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AMY FOSTER





By Joseph Conrad










Kennedy is a country doctor, and lives in Colebrook, on the shores of Eastbay. The high ground rising abruptly behind the red roofs of the little town crowds the quaint High Street against the wall which defends it from the sea. Beyond the sea-wall there curves for miles in a vast and regular sweep the barren beach of shingle, with the village of Brenzett standing out darkly across the water, a spire in a clump of trees; and still further out the perpendicular column of a lighthouse, looking in the distance no bigger than a lead pencil, marks the vanishing-point of the land. The country at the back of Brenzett is low and flat, but the bay is fairly well sheltered from the seas, and occasionally a big ship, windbound or through stress of weather, makes use of the anchoring ground a mile and a half due north from you as you stand at the back door of the “Ship Inn” in Brenzett. A dilapidated windmill near by lifting its shattered arms from a mound no loftier than a rubbish heap, and a Martello tower squatting at the water’s edge half a mile to the south of the Coastguard cottages, are familiar to the skippers of small craft. These are the official seamarks for the patch of trustworthy bottom represented on the Admiralty charts by an irregular oval of dots enclosing several figures six, with a tiny anchor engraved among them, and the legend “mud and shells” over all.

Kennedy is a local doctor living in Colebrook, on the shores of Eastbay. The high ground rises sharply behind the red roofs of the small town, pushing the charming High Street up against the sea wall that protects it from the ocean. Beyond the sea wall curves for miles a vast and regular stretch of shingle beach, with the village of Brenzett standing out darkly across the water, its spire peeking through a cluster of trees; further out, the tall column of a lighthouse looks tiny from a distance, like a lead pencil, marking the edge of the land. The area behind Brenzett is flat and low, but the bay is generally well-protected from the waves, and sometimes a large ship, stuck due to wind or bad weather, anchors about a mile and a half north of where you stand at the back door of the "Ship Inn" in Brenzett. A run-down windmill nearby stretches its broken arms from a mound no taller than a trash pile, and a Martello tower sits at the water’s edge half a mile south of the Coastguard cottages, both known to local small boat captains. These are the recognized markers for the reliable area shown on the Admiralty charts as an uneven oval of dots enclosing several number sixes, with a tiny anchor engraved among them and the label “mud and shells” above all.

The brow of the upland overtops the square tower of the Colebrook Church. The slope is green and looped by a white road. Ascending along this road, you open a valley broad and shallow, a wide green trough of pastures and hedges merging inland into a vista of purple tints and flowing lines closing the view.

The hill above rises higher than the square tower of Colebrook Church. The slope is green and lined with a white road. As you climb along this road, you reveal a broad and shallow valley, a wide green stretch of fields and hedges that blend into a landscape of purple shades and flowing shapes that close off the view.

In this valley down to Brenzett and Colebrook and up to Darnford, the market town fourteen miles away, lies the practice of my friend Kennedy. He had begun life as surgeon in the Navy, and afterwards had been the companion of a famous traveller, in the days when there were continents with unexplored interiors. His papers on the fauna and flora made him known to scientific societies. And now he had come to a country practice—from choice. The penetrating power of his mind, acting like a corrosive fluid, had destroyed his ambition, I fancy. His intelligence is of a scientific order, of an investigating habit, and of that unappeasable curiosity which believes that there is a particle of a general truth in every mystery.

In this valley down to Brenzett and Colebrook and up to Darnford, the market town fourteen miles away, is where my friend Kennedy practices. He started his career as a surgeon in the Navy and later became the companion of a famous traveler during a time when there were still continents with unexplored areas. His research on the local wildlife and plants earned him recognition from scientific societies. Now, he has chosen to work in a rural practice. I think the penetrating power of his mind, like a corrosive substance, has worn away his ambition. His intelligence is scientific in nature, driven by curiosity that can never be fully satisfied, believing that there’s a piece of general truth in every mystery.

A good many years ago now, on my return from abroad, he invited me to stay with him. I came readily enough, and as he could not neglect his patients to keep me company, he took me on his rounds—thirty miles or so of an afternoon, sometimes. I waited for him on the roads; the horse reached after the leafy twigs, and, sitting in the dogcart, I could hear Kennedy’s laugh through the half-open door left open of some cottage. He had a big, hearty laugh that would have fitted a man twice his size, a brisk manner, a bronzed face, and a pair of grey, profoundly attentive eyes. He had the talent of making people talk to him freely, and an inexhaustible patience in listening to their tales.

Many years ago, when I returned from abroad, he invited me to stay with him. I accepted without hesitation, and since he couldn’t neglect his patients to keep me company, he took me along on his rounds—sometimes covering about thirty miles in an afternoon. I waited for him on the roads; the horse reached for the leafy twigs, and while sitting in the dogcart, I could hear Kennedy’s laughter through the half-open door of some cottage. He had a big, hearty laugh that would have suited a man twice his size, a lively manner, a bronzed face, and a pair of grey, deeply attentive eyes. He had the knack for making people open up to him easily and an endless patience for listening to their stories.

One day, as we trotted out of a large village into a shady bit of road, I saw on our left hand a low, black cottage, with diamond panes in the windows, a creeper on the end wall, a roof of shingle, and some roses climbing on the rickety trellis-work of the tiny porch. Kennedy pulled up to a walk. A woman, in full sunlight, was throwing a dripping blanket over a line stretched between two old apple-trees. And as the bobtailed, long-necked chestnut, trying to get his head, jerked the left hand, covered by a thick dog-skin glove, the doctor raised his voice over the hedge: “How’s your child, Amy?”

One day, as we walked out of a big village onto a shady road, I saw a small black cottage on our left, with diamond-shaped windows, a vine on the end wall, a shingle roof, and some roses climbing up the flimsy trellis of the tiny porch. Kennedy slowed down to a walk. A woman, standing in the sunlight, was tossing a wet blanket over a line stretched between two old apple trees. As the bobtail, long-necked chestnut tried to get his head free, jerking the left side covered by a thick dog-skin glove, the doctor called out over the hedge, “How’s your child, Amy?”

I had the time to see her dull face, red, not with a mantling blush, but as if her flat cheeks had been vigorously slapped, and to take in the squat figure, the scanty, dusty brown hair drawn into a tight knot at the back of the head. She looked quite young. With a distinct catch in her breath, her voice sounded low and timid.

I had a moment to see her expressionless face, flushed, not from a gentle blush, but as if her flat cheeks had been sharply slapped, and to notice her short stature, with thin, dusty brown hair pulled back into a tight bun at the back of her head. She seemed very young. With a noticeable hitch in her breath, her voice came out soft and hesitant.

“He’s well, thank you.”

"He's good, thank you."

We trotted again. “A young patient of yours,” I said; and the doctor, flicking the chestnut absently, muttered, “Her husband used to be.”

We trotted again. “A young patient of yours,” I said; and the doctor, flicking the chestnut absentmindedly, muttered, “Her husband used to be.”

“She seems a dull creature,” I remarked listlessly.

“She seems pretty boring,” I said casually.

“Precisely,” said Kennedy. “She is very passive. It’s enough to look at the red hands hanging at the end of those short arms, at those slow, prominent brown eyes, to know the inertness of her mind—an inertness that one would think made it everlastingly safe from all the surprises of imagination. And yet which of us is safe? At any rate, such as you see her, she had enough imagination to fall in love. She’s the daughter of one Isaac Foster, who from a small farmer has sunk into a shepherd; the beginning of his misfortunes dating from his runaway marriage with the cook of his widowed father—a well-to-do, apoplectic grazier, who passionately struck his name off his will, and had been heard to utter threats against his life. But this old affair, scandalous enough to serve as a motive for a Greek tragedy, arose from the similarity of their characters. There are other tragedies, less scandalous and of a subtler poignancy, arising from irreconcilable differences and from that fear of the Incomprehensible that hangs over all our heads—over all our heads....”

“Exactly,” said Kennedy. “She’s really passive. Just look at those red hands at the end of her short arms and those slow, deep brown eyes, and you can tell how inactive her mind is—an inactivity that seems to protect her from the surprises of imagination forever. But who among us is truly safe? Anyway, as you can see her, she had enough imagination to fall in love. She’s the daughter of Isaac Foster, who went from being a small farmer to becoming a shepherd; his troubles started with his impulsive marriage to his widowed father’s cook—a wealthy, apoplectic grazier who angrily cut Isaac out of his will and was rumored to have threatened his life. But this old drama, scandalous enough for a Greek tragedy, came from the similarities in their characters. There are other tragedies, less scandalous and more subtly painful, that arise from irreconcilable differences and from that fear of the Unknown that looms over all of us—over all of us...”

The tired chestnut dropped into a walk; and the rim of the sun, all red in a speckless sky, touched familiarly the smooth top of a ploughed rise near the road as I had seen it times innumerable touch the distant horizon of the sea. The uniform brownness of the harrowed field glowed with a rosy tinge, as though the powdered clods had sweated out in minute pearls of blood the toil of uncounted ploughmen. From the edge of a copse a waggon with two horses was rolling gently along the ridge. Raised above our heads upon the sky-line, it loomed up against the red sun, triumphantly big, enormous, like a chariot of giants drawn by two slow-stepping steeds of legendary proportions. And the clumsy figure of the man plodding at the head of the leading horse projected itself on the background of the Infinite with a heroic uncouthness. The end of his carter’s whip quivered high up in the blue. Kennedy discoursed.

The tired chestnut horse fell into a walk, and the rim of the sun, glowing red in a clear sky, casually touched the smooth top of a plowed hill near the road, just like I had seen it countless times touch the distant horizon of the sea. The uniform brownness of the plowed field glowed with a rosy hue, as if the powdered clods had sweated tiny pearls of blood from the hard work of countless plowmen. From the edge of a thicket, a wagon pulled by two horses rolled gently along the ridge. Elevated above us on the skyline, it stood out against the red sun, looking triumphantly large, enormous, like a chariot of giants drawn by two slow-moving steeds of legendary size. And the awkward figure of the man trudging at the head of the leading horse stood out against the backdrop of the Infinite with a rough heroism. The tip of his whip quivered high in the blue. Kennedy was talking.

“She’s the eldest of a large family. At the age of fifteen they put her out to service at the New Barns Farm. I attended Mrs. Smith, the tenant’s wife, and saw that girl there for the first time. Mrs. Smith, a genteel person with a sharp nose, made her put on a black dress every afternoon. I don’t know what induced me to notice her at all. There are faces that call your attention by a curious want of definiteness in their whole aspect, as, walking in a mist, you peer attentively at a vague shape which, after all, may be nothing more curious or strange than a signpost. The only peculiarity I perceived in her was a slight hesitation in her utterance, a sort of preliminary stammer which passes away with the first word. When sharply spoken to, she was apt to lose her head at once; but her heart was of the kindest. She had never been heard to express a dislike for a single human being, and she was tender to every living creature. She was devoted to Mrs. Smith, to Mr. Smith, to their dogs, cats, canaries; and as to Mrs. Smith’s grey parrot, its peculiarities exercised upon her a positive fascination. Nevertheless, when that outlandish bird, attacked by the cat, shrieked for help in human accents, she ran out into the yard stopping her ears, and did not prevent the crime. For Mrs. Smith this was another evidence of her stupidity; on the other hand, her want of charm, in view of Smith’s well-known frivolousness, was a great recommendation. Her short-sighted eyes would swim with pity for a poor mouse in a trap, and she had been seen once by some boys on her knees in the wet grass helping a toad in difficulties. If it’s true, as some German fellow has said, that without phosphorus there is no thought, it is still more true that there is no kindness of heart without a certain amount of imagination. She had some. She had even more than is necessary to understand suffering and to be moved by pity. She fell in love under circumstances that leave no room for doubt in the matter; for you need imagination to form a notion of beauty at all, and still more to discover your ideal in an unfamiliar shape.

“She’s the oldest in a big family. At fifteen, they sent her to work at New Barns Farm. I attended to Mrs. Smith, the tenant’s wife, and saw that girl for the first time there. Mrs. Smith, a refined woman with a pointed nose, made her wear a black dress every afternoon. I don’t know why I noticed her at all. Some faces grab your attention because they lack clear definition, like focusing on a vague shape in the fog that might just be a signpost. The only thing I noticed about her was a slight hesitation in her speech, a sort of preliminary stutter that faded with the first word. When spoken to sharply, she would often lose her composure right away; but her heart was incredibly kind. She had never been heard to dislike anyone and was gentle with every living creature. She was devoted to Mrs. Smith, Mr. Smith, their dogs, cats, canaries; and as for Mrs. Smith’s grey parrot, its quirks fascinated her. However, when that strange bird, attacked by the cat, cried out for help in human tones, she ran out into the yard covering her ears and didn’t stop it. For Mrs. Smith, this was more proof of her foolishness; on the other hand, her lack of charm, considering Smith’s well-known frivolity, was a great asset. Her short-sighted eyes would fill with pity for a poor mouse caught in a trap, and some boys once saw her on her knees in the wet grass helping a toad in trouble. If it’s true, as some German guy has said, that without phosphorus there’s no thought, it’s even more true that you can’t have a kind heart without a bit of imagination. She had some. She had even more than needed to understand suffering and feel compassion. She fell in love under circumstances that left no doubt about it; you need imagination to even conceive of beauty, and even more to recognize your ideal in an unfamiliar form.”

