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ANNE OF GREEN GABLES

By Lucy Maud Montgomery


CONTENTS

ANNE OF GREEN GABLES
CHAPTER I. Mrs. Rachel Lynde Is Surprised
CHAPTER II. Matthew Cuthbert Is surprised
CHAPTER III. Marilla Cuthbert Is Surprised
CHAPTER IV. Morning at Green Gables
CHAPTER V. Anne’s History
CHAPTER VI. Marilla Makes Up Her Mind
CHAPTER VII. Anne Says Her Prayers
CHAPTER VIII. Anne’s Bringing-up Is Begun
CHAPTER IX. Mrs. Rachel Lynde Is Properly Horrified
CHAPTER X. Anne’s Apology
CHAPTER XI. Anne’s Impressions of Sunday-school
CHAPTER XII. A Solemn Vow and Promise
CHAPTER XIII. The Delights of Anticipation
CHAPTER XIV. Anne’s Confession
CHAPTER XV. A Tempest in the School Teapot
CHAPTER XVI. Diana Is Invited to Tea with Tragic Results
CHAPTER XVII. A New Interest in Life
CHAPTER XVIII. Anne to the Rescue
CHAPTER XIX. A Concert, a Catastrophe, and a Confession
CHAPTER XX. A Good Imagination Gone Wrong
CHAPTER XXI. A New Departure in Flavorings
CHAPTER XXII. Anne Is Invited Out to Tea
CHAPTER XXIII. Anne Comes to Grief in an Affair of Honor
CHAPTER XXIV. Miss Stacy and Her Pupils Get Up a Concert
CHAPTER XXV. Matthew Insists on Puffed Sleeves
CHAPTER XXVI. The Story Club Is Formed
CHAPTER XXVII. Vanity and Vexation of Spirit
CHAPTER XXVIII. An Unfortunate Lily Maid
CHAPTER XXIX. An Epoch in Anne’s Life
CHAPTER XXX. The Queen’s Class Is Organized
CHAPTER XXXI. Where the Brook and River Meet
CHAPTER XXXII. The Pass List Is Out
CHAPTER XXXIII. The Hotel Concert
CHAPTER XXXIV. A Queen’s Girl
CHAPTER XXXV. The Winter at Queen’s
CHAPTER XXXVI. The Glory and the Dream
CHAPTER XXXVII. The Reaper Whose Name Is Death
CHAPTER XXXVIII. The Bend in the Road

ANNE OF GREEN GABLES


CHAPTER I.
Mrs. Rachel Lynde Is Surprised

MRS. Rachel Lynde lived just where the Avonlea main road dipped down into a little hollow, fringed with alders and ladies’ eardrops and traversed by a brook that had its source away back in the woods of the old Cuthbert place; it was reputed to be an intricate, headlong brook in its earlier course through those woods, with dark secrets of pool and cascade; but by the time it reached Lynde’s Hollow it was a quiet, well-conducted little stream, for not even a brook could run past Mrs. Rachel Lynde’s door without due regard for decency and decorum; it probably was conscious that Mrs. Rachel was sitting at her window, keeping a sharp eye on everything that passed, from brooks and children up, and that if she noticed anything odd or out of place she would never rest until she had ferreted out the whys and wherefores thereof.

MRS. Rachel Lynde lived right where the main road in Avonlea dipped into a little hollow, surrounded by alders and lady's eardrops, and crossed by a brook that originated deep in the woods of the old Cuthbert place. It was said to be a wild, twisting brook in its early days through those woods, hiding dark pools and waterfalls. But by the time it reached Lynde’s Hollow, it had become a calm, well-mannered little stream, because not even a brook could flow past Mrs. Rachel Lynde’s door without showing proper respect for decency and decorum. It likely realized that Mrs. Rachel was sitting by her window, keeping a close watch on everything that went by, from streams to children, and if she spotted anything strange or out of place, she would not rest until she found out the reasons behind it.

There are plenty of people, in Avonlea and out of it, who can attend closely to their neighbors’ business by dint of neglecting their own; but Mrs. Rachel Lynde was one of those capable creatures who can manage their own concerns and those of other folks into the bargain. She was a notable housewife; her work was always done and well done; she “ran” the Sewing Circle, helped run the Sunday-school, and was the strongest prop of the Church Aid Society and Foreign Missions Auxiliary. Yet with all this Mrs. Rachel found abundant time to sit for hours at her kitchen window, knitting “cotton warp” quilts—she had knitted sixteen of them, as Avonlea housekeepers were wont to tell in awed voices—and keeping a sharp eye on the main road that crossed the hollow and wound up the steep red hill beyond. Since Avonlea occupied a little triangular peninsula jutting out into the Gulf of St. Lawrence, with water on two sides of it, anybody who went out of it or into it had to pass over that hill road and so run the unseen gauntlet of Mrs. Rachel’s all-seeing eye.

There are plenty of people, both in Avonlea and beyond, who manage to keep an eye on their neighbors' business by neglecting their own; but Mrs. Rachel Lynde was one of those capable individuals who could handle her own affairs while also looking out for others. She was a remarkable housewife; her work was always done and done well. She "ran" the Sewing Circle, helped with the Sunday school, and was a key supporter of the Church Aid Society and the Foreign Missions Auxiliary. Yet, despite all this, Mrs. Rachel found plenty of time to sit for hours at her kitchen window, knitting “cotton warp” quilts—she had knitted sixteen of them, as Avonlea housekeepers liked to say in impressive tones—and keeping a close watch on the main road that crossed the valley and wound up the steep red hill beyond. Since Avonlea was situated on a small triangular peninsula jutting into the Gulf of St. Lawrence, with water on two sides, anyone who went in or out had to travel that hill road and pass under the watchful gaze of Mrs. Rachel’s ever-observant eye.

She was sitting there one afternoon in early June. The sun was coming in at the window warm and bright; the orchard on the slope below the house was in a bridal flush of pinky-white bloom, hummed over by a myriad of bees. Thomas Lynde—a meek little man whom Avonlea people called “Rachel Lynde’s husband”—was sowing his late turnip seed on the hill field beyond the barn; and Matthew Cuthbert ought to have been sowing his on the big red brook field away over by Green Gables. Mrs. Rachel knew that he ought because she had heard him tell Peter Morrison the evening before in William J. Blair’s store over at Carmody that he meant to sow his turnip seed the next afternoon. Peter had asked him, of course, for Matthew Cuthbert had never been known to volunteer information about anything in his whole life.

She was sitting there one afternoon in early June. The sun was streaming through the window, warm and bright; the orchard on the slope below the house was a beautiful sight with its pinky-white blooms, buzzing with a swarm of bees. Thomas Lynde—a timid little man known in Avonlea as “Rachel Lynde’s husband”—was planting his late turnip seeds in the hill field beyond the barn; and Matthew Cuthbert should have been planting his in the big red brook field over by Green Gables. Mrs. Rachel knew he should because she had heard him tell Peter Morrison the night before in William J. Blair’s store in Carmody that he planned to sow his turnip seeds the next afternoon. Peter had asked him, of course, since Matthew Cuthbert had never been known to offer information about anything in his entire life.

And yet here was Matthew Cuthbert, at half-past three on the afternoon of a busy day, placidly driving over the hollow and up the hill; moreover, he wore a white collar and his best suit of clothes, which was plain proof that he was going out of Avonlea; and he had the buggy and the sorrel mare, which betokened that he was going a considerable distance. Now, where was Matthew Cuthbert going and why was he going there?

And yet here was Matthew Cuthbert, at 3:30 in the afternoon on a hectic day, calmly driving over the hollow and up the hill; plus, he was wearing a white collar and his best suit, which clearly showed that he was leaving Avonlea; and he had the buggy and the sorrel mare, indicating that he was headed quite a distance. So, where was Matthew Cuthbert going and why was he going there?

Had it been any other man in Avonlea, Mrs. Rachel, deftly putting this and that together, might have given a pretty good guess as to both questions. But Matthew so rarely went from home that it must be something pressing and unusual which was taking him; he was the shyest man alive and hated to have to go among strangers or to any place where he might have to talk. Matthew, dressed up with a white collar and driving in a buggy, was something that didn’t happen often. Mrs. Rachel, ponder as she might, could make nothing of it and her afternoon’s enjoyment was spoiled.

If it had been anyone else in Avonlea, Mrs. Rachel, cleverly putting things together, could have guessed the answers to both questions pretty well. But Matthew rarely left home, so it had to be something important and out of the ordinary that was taking him away; he was the shyest man around and hated being among strangers or going anywhere where he might have to speak. Matthew, dressed up with a white collar and driving a buggy, was a rare sight. No matter how much Mrs. Rachel thought about it, she couldn't figure it out, and her afternoon was ruined.

“I’ll just step over to Green Gables after tea and find out from Marilla where he’s gone and why,” the worthy woman finally concluded. “He doesn’t generally go to town this time of year and he never visits; if he’d run out of turnip seed he wouldn’t dress up and take the buggy to go for more; he wasn’t driving fast enough to be going for a doctor. Yet something must have happened since last night to start him off. I’m clean puzzled, that’s what, and I won’t know a minute’s peace of mind or conscience until I know what has taken Matthew Cuthbert out of Avonlea today.”

“I’ll just swing by Green Gables after tea and ask Marilla where he went and why,” the concerned woman finally decided. “He usually doesn’t go to town this time of year and he never visits; if he ran out of turnip seeds, he wouldn’t dress up and take the buggy to get more; he wasn’t driving fast enough to be on his way to the doctor. Still, something must have happened since last night to make him leave. I’m completely confused, that’s for sure, and I won’t have a moment of peace of mind or conscience until I find out what took Matthew Cuthbert out of Avonlea today.”

Accordingly after tea Mrs. Rachel set out; she had not far to go; the big, rambling, orchard-embowered house where the Cuthberts lived was a scant quarter of a mile up the road from Lynde’s Hollow. To be sure, the long lane made it a good deal further. Matthew Cuthbert’s father, as shy and silent as his son after him, had got as far away as he possibly could from his fellow men without actually retreating into the woods when he founded his homestead. Green Gables was built at the furthest edge of his cleared land and there it was to this day, barely visible from the main road along which all the other Avonlea houses were so sociably situated. Mrs. Rachel Lynde did not call living in such a place living at all.

After tea, Mrs. Rachel set out; she didn't have far to go. The big, sprawling house surrounded by orchards where the Cuthberts lived was just about a quarter of a mile up the road from Lynde’s Hollow. Of course, the long lane made it feel quite a bit further. Matthew Cuthbert’s father, just as shy and quiet as his son, had distanced himself as much as he could from other people without completely retreating into the woods when he started his homestead. Green Gables was built at the farthest edge of his cleared land, and to this day, it's barely visible from the main road where all the other houses in Avonlea were so comfortably located. Mrs. Rachel Lynde did not consider living in such a place as truly living at all.

“It’s just staying, that’s what,” she said as she stepped along the deep-rutted, grassy lane bordered with wild rose bushes. “It’s no wonder Matthew and Marilla are both a little odd, living away back here by themselves. Trees aren’t much company, though dear knows if they were there’d be enough of them. I’d ruther look at people. To be sure, they seem contented enough; but then, I suppose, they’re used to it. A body can get used to anything, even to being hanged, as the Irishman said.”

“It’s just staying, that’s what,” she said as she walked along the deep-rutted, grassy lane lined with wild rose bushes. “It’s no surprise that Matthew and Marilla are both a bit strange, living out here by themselves. Trees aren’t much company, but goodness knows, if they were, there would be plenty of them. I’d rather look at people. Sure, they seem content enough; but then again, I suppose they’re used to it. A person can get used to anything, even being hanged, as the Irishman said.”

With this Mrs. Rachel stepped out of the lane into the backyard of Green Gables. Very green and neat and precise was that yard, set about on one side with great patriarchal willows and on the other with prim Lombardies. Not a stray stick nor stone was to be seen, for Mrs. Rachel would have seen it if there had been. Privately she was of the opinion that Marilla Cuthbert swept that yard over as often as she swept her house. One could have eaten a meal off the ground without overbrimming the proverbial peck of dirt.

With that, Mrs. Rachel stepped out of the lane into the backyard of Green Gables. The yard was very green, tidy, and well-kept, lined on one side with large, old willows and on the other with neat Lombardy poplars. There wasn’t a stray stick or stone in sight, because Mrs. Rachel would have noticed it if there had been. She privately believed that Marilla Cuthbert cleaned that yard as often as she cleaned her house. You could have eaten a meal off the ground without having to worry about the usual peck of dirt.

Mrs. Rachel rapped smartly at the kitchen door and stepped in when bidden to do so. The kitchen at Green Gables was a cheerful apartment—or would have been cheerful if it had not been so painfully clean as to give it something of the appearance of an unused parlor. Its windows looked east and west; through the west one, looking out on the back yard, came a flood of mellow June sunlight; but the east one, whence you got a glimpse of the bloom white cherry-trees in the left orchard and nodding, slender birches down in the hollow by the brook, was greened over by a tangle of vines. Here sat Marilla Cuthbert, when she sat at all, always slightly distrustful of sunshine, which seemed to her too dancing and irresponsible a thing for a world which was meant to be taken seriously; and here she sat now, knitting, and the table behind her was laid for supper.

Mrs. Rachel knocked smartly on the kitchen door and stepped in when invited. The kitchen at Green Gables was a bright space—or would have been bright if it hadn’t been so painfully clean that it looked a bit like an unused parlor. Its windows faced east and west; through the west window, looking out on the backyard, a warm June sunlight poured in; but the east window, which offered a view of the blooming white cherry trees in the left orchard and the swaying slender birches down in the hollow by the brook, was covered in a tangle of vines. Here sat Marilla Cuthbert, when she sat at all, always a bit wary of sunshine, which seemed to her too playful and carefree for a world that was meant to be taken seriously; and here she sat now, knitting, while the table behind her was set for supper.

Mrs. Rachel, before she had fairly closed the door, had taken a mental note of everything that was on that table. There were three plates laid, so that Marilla must be expecting some one home with Matthew to tea; but the dishes were everyday dishes and there was only crab-apple preserves and one kind of cake, so that the expected company could not be any particular company. Yet what of Matthew’s white collar and the sorrel mare? Mrs. Rachel was getting fairly dizzy with this unusual mystery about quiet, unmysterious Green Gables.

Mrs. Rachel, before she had even closed the door, had mentally noted everything on that table. There were three plates set, which meant Marilla must be expecting someone home with Matthew for tea; but the dishes were just regular ones and there was only crab-apple preserves and one type of cake, so the expected guest couldn’t be anyone special. Still, what about Matthew’s white collar and the sorrel mare? Mrs. Rachel was starting to feel dizzy from this unusual mystery surrounding quiet, unassuming Green Gables.

“Good evening, Rachel,” Marilla said briskly. “This is a real fine evening, isn’t it? Won’t you sit down? How are all your folks?”

“Good evening, Rachel,” Marilla said cheerfully. “It’s a really nice evening, isn’t it? Why don’t you take a seat? How is everyone in your family?”

Something that for lack of any other name might be called friendship existed and always had existed between Marilla Cuthbert and Mrs. Rachel, in spite of—or perhaps because of—their dissimilarity.

Something that might be called friendship existed and had always existed between Marilla Cuthbert and Mrs. Rachel, despite—or maybe because of—their differences.

Marilla was a tall, thin woman, with angles and without curves; her dark hair showed some gray streaks and was always twisted up in a hard little knot behind with two wire hairpins stuck aggressively through it. She looked like a woman of narrow experience and rigid conscience, which she was; but there was a saving something about her mouth which, if it had been ever so slightly developed, might have been considered indicative of a sense of humor.

Marilla was a tall, thin woman, all angles and no curves; her dark hair had some gray streaks and was always twisted up in a tight little bun at the back, with two wire hairpins stuck harshly through it. She looked like a woman with limited experiences and a strict moral compass, which she was; but there was a hint of something in her mouth that, if it had been even slightly more pronounced, might have suggested a sense of humor.

“We’re all pretty well,” said Mrs. Rachel. “I was kind of afraid you weren’t, though, when I saw Matthew starting off today. I thought maybe he was going to the doctor’s.”

“We're all doing pretty well,” said Mrs. Rachel. “I was kind of worried you weren't, though, when I saw Matthew leaving today. I thought maybe he was going to the doctor’s.”

Marilla’s lips twitched understandingly. She had expected Mrs. Rachel up; she had known that the sight of Matthew jaunting off so unaccountably would be too much for her neighbor’s curiosity.

Marilla’s lips twitched in understanding. She had anticipated Mrs. Rachel's visit; she knew that seeing Matthew leave so unexpectedly would be too much for her neighbor's curiosity.

“Oh, no, I’m quite well although I had a bad headache yesterday,” she said. “Matthew went to Bright River. We’re getting a little boy from an orphan asylum in Nova Scotia and he’s coming on the train tonight.”

“Oh, no, I’m totally fine, even though I had a bad headache yesterday,” she said. “Matthew went to Bright River. We’re getting a little boy from an orphanage in Nova Scotia, and he’s arriving on the train tonight.”

If Marilla had said that Matthew had gone to Bright River to meet a kangaroo from Australia Mrs. Rachel could not have been more astonished. She was actually stricken dumb for five seconds. It was unsupposable that Marilla was making fun of her, but Mrs. Rachel was almost forced to suppose it.

If Marilla had said that Matthew had gone to Bright River to meet a kangaroo from Australia, Mrs. Rachel couldn't have been more shocked. She was actually speechless for five seconds. It was impossible to believe that Marilla was joking, but Mrs. Rachel was nearly compelled to think so.

“Are you in earnest, Marilla?” she demanded when voice returned to her.

“Are you serious, Marilla?” she asked when her voice came back to her.

“Yes, of course,” said Marilla, as if getting boys from orphan asylums in Nova Scotia were part of the usual spring work on any well-regulated Avonlea farm instead of being an unheard of innovation.

“Yes, of course,” said Marilla, as if bringing boys from orphanages in Nova Scotia was just a normal part of the spring routine on any well-run Avonlea farm instead of being a totally new idea.

Mrs. Rachel felt that she had received a severe mental jolt. She thought in exclamation points. A boy! Marilla and Matthew Cuthbert of all people adopting a boy! From an orphan asylum! Well, the world was certainly turning upside down! She would be surprised at nothing after this! Nothing!

Mrs. Rachel felt like she had just gotten a huge shock. She was thinking in exclamation points. A boy! Marilla and Matthew Cuthbert of all people adopting a boy! From an orphanage! Well, the world was definitely turning upside down! She wouldn’t be surprised by anything after this! Nothing!

“What on earth put such a notion into your head?” she demanded disapprovingly.

“What on earth made you think that?” she asked disapprovingly.

This had been done without her advice being asked, and must perforce be disapproved.

This was done without her input, and it had to be disapproved.

“Well, we’ve been thinking about it for some time—all winter in fact,” returned Marilla. “Mrs. Alexander Spencer was up here one day before Christmas and she said she was going to get a little girl from the asylum over in Hopeton in the spring. Her cousin lives there and Mrs. Spencer has visited her and knows all about it. So Matthew and I have talked it over off and on ever since. We thought we’d get a boy. Matthew is getting up in years, you know—he’s sixty—and he isn’t so spry as he once was. His heart troubles him a good deal. And you know how desperate hard it’s got to be to get hired help. There’s never anybody to be had but those stupid, half-grown little French boys; and as soon as you do get one broke into your ways and taught something he’s up and off to the lobster canneries or the States. At first Matthew suggested getting a Home boy. But I said ‘no’ flat to that. ‘They may be all right—I’m not saying they’re not—but no London street Arabs for me,’ I said. ‘Give me a native born at least. There’ll be a risk, no matter who we get. But I’ll feel easier in my mind and sleep sounder at nights if we get a born Canadian.’ So in the end we decided to ask Mrs. Spencer to pick us out one when she went over to get her little girl. We heard last week she was going, so we sent her word by Richard Spencer’s folks at Carmody to bring us a smart, likely boy of about ten or eleven. We decided that would be the best age—old enough to be of some use in doing chores right off and young enough to be trained up proper. We mean to give him a good home and schooling. We had a telegram from Mrs. Alexander Spencer today—the mail-man brought it from the station—saying they were coming on the five-thirty train tonight. So Matthew went to Bright River to meet him. Mrs. Spencer will drop him off there. Of course she goes on to White Sands station herself.”

"Well, we've been thinking about it for a while—all winter, actually," Marilla replied. "Mrs. Alexander Spencer came by one day before Christmas and mentioned that she was going to adopt a little girl from the asylum in Hopeton in the spring. Her cousin lives there, and Mrs. Spencer has been there and knows all about it. So Matthew and I have talked about it on and off ever since. We initially thought we’d get a boy. Matthew is getting older, you know—he's sixty—and he’s not as lively as he used to be. His heart gives him trouble quite a bit. And you know how incredibly hard it is to find reliable help these days. There’s rarely anyone available except for those clueless, half-grown French boys; and as soon as you manage to train one to your ways, he’s off to the lobster canneries or the States. At first, Matthew suggested adopting a boy from the Home. But I said ‘no’ outright. 'They might be fine—I’m not saying they aren’t—but I don’t want any London street kids,’ I insisted. 'At least give me a native-born child. There’ll be a risk, no matter who we get. But I’ll feel more at ease and sleep better at night if we have a born Canadian.’ So in the end, we decided to ask Mrs. Spencer to find us one when she goes to get her little girl. We heard last week that she’s going, so we sent word through Richard Spencer’s folks in Carmody to bring us a clever, promising boy around ten or eleven. We figured that would be the best age—old enough to help with chores right away and young enough to train properly. We plan to provide him with a good home and education. We received a telegram from Mrs. Alexander Spencer today—the mailman brought it from the station—saying they’re coming on the five-thirty train tonight. So Matthew went to Bright River to meet him. Mrs. Spencer will drop him off there. Of course, she continues on to White Sands station herself."

Mrs. Rachel prided herself on always speaking her mind; she proceeded to speak it now, having adjusted her mental attitude to this amazing piece of news.

Mrs. Rachel took pride in always speaking her mind; she was now ready to do just that, having adjusted her mindset to this incredible piece of news.

“Well, Marilla, I’ll just tell you plain that I think you’re doing a mighty foolish thing—a risky thing, that’s what. You don’t know what you’re getting. You’re bringing a strange child into your house and home and you don’t know a single thing about him nor what his disposition is like nor what sort of parents he had nor how he’s likely to turn out. Why, it was only last week I read in the paper how a man and his wife up west of the Island took a boy out of an orphan asylum and he set fire to the house at night—set it on purpose, Marilla—and nearly burnt them to a crisp in their beds. And I know another case where an adopted boy used to suck the eggs—they couldn’t break him of it. If you had asked my advice in the matter—which you didn’t do, Marilla—I’d have said for mercy’s sake not to think of such a thing, that’s what.”

"Well, Marilla, I’ll just be straightforward and say that I think you’re making a really foolish decision—a risky one, too. You have no idea what you’re getting into. You’re bringing a strange child into your home, and you don’t know anything about him or what his personality is like, or what kind of parents he had, or how he might turn out. Just last week, I read in the paper about a couple out west who took a boy from an orphanage, and he set their house on fire at night—did it on purpose, Marilla—and nearly roasted them in their beds. I know another case where an adopted boy used to steal eggs—they couldn’t break him of it. If you had asked for my advice on this—which you didn’t, Marilla—I would have said, for heaven's sake, not to even consider it, that’s what."

This Job’s comforting seemed neither to offend nor to alarm Marilla. She knitted steadily on.

This Job’s comforting didn’t seem to bother or upset Marilla. She kept knitting steadily.

“I don’t deny there’s something in what you say, Rachel. I’ve had some qualms myself. But Matthew was terrible set on it. I could see that, so I gave in. It’s so seldom Matthew sets his mind on anything that when he does I always feel it’s my duty to give in. And as for the risk, there’s risks in pretty near everything a body does in this world. There’s risks in people’s having children of their own if it comes to that—they don’t always turn out well. And then Nova Scotia is right close to the Island. It isn’t as if we were getting him from England or the States. He can’t be much different from ourselves.”

“I won’t deny there’s some truth to what you’re saying, Rachel. I’ve had my doubts too. But Matthew was really determined about it. I could see that, so I agreed. It’s so rare for Matthew to be set on something that when he is, I feel it’s my responsibility to go along with it. And when it comes to risks, there’s a risk in just about everything we do in this world. There are risks in having kids if you think about it—they don’t always turn out great. Plus, Nova Scotia is really close to the Island. It’s not like we’re bringing him from England or the States. He can’t be that different from us.”

“Well, I hope it will turn out all right,” said Mrs. Rachel in a tone that plainly indicated her painful doubts. “Only don’t say I didn’t warn you if he burns Green Gables down or puts strychnine in the well—I heard of a case over in New Brunswick where an orphan asylum child did that and the whole family died in fearful agonies. Only, it was a girl in that instance.”

“Well, I hope it works out,” said Mrs. Rachel, her tone clearly showing her worries. “Just don’t say I didn’t warn you if he burns down Green Gables or puts poison in the well—I heard about a case in New Brunswick where a kid from an orphanage did that and the whole family died in terrible pain. But in that case, it was a girl.”

“Well, we’re not getting a girl,” said Marilla, as if poisoning wells were a purely feminine accomplishment and not to be dreaded in the case of a boy. “I’d never dream of taking a girl to bring up. I wonder at Mrs. Alexander Spencer for doing it. But there, she wouldn’t shrink from adopting a whole orphan asylum if she took it into her head.”

“Well, we’re not getting a girl,” Marilla said, as if poisoning wells were something only women did and not something to worry about when it came to boys. “I’d never even consider raising a girl. I’m amazed at Mrs. Alexander Spencer for doing it. But then, she wouldn’t hesitate to adopt an entire orphanage if she felt like it.”

Mrs. Rachel would have liked to stay until Matthew came home with his imported orphan. But reflecting that it would be a good two hours at least before his arrival she concluded to go up the road to Robert Bell’s and tell the news. It would certainly make a sensation second to none, and Mrs. Rachel dearly loved to make a sensation. So she took herself away, somewhat to Marilla’s relief, for the latter felt her doubts and fears reviving under the influence of Mrs. Rachel’s pessimism.

Mrs. Rachel would have liked to wait until Matthew got home with his imported orphan. But realizing it would be at least a couple of hours before he arrived, she decided to head up the road to Robert Bell’s to share the news. It would definitely create quite a stir, and Mrs. Rachel loved causing a stir. So she left, which somewhat relieved Marilla, as Marilla's doubts and fears were resurfacing under Mrs. Rachel’s negative outlook.

“Well, of all things that ever were or will be!” ejaculated Mrs. Rachel when she was safely out in the lane. “It does really seem as if I must be dreaming. Well, I’m sorry for that poor young one and no mistake. Matthew and Marilla don’t know anything about children and they’ll expect him to be wiser and steadier than his own grandfather, if so be’s he ever had a grandfather, which is doubtful. It seems uncanny to think of a child at Green Gables somehow; there’s never been one there, for Matthew and Marilla were grown up when the new house was built—if they ever were children, which is hard to believe when one looks at them. I wouldn’t be in that orphan’s shoes for anything. My, but I pity him, that’s what.”

“Well, of all the things that ever were or will be!” exclaimed Mrs. Rachel when she was safely out in the lane. “It really feels like I must be dreaming. I feel sorry for that poor young one, no doubt about it. Matthew and Marilla don’t know anything about kids, and they’ll expect him to be wiser and steadier than his own grandfather, if he ever had one, which is questionable. It seems strange to imagine a child at Green Gables; there’s never been one there, since Matthew and Marilla were grown when the new house was built—if they ever were kids, which is hard to believe when you look at them. I wouldn’t want to be in that orphan’s position for anything. My, but I feel for him, that’s for sure.”

So said Mrs. Rachel to the wild rose bushes out of the fulness of her heart; but if she could have seen the child who was waiting patiently at the Bright River station at that very moment her pity would have been still deeper and more profound.

So said Mrs. Rachel to the wild rose bushes with all her heart; but if she could have seen the child who was waiting patiently at the Bright River station at that very moment, her pity would have been even deeper and more profound.


CHAPTER II.
Matthew Cuthbert Is Surprised

MATTHEW Cuthbert and the sorrel mare jogged comfortably over the eight miles to Bright River. It was a pretty road, running along between snug farmsteads, with now and again a bit of balsamy fir wood to drive through or a hollow where wild plums hung out their filmy bloom. The air was sweet with the breath of many apple orchards and the meadows sloped away in the distance to horizon mists of pearl and purple; while

MATTHEW Cuthbert and the sorrel mare jogged comfortably over the eight miles to Bright River. It was a lovely road, winding between cozy farms, with the occasional patch of fragrant fir trees to pass through or a dip where wild plums showed off their delicate blossoms. The air was sweet with the scent of numerous apple orchards, and the meadows gradually sloped away in the distance to misty horizons of pearl and purple; while

“The little birds sang as if it were
The one day of summer in all the year.”

“The little birds sang as if it were
The only day of summer all year long.”

Matthew enjoyed the drive after his own fashion, except during the moments when he met women and had to nod to them—for in Prince Edward Island you are supposed to nod to all and sundry you meet on the road whether you know them or not.

Matthew enjoyed the drive in his own way, except during the times he encountered women and had to nod to them—because in Prince Edward Island, you're expected to nod to everyone you meet on the road, whether you know them or not.

Matthew dreaded all women except Marilla and Mrs. Rachel; he had an uncomfortable feeling that the mysterious creatures were secretly laughing at him. He may have been quite right in thinking so, for he was an odd-looking personage, with an ungainly figure and long iron-gray hair that touched his stooping shoulders, and a full, soft brown beard which he had worn ever since he was twenty. In fact, he had looked at twenty very much as he looked at sixty, lacking a little of the grayness.

Matthew dreaded all women except Marilla and Mrs. Rachel; he had an uneasy feeling that these mysterious beings were secretly laughing at him. He might have been spot on in thinking that, because he was an odd-looking guy, with a clumsy figure and long iron-gray hair that brushed against his slouched shoulders, along with a thick, soft brown beard that he had worn since he was twenty. In fact, he had looked at twenty very much like he looked at sixty, just missing a bit of the gray.

When he reached Bright River there was no sign of any train; he thought he was too early, so he tied his horse in the yard of the small Bright River hotel and went over to the station house. The long platform was almost deserted; the only living creature in sight being a girl who was sitting on a pile of shingles at the extreme end. Matthew, barely noting that it was a girl, sidled past her as quickly as possible without looking at her. Had he looked he could hardly have failed to notice the tense rigidity and expectation of her attitude and expression. She was sitting there waiting for something or somebody and, since sitting and waiting was the only thing to do just then, she sat and waited with all her might and main.

When he got to Bright River, there was no sign of any train. Thinking he might be too early, he tied his horse in the yard of the small Bright River hotel and headed over to the station house. The long platform was nearly empty; the only person there was a girl sitting on a pile of shingles at the far end. Matthew, barely registering that it was a girl, hurried past her without looking. If he had looked, he would have noticed the tense expectation in her posture and expression. She was there waiting for something or someone, and since sitting and waiting was all that could be done at that moment, she was doing it with all her focus and determination.

Matthew encountered the stationmaster locking up the ticket office preparatory to going home for supper, and asked him if the five-thirty train would soon be along.

Matthew ran into the stationmaster closing the ticket office to head home for dinner and asked him if the five-thirty train would be coming soon.

“The five-thirty train has been in and gone half an hour ago,” answered that brisk official. “But there was a passenger dropped off for you—a little girl. She’s sitting out there on the shingles. I asked her to go into the ladies’ waiting room, but she informed me gravely that she preferred to stay outside. ‘There was more scope for imagination,’ she said. She’s a case, I should say.”

“The 5:30 train came in and left half an hour ago,” replied the efficient official. “But a little girl was dropped off for you. She’s sitting out there on the shingles. I asked her to go into the ladies’ waiting room, but she seriously told me she preferred to stay outside. ‘There’s more room for imagination,’ she said. I’d say she’s an interesting one.”

“I’m not expecting a girl,” said Matthew blankly. “It’s a boy I’ve come for. He should be here. Mrs. Alexander Spencer was to bring him over from Nova Scotia for me.”

“I’m not expecting a girl,” Matthew said, staring blankly. “It’s a boy I’m here for. He should be here. Mrs. Alexander Spencer was supposed to bring him over from Nova Scotia for me.”

The stationmaster whistled.

The stationmaster blew his whistle.

“Guess there’s some mistake,” he said. “Mrs. Spencer came off the train with that girl and gave her into my charge. Said you and your sister were adopting her from an orphan asylum and that you would be along for her presently. That’s all I know about it—and I haven’t got any more orphans concealed hereabouts.”

“Looks like there’s been a mistake,” he said. “Mrs. Spencer got off the train with that girl and handed her over to me. She said you and your sister were adopting her from an orphanage and that you would be here for her soon. That’s all I know—and I don’t have any more orphans hidden around here.”

“I don’t understand,” said Matthew helplessly, wishing that Marilla was at hand to cope with the situation.

“I don’t get it,” said Matthew, feeling helpless and wishing Marilla was there to handle the situation.

“Well, you’d better question the girl,” said the stationmaster carelessly. “I dare say she’ll be able to explain—she’s got a tongue of her own, that’s certain. Maybe they were out of boys of the brand you wanted.”

“Well, you should ask the girl,” said the stationmaster casually. “I bet she can explain—she certainly knows how to talk. Maybe they were out of boys of the kind you wanted.”

He walked jauntily away, being hungry, and the unfortunate Matthew was left to do that which was harder for him than bearding a lion in its den—walk up to a girl—a strange girl—an orphan girl—and demand of her why she wasn’t a boy. Matthew groaned in spirit as he turned about and shuffled gently down the platform towards her.

He walked away cheerfully, feeling hungry, and the unfortunate Matthew was left to do something that was harder for him than facing a lion in its den—approach a girl—a strange girl—an orphan girl—and ask her why she wasn’t a boy. Matthew sighed inwardly as he turned and slowly made his way down the platform towards her.

She had been watching him ever since he had passed her and she had her eyes on him now. Matthew was not looking at her and would not have seen what she was really like if he had been, but an ordinary observer would have seen this: A child of about eleven, garbed in a very short, very tight, very ugly dress of yellowish-gray wincey. She wore a faded brown sailor hat and beneath the hat, extending down her back, were two braids of very thick, decidedly red hair. Her face was small, white and thin, also much freckled; her mouth was large and so were her eyes, which looked green in some lights and moods and gray in others.

She had been watching him ever since he passed by, and now her gaze was fixed on him. Matthew wasn’t looking at her and wouldn’t have noticed what she was really like even if he had, but an average onlooker would have seen this: A girl of around eleven, dressed in a very short, very tight, very ugly yellowish-gray dress. She wore a faded brown sailor hat, and under the hat were two thick, bright red braids that hung down her back. Her face was small, pale, and thin, and covered in freckles; her mouth was large, and her eyes were big too, shifting from green in some lights to gray in others.

So far, the ordinary observer; an extraordinary observer might have seen that the chin was very pointed and pronounced; that the big eyes were full of spirit and vivacity; that the mouth was sweet-lipped and expressive; that the forehead was broad and full; in short, our discerning extraordinary observer might have concluded that no commonplace soul inhabited the body of this stray woman-child of whom shy Matthew Cuthbert was so ludicrously afraid.

So far, the typical observer; an exceptional observer might have noticed that the chin was very pointed and prominent; that the big eyes sparkled with energy and liveliness; that the mouth was pleasantly shaped and expressive; that the forehead was broad and ample; in short, our perceptive exceptional observer might have concluded that no ordinary person lived in the body of this lost woman-child that shy Matthew Cuthbert was so ridiculously afraid of.

Matthew, however, was spared the ordeal of speaking first, for as soon as she concluded that he was coming to her she stood up, grasping with one thin brown hand the handle of a shabby, old-fashioned carpet-bag; the other she held out to him.

Matthew, however, was saved from having to speak first, because as soon as she realized he was approaching her, she got up, clutching with one thin brown hand the handle of a worn-out, old-fashioned carpet bag; she held out her other hand to him.

“I suppose you are Mr. Matthew Cuthbert of Green Gables?” she said in a peculiarly clear, sweet voice. “I’m very glad to see you. I was beginning to be afraid you weren’t coming for me and I was imagining all the things that might have happened to prevent you. I had made up my mind that if you didn’t come for me tonight I’d go down the track to that big wild cherry-tree at the bend, and climb up into it to stay all night. I wouldn’t be a bit afraid, and it would be lovely to sleep in a wild cherry-tree all white with bloom in the moonshine, don’t you think? You could imagine you were dwelling in marble halls, couldn’t you? And I was quite sure you would come for me in the morning, if you didn’t tonight.”

“I guess you’re Mr. Matthew Cuthbert from Green Gables?” she said in a particularly clear, sweet voice. “I’m really glad to see you. I was starting to worry that you weren’t coming for me, and I kept imagining all the things that might have happened to stop you. I had decided that if you didn’t come for me tonight, I’d walk down the track to that big wild cherry tree at the bend and climb up into it to stay all night. I wouldn’t be scared at all, and it would be beautiful to sleep in a wild cherry tree all covered in blossoms in the moonlight, don’t you think? You could pretend you were living in marble halls, right? And I was pretty sure you would come for me in the morning if you didn’t tonight.”

Matthew had taken the scrawny little hand awkwardly in his; then and there he decided what to do. He could not tell this child with the glowing eyes that there had been a mistake; he would take her home and let Marilla do that. She couldn’t be left at Bright River anyhow, no matter what mistake had been made, so all questions and explanations might as well be deferred until he was safely back at Green Gables.

Matthew awkwardly took the scrawny little hand in his and decided what to do. He couldn’t tell this child with the bright eyes that there had been a mistake; he would take her home and let Marilla handle that. She couldn’t be left at Bright River anyway, no matter what mistake had happened, so all questions and explanations could wait until he was safely back at Green Gables.

“I’m sorry I was late,” he said shyly. “Come along. The horse is over in the yard. Give me your bag.”

“Sorry I’m late,” he said shyly. “Let’s go. The horse is in the yard. Hand me your bag.”

“Oh, I can carry it,” the child responded cheerfully. “It isn’t heavy. I’ve got all my worldly goods in it, but it isn’t heavy. And if it isn’t carried in just a certain way the handle pulls out—so I’d better keep it because I know the exact knack of it. It’s an extremely old carpet-bag. Oh, I’m very glad you’ve come, even if it would have been nice to sleep in a wild cherry-tree. We’ve got to drive a long piece, haven’t we? Mrs. Spencer said it was eight miles. I’m glad because I love driving. Oh, it seems so wonderful that I’m going to live with you and belong to you. I’ve never belonged to anybody—not really. But the asylum was the worst. I’ve only been in it four months, but that was enough. I don’t suppose you ever were an orphan in an asylum, so you can’t possibly understand what it is like. It’s worse than anything you could imagine. Mrs. Spencer said it was wicked of me to talk like that, but I didn’t mean to be wicked. It’s so easy to be wicked without knowing it, isn’t it? They were good, you know—the asylum people. But there is so little scope for the imagination in an asylum—only just in the other orphans. It was pretty interesting to imagine things about them—to imagine that perhaps the girl who sat next to you was really the daughter of a belted earl, who had been stolen away from her parents in her infancy by a cruel nurse who died before she could confess. I used to lie awake at nights and imagine things like that, because I didn’t have time in the day. I guess that’s why I’m so thin—I am dreadful thin, ain’t I? There isn’t a pick on my bones. I do love to imagine I’m nice and plump, with dimples in my elbows.”

“Oh, I can carry it,” the child replied happily. “It isn’t heavy. I’ve got all my belongings in it, but it isn’t heavy. And if it’s not carried just the right way, the handle pops off—so I’d better keep it because I know exactly how to do it. It’s a really old carpet bag. Oh, I’m so glad you’re here, even though sleeping in a wild cherry tree would have been nice. We have to drive quite a distance, right? Mrs. Spencer said it was eight miles. I’m happy about it because I love driving. It feels amazing that I’m going to live with you and belong to you. I’ve never really belonged to anyone. But the asylum was the worst. I was only there for four months, but that was enough. I doubt you’ve ever been an orphan in an asylum, so you can’t understand what it’s really like. It’s worse than anything you could imagine. Mrs. Spencer said it was wrong for me to talk like that, but I didn’t mean to be bad. It’s easy to be bad without realizing it, isn’t it? The people at the asylum were nice, you know. But there’s so little room for imagination in an asylum—only in the other orphans. It was pretty interesting to imagine things about them—to think that maybe the girl sitting next to you was actually the daughter of a nobleman, stolen from her parents as a baby by a cruel nurse who died before she could confess. I used to lie awake at night imagining things like that because I didn’t have time during the day. I guess that’s why I’m so thin—I really am dreadfully thin, aren’t I? There’s no flesh on my bones. I love to imagine I’m nice and chubby, with dimples in my elbows.”

With this Matthew’s companion stopped talking, partly because she was out of breath and partly because they had reached the buggy. Not another word did she say until they had left the village and were driving down a steep little hill, the road part of which had been cut so deeply into the soft soil that the banks, fringed with blooming wild cherry-trees and slim white birches, were several feet above their heads.

With that, Matthew’s companion stopped talking, partly because she was out of breath and partly because they had reached the buggy. She didn’t say another word until they had left the village and were driving down a steep little hill, where the road had been cut so deeply into the soft soil that the banks, lined with blooming wild cherry trees and slender white birches, were several feet above their heads.

The child put out her hand and broke off a branch of wild plum that brushed against the side of the buggy.

The child reached out her hand and snapped off a wild plum branch that brushed against the side of the buggy.

“Isn’t that beautiful? What did that tree, leaning out from the bank, all white and lacy, make you think of?” she asked.

“Isn’t that beautiful? What did that tree, leaning out from the bank, all white and lacy, remind you of?” she asked.

“Well now, I dunno,” said Matthew.

“Well, I don’t know,” said Matthew.

“Why, a bride, of course—a bride all in white with a lovely misty veil. I’ve never seen one, but I can imagine what she would look like. I don’t ever expect to be a bride myself. I’m so homely nobody will ever want to marry me—unless it might be a foreign missionary. I suppose a foreign missionary mightn’t be very particular. But I do hope that some day I shall have a white dress. That is my highest ideal of earthly bliss. I just love pretty clothes. And I’ve never had a pretty dress in my life that I can remember—but of course it’s all the more to look forward to, isn’t it? And then I can imagine that I’m dressed gorgeously. This morning when I left the asylum I felt so ashamed because I had to wear this horrid old wincey dress. All the orphans had to wear them, you know. A merchant in Hopeton last winter donated three hundred yards of wincey to the asylum. Some people said it was because he couldn’t sell it, but I’d rather believe that it was out of the kindness of his heart, wouldn’t you? When we got on the train I felt as if everybody must be looking at me and pitying me. But I just went to work and imagined that I had on the most beautiful pale blue silk dress—because when you are imagining you might as well imagine something worth while—and a big hat all flowers and nodding plumes, and a gold watch, and kid gloves and boots. I felt cheered up right away and I enjoyed my trip to the Island with all my might. I wasn’t a bit sick coming over in the boat. Neither was Mrs. Spencer, although she generally is. She said she hadn’t time to get sick, watching to see that I didn’t fall overboard. She said she never saw the beat of me for prowling about. But if it kept her from being seasick it’s a mercy I did prowl, isn’t it? And I wanted to see everything that was to be seen on that boat, because I didn’t know whether I’d ever have another opportunity. Oh, there are a lot more cherry-trees all in bloom! This Island is the bloomiest place. I just love it already, and I’m so glad I’m going to live here. I’ve always heard that Prince Edward Island was the prettiest place in the world, and I used to imagine I was living here, but I never really expected I would. It’s delightful when your imaginations come true, isn’t it? But those red roads are so funny. When we got into the train at Charlottetown and the red roads began to flash past I asked Mrs. Spencer what made them red and she said she didn’t know and for pity’s sake not to ask her any more questions. She said I must have asked her a thousand already. I suppose I had, too, but how are you going to find out about things if you don’t ask questions? And what does make the roads red?”

“Why, a bride, of course—a bride all in white with a lovely, misty veil. I’ve never seen one, but I can picture what she’d look like. I don’t ever expect to be a bride myself. I’m so plain, nobody will ever want to marry me—unless it might be a foreign missionary. I guess a foreign missionary might not be very picky. But I do hope that someday I’ll have a white dress. That’s my highest ideal of happiness. I just love pretty clothes. And I’ve never had a pretty dress in my life that I can remember—but of course, that makes it all the more exciting to look forward to, doesn’t it? And then I can imagine that I’m dressed beautifully. This morning when I left the asylum, I felt so embarrassed because I had to wear this horrible old wincey dress. All the orphans had to wear them, you know. A merchant in Hopeton donated three hundred yards of wincey to the asylum last winter. Some people said it was because he couldn’t sell it, but I’d rather believe it was out of the kindness of his heart, wouldn’t you? When we got on the train, I felt like everyone must be staring at me and feeling sorry for me. But I just went ahead and imagined that I was wearing the most gorgeous pale blue silk dress—because when you’re imagining, you might as well aim high—and a big hat with flowers and swaying plumes, and a gold watch, and kid gloves and boots. I felt so much better right away and I really enjoyed my trip to the Island. I wasn’t even a bit seasick on the boat. Neither was Mrs. Spencer, even though she usually is. She said she didn’t have time to get seasick watching to make sure I didn’t fall overboard. She said she’d never seen anyone like me for roaming around. But if it kept her from being seasick, I’m glad I did roam, right? And I wanted to see everything on that boat because I didn’t know if I’d ever get another chance. Oh, there are so many cherry trees all in bloom! This Island is the most beautiful place. I already love it, and I’m so glad I’m going to live here. I’ve always heard that Prince Edward Island was the prettiest place in the world, and I used to imagine living here, but I never really thought I would. It’s amazing when your dreams come true, isn’t it? But those red roads are so strange. When we got on the train at Charlottetown and the red roads started flashing by, I asked Mrs. Spencer what made them red, and she said she didn’t know and, for goodness' sake, not to ask her any more questions. She said I must have asked her a thousand already. I suppose I had, too, but how are you supposed to learn if you don’t ask questions? And what does make the roads red?”

“Well now, I dunno,” said Matthew.

“Well, I don’t know,” said Matthew.

“Well, that is one of the things to find out sometime. Isn’t it splendid to think of all the things there are to find out about? It just makes me feel glad to be alive—it’s such an interesting world. It wouldn’t be half so interesting if we knew all about everything, would it? There’d be no scope for imagination then, would there? But am I talking too much? People are always telling me I do. Would you rather I didn’t talk? If you say so I’ll stop. I can stop when I make up my mind to it, although it’s difficult.”

“Well, that's one of the things to discover at some point. Isn’t it amazing to think about all the things there are to learn? It makes me really happy to be alive—it’s such a fascinating world. It wouldn’t be nearly as interesting if we knew everything, would it? There wouldn’t be any room for imagination then, right? But am I rambling too much? People always tell me I do. Would you prefer if I didn’t talk? If you say so, I’ll stop. I can stop when I decide to, although it’s not easy.”

Matthew, much to his own surprise, was enjoying himself. Like most quiet folks he liked talkative people when they were willing to do the talking themselves and did not expect him to keep up his end of it. But he had never expected to enjoy the society of a little girl. Women were bad enough in all conscience, but little girls were worse. He detested the way they had of sidling past him timidly, with sidewise glances, as if they expected him to gobble them up at a mouthful if they ventured to say a word. That was the Avonlea type of well-bred little girl. But this freckled witch was very different, and although he found it rather difficult for his slower intelligence to keep up with her brisk mental processes he thought that he “kind of liked her chatter.” So he said as shyly as usual:

Matthew, to his surprise, was actually having a good time. Like most quiet people, he enjoyed chatty folks as long as they were happy to talk and didn’t expect him to join in. But he never thought he would enjoy the company of a little girl. Women could be difficult, but little girls were worse. He couldn’t stand the way they quietly tiptoed around him, glancing sideways as if they thought he might devour them in one bite if they dared to speak. That was the typical well-bred little girl from Avonlea. But this freckled little girl was completely different, and although he found it a bit hard to keep up with her quick thinking, he realized that he actually liked her chatter. So he said, as shyly as ever:

“Oh, you can talk as much as you like. I don’t mind.”

“Oh, you can talk as much as you want. I don’t mind.”

“Oh, I’m so glad. I know you and I are going to get along together fine. It’s such a relief to talk when one wants to and not be told that children should be seen and not heard. I’ve had that said to me a million times if I have once. And people laugh at me because I use big words. But if you have big ideas you have to use big words to express them, haven’t you?”

“Oh, I’m so glad. I know you and I are going to get along great. It’s such a relief to talk when you want to and not be told that kids should be seen and not heard. I’ve heard that a million times if I’ve heard it once. And people laugh at me because I use big words. But if you have big ideas, you have to use big words to express them, right?”

“Well now, that seems reasonable,” said Matthew.

“Well, that sounds fair,” said Matthew.

“Mrs. Spencer said that my tongue must be hung in the middle. But it isn’t—it’s firmly fastened at one end. Mrs. Spencer said your place was named Green Gables. I asked her all about it. And she said there were trees all around it. I was gladder than ever. I just love trees. And there weren’t any at all about the asylum, only a few poor weeny-teeny things out in front with little whitewashed cagey things about them. They just looked like orphans themselves, those trees did. It used to make me want to cry to look at them. I used to say to them, ‘Oh, you poor little things! If you were out in a great big woods with other trees all around you and little mosses and June bells growing over your roots and a brook not far away and birds singing in your branches, you could grow, couldn’t you? But you can’t where you are. I know just exactly how you feel, little trees.’ I felt sorry to leave them behind this morning. You do get so attached to things like that, don’t you? Is there a brook anywhere near Green Gables? I forgot to ask Mrs. Spencer that.”

“Mrs. Spencer said that my tongue must be hanging in the middle. But it isn’t—it’s securely attached at one end. Mrs. Spencer mentioned that your place is called Green Gables. I asked her all about it, and she told me there are trees all around it. I was happier than ever. I just love trees. There weren’t any at the asylum, just a few tiny ones out front with little whitewashed cages around them. They looked like orphans themselves, those trees did. It used to make me want to cry to see them. I would say to them, ‘Oh, you poor little things! If you were in a big woods with other trees around you, and little mosses and June bells growing over your roots, and a brook not far away, with birds singing in your branches, you could grow, couldn’t you? But you can’t where you are. I know exactly how you feel, little trees.’ I felt sad to leave them behind this morning. You get so attached to things like that, don’t you? Is there a brook anywhere near Green Gables? I forgot to ask Mrs. Spencer that.”

“Well now, yes, there’s one right below the house.”

“Well, yeah, there’s one right below the house.”

“Fancy. It’s always been one of my dreams to live near a brook. I never expected I would, though. Dreams don’t often come true, do they? Wouldn’t it be nice if they did? But just now I feel pretty nearly perfectly happy. I can’t feel exactly perfectly happy because—well, what color would you call this?”

“Fancy. It’s always been one of my dreams to live near a stream. I never thought I would, though. Dreams don’t usually come true, do they? Wouldn’t it be nice if they did? But right now I feel almost perfectly happy. I can’t feel completely perfectly happy because—well, what color would you call this?”

She twitched one of her long glossy braids over her thin shoulder and held it up before Matthew’s eyes. Matthew was not used to deciding on the tints of ladies’ tresses, but in this case there couldn’t be much doubt.

She tossed one of her long, shiny braids over her thin shoulder and held it up in front of Matthew’s eyes. Matthew wasn’t typically the type to analyze the colors of women’s hair, but in this case, there was no question.

“It’s red, ain’t it?” he said.

"It's red, right?" he asked.

The girl let the braid drop back with a sigh that seemed to come from her very toes and to exhale forth all the sorrows of the ages.

The girl let the braid fall back with a sigh that felt like it came from her very toes, releasing all the sorrows of the ages.

“Yes, it’s red,” she said resignedly. “Now you see why I can’t be perfectly happy. Nobody could who has red hair. I don’t mind the other things so much—the freckles and the green eyes and my skinniness. I can imagine them away. I can imagine that I have a beautiful rose-leaf complexion and lovely starry violet eyes. But I cannot imagine that red hair away. I do my best. I think to myself, ‘Now my hair is a glorious black, black as the raven’s wing.’ But all the time I know it is just plain red and it breaks my heart. It will be my lifelong sorrow. I read of a girl once in a novel who had a lifelong sorrow but it wasn’t red hair. Her hair was pure gold rippling back from her alabaster brow. What is an alabaster brow? I never could find out. Can you tell me?”

“Yes, it’s red,” she said with a sigh. “Now you see why I can’t be completely happy. Nobody could with red hair. I don’t mind the other things so much—the freckles, the green eyes, and being skinny. I can imagine them away. I can picture having a beautiful rose-leaf complexion and lovely starry violet eyes. But I cannot imagine away this red hair. I try my best. I think to myself, ‘Now my hair is a glorious black, as black as a raven’s wing.’ But deep down, I know it’s just plain red, and it breaks my heart. It will be my lifelong sorrow. I once read about a girl in a novel who had a lifelong sorrow, but it wasn’t about red hair. Her hair was pure gold flowing back from her alabaster forehead. What is an alabaster forehead? I could never figure it out. Can you tell me?”

“Well now, I’m afraid I can’t,” said Matthew, who was getting a little dizzy. He felt as he had once felt in his rash youth when another boy had enticed him on the merry-go-round at a picnic.

“Well, I’m sorry, but I can’t,” said Matthew, who was starting to feel a bit dizzy. It reminded him of a time in his reckless youth when another boy had led him onto the merry-go-round at a picnic.

“Well, whatever it was it must have been something nice because she was divinely beautiful. Have you ever imagined what it must feel like to be divinely beautiful?”

“Well, whatever it was, it had to be something good because she was stunningly beautiful. Have you ever thought about what it must be like to be stunningly beautiful?”

“Well now, no, I haven’t,” confessed Matthew ingenuously.

"Well, no, I haven't," Matthew admitted honestly.

“I have, often. Which would you rather be if you had the choice—divinely beautiful or dazzlingly clever or angelically good?”

“I have, often. Which would you prefer to be if you had the choice—beautiful like a goddess, incredibly intelligent, or perfectly kind?”

“Well now, I—I don’t know exactly.”

“Well, now, I—I’m not really sure.”

“Neither do I. I can never decide. But it doesn’t make much real difference for it isn’t likely I’ll ever be either. It’s certain I’ll never be angelically good. Mrs. Spencer says—oh, Mr. Cuthbert! Oh, Mr. Cuthbert!! Oh, Mr. Cuthbert!!!”

“Neither can I. I can never make up my mind. But it doesn’t really matter since it’s not like I’ll ever be one or the other. There’s no way I’ll ever be perfectly good. Mrs. Spencer says—oh, Mr. Cuthbert! Oh, Mr. Cuthbert!! Oh, Mr. Cuthbert!!!”

That was not what Mrs. Spencer had said; neither had the child tumbled out of the buggy nor had Matthew done anything astonishing. They had simply rounded a curve in the road and found themselves in the “Avenue.”

That’s not what Mrs. Spencer had said; the child hadn’t fallen out of the stroller, and Matthew hadn’t done anything impressive. They had just turned a corner in the road and found themselves in the “Avenue.”

The “Avenue,” so called by the Newbridge people, was a stretch of road four or five hundred yards long, completely arched over with huge, wide-spreading apple-trees, planted years ago by an eccentric old farmer. Overhead was one long canopy of snowy fragrant bloom. Below the boughs the air was full of a purple twilight and far ahead a glimpse of painted sunset sky shone like a great rose window at the end of a cathedral aisle.

The “Avenue,” as the people of Newbridge called it, was a road about four or five hundred yards long, completely covered by large, sprawling apple trees that had been planted years ago by an eccentric old farmer. Above, there was a continuous canopy of fragrant white blossoms. Beneath the branches, the air was filled with a purple twilight, and in the distance, a glimpse of a colorful sunset sky glowed like a giant rose window at the end of a cathedral aisle.

Its beauty seemed to strike the child dumb. She leaned back in the buggy, her thin hands clasped before her, her face lifted rapturously to the white splendor above. Even when they had passed out and were driving down the long slope to Newbridge she never moved or spoke. Still with rapt face she gazed afar into the sunset west, with eyes that saw visions trooping splendidly across that glowing background. Through Newbridge, a bustling little village where dogs barked at them and small boys hooted and curious faces peered from the windows, they drove, still in silence. When three more miles had dropped away behind them the child had not spoken. She could keep silence, it was evident, as energetically as she could talk.

Its beauty seemed to leave the child speechless. She leaned back in the stroller, her thin hands clasped in front of her, her face lifted in awe to the white brilliance above. Even as they drove down the long slope to Newbridge, she didn’t move or say anything. With an entranced expression, she gazed far into the sunset to the west, her eyes seeing grand visions playing out against that glowing backdrop. They drove through Newbridge, a busy little village where dogs barked at them, small boys shouted, and curious faces peeked from the windows, still in silence. After three more miles had passed, the child still hadn’t said a word. It was clear she could stay quiet just as energetically as she could talk.

“I guess you’re feeling pretty tired and hungry,” Matthew ventured to say at last, accounting for her long visitation of dumbness with the only reason he could think of. “But we haven’t very far to go now—only another mile.”

“I guess you’re feeling really tired and hungry,” Matthew finally said, explaining her long silence with the only reason he could think of. “But we don’t have far to go now—just another mile.”

She came out of her reverie with a deep sigh and looked at him with the dreamy gaze of a soul that had been wondering afar, star-led.

She snapped out of her daydream with a deep sigh and looked at him with a dreamy gaze of a soul that had been lost in thought, guided by the stars.

“Oh, Mr. Cuthbert,” she whispered, “that place we came through—that white place—what was it?”

“Oh, Mr. Cuthbert,” she whispered, “that place we went through—that white place—what was it?”

“Well now, you must mean the Avenue,” said Matthew after a few moments’ profound reflection. “It is a kind of pretty place.”

“Well, you must mean the Avenue,” Matthew said after a moment of deep thought. “It’s actually a nice spot.”

“Pretty? Oh, pretty doesn’t seem the right word to use. Nor beautiful, either. They don’t go far enough. Oh, it was wonderful—wonderful. It’s the first thing I ever saw that couldn’t be improved upon by imagination. It just satisfied me here”—she put one hand on her breast—“it made a queer funny ache and yet it was a pleasant ache. Did you ever have an ache like that, Mr. Cuthbert?”

“Pretty? Oh, pretty doesn’t seem like the right word to use. Nor does beautiful. They just don’t capture it. Oh, it was amazing—amazing. It’s the first thing I’ve ever seen that couldn’t be improved by imagination. It just fulfilled me here”—she placed one hand on her chest—“it gave me a strange, funny ache, yet it was a nice ache. Have you ever felt an ache like that, Mr. Cuthbert?”

“Well now, I just can’t recollect that I ever had.”

“Well, I just can’t remember that I ever did.”

“I have it lots of times—whenever I see anything royally beautiful. But they shouldn’t call that lovely place the Avenue. There is no meaning in a name like that. They should call it—let me see—the White Way of Delight. Isn’t that a nice imaginative name? When I don’t like the name of a place or a person I always imagine a new one and always think of them so. There was a girl at the asylum whose name was Hepzibah Jenkins, but I always imagined her as Rosalia DeVere. Other people may call that place the Avenue, but I shall always call it the White Way of Delight. Have we really only another mile to go before we get home? I’m glad and I’m sorry. I’m sorry because this drive has been so pleasant and I’m always sorry when pleasant things end. Something still pleasanter may come after, but you can never be sure. And it’s so often the case that it isn’t pleasanter. That has been my experience anyhow. But I’m glad to think of getting home. You see, I’ve never had a real home since I can remember. It gives me that pleasant ache again just to think of coming to a really truly home. Oh, isn’t that pretty!”

“I feel this way all the time—whenever I see something incredibly beautiful. But they shouldn't call that lovely place the Avenue. That name doesn’t mean anything. They should call it—let me think—the White Way of Delight. Isn’t that a lovely, imaginative name? When I don’t like the name of a place or a person, I always come up with a new one and think of them that way. There was a girl at the asylum named Hepzibah Jenkins, but I always pictured her as Rosalia DeVere. Other people might call that place the Avenue, but I will always call it the White Way of Delight. Do we really only have another mile to go before we get home? I’m glad and I’m sad. I’m sad because this drive has been so enjoyable and I always feel sad when good things come to an end. Something even better might come after, but you can never be sure. And it often turns out that it’s not better. That's been my experience, at least. But I’m happy thinking about getting home. You see, I’ve never had a real home that I can remember. Just thinking about coming to a real, true home gives me that nice ache again. Oh, isn’t that lovely!”

They had driven over the crest of a hill. Below them was a pond, looking almost like a river so long and winding was it. A bridge spanned it midway and from there to its lower end, where an amber-hued belt of sand-hills shut it in from the dark blue gulf beyond, the water was a glory of many shifting hues—the most spiritual shadings of crocus and rose and ethereal green, with other elusive tintings for which no name has ever been found. Above the bridge the pond ran up into fringing groves of fir and maple and lay all darkly translucent in their wavering shadows. Here and there a wild plum leaned out from the bank like a white-clad girl tiptoeing to her own reflection. From the marsh at the head of the pond came the clear, mournfully-sweet chorus of the frogs. There was a little gray house peering around a white apple orchard on a slope beyond and, although it was not yet quite dark, a light was shining from one of its windows.

They had driven over the top of a hill. Below them was a pond, so long and winding it almost looked like a river. A bridge crossed it midway, and from there to its lower end, where a stretch of amber-colored sand hills surrounded it from the deep blue gulf beyond, the water displayed a beautiful mix of shifting colors—the most ethereal shades of crocus, rose, and light green, with other elusive tones for which no name has ever been found. Above the bridge, the pond extended into bordering groves of fir and maple, lying darkly translucent in their flickering shadows. Here and there, a wild plum tree leaned out from the bank like a girl in a white dress tiptoeing to see her own reflection. From the marsh at the head of the pond came the clear, mournfully sweet chorus of frogs. There was a small gray house peeking out from a white apple orchard on a slope beyond, and although it wasn't quite dark yet, a light shone from one of its windows.

“That’s Barry’s pond,” said Matthew.

"That’s Barry's pond," Matthew said.

“Oh, I don’t like that name, either. I shall call it—let me see—the Lake of Shining Waters. Yes, that is the right name for it. I know because of the thrill. When I hit on a name that suits exactly it gives me a thrill. Do things ever give you a thrill?”

“Oh, I don’t like that name, either. I’ll call it—let me think—the Lake of Shining Waters. Yes, that’s the perfect name for it. I know because it gives me a thrill. When I come up with a name that fits just right, it gives me a thrill. Do things ever give you a thrill?”

Matthew ruminated.

Matthew was deep in thought.

“Well now, yes. It always kind of gives me a thrill to see them ugly white grubs that spade up in the cucumber beds. I hate the look of them.”

“Well now, yes. It always kind of gives me a thrill to see those ugly white grubs that get dug up in the cucumber beds. I hate how they look.”

“Oh, I don’t think that can be exactly the same kind of a thrill. Do you think it can? There doesn’t seem to be much connection between grubs and lakes of shining waters, does there? But why do other people call it Barry’s pond?”

“Oh, I don’t think that's the same kind of thrill. Do you think it is? There doesn’t seem to be much of a connection between grubs and lakes of shining water, does there? But why do other people call it Barry’s pond?”

“I reckon because Mr. Barry lives up there in that house. Orchard Slope’s the name of his place. If it wasn’t for that big bush behind it you could see Green Gables from here. But we have to go over the bridge and round by the road, so it’s near half a mile further.”

“I think it's because Mr. Barry lives in that house up there. His place is called Orchard Slope. If it weren't for that big bush behind it, you could see Green Gables from here. But we have to go over the bridge and around by the road, so it's almost half a mile farther.”

“Has Mr. Barry any little girls? Well, not so very little either—about my size.”

“Does Mr. Barry have any little girls? Well, not really very little—around my size.”

“He’s got one about eleven. Her name is Diana.”

“He’s got one around eleven. Her name is Diana.”

“Oh!” with a long indrawing of breath. “What a perfectly lovely name!”

“Oh!” she exclaimed, taking a deep breath. “What a truly lovely name!”

“Well now, I dunno. There’s something dreadful heathenish about it, seems to me. I’d ruther Jane or Mary or some sensible name like that. But when Diana was born there was a schoolmaster boarding there and they gave him the naming of her and he called her Diana.”

“Well, I don’t know. There’s something really unrefined about it, it seems to me. I’d prefer Jane or Mary or some sensible name like that. But when Diana was born, there was a schoolmaster staying there, and they let him choose her name, and he called her Diana.”

“I wish there had been a schoolmaster like that around when I was born, then. Oh, here we are at the bridge. I’m going to shut my eyes tight. I’m always afraid going over bridges. I can’t help imagining that perhaps, just as we get to the middle, they’ll crumple up like a jack-knife and nip us. So I shut my eyes. But I always have to open them for all when I think we’re getting near the middle. Because, you see, if the bridge did crumple up I’d want to see it crumple. What a jolly rumble it makes! I always like the rumble part of it. Isn’t it splendid there are so many things to like in this world? There, we’re over. Now I’ll look back. Good night, dear Lake of Shining Waters. I always say good night to the things I love, just as I would to people. I think they like it. That water looks as if it was smiling at me.”

“I wish there had been a teacher like that around when I was born. Oh, here we are at the bridge. I’m going to shut my eyes tight. I’m always afraid of going over bridges. I can’t help imagining that maybe, just as we reach the middle, they’ll buckle like a pocket knife and snap us. So I shut my eyes. But I always have to open them for a moment when I think we’re getting close to the middle. Because, you see, if the bridge did buckle, I’d want to see it happen. What a fun noise it makes! I always enjoy the rumbling part of it. Isn’t it amazing that there are so many things to like in this world? There, we’re over. Now I’ll look back. Goodnight, dear Lake of Shining Waters. I always say goodnight to the things I love, just like I would to people. I think they appreciate it. That water looks like it's smiling at me.”

When they had driven up the further hill and around a corner Matthew said:

When they drove up the higher hill and around the corner, Matthew said:

“We’re pretty near home now. That’s Green Gables over—”

“We're pretty close to home now. That's Green Gables over—”

“Oh, don’t tell me,” she interrupted breathlessly, catching at his partially raised arm and shutting her eyes that she might not see his gesture. “Let me guess. I’m sure I’ll guess right.”

“Oh, don’t tell me,” she interrupted breathlessly, grabbing his partially raised arm and closing her eyes so she wouldn’t see his gesture. “Let me guess. I’m sure I’ll get it right.”

She opened her eyes and looked about her. They were on the crest of a hill. The sun had set some time since, but the landscape was still clear in the mellow afterlight. To the west a dark church spire rose up against a marigold sky. Below was a little valley and beyond a long, gently-rising slope with snug farmsteads scattered along it. From one to another the child’s eyes darted, eager and wistful. At last they lingered on one away to the left, far back from the road, dimly white with blossoming trees in the twilight of the surrounding woods. Over it, in the stainless southwest sky, a great crystal-white star was shining like a lamp of guidance and promise.

She opened her eyes and glanced around. They were on top of a hill. The sun had set a while ago, but the landscape was still visible in the soft afterglow. To the west, a dark church spire stood out against a golden sky. Below was a small valley, and beyond it was a long, gently sloping hill dotted with cozy farmhouses. The child's eyes flitted from one to another, full of longing and hope. Finally, they settled on one to the left, far back from the road, faintly white with blossoming trees in the dim light of the surrounding woods. Above it, in the clear southwestern sky, a bright white star shone like a guiding light full of promise.

“That’s it, isn’t it?” she said, pointing.

"That's it, right?" she said, pointing.

Matthew slapped the reins on the sorrel’s back delightedly.

Matthew happily smacked the reins on the sorrel's back.

“Well now, you’ve guessed it! But I reckon Mrs. Spencer described it so’s you could tell.”

"Well, you've figured it out! But I think Mrs. Spencer explained it well enough for you to understand."

“No, she didn’t—really she didn’t. All she said might just as well have been about most of those other places. I hadn’t any real idea what it looked like. But just as soon as I saw it I felt it was home. Oh, it seems as if I must be in a dream. Do you know, my arm must be black and blue from the elbow up, for I’ve pinched myself so many times today. Every little while a horrible sickening feeling would come over me and I’d be so afraid it was all a dream. Then I’d pinch myself to see if it was real—until suddenly I remembered that even supposing it was only a dream I’d better go on dreaming as long as I could; so I stopped pinching. But it is real and we’re nearly home.”

“No, she didn’t—really, she didn’t. Everything she said could have applied to a lot of those other places. I didn’t have a clear picture of what it looked like. But the moment I saw it, I knew it was home. It feels like I must be dreaming. You know, my arm must be bruised from the elbow up because I’ve pinched myself so many times today. Every once in a while, this awful, sickening feeling washes over me, and I’m terrified it’s all a dream. Then I’d pinch myself to check if it’s real—until I suddenly realized that even if it was just a dream, I might as well keep dreaming for as long as I can; so I stopped pinching. But it is real, and we’re almost home.”

With a sigh of rapture she relapsed into silence. Matthew stirred uneasily. He felt glad that it would be Marilla and not he who would have to tell this waif of the world that the home she longed for was not to be hers after all. They drove over Lynde’s Hollow, where it was already quite dark, but not so dark that Mrs. Rachel could not see them from her window vantage, and up the hill and into the long lane of Green Gables. By the time they arrived at the house Matthew was shrinking from the approaching revelation with an energy he did not understand. It was not of Marilla or himself he was thinking or of the trouble this mistake was probably going to make for them, but of the child’s disappointment. When he thought of that rapt light being quenched in her eyes he had an uncomfortable feeling that he was going to assist at murdering something—much the same feeling that came over him when he had to kill a lamb or calf or any other innocent little creature.

With a sigh of joy, she fell quiet. Matthew shifted uncomfortably. He felt relieved that it would be Marilla and not him who had to tell this orphaned girl that the home she dreamed of wouldn’t be hers after all. They drove over Lynde’s Hollow, where it was already quite dark, but not so dark that Mrs. Rachel couldn’t see them from her window, and up the hill into the long lane of Green Gables. By the time they reached the house, Matthew was dreading the upcoming announcement with a feeling he couldn’t quite grasp. He wasn’t thinking about Marilla or himself or the trouble this mistake would probably cause them, but of the child’s disappointment. When he imagined that bright light fading from her eyes, he felt an uneasy sensation, similar to when he had to kill a lamb or calf or any other innocent little creature.

The yard was quite dark as they turned into it and the poplar leaves were rustling silkily all round it.

The yard was pretty dark as they entered, and the poplar leaves were rustling softly all around it.

“Listen to the trees talking in their sleep,” she whispered, as he lifted her to the ground. “What nice dreams they must have!”

“Listen to the trees talking in their sleep,” she whispered as he set her down. “They must have such nice dreams!”

Then, holding tightly to the carpet-bag which contained “all her worldly goods,” she followed him into the house.

Then, gripping the carpet bag that held “all her worldly goods,” she followed him into the house.


CHAPTER III.
Marilla Cuthbert Is Surprised

MARILLA came briskly forward as Matthew opened the door. But when her eyes fell on the odd little figure in the stiff, ugly dress, with the long braids of red hair and the eager, luminous eyes, she stopped short in amazement.

MARILLA came quickly as Matthew opened the door. But when she saw the strange little girl in the stiff, unattractive dress, with the long red braids and bright, eager eyes, she paused, taken aback.

“Matthew Cuthbert, who’s that?” she ejaculated. “Where is the boy?”

“Matthew Cuthbert, who is that?” she exclaimed. “Where is the boy?”

“There wasn’t any boy,” said Matthew wretchedly. “There was only her.”

“There wasn’t any boy,” Matthew said sadly. “There was only her.”

He nodded at the child, remembering that he had never even asked her name.

He nodded at the child, realizing that he had never even asked for her name.

“No boy! But there must have been a boy,” insisted Marilla. “We sent word to Mrs. Spencer to bring a boy.”

“No boy! But there has to be a boy,” Marilla insisted. “We told Mrs. Spencer to bring a boy.”

“Well, she didn’t. She brought her. I asked the stationmaster. And I had to bring her home. She couldn’t be left there, no matter where the mistake had come in.”

“Well, she didn’t. She brought her. I asked the stationmaster. And I had to take her home. She couldn’t be left there, no matter where the mix-up had happened.”

“Well, this is a pretty piece of business!” ejaculated Marilla.

"Well, this is quite a situation!" exclaimed Marilla.

During this dialogue the child had remained silent, her eyes roving from one to the other, all the animation fading out of her face. Suddenly she seemed to grasp the full meaning of what had been said. Dropping her precious carpet-bag she sprang forward a step and clasped her hands.

During this conversation, the child stayed quiet, her eyes moving between the two of them, all the excitement fading from her face. Suddenly, she seemed to understand the full meaning of what had been said. Dropping her beloved carpet bag, she took a step forward and clasped her hands.

“You don’t want me!” she cried. “You don’t want me because I’m not a boy! I might have expected it. Nobody ever did want me. I might have known it was all too beautiful to last. I might have known nobody really did want me. Oh, what shall I do? I’m going to burst into tears!”

“You don’t want me!” she shouted. “You don’t want me because I’m not a boy! I should have seen this coming. Nobody ever really wanted me. I should have known it was all too good to last. I should have known nobody truly wanted me. Oh, what am I going to do? I’m about to break down in tears!”

Burst into tears she did. Sitting down on a chair by the table, flinging her arms out upon it, and burying her face in them, she proceeded to cry stormily. Marilla and Matthew looked at each other deprecatingly across the stove. Neither of them knew what to say or do. Finally Marilla stepped lamely into the breach.

She burst into tears. Sitting down in a chair by the table, she threw her arms onto it and buried her face in them, crying heavily. Marilla and Matthew exchanged worried glances across the stove. Neither of them knew what to say or do. Finally, Marilla awkwardly tried to address the situation.

“Well, well, there’s no need to cry so about it.”

“Well, well, there’s no need to be so upset about it.”

“Yes, there is need!” The child raised her head quickly, revealing a tear-stained face and trembling lips. “You would cry, too, if you were an orphan and had come to a place you thought was going to be home and found that they didn’t want you because you weren’t a boy. Oh, this is the most tragical thing that ever happened to me!”

“Yes, there is need!” The child quickly lifted her head, showing a tear-streaked face and trembling lips. “You would cry, too, if you were an orphan and had come to a place you thought would be home, only to find out they didn’t want you because you weren’t a boy. Oh, this is the most tragical thing that ever happened to me!”

Something like a reluctant smile, rather rusty from long disuse, mellowed Marilla’s grim expression.

A hesitant smile, a bit rusty from not being used for a long time, softened Marilla's serious expression.

“Well, don’t cry any more. We’re not going to turn you out-of-doors tonight. You’ll have to stay here until we investigate this affair. What’s your name?”

“Well, don’t cry anymore. We’re not going to kick you out tonight. You’ll have to stay here until we figure this out. What’s your name?”

The child hesitated for a moment.

The child paused for a moment.

“Will you please call me Cordelia?” she said eagerly.

“Can you please call me Cordelia?” she said eagerly.

Call you Cordelia? Is that your name?”

Call you Cordelia? Is that your name?”

“No-o-o, it’s not exactly my name, but I would love to be called Cordelia. It’s such a perfectly elegant name.”

“No, it’s not really my name, but I would love to be called Cordelia. It’s such an elegantly beautiful name.”

“I don’t know what on earth you mean. If Cordelia isn’t your name, what is?”

“I have no idea what you're talking about. If Cordelia isn’t your name, what is it?”

“Anne Shirley,” reluctantly faltered forth the owner of that name, “but, oh, please do call me Cordelia. It can’t matter much to you what you call me if I’m only going to be here a little while, can it? And Anne is such an unromantic name.”

“Anne Shirley,” the owner of that name said hesitantly, “but, oh, please call me Cordelia. It can’t make much difference to you what you call me if I’m only going to be here for a little while, right? And Anne is such a dull name.”

“Unromantic fiddlesticks!” said the unsympathetic Marilla. “Anne is a real good plain sensible name. You’ve no need to be ashamed of it.”

“Unromantic nonsense!” said the unsympathetic Marilla. “Anne is a perfectly good, straightforward name. You don’t need to be ashamed of it.”

“Oh, I’m not ashamed of it,” explained Anne, “only I like Cordelia better. I’ve always imagined that my name was Cordelia—at least, I always have of late years. When I was young I used to imagine it was Geraldine, but I like Cordelia better now. But if you call me Anne please call me Anne spelled with an E.”

“Oh, I’m not ashamed of it,” Anne said, “I just prefer Cordelia. I’ve always imagined my name was Cordelia—at least, that’s what I’ve been thinking in recent years. When I was younger, I used to think it was Geraldine, but I like Cordelia better now. But if you’re going to call me Anne, please spell it with an E.”

“What difference does it make how it’s spelled?” asked Marilla with another rusty smile as she picked up the teapot.

“What difference does it make how it’s spelled?” Marilla asked with another tired smile as she picked up the teapot.

“Oh, it makes such a difference. It looks so much nicer. When you hear a name pronounced can’t you always see it in your mind, just as if it was printed out? I can; and A-n-n looks dreadful, but A-n-n-e looks so much more distinguished. If you’ll only call me Anne spelled with an E I shall try to reconcile myself to not being called Cordelia.”

“Oh, it makes such a difference. It looks so much nicer. When you hear a name pronounced, can’t you always picture it in your mind, just as if it were printed out? I can; and A-n-n looks awful, but A-n-n-e looks so much more elegant. If you’ll just call me Anne with an E, I’ll try to come to terms with not being called Cordelia.”

“Very well, then, Anne spelled with an E, can you tell us how this mistake came to be made? We sent word to Mrs. Spencer to bring us a boy. Were there no boys at the asylum?”

“Alright then, Anne with an E, can you explain how this mistake happened? We asked Mrs. Spencer to bring us a boy. Were there no boys at the asylum?”

“Oh, yes, there was an abundance of them. But Mrs. Spencer said distinctly that you wanted a girl about eleven years old. And the matron said she thought I would do. You don’t know how delighted I was. I couldn’t sleep all last night for joy. Oh,” she added reproachfully, turning to Matthew, “why didn’t you tell me at the station that you didn’t want me and leave me there? If I hadn’t seen the White Way of Delight and the Lake of Shining Waters it wouldn’t be so hard.”

"Oh, yes, there were plenty of them. But Mrs. Spencer clearly said that you wanted a girl around eleven years old. And the matron thought I would be a good fit. You can’t imagine how happy I was. I couldn’t sleep at all last night because I was so excited. Oh,” she added, turning to Matthew with a hint of reproach, “why didn’t you tell me at the station that you didn’t want me and just leave me there? If I hadn’t seen the White Way of Delight and the Lake of Shining Waters, it wouldn’t be so tough."

“What on earth does she mean?” demanded Marilla, staring at Matthew.

“What on earth does she mean?” Marilla asked, staring at Matthew.

“She—she’s just referring to some conversation we had on the road,” said Matthew hastily. “I’m going out to put the mare in, Marilla. Have tea ready when I come back.”

“She—she’s just talking about a conversation we had on the road,” Matthew said quickly. “I’m going out to put the mare away, Marilla. Have tea ready when I get back.”

“Did Mrs. Spencer bring anybody over besides you?” continued Marilla when Matthew had gone out.

“Did Mrs. Spencer bring anyone with her besides you?” Marilla asked after Matthew had gone out.

“She brought Lily Jones for herself. Lily is only five years old and she is very beautiful and had nut-brown hair. If I was very beautiful and had nut-brown hair would you keep me?”

“She brought Lily Jones for herself. Lily is only five years old and she is very beautiful with nut-brown hair. If I were very beautiful and had nut-brown hair, would you keep me?”

“No. We want a boy to help Matthew on the farm. A girl would be of no use to us. Take off your hat. I’ll lay it and your bag on the hall table.”

“No. We need a boy to help Matthew on the farm. A girl wouldn’t be useful to us. Take off your hat. I’ll put it and your bag on the hall table.”

Anne took off her hat meekly. Matthew came back presently and they sat down to supper. But Anne could not eat. In vain she nibbled at the bread and butter and pecked at the crab-apple preserve out of the little scalloped glass dish by her plate. She did not really make any headway at all.

Anne quietly took off her hat. Matthew returned soon after, and they sat down for dinner. But Anne couldn't eat. She tried nibbling on the bread and butter and picking at the crab-apple preserve from the little scalloped glass dish next to her plate. She really wasn't making any progress at all.

“You’re not eating anything,” said Marilla sharply, eying her as if it were a serious shortcoming. Anne sighed.

“You're not eating anything,” Marilla said sharply, looking at her like it was a big deal. Anne sighed.

“I can’t. I’m in the depths of despair. Can you eat when you are in the depths of despair?”

“I can’t. I’m really down right now. Can you eat when you’re feeling this low?”

“I’ve never been in the depths of despair, so I can’t say,” responded Marilla.

“I’ve never been in the depths of despair, so I can’t say,” Marilla replied.

“Weren’t you? Well, did you ever try to imagine you were in the depths of despair?”

“Weren’t you? Well, did you ever try to imagine that you were in the depths of despair?”

“No, I didn’t.”

“Nope, I didn't.”

“Then I don’t think you can understand what it’s like. It’s a very uncomfortable feeling indeed. When you try to eat a lump comes right up in your throat and you can’t swallow anything, not even if it was a chocolate caramel. I had one chocolate caramel once two years ago and it was simply delicious. I’ve often dreamed since then that I had a lot of chocolate caramels, but I always wake up just when I’m going to eat them. I do hope you won’t be offended because I can’t eat. Everything is extremely nice, but still I cannot eat.”

“Then I don’t think you can understand what it’s like. It’s a really uncomfortable feeling. When you try to eat, a lump gets stuck in your throat, and you can’t swallow anything, not even if it’s a chocolate caramel. I had one chocolate caramel two years ago, and it was absolutely delicious. I’ve often dreamed since then that I had a lot of chocolate caramels, but I always wake up just as I’m about to eat them. I really hope you won’t be offended because I can’t eat. Everything is really nice, but still, I can’t eat.”

“I guess she’s tired,” said Matthew, who hadn’t spoken since his return from the barn. “Best put her to bed, Marilla.”

“I guess she’s tired,” said Matthew, who hadn’t said anything since he got back from the barn. “Better put her to bed, Marilla.”

Marilla had been wondering where Anne should be put to bed. She had prepared a couch in the kitchen chamber for the desired and expected boy. But, although it was neat and clean, it did not seem quite the thing to put a girl there somehow. But the spare room was out of the question for such a stray waif, so there remained only the east gable room. Marilla lighted a candle and told Anne to follow her, which Anne spiritlessly did, taking her hat and carpet-bag from the hall table as she passed. The hall was fearsomely clean; the little gable chamber in which she presently found herself seemed still cleaner.

Marilla had been wondering where Anne should sleep. She had set up a couch in the kitchen for the expected boy. But even though it was tidy and clean, it didn’t feel right to put a girl there. The spare room was definitely not an option for such a lost girl, so the only choice left was the east gable room. Marilla lit a candle and told Anne to follow her, which Anne listlessly did, grabbing her hat and carpet bag from the hall table as she walked by. The hall was frighteningly clean, and the little gable room where she soon found herself seemed even cleaner.

Marilla set the candle on a three-legged, three-cornered table and turned down the bedclothes.

Marilla placed the candle on a three-legged, triangular table and arranged the bedcovers.

“I suppose you have a nightgown?” she questioned.

“I guess you have a nightgown?” she asked.

Anne nodded.

Anne agreed.

“Yes, I have two. The matron of the asylum made them for me. They’re fearfully skimpy. There is never enough to go around in an asylum, so things are always skimpy—at least in a poor asylum like ours. I hate skimpy night-dresses. But one can dream just as well in them as in lovely trailing ones, with frills around the neck, that’s one consolation.”

“Yes, I have two. The matron of the asylum made them for me. They’re really short. There’s never enough to go around in an asylum, so everything is always short—at least in a poor asylum like ours. I hate short nightdresses. But one can dream just as well in them as in nice long ones, with frills around the neck; that’s one consolation.”

“Well, undress as quick as you can and go to bed. I’ll come back in a few minutes for the candle. I daren’t trust you to put it out yourself. You’d likely set the place on fire.”

“Well, get undressed as fast as you can and head to bed. I’ll be back in a few minutes for the candle. I can't trust you to put it out on your own. You’d probably end up setting the place on fire.”

When Marilla had gone Anne looked around her wistfully. The whitewashed walls were so painfully bare and staring that she thought they must ache over their own bareness. The floor was bare, too, except for a round braided mat in the middle such as Anne had never seen before. In one corner was the bed, a high, old-fashioned one, with four dark, low-turned posts. In the other corner was the aforesaid three-cornered table adorned with a fat, red velvet pincushion hard enough to turn the point of the most adventurous pin. Above it hung a little six-by-eight mirror. Midway between table and bed was the window, with an icy white muslin frill over it, and opposite it was the wash-stand. The whole apartment was of a rigidity not to be described in words, but which sent a shiver to the very marrow of Anne’s bones. With a sob she hastily discarded her garments, put on the skimpy nightgown and sprang into bed where she burrowed face downward into the pillow and pulled the clothes over her head. When Marilla came up for the light various skimpy articles of raiment scattered most untidily over the floor and a certain tempestuous appearance of the bed were the only indications of any presence save her own.

When Marilla left, Anne looked around, feeling lost. The whitewashed walls were so painfully empty and glaring that she thought they might be hurting from their own emptiness. The floor was also bare, except for a round braided mat in the center that Anne had never seen before. In one corner was the bed, an old-fashioned one with four dark, low posts. In the other corner was a three-cornered table topped with a plump red velvet pincushion that was hard enough to blunt the sharpest pin. Above it hung a small six-by-eight mirror. Between the table and the bed was a window dressed with a chilly white muslin frill, and across from it was the washstand. The whole room had a stiffness that was hard to describe, sending a chill right down to Anne’s bones. With a sob, she quickly took off her clothes, slipped into the skimpy nightgown, and jumped into bed, burying her face in the pillow and pulling the covers over her head. When Marilla came up for the light, scattered bits of clothing on the floor and the messy state of the bed were the only signs that anyone else had been there.

She deliberately picked up Anne’s clothes, placed them neatly on a prim yellow chair, and then, taking up the candle, went over to the bed.

She intentionally picked up Anne’s clothes, arranged them neatly on a tidy yellow chair, and then, grabbing the candle, walked over to the bed.

“Good night,” she said, a little awkwardly, but not unkindly.

“Good night,” she said, a bit awkwardly, but still kindly.

Anne’s white face and big eyes appeared over the bedclothes with a startling suddenness.

Anne's pale face and wide eyes suddenly appeared above the covers.

“How can you call it a good night when you know it must be the very worst night I’ve ever had?” she said reproachfully.

“How can you call it a good night when you know it’s the absolute worst night I’ve ever had?” she said with disappointment.

Then she dived down into invisibility again.

Then she dove down into invisibility again.

Marilla went slowly down to the kitchen and proceeded to wash the supper dishes. Matthew was smoking—a sure sign of perturbation of mind. He seldom smoked, for Marilla set her face against it as a filthy habit; but at certain times and seasons he felt driven to it and then Marilla winked at the practice, realizing that a mere man must have some vent for his emotions.

Marilla walked slowly down to the kitchen and started washing the dinner dishes. Matthew was smoking—a clear sign that something was bothering him. He rarely smoked, as Marilla considered it a nasty habit, but during certain moments he felt compelled to do it, and then Marilla looked the other way, understanding that a man needs a way to release his emotions.

“Well, this is a pretty kettle of fish,” she said wrathfully. “This is what comes of sending word instead of going ourselves. Richard Spencer’s folks have twisted that message somehow. One of us will have to drive over and see Mrs. Spencer tomorrow, that’s certain. This girl will have to be sent back to the asylum.”

“Well, this is a real mess,” she said angrily. “This is what happens when we send a message instead of going ourselves. Richard Spencer’s family must have misunderstood that message in some way. One of us will have to drive over and visit Mrs. Spencer tomorrow, that’s for sure. This girl is definitely going to have to be sent back to the asylum.”

“Yes, I suppose so,” said Matthew reluctantly.

“Yeah, I guess so,” Matthew said hesitantly.

“You suppose so! Don’t you know it?”

“You think so! Don’t you know that?”

“Well now, she’s a real nice little thing, Marilla. It’s kind of a pity to send her back when she’s so set on staying here.”

"Well, she's a really nice little girl, Marilla. It's a bit of a shame to send her back when she's so determined to stay here."

“Matthew Cuthbert, you don’t mean to say you think we ought to keep her!”

“Matthew Cuthbert, you can't really think we should keep her!”

Marilla’s astonishment could not have been greater if Matthew had expressed a predilection for standing on his head.

Marilla’s surprise couldn’t have been bigger if Matthew had said he liked standing on his head.

“Well, now, no, I suppose not—not exactly,” stammered Matthew, uncomfortably driven into a corner for his precise meaning. “I suppose—we could hardly be expected to keep her.”

“Well, now, no, I guess not—not really,” stammered Matthew, uncomfortably backed into a corner about what he meant. “I suppose—we could hardly be expected to keep her.”

“I should say not. What good would she be to us?”

“I definitely don’t think so. What would she do for us?”

“We might be some good to her,” said Matthew suddenly and unexpectedly.

“We might actually be able to help her,” Matthew said suddenly and unexpectedly.

“Matthew Cuthbert, I believe that child has bewitched you! I can see as plain as plain that you want to keep her.”

“Matthew Cuthbert, I think that kid has enchanted you! I can see it clearly that you want to keep her.”

“Well now, she’s a real interesting little thing,” persisted Matthew. “You should have heard her talk coming from the station.”

“Well, she’s a really interesting little thing,” Matthew continued. “You should have heard her talking when she arrived from the station.”

“Oh, she can talk fast enough. I saw that at once. It’s nothing in her favor, either. I don’t like children who have so much to say. I don’t want an orphan girl and if I did she isn’t the style I’d pick out. There’s something I don’t understand about her. No, she’s got to be despatched straightway back to where she came from.”

“Oh, she can talk fast enough. I noticed that right away. It doesn’t do her any favors, either. I don’t like kids who have so much to say. I don’t want an orphan girl, and even if I did, she isn’t the kind I’d choose. There’s something about her that I don’t get. No, she has to be sent straight back to where she came from.”

“I could hire a French boy to help me,” said Matthew, “and she’d be company for you.”

“I could hire a French boy to help me,” said Matthew, “and she’d keep you company.”

“I’m not suffering for company,” said Marilla shortly. “And I’m not going to keep her.”

“I’m not putting up with her just to have someone around,” said Marilla sharply. “And I’m not going to hold on to her.”

“Well now, it’s just as you say, of course, Marilla,” said Matthew rising and putting his pipe away. “I’m going to bed.”

“Well, it’s exactly as you say, Marilla,” Matthew said, standing up and putting his pipe away. “I’m heading to bed.”

To bed went Matthew. And to bed, when she had put her dishes away, went Marilla, frowning most resolutely. And up-stairs, in the east gable, a lonely, heart-hungry, friendless child cried herself to sleep.

Matthew went to bed. And after putting her dishes away, Marilla went to bed too, frowning determinedly. Meanwhile, upstairs in the east gable, a lonely, heart-hungry, friendless child cried herself to sleep.


CHAPTER IV.
Morning at Green Gables

IT was broad daylight when Anne awoke and sat up in bed, staring confusedly at the window through which a flood of cheery sunshine was pouring and outside of which something white and feathery waved across glimpses of blue sky.

It was bright outside when Anne woke up and sat up in bed, staring blankly at the window where a stream of cheerful sunlight was pouring in, and outside, something white and feathery swayed against glimpses of blue sky.

For a moment she could not remember where she was. First came a delightful thrill, as of something very pleasant; then a horrible remembrance. This was Green Gables and they didn’t want her because she wasn’t a boy!

For a moment, she couldn’t remember where she was. First, there was a delightful thrill, like something very pleasant; then a horrible memory hit her. This was Green Gables, and they didn’t want her because she wasn’t a boy!

But it was morning and, yes, it was a cherry-tree in full bloom outside of her window. With a bound she was out of bed and across the floor. She pushed up the sash—it went up stiffly and creakily, as if it hadn’t been opened for a long time, which was the case; and it stuck so tight that nothing was needed to hold it up.

But it was morning and, yes, there was a cherry tree in full bloom outside her window. With a leap, she was out of bed and across the room. She pushed up the window—it opened slowly and creakily, as if it hadn’t been opened in a long time, which was true; and it was so stuck that nothing was needed to keep it up.

Anne dropped on her knees and gazed out into the June morning, her eyes glistening with delight. Oh, wasn’t it beautiful? Wasn’t it a lovely place? Suppose she wasn’t really going to stay here! She would imagine she was. There was scope for imagination here.

Anne dropped to her knees and looked out into the June morning, her eyes sparkling with joy. Oh, wasn’t it beautiful? Wasn’t it a wonderful place? What if she wasn’t actually going to stay here! She could just pretend she was. There was plenty of room for imagination here.

A huge cherry-tree grew outside, so close that its boughs tapped against the house, and it was so thick-set with blossoms that hardly a leaf was to be seen. On both sides of the house was a big orchard, one of apple-trees and one of cherry-trees, also showered over with blossoms; and their grass was all sprinkled with dandelions. In the garden below were lilac-trees purple with flowers, and their dizzily sweet fragrance drifted up to the window on the morning wind.

A massive cherry tree grew outside, so close that its branches tapped against the house, and it was so full of blossoms that you could hardly see a leaf. On both sides of the house, there was a large orchard, one with apple trees and the other with cherry trees, also covered in blossoms; the grass was scattered with dandelions. In the garden below were lilac trees blooming with purple flowers, and their heady sweet scent floated up to the window on the morning breeze.

Below the garden a green field lush with clover sloped down to the hollow where the brook ran and where scores of white birches grew, upspringing airily out of an undergrowth suggestive of delightful possibilities in ferns and mosses and woodsy things generally. Beyond it was a hill, green and feathery with spruce and fir; there was a gap in it where the gray gable end of the little house she had seen from the other side of the Lake of Shining Waters was visible.

Below the garden, a vibrant green field filled with clover sloped down to the hollow where the brook flowed, surrounded by numerous white birches sprouting lightly from an undergrowth hinting at the delightful possibilities of ferns, mosses, and other woodland treasures. Beyond that was a hill, lush and feathery with spruce and fir trees; there was a gap where the gray gable end of the little house she had seen from the other side of the Lake of Shining Waters was visible.

Off to the left were the big barns and beyond them, away down over green, low-sloping fields, was a sparkling blue glimpse of sea.

Off to the left were the large barns, and beyond them, stretching over the green, gently sloping fields, was a shining blue view of the sea.

Anne’s beauty-loving eyes lingered on it all, taking everything greedily in. She had looked on so many unlovely places in her life, poor child; but this was as lovely as anything she had ever dreamed.

Anne’s beauty-loving eyes lingered on it all, taking everything in eagerly. She had seen so many unattractive places in her life, poor thing; but this was as beautiful as anything she had ever imagined.

She knelt there, lost to everything but the loveliness around her, until she was startled by a hand on her shoulder. Marilla had come in unheard by the small dreamer.

She knelt there, completely absorbed in the beauty around her, until she was startled by a hand on her shoulder. Marilla had entered quietly, unnoticed by the small dreamer.

“It’s time you were dressed,” she said curtly.

“It’s time for you to get dressed,” she said sharply.

Marilla really did not know how to talk to the child, and her uncomfortable ignorance made her crisp and curt when she did not mean to be.

Marilla really didn't know how to talk to the child, and her awkwardness made her sound short and sharp when she didn't mean to be.

Anne stood up and drew a long breath.

Anne got up and took a deep breath.

“Oh, isn’t it wonderful?” she said, waving her hand comprehensively at the good world outside.

“Oh, isn’t it amazing?” she said, waving her hand broadly at the beautiful world outside.

“It’s a big tree,” said Marilla, “and it blooms great, but the fruit don’t amount to much never—small and wormy.”

“It’s a big tree,” Marilla said, “and it blooms beautifully, but the fruit isn’t worth much—small and wormy.”

“Oh, I don’t mean just the tree; of course it’s lovely—yes, it’s radiantly lovely—it blooms as if it meant it—but I meant everything, the garden and the orchard and the brook and the woods, the whole big dear world. Don’t you feel as if you just loved the world on a morning like this? And I can hear the brook laughing all the way up here. Have you ever noticed what cheerful things brooks are? They’re always laughing. Even in winter-time I’ve heard them under the ice. I’m so glad there’s a brook near Green Gables. Perhaps you think it doesn’t make any difference to me when you’re not going to keep me, but it does. I shall always like to remember that there is a brook at Green Gables even if I never see it again. If there wasn’t a brook I’d be haunted by the uncomfortable feeling that there ought to be one. I’m not in the depths of despair this morning. I never can be in the morning. Isn’t it a splendid thing that there are mornings? But I feel very sad. I’ve just been imagining that it was really me you wanted after all and that I was to stay here for ever and ever. It was a great comfort while it lasted. But the worst of imagining things is that the time comes when you have to stop and that hurts.”

“Oh, I don’t just mean the tree; it’s beautiful—yes, it’s absolutely beautiful—it blooms like it means it—but I meant everything, the garden and the orchard and the brook and the woods, the whole big lovely world. Don’t you feel like you just love the world on a morning like this? And I can hear the brook laughing all the way up here. Have you ever noticed how cheerful brooks are? They’re always laughing. Even in winter, I’ve heard them under the ice. I’m so glad there’s a brook near Green Gables. Maybe you think it doesn’t matter to me since you’re not going to keep me, but it does. I’ll always like to remember that there’s a brook at Green Gables, even if I never see it again. If there wasn’t a brook, I’d be haunted by the uncomfortable feeling that there should be one. I’m not in deep despair this morning. I can never be in the morning. Isn’t it wonderful that there are mornings? But I feel very sad. I’ve just been imagining that it was really me you wanted after all and that I was going to stay here forever. It was a great comfort while it lasted. But the worst part about imagining things is that the time comes when you have to stop, and that hurts.”

“You’d better get dressed and come down-stairs and never mind your imaginings,” said Marilla as soon as she could get a word in edgewise. “Breakfast is waiting. Wash your face and comb your hair. Leave the window up and turn your bedclothes back over the foot of the bed. Be as smart as you can.”

“You should get dressed and come downstairs and stop with your daydreaming,” Marilla said as soon as she could interrupt. “Breakfast is ready. Wash your face and fix your hair. Leave the window open and turn your bedclothes down at the foot of the bed. Do your best to look presentable.”

Anne could evidently be smart to some purpose for she was down-stairs in ten minutes’ time, with her clothes neatly on, her hair brushed and braided, her face washed, and a comfortable consciousness pervading her soul that she had fulfilled all Marilla’s requirements. As a matter of fact, however, she had forgotten to turn back the bedclothes.

Anne could clearly be capable when she wanted to be, because she was downstairs in just ten minutes, dressed neatly, her hair brushed and braided, her face washed, and feeling content knowing she had met all of Marilla's expectations. However, in reality, she had forgotten to straighten the bedclothes.

“I’m pretty hungry this morning,” she announced as she slipped into the chair Marilla placed for her. “The world doesn’t seem such a howling wilderness as it did last night. I’m so glad it’s a sunshiny morning. But I like rainy mornings real well, too. All sorts of mornings are interesting, don’t you think? You don’t know what’s going to happen through the day, and there’s so much scope for imagination. But I’m glad it’s not rainy today because it’s easier to be cheerful and bear up under affliction on a sunshiny day. I feel that I have a good deal to bear up under. It’s all very well to read about sorrows and imagine yourself living through them heroically, but it’s not so nice when you really come to have them, is it?”

“I’m pretty hungry this morning,” she said as she settled into the chair Marilla had placed for her. “The world doesn’t seem like such a wild, scary place as it did last night. I’m so glad it’s a sunny morning. But I really like rainy mornings too. All kinds of mornings are interesting, don’t you think? You never know what’s going to happen throughout the day, and there’s so much room for imagination. But I’m glad it’s not raining today because it’s easier to stay cheerful and cope with tough times on a sunny day. I feel like I have quite a bit to handle. It’s one thing to read about sorrows and imagine facing them heroically, but it’s a whole different story when you actually have to deal with them, isn’t it?”

“For pity’s sake hold your tongue,” said Marilla. “You talk entirely too much for a little girl.”

“For pity’s sake, be quiet,” said Marilla. “You talk way too much for a little girl.”

Thereupon Anne held her tongue so obediently and thoroughly that her continued silence made Marilla rather nervous, as if in the presence of something not exactly natural. Matthew also held his tongue,—but this was natural,—so that the meal was a very silent one.

Then, Anne stayed completely

As it progressed Anne became more and more abstracted, eating mechanically, with her big eyes fixed unswervingly and unseeingly on the sky outside the window. This made Marilla more nervous than ever; she had an uncomfortable feeling that while this odd child’s body might be there at the table her spirit was far away in some remote airy cloudland, borne aloft on the wings of imagination. Who would want such a child about the place?

As it went on, Anne became increasingly lost in thought, eating without paying attention, her large eyes staring blankly at the sky beyond the window. This made Marilla more anxious than ever; she felt uneasy, sensing that although this peculiar child’s body was present at the table, her mind was far away in some distant, fanciful realm, lifted high on the wings of imagination. Who would want a child like that around?

Yet Matthew wished to keep her, of all unaccountable things! Marilla felt that he wanted it just as much this morning as he had the night before, and that he would go on wanting it. That was Matthew’s way—take a whim into his head and cling to it with the most amazing silent persistency—a persistency ten times more potent and effectual in its very silence than if he had talked it out.

Yet Matthew wanted to keep her, of all things! Marilla sensed that he desired it just as much this morning as he had the night before, and that he would continue wanting it. That was Matthew’s way—he’d get an idea in his head and hold onto it with incredible silent determination—a determination ten times more powerful and effective in its silence than if he had discussed it openly.

When the meal was ended Anne came out of her reverie and offered to wash the dishes.

When the meal was done, Anne snapped out of her daydream and volunteered to wash the dishes.

“Can you wash dishes right?” asked Marilla distrustfully.

“Can you do the dishes properly?” asked Marilla skeptically.

“Pretty well. I’m better at looking after children, though. I’ve had so much experience at that. It’s such a pity you haven’t any here for me to look after.”

“Pretty good. I’m definitely better at taking care of kids, though. I’ve had tons of experience with that. It’s such a shame you don’t have any here for me to look after.”

“I don’t feel as if I wanted any more children to look after than I’ve got at present. You’re problem enough in all conscience. What’s to be done with you I don’t know. Matthew is a most ridiculous man.”

“I don’t feel like I want any more kids to take care of than I have right now. You’re plenty of trouble as it is. I don’t know what to do with you. Matthew is such a silly man.”

“I think he’s lovely,” said Anne reproachfully. “He is so very sympathetic. He didn’t mind how much I talked—he seemed to like it. I felt that he was a kindred spirit as soon as ever I saw him.”

“I think he’s great,” Anne said with a hint of disappointment. “He’s really understanding. He didn’t care how much I talked—he seemed to enjoy it. I felt like he was a kindred spirit the moment I saw him.”

“You’re both queer enough, if that’s what you mean by kindred spirits,” said Marilla with a sniff. “Yes, you may wash the dishes. Take plenty of hot water, and be sure you dry them well. I’ve got enough to attend to this morning for I’ll have to drive over to White Sands in the afternoon and see Mrs. Spencer. You’ll come with me and we’ll settle what’s to be done with you. After you’ve finished the dishes go up-stairs and make your bed.”

“You’re both strange enough, if that’s what you mean by kindred spirits,” Marilla said with a sniff. “Yes, you can wash the dishes. Use plenty of hot water, and make sure you dry them well. I have a lot to take care of this morning because I’ll need to drive over to White Sands in the afternoon to see Mrs. Spencer. You’ll come with me, and we’ll figure out what to do with you. After you finish the dishes, go upstairs and make your bed.”

Anne washed the dishes deftly enough, as Marilla, who kept a sharp eye on the process, discerned. Later on she made her bed less successfully, for she had never learned the art of wrestling with a feather tick. But it was done somehow and smoothed down; and then Marilla, to get rid of her, told her she might go out-of-doors and amuse herself until dinnertime.

Anne washed the dishes skillfully enough, as Marilla, who was keeping a close eye on her, noticed. Later, she made her bed less effectively, since she had never mastered the technique of dealing with a feather mattress. But it was somehow done and smoothed out; then Marilla, wanting to get her out of the way, told her she could go outside and entertain herself until dinner.

Anne flew to the door, face alight, eyes glowing. On the very threshold she stopped short, wheeled about, came back and sat down by the table, light and glow as effectually blotted out as if some one had clapped an extinguisher on her.

Anne rushed to the door, her face bright and her eyes shining. Right at the entrance, she suddenly stopped, turned around, returned, and sat down at the table, her light and energy completely extinguished as if someone had put a lid on her.

“What’s the matter now?” demanded Marilla.

"What's wrong now?" Marilla asked.

“I don’t dare go out,” said Anne, in the tone of a martyr relinquishing all earthly joys. “If I can’t stay here there is no use in my loving Green Gables. And if I go out there and get acquainted with all those trees and flowers and the orchard and the brook I’ll not be able to help loving it. It’s hard enough now, so I won’t make it any harder. I want to go out so much—everything seems to be calling to me, ‘Anne, Anne, come out to us. Anne, Anne, we want a playmate’—but it’s better not. There is no use in loving things if you have to be torn from them, is there? And it’s so hard to keep from loving things, isn’t it? That was why I was so glad when I thought I was going to live here. I thought I’d have so many things to love and nothing to hinder me. But that brief dream is over. I am resigned to my fate now, so I don’t think I’ll go out for fear I’ll get unresigned again. What is the name of that geranium on the window-sill, please?”

“I can’t even go outside,” said Anne, sounding like a martyr giving up all earthly pleasures. “If I can’t stay here, then there’s no point in my loving Green Gables. And if I go out there and get to know all those trees and flowers and the orchard and the brook, I won’t be able to help but love it. It’s tough enough already, so I won’t make it harder on myself. I really want to go out—everything feels like it’s calling to me, ‘Anne, Anne, come out to us. Anne, Anne, we want a playmate’—but it’s better not to. There’s no point in loving things if you have to be ripped away from them, right? And it’s so hard not to love things, isn’t it? That’s why I was so happy when I thought I was going to live here. I thought there would be so many things to love and nothing stopping me. But that short dream is over. I’ve accepted my fate now, so I don’t think I’ll go outside for fear I’ll feel that longing again. What’s the name of that geranium on the window-sill, please?”

“That’s the apple-scented geranium.”

"That's the apple-scented geranium."

“Oh, I don’t mean that sort of a name. I mean just a name you gave it yourself. Didn’t you give it a name? May I give it one then? May I call it—let me see—Bonny would do—may I call it Bonny while I’m here? Oh, do let me!”

“Oh, I don’t mean that kind of name. I mean a name you came up with yourself. Didn’t you name it? Can I give it a name then? How about I call it—let me think—Bonny would work—can I call it Bonny while I’m here? Oh, please let me!”

“Goodness, I don’t care. But where on earth is the sense of naming a geranium?”

“Honestly, I don’t care. But what’s the point of naming a geranium?”

“Oh, I like things to have handles even if they are only geraniums. It makes them seem more like people. How do you know but that it hurts a geranium’s feelings just to be called a geranium and nothing else? You wouldn’t like to be called nothing but a woman all the time. Yes, I shall call it Bonny. I named that cherry-tree outside my bedroom window this morning. I called it Snow Queen because it was so white. Of course, it won’t always be in blossom, but one can imagine that it is, can’t one?”

“Oh, I like things to have handles even if they’re just geraniums. It makes them feel more human. How do you know it doesn’t hurt a geranium’s feelings to just be called a geranium and nothing more? You wouldn’t like to be called nothing but a woman all the time. Yes, I’m going to call it Bonny. I named that cherry tree outside my bedroom window this morning. I called it Snow Queen because it was so white. Of course, it won’t always be in bloom, but you can imagine it is, right?”

“I never in all my life saw or heard anything to equal her,” muttered Marilla, beating a retreat down to the cellar after potatoes. “She is kind of interesting, as Matthew says. I can feel already that I’m wondering what on earth she’ll say next. She’ll be casting a spell over me, too. She’s cast it over Matthew. That look he gave me when he went out said everything he said or hinted last night over again. I wish he was like other men and would talk things out. A body could answer back then and argue him into reason. But what’s to be done with a man who just looks?

“I’ve never seen or heard anything like her in my life,” muttered Marilla, retreating to the cellar for potatoes. “She really is interesting, just like Matthew said. I can already feel that I'm curious about what she’ll say next. She’s going to cast a spell on me too. She’s already done it to Matthew. The look he gave me when he went out said everything he hinted at last night all over again. I wish he were more like other men and would actually talk things out. Then I could respond and argue him into reason. But what can you do with a man who just looks?”

Anne had relapsed into reverie, with her chin in her hands and her eyes on the sky, when Marilla returned from her cellar pilgrimage. There Marilla left her until the early dinner was on the table.

Anne had drifted back into daydreaming, resting her chin in her hands and gazing at the sky, when Marilla came back from her trip to the cellar. Marilla left her like that until early dinner was ready on the table.

“I suppose I can have the mare and buggy this afternoon, Matthew?” said Marilla.

“I guess I can have the mare and buggy this afternoon, Matthew?” said Marilla.

Matthew nodded and looked wistfully at Anne. Marilla intercepted the look and said grimly:

Matthew nodded and glanced sadly at Anne. Marilla caught the look and said sternly:

“I’m going to drive over to White Sands and settle this thing. I’ll take Anne with me and Mrs. Spencer will probably make arrangements to send her back to Nova Scotia at once. I’ll set your tea out for you and I’ll be home in time to milk the cows.”

"I'm going to drive over to White Sands and take care of this. I’ll bring Anne along, and Mrs. Spencer will probably arrange to send her back to Nova Scotia right away. I’ll put your tea out for you, and I’ll be home in time to milk the cows."

Still Matthew said nothing and Marilla had a sense of having wasted words and breath. There is nothing more aggravating than a man who won’t talk back—unless it is a woman who won’t.

Still, Matthew said nothing, and Marilla felt like she had wasted her words and breath. There's nothing more frustrating than a man who won't respond—unless it's a woman who won't.

Matthew hitched the sorrel into the buggy in due time and Marilla and Anne set off. Matthew opened the yard gate for them and as they drove slowly through, he said, to nobody in particular as it seemed:

Matthew hitched the chestnut horse to the buggy on time, and Marilla and Anne set off. Matthew opened the yard gate for them, and as they drove slowly through, he remarked, seemingly to no one in particular:

“Little Jerry Buote from the Creek was here this morning, and I told him I guessed I’d hire him for the summer.”

“Little Jerry Buote from the Creek was here this morning, and I told him I thought I’d hire him for the summer.”

Marilla made no reply, but she hit the unlucky sorrel such a vicious clip with the whip that the fat mare, unused to such treatment, whizzed indignantly down the lane at an alarming pace. Marilla looked back once as the buggy bounced along and saw that aggravating Matthew leaning over the gate, looking wistfully after them.

Marilla didn't respond, but she struck the unlucky sorrel with the whip so hard that the plump mare, not used to being treated that way, shot angrily down the lane at a shocking speed. Marilla glanced back once as the buggy jostled along and saw that annoying Matthew leaning over the gate, watching them with a longing expression.


CHAPTER V.
Anne’s History

DO you know,” said Anne confidentially, “I’ve made up my mind to enjoy this drive. It’s been my experience that you can nearly always enjoy things if you make up your mind firmly that you will. Of course, you must make it up firmly. I am not going to think about going back to the asylum while we’re having our drive. I’m just going to think about the drive. Oh, look, there’s one little early wild rose out! Isn’t it lovely? Don’t you think it must be glad to be a rose? Wouldn’t it be nice if roses could talk? I’m sure they could tell us such lovely things. And isn’t pink the most bewitching color in the world? I love it, but I can’t wear it. Redheaded people can’t wear pink, not even in imagination. Did you ever know of anybody whose hair was red when she was young, but got to be another color when she grew up?”

Do you know,” Anne said confidentially, “I’ve decided to enjoy this drive. I’ve found that if you firmly decide to enjoy something, you usually can. Of course, you really have to commit to that decision. I’m not going to think about going back to the asylum while we’re out here. I’m just going to focus on the drive. Oh, look, there’s a little early wild rose blooming! Isn’t it beautiful? Don’t you think it must be happy being a rose? Wouldn’t it be nice if roses could talk? I’m sure they would have such wonderful things to say. And isn’t pink the most enchanting color in the world? I love it, but I can’t wear it. Redheads can’t wear pink, not even in their imagination. Have you ever known anyone who had red hair as a kid but ended up with a different color when they grew up?”

“No, I don’t know as I ever did,” said Marilla mercilessly, “and I shouldn’t think it likely to happen in your case either.”

“No, I don’t think I ever did,” said Marilla sharply, “and I wouldn’t expect it to happen in your case either.”

Anne sighed.

Anne let out a sigh.

“Well, that is another hope gone. ‘My life is a perfect graveyard of buried hopes.’ That’s a sentence I read in a book once, and I say it over to comfort myself whenever I’m disappointed in anything.”

"Well, that’s another hope lost. 'My life is a perfect graveyard of buried hopes.' That’s a line I read in a book once, and I remind myself of it to feel better whenever I’m let down by something."

“I don’t see where the comforting comes in myself,” said Marilla.

“I don’t see where the comfort is myself,” said Marilla.

“Why, because it sounds so nice and romantic, just as if I were a heroine in a book, you know. I am so fond of romantic things, and a graveyard full of buried hopes is about as romantic a thing as one can imagine, isn’t it? I’m rather glad I have one. Are we going across the Lake of Shining Waters today?”

“Why, because it sounds so nice and romantic, just like I’m a heroine in a book, you know. I really love romantic things, and a graveyard full of buried hopes is about as romantic as it gets, isn’t it? I’m actually glad I have one. Are we going across the Lake of Shining Waters today?”

“We’re not going over Barry’s pond, if that’s what you mean by your Lake of Shining Waters. We’re going by the shore road.”

“We're not going over Barry's pond if that's what you mean by your Lake of Shining Waters. We're taking the shore road.”

“Shore road sounds nice,” said Anne dreamily. “Is it as nice as it sounds? Just when you said ‘shore road’ I saw it in a picture in my mind, as quick as that! And White Sands is a pretty name, too; but I don’t like it as well as Avonlea. Avonlea is a lovely name. It just sounds like music. How far is it to White Sands?”

“Shore road sounds great,” Anne said dreamily. “Is it as nice as it sounds? The moment you said ‘shore road,’ I pictured it in my mind, just like that! And White Sands is a pretty name too, but I don’t like it as much as Avonlea. Avonlea is a beautiful name. It just sounds like music. How far is it to White Sands?”

“It’s five miles; and as you’re evidently bent on talking you might as well talk to some purpose by telling me what you know about yourself.”

“It’s five miles, so since you clearly want to talk, you might as well make it worthwhile by telling me what you know about yourself.”

“Oh, what I know about myself isn’t really worth telling,” said Anne eagerly. “If you’ll only let me tell you what I imagine about myself you’ll think it ever so much more interesting.”

“Oh, what I know about myself isn’t really worth sharing,” said Anne eagerly. “If you’ll just let me tell you what I imagine about myself, you’ll find it way more interesting.”

“No, I don’t want any of your imaginings. Just you stick to bald facts. Begin at the beginning. Where were you born and how old are you?”

“No, I don’t want any of your fantasies. Just stick to the facts. Start from the beginning. Where were you born and how old are you?”

“I was eleven last March,” said Anne, resigning herself to bald facts with a little sigh. “And I was born in Bolingbroke, Nova Scotia. My father’s name was Walter Shirley, and he was a teacher in the Bolingbroke High School. My mother’s name was Bertha Shirley. Aren’t Walter and Bertha lovely names? I’m so glad my parents had nice names. It would be a real disgrace to have a father named—well, say Jedediah, wouldn’t it?”

“I turned eleven last March,” said Anne, accepting the facts with a small sigh. “I was born in Bolingbroke, Nova Scotia. My dad’s name was Walter Shirley, and he was a teacher at Bolingbroke High School. My mom’s name was Bertha Shirley. Aren’t Walter and Bertha nice names? I’m really glad my parents had good names. It would be such a shame to have a dad named—well, let’s say Jedediah, wouldn’t it?”

“I guess it doesn’t matter what a person’s name is as long as he behaves himself,” said Marilla, feeling herself called upon to inculcate a good and useful moral.

“I guess it doesn’t matter what a person’s name is as long as he behaves himself,” said Marilla, feeling the need to teach a good and useful lesson.

