An express came at twelve last night, just as we were all gone to bed, from Colonel Forster, to inform us that she was gone off to Scotland with one of his officers; to own the truth, with Wickham!—Imagine our surprise. To Kitty, however, it does not seem so wholly unexpected. I am very, very sorry. So imprudent a match on both sides!—But I am willing to hope the best, and that his character has been misunderstood. Thoughtless and indiscreet I can easily believe him, but this step (and let us rejoice over it) marks nothing bad at heart. His choice is disinterested at least, for he must know my father can give her nothing. Our poor mother is sadly grieved. My father bears it better. How thankful am I, that we never let them know what has been said against him; we must forget it ourselves. They were off Saturday night about twelve, as is conjectured, but were not missed till yesterday morning at eight. The express was sent off directly. My dear Lizzy, they must have passed within ten miles of us. Colonel Forster gives us reason to expect him here soon. Lydia left a few lines for his wife, informing her of their intention. I must conclude, for I cannot be long from my poor mother. I am afraid you will not be able to make it out, but I hardly know what I have written."

"Since I wrote the previous message, dear Lizzy, something unexpected and serious has happened; but I don’t want you to worry—please know that we are all okay. What I need to tell you is about poor Lydia. An urgent message arrived at midnight last night, just as we were all going to bed, from Colonel Forster, letting us know that she has run off to Scotland with one of his officers; to be honest, it's with Wickham!—Can you imagine our shock? However, Kitty finds it somewhat predictable. I am so, so sorry. Such a reckless situation on both sides!—But I’m hopeful that the best is yet to come, and that his character is misunderstood. I can believe he is thoughtless and indiscreet, but this action (and let’s be thankful for it) doesn’t reflect anything bad at heart. His choice is at least selfless, since he must know my father can’t provide for her. Our poor mother is very upset. My father is handling it better. I’m really grateful we never revealed what was said against him; we must also forget it ourselves. They left on Saturday night around midnight, as suspected, but no one noticed they were missing until yesterday morning at eight. The message was sent out immediately. My dear Lizzy, they must have passed within ten miles of us. Colonel Forster has given us reason to expect him here soon. Lydia left a few lines for his wife, informing her of their plans. I must finish this up, as I can’t be away from my poor mother for too long. I’m afraid you might not understand everything I’ve written, but I’m not sure what I’ve said myself."

Without allowing herself time for consideration, and scarcely knowing what she felt, Elizabeth on finishing this letter, instantly seized the other, and opening it with the utmost impatience, read as follows: it had been written a day later than the conclusion of the first.

Without giving herself a moment to think, and barely aware of her feelings, Elizabeth finished this letter and immediately grabbed the other one. She opened it with great impatience and read the following: it had been written a day after the first one ended.

"By this time, my dearest sister, you have received my hurried letter; I wish this may be more intelligible, but though not confined for time, my head is so bewildered that I cannot answer for being coherent. Dearest Lizzy, I hardly know what I would write, but I have bad news for you, and it cannot be delayed. Imprudent as a marriage between Mr. Wickham and our poor Lydia would be, we are now anxious to be assured it has taken place, for there is but too much reason to fear they are not gone to Scotland. Colonel Forster came yesterday, having left Brighton the day before, not many hours after the express. Though Lydia's short letter to Mrs. F. gave them to understand that they were going to Gretna Green, something was dropped by Denny expressing his belief that W. never intended to go there, or to marry Lydia at all, which was repeated to Colonel F. who instantly taking the alarm, set off from B. intending to trace their route. He did trace them easily to Clapham, but no farther; for on entering that place they removed into a hackney-coach and dismissed the chaise that brought them from Epsom. All that is known after this is, that they were seen to continue the London road. I know not what to think. After making every possible enquiry on that side London, Colonel F. came on into Hertfordshire, anxiously renewing them at all the turnpikes, and at the inns in Barnet and Hatfield, but without any success, no such people had been seen to pass through. With the kindest concern he came on to Longbourn, and broke his apprehensions to us in a manner most creditable to his heart. I am sincerely grieved for him and Mrs. F. but no one can throw any blame on them. Our distress, my dear Lizzy, is very great. My father and mother believe the worst, but I cannot think so ill of him. Many circumstances might make it more eligible for them to be married privately in town than to pursue their first plan; and even if he could form such a design against a young woman of Lydia's connections, which is not likely, can I suppose her so lost to every thing?—Impossible. I grieve to find, however, that Colonel F. is not disposed to depend upon their marriage; he shook his head when I expressed my hopes, and said he feared W. was not a man to be trusted. My poor mother is really ill and keeps her room. Could she exert herself it would be better, but this is not to be expected; and as to my father, I never in my life saw him so affected. Poor Kitty has anger for having concealed their attachment; but as it was a matter of confidence one cannot wonder. I am truly glad, dearest Lizzy, that you have been spared something of these distressing scenes; but now as the first shock is over, shall I own that I long for your return? I am not so selfish, however, as to press for it, if inconvenient. Adieu. I take up my pen again to do, what I have just told you I would not, but circumstances are such, that I cannot help earnestly begging you all to come here, as soon as possible. I know my dear uncle and aunt so well, that I am not afraid of requesting it, though I have still something more to ask of the former. My father is going to London with Colonel Forster instantly, to try to discover her. What he means to do, I am sure I know not; but his excessive distress will not allow him to pursue any measure in the best and safest way, and Colonel Forster is obliged to be at Brighton again to-morrow evening. In such an exigence my uncle's advice and assistance would be every thing in the world; he will immediately comprehend what I must feel, and I rely upon his goodness."

“By now, my dearest sister, you’ve probably received my hurried letter; I hope this one is clearer, but even though I'm not rushed, my thoughts are so chaotic that I can't promise to communicate well. Dearest Lizzy, I'm not sure where to start, but I have some bad news for you, and I can't delay any longer. As reckless as a marriage between Mr. Wickham and our poor Lydia would be, we're now desperate to confirm that it has happened because we have too many reasons to worry they haven't actually gone to Scotland. Colonel Forster visited yesterday; he left Brighton the day before, just a few hours after the express. Although Lydia’s short letter to Mrs. F. suggested they were heading to Gretna Green, something Denny mentioned implied that he believed Wickham never intended to go there or to marry Lydia at all. This was shared with Colonel Forster, who quickly became worried and left Brighton to try to trace their journey. He easily followed them to Clapham, but not beyond that; once they reached that place, they changed to a hackney-coach and sent away the chaise that brought them from Epsom. The only thing known after that is that they were seen continuing along the London road. I’m not sure what to think. After making every possible inquiry around that side of London, Colonel Forster came to Hertfordshire, anxiously asking at all the toll gates and inns in Barnet and Hatfield, but without any luck; no one had seen them pass through. With great concern, he came to Longbourn and shared his worries with us, which truly reflects his character. I genuinely feel for him and Mrs. F., but no one can blame them. Our distress, my dear Lizzy, is immense. My father and mother fear the worst, but I can't think so poorly of him. There are many reasons why a private marriage in town might seem more desirable than sticking to their original plan; and even if he could come up with such a scheme against a young woman like Lydia, which seems unlikely, can I really think she’s so lost to all sense?—Impossible. However, I’m saddened to see that Colonel Forster isn't inclined to believe in their marriage; he shook his head when I expressed my hopes, saying he fears Wickham isn’t trustworthy. My poor mother is genuinely ill and stays in her room. If she could gather herself, it might be better, but that’s not expected; as for my father, I've never seen him so affected. Poor Kitty feels upset for hiding their relationship, but since it was a matter of trust, one can’t be surprised. I’m truly glad, dearest Lizzy, that you’ve been spared some of these distressing scenes; but now that the initial shock has passed, should I confess that I long for your return? I’m not selfish enough to insist if it's inconvenient. Goodbye. I pick up my pen again to do what I said I wouldn’t, but the circumstances are such that I can’t help but sincerely ask you all to come here as soon as possible. I know my dear uncle and aunt well enough not to hesitate in asking, even though I still have something more to request from the former. My father is going to London with Colonel Forster right away to try to find her. What he plans to do, I honestly don’t know; but his overwhelming distress makes it hard for him to take the best and safest approach, and Colonel Forster needs to be back in Brighton by tomorrow evening. In such an urgent situation, my uncle's advice and support would mean everything; he will immediately understand what I must be feeling, and I trust in his kindness.”

"Oh! where, where is my uncle?" cried Elizabeth, darting from her seat as she finished the letter, in eagerness to follow him, without losing a moment of the time so precious; but as she reached the door, it was opened by a servant, and Mr. Darcy appeared. Her pale face and impetuous manner made him start, and before he could recover himself enough to speak, she, in whose mind every idea was superseded by Lydia's situation, hastily exclaimed, "I beg your pardon, but I must leave you. I must find Mr. Gardiner this moment, on business that cannot be delayed; I have not an instant to lose."

"Oh! Where is my uncle?" cried Elizabeth, jumping up from her seat as she finished the letter, eager to follow him without wasting a moment of this precious time; but as she reached the door, a servant opened it, revealing Mr. Darcy. Her pale face and frantic demeanor startled him, and before he could gather his thoughts to speak, she, focused solely on Lydia's situation, quickly said, "I’m sorry, but I have to leave you. I need to find Mr. Gardiner right now, on business that can't wait; I don't have a second to lose."

"Good God! what is the matter?" cried he, with more feeling than politeness; then recollecting himself, "I will not detain you a minute, but let me, or let the servant, go after Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner. You are not well enough;—you cannot go yourself."

"Good God! What’s wrong?" he exclaimed, with more emotion than courtesy; then remembering himself, "I won't keep you for a second, but let me, or have the servant, go after Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner. You're not well enough—you can't go yourself."

Elizabeth hesitated, but her knees trembled under her, and she felt how little would be gained by her attempting to pursue them. Calling back the servant, therefore, she commissioned him, though in so breathless an accent as made her almost unintelligible, to fetch his master and mistress home, instantly.

Elizabeth hesitated, but her knees shook beneath her, and she realized how little would be gained by trying to follow them. Calling back the servant, she instructed him, though her breathless voice made her almost impossible to understand, to bring his master and mistress home right away.

On his quitting the room, she sat down, unable to support herself, and looking so miserably ill, that it was impossible for Darcy to leave her, or to refrain from saying, in a tone of gentleness and commiseration, "Let me call your maid. Is there nothing you could take, to give you present relief?—A glass of wine;—shall I get you one?—You are very ill."

On leaving the room, she sat down, unable to hold herself up, and looking so desperately unwell that Darcy couldn't bring himself to leave her or hold back from saying, in a gentle and sympathetic tone, "Let me call your maid. Is there anything you could take to help you right now?—A glass of wine;—should I get you one?—You look very sick."

"No, I thank you;" she replied, endeavouring to recover herself. "There is nothing the matter with me. I am quite well. I am only distressed by some dreadful news which I have just received from Longbourn."

"No, thank you," she replied, trying to compose herself. "I’m fine. There’s nothing wrong with me. I’m just upset by some terrible news I just got from Longbourn."

She burst into tears as she alluded to it, and for a few minutes could not speak another word. Darcy, in wretched suspense, could only say something indistinctly of his concern, and observe her in compassionate silence. At length, she spoke again. "I have just had a letter from Jane, with such dreadful news. It cannot be concealed from any one. My youngest sister has left all her friends—has eloped;—has thrown herself into the power of—of Mr. Wickham. They are gone off together from Brighton. You know him too well to doubt the rest. She has no money, no connections, nothing that can tempt him to—she is lost for ever."

She burst into tears as she mentioned it, and for a few minutes, she couldn’t say another word. Darcy, in terrible suspense, could only mumble something about his concern and watch her in sympathetic silence. Finally, she spoke again. "I just received a letter from Jane with such awful news. It can’t be hidden from anyone. My youngest sister has left all her friends—she has run away;—she has put herself in the hands of—of Mr. Wickham. They’ve gone off together from Brighton. You know him well enough to not doubt what comes next. She has no money, no connections, nothing that could entice him to—she is lost forever."

Darcy was fixed in astonishment. "When I consider," she added, in a yet more agitated voice, "that I might have prevented it!—I who knew what he was. Had I but explained some part of it only—some part of what I learnt, to my own family! Had his character been known, this could not have happened. But it is all, all too late now."

Darcy was completely shocked. "When I think about it," she added, her voice getting even more upset, "that I could have stopped it!—I who knew what he really was. If only I had shared just a bit of what I learned, with my family! If they had known his true character, this never would have happened. But now it’s all, all too late."

"I am grieved, indeed," cried Darcy; "grieved—shocked. But is it certain, absolutely certain?"

"I’m really upset," Darcy exclaimed; "upset—shocked. But is it true, completely true?"

"Oh yes!—They left Brighton together on Sunday night, and were traced almost to London, but not beyond; they are certainly not gone to Scotland."

"Oh yes!—They left Brighton together on Sunday night and were tracked almost to London, but no further; they definitely haven't gone to Scotland."

"And what has been done, what has been attempted, to recover her?"

"And what has been done, what has been tried, to bring her back?"

"My father is gone to London, and Jane has written to beg my uncle's immediate assistance, and we shall be off, I hope, in half an hour. But nothing can be done; I know very well that nothing can be done. How is such a man to be worked on? How are they even to be discovered? I have not the smallest hope. It is every way horrible!"

"My dad has gone to London, and Jane has written to ask for my uncle's immediate help, and I hope we’ll be leaving in half an hour. But nothing can be done; I know very well that nothing can be done. How can you even get through to a man like that? How are we supposed to find them? I don’t have the slightest hope. It’s just terrible!"

Darcy shook his head in silent acquiesence.

Darcy nodded in agreement.

"When my eyes were opened to his real character.—Oh! had I known what I ought, what I dared, to do! But I knew not—I was afraid of doing too much. Wretched, wretched, mistake!"

"When my eyes were opened to his true character.—Oh! if only I had known what I should have, what I could have, done! But I didn’t know—I was scared of going too far. What a miserable, miserable mistake!"

Darcy made no answer. He seemed scarcely to hear her, and was walking up and down the room in earnest meditation; his brow contracted, his air gloomy. Elizabeth soon observed, and instantly understood it. Her power was sinking; every thing must sink under such a proof of family weakness, such an assurance of the deepest disgrace. She could neither wonder nor condemn, but the belief of his self-conquest brought nothing consolatory to her bosom, afforded no palliation of her distress. It was, on the contrary, exactly calculated to make her understand her own wishes; and never had she so honestly felt that she could have loved him, as now, when all love must be vain.

Darcy didn't respond. He seemed hardly to hear her and was pacing the room, lost in deep thought; his brow was furrowed, and he looked gloomy. Elizabeth noticed it right away and immediately understood. Her confidence was fading; everything had to fall apart under such a display of family weakness, such a guarantee of the deepest shame. She couldn't be surprised or judgmental, but knowing he was overcoming himself brought her no comfort, offering no relief from her distress. In fact, it made her realize her own desires more clearly; never before had she felt so honestly that she could have loved him as she did now, when all love seemed pointless.

But self, though it would intrude, could not engross her. Lydia—the humiliation, the misery, she was bringing on them all, soon swallowed up every private care; and covering her face with her handkerchief, Elizabeth was soon lost to every thing else; and, after a pause of several minutes, was only recalled to a sense of her situation by the voice of her companion, who, in a manner, which though it spoke compassion, spoke likewise restraint, said, "I am afraid you have been long desiring my absence, nor have I any thing to plead in excuse of my stay, but real, though unavailing, concern. Would to heaven that any thing could be either said or done on my part, that might offer consolation to such distress.—But I will not torment you with vain wishes, which may seem purposely to ask for your thanks. This unfortunate affair will, I fear, prevent my sister's having the pleasure of seeing you at Pemberley to-day."

But even though she wanted to focus on herself, it just couldn't take over her thoughts. Lydia—the embarrassment and the pain she was causing everyone—quickly overshadowed any personal worries. Covering her face with her handkerchief, Elizabeth became lost to everything else, and after several minutes of silence, she was brought back to reality by her friend's voice. It conveyed both sympathy and restraint as she said, "I’m afraid you’ve been wishing for me to leave for a while, and I have no excuse for my staying other than genuine, though ineffective, concern. I wish there was something I could say or do to ease your distress. But I won’t trouble you with empty wishes that might seem like I’m fishing for your gratitude. I’m afraid this unfortunate situation will keep my sister from having the pleasure of seeing you at Pemberley today."

"Oh, yes. Be so kind as to apologize for us to Miss Darcy. Say that urgent business calls us home immediately. Conceal the unhappy truth as long as it is possible.—I know it cannot be long."

"Oh, yes. Please apologize to Miss Darcy for us. Say that urgent business requires us to head home right away. Keep the sad truth hidden for as long as you can.—I know it won’t be for long."

He readily assured her of his secrecy—again expressed his sorrow for her distress, wished it a happier conclusion than there was at present reason to hope, and leaving his compliments for her relations, with only one serious, parting, look, went away.

He quickly reassured her that he would keep her secret—again expressed his regret for her troubles, wished for a happier outcome than what seemed possible at that moment, and after sending his regards to her family, left with one serious, parting glance.

As he quitted the room, Elizabeth felt how improbable it was that they should ever see each other again on such terms of cordiality as had marked their several meetings in Derbyshire; and as she threw a retrospective glance over the whole of their acquaintance, so full of contradictions and varieties, sighed at the perverseness of those feelings which would now have promoted its continuance, and would formerly have rejoiced in its termination.

As he left the room, Elizabeth realized how unlikely it was that they would ever see each other again with the same warmth that had characterized their meetings in Derbyshire. Reflecting on their entire relationship, which was so full of contradictions and changes, she sighed at the stubbornness of those feelings that would now support their continued connection but would have once celebrated its end.

If gratitude and esteem are good foundations of affection, Elizabeth's change of sentiment will be neither improbable nor faulty. But if otherwise, if the regard springing from such sources is unreasonable or unnatural, in comparison of what is so often described as arising on a first interview with its object, and even before two words have been exchanged, nothing can be said in her defence, except that she had given somewhat of a trial to the latter method, in her partiality for Wickham, and that its ill-success might perhaps authorise her to seek the other less interesting mode of attachment. Be that as it may, she saw him go with regret; and in this early example of what Lydia's infamy must produce, found additional anguish as she reflected on that wretched business. Never, since reading Jane's second letter, had she entertained a hope of Wickham's meaning to marry her. No one but Jane, she thought, could flatter herself with such an expectation. Surprise was the least of her feelings on this developement. While the contents of the first letter remained on her mind, she was all surprise—all astonishment that Wickham should marry a girl, whom it was impossible he could marry for money; and how Lydia could ever have attached him, had appeared incomprehensible. But now it was all too natural. For such an attachment as this, she might have sufficient charms; and though she did not suppose Lydia to be deliberately engaging in an elopement, without the intention of marriage, she had no difficulty in believing that neither her virtue nor her understanding would preserve her from falling an easy prey.

If gratitude and respect are good foundations for affection, Elizabeth's change of feelings won’t be surprising or wrong. But if that's not the case, and if the feelings from such sources are unreasonable or unnatural compared to what is often described as happening after just a first meeting before any words are exchanged, then nothing can defend her, except that she had given some thought to the latter approach through her infatuation with Wickham, and the way that turned out might justify her seeking a different, less exciting kind of love. Regardless, she felt sad watching him leave; and in this early glimpse of what Lydia's disgrace will cause, she found extra pain reflecting on that miserable situation. Since reading Jane's second letter, she hadn’t held out any hope that Wickham intended to marry her. No one but Jane, she thought, could delude herself with such an idea. Surprise was the least of her emotions regarding this development. While the first letter stayed fresh in her mind, she was completely shocked—all astonishment that Wickham would marry a girl he obviously couldn’t marry for money; and how Lydia could ever have captured his attention had seemed impossible. But now it all felt too natural. For a connection like this, she might have enough appeal; and although she didn’t think Lydia was purposely eloping without the intent to marry, she had no trouble believing that neither her integrity nor her intellect would keep her from easily falling victim.

She had never perceived, while the regiment was in Hertfordshire, that Lydia had any partiality for him, but she was convinced that Lydia had wanted only encouragement to attach herself to any body. Sometimes one officer, sometimes another had been her favourite, as their attentions raised them in her opinion. Her affections had been continually fluctuating, but never without an object. The mischief of neglect and mistaken indulgence towards such a girl.—Oh! how acutely did she now feel it.

She had never noticed, while the regiment was in Hertfordshire, that Lydia had any special feelings for him, but she was sure that Lydia just needed a little encouragement to get attached to someone. Sometimes one officer, sometimes another was her favorite, depending on how their attention influenced her opinion of them. Her feelings had constantly changed, but she always had someone in mind. The damage caused by neglect and misguided indulgence towards a girl like her—oh! how deeply she felt it now.

She was wild to be at home—to hear, to see, to be upon the spot, to share with Jane in the cares that must now fall wholly upon her, in a family so deranged; a father absent, a mother incapable of exertion, and requiring constant attendance; and though almost persuaded that nothing could be done for Lydia, her uncle's interference seemed of the utmost importance, and till he entered the room, the misery of her impatience was severe. Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner had hurried back in alarm, supposing, by the servant's account, that their niece was taken suddenly ill;—but satisfying them instantly on that head, she eagerly communicated the cause of their summons, reading the two letters aloud, and dwelling on the postscript of the last, with trembling energy.—Though Lydia had never been a favourite with them, Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner could not but be deeply affected. Not Lydia only, but all were concerned in it; and after the first exclamations of surprise and horror, Mr. Gardiner readily promised every assistance in his power.—Elizabeth, though expecting no less, thanked him with tears of gratitude; and all three being actuated by one spirit, every thing relating to their journey was speedily settled. They were to be off as soon as possible. "But what is to be done about Pemberley?" cried Mrs. Gardiner. "John told us Mr. Darcy was here when you sent for us;—was it so?"

She was eager to be home—to hear, to see, to be there, to share with Jane the burdens that now rested entirely on her in such a chaotic family; a father who was absent, a mother who couldn't function and needed constant care; and even though she was almost convinced that nothing could be done for Lydia, her uncle's involvement felt absolutely crucial, and until he came into the room, her impatience was unbearable. Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner had rushed back in concern, thinking, based on the servant's report, that their niece had suddenly fallen ill;—but as soon as she reassured them on that front, she eagerly told them the reason for their summons, reading the two letters aloud and emphasizing the postscript of the last one with shaky energy. Although Lydia had never been their favorite, Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner couldn’t help but feel deeply affected. It wasn’t just Lydia who was involved; everyone had a stake in it, and after the initial shock and horror, Mr. Gardiner quickly promised any help he could offer. Elizabeth, while expecting no less, thanked him gratefully with tears in her eyes; and with all three of them driven by a common purpose, everything related to their trip was hastily organized. They were to leave as soon as they could. "But what about Pemberley?" Mrs. Gardiner exclaimed. "John told us Mr. Darcy was here when you sent for us;—is that true?"

"Yes; and I told him we should not be able to keep our engagement. That is all settled."

"Yeah, and I told him we wouldn't be able to keep our engagement. That's all settled."

"That is all settled;" repeated the other, as she ran into her room to prepare. "And are they upon such terms as for her to disclose the real truth! Oh, that I knew how it was!"

"That’s all settled," the other repeated as she rushed into her room to get ready. "And are they on such terms that she can reveal the real truth? Oh, if only I knew how it was!"

But wishes were vain; or at best could serve only to amuse her in the hurry and confusion of the following hour. Had Elizabeth been at leisure to be idle, she would have remained certain that all employment was impossible to one so wretched as herself; but she had her share of business as well as her aunt, and amongst the rest there were notes to be written to all their friends in Lambton, with false excuses for their sudden departure. An hour, however, saw the whole completed; and Mr. Gardiner meanwhile having settled his account at the inn, nothing remained to be done but to go; and Elizabeth, after all the misery of the morning, found herself, in a shorter space of time than she could have supposed, seated in the carriage, and on the road to Longbourn.

But wishes were pointless; at best, they could only distract her in the rush and chaos of the next hour. If Elizabeth had had the time to do nothing, she would have been sure that any kind of work was impossible for someone as miserable as she was; but she had her share of tasks just like her aunt, including writing notes to all their friends in Lambton, with false reasons for their sudden departure. An hour later, everything was done; and Mr. Gardiner, having settled his bill at the inn, had nothing left to take care of but to leave; and Elizabeth, after all the sadness of the morning, found herself, in less time than she could have imagined, sitting in the carriage and on her way to Longbourn.


CHAPTER V.

"I have been thinking it over again, Elizabeth," said her uncle, as they drove from the town; "and really, upon serious consideration, I am much more inclined than I was to judge as your eldest sister does of the matter. It appears to me so very unlikely, that any young man should form such a design against a girl who is by no means unprotected or friendless, and who was actually staying in his colonel's family, that I am strongly inclined to hope the best. Could he expect that her friends would not step forward? Could he expect to be noticed again by the regiment, after such an affront to Colonel Forster? His temptation is not adequate to the risk."

"I've been thinking about it again, Elizabeth," her uncle said as they drove away from town. "Honestly, after giving it some serious thought, I find myself much more inclined to agree with your oldest sister about this situation. It seems really unlikely that any young man would try to pursue a girl who isn't at all unprotected or friendless, especially one who is actually staying with his colonel's family. I’m starting to feel hopeful. Could he really think that her friends would just stand by? Could he expect to be welcomed back by the regiment after such an insult to Colonel Forster? The temptation just doesn't seem worth the risk."

"Do you really think so?" cried Elizabeth, brightening up for a moment.

"Do you really think so?" Elizabeth exclaimed, lighting up for a moment.

"Upon my word," said Mrs. Gardiner, "I begin to be of your uncle's opinion. It is really too great a violation of decency, honour, and interest, for him to be guilty of it. I cannot think so very ill of Wickham. Can you, yourself, Lizzy, so wholly give him up, as to believe him capable of it?"

"Honestly," Mrs. Gardiner said, "I’m starting to agree with your uncle. It’s such a huge breach of decency, honor, and self-interest for him to do that. I can’t see Wickham in such a bad light. Can you really, Lizzy, completely give him up and believe he's capable of this?"

"Not perhaps of neglecting his own interest. But of every other neglect I can believe him capable. If, indeed, it should be so! But I dare not hope it. Why should they not go on to Scotland, if that had been the case?"

"Maybe not of ignoring his own interests. But I can believe he’s capable of neglecting everything else. If that’s really the case! But I can’t bring myself to hope for it. Why wouldn't they go on to Scotland if that were true?"

"In the first place," replied Mr. Gardiner, "there is no absolute proof that they are not gone to Scotland."

"In the first place," replied Mr. Gardiner, "there's no solid proof that they didn't go to Scotland."

"Oh! but their removing from the chaise into an hackney coach is such a presumption! And, besides, no traces of them were to be found on the Barnet road."

"Oh! but their getting out of the carriage and into a hired coach is so presumptuous! And besides, there were no signs of them on the Barnet road."

"Well, then—supposing them to be in London. They may be there, though for the purpose of concealment, for no more exceptionable purpose. It is not likely that money should be very abundant on either side; and it might strike them that they could be more economically, though less expeditiously, married in London, than in Scotland."

"Well, then—let's assume they're in London. They could be there, but only for reasons of hiding out, not for anything else questionable. It's probably unlikely that money is really flowing on either side; they might think that they could get married more cheaply, though not as quickly, in London than in Scotland."

"But why all this secrecy? Why any fear of detection? Why must their marriage be private? Oh! no, no, this is not likely. His most particular friend, you see by Jane's account, was persuaded of his never intending to marry her. Wickham will never marry a woman without some money. He cannot afford it. And what claims has Lydia, what attractions has she beyond youth, health, and good humour, that could make him for her sake, forego every chance of benefiting himself by marrying well? As to what restraint the apprehension of disgrace in the corps might throw on a dishonourable elopement with her, I am not able to judge; for I know nothing of the effects that such a step might produce. But as to your other objection, I am afraid it will hardly hold good. Lydia has no brothers to step forward; and he might imagine, from my father's behaviour, from his indolence and the little attention he has ever seemed to give to what was going forward in his family, that he would do as little, and think as little about it, as any father could do, in such a matter."

"But why all this secrecy? Why be afraid of getting caught? Why does their marriage have to be private? Oh no, that doesn’t make sense. His closest friend, as Jane said, was convinced he never planned to marry her. Wickham would never marry a woman without some money. He can't afford to do that. And what does Lydia have going for her, what makes her attractive beyond her youth, health, and good nature, that would make him give up any chance to benefit himself by marrying someone wealthy? As for how much the fear of disgrace in the regiment might affect a shameful elopement with her, I can't say; I have no clue what consequences such an action could lead to. But regarding your other concern, I’m afraid it won’t really stand. Lydia doesn’t have any brothers to step in; and he might think, from my father's behavior, his laziness and the little attention he gives to what’s happening in our family, that he would do just as little and care just as little about it as any father could in a situation like this."

"But can you think that Lydia is so lost to every thing but love of him, as to consent to live with him on any other terms than marriage?"

"But can you really believe that Lydia is so consumed by her love for him that she would agree to live with him on any terms other than marriage?"

"It does seem, and it is most shocking indeed," replied Elizabeth, with tears in her eyes, "that a sister's sense of decency and virtue in such a point should admit of doubt. But, really, I know not what to say. Perhaps I am not doing her justice. But she is very young; she has never been taught to think on serious subjects; and for the last half year, nay, for a twelvemonth, she has been given up to nothing but amusement and vanity. She has been allowed to dispose of her time in the most idle and frivolous manner, and to adopt any opinions that came in her way. Since the ——shire were first quartered in Meryton, nothing but love, flirtation, and officers, have been in her head. She has been doing every thing in her power by thinking and talking on the subject, to give greater—what shall I call it? susceptibility to her feelings; which are naturally lively enough. And we all know that Wickham has every charm of person and address that can captivate a woman."

"It really is shocking," Elizabeth replied, tears in her eyes, "that a sister's sense of decency and virtue should even be questioned. But honestly, I'm not sure what to say. Maybe I’m not giving her enough credit. She’s very young; she’s never been taught to think about serious things, and for the past six months, or even a year, she’s been focused only on fun and vanity. She’s been allowed to waste her time in the most useless and superficial ways, adopting whatever opinions come her way. Ever since the ——shire regiment first arrived in Meryton, all she’s thought about is love, flirting, and officers. She’s been trying to get more—what should I say?—to be more sensitive to her feelings, which are already quite strong. And we all know that Wickham has every charm that can attract a woman."

"But you see that Jane," said her aunt, "does not think so ill of Wickham, as to believe him capable of the attempt."

"But you see that Jane," said her aunt, "doesn't think so poorly of Wickham as to believe he could be capable of such an attempt."

"Of whom does Jane ever think ill? And who is there, whatever might be their former conduct, that she would believe capable of such an attempt, till it were proved against them? But Jane knows, as well as I do, what Wickham really is. We both know that he has been profligate in every sense of the word. That he has neither integrity nor honour. That he is as false and deceitful, as he is insinuating."

"Who does Jane ever judge harshly? And who, no matter what they did in the past, would she think could do something like that until it was proven? But Jane knows, just like I do, what Wickham is really like. We both know that he has been irresponsible in every way. He has no integrity or honor. He is as dishonest and deceptive as he is charming."

"And do you really know all this?" cried Mrs. Gardiner, whose curiosity as to the mode of her intelligence was all alive.

"And do you actually know all this?" Mrs. Gardiner exclaimed, her curiosity about how she found out about it fully ignited.

"I do, indeed," replied Elizabeth, colouring. "I told you the other day, of his infamous behaviour to Mr. Darcy; and you, yourself, when last at Longbourn, heard in what manner he spoke of the man, who had behaved with such forbearance and liberality towards him. And there are other circumstances which I am not at liberty—which it is not worth while to relate; but his lies about the whole Pemberley family are endless. From what he said of Miss Darcy, I was thoroughly prepared to see a proud, reserved, disagreeable girl. Yet he knew to the contrary himself. He must know that she was as amiable and unpretending as we have found her."

"I really do," Elizabeth replied, blushing. "I told you the other day about his terrible behavior towards Mr. Darcy; and you yourself heard how he spoke about the man who treated him with so much patience and generosity when you were last at Longbourn. There are other things I can't share—things it’s not worth going into—but his lies about the whole Pemberley family are countless. Based on what he said about Miss Darcy, I was totally ready to meet a proud, standoffish, unpleasant girl. Yet he knew differently himself. He must know that she is as kind and down-to-earth as we have found her."

"But does Lydia know nothing of this? Can she be ignorant of what you and Jane seem so well to understand?"

"But does Lydia not know anything about this? Can she really be unaware of what you and Jane seem to understand so well?"

"Oh, yes!—that, that is the worst of all. Till I was in Kent, and saw so much both of Mr. Darcy and his relation, Colonel Fitzwilliam, I was ignorant of the truth myself. And when I returned home, the ——shire was to leave Meryton in a week or fortnight's time. As that was the case, neither Jane, to whom I related the whole, nor I, thought it necessary to make our knowledge public; for of what use could it apparently be to any one, that the good opinion which all the neighbourhood had of him, should then be overthrown? And even when it was settled that Lydia should go with Mrs. Forster, the necessity of opening her eyes to his character never occurred to me. That she could be in any danger from the deception never entered my head. That such a consequence as this should ensue, you may easily believe was far enough from my thoughts."

"Oh, yes! That's the worst of it all. Until I was in Kent and saw so much of Mr. Darcy and his relative, Colonel Fitzwilliam, I was completely in the dark myself. When I got back home, the ——shire family was set to leave Meryton in a week or two. Since that was the case, neither Jane, to whom I shared everything, nor I thought it was necessary to let anyone else know; after all, how could it help anyone if the favorable opinion that the whole neighborhood had of him was suddenly shattered? Even when it was decided that Lydia would go with Mrs. Forster, it never crossed my mind that I needed to make her aware of his true character. The thought that she could be in any danger because of the lies never occurred to me. You can easily believe that such an outcome was far from my thoughts."

"When they all removed to Brighton, therefore, you had no reason, I suppose, to believe them fond of each other."

"When they all moved to Brighton, I guess you had no reason to think they were fond of each other."

"Not the slightest. I can remember no symptom of affection on either side; and had any thing of the kind been perceptible, you must be aware that ours is not a family, on which it could be thrown away. When first he entered the corps, she was ready enough to admire him; but so we all were. Every girl in, or near Meryton, was out of her senses about him for the first two months; but he never distinguished her by any particular attention, and, consequently, after a moderate period of extravagant and wild admiration, her fancy for him gave way, and others of the regiment, who treated her with more distinction, again became her favourites."

"Not at all. I can't recall any signs of affection from either side; and if there had been any, you should know that our family wouldn’t let it go to waste. When he first joined the regiment, she was eager to admire him; but so were all of us. Every girl in or near Meryton was crazy about him for the first two months; but he never gave her any special attention, and as a result, after a reasonable period of intense admiration, her feelings for him faded, and other officers in the regiment, who treated her with more respect, became her new favorites."


It may be easily believed, that however little of novelty could be added to their fears, hopes, and conjectures, on this interesting subject, by its repeated discussion, no other could detain them from it long, during the whole of the journey. From Elizabeth's thoughts it was never absent. Fixed there by the keenest of all anguish, self reproach, she could find no interval of ease or forgetfulness.

It’s easy to believe that even if talking about their fears, hopes, and guesses on this fascinating topic didn’t add much new information, nothing else could keep them away from it for long during the entire journey. Elizabeth couldn’t stop thinking about it. The pain of self-reproach kept it in her mind, and she couldn’t find any moments of relief or forgetfulness.

They travelled as expeditiously as possible; and sleeping one night on the road, reached Longbourn by dinner-time the next day. It was a comfort to Elizabeth to consider that Jane could not have been wearied by long expectations.

They traveled as quickly as they could; and after sleeping one night on the way, they arrived at Longbourn by dinnertime the next day. It was a relief for Elizabeth to think that Jane wouldn't have been exhausted from waiting a long time.

The little Gardiners, attracted by the sight of a chaise, were standing on the steps of the house, as they entered the paddock; and when the carriage drove up to the door, the joyful surprise that lighted up their faces, and displayed itself over their whole bodies, in a variety of capers and frisks, was the first pleasing earnest of their welcome.

The little Gardiners, drawn in by the sight of a carriage, were standing on the steps of the house as they walked into the paddock; and when the carriage pulled up to the door, the happy surprise that lit up their faces and showed in their whole bodies through a mix of jumps and playful moves was the first genuine sign of their warm welcome.

Elizabeth jumped out; and, after giving each of them an hasty kiss, hurried into the vestibule, where Jane, who came running down stairs from her mother's apartment, immediately met her.

Elizabeth jumped out and quickly kissed each of them before rushing into the foyer, where Jane, who had just sprinted down the stairs from their mom's room, ran into her.

Elizabeth, as she affectionately embraced her, whilst tears filled the eyes of both, lost not a moment in asking whether any thing had been heard of the fugitives.

Elizabeth, as she warmly hugged her, while tears filled both of their eyes, wasted no time in asking if there was any news about the escaped ones.

"Not yet," replied Jane. "But now that my dear uncle is come, I hope every thing will be well."

"Not yet," Jane replied. "But now that my dear uncle is here, I hope everything will be fine."

"Is my father in town?"

"Is my dad in town?"

"Yes, he went on Tuesday as I wrote you word."

"Yeah, he went on Tuesday as I told you."

"And have you heard from him often?"

"And have you heard from him a lot?"

"We have heard only once. He wrote me a few lines on Wednesday, to say that he had arrived in safety, and to give me his directions, which I particularly begged him to do. He merely added, that he should not write again, till he had something of importance to mention."

"We've only heard once. He sent me a few lines on Wednesday to say that he'd arrived safely and to give me his instructions, which I specifically asked him to do. He just added that he wouldn't write again until he had something important to share."

"And my mother—How is she? How are you all?"

"And my mom—How is she? How are you all?"

"My mother is tolerably well, I trust; though her spirits are greatly shaken. She is up stairs, and will have great satisfaction in seeing you all. She does not yet leave her dressing-room. Mary and Kitty, thank Heaven! are quite well."

"My mother is doing reasonably well, I hope; although she's feeling quite down. She's upstairs and will be really happy to see all of you. She still doesn't leave her dressing room. Mary and Kitty, thank goodness, are doing fine."

"But you—How are you?" cried Elizabeth. "You look pale. How much you must have gone through!"

"But you—How are you?" exclaimed Elizabeth. "You look pale. You must have gone through so much!"

Her sister, however, assured her, of her being perfectly well; and their conversation, which had been passing while Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner were engaged with their children, was now put an end to, by the approach of the whole party. Jane ran to her uncle and aunt, and welcomed and thanked them both, with alternate smiles and tears.

Her sister, however, reassured her that she was completely fine; and their conversation, which had been happening while Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner were occupied with their children, was now interrupted by the arrival of the whole group. Jane rushed to her uncle and aunt, welcoming and thanking them both with a mix of smiles and tears.

When they were all in the drawing-room, the questions which Elizabeth had already asked, were of course repeated by the others, and they soon found that Jane had no intelligence to give. The sanguine hope of good, however, which the benevolence of her heart suggested, had not yet deserted her; she still expected that it would all end well, and that every morning would bring some letter, either from Lydia or her father, to explain their proceedings, and perhaps announce the marriage.

Once everyone was in the living room, the questions Elizabeth had already asked were naturally repeated by the others, and they quickly realized that Jane had no new information to share. However, the optimistic hope that her kind heart suggested had not left her; she still believed that everything would turn out okay and that each morning would bring some letter, either from Lydia or their father, explaining what was happening, and maybe even announcing the marriage.

Mrs. Bennet, to whose apartment they all repaired, after a few minutes conversation together, received them exactly as might be expected; with tears and lamentations of regret, invectives against the villanous conduct of Wickham, and complaints of her own sufferings and ill usage; blaming every body but the person to whose ill judging indulgence the errors of her daughter must be principally owing.