“How this aptitude came to her, what it did feed upon, is an inscrutable mystery. She was born in the village, and had never been further away from it than Colebrook or perhaps Darnford. She lived for four years with the Smiths. New Barns is an isolated farmhouse a mile away from the road, and she was content to look day after day at the same fields, hollows, rises; at the trees and the hedgerows; at the faces of the four men about the farm, always the same—day after day, month after month, year after year. She never showed a desire for conversation, and, as it seemed to me, she did not know how to smile. Sometimes of a fine Sunday afternoon she would put on her best dress, a pair of stout boots, a large grey hat trimmed with a black feather (I’ve seen her in that finery), seize an absurdly slender parasol, climb over two stiles, tramp over three fields and along two hundred yards of road—never further. There stood Foster’s cottage. She would help her mother to give their tea to the younger children, wash up the crockery, kiss the little ones, and go back to the farm. That was all. All the rest, all the change, all the relaxation. She never seemed to wish for anything more. And then she fell in love. She fell in love silently, obstinately—perhaps helplessly. It came slowly, but when it came it worked like a powerful spell; it was love as the Ancients understood it: an irresistible and fateful impulse—a possession! Yes, it was in her to become haunted and possessed by a face, by a presence, fatally, as though she had been a pagan worshipper of form under a joyous sky—and to be awakened at last from that mysterious forgetfulness of self, from that enchantment, from that transport, by a fear resembling the unaccountable terror of a brute....”

“How this ability came to her and what it relied on is a puzzling mystery. She was born in the village and had never traveled farther than Colebrook or maybe Darnford. She lived for four years with the Smiths. New Barns is a remote farmhouse a mile from the road, and she was fine looking at the same fields, hills, and trees every single day; at the hedges and the faces of the four men on the farm, always the same—day after day, month after month, year after year. She never showed a desire for conversation and, as it seemed to me, she didn’t know how to smile. Sometimes, on a beautiful Sunday afternoon, she would put on her best dress, sturdy boots, and a large grey hat decorated with a black feather (I’ve seen her dressed up like that), grab an oddly thin parasol, climb over two stiles, walk across three fields, and along two hundred yards of road—never any farther. There stood Foster’s cottage. She would help her mother serve tea to the younger children, wash the dishes, kiss the little ones, and return to the farm. That was it. All the rest, all the change, all the relaxation. She never seemed to want anything more. And then she fell in love. She fell in love quietly, stubbornly—maybe helplessly. It came slowly, but when it did, it felt like a powerful spell; it was love as the Ancients understood it: an irresistible and fateful impulse—a possession! Yes, it was in her to be haunted and possessed by a face, by a presence, fatally, as if she were a pagan worshiper of form under a joyful sky—and to finally wake from that mysterious forgetfulness of self, from that enchantment, from that ecstasy, by a fear that felt like the inexplicable terror of a beast....”

With the sun hanging low on its western limit, the expanse of the grass-lands framed in the counter-scarps of the rising ground took on a gorgeous and sombre aspect. A sense of penetrating sadness, like that inspired by a grave strain of music, disengaged itself from the silence of the fields. The men we met walked past slow, unsmiling, with downcast eyes, as if the melancholy of an over-burdened earth had weighted their feet, bowed their shoulders, borne down their glances.

With the sun setting on the horizon, the vast grasslands surrounded by the rising hills looked both beautiful and sad. A deep sense of sorrow, similar to what a haunting piece of music evokes, emerged from the stillness of the fields. The men we encountered passed by slowly, without smiles, their eyes cast down, as if the sadness of a weary earth had made their feet heavy, hunched their shoulders, and dragged down their gazes.

“Yes,” said the doctor to my remark, “one would think the earth is under a curse, since of all her children these that cling to her the closest are uncouth in body and as leaden of gait as if their very hearts were loaded with chains. But here on this same road you might have seen amongst these heavy men a being lithe, supple, and long-limbed, straight like a pine with something striving upwards in his appearance as though the heart within him had been buoyant. Perhaps it was only the force of the contrast, but when he was passing one of these villagers here, the soles of his feet did not seem to me to touch the dust of the road. He vaulted over the stiles, paced these slopes with a long elastic stride that made him noticeable at a great distance, and had lustrous black eyes. He was so different from the mankind around that, with his freedom of movement, his soft—a little startled, glance, his olive complexion and graceful bearing, his humanity suggested to me the nature of a woodland creature. He came from there.”

“Yes,” the doctor responded to my comment, “you’d think the earth was cursed, since of all her children, those who cling closest are awkward in body and walk as if their hearts were weighed down by chains. But here on this same road, you might have seen among these heavy men a figure that was lithe, flexible, and tall, standing straight like a pine, with something about him that seemed to reach for the sky as if his heart was light. Maybe it was just the stark difference, but as he passed one of these villagers, it felt like the soles of his feet didn’t even touch the dirt of the road. He leapt over the stiles and walked these slopes with a long, springy stride that made him stand out from far away, and he had shining black eyes. He was so different from the people around him that, with his fluid movement, his soft yet slightly startled gaze, his olive skin, and his graceful posture, he reminded me of a woodland creature. He came from there.”

The doctor pointed with his whip, and from the summit of the descent seen over the rolling tops of the trees in a park by the side of the road, appeared the level sea far below us, like the floor of an immense edifice inlaid with bands of dark ripple, with still trails of glitter, ending in a belt of glassy water at the foot of the sky. The light blur of smoke, from an invisible steamer, faded on the great clearness of the horizon like the mist of a breath on a mirror; and, inshore, the white sails of a coaster, with the appearance of disentangling themselves slowly from under the branches, floated clear of the foliage of the trees.

The doctor pointed with his whip, and from the top of the slope, beyond the rolling tree tops in a park by the road, the flat sea came into view far below us, resembling the floor of a huge building decorated with dark ripples and glimmers of light, leading to a smooth stretch of water at the edge of the sky. The faint smoke from an unseen steamer faded into the vast clarity of the horizon like the mist from a breath on a mirror; and closer to shore, the white sails of a small ship seemed to slowly disentangle themselves from beneath the branches, floating clear of the tree foliage.

“Shipwrecked in the bay?” I said.

“Shipwrecked in the bay?” I said.

“Yes; he was a castaway. A poor emigrant from Central Europe bound to America and washed ashore here in a storm. And for him, who knew nothing of the earth, England was an undiscovered country. It was some time before he learned its name; and for all I know he might have expected to find wild beasts or wild men here, when, crawling in the dark over the sea-wall, he rolled down the other side into a dyke, where it was another miracle he didn’t get drowned. But he struggled instinctively like an animal under a net, and this blind struggle threw him out into a field. He must have been, indeed, of a tougher fibre than he looked to withstand without expiring such buffetings, the violence of his exertions, and so much fear. Later on, in his broken English that resembled curiously the speech of a young child, he told me himself that he put his trust in God, believing he was no longer in this world. And truly—he would add—how was he to know? He fought his way against the rain and the gale on all fours, and crawled at last among some sheep huddled close under the lee of a hedge. They ran off in all directions, bleating in the darkness, and he welcomed the first familiar sound he heard on these shores. It must have been two in the morning then. And this is all we know of the manner of his landing, though he did not arrive unattended by any means. Only his grisly company did not begin to come ashore till much later in the day....”

“Yes; he was a castaway. A poor immigrant from Central Europe headed to America, washed ashore here during a storm. For him, who knew nothing of the land, England was a completely unknown place. It took him a while to learn its name; for all I know, he might have thought he would find wild animals or savage people here when, crawling in the dark over the sea wall, he tumbled down the other side into a ditch, where it was another miracle that he didn’t drown. But he instinctively struggled like an animal caught in a net, and this blind struggle pushed him out into a field. He must have been, indeed, tougher than he looked to survive such heavy blows, the intensity of his efforts, and so much fear without collapsing. Later, in his broken English that oddly resembled that of a young child, he told me that he put his trust in God, believing he was no longer in this world. And truly—he would add—how was he to know? He fought his way against the rain and wind on all fours and finally crawled among some sheep huddled close under the shelter of a hedge. They scattered in all directions, bleating in the darkness, and he welcomed the first familiar sound he heard on these shores. It must have been two in the morning then. And this is all we know about how he landed, though he definitely didn’t arrive alone. It’s just that his grim companions didn’t start coming ashore until much later in the day....”

The doctor gathered the reins, clicked his tongue; we trotted down the hill. Then turning, almost directly, a sharp corner into the High Street, we rattled over the stones and were home.

The doctor took the reins, made a clicking sound with his tongue, and we trotted down the hill. Then, as we turned sharply onto High Street, we rattled over the stones and arrived home.

Late in the evening Kennedy, breaking a spell of moodiness that had come over him, returned to the story. Smoking his pipe, he paced the long room from end to end. A reading-lamp concentrated all its light upon the papers on his desk; and, sitting by the open window, I saw, after the windless, scorching day, the frigid splendour of a hazy sea lying motionless under the moon. Not a whisper, not a splash, not a stir of the shingle, not a footstep, not a sigh came up from the earth below—never a sign of life but the scent of climbing jasmine; and Kennedy’s voice, speaking behind me, passed through the wide casement, to vanish outside in a chill and sumptuous stillness.

Late in the evening, Kennedy, shaking off a spell of moodiness that had come over him, got back to the story. Puffing on his pipe, he paced the long room from one end to the other. A reading lamp focused all its light on the papers on his desk, and as I sat by the open window, I saw, after the windless, scorching day, the cold beauty of a hazy sea lying still under the moon. There was not a whisper, not a splash, not a rustle from the pebbles, not a footstep, not a sigh coming up from the ground below—no sign of life except for the scent of climbing jasmine; and Kennedy’s voice, speaking behind me, drifted through the wide window to disappear outside into a cool and lavish stillness.

“... The relations of shipwrecks in the olden time tell us of much suffering. Often the castaways were only saved from drowning to die miserably from starvation on a barren coast; others suffered violent death or else slavery, passing through years of precarious existence with people to whom their strangeness was an object of suspicion, dislike or fear. We read about these things, and they are very pitiful. It is indeed hard upon a man to find himself a lost stranger, helpless, incomprehensible, and of a mysterious origin, in some obscure corner of the earth. Yet amongst all the adventurers shipwrecked in all the wild parts of the world there is not one, it seems to me, that ever had to suffer a fate so simply tragic as the man I am speaking of, the most innocent of adventurers cast out by the sea in the bight of this bay, almost within sight from this very window.

“... The accounts of shipwrecks from long ago reveal a lot of suffering. Often, the survivors were rescued from drowning only to die painfully from hunger on a desolate shore; others faced violent deaths or ended up in slavery, enduring years of uncertain survival among people who viewed them with suspicion, dislike, or fear. We read about these events, and they are truly heartbreaking. It’s incredibly tough for a person to find themselves a lost outsider, helpless, misunderstood, and with a mysterious background, in some obscure part of the world. Yet among all the adventurers shipwrecked in every wild corner of the globe, there doesn’t seem to be anyone who faced a fate as tragically simple as the man I’m talking about, the most innocent adventurer cast away by the sea right in this bay, almost visible from this very window.

“He did not know the name of his ship. Indeed, in the course of time we discovered he did not even know that ships had names—‘like Christian people’; and when, one day, from the top of the Talfourd Hill, he beheld the sea lying open to his view, his eyes roamed afar, lost in an air of wild surprise, as though he had never seen such a sight before. And probably he had not. As far as I could make out, he had been hustled together with many others on board an emigrant-ship lying at the mouth of the Elbe, too bewildered to take note of his surroundings, too weary to see anything, too anxious to care. They were driven below into the ‘tweendeck and battened down from the very start. It was a low timber dwelling—he would say—with wooden beams overhead, like the houses in his country, but you went into it down a ladder. It was very large, very cold, damp and sombre, with places in the manner of wooden boxes where people had to sleep, one above another, and it kept on rocking all ways at once all the time. He crept into one of these boxes and laid down there in the clothes in which he had left his home many days before, keeping his bundle and his stick by his side. People groaned, children cried, water dripped, the lights went out, the walls of the place creaked, and everything was being shaken so that in one’s little box one dared not lift one’s head. He had lost touch with his only companion (a young man from the same valley, he said), and all the time a great noise of wind went on outside and heavy blows fell—boom! boom! An awful sickness overcame him, even to the point of making him neglect his prayers. Besides, one could not tell whether it was morning or evening. It seemed always to be night in that place.

“He didn’t know the name of his ship. In fact, over time we discovered he didn’t even realize that ships had names—‘like decent people’; and when, one day, from the top of Talfourd Hill, he looked out at the sea spread out before him, his eyes wandered far away, filled with a wild surprise, as if he had never seen anything like it before. And he probably hadn’t. As far as I could tell, he had been crowded onto an emigrant ship at the mouth of the Elbe, too confused to notice his surroundings, too exhausted to see anything, too anxious to care. They were shoved down into the ‘tweendeck and kept there from the very beginning. It was a low wooden place—he would say—with wooden beams overhead, like the houses in his homeland, but you entered it via a ladder. It was very big, very cold, damp, and gloomy, with areas resembling wooden boxes where people had to sleep, stacked one above the other, and it kept rocking in every direction all the time. He crawled into one of these boxes and lay there in the clothes he had worn when he left home many days earlier, keeping his bundle and stick at his side. People groaned, children cried, water dripped, the lights went out, the place creaked, and everything shook so much that in one’s little box one didn’t dare lift one’s head. He had lost contact with his only companion (a young man from the same valley, he said), and all the while there was a loud wind outside, and heavy thuds came—boom! boom! A dreadful sickness overtook him, even making him forget to pray. Besides, you couldn’t tell if it was morning or evening. It always seemed like night in that place.”