“Well, I don’t know.” Anne looked thoughtful. “I read in a book once that a rose by any other name would smell as sweet, but I’ve never been able to believe it. I don’t believe a rose would be as nice if it was called a thistle or a skunk cabbage. I suppose my father could have been a good man even if he had been called Jedediah; but I’m sure it would have been a cross. Well, my mother was a teacher in the High School, too, but when she married father she gave up teaching, of course. A husband was enough responsibility. Mrs. Thomas said that they were a pair of babies and as poor as church mice. They went to live in a weeny-teeny little yellow house in Bolingbroke. I’ve never seen that house, but I’ve imagined it thousands of times. I think it must have had honeysuckle over the parlor window and lilacs in the front yard and lilies of the valley just inside the gate. Yes, and muslin curtains in all the windows. Muslin curtains give a house such an air. I was born in that house. Mrs. Thomas said I was the homeliest baby she ever saw, I was so scrawny and tiny and nothing but eyes, but that mother thought I was perfectly beautiful. I should think a mother would be a better judge than a poor woman who came in to scrub, wouldn’t you? I’m glad she was satisfied with me anyhow; I would feel so sad if I thought I was a disappointment to her—because she didn’t live very long after that, you see. She died of fever when I was just three months old. I do wish she’d lived long enough for me to remember calling her mother. I think it would be so sweet to say ‘mother,’ don’t you? And father died four days afterwards from fever too. That left me an orphan and folks were at their wits’ end, so Mrs. Thomas said, what to do with me. You see, nobody wanted me even then. It seems to be my fate. Father and mother had both come from places far away and it was well known they hadn’t any relatives living. Finally Mrs. Thomas said she’d take me, though she was poor and had a drunken husband. She brought me up by hand. Do you know if there is anything in being brought up by hand that ought to make people who are brought up that way better than other people? Because whenever I was naughty Mrs. Thomas would ask me how I could be such a bad girl when she had brought me up by hand—reproachful-like.

“Well, I don’t know.” Anne looked thoughtful. “I read in a book once that a rose by any other name would smell as sweet, but I’ve never been able to believe that. I don’t think a rose would be as nice if it was called a thistle or a skunk cabbage. I guess my dad could have been a good man even if he had been called Jedediah; but I’m sure it would have been a struggle. My mom was a teacher in high school too, but when she married my dad, she gave up teaching, of course. A husband was enough responsibility. Mrs. Thomas said they were a couple of kids and as poor as church mice. They moved into a tiny little yellow house in Bolingbroke. I’ve never seen that house, but I’ve imagined it thousands of times. I think it must have had honeysuckle over the parlor window and lilacs in the front yard and lilies of the valley just inside the gate. Yes, and muslin curtains in all the windows. Muslin curtains give a house such a nice vibe. I was born in that house. Mrs. Thomas said I was the ugliest baby she ever saw, I was so scrawny and tiny and nothing but eyes, but my mom thought I was perfectly beautiful. I’d think a mother would be a better judge than a poor woman who came in to clean, wouldn’t you? I’m glad she was happy with me anyway; I’d feel so sad if I thought I was a disappointment to her—because she didn’t live very long after that, you see. She died of fever when I was just three months old. I really wish she’d lived long enough for me to remember calling her ‘Mom.’ I think it would be so sweet to say ‘Mom,’ don’t you? And my dad died four days later from fever too. That left me an orphan and people were at their wits’ end, so Mrs. Thomas said, about what to do with me. You see, nobody wanted me even then. It seems to be my fate. My parents both came from far away places and it was well known they didn’t have any relatives living. Finally, Mrs. Thomas said she’d take me, even though she was poor and had a drunk husband. She raised me herself. Do you know if there’s anything about being raised by hand that should make people who were raised that way better than others? Because whenever I was naughty, Mrs. Thomas would ask me how I could be such a bad girl when she had raised me by hand—like it was a reproach.

“Mr. and Mrs. Thomas moved away from Bolingbroke to Marysville, and I lived with them until I was eight years old. I helped look after the Thomas children—there were four of them younger than me—and I can tell you they took a lot of looking after. Then Mr. Thomas was killed falling under a train and his mother offered to take Mrs. Thomas and the children, but she didn’t want me. Mrs. Thomas was at her wits’ end, so she said, what to do with me. Then Mrs. Hammond from up the river came down and said she’d take me, seeing I was handy with children, and I went up the river to live with her in a little clearing among the stumps. It was a very lonesome place. I’m sure I could never have lived there if I hadn’t had an imagination. Mr. Hammond worked a little sawmill up there, and Mrs. Hammond had eight children. She had twins three times. I like babies in moderation, but twins three times in succession is too much. I told Mrs. Hammond so firmly, when the last pair came. I used to get so dreadfully tired carrying them about.

Mr. and Mrs. Thomas moved from Bolingbroke to Marysville, and I lived with them until I was eight years old. I helped take care of the Thomas kids—there were four of them younger than me—and I can tell you they needed a lot of watching. Then Mr. Thomas was killed after falling under a train, and his mother offered to take Mrs. Thomas and the kids, but she didn’t want me. Mrs. Thomas was at her wit's end, unsure of what to do with me. Then Mrs. Hammond from up the river came down and said she’d take me in because I was good with kids, so I went up the river to live with her in a little clearing among the stumps. It was a really lonely place. I’m sure I could never have survived there without my imagination. Mr. Hammond ran a small sawmill up there, and Mrs. Hammond had eight kids. She had twins three times. I like babies in moderation, but having twins three times in a row is just too much. I told Mrs. Hammond so firmly when the last pair arrived. I used to get so incredibly tired carrying them around.

“I lived up river with Mrs. Hammond over two years, and then Mr. Hammond died and Mrs. Hammond broke up housekeeping. She divided her children among her relatives and went to the States. I had to go to the asylum at Hopeton, because nobody would take me. They didn’t want me at the asylum, either; they said they were overcrowded as it was. But they had to take me and I was there four months until Mrs. Spencer came.”

“I lived upstream with Mrs. Hammond for over two years, and then Mr. Hammond passed away and Mrs. Hammond decided to close up the house. She split her children among her relatives and went to the States. I had to go to the asylum in Hopeton because no one wanted to take me in. They didn’t want me at the asylum either; they said they were already overcrowded. But they had to take me in, and I was there for four months until Mrs. Spencer came.”

Anne finished up with another sigh, of relief this time. Evidently she did not like talking about her experiences in a world that had not wanted her.

Anne let out another sigh, this one of relief. Clearly, she wasn't comfortable discussing her experiences in a world that hadn't welcomed her.

“Did you ever go to school?” demanded Marilla, turning the sorrel mare down the shore road.

“Did you ever go to school?” Marilla asked, steering the chestnut mare down the shore road.

“Not a great deal. I went a little the last year I stayed with Mrs. Thomas. When I went up river we were so far from a school that I couldn’t walk it in winter and there was vacation in summer, so I could only go in the spring and fall. But of course I went while I was at the asylum. I can read pretty well and I know ever so many pieces of poetry off by heart—‘The Battle of Hohenlinden’ and ‘Edinburgh after Flodden,’ and ‘Bingen on the Rhine,’ and lots of the ‘Lady of the Lake’ and most of ‘The Seasons,’ by James Thompson. Don’t you just love poetry that gives you a crinkly feeling up and down your back? There is a piece in the Fifth Reader—‘The Downfall of Poland’—that is just full of thrills. Of course, I wasn’t in the Fifth Reader—I was only in the Fourth—but the big girls used to lend me theirs to read.”

“Not a lot. I went a bit the last year I stayed with Mrs. Thomas. When I went up the river, we were so far from a school that I couldn’t walk there in winter, and summer was vacation, so I could only go in the spring and fall. But of course, I went while I was at the asylum. I can read pretty well, and I know a lot of poetry by heart—‘The Battle of Hohenlinden,’ ‘Edinburgh after Flodden,’ ‘Bingen on the Rhine,’ and many parts of ‘The Lady of the Lake’ and most of ‘The Seasons’ by James Thompson. Don’t you just love poetry that gives you a shiver down your spine? There’s a piece in the Fifth Reader—‘The Downfall of Poland’—that is just full of excitement. Of course, I wasn’t in the Fifth Reader—I was only in the Fourth—but the older girls used to lend me theirs to read.”

“Were those women—Mrs. Thomas and Mrs. Hammond—good to you?” asked Marilla, looking at Anne out of the corner of her eye.

“Were those women—Mrs. Thomas and Mrs. Hammond—nice to you?” asked Marilla, glancing at Anne out of the corner of her eye.

“O-o-o-h,” faltered Anne. Her sensitive little face suddenly flushed scarlet and embarrassment sat on her brow. “Oh, they meant to be—I know they meant to be just as good and kind as possible. And when people mean to be good to you, you don’t mind very much when they’re not quite—always. They had a good deal to worry them, you know. It’s very trying to have a drunken husband, you see; and it must be very trying to have twins three times in succession, don’t you think? But I feel sure they meant to be good to me.”

“Oh, no,” Anne faltered. Her delicate little face suddenly turned bright red, and embarrassment showed on her forehead. “Oh, they really meant well—I know they intended to be as good and kind as possible. And when people really try to be good to you, you don’t mind too much when they’re not perfect—sometimes. They had a lot on their minds, you know. It’s really hard to deal with a drunken husband, you see; and it must be extremely challenging to have twins three times in a row, don’t you think? But I truly believe they meant to be good to me.”

Marilla asked no more questions. Anne gave herself up to a silent rapture over the shore road and Marilla guided the sorrel abstractedly while she pondered deeply. Pity was suddenly stirring in her heart for the child. What a starved, unloved life she had had—a life of drudgery and poverty and neglect; for Marilla was shrewd enough to read between the lines of Anne’s history and divine the truth. No wonder she had been so delighted at the prospect of a real home. It was a pity she had to be sent back. What if she, Marilla, should indulge Matthew’s unaccountable whim and let her stay? He was set on it; and the child seemed a nice, teachable little thing.

Marilla didn’t ask any more questions. Anne lost herself in a silent joy over the shore road while Marilla guided the sorrel, lost in thought. Suddenly, she felt a rush of pity for the girl. What a deprived, unloved life she had endured—a life of hard work, poverty, and neglect; Marilla was smart enough to read between the lines of Anne’s story and see the truth. It wasn’t surprising that she had been so excited about the idea of a real home. It was unfortunate that she had to go back. What if Marilla decided to indulge Matthew’s strange wish and let her stay? He was determined; and the girl seemed sweet and eager to learn.

“She’s got too much to say,” thought Marilla, “but she might be trained out of that. And there’s nothing rude or slangy in what she does say. She’s ladylike. It’s likely her people were nice folks.”

"She talks too much," thought Marilla, "but that could be trained out of her. And there’s nothing rude or slangy in what she says. She has good manners. It’s likely her family were nice people."

The shore road was “woodsy and wild and lonesome.” On the right hand, scrub firs, their spirits quite unbroken by long years of tussle with the gulf winds, grew thickly. On the left were the steep red sandstone cliffs, so near the track in places that a mare of less steadiness than the sorrel might have tried the nerves of the people behind her. Down at the base of the cliffs were heaps of surf-worn rocks or little sandy coves inlaid with pebbles as with ocean jewels; beyond lay the sea, shimmering and blue, and over it soared the gulls, their pinions flashing silvery in the sunlight.

The shore road was “woodsy, wild, and lonely.” On the right side, scrub firs, undaunted by years of battling the gulf winds, grew thickly. On the left were steep red sandstone cliffs, so close to the path in some spots that a less steady mare than the sorrel might have tested the nerves of the people behind her. At the base of the cliffs were piles of weathered rocks or small sandy coves dotted with pebbles like ocean jewels; beyond stretched the sea, shimmering and blue, with gulls soaring overhead, their wings flashing silver in the sunlight.

“Isn’t the sea wonderful?” said Anne, rousing from a long, wide-eyed silence. “Once, when I lived in Marysville, Mr. Thomas hired an express wagon and took us all to spend the day at the shore ten miles away. I enjoyed every moment of that day, even if I had to look after the children all the time. I lived it over in happy dreams for years. But this shore is nicer than the Marysville shore. Aren’t those gulls splendid? Would you like to be a gull? I think I would—that is, if I couldn’t be a human girl. Don’t you think it would be nice to wake up at sunrise and swoop down over the water and away out over that lovely blue all day; and then at night to fly back to one’s nest? Oh, I can just imagine myself doing it. What big house is that just ahead, please?”

“Isn’t the ocean amazing?” Anne said, snapping out of a long, wide-eyed silence. “Once, when I lived in Marysville, Mr. Thomas rented a wagon and took us all to spend the day at the beach ten miles away. I loved every moment of that day, even though I had to take care of the kids the whole time. I replayed it in happy dreams for years. But this beach is nicer than the Marysville beach. Aren’t those seagulls gorgeous? Would you want to be a seagull? I think I would—if I couldn’t be a human girl. Don’t you think it would be great to wake up at sunrise, soar over the water, and glide over that beautiful blue all day? Then at night, fly back to my nest? Oh, I can totally picture myself doing that. What big house is that just ahead, by the way?”

“That’s the White Sands Hotel. Mr. Kirke runs it, but the season hasn’t begun yet. There are heaps of Americans come there for the summer. They think this shore is just about right.”

"That’s the White Sands Hotel. Mr. Kirke manages it, but the season hasn’t started yet. Lots of Americans come here for the summer. They think this beach is just perfect."

“I was afraid it might be Mrs. Spencer’s place,” said Anne mournfully. “I don’t want to get there. Somehow, it will seem like the end of everything.”

“I was worried it might be Mrs. Spencer’s place,” said Anne sadly. “I don’t want to go there. It just feels like it will mark the end of everything.”


CHAPTER VI.
Marilla Makes Up Her Mind

GET there they did, however, in due season. Mrs. Spencer lived in a big yellow house at White Sands Cove, and she came to the door with surprise and welcome mingled on her benevolent face.

GOT there they did, however, eventually. Mrs. Spencer lived in a large yellow house at White Sands Cove and greeted them at the door with a mix of surprise and warmth on her kind face.

“Dear, dear,” she exclaimed, “you’re the last folks I was looking for today, but I’m real glad to see you. You’ll put your horse in? And how are you, Anne?”

“Wow,” she said, “you’re the last people I expected to see today, but I’m really happy to see you. Are you going to put your horse away? And how are you, Anne?”

“I’m as well as can be expected, thank you,” said Anne smilelessly. A blight seemed to have descended on her.

“I’m doing as well as can be expected, thank you,” said Anne, without a smile. A darkness seemed to have fallen over her.

“I suppose we’ll stay a little while to rest the mare,” said Marilla, “but I promised Matthew I’d be home early. The fact is, Mrs. Spencer, there’s been a queer mistake somewhere, and I’ve come over to see where it is. We sent word, Matthew and I, for you to bring us a boy from the asylum. We told your brother Robert to tell you we wanted a boy ten or eleven years old.”

“I guess we’ll stay for a bit to give the mare a break,” said Marilla, “but I promised Matthew I’d be home early. The truth is, Mrs. Spencer, there’s been a strange mix-up, and I came over to figure out what happened. Matthew and I sent a message for you to bring us a boy from the asylum. We told your brother Robert to let you know we wanted a boy who’s ten or eleven years old.”

“Marilla Cuthbert, you don’t say so!” said Mrs. Spencer in distress. “Why, Robert sent word down by his daughter Nancy and she said you wanted a girl—didn’t she, Flora Jane?” appealing to her daughter who had come out to the steps.

“Marilla Cuthbert, is that really true?” Mrs. Spencer said, upset. “Well, Robert had his daughter Nancy send the message, and she said you wanted a girl—didn’t she, Flora Jane?” she appealed to her daughter, who had come out to the steps.

“She certainly did, Miss Cuthbert,” corroborated Flora Jane earnestly.

“She definitely did, Miss Cuthbert,” confirmed Flora Jane sincerely.

“I’m dreadful sorry,” said Mrs. Spencer. “It’s too bad; but it certainly wasn’t my fault, you see, Miss Cuthbert. I did the best I could and I thought I was following your instructions. Nancy is a terrible flighty thing. I’ve often had to scold her well for her heedlessness.”

“I’m really sorry,” said Mrs. Spencer. “It’s unfortunate; but it definitely wasn’t my fault, you see, Miss Cuthbert. I did my best and I thought I was following your instructions. Nancy is a really scatterbrained person. I’ve often had to scold her for her carelessness.”

“It was our own fault,” said Marilla resignedly. “We should have come to you ourselves and not left an important message to be passed along by word of mouth in that fashion. Anyhow, the mistake has been made and the only thing to do now is to set it right. Can we send the child back to the asylum? I suppose they’ll take her back, won’t they?”

“It was our own fault,” Marilla said with a sigh. “We should have come to you ourselves instead of relying on someone else to pass along such an important message. Anyway, the mistake has happened, and all we can do now is correct it. Can we send the child back to the asylum? I guess they’ll take her back, right?”

“I suppose so,” said Mrs. Spencer thoughtfully, “but I don’t think it will be necessary to send her back. Mrs. Peter Blewett was up here yesterday, and she was saying to me how much she wished she’d sent by me for a little girl to help her. Mrs. Peter has a large family, you know, and she finds it hard to get help. Anne will be the very girl for her. I call it positively providential.”

“I guess so,” Mrs. Spencer said thoughtfully, “but I don’t think we need to send her back. Mrs. Peter Blewett was here yesterday, and she told me how much she wished she had asked me for a little girl to help her. Mrs. Peter has a big family, you know, and she struggles to find help. Anne will be the perfect fit for her. I think it’s definitely providential.”

Marilla did not look as if she thought Providence had much to do with the matter. Here was an unexpectedly good chance to get this unwelcome orphan off her hands, and she did not even feel grateful for it.

Marilla didn't seem to believe that fate had much to do with the situation. This was an unexpectedly good opportunity to get rid of this unwanted orphan, and she didn't even feel thankful for it.

She knew Mrs. Peter Blewett only by sight as a small, shrewish-faced woman without an ounce of superfluous flesh on her bones. But she had heard of her. “A terrible worker and driver,” Mrs. Peter was said to be; and discharged servant girls told fearsome tales of her temper and stinginess, and her family of pert, quarrelsome children. Marilla felt a qualm of conscience at the thought of handing Anne over to her tender mercies.

She only recognized Mrs. Peter Blewett as a small, sharp-faced woman with no extra flesh on her bones. But she had heard stories about her. “She's a really tough boss,” people said; and fired maids shared scary stories about her temper and how stingy she was, along with her family of cheeky, argumentative kids. Marilla felt a twinge of guilt at the idea of putting Anne in her care.

“Well, I’ll go in and we’ll talk the matter over,” she said.

“Well, I’ll go in and we’ll discuss the issue,” she said.

“And if there isn’t Mrs. Peter coming up the lane this blessed minute!” exclaimed Mrs. Spencer, bustling her guests through the hall into the parlor, where a deadly chill struck on them as if the air had been strained so long through dark green, closely drawn blinds that it had lost every particle of warmth it had ever possessed. “That is real lucky, for we can settle the matter right away. Take the armchair, Miss Cuthbert. Anne, you sit here on the ottoman and don’t wriggle. Let me take your hats. Flora Jane, go out and put the kettle on. Good afternoon, Mrs. Blewett. We were just saying how fortunate it was you happened along. Let me introduce you two ladies. Mrs. Blewett, Miss Cuthbert. Please excuse me for just a moment. I forgot to tell Flora Jane to take the buns out of the oven.”

“And wouldn’t you know it, here comes Mrs. Peter up the lane this very minute!” exclaimed Mrs. Spencer, ushering her guests through the hall into the parlor, where a chilling air hit them as if it had been squeezed through dark green, tightly drawn blinds and lost all its warmth. “This is perfect timing because we can sort everything out right now. Take the armchair, Miss Cuthbert. Anne, you sit here on the ottoman and don’t squirm. Let me take your hats. Flora Jane, go out and put the kettle on. Good afternoon, Mrs. Blewett. We were just saying how lucky it is that you showed up. Let me introduce you two ladies. Mrs. Blewett, Miss Cuthbert. Please excuse me for a moment; I just remembered I need to tell Flora Jane to take the buns out of the oven.”

Mrs. Spencer whisked away, after pulling up the blinds. Anne, sitting mutely on the ottoman, with her hands clasped tightly in her lap, stared at Mrs. Blewett as one fascinated. Was she to be given into the keeping of this sharp-faced, sharp-eyed woman? She felt a lump coming up in her throat and her eyes smarted painfully. She was beginning to be afraid she couldn’t keep the tears back when Mrs. Spencer returned, flushed and beaming, quite capable of taking any and every difficulty, physical, mental or spiritual, into consideration and settling it out of hand.

Mrs. Spencer hurried out after pulling up the blinds. Anne, sitting silently on the ottoman with her hands tightly clasped in her lap, stared at Mrs. Blewett with fascination. Was she really going to be left in the care of this sharp-faced, sharp-eyed woman? She felt a lump rising in her throat, and her eyes stung painfully. She was starting to worry that she wouldn’t be able to hold back the tears when Mrs. Spencer returned, flushed and smiling, clearly capable of handling any and every challenge—whether physical, mental, or spiritual—immediately.

“It seems there’s been a mistake about this little girl, Mrs. Blewett,” she said. “I was under the impression that Mr. and Miss Cuthbert wanted a little girl to adopt. I was certainly told so. But it seems it was a boy they wanted. So if you’re still of the same mind you were yesterday, I think she’ll be just the thing for you.”

“It looks like there’s been a mix-up about this little girl, Mrs. Blewett,” she said. “I thought Mr. and Miss Cuthbert wanted to adopt a little girl. That’s definitely what I was told. But it turns out they wanted a boy. So if you still feel the same way you did yesterday, I think she’ll be perfect for you.”

Mrs. Blewett darted her eyes over Anne from head to foot.

Mrs. Blewett scanned Anne from head to toe.

“How old are you and what’s your name?” she demanded.

"How old are you and what's your name?" she asked.

“Anne Shirley,” faltered the shrinking child, not daring to make any stipulations regarding the spelling thereof, “and I’m eleven years old.”

“Anne Shirley,” the shy child hesitated, not daring to make any requests about how it was spelled, “and I’m eleven years old.”

“Humph! You don’t look as if there was much to you. But you’re wiry. I don’t know but the wiry ones are the best after all. Well, if I take you you’ll have to be a good girl, you know—good and smart and respectful. I’ll expect you to earn your keep, and no mistake about that. Yes, I suppose I might as well take her off your hands, Miss Cuthbert. The baby’s awful fractious, and I’m clean worn out attending to him. If you like I can take her right home now.”

"Humph! You don’t seem like you have much going for you. But you're tough. I guess the tough ones are the best after all. Well, if I take you, you’ll need to be a good girl, you know—good, smart, and respectful. I expect you to earn your keep, no question about that. Yes, I suppose I might as well take her off your hands, Miss Cuthbert. The baby’s really fussy, and I’m completely exhausted taking care of him. If you want, I can take her home right now."

Marilla looked at Anne and softened at sight of the child’s pale face with its look of mute misery—the misery of a helpless little creature who finds itself once more caught in the trap from which it had escaped. Marilla felt an uncomfortable conviction that, if she denied the appeal of that look, it would haunt her to her dying day. Moreover, she did not fancy Mrs. Blewett. To hand a sensitive, “highstrung” child over to such a woman! No, she could not take the responsibility of doing that!

Marilla looked at Anne and felt her heart soften at the sight of the child's pale face filled with silent sadness—the sadness of a defenseless little being who found itself trapped again after escaping. Marilla had a nagging feeling that if she ignored the plea in that look, it would haunt her for the rest of her life. Plus, she really didn’t like Mrs. Blewett. Handing a sensitive, “high-strung” child over to such a woman? No, she couldn’t take on that responsibility!

“Well, I don’t know,” she said slowly. “I didn’t say that Matthew and I had absolutely decided that we wouldn’t keep her. In fact, I may say that Matthew is disposed to keep her. I just came over to find out how the mistake had occurred. I think I’d better take her home again and talk it over with Matthew. I feel that I oughtn’t to decide on anything without consulting him. If we make up our mind not to keep her we’ll bring or send her over to you tomorrow night. If we don’t you may know that she is going to stay with us. Will that suit you, Mrs. Blewett?”

“Well, I don’t know,” she said slowly. “I didn’t say that Matthew and I had completely decided not to keep her. In fact, I should mention that Matthew is leaning towards keeping her. I just came over to find out how the mistake happened. I think I’d better take her home again and talk it over with Matthew. I feel like I shouldn’t decide anything without consulting him first. If we decide not to keep her, we’ll bring or send her over to you tomorrow night. If we do, you can know that she’s staying with us. Does that work for you, Mrs. Blewett?”

“I suppose it’ll have to,” said Mrs. Blewett ungraciously.

“I guess it has to,” Mrs. Blewett said rudely.

During Marilla’s speech a sunrise had been dawning on Anne’s face. First the look of despair faded out; then came a faint flush of hope; her eyes grew deep and bright as morning stars. The child was quite transfigured; and, a moment later, when Mrs. Spencer and Mrs. Blewett went out in quest of a recipe the latter had come to borrow, she sprang up and flew across the room to Marilla.

During Marilla’s speech, a sunrise was lighting up Anne’s face. First, the expression of despair disappeared; then a faint blush of hope appeared; her eyes grew deep and bright like morning stars. The child was completely transformed; and a moment later, when Mrs. Spencer and Mrs. Blewett left to find a recipe that the latter had come to borrow, she jumped up and ran across the room to Marilla.

“Oh, Miss Cuthbert, did you really say that perhaps you would let me stay at Green Gables?” she said, in a breathless whisper, as if speaking aloud might shatter the glorious possibility. “Did you really say it? Or did I only imagine that you did?”

“Oh, Miss Cuthbert, did you actually say that maybe you would let me stay at Green Gables?” she said, in a breathless whisper, as if just saying it out loud might ruin the wonderful possibility. “Did you really say that? Or did I just imagine it?”

“I think you’d better learn to control that imagination of yours, Anne, if you can’t distinguish between what is real and what isn’t,” said Marilla crossly. “Yes, you did hear me say just that and no more. It isn’t decided yet and perhaps we will conclude to let Mrs. Blewett take you after all. She certainly needs you much more than I do.”

“I think you really need to get a handle on that imagination of yours, Anne, if you can’t tell what’s real and what isn’t,” Marilla said sternly. “Yes, you heard me say exactly that and nothing more. It’s still not decided, and maybe we’ll end up letting Mrs. Blewett take you after all. She definitely needs you a lot more than I do.”

“I’d rather go back to the asylum than go to live with her,” said Anne passionately. “She looks exactly like a—like a gimlet.”

“I’d rather go back to the asylum than live with her,” said Anne passionately. “She looks exactly like a—like a gimlet.”

Marilla smothered a smile under the conviction that Anne must be reproved for such a speech.

Marilla held back a smile, convinced that Anne needed to be corrected for saying something like that.

“A little girl like you should be ashamed of talking so about a lady and a stranger,” she said severely. “Go back and sit down quietly and hold your tongue and behave as a good girl should.”

“A little girl like you should be ashamed for talking that way about a lady and a stranger,” she said sternly. “Go back, sit down quietly, keep your mouth shut, and act like a good girl should.”

“I’ll try to do and be anything you want me, if you’ll only keep me,” said Anne, returning meekly to her ottoman.

“I’ll try to be whatever you want me to be, if you just promise to keep me,” said Anne, returning quietly to her ottoman.

When they arrived back at Green Gables that evening Matthew met them in the lane. Marilla from afar had noted him prowling along it and guessed his motive. She was prepared for the relief she read in his face when he saw that she had at least brought Anne back with her. But she said nothing, to him, relative to the affair, until they were both out in the yard behind the barn milking the cows. Then she briefly told him Anne’s history and the result of the interview with Mrs. Spencer.

When they got back to Green Gables that evening, Matthew saw them in the lane. Marilla had noticed him wandering along from a distance and figured out why he was there. She expected the relief in his face when he saw that she had at least brought Anne back with her. But she didn't say anything to him about it until they were both in the yard behind the barn milking the cows. Then she quickly told him Anne’s story and what happened during the meeting with Mrs. Spencer.

“I wouldn’t give a dog I liked to that Blewett woman,” said Matthew with unusual vim.

“I wouldn’t give a dog I liked to that Blewett woman,” Matthew said with unusual energy.

“I don’t fancy her style myself,” admitted Marilla, “but it’s that or keeping her ourselves, Matthew. And, since you seem to want her, I suppose I’m willing—or have to be. I’ve been thinking over the idea until I’ve got kind of used to it. It seems a sort of duty. I’ve never brought up a child, especially a girl, and I dare say I’ll make a terrible mess of it. But I’ll do my best. So far as I’m concerned, Matthew, she may stay.”

“I don’t really like her style,” Marilla admitted, “but it’s either that or we keep her ourselves, Matthew. And since you seem to want her, I guess I’m willing—or have to be. I’ve been thinking about it until I’ve kind of gotten used to the idea. It feels like a sort of duty. I’ve never raised a child, especially a girl, and I’m sure I’ll mess it up pretty badly. But I’ll do my best. As far as I’m concerned, Matthew, she can stay.”

Matthew’s shy face was a glow of delight.

Matthew's shy face lit up with joy.

“Well now, I reckoned you’d come to see it in that light, Marilla,” he said. “She’s such an interesting little thing.”

“Well, I figured you’d see it that way, Marilla,” he said. “She’s such an interesting little character.”

“It’d be more to the point if you could say she was a useful little thing,” retorted Marilla, “but I’ll make it my business to see she’s trained to be that. And mind, Matthew, you’re not to go interfering with my methods. Perhaps an old maid doesn’t know much about bringing up a child, but I guess she knows more than an old bachelor. So you just leave me to manage her. When I fail it’ll be time enough to put your oar in.”

“It would be more accurate to say she was a helpful little thing,” Marilla shot back, “but I’ll take it upon myself to make sure she’s trained to be that. And listen, Matthew, don’t interfere with my methods. Maybe an old maid doesn’t know everything about raising a child, but I think she knows more than an old bachelor. So just let me handle her. If I mess up, then it’ll be time for you to step in.”

“There, there, Marilla, you can have your own way,” said Matthew reassuringly. “Only be as good and kind to her as you can without spoiling her. I kind of think she’s one of the sort you can do anything with if you only get her to love you.”

“There, there, Marilla, you can do it your way,” Matthew said comfortingly. “Just be as good and kind to her as you can without spoiling her. I really believe she’s the kind of person you can handle if you can just get her to love you.”

Marilla sniffed, to express her contempt for Matthew’s opinions concerning anything feminine, and walked off to the dairy with the pails.

Marilla sniffed to show her disdain for Matthew's views about anything feminine and walked off to the dairy with the buckets.

“I won’t tell her tonight that she can stay,” she reflected, as she strained the milk into the creamers. “She’d be so excited that she wouldn’t sleep a wink. Marilla Cuthbert, you’re fairly in for it. Did you ever suppose you’d see the day when you’d be adopting an orphan girl? It’s surprising enough; but not so surprising as that Matthew should be at the bottom of it, him that always seemed to have such a mortal dread of little girls. Anyhow, we’ve decided on the experiment and goodness only knows what will come of it.”

“I won't tell her tonight that she can stay,” she thought, as she poured the milk into the creamers. “She’d be so excited that she wouldn’t sleep at all. Marilla Cuthbert, you really got yourself into this. Did you ever think you’d see the day when you’d be adopting an orphan girl? It’s surprising enough; but not as surprising as Matthew being the one behind it, since he always seemed so scared of little girls. Anyway, we’ve decided to go for it, and goodness knows what will come of it.”


CHAPTER VII.
Anne Says Her Prayers

WHEN Marilla took Anne up to bed that night she said stiffly:

WHEN Marilla took Anne up to bed that night, she said firmly:

“Now, Anne, I noticed last night that you threw your clothes all about the floor when you took them off. That is a very untidy habit, and I can’t allow it at all. As soon as you take off any article of clothing fold it neatly and place it on the chair. I haven’t any use at all for little girls who aren’t neat.”

“Now, Anne, I noticed last night that you tossed your clothes all over the floor when you took them off. That’s a very messy habit, and I can’t allow it at all. As soon as you take off any piece of clothing, fold it neatly and put it on the chair. I have no use for little girls who aren’t tidy.”

“I was so harrowed up in my mind last night that I didn’t think about my clothes at all,” said Anne. “I’ll fold them nicely tonight. They always made us do that at the asylum. Half the time, though, I’d forget, I’d be in such a hurry to get into bed nice and quiet and imagine things.”

“I was so stressed out in my mind last night that I didn’t even think about my clothes,” said Anne. “I’ll fold them nicely tonight. They always made us do that at the asylum. Half the time, though, I’d forget because I was in such a hurry to get into bed quietly and daydream.”

“You’ll have to remember a little better if you stay here,” admonished Marilla. “There, that looks something like. Say your prayers now and get into bed.”

“You need to remember a bit better if you’re going to stay here,” Marilla said. “There, that looks more like it. Say your prayers now and get into bed.”

“I never say any prayers,” announced Anne.

“I never say any prayers,” Anne declared.

Marilla looked horrified astonishment.

Marilla looked in horrified astonishment.

“Why, Anne, what do you mean? Were you never taught to say your prayers? God always wants little girls to say their prayers. Don’t you know who God is, Anne?”

“Why, Anne, what do you mean? Were you never taught to say your prayers? God always wants little girls to say their prayers. Don’t you know who God is, Anne?”

“‘God is a spirit, infinite, eternal and unchangeable, in His being, wisdom, power, holiness, justice, goodness, and truth,’” responded Anne promptly and glibly.

“‘God is a spirit, infinite, eternal, and unchangeable in His being, wisdom, power, holiness, justice, goodness, and truth,’” Anne replied quickly and smoothly.

Marilla looked rather relieved.

Marilla looked quite relieved.

“So you do know something then, thank goodness! You’re not quite a heathen. Where did you learn that?”

“So you actually know something, thank goodness! You’re not totally lost. Where did you pick that up?”

“Oh, at the asylum Sunday-school. They made us learn the whole catechism. I liked it pretty well. There’s something splendid about some of the words. ‘Infinite, eternal and unchangeable.’ Isn’t that grand? It has such a roll to it—just like a big organ playing. You couldn’t quite call it poetry, I suppose, but it sounds a lot like it, doesn’t it?”

“Oh, at the asylum Sunday school. They made us learn the entire catechism. I liked it pretty well. There’s something impressive about some of the words. ‘Infinite, eternal, and unchangeable.’ Isn’t that amazing? It has such a rhythm to it—just like a big organ playing. You couldn’t really call it poetry, I guess, but it sounds a lot like it, doesn’t it?”

“We’re not talking about poetry, Anne—we are talking about saying your prayers. Don’t you know it’s a terrible wicked thing not to say your prayers every night? I’m afraid you are a very bad little girl.”

“We're not talking about poetry, Anne—we're talking about saying your prayers. Don’t you know it’s a really bad thing not to say your prayers every night? I'm afraid you're being a very naughty little girl.”

“You’d find it easier to be bad than good if you had red hair,” said Anne reproachfully. “People who haven’t red hair don’t know what trouble is. Mrs. Thomas told me that God made my hair red on purpose, and I’ve never cared about Him since. And anyhow I’d always be too tired at night to bother saying prayers. People who have to look after twins can’t be expected to say their prayers. Now, do you honestly think they can?”

“You’d find it easier to be bad than good if you had red hair,” Anne said with disappointment. “People without red hair don’t know what real trouble is. Mrs. Thomas told me that God made my hair red on purpose, and I haven’t cared about Him since. Plus, I’d always be too tired at night to bother saying my prayers. People who have to take care of twins can’t be expected to say their prayers. Now, do you really think they can?”

Marilla decided that Anne’s religious training must be begun at once. Plainly there was no time to be lost.

Marilla decided that Anne's religious training needed to start immediately. Clearly, there was no time to waste.

“You must say your prayers while you are under my roof, Anne.”

“You need to say your prayers while you're in my house, Anne.”

“Why, of course, if you want me to,” assented Anne cheerfully. “I’d do anything to oblige you. But you’ll have to tell me what to say for this once. After I get into bed I’ll imagine out a real nice prayer to say always. I believe that it will be quite interesting, now that I come to think of it.”

“Sure, if you want me to,” Anne agreed happily. “I’ll do anything to help you out. But you’ll have to tell me what to say this time. Once I'm in bed, I’ll come up with a really nice prayer to say all the time. I think it’ll be pretty interesting, now that I think about it.”

“You must kneel down,” said Marilla in embarrassment.

"You need to kneel down," Marilla said, feeling embarrassed.

Anne knelt at Marilla’s knee and looked up gravely.

Anne knelt beside Marilla and looked up seriously.

“Why must people kneel down to pray? If I really wanted to pray I’ll tell you what I’d do. I’d go out into a great big field all alone or into the deep, deep woods, and I’d look up into the sky—up—up—up—into that lovely blue sky that looks as if there was no end to its blueness. And then I’d just feel a prayer. Well, I’m ready. What am I to say?”

“Why do people need to kneel to pray? If I really wanted to pray, here's what I’d do. I’d head out to a big open field all by myself or into the deep woods, and I’d look up at the sky—up—up—up—into that beautiful blue sky that seems endless. Then I’d just feel a prayer. Well, I’m ready. What should I say?”

Marilla felt more embarrassed than ever. She had intended to teach Anne the childish classic, “Now I lay me down to sleep.” But she had, as I have told you, the glimmerings of a sense of humor—which is simply another name for a sense of the fitness of things; and it suddenly occurred to her that that simple little prayer, sacred to white-robed childhood lisping at motherly knees, was entirely unsuited to this freckled witch of a girl who knew and cared nothing about God’s love, since she had never had it translated to her through the medium of human love.

Marilla felt more embarrassed than ever. She had planned to teach Anne the children's classic, “Now I lay me down to sleep.” But she had, as I mentioned, a budding sense of humor—which is just another way of saying she understood what felt right in a situation; and it suddenly struck her that that simple little prayer, cherished by innocent children whispering at their mothers' knees, was completely inappropriate for this freckled little witch of a girl who knew and cared nothing about God’s love, since she had never experienced it through the lens of human love.

“You’re old enough to pray for yourself, Anne,” she said finally. “Just thank God for your blessings and ask Him humbly for the things you want.”

“You're old enough to pray for yourself, Anne,” she said at last. “Just thank God for your blessings and humbly ask Him for the things you want.”

“Well, I’ll do my best,” promised Anne, burying her face in Marilla’s lap. “Gracious heavenly Father—that’s the way the ministers say it in church, so I suppose it’s all right in private prayer, isn’t it?” she interjected, lifting her head for a moment. “Gracious heavenly Father, I thank Thee for the White Way of Delight and the Lake of Shining Waters and Bonny and the Snow Queen. I’m really extremely grateful for them. And that’s all the blessings I can think of just now to thank Thee for. As for the things I want, they’re so numerous that it would take a great deal of time to name them all, so I will only mention the two most important. Please let me stay at Green Gables; and please let me be good-looking when I grow up. I remain,

“Well, I’ll do my best,” promised Anne, burying her face in Marilla’s lap. “Gracious heavenly Father—that’s how the ministers say it in church, so I guess it’s fine to use it in private prayer, right?” she added, lifting her head for a moment. “Gracious heavenly Father, I thank You for the White Way of Delight, the Lake of Shining Waters, and Bonny and the Snow Queen. I’m really very grateful for them. And that’s all the blessings I can think of right now to thank You for. As for the things I want, there are so many that it would take a long time to list them all, so I will just mention the two most important. Please let me stay at Green Gables; and please let me be good-looking when I grow up. I remain,

“Yours respectfully,
Anne Shirley.

"Respectfully yours,
Anne Shirley."

“There, did I do all right?” she asked eagerly, getting up. “I could have made it much more flowery if I’d had a little more time to think it over.”

“Did I do okay?” she asked eagerly, standing up. “I could have made it way more elaborate if I’d had a bit more time to think it through.”

Poor Marilla was only preserved from complete collapse by remembering that it was not irreverence, but simply spiritual ignorance on the part of Anne that was responsible for this extraordinary petition. She tucked the child up in bed, mentally vowing that she should be taught a prayer the very next day, and was leaving the room with the light when Anne called her back.

Poor Marilla was only kept from completely breaking down by reminding herself that it wasn’t disrespect, but just Anne's lack of understanding that led to this strange request. She tucked the child in bed, promising herself that she would teach her a prayer the very next day, and was on her way out of the room with the light when Anne called her back.

“I’ve just thought of it now. I should have said ‘Amen’ in place of ‘yours respectfully,’ shouldn’t I?—the way the ministers do. I’d forgotten it, but I felt a prayer should be finished off in some way, so I put in the other. Do you suppose it will make any difference?”

“I just thought of it now. I should have said 'Amen' instead of 'yours respectfully,' right?—like the ministers do. I forgot about that, but I felt a prayer should end in some way, so I wrote the other. Do you think it will make any difference?”

“I—I don’t suppose it will,” said Marilla. “Go to sleep now like a good child. Good night.”

“I—I don’t think it will,” said Marilla. “Go to sleep now like a good kid. Good night.”

“I can say good night tonight with a clear conscience,” said Anne, cuddling luxuriously down among her pillows.

“I can say good night tonight with a clear conscience,” said Anne, snuggling comfortably into her pillows.

Marilla retreated to the kitchen, set the candle firmly on the table, and glared at Matthew.

Marilla went back to the kitchen, placed the candle firmly on the table, and glared at Matthew.

“Matthew Cuthbert, it’s about time somebody adopted that child and taught her something. She’s next door to a perfect heathen. Will you believe that she never said a prayer in her life till tonight? I’ll send to the manse tomorrow and borrow the Peep of the Day series, that’s what I’ll do. And she shall go to Sunday-school just as soon as I can get some suitable clothes made for her. I foresee that I shall have my hands full. Well, well, we can’t get through this world without our share of trouble. I’ve had a pretty easy life of it so far, but my time has come at last and I suppose I’ll just have to make the best of it.”

“Matthew Cuthbert, it’s about time someone adopted that child and taught her something. She’s practically a complete heathen. Can you believe she’s never said a prayer in her life until tonight? I’ll send a message to the manse tomorrow and borrow the Peep of the Day series, that’s what I’ll do. And she’ll go to Sunday school as soon as I can get some suitable clothes made for her. I can see that I’ll have my hands full. Well, well, we can’t get through this world without our share of trouble. I’ve had a pretty easy life up to now, but my time has finally come, and I guess I’ll just have to make the best of it.”


CHAPTER VIII.
Anne’s Bringing-up Is Begun

FOR reasons best known to herself, Marilla did not tell Anne that she was to stay at Green Gables until the next afternoon. During the forenoon she kept the child busy with various tasks and watched over her with a keen eye while she did them. By noon she had concluded that Anne was smart and obedient, willing to work and quick to learn; her most serious shortcoming seemed to be a tendency to fall into daydreams in the middle of a task and forget all about it until such time as she was sharply recalled to earth by a reprimand or a catastrophe.

FOR reasons known only to herself, Marilla didn’t tell Anne that she could stay at Green Gables until the next afternoon. Throughout the morning, she kept the girl busy with different tasks and watched her closely as she worked. By noon, she had decided that Anne was smart and obedient, eager to help, and quick to learn; her biggest flaw seemed to be her tendency to drift off into daydreams in the middle of a task, forgetting about it until she was jolted back to reality by a criticism or a disaster.

When Anne had finished washing the dinner dishes she suddenly confronted Marilla with the air and expression of one desperately determined to learn the worst. Her thin little body trembled from head to foot; her face flushed and her eyes dilated until they were almost black; she clasped her hands tightly and said in an imploring voice:

When Anne finished washing the dinner dishes, she suddenly faced Marilla with the look of someone desperately trying to brace for bad news. Her small frame shook from head to toe; her face was flushed and her eyes had widened to the point where they looked nearly black. She clutched her hands tightly and said in a pleading voice:

“Oh, please, Miss Cuthbert, won’t you tell me if you are going to send me away or not? I’ve tried to be patient all the morning, but I really feel that I cannot bear not knowing any longer. It’s a dreadful feeling. Please tell me.”

“Oh, please, Miss Cuthbert, will you tell me if you’re going to send me away or not? I’ve tried to be patient all morning, but I honestly can’t stand not knowing any longer. It’s an awful feeling. Please just tell me.”

“You haven’t scalded the dishcloth in clean hot water as I told you to do,” said Marilla immovably. “Just go and do it before you ask any more questions, Anne.”

“You haven’t soaked the dishcloth in hot, soapy water like I told you to,” Marilla said firmly. “Just go do it before you ask any more questions, Anne.”

Anne went and attended to the dishcloth. Then she returned to Marilla and fastened imploring eyes of the latter’s face.

Anne went and took care of the dishcloth. Then she returned to Marilla and looked at her with pleading eyes.

“Well,” said Marilla, unable to find any excuse for deferring her explanation longer, “I suppose I might as well tell you. Matthew and I have decided to keep you—that is, if you will try to be a good little girl and show yourself grateful. Why, child, whatever is the matter?”

“Well,” said Marilla, unable to find any reason to postpone her explanation any longer, “I guess I might as well tell you. Matthew and I have decided to keep you—that is, if you promise to be a good girl and show how thankful you are. What’s the matter, child?”

“I’m crying,” said Anne in a tone of bewilderment. “I can’t think why. I’m glad as glad can be. Oh, glad doesn’t seem the right word at all. I was glad about the White Way and the cherry blossoms—but this! Oh, it’s something more than glad. I’m so happy. I’ll try to be so good. It will be uphill work, I expect, for Mrs. Thomas often told me I was desperately wicked. However, I’ll do my very best. But can you tell me why I’m crying?”

“I’m crying,” said Anne in a confused tone. “I don’t understand why. I’m super happy, truly happy! Oh, happy doesn’t even feel like the right word. I was happy about the White Way and the cherry blossoms—but this! Oh, it’s something beyond just happy. I’m so filled with joy. I’ll try to be really good. I guess it’ll be tough because Mrs. Thomas always said I was incredibly naughty. But I’ll give it my all. But can you tell me why I’m crying?”

“I suppose it’s because you’re all excited and worked up,” said Marilla disapprovingly. “Sit down on that chair and try to calm yourself. I’m afraid you both cry and laugh far too easily. Yes, you can stay here and we will try to do right by you. You must go to school; but it’s only a fortnight till vacation so it isn’t worth while for you to start before it opens again in September.”

“I guess it’s because you’re both so excited and worked up,” Marilla said with disapproval. “Sit down in that chair and try to calm down. I’m worried that you both cry and laugh way too easily. Yes, you can stay here and we’ll do our best to take care of you. You have to go to school, but there are only two weeks until vacation, so it doesn’t make sense to start before it reopens in September.”

“What am I to call you?” asked Anne. “Shall I always say Miss Cuthbert? Can I call you Aunt Marilla?”

“What should I call you?” asked Anne. “Should I always say Miss Cuthbert? Can I call you Aunt Marilla?”

“No; you’ll call me just plain Marilla. I’m not used to being called Miss Cuthbert and it would make me nervous.”

“No; just call me plain Marilla. I’m not used to being called Miss Cuthbert, and it makes me anxious.”

“It sounds awfully disrespectful to just say Marilla,” protested Anne.

“It sounds really disrespectful to just say Marilla,” protested Anne.

“I guess there’ll be nothing disrespectful in it if you’re careful to speak respectfully. Everybody, young and old, in Avonlea calls me Marilla except the minister. He says Miss Cuthbert—when he thinks of it.”

“I guess there’s nothing disrespectful about it if you’re careful to speak respectfully. Everyone, young and old, in Avonlea calls me Marilla, except for the minister. He calls me Miss Cuthbert—when he remembers to.”

“I’d love to call you Aunt Marilla,” said Anne wistfully. “I’ve never had an aunt or any relation at all—not even a grandmother. It would make me feel as if I really belonged to you. Can’t I call you Aunt Marilla?”

“I’d really like to call you Aunt Marilla,” Anne said with a hint of longing. “I’ve never had an aunt or any relatives at all—not even a grandmother. It would make me feel like I actually belong to you. Can I call you Aunt Marilla?”

“No. I’m not your aunt and I don’t believe in calling people names that don’t belong to them.”

“No. I’m not your aunt, and I don’t believe in calling people names that don’t really belong to them.”

“But we could imagine you were my aunt.”

“But we could pretend you were my aunt.”

“I couldn’t,” said Marilla grimly.

“I couldn’t,” Marilla said grimly.

“Do you never imagine things different from what they really are?” asked Anne wide-eyed.

“Don’t you ever picture things differently than they actually are?” asked Anne, her eyes wide.

“No.”

“No.”

“Oh!” Anne drew a long breath. “Oh, Miss—Marilla, how much you miss!”

“Oh!” Anne took a deep breath. “Oh, Miss—Marilla, you’re missing out on so much!”

“I don’t believe in imagining things different from what they really are,” retorted Marilla. “When the Lord puts us in certain circumstances He doesn’t mean for us to imagine them away. And that reminds me. Go into the sitting room, Anne—be sure your feet are clean and don’t let any flies in—and bring me out the illustrated card that’s on the mantelpiece. The Lord’s Prayer is on it and you’ll devote your spare time this afternoon to learning it off by heart. There’s to be no more of such praying as I heard last night.”

“I don’t believe in imagining things differently from how they actually are,” Marilla shot back. “When the Lord puts us in certain situations, He doesn’t intend for us to just pretend they’re not there. And speaking of that, go into the living room, Anne—make sure your feet are clean and don’t let any flies in—and bring me the illustrated card from the mantelpiece. The Lord’s Prayer is on it, and you’ll spend your free time this afternoon memorizing it. No more of that praying I heard last night.”

“I suppose I was very awkward,” said Anne apologetically, “but then, you see, I’d never had any practice. You couldn’t really expect a person to pray very well the first time she tried, could you? I thought out a splendid prayer after I went to bed, just as I promised you I would. It was nearly as long as a minister’s and so poetical. But would you believe it? I couldn’t remember one word when I woke up this morning. And I’m afraid I’ll never be able to think out another one as good. Somehow, things never are so good when they’re thought out a second time. Have you ever noticed that?”

“I guess I was really awkward,” Anne said apologetically, “but you see, I’ve never really practiced. You can't expect someone to pray perfectly the first time they try, can you? I came up with a great prayer after I went to bed, just like I promised you I would. It was almost as long as a minister's and really poetic. But can you believe it? I couldn't remember a single word when I woke up this morning. And I'm worried I'll never be able to come up with another one that's as good. Somehow, things never seem as good when you try to think of them a second time. Have you ever noticed that?”

“Here is something for you to notice, Anne. When I tell you to do a thing I want you to obey me at once and not stand stock-still and discourse about it. Just you go and do as I bid you.”

“Here’s something for you to pay attention to, Anne. When I ask you to do something, I want you to do it right away and not just stand there talking about it. Just go and do as I say.”

Anne promptly departed for the sitting-room across the hall; she failed to return; after waiting ten minutes Marilla laid down her knitting and marched after her with a grim expression. She found Anne standing motionless before a picture hanging on the wall between the two windows, with her eyes astar with dreams. The white and green light strained through apple-trees and clustering vines outside fell over the rapt little figure with a half-unearthly radiance.

Anne quickly went to the sitting room across the hall; she didn’t come back. After waiting for ten minutes, Marilla put down her knitting and went after her with a serious look on her face. She found Anne standing still in front of a picture hanging on the wall between the two windows, her eyes filled with dreams. The white and green light filtered through the apple trees and climbing vines outside, casting a soft, almost magical glow over the entranced little figure.

“Anne, whatever are you thinking of?” demanded Marilla sharply.

“Anne, what are you thinking?” Marilla asked sharply.

Anne came back to earth with a start.

Anne returned to reality with a jolt.

“That,” she said, pointing to the picture—a rather vivid chromo entitled, “Christ Blessing Little Children”—“and I was just imagining I was one of them—that I was the little girl in the blue dress, standing off by herself in the corner as if she didn’t belong to anybody, like me. She looks lonely and sad, don’t you think? I guess she hadn’t any father or mother of her own. But she wanted to be blessed, too, so she just crept shyly up on the outside of the crowd, hoping nobody would notice her—except Him. I’m sure I know just how she felt. Her heart must have beat and her hands must have got cold, like mine did when I asked you if I could stay. She was afraid He mightn’t notice her. But it’s likely He did, don’t you think? I’ve been trying to imagine it all out—her edging a little nearer all the time until she was quite close to Him; and then He would look at her and put His hand on her hair and oh, such a thrill of joy as would run over her! But I wish the artist hadn’t painted Him so sorrowful-looking. All His pictures are like that, if you’ve noticed. But I don’t believe He could really have looked so sad or the children would have been afraid of Him.”

"That," she said, pointing to the picture—a pretty vivid print titled, "Christ Blessing Little Children"—"and I was just imagining I was one of them—that I was the little girl in the blue dress, standing off by herself in the corner like she didn’t belong to anyone, just like me. She looks lonely and sad, don’t you think? I guess she didn’t have any dad or mom of her own. But she wanted to be blessed, too, so she just quietly edged up on the edge of the crowd, hoping nobody would see her—except Him. I’m sure I know just how she felt. Her heart must have raced and her hands must have gotten cold, like mine did when I asked you if I could stay. She was worried He might not notice her. But it’s likely He did, don’t you think? I’ve been trying to imagine it all—her inching a little closer each time until she was pretty close to Him; and then He would look at her and put His hand on her hair and oh, what a rush of joy would go through her! But I wish the artist hadn’t painted Him looking so sorrowful. All His pictures are like that, if you’ve noticed. But I don’t believe He could have really looked that sad or the children would have been scared of Him."

“Anne,” said Marilla, wondering why she had not broken into this speech long before, “you shouldn’t talk that way. It’s irreverent—positively irreverent.”

“Anne,” Marilla said, wondering why she hadn't interrupted this speech sooner, “you shouldn’t talk like that. It’s disrespectful—really disrespectful.”

Anne’s eyes marveled.

Anne was amazed.

“Why, I felt just as reverent as could be. I’m sure I didn’t mean to be irreverent.”

“Honestly, I felt as respectful as possible. I’m certain I didn’t intend to be disrespectful.”

“Well, I don’t suppose you did—but it doesn’t sound right to talk so familiarly about such things. And another thing, Anne, when I send you after something you’re to bring it at once and not fall into mooning and imagining before pictures. Remember that. Take that card and come right to the kitchen. Now, sit down in the corner and learn that prayer off by heart.”

“Well, I don’t think you did—but it doesn’t feel appropriate to speak so casually about such things. And another thing, Anne, when I send you to get something, you’re supposed to bring it back right away and not get lost in daydreams looking at pictures. Remember that. Take that card and come straight to the kitchen. Now, sit down in the corner and memorize that prayer.”

Anne set the card up against the jugful of apple blossoms she had brought in to decorate the dinner table—Marilla had eyed that decoration askance, but had said nothing—propped her chin on her hands, and fell to studying it intently for several silent minutes.

Anne placed the card next to the pitcher full of apple blossoms she had brought in to dress up the dinner table—Marilla had looked at that decoration skeptically, but hadn’t said anything—rested her chin on her hands, and focused on it intensely for several quiet minutes.

“I like this,” she announced at length. “It’s beautiful. I’ve heard it before—I heard the superintendent of the asylum Sunday-school say it over once. But I didn’t like it then. He had such a cracked voice and he prayed it so mournfully. I really felt sure he thought praying was a disagreeable duty. This isn’t poetry, but it makes me feel just the same way poetry does. ‘Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name.’ That is just like a line of music. Oh, I’m so glad you thought of making me learn this, Miss—Marilla.”

“I like this,” she said after a moment. “It’s beautiful. I’ve heard it before—I heard the superintendent of the asylum's Sunday school say it once. But I didn’t like it then. His voice was so cracked, and he prayed so sadly. I really thought he saw praying as a chore. This isn’t poetry, but it makes me feel just like poetry does. ‘Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name.’ That sounds just like a line of music. Oh, I’m so glad you decided to have me learn this, Miss—Marilla.”

“Well, learn it and hold your tongue,” said Marilla shortly.

“Well, learn it and keep quiet,” Marilla said curtly.

Anne tipped the vase of apple blossoms near enough to bestow a soft kiss on a pink-cupped bud, and then studied diligently for some moments longer.

Anne tilted the vase of apple blossoms just enough to give a gentle kiss to a pink-budded flower, and then she continued to study it intently for a few more moments.

“Marilla,” she demanded presently, “do you think that I shall ever have a bosom friend in Avonlea?”

“Marilla,” she asked after a moment, “do you think I’ll ever have a best friend in Avonlea?”

“A—a what kind of friend?”

“A—what kind of friend?”

“A bosom friend—an intimate friend, you know—a really kindred spirit to whom I can confide my inmost soul. I’ve dreamed of meeting her all my life. I never really supposed I would, but so many of my loveliest dreams have come true all at once that perhaps this one will, too. Do you think it’s possible?”

“A close friend—an intimate friend, you know—a true kindred spirit to whom I can share my deepest thoughts. I've dreamed of meeting her my whole life. I never really thought I would, but so many of my most beautiful dreams have come true all at once that maybe this one will, too. Do you think that’s possible?”

“Diana Barry lives over at Orchard Slope and she’s about your age. She’s a very nice little girl, and perhaps she will be a playmate for you when she comes home. She’s visiting her aunt over at Carmody just now. You’ll have to be careful how you behave yourself, though. Mrs. Barry is a very particular woman. She won’t let Diana play with any little girl who isn’t nice and good.”

“Diana Barry lives over at Orchard Slope, and she’s about your age. She’s a really nice girl, and she might be a good friend for you when she gets back. Right now, she’s visiting her aunt in Carmody. But you need to be careful about how you act. Mrs. Barry is quite particular. She won’t allow Diana to play with any girl who isn’t nice and well-behaved.”

Anne looked at Marilla through the apple blossoms, her eyes aglow with interest.

Anne looked at Marilla through the apple blossoms, her eyes shining with interest.

“What is Diana like? Her hair isn’t red, is it? Oh, I hope not. It’s bad enough to have red hair myself, but I positively couldn’t endure it in a bosom friend.”

“What’s Diana like? Her hair isn’t red, is it? Oh, I hope not. It’s bad enough having red hair myself, but I definitely couldn’t stand it in a close friend.”

“Diana is a very pretty little girl. She has black eyes and hair and rosy cheeks. And she is good and smart, which is better than being pretty.”

“Diana is a really cute little girl. She has black eyes and hair and rosy cheeks. Plus, she’s kind and clever, which is even better than just being pretty.”

Marilla was as fond of morals as the Duchess in Wonderland, and was firmly convinced that one should be tacked on to every remark made to a child who was being brought up.

Marilla was as fond of morals as the Duchess in Wonderland and was convinced that a lesson should be added to every comment made to a child being raised.

But Anne waved the moral inconsequently aside and seized only on the delightful possibilities before it.

But Anne brushed aside the moral implications and focused only on the delightful possibilities ahead.

“Oh, I’m so glad she’s pretty. Next to being beautiful oneself—and that’s impossible in my case—it would be best to have a beautiful bosom friend. When I lived with Mrs. Thomas she had a bookcase in her sitting room with glass doors. There weren’t any books in it; Mrs. Thomas kept her best china and her preserves there—when she had any preserves to keep. One of the doors was broken. Mr. Thomas smashed it one night when he was slightly intoxicated. But the other was whole and I used to pretend that my reflection in it was another little girl who lived in it. I called her Katie Maurice, and we were very intimate. I used to talk to her by the hour, especially on Sunday, and tell her everything. Katie was the comfort and consolation of my life. We used to pretend that the bookcase was enchanted and that if I only knew the spell I could open the door and step right into the room where Katie Maurice lived, instead of into Mrs. Thomas’ shelves of preserves and china. And then Katie Maurice would have taken me by the hand and led me out into a wonderful place, all flowers and sunshine and fairies, and we would have lived there happy for ever after. When I went to live with Mrs. Hammond it just broke my heart to leave Katie Maurice. She felt it dreadfully, too, I know she did, for she was crying when she kissed me good-bye through the bookcase door. There was no bookcase at Mrs. Hammond’s. But just up the river a little way from the house there was a long green little valley, and the loveliest echo lived there. It echoed back every word you said, even if you didn’t talk a bit loud. So I imagined that it was a little girl called Violetta and we were great friends and I loved her almost as well as I loved Katie Maurice—not quite, but almost, you know. The night before I went to the asylum I said good-bye to Violetta, and oh, her good-bye came back to me in such sad, sad tones. I had become so attached to her that I hadn’t the heart to imagine a bosom friend at the asylum, even if there had been any scope for imagination there.”

“Oh, I’m so glad she’s pretty. Aside from being beautiful myself—which is impossible for me—it would be great to have a beautiful best friend. When I lived with Mrs. Thomas, she had a bookcase in her living room with glass doors. There weren’t any books in it; Mrs. Thomas stored her best china and preserves there—when she had any to keep. One of the doors was broken. Mr. Thomas smashed it one night when he was a bit drunk. But the other door was intact, and I used to pretend that my reflection in it was another little girl who lived inside. I named her Katie Maurice, and we were very close. I would talk to her for hours, especially on Sundays, sharing everything. Katie was my comfort and solace. We pretended the bookcase was magical and that if I knew the right spell, I could open the door and step right into the room where Katie Maurice lived, rather than into Mrs. Thomas’ shelves of preserves and china. Then Katie Maurice would take my hand and lead me to a wonderful place filled with flowers, sunshine, and fairies, and we would live there happily ever after. When I had to leave for Mrs. Hammond’s, it broke my heart to say goodbye to Katie Maurice. I know she felt it just as deeply because she was crying when she kissed me goodbye through the bookcase door. There wasn’t a bookcase at Mrs. Hammond’s. But just up the river from the house, there was a long, green valley, and the sweetest echo lived there. It echoed back every word you said, even if you didn’t speak loudly. So I imagined it was a little girl named Violetta, and we became great friends—I loved her almost as much as I loved Katie Maurice—not quite, but almost, you know. The night before I went to the asylum, I said goodbye to Violetta, and her goodbye came back to me in such sad, sorrowful tones. I had grown so attached to her that I couldn’t even imagine finding a best friend at the asylum, even if there had been room for imagination there.”

“I think it’s just as well there wasn’t,” said Marilla drily. “I don’t approve of such goings-on. You seem to half believe your own imaginations. It will be well for you to have a real live friend to put such nonsense out of your head. But don’t let Mrs. Barry hear you talking about your Katie Maurices and your Violettas or she’ll think you tell stories.”

“I think it’s just as well there wasn’t,” Marilla said dryly. “I don’t approve of that kind of stuff. You seem to half believe your own fantasies. It would be good for you to have a real friend to help you forget this nonsense. But don’t let Mrs. Barry hear you talking about your Katie Maurices and your Violettas, or she’ll think you’re making things up.”

“Oh, I won’t. I couldn’t talk of them to everybody—their memories are too sacred for that. But I thought I’d like to have you know about them. Oh, look, here’s a big bee just tumbled out of an apple blossom. Just think what a lovely place to live—in an apple blossom! Fancy going to sleep in it when the wind was rocking it. If I wasn’t a human girl I think I’d like to be a bee and live among the flowers.”

“Oh, I won’t. I couldn’t talk about them to everyone—their memories are too special for that. But I thought you’d like to know about them. Oh, look, here’s a big bee that just fell out of an apple blossom. Just imagine how nice it would be to live in an apple blossom! Imagine falling asleep in it while the wind rocked it. If I weren’t a human girl, I think I’d like to be a bee and live among the flowers.”

“Yesterday you wanted to be a sea-gull,” sniffed Marilla. “I think you are very fickle minded. I told you to learn that prayer and not talk. But it seems impossible for you to stop talking if you’ve got anybody that will listen to you. So go up to your room and learn it.”

“Yesterday you wanted to be a seagull,” sniffed Marilla. “I think you’re very fickle-minded. I told you to learn that prayer and not talk. But it seems impossible for you to stop talking if there’s anyone who will listen to you. So go up to your room and learn it.”

“Oh, I know it pretty nearly all now—all but just the last line.”

“Oh, I pretty much know it all now—everything except the last line.”

“Well, never mind, do as I tell you. Go to your room and finish learning it well, and stay there until I call you down to help me get tea.”

“Well, never mind, just do what I say. Go to your room and finish learning it properly, and stay there until I call you down to help me make tea.”

“Can I take the apple blossoms with me for company?” pleaded Anne.

“Can I take the apple blossoms with me for company?” Anne begged.

“No; you don’t want your room cluttered up with flowers. You should have left them on the tree in the first place.”

“No; you don’t want your room filled with flowers. You should have left them on the tree to begin with.”

“I did feel a little that way, too,” said Anne. “I kind of felt I shouldn’t shorten their lovely lives by picking them—I wouldn’t want to be picked if I were an apple blossom. But the temptation was irresistible. What do you do when you meet with an irresistible temptation?”

“I felt a bit like that too,” said Anne. “I felt like I shouldn't cut short their beautiful lives by picking them—I wouldn't want to be picked if I were an apple blossom. But the temptation was irresistible. What do you do when you face an irresistible temptation?”

“Anne, did you hear me tell you to go to your room?”

“Anne, did you hear me tell you to go to your room?”

Anne sighed, retreated to the east gable, and sat down in a chair by the window.

Anne sighed, moved to the east gable, and sat down in a chair by the window.

“There—I know this prayer. I learned that last sentence coming upstairs. Now I’m going to imagine things into this room so that they’ll always stay imagined. The floor is covered with a white velvet carpet with pink roses all over it and there are pink silk curtains at the windows. The walls are hung with gold and silver brocade tapestry. The furniture is mahogany. I never saw any mahogany, but it does sound so luxurious. This is a couch all heaped with gorgeous silken cushions, pink and blue and crimson and gold, and I am reclining gracefully on it. I can see my reflection in that splendid big mirror hanging on the wall. I am tall and regal, clad in a gown of trailing white lace, with a pearl cross on my breast and pearls in my hair. My hair is of midnight darkness and my skin is a clear ivory pallor. My name is the Lady Cordelia Fitzgerald. No, it isn’t—I can’t make that seem real.”

“There—I know this prayer. I learned that last sentence while coming upstairs. Now I’m going to imagine things into this room so that they’ll always stay imagined. The floor is covered with a white velvet carpet with pink roses all over it, and there are pink silk curtains at the windows. The walls are decorated with gold and silver brocade tapestries. The furniture is mahogany. I’ve never seen mahogany, but it sounds so luxurious. This is a couch piled high with gorgeous silk cushions, pink and blue and crimson and gold, and I am reclining elegantly on it. I can see my reflection in that splendid big mirror hanging on the wall. I am tall and regal, wearing a flowing gown of white lace, with a pearl cross on my chest and pearls in my hair. My hair is pitch black, and my skin is a clear ivory tone. My name is Lady Cordelia Fitzgerald. No, it isn’t—I can’t make that seem real.”

She danced up to the little looking-glass and peered into it. Her pointed freckled face and solemn gray eyes peered back at her.

She danced up to the small mirror and looked into it. Her pointed, freckled face and serious gray eyes looked back at her.

“You’re only Anne of Green Gables,” she said earnestly, “and I see you, just as you are looking now, whenever I try to imagine I’m the Lady Cordelia. But it’s a million times nicer to be Anne of Green Gables than Anne of nowhere in particular, isn’t it?”

“You're just Anne of Green Gables,” she said sincerely, “and I see you exactly as you look right now whenever I try to picture myself as Lady Cordelia. But it's a hundred times better to be Anne of Green Gables than to be Anne of nowhere special, don’t you think?”

She bent forward, kissed her reflection affectionately, and betook herself to the open window.

She leaned forward, kissed her reflection fondly, and went to the open window.

“Dear Snow Queen, good afternoon. And good afternoon, dear birches down in the hollow. And good afternoon, dear gray house up on the hill. I wonder if Diana is to be my bosom friend. I hope she will, and I shall love her very much. But I must never quite forget Katie Maurice and Violetta. They would feel so hurt if I did and I’d hate to hurt anybody’s feelings, even a little bookcase girl’s or a little echo girl’s. I must be careful to remember them and send them a kiss every day.”

“Dear Snow Queen, good afternoon. And good afternoon, dear birches down in the hollow. And good afternoon, dear gray house up on the hill. I wonder if Diana will be my best friend. I hope she will, and I will love her a lot. But I must never completely forget Katie Maurice and Violetta. They would feel so hurt if I did, and I really don't want to hurt anyone's feelings, even a little bookcase girl’s or a little echo girl’s. I need to make sure I remember them and send them a kiss every day.”

Anne blew a couple of airy kisses from her fingertips past the cherry blossoms and then, with her chin in her hands, drifted luxuriously out on a sea of daydreams.

Anne blew a few light kisses from her fingertips past the cherry blossoms and then, resting her chin in her hands, floated blissfully on a sea of daydreams.


CHAPTER IX.
Mrs. Rachel Lynde Is Properly Horrified

ANNE had been a fortnight at Green Gables before Mrs. Lynde arrived to inspect her. Mrs. Rachel, to do her justice, was not to blame for this. A severe and unseasonable attack of grippe had confined that good lady to her house ever since the occasion of her last visit to Green Gables. Mrs. Rachel was not often sick and had a well-defined contempt for people who were; but grippe, she asserted, was like no other illness on earth and could only be interpreted as one of the special visitations of Providence. As soon as her doctor allowed her to put her foot out-of-doors she hurried up to Green Gables, bursting with curiosity to see Matthew and Marilla’s orphan, concerning whom all sorts of stories and suppositions had gone abroad in Avonlea.

ANNE had been at Green Gables for two weeks before Mrs. Lynde came to check on her. To be fair to Mrs. Rachel, she wasn't really to blame for this. A bad and unexpected bout of the flu had kept that good lady stuck at home since her last visit to Green Gables. Mrs. Rachel didn't get sick very often and had a clear disdain for people who did; but the flu, she insisted, was unlike any other illness in the world and could only be seen as one of the special trials from Providence. As soon as her doctor let her step outside, she rushed over to Green Gables, filled with curiosity to see Matthew and Marilla’s orphan, about whom all kinds of stories and speculations had circulated in Avonlea.

Anne had made good use of every waking moment of that fortnight. Already she was acquainted with every tree and shrub about the place. She had discovered that a lane opened out below the apple orchard and ran up through a belt of woodland; and she had explored it to its furthest end in all its delicious vagaries of brook and bridge, fir coppice and wild cherry arch, corners thick with fern, and branching byways of maple and mountain ash.

Anne had taken full advantage of every moment of that two weeks. She was already familiar with every tree and bush on the property. She had found a path that started below the apple orchard and went through a stretch of woodland; she had explored it all the way to its end, enjoying the charming twists and turns of the stream and bridge, fir thickets and wild cherry arches, areas dense with ferns, and winding paths lined with maple and mountain ash.

She had made friends with the spring down in the hollow—that wonderful deep, clear icy-cold spring; it was set about with smooth red sandstones and rimmed in by great palm-like clumps of water fern; and beyond it was a log bridge over the brook.

She had become friends with the spring in the hollow—that amazing deep, clear icy-cold spring; it was surrounded by smooth red sandstones and bordered by large palm-like clusters of water fern; and beyond it was a log bridge over the creek.

That bridge led Anne’s dancing feet up over a wooded hill beyond, where perpetual twilight reigned under the straight, thick-growing firs and spruces; the only flowers there were myriads of delicate “June bells,” those shyest and sweetest of woodland blooms, and a few pale, aerial starflowers, like the spirits of last year’s blossoms. Gossamers glimmered like threads of silver among the trees and the fir boughs and tassels seemed to utter friendly speech.

That bridge guided Anne’s dancing feet up a wooded hill ahead, where a constant twilight existed beneath the tall, thick firs and spruces; the only flowers there were countless delicate “June bells,” the shyest and sweetest of woodland blooms, along with a few pale, ethereal starflowers, like the spirits of last year’s blossoms. Gossamer strands shimmered like silver threads among the trees, and the fir branches and tassels seemed to communicate in a friendly manner.

All these raptured voyages of exploration were made in the odd half hours which she was allowed for play, and Anne talked Matthew and Marilla half-deaf over her discoveries. Not that Matthew complained, to be sure; he listened to it all with a wordless smile of enjoyment on his face; Marilla permitted the “chatter” until she found herself becoming too interested in it, whereupon she always promptly quenched Anne by a curt command to hold her tongue.

All these exciting adventures of exploration happened during the short playtime Anne was given, and she talked Matthew and Marilla's ears off about her discoveries. Not that Matthew minded; he listened with a silent smile of enjoyment on his face. Marilla tolerated the “chatter” until she realized she was getting too drawn in, at which point she would quickly shut Anne down with a sharp order to be quiet.

Anne was out in the orchard when Mrs. Rachel came, wandering at her own sweet will through the lush, tremulous grasses splashed with ruddy evening sunshine; so that good lady had an excellent chance to talk her illness fully over, describing every ache and pulse beat with such evident enjoyment that Marilla thought even grippe must bring its compensations. When details were exhausted Mrs. Rachel introduced the real reason of her call.

Anne was in the orchard when Mrs. Rachel arrived, wandering freely through the vibrant, swaying grasses bathed in the warm evening sunlight. This gave the good lady a perfect opportunity to fully discuss her illness, describing every ache and pulse with such obvious pleasure that Marilla thought even the flu must have its perks. Once she had exhausted the details, Mrs. Rachel got to the actual reason for her visit.

“I’ve been hearing some surprising things about you and Matthew.”

“I’ve been hearing some surprising things about you and Matthew.”

“I don’t suppose you are any more surprised than I am myself,” said Marilla. “I’m getting over my surprise now.”

“I don’t think you’re any more surprised than I am,” said Marilla. “I’m starting to get used to it now.”

“It was too bad there was such a mistake,” said Mrs. Rachel sympathetically. “Couldn’t you have sent her back?”

“It’s such a shame there was that mistake,” Mrs. Rachel said with sympathy. “Couldn’t you have sent her back?”

“I suppose we could, but we decided not to. Matthew took a fancy to her. And I must say I like her myself—although I admit she has her faults. The house seems a different place already. She’s a real bright little thing.”

“I guess we could, but we chose not to. Matthew likes her. And I have to say I like her too—though I admit she has her flaws. The house feels different already. She’s really a bright little thing.”

Marilla said more than she had intended to say when she began, for she read disapproval in Mrs. Rachel’s expression.

Marilla said more than she meant to when she started, because she could see disapproval on Mrs. Rachel’s face.

“It’s a great responsibility you’ve taken on yourself,” said that lady gloomily, “especially when you’ve never had any experience with children. You don’t know much about her or her real disposition, I suppose, and there’s no guessing how a child like that will turn out. But I don’t want to discourage you I’m sure, Marilla.”

“It’s a big responsibility you’ve taken on yourself,” said the lady sadly, “especially since you’ve never dealt with kids before. You don’t really know much about her or what she’s like, I guess, and it’s hard to predict how a kid like that will turn out. But I don’t want to discourage you, I’m sure, Marilla.”

“I’m not feeling discouraged,” was Marilla’s dry response, “when I make up my mind to do a thing it stays made up. I suppose you’d like to see Anne. I’ll call her in.”

“I'm not feeling discouraged,” Marilla replied dryly, “when I decide to do something, I stick to it. I guess you’d like to see Anne. I’ll call her in.”

Anne came running in presently, her face sparkling with the delight of her orchard rovings; but, abashed at finding the delight herself in the unexpected presence of a stranger, she halted confusedly inside the door. She certainly was an odd-looking little creature in the short tight wincey dress she had worn from the asylum, below which her thin legs seemed ungracefully long. Her freckles were more numerous and obtrusive than ever; the wind had ruffled her hatless hair into over-brilliant disorder; it had never looked redder than at that moment.

Anne came running in shortly, her face lit up with the joy of her adventures in the orchard; but, embarrassed to find herself enjoying the presence of an unexpected stranger, she stopped awkwardly just inside the door. She was definitely a quirky little girl in the short, snug dress she had worn from the asylum, and her thin legs looked awkwardly long beneath it. Her freckles were even more numerous and noticeable than usual; the wind had tousled her hair, which was a chaotic mess without a hat; it had never looked redder than it did at that moment.

“Well, they didn’t pick you for your looks, that’s sure and certain,” was Mrs. Rachel Lynde’s emphatic comment. Mrs. Rachel was one of those delightful and popular people who pride themselves on speaking their mind without fear or favor. “She’s terrible skinny and homely, Marilla. Come here, child, and let me have a look at you. Lawful heart, did any one ever see such freckles? And hair as red as carrots! Come here, child, I say.”

"Well, they definitely didn't choose you for your looks, that's for sure," was Mrs. Rachel Lynde’s strong opinion. Mrs. Rachel was one of those charming and well-liked people who take pride in saying exactly what they think without holding back. "She’s really skinny and not very pretty, Marilla. Come here, kid, and let me take a look at you. Goodness, have you ever seen so many freckles? And your hair is as red as carrots! Come here, I said."

Anne “came there,” but not exactly as Mrs. Rachel expected. With one bound she crossed the kitchen floor and stood before Mrs. Rachel, her face scarlet with anger, her lips quivering, and her whole slender form trembling from head to foot.

Anne “came there,” but not exactly as Mrs. Rachel expected. With one leap, she crossed the kitchen floor and stood before Mrs. Rachel, her face flushed with anger, her lips trembling, and her entire slender frame shaking from head to toe.

“I hate you,” she cried in a choked voice, stamping her foot on the floor. “I hate you—I hate you—I hate you—” a louder stamp with each assertion of hatred. “How dare you call me skinny and ugly? How dare you say I’m freckled and redheaded? You are a rude, impolite, unfeeling woman!”

“I hate you,” she shouted with a trembling voice, stomping her foot on the floor. “I hate you—I hate you—I hate you—” each declaration punctuated by a louder stomp. “How dare you call me skinny and ugly? How dare you say I’m freckled and a redhead? You are a rude, disrespectful, uncaring woman!”

“Anne!” exclaimed Marilla in consternation.

"Anne!" Marilla exclaimed in shock.

But Anne continued to face Mrs. Rachel undauntedly, head up, eyes blazing, hands clenched, passionate indignation exhaling from her like an atmosphere.

But Anne kept facing Mrs. Rachel fearlessly, her head held high, eyes shining with intensity, hands clenched, a fierce sense of injustice radiating from her like an aura.

“How dare you say such things about me?” she repeated vehemently. “How would you like to have such things said about you? How would you like to be told that you are fat and clumsy and probably hadn’t a spark of imagination in you? I don’t care if I do hurt your feelings by saying so! I hope I hurt them. You have hurt mine worse than they were ever hurt before even by Mrs. Thomas’ intoxicated husband. And I’ll never forgive you for it, never, never!”

“How dare you say that about me?” she shouted angrily. “How would you feel if someone said those things about you? How would you like to be told that you’re fat and clumsy and probably don’t have a creative bone in your body? I don’t care if I hurt your feelings by saying this! I hope I do. You’ve hurt mine worse than they’ve ever been hurt before, even by Mrs. Thomas’ drunk husband. And I’ll never forgive you for it, never, never!”

Stamp! Stamp!

Stamp! Stamp!

“Did anybody ever see such a temper!” exclaimed the horrified Mrs. Rachel.

“Has anyone ever seen such a temper!” exclaimed the shocked Mrs. Rachel.

“Anne go to your room and stay there until I come up,” said Marilla, recovering her powers of speech with difficulty.

“Anne, go to your room and stay there until I come up,” said Marilla, regaining her ability to speak with some effort.

Anne, bursting into tears, rushed to the hall door, slammed it until the tins on the porch wall outside rattled in sympathy, and fled through the hall and up the stairs like a whirlwind. A subdued slam above told that the door of the east gable had been shut with equal vehemence.

Anne, in tears, sprinted to the hall door, slammed it so hard that the cans on the porch wall rattled in response, and raced through the hall and up the stairs like a whirlwind. A muted slam from above signaled that the door of the east gable had been shut just as forcefully.

“Well, I don’t envy you your job bringing that up, Marilla,” said Mrs. Rachel with unspeakable solemnity.

“Well, I don’t envy you for having to bring that up, Marilla,” said Mrs. Rachel with a serious expression.

Marilla opened her lips to say she knew not what of apology or deprecation. What she did say was a surprise to herself then and ever afterwards.

Marilla opened her mouth to say something apologetic or to downplay the situation. What actually came out surprised her both then and later on.

“You shouldn’t have twitted her about her looks, Rachel.”

"You shouldn't have tweeted her about her looks, Rachel."

“Marilla Cuthbert, you don’t mean to say that you are upholding her in such a terrible display of temper as we’ve just seen?” demanded Mrs. Rachel indignantly.

“Marilla Cuthbert, you can’t be serious that you’re supporting her in such an awful display of temper as we just witnessed?” demanded Mrs. Rachel indignantly.

“No,” said Marilla slowly, “I’m not trying to excuse her. She’s been very naughty and I’ll have to give her a talking to about it. But we must make allowances for her. She’s never been taught what is right. And you were too hard on her, Rachel.”

“No,” Marilla said slowly, “I’m not trying to excuse her. She’s been very naughty, and I’ll have to have a talk with her about it. But we have to make some allowances for her. She’s never been taught what’s right. And you were too hard on her, Rachel.”

Marilla could not help tacking on that last sentence, although she was again surprised at herself for doing it. Mrs. Rachel got up with an air of offended dignity.

Marilla couldn't help but adding that last sentence, even though she was surprised at herself for doing it again. Mrs. Rachel stood up with an air of offended dignity.

“Well, I see that I’ll have to be very careful what I say after this, Marilla, since the fine feelings of orphans, brought from goodness knows where, have to be considered before anything else. Oh, no, I’m not vexed—don’t worry yourself. I’m too sorry for you to leave any room for anger in my mind. You’ll have your own troubles with that child. But if you’ll take my advice—which I suppose you won’t do, although I’ve brought up ten children and buried two—you’ll do that ‘talking to’ you mention with a fair-sized birch switch. I should think that would be the most effective language for that kind of a child. Her temper matches her hair I guess. Well, good evening, Marilla. I hope you’ll come down to see me often as usual. But you can’t expect me to visit here again in a hurry, if I’m liable to be flown at and insulted in such a fashion. It’s something new in my experience.”

"Well, I guess I’ll have to be really careful about what I say from now on, Marilla, since we have to consider the delicate feelings of orphans, wherever they come from. Oh, no, I’m not upset—don’t worry about that. I feel too sorry for you to be angry. You’ll have your own challenges with that child. But if you take my advice—which I assume you won’t, even though I’ve raised ten kids and buried two—you should handle that 'talking to' you mentioned with a good-sized birch switch. I think that would be the most effective way to communicate with a child like her. Her temper matches her hair, I suppose. Well, good evening, Marilla. I hope you’ll come down to see me often like before. But you can’t expect me to come back here anytime soon if I’m going to be attacked and insulted like this. It’s something new for me."

Whereat Mrs. Rachel swept out and away—if a fat woman who always waddled could be said to sweep away—and Marilla with a very solemn face betook herself to the east gable.

Where Mrs. Rachel quickly left—if a plump woman who always waddled could be said to leave quickly—and Marilla, with a very serious expression, went to the east gable.

On the way upstairs she pondered uneasily as to what she ought to do. She felt no little dismay over the scene that had just been enacted. How unfortunate that Anne should have displayed such temper before Mrs. Rachel Lynde, of all people! Then Marilla suddenly became aware of an uncomfortable and rebuking consciousness that she felt more humiliation over this than sorrow over the discovery of such a serious defect in Anne’s disposition. And how was she to punish her? The amiable suggestion of the birch switch—to the efficiency of which all of Mrs. Rachel’s own children could have borne smarting testimony—did not appeal to Marilla. She did not believe she could whip a child. No, some other method of punishment must be found to bring Anne to a proper realization of the enormity of her offense.

On her way upstairs, she felt uneasy about what she should do. She was quite upset about the scene that had just unfolded. How unfortunate that Anne had shown such temper in front of Mrs. Rachel Lynde, of all people! Then Marilla suddenly realized she felt more humiliation about this than sadness about discovering such a serious flaw in Anne’s character. And how was she supposed to punish her? The friendly suggestion of using a birch switch—something Mrs. Rachel's own kids could certainly testify to—didn't sit well with Marilla. She didn't think she could spank a child. No, she needed to find another way to make Anne understand the seriousness of her behavior.

Marilla found Anne face downward on her bed, crying bitterly, quite oblivious of muddy boots on a clean counterpane.

Marilla found Anne lying face down on her bed, crying hard, totally unaware of the muddy boots on the clean bedspread.

“Anne,” she said not ungently.

“Anne,” she said gently.

No answer.

No response.

“Anne,” with greater severity, “get off that bed this minute and listen to what I have to say to you.”

“Anne,” more firmly, “get off that bed right now and pay attention to what I need to tell you.”

Anne squirmed off the bed and sat rigidly on a chair beside it, her face swollen and tear-stained and her eyes fixed stubbornly on the floor.

Anne shuffled off the bed and sat stiffly on a chair next to it, her face puffy and streaked with tears, and her eyes stubbornly glued to the floor.

“This is a nice way for you to behave. Anne! Aren’t you ashamed of yourself?”

“This is a nice way for you to act. Anne! Aren’t you embarrassed?”

“She hadn’t any right to call me ugly and redheaded,” retorted Anne, evasive and defiant.

“She had no right to call me ugly and redheaded,” Anne shot back, evasive and defiant.

“You hadn’t any right to fly into such a fury and talk the way you did to her, Anne. I was ashamed of you—thoroughly ashamed of you. I wanted you to behave nicely to Mrs. Lynde, and instead of that you have disgraced me. I’m sure I don’t know why you should lose your temper like that just because Mrs. Lynde said you were red-haired and homely. You say it yourself often enough.”

“You didn’t have any right to get so angry and talk to her like that, Anne. I was ashamed of you—completely ashamed of you. I wanted you to treat Mrs. Lynde well, and instead, you've embarrassed me. I really don’t understand why you’d lose your temper just because Mrs. Lynde called you red-haired and plain. You often say it yourself.”

“Oh, but there’s such a difference between saying a thing yourself and hearing other people say it,” wailed Anne. “You may know a thing is so, but you can’t help hoping other people don’t quite think it is. I suppose you think I have an awful temper, but I couldn’t help it. When she said those things something just rose right up in me and choked me. I had to fly out at her.”

“Oh, but there’s such a difference between saying something yourself and hearing others say it,” Anne complained. “You might know something is true, but you can’t help hoping others don’t completely believe it. I guess you think I have a terrible temper, but I couldn’t help it. When she said those things, something just welled up inside me and choked me. I had to lash out at her.”

“Well, you made a fine exhibition of yourself I must say. Mrs. Lynde will have a nice story to tell about you everywhere—and she’ll tell it, too. It was a dreadful thing for you to lose your temper like that, Anne.”

"Well, you really made quite a scene, I have to say. Mrs. Lynde will have a great story about you to share everywhere—and you know she will. It was really bad for you to lose your temper like that, Anne."

“Just imagine how you would feel if somebody told you to your face that you were skinny and ugly,” pleaded Anne tearfully.

“Just imagine how you’d feel if someone told you to your face that you were skinny and ugly,” Anne pleaded tearfully.

An old remembrance suddenly rose up before Marilla. She had been a very small child when she had heard one aunt say of her to another, “What a pity she is such a dark, homely little thing.” Marilla was every day of fifty before the sting had gone out of that memory.

An old memory suddenly came to Marilla. She had been a very small child when she heard one aunt say to another, “What a pity she is such a dark, plain little thing.” Marilla was fifty years old before the sting of that memory faded.

“I don’t say that I think Mrs. Lynde was exactly right in saying what she did to you, Anne,” she admitted in a softer tone. “Rachel is too outspoken. But that is no excuse for such behavior on your part. She was a stranger and an elderly person and my visitor—all three very good reasons why you should have been respectful to her. You were rude and saucy and”—Marilla had a saving inspiration of punishment—“you must go to her and tell her you are very sorry for your bad temper and ask her to forgive you.”

“I’m not saying Mrs. Lynde was completely right in what she said to you, Anne,” she said gently. “Rachel can be too blunt. But that doesn’t excuse your behavior. She was a stranger, an older person, and my guest—all very good reasons for you to have been respectful. You were rude and sassy, and”—Marilla had a sudden idea for punishment—“you need to go to her and tell her you’re really sorry for your bad attitude and ask her to forgive you.”

“I can never do that,” said Anne determinedly and darkly. “You can punish me in any way you like, Marilla. You can shut me up in a dark, damp dungeon inhabited by snakes and toads and feed me only on bread and water and I shall not complain. But I cannot ask Mrs. Lynde to forgive me.”

“I can never do that,” Anne said firmly and with a heavy heart. “You can punish me however you want, Marilla. You can lock me up in a dark, damp dungeon with snakes and toads and only give me bread and water, and I won’t complain. But I can’t ask Mrs. Lynde to forgive me.”

“We’re not in the habit of shutting people up in dark damp dungeons,” said Marilla drily, “especially as they’re rather scarce in Avonlea. But apologize to Mrs. Lynde you must and shall and you’ll stay here in your room until you can tell me you’re willing to do it.”

“We don’t usually lock people up in dark, damp dungeons,” Marilla said dryly, “especially since there aren’t many around in Avonlea. But you must and will apologize to Mrs. Lynde, and you’ll stay here in your room until you can tell me you’re ready to do it.”

“I shall have to stay here forever then,” said Anne mournfully, “because I can’t tell Mrs. Lynde I’m sorry I said those things to her. How can I? I’m not sorry. I’m sorry I’ve vexed you; but I’m glad I told her just what I did. It was a great satisfaction. I can’t say I’m sorry when I’m not, can I? I can’t even imagine I’m sorry.”

“I guess I’ll have to stay here forever then,” said Anne sadly, “because I can’t tell Mrs. Lynde I’m sorry for what I said to her. How can I? I’m not sorry. I regret upsetting you, but I’m glad I said exactly what I did. It was really satisfying. I can’t claim I’m sorry when I’m not, can I? I can’t even imagine feeling sorry.”

“Perhaps your imagination will be in better working order by the morning,” said Marilla, rising to depart. “You’ll have the night to think over your conduct in and come to a better frame of mind. You said you would try to be a very good girl if we kept you at Green Gables, but I must say it hasn’t seemed very much like it this evening.”

“Maybe your imagination will be in better shape by morning,” said Marilla as she stood up to leave. “You’ll have the night to reflect on your behavior and get into a better mindset. You promised you would try to be a really good girl if we let you stay at Green Gables, but I have to say, it hasn’t felt like that at all this evening.”

Leaving this Parthian shaft to rankle in Anne’s stormy bosom, Marilla descended to the kitchen, grievously troubled in mind and vexed in soul. She was as angry with herself as with Anne, because, whenever she recalled Mrs. Rachel’s dumbfounded countenance her lips twitched with amusement and she felt a most reprehensible desire to laugh.

Leaving this Parthian remark to fester in Anne’s troubled heart, Marilla went down to the kitchen, deeply troubled and frustrated. She was just as angry with herself as she was with Anne because every time she thought of Mrs. Rachel’s shocked expression, her lips twitched with amusement, and she felt an entirely inappropriate urge to laugh.


CHAPTER X.
Anne’s Apology

MARILLA said nothing to Matthew about the affair that evening; but when Anne proved still refractory the next morning an explanation had to be made to account for her absence from the breakfast table. Marilla told Matthew the whole story, taking pains to impress him with a due sense of the enormity of Anne’s behavior.

MARILLA didn't say anything to Matthew about the situation that evening; but when Anne was still uncooperative the next morning, they had to come up with a reason for her missing breakfast. Marilla explained the whole story to Matthew, making sure to emphasize how seriously wrong Anne's behavior was.

“It’s a good thing Rachel Lynde got a calling down; she’s a meddlesome old gossip,” was Matthew’s consolatory rejoinder.

“It’s a good thing Rachel Lynde got put in her place; she’s a nosy old gossip,” was Matthew’s comforting reply.

“Matthew Cuthbert, I’m astonished at you. You know that Anne’s behavior was dreadful, and yet you take her part! I suppose you’ll be saying next thing that she oughtn’t to be punished at all!”

“Matthew Cuthbert, I can’t believe you. You know Anne’s behavior was awful, and still, you support her! I guess you’ll be saying next that she shouldn’t be punished at all!”

“Well now—no—not exactly,” said Matthew uneasily. “I reckon she ought to be punished a little. But don’t be too hard on her, Marilla. Recollect she hasn’t ever had anyone to teach her right. You’re—you’re going to give her something to eat, aren’t you?”

“Well, now—not exactly,” Matthew said, feeling uneasy. “I think she should be punished a bit. But don’t be too hard on her, Marilla. Remember, she’s never had anyone to teach her what’s right. You’re—you’re going to give her something to eat, right?”

“When did you ever hear of me starving people into good behavior?” demanded Marilla indignantly. “She’ll have her meals regular, and I’ll carry them up to her myself. But she’ll stay up there until she’s willing to apologize to Mrs. Lynde, and that’s final, Matthew.”

“When did you ever hear of me starving people into good behavior?” Marilla said angrily. “She’ll get her meals on time, and I’ll take them up to her myself. But she’ll stay up there until she’s ready to apologize to Mrs. Lynde, and that’s that, Matthew.”

Breakfast, dinner, and supper were very silent meals—for Anne still remained obdurate. After each meal Marilla carried a well-filled tray to the east gable and brought it down later on not noticeably depleted. Matthew eyed its last descent with a troubled eye. Had Anne eaten anything at all?

Breakfast, lunch, and dinner were very quiet meals—because Anne was still stubborn. After each meal, Marilla took a fully loaded tray to the east gable and brought it back down later, looking hardly touched. Matthew watched its final trip down with concern. Had Anne eaten anything at all?

When Marilla went out that evening to bring the cows from the back pasture, Matthew, who had been hanging about the barns and watching, slipped into the house with the air of a burglar and crept upstairs. As a general thing Matthew gravitated between the kitchen and the little bedroom off the hall where he slept; once in a while he ventured uncomfortably into the parlor or sitting room when the minister came to tea. But he had never been upstairs in his own house since the spring he helped Marilla paper the spare bedroom, and that was four years ago.

When Marilla went out that evening to bring the cows in from the back pasture, Matthew, who had been lingering around the barns and watching, slipped into the house like a burglar and crept upstairs. Usually, Matthew gravitated between the kitchen and the small bedroom off the hall where he slept; occasionally, he awkwardly ventured into the parlor or living room when the minister came for tea. But he hadn't been upstairs in his own house since the spring he helped Marilla wallpaper the spare bedroom, which was four years ago.

He tiptoed along the hall and stood for several minutes outside the door of the east gable before he summoned courage to tap on it with his fingers and then open the door to peep in.

He quietly walked down the hall and waited for a few minutes outside the door of the east gable before he gathered enough courage to knock on it with his fingers and then open the door to take a look inside.

Anne was sitting on the yellow chair by the window gazing mournfully out into the garden. Very small and unhappy she looked, and Matthew’s heart smote him. He softly closed the door and tiptoed over to her.

Anne was sitting in the yellow chair by the window, looking sadly out into the garden. She appeared very small and unhappy, and it broke Matthew’s heart. He quietly closed the door and tiptoed over to her.

“Anne,” he whispered, as if afraid of being overheard, “how are you making it, Anne?”

“Anne,” he whispered, as if worried about being heard, “how are you doing, Anne?”

Anne smiled wanly.

Anne smiled weakly.

“Pretty well. I imagine a good deal, and that helps to pass the time. Of course, it’s rather lonesome. But then, I may as well get used to that.”

“Pretty good. I do a lot of imagining, and that helps to pass the time. Of course, it’s pretty lonely. But I might as well get used to it.”

Anne smiled again, bravely facing the long years of solitary imprisonment before her.

Anne smiled again, bravely confronting the long years of solitary confinement ahead of her.

Matthew recollected that he must say what he had come to say without loss of time, lest Marilla return prematurely. “Well now, Anne, don’t you think you’d better do it and have it over with?” he whispered. “It’ll have to be done sooner or later, you know, for Marilla’s a dreadful determined woman—dreadful determined, Anne. Do it right off, I say, and have it over.”

Matthew remembered he needed to say what he came to say without wasting time, or Marilla would come back too soon. “So, Anne, don’t you think it’s better to just get it done?” he whispered. “It will have to happen sooner or later, you know, because Marilla is a really determined woman—really determined, Anne. Just do it now and get it over with.”

“Do you mean apologize to Mrs. Lynde?”

“Are you talking about apologizing to Mrs. Lynde?”

“Yes—apologize—that’s the very word,” said Matthew eagerly. “Just smooth it over so to speak. That’s what I was trying to get at.”

“Yes—apologize—that’s exactly the word,” Matthew said eagerly. “Just smooth it over, so to speak. That’s what I was trying to say.”

“I suppose I could do it to oblige you,” said Anne thoughtfully. “It would be true enough to say I am sorry, because I am sorry now. I wasn’t a bit sorry last night. I was mad clear through, and I stayed mad all night. I know I did because I woke up three times and I was just furious every time. But this morning it was over. I wasn’t in a temper anymore—and it left a dreadful sort of goneness, too. I felt so ashamed of myself. But I just couldn’t think of going and telling Mrs. Lynde so. It would be so humiliating. I made up my mind I’d stay shut up here forever rather than do that. But still—I’d do anything for you—if you really want me to—”

“I guess I could do it to help you,” Anne said thoughtfully. “It would be honest to say I’m sorry, because I *am* sorry now. I wasn’t sorry at all last night. I was really angry and stayed that way all night. I know I did because I woke up three times, and each time I was still furious. But this morning, it was all over. I wasn’t mad anymore—and it left this awful emptiness, too. I felt so ashamed of myself. But I just couldn’t bring myself to go tell Mrs. Lynde that. It would be so embarrassing. I decided I’d stay locked up here forever rather than do that. But still—I’d do anything for you—if you really want me to—”

“Well now, of course I do. It’s terrible lonesome downstairs without you. Just go and smooth things over—that’s a good girl.”

“Well, of course I do. It’s super lonely downstairs without you. Just go and make things right—that’s a good girl.”

“Very well,” said Anne resignedly. “I’ll tell Marilla as soon as she comes in I’ve repented.”

“Alright,” said Anne with a sigh. “I’ll let Marilla know as soon as she gets in that I’ve changed my mind.”

“That’s right—that’s right, Anne. But don’t tell Marilla I said anything about it. She might think I was putting my oar in and I promised not to do that.”

“That’s right—that’s right, Anne. But don’t let Marilla know I said anything about it. She might think I was interfering, and I promised not to do that.”

“Wild horses won’t drag the secret from me,” promised Anne solemnly. “How would wild horses drag a secret from a person anyhow?”

“Wild horses won’t drag the secret from me,” Anne promised seriously. “How would wild horses even drag a secret out of someone?”

But Matthew was gone, scared at his own success. He fled hastily to the remotest corner of the horse pasture lest Marilla should suspect what he had been up to. Marilla herself, upon her return to the house, was agreeably surprised to hear a plaintive voice calling, “Marilla” over the banisters.

But Matthew was gone, afraid of his own success. He quickly ran to the farthest corner of the horse pasture so Marilla wouldn’t suspect what he had been doing. Marilla herself, when she returned to the house, was pleasantly surprised to hear a sad voice calling, “Marilla” from the stairs.

“Well?” she said, going into the hall.

“Well?” she said, stepping into the hallway.

“I’m sorry I lost my temper and said rude things, and I’m willing to go and tell Mrs. Lynde so.”

“I’m sorry I lost my cool and said mean things, and I’m ready to go and tell Mrs. Lynde that.”

“Very well.” Marilla’s crispness gave no sign of her relief. She had been wondering what under the canopy she should do if Anne did not give in. “I’ll take you down after milking.”

“Okay.” Marilla’s sharp tone revealed nothing of her relief. She had been thinking about what on earth she would do if Anne didn’t agree. “I’ll take you down after milking.”

Accordingly, after milking, behold Marilla and Anne walking down the lane, the former erect and triumphant, the latter drooping and dejected. But halfway down Anne’s dejection vanished as if by enchantment. She lifted her head and stepped lightly along, her eyes fixed on the sunset sky and an air of subdued exhilaration about her. Marilla beheld the change disapprovingly. This was no meek penitent such as it behooved her to take into the presence of the offended Mrs. Lynde.

Accordingly, after milking, Marilla and Anne were walking down the lane, Marilla standing tall and proud, while Anne was slumped and sad. But halfway down, Anne's sadness disappeared as if by magic. She lifted her head and walked lightly, her eyes on the sunset sky and an air of quiet excitement about her. Marilla noticed the change with disapproval. This was not the meek penitent she should be bringing into the presence of the offended Mrs. Lynde.

“What are you thinking of, Anne?” she asked sharply.

“What are you thinking about, Anne?” she asked sharply.

“I’m imagining out what I must say to Mrs. Lynde,” answered Anne dreamily.

“I’m thinking about what I need to say to Mrs. Lynde,” Anne replied thoughtfully.

This was satisfactory—or should have been so. But Marilla could not rid herself of the notion that something in her scheme of punishment was going askew. Anne had no business to look so rapt and radiant.

This was acceptable—or it should have been. But Marilla couldn't shake the feeling that something in her plan for punishment was going wrong. Anne had no reason to look so captivated and joyful.

Rapt and radiant Anne continued until they were in the very presence of Mrs. Lynde, who was sitting knitting by her kitchen window. Then the radiance vanished. Mournful penitence appeared on every feature. Before a word was spoken Anne suddenly went down on her knees before the astonished Mrs. Rachel and held out her hands beseechingly.

Rapt and glowing, Anne kept going until she was right in front of Mrs. Lynde, who was sitting and knitting by her kitchen window. Then the glow disappeared. A look of sorrowful regret settled on her face. Before anyone could say a word, Anne suddenly dropped to her knees in front of the shocked Mrs. Rachel and held out her hands with a pleading expression.

“Oh, Mrs. Lynde, I am so extremely sorry,” she said with a quiver in her voice. “I could never express all my sorrow, no, not if I used up a whole dictionary. You must just imagine it. I behaved terribly to you—and I’ve disgraced the dear friends, Matthew and Marilla, who have let me stay at Green Gables although I’m not a boy. I’m a dreadfully wicked and ungrateful girl, and I deserve to be punished and cast out by respectable people forever. It was very wicked of me to fly into a temper because you told me the truth. It was the truth; every word you said was true. My hair is red and I’m freckled and skinny and ugly. What I said to you was true, too, but I shouldn’t have said it. Oh, Mrs. Lynde, please, please, forgive me. If you refuse it will be a lifelong sorrow on a poor little orphan girl, would you, even if she had a dreadful temper? Oh, I am sure you wouldn’t. Please say you forgive me, Mrs. Lynde.”

“Oh, Mrs. Lynde, I’m so incredibly sorry,” she said, her voice shaking. “I could never fully express how sorry I am, not even if I used an entire dictionary. You just have to imagine it. I treated you terribly—and I’ve embarrassed my dear friends, Matthew and Marilla, who have let me stay at Green Gables even though I’m not a boy. I’m a really terrible and ungrateful girl, and I deserve to be punished and rejected by decent people forever. It was so wrong of me to lose my temper because you told me the truth. It was the truth; everything you said was true. My hair is red, I’m freckled, skinny, and ugly. What I said to you was true too, but I shouldn’t have said it. Oh, Mrs. Lynde, please, please forgive me. If you don’t, it will be a lifelong sorrow for a poor little orphan girl, wouldn’t it, even if she has a terrible temper? Oh, I’m sure you wouldn’t do that. Please say you forgive me, Mrs. Lynde.”

Anne clasped her hands together, bowed her head, and waited for the word of judgment.

Anne folded her hands, lowered her head, and awaited the verdict.

There was no mistaking her sincerity—it breathed in every tone of her voice. Both Marilla and Mrs. Lynde recognized its unmistakable ring. But the former understood in dismay that Anne was actually enjoying her valley of humiliation—was reveling in the thoroughness of her abasement. Where was the wholesome punishment upon which she, Marilla, had plumed herself? Anne had turned it into a species of positive pleasure.

There was no doubt about her sincerity—it showed in every tone of her voice. Both Marilla and Mrs. Lynde could clearly hear it. But Marilla realized with dismay that Anne was actually enjoying her moment of embarrassment—was delighting in the depth of her humiliation. Where was the effective punishment that she, Marilla, had taken pride in? Anne had transformed it into a kind of twisted joy.

Good Mrs. Lynde, not being overburdened with perception, did not see this. She only perceived that Anne had made a very thorough apology and all resentment vanished from her kindly, if somewhat officious, heart.

Good Mrs. Lynde, not being very perceptive, didn’t see this. She only noticed that Anne had offered a sincere apology, and all her resentment disappeared from her kind, if a bit nosy, heart.

“There, there, get up, child,” she said heartily. “Of course I forgive you. I guess I was a little too hard on you, anyway. But I’m such an outspoken person. You just mustn’t mind me, that’s what. It can’t be denied your hair is terrible red; but I knew a girl once—went to school with her, in fact—whose hair was every mite as red as yours when she was young, but when she grew up it darkened to a real handsome auburn. I wouldn’t be a mite surprised if yours did, too—not a mite.”

“There, there, get up, kid,” she said warmly. “Of course I forgive you. I guess I was a bit too hard on you anyway. But I’m just an outspoken person. You really shouldn’t take it personally, that’s all. It can't be denied your hair is super red; but I knew a girl once—went to school with her, actually—whose hair was just as red as yours when she was young, but when she grew up it turned into a really beautiful auburn. I wouldn’t be surprised if yours did, too—not at all.”

“Oh, Mrs. Lynde!” Anne drew a long breath as she rose to her feet. “You have given me a hope. I shall always feel that you are a benefactor. Oh, I could endure anything if I only thought my hair would be a handsome auburn when I grew up. It would be so much easier to be good if one’s hair was a handsome auburn, don’t you think? And now may I go out into your garden and sit on that bench under the apple-trees while you and Marilla are talking? There is so much more scope for imagination out there.”

“Oh, Mrs. Lynde!” Anne took a deep breath as she stood up. “You’ve given me hope. I’ll always see you as a benefactor. I could handle anything as long as I thought my hair would be a beautiful auburn when I grow up. It would be so much easier to be good if one’s hair was a beautiful auburn, don’t you think? And can I go out to your garden and sit on that bench under the apple trees while you and Marilla are talking? There’s so much more room for imagination out there.”

“Laws, yes, run along, child. And you can pick a bouquet of them white June lilies over in the corner if you like.”

“Sure, go ahead, kid. And you can grab a bunch of those white June lilies over in the corner if you want."

As the door closed behind Anne, Mrs. Lynde got briskly up to light a lamp.

As the door closed behind Anne, Mrs. Lynde quickly stood up to turn on a lamp.

“She’s a real odd little thing. Take this chair, Marilla; it’s easier than the one you’ve got; I just keep that for the hired boy to sit on. Yes, she certainly is an odd child, but there is something kind of taking about her after all. I don’t feel so surprised at you and Matthew keeping her as I did—nor so sorry for you, either. She may turn out all right. Of course, she has a queer way of expressing herself—a little too—well, too kind of forcible, you know; but she’ll likely get over that now that she’s come to live among civilized folks. And then, her temper’s pretty quick, I guess; but there’s one comfort, a child that has a quick temper, just blaze up and cool down, ain’t never likely to be sly or deceitful. Preserve me from a sly child, that’s what. On the whole, Marilla, I kind of like her.”

"She’s a really strange little thing. Take this chair, Marilla; it’s more comfortable than the one you have; I just keep that for the hired boy to sit on. Yeah, she definitely is an odd kid, but there’s something kind of appealing about her after all. I’m not as shocked that you and Matthew are keeping her as I was—nor as sorry for you, either. She might turn out fine. Of course, she has a quirky way of expressing herself—a little too—well, a bit too intense, you know; but she’ll probably get past that now that she’s living among civilized people. And then, her temper is pretty quick, I guess; but there’s one upside: a kid with a quick temper, just flares up and cools down, isn’t likely to be sneaky or deceitful. Keep me away from a sneaky child, that’s for sure. Overall, Marilla, I kind of like her."

When Marilla went home Anne came out of the fragrant twilight of the orchard with a sheaf of white narcissi in her hands.

When Marilla got home, Anne came out of the sweet-scented twilight of the orchard with a bunch of white daffodils in her hands.

“I apologized pretty well, didn’t I?” she said proudly as they went down the lane. “I thought since I had to do it I might as well do it thoroughly.”

“I apologized pretty well, didn’t I?” she said proudly as they walked down the lane. “I figured since I had to do it, I might as well do it right.”

“You did it thoroughly, all right enough,” was Marilla’s comment. Marilla was dismayed at finding herself inclined to laugh over the recollection. She had also an uneasy feeling that she ought to scold Anne for apologizing so well; but then, that was ridiculous! She compromised with her conscience by saying severely:

“You definitely did a thorough job,” Marilla said. She was surprised to find herself wanting to laugh at the memory. She also felt a bit guilty, thinking she should scold Anne for being so good at apologizing; but that seemed silly! To ease her conscience, she said firmly:

“I hope you won’t have occasion to make many more such apologies. I hope you’ll try to control your temper now, Anne.”

“I hope you won’t have to apologize like that again. I hope you can manage your temper now, Anne.”

“That wouldn’t be so hard if people wouldn’t twit me about my looks,” said Anne with a sigh. “I don’t get cross about other things; but I’m so tired of being twitted about my hair and it just makes me boil right over. Do you suppose my hair will really be a handsome auburn when I grow up?”

"That wouldn't be so hard if people wouldn’t tease me about my looks," said Anne with a sigh. "I don’t get upset about other things, but I’m so tired of being teased about my hair and it just makes me explode. Do you think my hair will really be a beautiful auburn when I grow up?"

“You shouldn’t think so much about your looks, Anne. I’m afraid you are a very vain little girl.”

“You shouldn’t worry so much about your looks, Anne. I’m afraid you’re a pretty vain little girl.”

“How can I be vain when I know I’m homely?” protested Anne. “I love pretty things; and I hate to look in the glass and see something that isn’t pretty. It makes me feel so sorrowful—just as I feel when I look at any ugly thing. I pity it because it isn’t beautiful.”

“How can I be vain when I know I’m not conventionally attractive?” protested Anne. “I love beautiful things, and I hate looking in the mirror and seeing something that isn’t pretty. It makes me feel so sad—just like I feel when I see anything ugly. I feel sorry for it because it isn’t beautiful.”

“Handsome is as handsome does,” quoted Marilla. “I’ve had that said to me before, but I have my doubts about it,” remarked skeptical Anne, sniffing at her narcissi. “Oh, aren’t these flowers sweet! It was lovely of Mrs. Lynde to give them to me. I have no hard feelings against Mrs. Lynde now. It gives you a lovely, comfortable feeling to apologize and be forgiven, doesn’t it? Aren’t the stars bright tonight? If you could live in a star, which one would you pick? I’d like that lovely clear big one away over there above that dark hill.”

“Good looks are as good looks do,” quoted Marilla. “I’ve heard that before, but I’m not so sure about it,” said skeptical Anne, smelling her daffodils. “Oh, these flowers are so sweet! It was really nice of Mrs. Lynde to give them to me. I don’t hold a grudge against Mrs. Lynde anymore. It feels great to apologize and be forgiven, doesn’t it? Aren’t the stars bright tonight? If you could live in a star, which one would you choose? I’d pick that beautiful big one way over there above that dark hill.”

“Anne, do hold your tongue,” said Marilla, thoroughly worn out trying to follow the gyrations of Anne’s thoughts.

“Anne, please be quiet,” said Marilla, completely exhausted from trying to keep up with the ups and downs of Anne’s thoughts.

Anne said no more until they turned into their own lane. A little gypsy wind came down it to meet them, laden with the spicy perfume of young dew-wet ferns. Far up in the shadows a cheerful light gleamed out through the trees from the kitchen at Green Gables. Anne suddenly came close to Marilla and slipped her hand into the older woman’s hard palm.

Anne didn't say anything more until they turned into their own lane. A gentle breeze came down it to greet them, filled with the spicy scent of fresh, dew-covered ferns. Far up in the shadows, a warm light shone through the trees from the kitchen at Green Gables. Suddenly, Anne moved closer to Marilla and slipped her hand into the older woman's rough palm.

“It’s lovely to be going home and know it’s home,” she said. “I love Green Gables already, and I never loved any place before. No place ever seemed like home. Oh, Marilla, I’m so happy. I could pray right now and not find it a bit hard.”

“It’s so nice to be going home and actually feel like it’s home,” she said. “I already love Green Gables, and I’ve never loved any place before. No place has ever felt like home. Oh, Marilla, I’m so happy. I could pray right now and it wouldn’t be hard at all.”

Something warm and pleasant welled up in Marilla’s heart at touch of that thin little hand in her own—a throb of the maternity she had missed, perhaps. Its very unaccustomedness and sweetness disturbed her. She hastened to restore her sensations to their normal calm by inculcating a moral.

Something warm and nice stirred in Marilla’s heart at the touch of that small hand in hers—a feeling of motherhood she had maybe missed. Its unfamiliarity and sweetness threw her off balance. She quickly tried to bring her feelings back to normal by focusing on a moral lesson.

“If you’ll be a good girl you’ll always be happy, Anne. And you should never find it hard to say your prayers.”

“If you’re a good girl, you’ll always be happy, Anne. And you should never have a hard time saying your prayers.”

“Saying one’s prayers isn’t exactly the same thing as praying,” said Anne meditatively. “But I’m going to imagine that I’m the wind that is blowing up there in those tree tops. When I get tired of the trees I’ll imagine I’m gently waving down here in the ferns—and then I’ll fly over to Mrs. Lynde’s garden and set the flowers dancing—and then I’ll go with one great swoop over the clover field—and then I’ll blow over the Lake of Shining Waters and ripple it all up into little sparkling waves. Oh, there’s so much scope for imagination in a wind! So I’ll not talk any more just now, Marilla.”

“Saying your prayers isn’t quite the same as praying,” Anne said thoughtfully. “But I’m going to picture myself as the wind blowing up in those treetops. When I get tired of the trees, I’ll imagine I’m gently swaying down here in the ferns—and then I’ll float over to Mrs. Lynde’s garden and make the flowers dance—and then I’ll swoop over the clover field—and then I’ll glide over the Lake of Shining Waters and ripple it into little sparkling waves. Oh, there’s so much room for imagination in the wind! So I won’t talk anymore for now, Marilla.”

“Thanks be to goodness for that,” breathed Marilla in devout relief.

“Thank goodness for that,” Marilla sighed in relief.


CHAPTER XI.
Anne’s Impressions of Sunday-school

WELL, how do you like them?” said Marilla.

WELL, how do you like them?” said Marilla.

Anne was standing in the gable room, looking solemnly at three new dresses spread out on the bed. One was of snuffy colored gingham which Marilla had been tempted to buy from a peddler the preceding summer because it looked so serviceable; one was of black-and-white checkered sateen which she had picked up at a bargain counter in the winter; and one was a stiff print of an ugly blue shade which she had purchased that week at a Carmody store.

Anne was standing in the attic room, looking seriously at three new dresses laid out on the bed. One was a dull-colored gingham that Marilla had been tempted to buy from a peddler the previous summer because it looked so practical; one was a black-and-white checkered sateen that she had picked up at a bargain counter in the winter; and one was a stiff print in an unattractive shade of blue that she had bought that week at a store in Carmody.

She had made them up herself, and they were all made alike—plain skirts fulled tightly to plain waists, with sleeves as plain as waist and skirt and tight as sleeves could be.

She had created them herself, and they were all the same—simple skirts gathered tightly at simple waists, with sleeves just as simple as the waist and skirt, and as fitted as sleeves could be.

“I’ll imagine that I like them,” said Anne soberly.

“I’ll pretend that I like them,” said Anne seriously.

“I don’t want you to imagine it,” said Marilla, offended. “Oh, I can see you don’t like the dresses! What is the matter with them? Aren’t they neat and clean and new?”

“I don’t want you to picture it,” Marilla said, clearly annoyed. “Oh, I can tell you don’t like the dresses! What’s wrong with them? They’re neat, clean, and brand new, right?”

“Yes.”

“Yep.”

“Then why don’t you like them?”

“Then why don’t you like them?”

“They’re—they’re not—pretty,” said Anne reluctantly.

“They’re not cute,” said Anne reluctantly.

“Pretty!” Marilla sniffed. “I didn’t trouble my head about getting pretty dresses for you. I don’t believe in pampering vanity, Anne, I’ll tell you that right off. Those dresses are good, sensible, serviceable dresses, without any frills or furbelows about them, and they’re all you’ll get this summer. The brown gingham and the blue print will do you for school when you begin to go. The sateen is for church and Sunday-school. I’ll expect you to keep them neat and clean and not to tear them. I should think you’d be grateful to get most anything after those skimpy wincey things you’ve been wearing.”