Mrs. Bennet, to whose room they all went, after a few minutes of conversation, welcomed them just as one might expect; with tears and expressions of regret, angry complaints about Wickham's treacherous behavior, and grievances about her own suffering and mistreatment; blaming everyone except the person whose poor judgment and indulgence were primarily responsible for her daughter's mistakes.

"If I had been able," said she, "to carry my point of going to Brighton, with all my family, this would not have happened; but poor dear Lydia had nobody to take care of her. Why did the Forsters ever let her go out of their sight? I am sure there was some great neglect or other on their side, for she is not the kind of girl to do such a thing, if she had been well looked after. I always thought they were very unfit to have the charge of her; but I was over-ruled, as I always am. Poor dear child! And now here's Mr. Bennet gone away, and I know he will fight Wickham, wherever he meets him, and then he will be killed, and what is to become of us all? The Collinses will turn us out, before he is cold in his grave; and if you are not kind to us, brother, I do not know what we shall do."

"If I had been able," she said, "to insist on going to Brighton with my whole family, this wouldn’t have happened; but poor Lydia had no one to look after her. Why did the Forsters let her out of their sight? I’m sure they neglected her somehow because she’s not the type of girl to behave like this if she had been taken care of properly. I always thought they were not suited to look after her, but I was overruled, as usual. Poor girl! And now Mr. Bennet is gone, and I know he’ll confront Wickham whenever he sees him, and then he’ll get killed, and what will become of us? The Collinses will kick us out before he’s even cold in his grave; and if you aren’t kind to us, brother, I don’t know what we’ll do."

They all exclaimed against such terrific ideas; and Mr. Gardiner, after general assurances of his affection for her and all her family, told her that he meant to be in London the very next day, and would assist Mr. Bennet in every endeavour for recovering Lydia.

They all criticized such terrible ideas, and Mr. Gardiner, after expressing his love for her and her entire family, told her that he planned to be in London the very next day and would help Mr. Bennet in every effort to find Lydia.

"Do not give way to useless alarm," added he, "though it is right to be prepared for the worst, there is no occasion to look on it as certain. It is not quite a week since they left Brighton. In a few days more, we may gain some news of them, and till we know that they are not married, and have no design of marrying, do not let us give the matter over as lost. As soon as I get to town, I shall go to my brother, and make him come home with me to Gracechurch Street, and then we may consult together as to what is to be done."

"Don't panic unnecessarily," he added. "While it's smart to be ready for the worst, there's no need to assume it's guaranteed. It's only been a week since they left Brighton. In a few more days, we might hear something about them, and until we know that they aren't married and have no plans to get married, let's not give up on this. As soon as I get to the city, I'll go see my brother and get him to come home with me to Gracechurch Street, and then we can figure out what to do next."

"Oh! my dear brother," replied Mrs. Bennet, "that is exactly what I could most wish for. And now do, when you get to town, find them out, wherever they may be; and if they are not married already, make them marry. And as for wedding clothes, do not let them wait for that, but tell Lydia she shall have as much money as she chuses, to buy them, after they are married. And, above all things, keep Mr. Bennet from fighting. Tell him what a dreadful state I am in,—that I am frightened out of my wits; and have such tremblings, such flutterings, all over me, such spasms in my side, and pains in my head, and such beatings at heart, that I can get no rest by night nor by day. And tell my dear Lydia, not to give any directions about her clothes, till she has seen me, for she does not know which are the best warehouses. Oh, brother, how kind you are! I know you will contrive it all."

"Oh! my dear brother," replied Mrs. Bennet, "that is exactly what I wish for the most. When you get to town, please find them, wherever they might be. If they aren’t married yet, make them get married. And about wedding clothes, don’t let that hold them up; just tell Lydia she can have as much money as she wants to buy them after they’re married. And above all, keep Mr. Bennet from fighting. Let him know how terrible I feel—I'm completely terrified; I have these tremblings, flutterings all over, spasms in my side, headaches, and my heart races so much that I can't rest at all, day or night. And tell my dear Lydia not to decide anything about her clothes until she sees me, because she doesn’t know which places are the best to shop. Oh, brother, how kind you are! I know you'll sort it all out."

But Mr. Gardiner, though he assured her again of his earnest endeavours in the cause, could not avoid recommending moderation to her, as well in her hopes as her fears; and, after talking with her in this manner till dinner was on table, they left her to vent all her feelings on the housekeeper, who attended, in the absence of her daughters.

But Mr. Gardiner, although he reassured her once more of his sincere efforts in the matter, couldn’t help but suggest that she temper both her hopes and her fears. After discussing this with her until dinner was ready, they left her to express all her emotions to the housekeeper, who was there in the absence of her daughters.

Though her brother and sister were persuaded that there was no real occasion for such a seclusion from the family, they did not attempt to oppose it, for they knew that she had not prudence enough to hold her tongue before the servants, while they waited at table, and judged it better that one only of the household, and the one whom they could most trust, should comprehend all her fears and solicitude on the subject.

Though her brother and sister believed there was no real reason for her to isolate herself from the family, they didn't try to stop her because they realized she didn't have the discretion to keep quiet in front of the servants while they were serving. They thought it was better for just one member of the household, the one they could trust the most, to understand all her fears and concerns about the situation.

In the dining-room they were soon joined by Mary and Kitty, who had been too busily engaged in their separate apartments, to make their appearance before. One came from her books, and the other from her toilette. The faces of both, however, were tolerably calm; and no change was visible in either, except that the loss of her favourite sister, or the anger which she had herself incurred in the business, had given something more of fretfulness than usual, to the accents of Kitty. As for Mary, she was mistress enough of herself to whisper to Elizabeth with a countenance of grave reflection, soon after they were seated at table,

In the dining room, they were soon joined by Mary and Kitty, who had been too busy in their own rooms to come down earlier. One came from her books, and the other from her getting ready. Both of their faces were fairly calm; there was no noticeable change in either, except that Kitty’s voice had a bit more annoyance than usual, likely due to the loss of her favorite sister or the trouble she had caused herself. As for Mary, she managed to keep it together enough to lean over to Elizabeth with a serious expression soon after they sat down to eat,

"This is a most unfortunate affair; and will probably be much talked of. But we must stem the tide of malice, and pour into the wounded bosoms of each other, the balm of sisterly consolation."

"This is a really unfortunate situation, and it will probably be the topic of a lot of conversation. But we need to stop the spread of negativity and offer each other the soothing comfort of sisterly support."

Then, perceiving in Elizabeth no inclination of replying, she added, "Unhappy as the event must be for Lydia, we may draw from it this useful lesson; that loss of virtue in a female is irretrievable—that one false step involves her in endless ruin—that her reputation is no less brittle than it is beautiful,—and that she cannot be too much guarded in her behaviour towards the undeserving of the other sex."

Then, noticing that Elizabeth wasn’t going to respond, she added, "As unfortunate as this situation is for Lydia, we can learn this important lesson: that a woman's loss of virtue is permanent—that one wrong choice can lead to endless ruin—that her reputation is just as fragile as it is beautiful—and that she must always be careful in her interactions with unworthy men."

Elizabeth lifted up her eyes in amazement, but was too much oppressed to make any reply. Mary, however, continued to console herself with such kind of moral extractions from the evil before them.

Elizabeth looked up in disbelief, but felt too overwhelmed to respond. Mary, on the other hand, kept trying to comfort herself by finding some moral lessons in the situation they were facing.

In the afternoon, the two elder Miss Bennets were able to be for half an hour by themselves; and Elizabeth instantly availed herself of the opportunity of making many enquiries, which Jane was equally eager to satisfy. After joining in general lamentations over the dreadful sequel of this event, which Elizabeth considered as all but certain, and Miss Bennet could not assert to be wholly impossible; the former continued the subject, by saying, "But tell me all and every thing about it, which I have not already heard. Give me farther particulars. What did Colonel Forster say? Had they no apprehension of any thing before the elopement took place? They must have seen them together for ever."

In the afternoon, the two older Miss Bennets had half an hour to themselves, and Elizabeth quickly took the chance to ask numerous questions, which Jane was just as eager to answer. After they both expressed their concerns about the terrible outcome of this event, which Elizabeth thought was almost certain, and Miss Bennet couldn’t completely dismiss as impossible, Elizabeth continued the conversation by saying, "But tell me everything about it that I haven’t already heard. Give me more details. What did Colonel Forster say? Did they have any suspicions before the elopement happened? They must have seen them together all the time."

"Colonel Forster did own that he had often suspected some partiality, especially on Lydia's side, but nothing to give him any alarm. I am so grieved for him. His behaviour was attentive and kind to the utmost. He was coming to us, in order to assure us of his concern, before he had any idea of their not being gone to Scotland: when that apprehension first got abroad, it hastened his journey."

"Colonel Forster admitted that he had often suspected some favoritism, especially from Lydia, but nothing that truly worried him. I feel so sorry for him. His behavior was incredibly attentive and kind. He was coming to see us to express his concern before he even knew they hadn't left for Scotland: when that fear first spread, it sped up his trip."

"And was Denny convinced that Wickham would not marry? Did he know of their intending to go off? Had Colonel Forster seen Denny himself?"

"And was Denny sure that Wickham wouldn't marry? Did he know they were planning to elope? Had Colonel Forster talked to Denny himself?"

"Yes; but when questioned by him Denny denied knowing any thing of their plan, and would not give his real opinion about it. He did not repeat his persuasion of their not marrying—and from that, I am inclined to hope, he might have been misunderstood before."

"Yes; but when asked by him, Denny denied knowing anything about their plan and wouldn’t share his true thoughts on it. He didn’t repeat his insistence that they shouldn’t get married—and because of that, I’m led to believe he may have been misunderstood previously."

"And till Colonel Forster came himself, not one of you entertained a doubt, I suppose, of their being really married?"

"And until Colonel Forster came himself, I guess none of you had any doubt that they were really married?"

"How was it possible that such an idea should enter our brains! I felt a little uneasy—a little fearful of my sister's happiness with him in marriage, because I knew that his conduct had not been always quite right. My father and mother knew nothing of that, they only felt how imprudent a match it must be. Kitty then owned, with a very natural triumph on knowing more than the rest of us, that in Lydia's last letter, she had prepared her for such a step. She had known, it seems, of their being in love with each other, many weeks."

"How could such an idea even enter our minds? I felt a bit uneasy—somewhat worried about my sister’s happiness if she married him, because I knew his behavior hadn’t always been right. My parents were unaware of this; they only sensed how reckless this match must be. Kitty then admitted, with a natural sense of triumph for knowing more than the rest of us, that in Lydia’s last letter, she had hinted at such a decision. Apparently, she had known they were in love with each other for several weeks."

"But not before they went to Brighton?"

"But they didn't go to Brighton first?"

"No, I believe not."

"No, I don't think so."

"And did Colonel Forster appear to think ill of Wickham himself? Does he know his real character?"

"And does Colonel Forster seem to have a low opinion of Wickham? Is he aware of his true character?"

"I must confess that he did not speak so well of Wickham as he formerly did. He believed him to be imprudent and extravagant. And since this sad affair has taken place, it is said, that he left Meryton greatly in debt; but I hope this may be false."

"I have to admit that he doesn't speak as highly of Wickham as he used to. He thinks Wickham is reckless and flashy. Since this unfortunate situation happened, it's rumored that he left Meryton deeply in debt; but I really hope that's not true."

"Oh, Jane, had we been less secret, had we told what we knew of him, this could not have happened!"

"Oh, Jane, if we had been less secretive, if we had shared what we knew about him, this wouldn't have happened!"

"Perhaps it would have been better;" replied her sister. "But to expose the former faults of any person, without knowing what their present feelings were, seemed unjustifiable. We acted with the best intentions."

"Maybe it would have been better," her sister replied. "But bringing up someone's past mistakes without knowing how they feel now just seems wrong. We did what we thought was right."

"Could Colonel Forster repeat the particulars of Lydia's note to his wife?"

"Could Colonel Forster share the details of Lydia's note to his wife?"

"He brought it with him for us to see."

"He brought it with him for us to check out."

Jane then took it from her pocket-book, and gave it to Elizabeth. These were the contents:

Jane then took it from her wallet and handed it to Elizabeth. These were the contents:

"My dear Harriet,

"My dear Harriet,

"You will laugh when you know where I am gone, and I cannot help laughing myself at your surprise to-morrow morning, as soon as I am missed. I am going to Gretna Green, and if you cannot guess with who, I shall think you a simpleton, for there is but one man in the world I love, and he is an angel. I should never be happy without him, so think it no harm to be off. You need not send them word at Longbourn of my going, if you do not like it, for it will make the surprise the greater, when I write to them, and sign my name Lydia Wickham. What a good joke it will be! I can hardly write for laughing. Pray make my excuses to Pratt, for not keeping my engagement, and dancing with him to-night. Tell him I hope he will excuse me when he knows all, and tell him I will dance with him at the next ball we meet, with great pleasure. I shall send for my clothes when I get to Longbourn; but I wish you would tell Sally to mend a great slit in my worked muslin gown, before they are packed up. Good bye. Give my love to Colonel Forster, I hope you will drink to our good journey.

You’re going to laugh when you find out where I’ve gone, and I can’t wait for your surprise tomorrow morning when I’m noticed missing. I’m off to Gretna Green, and if you can’t guess who I’m with, I’ll think you’re out of touch, because there’s only one man I love in the world, and he’s incredible. I wouldn’t be happy without him, so don’t think it’s wrong for me to leave. You don’t have to tell anyone at Longbourn about my departure if

"Your affectionate friend,

"Your affectionate friend,

"Lydia Bennet."

"Lydia Bennet."

"Oh! thoughtless, thoughtless Lydia!" cried Elizabeth when she had finished it. "What a letter is this, to be written at such a moment. But at least it shews, that she was serious in the object of her journey. Whatever he might afterwards persuade her to, it was not on her side a scheme of infamy. My poor father! how he must have felt it!"

"Oh! careless, careless Lydia!" Elizabeth exclaimed when she finished reading it. "What a letter to write at such a time. But at least it shows that she was serious about the purpose of her journey. No matter what he might convince her of later, it wasn't a scheme of disgrace on her part. My poor dad! I can only imagine how he must have felt!"

"I never saw any one so shocked. He could not speak a word for full ten minutes. My mother was taken ill immediately, and the whole house in such confusion!"

"I've never seen anyone so shocked. He couldn't say a word for a solid ten minutes. My mom got sick right away, and the whole house was in chaos!"

"Oh! Jane," cried Elizabeth, "was there a servant belonging to it, who did not know the whole story before the end of the day?"

"Oh! Jane," exclaimed Elizabeth, "was there a servant who didn’t know the whole story by the end of the day?"

"I do not know.—I hope there was.—But to be guarded at such a time, is very difficult. My mother was in hysterics, and though I endeavoured to give her every assistance in my power, I am afraid I did not do so much as I might have done! But the horror of what might possibly happen, almost took from me my faculties."

"I don’t know. I hope there was. But it’s really hard to stay calm during a time like this. My mom was in hysterics, and even though I tried to help her as much as I could, I’m afraid I didn’t do as much as I could have! But the fear of what might happen almost made me lose my ability to think clearly."

"Your attendance upon her, has been too much for you. You do not look well. Oh! that I had been with you, you have had every care and anxiety upon yourself alone."

"Taking care of her has been too much for you. You don’t look well. I wish I had been there with you; you’ve been carrying all the worry and stress on your own."

"Mary and Kitty have been very kind, and would have shared in every fatigue, I am sure, but I did not think it right for either of them. Kitty is slight and delicate, and Mary studies so much, that her hours of repose should not be broken in on. My aunt Philips came to Longbourn on Tuesday, after my father went away; and was so good as to stay till Thursday with me. She was of great use and comfort to us all, and lady Lucas has been very kind; she walked here on Wednesday morning to condole with us, and offered her services, or any of her daughters, if they could be of use to us."

"Mary and Kitty have been really nice, and I'm sure they would have shared in all the hard work, but I didn't think it was right for either of them. Kitty is small and fragile, and Mary studies so much that she shouldn't be disturbed during her downtime. My Aunt Philips came to Longbourn on Tuesday, after my dad left, and was kind enough to stay until Thursday with me. She was a big help and comfort to all of us, and Lady Lucas has been very generous; she walked over on Wednesday morning to express her sympathy and offered her help, or that of any of her daughters, if they could be of assistance to us."

"She had better have stayed at home," cried Elizabeth; "perhaps she meant well, but, under such a misfortune as this, one cannot see too little of one's neighbours. Assistance is impossible; condolence, insufferable. Let them triumph over us at a distance, and be satisfied."

"She should have just stayed home," Elizabeth exclaimed. "Maybe she had good intentions, but in a situation like this, it’s best to keep our distance from neighbors. We can't expect any help; sympathy is too much to handle. Let them celebrate their victory from afar and be content with that."

She then proceeded to enquire into the measures which her father had intended to pursue, while in town, for the recovery of his daughter.

She then went on to ask about the steps her father had planned to take while in town to find his daughter.

"He meant, I believe," replied Jane, "to go to Epsom, the place where they last changed horses, see the postilions, and try if any thing could be made out from them. His principal object must be, to discover the number of the hackney coach which took them from Clapham. It had come with a fare from London; and as he thought the circumstance of a gentleman and lady's removing from one carriage into another, might be remarked, he meant to make enquiries at Clapham. If he could any how discover at what house the coachman had before set down his fare, he determined to make enquiries there, and hoped it might not be impossible to find out the stand and number of the coach. I do not know of any other designs that he had formed: but he was in such a hurry to be gone, and his spirits so greatly discomposed, that I had difficulty in finding out even so much as this."

"I think," Jane replied, "he meant to go to Epsom, where they last switched horses, talk to the drivers, and see if they could figure anything out from them. His main goal must be to find out the number of the cab that took them from Clapham. It had come from London with a passenger, and since he thought it was unusual for a gentleman and lady to switch from one carriage to another, he planned to ask around in Clapham. If he could somehow find out which house the cab driver had dropped off his passenger at before, he intended to inquire there and hoped it wouldn’t be too difficult to discover the cab stand and number. I don’t know of any other plans he had in mind, but he was in such a rush to leave and so clearly upset that I could barely figure out even this much."


CHAPTER VI.

The whole party were in hopes of a letter from Mr. Bennet the next morning, but the post came in without bringing a single line from him. His family knew him to be on all common occasions, a most negligent and dilatory correspondent, but at such a time, they had hoped for exertion. They were forced to conclude, that he had no pleasing intelligence to send, but even of that they would have been glad to be certain. Mr. Gardiner had waited only for the letters before he set off.

The whole party was hoping for a letter from Mr. Bennet the next morning, but the mail arrived without bringing a single line from him. His family knew that he was usually a pretty careless and slow correspondent, but during such a time, they had hoped he would make an effort. They had to conclude that he probably had no good news to share, but even that would have given them some certainty. Mr. Gardiner had only waited for the letters before he set off.

When he was gone, they were certain at least of receiving constant information of what was going on, and their uncle promised, at parting, to prevail on Mr. Bennet to return to Longbourn, as soon as he could, to the great consolation of his sister, who considered it as the only security for her husband's not being killed in a duel.

When he left, they were sure they would at least get regular updates on what was happening, and their uncle promised before departing to convince Mr. Bennet to come back to Longbourn as soon as possible, much to the comfort of his sister, who saw it as the only way to ensure her husband wouldn't be killed in a duel.

Mrs. Gardiner and the children were to remain in Hertfordshire a few days longer, as the former thought her presence might be serviceable to her nieces. She shared in their attendance on Mrs. Bennet, and was a great comfort to them, in their hours of freedom. Their other aunt also visited them frequently, and always, as she said, with the design of cheering and heartening them up, though as she never came without reporting some fresh instance of Wickham's extravagance or irregularity, she seldom went away without leaving them more dispirited than she found them.

Mrs. Gardiner and the kids were going to stay in Hertfordshire a few more days because she thought her presence might help her nieces. She assisted in taking care of Mrs. Bennet and provided great comfort to them during their free time. Their other aunt also visited them often, claiming it was to lift their spirits, but since she always brought news of Wickham's latest extravagance or misbehavior, she usually left them feeling more down than before.

All Meryton seemed striving to blacken the man, who, but three months before, had been almost an angel of light. He was declared to be in debt to every tradesman in the place, and his intrigues, all honoured with the title of seduction, had been extended into every tradesman's family. Every body declared that he was the wickedest young man in the world; and every body began to find out, that they had always distrusted the appearance of his goodness. Elizabeth, though she did not credit above half of what was said, believed enough to make her former assurance of her sister's ruin still more certain; and even Jane, who believed still less of it, became almost hopeless, more especially as the time was now come, when if they had gone to Scotland, which she had never before entirely despaired of, they must in all probability have gained some news of them.

All of Meryton seemed to be trying to tear down the man who, just three months earlier, had been seen as almost an angel. He was rumored to owe money to every shopkeeper in town, and his affairs, all labeled as seduction, had infiltrated every shopkeeper's family. Everyone claimed he was the most wicked young man in existence; and everyone began to realize that they had always doubted the sincerity of his goodness. Elizabeth, although she doubted more than half of what was said, believed enough to be even more certain of her sister's ruin; and even Jane, who believed even less of it, became almost hopeless, especially since the time had come when if they had gone to Scotland, which she had never entirely given up hope of, they would have likely heard some news of them.

Mr. Gardiner left Longbourn on Sunday; on Tuesday, his wife received a letter from him; it told them, that on his arrival, he had immediately found out his brother, and persuaded him to come to Gracechurch street. That Mr. Bennet had been to Epsom and Clapham, before his arrival, but without gaining any satisfactory information; and that he was now determined to enquire at all the principal hotels in town, as Mr. Bennet thought it possible they might have gone to one of them, on their first coming to London, before they procured lodgings. Mr. Gardiner himself did not expect any success from this measure, but as his brother was eager in it, he meant to assist him in pursuing it. He added, that Mr. Bennet seemed wholly disinclined at present, to leave London, and promised to write again very soon. There was also a postscript to this effect.

Mr. Gardiner left Longbourn on Sunday; on Tuesday, his wife received a letter from him. It informed them that upon his arrival, he had immediately tracked down his brother and convinced him to come to Gracechurch Street. Mr. Bennet had gone to Epsom and Clapham before Mr. Gardiner got there, but he hadn’t found any helpful information. Now, he was determined to check all the main hotels in town, since Mr. Bennet thought it was possible they might have stayed at one of them when they first arrived in London, before finding a place to stay. Mr. Gardiner didn’t expect much success from this plan, but since his brother was so keen on it, he planned to help him with it. He added that Mr. Bennet seemed completely unwilling to leave London at the moment and promised to write again very soon. There was also a postscript that conveyed the same message.

"I have written to Colonel Forster to desire him to find out, if possible, from some of the young man's intimates in the regiment, whether Wickham has any relations or connections, who would be likely to know in what part of the town he has now concealed himself. If there were any one, that one could apply to, with a probability of gaining such a clue as that, it might be of essential consequence. At present we have nothing to guide us. Colonel Forster will, I dare say, do every thing in his power to satisfy us on this head. But, on second thoughts, perhaps Lizzy could tell us, what relations he has now living, better than any other person."

"I’ve written to Colonel Forster asking him to see if he can find out from some of the young man's friends in the regiment whether Wickham has any relatives or connections who might know where he’s currently hiding in town. If there’s someone we could talk to who might help us with that information, it could be really important. Right now, we have no leads. I’m sure Colonel Forster will do everything he can to help us with this. But thinking it over, maybe Lizzy would know better than anyone else what living relatives he has."

Elizabeth was at no loss to understand from whence this deference for her authority proceeded; but it was not in her power to give any information of so satisfactory a nature, as the compliment deserved.

Elizabeth easily understood where this respect for her authority came from; however, she couldn't provide any information that was as satisfying as the compliment warranted.

She had never heard of his having had any relations, except a father and mother, both of whom had been dead many years. It was possible, however, that some of his companions in the ——shire, might be able to give more information; and, though she was not very sanguine in expecting it, the application was a something to look forward to.

She had never heard of him having any relationships other than his parents, both of whom had been dead for many years. However, it was possible that some of his friends in the ——shire might have more information. Although she wasn't very hopeful about it, the idea of reaching out was something to look forward to.

Every day at Longbourn was now a day of anxiety; but the most anxious part of each was when the post was expected. The arrival of letters was the first grand object of every morning's impatience. Through letters, whatever of good or bad was to be told, would be communicated, and every succeeding day was expected to bring some news of importance.

Every day at Longbourn was now filled with anxiety; but the most anxious moments were when the mail was due. The arrival of letters was the main focus of every morning's anticipation. Through letters, whatever good or bad news there was to share would be communicated, and each following day was anticipated to bring some important update.

But before they heard again from Mr. Gardiner, a letter arrived for their father, from a different quarter, from Mr. Collins; which, as Jane had received directions to open all that came for him in his absence, she accordingly read; and Elizabeth, who knew what curiosities his letters always were, looked over her, and read it likewise. It was as follows:

But before they heard back from Mr. Gardiner, a letter came for their father from someone else, Mr. Collins. Since Jane had been told to open all his mail while he was away, she did so and read it. Elizabeth, who knew how interesting Mr. Collins’s letters always were, leaned over and read it too. It said the following:

"My dear Sir,

"Dear Sir,

"I feel myself called upon, by our relationship, and my situation in life, to condole with you on the grievous affliction you are now suffering under, of which we were yesterday informed by a letter from Hertfordshire. Be assured, my dear Sir, that Mrs. Collins and myself sincerely sympathise with you, and all your respectable family, in your present distress, which must be of the bitterest kind, because proceeding from a cause which no time can remove. No arguments shall be wanting on my part, that can alleviate so severe a misfortune; or that may comfort you, under a circumstance that must be of all others most afflicting to a parent's mind. The death of your daughter would have been a blessing in comparison of this. And it is the more to be lamented, because there is reason to suppose, as my dear Charlotte informs me, that this licentiousness of behaviour in your daughter, has proceeded from a faulty degree of indulgence, though, at the same time, for the consolation of yourself and Mrs. Bennet, I am inclined to think that her own disposition must be naturally bad, or she could not be guilty of such an enormity, at so early an age. Howsoever that may be, you are grievously to be pitied, in which opinion I am not only joined by Mrs. Collins, but likewise by lady Catherine and her daughter, to whom I have related the affair. They agree with me in apprehending that this false step in one daughter, will be injurious to the fortunes of all the others, for who, as lady Catherine herself condescendingly says, will connect themselves with such a family. And this consideration leads me moreover to reflect with augmented satisfaction on a certain event of last November, for had it been otherwise, I must have been involved in all your sorrow and disgrace. Let me advise you then, my dear Sir, to console yourself as much as possible, to throw off your unworthy child from your affection for ever, and leave her to reap the fruits of her own heinous offence.

"I feel the need to express my condolences for the great sorrow you are experiencing, which we learned about from a letter from Hertfordshire yesterday. Please know, dear Sir, that both Mrs. Collins and I truly empathize with you and your esteemed family during this challenging time, which must be incredibly painful, as it comes from a situation that time cannot heal. I won’t hold back any support that might ease such a significant misfortune or comfort you in what is undoubtedly the most distressing experience for a parent. The death of your daughter would have been a blessing compared to this. It’s especially tragic because, as my dear Charlotte has mentioned, it seems your daughter’s reckless behavior may stem from excessive indulgence, although I believe, for your and Mrs. Bennet’s peace of mind, she must have a fundamentally flawed character to act so poorly at such a young age. Regardless, you have my deepest sympathy, a sentiment that Mrs. Collins shares, as well as Lady Catherine and her daughter, with whom I have discussed the matter. They all agree with me that this mistake by one daughter will likely impact the prospects of all the others, for who, as Lady Catherine says, would want to align themselves with such a family? This thought leads me to reflect with even greater relief on a certain event from last November, as had it gone differently, I might have been caught up in your pain and disgrace. So, dear Sir, I advise you to find as much comfort as you can, to cut ties with your disobedient child forever, and let her face the consequences of her serious wrongdoing."

"I am, dear Sir, &c. &c."

"Sincerely, dear Sir, etc. etc."

Mr. Gardiner did not write again, till he had received an answer from Colonel Forster; and then he had nothing of a pleasant nature to send. It was not known that Wickham had a single relation, with whom he kept up any connection, and it was certain that he had no near one living. His former acquaintance had been numerous; but since he had been in the militia, it did not appear that he was on terms of particular friendship with any of them. There was no one therefore who could be pointed out, as likely to give any news of him. And in the wretched state of his own finances, there was a very powerful motive for secrecy, in addition to his fear of discovery by Lydia's relations, for it had just transpired that he had left gaming debts behind him, to a very considerable amount. Colonel Forster believed that more than a thousand pounds would be necessary to clear his expences at Brighton. He owed a good deal in the town, but his debts of honour were still more formidable. Mr. Gardiner did not attempt to conceal these particulars from the Longbourn family; Jane heard them with horror. "A gamester!" she cried. "This is wholly unexpected. I had not an idea of it."

Mr. Gardiner didn’t write again until he heard back from Colonel Forster, and when he did, he had nothing good to share. It wasn’t known that Wickham had any relatives he stayed in touch with, and it was clear he had no close ones alive. He had many acquaintances before, but since joining the militia, he hadn’t seemed particularly friendly with any of them. So, there was no one who could provide any news about him. Given his terrible financial situation, along with his fear of being found out by Lydia's family, he had a strong reason to keep things quiet, especially since it had just come to light that he left behind a significant amount of gambling debts. Colonel Forster believed that more than a thousand pounds would be needed to settle his expenses in Brighton. He owed quite a bit in town, but his debts of honor were even worse. Mr. Gardiner didn’t try to hide these details from the Longbourn family; Jane listened in shock. “A gambler!” she exclaimed. “This is completely unexpected. I had no idea!”

Mr. Gardiner added in his letter, that they might expect to see their father at home on the following day, which was Saturday. Rendered spiritless by the ill-success of all their endeavours, he had yielded to his brother-in-law's intreaty that he would return to his family, and leave it to him to do, whatever occasion might suggest to be advisable for continuing their pursuit. When Mrs. Bennet was told of this, she did not express so much satisfaction as her children expected, considering what her anxiety for his life had been before.

Mr. Gardiner mentioned in his letter that they could expect to see their father at home the next day, which was Saturday. Feeling defeated by the failure of all their efforts, he had agreed to his brother-in-law’s request to return to his family and let him handle whatever needed to be done to continue their search. When Mrs. Bennet heard this, she didn’t show as much satisfaction as her children had anticipated, given how worried she had been for his life before.

"What, is he coming home, and without poor Lydia!" she cried. "Sure he will not leave London before he has found them. Who is to fight Wickham, and make him marry her, if he comes away?"

"What, is he coming home, and without poor Lydia!" she cried. "Surely he won't leave London until he finds them. Who's going to confront Wickham and make him marry her if he leaves?"

As Mrs. Gardiner began to wish to be at home, it was settled that she and her children should go to London, at the same time that Mr. Bennet came from it. The coach, therefore, took them the first stage of their journey, and brought its master back to Longbourn.

As Mrs. Gardiner started to want to be home, it was decided that she and her children would head to London at the same time Mr. Bennet was returning from there. So, the coach took them for the first part of their journey and brought Mr. Bennet back to Longbourn.

Mrs. Gardiner went away in all the perplexity about Elizabeth and her Derbyshire friend, that had attended her from that part of the world. His name had never been voluntarily mentioned before them by her niece; and the kind of half-expectation which Mrs. Gardiner had formed, of their being followed by a letter from him, had ended in nothing. Elizabeth had received none since her return, that could come from Pemberley.

Mrs. Gardiner left feeling completely confused about Elizabeth and her friend from Derbyshire, which had been weighing on her since she was there. Her niece had never brought up his name on her own; and the kind of hopeful expectation Mrs. Gardiner had about getting a letter from him had turned out to be nothing. Elizabeth hadn't received any letters since her return that could be from Pemberley.

The present unhappy state of the family, rendered any other excuse for the lowness of her spirits unnecessary; nothing, therefore, could be fairly conjectured from that, though Elizabeth, who was by this time tolerably well acquainted with her own feelings, was perfectly aware, that, had she known nothing of Darcy, she could have borne the dread of Lydia's infamy somewhat better. It would have spared her, she thought, one sleepless night out of two.

The current unhappy situation of the family made any other excuse for her low mood unnecessary; therefore, nothing could really be guessed from that. However, Elizabeth, who now had a decent understanding of her own feelings, knew that if she hadn’t known anything about Darcy, she could have handled the fear of Lydia’s disgrace a bit better. She thought it would have saved her from losing one sleepless night out of every two.

When Mr. Bennet arrived, he had all the appearance of his usual philosophic composure. He said as little as he had ever been in the habit of saying; made no mention of the business that had taken him away, and it was some time before his daughters had courage to speak of it.

When Mr. Bennet showed up, he looked just like he always did—calm and collected. He said hardly anything, just like he usually did; he didn’t bring up the business that had kept him away, and it took a while before his daughters found the courage to talk about it.

It was not till the afternoon, when he joined them at tea, that Elizabeth ventured to introduce the subject; and then, on her briefly expressing her sorrow for what he must have endured, he replied, "Say nothing of that. Who should suffer but myself? It has been my own doing, and I ought to feel it."

It wasn't until the afternoon, when he joined them for tea, that Elizabeth dared to bring up the topic; and then, after she briefly expressed her sympathy for what he must have gone through, he responded, "Don't mention it. Who else should suffer but me? It's been my own fault, and I deserve to feel it."

"You must not be too severe upon yourself," replied Elizabeth.

"You shouldn't be too hard on yourself," Elizabeth replied.

"You may well warn me against such an evil. Human nature is so prone to fall into it! No, Lizzy, let me once in my life feel how much I have been to blame. I am not afraid of being overpowered by the impression. It will pass away soon enough."

"You might want to warn me against that kind of trouble. Human nature is so likely to fall into it! No, Lizzy, let me just once in my life feel how much I've messed up. I'm not scared of being overwhelmed by it. It won't last long anyway."

"Do you suppose them to be in London?"

"Do you think they're in London?"

"Yes; where else can they be so well concealed?"

"Yes; where else can they be hidden so well?"

"And Lydia used to want to go to London," added Kitty.

"And Lydia used to want to go to London," Kitty added.

"She is happy, then," said her father, drily; "and her residence there will probably be of some duration."

"She’s happy, then," her father said dryly; "and she'll probably be living there for a while."

Then, after a short silence, he continued, "Lizzy, I bear you no ill-will for being justified in your advice to me last May, which, considering the event, shews some greatness of mind."

Then, after a brief pause, he continued, "Lizzy, I hold no grudge against you for being right in your advice to me last May, which, given the outcome, shows a certain level of greatness of mind."

They were interrupted by Miss Bennet, who came to fetch her mother's tea.

They were interrupted by Miss Bennet, who came to get her mother's tea.

"This is a parade," cried he, "which does one good; it gives such an elegance to misfortune! Another day I will do the same; I will sit in my library, in my night cap and powdering gown, and give as much trouble as I can,—or, perhaps, I may defer it, till Kitty runs away."

"This is a parade," he shouted, "that really lifts your spirits; it adds a touch of elegance to misfortune! Another day, I'll do the same; I'll sit in my library, wearing my nightcap and robe, and cause as much trouble as I can—though maybe I'll wait until Kitty runs away."

"I am not going to run away, Papa," said Kitty, fretfully; "if I should ever go to Brighton, I would behave better than Lydia."

"I’m not going to run away, Dad," said Kitty impatiently; "if I ever go to Brighton, I would act better than Lydia."

"You go to Brighton!—I would not trust you so near it as East Bourne for fifty pounds! No, Kitty, I have at last learnt to be cautious, and you will feel the effects of it. No officer is ever to enter my house again, nor even to pass through the village. Balls will be absolutely prohibited, unless you stand up with one of your sisters. And you are never to stir out of doors, till you can prove, that you have spent ten minutes of every day in a rational manner."

"You are going to Brighton!—I wouldn’t trust you that close as Eastbourne for fifty pounds! No, Kitty, I've finally learned to be careful, and you’ll feel the impact of that. No officer is ever allowed in my house again, nor even to pass through the village. Balls will be completely banned, unless you dance with one of your sisters. And you’re not allowed out until you can show that you’ve spent ten minutes each day doing something sensible."

Kitty, who took all these threats in a serious light, began to cry.

Kitty, who took all these threats seriously, started to cry.

"Well, well," said he, "do not make yourself unhappy. If you are a good girl for the next ten years, I will take you to a review at the end of them."

"Well, well," he said, "don't make yourself miserable. If you behave well for the next ten years, I'll take you to a parade at the end of that time."


CHAPTER VII.

Two days after Mr. Bennet's return, as Jane and Elizabeth were walking together in the shrubbery behind the house, they saw the housekeeper coming towards them, and, concluding that she came to call them to their mother, went forward to meet her; but, instead of the expected summons, when they approached her, she said to Miss Bennet, "I beg your pardon, madam, for interrupting you, but I was in hopes you might have got some good news from town, so I took the liberty of coming to ask."

Two days after Mr. Bennet got back, Jane and Elizabeth were taking a walk in the bushes behind the house when they saw the housekeeper walking towards them. Assuming she was coming to get them for their mother, they went to meet her. But instead of the expected message, when they got closer, she said to Miss Bennet, "Excuse me for interrupting you, but I was hoping you might have some good news from town, so I took the liberty of coming to ask."

"What do you mean, Hill? We have heard nothing from town."

"What do you mean, Hill? We haven't heard anything from town."

"Dear madam," cried Mrs. Hill, in great astonishment, "don't you know there is an express come for master from Mr. Gardiner? He has been here this half hour, and master has had a letter."

"Dear ma'am," exclaimed Mrs. Hill, in great surprise, "don't you know there's an express delivery for master from Mr. Gardiner? He’s been here for the last half hour, and master has received a letter."

Away ran the girls, too eager to get in to have time for speech. They ran through the vestibule into the breakfast room; from thence to the library;—their father was in neither; and they were on the point of seeking him up stairs with their mother, when they were met by the butler, who said,

Away ran the girls, too excited to talk. They dashed through the entrance into the breakfast room; then to the library;—their father wasn't in either place; and they were just about to look for him upstairs with their mother when they ran into the butler, who said,

"If you are looking for my master, ma'am, he is walking towards the little copse."

"If you're looking for my master, ma'am, he's walking toward the small grove."

Upon this information, they instantly passed through the hall once more, and ran across the lawn after their father, who was deliberately pursuing his way towards a small wood on one side of the paddock.

Based on this information, they quickly went through the hall again and dashed across the lawn after their dad, who was intentionally making his way to a small woods on one side of the pasture.

Jane, who was not so light, nor so much in the habit of running as Elizabeth, soon lagged behind, while her sister, panting for breath, came up with him, and eagerly cried out,

Jane, who wasn't as light or used to running as Elizabeth, soon fell behind, while her sister, out of breath, caught up to him and excitedly shouted,

"Oh, Papa, what news? what news? have you heard from my uncle?"

"Oh, Dad, any news? Have you heard from my uncle?"

"Yes, I have had a letter from him by express."

"Yes, I received a letter from him via express delivery."

"Well, and what news does it bring? good or bad?"

"Well, what news does it bring? Good or bad?"

"What is there of good to be expected?" said he, taking the letter from his pocket; "but perhaps you would like to read it."

"What good can we expect?" he said, pulling the letter from his pocket. "But maybe you'd like to read it."

Elizabeth impatiently caught it from his hand. Jane now came up.

Elizabeth impatiently grabbed it from his hand. Jane then approached.

"Read it aloud," said their father, "for I hardly know myself what it is about."

"Read it out loud," their father said, "because I barely understand what it’s about myself."

"Gracechurch-street, Monday,
August 2.

"Gracechurch Street, Monday,
August 2.