“Before that he had been travelling a long, long time on the iron track. He looked out of the window, which had a wonderfully clear glass in it, and the trees, the houses, the fields, and the long roads seemed to fly round and round about him till his head swam. He gave me to understand that he had on his passage beheld uncounted multitudes of people—whole nations—all dressed in such clothes as the rich wear. Once he was made to get out of the carriage, and slept through a night on a bench in a house of bricks with his bundle under his head; and once for many hours he had to sit on a floor of flat stones dozing, with his knees up and with his bundle between his feet. There was a roof over him, which seemed made of glass, and was so high that the tallest mountain-pine he had ever seen would have had room to grow under it. Steam-machines rolled in at one end and out at the other. People swarmed more than you can see on a feast-day round the miraculous Holy Image in the yard of the Carmelite Convent down in the plains where, before he left his home, he drove his mother in a wooden cart—a pious old woman who wanted to offer prayers and make a vow for his safety. He could not give me an idea of how large and lofty and full of noise and smoke and gloom, and clang of iron, the place was, but some one had told him it was called Berlin. Then they rang a bell, and another steam-machine came in, and again he was taken on and on through a land that wearied his eyes by its flatness without a single bit of a hill to be seen anywhere. One more night he spent shut up in a building like a good stable with a litter of straw on the floor, guarding his bundle amongst a lot of men, of whom not one could understand a single word he said. In the morning they were all led down to the stony shores of an extremely broad muddy river, flowing not between hills but between houses that seemed immense. There was a steam-machine that went on the water, and they all stood upon it packed tight, only now there were with them many women and children who made much noise. A cold rain fell, the wind blew in his face; he was wet through, and his teeth chattered. He and the young man from the same valley took each other by the hand.

“Before that, he had been traveling a long, long time on the railway. He looked out of the window, which had wonderfully clear glass, and the trees, houses, fields, and long roads seemed to spin around him until his head was dizzy. He made it clear to me that during his journey he had seen countless people—whole nations—all dressed in the clothes of the wealthy. At one point, he had to get out of the carriage and slept through the night on a bench in a brick building with his bundle under his head; and once, for several hours, he had to sit on a flat stone floor, dozing with his knees up and his bundle between his feet. There was a roof over him that seemed made of glass, so high that the tallest pine he'd ever seen could have grown under it. Steam engines rolled in at one end and out at the other. People swarmed more than you could see on a feast day around the miraculous Holy Image in the yard of the Carmelite Convent down in the plains where, before he left home, he drove his mother in a wooden cart—a devout old woman who wanted to pray and make a vow for his safety. He couldn't convey just how large, lofty, noisy, smoky, and gloomy the place was, but someone had told him it was called Berlin. Then they rang a bell, and another steam engine came in, and once again he was taken on and on through a land that tired his eyes with its flatness, with not a single hill to be seen anywhere. He spent one more night locked up in a place that resembled a good stable with straw on the floor, keeping an eye on his bundle among a lot of men, none of whom could understand a single word he said. In the morning, they were all led down to the stony banks of an extremely wide muddy river, flowing not between hills but between immense houses. There was a steam engine that operated on the water, and they all stood on it packed tightly, now accompanied by many women and children who made a lot of noise. A cold rain fell, the wind blew in his face; he was soaked through, and his teeth chattered. He and the young man from the same valley took each other's hands.”

“They thought they were being taken to America straight away, but suddenly the steam-machine bumped against the side of a thing like a house on the water. The walls were smooth and black, and there uprose, growing from the roof as it were, bare trees in the shape of crosses, extremely high. That’s how it appeared to him then, for he had never seen a ship before. This was the ship that was going to swim all the way to America. Voices shouted, everything swayed; there was a ladder dipping up and down. He went up on his hands and knees in mortal fear of falling into the water below, which made a great splashing. He got separated from his companion, and when he descended into the bottom of that ship his heart seemed to melt suddenly within him.

“They thought they were being taken to America right away, but suddenly the steam engine bumped against the side of something that looked like a house on the water. The walls were smooth and black, and there emerged, rising from the roof as if they were growing, bare trees shaped like crosses, extremely tall. That’s how it seemed to him then, since he had never seen a ship before. This was the ship that was going to sail all the way to America. Voices shouted, everything swayed; there was a ladder going up and down. He crawled on his hands and knees, terrified of falling into the splashing water below. He got separated from his friend, and when he went down to the lower part of that ship, his heart felt like it was suddenly melting inside him.”

“It was then also, as he told me, that he lost contact for good and all with one of those three men who the summer before had been going about through all the little towns in the foothills of his country. They would arrive on market days driving in a peasant’s cart, and would set up an office in an inn or some other Jew’s house. There were three of them, of whom one with a long beard looked venerable; and they had red cloth collars round their necks and gold lace on their sleeves like Government officials. They sat proudly behind a long table; and in the next room, so that the common people shouldn’t hear, they kept a cunning telegraph machine, through which they could talk to the Emperor of America. The fathers hung about the door, but the young men of the mountains would crowd up to the table asking many questions, for there was work to be got all the year round at three dollars a day in America, and no military service to do.

“It was then, as he told me, that he completely lost touch with one of those three men who had been traveling through all the small towns in the foothills of his country the summer before. They would show up on market days, driving a peasant’s cart, and set up an office in an inn or someone’s house. There were three of them, one of whom had a long beard and looked quite distinguished; they wore red cloth collars around their necks and gold lace on their sleeves like government officials. They sat confidently behind a long table; and in the next room, so the local people wouldn’t overhear, they had a clever telegraph machine, through which they could communicate with the Emperor of America. The fathers loitered by the door, but the young men from the mountains would crowd around the table asking lots of questions, eager for the chance to work year-round at three dollars a day in America, with no military service required.”

“But the American Kaiser would not take everybody. Oh, no! He himself had a great difficulty in getting accepted, and the venerable man in uniform had to go out of the room several times to work the telegraph on his behalf. The American Kaiser engaged him at last at three dollars, he being young and strong. However, many able young men backed out, afraid of the great distance; besides, those only who had some money could be taken. There were some who sold their huts and their land because it cost a lot of money to get to America; but then, once there, you had three dollars a day, and if you were clever you could find places where true gold could be picked up on the ground. His father’s house was getting over full. Two of his brothers were married and had children. He promised to send money home from America by post twice a year. His father sold an old cow, a pair of piebald mountain ponies of his own raising, and a cleared plot of fair pasture land on the sunny slope of a pine-clad pass to a Jew inn-keeper in order to pay the people of the ship that took men to America to get rich in a short time.

“But the American Kaiser wouldn’t take everyone. Oh, no! He himself had a hard time getting accepted, and the old guy in uniform had to leave the room several times to message on his behalf. The American Kaiser finally hired him for three dollars since he was young and strong. However, many capable young men backed out, scared of the long distance; besides, only those with some money could be accepted. Some even sold their homes and land because it cost a lot to get to America; but once there, you earned three dollars a day, and if you were smart, you could find places where real gold was just lying around. His father’s house was getting overcrowded. Two of his brothers were married and had kids. He promised to send money home from America by mail twice a year. His father sold an old cow, a pair of spotted mountain ponies he raised himself, and a cleared piece of nice pasture land on the sunny side of a pine-covered hill to a Jewish innkeeper to pay for passage on the ship that took people to America to strike it rich quickly.”

“He must have been a real adventurer at heart, for how many of the greatest enterprises in the conquest of the earth had for their beginning just such a bargaining away of the paternal cow for the mirage or true gold far away! I have been telling you more or less in my own words what I learned fragmentarily in the course of two or three years, during which I seldom missed an opportunity of a friendly chat with him. He told me this story of his adventure with many flashes of white teeth and lively glances of black eyes, at first in a sort of anxious baby-talk, then, as he acquired the language, with great fluency, but always with that singing, soft, and at the same time vibrating intonation that instilled a strangely penetrating power into the sound of the most familiar English words, as if they had been the words of an unearthly language. And he always would come to an end, with many emphatic shakes of his head, upon that awful sensation of his heart melting within him directly he set foot on board that ship. Afterwards there seemed to come for him a period of blank ignorance, at any rate as to facts. No doubt he must have been abominably sea-sick and abominably unhappy—this soft and passionate adventurer, taken thus out of his knowledge, and feeling bitterly as he lay in his emigrant bunk his utter loneliness; for his was a highly sensitive nature. The next thing we know of him for certain is that he had been hiding in Hammond’s pig-pound by the side of the road to Norton six miles, as the crow flies, from the sea. Of these experiences he was unwilling to speak: they seemed to have seared into his soul a sombre sort of wonder and indignation. Through the rumours of the country-side, which lasted for a good many days after his arrival, we know that the fishermen of West Colebrook had been disturbed and startled by heavy knocks against the walls of weatherboard cottages, and by a voice crying piercingly strange words in the night. Several of them turned out even, but, no doubt, he had fled in sudden alarm at their rough angry tones hailing each other in the darkness. A sort of frenzy must have helped him up the steep Norton hill. It was he, no doubt, who early the following morning had been seen lying (in a swoon, I should say) on the roadside grass by the Brenzett carrier, who actually got down to have a nearer look, but drew back, intimidated by the perfect immobility, and by something queer in the aspect of that tramp, sleeping so still under the showers. As the day advanced, some children came dashing into school at Norton in such a fright that the schoolmistress went out and spoke indignantly to a ‘horrid-looking man’ on the road. He edged away, hanging his head, for a few steps, and then suddenly ran off with extraordinary fleetness. The driver of Mr. Bradley’s milk-cart made no secret of it that he had lashed with his whip at a hairy sort of gipsy fellow who, jumping up at a turn of the road by the Vents, made a snatch at the pony’s bridle. And he caught him a good one too, right over the face, he said, that made him drop down in the mud a jolly sight quicker than he had jumped up; but it was a good half-a-mile before he could stop the pony. Maybe that in his desperate endeavours to get help, and in his need to get in touch with some one, the poor devil had tried to stop the cart. Also three boys confessed afterwards to throwing stones at a funny tramp, knocking about all wet and muddy, and, it seemed, very drunk, in the narrow deep lane by the limekilns. All this was the talk of three villages for days; but we have Mrs. Finn’s (the wife of Smith’s waggoner) unimpeachable testimony that she saw him get over the low wall of Hammond’s pig-pound and lurch straight at her, babbling aloud in a voice that was enough to make one die of fright. Having the baby with her in a perambulator, Mrs. Finn called out to him to go away, and as he persisted in coming nearer, she hit him courageously with her umbrella over the head and, without once looking back, ran like the wind with the perambulator as far as the first house in the village. She stopped then, out of breath, and spoke to old Lewis, hammering there at a heap of stones; and the old chap, taking off his immense black wire goggles, got up on his shaky legs to look where she pointed. Together they followed with their eyes the figure of the man running over a field; they saw him fall down, pick himself up, and run on again, staggering and waving his long arms above his head, in the direction of the New Barns Farm. From that moment he is plainly in the toils of his obscure and touching destiny. There is no doubt after this of what happened to him. All is certain now: Mrs. Smith’s intense terror; Amy Foster’s stolid conviction held against the other’s nervous attack, that the man ‘meant no harm’; Smith’s exasperation (on his return from Darnford Market) at finding the dog barking himself into a fit, the back-door locked, his wife in hysterics; and all for an unfortunate dirty tramp, supposed to be even then lurking in his stackyard. Was he? He would teach him to frighten women.