“Pretty!” Marilla sniffed. “I didn’t bother to get you pretty dresses. I don’t believe in indulging vanity, Anne, I’ll tell you that right now. Those dresses are practical, durable, and without any frills or extras, and they’re all you’ll get this summer. The brown gingham and the blue print will work for school when you start attending. The sateen is for church and Sunday school. I expect you to keep them neat and clean and not to tear them. You should be thankful to get just about anything after those skimpy little things you’ve been wearing.”

“Oh, I am grateful,” protested Anne. “But I’d be ever so much gratefuller if—if you’d made just one of them with puffed sleeves. Puffed sleeves are so fashionable now. It would give me such a thrill, Marilla, just to wear a dress with puffed sleeves.”

“Oh, I am grateful,” Anne said. “But I’d be so much more grateful if—if you’d made just one of them with puffed sleeves. Puffed sleeves are so trendy right now. It would give me such a thrill, Marilla, just to wear a dress with puffed sleeves.”

“Well, you’ll have to do without your thrill. I hadn’t any material to waste on puffed sleeves. I think they are ridiculous-looking things anyhow. I prefer the plain, sensible ones.”

“Well, you’ll have to go without your excitement. I didn’t have any resources to waste on puffy sleeves. I think they look ridiculous, anyway. I prefer the plain, sensible ones.”

“But I’d rather look ridiculous when everybody else does than plain and sensible all by myself,” persisted Anne mournfully.

“But I’d rather look silly when everyone else does than plain and sensible all by myself,” Anne continued sadly.

“Trust you for that! Well, hang those dresses carefully up in your closet, and then sit down and learn the Sunday-school lesson. I got a quarterly from Mr. Bell for you and you’ll go to Sunday-school tomorrow,” said Marilla, disappearing downstairs in high dudgeon.

“Count on you for that! Now, hang those dresses up neatly in your closet, and then sit down and study the Sunday school lesson. I got a quarterly from Mr. Bell for you, and you’re going to Sunday school tomorrow,” said Marilla, storming downstairs in a huff.

Anne clasped her hands and looked at the dresses.

Anne clasped her hands and gazed at the dresses.

“I did hope there would be a white one with puffed sleeves,” she whispered disconsolately. “I prayed for one, but I didn’t much expect it on that account. I didn’t suppose God would have time to bother about a little orphan girl’s dress. I knew I’d just have to depend on Marilla for it. Well, fortunately I can imagine that one of them is of snow-white muslin with lovely lace frills and three-puffed sleeves.”

“I really hoped there would be a white one with puffed sleeves,” she said sadly. “I prayed for one, but I didn’t really expect it. I didn’t think God would take the time to worry about a little orphan girl’s dress. I knew I’d just have to rely on Marilla for that. Well, luckily I can picture one that’s made of snow-white muslin with beautiful lace frills and three puffed sleeves.”

The next morning warnings of a sick headache prevented Marilla from going to Sunday-school with Anne.

The next morning, warnings of a bad headache kept Marilla from going to Sunday school with Anne.

“You’ll have to go down and call for Mrs. Lynde, Anne,” she said. “She’ll see that you get into the right class. Now, mind you behave yourself properly. Stay to preaching afterwards and ask Mrs. Lynde to show you our pew. Here’s a cent for collection. Don’t stare at people and don’t fidget. I shall expect you to tell me the text when you come home.”

“You’ll need to go down and call for Mrs. Lynde, Anne,” she said. “She’ll help you get into the right class. Now, make sure you behave yourself. Stay for the sermon afterward and ask Mrs. Lynde to show you our pew. Here’s a penny for the collection. Don’t stare at people and don’t fidget. I expect you to tell me the sermon’s text when you get home.”

Anne started off irreproachable, arrayed in the stiff black-and-white sateen, which, while decent as regards length and certainly not open to the charge of skimpiness, contrived to emphasize every corner and angle of her thin figure. Her hat was a little, flat, glossy, new sailor, the extreme plainness of which had likewise much disappointed Anne, who had permitted herself secret visions of ribbon and flowers. The latter, however, were supplied before Anne reached the main road, for being confronted halfway down the lane with a golden frenzy of wind-stirred buttercups and a glory of wild roses, Anne promptly and liberally garlanded her hat with a heavy wreath of them. Whatever other people might have thought of the result it satisfied Anne, and she tripped gaily down the road, holding her ruddy head with its decoration of pink and yellow very proudly.

Anne started off looking flawless, dressed in a stiff black-and-white sateen outfit that, while decently long and definitely not too short, highlighted every angle of her slender figure. Her hat was a small, flat, shiny new sailor style, and its extreme simplicity really disappointed Anne, who had secretly imagined it adorned with ribbons and flowers. However, she found the latter before she reached the main road, as she encountered a vibrant display of wind-blown buttercups and wild roses halfway down the lane. Without hesitation, Anne adorned her hat with a generous wreath of them. No matter what anyone else thought of the outcome, it made Anne happy, and she skipped down the road, proudly holding her bright head decorated with pink and yellow.

When she had reached Mrs. Lynde’s house she found that lady gone. Nothing daunted, Anne proceeded onward to the church alone. In the porch she found a crowd of little girls, all more or less gaily attired in whites and blues and pinks, and all staring with curious eyes at this stranger in their midst, with her extraordinary head adornment. Avonlea little girls had already heard queer stories about Anne. Mrs. Lynde said she had an awful temper; Jerry Buote, the hired boy at Green Gables, said she talked all the time to herself or to the trees and flowers like a crazy girl. They looked at her and whispered to each other behind their quarterlies. Nobody made any friendly advances, then or later on when the opening exercises were over and Anne found herself in Miss Rogerson’s class.

When Anne arrived at Mrs. Lynde’s house, she discovered that the lady wasn't there. Undeterred, Anne continued on to the church by herself. In the entrance, she saw a group of little girls, all dressed in cheerful whites, blues, and pinks, staring curiously at this stranger in their midst with her unusual hairstyle. The little girls of Avonlea had already heard strange stories about Anne. Mrs. Lynde claimed she had a terrible temper; Jerry Buote, the hired boy at Green Gables, said she talked to herself or to the trees and flowers like a crazy person. They looked at her and whispered to each other behind their books. No one approached her in a friendly way, either then or later when the opening exercises were over, and Anne found herself in Miss Rogerson’s class.

Miss Rogerson was a middle-aged lady who had taught a Sunday-school class for twenty years. Her method of teaching was to ask the printed questions from the quarterly and look sternly over its edge at the particular little girl she thought ought to answer the question. She looked very often at Anne, and Anne, thanks to Marilla’s drilling, answered promptly; but it may be questioned if she understood very much about either question or answer.

Miss Rogerson was a middle-aged woman who had been teaching a Sunday school class for twenty years. Her teaching method involved reading the printed questions from the quarterly and giving a stern look over its edge at the specific little girl she thought should answer. She often looked at Anne, and thanks to Marilla’s training, Anne responded quickly; however, it can be questioned whether she truly understood much about either the questions or her answers.

She did not think she liked Miss Rogerson, and she felt very miserable; every other little girl in the class had puffed sleeves. Anne felt that life was really not worth living without puffed sleeves.

She didn’t think she liked Miss Rogerson, and she felt really miserable; every other girl in the class had puffed sleeves. Anne felt that life wasn’t worth living without puffed sleeves.

“Well, how did you like Sunday-school?” Marilla wanted to know when Anne came home. Her wreath having faded, Anne had discarded it in the lane, so Marilla was spared the knowledge of that for a time.

“Well, how did you like Sunday school?” Marilla asked when Anne got home. Since Anne's wreath had faded, she threw it away in the lane, so Marilla was spared the knowledge of that for a bit.

“I didn’t like it a bit. It was horrid.”

“I didn’t like it at all. It was terrible.”

“Anne Shirley!” said Marilla rebukingly.

“Anne Shirley!” Marilla scolded.

Anne sat down on the rocker with a long sigh, kissed one of Bonny’s leaves, and waved her hand to a blossoming fuchsia.

Anne sat down in the rocking chair with a long sigh, kissed one of Bonny’s leaves, and waved her hand at a blooming fuchsia.

“They might have been lonesome while I was away,” she explained. “And now about the Sunday-school. I behaved well, just as you told me. Mrs. Lynde was gone, but I went right on myself. I went into the church, with a lot of other little girls, and I sat in the corner of a pew by the window while the opening exercises went on. Mr. Bell made an awfully long prayer. I would have been dreadfully tired before he got through if I hadn’t been sitting by that window. But it looked right out on the Lake of Shining Waters, so I just gazed at that and imagined all sorts of splendid things.”

“They might have felt lonely while I was gone,” she said. “And about Sunday school—I behaved really well, just like you told me. Mrs. Lynde wasn't there, but I carried on by myself. I walked into the church with a bunch of other little girls and sat in the corner of a pew by the window while the opening exercises were happening. Mr. Bell said an incredibly long prayer. I would have been really bored by the time he finished if I hadn’t been sitting by that window. But it looked right out on the Lake of Shining Waters, so I just stared at it and imagined all sorts of amazing things.”

“You shouldn’t have done anything of the sort. You should have listened to Mr. Bell.”

“You shouldn’t have done anything like that. You should have listened to Mr. Bell.”

“But he wasn’t talking to me,” protested Anne. “He was talking to God and he didn’t seem to be very much interested in it, either. I think he thought God was too far off though. There was a long row of white birches hanging over the lake and the sunshine fell down through them, ‘way, ‘way down, deep into the water. Oh, Marilla, it was like a beautiful dream! It gave me a thrill and I just said, ‘Thank you for it, God,’ two or three times.”

“But he wasn’t talking to me,” Anne protested. “He was talking to God, and he didn’t seem very interested in it, either. I think he believed God was too distant, though. There was a long line of white birches hanging over the lake, and the sunshine streamed down through them, all the way deep into the water. Oh, Marilla, it was like a beautiful dream! It gave me a thrill, and I just said, ‘Thank you for it, God,’ two or three times.”

“Not out loud, I hope,” said Marilla anxiously.

“Not out loud, I hope,” Marilla said nervously.

“Oh, no, just under my breath. Well, Mr. Bell did get through at last and they told me to go into the classroom with Miss Rogerson’s class. There were nine other girls in it. They all had puffed sleeves. I tried to imagine mine were puffed, too, but I couldn’t. Why couldn’t I? It was as easy as could be to imagine they were puffed when I was alone in the east gable, but it was awfully hard there among the others who had really truly puffs.”

“Oh, no, just quietly. Well, Mr. Bell finally made it, and they told me to go into the classroom with Miss Rogerson’s class. There were nine other girls in there. They all had puffy sleeves. I tried to picture mine were puffy too, but I couldn’t. Why couldn't I? It seemed so easy to imagine they were puffy when I was alone in the east gable, but it was really difficult to do that around the others who actually had puffs.”

“You shouldn’t have been thinking about your sleeves in Sunday school. You should have been attending to the lesson. I hope you knew it.”

“You shouldn’t have been thinking about your sleeves in Sunday school. You should have been paying attention to the lesson. I hope you realized that.”

“Oh, yes; and I answered a lot of questions. Miss Rogerson asked ever so many. I don’t think it was fair for her to do all the asking. There were lots I wanted to ask her, but I didn’t like to because I didn’t think she was a kindred spirit. Then all the other little girls recited a paraphrase. She asked me if I knew any. I told her I didn’t, but I could recite, ‘The Dog at His Master’s Grave’ if she liked. That’s in the Third Royal Reader. It isn’t a really truly religious piece of poetry, but it’s so sad and melancholy that it might as well be. She said it wouldn’t do and she told me to learn the nineteenth paraphrase for next Sunday. I read it over in church afterwards and it’s splendid. There are two lines in particular that just thrill me.

“Oh, yes; and I answered a lot of questions. Miss Rogerson asked so many. I don’t think it was fair for her to do all the asking. There were plenty I wanted to ask her, but I hesitated because I didn’t think she was a kindred spirit. Then all the other little girls recited a paraphrase. She asked me if I knew any. I told her I didn’t, but I could recite, ‘The Dog at His Master’s Grave’ if she wanted. That’s in the Third Royal Reader. It’s not really a religious poem, but it’s so sad and heavy that it might as well be. She said that wouldn’t work and told me to learn the nineteenth paraphrase for next Sunday. I read it over in church afterward and it’s amazing. There are two lines in particular that just thrill me.

“‘Quick as the slaughtered squadrons fell
In Midian’s evil day.’

“‘Fast as the defeated troops fell
On Midian’s dark day.’”

“I don’t know what ‘squadrons’ means nor ‘Midian,’ either, but it sounds so tragical. I can hardly wait until next Sunday to recite it. I’ll practice it all the week. After Sunday-school I asked Miss Rogerson—because Mrs. Lynde was too far away—to show me your pew. I sat just as still as I could and the text was Revelations, third chapter, second and third verses. It was a very long text. If I was a minister I’d pick the short, snappy ones. The sermon was awfully long, too. I suppose the minister had to match it to the text. I didn’t think he was a bit interesting. The trouble with him seems to be that he hasn’t enough imagination. I didn’t listen to him very much. I just let my thoughts run and I thought of the most surprising things.”

“I don’t know what ‘squadrons’ means or ‘Midian,’ but it sounds so tragic. I can hardly wait until next Sunday to recite it. I’ll practice all week. After Sunday school, I asked Miss Rogerson—since Mrs. Lynde was too far away—to show me your pew. I sat as still as I could, and the text was Revelations, chapter three, verses two and three. It was a really long text. If I were a minister, I’d choose the short, punchy ones. The sermon was super long too. I guess the minister had to match it to the text. I didn’t find him interesting at all. The problem with him seems to be that he doesn’t have enough imagination. I didn’t pay much attention to him. I just let my thoughts wander and came up with the most surprising things.”

Marilla felt helplessly that all this should be sternly reproved, but she was hampered by the undeniable fact that some of the things Anne had said, especially about the minister’s sermons and Mr. Bell’s prayers, were what she herself had really thought deep down in her heart for years, but had never given expression to. It almost seemed to her that those secret, unuttered, critical thoughts had suddenly taken visible and accusing shape and form in the person of this outspoken morsel of neglected humanity.

Marilla felt helpless that all of this should be firmly corrected, but she was held back by the undeniable fact that some of the things Anne had said, especially about the minister’s sermons and Mr. Bell’s prayers, were what she had actually thought deep down in her heart for years but had never voiced. It almost seemed to her that those secret, unspoken, critical thoughts had suddenly taken visible and accusatory shape in the person of this candid little girl who had been overlooked.


CHAPTER XII.
A Solemn Vow and Promise

IT was not until the next Friday that Marilla heard the story of the flower-wreathed hat. She came home from Mrs. Lynde’s and called Anne to account.

It wasn't until the next Friday that Marilla heard about the story of the flower-crowned hat. She came home from Mrs. Lynde’s and called Anne to explain herself.

“Anne, Mrs. Rachel says you went to church last Sunday with your hat rigged out ridiculous with roses and buttercups. What on earth put you up to such a caper? A pretty-looking object you must have been!”

“Anne, Mrs. Rachel says you went to church last Sunday with your hat decked out ridiculously with roses and buttercups. What on earth made you do something like that? You must have looked quite the sight!”

“Oh. I know pink and yellow aren’t becoming to me,” began Anne.

“Oh. I know pink and yellow don’t look good on me,” Anne started.

“Becoming fiddlesticks! It was putting flowers on your hat at all, no matter what color they were, that was ridiculous. You are the most aggravating child!”

“Seriously? It’s ridiculous to put flowers on your hat at all, no matter what color they are. You are the most annoying child!”

“I don’t see why it’s any more ridiculous to wear flowers on your hat than on your dress,” protested Anne. “Lots of little girls there had bouquets pinned on their dresses. What’s the difference?”

“I don’t see why it’s any more ridiculous to wear flowers on your hat than on your dress,” Anne protested. “Lots of little girls had bouquets pinned on their dresses. What’s the difference?”

Marilla was not to be drawn from the safe concrete into dubious paths of the abstract.

Marilla would not be pulled from the solid ground into uncertain ideas.

“Don’t answer me back like that, Anne. It was very silly of you to do such a thing. Never let me catch you at such a trick again. Mrs. Rachel says she thought she would sink through the floor when she saw you come in all rigged out like that. She couldn’t get near enough to tell you to take them off till it was too late. She says people talked about it something dreadful. Of course they would think I had no better sense than to let you go decked out like that.”

“Don’t talk back to me like that, Anne. It was really foolish of you to do something like that. Don’t let me catch you pulling a stunt like that again. Mrs. Rachel said she thought she would fall through the floor when she saw you come in all dressed up like that. She couldn’t get close enough to tell you to take it off until it was too late. She said people were saying awful things about it. Of course, they would think I had no better judgment than to let you go looking like that.”

“Oh, I’m so sorry,” said Anne, tears welling into her eyes. “I never thought you’d mind. The roses and buttercups were so sweet and pretty I thought they’d look lovely on my hat. Lots of the little girls had artificial flowers on their hats. I’m afraid I’m going to be a dreadful trial to you. Maybe you’d better send me back to the asylum. That would be terrible; I don’t think I could endure it; most likely I would go into consumption; I’m so thin as it is, you see. But that would be better than being a trial to you.”

“Oh, I’m really sorry,” Anne said, tears filling her eyes. “I never thought you’d care. The roses and buttercups were so sweet and pretty that I thought they’d look great on my hat. Lots of the little girls had fake flowers on their hats. I’m afraid I’m going to be a huge burden for you. Maybe you should just send me back to the orphanage. That would be awful; I don’t think I could handle it; I’m so thin as it is, you know. But that would be better than being a burden to you.”

“Nonsense,” said Marilla, vexed at herself for having made the child cry. “I don’t want to send you back to the asylum, I’m sure. All I want is that you should behave like other little girls and not make yourself ridiculous. Don’t cry any more. I’ve got some news for you. Diana Barry came home this afternoon. I’m going up to see if I can borrow a skirt pattern from Mrs. Barry, and if you like you can come with me and get acquainted with Diana.”

“Nonsense,” Marilla said, annoyed with herself for making the girl cry. “I definitely don’t want to send you back to the orphanage. All I want is for you to behave like other little girls and not embarrass yourself. Stop crying now. I have some news for you. Diana Barry came home this afternoon. I’m going to see if I can borrow a skirt pattern from Mrs. Barry, and if you want, you can come with me and meet Diana.”

Anne rose to her feet, with clasped hands, the tears still glistening on her cheeks; the dish towel she had been hemming slipped unheeded to the floor.

Anne stood up, her hands clasped, tears still shining on her cheeks; the dish towel she had been hemming fell unnoticed to the floor.

“Oh, Marilla, I’m frightened—now that it has come I’m actually frightened. What if she shouldn’t like me! It would be the most tragical disappointment of my life.”

“Oh, Marilla, I’m scared—now that it’s actually happening, I’m really scared. What if she doesn’t like me! It would be the biggest disappointment of my life.”

“Now, don’t get into a fluster. And I do wish you wouldn’t use such long words. It sounds so funny in a little girl. I guess Diana ‘ll like you well enough. It’s her mother you’ve got to reckon with. If she doesn’t like you it won’t matter how much Diana does. If she has heard about your outburst to Mrs. Lynde and going to church with buttercups round your hat I don’t know what she’ll think of you. You must be polite and well behaved, and don’t make any of your startling speeches. For pity’s sake, if the child isn’t actually trembling!”

"Now, don’t get worked up. And I really wish you wouldn’t use such big words. It sounds so funny coming from a little girl. I think Diana will like you just fine. It’s her mom you need to worry about. If she doesn’t like you, it won’t matter how much Diana does. If she’s heard about your outburst to Mrs. Lynde and how you went to church with buttercups around your hat, I can’t imagine what she’ll think of you. You need to be polite and well-behaved, and don’t make any of your shocking speeches. For goodness’ sake, if the child isn’t literally trembling!"

Anne was trembling. Her face was pale and tense.

Anne was shaking. Her face was pale and tight.

“Oh, Marilla, you’d be excited, too, if you were going to meet a little girl you hoped to be your bosom friend and whose mother mightn’t like you,” she said as she hastened to get her hat.

“Oh, Marilla, you’d be excited, too, if you were about to meet a little girl you hoped would be your best friend and whose mom might not like you,” she said as she rushed to grab her hat.

They went over to Orchard Slope by the short cut across the brook and up the firry hill grove. Mrs. Barry came to the kitchen door in answer to Marilla’s knock. She was a tall black-eyed, black-haired woman, with a very resolute mouth. She had the reputation of being very strict with her children.

They took the shortcut across the stream and up the hillside to Orchard Slope. Mrs. Barry answered Marilla’s knock at the kitchen door. She was a tall woman with black eyes and black hair, and her mouth had a very determined look. She was known for being quite strict with her children.

“How do you do, Marilla?” she said cordially. “Come in. And this is the little girl you have adopted, I suppose?”

“How's it going, Marilla?” she said cheerfully. “Come on in. And this is the little girl you’ve adopted, I take it?”

“Yes, this is Anne Shirley,” said Marilla.

“Yes, this is Anne Shirley,” Marilla said.

“Spelled with an E,” gasped Anne, who, tremulous and excited as she was, was determined there should be no misunderstanding on that important point.

“Spelled with an E,” gasped Anne, who, trembling and excited as she was, was determined there would be no misunderstanding on that important point.

Mrs. Barry, not hearing or not comprehending, merely shook hands and said kindly:

Mrs. Barry, not hearing or not understanding, just shook hands and said kindly:

“How are you?”

“How’s it going?”

“I am well in body although considerable rumpled up in spirit, thank you ma’am,” said Anne gravely. Then aside to Marilla in an audible whisper, “There wasn’t anything startling in that, was there, Marilla?”

“I’m feeling fine physically, even though I’m a bit messed up emotionally, thank you, ma’am,” Anne said seriously. Then, turning to Marilla in a clear whisper, she asked, “That wasn’t anything surprising, was it, Marilla?”

Diana was sitting on the sofa, reading a book which she dropped when the callers entered. She was a very pretty little girl, with her mother’s black eyes and hair, and rosy cheeks, and the merry expression which was her inheritance from her father.

Diana was sitting on the couch, reading a book that she dropped when the guests arrived. She was a very pretty girl, with her mother’s black eyes and hair, rosy cheeks, and the cheerful expression she inherited from her father.

“This is my little girl Diana,” said Mrs. Barry. “Diana, you might take Anne out into the garden and show her your flowers. It will be better for you than straining your eyes over that book. She reads entirely too much—” this to Marilla as the little girls went out—“and I can’t prevent her, for her father aids and abets her. She’s always poring over a book. I’m glad she has the prospect of a playmate—perhaps it will take her more out-of-doors.”

“This is my little girl Diana,” Mrs. Barry said. “Diana, why don’t you take Anne out to the garden and show her your flowers? It will be better for you than straining your eyes over that book. She reads way too much—” this to Marilla as the little girls went out—“and I can’t stop her, since her dad encourages it. She’s always buried in a book. I’m glad she has the chance for a playmate—maybe it will get her outside more.”

Outside in the garden, which was full of mellow sunset light streaming through the dark old firs to the west of it, stood Anne and Diana, gazing bashfully at each other over a clump of gorgeous tiger lilies.

Outside in the garden, which was filled with warm sunset light streaming through the dark old fir trees to the west, stood Anne and Diana, shyly looking at each other over a group of beautiful tiger lilies.

The Barry garden was a bowery wilderness of flowers which would have delighted Anne’s heart at any time less fraught with destiny. It was encircled by huge old willows and tall firs, beneath which flourished flowers that loved the shade. Prim, right-angled paths neatly bordered with clamshells, intersected it like moist red ribbons and in the beds between old-fashioned flowers ran riot. There were rosy bleeding-hearts and great splendid crimson peonies; white, fragrant narcissi and thorny, sweet Scotch roses; pink and blue and white columbines and lilac-tinted Bouncing Bets; clumps of southernwood and ribbon grass and mint; purple Adam-and-Eve, daffodils, and masses of sweet clover white with its delicate, fragrant, feathery sprays; scarlet lightning that shot its fiery lances over prim white musk-flowers; a garden it was where sunshine lingered and bees hummed, and winds, beguiled into loitering, purred and rustled.

The Barry garden was a wild, colorful paradise of flowers that would have thrilled Anne’s heart at any time less filled with destiny. It was surrounded by large, old willows and tall fir trees, where flowers that thrived in the shade flourished. Neat, straight paths edged with clamshells crisscrossed it like wet red ribbons, and in the beds, vintage flowers ran wild. There were rosy bleeding hearts and magnificent crimson peonies; fragrant white narcissus and prickly sweet Scotch roses; pink, blue, and white columbines and lilac-colored Bouncing Bets; clusters of southernwood, ribbon grass, and mint; purple Adam-and-Eve, daffodils, and patches of sweet clover bursting with delicate, fragrant, feathery sprays; bright red flowers shooting their fiery colors over neat white musk flowers; a garden where sunshine lingered, bees buzzed, and winds, enchanted into hanging around, purred and rustled.

“Oh, Diana,” said Anne at last, clasping her hands and speaking almost in a whisper, “oh, do you think you can like me a little—enough to be my bosom friend?”

“Oh, Diana,” said Anne finally, clasping her hands and speaking almost in a whisper, “oh, do you think you can like me a little—enough to be my close friend?”

Diana laughed. Diana always laughed before she spoke.

Diana laughed. She always laughed before she spoke.

“Why, I guess so,” she said frankly. “I’m awfully glad you’ve come to live at Green Gables. It will be jolly to have somebody to play with. There isn’t any other girl who lives near enough to play with, and I’ve no sisters big enough.”

“Yeah, I guess so,” she said honestly. “I’m really glad you’re living at Green Gables. It’ll be great to have someone to hang out with. There isn’t any other girl close enough to play with, and I don’t have any sisters old enough.”

“Will you swear to be my friend forever and ever?” demanded Anne eagerly.

“Will you promise to be my friend forever and ever?” Anne asked eagerly.

Diana looked shocked.

Diana looked stunned.

“Why it’s dreadfully wicked to swear,” she said rebukingly.

“Why it's really wrong to swear,” she said scoldingly.

“Oh no, not my kind of swearing. There are two kinds, you know.”

“Oh no, that’s not my type of swearing. There are two kinds, you know.”

“I never heard of but one kind,” said Diana doubtfully.

“I’ve only heard of one kind,” Diana said hesitantly.

“There really is another. Oh, it isn’t wicked at all. It just means vowing and promising solemnly.”

“There really is another. Oh, it isn’t bad at all. It just means making a vow and promising seriously.”

“Well, I don’t mind doing that,” agreed Diana, relieved. “How do you do it?”

“Well, I’m okay with that,” Diana said, feeling relieved. “How do you do it?”

“We must join hands—so,” said Anne gravely. “It ought to be over running water. We’ll just imagine this path is running water. I’ll repeat the oath first. I solemnly swear to be faithful to my bosom friend, Diana Barry, as long as the sun and moon shall endure. Now you say it and put my name in.”

“We need to join hands—like this,” Anne said seriously. “It should be over running water. Let's just pretend this path is running water. I’ll say the oath first. I solemnly swear to be loyal to my best friend, Diana Barry, for as long as the sun and moon last. Now you say it and include my name.”

Diana repeated the “oath” with a laugh fore and aft. Then she said:

Diana laughed as she recited the "oath" from beginning to end. Then she said:

“You’re a queer girl, Anne. I heard before that you were queer. But I believe I’m going to like you real well.”

“You're a queer girl, Anne. I heard before that you were queer. But I think I'm really going to like you.”

When Marilla and Anne went home Diana went with them as far as the log bridge. The two little girls walked with their arms about each other. At the brook they parted with many promises to spend the next afternoon together.

When Marilla and Anne went home, Diana went with them as far as the log bridge. The two girls walked with their arms around each other. By the creek, they said goodbye with lots of promises to spend the next afternoon together.

“Well, did you find Diana a kindred spirit?” asked Marilla as they went up through the garden of Green Gables.

“Well, did you find Diana a kindred spirit?” Marilla asked as they walked through the garden of Green Gables.

“Oh yes,” sighed Anne, blissfully unconscious of any sarcasm on Marilla’s part. “Oh Marilla, I’m the happiest girl on Prince Edward Island this very moment. I assure you I’ll say my prayers with a right good-will tonight. Diana and I are going to build a playhouse in Mr. William Bell’s birch grove tomorrow. Can I have those broken pieces of china that are out in the woodshed? Diana’s birthday is in February and mine is in March. Don’t you think that is a very strange coincidence? Diana is going to lend me a book to read. She says it’s perfectly splendid and tremendously exciting. She’s going to show me a place back in the woods where rice lilies grow. Don’t you think Diana has got very soulful eyes? I wish I had soulful eyes. Diana is going to teach me to sing a song called ‘Nelly in the Hazel Dell.’ She’s going to give me a picture to put up in my room; it’s a perfectly beautiful picture, she says—a lovely lady in a pale blue silk dress. A sewing-machine agent gave it to her. I wish I had something to give Diana. I’m an inch taller than Diana, but she is ever so much fatter; she says she’d like to be thin because it’s so much more graceful, but I’m afraid she only said it to soothe my feelings. We’re going to the shore some day to gather shells. We have agreed to call the spring down by the log bridge the Dryad’s Bubble. Isn’t that a perfectly elegant name? I read a story once about a spring called that. A dryad is sort of a grown-up fairy, I think.”

“Oh yes,” sighed Anne, completely unaware of any sarcasm from Marilla. “Oh Marilla, I’m the happiest girl on Prince Edward Island right at this moment. I promise I’ll say my prayers really sincerely tonight. Diana and I are going to build a playhouse in Mr. William Bell’s birch grove tomorrow. Can I have those broken pieces of china out in the woodshed? Diana’s birthday is in February and mine is in March. Don’t you think that’s a really strange coincidence? Diana is going to lend me a book to read. She says it’s absolutely wonderful and super exciting. She’s going to show me a spot back in the woods where rice lilies grow. Don’t you think Diana has such soulful eyes? I wish I had soulful eyes. Diana is going to teach me to sing a song called ‘Nelly in the Hazel Dell.’ She’s going to give me a picture to put up in my room; it’s a truly beautiful picture, she says—a lovely lady in a pale blue silk dress. A sewing-machine agent gave it to her. I wish I had something to give Diana. I’m an inch taller than Diana, but she’s much heavier; she says she’d like to be thin because it’s so much more graceful, but I’m afraid she only said that to make me feel better. We’re going to the shore one day to collect shells. We’ve agreed to call the spring down by the log bridge the Dryad’s Bubble. Isn’t that a perfectly elegant name? I read a story once about a spring with that name. A dryad is sort of a grown-up fairy, I think.”

“Well, all I hope is you won’t talk Diana to death,” said Marilla. “But remember this in all your planning, Anne. You’re not going to play all the time nor most of it. You’ll have your work to do and it’ll have to be done first.”

“Well, I just hope you don’t annoy Diana to death,” said Marilla. “But keep this in mind for all your planning, Anne. You’re not going to be playing all the time or even most of it. You’ve got your work to do, and it has to be done first.”

Anne’s cup of happiness was full, and Matthew caused it to overflow. He had just got home from a trip to the store at Carmody, and he sheepishly produced a small parcel from his pocket and handed it to Anne, with a deprecatory look at Marilla.

Anne's happiness was at an all-time high, and Matthew made it even better. He had just returned from a trip to the store in Carmody, and he shyly pulled out a small package from his pocket and gave it to Anne, casting a humble glance at Marilla.

“I heard you say you liked chocolate sweeties, so I got you some,” he said.

“I heard you say you liked chocolate candies, so I got you some,” he said.

“Humph,” sniffed Marilla. “It’ll ruin her teeth and stomach. There, there, child, don’t look so dismal. You can eat those, since Matthew has gone and got them. He’d better have brought you peppermints. They’re wholesomer. Don’t sicken yourself eating all them at once now.”

“Humph,” sniffed Marilla. “It’ll mess up her teeth and stomach. There, there, sweetheart, don’t look so sad. You can have those since Matthew went and got them. He should have brought you peppermints instead. They’re healthier. Don’t make yourself sick by eating all of them at once now.”

“Oh, no, indeed, I won’t,” said Anne eagerly. “I’ll just eat one tonight, Marilla. And I can give Diana half of them, can’t I? The other half will taste twice as sweet to me if I give some to her. It’s delightful to think I have something to give her.”

“Oh, no way, I won’t,” said Anne eagerly. “I’ll just have one tonight, Marilla. And I can give Diana half of them, right? The other half will taste twice as sweet to me if I share some with her. It’s exciting to think I have something to give her.”

“I will say it for the child,” said Marilla when Anne had gone to her gable, “she isn’t stingy. I’m glad, for of all faults I detest stinginess in a child. Dear me, it’s only three weeks since she came, and it seems as if she’d been here always. I can’t imagine the place without her. Now, don’t be looking I told-you-so, Matthew. That’s bad enough in a woman, but it isn’t to be endured in a man. I’m perfectly willing to own up that I’m glad I consented to keep the child and that I’m getting fond of her, but don’t you rub it in, Matthew Cuthbert.”

“I’ll speak on behalf of the child,” Marilla said after Anne had gone to her room, “she’s not greedy. I’m happy about that because out of all the faults, I can’t stand greediness in a child. Goodness, it’s only been three weeks since she arrived, and it feels like she’s always been here. I can’t picture this place without her. Now, don’t give me that I-told-you-so look, Matthew. That’s annoying enough in a woman, but it’s even harder to tolerate in a man. I’m completely willing to admit that I’m glad I agreed to keep the child and that I’m starting to care for her, but don’t you go rubbing it in, Matthew Cuthbert.”


CHAPTER XIII.
The Delights of Anticipation

IT’S time Anne was in to do her sewing,” said Marilla, glancing at the clock and then out into the yellow August afternoon where everything drowsed in the heat. “She stayed playing with Diana more than half an hour more ‘n I gave her leave to; and now she’s perched out there on the woodpile talking to Matthew, nineteen to the dozen, when she knows perfectly well she ought to be at her work. And of course he’s listening to her like a perfect ninny. I never saw such an infatuated man. The more she talks and the odder the things she says, the more he’s delighted evidently. Anne Shirley, you come right in here this minute, do you hear me!”

It’s time for Anne to come in and do her sewing,” said Marilla, glancing at the clock and then out into the warm August afternoon where everything was sluggish in the heat. “She stayed playing with Diana for over half an hour longer than I allowed; and now she’s sitting out there on the woodpile chatting with Matthew, talking a mile a minute, when she knows she should be working. And of course he’s just listening to her like a complete fool. I’ve never seen such a smitten man. The more she talks and the weirder the things she says, the more he enjoys it, obviously. Anne Shirley, you get in here right this minute, do you hear me!”

A series of staccato taps on the west window brought Anne flying in from the yard, eyes shining, cheeks faintly flushed with pink, unbraided hair streaming behind her in a torrent of brightness.

A series of quick taps on the west window had Anne rushing in from the yard, her eyes sparkling, cheeks lightly flushed with pink, and her unbraided hair flowing behind her like a bright wave.

“Oh, Marilla,” she exclaimed breathlessly, “there’s going to be a Sunday-school picnic next week—in Mr. Harmon Andrews’s field, right near the lake of Shining Waters. And Mrs. Superintendent Bell and Mrs. Rachel Lynde are going to make ice cream—think of it, Marilla—ice cream! And, oh, Marilla, can I go to it?”

“Oh, Marilla,” she said breathlessly, “there’s going to be a Sunday school picnic next week—in Mr. Harmon Andrews’s field, right by the lake of Shining Waters. And Mrs. Superintendent Bell and Mrs. Rachel Lynde are going to make ice cream—can you believe it, Marilla—ice cream! And, oh, Marilla, can I go?”

“Just look at the clock, if you please, Anne. What time did I tell you to come in?”

“Just look at the clock, please, Anne. What time did I say for you to come in?”

“Two o’clock—but isn’t it splendid about the picnic, Marilla? Please can I go? Oh, I’ve never been to a picnic—I’ve dreamed of picnics, but I’ve never—”

“Two o’clock—but isn’t it wonderful about the picnic, Marilla? Can I please go? Oh, I’ve never been to a picnic—I’ve dreamed of picnics, but I’ve never—”

“Yes, I told you to come at two o’clock. And it’s a quarter to three. I’d like to know why you didn’t obey me, Anne.”

“Yes, I told you to come at two o’clock. And it’s a quarter to three. I’d like to know why you didn’t listen to me, Anne.”

“Why, I meant to, Marilla, as much as could be. But you have no idea how fascinating Idlewild is. And then, of course, I had to tell Matthew about the picnic. Matthew is such a sympathetic listener. Please can I go?”

“Honestly, I intended to, Marilla, as much as I could. But you wouldn’t believe how captivating Idlewild is. And, of course, I had to share the details of the picnic with Matthew. He’s such a great listener. Can I please go?”

“You’ll have to learn to resist the fascination of Idle-whatever-you-call-it. When I tell you to come in at a certain time I mean that time and not half an hour later. And you needn’t stop to discourse with sympathetic listeners on your way, either. As for the picnic, of course you can go. You’re a Sunday-school scholar, and it’s not likely I’d refuse to let you go when all the other little girls are going.”

“You need to learn to resist the allure of whatever you want to call it. When I tell you to come in at a specific time, I really mean that time and not thirty minutes later. And you shouldn't stop to chat with friendly listeners on your way, either. As for the picnic, of course you can go. You're a Sunday school student, and it's unlikely I'd say no when all the other girls are going.”

“But—but,” faltered Anne, “Diana says that everybody must take a basket of things to eat. I can’t cook, as you know, Marilla, and—and—I don’t mind going to a picnic without puffed sleeves so much, but I’d feel terribly humiliated if I had to go without a basket. It’s been preying on my mind ever since Diana told me.”

“But—but,” Anne hesitated, “Diana says that everyone has to bring a basket of food. You know I can’t cook, Marilla, and—and—I don’t mind going to a picnic without puffed sleeves too much, but I’d feel so embarrassed if I had to go without a basket. It’s been bothering me ever since Diana told me.”

“Well, it needn’t prey any longer. I’ll bake you a basket.”

“Well, it doesn’t have to worry anymore. I’ll bake you a basket.”

“Oh, you dear good Marilla. Oh, you are so kind to me. Oh, I’m so much obliged to you.”

“Oh, you wonderful Marilla. Oh, you’re so nice to me. Oh, I really appreciate you.”

Getting through with her “ohs” Anne cast herself into Marilla’s arms and rapturously kissed her sallow cheek. It was the first time in her whole life that childish lips had voluntarily touched Marilla’s face. Again that sudden sensation of startling sweetness thrilled her. She was secretly vastly pleased at Anne’s impulsive caress, which was probably the reason why she said brusquely:

Getting through with her “ohs,” Anne threw herself into Marilla’s arms and joyfully kissed her pale cheek. It was the first time in her entire life that a child’s lips had willingly touched Marilla’s face. Once again, that unexpected feeling of sweetness thrilled her. She was secretly quite pleased with Anne’s impulsive affection, which was probably why she said abruptly:

“There, there, never mind your kissing nonsense. I’d sooner see you doing strictly as you’re told. As for cooking, I mean to begin giving you lessons in that some of these days. But you’re so featherbrained, Anne, I’ve been waiting to see if you’d sober down a little and learn to be steady before I begin. You’ve got to keep your wits about you in cooking and not stop in the middle of things to let your thoughts rove all over creation. Now, get out your patchwork and have your square done before teatime.”

"There, there, forget about your kissing nonsense. I’d rather see you following instructions. As for cooking, I plan to start giving you lessons soon. But you’re so scatterbrained, Anne, I've been waiting to see if you’d calm down a bit and learn to be more steady before we begin. You need to stay focused in the kitchen and not let your mind wander all over the place in the middle of things. Now, get out your patchwork and make sure you finish your square before teatime."

“I do not like patchwork,” said Anne dolefully, hunting out her workbasket and sitting down before a little heap of red and white diamonds with a sigh. “I think some kinds of sewing would be nice; but there’s no scope for imagination in patchwork. It’s just one little seam after another and you never seem to be getting anywhere. But of course I’d rather be Anne of Green Gables sewing patchwork than Anne of any other place with nothing to do but play. I wish time went as quick sewing patches as it does when I’m playing with Diana, though. Oh, we do have such elegant times, Marilla. I have to furnish most of the imagination, but I’m well able to do that. Diana is simply perfect in every other way. You know that little piece of land across the brook that runs up between our farm and Mr. Barry’s. It belongs to Mr. William Bell, and right in the corner there is a little ring of white birch trees—the most romantic spot, Marilla. Diana and I have our playhouse there. We call it Idlewild. Isn’t that a poetical name? I assure you it took me some time to think it out. I stayed awake nearly a whole night before I invented it. Then, just as I was dropping off to sleep, it came like an inspiration. Diana was enraptured when she heard it. We have got our house fixed up elegantly. You must come and see it, Marilla—won’t you? We have great big stones, all covered with moss, for seats, and boards from tree to tree for shelves. And we have all our dishes on them. Of course, they’re all broken but it’s the easiest thing in the world to imagine that they are whole. There’s a piece of a plate with a spray of red and yellow ivy on it that is especially beautiful. We keep it in the parlor and we have the fairy glass there, too. The fairy glass is as lovely as a dream. Diana found it out in the woods behind their chicken house. It’s all full of rainbows—just little young rainbows that haven’t grown big yet—and Diana’s mother told her it was broken off a hanging lamp they once had. But it’s nice to imagine the fairies lost it one night when they had a ball, so we call it the fairy glass. Matthew is going to make us a table. Oh, we have named that little round pool over in Mr. Barry’s field Willowmere. I got that name out of the book Diana lent me. That was a thrilling book, Marilla. The heroine had five lovers. I’d be satisfied with one, wouldn’t you? She was very handsome and she went through great tribulations. She could faint as easy as anything. I’d love to be able to faint, wouldn’t you, Marilla? It’s so romantic. But I’m really very healthy for all I’m so thin. I believe I’m getting fatter, though. Don’t you think I am? I look at my elbows every morning when I get up to see if any dimples are coming. Diana is having a new dress made with elbow sleeves. She is going to wear it to the picnic. Oh, I do hope it will be fine next Wednesday. I don’t feel that I could endure the disappointment if anything happened to prevent me from getting to the picnic. I suppose I’d live through it, but I’m certain it would be a lifelong sorrow. It wouldn’t matter if I got to a hundred picnics in after years; they wouldn’t make up for missing this one. They’re going to have boats on the Lake of Shining Waters—and ice cream, as I told you. I have never tasted ice cream. Diana tried to explain what it was like, but I guess ice cream is one of those things that are beyond imagination.”

“I do not like patchwork,” Anne said sadly, searching for her workbasket and sitting down in front of a small pile of red and white diamonds with a sigh. “I think some kinds of sewing would be nice; but there’s no room for creativity in patchwork. It’s just one little seam after another, and you never feel like you’re making progress. But of course, I’d rather be Anne of Green Gables sewing patchwork than Anne anywhere else with nothing to do but play. I wish time passed as quickly while sewing patches as it does when I’m playing with Diana, though. Oh, we have such fun, Marilla. I have to provide most of the imagination, but I can definitely do that. Diana is absolutely perfect in every other way. You know that little piece of land across the brook between our farm and Mr. Barry’s? It belongs to Mr. William Bell, and right in the corner, there’s a little ring of white birch trees—the most romantic spot, Marilla. Diana and I have our playhouse there. We call it Idlewild. Isn’t that a poetic name? I assure you it took me a while to come up with it. I stayed awake almost the entire night before I thought of it. Then, just as I was about to fall asleep, it came to me like a flash of inspiration. Diana was enraptured when she heard it. We’ve got our house decorated nicely. You must come and see it, Marilla—won’t you? We have huge stones covered in moss for seats, and boards from tree to tree for shelves. And we keep all our dishes on them. Of course, they’re all broken, but it’s really easy to pretend they’re whole. There’s a piece of a plate with a spray of red and yellow ivy on it that’s especially beautiful. We keep it in the parlor, and we have the fairy glass there too. The fairy glass is as lovely as a dream. Diana found it in the woods behind their chicken house. It’s full of rainbows—just tiny rainbows that haven’t grown large yet—and Diana’s mom said it broke off a hanging lamp they once had. But it’s nice to imagine that the fairies lost it one night when they had a ball, so we call it the fairy glass. Matthew is going to make us a table. Oh, we’ve named that little round pool over in Mr. Barry’s field Willowmere. I got that name from the book Diana lent me. That was such an exciting read, Marilla. The heroine had five lovers. I’d be happy with just one, wouldn’t you? She was really beautiful and went through a lot of struggles. She could faint as easily as anything. I’d love to be able to faint, wouldn’t you, Marilla? It’s so romantic. But I’m actually quite healthy, even though I’m so thin. I think I’m getting fatter, though. Don’t you think so? I look at my elbows every morning when I wake up to see if any dimples are coming. Diana is having a new dress made with elbow sleeves. She’s going to wear it to the picnic. Oh, I really hope it’s nice next Wednesday. I don’t think I could handle the disappointment if something happened that kept me from going to the picnic. I suppose I’d survive, but I’m sure it would be a lifelong sorrow. It wouldn’t matter if I went to a hundred picnics later; they wouldn’t make up for missing this one. They’re going to have boats on the Lake of Shining Waters—and ice cream, as I told you. I’ve never tasted ice cream. Diana tried to describe what it’s like, but I guess ice cream is one of those things that are beyond imagination.”

“Anne, you have talked even on for ten minutes by the clock,” said Marilla. “Now, just for curiosity’s sake, see if you can hold your tongue for the same length of time.”

“Anne, you've been talking for a full ten minutes,” Marilla said. “Now, just out of curiosity, see if you can keep quiet for the same amount of time.”

Anne held her tongue as desired. But for the rest of the week she talked picnic and thought picnic and dreamed picnic. On Saturday it rained and she worked herself up into such a frantic state lest it should keep on raining until and over Wednesday that Marilla made her sew an extra patchwork square by way of steadying her nerves.

Anne kept quiet as she wanted to. But for the rest of the week, she talked about picnics, thought about picnics, and dreamed about picnics. On Saturday, it rained, and she became so worked up worrying that it would keep raining until Wednesday that Marilla made her sew an extra patchwork square to help calm her nerves.

On Sunday Anne confided to Marilla on the way home from church that she grew actually cold all over with excitement when the minister announced the picnic from the pulpit.

On Sunday, Anne told Marilla on the way home from church that she suddenly felt a chill of excitement all over when the minister announced the picnic from the pulpit.

“Such a thrill as went up and down my back, Marilla! I don’t think I’d ever really believed until then that there was honestly going to be a picnic. I couldn’t help fearing I’d only imagined it. But when a minister says a thing in the pulpit you just have to believe it.”

“Such a thrill went up and down my back, Marilla! I don’t think I ever really believed until then that there was actually going to be a picnic. I couldn’t help fearing I had only imagined it. But when a minister says something from the pulpit, you just have to believe it.”

“You set your heart too much on things, Anne,” said Marilla, with a sigh. “I’m afraid there’ll be a great many disappointments in store for you through life.”

“You put too much importance on things, Anne,” said Marilla, with a sigh. “I’m afraid you’re going to face a lot of disappointments in your life.”

“Oh, Marilla, looking forward to things is half the pleasure of them,” exclaimed Anne. “You mayn’t get the things themselves; but nothing can prevent you from having the fun of looking forward to them. Mrs. Lynde says, ‘Blessed are they who expect nothing for they shall not be disappointed.’ But I think it would be worse to expect nothing than to be disappointed.”

“Oh, Marilla, looking forward to things is half the fun of them,” exclaimed Anne. “You might not actually get the things themselves; but nothing can stop you from enjoying the thrill of anticipating them. Mrs. Lynde says, ‘Blessed are those who expect nothing, for they won’t be disappointed.’ But I think it would be worse to expect nothing than to be let down.”

Marilla wore her amethyst brooch to church that day as usual. Marilla always wore her amethyst brooch to church. She would have thought it rather sacrilegious to leave it off—as bad as forgetting her Bible or her collection dime. That amethyst brooch was Marilla’s most treasured possession. A seafaring uncle had given it to her mother who in turn had bequeathed it to Marilla. It was an old-fashioned oval, containing a braid of her mother’s hair, surrounded by a border of very fine amethysts. Marilla knew too little about precious stones to realize how fine the amethysts actually were; but she thought them very beautiful and was always pleasantly conscious of their violet shimmer at her throat, above her good brown satin dress, even although she could not see it.

Marilla wore her amethyst brooch to church that day, just like she always did. She would have thought it was pretty wrong to leave it off—just as bad as forgetting her Bible or her collection dime. That amethyst brooch was Marilla’s most valued possession. A seafaring uncle had given it to her mother, who then passed it down to Marilla. It was an old-fashioned oval brooch, containing a braid of her mother’s hair, surrounded by a border of very fine amethysts. Marilla didn’t know much about precious stones to realize how valuable the amethysts actually were, but she thought they were beautiful and always enjoyed their violet shimmer at her throat, above her nice brown satin dress, even though she couldn't see it.

Anne had been smitten with delighted admiration when she first saw that brooch.

Anne had been completely taken in with delight when she first saw that brooch.

“Oh, Marilla, it’s a perfectly elegant brooch. I don’t know how you can pay attention to the sermon or the prayers when you have it on. I couldn’t, I know. I think amethysts are just sweet. They are what I used to think diamonds were like. Long ago, before I had ever seen a diamond, I read about them and I tried to imagine what they would be like. I thought they would be lovely glimmering purple stones. When I saw a real diamond in a lady’s ring one day I was so disappointed I cried. Of course, it was very lovely but it wasn’t my idea of a diamond. Will you let me hold the brooch for one minute, Marilla? Do you think amethysts can be the souls of good violets?”

“Oh, Marilla, it's a beautiful brooch! I don’t know how you can focus on the sermon or the prayers while wearing it. I couldn't, for sure. I think amethysts are just lovely. They remind me of what I thought diamonds would be like. A long time ago, before I’d ever seen a diamond, I read about them and tried to picture what they would look like. I imagined they would be gorgeous, sparkling purple stones. When I saw a real diamond in a lady’s ring one day, I was so disappointed I cried. Of course, it was very pretty, but it wasn’t what I imagined a diamond to be. Can I hold the brooch for a minute, Marilla? Do you think amethysts could be the souls of good violets?”


CHAPTER XIV.
Anne’s Confession

ON the Monday evening before the picnic Marilla came down from her room with a troubled face.

ON the Monday evening before the picnic, Marilla came down from her room looking worried.

“Anne,” she said to that small personage, who was shelling peas by the spotless table and singing, “Nelly of the Hazel Dell” with a vigor and expression that did credit to Diana’s teaching, “did you see anything of my amethyst brooch? I thought I stuck it in my pincushion when I came home from church yesterday evening, but I can’t find it anywhere.”

“Anne,” she said to the little one, who was shelling peas at the clean table and singing “Nelly of the Hazel Dell” with a passion and expression that showed Diana’s good teaching, “did you happen to see my amethyst brooch? I thought I put it in my pincushion when I got home from church yesterday evening, but I can’t find it anywhere.”

“I—I saw it this afternoon when you were away at the Aid Society,” said Anne, a little slowly. “I was passing your door when I saw it on the cushion, so I went in to look at it.”

“I—I saw it this afternoon when you were at the Aid Society,” said Anne, a bit slowly. “I was walking by your door when I spotted it on the cushion, so I went in to check it out.”

“Did you touch it?” said Marilla sternly.

“Did you touch it?” Marilla asked firmly.

“Y-e-e-s,” admitted Anne, “I took it up and I pinned it on my breast just to see how it would look.”

“Y-e-e-s,” Anne admitted, “I picked it up and pinned it on my chest just to see how it would look.”

“You had no business to do anything of the sort. It’s very wrong in a little girl to meddle. You shouldn’t have gone into my room in the first place and you shouldn’t have touched a brooch that didn’t belong to you in the second. Where did you put it?”

“You had no reason to do anything like that. It’s really wrong for a little girl to interfere. You shouldn’t have gone into my room in the first place, and you shouldn’t have touched a brooch that wasn’t yours in the second. Where did you put it?”

“Oh, I put it back on the bureau. I hadn’t it on a minute. Truly, I didn’t mean to meddle, Marilla. I didn’t think about its being wrong to go in and try on the brooch; but I see now that it was and I’ll never do it again. That’s one good thing about me. I never do the same naughty thing twice.”

“Oh, I put it back on the dresser. I hadn’t it on for more than a minute. Honestly, I didn’t mean to interfere, Marilla. I didn’t realize it was wrong to go in and try on the brooch; but I see now that it was, and I’ll never do it again. That’s one good thing about me. I never do the same naughty thing twice.”

“You didn’t put it back,” said Marilla. “That brooch isn’t anywhere on the bureau. You’ve taken it out or something, Anne.”

“You didn’t put it back,” Marilla said. “That brooch isn’t anywhere on the dresser. You’ve taken it out or something, Anne.”

“I did put it back,” said Anne quickly—pertly, Marilla thought. “I don’t just remember whether I stuck it on the pincushion or laid it in the china tray. But I’m perfectly certain I put it back.”

“I did put it back,” Anne said quickly—maybe a little too confidently, Marilla thought. “I can’t quite remember if I stuck it on the pincushion or placed it in the china tray. But I’m absolutely sure I put it back.”

“I’ll go and have another look,” said Marilla, determining to be just. “If you put that brooch back it’s there still. If it isn’t I’ll know you didn’t, that’s all!”

“I’ll go take another look,” said Marilla, deciding to be fair. “If you put that brooch back, it’s still there. If it isn’t, I’ll know you didn’t, that’s all!”

Marilla went to her room and made a thorough search, not only over the bureau but in every other place she thought the brooch might possibly be. It was not to be found and she returned to the kitchen.

Marilla went to her room and searched thoroughly, not just on the dresser but in every other spot she thought the brooch might be. It was nowhere to be found, so she went back to the kitchen.

“Anne, the brooch is gone. By your own admission you were the last person to handle it. Now, what have you done with it? Tell me the truth at once. Did you take it out and lose it?”

“Anne, the brooch is missing. You said yourself that you were the last person to touch it. So, what did you do with it? Tell me the truth right now. Did you take it out and lose it?”

“No, I didn’t,” said Anne solemnly, meeting Marilla’s angry gaze squarely. “I never took the brooch out of your room and that is the truth, if I was to be led to the block for it—although I’m not very certain what a block is. So there, Marilla.”

“No, I didn't,” Anne said seriously, looking directly at Marilla’s angry stare. “I never took the brooch from your room, and that's the truth, even if I had to stand trial for it—though I’m not exactly sure what a trial would be. So there, Marilla.”

Anne’s “so there” was only intended to emphasize her assertion, but Marilla took it as a display of defiance.

Anne’s “so there” was just meant to emphasize her point, but Marilla saw it as an act of defiance.

“I believe you are telling me a falsehood, Anne,” she said sharply. “I know you are. There now, don’t say anything more unless you are prepared to tell the whole truth. Go to your room and stay there until you are ready to confess.”

“I believe you’re lying to me, Anne,” she said sharply. “I know you are. So don’t say anything else unless you’re ready to tell the whole truth. Go to your room and stay there until you’re ready to confess.”

“Will I take the peas with me?” said Anne meekly.

“Should I take the peas with me?” Anne asked softly.

“No, I’ll finish shelling them myself. Do as I bid you.”

“No, I’ll finish shelling them myself. Just do what I say.”

When Anne had gone Marilla went about her evening tasks in a very disturbed state of mind. She was worried about her valuable brooch. What if Anne had lost it? And how wicked of the child to deny having taken it, when anybody could see she must have! With such an innocent face, too!

When Anne left, Marilla went about her evening tasks feeling very unsettled. She was anxious about her precious brooch. What if Anne had lost it? And how terrible of the girl to claim she hadn’t taken it, when anyone could tell she must have! Especially with such an innocent face!

“I don’t know what I wouldn’t sooner have had happen,” thought Marilla, as she nervously shelled the peas. “Of course, I don’t suppose she meant to steal it or anything like that. She’s just taken it to play with or help along that imagination of hers. She must have taken it, that’s clear, for there hasn’t been a soul in that room since she was in it, by her own story, until I went up tonight. And the brooch is gone, there’s nothing surer. I suppose she has lost it and is afraid to own up for fear she’ll be punished. It’s a dreadful thing to think she tells falsehoods. It’s a far worse thing than her fit of temper. It’s a fearful responsibility to have a child in your house you can’t trust. Slyness and untruthfulness—that’s what she has displayed. I declare I feel worse about that than about the brooch. If she’d only have told the truth about it I wouldn’t mind so much.”

“I don’t know what I would have preferred less,” thought Marilla, as she nervously shelled the peas. “Of course, I don’t think she meant to steal it or anything like that. She probably just took it to play with or to fuel her imagination. She definitely took it, that’s clear, since no one else has been in that room since she was there, according to her own story, until I went up tonight. And the brooch is definitely gone. I bet she lost it and is afraid to admit it because she thinks she’ll get in trouble. It’s awful to think that she tells lies. That’s much worse than her temper tantrum. It’s a scary responsibility to have a child in your home that you can’t trust. Deceit and dishonesty—that’s what she’s shown. Honestly, I feel worse about that than about the brooch. If only she had just told the truth about it, I wouldn’t mind so much.”

Marilla went to her room at intervals all through the evening and searched for the brooch, without finding it. A bedtime visit to the east gable produced no result. Anne persisted in denying that she knew anything about the brooch but Marilla was only the more firmly convinced that she did.

Marilla went to her room several times throughout the evening, looking for the brooch, but she couldn't find it. A bedtime check in the east gable didn't help either. Anne kept insisting that she didn't know anything about the brooch, but Marilla became even more convinced that she did.

She told Matthew the story the next morning. Matthew was confounded and puzzled; he could not so quickly lose faith in Anne but he had to admit that circumstances were against her.

She told Matthew the story the next morning. Matthew was confused and troubled; he couldn't easily lose faith in Anne, but he had to admit that the situation was not in her favor.

“You’re sure it hasn’t fell down behind the bureau?” was the only suggestion he could offer.

“You're sure it hasn't fallen down behind the dresser?” was the only suggestion he could offer.

“I’ve moved the bureau and I’ve taken out the drawers and I’ve looked in every crack and cranny” was Marilla’s positive answer. “The brooch is gone and that child has taken it and lied about it. That’s the plain, ugly truth, Matthew Cuthbert, and we might as well look it in the face.”

“I’ve moved the dresser, taken out the drawers, and checked every crack and crevice,” Marilla replied firmly. “The brooch is gone, and that girl took it and lied about it. That’s the plain, ugly truth, Matthew Cuthbert, and we might as well face it.”

“Well now, what are you going to do about it?” Matthew asked forlornly, feeling secretly thankful that Marilla and not he had to deal with the situation. He felt no desire to put his oar in this time.

“Well, what are you going to do about it?” Matthew asked sadly, feeling quietly grateful that Marilla, not him, had to handle the situation. He had no interest in getting involved this time.

“She’ll stay in her room until she confesses,” said Marilla grimly, remembering the success of this method in the former case. “Then we’ll see. Perhaps we’ll be able to find the brooch if she’ll only tell where she took it; but in any case she’ll have to be severely punished, Matthew.”

“She’ll stay in her room until she admits what happened,” Marilla said sternly, recalling how well this approach worked before. “Then we’ll see. Maybe we can find the brooch if she just tells us where she put it; but either way, she’s going to be in big trouble, Matthew.”

“Well now, you’ll have to punish her,” said Matthew, reaching for his hat. “I’ve nothing to do with it, remember. You warned me off yourself.”

“Well, now you’ll have to punish her,” Matthew said, grabbing his hat. “I’ve got nothing to do with it, just remember. You told me to stay out of it.”

Marilla felt deserted by everyone. She could not even go to Mrs. Lynde for advice. She went up to the east gable with a very serious face and left it with a face more serious still. Anne steadfastly refused to confess. She persisted in asserting that she had not taken the brooch. The child had evidently been crying and Marilla felt a pang of pity which she sternly repressed. By night she was, as she expressed it, “beat out.”

Marilla felt abandoned by everyone. She couldn't even go to Mrs. Lynde for advice. She walked up to the east gable with a very serious expression and left with an even more serious one. Anne stubbornly refused to admit anything. She kept insisting that she hadn’t taken the brooch. The child had clearly been crying, and Marilla felt a twinge of sympathy that she firmly suppressed. By night, she was, as she put it, “worn out.”

“You’ll stay in this room until you confess, Anne. You can make up your mind to that,” she said firmly.

"You'll stay in this room until you confess, Anne. You can be sure of that," she said firmly.

“But the picnic is tomorrow, Marilla,” cried Anne. “You won’t keep me from going to that, will you? You’ll just let me out for the afternoon, won’t you? Then I’ll stay here as long as you like afterwards cheerfully. But I must go to the picnic.”

“But the picnic is tomorrow, Marilla,” Anne exclaimed. “You’re not going to stop me from going, are you? Just let me go for the afternoon, okay? I promise I’ll stay here as long as you want afterwards without any complaints. But I have to go to the picnic.”

“You’ll not go to picnics nor anywhere else until you’ve confessed, Anne.”

“You're not going to picnics or anywhere else until you confess, Anne.”

“Oh, Marilla,” gasped Anne.

“Oh, Marilla,” gasped Anne.

But Marilla had gone out and shut the door.

But Marilla had stepped outside and closed the door.

Wednesday morning dawned as bright and fair as if expressly made to order for the picnic. Birds sang around Green Gables; the Madonna lilies in the garden sent out whiffs of perfume that entered in on viewless winds at every door and window, and wandered through halls and rooms like spirits of benediction. The birches in the hollow waved joyful hands as if watching for Anne’s usual morning greeting from the east gable. But Anne was not at her window. When Marilla took her breakfast up to her she found the child sitting primly on her bed, pale and resolute, with tight-shut lips and gleaming eyes.

Wednesday morning started off bright and beautiful, almost like it was made just for the picnic. Birds were singing around Green Gables; the Madonna lilies in the garden released sweet scents that floated through every door and window, drifting through the halls and rooms like blessings. The birches in the hollow waved happily as if waiting for Anne’s usual morning greeting from the east gable. But Anne wasn't at her window. When Marilla brought her breakfast, she found the child sitting neatly on her bed, looking pale yet determined, with tightly shut lips and shining eyes.

“Marilla, I’m ready to confess.”

"Marilla, I’m ready to spill."

“Ah!” Marilla laid down her tray. Once again her method had succeeded; but her success was very bitter to her. “Let me hear what you have to say then, Anne.”

“Ah!” Marilla set down her tray. Once again her approach had worked, but her success felt very bitter to her. “Now, let me hear what you have to say, Anne.”

“I took the amethyst brooch,” said Anne, as if repeating a lesson she had learned. “I took it just as you said. I didn’t mean to take it when I went in. But it did look so beautiful, Marilla, when I pinned it on my breast that I was overcome by an irresistible temptation. I imagined how perfectly thrilling it would be to take it to Idlewild and play I was the Lady Cordelia Fitzgerald. It would be so much easier to imagine I was the Lady Cordelia if I had a real amethyst brooch on. Diana and I make necklaces of roseberries but what are roseberries compared to amethysts? So I took the brooch. I thought I could put it back before you came home. I went all the way around by the road to lengthen out the time. When I was going over the bridge across the Lake of Shining Waters I took the brooch off to have another look at it. Oh, how it did shine in the sunlight! And then, when I was leaning over the bridge, it just slipped through my fingers—so—and went down—down—down, all purply-sparkling, and sank forevermore beneath the Lake of Shining Waters. And that’s the best I can do at confessing, Marilla.”

“I took the amethyst brooch,” said Anne, almost like she was reciting a lesson she had learned. “I took it just like you said. I didn’t plan to take it when I went in. But it looked so beautiful, Marilla, when I pinned it on my chest that I was hit with an irresistible urge. I imagined how exciting it would be to take it to Idlewild and pretend to be Lady Cordelia Fitzgerald. It would be so much easier to picture myself as Lady Cordelia if I had a real amethyst brooch on. Diana and I make necklaces out of roseberries, but what are roseberries compared to amethysts? So I took the brooch. I thought I could return it before you came home. I went all the way around by the road to stretch out the time. When I was crossing the bridge over the Lake of Shining Waters, I took the brooch off to take another look at it. Oh, how it sparkled in the sunlight! And then, when I was leaning over the bridge, it just slipped out of my fingers—just like that—and went down—down—down, all purply-sparkling, and sank forever beneath the Lake of Shining Waters. And that’s the best I can do at confessing, Marilla.”

Marilla felt hot anger surge up into her heart again. This child had taken and lost her treasured amethyst brooch and now sat there calmly reciting the details thereof without the least apparent compunction or repentance.

Marilla felt a rush of anger rise in her chest again. This child had taken and lost her cherished amethyst brooch and was now sitting there calmly recounting the details without any sign of guilt or remorse.

“Anne, this is terrible,” she said, trying to speak calmly. “You are the very wickedest girl I ever heard of.”

“Anne, this is awful,” she said, trying to stay calm. “You are the most wicked girl I've ever heard of.”

“Yes, I suppose I am,” agreed Anne tranquilly. “And I know I’ll have to be punished. It’ll be your duty to punish me, Marilla. Won’t you please get it over right off because I’d like to go to the picnic with nothing on my mind.”

“Yes, I guess I am,” Anne said calmly. “And I know I’ll have to face the consequences. It will be your responsibility to punish me, Marilla. Can you please just do it quickly because I want to go to the picnic with a clear mind.”

“Picnic, indeed! You’ll go to no picnic today, Anne Shirley. That shall be your punishment. And it isn’t half severe enough either for what you’ve done!”

“Picnic, really! You’re not going to any picnic today, Anne Shirley. That will be your punishment. And it’s not even close to being severe enough for what you’ve done!”

“Not go to the picnic!” Anne sprang to her feet and clutched Marilla’s hand. “But you promised me I might! Oh, Marilla, I must go to the picnic. That was why I confessed. Punish me any way you like but that. Oh, Marilla, please, please, let me go to the picnic. Think of the ice cream! For anything you know I may never have a chance to taste ice cream again.”

“Not go to the picnic!” Anne jumped up and grabbed Marilla’s hand. “But you promised me I could! Oh, Marilla, I have to go to the picnic. That’s why I confessed. Punish me however you want but not for this. Oh, Marilla, please, please let me go to the picnic. Think about the ice cream! For all you know, I might never get a chance to taste ice cream again.”

Marilla disengaged Anne’s clinging hands stonily.

Marilla pulled Anne's gripping hands away stiffly.

“You needn’t plead, Anne. You are not going to the picnic and that’s final. No, not a word.”

“You don’t need to beg, Anne. You’re not going to the picnic, and that’s final. No more talking about it.”

Anne realized that Marilla was not to be moved. She clasped her hands together, gave a piercing shriek, and then flung herself face downward on the bed, crying and writhing in an utter abandonment of disappointment and despair.

Anne understood that Marilla wasn't going to change her mind. She clasped her hands together, let out a loud scream, and then threw herself face down on the bed, crying and twisting in a complete breakdown of disappointment and despair.

“For the land’s sake!” gasped Marilla, hastening from the room. “I believe the child is crazy. No child in her senses would behave as she does. If she isn’t she’s utterly bad. Oh dear, I’m afraid Rachel was right from the first. But I’ve put my hand to the plow and I won’t look back.”

“For goodness' sake!” gasped Marilla, rushing out of the room. “I think the child is insane. No sane child would act like she does. If she isn’t, then she’s completely mischievous. Oh dear, I’m worried that Rachel was right all along. But I’ve started this, and I won’t back down.”

That was a dismal morning. Marilla worked fiercely and scrubbed the porch floor and the dairy shelves when she could find nothing else to do. Neither the shelves nor the porch needed it—but Marilla did. Then she went out and raked the yard.

That was a gloomy morning. Marilla worked hard and scrubbed the porch floor and the dairy shelves when she couldn't find anything else to do. The shelves and the porch didn't really need it—but Marilla did. After that, she went outside and raked the yard.

When dinner was ready she went to the stairs and called Anne. A tear-stained face appeared, looking tragically over the banisters.

When dinner was ready, she went to the stairs and called Anne. A tear-streaked face appeared, looking sadly over the banisters.

“Come down to your dinner, Anne.”

“Join us for dinner, Anne.”

“I don’t want any dinner, Marilla,” said Anne, sobbingly. “I couldn’t eat anything. My heart is broken. You’ll feel remorse of conscience someday, I expect, for breaking it, Marilla, but I forgive you. Remember when the time comes that I forgive you. But please don’t ask me to eat anything, especially boiled pork and greens. Boiled pork and greens are so unromantic when one is in affliction.”

“I don't want any dinner, Marilla,” Anne said, crying. “I can't eat anything. My heart is shattered. Someday, I bet you'll feel guilty for breaking it, Marilla, but I forgive you. Just remember that when the time comes. But please don’t ask me to eat anything, especially boiled pork and greens. Boiled pork and greens are so unromantic when you’re feeling sad.”

Exasperated, Marilla returned to the kitchen and poured out her tale of woe to Matthew, who, between his sense of justice and his unlawful sympathy with Anne, was a miserable man.

Exasperated, Marilla went back to the kitchen and shared her troubles with Matthew, who, caught between his sense of fairness and his secret sympathy for Anne, was feeling pretty miserable.

“Well now, she shouldn’t have taken the brooch, Marilla, or told stories about it,” he admitted, mournfully surveying his plateful of unromantic pork and greens as if he, like Anne, thought it a food unsuited to crises of feeling, “but she’s such a little thing—such an interesting little thing. Don’t you think it’s pretty rough not to let her go to the picnic when she’s so set on it?”

“Well, she shouldn’t have taken the brooch, Marilla, or made up stories about it,” he admitted, sadly looking at his plate of dull pork and greens as if he, like Anne, thought it was food that didn’t fit emotional moments. “But she’s just a kid—such an intriguing little kid. Don’t you think it’s really unfair not to let her go to the picnic when she’s so eager to go?”

“Matthew Cuthbert, I’m amazed at you. I think I’ve let her off entirely too easy. And she doesn’t appear to realize how wicked she’s been at all—that’s what worries me most. If she’d really felt sorry it wouldn’t be so bad. And you don’t seem to realize it, neither; you’re making excuses for her all the time to yourself—I can see that.”

“Matthew Cuthbert, I’m amazed by you. I think I’ve let her off way too easy. And she doesn’t seem to realize how bad she’s been at all—that’s what worries me the most. If she genuinely felt sorry, it wouldn’t be as bad. And you don’t seem to recognize it either; you keep making excuses for her to yourself—I can see that.”

“Well now, she’s such a little thing,” feebly reiterated Matthew. “And there should be allowances made, Marilla. You know she’s never had any bringing up.”

“Well now, she’s such a small girl,” Matthew said weakly. “And we should make some allowances, Marilla. You know she’s never had any upbringing.”

“Well, she’s having it now” retorted Marilla.

"Well, she's dealing with it now," Marilla shot back.

The retort silenced Matthew if it did not convince him. That dinner was a very dismal meal. The only cheerful thing about it was Jerry Buote, the hired boy, and Marilla resented his cheerfulness as a personal insult.

The comeback silenced Matthew even if it didn’t convince him. That dinner was a really gloomy meal. The only bright spot was Jerry Buote, the hired help, and Marilla took his cheerfulness as a personal insult.

When her dishes were washed and her bread sponge set and her hens fed Marilla remembered that she had noticed a small rent in her best black lace shawl when she had taken it off on Monday afternoon on returning from the Ladies’ Aid.

When she finished washing the dishes, set the bread sponge, and fed the hens, Marilla remembered that she had noticed a small tear in her best black lace shawl when she took it off on Monday afternoon after coming back from the Ladies’ Aid.

She would go and mend it. The shawl was in a box in her trunk. As Marilla lifted it out, the sunlight, falling through the vines that clustered thickly about the window, struck upon something caught in the shawl—something that glittered and sparkled in facets of violet light. Marilla snatched at it with a gasp. It was the amethyst brooch, hanging to a thread of the lace by its catch!

She went to fix it. The shawl was in a box in her trunk. As Marilla took it out, the sunlight, streaming through the thick vines by the window, hit something caught in the shawl—something that glittered and sparkled with facets of violet light. Marilla reached for it with a gasp. It was the amethyst brooch, hanging by a thread of lace from its clasp!

“Dear life and heart,” said Marilla blankly, “what does this mean? Here’s my brooch safe and sound that I thought was at the bottom of Barry’s pond. Whatever did that girl mean by saying she took it and lost it? I declare I believe Green Gables is bewitched. I remember now that when I took off my shawl Monday afternoon I laid it on the bureau for a minute. I suppose the brooch got caught in it somehow. Well!”

“Dear life and heart,” Marilla said in disbelief, “what does this mean? Here’s my brooch safe and sound that I thought was at the bottom of Barry’s pond. What did that girl mean when she said she took it and lost it? I swear I think Green Gables is cursed. I remember now that when I took off my shawl Monday afternoon, I put it on the bureau for a minute. I guess the brooch got caught in it somehow. Well!”

Marilla betook herself to the east gable, brooch in hand. Anne had cried herself out and was sitting dejectedly by the window.

Marilla went to the east gable, brooch in hand. Anne had cried all she could and was sitting sadly by the window.

“Anne Shirley,” said Marilla solemnly, “I’ve just found my brooch hanging to my black lace shawl. Now I want to know what that rigmarole you told me this morning meant.”

“Anne Shirley,” Marilla said seriously, “I just found my brooch attached to my black lace shawl. Now I want to know what that ramble you told me this morning meant.”

“Why, you said you’d keep me here until I confessed,” returned Anne wearily, “and so I decided to confess because I was bound to get to the picnic. I thought out a confession last night after I went to bed and made it as interesting as I could. And I said it over and over so that I wouldn’t forget it. But you wouldn’t let me go to the picnic after all, so all my trouble was wasted.”

“Why, you said you’d keep me here until I confessed,” Anne replied wearily, “so I decided to confess because I really wanted to go to the picnic. I came up with a confession last night after I went to bed and made it as interesting as I could. I practiced it over and over so I wouldn’t forget it. But you wouldn’t let me go to the picnic after all, so all my effort was for nothing.”

Marilla had to laugh in spite of herself. But her conscience pricked her.

Marilla couldn’t help but laugh, even though she tried not to. But she felt guilty about it.

“Anne, you do beat all! But I was wrong—I see that now. I shouldn’t have doubted your word when I’d never known you to tell a story. Of course, it wasn’t right for you to confess to a thing you hadn’t done—it was very wrong to do so. But I drove you to it. So if you’ll forgive me, Anne, I’ll forgive you and we’ll start square again. And now get yourself ready for the picnic.”

“Anne, you really amaze me! But I was wrong—I realize that now. I shouldn’t have doubted you when you’ve never lied to me before. Of course, it wasn’t fair for you to admit to something you didn’t do—it was really wrong. But I pushed you into it. So if you’ll forgive me, Anne, I’ll forgive you and we can start fresh. Now, get yourself ready for the picnic.”

Anne flew up like a rocket.

Anne shot up like a rocket.

“Oh, Marilla, isn’t it too late?”

“Oh, Marilla, isn’t it too late?”

“No, it’s only two o’clock. They won’t be more than well gathered yet and it’ll be an hour before they have tea. Wash your face and comb your hair and put on your gingham. I’ll fill a basket for you. There’s plenty of stuff baked in the house. And I’ll get Jerry to hitch up the sorrel and drive you down to the picnic ground.”

“No, it’s only two o'clock. They probably haven’t all arrived yet, and it’ll be an hour before they have tea. Wash your face, comb your hair, and put on your gingham dress. I’ll pack a basket for you. There’s plenty of food baked at home. And I’ll get Jerry to harness the sorrel and drive you down to the picnic spot.”

“Oh, Marilla,” exclaimed Anne, flying to the washstand. “Five minutes ago I was so miserable I was wishing I’d never been born and now I wouldn’t change places with an angel!”

“Oh, Marilla,” Anne exclaimed, rushing to the washstand. “Five minutes ago, I was so miserable I wished I had never been born, and now I wouldn’t trade places with an angel!”

That night a thoroughly happy, completely tired-out Anne returned to Green Gables in a state of beatification impossible to describe.

That night, a truly happy and completely exhausted Anne returned to Green Gables in a state of bliss that’s impossible to describe.

“Oh, Marilla, I’ve had a perfectly scrumptious time. Scrumptious is a new word I learned today. I heard Mary Alice Bell use it. Isn’t it very expressive? Everything was lovely. We had a splendid tea and then Mr. Harmon Andrews took us all for a row on the Lake of Shining Waters—six of us at a time. And Jane Andrews nearly fell overboard. She was leaning out to pick water lilies and if Mr. Andrews hadn’t caught her by her sash just in the nick of time she’d fallen in and prob’ly been drowned. I wish it had been me. It would have been such a romantic experience to have been nearly drowned. It would be such a thrilling tale to tell. And we had the ice cream. Words fail me to describe that ice cream. Marilla, I assure you it was sublime.”

“Oh, Marilla, I’ve had an absolutely amazing time. Amazing is a new word I learned today. I heard Mary Alice Bell use it. Isn’t it so expressive? Everything was lovely. We had a wonderful tea, and then Mr. Harmon Andrews took all of us for a row on the Lake of Shining Waters—six of us at a time. And Jane Andrews almost fell overboard. She was leaning out to pick water lilies, and if Mr. Andrews hadn’t grabbed her by her sash just in time, she would have fallen in and probably drowned. I wish it had been me. It would have been such a romantic experience to be nearly drowned. It would be such a thrilling story to tell. And we had ice cream. I can't even find the words to describe that ice cream. Marilla, I promise you it was divine.”

That evening Marilla told the whole story to Matthew over her stocking basket.

That evening, Marilla shared the entire story with Matthew while sitting by her basket of stockings.

“I’m willing to own up that I made a mistake,” she concluded candidly, “but I’ve learned a lesson. I have to laugh when I think of Anne’s ‘confession,’ although I suppose I shouldn’t for it really was a falsehood. But it doesn’t seem as bad as the other would have been, somehow, and anyhow I’m responsible for it. That child is hard to understand in some respects. But I believe she’ll turn out all right yet. And there’s one thing certain, no house will ever be dull that she’s in.”

“I’m willing to admit that I messed up,” she said honestly, “but I’ve learned from it. I can’t help but laugh when I think of Anne’s ‘confession,’ though I guess I shouldn’t because it was really a lie. But it doesn’t feel as bad as what could have happened, and anyway, I’m the one responsible for it. That kid can be hard to figure out sometimes. But I believe she’ll end up just fine. And one thing’s for sure: no house will ever be boring with her around.”


CHAPTER XV.
A Tempest in the School Teapot

WHAT a splendid day!” said Anne, drawing a long breath. “Isn’t it good just to be alive on a day like this? I pity the people who aren’t born yet for missing it. They may have good days, of course, but they can never have this one. And it’s splendider still to have such a lovely way to go to school by, isn’t it?”

WHAT a beautiful day!” said Anne, taking a deep breath. “Isn’t it great just to be alive on a day like this? I feel sorry for those who aren’t born yet for missing it. They might have good days, of course, but they can never experience this one. And it’s even better to have such a lovely way to get to school, right?”

“It’s a lot nicer than going round by the road; that is so dusty and hot,” said Diana practically, peeping into her dinner basket and mentally calculating if the three juicy, toothsome, raspberry tarts reposing there were divided among ten girls how many bites each girl would have.

“It’s way nicer than taking the road; it’s so dusty and hot,” Diana said practically, looking into her dinner basket and mentally figuring out if the three delicious raspberry tarts resting there were shared among ten girls, how many bites each girl would get.

The little girls of Avonlea school always pooled their lunches, and to eat three raspberry tarts all alone or even to share them only with one’s best chum would have forever and ever branded as “awful mean” the girl who did it. And yet, when the tarts were divided among ten girls you just got enough to tantalize you.

The little girls at Avonlea school always shared their lunches, and eating three raspberry tarts all by yourself or even sharing them just with your best friend would have marked you as "super selfish" forever. Yet, when the tarts were split among ten girls, you only got enough to leave you wanting more.

The way Anne and Diana went to school was a pretty one. Anne thought those walks to and from school with Diana couldn’t be improved upon even by imagination. Going around by the main road would have been so unromantic; but to go by Lover’s Lane and Willowmere and Violet Vale and the Birch Path was romantic, if ever anything was.

The way Anne and Diana walked to school was beautiful. Anne believed those walks to and from school with Diana couldn’t be topped, even by imagination. Taking the main road would have been really dull; but walking through Lover’s Lane, Willowmere, Violet Vale, and the Birch Path was romantic, if anything ever was.

Lover’s Lane opened out below the orchard at Green Gables and stretched far up into the woods to the end of the Cuthbert farm. It was the way by which the cows were taken to the back pasture and the wood hauled home in winter. Anne had named it Lover’s Lane before she had been a month at Green Gables.

Lover’s Lane opened up below the orchard at Green Gables and stretched deep into the woods at the end of the Cuthbert farm. It was the route used to take the cows to the back pasture and to haul wood home in winter. Anne had named it Lover’s Lane within her first month at Green Gables.

“Not that lovers ever really walk there,” she explained to Marilla, “but Diana and I are reading a perfectly magnificent book and there’s a Lover’s Lane in it. So we want to have one, too. And it’s a very pretty name, don’t you think? So romantic! We can’t imagine the lovers into it, you know. I like that lane because you can think out loud there without people calling you crazy.”

“Not that couples ever actually go there,” she explained to Marilla, “but Diana and I are reading an absolutely incredible book that has a Lover’s Lane in it. So we want to have one, too. And it’s such a lovely name, don’t you think? So romantic! We can’t really picture the couples who would go there, you know. I like that lane because you can express your thoughts out loud without people thinking you’re crazy.”

Anne, starting out alone in the morning, went down Lover’s Lane as far as the brook. Here Diana met her, and the two little girls went on up the lane under the leafy arch of maples—“maples are such sociable trees,” said Anne; “they’re always rustling and whispering to you”—until they came to a rustic bridge. Then they left the lane and walked through Mr. Barry’s back field and past Willowmere. Beyond Willowmere came Violet Vale—a little green dimple in the shadow of Mr. Andrew Bell’s big woods. “Of course there are no violets there now,” Anne told Marilla, “but Diana says there are millions of them in spring. Oh, Marilla, can’t you just imagine you see them? It actually takes away my breath. I named it Violet Vale. Diana says she never saw the beat of me for hitting on fancy names for places. It’s nice to be clever at something, isn’t it? But Diana named the Birch Path. She wanted to, so I let her; but I’m sure I could have found something more poetical than plain Birch Path. Anybody can think of a name like that. But the Birch Path is one of the prettiest places in the world, Marilla.”

Anne, starting out alone in the morning, walked down Lover’s Lane to the brook. There, she met Diana, and the two girls continued up the lane under the leafy arch of maples—“maples are such friendly trees,” Anne said; “they’re always rustling and whispering to you”—until they reached a rustic bridge. They then left the lane and walked through Mr. Barry’s back field and past Willowmere. Beyond Willowmere was Violet Vale—a little green hill in the shade of Mr. Andrew Bell’s big woods. “Of course, there are no violets there now,” Anne told Marilla, “but Diana says there are millions of them in spring. Oh, Marilla, can’t you just picture them? It actually takes my breath away. I named it Violet Vale. Diana says I’m great at coming up with fancy names for places. It’s nice to be good at something, isn’t it? But Diana named the Birch Path. She wanted to, so I let her; but I’m sure I could have thought of something more poetic than plain Birch Path. Anyone can come up with a name like that. But the Birch Path is one of the prettiest places in the world, Marilla.”

It was. Other people besides Anne thought so when they stumbled on it. It was a little narrow, twisting path, winding down over a long hill straight through Mr. Bell’s woods, where the light came down sifted through so many emerald screens that it was as flawless as the heart of a diamond. It was fringed in all its length with slim young birches, white stemmed and lissom boughed; ferns and starflowers and wild lilies-of-the-valley and scarlet tufts of pigeonberries grew thickly along it; and always there was a delightful spiciness in the air and music of bird calls and the murmur and laugh of wood winds in the trees overhead. Now and then you might see a rabbit skipping across the road if you were quiet—which, with Anne and Diana, happened about once in a blue moon. Down in the valley the path came out to the main road and then it was just up the spruce hill to the school.

It was. Other people besides Anne thought so when they stumbled upon it. It was a narrow, winding path that went down a long hill through Mr. Bell’s woods, where the sunlight filtered through so many green leaves that it was as clear as a diamond's heart. The path was lined with slender young birch trees, their white trunks and flexible branches swaying gently; ferns, starflowers, wild lilies-of-the-valley, and bright red clusters of pigeonberries grew thickly along the sides. There was always a sweet, spicy scent in the air, mixed with the sounds of birds chirping and the soft whispers and laughter of the wind through the trees above. Occasionally, you might catch a glimpse of a rabbit darting across the path if you were quiet—which, with Anne and Diana, happened about once in a blue moon. Down in the valley, the path led out to the main road, and then it was just a quick climb up the spruce hill to the school.

The Avonlea school was a whitewashed building, low in the eaves and wide in the windows, furnished inside with comfortable substantial old-fashioned desks that opened and shut, and were carved all over their lids with the initials and hieroglyphics of three generations of school children. The schoolhouse was set back from the road and behind it was a dusky fir wood and a brook where all the children put their bottles of milk in the morning to keep cool and sweet until dinner hour.

The Avonlea school was a white-painted building, with low eaves and wide windows. Inside, it had sturdy, old-fashioned desks that opened and closed, all covered with the initials and doodles of three generations of school kids. The schoolhouse was located away from the road, with a dark fir wood behind it and a brook where all the kids would put their bottles of milk in the morning to keep them cool and fresh until lunchtime.

Marilla had seen Anne start off to school on the first day of September with many secret misgivings. Anne was such an odd girl. How would she get on with the other children? And how on earth would she ever manage to hold her tongue during school hours?

Marilla had watched Anne head off to school on the first day of September with a lot of hidden worries. Anne was such a quirky girl. How would she get along with the other kids? And how on earth would she ever manage to keep quiet during class?

Things went better than Marilla feared, however. Anne came home that evening in high spirits.

Things turned out better than Marilla had worried about, though. Anne came home that evening in great spirits.

“I think I’m going to like school here,” she announced. “I don’t think much of the master, though. He’s all the time curling his mustache and making eyes at Prissy Andrews. Prissy is grown up, you know. She’s sixteen and she’s studying for the entrance examination into Queen’s Academy at Charlottetown next year. Tillie Boulter says the master is dead gone on her. She’s got a beautiful complexion and curly brown hair and she does it up so elegantly. She sits in the long seat at the back and he sits there, too, most of the time—to explain her lessons, he says. But Ruby Gillis says she saw him writing something on her slate and when Prissy read it she blushed as red as a beet and giggled; and Ruby Gillis says she doesn’t believe it had anything to do with the lesson.”

“I think I’m really going to enjoy school here,” she said. “But I’m not a big fan of the teacher. He’s always twirling his mustache and giving Prissy Andrews googly eyes. Prissy is all grown up, you know. She’s sixteen and she’s studying for the entrance exam to Queen’s Academy in Charlottetown next year. Tillie Boulter says the teacher is totally into her. She has a gorgeous complexion and curly brown hair, and she styles it so nicely. She sits in the long seat at the back, and he sits back there a lot too—he says it’s to explain her lessons. But Ruby Gillis claims she saw him writing something on her slate, and when Prissy read it, she turned as red as a beet and giggled; and Ruby Gillis says she doesn’t think it was related to the lesson at all.”

“Anne Shirley, don’t let me hear you talking about your teacher in that way again,” said Marilla sharply. “You don’t go to school to criticize the master. I guess he can teach you something, and it’s your business to learn. And I want you to understand right off that you are not to come home telling tales about him. That is something I won’t encourage. I hope you were a good girl.”

“Anne Shirley, don’t let me hear you talking about your teacher like that again,” Marilla said sharply. “You don’t go to school to criticize the teacher. I’m sure he can teach you something, and it’s your job to learn. And I want you to understand right away that you’re not to come home and spread stories about him. That’s something I won’t support. I hope you behaved.”

“Indeed I was,” said Anne comfortably. “It wasn’t so hard as you might imagine, either. I sit with Diana. Our seat is right by the window and we can look down to the Lake of Shining Waters. There are a lot of nice girls in school and we had scrumptious fun playing at dinnertime. It’s so nice to have a lot of little girls to play with. But of course I like Diana best and always will. I adore Diana. I’m dreadfully far behind the others. They’re all in the fifth book and I’m only in the fourth. I feel that it’s kind of a disgrace. But there’s not one of them has such an imagination as I have and I soon found that out. We had reading and geography and Canadian history and dictation today. Mr. Phillips said my spelling was disgraceful and he held up my slate so that everybody could see it, all marked over. I felt so mortified, Marilla; he might have been politer to a stranger, I think. Ruby Gillis gave me an apple and Sophia Sloane lent me a lovely pink card with ‘May I see you home?’ on it. I’m to give it back to her tomorrow. And Tillie Boulter let me wear her bead ring all the afternoon. Can I have some of those pearl beads off the old pincushion in the garret to make myself a ring? And oh, Marilla, Jane Andrews told me that Minnie MacPherson told her that she heard Prissy Andrews tell Sara Gillis that I had a very pretty nose. Marilla, that is the first compliment I have ever had in my life and you can’t imagine what a strange feeling it gave me. Marilla, have I really a pretty nose? I know you’ll tell me the truth.”

“Yeah, I was,” Anne said comfortably. “It wasn’t as hard as you might think, either. I sit with Diana. Our seat is right by the window and we can look down at the Lake of Shining Waters. There are a lot of nice girls in school, and we had a blast playing during dinner. It’s so nice to have a bunch of little girls to play with. But of course, I like Diana the most and always will. I really adore Diana. I’m pretty far behind the others. They’re all in the fifth book, and I’m only in the fourth. I feel like it’s kind of embarrassing. But none of them have as much imagination as I do, and I figured that out quickly. We had reading, geography, Canadian history, and dictation today. Mr. Phillips said my spelling was terrible and held up my slate so everyone could see all the marks on it. I felt so embarrassed, Marilla; he could have been nicer, I think. Ruby Gillis gave me an apple, and Sophia Sloane lent me a lovely pink card that said, ‘May I see you home?’ I’m supposed to give it back to her tomorrow. And Tillie Boulter let me wear her bead ring all afternoon. Can I have some of those pearl beads from the old pincushion in the attic to make myself a ring? And oh, Marilla, Jane Andrews told me that Minnie MacPherson told her that she heard Prissy Andrews tell Sara Gillis that I have a very pretty nose. Marilla, that’s the first compliment I’ve ever received in my life, and you can’t imagine how strange it made me feel. Marilla, do I really have a pretty nose? I know you’ll tell me the truth.”

“Your nose is well enough,” said Marilla shortly. Secretly she thought Anne’s nose was a remarkable pretty one; but she had no intention of telling her so.

“Your nose is fine,” Marilla said briefly. Secretly, she thought Anne’s nose was actually quite pretty, but she had no plans to tell her that.

That was three weeks ago and all had gone smoothly so far. And now, this crisp September morning, Anne and Diana were tripping blithely down the Birch Path, two of the happiest little girls in Avonlea.

That was three weeks ago, and everything had gone well so far. Now, on this clear September morning, Anne and Diana were happily walking down the Birch Path, two of the happiest little girls in Avonlea.

“I guess Gilbert Blythe will be in school today,” said Diana. “He’s been visiting his cousins over in New Brunswick all summer and he only came home Saturday night. He’s aw’fly handsome, Anne. And he teases the girls something terrible. He just torments our lives out.”

“I think Gilbert Blythe will be at school today,” said Diana. “He’s been visiting his cousins in New Brunswick all summer and just got back Saturday night. He’s really good-looking, Anne. And he teases the girls a lot. He just makes our lives a total hassle.”

Diana’s voice indicated that she rather liked having her life tormented out than not.

Diana's voice suggested that she actually preferred having her life challenged rather than not.

“Gilbert Blythe?” said Anne. “Isn’t his name that’s written up on the porch wall with Julia Bell’s and a big ‘Take Notice’ over them?”

“Gilbert Blythe?” Anne asked. “Isn’t that the name that’s written on the porch wall along with Julia Bell’s, with a big ‘Take Notice’ above them?”

“Yes,” said Diana, tossing her head, “but I’m sure he doesn’t like Julia Bell so very much. I’ve heard him say he studied the multiplication table by her freckles.”

“Yes,” said Diana, tossing her hair, “but I’m pretty sure he doesn’t like Julia Bell that much. I’ve heard him say he memorized the multiplication table by counting her freckles.”

“Oh, don’t speak about freckles to me,” implored Anne. “It isn’t delicate when I’ve got so many. But I do think that writing take-notices up on the wall about the boys and girls is the silliest ever. I should just like to see anybody dare to write my name up with a boy’s. Not, of course,” she hastened to add, “that anybody would.”

“Oh, don’t talk to me about freckles,” Anne pleaded. “It’s not cute when I have so many. But I really think it’s the silliest thing ever to put up notices on the wall about the boys and girls. I would love to see anyone try to write my name next to a boy’s. Not that,” she quickly added, “that anyone would.”

Anne sighed. She didn’t want her name written up. But it was a little humiliating to know that there was no danger of it.

Anne sighed. She didn’t want her name on the list. But it was a bit embarrassing to realize that there was no chance of it happening.

“Nonsense,” said Diana, whose black eyes and glossy tresses had played such havoc with the hearts of Avonlea schoolboys that her name figured on the porch walls in half a dozen take-notices. “It’s only meant as a joke. And don’t you be too sure your name won’t ever be written up. Charlie Sloane is dead gone on you. He told his mother—his mother, mind you—that you were the smartest girl in school. That’s better than being good-looking.”

“Ridiculous,” said Diana, whose dark eyes and shiny hair had caused such chaos in the hearts of Avonlea schoolboys that her name was etched on the porch walls in several love notes. “It’s just meant to be funny. And don’t be too confident that your name won’t ever pop up. Charlie Sloane is totally into you. He told his mom—his mom, just so you know—that you were the smartest girl in school. That’s better than just being pretty.”

“No, it isn’t,” said Anne, feminine to the core. “I’d rather be pretty than clever. And I hate Charlie Sloane, I can’t bear a boy with goggle eyes. If anyone wrote my name up with his I’d never get over it, Diana Barry. But it is nice to keep head of your class.”

“No, it isn’t,” said Anne, totally feminine. “I’d rather be pretty than smart. And I can’t stand Charlie Sloane; I can’t stand a guy with goggle eyes. If anyone wrote my name along with his, I’d never get over it, Diana Barry. But it is nice to stay at the top of my class.”

“You’ll have Gilbert in your class after this,” said Diana, “and he’s used to being head of his class, I can tell you. He’s only in the fourth book although he’s nearly fourteen. Four years ago his father was sick and had to go out to Alberta for his health and Gilbert went with him. They were there three years and Gil didn’t go to school hardly any until they came back. You won’t find it so easy to keep head after this, Anne.”

“You’ll have Gilbert in your class after this,” Diana said, “and he’s used to being at the top of his class, let me tell you. He’s only in the fourth book, even though he’s almost fourteen. Four years ago, his dad got sick and had to go to Alberta for his health, and Gilbert went with him. They were there for three years, and Gil hardly went to school until they came back. You won’t find it easy to stay at the top after this, Anne.”

“I’m glad,” said Anne quickly. “I couldn’t really feel proud of keeping head of little boys and girls of just nine or ten. I got up yesterday spelling ‘ebullition.’ Josie Pye was head and, mind you, she peeped in her book. Mr. Phillips didn’t see her—he was looking at Prissy Andrews—but I did. I just swept her a look of freezing scorn and she got as red as a beet and spelled it wrong after all.”

“I’m glad,” Anne said quickly. “I couldn’t really feel proud of being ahead of kids who are just nine or ten. I got up yesterday to spell ‘ebullition.’ Josie Pye was in the lead, and just so you know, she looked in her book. Mr. Phillips didn’t see her—he was focused on Prissy Andrews—but I did. I shot her a look of icy disdain, and she turned as red as a beet and spelled it wrong anyway.”

“Those Pye girls are cheats all round,” said Diana indignantly, as they climbed the fence of the main road. “Gertie Pye actually went and put her milk bottle in my place in the brook yesterday. Did you ever? I don’t speak to her now.”

“Those Pye girls are such cheaters,” Diana said angrily as they climbed over the fence by the main road. “Gertie Pye actually put her milk bottle in my spot in the brook yesterday. Can you believe it? I’m not talking to her anymore.”

When Mr. Phillips was in the back of the room hearing Prissy Andrews’s Latin, Diana whispered to Anne, “That’s Gilbert Blythe sitting right across the aisle from you, Anne. Just look at him and see if you don’t think he’s handsome.”

When Mr. Phillips was at the back of the room listening to Prissy Andrews’s Latin, Diana leaned over to Anne and whispered, “That’s Gilbert Blythe sitting right across the aisle from you, Anne. Just look at him and tell me if you don’t think he’s cute.”

Anne looked accordingly. She had a good chance to do so, for the said Gilbert Blythe was absorbed in stealthily pinning the long yellow braid of Ruby Gillis, who sat in front of him, to the back of her seat. He was a tall boy, with curly brown hair, roguish hazel eyes, and a mouth twisted into a teasing smile. Presently Ruby Gillis started up to take a sum to the master; she fell back into her seat with a little shriek, believing that her hair was pulled out by the roots. Everybody looked at her and Mr. Phillips glared so sternly that Ruby began to cry. Gilbert had whisked the pin out of sight and was studying his history with the soberest face in the world; but when the commotion subsided he looked at Anne and winked with inexpressible drollery.

Anne looked over. She had a good reason to, since Gilbert Blythe was busy trying to stealthily pin Ruby Gillis's long yellow braid, which was hanging in front of him, to the back of her seat. He was a tall guy, with curly brown hair, mischievous hazel eyes, and a mouth that was curled into a teasing smile. Soon, Ruby Gillis jumped up to hand in a paper to the teacher; she fell back into her seat with a little shriek, thinking her hair had been yanked out by the roots. Everyone stared at her, and Mr. Phillips glared so fiercely that Ruby started to cry. Gilbert had hidden the pin and was pretending to focus on his history book with the most serious expression. But when things calmed down, he looked at Anne and winked with an expression that was full of playful humor.

“I think your Gilbert Blythe is handsome,” confided Anne to Diana, “but I think he’s very bold. It isn’t good manners to wink at a strange girl.”

“I think your Gilbert Blythe is good-looking,” Anne told Diana, “but I think he’s really forward. It’s not polite to wink at a girl he doesn’t know.”

But it was not until the afternoon that things really began to happen.

But it wasn’t until the afternoon that things really started to happen.

Mr. Phillips was back in the corner explaining a problem in algebra to Prissy Andrews and the rest of the scholars were doing pretty much as they pleased eating green apples, whispering, drawing pictures on their slates, and driving crickets harnessed to strings, up and down aisle. Gilbert Blythe was trying to make Anne Shirley look at him and failing utterly, because Anne was at that moment totally oblivious not only to the very existence of Gilbert Blythe, but of every other scholar in Avonlea school itself. With her chin propped on her hands and her eyes fixed on the blue glimpse of the Lake of Shining Waters that the west window afforded, she was far away in a gorgeous dreamland hearing and seeing nothing save her own wonderful visions.

Mr. Phillips was back in the corner explaining an algebra problem to Prissy Andrews, while the rest of the students were mostly doing whatever they wanted—eating green apples, whispering, drawing pictures on their slates, and playing with crickets attached to strings up and down the aisle. Gilbert Blythe was trying to get Anne Shirley to look at him, but he was failing miserably because Anne was completely unaware not just of Gilbert Blythe but of every other student in Avonlea school at that moment. With her chin resting on her hands and her eyes fixed on the small view of the Lake of Shining Waters from the west window, she was lost in a beautiful daydream, hearing and seeing nothing but her own amazing visions.

Gilbert Blythe wasn’t used to putting himself out to make a girl look at him and meeting with failure. She should look at him, that red-haired Shirley girl with the little pointed chin and the big eyes that weren’t like the eyes of any other girl in Avonlea school.

Gilbert Blythe wasn’t accustomed to making an effort to attract a girl’s attention and failing. She should notice him, that red-haired Shirley girl with the small pointed chin and the big eyes that were unlike any other girl’s eyes at Avonlea school.

Gilbert reached across the aisle, picked up the end of Anne’s long red braid, held it out at arm’s length and said in a piercing whisper:

Gilbert reached across the aisle, grabbed the end of Anne’s long red braid, held it out at arm’s length, and said in a sharp whisper:

“Carrots! Carrots!”

“Carrots! Carrots!”

Then Anne looked at him with a vengeance!

Then Anne glared at him with fury!

She did more than look. She sprang to her feet, her bright fancies fallen into cureless ruin. She flashed one indignant glance at Gilbert from eyes whose angry sparkle was swiftly quenched in equally angry tears.

She did more than just look. She jumped to her feet, her bright dreams shattered beyond repair. She shot an angry glance at Gilbert, her eyes' fiery spark quickly extinguished by equally furious tears.

“You mean, hateful boy!” she exclaimed passionately. “How dare you!”

“You mean, awful boy!” she exclaimed passionately. “How dare you!”

And then—thwack! Anne had brought her slate down on Gilbert’s head and cracked it—slate not head—clear across.

And then—thwack! Anne slammed her slate down on Gilbert’s head and broke it—slate, not head—right in half.

Avonlea school always enjoyed a scene. This was an especially enjoyable one. Everybody said “Oh” in horrified delight. Diana gasped. Ruby Gillis, who was inclined to be hysterical, began to cry. Tommy Sloane let his team of crickets escape him altogether while he stared open-mouthed at the tableau.

Avonlea school always had a spectacle. This one was particularly entertaining. Everyone gasped in horrified delight. Diana inhaled sharply. Ruby Gillis, who often got overly emotional, started to cry. Tommy Sloane completely lost track of his team of crickets while he stood there, mouth agape, staring at the scene.

Mr. Phillips stalked down the aisle and laid his hand heavily on Anne’s shoulder.

Mr. Phillips walked down the aisle and put his hand firmly on Anne’s shoulder.

“Anne Shirley, what does this mean?” he said angrily. Anne returned no answer. It was asking too much of flesh and blood to expect her to tell before the whole school that she had been called “carrots.” Gilbert it was who spoke up stoutly.

“Anne Shirley, what does this mean?” he said angrily. Anne didn’t reply. It was too much to expect her to admit in front of the whole school that she had been called “carrots.” It was Gilbert who spoke up bravely.

“It was my fault Mr. Phillips. I teased her.”

“It was my fault, Mr. Phillips. I made fun of her.”

Mr. Phillips paid no heed to Gilbert.

Mr. Phillips ignored Gilbert.

“I am sorry to see a pupil of mine displaying such a temper and such a vindictive spirit,” he said in a solemn tone, as if the mere fact of being a pupil of his ought to root out all evil passions from the hearts of small imperfect mortals. “Anne, go and stand on the platform in front of the blackboard for the rest of the afternoon.”

“I’m sorry to see one of my students showing such anger and a nasty attitude,” he said seriously, as if just being his student should eliminate all negative feelings from the hearts of flawed human beings. “Anne, go stand on the platform in front of the blackboard for the rest of the afternoon.”

Anne would have infinitely preferred a whipping to this punishment under which her sensitive spirit quivered as from a whiplash. With a white, set face she obeyed. Mr. Phillips took a chalk crayon and wrote on the blackboard above her head.

Anne would have much rather been whipped than face this punishment that made her sensitive spirit feel like it was being lashed. With a pale, determined face, she obeyed. Mr. Phillips took a chalk crayon and wrote on the blackboard above her head.

“Ann Shirley has a very bad temper. Ann Shirley must learn to control her temper,” and then read it out loud so that even the primer class, who couldn’t read writing, should understand it.

“Ann Shirley has a really bad temper. Ann Shirley needs to learn to control her temper,” and then read it out loud so that even the beginners, who couldn’t read writing, would understand it.

Anne stood there the rest of the afternoon with that legend above her. She did not cry or hang her head. Anger was still too hot in her heart for that and it sustained her amid all her agony of humiliation. With resentful eyes and passion-red cheeks she confronted alike Diana’s sympathetic gaze and Charlie Sloane’s indignant nods and Josie Pye’s malicious smiles. As for Gilbert Blythe, she would not even look at him. She would never look at him again! She would never speak to him!!

Anne stood there the rest of the afternoon with that label over her. She didn’t cry or hang her head. Anger was still too strong in her heart for that, and it kept her going through all her humiliation. With resentful eyes and flushed cheeks, she faced both Diana’s sympathetic look and Charlie Sloane’s nods of indignation, as well as Josie Pye’s spiteful smiles. As for Gilbert Blythe, she wouldn’t even glance in his direction. She would never look at him again! She would never talk to him!!

When school was dismissed Anne marched out with her red head held high. Gilbert Blythe tried to intercept her at the porch door.

When school was over, Anne marched out with her red head held high. Gilbert Blythe tried to stop her at the porch door.

“I’m awfully sorry I made fun of your hair, Anne,” he whispered contritely. “Honest I am. Don’t be mad for keeps, now.”

“I’m really sorry I made fun of your hair, Anne,” he whispered earnestly. “I really am. Please don’t stay mad at me.”

Anne swept by disdainfully, without look or sign of hearing. “Oh how could you, Anne?” breathed Diana as they went down the road half reproachfully, half admiringly. Diana felt that she could never have resisted Gilbert’s plea.

Anne walked past with a look of contempt, ignoring them completely. “How could you do that, Anne?” Diana said softly as they strolled down the road, feeling both disappointed and impressed. Diana thought that she would never have been able to say no to Gilbert’s request.

“I shall never forgive Gilbert Blythe,” said Anne firmly. “And Mr. Phillips spelled my name without an e, too. The iron has entered into my soul, Diana.”

“I will never forgive Gilbert Blythe,” Anne said firmly. “And Mr. Phillips spelled my name without an e, too. The pain has gone deep into my soul, Diana.”

Diana hadn’t the least idea what Anne meant but she understood it was something terrible.

Diana had no idea what Anne meant, but she knew it was something awful.

“You mustn’t mind Gilbert making fun of your hair,” she said soothingly. “Why, he makes fun of all the girls. He laughs at mine because it’s so black. He’s called me a crow a dozen times; and I never heard him apologize for anything before, either.”

“You shouldn’t worry about Gilbert teasing you about your hair,” she said kindly. “He makes fun of all the girls. He laughs at mine because it’s so black. He’s called me a crow a dozen times, and I’ve never heard him apologize for anything before, either.”

“There’s a great deal of difference between being called a crow and being called carrots,” said Anne with dignity. “Gilbert Blythe has hurt my feelings excruciatingly, Diana.”

“There’s a big difference between being called a crow and being called carrots,” Anne said with dignity. “Gilbert Blythe has hurt my feelings so much, Diana.”

It is possible the matter might have blown over without more excruciation if nothing else had happened. But when things begin to happen they are apt to keep on.

It’s likely that the situation could have cooled off on its own if nothing else had occurred. But once things start happening, they tend to keep going.

Avonlea scholars often spent noon hour picking gum in Mr. Bell’s spruce grove over the hill and across his big pasture field. From there they could keep an eye on Eben Wright’s house, where the master boarded. When they saw Mr. Phillips emerging therefrom they ran for the schoolhouse; but the distance being about three times longer than Mr. Wright’s lane they were very apt to arrive there, breathless and gasping, some three minutes too late.

Avonlea students often spent their lunch hour chewing gum in Mr. Bell’s spruce grove over the hill and across his large pasture. From there, they could keep an eye on Eben Wright’s house, where the teacher lived. When they saw Mr. Phillips coming out, they would race to the schoolhouse; however, since the distance was about three times longer than Mr. Wright’s lane, they often ended up arriving, breathless and gasping, about three minutes late.

On the following day Mr. Phillips was seized with one of his spasmodic fits of reform and announced before going home to dinner, that he should expect to find all the scholars in their seats when he returned. Anyone who came in late would be punished.

The next day, Mr. Phillips had one of his sudden urges to reform and announced before heading home for dinner that he expected all the students to be in their seats when he got back. Anyone who showed up late would face punishment.

All the boys and some of the girls went to Mr. Bell’s spruce grove as usual, fully intending to stay only long enough to “pick a chew.” But spruce groves are seductive and yellow nuts of gum beguiling; they picked and loitered and strayed; and as usual the first thing that recalled them to a sense of the flight of time was Jimmy Glover shouting from the top of a patriarchal old spruce “Master’s coming.”

All the boys and some of the girls went to Mr. Bell’s spruce grove as usual, fully planning to stay just long enough to “pick a chew.” But spruce groves are tempting, and yellow gum nuts are alluring; they picked and hung around and wandered off; and, as always, the first thing that reminded them of how much time had passed was Jimmy Glover shouting from the top of an old spruce, “Master’s coming.”

The girls who were on the ground, started first and managed to reach the schoolhouse in time but without a second to spare. The boys, who had to wriggle hastily down from the trees, were later; and Anne, who had not been picking gum at all but was wandering happily in the far end of the grove, waist deep among the bracken, singing softly to herself, with a wreath of rice lilies on her hair as if she were some wild divinity of the shadowy places, was latest of all. Anne could run like a deer, however; run she did with the impish result that she overtook the boys at the door and was swept into the schoolhouse among them just as Mr. Phillips was in the act of hanging up his hat.

The girls on the ground started first and made it to the schoolhouse just in time, with no seconds to spare. The boys, who had to scramble down from the trees, arrived later. Anne, who hadn’t been picking gum at all but was happily wandering at the far end of the grove, waist-deep in bracken and softly singing to herself, with a crown of rice lilies in her hair as if she were some wild goddess of the shadows, was the last one to arrive. However, Anne could run like a deer; and she did, catching up to the boys at the door and rushing into the schoolhouse just as Mr. Phillips was about to hang up his hat.

Mr. Phillips’s brief reforming energy was over; he didn’t want the bother of punishing a dozen pupils; but it was necessary to do something to save his word, so he looked about for a scapegoat and found it in Anne, who had dropped into her seat, gasping for breath, with a forgotten lily wreath hanging askew over one ear and giving her a particularly rakish and disheveled appearance.

Mr. Phillips's short-lived motivation to reform was gone; he didn't want to deal with punishing a dozen students. But he knew he had to do something to maintain his authority, so he searched for a scapegoat and zeroed in on Anne, who had just flopped into her seat, gasping for air, with a forgotten lily crown askew over one ear, giving her a particularly wild and unkempt look.

“Anne Shirley, since you seem to be so fond of the boys’ company we shall indulge your taste for it this afternoon,” he said sarcastically. “Take those flowers out of your hair and sit with Gilbert Blythe.”

“Anne Shirley, since you seem to like hanging out with the boys so much, we'll let you enjoy that this afternoon,” he said sarcastically. “Take those flowers out of your hair and sit with Gilbert Blythe.”

The other boys snickered. Diana, turning pale with pity, plucked the wreath from Anne’s hair and squeezed her hand. Anne stared at the master as if turned to stone.

The other boys laughed quietly. Diana, looking pale with sympathy, took the wreath out of Anne’s hair and held her hand tightly. Anne looked at the teacher as if she were frozen.

“Did you hear what I said, Anne?” queried Mr. Phillips sternly.

“Did you hear what I said, Anne?” Mr. Phillips asked seriously.

“Yes, sir,” said Anne slowly “but I didn’t suppose you really meant it.”

“Yes, sir,” Anne said slowly, “but I didn’t think you actually meant it.”

“I assure you I did”—still with the sarcastic inflection which all the children, and Anne especially, hated. It flicked on the raw. “Obey me at once.”

“I promise you I did”—still with the sarcastic tone that all the kids, especially Anne, couldn’t stand. It hit a nerve. “Do as I say right now.”

For a moment Anne looked as if she meant to disobey. Then, realizing that there was no help for it, she rose haughtily, stepped across the aisle, sat down beside Gilbert Blythe, and buried her face in her arms on the desk. Ruby Gillis, who got a glimpse of it as it went down, told the others going home from school that she’d “acksually never seen anything like it—it was so white, with awful little red spots in it.”

For a moment, Anne looked like she was going to rebel. Then, realizing there was no way around it, she stood up with confidence, walked across the aisle, sat down next to Gilbert Blythe, and rested her face in her arms on the desk. Ruby Gillis, who caught a glimpse of it as it happened, told the other students on their way home from school that she had “actually never seen anything like it—it was so pale, with terrible little red spots on it.”

To Anne, this was as the end of all things. It was bad enough to be singled out for punishment from among a dozen equally guilty ones; it was worse still to be sent to sit with a boy, but that that boy should be Gilbert Blythe was heaping insult on injury to a degree utterly unbearable. Anne felt that she could not bear it and it would be of no use to try. Her whole being seethed with shame and anger and humiliation.

To Anne, this felt like the end of everything. It was bad enough to be punished when there were a dozen others just as guilty; it was even worse to be sent to sit with a boy, but the fact that boy was Gilbert Blythe made it all the more unbearable. Anne felt she couldn’t handle it, and there was no point in trying. She was overwhelmed with shame, anger, and humiliation.

At first the other scholars looked and whispered and giggled and nudged. But as Anne never lifted her head and as Gilbert worked fractions as if his whole soul was absorbed in them and them only, they soon returned to their own tasks and Anne was forgotten. When Mr. Phillips called the history class out Anne should have gone, but Anne did not move, and Mr. Phillips, who had been writing some verses “To Priscilla” before he called the class, was thinking about an obstinate rhyme still and never missed her. Once, when nobody was looking, Gilbert took from his desk a little pink candy heart with a gold motto on it, “You are sweet,” and slipped it under the curve of Anne’s arm. Whereupon Anne arose, took the pink heart gingerly between the tips of her fingers, dropped it on the floor, ground it to powder beneath her heel, and resumed her position without deigning to bestow a glance on Gilbert.

At first, the other students looked, whispered, giggled, and nudged each other. But since Anne kept her head down and Gilbert seemed completely focused on his fractions, they eventually went back to their own tasks and forgot about Anne. When Mr. Phillips called the history class, Anne should have gone, but she didn’t move, and Mr. Phillips, who had been writing some verses “To Priscilla” before calling the class, was still caught up in his stubborn rhyme and didn’t notice her absence. Once, when no one was watching, Gilbert took a small pink candy heart from his desk with a gold saying on it, “You are sweet,” and slipped it under the curve of Anne’s arm. Then Anne stood up, carefully picked up the pink heart with her fingertips, dropped it on the floor, crushed it into powder under her heel, and resumed her position without even looking at Gilbert.

When school went out Anne marched to her desk, ostentatiously took out everything therein, books and writing tablet, pen and ink, testament and arithmetic, and piled them neatly on her cracked slate.

When school ended, Anne marched to her desk, dramatically pulled out everything inside—books, a writing tablet, pen and ink, her bible, and arithmetic—and stacked them neatly on her chipped slate.

“What are you taking all those things home for, Anne?” Diana wanted to know, as soon as they were out on the road. She had not dared to ask the question before.

“What are you taking all those things home for, Anne?” Diana asked as soon as they got on the road. She hadn't dared to ask before.

“I am not coming back to school any more,” said Anne. Diana gasped and stared at Anne to see if she meant it.

“I’m not coming back to school anymore,” Anne said. Diana gasped and stared at Anne to see if she was serious.

“Will Marilla let you stay home?” she asked.

“Will Marilla let you stay home?” she asked.

“She’ll have to,” said Anne. “I’ll never go to school to that man again.”

“She’ll have to,” said Anne. “I’ll never go to that man’s school again.”

“Oh, Anne!” Diana looked as if she were ready to cry. “I do think you’re mean. What shall I do? Mr. Phillips will make me sit with that horrid Gertie Pye—I know he will because she is sitting alone. Do come back, Anne.”

“Oh, Anne!” Diana looked like she was about to cry. “I really think you’re being unfair. What am I supposed to do? Mr. Phillips will make me sit with that awful Gertie Pye—I just know he will since she’s sitting all by herself. Please come back, Anne.”

“I’d do almost anything in the world for you, Diana,” said Anne sadly. “I’d let myself be torn limb from limb if it would do you any good. But I can’t do this, so please don’t ask it. You harrow up my very soul.”

“I’d do almost anything for you, Diana,” Anne said sadly. “I’d let myself be torn apart if it would help you. But I can’t do this, so please don’t ask me. You’re tearing my soul apart.”

“Just think of all the fun you will miss,” mourned Diana. “We are going to build the loveliest new house down by the brook; and we’ll be playing ball next week and you’ve never played ball, Anne. It’s tremendously exciting. And we’re going to learn a new song—Jane Andrews is practicing it up now; and Alice Andrews is going to bring a new Pansy book next week and we’re all going to read it out loud, chapter about, down by the brook. And you know you are so fond of reading out loud, Anne.”