"My dear Brother,

"My dear Brother,

"At last I am able to send you some tidings of my niece, and such as, upon the whole, I hope will give you satisfaction. Soon after you left me on Saturday, I was fortunate enough to find out in what part of London they were. The particulars, I reserve till we meet. It is enough to know they are discovered, I have seen them both——"

"I finally have some news about my niece, and I hope it makes you happy. Not long after you left on Saturday, I managed to find out where they are in London. I'll keep the details for when we meet, but the important thing is that they've been found; I've seen both of them—"

"Then it is, as I always hoped," cried Jane; "they are married!"

"Then it is, just as I always hoped," exclaimed Jane; "they're married!"

Elizabeth read on; "I have seen them both. They are not married, nor can I find there was any intention of being so; but if you are willing to perform the engagements which I have ventured to make on your side, I hope it will not be long before they are. All that is required of you is, to assure to your daughter, by settlement, her equal share of the five thousand pounds, secured among your children after the decease of yourself and my sister; and, moreover, to enter into an engagement of allowing her, during your life, one hundred pounds per annum. These are conditions, which, considering every thing, I had no hesitation in complying with, as far as I thought myself privileged, for you. I shall send this by express, that no time may be lost in bringing me your answer. You will easily comprehend, from these particulars, that Mr. Wickham's circumstances are not so hopeless as they are generally believed to be. The world has been deceived in that respect; and I am happy to say, there will be some little money, even when all his debts are discharged, to settle on my niece, in addition to her own fortune. If, as I conclude will be the case, you send me full powers to act in your name, throughout the whole of this business, I will immediately give directions to Haggerston for preparing a proper settlement. There will not be the smallest occasion for your coming to town again; therefore, stay quietly at Longbourn, and depend on my diligence and care. Send back your answer as soon as you can, and be careful to write explicitly. We have judged it best, that my niece should be married from this house, of which I hope you will approve. She comes to us to-day. I shall write again as soon as any thing more is determined on. Your's, &c.

Elizabeth continued reading: "I have seen both of them. They aren’t married, and I can’t find any sign that they plan to marry; however, if you’re willing to follow through on the commitments I’ve made for you, I hope it won’t be long before they do. All I need from you is to ensure your daughter receives her equal share of the five thousand pounds, which will be divided among your children after both you and my sister have passed away; and, in addition, to agree to give her one hundred pounds a year during your lifetime. These are terms that, given everything, I had no hesitation in accepting, as much as I felt I could for you. I’ll send this by express so that there’s no delay in your response. From this information, you can see that Mr. Wickham’s situation isn’t as hopeless as most people think. The public has been misled about this, and I’m happy to inform you that there will be some money left over, even after all his debts are settled, to go to my niece, in addition to her own fortune. If, as I suspect will happen, you give me full authority to act on your behalf in this matter, I will immediately instruct Haggerston to prepare an appropriate settlement. You won’t need to come to town again; so please stay comfortably at Longbourn and trust in my diligence and care. Send your response back as soon as you can, and be sure to write clearly. We think it’s best that my niece gets married from this house, which I hope you’ll agree with. She’s coming to us today. I will write again as soon as there’s anything more to report. Yours, &c."

"Edw. Gardiner."

"Edw. Gardiner."

"Is it possible!" cried Elizabeth, when she had finished. "Can it be possible that he will marry her?"

"Is it possible?" cried Elizabeth when she finished. "Can it really be true that he will marry her?"

"Wickham is not so undeserving, then, as we have thought him;" said her sister. "My dear father, I congratulate you."

"Wickham isn't as undeserving as we thought he was," her sister said. "Dad, I congratulate you."

"And have you answered the letter?" said Elizabeth.

"And did you reply to the letter?" asked Elizabeth.

"No; but it must be done soon."

"No, but it needs to be done soon."

Most earnestly did she then intreat him to lose no more time before he wrote.

Most earnestly did she then urge him not to waste any more time before he wrote.

"Oh! my dear father," she cried, "come back, and write immediately. Consider how important every moment is, in such a case."

"Oh! my dear father," she exclaimed, "please come back and write right away. Think about how crucial every moment is in this situation."

"Let me write for you," said Jane, "if you dislike the trouble yourself."

"Let me write it for you," said Jane, "if you don't want to deal with the hassle yourself."

"I dislike it very much," he replied; "but it must be done."

"I really don't like it," he replied, "but it has to be done."

And so saying, he turned back with them, and walked towards the house.

And with that, he turned around with them and walked toward the house.

"And may I ask?" said Elizabeth, "but the terms, I suppose, must be complied with."

"And may I ask?" said Elizabeth, "but I assume the terms must be followed."

"Complied with! I am only ashamed of his asking so little."

"Done! I’m just embarrassed that he asked for so little."

"And they must marry! Yet he is such a man!"

"And they have to get married! Yet he is such a guy!"

"Yes, yes, they must marry. There is nothing else to be done. But there are two things that I want very much to know:—one is, how much money your uncle has laid down, to bring it about; and the other, how I am ever to pay him."

"Yes, yes, they have to get married. There's no other option. But there are two things I really want to know: one is how much money your uncle has put in to make it happen; and the other is how I'm supposed to repay him."

"Money! my uncle!" cried Jane, "what do you mean, Sir?"

"Money! My uncle!" shouted Jane, "What do you mean, sir?"

"I mean, that no man in his senses, would marry Lydia on so slight a temptation as one hundred a-year during my life, and fifty after I am gone."

"I mean, no sane man would marry Lydia for such a small incentive as one hundred a year while I'm alive and fifty after I'm gone."

"That is very true," said Elizabeth; "though it had not occurred to me before. His debts to be discharged, and something still to remain! Oh! it must be my uncle's doings! Generous, good man, I am afraid he has distressed himself. A small sum could not do all this."

"That's really true," said Elizabeth; "I hadn't thought of it before. His debts need to be paid, and there should still be something left! Oh! It must be my uncle's doing! He’s such a generous, good man, but I’m worried he has stressed himself out over this. A small amount of money couldn’t cover all of that."

"No," said her father, "Wickham's a fool, if he takes her with a farthing less than ten thousand pounds. I should be sorry to think so ill of him, in the very beginning of our relationship."

"No," her father said, "Wickham's an idiot if he takes her for anything less than ten thousand pounds. I would hate to think that poorly of him right at the start of our relationship."

"Ten thousand pounds! Heaven forbid! How is half such a sum to be repaid?"

"Ten thousand pounds! No way! How is anyone supposed to pay back half that amount?"

Mr. Bennet made no answer, and each of them, deep in thought, continued silent till they reached the house. Their father then went to the library to write, and the girls walked into the breakfast-room.

Mr. Bennet didn’t respond, and each of them, lost in thought, remained silent until they got to the house. Their dad then went to the library to write, and the girls headed into the breakfast room.

"And they are really to be married!" cried Elizabeth, as soon as they were by themselves. "How strange this is! And for this we are to be thankful. That they should marry, small as is their chance of happiness, and wretched as is his character, we are forced to rejoice! Oh, Lydia!"

"And they’re really going to get married!" cried Elizabeth, as soon as they were alone. "How odd is this! And we are supposed to be grateful for this. That they’re getting married, despite their slim chance of happiness and his terrible character, we have to celebrate! Oh, Lydia!"

"I comfort myself with thinking," replied Jane, "that he certainly would not marry Lydia, if he had not a real regard for her. Though our kind uncle has done something towards clearing him, I cannot believe that ten thousand pounds, or any thing like it, has been advanced. He has children of his own, and may have more. How could he spare half ten thousand pounds?"

"I try to reassure myself," Jane replied, "that he definitely wouldn't marry Lydia if he didn't truly care for her. Even though our kind uncle has done something to help clear him, I just can't believe that ten thousand pounds, or anything close to it, has been given. He has his own kids and might have more in the future. How could he possibly spare five thousand pounds?"

"If we are ever able to learn what Wickham's debts have been," said Elizabeth, "and how much is settled on his side on our sister, we shall exactly know what Mr. Gardiner has done for them, because Wickham has not sixpence of his own. The kindness of my uncle and aunt can never be requited. Their taking her home, and affording her their personal protection and countenance, is such a sacrifice to her advantage, as years of gratitude cannot enough acknowledge. By this time she is actually with them! If such goodness does not make her miserable now, she will never deserve to be happy! What a meeting for her, when she first sees my aunt!"

"If we ever find out what Wickham's debts are," Elizabeth said, "and how much he has set aside for our sister, we'll know exactly what Mr. Gardiner has done for them, since Wickham doesn't have a penny to his name. My uncle and aunt's kindness can never be repaid. Their taking her in and providing her with their support and protection is such a huge sacrifice for her benefit that no amount of gratitude over the years could ever be enough. By now, she’s really with them! If this kind of goodness doesn’t make her happy now, she’ll never deserve to be happy! What a reunion it will be when she sees my aunt for the first time!"

"We must endeavour to forget all that has passed on either side," said Jane: "I hope and trust they will yet be happy. His consenting to marry her is a proof, I will believe, that he is come to a right way of thinking. Their mutual affection will steady them; and I flatter myself they will settle so quietly, and live in so rational a manner, as may in time make their past imprudence forgotten."

"We need to try to forget everything that has happened on both sides," Jane said. "I hope and believe they will be happy. His agreeing to marry her shows, I want to believe, that he has come to the right way of thinking. Their mutual affection will keep them grounded; and I believe they will settle down quietly and live in a sensible way, which will eventually make their past mistakes forgotten."

"Their conduct has been such," replied Elizabeth, "as neither you, nor I, nor any body, can ever forget. It is useless to talk of it."

"Their behavior has been such," Elizabeth replied, "that neither you, nor I, nor anyone else will ever forget it. There's no point in discussing it."

It now occurred to the girls that their mother was in all likelihood perfectly ignorant of what had happened. They went to the library, therefore, and asked their father, whether he would not wish them to make it known to her. He was writing, and, without raising his head, coolly replied,

It suddenly hit the girls that their mother probably had no idea what had happened. So, they went to the library and asked their father if he wanted them to tell her. He was writing and, without looking up, casually replied,

"Just as you please."

"Whatever you like."

"May we take my uncle's letter to read to her?"

"Can we take my uncle's letter to read to her?"

"Take whatever you like, and get away."

"Take whatever you want and leave."

Elizabeth took the letter from his writing table, and they went up stairs together. Mary and Kitty were both with Mrs. Bennet: one communication would, therefore, do for all. After a slight preparation for good news, the letter was read aloud. Mrs. Bennet could hardly contain herself. As soon as Jane had read Mr. Gardiner's hope of Lydia's being soon married, her joy burst forth, and every following sentence added to its exuberance. She was now in an irritation as violent from delight, as she had ever been fidgetty from alarm and vexation. To know that her daughter would be married was enough. She was disturbed by no fear for her felicity, nor humbled by any remembrance of her misconduct.

Elizabeth took the letter from his writing desk, and they went upstairs together. Mary and Kitty were both with Mrs. Bennet, so one message would work for all. After a brief buildup for good news, the letter was read aloud. Mrs. Bennet could hardly contain her excitement. As soon as Jane read Mr. Gardiner's hope that Lydia would soon be married, her joy overflowed, and each following sentence only increased it. She was now in a state of joy as intense as she had ever been anxious from worry and frustration. Knowing that her daughter would be married was enough for her. She felt no fear for her happiness and was not humbled by any memories of her past mistakes.

"My dear, dear Lydia!" she cried: "This is delightful indeed!—She will be married!—I shall see her again!—She will be married at sixteen!—My good, kind brother!—I knew how it would be—I knew he would manage every thing. How I long to see her! and to see dear Wickham too! But the clothes, the wedding clothes! I will write to my sister Gardiner about them directly. Lizzy, my dear, run down to your father, and ask him how much he will give her. Stay, stay, I will go myself. Ring the bell, Kitty, for Hill. I will put on my things in a moment. My dear, dear Lydia!—How merry we shall be together when we meet!"

"My dear, dear Lydia!" she exclaimed. "This is truly wonderful!—She’s getting married!—I’ll see her again!—She’ll be married at sixteen!—My sweet brother!—I knew it would be like this—I knew he would take care of everything. I can’t wait to see her! And dear Wickham too! But the clothes, the wedding clothes! I’ll write to my sister Gardiner about them right away. Lizzy, my dear, go down to your father and ask him how much he’ll give her. Wait, wait, I’ll go myself. Ring the bell, Kitty, for Hill. I’ll get ready in a moment. My dear, dear Lydia!—How joyful we’ll be when we meet!"

Her eldest daughter endeavoured to give some relief to the violence of these transports, by leading her thoughts to the obligations which Mr. Gardiner's behaviour laid them all under.

Her oldest daughter tried to ease the intensity of these emotions by focusing on the obligations that Mr. Gardiner's actions placed on all of them.

"For we must attribute this happy conclusion," she added, "in a great measure, to his kindness. We are persuaded that he has pledged himself to assist Mr. Wickham with money."

"For we must credit this happy outcome," she added, "largely to his generosity. We believe he has committed to help Mr. Wickham financially."

"Well," cried her mother, "it is all very right; who should do it but her own uncle? If he had not had a family of his own, I and my children must have had all his money you know, and it is the first time we have ever had any thing from him, except a few presents. Well! I am so happy. In a short time, I shall have a daughter married. Mrs. Wickham! How well it sounds. And she was only sixteen last June. My dear Jane, I am in such a flutter, that I am sure I can't write; so I will dictate, and you write for me. We will settle with your father about the money afterwards; but the things should be ordered immediately."

"Well," her mother exclaimed, "it’s all very fitting; who else should do it but her own uncle? If he didn’t have a family of his own, my kids and I would have had all his money, you know, and this is the first time we’ve ever received anything from him, except for a few gifts. Well! I’m so happy. Soon, I’ll have a daughter who’s married. Mrs. Wickham! That sounds wonderful. And she just turned sixteen last June. My dear Jane, I’m so excited that I can’t write; so I’ll dictate, and you can write for me. We’ll sort out the money with your father later; but the things should be ordered right away."

She was then proceeding to all the particulars of calico, muslin, and cambric, and would shortly have dictated some very plentiful orders, had not Jane, though with some difficulty, persuaded her to wait, till her father was at leisure to be consulted. One day's delay she observed, would be of small importance; and her mother was too happy, to be quite so obstinate as usual. Other schemes too came into her head.

She was going through all the details of calico, muslin, and cambric, and would soon have placed some very large orders, if Jane hadn't, with some difficulty, convinced her to wait until her father was free to discuss it. She pointed out that one day's delay wouldn't matter much, and her mother was too happy to be as stubborn as usual. Other ideas also popped into her head.

"I will go to Meryton," said she, "as soon as I am dressed, and tell the good, good news to my sister Philips. And as I come back, I can call on Lady Lucas and Mrs. Long. Kitty, run down and order the carriage. An airing would do me a great deal of good, I am sure. Girls, can I do any thing for you in Meryton? Oh! here comes Hill. My dear Hill, have you heard the good news? Miss Lydia is going to be married; and you shall all have a bowl of punch, to make merry at her wedding."

"I'll head to Meryton," she said, "as soon as I get dressed, and share the wonderful news with my sister Philips. On my way back, I can stop by Lady Lucas and Mrs. Long. Kitty, go downstairs and call for the carriage. I really need some fresh air; it will do me a world of good, I’m sure. Girls, is there anything I can bring you from Meryton? Oh! Here comes Hill. My dear Hill, have you heard the great news? Miss Lydia is getting married, and you all will have a bowl of punch to celebrate her wedding."

Mrs. Hill began instantly to express her joy. Elizabeth received her congratulations amongst the rest, and then, sick of this folly, took refuge in her own room, that she might think with freedom.

Mrs. Hill immediately started to share her excitement. Elizabeth accepted her congratulations along with the others, and then, tired of the nonsense, retreated to her room so she could think freely.

Poor Lydia's situation must, at best, be bad enough; but that it was no worse, she had need to be thankful. She felt it so; and though, in looking forward, neither rational happiness nor worldly prosperity, could be justly expected for her sister; in looking back to what they had feared, only two hours ago, she felt all the advantages of what they had gained.

Poor Lydia's situation has to be pretty bad; but she was grateful it wasn't worse. She really felt that way, and even though, looking ahead, she couldn't realistically expect her sister to find happiness or success, when she thought back to what they had feared just two hours ago, she appreciated all the benefits they had gained.


CHAPTER VIII.

Mr. Bennet had very often wished, before this period of his life, that, instead of spending his whole income, he had laid by an annual sum, for the better provision of his children, and of his wife, if she survived him. He now wished it more than ever. Had he done his duty in that respect, Lydia need not have been indebted to her uncle, for whatever of honour or credit could now be purchased for her. The satisfaction of prevailing on one of the most worthless young men in Great Britain to be her husband, might then have rested in its proper place.

Mr. Bennet often wished, before this time in his life, that instead of spending all his income, he had saved a yearly amount for the better care of his children and his wife, if she outlived him. He wished it even more now. If he had done his duty in that regard, Lydia wouldn't have had to rely on her uncle for any honor or reputation she could now gain. The achievement of convincing one of the most useless young men in Great Britain to marry her could have then been where it truly belonged.

He was seriously concerned, that a cause of so little advantage to any one, should be forwarded at the sole expence of his brother-in-law, and he was determined, if possible, to find out the extent of his assistance, and to discharge the obligation as soon as he could.

He was genuinely worried that a cause offering so little benefit to anyone would be supported entirely at his brother-in-law's expense, and he was determined to find out how much help he had provided and repay the obligation as soon as he could.

When first Mr. Bennet had married, economy was held to be perfectly useless; for, of course, they were to have a son. This son was to join in cutting off the entail, as soon as he should be of age, and the widow and younger children would by that means be provided for. Five daughters successively entered the world, but yet the son was to come; and Mrs. Bennet, for many years after Lydia's birth, had been certain that he would. This event had at last been despaired of, but it was then too late to be saving. Mrs. Bennet had no turn for economy, and her husband's love of independence had alone prevented their exceeding their income.

When Mr. Bennet first got married, he believed that being frugal was completely pointless; after all, they were supposed to have a son. This son was meant to help secure the family’s inheritance as soon as he came of age, allowing for financial stability for his mother and younger siblings. Five daughters came into the world one after the other, but everyone still expected that a son would arrive eventually, and Mrs. Bennet was convinced, for many years after Lydia was born, that he would. By the time they finally accepted that a son was unlikely, it was too late to start saving. Mrs. Bennet had no inclination for saving money, and her husband’s desire for independence was what kept them from spending beyond their means.

Five thousand pounds was settled by marriage articles on Mrs. Bennet and the children. But in what proportions it should be divided amongst the latter, depended on the will of the parents. This was one point, with regard to Lydia at least, which was now to be settled, and Mr. Bennet could have no hesitation in acceding to the proposal before him. In terms of grateful acknowledgment for the kindness of his brother, though expressed most concisely, he then delivered on paper his perfect approbation of all that was done, and his willingness to fulfil the engagements that had been made for him. He had never before supposed that, could Wickham be prevailed on to marry his daughter, it would be done with so little inconvenience to himself, as by the present arrangement. He would scarcely be ten pounds a-year the loser, by the hundred that was to be paid them; for, what with her board and pocket allowance, and the continual presents in money, which passed to her, through her mother's hands, Lydia's expences had been very little within that sum.

Five thousand pounds was set aside in the marriage agreement for Mrs. Bennet and the children. But how this money would be divided among the children depended on the parents' wishes. This was a point that needed to be decided, especially concerning Lydia, and Mr. Bennet had no hesitation in agreeing to the proposal before him. He expressed his gratitude for his brother's kindness in a brief written note, giving his full support for everything that had been arranged and his willingness to honor the commitments made on his behalf. He had never imagined that if Wickham agreed to marry his daughter, it would be so little trouble for him as it was with this current arrangement. He would hardly be losing more than ten pounds a year out of the hundred that was to be paid to them; considering her living expenses, pocket money, and the continuous gifts of money funneled through her mother, Lydia's costs had been well below that amount.

That it would be done with such trifling exertion on his side, too, was another very welcome surprise; for his chief wish at present, was to have as little trouble in the business as possible. When the first transports of rage which had produced his activity in seeking her were over, he naturally returned to all his former indolence. His letter was soon dispatched; for though dilatory in undertaking business, he was quick in its execution. He begged to know farther particulars of what he was indebted to his brother; but was too angry with Lydia, to send any message to her.

That it would be done with such little effort on his part was another nice surprise; his main wish right now was to have as little hassle as possible. Once the initial bursts of anger that had driven him to seek her calmed down, he naturally slipped back into his usual laziness. He quickly sent off his letter; even though he was slow to start any task, he was fast at getting it done. He asked for more details about what he owed his brother but was too angry with Lydia to send her any message.

The good news quickly spread through the house; and with proportionate speed through the neighbourhood. It was borne in the latter with decent philosophy. To be sure it would have been more for the advantage of conversation, had Miss Lydia Bennet come upon the town; or, as the happiest alternative, been secluded from the world, in some distant farm house. But there was much to be talked of, in marrying her; and the good-natured wishes for her well-doing, which had proceeded before, from all the spiteful old ladies in Meryton, lost but little of their spirit in this change of circumstances, because with such an husband, her misery was considered certain.

The good news spread quickly throughout the house and then through the neighborhood just as fast. The people in the neighborhood took it with a certain level of acceptance. Sure, it would have been better for the gossip if Miss Lydia Bennet had come to town—or, even better, if she had just stayed away from everyone in some distant farmhouse. But there was still plenty to talk about with her getting married, and the well-meaning hopes for her happiness that had come from all the cranky old ladies in Meryton didn't lose their enthusiasm with this new situation, because with such a husband, her unhappiness seemed inevitable.

It was a fortnight since Mrs. Bennet had been down stairs, but on this happy day, she again took her seat at the head of her table, and in spirits oppressively high. No sentiment of shame gave a damp to her triumph. The marriage of a daughter, which had been the first object of her wishes, since Jane was sixteen, was now on the point of accomplishment, and her thoughts and her words ran wholly on those attendants of elegant nuptials, fine muslins, new carriages, and servants. She was busily searching through the neighbourhood for a proper situation for her daughter, and, without knowing or considering what their income might be, rejected many as deficient in size and importance.

It had been two weeks since Mrs. Bennet had been downstairs, but on this happy day, she took her place at the head of the table once again, in an exuberant mood. No feeling of shame could dampen her triumph. The marriage of a daughter, which had been her biggest wish since Jane was sixteen, was now about to happen, and all her thoughts and words were focused on the details of a fancy wedding—elegant dresses, new carriages, and servants. She was actively looking around the neighborhood for a suitable situation for her daughter, and without knowing or considering what their income might be, she dismissed many options as too small and unimportant.

"Haye-Park might do," said she, "if the Gouldings would quit it, or the great house at Stoke, if the drawing-room were larger; but Ashworth is too far off! I could not bear to have her ten miles from me; and as for Purvis Lodge, the attics are dreadful."

"Haye-Park could work," she said, "if the Gouldings would leave, or the big house at Stoke, if the living room were bigger; but Ashworth is just too far away! I couldn't stand having her ten miles from me; and as for Purvis Lodge, the attics are terrible."

Her husband allowed her to talk on without interruption, while the servants remained. But when they had withdrawn, he said to her, "Mrs. Bennet, before you take any, or all of these houses, for your son and daughter, let us come to a right understanding. Into one house in this neighbourhood, they shall never have admittance. I will not encourage the impudence of either, by receiving them at Longbourn."

Her husband let her keep talking without stopping, while the servants were still around. But once they left, he said to her, "Mrs. Bennet, before you consider any or all of these houses for your son and daughter, let's come to a clear agreement. There is one house in this neighborhood that they will never be allowed to enter. I won't support the boldness of either of them by welcoming them at Longbourn."

A long dispute followed this declaration; but Mr. Bennet was firm: it soon led to another; and Mrs. Bennet found, with amazement and horror, that her husband would not advance a guinea to buy clothes for his daughter. He protested that she should receive from him no mark of affection whatever, on the occasion. Mrs. Bennet could hardly comprehend it. That his anger could be carried to such a point of inconceivable resentment, as to refuse his daughter a privilege, without which her marriage would scarcely seem valid, exceeded all that she could believe possible. She was more alive to the disgrace, which the want of new clothes must reflect on her daughter's nuptials, than to any sense of shame at her eloping and living with Wickham, a fortnight before they took place.

A long argument followed this announcement; but Mr. Bennet stood his ground: it quickly led to another disagreement, and Mrs. Bennet found, with shock and dismay, that her husband would not spend a penny to buy clothes for their daughter. He insisted that she would receive no sign of affection from him on this occasion. Mrs. Bennet could hardly understand it. That his anger could reach such an extreme level of unbelievable resentment, as to deny his daughter a basic necessity, without which her marriage would hardly seem legitimate, was beyond anything she could imagine. She was more concerned about the shame that the lack of new clothes would bring to her daughter's wedding than any sense of shame about her eloping and living with Wickham, two weeks before the wedding.

Elizabeth was now most heartily sorry that she had, from the distress of the moment, been led to make Mr. Darcy acquainted with their fears for her sister; for since her marriage would so shortly give the proper termination to the elopement, they might hope to conceal its unfavourable beginning, from all those who were not immediately on the spot.

Elizabeth now felt truly regretful that, in the heat of the moment, she had told Mr. Darcy about their worries for her sister. Since her upcoming marriage would soon provide a proper end to the elopement, they could hope to hide its unfortunate start from everyone who wasn't directly involved.

She had no fear of its spreading farther, through his means. There were few people on whose secrecy she would have more confidently depended; but at the same time, there was no one, whose knowledge of a sister's frailty would have mortified her so much. Not, however, from any fear of disadvantage from it, individually to herself; for at any rate, there seemed a gulf impassable between them. Had Lydia's marriage been concluded on the most honourable terms, it was not to be supposed that Mr. Darcy would connect himself with a family, where to every other objection would now be added, an alliance and relationship of the nearest kind with the man whom he so justly scorned.

She wasn't worried about it spreading further through him. There were few people she would trust with her secrets more; however, there was no one whose awareness of a sister's weaknesses would embarrass her as much. Not because she feared any personal repercussions; there seemed to be an unbridgeable gap between them. Even if Lydia's marriage had been settled on the most honorable terms, it was hard to imagine that Mr. Darcy would connect himself with a family that, on top of all other objections, would now include a relationship with the man he held in such contempt.

From such a connection she could not wonder that he should shrink. The wish of procuring her regard, which she had assured herself of his feeling in Derbyshire, could not in rational expectation survive such a blow as this. She was humbled, she was grieved; she repented, though she hardly knew of what. She became jealous of his esteem, when she could no longer hope to be benefited by it. She wanted to hear of him, when there seemed the least chance of gaining intelligence. She was convinced that she could have been happy with him; when it was no longer likely they should meet.

From such a connection, it was no surprise that he would pull away. The hope of winning his affection, which she had believed he felt in Derbyshire, couldn’t realistically survive such a setback. She felt humbled, sorrowful; she regretted things, even though she hardly understood what for. She became jealous of his respect when she could no longer expect to gain from it. She wanted to hear about him whenever there was even the slightest chance of finding out. She was sure she could have been happy with him when it was no longer likely they would meet.

What a triumph for him, as she often thought, could he know that the proposals which she had proudly spurned only four months ago, would now have been gladly and gratefully received! He was as generous, she doubted not, as the most generous of his sex. But while he was mortal, there must be a triumph.

What a victory for him, she often thought, if he knew that the offers she had proudly rejected just four months ago would now be welcomed with joy and gratitude! She had no doubt he was as generous as any man could be. But as long as he was human, there had to be a victory.

She began now to comprehend that he was exactly the man, who, in disposition and talents, would most suit her. His understanding and temper, though unlike her own, would have answered all her wishes. It was an union that must have been to the advantage of both; by her ease and liveliness, his mind might have been softened, his manners improved, and from his judgment, information, and knowledge of the world, she must have received benefit of greater importance.

She was starting to realize that he was exactly the kind of man, in personality and skills, who would be the best match for her. Although his understanding and temperament were different from hers, they would have fulfilled all her desires. Their partnership would have been beneficial for both; with her comfort and energy, he might have become more relaxed and refined, and she would have gained significant benefits from his judgment, knowledge, and worldly experience.

But no such happy marriage could now teach the admiring multitude what connubial felicity really was. An union of a different tendency, and precluding the possibility of the other, was soon to be formed in their family.

But no marriage like that could now show the admiring crowd what true marital happiness really was. A different kind of union, which ruled out the possibility of the other, was soon to be created in their family.

How Wickham and Lydia were to be supported in tolerable independence, she could not imagine. But how little of permanent happiness could belong to a couple who were only brought together because their passions were stronger than their virtue, she could easily conjecture.

How Wickham and Lydia would manage to support themselves with any sense of independence, she couldn't picture. But she could easily guess how little lasting happiness there could be for a couple who were only together because their desires were stronger than their morals.


Mr. Gardiner soon wrote again to his brother. To Mr. Bennet's acknowledgments he briefly replied, with assurances of his eagerness to promote the welfare of any of his family; and concluded with intreaties that the subject might never be mentioned to him again. The principal purport of his letter was to inform them, that Mr. Wickham had resolved on quitting the Militia.

Mr. Gardiner soon wrote to his brother again. In response to Mr. Bennet's acknowledgment, he briefly replied, expressing his willingness to support the well-being of any family member; and he ended with a request that the topic never be brought up again. The main purpose of his letter was to inform them that Mr. Wickham had decided to leave the Militia.

"It was greatly my wish that he should do so," he added, "as soon as his marriage was fixed on. And I think you will agree with me, in considering a removal from that corps as highly advisable, both on his account and my niece's. It is Mr. Wickham's intention to go into the regulars; and, among his former friends, there are still some who are able and willing to assist him in the army. He has the promise of an ensigncy in General ——'s regiment, now quartered in the North. It is an advantage to have it so far from this part of the kingdom. He promises fairly, and I hope among different people, where they may each have a character to preserve, they will both be more prudent. I have written to Colonel Forster, to inform him of our present arrangements, and to request that he will satisfy the various creditors of Mr. Wickham in and near Brighton, with assurances of speedy payment, for which I have pledged myself. And will you give yourself the trouble of carrying similar assurances to his creditors in Meryton, of whom I shall subjoin a list, according to his information. He has given in all his debts; I hope at least he has not deceived us. Haggerston has our directions, and all will be completed in a week. They will then join his regiment, unless they are first invited to Longbourn; and I understand from Mrs. Gardiner, that my niece is very desirous of seeing you all, before she leaves the South. She is well, and begs to be dutifully remembered to you and her mother.—Your's, &c.

“I really hoped he would do this,” he added, “once his marriage was settled. I think you'll agree that it’s wise for him to distance himself from that group, both for his benefit and my niece's. Mr. Wickham intends to join the regular army, and some of his old friends are still willing to assist him with that. He’s promised an ensign position in General ——'s regiment, which is currently based in the North. It's a bonus that it’s far from here. He appears to have potential, and I hope that being around different people who value their reputations will encourage them to act more responsibly. I've contacted Colonel Forster to update him on our plans and to ask him to reassure Mr. Wickham's creditors in and around Brighton of prompt payment, which I've guaranteed. Could you also take a moment to provide similar reassurances to his creditors in Meryton? I’ll include a list based on the information he provided. He has detailed all his debts; I hope he hasn’t misled us. Haggerston has our instructions, and everything will be finalized within a week. They will join his regiment then, unless they receive an invitation to Longbourn first; and I've heard from Mrs. Gardiner that my niece is very eager to see all of you before she leaves the South. She is well and sends her regards to you and her mother.—Yours, &c.

"E. Gardiner."

"E. Gardiner."

Mr. Bennet and his daughters saw all the advantages of Wickham's removal from the ——shire, as clearly as Mr. Gardiner could do. But Mrs. Bennet, was not so well pleased with it. Lydia's being settled in the North, just when she had expected most pleasure and pride in her company, for she had by no means given up her plan of their residing in Hertfordshire, was a severe disappointment; and besides, it was such a pity that Lydia should be taken from a regiment where she was acquainted with every body, and had so many favourites.

Mr. Bennet and his daughters recognized all the benefits of Wickham's departure from ——shire, just as clearly as Mr. Gardiner did. However, Mrs. Bennet was not as happy about it. Lydia settling in the North was a big letdown for her, especially since she had been looking forward to enjoying Lydia's company and had not given up on her plan for them to live in Hertfordshire. Plus, it was such a shame for Lydia to leave a regiment where she knew everyone and had so many friends.

"She is so fond of Mrs. Forster," said she, "it will be quite shocking to send her away! And there are several of the young men, too, that she likes very much. The officers may not be so pleasant in General ——'s regiment."

"She really likes Mrs. Forster," she said, "it would be terrible to send her away! And there are quite a few of the young men that she likes a lot, too. The officers in General ——'s regiment might not be as nice."

His daughter's request, for such it might be considered, of being admitted into her family again, before she set off for the North, received at first an absolute negative. But Jane and Elizabeth, who agreed in wishing, for the sake of their sister's feelings and consequence, that she should be noticed on her marriage by her parents, urged him so earnestly, yet so rationally and so mildly, to receive her and her husband at Longbourn, as soon as they were married, that he was prevailed on to think as they thought, and act as they wished. And their mother had the satisfaction of knowing, that she should be able to shew her married daughter in the neighbourhood, before she was banished to the North. When Mr. Bennet wrote again to his brother, therefore, he sent his permission for them to come; and it was settled, that as soon as the ceremony was over, they should proceed to Longbourn. Elizabeth was surprised, however, that Wickham should consent to such a scheme, and, had she consulted only her own inclination, any meeting with him would have been the last object of her wishes.

His daughter's request to be welcomed back into the family before she left for the North was initially met with a firm no. However, Jane and Elizabeth, who wanted their sister to be recognized by their parents on her wedding day, pleaded with him so earnestly, reasonably, and gently to allow her and her husband to visit Longbourn as soon as they were married, that he ultimately came around to their way of thinking and agreed to their wishes. Their mother was pleased to know that she would be able to introduce her married daughter to the neighborhood before she moved up North. So, when Mr. Bennet wrote to his brother again, he gave his permission for them to come, and it was decided that as soon as the ceremony was over, they would head to Longbourn. Elizabeth was surprised that Wickham would agree to such a plan, and if it had just been up to her, she would have avoided any meeting with him altogether.


CHAPTER IX.

Their sister's wedding day arrived; and Jane and Elizabeth felt for her probably more than she felt for herself. The carriage was sent to meet them at ——, and they were to return in it, by dinner-time. Their arrival was dreaded by the elder Miss Bennets; and Jane more especially, who gave Lydia the feelings which would have attended herself, had she been the culprit, was wretched in the thought of what her sister must endure.

Their sister's wedding day had arrived, and Jane and Elizabeth cared for her probably more than she cared for herself. A carriage was sent to pick them up at ——, and they were expected to return in it by dinner time. The older Miss Bennets were nervous about their arrival, especially Jane, who empathized with Lydia and felt the emotions she would have experienced if she had been the one in trouble. She was upset thinking about what her sister would have to go through.

They came. The family were assembled in the breakfast room, to receive them. Smiles decked the face of Mrs. Bennet, as the carriage drove up to the door; her husband looked impenetrably grave; her daughters, alarmed, anxious, uneasy.

They arrived. The family was gathered in the breakfast room to greet them. Mrs. Bennet smiled as the carriage pulled up to the door; her husband looked seriously concerned; her daughters appeared alarmed, anxious, and uneasy.

Lydia's voice was heard in the vestibule; the door was thrown open, and she ran into the room. Her mother stepped forwards, embraced her, and welcomed her with rapture; gave her hand with an affectionate smile to Wickham, who followed his lady, and wished them both joy, with an alacrity which shewed no doubt of their happiness.

Lydia's voice echoed from the foyer; the door swung open, and she rushed into the room. Her mother stepped forward, hugged her, and welcomed her with excitement; she gave her hand with a warm smile to Wickham, who had come in behind her, and wished them both happiness with a cheerfulness that showed she had no doubt about their joy.

Their reception from Mr. Bennet, to whom they then turned, was not quite so cordial. His countenance rather gained in austerity; and he scarcely opened his lips. The easy assurance of the young couple, indeed, was enough to provoke him. Elizabeth was disgusted, and even Miss Bennet was shocked. Lydia was Lydia still; untamed, unabashed, wild, noisy, and fearless. She turned from sister to sister, demanding their congratulations, and when at length they all sat down, looked eagerly round the room, took notice of some little alteration in it, and observed, with a laugh, that it was a great while since she had been there.

Their reception from Mr. Bennet, to whom they then turned, was not quite so warm. His expression became more serious, and he barely spoke. The young couple's relaxed confidence was enough to irritate him. Elizabeth was disgusted, and even Miss Bennet was taken aback. Lydia remained her usual self; untamed, unashamed, wild, loud, and bold. She moved from sister to sister, asking for their congratulations, and when they finally sat down, she eagerly scanned the room, noticed some small changes, and commented with a laugh that it had been a long time since she had been there.

Wickham was not at all more distressed than herself, but his manners were always so pleasing, that had his character and his marriage been exactly what they ought, his smiles and his easy address, while he claimed their relationship, would have delighted them all. Elizabeth had not before believed him quite equal to such assurance; but she sat down, resolving within herself, to draw no limits in future to the impudence of an impudent man. She blushed, and Jane blushed; but the cheeks of the two who caused their confusion, suffered no variation of colour.

Wickham wasn't any more upset than she was, but his charming manners made it hard for anyone to feel otherwise. If his character and marriage had been as they should be, his smiles and relaxed way of interacting, especially when he mentioned their connection, would have pleased everyone. Elizabeth hadn’t thought he was capable of such confidence before, but she sat down, determined not to set any limits in the future on the boldness of a brazen man. She blushed, and so did Jane; yet the two who caused their embarrassment showed no change in color.

There was no want of discourse. The bride and her mother could neither of them talk fast enough; and Wickham, who happened to sit near Elizabeth, began enquiring after his acquaintance in that neighbourhood, with a good humoured ease, which she felt very unable to equal in her replies. They seemed each of them to have the happiest memories in the world. Nothing of the past was recollected with pain; and Lydia led voluntarily to subjects, which her sisters would not have alluded to for the world.

There was no shortage of conversation. The bride and her mother couldn't talk fast enough; and Wickham, sitting near Elizabeth, started asking about his friends in the area, with a friendly ease that she struggled to match in her responses. They all seemed to have the happiest memories. Nothing from the past was remembered with sadness; and Lydia brought up topics that her sisters wouldn't have touched for anything.

"Only think of its being three months," she cried, "since I went away; it seems but a fortnight I declare; and yet there have been things enough happened in the time. Good gracious! when I went away, I am sure I had no more idea of being married till I came back again! though I thought it would be very good fun if I was."

"Just think, it’s only been three months," she exclaimed, "since I left; it feels like just two weeks, I swear! And yet a lot has happened in that time. Wow! When I left, I had no idea I would be getting married by the time I returned! Although I did think it would be a lot of fun if I did."

Her father lifted up his eyes. Jane was distressed. Elizabeth looked expressively at Lydia; but she, who never heard nor saw any thing of which she chose to be insensible, gaily continued, "Oh! mamma, do the people here abouts know I am married to-day? I was afraid they might not; and we overtook William Goulding in his curricle, so I was determined he should know it, and so I let down the side glass next to him, and took off my glove, and let my hand just rest upon the window frame, so that he might see the ring, and then I bowed and smiled like any thing."

Her father looked up. Jane was upset. Elizabeth exchanged a meaningful glance with Lydia; however, Lydia, who always ignored anything she didn’t want to notice, cheerfully continued, “Oh! Mom, do the people around here know that I got married today? I was worried they might not; and we ran into William Goulding in his carriage, so I made sure he knew, and I rolled down the side window next to him, took off my glove, and rested my hand on the window frame so he could see the ring, and then I bowed and smiled like crazy.”

Elizabeth could bear it no longer. She got up, and ran out of the room; and returned no more, till she heard them passing through the hall to the dining-parlour. She then joined them soon enough to see Lydia, with anxious parade, walk up to her mother's right hand, and hear her say to her eldest sister, "Ah! Jane, I take your place now, and you must go lower, because I am a married woman."