“He must have been a real adventurer at heart, since so many of the greatest exploits in exploring the world started with someone selling off a family cow for the promise of distant treasure! I've been sharing with you, in my own way, what I learned piece by piece over two or three years, during which I often seized the chance for a friendly chat with him. He would tell me this story of his adventure with bright smiles and lively glances from his dark eyes, starting off with nervous baby-talk, and then, as he got better at the language, with impressive fluidity. Yet he always spoke with a musical, soft, and somehow resonant tone that gave a strangely powerful significance to even the most ordinary English words, as if they were from an otherworldly language. And he always wrapped up his story with emphatic shakes of his head, recalling that awful feeling of his heart sinking the moment he stepped onto that ship. After that, it seemed like he went into a phase of complete confusion, or at least about the facts. He must have been incredibly seasick and absolutely miserable—this gentle and passionate adventurer, pulled into a world he didn’t understand, lying in his emigrant bunk feeling painfully isolated; for he had a very sensitive nature. The next definite thing we know about him is that he had been hiding in Hammond’s pig pen by the roadside to Norton, six miles from the sea as the crow flies. He was reluctant to discuss those experiences: they appeared to have burned a dark wonder and indignation into his soul. Thanks to the rumors circulating through the countryside that lasted for several days after his arrival, we know that the fishermen of West Colebrook were disturbed and frightened by loud knocks against the walls of the weatherboard cottages and by a voice calling out strange words in the night. Some of them went to check it out, but he probably ran off in sudden fear at their rough, angry exchanges in the dark. Some kind of frenzy must have pushed him up the steep Norton hill. It was definitely him who, early the next morning, was seen lying (I would say, in a faint) on the grass by the road by the Brenzett carrier, who actually got off to take a closer look but backed away, intimidated by the eerie stillness and something odd about the appearance of that tramp, sleeping so quietly under the rain. As the day went on, a few children burst into school at Norton extremely frightened, prompting the schoolmistress to confront a ‘horrid-looking man’ on the road. He edged away, head down, for a few steps, and then suddenly sprinted off with remarkable speed. The driver of Mr. Bradley’s milk cart openly admitted that he had whipped a hairy-looking gypsy who jumped up at a bend in the road by the Vents and tried to grab the pony’s bridle. He got him a good one too, right across the face, making him drop into the mud much quicker than he had jumped up; but it took a good half-mile to get the pony to stop. Perhaps in his desperate attempts to get help and connect with someone, the poor guy had tried to stop the cart. Additionally, three boys later confessed to throwing stones at a strange, muddy tramp, who seemed quite drunk, in the narrow lane by the limekilns. This was the talk of three villages for days; but we have Mrs. Finn’s (the wife of Smith’s wagon driver) trustworthy account that she saw him climb over the low wall of Hammond’s pig pen and stagger towards her, babbling in a voice that could scare anyone to death. With her baby in a stroller, Mrs. Finn yelled at him to go away, and when he kept coming closer, she bravely hit him with her umbrella over the head and then, without looking back, ran like the wind with the stroller all the way to the first house in the village. She stopped then, out of breath, and spoke to old Lewis, who was working at a pile of stones; the old man took off his huge black wire glasses and got up on his shaky legs to see what she was pointing at. Together they watched as the man ran across a field; they saw him fall, get back up, and run again, stumbling and waving his long arms above his head, heading towards New Barns Farm. From that moment on, he was clearly caught in the grip of his obscure and tragic destiny. There's no doubt about what happened to him after this. It’s all clear now: Mrs. Smith’s overwhelming fear; Amy Foster’s stubborn belief, despite the nervous panic of others, that the man ‘meant no harm’; Smith’s frustration (when he returned from Darnford Market) at finding the dog barking itself into a fit, the back door locked, and his wife hysterical; all because of an unfortunate, dirty tramp who was thought to be lurking in his stackyard. Was he? He would teach him a lesson for scaring women.”

“Smith is notoriously hot-tempered, but the sight of some nondescript and miry creature sitting cross-legged amongst a lot of loose straw, and swinging itself to and fro like a bear in a cage, made him pause. Then this tramp stood up silently before him, one mass of mud and filth from head to foot. Smith, alone amongst his stacks with this apparition, in the stormy twilight ringing with the infuriated barking of the dog, felt the dread of an inexplicable strangeness. But when that being, parting with his black hands the long matted locks that hung before his face, as you part the two halves of a curtain, looked out at him with glistening, wild, black-and-white eyes, the weirdness of this silent encounter fairly staggered him. He had admitted since (for the story has been a legitimate subject of conversation about here for years) that he made more than one step backwards. Then a sudden burst of rapid, senseless speech persuaded him at once that he had to do with an escaped lunatic. In fact, that impression never wore off completely. Smith has not in his heart given up his secret conviction of the man’s essential insanity to this very day.

“Smith is known for his short fuse, but seeing a dirty, nondescript figure sitting cross-legged among some loose straw, rocking back and forth like a bear in a cage, made him stop. Then, this drifter stood up silently in front of him, covered in mud and filth from head to toe. Smith, alone among his stacks with this strange sight in the stormy twilight filled with the furious barking of the dog, felt a sense of dread from the bizarre situation. But when that figure parted his long, matted hair with his black hands, as if pulling aside a curtain, and looked out at him with wild, glistening black-and-white eyes, the strangeness of this silent encounter truly shocked him. He later admitted (since the story has been a topic of conversation around here for years) that he took more than one step back. Then, a sudden rush of rapid, nonsensical speech convinced him right away that he was dealing with an escaped lunatic. In fact, that impression never fully faded. Smith has never completely shaken off his secret belief in the man’s underlying insanity to this very day.”

“As the creature approached him, jabbering in a most discomposing manner, Smith (unaware that he was being addressed as ‘gracious lord,’ and adjured in God’s name to afford food and shelter) kept on speaking firmly but gently to it, and retreating all the time into the other yard. At last, watching his chance, by a sudden charge he bundled him headlong into the wood-lodge, and instantly shot the bolt. Thereupon he wiped his brow, though the day was cold. He had done his duty to the community by shutting up a wandering and probably dangerous maniac. Smith isn’t a hard man at all, but he had room in his brain only for that one idea of lunacy. He was not imaginative enough to ask himself whether the man might not be perishing with cold and hunger. Meantime, at first, the maniac made a great deal of noise in the lodge. Mrs. Smith was screaming upstairs, where she had locked herself in her bedroom; but Amy Foster sobbed piteously at the kitchen door, wringing her hands and muttering, ‘Don’t! don’t!’ I daresay Smith had a rough time of it that evening with one noise and another, and this insane, disturbing voice crying obstinately through the door only added to his irritation. He couldn’t possibly have connected this troublesome lunatic with the sinking of a ship in Eastbay, of which there had been a rumour in the Darnford marketplace. And I daresay the man inside had been very near to insanity on that night. Before his excitement collapsed and he became unconscious he was throwing himself violently about in the dark, rolling on some dirty sacks, and biting his fists with rage, cold, hunger, amazement, and despair.

“As the creature approached him, chattering in a really unsettling way, Smith (not realizing that he was being called ‘gracious lord’ and begged in God’s name for food and shelter) kept talking to it firmly but gently, while continually backing into the other yard. Finally, seizing his chance, he charged suddenly and shoved him headlong into the wood-lodge, then quickly shot the bolt. He wiped his brow, even though it was a cold day. He felt he had done his duty to the community by locking up a wandering and probably dangerous maniac. Smith isn’t a hard guy at all, but he could only focus on that one idea of lunacy. He wasn’t imaginative enough to think about whether the man might be freezing and starving. Meanwhile, at first, the maniac was making a lot of noise in the lodge. Mrs. Smith was screaming upstairs, where she had locked herself in her bedroom; but Amy Foster was sobbing desperately at the kitchen door, wringing her hands and muttering, ‘Don’t! don’t!’ I bet Smith had a rough evening with all the noise, and this crazy, disturbing voice crying insistently through the door only added to his frustration. He couldn’t have possibly connected this troublesome lunatic with the rumored ship sinking in Eastbay that people were talking about in the Darnford marketplace. And I’m sure the man inside had been on the brink of insanity that night. Before he lost control and passed out, he was throwing himself around in the dark, rolling on some dirty sacks, and biting his fists in rage, cold, hunger, shock, and despair."

“He was a mountaineer of the eastern range of the Carpathians, and the vessel sunk the night before in Eastbay was the Hamburg emigrant-ship Herzogin Sophia-Dorothea, of appalling memory.

“He was a climber from the eastern Carpathians, and the ship that sank the night before in Eastbay was the Hamburg emigrant ship Herzogin Sophia-Dorothea, a truly terrible event.”

“A few months later we could read in the papers the accounts of the bogus ‘Emigration Agencies’ among the Sclavonian peasantry in the more remote provinces of Austria. The object of these scoundrels was to get hold of the poor ignorant people’s homesteads, and they were in league with the local usurers. They exported their victims through Hamburg mostly. As to the ship, I had watched her out of this very window, reaching close-hauled under short canvas into the bay on a dark, threatening afternoon. She came to an anchor, correctly by the chart, off the Brenzett Coastguard station. I remember before the night fell looking out again at the outlines of her spars and rigging that stood out dark and pointed on a background of ragged, slaty clouds like another and a slighter spire to the left of the Brenzett church-tower. In the evening the wind rose. At midnight I could hear in my bed the terrific gusts and the sounds of a driving deluge.

“A few months later, we started seeing news articles about the fake ‘Emigration Agencies’ operating among the Slavic peasants in the more remote areas of Austria. These crooks aimed to take advantage of the poor, naive people's homes, working together with the local loan sharks. They mainly shipped their victims through Hamburg. I had watched the ship from this very window as it sailed into the bay, close-hauled under a small amount of sail on a dark, ominous afternoon. It anchored, just as the chart indicated, off the Brenzett Coastguard station. I remember looking out again before nightfall at the silhouette of its masts and rigging, sharp and dark against the backdrop of ragged, slate-gray clouds, resembling a smaller spire to the left of the Brenzett church tower. In the evening, the wind picked up. By midnight, I could hear the intense gusts and the sounds of a heavy downpour from my bed."

“About that time the Coastguardmen thought they saw the lights of a steamer over the anchoring-ground. In a moment they vanished; but it is clear that another vessel of some sort had tried for shelter in the bay on that awful, blind night, had rammed the German ship amidships (a breach—as one of the divers told me afterwards—‘that you could sail a Thames barge through’), and then had gone out either scathless or damaged, who shall say; but had gone out, unknown, unseen, and fatal, to perish mysteriously at sea. Of her nothing ever came to light, and yet the hue and cry that was raised all over the world would have found her out if she had been in existence anywhere on the face of the waters.

“About that time, the coast guard thought they saw the lights of a steamer over the anchoring ground. For a moment they disappeared; but it’s clear that another vessel had tried to take shelter in the bay on that terrible, blind night, had collided with the German ship amidships (a breach—as one of the divers told me later—‘that you could sail a Thames barge through’), and then had either left unscathed or damaged, who can say; but had gone out, unknown, unseen, and deadly, to disappear mysteriously at sea. Nothing ever came to light about her, and yet the outcry raised all over the world would have found her if she had existed anywhere on the waters.”

“A completeness without a clue, and a stealthy silence as of a neatly executed crime, characterise this murderous disaster, which, as you may remember, had its gruesome celebrity. The wind would have prevented the loudest outcries from reaching the shore; there had been evidently no time for signals of distress. It was death without any sort of fuss. The Hamburg ship, filling all at once, capsized as she sank, and at daylight there was not even the end of a spar to be seen above water. She was missed, of course, and at first the Coastguardmen surmised that she had either dragged her anchor or parted her cable some time during the night, and had been blown out to sea. Then, after the tide turned, the wreck must have shifted a little and released some of the bodies, because a child—a little fair-haired child in a red frock—came ashore abreast of the Martello tower. By the afternoon you could see along three miles of beach dark figures with bare legs dashing in and out of the tumbling foam, and rough-looking men, women with hard faces, children, mostly fair-haired, were being carried, stiff and dripping, on stretchers, on wattles, on ladders, in a long procession past the door of the ‘Ship Inn,’ to be laid out in a row under the north wall of the Brenzett Church.

“A sense of completeness without any clues and a quietness that felt like a perfectly executed crime define this deadly disaster, which, as you might recall, gained its gruesome notoriety. The wind would have muffled even the loudest screams from reaching the shore; clearly, there wasn’t enough time for distress signals. It was death without any fuss. The Hamburg ship capsized suddenly as it sank, and by daylight, not even the tip of a spar could be seen above water. Naturally, she was reported missing, and at first, the Coastguard assumed she had either dragged her anchor or severed her cable during the night, blowing out to sea. Then, after the tide turned, the wreck must have shifted a bit and released some of the bodies because a child—a little blonde girl in a red dress—washed up near the Martello tower. By the afternoon, you could see dark figures with bare legs rushing in and out of the crashing waves along three miles of beach, and rough-looking men, women with hardened faces, and mostly fair-haired children were being carried—stiff and dripping—on stretchers, wattles, and ladders in a long line past the door of the ‘Ship Inn,’ to be laid out in a row under the north wall of Brenzett Church.”

“Officially, the body of the little girl in the red frock is the first thing that came ashore from that ship. But I have patients amongst the seafaring population of West Colebrook, and, unofficially, I am informed that very early that morning two brothers, who went down to look after their cobble hauled up on the beach, found, a good way from Brenzett, an ordinary ship’s hencoop lying high and dry on the shore, with eleven drowned ducks inside. Their families ate the birds, and the hencoop was split into firewood with a hatchet. It is possible that a man (supposing he happened to be on deck at the time of the accident) might have floated ashore on that hencoop. He might. I admit it is improbable, but there was the man—and for days, nay, for weeks—it didn’t enter our heads that we had amongst us the only living soul that had escaped from that disaster. The man himself, even when he learned to speak intelligibly, could tell us very little. He remembered he had felt better (after the ship had anchored, I suppose), and that the darkness, the wind, and the rain took his breath away. This looks as if he had been on deck some time during that night. But we mustn’t forget he had been taken out of his knowledge, that he had been sea-sick and battened down below for four days, that he had no general notion of a ship or of the sea, and therefore could have no definite idea of what was happening to him. The rain, the wind, the darkness he knew; he understood the bleating of the sheep, and he remembered the pain of his wretchedness and misery, his heartbroken astonishment that it was neither seen nor understood, his dismay at finding all the men angry and all the women fierce. He had approached them as a beggar, it is true, he said; but in his country, even if they gave nothing, they spoke gently to beggars. The children in his country were not taught to throw stones at those who asked for compassion. Smith’s strategy overcame him completely. The wood-lodge presented the horrible aspect of a dungeon. What would be done to him next?... No wonder that Amy Foster appeared to his eyes with the aureole of an angel of light. The girl had not been able to sleep for thinking of the poor man, and in the morning, before the Smiths were up, she slipped out across the back yard. Holding the door of the wood-lodge ajar, she looked in and extended to him half a loaf of white bread—‘such bread as the rich eat in my country,’ he used to say.