“Just think of all the fun you’re going to miss,” sighed Diana. “We’re building the most beautiful new house by the brook, and we’ll be playing ball next week and you’ve never played ball, Anne. It’s super exciting. Plus, we’re going to learn a new song—Jane Andrews is practicing it right now; and Alice Andrews is bringing a new Pansy book next week, and we’re all going to read it out loud, chapter by chapter, by the brook. And you know how much you love reading out loud, Anne.”

Nothing moved Anne in the least. Her mind was made up. She would not go to school to Mr. Phillips again; she told Marilla so when she got home.

Nothing could change Anne's mind. She was decided. She told Marilla that she wouldn't be going back to Mr. Phillips' school again when she got home.

“Nonsense,” said Marilla.

"Nonsense," Marilla said.

“It isn’t nonsense at all,” said Anne, gazing at Marilla with solemn, reproachful eyes. “Don’t you understand, Marilla? I’ve been insulted.”

“It’s not nonsense at all,” Anne said, looking at Marilla with serious, hurt eyes. “Don’t you get it, Marilla? I've been insulted.”

“Insulted fiddlesticks! You’ll go to school tomorrow as usual.”

“Insulted nonsense! You’ll go to school tomorrow like always.”

“Oh, no.” Anne shook her head gently. “I’m not going back, Marilla. I’ll learn my lessons at home and I’ll be as good as I can be and hold my tongue all the time if it’s possible at all. But I will not go back to school, I assure you.”

“Oh, no.” Anne shook her head gently. “I’m not going back, Marilla. I’ll learn my lessons at home and I’ll be as good as I can and stay quiet all the time if it’s possible. But I will not go back to school, I promise you.”

Marilla saw something remarkably like unyielding stubbornness looking out of Anne’s small face. She understood that she would have trouble in overcoming it; but she resolved wisely to say nothing more just then.

Marilla noticed a strong sense of stubbornness in Anne's small face. She realized that it would be difficult to change her mind, but she wisely decided not to say anything more at that moment.

“I’ll run down and see Rachel about it this evening,” she thought. “There’s no use reasoning with Anne now. She’s too worked up and I’ve an idea she can be awful stubborn if she takes the notion. Far as I can make out from her story, Mr. Phillips has been carrying matters with a rather high hand. But it would never do to say so to her. I’ll just talk it over with Rachel. She’s sent ten children to school and she ought to know something about it. She’ll have heard the whole story, too, by this time.”

"I'll go talk to Rachel about it this evening," she thought. "There's no point in arguing with Anne right now. She's too upset, and I have a feeling she can be really stubborn once she sets her mind on something. From what I've gathered from her story, Mr. Phillips has been acting a bit too bossy. But I can't mention that to her. I'll just discuss it with Rachel. She's sent ten kids to school, so she should know something about it. She'll have heard the whole story by now, too."

Marilla found Mrs. Lynde knitting quilts as industriously and cheerfully as usual.

Marilla found Mrs. Lynde busy and happily knitting quilts as always.

“I suppose you know what I’ve come about,” she said, a little shamefacedly.

“I guess you know why I’m here,” she said, a bit embarrassed.

Mrs. Rachel nodded.

Mrs. Rachel agreed.

“About Anne’s fuss in school, I reckon,” she said. “Tillie Boulter was in on her way home from school and told me about it.”

“About Anne’s drama at school, I guess,” she said. “Tillie Boulter was on her way home from school and told me about it.”

“I don’t know what to do with her,” said Marilla. “She declares she won’t go back to school. I never saw a child so worked up. I’ve been expecting trouble ever since she started to school. I knew things were going too smooth to last. She’s so high strung. What would you advise, Rachel?”

“I don’t know what to do with her,” said Marilla. “She says she won’t go back to school. I’ve never seen a child so upset. I’ve been anticipating trouble ever since she started school. I knew things were going too well to last. She’s really sensitive. What would you suggest, Rachel?”

“Well, since you’ve asked my advice, Marilla,” said Mrs. Lynde amiably—Mrs. Lynde dearly loved to be asked for advice—“I’d just humor her a little at first, that’s what I’d do. It’s my belief that Mr. Phillips was in the wrong. Of course, it doesn’t do to say so to the children, you know. And of course he did right to punish her yesterday for giving way to temper. But today it was different. The others who were late should have been punished as well as Anne, that’s what. And I don’t believe in making the girls sit with the boys for punishment. It isn’t modest. Tillie Boulter was real indignant. She took Anne’s part right through and said all the scholars did too. Anne seems real popular among them, somehow. I never thought she’d take with them so well.”

“Well, since you’ve asked my advice, Marilla,” said Mrs. Lynde warmly—Mrs. Lynde really liked being asked for advice—“I’d just go easy on her a little at first, that’s what I’d do. I really think Mr. Phillips was in the wrong. Of course, you can’t say that to the kids, you know. And of course, he was right to punish her yesterday for losing her temper. But today was different. The other kids who were late should have been punished just like Anne, that’s for sure. And I don’t think it’s right to make the girls sit with the boys as a punishment. It’s not modest. Tillie Boulter was really upset. She defended Anne the whole time and said all the students did too. Anne seems to be really popular with them for some reason. I never thought she’d connect with them so well.”

“Then you really think I’d better let her stay home,” said Marilla in amazement.

“Then you really think I should let her stay home,” Marilla said in disbelief.

“Yes. That is I wouldn’t say school to her again until she said it herself. Depend upon it, Marilla, she’ll cool off in a week or so and be ready enough to go back of her own accord, that’s what, while, if you were to make her go back right off, dear knows what freak or tantrum she’d take next and make more trouble than ever. The less fuss made the better, in my opinion. She won’t miss much by not going to school, as far as that goes. Mr. Phillips isn’t any good at all as a teacher. The order he keeps is scandalous, that’s what, and he neglects the young fry and puts all his time on those big scholars he’s getting ready for Queen’s. He’d never have got the school for another year if his uncle hadn’t been a trustee—the trustee, for he just leads the other two around by the nose, that’s what. I declare, I don’t know what education in this Island is coming to.”

“Yes. I wouldn’t bring up school with her again until she mentions it herself. Trust me, Marilla, she’ll calm down in a week or so and be ready to go back on her own, while if you make her return immediately, who knows what kind of freakout or tantrum she’ll throw next, causing even more trouble. The less drama, the better, in my opinion. She won’t miss much by not going to school for now. Mr. Phillips isn’t a good teacher at all. His classroom management is a disaster, and he ignores the younger kids, focusing all his time on the older students he’s prepping for Queen’s. He wouldn’t have kept the job for another year if his uncle hadn’t been a trustee—*the* trustee, because he just manipulates the other two, that’s for sure. Honestly, I don’t know where education on this Island is headed.”

Mrs. Rachel shook her head, as much as to say if she were only at the head of the educational system of the Province things would be much better managed.

Mrs. Rachel shook her head, as if to say that if she were in charge of the education system in the Province, things would be managed much better.

Marilla took Mrs. Rachel’s advice and not another word was said to Anne about going back to school. She learned her lessons at home, did her chores, and played with Diana in the chilly purple autumn twilights; but when she met Gilbert Blythe on the road or encountered him in Sunday-school she passed him by with an icy contempt that was no whit thawed by his evident desire to appease her. Even Diana’s efforts as a peacemaker were of no avail. Anne had evidently made up her mind to hate Gilbert Blythe to the end of life.

Marilla followed Mrs. Rachel’s advice, and no one mentioned going back to school to Anne again. She studied at home, completed her chores, and played with Diana during the chilly purple autumn evenings. However, whenever she saw Gilbert Blythe on the road or ran into him at Sunday school, she ignored him completely, showing an icy disdain that didn’t improve despite his obvious attempts to make peace. Even Diana’s attempts to mediate didn’t help. Anne had clearly decided to hold a grudge against Gilbert Blythe for life.

As much as she hated Gilbert, however, did she love Diana, with all the love of her passionate little heart, equally intense in its likes and dislikes. One evening Marilla, coming in from the orchard with a basket of apples, found Anne sitting along by the east window in the twilight, crying bitterly.

As much as she hated Gilbert, she loved Diana just as fiercely with all the passion in her little heart, just as strong in her preferences and aversions. One evening, Marilla came in from the orchard with a basket of apples and found Anne sitting by the east window in the fading light, crying hard.

“Whatever’s the matter now, Anne?” she asked.

"What's wrong now, Anne?" she asked.

“It’s about Diana,” sobbed Anne luxuriously. “I love Diana so, Marilla. I cannot ever live without her. But I know very well when we grow up that Diana will get married and go away and leave me. And oh, what shall I do? I hate her husband—I just hate him furiously. I’ve been imagining it all out—the wedding and everything—Diana dressed in snowy garments, with a veil, and looking as beautiful and regal as a queen; and me the bridesmaid, with a lovely dress too, and puffed sleeves, but with a breaking heart hid beneath my smiling face. And then bidding Diana goodbye-e-e—” Here Anne broke down entirely and wept with increasing bitterness.

“It’s about Diana,” sobbed Anne dramatically. “I love Diana so much, Marilla. I can’t imagine living without her. But I know that when we grow up, Diana will get married and leave me behind. And oh, what will I do? I can’t stand her husband—I just despise him intensely. I’ve been picturing everything—the wedding and all of it—Diana in a beautiful white dress, with a veil, looking as stunning and elegant as a queen; and me as the bridesmaid, in a lovely dress with puffed sleeves, but hiding a broken heart beneath my smiling face. And then saying goodbye to Diana—" Here Anne broke down completely and cried with deeper bitterness.

Marilla turned quickly away to hide her twitching face; but it was no use; she collapsed on the nearest chair and burst into such a hearty and unusual peal of laughter that Matthew, crossing the yard outside, halted in amazement. When had he heard Marilla laugh like that before?

Marilla quickly turned away to hide her twitching face, but it was no use; she sank into the nearest chair and let out a genuine and unexpected laugh that made Matthew, who was crossing the yard outside, stop in surprise. When had he ever heard Marilla laugh like that before?

“Well, Anne Shirley,” said Marilla as soon as she could speak, “if you must borrow trouble, for pity’s sake borrow it handier home. I should think you had an imagination, sure enough.”

“Well, Anne Shirley,” said Marilla as soon as she could speak, “if you have to borrow trouble, for goodness' sake, borrow it closer to home. I would think you have quite the imagination, that's for sure.”


CHAPTER XVI.
Diana Is Invited to Tea with Tragic Results

OCTOBER was a beautiful month at Green Gables, when the birches in the hollow turned as golden as sunshine and the maples behind the orchard were royal crimson and the wild cherry-trees along the lane put on the loveliest shades of dark red and bronzy green, while the fields sunned themselves in aftermaths.

OCTOBER was a beautiful month at Green Gables, when the birches in the hollow turned as golden as sunshine and the maples behind the orchard were a deep crimson. The wild cherry trees along the lane displayed the most lovely shades of dark red and bronzy green, while the fields basked in the aftermaths of the summer.

Anne reveled in the world of color about her.

Anne loved the colorful world around her.

“Oh, Marilla,” she exclaimed one Saturday morning, coming dancing in with her arms full of gorgeous boughs, “I’m so glad I live in a world where there are Octobers. It would be terrible if we just skipped from September to November, wouldn’t it? Look at these maple branches. Don’t they give you a thrill—several thrills? I’m going to decorate my room with them.”

“Oh, Marilla,” she exclaimed one Saturday morning, skipping in with her arms full of beautiful branches, “I’m so glad I live in a world where there are Octobers. It would be awful if we just jumped from September to November, wouldn’t it? Look at these maple branches. Don’t they give you a thrill—multiple thrills? I’m going to decorate my room with them.”

“Messy things,” said Marilla, whose aesthetic sense was not noticeably developed. “You clutter up your room entirely too much with out-of-doors stuff, Anne. Bedrooms were made to sleep in.”

“Messy things,” said Marilla, whose sense of style wasn’t very strong. “You fill your room way too much with outside stuff, Anne. Bedrooms are meant for sleeping in.”

“Oh, and dream in too, Marilla. And you know one can dream so much better in a room where there are pretty things. I’m going to put these boughs in the old blue jug and set them on my table.”

“Oh, and bring in some dreams too, Marilla. You know, it’s so much easier to dream in a room filled with pretty things. I’m going to put these branches in the old blue jug and place it on my table.”

“Mind you don’t drop leaves all over the stairs then. I’m going on a meeting of the Aid Society at Carmody this afternoon, Anne, and I won’t likely be home before dark. You’ll have to get Matthew and Jerry their supper, so mind you don’t forget to put the tea to draw until you sit down at the table as you did last time.”

“Make sure you don’t drop leaves all over the stairs. I’m going to a meeting of the Aid Society at Carmody this afternoon, Anne, and I probably won’t be home before dark. You’ll need to get Matthew and Jerry their dinner, so don’t forget to put the tea to brew before you sit down at the table like you did last time.”

“It was dreadful of me to forget,” said Anne apologetically, “but that was the afternoon I was trying to think of a name for Violet Vale and it crowded other things out. Matthew was so good. He never scolded a bit. He put the tea down himself and said we could wait awhile as well as not. And I told him a lovely fairy story while we were waiting, so he didn’t find the time long at all. It was a beautiful fairy story, Marilla. I forgot the end of it, so I made up an end for it myself and Matthew said he couldn’t tell where the join came in.”

“It was terrible of me to forget,” Anne said apologetically, “but that was the afternoon I was trying to come up with a name for Violet Vale, and it pushed everything else out of my mind. Matthew was so nice. He didn’t scold me at all. He set the tea down himself and said we could wait a little longer if we wanted. While we were waiting, I told him a lovely fairy tale, so he didn’t feel like time was dragging at all. It was a beautiful fairy tale, Marilla. I forgot the ending, so I made one up myself, and Matthew said he couldn’t tell where I changed it.”

“Matthew would think it all right, Anne, if you took a notion to get up and have dinner in the middle of the night. But you keep your wits about you this time. And—I don’t really know if I’m doing right—it may make you more addlepated than ever—but you can ask Diana to come over and spend the afternoon with you and have tea here.”

“Matthew wouldn’t mind, Anne, if you decided to get up and have dinner in the middle of the night. But you need to keep your wits about you this time. And—I’m not really sure if I’m doing the right thing—it might make you more scatterbrained than ever—but you can invite Diana over to spend the afternoon with you and have tea here.”

“Oh, Marilla!” Anne clasped her hands. “How perfectly lovely! You are able to imagine things after all or else you’d never have understood how I’ve longed for that very thing. It will seem so nice and grown-uppish. No fear of my forgetting to put the tea to draw when I have company. Oh, Marilla, can I use the rosebud spray tea set?”

“Oh, Marilla!” Anne clasped her hands. “How absolutely lovely! You really can imagine things after all, or else you wouldn’t have understood how much I’ve wanted that very thing. It’ll feel so nice and grown-up. No worries about forgetting to let the tea steep when I have company. Oh, Marilla, can I use the rosebud spray tea set?”

“No, indeed! The rosebud tea set! Well, what next? You know I never use that except for the minister or the Aids. You’ll put down the old brown tea set. But you can open the little yellow crock of cherry preserves. It’s time it was being used anyhow—I believe it’s beginning to work. And you can cut some fruit cake and have some of the cookies and snaps.”

“No, really! The rosebud tea set! What’s next? You know I only use that for the minister or the Aids. You can set out the old brown tea set instead. But you can open the little yellow crock of cherry preserves. It’s about time it was used anyway—I think it’s starting to ferment. And you can slice some fruit cake and serve some of the cookies and snaps.”

“I can just imagine myself sitting down at the head of the table and pouring out the tea,” said Anne, shutting her eyes ecstatically. “And asking Diana if she takes sugar! I know she doesn’t but of course I’ll ask her just as if I didn’t know. And then pressing her to take another piece of fruit cake and another helping of preserves. Oh, Marilla, it’s a wonderful sensation just to think of it. Can I take her into the spare room to lay off her hat when she comes? And then into the parlor to sit?”

“I can totally picture myself sitting at the head of the table and pouring the tea,” said Anne, closing her eyes with delight. “And asking Diana if she wants sugar! I know she doesn’t, but I’ll ask her anyway, just to act like I don’t know. And then convincing her to have another piece of fruitcake and another scoop of preserves. Oh, Marilla, it feels amazing just to think about it. Can I take her into the spare room to take off her hat when she arrives? And then into the living room to sit?”

“No. The sitting room will do for you and your company. But there’s a bottle half full of raspberry cordial that was left over from the church social the other night. It’s on the second shelf of the sitting-room closet and you and Diana can have it if you like, and a cooky to eat with it along in the afternoon, for I daresay Matthew ‘ll be late coming in to tea since he’s hauling potatoes to the vessel.”

“No. The living room is fine for you and your guests. There's a half-full bottle of raspberry cordial left over from the church social the other night. It's on the second shelf of the living room closet, and you and Diana can have it if you want, along with a cookie to enjoy in the afternoon, because I bet Matthew will be late coming in for tea since he's busy hauling potatoes to the ship.”

Anne flew down to the hollow, past the Dryad’s Bubble and up the spruce path to Orchard Slope, to ask Diana to tea. As a result just after Marilla had driven off to Carmody, Diana came over, dressed in her second-best dress and looking exactly as it is proper to look when asked out to tea. At other times she was wont to run into the kitchen without knocking; but now she knocked primly at the front door. And when Anne, dressed in her second best, as primly opened it, both little girls shook hands as gravely as if they had never met before. This unnatural solemnity lasted until after Diana had been taken to the east gable to lay off her hat and then had sat for ten minutes in the sitting room, toes in position.

Anne flew down to the hollow, past the Dryad’s Bubble and up the spruce path to Orchard Slope, to invite Diana for tea. So, just after Marilla had driven off to Carmody, Diana came over, wearing her second-best dress and looking exactly how one should when invited for tea. Normally, she would run into the kitchen without knocking, but this time she knocked politely at the front door. When Anne, also dressed in her second best, opened it primly, both girls shook hands as seriously as if they had never met before. This strange seriousness lasted until Diana had been shown to the east gable to take off her hat and then sat for ten minutes in the sitting room, toes positioned neatly.

“How is your mother?” inquired Anne politely, just as if she had not seen Mrs. Barry picking apples that morning in excellent health and spirits.

“How’s your mom?” Anne asked politely, as if she hadn’t seen Mrs. Barry picking apples that morning in great health and good spirits.

“She is very well, thank you. I suppose Mr. Cuthbert is hauling potatoes to the lily sands this afternoon, is he?” said Diana, who had ridden down to Mr. Harmon Andrews’s that morning in Matthew’s cart.

“She’s doing great, thanks. I guess Mr. Cuthbert is busy hauling potatoes to the lily sands this afternoon, right?” said Diana, who had ridden down to Mr. Harmon Andrews’s that morning in Matthew’s cart.

“Yes. Our potato crop is very good this year. I hope your father’s crop is good too.”

"Yes. Our potato harvest is really good this year. I hope your dad's harvest is good too."

“It is fairly good, thank you. Have you picked many of your apples yet?”

“It’s pretty good, thanks. Have you picked a lot of your apples yet?”

“Oh, ever so many,” said Anne forgetting to be dignified and jumping up quickly. “Let’s go out to the orchard and get some of the Red Sweetings, Diana. Marilla says we can have all that are left on the tree. Marilla is a very generous woman. She said we could have fruit cake and cherry preserves for tea. But it isn’t good manners to tell your company what you are going to give them to eat, so I won’t tell you what she said we could have to drink. Only it begins with an R and a C and it’s bright red color. I love bright red drinks, don’t you? They taste twice as good as any other color.”

“Oh, so many!” Anne exclaimed, forgetting to be dignified and jumping up quickly. “Let’s go out to the orchard and pick some of the Red Sweetings, Diana. Marilla says we can have all that are left on the tree. Marilla is really generous. She said we could have fruit cake and cherry preserves for tea. But it’s not good manners to tell your guests what you’re serving, so I won’t mention what she said we could have to drink. Just know it starts with an R and a C and it’s bright red. I love bright red drinks, don’t you? They taste twice as good as any other color.”

The orchard, with its great sweeping boughs that bent to the ground with fruit, proved so delightful that the little girls spent most of the afternoon in it, sitting in a grassy corner where the frost had spared the green and the mellow autumn sunshine lingered warmly, eating apples and talking as hard as they could. Diana had much to tell Anne of what went on in school. She had to sit with Gertie Pye and she hated it; Gertie squeaked her pencil all the time and it just made her—Diana’s—blood run cold; Ruby Gillis had charmed all her warts away, true’s you live, with a magic pebble that old Mary Joe from the Creek gave her. You had to rub the warts with the pebble and then throw it away over your left shoulder at the time of the new moon and the warts would all go. Charlie Sloane’s name was written up with Em White’s on the porch wall and Em White was awful mad about it; Sam Boulter had “sassed” Mr. Phillips in class and Mr. Phillips whipped him and Sam’s father came down to the school and dared Mr. Phillips to lay a hand on one of his children again; and Mattie Andrews had a new red hood and a blue crossover with tassels on it and the airs she put on about it were perfectly sickening; and Lizzie Wright didn’t speak to Mamie Wilson because Mamie Wilson’s grown-up sister had cut out Lizzie Wright’s grown-up sister with her beau; and everybody missed Anne so and wished she’s come to school again; and Gilbert Blythe—

The orchard, with its wide branches loaded with fruit, was so charming that the little girls spent most of the afternoon there, sitting in a grassy corner where the frost had left the green untouched and the warm autumn sun lingered, eating apples and chatting as much as they could. Diana had a lot to share with Anne about what was happening at school. She had to sit with Gertie Pye, which she hated; Gertie constantly squeaked her pencil, and it made Diana’s blood run cold. Ruby Gillis had magically gotten rid of all her warts with a pebble that old Mary Joe from the Creek had given her. You had to rub the warts with the pebble and then toss it over your left shoulder at the new moon and the warts would disappear. Charlie Sloane’s name was scrawled next to Em White’s on the porch wall, and Em White was really mad about it; Sam Boulter had talked back to Mr. Phillips in class, and Mr. Phillips had punished him, leading Sam’s father to come to the school and threaten Mr. Phillips not to lay a hand on his children again; and Mattie Andrews had a new red hood and a blue crossover with tassels that she flaunted in a really sickening way; and Lizzie Wright wasn’t speaking to Mamie Wilson because Mamie Wilson’s older sister had snubbed Lizzie Wright’s older sister with her boyfriend; and everyone missed Anne so much and wished she’d come back to school; and Gilbert Blythe—

But Anne didn’t want to hear about Gilbert Blythe. She jumped up hurriedly and said suppose they go in and have some raspberry cordial.

But Anne didn’t want to hear about Gilbert Blythe. She quickly jumped up and suggested that they go in and have some raspberry cordial.

Anne looked on the second shelf of the room pantry but there was no bottle of raspberry cordial there. Search revealed it away back on the top shelf. Anne put it on a tray and set it on the table with a tumbler.

Anne looked on the second shelf of the pantry, but there was no bottle of raspberry cordial there. A search revealed it tucked away on the top shelf. Anne placed it on a tray and set it on the table with a glass.

“Now, please help yourself, Diana,” she said politely. “I don’t believe I’ll have any just now. I don’t feel as if I wanted any after all those apples.”

“Now, go ahead, Diana,” she said nicely. “I don’t think I’ll have any right now. I’m just not in the mood after all those apples.”

Diana poured herself out a tumblerful, looked at its bright-red hue admiringly, and then sipped it daintily.

Diana poured herself a glass, admired its bright red color, and then took a delicate sip.

“That’s awfully nice raspberry cordial, Anne,” she said. “I didn’t know raspberry cordial was so nice.”

"That raspberry cordial is really nice, Anne," she said. "I had no idea raspberry cordial could be this good."

“I’m real glad you like it. Take as much as you want. I’m going to run out and stir the fire up. There are so many responsibilities on a person’s mind when they’re keeping house, isn’t there?”

“I’m really glad you like it. Take as much as you want. I’m going to step out and tend to the fire. There are so many things to think about when you’re managing a home, right?”

When Anne came back from the kitchen Diana was drinking her second glassful of cordial; and, being entreated thereto by Anne, she offered no particular objection to the drinking of a third. The tumblerfuls were generous ones and the raspberry cordial was certainly very nice.

When Anne returned from the kitchen, Diana was drinking her second glass of cordial; and, having been encouraged by Anne, she didn’t really object to having a third. The glasses were quite full, and the raspberry cordial was definitely very tasty.

“The nicest I ever drank,” said Diana. “It’s ever so much nicer than Mrs. Lynde’s, although she brags of hers so much. It doesn’t taste a bit like hers.”

“The best I’ve ever had,” said Diana. “It’s so much better than Mrs. Lynde’s, even though she talks about hers all the time. It doesn’t taste anything like hers.”

“I should think Marilla’s raspberry cordial would prob’ly be much nicer than Mrs. Lynde’s,” said Anne loyally. “Marilla is a famous cook. She is trying to teach me to cook but I assure you, Diana, it is uphill work. There’s so little scope for imagination in cookery. You just have to go by rules. The last time I made a cake I forgot to put the flour in. I was thinking the loveliest story about you and me, Diana. I thought you were desperately ill with smallpox and everybody deserted you, but I went boldly to your bedside and nursed you back to life; and then I took the smallpox and died and I was buried under those poplar trees in the graveyard and you planted a rosebush by my grave and watered it with your tears; and you never, never forgot the friend of your youth who sacrificed her life for you. Oh, it was such a pathetic tale, Diana. The tears just rained down over my cheeks while I mixed the cake. But I forgot the flour and the cake was a dismal failure. Flour is so essential to cakes, you know. Marilla was very cross and I don’t wonder. I’m a great trial to her. She was terribly mortified about the pudding sauce last week. We had a plum pudding for dinner on Tuesday and there was half the pudding and a pitcherful of sauce left over. Marilla said there was enough for another dinner and told me to set it on the pantry shelf and cover it. I meant to cover it just as much as could be, Diana, but when I carried it in I was imagining I was a nun—of course I’m a Protestant but I imagined I was a Catholic—taking the veil to bury a broken heart in cloistered seclusion; and I forgot all about covering the pudding sauce. I thought of it next morning and ran to the pantry. Diana, fancy if you can my extreme horror at finding a mouse drowned in that pudding sauce! I lifted the mouse out with a spoon and threw it out in the yard and then I washed the spoon in three waters. Marilla was out milking and I fully intended to ask her when she came in if I’d give the sauce to the pigs; but when she did come in I was imagining that I was a frost fairy going through the woods turning the trees red and yellow, whichever they wanted to be, so I never thought about the pudding sauce again and Marilla sent me out to pick apples. Well, Mr. and Mrs. Chester Ross from Spencervale came here that morning. You know they are very stylish people, especially Mrs. Chester Ross. When Marilla called me in dinner was all ready and everybody was at the table. I tried to be as polite and dignified as I could be, for I wanted Mrs. Chester Ross to think I was a ladylike little girl even if I wasn’t pretty. Everything went right until I saw Marilla coming with the plum pudding in one hand and the pitcher of pudding sauce warmed up, in the other. Diana, that was a terrible moment. I remembered everything and I just stood up in my place and shrieked out ‘Marilla, you mustn’t use that pudding sauce. There was a mouse drowned in it. I forgot to tell you before.’ Oh, Diana, I shall never forget that awful moment if I live to be a hundred. Mrs. Chester Ross just looked at me and I thought I would sink through the floor with mortification. She is such a perfect housekeeper and fancy what she must have thought of us. Marilla turned red as fire but she never said a word—then. She just carried that sauce and pudding out and brought in some strawberry preserves. She even offered me some, but I couldn’t swallow a mouthful. It was like heaping coals of fire on my head. After Mrs. Chester Ross went away, Marilla gave me a dreadful scolding. Why, Diana, what is the matter?”

“I think Marilla’s raspberry cordial is probably way nicer than Mrs. Lynde’s,” said Anne loyally. “Marilla is an amazing cook. She’s trying to teach me how to cook, but I assure you, Diana, it’s a real struggle. There’s so little room for creativity in cooking. You just have to follow the rules. The last time I made a cake, I forgot to add the flour. I was lost in the most lovely story about you and me, Diana. I imagined you were really sick with smallpox, and everyone left you, but I bravely went to your bedside and nursed you back to health; then I caught smallpox and died, and they buried me under those poplar trees in the graveyard, and you planted a rosebush by my grave and watered it with your tears; and you never, ever forgot the friend of your youth who sacrificed her life for you. Oh, it was such a sad tale, Diana. Tears were streaming down my cheeks while I was mixing the cake. But I forgot the flour, and the cake turned out to be a complete disaster. Flour is so important for cakes, you know. Marilla was really upset, and I don’t blame her. I’m a huge hassle for her. She was so embarrassed about the pudding sauce last week. We had plum pudding for dinner on Tuesday, and there was half the pudding and a pitcherful of sauce left over. Marilla said it was enough for another dinner and told me to put it on the pantry shelf and cover it. I meant to cover it as best as I could, Diana, but when I carried it in, I was imagining I was a nun—of course, I’m Protestant, but I imagined I was Catholic—taking the veil to bury a broken heart in solitude; and I totally forgot to cover the pudding sauce. I thought of it the next morning and rushed to the pantry. Diana, imagine my absolute horror at finding a mouse drowned in that pudding sauce! I scooped the mouse out with a spoon and threw it outside, then washed the spoon in three different waters. Marilla was out milking, and I planned to ask her when she came in if I could give the sauce to the pigs; but when she did come in, I was imagining I was a frost fairy wandering through the woods, turning the trees red and yellow, whatever they wanted to be, so I didn’t think about the pudding sauce again, and Marilla sent me out to pick apples. Well, Mr. and Mrs. Chester Ross from Spencervale came that morning. You know they are very stylish people, especially Mrs. Chester Ross. When Marilla called me in, dinner was all ready, and everyone was at the table. I tried to be as polite and dignified as possible because I wanted Mrs. Chester Ross to think I was a ladylike little girl even if I wasn’t pretty. Everything went fine until I saw Marilla coming with the plum pudding in one hand and the pitcher of warmed-up pudding sauce in the other. Diana, that was a terrible moment. I remembered everything and just stood up in my seat and shouted, ‘Marilla, you can’t use that pudding sauce. There was a mouse drowned in it. I forgot to tell you earlier.’ Oh, Diana, I’ll never forget that awful moment even if I live to be a hundred. Mrs. Chester Ross just looked at me, and I thought I would sink through the floor from embarrassment. She is such a perfect housekeeper; imagine what she must have thought of us. Marilla turned bright red but didn’t say a word—at that moment. She just carried out the sauce and pudding and brought in some strawberry preserves. She even offered me some, but I couldn’t eat a single bite. It felt like adding insult to injury. After Mrs. Chester Ross left, Marilla gave me a terrible scolding. So, Diana, what is the matter?”

Diana had stood up very unsteadily; then she sat down again, putting her hands to her head.

Diana had stood up very shakily; then she sat down again, holding her head in her hands.

“I’m—I’m awful sick,” she said, a little thickly. “I—I—must go right home.”

“I’m—I’m really sick,” she said, a bit slurred. “I—I—need to go straight home.”

“Oh, you mustn’t dream of going home without your tea,” cried Anne in distress. “I’ll get it right off—I’ll go and put the tea down this very minute.”

“Oh, you can’t possibly think about going home without your tea,” Anne exclaimed anxiously. “I’ll get it for you right away—I’ll go and make the tea this very minute.”

“I must go home,” repeated Diana, stupidly but determinedly.

“I have to go home,” Diana repeated, foolishly but resolutely.

“Let me get you a lunch anyhow,” implored Anne. “Let me give you a bit of fruit cake and some of the cherry preserves. Lie down on the sofa for a little while and you’ll be better. Where do you feel bad?”

“Let me get you lunch anyway,” Anne urged. “Let me offer you some fruit cake and some cherry preserves. Lie down on the sofa for a bit and you’ll feel better. Where do you feel unwell?”

“I must go home,” said Diana, and that was all she would say. In vain Anne pleaded.

“I have to go home,” Diana said, and that was all she would say. Anne pleaded in vain.

“I never heard of company going home without tea,” she mourned. “Oh, Diana, do you suppose that it’s possible you’re really taking the smallpox? If you are I’ll go and nurse you, you can depend on that. I’ll never forsake you. But I do wish you’d stay till after tea. Where do you feel bad?”

“I’ve never heard of anyone going home without having tea,” she lamented. “Oh, Diana, do you really think you might actually have smallpox? If you do, I’ll come and take care of you, you can count on that. I’ll never abandon you. But I really wish you’d stay until after tea. Where do you feel unwell?”

“I’m awful dizzy,” said Diana.

"I'm really dizzy," said Diana.

And indeed, she walked very dizzily. Anne, with tears of disappointment in her eyes, got Diana’s hat and went with her as far as the Barry yard fence. Then she wept all the way back to Green Gables, where she sorrowfully put the remainder of the raspberry cordial back into the pantry and got tea ready for Matthew and Jerry, with all the zest gone out of the performance.

And really, she walked very unsteadily. Anne, with tears of disappointment in her eyes, grabbed Diana’s hat and walked with her as far as the Barry yard fence. Then she cried all the way back to Green Gables, where she sadly put the leftover raspberry cordial back in the pantry and prepared tea for Matthew and Jerry, completely lacking the enthusiasm she once had.

The next day was Sunday and as the rain poured down in torrents from dawn till dusk Anne did not stir abroad from Green Gables. Monday afternoon Marilla sent her down to Mrs. Lynde’s on an errand. In a very short space of time Anne came flying back up the lane with tears rolling down her cheeks. Into the kitchen she dashed and flung herself face downward on the sofa in an agony.

The next day was Sunday, and as the rain came down in buckets from morning till night, Anne didn't leave Green Gables. On Monday afternoon, Marilla sent her over to Mrs. Lynde’s for an errand. Before long, Anne came racing back up the lane with tears streaming down her face. She burst into the kitchen and threw herself face down on the sofa in distress.

“Whatever has gone wrong now, Anne?” queried Marilla in doubt and dismay. “I do hope you haven’t gone and been saucy to Mrs. Lynde again.”

“What's gone wrong now, Anne?” Marilla asked, feeling uncertain and worried. “I really hope you haven’t been rude to Mrs. Lynde again.”

No answer from Anne save more tears and stormier sobs!

No answer from Anne except more tears and louder sobs!

“Anne Shirley, when I ask you a question I want to be answered. Sit right up this very minute and tell me what you are crying about.”

“Anne Shirley, when I ask you a question, I expect an answer. Sit up straight this very minute and tell me what you're crying about.”

Anne sat up, tragedy personified.

Anne sat up, pure tragedy.

“Mrs. Lynde was up to see Mrs. Barry today and Mrs. Barry was in an awful state,” she wailed. “She says that I set Diana drunk Saturday and sent her home in a disgraceful condition. And she says I must be a thoroughly bad, wicked little girl and she’s never, never going to let Diana play with me again. Oh, Marilla, I’m just overcome with woe.”

“Mrs. Lynde went to see Mrs. Barry today, and Mrs. Barry was in such a terrible state,” she cried. “She says that I got Diana drunk on Saturday and sent her home in a shameful condition. And she says I must be a truly bad and wicked little girl, and she’s never, ever going to let Diana play with me again. Oh, Marilla, I’m just overwhelmed with sadness.”

Marilla stared in blank amazement.

Marilla stared in disbelief.

“Set Diana drunk!” she said when she found her voice. “Anne are you or Mrs. Barry crazy? What on earth did you give her?”

“Set Diana drunk!” she said when she finally spoke. “Anne, are you or Mrs. Barry out of your mind? What on earth did you give her?”

“Not a thing but raspberry cordial,” sobbed Anne. “I never thought raspberry cordial would set people drunk, Marilla—not even if they drank three big tumblerfuls as Diana did. Oh, it sounds so—so—like Mrs. Thomas’s husband! But I didn’t mean to set her drunk.”

“It's just raspberry cordial,” Anne cried. “I never thought raspberry cordial would get people drunk, Marilla—not even if they drank three big glasses like Diana did. Oh, it sounds so—so—like Mrs. Thomas’s husband! But I didn’t mean to get her drunk.”

“Drunk fiddlesticks!” said Marilla, marching to the sitting-room pantry. There on the shelf was a bottle which she at once recognized as one containing some of her three-year-old homemade currant wine for which she was celebrated in Avonlea, although certain of the stricter sort, Mrs. Barry among them, disapproved strongly of it. And at the same time Marilla recollected that she had put the bottle of raspberry cordial down in the cellar instead of in the pantry as she had told Anne.

“Drunk nonsense!” said Marilla, marching to the sitting-room pantry. There on the shelf was a bottle that she immediately recognized as containing some of her three-year-old homemade currant wine, for which she was well-known in Avonlea, even though some of the more conservative residents, including Mrs. Barry, strongly disapproved of it. At the same time, Marilla remembered that she had put the bottle of raspberry cordial in the cellar instead of the pantry as she had told Anne.

She went back to the kitchen with the wine bottle in her hand. Her face was twitching in spite of herself.

She returned to the kitchen with the wine bottle in her hand. Her face was twitching despite herself.

“Anne, you certainly have a genius for getting into trouble. You went and gave Diana currant wine instead of raspberry cordial. Didn’t you know the difference yourself?”

“Anne, you really have a knack for getting into trouble. You went and gave Diana currant wine instead of raspberry cordial. Didn’t you know the difference?”

“I never tasted it,” said Anne. “I thought it was the cordial. I meant to be so—so—hospitable. Diana got awfully sick and had to go home. Mrs. Barry told Mrs. Lynde she was simply dead drunk. She just laughed silly-like when her mother asked her what was the matter and went to sleep and slept for hours. Her mother smelled her breath and knew she was drunk. She had a fearful headache all day yesterday. Mrs. Barry is so indignant. She will never believe but what I did it on purpose.”

“I never tasted it,” Anne said. “I thought it was the cordial. I wanted to be really—really—hospitable. Diana got extremely sick and had to go home. Mrs. Barry told Mrs. Lynde that Diana was just dead drunk. She just laughed like a fool when her mom asked her what was wrong and then went to sleep for hours. Her mom smelled her breath and realized she was drunk. She had a terrible headache all day yesterday. Mrs. Barry is so upset. She will never believe that I didn't do it on purpose.”

“I should think she would better punish Diana for being so greedy as to drink three glassfuls of anything,” said Marilla shortly. “Why, three of those big glasses would have made her sick even if it had only been cordial. Well, this story will be a nice handle for those folks who are so down on me for making currant wine, although I haven’t made any for three years ever since I found out that the minister didn’t approve. I just kept that bottle for sickness. There, there, child, don’t cry. I can’t see as you were to blame although I’m sorry it happened so.”

“I think she should punish Diana for being so greedy as to drink three glasses of anything,” Marilla said curtly. “Honestly, three of those big glasses would have made her sick even if it was just cordial. Well, this story will give those people who disapprove of me for making currant wine something to talk about, even though I haven’t made any in three years ever since I found out the minister didn’t approve. I only kept that bottle for when I’m sick. There, there, sweetie, don’t cry. I don’t see that you were to blame, even though I’m sorry it happened.”

“I must cry,” said Anne. “My heart is broken. The stars in their courses fight against me, Marilla. Diana and I are parted forever. Oh, Marilla, I little dreamed of this when first we swore our vows of friendship.”

“I have to cry,” said Anne. “My heart is shattered. The stars are working against me, Marilla. Diana and I are separated forever. Oh, Marilla, I never imagined this when we first made our vows of friendship.”

“Don’t be foolish, Anne. Mrs. Barry will think better of it when she finds you’re not to blame. I suppose she thinks you’ve done it for a silly joke or something of that sort. You’d best go up this evening and tell her how it was.”

"Don’t be silly, Anne. Mrs. Barry will reconsider once she sees you’re not at fault. I guess she thinks you did it as a stupid joke or something like that. You should go up this evening and explain what really happened."

“My courage fails me at the thought of facing Diana’s injured mother,” sighed Anne. “I wish you’d go, Marilla. You’re so much more dignified than I am. Likely she’d listen to you quicker than to me.”

“My courage wavers at the thought of facing Diana’s hurt mother,” sighed Anne. “I wish you would go, Marilla. You’re so much more composed than I am. She would probably listen to you faster than to me.”

“Well, I will,” said Marilla, reflecting that it would probably be the wiser course. “Don’t cry any more, Anne. It will be all right.”

“Well, I will,” Marilla said, thinking that it would probably be the smarter choice. “Don’t cry anymore, Anne. It will be fine.”

Marilla had changed her mind about it being all right by the time she got back from Orchard Slope. Anne was watching for her coming and flew to the porch door to meet her.

Marilla had changed her mind about it being okay by the time she got back from Orchard Slope. Anne was waiting for her and ran to the porch door to greet her.

“Oh, Marilla, I know by your face that it’s been no use,” she said sorrowfully. “Mrs. Barry won’t forgive me?”

“Oh, Marilla, I can tell by your expression that it hasn’t worked,” she said sadly. “Mrs. Barry won’t forgive me?”

“Mrs. Barry indeed!” snapped Marilla. “Of all the unreasonable women I ever saw she’s the worst. I told her it was all a mistake and you weren’t to blame, but she just simply didn’t believe me. And she rubbed it well in about my currant wine and how I’d always said it couldn’t have the least effect on anybody. I just told her plainly that currant wine wasn’t meant to be drunk three tumblerfuls at a time and that if a child I had to do with was so greedy I’d sober her up with a right good spanking.”

“Mrs. Barry, seriously!” Marilla snapped. “Out of all the unreasonable women I’ve ever encountered, she’s the worst. I told her it was all a mistake and you weren’t at fault, but she just wouldn’t believe me. And she really dwelled on my currant wine and how I always said it wouldn’t affect anyone at all. I straight up told her that currant wine wasn’t meant to be consumed three glasses at a time, and if I were dealing with a child that greedy, I’d set her straight with a good spanking.”

Marilla whisked into the kitchen, grievously disturbed, leaving a very much distracted little soul in the porch behind her. Presently Anne stepped out bareheaded into the chill autumn dusk; very determinedly and steadily she took her way down through the sere clover field over the log bridge and up through the spruce grove, lighted by a pale little moon hanging low over the western woods. Mrs. Barry, coming to the door in answer to a timid knock, found a white-lipped eager-eyed suppliant on the doorstep.

Marilla rushed into the kitchen, quite upset, leaving a very distracted little girl on the porch behind her. Soon, Anne stepped outside without a hat into the chilly autumn evening; she resolutely walked down through the dry clover field, across the log bridge, and up through the spruce grove, lit by a small pale moon hanging low over the western woods. Mrs. Barry, answering a hesitant knock, found an eager girl with white lips waiting on the doorstep.

Her face hardened. Mrs. Barry was a woman of strong prejudices and dislikes, and her anger was of the cold, sullen sort which is always hardest to overcome. To do her justice, she really believed Anne had made Diana drunk out of sheer malice prepense, and she was honestly anxious to preserve her little daughter from the contamination of further intimacy with such a child.

Her expression stiffened. Mrs. Barry was a woman with strong biases and dislikes, and her anger was the cold, sullen kind that is always the hardest to get past. To be fair, she genuinely believed that Anne had intentionally gotten Diana drunk out of pure spite, and she was sincerely worried about protecting her little daughter from the influence of such a child.

“What do you want?” she said stiffly.

"What do you want?" she said coldly.

Anne clasped her hands.

Anne joined her hands.

“Oh, Mrs. Barry, please forgive me. I did not mean to—to—intoxicate Diana. How could I? Just imagine if you were a poor little orphan girl that kind people had adopted and you had just one bosom friend in all the world. Do you think you would intoxicate her on purpose? I thought it was only raspberry cordial. I was firmly convinced it was raspberry cordial. Oh, please don’t say that you won’t let Diana play with me any more. If you do you will cover my life with a dark cloud of woe.”

“Oh, Mrs. Barry, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to—to—get Diana drunk. How could I? Just think about it: if you were a poor little orphan girl who was adopted by kind people and had just one best friend in the whole world, would you ever do that on purpose? I thought it was just raspberry cordial. I really believed it was raspberry cordial. Please don’t say you won’t let Diana play with me anymore. If you do, it will fill my life with darkness and sadness.”

This speech which would have softened good Mrs. Lynde’s heart in a twinkling, had no effect on Mrs. Barry except to irritate her still more. She was suspicious of Anne’s big words and dramatic gestures and imagined that the child was making fun of her. So she said, coldly and cruelly:

This speech that would have quickly warmed good Mrs. Lynde’s heart had no effect on Mrs. Barry, except to annoy her even more. She was distrustful of Anne’s grand words and dramatic gestures, imagining that the girl was mocking her. So she said, coldly and cruelly:

“I don’t think you are a fit little girl for Diana to associate with. You’d better go home and behave yourself.”

“I don’t think you’re a good match for Diana to hang out with. You should go home and act right.”

Anne’s lips quivered.

Anne’s lips trembled.

“Won’t you let me see Diana just once to say farewell?” she implored.

“Could you please let me see Diana just once to say goodbye?” she pleaded.

“Diana has gone over to Carmody with her father,” said Mrs. Barry, going in and shutting the door.

“Diana went over to Carmody with her dad,” Mrs. Barry said as she walked in and closed the door.

Anne went back to Green Gables calm with despair.

Anne returned to Green Gables, feeling calm yet filled with despair.

“My last hope is gone,” she told Marilla. “I went up and saw Mrs. Barry myself and she treated me very insultingly. Marilla, I do not think she is a well-bred woman. There is nothing more to do except to pray and I haven’t much hope that that’ll do much good because, Marilla, I do not believe that God Himself can do very much with such an obstinate person as Mrs. Barry.”

“My last hope is gone,” she told Marilla. “I went up and saw Mrs. Barry myself, and she treated me very disrespectfully. Marilla, I do not think she is a well-mannered woman. There’s nothing more to do except pray, and I don’t have much hope that’ll help because, Marilla, I do not believe that even God can do very much with someone as stubborn as Mrs. Barry.”

“Anne, you shouldn’t say such things” rebuked Marilla, striving to overcome that unholy tendency to laughter which she was dismayed to find growing upon her. And indeed, when she told the whole story to Matthew that night, she did laugh heartily over Anne’s tribulations.

“Anne, you shouldn’t say things like that,” Marilla scolded, trying to fight off the urge to laugh that she was surprised to feel growing inside her. And really, when she told Matthew the whole story that night, she laughed genuinely about Anne’s troubles.

But when she slipped into the east gable before going to bed and found that Anne had cried herself to sleep an unaccustomed softness crept into her face.

But when she quietly entered the east gable before going to bed and saw that Anne had cried herself to sleep, an unexpected softness appeared on her face.

“Poor little soul,” she murmured, lifting a loose curl of hair from the child’s tear-stained face. Then she bent down and kissed the flushed cheek on the pillow.

“Poor little thing,” she whispered, gently brushing a loose curl of hair away from the child’s tear-streaked face. Then she leaned down and kissed the warm cheek on the pillow.


CHAPTER XVII.
A New Interest in Life

THE next afternoon Anne, bending over her patchwork at the kitchen window, happened to glance out and beheld Diana down by the Dryad’s Bubble beckoning mysteriously. In a trice Anne was out of the house and flying down to the hollow, astonishment and hope struggling in her expressive eyes. But the hope faded when she saw Diana’s dejected countenance.

THE next afternoon, Anne was working on her patchwork by the kitchen window when she looked outside and saw Diana by the Dryad’s Bubble, waving her hand mysteriously. In an instant, Anne was out of the house and racing down to the hollow, her eyes filled with a mix of surprise and hope. But that hope quickly vanished when she noticed Diana’s sad expression.

“Your mother hasn’t relented?” she gasped.

"Your mom hasn't given in?" she exclaimed.

Diana shook her head mournfully.

Diana shook her head sadly.

“No; and oh, Anne, she says I’m never to play with you again. I’ve cried and cried and I told her it wasn’t your fault, but it wasn’t any use. I had ever such a time coaxing her to let me come down and say good-bye to you. She said I was only to stay ten minutes and she’s timing me by the clock.”

“No; and oh, Anne, she says I’m never allowed to play with you again. I’ve cried so much, and I told her it wasn’t your fault, but it didn’t make any difference. I had such a hard time convincing her to let me come down and say goodbye to you. She said I could only stay for ten minutes, and she’s timing me by the clock.”

“Ten minutes isn’t very long to say an eternal farewell in,” said Anne tearfully. “Oh, Diana, will you promise faithfully never to forget me, the friend of your youth, no matter what dearer friends may caress thee?”

“Ten minutes isn’t a long time to say goodbye forever,” said Anne with tears in her eyes. “Oh, Diana, will you promise me that you’ll never forget me, the friend of your youth, no matter what other dear friends may come into your life?”

“Indeed I will,” sobbed Diana, “and I’ll never have another bosom friend—I don’t want to have. I couldn’t love anybody as I love you.”

“Of course I will,” cried Diana, “and I’ll never have another best friend—I don’t want to. I couldn’t love anyone like I love you.”

“Oh, Diana,” cried Anne, clasping her hands, “do you love me?”

“Oh, Diana,” cried Anne, clasping her hands, “do you love me?”

“Why, of course I do. Didn’t you know that?”

“Of course I do. Didn't you know that?”

“No.” Anne drew a long breath. “I thought you liked me of course but I never hoped you loved me. Why, Diana, I didn’t think anybody could love me. Nobody ever has loved me since I can remember. Oh, this is wonderful! It’s a ray of light which will forever shine on the darkness of a path severed from thee, Diana. Oh, just say it once again.”

“No.” Anne took a deep breath. “I thought you liked me, of course, but I never expected you loved me. Honestly, Diana, I didn’t think anyone could love me. No one ever has loved me for as long as I can remember. Oh, this is amazing! It’s a ray of light that will always brighten the darkness of a path separated from you, Diana. Oh, just say it once more.”

“I love you devotedly, Anne,” said Diana stanchly, “and I always will, you may be sure of that.”

“I love you deeply, Anne,” said Diana firmly, “and I always will, you can count on that.”

“And I will always love thee, Diana,” said Anne, solemnly extending her hand. “In the years to come thy memory will shine like a star over my lonely life, as that last story we read together says. Diana, wilt thou give me a lock of thy jet-black tresses in parting to treasure forevermore?”

“And I will always love you, Diana,” said Anne, seriously extending her hand. “In the years ahead, your memory will shine like a star over my lonely life, just like that last story we read together says. Diana, will you give me a lock of your jet-black hair as a keepsake to treasure forever?”

“Have you got anything to cut it with?” queried Diana, wiping away the tears which Anne’s affecting accents had caused to flow afresh, and returning to practicalities.

“Do you have anything to cut it with?” asked Diana, wiping away the tears that Anne’s touching words had caused to flow again, and getting back to practical matters.

“Yes. I’ve got my patchwork scissors in my apron pocket fortunately,” said Anne. She solemnly clipped one of Diana’s curls. “Fare thee well, my beloved friend. Henceforth we must be as strangers though living side by side. But my heart will ever be faithful to thee.”

“Yes. I’ve got my patchwork scissors in my apron pocket, luckily,” said Anne. She seriously snipped one of Diana’s curls. “Goodbye, my dear friend. From now on, we must act like strangers even though we live next to each other. But my heart will always be loyal to you.”

Anne stood and watched Diana out of sight, mournfully waving her hand to the latter whenever she turned to look back. Then she returned to the house, not a little consoled for the time being by this romantic parting.

Anne stood and watched Diana disappear from view, sadly waving her hand to her whenever she turned to look back. Then she returned to the house, feeling somewhat comforted for the moment by this romantic goodbye.

“It is all over,” she informed Marilla. “I shall never have another friend. I’m really worse off than ever before, for I haven’t Katie Maurice and Violetta now. And even if I had it wouldn’t be the same. Somehow, little dream girls are not satisfying after a real friend. Diana and I had such an affecting farewell down by the spring. It will be sacred in my memory forever. I used the most pathetic language I could think of and said ‘thou’ and ‘thee.’ ‘Thou’ and ‘thee’ seem so much more romantic than ‘you.’ Diana gave me a lock of her hair and I’m going to sew it up in a little bag and wear it around my neck all my life. Please see that it is buried with me, for I don’t believe I’ll live very long. Perhaps when she sees me lying cold and dead before her Mrs. Barry may feel remorse for what she has done and will let Diana come to my funeral.”

“It’s all over,” she told Marilla. “I’ll never have another friend. I’m actually worse off than ever, since I don’t have Katie Maurice and Violetta anymore. And even if I did, it wouldn’t feel the same. Somehow, little dream girls just don’t compare to a real friend. Diana and I had such an emotional goodbye down by the spring. It will be a cherished memory for me forever. I used the most touching words I could think of and said ‘thou’ and ‘thee.’ ‘Thou’ and ‘thee’ sound so much more romantic than ‘you.’ Diana gave me a lock of her hair, and I’m going to sew it into a little bag and wear it around my neck for the rest of my life. Please make sure it’s buried with me, because I don’t think I’ll live very long. Maybe when she sees me lying cold and dead in front of her, Mrs. Barry will feel guilty for what she’s done and let Diana come to my funeral.”

“I don’t think there is much fear of your dying of grief as long as you can talk, Anne,” said Marilla unsympathetically.

“I don’t think you have to worry about dying from grief as long as you can talk, Anne,” Marilla said bluntly.

The following Monday Anne surprised Marilla by coming down from her room with her basket of books on her arm and hip and her lips primmed up into a line of determination.

The following Monday, Anne surprised Marilla by coming down from her room with her basket of books on her arm and hip and her lips pressed into a line of determination.

“I’m going back to school,” she announced. “That is all there is left in life for me, now that my friend has been ruthlessly torn from me. In school I can look at her and muse over days departed.”

“I’m going back to school,” she said. “That’s all that’s left for me in life now that my friend has been taken from me. In school, I can look at her and think about the days gone by.”

“You’d better muse over your lessons and sums,” said Marilla, concealing her delight at this development of the situation. “If you’re going back to school I hope we’ll hear no more of breaking slates over people’s heads and such carryings on. Behave yourself and do just what your teacher tells you.”

“You should think carefully about your lessons and math problems,” said Marilla, hiding her pleasure at how things were turning out. “If you’re going back to school, I hope we won’t hear any more about smashing slates over people’s heads and that kind of nonsense. Just behave and do exactly what your teacher says.”

“I’ll try to be a model pupil,” agreed Anne dolefully. “There won’t be much fun in it, I expect. Mr. Phillips said Minnie Andrews was a model pupil and there isn’t a spark of imagination or life in her. She is just dull and poky and never seems to have a good time. But I feel so depressed that perhaps it will come easy to me now. I’m going round by the road. I couldn’t bear to go by the Birch Path all alone. I should weep bitter tears if I did.”

“I’ll try to be a model student,” Anne agreed sadly. “I don’t expect it’ll be much fun. Mr. Phillips said Minnie Andrews was a model student, and she’s as dull as dishwater and has no spark or imagination. She’s just boring and never seems to enjoy herself. But I feel so down that maybe it’ll be easy for me now. I’m taking the long way around. I couldn’t stand to go by the Birch Path all by myself. I’d cry my eyes out if I did.”

Anne was welcomed back to school with open arms. Her imagination had been sorely missed in games, her voice in the singing and her dramatic ability in the perusal aloud of books at dinner hour. Ruby Gillis smuggled three blue plums over to her during testament reading; Ella May MacPherson gave her an enormous yellow pansy cut from the covers of a floral catalogue—a species of desk decoration much prized in Avonlea school. Sophia Sloane offered to teach her a perfectly elegant new pattern of knit lace, so nice for trimming aprons. Katie Boulter gave her a perfume bottle to keep slate water in, and Julia Bell copied carefully on a piece of pale pink paper scalloped on the edges the following effusion:

Anne was welcomed back to school with open arms. Everyone had really missed her creativity in games, her singing voice, and her flair for reading books aloud during dinner. Ruby Gillis secretly passed her three blue plums while they were reading scriptures; Ella May MacPherson gave her a huge yellow pansy cut from the cover of a floral catalog—a type of desk decoration that was highly valued in Avonlea school. Sophia Sloane offered to teach her a beautifully elegant new lace knitting pattern, perfect for trimming aprons. Katie Boulter gave her a perfume bottle to keep slate water in, and Julia Bell carefully copied the following message on a piece of pale pink paper with scalloped edges:

TO ANNE

FOR ANNE

“When twilight drops her curtain down
And pins it with a star
Remember that you have a friend
Though she may wander far.”

“When twilight falls and closes the day
And holds it with a star
Remember that you have a friend
Even if she’s far away.”

“It’s so nice to be appreciated,” sighed Anne rapturously to Marilla that night.

“It’s so nice to be appreciated,” sighed Anne happily to Marilla that night.

The girls were not the only scholars who “appreciated” her. When Anne went to her seat after dinner hour—she had been told by Mr. Phillips to sit with the model Minnie Andrews—she found on her desk a big luscious “strawberry apple.” Anne caught it up all ready to take a bite when she remembered that the only place in Avonlea where strawberry apples grew was in the old Blythe orchard on the other side of the Lake of Shining Waters. Anne dropped the apple as if it were a red-hot coal and ostentatiously wiped her fingers on her handkerchief. The apple lay untouched on her desk until the next morning, when little Timothy Andrews, who swept the school and kindled the fire, annexed it as one of his perquisites. Charlie Sloane’s slate pencil, gorgeously bedizened with striped red and yellow paper, costing two cents where ordinary pencils cost only one, which he sent up to her after dinner hour, met with a more favorable reception. Anne was graciously pleased to accept it and rewarded the donor with a smile which exalted that infatuated youth straightway into the seventh heaven of delight and caused him to make such fearful errors in his dictation that Mr. Phillips kept him in after school to rewrite it.

The girls weren't the only ones who “appreciated” her. When Anne went to her seat after dinner—she had been told by Mr. Phillips to sit with the model Minnie Andrews—she found a big, delicious “strawberry apple” on her desk. Anne picked it up, ready to take a bite, when she remembered that the only place in Avonlea where strawberry apples grew was in the old Blythe orchard on the other side of the Lake of Shining Waters. Anne dropped the apple as if it were a red-hot coal and dramatically wiped her fingers on her handkerchief. The apple sat untouched on her desk until the next morning, when little Timothy Andrews, who swept the school and lit the fire, claimed it as one of his perks. Charlie Sloane’s slate pencil, beautifully wrapped in striped red and yellow paper, which cost two cents while regular pencils were only one, was sent up to her after dinner and received much better. Anne was happily pleased to accept it and rewarded the giver with a smile that sent the lovestruck boy straight into the seventh heaven of joy, leading him to make such embarrassing mistakes in his dictation that Mr. Phillips kept him after school to rewrite it.

But as,

But as,

The Cæsar’s pageant shorn of Brutus’ bust
Did but of Rome’s best son remind her more,

The Caesar’s parade, stripped of Brutus’ statue
Only reminded Rome more of her best son,

so the marked absence of any tribute or recognition from Diana Barry who was sitting with Gertie Pye embittered Anne’s little triumph.

so the noticeable lack of any acknowledgment or recognition from Diana Barry, who was sitting with Gertie Pye, dampened Anne’s small victory.

“Diana might just have smiled at me once, I think,” she mourned to Marilla that night. But the next morning a note most fearfully and wonderfully twisted and folded, and a small parcel were passed across to Anne.

“Diana might have smiled at me once, I think,” she lamented to Marilla that night. But the next morning, a note that was incredibly and intricately twisted and folded, along with a small package, was handed to Anne.

“Dear Anne, ran the former, “Mother says I’m not to play with you or talk to you even in school. It isn’t my fault and don’t be cross at me, because I love you as much as ever. I miss you awfully to tell all my secrets to and I don’t like Gertie Pye one bit. I made you one of the new bookmarkers out of red tissue paper. They are awfully fashionable now and only three girls in school know how to make them. When you look at it remember

“Dear Anne,” the former wrote, “Mom says I can’t play or talk to you, even at school. It’s not my fault, so please don’t be mad at me because I still love you just as much. I miss sharing all my secrets with you, and I can’t stand Gertie Pye at all. I made you one of the new bookmarkers out of red tissue paper. They’re really trendy right now, and only three girls at school know how to make them. When you look at it, remember

Your true friend,
Diana Barry.

Your real friend,
Diana Barry.

Anne read the note, kissed the bookmark, and dispatched a prompt reply back to the other side of the school.

Anne read the note, kissed the bookmark, and quickly sent a reply back to the other side of the school.

My own darling Diana:—
    Of course I am not cross at you because you have to obey your mother. Our spirits can commune. I shall keep your lovely present forever. Minnie Andrews is a very nice little girl—although she has no imagination—but after having been Diana’s busum friend I cannot be Minnie’s. Please excuse mistakes because my spelling isn’t very good yet, although much improoved.

My dear Diana:
Of course, I'm not upset with you for having to listen to your mother. Our spirits connect. I'll treasure your beautiful gift forever. Minnie Andrews is a very nice girl—though she lacks imagination—but after being Diana’s best friend, I can’t be Minnie’s. Please forgive any mistakes since my spelling isn't great yet, although it's much better.

Yours until death us do part
Anne or Cordelia Shirley.

Yours until death do us part
Anne or Cordelia Shirley.

P.S. I shall sleep with your letter under my pillow tonight.

P.S. I'm going to keep your letter under my pillow tonight.

A. or C.S.

A. or C.S.

Marilla pessimistically expected more trouble since Anne had again begun to go to school. But none developed. Perhaps Anne caught something of the “model” spirit from Minnie Andrews; at least she got on very well with Mr. Phillips thenceforth. She flung herself into her studies heart and soul, determined not to be outdone in any class by Gilbert Blythe. The rivalry between them was soon apparent; it was entirely good natured on Gilbert’s side; but it is much to be feared that the same thing cannot be said of Anne, who had certainly an unpraiseworthy tenacity for holding grudges. She was as intense in her hatreds as in her loves. She would not stoop to admit that she meant to rival Gilbert in schoolwork, because that would have been to acknowledge his existence which Anne persistently ignored; but the rivalry was there and honors fluctuated between them. Now Gilbert was head of the spelling class; now Anne, with a toss of her long red braids, spelled him down. One morning Gilbert had all his sums done correctly and had his name written on the blackboard on the roll of honor; the next morning Anne, having wrestled wildly with decimals the entire evening before, would be first. One awful day they were ties and their names were written up together. It was almost as bad as a take-notice and Anne’s mortification was as evident as Gilbert’s satisfaction. When the written examinations at the end of each month were held the suspense was terrible. The first month Gilbert came out three marks ahead. The second Anne beat him by five. But her triumph was marred by the fact that Gilbert congratulated her heartily before the whole school. It would have been ever so much sweeter to her if he had felt the sting of his defeat.

Marilla expected more trouble since Anne had started going to school again, but nothing happened. Maybe Anne picked up some of the “model” attitude from Minnie Andrews; at least she got along well with Mr. Phillips from then on. She threw herself into her studies, determined not to let Gilbert Blythe outshine her in any class. Their rivalry quickly became obvious; it was all in good fun on Gilbert’s part, but it’s safe to say Anne had a troublesome tendency to hold grudges. She was as intense in her dislikes as in her loves. She wouldn’t admit she was trying to compete with Gilbert in schoolwork because that would mean acknowledging him, which Anne stubbornly ignored; but the rivalry was there, and they took turns earning top honors. Sometimes Gilbert was at the top of the spelling class; other times, Anne, with a toss of her long red braids, outspelled him. One morning, Gilbert had all his math problems done correctly and had his name on the blackboard in the roll of honor; the next morning, after struggling with decimals all night, Anne would come in first. One dreadful day they tied and their names were listed together. It was almost as bad as a public announcement, and Anne’s embarrassment was as clear as Gilbert’s satisfaction. When the written exams were held at the end of each month, the tension was unbearable. In the first month, Gilbert scored three marks higher than Anne. In the second month, she beat him by five. But her victory was tainted by the fact that Gilbert congratulated her warmly in front of the entire school. It would have felt so much better for her if he had felt the sting of his defeat.

Mr. Phillips might not be a very good teacher; but a pupil so inflexibly determined on learning as Anne was could hardly escape making progress under any kind of teacher. By the end of the term Anne and Gilbert were both promoted into the fifth class and allowed to begin studying the elements of “the branches”—by which Latin, geometry, French, and algebra were meant. In geometry Anne met her Waterloo.

Mr. Phillips might not be the best teacher, but a student as determined to learn as Anne was couldn't help but make progress with any kind of teacher. By the end of the term, Anne and Gilbert were both promoted to the fifth class and allowed to start studying the basics of "the branches," which included Latin, geometry, French, and algebra. In geometry, Anne faced her biggest challenge.

“It’s perfectly awful stuff, Marilla,” she groaned. “I’m sure I’ll never be able to make head or tail of it. There is no scope for imagination in it at all. Mr. Phillips says I’m the worst dunce he ever saw at it. And Gil—I mean some of the others are so smart at it. It is extremely mortifying, Marilla.

“It’s completely terrible, Marilla,” she sighed. “I know I’ll never understand it. There’s no room for imagination in it at all. Mr. Phillips says I’m the worst student he’s ever seen at it. And Gil—I mean some of the others are so good at it. It’s really embarrassing, Marilla.”

“Even Diana gets along better than I do. But I don’t mind being beaten by Diana. Even although we meet as strangers now I still love her with an inextinguishable love. It makes me very sad at times to think about her. But really, Marilla, one can’t stay sad very long in such an interesting world, can one?”

“Even Diana gets along better than I do. But I don’t mind being outshined by Diana. Even though we’re strangers now, I still love her with an inextinguishable love. It makes me really sad at times to think about her. But honestly, Marilla, you can’t stay sad for long in such an interesting world, can you?”


CHAPTER XVIII.
Anne to the Rescue

ALL things great are wound up with all things little. At first glance it might not seem that the decision of a certain Canadian Premier to include Prince Edward Island in a political tour could have much or anything to do with the fortunes of little Anne Shirley at Green Gables. But it had.

ALL great things are connected to all small things. At first, it might not seem like a Canadian Premier's choice to include Prince Edward Island in a political tour would have any impact on the life of young Anne Shirley at Green Gables. But it did.

It was a January the Premier came, to address his loyal supporters and such of his nonsupporters as chose to be present at the monster mass meeting held in Charlottetown. Most of the Avonlea people were on Premier’s side of politics; hence on the night of the meeting nearly all the men and a goodly proportion of the women had gone to town thirty miles away. Mrs. Rachel Lynde had gone too. Mrs. Rachel Lynde was a red-hot politician and couldn’t have believed that the political rally could be carried through without her, although she was on the opposite side of politics. So she went to town and took her husband—Thomas would be useful in looking after the horse—and Marilla Cuthbert with her. Marilla had a sneaking interest in politics herself, and as she thought it might be her only chance to see a real live Premier, she promptly took it, leaving Anne and Matthew to keep house until her return the following day.

It was in January when the Premier came to speak to his loyal supporters and anyone else who decided to show up at the large rally in Charlottetown. Most people from Avonlea supported the Premier's politics; therefore, on the night of the meeting, nearly all the men and a good number of the women went to town, which was thirty miles away. Mrs. Rachel Lynde went too. She was a passionate politician and couldn’t imagine that the political rally could go on without her, even though she was on the opposing side. So, she went to town, bringing her husband—Thomas would be helpful in taking care of the horse—and Marilla Cuthbert along with her. Marilla had a bit of an interest in politics too, and thinking this might be her only chance to see a real live Premier, she jumped at the opportunity, leaving Anne and Matthew to hold down the fort until she returned the next day.

Hence, while Marilla and Mrs. Rachel were enjoying themselves hugely at the mass meeting, Anne and Matthew had the cheerful kitchen at Green Gables all to themselves. A bright fire was glowing in the old-fashioned Waterloo stove and blue-white frost crystals were shining on the windowpanes. Matthew nodded over a Farmers’ Advocate on the sofa and Anne at the table studied her lessons with grim determination, despite sundry wistful glances at the clock shelf, where lay a new book that Jane Andrews had lent her that day. Jane had assured her that it was warranted to produce any number of thrills, or words to that effect, and Anne’s fingers tingled to reach out for it. But that would mean Gilbert Blythe’s triumph on the morrow. Anne turned her back on the clock shelf and tried to imagine it wasn’t there.

So, while Marilla and Mrs. Rachel were having a great time at the mass meeting, Anne and Matthew had the cozy kitchen at Green Gables all to themselves. A bright fire was crackling in the old-fashioned Waterloo stove, and blue-white frost crystals sparkled on the windowpanes. Matthew was dozing over a Farmers’ Advocate on the sofa while Anne, sitting at the table, was studying her lessons with serious focus, despite stealing a few longing glances at the clock shelf, where a new book that Jane Andrews had lent her that day lay. Jane had promised her that it was sure to give plenty of thrills, or something like that, and Anne’s fingers itched to grab it. But that would mean Gilbert Blythe would get to gloat tomorrow. So Anne turned away from the clock shelf and tried to pretend it wasn’t there.

“Matthew, did you ever study geometry when you went to school?”

“Matthew, did you ever take geometry in school?”

“Well now, no, I didn’t,” said Matthew, coming out of his doze with a start.

“Well now, no, I didn’t,” Matthew said, waking up suddenly from his nap.

“I wish you had,” sighed Anne, “because then you’d be able to sympathize with me. You can’t sympathize properly if you’ve never studied it. It is casting a cloud over my whole life. I’m such a dunce at it, Matthew.”

“I wish you had,” sighed Anne, “because then you’d be able to understand what I’m going through. You can’t really understand unless you’ve studied it. It’s casting a shadow over my whole life. I’m such a dunce at it, Matthew.”

“Well now, I dunno,” said Matthew soothingly. “I guess you’re all right at anything. Mr. Phillips told me last week in Blair’s store at Carmody that you was the smartest scholar in school and was making rapid progress. ‘Rapid progress’ was his very words. There’s them as runs down Teddy Phillips and says he ain’t much of a teacher, but I guess he’s all right.”

“Well, I don’t know,” said Matthew calmly. “I think you’re good at anything. Mr. Phillips told me last week in Blair’s store in Carmody that you were the smartest student in school and were making fast progress. ‘Fast progress’ were his exact words. There are people who criticize Teddy Phillips and say he’s not much of a teacher, but I think he’s okay.”

Matthew would have thought anyone who praised Anne was “all right.”

Matthew would have considered anyone who praised Anne to be "cool."

“I’m sure I’d get on better with geometry if only he wouldn’t change the letters,” complained Anne. “I learn the proposition off by heart and then he draws it on the blackboard and puts different letters from what are in the book and I get all mixed up. I don’t think a teacher should take such a mean advantage, do you? We’re studying agriculture now and I’ve found out at last what makes the roads red. It’s a great comfort. I wonder how Marilla and Mrs. Lynde are enjoying themselves. Mrs. Lynde says Canada is going to the dogs the way things are being run at Ottawa and that it’s an awful warning to the electors. She says if women were allowed to vote we would soon see a blessed change. What way do you vote, Matthew?”

“I’m sure I’d get along better with geometry if he wouldn't change the letters,” complained Anne. “I memorize the proposition, and then he draws it on the board and uses different letters than what's in the book, and I get all confused. I don’t think a teacher should take such an unfair advantage, do you? We’re studying agriculture now, and I finally figured out what makes the roads red. It’s such a relief. I wonder how Marilla and Mrs. Lynde are having fun. Mrs. Lynde says Canada is going downhill with the way things are being run in Ottawa, and it’s a terrible warning to the voters. She says if women were allowed to vote, we’d soon see a wonderful change. How do you vote, Matthew?”

“Conservative,” said Matthew promptly. To vote Conservative was part of Matthew’s religion.

“Conservative,” Matthew replied quickly. Voting Conservative was part of Matthew’s beliefs.

“Then I’m Conservative too,” said Anne decidedly. “I’m glad because Gil—because some of the boys in school are Grits. I guess Mr. Phillips is a Grit too because Prissy Andrews’s father is one, and Ruby Gillis says that when a man is courting he always has to agree with the girl’s mother in religion and her father in politics. Is that true, Matthew?”

“Then I'm Conservative too,” Anne said confidently. “I'm glad because Gil—because some of the boys at school are Grits. I guess Mr. Phillips is a Grit too since Prissy Andrews’s dad is one, and Ruby Gillis says that when a guy is dating, he always has to agree with the girl's mom on religion and her dad on politics. Is that true, Matthew?”

“Well now, I dunno,” said Matthew.

“Well, I don’t know,” said Matthew.

“Did you ever go courting, Matthew?”

“Have you ever gone dating, Matthew?”

“Well now, no, I dunno’s I ever did,” said Matthew, who had certainly never thought of such a thing in his whole existence.

“Well, I don't know if I ever did,” said Matthew, who had definitely never considered such a thing in his entire life.

Anne reflected with her chin in her hands.

Anne thought about everything with her chin resting in her hands.

“It must be rather interesting, don’t you think, Matthew? Ruby Gillis says when she grows up she’s going to have ever so many beaus on the string and have them all crazy about her; but I think that would be too exciting. I’d rather have just one in his right mind. But Ruby Gillis knows a great deal about such matters because she has so many big sisters, and Mrs. Lynde says the Gillis girls have gone off like hot cakes. Mr. Phillips goes up to see Prissy Andrews nearly every evening. He says it is to help her with her lessons but Miranda Sloane is studying for Queen’s too, and I should think she needed help a lot more than Prissy because she’s ever so much stupider, but he never goes to help her in the evenings at all. There are a great many things in this world that I can’t understand very well, Matthew.”

“It must be pretty interesting, don’t you think, Matthew? Ruby Gillis says when she grows up she’s going to have tons of guys chasing after her and have them all mad about her; but I think that would be too much excitement. I’d rather have just one who’s actually sane. But Ruby Gillis knows a lot about these things because she has so many older sisters, and Mrs. Lynde says the Gillis girls are really popular. Mr. Phillips goes to see Prissy Andrews almost every evening. He says it’s to help her with her schoolwork, but Miranda Sloane is studying for Queen’s too, and I would think she needs more help than Prissy because she’s way less clever, yet he never goes to help her in the evenings at all. There are a lot of things in this world that I just can’t understand very well, Matthew.”

“Well now, I dunno as I comprehend them all myself,” acknowledged Matthew.

“Well, I don't know if I understand them all myself,” Matthew admitted.

“Well, I suppose I must finish up my lessons. I won’t allow myself to open that new book Jane lent me until I’m through. But it’s a terrible temptation, Matthew. Even when I turn my back on it I can see it there just as plain. Jane said she cried herself sick over it. I love a book that makes me cry. But I think I’ll carry that book into the sitting room and lock it in the jam closet and give you the key. And you must not give it to me, Matthew, until my lessons are done, not even if I implore you on my bended knees. It’s all very well to say resist temptation, but it’s ever so much easier to resist it if you can’t get the key. And then shall I run down the cellar and get some russets, Matthew? Wouldn’t you like some russets?”

"Well, I guess I have to finish my lessons. I won’t let myself open that new book Jane lent me until I’m done. But it’s such a strong temptation, Matthew. Even when I turn away from it, I can see it there just as clearly. Jane said she cried herself sick over it. I love a book that makes me cry. But I think I’ll take that book into the living room and lock it in the jam closet and give you the key. And you must not give it to me, Matthew, until my lessons are finished, not even if I beg you on my knees. It’s easy to say resist temptation, but it’s so much easier to resist it if you can’t get the key. And should I run down to the cellar and get some russets, Matthew? Wouldn’t you like some russets?"

“Well now, I dunno but what I would,” said Matthew, who never ate russets but knew Anne’s weakness for them.

“Well, I don’t know about that, but I might,” said Matthew, who never ate russets but knew Anne’s weakness for them.

Just as Anne emerged triumphantly from the cellar with her plateful of russets came the sound of flying footsteps on the icy board walk outside and the next moment the kitchen door was flung open and in rushed Diana Barry, white faced and breathless, with a shawl wrapped hastily around her head. Anne promptly let go of her candle and plate in her surprise, and plate, candle, and apples crashed together down the cellar ladder and were found at the bottom embedded in melted grease, the next day, by Marilla, who gathered them up and thanked mercy the house hadn’t been set on fire.

Just as Anne came out of the cellar triumphantly with her plate of russets, she heard the sound of hurried footsteps on the icy boardwalk outside. In the next moment, the kitchen door flew open, and Diana Barry rushed in, pale and out of breath, with a shawl hastily wrapped around her head. Anne immediately dropped her candle and plate in surprise, causing them, along with the apples, to crash down the cellar ladder. The next day, Marilla discovered them at the bottom, embedded in melted grease. She collected them up and thanked her lucky stars that the house hadn't caught fire.

“Whatever is the matter, Diana?” cried Anne. “Has your mother relented at last?”

"What's wrong, Diana?" Anne exclaimed. "Has your mom finally given in?"

“Oh, Anne, do come quick,” implored Diana nervously. “Minnie May is awful sick—she’s got croup. Young Mary Joe says—and Father and Mother are away to town and there’s nobody to go for the doctor. Minnie May is awful bad and Young Mary Joe doesn’t know what to do—and oh, Anne, I’m so scared!”

“Oh, Anne, please hurry,” Diana said anxiously. “Minnie May is really sick—she has croup. Young Mary Joe says so—and Dad and Mom are in town, and there’s no one here to get the doctor. Minnie May is really bad off, and Young Mary Joe doesn’t know what to do—and oh, Anne, I’m so scared!”

Matthew, without a word, reached out for cap and coat, slipped past Diana and away into the darkness of the yard.

Matthew silently grabbed his cap and coat, slipped past Diana, and headed into the darkness of the yard.

“He’s gone to harness the sorrel mare to go to Carmody for the doctor,” said Anne, who was hurrying on hood and jacket. “I know it as well as if he’d said so. Matthew and I are such kindred spirits I can read his thoughts without words at all.”

“He's gone to harness the sorrel mare to head to Carmody for the doctor,” Anne said as she quickly put on her hood and jacket. “I know it just as well as if he’d actually said it. Matthew and I are such kindred spirits that I can read his thoughts without him having to say a word.”

“I don’t believe he’ll find the doctor at Carmody,” sobbed Diana. “I know that Dr. Blair went to town and I guess Dr. Spencer would go too. Young Mary Joe never saw anybody with croup and Mrs. Lynde is away. Oh, Anne!”

“I don’t think he’ll find the doctor at Carmody,” cried Diana. “I know Dr. Blair went to town, and I assume Dr. Spencer went too. Young Mary Joe has never seen anyone with croup, and Mrs. Lynde is away. Oh, Anne!”

“Don’t cry, Di,” said Anne cheerily. “I know exactly what to do for croup. You forget that Mrs. Hammond had twins three times. When you look after three pairs of twins you naturally get a lot of experience. They all had croup regularly. Just wait till I get the ipecac bottle—you mayn’t have any at your house. Come on now.”

“Don’t cry, Di,” Anne said cheerfully. “I know just what to do for croup. You forget that Mrs. Hammond had twins three times. When you take care of three pairs of twins, you naturally gain a lot of experience. They all had croup regularly. Just wait until I grab the ipecac bottle—you might not have any at your place. Come on now.”

The two little girls hastened out hand in hand and hurried through Lover’s Lane and across the crusted field beyond, for the snow was too deep to go by the shorter wood way. Anne, although sincerely sorry for Minnie May, was far from being insensible to the romance of the situation and to the sweetness of once more sharing that romance with a kindred spirit.

The two little girls rushed out hand in hand and ran through Lover’s Lane and across the frozen field beyond, since the snow was too deep to take the shorter path through the woods. Anne, while genuinely feeling for Minnie May, was definitely aware of the romance of the moment and the joy of once again sharing that experience with a kindred spirit.

The night was clear and frosty, all ebony of shadow and silver of snowy slope; big stars were shining over the silent fields; here and there the dark pointed firs stood up with snow powdering their branches and the wind whistling through them. Anne thought it was truly delightful to go skimming through all this mystery and loveliness with your bosom friend who had been so long estranged.

The night was clear and frosty, all dark shadows and silver snow-covered hills; bright stars sparkled over the quiet fields; now and then, tall pointed firs rose up with snow dusting their branches and the wind whistling through them. Anne thought it was genuinely wonderful to glide through all this mystery and beauty with her close friend who had been so long apart.

Minnie May, aged three, was really very sick. She lay on the kitchen sofa feverish and restless, while her hoarse breathing could be heard all over the house. Young Mary Joe, a buxom, broad-faced French girl from the creek, whom Mrs. Barry had engaged to stay with the children during her absence, was helpless and bewildered, quite incapable of thinking what to do, or doing it if she thought of it.

Minnie May, who was three years old, was really sick. She lay on the kitchen sofa, feverish and restless, while her hoarse breathing echoed throughout the house. Young Mary Joe, a plump, broad-faced French girl from the creek, whom Mrs. Barry had hired to look after the kids during her absence, felt helpless and confused, completely unable to figure out what to do, or doing anything even if she had an idea.

Anne went to work with skill and promptness.

Anne worked with skill and efficiency.

“Minnie May has croup all right; she’s pretty bad, but I’ve seen them worse. First we must have lots of hot water. I declare, Diana, there isn’t more than a cupful in the kettle! There, I’ve filled it up, and, Mary Joe, you may put some wood in the stove. I don’t want to hurt your feelings but it seems to me you might have thought of this before if you’d any imagination. Now, I’ll undress Minnie May and put her to bed and you try to find some soft flannel cloths, Diana. I’m going to give her a dose of ipecac first of all.”

“Minnie May has croup for sure; she’s pretty bad, but I’ve seen worse cases. First, we need to get a lot of hot water. Honestly, Diana, there’s barely a cupful in the kettle! There, I’ve filled it up, and, Mary Joe, you can put some wood in the stove. I don’t want to hurt your feelings, but it seems like you could’ve thought of this earlier if you had any imagination. Now, I’ll get Minnie May undressed and put her to bed, and you try to find some soft flannel cloths, Diana. I’m going to give her a dose of ipecac right away.”

Minnie May did not take kindly to the ipecac but Anne had not brought up three pairs of twins for nothing. Down that ipecac went, not only once, but many times during the long, anxious night when the two little girls worked patiently over the suffering Minnie May, and Young Mary Joe, honestly anxious to do all she could, kept up a roaring fire and heated more water than would have been needed for a hospital of croupy babies.

Minnie May didn’t react well to the ipecac, but Anne wasn’t inexperienced when it came to handling kids, having raised three sets of twins. That ipecac went down, not just once, but several times throughout the long, tense night as the two little girls diligently cared for the ailing Minnie May. Young Mary Joe, genuinely eager to help, kept a blazing fire going and heated more water than would have been necessary for a hospital full of babies with croup.

It was three o’clock when Matthew came with a doctor, for he had been obliged to go all the way to Spencervale for one. But the pressing need for assistance was past. Minnie May was much better and was sleeping soundly.

It was three o’clock when Matthew arrived with a doctor, since he had to travel all the way to Spencervale to find one. But the urgent need for help had passed. Minnie May was feeling much better and was sleeping peacefully.

“I was awfully near giving up in despair,” explained Anne. “She got worse and worse until she was sicker than ever the Hammond twins were, even the last pair. I actually thought she was going to choke to death. I gave her every drop of ipecac in that bottle and when the last dose went down I said to myself—not to Diana or Young Mary Joe, because I didn’t want to worry them any more than they were worried, but I had to say it to myself just to relieve my feelings—‘This is the last lingering hope and I fear, tis a vain one.’ But in about three minutes she coughed up the phlegm and began to get better right away. You must just imagine my relief, doctor, because I can’t express it in words. You know there are some things that cannot be expressed in words.”

“I was really close to giving up in despair,” Anne said. “She got worse and worse until she was sicker than any of the Hammond twins were, even the last pair. I honestly thought she was going to choke to death. I gave her every drop of ipecac in that bottle, and when the last dose went down, I told myself—not to Diana or Young Mary Joe, because I didn’t want to worry them any more than they already were, but I had to say it to myself just to relieve my feelings—‘This is the last lingering hope, and I fear it’s a vain one.’ But in about three minutes, she coughed up the phlegm and started to get better right away. You can’t imagine my relief, doctor, because I can’t put it into words. You know there are some things that just can’t be put into words.”

“Yes, I know,” nodded the doctor. He looked at Anne as if he were thinking some things about her that couldn’t be expressed in words. Later on, however, he expressed them to Mr. and Mrs. Barry.

“Yes, I know,” the doctor nodded. He looked at Anne as if there were thoughts about her that he couldn’t put into words. Later, though, he shared those thoughts with Mr. and Mrs. Barry.

“That little redheaded girl they have over at Cuthbert’s is as smart as they make ‘em. I tell you she saved that baby’s life, for it would have been too late by the time I got there. She seems to have a skill and presence of mind perfectly wonderful in a child of her age. I never saw anything like the eyes of her when she was explaining the case to me.”

“That little redheaded girl at Cuthbert’s is as sharp as they come. I swear she saved that baby's life because it would have been too late by the time I arrived. She has a remarkable skill and level-headedness for a child her age. I’ve never seen eyes like hers when she was explaining the situation to me.”

Anne had gone home in the wonderful, white-frosted winter morning, heavy eyed from loss of sleep, but still talking unweariedly to Matthew as they crossed the long white field and walked under the glittering fairy arch of the Lover’s Lane maples.

Anne had gone home on a beautiful, white-frosted winter morning, her eyes heavy from lack of sleep, but she still chatted away happily with Matthew as they crossed the long white field and walked under the sparkling fairy arch of the Lover’s Lane maples.

“Oh, Matthew, isn’t it a wonderful morning? The world looks like something God had just imagined for His own pleasure, doesn’t it? Those trees look as if I could blow them away with a breath—pouf! I’m so glad I live in a world where there are white frosts, aren’t you? And I’m so glad Mrs. Hammond had three pairs of twins after all. If she hadn’t I mightn’t have known what to do for Minnie May. I’m real sorry I was ever cross with Mrs. Hammond for having twins. But, oh, Matthew, I’m so sleepy. I can’t go to school. I just know I couldn’t keep my eyes open and I’d be so stupid. But I hate to stay home, for Gil—some of the others will get head of the class, and it’s so hard to get up again—although of course the harder it is the more satisfaction you have when you do get up, haven’t you?”

“Oh, Matthew, isn’t it a beautiful morning? The world looks like something God just created for His enjoyment, doesn’t it? Those trees seem like I could blow them away with a single breath—pouf! I’m so happy I live in a world with white frosts, aren’t you? And I’m really glad Mrs. Hammond ended up having three pairs of twins after all. If she hadn’t, I might not have known how to help Minnie May. I’m really sorry I was ever upset with Mrs. Hammond for having twins. But, oh, Matthew, I’m so tired. I can’t go to school. I just know I wouldn’t be able to keep my eyes open and I’d look so dumb. But I hate to stay home because Gil—some of the others will get ahead in class, and it’s so hard to catch up again—although, of course, the harder it is, the more satisfaction you have when you do manage to catch up, right?”

“Well now, I guess you’ll manage all right,” said Matthew, looking at Anne’s white little face and the dark shadows under her eyes. “You just go right to bed and have a good sleep. I’ll do all the chores.”

“Well, I guess you’ll be okay,” said Matthew, looking at Anne’s pale face and the dark circles under her eyes. “You should just go to bed and get some good sleep. I’ll handle all the chores.”

Anne accordingly went to bed and slept so long and soundly that it was well on in the white and rosy winter afternoon when she awoke and descended to the kitchen where Marilla, who had arrived home in the meantime, was sitting knitting.

Anne went to bed and slept so deeply that it was well into the bright and rosy winter afternoon when she woke up and went down to the kitchen, where Marilla, who had come home in the meantime, was sitting and knitting.

“Oh, did you see the Premier?” exclaimed Anne at once. “What did he look like Marilla?”

“Oh, did you see the Premier?” Anne exclaimed immediately. “What did he look like, Marilla?”

“Well, he never got to be Premier on account of his looks,” said Marilla. “Such a nose as that man had! But he can speak. I was proud of being a Conservative. Rachel Lynde, of course, being a Liberal, had no use for him. Your dinner is in the oven, Anne, and you can get yourself some blue plum preserve out of the pantry. I guess you’re hungry. Matthew has been telling me about last night. I must say it was fortunate you knew what to do. I wouldn’t have had any idea myself, for I never saw a case of croup. There now, never mind talking till you’ve had your dinner. I can tell by the look of you that you’re just full up with speeches, but they’ll keep.”

“Well, he never got to be Premier because of his looks,” said Marilla. “What a nose that man had! But he can really talk. I was proud to be a Conservative. Rachel Lynde, of course, being a Liberal, didn’t have any use for him. Your dinner is in the oven, Anne, and you can grab some blue plum preserve from the pantry. I bet you’re hungry. Matthew has been telling me about last night. I have to say it was lucky you knew what to do. I wouldn’t have known myself, because I’ve never seen a case of croup. Now, don’t worry about talking until you’ve had your dinner. I can tell just by looking at you that you’re full of speeches, but they can wait.”

Marilla had something to tell Anne, but she did not tell it just then for she knew if she did Anne’s consequent excitement would lift her clear out of the region of such material matters as appetite or dinner. Not until Anne had finished her saucer of blue plums did Marilla say:

Marilla had something to share with Anne, but she held off because she knew that if she said it, Anne’s excitement would make her forget all about things like hunger or dinner. It wasn’t until Anne had finished her bowl of blue plums that Marilla finally spoke:

“Mrs. Barry was here this afternoon, Anne. She wanted to see you, but I wouldn’t wake you up. She says you saved Minnie May’s life, and she is very sorry she acted as she did in that affair of the currant wine. She says she knows now you didn’t mean to set Diana drunk, and she hopes you’ll forgive her and be good friends with Diana again. You’re to go over this evening if you like for Diana can’t stir outside the door on account of a bad cold she caught last night. Now, Anne Shirley, for pity’s sake don’t fly up into the air.”

“Mrs. Barry was here this afternoon, Anne. She wanted to see you, but I didn’t want to wake you up. She says you saved Minnie May’s life, and she really regrets how she acted in that whole currant wine situation. She understands now that you didn’t mean to get Diana drunk, and she hopes you’ll forgive her and become friends with Diana again. You can go over this evening if you want because Diana can’t go outside due to a bad cold she caught last night. Now, Anne Shirley, for goodness’ sake, don’t get all worked up.”

The warning seemed not unnecessary, so uplifted and aerial was Anne’s expression and attitude as she sprang to her feet, her face irradiated with the flame of her spirit.

The warning didn't seem unnecessary, given how uplifted and lighthearted Anne looked as she jumped to her feet, her face glowing with the energy of her spirit.

“Oh, Marilla, can I go right now—without washing my dishes? I’ll wash them when I come back, but I cannot tie myself down to anything so unromantic as dishwashing at this thrilling moment.”

“Oh, Marilla, can I go right now—without washing my dishes? I’ll wash them when I get back, but I can’t tie myself down to something as boring as dishwashing at this exciting moment.”

“Yes, yes, run along,” said Marilla indulgently. “Anne Shirley—are you crazy? Come back this instant and put something on you. I might as well call to the wind. She’s gone without a cap or wrap. Look at her tearing through the orchard with her hair streaming. It’ll be a mercy if she doesn’t catch her death of cold.”

“Yes, yes, go on,” Marilla said kindly. “Anne Shirley—are you out of your mind? Come back right now and put something on! I might as well be talking to the wind. She’s run off without a hat or a coat. Look at her racing through the orchard with her hair flying everywhere. It’ll be a miracle if she doesn’t catch a cold.”

Anne came dancing home in the purple winter twilight across the snowy places. Afar in the southwest was the great shimmering, pearl-like sparkle of an evening star in a sky that was pale golden and ethereal rose over gleaming white spaces and dark glens of spruce. The tinkles of sleigh bells among the snowy hills came like elfin chimes through the frosty air, but their music was not sweeter than the song in Anne’s heart and on her lips.

Anne danced her way home in the purple winter twilight, across the snowy landscape. In the distance to the southwest, the bright, pearl-like twinkle of an evening star shone in a pale golden sky touched with ethereal rose, above the gleaming white ground and dark spruce valleys. The sound of sleigh bells ringing through the snowy hills was like magical chimes in the frosty air, but their music was not sweeter than the song in Anne’s heart and on her lips.

“You see before you a perfectly happy person, Marilla,” she announced. “I’m perfectly happy—yes, in spite of my red hair. Just at present I have a soul above red hair. Mrs. Barry kissed me and cried and said she was so sorry and she could never repay me. I felt fearfully embarrassed, Marilla, but I just said as politely as I could, ‘I have no hard feelings for you, Mrs. Barry. I assure you once for all that I did not mean to intoxicate Diana and henceforth I shall cover the past with the mantle of oblivion.’ That was a pretty dignified way of speaking wasn’t it, Marilla?”

“You're looking at a truly happy person, Marilla,” she said. “I’m totally happy—yes, despite my red hair. Right now, I’m beyond worrying about red hair. Mrs. Barry hugged me and cried, saying she was so sorry and could never make it up to me. I felt really embarrassed, Marilla, but I replied as politely as I could, ‘I have no hard feelings toward you, Mrs. Barry. I assure you that I didn’t mean to get Diana drunk, and from now on, I’ll just forget about the past.’ That was a pretty dignified way to put it, right Marilla?”

“I felt that I was heaping coals of fire on Mrs. Barry’s head. And Diana and I had a lovely afternoon. Diana showed me a new fancy crochet stitch her aunt over at Carmody taught her. Not a soul in Avonlea knows it but us, and we pledged a solemn vow never to reveal it to anyone else. Diana gave me a beautiful card with a wreath of roses on it and a verse of poetry:”

“I felt like I was piling coals of fire on Mrs. Barry’s head. And Diana and I had a wonderful afternoon. Diana showed me a new fancy crochet stitch that her aunt over in Carmody taught her. No one in Avonlea knows it but us, and we promised each other we’d never share it with anyone else. Diana gave me a beautiful card with a wreath of roses on it and a line of poetry:”

“If you love me as I love you
Nothing but death can part us two.”

“If you love me like I love you
Only death can separate us.”

“And that is true, Marilla. We’re going to ask Mr. Phillips to let us sit together in school again, and Gertie Pye can go with Minnie Andrews. We had an elegant tea. Mrs. Barry had the very best china set out, Marilla, just as if I was real company. I can’t tell you what a thrill it gave me. Nobody ever used their very best china on my account before. And we had fruit cake and pound cake and doughnuts and two kinds of preserves, Marilla. And Mrs. Barry asked me if I took tea and said ‘Pa, why don’t you pass the biscuits to Anne?’ It must be lovely to be grown up, Marilla, when just being treated as if you were is so nice.”

“And that's true, Marilla. We're going to ask Mr. Phillips to let us sit together in school again, and Gertie Pye can go with Minnie Andrews. We had a wonderful tea. Mrs. Barry set out her best china, Marilla, just as if I were real company. I can't explain the thrill it gave me. Nobody has ever used their best china for me before. We had fruitcake, pound cake, donuts, and two kinds of preserves, Marilla. Mrs. Barry even asked me if I wanted tea and said, ‘Pa, why don’t you pass the biscuits to Anne?’ It must be great to be grown up, Marilla, when just being treated like you are is so nice.”

“I don’t know about that,” said Marilla, with a brief sigh.

“I’m not so sure about that,” said Marilla, with a slight sigh.

“Well, anyway, when I am grown up,” said Anne decidedly, “I’m always going to talk to little girls as if they were too, and I’ll never laugh when they use big words. I know from sorrowful experience how that hurts one’s feelings. After tea Diana and I made taffy. The taffy wasn’t very good, I suppose because neither Diana nor I had ever made any before. Diana left me to stir it while she buttered the plates and I forgot and let it burn; and then when we set it out on the platform to cool the cat walked over one plate and that had to be thrown away. But the making of it was splendid fun. Then when I came home Mrs. Barry asked me to come over as often as I could and Diana stood at the window and threw kisses to me all the way down to Lover’s Lane. I assure you, Marilla, that I feel like praying tonight and I’m going to think out a special brand-new prayer in honor of the occasion.”

“Well, anyway, when I grow up,” Anne said firmly, “I’m always going to talk to little girls as if they were grown-ups too, and I’ll never laugh when they use big words. I know from painful experience how that can hurt someone’s feelings. After tea, Diana and I made taffy. The taffy didn’t turn out great, probably because neither Diana nor I had ever made it before. Diana left me to stir it while she buttered the plates, and I forgot and let it burn; then when we set it out on the platform to cool, the cat walked over one plate and we had to throw that one away. But making it was a blast. Then when I got home, Mrs. Barry invited me to come over as often as I could, and Diana stood at the window blowing kisses to me all the way down to Lover’s Lane. I promise you, Marilla, that I feel like praying tonight, and I’m going to come up with a special brand-new prayer just for this occasion.”


CHAPTER XIX.
A Concert, a Catastrophe, and a Confession

MARILLA, can I go over to see Diana just for a minute?” asked Anne, running breathlessly down from the east gable one February evening.

MARILLA, can I go see Diana for just a minute?” asked Anne, rushing breathlessly down from the east gable one February evening.

“I don’t see what you want to be traipsing about after dark for,” said Marilla shortly. “You and Diana walked home from school together and then stood down there in the snow for half an hour more, your tongues going the whole blessed time, clickety-clack. So I don’t think you’re very badly off to see her again.”

“I don’t understand why you want to be wandering around after dark,” Marilla said curtly. “You and Diana walked home from school together and then stood down there in the snow for another half an hour, chatting away the entire time. So I don’t think you’re missing out on seeing her again.”

“But she wants to see me,” pleaded Anne. “She has something very important to tell me.”

“But she wants to see me,” Anne insisted. “She has something really important to tell me.”

“How do you know she has?”

“How do you know she does?”

“Because she just signaled to me from her window. We have arranged a way to signal with our candles and cardboard. We set the candle on the window sill and make flashes by passing the cardboard back and forth. So many flashes mean a certain thing. It was my idea, Marilla.”

“Because she just signaled to me from her window. We've figured out a way to communicate with our candles and cardboard. We place the candle on the windowsill and create flashes by moving the cardboard back and forth. The number of flashes means something specific. It was my idea, Marilla.”

“I’ll warrant you it was,” said Marilla emphatically. “And the next thing you’ll be setting fire to the curtains with your signaling nonsense.”

“I’m sure it was,” Marilla said firmly. “And the next thing you know, you’ll be setting the curtains on fire with your silly signaling nonsense.”

“Oh, we’re very careful, Marilla. And it’s so interesting. Two flashes mean, ‘Are you there?’ Three mean ‘yes’ and four ‘no.’ Five mean, ‘Come over as soon as possible, because I have something important to reveal.’ Diana has just signaled five flashes, and I’m really suffering to know what it is.”

“Oh, we're being super careful, Marilla. And it’s really interesting. Two flashes mean, ‘Are you there?’ Three mean ‘yes’ and four ‘no.’ Five mean, ‘Come over as soon as you can because I have something important to tell you.’ Diana just signaled five flashes, and I'm really dying to know what it is.”

“Well, you needn’t suffer any longer,” said Marilla sarcastically. “You can go, but you’re to be back here in just ten minutes, remember that.”

“Well, you don’t have to suffer anymore,” Marilla said sarcastically. “You can go, but you better be back here in just ten minutes, got it?”

Anne did remember it and was back in the stipulated time, although probably no mortal will ever know just what it cost her to confine the discussion of Diana’s important communication within the limits of ten minutes. But at least she had made good use of them.

Anne remembered it and returned within the agreed time, though probably no one will ever know what it truly cost her to limit the discussion of Diana’s important message to just ten minutes. But at least she made good use of that time.

“Oh, Marilla, what do you think? You know tomorrow is Diana’s birthday. Well, her mother told her she could ask me to go home with her from school and stay all night with her. And her cousins are coming over from Newbridge in a big pung sleigh to go to the Debating Club concert at the hall tomorrow night. And they are going to take Diana and me to the concert—if you’ll let me go, that is. You will, won’t you, Marilla? Oh, I feel so excited.”

“Oh, Marilla, guess what? Tomorrow is Diana’s birthday. Her mom said she could invite me to go home with her from school and stay the night. Her cousins are coming over from Newbridge in a big sleigh to go to the Debating Club concert at the hall tomorrow night. They’re going to take Diana and me to the concert—if you let me go, that is. You will, won’t you, Marilla? Oh, I’m so excited!”

“You can calm down then, because you’re not going. You’re better at home in your own bed, and as for that club concert, it’s all nonsense, and little girls should not be allowed to go out to such places at all.”

“You can relax now because you're not going. You're better off at home in your own bed, and about that club concert, it's all ridiculous, and little girls shouldn't be allowed to go to those kinds of places at all.”

“I’m sure the Debating Club is a most respectable affair,” pleaded Anne.

"I'm sure the Debating Club is a really respectable thing," Anne insisted.

“I’m not saying it isn’t. But you’re not going to begin gadding about to concerts and staying out all hours of the night. Pretty doings for children. I’m surprised at Mrs. Barry’s letting Diana go.”

“I’m not saying it isn’t. But you’re not going to start wandering off to concerts and staying out all night. That’s just for kids. I’m surprised Mrs. Barry is letting Diana go.”

“But it’s such a very special occasion,” mourned Anne, on the verge of tears. “Diana has only one birthday in a year. It isn’t as if birthdays were common things, Marilla. Prissy Andrews is going to recite ‘Curfew Must Not Ring Tonight.’ That is such a good moral piece, Marilla, I’m sure it would do me lots of good to hear it. And the choir are going to sing four lovely pathetic songs that are pretty near as good as hymns. And oh, Marilla, the minister is going to take part; yes, indeed, he is; he’s going to give an address. That will be just about the same thing as a sermon. Please, mayn’t I go, Marilla?”

“But it’s such a special occasion,” Anne lamented, on the verge of tears. “Diana has only one birthday each year. It’s not like birthdays happen all the time, Marilla. Prissy Andrews is going to recite ‘Curfew Must Not Ring Tonight.’ That’s such a great moral piece, Marilla; I’m sure it would really benefit me to hear it. And the choir will sing four beautiful, moving songs that are almost as good as hymns. And oh, Marilla, the minister is going to be involved; yes, he really is; he’s going to give a speech. That will be just about the same as a sermon. Please, can’t I go, Marilla?”

“You heard what I said, Anne, didn’t you? Take off your boots now and go to bed. It’s past eight.”

“You heard me, Anne, right? Take off your boots now and go to bed. It’s after eight.”

“There’s just one more thing, Marilla,” said Anne, with the air of producing the last shot in her locker. “Mrs. Barry told Diana that we might sleep in the spare-room bed. Think of the honor of your little Anne being put in the spare-room bed.”

“There's just one more thing, Marilla,” said Anne, as if she were revealing her last surprise. “Mrs. Barry told Diana that we could sleep in the spare-room bed. Just think of the honor of your little Anne getting to sleep in the spare-room bed.”

“It’s an honor you’ll have to get along without. Go to bed, Anne, and don’t let me hear another word out of you.”

“It’s an honor you’ll just have to live without. Go to bed, Anne, and don’t let me hear another word from you.”

When Anne, with tears rolling over her cheeks, had gone sorrowfully upstairs, Matthew, who had been apparently sound asleep on the lounge during the whole dialogue, opened his eyes and said decidedly:

When Anne, with tears streaming down her cheeks, had sadly gone upstairs, Matthew, who had seemed to be sound asleep on the couch throughout the entire conversation, opened his eyes and said firmly:

“Well now, Marilla, I think you ought to let Anne go.”

“Well, Marilla, I think you should let Anne go.”

“I don’t then,” retorted Marilla. “Who’s bringing this child up, Matthew, you or me?”

“I’m not,” Marilla shot back. “Who’s raising this child, Matthew, you or me?”

“Well now, you,” admitted Matthew.

"Well now, you," admitted Matt.

“Don’t interfere then.”

"Don't get involved then."

“Well now, I ain’t interfering. It ain’t interfering to have your own opinion. And my opinion is that you ought to let Anne go.”

“Well, I’m not interfering. It’s not interference to have your own opinion. And my opinion is that you should let Anne go.”

“You’d think I ought to let Anne go to the moon if she took the notion, I’ve no doubt,” was Marilla’s amiable rejoinder. “I might have let her spend the night with Diana, if that was all. But I don’t approve of this concert plan. She’d go there and catch cold like as not, and have her head filled up with nonsense and excitement. It would unsettle her for a week. I understand that child’s disposition and what’s good for it better than you, Matthew.”

“You’d think I should just let Anne go to the moon if she wanted to,” Marilla replied with a friendly tone. “I might have let her spend the night with Diana if that was all. But I don’t agree with this concert idea. She’d probably go there, catch a cold, and have her head filled with nonsense and excitement. It would throw her off for a week. I know that child’s personality and what’s best for it better than you do, Matthew.”

“I think you ought to let Anne go,” repeated Matthew firmly. Argument was not his strong point, but holding fast to his opinion certainly was. Marilla gave a gasp of helplessness and took refuge in silence. The next morning, when Anne was washing the breakfast dishes in the pantry, Matthew paused on his way out to the barn to say to Marilla again:

“I think you should let Anne go,” Matthew said firmly again. Arguing wasn't his strong suit, but sticking to his opinion definitely was. Marilla gasped in frustration and chose to stay silent. The next morning, when Anne was washing the breakfast dishes in the pantry, Matthew stopped on his way to the barn to tell Marilla again:

“I think you ought to let Anne go, Marilla.”

"I think you should let Anne go, Marilla."

For a moment Marilla looked things not lawful to be uttered. Then she yielded to the inevitable and said tartly:

For a moment, Marilla looked shocked. Then she accepted the situation and said sharply:

“Very well, she can go, since nothing else ‘ll please you.”

"Fine, she can go, since nothing else will make you happy."

Anne flew out of the pantry, dripping dishcloth in hand.

Anne raced out of the pantry, dishcloth in hand and dripping.

“Oh, Marilla, Marilla, say those blessed words again.”

“Oh, Marilla, Marilla, say those wonderful words again.”

“I guess once is enough to say them. This is Matthew’s doings and I wash my hands of it. If you catch pneumonia sleeping in a strange bed or coming out of that hot hall in the middle of the night, don’t blame me, blame Matthew. Anne Shirley, you’re dripping greasy water all over the floor. I never saw such a careless child.”

“I suppose saying it once is enough. This is all Matthew's fault, and I’m done with it. If you catch pneumonia from sleeping in a strange bed or from coming out of that hot hall in the middle of the night, don’t blame me, blame Matthew. Anne Shirley, you’re dripping greasy water all over the floor. I’ve never seen such a careless child.”

“Oh, I know I’m a great trial to you, Marilla,” said Anne repentantly. “I make so many mistakes. But then just think of all the mistakes I don’t make, although I might. I’ll get some sand and scrub up the spots before I go to school. Oh, Marilla, my heart was just set on going to that concert. I never was to a concert in my life, and when the other girls talk about them in school I feel so out of it. You didn’t know just how I felt about it, but you see Matthew did. Matthew understands me, and it’s so nice to be understood, Marilla.”

“Oh, I know I’m such a pain to you, Marilla,” said Anne, feeling sorry. “I make so many mistakes. But just think about all the mistakes I don’t make, even though I could. I’ll get some sand and clean up the spots before I go to school. Oh, Marilla, I was really looking forward to that concert. I’ve never been to a concert in my life, and when the other girls talk about them at school, I feel so out of place. You didn’t realize how much it meant to me, but Matthew did. Matthew gets me, and it’s really nice to be understood, Marilla.”

Anne was too excited to do herself justice as to lessons that morning in school. Gilbert Blythe spelled her down in class and left her clear out of sight in mental arithmetic. Anne’s consequent humiliation was less than it might have been, however, in view of the concert and the spare-room bed. She and Diana talked so constantly about it all day that with a stricter teacher than Mr. Phillips dire disgrace must inevitably have been their portion.

Anne was too excited to focus on her lessons that morning in school. Gilbert Blythe outperformed her in class and completely overshadowed her in mental arithmetic. Anne felt embarrassed, but it wasn't as bad as it could have been, considering the concert and the spare-room bed. She and Diana talked about it nonstop all day, and with a stricter teacher than Mr. Phillips, they definitely would have gotten into serious trouble.

Anne felt that she could not have borne it if she had not been going to the concert, for nothing else was discussed that day in school. The Avonlea Debating Club, which met fortnightly all winter, had had several smaller free entertainments; but this was to be a big affair, admission ten cents, in aid of the library. The Avonlea young people had been practicing for weeks, and all the scholars were especially interested in it by reason of older brothers and sisters who were going to take part. Everybody in school over nine years of age expected to go, except Carrie Sloane, whose father shared Marilla’s opinions about small girls going out to night concerts. Carrie Sloane cried into her grammar all the afternoon and felt that life was not worth living.

Anne felt that she couldn't have handled it if she wasn't going to the concert, since nothing else was talked about that day in school. The Avonlea Debating Club, which met every two weeks all winter, had hosted several smaller free events; but this was going to be a big deal, with admission set at ten cents, to support the library. The young people of Avonlea had been practicing for weeks, and all the students were especially excited because older siblings were participating. Everyone in school over nine years old expected to attend, except Carrie Sloane, whose father echoed Marilla’s views about young girls going out to night concerts. Carrie Sloane cried into her grammar book all afternoon and felt that life was not worth living.

For Anne the real excitement began with the dismissal of school and increased therefrom in crescendo until it reached to a crash of positive ecstasy in the concert itself. They had a “perfectly elegant tea;” and then came the delicious occupation of dressing in Diana’s little room upstairs. Diana did Anne’s front hair in the new pompadour style and Anne tied Diana’s bows with the especial knack she possessed; and they experimented with at least half a dozen different ways of arranging their back hair. At last they were ready, cheeks scarlet and eyes glowing with excitement.

For Anne, the real excitement kicked in when school was dismissed and steadily built up until it reached a thrilling peak during the concert itself. They had a “perfectly elegant tea,” and then came the delightful task of getting ready in Diana’s cozy little room upstairs. Diana styled Anne’s front hair in the trendy pompadour style, and Anne tied Diana’s bows with her special touch. They tried out at least six different ways to arrange their back hair. Finally, they were ready, cheeks flushed and eyes sparkling with excitement.

True, Anne could not help a little pang when she contrasted her plain black tam and shapeless, tight-sleeved, homemade gray-cloth coat with Diana’s jaunty fur cap and smart little jacket. But she remembered in time that she had an imagination and could use it.

Sure, here's the modernized version: Sure, Anne felt a small twinge when she compared her plain black beret and shapeless, tight-sleeved, homemade gray coat with Diana’s stylish fur hat and cute little jacket. But she quickly reminded herself that she had an imagination and could make good use of it.

Then Diana’s cousins, the Murrays from Newbridge, came; they all crowded into the big pung sleigh, among straw and furry robes. Anne reveled in the drive to the hall, slipping along over the satin-smooth roads with the snow crisping under the runners. There was a magnificent sunset, and the snowy hills and deep-blue water of the St. Lawrence Gulf seemed to rim in the splendor like a huge bowl of pearl and sapphire brimmed with wine and fire. Tinkles of sleigh bells and distant laughter, that seemed like the mirth of wood elves, came from every quarter.

Then Diana’s cousins, the Murrays from Newbridge, arrived; they all squeezed into the big sled, surrounded by straw and cozy blankets. Anne enjoyed the ride to the hall, gliding over the smooth roads while the snow crunched beneath the runners. There was a stunning sunset, and the snowy hills along the deep-blue water of the St. Lawrence Gulf looked like a huge bowl of pearls and sapphires filled with wine and fire. The sound of sleigh bells and distant laughter, which felt like the joy of woodland creatures, echoed from every direction.

“Oh, Diana,” breathed Anne, squeezing Diana’s mittened hand under the fur robe, “isn’t it all like a beautiful dream? Do I really look the same as usual? I feel so different that it seems to me it must show in my looks.”

“Oh, Diana,” breathed Anne, squeezing Diana’s mittened hand under the fur blanket, “doesn’t it all feel like a beautiful dream? Do I really look the same as always? I feel so different that it seems like it must show in my appearance.”

“You look awfully nice,” said Diana, who having just received a compliment from one of her cousins, felt that she ought to pass it on. “You’ve got the loveliest color.”

“You look really nice,” said Diana, who had just received a compliment from one of her cousins and felt she should pass it on. “You have the prettiest color.”

The program that night was a series of “thrills” for at least one listener in the audience, and, as Anne assured Diana, every succeeding thrill was thrillier than the last. When Prissy Andrews, attired in a new pink-silk waist with a string of pearls about her smooth white throat and real carnations in her hair—rumor whispered that the master had sent all the way to town for them for her—“climbed the slimy ladder, dark without one ray of light,” Anne shivered in luxurious sympathy; when the choir sang “Far Above the Gentle Daisies” Anne gazed at the ceiling as if it were frescoed with angels; when Sam Sloane proceeded to explain and illustrate “How Sockery Set a Hen” Anne laughed until people sitting near her laughed too, more out of sympathy with her than with amusement at a selection that was rather threadbare even in Avonlea; and when Mr. Phillips gave Mark Antony’s oration over the dead body of Cæsar in the most heart-stirring tones—looking at Prissy Andrews at the end of every sentence—Anne felt that she could rise and mutiny on the spot if but one Roman citizen led the way.

The show that night was a series of “thrills” for at least one person in the audience, and, as Anne assured Diana, every new thrill was even more thrilling than the last. When Prissy Andrews, dressed in a new pink silk blouse with a strand of pearls around her smooth white neck and real carnations in her hair—rumor had it that the master sent all the way to town for them for her—“climbed the slimy ladder, dark without one ray of light,” Anne shivered in luxurious sympathy; when the choir sang “Far Above the Gentle Daisies,” Anne stared at the ceiling as if it were painted with angels; when Sam Sloane started to explain and demonstrate “How Sockery Set a Hen,” Anne laughed until people sitting near her laughed too, more out of sympathy for her than amusement at a selection that was rather worn out even in Avonlea; and when Mr. Phillips delivered Mark Antony’s speech over the dead body of Cæsar in the most stirring tones—glancing at Prissy Andrews at the end of every sentence—Anne felt that she could get up and rebel right then if just one Roman citizen would lead the way.

Only one number on the program failed to interest her. When Gilbert Blythe recited “Bingen on the Rhine” Anne picked up Rhoda Murray’s library book and read it until he had finished, when she sat rigidly stiff and motionless while Diana clapped her hands until they tingled.

Only one number on the program didn't catch her attention. When Gilbert Blythe recited “Bingen on the Rhine,” Anne picked up Rhoda Murray’s library book and read it until he was done, sitting completely still and motionless while Diana clapped her hands until they tingled.

It was eleven when they got home, sated with dissipation, but with the exceeding sweet pleasure of talking it all over still to come. Everybody seemed asleep and the house was dark and silent. Anne and Diana tiptoed into the parlor, a long narrow room out of which the spare room opened. It was pleasantly warm and dimly lighted by the embers of a fire in the grate.

It was eleven when they got home, filled with indulgence, but still looking forward to the sheer joy of discussing everything. Everyone seemed to be asleep, and the house was dark and quiet. Anne and Diana quietly entered the parlor, a long narrow room that led into the guest room. It was comfortably warm and softly lit by the glowing embers in the fireplace.

“Let’s undress here,” said Diana. “It’s so nice and warm.”

“Let’s get undressed here,” Diana said. “It’s really nice and warm.”

“Hasn’t it been a delightful time?” sighed Anne rapturously. “It must be splendid to get up and recite there. Do you suppose we will ever be asked to do it, Diana?”

“Hasn’t it been a wonderful time?” sighed Anne with excitement. “It must be amazing to get up and speak there. Do you think we’ll ever get the chance to do it, Diana?”

“Yes, of course, someday. They’re always wanting the big scholars to recite. Gilbert Blythe does often and he’s only two years older than us. Oh, Anne, how could you pretend not to listen to him? When he came to the line,

“Yes, of course, someday. They’re always wanting the big scholars to recite. Gilbert Blythe does it often, and he’s only two years older than us. Oh, Anne, how could you pretend not to listen to him? When he came to the line,

‘There’s Another, not a sister,’

‘There's another, not a sister,’

he looked right down at you.”

he looked right down at you.”

“Diana,” said Anne with dignity, “you are my bosom friend, but I cannot allow even you to speak to me of that person. Are you ready for bed? Let’s run a race and see who’ll get to the bed first.”

“Diana,” Anne said with dignity, “you are my closest friend, but I can’t let even you talk to me about that person. Are you ready for bed? Let’s race and see who gets to the bed first.”

The suggestion appealed to Diana. The two little white-clad figures flew down the long room, through the spare-room door, and bounded on the bed at the same moment. And then—something—moved beneath them, there was a gasp and a cry—and somebody said in muffled accents:

The suggestion sounded good to Diana. The two little figures in white rushed down the long room, through the spare-room door, and jumped on the bed at the same time. And then—something—shifted underneath them, there was a gasp and a shout—and someone said in hushed tones:

“Merciful goodness!”

"Oh my goodness!"

Anne and Diana were never able to tell just how they got off that bed and out of the room. They only knew that after one frantic rush they found themselves tiptoeing shiveringly upstairs.

Anne and Diana could never figure out how they got off that bed and out of the room. All they knew was that after one crazy dash, they found themselves quietly shivering as they made their way upstairs.