Elizabeth couldn't take it anymore. She stood up and dashed out of the room; she didn't come back until she heard them going through the hall to the dining room. She rejoined them just in time to see Lydia, anxiously strutting, walk up to her mother's right side and hear her say to her oldest sister, "Ah! Jane, I'm taking your place now, and you have to move down because I'm a married woman."

It was not to be supposed that time would give Lydia that embarrassment, from which she had been so wholly free at first. Her ease and good spirits increased. She longed to see Mrs. Philips, the Lucases, and all their other neighbours, and to hear herself called "Mrs. Wickham," by each of them; and in the mean time, she went after dinner to shew her ring and boast of being married, to Mrs. Hill and the two housemaids.

It was unlikely that time would bring Lydia the embarrassment she had initially been free from. Her confidence and good mood grew. She couldn't wait to see Mrs. Philips, the Lucases, and all their other neighbors, and to hear them call her "Mrs. Wickham." In the meantime, after dinner, she went to show her ring and brag about being married to Mrs. Hill and the two housemaids.

"Well, mamma," said she, when they were all returned to the breakfast room, "and what do you think of my husband? Is not he a charming man? I am sure my sisters must all envy me. I only hope they may have half my good luck. They must all go to Brighton. That is the place to get husbands. What a pity it is, mamma, we did not all go."

"Well, Mom," she said, when they were all back in the breakfast room, "what do you think of my husband? Isn't he a charming guy? I’m sure my sisters must all envy me. I just hope they find half as much good luck as I did. They all need to go to Brighton. That’s the place to find husbands. What a shame, Mom, that we didn’t all go."

"Very true; and if I had my will, we should. But my dear Lydia, I don't at all like your going such a way off. Must it be so?"

"That's very true; and if I had my way, we would. But my dear Lydia, I really don't like you going that far away. Does it have to be this way?"

"Oh, lord! yes;—there is nothing in that. I shall like it of all things. You and papa, and my sisters, must come down and see us. We shall be at Newcastle all the winter, and I dare say there will be some balls, and I will take care to get good partners for them all."

"Oh, my goodness! Yes, there's nothing to it. I’ll love it more than anything. You, Dad, and my sisters have to come down and visit us. We'll be in Newcastle all winter, and I'm sure there will be some dances, and I’ll make sure to get good partners for all of them."

"I should like it beyond any thing!" said her mother.

"I would love it more than anything!" said her mother.

"And then when you go away, you may leave one or two of my sisters behind you; and I dare say I shall get husbands for them before the winter is over."

"And then when you leave, you might leave one or two of my sisters behind; and I bet I'll find husbands for them before winter ends."

"I thank you for my share of the favour," said Elizabeth; "but I do not particularly like your way of getting husbands."

"I appreciate my part of the favor," said Elizabeth, "but I’m not really a fan of your method for finding husbands."

Their visitors were not to remain above ten days with them. Mr. Wickham had received his commission before he left London, and he was to join his regiment at the end of a fortnight.

Their visitors were not supposed to stay for more than ten days. Mr. Wickham had received his orders before he left London, and he was set to join his regiment at the end of two weeks.

No one but Mrs. Bennet, regretted that their stay would be so short; and she made the most of the time, by visiting about with her daughter, and having very frequent parties at home. These parties were acceptable to all; to avoid a family circle was even more desirable to such as did think, than such as did not.

No one except Mrs. Bennet regretted that their visit would be so brief, and she took full advantage of the time by socializing with her daughter and hosting frequent gatherings at home. Everyone enjoyed these gatherings; avoiding a family setting was even more appealing to those who thought about it than to those who didn’t.

Wickham's affection for Lydia, was just what Elizabeth had expected to find it; not equal to Lydia's for him. She had scarcely needed her present observation to be satisfied, from the reason of things, that their elopement had been brought on by the strength of her love, rather than by his; and she would have wondered why, without violently caring for her, he chose to elope with her at all, had she not felt certain that his flight was rendered necessary by distress of circumstances; and if that were the case, he was not the young man to resist an opportunity of having a companion.

Wickham's feelings for Lydia were exactly what Elizabeth had expected: they weren't as strong as Lydia's feelings for him. She hardly needed her current observation to be convinced, based on common sense, that their elopement was driven more by the intensity of her love than by his. She would have questioned why he chose to run away with her at all if he didn't care for her deeply, but she was sure that his decision was forced by difficult circumstances; and if that was true, he wasn't the type of guy to pass up a chance for companionship.

Lydia was exceedingly fond of him. He was her dear Wickham on every occasion; no one was to be put in competition with him. He did every thing best in the world; and she was sure he would kill more birds on the first of September, than any body else in the country.

Lydia was extremely fond of him. He was her beloved Wickham every time; no one could compare to him. He did everything better than anyone else in the world, and she was convinced he would shoot more birds on the first of September than anyone else in the country.

One morning, soon after their arrival, as she was sitting with her two elder sisters, she said to Elizabeth,

One morning, shortly after they arrived, while she was sitting with her two older sisters, she said to Elizabeth,

"Lizzy, I never gave you an account of my wedding, I believe. You were not by, when I told mamma, and the others, all about it. Are not you curious to hear how it was managed?"

"Lizzy, I don't think I ever told you about my wedding. You weren't there when I shared all the details with Mom and the others. Aren't you curious to hear how it went?"

"No really," replied Elizabeth; "I think there cannot be too little said on the subject."

"Seriously," replied Elizabeth, "I don't think there can be too little said about it."

"La! You are so strange! But I must tell you how it went off. We were married, you know, at St. Clement's, because Wickham's lodgings were in that parish. And it was settled that we should all be there by eleven o'clock. My uncle and aunt and I were to go together; and the others were to meet us at the church. Well, Monday morning came, and I was in such a fuss! I was so afraid you know that something would happen to put it off, and then I should have gone quite distracted. And there was my aunt, all the time I was dressing, preaching and talking away just as if she was reading a sermon. However, I did not hear above one word in ten, for I was thinking, you may suppose, of my dear Wickham. I longed to know whether he would be married in his blue coat.

"Wow! You are so odd! But I have to tell you how it all went down. We got married, you know, at St. Clement's because Wickham's place was in that area. We agreed to all meet there by eleven o'clock. My uncle, aunt, and I were going together, and the others were going to meet us at the church. Well, Monday morning came, and I was in such a tizzy! I was so worried that something would come up to delay it, and then I would have gone completely crazy. And there was my aunt, the whole time I was getting ready, rambling on and on as if she was giving a sermon. However, I barely heard one word in ten because I was thinking, as you can imagine, of my dear Wickham. I couldn't wait to see if he would be married in his blue coat."

"Well, and so we breakfasted at ten as usual; I thought it would never be over; for, by the bye, you are to understand, that my uncle and aunt were horrid unpleasant all the time I was with them. If you'll believe me, I did not once put my foot out of doors, though I was there a fortnight. Not one party, or scheme, or any thing. To be sure London was rather thin, but however the little Theatre was open. Well, and so just as the carriage came to the door, my uncle was called away upon business to that horrid man Mr. Stone. And then, you know, when once they get together, there is no end of it. Well, I was so frightened I did not know what to do, for my uncle was to give me away; and if we were beyond the hour, we could not be married all day. But, luckily, he came back again in ten minutes time, and then we all set out. However, I recollected afterwards, that if he had been prevented going, the wedding need not be put off, for Mr. Darcy might have done as well."

"Well, we had breakfast at ten as usual; I thought it would never end, because, by the way, you should know that my uncle and aunt were really unpleasant the whole time I was with them. Believe it or not, I didn't step outside the whole two weeks I was there. Not a single party, scheme, or anything. Sure, London was pretty empty, but at least the little Theatre was open. Just when the carriage arrived at the door, my uncle was called away on business by that awful man Mr. Stone. And once those two get together, it never seems to stop. I was so scared I didn't know what to do since my uncle was supposed to give me away; if we missed the time, we couldn't get married that day. Luckily, he came back in ten minutes, and then we all set off. However, I remembered later that if he had been unable to go, the wedding wouldn't have needed to be postponed, because Mr. Darcy could have stepped in just as well."

"Mr. Darcy!" repeated Elizabeth, in utter amazement.

"Mr. Darcy!" Elizabeth exclaimed, completely astonished.

"Oh, yes!—he was to come there with Wickham, you know. But gracious me! I quite forgot! I ought not to have said a word about it. I promised them so faithfully! What will Wickham say? It was to be such a secret!"

"Oh, yes!—he was supposed to come there with Wickham, you know. But oh my! I completely forgot! I shouldn’t have said anything about it. I promised them so earnestly! What will Wickham think? It was supposed to be such a secret!"

"If it was to be secret," said Jane, "say not another word on the subject. You may depend upon my seeking no further."

"If it's meant to be a secret," Jane said, "then don't say another word about it. You can count on me not looking into it any further."

"Oh! certainly," said Elizabeth, though burning with curiosity; "we will ask you no questions."

"Oh! of course," said Elizabeth, even though she was bursting with curiosity; "we won't ask you anything."

"Thank you," said Lydia, "for if you did, I should certainly tell you all, and then Wickham would be angry."

"Thank you," Lydia said, "because if you did, I would definitely tell you everything, and then Wickham would be mad."

On such encouragement to ask, Elizabeth was forced to put it out of her power, by running away.

On such encouragement to ask, Elizabeth had to take herself out of the situation by running away.

But to live in ignorance on such a point was impossible; or at least it was impossible not to try for information. Mr. Darcy had been at her sister's wedding. It was exactly a scene, and exactly among people, where he had apparently least to do, and least temptation to go. Conjectures as to the meaning of it, rapid and wild, hurried into her brain; but she was satisfied with none. Those that best pleased her, as placing his conduct in the noblest light, seemed most improbable. She could not bear such suspense; and hastily seizing a sheet of paper, wrote a short letter to her aunt, to request an explanation of what Lydia had dropt, if it were compatible with the secrecy which had been intended.

But living in ignorance about this was impossible; or at least, it was impossible not to seek information. Mr. Darcy had been at her sister's wedding. It was exactly the kind of scene, and exactly among the people, where he seemed to have the least involvement and the least reason to be there. Wild and quick speculations rushed into her mind, but none of them satisfied her. The interpretations that painted his actions in the most positive light felt the least likely. She couldn’t stand the uncertainty; so she quickly grabbed a sheet of paper and wrote a brief letter to her aunt, asking for clarification on what Lydia had let slip, if it was compatible with the secrecy that was intended.

"You may readily comprehend," she added, "what my curiosity must be to know how a person unconnected with any of us, and (comparatively speaking) a stranger to our family, should have been amongst you at such a time. Pray write instantly, and let me understand it—unless it is, for very cogent reasons, to remain in the secrecy which Lydia seems to think necessary; and then I must endeavour to be satisfied with ignorance."

"You can easily imagine," she continued, "how curious I am to know why someone who's not connected to any of us, and is (relatively speaking) a stranger to our family, was with you at such a time. Please write back right away and explain it to me—unless, for very compelling reasons, it needs to stay a secret as Lydia seems to think; in that case, I’ll have to try to be okay with not knowing."

"Not that I shall though," she added to herself, as she finished the letter; "and my dear aunt, if you do not tell me in an honourable manner, I shall certainly be reduced to tricks and stratagems to find it out."

"Not that I will though," she said to herself as she wrapped up the letter; "and my dear aunt, if you don’t tell me in a straightforward way, I'll definitely have to resort to tricks and schemes to figure it out."

Jane's delicate sense of honour would not allow her to speak to Elizabeth privately of what Lydia had let fall; Elizabeth was glad of it;—till it appeared whether her inquiries would receive any satisfaction, she had rather be without a confidante.

Jane's sensitive sense of honor wouldn't let her talk to Elizabeth privately about what Lydia had said; Elizabeth was relieved about that—until it became clear if her questions would get any answers, she preferred to not have a confidante.


CHAPTER X.

Elizabeth had the satisfaction of receiving an answer to her letter, as soon as she possibly could. She was no sooner in possession of it, than hurrying into the little copse, where she was least likely to be interrupted, she sat down on one of the benches, and prepared to be happy; for the length of the letter convinced her that it did not contain a denial.

Elizabeth was thrilled to get a reply to her letter as soon as she could. The moment she had it, she rushed into the small grove, where she was least likely to be disturbed, sat down on one of the benches, and got ready to be happy; the length of the letter assured her that it didn’t hold a rejection.

"Gracechurch-street, Sept. 6.

"Gracechurch Street, Sept. 6.

"My dear niece,

"My dear niece,

"I have just received your letter, and shall devote this whole morning to answering it, as I foresee that a little writing will not comprise what I have to tell you. I must confess myself surprised by your application; I did not expect it from you. Don't think me angry, however, for I only mean to let you know, that I had not imagined such enquiries to be necessary on your side. If you do not choose to understand me, forgive my impertinence. Your uncle is as much surprised as I am—and nothing but the belief of your being a party concerned, would have allowed him to act as he has done. But if you are really innocent and ignorant, I must be more explicit. On the very day of my coming home from Longbourn, your uncle had a most unexpected visitor. Mr. Darcy called, and was shut up with him several hours. It was all over before I arrived; so my curiosity was not so dreadfully racked as your's seems to have been. He came to tell Mr. Gardiner that he had found out where your sister and Mr. Wickham were, and that he had seen and talked with them both, Wickham repeatedly, Lydia once. From what I can collect, he left Derbyshire only one day after ourselves, and came to town with the resolution of hunting for them. The motive professed, was his conviction of its being owing to himself that Wickham's worthlessness had not been so well known, as to make it impossible for any young woman of character, to love or confide in him. He generously imputed the whole to his mistaken pride, and confessed that he had before thought it beneath him, to lay his private actions open to the world. His character was to speak for itself. He called it, therefore, his duty to step forward, and endeavour to remedy an evil, which had been brought on by himself. If he had another motive, I am sure it would never disgrace him. He had been some days in town, before he was able to discover them; but he had something to direct his search, which was more than we had; and the consciousness of this, was another reason for his resolving to follow us. There is a lady, it seems, a Mrs. Younge, who was some time ago governess to Miss Darcy, and was dismissed from her charge on some cause of disapprobation, though he did not say what. She then took a large house in Edward-street, and has since maintained herself by letting lodgings. This Mrs. Younge was, he knew, intimately acquainted with Wickham; and he went to her for intelligence of him, as soon as he got to town. But it was two or three days before he could get from her what he wanted. She would not betray her trust, I suppose, without bribery and corruption, for she really did know where her friend was to be found. Wickham indeed had gone to her, on their first arrival in London, and had she been able to receive them into her house, they would have taken up their abode with her. At length, however, our kind friend procured the wished-for direction. They were in —— street. He saw Wickham, and afterwards insisted on seeing Lydia. His first object with her, he acknowledged, had been to persuade her to quit her present disgraceful situation, and return to her friends as soon as they could be prevailed on to receive her, offering his assistance, as far as it would go. But he found Lydia absolutely resolved on remaining where she was. She cared for none of her friends, she wanted no help of his, she would not hear of leaving Wickham. She was sure they should be married some time or other, and it did not much signify when. Since such were her feelings, it only remained, he thought, to secure and expedite a marriage, which, in his very first conversation with Wickham, he easily learnt, had never been his design. He confessed himself obliged to leave the regiment, on account of some debts of honour, which were very pressing; and scrupled not to lay all the ill-consequences of Lydia's flight, on her own folly alone. He meant to resign his commission immediately; and as to his future situation, he could conjecture very little about it. He must go somewhere, but he did not know where, and he knew he should have nothing to live on. Mr. Darcy asked him why he had not married your sister at once. Though Mr. Bennet was not imagined to be very rich, he would have been able to do something for him, and his situation must have been benefited by marriage. But he found, in reply to this question, that Wickham still cherished the hope of more effectually making his fortune by marriage, in some other country. Under such circumstances, however, he was not likely to be proof against the temptation of immediate relief. They met several times, for there was much to be discussed. Wickham of course wanted more than he could get; but at length was reduced to be reasonable. Every thing being settled between them, Mr. Darcy's next step was to make your uncle acquainted with it, and he first called in Gracechurch-street the evening before I came home. But Mr. Gardiner could not be seen, and Mr. Darcy found, on further enquiry, that your father was still with him, but would quit town the next morning. He did not judge your father to be a person whom he could so properly consult as your uncle, and therefore readily postponed seeing him, till after the departure of the former. He did not leave his name, and till the next day, it was only known that a gentleman had called on business. On Saturday he came again. Your father was gone, your uncle at home, and, as I said before, they had a great deal of talk together. They met again on Sunday, and then I saw him too. It was not all settled before Monday: as soon as it was, the express was sent off to Longbourn. But our visitor was very obstinate. I fancy, Lizzy, that obstinacy is the real defect of his character after all. He has been accused of many faults at different times; but this is the true one. Nothing was to be done that he did not do himself; though I am sure (and I do not speak it to be thanked, therefore say nothing about it,) your uncle would most readily have settled the whole. They battled it together for a long time, which was more than either the gentleman or lady concerned in it deserved. But at last your uncle was forced to yield, and instead of being allowed to be of use to his niece, was forced to put up with only having the probable credit of it, which went sorely against the grain; and I really believe your letter this morning gave him great pleasure, because it required an explanation that would rob him of his borrowed feathers, and give the praise where it was due. But, Lizzy, this must go no farther than yourself, or Jane at most. You know pretty well, I suppose, what has been done for the young people. His debts are to be paid, amounting, I believe, to considerably more than a thousand pounds, another thousand in addition to her own settled upon her, and his commission purchased. The reason why all this was to be done by him alone, was such as I have given above. It was owing to him, to his reserve, and want of proper consideration, that Wickham's character had been so misunderstood, and consequently that he had been received and noticed as he was. Perhaps there was some truth in this; though I doubt whether his reserve, or anybody's reserve, can be answerable for the event. But in spite of all this fine talking, my dear Lizzy, you may rest perfectly assured, that your uncle would never have yielded, if we had not given him credit for another interest in the affair. When all this was resolved on, he returned again to his friends, who were still staying at Pemberley; but it was agreed that he should be in London once more when the wedding took place, and all money matters were then to receive the last finish. I believe I have now told you every thing. It is a relation which you tell me is to give you great surprise; I hope at least it will not afford you any displeasure. Lydia came to us; and Wickham had constant admission to the house. He was exactly what he had been, when I knew him in Hertfordshire; but I would not tell you how little I was satisfied with her behaviour while she staid with us, if I had not perceived, by Jane's letter last Wednesday, that her conduct on coming home was exactly of a piece with it, and therefore what I now tell you, can give you no fresh pain. I talked to her repeatedly in the most serious manner, representing to her all the wickedness of what she had done, and all the unhappiness she had brought on her family. If she heard me, it was by good luck, for I am sure she did not listen. I was sometimes quite provoked, but then I recollected my dear Elizabeth and Jane, and for their sakes had patience with her. Mr. Darcy was punctual in his return, and as Lydia informed you, attended the wedding. He dined with us the next day, and was to leave town again on Wednesday or Thursday. Will you be very angry with me, my dear Lizzy, if I take this opportunity of saying (what I was never bold enough to say before) how much I like him. His behaviour to us has, in every respect, been as pleasing as when we were in Derbyshire. His understanding and opinions all please me; he wants nothing but a little more liveliness, and that, if he marry prudently, his wife may teach him. I thought him very sly;—he hardly ever mentioned your name. But slyness seems the fashion. Pray forgive me, if I have been very presuming, or at least do not punish me so far, as to exclude me from P. I shall never be quite happy till I have been all round the park. A low phaeton, with a nice little pair of ponies, would be the very thing. But I must write no more. The children have been wanting me this half hour. Your's, very sincerely,

I just got your letter and will spend the whole morning responding, as I know a little writing won’t cover everything I need to say. I must admit I’m surprised by your request; I didn’t expect it from you. Please don’t think I’m angry; I just want to make it clear that I didn’t think you would need to ask such questions. If you don’t want to understand, please forgive my boldness. Your uncle is just as surprised as I am—and nothing but the belief that you were involved made him act as he has. But if you really are innocent and unaware, I need to be more direct. On the very day I returned from Longbourn, your uncle had an unexpected visitor. Mr. Darcy came by and was with him for several hours. It was all finished before I arrived, so my curiosity wasn’t as tortured as yours seems to have been. He came to inform Mr. Gardiner that he had discovered where your sister and Mr. Wickham were, and that he had seen and spoken to both of them—Wickham multiple times and Lydia once. From what I gathered, he left Derbyshire only a day after we did and came to town determined to find them. He claimed that he believed it was because of him that Wickham's true nature hadn’t been widely known, allowing any respectable young woman to love or trust him. He generously blamed this on his own misguided pride and admitted he previously thought it beneath him to reveal his private actions to the public. He believed it was his duty to step in and try to fix a problem caused by his own actions. If he had another motive, it certainly wouldn’t harm his reputation. He was in town for several days before he managed to find them, but he had something to guide his search, which we didn’t have; knowing that was another reason he decided to follow us. There is a woman named Mrs. Younge, who used to be Miss Darcy's governess and was dismissed for some reason he didn't explain. She then rented a big house on Edward Street and has since been making a living by renting rooms. Mr. Darcy knew she was close to Wickham and went to her for information as soon as he arrived in town. However, it took her two or three days to tell him what he wanted to know. She wouldn’t betray her trust without payment, I suppose, as she really did know where to find him. Wickham had indeed gone to her upon their arrival in London, and had she been able to take them in, they would have stayed with her. Eventually, though, our kind friend got the address he needed. They were on ---- Street. He saw Wickham and insisted on meeting Lydia afterward. His main goal with her was to convince her to leave her current disgraceful situation and return to her family, as soon as they could be persuaded to accept her back, offering his help as much as he could. But he found Lydia completely determined to stay where she was. She didn’t care about her family; she didn’t want his help; she refused to even consider leaving Wickham. She was certain they would marry eventually, and it didn’t matter when. Given her feelings, he thought it made sense to secure and speed up a marriage, which, during his first talk with Wickham, he easily learned had never been his plan. He admitted he had to leave the regiment because of some pressing debts, and he didn’t hesitate to lay all the negative consequences of Lydia’s flight solely on her foolishness. He intended to resign his commission right away, and as for his future, he could hardly guess what it would be. He had to go somewhere, but he didn’t know where, and he knew he would have nothing to live on. Mr. Darcy asked him why he hadn’t married your sister right away. Even though Mr. Bennet wasn’t thought to be very wealthy, he would have been able to help him out, and marriage would have improved his situation. But in response to this question, Wickham still hoped to make his fortune through marriage elsewhere. However, under those circumstances, he wasn’t likely to resist the temptation of immediate assistance. They met several times since there was much to discuss. Wickham, of course, wanted more than he could obtain; but eventually, he had to be reasonable. Once everything was settled between them, Mr. Darcy’s next step was to inform your uncle, and he first called on Gracechurch Street the evening before I returned home. But Mr. Gardiner wasn’t available, and Mr. Darcy found out, upon further inquiry, that your father was still with him but would leave town the next morning. He didn’t think your father was the right person to consult on this, so he willingly postponed seeing him until after your father’s departure. He didn’t leave his name, and until the next day, it was only known that a gentleman had come by on business. On Saturday, he returned. Your father was gone, your uncle was home, and as I mentioned before, they had a long conversation. They met again on Sunday, and then I saw him too. Not everything was finalized until Monday; as soon as it was, the message was sent to Longbourn. But our visitor was very stubborn. I think, Lizzy, that obstinacy is his real flaw after all. He has been accused of many faults at various times, but this one is true. He did nothing that he didn’t arrange himself, although I’m sure—(and I’m not saying this to be thanked, so please don’t mention it)—your uncle would have happily settled everything. They argued for a long time, which was more than either the gentleman or lady involved deserved. But eventually, your uncle had to give in, and instead of being allowed to help his niece, he had to settle for just having the probable credit for it, which was hard for him to accept. I honestly believe your letter this morning brought him great joy, as it needed an explanation that would strip him of his borrowed credit and give it where it belonged. But, Lizzy, this can’t go any further than you or Jane at most. You probably already know what has been done for the young couple. His debts, which I believe are more than a thousand pounds, are to be paid, an additional thousand is settled on her, and his commission is bought. The reason why all this was done solely by him is just as I have explained above. It was due to him, his reticence, and lack of proper consideration that Wickham's character had been so misunderstood, and as a result, he was received and acknowledged as he was. There might be some truth to this; although I doubt whether his reticence, or anyone’s for that matter, could be blamed for the outcome. But despite all this fine talk, my dear Lizzy, you can be completely assured that your uncle would never have agreed if we hadn’t given him credit for another interest in the matter. Once everything was sorted, he went back to his friends, who were still at Pemberley; but it was decided that he should be in London once more for the wedding, and all financial matters were to be finalized then. I believe I have now told you everything. This is a story that you say will surprise you greatly; I hope at least it won’t cause you any distress. Lydia came to us, and Wickham was constantly allowed in the house. He was just as he had been when I knew him in Hertfordshire; but I wouldn’t mention how displeased I was with her behavior while she stayed with us if I hadn’t seen, from Jane’s letter last Wednesday, that her actions upon returning home were just as disappointing, so what I’m telling you now shouldn’t cause you any new pain. I talked to her many times very seriously, pointing out all the wickedness of what she had done and all the unhappiness she had caused her family. If she heard me, it was by good luck, as I’m sure she wasn’t listening. I was sometimes quite annoyed, but then I remembered my dear Elizabeth and Jane, and for their sakes, I had patience with her. Mr. Darcy was timely in his return, and as Lydia told you, he attended the wedding. He dined with us the next day and was supposed to leave town again on Wednesday or Thursday. Will you be very angry with me, my dear Lizzy, if I take this chance to say (what I never had the courage to say before) how much I like him? His behavior towards us has, in every way, been as pleasant as when we were in Derbyshire. I like his understanding and opinions; he just needs a little more liveliness, and that, if he marries wisely, his wife can teach him. I thought he was very sly; he hardly ever mentioned your name. But slyness seems to be in style. Please forgive me if I have been too forward, or at least don’t punish me by excluding me from P. I won’t be truly happy until I have gone all around the park. A low phaeton with a nice little pair of ponies would be just perfect. But I must write no more. The children have been wanting me for the last half hour. Yours very sincerely,

"M. Gardiner."

"M. Gardiner."

The contents of this letter threw Elizabeth into a flutter of spirits, in which it was difficult to determine whether pleasure or pain bore the greatest share. The vague and unsettled suspicions which uncertainty had produced of what Mr. Darcy might have been doing to forward her sister's match, which she had feared to encourage, as an exertion of goodness too great to be probable, and at the same time dreaded to be just, from the pain of obligation, were proved beyond their greatest extent to be true! He had followed them purposely to town, he had taken on himself all the trouble and mortification attendant on such a research; in which supplication had been necessary to a woman whom he must abominate and despise, and where he was reduced to meet, frequently meet, reason with, persuade, and finally bribe, the man whom he always most wished to avoid, and whose very name it was punishment to him to pronounce. He had done all this for a girl whom he could neither regard nor esteem. Her heart did whisper, that he had done it for her. But it was a hope shortly checked by other considerations, and she soon felt that even her vanity was insufficient, when required to depend on his affection for her, for a woman who had already refused him, as able to overcome a sentiment so natural as abhorrence against relationship with Wickham. Brother-in-law of Wickham! Every kind of pride must revolt from the connection. He had to be sure done much. She was ashamed to think how much. But he had given a reason for his interference, which asked no extraordinary stretch of belief. It was reasonable that he should feel he had been wrong; he had liberality, and he had the means of exercising it; and though she would not place herself as his principal inducement, she could, perhaps, believe, that remaining partiality for her, might assist his endeavours in a cause where her peace of mind must be materially concerned. It was painful, exceedingly painful, to know that they were under obligations to a person who could never receive a return. They owed the restoration of Lydia, her character, every thing to him. Oh! how heartily did she grieve over every ungracious sensation she had ever encouraged, every saucy speech she had ever directed towards him. For herself she was humbled; but she was proud of him. Proud that in a cause of compassion and honour, he had been able to get the better of himself. She read over her aunt's commendation of him again and again. It was hardly enough; but it pleased her. She was even sensible of some pleasure, though mixed with regret, on finding how steadfastly both she and her uncle had been persuaded that affection and confidence subsisted between Mr. Darcy and herself.

The contents of this letter sent Elizabeth into a whirlwind of emotions, making it hard to tell whether she felt more pleasure or pain. The uncertain suspicions she had about what Mr. Darcy might have done to help her sister's match—something she worried about encouraging since it seemed like too great a kindness to be true, while at the same time fearing it might be correct due to the pain of feeling indebted—were proven true beyond her wildest imagination! He had deliberately followed them to town and taken on all the trouble and embarrassment that came with it. This meant begging a woman he must absolutely hate and despise, where he had to deal with, frequently confront, persuade, and ultimately bribe the man he always wanted to avoid, and whose name was a punishment for him to even say. He did all this for a girl he could neither respect nor admire. Her heart whispered that he did it for her. But that hope was quickly silenced by other thoughts, and she soon realized that even her vanity couldn't support the idea of depending on his affections for someone who had already turned him down, especially when it came to a relationship with Wickham. Brother-in-law of Wickham! Every kind of pride should reject that connection. He must have done so much. She felt embarrassed thinking about how much. But he had given a reason for his involvement that didn’t require extraordinary belief. It made sense that he would feel he had been wrong; he had generosity and the means to express it; and although she wouldn't say she was his main reason, she could maybe believe that his lingering feelings for her could support his efforts in a matter concerning her peace of mind. It was painful, incredibly painful, to know they were indebted to someone they could never repay. They owed the recovery of Lydia, her reputation, everything to him. Oh, how much she regretted every unkind thought she had ever allowed, every snarky comment she had ever directed at him. For herself, she felt humbled; but she felt proud of him. Proud that in a matter of compassion and honor, he had managed to rise above himself. She read her aunt’s praise of him over and over. It wasn’t quite enough, but it made her happy. She even felt a bit of joy, though mixed with regret, upon realizing how steadfastly both she and her uncle had believed that affection and trust existed between Mr. Darcy and herself.

She was roused from her seat, and her reflections, by some one's approach; and before she could strike into another path, she was overtaken by Wickham.

She was pulled from her seat and her thoughts by someone approaching; and before she could change direction, she was caught up with by Wickham.

"I am afraid I interrupt your solitary ramble, my dear sister?" said he, as he joined her.

"I hope I'm not interrupting your alone time, dear sister," he said as he joined her.

"You certainly do," she replied with a smile; "but it does not follow that the interruption must be unwelcome."

"You definitely do," she said with a smile; "but that doesn't mean the interruption has to be unwelcome."

"I should be sorry indeed, if it were. We were always good friends; and now we are better."

"I would be really sorry if that were true. We were always good friends; and now we’re even better."

"True. Are the others coming out?"

"Really. Are the others coming out?"

"I do not know. Mrs. Bennet and Lydia are going in the carriage to Meryton. And so, my dear sister, I find from our uncle and aunt, that you have actually seen Pemberley."

"I don't know. Mrs. Bennet and Lydia are taking the carriage to Meryton. So, my dear sister, I'm hearing from our uncle and aunt that you’ve actually visited Pemberley."

She replied in the affirmative.

She replied yes.

"I almost envy you the pleasure, and yet I believe it would be too much for me, or else I could take it in my way to Newcastle. And you saw the old housekeeper, I suppose? Poor Reynolds, she was always very fond of me. But of course she did not mention my name to you."

"I almost envy you the enjoyment, but I think it would be too much for me. Otherwise, I could have taken it my way to Newcastle. And you saw the old housekeeper, right? Poor Reynolds, she was always really fond of me. But of course, she didn’t mention my name to you."

"Yes, she did."

"Yep, she did."

"And what did she say?"

"And what did she say?"

"That you were gone into the army, and she was afraid had—not turned out well. At such a distance as that, you know, things are strangely misrepresented."

"That you had gone into the army, and she was worried it had—not turned out well. At a distance like that, you know, things are often misrepresented."

"Certainly," he replied, biting his lips. Elizabeth hoped she had silenced him; but he soon afterwards said,

"Of course," he replied, biting his lips. Elizabeth hoped she had silenced him; but he soon afterwards said,

"I was surprised to see Darcy in town last month. We passed each other several times. I wonder what he can be doing there."

"I was surprised to see Darcy in town last month. We crossed paths several times. I wonder what he’s doing there."

"Perhaps preparing for his marriage with Miss de Bourgh," said Elizabeth. "It must be something particular, to take him there at this time of year."

"Maybe he's getting ready to marry Miss de Bourgh," said Elizabeth. "It has to be something special to take him there at this time of year."

"Undoubtedly. Did you see him while you were at Lambton? I thought I understood from the Gardiners that you had."

"Definitely. Did you see him while you were at Lambton? I thought I heard from the Gardiners that you did."

"Yes; he introduced us to his sister."

"Yeah, he introduced us to his sister."

"And do you like her?"

"Do you like her?"

"Very much."

"Very much."

"I have heard, indeed, that she is uncommonly improved within this year or two. When I last saw her, she was not very promising. I am very glad you liked her. I hope she will turn out well."

"I've heard that she's really improved in the last year or two. When I last saw her, she didn’t seem very promising. I'm really glad you liked her. I hope she ends up being great."

"I dare say she will; she has got over the most trying age."

"I bet she will; she's past the most difficult age."

"Did you go by the village of Kympton?"

"Did you pass through the village of Kympton?"

"I do not recollect that we did."

"I don't remember that we did."

"I mention it, because it is the living which I ought to have had. A most delightful place!—Excellent Parsonage House! It would have suited me in every respect."

"I bring it up because it's the life I should have had. What a wonderful place! —An amazing Parsonage House! It would have been perfect for me in every way."

"How should you have liked making sermons?"

"How would you have liked to give sermons?"

"Exceedingly well. I should have considered it as part of my duty, and the exertion would soon have been nothing. One ought not to repine;—but, to be sure, it would have been such a thing for me! The quiet, the retirement of such a life, would have answered all my ideas of happiness! But it was not to be. Did you ever hear Darcy mention the circumstance, when you were in Kent?"

"Absolutely. I should have seen it as part of my responsibilities, and the effort would have felt like nothing in no time. One shouldn't complain;—but honestly, it would have meant so much to me! The peace and solitude of that kind of life would have lined up perfectly with my thoughts on happiness! But it just wasn’t meant to be. Did you ever hear Darcy bring it up when you were in Kent?"

"I have heard from authority, which I thought as good, that it was left you conditionally only, and at the will of the present patron."

"I have heard from a reliable source, which I thought was trustworthy, that it was given to you conditionally only, and at the discretion of the current patron."

"You have. Yes, there was something in that; I told you so from the first, you may remember."

"You have. Yeah, there was something in that; I told you that from the beginning, you might recall."

"I did hear, too, that there was a time, when sermon-making was not so palatable to you as it seems to be at present; that you actually declared your resolution of never taking orders, and that the business had been compromised accordingly."

"I did hear that there was a time when writing sermons wasn’t as appealing to you as it seems to be now; that you actually stated your decision to never take orders, and that the situation had been settled based on that."

"You did! and it was not wholly without foundation. You may remember what I told you on that point, when first we talked of it."

"You did! And it wasn't completely without reason. You might recall what I mentioned about that when we first discussed it."

They were now almost at the door of the house, for she had walked fast to get rid of him; and unwilling for her sister's sake, to provoke him, she only said in reply, with a good-humoured smile,

They were now close to the door of the house because she had walked quickly to shake him off; and not wanting to upset him for her sister's sake, she simply replied with a friendly smile,

"Come, Mr. Wickham, we are brother and sister, you know. Do not let us quarrel about the past. In future, I hope we shall be always of one mind."

"Come on, Mr. Wickham, we’re like brother and sister, you know. Let’s not argue about the past. In the future, I hope we can always be on the same page."

She held out her hand; he kissed it with affectionate gallantry, though he hardly knew how to look, and they entered the house.

She reached out her hand; he kissed it with charming affection, even though he wasn't quite sure how to act, and they walked into the house.


CHAPTER XI.

Mr. Wickham was so perfectly satisfied with this conversation, that he never again distressed himself, or provoked his dear sister Elizabeth, by introducing the subject of it; and she was pleased to find that she had said enough to keep him quiet.

Mr. Wickham was so completely satisfied with this conversation that he never again troubled himself or upset his dear sister Elizabeth by bringing it up; and she was happy to see that she had said enough to keep him quiet.

The day of his and Lydia's departure soon came, and Mrs. Bennet was forced to submit to a separation, which, as her husband by no means entered into her scheme of their all going to Newcastle, was likely to continue at least a twelvemonth.

The day of his and Lydia's departure finally arrived, and Mrs. Bennet had to accept a separation that, since her husband was not at all on board with her plan for everyone to go to Newcastle, was likely to last at least a year.

"Oh! my dear Lydia," she cried, "when shall we meet again?"

"Oh! my dear Lydia," she exclaimed, "when will we see each other again?"

"Oh, lord! I don't know. Not these two or three years perhaps."

"Oh, man! I have no idea. Maybe not for another couple of years."

"Write to me very often, my dear."

"Text me often, babe."

"As often as I can. But you know married women have never much time for writing. My sisters may write to me. They will have nothing else to do."

"As often as I can. But you know married women don’t have a lot of time for writing. My sisters can write to me. They won’t have anything else to do."

Mr. Wickham's adieus were much more affectionate than his wife's. He smiled, looked handsome, and said many pretty things.

Mr. Wickham's goodbyes were much warmer than his wife's. He smiled, looked charming, and said a lot of nice things.

"He is as fine a fellow," said Mr. Bennet, as soon as they were out of the house, "as ever I saw. He simpers, and smirks, and makes love to us all. I am prodigiously proud of him. I defy even Sir William Lucas himself, to produce a more valuable son-in-law."

"He is quite the character," said Mr. Bennet, as soon as they were out of the house, "like no one I've ever seen. He’s always smiling, flattering us, and trying to charm everyone. I’m incredibly proud of him. I challenge even Sir William Lucas himself to find a better son-in-law."

The loss of her daughter made Mrs. Bennet very dull for several days.

The loss of her daughter made Mrs. Bennet very unhappy for several days.

"I often think," said she, "that there is nothing so bad as parting with one's friends. One seems so forlorn without them."

"I often think," she said, "that there's nothing worse than saying goodbye to friends. It feels so lonely without them."

"This is the consequence you see, Madam, of marrying a daughter," said Elizabeth. "It must make you better satisfied that your other four are single."

"This is the result you see, Madam, of marrying off a daughter," said Elizabeth. "It must make you feel better that your other four are still single."

"It is no such thing. Lydia does not leave me because she is married; but only because her husband's regiment happens to be so far off. If that had been nearer, she would not have gone so soon."

"It’s not like that at all. Lydia isn’t leaving me because she’s married; it’s only because her husband’s regiment is stationed so far away. If it had been closer, she wouldn’t have left so soon."

But the spiritless condition which this event threw her into, was shortly relieved, and her mind opened again to the agitation of hope, by an article of news, which then began to be in circulation. The housekeeper at Netherfield had received orders to prepare for the arrival of her master, who was coming down in a day or two, to shoot there for several weeks. Mrs. Bennet was quite in the fidgets. She looked at Jane, and smiled, and shook her head by turns.

But the dull mood that this event put her in was soon lifted, and her mind reopened to the stirrings of hope, by a piece of news that started circulating. The housekeeper at Netherfield had been instructed to get ready for her master’s arrival, who was coming down in a day or two to hunt there for several weeks. Mrs. Bennet was really anxious. She looked at Jane, smiled, and shook her head alternately.

"Well, well, and so Mr. Bingley is coming down, sister," (for Mrs. Philips first brought her the news.) "Well, so much the better. Not that I care about it, though. He is nothing to us, you know, and I am sure I never want to see him again. But, however, he is very welcome to come to Netherfield, if he likes it. And who knows what may happen? But that is nothing to us. You know, sister, we agreed long ago never to mention a word about it. And so, is it quite certain he is coming?"