“Officially, the body of the little girl in the red dress is the first thing that washed up from that ship. But I have patients among the seafaring community of West Colebrook, and, unofficially, I’m told that very early that morning two brothers, who went down to check on their boat pulled up on the beach, found, not far from Brenzett, a regular ship's hencoop stranded high and dry on the shore, with eleven drowned ducks inside. Their families ate the birds, and they chopped the hencoop into firewood with a hatchet. It’s possible that a man (assuming he happened to be on deck at the time of the accident) could have floated ashore on that hencoop. He could. I admit it’s unlikely, but there was the man—and for days, even weeks—it didn’t cross our minds that we had among us the only living soul who escaped from that disaster. The man himself, even when he learned to speak clearly, could tell us very little. He remembered feeling better (after the ship anchored, I suppose), and that the darkness, wind, and rain took his breath away. This suggests he had been on deck at some point during that night. But we can’t forget he had been unconscious, that he had been seasick and confined below deck for four days, so he had no general understanding of a ship or the sea, and therefore no clear idea of what was happening to him. The rain, wind, darkness he knew; he understood the bleating of the sheep, and he remembered the pain of his wretchedness and misery, his heartbreaking surprise that it was neither seen nor understood, his dismay at finding all the men angry and all the women fierce. He approached them as a beggar, it's true, he said; but in his country, even if they gave nothing, they spoke gently to beggars. Children in his country were not taught to throw stones at those who asked for compassion. Smith’s strategy completely overwhelmed him. The wood-shed looked horrific, like a dungeon. What would they do to him next? No wonder Amy Foster appeared to him with the glow of an angel of light. The girl hadn’t been able to sleep thinking about the poor man, and in the morning, before the Smiths were up, she slipped out across the back yard. Holding the door of the wood-shed slightly open, she looked in and offered him half a loaf of white bread—‘the kind of bread the rich eat in my country,’ he used to say.”

“At this he got up slowly from amongst all sorts of rubbish, stiff, hungry, trembling, miserable, and doubtful. ‘Can you eat this?’ she asked in her soft and timid voice. He must have taken her for a ‘gracious lady.’ He devoured ferociously, and tears were falling on the crust. Suddenly he dropped the bread, seized her wrist, and imprinted a kiss on her hand. She was not frightened. Through his forlorn condition she had observed that he was good-looking. She shut the door and walked back slowly to the kitchen. Much later on, she told Mrs. Smith, who shuddered at the bare idea of being touched by that creature.

“At this, he slowly got up from amid all sorts of junk, feeling stiff, hungry, shaking, miserable, and uncertain. ‘Can you eat this?’ she asked in her soft and timid voice. He must have seen her as a ‘gracious lady.’ He devoured it hungrily, and tears fell onto the crust. Suddenly, he dropped the bread, grabbed her wrist, and kissed her hand. She wasn’t scared. Despite his ragged condition, she noticed that he was attractive. She closed the door and walked back slowly to the kitchen. Much later, she told Mrs. Smith, who shuddered at the mere thought of being touched by that man.”

“Through this act of impulsive pity he was brought back again within the pale of human relations with his new surroundings. He never forgot it—never.

“Through this spontaneous act of compassion, he was drawn back into the realm of human connections with his new environment. He never forgot it—never.

“That very same morning old Mr. Swaffer (Smith’s nearest neighbour) came over to give his advice, and ended by carrying him off. He stood, unsteady on his legs, meek, and caked over in half-dried mud, while the two men talked around him in an incomprehensible tongue. Mrs. Smith had refused to come downstairs till the madman was off the premises; Amy Foster, far from within the dark kitchen, watched through the open back door; and he obeyed the signs that were made to him to the best of his ability. But Smith was full of mistrust. ‘Mind, sir! It may be all his cunning,’ he cried repeatedly in a tone of warning. When Mr. Swaffer started the mare, the deplorable being sitting humbly by his side, through weakness, nearly fell out over the back of the high two-wheeled cart. Swaffer took him straight home. And it is then that I come upon the scene.

“That same morning, old Mr. Swaffer (Smith’s closest neighbor) came over to give his advice and ended up taking him away. He stood there, unsteady on his feet, submissive, and covered in half-dried mud, while the two men talked around him in a language he couldn’t understand. Mrs. Smith refused to come downstairs until the madman was gone, and Amy Foster, from the dark kitchen, watched through the open back door. He tried to follow the signals given to him as best as he could. But Smith was full of suspicion. ‘Be careful, sir! It could all be a trick of his,’ he warned repeatedly. When Mr. Swaffer got the mare going, the unfortunate man sitting humbly beside him nearly fell out of the back of the high two-wheeled cart due to weakness. Swaffer took him straight home. And that’s when I arrived on the scene."

“I was called in by the simple process of the old man beckoning to me with his forefinger over the gate of his house as I happened to be driving past. I got down, of course.

“I was summoned by the straightforward action of the old man gesturing to me with his forefinger over the gate of his house as I happened to be driving by. I got out, of course.”

“‘I’ve got something here,’ he mumbled, leading the way to an outhouse at a little distance from his other farm-buildings.

“‘I’ve got something here,’ he mumbled, guiding the way to a small shed set apart from his other farm buildings.”

“It was there that I saw him first, in a long low room taken upon the space of that sort of coach-house. It was bare and whitewashed, with a small square aperture glazed with one cracked, dusty pane at its further end. He was lying on his back upon a straw pallet; they had given him a couple of horse-blankets, and he seemed to have spent the remainder of his strength in the exertion of cleaning himself. He was almost speechless; his quick breathing under the blankets pulled up to his chin, his glittering, restless black eyes reminded me of a wild bird caught in a snare. While I was examining him, old Swaffer stood silently by the door, passing the tips of his fingers along his shaven upper lip. I gave some directions, promised to send a bottle of medicine, and naturally made some inquiries.

“It was there that I saw him for the first time, in a long low room that used to be a coach house. It was bare and whitewashed, with a small square window covered by a cracked, dusty pane at the far end. He was lying on his back on a straw mattress; they had given him a couple of horse blankets, and he seemed to have exhausted himself trying to clean up. He was almost speechless; his rapid breathing under the blankets pulled up to his chin and his shiny, restless black eyes reminded me of a wild bird caught in a trap. While I was looking him over, old Swaffer stood silently by the door, running the tips of his fingers along his clean-shaven upper lip. I gave some instructions, promised to send a bottle of medicine, and naturally asked some questions.”

“‘Smith caught him in the stackyard at New Barns,’ said the old chap in his deliberate, unmoved manner, and as if the other had been indeed a sort of wild animal. ‘That’s how I came by him. Quite a curiosity, isn’t he? Now tell me, doctor—you’ve been all over the world—don’t you think that’s a bit of a Hindoo we’ve got hold of here.’

“‘Smith found him in the stackyard at New Barns,’ said the old man in his calm, unruffled way, as if the other had been some kind of wild animal. ‘That’s how I ended up with him. Quite the curiosity, isn’t he? Now tell me, doctor—you’ve traveled everywhere—don’t you think we’ve got a bit of a Hindu here?’”

“I was greatly surprised. His long black hair scattered over the straw bolster contrasted with the olive pallor of his face. It occurred to me he might be a Basque. It didn’t necessarily follow that he should understand Spanish; but I tried him with the few words I know, and also with some French. The whispered sounds I caught by bending my ear to his lips puzzled me utterly. That afternoon the young ladies from the Rectory (one of them read Goethe with a dictionary, and the other had struggled with Dante for years), coming to see Miss Swaffer, tried their German and Italian on him from the doorway. They retreated, just the least bit scared by the flood of passionate speech which, turning on his pallet, he let out at them. They admitted that the sound was pleasant, soft, musical—but, in conjunction with his looks perhaps, it was startling—so excitable, so utterly unlike anything one had ever heard. The village boys climbed up the bank to have a peep through the little square aperture. Everybody was wondering what Mr. Swaffer would do with him.

“I was really surprised. His long black hair spread out over the straw pillow contrasted with the olive tone of his face. I thought he might be a Basque. It didn’t necessarily mean that he would understand Spanish, but I tried talking to him with the few words I knew, as well as some French. The whispers I caught by leaning in close to his lips completely puzzled me. That afternoon, the young ladies from the Rectory (one of them read Goethe with a dictionary, and the other had struggled with Dante for years), came to see Miss Swaffer and tried their German and Italian on him from the doorway. They stepped back, a little scared by the flood of passionate speech that he let out while turning on his bed. They admitted that the sound was pleasant, soft, and musical—but, perhaps combined with his appearance, it was startling—so excitable, so completely unlike anything one had ever heard. The village boys climbed up the bank to peek through the little square opening. Everyone was curious about what Mr. Swaffer would do with him.

“He simply kept him.

"He just kept him."

“Swaffer would be called eccentric were he not so much respected. They will tell you that Mr. Swaffer sits up as late as ten o’clock at night to read books, and they will tell you also that he can write a cheque for two hundred pounds without thinking twice about it. He himself would tell you that the Swaffers had owned land between this and Darnford for these three hundred years. He must be eighty-five to-day, but he does not look a bit older than when I first came here. He is a great breeder of sheep, and deals extensively in cattle. He attends market days for miles around in every sort of weather, and drives sitting bowed low over the reins, his lank grey hair curling over the collar of his warm coat, and with a green plaid rug round his legs. The calmness of advanced age gives a solemnity to his manner. He is clean-shaved; his lips are thin and sensitive; something rigid and monarchal in the set of his features lends a certain elevation to the character of his face. He has been known to drive miles in the rain to see a new kind of rose in somebody’s garden, or a monstrous cabbage grown by a cottager. He loves to hear tell of or to be shown something that he calls ‘outlandish.’ Perhaps it was just that outlandishness of the man which influenced old Swaffer. Perhaps it was only an inexplicable caprice. All I know is that at the end of three weeks I caught sight of Smith’s lunatic digging in Swaffer’s kitchen garden. They had found out he could use a spade. He dug barefooted.

“Swaffer would be seen as eccentric if he weren't so highly respected. People say that Mr. Swaffer stays up as late as ten o’clock at night to read books, and they also mention that he can write a cheque for two hundred pounds without giving it a second thought. He would tell you that the Swaffer family has owned land between here and Darnford for three hundred years. He must be eighty-five today, but he doesn’t look a day older than when I first arrived. He breeds sheep and trades extensively in cattle. He goes to markets for miles around in all kinds of weather, driving with a hunched posture over the reins, his thin grey hair curling over the collar of his warm coat, and a green plaid blanket wrapped around his legs. The calmness that comes with old age gives a serious tone to his demeanor. He’s clean-shaven; his lips are thin and expressive; something rigid and regal in the shape of his face adds a certain dignity to his appearance. He’s known to drive for miles in the rain to see a new type of rose in someone’s garden or an enormous cabbage grown by a local. He enjoys hearing about or being shown things that he considers ‘outlandish.’ Maybe it was just that peculiar quality in the man that drew old Swaffer in. Perhaps it was simply an unexplainable whim. All I know is that after three weeks, I spotted Smith’s lunatic digging in Swaffer’s kitchen garden. They had discovered he could use a spade. He was digging barefooted."

“His black hair flowed over his shoulders. I suppose it was Swaffer who had given him the striped old cotton shirt; but he wore still the national brown cloth trousers (in which he had been washed ashore) fitting to the leg almost like tights; was belted with a broad leathern belt studded with little brass discs; and had never yet ventured into the village. The land he looked upon seemed to him kept neatly, like the grounds round a landowner’s house; the size of the cart-horses struck him with astonishment; the roads resembled garden walks, and the aspect of the people, especially on Sundays, spoke of opulence. He wondered what made them so hardhearted and their children so bold. He got his food at the back door, carried it in both hands carefully to his outhouse, and, sitting alone on his pallet, would make the sign of the cross before he began. Beside the same pallet, kneeling in the early darkness of the short days, he recited aloud the Lord’s Prayer before he slept. Whenever he saw old Swaffer he would bow with veneration from the waist, and stand erect while the old man, with his fingers over his upper lip, surveyed him silently. He bowed also to Miss Swaffer, who kept house frugally for her father—a broad-shouldered, big-boned woman of forty-five, with the pocket of her dress full of keys, and a grey, steady eye. She was Church—as people said (while her father was one of the trustees of the Baptist Chapel)—and wore a little steel cross at her waist. She dressed severely in black, in memory of one of the innumerable Bradleys of the neighbourhood, to whom she had been engaged some twenty-five years ago—a young farmer who broke his neck out hunting on the eve of the wedding day. She had the unmoved countenance of the deaf, spoke very seldom, and her lips, thin like her father’s, astonished one sometimes by a mysteriously ironic curl.