“Oh, who was it—what was it?” whispered Anne, her teeth chattering with cold and fright.

“Oh, who was it—what was it?” whispered Anne, her teeth chattering from the cold and fear.

“It was Aunt Josephine,” said Diana, gasping with laughter. “Oh, Anne, it was Aunt Josephine, however she came to be there. Oh, and I know she will be furious. It’s dreadful—it’s really dreadful—but did you ever know anything so funny, Anne?”

“It was Aunt Josephine,” Diana said, gasping with laughter. “Oh, Anne, it was Aunt Josephine, no matter how she ended up there. Oh, and I know she’ll be absolutely furious. It’s terrible—it’s truly terrible—but have you ever heard anything so funny, Anne?”

“Who is your Aunt Josephine?”

"Who's your Aunt Josephine?"

“She’s father’s aunt and she lives in Charlottetown. She’s awfully old—seventy anyhow—and I don’t believe she was ever a little girl. We were expecting her out for a visit, but not so soon. She’s awfully prim and proper and she’ll scold dreadfully about this, I know. Well, we’ll have to sleep with Minnie May—and you can’t think how she kicks.”

“She’s my dad’s aunt, and she lives in Charlottetown. She’s really old—at least seventy—and I don’t think she was ever a little girl. We were expecting her to come for a visit, but not this soon. She’s very prim and proper, and I know she’ll scold us terribly about this. Well, we’ll have to share a bed with Minnie May—and you can’t imagine how she kicks.”

Miss Josephine Barry did not appear at the early breakfast the next morning. Mrs. Barry smiled kindly at the two little girls.

Miss Josephine Barry didn’t show up for breakfast the next morning. Mrs. Barry smiled warmly at the two little girls.

“Did you have a good time last night? I tried to stay awake until you came home, for I wanted to tell you Aunt Josephine had come and that you would have to go upstairs after all, but I was so tired I fell asleep. I hope you didn’t disturb your aunt, Diana.”

“Did you have a good time last night? I tried to stay awake until you got home because I wanted to tell you Aunt Josephine had come and that you would have to go upstairs after all, but I was so tired I fell asleep. I hope you didn’t disturb your aunt, Diana.”

Diana preserved a discreet silence, but she and Anne exchanged furtive smiles of guilty amusement across the table. Anne hurried home after breakfast and so remained in blissful ignorance of the disturbance which presently resulted in the Barry household until the late afternoon, when she went down to Mrs. Lynde’s on an errand for Marilla.

Diana stayed quietly silent, but she and Anne shared sneaky smiles of guilty amusement across the table. Anne rushed home after breakfast and happily remained unaware of the commotion that soon erupted in the Barry household until the late afternoon, when she went to Mrs. Lynde’s on an errand for Marilla.

“So you and Diana nearly frightened poor old Miss Barry to death last night?” said Mrs. Lynde severely, but with a twinkle in her eye. “Mrs. Barry was here a few minutes ago on her way to Carmody. She’s feeling real worried over it. Old Miss Barry was in a terrible temper when she got up this morning—and Josephine Barry’s temper is no joke, I can tell you that. She wouldn’t speak to Diana at all.”

“So you and Diana almost gave poor old Miss Barry a heart attack last night?” Mrs. Lynde said seriously, but with a glint in her eye. “Mrs. Barry was just here on her way to Carmody. She’s really worried about it. Old Miss Barry was in a terrible mood when she got up this morning—and Josephine Barry’s temper is not something to mess with, I can tell you that. She wouldn’t talk to Diana at all.”

“It wasn’t Diana’s fault,” said Anne contritely. “It was mine. I suggested racing to see who would get into bed first.”

“It wasn’t Diana’s fault,” Anne said apologetically. “It was mine. I suggested we race to see who would get into bed first.”

“I knew it!” said Mrs. Lynde, with the exultation of a correct guesser. “I knew that idea came out of your head. Well, it’s made a nice lot of trouble, that’s what. Old Miss Barry came out to stay for a month, but she declares she won’t stay another day and is going right back to town tomorrow, Sunday and all as it is. She’d have gone today if they could have taken her. She had promised to pay for a quarter’s music lessons for Diana, but now she is determined to do nothing at all for such a tomboy. Oh, I guess they had a lively time of it there this morning. The Barrys must feel cut up. Old Miss Barry is rich and they’d like to keep on the good side of her. Of course, Mrs. Barry didn’t say just that to me, but I’m a pretty good judge of human nature, that’s what.”

“I knew it!” said Mrs. Lynde, feeling triumphant about being right. “I knew that idea came from you. Well, it’s caused quite a bit of trouble, that’s for sure. Old Miss Barry came to stay for a month, but she insists she won’t stay another day and is going right back to town tomorrow, Sunday and all. She would have left today if they could have arranged it. She had promised to pay for a quarter’s worth of music lessons for Diana, but now she’s set on doing nothing for that tomboy. Oh, I bet they had quite the scene this morning. The Barrys must be feeling upset. Old Miss Barry is wealthy, and they’d like to stay in her good graces. Of course, Mrs. Barry didn't say that directly to me, but I’m pretty good at reading people, you know.”

“I’m such an unlucky girl,” mourned Anne. “I’m always getting into scrapes myself and getting my best friends—people I’d shed my heart’s blood for—into them too. Can you tell me why it is so, Mrs. Lynde?”

“I’m such an unlucky girl,” sighed Anne. “I always find myself in trouble and drag my best friends—the ones I would do anything for—into it too. Can you tell me why that happens, Mrs. Lynde?”

“It’s because you’re too heedless and impulsive, child, that’s what. You never stop to think—whatever comes into your head to say or do you say or do it without a moment’s reflection.”

“It’s because you’re too reckless and impulsive, kid, that’s what. You never stop to think—whatever pops into your head to say or do, you just say or do it without even a second of thought.”

“Oh, but that’s the best of it,” protested Anne. “Something just flashes into your mind, so exciting, and you must out with it. If you stop to think it over you spoil it all. Haven’t you never felt that yourself, Mrs. Lynde?”

“Oh, but that’s the best part,” Anne protested. “Something just pops into your mind, so exciting, and you have to say it right away. If you take a moment to think it through, you ruin it. Haven’t you ever felt that way, Mrs. Lynde?”

No, Mrs. Lynde had not. She shook her head sagely.

No, Mrs. Lynde had not. She shook her head wisely.

“You must learn to think a little, Anne, that’s what. The proverb you need to go by is ‘Look before you leap’—especially into spare-room beds.”

“You need to learn to think a bit, Anne, that’s what. The saying you should follow is ‘Look before you leap’—especially when it comes to spare-room beds.”

Mrs. Lynde laughed comfortably over her mild joke, but Anne remained pensive. She saw nothing to laugh at in the situation, which to her eyes appeared very serious. When she left Mrs. Lynde’s she took her way across the crusted fields to Orchard Slope. Diana met her at the kitchen door.

Mrs. Lynde chuckled softly at her lighthearted joke, but Anne stayed lost in thought. She saw nothing funny about the situation, which seemed very serious to her. After leaving Mrs. Lynde’s, she made her way across the frosty fields to Orchard Slope. Diana greeted her at the kitchen door.

“Your Aunt Josephine was very cross about it, wasn’t she?” whispered Anne.

“Your Aunt Josephine was really upset about it, wasn’t she?” whispered Anne.

“Yes,” answered Diana, stifling a giggle with an apprehensive glance over her shoulder at the closed sitting-room door. “She was fairly dancing with rage, Anne. Oh, how she scolded. She said I was the worst-behaved girl she ever saw and that my parents ought to be ashamed of the way they had brought me up. She says she won’t stay and I’m sure I don’t care. But Father and Mother do.”

“Yes,” Diana replied, stifling a giggle while glancing nervously over her shoulder at the closed sitting-room door. “She was practically seething with anger, Anne. Oh, how she yelled. She said I was the most misbehaved girl she’d ever seen and that my parents should be embarrassed by how they raised me. She says she won’t stay and honestly, I don’t care. But Father and Mother do.”

“Why didn’t you tell them it was my fault?” demanded Anne.

“Why didn’t you tell them it was my fault?” Anne asked.

“It’s likely I’d do such a thing, isn’t it?” said Diana with just scorn. “I’m no telltale, Anne Shirley, and anyhow I was just as much to blame as you.”

“It’s probably something I would do, right?” said Diana with obvious disdain. “I’m not a snitch, Anne Shirley, and besides, I was just as much at fault as you.”

“Well, I’m going in to tell her myself,” said Anne resolutely.

“Well, I’m going in to tell her myself,” Anne said firmly.

Diana stared.

Diana was staring.

“Anne Shirley, you’d never! why—she’ll eat you alive!”

“Anne Shirley, you won’t! I mean—she’ll eat you alive!”

“Don’t frighten me any more than I am frightened,” implored Anne. “I’d rather walk up to a cannon’s mouth. But I’ve got to do it, Diana. It was my fault and I’ve got to confess. I’ve had practice in confessing, fortunately.”

“Don’t scare me any more than I already am,” Anne pleaded. “I’d rather walk right up to a cannon. But I have to do it, Diana. It was my mistake and I need to confess. Luckily, I’ve had practice at confessing.”

“Well, she’s in the room,” said Diana. “You can go in if you want to. I wouldn’t dare. And I don’t believe you’ll do a bit of good.”

“Well, she’s in the room,” Diana said. “You can go in if you want to. I wouldn’t dream of it. And I don’t think you’ll make any difference.”

With this encouragement Anne bearded the lion in its den—that is to say, walked resolutely up to the sitting-room door and knocked faintly. A sharp “Come in” followed.

With this encouragement, Anne faced the challenge head-on—that is to say, she confidently walked up to the sitting-room door and knocked softly. A curt “Come in” followed.

Miss Josephine Barry, thin, prim, and rigid, was knitting fiercely by the fire, her wrath quite unappeased and her eyes snapping through her gold-rimmed glasses. She wheeled around in her chair, expecting to see Diana, and beheld a white-faced girl whose great eyes were brimmed up with a mixture of desperate courage and shrinking terror.

Miss Josephine Barry, thin, prim, and stiff, was knitting fiercely by the fire, her anger clearly not calmed and her eyes flashing behind her gold-rimmed glasses. She turned in her chair, expecting to see Diana, and found a white-faced girl whose large eyes were filled with a mix of desperate courage and shrinking fear.

“Who are you?” demanded Miss Josephine Barry, without ceremony.

“Who are you?” asked Miss Josephine Barry, bluntly.

“I’m Anne of Green Gables,” said the small visitor tremulously, clasping her hands with her characteristic gesture, “and I’ve come to confess, if you please.”

“I’m Anne of Green Gables,” said the small visitor nervously, clasping her hands in her usual way, “and I’ve come to confess, if that’s okay.”

“Confess what?”

"Confess what?"

“That it was all my fault about jumping into bed on you last night. I suggested it. Diana would never have thought of such a thing, I am sure. Diana is a very ladylike girl, Miss Barry. So you must see how unjust it is to blame her.”

"That it was all my fault for jumping into bed with you last night. I suggested it. Diana would never have thought of doing something like that, I’m sure. Diana is a very proper girl, Miss Barry. So you can see how unfair it is to blame her."

“Oh, I must, hey? I rather think Diana did her share of the jumping at least. Such carryings on in a respectable house!”

“Oh, I have to, huh? I think Diana did her fair share of jumping at least. Such behavior in a respectable house!”

“But we were only in fun,” persisted Anne. “I think you ought to forgive us, Miss Barry, now that we’ve apologized. And anyhow, please forgive Diana and let her have her music lessons. Diana’s heart is set on her music lessons, Miss Barry, and I know too well what it is to set your heart on a thing and not get it. If you must be cross with anyone, be cross with me. I’ve been so used in my early days to having people cross at me that I can endure it much better than Diana can.”

“But we were just having fun,” Anne insisted. “I think you should forgive us, Miss Barry, now that we’ve said we’re sorry. And please forgive Diana and let her have her music lessons. Diana really wants her music lessons, Miss Barry, and I know what it feels like to want something so badly and not be able to have it. If you need to be mad at someone, be mad at me. I’ve gotten so used to people being mad at me since I was young that I can handle it a lot better than Diana can.”

Much of the snap had gone out of the old lady’s eyes by this time and was replaced by a twinkle of amused interest. But she still said severely:

Much of the spark had left the old lady’s eyes by this time and was replaced by a glint of amused curiosity. But she still spoke sharply:

“I don’t think it is any excuse for you that you were only in fun. Little girls never indulged in that kind of fun when I was young. You don’t know what it is to be awakened out of a sound sleep, after a long and arduous journey, by two great girls coming bounce down on you.”

“I don’t think it excuses you that you were just having fun. Little girls never engaged in that kind of fun when I was young. You don’t know what it’s like to be jolted out of a deep sleep after a long and exhausting journey by two big girls bouncing down on you.”

“I don’t know, but I can imagine,” said Anne eagerly. “I’m sure it must have been very disturbing. But then, there is our side of it too. Have you any imagination, Miss Barry? If you have, just put yourself in our place. We didn’t know there was anybody in that bed and you nearly scared us to death. It was simply awful the way we felt. And then we couldn’t sleep in the spare room after being promised. I suppose you are used to sleeping in spare rooms. But just imagine what you would feel like if you were a little orphan girl who had never had such an honor.”

“I don’t know, but I can imagine,” Anne said eagerly. “I’m sure it must have been very unsettling. But then, we have our side as well. Do you have any imagination, Miss Barry? If you do, just put yourself in our shoes. We didn’t know there was anyone in that bed, and you nearly scared us to death. It was really awful the way we felt. And then we couldn’t sleep in the spare room after being promised. I guess you’re used to sleeping in spare rooms. But just think about how you would feel if you were a little orphan girl who had never had that kind of honor.”

All the snap had gone by this time. Miss Barry actually laughed—a sound which caused Diana, waiting in speechless anxiety in the kitchen outside, to give a great gasp of relief.

All the tension had faded by this point. Miss Barry actually laughed—a sound that made Diana, waiting in anxious silence in the kitchen outside, gasp with relief.

“I’m afraid my imagination is a little rusty—it’s so long since I used it,” she said. “I dare say your claim to sympathy is just as strong as mine. It all depends on the way we look at it. Sit down here and tell me about yourself.”

“I’m afraid my imagination is a bit rusty—it’s been so long since I used it,” she said. “I bet your need for sympathy is just as strong as mine. It really depends on how we see it. Sit down here and tell me about yourself.”

“I am very sorry I can’t,” said Anne firmly. “I would like to, because you seem like an interesting lady, and you might even be a kindred spirit although you don’t look very much like it. But it is my duty to go home to Miss Marilla Cuthbert. Miss Marilla Cuthbert is a very kind lady who has taken me to bring up properly. She is doing her best, but it is very discouraging work. You must not blame her because I jumped on the bed. But before I go I do wish you would tell me if you will forgive Diana and stay just as long as you meant to in Avonlea.”

“I’m really sorry, but I can’t,” Anne said firmly. “I’d love to, because you seem like an interesting person, and you might even be a kindred spirit, even if you don’t look like it. But I have to go home to Miss Marilla Cuthbert. Miss Marilla Cuthbert is a very kind woman who has taken me in to raise me properly. She’s doing her best, but it’s very discouraging work. Please don’t blame her for me jumping on the bed. But before I leave, I really hope you’ll tell me if you’ll forgive Diana and stay in Avonlea for as long as you planned.”

“I think perhaps I will if you will come over and talk to me occasionally,” said Miss Barry.

“I think maybe I will if you come over and chat with me sometimes,” said Miss Barry.

That evening Miss Barry gave Diana a silver bangle bracelet and told the senior members of the household that she had unpacked her valise.

That evening, Miss Barry gave Diana a silver bangle bracelet and told the senior members of the household that she had unpacked her suitcase.

“I’ve made up my mind to stay simply for the sake of getting better acquainted with that Anne-girl,” she said frankly. “She amuses me, and at my time of life an amusing person is a rarity.”

“I’ve decided to stick around just to get to know that Anne girl better,” she said openly. “She entertains me, and at my age, an amusing person is hard to find.”

Marilla’s only comment when she heard the story was, “I told you so.” This was for Matthew’s benefit.

Marilla's only response when she heard the story was, "I told you so." This was for Matthew's sake.

Miss Barry stayed her month out and over. She was a more agreeable guest than usual, for Anne kept her in good humor. They became firm friends.

Miss Barry stayed for more than a month. She was a more pleasant guest than usual because Anne kept her in a good mood. They became close friends.

When Miss Barry went away she said:

When Miss Barry left, she said:

“Remember, you Anne-girl, when you come to town you’re to visit me and I’ll put you in my very sparest spare-room bed to sleep.”

“Remember, you Anne-girl, when you come to town you’re going to visit me and I’ll let you sleep in my extra spare bedroom.”

“Miss Barry was a kindred spirit, after all,” Anne confided to Marilla. “You wouldn’t think so to look at her, but she is. You don’t find it right out at first, as in Matthew’s case, but after a while you come to see it. Kindred spirits are not so scarce as I used to think. It’s splendid to find out there are so many of them in the world.”

“Miss Barry was a kindred spirit, after all,” Anne confided in Marilla. “You wouldn’t expect it just by looking at her, but she is. You don’t see it right away like you do with Matthew, but eventually, you start to notice it. Kindred spirits aren’t as rare as I used to believe. It’s amazing to discover that there are so many of them in the world.”


CHAPTER XX.
A Good Imagination Gone Wrong

SPRING had come once more to Green Gables—the beautiful capricious, reluctant Canadian spring, lingering along through April and May in a succession of sweet, fresh, chilly days, with pink sunsets and miracles of resurrection and growth. The maples in Lover’s Lane were red budded and little curly ferns pushed up around the Dryad’s Bubble. Away up in the barrens, behind Mr. Silas Sloane’s place, the Mayflowers blossomed out, pink and white stars of sweetness under their brown leaves. All the school girls and boys had one golden afternoon gathering them, coming home in the clear, echoing twilight with arms and baskets full of flowery spoil.

SPRING had arrived once again at Green Gables—the beautiful, unpredictable, hesitant Canadian spring, stretching through April and May with a series of sweet, fresh, chilly days, accompanied by pink sunsets and amazing signs of rebirth and growth. The maples in Lover’s Lane were budding red, and little curly ferns were popping up around the Dryad’s Bubble. Up in the barrens behind Mr. Silas Sloane’s place, the Mayflowers bloomed, pink and white stars of sweetness peeking out from their brown leaves. All the school kids had one golden afternoon collecting them, coming home in the clear, echoing twilight with arms and baskets full of floral treasures.

“I’m so sorry for people who live in lands where there are no Mayflowers,” said Anne. “Diana says perhaps they have something better, but there couldn’t be anything better than Mayflowers, could there, Marilla? And Diana says if they don’t know what they are like they don’t miss them. But I think that is the saddest thing of all. I think it would be tragic, Marilla, not to know what Mayflowers are like and not to miss them. Do you know what I think Mayflowers are, Marilla? I think they must be the souls of the flowers that died last summer and this is their heaven. But we had a splendid time today, Marilla. We had our lunch down in a big mossy hollow by an old well—such a romantic spot. Charlie Sloane dared Arty Gillis to jump over it, and Arty did because he wouldn’t take a dare. Nobody would in school. It is very fashionable to dare. Mr. Phillips gave all the Mayflowers he found to Prissy Andrews and I heard him to say ‘sweets to the sweet.’ He got that out of a book, I know; but it shows he has some imagination. I was offered some Mayflowers too, but I rejected them with scorn. I can’t tell you the person’s name because I have vowed never to let it cross my lips. We made wreaths of the Mayflowers and put them on our hats; and when the time came to go home we marched in procession down the road, two by two, with our bouquets and wreaths, singing ‘My Home on the Hill.’ Oh, it was so thrilling, Marilla. All Mr. Silas Sloane’s folks rushed out to see us and everybody we met on the road stopped and stared after us. We made a real sensation.”

“I’m so sorry for people who live in places where there are no Mayflowers,” said Anne. “Diana says maybe they have something better, but there couldn’t be anything better than Mayflowers, right, Marilla? And Diana says if they don’t know what they’re like, they don’t miss them. But I think that’s the saddest thing of all. I think it would be tragic, Marilla, not to know what Mayflowers are like and not to miss them. Do you know what I think Mayflowers are, Marilla? I think they must be the souls of the flowers that died last summer, and this is their heaven. But we had a great time today, Marilla. We had our lunch down in a big mossy hollow by an old well—such a romantic spot. Charlie Sloane dared Arty Gillis to jump over it, and Arty did because he wouldn’t back down from a dare. No one would at school. Daring is very fashionable. Mr. Phillips gave all the Mayflowers he found to Prissy Andrews, and I heard him say ‘sweets to the sweet.’ He got that from a book, I know; but it shows he has some imagination. Someone offered me some Mayflowers too, but I rejected them with scorn. I can’t tell you the person’s name because I vowed never to let it cross my lips. We made wreaths of the Mayflowers and put them on our hats, and when it was time to go home, we marched down the road in a line, two by two, with our bouquets and wreaths, singing ‘My Home on the Hill.’ Oh, it was so exciting, Marilla. All of Mr. Silas Sloane’s family rushed out to see us, and everyone we met on the road stopped and stared after us. We really made a sensation.”

“Not much wonder! Such silly doings!” was Marilla’s response.

“Not surprising at all! Such foolish antics!” was Marilla’s response.

After the Mayflowers came the violets, and Violet Vale was empurpled with them. Anne walked through it on her way to school with reverent steps and worshiping eyes, as if she trod on holy ground.

After the Mayflowers came the violets, and Violet Vale was filled with them. Anne walked through it on her way to school with reverent steps and admiring eyes, as if she were walking on sacred ground.

“Somehow,” she told Diana, “when I’m going through here I don’t really care whether Gil—whether anybody gets ahead of me in class or not. But when I’m up in school it’s all different and I care as much as ever. There’s such a lot of different Annes in me. I sometimes think that is why I’m such a troublesome person. If I was just the one Anne it would be ever so much more comfortable, but then it wouldn’t be half so interesting.”

“Somehow,” she told Diana, “when I’m here, I don’t really care if Gil— or anyone else—gets ahead of me in class or not. But when I’m at school, it’s a whole different story, and I care just as much as ever. There are so many different sides of me. I sometimes think that’s why I’m such a complicated person. If I were just one version of myself, it would be a lot more comfortable, but then it wouldn’t be nearly as interesting.”

One June evening, when the orchards were pink blossomed again, when the frogs were singing silverly sweet in the marshes about the head of the Lake of Shining Waters, and the air was full of the savor of clover fields and balsamic fir woods, Anne was sitting by her gable window. She had been studying her lessons, but it had grown too dark to see the book, so she had fallen into wide-eyed reverie, looking out past the boughs of the Snow Queen, once more bestarred with its tufts of blossom.

One June evening, when the orchards were blooming pink again, when the frogs were singing sweetly in the marshes around the Lake of Shining Waters, and the air was filled with the scent of clover fields and balsamic fir trees, Anne was sitting by her gable window. She had been studying her lessons, but it had become too dark to see her book, so she had drifted into a wide-eyed daydream, looking out past the branches of the Snow Queen, once again adorned with its clusters of blossoms.

In all essential respects the little gable chamber was unchanged. The walls were as white, the pincushion as hard, the chairs as stiffly and yellowly upright as ever. Yet the whole character of the room was altered. It was full of a new vital, pulsing personality that seemed to pervade it and to be quite independent of schoolgirl books and dresses and ribbons, and even of the cracked blue jug full of apple blossoms on the table. It was as if all the dreams, sleeping and waking, of its vivid occupant had taken a visible although unmaterial form and had tapestried the bare room with splendid filmy tissues of rainbow and moonshine. Presently Marilla came briskly in with some of Anne’s freshly ironed school aprons. She hung them over a chair and sat down with a short sigh. She had had one of her headaches that afternoon, and although the pain had gone she felt weak and “tuckered out,” as she expressed it. Anne looked at her with eyes limpid with sympathy.

In every important way, the little gable room was the same. The walls were still white, the pincushion remained hard, and the chairs stood as stiffly and yellowly as ever. But the whole vibe of the room had changed. It was filled with a new, vibrant energy that seemed to fill the space and was completely separate from schoolgirl books, dresses, ribbons, and even the chipped blue jug full of apple blossoms on the table. It felt like all of the dreams—both asleep and awake—of its lively occupant had taken a visible, though non-material, form and had decorated the bare room with stunning, sheer fabrics of rainbow and moonlight. Soon, Marilla came in briskly with some of Anne's freshly ironed school aprons. She draped them over a chair and sat down with a brief sigh. She had suffered from one of her headaches that afternoon, and although the pain was gone, she felt weak and "tuckered out," as she put it. Anne looked at her with eyes full of sympathy.

“I do truly wish I could have had the headache in your place, Marilla. I would have endured it joyfully for your sake.”

“I really wish I could have taken that headache for you, Marilla. I would have faced it happily for your sake.”

“I guess you did your part in attending to the work and letting me rest,” said Marilla. “You seem to have got on fairly well and made fewer mistakes than usual. Of course it wasn’t exactly necessary to starch Matthew’s handkerchiefs! And most people when they put a pie in the oven to warm up for dinner take it out and eat it when it gets hot instead of leaving it to be burned to a crisp. But that doesn’t seem to be your way evidently.”

“I guess you did your share of the work and let me rest,” said Marilla. “You seem to have done pretty well and made fewer mistakes than usual. Of course, you didn’t really need to starch Matthew’s handkerchiefs! And most people, when they put a pie in the oven to heat up for dinner, take it out and eat it when it’s hot instead of leaving it in until it burns to a crisp. But that doesn’t seem to be your style, apparently.”

Headaches always left Marilla somewhat sarcastic.

Headaches always made Marilla a bit sarcastic.

“Oh, I’m so sorry,” said Anne penitently. “I never thought about that pie from the moment I put it in the oven till now, although I felt instinctively that there was something missing on the dinner table. I was firmly resolved, when you left me in charge this morning, not to imagine anything, but keep my thoughts on facts. I did pretty well until I put the pie in, and then an irresistible temptation came to me to imagine I was an enchanted princess shut up in a lonely tower with a handsome knight riding to my rescue on a coal-black steed. So that is how I came to forget the pie. I didn’t know I starched the handkerchiefs. All the time I was ironing I was trying to think of a name for a new island Diana and I have discovered up the brook. It’s the most ravishing spot, Marilla. There are two maple trees on it and the brook flows right around it. At last it struck me that it would be splendid to call it Victoria Island because we found it on the Queen’s birthday. Both Diana and I are very loyal. But I’m sorry about that pie and the handkerchiefs. I wanted to be extra good today because it’s an anniversary. Do you remember what happened this day last year, Marilla?”

“Oh, I’m so sorry,” Anne said, looking regretful. “I completely forgot about that pie from the moment I put it in the oven until now, even though I had this feeling that something was missing from the dinner table. I was determined, when you left me in charge this morning, not to let my mind wander but to focus on what needed to be done. I was doing pretty well until I put the pie in, and then I couldn’t help but imagine I was an enchanted princess locked in a tower with a handsome knight coming to rescue me on a coal-black horse. That’s how I ended up forgetting the pie. I didn’t realize I had starched the handkerchiefs. While I was ironing, I was trying to think of a name for a new island that Diana and I discovered by the brook. It’s the most beautiful spot, Marilla. There are two maple trees on it, and the brook flows all around it. Finally, it hit me that it would be perfect to call it Victoria Island because we found it on the Queen’s birthday. Both Diana and I are very loyal. But I’m really sorry about that pie and the handkerchiefs. I wanted to be extra good today because it’s an anniversary. Do you remember what happened on this day last year, Marilla?”

“No, I can’t think of anything special.”

“No, I can't think of anything special.”

“Oh, Marilla, it was the day I came to Green Gables. I shall never forget it. It was the turning point in my life. Of course it wouldn’t seem so important to you. I’ve been here for a year and I’ve been so happy. Of course, I’ve had my troubles, but one can live down troubles. Are you sorry you kept me, Marilla?”

“Oh, Marilla, it was the day I arrived at Green Gables. I’ll never forget it. It was the turning point in my life. I know it wouldn’t seem as significant to you. I’ve been here for a year and I’ve been so happy. Sure, I’ve had my challenges, but you can overcome them. Are you sorry you decided to keep me, Marilla?”

“No, I can’t say I’m sorry,” said Marilla, who sometimes wondered how she could have lived before Anne came to Green Gables, “no, not exactly sorry. If you’ve finished your lessons, Anne, I want you to run over and ask Mrs. Barry if she’ll lend me Diana’s apron pattern.”

“No, I can’t say I’m sorry,” said Marilla, who sometimes wondered how she ever managed before Anne came to Green Gables, “no, not really sorry. If you’ve finished your lessons, Anne, I want you to go over and ask Mrs. Barry if she’ll lend me Diana’s apron pattern.”

“Oh—it’s—it’s too dark,” cried Anne.

“Oh—it’s too dark,” cried Anne.

“Too dark? Why, it’s only twilight. And goodness knows you’ve gone over often enough after dark.”

“Too dark? It’s just twilight. And honestly, you’ve been here plenty of times after dark.”

“I’ll go over early in the morning,” said Anne eagerly. “I’ll get up at sunrise and go over, Marilla.”

“I’ll head over early in the morning,” Anne said eagerly. “I’ll get up at sunrise and go over, Marilla.”

“What has got into your head now, Anne Shirley? I want that pattern to cut out your new apron this evening. Go at once and be smart too.”

“What’s gotten into you now, Anne Shirley? I need that pattern to cut out your new apron this evening. Go right away and be quick about it.”

“I’ll have to go around by the road, then,” said Anne, taking up her hat reluctantly.

"I guess I'll have to take the road, then," said Anne, picking up her hat with hesitation.

“Go by the road and waste half an hour! I’d like to catch you!”

"Take the road and kill half an hour! I want to catch up with you!"

“I can’t go through the Haunted Wood, Marilla,” cried Anne desperately.

“I can’t go through the Haunted Wood, Marilla,” Anne cried desperately.

Marilla stared.

Marilla was staring.

“The Haunted Wood! Are you crazy? What under the canopy is the Haunted Wood?”

“The Haunted Wood! Are you nuts? What the heck is the Haunted Wood?”

“The spruce wood over the brook,” said Anne in a whisper.

“The spruce wood over the stream,” Anne said softly.

“Fiddlesticks! There is no such thing as a haunted wood anywhere. Who has been telling you such stuff?”

“Fiddlesticks! There’s no such thing as a haunted forest anywhere. Who’s been telling you that?”

“Nobody,” confessed Anne. “Diana and I just imagined the wood was haunted. All the places around here are so—so—commonplace. We just got this up for our own amusement. We began it in April. A haunted wood is so very romantic, Marilla. We chose the spruce grove because it’s so gloomy. Oh, we have imagined the most harrowing things. There’s a white lady walks along the brook just about this time of the night and wrings her hands and utters wailing cries. She appears when there is to be a death in the family. And the ghost of a little murdered child haunts the corner up by Idlewild; it creeps up behind you and lays its cold fingers on your hand—so. Oh, Marilla, it gives me a shudder to think of it. And there’s a headless man stalks up and down the path and skeletons glower at you between the boughs. Oh, Marilla, I wouldn’t go through the Haunted Wood after dark now for anything. I’d be sure that white things would reach out from behind the trees and grab me.”

“Nobody,” Anne admitted. “Diana and I just pretended the woods were haunted. Everything around here is so—so—ordinary. We came up with this for our own fun. We started it in April. A haunted wood is so romantic, Marilla. We picked the spruce grove because it’s so dark and gloomy. Oh, we’ve imagined the most terrifying things. There’s a white lady who walks along the creek around this time of night, wringing her hands and crying out. She shows up when someone is about to die in the family. And the ghost of a little murdered child haunts the corner by Idlewild; it sneaks up behind you and lays its cold fingers on your hand—just like that. Oh, Marilla, it gives me chills just thinking about it. And there’s a headless man that walks up and down the path, and skeletons glare at you between the branches. Oh, Marilla, I wouldn’t walk through the Haunted Wood after dark for anything. I’d be sure those white figures would reach out from behind the trees and grab me.”

“Did ever anyone hear the like!” ejaculated Marilla, who had listened in dumb amazement. “Anne Shirley, do you mean to tell me you believe all that wicked nonsense of your own imagination?”

“Has anyone ever heard anything like this!” exclaimed Marilla, who had listened in silent amazement. “Anne Shirley, are you really saying that you believe all that crazy nonsense you've made up?”

“Not believe exactly,” faltered Anne. “At least, I don’t believe it in daylight. But after dark, Marilla, it’s different. That is when ghosts walk.”

“Not believe exactly,” Anne hesitated. “At least, I don’t believe it during the day. But at night, Marilla, it’s different. That’s when ghosts come out.”

“There are no such things as ghosts, Anne.”

“There are no such things as ghosts, Anne.”

“Oh, but there are, Marilla,” cried Anne eagerly. “I know people who have seen them. And they are respectable people. Charlie Sloane says that his grandmother saw his grandfather driving home the cows one night after he’d been buried for a year. You know Charlie Sloane’s grandmother wouldn’t tell a story for anything. She’s a very religious woman. And Mrs. Thomas’s father was pursued home one night by a lamb of fire with its head cut off hanging by a strip of skin. He said he knew it was the spirit of his brother and that it was a warning he would die within nine days. He didn’t, but he died two years after, so you see it was really true. And Ruby Gillis says—”

“Oh, but there are, Marilla,” Anne exclaimed eagerly. “I know people who have seen them. And they are trustworthy. Charlie Sloane says that his grandmother saw his grandfather driving the cows home one night after he’d been buried for a year. You know Charlie Sloane’s grandmother wouldn’t tell a story for anything. She’s a very religious woman. And Mrs. Thomas’s father was chased home one night by a headless lamb of fire with its head hanging by a strip of skin. He claimed he knew it was the spirit of his brother and that it was a warning he would die within nine days. He didn’t, but he passed away two years later, so you see it was really true. And Ruby Gillis says—”

“Anne Shirley,” interrupted Marilla firmly, “I never want to hear you talking in this fashion again. I’ve had my doubts about that imagination of yours right along, and if this is going to be the outcome of it, I won’t countenance any such doings. You’ll go right over to Barry’s, and you’ll go through that spruce grove, just for a lesson and a warning to you. And never let me hear a word out of your head about haunted woods again.”

“Anne Shirley,” Marilla interrupted firmly, “I never want to hear you talking like this again. I’ve had my doubts about your imagination all along, and if this is how it’s going to turn out, I won’t tolerate any of this behavior. You’re going to go straight over to Barry’s, and you’ll walk through that spruce grove, just as a lesson and a warning for you. And don’t let me hear another word from you about haunted woods.”

Anne might plead and cry as she liked—and did, for her terror was very real. Her imagination had run away with her and she held the spruce grove in mortal dread after nightfall. But Marilla was inexorable. She marched the shrinking ghost-seer down to the spring and ordered her to proceed straightway over the bridge and into the dusky retreats of wailing ladies and headless specters beyond.

Anne could plead and cry as much as she wanted—and she did, because her fear was very real. Her imagination had gotten the best of her, and she was truly terrified of the spruce grove after dark. But Marilla was unyielding. She marched the trembling girl down to the spring and told her to go straight over the bridge and into the shadowy areas filled with wailing ladies and headless ghosts beyond.

“Oh, Marilla, how can you be so cruel?” sobbed Anne. “What would you feel like if a white thing did snatch me up and carry me off?”

“Oh, Marilla, how can you be so cruel?” sobbed Anne. “How would you feel if a white thing just grabbed me and carried me away?”

“I’ll risk it,” said Marilla unfeelingly. “You know I always mean what I say. I’ll cure you of imagining ghosts into places. March, now.”

“I’ll take the chance,” Marilla said bluntly. “You know I always mean what I say. I’ll get you to stop imagining ghosts everywhere. Now, let's move.”

Anne marched. That is, she stumbled over the bridge and went shuddering up the horrible dim path beyond. Anne never forgot that walk. Bitterly did she repent the license she had given to her imagination. The goblins of her fancy lurked in every shadow about her, reaching out their cold, fleshless hands to grasp the terrified small girl who had called them into being. A white strip of birch bark blowing up from the hollow over the brown floor of the grove made her heart stand still. The long-drawn wail of two old boughs rubbing against each other brought out the perspiration in beads on her forehead. The swoop of bats in the darkness over her was as the wings of unearthly creatures. When she reached Mr. William Bell’s field she fled across it as if pursued by an army of white things, and arrived at the Barry kitchen door so out of breath that she could hardly gasp out her request for the apron pattern. Diana was away so that she had no excuse to linger. The dreadful return journey had to be faced. Anne went back over it with shut eyes, preferring to take the risk of dashing her brains out among the boughs to that of seeing a white thing. When she finally stumbled over the log bridge she drew one long shivering breath of relief.

Anne marched. Well, she stumbled over the bridge and shakily made her way up the scary dim path beyond. Anne never forgot that walk. She deeply regretted the freedom she had given her imagination. The goblins of her mind lurked in every shadow around her, reaching out their cold, bony hands to grab the terrified little girl who had imagined them. A white piece of birch bark blowing up from the hollow over the brown floor of the grove made her heart stop. The long, drawn-out wail of two old branches rubbing against each other made sweat bead on her forehead. The swoop of bats in the darkness above her felt like the wings of otherworldly creatures. When she reached Mr. William Bell’s field, she ran across it as if chased by an army of white things, and arrived at the Barry kitchen door so out of breath that she could barely gasp out her request for the apron pattern. Diana was away, so she had no reason to linger. The terrifying return journey had to be faced. Anne went back over it with her eyes closed, preferring to risk knocking herself out on the branches rather than seeing a white thing. When she finally stumbled over the log bridge, she let out one long, shivering breath of relief.

“Well, so nothing caught you?” said Marilla unsympathetically.

“Well, so nothing caught you?” Marilla said without any sympathy.

“Oh, Mar—Marilla,” chattered Anne, “I’ll b-b-be contt-tented with c-c-commonplace places after this.”

“Oh, Mar—Marilla,” chattered Anne, “I’ll b-b-be c-c-content with c-c-commonplace places after this.”


CHAPTER XXI.
A New Departure in Flavorings

DEAR me, there is nothing but meetings and partings in this world, as Mrs. Lynde says,” remarked Anne plaintively, putting her slate and books down on the kitchen table on the last day of June and wiping her red eyes with a very damp handkerchief. “Wasn’t it fortunate, Marilla, that I took an extra handkerchief to school today? I had a presentiment that it would be needed.”

DARN it, there’s nothing but hellos and goodbyes in this world, like Mrs. Lynde says,” Anne said sadly, setting her slate and books on the kitchen table on the last day of June and wiping her red eyes with a very wet handkerchief. “Wasn’t it lucky, Marilla, that I brought an extra handkerchief to school today? I had a feeling it would come in handy.”

“I never thought you were so fond of Mr. Phillips that you’d require two handkerchiefs to dry your tears just because he was going away,” said Marilla.

“I never thought you liked Mr. Phillips so much that you’d need two handkerchiefs to wipe your tears just because he was leaving,” said Marilla.

“I don’t think I was crying because I was really so very fond of him,” reflected Anne. “I just cried because all the others did. It was Ruby Gillis started it. Ruby Gillis has always declared she hated Mr. Phillips, but just as soon as he got up to make his farewell speech she burst into tears. Then all the girls began to cry, one after the other. I tried to hold out, Marilla. I tried to remember the time Mr. Phillips made me sit with Gil—with a boy; and the time he spelled my name without an ‘e’ on the blackboard; and how he said I was the worst dunce he ever saw at geometry and laughed at my spelling; and all the times he had been so horrid and sarcastic; but somehow I couldn’t, Marilla, and I just had to cry too. Jane Andrews has been talking for a month about how glad she’d be when Mr. Phillips went away and she declared she’d never shed a tear. Well, she was worse than any of us and had to borrow a handkerchief from her brother—of course the boys didn’t cry—because she hadn’t brought one of her own, not expecting to need it. Oh, Marilla, it was heartrending. Mr. Phillips made such a beautiful farewell speech beginning, ‘The time has come for us to part.’ It was very affecting. And he had tears in his eyes too, Marilla. Oh, I felt dreadfully sorry and remorseful for all the times I’d talked in school and drawn pictures of him on my slate and made fun of him and Prissy. I can tell you I wished I’d been a model pupil like Minnie Andrews. She hadn’t anything on her conscience. The girls cried all the way home from school. Carrie Sloane kept saying every few minutes, ‘The time has come for us to part,’ and that would start us off again whenever we were in any danger of cheering up. I do feel dreadfully sad, Marilla. But one can’t feel quite in the depths of despair with two months’ vacation before them, can they, Marilla? And besides, we met the new minister and his wife coming from the station. For all I was feeling so bad about Mr. Phillips going away I couldn’t help taking a little interest in a new minister, could I? His wife is very pretty. Not exactly regally lovely, of course—it wouldn’t do, I suppose, for a minister to have a regally lovely wife, because it might set a bad example. Mrs. Lynde says the minister’s wife over at Newbridge sets a very bad example because she dresses so fashionably. Our new minister’s wife was dressed in blue muslin with lovely puffed sleeves and a hat trimmed with roses. Jane Andrews said she thought puffed sleeves were too worldly for a minister’s wife, but I didn’t make any such uncharitable remark, Marilla, because I know what it is to long for puffed sleeves. Besides, she’s only been a minister’s wife for a little while, so one should make allowances, shouldn’t they? They are going to board with Mrs. Lynde until the manse is ready.”

“I don’t think I was crying because I was so attached to him,” Anne reflected. “I just cried because everyone else did. Ruby Gillis started it. Ruby Gillis has always claimed she hated Mr. Phillips, but as soon as he stood up to give his farewell speech, she burst into tears. Then all the girls followed suit, one after the other. I tried to hold it together, Marilla. I tried to remember the time Mr. Phillips made me sit with Gil—with a boy; and the time he spelled my name without an ‘e’ on the blackboard; and how he said I was the worst student he’d ever seen in geometry and laughed at my spelling; and all the times he’d been so mean and sarcastic. But somehow I couldn’t, Marilla, and I just had to cry too. Jane Andrews has been saying for a month how glad she’d be when Mr. Phillips left and claimed she’d never shed a tear. Well, she was worse than any of us and had to borrow a handkerchief from her brother—of course the boys didn’t cry—because she didn’t bring one of her own, not expecting to need it. Oh, Marilla, it was heartbreaking. Mr. Phillips gave such a beautiful farewell speech, starting with, ‘The time has come for us to part.’ It was very moving. And he had tears in his eyes too, Marilla. Oh, I felt terribly sorry and regretful for all the times I’d misbehaved in school, drawn pictures of him on my slate, and made fun of him and Prissy. I can tell you I wished I’d been a model student like Minnie Andrews. She had nothing weighing on her conscience. The girls cried all the way home from school. Carrie Sloane kept saying every few minutes, ‘The time has come for us to part,’ and that would set us off again whenever we were about to cheer up. I do feel really sad, Marilla. But you can’t feel completely devastated with two months’ vacation ahead of us, can you, Marilla? And besides, we met the new minister and his wife coming from the station. Even though I was feeling bad about Mr. Phillips leaving, I couldn’t help but take a little interest in the new minister, could I? His wife is very pretty. Not exactly majestically beautiful, of course—it probably wouldn’t be appropriate for a minister to have a majestically beautiful wife, as it might set a bad example. Mrs. Lynde says the minister’s wife over in Newbridge sets a very bad example because she dresses so fashionably. Our new minister’s wife was dressed in blue muslin with lovely puffed sleeves and a hat trimmed with roses. Jane Andrews said she thought puffed sleeves were too worldly for a minister’s wife, but I didn’t say any such unkind thing, Marilla, because I know what it’s like to long for puffed sleeves. Besides, she’s only been a minister’s wife for a little while, so we should make allowances, shouldn’t we? They’re going to stay with Mrs. Lynde until the manse is ready.”

If Marilla, in going down to Mrs. Lynde’s that evening, was actuated by any motive save her avowed one of returning the quilting frames she had borrowed the preceding winter, it was an amiable weakness shared by most of the Avonlea people. Many a thing Mrs. Lynde had lent, sometimes never expecting to see it again, came home that night in charge of the borrowers thereof. A new minister, and moreover a minister with a wife, was a lawful object of curiosity in a quiet little country settlement where sensations were few and far between.

If Marilla was going to Mrs. Lynde’s that evening for any reason other than her stated intention of returning the quilting frames she had borrowed the winter before, it was a charming weakness that many in Avonlea shared. Many items Mrs. Lynde had lent, sometimes not expecting to see them again, were brought back that night by those who had borrowed them. A new minister, especially one with a wife, was definitely a source of curiosity in a quiet little country community where excitement was rare.

Old Mr. Bentley, the minister whom Anne had found lacking in imagination, had been pastor of Avonlea for eighteen years. He was a widower when he came, and a widower he remained, despite the fact that gossip regularly married him to this, that, or the other one, every year of his sojourn. In the preceding February he had resigned his charge and departed amid the regrets of his people, most of whom had the affection born of long intercourse for their good old minister in spite of his shortcomings as an orator. Since then the Avonlea church had enjoyed a variety of religious dissipation in listening to the many and various candidates and “supplies” who came Sunday after Sunday to preach on trial. These stood or fell by the judgment of the fathers and mothers in Israel; but a certain small, red-haired girl who sat meekly in the corner of the old Cuthbert pew also had her opinions about them and discussed the same in full with Matthew, Marilla always declining from principle to criticize ministers in any shape or form.

Old Mr. Bentley, the minister whom Anne thought was unimaginative, had been the pastor of Avonlea for eighteen years. He came to the town as a widower and stayed that way, even though gossip consistently paired him with different women each year of his time there. The previous February, he had resigned and left, to the sadness of his congregation, most of whom felt fondly toward their good old minister despite his shortcomings as a speaker. Since then, the Avonlea church had experienced a range of different preachers, as various candidates and "supplies" came each Sunday to preach on trial. Their approval depended on the judgment of the community's elders; however, a small, red-haired girl sitting quietly in the corner of the old Cuthbert pew also had her thoughts about them and would discuss those opinions openly with Matthew, while Marilla always refused to criticize ministers on principle.

“I don’t think Mr. Smith would have done, Matthew” was Anne’s final summing up. “Mrs. Lynde says his delivery was so poor, but I think his worst fault was just like Mr. Bentley’s—he had no imagination. And Mr. Terry had too much; he let it run away with him just as I did mine in the matter of the Haunted Wood. Besides, Mrs. Lynde says his theology wasn’t sound. Mr. Gresham was a very good man and a very religious man, but he told too many funny stories and made the people laugh in church; he was undignified, and you must have some dignity about a minister, mustn’t you, Matthew? I thought Mr. Marshall was decidedly attractive; but Mrs. Lynde says he isn’t married, or even engaged, because she made special inquiries about him, and she says it would never do to have a young unmarried minister in Avonlea, because he might marry in the congregation and that would make trouble. Mrs. Lynde is a very farseeing woman, isn’t she, Matthew? I’m very glad they’ve called Mr. Allan. I liked him because his sermon was interesting and he prayed as if he meant it and not just as if he did it because he was in the habit of it. Mrs. Lynde says he isn’t perfect, but she says she supposes we couldn’t expect a perfect minister for seven hundred and fifty dollars a year, and anyhow his theology is sound because she questioned him thoroughly on all the points of doctrine. And she knows his wife’s people and they are most respectable and the women are all good housekeepers. Mrs. Lynde says that sound doctrine in the man and good housekeeping in the woman make an ideal combination for a minister’s family.”

“I don’t think Mr. Smith would have fit in, Matthew,” Anne concluded. “Mrs. Lynde says his delivery was really poor, but I think his biggest flaw was the same as Mr. Bentley’s—he lacked imagination. And Mr. Terry had too much; he let his imagination run wild just like I did mine with the whole Haunted Wood thing. Plus, Mrs. Lynde says his theology wasn’t solid. Mr. Gresham was a good man and very religious, but he told too many funny stories and made people laugh in church; he was undignified, and you need some dignity in a minister, don’t you, Matthew? I thought Mr. Marshall was definitely attractive; but Mrs. Lynde says he isn’t married or even engaged because she asked around about him, and she says it wouldn’t be appropriate to have a young unmarried minister in Avonlea since he might marry someone in the congregation, and that could cause problems. Mrs. Lynde is quite perceptive, isn’t she, Matthew? I’m really glad they’ve called Mr. Allan. I liked him because his sermon was engaging and he prayed as if he actually meant it, not just out of habit. Mrs. Lynde says he isn’t perfect, but she believes we can’t expect a perfect minister for seven hundred and fifty dollars a year, and anyway, his theology is solid because she grilled him on all the points of doctrine. And she knows his wife’s family, and they’re very respectable, and the women are all good homemakers. Mrs. Lynde says that solid doctrine in the man and good homemaking in the woman create the ideal minister’s family.”

The new minister and his wife were a young, pleasant-faced couple, still on their honeymoon, and full of all good and beautiful enthusiasms for their chosen lifework. Avonlea opened its heart to them from the start. Old and young liked the frank, cheerful young man with his high ideals, and the bright, gentle little lady who assumed the mistress-ship of the manse. With Mrs. Allan Anne fell promptly and wholeheartedly in love. She had discovered another kindred spirit.

The new minister and his wife were a young, friendly couple, still in their honeymoon phase, filled with excitement and idealism about their chosen calling. Avonlea embraced them from the beginning. Everyone, young and old, appreciated the open, cheerful young man with his ambitious ideals, as well as the lovely, kind woman who took over managing the manse. Anne immediately and completely adored Mrs. Allan. She had found another kindred spirit.

“Mrs. Allan is perfectly lovely,” she announced one Sunday afternoon. “She’s taken our class and she’s a splendid teacher. She said right away she didn’t think it was fair for the teacher to ask all the questions, and you know, Marilla, that is exactly what I’ve always thought. She said we could ask her any question we liked and I asked ever so many. I’m good at asking questions, Marilla.”

“Mrs. Allan is just wonderful,” she said one Sunday afternoon. “She’s in charge of our class, and she’s an amazing teacher. She mentioned right away that she didn’t think it was fair for the teacher to be the only one asking questions, and you know, Marilla, that’s exactly what I’ve always thought. She said we could ask her any questions we wanted, and I asked a ton. I’m really good at asking questions, Marilla.”

“I believe you,” was Marilla’s emphatic comment.

"I believe you," Marilla said emphatically.

“Nobody else asked any except Ruby Gillis, and she asked if there was to be a Sunday-school picnic this summer. I didn’t think that was a very proper question to ask because it hadn’t any connection with the lesson—the lesson was about Daniel in the lions’ den—but Mrs. Allan just smiled and said she thought there would be. Mrs. Allan has a lovely smile; she has such exquisite dimples in her cheeks. I wish I had dimples in my cheeks, Marilla. I’m not half so skinny as I was when I came here, but I have no dimples yet. If I had perhaps I could influence people for good. Mrs. Allan said we ought always to try to influence other people for good. She talked so nice about everything. I never knew before that religion was such a cheerful thing. I always thought it was kind of melancholy, but Mrs. Allan’s isn’t, and I’d like to be a Christian if I could be one like her. I wouldn’t want to be one like Mr. Superintendent Bell.”

“Nobody else asked any questions except Ruby Gillis, who wanted to know if there would be a Sunday school picnic this summer. I didn’t think that was a very appropriate question since it had nothing to do with the lesson—the lesson was about Daniel in the lions’ den—but Mrs. Allan just smiled and said she thought there would be. Mrs. Allan has a lovely smile; she has such exquisite dimples in her cheeks. I wish I had dimples in my cheeks, Marilla. I’m not as skinny as I was when I came here, but I still don’t have any dimples. If I did, maybe I could influence people for good. Mrs. Allan said we should always try to influence other people for good. She spoke so nicely about everything. I never knew before that religion could be so cheerful. I always thought it was kind of sad, but Mrs. Allan's isn’t, and I’d like to be a Christian if I could be one like her. I wouldn’t want to be one like Mr. Superintendent Bell.”

“It’s very naughty of you to speak so about Mr. Bell,” said Marilla severely. “Mr. Bell is a real good man.”

“It’s really disrespectful of you to talk about Mr. Bell that way,” Marilla said sternly. “Mr. Bell is a genuinely good man.”

“Oh, of course he’s good,” agreed Anne, “but he doesn’t seem to get any comfort out of it. If I could be good I’d dance and sing all day because I was glad of it. I suppose Mrs. Allan is too old to dance and sing and of course it wouldn’t be dignified in a minister’s wife. But I can just feel she’s glad she’s a Christian and that she’d be one even if she could get to heaven without it.”

“Oh, of course he’s good,” Anne agreed, “but he doesn’t seem to get any joy from it. If I were good, I’d dance and sing all day because I’d be happy about it. I guess Mrs. Allan is too old to dance and sing, and it wouldn’t really be appropriate for a minister’s wife anyway. But I can just sense that she’s happy to be a Christian and that she’d still choose it even if she could get to heaven without it.”

“I suppose we must have Mr. and Mrs. Allan up to tea someday soon,” said Marilla reflectively. “They’ve been most everywhere but here. Let me see. Next Wednesday would be a good time to have them. But don’t say a word to Matthew about it, for if he knew they were coming he’d find some excuse to be away that day. He’d got so used to Mr. Bentley he didn’t mind him, but he’s going to find it hard to get acquainted with a new minister, and a new minister’s wife will frighten him to death.”

“I guess we need to invite Mr. and Mrs. Allan over for tea sometime soon,” said Marilla thoughtfully. “They’ve been almost everywhere except here. Let me think. Next Wednesday would be a good time to have them. But don’t tell Matthew about it, because if he knew they were coming, he’d come up with some reason to be out that day. He got so used to Mr. Bentley that he didn’t mind him, but he’s going to have a tough time getting to know a new minister, and a new minister’s wife will scare him to death.”

“I’ll be as secret as the dead,” assured Anne. “But oh, Marilla, will you let me make a cake for the occasion? I’d love to do something for Mrs. Allan, and you know I can make a pretty good cake by this time.”

“I’ll keep it as secret as the grave,” promised Anne. “But oh, Marilla, will you let me bake a cake for the occasion? I’d love to do something special for Mrs. Allan, and you know I can make a pretty good cake by now.”

“You can make a layer cake,” promised Marilla.

"You can make a layer cake," Marilla promised.

Monday and Tuesday great preparations went on at Green Gables. Having the minister and his wife to tea was a serious and important undertaking, and Marilla was determined not to be eclipsed by any of the Avonlea housekeepers. Anne was wild with excitement and delight. She talked it all over with Diana Tuesday night in the twilight, as they sat on the big red stones by the Dryad’s Bubble and made rainbows in the water with little twigs dipped in fir balsam.

Monday and Tuesday were busy days at Green Gables. Having the minister and his wife over for tea was a big deal, and Marilla was set on making sure she stood out compared to the other housekeepers in Avonlea. Anne was bursting with excitement and joy. She shared all her thoughts with Diana on Tuesday night as they sat on the big red stones by the Dryad’s Bubble, creating rainbows in the water with little twigs dipped in fir balsam.

“Everything is ready, Diana, except my cake which I’m to make in the morning, and the baking-powder biscuits which Marilla will make just before teatime. I assure you, Diana, that Marilla and I have had a busy two days of it. It’s such a responsibility having a minister’s family to tea. I never went through such an experience before. You should just see our pantry. It’s a sight to behold. We’re going to have jellied chicken and cold tongue. We’re to have two kinds of jelly, red and yellow, and whipped cream and lemon pie, and cherry pie, and three kinds of cookies, and fruit cake, and Marilla’s famous yellow plum preserves that she keeps especially for ministers, and pound cake and layer cake, and biscuits as aforesaid; and new bread and old both, in case the minister is dyspeptic and can’t eat new. Mrs. Lynde says ministers are dyspeptic, but I don’t think Mr. Allan has been a minister long enough for it to have had a bad effect on him. I just grow cold when I think of my layer cake. Oh, Diana, what if it shouldn’t be good! I dreamed last night that I was chased all around by a fearful goblin with a big layer cake for a head.”

“Everything is ready, Diana, except for my cake, which I’ll bake in the morning, and the baking powder biscuits that Marilla will make just before tea time. I assure you, Diana, that Marilla and I have been really busy for the past two days. It’s such a big deal to have a minister’s family over for tea. I’ve never gone through anything like this before. You should see our pantry. It’s something else. We’re having jellied chicken and cold tongue. We’ll have two kinds of jelly, red and yellow, plus whipped cream, lemon pie, cherry pie, three types of cookies, fruit cake, and Marilla’s famous yellow plum preserves that she saves especially for ministers, and pound cake and layer cake, and biscuits as mentioned before; plus fresh and old bread, just in case the minister has a weak stomach and can’t eat the fresh stuff. Mrs. Lynde says ministers often have weak stomachs, but I don’t think Mr. Allan has been a minister long enough for it to affect him that way. I get chills just thinking about my layer cake. Oh, Diana, what if it turns out badly! I dreamed last night that I was chased around by a scary goblin with a huge layer cake for a head.”

“It’ll be good, all right,” assured Diana, who was a very comfortable sort of friend. “I’m sure that piece of the one you made that we had for lunch in Idlewild two weeks ago was perfectly elegant.”

“It’ll be great, trust me,” said Diana, who was the kind of friend who made you feel at ease. “I know that dish you made that we had for lunch in Idlewild two weeks ago was absolutely amazing.”

“Yes; but cakes have such a terrible habit of turning out bad just when you especially want them to be good,” sighed Anne, setting a particularly well-balsamed twig afloat. “However, I suppose I shall just have to trust to Providence and be careful to put in the flour. Oh, look, Diana, what a lovely rainbow! Do you suppose the dryad will come out after we go away and take it for a scarf?”

“Yes, but cakes have such a terrible tendency to turn out bad right when you want them to be good,” sighed Anne, setting a particularly well-scented twig afloat. “But I guess I’ll just have to trust in fate and be sure to add the flour. Oh, look, Diana, what a beautiful rainbow! Do you think the dryad will come out after we leave and take it for a scarf?”

“You know there is no such thing as a dryad,” said Diana. Diana’s mother had found out about the Haunted Wood and had been decidedly angry over it. As a result Diana had abstained from any further imitative flights of imagination and did not think it prudent to cultivate a spirit of belief even in harmless dryads.

“You know dryads aren’t real,” said Diana. Diana’s mom found out about the Haunted Wood and was really upset about it. Because of that, Diana stopped letting her imagination run wild and didn’t think it was wise to encourage any belief, even in harmless dryads.

“But it’s so easy to imagine there is,” said Anne. “Every night before I go to bed, I look out of my window and wonder if the dryad is really sitting here, combing her locks with the spring for a mirror. Sometimes I look for her footprints in the dew in the morning. Oh, Diana, don’t give up your faith in the dryad!”

“But it’s so easy to think there is,” said Anne. “Every night before I go to bed, I look out my window and wonder if the dryad is really sitting there, combing her hair with the spring as her mirror. Sometimes I search for her footprints in the dew in the morning. Oh, Diana, don’t lose your faith in the dryad!”

Wednesday morning came. Anne got up at sunrise because she was too excited to sleep. She had caught a severe cold in the head by reason of her dabbling in the spring on the preceding evening; but nothing short of absolute pneumonia could have quenched her interest in culinary matters that morning. After breakfast she proceeded to make her cake. When she finally shut the oven door upon it she drew a long breath.

Wednesday morning arrived. Anne woke up at sunrise because she was too excited to sleep. She had caught a bad cold from playing in the spring the night before, but nothing short of pneumonia could have dampened her enthusiasm for cooking that morning. After breakfast, she got to work on her cake. When she finally closed the oven door on it, she let out a long breath.

“I’m sure I haven’t forgotten anything this time, Marilla. But do you think it will rise? Just suppose perhaps the baking powder isn’t good? I used it out of the new can. And Mrs. Lynde says you can never be sure of getting good baking powder nowadays when everything is so adulterated. Mrs. Lynde says the Government ought to take the matter up, but she says we’ll never see the day when a Tory Government will do it. Marilla, what if that cake doesn’t rise?”

“I’m sure I haven’t forgotten anything this time, Marilla. But do you think it will rise? What if the baking powder isn’t good? I used it from the new can. And Mrs. Lynde says you can never be sure of getting good baking powder these days when everything is so mixed with inferior stuff. Mrs. Lynde says the Government should handle it, but she thinks we’ll never see the day when a Tory Government will do that. Marilla, what if that cake doesn’t rise?”

“We’ll have plenty without it” was Marilla’s unimpassioned way of looking at the subject.

“We’ll have plenty without it,” was Marilla’s unemotional take on the matter.

The cake did rise, however, and came out of the oven as light and feathery as golden foam. Anne, flushed with delight, clapped it together with layers of ruby jelly and, in imagination, saw Mrs. Allan eating it and possibly asking for another piece!

The cake did rise, though, and came out of the oven light and fluffy like golden foam. Anne, glowing with happiness, layered it with ruby jelly and, in her mind, pictured Mrs. Allan enjoying it and maybe even asking for another slice!

“You’ll be using the best tea set, of course, Marilla,” she said. “Can I fix the table with ferns and wild roses?”

“You’ll be using the best tea set, of course, Marilla,” she said. “Can I set the table with ferns and wild roses?”

“I think that’s all nonsense,” sniffed Marilla. “In my opinion it’s the eatables that matter and not flummery decorations.”

“I think that’s all nonsense,” sniffed Marilla. “In my opinion, it’s the food that matters and not the fancy decorations.”

“Mrs. Barry had her table decorated,” said Anne, who was not entirely guiltless of the wisdom of the serpent, “and the minister paid her an elegant compliment. He said it was a feast for the eye as well as the palate.”

“Mrs. Barry had her table decorated,” said Anne, who wasn’t completely innocent of the wisdom of the serpent, “and the minister gave her a lovely compliment. He said it was a feast for both the eyes and the taste buds.”

“Well, do as you like,” said Marilla, who was quite determined not to be surpassed by Mrs. Barry or anybody else. “Only mind you leave enough room for the dishes and the food.”

“Do whatever you want,” said Marilla, who was fully committed not to be outdone by Mrs. Barry or anyone else. “Just make sure you leave enough space for the dishes and the food.”

Anne laid herself out to decorate in a manner and after a fashion that should leave Mrs. Barry’s nowhere. Having abundance of roses and ferns and a very artistic taste of her own, she made that tea table such a thing of beauty that when the minister and his wife sat down to it they exclaimed in chorus over it loveliness.

Anne went all out to decorate in a way that would leave Mrs. Barry's looking dull by comparison. With plenty of roses, ferns, and her own artistic flair, she made that tea table so beautiful that when the minister and his wife sat down, they both gasped in surprise at its loveliness.

“It’s Anne’s doings,” said Marilla, grimly just; and Anne felt that Mrs. Allan’s approving smile was almost too much happiness for this world.

“It’s Anne’s doing,” said Marilla grimly. Anne felt that Mrs. Allan’s approving smile was almost too much happiness for this world.

Matthew was there, having been inveigled into the party only goodness and Anne knew how. He had been in such a state of shyness and nervousness that Marilla had given him up in despair, but Anne took him in hand so successfully that he now sat at the table in his best clothes and white collar and talked to the minister not uninterestingly. He never said a word to Mrs. Allan, but that perhaps was not to be expected.

Matthew was there, having been convinced to come to the party by only goodness and Anne knew how. He had been so shy and nervous that Marilla had given up on him in despair, but Anne managed to help him so well that he now sat at the table in his best clothes and white collar, talking to the minister in an interesting way. He didn't say a word to Mrs. Allan, but that was probably to be expected.

All went merry as a marriage bell until Anne’s layer cake was passed. Mrs. Allan, having already been helped to a bewildering variety, declined it. But Marilla, seeing the disappointment on Anne’s face, said smilingly:

All was cheerful like a wedding bell until Anne’s layer cake was served. Mrs. Allan, having already been served a confusing assortment, turned it down. But Marilla, noticing the disappointment on Anne’s face, said with a smile:

“Oh, you must take a piece of this, Mrs. Allan. Anne made it on purpose for you.”

“Oh, you have to try a piece of this, Mrs. Allan. Anne made it just for you.”

“In that case I must sample it,” laughed Mrs. Allan, helping herself to a plump triangle, as did also the minister and Marilla.

“In that case, I have to try it,” laughed Mrs. Allan, serving herself a plump triangle, which the minister and Marilla also did.

Mrs. Allan took a mouthful of hers and a most peculiar expression crossed her face; not a word did she say, however, but steadily ate away at it. Marilla saw the expression and hastened to taste the cake.

Mrs. Allan took a bite of hers and a very strange look crossed her face; she didn't say a word, though, and just kept eating it. Marilla noticed the expression and quickly went to taste the cake.

“Anne Shirley!” she exclaimed, “what on earth did you put into that cake?”

“Anne Shirley!” she exclaimed, “What on earth did you put in that cake?”

“Nothing but what the recipe said, Marilla,” cried Anne with a look of anguish. “Oh, isn’t it all right?”

“Nothing but what the recipe said, Marilla,” cried Anne with a look of distress. “Oh, is everything okay?”

“All right! It’s simply horrible. Mr. Allan, don’t try to eat it. Anne, taste it yourself. What flavoring did you use?”

“All right! It’s just awful. Mr. Allan, don’t try to eat it. Anne, you give it a taste. What flavoring did you use?”

“Vanilla,” said Anne, her face scarlet with mortification after tasting the cake. “Only vanilla. Oh, Marilla, it must have been the baking powder. I had my suspicions of that bak—”

“Vanilla,” said Anne, her face red with embarrassment after tasting the cake. “Just vanilla. Oh, Marilla, it must have been the baking powder. I had my doubts about that bak—”

“Baking powder fiddlesticks! Go and bring me the bottle of vanilla you used.”

“Baking powder nonsense! Go get me the bottle of vanilla you used.”

Anne fled to the pantry and returned with a small bottle partially filled with a brown liquid and labeled yellowly, “Best Vanilla.”

Anne ran to the pantry and came back with a small bottle partly filled with a brown liquid, labeled in yellow, “Best Vanilla.”

Marilla took it, uncorked it, smelled it.

Marilla grabbed it, opened the cap, and took a whiff.

“Mercy on us, Anne, you’ve flavored that cake with Anodyne Liniment. I broke the liniment bottle last week and poured what was left into an old empty vanilla bottle. I suppose it’s partly my fault—I should have warned you—but for pity’s sake why couldn’t you have smelled it?”

“Mercy, Anne, you’ve flavored that cake with Anodyne Liniment. I broke the liniment bottle last week and poured what was left into an old empty vanilla bottle. I guess it’s partly my fault—I should have said something—but for goodness’ sake, why couldn’t you have smelled it?”

Anne dissolved into tears under this double disgrace.

Anne broke down in tears under this double embarrassment.

“I couldn’t—I had such a cold!” and with this she fairly fled to the gable chamber, where she cast herself on the bed and wept as one who refuses to be comforted.

“I couldn’t—I was freezing!” And with that, she quickly ran to the gable room, where she threw herself on the bed and cried like someone who doesn’t want to be comforted.

Presently a light step sounded on the stairs and somebody entered the room.

Currently, a soft footstep echoed on the stairs as someone walked into the room.

“Oh, Marilla,” sobbed Anne, without looking up, “I’m disgraced forever. I shall never be able to live this down. It will get out—things always do get out in Avonlea. Diana will ask me how my cake turned out and I shall have to tell her the truth. I shall always be pointed at as the girl who flavored a cake with anodyne liniment. Gil—the boys in school will never get over laughing at it. Oh, Marilla, if you have a spark of Christian pity don’t tell me that I must go down and wash the dishes after this. I’ll wash them when the minister and his wife are gone, but I cannot ever look Mrs. Allan in the face again. Perhaps she’ll think I tried to poison her. Mrs. Lynde says she knows an orphan girl who tried to poison her benefactor. But the liniment isn’t poisonous. It’s meant to be taken internally—although not in cakes. Won’t you tell Mrs. Allan so, Marilla?”

“Oh, Marilla,” sobbed Anne, not looking up, “I’m totally disgraced. I’ll never be able to live this down. It’ll get out—everything always does in Avonlea. Diana will ask me how my cake turned out, and I’ll have to tell her the truth. I’ll always be known as the girl who flavored a cake with anodyne liniment. Gil—the boys at school will never stop laughing at me. Oh, Marilla, if you have any compassion, please don’t make me go wash the dishes after this. I’ll do it when the minister and his wife leave, but I can never look Mrs. Allan in the face again. She might think I tried to poison her. Mrs. Lynde says she knows an orphan girl who tried to poison her benefactor. But the liniment isn’t poisonous. It’s meant to be taken internally—just not in cakes. Can’t you tell Mrs. Allan that, Marilla?”

“Suppose you jump up and tell her so yourself,” said a merry voice.

“Why don’t you jump up and tell her yourself?” said a cheerful voice.

Anne flew up, to find Mrs. Allan standing by her bed, surveying her with laughing eyes.

Anne flew up to see Mrs. Allan standing by her bed, looking at her with laughing eyes.

“My dear little girl, you mustn’t cry like this,” she said, genuinely disturbed by Anne’s tragic face. “Why, it’s all just a funny mistake that anybody might make.”

“My dear little girl, you shouldn’t cry like this,” she said, genuinely troubled by Anne’s sad expression. “It’s merely a silly mistake that anyone could have made.”

“Oh, no, it takes me to make such a mistake,” said Anne forlornly. “And I wanted to have that cake so nice for you, Mrs. Allan.”

“Oh, no, I can’t believe I made such a mistake,” said Anne sadly. “And I wanted to make that cake so nice for you, Mrs. Allan.”

“Yes, I know, dear. And I assure you I appreciate your kindness and thoughtfulness just as much as if it had turned out all right. Now, you mustn’t cry any more, but come down with me and show me your flower garden. Miss Cuthbert tells me you have a little plot all your own. I want to see it, for I’m very much interested in flowers.”

“Yes, I get it, dear. And I promise I appreciate your kindness and thoughtfulness just as much as if everything had turned out fine. Now, you shouldn’t cry anymore, but come down with me and show me your flower garden. Miss Cuthbert told me you have a little patch that’s all yours. I want to see it because I’m really interested in flowers.”

Anne permitted herself to be led down and comforted, reflecting that it was really providential that Mrs. Allan was a kindred spirit. Nothing more was said about the liniment cake, and when the guests went away Anne found that she had enjoyed the evening more than could have been expected, considering that terrible incident. Nevertheless, she sighed deeply.

Anne allowed herself to be guided down and comforted, realizing that it was truly fortunate that Mrs. Allan was a kindred spirit. No more was mentioned about the liniment cake, and when the guests left, Anne discovered that she had enjoyed the evening more than she had anticipated, given that awful incident. Still, she let out a deep sigh.

“Marilla, isn’t it nice to think that tomorrow is a new day with no mistakes in it yet?”

“Marilla, isn’t it great to think that tomorrow is a new day with no mistakes in it yet?”

“I’ll warrant you’ll make plenty in it,” said Marilla. “I never saw your beat for making mistakes, Anne.”

“I bet you’ll make a lot from it,” said Marilla. “I’ve never seen anyone mess up like you, Anne.”

“Yes, and well I know it,” admitted Anne mournfully. “But have you ever noticed one encouraging thing about me, Marilla? I never make the same mistake twice.”

“Yes, and I know that well,” Anne admitted sadly. “But have you ever noticed one encouraging thing about me, Marilla? I never make the same mistake twice.”

“I don’t know as that’s much benefit when you’re always making new ones.”

“I don’t think that’s much of a benefit when you’re always making new ones.”

“Oh, don’t you see, Marilla? There must be a limit to the mistakes one person can make, and when I get to the end of them, then I’ll be through with them. That’s a very comforting thought.”

“Oh, don’t you see, Marilla? There has to be a limit to how many mistakes one person can make, and when I reach that limit, I’ll be done with them. That’s a really comforting thought.”

“Well, you’d better go and give that cake to the pigs,” said Marilla. “It isn’t fit for any human to eat, not even Jerry Boute.”

“Well, you’d better take that cake to the pigs,” Marilla said. “It’s not fit for anyone to eat, not even Jerry Boute.”


CHAPTER XXII.
Anne Is Invited Out to Tea

AND what are your eyes popping out of your head about. Now?” asked Marilla, when Anne had just come in from a run to the post office. “Have you discovered another kindred spirit?” Excitement hung around Anne like a garment, shone in her eyes, kindled in every feature. She had come dancing up the lane, like a wind-blown sprite, through the mellow sunshine and lazy shadows of the August evening.

AND what’s with the wide-eyed look? Now?” asked Marilla, as Anne walked in from her trip to the post office. “Have you found another kindred spirit?” Excitement radiated from Anne like a vibrant aura, lit up her eyes, and sparked in every feature. She had come skipping down the lane, like a playful sprite, through the warm sunshine and soft shadows of the August evening.

“No, Marilla, but oh, what do you think? I am invited to tea at the manse tomorrow afternoon! Mrs. Allan left the letter for me at the post office. Just look at it, Marilla. ‘Miss Anne Shirley, Green Gables.’ That is the first time I was ever called ‘Miss.’ Such a thrill as it gave me! I shall cherish it forever among my choicest treasures.”

“No, Marilla, but oh, guess what? I’m invited to tea at the manse tomorrow afternoon! Mrs. Allan left the letter for me at the post office. Just look at it, Marilla. ‘Miss Anne Shirley, Green Gables.’ That’s the first time I’ve ever been called ‘Miss.’ It gave me such a thrill! I’ll treasure it forever among my favorite things.”

“Mrs. Allan told me she meant to have all the members of her Sunday-school class to tea in turn,” said Marilla, regarding the wonderful event very coolly. “You needn’t get in such a fever over it. Do learn to take things calmly, child.”

“Mrs. Allan told me she plans to have all the members of her Sunday school class over for tea one by one,” said Marilla, looking at the exciting event very calmly. “You don’t need to get so worked up about it. Try to take things easy, kid.”

For Anne to take things calmly would have been to change her nature. All “spirit and fire and dew,” as she was, the pleasures and pains of life came to her with trebled intensity. Marilla felt this and was vaguely troubled over it, realizing that the ups and downs of existence would probably bear hardly on this impulsive soul and not sufficiently understanding that the equally great capacity for delight might more than compensate. Therefore Marilla conceived it to be her duty to drill Anne into a tranquil uniformity of disposition as impossible and alien to her as to a dancing sunbeam in one of the brook shallows. She did not make much headway, as she sorrowfully admitted to herself. The downfall of some dear hope or plan plunged Anne into “deeps of affliction.” The fulfillment thereof exalted her to dizzy realms of delight. Marilla had almost begun to despair of ever fashioning this waif of the world into her model little girl of demure manners and prim deportment. Neither would she have believed that she really liked Anne much better as she was.

For Anne to take things calmly would have meant changing who she was. Full of “spirit and fire and dew,” she experienced the pleasures and pains of life with incredible intensity. Marilla sensed this and felt a vague concern, realizing that the ups and downs of life would likely hit this impulsive girl hard, without fully understanding that her great capacity for joy could more than make up for it. As a result, Marilla thought it was her duty to train Anne to be calm and consistent, which was as impossible for her as asking a dancing sunbeam to stay still in a brook. She didn’t make much progress, as she sadly admitted to herself. The loss of a cherished hope or plan would send Anne into “deeps of affliction,” while achieving her dreams would lift her to dizzy heights of happiness. Marilla had almost started to lose hope of ever turning this girl, who seemed like a lost soul, into her ideal little lady with modest manners and proper behavior. She also would not have believed that she liked Anne much more as she was.

Anne went to bed that night speechless with misery because Matthew had said the wind was round northeast and he feared it would be a rainy day tomorrow. The rustle of the poplar leaves about the house worried her, it sounded so like pattering raindrops, and the full, faraway roar of the gulf, to which she listened delightedly at other times, loving its strange, sonorous, haunting rhythm, now seemed like a prophecy of storm and disaster to a small maiden who particularly wanted a fine day. Anne thought that the morning would never come.

Anne went to bed that night speechless with sadness because Matthew had said the wind was coming from the northeast and he was worried it would rain the next day. The rustling of the poplar leaves around the house made her anxious; it sounded just like raindrops, and the distant roar of the gulf, which she usually enjoyed for its strange, deep, haunting rhythm, now felt like a sign of storm and trouble to a young girl who really wanted a nice day. Anne thought the morning would never arrive.

But all things have an end, even nights before the day on which you are invited to take tea at the manse. The morning, in spite of Matthew’s predictions, was fine and Anne’s spirits soared to their highest. “Oh, Marilla, there is something in me today that makes me just love everybody I see,” she exclaimed as she washed the breakfast dishes. “You don’t know how good I feel! Wouldn’t it be nice if it could last? I believe I could be a model child if I were just invited out to tea every day. But oh, Marilla, it’s a solemn occasion too. I feel so anxious. What if I shouldn’t behave properly? You know I never had tea at a manse before, and I’m not sure that I know all the rules of etiquette, although I’ve been studying the rules given in the Etiquette Department of the Family Herald ever since I came here. I’m so afraid I’ll do something silly or forget to do something I should do. Would it be good manners to take a second helping of anything if you wanted to very much?”

But everything has to end, even the nights before the day you're invited for tea at the manse. The morning, despite Matthew's predictions, was lovely and Anne's spirits were at their highest. “Oh, Marilla, there’s something in me today that makes me love everyone I see,” she exclaimed while she washed the breakfast dishes. “You don’t know how good I feel! Wouldn’t it be nice if it could last? I really think I could be a great kid if someone invited me out for tea every day. But oh, Marilla, it’s a serious occasion too. I feel so nervous. What if I don’t behave properly? You know I’ve never had tea at a manse before, and I’m not sure I know all the etiquette rules, even though I’ve been studying the ones in the Etiquette Department of the Family Herald since I came here. I’m so scared I’ll do something embarrassing or forget to do something I should. Would it be good manners to take a second helping of anything if you really wanted to very much?”

“The trouble with you, Anne, is that you’re thinking too much about yourself. You should just think of Mrs. Allan and what would be nicest and most agreeable to her,” said Marilla, hitting for once in her life on a very sound and pithy piece of advice. Anne instantly realized this.

“The problem with you, Anne, is that you’re too focused on yourself. You should just think about Mrs. Allan and what would be best and most pleasant for her,” said Marilla, finally hitting on a very wise and concise piece of advice. Anne immediately understood this.

“You are right, Marilla. I’ll try not to think about myself at all.”

“You're right, Marilla. I'll try not to think about myself at all.”

Anne evidently got through her visit without any serious breach of “etiquette,” for she came home through the twilight, under a great, high-sprung sky gloried over with trails of saffron and rosy cloud, in a beatified state of mind and told Marilla all about it happily, sitting on the big red-sandstone slab at the kitchen door with her tired curly head in Marilla’s gingham lap.

Anne clearly managed her visit without any major violations of "etiquette," because she returned home in the twilight, beneath a vast, elevated sky adorned with streaks of saffron and pink clouds, in a blissful mood. She happily recounted everything to Marilla, sitting on the large red-sandstone slab at the kitchen door with her tired, curly head resting in Marilla’s gingham lap.

A cool wind was blowing down over the long harvest fields from the rims of firry western hills and whistling through the poplars. One clear star hung over the orchard and the fireflies were flitting over in Lover’s Lane, in and out among the ferns and rustling boughs. Anne watched them as she talked and somehow felt that wind and stars and fireflies were all tangled up together into something unutterably sweet and enchanting.

A cool breeze was blowing down over the long harvest fields from the edge of the fir-covered western hills, whistling through the poplar trees. One bright star hung over the orchard, and fireflies fluttered in Lover’s Lane, weaving in and out among the ferns and rustling branches. As Anne spoke, she watched them and somehow felt that the wind, stars, and fireflies were all intertwined into something indescribably sweet and magical.

“Oh, Marilla, I’ve had a most fascinating time. I feel that I have not lived in vain and I shall always feel like that even if I should never be invited to tea at a manse again. When I got there Mrs. Allan met me at the door. She was dressed in the sweetest dress of pale-pink organdy, with dozens of frills and elbow sleeves, and she looked just like a seraph. I really think I’d like to be a minister’s wife when I grow up, Marilla. A minister mightn’t mind my red hair because he wouldn’t be thinking of such worldly things. But then of course one would have to be naturally good and I’ll never be that, so I suppose there’s no use in thinking about it. Some people are naturally good, you know, and others are not. I’m one of the others. Mrs. Lynde says I’m full of original sin. No matter how hard I try to be good I can never make such a success of it as those who are naturally good. It’s a good deal like geometry, I expect. But don’t you think the trying so hard ought to count for something? Mrs. Allan is one of the naturally good people. I love her passionately. You know there are some people, like Matthew and Mrs. Allan that you can love right off without any trouble. And there are others, like Mrs. Lynde, that you have to try very hard to love. You know you ought to love them because they know so much and are such active workers in the church, but you have to keep reminding yourself of it all the time or else you forget. There was another little girl at the manse to tea, from the White Sands Sunday-school. Her name was Laurette Bradley, and she was a very nice little girl. Not exactly a kindred spirit, you know, but still very nice. We had an elegant tea, and I think I kept all the rules of etiquette pretty well. After tea Mrs. Allan played and sang and she got Lauretta and me to sing too. Mrs. Allan says I have a good voice and she says I must sing in the Sunday-school choir after this. You can’t think how I was thrilled at the mere thought. I’ve longed so to sing in the Sunday-school choir, as Diana does, but I feared it was an honor I could never aspire to. Lauretta had to go home early because there is a big concert in the White Sands Hotel tonight and her sister is to recite at it. Lauretta says that the Americans at the hotel give a concert every fortnight in aid of the Charlottetown hospital, and they ask lots of the White Sands people to recite. Lauretta said she expected to be asked herself someday. I just gazed at her in awe. After she had gone Mrs. Allan and I had a heart-to-heart talk. I told her everything—about Mrs. Thomas and the twins and Katie Maurice and Violetta and coming to Green Gables and my troubles over geometry. And would you believe it, Marilla? Mrs. Allan told me she was a dunce at geometry too. You don’t know how that encouraged me. Mrs. Lynde came to the manse just before I left, and what do you think, Marilla? The trustees have hired a new teacher and it’s a lady. Her name is Miss Muriel Stacy. Isn’t that a romantic name? Mrs. Lynde says they’ve never had a female teacher in Avonlea before and she thinks it is a dangerous innovation. But I think it will be splendid to have a lady teacher, and I really don’t see how I’m going to live through the two weeks before school begins. I’m so impatient to see her.”

“Oh, Marilla, I’ve had the most amazing time. I feel like I haven’t lived in vain, and I’ll always feel that way even if I never get invited to tea at a manse again. When I arrived, Mrs. Allan greeted me at the door. She was wearing the prettiest pale-pink organdy dress with lots of frills and elbow sleeves, and she looked just like an angel. I really think I’d like to be a minister’s wife when I grow up, Marilla. A minister might not mind my red hair since he wouldn’t be thinking about such worldly things. But of course, one would have to be naturally good, and I know I’ll never be that, so I guess it’s pointless to think about it. Some people are naturally good, you know, and others are not. I’m one of the others. Mrs. Lynde says I’m full of original sin. No matter how hard I try to be good, I can never succeed as much as those who are naturally good. It’s a lot like geometry, I suppose. But don’t you think the effort should count for something? Mrs. Allan is one of those naturally good people. I adore her. You know there are some people, like Matthew and Mrs. Allan, that you can love right away without any trouble. And then there are others, like Mrs. Lynde, that you really have to work hard to love. You know you should love them because they know so much and are such active participants in the church, but you have to keep reminding yourself of that or you just forget. There was another little girl at the manse for tea, from the White Sands Sunday-school. Her name was Laurette Bradley, and she was a very nice girl. Not exactly a kindred spirit, you know, but still very nice. We had a lovely tea, and I think I followed all the etiquette rules pretty well. After tea, Mrs. Allan played and sang, and she got Lauretta and me to sing too. Mrs. Allan says I have a good voice, and she says I should join the Sunday-school choir from now on. You can’t imagine how thrilled I was just thinking about it. I’ve longed to sing in the Sunday-school choir, like Diana does, but I thought it was an honor I could never achieve. Lauretta had to leave early because there’s a big concert at the White Sands Hotel tonight, and her sister is reciting in it. Lauretta says that the Americans at the hotel put on a concert every two weeks to raise money for the Charlottetown hospital, and they ask many of the White Sands people to recite. Lauretta said she hopes to be asked herself someday. I just stared at her in awe. After she left, Mrs. Allan and I had a heart-to-heart talk. I told her everything—about Mrs. Thomas and the twins and Katie Maurice and Violetta, coming to Green Gables, and my struggles with geometry. And would you believe it, Marilla? Mrs. Allan told me she was bad at geometry too. You don’t know how much that encouraged me. Mrs. Lynde came to the manse just before I left, and guess what, Marilla? The trustees have hired a new teacher, and it’s a woman! Her name is Miss Muriel Stacy. Isn’t that a romantic name? Mrs. Lynde says they’ve never had a female teacher in Avonlea before, and she thinks it’s a risky change. But I think it will be wonderful to have a lady teacher, and honestly, I don’t know how I’m going to survive the two weeks before school starts. I’m so excited to meet her.”


CHAPTER XXIII.
Anne Comes to Grief in an Affair of Honor

ANNE had to live through more than two weeks, as it happened. Almost a month having elapsed since the liniment cake episode, it was high time for her to get into fresh trouble of some sort, little mistakes, such as absentmindedly emptying a pan of skim milk into a basket of yarn balls in the pantry instead of into the pigs’ bucket, and walking clean over the edge of the log bridge into the brook while wrapped in imaginative reverie, not really being worth counting.

ANNE had to endure more than two weeks, as it turned out. Almost a month had passed since the liniment cake incident, so it was about time for her to get into a new kind of trouble. Small mistakes, like mindlessly dumping a pan of skim milk into a basket of yarn in the pantry instead of into the pigs’ bucket, and walking right off the edge of the log bridge into the stream while lost in thought, didn’t really count as serious issues.

A week after the tea at the manse Diana Barry gave a party.

A week after the tea at the manse, Diana Barry hosted a party.

“Small and select,” Anne assured Marilla. “Just the girls in our class.”

“Small and exclusive,” Anne assured Marilla. “Just the girls from our class.”

They had a very good time and nothing untoward happened until after tea, when they found themselves in the Barry garden, a little tired of all their games and ripe for any enticing form of mischief which might present itself. This presently took the form of “daring.”

They had a great time, and nothing out of the ordinary happened until after tea, when they ended up in the Barry garden, feeling a little tired of all their games and ready for any tempting kind of mischief that might come their way. This soon showed up as “daring.”

Daring was the fashionable amusement among the Avonlea small fry just then. It had begun among the boys, but soon spread to the girls, and all the silly things that were done in Avonlea that summer because the doers thereof were “dared” to do them would fill a book by themselves.

Daring was the trendy pastime among the kids in Avonlea at that time. It started with the boys, but quickly spread to the girls, and all the silly things that happened in Avonlea that summer because the people involved were “dared” to do them would fill a book by itself.

First of all Carrie Sloane dared Ruby Gillis to climb to a certain point in the huge old willow tree before the front door; which Ruby Gillis, albeit in mortal dread of the fat green caterpillars with which said tree was infested and with the fear of her mother before her eyes if she should tear her new muslin dress, nimbly did, to the discomfiture of the aforesaid Carrie Sloane. Then Josie Pye dared Jane Andrews to hop on her left leg around the garden without stopping once or putting her right foot to the ground; which Jane Andrews gamely tried to do, but gave out at the third corner and had to confess herself defeated.

First, Carrie Sloane dared Ruby Gillis to climb a certain height in the huge old willow tree in front of the door. Ruby Gillis, although terrified of the fat green caterpillars that infested the tree and fearful of her mother’s reaction if she tore her new muslin dress, did it nimbly, much to Carrie Sloane's dismay. Then, Josie Pye dared Jane Andrews to hop on her left leg around the garden without stopping or putting her right foot on the ground. Jane Andrews bravely tried to do it, but she gave up at the third corner and had to admit defeat.

Josie’s triumph being rather more pronounced than good taste permitted, Anne Shirley dared her to walk along the top of the board fence which bounded the garden to the east. Now, to “walk” board fences requires more skill and steadiness of head and heel than one might suppose who has never tried it. But Josie Pye, if deficient in some qualities that make for popularity, had at least a natural and inborn gift, duly cultivated, for walking board fences. Josie walked the Barry fence with an airy unconcern which seemed to imply that a little thing like that wasn’t worth a “dare.” Reluctant admiration greeted her exploit, for most of the other girls could appreciate it, having suffered many things themselves in their efforts to walk fences. Josie descended from her perch, flushed with victory, and darted a defiant glance at Anne.

Josie’s victory was much more obvious than good taste allowed, so Anne Shirley challenged her to walk along the top of the board fence that marked the eastern boundary of the garden. Now, to “walk” on board fences takes more skill and balance than someone who hasn’t tried it might think. But Josie Pye, while lacking some traits that contribute to popularity, had a natural talent, honed over time, for walking on fences. Josie moved along the Barry fence with a lightness that suggested that such a feat was hardly worth a “dare.” The other girls watched her with a mix of admiration and envy, as most of them could relate, having faced their own challenges while trying to walk fences. Josie stepped down from her perch, beaming with victory, and shot a defiant look at Anne.

Anne tossed her red braids.

Anne tossed her red hair.

“I don’t think it’s such a very wonderful thing to walk a little, low, board fence,” she said. “I knew a girl in Marysville who could walk the ridgepole of a roof.”

“I don’t think it’s that impressive to walk on a low, wooden fence,” she said. “I knew a girl in Marysville who could walk along the peak of a roof.”

“I don’t believe it,” said Josie flatly. “I don’t believe anybody could walk a ridgepole. You couldn’t, anyhow.”

“I don’t believe it,” Josie said flatly. “I don’t think anyone could walk a ridgepole. You definitely couldn’t.”

“Couldn’t I?” cried Anne rashly.

“Can’t I?” cried Anne rashly.

“Then I dare you to do it,” said Josie defiantly. “I dare you to climb up there and walk the ridgepole of Mr. Barry’s kitchen roof.”

“Then I challenge you to do it,” said Josie boldly. “I dare you to climb up there and walk along the edge of Mr. Barry’s kitchen roof.”

Anne turned pale, but there was clearly only one thing to be done. She walked toward the house, where a ladder was leaning against the kitchen roof. All the fifth-class girls said, “Oh!” partly in excitement, partly in dismay.

Anne turned pale, but it was obvious that there was only one thing to do. She walked toward the house, where a ladder was propped against the kitchen roof. All the fifth-grade girls exclaimed, “Oh!” both in excitement and in dismay.

“Don’t you do it, Anne,” entreated Diana. “You’ll fall off and be killed. Never mind Josie Pye. It isn’t fair to dare anybody to do anything so dangerous.”

“Don’t do it, Anne,” Diana pleaded. “You could fall and get hurt. Forget about Josie Pye. It’s not right to challenge anyone to do something so risky.”

“I must do it. My honor is at stake,” said Anne solemnly. “I shall walk that ridgepole, Diana, or perish in the attempt. If I am killed you are to have my pearl bead ring.”

“I have to do it. My honor is on the line,” Anne said seriously. “I will walk that ridgepole, Diana, or die trying. If I don’t make it, you’re getting my pearl bead ring.”

Anne climbed the ladder amid breathless silence, gained the ridgepole, balanced herself uprightly on that precarious footing, and started to walk along it, dizzily conscious that she was uncomfortably high up in the world and that walking ridgepoles was not a thing in which your imagination helped you out much. Nevertheless, she managed to take several steps before the catastrophe came. Then she swayed, lost her balance, stumbled, staggered, and fell, sliding down over the sun-baked roof and crashing off it through the tangle of Virginia creeper beneath—all before the dismayed circle below could give a simultaneous, terrified shriek.

Anne climbed the ladder in complete silence, reached the ridgepole, steadied herself on the wobbly surface, and began to walk along it, acutely aware that she was uncomfortably high up and that walking on ridgepoles wasn’t exactly something your imagination could help with. Still, she managed to take several steps before disaster struck. Then she wobbled, lost her balance, stumbled, staggered, and fell, sliding down the sun-baked roof and crashing through the tangle of Virginia creeper below—all before the shocked crowd below could let out a simultaneous, terrified scream.

If Anne had tumbled off the roof on the side up which she had ascended Diana would probably have fallen heir to the pearl bead ring then and there. Fortunately she fell on the other side, where the roof extended down over the porch so nearly to the ground that a fall therefrom was a much less serious thing. Nevertheless, when Diana and the other girls had rushed frantically around the house—except Ruby Gillis, who remained as if rooted to the ground and went into hysterics—they found Anne lying all white and limp among the wreck and ruin of the Virginia creeper.

If Anne had fallen off the roof on the side she had climbed, Diana would probably have inherited the pearl bead ring right then and there. Luckily, she fell on the other side, where the roof sloped down over the porch so close to the ground that falling from there was much less serious. Still, when Diana and the other girls rushed frantically around the house—except for Ruby Gillis, who stood frozen in place and went into hysterics—they found Anne lying pale and limp among the wreckage of the Virginia creeper.

“Anne, are you killed?” shrieked Diana, throwing herself on her knees beside her friend. “Oh, Anne, dear Anne, speak just one word to me and tell me if you’re killed.”

“Anne, are you dead?” screamed Diana, dropping to her knees next to her friend. “Oh, Anne, dear Anne, just say one word to me and tell me if you’re dead.”

To the immense relief of all the girls, and especially of Josie Pye, who, in spite of lack of imagination, had been seized with horrible visions of a future branded as the girl who was the cause of Anne Shirley’s early and tragic death, Anne sat dizzily up and answered uncertainly:

To the huge relief of all the girls, especially Josie Pye, who, despite her lack of imagination, had been haunted by terrible thoughts of becoming known as the girl responsible for Anne Shirley’s early and tragic death, Anne sat up dizzy and answered hesitantly:

“No, Diana, I am not killed, but I think I am rendered unconscious.”

“No, Diana, I’m not dead, but I think I’m knocked out.”

“Where?” sobbed Carrie Sloane. “Oh, where, Anne?” Before Anne could answer Mrs. Barry appeared on the scene. At sight of her Anne tried to scramble to her feet, but sank back again with a sharp little cry of pain.

“Where?” cried Carrie Sloane. “Oh, where, Anne?” Before Anne could respond, Mrs. Barry showed up. When Anne saw her, she tried to get up, but sank back down with a sharp little cry of pain.

“What’s the matter? Where have you hurt yourself?” demanded Mrs. Barry.

"What's wrong? Where did you hurt yourself?" asked Mrs. Barry.

“My ankle,” gasped Anne. “Oh, Diana, please find your father and ask him to take me home. I know I can never walk there. And I’m sure I couldn’t hop so far on one foot when Jane couldn’t even hop around the garden.”

“My ankle,” gasped Anne. “Oh, Diana, please find your dad and ask him to take me home. I know I can’t walk there. And I’m sure I couldn’t hop that far on one foot when Jane couldn’t even hop around the garden.”

Marilla was out in the orchard picking a panful of summer apples when she saw Mr. Barry coming over the log bridge and up the slope, with Mrs. Barry beside him and a whole procession of little girls trailing after him. In his arms he carried Anne, whose head lay limply against his shoulder.

Marilla was in the orchard picking a panful of summer apples when she saw Mr. Barry coming over the log bridge and up the slope, with Mrs. Barry next to him and a whole line of little girls following behind. In his arms, he carried Anne, whose head lay limply against his shoulder.

At that moment Marilla had a revelation. In the sudden stab of fear that pierced her very heart she realized what Anne had come to mean to her. She would have admitted that she liked Anne—nay, that she was very fond of Anne. But now she knew as she hurried wildly down the slope that Anne was dearer to her than anything else on earth.

At that moment, Marilla had a realization. In the sudden jolt of fear that hit her heart, she understood what Anne had come to mean to her. She would have said that she liked Anne—actually, that she was very fond of her. But now, as she rushed down the slope, she knew that Anne was more precious to her than anything else in the world.

“Mr. Barry, what has happened to her?” she gasped, more white and shaken than the self-contained, sensible Marilla had been for many years.

“Mr. Barry, what happened to her?” she gasped, looking more pale and shaken than the composed, rational Marilla had been in many years.

Anne herself answered, lifting her head.

Anne herself replied, lifting her head.

“Don’t be very frightened, Marilla. I was walking the ridgepole and I fell off. I expect I have sprained my ankle. But, Marilla, I might have broken my neck. Let us look on the bright side of things.”

“Don’t be too scared, Marilla. I was walking on the roof and I fell off. I think I’ve sprained my ankle. But, Marilla, I could have broken my neck. Let’s look on the bright side of things.”

“I might have known you’d go and do something of the sort when I let you go to that party,” said Marilla, sharp and shrewish in her very relief. “Bring her in here, Mr. Barry, and lay her on the sofa. Mercy me, the child has gone and fainted!”

“I should have known you’d pull something like this when I let you go to that party,” Marilla said, sounding harsh and nagging, even though she was relieved. “Bring her in here, Mr. Barry, and lay her on the sofa. Goodness, the poor girl has fainted!”

It was quite true. Overcome by the pain of her injury, Anne had one more of her wishes granted to her. She had fainted dead away.

It was completely true. Overwhelmed by the pain from her injury, Anne had one more of her wishes fulfilled. She had fainted right away.

Matthew, hastily summoned from the harvest field, was straightway dispatched for the doctor, who in due time came, to discover that the injury was more serious than they had supposed. Anne’s ankle was broken.

Matthew, quickly called in from the fields, was sent right away to get the doctor, who arrived in due time to find out that the injury was more serious than they had thought. Anne’s ankle was broken.

That night, when Marilla went up to the east gable, where a white-faced girl was lying, a plaintive voice greeted her from the bed.

That night, when Marilla went up to the east gable, where a pale girl was lying, a sad voice greeted her from the bed.

“Aren’t you very sorry for me, Marilla?”

“Aren’t you really sorry for me, Marilla?”

“It was your own fault,” said Marilla, twitching down the blind and lighting a lamp.

“It was your own fault,” Marilla said, pulling down the shade and turning on a lamp.

“And that is just why you should be sorry for me,” said Anne, “because the thought that it is all my own fault is what makes it so hard. If I could blame it on anybody I would feel so much better. But what would you have done, Marilla, if you had been dared to walk a ridgepole?”

“And that’s exactly why you should feel sorry for me,” said Anne, “because the idea that it’s all my fault makes it so much harder. If I could blame someone else, I would feel a lot better. But what would you have done, Marilla, if someone dared you to walk along a ridgepole?”

“I’d have stayed on good firm ground and let them dare away. Such absurdity!” said Marilla.

“I would have stayed on solid ground and let them take their chances. What nonsense!” said Marilla.

Anne sighed.

Anne sighed.

“But you have such strength of mind, Marilla. I haven’t. I just felt that I couldn’t bear Josie Pye’s scorn. She would have crowed over me all my life. And I think I have been punished so much that you needn’t be very cross with me, Marilla. It’s not a bit nice to faint, after all. And the doctor hurt me dreadfully when he was setting my ankle. I won’t be able to go around for six or seven weeks and I’ll miss the new lady teacher. She won’t be new any more by the time I’m able to go to school. And Gil—everybody will get ahead of me in class. Oh, I am an afflicted mortal. But I’ll try to bear it all bravely if only you won’t be cross with me, Marilla.”

“But you have such strength of mind, Marilla. I don’t. I just felt like I couldn’t handle Josie Pye’s scorn. She would have bragged about it for the rest of my life. And I think I’ve been punished enough that you don’t need to be too upset with me, Marilla. It’s really not nice to faint, after all. And the doctor really hurt me when he was setting my ankle. I won’t be able to get around for six or seven weeks, and I’ll miss the new lady teacher. By the time I’m back in school, she won’t be new anymore. And Gil—everyone will get ahead of me in class. Oh, I am truly unfortunate. But I’ll try to handle it all bravely if you just won’t be mad at me, Marilla.”

“There, there, I’m not cross,” said Marilla. “You’re an unlucky child, there’s no doubt about that; but as you say, you’ll have the suffering of it. Here now, try and eat some supper.”

“It's okay, I'm not mad,” Marilla said. “You’re an unfortunate kid, that’s for sure; but as you said, you’ll have to deal with the consequences. Now, come on, try to eat some dinner.”

“Isn’t it fortunate I’ve got such an imagination?” said Anne. “It will help me through splendidly, I expect. What do people who haven’t any imagination do when they break their bones, do you suppose, Marilla?”

“Isn’t it lucky that I have such an imagination?” said Anne. “I think it will help me a lot. What do you think people without any imagination do when they break their bones, Marilla?”

Anne had good reason to bless her imagination many a time and oft during the tedious seven weeks that followed. But she was not solely dependent on it. She had many visitors and not a day passed without one or more of the schoolgirls dropping in to bring her flowers and books and tell her all the happenings in the juvenile world of Avonlea.

Anne had plenty of reasons to be thankful for her imagination numerous times during the long seven weeks that followed. But she didn’t rely on it alone. She had many visitors, and not a day went by without one or more of the schoolgirls stopping by to bring her flowers and books and fill her in on everything happening in the youthful world of Avonlea.

“Everybody has been so good and kind, Marilla,” sighed Anne happily, on the day when she could first limp across the floor. “It isn’t very pleasant to be laid up; but there is a bright side to it, Marilla. You find out how many friends you have. Why, even Superintendent Bell came to see me, and he’s really a very fine man. Not a kindred spirit, of course; but still I like him and I’m awfully sorry I ever criticized his prayers. I believe now he really does mean them, only he has got into the habit of saying them as if he didn’t. He could get over that if he’d take a little trouble. I gave him a good broad hint. I told him how hard I tried to make my own little private prayers interesting. He told me all about the time he broke his ankle when he was a boy. It does seem so strange to think of Superintendent Bell ever being a boy. Even my imagination has its limits, for I can’t imagine that. When I try to imagine him as a boy I see him with gray whiskers and spectacles, just as he looks in Sunday-school, only small. Now, it’s so easy to imagine Mrs. Allan as a little girl. Mrs. Allan has been to see me fourteen times. Isn’t that something to be proud of, Marilla? When a minister’s wife has so many claims on her time! She is such a cheerful person to have visit you, too. She never tells you it’s your own fault and she hopes you’ll be a better girl on account of it. Mrs. Lynde always told me that when she came to see me; and she said it in a kind of way that made me feel she might hope I’d be a better girl but didn’t really believe I would. Even Josie Pye came to see me. I received her as politely as I could, because I think she was sorry she dared me to walk a ridgepole. If I had been killed she would had to carry a dark burden of remorse all her life. Diana has been a faithful friend. She’s been over every day to cheer my lonely pillow. But oh, I shall be so glad when I can go to school for I’ve heard such exciting things about the new teacher. The girls all think she is perfectly sweet. Diana says she has the loveliest fair curly hair and such fascinating eyes. She dresses beautifully, and her sleeve puffs are bigger than anybody else’s in Avonlea. Every other Friday afternoon she has recitations and everybody has to say a piece or take part in a dialogue. Oh, it’s just glorious to think of it. Josie Pye says she hates it but that is just because Josie has so little imagination. Diana and Ruby Gillis and Jane Andrews are preparing a dialogue, called ‘A Morning Visit,’ for next Friday. And the Friday afternoons they don’t have recitations Miss Stacy takes them all to the woods for a ‘field’ day and they study ferns and flowers and birds. And they have physical culture exercises every morning and evening. Mrs. Lynde says she never heard of such goings on and it all comes of having a lady teacher. But I think it must be splendid and I believe I shall find that Miss Stacy is a kindred spirit.”

“Everyone has been so nice and kind, Marilla,” Anne said happily, on the day she could finally limp across the floor. “It’s not very fun to be stuck at home; but there’s a positive side to it, Marilla. You discover how many friends you have. Even Superintendent Bell came to visit me, and he’s actually a really great guy. Not a kindred spirit, of course; but I still like him and I feel really bad for ever criticizing his prayers. I believe now he genuinely means them, even if he’s gotten into the habit of saying them like he doesn’t. He could change that if he put in a little effort. I dropped him a big hint. I told him how hard I try to make my own private prayers interesting. He shared a story about the time he broke his ankle as a kid. It seems so strange to think of Superintendent Bell ever being a kid. Even my imagination has its limits because I can’t picture that. When I try to imagine him as a boy, I see him with gray whiskers and glasses, just like he looks in Sunday school, only smaller. Now, it’s so easy to picture Mrs. Allan as a little girl. Mrs. Allan has visited me fourteen times. Isn’t that something to be proud of, Marilla? With so many demands on her time as a minister’s wife! She’s such a cheerful person to have around, too. She never tells you it’s your fault and hopes you’ll be a better girl because of it. Mrs. Lynde always told me that when she visited; and she said it in a way that made me feel like she might hope I’d be a better girl but didn’t really believe I would. Even Josie Pye came to see me. I received her as politely as I could because I think she felt bad for daring me to walk a ridgepole. If I had been killed, she would have had to carry a heavy burden of guilt for the rest of her life. Diana has been a loyal friend. She’s come over every day to lighten my lonely moments. But oh, I’ll be so glad when I can go to school because I’ve heard such exciting things about the new teacher. The girls all think she’s absolutely wonderful. Diana says she has the prettiest fair curly hair and the most captivating eyes. She dresses beautifully, and her sleeve puffs are bigger than anyone else’s in Avonlea. Every other Friday afternoon, she has recitations, and everyone has to recite a piece or take part in a dialogue. Oh, it’s just wonderful to think about. Josie Pye says she hates it, but that’s just because Josie has such a limited imagination. Diana, Ruby Gillis, and Jane Andrews are preparing a dialogue called ‘A Morning Visit’ for next Friday. And on the Friday afternoons they don’t have recitations, Miss Stacy takes them all to the woods for a ‘field’ day where they study ferns, flowers, and birds. They also have physical education exercises every morning and evening. Mrs. Lynde says she’s never heard of such activities, and it’s all because they have a lady teacher. But I think it must be amazing, and I believe I’ll find that Miss Stacy is a kindred spirit.”

“There’s one thing plain to be seen, Anne,” said Marilla, “and that is that your fall off the Barry roof hasn’t injured your tongue at all.”

“There’s one thing that’s clear, Anne,” said Marilla, “and that is that your fall from the Barry roof hasn’t hurt your tongue one bit.”


CHAPTER XXIV.
Miss Stacy and Her Pupils Get Up a Concert

IT was October again when Anne was ready to go back to school—a glorious October, all red and gold, with mellow mornings when the valleys were filled with delicate mists as if the spirit of autumn had poured them in for the sun to drain—amethyst, pearl, silver, rose, and smoke-blue. The dews were so heavy that the fields glistened like cloth of silver and there were such heaps of rustling leaves in the hollows of many-stemmed woods to run crisply through. The Birch Path was a canopy of yellow and the ferns were sear and brown all along it. There was a tang in the very air that inspired the hearts of small maidens tripping, unlike snails, swiftly and willingly to school; and it was jolly to be back again at the little brown desk beside Diana, with Ruby Gillis nodding across the aisle and Carrie Sloane sending up notes and Julia Bell passing a “chew” of gum down from the back seat. Anne drew a long breath of happiness as she sharpened her pencil and arranged her picture cards in her desk. Life was certainly very interesting.

It was October again when Anne was ready to go back to school—a beautiful October, full of red and gold, with warm mornings when the valleys were filled with soft mists as if autumn had sprinkled them in for the sun to evaporate—amethyst, pearl, silver, rose, and smoke-blue. The dew was so heavy that the fields shimmered like silver fabric, and there were piles of rustling leaves in the hollows of the many-stemmed woods to run through. The Birch Path was a canopy of yellow, and the ferns were dry and brown all along it. There was a freshness in the air that inspired little girls to skip eagerly to school, rather than slowly like snails; and it was exciting to be back at the little brown desk beside Diana, with Ruby Gillis nodding across the aisle and Carrie Sloane sending up notes and Julia Bell passing a piece of gum from the back seat. Anne took a deep breath of happiness as she sharpened her pencil and organized her picture cards in her desk. Life was definitely very interesting.

In the new teacher she found another true and helpful friend. Miss Stacy was a bright, sympathetic young woman with the happy gift of winning and holding the affections of her pupils and bringing out the best that was in them mentally and morally. Anne expanded like a flower under this wholesome influence and carried home to the admiring Matthew and the critical Marilla glowing accounts of schoolwork and aims.

In the new teacher, she discovered another genuine and supportive friend. Miss Stacy was a bright, understanding young woman who had a wonderful ability to earn and keep the affection of her students, helping them bring out the best in themselves both intellectually and morally. Anne flourished like a flower under this positive influence and shared enthusiastic stories about her schoolwork and goals with the admiring Matthew and the discerning Marilla.

“I love Miss Stacy with my whole heart, Marilla. She is so ladylike and she has such a sweet voice. When she pronounces my name I feel instinctively that she’s spelling it with an E. We had recitations this afternoon. I just wish you could have been there to hear me recite ‘Mary, Queen of Scots.’ I just put my whole soul into it. Ruby Gillis told me coming home that the way I said the line, ‘Now for my father’s arm,’ she said, ‘my woman’s heart farewell,’ just made her blood run cold.”

“I love Miss Stacy with all my heart, Marilla. She’s so elegant and has such a sweet voice. When she says my name, I can just tell she’s spelling it with an E. We had recitations this afternoon. I really wish you could have been there to hear me recite ‘Mary, Queen of Scots.’ I poured my whole soul into it. Ruby Gillis told me on the way home that when I said the line, ‘Now for my father’s arm,’ she said, ‘my woman’s heart farewell,’ it sent chills down her spine.”

“Well now, you might recite it for me some of these days, out in the barn,” suggested Matthew.

“Well, you could recite it for me sometime soon, out in the barn,” suggested Matthew.

“Of course I will,” said Anne meditatively, “but I won’t be able to do it so well, I know. It won’t be so exciting as it is when you have a whole schoolful before you hanging breathlessly on your words. I know I won’t be able to make your blood run cold.”

“Of course I will,” Anne said thoughtfully, “but I know I won’t do it as well. It won’t be as thrilling as when you have an entire school full of students hanging on your every word. I know I won’t be able to make your blood run cold.”

“Mrs. Lynde says it made her blood run cold to see the boys climbing to the very tops of those big trees on Bell’s hill after crows’ nests last Friday,” said Marilla. “I wonder at Miss Stacy for encouraging it.”

“Mrs. Lynde says it made her blood run cold to see the boys climbing to the very tops of those big trees on Bell’s hill after crows’ nests last Friday,” said Marilla. “I wonder about Miss Stacy for encouraging it.”

“But we wanted a crow’s nest for nature study,” explained Anne. “That was on our field afternoon. Field afternoons are splendid, Marilla. And Miss Stacy explains everything so beautifully. We have to write compositions on our field afternoons and I write the best ones.”

“But we wanted a crow’s nest for studying nature,” Anne explained. “That was part of our field afternoon. Field afternoons are amazing, Marilla. And Miss Stacy explains everything so well. We have to write essays about our field afternoons, and I write the best ones.”

“It’s very vain of you to say so then. You’d better let your teacher say it.”

“It’s really conceited of you to say that. You should let your teacher say it instead.”

“But she did say it, Marilla. And indeed I’m not vain about it. How can I be, when I’m such a dunce at geometry? Although I’m really beginning to see through it a little, too. Miss Stacy makes it so clear. Still, I’ll never be good at it and I assure you it is a humbling reflection. But I love writing compositions. Mostly Miss Stacy lets us choose our own subjects; but next week we are to write a composition on some remarkable person. It’s hard to choose among so many remarkable people who have lived. Mustn’t it be splendid to be remarkable and have compositions written about you after you’re dead? Oh, I would dearly love to be remarkable. I think when I grow up I’ll be a trained nurse and go with the Red Crosses to the field of battle as a messenger of mercy. That is, if I don’t go out as a foreign missionary. That would be very romantic, but one would have to be very good to be a missionary, and that would be a stumbling block. We have physical culture exercises every day, too. They make you graceful and promote digestion.”

“But she did say it, Marilla. And honestly, I'm not vain about it. How can I be, when I'm such a klutz at geometry? Although I’m really starting to understand it a bit more, too. Miss Stacy explains it so well. Still, I’ll never be great at it, and I promise you it's a humbling thought. But I love writing essays. Mostly, Miss Stacy lets us pick our own topics, but next week we have to write an essay on some remarkable person. It’s tough to choose among so many amazing people who have lived. Isn’t it wonderful to be remarkable and have essays written about you after you’re gone? Oh, I would absolutely love to be remarkable. I think when I grow up I’ll become a trained nurse and go with the Red Cross to the battlefield as a messenger of mercy. That is, if I don’t end up as a foreign missionary. That would be very romantic, but you have to be really good to be a missionary, and that could be a problem. We also have physical education exercises every day, too. They help you be graceful and improve digestion.”

“Promote fiddlesticks!” said Marilla, who honestly thought it was all nonsense.

“Promote fiddlesticks!” said Marilla, who genuinely believed it was all nonsense.

But all the field afternoons and recitation Fridays and physical culture contortions paled before a project which Miss Stacy brought forward in November. This was that the scholars of Avonlea school should get up a concert and hold it in the hall on Christmas Night, for the laudable purpose of helping to pay for a schoolhouse flag. The pupils one and all taking graciously to this plan, the preparations for a program were begun at once. And of all the excited performers-elect none was so excited as Anne Shirley, who threw herself into the undertaking heart and soul, hampered as she was by Marilla’s disapproval. Marilla thought it all rank foolishness.

But all the afternoons spent in the field, Fridays filled with recitations, and physical culture exercises faded in comparison to a project Miss Stacy proposed in November. She suggested that the students of Avonlea school organize a concert and hold it in the hall on Christmas Night, with the noble goal of raising money for a schoolhouse flag. The students all embraced this idea, and preparations for the program started immediately. Among all the excited performers, none was more enthusiastic than Anne Shirley, who dove into the project with all her heart, even though Marilla disapproved. Marilla considered it all to be foolishness.

“It’s just filling your heads up with nonsense and taking time that ought to be put on your lessons,” she grumbled. “I don’t approve of children’s getting up concerts and racing about to practices. It makes them vain and forward and fond of gadding.”

“It’s just filling your heads with nonsense and taking time that should be spent on your lessons,” she complained. “I don’t like kids organizing concerts and running around to rehearsals. It makes them conceited and overly confident and eager to socialize.”

“But think of the worthy object,” pleaded Anne. “A flag will cultivate a spirit of patriotism, Marilla.”

“But think about the important goal,” Anne urged. “A flag will foster a sense of patriotism, Marilla.”

“Fudge! There’s precious little patriotism in the thoughts of any of you. All you want is a good time.”

“Seriously? There’s hardly any patriotism in any of your thoughts. All you care about is having a good time.”

“Well, when you can combine patriotism and fun, isn’t it all right? Of course it’s real nice to be getting up a concert. We’re going to have six choruses and Diana is to sing a solo. I’m in two dialogues—‘The Society for the Suppression of Gossip’ and ‘The Fairy Queen.’ The boys are going to have a dialogue too. And I’m to have two recitations, Marilla. I just tremble when I think of it, but it’s a nice thrilly kind of tremble. And we’re to have a tableau at the last—‘Faith, Hope and Charity.’ Diana and Ruby and I are to be in it, all draped in white with flowing hair. I’m to be Hope, with my hands clasped—so—and my eyes uplifted. I’m going to practice my recitations in the garret. Don’t be alarmed if you hear me groaning. I have to groan heartrendingly in one of them, and it’s really hard to get up a good artistic groan, Marilla. Josie Pye is sulky because she didn’t get the part she wanted in the dialogue. She wanted to be the fairy queen. That would have been ridiculous, for who ever heard of a fairy queen as fat as Josie? Fairy queens must be slender. Jane Andrews is to be the queen and I am to be one of her maids of honor. Josie says she thinks a red-haired fairy is just as ridiculous as a fat one, but I do not let myself mind what Josie says. I’m to have a wreath of white roses on my hair and Ruby Gillis is going to lend me her slippers because I haven’t any of my own. It’s necessary for fairies to have slippers, you know. You couldn’t imagine a fairy wearing boots, could you? Especially with copper toes? We are going to decorate the hall with creeping spruce and fir mottoes with pink tissue-paper roses in them. And we are all to march in two by two after the audience is seated, while Emma White plays a march on the organ. Oh, Marilla, I know you are not so enthusiastic about it as I am, but don’t you hope your little Anne will distinguish herself?”