"Well, well, so Mr. Bingley is coming over, sister," (Mrs. Philips was the one who first told her the news.) "Well, that’s great. Not that I really care about it, of course. He means nothing to us, you know, and I can honestly say I never want to see him again. But if he wants to come to Netherfield, he’s more than welcome. And who knows what could happen? But that’s not really our concern. You know, sister, we agreed a long time ago never to bring it up. So, is it definitely true that he’s coming?"

"You may depend on it," replied the other, "for Mrs. Nicholls was in Meryton last night; I saw her passing by, and went out myself on purpose to know the truth of it; and she told me that it was certain true. He comes down on Thursday at the latest, very likely on Wednesday. She was going to the butcher's, she told me, on purpose to order in some meat on Wednesday, and she has got three couple of ducks, just fit to be killed."

"You can count on it," the other replied, "because Mrs. Nicholls was in Meryton last night; I saw her walking by and went out myself to find out if it was true, and she told me it definitely is. He’s coming down on Thursday at the latest, probably on Wednesday. She mentioned she was going to the butcher's to order some meat for Wednesday, and she has three pairs of ducks ready to be killed."

Miss Bennet had not been able to hear of his coming, without changing colour. It was many months since she had mentioned his name to Elizabeth; but now, as soon as they were alone together, she said,

Miss Bennet couldn't hear about his arrival without changing colors. It had been several months since she had brought up his name to Elizabeth; but now, as soon as they were alone together, she said,

"I saw you look at me to-day, Lizzy, when my aunt told us of the present report; and I know I appeared distressed. But don't imagine it was from any silly cause. I was only confused for the moment, because I felt that I should be looked at. I do assure you, that the news does not affect me either with pleasure or pain. I am glad of one thing, that he comes alone; because we shall see the less of him. Not that I am afraid of myself, but I dread other people's remarks."

"I noticed you looking at me today, Lizzy, when my aunt shared the latest news, and I know I looked upset. But don’t think it was for any silly reason. I was just caught off guard for a moment because I felt like I should be looked at. I promise you, the news doesn’t make me feel either happy or sad. I’m actually glad he’s coming alone; it means we won’t have to deal with him as much. It’s not that I’m worried about myself, but I’m anxious about what other people will say."

Elizabeth did not know what to make of it. Had she not seen him in Derbyshire, she might have supposed him capable of coming there, with no other view than what was acknowledged; but she still thought him partial to Jane, and she wavered as to the greater probability of his coming there with his friend's permission, or being bold enough to come without it.

Elizabeth didn’t know how to interpret it. If she hadn’t seen him in Derbyshire, she might have believed he could have come there for some unspoken reason; but she still thought he had feelings for Jane, and she struggled to decide whether it was more likely that he came there with his friend’s permission, or if he was bold enough to come without it.

"Yet it is hard," she sometimes thought, "that this poor man cannot come to a house, which he has legally hired, without raising all this speculation! I will leave him to himself."

"Yet it is tough," she sometimes thought, "that this poor guy can't come to a house he's legally rented without causing all this gossip! I will leave him alone."

In spite of what her sister declared, and really believed to be her feelings, in the expectation of his arrival, Elizabeth could easily perceive that her spirits were affected by it. They were more disturbed, more unequal, than she had often seen them.

In spite of what her sister said and genuinely believed about her feelings while waiting for his arrival, Elizabeth could clearly see that her sister's mood was influenced by it. Her emotions were more unsettled and inconsistent than Elizabeth had often noticed.

The subject which had been so warmly canvassed between their parents, about a twelvemonth ago, was now brought forward again.

The topic that their parents had discussed so passionately about a year ago was now being brought up again.

"As soon as ever Mr. Bingley comes, my dear," said Mrs. Bennet, "you will wait on him of course."

"As soon as Mr. Bingley arrives, my dear," said Mrs. Bennet, "you'll definitely pay him a visit."

"No, no. You forced me into visiting him last year, and promised if I went to see him, he should marry one of my daughters. But it ended in nothing, and I will not be sent on a fool's errand again."

"No, no. You made me visit him last year and promised that if I did, he would marry one of my daughters. But it went nowhere, and I won’t be sent on a fool’s errand again."

His wife represented to him how absolutely necessary such an attention would be from all the neighbouring gentlemen, on his returning to Netherfield.

His wife explained to him how essential it would be for all the nearby gentlemen to pay attention to him when he returned to Netherfield.

"'Tis an etiquette I despise," said he. "If he wants our society, let him seek it. He knows where we live. I will not spend my hours in running after my neighbours every time they go away, and come back again."

"That's an etiquette I can't stand," he said. "If he wants to join us, he can come and find us. He knows where we live. I won't waste my time chasing after my neighbors every time they leave and come back."

"Well, all I know is, that it will be abominably rude if you do not wait on him. But, however, that shan't prevent my asking him to dine here, I am determined. We must have Mrs. Long and the Gouldings soon. That will make thirteen with ourselves, so there will be just room at table for him."

"Well, all I know is that it would be really rude if you don’t wait on him. But that won’t stop me from asking him to dinner here; I’m set on that. We need to have Mrs. Long and the Gouldings over soon. That’ll make thirteen with us, so there will be just enough room at the table for him."

Consoled by this resolution, she was the better able to bear her husband's incivility; though it was very mortifying to know that her neighbours might all see Mr. Bingley in consequence of it, before they did. As the day of his arrival drew near,

Consoled by this decision, she was better able to handle her husband’s rudeness; even though it was quite embarrassing to think that her neighbors might see Mr. Bingley because of it, before they did. As the day of his arrival got closer,

"I begin to be sorry that he comes at all," said Jane to her sister. "It would be nothing; I could see him with perfect indifference, but I can hardly bear to hear it thus perpetually talked of. My mother means well; but she does not know, no one can know how much I suffer from what she says. Happy shall I be, when his stay at Netherfield is over!"

"I’m starting to regret that he comes here at all," Jane said to her sister. "It wouldn’t bother me; I could see him with total indifference, but I can barely stand hearing it talked about all the time. My mom means well; but she doesn’t understand, no one can know how much I suffer from what she says. I’ll be so happy when he leaves Netherfield!"

"I wish I could say any thing to comfort you," replied Elizabeth; "but it is wholly out of my power. You must feel it; and the usual satisfaction of preaching patience to a sufferer is denied me, because you have always so much."

"I wish I could say anything to comfort you," Elizabeth replied, "but it's completely beyond my ability. You have to feel it; and the usual comfort of telling someone to be patient is off the table for me, because you've always had so much patience."

Mr. Bingley arrived. Mrs. Bennet, through the assistance of servants, contrived to have the earliest tidings of it, that the period of anxiety and fretfulness on her side, might be as long as it could. She counted the days that must intervene before their invitation could be sent; hopeless of seeing him before. But on the third morning after his arrival in Hertfordshire, she saw him from her dressing-room window, enter the paddock, and ride towards the house.

Mr. Bingley arrived. Mrs. Bennet, with the help of the servants, managed to get the news first so that her period of anxiety and restlessness could last as long as possible. She counted the days until they could send the invitation, with no hope of seeing him before then. But on the third morning after he got to Hertfordshire, she saw him from her dressing-room window, enter the paddock, and ride toward the house.

Her daughters were eagerly called to partake of her joy. Jane resolutely kept her place at the table; but Elizabeth, to satisfy her mother, went to the window—she looked,—she saw Mr. Darcy with him, and sat down again by her sister.

Her daughters were excitedly called to share in her happiness. Jane firmly stayed at the table; but Elizabeth, to please her mother, went to the window—she looked, saw Mr. Darcy with him, and sat down again beside her sister.

"There is a gentleman with him, mamma," said Kitty; "who can it be?"

"There’s a guy with him, mom," said Kitty; "who could it be?"

"Some acquaintance or other, my dear, I suppose; I am sure I do not know."

"Some friend or someone, my dear, I guess; I'm really not sure."

"La!" replied Kitty, "it looks just like that man that used to be with him before. Mr. what's his name. That tall, proud man."

"Wow!" replied Kitty, "it looks just like that guy who used to be with him before. Mr. what's-his-name. That tall, arrogant guy."

"Good gracious! Mr. Darcy!—and so it does I vow. Well, any friend of Mr. Bingley's will always be welcome here to be sure; but else I must say that I hate the very sight of him."

"Goodness! Mr. Darcy!—and it really does, I swear. Well, any friend of Mr. Bingley's is always welcome here, of course; but otherwise, I have to say that I can't stand the sight of him."

Jane looked at Elizabeth with surprise and concern. She knew but little of their meeting in Derbyshire, and therefore felt for the awkwardness which must attend her sister, in seeing him almost for the first time after receiving his explanatory letter. Both sisters were uncomfortable enough. Each felt for the other, and of course for themselves; and their mother talked on, of her dislike of Mr. Darcy, and her resolution to be civil to him only as Mr. Bingley's friend, without being heard by either of them. But Elizabeth had sources of uneasiness which could not be suspected by Jane, to whom she had never yet had courage to shew Mrs. Gardiner's letter, or to relate her own change of sentiment towards him. To Jane, he could be only a man whose proposals she had refused, and whose merit she had undervalued; but to her own more extensive information, he was the person, to whom the whole family were indebted for the first of benefits, and whom she regarded herself with an interest, if not quite so tender, at least as reasonable and just, as what Jane felt for Bingley. Her astonishment at his coming—at his coming to Netherfield, to Longbourn, and voluntarily seeking her again, was almost equal to what she had known on first witnessing his altered behaviour in Derbyshire.

Jane looked at Elizabeth with surprise and concern. She didn’t know much about their meeting in Derbyshire, so she felt the awkwardness her sister must feel seeing him almost for the first time after getting his letter. Both sisters were quite uncomfortable. Each felt for the other, as well as for themselves; and their mother kept talking about her dislike for Mr. Darcy and her decision to be polite to him only as Mr. Bingley's friend, without either of them hearing. But Elizabeth had worries that Jane couldn’t suspect since she hadn’t yet had the courage to show her Mrs. Gardiner's letter or explain her own change of feelings toward him. To Jane, he was just a man whose proposal she had rejected and whose worth she had underestimated; but to Elizabeth's broader perspective, he was the person the whole family owed their first benefit to, and she regarded him with an interest that, while not as tender as Jane's feelings for Bingley, was still reasonable and just. Her surprise at him coming—at him coming to Netherfield, to Longbourn, and seeking her out again voluntarily—was nearly as intense as the surprise she felt when she first saw his changed behavior in Derbyshire.

The colour which had been driven from her face, returned for half a minute with an additional glow, and a smile of delight added lustre to her eyes, as she thought for that space of time, that his affection and wishes must still be unshaken. But she would not be secure.

The color that had drained from her face came back for half a minute with an extra glow, and a smile of joy brightened her eyes as she briefly thought that his feelings and hopes must still be strong. But she wouldn't allow herself to be fully confident.

"Let me first see how he behaves," said she; "it will then be early enough for expectation."

"Let me first see how he acts," she said; "then it will be soon enough to expect something."

She sat intently at work, striving to be composed, and without daring to lift up her eyes, till anxious curiosity carried them to the face of her sister, as the servant was approaching the door. Jane looked a little paler than usual, but more sedate than Elizabeth had expected. On the gentlemen's appearing, her colour increased; yet she received them with tolerable ease, and with a propriety of behaviour equally free from any symptom of resentment, or any unnecessary complaisance.

She sat focused on her work, trying to stay composed, and without daring to look up until her anxious curiosity pulled her gaze to her sister's face as the servant approached the door. Jane looked a little paler than usual, but calmer than Elizabeth had expected. When the gentlemen arrived, her color flushed, yet she welcomed them with a decent level of ease and behaved in a way that showed neither resentment nor excessive politeness.

Elizabeth said as little to either as civility would allow, and sat down again to her work, with an eagerness which it did not often command. She had ventured only one glance at Darcy. He looked serious as usual; and she thought, more as he had been used to look in Hertfordshire, than as she had seen him at Pemberley. But, perhaps he could not in her mother's presence be what he was before her uncle and aunt. It was a painful, but not an improbable, conjecture.

Elizabeth spoke as little as politeness permitted and returned to her work with an enthusiasm that was rare for her. She had dared to glance at Darcy only once. He appeared serious, as usual, and she thought he looked more like he did in Hertfordshire than how she had seen him at Pemberley. But, perhaps he couldn’t be his true self in front of her mother as he was around her uncle and aunt. It was a painful, but not unlikely, thought.

Bingley, she had likewise seen for an instant, and in that short period saw him looking both pleased and embarrassed. He was received by Mrs. Bennet with a degree of civility, which made her two daughters ashamed, especially when contrasted with the cold and ceremonious politeness of her curtsey and address to his friend.

Bingley, she had also caught a glimpse of, and in that brief moment, she noticed he looked both happy and a bit awkward. Mrs. Bennet greeted him with a level of politeness that made her two daughters feel ashamed, especially when compared to the cold and formal way she curtseyed and spoke to his friend.

Elizabeth particularly, who knew that her mother owed to the latter the preservation of her favourite daughter from irremediable infamy, was hurt and distressed to a most painful degree by a distinction so ill applied.

Elizabeth, especially, who understood that her mother was responsible for saving her favorite daughter from irreversible shame, was deeply hurt and upset by such a poorly placed distinction.

Darcy, after enquiring of her how Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner did, a question which she could not answer without confusion, said scarcely any thing. He was not seated by her; perhaps that was the reason of his silence; but it had not been so in Derbyshire. There he had talked to her friends, when he could not to herself. But now several minutes elapsed, without bringing the sound of his voice; and when occasionally, unable to resist the impulse of curiosity, she raised her eyes to his face, she as often found him looking at Jane, as at herself, and frequently on no object but the ground. More thoughtfulness, and less anxiety to please than when they last met, were plainly expressed. She was disappointed, and angry with herself for being so.

Darcy, after asking her how Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner were doing, a question she couldn't answer without feeling awkward, hardly said anything. He wasn't sitting next to her; maybe that was why he was silent, but it hadn't been that way in Derbyshire. There, he had conversed with her friends when he couldn't talk to her directly. But now, several minutes passed without him speaking, and when she occasionally couldn't help but glance at his face, she often found him looking at Jane just as much as at her, and frequently staring at the ground. He showed more thoughtfulness and less desire to impress than when they last met. She felt disappointed and annoyed with herself for feeling that way.

"Could I expect it to be otherwise!" said she. "Yet why did he come?"

"Could I expect anything different?" she said. "But why did he come?"

She was in no humour for conversation with any one but himself; and to him she had hardly courage to speak.

She wasn’t in the mood to talk to anyone but him, and even with him, she barely had the courage to say anything.

She enquired after his sister, but could do no more.

She asked about his sister, but that was all she could do.

"It is a long time, Mr. Bingley, since you went away," said Mrs. Bennet.

"It’s been a while, Mr. Bingley, since you left," said Mrs. Bennet.

He readily agreed to it.

He quickly agreed to it.

"I began to be afraid you would never come back again. People did say, you meant to quit the place entirely at Michaelmas; but, however, I hope it is not true. A great many changes have happened in the neighbourhood, since you went away. Miss Lucas is married and settled. And one of my own daughters. I suppose you have heard of it; indeed, you must have seen it in the papers. It was in the Times and the Courier, I know; though it was not put in as it ought to be. It was only said, 'Lately, George Wickham, Esq. to Miss Lydia Bennet,' without there being a syllable said of her father, or the place where she lived, or any thing. It was my brother Gardiner's drawing up too, and I wonder how he came to make such an awkward business of it. Did you see it?"

"I started to worry that you might never come back. People really said you were planning to leave completely at Michaelmas, but I hope that's not true. A lot has changed in the neighborhood since you left. Miss Lucas is married and settled down. And one of my daughters—I assume you’ve heard about it; you must have seen it in the papers. It was in the Times and the Courier, for sure; though they didn’t report it as it should have been. They just said, 'Recently, George Wickham, Esq. married Miss Lydia Bennet,' without mentioning her father, or where she lived, or anything like that. It was my brother Gardiner who wrote it up, and I can't believe he made such a mess of it. Did you see it?"

Bingley replied that he did, and made his congratulations. Elizabeth dared not lift up her eyes. How Mr. Darcy looked, therefore, she could not tell.

Bingley replied that he did and offered his congratulations. Elizabeth didn't dare to look up. So, she couldn't tell how Mr. Darcy looked.

"It is a delightful thing, to be sure, to have a daughter well married," continued her mother, "but at the same time, Mr. Bingley, it is very hard to have her taken such a way from me. They are gone down to Newcastle, a place quite northward, it seems, and there they are to stay, I do not know how long. His regiment is there; for I suppose you have heard of his leaving the ——shire, and of his being gone into the regulars. Thank Heaven! he has some friends, though perhaps not so many as he deserves."

"It’s truly wonderful, of course, to see a daughter married well," her mother continued, "but at the same time, Mr. Bingley, it’s very difficult to have her taken so far away from me. They’ve gone to Newcastle, which is quite a bit north, it seems, and they’re going to stay there for an indefinite time. His regiment is there; I assume you’ve heard about him leaving the ——shire and joining the regular army. Thank goodness he has some friends, although maybe not as many as he deserves."

Elizabeth, who knew this to be levelled at Mr. Darcy, was in such misery of shame, that she could hardly keep her seat. It drew from her, however, the exertion of speaking, which nothing else had so effectually done before; and she asked Bingley, whether he meant to make any stay in the country at present. A few weeks, he believed.

Elizabeth, who realized this was aimed at Mr. Darcy, was so overwhelmed with shame that she could barely stay seated. However, it pushed her to speak, which nothing else had managed to do before; she asked Bingley if he planned to stay in the country for a while. He thought it would be a few weeks.

"When you have killed all your own birds, Mr. Bingley," said her mother, "I beg you will come here, and shoot as many as you please, on Mr. Bennet's manor. I am sure he will be vastly happy to oblige you, and will save all the best of the covies for you."

"When you've shot all your own birds, Mr. Bingley," her mother said, "I kindly ask you to come here and shoot as many as you want on Mr. Bennet's land. I'm sure he would be very happy to help you out and will save all the best of the flocks for you."

Elizabeth's misery increased, at such unnecessary, such officious attention! Were the same fair prospect to arise at present, as had flattered them a year ago, every thing, she was persuaded, would be hastening to the same vexatious conclusion. At that instant she felt, that years of happiness could not make Jane or herself amends, for moments of such painful confusion.

Elizabeth's misery grew with all the unnecessary and overbearing attention! If the same promising situation were to come up now as it had flattered them a year ago, she was sure everything would rush to the same frustrating outcome. In that moment, she realized that years of happiness couldn't make up for the painful confusion they had experienced.

"The first wish of my heart," said she to herself, "is never more to be in company with either of them. Their society can afford no pleasure, that will atone for such wretchedness as this! Let me never see either one or the other again!"

"The first wish of my heart," she said to herself, "is to never be around either of them again. Their company offers no enjoyment that makes up for this misery! I hope I never see either of them again!"

Yet the misery, for which years of happiness were to offer no compensation, received soon afterwards material relief, from observing how much the beauty of her sister re-kindled the admiration of her former lover. When first he came in, he had spoken to her but little; but every five minutes seemed to be giving her more of his attention. He found her as handsome as she had been last year; as good natured, and as unaffected, though not quite so chatty. Jane was anxious that no difference should be perceived in her at all, and was really persuaded that she talked as much as ever. But her mind was so busily engaged, that she did not always know when she was silent.

Yet the misery, for which years of happiness would offer no compensation, soon found some relief in seeing how much her sister's beauty rekindled the admiration of her former lover. When he first arrived, he had barely spoken to her; but every five minutes, it seemed like he was giving her more of his attention. He found her just as beautiful as she had been last year; just as kind and genuine, though perhaps not quite as chatty. Jane was worried that no one would notice any difference in her, and she honestly believed she talked as much as ever. But her mind was so occupied that she didn't always realize when she was being silent.

When the gentlemen rose to go away, Mrs. Bennet was mindful of her intended civility, and they were invited and engaged to dine at Longbourn in a few days time.

When the gentlemen stood up to leave, Mrs. Bennet remembered her politeness, and they were invited and asked to come for dinner at Longbourn in a few days.

"You are quite a visit in my debt, Mr. Bingley," she added, "for when you went to town last winter, you promised to take a family dinner with us, as soon as you returned. I have not forgot, you see; and I assure you, I was very much disappointed that you did not come back and keep your engagement."

"You owe me a visit, Mr. Bingley," she said, "because when you went to the city last winter, you promised to have dinner with us as soon as you got back. I haven't forgotten, and I assure you, I was really disappointed that you didn't come back and fulfill your promise."

Bingley looked a little silly at this reflection, and said something of his concern, at having been prevented by business. They then went away.

Bingley seemed a bit foolish at this thought and expressed his worry about being held up by work. They then left.

Mrs. Bennet had been strongly inclined to ask them to stay and dine there, that day; but, though she always kept a very good table, she did not think any thing less than two courses, could be good enough for a man, on whom she had such anxious designs, or satisfy the appetite and pride of one who had ten thousand a-year.

Mrs. Bennet was very eager to invite them to stay and have dinner that day; however, even though she always prepared a great meal, she didn't believe anything less than two courses would be suitable for a man she had such worried plans about, or meet the appetite and pride of someone who made ten thousand a year.


CHAPTER XII.

As soon as they were gone, Elizabeth walked out to recover her spirits; or in other words, to dwell without interruption on those subjects that must deaden them more. Mr. Darcy's behaviour astonished and vexed her.

As soon as they left, Elizabeth stepped outside to regain her composure; in other words, to think without distraction about the topics that would only bring her down more. Mr. Darcy's actions surprised and annoyed her.

"Why, if he came only to be silent, grave, and indifferent," said she, "did he come at all?"

"Why, if he came just to be quiet, serious, and aloof," she said, "why did he come at all?"

She could settle it in no way that gave her pleasure.

She couldn't figure it out in a way that made her happy.

"He could be still amiable, still pleasing, to my uncle and aunt, when he was in town; and why not to me? If he fears me, why come hither? If he no longer cares for me, why silent? Teazing, teazing, man! I will think no more about him."

"He could still be friendly and charming to my uncle and aunt when he was in town; so why not to me? If he’s afraid of me, why come here? If he doesn’t care about me anymore, why the silence? Teasing, teasing, man! I won't think about him anymore."

Her resolution was for a short time involuntarily kept by the approach of her sister, who joined her with a cheerful look, which shewed her better satisfied with their visitors, than Elizabeth.

Her determination was temporarily disrupted by the arrival of her sister, who approached her with a cheerful expression, indicating that she was more pleased with their visitors than Elizabeth was.

"Now," said she, "that this first meeting is over, I feel perfectly easy. I know my own strength, and I shall never be embarrassed again by his coming. I am glad he dines here on Tuesday. It will then be publicly seen, that on both sides, we meet only as common and indifferent acquaintance."

"Now," she said, "that this first meeting is done, I feel completely at ease. I know my own strength, and I won't be embarrassed by his presence again. I'm glad he's having dinner here on Tuesday. It will be clear to everyone that we only meet as casual and unimportant acquaintances."

"Yes, very indifferent indeed," said Elizabeth, laughingly. "Oh, Jane, take care."

"Yes, very indifferent indeed," Elizabeth said with a laugh. "Oh, Jane, be careful."

"My dear Lizzy, you cannot think me so weak, as to be in danger now."

"My dear Lizzy, you can't seriously think I'm so weak that I'm in danger now."

"I think you are in very great danger of making him as much in love with you as ever."

"I think you are in serious danger of making him fall in love with you all over again."


They did not see the gentlemen again till Tuesday; and Mrs. Bennet, in the meanwhile, was giving way to all the happy schemes, which the good humour, and common politeness of Bingley, in half an hour's visit, had revived.

They didn’t see the gentlemen again until Tuesday; and in the meantime, Mrs. Bennet was indulging in all the happy plans that Bingley’s good nature and basic politeness had inspired during their half-hour visit.

On Tuesday there was a large party assembled at Longbourn; and the two, who were most anxiously expected, to the credit of their punctuality as sportsmen, were in very good time. When they repaired to the dining-room, Elizabeth eagerly watched to see whether Bingley would take the place, which, in all their former parties, had belonged to him, by her sister. Her prudent mother, occupied by the same ideas, forbore to invite him to sit by herself. On entering the room, he seemed to hesitate; but Jane happened to look round, and happened to smile: it was decided. He placed himself by her.

On Tuesday, a big party was happening at Longbourn, and the two people everyone was eagerly waiting for, true to their reputation for being on time, arrived promptly. When they went into the dining room, Elizabeth anxiously watched to see if Bingley would sit in the same spot he always had at previous gatherings, next to her sister. Her cautious mother, thinking along the same lines, decided not to invite him to sit next to her. When he entered the room, he seemed a bit unsure, but Jane happened to glance over and smile: that settled it. He chose to sit next to her.

Elizabeth, with a triumphant sensation, looked towards his friend. He bore it with noble indifference, and she would have imagined that Bingley had received his sanction to be happy, had she not seen his eyes likewise turned towards Mr. Darcy, with an expression of half-laughing alarm.

Elizabeth, feeling triumphant, looked at her friend. He handled it with a noble indifference, and she might have thought that Bingley had received permission to be happy, if she hadn't seen his eyes also directed at Mr. Darcy, showing a mix of laughter and concern.

His behaviour to her sister was such, during dinner time, as shewed an admiration of her, which, though more guarded than formerly, persuaded Elizabeth, that if left wholly to himself, Jane's happiness, and his own, would be speedily secured. Though she dared not depend upon the consequence, she yet received pleasure from observing his behaviour. It gave her all the animation that her spirits could boast; for she was in no cheerful humour. Mr. Darcy was almost as far from her, as the table could divide them. He was on one side of her mother. She knew how little such a situation would give pleasure to either, or make either appear to advantage. She was not near enough to hear any of their discourse, but she could see how seldom they spoke to each other, and how formal and cold was their manner, whenever they did. Her mother's ungraciousness, made the sense of what they owed him more painful to Elizabeth's mind; and she would, at times, have given any thing to be privileged to tell him, that his kindness was neither unknown nor unfelt by the whole of the family.

His behavior toward her sister during dinner showed an admiration for her that, although more careful than before, convinced Elizabeth that if left to his own devices, Jane's happiness and his own would be quickly secured. Though she didn't dare rely on the outcome, she still felt joy in watching how he acted. It brought her a spark of energy, as her spirits were quite low. Mr. Darcy sat almost as far from her as the table allowed, on the opposite side of her mother. She knew how little such a setup would please either of them or make them look good. She couldn't hear their conversation, but she could see how rarely they spoke to one another and how formal and distant they were whenever they did. Her mother's unfriendly demeanor made Elizabeth feel even more burdened by their obligation to him, and there were times when she would have given anything to let him know that his kindness was recognized and appreciated by the entire family.

She was in hopes that the evening would afford some opportunity of bringing them together; that the whole of the visit would not pass away without enabling them to enter into something more of conversation, than the mere ceremonious salutation attending his entrance. Anxious and uneasy, the period which passed in the drawing-room, before the gentlemen came, was wearisome and dull to a degree, that almost made her uncivil. She looked forward to their entrance, as the point on which all her chance of pleasure for the evening must depend.

She hoped the evening would provide a chance to bring them together; that the whole visit wouldn't go by without allowing them to have more than just a polite greeting when he arrived. Anxious and uneasy, the time spent in the living room before the men came felt so tedious and boring that it almost made her rude. She eagerly anticipated their arrival, as it felt like the key to her enjoyment for the evening.

"If he does not come to me, then," said she, "I shall give him up for ever."

"If he doesn't come to me, then," she said, "I'll give him up forever."

The gentlemen came; and she thought he looked as if he would have answered her hopes; but, alas! the ladies had crowded round the table, where Miss Bennet was making tea, and Elizabeth pouring out the coffee, in so close a confederacy, that there was not a single vacancy near her, which would admit of a chair. And on the gentlemen's approaching, one of the girls moved closer to her than ever, and said, in a whisper,

The guys arrived, and she thought he seemed like he might fulfill her hopes; but, unfortunately! the ladies had gathered around the table where Miss Bennet was making tea, and Elizabeth was pouring coffee, so tightly grouped that there wasn't a single spot available for a chair near her. As the guys got closer, one of the girls moved even closer to her and said in a whisper,

"The men shan't come and part us, I am determined. We want none of them; do we?"

"The guys aren't going to come and separate us, I'm sure of it. We don't want any of them; do we?"

Darcy had walked away to another part of the room. She followed him with her eyes, envied every one to whom he spoke, had scarcely patience enough to help anybody to coffee; and then was enraged against herself for being so silly!

Darcy had moved to another part of the room. She watched him with her eyes, envied everyone he talked to, and barely had the patience to help anyone with coffee; then she was angry with herself for being so foolish!

"A man who has once been refused! How could I ever be foolish enough to expect a renewal of his love? Is there one among the sex, who would not protest against such a weakness as a second proposal to the same woman? There is no indignity so abhorrent to their feelings!"

"A man who has been rejected once! How could I be stupid enough to think his love would come back? Is there anyone among men who wouldn't be appalled by the thought of making a second proposal to the same woman? There's no humiliation more repulsive to them!"

She was a little revived, however, by his bringing back his coffee cup himself; and she seized the opportunity of saying,

She felt a bit better when he brought back his coffee cup himself, so she took the chance to say,

"Is your sister at Pemberley still?"

"Is your sister still at Pemberley?"

"Yes, she will remain there till Christmas."

"Yeah, she'll stay there until Christmas."

"And quite alone? Have all her friends left her?"

"And all alone? Have all her friends abandoned her?"

"Mrs. Annesley is with her. The others have been gone on to Scarborough, these three weeks."

"Mrs. Annesley is with her. The others have gone on to Scarborough for the past three weeks."

She could think of nothing more to say; but if he wished to converse with her, he might have better success. He stood by her, however, for some minutes, in silence; and, at last, on the young lady's whispering to Elizabeth again, he walked away.

She couldn't think of anything else to say, but if he wanted to talk to her, he might have better luck. He stood next to her in silence for a few minutes, and finally, after the young lady whispered to Elizabeth again, he walked away.

When the tea-things were removed, and the card tables placed, the ladies all rose, and Elizabeth was then hoping to be soon joined by him, when all her views were overthrown, by seeing him fall a victim to her mother's rapacity for whist players, and in a few moments after seated with the rest of the party. She now lost every expectation of pleasure. They were confined for the evening at different tables, and she had nothing to hope, but that his eyes were so often turned towards her side of the room, as to make him play as unsuccessfully as herself.

When the tea things were cleared away and the card tables set up, all the ladies got up, and Elizabeth was hoping he would join her soon. Then all her hopes were dashed when she saw him become a target of her mother’s obsession with finding whist players, and within a few moments, he was sitting with the rest of the group. She now had no expectations of enjoyment. They were stuck at separate tables for the evening, and all she could hope for was that he glanced her way often enough to play as poorly as she did.

Mrs. Bennet had designed to keep the two Netherfield gentlemen to supper; but their carriage was unluckily ordered before any of the others, and she had no opportunity of detaining them.

Mrs. Bennet had planned to invite the two gentlemen from Netherfield to stay for supper, but their carriage was unfortunately called before any of the others, and she didn't get a chance to keep them.

"Well girls," said she, as soon as they were left to themselves, "What say you to the day? I think every thing has passed off uncommonly well, I assure you. The dinner was as well dressed as any I ever saw. The venison was roasted to a turn—and everybody said, they never saw so fat a haunch. The soup was fifty times better than what we had at the Lucas's last week; and even Mr. Darcy acknowledged, that the partridges were remarkably well done; and I suppose he has two or three French cooks at least. And, my dear Jane, I never saw you look in greater beauty. Mrs. Long said so too, for I asked her whether you did not. And what do you think she said besides? 'Ah! Mrs. Bennet, we shall have her at Netherfield at last.' She did indeed. I do think Mrs. Long is as good a creature as ever lived—and her nieces are very pretty behaved girls, and not at all handsome: I like them prodigiously."

"Well, girls," she said, as soon as they were alone, "What do you think of the day? I think everything went exceptionally well, I assure you. The dinner was as beautifully presented as any I've ever seen. The venison was perfectly roasted—and everyone said they had never seen such a fatty haunch. The soup was fifty times better than what we had at the Lucas's last week; and even Mr. Darcy admitted that the partridges were remarkably well prepared; and I assume he has at least two or three French chefs. And, my dear Jane, I’ve never seen you look more beautiful. Mrs. Long said so too, because I asked her if you didn’t. And guess what else she said? 'Ah! Mrs. Bennet, we will finally have her at Netherfield.' She really did. I truly think Mrs. Long is one of the kindest people ever—and her nieces are very well-behaved girls, though not exactly beautiful: I like them a lot."

Mrs. Bennet, in short, was in very great spirits; she had seen enough of Bingley's behaviour to Jane, to be convinced that she would get him at last; and her expectations of advantage to her family, when in a happy humour, were so far beyond reason, that she was quite disappointed at not seeing him there again the next day, to make his proposals.

Mrs. Bennet was in high spirits; she had seen enough of Bingley's behavior towards Jane to be sure that she would eventually win him over. Her hopes for the benefits to her family, when she was in a good mood, were so unrealistic that she felt quite let down when he didn't come by the next day to make his proposal.

"It has been a very agreeable day," said Miss Bennet to Elizabeth. "The party seemed so well selected, so suitable one with the other. I hope we may often meet again."

"It’s been such a lovely day," Miss Bennet said to Elizabeth. "The guest list was so well chosen, everyone felt like a good fit. I really hope we can all get together again soon."

Elizabeth smiled.

Elizabeth grinned.

"Lizzy, you must not do so. You must not suspect me. It mortifies me. I assure you that I have now learnt to enjoy his conversation as an agreeable and sensible young man, without having a wish beyond it. I am perfectly satisfied from what his manners now are, that he never had any design of engaging my affection. It is only that he is blessed with greater sweetness of address, and a stronger desire of generally pleasing than any other man."

"Lizzy, you can't do that. You shouldn't suspect me. It really bothers me. I promise you that I've learned to appreciate his conversation as an interesting and thoughtful young man, without wanting anything more. I'm completely convinced, based on his behavior now, that he never intended to win my affection. It's just that he has a nicer way of speaking and a greater desire to please people than any other man."

"You are very cruel," said her sister, "you will not let me smile, and are provoking me to it every moment."

"You’re really cruel," her sister said, "you won’t let me smile, and you keep pushing me to do it every moment."

"How hard it is in some cases to be believed!"

"How hard it is in some cases to be believed!"

"And how impossible in others!"

"And how impossible for others!"

"But why should you wish to persuade me that I feel more than I acknowledge?"

"But why do you want to convince me that I feel more than I admit?"

"That is a question which I hardly know how to answer. We all love to instruct, though we can teach only what is not worth knowing. Forgive me; and if you persist in indifference, do not make me your confidante."

"That's a question I'm not really sure how to answer. We all love to teach, even though we can only share what isn't really worth knowing. Please forgive me; and if you continue to be indifferent, don't make me your confidante."


CHAPTER XIII.

A few days after this visit, Mr. Bingley called again, and alone. His friend had left him that morning for London, but was to return home in ten days time. He sat with them above an hour, and was in remarkably good spirits. Mrs. Bennet invited him to dine with them; but, with many expressions of concern, he confessed himself engaged elsewhere.

A few days after this visit, Mr. Bingley came by again, this time by himself. His friend had left for London that morning but was supposed to come back in ten days. He stayed with them for over an hour and was in really good spirits. Mrs. Bennet invited him to dinner, but with a lot of apologies, he admitted he had plans elsewhere.

"Next time you call," said she, "I hope we shall be more lucky."

"Next time you call," she said, "I hope we'll have better luck."

He should be particularly happy at any time, &c. &c.; and if she would give him leave, would take an early opportunity of waiting on them.

He should be especially happy at any time, etc., etc.; and if she would allow him, he would take the first chance to visit them.

"Can you come to-morrow?"

"Can you come tomorrow?"

Yes, he had no engagement at all for to-morrow; and her invitation was accepted with alacrity.

Yes, he had no plans for tomorrow at all; and he eagerly accepted her invitation.

He came, and in such very good time, that the ladies were none of them dressed. In ran Mrs. Bennet to her daughter's room, in her dressing gown, and with her hair half finished, crying out,

He arrived, and he was so early that none of the ladies had gotten dressed yet. Mrs. Bennet rushed into her daughter's room, wearing her dressing gown and with her hair half done, shouting,

"My dear Jane, make haste and hurry down. He is come—Mr. Bingley is come.—He is, indeed. Make haste, make haste. Here, Sarah, come to Miss Bennet this moment, and help her on with her gown. Never mind Miss Lizzy's hair."

"My dear Jane, hurry up and come down. He has arrived—Mr. Bingley is here. He really is. Hurry, hurry. Sarah, come help Miss Bennet get into her dress right now. Don't worry about Miss Lizzy's hair."

"We will be down as soon as we can," said Jane; "but I dare say Kitty is forwarder than either of us, for she went up stairs half an hour ago."

"We'll be down as soon as we can," Jane said, "but I bet Kitty is ahead of both of us since she went upstairs half an hour ago."

"Oh! hang Kitty! what has she to do with it? Come be quick, be quick! where is your sash my dear?"

"Oh! Forget about Kitty! What does she have to do with this? Come on, hurry up, hurry up! Where's your sash, my dear?"

But when her mother was gone, Jane would not be prevailed on to go down without one of her sisters.

But when her mother was gone, Jane wouldn't agree to go downstairs without one of her sisters.

The same anxiety to get them by themselves, was visible again in the evening. After tea, Mr. Bennet retired to the library, as was his custom, and Mary went up stairs to her instrument. Two obstacles of the five being thus removed, Mrs. Bennet sat looking and winking at Elizabeth and Catherine for a considerable time, without making any impression on them. Elizabeth would not observe her; and when at last Kitty did, she very innocently said, "What is the matter mamma? What do you keep winking at me for? What am I to do?"

The same anxiety to get them alone was obvious again in the evening. After tea, Mr. Bennet went to the library, as usual, and Mary went upstairs to her instrument. With two of the five obstacles out of the way, Mrs. Bennet sat looking and winking at Elizabeth and Catherine for a long time, but didn’t make any impact on them. Elizabeth wouldn’t pay attention to her; and when Kitty finally did, she innocently asked, "What’s wrong, mom? Why do you keep winking at me? What do you want me to do?"

"Nothing child, nothing. I did not wink at you." She then sat still five minutes longer; but unable to waste such a precious occasion, she suddenly got up, and saying to Kitty,

"Nothing, kid, nothing. I didn’t give you a wink." She then stayed quiet for five more minutes; but not wanting to waste such a valuable moment, she suddenly stood up and said to Kitty,

"Come here, my love, I want to speak to you," took her out of the room. Jane instantly gave a look at Elizabeth, which spoke her distress at such premeditation, and her intreaty that she would not give into it. In a few minutes, Mrs. Bennet half opened the door and called out,

"Come here, my love, I want to talk to you," took her out of the room. Jane instantly glanced at Elizabeth, her expression showing her worry about such planning, and her plea that she would not go along with it. In a few minutes, Mrs. Bennet partially opened the door and called out,

"Lizzy, my dear, I want to speak with you."

"Lizzy, my dear, I want to talk to you."

Elizabeth was forced to go.

Elizabeth had to leave.

"We may as well leave them by themselves you know;" said her mother as soon as she was in the hall. "Kitty and I are going upstairs to sit in my dressing-room."

"We might as well leave them alone, you know," her mother said as soon as she was in the hall. "Kitty and I are going upstairs to sit in my dressing room."

Elizabeth made no attempt to reason with her mother, but remained quietly in the hall, till she and Kitty were out of sight, then returned into the drawing-room.

Elizabeth didn’t try to argue with her mother; she just stayed quietly in the hall until she and Kitty were out of sight, then went back into the drawing room.