“His black hair flowed over his shoulders. I guess it was Swaffer who had given him the old striped cotton shirt, but he still wore the brown cloth trousers (that he had washed ashore in) that fit his legs almost like tights. He was belted with a wide leather belt studded with small brass discs and had never gone into the village. The land he saw seemed well-kept, like the grounds around a wealthy person's house; he was amazed by the size of the cart-horses; the roads looked like garden paths, and the people, especially on Sundays, seemed prosperous. He wondered why they were so hard-hearted and their children so bold. He got his food at the back door, carefully carried it with both hands to his outhouse, and would make the sign of the cross before starting his meal while sitting alone on his mattress. Next to the same mattress, kneeling in the early darkness of the short days, he recited the Lord’s Prayer aloud before going to sleep. Whenever he saw old Swaffer, he would bow respectfully from the waist and stand straight while the old man, with his fingers over his upper lip, looked him over silently. He also bowed to Miss Swaffer, who managed the household frugally for her father—a broad-shouldered, big-boned woman of forty-five, with her dress pocket full of keys and a steady grey eye. She was Church—as people said (while her father was one of the trustees of the Baptist Chapel)—and wore a small steel cross at her waist. She dressed strictly in black, in memory of one of the many Bradleys from the neighborhood, to whom she had been engaged about twenty-five years ago—a young farmer who broke his neck while hunting on the eve of the wedding. She had the unemotional face of the deaf, spoke very seldom, and her thin lips, like her father’s, sometimes had a mysteriously ironic curl.”

“These were the people to whom he owed allegiance, and an overwhelming loneliness seemed to fall from the leaden sky of that winter without sunshine. All the faces were sad. He could talk to no one, and had no hope of ever understanding anybody. It was as if these had been the faces of people from the other world—dead people—he used to tell me years afterwards. Upon my word, I wonder he did not go mad. He didn’t know where he was. Somewhere very far from his mountains—somewhere over the water. Was this America, he wondered?

“These were the people he was supposed to be loyal to, and an intense loneliness seemed to hang in the gray winter sky without any sunlight. All the faces looked sad. He couldn’t talk to anyone and had no hope of ever really understanding anyone. It felt like these were the faces of people from another world—dead people—he would tell me years later. Honestly, I’m surprised he didn’t lose his mind. He had no idea where he was. Somewhere far from his mountains—somewhere across the ocean. Was this America, he wondered?

“If it hadn’t been for the steel cross at Miss Swaffer’s belt he would not, he confessed, have known whether he was in a Christian country at all. He used to cast stealthy glances at it, and feel comforted. There was nothing here the same as in his country! The earth and the water were different; there were no images of the Redeemer by the roadside. The very grass was different, and the trees. All the trees but the three old Norway pines on the bit of lawn before Swaffer’s house, and these reminded him of his country. He had been detected once, after dusk, with his forehead against the trunk of one of them, sobbing, and talking to himself. They had been like brothers to him at that time, he affirmed. Everything else was strange. Conceive you the kind of an existence overshadowed, oppressed, by the everyday material appearances, as if by the visions of a nightmare. At night, when he could not sleep, he kept on thinking of the girl who gave him the first piece of bread he had eaten in this foreign land. She had been neither fierce nor angry, nor frightened. Her face he remembered as the only comprehensible face amongst all these faces that were as closed, as mysterious, and as mute as the faces of the dead who are possessed of a knowledge beyond the comprehension of the living. I wonder whether the memory of her compassion prevented him from cutting his throat. But there! I suppose I am an old sentimentalist, and forget the instinctive love of life which it takes all the strength of an uncommon despair to overcome.

“If it hadn't been for the steel cross on Miss Swaffer's belt, he admitted he wouldn't have known if he was in a Christian country at all. He would sneak glances at it and feel reassured. Nothing here was like home! The land and the water were different; there were no images of the Redeemer by the roadside. Even the grass and the trees were different. All the trees except for the three old Norway pines in the yard in front of Swaffer’s house, which reminded him of home. He had been caught once, after dark, with his forehead against one of their trunks, crying and talking to himself. They had felt like brothers to him at that time, he insisted. Everything else was strange. Imagine living an existence overshadowed, weighed down by ordinary material appearances, as if haunted by the visions of a nightmare. At night, when he couldn't sleep, he kept thinking about the girl who gave him the first piece of bread he had eaten in this foreign land. She hadn't been fierce, angry, or scared. He remembered her face as the only one he could understand amid all these others that were just as closed off, mysterious, and silent as the faces of the dead, who possess a wisdom beyond the grasp of the living. I wonder if the memory of her kindness stopped him from ending his life. But then again, I suppose I’m just an old sentimentalist, forgetting the instinctive love of life that takes an extraordinary despair to overcome."

“He did the work which was given him with an intelligence which surprised old Swaffer. By-and-by it was discovered that he could help at the ploughing, could milk the cows, feed the bullocks in the cattle-yard, and was of some use with the sheep. He began to pick up words, too, very fast; and suddenly, one fine morning in spring, he rescued from an untimely death a grand-child of old Swaffer.

“He did the work assigned to him with a skill that amazed old Swaffer. Eventually, it was discovered that he could help with plowing, milk the cows, feed the bullocks in the cattle yard, and was somewhat helpful with the sheep. He also started picking up words really quickly; and suddenly, one beautiful spring morning, he saved one of old Swaffer's grandchildren from an early death.”

“Swaffer’s younger daughter is married to Willcox, a solicitor and the Town Clerk of Colebrook. Regularly twice a year they come to stay with the old man for a few days. Their only child, a little girl not three years old at the time, ran out of the house alone in her little white pinafore, and, toddling across the grass of a terraced garden, pitched herself over a low wall head first into the horse-pond in the yard below.

“Swaffer’s younger daughter is married to Willcox, a lawyer and the Town Clerk of Colebrook. They come to visit the old man for a few days at least twice a year. Their only child, a little girl not yet three years old at the time, ran out of the house by herself in her little white dress and, toddling across the grass of a terraced garden, tumbled over a low wall headfirst into the horse pond in the yard below.”

“Our man was out with the waggoner and the plough in the field nearest to the house, and as he was leading the team round to begin a fresh furrow, he saw, through the gap of the gate, what for anybody else would have been a mere flutter of something white. But he had straight-glancing, quick, far-reaching eyes, that only seemed to flinch and lose their amazing power before the immensity of the sea. He was barefooted, and looking as outlandish as the heart of Swaffer could desire. Leaving the horses on the turn, to the inexpressible disgust of the waggoner he bounded off, going over the ploughed ground in long leaps, and suddenly appeared before the mother, thrust the child into her arms, and strode away.

“Our guy was out with the wagon driver and the plow in the field closest to the house, and as he was leading the team around to start a new furrow, he saw, through the gap in the gate, what would have looked like just a flicker of something white to anyone else. But he had sharp, quick, far-sighted eyes that only seemed to hesitate and lose their incredible power when faced with the vastness of the sea. He was barefoot and looked as strange as Swaffer’s heart could wish. Leaving the horses on the turn, much to the wagon driver’s utter annoyance, he took off, leaping over the plowed ground and suddenly appeared before the mother, thrust the child into her arms, and walked away.

“The pond was not very deep; but still, if he had not had such good eyes, the child would have perished—miserably suffocated in the foot or so of sticky mud at the bottom. Old Swaffer walked out slowly into the field, waited till the plough came over to his side, had a good look at him, and without saying a word went back to the house. But from that time they laid out his meals on the kitchen table; and at first, Miss Swaffer, all in black and with an inscrutable face, would come and stand in the doorway of the living-room to see him make a big sign of the cross before he fell to. I believe that from that day, too, Swaffer began to pay him regular wages.

“The pond wasn’t very deep, but if he hadn’t had such good eyesight, the child would have ended up—tragically suffocated in the foot or so of thick mud at the bottom. Old Swaffer walked slowly into the field, waited until the plow came over to his side, took a good look at him, and without saying a word headed back to the house. From that point on, they started laying out his meals on the kitchen table; and at first, Miss Swaffer, dressed all in black with an unreadable expression, would stand in the doorway of the living room to watch him make a big sign of the cross before he started eating. I think from that day on, Swaffer also began to pay him a regular salary.”

“I can’t follow step by step his development. He cut his hair short, was seen in the village and along the road going to and fro to his work like any other man. Children ceased to shout after him. He became aware of social differences, but remained for a long time surprised at the bare poverty of the churches among so much wealth. He couldn’t understand either why they were kept shut up on week days. There was nothing to steal in them. Was it to keep people from praying too often? The rectory took much notice of him about that time, and I believe the young ladies attempted to prepare the ground for his conversion. They could not, however, break him of his habit of crossing himself, but he went so far as to take off the string with a couple of brass medals the size of a sixpence, a tiny metal cross, and a square sort of scapulary which he wore round his neck. He hung them on the wall by the side of his bed, and he was still to be heard every evening reciting the Lord’s Prayer, in incomprehensible words and in a slow, fervent tone, as he had heard his old father do at the head of all the kneeling family, big and little, on every evening of his life. And though he wore corduroys at work, and a slop-made pepper-and-salt suit on Sundays, strangers would turn round to look after him on the road. His foreignness had a peculiar and indelible stamp. At last people became used to see him. But they never became used to him. His rapid, skimming walk; his swarthy complexion; his hat cocked on the left ear; his habit, on warm evenings, of wearing his coat over one shoulder, like a hussar’s dolman; his manner of leaping over the stiles, not as a feat of agility, but in the ordinary course of progression—all these peculiarities were, as one may say, so many causes of scorn and offence to the inhabitants of the village. They wouldn’t in their dinner hour lie flat on their backs on the grass to stare at the sky. Neither did they go about the fields screaming dismal tunes. Many times have I heard his high-pitched voice from behind the ridge of some sloping sheep-walk, a voice light and soaring, like a lark’s, but with a melancholy human note, over our fields that hear only the song of birds. And I should be startled myself. Ah! He was different: innocent of heart, and full of good will, which nobody wanted, this castaway, that, like a man transplanted into another planet, was separated by an immense space from his past and by an immense ignorance from his future. His quick, fervent utterance positively shocked everybody. ‘An excitable devil,’ they called him. One evening, in the tap-room of the Coach and Horses (having drunk some whisky), he upset them all by singing a love song of his country. They hooted him down, and he was pained; but Preble, the lame wheelwright, and Vincent, the fat blacksmith, and the other notables too, wanted to drink their evening beer in peace. On another occasion he tried to show them how to dance. The dust rose in clouds from the sanded floor; he leaped straight up amongst the deal tables, struck his heels together, squatted on one heel in front of old Preble, shooting out the other leg, uttered wild and exulting cries, jumped up to whirl on one foot, snapping his fingers above his head—and a strange carter who was having a drink in there began to swear, and cleared out with his half-pint in his hand into the bar. But when suddenly he sprang upon a table and continued to dance among the glasses, the landlord interfered. He didn’t want any ‘acrobat tricks in the taproom.’ They laid their hands on him. Having had a glass or two, Mr. Swaffer’s foreigner tried to expostulate: was ejected forcibly: got a black eye.

“I can’t track his development step by step. He cut his hair short and was seen in the village and along the road, going back and forth to work like any other man. Children stopped shouting at him. He started to notice social differences but was surprised for a long time at the stark poverty of the churches amidst so much wealth. He also couldn’t understand why they were kept locked during the weekdays. There was nothing to steal from them. Was it to keep people from praying too often? The rectory began to notice him during that time, and I believe the young ladies tried to prepare him for conversion. However, they couldn’t break him of his habit of crossing himself, though he did go as far as to take off the string with a couple of brass medals the size of a sixpence, a tiny metal cross, and a square scapular that he wore around his neck. He hung them on the wall by the side of his bed, and each evening he could still be heard reciting the Lord’s Prayer in incomprehensible words and a slow, fervent tone, just like he heard his old father do at the head of all the kneeling family, big and small, every evening of his life. Even though he wore corduroys at work and a cheap pepper-and-salt suit on Sundays, strangers would turn to look at him on the road. His foreignness had a unique and lasting impact. Eventually, people got used to seeing him, but they never got used to him. His quick, skimpy walk; his dark complexion; his hat tilted to the left; his habit, on warm evenings, of draping his coat over one shoulder like a hussar’s dolman; his way of leaping over stiles not as a show of agility, but as a normal way of moving—these quirks were, as one might say, causes of ridicule and offense to the villagers. They wouldn’t lie flat on their backs on the grass during dinner to gaze at the sky. Nor would they wander through the fields singing sad tunes. Many times I’ve heard his high-pitched voice from behind the ridge of a sloping sheepwalk, a voice light and soaring, like a lark’s, but with a melancholic human note, floating over our fields that only heard the song of birds. And I would be startled myself. Ah! He was different: innocent at heart and full of goodwill that nobody wanted, this outcast, who, like a man moved to another planet, was separated by immense space from his past and immense ignorance from his future. His quick, passionate speech genuinely shocked everyone. ‘An excitable devil,’ they called him. One evening, in the taproom of the Coach and Horses (after having had some whisky), he upset everyone by singing a love song from his country. They hooted him down, and he was hurt; but Preble, the lame wheelwright, and Vincent, the fat blacksmith, along with the other local figures, just wanted to enjoy their evening beers in peace. On another occasion, he attempted to show them how to dance. Dust rose in clouds from the sanded floor; he leaped straight up between the wooden tables, clicked his heels together, squatted on one heel in front of old Preble, extending the other leg, shouted wild and triumphant cries, jumped up to spin on one foot, snapping his fingers above his head—and a strange carter who happened to be drinking there started swearing and stormed out with his half-pint in hand. But when he suddenly jumped onto a table and continued dancing among the glasses, the landlord intervened. He didn’t want any ‘acrobat tricks in the taproom.’ They grabbed him. After having a glass or two, Mr. Swaffer’s foreigner tried to argue: he was forcibly ejected: got a black eye.”