“Well, when you can mix patriotism and fun, isn’t that great? Of course, it’s really nice to be organizing a concert. We’re going to have six choruses, and Diana is going to sing a solo. I’m in two dialogues—‘The Society for the Suppression of Gossip’ and ‘The Fairy Queen.’ The boys are going to have a dialogue too, and I’m doing two recitations, Marilla. I just shake thinking about it, but it’s a nice thrilling kind of shake. We’re also having a tableau at the end—‘Faith, Hope and Charity.’ Diana, Ruby, and I will be in it, all draped in white with flowing hair. I’m going to be Hope, with my hands clasped—like this—and my eyes raised. I’ll practice my recitations in the attic. Don’t be alarmed if you hear me groaning. I have to groan dramatically in one of them, and it’s really hard to come up with a good artistic groan, Marilla. Josie Pye is sulking because she didn’t get the part she wanted in the dialogue. She wanted to be the fairy queen. That would have been silly, because who ever heard of a fairy queen as fat as Josie? Fairy queens have to be slender. Jane Andrews is going to be the queen and I’m going to be one of her maids of honor. Josie says she thinks a red-haired fairy is just as ridiculous as a fat one, but I don’t let myself care what Josie says. I’ll have a wreath of white roses in my hair, and Ruby Gillis is going to lend me her slippers because I don’t have any of my own. Fairies need to have slippers, you know. You couldn’t imagine a fairy wearing boots, could you? Especially with copper toes? We’re going to decorate the hall with creeping spruce and fir with pink tissue-paper roses in them. And we’re all going to march in two by two after the audience is seated, while Emma White plays a march on the organ. Oh, Marilla, I know you’re not as excited about it as I am, but don’t you hope your little Anne will shine?”

“All I hope is that you’ll behave yourself. I’ll be heartily glad when all this fuss is over and you’ll be able to settle down. You are simply good for nothing just now with your head stuffed full of dialogues and groans and tableaus. As for your tongue, it’s a marvel it’s not clean worn out.”

“All I hope is that you’ll act right. I’ll be really happy when all this drama is over and you can finally settle down. Right now, you’re just no good with your head filled with dialogues, groans, and dramatic scenes. Honestly, it’s a wonder your tongue isn’t completely worn out.”

Anne sighed and betook herself to the back yard, over which a young new moon was shining through the leafless poplar boughs from an apple-green western sky, and where Matthew was splitting wood. Anne perched herself on a block and talked the concert over with him, sure of an appreciative and sympathetic listener in this instance at least.

Anne sighed and headed to the backyard, where a young crescent moon was shining through the bare poplar branches against an apple-green western sky, and where Matthew was splitting wood. Anne sat on a block and chatted with him about the concert, confident she had an understanding and supportive listener in this case at least.

“Well now, I reckon it’s going to be a pretty good concert. And I expect you’ll do your part fine,” he said, smiling down into her eager, vivacious little face. Anne smiled back at him. Those two were the best of friends and Matthew thanked his stars many a time and oft that he had nothing to do with bringing her up. That was Marilla’s exclusive duty; if it had been his he would have been worried over frequent conflicts between inclination and said duty. As it was, he was free to, “spoil Anne”—Marilla’s phrasing—as much as he liked. But it was not such a bad arrangement after all; a little “appreciation” sometimes does quite as much good as all the conscientious “bringing up” in the world.

“Well, I think it’s going to be a pretty good concert. And I expect you’ll do your part really well,” he said, smiling down at her eager, lively little face. Anne smiled back at him. They were the best of friends, and Matthew often thanked his lucky stars that he had no part in raising her. That was Marilla’s responsibility; if it had been his, he would have worried about frequent conflicts between what he wanted to do and his obligations. As it was, he was free to “spoil Anne”—as Marilla put it—as much as he wanted. But it wasn't such a bad arrangement after all; a little “appreciation” sometimes does just as much good as all the diligent “raising” in the world.


CHAPTER XXV.
Matthew Insists on Puffed Sleeves

MATTHEW was having a bad ten minutes of it. He had come into the kitchen, in the twilight of a cold, gray December evening, and had sat down in the woodbox corner to take off his heavy boots, unconscious of the fact that Anne and a bevy of her schoolmates were having a practice of “The Fairy Queen” in the sitting room. Presently they came trooping through the hall and out into the kitchen, laughing and chattering gaily. They did not see Matthew, who shrank bashfully back into the shadows beyond the woodbox with a boot in one hand and a bootjack in the other, and he watched them shyly for the aforesaid ten minutes as they put on caps and jackets and talked about the dialogue and the concert. Anne stood among them, bright eyed and animated as they; but Matthew suddenly became conscious that there was something about her different from her mates. And what worried Matthew was that the difference impressed him as being something that should not exist. Anne had a brighter face, and bigger, starrier eyes, and more delicate features than the other; even shy, unobservant Matthew had learned to take note of these things; but the difference that disturbed him did not consist in any of these respects. Then in what did it consist?

MATTHEW was having a rough ten minutes. He had walked into the kitchen on a cold, gray December evening and sat down in the woodbox corner to take off his heavy boots, completely unaware that Anne and a group of her school friends were practicing “The Fairy Queen” in the sitting room. Soon, they came rushing through the hall and into the kitchen, laughing and chatting happily. They didn’t see Matthew, who awkwardly shrank back into the shadows behind the woodbox, one boot in hand and a bootjack in the other. He watched them shyly for those ten minutes as they put on their caps and jackets, discussing the dialogue and the concert. Anne stood among them, bright-eyed and animated like the others, but Matthew suddenly realized that something about her was different from her friends. What worried Matthew was that this difference felt like something that shouldn’t be there. Anne had a brighter face, bigger, starrier eyes, and more delicate features than the others; even shy, unobservant Matthew had started noticing these things. But the difference that troubled him wasn’t any of those aspects. So, what was it?

Matthew was haunted by this question long after the girls had gone, arm in arm, down the long, hard-frozen lane and Anne had betaken herself to her books. He could not refer it to Marilla, who, he felt, would be quite sure to sniff scornfully and remark that the only difference she saw between Anne and the other girls was that they sometimes kept their tongues quiet while Anne never did. This, Matthew felt, would be no great help.

Matthew couldn't shake this question long after the girls had walked arm in arm down the long, hard-frozen lane and Anne had settled down with her books. He couldn't talk to Marilla about it, as he knew she would just scoff and say that the only difference she recognized between Anne and the other girls was that they occasionally held their tongues, while Anne never did. Matthew felt that wouldn't be much help at all.

He had recourse to his pipe that evening to help him study it out, much to Marilla’s disgust. After two hours of smoking and hard reflection Matthew arrived at a solution of his problem. Anne was not dressed like the other girls!

He turned to his pipe that evening to help him figure things out, much to Marilla’s annoyance. After two hours of smoking and deep thought, Matthew found the answer to his problem. Anne didn’t dress like the other girls!

The more Matthew thought about the matter the more he was convinced that Anne never had been dressed like the other girls—never since she had come to Green Gables. Marilla kept her clothed in plain, dark dresses, all made after the same unvarying pattern. If Matthew knew there was such a thing as fashion in dress it was as much as he did; but he was quite sure that Anne’s sleeves did not look at all like the sleeves the other girls wore. He recalled the cluster of little girls he had seen around her that evening—all gay in waists of red and blue and pink and white—and he wondered why Marilla always kept her so plainly and soberly gowned.

The more Matthew thought about it, the more he was sure that Anne had never dressed like the other girls—ever since she had come to Green Gables. Marilla always had her wearing plain, dark dresses, all made in the same unchanging style. If Matthew knew anything about fashion, it was very little; but he was certain that Anne’s sleeves didn’t look anything like the sleeves the other girls wore. He remembered the group of little girls he had seen around her that evening—all dressed in bright red, blue, pink, and white—and he wondered why Marilla always kept her looking so simple and serious.

Of course, it must be all right. Marilla knew best and Marilla was bringing her up. Probably some wise, inscrutable motive was to be served thereby. But surely it would do no harm to let the child have one pretty dress—something like Diana Barry always wore. Matthew decided that he would give her one; that surely could not be objected to as an unwarranted putting in of his oar. Christmas was only a fortnight off. A nice new dress would be the very thing for a present. Matthew, with a sigh of satisfaction, put away his pipe and went to bed, while Marilla opened all the doors and aired the house.

Of course, it must be fine. Marilla knew best, and she was the one raising her. There was probably some wise, mysterious reason behind it. But surely it wouldn’t hurt to let the girl have one pretty dress—something like what Diana Barry always wore. Matthew decided he would get her one; that shouldn’t be seen as him overstepping. Christmas was only two weeks away. A nice new dress would be the perfect gift. Matthew, feeling satisfied, put away his pipe and went to bed, while Marilla opened all the doors and aired out the house.

The very next evening Matthew betook himself to Carmody to buy the dress, determined to get the worst over and have done with it. It would be, he felt assured, no trifling ordeal. There were some things Matthew could buy and prove himself no mean bargainer; but he knew he would be at the mercy of shopkeepers when it came to buying a girl’s dress.

The very next evening, Matthew went to Carmody to buy the dress, determined to get the worst part over with. He felt sure it wouldn’t be easy. There were some items Matthew could buy where he proved to be a skilled bargainer; but he knew he would be at the mercy of shopkeepers when it came to buying a girl’s dress.

After much cogitation Matthew resolved to go to Samuel Lawson’s store instead of William Blair’s. To be sure, the Cuthberts always had gone to William Blair’s; it was almost as much a matter of conscience with them as to attend the Presbyterian church and vote Conservative. But William Blair’s two daughters frequently waited on customers there and Matthew held them in absolute dread. He could contrive to deal with them when he knew exactly what he wanted and could point it out; but in such a matter as this, requiring explanation and consultation, Matthew felt that he must be sure of a man behind the counter. So he would go to Lawson’s, where Samuel or his son would wait on him.

After thinking it over, Matthew decided to go to Samuel Lawson’s store instead of William Blair’s. The Cuthberts had always shopped at William Blair’s; it was almost as much a matter of principle for them as attending the Presbyterian church and voting Conservative. However, William Blair’s two daughters often served customers there, and Matthew found them extremely intimidating. He could manage to interact with them when he knew exactly what he wanted and could just point it out; but for something like this, which needed explanation and discussion, Matthew felt he really needed a man behind the counter. So he would head to Lawson’s, where either Samuel or his son would assist him.

Alas! Matthew did not know that Samuel, in the recent expansion of his business, had set up a lady clerk also; she was a niece of his wife’s and a very dashing young person indeed, with a huge, drooping pompadour, big, rolling brown eyes, and a most extensive and bewildering smile. She was dressed with exceeding smartness and wore several bangle bracelets that glittered and rattled and tinkled with every movement of her hands. Matthew was covered with confusion at finding her there at all; and those bangles completely wrecked his wits at one fell swoop.

Unfortunately, Matthew had no idea that Samuel, in his recent business expansion, had hired a female clerk as well; she was his wife's niece and a really stylish young woman, with a large, drooping pompadour, big, expressive brown eyes, and an incredibly captivating smile. She was dressed very fashionably and wore several bangle bracelets that sparkled and jingled with every movement of her hands. Matthew was completely flustered by her unexpected presence, and those bangles utterly overwhelmed him in an instant.

“What can I do for you this evening, Mr. Cuthbert?” Miss Lucilla Harris inquired, briskly and ingratiatingly, tapping the counter with both hands.

“What can I do for you this evening, Mr. Cuthbert?” Miss Lucilla Harris asked, lively and charming, tapping the counter with both hands.

“Have you any—any—any—well now, say any garden rakes?” stammered Matthew.

“Do you have any—any—any—well now, let’s say any garden rakes?” Matthew stammered.

Miss Harris looked somewhat surprised, as well she might, to hear a man inquiring for garden rakes in the middle of December.

Miss Harris looked a bit surprised, as you would expect, to hear a man asking for garden rakes in the middle of December.

“I believe we have one or two left over,” she said, “but they’re upstairs in the lumber room. I’ll go and see.” During her absence Matthew collected his scattered senses for another effort.

“I think we have one or two left,” she said, “but they’re upstairs in the storage room. I’ll go check.” While she was gone, Matthew gathered his scattered thoughts for another attempt.

When Miss Harris returned with the rake and cheerfully inquired: “Anything else tonight, Mr. Cuthbert?” Matthew took his courage in both hands and replied: “Well now, since you suggest it, I might as well—take—that is—look at—buy some—some hayseed.”

When Miss Harris came back with the rake and happily asked, “Anything else tonight, Mr. Cuthbert?” Matthew gathered his courage and answered, “Well now, since you mentioned it, I might as well—take—that is—look at—buy some—some hayseed.”

Miss Harris had heard Matthew Cuthbert called odd. She now concluded that he was entirely crazy.

Miss Harris had heard people describe Matthew Cuthbert as strange. She now decided that he was completely nuts.

“We only keep hayseed in the spring,” she explained loftily. “We’ve none on hand just now.”

“We only have hayseed in the spring,” she said with an air of superiority. “We don’t have any right now.”

“Oh, certainly—certainly—just as you say,” stammered unhappy Matthew, seizing the rake and making for the door. At the threshold he recollected that he had not paid for it and he turned miserably back. While Miss Harris was counting out his change he rallied his powers for a final desperate attempt.

“Oh, of course—of course—just like you said,” stammered unhappy Matthew, grabbing the rake and heading for the door. At the threshold, he remembered he hadn’t paid for it and turned back, feeling miserable. While Miss Harris was counting out his change, he gathered his strength for one last desperate attempt.

“Well now—if it isn’t too much trouble—I might as well—that is—I’d like to look at—at—some sugar.”

“Well, if it’s not too much trouble, I’d like to take a look at some sugar.”

“White or brown?” queried Miss Harris patiently.

“White or brown?” Miss Harris asked patiently.

“Oh—well now—brown,” said Matthew feebly.

“Oh—well now—brown,” Matthew said weakly.

“There’s a barrel of it over there,” said Miss Harris, shaking her bangles at it. “It’s the only kind we have.”

“There’s a barrel of it over there,” Miss Harris said, shaking her bangles at it. “It’s the only kind we have.”

“I’ll—I’ll take twenty pounds of it,” said Matthew, with beads of perspiration standing on his forehead.

“I’ll—I’ll take twenty pounds of it,” said Matthew, with beads of sweat on his forehead.

Matthew had driven halfway home before he was his own man again. It had been a gruesome experience, but it served him right, he thought, for committing the heresy of going to a strange store. When he reached home he hid the rake in the tool house, but the sugar he carried in to Marilla.

Matthew had driven halfway home before he felt like himself again. It had been a brutal experience, but he thought he deserved it for the mistake of going to a strange store. When he got home, he hid the rake in the tool shed, but he brought the sugar inside for Marilla.

“Brown sugar!” exclaimed Marilla. “Whatever possessed you to get so much? You know I never use it except for the hired man’s porridge or black fruit cake. Jerry’s gone and I’ve made my cake long ago. It’s not good sugar, either—it’s coarse and dark—William Blair doesn’t usually keep sugar like that.”

“Brown sugar!” Marilla exclaimed. “What made you buy so much? You know I only use it for the hired man’s porridge or black fruit cake. Jerry’s gone, and I made my cake ages ago. It’s not good sugar, either—it’s coarse and dark. William Blair usually doesn’t carry sugar like that.”

“I—I thought it might come in handy sometime,” said Matthew, making good his escape.

“I—I thought it might be useful at some point,” said Matthew, making his getaway.

When Matthew came to think the matter over he decided that a woman was required to cope with the situation. Marilla was out of the question. Matthew felt sure she would throw cold water on his project at once. Remained only Mrs. Lynde; for of no other woman in Avonlea would Matthew have dared to ask advice. To Mrs. Lynde he went accordingly, and that good lady promptly took the matter out of the harassed man’s hands.

When Matthew thought about the situation, he realized that he needed a woman to handle it. Marilla was not an option. Matthew was certain she would immediately shut down his idea. The only person left was Mrs. Lynde; he wouldn't have dared to ask any other woman in Avonlea for advice. So, he went to Mrs. Lynde, and that good woman quickly took charge of the troubled man's dilemma.

“Pick out a dress for you to give Anne? To be sure I will. I’m going to Carmody tomorrow and I’ll attend to it. Have you something particular in mind? No? Well, I’ll just go by my own judgment then. I believe a nice rich brown would just suit Anne, and William Blair has some new gloria in that’s real pretty. Perhaps you’d like me to make it up for her, too, seeing that if Marilla was to make it Anne would probably get wind of it before the time and spoil the surprise? Well, I’ll do it. No, it isn’t a mite of trouble. I like sewing. I’ll make it to fit my niece, Jenny Gillis, for she and Anne are as like as two peas as far as figure goes.”

“Choose a dress to give Anne? Sure, I will. I’m going to Carmody tomorrow and I’ll handle it. Do you have something specific in mind? No? Well, I’ll just use my judgment then. I think a nice rich brown would really suit Anne, and William Blair has some new beautiful gloria fabric. Maybe you’d like me to sew it up for her, too, since if Marilla made it, Anne would probably find out before the big reveal and ruin the surprise? Alright, I’ll do it. No, it’s not any trouble at all. I enjoy sewing. I’ll make it to fit my niece, Jenny Gillis, because she and Anne are just alike in terms of figure.”

“Well now, I’m much obliged,” said Matthew, “and—and—I dunno—but I’d like—I think they make the sleeves different nowadays to what they used to be. If it wouldn’t be asking too much I—I’d like them made in the new way.”

"Well, I appreciate it," said Matthew, "and—and—I don't know—but I’d like—I think they make the sleeves differently now compared to how they used to be. If it wouldn’t be too much trouble, I—I’d like them made in the new style."

“Puffs? Of course. You needn’t worry a speck more about it, Matthew. I’ll make it up in the very latest fashion,” said Mrs. Lynde. To herself she added when Matthew had gone:

“Puffs? Of course. You don’t need to worry at all about it, Matthew. I’ll take care of it in the latest style,” said Mrs. Lynde. To herself she added when Matthew had gone:

“It’ll be a real satisfaction to see that poor child wearing something decent for once. The way Marilla dresses her is positively ridiculous, that’s what, and I’ve ached to tell her so plainly a dozen times. I’ve held my tongue though, for I can see Marilla doesn’t want advice and she thinks she knows more about bringing children up than I do for all she’s an old maid. But that’s always the way. Folks that has brought up children know that there’s no hard and fast method in the world that’ll suit every child. But them as never have think it’s all as plain and easy as Rule of Three—just set your three terms down so fashion, and the sum ‘ll work out correct. But flesh and blood don’t come under the head of arithmetic and that’s where Marilla Cuthbert makes her mistake. I suppose she’s trying to cultivate a spirit of humility in Anne by dressing her as she does; but it’s more likely to cultivate envy and discontent. I’m sure the child must feel the difference between her clothes and the other girls’. But to think of Matthew taking notice of it! That man is waking up after being asleep for over sixty years.”

“It’ll be such a relief to see that poor child wearing something decent for once. The way Marilla dresses her is just ridiculous, and I’ve wanted to tell her so many times. I’ve held back, though, because I can see Marilla doesn’t want advice and thinks she knows more about raising kids than I do, even though she’s an old maid. But that’s how it always is. People who have raised children understand that there’s no one-size-fits-all method for every child. But those who haven’t think it’s all as simple as basic math—just set your three terms down like that, and it’ll work out perfectly. But kids aren’t like arithmetic, and that’s where Marilla Cuthbert gets it wrong. I guess she’s trying to teach Anne humility by dressing her like that, but it’s more likely to create feelings of envy and dissatisfaction. I’m sure the child notices the difference between her clothes and those of the other girls. But to think of Matthew actually noticing it! That man is waking up after being asleep for over sixty years.”

Marilla knew all the following fortnight that Matthew had something on his mind, but what it was she could not guess, until Christmas Eve, when Mrs. Lynde brought up the new dress. Marilla behaved pretty well on the whole, although it is very likely she distrusted Mrs. Lynde’s diplomatic explanation that she had made the dress because Matthew was afraid Anne would find out about it too soon if Marilla made it.

Marilla knew for the next two weeks that Matthew was preoccupied with something, but she couldn’t figure out what it was until Christmas Eve, when Mrs. Lynde mentioned the new dress. Marilla managed to keep her composure for the most part, although it’s likely she was skeptical of Mrs. Lynde’s clever explanation that she had made the dress because Matthew was worried Anne would discover it too early if Marilla made it.

“So this is what Matthew has been looking so mysterious over and grinning about to himself for two weeks, is it?” she said a little stiffly but tolerantly. “I knew he was up to some foolishness. Well, I must say I don’t think Anne needed any more dresses. I made her three good, warm, serviceable ones this fall, and anything more is sheer extravagance. There’s enough material in those sleeves alone to make a waist, I declare there is. You’ll just pamper Anne’s vanity, Matthew, and she’s as vain as a peacock now. Well, I hope she’ll be satisfied at last, for I know she’s been hankering after those silly sleeves ever since they came in, although she never said a word after the first. The puffs have been getting bigger and more ridiculous right along; they’re as big as balloons now. Next year anybody who wears them will have to go through a door sideways.”

“So this is what Matthew has been looking so mysterious and smiling about for two weeks, huh?” she said a little stiffly but tolerantly. “I suspected he was up to some nonsense. Well, I have to say I don’t think Anne needed any more dresses. I made her three good, warm, practical ones this fall, and anything more is just being wasteful. There’s enough fabric in those sleeves alone to make a top, I swear there is. You’ll just spoil Anne’s vanity, Matthew, and she’s as vain as a peacock now. Well, I hope she’ll be happy at last, because I know she’s been wanting those ridiculous sleeves ever since they came out, even though she never mentioned it after the first time. The puffs have been getting bigger and more absurd all along; they’re as big as balloons now. Next year anyone who wears them will have to go through a door sideways.”

Christmas morning broke on a beautiful white world. It had been a very mild December and people had looked forward to a green Christmas; but just enough snow fell softly in the night to transfigure Avonlea. Anne peeped out from her frosted gable window with delighted eyes. The firs in the Haunted Wood were all feathery and wonderful; the birches and wild cherry-trees were outlined in pearl; the plowed fields were stretches of snowy dimples; and there was a crisp tang in the air that was glorious. Anne ran downstairs singing until her voice reechoed through Green Gables.

Christmas morning arrived to a beautiful white world. It had been a pretty mild December, and people had been expecting a green Christmas; but just enough snow fell softly overnight to transform Avonlea. Anne peeked out from her frosted gable window with excited eyes. The fir trees in the Haunted Wood looked all feathery and magical; the birches and wild cherry trees were outlined in white; the plowed fields were covered in snowy bumps; and there was a crisp freshness in the air that felt amazing. Anne ran downstairs singing until her voice echoed through Green Gables.

“Merry Christmas, Marilla! Merry Christmas, Matthew! Isn’t it a lovely Christmas? I’m so glad it’s white. Any other kind of Christmas doesn’t seem real, does it? I don’t like green Christmases. They’re not green—they’re just nasty faded browns and grays. What makes people call them green? Why—why—Matthew, is that for me? Oh, Matthew!”

“Merry Christmas, Marilla! Merry Christmas, Matthew! Isn’t it a wonderful Christmas? I’m so happy it’s snowy. Any other kind of Christmas doesn’t feel real, does it? I really don’t like green Christmases. They’re not green—they’re just ugly faded browns and grays. Why do people even call them green? Why—why—Matthew, is that for me? Oh, Matthew!”

Matthew had sheepishly unfolded the dress from its paper swathings and held it out with a deprecatory glance at Marilla, who feigned to be contemptuously filling the teapot, but nevertheless watched the scene out of the corner of her eye with a rather interested air.

Matthew had shyly unfolded the dress from its paper coverings and held it out with a modest look at Marilla, who pretended to be disdainfully filling the teapot, but still watched the scene out of the corner of her eye with a somewhat interested expression.

Anne took the dress and looked at it in reverent silence. Oh, how pretty it was—a lovely soft brown gloria with all the gloss of silk; a skirt with dainty frills and shirrings; a waist elaborately pintucked in the most fashionable way, with a little ruffle of filmy lace at the neck. But the sleeves—they were the crowning glory! Long elbow cuffs, and above them two beautiful puffs divided by rows of shirring and bows of brown-silk ribbon.

Anne took the dress and examined it in awe. Oh, how beautiful it was—a lovely soft brown fabric with all the shine of silk; a skirt with delicate frills and gathers; a waist intricately pintucked in the trendiest style, accented with a small ruffle of sheer lace at the neckline. But the sleeves—they were the highlight! Long elbow cuffs, and above them, two gorgeous puffs separated by rows of gathers and bows of brown-silk ribbon.

“That’s a Christmas present for you, Anne,” said Matthew shyly. “Why—why—Anne, don’t you like it? Well now—well now.”

“Here’s a Christmas gift for you, Anne,” Matthew said, a bit shyly. “Why—why—don’t you like it, Anne? Well now—well now.”

For Anne’s eyes had suddenly filled with tears.

For Anne's eyes had suddenly filled with tears.

“Like it! Oh, Matthew!” Anne laid the dress over a chair and clasped her hands. “Matthew, it’s perfectly exquisite. Oh, I can never thank you enough. Look at those sleeves! Oh, it seems to me this must be a happy dream.”

“Love it! Oh, Matthew!” Anne draped the dress over a chair and clasped her hands. “Matthew, it’s absolutely beautiful. Oh, I can’t thank you enough. Look at those sleeves! Oh, it feels like this must be a wonderful dream.”

“Well, well, let us have breakfast,” interrupted Marilla. “I must say, Anne, I don’t think you needed the dress; but since Matthew has got it for you, see that you take good care of it. There’s a hair ribbon Mrs. Lynde left for you. It’s brown, to match the dress. Come now, sit in.”

“Well, well, let’s have breakfast,” interrupted Marilla. “I have to say, Anne, I don’t think you needed the dress; but since Matthew got it for you, make sure you take good care of it. There’s a hair ribbon Mrs. Lynde left for you. It’s brown to match the dress. Come on, sit down.”

“I don’t see how I’m going to eat breakfast,” said Anne rapturously. “Breakfast seems so commonplace at such an exciting moment. I’d rather feast my eyes on that dress. I’m so glad that puffed sleeves are still fashionable. It did seem to me that I’d never get over it if they went out before I had a dress with them. I’d never have felt quite satisfied, you see. It was lovely of Mrs. Lynde to give me the ribbon too. I feel that I ought to be a very good girl indeed. It’s at times like this I’m sorry I’m not a model little girl; and I always resolve that I will be in future. But somehow it’s hard to carry out your resolutions when irresistible temptations come. Still, I really will make an extra effort after this.”

“I don’t see how I’m going to eat breakfast,” Anne said excitedly. “Breakfast feels so ordinary at such an amazing moment. I’d much rather admire that dress. I’m really glad puffed sleeves are still in style. It seemed like I’d never get over it if they went out before I had a dress with them. I wouldn’t have felt completely satisfied, you know. It was so sweet of Mrs. Lynde to give me the ribbon too. I feel like I should really be a good girl. It’s times like this that I wish I were a model little girl; and I always promise that I will be from now on. But it’s tough to stick to your promises when there are so many tempting things around. Still, I really will try harder after this.”

When the commonplace breakfast was over Diana appeared, crossing the white log bridge in the hollow, a gay little figure in her crimson ulster. Anne flew down the slope to meet her.

When breakfast wrapped up, Diana showed up, crossing the white log bridge in the hollow, a cheerful little figure in her red coat. Anne ran down the slope to greet her.

“Merry Christmas, Diana! And oh, it’s a wonderful Christmas. I’ve something splendid to show you. Matthew has given me the loveliest dress, with such sleeves. I couldn’t even imagine any nicer.”

“Merry Christmas, Diana! And oh, it’s such a wonderful Christmas. I have something amazing to show you. Matthew got me the prettiest dress, with the most beautiful sleeves. I couldn't even imagine anything nicer.”

“I’ve got something more for you,” said Diana breathlessly. “Here—this box. Aunt Josephine sent us out a big box with ever so many things in it—and this is for you. I’d have brought it over last night, but it didn’t come until after dark, and I never feel very comfortable coming through the Haunted Wood in the dark now.”

“I have something else for you,” Diana said, out of breath. “Here—this box. Aunt Josephine sent us a huge box packed with all sorts of things, and this is for you. I would have brought it over last night, but it didn’t arrive until after dark, and I don’t feel very safe walking through the Haunted Wood in the dark now.”

Anne opened the box and peeped in. First a card with “For the Anne-girl and Merry Christmas,” written on it; and then, a pair of the daintiest little kid slippers, with beaded toes and satin bows and glistening buckles.

Anne opened the box and looked inside. First, there was a card that said, “For the Anne-girl and Merry Christmas,” written on it; and then, a pair of the cutest little kid slippers, with beaded toes, satin bows, and shiny buckles.

“Oh,” said Anne, “Diana, this is too much. I must be dreaming.”

“Oh,” said Anne, “Diana, this is incredible. I must be dreaming.”

“I call it providential,” said Diana. “You won’t have to borrow Ruby’s slippers now, and that’s a blessing, for they’re two sizes too big for you, and it would be awful to hear a fairy shuffling. Josie Pye would be delighted. Mind you, Rob Wright went home with Gertie Pye from the practice night before last. Did you ever hear anything equal to that?”

“I call it lucky,” said Diana. “You won’t have to borrow Ruby’s slippers now, which is great because they’re two sizes too big for you, and it would be a nightmare to hear a fairy shuffling around. Josie Pye would be thrilled. Just so you know, Rob Wright went home with Gertie Pye from practice the night before last. Have you ever heard anything as crazy as that?”

All the Avonlea scholars were in a fever of excitement that day, for the hall had to be decorated and a last grand rehearsal held.

All the Avonlea students were buzzing with excitement that day, because the hall needed to be decorated and a final big rehearsal had to take place.

The concert came off in the evening and was a pronounced success. The little hall was crowded; all the performers did excellently well, but Anne was the bright particular star of the occasion, as even envy, in the shape of Josie Pye, dared not deny.

The concert took place in the evening and was a definite success. The small hall was packed; all the performers did exceptionally well, but Anne was the standout star of the night, as even envy, represented by Josie Pye, couldn't deny.

“Oh, hasn’t it been a brilliant evening?” sighed Anne, when it was all over and she and Diana were walking home together under a dark, starry sky.

“Oh, hasn’t it been a wonderful evening?” sighed Anne, when it was all over and she and Diana were walking home together under a dark, starry sky.

“Everything went off very well,” said Diana practically. “I guess we must have made as much as ten dollars. Mind you, Mr. Allan is going to send an account of it to the Charlottetown papers.”

“Everything went really well,” said Diana practically. “I think we probably made about ten dollars. Just so you know, Mr. Allan is going to send a report on it to the Charlottetown papers.”

“Oh, Diana, will we really see our names in print? It makes me thrill to think of it. Your solo was perfectly elegant, Diana. I felt prouder than you did when it was encored. I just said to myself, ‘It is my dear bosom friend who is so honored.’”

“Oh, Diana, are we really going to see our names in print? It makes me so excited to think about it. Your solo was absolutely elegant, Diana. I felt prouder than you did when they called for an encore. I just kept telling myself, ‘It’s my dear best friend who is being honored.’”

“Well, your recitations just brought down the house, Anne. That sad one was simply splendid.”

"Well, your performances were amazing, Anne. That sad one was simply fantastic."

“Oh, I was so nervous, Diana. When Mr. Allan called out my name I really cannot tell how I ever got up on that platform. I felt as if a million eyes were looking at me and through me, and for one dreadful moment I was sure I couldn’t begin at all. Then I thought of my lovely puffed sleeves and took courage. I knew that I must live up to those sleeves, Diana. So I started in, and my voice seemed to be coming from ever so far away. I just felt like a parrot. It’s providential that I practiced those recitations so often up in the garret, or I’d never have been able to get through. Did I groan all right?”

“Oh, I was so nervous, Diana. When Mr. Allan called my name, I honestly don’t know how I managed to get up on that platform. It felt like a million eyes were staring at me, looking right through me, and for one horrifying moment, I thought I wouldn’t be able to start at all. Then I remembered my beautiful puffed sleeves and found some courage. I knew I had to live up to those sleeves, Diana. So I began, and it felt like my voice was coming from really far away. I just felt like a parrot. Luckily, I practiced those recitations so many times up in the attic, or I would never have gotten through. Did I groan okay?”

“Yes, indeed, you groaned lovely,” assured Diana.

“Yes, you really moaned beautifully,” Diana confirmed.

“I saw old Mrs. Sloane wiping away tears when I sat down. It was splendid to think I had touched somebody’s heart. It’s so romantic to take part in a concert, isn’t it? Oh, it’s been a very memorable occasion indeed.”

“I saw old Mrs. Sloane wiping away tears when I sat down. It was amazing to think I had touched someone’s heart. It’s so romantic to be part of a concert, isn’t it? Oh, it’s been a really memorable occasion for sure.”

“Wasn’t the boys’ dialogue fine?” said Diana. “Gilbert Blythe was just splendid. Anne, I do think it’s awful mean the way you treat Gil. Wait till I tell you. When you ran off the platform after the fairy dialogue one of your roses fell out of your hair. I saw Gil pick it up and put it in his breast pocket. There now. You’re so romantic that I’m sure you ought to be pleased at that.”

“Wasn’t the boys’ conversation great?” Diana said. “Gilbert Blythe was just amazing. Anne, I really think it’s so unfair the way you treat Gil. Wait till I tell you. When you ran off the platform after the fairy dialogue, one of your roses fell out of your hair. I saw Gil pick it up and put it in his pocket. There you go. You’re so romantic that I’m sure you should be happy about that.”

“It’s nothing to me what that person does,” said Anne loftily. “I simply never waste a thought on him, Diana.”

“It doesn’t matter to me what that person does,” Anne said dismissively. “I just never give him a second thought, Diana.”

That night Marilla and Matthew, who had been out to a concert for the first time in twenty years, sat for a while by the kitchen fire after Anne had gone to bed.

That night, Marilla and Matthew, who had been to a concert for the first time in twenty years, sat for a while by the kitchen fire after Anne had gone to bed.

“Well now, I guess our Anne did as well as any of them,” said Matthew proudly.

“Well, I guess our Anne did as well as any of them,” Matthew said proudly.

“Yes, she did,” admitted Marilla. “She’s a bright child, Matthew. And she looked real nice too. I’ve been kind of opposed to this concert scheme, but I suppose there’s no real harm in it after all. Anyhow, I was proud of Anne tonight, although I’m not going to tell her so.”

“Yes, she did,” Marilla admitted. “She’s a smart kid, Matthew. And she looked really nice too. I’ve been a bit against this concert idea, but I guess there’s no real harm in it after all. Anyway, I was proud of Anne tonight, even though I’m not going to tell her that.”

“Well now, I was proud of her and I did tell her so ‘fore she went upstairs,” said Matthew. “We must see what we can do for her some of these days, Marilla. I guess she’ll need something more than Avonlea school by and by.”

“Well, I was proud of her, and I told her that before she went upstairs,” said Matthew. “We should figure out how to help her sometime soon, Marilla. I think she’ll need more than Avonlea school eventually.”

“There’s time enough to think of that,” said Marilla. “She’s only thirteen in March. Though tonight it struck me she was growing quite a big girl. Mrs. Lynde made that dress a mite too long, and it makes Anne look so tall. She’s quick to learn and I guess the best thing we can do for her will be to send her to Queen’s after a spell. But nothing need be said about that for a year or two yet.”

“There’s plenty of time to think about that,” Marilla said. “She’s only thirteen in March. But tonight it hit me that she’s becoming quite a big girl. Mrs. Lynde made that dress a little too long, and it makes Anne look really tall. She picks things up quickly, and I think the best thing we can do for her is to send her to Queen’s after a while. But we don’t need to mention that for a year or two.”

“Well now, it’ll do no harm to be thinking it over off and on,” said Matthew. “Things like that are all the better for lots of thinking over.”

“Well, it won’t hurt to think about it every now and then,” said Matthew. “Things like that benefit from a lot of thought.”


CHAPTER XXVI.
The Story Club Is Formed

JUNIOR Avonlea found it hard to settle down to humdrum existence again. To Anne in particular things seemed fearfully flat, stale, and unprofitable after the goblet of excitement she had been sipping for weeks. Could she go back to the former quiet pleasures of those faraway days before the concert? At first, as she told Diana, she did not really think she could.

JUNIOR Avonlea found it difficult to get back to a boring routine. For Anne, everything felt incredibly dull, stale, and pointless after the thrilling experiences she had been enjoying for weeks. Could she return to the simple joys of those distant days before the concert? At first, as she told Diana, she really didn't think she could.

“I’m positively certain, Diana, that life can never be quite the same again as it was in those olden days,” she said mournfully, as if referring to a period of at least fifty years back. “Perhaps after a while I’ll get used to it, but I’m afraid concerts spoil people for everyday life. I suppose that is why Marilla disapproves of them. Marilla is such a sensible woman. It must be a great deal better to be sensible; but still, I don’t believe I’d really want to be a sensible person, because they are so unromantic. Mrs. Lynde says there is no danger of my ever being one, but you can never tell. I feel just now that I may grow up to be sensible yet. But perhaps that is only because I’m tired. I simply couldn’t sleep last night for ever so long. I just lay awake and imagined the concert over and over again. That’s one splendid thing about such affairs—it’s so lovely to look back to them.”

“I’m absolutely sure, Diana, that life will never be the same as it was back in those old days,” she said sadly, as if talking about a time at least fifty years ago. “Maybe after a while I’ll get used to it, but I think concerts make people less able to enjoy everyday life. I guess that’s why Marilla doesn’t like them. Marilla is such a practical woman. It must be much better to be practical; but still, I don’t think I’d actually want to be a practical person because they’re so unromantic. Mrs. Lynde says I’m not in any danger of becoming one, but you never know. Right now, I feel like I might grow up to be practical after all. But maybe that’s just because I’m tired. I just couldn’t sleep last night for such a long time. I lay awake imagining the concert over and over again. That’s the really great thing about events like that—it’s so wonderful to look back on them.”

Eventually, however, Avonlea school slipped back into its old groove and took up its old interests. To be sure, the concert left traces. Ruby Gillis and Emma White, who had quarreled over a point of precedence in their platform seats, no longer sat at the same desk, and a promising friendship of three years was broken up. Josie Pye and Julia Bell did not “speak” for three months, because Josie Pye had told Bessie Wright that Julia Bell’s bow when she got up to recite made her think of a chicken jerking its head, and Bessie told Julia. None of the Sloanes would have any dealings with the Bells, because the Bells had declared that the Sloanes had too much to do in the program, and the Sloanes had retorted that the Bells were not capable of doing the little they had to do properly. Finally, Charlie Sloane fought Moody Spurgeon MacPherson, because Moody Spurgeon had said that Anne Shirley put on airs about her recitations, and Moody Spurgeon was “licked”; consequently Moody Spurgeon’s sister, Ella May, would not “speak” to Anne Shirley all the rest of the winter. With the exception of these trifling frictions, work in Miss Stacy’s little kingdom went on with regularity and smoothness.

Eventually, Avonlea school fell back into its usual routine and resumed its old interests. The concert certainly left some marks. Ruby Gillis and Emma White, who had argued over a seating issue during the performance, no longer shared a desk, ending a promising friendship that had lasted three years. Josie Pye and Julia Bell didn’t “speak” for three months because Josie Pye had told Bessie Wright that Julia Bell’s posture when she stood up to recite made her think of a chicken jerking its head, and Bessie passed that on to Julia. None of the Sloanes wanted anything to do with the Bells, since the Bells had claimed that the Sloanes had too much involvement in the program, and the Sloanes fired back that the Bells couldn’t even handle the little they were assigned properly. Finally, Charlie Sloane fought Moody Spurgeon MacPherson because Moody Spurgeon had said that Anne Shirley acted superior about her recitations, and Moody Spurgeon got “licked”; as a result, Moody Spurgeon’s sister, Ella May, refused to “speak” to Anne Shirley for the rest of the winter. Aside from these minor conflicts, everything in Miss Stacy’s little kingdom continued to run smoothly and regularly.

The winter weeks slipped by. It was an unusually mild winter, with so little snow that Anne and Diana could go to school nearly every day by way of the Birch Path. On Anne’s birthday they were tripping lightly down it, keeping eyes and ears alert amid all their chatter, for Miss Stacy had told them that they must soon write a composition on “A Winter’s Walk in the Woods,” and it behooved them to be observant.

The winter weeks passed quickly. It was an unusually mild winter, with so little snow that Anne and Diana could walk to school almost every day along the Birch Path. On Anne’s birthday, they were happily skipping down it, paying attention to their surroundings amidst all their chatter, since Miss Stacy had informed them that they would soon need to write a composition on “A Winter’s Walk in the Woods,” and they should be observant.

“Just think, Diana, I’m thirteen years old today,” remarked Anne in an awed voice. “I can scarcely realize that I’m in my teens. When I woke this morning it seemed to me that everything must be different. You’ve been thirteen for a month, so I suppose it doesn’t seem such a novelty to you as it does to me. It makes life seem so much more interesting. In two more years I’ll be really grown up. It’s a great comfort to think that I’ll be able to use big words then without being laughed at.”

“Just think, Diana, I’m thirteen years old today,” Anne said in an amazed tone. “I can hardly believe I’m a teenager now. When I woke up this morning, it felt like everything had to change. You’ve been thirteen for a month, so I guess it doesn’t feel as exciting to you as it does to me. It makes life feel so much more interesting. In two more years, I’ll really be grown up. It’s such a relief to think that I’ll be able to use big words without getting laughed at.”

“Ruby Gillis says she means to have a beau as soon as she’s fifteen,” said Diana.

“Ruby Gillis says she plans to have a boyfriend as soon as she turns fifteen,” said Diana.

“Ruby Gillis thinks of nothing but beaus,” said Anne disdainfully. “She’s actually delighted when anyone writes her name up in a take-notice for all she pretends to be so mad. But I’m afraid that is an uncharitable speech. Mrs. Allan says we should never make uncharitable speeches; but they do slip out so often before you think, don’t they? I simply can’t talk about Josie Pye without making an uncharitable speech, so I never mention her at all. You may have noticed that. I’m trying to be as much like Mrs. Allan as I possibly can, for I think she’s perfect. Mr. Allan thinks so too. Mrs. Lynde says he just worships the ground she treads on and she doesn’t really think it right for a minister to set his affections so much on a mortal being. But then, Diana, even ministers are human and have their besetting sins just like everybody else. I had such an interesting talk with Mrs. Allan about besetting sins last Sunday afternoon. There are just a few things it’s proper to talk about on Sundays and that is one of them. My besetting sin is imagining too much and forgetting my duties. I’m striving very hard to overcome it and now that I’m really thirteen perhaps I’ll get on better.”

“Ruby Gillis thinks about nothing but boys,” Anne said disdainfully. “She actually enjoys it when anyone writes her name in a take-notice, despite all her pretending to be upset about it. But I guess that’s an unkind thing to say. Mrs. Allan says we should never speak unkindly; it just slips out so often before you realize it, doesn’t it? I simply can’t talk about Josie Pye without saying something unkind, so I never bring her up at all. You might have noticed that. I’m trying to be as much like Mrs. Allan as I can because I think she’s perfect. Mr. Allan thinks so too. Mrs. Lynde says he’s completely devoted to her and doesn’t really think it’s right for a minister to become so attached to another person. But, Diana, even ministers are human and have their own weaknesses just like everyone else. I had such an interesting conversation with Mrs. Allan about weaknesses last Sunday afternoon. There are only a few topics that are okay to discuss on Sundays, and that’s one of them. My weakness is daydreaming too much and neglecting my responsibilities. I’m working really hard to overcome it, and now that I’m officially thirteen, maybe I’ll do better.”

“In four more years we’ll be able to put our hair up,” said Diana. “Alice Bell is only sixteen and she is wearing hers up, but I think that’s ridiculous. I shall wait until I’m seventeen.”

“In four more years we’ll be able to put our hair up,” said Diana. “Alice Bell is only sixteen and she has hers up, but I think that’s ridiculous. I’ll wait until I’m seventeen.”

“If I had Alice Bell’s crooked nose,” said Anne decidedly, “I wouldn’t—but there! I won’t say what I was going to because it was extremely uncharitable. Besides, I was comparing it with my own nose and that’s vanity. I’m afraid I think too much about my nose ever since I heard that compliment about it long ago. It really is a great comfort to me. Oh, Diana, look, there’s a rabbit. That’s something to remember for our woods composition. I really think the woods are just as lovely in winter as in summer. They’re so white and still, as if they were asleep and dreaming pretty dreams.”

“If I had Alice Bell’s crooked nose,” Anne said firmly, “I wouldn’t—but never mind! I won’t say what I was thinking because it was really unkind. Plus, I was just comparing it to my own nose, and that’s just being vain. I worry too much about my nose ever since I got that compliment about it a long time ago. It honestly makes me feel good. Oh, Diana, look, there’s a rabbit! That’s something we should remember for our woods essay. I really believe the woods are just as beautiful in winter as they are in summer. They’re so white and still, as if they’re asleep and dreaming nice dreams.”

“I won’t mind writing that composition when its time comes,” sighed Diana. “I can manage to write about the woods, but the one we’re to hand in Monday is terrible. The idea of Miss Stacy telling us to write a story out of our own heads!”

“I won’t mind writing that essay when the time comes,” sighed Diana. “I can handle writing about the woods, but the one we have to turn in on Monday is awful. The thought of Miss Stacy asking us to come up with a story from our own imagination!”

“Why, it’s as easy as wink,” said Anne.

“Why, it’s as easy as a wink,” said Anne.

“It’s easy for you because you have an imagination,” retorted Diana, “but what would you do if you had been born without one? I suppose you have your composition all done?”

“It’s easy for you because you have an imagination,” Diana shot back. “But what would you do if you had been born without one? I guess you have your essay all finished?”

Anne nodded, trying hard not to look virtuously complacent and failing miserably.

Anne nodded, making an effort not to appear self-satisfied and failing completely.

“I wrote it last Monday evening. It’s called ‘The Jealous Rival; or In Death Not Divided.’ I read it to Marilla and she said it was stuff and nonsense. Then I read it to Matthew and he said it was fine. That is the kind of critic I like. It’s a sad, sweet story. I just cried like a child while I was writing it. It’s about two beautiful maidens called Cordelia Montmorency and Geraldine Seymour who lived in the same village and were devotedly attached to each other. Cordelia was a regal brunette with a coronet of midnight hair and duskly flashing eyes. Geraldine was a queenly blonde with hair like spun gold and velvety purple eyes.”

“I wrote it last Monday evening. It’s called ‘The Jealous Rival; or In Death Not Divided.’ I read it to Marilla and she said it was nonsense. Then I read it to Matthew and he said it was great. That’s the kind of critic I appreciate. It’s a sad, sweet story. I cried like a child while I was writing it. It’s about two beautiful girls named Cordelia Montmorency and Geraldine Seymour who lived in the same village and were really close to each other. Cordelia was a stunning brunette with a crown of dark hair and striking eyes. Geraldine was a lovely blonde with hair like spun gold and deep purple eyes.”

“I never saw anybody with purple eyes,” said Diana dubiously.

“I've never seen anyone with purple eyes,” Diana said skeptically.

“Neither did I. I just imagined them. I wanted something out of the common. Geraldine had an alabaster brow too. I’ve found out what an alabaster brow is. That is one of the advantages of being thirteen. You know so much more than you did when you were only twelve.”

“Neither did I. I just imagined them. I wanted something different. Geraldine had a smooth, pale forehead too. I’ve figured out what a smooth, pale forehead is. That’s one of the perks of being thirteen. You know so much more than you did when you were just twelve.”

“Well, what became of Cordelia and Geraldine?” asked Diana, who was beginning to feel rather interested in their fate.

“Well, what happened to Cordelia and Geraldine?” asked Diana, who was starting to feel quite curious about their fate.

“They grew in beauty side by side until they were sixteen. Then Bertram DeVere came to their native village and fell in love with the fair Geraldine. He saved her life when her horse ran away with her in a carriage, and she fainted in his arms and he carried her home three miles; because, you understand, the carriage was all smashed up. I found it rather hard to imagine the proposal because I had no experience to go by. I asked Ruby Gillis if she knew anything about how men proposed because I thought she’d likely be an authority on the subject, having so many sisters married. Ruby told me she was hid in the hall pantry when Malcolm Andres proposed to her sister Susan. She said Malcolm told Susan that his dad had given him the farm in his own name and then said, ‘What do you say, darling pet, if we get hitched this fall?’ And Susan said, ‘Yes—no—I don’t know—let me see’—and there they were, engaged as quick as that. But I didn’t think that sort of a proposal was a very romantic one, so in the end I had to imagine it out as well as I could. I made it very flowery and poetical and Bertram went on his knees, although Ruby Gillis says it isn’t done nowadays. Geraldine accepted him in a speech a page long. I can tell you I took a lot of trouble with that speech. I rewrote it five times and I look upon it as my masterpiece. Bertram gave her a diamond ring and a ruby necklace and told her they would go to Europe for a wedding tour, for he was immensely wealthy. But then, alas, shadows began to darken over their path. Cordelia was secretly in love with Bertram herself and when Geraldine told her about the engagement she was simply furious, especially when she saw the necklace and the diamond ring. All her affection for Geraldine turned to bitter hate and she vowed that she should never marry Bertram. But she pretended to be Geraldine’s friend the same as ever. One evening they were standing on the bridge over a rushing turbulent stream and Cordelia, thinking they were alone, pushed Geraldine over the brink with a wild, mocking, ‘Ha, ha, ha.’ But Bertram saw it all and he at once plunged into the current, exclaiming, ‘I will save thee, my peerless Geraldine.’ But alas, he had forgotten he couldn’t swim, and they were both drowned, clasped in each other’s arms. Their bodies were washed ashore soon afterwards. They were buried in the one grave and their funeral was most imposing, Diana. It’s so much more romantic to end a story up with a funeral than a wedding. As for Cordelia, she went insane with remorse and was shut up in a lunatic asylum. I thought that was a poetical retribution for her crime.”

“They grew more beautiful together until they turned sixteen. Then Bertram DeVere came to their hometown and fell in love with the lovely Geraldine. He saved her when her horse bolted with her in a carriage, and she fainted in his arms, so he carried her home for three miles; since, you see, the carriage was wrecked. I found it hard to picture the proposal because I had no experience to draw from. I asked Ruby Gillis if she knew anything about how men pop the question because I figured she’d have some insight, having so many married sisters. Ruby told me she was hiding in the hall pantry when Malcolm Andres proposed to her sister Susan. She said Malcolm told Susan that his dad had given him the farm in his name and then said, ‘What do you think, darling, if we get married this fall?’ And Susan replied, ‘Yes—no—I don’t know—let me think’—and just like that, they were engaged. But I didn’t think that kind of proposal was very romantic, so eventually, I had to come up with my own version as best as I could. I made it very flowery and poetic, and Bertram got down on one knee, even though Ruby Gillis says that’s not done these days. Geraldine accepted him in a speech that was a whole page long. I can tell you I put a lot of effort into that speech. I revised it five times, and I see it as my masterpiece. Bertram gave her a diamond ring and a ruby necklace and said they would go to Europe for their honeymoon because he was incredibly wealthy. But then, sadly, clouds began to gather over their future. Cordelia was secretly in love with Bertram too, and when Geraldine told her about the engagement, she was furious, especially when she saw the necklace and the diamond ring. All her affection for Geraldine turned into bitter hatred, and she vowed that Geraldine would never marry Bertram. But she pretended to be Geraldine’s friend as before. One evening, they were standing on the bridge over a rushing stream, and Cordelia, thinking they were alone, pushed Geraldine off the edge with a wild, mocking, ‘Ha, ha, ha.’ But Bertram saw it all and immediately jumped into the water, shouting, ‘I will save you, my unparalleled Geraldine.’ But unfortunately, he had forgotten that he couldn’t swim, and they both drowned, holding each other tightly. Their bodies washed ashore shortly after. They were buried together, and their funeral was quite grand, Diana. It feels much more romantic to end a story with a funeral than a wedding. As for Cordelia, she went mad with guilt and was locked up in a mental asylum. I thought that was a fitting punishment for her crime.”

“How perfectly lovely!” sighed Diana, who belonged to Matthew’s school of critics. “I don’t see how you can make up such thrilling things out of your own head, Anne. I wish my imagination was as good as yours.”

“How perfectly lovely!” sighed Diana, who was part of Matthew’s group of critics. “I don’t see how you can come up with such exciting things from your own mind, Anne. I wish my imagination was as good as yours.”

“It would be if you’d only cultivate it,” said Anne cheeringly. “I’ve just thought of a plan, Diana. Let you and me have a story club all our own and write stories for practice. I’ll help you along until you can do them by yourself. You ought to cultivate your imagination, you know. Miss Stacy says so. Only we must take the right way. I told her about the Haunted Wood, but she said we went the wrong way about it in that.”

“It would be if you’d just work on it,” Anne said cheerfully. “I just came up with an idea, Diana. Let’s start our own story club and write stories for practice. I’ll help you out until you can do it on your own. You really should develop your imagination, you know. Miss Stacy says so. But we need to go about it the right way. I mentioned the Haunted Wood to her, but she said we approached it the wrong way.”

This was how the story club came into existence. It was limited to Diana and Anne at first, but soon it was extended to include Jane Andrews and Ruby Gillis and one or two others who felt that their imaginations needed cultivating. No boys were allowed in it—although Ruby Gillis opined that their admission would make it more exciting—and each member had to produce one story a week.

This is how the story club started. It was just Diana and Anne at first, but soon it included Jane Andrews, Ruby Gillis, and a couple of others who thought their creativity needed some nurturing. No boys were allowed—though Ruby Gillis thought that letting them in would make it more fun—and each member had to write one story a week.

“It’s extremely interesting,” Anne told Marilla. “Each girl has to read her story out loud and then we talk it over. We are going to keep them all sacredly and have them to read to our descendants. We each write under a nom-de-plume. Mine is Rosamond Montmorency. All the girls do pretty well. Ruby Gillis is rather sentimental. She puts too much lovemaking into her stories and you know too much is worse than too little. Jane never puts any because she says it makes her feel so silly when she had to read it out loud. Jane’s stories are extremely sensible. Then Diana puts too many murders into hers. She says most of the time she doesn’t know what to do with the people so she kills them off to get rid of them. I mostly always have to tell them what to write about, but that isn’t hard for I’ve millions of ideas.”

“It’s super interesting,” Anne told Marilla. “Each girl has to read her story out loud and then we discuss it. We’re going to keep them all safe and read them to our future descendants. We each write under a pen name. Mine is Rosamond Montmorency. All the girls do pretty well. Ruby Gillis is a bit sentimental. She adds too much romance to her stories, and you know too much is worse than too little. Jane never includes any because she says it makes her feel silly when she has to read it aloud. Jane’s stories are very sensible. Then there’s Diana, who puts in too many murders. She says most of the time she doesn’t know what to do with the characters, so she just kills them off to get rid of them. I usually have to tell them what to write about, but that’s not hard since I have millions of ideas.”

“I think this story-writing business is the foolishest yet,” scoffed Marilla. “You’ll get a pack of nonsense into your heads and waste time that should be put on your lessons. Reading stories is bad enough but writing them is worse.”

“I think this story-writing thing is the dumbest ever,” scoffed Marilla. “You’ll fill your heads with nonsense and waste time that should be spent on your lessons. Reading stories is bad enough, but writing them is worse.”

“But we’re so careful to put a moral into them all, Marilla,” explained Anne. “I insist upon that. All the good people are rewarded and all the bad ones are suitably punished. I’m sure that must have a wholesome effect. The moral is the great thing. Mr. Allan says so. I read one of my stories to him and Mrs. Allan and they both agreed that the moral was excellent. Only they laughed in the wrong places. I like it better when people cry. Jane and Ruby almost always cry when I come to the pathetic parts. Diana wrote her Aunt Josephine about our club and her Aunt Josephine wrote back that we were to send her some of our stories. So we copied out four of our very best and sent them. Miss Josephine Barry wrote back that she had never read anything so amusing in her life. That kind of puzzled us because the stories were all very pathetic and almost everybody died. But I’m glad Miss Barry liked them. It shows our club is doing some good in the world. Mrs. Allan says that ought to be our object in everything. I do really try to make it my object but I forget so often when I’m having fun. I hope I shall be a little like Mrs. Allan when I grow up. Do you think there is any prospect of it, Marilla?”

“But we’re really careful to include a moral in all of them, Marilla,” explained Anne. “I insist on that. All the good people get rewarded and all the bad ones get what they deserve. I’m sure that must have a positive effect. The moral is the main thing. Mr. Allan says so. I read one of my stories to him and Mrs. Allan, and they both agreed that the moral was excellent. They just laughed in the wrong spots. I prefer it when people cry. Jane and Ruby almost always cry when I get to the sad parts. Diana wrote to her Aunt Josephine about our club, and Aunt Josephine replied that we should send her some of our stories. So we copied out four of our very best and sent them. Miss Josephine Barry wrote back saying she had never read anything so funny in her life. That kind of confused us because all the stories were really sad, and almost everyone died. But I’m glad Miss Barry liked them. It shows our club is making a difference in the world. Mrs. Allan says that should be our goal in everything. I really try to make it my goal, but I forget so often when I’m having fun. I hope I’ll be a bit like Mrs. Allan when I grow up. Do you think there’s a chance of that, Marilla?”

“I shouldn’t say there was a great deal” was Marilla’s encouraging answer. “I’m sure Mrs. Allan was never such a silly, forgetful little girl as you are.”

“I shouldn’t say there was a lot,” Marilla replied encouragingly. “I’m sure Mrs. Allan was never such a silly, forgetful girl as you are.”

“No; but she wasn’t always so good as she is now either,” said Anne seriously. “She told me so herself—that is, she said she was a dreadful mischief when she was a girl and was always getting into scrapes. I felt so encouraged when I heard that. Is it very wicked of me, Marilla, to feel encouraged when I hear that other people have been bad and mischievous? Mrs. Lynde says it is. Mrs. Lynde says she always feels shocked when she hears of anyone ever having been naughty, no matter how small they were. Mrs. Lynde says she once heard a minister confess that when he was a boy he stole a strawberry tart out of his aunt’s pantry and she never had any respect for that minister again. Now, I wouldn’t have felt that way. I’d have thought that it was real noble of him to confess it, and I’d have thought what an encouraging thing it would be for small boys nowadays who do naughty things and are sorry for them to know that perhaps they may grow up to be ministers in spite of it. That’s how I’d feel, Marilla.”

“No; but she wasn’t always as good as she is now,” said Anne seriously. “She told me so herself—that is, she said she was a real troublemaker when she was a girl and always getting into messes. I felt so encouraged when I heard that. Is it very wrong of me, Marilla, to feel uplifted when I learn that other people have been bad and mischievous? Mrs. Lynde says it is. Mrs. Lynde claims she always feels shocked when she hears anyone was ever naughty, no matter how small they were. Mrs. Lynde mentioned that she once heard a minister confess that when he was a boy, he stole a strawberry tart from his aunt’s pantry, and she never respected that minister again. Now, I wouldn’t have felt that way. I’d have thought it was really noble of him to confess, and I’d have considered how encouraging it would be for young boys nowadays who do naughty things and feel sorry for them to know that they might still grow up to be ministers despite it. That’s how I’d feel, Marilla.”

“The way I feel at present, Anne,” said Marilla, “is that it’s high time you had those dishes washed. You’ve taken half an hour longer than you should with all your chattering. Learn to work first and talk afterwards.”

“The way I feel right now, Anne,” said Marilla, “is that it’s about time you got those dishes washed. You’ve spent half an hour longer than you should with all your chatting. Learn to work first and talk later.”


CHAPTER XXVII.
Vanity and Vexation of Spirit

MARILLA, walking home one late April evening from an Aid meeting, realized that the winter was over and gone with the thrill of delight that spring never fails to bring to the oldest and saddest as well as to the youngest and merriest. Marilla was not given to subjective analysis of her thoughts and feelings. She probably imagined that she was thinking about the Aids and their missionary box and the new carpet for the vestry room, but under these reflections was a harmonious consciousness of red fields smoking into pale-purply mists in the declining sun, of long, sharp-pointed fir shadows falling over the meadow beyond the brook, of still, crimson-budded maples around a mirrorlike wood pool, of a wakening in the world and a stir of hidden pulses under the gray sod. The spring was abroad in the land and Marilla’s sober, middle-aged step was lighter and swifter because of its deep, primal gladness.

MARILLA, walking home one late April evening from an Aid meeting, realized that winter was over and felt the excitement that spring always brings to everyone, whether they're old and sad or young and happy. Marilla wasn't one to analyze her thoughts and feelings too much. She probably thought she was focused on the Aids and their mission box and the new carpet for the vestry room, but beneath those thoughts was a peaceful awareness of red fields fading into soft purplish mists under the setting sun, of long, sharp fir shadows stretching across the meadow beyond the brook, of still, crimson-budded maples surrounding a smooth, reflective wood pool, of a world waking up and a stirring of hidden life beneath the gray soil. Spring was in the air, and Marilla's serious, middle-aged steps were lighter and quicker because of its deep, fundamental joy.

Her eyes dwelt affectionately on Green Gables, peering through its network of trees and reflecting the sunlight back from its windows in several little coruscations of glory. Marilla, as she picked her steps along the damp lane, thought that it was really a satisfaction to know that she was going home to a briskly snapping wood fire and a table nicely spread for tea, instead of to the cold comfort of old Aid meeting evenings before Anne had come to Green Gables.

Her eyes lingered fondly on Green Gables, looking through the trees and reflecting the sunlight from its windows in little flashes of brilliance. As Marilla made her way along the damp path, she felt a real sense of satisfaction knowing she was heading home to a crackling wood fire and a well-set table for tea, instead of the dreary comfort of old Aid meeting nights before Anne came to Green Gables.

Consequently, when Marilla entered her kitchen and found the fire black out, with no sign of Anne anywhere, she felt justly disappointed and irritated. She had told Anne to be sure and have tea ready at five o’clock, but now she must hurry to take off her second-best dress and prepare the meal herself against Matthew’s return from plowing.

Consequently, when Marilla walked into her kitchen and saw that the fire was out, with no sign of Anne around, she felt rightly disappointed and annoyed. She had told Anne to make sure tea was ready at five o’clock, but now she had to quickly change out of her second-best dress and prepare the meal herself before Matthew came back from plowing.

“I’ll settle Miss Anne when she comes home,” said Marilla grimly, as she shaved up kindlings with a carving knife and with more vim than was strictly necessary. Matthew had come in and was waiting patiently for his tea in his corner. “She’s gadding off somewhere with Diana, writing stories or practicing dialogues or some such tomfoolery, and never thinking once about the time or her duties. She’s just got to be pulled up short and sudden on this sort of thing. I don’t care if Mrs. Allan does say she’s the brightest and sweetest child she ever knew. She may be bright and sweet enough, but her head is full of nonsense and there’s never any knowing what shape it’ll break out in next. Just as soon as she grows out of one freak she takes up with another. But there! Here I am saying the very thing I was so riled with Rachel Lynde for saying at the Aid today. I was real glad when Mrs. Allan spoke up for Anne, for if she hadn’t I know I’d have said something too sharp to Rachel before everybody. Anne’s got plenty of faults, goodness knows, and far be it from me to deny it. But I’m bringing her up and not Rachel Lynde, who’d pick faults in the Angel Gabriel himself if he lived in Avonlea. Just the same, Anne has no business to leave the house like this when I told her she was to stay home this afternoon and look after things. I must say, with all her faults, I never found her disobedient or untrustworthy before and I’m real sorry to find her so now.”

“I’ll take care of Miss Anne when she gets home,” said Marilla sternly, as she chopped kindling with a carving knife with more energy than necessary. Matthew had come in and was patiently waiting for his tea in his corner. “She’s off somewhere with Diana, writing stories or practicing dialogues or some kind of nonsense, and never thinks about the time or her responsibilities. She needs to be put in her place about this. I don’t care if Mrs. Allan says she’s the brightest and sweetest kid she’s ever known. She might be bright and sweet, but her head is full of nonsense, and you never know what she'll come up with next. Just when she outgrows one weird idea, she picks up another. But there I am, saying the exact thing I was so mad at Rachel Lynde for saying at the Aid today. I was really glad when Mrs. Allan defended Anne, because if she hadn’t, I know I’d have said something harsh to Rachel in front of everyone. Anne has plenty of faults, that’s for sure, and I won’t deny it. But I’m raising her, not Rachel Lynde, who’d find something wrong with the Angel Gabriel himself if he lived in Avonlea. Still, though, Anne shouldn’t leave the house like this when I specifically told her to stay home this afternoon and take care of things. I have to say, with all her faults, I’ve never found her disobedient or untrustworthy before, and I’m really sorry to see that now.”

“Well now, I dunno,” said Matthew, who, being patient and wise and, above all, hungry, had deemed it best to let Marilla talk her wrath out unhindered, having learned by experience that she got through with whatever work was on hand much quicker if not delayed by untimely argument. “Perhaps you’re judging her too hasty, Marilla. Don’t call her untrustworthy until you’re sure she has disobeyed you. Mebbe it can all be explained—Anne’s a great hand at explaining.”

“Well, I don’t know,” said Matthew, who, being patient and wise and, above all, hungry, thought it was best to let Marilla vent her anger without interruption. He had learned from experience that she finished whatever task she was working on much faster if not held up by unnecessary arguments. “Maybe you’re judging her too quickly, Marilla. Don’t call her untrustworthy until you’re sure she’s disobeyed you. It might all be explainable—Anne is great at explaining things.”

“She’s not here when I told her to stay,” retorted Marilla. “I reckon she’ll find it hard to explain that to my satisfaction. Of course I knew you’d take her part, Matthew. But I’m bringing her up, not you.”

“She’s not here when I told her to stay,” Marilla shot back. “I guess she’ll have a tough time explaining that to me. Of course, I knew you’d side with her, Matthew. But I’m the one raising her, not you.”

It was dark when supper was ready, and still no sign of Anne, coming hurriedly over the log bridge or up Lover’s Lane, breathless and repentant with a sense of neglected duties. Marilla washed and put away the dishes grimly. Then, wanting a candle to light her way down the cellar, she went up to the east gable for the one that generally stood on Anne’s table. Lighting it, she turned around to see Anne herself lying on the bed, face downward among the pillows.

It was dark when dinner was ready, and there was still no sign of Anne, rushing over the log bridge or up Lover’s Lane, out of breath and remorseful about her neglected responsibilities. Marilla washed and put away the dishes with a frown. Then, needing a candle to light her way down to the cellar, she went up to the east gable for the one that usually sat on Anne’s table. Lighting it, she turned around to find Anne herself lying on the bed, face down among the pillows.

“Mercy on us,” said astonished Marilla, “have you been asleep, Anne?”

“Mercy on us,” said an astonished Marilla, “have you been asleep, Anne?”

“No,” was the muffled reply.

“No,” came the muffled reply.

“Are you sick then?” demanded Marilla anxiously, going over to the bed.

“Are you sick then?” asked Marilla anxiously, walking over to the bed.

Anne cowered deeper into her pillows as if desirous of hiding herself forever from mortal eyes.

Anne sank deeper into her pillows, wanting to hide from the world forever.

“No. But please, Marilla, go away and don’t look at me. I’m in the depths of despair and I don’t care who gets head in class or writes the best composition or sings in the Sunday-school choir any more. Little things like that are of no importance now because I don’t suppose I’ll ever be able to go anywhere again. My career is closed. Please, Marilla, go away and don’t look at me.”

“No. But please, Marilla, just go away and don’t look at me. I’m feeling completely hopeless and I don’t care who gets the highest grades in class or writes the best essay or sings in the Sunday school choir anymore. Little things like that don’t matter right now because I don’t think I’ll ever be able to go anywhere again. My future is over. Please, Marilla, just go away and don’t look at me.”

“Did anyone ever hear the like?” the mystified Marilla wanted to know. “Anne Shirley, whatever is the matter with you? What have you done? Get right up this minute and tell me. This minute, I say. There now, what is it?”

“Did anyone ever hear anything like this?” the confused Marilla asked. “Anne Shirley, what’s wrong with you? What did you do? Get up right now and tell me. Right now, I mean it. So, what is it?”

Anne had slid to the floor in despairing obedience.

Anne had fallen to the floor in hopeless submission.

“Look at my hair, Marilla,” she whispered.

“Look at my hair, Marilla,” she whispered.

Accordingly, Marilla lifted her candle and looked scrutinizingly at Anne’s hair, flowing in heavy masses down her back. It certainly had a very strange appearance.

Accordingly, Marilla raised her candle and examined Anne’s hair closely, which was cascading in thick waves down her back. It definitely looked very unusual.

“Anne Shirley, what have you done to your hair? Why, it’s green!

“Anne Shirley, what did you do to your hair? It’s green!

Green it might be called, if it were any earthly color—a queer, dull, bronzy green, with streaks here and there of the original red to heighten the ghastly effect. Never in all her life had Marilla seen anything so grotesque as Anne’s hair at that moment.

It could be called green, if it were any earthly color—a strange, dull, bronzy green, with streaks of the original red here and there to make the creepy effect even worse. Never in all her life had Marilla seen anything as bizarre as Anne’s hair at that moment.

“Yes, it’s green,” moaned Anne. “I thought nothing could be as bad as red hair. But now I know it’s ten times worse to have green hair. Oh, Marilla, you little know how utterly wretched I am.”

“Yes, it’s green,” complained Anne. “I thought nothing could be worse than red hair. But now I know having green hair is ten times worse. Oh, Marilla, you have no idea how completely miserable I am.”

“I little know how you got into this fix, but I mean to find out,” said Marilla. “Come right down to the kitchen—it’s too cold up here—and tell me just what you’ve done. I’ve been expecting something queer for some time. You haven’t got into any scrape for over two months, and I was sure another one was due. Now, then, what did you do to your hair?”

“I don’t really know how you got yourself into this situation, but I’m going to find out,” said Marilla. “Come down to the kitchen—it’s too cold up here—and tell me exactly what you’ve done. I’ve been expecting something unusual for a while. You haven’t gotten into any trouble for over two months, and I was sure another one was coming. So, what did you do to your hair?”

“I dyed it.”

"I colored it."

“Dyed it! Dyed your hair! Anne Shirley, didn’t you know it was a wicked thing to do?”

“Dyed it! Dyed your hair! Anne Shirley, didn’t you know that was a bad thing to do?”

“Yes, I knew it was a little wicked,” admitted Anne. “But I thought it was worth while to be a little wicked to get rid of red hair. I counted the cost, Marilla. Besides, I meant to be extra good in other ways to make up for it.”

“Yes, I knew it was a bit wrong,” admitted Anne. “But I thought it was worth it to be a little naughty to get rid of my red hair. I weighed the pros and cons, Marilla. Besides, I planned to be extra good in other ways to make up for it.”

“Well,” said Marilla sarcastically, “if I’d decided it was worth while to dye my hair I’d have dyed it a decent color at least. I wouldn’t have dyed it green.”

“Well,” Marilla said sarcastically, “if I’d decided it was worth it to dye my hair, I would have chosen a decent color at least. I wouldn’t have dyed it green.”

“But I didn’t mean to dye it green, Marilla,” protested Anne dejectedly. “If I was wicked I meant to be wicked to some purpose. He said it would turn my hair a beautiful raven black—he positively assured me that it would. How could I doubt his word, Marilla? I know what it feels like to have your word doubted. And Mrs. Allan says we should never suspect anyone of not telling us the truth unless we have proof that they’re not. I have proof now—green hair is proof enough for anybody. But I hadn’t then and I believed every word he said implicitly.”

“But I didn’t mean to dye it green, Marilla,” Anne said sadly. “If I was being bad, I meant to have a good reason for it. He told me it would make my hair a beautiful raven black—he absolutely promised me that it would. How could I doubt him, Marilla? I know what it’s like to have someone doubt your word. And Mrs. Allan says we should never assume someone is lying unless we have proof they are. Well, I have proof now—green hair is proof enough for anyone. But back then, I believed every word he said implicitly.”

“Who said? Who are you talking about?”

“Who said that? Who are you talking about?”

“The peddler that was here this afternoon. I bought the dye from him.”

“The seller who was here this afternoon. I bought the dye from him.”

“Anne Shirley, how often have I told you never to let one of those Italians in the house! I don’t believe in encouraging them to come around at all.”

“Anne Shirley, how many times have I told you not to let any of those Italians into the house! I really don’t think we should encourage them to come over at all.”

“Oh, I didn’t let him in the house. I remembered what you told me, and I went out, carefully shut the door, and looked at his things on the step. Besides, he wasn’t an Italian—he was a German Jew. He had a big box full of very interesting things and he told me he was working hard to make enough money to bring his wife and children out from Germany. He spoke so feelingly about them that it touched my heart. I wanted to buy something from him to help him in such a worthy object. Then all at once I saw the bottle of hair dye. The peddler said it was warranted to dye any hair a beautiful raven black and wouldn’t wash off. In a trice I saw myself with beautiful raven-black hair and the temptation was irresistible. But the price of the bottle was seventy-five cents and I had only fifty cents left out of my chicken money. I think the peddler had a very kind heart, for he said that, seeing it was me, he’d sell it for fifty cents and that was just giving it away. So I bought it, and as soon as he had gone I came up here and applied it with an old hairbrush as the directions said. I used up the whole bottle, and oh, Marilla, when I saw the dreadful color it turned my hair I repented of being wicked, I can tell you. And I’ve been repenting ever since.”

“Oh, I didn’t let him into the house. I remembered what you told me, so I went outside, carefully closed the door, and looked at his stuff on the step. Besides, he wasn’t Italian—he was a German Jew. He had a big box full of really interesting items, and he told me he was working hard to save enough money to bring his wife and kids over from Germany. He spoke so passionately about them that it really touched my heart. I wanted to buy something from him to help with such a worthy cause. Then, all of a sudden, I saw the bottle of hair dye. The peddler said it was guaranteed to dye any hair a stunning raven black and wouldn’t wash out. In a flash, I imagined myself with gorgeous raven-black hair, and the temptation was impossible to resist. But the bottle cost seventy-five cents, and I only had fifty cents left from my chicken money. I think the peddler had a really kind heart because he said that since it was me, he’d sell it for fifty cents, which was practically giving it away. So I bought it, and as soon as he left, I came up here and applied it with an old hairbrush like the directions said. I used up the entire bottle, and oh, Marilla, when I saw the horrible color it turned my hair, I regretted being so reckless, I can tell you. And I’ve been regretting it ever since.”

“Well, I hope you’ll repent to good purpose,” said Marilla severely, “and that you’ve got your eyes opened to where your vanity has led you, Anne. Goodness knows what’s to be done. I suppose the first thing is to give your hair a good washing and see if that will do any good.”

“Well, I hope you’ll genuinely repent,” said Marilla sternly, “and that you realize where your vanity has taken you, Anne. Who knows what to do now? I guess the first thing is to wash your hair well and see if that helps.”

Accordingly, Anne washed her hair, scrubbing it vigorously with soap and water, but for all the difference it made she might as well have been scouring its original red. The peddler had certainly spoken the truth when he declared that the dye wouldn’t wash off, however his veracity might be impeached in other respects.

Accordingly, Anne washed her hair, scrubbing it vigorously with soap and water, but for all the difference it made, she might as well have been scrubbing its original red. The peddler had definitely spoken the truth when he said that the dye wouldn’t wash out, even if his honesty could be questioned in other ways.

“Oh, Marilla, what shall I do?” questioned Anne in tears. “I can never live this down. People have pretty well forgotten my other mistakes—the liniment cake and setting Diana drunk and flying into a temper with Mrs. Lynde. But they’ll never forget this. They will think I am not respectable. Oh, Marilla, ‘what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive.’ That is poetry, but it is true. And oh, how Josie Pye will laugh! Marilla, I cannot face Josie Pye. I am the unhappiest girl in Prince Edward Island.”

“Oh, Marilla, what am I going to do?” Anne asked, in tears. “I can’t ever live this down. People have mostly forgotten my other mistakes—the liniment cake, getting Diana drunk, and losing my temper with Mrs. Lynde. But they will never forget this. They’ll think I’m not respectable. Oh, Marilla, ‘what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive.’ That’s poetry, but it’s true. And oh, how Josie Pye will laugh! Marilla, I cannot face Josie Pye. I’m the unhappiest girl in Prince Edward Island.”

Anne’s unhappiness continued for a week. During that time she went nowhere and shampooed her hair every day. Diana alone of outsiders knew the fatal secret, but she promised solemnly never to tell, and it may be stated here and now that she kept her word. At the end of the week Marilla said decidedly:

Anne’s unhappiness went on for a week. During that time, she stayed home and washed her hair every day. Diana was the only one outside of it who knew the painful secret, but she promised seriously to never tell, and it's safe to say that she kept her promise. By the end of the week, Marilla said firmly:

“It’s no use, Anne. That is fast dye if ever there was any. Your hair must be cut off; there is no other way. You can’t go out with it looking like that.”

“It’s no use, Anne. That’s a permanent dye if there ever was one. Your hair has to be cut off; there’s no other option. You can’t go out with it looking like that.”

Anne’s lips quivered, but she realized the bitter truth of Marilla’s remarks. With a dismal sigh she went for the scissors.

Anne's lips shook, but she understood the harsh reality of Marilla's comments. With a heavy sigh, she went to get the scissors.

“Please cut it off at once, Marilla, and have it over. Oh, I feel that my heart is broken. This is such an unromantic affliction. The girls in books lose their hair in fevers or sell it to get money for some good deed, and I’m sure I wouldn’t mind losing my hair in some such fashion half so much. But there is nothing comforting in having your hair cut off because you’ve dyed it a dreadful color, is there? I’m going to weep all the time you’re cutting it off, if it won’t interfere. It seems such a tragic thing.”

“Please just cut it off right now, Marilla, and get it over with. Oh, I feel like my heart is broken. This is such an unromantic situation. The girls in novels lose their hair from fevers or sell it to raise money for some good cause, and honestly, I wouldn’t mind losing my hair that way at all. But there’s nothing comforting about having your hair cut off because you dyed it a horrible color, is there? I’m going to cry the whole time you’re cutting it off, if that’s okay. It seems so tragic.”

Anne wept then, but later on, when she went upstairs and looked in the glass, she was calm with despair. Marilla had done her work thoroughly and it had been necessary to shingle the hair as closely as possible. The result was not becoming, to state the case as mildly as may be. Anne promptly turned her glass to the wall.

Anne cried then, but later, when she went upstairs and looked in the mirror, she felt a calm kind of despair. Marilla had done her job well, and it had been necessary to cut her hair as short as possible. The result was not flattering, to say the least. Anne quickly turned the mirror to the wall.

“I’ll never, never look at myself again until my hair grows,” she exclaimed passionately.

“I'll never, ever look at myself again until my hair grows,” she exclaimed passionately.

Then she suddenly righted the glass.

Then she suddenly set the glass upright.

“Yes, I will, too. I’d do penance for being wicked that way. I’ll look at myself every time I come to my room and see how ugly I am. And I won’t try to imagine it away, either. I never thought I was vain about my hair, of all things, but now I know I was, in spite of its being red, because it was so long and thick and curly. I expect something will happen to my nose next.”

“Yes, I will, too. I’d make up for being bad like that. I’ll look at myself every time I come to my room and see how ugly I am. And I won’t try to pretend it’s not true, either. I never thought I was vain about my hair, of all things, but now I realize I was, even though it’s red, because it’s so long, thick, and curly. I expect something will happen to my nose next.”

Anne’s clipped head made a sensation in school on the following Monday, but to her relief nobody guessed the real reason for it, not even Josie Pye, who, however, did not fail to inform Anne that she looked like a perfect scarecrow.

Anne's short haircut caused a stir at school the next Monday, but thankfully, no one figured out the real reason behind it, not even Josie Pye, who nonetheless made sure to tell Anne that she looked just like a scarecrow.

“I didn’t say anything when Josie said that to me,” Anne confided that evening to Marilla, who was lying on the sofa after one of her headaches, “because I thought it was part of my punishment and I ought to bear it patiently. It’s hard to be told you look like a scarecrow and I wanted to say something back. But I didn’t. I just swept her one scornful look and then I forgave her. It makes you feel very virtuous when you forgive people, doesn’t it? I mean to devote all my energies to being good after this and I shall never try to be beautiful again. Of course it’s better to be good. I know it is, but it’s sometimes so hard to believe a thing even when you know it. I do really want to be good, Marilla, like you and Mrs. Allan and Miss Stacy, and grow up to be a credit to you. Diana says when my hair begins to grow to tie a black velvet ribbon around my head with a bow at one side. She says she thinks it will be very becoming. I will call it a snood—that sounds so romantic. But am I talking too much, Marilla? Does it hurt your head?”

“I didn’t say anything when Josie said that to me,” Anne confessed that evening to Marilla, who was lying on the sofa after one of her headaches, “because I thought it was part of my punishment and I should bear it patiently. It’s tough to be told you look like a scarecrow, and I wanted to respond. But I didn’t. I just gave her a scornful glance and then forgave her. It makes you feel really virtuous when you forgive people, doesn’t it? I plan to put all my energy into being good from now on, and I’ll never try to be beautiful again. Of course, being good is better. I know that, but it can be so hard to believe something even when you know it’s true. I really want to be good, Marilla, like you and Mrs. Allan and Miss Stacy, and grow up to make you proud. Diana says when my hair starts to grow, I should tie a black velvet ribbon around my head with a bow on one side. She thinks it’ll look very nice. I’ll call it a snood—that sounds so romantic. But am I talking too much, Marilla? Is it hurting your head?”

“My head is better now. It was terrible bad this afternoon, though. These headaches of mine are getting worse and worse. I’ll have to see a doctor about them. As for your chatter, I don’t know that I mind it—I’ve got so used to it.”

“My head feels better now. It was really bad this afternoon, though. These headaches of mine are getting worse and worse. I’ll have to see a doctor about them. As for your talking, I can't say that it bothers me—I’ve gotten so used to it.”

Which was Marilla’s way of saying that she liked to hear it.

Which was Marilla’s way of saying that she enjoyed hearing it.


CHAPTER XXVIII.
An Unfortunate Lily Maid

OF course you must be Elaine, Anne,” said Diana. “I could never have the courage to float down there.”

OF course you must be Elaine, Anne,” said Diana. “I could never have the courage to float down there.”

“Nor I,” said Ruby Gillis, with a shiver. “I don’t mind floating down when there’s two or three of us in the flat and we can sit up. It’s fun then. But to lie down and pretend I was dead—I just couldn’t. I’d die really of fright.”

“Neither could I,” said Ruby Gillis, shivering. “I don’t mind drifting when there are two or three of us in the flat and we can sit up. That’s fun. But lying down and pretending I’m dead—I just couldn’t do it. I’d actually die from fear.”

“Of course it would be romantic,” conceded Jane Andrews, “but I know I couldn’t keep still. I’d be popping up every minute or so to see where I was and if I wasn’t drifting too far out. And you know, Anne, that would spoil the effect.”

“Of course it would be romantic,” admitted Jane Andrews, “but I know I couldn’t stay still. I’d be getting up every minute or so to check where I was and if I wasn’t drifting too far out. And you know, Anne, that would ruin the vibe.”

“But it’s so ridiculous to have a redheaded Elaine,” mourned Anne. “I’m not afraid to float down and I’d love to be Elaine. But it’s ridiculous just the same. Ruby ought to be Elaine because she is so fair and has such lovely long golden hair—Elaine had ‘all her bright hair streaming down,’ you know. And Elaine was the lily maid. Now, a red-haired person cannot be a lily maid.”

“But it’s so ridiculous to have a redheaded Elaine,” Anne lamented. “I’m not scared to float down, and I’d love to be Elaine. But it’s ridiculous, just the same. Ruby should be Elaine because she’s so fair and has such beautiful long golden hair—Elaine had ‘all her bright hair streaming down,’ you know. And Elaine was the lily maid. A red-haired person just can’t be a lily maid.”

“Your complexion is just as fair as Ruby’s,” said Diana earnestly, “and your hair is ever so much darker than it used to be before you cut it.”

“Your skin is just as fair as Ruby’s,” Diana said earnestly, “and your hair is much darker than it used to be before you cut it.”

“Oh, do you really think so?” exclaimed Anne, flushing sensitively with delight. “I’ve sometimes thought it was myself—but I never dared to ask anyone for fear she would tell me it wasn’t. Do you think it could be called auburn now, Diana?”

“Oh, do you really think so?” Anne exclaimed, blushing with joy. “I’ve sometimes thought it was me—but I never dared to ask anyone because I was afraid they would say it wasn’t. Do you think it could be called auburn now, Diana?”

“Yes, and I think it is real pretty,” said Diana, looking admiringly at the short, silky curls that clustered over Anne’s head and were held in place by a very jaunty black velvet ribbon and bow.

“Yes, and I think it’s really pretty,” said Diana, looking admiringly at the short, silky curls that gathered on Anne’s head and were held in place by a very stylish black velvet ribbon and bow.

They were standing on the bank of the pond, below Orchard Slope, where a little headland fringed with birches ran out from the bank; at its tip was a small wooden platform built out into the water for the convenience of fishermen and duck hunters. Ruby and Jane were spending the midsummer afternoon with Diana, and Anne had come over to play with them.

They were standing on the edge of the pond, below Orchard Slope, where a small point lined with birches jutted out from the bank; at its end was a small wooden platform extending into the water for the convenience of fishermen and duck hunters. Ruby and Jane were enjoying the midsummer afternoon with Diana, and Anne had come over to join them.

Anne and Diana had spent most of their playtime that summer on and about the pond. Idlewild was a thing of the past, Mr. Bell having ruthlessly cut down the little circle of trees in his back pasture in the spring. Anne had sat among the stumps and wept, not without an eye to the romance of it; but she was speedily consoled, for, after all, as she and Diana said, big girls of thirteen, going on fourteen, were too old for such childish amusements as playhouses, and there were more fascinating sports to be found about the pond. It was splendid to fish for trout over the bridge and the two girls learned to row themselves about in the little flat-bottomed dory Mr. Barry kept for duck shooting.

Anne and Diana spent most of their playtime that summer by the pond. Idlewild was a thing of the past, since Mr. Bell had ruthlessly cut down the little circle of trees in his back pasture in the spring. Anne had sat among the stumps and cried, not without appreciating the drama of it all; but she quickly cheered up because, after all, as she and Diana said, girls of thirteen, about to turn fourteen, were too old for such childish things as playhouses, and there were more exciting activities to enjoy around the pond. It was wonderful to fish for trout from the bridge, and the two girls learned to row themselves around in the little flat-bottomed dory that Mr. Barry kept for duck hunting.

It was Anne’s idea that they dramatize Elaine. They had studied Tennyson’s poem in school the preceding winter, the Superintendent of Education having prescribed it in the English course for the Prince Edward Island schools. They had analyzed and parsed it and torn it to pieces in general until it was a wonder there was any meaning at all left in it for them, but at least the fair lily maid and Lancelot and Guinevere and King Arthur had become very real people to them, and Anne was devoured by secret regret that she had not been born in Camelot. Those days, she said, were so much more romantic than the present.

It was Anne's idea to put on a play about Elaine. They had studied Tennyson’s poem in school the previous winter, as the Superintendent of Education had included it in the English curriculum for the Prince Edward Island schools. They had analyzed, dissected, and broken it down so much that it was a miracle that any meaning was left for them at all, but at least the beautiful lily maid, Lancelot, Guinevere, and King Arthur had become very real to them. Anne was filled with a secret longing that she hadn’t been born in Camelot. She said those days were so much more romantic than today.

Anne’s plan was hailed with enthusiasm. The girls had discovered that if the flat were pushed off from the landing place it would drift down with the current under the bridge and finally strand itself on another headland lower down which ran out at a curve in the pond. They had often gone down like this and nothing could be more convenient for playing Elaine.

Anne’s plan was met with excitement. The girls had found out that if the flat was pushed off from the landing spot, it would float downstream under the bridge and eventually get stuck on another strip of land farther down, which jutted out at a curve in the pond. They had often gone this way, and nothing could be better for playing Elaine.

“Well, I’ll be Elaine,” said Anne, yielding reluctantly, for, although she would have been delighted to play the principal character, yet her artistic sense demanded fitness for it and this, she felt, her limitations made impossible. “Ruby, you must be King Arthur and Jane will be Guinevere and Diana must be Lancelot. But first you must be the brothers and the father. We can’t have the old dumb servitor because there isn’t room for two in the flat when one is lying down. We must pall the barge all its length in blackest samite. That old black shawl of your mother’s will be just the thing, Diana.”

“Well, I’ll be Elaine,” said Anne, giving in reluctantly because, even though she would have loved to play the main character, her artistic sense insisted on it being a good fit, and she felt her limitations made that impossible. “Ruby, you need to be King Arthur, and Jane will be Guinevere, and Diana must be Lancelot. But first, you have to play the brothers and the father. We can’t have the old dumb servant because there isn’t enough space for two in the flat when one is lying down. We need to cover the barge all the way in the darkest fabric. That old black shawl of your mom’s will be perfect, Diana.”

The black shawl having been procured, Anne spread it over the flat and then lay down on the bottom, with closed eyes and hands folded over her breast.

The black shawl was obtained, and Anne spread it over the flat surface before lying down at the bottom, with her eyes closed and her hands folded over her chest.

“Oh, she does look really dead,” whispered Ruby Gillis nervously, watching the still, white little face under the flickering shadows of the birches. “It makes me feel frightened, girls. Do you suppose it’s really right to act like this? Mrs. Lynde says that all play-acting is abominably wicked.”

“Oh, she really looks dead,” whispered Ruby Gillis nervously, watching the still, white little face under the flickering shadows of the birches. “It freaks me out, girls. Do you think it’s actually okay to act like this? Mrs. Lynde says that all play-acting is really wrong.”

“Ruby, you shouldn’t talk about Mrs. Lynde,” said Anne severely. “It spoils the effect because this is hundreds of years before Mrs. Lynde was born. Jane, you arrange this. It’s silly for Elaine to be talking when she’s dead.”

“Ruby, you shouldn’t be talking about Mrs. Lynde,” Anne said sternly. “It ruins the whole vibe since this is hundreds of years before Mrs. Lynde was even born. Jane, you take care of this. It’s ridiculous for Elaine to be talking since she’s dead.”

Jane rose to the occasion. Cloth of gold for coverlet there was none, but an old piano scarf of yellow Japanese crepe was an excellent substitute. A white lily was not obtainable just then, but the effect of a tall blue iris placed in one of Anne’s folded hands was all that could be desired.

Jane rose to the occasion. There was no gold cloth for a cover, but an old piano scarf made of yellow Japanese crepe was a great substitute. A white lily wasn't available at that moment, but the impact of a tall blue iris placed in one of Anne's folded hands was just perfect.

“Now, she’s all ready,” said Jane. “We must kiss her quiet brows and, Diana, you say, ‘Sister, farewell forever,’ and Ruby, you say, ‘Farewell, sweet sister,’ both of you as sorrowfully as you possibly can. Anne, for goodness sake smile a little. You know Elaine ‘lay as though she smiled.’ That’s better. Now push the flat off.”

“Now she’s all set,” said Jane. “We need to kiss her peaceful forehead and, Diana, you say, ‘Sister, goodbye forever,’ and Ruby, you say, ‘Goodbye, sweet sister,’ both of you as sadly as you can. Anne, for heaven's sake, smile a bit. You know Elaine ‘looked like she was smiling.’ That’s better. Now slide the lid off.”

The flat was accordingly pushed off, scraping roughly over an old embedded stake in the process. Diana and Jane and Ruby only waited long enough to see it caught in the current and headed for the bridge before scampering up through the woods, across the road, and down to the lower headland where, as Lancelot and Guinevere and the King, they were to be in readiness to receive the lily maid.

The flat was pushed off, scraping roughly over an old embedded stake in the process. Diana, Jane, and Ruby only waited long enough to see it caught in the current and headed for the bridge before quickly moving up through the woods, across the road, and down to the lower headland where, as Lancelot, Guinevere, and the King, they were to be ready to receive the lily maid.

For a few minutes Anne, drifting slowly down, enjoyed the romance of her situation to the full. Then something happened not at all romantic. The flat began to leak. In a very few moments it was necessary for Elaine to scramble to her feet, pick up her cloth of gold coverlet and pall of blackest samite and gaze blankly at a big crack in the bottom of her barge through which the water was literally pouring. That sharp stake at the landing had torn off the strip of batting nailed on the flat. Anne did not know this, but it did not take her long to realize that she was in a dangerous plight. At this rate the flat would fill and sink long before it could drift to the lower headland. Where were the oars? Left behind at the landing!

For a few minutes, Anne, drifting slowly down, fully enjoyed the romantic vibe of her situation. Then something totally unromantic happened. The flat started to leak. In just a moment, Elaine had to scramble to her feet, grab her gold coverlet and dark fabric, and stare blankly at a big crack in the bottom of her barge, through which water was pouring in. That sharp stake at the landing had torn off the padding nailed to the flat. Anne didn’t know this, but it didn’t take her long to realize that she was in a dangerous spot. At this rate, the flat would fill up and sink long before it could drift to the lower headland. Where were the oars? Left behind at the landing!

Anne gave one gasping little scream which nobody ever heard; she was white to the lips, but she did not lose her self-possession. There was one chance—just one.

Anne let out a quick gasp that no one heard; she went pale but kept her composure. There was only one chance—just one.

“I was horribly frightened,” she told Mrs. Allan the next day, “and it seemed like years while the flat was drifting down to the bridge and the water rising in it every moment. I prayed, Mrs. Allan, most earnestly, but I didn’t shut my eyes to pray, for I knew the only way God could save me was to let the flat float close enough to one of the bridge piles for me to climb up on it. You know the piles are just old tree trunks and there are lots of knots and old branch stubs on them. It was proper to pray, but I had to do my part by watching out and right well I knew it. I just said, ‘Dear God, please take the flat close to a pile and I’ll do the rest,’ over and over again. Under such circumstances you don’t think much about making a flowery prayer. But mine was answered, for the flat bumped right into a pile for a minute and I flung the scarf and the shawl over my shoulder and scrambled up on a big providential stub. And there I was, Mrs. Allan, clinging to that slippery old pile with no way of getting up or down. It was a very unromantic position, but I didn’t think about that at the time. You don’t think much about romance when you have just escaped from a watery grave. I said a grateful prayer at once and then I gave all my attention to holding on tight, for I knew I should probably have to depend on human aid to get back to dry land.”

“I was really scared,” she told Mrs. Allan the next day, “and it felt like ages while the flat was drifting down to the bridge and the water was rising in it every second. I prayed, Mrs. Allan, very sincerely, but I didn’t close my eyes to pray, because I knew the only way God could save me was to let the flat float close enough to one of the bridge piles for me to climb up onto it. You know the piles are just old tree trunks with lots of knots and old branch stubs on them. It was right to pray, but I had to do my part by keeping an eye out, and I understood that completely. I just kept saying, ‘Dear God, please take the flat close to a pile and I’ll do the rest,’ over and over again. In situations like that, you don’t really think about making a beautiful prayer. But mine was answered, because the flat bumped into a pile for a moment and I flung the scarf and the shawl over my shoulder and scrambled up onto a big lucky stub. And there I was, Mrs. Allan, clinging to that slippery old pile with no way to get up or down. It was a very unromantic position, but I didn’t think about that at the time. You don’t really think about romance when you’ve just escaped from a watery grave. I said a thankful prayer right away and then focused all my attention on holding on tight, knowing I would probably need human help to get back to dry land.”

The flat drifted under the bridge and then promptly sank in midstream. Ruby, Jane, and Diana, already awaiting it on the lower headland, saw it disappear before their very eyes and had not a doubt but that Anne had gone down with it. For a moment they stood still, white as sheets, frozen with horror at the tragedy; then, shrieking at the tops of their voices, they started on a frantic run up through the woods, never pausing as they crossed the main road to glance the way of the bridge. Anne, clinging desperately to her precarious foothold, saw their flying forms and heard their shrieks. Help would soon come, but meanwhile her position was a very uncomfortable one.

The flat floated under the bridge and then quickly sank in the middle of the stream. Ruby, Jane, and Diana, already waiting on the lower headland, watched it disappear right in front of them and had no doubt that Anne had gone down with it. For a moment, they stood still, pale and frozen with horror at the tragedy; then, screaming at the top of their lungs, they took off running through the woods, never stopping to look back at the bridge as they crossed the main road. Anne, desperately clinging to her unstable grip, saw them running and heard their screams. Help would arrive soon, but in the meantime, her situation was very uncomfortable.

The minutes passed by, each seeming an hour to the unfortunate lily maid. Why didn’t somebody come? Where had the girls gone? Suppose they had fainted, one and all! Suppose nobody ever came! Suppose she grew so tired and cramped that she could hold on no longer! Anne looked at the wicked green depths below her, wavering with long, oily shadows, and shivered. Her imagination began to suggest all manner of gruesome possibilities to her.

The minutes dragged on, each feeling like an hour to the unfortunate lily maid. Why wasn’t anyone coming? Where had the girls gone? What if they had all fainted? What if nobody ever showed up? What if she became so tired and cramped that she couldn’t hold on any longer? Anne looked down at the dark green depths below her, shifting with long, slick shadows, and shivered. Her imagination started to conjure up all sorts of gruesome possibilities.

Then, just as she thought she really could not endure the ache in her arms and wrists another moment, Gilbert Blythe came rowing under the bridge in Harmon Andrews’s dory!

Then, just as she thought she really couldn't handle the pain in her arms and wrists for another second, Gilbert Blythe came rowing under the bridge in Harmon Andrews's boat!

Gilbert glanced up and, much to his amazement, beheld a little white scornful face looking down upon him with big, frightened but also scornful gray eyes.

Gilbert looked up and, to his surprise, saw a small white face filled with disdain gazing down at him, its large gray eyes wide with fear but also full of contempt.

“Anne Shirley! How on earth did you get there?” he exclaimed.

“Anne Shirley! How on earth did you get up there?” he shouted.

Without waiting for an answer he pulled close to the pile and extended his hand. There was no help for it; Anne, clinging to Gilbert Blythe’s hand, scrambled down into the dory, where she sat, drabbled and furious, in the stern with her arms full of dripping shawl and wet crepe. It was certainly extremely difficult to be dignified under the circumstances!

Without waiting for a reply, he moved closer to the pile and reached out his hand. There was no other option; Anne, holding on to Gilbert Blythe’s hand, climbed down into the dory, where she sat, soaked and angry, in the back with her arms full of dripping shawl and wet crepe. It was definitely very hard to stay dignified in that situation!

“What has happened, Anne?” asked Gilbert, taking up his oars.

"What happened, Anne?" Gilbert asked as he picked up his oars.

“We were playing Elaine,” explained Anne frigidly, without even looking at her rescuer, “and I had to drift down to Camelot in the barge—I mean the flat. The flat began to leak and I climbed out on the pile. The girls went for help. Will you be kind enough to row me to the landing?”

“We were playing Elaine,” Anne said coldly, without even glancing at her rescuer, “and I had to float down to Camelot in the barge—I mean the flat. The flat started to leak, so I climbed out onto the pile. The girls went to get help. Would you be nice enough to row me to the landing?”

Gilbert obligingly rowed to the landing and Anne, disdaining assistance, sprang nimbly on shore.

Gilbert kindly rowed to the dock, and Anne, refusing help, jumped lightly onto the shore.

“I’m very much obliged to you,” she said haughtily as she turned away. But Gilbert had also sprung from the boat and now laid a detaining hand on her arm.

“I really appreciate it,” she said dismissively as she turned away. But Gilbert had also jumped from the boat and now placed a hand on her arm to stop her.

“Anne,” he said hurriedly, “look here. Can’t we be good friends? I’m awfully sorry I made fun of your hair that time. I didn’t mean to vex you and I only meant it for a joke. Besides, it’s so long ago. I think your hair is awfully pretty now—honest I do. Let’s be friends.”

“Anne,” he said quickly, “look. Can’t we be good friends? I’m really sorry I made fun of your hair that time. I didn’t mean to upset you; I was just joking. Plus, that was a long time ago. I think your hair is really pretty now—honest! Let’s be friends.”

For a moment Anne hesitated. She had an odd, newly awakened consciousness under all her outraged dignity that the half-shy, half-eager expression in Gilbert’s hazel eyes was something that was very good to see. Her heart gave a quick, queer little beat. But the bitterness of her old grievance promptly stiffened up her wavering determination. That scene of two years before flashed back into her recollection as vividly as if it had taken place yesterday. Gilbert had called her “carrots” and had brought about her disgrace before the whole school. Her resentment, which to other and older people might be as laughable as its cause, was in no whit allayed and softened by time seemingly. She hated Gilbert Blythe! She would never forgive him!

For a moment, Anne hesitated. Deep down, beneath her hurt pride, she realized that the half-shy, half-eager look in Gilbert’s hazel eyes was actually nice to see. Her heart gave a quick, strange little flutter. But the bitterness of her old grievance quickly solidified her wavering determination. That scene from two years ago flashed back into her mind as clearly as if it had happened yesterday. Gilbert had called her “carrots” and embarrassed her in front of the whole school. Her resentment, which might seem trivial to others, hadn’t lessened with time at all. She hated Gilbert Blythe! She would never forgive him!

“No,” she said coldly, “I shall never be friends with you, Gilbert Blythe; and I don’t want to be!”

“No,” she said coldly, “I will never be friends with you, Gilbert Blythe; and I don’t want to be!”

“All right!” Gilbert sprang into his skiff with an angry color in his cheeks. “I’ll never ask you to be friends again, Anne Shirley. And I don’t care either!”

“All right!” Gilbert jumped into his small boat, his cheeks flushed with anger. “I’ll never ask you to be friends again, Anne Shirley. And I don’t care either!”

He pulled away with swift defiant strokes, and Anne went up the steep, ferny little path under the maples. She held her head very high, but she was conscious of an odd feeling of regret. She almost wished she had answered Gilbert differently. Of course, he had insulted her terribly, but still—! Altogether, Anne rather thought it would be a relief to sit down and have a good cry. She was really quite unstrung, for the reaction from her fright and cramped clinging was making itself felt.

He pulled away with quick, defiant movements, and Anne made her way up the steep, fern-covered path beneath the maples. She held her head high, but she felt a strange sense of regret. She almost wished she had responded to Gilbert in a different way. Sure, he had insulted her badly, but still—! Overall, Anne felt it might do her good to sit down and have a good cry. She was really quite shaken, as the aftereffects of her fear and tense grip were starting to hit her.

Halfway up the path she met Jane and Diana rushing back to the pond in a state narrowly removed from positive frenzy. They had found nobody at Orchard Slope, both Mr. and Mrs. Barry being away. Here Ruby Gillis had succumbed to hysterics, and was left to recover from them as best she might, while Jane and Diana flew through the Haunted Wood and across the brook to Green Gables. There they had found nobody either, for Marilla had gone to Carmody and Matthew was making hay in the back field.

Halfway up the path, she ran into Jane and Diana, who were hurrying back to the pond in a nearly frenzied state. They hadn’t found anyone at Orchard Slope since both Mr. and Mrs. Barry were away. Ruby Gillis had given in to hysterics and was left to recover on her own, while Jane and Diana hurried through the Haunted Wood and across the brook to Green Gables. There, they didn’t find anyone either, because Marilla had gone to Carmody and Matthew was busy making hay in the back field.

“Oh, Anne,” gasped Diana, fairly falling on the former’s neck and weeping with relief and delight, “oh, Anne—we thought—you were—drowned—and we felt like murderers—because we had made—you be—Elaine. And Ruby is in hysterics—oh, Anne, how did you escape?”

“Oh, Anne,” gasped Diana, practically collapsing on Anne’s neck and crying with relief and joy, “oh, Anne—we thought—you were—drowned—and we felt terrible—because we had made—you be—Elaine. And Ruby is in hysterics—oh, Anne, how did you get away?”

“I climbed up on one of the piles,” explained Anne wearily, “and Gilbert Blythe came along in Mr. Andrews’s dory and brought me to land.”

“I climbed up on one of the piles,” Anne said tiredly, “and Gilbert Blythe came by in Mr. Andrews’s boat and took me to shore.”

“Oh, Anne, how splendid of him! Why, it’s so romantic!” said Jane, finding breath enough for utterance at last. “Of course you’ll speak to him after this.”

“Oh, Anne, that’s so amazing of him! It’s just so romantic!” said Jane, finally catching her breath to speak. “You’ll definitely talk to him after this.”

“Of course I won’t,” flashed Anne, with a momentary return of her old spirit. “And I don’t want ever to hear the word ‘romantic’ again, Jane Andrews. I’m awfully sorry you were so frightened, girls. It is all my fault. I feel sure I was born under an unlucky star. Everything I do gets me or my dearest friends into a scrape. We’ve gone and lost your father’s flat, Diana, and I have a presentiment that we’ll not be allowed to row on the pond any more.”

“Of course I won’t," Anne shot back, her old spirit momentarily returning. "And I never want to hear the word 'romantic' again, Jane Andrews. I’m really sorry you were so scared, girls. This is all my fault. I really think I was born under an unlucky star. Everything I do lands either me or my closest friends in trouble. We’ve gone and lost your dad’s apartment, Diana, and I have a feeling we won’t be allowed to row on the pond anymore.”

Anne’s presentiment proved more trustworthy than presentiments are apt to do. Great was the consternation in the Barry and Cuthbert households when the events of the afternoon became known.

Anne’s intuition turned out to be more reliable than most intuitions tend to be. There was a lot of shock in the Barry and Cuthbert households when the events of the afternoon were revealed.

“Will you ever have any sense, Anne?” groaned Marilla.

“Will you ever have any common sense, Anne?” groaned Marilla.

“Oh, yes, I think I will, Marilla,” returned Anne optimistically. A good cry, indulged in the grateful solitude of the east gable, had soothed her nerves and restored her to her wonted cheerfulness. “I think my prospects of becoming sensible are brighter now than ever.”

“Oh, yes, I think I will, Marilla,” Anne replied with optimism. A good cry in the comforting solitude of the east gable had eased her nerves and brought back her usual cheerfulness. “I think my chances of becoming sensible are better now than ever.”

“I don’t see how,” said Marilla.

“I don’t see how,” Marilla said.

“Well,” explained Anne, “I’ve learned a new and valuable lesson today. Ever since I came to Green Gables I’ve been making mistakes, and each mistake has helped to cure me of some great shortcoming. The affair of the amethyst brooch cured me of meddling with things that didn’t belong to me. The Haunted Wood mistake cured me of letting my imagination run away with me. The liniment cake mistake cured me of carelessness in cooking. Dyeing my hair cured me of vanity. I never think about my hair and nose now—at least, very seldom. And today’s mistake is going to cure me of being too romantic. I have come to the conclusion that it is no use trying to be romantic in Avonlea. It was probably easy enough in towered Camelot hundreds of years ago, but romance is not appreciated now. I feel quite sure that you will soon see a great improvement in me in this respect, Marilla.”

“Well,” Anne said, “I’ve learned a new and valuable lesson today. Ever since I came to Green Gables, I’ve been making mistakes, and each one has helped me overcome some major flaw. The amethyst brooch incident taught me not to meddle with things that aren’t mine. The Haunted Wood mishap showed me not to let my imagination get the best of me. The liniment cake error helped me be more careful in the kitchen. Dyeing my hair helped me overcome vanity. I hardly think about my hair and nose now—at least, not very often. And today’s mistake is going to help me stop being so romantic. I’ve realized that trying to be romantic in Avonlea is pointless. It might have been easy in the grand Camelot hundreds of years ago, but romance just isn’t valued nowadays. I’m pretty sure you’ll soon notice a big improvement in me in this area, Marilla.”

“I’m sure I hope so,” said Marilla skeptically.

“I really hope so,” Marilla said skeptically.

But Matthew, who had been sitting mutely in his corner, laid a hand on Anne’s shoulder when Marilla had gone out.

But Matthew, who had been sitting quietly in his corner, put a hand on Anne’s shoulder when Marilla had left.

“Don’t give up all your romance, Anne,” he whispered shyly, “a little of it is a good thing—not too much, of course—but keep a little of it, Anne, keep a little of it.”

“Don’t give up all your romance, Anne,” he whispered shyly, “a bit of it is a good thing—not too much, of course—but hold onto a little of it, Anne, hold onto a little of it.”


CHAPTER XXIX.
An Epoch in Anne’s Life

ANNE was bringing the cows home from the back pasture by way of Lover’s Lane. It was a September evening and all the gaps and clearings in the woods were brimmed up with ruby sunset light. Here and there the lane was splashed with it, but for the most part it was already quite shadowy beneath the maples, and the spaces under the firs were filled with a clear violet dusk like airy wine. The winds were out in their tops, and there is no sweeter music on earth than that which the wind makes in the fir trees at evening.

AANNE was bringing the cows home from the back pasture along Lover’s Lane. It was a September evening, and all the gaps and openings in the woods were filled with the ruby light of the sunset. Here and there, the lane was touched by this light, but for the most part, it was already quite shadowy under the maples, and the spaces beneath the fir trees were filled with a clear violet dusk that felt light and airy. The wind was rustling in the treetops, and there’s no sweeter music on earth than what the wind creates in the fir trees at evening.

The cows swung placidly down the lane, and Anne followed them dreamily, repeating aloud the battle canto from Marmion—which had also been part of their English course the preceding winter and which Miss Stacy had made them learn off by heart—and exulting in its rushing lines and the clash of spears in its imagery. When she came to the lines

The cows ambled peacefully down the lane, and Anne followed them with a dreamy expression, reciting the battle song from Marmion—a poem they had studied in English class the previous winter, which Miss Stacy had made them memorize—and feeling exhilarated by its rhythmic verses and the vivid imagery of clashing spears. When she reached the lines

The stubborn spearsmen still made good
Their dark impenetrable wood,

The stubborn spear fighters still held their ground
With their dark, impenetrable wood,

she stopped in ecstasy to shut her eyes that she might the better fancy herself one of that heroic ring. When she opened them again it was to behold Diana coming through the gate that led into the Barry field and looking so important that Anne instantly divined there was news to be told. But betray too eager curiosity she would not.

she paused in delight to close her eyes, imagining herself as one of that heroic group. When she opened them again, she saw Diana coming through the gate that led into the Barry field, looking so important that Anne immediately sensed there was news to share. But she refused to show any eager curiosity.

“Isn’t this evening just like a purple dream, Diana? It makes me so glad to be alive. In the mornings I always think the mornings are best; but when evening comes I think it’s lovelier still.”

“Isn’t this evening just like a beautiful dream, Diana? It makes me so happy to be alive. In the mornings, I always think the mornings are the best; but when evening comes, I think it’s even more beautiful.”

“It’s a very fine evening,” said Diana, “but oh, I have such news, Anne. Guess. You can have three guesses.”

“It’s a really nice evening,” said Diana, “but oh, I have some big news, Anne. Take a guess. You can have three guesses.”

“Charlotte Gillis is going to be married in the church after all and Mrs. Allan wants us to decorate it,” cried Anne.

“Charlotte Gillis is going to get married in the church after all, and Mrs. Allan wants us to decorate it,” Anne exclaimed.

“No. Charlotte’s beau won’t agree to that, because nobody ever has been married in the church yet, and he thinks it would seem too much like a funeral. It’s too mean, because it would be such fun. Guess again.”

“No. Charlotte’s guy won’t go for that, because no one has ever gotten married in the church yet, and he thinks it would feel too much like a funeral. It’s really disappointing, because it would be so much fun. Try again.”

“Jane’s mother is going to let her have a birthday party?”

“Jane’s mom is going to let her have a birthday party?”

Diana shook her head, her black eyes dancing with merriment.

Diana shook her head, her dark eyes sparkling with joy.

“I can’t think what it can be,” said Anne in despair, “unless it’s that Moody Spurgeon MacPherson saw you home from prayer meeting last night. Did he?”

“I can’t figure out what it could be,” said Anne in despair, “unless it’s that Moody Spurgeon MacPherson walked you home from prayer meeting last night. Did he?”

“I should think not,” exclaimed Diana indignantly. “I wouldn’t be likely to boast of it if he did, the horrid creature! I knew you couldn’t guess it. Mother had a letter from Aunt Josephine today, and Aunt Josephine wants you and me to go to town next Tuesday and stop with her for the Exhibition. There!”

“I don’t think so,” Diana said indignantly. “I wouldn’t brag about it if he did, that awful person! I knew you wouldn’t be able to guess. Mom got a letter from Aunt Josephine today, and Aunt Josephine wants you and me to go to the city next Tuesday and stay with her for the Exhibition. There!”

“Oh, Diana,” whispered Anne, finding it necessary to lean up against a maple tree for support, “do you really mean it? But I’m afraid Marilla won’t let me go. She will say that she can’t encourage gadding about. That was what she said last week when Jane invited me to go with them in their double-seated buggy to the American concert at the White Sands Hotel. I wanted to go, but Marilla said I’d be better at home learning my lessons and so would Jane. I was bitterly disappointed, Diana. I felt so heartbroken that I wouldn’t say my prayers when I went to bed. But I repented of that and got up in the middle of the night and said them.”

“Oh, Diana,” whispered Anne, needing to lean against a maple tree for support. “Do you really mean it? But I’m worried Marilla won’t let me go. She’ll say she can’t encourage wandering around. That’s what she said last week when Jane invited me to join them in their double-seated buggy for the American concert at the White Sands Hotel. I wanted to go, but Marilla said I’d be better off at home studying my lessons, and so would Jane. I was so disappointed, Diana. I felt so heartbroken that I didn’t say my prayers when I went to bed. But I felt guilty about that and got up in the middle of the night to say them.”

“I’ll tell you,” said Diana, “we’ll get Mother to ask Marilla. She’ll be more likely to let you go then; and if she does we’ll have the time of our lives, Anne. I’ve never been to an Exhibition, and it’s so aggravating to hear the other girls talking about their trips. Jane and Ruby have been twice, and they’re going this year again.”

“I’ll tell you,” said Diana, “let’s get Mother to ask Marilla. She’ll be more likely to say yes then; and if she does, we’ll have the best time ever, Anne. I’ve never been to an Exhibition, and it’s so frustrating to hear the other girls talk about their trips. Jane and Ruby have gone twice, and they’re going again this year.”

“I’m not going to think about it at all until I know whether I can go or not,” said Anne resolutely. “If I did and then was disappointed, it would be more than I could bear. But in case I do go I’m very glad my new coat will be ready by that time. Marilla didn’t think I needed a new coat. She said my old one would do very well for another winter and that I ought to be satisfied with having a new dress. The dress is very pretty, Diana—navy blue and made so fashionably. Marilla always makes my dresses fashionably now, because she says she doesn’t intend to have Matthew going to Mrs. Lynde to make them. I’m so glad. It is ever so much easier to be good if your clothes are fashionable. At least, it is easier for me. I suppose it doesn’t make such a difference to naturally good people. But Matthew said I must have a new coat, so Marilla bought a lovely piece of blue broadcloth, and it’s being made by a real dressmaker over at Carmody. It’s to be done Saturday night, and I’m trying not to imagine myself walking up the church aisle on Sunday in my new suit and cap, because I’m afraid it isn’t right to imagine such things. But it just slips into my mind in spite of me. My cap is so pretty. Matthew bought it for me the day we were over at Carmody. It is one of those little blue velvet ones that are all the rage, with gold cord and tassels. Your new hat is elegant, Diana, and so becoming. When I saw you come into church last Sunday my heart swelled with pride to think you were my dearest friend. Do you suppose it’s wrong for us to think so much about our clothes? Marilla says it is very sinful. But it is such an interesting subject, isn’t it?”

“I’m not going to think about it at all until I know if I can go or not,” Anne said firmly. “If I do and then get disappointed, it would be too much for me to handle. But if I do end up going, I’m really glad my new coat will be ready by then. Marilla didn’t think I needed a new coat. She said my old one would be fine for another winter and that I should be happy with just having a new dress. The dress is really pretty, Diana—navy blue and made so stylishly. Marilla always makes my dresses nicely now because she says she doesn’t want Matthew going to Mrs. Lynde to make them. I’m so glad. It’s way easier to be good if your clothes are stylish. At least, it is for me. I guess it doesn’t make much difference to naturally good people. But Matthew said I needed a new coat, so Marilla bought a lovely piece of blue broadcloth, and it’s being made by a real dressmaker over in Carmody. It’s supposed to be done Saturday night, and I’m trying not to picture myself walking up the church aisle on Sunday in my new outfit and cap because I’m afraid it’s not right to think about those things. But it keeps popping into my mind anyway. My cap is so pretty. Matthew bought it for me the day we went to Carmody. It’s one of those little blue velvet ones that are super popular, with gold cord and tassels. Your new hat is gorgeous, Diana, and so flattering. When I saw you walk into church last Sunday, I felt so proud to have you as my best friend. Do you think it’s wrong for us to care so much about our clothes? Marilla says it’s very sinful. But it’s such an interesting topic, isn’t it?”

Marilla agreed to let Anne go to town, and it was arranged that Mr. Barry should take the girls in on the following Tuesday. As Charlottetown was thirty miles away and Mr. Barry wished to go and return the same day, it was necessary to make a very early start. But Anne counted it all joy, and was up before sunrise on Tuesday morning. A glance from her window assured her that the day would be fine, for the eastern sky behind the firs of the Haunted Wood was all silvery and cloudless. Through the gap in the trees a light was shining in the western gable of Orchard Slope, a token that Diana was also up.