Mrs. Bennet's schemes for this day were ineffectual. Bingley was every thing that was charming, except the professed lover of her daughter. His ease and cheerfulness rendered him a most agreeable addition to their evening party; and he bore with the ill-judged officiousness of the mother, and heard all her silly remarks with a forbearance and command of countenance, particularly grateful to the daughter.

Mrs. Bennet's plans for the day didn't work out. Bingley was everything charming—except for being her daughter's boyfriend. His relaxed and cheerful demeanor made him a great addition to their evening get-together, and he tolerated the mother's misguided meddling, listening to all her ridiculous comments with a patience and composure that the daughter really appreciated.

He scarcely needed an invitation to stay supper; and before he went away, an engagement was formed, chiefly through his own and Mrs. Bennet's means, for his coming next morning to shoot with her husband.

He hardly needed an invitation to stay for dinner; and before he left, an arrangement was made, mainly through his efforts and Mrs. Bennet's, for him to come the next morning to go shooting with her husband.

After this day, Jane said no more of her indifference. Not a word passed between the sisters concerning Bingley; but Elizabeth went to bed in the happy belief that all must speedily be concluded, unless Mr. Darcy returned within the stated time. Seriously, however, she felt tolerably persuaded that all this must have taken place with that gentleman's concurrence.

After this day, Jane stopped mentioning her indifference. The sisters didn’t say a word to each other about Bingley; but Elizabeth went to bed feeling happy, believing that everything would be resolved soon, unless Mr. Darcy returned in the meantime. Seriously, though, she was pretty convinced that all of this must have happened with that gentleman's agreement.

Bingley was punctual to his appointment; and he and Mr. Bennet spent the morning together, as had been agreed on. The latter was much more agreeable than his companion expected. There was nothing of presumption or folly in Bingley, that could provoke his ridicule, or disgust him into silence; and he was more communicative, and less eccentric than the other had ever seen him. Bingley of course returned with him to dinner; and in the evening Mrs. Bennet's invention was again at work to get every body away from him and her daughter. Elizabeth, who had a letter to write, went into the breakfast room for that purpose soon after tea; for as the others were all going to sit down to cards, she could not be wanted to counteract her mother's schemes.

Bingley was on time for his appointment, and he and Mr. Bennet spent the morning together as planned. Mr. Bennet found him to be much more enjoyable than he had expected. Bingley showed no signs of presumption or foolishness that could invite ridicule or annoy him into silence, and he was more talkative and less quirky than Mr. Bennet had ever seen him. Naturally, Bingley joined him for dinner, and in the evening, Mrs. Bennet was once again busy trying to keep everyone away from him and her daughter. Elizabeth, who needed to write a letter, went into the breakfast room to do so shortly after tea; since the others were all about to sit down for cards, she knew she wouldn’t be needed to thwart her mother’s plans.

But on returning to the drawing-room, when her letter was finished, she saw, to her infinite surprise, there was reason to fear that her mother had been too ingenious for her. On opening the door, she perceived her sister and Bingley standing together over the hearth, as if engaged in earnest conversation; and had this led to no suspicion, the faces of both as they hastily turned round, and moved away from each other, would have told it all. Their situation was awkward enough; but her's she thought was still worse. Not a syllable was uttered by either; and Elizabeth was on the point of going away again, when Bingley, who as well as the other had sat down, suddenly rose, and whispering a few words to her sister, ran out of the room.

But when she returned to the living room and finished her letter, she was incredibly surprised to realize that her mother might have outsmarted her. When she opened the door, she saw her sister and Bingley standing together by the fireplace, as if they were deep in conversation. If that hadn’t raised any suspicions, their faces when they quickly turned to each other and then moved apart said it all. Their situation was awkward enough, but she thought hers was even worse. Neither of them said a word, and Elizabeth was about to leave again when Bingley, who had also sat down, suddenly got up, whispered a few words to her sister, and ran out of the room.

Jane could have no reserves from Elizabeth, where confidence would give pleasure; and instantly embracing her, acknowledged, with the liveliest emotion, that she was the happiest creature in the world.

Jane held nothing back from Elizabeth, knowing that sharing her feelings would bring joy; and immediately hugging her, she expressed, with deep emotion, that she was the happiest person in the world.

"'Tis too much!" she added, "by far too much. I do not deserve it. Oh! why is not every body as happy?"

"It's too much!" she added, "way too much. I don't deserve it. Oh! why isn't everyone as happy?"

Elizabeth's congratulations were given with a sincerity, a warmth, a delight, which words could but poorly express. Every sentence of kindness was a fresh source of happiness to Jane. But she would not allow herself to stay with her sister, or say half that remained to be said, for the present.

Elizabeth's congratulations were given with genuine sincerity, warmth, and joy that words could hardly capture. Every kind word was a new source of happiness for Jane. However, she decided not to stay with her sister or say everything that was left to be said, at least for now.

"I must go instantly to my mother;" she cried. "I would not on any account trifle with her affectionate solicitude; or allow her to hear it from any one but myself. He is gone to my father already. Oh! Lizzy, to know that what I have to relate will give such pleasure to all my dear family! how shall I bear so much happiness!"

"I need to see my mom right away," she exclaimed. "I wouldn’t let anyone else take this away from her; I have to be the one to tell her. He’s already gone to my dad. Oh! Lizzy, knowing that what I have to share will bring such joy to my whole family! How am I going to handle all this happiness!"

She then hastened away to her mother, who had purposely broken up the card party, and was sitting up stairs with Kitty.

She quickly went to her mother, who had intentionally ended the card party and was upstairs with Kitty.

Elizabeth, who was left by herself, now smiled at the rapidity and ease with which an affair was finally settled, that had given them so many previous months of suspense and vexation.

Elizabeth, now alone, smiled at how quickly and easily an affair was finally resolved, after having caused them so many months of tension and frustration.

"And this," said she, "is the end of all his friend's anxious circumspection! of all his sister's falsehood and contrivance! the happiest, wisest, most reasonable end!"

"And this," she said, "is the end of all his friend's worried caution! of all his sister's lies and schemes! the happiest, smartest, most sensible ending!"

In a few minutes she was joined by Bingley, whose conference with her father had been short and to the purpose.

In a few minutes, Bingley joined her after a brief, straightforward talk with her father.

"Where is your sister?" said he hastily, as he opened the door.

"Where's your sister?" he asked quickly as he opened the door.

"With my mother up stairs. She will be down in a moment I dare say."

"With my mom upstairs. She'll be down in a moment, I bet."

He then shut the door, and coming up to her, claimed the good wishes and affection of a sister. Elizabeth honestly and heartily expressed her delight in the prospect of their relationship. They shook hands with great cordiality; and then till her sister came down, she had to listen to all he had to say, of his own happiness, and of Jane's perfections; and in spite of his being a lover, Elizabeth really believed all his expectations of felicity, to be rationally founded, because they had for basis the excellent understanding, and super-excellent disposition of Jane, and a general similarity of feeling and taste between her and himself.

He then closed the door and walked over to her, seeking the good wishes and affection of a sister. Elizabeth genuinely and enthusiastically expressed her happiness about their relationship. They shook hands warmly, and until her sister came down, she had to listen to everything he had to say about his own happiness and Jane's qualities; and despite him being in love, Elizabeth truly believed that all his hopes for happiness were logically based, as they rested on Jane's wonderful character and exceptional nature, along with a general similarity of feelings and tastes between them.

It was an evening of no common delight to them all; the satisfaction of Miss Bennet's mind gave a glow of such sweet animation to her face, as made her look handsomer than ever. Kitty simpered and smiled, and hoped her turn was coming soon. Mrs. Bennet could not give her consent, or speak her approbation in terms warm enough to satisfy her feelings, though she talked to Bingley of nothing else, for half an hour; and when Mr. Bennet joined them at supper, his voice and manner plainly shewed how really happy he was.

It was an evening of uncommon joy for everyone; the happiness on Miss Bennet's face lit her up in a way that made her look more beautiful than ever. Kitty grinned and smiled, hoping her moment would come soon. Mrs. Bennet couldn't express her approval in words that felt enthusiastic enough, even though she talked to Bingley about nothing else for half an hour. When Mr. Bennet joined them at dinner, his voice and demeanor clearly showed just how happy he was.

Not a word, however, passed his lips in allusion to it, till their visitor took his leave for the night; but as soon as he was gone, he turned to his daughter and said,

Not a word, though, was said about it until their guest left for the night; but as soon as he was gone, he turned to his daughter and said,

"Jane, I congratulate you. You will be a very happy woman."

"Jane, congratulations! You're going to be a very happy woman."

Jane went to him instantly, kissed him, and thanked him for his goodness.

Jane went to him right away, kissed him, and thanked him for his kindness.

"You are a good girl;" he replied, "and I have great pleasure in thinking you will be so happily settled. I have not a doubt of your doing very well together. Your tempers are by no means unlike. You are each of you so complying, that nothing will ever be resolved on; so easy, that every servant will cheat you; and so generous, that you will always exceed your income."

"You’re a good girl," he said, "and I’m really happy to think you’ll be so well settled. I have no doubt you two will get along great. Your personalities aren’t that different. You’re both so agreeable that nothing will ever get decided; so nice that every servant will take advantage of you; and so generous that you’ll always be spending more than you earn."

"I hope not so. Imprudence or thoughtlessness in money matters, would be unpardonable in me."

"I really hope not. Being careless or reckless with money would be unforgivable for me."

"Exceed their income! My dear Mr. Bennet," cried his wife, "what are you talking of? Why, he has four or five thousand a-year, and very likely more." Then addressing her daughter, "Oh! my dear, dear Jane, I am so happy! I am sure I sha'nt get a wink of sleep all night. I knew how it would be. I always said it must be so, at last. I was sure you could not be so beautiful for nothing! I remember, as soon as ever I saw him, when he first came into Hertfordshire last year, I thought how likely it was that you should come together. Oh! he is the handsomest young man that ever was seen!"

"Exceed their income! My dear Mr. Bennet," his wife exclaimed, "what are you talking about? He has four or five thousand a year, and probably more." Then turning to her daughter, "Oh! my dear, dear Jane, I am so happy! I know I won’t sleep a wink all night. I knew this would happen. I always said it had to end this way eventually. I was sure you couldn’t be this beautiful for nothing! I remember when I first saw him, when he came into Hertfordshire last year, I thought it was very likely that you two would end up together. Oh! he is the most handsome young man that’s ever been seen!"

Wickham, Lydia, were all forgotten. Jane was beyond competition her favourite child. At that moment, she cared for no other. Her younger sisters soon began to make interest with her for objects of happiness which she might in future be able to dispense.

Wickham and Lydia were totally forgotten. Jane was clearly her favorite child. At that moment, she didn’t care about anyone else. Her younger sisters soon started trying to win her favor for things that she might be able to give them in the future.

Mary petitioned for the use of the library at Netherfield; and Kitty begged very hard for a few balls there every winter.

Mary requested permission to use the library at Netherfield, and Kitty pleaded strongly for a few dances to be held there every winter.

Bingley, from this time, was of course a daily visitor at Longbourn; coming frequently before breakfast, and always remaining till after supper; unless when some barbarous neighbour, who could not be enough detested, had given him an invitation to dinner, which he thought himself obliged to accept.

Bingley, from this point on, was clearly a daily visitor at Longbourn; he often showed up before breakfast and always stayed until after supper, unless some awful neighbor, who couldn't be disliked enough, had invited him to dinner, which he felt he had to accept.

Elizabeth had now but little time for conversation with her sister; for while he was present, Jane had no attention to bestow on any one else; but she found herself considerably useful to both of them, in those hours of separation that must sometimes occur. In the absence of Jane, he always attached himself to Elizabeth, for the pleasure of talking of her; and when Bingley was gone, Jane constantly sought the same means of relief.

Elizabeth had little time to chat with her sister because when he was around, Jane only had eyes for him. However, she felt she was quite helpful to both of them during those times when they had to be apart. When Jane wasn't there, he always gravitated toward Elizabeth just to enjoy talking about her; and when Bingley left, Jane often looked for the same way to cope.

"He has made me so happy," said she, one evening, "by telling me, that he was totally ignorant of my being in town last spring! I had not believed it possible."

"He has made me so happy," she said one evening, "by telling me that he had no idea I was in town last spring! I never thought that was possible."

"I suspected as much," replied Elizabeth. "But how did he account for it?"

"I thought so," replied Elizabeth. "But how did he explain it?"

"It must have been his sister's doing. They were certainly no friends to his acquaintance with me, which I cannot wonder at, since he might have chosen so much more advantageously in many respects. But when they see, as I trust they will, that their brother is happy with me, they will learn to be contented, and we shall be on good terms again; though we can never be what we once were to each other."

"It must have been his sister's fault. They definitely weren't supportive of his friendship with me, which makes sense since he could have chosen someone better in many ways. But when they see, as I hope they will, that their brother is happy with me, they'll learn to accept it, and we’ll get along again; although we can never go back to how we used to be with each other."

"That is the most unforgiving speech," said Elizabeth, "that I ever heard you utter. Good girl! It would vex me, indeed, to see you again the dupe of Miss Bingley's pretended regard."

"That is the most brutal thing I’ve ever heard you say," Elizabeth said. "Good for you! It would really annoy me to see you fall for Miss Bingley's fake friendship again."

"Would you believe it, Lizzy, that when he went to town last November, he really loved me, and nothing but a persuasion of my being indifferent, would have prevented his coming down again!"

"Can you believe it, Lizzy, that when he went to town last November, he actually loved me, and only because I seemed indifferent did he not come back!"

"He made a little mistake to be sure; but it is to the credit of his modesty."

"He made a small mistake, that's for sure; but it really speaks to his modesty."

This naturally introduced a panegyric from Jane on his diffidence, and the little value he put on his own good qualities.

This naturally led Jane to praise him for his shyness and the low opinion he had of his own good qualities.

Elizabeth was pleased to find, that he had not betrayed the interference of his friend, for, though Jane had the most generous and forgiving heart in the world, she knew it was a circumstance which must prejudice her against him.

Elizabeth was glad to see that he hadn't revealed his friend's involvement because, although Jane had the kindest and most forgiving heart, she understood that it was a situation that would make her biased against him.

"I am certainly the most fortunate creature that ever existed!" cried Jane. "Oh! Lizzy, why am I thus singled from my family, and blessed above them all! If I could but see you as happy! If there were but such another man for you!"

"I am definitely the luckiest person ever!" exclaimed Jane. "Oh! Lizzy, why am I the one chosen from my family, and favored more than all of them! If only I could see you as happy! If there were just another man like him for you!"

"If you were to give me forty such men, I never could be so happy as you. Till I have your disposition, your goodness, I never can have your happiness. No, no, let me shift for myself; and, perhaps, if I have very good luck, I may meet with another Mr. Collins in time."

"If you gave me forty guys like that, I still wouldn’t be as happy as you. Until I have your kind nature and goodness, I can’t have your happiness. No, no, let me figure things out on my own; and maybe, if I get really lucky, I might run into another Mr. Collins eventually."

The situation of affairs in the Longbourn family could not be long a secret. Mrs. Bennet was privileged to whisper it to Mrs. Philips, and she ventured, without any permission, to do the same by all her neighbours in Meryton.

The situation with the Longbourn family couldn’t be kept a secret for long. Mrs. Bennet shared it with Mrs. Philips, and she took the liberty of sharing it with all her neighbors in Meryton without asking for permission.

The Bennets were speedily pronounced to be the luckiest family in the world, though only a few weeks before, when Lydia had first run away, they had been generally proved to be marked out for misfortune.

The Bennets were quickly declared the luckiest family in the world, even though just a few weeks earlier, when Lydia first ran away, they were widely seen as destined for misfortune.


CHAPTER XIV.

One morning, about a week after Bingley's engagement with Jane had been formed, as he and the females of the family were sitting together in the dining-room, their attention was suddenly drawn to the window, by the sound of a carriage; and they perceived a chaise and four driving up the lawn. It was too early in the morning for visitors, and besides, the equipage did not answer to that of any of their neighbours. The horses were post; and neither the carriage, nor the livery of the servant who preceded it, were familiar to them. As it was certain, however, that somebody was coming, Bingley instantly prevailed on Miss Bennet to avoid the confinement of such an intrusion, and walk away with him into the shrubbery. They both set off, and the conjectures of the remaining three continued, though with little satisfaction, till the door was thrown open, and their visitor entered. It was lady Catherine de Bourgh.

One morning, about a week after Bingley got engaged to Jane, he and the women of the family were sitting together in the dining room when they suddenly heard the sound of a carriage outside. They looked out the window and saw a chaise and four horses driving up the lawn. It was too early for visitors, and the carriage didn’t belong to any of their neighbors. The horses were post horses, and neither the carriage nor the outfit of the servant in front of it was familiar to them. Since it was clear that someone was arriving, Bingley quickly convinced Miss Bennet to avoid the awkwardness of such an intrusion and to walk with him into the shrubbery. They both left, and the remaining three could only speculate, though with little satisfaction, until the door swung open and their visitor stepped in. It was Lady Catherine de Bourgh.

They were of course all intending to be surprised; but their astonishment was beyond their expectation; and on the part of Mrs. Bennet and Kitty, though she was perfectly unknown to them, even inferior to what Elizabeth felt.

They were all planning to be surprised, but their shock was beyond what they expected; for Mrs. Bennet and Kitty, even though she was a total stranger to them, their reaction was less intense than what Elizabeth experienced.

She entered the room with an air more than usually ungracious, made no other reply to Elizabeth's salutation, than a slight inclination of the head, and sat down without saying a word. Elizabeth had mentioned her name to her mother, on her ladyship's entrance, though no request of introduction had been made.

She walked into the room with an unusually unfriendly demeanor, barely acknowledged Elizabeth's greeting with a slight nod, and sat down in silence. Elizabeth had mentioned her name to her mother when she arrived, even though no formal introduction was requested.

Mrs. Bennet all amazement, though flattered by having a guest of such high importance, received her with the utmost politeness. After sitting for a moment in silence, she said very stiffly to Elizabeth,

Mrs. Bennet, though astonished and flattered to have a guest of such high importance, received her with the utmost politeness. After sitting in silence for a moment, she said very stiffly to Elizabeth,

"I hope you are well, Miss Bennet. That lady I suppose is your mother."

"I hope you're doing well, Miss Bennet. I assume that woman is your mother."

Elizabeth replied very concisely that she was.

Elizabeth replied briefly that she was.

"And that I suppose is one of your sisters."

"And that I guess is one of your sisters."

"Yes, madam," said Mrs. Bennet, delighted to speak to a lady Catherine. "She is my youngest girl but one. My youngest of all, is lately married, and my eldest is somewhere about the grounds, walking with a young man, who I believe will soon become a part of the family."

"Yes, ma'am," Mrs. Bennet said, happy to talk to Lady Catherine. "She is my second youngest daughter. My youngest just got married, and my oldest is somewhere on the grounds, walking with a young man who I believe will soon be part of the family."

"You have a very small park here," returned Lady Catherine after a short silence.

"You have a really small park here," replied Lady Catherine after a brief pause.

"It is nothing in comparison of Rosings, my lady, I dare say; but I assure you it is much larger than Sir William Lucas's."

"It’s nothing compared to Rosings, my lady, I’m sure; but I promise you it’s much bigger than Sir William Lucas’s."

"This must be a most inconvenient sitting room for the evening, in summer; the windows are full west."

"This must be a really inconvenient living room for the evening in summer; the windows face directly west."

Mrs. Bennet assured her that they never sat there after dinner; and then added,

Mrs. Bennet assured her that they never sat there after dinner; and then added,

"May I take the liberty of asking your ladyship whether you left Mr. and Mrs. Collins well."

"Can I ask you if you left Mr. and Mrs. Collins in good spirits?"

"Yes, very well. I saw them the night before last."

"Yeah, cool. I saw them the night before last."

Elizabeth now expected that she would produce a letter for her from Charlotte, as it seemed the only probable motive for her calling. But no letter appeared, and she was completely puzzled.

Elizabeth now thought she would receive a letter from Charlotte, as that seemed like the only likely reason for her visit. But no letter came, and she was totally confused.

Mrs. Bennet, with great civility, begged her ladyship to take some refreshment; but Lady Catherine very resolutely, and not very politely, declined eating any thing; and then rising up, said to Elizabeth,

Mrs. Bennet, very politely, asked her ladyship to have some refreshments; but Lady Catherine firmly, and rather rudely, refused to eat anything; and then standing up, said to Elizabeth,

"Miss Bennet, there seemed to be a prettyish kind of a little wilderness on one side of your lawn. I should be glad to take a turn in it, if you will favour me with your company."

"Miss Bennet, there appears to be a charming little wilderness on one side of your lawn. I would be happy to take a walk in it if you would join me."

"Go, my dear," cried her mother, "and shew her ladyship about the different walks. I think she will be pleased with the hermitage."

"Go on, dear," her mother exclaimed, "and show her ladyship around the different paths. I think she'll like the hermitage."

Elizabeth obeyed, and running into her own room for her parasol, attended her noble guest down stairs. As they passed through the hall, Lady Catherine opened the doors into the dining-parlour and drawing-room, and pronouncing them, after a short survey, to be decent looking rooms, walked on.

Elizabeth complied, and rushing into her room for her parasol, she accompanied her distinguished guest downstairs. As they walked through the hall, Lady Catherine opened the doors to the dining room and living room, and after a quick look around, deemed them to be presentable and continued on.

Her carriage remained at the door, and Elizabeth saw that her waiting-woman was in it. They proceeded in silence along the gravel walk that led to the copse; Elizabeth was determined to make no effort for conversation with a woman, who was now more than usually insolent and disagreeable.

Her carriage was still at the door, and Elizabeth noticed that her maid was inside it. They walked in silence along the gravel path leading to the woods; Elizabeth was resolved not to try to talk to a woman who was now more insolent and unpleasant than usual.

"How could I ever think her like her nephew?" said she, as she looked in her face.

"How could I ever think of her like her nephew?" she said, looking at her face.

As soon as they entered the copse, Lady Catherine began in the following manner:—

As soon as they entered the thicket, Lady Catherine started speaking like this:—

"You can be at no loss, Miss Bennet, to understand the reason of my journey hither. Your own heart, your own conscience, must tell you why I come."

"You must know, Miss Bennet, why I’ve come here. Your own feelings and your own conscience should make it clear to you."

Elizabeth looked with unaffected astonishment.

Elizabeth looked on in awe.

"Indeed, you are mistaken, Madam. I have not been at all able to account for the honour of seeing you here."

"Actually, you're wrong, ma'am. I haven't been able to understand the privilege of seeing you here at all."

"Miss Bennet," replied her ladyship, in an angry tone, "you ought to know, that I am not to be trifled with. But however insincere you may choose to be, you shall not find me so. My character has ever been celebrated for its sincerity and frankness, and in a cause of such moment as this, I shall certainly not depart from it. A report of a most alarming nature, reached me two days ago. I was told, that not only your sister was on the point of being most advantageously married, but that you, that Miss Elizabeth Bennet, would, in all likelihood, be soon afterwards united to my nephew, my own nephew, Mr. Darcy. Though I know it must be a scandalous falsehood; though I would not injure him so much as to suppose the truth of it possible, I instantly resolved on setting off for this place, that I might make my sentiments known to you."

"Miss Bennet," her ladyship replied angrily, "you should understand that I won't be messed with. But no matter how insincere you choose to be, you won’t find me that way. My character has always been known for its sincerity and honesty, and in a matter as serious as this, I will definitely not change. I received a very alarming report two days ago. I was told that not only is your sister about to make a very advantageous marriage, but that you, Miss Elizabeth Bennet, would likely soon be marrying my nephew, my own nephew, Mr. Darcy. Though I know this must be a shocking falsehood; though I wouldn’t harm him by even suggesting it could be true, I immediately decided to come here to make my feelings known to you."

"If you believed it impossible to be true," said Elizabeth, colouring with astonishment and disdain, "I wonder you took the trouble of coming so far. What could your ladyship propose by it?"

"If you thought it was impossible," Elizabeth said, her face flushed with surprise and disdain, "I’m surprised you went through the effort of coming all this way. What did you hope to achieve by it?"

"At once to insist upon having such a report universally contradicted."

"Right away, demand that such a report be rejected by everyone."

"Your coming to Longbourn, to see me and my family," said Elizabeth, coolly, "will be rather a confirmation of it; if, indeed, such a report is in existence."

"Your visit to Longbourn to see me and my family," said Elizabeth, coolly, "will definitely confirm it; if, in fact, such a rumor is true."

"If! do you then pretend to be ignorant of it? Has it not been industriously circulated by yourselves? Do you not know that such a report is spread abroad?"

"If! do you really pretend to be unaware of it? Haven't you spread it around yourselves? Don't you know that this report is out there?"

"I never heard that it was."

"I never heard that it was."

"And can you likewise declare, that there is no foundation for it?"

"And can you also say that there is no foundation for it?"

"I do not pretend to possess equal frankness with your ladyship. You may ask questions, which I shall not choose to answer."

"I don’t claim to be as open as you are, my lady. You can ask questions, but I may not want to answer them."

"This is not to be borne. Miss Bennet, I insist on being satisfied. Has he, has my nephew, made you an offer of marriage?"

"This can't be tolerated. Miss Bennet, I demand an answer. Has he, has my nephew, proposed to you?"

"Your ladyship has declared it to be impossible."

"Your lady has said it's impossible."

"It ought to be so; it must be so, while he retains the use of his reason. But your arts and allurements may, in a moment of infatuation, have made him forget what he owes to himself and to all his family. You may have drawn him in."

"It should be this way; it has to be this way, as long as he still has his reason. But your tricks and charms might, in a moment of weakness, have caused him to forget his responsibilities to himself and his family. You may have led him astray."

"If I have, I shall be the last person to confess it."

"If I do, I’ll be the last person to admit it."

"Miss Bennet, do you know who I am? I have not been accustomed to such language as this. I am almost the nearest relation he has in the world, and am entitled to know all his dearest concerns."

"Miss Bennet, do you know who I am? I'm not used to being spoken to like this. I'm one of his closest relatives, and I deserve to know about his most important matters."

"But you are not entitled to know mine; nor will such behaviour as this, ever induce me to be explicit."

"But you don't have the right to know mine; and acting like this will never make me open up."

"Let me be rightly understood. This match, to which you have the presumption to aspire, can never take place. No, never. Mr. Darcy is engaged to my daughter. Now what have you to say?"

"Let me be clear. This match, which you have the audacity to pursue, will never happen. No, never. Mr. Darcy is engaged to my daughter. Now what do you have to say?"

"Only this; that if he is so, you can have no reason to suppose he will make an offer to me."

"Just this: if he is like that, you have no reason to think he will make an offer to me."

Lady Catherine hesitated for a moment, and then replied,

Lady Catherine paused for a moment, then responded,

"The engagement between them is of a peculiar kind. From their infancy, they have been intended for each other. It was the favourite wish of his mother, as well as of her's. While in their cradles, we planned the union: and now, at the moment when the wishes of both sisters would be accomplished, in their marriage, to be prevented by a young woman of inferior birth, of no importance in the world, and wholly unallied to the family! Do you pay no regard to the wishes of his friends? To his tacit engagement with Miss De Bourgh? Are you lost to every feeling of propriety and delicacy? Have you not heard me say, that from his earliest hours he was destined for his cousin?"

"The relationship between them is quite unusual. From a young age, they were meant for each other. It was the wish of both their mothers. Even while they were in their cradles, we arranged their union: and now, just when both sisters’ dreams would come true with their marriage, it's being interrupted by a young woman of lower status, someone of no significance in the world, completely unrelated to the family! Do you not care about his friends' wishes? About his unspoken commitment to Miss De Bourgh? Are you completely disregarding all sense of propriety and decency? Haven't you heard me say that from his earliest days he was intended for his cousin?"

"Yes, and I had heard it before. But what is that to me? If there is no other objection to my marrying your nephew, I shall certainly not be kept from it, by knowing that his mother and aunt wished him to marry Miss De Bourgh. You both did as much as you could, in planning the marriage. Its completion depended on others. If Mr. Darcy is neither by honour nor inclination confined to his cousin, why is not he to make another choice? And if I am that choice, why may not I accept him?"

"Yes, I've heard that before. But what does it matter to me? If there’s no other reason for me not to marry your nephew, knowing that his mother and aunt want him to marry Miss De Bourgh won’t stop me. You both did everything you could to arrange that marriage. Its success depended on other people. If Mr. Darcy isn’t bound to his cousin by honor or interest, why shouldn’t he have the right to make another choice? And if I am that choice, why can’t I accept him?"

"Because honour, decorum, prudence, nay, interest, forbid it. Yes, Miss Bennet, interest; for do not expect to be noticed by his family or friends, if you wilfully act against the inclinations of all. You will be censured, slighted, and despised, by every one connected with him. Your alliance will be a disgrace; your name will never even be mentioned by any of us."

"Because honor, decorum, common sense, and even self-interest say otherwise. Yes, Miss Bennet, self-interest; don't expect to be acknowledged by his family or friends if you deliberately go against everyone's preferences. You'll be criticized, ignored, and looked down upon by everyone associated with him. Your connection will be seen as a disgrace; your name will never even come up in conversation with any of us."

"These are heavy misfortunes," replied Elizabeth. "But the wife of Mr. Darcy must have such extraordinary sources of happiness necessarily attached to her situation, that she could, upon the whole, have no cause to repine."

"These are serious misfortunes," replied Elizabeth. "But Mr. Darcy's wife must have such amazing sources of happiness tied to her position that, overall, she wouldn't have any reason to complain."

"Obstinate, headstrong girl! I am ashamed of you! Is this your gratitude for my attentions to you last spring? Is nothing due to me on that score?

"Stubborn, willful girl! I'm ashamed of you! Is this how you show gratitude for the care I gave you last spring? Am I owed nothing for that?"

"Let us sit down. You are to understand, Miss Bennet, that I came here with the determined resolution of carrying my purpose; nor will I be dissuaded from it. I have not been used to submit to any person's whims. I have not been in the habit of brooking disappointment."

"Let’s sit down. You need to understand, Miss Bennet, that I came here with a firm intent to achieve my goal; I won’t be talked out of it. I’m not the kind of person who submits to anyone's whims. I haven't been used to accepting disappointment."

"That will make your ladyship's situation at present more pitiable; but it will have no effect on me."

"That will make your ladyship's situation right now more unfortunate; but it won’t affect me."

"I will not be interrupted. Hear me in silence. My daughter and my nephew are formed for each other. They are descended on the maternal side, from the same noble line; and, on the father's, from respectable, honourable, and ancient, though untitled families. Their fortune on both sides is splendid. They are destined for each other by the voice of every member of their respective houses; and what is to divide them? The upstart pretensions of a young woman without family, connections, or fortune. Is this to be endured! But it must not, shall not be. If you were sensible of your own good, you would not wish to quit the sphere, in which you have been brought up."

"I won't be interrupted. Listen to me quietly. My daughter and my nephew are meant for each other. They both come from the same noble lineage on their mother’s side, and from respectable, honorable, and old, though untitled families on their father’s side. Their fortunes on both sides are impressive. Everyone in their families agrees that they are meant to be together; so what could possibly separate them? The arrogant claims of a young woman with no background, connections, or wealth? Is this acceptable? It is not, and it must not be. If you cared about your own well-being, you wouldn’t want to leave the environment you were raised in."

"In marrying your nephew, I should not consider myself as quitting that sphere. He is a gentleman; I am a gentleman's daughter; so far we are equal."

"In marrying your nephew, I wouldn't see it as leaving that social circle. He's a gentleman; I'm the daughter of a gentleman; in that respect, we are equal."

"True. You are a gentleman's daughter. But who was your mother? Who are your uncles and aunts? Do not imagine me ignorant of their condition."

"True. You are a gentleman's daughter. But who was your mother? Who are your uncles and aunts? Don't think I don't know about their situation."

"Whatever my connections may be," said Elizabeth, "if your nephew does not object to them, they can be nothing to you."

"Whatever my connections are," said Elizabeth, "if your nephew doesn't mind them, they mean nothing to you."

"Tell me once for all, are you engaged to him?"

"Tell me once and for all, are you dating him?"

Though Elizabeth would not, for the mere purpose of obliging Lady Catherine, have answered this question; she could not but say, after a moment's deliberation,

Though Elizabeth wouldn't, just to please Lady Catherine, have answered this question; she couldn't help but say, after a moment's thought,

"I am not."

"I'm not."

Lady Catherine seemed pleased.

Lady Catherine looked pleased.

"And will you promise me, never to enter into such an engagement?"

"And will you promise me never to get involved in something like that?"

"I will make no promise of the kind."

"I won't make any promise like that."

"Miss Bennet I am shocked and astonished. I expected to find a more reasonable young woman. But do not deceive yourself into a belief that I will ever recede. I shall not go away, till you have given me the assurance I require."

"Miss Bennet, I'm shocked and amazed. I expected to find a more sensible young woman. But don’t fool yourself into thinking that I will ever back down. I won’t leave until you give me the assurance I need."

"And I certainly never shall give it. I am not to be intimidated into anything so wholly unreasonable. Your ladyship wants Mr. Darcy to marry your daughter; but would my giving you the wished-for promise, make their marriage at all more probable? Supposing him to be attached to me, would my refusing to accept his hand, make him wish to bestow it on his cousin? Allow me to say, Lady Catherine, that the arguments with which you have supported this extraordinary application, have been as frivolous as the application was ill-judged. You have widely mistaken my character, if you think I can be worked on by such persuasions as these. How far your nephew might approve of your interference in his affairs, I cannot tell; but you have certainly no right to concern yourself in mine. I must beg, therefore, to be importuned no farther on the subject."

"And I definitely never will give it. I'm not going to be intimidated into something so completely unreasonable. You want Mr. Darcy to marry your daughter; but would my promise make their marriage any more likely? Assuming he has feelings for me, would my turning him down make him want to propose to his cousin? Let me say, Lady Catherine, that the reasons you've given to support this unreasonable request have been as silly as the request itself. You've completely misunderstood me if you think I can be swayed by such tactics. I can't say how your nephew feels about your meddling in his affairs, but you certainly have no right to interfere in mine. I must ask, then, to be left alone on this topic."

"Not so hasty, if you please. I have by no means done. To all the objections I have already urged, I have still another to add. I am no stranger to the particulars of your youngest sister's infamous elopement. I know it all; that the young man's marrying her, was a patched-up business, at the expence of your father and uncles. And is such a girl to be my nephew's sister? Is her husband, is the son of his late father's steward, to be his brother? Heaven and earth!—of what are you thinking? Are the shades of Pemberley to be thus polluted?"

"Not so fast, please. I'm not done yet. In addition to all the objections I've already raised, I have one more to add. I'm well aware of the details surrounding your youngest sister's scandalous elopement. I know everything; that her marriage to that young man was a rushed arrangement, costing your father and uncles a lot. And is that girl supposed to be my nephew's sister? Is her husband, the son of his late father's steward, supposed to be his brother? Good heavens!—what are you thinking? Are the Pemberley family’s reputation and legacy going to be tarnished like this?"

"You can now have nothing farther to say," she resentfully answered. "You have insulted me, in every possible method. I must beg to return to the house."

"You can now say nothing more," she replied bitterly. "You've insulted me in every possible way. I need to go back to the house."

And she rose as she spoke. Lady Catherine rose also, and they turned back. Her ladyship was highly incensed.

And she stood up as she spoke. Lady Catherine stood up too, and they turned back. Her ladyship was extremely angry.

"You have no regard, then, for the honour and credit of my nephew! Unfeeling, selfish girl! Do you not consider that a connection with you, must disgrace him in the eyes of everybody?"

"You clearly have no respect for my nephew's honor and reputation! Heartless, selfish girl! Can't you see that being involved with you would ruin him in everyone's eyes?"

"Lady Catherine, I have nothing farther to say. You know my sentiments."

"Lady Catherine, I have nothing more to say. You know how I feel."

"You are then resolved to have him?"

"Are you sure you want him?"

"I have said no such thing. I am only resolved to act in that manner, which will, in my own opinion, constitute my happiness, without reference to you, or to any person so wholly unconnected with me."

"I haven't said anything like that. I'm just determined to act in a way that I believe will make me happy, without thinking about you or anyone else who has nothing to do with me."

"It is well. You refuse, then, to oblige me. You refuse to obey the claims of duty, honour, and gratitude. You are determined to ruin him in the opinion of all his friends, and make him the contempt of the world."

"It’s all good. So you’re refusing to help me. You won’t acknowledge the demands of duty, honor, and gratitude. You’re set on destroying his reputation among all his friends and making him a laughingstock to the world."

"Neither duty, nor honour, nor gratitude," replied Elizabeth, "have any possible claim on me, in the present instance. No principle of either, would be violated by my marriage with Mr. Darcy. And with regard to the resentment of his family, or the indignation of the world, if the former were excited by his marrying me, it would not give me one moment's concern—and the world in general would have too much sense to join in the scorn."

"Neither duty, nor honor, nor gratitude," Elizabeth replied, "has any real claim on me in this situation. My marriage to Mr. Darcy wouldn’t violate any of those principles. As for his family's resentment or the world's indignation, if they are upset by his marrying me, I wouldn't care for a second—and the world at large would be smart enough not to join in the ridicule."

"And this is your real opinion! This is your final resolve! Very well. I shall now know how to act. Do not imagine, Miss Bennet, that your ambition will ever be gratified. I came to try you. I hoped to find you reasonable; but depend upon it I will carry my point."

"And this is your true opinion! This is your final decision! Alright. I now know how to proceed. Don’t think, Miss Bennet, that your ambition will ever be satisfied. I came here to test you. I hoped to find you reasonable; but believe me, I will get what I want."

In this manner Lady Catherine talked on, till they were at the door of the carriage, when turning hastily round, she added,

In this way, Lady Catherine continued talking until they reached the carriage door, when she suddenly turned around and added,

"I take no leave of you, Miss Bennet. I send no compliments to your mother. You deserve no such attention. I am most seriously displeased."

"I won't say goodbye to you, Miss Bennet. I won't send any greetings to your mother. You don't deserve that kind of attention. I am very unhappy."

Elizabeth made no answer; and without attempting to persuade her ladyship to return into the house, walked quietly into it herself. She heard the carriage drive away as she proceeded up stairs. Her mother impatiently met her at the door of the dressing-room, to ask why Lady Catherine would not come in again and rest herself.

Elizabeth didn't reply; and without trying to convince her ladyship to come back inside, she quietly walked in herself. She heard the carriage leave as she went upstairs. Her mother met her at the dressing-room door, impatiently asking why Lady Catherine wouldn't come in again to take a rest.

"She did not choose it," said her daughter, "she would go."

"She didn't choose it," her daughter said, "she would go."

"She is a very fine-looking woman! and her calling here was prodigiously civil! for she only came, I suppose, to tell us the Collinses were well. She is on her road somewhere, I dare say, and so passing through Meryton, thought she might as well call on you. I suppose she had nothing particular to say to you, Lizzy?"

"She's a really attractive woman! And her visit here was incredibly polite! I think she only stopped by to let us know that the Collinses are doing well. She’s probably on her way somewhere, and since she was passing through Meryton, she figured she might as well swing by and see you. I guess she didn’t have anything specific to tell you, Lizzy?"

Elizabeth was forced to give into a little falsehood here; for to acknowledge the substance of their conversation was impossible.

Elizabeth had to go along with a small lie here because admitting the truth of their conversation was not possible.


CHAPTER XV.

The discomposure of spirits, which this extraordinary visit threw Elizabeth into, could not be easily overcome; nor could she for many hours, learn to think of it less than incessantly. Lady Catherine it appeared, had actually taken the trouble of this journey from Rosings, for the sole purpose of breaking off her supposed engagement with Mr. Darcy. It was a rational scheme to be sure! but from what the report of their engagement could originate, Elizabeth was at a loss to imagine; till she recollected that his being the intimate friend of Bingley, and her being the sister of Jane, was enough, at a time when the expectation of one wedding, made every body eager for another, to supply the idea. She had not herself forgotten to feel that the marriage of her sister must bring them more frequently together. And her neighbours at Lucas lodge, therefore, (for through their communication with the Collinses, the report she concluded had reached lady Catherine) had only set that down, as almost certain and immediate, which she had looked forward to as possible, at some future time.