“I believe he felt the hostility of his human surroundings. But he was tough—tough in spirit, too, as well as in body. Only the memory of the sea frightened him, with that vague terror that is left by a bad dream. His home was far away; and he did not want now to go to America. I had often explained to him that there is no place on earth where true gold can be found lying ready and to be got for the trouble of the picking up. How then, he asked, could he ever return home with empty hands when there had been sold a cow, two ponies, and a bit of land to pay for his going? His eyes would fill with tears, and, averting them from the immense shimmer of the sea, he would throw himself face down on the grass. But sometimes, cocking his hat with a little conquering air, he would defy my wisdom. He had found his bit of true gold. That was Amy Foster’s heart; which was ‘a golden heart, and soft to people’s misery,’ he would say in the accents of overwhelming conviction.

“I think he sensed the hostility of the people around him. But he was tough—tough in spirit as well as in body. Only the memory of the sea scared him, with that lingering fear you have after a bad dream. His home was far away, and he didn't want to go to America now. I had often told him that there’s no place on earth where real gold can just be found and picked up without effort. How then, he asked, could he ever go back home empty-handed after selling a cow, two ponies, and a piece of land to pay for his trip? His eyes would fill with tears, and turning away from the vast shimmer of the sea, he would lie face down on the grass. But sometimes, tilting his hat with a little triumphant flair, he would challenge my wisdom. He had found his piece of true gold. That was Amy Foster’s heart; which was ‘a golden heart, and soft to people’s misery,’ he would say with overwhelming conviction.”

“He was called Yanko. He had explained that this meant little John; but as he would also repeat very often that he was a mountaineer (some word sounding in the dialect of his country like Goorall) he got it for his surname. And this is the only trace of him that the succeeding ages may find in the marriage register of the parish. There it stands—Yanko Goorall—in the rector’s handwriting. The crooked cross made by the castaway, a cross whose tracing no doubt seemed to him the most solemn part of the whole ceremony, is all that remains now to perpetuate the memory of his name.

“He was called Yanko. He explained that this meant little John; however, since he frequently referred to himself as a mountaineer (a word in his country’s dialect that sounded like Goorall), it became his surname. This is the only trace of him that later generations may find in the marriage register of the parish. There it stands—Yanko Goorall—in the rector’s handwriting. The crooked cross made by the outcast, a cross that he probably thought was the most important part of the entire ceremony, is all that remains now to keep his memory alive.”

“His courtship had lasted some time—ever since he got his precarious footing in the community. It began by his buying for Amy Foster a green satin ribbon in Darnford. This was what you did in his country. You bought a ribbon at a Jew’s stall on a fair-day. I don’t suppose the girl knew what to do with it, but he seemed to think that his honourable intentions could not be mistaken.

“His courtship lasted for quite a while—ever since he found his uncertain place in the community. It started when he bought Amy Foster a green satin ribbon in Darnford. That’s what people did in his country. You picked up a ribbon from a vendor at a fair. I doubt the girl knew what to do with it, but he seemed to believe his good intentions were clear.”

“It was only when he declared his purpose to get married that I fully understood how, for a hundred futile and inappreciable reasons, how—shall I say odious?—he was to all the countryside. Every old woman in the village was up in arms. Smith, coming upon him near the farm, promised to break his head for him if he found him about again. But he twisted his little black moustache with such a bellicose air and rolled such big, black fierce eyes at Smith that this promise came to nothing. Smith, however, told the girl that she must be mad to take up with a man who was surely wrong in his head. All the same, when she heard him in the gloaming whistle from beyond the orchard a couple of bars of a weird and mournful tune, she would drop whatever she had in her hand—she would leave Mrs. Smith in the middle of a sentence—and she would run out to his call. Mrs. Smith called her a shameless hussy. She answered nothing. She said nothing at all to anybody, and went on her way as if she had been deaf. She and I alone all in the land, I fancy, could see his very real beauty. He was very good-looking, and most graceful in his bearing, with that something wild as of a woodland creature in his aspect. Her mother moaned over her dismally whenever the girl came to see her on her day out. The father was surly, but pretended not to know; and Mrs. Finn once told her plainly that ‘this man, my dear, will do you some harm some day yet.’ And so it went on. They could be seen on the roads, she tramping stolidly in her finery—grey dress, black feather, stout boots, prominent white cotton gloves that caught your eye a hundred yards away; and he, his coat slung picturesquely over one shoulder, pacing by her side, gallant of bearing and casting tender glances upon the girl with the golden heart. I wonder whether he saw how plain she was. Perhaps among types so different from what he had ever seen, he had not the power to judge; or perhaps he was seduced by the divine quality of her pity.

“It was only when he announced his intention to get married that I fully realized how, for a hundred pointless and unsung reasons, he had become—shall I say loathed?—in the entire countryside. Every elderly woman in the village was furious. Smith, running into him near the farm, vowed to break his head if he caught him around again. But he twisted his little black mustache with such a defiant attitude and shot such fierce, big black eyes at Smith that this threat was empty. Smith, however, warned the girl that she had to be insane to get involved with someone who clearly wasn’t right in the head. Still, when she heard him in the twilight whistling a couple of bars from a strange and haunting tune beyond the orchard, she would drop whatever she was holding—leaving Mrs. Smith mid-sentence—and rush out to his call. Mrs. Smith called her a shameless hussy. She didn’t respond. She said nothing to anyone and continued on as if she hadn’t heard. It seems that only she and I in the whole land could see his genuine beauty. He was very handsome and carried himself with such grace, exuding a wildness like that of a woodland creature. Her mother lamented dismally every time the girl visited her on her day off. The father was grumpy but pretended not to notice; and Mrs. Finn once bluntly told her, ‘this man, my dear, will hurt you someday.’ And so it continued. They could be seen on the roads, she trudging along in her finery—grey dress, black feather, sturdy boots, striking white cotton gloves visible from a hundred yards away; and he, his coat slung stylishly over one shoulder, walking alongside her, gallant in posture and casting soft looks at the girl with the golden heart. I wonder if he recognized how plain she was. Perhaps among types so different from anyone he had ever encountered, he couldn’t judge; or maybe he was captivated by the divine quality of her compassion.”

“Yanko was in great trouble meantime. In his country you get an old man for an ambassador in marriage affairs. He did not know how to proceed. However, one day in the midst of sheep in a field (he was now Swaffer’s under-shepherd with Foster) he took off his hat to the father and declared himself humbly. ‘I daresay she’s fool enough to marry you,’ was all Foster said. ‘And then,’ he used to relate, ‘he puts his hat on his head, looks black at me as if he wanted to cut my throat, whistles the dog, and off he goes, leaving me to do the work.’ The Fosters, of course, didn’t like to lose the wages the girl earned: Amy used to give all her money to her mother. But there was in Foster a very genuine aversion to that match. He contended that the fellow was very good with sheep, but was not fit for any girl to marry. For one thing, he used to go along the hedges muttering to himself like a dam’ fool; and then, these foreigners behave very queerly to women sometimes. And perhaps he would want to carry her off somewhere—or run off himself. It was not safe. He preached it to his daughter that the fellow might ill-use her in some way. She made no answer. It was, they said in the village, as if the man had done something to her. People discussed the matter. It was quite an excitement, and the two went on ‘walking out’ together in the face of opposition. Then something unexpected happened.

“Yanko was in deep trouble during this time. In his country, they send an old man to handle marriage negotiations. He didn’t know what to do. However, one day, while he was in a field with sheep (he was now Swaffer’s assistant shepherd alongside Foster), he took off his hat to the father and humbly introduced himself. ‘I’m sure she’s foolish enough to marry you,’ was all Foster said. ‘And then,’ he would later recount, ‘he puts his hat back on, gives me a dark look like he wants to kill me, whistles for the dog, and off he goes, leaving me to handle everything.’ The Fosters didn’t want to lose the wages the girl earned; Amy gave all her money to her mother. But Foster had a genuine dislike for that match. He argued that the guy was good with sheep but not suitable for any girl to marry. For instance, he would walk along the hedges muttering to himself like an idiot, and these foreigners sometimes act very strangely around women. And who knows, he might want to run off with her—or take off himself. It wasn’t safe. He warned his daughter that the guy might mistreat her in some way. She didn’t respond. People in the village said it was like the man had done something to her. The situation sparked discussions, creating quite a stir, while the two continued to 'see each other' despite the opposition. Then, something unexpected happened.”

“I don’t know whether old Swaffer ever understood how much he was regarded in the light of a father by his foreign retainer. Anyway the relation was curiously feudal. So when Yanko asked formally for an interview—‘and the Miss too’ (he called the severe, deaf Miss Swaffer simply Miss)—it was to obtain their permission to marry. Swaffer heard him unmoved, dismissed him by a nod, and then shouted the intelligence into Miss Swaffer’s best ear. She showed no surprise, and only remarked grimly, in a veiled blank voice, ‘He certainly won’t get any other girl to marry him.’

“I don’t know if old Swaffer ever realized how much he was seen as a father figure by his foreign servant. Anyway, their relationship was oddly feudal. So when Yanko formally asked for a meeting—‘and the Miss too’ (he referred to the stern, deaf Miss Swaffer simply as Miss)—it was to ask for their permission to marry. Swaffer listened without any emotion, dismissed him with a nod, and then shouted the news into Miss Swaffer’s best ear. She showed no surprise and only commented grimly, in a flat, veiled voice, ‘He certainly won’t find any other girl to marry him.’”

“It is Miss Swaffer who has all the credit of the munificence: but in a very few days it came out that Mr. Swaffer had presented Yanko with a cottage (the cottage you’ve seen this morning) and something like an acre of ground—had made it over to him in absolute property. Willcox expedited the deed, and I remember him telling me he had a great pleasure in making it ready. It recited: ‘In consideration of saving the life of my beloved grandchild, Bertha Willcox.’

“It’s Miss Swaffer who gets all the credit for the generosity, but within a few days, it came out that Mr. Swaffer had given Yanko a cottage (the one you saw this morning) and about an acre of land—he transferred it to him outright. Willcox handled the paperwork, and I remember him saying he took great pleasure in preparing it. It stated: ‘In consideration of saving the life of my beloved grandchild, Bertha Willcox.’”

“Of course, after that no power on earth could prevent them from getting married.

“Of course, after that, nothing could stop them from getting married.”

“Her infatuation endured. People saw her going out to meet him in the evening. She stared with unblinking, fascinated eyes up the road where he was expected to appear, walking freely, with a swing from the hip, and humming one of the love-tunes of his country. When the boy was born, he got elevated at the ‘Coach and Horses,’ essayed again a song and a dance, and was again ejected. People expressed their commiseration for a woman married to that Jack-in-the-box. He didn’t care. There was a man now (he told me boastfully) to whom he could sing and talk in the language of his country, and show how to dance by-and-by.

Her crush lasted. People saw her going out to meet him in the evening. She stared with fascinated, unblinking eyes up the road where he was expected to show up, walking confidently, with a swing in his step, and humming one of his country's love songs. When the baby was born, he got drunk at the ‘Coach and Horses,’ tried to sing and dance again, and got thrown out once more. People showed sympathy for a woman married to that wild card. He didn't care. Now there was a guy (he told me proudly) to whom he could sing and talk in his native language and eventually teach how to dance.

“But I don’t know. To me he appeared to have grown less springy of step, heavier in body, less keen of eye. Imagination, no doubt; but it seems to me now as if the net of fate had been drawn closer round him already.

“But I don’t know. To me, he seemed to have become less energetic, heavier, and less sharp-eyed. Just my imagination, probably; but it feels like the net of fate has already tightened around him.”

“One day I met him on the footpath over the Talfourd Hill. He told me that ‘women were funny.’ I had heard already of domestic differences. People were saying that Amy Foster was beginning to find out what sort of man she had married. He looked upon the sea with indifferent, unseeing eyes. His wife had snatched the child out of his arms one day as he sat on the doorstep crooning to it a song such as the mothers sing to babies in his mountains. She seemed to think he was doing it some harm. Women are funny. And she had objected to him praying aloud in the evening. Why? He expected the boy to repeat the prayer aloud after him by-and-by, as he used to do after his old father when he was a child—in his own country. And I discovered he longed for their boy to grow up so that he could have a man to talk with in that language that to our ears sounded so disturbing, so passionate, and so bizarre. Why his wife should dislike the idea he couldn’t tell. But that would pass, he said. And tilting his head knowingly, he tapped his breastbone to indicate that she had a good heart: not hard, not fierce, open to compassion, charitable to the poor!

“One day I ran into him on the path over Talfourd Hill. He told me that ‘women were funny.’ I had already heard about the issues at home. People were saying that Amy Foster was starting to realize what kind of man she had married. He stared out at the sea with indifferent, blank eyes. His wife had taken the child from his arms one day while he was sitting on the doorstep singing it a lullaby like the ones mothers sing to babies in his mountains. She seemed to think he was harming the child. Women are funny. She also didn’t like him praying out loud in the evening. Why? He expected the boy to eventually repeat the prayer after him, like he used to do with his father when he was a kid—in his home country. I found out he wished for their boy to grow up so he would have a man to talk to in that language that sounded so strange, so passionate, and so different to us. He couldn’t understand why his wife disliked the idea. But he said that would change. And tilting his head knowingly, he tapped his chest to suggest that she had a good heart: not hard, not fierce, open to kindness, generous to the poor!