Marilla agreed to let Anne go to town, and they arranged for Mr. Barry to take the girls in on the following Tuesday. Since Charlottetown was thirty miles away and Mr. Barry wanted to go and come back the same day, they needed to start very early. But Anne was thrilled about it and was up before sunrise on Tuesday morning. A quick look out her window showed her that the day would be beautiful, as the eastern sky behind the firs of the Haunted Wood was all silvery and clear. Through the gap in the trees, a light was shining in the western gable of Orchard Slope, which meant that Diana was also awake.

Anne was dressed by the time Matthew had the fire on and had the breakfast ready when Marilla came down, but for her own part was much too excited to eat. After breakfast the jaunty new cap and jacket were donned, and Anne hastened over the brook and up through the firs to Orchard Slope. Mr. Barry and Diana were waiting for her, and they were soon on the road.

Anne was dressed by the time Matthew had the fire going and breakfast ready when Marilla came down, but she was way too excited to eat. After breakfast, she put on the stylish new cap and jacket and hurried over the brook and up through the fir trees to Orchard Slope. Mr. Barry and Diana were waiting for her, and they were soon on their way.

It was a long drive, but Anne and Diana enjoyed every minute of it. It was delightful to rattle along over the moist roads in the early red sunlight that was creeping across the shorn harvest fields. The air was fresh and crisp, and little smoke-blue mists curled through the valleys and floated off from the hills. Sometimes the road went through woods where maples were beginning to hang out scarlet banners; sometimes it crossed rivers on bridges that made Anne’s flesh cringe with the old, half-delightful fear; sometimes it wound along a harbor shore and passed by a little cluster of weather-gray fishing huts; again it mounted to hills whence a far sweep of curving upland or misty-blue sky could be seen; but wherever it went there was much of interest to discuss. It was almost noon when they reached town and found their way to “Beechwood.” It was quite a fine old mansion, set back from the street in a seclusion of green elms and branching beeches. Miss Barry met them at the door with a twinkle in her sharp black eyes.

It was a long drive, but Anne and Diana enjoyed every minute of it. It was lovely to rattle along the wet roads in the early red sunlight spreading over the harvested fields. The air was fresh and crisp, with little smoke-blue mists curling through the valleys and drifting off the hills. Sometimes the road went through forests where the maples were starting to show off their scarlet leaves; other times it crossed rivers on bridges that made Anne's skin tingle with a mix of fear and excitement; sometimes it wound along a harbor shore, passing by a small cluster of weathered fishing huts; and again it climbed up hills where a wide view of rolling land or misty-blue sky could be seen. But wherever they went, there was plenty to talk about. It was almost noon when they reached town and found their way to “Beechwood.” It was quite a beautiful old mansion, set back from the street amidst a grove of green elms and branching beeches. Miss Barry greeted them at the door with a twinkle in her sharp black eyes.

“So you’ve come to see me at last, you Anne-girl,” she said. “Mercy, child, how you have grown! You’re taller than I am, I declare. And you’re ever so much better-looking than you used to be, too. But I dare say you know that without being told.”

“So you’ve finally come to see me, you Anne-girl,” she said. “My goodness, kid, how you’ve grown! You’re taller than I am, I swear. And you look so much better than you used to, too. But I’m sure you already know that without me saying it.”

“Indeed I didn’t,” said Anne radiantly. “I know I’m not so freckled as I used to be, so I’ve much to be thankful for, but I really hadn’t dared to hope there was any other improvement. I’m so glad you think there is, Miss Barry.” Miss Barry’s house was furnished with “great magnificence,” as Anne told Marilla afterward. The two little country girls were rather abashed by the splendor of the parlor where Miss Barry left them when she went to see about dinner.

“Honestly, I didn’t,” said Anne, glowing. “I know I’m not as freckled as I used to be, so I have a lot to be grateful for, but I really hadn’t expected any other improvements. I’m so happy you think there are, Miss Barry.” Miss Barry’s house was furnished with “great magnificence,” as Anne told Marilla later. The two little country girls felt a bit shy in the splendor of the parlor where Miss Barry left them while she went to prepare dinner.

“Isn’t it just like a palace?” whispered Diana. “I never was in Aunt Josephine’s house before, and I’d no idea it was so grand. I just wish Julia Bell could see this—she puts on such airs about her mother’s parlor.”

“Isn’t it just like a palace?” whispered Diana. “I’ve never been to Aunt Josephine’s house before, and I had no idea it was so grand. I just wish Julia Bell could see this—she acts so superior about her mother’s parlor.”

“Velvet carpet,” sighed Anne luxuriously, “and silk curtains! I’ve dreamed of such things, Diana. But do you know I don’t believe I feel very comfortable with them after all. There are so many things in this room and all so splendid that there is no scope for imagination. That is one consolation when you are poor—there are so many more things you can imagine about.”

“Velvet carpet,” sighed Anne luxuriously, “and silk curtains! I’ve dreamed of things like this, Diana. But you know, I’m not sure I actually feel very comfortable with them after all. There are so many things in this room, and they’re all so fancy that there’s no room for imagination. That’s one perk of being poor—there are so many more things you can imagine.”

Their sojourn in town was something that Anne and Diana dated from for years. From first to last it was crowded with delights.

Their time in town was something that Anne and Diana reminisced about for years. From start to finish, it was filled with joy.

On Wednesday Miss Barry took them to the Exhibition grounds and kept them there all day.

On Wednesday, Miss Barry took them to the exhibition grounds and kept them there all day.

“It was splendid,” Anne related to Marilla later on. “I never imagined anything so interesting. I don’t really know which department was the most interesting. I think I liked the horses and the flowers and the fancywork best. Josie Pye took first prize for knitted lace. I was real glad she did. And I was glad that I felt glad, for it shows I’m improving, don’t you think, Marilla, when I can rejoice in Josie’s success? Mr. Harmon Andrews took second prize for Gravenstein apples and Mr. Bell took first prize for a pig. Diana said she thought it was ridiculous for a Sunday-school superintendent to take a prize in pigs, but I don’t see why. Do you? She said she would always think of it after this when he was praying so solemnly. Clara Louise MacPherson took a prize for painting, and Mrs. Lynde got first prize for homemade butter and cheese. So Avonlea was pretty well represented, wasn’t it? Mrs. Lynde was there that day, and I never knew how much I really liked her until I saw her familiar face among all those strangers. There were thousands of people there, Marilla. It made me feel dreadfully insignificant. And Miss Barry took us up to the grandstand to see the horse races. Mrs. Lynde wouldn’t go; she said horse racing was an abomination and, she being a church member, thought it her bounden duty to set a good example by staying away. But there were so many there I don’t believe Mrs. Lynde’s absence would ever be noticed. I don’t think, though, that I ought to go very often to horse races, because they are awfully fascinating. Diana got so excited that she offered to bet me ten cents that the red horse would win. I didn’t believe he would, but I refused to bet, because I wanted to tell Mrs. Allan all about everything, and I felt sure it wouldn’t do to tell her that. It’s always wrong to do anything you can’t tell the minister’s wife. It’s as good as an extra conscience to have a minister’s wife for your friend. And I was very glad I didn’t bet, because the red horse did win, and I would have lost ten cents. So you see that virtue was its own reward. We saw a man go up in a balloon. I’d love to go up in a balloon, Marilla; it would be simply thrilling; and we saw a man selling fortunes. You paid him ten cents and a little bird picked out your fortune for you. Miss Barry gave Diana and me ten cents each to have our fortunes told. Mine was that I would marry a dark-complected man who was very wealthy, and I would go across water to live. I looked carefully at all the dark men I saw after that, but I didn’t care much for any of them, and anyhow I suppose it’s too early to be looking out for him yet. Oh, it was a never-to-be-forgotten day, Marilla. I was so tired I couldn’t sleep at night. Miss Barry put us in the spare room, according to promise. It was an elegant room, Marilla, but somehow sleeping in a spare room isn’t what I used to think it was. That’s the worst of growing up, and I’m beginning to realize it. The things you wanted so much when you were a child don’t seem half so wonderful to you when you get them.”

“It was amazing,” Anne told Marilla later. “I never thought anything could be so interesting. I can’t even decide which part was the most fascinating. I think I liked the horses, the flowers, and the crafts the best. Josie Pye won first prize for her knitted lace. I was really happy for her. And I was glad that I felt happy, because it shows I’m getting better, don’t you think, Marilla? Being able to celebrate Josie’s success? Mr. Harmon Andrews got second prize for his Gravenstein apples, and Mr. Bell won first prize for a pig. Diana said it was ridiculous for a Sunday school superintendent to win a prize for pigs, but I don’t see why. Do you? She said she would always remember it when he was praying so seriously. Clara Louise MacPherson won a prize for painting, and Mrs. Lynde took first for her homemade butter and cheese. So Avonlea was pretty well represented, right? Mrs. Lynde was there that day, and I didn’t realize how much I really liked her until I saw her friendly face among all those strangers. There were thousands of people there, Marilla. It made me feel really small. And Miss Barry took us to the grandstand to watch the horse races. Mrs. Lynde wouldn’t go; she said horse racing was terrible and, being a church member, thought she had to set a good example by staying away. But there were so many people there that I don’t think anyone would even notice Mrs. Lynde wasn’t there. I don’t think, though, that I should go to horse races too often, because they are really tempting. Diana got so excited that she wanted to bet me ten cents that the red horse would win. I didn’t think he would, but I said no to the bet because I wanted to tell Mrs. Allan all about it later, and I was sure it wouldn’t be good to mention that. It’s always wrong to do anything you can’t tell the minister’s wife. Having a minister’s wife as a friend is like having an extra conscience. I was really glad I didn’t bet because the red horse did win, and I would have lost ten cents. So you see, being virtuous is rewarding in itself. We saw a man go up in a balloon. I’d love to go up in a balloon, Marilla; it would be so thrilling! And there was a man selling fortunes. You paid him ten cents, and a little bird picked out your fortune for you. Miss Barry gave Diana and me ten cents each to get our fortunes told. Mine said I would marry a dark-complected man who was very rich, and I would go across water to live. After that, I looked closely at all the dark men I saw, but I didn’t really like any of them, and anyway, I guess it’s too early to be looking for him yet. Oh, it was a day I’ll never forget, Marilla. I was so tired I couldn’t sleep that night. Miss Barry put us in the spare room, just like she promised. It was a beautiful room, Marilla, but somehow sleeping in a spare room isn’t what I used to think it would be. That’s the worst part of growing up, and I’m starting to see that. The things you wanted so much as a child don’t seem nearly as wonderful when you finally get them.”

Thursday the girls had a drive in the park, and in the evening Miss Barry took them to a concert in the Academy of Music, where a noted prima donna was to sing. To Anne the evening was a glittering vision of delight.

Thursday, the girls took a drive in the park, and in the evening, Miss Barry took them to a concert at the Academy of Music, where a famous prima donna was set to sing. For Anne, the evening was a sparkling dream of joy.

“Oh, Marilla, it was beyond description. I was so excited I couldn’t even talk, so you may know what it was like. I just sat in enraptured silence. Madame Selitsky was perfectly beautiful, and wore white satin and diamonds. But when she began to sing I never thought about anything else. Oh, I can’t tell you how I felt. But it seemed to me that it could never be hard to be good any more. I felt like I do when I look up to the stars. Tears came into my eyes, but, oh, they were such happy tears. I was so sorry when it was all over, and I told Miss Barry I didn’t see how I was ever to return to common life again. She said she thought if we went over to the restaurant across the street and had an ice cream it might help me. That sounded so prosaic; but to my surprise I found it true. The ice cream was delicious, Marilla, and it was so lovely and dissipated to be sitting there eating it at eleven o’clock at night. Diana said she believed she was born for city life. Miss Barry asked me what my opinion was, but I said I would have to think it over very seriously before I could tell her what I really thought. So I thought it over after I went to bed. That is the best time to think things out. And I came to the conclusion, Marilla, that I wasn’t born for city life and that I was glad of it. It’s nice to be eating ice cream at brilliant restaurants at eleven o’clock at night once in a while; but as a regular thing I’d rather be in the east gable at eleven, sound asleep, but kind of knowing even in my sleep that the stars were shining outside and that the wind was blowing in the firs across the brook. I told Miss Barry so at breakfast the next morning and she laughed. Miss Barry generally laughed at anything I said, even when I said the most solemn things. I don’t think I liked it, Marilla, because I wasn’t trying to be funny. But she is a most hospitable lady and treated us royally.”

“Oh, Marilla, it was indescribable. I was so excited I couldn’t even talk, so you can imagine what it was like. I just sat there in rapt silence. Madame Selitsky was absolutely beautiful, wearing white satin and diamonds. But when she started to sing, I couldn’t think about anything else. Oh, I can’t express how I felt. It seemed to me that it could never be hard to be good again. I felt like I do when I look up at the stars. Tears came to my eyes, but oh, they were such happy tears. I was so sad when it was all over, and I told Miss Barry I didn’t see how I could ever go back to ordinary life. She suggested that if we went over to the restaurant across the street and had some ice cream, it might help me. That sounded so dull; but to my surprise, it turned out to be true. The ice cream was delicious, Marilla, and it felt so lovely and extravagant to be sitting there eating it at eleven o’clock at night. Diana said she believed she was meant for city life. Miss Barry asked me what I thought, but I said I’d have to think it over very seriously before I could give her my real opinion. So, I thought about it after I went to bed. That’s the best time to figure things out. And I concluded, Marilla, that I wasn’t made for city life and that I was glad about it. It’s nice to have ice cream at fancy restaurants at eleven o'clock at night once in a while; but as a regular thing, I’d rather be in the east gable at eleven, sound asleep, but kind of knowing even in my sleep that the stars were shining outside and that the wind was blowing through the firs by the brook. I told Miss Barry that at breakfast the next morning, and she laughed. Miss Barry usually laughed at anything I said, even when I said the most serious things. I didn’t think I liked it, Marilla, because I wasn’t trying to be funny. But she is a very welcoming lady and treated us like royalty.”

Friday brought going-home time, and Mr. Barry drove in for the girls.

Friday brought the time to go home, and Mr. Barry drove in for the girls.

“Well, I hope you’ve enjoyed yourselves,” said Miss Barry, as she bade them good-bye.

“Well, I hope you all had a great time,” said Miss Barry as she said goodbye to them.

“Indeed we have,” said Diana.

“Yeah, we have,” said Diana.

“And you, Anne-girl?”

“And you, Anne?”

“I’ve enjoyed every minute of the time,” said Anne, throwing her arms impulsively about the old woman’s neck and kissing her wrinkled cheek. Diana would never have dared to do such a thing and felt rather aghast at Anne’s freedom. But Miss Barry was pleased, and she stood on her veranda and watched the buggy out of sight. Then she went back into her big house with a sigh. It seemed very lonely, lacking those fresh young lives. Miss Barry was a rather selfish old lady, if the truth must be told, and had never cared much for anybody but herself. She valued people only as they were of service to her or amused her. Anne had amused her, and consequently stood high in the old lady’s good graces. But Miss Barry found herself thinking less about Anne’s quaint speeches than of her fresh enthusiasms, her transparent emotions, her little winning ways, and the sweetness of her eyes and lips.

“I’ve loved every minute of our time together,” said Anne, throwing her arms around the old woman’s neck and kissing her wrinkled cheek. Diana would never have dared to do something like that and felt quite shocked by Anne’s boldness. But Miss Barry was happy about it, and she stood on her porch watching the buggy until it disappeared from view. Then she went back into her large house with a sigh. It felt very lonely without those vibrant young lives. Miss Barry was a rather selfish old woman, to tell the truth, and had never cared much for anyone but herself. She valued people only for how they served her or entertained her. Anne had entertained her, so she held a special place in the old lady’s favor. But Miss Barry found herself thinking less about Anne’s peculiar speeches and more about her lively enthusiasm, her genuine emotions, her charming little ways, and the sweetness of her eyes and lips.

“I thought Marilla Cuthbert was an old fool when I heard she’d adopted a girl out of an orphan asylum,” she said to herself, “but I guess she didn’t make much of a mistake after all. If I’d a child like Anne in the house all the time I’d be a better and happier woman.”

“I thought Marilla Cuthbert was being ridiculous when I heard she’d adopted a girl from an orphanage,” she said to herself, “but I guess she didn’t make much of a mistake after all. If I had a kid like Anne around all the time, I’d be a better and happier person.”

Anne and Diana found the drive home as pleasant as the drive in—pleasanter, indeed, since there was the delightful consciousness of home waiting at the end of it. It was sunset when they passed through White Sands and turned into the shore road. Beyond, the Avonlea hills came out darkly against the saffron sky. Behind them the moon was rising out of the sea that grew all radiant and transfigured in her light. Every little cove along the curving road was a marvel of dancing ripples. The waves broke with a soft swish on the rocks below them, and the tang of the sea was in the strong, fresh air.

Anne and Diana found the drive home just as enjoyable as the drive in—actually, even better, since they had the lovely feeling of home waiting for them at the end. It was sunset when they passed through White Sands and turned onto the shore road. In the distance, the Avonlea hills stood out darkly against the golden sky. Behind them, the moon was rising from the sea, which looked all glowing and transformed in her light. Every little cove along the winding road was a sight of shimmering waves. The waves gently crashed against the rocks below, and the salty scent of the sea filled the fresh, invigorating air.

“Oh, but it’s good to be alive and to be going home,” breathed Anne.

“Oh, but it’s great to be alive and heading home,” breathed Anne.

When she crossed the log bridge over the brook the kitchen light of Green Gables winked her a friendly welcome back, and through the open door shone the hearth fire, sending out its warm red glow athwart the chilly autumn night. Anne ran blithely up the hill and into the kitchen, where a hot supper was waiting on the table.

When she walked across the log bridge over the brook, the kitchen light of Green Gables gave her a friendly welcome back, and through the open door, the hearth fire glowed warmly, casting its red light across the chilly autumn night. Anne cheerfully ran up the hill and into the kitchen, where a hot dinner was waiting on the table.

“So you’ve got back?” said Marilla, folding up her knitting.

“So you’re back?” said Marilla, folding up her knitting.

“Yes, and oh, it’s so good to be back,” said Anne joyously. “I could kiss everything, even to the clock. Marilla, a broiled chicken! You don’t mean to say you cooked that for me!”

“Yes, and oh, it’s so great to be back,” said Anne happily. “I could kiss everything, even the clock. Marilla, a broiled chicken! You really cooked that for me?”

“Yes, I did,” said Marilla. “I thought you’d be hungry after such a drive and need something real appetizing. Hurry and take off your things, and we’ll have supper as soon as Matthew comes in. I’m glad you’ve got back, I must say. It’s been fearful lonesome here without you, and I never put in four longer days.”

“Yeah, I did,” said Marilla. “I figured you’d be hungry after that long drive and would want something really tasty. Go ahead and take off your things, and we’ll have dinner as soon as Matthew gets back. I’m really glad you’re home; I have to say it’s been incredibly lonely here without you, and those four days felt like forever.”

After supper Anne sat before the fire between Matthew and Marilla, and gave them a full account of her visit.

After dinner, Anne sat by the fire between Matthew and Marilla and told them all about her visit.

“I’ve had a splendid time,” she concluded happily, “and I feel that it marks an epoch in my life. But the best of it all was the coming home.”

“I’ve had a great time,” she finished with a smile, “and I feel like it marks an important chapter in my life. But the best part was coming home.”


CHAPTER XXX.
The Queen’s Class Is Organized

MARILLA laid her knitting on her lap and leaned back in her chair. Her eyes were tired, and she thought vaguely that she must see about having her glasses changed the next time she went to town, for her eyes had grown tired very often of late.

MARILLA set her knitting aside on her lap and leaned back in her chair. Her eyes felt exhausted, and she vaguely thought that she needed to get her glasses changed the next time she went to town, as her eyes had been getting tired quite often lately.

It was nearly dark, for the full November twilight had fallen around Green Gables, and the only light in the kitchen came from the dancing red flames in the stove.

It was almost dark, with the complete November twilight settling around Green Gables, and the only light in the kitchen came from the flickering red flames in the stove.

Anne was curled up Turk-fashion on the hearthrug, gazing into that joyous glow where the sunshine of a hundred summers was being distilled from the maple cordwood. She had been reading, but her book had slipped to the floor, and now she was dreaming, with a smile on her parted lips. Glittering castles in Spain were shaping themselves out of the mists and rainbows of her lively fancy; adventures wonderful and enthralling were happening to her in cloudland—adventures that always turned out triumphantly and never involved her in scrapes like those of actual life.

Anne sat curled up on the hearthrug, gazing into the warm glow where the sunshine of countless summers radiated from the maple wood. She had been reading, but her book had slipped to the floor, and now she was daydreaming with a smile on her lips. Sparkling castles in Spain were forming from the mists and rainbows of her vibrant imagination; incredible adventures were unfolding for her in cloudland—adventures that always ended triumphantly and never got her into the troubles of real life.

Marilla looked at her with a tenderness that would never have been suffered to reveal itself in any clearer light than that soft mingling of fireshine and shadow. The lesson of a love that should display itself easily in spoken word and open look was one Marilla could never learn. But she had learned to love this slim, gray-eyed girl with an affection all the deeper and stronger from its very undemonstrativeness. Her love made her afraid of being unduly indulgent, indeed. She had an uneasy feeling that it was rather sinful to set one’s heart so intensely on any human creature as she had set hers on Anne, and perhaps she performed a sort of unconscious penance for this by being stricter and more critical than if the girl had been less dear to her. Certainly Anne herself had no idea how Marilla loved her. She sometimes thought wistfully that Marilla was very hard to please and distinctly lacking in sympathy and understanding. But she always checked the thought reproachfully, remembering what she owed to Marilla.

Marilla looked at her with a tenderness that would never have been shown in any clearer light than that gentle mix of firelight and shadow. The lesson of a love that should easily express itself in spoken words and open looks was one Marilla could never grasp. But she had learned to love this slim, gray-eyed girl with a depth and strength that came from its very restraint. Her love made her afraid of being overly indulgent, in fact. She felt uneasy, almost sinful, for setting her heart so intensely on any human being as she had for Anne, and perhaps she unknowingly atoned for this by being stricter and more critical than she would have been if the girl meant less to her. Certainly, Anne had no idea how much Marilla loved her. She sometimes wished that Marilla was easier to please and more sympathetic and understanding. But she always pushed that thought aside, remembering what she owed to Marilla.

“Anne,” said Marilla abruptly, “Miss Stacy was here this afternoon when you were out with Diana.”

“Anne,” Marilla said suddenly, “Miss Stacy came by this afternoon while you were out with Diana.”

Anne came back from her other world with a start and a sigh.

Anne returned from her other world with a jolt and a sigh.

“Was she? Oh, I’m so sorry I wasn’t in. Why didn’t you call me, Marilla? Diana and I were only over in the Haunted Wood. It’s lovely in the woods now. All the little wood things—the ferns and the satin leaves and the crackerberries—have gone to sleep, just as if somebody had tucked them away until spring under a blanket of leaves. I think it was a little gray fairy with a rainbow scarf that came tiptoeing along the last moonlight night and did it. Diana wouldn’t say much about that, though. Diana has never forgotten the scolding her mother gave her about imagining ghosts into the Haunted Wood. It had a very bad effect on Diana’s imagination. It blighted it. Mrs. Lynde says Myrtle Bell is a blighted being. I asked Ruby Gillis why Myrtle was blighted, and Ruby said she guessed it was because her young man had gone back on her. Ruby Gillis thinks of nothing but young men, and the older she gets the worse she is. Young men are all very well in their place, but it doesn’t do to drag them into everything, does it? Diana and I are thinking seriously of promising each other that we will never marry but be nice old maids and live together forever. Diana hasn’t quite made up her mind though, because she thinks perhaps it would be nobler to marry some wild, dashing, wicked young man and reform him. Diana and I talk a great deal about serious subjects now, you know. We feel that we are so much older than we used to be that it isn’t becoming to talk of childish matters. It’s such a solemn thing to be almost fourteen, Marilla. Miss Stacy took all us girls who are in our teens down to the brook last Wednesday, and talked to us about it. She said we couldn’t be too careful what habits we formed and what ideals we acquired in our teens, because by the time we were twenty our characters would be developed and the foundation laid for our whole future life. And she said if the foundation was shaky we could never build anything really worth while on it. Diana and I talked the matter over coming home from school. We felt extremely solemn, Marilla. And we decided that we would try to be very careful indeed and form respectable habits and learn all we could and be as sensible as possible, so that by the time we were twenty our characters would be properly developed. It’s perfectly appalling to think of being twenty, Marilla. It sounds so fearfully old and grown up. But why was Miss Stacy here this afternoon?”

“Was she? Oh, I’m so sorry I wasn’t home. Why didn’t you call me, Marilla? Diana and I were just over in the Haunted Wood. It’s beautiful in the woods now. All the little woodland things—the ferns and the shiny leaves and the crackerberries—have gone to sleep, as if someone had tucked them in under a blanket of leaves until spring. I think it was a little gray fairy with a rainbow scarf that tiptoed along the last moonlit night and did it. Diana wouldn’t say much about that, though. Diana has never forgotten the scolding her mom gave her about imagining ghosts in the Haunted Wood. It really affected Diana’s imagination. It stifled it. Mrs. Lynde says Myrtle Bell is a stifled person. I asked Ruby Gillis why Myrtle was stifled, and Ruby guessed it was because her boyfriend had let her down. Ruby Gillis thinks about nothing but boys, and the older she gets, the more it shows. Boys are fine in their place, but it doesn’t help to drag them into everything, does it? Diana and I are seriously considering promising each other that we’ll never marry but be nice old maids and live together forever. Diana hasn’t fully decided yet, because she thinks maybe it would be nobler to marry some wild, reckless, bad boy and reform him. Diana and I talk a lot about serious things now. We feel that we’re so much older than we used to be, that it doesn’t seem right to talk about childish stuff. It’s such a big deal to be almost fourteen, Marilla. Miss Stacy took all us girls who are in our teens down to the brook last Wednesday and talked to us about it. She said we have to be very careful about the habits we form and the ideals we adopt in our teens because by the time we turn twenty, our characters will be developed and the foundation will be set for our whole future life. And she said if the foundation is shaky, we could never build anything really worthwhile on it. Diana and I talked things over on the way home from school. We felt really serious, Marilla. And we decided that we would try our best to be very careful, to form good habits, learn as much as we can, and be as sensible as possible, so that by the time we’re twenty, our characters would be properly developed. It’s absolutely terrifying to think about being twenty, Marilla. It sounds so incredibly old and grown up. But why was Miss Stacy here this afternoon?”

“That is what I want to tell you, Anne, if you’ll ever give me a chance to get a word in edgewise. She was talking about you.”

“That’s what I want to say to you, Anne, if you’ll ever give me a chance to speak. She was talking about you.”

“About me?” Anne looked rather scared. Then she flushed and exclaimed:

“About me?” Anne looked a bit frightened. Then she blushed and exclaimed:

“Oh, I know what she was saying. I meant to tell you, Marilla, honestly I did, but I forgot. Miss Stacy caught me reading Ben Hur in school yesterday afternoon when I should have been studying my Canadian history. Jane Andrews lent it to me. I was reading it at dinner hour, and I had just got to the chariot race when school went in. I was simply wild to know how it turned out—although I felt sure Ben Hur must win, because it wouldn’t be poetical justice if he didn’t—so I spread the history open on my desk lid and then tucked Ben Hur between the desk and my knee. I just looked as if I were studying Canadian history, you know, while all the while I was reveling in Ben Hur. I was so interested in it that I never noticed Miss Stacy coming down the aisle until all at once I just looked up and there she was looking down at me, so reproachful-like. I can’t tell you how ashamed I felt, Marilla, especially when I heard Josie Pye giggling. Miss Stacy took Ben Hur away, but she never said a word then. She kept me in at recess and talked to me. She said I had done very wrong in two respects. First, I was wasting the time I ought to have put on my studies; and secondly, I was deceiving my teacher in trying to make it appear I was reading a history when it was a storybook instead. I had never realized until that moment, Marilla, that what I was doing was deceitful. I was shocked. I cried bitterly, and asked Miss Stacy to forgive me and I’d never do such a thing again; and I offered to do penance by never so much as looking at Ben Hur for a whole week, not even to see how the chariot race turned out. But Miss Stacy said she wouldn’t require that, and she forgave me freely. So I think it wasn’t very kind of her to come up here to you about it after all.”

“Oh, I totally know what she was talking about. I meant to tell you, Marilla, really I did, but I forgot. Miss Stacy caught me reading Ben Hur in class yesterday afternoon when I was supposed to be studying Canadian history. Jane Andrews lent it to me. I was reading it during lunch, and I had just gotten to the chariot race when the bell rang. I was dying to know how it ended—even though I figured Ben Hur had to win, because it wouldn’t be fair otherwise—so I opened my history book on my desk and tucked Ben Hur between the desk and my knee. I looked like I was studying Canadian history, you know, while I was actually lost in Ben Hur. I was so into it that I didn’t even see Miss Stacy walking down the aisle until I looked up and there she was, looking down at me with a disapproving expression. I can’t tell you how embarrassed I felt, Marilla, especially when I heard Josie Pye giggling. Miss Stacy took Ben Hur away, but she didn’t say anything right then. She kept me in during recess and talked to me. She said I was wrong in two ways. First, I was wasting time I should have spent studying; and second, I was deceiving my teacher by pretending to read a history book when it was really a storybook. I had never thought about it that way until that moment, Marilla. I was shocked. I cried a lot and asked Miss Stacy to forgive me and promised I wouldn’t do something like that again; I even offered to do penance by not looking at Ben Hur for a whole week, not even to see how the chariot race ended. But Miss Stacy said she wouldn’t require that, and she forgave me completely. So I don’t think it was very nice of her to come to you about it after all.”

“Miss Stacy never mentioned such a thing to me, Anne, and its only your guilty conscience that’s the matter with you. You have no business to be taking storybooks to school. You read too many novels anyhow. When I was a girl I wasn’t so much as allowed to look at a novel.”

“Miss Stacy never said anything like that to me, Anne, and it’s just your guilty conscience that’s bothering you. You shouldn’t be taking storybooks to school. You read too many novels anyway. When I was your age, I wasn’t even allowed to look at a novel.”

“Oh, how can you call Ben Hur a novel when it’s really such a religious book?” protested Anne. “Of course it’s a little too exciting to be proper reading for Sunday, and I only read it on weekdays. And I never read any book now unless either Miss Stacy or Mrs. Allan thinks it is a proper book for a girl thirteen and three-quarters to read. Miss Stacy made me promise that. She found me reading a book one day called, The Lurid Mystery of the Haunted Hall. It was one Ruby Gillis had lent me, and, oh, Marilla, it was so fascinating and creepy. It just curdled the blood in my veins. But Miss Stacy said it was a very silly, unwholesome book, and she asked me not to read any more of it or any like it. I didn’t mind promising not to read any more like it, but it was agonizing to give back that book without knowing how it turned out. But my love for Miss Stacy stood the test and I did. It’s really wonderful, Marilla, what you can do when you’re truly anxious to please a certain person.”

“Oh, how can you call Ben Hur a novel when it’s really such a religious book?” protested Anne. “Of course it’s a little too exciting to be proper reading for Sunday, and I only read it on weekdays. And I never read any book now unless either Miss Stacy or Mrs. Allan thinks it’s a suitable book for a girl thirteen and three-quarters to read. Miss Stacy made me promise that. She found me reading a book one day called The Lurid Mystery of the Haunted Hall. It was one Ruby Gillis had lent me, and, oh, Marilla, it was so fascinating and creepy. It just curdled the blood in my veins. But Miss Stacy said it was a very silly, unwholesome book, and she asked me not to read any more of it or any like it. I didn’t mind promising not to read any more like it, but it was agonizing to give back that book without knowing how it turned out. But my love for Miss Stacy stood the test and I did. It’s really wonderful, Marilla, what you can do when you’re truly anxious to please a certain person.”

“Well, I guess I’ll light the lamp and get to work,” said Marilla. “I see plainly that you don’t want to hear what Miss Stacy had to say. You’re more interested in the sound of your own tongue than in anything else.”

“Well, I guess I’ll turn on the lamp and get to work,” said Marilla. “I can clearly see that you don’t want to hear what Miss Stacy had to say. You’re more interested in the sound of your own voice than in anything else.”

“Oh, indeed, Marilla, I do want to hear it,” cried Anne contritely. “I won’t say another word—not one. I know I talk too much, but I am really trying to overcome it, and although I say far too much, yet if you only knew how many things I want to say and don’t, you’d give me some credit for it. Please tell me, Marilla.”

“Oh, definitely, Marilla, I really want to hear it,” Anne exclaimed apologetically. “I won’t say another word—not a single one. I know I talk too much, but I’m really trying to get better at it. And even though I say way too much, if you only knew how many things I want to say and don’t, you’d give me some credit for that. Please tell me, Marilla.”

“Well, Miss Stacy wants to organize a class among her advanced students who mean to study for the entrance examination into Queen’s. She intends to give them extra lessons for an hour after school. And she came to ask Matthew and me if we would like to have you join it. What do you think about it yourself, Anne? Would you like to go to Queen’s and pass for a teacher?”

“Well, Miss Stacy wants to set up a class for her advanced students who are planning to study for the entrance exam to Queen’s. She plans to give them extra lessons for an hour after school. She came to ask Matthew and me if we would like you to join. What do you think about it, Anne? Would you want to go to Queen’s and become a teacher?”

“Oh, Marilla!” Anne straightened to her knees and clasped her hands. “It’s been the dream of my life—that is, for the last six months, ever since Ruby and Jane began to talk of studying for the Entrance. But I didn’t say anything about it, because I supposed it would be perfectly useless. I’d love to be a teacher. But won’t it be dreadfully expensive? Mr. Andrews says it cost him one hundred and fifty dollars to put Prissy through, and Prissy wasn’t a dunce in geometry.”

“Oh, Marilla!” Anne knelt down and clasped her hands together. “It’s been my dream for the last six months, ever since Ruby and Jane started talking about studying for the Entrance. But I didn’t mention it because I thought it would be completely pointless. I’d really love to be a teacher. But won’t it be super expensive? Mr. Andrews said it cost him one hundred and fifty dollars to get Prissy through, and Prissy wasn’t bad at geometry.”

“I guess you needn’t worry about that part of it. When Matthew and I took you to bring up we resolved we would do the best we could for you and give you a good education. I believe in a girl being fitted to earn her own living whether she ever has to or not. You’ll always have a home at Green Gables as long as Matthew and I are here, but nobody knows what is going to happen in this uncertain world, and it’s just as well to be prepared. So you can join the Queen’s class if you like, Anne.”

“I guess you don’t need to worry about that part. When Matthew and I brought you here, we decided we would do our best for you and give you a good education. I believe every girl should be prepared to earn her own living, whether she needs to or not. You’ll always have a home at Green Gables as long as Matthew and I are here, but no one knows what will happen in this unpredictable world, so it’s good to be ready. So you can join the Queen’s class if you want to, Anne.”

“Oh, Marilla, thank you.” Anne flung her arms about Marilla’s waist and looked up earnestly into her face. “I’m extremely grateful to you and Matthew. And I’ll study as hard as I can and do my very best to be a credit to you. I warn you not to expect much in geometry, but I think I can hold my own in anything else if I work hard.”

“Oh, Marilla, thank you.” Anne wrapped her arms around Marilla’s waist and looked up seriously into her face. “I’m really grateful to you and Matthew. I’ll study as hard as I can and do my best to make you proud. I should warn you not to expect much in geometry, but I think I can keep up in everything else if I put in the effort.”

“I dare say you’ll get along well enough. Miss Stacy says you are bright and diligent.” Not for worlds would Marilla have told Anne just what Miss Stacy had said about her; that would have been to pamper vanity. “You needn’t rush to any extreme of killing yourself over your books. There is no hurry. You won’t be ready to try the Entrance for a year and a half yet. But it’s well to begin in time and be thoroughly grounded, Miss Stacy says.”

“I bet you'll do just fine. Miss Stacy thinks you're smart and hardworking.” Marilla would never have told Anne exactly what Miss Stacy said about her; that would just feed her vanity. “You don’t need to push yourself too hard with your studies. There’s no rush. You won’t be ready for the Entrance exam for another year and a half. But it’s good to start early and have a strong foundation, according to Miss Stacy.”

“I shall take more interest than ever in my studies now,” said Anne blissfully, “because I have a purpose in life. Mr. Allan says everybody should have a purpose in life and pursue it faithfully. Only he says we must first make sure that it is a worthy purpose. I would call it a worthy purpose to want to be a teacher like Miss Stacy, wouldn’t you, Marilla? I think it’s a very noble profession.”

“I’m going to focus even more on my studies now,” Anne said happily, “because I have a purpose in life. Mr. Allan says everyone should have a purpose and stick to it. But he says we need to ensure it's a worthy purpose first. I would definitely say wanting to be a teacher like Miss Stacy is a worthy purpose, don’t you think, Marilla? I believe it’s a really noble profession.”

The Queen’s class was organized in due time. Gilbert Blythe, Anne Shirley, Ruby Gillis, Jane Andrews, Josie Pye, Charlie Sloane, and Moody Spurgeon MacPherson joined it. Diana Barry did not, as her parents did not intend to send her to Queen’s. This seemed nothing short of a calamity to Anne. Never, since the night on which Minnie May had had the croup, had she and Diana been separated in anything. On the evening when the Queen’s class first remained in school for the extra lessons and Anne saw Diana go slowly out with the others, to walk home alone through the Birch Path and Violet Vale, it was all the former could do to keep her seat and refrain from rushing impulsively after her chum. A lump came into her throat, and she hastily retired behind the pages of her uplifted Latin grammar to hide the tears in her eyes. Not for worlds would Anne have had Gilbert Blythe or Josie Pye see those tears.

The Queen’s class was set up on time. Gilbert Blythe, Anne Shirley, Ruby Gillis, Jane Andrews, Josie Pye, Charlie Sloane, and Moody Spurgeon MacPherson joined it. Diana Barry didn’t join, as her parents did not plan to send her to Queen’s. This felt like a total disaster to Anne. Never since the night when Minnie May had croup had she and Diana been apart in anything. On the evening when the Queen’s class first stayed after school for extra lessons, and Anne saw Diana slowly leave with the others to walk home alone through the Birch Path and Violet Vale, it took everything in her not to leap up and run after her friend. A lump formed in her throat, and she quickly hid behind the pages of her lifted Latin grammar to conceal the tears in her eyes. Not for anything would Anne have wanted Gilbert Blythe or Josie Pye to see those tears.

“But, oh, Marilla, I really felt that I had tasted the bitterness of death, as Mr. Allan said in his sermon last Sunday, when I saw Diana go out alone,” she said mournfully that night. “I thought how splendid it would have been if Diana had only been going to study for the Entrance, too. But we can’t have things perfect in this imperfect world, as Mrs. Lynde says. Mrs. Lynde isn’t exactly a comforting person sometimes, but there’s no doubt she says a great many very true things. And I think the Queen’s class is going to be extremely interesting. Jane and Ruby are just going to study to be teachers. That is the height of their ambition. Ruby says she will only teach for two years after she gets through, and then she intends to be married. Jane says she will devote her whole life to teaching, and never, never marry, because you are paid a salary for teaching, but a husband won’t pay you anything, and growls if you ask for a share in the egg and butter money. I expect Jane speaks from mournful experience, for Mrs. Lynde says that her father is a perfect old crank, and meaner than second skimmings. Josie Pye says she is just going to college for education’s sake, because she won’t have to earn her own living; she says of course it is different with orphans who are living on charity—they have to hustle. Moody Spurgeon is going to be a minister. Mrs. Lynde says he couldn’t be anything else with a name like that to live up to. I hope it isn’t wicked of me, Marilla, but really the thought of Moody Spurgeon being a minister makes me laugh. He’s such a funny-looking boy with that big fat face, and his little blue eyes, and his ears sticking out like flaps. But perhaps he will be more intellectual-looking when he grows up. Charlie Sloane says he’s going to go into politics and be a member of Parliament, but Mrs. Lynde says he’ll never succeed at that, because the Sloanes are all honest people, and it’s only rascals that get on in politics nowadays.”

“But, oh, Marilla, I really felt like I had tasted the bitterness of death, like Mr. Allan said in his sermon last Sunday, when I saw Diana go out alone,” she said sadly that night. “I thought how wonderful it would have been if Diana had been going to study for the Entrance too. But we can’t have everything perfect in this imperfect world, as Mrs. Lynde says. Mrs. Lynde isn’t exactly the most comforting person sometimes, but she definitely says a lot of very true things. And I think the Queen’s class is going to be really interesting. Jane and Ruby are just going to study to be teachers. That’s their ultimate goal. Ruby says she’ll only teach for two years after she’s done, and then she plans to get married. Jane says she’ll dedicate her whole life to teaching and never, ever marry because you get paid for teaching, but a husband won’t pay you anything and complains if you ask for a share of the egg and butter money. I guess Jane speaks from sad experience, because Mrs. Lynde says her father is a total crank and meaner than anyone. Josie Pye says she’s just going to college for the sake of education since she doesn’t have to earn her own living; she says, of course, it’s different for orphans living on charity—they have to hustle. Moody Spurgeon wants to be a minister. Mrs. Lynde says he couldn’t be anything else with a name like that to live up to. I hope it’s not bad of me, Marilla, but honestly, the thought of Moody Spurgeon being a minister makes me laugh. He’s such a funny-looking boy with that big round face, little blue eyes, and ears that stick out like flaps. But maybe he’ll look more intellectual when he grows up. Charlie Sloane says he’s going into politics and will be a member of Parliament, but Mrs. Lynde says he’ll never succeed at that because the Sloanes are all honest people, and only rascals make it in politics nowadays.”

“What is Gilbert Blythe going to be?” queried Marilla, seeing that Anne was opening her Cæsar.

“What is Gilbert Blythe going to be?” Marilla asked, noticing that Anne was opening her Cæsar.

“I don’t happen to know what Gilbert Blythe’s ambition in life is—if he has any,” said Anne scornfully.

“I don’t really know what Gilbert Blythe’s ambition in life is—if he even has one,” Anne said scornfully.

There was open rivalry between Gilbert and Anne now. Previously the rivalry had been rather one-sided, but there was no longer any doubt that Gilbert was as determined to be first in class as Anne was. He was a foeman worthy of her steel. The other members of the class tacitly acknowledged their superiority, and never dreamed of trying to compete with them.

There was now an open rivalry between Gilbert and Anne. Before, it had been pretty one-sided, but now it was clear that Gilbert was just as determined to be top of the class as Anne was. He was a worthy opponent for her. The other classmates quietly accepted their superiority and never thought about trying to compete with them.

Since the day by the pond when she had refused to listen to his plea for forgiveness, Gilbert, save for the aforesaid determined rivalry, had evinced no recognition whatever of the existence of Anne Shirley. He talked and jested with the other girls, exchanged books and puzzles with them, discussed lessons and plans, sometimes walked home with one or the other of them from prayer meeting or Debating Club. But Anne Shirley he simply ignored, and Anne found out that it is not pleasant to be ignored. It was in vain that she told herself with a toss of her head that she did not care. Deep down in her wayward, feminine little heart she knew that she did care, and that if she had that chance of the Lake of Shining Waters again she would answer very differently. All at once, as it seemed, and to her secret dismay, she found that the old resentment she had cherished against him was gone—gone just when she most needed its sustaining power. It was in vain that she recalled every incident and emotion of that memorable occasion and tried to feel the old satisfying anger. That day by the pond had witnessed its last spasmodic flicker. Anne realized that she had forgiven and forgotten without knowing it. But it was too late.

Since the day by the pond when she had refused to listen to his plea for forgiveness, Gilbert, except for the fierce rivalry, had shown no acknowledgment of Anne Shirley’s existence. He chatted and joked with the other girls, traded books and puzzles with them, discussed classes and plans, and sometimes walked home with one of them after prayer meeting or Debating Club. But Anne Shirley was completely ignored by him, and Anne discovered that being ignored is not pleasant. She tried to convince herself with a toss of her head that she didn’t care. Deep down in her capricious, feminine little heart, she knew she did care, and if she had the chance at the Lake of Shining Waters again, she would respond very differently. Suddenly, to her secret dismay, she realized that the old resentment she had held against him was gone—just when she needed its strength the most. She tried in vain to remember every incident and emotion from that memorable day and tried to feel the old, satisfying anger again. That day by the pond had seen its last flicker of resentment. Anne realized she had forgiven and forgotten without even realizing it. But it was too late.

And at least neither Gilbert nor anybody else, not even Diana, should ever suspect how sorry she was and how much she wished she hadn’t been so proud and horrid! She determined to “shroud her feelings in deepest oblivion,” and it may be stated here and now that she did it, so successfully that Gilbert, who possibly was not quite so indifferent as he seemed, could not console himself with any belief that Anne felt his retaliatory scorn. The only poor comfort he had was that she snubbed Charlie Sloane, unmercifully, continually, and undeservedly.

And at least neither Gilbert nor anyone else, not even Diana, should ever suspect how sorry she was and how much she wished she hadn’t been so proud and awful! She decided to “hide her feelings in complete forgetfulness,” and it can be said right here and now that she did it so well that Gilbert, who possibly wasn’t as indifferent as he appeared, couldn’t convince himself that Anne felt his retaliatory disdain. The only small comfort he had was that she snubbed Charlie Sloane, relentlessly, constantly, and unfairly.

Otherwise the winter passed away in a round of pleasant duties and studies. For Anne the days slipped by like golden beads on the necklace of the year. She was happy, eager, interested; there were lessons to be learned and honor to be won; delightful books to read; new pieces to be practiced for the Sunday-school choir; pleasant Saturday afternoons at the manse with Mrs. Allan; and then, almost before Anne realized it, spring had come again to Green Gables and all the world was abloom once more.

Otherwise, the winter went by filled with enjoyable tasks and studies. For Anne, the days flowed like golden beads on a string of the year. She was happy, excited, and engaged; there were lessons to learn and achievements to earn; wonderful books to read; new pieces to practice for the Sunday school choir; lovely Saturday afternoons at the manse with Mrs. Allan; and then, almost without Anne noticing, spring had returned to Green Gables and everything was blooming again.

Studies palled just a wee bit then; the Queen’s class, left behind in school while the others scattered to green lanes and leafy wood cuts and meadow byways, looked wistfully out of the windows and discovered that Latin verbs and French exercises had somehow lost the tang and zest they had possessed in the crisp winter months. Even Anne and Gilbert lagged and grew indifferent. Teacher and taught were alike glad when the term was ended and the glad vacation days stretched rosily before them.

Studies became a bit dull then; the Queen’s class, stuck in school while the others ran off to green paths and leafy woods and meadows, looked longingly out of the windows and realized that Latin verbs and French exercises had somehow lost the excitement and energy they had in the crisp winter months. Even Anne and Gilbert lagged behind and became indifferent. Both teacher and students were relieved when the term ended and the joyful vacation days lay ahead of them.

“But you’ve done good work this past year,” Miss Stacy told them on the last evening, “and you deserve a good, jolly vacation. Have the best time you can in the out-of-door world and lay in a good stock of health and vitality and ambition to carry you through next year. It will be the tug of war, you know—the last year before the Entrance.”

“But you’ve done great work this past year,” Miss Stacy told them on the last evening, “and you deserve a fun, cheerful vacation. Have the best time you can in the great outdoors and stock up on health, energy, and ambition to get you through next year. It’s going to be a tough battle, you know—the last year before the Entrance.”

“Are you going to be back next year, Miss Stacy?” asked Josie Pye.

“Are you coming back next year, Miss Stacy?” asked Josie Pye.

Josie Pye never scrupled to ask questions; in this instance the rest of the class felt grateful to her; none of them would have dared to ask it of Miss Stacy, but all wanted to, for there had been alarming rumors running at large through the school for some time that Miss Stacy was not coming back the next year—that she had been offered a position in the grade school of her own home district and meant to accept. The Queen’s class listened in breathless suspense for her answer.

Josie Pye never hesitated to ask questions; in this case, the rest of the class was thankful to her; none of them would have dared to ask it of Miss Stacy, but everyone wanted to, since there had been worrying rumors circulating in the school for a while that Miss Stacy wasn't coming back next year—that she had been offered a job at the grade school in her hometown and planned to accept it. The Queen’s class listened in anxious suspense for her answer.

“Yes, I think I will,” said Miss Stacy. “I thought of taking another school, but I have decided to come back to Avonlea. To tell the truth, I’ve grown so interested in my pupils here that I found I couldn’t leave them. So I’ll stay and see you through.”

“Yeah, I think I will,” said Miss Stacy. “I considered taking another job, but I’ve decided to come back to Avonlea. Honestly, I’ve gotten so attached to my students here that I realized I couldn’t leave them. So I’ll stick around and help you out.”

“Hurrah!” said Moody Spurgeon. Moody Spurgeon had never been so carried away by his feelings before, and he blushed uncomfortably every time he thought about it for a week.

“Yay!” said Moody Spurgeon. Moody Spurgeon had never been so overwhelmed by his emotions before, and he felt awkwardly embarrassed every time he thought about it for a week.

“Oh, I’m so glad,” said Anne, with shining eyes. “Dear Stacy, it would be perfectly dreadful if you didn’t come back. I don’t believe I could have the heart to go on with my studies at all if another teacher came here.”

“Oh, I’m so glad,” said Anne, her eyes sparkling. “Dear Stacy, it would be absolutely awful if you didn’t come back. I honestly don’t think I could continue my studies at all if another teacher came here.”

When Anne got home that night she stacked all her textbooks away in an old trunk in the attic, locked it, and threw the key into the blanket box.

When Anne got home that night, she put all her textbooks away in an old trunk in the attic, locked it, and tossed the key into the blanket box.

“I’m not even going to look at a schoolbook in vacation,” she told Marilla. “I’ve studied as hard all the term as I possibly could and I’ve pored over that geometry until I know every proposition in the first book off by heart, even when the letters are changed. I just feel tired of everything sensible and I’m going to let my imagination run riot for the summer. Oh, you needn’t be alarmed, Marilla. I’ll only let it run riot within reasonable limits. But I want to have a real good jolly time this summer, for maybe it’s the last summer I’ll be a little girl. Mrs. Lynde says that if I keep stretching out next year as I’ve done this I’ll have to put on longer skirts. She says I’m all running to legs and eyes. And when I put on longer skirts I shall feel that I have to live up to them and be very dignified. It won’t even do to believe in fairies then, I’m afraid; so I’m going to believe in them with all my whole heart this summer. I think we’re going to have a very gay vacation. Ruby Gillis is going to have a birthday party soon and there’s the Sunday-school picnic and the missionary concert next month. And Mr. Barry says that some evening he’ll take Diana and me over to the White Sands Hotel and have dinner there. They have dinner there in the evening, you know. Jane Andrews was over once last summer and she says it was a dazzling sight to see the electric lights and the flowers and all the lady guests in such beautiful dresses. Jane says it was her first glimpse into high life and she’ll never forget it to her dying day.”

“I’m not even going to look at a schoolbook during vacation,” she told Marilla. “I’ve worked as hard as I could all term and I’ve studied that geometry so much that I can recite every proposition in the first book by heart, even with the letters mixed up. I just feel worn out from anything serious, and I’m going to let my imagination run wild this summer. Oh, don’t worry, Marilla. I’ll only let it run wild within reasonable limits. But I want to have a really fun time this summer because it might be the last summer I’m a little girl. Mrs. Lynde says that if I keep growing next year like I have this year, I’ll have to wear longer skirts. She says I’m all legs and big eyes now. And when I wear longer skirts, I’ll feel like I need to be very serious. I won’t even be able to believe in fairies then, I’m afraid; so I’m going to believe in them with all my heart this summer. I think we’re going to have a really fun vacation. Ruby Gillis is having a birthday party soon, and there’s the Sunday school picnic and the missionary concert next month. And Mr. Barry says he’ll take Diana and me over to the White Sands Hotel for dinner one evening. They serve dinner there at night, you know. Jane Andrews went there last summer and said it was stunning to see the electric lights and the flowers, and all the ladies in such beautiful dresses. Jane says it was her first taste of high society and she’ll never forget it for the rest of her life.”

Mrs. Lynde came up the next afternoon to find out why Marilla had not been at the Aid meeting on Thursday. When Marilla was not at Aid meeting people knew there was something wrong at Green Gables.

Mrs. Lynde came by the next afternoon to find out why Marilla hadn’t been at the Aid meeting on Thursday. When Marilla wasn’t at the Aid meeting, people knew something was wrong at Green Gables.

“Matthew had a bad spell with his heart Thursday,” Marilla explained, “and I didn’t feel like leaving him. Oh, yes, he’s all right again now, but he takes them spells oftener than he used to and I’m anxious about him. The doctor says he must be careful to avoid excitement. That’s easy enough, for Matthew doesn’t go about looking for excitement by any means and never did, but he’s not to do any very heavy work either and you might as well tell Matthew not to breathe as not to work. Come and lay off your things, Rachel. You’ll stay to tea?”

“Matthew had a rough time with his heart on Thursday,” Marilla explained, “and I didn’t want to leave him. Oh, yes, he’s fine now, but he has these episodes more often than he used to, and I’m worried about him. The doctor says he needs to be careful to avoid getting too excited. That shouldn’t be a problem, since Matthew doesn’t go looking for excitement at all, but he’s also not supposed to do any really heavy work either, and you might as well tell Matthew not to breathe as to not work. Come and put your things down, Rachel. Will you stay for tea?”

“Well, seeing you’re so pressing, perhaps I might as well, stay” said Mrs. Rachel, who had not the slightest intention of doing anything else.

“Well, since you're being so insistent, I guess I might as well stay,” said Mrs. Rachel, who had no intention of doing anything else.

Mrs. Rachel and Marilla sat comfortably in the parlor while Anne got the tea and made hot biscuits that were light and white enough to defy even Mrs. Rachel’s criticism.

Mrs. Rachel and Marilla sat comfortably in the living room while Anne prepared the tea and made hot biscuits that were light and white enough to avoid even Mrs. Rachel’s criticism.

“I must say Anne has turned out a real smart girl,” admitted Mrs. Rachel, as Marilla accompanied her to the end of the lane at sunset. “She must be a great help to you.”

“I have to say Anne has become a really smart girl,” Mrs. Rachel admitted as Marilla walked her to the end of the lane at sunset. “She must be a big help to you.”

“She is,” said Marilla, “and she’s real steady and reliable now. I used to be afraid she’d never get over her featherbrained ways, but she has and I wouldn’t be afraid to trust her in anything now.”

“She is,” said Marilla, “and she’s really dependable now. I used to worry she’d never get over her scatterbrained habits, but she has, and I wouldn’t hesitate to trust her with anything now.”

“I never would have thought she’d have turned out so well that first day I was here three years ago,” said Mrs. Rachel. “Lawful heart, shall I ever forget that tantrum of hers! When I went home that night I says to Thomas, says I, ‘Mark my words, Thomas, Marilla Cuthbert ‘ll live to rue the step she’s took.’ But I was mistaken and I’m real glad of it. I ain’t one of those kind of people, Marilla, as can never be brought to own up that they’ve made a mistake. No, that never was my way, thank goodness. I did make a mistake in judging Anne, but it weren’t no wonder, for an odder, unexpecteder witch of a child there never was in this world, that’s what. There was no ciphering her out by the rules that worked with other children. It’s nothing short of wonderful how she’s improved these three years, but especially in looks. She’s a real pretty girl got to be, though I can’t say I’m overly partial to that pale, big-eyed style myself. I like more snap and color, like Diana Barry has or Ruby Gillis. Ruby Gillis’s looks are real showy. But somehow—I don’t know how it is but when Anne and them are together, though she ain’t half as handsome, she makes them look kind of common and overdone—something like them white June lilies she calls narcissus alongside of the big, red peonies, that’s what.”

“I never would have thought she'd turn out so well that first day I was here three years ago,” said Mrs. Rachel. “Goodness, will I ever forget that tantrum of hers! When I went home that night I told Thomas, ‘Mark my words, Thomas, Marilla Cuthbert will regret the choice she made.’ But I was wrong, and I’m really glad about it. I’m not the kind of person, Marilla, who can’t admit they’ve made a mistake. No, that’s never been my way, thank goodness. I did misjudge Anne, but it’s no wonder, because there’s never been such an odd, unpredictable child as her in this world. You can’t figure her out by the rules that apply to other kids. It’s nothing short of amazing how much she’s improved over these three years, especially in looks. She’s really become a pretty girl, though I can’t say I’m particularly fond of that pale, big-eyed look myself. I prefer something with more life and color, like Diana Barry or Ruby Gillis. Ruby Gillis’s looks are truly striking. But somehow—I don’t know how it works, but when Anne is with them, even though she’s not as pretty, she makes them seem kind of ordinary and overdone—like those white June lilies she calls narcissus next to the big, red peonies, that’s what.”


CHAPTER XXXI.
Where the Brook and River Meet

ANNE had her “good” summer and enjoyed it wholeheartedly. She and Diana fairly lived outdoors, reveling in all the delights that Lover’s Lane and the Dryad’s Bubble and Willowmere and Victoria Island afforded. Marilla offered no objections to Anne’s gypsyings. The Spencervale doctor who had come the night Minnie May had the croup met Anne at the house of a patient one afternoon early in vacation, looked her over sharply, screwed up his mouth, shook his head, and sent a message to Marilla Cuthbert by another person. It was:

AANNE had her “good” summer and enjoyed it completely. She and Diana practically lived outside, soaking up all the fun that Lover’s Lane, the Dryad’s Bubble, Willowmere, and Victoria Island had to offer. Marilla didn’t object to Anne’s adventures. The Spencervale doctor, who had come the night Minnie May had the croup, ran into Anne at a patient’s house one afternoon early in the vacation, looked her over critically, pursed his lips, shook his head, and sent a message to Marilla Cuthbert through another person. It was:

“Keep that redheaded girl of yours in the open air all summer and don’t let her read books until she gets more spring into her step.”

“Keep your redheaded girl outside all summer and don’t let her read books until she perks up a bit.”

This message frightened Marilla wholesomely. She read Anne’s death warrant by consumption in it unless it was scrupulously obeyed. As a result, Anne had the golden summer of her life as far as freedom and frolic went. She walked, rowed, berried, and dreamed to her heart’s content; and when September came she was bright-eyed and alert, with a step that would have satisfied the Spencervale doctor and a heart full of ambition and zest once more.

This message genuinely scared Marilla. She saw it as Anne’s death sentence by consumption if it wasn’t strictly followed. As a result, Anne had the best summer of her life in terms of freedom and fun. She walked, rowed, picked berries, and daydreamed to her heart’s content; and when September arrived, she was bright-eyed and energetic, with a step that would have pleased the Spencervale doctor and a heart full of ambition and enthusiasm once again.

“I feel just like studying with might and main,” she declared as she brought her books down from the attic. “Oh, you good old friends, I’m glad to see your honest faces once more—yes, even you, geometry. I’ve had a perfectly beautiful summer, Marilla, and now I’m rejoicing as a strong man to run a race, as Mr. Allan said last Sunday. Doesn’t Mr. Allan preach magnificent sermons? Mrs. Lynde says he is improving every day and the first thing we know some city church will gobble him up and then we’ll be left and have to turn to and break in another green preacher. But I don’t see the use of meeting trouble halfway, do you, Marilla? I think it would be better just to enjoy Mr. Allan while we have him. If I were a man I think I’d be a minister. They can have such an influence for good, if their theology is sound; and it must be thrilling to preach splendid sermons and stir your hearers’ hearts. Why can’t women be ministers, Marilla? I asked Mrs. Lynde that and she was shocked and said it would be a scandalous thing. She said there might be female ministers in the States and she believed there was, but thank goodness we hadn’t got to that stage in Canada yet and she hoped we never would. But I don’t see why. I think women would make splendid ministers. When there is a social to be got up or a church tea or anything else to raise money the women have to turn to and do the work. I’m sure Mrs. Lynde can pray every bit as well as Superintendent Bell and I’ve no doubt she could preach too with a little practice.”

“I feel like studying really hard,” she declared as she brought her books down from the attic. “Oh, you good old friends, I’m so happy to see you again—yes, even you, geometry. I’ve had a fantastic summer, Marilla, and now I’m excited as an athlete ready for a race, like Mr. Allan said last Sunday. Doesn’t Mr. Allan give amazing sermons? Mrs. Lynde says he’s getting better every day and before we know it, some city church will snatch him up, and then we’ll be left to find another inexperienced minister. But I don’t see the point in worrying about trouble before it arrives, do you, Marilla? I think it would be better to enjoy Mr. Allan while we have him. If I were a man, I think I’d want to be a minister. They can have such a positive impact if their beliefs are solid; and it must be thrilling to deliver powerful sermons and move people's hearts. Why can’t women be ministers, Marilla? I asked Mrs. Lynde that, and she was shocked and said it would be scandalous. She mentioned there might be female ministers in the States and she believed there were, but thank goodness we’re not at that point in Canada yet, and she hopes we never will be. But I don’t see why not. I think women would make excellent ministers. Whenever there’s a social event or a church tea or anything else to raise money, it’s the women who have to step up and do the work. I’m sure Mrs. Lynde can pray just as well as Superintendent Bell, and I have no doubt she could preach too with a little practice.”

“Yes, I believe she could,” said Marilla dryly. “She does plenty of unofficial preaching as it is. Nobody has much of a chance to go wrong in Avonlea with Rachel to oversee them.”

“Yeah, I think she could,” Marilla said flatly. “She already does plenty of unofficial preaching. Nobody really has a chance to go astray in Avonlea with Rachel keeping an eye on them.”

“Marilla,” said Anne in a burst of confidence, “I want to tell you something and ask you what you think about it. It has worried me terribly—on Sunday afternoons, that is, when I think specially about such matters. I do really want to be good; and when I’m with you or Mrs. Allan or Miss Stacy I want it more than ever and I want to do just what would please you and what you would approve of. But mostly when I’m with Mrs. Lynde I feel desperately wicked and as if I wanted to go and do the very thing she tells me I oughtn’t to do. I feel irresistibly tempted to do it. Now, what do you think is the reason I feel like that? Do you think it’s because I’m really bad and unregenerate?”

“Marilla,” Anne said with newfound confidence, “I want to share something with you and get your opinion on it. It’s been bothering me a lot—especially on Sunday afternoons when I think about these things more deeply. I really want to be good; and when I’m with you, Mrs. Allan, or Miss Stacy, I want it even more—I want to do what would make you happy and what you would approve of. But when I’m with Mrs. Lynde, I feel completely rebellious and feel like doing exactly what she says I shouldn't do. I feel this strong urge to do it. So, what do you think is the reason I feel this way? Do you think it’s because I’m truly bad and unrepentant?”

Marilla looked dubious for a moment. Then she laughed.

Marilla seemed unsure for a moment. Then she chuckled.

“If you are I guess I am too, Anne, for Rachel often has that very effect on me. I sometimes think she’d have more of an influence for good, as you say yourself, if she didn’t keep nagging people to do right. There should have been a special commandment against nagging. But there, I shouldn’t talk so. Rachel is a good Christian woman and she means well. There isn’t a kinder soul in Avonlea and she never shirks her share of work.”

“If you feel that way, then I do too, Anne, because Rachel often has that same effect on me. Sometimes I think she’d have a greater positive influence, as you mentioned, if she didn’t keep pressuring people to do the right thing. There should really be a special rule against nagging. But I shouldn’t say that. Rachel is a good Christian woman and she has the best intentions. There isn’t a kinder person in Avonlea and she always pulls her weight.”

“I’m very glad you feel the same,” said Anne decidedly. “It’s so encouraging. I shan’t worry so much over that after this. But I dare say there’ll be other things to worry me. They keep coming up new all the time—things to perplex you, you know. You settle one question and there’s another right after. There are so many things to be thought over and decided when you’re beginning to grow up. It keeps me busy all the time thinking them over and deciding what is right. It’s a serious thing to grow up, isn’t it, Marilla? But when I have such good friends as you and Matthew and Mrs. Allan and Miss Stacy I ought to grow up successfully, and I’m sure it will be my own fault if I don’t. I feel it’s a great responsibility because I have only the one chance. If I don’t grow up right I can’t go back and begin over again. I’ve grown two inches this summer, Marilla. Mr. Gillis measured me at Ruby’s party. I’m so glad you made my new dresses longer. That dark-green one is so pretty and it was sweet of you to put on the flounce. Of course I know it wasn’t really necessary, but flounces are so stylish this fall and Josie Pye has flounces on all her dresses. I know I’ll be able to study better because of mine. I shall have such a comfortable feeling deep down in my mind about that flounce.”

“I’m really glad you feel the same way,” Anne said firmly. “It’s so reassuring. I won't worry about that as much from now on. But I’m sure there will be other things to stress me out. They just keep popping up—things that can confuse you, you know. You resolve one issue and then there’s another right behind it. There are so many things to think about and decide when you’re starting to grow up. I’m always busy considering them and figuring out what’s right. Growing up is a serious matter, isn’t it, Marilla? But with such good friends like you, Matthew, Mrs. Allan, and Miss Stacy, I should be able to grow up successfully, and I know it’ll be my own fault if I don’t. I feel it’s a big responsibility because I only have this one chance. If I don’t grow up the right way, I can’t go back and start over. I’ve grown two inches this summer, Marilla. Mr. Gillis measured me at Ruby’s party. I’m so glad you made my new dresses longer. That dark-green one is so pretty, and it was so nice of you to add the flounce. I know it wasn’t strictly necessary, but flounces are so in style this fall, and Josie Pye has flounces on all her dresses. I know I’ll be able to study better because of mine. I’ll feel so much better deep down in my mind about that flounce.”

“It’s worth something to have that,” admitted Marilla.

“It’s valuable to have that,” admitted Marilla.

Miss Stacy came back to Avonlea school and found all her pupils eager for work once more. Especially did the Queen’s class gird up their loins for the fray, for at the end of the coming year, dimly shadowing their pathway already, loomed up that fateful thing known as “the Entrance,” at the thought of which one and all felt their hearts sink into their very shoes. Suppose they did not pass! That thought was doomed to haunt Anne through the waking hours of that winter, Sunday afternoons inclusive, to the almost entire exclusion of moral and theological problems. When Anne had bad dreams she found herself staring miserably at pass lists of the Entrance exams, where Gilbert Blythe’s name was blazoned at the top and in which hers did not appear at all.

Miss Stacy returned to Avonlea school and found all her students eager to get back to work. The Queen’s class, in particular, was gearing up for the challenge ahead, as looming over them was that daunting thing known as “the Entrance,” which made all of them feel anxious. What if they didn’t pass? That fear haunted Anne throughout the waking hours of that winter, even on Sunday afternoons, nearly drowning out any thoughts of moral and theological issues. Whenever Anne had bad dreams, she would find herself staring sadly at the pass lists from the Entrance exams, where Gilbert Blythe’s name was prominently listed at the top, but hers was nowhere to be found.

But it was a jolly, busy, happy swift-flying winter. Schoolwork was as interesting, class rivalry as absorbing, as of yore. New worlds of thought, feeling, and ambition, fresh, fascinating fields of unexplored knowledge seemed to be opening out before Anne’s eager eyes.

But it was a joyful, busy, happy, fast-paced winter. Schoolwork was as interesting, and class competition as engaging, as ever. New worlds of thought, emotion, and ambition, along with exciting, fascinating areas of unexplored knowledge, seemed to be opening up before Anne’s eager eyes.

“Hills peeped o’er hill and Alps on Alps arose.”

“Hills looked over hills, and the Alps rose above the Alps.”

Much of all this was due to Miss Stacy’s tactful, careful, broadminded guidance. She led her class to think and explore and discover for themselves and encouraged straying from the old beaten paths to a degree that quite shocked Mrs. Lynde and the school trustees, who viewed all innovations on established methods rather dubiously.

Much of this was thanks to Miss Stacy’s thoughtful, careful, and open-minded guidance. She encouraged her class to think, explore, and discover on their own, pushing them to step away from the traditional approaches, which quite surprised Mrs. Lynde and the school trustees, who looked at any changes to established methods with skepticism.

Apart from her studies Anne expanded socially, for Marilla, mindful of the Spencervale doctor’s dictum, no longer vetoed occasional outings. The Debating Club flourished and gave several concerts; there were one or two parties almost verging on grown-up affairs; there were sleigh drives and skating frolics galore.

Apart from her studies, Anne grew socially, since Marilla, remembering what the Spencervale doctor said, no longer prohibited occasional outings. The Debating Club thrived and held several concerts; there were a couple of parties that were almost like adult events; there were plenty of sleigh rides and skating fun.

Between times Anne grew, shooting up so rapidly that Marilla was astonished one day, when they were standing side by side, to find the girl was taller than herself.

Between times Anne grew, shooting up so fast that Marilla was shocked one day, when they were standing side by side, to realize the girl was taller than her.

“Why, Anne, how you’ve grown!” she said, almost unbelievingly. A sigh followed on the words. Marilla felt a queer regret over Anne’s inches. The child she had learned to love had vanished somehow and here was this tall, serious-eyed girl of fifteen, with the thoughtful brows and the proudly poised little head, in her place. Marilla loved the girl as much as she had loved the child, but she was conscious of a queer sorrowful sense of loss. And that night, when Anne had gone to prayer meeting with Diana, Marilla sat alone in the wintry twilight and indulged in the weakness of a cry. Matthew, coming in with a lantern, caught her at it and gazed at her in such consternation that Marilla had to laugh through her tears.

“Wow, Anne, you’ve really grown!” she said, almost in disbelief. A sigh followed her words. Marilla felt a strange sadness over Anne’s height. The child she had come to love had somehow disappeared, and now there stood this tall, serious-eyed girl of fifteen, with thoughtful brows and a proudly held little head, in her place. Marilla loved the girl just as much as she had loved the child, but she couldn’t shake a peculiar sorrowful feeling of loss. That night, when Anne had gone to prayer meeting with Diana, Marilla sat alone in the winter twilight and allowed herself the weakness of a cry. Matthew, coming in with a lantern, caught her in the act and looked at her in such shock that Marilla had to laugh through her tears.

“I was thinking about Anne,” she explained. “She’s got to be such a big girl—and she’ll probably be away from us next winter. I’ll miss her terrible.”

“I was thinking about Anne,” she explained. “She has to be such a big girl—and she’ll probably be away from us next winter. I’ll miss her so much.”

“She’ll be able to come home often,” comforted Matthew, to whom Anne was as yet and always would be the little, eager girl he had brought home from Bright River on that June evening four years before. “The branch railroad will be built to Carmody by that time.”

“She’ll be able to come home often,” reassured Matthew, who saw Anne as the little, eager girl he had brought home from Bright River on that June evening four years ago. “The branch railroad will be completed to Carmody by then.”

“It won’t be the same thing as having her here all the time,” sighed Marilla gloomily, determined to enjoy her luxury of grief uncomforted. “But there—men can’t understand these things!”

“It won’t feel the same as having her here all the time,” sighed Marilla sadly, resolved to indulge in her sorrow without consolation. “But there—men just can’t understand these things!”

There were other changes in Anne no less real than the physical change. For one thing, she became much quieter. Perhaps she thought all the more and dreamed as much as ever, but she certainly talked less. Marilla noticed and commented on this also.

There were other changes in Anne that were just as real as her physical transformation. For one thing, she became a lot quieter. Maybe she thought just as much and dreamed just as often as before, but she definitely talked less. Marilla noticed this and mentioned it too.

“You don’t chatter half as much as you used to, Anne, nor use half as many big words. What has come over you?”

"You don't talk nearly as much as you used to, Anne, nor use as many big words. What happened to you?"

Anne colored and laughed a little, as she dropped her book and looked dreamily out of the window, where big fat red buds were bursting out on the creeper in response to the lure of the spring sunshine.

Anne blushed and chuckled softly as she let her book fall and gazed dreamily out the window, where big, plump red buds were popping up on the vine, drawn out by the enticing spring sunshine.

“I don’t know—I don’t want to talk as much,” she said, denting her chin thoughtfully with her forefinger. “It’s nicer to think dear, pretty thoughts and keep them in one’s heart, like treasures. I don’t like to have them laughed at or wondered over. And somehow I don’t want to use big words any more. It’s almost a pity, isn’t it, now that I’m really growing big enough to say them if I did want to. It’s fun to be almost grown up in some ways, but it’s not the kind of fun I expected, Marilla. There’s so much to learn and do and think that there isn’t time for big words. Besides, Miss Stacy says the short ones are much stronger and better. She makes us write all our essays as simply as possible. It was hard at first. I was so used to crowding in all the fine big words I could think of—and I thought of any number of them. But I’ve got used to it now and I see it’s so much better.”

“I don’t know—I just don’t feel like talking as much,” she said, thoughtfully pressing her chin with her finger. “It’s nicer to think sweet, beautiful thoughts and keep them close to your heart, like treasures. I don’t want them to be laughed at or questioned. And somehow, I don’t want to use big words anymore. It’s kind of a shame, isn’t it, now that I’m really old enough to say them if I wanted to. It’s fun to be almost grown-up in some ways, but it’s not the kind of fun I expected, Marilla. There’s so much to learn and do and think about that there’s no time for big words. Plus, Miss Stacy says the shorter ones are much stronger and better. She makes us write all our essays as simply as we can. It was tough at first. I was so used to cramming in all the fancy big words I could think of—and I could think of plenty. But I’ve gotten used to it now, and I see it’s so much better.”

“What has become of your story club? I haven’t heard you speak of it for a long time.”

“What happened to your story club? I haven’t heard you talk about it in a while.”

“The story club isn’t in existence any longer. We hadn’t time for it—and anyhow I think we had got tired of it. It was silly to be writing about love and murder and elopements and mysteries. Miss Stacy sometimes has us write a story for training in composition, but she won’t let us write anything but what might happen in Avonlea in our own lives, and she criticizes it very sharply and makes us criticize our own too. I never thought my compositions had so many faults until I began to look for them myself. I felt so ashamed I wanted to give up altogether, but Miss Stacy said I could learn to write well if I only trained myself to be my own severest critic. And so I am trying to.”

"The story club isn't around anymore. We didn't have time for it—and honestly, I think we got tired of it. It was kind of pointless to write about love, murder, elopements, and mysteries. Miss Stacy sometimes has us write stories to practice composition, but she only allows us to write about what could happen in Avonlea in our own lives, and she critiques it very sharply and makes us critique our own too. I never realized my compositions had so many issues until I started looking for them myself. I felt so embarrassed I wanted to quit completely, but Miss Stacy said I could learn to write well if I trained myself to be my own toughest critic. So I'm trying to do that."

“You’ve only two more months before the Entrance,” said Marilla. “Do you think you’ll be able to get through?”

“You’ve got just two more months until the Entrance,” Marilla said. “Do you think you can make it?”

Anne shivered.

Anne felt cold.

“I don’t know. Sometimes I think I’ll be all right—and then I get horribly afraid. We’ve studied hard and Miss Stacy has drilled us thoroughly, but we mayn’t get through for all that. We’ve each got a stumbling block. Mine is geometry of course, and Jane’s is Latin, and Ruby and Charlie’s is algebra, and Josie’s is arithmetic. Moody Spurgeon says he feels it in his bones that he is going to fail in English history. Miss Stacy is going to give us examinations in June just as hard as we’ll have at the Entrance and mark us just as strictly, so we’ll have some idea. I wish it was all over, Marilla. It haunts me. Sometimes I wake up in the night and wonder what I’ll do if I don’t pass.”

“I don’t know. Sometimes I think I’ll be okay—and then I get really scared. We’ve studied hard and Miss Stacy has prepared us well, but we might not get through anyway. We’ve all got our tough spots. Mine is geometry, of course, and Jane’s is Latin, while Ruby and Charlie struggle with algebra, and Josie’s is arithmetic. Moody Spurgeon says he has a gut feeling that he’s going to fail in English history. Miss Stacy is going to give us exams in June that are just as tough as the ones we’ll face at the Entrance and grade us just as strictly, so we’ll have some idea of where we stand. I wish it was all over, Marilla. It’s haunting me. Sometimes I wake up at night and wonder what I’ll do if I don’t pass.”

“Why, go to school next year and try again,” said Marilla unconcernedly.

“Why not go to school next year and give it another shot?” said Marilla casually.

“Oh, I don’t believe I’d have the heart for it. It would be such a disgrace to fail, especially if Gil—if the others passed. And I get so nervous in an examination that I’m likely to make a mess of it. I wish I had nerves like Jane Andrews. Nothing rattles her.”

“Oh, I don’t think I could handle it. It would be such a shame to fail, especially if Gil—if the others succeed. I get so anxious during exams that I’m probably going to mess it up. I wish I had nerves like Jane Andrews. Nothing seems to bother her.”

Anne sighed and, dragging her eyes from the witcheries of the spring world, the beckoning day of breeze and blue, and the green things upspringing in the garden, buried herself resolutely in her book. There would be other springs, but if she did not succeed in passing the Entrance, Anne felt convinced that she would never recover sufficiently to enjoy them.

Anne sighed and, pulling her gaze away from the enchanting spring world, the inviting day filled with breeze and blue skies, and the green plants sprouting in the garden, she buried herself firmly in her book. There would be other springs, but if she didn’t succeed in passing the Entrance, Anne was convinced that she would never fully recover enough to enjoy them.


CHAPTER XXXII.
The Pass List Is Out

WITH the end of June came the close of the term and the close of Miss Stacy’s rule in Avonlea school. Anne and Diana walked home that evening feeling very sober indeed. Red eyes and damp handkerchiefs bore convincing testimony to the fact that Miss Stacy’s farewell words must have been quite as touching as Mr. Phillips’s had been under similar circumstances three years before. Diana looked back at the schoolhouse from the foot of the spruce hill and sighed deeply.

WITH the end of June came the end of the term and the end of Miss Stacy’s time at Avonlea school. That evening, Anne and Diana walked home feeling very serious. Red eyes and wet handkerchiefs clearly showed that Miss Stacy’s goodbye words were just as emotional as Mr. Phillips’s had been three years earlier in the same situation. Diana looked back at the schoolhouse from the bottom of the spruce hill and sighed deeply.

“It does seem as if it was the end of everything, doesn’t it?” she said dismally.

“It really feels like the end of everything, doesn’t it?” she said sadly.

“You oughtn’t to feel half as badly as I do,” said Anne, hunting vainly for a dry spot on her handkerchief. “You’ll be back again next winter, but I suppose I’ve left the dear old school forever—if I have good luck, that is.”

“You shouldn’t feel nearly as bad as I do,” said Anne, searching unsuccessfully for a dry spot on her handkerchief. “You’ll be back again next winter, but I guess I’ve left the dear old school for good—if I have good luck, that is.”

“It won’t be a bit the same. Miss Stacy won’t be there, nor you nor Jane nor Ruby probably. I shall have to sit all alone, for I couldn’t bear to have another deskmate after you. Oh, we have had jolly times, haven’t we, Anne? It’s dreadful to think they’re all over.”

“It’s not going to be the same at all. Miss Stacy won’t be there, and neither will you, Jane, or probably Ruby. I’ll have to sit all by myself because I just can't stand having another deskmate after you. Oh, we’ve had such great times, haven’t we, Anne? It’s awful to think it’s all coming to an end.”

Two big tears rolled down by Diana’s nose.

Two big tears rolled down Diana's nose.

“If you would stop crying I could,” said Anne imploringly. “Just as soon as I put away my hanky I see you brimming up and that starts me off again. As Mrs. Lynde says, ‘If you can’t be cheerful, be as cheerful as you can.’ After all, I dare say I’ll be back next year. This is one of the times I know I’m not going to pass. They’re getting alarmingly frequent.”

“If you would stop crying, I could,” Anne said, pleading. “Just as soon as I put my handkerchief away, I see you about to cry again, and that gets me started again. As Mrs. Lynde says, ‘If you can’t be cheerful, be as cheerful as you can.’ After all, I’m pretty sure I’ll be back next year. This is definitely one of those times I know I’m not going to pass. They’re happening way too often.”

“Why, you came out splendidly in the exams Miss Stacy gave.”

“Wow, you did amazingly well on the exams Miss Stacy gave.”

“Yes, but those exams didn’t make me nervous. When I think of the real thing you can’t imagine what a horrid cold fluttery feeling comes round my heart. And then my number is thirteen and Josie Pye says it’s so unlucky. I am not superstitious and I know it can make no difference. But still I wish it wasn’t thirteen.”

“Yes, but those exams didn’t make me nervous. When I think of the real thing, you can’t imagine the horrible, fluttery feeling that comes around my heart. And then my number is thirteen, and Josie Pye says it’s so unlucky. I am not superstitious, and I know it can’t make any difference. But still, I wish it wasn’t thirteen.”

“I do wish I was going in with you,” said Diana. “Wouldn’t we have a perfectly elegant time? But I suppose you’ll have to cram in the evenings.”

“I really wish I could go in with you,” said Diana. “Wouldn’t we have an amazing time? But I guess you’ll have to catch up in the evenings.”

“No; Miss Stacy has made us promise not to open a book at all. She says it would only tire and confuse us and we are to go out walking and not think about the exams at all and go to bed early. It’s good advice, but I expect it will be hard to follow; good advice is apt to be, I think. Prissy Andrews told me that she sat up half the night every night of her Entrance week and crammed for dear life; and I had determined to sit up at least as long as she did. It was so kind of your Aunt Josephine to ask me to stay at Beechwood while I’m in town.”

“No; Miss Stacy has made us promise not to open any books at all. She says it would only tire and confuse us, and we should go out for walks and not think about the exams at all, and get to bed early. It’s good advice, but I expect it will be hard to follow; good advice usually is, I think. Prissy Andrews told me that she stayed up half the night every night during her Entrance week and crammed like crazy; and I had decided to stay up at least as long as she did. It was really nice of your Aunt Josephine to invite me to stay at Beechwood while I’m in town.”

“You’ll write to me while you’re in, won’t you?”

"You'll write to me while you're inside, right?"

“I’ll write Tuesday night and tell you how the first day goes,” promised Anne.

“I’ll write you Tuesday night and let you know how the first day goes,” promised Anne.

“I’ll be haunting the post office Wednesday,” vowed Diana.

“I’ll be at the post office on Wednesday,” promised Diana.

Anne went to town the following Monday and on Wednesday Diana haunted the post office, as agreed, and got her letter.

Anne went to town the next Monday, and on Wednesday, Diana hung around the post office, as they agreed, and picked up her letter.

“Dearest Diana” [wrote Anne],

"Dear Diana," wrote Anne,

“Here it is Tuesday night and I’m writing this in the library at Beechwood. Last night I was horribly lonesome all alone in my room and wished so much you were with me. I couldn’t ‘cram’ because I’d promised Miss Stacy not to, but it was as hard to keep from opening my history as it used to be to keep from reading a story before my lessons were learned.

“Here it is Tuesday night and I’m writing this in the library at Beechwood. Last night I felt really lonely all by myself in my room and wished so much that you were here with me. I couldn’t ‘cram’ because I promised Miss Stacy I wouldn’t, but it was just as hard to resist opening my history book as it used to be to stop myself from reading a story before I finished my lessons.”

“This morning Miss Stacy came for me and we went to the Academy, calling for Jane and Ruby and Josie on our way. Ruby asked me to feel her hands and they were as cold as ice. Josie said I looked as if I hadn’t slept a wink and she didn’t believe I was strong enough to stand the grind of the teacher’s course even if I did get through. There are times and seasons even yet when I don’t feel that I’ve made any great headway in learning to like Josie Pye!

“This morning Miss Stacy picked me up and we headed to the Academy, stopping to pick up Jane, Ruby, and Josie along the way. Ruby asked me to feel her hands, and they were as cold as ice. Josie said I looked like I hadn’t slept at all and she didn’t think I was strong enough to handle the pressure of the teacher’s course, even if I managed to get through. There are still times when I feel like I haven’t made any real progress in learning to like Josie Pye!"

“When we reached the Academy there were scores of students there from all over the Island. The first person we saw was Moody Spurgeon sitting on the steps and muttering away to himself. Jane asked him what on earth he was doing and he said he was repeating the multiplication table over and over to steady his nerves and for pity’s sake not to interrupt him, because if he stopped for a moment he got frightened and forgot everything he ever knew, but the multiplication table kept all his facts firmly in their proper place!

“When we got to the Academy, there were tons of students there from all over the Island. The first person we saw was Moody Spurgeon sitting on the steps and muttering to himself. Jane asked him what he was doing, and he said he was reciting the multiplication table over and over to calm his nerves and for goodness’ sake not to interrupt him, because if he stopped for even a moment, he got scared and forgot everything he ever knew, but the multiplication table kept all his facts organized in their proper place!”

“When we were assigned to our rooms Miss Stacy had to leave us. Jane and I sat together and Jane was so composed that I envied her. No need of the multiplication table for good, steady, sensible Jane! I wondered if I looked as I felt and if they could hear my heart thumping clear across the room. Then a man came in and began distributing the English examination sheets. My hands grew cold then and my head fairly whirled around as I picked it up. Just one awful moment—Diana, I felt exactly as I did four years ago when I asked Marilla if I might stay at Green Gables—and then everything cleared up in my mind and my heart began beating again—I forgot to say that it had stopped altogether!—for I knew I could do something with that paper anyhow.

“When we were assigned to our rooms, Miss Stacy had to leave us. Jane and I sat together, and Jane was so calm that I envied her. No need for the multiplication table for good, steady, sensible Jane! I wondered if I looked as I felt and if they could hear my heart pounding from across the room. Then a man came in and started handing out the English exam sheets. My hands got cold, and my head spun as I picked it up. Just one terrible moment—Diana, I felt exactly as I did four years ago when I asked Marilla if I could stay at Green Gables—and then everything cleared up in my mind and my heart started beating again—I forgot to mention that it had stopped altogether!—because I knew I could manage something with that paper anyway.

“At noon we went home for dinner and then back again for history in the afternoon. The history was a pretty hard paper and I got dreadfully mixed up in the dates. Still, I think I did fairly well today. But oh, Diana, tomorrow the geometry exam comes off and when I think of it it takes every bit of determination I possess to keep from opening my Euclid. If I thought the multiplication table would help me any I would recite it from now till tomorrow morning.

“At noon we went home for lunch and then returned for history in the afternoon. The history exam was pretty tough, and I got really confused with the dates. Still, I think I did okay today. But oh, Diana, tomorrow is the geometry exam, and just thinking about it takes every bit of determination I have to keep from looking at my Euclid. If I thought the multiplication table would help at all, I would recite it from now until tomorrow morning.”

“I went down to see the other girls this evening. On my way I met Moody Spurgeon wandering distractedly around. He said he knew he had failed in history and he was born to be a disappointment to his parents and he was going home on the morning train; and it would be easier to be a carpenter than a minister, anyhow. I cheered him up and persuaded him to stay to the end because it would be unfair to Miss Stacy if he didn’t. Sometimes I have wished I was born a boy, but when I see Moody Spurgeon I’m always glad I’m a girl and not his sister.

“I went to see the other girls this evening. On my way, I ran into Moody Spurgeon wandering around, looking lost. He said he knew he had failed in history and that he was destined to be a disappointment to his parents, so he was going home on the morning train. He also said it would be easier to be a carpenter than a minister, anyway. I lifted his spirits and convinced him to stay until the end because it would be unfair to Miss Stacy if he left. Sometimes I wish I had been born a boy, but whenever I see Moody Spurgeon, I'm always glad I'm a girl and not his sister.”

“Ruby was in hysterics when I reached their boarding-house; she had just discovered a fearful mistake she had made in her English paper. When she recovered we went uptown and had an ice cream. How we wished you had been with us.

“Ruby was in tears when I got to their boarding house; she had just found out about a huge mistake she made in her English paper. Once she calmed down, we went uptown and got some ice cream. We really wished you could have joined us.”

“Oh, Diana, if only the geometry examination were over! But there, as Mrs. Lynde would say, the sun will go on rising and setting whether I fail in geometry or not. That is true but not especially comforting. I think I’d rather it didn’t go on if I failed!

“Oh, Diana, I wish the geometry exam was over! But, as Mrs. Lynde would say, the sun will keep rising and setting whether I fail geometry or not. That's true, but it’s not really comforting. Honestly, I'd prefer if it just didn't keep going if I failed!”

“Yours devotedly,

“Yours faithfully,

“Anne”

"Anne"

The geometry examination and all the others were over in due time and Anne arrived home on Friday evening, rather tired but with an air of chastened triumph about her. Diana was over at Green Gables when she arrived and they met as if they had been parted for years.

The geometry exam and all the others were finished on time, and Anne came home on Friday evening, feeling pretty tired but with a sense of humble victory. Diana was at Green Gables when she got there, and they greeted each other like they hadn't seen one another in ages.

“You old darling, it’s perfectly splendid to see you back again. It seems like an age since you went to town and oh, Anne, how did you get along?”

“You old darling, it’s great to see you back again. It feels like ages since you went to town, and oh, Anne, how did you manage?”

“Pretty well, I think, in everything but the geometry. I don’t know whether I passed in it or not and I have a creepy, crawly presentiment that I didn’t. Oh, how good it is to be back! Green Gables is the dearest, loveliest spot in the world.”

“Pretty much, I think, in everything except geometry. I don’t know if I passed that class or not and I have a creepy feeling that I didn’t. Oh, it’s so good to be back! Green Gables is the most cherished, beautiful place in the world.”

“How did the others do?”

“How did the others perform?”

“The girls say they know they didn’t pass, but I think they did pretty well. Josie says the geometry was so easy a child of ten could do it! Moody Spurgeon still thinks he failed in history and Charlie says he failed in algebra. But we don’t really know anything about it and won’t until the pass list is out. That won’t be for a fortnight. Fancy living a fortnight in such suspense! I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up until it is over.”

“The girls say they know they didn’t pass, but I think they did pretty well. Josie says the geometry was so easy that a ten-year-old could do it! Moody Spurgeon still thinks he failed history, and Charlie says he failed algebra. But we don’t really know anything about it and won’t until the pass list is released. That won’t be for two weeks. Can you imagine living in such suspense for two weeks? I wish I could just sleep and not wake up until it's all over.”

Diana knew it would be useless to ask how Gilbert Blythe had fared, so she merely said:

Diana knew it would be pointless to ask how Gilbert Blythe had been doing, so she just said:

“Oh, you’ll pass all right. Don’t worry.”

“Oh, you’ll do just fine. Don’t worry.”

“I’d rather not pass at all than not come out pretty well up on the list,” flashed Anne, by which she meant—and Diana knew she meant—that success would be incomplete and bitter if she did not come out ahead of Gilbert Blythe.

“I’d rather not pass at all than not come out on top,” Anne said emphatically, which meant—and Diana understood what she meant—that her success would feel incomplete and bitter if she didn’t beat Gilbert Blythe.

With this end in view Anne had strained every nerve during the examinations. So had Gilbert. They had met and passed each other on the street a dozen times without any sign of recognition and every time Anne had held her head a little higher and wished a little more earnestly that she had made friends with Gilbert when he asked her, and vowed a little more determinedly to surpass him in the examination. She knew that all Avonlea junior was wondering which would come out first; she even knew that Jimmy Glover and Ned Wright had a bet on the question and that Josie Pye had said there was no doubt in the world that Gilbert would be first; and she felt that her humiliation would be unbearable if she failed.

With this goal in mind, Anne had given it her all during the exams. So had Gilbert. They had passed each other on the street a dozen times without acknowledging one another, and each time Anne had held her head a little higher and wished even more that she had become friends with Gilbert when he first asked her. She vowed even more resolutely to outperform him in the exam. She knew that all the junior students in Avonlea were eager to find out who would come out on top; she even knew that Jimmy Glover and Ned Wright had a bet on it and that Josie Pye had confidently declared that there was no way Gilbert wouldn’t be first. The thought of failing and facing that humiliation was unbearable to her.

But she had another and nobler motive for wishing to do well. She wanted to “pass high” for the sake of Matthew and Marilla—especially Matthew. Matthew had declared to her his conviction that she “would beat the whole Island.” That, Anne felt, was something it would be foolish to hope for even in the wildest dreams. But she did hope fervently that she would be among the first ten at least, so that she might see Matthew’s kindly brown eyes gleam with pride in her achievement. That, she felt, would be a sweet reward indeed for all her hard work and patient grubbing among unimaginative equations and conjugations.

But she had another, more admirable reason for wanting to do well. She wanted to “pass high” for Matthew and Marilla—especially Matthew. Matthew had shared his belief that she “would beat the whole Island.” Anne felt that was something she shouldn’t even hope for in her wildest dreams. But she passionately hoped she’d at least be among the top ten, so she could see Matthew’s kind brown eyes shine with pride in her achievement. That, she believed, would be a truly sweet reward for all her hard work and patient effort with boring equations and conjugations.

At the end of the fortnight Anne took to “haunting” the post office also, in the distracted company of Jane, Ruby, and Josie, opening the Charlottetown dailies with shaking hands and cold, sinkaway feelings as bad as any experienced during the Entrance week. Charlie and Gilbert were not above doing this too, but Moody Spurgeon stayed resolutely away.

At the end of the two weeks, Anne started to "haunt" the post office as well, often in the distracted company of Jane, Ruby, and Josie. She would open the Charlottetown newspapers with shaking hands and a sinking feeling as bad as anything she felt during Entrance week. Charlie and Gilbert didn’t mind doing this too, but Moody Spurgeon stayed away without fail.

“I haven’t got the grit to go there and look at a paper in cold blood,” he told Anne. “I’m just going to wait until somebody comes and tells me suddenly whether I’ve passed or not.”

“I don’t have the guts to go there and check a paper without feeling anything,” he told Anne. “I’m just going to wait until someone shows up and tells me right away whether I passed or not.”

When three weeks had gone by without the pass list appearing Anne began to feel that she really couldn’t stand the strain much longer. Her appetite failed and her interest in Avonlea doings languished. Mrs. Lynde wanted to know what else you could expect with a Tory superintendent of education at the head of affairs, and Matthew, noting Anne’s paleness and indifference and the lagging steps that bore her home from the post office every afternoon, began seriously to wonder if he hadn’t better vote Grit at the next election.

When three weeks had passed without the pass list coming out, Anne started to feel like she really couldn’t handle the pressure much longer. She lost her appetite and her interest in what was happening in Avonlea faded. Mrs. Lynde asked what else you could expect with a Tory superintendent of education in charge, and Matthew, noticing Anne’s pale face, indifference, and the slow steps she took coming home from the post office every afternoon, began to seriously wonder if he should vote Grit in the next election.

But one evening the news came. Anne was sitting at her open window, for the time forgetful of the woes of examinations and the cares of the world, as she drank in the beauty of the summer dusk, sweet-scented with flower breaths from the garden below and sibilant and rustling from the stir of poplars. The eastern sky above the firs was flushed faintly pink from the reflection of the west, and Anne was wondering dreamily if the spirit of color looked like that, when she saw Diana come flying down through the firs, over the log bridge, and up the slope, with a fluttering newspaper in her hand.

But one evening, the news arrived. Anne was sitting at her open window, temporarily forgetting the stress of exams and the worries of the world, as she soaked in the beauty of the summer twilight, sweet with the scent of flowers from the garden below and softly rustling from the movement of the poplars. The eastern sky above the fir trees glowed faintly pink from the sunset's reflection, and Anne was dreamily wondering if the spirit of color looked like that, when she saw Diana rushing down through the firs, over the log bridge, and up the slope, with a fluttering newspaper in her hand.

Anne sprang to her feet, knowing at once what that paper contained. The pass list was out! Her head whirled and her heart beat until it hurt her. She could not move a step. It seemed an hour to her before Diana came rushing along the hall and burst into the room without even knocking, so great was her excitement.

Anne jumped up, instantly realizing what that paper held. The pass list was out! Her head spun, and her heart raced until it hurt. She couldn’t move at all. It felt like an hour before Diana came rushing down the hall and burst into the room without even knocking, so intense was her excitement.

“Anne, you’ve passed,” she cried, “passed the very first—you and Gilbert both—you’re ties—but your name is first. Oh, I’m so proud!”

“Anne, you did it!” she exclaimed. “You both passed the very first—you and Gilbert—you’re tied—but your name comes first. Oh, I’m so proud!”

Diana flung the paper on the table and herself on Anne’s bed, utterly breathless and incapable of further speech. Anne lighted the lamp, oversetting the match safe and using up half a dozen matches before her shaking hands could accomplish the task. Then she snatched up the paper. Yes, she had passed—there was her name at the very top of a list of two hundred! That moment was worth living for.

Diana tossed the paper on the table and collapsed onto Anne’s bed, completely out of breath and unable to say another word. Anne turned on the lamp, accidentally knocking over the matchbox and going through half a dozen matches before her trembling hands could manage to light it. Then she grabbed the paper. Yes, she had passed—there was her name right at the top of a list of two hundred! That moment was worth everything.

“You did just splendidly, Anne,” puffed Diana, recovering sufficiently to sit up and speak, for Anne, starry eyed and rapt, had not uttered a word. “Father brought the paper home from Bright River not ten minutes ago—it came out on the afternoon train, you know, and won’t be here till tomorrow by mail—and when I saw the pass list I just rushed over like a wild thing. You’ve all passed, every one of you, Moody Spurgeon and all, although he’s conditioned in history. Jane and Ruby did pretty well—they’re halfway up—and so did Charlie. Josie just scraped through with three marks to spare, but you’ll see she’ll put on as many airs as if she’d led. Won’t Miss Stacy be delighted? Oh, Anne, what does it feel like to see your name at the head of a pass list like that? If it were me I know I’d go crazy with joy. I am pretty near crazy as it is, but you’re as calm and cool as a spring evening.”

“You did amazing, Anne,” Diana said, catching her breath enough to sit up and speak, since Anne, wide-eyed and captivated, hadn’t said a word. “Dad brought the newspaper home from Bright River just ten minutes ago—it came on the afternoon train, you know, and won’t arrive by mail until tomorrow—and when I saw the pass list, I rushed over like a maniac. Everyone passed, every single one of you, even Moody Spurgeon, although he’s not doing well in history. Jane and Ruby did pretty well—they’re halfway up—and so did Charlie. Josie barely made it with three marks to spare, but you know she’ll act like she’s the best. Won’t Miss Stacy be thrilled? Oh, Anne, what does it feel like to see your name at the top of a pass list like that? If it were me, I know I’d go crazy with joy. I’m already pretty close to crazy, but you're as calm and collected as a spring evening.”

“I’m just dazzled inside,” said Anne. “I want to say a hundred things, and I can’t find words to say them in. I never dreamed of this—yes, I did too, just once! I let myself think once, ‘What if I should come out first?’ quakingly, you know, for it seemed so vain and presumptuous to think I could lead the Island. Excuse me a minute, Diana. I must run right out to the field to tell Matthew. Then we’ll go up the road and tell the good news to the others.”

“I’m just so amazed inside,” said Anne. “I want to say a hundred things, but I can’t find the words. I never imagined this—well, I did once! I let myself think once, ‘What if I actually came in first?’ nervously, you know, since it felt so cocky and presumptuous to think I could lead the Island. Hold on a minute, Diana. I need to dash out to the field to tell Matthew. Then we’ll head up the road and share the good news with the others.”

They hurried to the hayfield below the barn where Matthew was coiling hay, and, as luck would have it, Mrs. Lynde was talking to Marilla at the lane fence.

They rushed to the hayfield below the barn where Matthew was stacking hay, and, as luck would have it, Mrs. Lynde was chatting with Marilla at the lane fence.

“Oh, Matthew,” exclaimed Anne, “I’ve passed and I’m first—or one of the first! I’m not vain, but I’m thankful.”

“Oh, Matthew,” Anne exclaimed, “I’ve passed, and I’m first—or one of the first! I’m not being vain, but I’m really grateful.”

“Well now, I always said it,” said Matthew, gazing at the pass list delightedly. “I knew you could beat them all easy.”

“Well, I always said it,” Matthew said, looking at the pass list with a big smile. “I knew you could easily beat them all.”

“You’ve done pretty well, I must say, Anne,” said Marilla, trying to hide her extreme pride in Anne from Mrs. Rachel’s critical eye. But that good soul said heartily:

“You’ve done really well, I have to say, Anne,” said Marilla, trying to hide her overwhelming pride in Anne from Mrs. Rachel’s critical gaze. But that kind-hearted woman said warmly:

“I just guess she has done well, and far be it from me to be backward in saying it. You’re a credit to your friends, Anne, that’s what, and we’re all proud of you.”

“I just think she’s done well, and I’m certainly not shy about saying it. You’re a credit to your friends, Anne, that’s what you are, and we’re all proud of you.”

That night Anne, who had wound up the delightful evening with a serious little talk with Mrs. Allan at the manse, knelt sweetly by her open window in a great sheen of moonshine and murmured a prayer of gratitude and aspiration that came straight from her heart. There was in it thankfulness for the past and reverent petition for the future; and when she slept on her white pillow her dreams were as fair and bright and beautiful as maidenhood might desire.

That night, Anne, who had wrapped up the lovely evening with a deep conversation with Mrs. Allan at the manse, knelt by her open window bathed in moonlight and softly whispered a prayer of thanks and hope that came straight from her heart. In it, she expressed gratitude for the past and a sincere request for the future; and when she lay down on her white pillow, her dreams were as lovely, bright, and beautiful as any young woman could wish for.


CHAPTER XXXIII.
The Hotel Concert

PUT on your white organdy, by all means, Anne,” advised Diana decidedly.

Put on your white organdy, for sure, Anne,” Diana said firmly.

They were together in the east gable chamber; outside it was only twilight—a lovely yellowish-green twilight with a clear-blue cloudless sky. A big round moon, slowly deepening from her pallid luster into burnished silver, hung over the Haunted Wood; the air was full of sweet summer sounds—sleepy birds twittering, freakish breezes, faraway voices and laughter. But in Anne’s room the blind was drawn and the lamp lighted, for an important toilet was being made.

They were in the east gable chamber; outside, it was just twilight—a beautiful yellowish-green twilight under a clear blue sky. A large, round moon, gradually shifting from a pale glow to a shiny silver, hung over the Haunted Wood; the air was filled with pleasant summer sounds—sleepy birds chirping, playful breezes, distant voices, and laughter. But in Anne’s room, the blind was drawn and the lamp was on, as an important preparation was taking place.

The east gable was a very different place from what it had been on that night four years before, when Anne had felt its bareness penetrate to the marrow of her spirit with its inhospitable chill. Changes had crept in, Marilla conniving at them resignedly, until it was as sweet and dainty a nest as a young girl could desire.

The east gable was a completely different place from what it had been on that night four years ago when Anne had felt its emptiness reach deep into her soul with its unwelcoming cold. Changes had quietly taken place, with Marilla accepting them willingly, until it became as charming and cozy a space as any young girl could wish for.

The velvet carpet with the pink roses and the pink silk curtains of Anne’s early visions had certainly never materialized; but her dreams had kept pace with her growth, and it is not probable she lamented them. The floor was covered with a pretty matting, and the curtains that softened the high window and fluttered in the vagrant breezes were of pale-green art muslin. The walls, hung not with gold and silver brocade tapestry, but with a dainty apple-blossom paper, were adorned with a few good pictures given Anne by Mrs. Allan. Miss Stacy’s photograph occupied the place of honor, and Anne made a sentimental point of keeping fresh flowers on the bracket under it. Tonight a spike of white lilies faintly perfumed the room like the dream of a fragrance. There was no “mahogany furniture,” but there was a white-painted bookcase filled with books, a cushioned wicker rocker, a toilet table befrilled with white muslin, a quaint, gilt-framed mirror with chubby pink Cupids and purple grapes painted over its arched top, that used to hang in the spare room, and a low white bed.

The velvet carpet with the pink roses and the pink silk curtains from Anne’s early dreams had definitely never come true; but her aspirations had evolved alongside her growth, and it’s unlikely she missed them. The floor was covered with a nice mat, and the curtains that softened the tall window and fluttered in the gentle breezes were made of pale green muslin. The walls, not dressed in gold and silver brocade but with a cute apple-blossom wallpaper, were decorated with a few nice pictures that Mrs. Allan had given Anne. Miss Stacy’s photograph took the place of honor, and Anne made a sentimental effort to keep fresh flowers on the bracket below it. Tonight, a spike of white lilies faintly scented the room like a hint of a fragrance. There wasn’t any “mahogany furniture,” but there was a white-painted bookcase filled with books, a cushioned wicker rocking chair, a dressing table trimmed with white muslin, a charming gilt-framed mirror with cute pink Cupids and purple grapes painted above its arched top, which used to hang in the guest room, and a low white bed.

Anne was dressing for a concert at the White Sands Hotel. The guests had got it up in aid of the Charlottetown hospital, and had hunted out all the available amateur talent in the surrounding districts to help it along. Bertha Sampson and Pearl Clay of the White Sands Baptist choir had been asked to sing a duet; Milton Clark of Newbridge was to give a violin solo; Winnie Adella Blair of Carmody was to sing a Scotch ballad; and Laura Spencer of Spencervale and Anne Shirley of Avonlea were to recite.

Anne was getting ready for a concert at the White Sands Hotel. The guests organized it to support the Charlottetown hospital and sought out all the available amateur talent from the surrounding areas to contribute. Bertha Sampson and Pearl Clay from the White Sands Baptist choir were invited to perform a duet; Milton Clark from Newbridge was set to give a violin solo; Winnie Adella Blair from Carmody was going to sing a Scottish ballad; and Laura Spencer from Spencervale and Anne Shirley from Avonlea were scheduled to recite.

As Anne would have said at one time, it was “an epoch in her life,” and she was deliciously athrill with the excitement of it. Matthew was in the seventh heaven of gratified pride over the honor conferred on his Anne and Marilla was not far behind, although she would have died rather than admit it, and said she didn’t think it was very proper for a lot of young folks to be gadding over to the hotel without any responsible person with them.

As Anne would have said at one time, it was “a turning point in her life,” and she was thrilled with excitement about it. Matthew was on cloud nine with pride over the honor given to his Anne, and Marilla was not far behind, even though she would have rather died than admit it. She commented that she didn’t think it was appropriate for a bunch of young people to be wandering over to the hotel without any responsible adult with them.

Anne and Diana were to drive over with Jane Andrews and her brother Billy in their double-seated buggy; and several other Avonlea girls and boys were going too. There was a party of visitors expected out from town, and after the concert a supper was to be given to the performers.

Anne and Diana were going to drive over with Jane Andrews and her brother Billy in their two-seater buggy, and a bunch of other Avonlea girls and boys were going along as well. A group of visitors was expected from town, and after the concert, there was going to be a dinner for the performers.

“Do you really think the organdy will be best?” queried Anne anxiously. “I don’t think it’s as pretty as my blue-flowered muslin—and it certainly isn’t so fashionable.”

“Do you really think the organdy will be the best option?” Anne asked anxiously. “I don’t think it’s as pretty as my blue-flowered muslin—and it definitely isn’t as trendy.”

“But it suits you ever so much better,” said Diana. “It’s so soft and frilly and clinging. The muslin is stiff, and makes you look too dressed up. But the organdy seems as if it grew on you.”

“But it looks so much better on you,” said Diana. “It’s so soft and frilly and form-fitting. The muslin is stiff and makes you look too put together. But the organdy looks like it was made for you.”

Anne sighed and yielded. Diana was beginning to have a reputation for notable taste in dressing, and her advice on such subjects was much sought after. She was looking very pretty herself on this particular night in a dress of the lovely wild-rose pink, from which Anne was forever debarred; but she was not to take any part in the concert, so her appearance was of minor importance. All her pains were bestowed upon Anne, who, she vowed, must, for the credit of Avonlea, be dressed and combed and adorned to the Queen’s taste.

Anne sighed and gave in. Diana was starting to get a reputation for having a great sense of style, and people really valued her advice on fashion. She looked really pretty that night in a lovely wild-rose pink dress, which Anne could never wear; but since she wasn’t performing in the concert, her appearance didn’t matter as much. All her efforts were focused on Anne, whom she insisted must, for the sake of Avonlea's reputation, be dressed, styled, and adorned to impress the Queen.

“Pull out that frill a little more—so; here, let me tie your sash; now for your slippers. I’m going to braid your hair in two thick braids, and tie them halfway up with big white bows—no, don’t pull out a single curl over your forehead—just have the soft part. There is no way you do your hair suits you so well, Anne, and Mrs. Allan says you look like a Madonna when you part it so. I shall fasten this little white house rose just behind your ear. There was just one on my bush, and I saved it for you.”

“Pull that frill out a bit more—there you go, let me tie your sash; now for your slippers. I’m going to braid your hair into two thick braids and tie them halfway up with big white bows—no, don’t pull out any curls over your forehead—just keep the soft part. The way you do your hair looks so good on you, Anne, and Mrs. Allan says you look like a Madonna when you part it like that. I’ll pin this little white house rose just behind your ear. There was only one on my bush, and I saved it for you.”

“Shall I put my pearl beads on?” asked Anne. “Matthew brought me a string from town last week, and I know he’d like to see them on me.”

“Should I wear my pearl beads?” Anne asked. “Matthew brought me a strand from town last week, and I know he’d love to see me wearing them.”

Diana pursed up her lips, put her black head on one side critically, and finally pronounced in favor of the beads, which were thereupon tied around Anne’s slim milk-white throat.

Diana puckered her lips, tilted her head to the side in a thoughtful way, and finally declared that she liked the beads, which were then tied around Anne's slender, pale neck.

“There’s something so stylish about you, Anne,” said Diana, with unenvious admiration. “You hold your head with such an air. I suppose it’s your figure. I am just a dumpling. I’ve always been afraid of it, and now I know it is so. Well, I suppose I shall just have to resign myself to it.”

“There’s something so stylish about you, Anne,” Diana said, genuinely impressed. “You carry yourself with such confidence. I guess it’s your figure. I’m just a little round thing. I’ve always been insecure about it, and now I see that it’s true. Well, I guess I’ll just have to accept it.”

“But you have such dimples,” said Anne, smiling affectionately into the pretty, vivacious face so near her own. “Lovely dimples, like little dents in cream. I have given up all hope of dimples. My dimple-dream will never come true; but so many of my dreams have that I mustn’t complain. Am I all ready now?”

“But you have such cute dimples,” Anne said, smiling warmly at the pretty, lively face so close to hers. “Lovely dimples, like little dents in cream. I've given up all hope for dimples. My dimple dream will never come true; but so many of my dreams have, so I shouldn’t complain. Am I all ready now?”

“All ready,” assured Diana, as Marilla appeared in the doorway, a gaunt figure with grayer hair than of yore and no fewer angles, but with a much softer face. “Come right in and look at our elocutionist, Marilla. Doesn’t she look lovely?”

“All set,” Diana assured as Marilla appeared in the doorway, a thin figure with grayer hair than before and no less angular, but with a much softer face. “Come on in and see our elocutionist, Marilla. Doesn’t she look lovely?”

Marilla emitted a sound between a sniff and a grunt.

Marilla made a noise that was part sniff and part grunt.

“She looks neat and proper. I like that way of fixing her hair. But I expect she’ll ruin that dress driving over there in the dust and dew with it, and it looks most too thin for these damp nights. Organdy’s the most unserviceable stuff in the world anyhow, and I told Matthew so when he got it. But there is no use in saying anything to Matthew nowadays. Time was when he would take my advice, but now he just buys things for Anne regardless, and the clerks at Carmody know they can palm anything off on him. Just let them tell him a thing is pretty and fashionable, and Matthew plunks his money down for it. Mind you keep your skirt clear of the wheel, Anne, and put your warm jacket on.”

“She looks tidy and stylish. I really like how she does her hair. But I bet she'll ruin that dress driving over there in the dust and dew, and it seems way too thin for these chilly nights. Organdy is the least practical fabric on the planet anyway, and I told Matthew that when he bought it. But there's no point in saying anything to Matthew these days. There was a time when he would take my advice, but now he just buys things for Anne without a second thought, and the clerks at Carmody know they can sell him anything. Just let them say something is pretty and trendy, and Matthew hands over his money for it. Make sure to keep your skirt away from the wheel, Anne, and put on your warm jacket.”

Then Marilla stalked downstairs, thinking proudly how sweet Anne looked, with that

Then Marilla walked downstairs, feeling proud of how lovely Anne looked, with that

“One moonbeam from the forehead to the crown”

“One moonbeam from the forehead to the top of the head”

and regretting that she could not go to the concert herself to hear her girl recite.

and regretting that she couldn’t go to the concert herself to hear her daughter recite.

“I wonder if it is too damp for my dress,” said Anne anxiously.

“I wonder if it is too damp for my dress,” Anne said anxiously.

“Not a bit of it,” said Diana, pulling up the window blind. “It’s a perfect night, and there won’t be any dew. Look at the moonlight.”

“Not at all,” said Diana, pulling up the window blind. “It’s a beautiful night, and there won't be any dew. Just look at the moonlight.”

“I’m so glad my window looks east into the sun rising,” said Anne, going over to Diana. “It’s so splendid to see the morning coming up over those long hills and glowing through those sharp fir tops. It’s new every morning, and I feel as if I washed my very soul in that bath of earliest sunshine. Oh, Diana, I love this little room so dearly. I don’t know how I’ll get along without it when I go to town next month.”

“I’m so glad my window faces east and lets in the sunrise,” said Anne, walking over to Diana. “It’s amazing to watch the morning light come up over those distant hills and shine through the tall fir trees. It feels fresh every morning, and it’s like I’m cleansing my soul in that early sunlight. Oh, Diana, I love this little room so much. I really don’t know how I’m going to manage without it when I move to the city next month.”

“Don’t speak of your going away tonight,” begged Diana. “I don’t want to think of it, it makes me so miserable, and I do want to have a good time this evening. What are you going to recite, Anne? And are you nervous?”

“Please don’t talk about leaving tonight,” Diana pleaded. “I really don’t want to think about it; it makes me so unhappy, and I want to enjoy this evening. What are you going to recite, Anne? Are you nervous?”

“Not a bit. I’ve recited so often in public I don’t mind at all now. I’ve decided to give ‘The Maiden’s Vow.’ It’s so pathetic. Laura Spencer is going to give a comic recitation, but I’d rather make people cry than laugh.”

“Not at all. I’ve performed in public so many times that it doesn’t bother me anymore. I’ve chosen to do ‘The Maiden’s Vow.’ It’s really moving. Laura Spencer is going to do a funny piece, but I’d rather make people cry than laugh.”

“What will you recite if they encore you?”

“What will you perform if they ask you to do it again?”

“They won’t dream of encoring me,” scoffed Anne, who was not without her own secret hopes that they would, and already visioned herself telling Matthew all about it at the next morning’s breakfast table. “There are Billy and Jane now—I hear the wheels. Come on.”

“They won’t even think about giving me an encore,” Anne scoffed, though she secretly hoped they would, already imagining herself telling Matthew all about it at the breakfast table the next morning. “There are Billy and Jane now—I can hear the wheels. Let’s go.”

Billy Andrews insisted that Anne should ride on the front seat with him, so she unwillingly climbed up. She would have much preferred to sit back with the girls, where she could have laughed and chattered to her heart’s content. There was not much of either laughter or chatter in Billy. He was a big, fat, stolid youth of twenty, with a round, expressionless face, and a painful lack of conversational gifts. But he admired Anne immensely, and was puffed up with pride over the prospect of driving to White Sands with that slim, upright figure beside him.

Billy Andrews insisted that Anne sit in the front seat with him, so she reluctantly climbed in. She would have much rather sat in the back with the girls, where she could laugh and chat freely. There wasn’t much laughter or conversation from Billy. He was a big, heavy, serious guy of twenty, with a round, blank face and a painful lack of talking skills. But he admired Anne greatly and felt proud at the thought of driving to White Sands with her slim, upright figure next to him.

Anne, by dint of talking over her shoulder to the girls and occasionally passing a sop of civility to Billy—who grinned and chuckled and never could think of any reply until it was too late—contrived to enjoy the drive in spite of all. It was a night for enjoyment. The road was full of buggies, all bound for the hotel, and laughter, silver clear, echoed and reechoed along it. When they reached the hotel it was a blaze of light from top to bottom. They were met by the ladies of the concert committee, one of whom took Anne off to the performers’ dressing room which was filled with the members of a Charlottetown Symphony Club, among whom Anne felt suddenly shy and frightened and countrified. Her dress, which, in the east gable, had seemed so dainty and pretty, now seemed simple and plain—too simple and plain, she thought, among all the silks and laces that glistened and rustled around her. What were her pearl beads compared to the diamonds of the big, handsome lady near her? And how poor her one wee white rose must look beside all the hothouse flowers the others wore! Anne laid her hat and jacket away, and shrank miserably into a corner. She wished herself back in the white room at Green Gables.