The disruption of her emotions caused by this unexpected visit left Elizabeth unsettled, and it took her several hours to think about anything else. It turned out that Lady Catherine had actually made the trip from Rosings solely to break off her rumored engagement with Mr. Darcy. It was a logical plan, no doubt! But Elizabeth was puzzled about how the rumor of their engagement had even started, until she remembered that his close friendship with Bingley and her being Jane's sister were enough, at a time when everyone was buzzing about one wedding, to spark the idea of another. She hadn’t forgotten that her sister's marriage would mean they would see each other more often. So, her neighbors at Lucas Lodge (because their connection to the Collinses made her think the rumor had reached Lady Catherine) had just assumed, as nearly certain and immediate, what she had considered likely but not for a long while.

In revolving lady Catherine's expressions, however, she could not help feeling some uneasiness as to the possible consequence of her persisting in this interference. From what she had said of her resolution to prevent their marriage, it occurred to Elizabeth that she must meditate an application to her nephew; and how he might take a similar representation of the evils attached to a connection with her, she dared not pronounce. She knew not the exact degree of his affection for his aunt, or his dependence on her judgment, but it was natural to suppose that he thought much higher of her ladyship than she could do; and it was certain, that in enumerating the miseries of a marriage with one, whose immediate connections were so unequal to his own, his aunt would address him on his weakest side. With his notions of dignity, he would probably feel that the arguments, which to Elizabeth had appeared weak and ridiculous, contained much good sense and solid reasoning.

However, when it came to Lady Catherine's remarks, she couldn't shake off some worries about what might happen if she continued to interfere. From what Lady Catherine had said about her determination to stop their marriage, Elizabeth realized she must be planning to talk to her nephew; and how he might react to a similar warning about the downsides of being with her, she couldn't say. She didn't know exactly how much he cared for his aunt or how much he relied on her judgment, but it seemed likely that he held her ladyship in much higher regard than she could. It was certain that when listing the troubles of marrying someone whose family connections were so much lower than his, his aunt would hit him where it hurt. Given his views on dignity, he would probably think that the arguments which had seemed weak and ridiculous to Elizabeth actually contained a lot of sense and solid reasoning.

If he had been wavering before, as to what he should do, which had often seemed likely, the advice and intreaty of so near a relation might settle every doubt, and determine him at once to be as happy, as dignity unblemished could make him. In that case he would return no more. Lady Catherine might see him in her way through town; and his engagement to Bingley of coming again to Netherfield must give way.

If he had been unsure about what to do before, which often seemed possible, the advice and pleas of such a close relative might clear up all doubts and prompt him to be as happy as dignity could allow. In that situation, he wouldn’t come back. Lady Catherine might catch a glimpse of him on her way through town, and his commitment to Bingley about returning to Netherfield would need to take a back seat.

"If, therefore, an excuse for not keeping his promise, should come to his friend within a few days," she added, "I shall know how to understand it. I shall then give over every expectation, every wish of his constancy. If he is satisfied with only regretting me, when he might have obtained my affections and hand, I shall soon cease to regret him at all."

"If, then, an excuse for not keeping his promise comes to his friend within a few days," she added, "I'll know how to interpret it. I'll then give up all hope and desire for his loyalty. If he's okay with just regretting me when he could have had my love and commitment, I'll quickly stop regretting him altogether."


The surprise of the rest of the family, on hearing who their visitor had been, was very great; but they obligingly satisfied it, with the same kind of supposition, which had appeased Mrs. Bennet's curiosity; and Elizabeth was spared from much teazing on the subject.

The rest of the family's surprise upon discovering who their visitor was was significant; however, they politely satisfied it with the same assumption that had calmed Mrs. Bennet's curiosity, and Elizabeth avoided a lot of teasing about it.

The next morning, as she was going down stairs, she was met by her father, who came out of his library with a letter in his hand.

The next morning, as she was going downstairs, she ran into her father, who came out of his study with a letter in his hand.

"Lizzy," said he, "I was going to look for you; come into my room."

"Lizzy," he said, "I was just about to find you; come into my room."

She followed him thither; and her curiosity to know what he had to tell her, was heightened by the supposition of its being in some manner connected with the letter he held. It suddenly struck her that it might be from lady Catherine; and she anticipated with dismay all the consequent explanations.

She followed him there, and her curiosity about what he had to say was intensified by the thought that it might be related to the letter he was holding. It suddenly occurred to her that it could be from Lady Catherine, and she felt anxious about all the explanations that would follow.

She followed her father to the fire place, and they both sat down. He then said,

She followed her dad to the fireplace, and they both sat down. He then said,

"I have received a letter this morning that has astonished me exceedingly. As it principally concerns yourself, you ought to know its contents. I did not know before, that I had two daughters on the brink of matrimony. Let me congratulate you, on a very important conquest."

"I got a letter this morning that surprised me a lot. Since it mainly concerns you, you should know what it says. I didn't realize before that I had two daughters about to get married. Let me congratulate you on a significant achievement."

The colour now rushed into Elizabeth's cheeks in the instantaneous conviction of its being a letter from the nephew, instead of the aunt; and she was undetermined whether most to be pleased that he explained himself at all, or offended that his letter was not rather addressed to herself; when her father continued,

The color immediately rushed to Elizabeth's cheeks as she realized it was a letter from the nephew, not the aunt; and she was unsure whether to be more pleased that he explained himself at all, or annoyed that his letter wasn't addressed to her. Then her father continued,

"You look conscious. Young ladies have great penetration in such matters as these; but I think I may defy even your sagacity, to discover the name of your admirer. This letter is from Mr. Collins."

"You seem to be aware. Young women are quite insightful about things like this; but I believe I can challenge even your wisdom to figure out the identity of your admirer. This letter is from Mr. Collins."

"From Mr. Collins! and what can he have to say?"

"From Mr. Collins! What does he want?"

"Something very much to the purpose of course. He begins with congratulations on the approaching nuptials of my eldest daughter, of which it seems he has been told, by some of the good-natured, gossiping Lucases. I shall not sport with your impatience, by reading what he says on that point. What relates to yourself, is as follows. "Having thus offered you the sincere congratulations of Mrs. Collins and myself on this happy event, let me now add a short hint on the subject of another: of which we have been advertised by the same authority. Your daughter Elizabeth, it is presumed, will not long bear the name of Bennet, after her elder sister has resigned it, and the chosen partner of her fate, may be reasonably looked up to, as one of the most illustrious personages in this land."

"Of course, it's very relevant. He starts off by congratulating me on the upcoming wedding of my oldest daughter, which it seems he heard about from some of the friendly, gossiping Lucases. I won't keep you waiting by reading his comments on that. What pertains to you is as follows: 'Having offered you the heartfelt congratulations from Mrs. Collins and myself on this happy occasion, let me now add a brief note about another topic, which we learned from the same source. It's assumed that your daughter Elizabeth won’t hold onto the name Bennet for long after her older sister has given it up, and the partner she chooses can be seen as one of the most notable people in this country.'"

"Can you possibly guess, Lizzy, who is meant by this?" "This young gentleman is blessed in a peculiar way, with every thing the heart of mortal can most desire,—splendid property, noble kindred, and extensive patronage. Yet in spite of all these temptations, let me warn my cousin Elizabeth, and yourself, of what evils you may incur, by a precipitate closure with this gentleman's proposals, which, of course, you will be inclined to take immediate advantage of."

"Can you guess, Lizzy, who this is about?" "This young man is uniquely fortunate, having everything a person could ever want—wealth, a distinguished family, and powerful connections. Yet despite all these attractions, let me caution my cousin Elizabeth and you about the dangers you could face by hastily agreeing to this young man's offers, which, of course, you will be tempted to jump on right away."

"Have you any idea, Lizzy, who this gentleman is? But now it comes out."

"Do you have any idea, Lizzy, who this guy is? But now it’s revealed."

"My motive for cautioning you, is as follows. We have reason to imagine that his aunt, lady Catherine de Bourgh, does not look on the match with a friendly eye."

"My reason for warning you is simple. We have every reason to believe that his aunt, Lady Catherine de Bourgh, does not view the relationship favorably."

"Mr. Darcy, you see, is the man! Now, Lizzy, I think I have surprised you. Could he, or the Lucases, have pitched on any man, within the circle of our acquaintance, whose name would have given the lie more effectually to what they related? Mr. Darcy, who never looks at any woman but to see a blemish, and who probably never looked at you in his life! It is admirable!"

"Mr. Darcy, you see, is the guy! Now, Lizzy, I think I have surprised you. Could he, or the Lucases, have picked any guy, from our circle of friends, whose name would contradict what they said more effectively? Mr. Darcy, who never looks at any woman except to find a flaw, and who probably has never even looked at you in his life! It's amazing!"

Elizabeth tried to join in her father's pleasantry, but could only force one most reluctant smile. Never had his wit been directed in a manner so little agreeable to her.

Elizabeth attempted to engage with her father's humor, but could only manage a reluctant smile. She had never found his wit to be so unappealing.

"Are you not diverted?"

"Aren't you entertained?"

"Oh! yes. Pray read on."

"Oh! Yes. Please continue."

"After mentioning the likelihood of this marriage to her ladyship last night, she immediately, with her usual condescension, expressed what she felt on the occasion; when it became apparent, that on the score of some family objections on the part of my cousin, she would never give her consent to what she termed so disgraceful a match. I thought it my duty to give the speediest intelligence of this to my cousin, that she and her noble admirer may be aware of what they are about, and not run hastily into a marriage which has not been properly sanctioned." "Mr. Collins moreover adds," "I am truly rejoiced that my cousin Lydia's sad business has been so well hushed up, and am only concerned that their living together before the marriage took place, should be so generally known. I must not, however, neglect the duties of my station, or refrain from declaring my amazement, at hearing that you received the young couple into your house as soon as they were married. It was an encouragement of vice; and had I been the rector of Longbourn, I should very strenuously have opposed it. You ought certainly to forgive them as a christian, but never to admit them in your sight, or allow their names to be mentioned in your hearing." "That is his notion of christian forgiveness! The rest of his letter is only about his dear Charlotte's situation, and his expectation of a young olive-branch. But, Lizzy, you look as if you did not enjoy it. You are not going to be Missish, I hope, and pretend to be affronted at an idle report. For what do we live, but to make sport for our neighbours, and laugh at them in our turn?"

"After bringing up the possibility of this marriage to her ladyship last night, she immediately expressed her feelings with her usual condescension. It became clear that due to some family objections from my cousin, she would never agree to what she called such a disgraceful match. I felt it was my duty to inform my cousin as quickly as possible, so that she and her noble admirer would know what’s going on and not rush into a marriage that hasn’t been properly approved." "Mr. Collins also adds," "I am truly glad that my cousin Lydia's unfortunate situation has been so well silenced, and I’m only worried that their living together before the marriage was made public. I must not, however, neglect my responsibilities, nor hold back my astonishment at hearing that you welcomed the young couple into your home right after they got married. That was encouragement of wrongdoing; if I were the rector of Longbourn, I would have strongly opposed it. You should definitely forgive them as a Christian, but you should never allow them in your sight or let their names be mentioned around you." "That is his idea of Christian forgiveness! The rest of his letter is just about his dear Charlotte's situation and his expectation of a little one. But, Lizzy, you look like you’re not enjoying this. You’re not going to act all Missish and pretend to be offended by a silly rumor, are you? Why do we live, if not to entertain our neighbors and laugh at them in return?"

"Oh!" cried Elizabeth, "I am excessively diverted. But it is so strange!"

"Oh!" exclaimed Elizabeth, "I’m really entertained. But it’s so unusual!"

"Yes—that is what makes it amusing. Had they fixed on any other man it would have been nothing; but his perfect indifference, and your pointed dislike, make it so delightfully absurd! Much as I abominate writing, I would not give up Mr. Collins's correspondence for any consideration. Nay, when I read a letter of his, I cannot help giving him the preference even over Wickham, much as I value the impudence and hypocrisy of my son-in-law. And pray, Lizzy, what said Lady Catherine about this report? Did she call to refuse her consent?"

"Yes—that's what makes it funny. If they had chosen anyone else, it wouldn't have mattered; but his complete indifference, along with your obvious dislike, makes it so wonderfully ridiculous! As much as I hate writing, I wouldn't give up Mr. Collins's letters for anything. In fact, when I read one of his letters, I can't help but prefer him even over Wickham, despite how much I appreciate my son-in-law's boldness and deceit. And please, Lizzy, what did Lady Catherine say about this news? Did she come to deny her consent?"

To this question his daughter replied only with a laugh; and as it had been asked without the least suspicion, she was not distressed by his repeating it. Elizabeth had never been more at a loss to make her feelings appear what they were not. It was necessary to laugh, when she would rather have cried. Her father had most cruelly mortified her, by what he said of Mr. Darcy's indifference, and she could do nothing but wonder at such a want of penetration, or fear that perhaps, instead of his seeing too little, she might have fancied too much.

To this question, his daughter just laughed; since it was asked without any hint of suspicion, she wasn’t upset by him bringing it up again. Elizabeth had never felt more confused about making her feelings look different than they really were. She had to laugh when she would have preferred to cry. Her father had really hurt her feelings by what he said about Mr. Darcy's indifference, and all she could do was wonder at such a lack of insight or worry that maybe, rather than him seeing too little, she had imagined too much.


CHAPTER XVI.

Instead of receiving any such letter of excuse from his friend, as Elizabeth half expected Mr. Bingley to do, he was able to bring Darcy with him to Longbourn before many days had passed after Lady Catherine's visit. The gentlemen arrived early; and, before Mrs. Bennet had time to tell him of their having seen his aunt, of which her daughter sat in momentary dread, Bingley, who wanted to be alone with Jane, proposed their all walking out. It was agreed to. Mrs. Bennet was not in the habit of walking, Mary could never spare time, but the remaining five set off together. Bingley and Jane, however, soon allowed the others to outstrip them. They lagged behind, while Elizabeth, Kitty, and Darcy, were to entertain each other. Very little was said by either; Kitty was too much afraid of him to talk; Elizabeth was secretly forming a desperate resolution; and perhaps he might be doing the same.

Instead of getting a letter of excuse from his friend like Elizabeth half expected Mr. Bingley to send, he managed to bring Darcy with him to Longbourn just a few days after Lady Catherine's visit. The guys arrived early, and before Mrs. Bennet could tell him that they’d seen his aunt—something her daughter dreaded—Bingley, wanting some time alone with Jane, suggested they all go for a walk. Everyone agreed. Mrs. Bennet didn’t usually walk, and Mary never had time, but the other five set off together. However, Bingley and Jane quickly let the others go ahead. They fell behind, while Elizabeth, Kitty, and Darcy entertained each other. Very little was said by any of them; Kitty was too scared to talk to him, Elizabeth was secretly making a desperate plan, and maybe he was doing something similar.

They walked towards the Lucases, because Kitty wished to call upon Maria; and as Elizabeth saw no occasion for making it a general concern, when Kitty left them, she went boldly on with him alone. Now was the moment for her resolution to be executed, and, while her courage was high, she immediately said,

They walked over to the Lucases because Kitty wanted to visit Maria; and since Elizabeth didn’t see the need to make it a bigger deal, she confidently continued on with him alone when Kitty left. Now was the time for her to act on her decision, and while her courage was up, she said right away,

"Mr. Darcy, I am a very selfish creature; and, for the sake of giving relief to my own feelings, care not how much I may be wounding your's. I can no longer help thanking you for your unexampled kindness to my poor sister. Ever since I have known it, I have been most anxious to acknowledge to you how gratefully I feel it. Were it known to the rest of my family, I should not have merely my own gratitude to express."

"Mr. Darcy, I am a very selfish person; and, to ease my own feelings, I don't care how much I may be hurting yours. I can't help but thank you for your amazing kindness to my poor sister. Ever since I found out about it, I've been really eager to let you know how much I appreciate it. If the rest of my family knew, I wouldn't just have my own gratitude to express."

"I am sorry, exceedingly sorry," replied Darcy, in a tone of surprise and emotion, "that you have ever been informed of what may, in a mistaken light, have given you uneasiness. I did not think Mrs. Gardiner was so little to be trusted."

"I’m really sorry, truly sorry," Darcy replied, sounding surprised and emotional, "that you ever heard anything that might, under some misunderstanding, have upset you. I didn’t think Mrs. Gardiner was so unreliable."

"You must not blame my aunt. Lydia's thoughtlessness first betrayed to me that you had been concerned in the matter; and, of course, I could not rest till I knew the particulars. Let me thank you again and again, in the name of all my family, for that generous compassion which induced you to take so much trouble, and bear so many mortifications, for the sake of discovering them."

"You shouldn't blame my aunt. Lydia's lack of thought made me realize that you were involved in what happened; and of course, I couldn't relax until I knew the details. Thank you again and again, on behalf of my whole family, for that kind compassion that led you to go through so much trouble and endure so many humiliations just to find out the truth."

"If you will thank me," he replied, "let it be for yourself alone. That the wish of giving happiness to you, might add force to the other inducements which led me on, I shall not attempt to deny. But your family owe me nothing. Much as I respect them, I believe, I thought only of you."

"If you want to thank me," he replied, "make it for yourself alone. I won't deny that the desire to bring you happiness may have strengthened the other reasons that motivated me. However, your family doesn't owe me anything. As much as I respect them, I was only thinking of you."

Elizabeth was too much embarrassed to say a word. After a short pause, her companion added, "You are too generous to trifle with me. If your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. My affections and wishes are unchanged, but one word from you will silence me on this subject for ever."

Elizabeth was too embarrassed to say anything. After a brief pause, her companion added, "You're too kind to play games with me. If your feelings are still the same as they were last April, just tell me right away. My feelings and desires haven't changed, but one word from you will end this topic for me forever."

Elizabeth feeling all the more than common awkwardness and anxiety of his situation, now forced herself to speak; and immediately, though not very fluently, gave him to understand, that her sentiments had undergone so material a change, since the period to which he alluded, as to make her receive with gratitude and pleasure, his present assurances. The happiness which this reply produced, was such as he had probably never felt before; and he expressed himself on the occasion as sensibly and as warmly as a man violently in love can be supposed to do. Had Elizabeth been able to encounter his eye, she might have seen how well the expression of heart-felt delight, diffused over his face, became him; but, though she could not look, she could listen, and he told her of feelings, which, in proving of what importance she was to him, made his affection every moment more valuable.

Elizabeth, feeling more awkward and anxious about the situation than usual, forced herself to speak. She conveyed, albeit not very fluently, that her feelings had dramatically changed since the time he mentioned, leading her to accept his current reassurances with gratitude and happiness. The joy this response brought him was something he had probably never experienced before, and he expressed himself as sincerely and passionately as a deeply in-love man can. If Elizabeth had been able to meet his gaze, she would have seen how well the look of genuine delight on his face suited him; but even though she couldn't look, she could listen as he shared his feelings, which made it clear how much she meant to him, enhancing the value of his affection with every moment.

They walked on, without knowing in what direction. There was too much to be thought; and felt, and said, for attention to any other objects. She soon learnt that they were indebted for their present good understanding to the efforts of his aunt, who did call on him in her return through London, and there relate her journey to Longbourn, its motive, and the substance of her conversation with Elizabeth; dwelling emphatically on every expression of the latter, which, in her ladyship's apprehension, peculiarly denoted her perverseness and assurance, in the belief that such a relation must assist her endeavours to obtain that promise from her nephew, which she had refused to give. But, unluckily for her ladyship, its effect had been exactly contrariwise.

They walked on, not knowing which way to go. There was way too much to think, feel, and say to focus on anything else. She soon realized that their current good understanding was thanks to his aunt, who did visit him on her way back through London and shared her trip to Longbourn, the reasons behind it, and the highlights of her conversation with Elizabeth. She emphasized every word Elizabeth said, which, in her opinion, clearly showed Elizabeth's stubbornness and confidence, believing that sharing this would help her get the promise from her nephew that she had refused to give. But, unfortunately for her, the outcome was completely the opposite.

"It taught me to hope," said he, "as I had scarcely ever allowed myself to hope before. I knew enough of your disposition to be certain, that, had you been absolutely, irrevocably decided against me, you would have acknowledged it to Lady Catherine, frankly and openly."

"It taught me to hope," he said, "in a way I hardly ever let myself hope before. I knew enough about your character to be sure that if you were completely and absolutely against me, you would have told Lady Catherine honestly and openly."

Elizabeth coloured and laughed as she replied, "Yes, you know enough of my frankness to believe me capable of that. After abusing you so abominably to your face, I could have no scruple in abusing you to all your relations."

Elizabeth blushed and laughed as she responded, "Yes, you know enough about my honesty to think I'm capable of that. After insulting you so horribly to your face, I wouldn't hesitate to insult you to all your family."

"What did you say of me, that I did not deserve? For, though your accusations were ill-founded, formed on mistaken premises, my behaviour to you at the time, had merited the severest reproof. It was unpardonable. I cannot think of it without abhorrence."

"What did you say about me that I didn’t deserve? Even though your accusations were baseless and based on wrong assumptions, my behavior towards you at that time deserved the harshest criticism. It was unforgivable. I can’t think about it without feeling disgusted."

"We will not quarrel for the greater share of blame annexed to that evening," said Elizabeth. "The conduct of neither, if strictly examined, will be irreproachable; but since then, we have both, I hope, improved in civility."

"We won't argue over who deserves more blame for that evening," Elizabeth said. "If we look closely, neither of us comes out looking great, but I hope we've both gotten better at being polite since then."

"I cannot be so easily reconciled to myself. The recollection of what I then said, of my conduct, my manners, my expressions during the whole of it, is now, and has been many months, inexpressibly painful to me. Your reproof, so well applied, I shall never forget: 'had you behaved in a more gentleman-like manner.' Those were your words. You know not, you can scarcely conceive, how they have tortured me;—though it was some time, I confess, before I was reasonable enough to allow their justice."

"I can't easily come to terms with myself. Remembering what I said, my behavior, my manners, and my expressions throughout that time is now, and has been for many months, incredibly painful for me. I'll never forget your well-placed criticism: 'if you had acted in a more gentlemanly manner.' Those were your words. You have no idea, you can hardly imagine, how much they have tortured me; though it took me a while, I admit, to be reasonable enough to recognize their truth."

"I was certainly very far from expecting them to make so strong an impression. I had not the smallest idea of their being ever felt in such a way."

"I definitely didn't expect them to have such a strong impact. I had no idea they could be felt like that."

"I can easily believe it. You thought me then devoid of every proper feeling, I am sure you did. The turn of your countenance I shall never forget, as you said that I could not have addressed you in any possible way, that would induce you to accept me."

"I can easily believe that. You must have thought I had no real feelings at all. I’ll never forget the look on your face when you said that there was no way I could approach you that would make you accept me."

"Oh! do not repeat what I then said. These recollections will not do at all. I assure you, that I have long been most heartily ashamed of it."

"Oh! please don't bring up what I said back then. Those memories are not good at all. I promise you, I've been really ashamed of it for a long time."

Darcy mentioned his letter. "Did it," said he, "did it soon make you think better of me? Did you, on reading it, give any credit to its contents?"

Darcy brought up his letter. "So, did it," he asked, "did it quickly change your opinion of me? When you read it, did you believe what it said?"

She explained what its effect on her had been, and how gradually all her former prejudices had been removed.

She explained how it had affected her and how, over time, all her previous biases had been eliminated.

"I knew," said he, "that what I wrote must give you pain, but it was necessary. I hope you have destroyed the letter. There was one part especially, the opening of it, which I should dread your having the power of reading again. I can remember some expressions which might justly make you hate me."

"I knew," he said, "that what I wrote would hurt you, but it was necessary. I hope you’ve destroyed the letter. There’s one part in particular, the opening, that I really dread you being able to read again. I can recall some phrases that could rightfully make you hate me."

"The letter shall certainly be burnt, if you believe it essential to the preservation of my regard; but, though we have both reason to think my opinions not entirely unalterable, they are not, I hope, quite so easily changed as that implies."

"The letter will definitely be burned if you think it's necessary to keep my feelings intact; however, even though we both have reason to believe my views can change, I hope they aren’t so easily swayed as that suggests."

"When I wrote that letter," replied Darcy, "I believed myself perfectly calm and cool, but I am since convinced that it was written in a dreadful bitterness of spirit."

"When I wrote that letter," Darcy replied, "I thought I was completely calm and composed, but now I realize it was written with a horrible bitterness."

"The letter, perhaps, began in bitterness, but it did not end so. The adieu is charity itself. But think no more of the letter. The feelings of the person who wrote, and the person who received it, are now so widely different from what they were then, that every unpleasant circumstance attending it, ought to be forgotten. You must learn some of my philosophy. Think only of the past as its remembrance gives you pleasure."

"The letter might have started off harsh, but it didn’t end that way. The farewell is truly kind. But let’s not dwell on the letter. The feelings of both the writer and the recipient are now so different from what they were back then that all the unpleasantness surrounding it should be forgotten. You need to embrace some of my philosophy. Only remember the past in ways that bring you joy."

"I cannot give you credit for any philosophy of the kind. Your retrospections must be so totally void of reproach, that the contentment arising from them, is not of philosophy, but what is much better, of ignorance. But with me, it is not so. Painful recollections will intrude, which cannot, which ought not to be repelled. I have been a selfish being all my life, in practice, though not in principle. As a child I was taught what was right, but I was not taught to correct my temper. I was given good principles, but left to follow them in pride and conceit. Unfortunately an only son, (for many years an only child) I was spoilt by my parents, who though good themselves, (my father particularly, all that was benevolent and amiable,) allowed, encouraged, almost taught me to be selfish and overbearing, to care for none beyond my own family circle, to think meanly of all the rest of the world, to wish at least to think meanly of their sense and worth compared with my own. Such I was, from eight to eight and twenty; and such I might still have been but for you, dearest, loveliest Elizabeth! What do I not owe you! You taught me a lesson, hard indeed at first, but most advantageous. By you, I was properly humbled. I came to you without a doubt of my reception. You shewed me how insufficient were all my pretensions to please a woman worthy of being pleased."

"I can't give you credit for any philosophy like that. Your reflections must be completely free of regret, so the peace they bring is not from philosophy, but from something much better: ignorance. But that's not the case for me. Painful memories come to mind that I can't and shouldn't try to push away. I've been a selfish person my whole life, in practice, though not in theory. As a child, I learned what was right, but I wasn't taught to control my temper. I had good principles but was left to follow them with pride and arrogance. As an only son—(for many years, an only child)—I was spoiled by my parents, who, while good people (my father especially, who was all kindness and warmth), allowed, encouraged, and almost taught me to be selfish and overbearing, to care only about my own family, to look down on everyone else, and to at least want to think poorly of their intelligence and worth compared to mine. That's who I was from the age of eight to twenty-eight; and that's who I might still be if it weren’t for you, my dearest, loveliest Elizabeth! What do I not owe you! You taught me a hard lesson at first, but one that has been incredibly beneficial. Because of you, I was properly humbled. I approached you without a doubt about how you would receive me. You showed me how inadequate all my pretensions were to impress a woman worthy of being impressed."

"Had you then persuaded yourself that I should?"

"Did you really convince yourself that I would?"

"Indeed I had. What will you think of my vanity? I believed you to be wishing, expecting my addresses."

"Yeah, I did. What do you think of my vanity? I thought you were hoping for and expecting my attention."

"My manners must have been in fault, but not intentionally I assure you. I never meant to deceive you, but my spirits might often lead me wrong. How you must have hated me after that evening?"

"My behavior must have been off, but I assure you it wasn't on purpose. I never intended to trick you, but my emotions might have guided me in the wrong direction. You must have really disliked me after that evening?"

"Hate you! I was angry perhaps at first, but my anger soon began to take a proper direction."

"Hate you! I was angry at first, but my anger quickly started to focus in the right way."

"I am almost afraid of asking what you thought of me; when we met at Pemberley. You blamed me for coming?"

"I’m almost scared to ask what you thought of me when we met at Pemberley. Did you blame me for showing up?"

"No indeed; I felt nothing but surprise."

"No, really; I felt nothing but surprise."

"Your surprise could not be greater than mine in being noticed by you. My conscience told me that I deserved no extraordinary politeness, and I confess that I did not expect to receive more than my due."

"Your surprise couldn't be greater than mine at being recognized by you. My conscience reminded me that I didn't deserve any special courtesy, and I have to admit that I didn't expect to get more than what I was owed."

"My object then," replied Darcy, "was to shew you, by every civility in my power, that I was not so mean as to resent the past; and I hoped to obtain your forgiveness, to lessen your ill opinion, by letting you see that your reproofs had been attended to. How soon any other wishes introduced themselves I can hardly tell, but I believe in about half an hour after I had seen you."

"My goal, then," replied Darcy, "was to show you, through every courtesy I could manage, that I wasn't so small-minded as to hold a grudge for the past; and I hoped to earn your forgiveness and improve your low opinion of me by showing you that I took your criticisms to heart. I can hardly say when other feelings began to emerge, but I think it was about half an hour after I saw you."

He then told her of Georgiana's delight in her acquaintance, and of her disappointment at its sudden interruption; which naturally leading to the cause of that interruption, she soon learnt that his resolution of following her from Derbyshire in quest of her sister, had been formed before he quitted the inn, and that his gravity and thoughtfulness there, had arisen from no other struggles than what such a purpose must comprehend.

He then shared how much Georgiana enjoyed getting to know her and how disappointed she was when it was suddenly cut short. This naturally led to the reason for that interruption, and she quickly learned that his decision to follow her from Derbyshire in search of her sister had been made before he left the inn. His seriousness and deep thoughts there were the result of nothing more than the challenges that such a goal would involve.

She expressed her gratitude again, but it was too painful a subject to each, to be dwelt on farther.

She thanked him again, but it was too painful a topic for either of them to discuss further.

After walking several miles in a leisurely manner, and too busy to know any thing about it, they found at last, on examining their watches, that it was time to be at home.

After walking several miles at a relaxed pace, and too absorbed to notice anything else, they finally checked their watches and realized it was time to head home.

"What could become of Mr. Bingley and Jane!" was a wonder which introduced the discussion of their affairs. Darcy was delighted with their engagement; his friend had given him the earliest information of it.

"What would happen with Mr. Bingley and Jane!" was a question that sparked a discussion about their situation. Darcy was thrilled about their engagement; his friend had told him the news as soon as it happened.

"I must ask whether you were surprised?" said Elizabeth.

"I have to ask if you were surprised?" Elizabeth said.

"Not at all. When I went away, I felt that it would soon happen."

"Not at all. When I left, I had a feeling it would happen soon."

"That is to say, you had given your permission. I guessed as much." And though he exclaimed at the term, she found that it had been pretty much the case.

"That means you had agreed to it. I figured as much." And even though he reacted strongly to the word, she realized that it was pretty much true.

"On the evening before my going to London," said he "I made a confession to him, which I believe I ought to have made long ago. I told him of all that had occurred to make my former interference in his affairs, absurd and impertinent. His surprise was great. He had never had the slightest suspicion. I told him, moreover, that I believed myself mistaken in supposing, as I had done, that your sister was indifferent to him; and as I could easily perceive that his attachment to her was unabated, I felt no doubt of their happiness together."

"On the night before I left for London," he said, "I finally admitted something to him that I should have said a long time ago. I explained everything that had happened, which made my previous involvement in his life seem ridiculous and out of line. He was really surprised. He never suspected a thing. I also told him that I was wrong in thinking, as I once did, that your sister didn't care about him; and since I could clearly see that his feelings for her hadn't changed, I had no doubt they would be happy together."

Elizabeth could not help smiling at his easy manner of directing his friend.

Elizabeth couldn't help but smile at the way he effortlessly guided his friend.

"Did you speak from your own observation," said she, "when you told him that my sister loved him, or merely from my information last spring?"

"Did you say that my sister loved him based on what you saw yourself," she asked, "or were you just repeating what I told you last spring?"

"From the former. I had narrowly observed her during the two visits which I had lately made her here; and I was convinced of her affection."

"From the former. I had closely watched her during the two visits I had recently made to her here; and I was sure of her affection."

"And your assurance of it, I suppose, carried immediate conviction to him."

"And I guess your assurance of that convinced him right away."

"It did. Bingley is most unaffectedly modest. His diffidence had prevented his depending on his own judgment in so anxious a case, but his reliance on mine, made every thing easy. I was obliged to confess one thing, which for a time, and not unjustly, offended him. I could not allow myself to conceal that your sister had been in town three months last winter, that I had known it, and purposely kept it from him. He was angry. But his anger, I am persuaded, lasted no longer than he remained in any doubt of your sister's sentiments. He has heartily forgiven me now."

"It did. Bingley is really quite humble. His shyness had held him back from trusting his own judgment in such a tense situation, but his trust in mine made everything easier. I had to admit one thing, which for a while, and not without reason, upset him. I couldn’t hide the fact that your sister had been in town for three months last winter, that I had known about it, and had intentionally kept it from him. He was angry. But I believe his anger lasted only as long as he was uncertain about your sister's feelings. He has completely forgiven me now."

Elizabeth longed to observe that Mr. Bingley had been a most delightful friend; so easily guided that his worth was invaluable; but she checked herself. She remembered that he had yet to learn to be laught at, and it was rather too early to begin. In anticipating the happiness of Bingley, which of course was to be inferior only to his own, he continued the conversation till they reached the house. In the hall they parted.

Elizabeth wished to recognize that Mr. Bingley had been a truly wonderful friend; he was so easily influenced that his value was priceless; but she stopped herself. She remembered that he still needed to learn how to be teased, and it was a bit too soon to start that. While looking forward to Bingley's happiness, which would naturally only be second to his own, he kept the conversation going until they got to the house. They separated in the hall.


CHAPTER XVII.

"My dear Lizzy, where can you have been walking to?" was a question which Elizabeth received from Jane as soon as she entered the room, and from all the others when they sat down to table. She had only to say in reply, that they had wandered about, till she was beyond her own knowledge. She coloured as she spoke; but neither that, nor any thing else, awakened a suspicion of the truth.

"My dear Lizzy, where have you been walking to?" was a question that Elizabeth got from Jane as soon as she walked into the room, and from everyone else when they sat down at the table. She simply replied that they had wandered around until she didn’t even know where she was. She blushed as she spoke; but neither that nor anything else raised any suspicion of the truth.

The evening passed quietly, unmarked by any thing extraordinary. The acknowledged lovers talked and laughed, the unacknowledged were silent. Darcy was not of a disposition in which happiness overflows in mirth; and Elizabeth, agitated and confused, rather knew that she was happy, than felt herself to be so; for, besides the immediate embarrassment, there were other evils before her. She anticipated what would be felt in the family when her situation became known; she was aware that no one liked him but Jane; and even feared that with the others it was a dislike which not all his fortune and consequence might do away.

The evening went by quietly, with nothing particularly remarkable happening. The acknowledged couple chatted and laughed, while the unacknowledged ones stayed silent. Darcy wasn't the type to show happiness through laughter; and Elizabeth, feeling both anxious and confused, knew she was happy rather than truly feeling it. Aside from her immediate embarrassment, she faced other challenges. She dreaded the reaction of her family when they found out about her situation; she realized that the only one who liked him was Jane. She even feared that the others had a dislike for him that not even his wealth and status could change.

At night she opened her heart to Jane. Though suspicion was very far from Miss Bennet's general habits, she was absolutely incredulous here.

At night, she shared her true feelings with Jane. Although being suspicious was not typical for Miss Bennet, she simply couldn't believe it in this situation.

"You are joking, Lizzy. This cannot be!—engaged to Mr. Darcy! No, no, you shall not deceive me. I know it to be impossible."

"You’re kidding, Lizzy. This can’t be true! Engaged to Mr. Darcy? No way, you’re not fooling me. I know that’s impossible."

"This is a wretched beginning indeed! My sole dependence was on you; and I am sure nobody else will believe me, if you do not. Yet, indeed, I am in earnest. I speak nothing but the truth. He still loves me, and we are engaged."

"This is a terrible start! I was counting on you, and I'm sure no one else will believe me if you don't. But I’m serious. I’m telling the truth. He still loves me, and we’re engaged."

Jane looked at her doubtingly. "Oh, Lizzy! it cannot be. I know how much you dislike him."

Jane looked at her with doubt. "Oh, Lizzy! It can't be. I know how much you dislike him."

"You know nothing of the matter. That is all to be forgot. Perhaps I did not always love him so well as I do now. But in such cases as these, a good memory is unpardonable. This is the last time I shall ever remember it myself."

"You don’t know anything about this. That should all be forgotten. Maybe I didn’t always love him as much as I do now. But in situations like this, having a good memory is unforgivable. This is the last time I will ever think about it myself."

Miss Bennet still looked all amazement. Elizabeth again, and more seriously assured her of its truth.

Miss Bennet still looked completely amazed. Elizabeth once again, and more earnestly, assured her that it was true.

"Good Heaven! can it be really so! Yet now I must believe you," cried Jane. "My dear, dear Lizzy, I would—I do congratulate you—but are you certain? forgive the question—are you quite certain that you can be happy with him?"

"Good heavens! Is it really true? But now I have to believe you," Jane exclaimed. "My dear, dear Lizzy, I want to—it’s hard to congratulate you—but are you sure? Forgive me for asking—are you absolutely certain that you’ll be happy with him?"

"There can be no doubt of that. It is settled between us already, that we are to be the happiest couple in the world. But are you pleased, Jane? Shall you like to have such a brother?"

"There’s no doubt about it. We've already agreed that we’re going to be the happiest couple in the world. But are you happy, Jane? Will you like having such a brother?"

"Very, very much. Nothing could give either Bingley or myself more delight. But we considered it, we talked of it as impossible. And do you really love him quite well enough? Oh, Lizzy! do any thing rather than marry without affection. Are you quite sure that you feel what you ought to do?"

"Very, very much. Nothing could make either Bingley or me happier. But we thought about it, and we talked about it as if it were impossible. And are you really in love with him enough? Oh, Lizzy! Do anything rather than marry without love. Are you completely sure that you feel what you should?"

"Oh, yes! You will only think I feel more than I ought to do, when I tell you all."

"Oh, yes! You'll only think I care more than I should when I share everything with you."

"What do you mean?"

"What do you mean?"

"Why, I must confess, that I love him better than I do Bingley. I am afraid you will be angry."

"Honestly, I have to admit that I love him more than I love Bingley. I'm worried you might get upset."

"My dearest sister, now be be serious. I want to talk very seriously. Let me know every thing that I am to know, without delay. Will you tell me how long you have loved him?"

"My dearest sister, now be serious. I want to talk very seriously. Let me know everything I need to know, without delay. Will you tell me how long you've loved him?"

"It has been coming on so gradually, that I hardly know when it began. But I believe I must date it from my first seeing his beautiful grounds at Pemberley."

"It has been happening so slowly that I can barely tell when it started. But I think I should say it began the first time I saw his beautiful estate at Pemberley."

Another intreaty that she would be serious, however, produced the desired effect; and she soon satisfied Jane by her solemn assurances of attachment. When convinced on that article, Miss Bennet had nothing farther to wish.

Another request for her to be serious, however, had the desired effect; and she quickly reassured Jane with her sincere promises of loyalty. Once convinced of that, Miss Bennet had nothing more to desire.

"Now I am quite happy," said she, "for you will be as happy as myself. I always had a value for him. Were it for nothing but his love of you, I must always have esteemed him; but now, as Bingley's friend and your husband, there can be only Bingley and yourself more dear to me. But Lizzy, you have been very sly, very reserved with me. How little did you tell me of what passed at Pemberley and Lambton! I owe all that I know of it, to another, not to you."

"Now I’m really happy," she said, "because you'll be just as happy as I am. I’ve always valued him. Even if it were just for his love for you, I would always have respected him; but now, as Bingley's friend and your husband, there’s only Bingley and you who are more dear to me. But Lizzy, you've been very sneaky, very closed off with me. You told me so little about what happened at Pemberley and Lambton! I owe everything I know about it to someone else, not to you."