“I walked away thoughtfully; I wondered whether his difference, his strangeness, were not penetrating with repulsion that dull nature they had begun by irresistibly attracting. I wondered....”

“I walked away, deep in thought; I wondered if his uniqueness, his weirdness, was starting to push away that dull nature they had initially drawn me to so irresistibly. I wondered....”

The Doctor came to the window and looked out at the frigid splendour of the sea, immense in the haze, as if enclosing all the earth with all the hearts lost among the passions of love and fear.

The Doctor approached the window and gazed out at the icy beauty of the sea, vast in the mist, as if it contained everything on earth along with all the hearts lost in the struggles of love and fear.

“Physiologically, now,” he said, turning away abruptly, “it was possible. It was possible.”

“Physiologically, now,” he said, turning away suddenly, “it was possible. It was possible.”

He remained silent. Then went on—“At all events, the next time I saw him he was ill—lung trouble. He was tough, but I daresay he was not acclimatised as well as I had supposed. It was a bad winter; and, of course, these mountaineers do get fits of home sickness; and a state of depression would make him vulnerable. He was lying half dressed on a couch downstairs.

He stayed quiet. Then he continued, “Anyway, the next time I saw him, he was sick—lung issues. He was tough, but I guess he wasn't as well-adjusted as I thought. It was a rough winter, and of course, these mountain folks can get hit hard with homesickness; being in a low mood would make him more susceptible. He was lying half-dressed on a couch downstairs.

“A table covered with a dark oilcloth took up all the middle of the little room. There was a wicker cradle on the floor, a kettle spouting steam on the hob, and some child’s linen lay drying on the fender. The room was warm, but the door opens right into the garden, as you noticed perhaps.

A table covered with a dark oilcloth filled the center of the small room. There was a wicker cradle on the floor, a kettle steaming on the stove, and some children's laundry drying on the hearth. The room was cozy, but the door opened directly into the garden, as you might have noticed.

“He was very feverish, and kept on muttering to himself. She sat on a chair and looked at him fixedly across the table with her brown, blurred eyes. ‘Why don’t you have him upstairs?’ I asked. With a start and a confused stammer she said, ‘Oh! ah! I couldn’t sit with him upstairs, Sir.’

“He was really hot and kept mumbling to himself. She sat in a chair and stared at him intently across the table with her brown, cloudy eyes. ‘Why don’t you take him upstairs?’ I asked. With a jolt and a flustered stammer, she replied, ‘Oh! um! I couldn’t sit with him upstairs, Sir.’”

“I gave her certain directions; and going outside, I said again that he ought to be in bed upstairs. She wrung her hands. ‘I couldn’t. I couldn’t. He keeps on saying something—I don’t know what.’ With the memory of all the talk against the man that had been dinned into her ears, I looked at her narrowly. I looked into her shortsighted eyes, at her dumb eyes that once in her life had seen an enticing shape, but seemed, staring at me, to see nothing at all now. But I saw she was uneasy.

“I gave her some specific instructions; then, going outside, I reiterated that he should be in bed upstairs. She was wringing her hands. ‘I just can’t. I can't. He keeps saying something—I don’t know what.’ With all the negative talk about the man echoing in her mind, I studied her closely. I looked into her weak eyesight, at her blank expression that once had seen something intriguing, but now, as she stared at me, seemed completely empty. Still, I could tell she was uneasy.

“‘What’s the matter with him?’ she asked in a sort of vacant trepidation. ‘He doesn’t look very ill. I never did see anybody look like this before....’

“‘What’s wrong with him?’ she asked nervously, seeming a bit lost. ‘He doesn’t seem very sick. I’ve never seen anyone look like this before….’”

“‘Do you think,’ I asked indignantly, ‘he is shamming?’

“‘Do you think,’ I asked angrily, ‘he is faking it?’”

“‘I can’t help it, sir,’ she said stolidly. And suddenly she clapped her hands and looked right and left. ‘And there’s the baby. I am so frightened. He wanted me just now to give him the baby. I can’t understand what he says to it.’

“‘I can’t help it, sir,’ she said flatly. Then she suddenly clapped her hands and glanced around. ‘And there’s the baby. I’m so scared. He just asked me to hand him the baby. I don’t understand what he’s saying to it.’”

“‘Can’t you ask a neighbour to come in tonight?’ I asked.

“‘Can’t you ask a neighbor to come over tonight?’ I asked.

“‘Please, sir, nobody seems to care to come,’ she muttered, dully resigned all at once.

“‘Please, sir, nobody seems to care to come,’ she muttered, feeling resigned all at once.”

“I impressed upon her the necessity of the greatest care, and then had to go. There was a good deal of sickness that winter. ‘Oh, I hope he won’t talk!’ she exclaimed softly just as I was going away.

"I urged her to be extremely careful, and then I had to leave. There was a lot of illness that winter. 'Oh, I hope he doesn’t speak!' she said quietly just as I was walking out."

“I don’t know how it is I did not see—but I didn’t. And yet, turning in my trap, I saw her lingering before the door, very still, and as if meditating a flight up the miry road.

“I don’t know how I didn’t notice it—but I didn’t. And yet, as I turned in my trap, I saw her standing by the door, very still, as if she was thinking about taking off down the muddy road.”

“Towards the night his fever increased.

“Towards the night, his fever grew worse.

“He tossed, moaned, and now and then muttered a complaint. And she sat with the table between her and the couch, watching every movement and every sound, with the terror, the unreasonable terror, of that man she could not understand creeping over her. She had drawn the wicker cradle close to her feet. There was nothing in her now but the maternal instinct and that unaccountable fear.

“He tossed, moaned, and occasionally muttered a complaint. She sat with the table between her and the couch, watching every movement and every sound, overwhelmed by a fear, an irrational fear, of that man she couldn’t understand. She had pulled the wicker cradle close to her feet. All she felt now was maternal instinct and that inexplicable fear.”

“Suddenly coming to himself, parched, he demanded a drink of water. She did not move. She had not understood, though he may have thought he was speaking in English. He waited, looking at her, burning with fever, amazed at her silence and immobility, and then he shouted impatiently, ‘Water! Give me water!’

“Suddenly realizing where he was, feeling thirsty, he asked for a drink of water. She didn’t move. She didn’t understand, even though he thought he was speaking in English. He waited, staring at her, burning with fever, confused by her silence and stillness, and then he yelled impatiently, ‘Water! Give me water!’”

“She jumped to her feet, snatched up the child, and stood still. He spoke to her, and his passionate remonstrances only increased her fear of that strange man. I believe he spoke to her for a long time, entreating, wondering, pleading, ordering, I suppose. She says she bore it as long as she could. And then a gust of rage came over him.

“She jumped up, grabbed the child, and stood still. He talked to her, and his intense arguments just made her more afraid of that strange man. I think he talked to her for a long time, begging, questioning, pleading, and probably commanding. She says she endured it as long as she could. Then a wave of anger took over him.

“He sat up and called out terribly one word—some word. Then he got up as though he hadn’t been ill at all, she says. And as in fevered dismay, indignation, and wonder he tried to get to her round the table, she simply opened the door and ran out with the child in her arms. She heard him call twice after her down the road in a terrible voice—and fled.... Ah! but you should have seen stirring behind the dull, blurred glance of these eyes the spectre of the fear which had hunted her on that night three miles and a half to the door of Foster’s cottage! I did the next day.

“He sat up and shouted out one terrible word—some word. Then he got up like he hadn't been sick at all, she says. As he stumbled in a feverish mix of dread, anger, and awe trying to reach her around the table, she simply opened the door and ran out with the child in her arms. She heard him call out after her twice in a terrifying voice—and fled.... Ah! but you should have seen the fear hiding behind the dull, blurred stare of those eyes, the specter of the terror that had chased her that night for three miles and a half to the door of Foster’s cottage! I saw it the next day.

“And it was I who found him lying face down and his body in a puddle, just outside the little wicket-gate.

“And it was me who found him lying face down in a puddle, just outside the little wicket gate."

“I had been called out that night to an urgent case in the village, and on my way home at daybreak passed by the cottage. The door stood open. My man helped me to carry him in. We laid him on the couch. The lamp smoked, the fire was out, the chill of the stormy night oozed from the cheerless yellow paper on the wall. ‘Amy!’ I called aloud, and my voice seemed to lose itself in the emptiness of this tiny house as if I had cried in a desert. He opened his eyes. ‘Gone!’ he said distinctly. ‘I had only asked for water—only for a little water....’

“I had been called out that night to an urgent case in the village, and on my way home at dawn, I passed by the cottage. The door was wide open. My man helped me carry him inside. We laid him on the couch. The lamp was smoking, the fire was out, and the chill from the stormy night seeped through the dreary yellow wallpaper. ‘Amy!’ I shouted, and my voice seemed to fade into the emptiness of this small house as if I had cried out in a desert. He opened his eyes. ‘Gone!’ he said clearly. ‘I only asked for water—just a little water....’”

“He was muddy. I covered him up and stood waiting in silence, catching a painfully gasped word now and then. They were no longer in his own language. The fever had left him, taking with it the heat of life. And with his panting breast and lustrous eyes he reminded me again of a wild creature under the net; of a bird caught in a snare. She had left him. She had left him—sick—helpless—thirsty. The spear of the hunter had entered his very soul. ‘Why?’ he cried in the penetrating and indignant voice of a man calling to a responsible Maker. A gust of wind and a swish of rain answered.

“He was covered in mud. I wrapped him up and stood there quietly, catching a word every now and then that he gasped out painfully. They weren’t in his language anymore. The fever had taken its toll, stealing away the warmth of life. With his labored breathing and shining eyes, he reminded me of a wild creature trapped in a net; like a bird caught in a snare. She had abandoned him. She had left him—sick—helpless—thirsty. The hunter's spear had pierced his very soul. ‘Why?’ he cried out in the desperate and indignant tone of a man speaking to a responsible Creator. A gust of wind and a rush of rain responded.

“And as I turned away to shut the door he pronounced the word ‘Merciful!’ and expired.

“And as I turned away to shut the door, he said the word ‘Merciful!’ and passed away.”

“Eventually I certified heart-failure as the immediate cause of death. His heart must have indeed failed him, or else he might have stood this night of storm and exposure, too. I closed his eyes and drove away. Not very far from the cottage I met Foster walking sturdily between the dripping hedges with his collie at his heels.

“Eventually, I confirmed that heart failure was the immediate cause of death. His heart must have truly given out on him, or he might have managed to withstand this stormy, exposed night, too. I closed his eyes and drove away. Not far from the cottage, I encountered Foster walking steadily between the dripping hedges with his collie following him.”

“‘Do you know where your daughter is?’ I asked.

“‘Do you know where your daughter is?’ I asked.

“‘Don’t I!’ he cried. ‘I am going to talk to him a bit. Frightening a poor woman like this.’

“‘Aren’t I!’ he shouted. ‘I’m going to have a word with him. Scaring a poor woman like this.’”

“‘He won’t frighten her any more,’ I said. ‘He is dead.’

“‘He won’t scare her anymore,’ I said. ‘He’s dead.’”

“He struck with his stick at the mud.

“He hit the mud with his stick.

“‘And there’s the child.’

“‘And there’s the kid.’”

“Then, after thinking deeply for a while—“‘I don’t know that it isn’t for the best.’

“Then, after thinking deeply for a while—‘I don’t know that it isn’t for the best.’”

“That’s what he said. And she says nothing at all now. Not a word of him. Never. Is his image as utterly gone from her mind as his lithe and striding figure, his carolling voice are gone from our fields? He is no longer before her eyes to excite her imagination into a passion of love or fear; and his memory seems to have vanished from her dull brain as a shadow passes away upon a white screen. She lives in the cottage and works for Miss Swaffer. She is Amy Foster for everybody, and the child is ‘Amy Foster’s boy.’ She calls him Johnny—which means Little John.

"That’s what he said. And she hasn’t said anything at all now. Not a word about him. Never. Is his image completely gone from her mind just like his graceful figure and cheerful voice are gone from our fields? He’s no longer in front of her to stir her imagination into feelings of love or fear; and his memory seems to have disappeared from her dull mind like a shadow fading on a white screen. She lives in the cottage and works for Miss Swaffer. To everyone, she is Amy Foster, and the child is ‘Amy Foster’s boy.’ She calls him Johnny—which means Little John."

“It is impossible to say whether this name recalls anything to her. Does she ever think of the past? I have seen her hanging over the boy’s cot in a very passion of maternal tenderness. The little fellow was lying on his back, a little frightened at me, but very still, with his big black eyes, with his fluttered air of a bird in a snare. And looking at him I seemed to see again the other one—the father, cast out mysteriously by the sea to perish in the supreme disaster of loneliness and despair.”



“It’s hard to tell if this name means anything to her. Does she ever reflect on the past? I’ve seen her leaning over the boy’s crib, filled with a deep sense of maternal love. The little guy was lying on his back, a bit scared of me, but very still, with his big black eyes, looking like a bird caught in a trap. And as I looked at him, I felt like I was seeing the other one again—the father, mysteriously cast out by the sea to suffer in the ultimate tragedy of loneliness and despair.”




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