Anne, by chatting with the girls and occasionally throwing a polite comment to Billy—who just grinned and chuckled and could never come up with a reply until it was too late—managed to enjoy the drive despite everything. It was a night meant for fun. The road was busy with buggies, all headed for the hotel, and laughter rang out, clear as silver, echoing all around. When they got to the hotel, it was lit up from top to bottom. They were greeted by the ladies of the concert committee, one of whom took Anne to the performers’ dressing room, which was filled with members of a Charlottetown Symphony Club. Suddenly, Anne felt shy, scared, and out of place. Her dress, which had seemed so delicate and pretty back at the east gable, now looked too simple and plain—too simple and plain, she thought, surrounded by all the shimmering silks and laces. What were her pearl beads compared to the diamonds of the tall, beautiful woman nearby? And how lackluster her one little white rose must appear next to all the hothouse flowers the others wore! Anne put away her hat and jacket and shrank miserably into a corner. She wished she could be back in the white room at Green Gables.

It was still worse on the platform of the big concert hall of the hotel, where she presently found herself. The electric lights dazzled her eyes, the perfume and hum bewildered her. She wished she were sitting down in the audience with Diana and Jane, who seemed to be having a splendid time away at the back. She was wedged in between a stout lady in pink silk and a tall, scornful-looking girl in a white-lace dress. The stout lady occasionally turned her head squarely around and surveyed Anne through her eyeglasses until Anne, acutely sensitive of being so scrutinized, felt that she must scream aloud; and the white-lace girl kept talking audibly to her next neighbor about the “country bumpkins” and “rustic belles” in the audience, languidly anticipating “such fun” from the displays of local talent on the program. Anne believed that she would hate that white-lace girl to the end of life.

It was even worse on the platform of the big concert hall in the hotel, where she found herself. The bright lights hurt her eyes, and the perfume and buzz confused her. She wished she could be sitting in the audience with Diana and Jane, who seemed to be having a great time at the back. She was squeezed between a plump woman in pink silk and a tall, disdainful-looking girl in a white lace dress. The plump woman occasionally turned around to look at Anne through her glasses, making Anne so uncomfortable under the scrutiny that she felt like screaming; meanwhile, the girl in the white lace dress kept loudly chatting with her neighbor about the “country bumpkins” and “rustic beauties” in the audience, lazily anticipating “such fun” from the local talent on the program. Anne decided she would dislike that girl in the white lace dress for the rest of her life.

Unfortunately for Anne, a professional elocutionist was staying at the hotel and had consented to recite. She was a lithe, dark-eyed woman in a wonderful gown of shimmering gray stuff like woven moonbeams, with gems on her neck and in her dark hair. She had a marvelously flexible voice and wonderful power of expression; the audience went wild over her selection. Anne, forgetting all about herself and her troubles for the time, listened with rapt and shining eyes; but when the recitation ended she suddenly put her hands over her face. She could never get up and recite after that—never. Had she ever thought she could recite? Oh, if she were only back at Green Gables!

Unfortunately for Anne, a professional speaker was staying at the hotel and had agreed to perform. She was a graceful, dark-eyed woman in a stunning gown of shimmering gray fabric that looked like woven moonbeams, with jewels around her neck and in her dark hair. She had an incredibly flexible voice and an amazing ability to express herself; the audience went wild for her performance. Anne, forgetting all about herself and her worries for a moment, listened with bright, captivated eyes; but when the recitation ended, she suddenly covered her face with her hands. She could never get up and perform after that—never. Had she ever thought she could? Oh, if only she were back at Green Gables!

At this unpropitious moment her name was called. Somehow Anne—who did not notice the rather guilty little start of surprise the white-lace girl gave, and would not have understood the subtle compliment implied therein if she had—got on her feet, and moved dizzily out to the front. She was so pale that Diana and Jane, down in the audience, clasped each other’s hands in nervous sympathy.

At that unlucky moment, her name was called. Somehow, Anne—who didn’t see the small, guilty start of surprise that the girl in white lace had, and wouldn’t have grasped the subtle compliment in it even if she had—got up and unsteadily walked to the front. She was so pale that Diana and Jane, sitting in the audience, held each other’s hands in anxious sympathy.

Anne was the victim of an overwhelming attack of stage fright. Often as she had recited in public, she had never before faced such an audience as this, and the sight of it paralyzed her energies completely. Everything was so strange, so brilliant, so bewildering—the rows of ladies in evening dress, the critical faces, the whole atmosphere of wealth and culture about her. Very different this from the plain benches at the Debating Club, filled with the homely, sympathetic faces of friends and neighbors. These people, she thought, would be merciless critics. Perhaps, like the white-lace girl, they anticipated amusement from her “rustic” efforts. She felt hopelessly, helplessly ashamed and miserable. Her knees trembled, her heart fluttered, a horrible faintness came over her; not a word could she utter, and the next moment she would have fled from the platform despite the humiliation which, she felt, must ever after be her portion if she did so.

Anne was hit hard by a wave of stage fright. Even though she had recited in public many times before, she had never faced an audience like this one, and the sight of it completely paralyzed her. Everything felt so strange, so dazzling, so confusing—the rows of women in evening gowns, the critical expressions, the whole vibe of wealth and sophistication around her. This was so different from the simple benches at the Debating Club, filled with the familiar, supportive faces of friends and neighbors. She thought these people would be tough critics. Maybe, like the girl in the white lace, they were expecting to be entertained by her “country” efforts. She felt utterly, hopelessly ashamed and miserable. Her knees shook, her heart raced, a wave of nausea washed over her; she couldn’t say a word, and in that moment, she wanted to escape from the platform, despite knowing that it would bring her lasting embarrassment.

But suddenly, as her dilated, frightened eyes gazed out over the audience, she saw Gilbert Blythe away at the back of the room, bending forward with a smile on his face—a smile which seemed to Anne at once triumphant and taunting. In reality it was nothing of the kind. Gilbert was merely smiling with appreciation of the whole affair in general and of the effect produced by Anne’s slender white form and spiritual face against a background of palms in particular. Josie Pye, whom he had driven over, sat beside him, and her face certainly was both triumphant and taunting. But Anne did not see Josie, and would not have cared if she had. She drew a long breath and flung her head up proudly, courage and determination tingling over her like an electric shock. She would not fail before Gilbert Blythe—he should never be able to laugh at her, never, never! Her fright and nervousness vanished; and she began her recitation, her clear, sweet voice reaching to the farthest corner of the room without a tremor or a break. Self-possession was fully restored to her, and in the reaction from that horrible moment of powerlessness she recited as she had never done before. When she finished there were bursts of honest applause. Anne, stepping back to her seat, blushing with shyness and delight, found her hand vigorously clasped and shaken by the stout lady in pink silk.

But suddenly, as her wide, scared eyes scanned the audience, she spotted Gilbert Blythe at the back of the room, leaning forward with a smile on his face—a smile that felt to Anne both victorious and mocking. In reality, it was nothing like that. Gilbert was simply smiling in appreciation of the whole event and particularly at the sight of Anne’s slender white figure and soulful face against the backdrop of palm trees. Josie Pye, whom he had driven there, sat next to him, and her expression definitely looked both victorious and mocking. But Anne didn’t notice Josie and wouldn’t have cared if she had. She took a deep breath and lifted her head high, feeling a rush of courage and determination like an electric shock. She would not let Gilbert Blythe see her fail—he would never be able to laugh at her, never, never! Her fear and nerves disappeared; she began her recitation, her clear, sweet voice carrying to the farthest corner of the room without a quiver or a pause. She regained her composure completely, and in the relief from that awful moment of helplessness, she performed better than she ever had before. When she finished, there was an outburst of genuine applause. As Anne stepped back to her seat, blushing with shyness and joy, she felt her hand firmly grasped and shaken by the stout lady in pink silk.

“My dear, you did splendidly,” she puffed. “I’ve been crying like a baby, actually I have. There, they’re encoring you—they’re bound to have you back!”

“My dear, you did amazing,” she said, out of breath. “I’ve been crying like a baby, I really have. Look, they’re giving you an encore—they’re definitely going to bring you back!”

“Oh, I can’t go,” said Anne confusedly. “But yet—I must, or Matthew will be disappointed. He said they would encore me.”

“Oh, I can’t go,” Anne said, confused. “But—I have to, or Matthew will be let down. He said they would give me an encore.”

“Then don’t disappoint Matthew,” said the pink lady, laughing.

“Then don’t let Matthew down,” said the pink lady, laughing.

Smiling, blushing, limpid eyed, Anne tripped back and gave a quaint, funny little selection that captivated her audience still further. The rest of the evening was quite a little triumph for her.

Smiling, blushing, with clear eyes, Anne skipped back and offered a charming, amusing little performance that captivated her audience even more. The rest of the evening was a real success for her.

When the concert was over, the stout, pink lady—who was the wife of an American millionaire—took her under her wing, and introduced her to everybody; and everybody was very nice to her. The professional elocutionist, Mrs. Evans, came and chatted with her, telling her that she had a charming voice and “interpreted” her selections beautifully. Even the white-lace girl paid her a languid little compliment. They had supper in the big, beautifully decorated dining room; Diana and Jane were invited to partake of this, also, since they had come with Anne, but Billy was nowhere to be found, having decamped in mortal fear of some such invitation. He was in waiting for them, with the team, however, when it was all over, and the three girls came merrily out into the calm, white moonshine radiance. Anne breathed deeply, and looked into the clear sky beyond the dark boughs of the firs.

When the concert ended, the plump, rosy-cheeked woman—who was married to an American millionaire—took her under her wing and introduced her to everyone; and everyone was very kind to her. The professional speaker, Mrs. Evans, came over and chatted with her, complimenting her charming voice and saying she “interpreted” her selections beautifully. Even the girl in white lace offered her a casual compliment. They had supper in the large, beautifully decorated dining room; Diana and Jane were invited to join as well, since they had come with Anne, but Billy was nowhere to be found, having run off in sheer terror of such an invitation. He was waiting for them with the car, though, when it was all over, and the three girls stepped happily out into the calm, shimmering moonlight. Anne took a deep breath and gazed into the clear sky beyond the dark branches of the fir trees.

Oh, it was good to be out again in the purity and silence of the night! How great and still and wonderful everything was, with the murmur of the sea sounding through it and the darkling cliffs beyond like grim giants guarding enchanted coasts.

Oh, it was great to be out again in the calm and quiet of the night! Everything felt vast, still, and amazing, with the soft sound of the sea in the background and the dark cliffs looming like serious giants protecting magical shores.

“Hasn’t it been a perfectly splendid time?” sighed Jane, as they drove away. “I just wish I was a rich American and could spend my summer at a hotel and wear jewels and low-necked dresses and have ice cream and chicken salad every blessed day. I’m sure it would be ever so much more fun than teaching school. Anne, your recitation was simply great, although I thought at first you were never going to begin. I think it was better than Mrs. Evans’s.”

“Hasn’t it been such an amazing time?” sighed Jane as they drove away. “I just wish I were a rich American and could spend my summer at a hotel, wear jewelry and low-cut dresses, and have ice cream and chicken salad every single day. I’m sure it would be so much more fun than teaching school. Anne, your recitation was really great, although I thought at first you were never going to start. I think it was better than Mrs. Evans’s.”

“Oh, no, don’t say things like that, Jane,” said Anne quickly, “because it sounds silly. It couldn’t be better than Mrs. Evans’s, you know, for she is a professional, and I’m only a schoolgirl, with a little knack of reciting. I’m quite satisfied if the people just liked mine pretty well.”

“Oh, no, don’t say things like that, Jane,” Anne said quickly, “because it sounds silly. It couldn’t be better than Mrs. Evans’s, you know, since she’s a professional and I’m just a schoolgirl with a bit of talent for reciting. I’m happy as long as the people liked mine pretty well.”

“I’ve a compliment for you, Anne,” said Diana. “At least I think it must be a compliment because of the tone he said it in. Part of it was anyhow. There was an American sitting behind Jane and me—such a romantic-looking man, with coal-black hair and eyes. Josie Pye says he is a distinguished artist, and that her mother’s cousin in Boston is married to a man that used to go to school with him. Well, we heard him say—didn’t we, Jane?—‘Who is that girl on the platform with the splendid Titian hair? She has a face I should like to paint.’ There now, Anne. But what does Titian hair mean?”

“I have a compliment for you, Anne,” said Diana. “At least I think it must be a compliment, based on the way he said it. Part of it was, anyway. There was an American sitting behind Jane and me—such a romantic-looking man, with coal-black hair and eyes. Josie Pye says he’s a distinguished artist, and that her mother’s cousin in Boston is married to a guy who used to go to school with him. Well, we heard him say—didn’t we, Jane?—‘Who is that girl on the platform with the beautiful Titian hair? She has a face I would love to paint.’ There you go, Anne. But what does Titian hair mean?”

“Being interpreted it means plain red, I guess,” laughed Anne. “Titian was a very famous artist who liked to paint red-haired women.”

“Basically, it means bright red, I guess,” Anne laughed. “Titian was a really famous artist who loved to paint women with red hair.”

Did you see all the diamonds those ladies wore?” sighed Jane. “They were simply dazzling. Wouldn’t you just love to be rich, girls?”

Did you see all the diamonds those ladies wore?” sighed Jane. “They were just stunning. Wouldn’t you love to be wealthy, girls?”

“We are rich,” said Anne staunchly. “Why, we have sixteen years to our credit, and we’re happy as queens, and we’ve all got imaginations, more or less. Look at that sea, girls—all silver and shadow and vision of things not seen. We couldn’t enjoy its loveliness any more if we had millions of dollars and ropes of diamonds. You wouldn’t change into any of those women if you could. Would you want to be that white-lace girl and wear a sour look all your life, as if you’d been born turning up your nose at the world? Or the pink lady, kind and nice as she is, so stout and short that you’d really no figure at all? Or even Mrs. Evans, with that sad, sad look in her eyes? She must have been dreadfully unhappy sometime to have such a look. You know you wouldn’t, Jane Andrews!”

“We are rich,” Anne said firmly. “We’ve got sixteen years behind us, we’re as happy as can be, and we all have imaginations, one way or another. Just look at that sea, girls—all silver and shadow and visions of things we can’t see. We couldn't appreciate its beauty any more if we had millions of dollars and tons of diamonds. You wouldn’t want to be any of those women if you had the choice. Would you really want to be that white-lace girl, wearing a sour expression for the rest of your life, as if you were born to look down on the world? Or the pink lady, sweet and nice as she is, but so short and stout that you wouldn’t have any figure at all? Or even Mrs. Evans, with that sad, sad look in her eyes? She must have been really miserable at some point to have that kind of look. You know you wouldn’t, Jane Andrews!”

“I don’t know—exactly,” said Jane unconvinced. “I think diamonds would comfort a person for a good deal.”

“I don’t know—exactly,” Jane said, sounding unconvinced. “I think diamonds would really comfort someone a lot.”

“Well, I don’t want to be anyone but myself, even if I go uncomforted by diamonds all my life,” declared Anne. “I’m quite content to be Anne of Green Gables, with my string of pearl beads. I know Matthew gave me as much love with them as ever went with Madame the Pink Lady’s jewels.”

“Well, I don’t want to be anyone but myself, even if I go uncomforted by diamonds all my life,” Anne declared. “I’m perfectly happy being Anne of Green Gables, with my string of pearl beads. I know Matthew gave me just as much love with them as ever came with Madame the Pink Lady’s jewels.”


CHAPTER XXXIV.
A Queen’s Girl

THE next three weeks were busy ones at Green Gables, for Anne was getting ready to go to Queen’s, and there was much sewing to be done, and many things to be talked over and arranged. Anne’s outfit was ample and pretty, for Matthew saw to that, and Marilla for once made no objections whatever to anything he purchased or suggested. More—one evening she went up to the east gable with her arms full of a delicate pale green material.

THE next three weeks were hectic at Green Gables because Anne was preparing to go to Queen’s, which meant there was a lot of sewing to do and many things to discuss and organize. Anne’s wardrobe was generous and stylish, thanks to Matthew, and for once, Marilla didn’t object to anything he bought or recommended. Even more—one evening she went up to the east gable carrying a bundle of soft pale green fabric.

“Anne, here’s something for a nice light dress for you. I don’t suppose you really need it; you’ve plenty of pretty waists; but I thought maybe you’d like something real dressy to wear if you were asked out anywhere of an evening in town, to a party or anything like that. I hear that Jane and Ruby and Josie have got ‘evening dresses,’ as they call them, and I don’t mean you shall be behind them. I got Mrs. Allan to help me pick it in town last week, and we’ll get Emily Gillis to make it for you. Emily has got taste, and her fits aren’t to be equaled.”

“Anne, here’s something for a nice light dress for you. I don’t think you really need it; you’ve got plenty of pretty blouses; but I thought maybe you’d like something really fancy to wear if you get invited out in the evenings around town, to a party or something like that. I heard that Jane, Ruby, and Josie have got ‘evening dresses,’ as they call them, and I don’t want you to be behind them. I got Mrs. Allan to help me choose it in town last week, and we’ll ask Emily Gillis to make it for you. Emily has great taste, and her fits are unbeatable.”

“Oh, Marilla, it’s just lovely,” said Anne. “Thank you so much. I don’t believe you ought to be so kind to me—it’s making it harder every day for me to go away.”

“Oh, Marilla, it’s just beautiful,” said Anne. “Thank you so much. I don’t think you should be so kind to me—it’s making it harder every day for me to leave.”

The green dress was made up with as many tucks and frills and shirrings as Emily’s taste permitted. Anne put it on one evening for Matthew’s and Marilla’s benefit, and recited “The Maiden’s Vow” for them in the kitchen. As Marilla watched the bright, animated face and graceful motions her thoughts went back to the evening Anne had arrived at Green Gables, and memory recalled a vivid picture of the odd, frightened child in her preposterous yellowish-brown wincey dress, the heartbreak looking out of her tearful eyes. Something in the memory brought tears to Marilla’s own eyes.

The green dress had as many tucks, frills, and shirrings as Emily's taste would allow. One evening, Anne put it on for Matthew and Marilla and recited "The Maiden’s Vow" for them in the kitchen. As Marilla watched Anne's bright, animated face and graceful movements, she thought back to the evening Anne had arrived at Green Gables and vividly remembered the odd, scared child in her ridiculous yellowish-brown wincey dress, with heartbreak showing in her tearful eyes. The memory brought tears to Marilla's own eyes.

“I declare, my recitation has made you cry, Marilla,” said Anne gaily stooping over Marilla’s chair to drop a butterfly kiss on that lady’s cheek. “Now, I call that a positive triumph.”

“I declare, my recitation made you cry, Marilla,” said Anne cheerfully, leaning over Marilla’s chair to give her a butterfly kiss on the cheek. “Now, I think that’s a definite triumph.”

“No, I wasn’t crying over your piece,” said Marilla, who would have scorned to be betrayed into such weakness by any poetry stuff. “I just couldn’t help thinking of the little girl you used to be, Anne. And I was wishing you could have stayed a little girl, even with all your queer ways. You’ve grown up now and you’re going away; and you look so tall and stylish and so—so—different altogether in that dress—as if you didn’t belong in Avonlea at all—and I just got lonesome thinking it all over.”

“No, I wasn’t crying over your poem,” Marilla said, who would have looked down on being caught in such weakness by any poetry. “I just couldn’t help thinking about the little girl you used to be, Anne. And I was wishing you could have stayed a little girl, even with all your quirky ways. You’ve grown up now and you’re leaving; and you look so tall and stylish and so—so—different in that dress—as if you don’t belong in Avonlea at all—and I just felt lonely thinking about it all.”

“Marilla!” Anne sat down on Marilla’s gingham lap, took Marilla’s lined face between her hands, and looked gravely and tenderly into Marilla’s eyes. “I’m not a bit changed—not really. I’m only just pruned down and branched out. The real me—back here—is just the same. It won’t make a bit of difference where I go or how much I change outwardly; at heart I shall always be your little Anne, who will love you and Matthew and dear Green Gables more and better every day of her life.”

“Marilla!” Anne sat down on Marilla’s checkered lap, took Marilla’s lined face in her hands, and looked earnestly and affectionately into Marilla’s eyes. “I haven’t really changed at all. I’ve just trimmed down and expanded. The real me—back here—is exactly the same. No matter where I go or how much I change on the outside, at heart I will always be your little Anne, who will love you and Matthew and dear Green Gables more and more every day of her life.”

Anne laid her fresh young cheek against Marilla’s faded one, and reached out a hand to pat Matthew’s shoulder. Marilla would have given much just then to have possessed Anne’s power of putting her feelings into words; but nature and habit had willed it otherwise, and she could only put her arms close about her girl and hold her tenderly to her heart, wishing that she need never let her go.

Anne pressed her fresh young cheek against Marilla’s weathered one and reached out to pat Matthew’s shoulder. Marilla would have given a lot at that moment to have Anne’s ability to express her feelings in words; but nature and habit had other plans, and she could only wrap her arms around her girl and hold her close to her heart, hoping she would never have to let her go.

Matthew, with a suspicious moisture in his eyes, got up and went out-of-doors. Under the stars of the blue summer night he walked agitatedly across the yard to the gate under the poplars.

Matthew, with a suspicious glimmer in his eyes, stood up and went outside. Under the stars of the blue summer night, he walked nervously across the yard to the gate beneath the poplar trees.

“Well now, I guess she ain’t been much spoiled,” he muttered, proudly. “I guess my putting in my oar occasional never did much harm after all. She’s smart and pretty, and loving, too, which is better than all the rest. She’s been a blessing to us, and there never was a luckier mistake than what Mrs. Spencer made—if it was luck. I don’t believe it was any such thing. It was Providence, because the Almighty saw we needed her, I reckon.”

“Well, I guess she hasn’t been too spoiled,” he muttered proudly. “I guess my occasional input never really did any harm after all. She’s smart and pretty, and loving too, which is better than everything else. She’s been a blessing to us, and there’s never been a luckier mistake than what Mrs. Spencer made—if it was luck. I don’t believe it was just luck. It was Providence because the Almighty saw that we needed her, I suppose.”

The day finally came when Anne must go to town. She and Matthew drove in one fine September morning, after a tearful parting with Diana and an untearful practical one—on Marilla’s side at least—with Marilla. But when Anne had gone Diana dried her tears and went to a beach picnic at White Sands with some of her Carmody cousins, where she contrived to enjoy herself tolerably well; while Marilla plunged fiercely into unnecessary work and kept at it all day long with the bitterest kind of heartache—the ache that burns and gnaws and cannot wash itself away in ready tears. But that night, when Marilla went to bed, acutely and miserably conscious that the little gable room at the end of the hall was untenanted by any vivid young life and unstirred by any soft breathing, she buried her face in her pillow, and wept for her girl in a passion of sobs that appalled her when she grew calm enough to reflect how very wicked it must be to take on so about a sinful fellow creature.

The day finally arrived when Anne had to go to town. She and Matthew drove in one beautiful September morning, after a tearful goodbye with Diana and a more practical, emotionless farewell from Marilla. But once Anne left, Diana wiped her tears and headed to a beach picnic at White Sands with some of her cousins from Carmody, where she managed to have a decent time; meanwhile, Marilla threw herself into useless work and kept at it all day with a deep kind of heartache—the kind that burns and gnaws and can't be washed away with easy tears. That night, when Marilla went to bed, painfully aware that the little gable room at the end of the hall was empty of any vibrant young life and silent without any soft breathing, she buried her face in her pillow and sobbed for her girl in a fit of emotions that shocked her when she calmed down enough to think about how wrong it must be to feel so deeply about another flawed human being.

Anne and the rest of the Avonlea scholars reached town just in time to hurry off to the Academy. That first day passed pleasantly enough in a whirl of excitement, meeting all the new students, learning to know the professors by sight and being assorted and organized into classes. Anne intended taking up the Second Year work being advised to do so by Miss Stacy; Gilbert Blythe elected to do the same. This meant getting a First Class teacher’s license in one year instead of two, if they were successful; but it also meant much more and harder work. Jane, Ruby, Josie, Charlie, and Moody Spurgeon, not being troubled with the stirrings of ambition, were content to take up the Second Class work. Anne was conscious of a pang of loneliness when she found herself in a room with fifty other students, not one of whom she knew, except the tall, brown-haired boy across the room; and knowing him in the fashion she did, did not help her much, as she reflected pessimistically. Yet she was undeniably glad that they were in the same class; the old rivalry could still be carried on, and Anne would hardly have known what to do if it had been lacking.

Anne and the other Avonlea students arrived in town just in time to rush off to the Academy. That first day went by happily enough in a flurry of excitement, meeting all the new students, getting to know the professors by sight, and being sorted into classes. Anne planned to take the Second Year coursework because Miss Stacy had advised her to do so; Gilbert Blythe decided to do the same. This meant they could earn a First Class teacher’s license in one year instead of two, if they succeeded; but it also meant a lot more and harder work. Jane, Ruby, Josie, Charlie, and Moody Spurgeon, not feeling ambitious, were happy to take the Second Class coursework. Anne felt a pang of loneliness when she found herself in a room with fifty other students, not one of whom she knew, except for the tall, brown-haired boy across the room; and knowing him how she did didn’t really help much, she thought pessimistically. Still, she was undeniably glad they were in the same class; the old rivalry could continue, and Anne wouldn’t have known what to do if it wasn’t there.

“I wouldn’t feel comfortable without it,” she thought. “Gilbert looks awfully determined. I suppose he’s making up his mind, here and now, to win the medal. What a splendid chin he has! I never noticed it before. I do wish Jane and Ruby had gone in for First Class, too. I suppose I won’t feel so much like a cat in a strange garret when I get acquainted, though. I wonder which of the girls here are going to be my friends. It’s really an interesting speculation. Of course I promised Diana that no Queen’s girl, no matter how much I liked her, should ever be as dear to me as she is; but I’ve lots of second-best affections to bestow. I like the look of that girl with the brown eyes and the crimson waist. She looks vivid and red-rosy; there’s that pale, fair one gazing out of the window. She has lovely hair, and looks as if she knew a thing or two about dreams. I’d like to know them both—know them well—well enough to walk with my arm about their waists, and call them nicknames. But just now I don’t know them and they don’t know me, and probably don’t want to know me particularly. Oh, it’s lonesome!”

“I wouldn’t feel comfortable without it,” she thought. “Gilbert looks really determined. I guess he’s making up his mind right now to win the medal. What a great chin he has! I never noticed it before. I do wish Jane and Ruby had gone for First Class, too. I suppose I won’t feel so out of place once I get to know everyone, though. I wonder which of the girls here will be my friends. It’s actually an interesting thought. Of course, I promised Diana that no Queen’s girl, no matter how much I liked her, would ever be as dear to me as she is; but I have plenty of second-best affections to give. I like the look of that girl with the brown eyes and the bright red waist. She looks lively and vibrant; there’s that pale, fair girl gazing out of the window. She has beautiful hair and seems like she knows a thing or two about dreams. I’d like to get to know them both—know them well—enough to walk with my arm around their waists and give them nicknames. But right now I don’t know them, and they don’t know me, and probably don’t particularly want to know me. Oh, it’s lonely!”

It was lonesomer still when Anne found herself alone in her hall bedroom that night at twilight. She was not to board with the other girls, who all had relatives in town to take pity on them. Miss Josephine Barry would have liked to board her, but Beechwood was so far from the Academy that it was out of the question; so Miss Barry hunted up a boarding-house, assuring Matthew and Marilla that it was the very place for Anne.

It felt even lonelier when Anne found herself alone in her hall bedroom that evening at twilight. She wasn't staying with the other girls, who all had relatives in town to look after them. Miss Josephine Barry would have loved to host her, but Beechwood was too far from the Academy, so it wasn't possible; instead, Miss Barry found a boarding house, promising Matthew and Marilla that it was the perfect place for Anne.

“The lady who keeps it is a reduced gentlewoman,” explained Miss Barry. “Her husband was a British officer, and she is very careful what sort of boarders she takes. Anne will not meet with any objectionable persons under her roof. The table is good, and the house is near the Academy, in a quiet neighborhood.”

“The woman who runs it is a modest lady,” Miss Barry explained. “Her husband was a British officer, and she is very particular about the kind of tenants she accepts. Anne won’t encounter any undesirable people in her home. The food is good, and the house is close to the Academy, in a peaceful area.”

All this might be quite true, and indeed, proved to be so, but it did not materially help Anne in the first agony of homesickness that seized upon her. She looked dismally about her narrow little room, with its dull-papered, pictureless walls, its small iron bedstead and empty bookcase; and a horrible choke came into her throat as she thought of her own white room at Green Gables, where she would have the pleasant consciousness of a great green still outdoors, of sweet peas growing in the garden, and moonlight falling on the orchard, of the brook below the slope and the spruce boughs tossing in the night wind beyond it, of a vast starry sky, and the light from Diana’s window shining out through the gap in the trees. Here there was nothing of this; Anne knew that outside of her window was a hard street, with a network of telephone wires shutting out the sky, the tramp of alien feet, and a thousand lights gleaming on stranger faces. She knew that she was going to cry, and fought against it.

All this might be true, and it actually turned out to be, but it didn’t really help Anne in the initial wave of homesickness that hit her. She looked around her small, dreary room, with its plain walls lacking pictures, its tiny iron bed, and empty bookshelf. A terrible lump formed in her throat as she thought about her bright room at Green Gables, where she would feel the comforting presence of a vast green outdoors, sweet peas blooming in the garden, and moonlight streaming over the orchard, the brook down the slope, and the spruce branches swaying in the night breeze beyond it, under a wide starry sky, with the light from Diana’s window shining through the trees. Here, there was none of that; Anne knew that outside her window was a hard street, with a tangle of telephone wires blocking the sky, the sound of unfamiliar footsteps, and a hundred lights reflecting off stranger faces. She realized she was about to cry and fought against it.

“I won’t cry. It’s silly—and weak—there’s the third tear splashing down by my nose. There are more coming! I must think of something funny to stop them. But there’s nothing funny except what is connected with Avonlea, and that only makes things worse—four—five—I’m going home next Friday, but that seems a hundred years away. Oh, Matthew is nearly home by now—and Marilla is at the gate, looking down the lane for him—six—seven—eight—oh, there’s no use in counting them! They’re coming in a flood presently. I can’t cheer up—I don’t want to cheer up. It’s nicer to be miserable!”

“I won’t cry. It’s silly—and weak—there’s a third tear rolling down by my nose. There are more coming! I need to think of something funny to stop them. But there’s nothing funny except what’s related to Avonlea, and that just makes things worse—four—five—I’m going home next Friday, but that feels like a hundred years away. Oh, Matthew is probably almost home by now—and Marilla is at the gate, looking down the lane for him—six—seven—eight—oh, there’s no point in counting them! They’re going to come pouring out soon. I can’t cheer up—I don’t want to cheer up. It’s nicer to be miserable!”

The flood of tears would have come, no doubt, had not Josie Pye appeared at that moment. In the joy of seeing a familiar face Anne forgot that there had never been much love lost between her and Josie. As a part of Avonlea life even a Pye was welcome.

The flood of tears would have come, no doubt, if Josie Pye hadn't shown up at that moment. In the happiness of seeing a familiar face, Anne forgot that there had never been much love between her and Josie. As part of Avonlea life, even a Pye was welcome.

“I’m so glad you came up,” Anne said sincerely.

“I’m really glad you came by,” Anne said sincerely.

“You’ve been crying,” remarked Josie, with aggravating pity. “I suppose you’re homesick—some people have so little self-control in that respect. I’ve no intention of being homesick, I can tell you. Town’s too jolly after that poky old Avonlea. I wonder how I ever existed there so long. You shouldn’t cry, Anne; it isn’t becoming, for your nose and eyes get red, and then you seem all red. I’d a perfectly scrumptious time in the Academy today. Our French professor is simply a duck. His moustache would give you kerwollowps of the heart. Have you anything eatable around, Anne? I’m literally starving. Ah, I guessed likely Marilla ‘d load you up with cake. That’s why I called round. Otherwise I’d have gone to the park to hear the band play with Frank Stockley. He boards same place as I do, and he’s a sport. He noticed you in class today, and asked me who the red-headed girl was. I told him you were an orphan that the Cuthberts had adopted, and nobody knew very much about what you’d been before that.”

“You’ve been crying,” Josie said, sounding annoyingly sympathetic. “I guess you’re homesick—some people just can’t help it. I don’t plan on being homesick, that’s for sure. This town is way too fun compared to that boring old Avonlea. I don’t know how I managed to live there for so long. You shouldn’t cry, Anne; it doesn’t look good, because your nose and eyes get all red, and then you just look totally red. I had a really amazing time at the Academy today. Our French teacher is just the best. His mustache is enough to make your heart skip a beat. Do you have anything to eat, Anne? I’m absolutely starving. Ah, I figured Marilla would have loaded you up with cake. That’s why I stopped by. Otherwise, I would have gone to the park to listen to the band play with Frank Stockley. He boards at the same place as I do, and he’s really cool. He noticed you in class today and asked me who the red-headed girl was. I told him you were an orphan that the Cuthberts had adopted, and nobody really knew much about your past."

Anne was wondering if, after all, solitude and tears were not more satisfactory than Josie Pye’s companionship when Jane and Ruby appeared, each with an inch of Queen’s color ribbon—purple and scarlet—pinned proudly to her coat. As Josie was not “speaking” to Jane just then she had to subside into comparative harmlessness.

Anne was thinking about whether, after all, being alone and crying felt better than hanging out with Josie Pye when Jane and Ruby showed up, each wearing an inch of Queen’s color ribbon—purple and scarlet—proudly pinned to their coats. Since Josie wasn’t talking to Jane at that moment, she had to settle down into a more harmless role.

“Well,” said Jane with a sigh, “I feel as if I’d lived many moons since the morning. I ought to be home studying my Virgil—that horrid old professor gave us twenty lines to start in on tomorrow. But I simply couldn’t settle down to study tonight. Anne, methinks I see the traces of tears. If you’ve been crying do own up. It will restore my self-respect, for I was shedding tears freely before Ruby came along. I don’t mind being a goose so much if somebody else is goosey, too. Cake? You’ll give me a teeny piece, won’t you? Thank you. It has the real Avonlea flavor.”

“Well,” Jane said with a sigh, “I feel like I’ve lived many moons since this morning. I should be at home studying my Virgil— that terrible old professor assigned us twenty lines to start on for tomorrow. But I just couldn’t focus on studying tonight. Anne, I think I see signs of tears. If you’ve been crying, please admit it. It will boost my self-respect because I was crying freely before Ruby showed up. I don’t mind being a mess so much if someone else is a mess too. Cake? You’ll give me a tiny piece, won’t you? Thank you. It has the genuine Avonlea flavor.”

Ruby, perceiving the Queen’s calendar lying on the table, wanted to know if Anne meant to try for the gold medal.

Ruby, seeing the Queen’s calendar on the table, was curious if Anne planned to go for the gold medal.

Anne blushed and admitted she was thinking of it.

Anne blushed and confessed she had been thinking about it.

“Oh, that reminds me,” said Josie, “Queen’s is to get one of the Avery scholarships after all. The word came today. Frank Stockley told me—his uncle is one of the board of governors, you know. It will be announced in the Academy tomorrow.”

“Oh, that reminds me,” said Josie, “Queen’s is finally getting one of the Avery scholarships. The news came in today. Frank Stockley told me—his uncle is on the board of governors, you know. They’ll announce it at the Academy tomorrow.”

An Avery scholarship! Anne felt her heart beat more quickly, and the horizons of her ambition shifted and broadened as if by magic. Before Josie had told the news Anne’s highest pinnacle of aspiration had been a teacher’s provincial license, First Class, at the end of the year, and perhaps the medal! But now in one moment Anne saw herself winning the Avery scholarship, taking an Arts course at Redmond College, and graduating in a gown and mortar board, before the echo of Josie’s words had died away. For the Avery scholarship was in English, and Anne felt that here her foot was on native heath.

An Avery scholarship! Anne felt her heart race, and her ambitions expanded almost magically. Before Josie shared the news, Anne’s biggest goal had been to earn a First Class provincial teaching license by the end of the year, and maybe even a medal! But in an instant, Anne envisioned herself winning the Avery scholarship, enrolling in an Arts program at Redmond College, and graduating in a cap and gown, all before the impact of Josie’s words had faded. The Avery scholarship was for English, and Anne felt like she truly belonged there.

A wealthy manufacturer of New Brunswick had died and left part of his fortune to endow a large number of scholarships to be distributed among the various high schools and academies of the Maritime Provinces, according to their respective standings. There had been much doubt whether one would be allotted to Queen’s, but the matter was settled at last, and at the end of the year the graduate who made the highest mark in English and English Literature would win the scholarship—two hundred and fifty dollars a year for four years at Redmond College. No wonder that Anne went to bed that night with tingling cheeks!

A wealthy manufacturer from New Brunswick had passed away and left part of his fortune to fund a significant number of scholarships to be distributed among the various high schools and academies of the Maritime Provinces, based on their standings. There had been a lot of uncertainty about whether Queen’s would receive one, but the issue was finally resolved. By the end of the year, the graduate who achieved the highest marks in English and English Literature would receive the scholarship—$250 a year for four years at Redmond College. It’s no surprise that Anne went to bed that night with flushed cheeks!

“I’ll win that scholarship if hard work can do it,” she resolved. “Wouldn’t Matthew be proud if I got to be a B.A.? Oh, it’s delightful to have ambitions. I’m so glad I have such a lot. And there never seems to be any end to them—that’s the best of it. Just as soon as you attain to one ambition you see another one glittering higher up still. It does make life so interesting.”

“I’m going to win that scholarship if hard work will get me there,” she decided. “Matthew would be so proud if I became a B.A. It feels amazing to have dreams. I’m really glad I have so many of them. And there never seems to be a limit to them—that’s the best part. As soon as you achieve one goal, you notice another one shining even higher. It really makes life exciting.”


CHAPTER XXXV.
The Winter at Queen’s

ANNE’S homesickness wore off, greatly helped in the wearing by her weekend visits home. As long as the open weather lasted the Avonlea students went out to Carmody on the new branch railway every Friday night. Diana and several other Avonlea young folks were generally on hand to meet them and they all walked over to Avonlea in a merry party. Anne thought those Friday evening gypsyings over the autumnal hills in the crisp golden air, with the homelights of Avonlea twinkling beyond, were the best and dearest hours in the whole week.

ANNE’S homesickness faded, especially with her weekend trips home. As long as the nice weather held up, the Avonlea students took the new branch railway to Carmody every Friday night. Diana and a few other young people from Avonlea usually came to greet them, and they all walked back to Avonlea together happily. Anne believed those Friday evening adventures through the autumn hills in the crisp golden air, with the lights of Avonlea sparkling in the distance, were the best and most cherished moments of the week.

Gilbert Blythe nearly always walked with Ruby Gillis and carried her satchel for her. Ruby was a very handsome young lady, now thinking herself quite as grown up as she really was; she wore her skirts as long as her mother would let her and did her hair up in town, though she had to take it down when she went home. She had large, bright-blue eyes, a brilliant complexion, and a plump showy figure. She laughed a great deal, was cheerful and good-tempered, and enjoyed the pleasant things of life frankly.

Gilbert Blythe almost always walked with Ruby Gillis and carried her bag for her. Ruby was a very attractive young woman who thought she was already quite grown up; she wore her skirts as long as her mother would allow and styled her hair in town, though she had to take it down when she went home. She had large, bright blue eyes, a glowing complexion, and a curvy figure. She laughed a lot, was cheerful and good-natured, and openly enjoyed the good things in life.

“But I shouldn’t think she was the sort of girl Gilbert would like,” whispered Jane to Anne. Anne did not think so either, but she would not have said so for the Avery scholarship. She could not help thinking, too, that it would be very pleasant to have such a friend as Gilbert to jest and chatter with and exchange ideas about books and studies and ambitions. Gilbert had ambitions, she knew, and Ruby Gillis did not seem the sort of person with whom such could be profitably discussed.

“But I don’t think she’s the kind of girl Gilbert would be into,” Jane whispered to Anne. Anne didn’t think so either, but she wouldn’t have admitted it for the Avery scholarship. She couldn’t help but think that it would be really nice to have a friend like Gilbert to joke around with, chat about, and share ideas regarding books, studies, and ambitions. Gilbert had aspirations, she knew, and Ruby Gillis didn’t seem like the type of person who could have a meaningful conversation about that.

There was no silly sentiment in Anne’s ideas concerning Gilbert. Boys were to her, when she thought about them at all, merely possible good comrades. If she and Gilbert had been friends she would not have cared how many other friends he had nor with whom he walked. She had a genius for friendship; girl friends she had in plenty; but she had a vague consciousness that masculine friendship might also be a good thing to round out one’s conceptions of companionship and furnish broader standpoints of judgment and comparison. Not that Anne could have put her feelings on the matter into just such clear definition. But she thought that if Gilbert had ever walked home with her from the train, over the crisp fields and along the ferny byways, they might have had many and merry and interesting conversations about the new world that was opening around them and their hopes and ambitions therein. Gilbert was a clever young fellow, with his own thoughts about things and a determination to get the best out of life and put the best into it. Ruby Gillis told Jane Andrews that she didn’t understand half the things Gilbert Blythe said; he talked just like Anne Shirley did when she had a thoughtful fit on and for her part she didn’t think it any fun to be bothering about books and that sort of thing when you didn’t have to. Frank Stockley had lots more dash and go, but then he wasn’t half as good-looking as Gilbert and she really couldn’t decide which she liked best!

There was no silly sentiment in Anne’s thoughts about Gilbert. When she thought about boys at all, they were just potential good friends. If she and Gilbert had been friends, she wouldn’t have cared how many other friends he had or who he hung out with. She had a knack for friendship; she had plenty of girl friends, but she felt that having a male friend might also be beneficial for broadening her ideas of companionship and providing a wider perspective for judgment and comparison. Not that Anne could have articulated her feelings that clearly. But she believed that if Gilbert had ever walked her home from the train, across the crisp fields and along the ferny paths, they could have had many fun and engaging conversations about the new world unfolding around them and their dreams and ambitions within it. Gilbert was a smart young man, with his own views on things and a drive to make the most out of life and contribute positively to it. Ruby Gillis told Jane Andrews that she didn’t understand half the things Gilbert Blythe said; he spoke just like Anne Shirley did when she was deep in thought, and for her part, she didn’t see the fun in worrying about books and that kind of stuff when she didn’t have to. Frank Stockley was much more lively and energetic, but he didn’t come close to being as good-looking as Gilbert, and she honestly couldn’t decide which one she liked more!

In the Academy Anne gradually drew a little circle of friends about her, thoughtful, imaginative, ambitious students like herself. With the “rose-red” girl, Stella Maynard, and the “dream girl,” Priscilla Grant, she soon became intimate, finding the latter pale spiritual-looking maiden to be full to the brim of mischief and pranks and fun, while the vivid, black-eyed Stella had a heartful of wistful dreams and fancies, as aerial and rainbow-like as Anne’s own.

In the Academy, Anne gradually gathered a small circle of friends around her—thoughtful, imaginative, ambitious students like herself. She quickly became close with the “rose-red” girl, Stella Maynard, and the “dream girl,” Priscilla Grant. She found the latter, a pale and spiritual-looking girl, to be full of mischief, pranks, and fun, while the vivid, black-eyed Stella had a heart full of wistful dreams and fantasies, as airy and colorful as Anne’s own.

After the Christmas holidays the Avonlea students gave up going home on Fridays and settled down to hard work. By this time all the Queen’s scholars had gravitated into their own places in the ranks and the various classes had assumed distinct and settled shadings of individuality. Certain facts had become generally accepted. It was admitted that the medal contestants had practically narrowed down to three—Gilbert Blythe, Anne Shirley, and Lewis Wilson; the Avery scholarship was more doubtful, any one of a certain six being a possible winner. The bronze medal for mathematics was considered as good as won by a fat, funny little up-country boy with a bumpy forehead and a patched coat.

After the Christmas holiday, the Avonlea students stopped going home on Fridays and got serious about their studies. By then, all the Queen’s scholars had found their spots in the ranks, and each class had developed its own unique vibe. Some things had become widely accepted. It was clear that the competition for the medal had basically narrowed down to three—Gilbert Blythe, Anne Shirley, and Lewis Wilson; the Avery scholarship was more uncertain, with any one of six students being a possible winner. The bronze medal for mathematics was considered practically secured by a chubby, funny little country boy with a bumpy forehead and a patched coat.

Ruby Gillis was the handsomest girl of the year at the Academy; in the Second Year classes Stella Maynard carried off the palm for beauty, with small but critical minority in favor of Anne Shirley. Ethel Marr was admitted by all competent judges to have the most stylish modes of hair-dressing, and Jane Andrews—plain, plodding, conscientious Jane—carried off the honors in the domestic science course. Even Josie Pye attained a certain preeminence as the sharpest-tongued young lady in attendance at Queen’s. So it may be fairly stated that Miss Stacy’s old pupils held their own in the wider arena of the academical course.

Ruby Gillis was the prettiest girl of the year at the Academy; in the Second Year classes, Stella Maynard won the title for beauty, although a small but critical group favored Anne Shirley. Ethel Marr was generally recognized by all competent judges as having the most stylish hairstyles, and Jane Andrews—plain, hardworking, and reliable Jane—earned the top honors in the domestic science course. Even Josie Pye stood out as the sharpest-tongued young lady attending Queen's. So it can be fairly said that Miss Stacy's former students held their own in the broader academic competition.

Anne worked hard and steadily. Her rivalry with Gilbert was as intense as it had ever been in Avonlea school, although it was not known in the class at large, but somehow the bitterness had gone out of it. Anne no longer wished to win for the sake of defeating Gilbert; rather, for the proud consciousness of a well-won victory over a worthy foeman. It would be worth while to win, but she no longer thought life would be insupportable if she did not.

Anne worked hard and steadily. Her rivalry with Gilbert was just as intense as it had always been in Avonlea school, even though it wasn't known to the whole class. However, the bitterness had somehow faded. Anne no longer wanted to win just to defeat Gilbert; instead, she aimed for the proud sense of having a hard-earned victory over a worthy opponent. Winning would be meaningful, but she didn’t think life would be unbearable if she didn’t.

In spite of lessons the students found opportunities for pleasant times. Anne spent many of her spare hours at Beechwood and generally ate her Sunday dinners there and went to church with Miss Barry. The latter was, as she admitted, growing old, but her black eyes were not dim nor the vigor of her tongue in the least abated. But she never sharpened the latter on Anne, who continued to be a prime favorite with the critical old lady.

In spite of their lessons, the students found chances to enjoy themselves. Anne spent a lot of her free time at Beechwood and typically had her Sunday dinners there while going to church with Miss Barry. The latter, as she admitted, was getting older, but her black eyes were still bright, and her sharp tongue was just as strong as ever. However, she never directed that sharp tongue at Anne, who remained a favorite of the discerning old lady.

“That Anne-girl improves all the time,” she said. “I get tired of other girls—there is such a provoking and eternal sameness about them. Anne has as many shades as a rainbow and every shade is the prettiest while it lasts. I don’t know that she is as amusing as she was when she was a child, but she makes me love her and I like people who make me love them. It saves me so much trouble in making myself love them.”

“That Anne keeps getting better,” she said. “I'm so tired of other girls—they're all just so annoyingly the same. Anne has so many different sides, like a rainbow, and every side is the prettiest while it lasts. I’m not sure she’s as funny as she was when she was a kid, but she makes me love her, and I like people who do that. It saves me a lot of effort in trying to make myself love them.”

Then, almost before anybody realized it, spring had come; out in Avonlea the Mayflowers were peeping pinkly out on the sere barrens where snow-wreaths lingered; and the “mist of green” was on the woods and in the valleys. But in Charlottetown harassed Queen’s students thought and talked only of examinations.

Then, just before anyone knew it, spring had arrived; in Avonlea, the Mayflowers were peeking out in soft pink on the dry barrens where patches of snow still lingered; and the “mist of green” covered the woods and valleys. But in Charlottetown, stressed Queen’s students focused only on exams.

“It doesn’t seem possible that the term is nearly over,” said Anne. “Why, last fall it seemed so long to look forward to—a whole winter of studies and classes. And here we are, with the exams looming up next week. Girls, sometimes I feel as if those exams meant everything, but when I look at the big buds swelling on those chestnut trees and the misty blue air at the end of the streets they don’t seem half so important.”

“It doesn’t seem possible that the term is nearly over,” Anne said. “Last fall, it felt like such a long way off—a whole winter of studying and classes. And here we are, with exams coming up next week. Girls, sometimes I feel like those exams are everything, but when I see the big buds swelling on those chestnut trees and the misty blue air at the end of the streets, they don’t seem that important.”

Jane and Ruby and Josie, who had dropped in, did not take this view of it. To them the coming examinations were constantly very important indeed—far more important than chestnut buds or Maytime hazes. It was all very well for Anne, who was sure of passing at least, to have her moments of belittling them, but when your whole future depended on them—as the girls truly thought theirs did—you could not regard them philosophically.

Jane, Ruby, and Josie, who had stopped by, didn’t see it that way. For them, the upcoming exams were extremely important—much more important than chestnut buds or the hazy days of May. It was easy for Anne, who was sure she would pass, to downplay their significance, but when your entire future relied on them—as the girls honestly believed theirs did—you couldn’t take them lightly.

“I’ve lost seven pounds in the last two weeks,” sighed Jane. “It’s no use to say don’t worry. I will worry. Worrying helps you some—it seems as if you were doing something when you’re worrying. It would be dreadful if I failed to get my license after going to Queen’s all winter and spending so much money.”

“I’ve lost seven pounds in the last two weeks,” sighed Jane. “It’s pointless to say not to worry. I will worry. Worrying helps a bit—it feels like you’re doing something when you’re worrying. It would be terrible if I didn’t get my license after going to Queen’s all winter and spending so much money.”

I don’t care,” said Josie Pye. “If I don’t pass this year I’m coming back next. My father can afford to send me. Anne, Frank Stockley says that Professor Tremaine said Gilbert Blythe was sure to get the medal and that Emily Clay would likely win the Avery scholarship.”

I don’t care,” said Josie Pye. “If I don’t pass this year, I’m coming back next. My dad can afford to send me. Anne, Frank Stockley says that Professor Tremaine said Gilbert Blythe is sure to get the medal and that Emily Clay will likely win the Avery scholarship.”

“That may make me feel badly tomorrow, Josie,” laughed Anne, “but just now I honestly feel that as long as I know the violets are coming out all purple down in the hollow below Green Gables and that little ferns are poking their heads up in Lovers’ Lane, it’s not a great deal of difference whether I win the Avery or not. I’ve done my best and I begin to understand what is meant by the ‘joy of the strife.’ Next to trying and winning, the best thing is trying and failing. Girls, don’t talk about exams! Look at that arch of pale green sky over those houses and picture to yourself what it must look like over the purply-dark beech-woods back of Avonlea.”

“That might make me feel bad tomorrow, Josie,” Anne laughed, “but right now, I honestly feel that as long as I know the violets are blooming all purple down in the hollow below Green Gables and that little ferns are poking their heads up in Lovers’ Lane, it really doesn’t matter much whether I win the Avery or not. I’ve done my best and I’m starting to understand what ‘the joy of the struggle’ means. Besides trying and winning, the best thing is trying and failing. Girls, don’t talk about exams! Look at that arch of pale green sky over those houses and imagine what it must look like over the deep purple beech woods behind Avonlea.”

“What are you going to wear for commencement, Jane?” asked Ruby practically.

“What are you going to wear for graduation, Jane?” Ruby asked earnestly.

Jane and Josie both answered at once and the chatter drifted into a side eddy of fashions. But Anne, with her elbows on the window sill, her soft cheek laid against her clasped hands, and her eyes filled with visions, looked out unheedingly across city roof and spire to that glorious dome of sunset sky and wove her dreams of a possible future from the golden tissue of youth’s own optimism. All the Beyond was hers with its possibilities lurking rosily in the oncoming years—each year a rose of promise to be woven into an immortal chaplet.

Jane and Josie both replied at the same time, and their conversation flowed into a discussion about the latest trends. But Anne, with her elbows resting on the windowsill, her soft cheek pressed against her clasped hands, and her eyes filled with visions, gazed out dreamily across the city’s rooftops and spires toward the beautiful sunset sky. She wove her dreams of a possible future from the golden threads of youth’s optimism. The entire future was hers, filled with rosy possibilities waiting in the years to come—each year a promise to be woven into an everlasting crown.


CHAPTER XXXVI.
The Glory and the Dream

ON the morning when the final results of all the examinations were to be posted on the bulletin board at Queen’s, Anne and Jane walked down the street together. Jane was smiling and happy; examinations were over and she was comfortably sure she had made a pass at least; further considerations troubled Jane not at all; she had no soaring ambitions and consequently was not affected with the unrest attendant thereon. For we pay a price for everything we get or take in this world; and although ambitions are well worth having, they are not to be cheaply won, but exact their dues of work and self-denial, anxiety and discouragement. Anne was pale and quiet; in ten more minutes she would know who had won the medal and who the Avery. Beyond those ten minutes there did not seem, just then, to be anything worth being called Time.

ON the morning when the final results of all the exams were set to be posted on the bulletin board at Queen’s, Anne and Jane walked down the street together. Jane was smiling and happy; exams were over, and she felt pretty sure she had at least passed. She wasn't worried about anything else; she had no high ambitions and therefore wasn't affected by the unrest that comes with them. We pay a price for everything we get or take in this world, and while ambitions are valuable, they don't come easy—they require hard work, self-denial, anxiety, and discouragement. Anne was pale and quiet; in ten more minutes, she would find out who had won the medal and who had earned the Avery. Beyond those ten minutes, nothing else seemed to matter much at that moment.

“Of course you’ll win one of them anyhow,” said Jane, who couldn’t understand how the faculty could be so unfair as to order it otherwise.

“Of course you’ll win one of them anyway,” said Jane, who couldn’t understand how the faculty could be so unfair as to decide otherwise.

“I have not hope of the Avery,” said Anne. “Everybody says Emily Clay will win it. And I’m not going to march up to that bulletin board and look at it before everybody. I haven’t the moral courage. I’m going straight to the girls’ dressing room. You must read the announcements and then come and tell me, Jane. And I implore you in the name of our old friendship to do it as quickly as possible. If I have failed just say so, without trying to break it gently; and whatever you do don’t sympathize with me. Promise me this, Jane.”

“I have no hope of winning the Avery,” said Anne. “Everyone is saying Emily Clay will take it. And I’m not going to walk up to that bulletin board and check it out in front of everyone. I don’t have the guts for that. I’m heading straight to the girls’ dressing room. You need to read the announcements and then come tell me, Jane. And I’m begging you, for the sake of our old friendship, to do it as soon as you can. If I’ve lost, just say so, without trying to soften the blow; and whatever you do, don’t sympathize with me. Promise me that, Jane.”

Jane promised solemnly; but, as it happened, there was no necessity for such a promise. When they went up the entrance steps of Queen’s they found the hall full of boys who were carrying Gilbert Blythe around on their shoulders and yelling at the tops of their voices, “Hurrah for Blythe, Medalist!”

Jane promised seriously; however, as it turned out, there was no need for such a promise. When they climbed the entrance steps of Queen’s, they found the hall packed with boys carrying Gilbert Blythe on their shoulders and shouting at the top of their lungs, “Hooray for Blythe, Medalist!”

For a moment Anne felt one sickening pang of defeat and disappointment. So she had failed and Gilbert had won! Well, Matthew would be sorry—he had been so sure she would win.

For a moment, Anne felt a wave of defeat and disappointment. So she had lost, and Gilbert had triumphed! Well, Matthew would be upset—he had been so confident that she would win.

And then!

And then!

Somebody called out:

Someone shouted:

“Three cheers for Miss Shirley, winner of the Avery!”

“Three cheers for Miss Shirley, winner of the Avery!”

“Oh, Anne,” gasped Jane, as they fled to the girls’ dressing room amid hearty cheers. “Oh, Anne I’m so proud! Isn’t it splendid?”

“Oh, Anne,” gasped Jane, as they rushed to the girls’ dressing room amid loud cheers. “Oh, Anne, I’m so proud! Isn’t it amazing?”

And then the girls were around them and Anne was the center of a laughing, congratulating group. Her shoulders were thumped and her hands shaken vigorously. She was pushed and pulled and hugged and among it all she managed to whisper to Jane:

And then the girls gathered around them, and Anne was at the center of a laughing, congratulatory group. Her shoulders were patted, and her hands were shaken enthusiastically. She was pushed, pulled, and hugged, and amidst all of this, she managed to whisper to Jane:

“Oh, won’t Matthew and Marilla be pleased! I must write the news home right away.”

“Oh, Matthew and Marilla are going to be so happy! I have to let them know right away.”

Commencement was the next important happening. The exercises were held in the big assembly hall of the Academy. Addresses were given, essays read, songs sung, the public award of diplomas, prizes and medals made.

Commencement was the next big event. The ceremony took place in the large assembly hall of the Academy. Speeches were delivered, essays were read, songs were sung, and diplomas, prizes, and medals were awarded to the public.

Matthew and Marilla were there, with eyes and ears for only one student on the platform—a tall girl in pale green, with faintly flushed cheeks and starry eyes, who read the best essay and was pointed out and whispered about as the Avery winner.

Matthew and Marilla were there, focused solely on one student on the stage—a tall girl in pale green, with slightly flushed cheeks and shining eyes, who read the best essay and was highlighted and quietly discussed as the Avery winner.

“Reckon you’re glad we kept her, Marilla?” whispered Matthew, speaking for the first time since he had entered the hall, when Anne had finished her essay.

“Do you think you're happy we kept her, Marilla?” whispered Matthew, talking for the first time since he had walked into the hall, right after Anne finished her essay.

“It’s not the first time I’ve been glad,” retorted Marilla. “You do like to rub things in, Matthew Cuthbert.”

“It's not the first time I've been happy,” Marilla shot back. “You really enjoy bringing things up, Matthew Cuthbert.”

Miss Barry, who was sitting behind them, leaned forward and poked Marilla in the back with her parasol.

Miss Barry, who was sitting behind them, leaned forward and poked Marilla in the back with her umbrella.

“Aren’t you proud of that Anne-girl? I am,” she said.

“Aren’t you proud of that Anne girl? I am,” she said.

Anne went home to Avonlea with Matthew and Marilla that evening. She had not been home since April and she felt that she could not wait another day. The apple blossoms were out and the world was fresh and young. Diana was at Green Gables to meet her. In her own white room, where Marilla had set a flowering house rose on the window sill, Anne looked about her and drew a long breath of happiness.

Anne went home to Avonlea with Matthew and Marilla that evening. She hadn't been home since April and felt like she couldn't wait another day. The apple blossoms were out and the world felt fresh and young. Diana was at Green Gables to meet her. In her own white room, where Marilla had placed a blooming house rose on the windowsill, Anne looked around and took a deep breath of happiness.

“Oh, Diana, it’s so good to be back again. It’s so good to see those pointed firs coming out against the pink sky—and that white orchard and the old Snow Queen. Isn’t the breath of the mint delicious? And that tea rose—why, it’s a song and a hope and a prayer all in one. And it’s good to see you again, Diana!”

“Oh, Diana, it’s so great to be back! It’s wonderful to see those tall firs against the pink sky—and that white orchard and the old Snow Queen. Isn’t the smell of the mint amazing? And that tea rose— it’s like a song and a hope and a prayer all together. It’s so lovely to see you again, Diana!”

“I thought you liked that Stella Maynard better than me,” said Diana reproachfully. “Josie Pye told me you did. Josie said you were infatuated with her.”

“I thought you liked that Stella Maynard more than me,” said Diana, sounding hurt. “Josie Pye told me you did. Josie said you were crazy about her.”

Anne laughed and pelted Diana with the faded “June lilies” of her bouquet.

Anne laughed and threw the wilted "June lilies" from her bouquet at Diana.

“Stella Maynard is the dearest girl in the world except one and you are that one, Diana,” she said. “I love you more than ever—and I’ve so many things to tell you. But just now I feel as if it were joy enough to sit here and look at you. I’m tired, I think—tired of being studious and ambitious. I mean to spend at least two hours tomorrow lying out in the orchard grass, thinking of absolutely nothing.”

“Stella Maynard is the best girl in the world except for one, and that’s you, Diana,” she said. “I love you more than ever—and I have so much to tell you. But right now, it feels like enough just to sit here and look at you. I’m worn out, I think—tired of being focused and ambitious. I plan to spend at least two hours tomorrow lying in the orchard grass, thinking about absolutely nothing.”

“You’ve done splendidly, Anne. I suppose you won’t be teaching now that you’ve won the Avery?”

"You've done amazingly well, Anne. I guess you won't be teaching now that you've won the Avery?"

“No. I’m going to Redmond in September. Doesn’t it seem wonderful? I’ll have a brand new stock of ambition laid in by that time after three glorious, golden months of vacation. Jane and Ruby are going to teach. Isn’t it splendid to think we all got through even to Moody Spurgeon and Josie Pye?”

“No. I’m going to Redmond in September. Doesn’t it sound amazing? I’ll have a fresh supply of ambition built up by then after three fantastic, sunny months of vacation. Jane and Ruby are going to teach. Isn’t it great to think we all made it through even Moody Spurgeon and Josie Pye?”

“The Newbridge trustees have offered Jane their school already,” said Diana. “Gilbert Blythe is going to teach, too. He has to. His father can’t afford to send him to college next year, after all, so he means to earn his own way through. I expect he’ll get the school here if Miss Ames decides to leave.”

“The Newbridge trustees have already offered Jane the school,” said Diana. “Gilbert Blythe is going to teach there too. He has to. His dad can’t afford to send him to college next year, so he plans to earn his own way through. I think he’ll get the school here if Miss Ames decides to leave.”

Anne felt a queer little sensation of dismayed surprise. She had not known this; she had expected that Gilbert would be going to Redmond also. What would she do without their inspiring rivalry? Would not work, even at a coeducational college with a real degree in prospect, be rather flat without her friend the enemy?

Anne felt a strange mix of confusion and surprise. She hadn’t realized this; she had assumed that Gilbert would be going to Redmond as well. What would she do without their motivating rivalry? Wouldn’t school, even at a coed college with a real degree on the line, be somewhat dull without her friend the rival?

The next morning at breakfast it suddenly struck Anne that Matthew was not looking well. Surely he was much grayer than he had been a year before.

The next morning at breakfast, it suddenly occurred to Anne that Matthew wasn't looking well. He was definitely grayer than he had been a year ago.

“Marilla,” she said hesitatingly when he had gone out, “is Matthew quite well?”

“Marilla,” she said hesitantly after he left, “is Matthew doing okay?”

“No, he isn’t,” said Marilla in a troubled tone. “He’s had some real bad spells with his heart this spring and he won’t spare himself a mite. I’ve been real worried about him, but he’s some better this while back and we’ve got a good hired man, so I’m hoping he’ll kind of rest and pick up. Maybe he will now you’re home. You always cheer him up.”

“No, he isn’t,” Marilla said, sounding worried. “He’s had some really rough episodes with his heart this spring, and he won’t take it easy at all. I’ve been really concerned about him, but he’s been a bit better lately, and we have a good hired hand, so I’m hoping he can relax and recover. Maybe he will now that you’re home. You always lift his spirits.”

Anne leaned across the table and took Marilla’s face in her hands.

Anne leaned across the table and took Marilla's face in her hands.

“You are not looking as well yourself as I’d like to see you, Marilla. You look tired. I’m afraid you’ve been working too hard. You must take a rest, now that I’m home. I’m just going to take this one day off to visit all the dear old spots and hunt up my old dreams, and then it will be your turn to be lazy while I do the work.”

“You don’t look as good as I want to see you, Marilla. You look tired. I’m worried you’ve been working too hard. You need to take a break now that I’m back. I’m going to take just this one day off to visit all the familiar places and chase my old dreams, and then it’ll be your turn to relax while I handle the work.”

Marilla smiled affectionately at her girl.

Marilla smiled fondly at her daughter.

“It’s not the work—it’s my head. I’ve got a pain so often now—behind my eyes. Doctor Spencer’s been fussing with glasses, but they don’t do me any good. There is a distinguished oculist coming to the Island the last of June and the doctor says I must see him. I guess I’ll have to. I can’t read or sew with any comfort now. Well, Anne, you’ve done real well at Queen’s I must say. To take First Class License in one year and win the Avery scholarship—well, well, Mrs. Lynde says pride goes before a fall and she doesn’t believe in the higher education of women at all; she says it unfits them for woman’s true sphere. I don’t believe a word of it. Speaking of Rachel reminds me—did you hear anything about the Abbey Bank lately, Anne?”

“It’s not the work—it’s my head. I’ve been getting these headaches so often now—right behind my eyes. Doctor Spencer has been adjusting my glasses, but they’re not helping. There’s a well-known eye doctor coming to the Island at the end of June, and the doctor says I need to see him. I guess I’ll have to. I can’t read or sew comfortably anymore. Well, Anne, you’ve really done well at Queen’s, I must say. To get a First Class License in one year and win the Avery scholarship—well, Mrs. Lynde says pride comes before a fall, and she doesn’t believe in educating women at all; she says it makes them unfit for their true role. I don’t believe a word of it. Speaking of Rachel reminds me—have you heard anything about the Abbey Bank recently, Anne?”

“I heard it was shaky,” answered Anne. “Why?”

“I heard it was unstable,” Anne replied. “Why?”

“That is what Rachel said. She was up here one day last week and said there was some talk about it. Matthew felt real worried. All we have saved is in that bank—every penny. I wanted Matthew to put it in the Savings Bank in the first place, but old Mr. Abbey was a great friend of father’s and he’d always banked with him. Matthew said any bank with him at the head of it was good enough for anybody.”

“That’s what Rachel said. She was here one day last week and mentioned there was some talk about it. Matthew felt really worried. All we've saved is in that bank—every penny. I wanted Matthew to put it in the Savings Bank in the first place, but old Mr. Abbey was a great friend of my father’s and he’d always banked with him. Matthew said any bank with him in charge was good enough for anyone.”

“I think he has only been its nominal head for many years,” said Anne. “He is a very old man; his nephews are really at the head of the institution.”

“I think he has just been its figurehead for many years,” said Anne. “He’s a very old man; his nephews are the ones actually running the institution.”

“Well, when Rachel told us that, I wanted Matthew to draw our money right out and he said he’d think of it. But Mr. Russell told him yesterday that the bank was all right.”

“Well, when Rachel told us that, I wanted Matthew to withdraw our money right away, and he said he’d think about it. But Mr. Russell told him yesterday that the bank was fine.”

Anne had her good day in the companionship of the outdoor world. She never forgot that day; it was so bright and golden and fair, so free from shadow and so lavish of blossom. Anne spent some of its rich hours in the orchard; she went to the Dryad’s Bubble and Willowmere and Violet Vale; she called at the manse and had a satisfying talk with Mrs. Allan; and finally in the evening she went with Matthew for the cows, through Lovers’ Lane to the back pasture. The woods were all gloried through with sunset and the warm splendor of it streamed down through the hill gaps in the west. Matthew walked slowly with bent head; Anne, tall and erect, suited her springing step to his.

Anne had a great day enjoying the outdoors. She never forgot that day; it was so bright, golden, and beautiful, completely without shadow and overflowing with flowers. Anne spent part of this amazing day in the orchard; she visited the Dryad’s Bubble, Willowmere, and Violet Vale; she stopped by the manse and had a satisfying chat with Mrs. Allan; and finally, in the evening, she went with Matthew to get the cows, walking through Lovers’ Lane to the back pasture. The woods were all aglow with the sunset, and its warm splendor streamed down through the hill gaps in the west. Matthew walked slowly with his head down; Anne, tall and upright, matched her lively step to his.

“You’ve been working too hard today, Matthew,” she said reproachfully. “Why won’t you take things easier?”

“You’ve been working too hard today, Matthew,” she said disapprovingly. “Why won’t you take it easy?”

“Well now, I can’t seem to,” said Matthew, as he opened the yard gate to let the cows through. “It’s only that I’m getting old, Anne, and keep forgetting it. Well, well, I’ve always worked pretty hard and I’d rather drop in harness.”

“Well, I just can't seem to,” Matthew said as he opened the yard gate to let the cows through. “It’s just that I’m getting older, Anne, and I keep forgetting. Well, I’ve always worked pretty hard, and I’d rather drop while working.”

“If I had been the boy you sent for,” said Anne wistfully, “I’d be able to help you so much now and spare you in a hundred ways. I could find it in my heart to wish I had been, just for that.”

“If I had been the boy you sent for,” Anne said with a hint of longing, “I could help you so much right now and save you in so many ways. I almost wish I had been, just for that.”

“Well now, I’d rather have you than a dozen boys, Anne,” said Matthew patting her hand. “Just mind you that—rather than a dozen boys. Well now, I guess it wasn’t a boy that took the Avery scholarship, was it? It was a girl—my girl—my girl that I’m proud of.”

"Well, you know what? I'd choose you over a dozen boys, Anne," Matthew said, patting her hand. "Just remember that—better than a dozen boys. By the way, I assume it wasn't a boy who got the Avery scholarship, was it? It was a girl—my girl—my girl that I’m proud of."

He smiled his shy smile at her as he went into the yard. Anne took the memory of it with her when she went to her room that night and sat for a long while at her open window, thinking of the past and dreaming of the future. Outside the Snow Queen was mistily white in the moonshine; the frogs were singing in the marsh beyond Orchard Slope. Anne always remembered the silvery, peaceful beauty and fragrant calm of that night. It was the last night before sorrow touched her life; and no life is ever quite the same again when once that cold, sanctifying touch has been laid upon it.

He gave her a shy smile as he walked into the yard. Anne carried the memory of that moment with her to her room that night, sitting at her open window for a long time, reflecting on the past and dreaming about the future. Outside, the Snow Queen glowed softly in the moonlight; the frogs were croaking in the marsh beyond Orchard Slope. Anne would always remember the serene, beautiful, and fragrant peace of that night. It was the last night before sorrow entered her life, and no life is ever really the same again once that cold, purifying touch has been placed upon it.


CHAPTER XXXVII.
The Reaper Whose Name Is Death

MATTHEW—Matthew—what is the matter? Matthew, are you sick?”

MATTHEW—Matthew—what's wrong? Matthew, are you unwell?”

It was Marilla who spoke, alarm in every jerky word. Anne came through the hall, her hands full of white narcissus,—it was long before Anne could love the sight or odor of white narcissus again,—in time to hear her and to see Matthew standing in the porch doorway, a folded paper in his hand, and his face strangely drawn and gray. Anne dropped her flowers and sprang across the kitchen to him at the same moment as Marilla. They were both too late; before they could reach him Matthew had fallen across the threshold.

It was Marilla who spoke, urgency in every stilted word. Anne came through the hall, her hands full of white narcissus—it would be a long time before Anne could love the sight or smell of white narcissus again—right in time to hear her and see Matthew standing in the doorway, a folded paper in his hand, and his face oddly pale and gray. Anne dropped her flowers and rushed across the kitchen to him at the same time as Marilla. They were both too late; before they could reach him, Matthew had collapsed across the threshold.

“He’s fainted,” gasped Marilla. “Anne, run for Martin—quick, quick! He’s at the barn.”

“He’s passed out,” Marilla exclaimed. “Anne, go get Martin—hurry, hurry! He’s at the barn.”

Martin, the hired man, who had just driven home from the post office, started at once for the doctor, calling at Orchard Slope on his way to send Mr. and Mrs. Barry over. Mrs. Lynde, who was there on an errand, came too. They found Anne and Marilla distractedly trying to restore Matthew to consciousness.

Martin, the hired help, who had just come back from the post office, immediately headed to the doctor, stopping at Orchard Slope on the way to send Mr. and Mrs. Barry over. Mrs. Lynde, who was there running an errand, joined them as well. They found Anne and Marilla anxiously trying to bring Matthew back to consciousness.

Mrs. Lynde pushed them gently aside, tried his pulse, and then laid her ear over his heart. She looked at their anxious faces sorrowfully and the tears came into her eyes.

Mrs. Lynde gently pushed them aside, checked his pulse, and then placed her ear against his heart. She gazed at their worried faces with sadness, and tears filled her eyes.

“Oh, Marilla,” she said gravely. “I don’t think—we can do anything for him.”

“Oh, Marilla,” she said seriously. “I don’t think we can do anything for him.”

“Mrs. Lynde, you don’t think—you can’t think Matthew is—is—” Anne could not say the dreadful word; she turned sick and pallid.

“Mrs. Lynde, you don’t think—you can’t think Matthew is—is—” Anne couldn’t bring herself to say the awful word; she felt nauseous and pale.

“Child, yes, I’m afraid of it. Look at his face. When you’ve seen that look as often as I have you’ll know what it means.”

“Kid, yeah, I’m scared of it. Look at his face. When you’ve seen that look as many times as I have, you’ll understand what it means.”

Anne looked at the still face and there beheld the seal of the Great Presence.

Anne looked at the still face and saw the mark of the Great Presence.

When the doctor came he said that death had been instantaneous and probably painless, caused in all likelihood by some sudden shock. The secret of the shock was discovered to be in the paper Matthew had held and which Martin had brought from the office that morning. It contained an account of the failure of the Abbey Bank.

When the doctor arrived, he said that death had happened instantly and was likely painless, probably caused by some sudden shock. The cause of the shock was found to be the paper Matthew had been holding, which Martin had brought from the office that morning. It had a report on the collapse of the Abbey Bank.

The news spread quickly through Avonlea, and all day friends and neighbors thronged Green Gables and came and went on errands of kindness for the dead and living. For the first time shy, quiet Matthew Cuthbert was a person of central importance; the white majesty of death had fallen on him and set him apart as one crowned.

The news traveled fast through Avonlea, and all day long, friends and neighbors filled Green Gables, coming and going to offer support for those who had passed and for the living. For the first time, shy, reserved Matthew Cuthbert was the center of attention; the solemnity of death had enveloped him and distinguished him like someone who had been honored.

When the calm night came softly down over Green Gables the old house was hushed and tranquil. In the parlor lay Matthew Cuthbert in his coffin, his long gray hair framing his placid face on which there was a little kindly smile as if he but slept, dreaming pleasant dreams. There were flowers about him—sweet old-fashioned flowers which his mother had planted in the homestead garden in her bridal days and for which Matthew had always had a secret, wordless love. Anne had gathered them and brought them to him, her anguished, tearless eyes burning in her white face. It was the last thing she could do for him.

When the calm night gently settled over Green Gables, the old house was quiet and peaceful. In the parlor lay Matthew Cuthbert in his coffin, his long gray hair framing his serene face, which had a soft, kind smile as if he were just sleeping, dreaming sweet dreams. There were flowers around him—sweet, old-fashioned blooms that his mother had planted in the homestead garden during her wedding days, for which Matthew had always held a secret, unspoken affection. Anne had picked them and brought them to him, her anguished, tearless eyes shining against her pale face. It was the last thing she could do for him.

The Barrys and Mrs. Lynde stayed with them that night. Diana, going to the east gable, where Anne was standing at her window, said gently:

The Barrys and Mrs. Lynde spent the night with them. Diana, walking to the east gable where Anne was by her window, said softly:

“Anne dear, would you like to have me sleep with you tonight?”

“Anne, would you like me to sleep with you tonight?”

“Thank you, Diana.” Anne looked earnestly into her friend’s face. “I think you won’t misunderstand me when I say I want to be alone. I’m not afraid. I haven’t been alone one minute since it happened—and I want to be. I want to be quite silent and quiet and try to realize it. I can’t realize it. Half the time it seems to me that Matthew can’t be dead; and the other half it seems as if he must have been dead for a long time and I’ve had this horrible dull ache ever since.”

“Thank you, Diana.” Anne looked seriously into her friend’s face. “I think you won’t get me wrong when I say I want to be alone. I’m not scared. I haven’t been alone for even a minute since it happened—and I need to be. I want to be completely silent and try to process this. I can’t seem to grasp it. Half the time it feels to me that Matthew can’t be dead; and the other half it feels like he must have been gone for a long time, and I’ve had this awful dull ache ever since.”

Diana did not quite understand. Marilla’s impassioned grief, breaking all the bounds of natural reserve and lifelong habit in its stormy rush, she could comprehend better than Anne’s tearless agony. But she went away kindly, leaving Anne alone to keep her first vigil with sorrow.

Diana didn’t fully understand. She could grasp Marilla's intense grief, which shattered all her usual restraint and lifelong habits in its overwhelming rush, better than she could understand Anne's silent pain. But she left gently, allowing Anne to have her first experience of sorrow alone.

Anne hoped that the tears would come in solitude. It seemed to her a terrible thing that she could not shed a tear for Matthew, whom she had loved so much and who had been so kind to her, Matthew who had walked with her last evening at sunset and was now lying in the dim room below with that awful peace on his brow. But no tears came at first, even when she knelt by her window in the darkness and prayed, looking up to the stars beyond the hills—no tears, only the same horrible dull ache of misery that kept on aching until she fell asleep, worn out with the day’s pain and excitement.

Anne hoped that the tears would come in private. It felt awful to her that she couldn’t shed a tear for Matthew, whom she had loved so deeply and who had been so kind to her. Matthew, who had walked with her last evening at sunset and was now lying in the dim room below, his face showing that terrible peace. But no tears came at first, even when she knelt by her window in the dark and prayed, looking up at the stars beyond the hills—no tears, only the same horrible dull ache of misery that kept throbbing until she fell asleep, exhausted from the day’s pain and excitement.

In the night she awakened, with the stillness and the darkness about her, and the recollection of the day came over her like a wave of sorrow. She could see Matthew’s face smiling at her as he had smiled when they parted at the gate that last evening—she could hear his voice saying, “My girl—my girl that I’m proud of.” Then the tears came and Anne wept her heart out. Marilla heard her and crept in to comfort her.

In the night, she woke up to the stillness and darkness around her, and the memories of the day washed over her like a wave of sadness. She could see Matthew’s face smiling at her just like he had when they said goodbye at the gate that last evening—she could hear his voice saying, “My girl—my girl that I’m proud of.” Then the tears came, and Anne cried her heart out. Marilla heard her and quietly came in to comfort her.

“There—there—don’t cry so, dearie. It can’t bring him back. It—it—isn’t right to cry so. I knew that today, but I couldn’t help it then. He’d always been such a good, kind brother to me—but God knows best.”

“There, there, don’t cry like that, sweetheart. It won’t bring him back. It really isn’t right to cry so much. I understood that today, but I couldn’t help it at the time. He had always been such a good, kind brother to me—but God knows best.”

“Oh, just let me cry, Marilla,” sobbed Anne. “The tears don’t hurt me like that ache did. Stay here for a little while with me and keep your arm round me—so. I couldn’t have Diana stay, she’s good and kind and sweet—but it’s not her sorrow—she’s outside of it and she couldn’t come close enough to my heart to help me. It’s our sorrow—yours and mine. Oh, Marilla, what will we do without him?”

“Oh, just let me cry, Marilla,” sobbed Anne. “The tears don’t hurt me like that ache did. Stay here for a little while with me and keep your arm around me—like this. I couldn’t have Diana stay; she’s good and kind and sweet, but it’s not her sorrow—she’s outside of it and she couldn’t come close enough to my heart to help me. It’s our sorrow—yours and mine. Oh, Marilla, what will we do without him?”

“We’ve got each other, Anne. I don’t know what I’d do if you weren’t here—if you’d never come. Oh, Anne, I know I’ve been kind of strict and harsh with you maybe—but you mustn’t think I didn’t love you as well as Matthew did, for all that. I want to tell you now when I can. It’s never been easy for me to say things out of my heart, but at times like this it’s easier. I love you as dear as if you were my own flesh and blood and you’ve been my joy and comfort ever since you came to Green Gables.”

“We’ve got each other, Anne. I don’t know what I’d do if you weren’t here—if you’d never come. Oh, Anne, I know I’ve been a bit strict and tough on you at times—but you shouldn’t think I didn’t love you just like Matthew did, despite that. I want to tell you now while I can. It’s never been easy for me to express how I feel, but moments like this make it easier. I love you just as much as if you were my own flesh and blood, and you’ve been my joy and comfort ever since you came to Green Gables.”

Two days afterwards they carried Matthew Cuthbert over his homestead threshold and away from the fields he had tilled and the orchards he had loved and the trees he had planted; and then Avonlea settled back to its usual placidity and even at Green Gables affairs slipped into their old groove and work was done and duties fulfilled with regularity as before, although always with the aching sense of “loss in all familiar things.” Anne, new to grief, thought it almost sad that it could be so—that they could go on in the old way without Matthew. She felt something like shame and remorse when she discovered that the sunrises behind the firs and the pale pink buds opening in the garden gave her the old inrush of gladness when she saw them—that Diana’s visits were pleasant to her and that Diana’s merry words and ways moved her to laughter and smiles—that, in brief, the beautiful world of blossom and love and friendship had lost none of its power to please her fancy and thrill her heart, that life still called to her with many insistent voices.

Two days later, they carried Matthew Cuthbert over the threshold of his home, away from the fields he had worked, the orchards he had cherished, and the trees he had planted. Then Avonlea returned to its usual calm, and even at Green Gables, life fell back into its old routine, with tasks getting done and responsibilities met just like before, though there was always a lingering sense of “loss in all familiar things.” Anne, inexperienced with grief, thought it was almost sad that things could continue on in the same way without Matthew. She felt a wave of shame and guilt when she realized that the sunrises behind the fir trees and the pale pink buds blooming in the garden still brought her joy when she saw them—that Diana’s visits were still enjoyable and that Diana’s cheerful words and actions brought her laughter and smiles—that, in short, the beautiful world of blossoms, love, and friendship remained just as captivating, still calling to her with many compelling voices.

“It seems like disloyalty to Matthew, somehow, to find pleasure in these things now that he has gone,” she said wistfully to Mrs. Allan one evening when they were together in the manse garden. “I miss him so much—all the time—and yet, Mrs. Allan, the world and life seem very beautiful and interesting to me for all. Today Diana said something funny and I found myself laughing. I thought when it happened I could never laugh again. And it somehow seems as if I oughtn’t to.”

“It feels like I’m being disloyal to Matthew to enjoy these things now that he’s gone,” she said with a sigh to Mrs. Allan one evening while they were in the manse garden. “I miss him so much—constantly—and yet, Mrs. Allan, everything in the world and life seems really beautiful and interesting to me despite that. Today Diana said something hilarious, and I found myself laughing. I thought I’d never be able to laugh again after it happened. And it somehow feels like I shouldn’t.”

“When Matthew was here he liked to hear you laugh and he liked to know that you found pleasure in the pleasant things around you,” said Mrs. Allan gently. “He is just away now; and he likes to know it just the same. I am sure we should not shut our hearts against the healing influences that nature offers us. But I can understand your feeling. I think we all experience the same thing. We resent the thought that anything can please us when someone we love is no longer here to share the pleasure with us, and we almost feel as if we were unfaithful to our sorrow when we find our interest in life returning to us.”

“When Matthew was here, he loved hearing you laugh and knowing you enjoyed the beautiful things around you,” Mrs. Allan said gently. “He’s just away now, and he likes knowing that still. I’m sure we shouldn’t close our hearts to the healing power of nature. But I understand how you feel. I think we all go through this. We resist the idea that anything can make us happy when someone we love isn’t here to share that happiness, and it almost feels like we’re betraying our grief when we notice our interest in life coming back.”

“I was down to the graveyard to plant a rosebush on Matthew’s grave this afternoon,” said Anne dreamily. “I took a slip of the little white Scotch rosebush his mother brought out from Scotland long ago; Matthew always liked those roses the best—they were so small and sweet on their thorny stems. It made me feel glad that I could plant it by his grave—as if I were doing something that must please him in taking it there to be near him. I hope he has roses like them in heaven. Perhaps the souls of all those little white roses that he has loved so many summers were all there to meet him. I must go home now. Marilla is all alone and she gets lonely at twilight.”

“I went to the cemetery this afternoon to plant a rosebush on Matthew’s grave,” Anne said dreamily. “I took a cutting from the little white Scotch rosebush his mother brought over from Scotland a long time ago; Matthew always liked those roses the most—they were so small and sweet on their thorny stems. It made me feel happy that I could plant it by his grave—as if I were doing something to make him smile by bringing it there to be close to him. I hope he has roses like those in heaven. Maybe the souls of all the little white roses he loved so much over the years were there to greet him. I should head home now. Marilla is all alone, and she gets lonely at dusk.”

“She will be lonelier still, I fear, when you go away again to college,” said Mrs. Allan.

“She’s going to feel even lonelier, I’m afraid, when you leave for college again,” said Mrs. Allan.

Anne did not reply; she said good night and went slowly back to green Gables. Marilla was sitting on the front door-steps and Anne sat down beside her. The door was open behind them, held back by a big pink conch shell with hints of sea sunsets in its smooth inner convolutions.

Anne didn't say anything; she just wished good night and made her way back to Green Gables. Marilla was sitting on the front steps, and Anne sat down next to her. The door was open behind them, propped open by a large pink conch shell that had hints of sea sunsets in its smooth inner curves.

Anne gathered some sprays of pale-yellow honeysuckle and put them in her hair. She liked the delicious hint of fragrance, as some aerial benediction, above her every time she moved.

Anne picked some sprigs of pale-yellow honeysuckle and placed them in her hair. She enjoyed the lovely touch of fragrance, like a gentle blessing, surrounding her every time she moved.

“Doctor Spencer was here while you were away,” Marilla said. “He says that the specialist will be in town tomorrow and he insists that I must go in and have my eyes examined. I suppose I’d better go and have it over. I’ll be more than thankful if the man can give me the right kind of glasses to suit my eyes. You won’t mind staying here alone while I’m away, will you? Martin will have to drive me in and there’s ironing and baking to do.”

“Doctor Spencer was here while you were away,” Marilla said. “He says the specialist will be in town tomorrow and insists that I need to go in and have my eyes checked. I suppose I should go and get it done. I’ll be really grateful if the guy can give me the right kind of glasses for my eyes. You won’t mind staying here by yourself while I’m gone, will you? Martin will have to drive me in, and there’s ironing and baking to take care of.”

“I shall be all right. Diana will come over for company for me. I shall attend to the ironing and baking beautifully—you needn’t fear that I’ll starch the handkerchiefs or flavor the cake with liniment.”

“I'll be fine. Diana is coming over to keep me company. I'll take care of the ironing and baking just fine—you don’t have to worry that I’ll starch the handkerchiefs or flavor the cake with liniment.”

Marilla laughed.

Marilla chuckled.

“What a girl you were for making mistakes in them days, Anne. You were always getting into scrapes. I did use to think you were possessed. Do you mind the time you dyed your hair?”

“What a girl you were for making mistakes back in the day, Anne. You were always getting into trouble. I really thought you were possessed. Do you remember the time you dyed your hair?”

“Yes, indeed. I shall never forget it,” smiled Anne, touching the heavy braid of hair that was wound about her shapely head. “I laugh a little now sometimes when I think what a worry my hair used to be to me—but I don’t laugh much, because it was a very real trouble then. I did suffer terribly over my hair and my freckles. My freckles are really gone; and people are nice enough to tell me my hair is auburn now—all but Josie Pye. She informed me yesterday that she really thought it was redder than ever, or at least my black dress made it look redder, and she asked me if people who had red hair ever got used to having it. Marilla, I’ve almost decided to give up trying to like Josie Pye. I’ve made what I would once have called a heroic effort to like her, but Josie Pye won’t be liked.”

“Yes, definitely. I’ll never forget it,” smiled Anne, touching the thick braid of hair wrapped around her attractive head. “I sometimes laugh a little now when I think about how much of a hassle my hair used to be for me—but I don’t laugh much, because it was a real issue back then. I really struggled with my hair and my freckles. My freckles are pretty much gone; and people are nice enough to say my hair is auburn now—all except Josie Pye. She told me yesterday that she honestly thought it was redder than ever, or at least my black dress made it look redder, and she asked me if people with red hair ever got used to it. Marilla, I’ve almost decided to stop trying to like Josie Pye. I’ve made what I would have once called a heroic effort to like her, but Josie Pye won’t be liked.”

“Josie is a Pye,” said Marilla sharply, “so she can’t help being disagreeable. I suppose people of that kind serve some useful purpose in society, but I must say I don’t know what it is any more than I know the use of thistles. Is Josie going to teach?”

“Josie is a Pye,” Marilla said curtly, “so she can’t help being unpleasant. I guess people like that serve some purpose in society, but honestly, I have no idea what it is any more than I understand the point of thistles. Is Josie going to teach?”

“No, she is going back to Queen’s next year. So are Moody Spurgeon and Charlie Sloane. Jane and Ruby are going to teach and they have both got schools—Jane at Newbridge and Ruby at some place up west.”

“No, she’s going back to Queen’s next year. So are Moody Spurgeon and Charlie Sloane. Jane and Ruby are going to teach, and they’ve both got schools—Jane at Newbridge and Ruby at some place out west.”

“Gilbert Blythe is going to teach too, isn’t he?”

“Gilbert Blythe is going to teach, right?”

“Yes”—briefly.

"Yes."

“What a nice-looking fellow he is,” said Marilla absently. “I saw him in church last Sunday and he seemed so tall and manly. He looks a lot like his father did at the same age. John Blythe was a nice boy. We used to be real good friends, he and I. People called him my beau.”

“What a good-looking guy he is,” Marilla said absentmindedly. “I saw him in church last Sunday, and he seemed so tall and strong. He looks a lot like his dad did at that age. John Blythe was a nice guy. We used to be really good friends, the two of us. People called him my boyfriend.”

Anne looked up with swift interest.

Anne looked up with quick interest.

“Oh, Marilla—and what happened?—why didn’t you—”

“Oh, Marilla—and what happened?—why didn’t you—”

“We had a quarrel. I wouldn’t forgive him when he asked me to. I meant to, after awhile—but I was sulky and angry and I wanted to punish him first. He never came back—the Blythes were all mighty independent. But I always felt—rather sorry. I’ve always kind of wished I’d forgiven him when I had the chance.”

“We had a fight. I wouldn’t forgive him when he asked me to. I intended to, eventually—but I was sulky and angry, and I wanted to make him pay for it first. He never came back—the Blythes were all really independent. But I always felt a bit sorry. I’ve always kind of wished I’d forgiven him when I had the chance.”

“So you’ve had a bit of romance in your life, too,” said Anne softly.

“So you’ve had a little romance in your life, too,” said Anne softly.

“Yes, I suppose you might call it that. You wouldn’t think so to look at me, would you? But you never can tell about people from their outsides. Everybody has forgot about me and John. I’d forgotten myself. But it all came back to me when I saw Gilbert last Sunday.”

“Yes, I guess you could say that. You wouldn’t think so if you saw me, would you? But you can never judge people by their appearances. Everyone has forgotten about me and John. I’d forgotten too. But it all came back to me when I saw Gilbert last Sunday.”


CHAPTER XXXVIII.
The Bend in the Road

MARILLA went to town the next day and returned in the evening. Anne had gone over to Orchard Slope with Diana and came back to find Marilla in the kitchen, sitting by the table with her head leaning on her hand. Something in her dejected attitude struck a chill to Anne’s heart. She had never seen Marilla sit limply inert like that.

MARILLA went to town the next day and came back in the evening. Anne had gone over to Orchard Slope with Diana and returned to find Marilla in the kitchen, sitting at the table with her head resting on her hand. Something about her gloomy posture sent a chill through Anne’s heart. She had never seen Marilla look so lifeless like that.

“Are you very tired, Marilla?”

“Are you really tired, Marilla?”

“Yes—no—I don’t know,” said Marilla wearily, looking up. “I suppose I am tired but I haven’t thought about it. It’s not that.”

“Yes—no—I don’t know,” Marilla said wearily, looking up. “I guess I’m tired, but I haven’t really thought about it. It’s not that.”

“Did you see the oculist? What did he say?” asked Anne anxiously.

“Did you see the eye doctor? What did he say?” asked Anne anxiously.

“Yes, I saw him. He examined my eyes. He says that if I give up all reading and sewing entirely and any kind of work that strains the eyes, and if I’m careful not to cry, and if I wear the glasses he’s given me he thinks my eyes may not get any worse and my headaches will be cured. But if I don’t he says I’ll certainly be stone-blind in six months. Blind! Anne, just think of it!”

“Yes, I saw him. He checked my eyes. He says that if I stop all reading and sewing completely, and any kind of work that stresses my eyes, and if I’m careful not to cry, and if I wear the glasses he gave me, he thinks my eyes might not get worse and my headaches will go away. But if I don’t, he says I’ll definitely be completely blind in six months. Blind! Anne, just think about it!”

For a minute Anne, after her first quick exclamation of dismay, was silent. It seemed to her that she could not speak. Then she said bravely, but with a catch in her voice:

For a moment, Anne, after her first quick gasp of shock, was silent. It felt like she could not speak. Then she said bravely, but with a tremor in her voice:

“Marilla, don’t think of it. You know he has given you hope. If you are careful you won’t lose your sight altogether; and if his glasses cure your headaches it will be a great thing.”

“Marilla, don’t think about it. You know he’s given you hope. If you’re careful, you won’t lose your sight completely; and if his glasses help with your headaches, that will be a big deal.”

“I don’t call it much hope,” said Marilla bitterly. “What am I to live for if I can’t read or sew or do anything like that? I might as well be blind—or dead. And as for crying, I can’t help that when I get lonesome. But there, it’s no good talking about it. If you’ll get me a cup of tea I’ll be thankful. I’m about done out. Don’t say anything about this to any one for a spell yet, anyway. I can’t bear that folks should come here to question and sympathize and talk about it.”

“I don’t really call it much hope,” Marilla said bitterly. “What am I supposed to live for if I can’t read or sew or do anything like that? I might as well be blind—or dead. And when I cry, I can’t help it when I feel lonely. But anyway, it’s no use talking about it. If you can get me a cup of tea, I’d really appreciate it. I’m just about worn out. Please don’t mention this to anyone for a while. I can’t stand the thought of people coming here to ask questions and offer sympathy and talk about it.”

When Marilla had eaten her lunch Anne persuaded her to go to bed. Then Anne went herself to the east gable and sat down by her window in the darkness alone with her tears and her heaviness of heart. How sadly things had changed since she had sat there the night after coming home! Then she had been full of hope and joy and the future had looked rosy with promise. Anne felt as if she had lived years since then, but before she went to bed there was a smile on her lips and peace in her heart. She had looked her duty courageously in the face and found it a friend—as duty ever is when we meet it frankly.

When Marilla finished her lunch, Anne convinced her to go to bed. After that, Anne went to the east gable and sat down by her window in the dark, alone with her tears and her heavy heart. How sadly things had changed since she had sat there the night she came home! Back then, she had been filled with hope and joy, and the future had seemed full of promise. Anne felt like she had lived years since then, but before she went to bed, there was a smile on her lips and peace in her heart. She had bravely faced her duty and found it to be a friend—just like duty always is when we meet it head-on.

One afternoon a few days later Marilla came slowly in from the front yard where she had been talking to a caller—a man whom Anne knew by sight as Sadler from Carmody. Anne wondered what he could have been saying to bring that look to Marilla’s face.

One afternoon a few days later, Marilla walked slowly in from the front yard where she had been talking to a visitor—a man whom Anne recognized as Sadler from Carmody. Anne was curious about what he could have said to bring that expression to Marilla’s face.

“What did Mr. Sadler want, Marilla?”

“What did Mr. Sadler want, Marilla?”

Marilla sat down by the window and looked at Anne. There were tears in her eyes in defiance of the oculist’s prohibition and her voice broke as she said:

Marilla sat down by the window and looked at Anne. There were tears in her eyes despite the doctor's orders, and her voice cracked as she said:

“He heard that I was going to sell Green Gables and he wants to buy it.”

“He heard that I was planning to sell Green Gables, and he wants to buy it.”

“Buy it! Buy Green Gables?” Anne wondered if she had heard aright. “Oh, Marilla, you don’t mean to sell Green Gables!”

“Buy it! Buy Green Gables?” Anne questioned if she had heard correctly. “Oh, Marilla, you can’t be serious about selling Green Gables!”

“Anne, I don’t know what else is to be done. I’ve thought it all over. If my eyes were strong I could stay here and make out to look after things and manage, with a good hired man. But as it is I can’t. I may lose my sight altogether; and anyway I’ll not be fit to run things. Oh, I never thought I’d live to see the day when I’d have to sell my home. But things would only go behind worse and worse all the time, till nobody would want to buy it. Every cent of our money went in that bank; and there’s some notes Matthew gave last fall to pay. Mrs. Lynde advises me to sell the farm and board somewhere—with her I suppose. It won’t bring much—it’s small and the buildings are old. But it’ll be enough for me to live on I reckon. I’m thankful you’re provided for with that scholarship, Anne. I’m sorry you won’t have a home to come to in your vacations, that’s all, but I suppose you’ll manage somehow.”

“Anne, I don’t know what else to do. I’ve thought it all through. If my eyesight were better, I could stay here and look after everything with a good hired hand. But as it stands, I can’t. I might lose my sight completely; and anyway, I won’t be able to manage things. Oh, I never thought I’d live to see the day I would have to sell my home. But things would just keep getting worse and worse until nobody would want to buy it. Every cent of our money went into that bank; and there are some notes Matthew signed last fall that need to be paid. Mrs. Lynde suggests that I sell the farm and board somewhere—with her, I suppose. It won’t sell for much—it’s small and the buildings are old. But it should be enough for me to live on, I guess. I’m thankful you have that scholarship, Anne. I’m sorry you won’t have a home to come back to during your breaks, that’s all, but I suppose you’ll figure something out.”

Marilla broke down and wept bitterly.

Marilla broke down and cried hard.

“You mustn’t sell Green Gables,” said Anne resolutely.

“You can’t sell Green Gables,” Anne said firmly.

“Oh, Anne, I wish I didn’t have to. But you can see for yourself. I can’t stay here alone. I’d go crazy with trouble and loneliness. And my sight would go—I know it would.”

“Oh, Anne, I wish I didn’t have to. But you can see for yourself. I can’t stay here alone. I’d go crazy with trouble and loneliness. And my eyesight would fail—I know it would.”

“You won’t have to stay here alone, Marilla. I’ll be with you. I’m not going to Redmond.”

“You won’t have to stay here by yourself, Marilla. I’ll be with you. I’m not going to Redmond.”

“Not going to Redmond!” Marilla lifted her worn face from her hands and looked at Anne. “Why, what do you mean?”

“Not going to Redmond!” Marilla lifted her tired face from her hands and looked at Anne. “What do you mean by that?”

“Just what I say. I’m not going to take the scholarship. I decided so the night after you came home from town. You surely don’t think I could leave you alone in your trouble, Marilla, after all you’ve done for me. I’ve been thinking and planning. Let me tell you my plans. Mr. Barry wants to rent the farm for next year. So you won’t have any bother over that. And I’m going to teach. I’ve applied for the school here—but I don’t expect to get it for I understand the trustees have promised it to Gilbert Blythe. But I can have the Carmody school—Mr. Blair told me so last night at the store. Of course that won’t be quite as nice or convenient as if I had the Avonlea school. But I can board home and drive myself over to Carmody and back, in the warm weather at least. And even in winter I can come home Fridays. We’ll keep a horse for that. Oh, I have it all planned out, Marilla. And I’ll read to you and keep you cheered up. You sha’n’t be dull or lonesome. And we’ll be real cozy and happy here together, you and I.”

“Just what I said. I’m not going to take the scholarship. I decided that the night after you came back from town. You really don’t think I could leave you alone with your problems, Marilla, after everything you’ve done for me. I’ve been thinking and planning. Let me share my plans with you. Mr. Barry wants to rent the farm for next year, so you won’t have to deal with that. And I’m going to teach. I’ve applied for the school here—but I don’t expect to get it because I understand the trustees have promised it to Gilbert Blythe. But I can take the Carmody school—Mr. Blair told me that last night at the store. Of course, that won’t be quite as nice or convenient as if I had the Avonlea school. But I can live at home and drive to Carmody and back, at least in the warm weather. And even in winter, I can come home on Fridays. We’ll keep a horse for that. Oh, I have it all figured out, Marilla. And I’ll read to you and keep you company. You won’t be bored or lonely. And we’ll be really cozy and happy here together, just you and me.”

Marilla had listened like a woman in a dream.

Marilla had listened as if she were in a dream.

“Oh, Anne, I could get on real well if you were here, I know. But I can’t let you sacrifice yourself so for me. It would be terrible.”

“Oh, Anne, I know I’d be doing really well if you were here, but I can’t let you go through so much for me. That would be awful.”

“Nonsense!” Anne laughed merrily. “There is no sacrifice. Nothing could be worse than giving up Green Gables—nothing could hurt me more. We must keep the dear old place. My mind is quite made up, Marilla. I’m not going to Redmond; and I am going to stay here and teach. Don’t you worry about me a bit.”

“Nonsense!” Anne laughed happily. “There’s no sacrifice. Nothing could be worse than giving up Green Gables—nothing could hurt me more. We have to keep the dear old place. I’ve made up my mind, Marilla. I’m not going to Redmond; and I am going to stay here and teach. Don’t you worry about me at all.”

“But your ambitions—and—”

“But your goals—and—”

“I’m just as ambitious as ever. Only, I’ve changed the object of my ambitions. I’m going to be a good teacher—and I’m going to save your eyesight. Besides, I mean to study at home here and take a little college course all by myself. Oh, I’ve dozens of plans, Marilla. I’ve been thinking them out for a week. I shall give life here my best, and I believe it will give its best to me in return. When I left Queen’s my future seemed to stretch out before me like a straight road. I thought I could see along it for many a milestone. Now there is a bend in it. I don’t know what lies around the bend, but I’m going to believe that the best does. It has a fascination of its own, that bend, Marilla. I wonder how the road beyond it goes—what there is of green glory and soft, checkered light and shadows—what new landscapes—what new beauties—what curves and hills and valleys further on.”

“I’m just as ambitious as ever. The only difference is that I’ve changed what I’m ambitious about. I’m going to be a good teacher—and I’m going to save your eyesight. Plus, I plan to study here at home and take a little college course all on my own. Oh, I have tons of plans, Marilla. I’ve been working them out for a week. I’ll give my best to life here, and I believe it will give its best back to me in return. When I left Queen’s, my future looked like a straight road ahead. I thought I could see many milestones along it. Now there’s a twist in the road. I don’t know what’s around the bend, but I’m going to believe that the best things are waiting. That bend has its own allure, Marilla. I wonder what the road is like beyond it—what green glory and gentle, dappled light and shadows there are—what new landscapes—what new beauties—what curves, hills, and valleys lie further on.”

“I don’t feel as if I ought to let you give it up,” said Marilla, referring to the scholarship.

“I don’t think I should let you give it up,” Marilla said, referring to the scholarship.

“But you can’t prevent me. I’m sixteen and a half, ‘obstinate as a mule,’ as Mrs. Lynde once told me,” laughed Anne. “Oh, Marilla, don’t you go pitying me. I don’t like to be pitied, and there is no need for it. I’m heart glad over the very thought of staying at dear Green Gables. Nobody could love it as you and I do—so we must keep it.”

“But you can’t stop me. I’m sixteen and a half, 'stubborn as a mule,’ as Mrs. Lynde once said,” laughed Anne. “Oh, Marilla, don’t feel sorry for me. I don’t like being pitied, and there’s no reason for it. I’m so happy just thinking about staying at dear Green Gables. No one could love it like you and I do—so we have to keep it.”

“You blessed girl!” said Marilla, yielding. “I feel as if you’d given me new life. I guess I ought to stick out and make you go to college—but I know I can’t, so I ain’t going to try. I’ll make it up to you though, Anne.”

“You wonderful girl!” said Marilla, giving in. “I feel like you’ve given me a new lease on life. I guess I should insist that you go to college—but I know I can’t, so I’m not going to try. I’ll make it up to you though, Anne.”

When it became noised abroad in Avonlea that Anne Shirley had given up the idea of going to college and intended to stay home and teach there was a good deal of discussion over it. Most of the good folks, not knowing about Marilla’s eyes, thought she was foolish. Mrs. Allan did not. She told Anne so in approving words that brought tears of pleasure to the girl’s eyes. Neither did good Mrs. Lynde. She came up one evening and found Anne and Marilla sitting at the front door in the warm, scented summer dusk. They liked to sit there when the twilight came down and the white moths flew about in the garden and the odor of mint filled the dewy air.

When people in Avonlea heard that Anne Shirley had decided not to go to college and instead wanted to stay home and teach, there was a lot of talk about it. Most of the well-meaning folks, unaware of Marilla's situation, thought she was being silly. Mrs. Allan didn't think so. She told Anne in kind words that brought happy tears to the girl's eyes. Neither did good Mrs. Lynde. One evening, she came over and found Anne and Marilla sitting at the front door in the warm, fragrant summer dusk. They loved sitting there when twilight fell, the white moths fluttered around the garden, and the scent of mint filled the dewy air.

Mrs. Rachel deposited her substantial person upon the stone bench by the door, behind which grew a row of tall pink and yellow hollyhocks, with a long breath of mingled weariness and relief.

Mrs. Rachel settled her large frame onto the stone bench by the door, behind which a row of tall pink and yellow hollyhocks grew, letting out a long sigh of combined exhaustion and relief.

“I declare I’m getting glad to sit down. I’ve been on my feet all day, and two hundred pounds is a good bit for two feet to carry round. It’s a great blessing not to be fat, Marilla. I hope you appreciate it. Well, Anne, I hear you’ve given up your notion of going to college. I was real glad to hear it. You’ve got as much education now as a woman can be comfortable with. I don’t believe in girls going to college with the men and cramming their heads full of Latin and Greek and all that nonsense.”

“I have to say, I’m really glad to finally sit down. I’ve been on my feet all day, and carrying around two hundred pounds is quite a lot for two feet. It’s such a blessing not to be overweight, Marilla. I hope you recognize that. Well, Anne, I hear you’ve decided against going to college. I was really happy to hear it. You already have as much education as a woman can feel comfortable with. I don’t think girls should go to college with the guys and fill their heads with Latin and Greek and all that nonsense.”

“But I’m going to study Latin and Greek just the same, Mrs. Lynde,” said Anne laughing. “I’m going to take my Arts course right here at Green Gables, and study everything that I would at college.”

“But I’m still going to study Latin and Greek, Mrs. Lynde,” Anne said with a laugh. “I’m going to take my Arts course right here at Green Gables and learn everything I would at college.”

Mrs. Lynde lifted her hands in holy horror.

Mrs. Lynde raised her hands in shock.

“Anne Shirley, you’ll kill yourself.”

“Anne Shirley, you’ll hurt yourself.”

“Not a bit of it. I shall thrive on it. Oh, I’m not going to overdo things. As ‘Josiah Allen’s wife,’ says, I shall be ‘mejum’. But I’ll have lots of spare time in the long winter evenings, and I’ve no vocation for fancy work. I’m going to teach over at Carmody, you know.”

“Not at all. I’m going to thrive on it. Oh, I’m not planning to go overboard. As ‘Josiah Allen’s wife’ says, I’ll be ‘moderate’. But I’ll have plenty of free time during the long winter evenings, and I’m not interested in doing any fancy work. I’m going to teach over at Carmody, you know.”

“I don’t know it. I guess you’re going to teach right here in Avonlea. The trustees have decided to give you the school.”

“I don’t know. I guess you’re going to teach right here in Avonlea. The trustees have decided to give you the school.”

“Mrs. Lynde!” cried Anne, springing to her feet in her surprise. “Why, I thought they had promised it to Gilbert Blythe!”

“Mrs. Lynde!” Anne exclaimed, jumping to her feet in shock. “I thought they had promised it to Gilbert Blythe!”

“So they did. But as soon as Gilbert heard that you had applied for it he went to them—they had a business meeting at the school last night, you know—and told them that he withdrew his application, and suggested that they accept yours. He said he was going to teach at White Sands. Of course he knew how much you wanted to stay with Marilla, and I must say I think it was real kind and thoughtful in him, that’s what. Real self-sacrificing, too, for he’ll have his board to pay at White Sands, and everybody knows he’s got to earn his own way through college. So the trustees decided to take you. I was tickled to death when Thomas came home and told me.”

“So they did. But as soon as Gilbert heard that you had applied for it, he went to them—they had a business meeting at the school last night, you know—and told them that he was withdrawing his application and suggested that they accept yours. He said he was going to teach at White Sands. Of course, he knew how much you wanted to stay with Marilla, and I must say I think it was really kind and thoughtful of him, that’s for sure. Really self-sacrificing, too, because he’ll have to pay for his board at White Sands, and everyone knows he has to earn his own way through college. So the trustees decided to take you. I was so happy when Thomas came home and told me.”

“I don’t feel that I ought to take it,” murmured Anne. “I mean—I don’t think I ought to let Gilbert make such a sacrifice for—for me.”

“I don’t feel like I should take it,” murmured Anne. “I mean—I don’t think I should let Gilbert make such a sacrifice for—for me.”

“I guess you can’t prevent him now. He’s signed papers with the White Sands trustees. So it wouldn’t do him any good now if you were to refuse. Of course you’ll take the school. You’ll get along all right, now that there are no Pyes going. Josie was the last of them, and a good thing she was, that’s what. There’s been some Pye or other going to Avonlea school for the last twenty years, and I guess their mission in life was to keep school teachers reminded that earth isn’t their home. Bless my heart! What does all that winking and blinking at the Barry gable mean?”

“I guess you can’t stop him now. He’s signed papers with the White Sands trustees. So it wouldn’t matter if you refused. Of course you’ll take the school. You’ll be fine now that there are no Pyes around. Josie was the last one, and thank goodness for that. There’s been some Pye or another going to Avonlea school for the last twenty years, and I think their purpose in life was to remind teachers that this world isn’t their home. Good gracious! What’s all that winking and blinking at the Barry gable about?”

“Diana is signaling for me to go over,” laughed Anne. “You know we keep up the old custom. Excuse me while I run over and see what she wants.”

“Diana is signaling for me to come over,” laughed Anne. “You know we still follow the old tradition. Excuse me while I run over and find out what she wants.”

Anne ran down the clover slope like a deer, and disappeared in the firry shadows of the Haunted Wood. Mrs. Lynde looked after her indulgently.

Anne ran down the clover slope like a deer and vanished into the dark shadows of the Haunted Wood. Mrs. Lynde watched her go with a fond smile.

“There’s a good deal of the child about her yet in some ways.”

“There's still quite a bit of childlike innocence in her in some ways.”

“There’s a good deal more of the woman about her in others,” retorted Marilla, with a momentary return of her old crispness.

“There’s a lot more of the woman in her compared to others,” retorted Marilla, briefly showing a hint of her old sharpness.

But crispness was no longer Marilla’s distinguishing characteristic. As Mrs. Lynde told her Thomas that night.

But crispness was no longer Marilla’s defining trait. As Mrs. Lynde told her Thomas that night.

“Marilla Cuthbert has got mellow. That’s what.”

“Marilla Cuthbert has gotten mellow. That’s it.”

Anne went to the little Avonlea graveyard the next evening to put fresh flowers on Matthew’s grave and water the Scotch rosebush. She lingered there until dusk, liking the peace and calm of the little place, with its poplars whose rustle was like low, friendly speech, and its whispering grasses growing at will among the graves. When she finally left it and walked down the long hill that sloped to the Lake of Shining Waters it was past sunset and all Avonlea lay before her in a dreamlike afterlight—“a haunt of ancient peace.” There was a freshness in the air as of a wind that had blown over honey-sweet fields of clover. Home lights twinkled out here and there among the homestead trees. Beyond lay the sea, misty and purple, with its haunting, unceasing murmur. The west was a glory of soft mingled hues, and the pond reflected them all in still softer shadings. The beauty of it all thrilled Anne’s heart, and she gratefully opened the gates of her soul to it.

Anne went to the small Avonlea graveyard the next evening to place fresh flowers on Matthew’s grave and water the Scotch rosebush. She stayed there until dusk, enjoying the tranquility of the little spot, with its poplars whose rustling sounded like gentle, friendly conversation, and its whispering grasses growing freely among the graves. When she finally left and walked down the long hill that sloped to the Lake of Shining Waters, it was past sunset and all of Avonlea lay before her in a dreamlike afterlight—“a haunt of ancient peace.” There was a freshness in the air, like a wind that had blown over sweet fields of clover. Home lights sparkled here and there among the homestead trees. Beyond lay the sea, misty and purple, with its haunting, endless murmur. The west was a blend of soft, mixed colors, and the pond reflected them all in even softer shades. The beauty of it all filled Anne’s heart with excitement, and she gratefully opened the gates of her soul to it.

“Dear old world,” she murmured, “you are very lovely, and I am glad to be alive in you.”

“Dear old world,” she whispered, “you’re really beautiful, and I’m so happy to be alive in you.”

Halfway down the hill a tall lad came whistling out of a gate before the Blythe homestead. It was Gilbert, and the whistle died on his lips as he recognized Anne. He lifted his cap courteously, but he would have passed on in silence, if Anne had not stopped and held out her hand.

Halfway down the hill, a tall guy came whistling out of a gate in front of the Blythe homestead. It was Gilbert, and the whistle faded as he saw Anne. He raised his cap politely, but he would have continued on in silence if Anne hadn't stopped and reached out her hand.

“Gilbert,” she said, with scarlet cheeks, “I want to thank you for giving up the school for me. It was very good of you—and I want you to know that I appreciate it.”

“Gilbert,” she said, with red cheeks, “I want to thank you for giving up the school for me. That was really nice of you—and I want you to know that I appreciate it.”

Gilbert took the offered hand eagerly.

Gilbert grabbed the offered hand excitedly.

“It wasn’t particularly good of me at all, Anne. I was pleased to be able to do you some small service. Are we going to be friends after this? Have you really forgiven me my old fault?”

“It wasn’t really nice of me at all, Anne. I was happy to be able to help you out a little. Are we going to be friends after this? Have you truly forgiven me for my past mistake?”

Anne laughed and tried unsuccessfully to withdraw her hand.

Anne laughed and tried to pull her hand back, but it didn't work.

“I forgave you that day by the pond landing, although I didn’t know it. What a stubborn little goose I was. I’ve been—I may as well make a complete confession—I’ve been sorry ever since.”

“I forgave you that day by the pond landing, even though I didn’t realize it at the time. I was such a stubborn little goose. I’ve been—I might as well fully admit it—I’ve been sorry ever since.”

“We are going to be the best of friends,” said Gilbert, jubilantly. “We were born to be good friends, Anne. You’ve thwarted destiny enough. I know we can help each other in many ways. You are going to keep up your studies, aren’t you? So am I. Come, I’m going to walk home with you.”

“We’re going to be the best of friends,” said Gilbert, happily. “We were meant to be good friends, Anne. You’ve fought against fate enough. I know we can support each other in so many ways. You’re going to keep up with your studies, right? So am I. Come on, I’m going to walk home with you.”

Marilla looked curiously at Anne when the latter entered the kitchen.

Marilla looked at Anne with curiosity when she walked into the kitchen.

“Who was that came up the lane with you, Anne?”

“Who was that who walked up the lane with you, Anne?”

“Gilbert Blythe,” answered Anne, vexed to find herself blushing. “I met him on Barry’s hill.”

“Gilbert Blythe,” Anne replied, annoyed to realize she was blushing. “I met him on Barry’s hill.”

“I didn’t think you and Gilbert Blythe were such good friends that you’d stand for half an hour at the gate talking to him,” said Marilla with a dry smile.

“I didn’t know you and Gilbert Blythe were such close friends that you’d stand at the gate talking to him for half an hour,” Marilla said with a dry smile.

“We haven’t been—we’ve been good enemies. But we have decided that it will be much more sensible to be good friends in the future. Were we really there half an hour? It seemed just a few minutes. But, you see, we have five years’ lost conversations to catch up with, Marilla.”

“We haven’t been—we’ve been good enemies. But we’ve decided that it makes much more sense to be good friends moving forward. Were we really there for half an hour? It felt like just a few minutes. But, you see, we have five years’ worth of lost conversations to catch up on, Marilla.”

Anne sat long at her window that night companioned by a glad content. The wind purred softly in the cherry boughs, and the mint breaths came up to her. The stars twinkled over the pointed firs in the hollow and Diana’s light gleamed through the old gap.

Anne sat for a long time at her window that night, filled with happy contentment. The wind softly rustled the cherry branches, and the fresh scents of mint wafted up to her. The stars sparkled above the pointed firs in the valley, and Diana's light shone through the old gap.

Anne’s horizons had closed in since the night she had sat there after coming home from Queen’s; but if the path set before her feet was to be narrow she knew that flowers of quiet happiness would bloom along it. The joy of sincere work and worthy aspiration and congenial friendship were to be hers; nothing could rob her of her birthright of fancy or her ideal world of dreams. And there was always the bend in the road!

Anne’s world had shrunk since the night she sat there after coming home from Queen’s; but even if the path ahead was narrow, she knew that flowers of quiet happiness would grow along it. The joy of genuine work, meaningful goals, and true friendship would be hers; nothing could take away her right to imagination or her ideal world of dreams. And there was always the curve in the road!

“‘God’s in his heaven, all’s right with the world,’” whispered Anne softly.

“‘God’s in his heaven, everything’s good with the world,’” whispered Anne softly.


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