Elizabeth told her the motives of her secrecy. She had been unwilling to mention Bingley; and the unsettled state of her own feelings had made her equally avoid the name of his friend. But now she would no longer conceal from her, his share in Lydia's marriage. All was acknowledged, and half the night spent in conversation.

Elizabeth explained to her why she had been secretive. She had been hesitant to bring up Bingley, and her own mixed feelings had made her avoid mentioning his friend as well. But now she wouldn't keep from her any longer his role in Lydia's marriage. Everything was out in the open, and they spent half the night talking.


"Good gracious!" cried Mrs. Bennet, as she stood at a window the next morning, "if that disagreeable Mr. Darcy is not coming here again with our dear Bingley! What can he mean by being so tiresome as to be always coming here? I had no notion but he would go a shooting, or something or other, and not disturb us with his company. What shall we do with him? Lizzy, you must walk out with him again, that he may not be in Bingley's way."

"Good grief!" exclaimed Mrs. Bennet, as she stood by a window the next morning, "if that annoying Mr. Darcy isn't coming over again with our dear Bingley! What could he possibly mean by being so bothersome and always showing up here? I thought for sure he would go hunting or something else and not interrupt us with his presence. What are we going to do with him? Lizzy, you have to go out with him again, so he doesn’t get in Bingley's way."

Elizabeth could hardly help laughing at so convenient a proposal; yet was really vexed that her mother should be always giving him such an epithet.

Elizabeth could hardly help laughing at such a convenient proposal; yet she was really annoyed that her mother kept calling him that.

As soon as they entered, Bingley looked at her so expressively, and shook hands with such warmth, as left no doubt of his good information; and he soon afterwards said aloud, "Mr. Bennet, have you no more lanes hereabouts in which Lizzy may lose her way again to-day?"

As soon as they walked in, Bingley looked at her so meaningfully and shook hands so warmly that it left no doubt he had good intentions; and shortly after, he said loudly, "Mr. Bennet, don’t you have any more paths nearby where Lizzy can get lost again today?"

"I advise Mr. Darcy, and Lizzy, and Kitty," said Mrs. Bennet, "to walk to Oakham Mount this morning. It is a nice long walk, and Mr. Darcy has never seen the view."

"I suggest Mr. Darcy, Lizzy, and Kitty take a walk to Oakham Mount this morning," said Mrs. Bennet. "It's a nice long walk, and Mr. Darcy hasn't seen the view before."

"It may do very well for the others," replied Mr. Bingley; "but I am sure it will be too much for Kitty. Wont it, Kitty?"

"It might be fine for the others," replied Mr. Bingley; "but I'm sure it will be too much for Kitty. Right, Kitty?"

Kitty owned that she had rather stay at home. Darcy professed a great curiosity to see the view from the Mount, and Elizabeth silently consented. As she went up stairs to get ready, Mrs. Bennet followed her, saying,

Kitty admitted that she would prefer to stay home. Darcy expressed a strong interest in seeing the view from the Mount, and Elizabeth quietly agreed. As she went upstairs to get ready, Mrs. Bennet followed her, saying,

"I am quite sorry, Lizzy, that you should be forced to have that disagreeable man all to yourself. But I hope you will not mind it: it is all for Jane's sake, you know; and there is no occasion for talking to him, except just now and then. So, do not put yourself to inconvenience."

"I'm really sorry, Lizzy, that you have to spend time with that unpleasant man all alone. But I hope you won’t mind too much: it’s all for Jane’s sake, after all; and you don’t need to talk to him often, just now and then. So, don't inconvenience yourself."

During their walk, it was resolved that Mr. Bennet's consent should be asked in the course of the evening. Elizabeth reserved to herself the application for her mother's. She could not determine how her mother would take it; sometimes doubting whether all his wealth and grandeur would be enough to overcome her abhorrence of the man. But whether she were violently set against the match, or violently delighted with it, it was certain that her manner would be equally ill adapted to do credit to her sense; and she could no more bear that Mr. Darcy should hear the first raptures of her joy, than the first vehemence of her disapprobation.

During their walk, they decided that Mr. Bennet's permission should be sought later that evening. Elizabeth planned to ask her mother herself. She couldn't figure out how her mother would react; sometimes she wondered if all of his wealth and status would be enough to outweigh her dislike for the man. But whether her mother was strongly against the match or overly excited about it, it was clear that her reaction would reflect poorly on her judgment. Elizabeth couldn't stand the idea of Mr. Darcy hearing the first expressions of her mother's joy any more than she could bear him hearing the first outburst of her disapproval.


In the evening, soon after Mr. Bennet withdrew to the library, she saw Mr. Darcy rise also and follow him, and her agitation on seeing it was extreme. She did not fear her father's opposition, but he was going to be made unhappy, and that it should be through her means, that she, his favourite child, should be distressing him by her choice, should be filling him with fears and regrets in disposing of her, was a wretched reflection, and she sat in misery till Mr. Darcy appeared again, when, looking at him, she was a little relieved by his smile. In a few minutes he approached the table where she was sitting with Kitty; and, while pretending to admire her work, said in a whisper, "Go to your father, he wants you in the library." She was gone directly.

In the evening, shortly after Mr. Bennet went to the library, she saw Mr. Darcy get up and follow him, and she was extremely agitated by it. She didn’t fear her father’s disapproval, but she knew he was going to be unhappy, and the thought that it would be because of her, his favorite child, causing him distress with her choice, filling him with fears and regrets about her future, was a terrible thought. She sat in misery until Mr. Darcy appeared again, and when she looked at him, she felt a bit relieved by his smile. A few minutes later, he walked over to the table where she was sitting with Kitty, and while pretending to admire her work, he leaned in and whispered, "Go to your father; he wants you in the library." She left immediately.

Her father was walking about the room, looking grave and anxious. "Lizzy," said he, "what are you doing? Are you out of your senses, to be accepting this man? Have not you always hated him?"

Her father was pacing the room, looking serious and worried. "Lizzy," he said, "what are you doing? Are you out of your mind to accept this man? Haven't you always hated him?"

How earnestly did she then wish that her former opinions had been more reasonable, her expressions more moderate! It would have spared her from explanations and professions which it was exceedingly awkward to give; but they were now necessary, and she assured him with some confusion, of her attachment to Mr. Darcy.

How much she wished that her past opinions had been more reasonable and her words more measured! It would have saved her from having to explain herself and make declarations that were really uncomfortable to do; but now it was necessary, and she told him, somewhat awkwardly, about her feelings for Mr. Darcy.

"Or in other words, you are determined to have him. He is rich, to be sure, and you may have more fine clothes and fine carriages than Jane. But will they make you happy?"

"Or in other words, you're set on having him. He's wealthy, that's for sure, and you might have nicer clothes and fancier carriages than Jane. But will that truly make you happy?"

"Have you any other objection," said Elizabeth, "than your belief of my indifference?"

"Do you have any other objections," Elizabeth said, "besides your belief that I don’t care?"

"None at all. We all know him to be a proud, unpleasant sort of man; but this would be nothing if you really liked him."

"Not at all. We all know he's a proud, unpleasant guy; but that wouldn't matter if you actually liked him."

"I do, I do like him," she replied, with tears in her eyes, "I love him. Indeed he has no improper pride. He is perfectly amiable. You do not know what he really is; then pray do not pain me by speaking of him in such terms."

"I do, I really like him," she replied, with tears in her eyes, "I love him. He truly has no false pride. He is really kind. You don't know who he truly is; so please don't hurt me by talking about him like that."

"Lizzy," said her father, "I have given him my consent. He is the kind of man, indeed, to whom I should never dare refuse any thing, which he condescended to ask. I now give it to you, if you are resolved on having him. But let me advise you to think better of it. I know your disposition, Lizzy. I know that you could be neither happy nor respectable, unless you truly esteemed your husband; unless you looked up to him as a superior. Your lively talents would place you in the greatest danger in an unequal marriage. You could scarcely escape discredit and misery. My child, let me not have the grief of seeing you unable to respect your partner in life. You know not what you are about."

"Lizzy," said her father, "I have given him my approval. He’s the kind of guy I could never say no to when he asks for something. I'm passing that approval on to you, if you really want him. But I advise you to think it over. I understand your personality, Lizzy. I know that you wouldn’t be happy or respected unless you genuinely valued your husband; unless you saw him as your equal. Your spirited nature could put you at significant risk in an uneven marriage. It would be hard for you to avoid disgrace and unhappiness. My child, I don’t want to suffer the pain of seeing you unable to respect your life partner. You don’t fully understand what you’re getting into."

Elizabeth, still more affected, was earnest and solemn in her reply; and at length, by repeated assurances that Mr. Darcy was really the object of her choice, by explaining the gradual change which her estimation of him had undergone, relating her absolute certainty that his affection was not the work of a day, but had stood the test of many months suspense, and enumerating with energy all his good qualities, she did conquer her father's incredulity, and reconcile him to the match.

Elizabeth, feeling even more emotional, was serious and sincere in her response; and eventually, by repeatedly assuring her father that Mr. Darcy was truly the one she wanted, by explaining the gradual shift in how she viewed him, sharing her complete confidence that his feelings weren't just a passing phase but had been built over many months of uncertainty, and energetically listing all his good qualities, she managed to win over her father's skepticism and get him on board with the relationship.

"Well, my dear," said he, when she ceased speaking, "I have no more to say. If this be the case, he deserves you. I could not have parted with you, my Lizzy, to any one less worthy."

"Well, my dear," he said when she stopped talking, "I have nothing more to add. If that's the situation, he deserves you. I couldn't have let you go, my Lizzy, to anyone less deserving."

To complete the favourable impression, she then told him what Mr. Darcy had voluntarily done for Lydia. He heard her with astonishment.

To finish making a good impression, she then told him what Mr. Darcy had done for Lydia on his own. He listened in amazement.

"This is an evening of wonders, indeed! And so, Darcy did every thing; made up the match, gave the money, paid the fellow's debts, and got him his commission! So much the better. It will save me a world of trouble and economy. Had it been your uncle's doing, I must and would have paid him; but these violent young lovers carry every thing their own way. I shall offer to pay him to-morrow; he will rant and storm about his love for you, and there will be an end of the matter."

"This is truly an amazing evening! So, Darcy handled everything; set up the match, provided the funds, cleared the guy's debts, and secured his commission! That's even better. It will save me a ton of hassle and money. If it had been your uncle's doing, I definitely would have paid him; but these passionate young lovers always go their own way. I’ll offer to pay him tomorrow; he’ll rant and rave about his love for you, and that will be the end of it."

He then recollected her embarrassment a few days before, on his reading Mr. Collins's letter; and after laughing at her some time, allowed her at last to go—saying, as she quitted the room, "If any young men come for Mary or Kitty, send them in, for I am quite at leisure."

He then remembered how embarrassed she was a few days earlier when he read Mr. Collins's letter. After laughing at her for a bit, he finally let her leave—saying, as she walked out of the room, "If any young men come for Mary or Kitty, send them in, because I’m totally free."

Elizabeth's mind was now relieved from a very heavy weight; and, after half an hour's quiet reflection in her own room, she was able to join the others with tolerable composure. Every thing was too recent for gaiety, but the evening passed tranquilly away; there was no longer any thing material to be dreaded, and the comfort of ease and familiarity would come in time.

Elizabeth felt a heavy weight lift off her mind. After half an hour of quiet reflection in her own room, she was able to join the others with a decent level of composure. Everything was still too fresh for cheerfulness, but the evening passed peacefully. There was nothing significant to fear anymore, and the comfort of ease and familiarity would come with time.

When her mother went up to her dressing-room at night, she followed her, and made the important communication. Its effect was most extraordinary; for on first hearing it, Mrs. Bennet sat quite still, and unable to utter a syllable. Nor was it under many, many minutes, that she could comprehend what she heard; though not in general backward to credit what was for the advantage of her family, or that came in the shape of a lover to any of them. She began at length to recover, to fidget about in her chair, get up, sit down again, wonder, and bless herself.

When her mom went up to her dressing room at night, she followed her and shared the big news. The reaction was incredible; Mrs. Bennet sat completely still at first, unable to say a word. It took her several minutes to process what she had heard, even though she usually didn't hesitate to believe anything that benefitted her family or involved a potential suitor. Eventually, she started to come around, fidgeting in her chair, getting up, sitting down again, wondering, and thanking her lucky stars.

"Good gracious! Lord bless me! only think! dear me! Mr. Darcy! Who would have thought it! And is it really true? Oh! my sweetest Lizzy! how rich and how great you will be! What pin-money, what jewels, what carriages you will have! Jane's is nothing to it—nothing at all. I am so pleased—so happy. Such a charming man!—so handsome! so tall!—Oh, my dear Lizzy! pray apologise for my having disliked him so much before. I hope he will overlook it. Dear, dear Lizzy. A house in town! Every thing that is charming! Three daughters married! Ten thousand a year! Oh, Lord! What will become of me. I shall go distracted."

"Goodness! Oh my gosh! Can you believe it? Mr. Darcy! Who would have guessed? Is it really true? Oh, my sweetest Lizzy! How wealthy and important you’ll be! Just imagine the pin money, the jewels, the carriages you’ll have! Jane’s got nothing on that—nothing at all. I’m so thrilled—so happy. Such a charming guy! So handsome! So tall! Oh, my dear Lizzy! Please forgive me for disliking him so much before. I hope he can overlook it. Oh my, dear Lizzy. A house in the city! Everything wonderful! Three daughters married! Ten thousand a year! Oh dear! What will happen to me? I think I might go crazy."

This was enough to prove that her approbation need not be doubted: and Elizabeth, rejoicing that such an effusion was heard only by herself, soon went away. But before she had been three minutes in her own room, her mother followed her.

This was enough to show that her approval shouldn't be questioned: and Elizabeth, happy that such a heartfelt expression was only heard by her, quickly left. But before she had spent three minutes in her own room, her mother came after her.

"My dearest child," she cried, "I can think of nothing else! Ten thousand a year, and very likely more! 'Tis as good as a Lord! And a special licence. You must and shall be married by a special licence. But my dearest love, tell me what dish Mr. Darcy is particularly fond of, that I may have it to-morrow."

"My dearest child," she exclaimed, "I can’t think about anything else! Ten thousand a year, and probably even more! It's just like being a Lord! And a special license. You absolutely must be married with a special license. But my sweetest love, please tell me what dish Mr. Darcy particularly enjoys, so I can prepare it for tomorrow."

This was a sad omen of what her mother's behaviour to the gentleman himself might be; and Elizabeth found, that though in the certain possession of his warmest affection, and secure of her relations' consent, there was still something to be wished for. But the morrow passed off much better than she expected; for Mrs. Bennet luckily stood in such awe of her intended son-in-law, that she ventured not to speak to him, unless it was in her power to offer him any attention, or mark her deference for his opinion.

This was a troubling sign of how her mother might treat the gentleman himself; Elizabeth realized that even though she had his deepest affection and her family's approval, there was still something she desired. However, the next day went much better than she anticipated; Mrs. Bennet was fortunately so intimidated by her future son-in-law that she only spoke to him when she could offer him attention or show her respect for his opinions.

Elizabeth had the satisfaction of seeing her father taking pains to get acquainted with him; and Mr. Bennet soon assured her that he was rising every hour in his esteem.

Elizabeth was pleased to see her father making an effort to get to know him, and Mr. Bennet quickly reassured her that he was gaining respect for him more and more each hour.

"I admire all my three sons-in-law highly," said he. "Wickham, perhaps, is my favourite; but I think I shall like your husband quite as well as Jane's."

"I really admire all three of my sons-in-law," he said. "Wickham is probably my favorite, but I think I’ll like your husband just as much as Jane's."


CHAPTER XVIII.

Elizabeth's spirits soon rising to playfulness again, she wanted Mr. Darcy to account for his having ever fallen in love with her. "How could you begin?" said she. "I can comprehend your going on charmingly, when you had once made a beginning; but what could set you off in the first place?"

Elizabeth's mood quickly became playful again, and she asked Mr. Darcy how he ever fell in love with her. "How could you start?" she said. "I can understand you being so charming once you got going, but what made you take that first step?"

"I cannot fix on the hour, or the spot, or the look, or the words, which laid the foundation. It is too long ago. I was in the middle before I knew that I had begun."

"I can't pinpoint the hour, the place, the expression, or the words that started it all. It's been too long. I was already deep into it before I realized that I had even started."

"My beauty you had early withstood, and as for my manners—my behaviour to you was at least always bordering on the uncivil, and I never spoke to you without rather wishing to give you pain than not. Now be sincere; did you admire me for my impertinence?"

"My beauty, you faced early on, and as for my manners—my behavior toward you was always close to being rude, and I never spoke to you without wanting to hurt you more than anything. Now, be honest; did you admire me for my arrogance?"

"For the liveliness of your mind, I did."

"For the energy of your mind, I did."

"You may as well call it impertinence at once. It was very little less. The fact is, that you were sick of civility, of deference, of officious attention. You were disgusted with the women who were always speaking and looking, and thinking for your approbation alone. I roused, and interested you, because I was so unlike them. Had you not been really amiable you would have hated me for it; but in spite of the pains you took to disguise yourself, your feelings were always noble and just; and in your heart, you thoroughly despised the persons who so assiduously courted you. There—I have saved you the trouble of accounting for it; and really, all things considered, I begin to think it perfectly reasonable. To be sure, you knew no actual good of me—but nobody thinks of that when they fall in love."

"You might as well call it what it is: rudeness. It was pretty close to that. The truth is, you were tired of politeness, of respect, of intrusive attention. You felt sick of the women who were always speaking, looking, and thinking only for your approval. I caught your interest because I was so different from them. If you weren't genuinely kind, you would have hated me for it; but despite your efforts to hide your true self, your feelings were always noble and fair, and deep down, you really looked down on the people who were so eager to win you over. There—I’ve saved you the trouble of explaining it. Honestly, all things considered, I think it makes perfect sense. Sure, you didn’t know anything truly good about me—but no one thinks about that when they fall in love."

"Was there no good in your affectionate behaviour to Jane, while she was ill at Netherfield?"

"Wasn't there anything good about how you treated Jane while she was sick at Netherfield?"

"Dearest Jane! who could have done less for her? But make a virtue of it by all means. My good qualities are under your protection, and you are to exaggerate them as much as possible; and, in return, it belongs to me to find occasions for teazing and quarrelling with you as often as may be; and I shall begin directly by asking you what made you so unwilling to come to the point at last. What made you so shy of me, when you first called, and afterwards dined here? Why, especially, when you called, did you look as if you did not care about me?"

"Dear Jane! Who could have done less for her? But definitely make a big deal out of it. My good qualities are your responsibility, and you're supposed to hype them up as much as you can; and in return, it's my job to find reasons to tease and argue with you as often as possible. So, I'll start right now by asking why you were so hesitant to get to the point. Why were you so reserved with me when you first visited and then dined here? And especially when you came over, why did you look like you didn't care about me?"

"Because you were grave and silent, and gave me no encouragement."

"Because you were serious and quiet, and didn’t give me any encouragement."

"But I was embarrassed."

"But I felt embarrassed."

"And so was I."

"Me too."

"You might have talked to me more when you came to dinner."

"You could have talked to me more when you came over for dinner."

"A man who had felt less, might."

"A man who had felt less might."

"How unlucky that you should have a reasonable answer to give, and that I should be so reasonable as to admit it! But I wonder how long you would have gone on, if you had been left to yourself. I wonder when you would have spoken, if I had not asked you! My resolution of thanking you for your kindness to Lydia had certainly great effect. Too much, I am afraid; for what becomes of the moral, if our comfort springs from a breach of promise, for I ought not to have mentioned the subject? This will never do."

"How unlucky that you have a reasonable answer to give, and that I’m reasonable enough to accept it! But I wonder how long you would have kept quiet if you had been on your own. I wonder when you would have spoken up if I hadn’t asked you! My decision to thank you for your kindness to Lydia definitely had a big impact. Too much, I’m afraid; because what happens to the moral if our comfort comes from breaking a promise, since I shouldn’t have brought up the topic? This isn’t going to work."

"You need not distress yourself. The moral will be perfectly fair. Lady Catherine's unjustifiable endeavours to separate us, were the means of removing all my doubts. I am not indebted for my present happiness to your eager desire of expressing your gratitude. I was not in a humour to wait for any opening of your's. My aunt's intelligence had given me hope, and I was determined at once to know every thing."

"You don’t have to worry. The moral will be completely fair. Lady Catherine's unreasonable attempts to keep us apart have cleared up all my doubts. I’m not relying on your eagerness to show your gratitude for my current happiness. I wasn’t in the mood to wait for you to say anything. My aunt’s insights had given me hope, and I was set on finding out everything right away."

"Lady Catherine has been of infinite use, which ought to make her happy, for she loves to be of use. But tell me, what did you come down to Netherfield for? Was it merely to ride to Longbourn and be embarrassed? or had you intended any more serious consequence?"

"Lady Catherine has been incredibly helpful, which should make her happy since she loves being helpful. But tell me, why did you come to Netherfield? Was it just to ride to Longbourn and feel awkward? Or did you have something more serious in mind?"

"My real purpose was to see you, and to judge, if I could, whether I might ever hope to make you love me. My avowed one, or what I avowed to myself, was to see whether your sister were still partial to Bingley, and if she were, to make the confession to him which I have since made."

"My true purpose was to see you and to determine, if possible, whether I could ever hope to make you love me. What I openly admitted, or at least what I admitted to myself, was to find out if your sister was still interested in Bingley, and if she was, to confess to him what I have since revealed."

"Shall you ever have courage to announce to Lady Catherine, what is to befall her?"

"Will you ever have the courage to tell Lady Catherine what is about to happen to her?"

"I am more likely to want time than courage, Elizabeth. But it ought to be done, and if you will give me a sheet of paper, it shall be done directly."

"I would rather have time than courage, Elizabeth. But it needs to be done, and if you give me a piece of paper, I’ll take care of it right away."

"And if I had not a letter to write myself, I might sit by you, and admire the evenness of your writing, as another young lady once did. But I have an aunt, too, who must not be longer neglected."

"And if I didn’t have a letter to write myself, I might sit next to you and admire how neat your handwriting is, just like another young lady did once. But I have an aunt who also needs my attention."

From an unwillingness to confess how much her intimacy with Mr. Darcy had been over-rated, Elizabeth had never yet answered Mrs. Gardiner's long letter, but now, having that to communicate which she knew would be most welcome, she was almost ashamed to find, that her uncle and aunt had already lost three days of happiness, and immediately wrote as follows:

From her reluctance to admit how much her closeness with Mr. Darcy had been exaggerated, Elizabeth still hadn’t responded to Mrs. Gardiner’s lengthy letter. But now, with something to share that she knew would be very welcome, she felt a bit guilty realizing that her uncle and aunt had already missed out on three days of happiness, and she quickly wrote the following:

"I would have thanked you before, my dear aunt, as I ought to have done, for your long, kind, satisfactory, detail of particulars; but to say the truth, I was too cross to write. You supposed more than really existed. But now suppose as much as you chuse; give a loose to your fancy, indulge your imagination in every possible flight which the subject will afford, and unless you believe me actually married, you cannot greatly err. You must write again very soon, and praise him a great deal more than you did in your last. I thank you, again and again, for not going to the Lakes. How could I be so silly as to wish it! Your idea of the ponies is delightful. We will go round the Park every day. I am the happiest creature in the world. Perhaps other people have said so before, but not one with such justice. I am happier even than Jane; she only smiles, I laugh. Mr. Darcy sends you all the love in the world, that he can spare from me. You are all to come to Pemberley at Christmas.

"I should have thanked you sooner, my dear aunt, and I appreciate your detailed and thoughtful message; but honestly, I was too irritable to respond. You imagined more than what actually happened. But now feel free to envision whatever you like; let your imagination run wild and explore every possible scenario related to the topic. Unless you truly believe I’m married, you won’t be far off. You need to write again soon and praise him much more than you did in your last letter. I thank you repeatedly for not going to the Lakes. How could I have been so foolish to wish for that! Your idea about the ponies is fantastic. We'll ride around the Park every day. I am the happiest person in the world. Others might have claimed that before, but no one has such a valid reason. I'm even happier than Jane; she just smiles, but I laugh. Mr. Darcy sends you all his love that he can spare from me. You all must come to Pemberley at Christmas."

Your's, &c."

Your's, &c."

Mr. Darcy's letter to Lady Catherine, was in a different style; and still different from either, was what Mr. Bennet sent to Mr. Collins, in reply to his last.

Mr. Darcy's letter to Lady Catherine was written in a different style; and even more different from both was the response that Mr. Bennet sent to Mr. Collins in reply to his last letter.

"Dear Sir,

"Dear Sir,

"I must trouble you once more for congratulations. Elizabeth will soon be the wife of Mr. Darcy. Console Lady Catherine as well as you can. But, if I were you, I would stand by the nephew. He has more to give.

"I need to ask you again to offer your congratulations. Elizabeth will soon be marrying Mr. Darcy. Please try to comfort Lady Catherine as much as you can. However, if I were you, I would stand by the nephew. He has more to offer."

"Your's sincerely, &c."

"Yours sincerely, &c."

Miss Bingley's congratulations to her brother, on his approaching marriage, were all that was affectionate and insincere. She wrote even to Jane on the occasion, to express her delight, and repeat all her former professions of regard. Jane was not deceived, but she was affected; and though feeling no reliance on her, could not help writing her a much kinder answer than she knew was deserved.

Miss Bingley's congratulations to her brother on his upcoming marriage were both affectionate and insincere. She even wrote to Jane to share her joy and reiterate all her previous expressions of fondness. Jane wasn't fooled, but she was moved; and even though she didn't trust her, she couldn't help but write her a much nicer response than she knew was warranted.

The joy which Miss Darcy expressed on receiving similar information, was as sincere as her brother's in sending it. Four sides of paper were insufficient to contain all her delight, and all her earnest desire of being loved by her sister.

The joy that Miss Darcy showed upon receiving the same news was just as genuine as her brother's in sharing it. Four sheets of paper weren’t enough to cover all her happiness and her genuine wish to be loved by her sister.

Before any answer could arrive from Mr. Collins, or any congratulations to Elizabeth, from his wife, the Longbourn family heard that the Collinses were come themselves to Lucas lodge. The reason of this sudden removal was soon evident. Lady Catherine had been rendered so exceedingly angry by the contents of her nephew's letter, that Charlotte, really rejoicing in the match, was anxious to get away till the storm was blown over. At such a moment, the arrival of her friend was a sincere pleasure to Elizabeth, though in the course of their meetings she must sometimes think the pleasure dearly bought, when she saw Mr. Darcy exposed to all the parading and obsequious civility of her husband. He bore it however with admirable calmness. He could even listen to Sir William Lucas, when he complimented him on carrying away the brightest jewel of the country, and expressed his hopes of their all meeting frequently at St. James's, with very decent composure. If he did shrug his shoulders, it was not till Sir William was out of sight.

Before any response could come from Mr. Collins, or any congratulations to Elizabeth from his wife, the Longbourn family learned that the Collinses had arrived at Lucas Lodge. The reason for this sudden visit became clear quickly. Lady Catherine had become so extremely upset by the contents of her nephew's letter that Charlotte, genuinely happy about the engagement, wanted to leave until the situation calmed down. In that moment, the arrival of her friend was a true delight for Elizabeth, although during their interactions, she sometimes felt that the joy came at a high price when she saw Mr. Darcy subjected to all the showy and fawning politeness from her husband. He handled it, however, with remarkable composure. He could even listen to Sir William Lucas when he praised him for taking away the brightest jewel of the county and expressed his hopes that they would all meet frequently at St. James's, without losing his cool. If he did roll his eyes, it was only after Sir William was out of sight.

Mrs. Philips's vulgarity was another, and perhaps a greater tax on his forbearance; and though Mrs. Philips, as well as her sister, stood in too much awe of him to speak with the familiarity which Bingley's good humour encouraged, yet, whenever she did speak, she must be vulgar. Nor was her respect for him, though it made her more quiet, at all likely to make her more elegant. Elizabeth did all she could, to shield him from the frequent notice of either, and was ever anxious to keep him to herself, and to those of her family with whom he might converse without mortification; and though the uncomfortable feelings arising from all this took from the season of courtship much of its pleasure, it added to the hope of the future; and she looked forward with delight to the time when they should be removed from society so little pleasing to either, to all the comfort and elegance of their family party at Pemberley.

Mrs. Philips’s crudeness was another, and maybe an even bigger strain on his patience; and although Mrs. Philips, along with her sister, was too intimidated by him to speak with the casualness that Bingley's good humor inspired, whenever she did talk, she had to be vulgar. Her respect for him, while making her quieter, didn’t in any way make her more refined. Elizabeth did everything she could to protect him from the constant attention of either woman and was always eager to keep him with herself and those family members he could talk to without feeling uncomfortable; and while the awkward feelings that came from all this took away much of the enjoyment from their courtship, it fueled her hopes for the future. She looked forward with excitement to the time when they would be away from such unappealing company and immersed in the comfort and elegance of their family gatherings at Pemberley.


CHAPTER XIX.

Happy for all her maternal feelings was the day on which Mrs. Bennet got rid of her two most deserving daughters. With what delighted pride she afterwards visited Mrs. Bingley and talked of Mrs. Darcy may be guessed. I wish I could say, for the sake of her family, that the accomplishment of her earnest desire in the establishment of so many of her children, produced so happy an effect as to make her a sensible, amiable, well-informed woman for the rest of her life; though perhaps it was lucky for her husband, who might not have relished domestic felicity in so unusual a form, that she still was occasionally nervous and invariably silly.

Mrs. Bennet was overjoyed on the day she finally married off her two most deserving daughters. It’s easy to imagine how proudly she visited Mrs. Bingley and talked about Mrs. Darcy afterward. I wish I could say, for her family's sake, that achieving her goal of settling so many of her children made her a sensible, kind, and well-informed woman for the rest of her life; however, it was probably fortunate for her husband, who might not have enjoyed domestic happiness in such an unusual way, that she remained somewhat anxious and consistently silly.

Mr. Bennet missed his second daughter exceedingly; his affection for her drew him oftener from home than any thing else could do. He delighted in going to Pemberley, especially when he was least expected.

Mr. Bennet missed his second daughter a lot; his love for her pulled him away from home more than anything else could. He enjoyed visiting Pemberley, especially when he was least expected.

Mr. Bingley and Jane remained at Netherfield only a twelvemonth. So near a vicinity to her mother and Meryton relations was not desirable even to his easy temper, or her affectionate heart. The darling wish of his sisters was then gratified; he bought an estate in a neighbouring county to Derbyshire, and Jane and Elizabeth, in addition to every other source of happiness, were within thirty miles of each other.

Mr. Bingley and Jane stayed at Netherfield for just a year. Being so close to her mother and relatives in Meryton wasn't ideal for either his laid-back personality or her caring nature. His sisters' greatest wish was fulfilled; he purchased a property in a nearby county to Derbyshire, and Jane and Elizabeth, along with every other source of happiness, were now within thirty miles of each other.

Kitty, to her very material advantage, spent the chief of her time with her two elder sisters. In society so superior to what she had generally known, her improvement was great. She was not of so ungovernable a temper as Lydia, and, removed from the influence of Lydia's example, she became, by proper attention and management, less irritable, less ignorant, and less insipid. From the farther disadvantage of Lydia's society she was of course carefully kept, and though Mrs. Wickham frequently invited her to come and stay with her, with the promise of balls and young men, her father would never consent to her going.

Kitty, for her own benefit, spent most of her time with her two older sisters. In this much better environment than she was used to, she made significant progress. She wasn't as uncontrollable as Lydia, and away from Lydia's influence, she became, with the right attention and guidance, less irritable, less clueless, and less dull. She was also carefully kept away from Lydia's negative effects, and even though Mrs. Wickham often invited her to come and stay with her, promising balls and young men, her father would never agree to let her go.

Mary was the only daughter who remained at home; and she was necessarily drawn from the pursuit of accomplishments by Mrs. Bennet's being quite unable to sit alone. Mary was obliged to mix more with the world, but she could still moralize over every morning visit; and as she was no longer mortified by comparisons between her sisters' beauty and her own, it was suspected by her father that she submitted to the change without much reluctance.

Mary was the only daughter who stayed home; and she had to give up her pursuit of accomplishments because Mrs. Bennet couldn't be left alone. Mary had to interact more with people, but she could still reflect on every morning visit. Since she wasn't bothered by comparing her looks to her sisters' anymore, her father suspected she accepted this change with little resistance.

As for Wickham and Lydia, their characters suffered no revolution from the marriage of her sisters. He bore with philosophy the conviction that Elizabeth must now become acquainted with whatever of his ingratitude and falsehood had before been unknown to her; and in spite of every thing, was not wholly without hope that Darcy might yet be prevailed on to make his fortune. The congratulatory letter which Elizabeth received from Lydia on her marriage, explained to her that, by his wife at least, if not by himself, such a hope was cherished. The letter was to this effect:

As for Wickham and Lydia, neither of their characters changed because of her sisters' marriage. He accepted with a sense of resignation that Elizabeth must now learn about all of his past ungratefulness and lies that she hadn’t known before; yet, despite everything, he still held onto some hope that Darcy might eventually be persuaded to help him out financially. The congratulatory letter Elizabeth got from Lydia about her marriage revealed to her that, at least through his wife, if not directly from him, this hope was still alive. The letter was along these lines:

"My dear Lizzy,

"My dear Lizzy,

"I wish you joy. If you love Mr. Darcy half as well as I do my dear Wickham, you must be very happy. It is a great comfort to have you so rich, and when you have nothing else to do, I hope you will think of us. I am sure Wickham would like a place at court very much, and I do not think we shall have quite money enough to live upon without some help. Any place would do, of about three or four hundred a year; but, however, do not speak to Mr. Darcy about it, if you had rather not.

"I wish you all the happiness. If you love Mr. Darcy even half as much as I love my dear Wickham, you must be very happy. It’s such a relief to know you’re so wealthy, and when you find yourself with free time, I hope you’ll think of us. I’m sure Wickham would really appreciate a position at court, and I’m not sure we’ll have enough money to get by without some help. Any job that pays around three or four hundred a year would be fantastic; but, please, don’t bring it up to Mr. Darcy if you’d rather not."

"Yours, &c."

"Yours, &c."

As it happened that Elizabeth had much rather not, she endeavoured in her answer to put an end to every intreaty and expectation of the kind. Such relief, however, as it was in her power to afford, by the practice of what might be called economy in her own private expences, she frequently sent them. It had always been evident to her that such an income as theirs, under the direction of two persons so extravagant in their wants, and heedless of the future, must be very insufficient to their support; and whenever they changed their quarters, either Jane or herself were sure of being applied to, for some little assistance towards discharging their bills. Their manner of living, even when the restoration of peace dismissed them to a home, was unsettled in the extreme. They were always moving from place to place in quest of a cheap situation, and always spending more than they ought. His affection for her soon sunk into indifference; her's lasted a little longer; and in spite of her youth and her manners, she retained all the claims to reputation which her marriage had given her.

As it turned out, Elizabeth would much rather not, so she tried in her response to put an end to any requests or expectations of that sort. However, the support she could offer, through what could be called careful spending of her own money, she frequently sent to them. It had always been clear to her that their income, managed by two people so extravagant in their needs and careless about the future, must be very insufficient for their support; and whenever they changed locations, either Jane or she would be sure to be asked for a bit of help to cover their bills. Their lifestyle, even when peace was restored and they returned home, was extremely unstable. They were constantly moving from place to place looking for a cheaper place to stay and always spending more than they should. His affection for her soon faded into indifference; hers lasted a little longer; and despite her youth and her behavior, she kept all the social standing that her marriage had given her.

Though Darcy could never receive him at Pemberley, yet, for Elizabeth's sake, he assisted him farther in his profession. Lydia was occasionally a visitor there, when her husband was gone to enjoy himself in London or Bath; and with the Bingleys they both of them frequently staid so long, that even Bingley's good humour was overcome, and he proceeded so far as to talk of giving them a hint to be gone.

Though Darcy could never welcome him at Pemberley, for Elizabeth's sake, he helped him further in his career. Lydia sometimes visited when her husband was off having a good time in London or Bath; and with the Bingleys, they both often stayed so long that even Bingley's good humor was worn thin, and he went so far as to mention giving them a nudge to leave.

Miss Bingley was very deeply mortified by Darcy's marriage; but as she thought it advisable to retain the right of visiting at Pemberley, she dropt all her resentment; was fonder than ever of Georgiana, almost as attentive to Darcy as heretofore, and paid off every arrear of civility to Elizabeth.

Miss Bingley was really upset by Darcy's marriage; however, since she thought it was smart to keep the option of visiting Pemberley, she let go of all her resentment. She became even fonder of Georgiana, was almost as attentive to Darcy as she had been before, and made sure to be polite to Elizabeth.

Pemberley was now Georgiana's home; and the attachment of the sisters was exactly what Darcy had hoped to see. They were able to love each other, even as well as they intended. Georgiana had the highest opinion in the world of Elizabeth; though at first she often listened with an astonishment bordering on alarm, at her lively, sportive, manner of talking to her brother. He, who had always inspired in herself a respect which almost overcame her affection, she now saw the object of open pleasantry. Her mind received knowledge which had never before fallen in her way. By Elizabeth's instructions she began to comprehend that a woman may take liberties with her husband, which a brother will not always allow in a sister more than ten years younger than himself.

Pemberley was now Georgiana's home, and the bond between the sisters was just what Darcy had hoped for. They were able to love each other as well as they intended. Georgiana had the highest regard for Elizabeth, although at first, she often listened with a mix of astonishment and alarm at Elizabeth's lively, playful way of talking to her brother. The man who had always inspired her respect, which almost overshadowed her affection, was now seen as the subject of lighthearted teasing. She was gaining insights that had never crossed her mind before. Thanks to Elizabeth's guidance, she began to understand that a woman can be more relaxed with her husband in ways that a brother might not permit with a sister who is more than ten years younger than him.

Lady Catherine was extremely indignant on the marriage of her nephew; and as she gave way to all the genuine frankness of her character, in her reply to the letter which announced its arrangement, she sent him language so very abusive, especially of Elizabeth, that for some time all intercourse was at an end. But at length, by Elizabeth's persuasion, he was prevailed on to overlook the offence, and seek a reconciliation; and, after a little farther resistance on the part of his aunt, her resentment gave way, either to her affection for him, or her curiosity to see how his wife conducted herself; and she condescended to wait on them at Pemberley, in spite of that pollution which its woods had received, not merely from the presence of such a mistress, but the visits of her uncle and aunt from the city.

Lady Catherine was really angry about her nephew's marriage; and as she expressed her true feelings in her response to the letter that announced the news, she used such harsh language, especially toward Elizabeth, that they didn't speak for a while. But eventually, with Elizabeth's encouragement, he decided to let it go and try to make amends. After a bit more resistance from his aunt, her anger faded, either due to her affection for him or her curiosity about how his wife would behave; and she agreed to visit them at Pemberley, despite the disgrace she felt about the place, not just because of having such a mistress but also due to the visits from her uncle and aunt from the city.

With the Gardiners, they were always on the most intimate terms. Darcy, as well as Elizabeth, really loved them; and they were both ever sensible of the warmest gratitude towards the persons who, by bringing her into Derbyshire, had been the means of uniting them.

With the Gardiners, they were always on the closest terms. Darcy, as well as Elizabeth, genuinely loved them; and they were both always aware of their deepest gratitude towards the people who, by bringing her to Derbyshire, had played a key role in bringing them together.

 

 


 

Transcriber's Note:

Spelling and hyphen changes have been made so that there is consistency within the book. Any other inconsistencies with modern spellings have been left as printed.

Transcriber's Note:

Spelling and hyphen changes have been made for consistency throughout the book. Any other inconsistencies with modern spellings have been kept as printed.

 

 


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